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Tonight special thoughts come to my mind as I remember getting the news that it would not be long before you became a heavenly angel. We all knew you already were one on earth!! Tonight special prayers will go out to you and your family and I hope your mom and dad are eating lobster and enjoying their anniversary complete with wonderful loving thoughts of you and your sisters. Sleep tight special one and continue to watch over us all. Love the crazy one
crazy tutor <jbrokaw01@snet.net>
amston, ct usa - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 1:21 PM CST

Hi Gail, I have been trying to get to Nikki's website for a few months but was doing something wrong. Mandy finally got me here tonight and I caught up on all the latest entries. It was nice to see you, John and Jess over the holidays. Our brunch on Dec. 26 reminded me of our last brunch with Nikki 2 years ago on the same day. She only wanted a waffle and it took forever to get it. Hope to see you soon, Hi Natalie! Love, Aunt Marsha
Marsha <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, ct. - Monday, December 29, 2003 9:20 PM CST

merry christmas, giampolos. i love you, nikki. :)
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 25, 2003 9:04 PM CST

Its hard to think back on this time two years ago, but thinking back on all the years before, brings only tears of joyful memories.
I love you always Angel Nikki
NG2 <Natalie.Bucello@barksdale.af.mil>
Shreveport, La USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 5:23 PM CST

Merry Christmas Nikki! ~And the rest of the Giampolo family as well~
A Friend <AFriend@aol.com>
- Wednesday, December 24, 2003 9:23 AM CST

Nikki...it's been awhile since I've been here, but it's so comforting to see that this remains the same as time progresses, as people continue to be affected by your life. It's funny how time really can't fade some of the memories I have of you...I love thinking back on all the laughs. Almost two years have passed now, but I sometimes forget that it's been that long...I can still hear your voice and laughter! Yesterday, I came across a note you wrote me ages ago, and your handwriting seemed to come alive with the good times we shared. You've touched my life, as you have with sooo many others, and we all carry little bits of memories along with us, and will never forget you.
Jess <justjess530@comcast.net>
Hebron, CT - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 7:50 PM CST

HAPPY THANKSGIVING GIAMPOLOS!!! i miss you all very much...i hope i can see you soon!! love,
ALLIE
Allie Huffman <mhuffman5@cox.net>
weth, ct us - Friday, November 28, 2003 9:22 AM CST

happy thanksgiving, everyone! giampolos, it's been too long since i saw you all last. we'll have to get together sometime soon. give thanks while you're eating your mashed potatoes everyone! (nikki, i'll eat a double helping for you!) :)
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
hebron, ct usa - Thursday, November 27, 2003 12:53 AM CST

Gail, I just wanted to thank you for being such an ongoing source of inspiration. Nikki, you help me remember to focus on what matters and keep perspective. Happy belated birthday sweetheart.
Long-Distance Friend
- Monday, October 27, 2003 7:06 PM CST

HAPPY 17TH KIDDO. MISS YA TONS
Crazy tutor <jbrokaw01@snet.net>
anywhere, ct usa - Monday, October 27, 2003 4:54 AM CST

Happy 17th Birhtday in Heaven Nikki!!!!*sorry its a day late!*....I love you and miss you so much I think about you every day!!!!

Giampolo Fam-I hope you guys are all doing well and I hope to see you guys soon!!!!
x0x0

Jenna
- Saturday, October 25, 2003 5:48 PM CDT

Happy Birthday My Little Seal! I miss ya and love ya tons!
Kelly <sykkell@lycoming.edu>
Williamsport, Pa - Friday, October 24, 2003 1:20 PM CDT

Happy 17th Birthday in Heaven Nikki. Thinking about you on this day and knowing that you are watching down on all of us from heaven.
Giampolos-i Hope everything is going well for you, i hope to talk to you soon. I Think about you all the time. You have a beautiful angel shining down on you.
-Tracy
Tracy Riedl <trsoc7@aol.com>
Glastonbury, Ct 06033 - Friday, October 24, 2003 9:19 AM CDT

Dear Giampolos,

I haven't written in a very long time, but I just wanted you to know that I still think about Nikki all the time. she taught us so much and we were all blessed to have known her.
a friend
- Monday, October 13, 2003 10:45 PM CDT

I was at the Buckland mall today, and I went into build-a-bear. I saw Nikki's bear and immediatly bought it. I had tears going down my cheeks. The saleslady was so nice, she said that she sees this so often, people coming in and buying nikki bears and crying. I'm going to treasure the bear forever.
a down - the - street neighbor
- Monday, October 6, 2003 10:18 PM CDT

i went to the build a bear store at the west farms mall today with some friends to get a few gifts. while i was there i saw the cutest purple and white bear and as i read the caption i realized it was nikkis. i wanted to cry in the store because all these memories came flooding back. but instead i picked up the bear and bought it. it makes me feel alot better having nikkis bear, its like i own something of hers other then a few old pictures. it was a fantastic idea and i love it. thank you so much nikki, and your family
a friend
- Monday, October 6, 2003 2:57 PM CDT

Dear Parents of Nikki,
I am so sorry about Nikki but I hope you feel better after you read this.
Love Ed
Ed <ed@aol.com>
Wilton, CT US - Friday, October 3, 2003 7:49 PM CDT

Dear Parents of Nikki,
I am so sorry about Nikki but I hope you feel better after you read this.
Love Ed
Ed <ed@aol.com>
Fairfield, CT US - Friday, October 3, 2003 7:48 PM CDT

Dear Parents of Nikki,
I am so sorry about Nikki but I hope you feel better after you read this.
Love Liz
Liz <ed@aol.com>
Fairfield, CT US - Friday, October 3, 2003 7:48 PM CDT

Dear Gail,
I am really thankful for the chance to participate in Nikki's Run, Walk, and Roll. It is so remarkable and inspiring what your family is doing to help raise awareness for childrens cancer. If and when more events take place, I will surely be there.
Kristen Murphy <007kiki@cheerful.com>
Hebron, Ct USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 0:41 AM CDT

Gail and John, What a wonderful day Sunday was. You guys did an awesome job and it worked!! I am so proud of you for all that you have done, for all that you do, and all that is yet to come. Hats off to you and here we go for next year. I felt Nikki's spirit with us. Hope all is well. Love the crazy tutor
The crazy tutor <thinkingofyou@always.com>
amston, CT usa - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 5:21 AM CDT

hi giampolos,
just wanted to write and say hi. i hope jess's teeth are doing better than the last time i saw her. we're in the process of getting the xc team squared away for the run. this is so exciting! i'll talk to you soon.
love,
meg :)
- Monday, August 25, 2003 4:32 PM CDT

Hi Giampolo Family!!!!
I haven't written in this for so long because I’ve been busy or certain reasons have been holding me back from writing, but I'm always checking for new updates and I constantly think about you guys every day. As you can see the other day Rachael was in town....she was visiting with my family and we were driving around and I asked her if she wanted to stop by your house to see how you all were doing, unfortunately no one was home and we couldn't find a pen to leave a note for you guys-oops. But next time she comes to Hebron to visit we want to see you guys!!!! Hopefully I'll either talk to you all soon or see you all soon!!!! Have a good week!!!!
Love Always, Jenna
- Tuesday, July 22, 2003 6:51 PM CDT

Hi Mrs.G i have'nt written in so long but am wondering how your doing? Last weekend at seniors when i was swimming my 100 breast i thought of nikki for what a thought of like 20 min. I remebered the first time i met her and her eyes glowed in the light that her smile brought to the room, we met and i new that second with the tone of her voice that she loved life and lived it to her fullest everyday, liked to be different, and was just a nice, possitive, loving person. Nikki was definetely a tough cookie, she never complained and always found the possitive part of everything. She always had a group of people around her, maybe beacause everyone loved to be with her she brought a smile to everyones face when she walked into a room. Well after thinking of her for that minete and 26 seconds i felt like she wa still here lighting up the pool instead of a room.I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U NIKKI! <3
So Mrs. G i hope everything is going well and i hope u and ur family are great....i cant WAIT FOR THE 5K run its will be a blast!! YES!
i love u NIKKI!
SOmeone
- Tuesday, July 22, 2003 9:46 AM CDT

Hi Giampolos!
I was in Hebron today for a visit (after all these years, oopsie) and I stopped by your house to say hi, but no one was home. Anyway, I wanted to see if you are all well. I hope so. I'm sorry I never visited before. It was hard, I live so far. I'm also sorry that I never knew Nikki was sick until much later. I have a Nikki Bear though. I take it everywhere with me. That was a great idea, Mrs. G. But, I wanted to tell you that the other day, a kid I know called me Toast (he didn't get my last name) and it reminded me of Nikki. When we were little, some kids would mess up our names and end up calling us 'toast (toce) and jam (giampolo).' Ha, get it? I'm glad we were friends. Ok, I hope you are doing well and I hope I'll get to see you next time. Have a nice day!
*Rachael
Rachael Toce <roxyprincess95@cox.net>
Suffield, CT USA - Sunday, July 20, 2003 6:52 PM CDT

hey mr. and mrs. g,
i have been checking up on the entry's you have writen and noticed i had not writen in the guessed boook in a while. so i just wanted to know how things are?? I havent talked to you in so long and just thought of nikki now that the long course season is almost over just age groups, zones and nats are left. it has been so long since nikki past away and everytime i think about her it seems like just yesterday.i hope everything is going well happy summer. ill talk to you later bye bye!! Love ya ,mcguire
mcguire <fishes004@aol.com>
west harford, ct U.S - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 10:50 AM CDT

i come here every so often just to check up on things. and without fail every time i go back and i read nikkis first and last entries, its amazing how strong and wonderful she was. every time i cry too, remembering the good times we had, even if they were few. but after i cry i smile. it's like the saying "dont cry because its over, smile becuase it happened" i cry becuase i miss nikki and the fun times we had but i smile because we had such fun times. thats how it should be. i send my love to you all in her family and her close friends, happy 4th of July, and keep your sprits high.. that's how nikki would have wanted it
Me
- Monday, July 7, 2003 11:10 PM CDT

Hello everyone we hope that you are having a wonderful summer!! Have a happy 4th oh July!! Hope to see you guyz soon !!! Love you Guyz!!!!
~*Ali and Brittney*~
- Thursday, July 3, 2003 8:41 PM CDT

To Nikki's Family,

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I know it is hard to keep going, but somehow we do.
Kimber <kimberly.britton@ptk.org>
Vernon, CT Tolland - Thursday, June 26, 2003 8:12 PM CDT

~*Hi everyone*~ Hope you are having a great summer! See you soon!
Brittney & Katy
- Tuesday, June 24, 2003 9:07 PM CDT

Missin you always my little seal : )
Big Seal
- Saturday, June 21, 2003 12:30 AM CDT

Hi Nikki's Family!
I have been thinking alot about all of you and know that she is watching over us with our other angels.
Love you and will see youin a few days!
Joanne and Joelle Santiago <Jas2225@aol.com>
Avon, Ct - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 8:39 PM CDT

Oh Mrs. G. Happy Dad's Day to the man, Mr. G. Thinking of you always and so glad Natalie and Mike are going to be home. I can not make tommorrows meeting but hope to be there soon. We need another walk I so enjoyed it. Take care and Wish John an awesome day. love the crazy one
crazy <mommabear@3bears>
everywhere, CT usa - Sunday, June 15, 2003 5:24 PM CDT

Hi Mrs. G,

I have sent you an eamil yesterday. I hope that you will respond to it a.s.a.p.a
I have found out Nikki's middle name it is Maire.
Maire is my middle name too.
Is the name Nikki short for anything?

wonderig what Nikki is shot for????????????????

_Jennifer Maire Btraden age 17
Jenn
Bartlett, IL USA - Friday, June 13, 2003 1:46 PM CDT

Hey Mrs. G
Im sorry i havn't written in a such a long time, But i just wanted to check in and see how everything is going. I hope to see you real soon! <3 ALLIE
Allie Huffman
- Thursday, June 12, 2003 6:53 PM CDT

Hello Mrs. Giampolo,

It's me agian.
When I go to the build a bear workshop I will buy Nikki's bear and it might be named after your daughter. That is why I want to know her middle name(s)
thanks

Jenn
Jenn
Barltett, IL USA - Thursday, June 12, 2003 11:08 AM CDT

Hello Mrs. Giampolo,

I know that you don't know me but I am deelpy touched by your daughter's story. I have 2 questions to ask you about Nikki. What is Nikki short for? What is Nikki's middle name?
If you could let me know what those answers are by signing the guest book that would make me feel happy.

thanks

Jenn
Jenn
Bartlett, IL USA - Wednesday, June 11, 2003 6:28 PM CDT

Dear Gail and Family- So, so great seeing you last Fri at the Time for Life event at Norwich Navagators. None of us Time for Lifers watched the game! We just talked and talked w/ ea other. You sooo inspire me. I will be a runner for your Sept event. Can't wait. Give me a job!! I can make phone calls, send emails!! I'll call you.
Love you -- Sooo Glad To Know You and your beautiful family. oops -- hope you don't mind -- I submitted Nikki & Natalie's pen & ink sketch (they made for Amanda) to the Oct (Kevin Rice's) art show. I thought it would be a nice way to include her.. hope its ok.
Judith Osterby <judithosterby@comcast.net>
Bristol, CT - Monday, June 9, 2003 5:08 PM CDT

Hey Mrs. G! I just wanted to stop by and say hello! It was great seeing you a few weeks ago and I can't wait till I get to see you again!
Kayleigh
- Sunday, June 8, 2003 9:33 AM CDT

~*Hey everybody~* Elizabeth is here and we wanted to say Hi and we hope to see you soon!!
Brittney & Elizabeh
- Sunday, June 8, 2003 8:50 AM CDT

Thinking of Nikki....I was just remembering the time you fell of the bed in Washington D.C. today- the LADYBUG! I don't know what made me think of it, but I laughed in the middle of class (the quiet kind- so people don't know im crazy) :) Anyway, im missing you so much and keep going over all the great memories in my head until I feel like you're here again, and that's when i realize that you'll always be with us all. I miss you and love you Nikki!!
Jess <Funkyj530@aol.com>
Hebron, - Friday, June 6, 2003 9:03 PM CDT

thinking of you always giampolos
much love <3
- Friday, June 6, 2003 6:36 PM CDT

Hey everybody just thought I would say hi and hope to see you over the summer.
Brittney
- Thursday, June 5, 2003 7:19 PM CDT

hi giampolos
just wanted to drop you a line and say hi. i hope everything's going well. mrs. g, good luck with the nikki bear project! (we don't watch 'the today show' because we don't think katie couric is very nice anymore....:) i'll talk to you soon!
love,
meg :)
- Friday, May 30, 2003 9:28 PM CDT

A MOM WHO TAKES CARE OF YOU, WHEN YOU NEED HER, STAYS UP AT NIGHT WHEN YOU ARE IN PAIN AND CANT SLEEP, TAKES OFF WORK AND FLIES ACROSS THE COUNTRY WHEN YOU NEED A FRIEND, SOMEONE WHO IS THERE WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY AND SAD AND HEALTY AND HURTING, CHEERING YOU ON IN SPORTS, PUSHING YOU IN SCHOOL, AND HOLDING YOUR HAND WHEN THINGS ARE NOT RIGHT OR LIFE JUST ISNT GOING YOUR WAY,
WE LOVE YOU MOM, THANKS FOR BEING YOU
NIKKI AND NATALIE (AND MIKE TOO)
NG2 4EVER <CRUELLADVILLE@AOL.COM>
SHREVEPORT, LA USA, WORLD - Sunday, May 11, 2003 12:26 AM CDT

Gail, Happy Mothers Day!!! You are the meaning of the Word MOM. Enjoy your day and know we are thinking of you as always. The girls have planted purple flowers in their own Nikki garden and want you to come over and see them. THinking of you today especially since your three bears are not so near.
Momma with the three bears <thecrazyone.com>
amston, CT usa - Sunday, May 11, 2003 9:02 AM CDT

Hi Giampolos! I was thinking of you all today- I hope everything is going well. I still am amazed by the success of the Nikki Bear and everything else you are doing for childhood cancer. You truly are an inspiration!
Jess Sousa <Funkyj530@aol.com>
Hebron, - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 5:56 PM CDT

Hi Gail... I love reading your entries- I am so glad to see all the involvement in Nikki's memory! As for the Build-a-Bear, we all knew it'd be successful ever since you started with your campaign to get it made. :) It's the mascot of my floor here, everyone just loves it. I hope you continue to do so well, I'm always thinking of you. Lots of love, Rae
Rae Stack
Fairfield, CT USA - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 10:17 PM CDT

hello mrs. g! i hope you had a good easter. that is so awesome about the giant nikki bear, i had no idea that that was going to happen! it amazes me that even so long (or so it seems to me) after nikki's death, her life continues to bring such help to others. it must have been so hard for her to lose a battle after fighting for so long, but i know that through the whole thing she was generous with her love. i am so happy for her, you, and everyone effected by the Nikki bear because it has been so successful. i think that everytime someone buys a nikki bear she must smile down from heaven. she never ceased to lend a helping hand to those in need. well, i have to go, but have a wonderful day! much love,
Annie:) <likeafox85@yahoo.com>
Marlborough, ct usa - Monday, April 21, 2003 11:24 AM CDT

Hey Giampolos and Angel Nikki,
Just stopping by to say Happy Easter!!
Sarah B
- Sunday, April 20, 2003 9:28 AM CDT

Hi there Giampolos-
Went to Build a Bear today and the Nikki Bear is still selling like hot cakes. They started selling the Purple hearts today too. What a good idea. For those of you who don't know, a $1.00 donation willl buy you a pruple heart that you can write a message on. The money will go to building bears for children in the hospital, and the heart will accompany the bear. GREAT IDEA.

I am glad that you were able to make it to the banquet. Sorry I did not get a chance to talk to you more. But I know we will get on the phone soon and talk forever, so I am not worried. Take care of yourselves.

Love- Kaeley

Nikki- I know you heard that comment about KICKING at the banquet. Don't think you're getting away with anything. KICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kaeley
- Monday, April 7, 2003 8:56 PM CDT

Hi Giampolos- It's been a while but I still check in here to see if they're any news. : ) Congrats with the Build-A-Bear! It's awesome to see that one person's dream can turn into a reality and touch so many others. On another note- I'm writing to tell about a Toy Raiser that my Family Studies class at UConn is a part of. It's a fundraiser that's collecting money for toys and books for children staying at the CT Children's Medical Center. We are doing it as an extra credit project and I was hoping that I could reach some people through your website. We are looking for donations, of any amount, but we ask for money only because they need to be careful about what toys they bring into the hospital and they try to keep them "developmentally appropriate" for the age groups, as we've been told. If anyone is interested, you can reach me at Kaffiene11@aol.com and I can give you more information. And if anyone has any ideas as companies to contact that might give a donation that would also be appreciated. (I've been turned down by many already.) Thank you!
Kate Lally <kaffiene11@aol.com>
Hebron, CT - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 6:11 PM CST

I came across your website in loving memory of Nikki and wanted to stop and tell you how very sorry I am for your loss. I wish so much that I had some magical words to help ease your pain, but I dont. Nobody does...but I will be keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers. I have a childrens memorial for children who have passed away from childhood disease and if you would like a star in memory of Nikki I would be honored. You can take a look at the website and let me know. Again...I am so very sorry for your loss....Praying that God's love will be a source of comfort and strength to you - now and in the days ahead…
Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com
Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial <heavenlylights@charter.net>
mn - Thursday, March 20, 2003 6:34 PM CST

Hey Mrs. G!
It was so good to see you at age groups this weekend! I know nikki was there with us cheering us on! I hope your doing well and i cant wait to see you again! Love, ALLIE
Allie Huffman
- Tuesday, March 18, 2003 1:26 PM CST

Hi Gail, I was folding Lauren's favorite PJs, yellow with blue stars, and as I do every time I fold them, I thought of Nikki wearing them. We all miss Nikki so much!

Jackie's son's Bar mitzvah is Sept 6 but the party is at night. So maybe we can walk in the am, drive in the afternoon and go to the party in the pm. we will try to work it out.
I tried to call this weekend, but guess what, busy signal!

I love you!
Diane
Diane Hanak
- Monday, March 10, 2003 1:31 PM CST

Mrs. Giampolo
-sounds like things are going well and the run in december sounds like it will be great and believe me i'll be there! i hope natalie feels better, i haven't seen her in so long! i'm always thinking of nikki and you, hope your day is wonderful-
love
michelle carey
michelle
- Saturday, March 8, 2003 7:56 PM CST

I came across your web site while looking at a site called Gold Ribbons. My daughter has hodgkins and just yesterday they told us she is in remission. Your family will be added to my prayer list. God bless you with grace for all your days to come.
Lois Blakley - caringbridge.org/ca/crystal <lois.blakley@palmettohealth.org>
Pickens, SC - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 2:06 PM CST

If you need some help getting things going in my area with your walk in September I'd be glad to help. A lot of kids at Avon High (where I'm a junior) would be interested in participating or sponsoring. I'd love to help recruit people. So many people in our community have found a place in our hearts for this issue.
Torie Eells <viclye86@attbi.com>
Avon, CT - Monday, March 3, 2003 9:48 PM CST

Giampolo's~ i just wanted to say hi and let you know that i am always thinking about you....I come to this site all the time still. I think about Nikki every day. Take care and if you need anything you can call us

Tracy <Trsoc7@aol.com>
Glastonbury, Ct - Sunday, March 2, 2003 6:49 PM CST

hi mrs g!
i just wanted to say hello... our team had one of our 'championships' today.... we did really well- and i know that nikki was there for every step of the way :)
i hope that you are doing well. i am always thinking of you!
school is about to get very stressful with exams and such the next few weeks, but im not that worried because i have an angel to help me out! :)
i hope that you had a good weekend!
love always
ari <annaria_nardone@loomis.org>
- Sunday, February 23, 2003 7:50 PM CST

Hey Mrs. G! I just wanted to let you know that I have fluffed, stuffed and brought home my Nikki Bear! I absolutley love it. When I came to Build-A-Bear, I brought my friend and she told me that the following weekend she went out and bought the Nikki Bear not only because it was so increadably cute, but she thought it was for such a great cause. I hope you are doing well and I can't wait to see you!!
Kayleigh
- Monday, February 17, 2003 2:12 PM CST

hi mrs. g!
i was just doing some homework and wanted to say hello again! i hope that you are doing well....
as i sit here with my nikki bear, it never ceases to amaze me how many lives nikki touched and contines to touch. it makes me so proud to know that i knew someone who really made a difference. not just for me, but for hundreds of thousands of people.... well, i am off to do more homework, but ill keep in touch!
love--
ari
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 7:32 PM CST

hi!!
i was just doing some homework and i wanted to pop in and say hello... it seems that no matter what i am doing...from brushing my teeth (lol-- dont ask....) to swimming, i always thinking of nikki and you. i have a swim meet vs. choate tomorrow and i have to swim a 200 IM... i really hope that nikki will help me with that breastroke... she was always so good at it! ;) it seems that whenever i ask for her help, things turn out better...
well i am off to do more work, but i hope all is well!
love--
ari
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:56 PM CST

hi mrs. g and family,
i have heard so much buzz about the nikki bear. i must admit that i am yet to go get mine, but i will over vacation (i hope). i am so excited that nikki's wish came true, and that so many people are responding! anyways, i just wanted to say hello. today, maura handed me 2 sheets for signatures for the bill (which is a fantastic idea, i think!) and i have almost gotten a page full of signatures! i will be sure to get a lot more tomorrow. so many people support the idea. well, i should get going, plenty of homework to keep me busy! much love,

Annie:) <likeafox85@yahoo.com>
Marlborough, ct usa - Monday, February 10, 2003 2:38 PM CST

hi giampolos!
i hope everyone is doing well. last week, i finally got my own nikki bear. they're so lovely! mrs. g, i was going to call you this weekend but came down with a cold instead....grrr. we'll have to get together sometime soon. hope everyone's doing well!
meg :)
- Saturday, February 8, 2003 8:46 AM CST

dear mrs g
my namne is david gonda
i work for builda bear and i have to say im proud to be selling the nikki bear
if there is andy think i can do just ask
David Gonda <kuyaboy27@att,net>
- Tueday, February 4, 2003 5:29 PM CST

Hi Mrs G!
as i read your entry, it suddenly brought back a memory that i am not sure i ever shared with you.....it was new englands (2001) and nikki wasnt there because she hurt her leg... it was the last day and the LEHY relay had nikki entered to swim the 50 free in that relay. because she was not there, the relay was one person short and was not going to be able to swim....
i was up in the stands(watching my brother)when one of the coaches asked me if i wanted 'to be' nikki for the next half-hour and swim in the relay.... i remember rushing on to deck with the 13 and 14 year olds and joking with the other girls that i should be in high heels if i wanted to resemble nikki more accurately...;) i swam the relay and we even placed! i dont know what exactly sparked that memory, but i figured that i should share it with you!
on another note, just the other day i finally was able to stuff my nikki bear!! i love it so much! the bear is soooo soft......
well, i have to go but ill try to stop by soon and say hello! stay strong--
ari nardone <annaria_nardone@loomis.org>
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 12:08 AM CST

Good work, Nikkismom! Keep it going. Deb
Debra Shaffer <debrashaffer01@rcn.com>
Branford, CT USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 07:45 PM (CST)

Joelle and Joanne thinking about you both during these days, know that you are in my prayers. I love you both, and I will call you soon. Warm thoughts Minerva
Minerva Martinez
Worland, wy USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 12:44 PM (CST)

I still continue to come to the website every day looking for something but it seems that something I am looking for I just can't find. I still have not really had closure on this and I think that by looking at the new entries from Mrs. Giampolo and Nikkisangel helps me and I find them very comforting knowing that Nikki is now in a better place. I miss Nikki so much and think about her everyday. I know that she isn't alone though, she has another beautiful angel with her. Her and Laura are together now and watching over us.
~Tracy~ <Trsoc7@aol.com>
Glastonbury, Ct - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 05:54 PM (CST)

Everyone loves the Nikki Bear. I brought it to school and it was admired by all. I have to agree with Jo Ann. It is such a bitter sweet thing. But, Nikki would want us to take the cards that are dealt to us and do the best we can with them. I think that is what we are all doing with the help of our guardian angel. Nikki- I think about you every day. I love you always. Laura was luck to have you to take her under your wing. And as Mrs. Santiago said...we can now pray to both of you.

Kaeley
- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 09:40 PM (CST)

I come to find myself coming to this website everyday. I haven't figured out why, but I find it comforting. The few times I got to spend with Nikki make me happy and I think about them often.
Mrs Giampolo - I'm glad you continue to write in the journal. It is so sad that Laura lost her battle, but good to know she is with Nikki. I had the pleasure of getting to know Laura. We would constantly talk. It was great. I really feel that these two angels watch over us.
Always
Michelle
Michelle Carey <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 02:04 PM (CST)

hey mrs g!
i just wanted to stop by and say hello.....i went to west farms this weekend to pick up the nikki bear (we bought the last 2......) it was wonderful to see SOOOO many people with the bears in their hands (the nikki bear was the only one sold out!) i am thrilled that the bear has been such a success so far! but because the line at bab was an hour long when we were there, we decided that we'll go back this weekend and stuff the bear (it is absolutely adorable!!!) i also wanted to let you know that i had a swim meet today, and i was a little nervous for one of my events....but when i asked nikki for some help, almost immediatley i felt 100 times better!! (she even helped me get a best time ;)we are so luck to have such a wonderful angel! love,
ari <annaria_nardone@loomis.org>
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:42 PM (CST)

Dear Gail:
Everything that you write , both here and on the websites of other children fighting cancer, is always so moving and so perfectly expressed that I am reduced to tears. I just wanted to let you know that I admire you very much for your courage and strength, and especially for thesupport you constantly give other families dealing with this battle. Your beautiful angel in heaven has a wonderful mother! I can't wait to get a Nikki Bear! Lots of love and wishes for a good 2003.
Anne Dauphin (mom to Mara from CCMC) <annedauphin@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 08:21 AM (CST)

Hey Giampolos!! I got Nikki's Bear this weekend and it's so adorable!! I'd never actually made a bear there before, so it was pretty exciting:) It's so amazing to see Nikki's dream turn into a reality- what a success!! Hope everything is going well. Talk to you soon!
Jess
Hebron, - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 02:23 PM (CST)

Hi Mrs. Giampolo!
What a true joy it was to meet you this Thursday at Build-a-Bear! I feel so fortunate that I could make a Nikki Bear while learning more and more about the amazing girl behind it. This cause has such a special meaning to me, and I cannot tell you how moved I am to see how much Nikki has done for it just by being a beautiful and loving person. And you, Mrs. Giampolo- I am humbled to have met you, to meet a mom so strong and warm, when you could be handling things in such a different way. Thank you for being so funny and friendly, and for erasing any nervousness I had. After dinner Jen helped me Pay It Forward, as Nikki would have wanted, by driving me to a friend's house to give them their bear. ... Nikki was such an inspiration to so many people, and I know that what they loved most about their bear, as I know I do, is that it symbolizes the innocence, determination, playfulness, and beauty of your daughter. I hope to talk to you soon (maybe through the Crazy One).
Rae <Shine41@aol.com>
Fairfield, CT - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:58 AM (CST)

I just saw the Nikki bear on the build a bear website. My friends and I are missing Laura and we're going to be out to Westfarms in a week to pick ours up.
Torie
Avon, - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 05:01 PM (CST)

Hi,
It is sooo exciting to hear about the Nikki Bear. I cant wait to go to Build-A-Bear. Have a good day.

Brittney
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 03:24 PM (CST)

Gail and John, yes it was a beautiful day. I was feeling overwelmed...I have my Nikki bear and will treasure it always, but I have such mixed feelings. If Nikki had never been sick then there would be no Nikki's bear and that would be the best possible situation. However, being the kind and caring young adult she was, she continues to help others. My wish is that no children have to ever suffer or be in pain, or any parent has to endure the loss that you have. I miss Nikki so much, her funny and caring personality, it is such a loss for all of us. Thank you for letting me be a part of what is Nikki's love for all.
Jo Ann
Wethersfield, CT - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 08:38 PM (CST)

I was thinking of Nikki today and about a time when we swam in the same lane and I was far behind everyone else. She told me to hold on to her feet and I should kick and she'd pull. She'd always make me smile. Nikki I'm happy you get to spend more time with Laura now. She never stopped talking about how amazing you were and you truly are. You are deeply missed and I miss you dearly. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you.
Mrs. Giampolo -- you are amazing and your strength has impressed me so much. God Bless and Love Always ~
~*~
- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 08:30 PM (CST)

Gail: What a day! The Nikki Bear is absolutely beautiful, not that we would have expected anything else. What a wonderful feeling that we all had there and the warmth and caring that could be felt was beyond belief. We treasure our new Angel Nikki bear and we hope that she will be handed down through our generations. You are so special and we feel special to have been both a part of Nikki and your lives. Thank you for reminding us what we sometimes forget in our very busy, hurried life.... treasure each moment, show you love and care for each other in even small ways and cherish our children.
Wendy and Eric Jackwin <mjackwin@snet.net>
East Hartford, CT - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 07:26 PM (CST)

Like a few others, My children and I did not know Nikki, but heard much about her from Laura's website and others that knew Joanne, Laura and Joelle. She sounds much like Laura, who we knew from St. Ann's church and my daughter knew from school. Though it is tough to know that God takes such young, beautiful people from life so quickly, it is comforting to know what true angels we all have watching over us. As a mother, there is nothing that I can say that is comforting to you (or Joanne), except that you can both be so proud for the amazing, brave, beautiful daughters you were blessed with.
Pat
Avon, CT - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 11:08 AM (CST)

Gail- Your words are sweet. Nikki introduced so many of her friends to Laura. Both young ladies taught young and old so many life lessons. Both girls live on in our hearts and will be with us forever.
I have tried so many times to add an entry. Somehow, the words never seemed right. I think my message to all who continue to visit Nikki's site is to live a good life. Look for the best life has to offer. Help others, reach out, stick with that uncomfortable situation when others need you. Don't turn away.
And, with the release of Nikki's Bear. We are so honored that our friend has had this Bear named after her. It is our job to get the word out, to continue to be sure that people are made aware of childhood cancer, to support families, children, and research for childhood cancer. I know Nikki is guiding us.
Debbie
Ankeny, IA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 08:33 AM (CST)

Mrs. Giampolo, I know I didn't know Nikki at all and I never knew Laura very well, but I've followed their stories and been touched by them. I miss Laura so much. Avon's a small town and I've always known who Laura was and she was always a gentle person and always had a smile on her face. I'm so glad to have known Laura and I'm so glad that she brought me to know about Nikki. Even though they both had such hardships they overcame it through their love fr each other, their families and other people. Laura and Nikki will always be in my heart.
Torie
Avon, - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 11:29 PM (CST)

Nikki-
Hey there kiddo. I know that you will take wonderful care of Laura now that she has found peace from her battle with cancer. You are both missed so much. Sometimes it is so hard to believe that I will not see you walk onto the pool deck. I love you and I am glad that you are a part of my heart. Take care of each other Nikki and Laura. You really are two of the most amazing people I have the pleasure to say I know.
MOOOOOVE!! :o)
- Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 08:01 PM (CST)

What a beautiful angel daughter you have. You can see the kindness and gentleness on her face. Lorraine (mom to John dx ALL 5/8/02)
Lorraine Cotter
Pgh. , Pa USA - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 06:29 PM (CST)

I saw your daughter's bear today at the mall(Build-a-bear)...she is gloriously gorgeous! I hope the bears do well, what a great idea!
deb from POKWC on AOL <shearsnip@aol.com>
cleveland, OH - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 09:25 PM (CST)

ive visited this page the past few days, but i just couldnt bring myself to write something....yet when i saw my friend last night, my friend told me that she went to build-a-bear yesterday and recieve a pamphlet about the nikki bear.....she told me that although she didnt know nikki, she cant wait to buy a bear because she agrees that childhood cancer awareness is so important.....i think it is so wonderful how many people are going to be affected by this bear; and God willing, maybe all these efforts will some day lead to something great for those affected with this cancer at such a young age........
giampolos--
i hope that 2003 is a wonderful year for you all and that you continue to recieve strength from nikki as so many of us have
nikki--
we all love you so much.....and as much as we miss you, and although it hurts, i helps to know that although we cant see you physically anymore, we still have you watching us constantly up above.
love you guys!
happy 2003!
ari
- Monday, January 06, 2003 at 01:44 PM (CST)

I've listened to this song every night for a year before I go to bed, and thought of Nikki. I've wrestled with putting it up here, but I guess I finally figured it might help someone the way it helped me, just a little bit. Nikki continues to be an inspiration to me to this day, even though I never had the pleasure of meeting her:

They gave you a corner room on the fifth floor
The city lights were like candy to a kid in a store
Like a king you'd lay in your bed so statefully
So thankful they gave you a room with scenery

You always were so healthy, so full of life
So seeing you so helpless just didn't seem right
And how you kept your head so high I'll never know
I guess you knew you had a better place to go

CHORUS
Now you've got a room with a view
A window to the world
You always had your sights set high
And now that you're gone
Your memory lives on
And I see you smiling in my mind
With angels as visitors dropping by
Your room with a view

I'll always miss you
I'll always feel the loss
I have to remind myself that you're better off
I gotta believe even through these tears of mine
Wherever you are there's a sun that always shines

CHORUS

With angels as visitors dropping by
Your room with a view

"Room With A View" - Carolyn Dawn Johnson

Anonymous
- Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 11:04 PM (CST)

It's been a year and there isn't a day that goes by where i dont think about Nikki...I am always thinking about her. I know that she is looking over all of us...We all miss nikki so much...there are things that we can do to keep her with us all. remember the times you shared with nikki...
to the giampolos-just letting you know that i am thinking of all of you guys...you guys are such amazing people...

Tracy Riedl <trsoc7@aol.com>
glastonbury, ct - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 11:03 AM (CST)

I am so excited that the Nikki bear is coming soon.. we are having Teen Group at build a bear on Thursday January 16th at west farms, and would like to extend the invitation to your family to join us!! you cvan let me know if you will be there or just show up, 6pm!! thinking of you at this time of year..
Lynn Nochisaki... Lnoch@aol.com
Lynn Nochisaki <Lnoch@aol.com>
south windsor, ct - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 10:07 AM (CST)

Hello to Nikkismom. I knew I'd find something from you today. Before Christmas I said I knew this holiday season must be painful for you, and you said no, not really any more painful than every other day.

Your eloquence, grace and compassion continue to floor me. We can all see where Nikki got her strength.

I am thinking often of you, your extraordinary family and your angel, Nikki.

Love, Deb
Deb Shaffer <debrashaffer01@rcn.com>
Branford, CT 06405 - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 08:51 PM (CST)

Hi Everyone,
How are you all doing.I hope to see you very soon and it is so exciting that the nikki bear is coming out so soon.
Talk to you soon.
Elizabeth
Elizabeth
- Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 04:48 PM (CST)

I can't believe that its been a year since Nikki passed away. So much has happened...good things...bad things and everything in between. I have so much to say yet I don't even know where to begin. I've thought about Nikki every day for the past year and sometimes I sit here and ask "Why did she have to pass away before her time?" and other times I sit here and smile because I know how much she has touched everyone and continues to do so. While she was here she inspired everyone around her to become a better person and to live each day to the fullest and to let the people in your life know that you love them unconditionally no matter what and to tell them that you love them every day. I know that Nikki is so very proud of her family and her friends for everything that they have done in the past year...like for example...educating people/raising awareness about childhood cancer, continuing to talk about her and remembering her and not letting her spirit be forgotten and all the other million things that we all have done to keep her memory alive. I know that no matter what happens in life that Nikki will always be by our side helping us travel down that long road that we call life. Not many people can say that they have a guardian angel by their side, but those of us who can say that are the people who have been truly touched by an angel. So to my guardian angel I love you and miss you to pieces.

To the Giampolo Family-You have all showed tremendous strength and courage in the past year and you are all so determined to educate people on childhood cancer. You have all been such an inspiration to not just me but to the community as well and we are all grateful for people like you. So thank you for not just raising an amazing daughter and sister but for being an amazing family.
Just Someone Who Cares
- Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 04:45 PM (CST)

This note is a bit late... On January 1st throughout all of the New Year's festivities I couldn't help but be a little sad. Nikki is missed by everyone, even those who did not know her so well and it seems a shame for her to be taken from us at such a young age. But, we all have to remember to smile and be happy that we got to know such a wonderful individual. And, afterall, how many people can say that they got to meet an angel?
:o)
- Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 02:11 PM (CST)

Just thinking about you on this day, pain free and happy. God Bless you Nikki. Miss you and Love you always!
The Big Seal
- Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 08:57 PM (CST)

The start of another new year, it seems like the past year dragged without Nikki around to laugh with and be inspired by. Jess and Annie say it better than I can, but my little input is always remembering Nikki as the last time I saw her, in the Limo going to the Open. We used her new body crayons from her bithday to draw peacocks and suns and other inspirational stuff while she laughed at us and took pictures. We toasted with water in the champagne glasses and managed to spill it everywhere, but the best part was driving onto the course, doing the "Miss America Wave"...I think Nikki had the largest smile of the group when she got out!

To the Giampolos... your strength as a family amazes me, and how you are determined to change how people look at children's cancer, and probably saving lives in the process.
happy new year...

christine
- Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 07:36 PM (CST)

Hi. I heard about Nikki through Laura Santiago and have checked both Laua and Nikki's websites for about six months now. Whenever I think of Laura I think of Nikki and how good the two of them were to each other. I have been waiting for the Nikki Bear since I heard about and will be out there the first weekend to get it. Children's cancer touches so many people and it's just an awful illness. I'll always continue to think of both Laura and Nikki because the two of them are inspirational to everyone. It's amazing how much Nikki went through and how hard she fought and it's so hard to hear all the Santiago's are going through. I hope the New Year brings everyone peace and happiness.
Torie
Avon, CT USA - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 06:53 PM (CST)

Hello Giampolos! So many times I have come here and have not left a message. So many writers leaving such beautiful and moving rememberances... Today I needed to come here again. I remember last year this time all too well -- we were on the same floor as Nikki facing what might have been... for us, we were realing from news of Amanda's relapse. We were trying to make the best of it for our children. I remember seeing you Gail and Nancy Griffin that night (12/31)-- we hadn't lost Nikki yet -- us cancer moms were trying to just be, to just hold you. I didn't know Nikki that well. I remember her telling Vincent the clinic volunteer about the results of her last Dana Farber/Boston children's visit. It wasn't good. I listened to her telling him very calmly and clearly about the findings. Such poise and composure and moments later she was smiling at another little girl cancer patient, as she was being wheeled in probably for another transfusion. Gail -- you've become a shining motivator and crusader. Thank you so much for your work and love. We still have the pen and ink drawing that Nikki and Natalie made for Amanda -- it was a replica of the window Amanda painted an underwater ocean scene on in one of the 7th floor rooms @ CCMC that Nikki shared too. Its in a frame in her room. To all of you this new year, please know that I am another out here who shares in the comfort and love found here. I love coming here. Nikki smiles down on us all. Peace.
Judy Osterby <josterby@attbi.com>
Bristol, CT - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 06:09 PM (CST)

Hi Gail and John - thinking of you today and of course of our angel Nikki. We love you Nikki and you guys too! May the new year bring you peace and much love.
Jo Ann
Wethersfield, CT - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 04:22 PM (CST)

nikki, i have been checking up at your site for the last few days to see how people are feeling. it has been a hard year without you. i wish that we could just sit down together and have a conversation so that we could remember the good times we shared. it is always easier (and much more fun) to do things like that with friends that went through the difficult years of middle school and high school, rather than by yourself. i think about you all the time. you were so strong, it is hard to believe that you are really gone. i don't really know what to say, but i really agreed with what jess wrote. happy new year, nikki.

to everyone else, happy new year. and take care of yourselves.

Annie
- Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 02:52 PM (CST)

To Nikki…
Though a year has passed since you were here with us, I find myself thinking about you more and more each day. I remember things that I hadn’t before, and with each recollection, I smile to myself in memory of the wonderful times that we had. I know everything’s better where you are resting now: each moment something exciting or amusing happens, you’re here with us. Though we may make new memories, know that those of the past that we shared with you will never be forgotten. The ladybug, monster cakes, the beaver song, our huge house plans, collecting stuff to throw on the plane… Your spirit continues with us through RHAM, your friends and family, and throughout all of our lives. We love you and miss you.

Jess
Hebron, - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 10:44 AM (CST)

The start of a New Year. The anniversary of my little non-kickers journey to a painfree life. Nikki-thank you for being a part of our lives. You showed us courage, strength, and unconditional love and that is something I will never forget. It is easy to think about you everyday and smile. I know that is what you would have wanted. This New Years will not be an easy one, but as I looked back at some pictures I laughed and cried and knew that you were looking at them with me. I love you Nikki and I miss you a lot. Thank you for all the life lessons. You truly are an angel!!!!!

Giampolos-you guys are the best. May the new year bring you all love and wonder. As you have said to me Gail...Nikki would have wanted it that way. You are all in my thoughts always.

Happy 2003...live life to the fullest and appreciate what you have. And of course a friendly reminder to Nikki... MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kaeley
- Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 12:57 AM (CST)

I hope everyone today just takes life a little bit slower a really appreciates what they have. I know that Nikki has showed me so much about life and has showed me how precious it is. These next two days will be hard for everyone. You are all in my prayers. Mrs. Giampolo - I'm always thinking of you and your family. Happy New Year.
Happy New Year
- Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 09:03 AM (CST)

Tonight we approach a very difficult day as it will be the one year anniversary of our sweet angel Nikki's entry into a painfree world. My wish for everyone is to take stock in what they have and forget about what they don't. We must take a moment to smell the air and enjoy the small treasures that we have. Life is like a box of chocolates because we never know what we are going to get. May we find strength in the memories of this amazing young lady and remember the laughter that this angel gave us. I know in my heart that Nikki is up there watching over us, protecting us, and reminding us to enjoy ourselves, laugh a lot more, and keep safe the things we can. Happy New Year sweet girl. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Miss ya tons, thank you for the gift of you.
the messenger <whatisimportant@aol.com>
everywhere, any place - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 06:49 AM (CST)

I am so excited about the Nikki Bear. It has been a long time coming and I know that Nikki approves of the beautiful purple bear. I went to talk to Nikki today, and I know that she heard me. I hope that everyone keeps talking about their memories. All the good times, talking about them...this is what really keeps Nikki's spirit and message alive. I know that she will live forever with me. I have no doubt about that. I smile every time I think about her. That is of course unless I think of the big fight we had once. But you know what we got over it and only made our understanding of one another and our relationship stronger. I love you Nikki!! and I know you would not want to pratice this week (the heat is out). So make sure that you keep practicing hard and of course KEEP KICKING!!!
Kaeley
- Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 09:14 PM (CST)

Hi everyone! Thank you for your loving support over this Holiday season. I've updated Nikki's journal on Christmas night, but as usual, I lost my first entry, so by the time I rewrote it, I forgot to add some things that were in the origional entry..oops! Nikki's Bear is now in the display case in the front of the store at every Build a Bear Workshop across the U.S.!! Jessica and I went to see her yesterday, and she is too cute for words. It is very touching to see her there and to know how excited Nikki would be..can't you just see her reaction!! The bear will be available for sale on January 9th, which is a school (and swim practice) day. I will keep you all updated, so stay tuned!! Love Nikkismom
Mommy <Nilli34@aol.com>
Somewhere between Heaven and Earth., Ct USA - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 09:10 AM (CST)

Merry Christmas Giampolos!
You all have been on my mind throughout the holidays. I miss you all a lot, and I hope your Christmas was great. I've been thinking about Nikki a lot lately, I know Christmas was a special time of year for her, and just thinking about her makes my holiday a lot brighter. I'll check in again real soon, have a great rest of 2002! I love you
Emily
Vernon, CT - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 11:03 PM (CST)

Hey Giampolos-
Im thinking of you today and missing Nikki, I know how much Nikki loved the Holidays, Knowing Nikki was one of the best gifts i have ever had. I will see you soon.
Love, Allie
Allie Huffman
wethersfield, ct usa - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 04:23 PM (CST)

MERRY CHRISTMAS NIKKI!
Mrs. G and Mr.G I hope your chiristmas brings you many memories.... Merry Christmas too everyone and a Happy New Year!
WE love you NIKKI!

HBK
- Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 04:10 PM (CST)

Merry Christmas Everyone!! I hope you all have a wonderful day!!
Just Wishing Everyone A Merry Christmas!!
- Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 08:57 AM (CST)

merry christmas, everybody.
:)
- Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 08:35 AM (CST)

only one more day until christmas.....
:)
- Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 06:54 AM (CST)

2 more days! getting excited yet?
:)
- Monday, December 23, 2002 at 10:18 AM (CST)

For out of nothingness we are not born, and into nothingness we do not die. Existence is a circle, and we err when we assign to it for measurement, the limits of the cradle and the grave....Manuel Acuna
MA
- Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 12:56 PM (CST)

3 days 'til Christmas!
:)
- Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 10:50 AM (CST)

4 Days Until Christmas
Counting Down Until Christmas
- Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 08:58 AM (CST)

Happy Holidays Nikki,
Sending out a message to let you know that you are on my mind and in my heart.
Love,
cousin Jamie
jamie <jnscory@hotmail.com>
boston, - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 09:00 PM (CST)

Mrs. G.~
My family and I have been thinking of you during this time. When we think of Nikki, we have nothing but smiles on our faces. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. also, I hope you have a very Merry Christmas!
Love,
Emily
Emily J. <googles88@aol.com>
tolland, ct - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 07:03 PM (CST)

6 Days Til Christmas
just someone who cares :o)
- Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 02:39 PM (CST)

Anonymous, that's a great idea. i'll help. 7 days 'til christmas! hope everyone's doing well. :)

meg
- Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 04:30 PM (CST)

If Nikki was here, she would have a Christmas countdown going! So I will start one for her. 8 days til Christmas!!!
Anonymous
- Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 09:29 PM (CST)

Hey Giampolos! Hope you're all doing well! This Friday I get to go fill out the last of the paper work and get my TB test so I can finally work at CCMC! I'm soooo excited!!! Wishing you all a Merry Christmas!!!!!

Happy Holidays!!
Caitlin Urciuoli, CT - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 03:15 PM (CST)

hey giampolos!
i was just doing some of my homework on the internet and was thinking about you guys and nikki....so, i just wanted to say hello and wish you a great break and a merry christmas!! my thoughts and prayers will be with you this holiday and always!
love--
ari
- Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 11:28 AM (CST)

Hi Giampolos,
Just wanted to say hello. Hope all is well. Since I've started swimming here at Trinity I have not forgotten Nikki. My new bag has my cancer pin on it. She is always in my thoughts whenever I swim the breaststroke--miss you all. Have a happy holiday.
Ashley Plosky <ashley.plosky@mail.trincoll.edu>
- Wednesday, December 11, 2002 at 08:15 PM (CST)

Yesterday we had our banquet for high school swimming and all the under-classmen got us seniors build-a-bears. Right away I thought of Nikki. :o) It had been awhile since I've checked on the site so I thought I would stop by. I hope your family is doing well and as always, my thoughts and prayers are with you guys. Happy Holidays.
Rachel Delaney
Windsor, CT - Wednesday, December 11, 2002 at 03:34 PM (CST)

hi aunt gail
how are you? just wanted to say hi. talk to you soon
Luv elizabeth
Elizabeth
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 03:55 PM (CST)

Happy Thanksgiving Nikki! :) SOrry it's a little late, but yesterday family was over & I had to help with making this huge dinner for everyone. I was thinking of you yesterday (and everyday for that matter) and to the Giampolo's, I hope your Thanksgiving was awesome, you guys are always in my thoughts, I miss you and hope to see you soon! xoxoxo
Emily
Vernon, CT - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CST)

hey mrs g!! i was just writting to say hello and let you know that catherine breaux picked up the pin--and she LOVED it! i hope that all is well and that you have a happy thanksgiving. i always keep you, your family and nikki in my thoughts and prayers!
love you always
ari nardone <annaria_nardone@loomis.org>
- Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 08:29 AM (CST)

hi giampolos!
just wanted to say hello! i will call you soon because i have an idea to share. hopefully, everyone's doing well. :)
meg duffy
- Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 05:41 PM (CST)

Hi Mrs. Giampolo,
I was thinking of you and Nikki today. Just wanted to say hello. I hope all is well with everything.
Love Always,
Michelle

Michelle Carey
Glast., - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 08:09 PM (CST)

Hi Aunt Gail, Uncle John and girls,
How are you all doing. I hope everything is good. I can't wait untill the Nikki bear comes out. bye
Luv Elizabeth
Elizabeth <Mbrielmann@snet.net>
- Monday, November 18, 2002 at 05:44 PM (CST)

I would like to thank all of those who never hesitated when asked to sponsor my daughter Heather as a virtual walker in the first National Childhoold Cancer Awareness walk that was held in St. Loius last month. It was with your support that Heather raised over $500.00 in only four days for this organization. With detemination it is possible to reach goal any goal that you set out for. I know Nikki's mom is planning a walk to be held here in CT next year. I am sure that Gail would appreciate your help in any way that you can offer. Please set aside a little time whether it be fund raising or helping out at the event that day. Let's all work to help those in need and remember those we loved.
Cher Spada <Cher24@attbi.com>
- Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 02:17 PM (CST)

Happy Birthday angel, you are always in my heart!
Beth
- Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 07:09 PM (CST)

Happy Birthday sweet one. I remember sharing your fifteenth with ya and Natalies. It was agreat day! Sleep tight girl and please know that you are our special angel.

Giampolos, thinking of you always and especially on this day.
the crazy one <angelsliveforever@purpleskies.com>
here, CT - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 03:18 AM (CST)

hey mrs g-
its sooo nice to see that everyone is still signing the guest book...and that you keep writting to us...sometimes i just sit and ask myself why? how can someone soo wonderful have to leave us....then i realize that she isnt gone and that now she is with us in 100s of more ways than ever possible while living. for school we had to write a thank you note to someone who has helped us get through a tough time...i wrote mine to nikki....although its hard without her physicaly here, she always spiritually here....i am soo thakful for someone like nikki to help me all the time...she was such a terrific person....and still is. Nikki--thanks for watching out for us...i dont know how we could go on without you...you know--in some ways its kinda funny....i find myself thinking...'how did i ever manage to get by in life without talking to nikki up above like every single day?... i rely on your guidance and support..and simply knowning that u are there to listen means soo much to me!! I love you!! mrs g--may god bless you and may nikki continue to shed her never ending light upon us....
luv u guys
- Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 09:19 AM (CST)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKI I LOVE YOU!
Hannah Banana
- Monday, October 28, 2002 at 08:31 AM (CST)

WOW! Gail I could not have said it better myself!

Nikki- Marcy and I went to your resting place today and left you some goodies. I could not find a Passat, so I hope you like the Jeep Cherokee. The cross your father made and Natalie decorated was absolutely beautiful.

We got purple balloons and signed them on your birthday. I wrote one simple word along with my Happy Birthday message. That's right you guessed it...KICK!!!!!!!!!!! It was funny because Sam Bradley did not know what to write and he asked me what I wrote. I showed him and he said, "Hey, I don't kick either!" I said that that was the perfect thing to write, "Hey, I don't kick either!! It must be a breaststroke thing!!!" and that is exactly what he wrote. We sent our messages up to you and they looked like stars as they got closer and closer to you.

Nikki- I miss you so much. Sometimes it is still hard for me to believe that you are not here anymore, but then something will happen and I feel you with me and I know that I am wrong. You will always be with me and I will never be able to thank you enough for that. So, I just want to end with this final word....KICK!!!

Happy Sweet 16!! I love you!!

Love- Kaeley

(By the way if this message shows up twice it because I think I lost it the first time. Big surprise there..the computer great that I am HAHA)
The prickly fuzzy coach
- Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 07:26 PM (CST)

WOW! Gail- I could not have said it better myself.

Nikki- Marcy and I went to your resting place today. The cross that your dad made is absolutely beautiful. Although I know that you already know that. We released balloons at practice on your birthday. I wrote one simple word along with my Happy Birthday. Yup- you got it...KICK!!!!!!!!! It was funny because Sam Bradley did not know what to write so I showed him what I wrote (KICK)and he said, "Hey, I don't kick either!" So I told him to write "I don't kick either! It must be a breaststroke thing!" and he did and we sent our messages up to you. As Marcy said the balloons looked liked stars as they got closer and closer to you.

Nikki- I miss you so much. I think about you all the time. It is still so hard to believe that you are not here anymore, but then something will happen, I will feel a huge sense of peace, and I know that you are not gone at all. You will always be in my heart. Thanks for watching over me and everyone lese down here. And let me just leave you with this one last word KICK!!!!!!!!

Happy Sweet 16!!!

Love- Kaeley
The prickly warm swim coach
- Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 07:13 PM (CST)

Happy Birthday Nikki! I Miss you and love you girl, my little seal. "Hey look! I'm a seal!" Mrs. G, school is great here in PA, doing well. Hope all is well with you! Nat- Happy belated birthday! Hope everything is well with you also! God Bless! ~Kel
Kelly Sykes <sykkell@lycoming.edu>
Williamsport, PA - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 11:27 PM (CDT)

I have been trying to sign the guest book for a couple days now and its never letting me so hopefully you will get this one...Happy sweet 16 Nikki...miss you and love you...i think aobut you everday!!
tracy
Tracy <trsoc7@aol.com>
glastonbury, ct - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 11:56 AM (CDT)

I couldn't sign the guestbook yesterday, it wouldn't let me! Happy Birthday Nikki...Sweet 16...I hope it is wonderful...Love you and miss you..<3

Michelle
- Friday, October 25, 2002 at 08:51 PM (CDT)

Today I cried because I thought of Nikki and her birthday countdown that never reached 16 yet I smiled because there were so many birthdays we all did share with her. I remember how much she missed her grandfather and now, she gets to share birthday with him again. missing you each and everyday- i hope heavens clouds make for a very sweet sixteen.
<3
- Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 08:54 PM (CDT)

I woke up knowing that today was a special day, your sweet 16th birthday, Nikki. I remember how, in freshman year, you wrote, starting at 15, the amount of days until you turned 14. Every day, we would decorate the board, and on your birthday, we put a large cake with 14 candles. I know that you were probably counting down the days in heaven, and you will forever remain my running buddy #1.
Christine
- Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 08:29 PM (CDT)

Happy sweet sixteen Nikki! I love you and miss you so much!!
<3 ALLIE
ALLIE HUFFMAN
- Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 07:43 PM (CDT)

Happy Sweet 16 Nikki... we love you always
a friend
- Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 06:20 PM (CDT)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKI - I hope you like the little present Kaeley picked out for your sweet 16. I love you and miss you with all my heart!!
Kayleigh
- Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 05:40 PM (CDT)

Hi Giampolos! Just wishing Nikki a happy birthday and the rest of you a good day- I was thinking of you all today.
Jess <funkyj530@aol.com>
Hebron, CT - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 04:07 PM (CDT)

Happy Birthday to you, happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dear Nilli, Happy Birthday to you! Lobster, the keyboard noises, birthday boxes, Today, on your sweet 16, I will remember all of these funny Birthday memories, and so many many more. Happy Birthday sweetie. Love you and miss you.
Sarah
- Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 03:59 PM (CDT)

happy birthday, nikki....
just remembering last year with the two cakes, the game kate tried to teach us that jess and i screwed up so bad, the keyboard that made interesting noises, lobster....so many wonderful memories. :)
meg duffy
- Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 03:03 PM (CDT)

happy birthday, nikki. it's so hard to believe that you won't get to go get your permit this week. 16 is supposed to be such an awesome year, and deffinetly an amazing birthday. I wish you could be here for it.
anonymous
- Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 11:31 AM (CDT)

Hey Giampolos! I have an interview at CCMC in Nov.!yeah!!! I'm sooo excited! I know Nikki would be 16 tomorrow...but now shes 15forever! Its funny how bad things always bring out the best in people! She was never dull for a moment and never will be! On the brighter side now you don't have to worry about her driving because shes safe with God and once again in shes won another race only this one was to the greatest adventure she will ever have and the best part is it will never end!

16hugs and kisses!
<3 always caitlin urciuoli, - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 08:24 PM (CDT)

happy 16th nikki. i have been counting the days down until your birthday. i dont really know what to say.... you missed so much.... 16 is a big year... drivers ed, school, friends, life, less than 2 monthes until i'll be 17. i was planning on putting my hair up in a pony tail and braids tomorrow, but i dont think that it's quite long enough yet, besides, i think you would laugh down from where ever you are and say i was copying you! :) you were always so trendy! :) you had this commanding presence, there's a void now. i wish you were here so we could all celebrate your birthday together, but i am sure you are having a blast wherever you are! well, i should get going, dont eat too much cake!

Annie
- Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 03:53 PM (CDT)

that entry was really sweet and it made me cry. and i keep comming back now in the past few days more then normal...i think its because in 2 days it would of been Nikki's Sweet 16 and she didn't get to see it and i think about how unfair that is and how unfair that she won't be able to lead her life like the rest of us because God took her home to early. i know she isn't suffering anymore and that she's probably happier in Heaven now because she is pain free but a lot of times when i'm by myself and i sit back and think of her it makes me realize that she'll never get to live life and do things that all her friends and classmates are going to be doing...like goin to juinor and senior prom and all the school related activities and once we are out of high school.....going to college, getting married and having kids the whole 9 yards....and it frustrates me that a healthy person like her was just taken away in one breathe because i don't think anyone should have to go through what she did...but i know for a fact that she's a whole lot happier up in Heaven because she doesn't have to suffer anymore and i know she misses us all sooooooo much just like we miss her and that she's watching over us in her purple clouds...but i wish i could just turn back the clock of life and have her here with us right now at this very moment but it'll never happen...but i am sooooooooo greatful that i had Nikki in my life even if it was just for a brief "second" because when i think of her i remember that i must go on for her because that is what she would of wanted for all of us and to remember that she's watching us and that nothing in life will ever be as diffcult as what she went through...and that gives me the strength to go on and Nikki you are my strength and inspiration every day and i say thank you every day for that too....Happy Early Sweet 16th Birthday Nikki....i love u and miss u.....
an anonymous friend
- Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 07:29 PM (CDT)

i miss u nikki - i was thinking of you today.....i miss u so much darling....happy birthday natalie
michelle carey
- Sunday, October 13, 2002 at 08:55 PM (CDT)

That was a really sweet entry, it made me cry. I hope you continue to write entries, becuase i'm always checking to see.
a friend
- Friday, October 11, 2002 at 10:53 AM (CDT)

Happy BIrthday Natalie. This month will be hard for all of you as other birthdays approach. But remember Nikki loved birthdays and it is up to us to have a blast on those special days in her honor. We are so sorry to hear about Michelle. Like all kids with cancer, she was extremely brave and strong. Our hearts go out to her family.
the crazy one <thinkingbirthdaythoughts@aol.com>
herein, CT usa - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 04:41 AM (CDT)

Dear Nikki's Friends: It is with a sad heart that another child has been taken by cancer. Nikki's little powerpuff pal, Michelle Millerick died, on September 25th, after battling Ewings Sarcoma (another form of bone cancer) for 21 months. Michelle, a friend who helped show Nikki that she too could get through treatments and baldness when it seemed so dark and scary, Michelles spunkiness and smile, her sweet little voice, calmed Nikkis fears. After all if a 6 year old could do this so could a 14 year old. Nikki and Michelle traded powerpuff presents and so much more. These past few weeks when Michelle was so very sick, and she knew she was dying, She remembered her friend Nikki, who died 9 months before and she was comforted by Nikkis presence. She knew they would play together, they never really had a chance to play on earth, because they were both too sick. Michelle also loved to swim, before she got sick, and I think I know the first thing Nikki will teach Michelle...I am so glad they have each other, and now there is no pain for either of them. One of Nikki's favorite set of books when she was in 2nd grade was Miss Piggle Wiggle. So before school started this year, and I had decided to get Michelle a Powerpuff backpack, I wondered what special things Michelle might enjoy. "Something" made me go to Nikki's bookcase and I just pulled out the Pigglewiggle books! Michelle's mom read her the entire series 4 times!! (that was how many times Nikki enjoyed Harry Potter too:) I know Nikki is always with me, but somethings are just to special to consider a coincidence, because these books became Michelles favorite books in 2nd grade too. One things for sure, We need to continue doing fundraisors, and help advocate for children with cancer. Kids with metastatic bone cancer (cancer that has already spread) don't have a chance of survival. We need to help be Michelle and Nikkis voice to help change those odds. Thank you to all of our friends for all of your support so far!!If anyone would like to sign Michelle's guestbook or read her journal, it is www.caringbridge.com/page/mmillerick love Nikkismom
gail <nilli34@aol.com>
Hebron, ct usa - Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 08:21 PM (CDT)

Hey Giampolos! I hope you are doing well! You have been very strong throughout this past year and I hope you stay that way! I can't wait to see you all again and I wish you the best of luck in what ever you are setting out to do!
caitlin <i'mtired@verytired.tired>
study hall / free, ct usa - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 07:04 AM (CDT)

hello everyone, today i was missing nikki especially. i don't know why today, but somehow precalc and aquatics seemed empty, though it is unlikely that she'd actually be in those classes with me today, i had those two (math and science) with her freshmen year. she always knew how to break the tension of unusal moments. i was thinking back to how she always used to beg mr. schmidt to give her higher grades and extra credit, she was so intent on getting high honors, i remember her saying that if she got high honors all year long, that her dad would get her a hot tub, that lucky girl! :) she worked so hard to accomplich so much in such a short amount of time, it amazes me how far she got in life. i was also recalling her birthday party in 8th grade i think it was. it was so funny, last week i was sitting on the bus, and all of the kids were shouting and chattering and it was like 7 am so i was tired. and the same phrase kept repeating in my head "shave and a hair cut... two bits". i almost had the urge to shout out "shave and a hair cut" but then i realized that no one knew the phrase was meant to be responded to with "two bits" to quiet them down. i think i am babbling on and on, but it really was weird. sometimes i feel like she is right beside me, and other times i feel like if i ever needed help or support she would be there, but she is off helping another person then. well, i should probably go. talk to you all later!
Annie:)
Annie:) <likeafox85@yahoo.com>
marlborough, ct usa - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 03:41 PM (CDT)

Hey guys,
Sorry that I haven't writen in a while, I have been busy starting high school and all. I think about nikki all the time. how we would sing songs together. and watch tv. how we'd go to shady glens or go shopping at the mall. We'd have sleep overs and parties, and never realized how blessed and lucky I was, to have a true friend like that. Now I feel blessed and am so glad that she was a part of my life. She was an insperational person, who was the strongest willed person I have ever seen. I hope to see you guys soon.
Kristy <klpaq@lycos.com>
- Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 06:42 PM (CDT)

Hey Gail,
I hear that they are putting a build-a-bear here in Long Island at the roosevelt field mall. Mom told me that you thought about coming here for it and that you asked her to come with you. She said that you aren't coming to it, if I was going to be here I would have met you there but I will be at home for the weekend.. I will have to stop there when I get back to see how the store looks. I will let you know, talk to you soon..
Love,
shanna
Shanna <slisitano@hotmail.com>
Haddam, CT USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 11:50 PM (CDT)

Hi, I have just read some of Nikki's journal and was very touched by her story. I'm sorry to Nikki's family for their loss. My daughtter Nicole was diagnosed with Leukemia in Dec. 2000 and she is still going to clinic for treatments. I have spent lot's of time at Children's hosptital and understand what you have been through. My heart goes out to you. Greg
Greg Raso <gcraso@attbi.com>
Stoneham, MA USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 04:12 PM (CDT)

A Natalie, we think of you and your family often. The girls talk about all of you and always want to send you things in the AF, but only things that little girls think of like crayons and coloring books. When I look at my three, I can not imagine life without them and how much they must be like you, Jess, and Nikki. The laughter and tears we share on a daily basis must be similar to the ones you all have shared. I only hope that through them getting to know you guys before you all lost Nikki, that they have learned what sister love is all about. We remind them that someday, when we are gone, they will only have each other and how who knows what life has to offer. Your sisterly love is an inspiration and a model that I hope the three stooges have learned. I know that you have made an impact on our lives and especially theirs. They talk how they miss Nikki and how you and Jess must miss her too. As only children can do, they look to the sky and talk to the purple clouds and yell "Hi Nikki" or when they hear the song "I hope you dance" by Leann Womack they yell there is "Nikki's song, right Mom!". And lately with all the thunder and lightning storms, and you maybe able to use this in the AF-"Nikki is bowling with God Mom." Anyhow, take care sweet NG^2, we are thinking of you too. Enjoy the time with Mike, and stay safe. Love, the crazy tutor
the crazy tutor <safetripsandgoodweather@ct.com>
amston, ct - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 06:47 PM (CDT)

Dearest Natalie, Your memories of your special, everyday moments with your little sister are so real to me, for although I was on the outside of that sisterly love, I will always be a part of it. I have so many memories of 3 sisters who shared everything...including dreams of a future. Natalie and Nikki, both wanting to name their future daughters Skye and Sierra, or maybe you would have one each, and they would be cousins. Those dreams were ripped away from both of you, and now there is nothing we can do but go on for Nikki, and we will dream of the Sierra Sky, maybe you will even see one on your monday in California, and Nikki will be right there whispering her love and approval of how strong her big sister is and how proud she is of you. That you can be on time for class without her packing your breakfast and warming up the car for you. That you have worked so hard and have accomplished so much in the past months when your pain is so great, that you could have curled up and just cryed for the past 8 months without our precious girl. WE are so proud of our girls, our daughters, all three, and will always be. Nikki has made an everlasting impression on all of us and we are all better for having had her in our lives. Thank you for sharing your memories...tonight when I sleep I hope I dream of those wonderful times we shared and will look forward to some day when we are all together again. I love you forever...mommy<3<3<3
NG2mom (and jessas too:) <nilli34@aol.com>
hebron , ct usa - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 12:03 AM (CDT)

natalie, i love your message. hopefully, the air force is going well and you'll get to see mike soon. anyone who's going to the fair this weekend, stop by mrs. giampolo's booth and visit for a bit! :)
meg
- Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 10:32 AM (CDT)

Hey guys! I haven't writen like in an eternity. I miss you guys a ton! I think about you guys and Nikki all the time. I am writing a paper on Nikki's story for my English class. We are supposed to write on something significant that has happened in our lives and I imediately thought of Nikki. I can't get through one page without crying, and thinking what went wrong, and why did it happen. I hope everything is going well at your house. I want to come visit you guys soon. Well my sister is down at Duke now. GO BLUE DEVILS!! haha. She likes it a lot down there, she likes it so much that she doesn't talk to us anymore. haha. I hope to talk to you soon. Love you guys!
Laura Conter <Ljcae44g@aol.com>
Manchester, CT USA - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 03:02 PM (CDT)

hello everyone,
ah! less than a week til school starts! i want to see all my friends, but i REALLY don't want to go back to school. i like to learn, but it's the getting up so early that gets to me! lol. i hope everyone had a great summer, i have had a turbulant one at times, but thats okay. how's the garden mrs. g? i can't wait to do the walk for nikki, it will be hard work, but a ton of fun. i am such the procrastinator!! i havent sent out my registration form yet! but i will send it tomorrow, the deadline for it to only be a $15 registration fee... hehe, i am too busy to do things, yet i have all of the time in the world. recently i have found myself reading a lot of books, mostly stephan king and micheal crichton (whew! that's tough to remember how to spell! lol). i spent the weekend shopping with my family in maine, it was a lot of fun, but my brother can get so annoying sometimes! lol, that's what he's there for though, so i can deal with it usually. i won a free pass to go parasailing and on a speed boat, and a $25 gift certificate from radio 104.1, hopefully Bailey (my sister) and i will get to go parasailing sometime this week, she is so excited, it should be fun, so i am excited too! wow, i really havent written in a while, so i am writing a lot! lol! if no one reads this, it's okay, i will just keep writing anyways! lol! i was in the "center of marlborough" today (haha, marlborough isnt big enough to have a center! j/k) and i walked by a poster of Laura about giving blood donations, so that was kind of cool, i feel like i know a famous person!!! lol! okay, i think i have lost my audience, so i will stop writing now, lol... okay, adios!!! see everyone soon in school (icky!)!!!! with love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <LikeAFox85@yahoo.com>
marlborough, ct i live in jess soUSA's country!! - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 07:06 PM (CDT)

Hello Gail and John-
Well I just got back from two weeks of swim meets. So I wanted to check in and see what was what. As my entry made you cry yours made me cry (thanks a lot :o) ). Anyway, I have the next two weeks to myself so I absdolutely plan on coming over. I cannot believe how fast this summer went.
I found myself talking about Nikki a lot this summer. I love all of the memories and cherish them. Nikki's name always brings a smile to my face. We remembered Nikki at Y Nationals. Her name was part of our decorated van. I will show you the pictures since they actually came out this year. Well, it is getting late and I have a cold. The big let down after the swim season is over, along with lack of sleep, has left me sniffeling and sneezing all over the place. I am sure you need to hear that. Anyway, I will be in touch very soon. I love you all, and enjoy the last few weeks of summer.

Love- Kaeley

Nikki- Just to let you know, Lips is becoming a frequent traveler. You will always be with me at every meet. I know that. And remember MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE! Wouldn't be right if I didn't say that (haha). Love you!!
Kaeley
- Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 09:48 PM (CDT)

Anyone that is interested in joining the Jimmy Fund Team in honor of Nikki is more than welcome, and can e-mail me @snowgirl1071@aol.com for more information on what it is and how to join!
Christine
- Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 07:46 PM (CDT)

Hi Gail,

I am Dianes's friend Stacey. Diane emailed me Nikki's journal and although I felt Dianes pain throughout this last year, I am happy to get to know Nikki through her thoughts and words of encouragement to all of those who loved her. What a kid! Just thought I would say " Hi" and let you know I care, and can't wait see the Bears.
Stacey Caplan <Stacycapln@aol.com>
Bala Cynwyd, PA USA - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 10:04 PM (CDT)

Hi Mrs. Giampolo!
I feel so lucky that I've gotten to know more about how amazing Nikki and you are through the "crazy one". Besides being in complete awe of your strength and warmth, it helps me keep things in perspective when I start feeling overwhelmed. I hope the rest of your summer finds you well, and I'll be thinking of you when I head off to college. God bless.
With love, Crazy Tutor's Marlborough Chick
- Friday, August 09, 2002 at 10:24 AM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. G
I haven't seen you in a long time, so I just thought I'd drop in to see how you were doing and to see if there were any recent updates. And there are! It's unbelieveable to see what an impact Nikki is having on people all over, from these fantastic fundraisers like all the walk/runs, and especially in the Build-A-Bear project. She continues to be an inspiration to us all, and is also a HUGE part in helping other children with this disease. I miss her so much, and think of her every single day along you and the rest of the Giampolo's. Stay stong, lots and LOTS of love--
Emily
Vernon, CT - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 06:33 PM (CDT)

Hi Mrs. G,
I havent seen you in a while and just wanted you to know that i have been thinking about you a lot, and nikki. NOt a day goes by when i dont think about her...and sometimes some days are harder than others....but i get through them. i am soooooooooo excited about the NIkki bear. Remember if there is anything you need or anyone to talk to, im here. Lots of Love,
Kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, ct usa - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 07:28 PM (CDT)

hi mrs. g
this is ari nardone. i just want to let u know that Nikki is apart of me everday. sometimes when it feels like the world is all wrong and that nothing can ever make it better, i turn to nikki and somehow she is always there to pick me up when i have fallen. she is a wonderful angel and i can truely say that i feel her presence. it helps me day in and out with everything that i do to know that someone is constantly watching over us and cares about us. i especially think about nikki when i am swimming, and when it feels like i dont have anything left to give she is there to help me. although shes gone from this world i am so glad to know that she is in the next waitng for all of us. i miss nikki so much, yet at the same time i feel her presence and i know that she is so close to all of us. stay strong and i will continue to have you and your family in my prayers.
God Bless
ari nardone <vnardone@snet.net>
- Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 11:22 AM (CDT)

hi mrs. g,
i returned from camp today which was much fun. just wanted to thank you so much for lunch last week. it was a pleasure talking to you. we'll definitely have to do it more often. but next time, one of us will pay instead! i'll try to get in touch with maxine sometime this week and i'll talk to you soon. enjoy your vacation!
love,
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 02, 2002 at 02:10 PM (CDT)

Mrs Giampolo,
I'm going to be in college starting sept 2nd, but I'd love to help rasie money for the walk if I can. It's a great cause. I thought of Nikki at states(or age groups or whatever you wanna call it) last w/e. I always wear my Nikki pin on my CAT jacket, but now I will have to move it to my Rider University Jacket... keep being strog, you are an amazing person and I really respect you.
Julia Dunne
Milford, CT - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 05:35 PM (CDT)

Hey Gail. The girls were swimming in their "pool" today and Chace was being Nikki. She is trying hard to do the breaststroke, but like Nikki,she doesn't kick. Who knows she could be the next swimmer we know. Glad to hear you are back. We would like to stop in and see ya and will call. We finally watched Harry Potter and I instantly thought of Nikki. The girls loved it too. Glad ole' miss was good to ya. Just checking in and hoping you are all doing well. Take care and I will be calling ya so clear a few minutes for the chicks. We miss ya, love the crazy tutor and her ducks
the crazy one
everywhere, CT USA - Tuesday, July 30, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CDT)

im finally here reading nikkis words and the words of all those connected by her. the times remembered all seem so far from where i am. while my vision is blurred from a physical expression of my grief my heart is warmed by fond memories my kid sister. at least we got along like a lil sis and big bro would. i hope she got the letter i wrote from basic. as i write this an officer walked though and said "at ease, you enjoying life? good make sure you hug someone today!" i have to credit that to nikki as one of the random sign that her spirit lives. many moments like that one and so many others seem to be a dedication to what she represented. when i finally read nikkis last letter to me i was happy to see that natalie and i had made one of her wishes come true.She continues to inspire, when i had a temp of 105.2 and couldn't sleep because i was busy coughing up blood it was nikki who gave me the strenght to run laps at pc and stay one step ahead of my TI. there's too much to write so to make it short we've been blessed by nikki and im thankful for the smiles that still come from memories of her.
EKKO aka Mike Bucello
VAFB, CA - Friday, July 26, 2002 at 09:43 AM (CDT)

HI... I just got back from my visit to Biloxi, Mississippi, to see my air force girl!! Natalie looks wonderful, but quite tired...no wonder, shes up at 0330 every day (thats 3:30am) and doesn't get to bed until after 10pm. Since, I'm also too tired, from traveling, I just wanted to say a quick hello in the guestbook!! Thanks for your continued support and mail!!! love Nikkismom
mom
biloxi, MS USA - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 09:08 PM (CDT)

Hi Giampolos!!
How is everyone? I hope the garden is going well with all this hot weather we've been having. I'm so glad you continue the website- I love checking in here. Enjoy the rest of summer and I'll see you soon!
Jess Sousa
Hebron, - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 08:18 PM (CDT)

We'll miss you, Nikki!
Nadia
Redding, CT USA - Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 02:39 PM (CDT)

Hi gang!!! HOw is the garden? My glads are huge and know yours must be spectacular. I know I do not have a green thumb either. the girls and I want to come visit soon. Will call or email, I am taking 3 online courses so I am hard to get over the phone. miss ya all and you are always in my thoughts. love, the crazy tutor
crazy one
amston, ct usa - Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 05:53 AM (CDT)

When I think about everything that has happened in the past year I realize how much I have taken for granted and how Nikki showed me that life isn't all peachy as we want it to be. I know so many people who hide their problems with a smile and hope and wish that their problems will just magically go away, but that is not how life is. Life is full of unwanted twists and turns that just seem to make everything worse and more complicated.We begin to wonder why God throws these complicated obsticals at us, until it finally hits us. We are always going to be faced with problems that we can't always avoid and sometimes the worst may come out of them. But then God has a reason for everything and if he didnt think it was for the best, then they wouldnt happen. Many times we question why is this the best? And no one can answer that question, only your heart! And now, a year after the terrible news, I begin to understand why things happened the way they did. Of course there is still that question lingering in me of "Why Nikki? How can this be for the best?" But realize that even though she may not phisically be here, I know she is in my heart. She is with me where ever I go and she has taught me more than a book or a teacher could ever each me about life. I always come to this page looking for some possible answers. I couldn't exactly tell you what I am looking for becasue I haven't even answered that question for myself. But I know that what ever I am looking for I find it here. And that question of "why" just dissapears from my head and a smile appears on my face.
Missing U Tonz <thinkingofu@att.net>
Some where, CT USA - Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 01:57 PM (CDT)

Hi Mrs.G
How is your summer?¿? I Hope You are having fun! I herd you are going to Mississippi to visit Natlie that sounds liker alot of fun! How are you? I also wanted you to no that i still love coming to check otut nikkis web site to see what you are doing and how you are! well i better get going have fun in Mississippi
LoVe McGuire O:-)

Mcguire Kelly <Fishes004@aol.com>
West Hartford, st usa - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 09:38 AM (CDT)

hey all, it seems so long since i signed, well it has been quite a while i guess. i hope everyone has had a great summer so far. mine's been fun at times, boring most of the time, and very exciting sometimes. i got my license, but unfortunately i am stuck in last place on the "car chain" as i call it, 3 cars, 4 people, 2 know how to drive the one stick shift which is my dad's, which leaves my mother, sister and self fighting over the two other cars, and i usually end up without one, it's quite sad, so if anyone has a free car that they are willing to give to me, i am a VERY safe driver.....;) ha! i wish! today was kind of a tough day because it was today (july 12th) that 9 years ago my grandfather passed away. so, my day was kind of stinky to begin with, but i somehow stayed awake through the day! lol....hmmmm i am running out of things to say b/c i am tired, the excavator(spelling??) came and dug up our side yard so that we can build the addition on for my grandma to move in....mrs. g, how are the plants doing? i hope they were better at surviving this heat than me! lol, it was a killer! well, i gtg, if i think of anything else, i will write it down and remember it for the next time i write an entry! :) have a GREAT summer everyone! adios,
Annie:)
Annie <likeafox85@yahoo.com>
marlborough, ct usa - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 11:17 PM (CDT)

Hello Mrs. and Mr. G!
I hope that you are all doing well. I saw Natalie in the paper last friday! You must be so proud! Congratulations! Ive called a few times, but i guess you're busy! Busy lives you have! :) I just wanted to say Hello, and I hope that you have a good day (whenever you read this!)
Love you and God Bless

**Ps we are continuing w/the team and fundraising
Beth <nikkisangels2002@aol.com>
Hebron, CT USA - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 10:37 AM (CDT)

hi, although we have never met i feel as if i know you well.my name is darcy and i have been friends with joanne and laura and joelle since before laura was born. i have learned about nikki and know how much she meant to laura! such brave children.....in the face of a horrible disease.
laura is fighting the fight and we pray for her.....we can't wait to get the nikki bear----purple is a favorite color in our house too. my daughter amanda is 9 months younger than laura---when laura was born i held her in my arms at the hospital and a month later i was pregnant with amanda. joanne was the first person i called and she was with us the day amanda came into the world. laura was her first visitor!
i just wanted to say hello and let you know that i am thinking of you and nikki and your family. we have had a hard time with laura's illness as i am sure you understand.

Darcy Searle <fsearle@snet.net>
Durham, ct usa - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 08:46 PM (CDT)

Hi Gail and John...what a beautiful reminder your last entry is. Yes, we all need to slow down a bit and appreciate the small things in life. I am blessed to be a part of your life and to have been a part of Nikki's. I learned so much from her in a very short time. Love you!
Jo Ann <aerobic_jo@snet,.net>
- Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 04:22 PM (CDT)

I was looking through a box that I keep in my room today, its full of things I've written, birthday cards, letters, memoirs(I'm sorry that I can't spell very well, yes it's sad seeing that I am going to be a freshman soon. I found two things that made me think of Nikki. The first was a little green lettuce braclet that Natalie and Nikki used to wear to practice, mine says "CHICORY PLU# 4604". Weird little things like that are reminders that I still have. The other is a little laminated card my Dad gave me that I thought pretty much described Nikki.
A Message to Brighten Your Day
I'm thinking about you. I care about what happens to you. I want to share your sorrows and sing your joys. I'm here to talk to talk whenever you need me. Always remeber how important you are to me. Know that you are loved.

I recived this two years ago but never read the whole thing until now. Now that I have I really understand that just saying one kind thing to someone can keep you and the other person's spirt joyfull and it can also ease the sorrow that comes with life. They make the whole journey worth while. I think that I'm just rambling on now because sometimes even though its been 1/2 half a year since she left I still feel like I have to write something some where because as you know I am not very good at talking and writing by hand takes a very long time so I guess you will all have something to read when you are bored after swim practice or what ever you where doing. Its just that some of me wants to think about every thing that passed by so quickly and part of me is ready to move on, but I guess untill they learn to agree I am still going to be writing. Its funny how I start on one topic every time and always end up writing exactly what I didn't want to in the first place. Its just odd that a lot of teachers and my family tell me that being able to write is a gift but sometimes with all of these thoughts zipping through your head at the speed of light its hard to figure out what on earth your supose to be thinking about, I like to write but sometimes its more of a curse than a gift. Like I can write exactly what I'm feeling, but then when its out of me I feel like something's missing...all I know is that when I get older I'm going to have a heck of a book to write because of a teen-aged girl who was with out flaw(not all flawless), she was like..well an angel.

cait <flygrl116@hotmail.com>
manchester, ct usa - Monday, July 01, 2002 at 07:17 PM (CDT)

Mrs. G~
I am so excited about the Nikki Bear! I don't think i can wait until January. It was nice seeing you this weekend because i have missed you a lot. I hope to see you soon and ill talk to you later.Love
Kaitlin < kchic57@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 01, 2002 at 04:40 PM (CDT)

Well I promised that I would sign on next time I read the website. I love that this site has been kept up. I love reading all the messages and seeing people show their love. I am glad that things went so well in St. Louis. I cannot wait for January when Nikki's Bear becomes a item in all our households. Gail- it was great seeing you today. Thank you so much for the hula outfit. Sorry again about breaking yours. I was careful putting on the coconuts with my cow. She looks great.

I cannot believe that it has been a year since Nikki was diagnoised. I have learned so much in the last year and try not to take the little things for granted. Nikki taught me wonderful life lessons, and I will never be able to thank her enough for that. Thank you Giampolos for letting me be part of your lives. What a wonderful gift your friendship is.

Keep the hot tub warm because I am coming to use it soon and I cannot wait to see your bear. Take care!!!
Love- Kaeley

Nikki- I know you are swimming so remember KICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kaeley <Kaeley9@aol.com>
- Saturday, June 29, 2002 at 08:26 PM (CDT)

Mrs. G, Thanks for calling to check up on me! Your entry was again, very beautiful. Thank you so much for keeping the journal up, it is a great way to feel that I am still connected to Nikki. I will have to come over and help you get that picture of Nikki Bear up on the website! LOve,
Sarah
P.S. That card was great! A real pick me up!
Sarah B <sarafina3@aol.com>
Hebron, - Friday, June 28, 2002 at 09:53 PM (CDT)

yay! i am SOOOOOO happy, and SOOOOOOOOOOOO relieved! i got my license! i got my license! can you believe it? i am now a licensed driver, watch out everyone! annie is on the road! lol, don't worry, i am a safe driver, very safe. well, just wanted to stop in and fill you guys in on this recent development! lol ..... adios,
annie:)
Annie Jacobs <licensed driver@ annie is.com>
driving town, ct usa - Wednesday, June 26, 2002 at 01:07 PM (CDT)

Hi Giampolos - We were at a meet in Wilton this weekend, and Mrs. Bowie gave me a copy of the press release regarding Nikki's Bear. The bear looks great and I can't wait until they are available in January! By the way, awesome job to everyone who participated in the Relay for Life a couple weeks ago - it was a great event! Talk to you later - Greg
Greg <GLP86@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 23, 2002 at 03:36 PM (CDT)

Hi gang, here is hoping st louie survived the giampolo;s. I am sure it did. I am glad you got the bear and know that laura got an extra special one. Way to go. We thought of you on Dad's day and hope John got some work done on the boat or whatever made his day special. take caree and we hope to come around soon. we love ya, the crazy chick with her three little ones.
the crazy one <you are always with us@ct.com>
amston, CT usa - Saturday, June 22, 2002 at 07:46 AM (CDT)

Hello, Laura. I read your story at work - in the company's website. I commend you for being such a brave girl. Keep up the courage. You will be in my prayers. I will return to your sight to read your journals.
Iris <iperez@courant.com>
West Hartford, CT USA - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 10:47 AM (CDT)

hello all! yayyayayayayayayayayayy!!! school ended today! and though i am sad that i won't get to see my friends five days a week at 7 o'clock in the morning, i am SOOOO happy to be freed from homework and projects! the school year did not just seem like 180 days, it seriously feels like my sophomore year has lasted for all 4 years of high school! so much has happened! if you asked me last year what i thought this year would be like, i certainly would not have told you what really happened (Quebec, Nikki, 9/11, my brother's bird laying 6 eggs!!!), it would be totally off! wow, i really wish that none of this happened to anyone, but the fact that it happened to me has really allowed me the ability to understand myself and others around me a LOT better. i dont even know if i told you: my brother's cockateil (spelling?!!?!?) laid 6 freakin eggs! we had a lot of fun talking about that at lunch, apparently i am very good at making meg and maura laugh SO hard that they cry b/c i did it at least 2 times a week towards the end of the year with either my bird impression, or my song about love! :) i think if you could hear and see both of those, you would cry too, but more out of fear than laughter! well, i should go, oh yeah one more thing! i baked cookies today! oatmeal chocolate chip! they are yummy! bake some for yourself! :) well, adios!
Annie:)
Annie:) <Likeafox85@yahoo.com>
marlborough, ct usausausausausuausausuausasuasuasusausuaususuaususauususua USA - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 01:49 PM (CDT)

Hey guys, just wanted to stop by and leave a message, havn't written in here in quite a while...finals...It was fun having you guys at Elissa's bat mitzvah, and i am excited about you going to st. louis to the intro of nikki's bear, i'll bet its gonna be pretty "wicked" cool. Well, those finals arn't quite over yet, so i better get back to studying, oh yeah, my birthday was yesterday, june 11th and you know what i want?!?!?! one of those bears before anyone gets them! hehe, just kidding...i'll have to wait like the rest, ok later giampolo's, love you
aaron <joker2935@comcast.net>
philly, pa usa - Wednesday, June 12, 2002 at 01:59 PM (CDT)

No farewell words were spoken, no time to say goodbye, you were gone before we knew it, and only God knows why.

just thought it sounded pretty...
abcd <efg@hij.klm>
- Tuesday, June 11, 2002 at 06:07 PM (CDT)

Gail, John, and Jess, with NG2 with ya, a good and safe trip on thursday. I went by today for work and saw the garden. Gail it is still alive-way to go. anyhow, thinking of you as always, we love ya, the crazy chicks. be safe and we will be with you in your time of special stuff. the bear will be awesome
the crazy one <themessenger@aol.com>
here, there with you always - Monday, June 10, 2002 at 08:48 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. G- it's awesome to see that you can still update Nikkisstory. I know I still come onto the site to see if you have updated. Well, with work and everything else I do, I haven't much gotten a chance to write or even stop by, although you're down the street. But I will once school gets out. So I'll talk to you later
Mary
Mary <notreal@notreal.com>
- Monday, June 10, 2002 at 07:51 PM (CDT)

Hey there,
I just wanted to say wonderful job to all of you who participated in the Relay for Life. I wish I could have been there longer. Damn those SAT's! I kept thinking about it the whole time i was there, so my verbal score should be just wonderful. Good Job to all who participated. You guys rock.
Sarah <sarafina3@aol.com>
- Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 11:45 PM (CDT)

Hi Giampolos!!
I had soo much fun at the Relay For Life!! The candle lighting ceremony was so cool..And all the bags looked soo pretty along the track..Me and Greg counted all the Nikki bags and there were 54!! Well i hope to see you all soon!! Love you!! ~*ALLIE*~
Allie Huffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
wethersfield, ct USA!!! - Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 06:32 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Giampolo
Your poem was so beautiful, I'm sorry I missed the article in the newspaper! Your strength and faith has been really inspiring. Reading this journel is like reading the story of two heros; you and your daughter. Shannon, Sara and I are going to the Jimmy Fund Walk-a-Thon Relay at New Bedford on June 22nd for my cousin Katie who had a stage 4 neuroblastoma when she was two. I just wanted to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers as Nikki will always be. And she will for sure have a candle lit for her down there.
All my love! Emily Bagdonis
Emily Bagdonis <emiline26@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT 06447 - Friday, May 31, 2002 at 09:32 PM (CDT)

AHHHHHHHHHH! there's a thunderstorm coming and we are trying out my dog's chill pills on him today! everytime that there is a storm he FREAKS out and annoys everyone in the house! so the vet gave us some sedatives and he is just moseying (sp?) around, staring, and his pupils are HUGE! poor pup! oh well, he's not having a panic attack, so that's good. lol. anyways, i am reading a book that is about forensic studies and i find it really interesting, but nikki would probably hate it! lol. i remember her hating "A civil action" and i loved it, i guess we just liked different types of books. maura and i were talking about that today in english when we were handed our summer reading pamphlets with a list of books for a bunch of 6th graders in it! lol. yesterday i went on a field trip to the hillstead museum. we all had a BLAST! it was a great day out, but a little hot. i cant believe it will be six months tomorrow. i have actually been thinking about it for a couple of weeks, but i havent reminded anyone until now because i didnt want to make them sad or anything. OMG! i cant wait for next week! here is the list of people that are running for class office that i can think of right now:
President- caitlin v., maybe maura maybe not, we dont know if there is room for another person
Vice President- Jess sousa
Secretary- Kim Kraft
Treasurer- MEEEEEE! so you all have to vote for us! because we have decided that since nikki wasnt president this year that we need to make some changes because our class is not doing too well!!!!!! well, i should go b/c i have written a LOT! lol. adios, love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <LikeAFox@yahoo.com>
marlborough, ct usa - Friday, May 31, 2002 at 06:47 PM (CDT)

Hi again! I can't wait until tomorrow!!! It should be lots of fun!(our outfits should be interesting.)
can't wait <cutomorrow@cutomorrow.cutomorrow>
- Thursday, May 30, 2002 at 02:35 PM (CDT)

Hi Giampolos-
I am so excited for the Relay For Life, It is going to be so much fun and it will be great to see everybody supporting Nikki and others who have passed on and are battling cancer. I hope that you are all doing well, and i cant wait to see you!! I love you all, i love you Nikki! <3Allie
Allie Huffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
weth, ct usa - Wednesday, May 29, 2002 at 02:39 PM (CDT)

kelly~i loved hte poem, thanks for sharing it!
hello all, it's me again, i still try to write often to keep you up on life. yesterday, i went to maura's to work on a civ. project, and i ended up takin gout nikki's flute that you (mrs. g) lent to maura. in a devilish voice i said "hey maura, i can get fingerprints ALL over it, and no one can stop me!" then i sat back and thought, "you never know, this could pull nikki out of her grave and come back and tackle the flute out of my hand" so i was very careful, and tried to clean the fingerprints from it, which only resulted in more fingerprints, but at least i tried! lol. anyways, today i drove part of the way to my grandma's then all of the way back! she lives in watertown, which is about an hour away from us. i only drove part of the way there b/c my mom and i had to find a new route due to parades in middletown. but it was nice, we helped clean out the final parts of her house b/c she moved on saturday into my uncles house in east hampton. we will be getting an addition, and she'll move in when that's ready. then we went out to chinese, mmm yummy! then i drove home with my mommy. well, i gtg, see you all soon! adios! love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <likeafox@yahoo.com>
marlborough, ctq usa - Monday, May 27, 2002 at 04:04 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. G Long time no write. School has been crazy. I am so glad graduation is just around the corner. I was looking through some of my school papers and I came upon a poem that my teacher gave me just after Nikki's passing and it helped me a lot, so I thought I would share it.

~We thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new.
~We thought about you yesterday, and days before that too.
~We think of you in silence, we often speak your name.
~All we have now are memories, and your picture in a fame.
~Your memory is in our keepsake with which we'll never part.
~God has you in His keeping, we have you in our hearts.
~A million times we cried.
~If love alone could save you, you never would have died.
~In life we loved you dearly, in death we love you still.
~In our hearts you hold a place that no one can ever fill.
~It broke our hearts to lose you, but you didn't go alone.
~For a part of us went with you the day God took you home.
~Anonymous

I hope you are having a wonderful memorial day weekend. And God Bless you all. Love, Kelly.
Kelly Sykes <kellysykes02@yahoo.com>
Willimantic, CT USA - Sunday, May 26, 2002 at 11:16 PM (CDT)

We've *TRAVELED* the world and had a good time
Out of all the *BEST FRIENDS*-you are mine

We've shared many *MOMENTS*-some happy-some sad
You're the *BEST FRIEND* I could ever have

And through it all we'll stick *TOGETHER*
You'll be my *BEST FRIEND* forever and ever

Our *FRIENDSHP* each day grows more and more
I know we're *BEST FRIENDS*-you said it before

We've had some *FRIENDS* that have come and gone
But our *FRIENDSHIP* will forever live on!

( Y )
¸,.·¨·.( ,, ).·¨·.,¸
` ·-·(")(")·-· ´
I Love You Nikki <Annonymous@aol.com>
Somewhere, ? U.S.A. - Friday, May 24, 2002 at 07:55 PM (CDT)

Hi Mrs. Giampolo! Thank you very much for the pictures from Washington DC. I miss Nikki so much every day but every time I see pictures of her and how happy she was I am filled with a little more joy and I remember that she lives on in each of our hearts. Your poem is absolutly beautiful. With Love, Terri
Terri <tbaby117@yahoo.com>
Hebron, CT USA - Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 09:06 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. G,
Sorry I didnt write before, but that poem you wrote was absolutly beautiful. I can see Nikki in the description you wrote, and remeber all of teh funny times that we shared, and all of the awesome memories. I'll be in touch.
Love,
Sarah <Sarafina3@aol.com>
Hebron, - Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 05:16 PM (CDT)

Hi Mrs. G
We're friends of Laura and her family and want to send you our regards. We read the Courant article on Nikki and her purple bear when we visited Laura, and I finally read the article when we got home, and think it is wonderful they are going to produce it in her honor. I'll have to purchase one each for my kids when they are available.
Please know that we hold you in our thoughts and prayers and will not forget Nikki and her struggle to stay with her family. Bless you all Love Mrs. "G"
Jacci Gilmore <Jacci@localnet.com>
N. Conway, NH USA - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 09:43 PM (CDT)

Hi again! Mrs. G. thank you for letting us come over, it was great to see you again! it's been too long. i hope that the event you had to go to was fun, i forgot what it was but that's ok! lol. i hope that you like the plants, i bet by the end of the year your garden will be full! when i got home my dog went crazy from the smell of nala! on the way home, we saw a rabid raccoon on jess's road! the poor thing, it looked really (as my mom said) "diseased"! :( well, i have to go, i have a TON of homework due tomorrow, grr! lol, adios! love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <LikeAFox@yahoo.com (my new email)! >
marlborough, ct USA - Sunday, May 19, 2002 at 01:13 PM (CDT)

hey! everyone is talking about the news artice on nikki and im really curious to see what it says. Since i obviously dont get the same paper as u (yes i get cow-town exclusive)i was wondering if someone out ther could e-mail me a coppy of tell me a site that would have it or sumthing. --Thanks--
Ali Tichy <AliFlip@yahoo.com>
Oxford, CT - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 07:48 PM (CDT)

Dear Mrs. Giampolo- I love the poem and i am excited to hear about the progress on the build-a bear!
Heather S. <Starbrite525@aol.com>
Hebron, - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 04:16 PM (CDT)

Hey, it's Natalie, I'm in mississippi at tech school. I am kept incredebly busy here, I get up at 0330 and go to class for nine hours then i have PC running, pushups, situps. Then i iron, shine boots, and study weather. I think about and miss Nikki all the time, everything i do. It isn't easy to be away and everything but i try to keep a smile on my face just like she did, I'll write again when I get a chance
my address is 140 phantom st box 12617, keesler afb, ms 39534. ng2 (dont forget my last name is BUCELLO)
natalie <cruelladville@aol.com>
biloxi, ms USA - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 11:36 AM (CDT)

dear, gail
i hope u had a happy mothers day
and that u like the cards i sent u
ps here is the kitty
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{_}`-^{_} ``` (_/
it is kind of mest up :(
lauren hanak <luckylar54@yahoo.com>
pilly, pa usa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 08:26 PM (CDT)

hi mr. and mrs. g--
this is ari....i just wanted to say that i read the article in the newspaper about Nikki--and it was so nice....i think it is wonderful that you are doing so much for childhood cancer awareness! i know that your efforts are doing sooo much for the cause! i can't wait until they come out with the Nikki bear, i'm sure it will be awesome!
love you always
i'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers
God bless

ari <vnardone@snet.net>
s windsor, ct - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 02:17 PM (CDT)

i think we're all still trying to find nikki even though we cant grasp her physically. its easy enough to tell yourself that she isn't really gone but its very hard to realize it. i still try to make myself realize that she's gone... i think that i do know she is but i feel guilty because i just stood by and watched without the thought of death wandering into my head, never taking it really seriously. i'm sorry i didn't and i'm sorry that i didn't do more, didn't try 100% to make a difference. i'm dedicating the rest of my life to trying my hardest with everything(seeing as it can change in seconds.)
sorry nikki <n/a@na.na>
- Monday, May 13, 2002 at 02:39 PM (CDT)

hey mrs. giampolo,
you're "poem"(as you call it) was great, the article was awesome to susan campbell(aka Sam's mommy) is a great writer. my mom would love your poem, she is into poetry, VERY into poetry, she even wrote a really sad one about the wake. anyways, jess emailed or is planning on calling you or something about when a small group of us could come over and help with the garden, so that will be good. well, i have to go, i hope to see you soon! adios, love,
Annie:)
p.s. Happy Mother's Day!!
Annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
marlborough, ct usa - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 02:07 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Giampolo, you did it again-you made me cry. The article was aawesome and the journal entry truly a definition of a mothers love and her gift of a child, especially one like Nikki and your two other beautiful daughters. As I celebrated my Mom's day, thoughts of you and your family rang through my mind and I celebrated my best mom;s day ever. You have taught us all so much and one of life's best messages, live for today because you never know what will happen. We love you and hope you got to run yesterday in the race. How did it go?
the messenger <overhere@amston.com>
- Monday, May 13, 2002 at 06:06 AM (CDT)

Happy Mother's Day Mrs. Giampolo! i did not truely know Nikki, but i have heard all about her story after joining LEHY this fall! You are so strong, just as Nikki was! All my thoughts are with Nikki,you and your family!
Megan <meggz101@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 08:37 PM (CDT)

Hello all.... I just finished a new entry in Nikki's journal, and most of you realize, I have a bit of trouble on the computer still:) I could not get the spacing and paragraphs right... So, the title is A Mothers Gift, and then it starts as Mothers Day. When I previewed the entry, I realized it didn't look right, but just couldn't fix it!! Please all keep Laura in your prayers, she is still in the hospital but is working very hard to get out!! You can email her from Nikki's link on the bottom of her page. I can't wait to hear her sing again. She is truely an inspiration. Thanks:) love Mrs. G
nikkismom <nilli34@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct USA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 08:24 PM (CDT)

I just wanted to drop a note that I read the article today, and it was so well written that I just sat there for a minute after I finished. How's the garden coming? Happy Mother's Day!
Christine <snowgirl1071@aol.com>
- Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 08:12 PM (CDT)

Happy Mother's Day Mrs. Giampolo... I hope to see you soon
Mary <notreal@notreal.com>
- Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 07:59 PM (CDT)

Happy mothers day!!! I also saw that article in the paper today... it seems really weird to have one of those stories that you read in a novel about out standing people and what they did with their life. I hope Natalie is doing well!...the realy for life is comming up...(yes!!) Well time to go!

caitlin <flygrl116@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 03:35 PM (CDT)

i read the article on nikki in the paper today and it made me smile. mrs. giampolo, i hope you have a happy mother's day! i would come visit, but my parents are out of town today so i have no means of transportation. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 10:59 AM (CDT)

Hi, My name is Nikki, i was looking at web pages and i came across this one. i was reading it and i realized that this girl was abot my age when she died,i want to tell her parents and friends that i am really sorry and i know that you didn't get to spend long with her but one day everything will be better again, when u think of her u will smile instead of cry..and just remember...*Everything always gets better in the end, if it's not better then it's not the end*
Nikki <NikkiRocsUrWorld@aol.com>
Sanford, FL US - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 08:46 AM (CDT)

Hi Mrs. Giampolo
I'm writing this from my info class, and I have to leave pretty soon, but I wanted to check in to see how everything was going first. I have a few pictures of Nikki I think you will like to have, they are mostly of her with friends and just having a good time. They make me smile everytime I look at them and I'd be more than happy to share them, so I'll send them asap when I get home, (is there an address I can send them to so you'll get them?) I'll ask Kaitlin when I see her later today in school. Well, I hope everything's going good for you, I miss seeing you!
Love always,
Emily
Emily Ducharme <Ultrafly12@aol.com>
Vernon, CT - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 07:35 AM (CDT)

Hi All,
The web address for Nikki's friend Laura is http://www.laurasurvivaljourney.com.
Also, on laura's home page is the information on who to contact if you are interested in becomming a bone marrow donor.
Gene Gillis <value1996@aol.com>
Avon, CT - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 02:18 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs Giampolo,
I will ask around on my team(I swim for CAT) and see if anyone has pictures. If they do I will send them to you. We have a team newsletter so I put something in next week's issue asking for people to give me whatever pictures they have. Any idea who "the tall handsome boy" was? I have an idea...hope things are going well for you. I still think of Nikki all the time and I know I am not the only one. Hopefully I will have some pictures for you soon!
Julia Dunne <butterfly579@hotmail.com>
Woodbridge, CT - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 11:55 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki's friends, please visit Laura Santiagos web site. she needs some of Nikki's angels special prayers and well wishes. Also, if anyone knows how to do bone marrow testing donor stuff please advise. Lets help one of nikkis best friends. Go to Nikki's journal site for the address of Laura survival journal. thanks and have a great night.
the messenger <visitlaura@journal.com>
- Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 07:50 PM (CDT)

hey i was at the walk for autism allllll sunday. it was a nice three mile walk, and duriing that time it made me think of nikki because she always liked to run. Of coarse i smiled the whole way thinging about her and all the funny things she would do and say.
and the mother calls......bye!!
Ali Tichy <AliFlip@yahoo.com>
Oxford, CT - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 08:15 PM (CDT)

Hey, I have not written in this journal for soooo long, but I just wanted to say that I have been thinking about Nikki a lot these days. Whenever I have a challenging set in practice, I know that Nikki is watching me swim each lap at a time. It is so nice that all of my pain just goes away when I think of Nikki. I was driving home from swim practice the day that there was a fundraiser aat Rails to Trails where I live in Avon. I was going to stop by, but I was overloaded with projects that were due Monday....these weeks have been so hectic. Anyways, when I was at zones, Coach Kaeley took a picture of me with Nikki's fish, and it came out really well. I roomed with Kayleigh B, and our room was filled with posters that we made that said "This is for you Nikki..." and sooo many more. Kayleigh and me did really good, so I think that it was because Nikki was cheering us on. Well I have to go because I need to finish my homework, but I will try to write to you soon!
Love Always, Whitney McLellan <blondyswimstar@aol.com>
Avon, CT USA - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 07:24 PM (CDT)

I'm just about to leave for school, but I wanted to come type in Nikki's guestbook this morning. I have such a hard day ahead of me w\ CAPT tests and everything, but when I thought of Nikki, it seemed that she'd help me get through my day. I know alot of people miss her and think about her everyday...I know I do alot. I hope your well Mrs. Giampolo, best of luck with your garden!
Michelle Carey <3
Michelle Carey <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Monday, May 06, 2002 at 05:43 AM (CDT)

Hey everybody! i hope you guys that confirmed today had fun. congrats! anyways, i went for a REALLY long run today, apparently it was 4 or five miles long, but it was too beautiful to stop. then, i took my dog to the river through the state forest. i have a serious problem: i ALWAYS GET LOST!!! argh, i told my mom we'd be gone for less than an hour, apparently it ended up lasting an hour and like 45 minutes!!!! ahhhh! we have such a nice walk/run by the river, it's so nice and peaceful, but when it comes time to go home, we ALWAYS forget the way! ah! next time, i am trying a new way to get home, maybe we'll go swimming in the river, it was so beautiful. ranzo (my dog) took a stop in one little bend of the river and went "plop!" b/c it was much deeper than he expected! lol! ok, im going to stop talking about what a crazy day i had.... i hope everyone has a great evening b/c tomorrow we go back to school!!!!:( oh well! gtg, ttyl, adios! love,
annie:)
annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
marlborough, ct usa - Sunday, May 05, 2002 at 03:10 PM (CDT)

Hi Giampolos - I am really excited about the Relay For Life and I hope I get to see you guys there. Anyway, I just wanted to say hi..I will be in touch very soon! Love Greg
Greg <GLP86@aol.com>
- Saturday, May 04, 2002 at 08:56 PM (CDT)

Hey guys!
The dance was great,everyone had a blast. I especially loved all the CD players that were won : ) Well, just wanted to say hi, im off to have my car washed.
Love,
Sarah <Sarafina3@aol.com>
- Saturday, May 04, 2002 at 08:31 AM (CDT)

Just so that everyone knows, and so that the LEHY kids know, our Relay for Life LEHY team name is.......Navigating for Nikki. We thought that it had a ring to it. Also, I had a great time at the dance even thought I did not win a CD player. In any case I am saying extra prayers tonight and I am going to have a little chit chat with Nikki. I will be in touch really soon. Keep the hot tub warm!!!!!!

Love-Kaeley
Kaeley <KAeley9@aol.com>
- Friday, May 03, 2002 at 10:14 PM (CDT)

Working at the car....lalala...lol...Hey Everyone!!! The car wash is in 2 DAYS!!!!! I hope to see A LOT of people there, because it's for a GOOD CAUSE!!!! It's on Saturday May 4th, 2002 from 10am til 4pm at TED's in Hebron (which is Route 66) cost is $5.00 a vehicle and all proceeds go to the American Cancer Society. I'll see ALL OF YOU (YES THAT MEANS YOU!!) ON SATURDAY!!!!!!
Buh*Byez!!
Love Always,
*Jenna*
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 09:27 PM (CDT)

The garden is an awesome idea. Mom and I garden a lot, so I know how zen-like gardening will get. I'm going to think about what flower would be good (Mom and I will put our heads together) and then give you a call. Is it just indoor? Because I have a very nice indoor flower in mind, but outdoor is great too.

Christine <SNowgirl1071@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 07:31 PM (CDT)

mrs. giampolo,
i love the garden idea! i'll try to think of a really good flower that should go in the garden. sarah and i will call you soon, because we really haven't talked to you in a while. i'd suggest the three of us go running, but the weather hasn't been particularly nice lately! i hope you're all doing well. how's everyone? are mr. giampolo, jessica and natalie doing well? i hope so! we'll call soon. :)
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
hebron, ct usa - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 06:53 PM (CDT)

Mrs. Giampolo-
Thank you soooo much for fixing the time for the car wash!! All these people would of shown up and we wouldn't be ready yet!!!...lol...But hey if they come at that time then they can wash cars...lol...But thank you soooo much for fixing it!!! I REALLY apperciate it!!! And EVERYONE who reads this..BRING YOUR CARS AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS (every single one of them!!)!!!! We are raising money for a GOOD CAUSE and we need as many people as possible to come in order for us to be succesful!!!! I'll see you all Saturday!!! Buh*Byez!!!
Love Always,
*Jenna*
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
- Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 07:01 PM (CDT)

hey everybody! i'd love to get my car washed, unfortunately, i have neither a car, or a license, but i plan on doing something to help for one of these events. i feel weird going to them though, mostly because it feels like something nikki would do rather than me! lol! anyways, how are you guys? yesterday, it poured... I LOVED IT! for some reason, i find it to be much more fun to go running in the rain, so i went out and ran for about 30 minutes in the pouring rain. ahhhh, bliss! lol! because nicole's computer is broken, i feel obligated to tell you..... ALL OF HER KITTENS ARE MINE! actually, my parents won't let me get one :( i am very sad, i would've named it, hmmm.... "freak-o-manic!!!" just kidding, i wonder what i would've named it?!?! oh well, i guess we'll never find out. ok, i gtg, everyone, i hope you have a great weekend!!! i dont care if it's hot and i die of heat while running, as long as it's good weather for gardening, i will be happy! :) love,
Annie:)
annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
marlborough, ct 06447 - Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 03:50 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Giampolo.. I am so definitly coming down there on Saturday to get my car wash... now that i can drive... well it's not my car... it's my moms, but hey, it's a car and i drive it... and I'm going to bring it to be washed! It needs a good washing. Maybe I should go get it reeeeallly muddy first... hehehe.. Well, see you saturday

Mary <Notmyrealemail@fake.com>
- Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 03:23 PM (CDT)

ATTENTION: To all of Nikkis journal readers out there, I made a mistake on the time for the carwash saturday!!! It starts at 10 am, NOT 9 am. If you show up at 9 am you will probably have to help wash cars all day!!!! Hope to see you all there supporting our Nikki's Angels! love nikkismom

gail <nilli34@aol.com>
Hebron, ct 06248 - Tuesday, April 30, 2002 at 08:21 PM (CDT)

Hey Mrs. Giampolo!
The dance was so much fun! Allie, Kaeley and me are going to rent a movie with Kaeley's gift certificate sometime and come down and watch it with you! Oh, after the party was over we took alot of the stars and Kaeley took pictures of everyone and is going to put the pitcures on the stars! Well I just wanted to let you know that I had SSOO much fun and I was so happy to see you!! <3Kayleigh
Kayleigh <Blndyswmstr61@aol.com>
- Tuesday, April 30, 2002 at 07:29 AM (CDT)

Mrs. Giampolo
I hope that the dance went well, and that everyone had fun. Im sorry I couldnt go, my brother has pink eye, and they think im getting it to. Grr! Well, I have to get going I have some homework I am supposed to be doing! I will call you soon Mrs. Giampolo! Love, Allie
allie <oopa33@aol.com>
Marlborough, - Sunday, April 28, 2002 at 07:36 PM (CDT)

Okay.....I made a mistake on the car wash information *SORRY!!!*...I forgot to put in for the sponsor, that the truck is donated by Gavelak Enterprises owned by Dave and Kerry Gavelak, but Eastern Connecticut Regional Water Company is still one of the sponsors, they helped us get Gavelak Enterprises to donate the truck for us...I think I got that right....It's just ONE week until the car wash!! I can't wait!! And I want EVERYONE to come out and support us..and if not for us then for Nikki, because she would want ALL OF YOU (YES YOU!!) to come out and support us!!!!! Tonight is the dance for Nikki, it should be fun!! But I got to get going! I'll see you all tonight!!
Buh*Bye
Love Always,
*Jenna*
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
- Saturday, April 27, 2002 at 04:08 PM (CDT)

thank you very much! i am sick today, but knowing that man saved my note has made my day! i really wish i could go to the dance tonight, but i don't want to make anyone sick. i hope it's great!
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
hebron, ct les etats-unis - Saturday, April 27, 2002 at 12:50 PM (CDT)

Lets boogie for nikki. Yes all you RHAMites and everyone out there get off your feet. I know that you can do it. PS who cares if you can;t dance either. GO raise some money for those still fighting Nikki;s battle. You know she will be looking down jamming with you. I hope your dance goes well. Also Mrs. G. I too went to Nikki's resting site and wanted to let meg duffy (I think she left the note) know that the guy across the street found meg's note because it blew over to his yard during a high wind storm. He put it in a ziploc bag and put it in the easter basket. I told him I would tell the family and if I knew the author too, that he had put it there in case someone thought it was missing and that he made sure it would stay safe for nikki. He also told me that he too is a cancer surivivor of colon cancer(?) and that Nikki and Ben are resting next to a man who loved children. He said the man to nikki's right was a great guy and would be happy to know that he was resting with two great kids. peace and love
a friend <the messenger@ct.com>
- Saturday, April 27, 2002 at 08:08 AM (CDT)

Hi Giampolos! I had a quick question about the dance for Nikki this Saturday and I can never hear the announcements in bio, so I thought I'd ask you guys to see if you knew. Is it ok to come at any time? I wasn't sure if they'd lock me out after 7! :) Natalie- Congratulations! Hope everything's going well! Love,
Jess Sousa <funkyj530@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 25, 2002 at 03:42 PM (CDT)

Hey Everyone!! I have some great news! As most of you know a group of students at RHAM High School (including me because I'm co-captain) started a team for the American Cancer Society's Relay for Life, called Nikki's Angels. Well, I put together a car wash to help raise money for our team. Our goal is $5,000 dollars. All the information about the car wash is below. So please come out and support us, if not for us then for Nikki, because she would want all of you ( YES YOU!! ) to come out and support us!! If you have any questions just email me at: JKBaby16@aol.com
Thanks!!
Buh*Bye
Love Always,
*Jenna*

Car Wash!!!

Sponsored by: Auto Zone and Eastern Connecticut Regional Water Company

When: May 4th, 2002

Where: TED'S FOOD STORE parking lot in Hebron

Time: 10am 'til 4pm

Price: $5.00 a car

All proceeds go to the American Cancer Society in memory of Nikki Giampolo
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 08:17 PM (CDT)

I would love to do the walk-a-thon. The only thing is gail, that i'd like to figure out a way so that i can actually do it. also, yestrday i got back from arizona and had an AWESOME time. anyway, talk to you soon.
Kristy <klpaq@lycos.com>
E. Hampton, CT 06424 - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 04:56 PM (CDT)

Oh SHOOT! All those cancer walks sound great (you know how much I love to run) but my whole saturday (including the night of the dance) is completely booked! AHHH! But I am going to make a donation towards the dance anyway, even if I can't go. It's so good to hear of all the tings people are doing to try and stop cancer. By the way, I am doing the Jimmy Fund walk in September (this year, all 24 miles, especially for Nikki! My first time doing the full thing too!) and although it's a long time away, donations towards it (It goes towards the Dana Farber Insititue in Boston, which is a cancer center that focuses on childhood cancer) would be very cool. Mrs. Giampolo, I know that before Nikki got cancer you (and she) wanted information, and if you still do I can give it to you, just e-mail me at my e-mail address below if you want to. Send my congratulations to Natalie.
Christine <Snowgirl1071@aol.com>
Ct - Tuesday, April 23, 2002 at 09:09 PM (CDT)

Ah! AH! ah!!!! i just got in from being the BIGGEST dork ever and driving around in my driveway ( i NEED the practice) and i actually back (yes, successfully) into my garage!!!!! AHHHHHH!!! i am very excited, as you can tell. christine, i know exactly how you feel. when i wrote my entry i spent like 4 hours laughing and crying about everything while sitting on my bed. it was really odd, because there would be memories between the two of us, and normally, i'd be like "hey meg, remember in washington when ...." and we can still laugh about it, but with nikki, i end up laughing by myself, and feel very awkward. Sometimes i remember things that i had forgotten to put in my entry and i am like "Dang! i cant believe it" (in a cowboy accent) just kidding, i just get mad, and then go on with what i am doing. :) well, i have to go. i hope everyone has an awesome rest of the day!ttyl, adios, love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
Hovercraftville, ct usa - Tuesday, April 23, 2002 at 02:46 PM (CDT)

I never knew that so many cancer fundraisers could happen in one month! I can't wait to learn more about the build a bear project it sounds great so far. I hope Nataile is having fun in tech. school. I'm off to do the rest of my home work so bye.
caitlin <flygrl116@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, April 23, 2002 at 02:38 PM (CDT)

Oh! Today is a good day. Meg and Jess are going to be so happy, I finished my entry to the Nikki Notebook! Yay! IT took so long because I kept daydreaming back, and then a couple hours would passs and I'd only get a page done! It was bittersweet to revisit all those memories, I wish she was with us, but now my whole brain has been emptied, so I feel a bit better. I hope I'm not too late! I hope that everything is going as well as it could be. We might get snow tomorrow, and I couldn't be happier, because winter is my favorite season, and we didn't get to see a lot of snow this year.

Christine <Snowgirl1071@aol.com>
- Sunday, April 21, 2002 at 09:23 PM (CDT)

Hey Giampolo's!!
I haven't written in a few days! I've been keeping busy with my little "surprise" thing I told you about. But now I'm stuck with a problem!!! I just need ONE more thing for the "surprise" and I'm having trouble getting it!! :o( And my "surprise" is in 2 weeks!!!!!...aahh.....I think I need another vacation!!! But other then that little kink in my "surprise" everything is going well!!! Tomorrow is back to school...does anyone else notice how vacation goes by so fast? I hate when that happens!! I hope you're all doing well!! I have to come down and visit you guys soon!! But I got to get going!! So hopefully I'll see you all soon!!!
Buh*Bye
Love Always,
*Jenna*
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
- Sunday, April 21, 2002 at 04:18 PM (CDT)

hi giampolos!

i went to visit nikki today. the skittles are still there with ben, but the bag's a bit faded. i really liked the flowers and the powerpuff girl that were there. i didn't stay long though, just long enough to write her a note. hope you all are doing well; sarah and i will call soon. lovely weather we're having!
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
hebron, ct les etats-unis - Friday, April 19, 2002 at 06:21 PM (CDT)

Hi Mrs. Giampolo!
I was so excited that you went to the LEHY Banquet! It was so great to see you! I am happy that you gave out the Nikki award! It is a great award!! I am thinking of you all!
~*~*Kayleigh*~*~

Kayleigh <blndyswmstr61@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 18, 2002 at 10:45 AM (CDT)

hey! ah! i cant believe that i havent written in over a week! it's been SUPER hot out, so for some reason i've been spending all my time outside. i now walk my dog everyday, i think he has lost some weight b/c he looks thinner, good for him! :) hehehe. we have virtually no food at my house right now, how sad :(, so for breakfast i am eating "Annie's maccaroni", mmmmm yummy! i went to nyc with my mom, her friend, and her friend's daughter yesterday, besides the heat, it was great! we went to see "rent" a VERY VERY weird play, but i liked it. and we went shopping, i got christine's bday present! i hope she likes it! when we went into a restaurant for dinner, guess who we saw!!??!?!?!??!?!?!!? very exciting, kind of... John lithcow! the guy from "3rd rock from the sun", the old one. i seriously froze, like a deer in head lights, he was just leaving and i was like "ah ah ah!" but in my head. i think when he walked by me he thought i was like having a spasm or something! lol! anyways, i have to go, hopefully, i will write back within the next week. adios! love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
marlborough, ct usa - Thursday, April 18, 2002 at 10:17 AM (CDT)

Hi there Gail-
It was great to see you at the LEHY banquet. I know that the kids were excited to see you also, and don't worry your public speaking is not bad. I am glad that the team could do something in Nikki's memory. She will live on forever, and everyone who ever joins LEHY will know about her courage and spirit. I will be in touch soon. Take care.
Love-Kaeley
Kaeley <Kaeley9@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 07:22 PM (CDT)

Hi Giampolos
I haven't written in a while, but I wanted to drop a note saying my thoughts and that I still think of Nikki every single day regardless of where I am. It seems like there's a memory for everything, and it always brings a smile to my face. I hope all is well with you, and I hope everyone's enjoying this weather! It's beautiful, I know I went a little overboard yesterday becuz I have a sunburn that you wouldn't believe possible to get during the middle of April. I'll be back for another visit soon!
Emily <ultrafly12@aol.com>
vernon, ct - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 09:36 AM (CDT)

Oh my gosh! It's sooooo hot out...time to open the pool!!! Mrs. Giampolo-I should have the information about the thing I told you about by tomorrow night (Wednesday)..so I'll either email it to you or come down to give it to you if it's not too late.....I hope to come down soon to visit you guys!!! But for now I got to go. So I'll talk to you soon!!
Buh*Bye
Love Always,
*Jenna*
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
- Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 06:20 PM (CDT)

Mrs. Giampolo,
I hope things are going well at home and that you and everyone else is doing well. I woke up this morning and thought of you and Nikki, and decided to write to you today. Have a nice week.
<3
Michelle Carey
Nikki-RIP-I love you and miss you
Michelle Carey <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 12:34 PM (CDT)

Hi Giampolo's!
I'm glad that all of you had a wonderful time in Texas!! Mrs. Giampolo-I'm so happy that you got my little notice on your door and I'm soooooooo excited that you love my idea!!!! That just made my week!!!! I'll let you know all the information, on Wednesday hopefully, so that you can put it up on the site!!! But I got to get going!! Hopefully I'll be down to visit you guys this week since it's vacation!! (oh yeah!!!)
Buh*Bye!
Love Always,
*Jenna*
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
- Sunday, April 14, 2002 at 09:46 PM (CDT)

Hi Gail,
It was good talking to you the other day for so long.
You have a special way of letting me be open with you about how I feel about every thing.
Love you

Joanne Santiago <JAS2225@aol.com>
Avon, CT - Sunday, April 14, 2002 at 09:31 PM (CDT)

HEy Mrs Giampolo,
It was awsome to see you at the banguet..And i think that its great they made an award in Nikki's honor..Jen really deserved the award. I hope to see you soon..Love you!!
~~**Allie**~~
Allie Huffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
wethersfield, ct usa - Saturday, April 13, 2002 at 06:23 PM (CDT)

Eventhough I never met Nikki, I knew her mother well in college. Nikki seems just like her mom, loving, caring and always a positive attitude. I really wish I knew her too. I want you to know I think of you often Gail, and wish strength to your family to get through this tough time.

Vanessa K. Bibliowicz <vkbrn1979@aol.com>
Weston, Fl USA - Saturday, April 13, 2002 at 12:19 PM (CDT)

It was great to see you at the banquet last night! Hope to see you later on this year!
caitlin <don'twanttowritemyreal1@toolazy.com>
- Saturday, April 13, 2002 at 10:13 AM (CDT)

It was great seeing you tonight at the banquet. I am so glad that they made an award in Nikki's honor and it was great that Jen got it. She deserved it. Thank you for your insert in my comic book. I will cherrish it for the rest of my life....I never forgot about those turns! Love ya!
Kelly Sykes <kellysykes02@yahoo.com>
Willimantic, CT USA - Friday, April 12, 2002 at 09:06 PM (CDT)

Hey Giampolo's!!
I came down to your house yesterday (April 11th) with my Mom to tell you my surprise and you weren't home or I just didn't knock hard enough on the door...one of the two!!...But I stuck a little like notice thing on your door (it was on rainbow paper)...I hope you got it because it only had one piece of tape holding it down so hopefully the wind didn't blow it away or nothing!!!!! Hopefully I'll be down to visit soon because I miss you guys!!! But I got to get going!! See you all soon!!
Bye!!
Love Always,
*Jenna*
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
- Friday, April 12, 2002 at 06:15 PM (CDT)

hello. i'm still working on my letter to Amelia...its much harder to write to someone younger then you then I thought. right now its "hi my name is caitlin" sad huh. guess what! i just found out that you could look compleatly different then you see yourself to someone else! thats very confusing to me now...just when i thought i had everything figured out... well i hope to see you guys tonight at the party/awards/banquet thing!(if the jet lag has worn off :)) (i'm not sure if thats how you spell lag but o well). byebye
caitlin <flygrl116@hotmail.com>
- Friday, April 12, 2002 at 02:29 PM (CDT)

Oh gosh--- anyone wondering what Jenna's surprise is? I'd be scared! Just kidding. Anyway, I'll be sure to visit you soon, okay? I think about you guys all the time. I hope you had fun in texas!

Mary <notmyrealaddress@notmyrealaddress.com>
- Friday, April 12, 2002 at 07:30 AM (CDT)

Hey Giampolo's! I haven't written in a while, but I have been thinking about you all everyday! I just got back from zones a few days ago. It was so much fun!And I know Nikki was there the whole time cheering me on! I dropped a second in my thousand on thurday, so that was good. But when I was going off the block I twisted my knee some how, so I didnt do as good on Friday as I hoped, but hey I was still happy! I Hope you are all doing well...I miss you and I hope you can make it to the LEHY banquet! Buhbye!
~Kayleigh <blndyswmstr61@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 04:25 PM (CDT)

Hey Giampolos! Just wanted to stop in and say hi, Hope you had a wonderful time in Texas with Natalie. Now that the weather is warmer, we should get out for a walk or a run. Airline Trail maybe? Nice and flat, just the way I like it (reason number one I like track better than xc )We'll give you a call soon. Maybe we can even drag my mom on one of these walks : )
Love
Sarah <Sarafina3@aol.com>
Hebron, CT US - Tuesday, April 09, 2002 at 07:38 PM (CDT)

Hey Giampolo's!!!
I hope you all had a wonderful time in Texas!!! I have some great news!!! But before I spill it here, I'll come down to visit and tell you all then!!! Oh I'm sooo excited I can't wait to tell you!!!!!!! I'm sooooo happy!!! I wish I could tell you here.....but I think it would be better if I told you in person!!!!! It's such great news!!!!! But before I go and open my big mouth and ruin the great news I'm going to get going!!!! I'll be down to visit soon though!!!!
Love Always,
*Jenna*
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
- Tuesday, April 09, 2002 at 06:19 PM (CDT)

hey again, i write WAY too much, but it is so much easier for me to talk to you guys here about how i feel, than in person. like meg, i feel like when i'm having a tough day, if i tell you it'll bring you down too. but today was great! it was SO gorgeous out! i went running, then took Ranzo, the dog, for a walk! it was so pretty out! poor nicole, she was stuck inside making up a bio lab! evil bio labs!!!! i dont know if you guys remember this, but it makes me smile "shave and a hair cut!" "two bits!" :) write if you do, or just remember and smile. have a good day! love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
somewhere over the rainbow, ct usa - Tuesday, April 09, 2002 at 03:35 PM (CDT)

hi mrs. and mr. giampolo. i just wanted to say that i think about nikki always and i am so thankful to have such a wonderful angel at my side. before i met nikki, i never really prayed that much, however since nikki has come into my life i always turn to her for guidance--she helps me in so many small and big ways- i can feel her presense always. your family is always in my prayers and may God continue (along with nikki) to look over you always.
~i love u nikki~
rather not say my name or real email <poijkl0995@aol.com>
- Tuesday, April 09, 2002 at 02:43 PM (CDT)

hey everyone, i havent written in a while, but i do visit once a day, just to see if there are any new messages. i am still excited about the build-a-bear project for nikki, it sounds so thoughtful (for lack of a better word). im sure it will spread awareness and make a lot of little kids happy :). so, how is everyone? yesterday, maura and i went to the huskies victory parade! we drank (and spilled) "hot chocolate" that her dad made, and called chocolate pudding, and froze our behinds off! it was a lot of fun, then we went to the women's all-state basketball game, rita williams was there, but we were too scared to get an autograph! we also got on the tv! it was very exciting!(maura hid and i waved my arms around)! then, i went to cait's for a bio project and the only thing that kim and i accoplished was to be attacked by cait's dog, sandy, and hit cait in the head with an empty juice (plastic) bottle! actually, the 2nd part was me, BY MISTAKE! i was trying to get the dog away from me so i threw the bottle b/c she was attacking that, and it hit cait in the head, it was so funny! i am sad that kimmi k's bday (today, sunday, april 7, 2002) is only 23 hours long!!!!!! :( i weep on the inside for her pain! ok, just kidding, but that is lousey! ok, lunch time! i'll check up again soon! adios! love,
Annie:)
annie :) <acj11@aol.com>
marlborough, ct usa - Sunday, April 07, 2002 at 11:24 AM (CDT)

mr. and mrs. giampolo, i just had a random question for you. (i know you're not there now, but i'll ask before i forget.) are the snowflakes still up on the windows? i didn't notice when i visited last and i was curious. enjoy texas!
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 05, 2002 at 08:38 PM (CST)

Hi Giampolo's!!
I read my paper about Nikki in English class, and I didn't mess up or anything!! I know Nikki was there with me when I was reading it!! My paper was a big hit in class..everyone was paying attention and asking questions and they were all really interested in it and that takes A LOT to keep their attention. So thank you sooooooooooooooooo much Mrs. Giampolo for spending time with me and telling me Nikki's story. I hope you're all having a great time in Texas *Congratulations Natalie!!!!!*, I bet its A LOT warmer down there then it is up here, even though it hasn't been that bad!!! And I hope that you guys had a wonderful Easter!!!! I hope to see you guys when you get back!!!
Buh Byes
Love Always,
*Jenna*
P.S: In the morning when my bus goes by your house and I see the lit up tree in the front it makes my day so much better :o)
*Jenna* <JKBaby16@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct - Friday, April 05, 2002 at 05:33 PM (CST)

to all the giampolos, i hope you're having a wonderful time in texas. it was so nice to see you last saturday! my family loves the blueberry juice. anyway, enjoy your time in texas and congratulations natalie!
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 05, 2002 at 05:26 AM (CST)

Hi Mr. and Mrs. Giampolo! I think you are at Natalie's graduation right now, but I know you will read this soon. I haven't written in a while, but I have been thinking about all of you. I hope you had a good holiday weekend! I heard that LEHY was spotlighted at Y Nationals (the team is still in Florida) and that some of the girls got interviewed about Nikki for the local news. I'm sure you will get more details when they get back and can tell you firsthand! Maybe I will see you at the LEHY Banquet next week (I don't know if you guys are going!) - Love, Greg
Greg <GLP86@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 08:25 PM (CST)

Mrs. Giampolo, the band concert today was dedicated to Nikki.. I know I played my best for her, and I'm sure she was watching down on us, and laughing, because one of the pieces was just so hilarious. We all played our hearts out, and all of our minds were on Nikki tonight. We miss you nikki...
mary <....@...com>
- Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 08:46 PM (CST)

Happy April Fools' Day everyone! Today is a great day in history, not for all of the mean, and funny, jokes played on friends, parents, teachers, siblings, and, yes, scary old people. Not for the fact that, according to Morrgan, Britney and Justin finally "tied the knot". but this day shall live in infamy (spelling?!!?) because today is the day that my fat, but adorable, old dog, freckles, was born. Though she did not become anything special to very many people, she did touch the lives of all of the people that she stole dinner off the kitchen table from, and all of the people she touched with her "glorious" singing that kept us up til the wake of dawn. She will be dearly missed by so many, yet so few. i ask for a simple moment of silence, simply to reflect back on the lives, both that have been loved and lost, of our dear animal friends. i hope you enjoyed my true story, i can show you pictures! i hope everyone has fun on april fools' day, as long as no jokes are made on me!!!! :) ok, i have to go, adios, love
Annie:)
Annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
calibratedalligattorville, ct usa - Monday, April 01, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CST)

Hello john gail jessica and natalie iits allison olcott and i just hope you had a great easter and are still enjoying it!! this is my first time ever writing in the guest book i have visited this sit a few times and just a couple a weeks ago i saw that everyone is still writing to you and nikki. i think that is the nicest thing to keep this site running. well lately i have been thinking of nikki alot. the other day i saw te movie john q and it reminded me of nikki because the little boy kept fighting and fighting and finally came through. the same for nikki except now she is free , free from everything that can harm her. After this i have realized that nikki is the greatest inspiration in the world. although i have only visited the site 3 or 4 times its enough to realize this about one very special and important person ~NIKKI~
LOVE ALWAYS-
Allison
p.s. im going to put down my moms sn because i dont hav aol
Allison <pattydfx1@aol.com>
Hamilton Sq, NJ america - Monday, April 01, 2002 at 03:03 PM (CST)

rrrrr...i wish nikki was here. i could use her help with algebra!(i don't want a c!) o well i need to find some one else who doesnt get too annoyed with my questions,maybe ari...well i hope you had a happy easter! i'm off to attempt more problems(its hopeles).
caitlin <flygrl116@hotmail.com>
- Monday, April 01, 2002 at 02:47 PM (CST)

Hi Mrs. Giampolo!! It's me, Beth! I hope you had a Happy Easter. I also want to tell you that so far in fundraisers alone, we have raised nearly $1700! We are planning many more! Hope to hear from you soon!Call me if you can!

Beth <Nikkisangels02@hotmail.com>
Hebron, CT - Monday, April 01, 2002 at 11:44 AM (CST)

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!!!!!!!! mines been great!! My brother announced that he and his girlfreind got engaged while they were on vacation and i was like the first to find out!! YAY!! Bless you all!
Ali Tichy <AliFlip@yahoo.com>
oxford, CT - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 07:11 PM (CST)

Happy Easter Giampolo's!!! I hope everyone has a great day!!!!
Lots of Love,
Jenna
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 12:01 PM (CST)

Giampolos- Happy Easter! I hope to be able to come over soon.
Mary <Teenbrat70@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 09:35 AM (CST)

hey yal! (hehe i said "yal") last night, morrgan, nicole and i went to see "panic room", which was not as scary as we thought it would be, but was very good. then we ate so much food and petted hayley's (nicole's cat's) kittens, all six of them will belong to me soon! i plan on going cruela deville and kitten-napping, but keeping them and not making a fur coat out of them! i forced them to watch the uconn game, and then we popped in "mrs. doubtfire" after about 3 hours of music videos and a whole bag of chocolate bunnies with caramel inside. today, we rode bikes forEVER! but it was so much fun, and now i am sitting here, feeling sick with too much food inside of me, and aching legs!!!! ahhhh! but, i hope yal (there i go again) have a great easter sunday! i know that my passion play at church yesterday was rather frightful, but i heard some sobbing, which i guess was the point!?!?!? well, i have to go do nothing, love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
moon base 3, calibrated alligatorville english accent or death! - Saturday, March 30, 2002 at 07:06 PM (CST)

Happy Easter Nikki, and Happy Easter as well to the rest of the Giampolo Family and everyone who reads this.
Sarah <Sarafina3@aol.com>
Hebron, - Saturday, March 30, 2002 at 01:22 PM (CST)

hello all!

sarah and i wanted to call you guys yesterday, but it was a little late at night. we do have a few questions for you, and we'd really like to see you soon. today we had a track scrimmage. i tripled and surprised myself. happy! if i don't talk to you before then, have a marvelous easter!!!!

love,
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
callibratedalligator, CT - Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 09:32 PM (CST)

I can't stop myself from coming to this site at least once a week. Jess and Meg have been begging me for a while to do the Nikki Notebook (I really wanted to do an entry but there's so little time!) and I finally finished it tonight. And I'm glad I did. I know I wasn't the closest friend of Nikki's, but in the time that I knew her, as a running buddy, fellow flutist, and a friend, I learned many things that can't be taught from a book. Like the courage to fight an awful, cruel disease, the will to live, and how she could make even the darkest diagnosis sound hopeful, just as she used to make the toughest workouts brighter with her wit and humor. She was a remarkable person, and a great athlete and teammate. Just the other day, when it was warm and sunny, Meg and I went out for a run, so that we could let off some steam. As we were getting ready to go, I said, "Are you ready, running buddy". And she looked at me, with all seriousness, and said, "I'm running buddy number two." Nikki will always remain my number one runninng buddy.
I wish the Giampolo family a wonderful Easter holiday!
Christine <Snowgirl1071@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 08:06 PM (CST)

Hi Giampolo's!
I haven't written in a few days!! Where does the time go?!?! Its Easter weekend...which means 3 days of NO school!! :o) Well I just thought that I would come say hi, and that I hope you have a great Easter!!!!!
Buh Byes
Love Always,
Jenna
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 06:31 PM (CST)

I found your link at Goldribbons. Goldribbons have been an inspiration and a continuing memory of our daughter also. We started Team Emily Ann to walk in the Leukemia Society's Light the Night Walk in her memory and gave out over 150 pins to team members. Continue to be as strong as you have been, we know (really know) how hard it can be.
A tip for Nikki's webpage updates - do your typing in notepad then copy (not cut)and paste into Caringbridge. If it messes up you can go back and copy it again.
Nikki will NEVER be forgotten as she lives forever in the hearts of all who knew her.
Peace be with you.....

The Dobrowski's, David, Judy, Katie, Dana and Angel Emily Ann <davidd@comporium.net www.caringbridge.com/page/emiann>
Rock Hill, SC - Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 06:08 PM (CST)

hey mrs.giampolo! thank you for looking into amelia's intrest in visitors. i'm not sure if i was calling you or if you were calling me so i'll just give you a call later :) life is just so complicated(comming up with new words for me to spell incorectly all the time.)Well i'm off to the doctors to see if i should have gone to school after all.
caitlin <flygrl116@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 02:06 PM (CST)

hey everyone! we are in biology and on the ibooks! i am very excited, i dont quite know why though! :) hehehehehehehehe, we are supposed to be researching genetic engineering of new and improved life forms! boring! we are making neat sounds with the ibooks! i hope everyone is having fun, i know im not! if anyone has any arguements againest genetic engineering, please email me, i need info! ok, i should get to work! adios! bye! save me! sooooo bored! love,
Annie:) (and cait, and danielle, and kimmi k.!)
p.s. se happy, healthy and safe!
Annie:), cait, kimmi and danielle <ACJ11@aol.com>
rham high school, ct usa - Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 11:48 AM (CST)

I surfed onto your site. Nikki is beautiful & bright. I am so sorry for your tremendous loss. My 7 y/o son is fighting brain cancer. I am praying for your family.
Tutee <http://www.caringbridge.com/ga/chasesmiracle/ chasesmiracle@yahoo.com>
Georgia USA - Tuesday, March 26, 2002 at 10:42 PM (CST)

Hi Giampolos! I just wanted to let you know how much I love the pin idea- it's a great way to raise money for cancer and remember Nikki! We're slowly but surely getting more memories to fill the Nikki notebook, but if anyone reading this has some they'd like to contribute they can tell me or meg- we'd love to get more. I hope everyone had a great weekend- it seemed really nice out today (except a bit windy). I keep thinking spring weather will come but it looks like it might be a while. I wish I could write that I went for a run today or at least tried to like everyone else who signs this, but I have to admit I didn't even consider it! :) Well, I better go- meatloaf for dinner! Hope everyone's doing well! Love,
Jess Sousa <funkyj530@aol.com>
Hebron, CT USA - Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 05:46 PM (CST)

Hi Giampolo's~WoW age groups is finally over, and we all did so awsome cause Nikki was there cheering us on! I am sure you knew about the Nikki shirts we made, they came out awsome! If you go on the CT swim page and look at the pictures from AG you will see a picture of Allie and me holding LIPS and then there is another picture of two LEHY people wearing the NIkki shirt. I miss and love you all!!
Kayleigh <blndyswmstr61@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 23, 2002 at 12:22 PM (CST)

I guess I still come here everyday too and I don't excactly know why. I sometimes feel a little more connected to Nikki still. I always think about her, and share her courageous story. -Mrs Giampolo, your a wonderful mother, and I know Nikki is so proud of you. I'm glad that she is still living through you.-
Much Love,
Michelle Carey
Michelle Carey <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Saturday, March 23, 2002 at 10:08 AM (CST)

Hi, I am one of Laura Santiago's wish granters. I have heard alot about Nikki and glad I can get to know her through this guestbook. I heard Laura sing at the school last week - the song she did for Nikki. From what I have read in these entries, it sounds like the two of them made some 'beautiful music' together. I look forward to reading more of this guestbook, Nikki has touched my heart and I didn't get a chance to meet her but will through these entries.

Sincerely,
Nancy Wethje
Make A Wish Volunteer
Nancy Wethje <newethje@msn.com>
Newington, CT US - Friday, March 22, 2002 at 10:28 AM (CST)

Just like everyone else has said, they come back looking for something....I do too. I don't know why or if I'll ever find it, but I do know that reading the entries that other people put up makes me feel better knowing that I'm not the only person who still talks about Nikki or still misses her or still wishes that she was here. But we all know that she's not suffering any more and that makes us go on in life, knowing that she's right by our side good or bad, thick or thin. Mrs. Giampolo-I want to thank you so much for opening up to my Mom and I, Monday night about what Nikki went through, so that I could right my paper for English class. It made me feel better knowing that even though Nikki went through so much pain, that she isn't suffering any more. I know if I could turn back the hands of time, I would have made it to where Nikki wouldn't have even gotten cancer, I know I would without a second thought. I know that it won't ever happen, but talking about Nikki and remembering the things she accomplished and the people she touched makes the pain of loosing her heal a little more each day. But it can never replace how much it hurts to lose someone like Nikki. Mrs. Giampolo-Just like Nikki did, you changed my life too, but you changed me in a different way. You showed me that, even though Nikki is gone, that its okay to cry or to laugh, but either way you look at it, whether you're crying or laughing you're still remembering Nikki. When I cried in front of you on Monday night, for some reason I felt bad, but when you said that it was okay to cry, I felt better. I don't know why. I think it was because you know that her friends and everyone around(including you and your family)her are still getting over the loss, and that it's okay to show your emotions. So to the Giampolo Fam. I want to thank you all for letting us continue to write in here to share our memories and to thank you (repeatedly) for raising such a beautiful and courageous daughter and sister. And to teach people, that you can touch them and make an impact on their life, whether you're 15 or 115. So thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Love Always,
Jenna
P.S: Mrs. Giampolo-it was nice seeing you at the school Tuesday for the blood drive even though I only saw you for 2 seconds in the hall way, even though I don't think you saw me.

Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct - Wednesday, March 20, 2002 at 07:48 PM (CST)

I too still find myself comming to this site almost everyday, not really knowing what im looking for. Although Nikki is gone, we still all have our own memories with nikki. I dont even know where to start mine ~ there were all those summers at camp, especially at the camps "cabin skit night" where we preformed a lion king skit, we worked so hard painting our faces, and figuring out costumes! And of course all of the XC memories, like the time up in NH we painted out hair in this bathroom the size of a really small closet and had to leave because the fumes got to bad!! And of course the limo ride to state open this year! I have pictures of almost every meet with Nikki and I at the end doing something crazy (my dad just loves to take pictures!!) And even when nikki did get sick and was in the hospital we made the most of the borning grey rooms, we made up our own parade ( sarah, meg, nikki and myself), hours and hours of playing the powerpuff girls save the world before bedtime game ( even though sarah always tried to cheat !) Anyways, Mrs. G ~ it was great seein you at school today, I will catch up with you soon! Love you all ~Allie~
Allie <oopa33@aol.com>
marlborough, CT - Tuesday, March 19, 2002 at 09:54 PM (CST)

Mrs Giampolo, it was so great seeing you today at the blood drive! And it was great looking through photo albums with you and Jenna at your house later. I'll be back again sometime soon, hopefully next time I'll be driving!
Mary <teenbrat70@aol.com>
- Tuesday, March 19, 2002 at 05:58 PM (CST)

I also find myself returning to this page often, but not as much as before. I think after a while you realize that reading these entries cannot bring her back, but only preserve her image. Every day I wake up full of energy because I've finally realized that she isn't sick any more and life will and does go on. Now every time I hear the name Nikki it doesn't make me feel empty, but makes me smile. Thank you for leaving this page open for all of us slow learners.
caitlin <flygrl116@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 19, 2002 at 03:38 PM (CST)

Hi Mrs. Giampolo
What you wrote about Nikki and this page was so truthful and beautifully said. I too still find myself coming to her page just about everyday, and I read over all her journal entries over and over again. I'm not really sure why, but I'm pretty sure it's because her journals are what keeps me connected to her memories. When I see something she wrote, about swimming or XC, it reminds me of times I shared with Nikki. I'll never forget her birthday parties and how much fun they were. Or practices when I was still on Lehy, and how we used to do the "breath control" drills where you have a partner on the opposite side of the lane, and half way you'd meet, and one person would go under, and the other would go over. I'll always remember how Nikki and I would ALWAYS end up crashing into each other, and have to stand up because we'd be laughing so hard. These kind of memories will make a bad day I've been having turn good, and always put a smile on my face. So thank you for giving us all a place to share our memories of Nikki. She's touched us all, and we'll always love her.
Emily <Ultrafly12@aol.com>
Vernon, CT - Monday, March 18, 2002 at 04:09 PM (CST)

hey everyone!
omg! christine, i remember that day! and in geometry i was kidding around and we all tried to put our finger prints on it and she would scrub it until it was shining beautifully again! that was so much fun, well, compared to the usual boring geometry day! :) by the way, congrats about making it, i bet nikki helped you out a little. ;) it's so weird, now in algebra i have mostly juniors and a couple sophmores, but almost no one from last year, i can still remember how we used to have fun laughing at mr. marsh's face when he got chalk all over it! it was so much fun, which was quite surprising since it was geometry! wow, for every 20 pieces of junk email, i get one pice of good stuff, how sad is that??!!?anyways, back to nikki... mrs. giampolo, i loved your posting on the site. it was so true (personally for me anyway).Nikki pops into my brain all the time, at times it's bad because i'm trying to focus on a homework assignment, or test, or something, but usually, it is good. the memories make me smile, and sometimes make me cry (usually :) ). you are right that she was a special person that will be missed. but i think her strength, determination, kindness, joy, and compassion taught everyone she knew to be a better person. i am not saying that she was perfect, but i do have to agree with mr. g. that she already had her angel wings! :) well, i'll write again soon, but i have to go, bye everyone! adios!Love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
marlborough, ct usa - Monday, March 18, 2002 at 02:14 PM (CST)

nikkismom,
I also visit this site with regularity (every couple of days). I am somewhat at a loss as to why. I never met Nikki so I can't possibly miss her. I did follow her story while she was experiencing it and became connected to her through her journals. So what is it that I am looking for? I think I am searching for some sort of reasoning to understand why. I am a full grown adult who has dealt with the loss of loved ones and I always come back to that same aching question, WHY? Time always lessens the ache but never makes it go away. Perhaps this is what compels me to return to this site with such regularity. There is therapy in the words of others. Your latest post helped me realize that many others stay connected for the same reason. PEACE be with you.
Gary Johnston <gjohnston@stanadyne.com>
Enfield, Ct USA - Monday, March 18, 2002 at 08:06 AM (CST)

Hey Mrs. G. Long time no see. I have been so busy with school work I have not been able to check up on you guys. Age groups (States) is finally over. Everyone did awesome. We had lots of kids qualify for Y Nat's and a lot of the kids are going to Zones. We made purple tie-dyed t-shirts and we had "Nikki...This is for you" written on them. It was great seeing you at Regionals, and I hope that we can see you again before we go to Y Nats. Keep up the great work! Love Kelly
Kelly Sykes <kellysykes02@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 17, 2002 at 09:35 PM (CST)

My heart gave a little leap (an I did a double take) when I saw Nilli34 signed on, but then I realized it must be you, Mrs, Giampolo. I hope that something really nice has happened to you lately. On friday I learned I had made Wind Ensemble (did I spell that right? Probably not!), and it made me think of how both Nikki and I didn't make it last year. I remember how we went after luch together to check it and how dissapointed we were. She said "Don't worry, we'll get it next year." And then she was the one that told me about the sale at the music shop when she showed me her brand new flute, and that's how I got the new on I have now. She was so proud of that flute! I remember she carried it to every class the day she got it. And how she used to let me play it, and her piccolo, before I got my new one becuase I had never played an open holed flute before. And how we would practice together in the band room, because she always knew the rhythems better than I did. I hope everyone is well. Love,

Christine <Snowgirl1071@aol.com>
Marlborough, - Sunday, March 17, 2002 at 09:01 PM (CST)

Hey everyone!
Mrs. Giampolo your so awesome....I know Nikki is so happy for what your doing!
Love Always
Michelle Carey
Michelle <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury , CT - Saturday, March 16, 2002 at 11:50 AM (CST)

mrs.giampolo-
it was great to see you around the pool again! Thank you also for getting permission from the hospital for visitors. Well perhaps I'll see you tomorrow so until then bye.
caitlin
caitlin <flygrl116@hotmail.com>
- Friday, March 15, 2002 at 02:27 PM (CST)

Hey Giampolos! Thank you sooooooo soooo soo much for comming last night. I was really happy that you did! Right now it's the last period of the day and I'm sittin' around in Avon High's Media Center cause I have nothing to do and thought that I wouold say hi to you all!!! I am really tired after last night and I spen the night at my friend's house and she didn't get to bed until like 2 in the morning and we had to wake up at like 6 for school... uh-oh... So I became even more tired. When does Natalie come back? Jessica, how are you doing? Mr. and Mrs. Giampolo you guys look great. Well the bell is gonna ring and I have to meet my friend. TTYL
xoxoxox
Laur
Laur <frostedlime@aol.com>
avon, ct - Friday, March 15, 2002 at 01:13 PM (CST)

Hey Giampolo Fam!
I just got back from a meeting for the American Cancer Society's Relay For Life at Illing Middle School in Manchester...The meeting just kind of went over the basics....Like what things will be at the Relay and stuff...AND I EXPECT EVERYONE *YES EVEN YOU* TO COME OUT AND SUPPORT US THOSE 2 DAYS *May 31st 3:00 p.m. til June 1st 3:00 p.m at Northwest Park in Manchester*. IF NOT FOR US...BUT FOR NIKKI....BECAUSE NIKKI WOULD WANT ALL OF YOU *YES YOU!* TO COME OUT AND SUPPORT US...SO MARK YOUR CALENDARS!!!!! I'll keep posting updates and stuff on here as soon as it comes out!! But sleepy land is calling me..haha...So hopefully I'll see you all soon!!!
BuhByes
Love Always,
Jenna
P.S: I completely agree with what Annie said!!!!
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 07:56 PM (CST)

hey everybody! i just wanted to say that i hope we can all continue writing on this site. it is amazing how many people have shared a piece of there heart here, and i really want to thank you. i know that you werent writing those wonderful messages to me, but, it has really been a comfort to me that other people still miss her. i think about nikki every hour of the day, probably every 5 minutes, and i still really do miss her. i know that checking this site every day, or every couple days has helped me , personally, cope with our loss. nikki was a great person, i am glad i got to be her friend, even if it was for only a couple years. i just wish i got to know her better. i know we were friends, and not just mere acquantinces, but i really do wish that we could've been clser, she was a very special kid, no not "special", special. everyday i remember another thing we did together, singing a song, playing a game, it is not easy to deal with her death. but it feels better to know that she was a good person who touched people, even in her weakest moments of sorrow and pain. i only wish that i could've been there to help her through those tough times more often. i want to thank mrs. giampolo. mrs. g. the last time i saw nikki alive was a little over a week before she died. you were so brave and composed, i dont know if i could've gotton through the evening without your calmness, especially since that day (a friday) i had found out that nikki's cancer had spread. i think you are one of the bravest, strongest people i have ever met and you did a great job raising nikki. i know she loved you very much and was a very generous, charitable person. every month or so she'd beg me to donate or pledge money for a race or swim for other people. she will always be remembered, if not by everyone that met her, than by me. love,
annie:)
Annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
marlborough, ct usa - Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 03:43 PM (CST)

HI...I don't know if anyone remembers me but I knew Nikki a long time ago. She was on my swim team when she swam with Windham. She was always laughing and having a great time. I bet she still is now!!! I unfortunatley forgot to get a Nikki pin at Regionals and would really love to buy one. I will see that I get one from one of my friends who knew her at church. I hope that no one forgets about Nikki cause shes always going to be with us!!! Thanks for this wonderful site!!!
Emilia Gagnon <mela_etg@yahoo.com>
CT - Wednesday, March 13, 2002 at 07:59 PM (CST)

Hi Laura-You don't know me but I just read the article about the benefit concert. I am a a 9th grade member of the Simsbury High School chorus and I am going to try and get as many people to come as possible. My prayers are with you--
Cleo Rahmy <homerclay@aol.com>
Weatogue, CT USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2002 at 06:12 PM (CST)

I just wanted to thank everyone who bought pins last weekend at the Regional meet. I still have some left and will have them with me at Age Groups, I mean States, if anyone is interested in buying one. They came out beautifully. Thanks Mrs. Bowie!!!
Hope that all is well with you Giampolos. I am still looking forward to that dip in the hot tub!!! Lips is doing great, you know the fish, and will be well travled by time this season is over. It truly feels like Nikki has been at every swim meet with me and the kids. What a comforting feeling it is. Well, take care and I will talk to you soon.
Love-Kaeley

- Monday, March 11, 2002 at 08:16 PM (CST)

To the Giampolo Family -- I am a friend of the DePrests and Laurel told me about Nikki's site. I've just spent the past hour learning about her wonderful spirit and how she added so much to so many lives. She will clearly live on in the hearts of all that she came in contact with.

I was also struck by the outpouring of love and support Nikki received from her friends and classmates. We were the recipients of similar support when our son, Kyle, was diagnosed with Leukemia. And we've seen many other examples of "kids helping kids" as they all try to come to some understanding of what their friend is going through. How fortunate we all are, in spite of everything we read about "today's youth," to have such positive examples of how great kids can be.

I wish you peace.
Bob Hilborn <hilborns@attbi.com>
West Hartford, CT USA - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 07:53 PM (CST)

Hey Giampolos-
Age groups is coming up and we are all gonna go out there and swim it for Nikki!!...Weslyan was Nikkis favorite pool..i can remeber her crawling along the side of the pool doing her tiger walk...I hope that you all are doing well and i hope to see you all very soon...LoVe YoU-Allie And always LOve you NIKKI~*
Allie HUffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
weth, ct usa - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 06:51 PM (CST)

hey everybody! i am pleased to announce that i did not get infected by meg's fuzzy bush!!! yay! i will not be murdered by a bush after all! :) so, how is everyone doing? i have been SUPER busy, and i have missed so many classes lately, last week i went to quebec and missed 3 days, and i missed today for a field trip! eek! too much make up homework! phooey! well, i gtg, ttfn! love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
marlborough, ct usa - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 05:12 PM (CST)

Hi Gail and John, I'm home from work today with strep throat so I thought I would drop you a few lines since I have time. The girls and I would all love to have a Nikki pin. Where can we get them? I would also like Natalie's address so we can write to her. I called you a few weeks ago to see how she was doing but you were out. We saw Laura on T.V. in a commercial for Ct. Children's Hospital. We were so surprised to see her. Sherry and I stopped to visit Nikki's grave last time she was here and she added a nice framed picture of Nikki. Ali has made Easter Crosses for both Ben and Nikki at Church school so we will be taking them over soon. Miss you both. Love, Marsha

- Monday, March 11, 2002 at 10:22 AM (CST)

Hi Giampolos - We had LL State Trials yesterday (for high school) and I know Nikki was helping me along again - it went really well! I hope you are getting to enjoy the nice weather...I wish I could but I am going to be writing a paper all day! Oh well! Talk to you soon - Greg
Greg <GLP86@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 10, 2002 at 09:38 AM (CST)

It's the day after the concert.....and I feel sooooooooooo old...I have that tired and achy feeling..lol...But it went REALLY well...I'm soooo glad it did!!...I think Nikki was there with us to make sure that things went smoothly...People are still asking about when we are going to get more "Nikki" pins (I knew they would be in demand!!!) Well I got to get going...I hope to see you all soon!!
BuhByes
Love Always,
Jenna
Jenna
- Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 08:06 PM (CST)

it is so nice out today! i went for a run and talked to nikki in my head. (does anyone else do that, or am i the only crazy one?) mrs. giampolo; i hope you had a great time visiting your sister. jess, sarah and i went out last night in search of starbucks, but they were already closed! too bad, maybe next time. take advantage of this beautiful weather, guys!
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
hebron, ct usa - Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 01:01 PM (CST)

Hi Giampolo's!
Okay you know how I said there's a surprise?...Well I don't think it'll be ready...yet...But it will be soon so don't worry!! We need more gold ribbons they all got sold!!...The concert is tomorrow!! Gosh this week went by fast! (Beth said it wouldn't because we were waiting for something...but I told her it would!!!!) Well I got to get going! Mrs. Giampolo-hopefully I'll see you tomorrow!!
BuhByes
Love Always,
Jenna
Jenna
Hebron, Ct - Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 06:55 PM (CST)

HOME SWEET HOME! i am FINALLY home! (even though i don't really want to go back to school!) how is everyone?!?! Quebec was so much fun, i loved the snow. it was SOO gorgeous! i had so much food, and if it werent for all the walking, i think i would've gained 100 pounds from the DELICIOUS food! i took a ton of pictures, i can show people them when i get them developed, but i ususally take FOREVER to do that:) lol! i havent gotten a pin yet b/c i havent been in school all week, and they werent there today, but i will ASAP! i am going to the concert tomorrow! buy tickets EVERYONE!!! i seriously think of nikki every 2 minutes, everything reminds me of her:(, but at least i know i'll never forget her. meg, i hope you feel better! :) mmmmmm, soooooda=suuugar! yummy! hehehe! anyways, i just wanted to say hi to everyone and also say bonjour from quebec! (or as morrgan likes to call it: France!) lol, and yes, most people up there are bilingual, so if you visit, i reccomend that you do not have a conversation with your friend/s about any hot boys that may be standing with in a 100 foot radius. according to morrgan, "they only understand certain words, excluding "ooh, he's cute!"" and i also reccomend that you do not tell anyone "je t'amour", most people dont tell perfect strangers that they love them!!!! (morrgan again!) au revoir! love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
marlboroughmarlboroughmarlboroughmarlboroughmarlborough, ctctctctctct USAUSAUSAUSAUSAUSAUSA - Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 03:08 PM (CST)

Hey Mrs. Giampolo,
How do you keep up with reading all these entries?! lol. I'm sorry i haven't talked to you in awhile but I absolutely LOVE the Nikki pins, they are such a great idea. I can't wait till Relay for Life, we're gonna have a great time!! I hope everything is well there and tell everyone i say hey, and Katie says hi too!! Take care :) love you all!! ByeBye!!
Susan <MiniMe9339@aol.com>
Hebron, CT USA - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 06:45 PM (CST)

Hi Mrs G.,
I missed you, because I was only there on Sunday. Well, anyways, I hope to see you soon, and i love the Nikki pin.
Love,
Emily
<GOOgles88@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 12:45 PM (CST)

Hello to all of Nikki's friends. Thought I better write to clear up information on "Nikki's" gold ribbon pins. We put in our first order for 250 pins. They are beautiful and we never expected the "Nikki" to show up as wonderful as it does. The plan was to split the order between LEHY, Nikki's swim team, and RHAM. LEHY sold almost 200 pins! As of today, I have sold/given every extra pin I had. Another order has been placed and will be here in the next two weeks. If this order arrives earlier than expected some may be sold at a state championship swim meet. Nikki's church will also have part of this order and hopefully RHAM. Depending on timing and sales another order may need to be placed. Information will be going to RHAM regarding the sale of the pins once we have a good number to sell. For those of you who loved Nikki so dearly, please E-mail, or call me, or ask Nathan to bring one and I will be sure you get a pin as soon as my next order arrives. Pins are being sold for $6.00 each. Thanks for your patience. We all underestimated how well these would sell. It is so wonderful to see so much support for Nikki and Childhood Cancer Awareness!
Debbie Bowie <Bowiedeb@aol.com>
Hebron, CT - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 09:00 AM (CST)

Hi Giampolo's!
I'm at school right now, doing research! But I'm writing in here real quick!..hehe...Mrs. Giampolo I have to ask you a question, but I'll ask you when I come down. But I got to go before I get in trouble!
Love Always,
Jenna
Jenna
Hebron, Ct - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 07:51 AM (CST)

Just dropping a note saying hello, and that I have to find where they are selling the pins in the high school because I really, really want one! I'll scout around for them tomorrow morning. Or monday, when I'll be in guidence to pick up my "shadow buddy" for the day. I guess a girl is moving from Bolton to here and I have to show her around to my classes and everything. Apparently she's on the cross-country team there, which is good I guess. I remember the time we raced them at Bolton freshman year, where it was a course that was all back roads. If I remember correctly, Nikki did really well in that particular meet, and we won too, which is always a nice thing. I can't remember this particular person though. Oh well, I hope I don't mess up!
Have a good St.Patrick's day if I don't write sooner!

Christine
Marlborogh, - Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CST)

Hi, I am a college student in Georgia working on a project for school and researching cancer victim's stories. Your website was very beautiful and painted a poignant portrait of your daughter's life. I just wanted to let you know that through your website, she continues to touch people.
Maggie <redhead_mag@yahoo.com>
milledgeville, ga us - Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 03:21 PM (CST)

Hello
You don't know me but i'm a big fan of yours. I met Nikki at top 16 awards. I swim for the Wahoos, Brooks is my coach he got age group coach of the year. I hope this time for you is getting easier i know if i was a parent it would be hard for me to lose my daughter, even though i'm only 11.
Hope your okay.
Love,
Jordan and the Wahoos
Jordan Allen
Ridgefield, CT USA - Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 02:35 PM (CST)

What is Nikki's web address??

- Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 10:55 AM (CST)

Hi Mrs, Giampolo! It was so nice to see you after church this Sunday. I'm glad we were able to get together and I hope we can see each other more often. It's still so hard for all of us without Nikki but she is definatly here with us in spirit everyday and that is such a comfort. The pins and the concert are such great fundraisers and a wonderful display of the love that everyone has for Nikki and your family. You are all such wonderful people- thank you for showing us how to be strong. With Much Love,
Terri <tbaby117@yahoo.com>
Hebron, Ct USA - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 07:02 PM (CST)

Hi Giampolo's!
I hope your all doing good!!..I need to call you to get Natalie's address because I told her that I would write her TONS of mail!!....Oh lordy..the concert is in a few days!!...There will be a surprise in a few days (hopefully...I'm not sure when though!!)..But I can't tell you what it is because then it wouldn't be a surprise (right?!?)!! So your all just going to have to wait!!! :o)
BuhByes
Love Always,
Jenna

Jenna
Hebron, Ct - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 06:11 PM (CST)

hey gail and john, i havn't written for a real long time, i guess ive been pretty tied up with school and other stuff. School...wow...try and get worse then writing a paper about Mohandas Ghandi. I hope you guys can come down soon and hang with us cool philly people. Anyways, I hope you guys are feelin good and gail, with your problem about deleting everything i think i know a way to get it back...after you delete it by accident you can right click(see how there are 2 clickers on the mouse and and click the right one) on the text your writing and this bar may just come up with a few options and you can click undo, and that will undo what you deleted. I hope it works and helps, i better get back to writing my cool paper, talk to you guys later
love,
Aaron
Aaron <joker2969@yahoo.com>
philly, pa usa - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 03:27 PM (CST)

Giampolos-
It was soo great to see Mrs. Giampolo at the swim meet this weekend. You really enspired me to do well and i got a best time in my event and made age groups. Well i hope to see you soon. Love you-ALLIE
Allie Huffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
weth, ct USA!!! - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 02:13 PM (CST)

It's nice to see that you keep updating the nikkisstory. I have a picture of Nikki in my wallet now. I hope to see you again soon. :)
Mary <Teenbrat70@aol.com>
Hebron, - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 01:34 PM (CST)

I was going through some of my swimming stuff today...and wrote 'Nikki' on the inside of all my caps...that way she'll always be with me when I swim..
Michelle Carey
- Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 02:57 PM (CST)

hello!

meg and jess say hi!

we are making peanut butter cookies and corn muffins.
mrs. giampolo-we tried to call you three times this week and you weren't home. you guys are so busy! we didn't leave a message because we just wanted to chat with you. but we'll call again soon; we want to see how you're all doing and also to get natalie's address. we hope she's doing well. we hope to see you again soon!
love,
jess and meg <peanutbutterygoodness>
Hebron, CT USA - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 07:52 PM (CST)

Hi Mrs. Giampolo
It was great seeing you and talking to you at the meet today. I've missed seeing your family so much, and it was good to hear you're all doing well, and still very much in support of swimming. Also, the idea you were telling me about, having a group of people go to the hospital, sounds really great, and I would be more than happy to go anytime. So if you have any more ideas, or details let me know. I also have my Nikki pin, and it goes where ever I do, I love it and it's a really special reminder of her. It was great seeing you today, and give Natalie my best the next time you talk to her. I love you!
Emily Ducharme <Ultrafly12@aol.com>
Vernon, ct - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 07:37 PM (CST)

Hi...Sorry I haven't written in a while, I've been so busy. I miss swimming at LEHY and miss Nikki so much. I hope everything is going well. I will have to drop by a swim meet and get a gold pin!
*Michelle*
Michelle Carey <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury , CT - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 06:16 PM (CST)

Hi,
I was going down to the Clinton shopping outlets today, and we happened to drive by the cemetary where Nikki is. I made sure that I said hi to her, it looks so beautiful. I love the build a bear idea...sounds wonderful. Hope to see you soon.
Ashley P. <ploskyh20@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 04:31 PM (CST)

Hi Mrs. G, it was nice to see you today at the meet, but it was sooo hot in the stands :). I think the activities that you mentioned sound great and i look forward to them. hope to see you soon. BYE!
kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, ct usa - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 04:10 PM (CST)

hey Mrs.g
it was nice meeting you to day at the swim meet! it was sooo fun! and also i think that the build a bear is alsome idea and the pins are so0o00o0o0oo0o0o0o0 cool! well just droppin bye to say hi! i am a poet and i did not even no it by hi hahahaha not that funny but what ever! well love ya all lots! ~McGuire~
mcguier <munchkingrl003@aol.com>
west hartford, ct usa - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 02:03 PM (CST)

Jeez, don't you people ever answer your phone?!?! Just Kidding : ). Hope everything is going well, I'll try to catch up with you guys later.
Love,
Sarah
Hebron, CT USA - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 12:13 PM (CST)

Dear Gail, my name is Teresa Colegrove. I spoke with you briefly in the Clinic last Wednesday when I was there with my son Nathan. Nathan was diagnosed with AML last March. We were finishing our "journey" about the time that Nikki and your family were beginning yours. I was so impressed with you at the Clinic and have been thinking of you ever since. I happened to be checking Amanda Tate's website (Cathy and I spent much time together at CCMC), and noticed a message from you. I read Nikki's journal from the beginning and now understand how wonderful I found you, because Nikki was clearly an amazing and wonderful girl. My heart breaks for your loss, and your positive strives for the awareness of childhood cancer are a wonderful tribute to her. I send my very best to you and your family. Fondly, Teresa
Teresa Colegrove <tnl571@yahoo.com>
Bristol, CT - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 11:12 AM (CST)

hello to all the giampolos... i thought of nikki a lot today (more than usual)... my family and i went out to dinner and i ordered lobster (and from readin nikki's journal i know it was her fav). well i hope you're all doing well! god bless.

- Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 12:59 AM (CST)

Hi Giampolo's!
The concert is in a week!! I'm sooooooo excited!! The pins are absolutely beautiful, they'll definitely sell!! I haven't head from Maxine (the lady at Build-A-Bear) recently, so hopefully I'll hear from her soon, so I know when to go to Build-A-Bear to help create it or whatever I'm suppose to do....I'm soooooooooooooooooo honored to be asked to help create the bear!! (and Beth is going to help me too!) I can't wait until they come out, I don't think anyone can (even though its going to be maybe a year before the bear does come out...but like you said good things take time *and the bear will definitely be worth the wait!!!*)....Nikki would have definitely approved all of this!!....I know she would be excited about the bear and the concert and everything else!! I'm going to buy all the bears..hehe...Mrs. Giampolo-Beth and I are DEFINITELY taking you out to dinner...NO ifs ands or buts!!!! Thank you sooooooo much for taking us to Build-A-Bear again....at least there was no line this time!!!...hehe....But I got to get going! So I will write again later!!
BuhByes
Love You All
Love,
Jenna
P.S: I feel special my name is on the website (in the entry that Mrs. Giampolo put up for all of you who think I'm nuts..)...hahaha....
Jenna
Hebron, Ct - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 06:27 PM (CST)

I first visited your sight when I saw the photo of Nikki and her sisters on the cover of the RiverEast. Being a Mom of 4, the tears came quickly and my heart went out to you all. I wonder, but it could only be for your love of Nikki that drives you to keep your journal and to do all that you're doing for such a cause. You have my admiration, respect and support. I am fortuneate at this point to beable to stay home with my children and if there is anything that I could do out of my house to help, please feel free to contact me. God Bless you and your family. Audrey
Audrey K. Benoit <Audrey0562@snet.net>
Portland, CT USA - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 04:50 PM (CST)

yeah, i was also wondering about the pins, i havent heard anything about them, but they sound gorgeous!1 1/2 days til Quebec! yayayayayaayayayayay! im sooo excited. my granda even sent me 5 WHOLE dollars to buy hot chocolate!!! :) i'll see you guys next thursday! have an awesome week!! i love you all! love,
Annie:)
<ACJ11@aol.com>
- Friday, March 01, 2002 at 02:05 PM (CST)

Hey- i was wondering if you knew where I could get a pin cause I'd love to have one thanks... Laur
Laura Santiago <dream8787@aol.com>
avon, - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 01:53 PM (CST)

Just came here to say hi, and hope things are getting better for you...those pins and bears sound cool!
alison m <alisonswims@aol.com>
- Friday, March 01, 2002 at 09:53 AM (CST)

Hey guys!
Just wanted to say hi, and the Build A Bear and the pins sound awesome! I can't wait to get a new pin. Talk to you soon.
Sarah
- Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 08:32 PM (CST)

Family G-the chicks thank you for the goodies. the nut cracker was being used last night. I have to let you know the one we have is the one that was my grandmothers and it reminds me of nikki's special bob's blanket, both have such hidden meanings and messages. I need to get some of those pins-do I call mrs bowie or the school to reserve some or get them some other way. I will need at least six. thanks a bunch. It was good to see you yesterday. I will be in touch with more info. We love you guys very much and think of both you and nik everyday. the girls send much love and will be in touch soon. take care, the crazy chick and her three stooges.

amston, ct - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 07:38 PM (CST)

Mrs G.~
The pins are great. We bought 3! I am still thinking and praying for u and ur family! I hope to see u soon!!ttyl.
Love,
Emily J.
<GOOgles88@aol.com>
- Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 06:40 PM (CST)

Hi Mr. and Mrs. Giampolo - Just wanted to say hi! I will be working the raffle at Regionals on Saturday morning... I hope that I get to see you there! I love the new pins - I got one last night. Hope to talk to you soon - Love, Greg
Greg <GLP86@aol.com>
- Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 06:18 PM (CST)

Dear Gail & John,

I have been trying to keep up with your journal entries and hope that you will remember me when it is time to get a Bear. Cory is entering the Relay-For-Life race here in Manatee County with his Boy Scout troop. We will be lighting a candle and thinking of Nikki as well as all her family and friends. I think of you all often and wish you all peace.....love Dina
Dina <moomom36@aol.com>
Anna Maria Island, FL USA - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 08:09 PM (CST)

hey everyone! how's life? im excited about the bears! i want one now, but i am willing to wait, for two reasons: A.Mrs. G. is right, good things do take time. and B. i dont really have a choice, i cant run in there and just take the materials and stuff that wont be ready! sooo......i had a dunkaccino on friday, that's some big news! i went driving yesterday (monday), and that about sums up my life! :) kidding, anyways, i hope everyone is happy and healthy, and if not, get happier and healthier! the bears will be coming soon! (yay! im sooo excited!)well, i gtg, ttyl! adios! love,
Annie:)
annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
marlborough, ct usa - Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 03:50 PM (CST)

this place sucks
elvis presley <chimpanzie@earthlink.net>
whitehall ohio, oh afganistan - Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 07:11 AM (CST)

- Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 07:10 AM (CST)

I was very moved by your site and you have captured nikki's spirit forever in it!
I hope you dont mind if I put a link to your site on ours www.cancerkidz.com

regards
Dawn
Dawn <Dawn@ntlworld.com>
nottinghamshire, England, UK. - Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 01:59 AM (CST)

Gail, the site is wonderful. I read the journal and saw the pictures. What a sweetheart- brings us back to the most important things in life- our loved ones and the time we have with them. It takes some of us take longer to learn that than others. It stood out that Nikki wanted only to be with her family and friends(and eat lobster hehe). What else is there that matters? I will write Nat a line today and hopefully tomorrow get it (and your pictures) in the mail. Peace :I Barbara
Barbara L. Hollingsworth <b.l.hollingsworth@att.net>
Hartford, CT United States - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 10:55 AM (CST)

HOLY MOLEY! sorry i havent written in so long, i didnt see teh time fly by. i havent written in 1, 2, 3, 4, i lost track of how many days, since monday, and it is saturday, so that's 1,2,3,4,5 days! wow, can you believe that i am in Algebra 2!?!? (i cant) so how is everyone, i cant wait to build a bear at build-a-bear, does anyone know when the bears will be ready to be made? i seriously have had wayyyyyy too much sugar this week, i've had a sugar high since like, monday, maybe that's why i havent written! :) i think we should all go together and build bears, maybe we could have a day at school, or a special party or event of some type and all build bears, that'd be cool. ok, i have to go do a western civ. project that is l o n g and boringgggggggggg... i'll write again soon! hopefully before another 5 days is up! :) love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
marlborough, ct (ahh! i always mess that up! i almost wrote 06447 again where it says state!), ct usa - Saturday February 23, 2002 1:05 PM CST

Hi Guys!
Gail, has my mom called you yet? Oh, I got the story, i can't print it out though, because my printer is not connected to my computer all the way, and my dad does not like it when i go on his computer, i don't know 100% why. It's called A Time For Swimming, named after a book that i read that had a similar story which was called A Time For Dancing. It was a really good book, maybe you should read it some time. Anyway, i hope to see you all soon. Best wishes to you. Kristy
Kristy Paquette <klpaq@lycos.com>
E. Hampton, CT U.S - Saturday February 23, 2002 7:38 AM CST

Hi Giampolos!
Mrs. Giampolo-Thank you soooooooooooo much for taking Beth and I to Build-A-Bear (and to Star Bucks to see Jessica) it was a lot of fun. I think I'm going to go to Build-A-Bear for my 16th birthday so that they can sing "Happy Birthday" to me..hahaha...just kidding!!...But it was a really fun experience...except there were waaaaaaaaaay to many little kids there...Headache anyone??..haha...But all in all it was a fun day!! And I just finished reading the Hebron/Marlborough Life, and the story was great and I loved the picture of Nikki holding the lobster (That's my favorite meal too.) and the picture of all 3 girls was beautiful. Hope you have a good rest of the week and hopefully you, Beth and I can go back to Build-A-Bear, Monday to finish talking to the Manager about the bear in memory/honor of Nikki.
Lots of Love,
Jenna
Jenna
- Thursday February 21, 2002 3:49 PM CST

The story in the Hebron-Marlborough Life was so nice! Hope your all doing well, don't forget to post Natalies address when you get it, thanks a whole bunch! :)
Mary <Teenbrat70@aol.com>
Hebron, CT - Thursday February 21, 2002 3:41 PM CST

Oh I feel so guilty! I haven't written in so long!
It was so nice of you to come to our CVL meet, just in time to see me finish the 3200! It's too bad that you couldn't stay longer, but it was very nice to see you all.
To Natalie, best of luck at Boot camp!
I hope that you all had a great Valentines day! And we won the Class S Championships! Wow!
The Build-A-Bear project sounds great, and definitly something Nikki would have thought of and approved readily. I read the article about her in the Marlborough/Herbon LIFE magazine, which was wonderful. And the pictures were beautiful! That's all for now.

Christine
- Wednesday February 20, 2002 9:25 PM CST

Hey everyone! I am so excited to hear about the build a bear project!! You will have to tell me when the bear comes out so I can buy one! Well I hope all is going well! Love you all!
Kayleigh

- Wednesday February 20, 2002 7:44 PM CST

Hi Giampolos- Thanks for coming to our track meet- it was very nice of you. The build a bear thing sounds great!! See you later
Heather S. <Starbrite525@aol.com>
- Wednesday February 20, 2002 4:42 PM CST

Hi Giampolos
When I read about the Build a Bear, I was very excited. I think it's a great idea and truly honors Nikki, and as excited as I am, I know she would be just as excited. For her courage and strength throughout her illness, she really deserves an honor like this. I think about Nikki often, needless to say, and I still get really emotional when I think of how unfair this was to her, but she's still among us, and she'll always be smiling down on all of us. Also, I wanted to congratulate Natalie, and my best goes out to her. I love you all!
Emily <Ultrafly12@aol.com>
Vernon, ct - Wednesday February 20, 2002 9:48 AM CST

Hi Giampolo's: I just clicked on the site and was very excited to hear about the Create a Bear and their willingness to do something for children's cancer. I'm very happy to read that Natalie will be leaving for Boot Camp so she can move on towards her goals. Your family is such a source of strength and courage to all. God bless you all. Olga
Olga M. Acosta <oma 851@aol.com>
- Tuesday February 19, 2002 11:31 AM CST

hey everyone!
i hope no one has the flu or a plague of any sort, and if you do, please, stay away from me! :) just kidding, no big news, except for the fact that i am going crazy (crazier in my case) of bordem! My dog is freaking out right now, but anyways, i just wanted to congradulate the rham girls! good job megan hanley! good job everyone! You guys are so awesome and i know that nikki would be proud, but not a bit surprised. :) well, i gotta go, i think my dog is going to go physco (as nima spells it!) any second! enjoy your vacation week, i know i wont! Love,
Annie:)
P.S. one more bit of advice: Don't try to pawn your dentures in Las Vegas, it is illegal! :) i'm talking to you! you know who you are! ;)

- Monday February 18, 2002 1:27 PM CST

DEAR NATALIE,
BEST OF EVEY THING WITH BOOT CAMP. WE ARE SORRY THAT WE CANNOT MAKE IT TO SEE YOU BEFORE LEAVING -BECAUSE OF MY WORK HOURS. WE WISH YOU A SAFE AND GOOD EXPERIENCE!
LOVE, JOANNE, LAURA, AND JOELLE SANTIAGO
<JAS2225@AOL.COM>
AVON, - Monday February 18, 2002 5:04 AM CST

Natalie, Goodbye and Good Luck! We love you and will miss you lots. Keep in touch when you can. Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn, Marci, Rob, Zachary, Mandy, Sean, Shanna, Elizbeth and Ali.

- Sunday February 17, 2002 9:39 PM CST

Hey guys, I'm so glad I came over with Jenna today, but as she said, we felt as we were in a snowglobe! Oh well. The food smelled great! Natalie, congratulations and good luck, when you get your mail address, I will be writing you tons of letters! When you come back jenna and I will visit again, at least it won't be snowing, but with our luck it will be raining! :) Natalie, have fun in basic training, and don't forget your name. I'll visit again soon
Mary <Teenbrat70@aol.com>
Hicksville... oops Hebron, Ct - Sunday February 17, 2002 3:43 PM CST

Hi Everyone!! I'm glad I came over today even though I walked in the snow!! (I felt like I was in a snow globe!!) The food that you were cooking for Natalie's farewell party smelt soooo good. Natalie-I'm so glad that I got to see you before you left for bootcamp!! Congratulations by the way :o) I hope to see you when you return and don't worry you'll get tons of mail from me too while you're gone!! :o)
Lots of Love
Jenna
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
Hebron , Ct USA - Sunday February 17, 2002 1:37 PM CST

Hi Giampolos!
It has been awhile since i have been on the site, ive had a very hectic week. But i just want to say that the Build-a-Bear thing is an awesome idea! And i want to tell Natalie good luck at boot camp! I love guys.

Kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
Vernon, Ct usa - Sunday February 17, 2002 1:31 PM CST

Hi everyone - I'm happy to see an update on the website! Natalie - I wish you the best in basic training! Congratulations, by the way. ; ) Hope to see you guys at one of the championship meets soon! Love, Greg
Greg
- Sunday February 17, 2002 10:55 AM CST

Tomarrow I leave home and my family for basic training, but I will still have an angel with me, in my heart and in my memories. Nothing that happens at boot camp will be as tough physically, or mentally as what Nikki went through. She will help get me through this, as she did with everything in my life when she was alive.
I am so glad that I get to leave now, instead of when I was supposed to, in September. The time I spent with my sister is irreplacible.

Natalie <cruelladville@aol.com>
hebron, ct usa - Sunday February 17, 2002 10:19 AM CST

Hey kiddo,

I sortof met your mom on a website, and I want to say hi to you.
My 16 yr. old son Christopher has T cell lymphoblastic lymphoma and was diagnosed just over one year ago. How old are you?
You kids are the bravest people that I have ever had the pleasure of knowing.............all kids fighting this beast are a special bunch!!
Keep your chin up kiddo!
Feel free to email us anytime, maybe you could convince my son to finally get to know another kid going through the same thing! I am sure you both would have a lot in common!
Leslie <leslieandian@sympatico. ca>
Aurora, Ont Canada - Saturday February 16, 2002 8:17 PM CST

Hey Giampolos!
I'm soooo happy that Build-A-Bear is going to make a Childhood Cancer Awareness Bear in honor of Nikki!!! Nikki would be soooo happy!!! The minute they come out I'm buying them all!!..hehe...I hope to see you all over vacation!! Natalie-I hope to see you before you leave!! If not good luck and have LOTS of fun!!!!
Love,
Jenna

Hebron, Ct - Saturday February 16, 2002 4:42 PM CST

Hi Mrs. Giampolo!
This is Rae Stack (I think the very awesome Jen Brokaw gave you my letter for the Bear people). I'm really glad to hear that they realized what a fantastic idea the bear is, and I can't wait to buy one! I have an e-mail in to Tina Saunders from the ACS, who coordinates a summer camp for kids with cancer, and I'm trying to see what she can do about getting bears for all the campers, once they've been made. My thoughts are with your family always, feel free to send any messages along through crazy Jen. :)
Rae Stack <Shine41@aol.com>
CT - Saturday February 16, 2002 3:19 PM CST

i really didnt know nikki-but i went to the pasta dinner(in hebron) to support her and 2 other cancer patients.when i heard she had died i was in awe because i had seen her a month earlier.but i send deep condolences to her family and friends.
cassie nichols <cassie711@hotmail.com>
lebanon, ct U.S. - Saturday February 16, 2002 3:16 PM CST

AHHHHHHH!
we are the 2002 class s state champions!!!!!!
just thought i'd share. i hope you are all doing well. natalie, enjoy your last few days at home! (and i do believe congratulations are in order.) sarah and i will call you soon!

love,
meg <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
wewonstates!, CT - Saturday February 16, 2002 0:43 AM CST

Happy (belated) Valentine's day! Yesterday was my grandpa's birthday, i think he's 78 or 79, anyways... i just wanted to say hi! tonight meg, nicole, christine, sara and a ton of other indoor track runners are going to a really big meet! Good luck you guys! Well, i gtg, i am SOOOO tired! Love, Annie:)
P.S. I AM DONE WITH MY CLASSROOM PORTION OF DRIVER'S ED!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY! :)

- Friday February 15, 2002 3:51 PM CST

You wrote again! :) I'm so happy you're going to regionals and age groups! Its been awhile since we've seen you around the pool! Maybe, in the summer, the swim moms will have you to walk with again(to starbucks that is :) ) Glad to see you writing again!
Caitlin

- Friday February 15, 2002 2:32 PM CST

Giampolos-
I'm glad to see the site updated, I check back everyday to see whats going on and new. I'll come and visit you over the break.
Mary
- Friday February 15, 2002 7:22 AM CST

Happy Valentine's Day to the Giampolos! Seniors starts tomorrow and I am very excited to finally be back with LEHY and have "NIKKI" written down my arm. As always, you are all in my thoughts and prayers - Natalie, good luck! Be strong and enjoy yourself! Love, Greg
Greg <GLP86@aol.com>
- Thursday February 14, 2002 4:45 PM CST

Hey Giampolos! I hope your all doing well!! Natalie-I hope to see you before you leave!! If not, good luck!! February vacation is comming up!! yay!!!! I hope to see you all over vacation!! But I gotta go-Homework is calling...haha...See you guys soon!!
Lots of Love
Jenna
P.S: Mrs. Giampolo-When you and Beth go to Build-A-Bear (If you do end up going) I'll be more then happy to go (If its okay with you!!)Hope to hear from you soon!!
Jenna
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 5:20 PM CST

Hey guys!
How you doing? My mom was supposed to call you today, but I'm not sure that happened. (You'll have to forgive her, shes getting a little forgetful in her old age : P )Anyways, just wanted to say hi. Natalie, I hope we get to see you before you leave, but in case not, best of luck!
Love,
Sarah
Hebron, - Tuesday February 12, 2002 6:56 PM CST

hey everyone! i havent written in quite a while, sorry. guess what! maura's basketball team is SO evil :), i have a HUGE PURPLE bruise on my arm, one on my knee, one on my elbow, and about 50 more from our game saturday! :) it's ok, i still had fun. I still can't believe that nikki's gone, but in a way she's really not, i still have my memories. i hope that you guys will always remember her! guess what! my mom let me go driving today! ahhh! it was wicked scary! i kept flinching or something and swirving! i think i have a twitching disease! i love you all! just stay off the road when im on it! :) love,
Annie:)

- Monday February 11, 2002 3:56 PM CST

Hey Giampolos!! I hope that your all doing good!! I'll be down to see you all soon (probably during vacation hopefully!!!!!) I'll see you all soon!! *Love you Nikki!*
Lots of Love
Jenna
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct USA - Sunday February 10, 2002 6:50 PM CST

Hey ya Giampolos,
Whats shakin! welli just thouht you would like to know that everyone is swimming for NIKKI on Lehy we have her nae writtin on our arms with a heart and a halo on them.Nikki ment so much to lehy and still does.WE love you NIkki we swim for you every day.
_____

- Saturday February 9, 2002 7:50 PM CST

Hey Giampolos! Thank you so much for comming today! It was awsome seeing you guys. I miss you all bunches, and I think we will have to get together for that run with sarah sometime soon! I will talk to you all soon. All my love, allie
Allie <oopa33@aol.com>
- Saturday February 9, 2002 7:27 PM CST

Hey guys! Thanks so much for coming today! It was really nice to see you. Sorry my "performance" (I'm not even sure it is worth that title) was less than spectacular... Guess you'll just have to come to another meet! Jk, Love you all, talk to you soon.
Sarah
Hebron, - Saturday February 9, 2002 7:23 PM CST

Hi Giampolos! Sorry I haven't visited yet, but I will soon, I promise! It's just a short walk away. Hope you're feeling good. I think about you all the time and I can't wait until I can visit. Well, I'll see you sometime soon :)
Mary
Hebron, - Saturday February 9, 2002 5:29 PM CST

Hey Giampolos~
How are you? To day i swam the 200 breast and i got a best time by 4 seconds and even made age groups. I swam it for Nikki, It felt like she was right there with me.I hope to see you all soon.. Love you,And love you Nikki- Allie
Allie huffman
weth, ct usa!! - Saturday February 9, 2002 3:05 PM CST

thank you for coming today, giampolos!!!!!!!

it was great to see you guys, and i hope you enjoyed seeing all the running, jumping, throwing, etc. i'll see you soon!
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
- Saturday February 9, 2002 2:36 PM CST

Hey Giampolo fam.!
Just wanted to say that I think about you guys ALL the time. I hope that all is going well. Hope to see you sometime soon.
<3 always,
Laura
Laura Santiago <Frostedlime@aol.com>
Avon, CT - Saturday February 9, 2002 9:57 AM CST

Hey Giampolo fam.!
Just wanted to say that i think about u guys ALL the time. i hope that all is going well.
<3 always,
Laura
Laura Santiago <Frostedlime@aol.com>
Avon, CT - Saturday February 9, 2002 9:56 AM CST

Hi everyone-
I hope that u are all doing well...And i hope to see you all soon... My love is with you all....~*~Love you Nikki~*~
Allie
allie huffman
weth, ct usa - Friday February 8, 2002 6:35 PM CST

To the Giampolo family,

I did not know Nikki very well, but my son rode the bus with her for 8 years. She was always very kind to him, as was Natalie. I lived on East Street and have talked to you at church. It has taken me quite a while to write something here. I have felt so much sadness over the loss you have had to endure. I have no idea how you are feeling because I have no loss to compare it with. I hope that you are holding up after all that has happened. I see you in church every week and am glad that you have faith still. The Church of the Holy Family is a great place to be. We all care a great deal about everyone. I am confident that Nikki is in heaven with God and smiling down on everyone. Whether we knew her well or not. Remember that she is an angel constantly in our hearts and will always be.

I hope that someday things will get easier for your family. Memories are the greatest things in the world. As long as we have those, we have everything.

Our deepest sympathies and hope for a better future,

Sue Wilde, Michael and Matthew Wonsik
Sue Wilde <swilde@snet.net>
Hebron, CT USA - Friday February 8, 2002 11:24 AM CST

Hi Everyone!! I hope that your all doing well and I hope you got my letter. Hope to see you all soon!!
Lots of Love
Jenna
Jenna
Hebron (Middle of NO where!!), CT USA - Wednesday February 6, 2002 6:34 PM CST

Haven't been able to think of anything that would be worth writing...I'm not sure what you'd call this then... I finally swam the two breast, I added an extra three minutes to the meet time hehehe. I was looking through pictures from 99lc and found one of Nikki trying to teach me how to do a decent start(they still look the same though :) ), it's funny a lot people and things are a challenge for me, I think that I'm almost a bigger one for everyone else. I hope you're doing better! Hope to see you soon!
Caitlin

- Wednesday February 6, 2002 4:24 PM CST

Hi everyone!!! I havent written in FOREVER! i just wanted to let everyone know that meg and jess are still taking entries for the new nikki notebook. I wrote an entry and i expect all of you to, too! :) Anyways, i hope that everyone is feeling ok out there, i think there's something going around. ACHOO! :) Send in those entries, i know it's hard to write about it, but we all love nikki, too. Love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
El Gato, Le Chat :), i have christmas songs playing in my head! AHHH! - Tuesday February 5, 2002 4:23 PM CST

Mrs. G~
I am thinking about you and your family everyday! Love yah
Emily
<GOOgles88@aol.com>
- Sunday February 3, 2002 6:58 PM CST

Hey guys!
Just saying "hi" from the Bengtson house. Glad that we got to talk to you today. Sorry we missed you today, but it was long and boring anyways.. There will be plenty others. Oh yeah! There was a CAT swim meet right next door to our meet today and Meg and I went looking for lehy, but they werent there... o well. Talk to you soon, Love
Sarah and Liz <sarafina3@aol.com>
Cancun, Mexico (We wish!) - Saturday February 2, 2002 10:06 PM CST

I cant stop looking at this site every night. I just swam the 200 brestroke today and i did so good. I dont think i would care so much about a swim, but it almost felt like nikki was at the other end cheering for me. I felt such a drive ive never felt before, i finaly had something to swim for. i love ya Nikki, miss you lots
Ali Tichy
Oxford, CT - Saturday February 2, 2002 8:05 PM CST

Hi Aunt Gail, Uncle John, Jessica, and Natalie
This is Elizabeth, Ali, and Katy. Katy is a friend.How are
you all? We just wanted to say hi. We hope to see you soon,
Love,
Elizabeth, Ali, and Katy BYE
Elizabeth, Ali,and Katy <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam,, CT USA - Saturday February 2, 2002 11:16 AM CST

Im so sorry about what happened, but some good news is i was at the AA invetational at Wilton and your team had NIKKI stamps on there arms, it mmad me/us cry.
The Wahoos
Jordan Allen <JPaigeA@msn.com>
Ridgefield, Ct USA - Saturday February 2, 2002 7:55 AM CST

Hi!! It was great seeing you tonight!! Its to bad that Beth and I didnt see Mr. Giampolo, but we definitely heard him!! ("Oh my god, are we having an earthquake in the middle of no where?!?!"..haha)I hope to see you all again very soon!! I'll have to find those old home movies (it just scares me to think about them..haha...)and come over sometime to show them to you!!! Hope you have a great weekend!!! Talk to you all soon!!!(My little brother says to say "Hi!".)
Love Always

Jenna
Hebron , CT USA - Thursday January 31, 2002 5:46 PM CST

Giampolos-
How is everybody doing? Im sorry i havent written in a while. This weekend we swam at atleboro and i wore Nikki's parka in honor of her! And before each event we all kiss the stuffed animal fish that u gave kaeley for good luck. I hope to see you all soon-My love is with you and Nikki-Allie
Allie Huffman
weth, ct usa - Thursday January 31, 2002 4:31 PM CST

Hey Giampolos! oops i mean iampolos...
(sorry meg) It was so nice to see you all again teh other night. Allie and I wanted to come over and go for a run with you all soon. We'll give you a call. I hope you guys can come on Saturday! Love,
Sarah
- Thursday January 31, 2002 2:16 PM CST

Giampolos- There has not been a day that has gone by that i haven't thought about Nikki. She is forever in my thoughts and prayers and so are you all. The visit with you guys that me and my mom had, was great. it was so nice talking to you guys again. we will be sure to have you here soon for a nice dinner. I feel like Nikki is with me everyday and always looking over me. I hope to see you all very soon. I was looking at my photo album from when i was a child and i came across a couple of pictures of Nikki and I when we were younger. I found one in particular that I will love to make a copy of and give you guys. It is exactly the way Nikki and i used to always be. Inseperable, hand in hand. I will never forget Nikki. Stay strong! I love you all and can't wait to see you again.

Tracy Riedl <trsoc7@aol.com>
glastonbury, ct - Wednesday January 30, 2002 8:15 PM CST

Hi!! I hope that your all doing well!! I'll be down to visit soon!!! See you soon (hopefully!!!!) Love Always
Jenna
Hebron , CT USA - Wednesday January 30, 2002 4:59 PM CST

ack! ok, that was a slight misspelling of...well, your name. sarah's going to laugh at me for that one. bye!
meg
- Wednesday January 30, 2002 4:24 PM CST

giampolos,
just wanted to thank you so much for dinner. i missed you all so much and it was a pleasure to see all of you. when i get some free time, i will make the best pair of pants you've ever seen...i just need to plan them out. hopefully, i will see you all again very soon!
love,
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday January 30, 2002 4:23 PM CST

iampolos,
just wanted to thank you so much for dinner. i missed you all so much and it was a pleasure to see all of you. when i get some free time, i will make the best pair of pants you've ever seen...i just need to plan them out. hopefully, i will see you all again very soon!
love,
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday January 30, 2002 4:22 PM CST

The Angel
When a innocent child dies, an angel is sent down and takes the child and lifts them up. The angel takes the child to all the places they loved while they were alive. Then the child takes a handful of flowers up to god and lives happily in heaven.

- Monday January 28, 2002 4:23 PM CST

Giampolos-
I just wanted to let you know that Nikki has touched lives all over the place. We were in Attleboro, MA this weekend for a swim meet and the Attleboro coaches came up to me to ask me how things were going and how the kids were doing. They had been keeping track of Nikki's progress since they saw it on the CT Swimming website. They were also at the CAT meet. I love sharing memories and looking at pictures. Some of them bring tears but most bring smiles and a warm feeling. You all have been wonderful, and an inspiration to us all. Thank you. Love you all,
and of course...Nikki-love you!!!
Kaeley

- Monday January 28, 2002 12:41 AM CST

Dear Gail,
If there is anything I can do to help you with a fundraiser or with bringing about awareness, please let me know. Also Erin and I would love to speak with Aaron and his mother at anytime just let me know or you can give them our phone number (749-5186).
Love and prayers
Betty
Betty Tuttle <Bettut@aol.com>
Enfield, Ct USA - Monday January 28, 2002 6:36 AM CST

Hi Mrs. Giampolo!!! How are you?? I justed wanted to let you know that this weekend I was at the Attleboro swim meet and I had my parka on. When I reached into my pocket I felt a little piece of papper.....it was a picture of the card you were giving out with the poem on the back. Honestly, I never read the back of it, so I did and EVERY race I thought of Nikki and in EVERY race I either got a best time or really close to it. I guess it just goes to show that Nikki's presence in the pool is still there and is stronger than ever!! I hope to see you soon and stay strong.
Love~Kayleigh

- Sunday January 27, 2002 5:55 PM CST

mrs.giampolo-
thank you for the letters! i keep reading them. i hope to see you soon!
-caitlin

- Sunday January 27, 2002 5:13 PM CST

A friend sent me Nikki's website and it touched me deeply. She is very loved. I can't imagine the pain of losing a child but hope that this poem will help and that we will be seeing your wonderful smile, the one she tryed so hard to put on your face with her antics, again soon. Nikki loves you very much and put it in our hearts to take care of you. Love always, your friend.

HE ONLY TOOK MY HAND

Last night while I was trying to sleep, My daughter's voice I did hear. I opened my eyes and looked around but she did not appear.
She said, "Mom you've got to listen, You've got to understand, God didn't take me from you, Mom, He only took my hand.
When I called out in pain that day, The instant that I died, He reached down and took my hand, And pulled me to His side.
He pulled me up and saved me From the misery and pain. My body was hurt so badly inside, I could never be the same.
My search is really over now, I've found happiness within. All the answers to my dreams And all that might have been.
I love you so and miss you so, And I'll always be nearby. My body's gone forever, But my spirit will never die!
And so, you must go on now, Live one day at a time. Just understand - God did not take me from you, He only took my hand.

Author Unknown

My prayers are with all of you.

Friend <Friends@NY.com>
New York, NY USA - Sunday January 27, 2002 11:31 AM CST

hi mrs.giampolo how are you doing?
stay strong! we will always reamember nikki as a great swimmer,runner,student,and friend. she was kind to everyone. she always was happy and loved you and you're family very much. she was one of they best swimmer's i will probeb;y ever meet. i hope that one day i will be as good a swimmer as she was. she was cool and new how to rock the pool. we all love nikki and you and you're family love you all mcguire kelly
mcguire kelly <munchkingrl003>
- Friday January 25, 2002 5:22 PM CST

I'm just sending my love to the Giampolo family from the Avena/Ford/Oberg families. It's still tough to know that Nikki isn't here in body with us anymore, but I know she's here in spirit. The new band piece that we're playing involves doing some wacky things to the instruments, and I know that she's laughing with us. Also, I love the new pictures in the Photos section. I remember that outfit that she wore to the winter ball last year. She looked great. Much love, Christine and Family
Christine <Snowgirl1071@aol.com>
marlborough, - Thursday January 24, 2002 8:11 PM CST

Nikki was not only a very special to her friends and family, but also to everyone that she spoke to, even if it was only a single encounter. She was always contributing (and making us donate:) ) to running and swimming fundraisers with her physical gifts. For the short time that she was with us, she has touched each and everyone of us and will stay with us forever, in both our hearts and minds. my prayers go out to all the people affected by nikki, we all love you very much. Nikki will never be forgotten.

- Thursday January 24, 2002 5:05 PM CST

When I come to look at the guestbook, I see how many lives Nikki has touched whether or not the person knew her. I think that knowning that Nikki has touched so many people is helping us deal with the loss. I hope that your all doing okay and keeping your heads high and being the strong family that you are!!! (because I know Im still kind of having trouble getting over this even though Nikki and I weren't extremely good friends, it still hurts.) I'll come down to see you all soon. Nikki is living on in all of us: her family, her friends (old and new),classmates,team mates,teachers etc. I hope to see you all soon!! I'll call first though!!! =o) Much Love
Love Always,
Jenna <JKBaby16@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct USA - Wednesday January 23, 2002 7:31 PM CST

DEAR NIKKIS FAMILY,

I READ ABOUT YOUR BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER IN THE PAPER AND HER STORY LIFTED MY SPIRIT INTO A HAPPY AND PEACEFUL PLACE. HER COURAGE AND OUTLOOK ON LIFE IS AN ABSOLUTE TRIBUTE TO LIVING LIFE TO ITS FULLEST!! SHE CERTAINLY DID DO THAT. GOD HAD A WONDERFUL PLAN WHEN HE BLESSED YOUR FAMILY WITH THE GRACIOUS SPIRIT OF NIKKI. HOW LUCKY YOU ARE TO CLAIM NIKKI AS YOUR DAUGHTER. WHEN TIMES GET TOUGH I STOP AND THINK ABOUT A WONDERFUL GIRL THAT I NEVER MET BUT HAD THE GOOD FORTUNE OF LEARNING ABOUT. HER LIFE HERE MAY HAVE NOT BEEN LONG BUT WHAT A WONDERFUL, FULL FILLED LIFE SHE LIVED HERE ON EARTH. SHE LOVED AND RECEIVED LOVE TO THE FULLEST!! IM SURE IF FAMILY AND FRIENDS PAUSE DURING THE DAY AND THINK OF HER SHE WILL BLESS THEM OVER AND OVER WITH HER SPIRIT. TO MOM AND DAD, IM SO SORRY FOR THE PAIN THAT YOUR HEART HOLDS AND I PRAY THAT YOUR DAUGHTERS PRESENCE WILL FOREVER ENVELOPE YOU UNTIL THE DAY YOU REUNITE WITH YOUR PRECIOUS BABY. THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR DAUGHTER'S LIFE AND KNOW THAT LEARNING ABOUT HER HELPS PEOPLE DEAL WITH SOME OF LIFES HARD TIMES. GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY AND A CANDLE IS LIT FOR NIKKI.
JODI CALHOUN <JAMIECALHOUN@HOTMAIL.COM>
EAST HAMPTON, CT USA - Wednesday January 23, 2002 4:25 PM CST

mrs. giampolo-
i sent a letter a few days ago, i hope you recive it! write back when you're ready.
Thank you for enduring all of my letters :)
caitlin

- Wednesday January 23, 2002 2:48 PM CST

Keep strong. I will continue praying for you.
Love,
Emily J.

- Wednesday January 23, 2002 12:44 AM CST

I am very sorry for your loss, as are we all. Nikki is safe were she is, happy and out of pain. We will all miss her.
CT swimmers and runners
Katie
- Tuesday January 22, 2002 8:20 PM CST

Gail and John and Family, To continue Nikkis story I have talked to Debbi Kim here at channel Four in Boston. She's the medical producer and can help with publisity. I will call with her number...etc. Marilyn and I love you guys. Hang in there.
Dan Brielmann <dcbrielmann@boston.cbs.com>
boston, ma usa - Tuesday January 22, 2002 9:27 AM CST

dear gail and john, i didnt get to see you at the funeral, but i wanted to tell you how very sorry i am for all the pain you have all gone through. john you mom is here with the write up with all nikis journals, so i am printing them out for your mom. Nikis life is a tribute to you and gail as parents, and you can be proud of her life and her memory. She was truly a very special girl and lived her life with such wisdom and vigor, very few young girls ever know. your mom is here with me in her robe and boots! I called her so she could write something, and this is from her. "I could not be more proud of her stength,her wisdom, and the way she encouraged others, and bore so much pain without complaining. Niki always had a smile. Yes, we love her so, and will always miss her. We will always keep her in our hearts!! Love you all granma Fritzie
rosemary southworth <lrsouthnor@msn.com>
norwich, ct - Monday January 21, 2002 8:57 PM CST

Thanks Nik for another spectacular day in CT. I know you must have had your hand in today's weather as we hit every type of precipitation going plus ended with a beautiful sunset complete with purple clouds. The girls went ice skating today in Manchester and enjoyed the dusting of big snow flakes. We preceeded to GHS's small sledding hill and were blanketed by sleet. We then preceeded to CHEZ BROKAW for more snow filled fun outside stuff. Thanks for watching over Paige as she attempted to surf down the slide. She ended up with quite a fat lip but thanks to our guardian angel she didn't have to be rushed to the ER for stitches and she saved her teeth. Thanks Nik, we owe someone one and I promise you we will Pay it forward. Anyhow to all Nikki's family and friends, hang in there. We must look at everyday as Nik would and go out and have a ball. She loved to laugh and goof around. Take honor in that and carry her spirit on. Mom's, Dad's, Kids, Grandparents, etc-go out and make snow angels soon-send a message to the skys. Appreciate it much. Gail, John and girls, miss ya and hope to see ya soon. Also everyone out there go check out Laura's website, she needs us too. Send a cheery message she is riding in the queen's chair. You go girl. Lastly, Wednesday is school nurse day and you all know we have a very special school nurse around us. Hug a school nurse on Wed. Love, the tutor

- Monday January 21, 2002 8:29 PM CST

in my mind i remember nikki as a girl who was out going and loved to talk about anything. she loved the girls xc team and i remember her after the n.h. invite laughing and talking.
peter bengtson <skiusa513@aol.com>
amston, ct usa - Monday January 21, 2002 7:13 PM CST

Hey everyone, i hope that you are all feeling a little happier, i know that i have had the hardest time dealing with this. i really wish that we had been better friends, i really expected her to get better. for some odd reason i thought that she had donated her hair to locks-of-love a couple of years ago, but she had just cut it shorter than usual. Of course, me being stupid after donating my own hair to them last year i told nikki that i did it for her b/c she had donated her hair! sooo, she had no idea what i was talking about. i was just wondering if any of her friends that i dont know donated their hair a couple years ago, orif i was just crazier than i thought!?!?! :) i totally forgot the whole reason i am broadcasting my sheer stupidity to the whole internet using world, but that isnt going to stop me! :) well, if you did actually donate your hair you dont have to tell me or anything. ok, im stopping myself now. i love all of you, if you need anything email me! :) love,
Annie:)
Annie:) (the dorkiest dork ever:) ) <ACJ11@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT USA - Monday January 21, 2002 2:03 PM CST

Nikki we will never forget you cause we know that you are that star up i that sky.And that we are being watched by you !No one will be able to take your place no one !I LOVE YOU NIKKI!STay strong Family

- Monday January 21, 2002 12:25 AM CST

Hello Mr. and Mrs.Giampolo
You dont know me but i just wanted to say that nikki was a great person.Now in heaven she does not have to go all the pain she was going through!She is safe in gods hands.
I LOVE you very much

- Monday January 21, 2002 10:30 AM CST

Hello Mr. and Mrs.Giampolo
You dont know me but i just wanted to say that nikki was a great person.Now in heaven she does not have to go all the pain she was going through!She is safein gods hands.
I LOVE you very much

- Monday January 21, 2002 10:30 AM CST

Im so sorry we all miss you from the wilton y wahoos
Jordan Allen <JPaigeA@msn.com>
ridgefield, ct usa - Monday January 21, 2002 9:39 AM CST

hey! I love the pictures, I will never forget state open that day, we all had so much fun! Between waving to everyone on the way into the meet, drawing on each other with those washable crayons, tryign to figure out the radio, and making a toast in wine glasses filled with good old H20 ! We should have brought a video camera! I will come over and visit soon, love ya all. allie
Allie <ooopa3>
Marlborough, CT - Sunday January 20, 2002 4:41 PM CST

wow! i didn't even think of looking for pictures, but after i saw sarah's posting i thought i'd check it out. i love them!
i was looking through a box of school stuff a few days ago and found my science notes from 8th grade. nikki and i completely destroyed the margins, drawing scribble people and giraffes on the side. i was so happy to find them! i'll have to share them with you soon; you'll laugh. hope you're all doing well!

love,
meg <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
longislandisdefinitelyanisland, CT USA - Sunday January 20, 2002 3:47 PM CST

Nikki we all love you and miss you dearly, you will never be forgotten and we pray for you every day.
Alyssa Glass <hulababy03@aol.com>
cheshire, ct usa - Sunday January 20, 2002 1:19 PM CST

I read Nikki's story in the Rivereast bulletin and felt complelled to visit her site. She must have been a wonderful person. So sorry for your loss.
alicia melillo <aliciakitten@hotmail.com>
middletown, ct usa - Sunday January 20, 2002 1:05 PM CST

Dear Gail,
Your message on this web is beautiful. Your power is incredible! I hope you take us up on that over night with us. Many of Nikki's friends have contacted Laura. One is going to visit Laura when she is in Avon! Laura loved the letters you and Nikki's grandmother wrote and sent to her..
Nikki's chair is such a help to Laura. Our chair was ok but hard on her hips. Nikki's is much softer on her hips.
When Laura woke up in the post OR the other day she heard the song played at the church and then followed by the song Laura sang. She then saw Nikki's chair in the corner. CCMC was great and let Laura keep Nikki's friendship necklace on during the hip surger! The nurses turned the music up for Laura -it was comfort to her..her angel Nikki was there!
We think of you anf your family often with warmness in our hearts.
Love you.

Joanne Santiago <Jas2225@aol.com>
Avon, Ct - Sunday January 20, 2002 9:36 AM CST

Hi!! Its nice to see more pictures up of Nikki and some of her friends. I hope that your all doing well, if you need anything you know where to find me, either by walking up the street or calling by phone!!! Hope to see you all soon!!
Jenna Kristof <JKBaby16@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct USA - Saturday January 19, 2002 7:39 PM CST

I'm glad to see some new pictures up! She looks so happy in all of them, I hope that some more pictures go up soon I miss seeing them!
caitlin

- Saturday January 19, 2002 5:24 PM CST

Hey there!
Awesome photos! Open and winter ball were soooo much fun! I was looking at the pics from open w/ nikki in a tank top, gosh it was hot that day!! Its a good thing that she came then instead of class meet cuz it was FREEZING then. Love you!
Sarah
- Saturday January 19, 2002 3:59 PM CST

hi everyone,
I just wanted to tell everyone to go check out the pictures section of this website, somenew ones were added. The first one makes me kind of sad because i know Nikki loved the winterball last year, and since this year's winterball was last night... well, you get the idea. i hope everyone has a great weekend. nikki is constantly in my thoughts and prays. we all loved her, and we wont ever stop loving her. Happy 4 day weekend all rham students!!!!Love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
Marlborough, Ct USA - Saturday January 19, 2002 10:50 AM CST

Dear Giampolo's
My name is michelle i didn't know Niki but after reading all these letters i started to cry.Niki is in my prays and I show great sadness to the family. God is with you to get over this tough time.
Love you lots
Michelle Casulo
Michelle Casulo <bella4489>
Wilton, C.T U.S,A - Saturday January 19, 2002 10:31 AM CST

Dear Giampolo's,
Hello, my name is Whitney McLellan, and I swim for Southern Connecticut swim club. I was not sure if you remembered me or not, but I swam against Nikki in several races. I also went to many different zones with Nikki. She was a very jooyful person, who everyone loved, and still loves. Even though there are many sad feelings going around our state, we all can pray, and continue the life of Nikki, by thinking of her. Nikki is now no longer suffering, and she is an angel up with god watching over us. Many will miss Nikki, but few will forget her. I know that you as a family is strong, and will be able to push through this situation. God is now taking care of our friend Nikki, and taking care of everyone else. I wish the best of luck in the future, and I will always remember Nikki, and the rest of your family.
Love always and forever
Whitney McLellan <blondyswimstar@aol.com>
Avon, CT USA - Friday January 18, 2002 7:04 PM CST

Hi, I didnt know nikki but hearing her story makes me really upset. I hope everyone can get through this easily and I am sure she is happy now.
Leah
Oakville, CT USA - Friday January 18, 2002 6:08 PM CST

Dear Giampolo's,
I am a CDEV swimmer.Nikki's story touched my team the Cheshire Water Devils and myself. We contributed a large amount of money to your family for Nikki. I know the only thing that will keep your family going is to remeber Nikki. I don't know if you have heard of Gregory Chion but he was indeed a CT Swimmer and he died last year to Luekemia and lived in my town(Newtown)I have been in touch with his family about Nikki and they are as saddened as I was. I wish the best to your family. Nikki's name has been in my prayers and I know she is looking down on you now.God Bless.
Sally Tabler* <Setly123@aol.com>
Newtown, CT - Friday January 18, 2002 3:55 PM CST

Giampolos-
Not a day goes buy that i dont think of nikki. She was a inspiration to everyone. In English we are writing essays on people who inspire us. I chose to write about nikki. When i am done i will send you a copy. I am planning to come visit you all soon.. My love is with you all. Allie
Allie Huffman
wethersfield, ct usa - Friday January 18, 2002 3:07 PM CST

Hey Giampolos!
i miss you all a lot! i am definately loving the open water swim idea! i have a horrible fear of open water swimming, and it would be a good chance for me to overcome my fear. everyday i think about you guys, and i pray that you are all doing okay. when i swam the meet after the funeral, i did the 100 breast. i was a little nervous at first, but i swam the whole thing for nikki. i thought about her the whole time. i did pretty well too! every swim meet we write nikki on our arms in big letters, just to show that we still think about her on the pool deck.
i am currently writing a notebook full of memories of times with nikki. i will send it to you all when i finish.
i just want to say that nikki is one of my role models. she was brave all the way through to the end. i miss nikki so much and wish she could be here with us for another day, so i could tell her how much i care about her, and that i will never, ever forget her. love always- Casey
Casey <Caseyab69@hotmail.com>
C-Town, - Thursday January 17, 2002 8:37 PM CST

Hi Gail,

Happy to see your entry on Nikki's web site:) I am also very happy that you have not closed it. It is comforting for me to read the messages that are still coming in.

I am thinking about you all down here; I will be coming to CT the end of Jan. and will visit you.

I go to Ben's grave a lot; so I will check up on both of the kids--I promise to be sure they "stay away from the road!":)

You know you can call me anytime--day or night--I am also looking forward to your visit.

I will help you with your fund raisers for research.

See ya soon, hi to John, Jess & Natalie, too, Love ya all, Sherry
Sherry <shertodance@yahoo.com>
newport, vt usa - Thursday January 17, 2002 11:35 AM CST

Hey Giampolos!
I see Meg put in our pants quote. She beat me to it, oh well. But we definetly want to see you guys soon, and of course will come bearing Starbucks. Not a day goes by that I dont think of Nikki, and my mind is absolutly overflowing with awesome memories and funny stories from her. I dont think that I will ever forget her crazy stunts. Anyways, talk to you all soon,
Love,
Sarah B
Hebron, - Wednesday January 16, 2002 8:48 PM CST

i never knew nikki but i was compelled to read about her. Why??? well....i'm a school bus driver and i had a few of nikki's close friends on my bus and seeing how they reacted to news of nikki good and bad i just wanted to say that these friends of nikki's have lost a special person but have gained a guardian angel to watch over them.

all of the kids on my bus are special to me and if something effects them it effects me. i had one of nikki's friends ask me a few questions on the night before nikki passed away. She had a poem she had written and wanted to get it to nikki or to you her family. she had told me there were things in it that probably only nikki's mom would understand. funny and good times that they had shared together. I told this girl that deffinately send it no matter what. I really hope that she did. she asked me about the hospital because i had just recently had my own 10 year old there and i reasurred her that she was in the best possible place and the doctors there are sooooo caring. i bet they all got attached to nikki. i also told her that it was best that she remember all the good things about nikki and from what i have heard and read these memories will be kept for a lifetime.

your daughters swimming is one thing that i remember because lehy was one team that when i lived in manchester the manchester swim club (MSC) swam against. my daughter who is the same age as nikki swam on msc, her best was fly and the IM. i know i was always leaving the meets hoarse from all the cheering and i can imagine that nikki must of made you hoarse for days afterwards. nikki's friend kaliegh was just a small little thing when she was on msc how lucky she is to have had a friend/mentor like nikki. i could tell the love and admiration kaleigh has for nikki in her enteries.

as a mother myself i cannot imagine the pain that you are going through i can see though that the love of nikki's family was a special love and a rare one too. if your other daughters are like nikki in the way they treat others and have the same zest for life you as parents have done a wonderful job.

i have read so many moving enteries and the common thread is that no one can recall a bad moment nor a day that nikki wasn't smiling or thinking of others. that is the sign of a true champion someone i only see rarely and wish more kids these days were like.

my deepest sympanthy to all of your family and the many many friends that nikkis life touched. thank you nikki for bringing so much joy to so many people in your short but well lived life.

sandi bonneau andover bus driver #1 <tiggar0202@aol.com>
andover, ct usa - Wednesday January 16, 2002 4:37 PM CST

hi
so sorry i haven't written in a while!
i hope all of you are doing alright. i wanted to give you guys some space before i called.
but i miss all of you, and i hope to see you soon.
if you want, sarah and i will call you up, pick up some coffee, and come visit. we both want to see you soon. love you all!
"show me a man with two feet on the ground and i'll show you a man who can't put on his pants"- some person that i forget

meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
HappyBirthdaytoMe, CT USA - Wednesday January 16, 2002 4:34 PM CST

Natalie, Jessica, John, and Gail-----
Words cannot express how our hearts ache for you. We think of you everyday. How wrong it seems to see Nikki's chair at the clinic empty. We miss her very much. We "usually" go to 830am Sunday mass, maybe we will see you?? If not, call us, maybe dinner soon if you are up for it. Please, please call if you need ANYTHING, you are always in our thoughts. Lots of love, Amanda Tate and family
<tatezoo@aol.com>
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Although I never really knew Nikki, her love and kindness touched so many hearts. Nikki you and your family are in my heart and my prayers. You are someone who will never be forgotten.
Sarah
Hebron, CT -

Hi Aunt Gail, Uncle John, Jessica and Natalie
We just wanted to say hi and that we are excited to see you all on Thursday. We love you all very much and miss Nikki a lot. We know that she is not in anymore pain and that is best.
Love
Elizabeth, Ali, and family

Aunt Gail, Uncle John, Jessica, and Natalie
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Love
Zachary
Elizabeth, Ali and Zachary <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, -

Dear Giampolo Family, I wish I knew what to say besides that I'll always be here for you. Nikki definitely was a great person!! She was nice to everyone. I remember the time that Katie and Jess had to make a video for class and me and Nikki had never met so Nikki wrote me a note just saying how she couldn't wait to meet me. She seemed awesome from the start. I will always have so much respect for Nikki and how much she has accomplished. I looked up to her in flute when we played together and how good of a runner she was. Just remember that she's ok and in God's hands. When you remember the funny things she did, you never know, she may be laughing with you. Thank-you for everything you guys have done for me in the past, and I will do anything to be here for you all now. My prayers and thoughts are with you everyday and I mean that with all my heart. :) I also thought that the picture of Jess Nikki and Natalie was so beautiful. :) ByeBye
Susan D <Minime9339@aol.com>
Amston, CT USA -

oops, i dont live in the country "06447", rather the usa! sorry, :)
Annie:)
Annie:) (again) <ACJ11@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT USA -

Hey everyone, it's me again! yay, it's exams week, i know nikki must miss this time of the year most of all (yeah right) i just wanted to thank all of the people that hardly even, or didnt even know nikki. you are so kind, we all loved nikki, even if we didnt always get to see her. She was a wonderful person and we all miss her, this time i've decided not to bore you with the info on my basketball games because i read my last entry and it was really lame:). sorry! :) i hope that everyone remembers nikki because i know that i will, she's was one of my favorite people to wake up to in geometry and science last year when everyone was basically back asleep. (no offense mr. marsh adn mr. schmidt). I just wanted to tell you that my team (not the best) is on a 3 GAME WINNING STREAK! 1 was last year's record ;) so you can see we've greatly improved! well, i gtg, but i'll visit again soon! love,
Annie:)
Annie:) <ACJ11@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT 06447 -

"For some life lasts a short while, but the memories it holds last forever." Nikki was a wonderful girl and a great friend. She will always be remembered...I Love her and her family.
Allie Huffman
weth, ct usa -

Hey Gang and Family Giampolo: Just a note to let you know that we are thinking of you all. Not a day goes by that I do not see some sign or thing that triggers a Nikki moment. Everyday on the way home from work I see the cross country team of RHAM running and laughing-I can only think that there is an angel in their pockets. Friends have emailed me consistently on some little diddy about faith and keeping the light on. A lot of stories of living life to its fullest have come across my desk relaying the message that we must live each day to its greatest as we never know when our own candles and flames will be dimming. In school yesterday a student asked me if I saw the movie Pearl Harbor. I responded with a no but in my heart I remembered the incredible rendition of Faith Hill's song from the movie presented by the Great Laura Santiago. Gail was right in saying Nikki's spirit and strength lives in everyone of us and it is up to all of us to come together and use our strengths and skills to keep the light shining. As long as we carry Nikki's hope and courage forward, maybe another stunning and incredible individual will not have to suffer the way she did. I cherish the moments I have had with Nikki and her incredible family. Just thought I would drop a little note as I was feeling a low moment. Love and peace to all. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. the tutor

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I saw Nikki's story in the Rivereast Bulletin that circulates in the area and was touched by her story. The world has lost a beautiful person. I have never met her or her family but my prayers are with you all.
Daryl <eblonder@snet.net>
Salem, CT U.S. -

I am a friend of Christine's. I was touched by Nikki's story and amazed to see how much we had in common. A runner and a swimmer, preferably breastroke. Although she was much better. I wanted to let you know my prayers are with you. I was touched by Nikki's story, as well as a lot of others.
Love, Katie
Katie
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Nikki~There isn't a day that goes by when I think of you!! Your smile, your laugh, and your personality! You never failed to put a smile on my face even when I was having a horrible day, and no one has ever had that power to do that. I guess that makes you kinda special, huh? I will never forget you and if I had to choose one person in my life who I would most want to be like it would be you! You are a wonderful person and I love you with all of my heart! Thanks for all the laughs and love!!
~Lil' Kayleigh

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Dear Giampolo's
I am Kayleigh Bouchers boyfriend. I heard about the situation threw her. I never saw Nikki till the CT swim awards banquet. I immidatly became aware of the problems and started to pray for you. I went to church every sunday and prayed for myself and then for Nikki and Family. I give my continued prayers to you and STAY STRONG
May God Share His Warmth With You!!
Jamie Wolff <wolffboys@aol.com>
New Canaan, CT USA -

Mrs. Giampolo i am mcguire i have been e-mailing nikki and checking the journal entries! i just wanted to say that the run and the swim is a wonderful idea to rais money! me and my faimly of 8 counting me my mom and dad as well as my brother's and sisters would all love to do it and raise mony! stay strong! and nikki will always be with you! we love you and youre faimily and loved nikki very much too! we love you and stay strong love always mcguire and family!
mcguire kelly <crazy4candy0>
west hartford ct, us connecticut -

Hi Mrs. Giampolo! We would both love to do the run with you, we are more than willing to help out with anything you need. We both miss NIkki a great deal and think it's a wonderful idea. Also, whenever you want to go running just give us a call! ~Allie & Michele
Allie & michele <oopa33@aol.com>
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To the Giampolo Family: I was deeply touched by the beautiful article in the Rivereast last week. What a magnificent picture of the girls! My heart goes out to all of you. Nikki was certainly a special girl. God must have needed another angel in heaven to watch over all of us.
Sue Ferraro <doxiboy@aol.com>
Hebron, CT -

Our hearts go out to the Giampolos. In Honor of her life, I have organized a group for the American Cancer Society's "Relay for Life", a team event to help raise money to fight cancer. If you wish to participate or donate money (all proceeds go to the American Cancer Society), please call Beth at 645-0849. We will always remember her as the brave soul she was.
Beth Chatterton <cheerstar3x@aol.com>
Hebron, CT USA -

We will miss you Nikki.
FF Devon Austin <berlinfirefighter@yahoo.com>
Berlin, CT U.S.A. -

to gail and family. our thoughts are with you. i think an organized run would be a wonderful tribute to your daughter and a noticable way of raising awareness of this insidious disease. it is the most deceitful of diseases. who would ever imagine the healthiest and strongest of any of our children harboring these cancer cells. your family is incredible for sharing this story with us all. we thank you and we will be ready to jump in and help when the time comes for the road race and /or for the the swim event. sincere and heartfelt thoughts from t.d
t.d.
middle haddam, ct 06456 - Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 08:38 PM (CST)

Hi, well Nikki was in a few of my classes last year and even though I didnt know her that well, I just wanted to say I know how hard it is to loose someone to cancer and I am very sorry for all of her friends and her family but all of you just hang in there - it will be okay =) (I know it might not seem like it now, I know because Ive been there, but it will I promise)

Hebron, CT USA - Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 06:27 PM (CST)

So...I'm back again...still reading...Guess what! Next week I have to swim the 200breast!!!!!! O NO! I'm gonna need you help with this one!:) Guess what else...its flurrying(sorry you know i cant spell for my life) out...nothings sticking though, o well.
Until then,
frustrated child.

- Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 03:27 PM (CST)

I did not know your family. I read the article in "Rivereast".
This story struck me. I can tell you if there is a heaven (and I believe there is) Nikki is there and surrounded by love.
May God bless you all.
Dennis Noel <drnoel01@snet.net>
Portland, CT USA - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 07:16 PM (CST)

John and Gail,

A beautiful young woman, a bright smile, an energetic spirit and love that will never fade. Our lives are better for having known Nikki. God Bless.
The Pinell Family <Sampson63@aol.com>
Colchester, CT USA - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 07:14 PM (CST)

To: The Giampolos
Nikki is a hero and a role model for all of us. This is a great loss for everyone.

With deepest sorrow

The Fischers
The Fischers <Echofisch@aol.com>
Pound Ridge, N.Y. USA - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 06:55 PM (CST)

To the Giampolo's:
I've gone to school with Nikki since kindergarten, although we were more of acquaintances then good friends. When I first found out that she had cancer I couldn't believe it. I asked why and how could this of happened to such a beautiful person. During elementary school when I had classes with Nikki, I remember that she treated everyone equal, she was never mean to anyone for ANY reason and it shows that she was a strong, goodhearted individual (and that her parents raised an amazing girl). In 4th and 5th grade Nikki was in my class. She always knew how to put a smile on someone's face if they were sad. She was always willing to help someone no matter what. Last year in our freshman year at RHAM, Nikki and I had lunch together. She was always making our table laugh, and telling stories about her day or whatever seemed to happen. Also because we lived in the same neighborhood, you could ALWAYS find Nikki and her sisters, Jessica and Natalie running past my house, always looking like they were having a great time bonding as sisters. I wish I could've gotten to known Nikki better then I did, but what I know of Nikki will be forever in my heart. She made a HUGE impact on my life, and she showed me that we don't know when our last day will be, so you better live each day to the fullest! Nikki also showed me that if you put your mind to it you can accomplish anything, and Nikki did just that! She accomplished more in a short 15 years then a lot of teenagers can say they did. She had so much to offer to the world, yet she showed her classmates and other students as well as teachers that you can offer a lot to just one person, and that could make all the difference in the world. I know someday that Nikki and I will be reunited. But right now, Nikki is in a better place where she isn't hurting or suffering any more. I will always remember the good times that I had with Nikki. And I look up to the Giampolo family for having so much strength and will to go on after losing their daughter and sister (My family sends there love and prays). I know that I'll never ever forget Nikki, and the lessons that she taught everyone around her. And if anything I hope that we, her family, friends, classmates, teachers, coaches, etc., have learned that Nikki all taught us an important lesson: Never take life for granted and live each day to the fullest and to love the people around you, good, bad, thick or thin. And its all about remembering Nikki and what she accomplished in life. And each day that goes by the love for Nikki will continue to grow. I love you Nikki and I'll miss you and I'll see you again someday!!And I would like to help out in any way I can!!
P.S:The article in the News Bulletin was beautiful it captured the true essence of Nikki and the picture of the girls is awesome.
"Only the good die young"-Billy Joel

Jenna K <JKBaby16@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct USA - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 04:51 PM (CST)

We'll Miss You

- Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 04:49 PM (CST)

I'm sorry to hear about your daughter passing away. I really enjoyed reading her journal. She had alot of memories. Nikki sure has been through alot for such a young teenager. I'm so sorry for all that she and her family have been through this is such a tough illness to deal with. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you.
Elisha <aonavysis2@cs.com>
Andover, Ct - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 04:10 PM (CST)

Our thoughts and prayers are with you always!
Kathy Jeff Ashley and Jaime Gray <Kg911@msn.com>
Rome, NY USA - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 03:36 PM (CST)

- Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 01:30 PM (CST)

Perhaps God tries calling...
the aged ti His fold...
and so he picks a rosebud....
before it can grow old...
So we must realize...
God loves children....
agles are hard to fin.

- Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 01:27 PM (CST)

After reading the front page article in The Rivereast News Bulletin, I had to visit the web site. What a story...

I am adult in remission from cancer, but I don't think my age gave me a one up on the courage and selflessness that was shown by Nikki.
Christine <ctmom05@yahoo.com>
Colchester, - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 01:05 PM (CST)

OUR LOSS IS HEAVENS GAIN...
Chris <surfnguy0822@hotmail.com>
Southington, CT USA - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 12:29 PM (CST)

Gail-
You promised that you would learn how to write an entry on the website and you finally did. Good for you. Anyway, I will get on the ball and talk to Marcy about the swim for Nikki. I think that she may have some connections, especially at Hebron Lake (HA HA) I admire you and your family for your courage. It is easy to see where Nikki got her strength. We are putting a black sash with a hugh gold ribbon on the LEHY banner for the rest of the season. Michelle Blake made it and it is beautiful. Well, once again if there is anything I can do let me know. I will keep the number to the CCMC handy. Hopefully I will have free time after graduation. Love you all!!
Love-Kaeley

- Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 08:17 AM (CST)

Dear Gail, You don't know me but I am a friend of Glen's. He told me about Nikki back in the Spring and I always asked him about her and checked her web page. As a mother, I try to imagine what you are going through and it seems unbearable. Yet, when I just read your entry, I understand where your daughter got her strength. Just as Nikki did, you continue to think of others. I admired you so much when I read Laura's mother's entry and the compassion and concern that you showed towards them in Nikki's final hours. In an e-mail to Nikki, I said "love is all that really matters" and the love that was given to Nikki and the love that she gave will live on forever. Her physical body is gone, but her soul is beginning her next adventure. Just as one of her friends said, she's the coolest angel in heaven.
Back on earth, the rest of us must never forget to appreciate every momment with our children. That's one of the many lessons that I have learned from this. I only wish that you and your family didn't have to go through it. Please call on me for help with your fund raiser. Glen knows where to find me. I would be honored. My partner and I have been talking about a fundraiser for cancer research too.
May God bless you and your family. May your hearts be eased of their pain in the knowledge that Nikki is in a better place but that she never will really be gone. Her love for you and yours for her lives on.....
Thea Davidson <jdontheroad@attbi.com>
West Hartford, - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 10:11 PM (CST)

The only time that I ever saw Nikki was at the 2001 top 16 banquet. I didn't know anything about her but as soon as I hered I knew that the was not a quitter. Nikki was a great swimmer, a great friend, but over all she was a great person and I know we will all miss her a great deal.
Stuart Ainswort <Stuvalley5@aol.com>
New Canaan, CT America - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 09:23 PM (CST)

im extremley sorry about the loss of nikki. I personally didn't know her, but from everything i heard about her, she was definatley an angel. I wat to say sorry to the family, and friends that lost her and God bless!!
Michelle <daisy030287@aoo;.com>
andover , ct usa - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CST)

Hi,
Mrs, Giampolo, you sound so much like my mom when it comes to computers! My whole family sends their love through me, especially my grandmother, who also lost her daughter to cancer (my aunt Nancy at thirty-five) and helped me through a lot of this. They all read her obituary and the articale in the Rivereast and agree that she must have been an amazing girl.
About the swim/run thing. I'm ever willing to participate, especially the running part. Swimming, well, was never my stronghold, to put it very nicely, but I can manage to stay afloat with a doggie-paddle, if that will work. So I'm all for your idea. It sounds great.
P.S. My mom came by and sends her love and support also. She had to add that in.

Christine (and Tina too!)
Marlborough, - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 08:57 PM (CST)

Hi everyone,
I feel like such a dork because I've never left a message here before, but that's not very important. Ok, i had a basketball last Saturday and i was going to score some major points for you (Nikki and your family), but apparently i no longer have the ability to shoot, pass, dribble, or anything. But tonight i had another game, i scored 12 points for you, including 2 3-pointers(!yay!), and i blocked a ton of shots, AND in this game, i did not fall on my butt once. wait, i take that back i did a couple times. My deapest regrets to the Giampolos, and Nikki, science and math are SO boring without you falling asleep or telling stories about hot lifeguards (you know who i'm talking about!). Well, i have to go, my love and sorrow to everyone, i have another game sunday, maybe i wont fall at all! (yeah right, like that's possible!)Love,
Annie:)
Annie:) Jacobs <ACJ11@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT USA - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 08:14 PM (CST)

Hey Giampolos Its me again!
The article in News Bullitan was beautiful, it did an awesome job of capturing her incredible spirirt. The picture of the girls was awesome too. I am going to see if it is posted online so those people outside of our area can read it too.
Love,
sarah
- Friday, January 11, 2002 at 03:49 PM (CST)

I read the article about Nkki in the news bulletin and I was so inspired by what I read. Nikki seamed to be such a sweet beautiful person. I did not know her but from what I just read the people that did know her where very lucky.
I want to send my prays and thoughs to her family and friends.

Lisa King Jokisaari <lighthouse05@aol.com>
colchester, Ct - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CST)

Mrs G~
I admire you so much. You have remained strong through all of this, and that is hard to do. I will never forget Nikki, because of everything she accomplished. I would also love to help out in any way that I can. I hope that all is well.
Love,
Emily J.
Emily <GOOgles88@aol.com>
Tolland, Ct - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 02:58 PM (CST)

Thank you for typing the phone number down for the hospital! I really hope the open water swim is going to happen! After the 5000 it doesn't seem quite as bad...unless its longer... The road race sounds fun too. I'm glad that someone started writing again, don't worry my dad is the same way with computers. Thanks again!
Caitlin Urciuoli

- Friday, January 11, 2002 at 02:52 PM (CST)

hey i didnt really know nikki that well, but i hear she was a really really nice person and im upset that i never got to see that. i hope you, her family, is doing alright and im really really sorry for the loss. i wish all my best to both u nd her. luv ya.
brittany <heavensfire915@aol.com>
Hebron, CT USA - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 02:08 PM (CST)

Hey mrs g,
I know i would love to help in anyway i can. I am glad that you are writing to us now, it is definitly going to be a great help. I believe the entire team was feeling nikki's presence at the pool on sunday. I swam the 100 brest too, but as you know i can't stand the event, but i felt i needed to do well and i got my best time as well. Overall the team is coping and doing our best to remember the great times. today we recalled Minute Rice which really means minute rest for our sets, but your daughter and I came up with it. Thanks for being such a strong mom and i hope i can see you soon.~Kelly
Sykes <Kaspsycho101@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 10:33 PM (CST)

Hey Mrs G!
I still check this site everyday, and was really glad to see it updated, though I was more than a little confused when I saw her screen name signed on this afternoon! That run sounds great, the cross country team would LOVE to help out with whatever you need. The swim sounds cool too, although I dont think I could really be much help in that department. Give us a call for whatever, we would love to help! Maybe we should get together for one of those runs soon, you know, to get in shape for that road race! Love
Sarah <sarafina3@aol.com>
hebron, Ct USA - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 09:44 PM (CST)

Gial, What a hot mamma you are! You know you can count on me and the chicks to help you in anyway possible. Although I am not sure the open swim is something for me since I sink like a rock. The running now that is up my alley. Please let me know what you need or what we can do. Thanks for giving all of us the light and strength to continue doing the good things Nikki would have wanted us to do. Love Jenn. PS. Tell John he is lucky that I couldn't make it over with the lawnmower. I was tempted with the temp reaching close to 50. I have given fair warning. lol me
Jenn Brokaw <jbrokaw01@snet.net>
amston, ct usa - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 09:36 PM (CST)

Giampolos-
I would be glad to help you whenever you need it. I think that the open water swim idea is great, Nikki would've loved it! I was definitely feeling Nikki's presence on Sunday at the swim meet; I know she was right there with me on the 100 breast (and, yes, I did get a best time!) Things will get easier, and you have so many people that are there for you when you need us.
Ashley P. <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 09:04 PM (CST)

To Mrs Giampolo,
The entry you wrote in the Journal was amazing. I would like to help in any way I can. I know I am not alone in this hope to make a difference in the fight against cancer. Thank you for showing me how strong a person really can be.

Julia Dunne <butterfly579@hotmail.com>
Woodbridge, CT - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 08:35 PM (CST)

To all the Giampolos,
I have to say that I was a little confused when I saw Nikki's screen name pop up on my buddylist this evening, but when I checked the site later I was so happy to see a new entry. It seems like everyone, including me, checks the site still.. I like reading everyone else's entries, and I feel like I just have to keep reading it, just from habit. I read Nikki's profile today, and she wrote the best quote in there that really made me smile, because it sounded so much like something Nikki would want us all to know.
"why dont you...go outside...kiss the rain, whenever you need me, kiss the rain, whenever im gone for too long, if your lips feel lonely and thirsty, kiss the rain, and wait for the dawn. keep in mind, we're under the same sky, and the night, is as empty for me as for you..."
Nikki - I miss you so much...

Kate Hanley <Iris5385@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 07:59 PM (CST)

I keep comming to this website almost everyday. I think i keep thinking something will change, but it won't. To Mr. and Mrs. Giamplolo, Natalie and Jess: once again, you all are very strong and amazing people, I will hopfully talk to you guys soon. Nikki: I still think about you everyday, and every race I run, you are my angel, and I will see you again someday. Miss you and LOVE you kid, all my love, allie
Allie <oopa33@aol.com>
Marlborough, - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 12:52 PM (CST)

Hello Giampolo's, I just want to let you know, I really honestly do think about Nikki. And LEHY, I hope you swimmers are still swimming fast. God Bless The Giampolo Family. I know its a hard time to go through, but think of all the happy times, and same with LEHY. All My Heart-Alison McKnight wyw

<SwImBuG@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 09:04 PM (CST)

Like others have written, I cannot stop coming to this website again and again. So many people have written so many wonderful things about Nikki and the Giampolos. Every one of these things is true. It takes a truly special person to touch the life of so many. Nikki did this and continues to do it everyday. I want to also say how wonderful it was to see so many people swimming for Nikki this weekend at the CAT meet. Everywhere I turned there was a swimmer with Nikki written on their arms. Something special was happening all weekend. Kristen- I know that you admired Nikki's breaststroke. Looks like she is still helping you.(NICE 100 BREAST- 3 seconds off) To the LEHY swimmers, I truly believe that Nikki would have been so proud of us this weekend. I remember how mad she use to get when she would miss a meet. She would have wanted us to be there.

To the Giampolos- What a perfect song to play during warm-ups this weekend. Thanks for the idea. If there is anything I can do for you just let me know. I love you all.

Love-Kaeley

- Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 07:53 PM (CST)

I'm writing again. I just can't let the gap between my last entry and this one get to big, even now. Nikki... we miss you so much, but I will treasure every moment that I knew you. In the good times (like being co-captians in 8th grade and winning the league championship) and the bad (remember Buffet King after new hampshire? Yuck!), you were always there to give a smile or share a funny comment. And especially on those warm indian summer days, when we would just run and talk and run and talk until practice was over. And how we put the blue dye in our hair for new hampshire and yours didn't come out for a week? And Mr. Schmidt..and Mr. Marsh... and Mrs. Powers..oh boy! And the pasta parties (remember the hot tub?!?!?) and even the limo ride, the last time I saw you, and as you laughed at (no, with :) us as we drew all over ourselves with your body art crayons before the open. It's too bad you couldn't have come to our other meets, we were much better then!
I know that now you could beat me in any race with your eyes closed with your fancy new wings, although you were doing it without them too! And that halo will make quite the hair accessory (did I spell that right?!?)
You were so strong. We love you!
Christine <Snowgirl1071@aol.com >
Marlborough, - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 05:05 PM (CST)

To the Giampolo family- even though I've already written in here a lot I just want you all to know again and again. That my whole fam. is here for you- and like my Mom said if you want to call at 3 in the morning that's fine. Or if you just want to get out of the house that's fine too. Also a friend of a friend own a recording studio as a hobby- I may be able to have the song recorded in a few weeks- I'm not the best singer but I will try my best. All my love!!
Laura
Laura Santiago <dream8787@aol.com or frostedlime@aol.com>
avon, ct - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 02:09 PM (CST)

To the Giampolo family, to her friends and the entire community, Nikki's loss is absolutely heartbreaking. The outpouring of grief is overwhelming. Can we channel that into something positive? Something longterm?

Nikki was so strong, such a great athlete, that by the time she felt any pain, the cancer was too far along. The best doctors and medical treatment in the world could not stop it.

We need lots of smart people to work on curing cancer. As Nikki's friends, when we think about careers, we need to think about medicine, biology, biochemistry, physics, engineering, etc. Chemistry sucks, right? That's the wrong answer. We need to get smart, for Nikki, and for others like her. And we need to involve everyone: The bookworm kid in the corner that nobody talks to might be the key to the cure, so maybe we should go over, introduce ourselves and get them to help us with our chemistry and biology homework.

It'll mean hard work from lots of people, but if we remember why we are doing it, for Nikki, it won't be hard at all. Everyone can get involved. Even if we aren't the scientific type involved in the cure, we still need people to investigate and figure out the causes of cancer. We need people to push for more government funding of research. And until we find cures, we can donate our time and money to those organizations that directly benefit cancer victims, like Make A Wish, Hole in the Wall Gang, etc.

We need to push ourselves, in Nikki's memory, to excel in this. There are about 60 different kinds of cancer and there's lots to do. And when we look back years from now and someone asks us why we became a doctor, or a biochemist, or a whatever, we need to tell them that there was this great person, Nikki Marie Giampolo, who motivated us to greater things.

- Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 09:53 AM (CST)

just wondering,who is the other person who enjoys butterfly? you don't have to answer if you don't want to.
strange child who enjoys butterfly

- Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 02:43 PM (CST)

To the Giampolo family-
I can just remember the day i moved up to the high school for Lehy i was so nervous...and then i met Nikki she helped me get to know everyone and when ever i was feeling down she would come over and give me a hug..Nikki was a inspiration to everyone. If you just had had a bad swim she would come over and talk to you and she would cheer you up and get you motivated for your next race..I love Nikki And she will be remembered forever.I Love you all,
Allie:)
Allie Huffman
Weth, ct usa - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 02:39 PM (CST)

This is in response to the previous guestbook signing. I think a lot of us continuously read this guestbook again and again searching for something. None of us know what we are searching for but when we find it we will know. Together we can help each other in this search. When Nikki died I felt lost and confused. I didn't know how to make the hurt go away or how to find closure in her death. I tried to say goodbye time and time again in prayers and thoughts. But it still hurt. And then today I started to talk more about memories and happy things. Instead of dwelling on the painful thoughts, I embraced the happy memories. And in doing that I realized I will never have to say goodbye. Nikki will be right along side me for the rest of my life. I have learned that I must accept her death, but death does not mean goodbye. For many of us the journey to find comfort again will be a long one. But we are all doing this together. No one is alone right now. With Nikki in our hearts and her friends by our sides we will never be alone.
Terri
- Monday, January 07, 2002 at 08:44 PM (CST)

This one goes out to the "strange child who enjoys butterfly",
Just remeber that life is full of surprises. It's the way we handle these surprises that makes us who we are. I hope you are finding whatever it is you are looking for right now, and if not, then know at some point in time you will.
I too keep reading this page over and over, searching for something...maybe we'll find out what it is together. I have a feeling we are looking for a way to say goodbye, when we are ready, we will know.
Another stange child who enjoys doing fly
- Monday, January 07, 2002 at 08:09 PM (CST)

Its caitlin again... I just figured something else out, I think that the reason that people live to older ages is because it takes them longer to compleat their life on earth, live it to the fullest that they possibly can, to achive all that was ment for them to do. I guess that the really gifted people just achive it sooner then the rest of us, I guess you have just started on your next adventure, the one that the rest of us are still... I guess...working towards. I guess the rest of us are just procrastinators, I know that I am. Hmm.... its still snowing, you're very special Nikki... you've shown us all that, now we know what potential is. I guess I'm still writing "to" you because I feel like there is sooooooo much more I wanted to do and say, untill then...
luv you lots!
Caitlin(yes me again)

- Monday, January 07, 2002 at 04:48 PM (CST)

Its snowing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ..... and you know what that means.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was hoping that I would get some sort of sign that you were/are happy and safe....snow was one of them. I love you and I bet you I will be coming to read these entries for as long as they are still online! More snow comming! Thank you for helping me through everything, I will never forget. Today(in algebra of course) I realized that the things I have been through is nothing compared to your's, noticing that this was staring me in the face the whole time let me know that it was time to pull myself togather and figure out that the only way to do this was by be confident and knowing what I had to do and doing it(always the hard part for me). Now I know what I have to do and am finnaly moving foward again, I realized that you can't live in one moment, one day, forever. No matter how hard you try it isn't possible, and its that its probably for the best that we can't. Thank you again... when I figured this out I was trying to think of what you would say...then that was what I thought of. I just thought of another thing, memories are probably the only thing that last forever...when I find out I'll tell you.
Missin you,
Caitlin
Caitlin Urciuoli <ctswimmer@altavista.com>
manchester, ct usa - Monday, January 07, 2002 at 02:53 PM (CST)

though i never met nikki, i have shed many tears for her, for her parents, for her sisters, for everyone who loved her. i hope she is able to find peace in heaven.

Marissa
- Monday, January 07, 2002 at 02:23 PM (CST)

When I stand at the gates of the afterlife, I would be pleased to have accomplished all that Nikki did in her few short years. Few of us, if any, will affect as many people in our lifetimes regardless of our years on earth. She opened her heart and life experience to all of us. One only needed to read through her journal and guestbook to realize how special this child was. I never met her and I found that many in the guestbook knew her only through her journals. I think her tutor, Jen Brokaw, was right on the money when she said "you know what an impact you have had on others. You know how you wanted to be a teacher of the deaf, well kiddo, I think you reached that goal. You have opened many hearts, minds, eyes and ears to the wonderous love and courage you have." All who have been touched by her life will carry this image of strength and spirit into the years ahead. Someday we may find ourselves in our own personal life struggles. It is then that we will seek the knowledge and spirit this child has bestowed to us. Thank you for your gift and GOD REST YOUR SOUL.
Gary Johnston <gjohnston@stanadyne.com>
Enfield, Ct USA - Monday, January 07, 2002 at 12:51 PM (CST)

What a wonderful role model Nikki was for all of us! We can never thank you enough for sharing Nikki's incredible courage, humor, and spirit with us. She will leave her mark on our world forever. Catherine Sparks
Catherine Sparks <Silversparks123@aol.com>
New Canaan, Ct. USA - Monday, January 07, 2002 at 10:13 AM (CST)

Dear Giampolo Family -

Our heartfelt sympathies to you all. Nikki was a special young lady and her web page opened her world to us. Her sharing and courage and spirit is a beacon to many others who face this disease. Thank you - her family for sharing your lovely daughter with us. God Bless you all.

Mrs. G from the North Country (Laura Santiago's friends)

- Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 10:40 PM (CST)

Mr.and Mrs. Giampolo
I had never really new Nikki but she was someone that evryone talked about you could not ever walk into a room and see her frowning she was always up beat and very joyful. She never braged or made fun of people actullay she was the one who went over and told the people that were to cut it out! She will never be forgotton she ment so much to everyone ! We should be proud that we had met her and had great times with her!I personally think that she had a wonderful short life she accomplished so many things that i would love to do! She was a great breastroker offiesly she showed her stuff in the pool!I love you Nikki and WE love you to Mrs.and Mr. Giampolo and familey stay strong !WE all LOve you and will never forget your Nikki!LOve you lotes!

- Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 06:40 PM (CST)

God Bless Nikki's family and friends during this time. Thank you for sharing her courage with us.

Grace Fredlake and her family <lahfred@optonline.net>
Southport, ct - Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 03:49 PM (CST)

You will be in our memories forever.
Lindsay
CT United States of America - Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 12:48 PM (CST)

At the funeral I know that "Hero" by Mariah Carey was played, and last night I was looking at old home videos of me and my sister. I came to a video of my sister's 8th grade talent show where she sang "Hero." Through the whole thing I couldn't stop thinking of Nikki, and I said a small prayer in my head. Nikki truly was a hero to many and her story will live for a long time. Jessica, Natalie, Mr. and Mrs. Giampolo I'm so sorry that you lost Nikki....she was a wonderful girl that I will never ever forget. I didn't get the chance to get super close to her, but from the few times I got to talk to her she always made me laugh and smile.

Michelle Carey <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 11:46 AM (CST)

John and Gail, Jessica and Natalie: You have all lost a very precious gift and words can never express or comfort what you are feeling. For that I am at a loss. However, isn't it just like Nikki to get everyone together and talking and feeling and yes even laughing. What a way to go if you have to go! We will never know why Nikki was the chosen one. I can only imagine it is because she had this ability to make people feel loved and could make us laugh. She got people talking and look we are still talking today.

Through this difficult time I feel in my heart that Nikki would want us all to get up and laugh and keep going on with our lives. She would want us to give everything our all and try to be our best. She would want us all to treat each other with fairness and love. She would never want us to think about who did what or measure us by any means just by who we were. I quess her true legacy is to parents to love their kids, sisters to be sisters, and friends to be friends. Forget our differences and embrace all that life has to offer. We will never know what life has to dish out to us and we should make the best of each day. Nikki has taught us that we can accomplish great things in a short amount of time.

I also think that after the grieving is done Nikki would want us to live it up. I lost another person to cancer in the summer. A young mother with two daughters. At her services she had requested that everyone listen to the Leann Womack song "I hope you dance". When I listen to that song, it only seems fitting that it reminds me of Nikki too. I hope you all get a chance to hear that song sometime and please when you do look to the sky because the heavens have been blessed with a perfect flower for God's Garden. Much love, the tutor

- Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 10:30 AM (CST)

I only met Nikki a few times, but she had such a wonderful presence. At the few parties I met her at, she stuck out as such a caring and wonderful person. The first time I met her, we clicked right away....I remember staying up with her all night at a sleepover, I only wish I got to know her better..... I just lost an aunt to cancer, i am so sorry to the giampolo's and all of her close friends.
Rachel Laster <RRach87@yahoo.com>
Rockville, CT USA - Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 12:05 AM (CST)

Nikki was such a great all around person that there just aren't enough of in this world. I have grown up with Nikki and I can't put into words how positive and what an amazing person she was. I have many good memories of her that I will remeber forever. When I heard she was sick I chose not to beleive it. It wouldn't be real if I didn't beleive it,right? Everyday in band class I was reminded that she was sick when I had to mark her absent from class, but I still forced the fact she was sick out of my mind. I kept thinking she would come back tomorrow and be fine. I kept thinking of all the good times and I still am. In my eyes I don't want to see Nikki in a coffin so she isn't. I remeber Nikki running through that finish line at RHAM on cross country, on field trips, playing her flute, and more. As long as i have those memories and others have theirs Nikki wont die. She will be right where you need her.
To the Giampolo's~ my prayers are with you.

Jeffrey Griffin <HBKJPG@AOL.com>
hebron, ct - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 11:13 PM (CST)

Nikki, I know its a little late now, but I just wanted to let you know that even though I never knew you that well, I still loved you like a friend from the bottom of my heart. We had some fun times. Today my dad showed me a video of me and you when we were young and you were taking your first steps. I'm sorry I didn't get to hang out with you one more time before...you know..before New Year's Day. I know even though your not with us anymore that you can still see what I am writing in this guestbook. Nikki, I'll miss you and I will remember you forever. You were a great friend. I love you... R.I.P .
David C. Olcott <citation1@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, NJ 08690 - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 08:57 PM (CST)

Nikki, I knew you for one great year! And in that one year you've made an impact on me. I hope that I can only be half as strong as you and your family have been! I leave you with these words from Billy Joel... "only the good die young."

- Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 05:16 PM (CST)

Mrs. and Mr. Giampolo
you have been a person i look up to you have been so strong throught these togh times! Knowone will ever forget your nikki never she was a wonderful person and kind to everyone! She has changed everyones life! Everyone says when she walked into a room it would shine like gold!WE love and I hope you know you are in my heart and prayers!

- Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 05:02 PM (CST)

we all love you nikki and will never forget what a great swimmer,runner,friend and person you were! we all love you! we will miss you too! you were a great person and friend!!! love you always mcguire

and stay strong mr. and mrs. giampolo! we all love you and youre family to!

mcguire kelly <crazy4candy0>
west hartford ct, ct usa - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CST)

To the Giampolo Family,

Although I didn't have the privilege of knowing Nikki I do know now that she was a great student, athelete, and a friend. I have quite a few friends who was close to her and they are devastated by the loss. All I can say to them and to you is that keep positive thoughts of Nikki and treasure them as long as you live.
This is a poem I wrote, hope this helps some of you:

Achin Heart
I wished this wasn't happening,
Crying out asking and wondering.
Why this happen tell me the reason,
All I got was silence like the late fall season
My heart aches as I feel helpless
Looking at her lifeless
I cry to you lord! WHY!?
Why did she have to die?
There was nothing to no avail.
and I asked shall we prevail?
I looked into the sky saw a clear day.
But felt lost, lost in my way.
I felt no one was there,
And it felt so unfair.
Suddenly when I thought nothing was going right,
There was a surge of might.
As I thought in my head,
My hope and faith is far from dead.
I realized although my heart is achin,
my love, hope and faith can't be taken.
So I say this to all those who's in pain
Don't let her death be in vain.
Pray for her and her family, for she will hear from heaven.
My heart still ache
But I'll be stong and hope for their sake.

Yong <afosteryong@cs.com>
Marlborough, CT - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 03:12 PM (CST)

I remember having social studies with you in 8th grade and that same year in gym running the 400x relay and getting the best time any girls had gotten. God that seems so long ago. Who would have known a year and half later you would be up in heaven. We were nothing more then school friends but you had impact on my life. I can’t stop asking why or how did this happen. I sat in bed the day you passed and prayed for a half hour for you not knowing my prayer could never be answered. I told God it wasn’t fair. I mean look at you a great person through and through. You were a wonderful runner and swimmer. You had smarts and so many more talents. You had so much to offer like your love and kindness. I don’t remember you once being mean to anyone for any reason and that takes a strong character to do so. Then I look at myself. I take everything for granted my talents ,my family, my friends, my whole life. I do bad things, I hurt people, I’m selfish but most of all I waste my life. You passed away Nikki and I will never be able to understand the reasoning. I do know however you will always be remembered and even though your time here on earth was cut short you made and impact on so many people and changed so many lives. I strive to be like you ever day and always for you were a great person. May your soul rest in peace.

Hollie Desjardins <holiberi124@aol.com>
marlborough , ct usa - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 03:04 PM (CST)

WE ALL LOVE YOU NIKKI AND WILL NEVER FORGET OUR MEMORY'S WITH YOU! STAY STRONG MR. AND MRS. GIAMPOLO! WE ALL LOVE YOU!

- Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 01:32 PM (CST)

Nikki is one person i will never forget, and i dont ever want to. I met her at zones 2000 and no one made me laugh harder than her. She was brave, strong, loud, hallarious, and always had a smile on her face. Shes one person who reached everyone by her story and her personality. I know there is nobody in the world that is like Nikki.
We miss you girl.
Ali Tichy
Oxford, CT - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 01:29 PM (CST)

I'm back again .... reading your journal over and over i don't know why.... I think by the time I find out ..... well I'm not sure if I ever will. I'm not sure if I did know it would help....I got to see your beautiful, kind, loving face for the last time for along time... now the only time I will see your face is in my dreams. They say when somebody dies they take a part of you with them, I feel empty so I guess you were a bigger part of me then I thought. For now days will be filled with fake smiles and laughter untill we can be sure that you are safe. Now when we next see you, you will be the youngest looking one out of all of us....then again you never know. People tell me that I dwell on the past, right now I think it might be useful for once, an image of you is forever carved into my memory. Enjoy your rest.
the strange child that enjoys butterfly
- Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 12:12 PM (CST)

All of us are sad to hear about Nikki passing away. We all understand that she worked 100% and adored swimming and loved her friends. She was an excelent swimmer. My wishes to you, and to your family. I'm sorry. WE MISS YOU NIKKI! Even me not knowing Nikki, but by reading entrys about her I know about her and that she loved everyone around her. When we all found out she had been very sick we tried to support her and donate money but there was nothing we could do and we miss her a lot! This is to her family. I know how you feel because I know someone special and that i love that had the risk your daughter did, my mother. Now that I know about this I will swim my hardest and do it just as if I were Nikki and for her!

nikki saglimbene <dumoc2000>
wilton, ct united states - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 09:58 AM (CST)

Dear Nikki,
Im from WYW, and when our coach told us that u had passed away, i felt awful. Brooks said you were a real fighter and that you will all be in all of our hearts. Im just writing to say that WYW will always miss you
Emma Patton
Ct USA - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 09:46 AM (CST)

Nickey was strong as my coach would say.we will all miss her and pray for her..........Welove u!!!
dnag13 <dnag13@hotmail.com>
ct usa - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 09:29 AM (CST)

Dear Nikki,
I never came to see you while you were sick. I never ran with you, I’m not in your class, never swam beside you, and I never grew up with you in my life. Everyone has multiple attachments to you, however I have one that I hold deep inside my heart. Everyday at twelve o'clock you sat to the left of me in band class. Everyday we talked together. Whether it was about your swim practice, your great finish in track, missing your sisters at school, or even comments about the flute section.

It may seem horrible to remember, but when you came in with your first cast and you were disappointed you could not swim, I told you things could be worse. It sounds so strange that I would remember that, but I can see it so clearly. I always tell people that, it could always be worse. I always say that. And when I found out that you had past away I felt for a second that it could not get much worse than this. I was convinced this is as horrible as it gets. But I was so wrong.

It was your time to go. Yes, you were taken too soon, but your family and close friends had the opportunity to say I love you for one last time. The kindness in your heart allowed yourself to hold on to make all the necessary arrangements. I believe you settled everything that needed to be dealt with inside you, and passed on with a remarkable following of strength, peace, and love.

Things could have been worse, but they were not. And you did a remarkable job in living each day to the fullest and for that I thank you. You gave so many people so much hope.

I just want to say I love you. For the person who you were and still are in my heart. Nikki I love you, and I know I will see you again another day.

Amberlee Kempf <CheeringCheetahs@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 11:09 PM (CST)

Nikki was such a wonderful person and it reflected on overyone around her. I remember growing up with Nikki and all of the memories even though i was more of a aquantance to her then a good friend. I regret that now beucase i will not have the chance. Deepest sympathies to her whole family. Remember always that Nikki was coregeous, brave, strong, kind, sweet ~ the best a person could be
<creedmb221@hotmail.com>
hebron, ct - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 10:27 PM (CST)

Its me again Alison M, from wyw. i keep on thinking about you (The giampolo family) and nikki, she was a great young lady. I wish peace to the Giampolo family, and other relitives, and friends. LEHY, i hope you are as well holding up well.
-Alison McKnight
Alison McKnight, WYW <Swimbug@aol.com>
USA - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 08:53 PM (CST)

To the Giampolo's --> Though I didn't know Nikki very well, the time I spent with her was full of non-stop laughs. I'll never forget one of the first zones I went to and saw Nikki do the shoulder thing... :O) I thought it was the coolest thing ever. anywho Nikki will be rememebered for years to come as the girl who never stoped smiling and for her great personality. You raised a great kid and should be very proud. My family sends thier love and thier condonlences.
Lauren Evanosky :O)
The Evanosky Family <www.Evadusky@aol.com>
Westport, CT USA - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 08:18 PM (CST)

To the Giampolos, I never really knew Nikki...but my friends that went to zones with her and my coaches that new her through swimming tell me that she was a great kid- full of life and love. She faced everything head on and didn't succumb to a challenge. I'm sure that the last thing that you want to hear right now is how sorry everyone is, because Nikki was and still is a beautiful young lady. We all are sorry for all the pain that your family has suffered, but sorry won't make anything better. The only way to heal is to remember the good times shared with that little bundle of life, aka Nikki. I just wanted to let you know how great a job you did with her. She seemed like a wonderful girl!! :) My family sends their regards! lots of love and hugs! xoxo
Claire Nugent <MiniNuge903@aol.com>
Westport, CT USA - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 07:55 PM (CST)

Nikki- You will never ever be forgotten in my heart. Although we are all devasted you are gone, we all realize the fact that you are no longer suffering. I keep that thought in mind and it comforts me to know that you are in a better place. I will never forget the times we shared, altought many were so long ago. Riding bikes at your house, swinging on the swing, swimming at Windham and LEHY, and countless others. Swimming will never be the same without you. When i first came to LEHY i remember you were the only one i knew. You introduced me to people and always made me feel welcome. You have made me a better person and made me realize we dont have forever. Life is flashing before our eyes. Our friendship had truely impacted my life and you will always be in my thoughts. I strive to have a fraction of the courage as you once had. No one could ever match your great personality and have the strength to put up a fight. I love you.

To the Giampolo's- Nikki has touched each and everyone of our lifes in some special way. This will never be forgotten among many of us. I am truely sorry for your great loss. She was a great role model and is never to be forgotten.All my love to your entire family.

Keri Stone <kerbear139@aol.com>
hebron, - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 06:31 PM (CST)

Dear Giampolo Family, I am very sorry for your loss. I got to know Nikki when I worked with Elaina Strid for a while at Hebron Elementary and then at the Middle School. What a sweet, beautiful person she was. Your family and Nikki will be in my prayers at this very difficult time.
Tricia Schiavi <MomTricia1961@aol.com>
Hebron, CT - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 06:18 PM (CST)

Nikki-I can remember the games that we used to play while we were kids. I remember the long walk in Gay City State park you Natalie, Jessica, your mom and my mom had. THe days when we were both young. I will never forget your smiling face. I wish that we had more times together as we grew up. I can only relate to the times we had as a young child. Thanks for giving me those memories. Rest In Peace Nikki. It puts a smile on my face to know that you are no suffering anymore and I am glad to know that i have a beautiful Guardian Angel shining down at me. I love you. -Tracy Riedl

To the Giampolos- There are no other words to say, then Im so sorry for your loss. Nikki was a beautiful person and will never be forgotten. The memories we all shared together with her are forever in our hearts. My deepest thoughts are with you all forever.
All my love,
Tracy
Tracy Riedl <Trsoc7@aol.com>
Glastonbury, Ct. - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 05:41 PM (CST)

I will always remember Nikki and the pain she had to go through and the courage she showed. She will always be in our hearts and she will never be forgotten.My sympathy to you and your family.
Mary Delaney
windsor, CT - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 05:06 PM (CST)

"One Sweet Day" by Mariah Carey and Boyz II Men expresses how many of us are feeling at this time.

"Sorry I never told you, All I wanted to say. And now it's too late to hold you 'cause you've flown away. So far away
Never had I imagined living without your smile, Feeling and knowing you hear me, it keeps me alive. And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven, like so many friends we've lost along the way. And I know eventually we'll be together,
One sweet day. Darling, I never showed you. Assumed you'd always be there. I took your presence for granted, but I always cared. And I miss the love we shared. And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven, like so many friends we've lost along the way. And I know eventually we'll be together, one sweet day. Although the sun will never shine the same, I'll always look to a brighter day. Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep, you will always listen as I pray and I know you're shining down on me from Heaven like so many friends we've lost along the way and I know eventually we'll be together, one sweet day. Sorry I never told you, All I wanted to say."

- Friday, January 04, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CST)

To Nikki's family,
I played flute with Nikki in the band, she was such an awesome girl. I'll miss her and my thoughts are with you.

Mary Campbell
- Friday, January 04, 2002 at 04:41 PM (CST)

To Gail and John, Jessica & Natalie

God Bless all of you. You are in my thoughts and prayers. And to your beautiful and courageous daughter, Godspeed.

Much Love,
Angela

Angela (Giampolo) Babella <jbabc@attbi.com>
Windsor, CT - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 04:11 PM (CST)

*It felt like springtime on this January morning, in a courtyard where birds were singing your praise. I'm still recalling things you said to make me feel alright... I carry them with me today. Now as I lay me down to sleep, this I pray: that you will hold me near. Though I'm far away I'll whisper your name into the sky, and I will wake up happy. I wonder why I feel so high, though I am not above the sorrow, heavy-hearted til you call my name... and its just like church bells, or the whistle of a train, and I'll run to meet you barefoot, barely breathing... it's not too near for me, like a flower I need the rain. Though it's not clear to me, every season has its change... and I will see you when the sun comes out again.*-Sophie B. Hawkins

All of my thoughts and prayers are with the Giampolo family... we all lost a truly amazing, beautiful, strong, inspiring girl this week, and I know we will never forget her. Goodnight Nikki.

CT - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CST)

It seems like yesterday that i was standing next to Nikki in gym class laughing about Mr. Godin and to not be able to see her again seems unreal. Although we were not good friends more aquitances,we laughed together in gym and she was a supporter though 4 years of cross country. She was an unbelieverable runner with the motivation to go with it. In her short 15 years she taught the community and myself more than some do in a lifetime. She set her goals high and she achieved then indefinatley. I am eternally greatful for what she did while she was here and i only wish i could tell her that. To the Giampolos im sorry for your loss and you are in my prayers.
Ashley <Crazy1886@aol.com>
Hebron, ct usa - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 02:13 PM (CST)

Even though I know that someone is no longer writing on this web site I still come and read it every day...I can't really help it...Nikki touched my life in many ways....begining with my first time at zones. I don't think that I will ever come to realize that she is no longer here but somewere else, I wanted to know her better....but I guess for some things there isn't enough time. I don't wan't to feel like I could have done more ever again, I only want to know as much as I can! With this in mind, if Mrs. Giampolo is still reading this, could you please let me know if I can help with anything for the little girl ( with brown hair) who is still at the hospital(it won't make up for Nikki but it might help). Deepest regrets,
Caitlin

manchester, ct - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 02:13 PM (CST)

Dear Giampolo's,
Nikki was a great kid. from the first minute i met her, i knew she was a strong fighter, and one of the most positive people i have ever met. all her entries kept me updated, and she did a good job on them too thinking positive. all my heart to nikki and the giampolo family.
Alison McKnight~~wyw <SwImBuG@aol.com>
USA - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 01:57 PM (CST)

To Nikki and her fmaily,
Even thoguh I had never seen you or talked you theres just those type of people that you know are kind and giving...and what i heard about nikki was just that. So sorry you had to leave our community, but you went to a good place!.. My father past away of cancer, so i can feel your pain..but always think good thoguhts..just a smile can get you thoguh :) My deepest regrets to Nikkis family <3
Jess Sponheimer <ixipunkchikixi@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct USA - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 01:53 PM (CST)

To the Giampolos

Nikki isn't the type of person you meet to often, she has a soft heart and is always there to help someone in need. She was always there for me 110%, she was always a leader. And even though i am extremely upset, i believe she has gone to a better place. I will never forgot any of the little 'adventures' Nikki and I went on. And i will never forgot how she has touched my life. Thank you so much Mrs. Giampolo, Mr. Giampolo, Natalie, and Jessica, you guys are my second family; i always feel like your house is a home away from home. Deepest Sympathy and I love you.
Kaitlin
Vernon, Ct USA - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 01:36 PM (CST)

To the Giampolos:

I did not know your daughter Nikki, but from the other enteries that I have read I'm sure she was an amazing person. I graduated RHAM with Jessica, and I just wanted to pass on my deepest sympathies and condolences to all of you.

Mariana Vaughan (formally Mariana Shek)
Mariana Vaughan <catfish2115@hotmail.com>
Mansfield Center, CT 06250 - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 01:18 PM (CST)

Nikki-
All though we have never met, I will never forget you. Many times have I seen your name on top of the results, especially breaststroke, with me thinking, how the heck can she do that. Of couse you can tell that breaststroke is not my stroke. I will never forget the courage and the honesty that you displayed on this web page. Rest in Peace, and I will look forward to the day that we will meet once again.
Liz Cooper <elsie0304@hotmail.com>
Glastonbury , CT USA - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 12:56 PM (CST)

My heartfelt condolensces to the Giampolo's, to their friends and family, to all of us who have been touched by Nikki, and to Nikki. In this world of uncertainty, collectively you have all moved me beyond what I am able to express. My spirituality has been deepened by my need to believe that the here-after must be paradise and to be chosen is a blessing.

Rebecca Filkoff <RFilkoff>
W. Hfd., CT - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 11:38 AM (CST)

i wasnt ever close to nikki but i heard wonderfull things about her. even before she got sick. she was never selfish and always wanted to help others. i was so eager to get to meet and befriend nikki over my years in highschool. and when i foudn out she got sick i was devastaed. and now i am even more devestated. to the giampolo's i am sorry for your loss. i pray for you. nikki was an angel. the kind u dont get to meet too often. it is so sad that god had to take her so fast. but i kno she will be looking down on all of us and keeping her in her heart, just liek i will her in mine. we will all miss you and we all love u. may God take care of u liek u have done with us. rest in peace nikki.
stef smith
hebron, ct usa - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 09:21 PM (CST)

~Nikki~
Eventhough I have never met you before, I think the world of you. My mom had you as her student in 3rd grade. Eversince you were diagnosed with cancer, my mom has been talking non stop about you :) She would say how great an athlete you were and how great of a student! I just want you to know how inspired I am of your courage to fight your illness, for it gives my mom and I strength everyday. Love always ~Mckenzie~
Mckenzie Hogan <Bmachogan@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT USA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CST)

Nikki- Having just joined LEHY i hear all the stories of your experiances with the team. You have touched so many peoples lives, including mine. I have heard and read about your story and it has touched my heart. You were an increadably strong and loving person. Someone i will never forget. To the Giampolo family- your daughter has blessed so many peoples lives. Her constant strength and love will never be forgotten!
Megan
Manchester, CT - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 08:35 PM (CST)

To the Giampolos~
Nikki lived a life that was filled with so many accomplishments that I can not even comprehend it to this day. She was always the one in the hall who wore a bright smile on her face even when things were not going well. She will always be remembered in all our hearts as a beautiful person from the inside out. Even though I did not know her very well we had run cross country together since seventh grade and she was always the one who finished in the front of the line but stuck around to see the rest of us finish. She pushed everyone through the finish line and cheered us on with pride. When I heard that she had become sick I was in shock that something could happen to such a good person but Nikki took it on with a smile. She was the one who would require support but some how she always ended up supporting the people around her and bringing them comfort in a time of need. She is loved by so many that it has become uncountable and she will be remembered by everyone as the great person that she was. I just want you to know that Nikki and your family are all in our prayers.May she rest in a better place.
Heather
Hebron, - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 08:30 PM (CST)

I have never encountered a more courageous and optimistic person. The way you dealt with the life you were given was so admirable that I'm crying just thinking about it. I pray that you know just how special you are. Tuesday ended a long fight on your part, and I'm glad that you conquered the pain. You have forever changed me as a person. Never again shall I take for granted, and never will your memories escape me. Nikki, I love you, and you will be missed dearly. I'm glad that you're not suffering, but at the same time I miss you so much I wish you were still here. God gave you your wings early, and I pray that you're at peace. I'm sure your safe in Heaven now, please watch out for us. Thank you for everything you've given to me, and to this world. Once a beautiful person, now a beautiful angel.
And to the Giampolo family- though I don't know you well, please be aware that you raised a wonderful daughter, and she was the most beautiful and courageous friend I have ever had.

Lots of love,
~Kat~

<hazeleyes579@aol.com>
hebron, ct - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 07:42 PM (CST)

To Nikki;
I love you nikki and i know that we will all miss you, i hope that your happy now. Remember our days in info class... we had the best project overall!! no one could beat ours right? well i will always remember the way that you smiled and just the way that you looked at things. i know i never got to know you all that well. i wish now that i could change that, Nikki you seemed like an amazing person. i hope that your happy now wherever you are and that all the pain is gone. Untill we meet agian, Rest in peace.
To The Giampolo Family;
You did an amazing job raising nikki, she was going to do alot with her life. i give you my deepest sarrows. and i am so sorry that your baby girl was taking away. but she's happy now, and never forget that she will always be with you, with all of us, in our hearts.
Heather Kalhok <Heather248@hotmail.com>
Marlborough, CT USA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 07:38 PM (CST)

Mckenzie Hogan <Bmachogan@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT USA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 07:09 PM (CST)

The Giampolo family-
Nikki truly touched my life and my heart.She is the bravest person i know. She forever held a smile on her face and never complained about anything that she was going through. She will be in my heart and prayers forever. I love you all.
-Love Allie
Allie Huffman
wethersfield, ct usa - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 07:05 PM (CST)

To Nikki - You have taught me more than I ever could have learned from any book, any teacher, or any class. From you, I have learned what it truly means to be a friend. Your smile and your energy helped me through many practices and I was always grateful to have you to laugh with at the meets...and of course, your advice never failed me. It makes me feel better to know that you are no longer suffering and that you are now in a better place. I know that you are watching over us and that we will see you someday. For now, be brave and keep smiling. I love you.

To Mr. Giampolo, Mrs. Giampolo, Jessica, and Natalie - I know that there is nothing that anybody can say to help you through this tragedy, but I have been comforted by one thought: Although we are all devastated right now, we are lucky that Nikki was a part of our lives. None of us would have been as happy in life this far if we had never had Nikki to make us smile. Love to all-
Greg
Manchester, CT - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 06:57 PM (CST)

To the Giampolos-
I'm sorry mustbe a common phrase that you hear now a days, so I think I will change that...I wish that Nikki was still here....in a way she always will be, theres part of her in the pool, in the class rooms, on the field, on the track, in her flute, in your house, and in our hearts. She is one of those people who is always on your mind, someone you could never forget. I know that it is usually the childern who burry the parents, in this case it is not... Now perhaps the information the doctors have gathered over this time to help save others lives,unfourtunatly it wasn't Nikki's but now mabey one less will suffer. Nikki was and always will be an execlent role model... we all admire her and of course you her family. The best of luck.

- Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 05:25 PM (CST)

Nikki will always be remembered, and in my heart forever. She is missed dearly!! It hurt me to hear this tragic news, and helped me want to do something about it. I want to help other people like Nikki, because i felt so dearly for her. She made an impact on me, and because of her, she has changed my life. I want to find a cure for cancer. To help others like Nikki. God Bless your family. And know many are thinking of you now, and you have my love!
laura
hebron, ct - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 05:24 PM (CST)

Dear Mr. and Mrs. Giampolo, Jessica, and Natalie -

I'm so sorry for your loss, and I offer my deepest sympathies. Nikki was a wonderful girl that I will never forget for as long as I live. People always wonder why bad things happen to good people, and I guess that's what we are all wondering now. But I know atleast that Nikki has gone to a far better place, and I hope we can all take some comfort from that. Thank you for raising the sweetest girl I have ever met, who was there for all of her friends and family when they needed her help. Though we will miss her soo much, I'm sure Nikki will be with us whenever we need her still.

Kate Hanley
Hebron, CT - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 05:23 PM (CST)

When I look back on these times and the dreams we left behind i'll be glad cause I was blessed to get to have you in my life. When I look back on these days i'll look and see your face, you were right there for me.

In my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky in my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life, i'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere i am there you'll be.

Well you showed me how to feel the sky within my reach and I always will remember all the strength you gave to me. Your love made me make it through, Oh i owe so much to you, you were right there for me.

In my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky in my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life, i'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere i am there you'll be.

Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength and I want to thank you now for all the ways you were right there for me, you were right there for me for always

In my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky in my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life, i'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere i am there you'll be.
~ Faith Hill
To the Giampolo family: I heard this song and thought of Nikki. She was a wonderful young girl and i know she will never be forgotten. I can't imagine how hard this is for you. I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart.
Sincerly,
A friend of Nikki's

- Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 04:07 PM (CST)

I have written this letter a hundred times in my head today and none of the words that I put to paper can express how we feel for Nikki and her family. Nikki's journal entries were filled with hope, love, and courage and gave us an idea of what an outstanding young woman she was. She and her family are surrounded by many loving and caring friends and relatives. Our deepest sympathy goes out to her family and all those that had the privilege to know such a wonderful young person. Our thoughts and prayers are with the Giampolo family.
The McKnight Family <lfmgem@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 03:11 PM (CST)

To the Giampolo Family:
My heart broke when I heard the news yesterday, and I felt the unfairness of her disease stronger than ever before. I will always remember Nikki with the best memories, she was an amazing athlete, teammate, and above all to me, a friend. She was always there for me when I needed consoling, and I could never forget the times I spent with her. Even when I switched teams, she was the first person to tell me she was ok with the switch, and we could still remain friends. I'll never forget her kindness or her smile and laugh. And I can honestly say, everytime I get in the water, I will think of Nikki, the strongest and most couragious person I have known. My heart goes out to you.
Emily <Ultrafly12@aol.com>
Vernon, - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 02:46 PM (CST)

nikki-
i miss you so much. i am so honored to have known you for those 4 short years. i remember so many good times we had together and i am grateful i could get to know you so well. out at dinner, where we came up with the "human french fries", or "pig spelled backwards is gip". it was so wonderful. at your party, "oh no! its hannibal!!!" or "nala doesnt bark unless someone is really there!". the best quote i could think of happens to be by R. Kelly, "i wish"

"i wish that i could touch you now,
i wish that i could hold you now,
i wish that i could talk to you, be with you somehow,
i know your in a better place,
even though i cant see your face,
i know your smiling down on me,
saying everythings okay."

i love you nikki

- Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 02:41 PM (CST)

I'm sitting here with tears running down my face, reading all the words of love so many people have sent to you. I know they aren't much comfort to your family right now but it occurred to me that they are a testimony to her courage and a legacy of her life to you all. She must have received much love and support from her family to see her through such a scary trial. I know she is in God's arms now and His arms can do what yours couldn't. She is in no more pain. Love to you all and God bless you.
Joan Brow <MIMnJAJ@AOL.com>
East Hartford, CT - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 02:33 PM (CST)

Nikki did not know me, but I give all my heart to her, i met her at the banquet, and she was a great person even from talking to her for less than an hour. And bestest luck to the Giampolo Family.
From Alison McKnight WILTON Y WAHOOS.
Alison <Swimubg@aol.com>
CT USA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 01:59 PM (CST)

I am very sorry to hear the sad news, but we will keep Nikki in our heart forever. God bless her and her family.
Love,
Nicole
Nicole Chartier <Elocin619@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 01:55 PM (CST)

I am so sorry for Nikki and my condolences to her wonderful family and friends. I had read through the e-mails on the website before Christmas and was so impressed with Nikki and the heartfelt responses in the guestbook. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Jim Brielmann <brielmjt@pweh.com>
Cromwell, CT USA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 01:48 PM (CST)

To all Nikki's family,
It has been an honor and a privelage to have been part of Nikki's life the last several months. Laura deeply cares for Nikki and always will. It is in my heart that I know she will continue to guide Laura through her chemo. Their friendship bonded quickly and we were so honored that you allowed us to have our moments with Nikki. When she lifted her hand to take Laura's frienship necklace and whisper to her and then to whisper thankyou to me in her final hours I
will ALWAYS remember in my heart. Gail, your sensitivity to call me and to be concern as to how Laura was is unbelievable. As I told you before, Nikki could have no better of a Mom than she has in you... know , I watched...
Thank you for giving us a family friendship.
I Love You
Joanne Santiago <Jas2225@aol.com>
Avon, ct - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 01:29 PM (CST)

I am sorry, I now have went and read the guestbook and realized the sad news. God bless all of you.
Ria
- Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 11:36 AM (CST)

Hello Nikki, A friend of your Mom's (Kimberly) directed me to your site, and asked that prayers be sent to you and your family. I read through all your journals, and can only say you are one inspiring young lady. You have gone through so much, yet you prevail, I admire your spirit. My prayers are with you and your family at this most challenging time in your life.
Ria <happy4uin2000@yahoo.com>
Normal, IL USA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 11:27 AM (CST)

hi Mrs.and Mr.Giampolo is am so sorry about Nikki. If you need anything just ask me and i will help you. as i sad i am so sorry. your friend vicky plander
vicky plander <Eeyorewarrior@aol.com>
hebron, ct usa - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 10:53 AM (CST)

To Nikki's family-
I cant imagine what your going through. My friend was singing the song by Faith Hill from the movie Pearl Harbor and i instantly thought of Nikki. I hope that you are all doing well, all my love
Erin McLaughlin

- Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 08:18 AM (CST)

Gail, John, Natalie and Jess -- My heart is breaking. I have been blessed to have been a part of Nikki's and your lives. I treasure the times that I spent with Nikki and will hold her in my heart always. She will always be an inspiration to us, so brave and so unselfish. I don't understand why she has been taken from us but God must have a special plan. I'm sure she is watching down on us all right now. I'm here for any of you anytime, please know that. How special for me to know that Nikki kissed the heart that is inside my cow that she and Michael built me for Christmas. It's as though she kissed my heart. I love you all.
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 07:58 AM (CST)

Nikki I know that Jesus Is watch you in your time of trouble and I realize that you shall have eternal peace with him know and forever
You will make it to heaven
Daniel Postell
Marlborough, Ct - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 07:12 AM (CST)

This is a very sad time for eveyone one who knew nikki, i personally did not know her but i want to send my condolences for the friends and family of Nikki. The last few months have been trying for us all from september 11 to Nikki's death but i know we will all pull through. R.I.P.
Greg Harper
Andover , ct usa - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 07:04 AM (CST)

To the Giampolos:

Sitting around the pool last night, one thought of Nikki kept running through my mind. It was the summer when Kayleigh was 10 and made Zones. I went over to the hotel to visit Kayleigh. As I was leaving I told Kayleigh to have fun and be safe. Nikki came over, put her arm around Kayleigh and said, "Don't worry Mr. Boucher, I'll watch over her"

Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Much Love,

Peter
Peter Boucher <boucher4jazz@worldnet.att.net>
Manchester, CT USA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 06:00 AM (CST)

To all especially the Great Giampolo family-First and foremost thank you for letting me,an outsider into your lives during a most difficult time and also for letting me become part of the "family" or at least Nala's. John and Gail you have raised three amazing daughters. Of course at this moment we focus on Nikki and all that she gave, however, Natalie and Jess both contributed to Nikki's well being and all our lives. I commend all of you for living with all of our own personal fears. You have lived one of life's greatest sorrows, the loss of a child and the loss of a sibling. It is up to us now to help you cope with this loss. I know we can not erase this pain, nor do I suggest we try. I do however hope that we all remember you today, tommorrow, and in the future.

I also know that many of us sit here and question why and what could have been. We seek answers that we will never know. We struggle with sadness, anger and fear. However, if we reach deep down, I know by just meeting Nikki we can answer some of those questions, because to know Nikki now was to know Nikki then. I know we might be able to think about a few questions such as--What could have Nikki been? If we know Nikki any damn thing she wanted to be.--- How good would she have been? Well damn near perfect I can imagine, if Nikki had a say.--- What would she have been at graduation? Well #1 I suppose or even if she was less we would have known why, most likely due to some sporting commitment. --- Who would she have married? Well that could be debatable, hopefully someone who was used to a strong but very loving and compassionate woman and most likely someone like John(kind and strong all in one). --- What kind of mother would she have been? Well, just look at Gail and we would know without a doubt what a caring and devoted mom she would be plus she was excellent with little kids, especially three that I know personally. I quess what I am saying is let not focus on the what could have beens, but more on what Nikki was. She was wiser and more mature than most of us. She was a great kid, from a great family, and as my kids say she is laughing and running or maybe swimming today and everyday on purple clouds in heaven. She watches over all of us and believe me I know she will be keeping us on all in check. Family Giampolo, we at Family Brokaw are not done with you yet. Look out it is going to be a bumpy ride, but we are in it for the long haul. It may never be smooth again, but that is what we all are here for- to try to put patches on those terrible potholes you will hit, when you are ready for the attempts to fix the holes.

Thanks again for a sad but glorious time, because to have not have known you or Nikki would have been one of our biggest tragedies. Peace and all our love, Family Brokaw

the other side <jbrokaw01@snet.net>
Amston, CT USA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 12:08 AM (CST)

To the Giampolos~ Thank you for letting me be a part of your life and a part of Nikki's life even right up to the very end. I can only hope that I was able to give her just a fraction of what she gave me. She taught me so much about life and living. I have laughed harder with Nikki than I have with anyone, her sense of humor and increadible smile will be forever a part of me. I will forever smile when I think of Nikki and all of the goofy, funny memories that we share. May you remember all of the good times, and treasure her forever. With love, to Mr and Mrs Giampolo, Jess, Natalie and the Coolest Angel around,
Sarah
Hebron, CT USA - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 10:29 PM (CST)

Giampolo family.... Our thoughts and prayers are with you at this most difficult time. We will always think of Nikki as a brave, strong teenager who was very kind to our little girl. Michelle will miss her and remember her fondly, as we all will.
Barbara, Dan, Michelle, and Danielle Millerick
Mystic, CT - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 09:45 PM (CST)

To the Giampolo Family,

As we've kept Nikki in our thoughts and prayers since learning of her disease in May, we will continue to pray for the people who loved her most. May you be able to find strength in knowing that you raised a child that was both courageous and gracious while fighting this most valiant battle. For those of us who never met Nikki, this was so evident whenever one read her journal entries, as well as the testimonies of all her friends. Our hearts are heavy with grief for your incredible lost. May God bless you in the difficult days ahead.

The Bolduc Family
Windsor, CT - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 09:36 PM (CST)

Nikki Giampolo was one of the most wonderful people I have ever met. She was always full of life, and fun, and most importantly strength and hope. Today her strength and hope live on inside each person that was blessed by knowing her. The fun memories will never be forgotten and neither will you Nikki. In your 15 years you gave a lot to the world and I am grateful for everything you gave me. You taught me about hope and dreams and strengh. Most importantly you proved to me that although tough things happen to good people, its these good people that touch and change lives through their stuggles. I'm thankful for every day you were here and you will be remembered each day by the many many people that loved you and will continue to love you.

These words from the song Puff Daddy sang when his close friend Notorious BIG died are the only other way I can express what I feel right now and what I know a lot of us are feeling. There is a huge support system here among all the people that knew Nikki. Everyone is there to talk and comfort.

-I know you still livin' your life after death...
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every time I pray
I'll be missing you....

What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you...

It's kind of hard wit you not around
Know you in heaven smilin' down
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe

God Bless the Giampolo Family and may they know that they raised a wonderful daughter.

Terri Gilbert <terrig@snet.net>
Hebrong, CT USA - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 08:47 PM (CST)

To the Giampolo family:

I have been following Nikki's story since October. She truly was and is an inspiration to us all. My Dad died in November of liver cancer. The following passage is one that I found most comforting.

FOOTPRINTS "One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flased before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The Lord replied,"My son, my precious child, I love you and would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you." ~ author unknown ~

God bless and keep Nikki now free of pain. God bless each of you.

Mary Mackinnon <stevemac@javenet.com>
Avon, CT - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 08:40 PM (CST)

I just heard the sad news. I am so sorry for your loss. I had read Nikki's entries before but hadn't signed the guestbook. Such a wonderful girl. I know there is nothing anyone can say to ease your grief, but please know that you have been and will continue to be in my prayers.

Love,

Peter Brielmann
Peter Brielmann <pbriels@aol.com>
Windsor Locks, CT - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 08:30 PM (CST)

Nikki-
Although I never met you, I know my life has been touched by you. You had
courageous spirit and a bravery I can only wish I had half of. Your life was so
precious to all, and you touched so many lives. Even though you lived such a
short time, you had an impact on anyone you met. I know everyone is going
to miss you, esp. your coaches and teammates. But, I also know that everyone
is very thankful to have known a person like yourself, and will always keep
your flame going. We will never know why your life was taken so soon, but we
will see you all in heaven. I keep you and your family in my prayers.You may be gone,but never forgotten. There is something that Eleanor Roosevelt once
said and it was: "Friends can pass through your life, but only the true ones
leave footprints in your heart and soul." That was you Nikki. Someone who left
so many footprints in people's hearts. I only wish the best for your family, and
hope they can get through this difficult time. I give my best to your family, your friends, and LEHY teammates. I'll see you in heaven,
Katie
Katie from NES
CT USA - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 08:25 PM (CST)

Although i never knew Nikki personally, I heard about her story through friends on LEHY. I am also 15 and a swimmer, and this story really touched my heart. I shared Nikki's story with a few of my teamates, and we all feel that she is a amazingly strong person. To the Giampolo family, know that you have a great daughter that has touched the lives of so many people. The Farmington Swim Team sends their condolences to all.
Jane <hiho235@attbi.com>
Farmington, - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 08:23 PM (CST)

Gail, John, Natalie, Jessica...we are so sorry...Nikki will always be remembered lovingly..I can still see Nikki and Rebecca battling out their races...and Nikki winning most even though she swam without using her legs!! How could she do that and be so fast? She was awesome--not only as a swimmer, but as an individual. I've been reading her journals and am just amazed by the energy and optimism that carried her through these past few months. Nikki will always be a dynamo...she is now a dynamo in Heaven.
We will pray for you all....our hearts are breaking too. Love, Barb,John, Rebecca, Stacey and Jenn Ruocco
Barb Ruocco <suncam24108@yahoo.com>
South Windsor, CT - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 08:14 PM (CST)

"Let your life have enough clouds to create a beautiful sunset."

I never knew Nikki personally but I knew her presence through a very good friend. She was clearly a very special person. She lived through pain that many of us can't even imagine. She has touched so many lives and even those who didn't know her personally have learned from her. My heartfelt condolences go out to the Giampolo family, her friends, and her LEHY team. She has truly made an impact on the life of others. Even though she was only 15, she touched more people than she can ever imagine. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Kelly
Manchester, CT - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 08:08 PM (CST)

Nikki-You have forever changed the way i look at life i hope you know that i will never forget you and the things you taught me. You were by far the bravest person i had ever met. I hope you know that i love you and you will be in my heart forever. Ill always remember you nikki....
Erin
Erin McLaughlin <swimchic82387@aol.com>
woodbridge , ct - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 07:58 PM (CST)

The Curnias' Family would like to offer our prayer's and condolences to Nikki's family and friends. Nikki was truly a testament of courage and love. Christina who is a new member of the LEHY swim team says that Nikki is the newest and fastest swimmer on Heaven's team.
Christina , Sue and Jim Curnias <Macurn @aol>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 07:53 PM (CST)

Nikki~
You will always be remembered by those who loved you and many more!!! Even though I never had the chance to meat you your story has forever changed the way I look at life knowing never to take one day for granted and I think you are by far one of the bravest peolpe i know of.
~Kasey~ <kkswimming05@hotmail.com>
Woodbridge, CT USA - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 07:53 PM (CST)

I previously made a mistake. I forgot to add in my sentence, We give all our gratitude for Nikki's strength and courage. She has taught us all a lot about life. She is our true hero and we will remember her always.
Gabrielle Johnston
- Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 07:40 PM (CST)

To my little Sweet Pea-
Thank you for being a part of my life. You will hold a piece of my heart forever. I know that you will brighten any room that you walk into as you begin your new journey. I now have two guardian angles watching over me. I am glad that you won freedom from your pain. I will never forget you, and I will do everything in my power to keep you spirit alive. You will be a part of LEHY forever. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!
Love Always- Kaeley

To the Giampolo Family-
You are in my thoughts and prayers with every minute that passes. Thank you for letting me be a part of your lives too. I love you all!!!

- Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 07:40 PM (CST)

I have met many people in my years as a swimmer. Nikki, you will always stand out to me as the fun, high spirited, talented girl who knew how to make people smile. People say you need to win a battle to truely be victorious. I believe that giving it everything you have is winning, even if you lose the battle. To me, you have won. RIP Nikki, you will never be forgotten.
Julia Dunne <butterfly579@hotmail.com>
Wodbridge, CT USA - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 07:32 PM (CST)

-I will never forget you-

-Nikki-you have touched so many lives...and no one will ever forget you...I love you...and I know you are an angel watching down on everyone...I love you Nikki-

-To the Giampolo family-you have lost a beloved young lady...I am sorry for your loss-

Love Always,
Michelle
Michelle Carey <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 07:30 PM (CST)

I am so sorry to hear about Nikki. It is so sad what she had to go through and me and my family give all out gratitude we can. I hope you can get through this tough time and can work your way through this. We will always remember Nikki.
Gabrielle Johnston <Flychamp00@aol.com>
WIndsor, ct USA - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 07:26 PM (CST)

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts and we are never, ever the same."

Nikki,
Your memory will live on in everyone's mind... I know that there won't be a day that'll go by without me thinking of you! You were so strong and so optimistic, an overall wonderful person, and I'm so lucky to have known you... You taught me so much. Thank you for that. Love you always.

Rachel

To the Giampolo family- you're in my prayers, stay strong.

Rachel Delaney <rachel85m@yahoo.com>
Windsor, CT - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 07:04 PM (CST)

I will forever remember your story and how ur life touched so many around you. You are now pain free and I know you are looking down from heaven on all those who love and miss you. Love,
Meghan

Meghan Baker <Newsgirl2000@aol.com>
Richmond , VA USA - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 07:04 PM (CST)

Nikki:
For the short four years that I knew you, I always respected your confidence and athletic ability, as well as your kindness and generosity. I'll never forget all the races and meets, especially when we were co-captians in 8th grade (and won the trophy!), the band concerts, the talks during science and geometry when we were really, really, really bored, and band class too. And the limo ride at Wickham, with everybody waving out the window and staring at us? That was a great day. And that's how I want to remember you.. as a courageous person that stayed strong through it all, and never complained. I'll miss you...
Christine
Marlborough, England - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 06:52 PM (CST)

Nikki~
U will always be remembered, and just know one thing.... That u r loved by many.
I love you.
Emily
Emily <GOOgles88@aol.com>
tolland, ct - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 06:41 PM (CST)

An end and a New Beginning !
Ann Hansen <annspiritbRN@mns.com>
glastonbury, ct. - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 06:36 PM (CST)

Nikki- I know that we didn't know each other for very long. But, I will forever cherish and remember the good times that we had. I'll always remeber the gigling about guys, going out to dinner, seeing the play, getting sick on chinnese while were admitted, listenin to music, having wheel-chair races, hangin out, going around aimlessly around CCMC not wanting to go back to our rooms after teen-group, meeting you for the 1st time, but more importantly- our friendship. Even though it was hard to visit each other- I always thought about you. I consider you one of my greatest and closest friends ever. I love you with all my heart. May you rest in peace and never again have to go through pain. You are my hero and will for as long as I live and for many years on- be my guardian angel.
Your friend,
xoxoLAURAxoxo
Laura Santiago <Dream8787@aol.com>
Avon, CT - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 06:18 PM (CST)

To my pain free darling!....Nikki I love you and will miss you dearly! Thank you for setting a wonderful example for us all!!!! We will never forget you!!!!
Caitlin

- Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 06:00 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
I just wanted to tell you that u have made an impact on my life just through ur journal and I know we never knew each other very well and I'm not even sure if u remember me but I know you are strong and I know there are so many other people are amazed by your accomplishments and your optimism. You are in my thoughts and my prayers always.
Meghan

Meghan Baker <newsgirl2000@aol.com>
Richmond , VA USA - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 04:14 PM (CST)

Nikki, i dont kno if you are reading this but i'm gonna write any way..... you can exepect a package soon!!!! :)
Love Caitlin.

- Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 02:11 PM (CST)

Dear Nikki,
Many of us at the Cheshire Water Devils want you to know that we are keeping up to date with your condition and wishing all the best for you.
The Schneiders (Stephanie and Marissa)
Stephanie and Marissa Schneider <sschneider02@home.com>
Cheshire, CT USA - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 01:56 PM (CST)

Dear Nikki, Our prayers have been with you for months and especially these past weeks as you have continued to carry on with such inspiration and truthfulness. Thank you for your demonstration of strength and courage. Your family has been blessed with a beautiful gift. And to your family - please know that there is nothing we wouldn't do to help you during these difficult times - it is the least we can do to honor Nikki and her awesome human spirit. Love from all the Archambaults.
Lynn <lynnarch1@aol.com>
Hebron, CT - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 09:43 PM (CST)

Nikki-
It was wonderful to see you and your Mom at the LEHY party!!
You are in our thoughts and prayers at all times.
Much Love to you and your family.
The Loomis Family

- Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 09:08 PM (CST)

Nikki, Natalie, Jess, and Mr. & Mrs. Giampolo ~

All 5 of you are amazing and strong. My thoughts and prayers are with each and everyone of you.

Nikki, there just isn't enough words to describe you. You are my inspiration, you blow my mind just to think how strong and incredible you are. You have touched my life in a way that I will never forget. You are a great friend, and I love you. Never forget the memories.
Allie <oopa33@aol.com>
Marlborough, - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 08:57 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki,
I just wanted to tell you how much you have touched my life. You are a truly amazing person, and you have changed the lives of everyone you know. I have been praying for you a lot this past week, and I have been telling everyone I know to pray for you. I love you, Nikki, I wish there were more people like you in this world.
Ashley P.
- Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 08:00 PM (CST)

nikki!!!!! happy new year!! i hope u had a good xmas!! sorry i havent written in a while...i think you are an amazing person and you are so brave!!! all my friends think you are amazing...i showed some of them ur journal entries and my friend kristin said " im glad she is very optimistic and keeps telling herself that everything is ok. u can almost see her smiling" and its true!!! keep smiling and i love you very much!

Sarah Dopp <sarahdopp1787@aol.com>
E.HTFD, Ct - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 07:50 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki~
I just wanted to let you know what an amazing and strong person you are. You are such an inspiration to the community,the cross country team, and myself. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I know you will show everyone what you've got!
Ashley Mitchell <Crazy1886@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct USA - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 07:38 PM (CST)

nikki-
isn't it weird how life always seems to be playing games on us? Right when you think you get a free turn- it's oh no wait you loose a turn. But somehow you keep winning. You are one of the most special friends that I've ever had. I promise from the bottom of my heart that I will always remember you. I luv ya bunch!!!
Laura <frostedlime@aol.com>
avon, ct here - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 06:45 PM (CST)

Hi Again Nikki, Just wanted to let you know you're in my thoughts and prayers and my church has had you on our prayer list these past few months. I bet people from all over the country are praying for you. News travels fast via e-mail. Love to you and your beautiful family.
Joan Brow <mimnjaj@aol.com>
East Hartford, CT - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 06:31 PM (CST)

Hey nikki,
Happy New Year! I hope the new Year brings you lotes of joy and happyness { I am not the best speller LOL}!
My Heart and prayers are with ya !
love Ya
Hannah K.
Hannah K <swimchicka08>
West Hartford, CT USA - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 06:20 PM (CST)

Nikki and Family- This is J.D, Sarah's little brother(The 8 year old one). You are a realy nice person. You also are very funny. I am thinking about you and i am going to say a prayer for you.
J.D
Hebron, CT USA - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 06:15 PM (CST)

Nikki--
I really wanted to tell you how much I love you and how very much you mean to me as a friend, person and teammate. Even when I left Lehy, I knew we could still stay friends because of your amazing personality. You are unbelievably strong, and I love you, and pray for you.
Love you with all my heart
Emily <Ultrafly12@aol.com>
Vernon, - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 05:38 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! I wanted to say i love you very very much. You are such an inspiring person. You always have high spirits no matter wut happens. That is the best thing to have through such tough times. I love you.
Laura Conter <Ljcae44g@aol.com>
Manchester, Ct USA - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 05:37 PM (CST)

HI Nikki!
Just a little note to let you know that we've been thinking and praying for you and your family. You're a very strong and loving person.
Love,
Heather and Caroline Strunk
<Hoopliner@aol.com>
Hebron, CT - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 05:37 PM (CST)

Hey NIkki! Happy New Year!I miss you and I think of you often. I hope to hear from you soon. I'm sorry I couldn't see you at the party the other day. :)
Becca
- Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 05:20 PM (CST)

Nikki, Peace be with you today and always. I love ya kid and hope you know what an impact you have had on others. You know how you wanted to be a teacher of the deaf, well kiddo, I think you reached that goal. You have opened many hearts, minds, eyes and ears to the wonderous love and courage you have. Leave it to you to be the overachiever. YOu want to be a teacher of deaf and you end up being a teacher to all. Way to go babe. I just wanted to also say that you have your Tuesday's at Morries and I have my Tutor Time with Nikki. Just like you I hate the ending too and would have rewrote it too. Sleep and rest peacefully and have a great one. I love you and much kisses from my kids and our family to you and yours. Love that crazy redheaded tutor, jenn
jenn the wild thing brokaw <jbrokaw01@snet.net>
anywhere , very crazy usa - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 03:28 PM (CST)

Happy New Year Nikki (And the Giampolo Family!)
I hope that the coming year brings health and happiness, and a cure. We love you!
Christine
- Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 03:06 PM (CST)

Mr. and Mrs. Giampolo, Jess, Natalie -
I just wanted to know that I am thinking about you all and praying for you. You guys are increadibly strong and brave.

Nikki, I just wanted to let you and your family know how much I love you and how much you have meant to me as a friend and teammate. You are an amazing person.
All my love,
Sarah
- Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 02:50 PM (CST)

Hello to the Giampolo's from the Acosta Family. We've been thinking about all of you and continue to pray for you. Sorry that we haven't communicated earlier but had never accessed your web site for updates, etc. We used to get the information from other parents. It was great to go on the site today and realize we could communicate with you through here. Today members of our congregation met at the Granby green to begin the new year in prayer. We prayed for many things including all of you. We don't understand why but all we can say is that God is in control of everything that happens to us. Our prayer is that He strengthens you all and sees you through what we can only imagine are challenging and trying times. May God bless you and keep you steadfast. We love you and keep you in our hearts and mind constantly. If there is anything or any way we can help please let us know. Ruben, Olga and Alessandro Acosta.
olga M. and Ruben E. and Alessandro E. Acosta <oma851@aol.com>
Simsbury, CT Hartford - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 01:28 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki
I know that we dont know each other very well but i miss you and you are such an inspiration to everyone espcially the cross country team.When we were not motivated you inspired us. I hope that things are going ok,and happy new year :-).
Heather Orton <orty7@aol.com>
Hebron, CT USA - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 11:41 AM (CST)

nikki its another new year! Yea! School is 1/2 way over(i think...) and if it isn't then its getting closer. I hope ur getting better :) Stay happy!

Love caitlin

- Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 11:23 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki! Happy New Year!!! Sorry I haven't wrote in a while. I really wanted to stop by to visit over the break- but I've been sick with some type of a bug and a cold and didn't want to give that to you. We went to NYC before Christmas and we picked you up a tiny Christmas present...as soon as I'm 'germ free' I'll give your house a call and see if we can drop it off. I know that Vinny would also want to wish you a Happy New Year-but he's in Flordia with the Loomis swim team--without him being here it's been the most peaceful 4 days I can remember... Think of you always- can't wait to see you. Love Ya
Ari
- Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 10:35 AM (CST)

Happy New Year gang. I will give you a buzz. Hope all is well you are always in my thoughts. love jenn
jenn brokaw <jbrokaw01@snet.net>
amston, CT USA - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 10:09 AM (CST)

Giampolos:

Happy New Year! Get better soon! We love you!

Love the Beaulieu-Jones' family.
BJ's <sport10187@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 09:18 AM (CST)

To the Giampolos:

Happy New Year, our thoughts, prayers and best wishes are with you !!!!

Much Love,

The Bouchers
Boucher <boucher4jazz@worldnet.att.net >
Manchester, CT USA - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 09:08 AM (CST)

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL GIAMPOLOS!
nikki, i heard you are in the hospital again. rggh! that does not make for a particularly happy new year. i'll call you tomorrow, (or today, i guess, because it is january 1st) and if you're feeling up to it, i'd love to come visit. have they painted the walls on that floor yet? they sure have taken awhile! i hope they're bright yellow and orange or something CRAZY. guess what? i finished (trumpets sound) YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT! it looks a lot better than i anticipated. jess and i also have something else we want to give to you that is very cool, so we'll have to do that soon. so i hope that despite being stuck in the dreary hospital you are having a good new year. it still feels just like the old one! i love you, but i have to go. i'm so tired i think i'll start hallucinating. i WILL see you soon!!!!!
Meg Duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
it'soneinthemorningandi'mcomingdownoffasugarhighandithinkiseepinkbellydancingpigs, USA - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 12:06 AM (CST)

Happy New Year Nikki! Stay Strong! You are in my thoughts!
Love, Megan
Manchester, CT - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 09:19 PM (CST)

You are in our prayers. Love always, The strunks
Heather
hebron, - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 06:05 PM (CST)

HI THIS ELOISE MY CAZ GO TO YOUR SWIM TEEM HER NAME IS MCGUIRE KELLY AND HANNAH KELLY THEY TOLED ME A BOUT YOUR WEB AND I SARING WRITEING TO YOU WELL G2G I HAVETO GO TO MY NANA PARTY SO GOOD LUCK.ELOISE :) **>
ELOISE HOWARD <ELLEEBABY>
WEST HARFORD, C.T UNIT STATE - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 04:13 PM (CST)

happy new year nikki! hope this year will be full of great things for you...love u always
michelle
michelle carey <angeld890@aol.com>
glastonbury, ct - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 03:22 PM (CST)

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO JOHN, GAIL, JESS, NATALIE & NIKKI

FROM: AUNT SHERRY, JAMIE, & JUSTIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope you all had a nice Christmas. Mine was special as I finally had Jamie and Justin in VT together for the first time.

We are thinking of all of you, Lots of love, Aunt Sherry, Jamie & Justin.
Aunt Sherry, Jamie & Justin <shertodance@yahool.com>
Newport, vt usa - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 11:55 AM (CST)

Happy New Year!! Hope to see you again soon:) missing you lots. tons of love
Terri <terrig@snet.net>
hebron, ct usa - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 10:51 AM (CST)

Hi Nikki, Just checking in to wish you and your family a Happy New Year. Hugs and kisses to you all.
Joan Brow
- Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 10:41 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
It's Meghan again. I went and read all your journal entries today(yeah i have no life) Anyways you are an amazingly strong person and I admire you for your courage and your optimism. I have been thinking a lot about u since I first saw your web page and you have been in mine and my family's prayers. Keep smiling and keep fighting. With love and care,
Meghan
Meghan Baker <Newsgirl2000@aol.com>
Richmond, VA USA - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 08:51 PM (CST)

Hello Nikki !!!
This is Kim-I worked with your mom at Alex's :)- I heard about your website and am glad that I was able to check it out. You are in my family's thoughts and prayers. I am VERY proud of you.
Love,
Kimberly
XXOO
Kimberly <klesliern@juno.com>
Windsor, CT USA - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 03:46 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki!
It's Sunday afternoon, I am in the office with Elissa. She's filing forms in social security number order. (She says it is very numbery!)Tom and I are going out to a restaurant named the POD for New Years Eve, while Aaron and Lauren may stay home. Elissa is going to a sleepover at her friends house. What are your plans?¿ Are you having lobster?¿ We love you and hope that you are feeling better. We will be calling on New Years Day!

love,
~Aunt Diane & Elissa~

Aunt Diane & Elissa
- Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 02:27 PM (CST)

Dear Nikki,
I was browsing cross country sights when i came upon your journal entries. I have never met you but you are the bravest person i know. The strength and poise in your entries is absolutely inspiring. I hope everyday brings you joy and happiness. You are an amazing person. I will be thinking of you.
Lara Phillips <laraphilly@hotmail.com>
Madison, Ct USA - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 09:44 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
I was so glad you were able to make it to the party..I hope you had a good time! And i was so happy that me and Kayleigh were able to come and see you in the clinic..How are you feeling?.How was your dinner out Friday?.I hope that you had a good time.Hopefully i will be over this week to see you.My heart and prayers are with you always. Love you!
Allie

Allie Huffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
weth, ct usa - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 07:49 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
I hope u had a wonderful Christmas, mine was pretty good. It would have been better if it had snowed! o well, u can't have everything. I hope you feel better, im always thinking about you.
Erin McLaughlin
<swimchic82387@aol.com>
woodbridge, ct usa - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 07:07 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki-
Just got the computer back and it is up and running. Love your new camera. I may have to look into that kind for my next camera. (You know how I like my pictures) I was disappointed that Greg and I could not come and see you today, but there will be other times. You needed to get your rest. Anyway, as always I am thinking about you. I will be in touch really soon. Love you Sweet Pea!!!
Kaeley

- Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 05:06 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki, Family Brokaw has landed back im CT. Fair warning all the calmness that was felt in our abscence now will cease and the chaos will begin. Hope all is well. I will be calling you to see when I can visit and also to show you the Power Puff look and find Jade got-too cool for words. love ya kid and tell all hello jenn
I am back <jbrokaw01@snet.net>
backin, ct for the new year - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 01:55 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
You probably don't remember me but this is Meghan Baker. I swam with you a couple of years ago on LEHY and we were in the same age group. I never got to really know you that well but Mrs. Caetano is at our house visiting and she connected me to your website. I just wanted to tell you that I am praying for you and I hope you had an amazing Christmas and a great New Years. Feel Better soon and I will write again.
Meghan Baker <Newsgirl2000@aol.com>
Richmond , VA USA - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 01:23 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
It was great to see you today...I had fun learning about all that stuff they were hooking you up to :) It was fun just sitting and talking with you, and I'm glad you informed me that Megan has only one sister (lol!) Next time I will remember to bring the decaf latte, I'm sure it still tasted good anyway :) Feel better, happy new year :)
Ashley P
- Friday, December 28, 2001 at 10:30 PM (CST)

Hey jigga pimp!
It was great seeing you today! I had a lot of fun talking and learning things that I have never known. I hope I was able to provide you with some entertainment, especially with my swimming stories, and all of Ashley's shortness problems. Well I hope you get to stay home tommorrow, I have that feeling you will be able to. I will send the picture as soon as I find it. Talk to you later hunny!
Love, Kel
I'm a seal :)
- Friday, December 28, 2001 at 07:39 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki, I didn't know they made purple wheelchairs ..... it sounds awesome. I know Dan talked to you on Christmas Day. Hope you had a really, really good day. You've done a great job with your website. Just wanted to say HI and let you know that you're being thought about. Love Aunt Marilyn

- Friday, December 28, 2001 at 03:43 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki! How are you? It was nice to see you last night. You looked good. I hope that you had fun and i hope to see you soon. I love you lots.
Luv,
Kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 28, 2001 at 12:40 PM (CST)

Hey Nilli~
Whats up? THis is like the 4th time i have signed this week, but i just wanted to say hi! I am goin to NY to see family this weekend, Ill call you when i get back...
Love,

Sarah
- Friday, December 28, 2001 at 11:22 AM (CST)

Dear Nikki,
We hope you had a great Christmas!! We wish you the very best in the New Year. We have all been keeping informed of your progress and are all praying for you and your family. Though we have never met you, you have become an inspiration for the swimmers on our team and the swimming community. We are all touched by your openness. You are truly a brave young swimmer who typifies the swimming community in Connecticut. We hope you find peace in every day. We hope you know you are surrounded by love in your family, coaches and the Connecticut swimming community. Sincerely,
Ellen Lang (Coach/Parent of the Shelton Seals)
Ellen Lang <ellenrlang@aol.com>
Monroe, Ct - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 10:33 AM (CST)

Nikki I'm soooo happy that you came to the party....Kelly was being silly....well have fun this weekend!
cu

- Friday, December 28, 2001 at 09:26 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki
I hope you had a good Christmas! Mine was good! Miss ya hun..feel better

~michelle~
michelle carey <angeld890@aol.com>
- Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 09:57 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki...We've never met, yet I've heard about you from several swimming people in Connecticut, most recently, another "UAC Mom", Debbie Bowie, and also, earlier, Karen Krustapentus. So, today, I checked out your journal and this guestbook, and really felt compelled to write. What you and your family are facing cannot be easy, yet you write with such grace that I know you will be ok, in the larger sense of the word. I am the mother of three swimming daughters, and I've always looked upon swimmers as very strong and courageous athletes. You give new meaning to the words strength and courage. And although your news of late has not been good, try to enjoy each day as best you can. I hope you are able to enjoy your trip as planned, and that you understand how many people in the swimming community are thinking of you, praying for you, and sending you our love. I wish I had something new and original and strength-giving to write to you, but I hope it is enough to tell you that you have touched the hearts of even those who have never met you. Take good care of yourself.
Janice Repass <edstdtm@aol.com>
Enfield, CT - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 09:05 PM (CST)

HI NIKKI,
My daughter, Cassidy, and I wrote to you before. I'm your Uncle Glen's friend. I've been following your website although I don't always write. I want you to know that we think of you and pray for you and your family many times each day. You obviously have the love and support of many people. I hope that you find comfort and strength in that, sweetheart. Just remember, LOVE is all that really matters. I hope that you all have a wonderful time on your cruise. That must be fun to look forward to. Please continue to keep us all updated. There are alot of people who are anxious to hear how you are. LOVE, Thea
Thea Davidson <jdontheroad@attbi.com>
West Hartford, CT - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 06:45 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki, it's Nicole Chartier and Stacy Shook. I know that we didn't really know you that well but we hope that you had a Merry Christmas and have a Happy New Year too. We are all praying for you and we hope that you feel better!
Love,
Nicole and Stacy
Nicole <Elocin619@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT USA - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 12:25 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki-
I was so glad to see you the other day..And i am soo glad that you can come to the party tonight.Everyone is looking forward to seeing you!Well me and kayleigh are coming to see you tommorow..We are really looking forward to it..Well i better go! See you tonight..Much love,
allie
Allie Huffman <alicat7@snet.net>
wethersfield, ct usa - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 11:17 AM (CST)

hey nikki...i was wondering what the little girl's who we also made snowflakes for name was(ya bad sentence structure i know)....well if you feel up to it write me back :) Well hope to see you soon....perhaps this weekend....lol....i'm getting better at visiting....lol....well keep in touch!
luv ya
caitlin(its 5000 day lol)

- Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 08:18 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki its Annie Fracchia! i haven't talked to you in a really long time but just wanted to say that i miss seeing you around and i hope youre feeling better. my thoughts and prayers are with you sweety! love always!!!
Annie <snikrdudl3@aol.com>
hebron, ct usa - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 11:56 PM (CST)

Ok Allie, my chain people were SOOO much bettet than yours... i dont wanna her it. Nikki, it was good to see you, your IV pole was the best in the hospital! Maybe in the world. But of course weknow it was all because of my paper dolls.
Sarah <sarahspaperdollsrule@bequietallie.com>
Hebron, - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 09:02 PM (CST)

Bonjourno!

my cold is all gone so i can come see you!!!!!!! hurrah! jess, kim, cait, and i will call you tomorrow. if you're not too busy (and you feel up to having nutcases in your house) we'd really like to come visit. we're thinking up interesting games to bring along. i hope you had an AWESOME christmas. jess and i have one gift that we've been meaning to give you for a long time. and my christmas present to you....well, it's coming. i think i may have to ask others for help, because i'm incompetant. but you'll get it! i hope you're feeling well, and hopefully i'll see you tomorrow! :)
Meg Duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
Helsinki, Finland - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 08:33 PM (CST)

Hey hun, what's up? I just wanted to see how your Christmas went, I hope it was great. I'd like to come see you sometime soon so I'm gonna try to get Mrs. Bowie to get the crew together :) I'm sorry to hear about those transfusions, but the new chair sounds awesome. Well, I gotta run, I love you!

Emily <ultrafly12@aol.com>
Vernon, Ct - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 08:08 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! It was great seeing you today...finally...lol. I hope you had fun...our snowflakes weren't quite perfect but...Any way I hope to see you soon!!!!
Love Caitlin

- Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 05:28 PM (CST)

nikki!! It was great seeing you today, and I did have fun decorating the pole (even though sarah had a little trouble with the chain - people!) I love the purple wheels : ) I have to get going, but I will talk to you soon, smile! I LOVE YA!
Allie <oopa33@aol.com>
Marlborough, - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 03:48 PM (CST)

Hello Nikki, Nice to see you and all the family at breakfast at The Marriott this morning. Wish Mom and Dad a Happy Anniversary tomorrow from all of us. Love ya, Aunt marsha, Uncle Glenn, Marci, Amanda, Shanna, Elizabeth, Ali and baby Zachary XXOO

- Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 03:47 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki,
You are one awesome young lady. This is an incredible website,with the pictures and your journal.
We met several years ago at Sturbridge Village with Don & Caryl and all the Allen's and your family and cousins. Grancpa Don has been keeping us updated with your progress through Sandol. You are on our prayer lists up here in New Hampshire.
A purple wheelchair does sound pretty awesome. Hope you had a great Christmas.

Sue Allen <dsallen383@aol.com>
Portsmouth, NH USA - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 03:23 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki!!!
I have been visiting your web site regularly, but this is the first time I have signed in- mostly because I am always on the computer very late and you would probably think I am a nut. I hope you and your family had a fabulous Christmas!
I know you have been feeling more pain and hope that it gave you a bit of a break. The kids had so much fun opening their gifts, but the little ones don't have a great concept of time- I think they will be expecting an instant replay in the morning- not something mom can handle. I was hoping to stop over for a visit this coming week-no school- yea! I am not sure if you are up to all of my kids though- just let me know. Enjoy your new wheelchair and great gifts!
Love,
Missy
Missy Steinhilper <rmsteinhilper@aol.com>
Higganum, CT - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 12:12 AM (CST)

MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM THE NORTHEAST KINGDON-- TO JOHN, GAIL, JESS, NATALIE & NIKKI
lOVE FROM, AUNT SHERRY, JAMIE AND JUSTIN.
Us <shertodance@yahoo.com>
newport, vt usa - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 08:46 PM (CST)

Well hope all is well. I am getting ready to get some shut eye before leaving for PA. Just checking in to see how xmas was for ya. I talked with Jessica today she said you opened alot of presents way to go. All the best and I will give you a buzz. Take care and love ya lots, family brokaw
I am going on a trip <jbrokaw01@snet.net>
CT, PA soon - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 08:23 PM (CST)

Yo what's up pimp!
I got home today from the Cape and wanted to wish you a merry christmas! We visited my grandmother...she was lonely, but she appreciated us coming to visit her. My mom works all this week...and yada yada yada....so that means I can come visit you! Ashley and I are going to plan it sometime for this week. That way I can make myself look dumb(No comments Kait!) and still have the weekend to recooperate! :) After that I have to go to New Jersey and see my sister. Other than that, I am bored cause mom and dad are watching shrek right now for the third time today! Funny movie, but will never compete to my Liar Liar! HA!
Hope to see you this week! Love ya and miss ya! ~Kel
Mona's Rival <kaitalwayshasamatchingbathingcaptohersuits@princess. HA!>
EASTSIDE WILLI!, - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 08:12 PM (CST)

Merry Christmas Nikki, We enjoyed spending Christmas eve at you house with the family all around. I hope you had a nice day today and hopefully we'll see you tomorrow for breakfast at the Restaurant with the Hanaks. Love, Aunt marsha XXOO

- Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 07:55 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki! Just wishing you a WONDERFUL Christmas!! (and a Happy New Year!) Hope the holidays bring lots of love and happiness to you and your family, and not to mention LOTS of gifts!! hehe. Happy Holidays!! Love, Kate
Kate Lally <kaffiene11@aol.cm>
Hebron, CT - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 07:09 PM (CST)

Dear Nikki,

2nd cousin checking in to say Merry Christmas from an unusually cloudy Florida day. We are all FREEZING from the 60 degree weather. I don't mind though because the clouds and the cold make it feel more like up north today. Don't get me wrong, tomorrow I will want my sunny warm weather back but for christmas, this is perfect. My husband is a bigger wus than I am and he is from Rochester New York. It gets a little cool and he is huddled in front of the stove rubbing his wussy little hands together. Me, if I could just keep my feet warm, the rest of me stays pretty happy. Even in this climate, they are the last things to warm up. I am known as batfoot around here.Long skinny ugly "Giampolo" feet, although I am inclined to believe that they are becoming more attractive with age.
We had a pretty wonderful Christmas this year as my 5 year old will attest. She was up at 3am delighted that Santa ate the cookies and up again at 6:11am. No one was allowed to touch anything until I could score myself a cup of strong coffee and my glasses. My husband seems to have given in to the fact that he is going to go deaf as HE ages because he has decided to push up that date by giving his 12 year old son a full set of drums for christmas. Again, the 5 year old is equally delighted by the drums. My son's favorite gift was his sterling silver cleaning cloth(for his studdly sterling silver chain necklace) and his hair gel that glows in the dark. We could have saved a whole lot of money, eh?

Our little island is quite small and very friendly. Most of the people are from the midwest and I have actually met more people from CT here than I did when I lived in Ft Lauderdale. There is a couple on the north end of the island who were given a snow machine and they turned it on at dark for three days for the locals to enjoy. Turns out the "snow" is made out of bubble soap and another ingredient. But everyone got into the spirit of the event and brought hot apple cider and hot chocolate and of course the adults brought some beer and wine. Very communal. We are also enjoying stone crab claw season. We have a PTO dinner once a month at the elementary school and for $6.00 you got a huge pile of stone crab claws. Not exactly lobster but just as delicious. There is nothing like Maine lobster but the Florida lobster is not bad either.

I am trying to get down to Ft Lauderdale in the next few weeks to see my girlfriend. We may stay in Hollywood for a couple days and then go on down to Key Largo for the rest of the trip. Again, let me know when you go on that cruise. Say hello to your mom, dad, Aunt Sherry and your grandmother Fritzi. Love to all.....Dina
Dina Stewart <moomom36@aol.com>
Anna Maria, FL usa - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 04:58 PM (CST)

Merry Christmas Nikki!
I hope Santa was nice to you... I tried to call you the other day but you weren't home... I'll try again later. Enjoy that Christmas dinner!
Christine
Marlborough, England - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 04:53 PM (CST)

Hey NIkki! Merry Christmas! I hope you got some snazzy stuff, like the purple wheel chair. I really like purple, but I like yellow, too. hehe talk to you later, and if i dont talk to you, Happy New Year. 2002 wow!
Becca <Swiftfly11@aol.com>
W-Field, - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 03:57 PM (CST)

Nikki, Merry Christmas to you and yours. I will be leaving for PA at about 3AM 12/26/01. If you need anything, do not hesitate to call Ric he will be home and will get whatever you guys want or need or can reach me if necessary. Anyhow, take care, enjoy the holiday, and wish your parents a very happy anniversary. Love ya kid and hang tough, jenn
jenn brokaw <jbrokaw01@snet.net>
uptown, unstable usa - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 01:58 PM (CST)

Nikki!!
Merry Christmas! I hope you got everything you asked for! I'm sure santa was good to you though! Have a Merry Christmas and a great day! Luv ya hun!
Michelle
Michelle Carey <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 01:46 PM (CST)

merry christmas nikki!
luv santa's helper lol

- Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 11:55 AM (CST)

hey Nikki Merry Christmas!!!!! Hope u get tons of great presents i might come 2 see u with chelsea and caitlin sometime over vacation gotta go luv ya by
katie loomis
- Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 11:33 AM (CST)

Merry Christmas Nikki! Hope today is full of joy and the pain and nosebleeds have given you a break (permanent would be best!). It was wonderful to see you. Your mom showed Nathan and I your angel tree. For anyone who hasn't seen yet -- some very special Santa put a X-mas tree decorated with white lights, gold balls and ribbons, and beautiful angel ornaments on the Giampolo lawn. What a special tree! Now my curiousity is getting the best of me wondering how it got there! It certainly makes the season seem magical! Love, Debbie
<Bowiedeb@aol.com>
Hebron, CT - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 10:58 AM (CST)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i should sign this a lot more often. anyway, i hope you are out of the hospital and reading this from the comfort of your own home. i was so happy to see you on friday. and don't feel bad about saturday; the circumstances were completely out of your control. i'm sorry i couldn't come with my family on sunday. at 4 in the afternoon, i fell asleep and woke up at 6:30 with a cold. i didn't think you'd want a cold for christmas, so i stayed home. but i'm all better now, so i'll call you sometime this week so we can set something up. your christmas present is coming. i need to get something to fix it with, because i messed it up a little. but when it's done, it's going to be great. i hope you and all you family have a wonderful christmas and i'll see you soon!!!!!!
Meg Duffy <onefishtwofish101@yahoo.com>
Wellington, New Zealand - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 08:01 AM (CST)

Merry Christmas Nikki! I hope you feel all the love being sent your way.
Sara Massa <shmassa@snet.net>
Centerbrook, Ct USA - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 11:43 PM (CST)

Nikki--My brother is a neighbor of Jenn Brokaw's and forwarded her message to us. We live in Arkansas (Mountain Home) and have a 15-yr-old daughter. We are so proud of what we see of you in your journal. I am a veterinary pathologist, with 40 years' experience in medical research, so I am very aware of what you are going through. You must hear it often, but let me add, you are a VERY SPECIAL person to handle your problem as you do, and a genuine inspiration to the rest of us, who only think that we have problems. I hope you can get some solace from knowing how much you are contributing every day to others, with your courage and spirit. I wish you every strength to continue, and to beat this thing, to a long and unremitting remission. Short term, I hope your morphine pump gives you rest. Bless you, and happy holidays.
Tom Bucci <tbucci@cox-internet.com>
Mountain Home, AR USA - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 07:40 PM (CST)

Hi Again, Purple is my favorite color too! My prayers are with you and your family that you all have a joyous Xmas. It sounds like you have lots of company. I'll be going to church at 7:00 and 11 PM. My daughter is conducting a 25 piece young people's band at 7:00 and I'm singing with my choir at 11:00. We belong to South Congregational Church on Forbes St. in East Hartford. The Xmas Eve services are always so beautiful. Our young people completely take over the early service and our Cherub Choir sings. Us older folks sing at the late service. Both end with candle-lighting and lots of carols. Love to you and peace.
Joan Brow <mimnjaj@aol.com>
East Hartford, CT - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 04:59 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki-
I was so happy to see you today..Hopefully i will be over this week to see you again..I hope you have a awsome christmas because you really deserve it! Hopefully you can make it to the swim-a-thon this week..Well i better be going-Love YOu,
Allie
Allie Huffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
Wethersfield, ct usa - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 04:58 PM (CST)

Your new wheelchair sounds beautiful. Purple is my favorite color. Japanese restaurant. You should have taken Andrew with you. He loves!! sushi. He even makes it sometimes at school. Both Eric & Andrew's Japanese might have helped (I'm not so sure though, who knows what you might have ended up with!) The kids wanted snow for Christmas, we could do without it. I hope your holiday is all that and then some - most importantly, I hope that it is pain free.

Thinking of you always.

Mrs. Jackwin

Wendy Jackwin <mjackwin@snet.net>
East Hartford, CT USA - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 02:34 PM (CST)

Merry Xmas eve. Hope you are feeling better today. My brother and I are dedicating our practices to you. We hope to see you soon. We will also dedicate the swimathon to you.
From, Eric and Andrew Jackwin
Eric Jackwin <swimshady@snet.net>
East Hartford, CT USA - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 02:31 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki! How are you feeling? I wanted to say that I hope that you have a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year (a little early). I hope that your day is going well. Merry Christmas Eve!
Norah Gentile <irishswimmerng@snet.net>
East Hartford, CT U.S.A - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 11:51 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki or I mean BRUISER- great to see you this morning. Hope the soup made the blood and other goodies go in faster. We survived Walmart. I must say though the highlight of the day was seeing you and that naked man in the hot tub. Hm I quess that doesn't sound so good- but hey lets let everyone wonder what that means. I am lighting candles and hoping for a white christmas. More so for me cause I love snow and also for you to make this christmas spectacular. I forgot to tell you I loved the new wheels, you must rank to have gotten a purple one. Leave it to you to have everything color coordinated with your favorite color-you go girl. I really think the models of VOGUE better look out they have some major competition now especially with those extraordinary Laura Santiago line jewlery. You did look absolutly stunning this morning-even with your "bed head" It is a good thing you have that wash and wear thing going on. Anyhow I hope santa is good to you although I am not entirely sure you have been a good girl-well you did do your homework that might count for something. don't let natalie vote on this because I think she might have a different opinion. anyhow, gotta go and sorry that I told a few friends about the website-You know I am kinda attached to you and proud of you only because you are my favorite student and all and you are so much more better in Alegebra than I am. Merry Ho day and hang in there. Keep the nose bleeds under control for tommorrow :) xoxo love the crazy tutor
bahhumbug i hate scrooge but love you <jbrokaw01@snet.net>
anywhere but here, zero USA - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 11:48 AM (CST)

Nikki,
I just want to wish you a Merry Christmas. I hope you are feeling better. My mom said she was your nurse a few weeks ago, and I hope she helped take some of the pain away. Kaeley has been giving some tough swim practices. My family sends their best wishes.
From, Jamie Francis
Jamie Francis
Wethersfield, CT USA - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 10:48 AM (CST)

hey you probably dont remember me but i was on the xc team in 7th grade (you probably never saw me since i was so far in back of you!) :0)so now im a slow ninth grader and i just wanted to tell you how much the team thinks of you!!! have a merry merry merry christmas and have fun on your cruise! oh and also enjoy the Rudolph and Santa that mr. logan gave you but dont try to look at both at the same time (hmm that made a little more sense in my head but if you do try it youll know what i mean...theyre kind of hypnotic...) have fun over the holidays!
Chelsea Black <Chenelsea3@aol.com >
hebron, ct USA - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 10:33 AM (CST)

Nikki! I hope you have a great Christmas, I am thinking about you : ) After Christmas I will give you a call and I will come see you after indoor practice. I have to drop off your xmas present, your at a clinic today, so maybe wed. after xmas I will stop bye and give it too you, sounds good!Well, im going to get going, I will talk to you later! I love you! ~Allie~
Allie <oopa33@aol.com>
Marlborough , - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 10:20 AM (CST)

Hi Nikki
I was showing Rob you web site. (we just got our computer on line last week) We all hope you have a wonderful christmas. We hope to see you soon.
Love
Marci, Rob and Zachary
Marci Marciniec
Haddam, CT - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 10:12 AM (CST)

Hi Nikki!
Leave it to you to have a wheel chair that is Laura's
favorite color -purple! As Laura's stress fractures get better, we would lovetoinvite ourselvesto lunch in your neighborhood! We can bringit in with usor we cango out with those new purple whhels! We love you and your family!
Merry Christmas!

Joanne Santiago <Jas2225@aol.com>
Avon, Ct USA - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 08:20 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki! I hope you enjoyed the gifts that appeared on your doorstep on Saturday! I will be over to see you at some point in the next week. I can't believe it's Christmas Eve..it doesn't feel like it! Anyway, Merry Christmas babe! Smile! ; ) Love you!
Greg
- Monday, December 24, 2001 at 08:04 AM (CST)

Nikki, I told Michelle you have a purple wheelchair. She said COOL can I see it? We will be admitted on Thursday for four days, I'm sure she will hang at the clinic to see you. Merry Christmas.
Barbara (Michelle's Mom)
Mystic , CT - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 06:45 AM (CST)

Hey babe!!
How are you doing? I wanted to wish you a merry Christmas. Purple wheel chair...you know purple is my favorite color! I'm going to give you a call this week and Kelly and I will come and visit you if that's ok. We are like a comedy act ourselves. I hope you get a bunch of good gifts. MERRY CHRISTMAS :)
Ashley P
- Sunday, December 23, 2001 at 10:29 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki
We just find out about this web sight or we would have written sooner. Jenn that crazy tutor told us. This is your first coaches remember us. we did't know much about the soccer game at first but we sure had fun don't you think. We had the toughest goalie going what was her name? oh nikki something!!!! Nikki we remember your quite strenghen and determination on the field and can only imagine how much it comes through everyday you face and fight this illness. Please know how proud we are to say you were our goalie and that you truly are our hero. Keep up the good fight I know how unstoppable you were in the goal and on the field I can't begin to think of you on wheels purple at that!!!! Merry Christmas and a great big hug for you and your family.
Love
Rob+Chris
AKA COACH DAVIS
The Davis' <davis18513@cs.com>
amston, ct - Sunday, December 23, 2001 at 10:20 PM (CST)

hi nikki, i was checking out your web page. im sorry that you are ill. i am a 45 year old person. i am a male. i am an african american, and so is my wife, she is 12 years younger than me. my kids are a boy 10, david, and 2 little girls, who are the absolute apple of my eye: smantha, 4; and kennedy 11 months. they both have the same middle name: elizabeth. we have lived here for three years and we like it. you seem like a nice girl. my wife and girls are nice too. tonight, we visited my wife's family in sprigfield, and i convinced everyone to go around the neighborhood christmas caroling. we went to five houses and sang jingle bells, deck the halls, and we wish you a merry christmas. people were very receptive. one lady was in her doorway, in her night gown, dancing to jingle bells. that was the first house we went to and it really helped boost all of our confidence, seeing that people really enjoyed it; because i think the youngsters felt kinda corny doing it. but when we got back to their house you could see that they were really happy to have been a part of it. i know it sure got me in the christmas spirit. which is why i am writing to you. to wish you a merry christmas. i look forward to christmas. now that it's here i'm just so happy i could burst. merry christmas. from the williamses: david, samantha, kennedy, trina, and elton williams.
Elton <TWILL17707@aol.com>
east hampton, ct usa - Sunday, December 23, 2001 at 09:52 PM (CST)

Hi there, you don't know me but my name is Donna and I live in Colchester. I believe very much in the power of prayer. I will pray for you and for those around you to treat you as "normal". I am a nurse and I hear what you are saying. The last thing many sick people want is to be treated differently. That is a hard thing for the people that love you. They want to treat you like a princess and by doing so treat you differently. So if you notice that they are doing that remember it's because they treasure you. I bless you and send you all the love and healing powers that I have.
Donna <DONNAGIROUARD@aol.com>
colchester, ct usa - Sunday, December 23, 2001 at 08:33 PM (CST)

Hey there! Love the new colors, very festive! I just want to say that i am very very impressed with the lengthy update so soon after the last one! JK. Hope you have a great holiday in your fancy new wheels!
Sarah
Hebron, - Sunday, December 23, 2001 at 08:05 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki, My name is Colleen and I am one of Jenn Brokaw's friends. I just wanted to say I'm sorry about your illness and I (and my family) hope you have a Merry, stress and pain free Chrismas!!!!!! :) Take Care
Colleen Bogli <Cdoherty00@aol.com>
Vernon, CT USA - Sunday, December 23, 2001 at 07:20 PM (CST)

hey you got to open your present early!lucky!lol. i have never had japanese(sry bout the spelling but i've had one too many candy canes today so if there are any mistakes you know why.) food before...is it like chinese food...i've had that lol. well time to go...merry christmas!!!!(48hrs. i think.?)
love caitlin
i already wrote is.lol <hmm...>
manchester at the moment, ct usa - Sunday, December 23, 2001 at 04:13 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
We all miss you and send our prays! Hope to see you soon. If I don't Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
Love,
Chelsea <swimchick44@aol.com>
Manchester, Ct - Sunday, December 23, 2001 at 02:05 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki, whats up?! I'm one of Laura's friends. I think I've e-mailed you before, but it was a while ago. I'm Mrs.G's kid. Yeah I'm her bratty teenager! j/k! So how are the holidays? I've been doing voulnteer work for the past three weeks. I'm disappointed that it's over. My schedule has been busy. I've been doing cheerleading after school then homework for the only hour before I work on the Polar Express. The other night, I had a little girl from the Make-A-Wish foundation. She was the sweetest thing. She had cancer too. Well, when we arrived at the North Pole I took her on stage with her sister my sister and other kinds from the foundation and they sang christmas carols with us until Santa came out and chilled with us. It was so nice. I feel really good about that because it makes me feel like part of the magic and I'm someone who helps make a beliaver out of others. It's a fun experience. Feel free to E-mail me anytime. I check my mail almost everyday, so i'm waiting! if you don't have time that's ok. Bye!
Cat G. <Brok1457@netscape.com>
North Conway, Nh USA - Sunday, December 23, 2001 at 11:43 AM (CST)

Good morning Nikki. Hope the ride to Hartford last night was a good one. Next time you are up there they say the Light show called Fantasia is awesome. Not sure where exactly it is located but it might make the trip more pleasant and exciting. Hope to get to see ya soon. let me know a good time and stay strong my chicky. love jenn
The non swimming tutor who sinks like a rockk <jbrokaw01@snet.net>
rudolph's trailer, Red Town - Sunday, December 23, 2001 at 06:38 AM (CST)

Hi Nikki! I just joined LEHY and i was looking at your website. Im sorry to hear about everything..stay strong! I'm thinking about you! Have a GREAT christmas! :)
Megan
- Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 08:22 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki!
Merry Christmas! I have to call you and see when I can come over and give you some of the million Christmas cookies my grandmother,my cousins, and I made. I got all my christmas shopping done, finally, so now I can sit back and relax a little and even enjoy this vacation a bit. What did u think of the Santa and the Reindeer that coach gave you? The christmas band concert wasn't the same without you, but the snowmaker broke just like it did last year. I was standing backstage watching Nick Fisher trying to make it work and nearly died laughing in the process. He was standing at the top of this very tall ladder and pushing and pulling violently to try to get snow out of it, and Mr. Ringuette was trying very hard not to laugh becuase he could see what was happening. Only a few sorry flakes fell. I'm really hoping for a white Christmas... it looks so bleak otherwise. C ya later!

Christine
Marlborough, England - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 07:40 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! What's up chica? We just read your entry and are really sorry to hear about the latest news. On a happier note...MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! We hope the make a wish trip goes really well and that you have an awesome time! Have a great Christmas and a happy New Year.
love,
2 CAT swimmers who are keeping their fingers crossed
Julia Dunne and Kristen Frost <butterfly579@hotmail.com, SwmPrincess14@aol.com>
- Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 05:54 PM (CST)

Nikki-
I just read your entry--and I can't help to say....that my prayers are with you through these hard times....You are one of the bravest girls I've ever met, and the most courageous...I hope you realize what a special person you are to so many people! Keep your chin up...and Merry Christmas
~Love Always~
Michelle~
Michelle Carey <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 04:59 PM (CST)

Oh Nikki your so fine, your so fine yo blow my mind! Hey Nikki...Sorry it is a flash back to the 80's I think. Way before your time, you probably weren't even born when that song was a hit. Anyhow, sorry we did not connect today but I know how important it is to go get that blood so you are forgiven. Besides, what else would the CT Children's Hospital do without their daily dose of you and your spirit. Sometimes the people up there may need your strength and determination more than we Brokaws do. Besides not a minute goes by that your are not mentioned here or thought about so you can see we are lucky to have you here in our hearts and minds every minute. How blessed it is to be us because we believe in you. So when are you going to have those Christmas gifts that came to your house from the Three Stooges here on West Main Street. You know it is okay to share with your sisters and your parents. I can always find more for you. Hey I was reading all your email notes and tell your friend I really enjoyed that blonde joke. Did you ever notice I never hear any about redheads or bald chicks. It must be because we are so superior in looks and intelligence. What do you think? Hey speaking of the blood, make sure they give ya the good stuff again and hopefully it is from some hot male model or actor or even Harry Potter, or maybe even Lance Armstrong (now that would be the solution). Now that would be really cool. Well I will leave now, I know that this is no substitute for real in person conversations with me, but it still ranks up there with other things like lobster, or lobster, or lobster. TAke care babe. We love you over here on the other side of town and will be there when it is ok for you. Tada for now Love ya kid, The one and only tutor in RHAM. The one with the best student in the world. Mother of three rather crazy chickees. Love to the family.
The lady who knows the real story behind the Angel Tree <jbrokaw01@snet.net>
shady side of town, 007 secret agent - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 02:24 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! Remember me?!?! I know you do! It's Juan the lifeguard here. I just wanted to wish you a very very Merry Christmas and a happy New Year. I haven't heard from ya in a little bit. Just know that I'm thinkin about ya. Remeber those days on deck?? Doin your homework in the office? hehehe Those were some fun times. Alright...I'm gonna get goin. Drop me some email sometime, I juana hear from ya!! :)
Juan the Lifeguard <Guano721@hotmail.com>
East Hartford, CT USA - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 11:51 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki! Sorry about the news, keep your head up high though, and things will get better. I hope you have a great Christmas! I will call you next week sometime so I can make a plan to come visit you. See you later: ) Love ya!
~~Allie~~
allie <oopa33@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 08:22 AM (CST)

Nikki~
I miss you so much, and I am so sorry about the experimental drug. I hope that you look forward to your cruise, and have as much fun as you can. I am also writing you an email, so if you get something from GOOgles88, it's just me. And if possible , could you please respond. I hope that you have a wery Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year. Love yah

Emily Johnson <GOOgles88@aol.com>
Tolland, CT - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 07:34 AM (CST)

Nikki,
I am praying for Angels to watch over you. I hope you get to enjoy your trip to Disney World.
I work with Jenn Brokaw, your friend and tutor. She has shared your story with our students.
Here is an image that I have created for you. http://www.boomspeed.com/photodharma/mawon.JPG
(You will have to cut&paste this URL to your browser if this book doesn't allow HTML, if it does, you will see the image below)
I will attempt to e-mail this to you, as well.
God Bless you.
MrBaldwin

Tony Baldwin <tony@photodharma.com>
New London, CT USA - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 07:19 AM (CST)

Hi Nikki! Your news brings great sadness. You are so wonderful to let everyone know. The upcoming holidays are so special this year! Keep as positive as always and you will have a great time on your cruise. I will be over after the whole santa thing. Somehow I just keep coming up with more to do. And, of course, something crazy always happens in this house! Yesterday it was a bird in the chimney. The UAC group still plans to visit. Don't know what that could bring. Nathan and friends have gotten Greg Neville to talk! You can't believe the antics! We have a new monkey for you. I finally found another to replace the one Nathan took that was for you! He loves those monkeys! See you soon!
Love, Debbie
<Bowiedeb@aol.com>
Hebron, CT - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 05:34 AM (CST)

Hi Nikki-

Just tuned in to your website after hearing about you from Laura's site. We are freinds of Laura's family who have moved to NH. It stinks hearing the negative news but with your spirit and strong family support - you'll get through - this too shall pass.

We are in God's country up here and it's truly COLD tonight!! My family and I returned earlier this evening from being chefs at the North Conway Train Station. The community volunteers (about 500 of us all tolled) recreate the Chris van Allsburg Christmas Story - the Polar Express. Our guests (6000 for the season) are met at the train station and are escorted on to the train where they are served hot cocoa as "thick and rich as melted chocolate bars" and a piece of Santa's candy with "a nougat center as white as snow" (taken from the book). Then after a ride northward, we arrive at the NORTH POLE!! where our guests are greeted by a Sea of Elves!! There, the Elves escort the groups to the Great Hall where you can see the silhouettes of younger elves carousing and tugging at Santa's pack - trying to load it onto the sleigh! (These silly elves are SO rambunctious - they have snowball fights and tumble all over the place!) After hearing the story retold inside the hall by the "grown up boy in PJ's and robe), they are escorted back to the train, and our grateful passengers settle in for the ride back to the station. But here is where the magic comes in - every passenger receives a bell from Santa's reindeer harness on the trip back to the station. All this benefits the Believe in Books Literacy Program and last Wednesday we hosted a special train for the New York people who lost a loved one Sept 11. Mr. G is the typical Grinch at Christmastime, but we corralled him this year and he was wonderful!! He looked like Santa's younger brother!! I hope to have some digital pics online soon and I'll tickle your funny bone!!

We pray you have a peaceful holiday with your family and know that my family joins me in wishing yours the best. Keep your faith in God and He will keep you!. Special regards to you - my new friend - Mrs. G from the North Country! xoxoxoxoxoxo
Mrs. G. from the North Country <Jaccig@adelphia.net>
N. Conway, NH USA!!!! - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 11:16 PM (CST)

Nikki- i hope you feel ok now! i had so much fun with you and kait and marcy with the stamps. it was so good to see you again. i am upset by the bad news, but i think you san make it through. you are so strong and such a wonderful person. the picture of you and your sisters is great! i am going to get it blown up really big and hang it on the wall in my room. i would really like to visit you again, maybe soon, like after christmas. the cruise is going to be awesome for you. i hope you have a ton of fun on it. but for now, have a merry christmas. i love you.
The one and only... Casey B.
- Friday, December 21, 2001 at 09:00 PM (CST)

hey NikkI! This is my second signing because I must have done something to mess up the other one, which is JuSt like me! Stay strong and enjoy the Holidays, or HOLLA-dayz as we are calling it now @ swimmin'. (Kelly) Miss you lots and hope see you soon. P.S. Merry X-mas, and best wishes in 2002! Love Always,
Becca <swiftfly11@aol.com>
- Friday, December 21, 2001 at 08:33 PM (CST)

Heyy babe! How's it goin? I wrote you a message today in Info processing class but I guess I sent it in such a hurry that I messed it up somehow (doesn't surprise me that I did that). But anywayz, the holidays are almost here! I'm actually kinda excited this year. :) I would really like to come visit you sometime soon, I know it didn't work out the last time, but if you ever feel sick on a day I wanna come see you again, don't be afraid to tell me, I'm more than happy to reschedual. Well, I don't know what was up with my teachers but I have so much homework over vacation, I must say that I'm a little disappointed in them. Well, to lighten my complaining mood...I have a joke! Ok..how many blondes does it take to make chocolate chip cookies? (ready for this one..it's good I promise...) 100, 1 to make the cookies and 99 to peel the M&M's!!! I thought that one was pretty good. Well I gotta run, I hope to see you soon! I love you!
Emilyyy <Ultrafly12@aol.com>
Vernon, Ct - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 07:29 PM (CST)

Hi nikki, i am so excited, only four(but im gonna say three) days until christmas. YEAH!! Nikki i know that you will get through this. you are such a great person and strong as well. I pray for you all the time. Have an awesome Xmas, iam going to stop by sometime this weekend. i love you lots.
(i think kelly gave up cause i was winning)
kaitlin
vernon, ct usa - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 07:23 PM (CST)

Hey--my dad's been following your diary, and he told me that you could use a pretty good laugh. I thought briefly about sending you my Economics grade (YIKES) but this webpage is MUCH funnier--my friends and I laugh EVERY SINGLE TIME we see it. It's at http://iqx.ionichost.com/other/instest.html. Make sure your speakers are up when you view it.
Hang in there and remember, mind over matter. I'm thinking of you and wish you and your family a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
Amber Johnston <dolphinber@aol.com>
Enfield, CT USA - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 07:10 PM (CST)

Nikki!Nikki!Nikki! I just sent you an e-mail(ctswimmer@altavista.com) so pleease read it asap!(as you know i would forget to do hehehe) Well ttly.
Love Caitlin(p.s. at practice we now have two min. every day to think about you...if i don't go to practice a night then i make up for it in algebra.lol)

- Friday, December 21, 2001 at 06:27 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! School's out and i feel like a little kid cuz im so impatient for christmas to come. Have a great Christmas and i hope santa brings you everything u put on your list! Enjoy the holidays :) Stay strong, luv ya ~ Alison
Allie
1 Elf Way, North Pole Santa's Land - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 06:23 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki.
I am so sorry about the bad news... It breaks my heart... But know that I'm praying for you and so is everyone else. I have faith in you. Sometime this week I would love to come and visit and get to know the wonderful Nikki that everyone else on the swim team knows and loves.
my love and prayers,
Rachel

Rachel Delaney <rachel85m@yahoo.com>
Windsor, CT - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 06:23 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! It's been over a week since we saw you at the dinner - it was a great turn out and everyone was so happy that you came. Did you know I met your Gramma at the GWC pool quite a while ago? Small world... Joan and Dina and I want you to know we love your "buoyant" spirit. Must be the swimmer in you! Keep strong and know that our family is praying for you every day! Oh and keep us informed about the cruise - it'll be well timed now that this cold weather is upon us for a while. Love and peace to you, Nikki. P.S.Tell your mom I'll call to make some dinner plans.
Lynn Archambault <lynnarch1>
Hebron, CT USA - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 05:43 PM (CST)

I'll see you next week. Enjoy the Santa, Rudolph, and shirt.
Mark Logan <cowtownlogans@juno.com>
Cowtown, CT - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 05:34 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki
How is everything going? Ali and I are sitting here checking in on your web site. We both wanted to drop a quick note to say Hi. If you would like some visitors Zachary and I would love to come and visit. Just give me or Aunt Marsha a call. Zachary says Hello and that we LOVED your picture you sent us. You all look great. Say hi to you family.
Love Marci

Hi Nikki
I hope you feel better! I hope to see you on Christmas.
LOVE,
ALI AND MARCI
Marci, Ali and Zachary <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, CT Middlesex - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 03:09 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki~
This is Kayleigh(the lil' one) I havent talked to you in a while! How is everything?? It is almost christmas..yah!! I am going to try and come visit you over the holidays, ok? Well I hope you have a GREAT christmas cause you are a GREAT person and you deserve the best!!!
Kayleigh <Swimchick101@att.net>
- Friday, December 21, 2001 at 02:56 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki...how are you! I'm getting excited for the annual fun practice. I will give you a call within the next couple of days to say hi, and I will try to come and see you over vacation. Have a good holiday!! love you!
Ashley P.
- Friday, December 21, 2001 at 02:49 PM (CST)

hey nikki!i'm glad you wrote again!!!!You schould be getting your Christmas present any day now....any day at all...lol. I hope I can come to visit you over x-mas break(finally!!!!) well time to do more d.l.(then practice :)) i hope to see you soon!!!!!
love caitlin

- Friday, December 21, 2001 at 02:23 PM (CST)

Nikki, we were at the clinic today. Michelle wanted to stay to see you to get you back for the syringe episode:) We needed to get home for her tutor. She told me to tell you about the Barbie CD player she got at the clinic for Xmas. I think Santa made a mistake, its loud! She says to tell you Merry Xmas and she can not think of anything else to say. We think of you and your family often.
Barbara (Michelle's Mom) <bdmillerick@aol.com>
Mystic, CT - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 02:13 PM (CST)

Hey babe! I am going to try to get over to see you sometime in the next few days..I am thinking about you all the time! It's almost Christmas..YES! ; ) Stay strong, love you -
Greg
- Friday, December 21, 2001 at 02:05 PM (CST)

Hey Hun! you are an amazing person and i truly admire the way you have handled all of this. I have a christmas present for you and i wanted to come give it to you this weekend. i just tried calling your house and no one was home so i will continue to call and hopefully get ahold of you. merry christmas. love you lots
Terri <terrig@snet.net >
hebron, ct usa - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 02:01 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki,
I wrote to you some time ago and have kept up with your journal as well as your guestbook. The December 20th entry is tough for all of us who have become attached with you through your journal. Though we have never met my eyes are blurred with tears for both you and your family. Your inner strength is a testiment to all of us. I pray that Christmas Day will be a pain free day for you so that you can fully enjoy the moment with your family and friends. PEACE BE WITH YOU.
Gary Johnston <gjohnston@stanadyne.com>
Enfield, Ct USA - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 12:29 PM (CST)

Nikki, You know that I will never give up on you and I will be there at your beckon(good vocab word) call. I hope we can get together on Saturday, besides the girls have been working on a little number. Don't tell anyone, but they think they are the next Josie and the Pussycats. They recently got out their drums, guitar and piano so wArn the neighbors, and I am not sure your head will be able to take it, but hey what else could the pain medication be good for. Anyhow, hang in there buddy, your still the coolest chick I know, well next to me that is. I hope to see you soon and you know that treating you normal for me is a little difficult as I am pretty crazy, but at your request, I will try to remain the same. Peace babe and know that we here at West Main Street love you very dearly and will be available when you say so. Love ya and best to your family and remember your mom and dad's anniversary is Dec. 27-we have to talk about something. love the craziest tutor in the world.
the mom with the 3 chicks <jbrokaw01@snet.net>
whosville, np SANTA CLAUS - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 05:59 AM (CST)

Hey babe~
Thanks so much for keeping us updated. Im sorry to hear teh latest news. YOu are an awesome friend and person. I am looking forward to seeing you on Sat. with teh cookies...(hmmm seems like we have done this before....) To the rest of the Giampolos- You guys are awesome. Much love to you all,
Sarah <Hebron>
- Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 10:09 PM (CST)

Nikki- five days 'till christmas!how's the gingerbread house holding out? we want to see you soon! we'll talk to you later.
Heather and Caroline
hebron, - Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 09:35 PM (CST)

Hey girl! Only one day left until vacation!!! HOLLA! I will most def see you during vacation! I've gotz lotz of work to do...So will write ya lata! LOVE YA AND MISS YA! ~KEL
Seemore Butts <monadoesntappreciatelaneeight@doodoo.poo>
WILLI! Where is kait is from, CT - Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 07:53 PM (CST)

hey nikki!
I'm so gald its almost vacation!! only one more day... i think i can bear it. i have been so swamped with work that one more day of school might finish me off, so i'm praying that it will snow a lot and we won't have school. i'm going to wear my pajamas inside out tonight so it will snow!! lol. i'm going to visit you over vacation! i can't wait! merry christmas! love ya!
Megan <coolada2@aol.com>
- Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 07:47 PM (CST)

hey nikki! only 5 more days till christmas! Yay! im so excited. the year went by so fast. im so tired and its gonna be good to have a break. well ttyl. luv ya ~ alison
Allie
enfield, ct usa - Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 01:56 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! IT was great to see you the other night @ the dinner! My family and I finally put our tree up,so we have the ornaments that we made hanging on it now!Good luck w/ everything and enjoy planning the Make a wish trip!Love, Heather S.
Heather Strunk <starbrite525@aol.com>
o little town of Hebron, CT AMERICA!!!! - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 08:59 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki, I went to the East Hfd. YMCA for a luncheon and heard about your web page. I am a 67-year old volunteer and I just wanted to tell you I'm praying for you real hard! You're a very up-beat young woman and you must be a joy to all you meet. Keep up the good work. God Bless.....
Joan Brow <MIMnJAJ@AOL.com>
East Hartford, CT Hartford - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 02:59 PM (CST)

hey nikki-
today in school we had to write a paragraph on a person that inspired us or we looked up to and i chose you.. you always have a positive attitude and a smile on your face. I hope that you are feeling ok today.. Im going to come see you before christmas..only 7 more days!!!!!!!!!! Im so excited. Well Im off TaTA darling ... Love you~
Allie
allie huffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
weth, ct usa - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 02:53 PM (CST)

Nikki, Liz Grinaski and I work with your mom. We are school nurses in the East Hartford District. She has kept us up to date on your progress and the treatment. We think of you often and wish you strength as you continue your fight. Our prayers are with you. We had offered to help out in some way. Per mom's suggestion, we decided to sell "Goldribbons for Childhood Cancer". We are selling the ribbons for $10.00 each. All profits will go to the Giampolo's. If anyone is interested in purchasing a gold ribbon, they can contact us via e-mail.
Phyllis Tranter RN <p.tranter@home.com>
Newington, CT USA - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 10:37 AM (CST)

ONLY THREE DAYS LEFT OF SCHOOL! AHHHHH! Practice has been hard for me since I got back...I feel like I have been beaten with an ugly stick(no comments anyone else! KAIT) Other than that I am chillin like a villin (that's how you spell it Ash) I really hope I can see you during break...barely any time to do anything! well I am off! see ya pimp! ~Kel
Ace Ventura's Pet <monaloveswilli@haveyouseenherbackstroke.lol!>
WILLI! Where Kait is really from she just won't admit it!!, CT USA BABY! - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 09:44 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki!!! I havent talked to you in a little while, so i decided to write you! I am so excited that it is Christmas soon. I finally did my Christmas shopping, but i actually don't have your present yet, which is why i have been avoiding you... But I am gonna get it Sat. morning, its all ordered and everything i just have to pick it up. The card that you sent us was so cute! You and Jessica look so much alike in that pic! It is now on the fridge next to the pic of the Strunks. Talk to you soon, Love you!

Sarah
Hebron, CT - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 09:05 PM (CST)

hola nikki, whats happening. So what have you been up to lately. i am very excited that Xmas is so soon, i will have to come and visit you and give you your gift. welll i hope taht everything is going well. i love you lots. Merry early Xmas.
Kait <Kellyisverysmelly@idonthate.lol>
vernon, ct as far away from kelly as possible - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 07:26 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! Happy Holidays lol I'm so excited for vacation just as much as Christmas, School is not my thing. I'd much rather be sleeping! zzz well just wanted to give you a HoLlEr xoxo hope to hear from you soon!
Becca <Swiftfly11@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 07:22 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki!
I missed getting to you at home last night, but I had a nice conversation with your Dad about Make a Wish!
Laura is thinking about her wish! Give Mom a hug from me!
Love you!

Joanne Santiago <JAS2225@aol.com>
Avon, ct usa - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 12:06 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki--
How are you doing? I haven't had an update in a little while, what's going on? I am excited for xmas coming up, and I'm swimming the 5000 for time, yipee! haha! We even have doubles next week oh boy! Well, I hope you are doing well, have a nice holiday :)
Ashley P.
- Monday, December 17, 2001 at 06:58 PM (CST)

Forget this counting down till christmas i know I am counting the days until VACATION! In less than a half an hour there will only be 4 days left! YES! School stinks right now teachers are trying to cram everything in in one week.....very stressful! I hope we can get together during break..I am feeling ten times better. Dad says hello. Well I am off to go work! Miss ya!~Kel
K WILLI! <kaitdon'thatelaneeight@haha.ugh>
- Monday, December 17, 2001 at 12:40 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki! Just thinking of you again. My parents went to the dinner at the Church and they said it had a HUGE turn out. I wish I could have gone. I would have if it wasn't for this whole EXAM thing!! hehe. Well I hope you're doing well. I'm thinking of you and praying for you!! Love ya!
Kate Lally <kaffiene11@aol.com>
UConn, CT - Sunday, December 16, 2001 at 11:12 PM (CST)

Dear Nikki,

My name is Dina and I am your 2nd cousin on your father's side. My father Art is your Grandfather's brother. "Uncle" John & "Cousin" John hold special places in my heart. Always will. They both created wonderful childhood memories for me in a rather difficult childhood. Maybe they both never realized how special they were to me but that makes them that much more special. Your mother, I've only met a handful of times and spoken to briefly over the years but I would be hard pressed to find a kinder more lovely woman. Your sister's and yourself never had a shot at being anything other than special. Your web site is certainly a reflection of how amazing you are. And if family tradition holds, you probably don't realize it!

My father speaks highly of your whole family and loves you all very much. He feels very connected to you all even though he is not around much. He will probably be calling soon to check up on you all as he is leaving for Canada on Thursday morning. Seems he's got himself a girlfriend he is anxious to see. He is a stagehand at the Bushnell in Hartford so he has been working 16 hour days for about a week now. Hit him up for concert tickets one of these days. He is well connected and could probably get you great seats at the civic center. He will be back in town in January.

If you do come to Miami for that cruise, please let me know as I would love to meet you if only for the short time before you get on board. The last time I met you, you were a baby and had just thrown up at my wedding in Suffield CT. It would be nice to meet you while you weren't throwing up. :-)

Well, I'm off to bed. My prayers and love go out to you and your family always...Dina Stewart

Dina (Giampolo) Stewart <moomom36@aol.com>
Anna Maria, FL US - Sunday, December 16, 2001 at 11:11 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! I haven't written in a while. I really, really want to see you and i'm gonna call u to see if we can get together over christmas break *:). I can't wait until christmas - only nine more days! yay! I hope this new thing works out for u. Going into remisson would be so exciting! I'm so glad you are feeling better. My hopes and prayers are with you always. Stay strong and don't give up! Luv ya - Alison
Allie Krustapentus <alliekat567>
E-ville ( haha evil), ct - Sunday, December 16, 2001 at 07:14 PM (CST)

hey nikki-
Only nine more days untill cristmas i am soooo excited!! well....i just wanted to check in and see how you were feeling. Hopefully i will be able to come and visit you soon.I really miss you. you are in my heart and prayers always-love you :)ALLIE(:

ALLIE <ALICAT7@SNET.NET>
WETH, CT USA!!!! - Sunday, December 16, 2001 at 05:59 PM (CST)

hi nikki your christmas present is in the mail...i think... anyway i hope you like it. happy holidays.
see ya soon(hopefully!) caitlin

- Sunday, December 16, 2001 at 03:24 PM (CST)

Dear Nikki: Wanted to let you and everyone who visits your webpage know how wonderful the dinner for you, Sammy, and Amanda was. It was so crowded, my family and the friends we brought had to wait for seats!
It was incredible to see the support of family members,friends, and the community. I met some great people there. There are too many groups and individuals for me to thank personally here. Plus, I don't know everyone's name at this point. I do want to thank Mike of Mary and Aili's Restaurant who worked "so hard". Since my "small" part involved RHAM, I would like to thank the RHAM students who sold tickets and served food. After a full day of classes, and for some students additional time at sports, everyone put in four hours of hard work! I appreciate all of your support and effort!
And, to you Nikki, you continue to touch all of our hearts with your strength, courage, and determination. I am always anxious to hear about the latest developments on your battle with cancer and am so pleased you are in the process of making arrangements for a cruise. I wish you the Happiest Christmas.
Love, Debbie
<Bowiedeb@aol.com>
Hebron, CT - Saturday, December 15, 2001 at 10:30 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki... I haven't left you a note in awhile. Glad to see you wrote. :o) I hope everything works out with the treatments and your trip. Well hun, I'll be checkin up on your. Again, good luck with everything.
my love and prayers,
Rachel
Rachel Delaney <rmdelaney@home.com>
- Friday, December 14, 2001 at 07:29 PM (CST)

hey nikki~
what's shakin? lol...i'm so bored, i'm going out tonite with some friends, but wanted to say 'hey' before i got ready to leave! are you excited about xmas? 11 more days! im so excited, it will feel like a long week of school tho! i'll ttyl hun
much love~and all my prayers~
michelle~
<AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Friday, December 14, 2001 at 04:12 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki, it's me, Mrs. Huffman. I have a bunch of stuff here at my house that I need to get to you. Also, I'm working on that couch and flat screen TV. We'll see what happens. I will talk to you over the weekend. Love you.
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Friday, December 14, 2001 at 04:01 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
I am home from school actually, we got let out early because the water main broke or something. I did get into Trinity!! yay!! I found out yesterday. I hope you are getting excited about the holidays...I still have to think up some new years resolutions...I never seem to keep those hehehe ;) Alright, I'm out to do some last minute shopping..love ya babe!
Ashley P
- Friday, December 14, 2001 at 12:16 PM (CST)

hey nikki-
whats up?? i had so much fun with u at the mall the other day..i hope u had fun too! well i wanted to check in on how u were doing...Love you,
allie
allie huffman <alicat7@snet.net>
weth, ct usa - Thursday, December 13, 2001 at 07:27 PM (CST)

One day I met the prettiest, smartest, funniest, and bravest kid I know. She makes BALD BEAUTIFUl. She has touched my heart and my family's heart in many ways. There is not a thing in the world I wouldn't do for her including fighting this battle for her. Even during her darkest days she remains strong for all of us around her. To know her is an honor and a privelege and I am blessed to have her in my life. I too would love to be tested for a bone marrow match and if I could I would give her my own leg and spine so that she can continue to do the things that she does. The world is a much better place with her in it and I know she has touched more people's life than she even gives herself credit for. Nikki, my favorite student and my own personal hero, keep up the fight,the smiles, and the great jokes. Whatever life has to offer and whereever this path goes, please know that not a day goes by that you are not thought of by either me or my girls and everytime a smile comes to our faces and excitement is in the air. Peace kid and hang in there. You know I am always a phone call away.
Chace is now thinking of something to say and it is official she says "I LOVE YOU NIKKI AND I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER SOON!THAT"S IT!WHY CAN'T I HAVE ANOTHER COOKIE." Sorry she got a little cared away with herself. Anyhow, here's to the best Christmas ever and don't worry you will have a lot of homework soon. How about an essay on the Make a Wish Process! Just kidding. love ya kid, and hang in there. Your crazy evil tutor.
The mother of those three koolaid faced kids <jbrokaw01@snet.net>
Amston, CT usa - Thursday, December 13, 2001 at 04:49 PM (CST)

Hey pimp
i b in school again, I will mos def write to you everytime thursday in study. i got all my work done. Lots of tests coming up though...not looking forward to that. My nose is so runny right now! it is like a foucet...really disgusting! I will probably go home in an hour or something, all i have is jewelry class left...(Don't make fun of windham people, yes we have jewelry! Especially you KAIT! don't hate) Other than that everything is hunky dorey! ttyl love!
~Kel
Chicken is good! <haveuevrseenkaitdobutterfly@funnyasheck.HA>
- Thursday, December 13, 2001 at 09:47 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
Sorry I ddn't make it to the dinner, my car was in for some repairs, it took longer than expected and I had to get to swim practice. I hope you had a great time and I am sure there were plenty of people there to see you.

I know one of these days I'll get to see you in person!!

Take care of yourself, signed as always...
Your favorite swim coach
- Thursday, December 13, 2001 at 08:29 AM (CST)

Nikki,
You don't know me, my wife works with your mom. You are a very brave young women and an inspiration to all. I have never been more touched than I was after reading your journal. Merry Christmas and best of luck, we are all praying for you and your family.

- Wednesday, December 12, 2001 at 10:58 PM (CST)

hey nikki!! im soo happy to hear about your new treatment stuff.. sounds like some good opportunities.. unfortunately - i couldnt go to the dinner tonight, but i hope that it went well. i got your christmas present the other day!! i hope you like it, i know i would if someone got it for me lol.. yeah so ill bring it over some time next week hopefully (ill drive over in what willll be MY car yeahhhh). i love you and hope to see you soon!!!
Kate Hanley <Iris5385@aol.com>
- Wednesday, December 12, 2001 at 08:41 PM (CST)

Sorry I missed seeing you again!(geeze i'm really bad now!jk) Wow your lucky! The only boat I've been on was a ferry and a sail boat!(i don't get out much.lol) I hope the dinner went well... I hope you had a better food then I did(breakfast again!) Well gtg,ttly and Merry Christmas!
Love caitlin.

- Wednesday, December 12, 2001 at 08:21 PM (CST)

Hey pimp!
Dad and I are really sick and contageous, so we figured it would be best not to go to the dinner. We send our love! I am so jelous about your cruise! I remeber when Vin got his......he got all the ladies!...uh-oh....does that men we might get some men! I love those men down there they are hunks! New treatment sounds like an awesome thing, the Sykes' are prayin that it works! Keep in touch girl!

Kelly, Daivd and Gloria Sykes <daglosykes@wwdb.org>
- Wednesday, December 12, 2001 at 07:11 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki,

I just emailed you and lost it, duh! So, here it is again!
I have been keeping up-to-date with your Web site and Aunt Marsha and Uncle Glenn.

I have a good feeling about this next treatment:) I know it is another hurdle. If you need a bone marrow donor, at some point, I'm there, if I match. From what I understand, you will be able to have your own, which, of course, is best!:) I am glad you are going to the Mayo Clinic and really happy to here your CRUISE plans are in the makings!!!!! Hey, tell that brother of mine, be careful, he night get used to being unemployed and taking vacations!!!!!!LOL

I will call and try to visit either this Sat. or Sun. I think about you, Dad, Mom, Jess & Natalie every day and every night. Light up the decorations for me?

I love you, Sunt Sherry
E
Aunt Sherry <shertodance@yahoo.com>
Newport, VT USA - Wednesday, December 12, 2001 at 06:24 PM (CST)

Hey Hun! Wow the dinner had an amazing turnout. We served soo much food. And yes, being the clumsy one I am, I was the first to wear the pie. It makes a lovely decoration on a shirt as well as a wonderful dessert. lol. well it was great to see you. ttyl gotta go do hw :( love
Terri
- Wednesday, December 12, 2001 at 06:23 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki: OMG that Cruise sounds so good. I went on one last winter it was really fun except it was cold in the Bahamas .. for like the only time in the year. It was fun even though it was like 60 degrees <-- burr thats like today practically! The best part is constant food lol I hope you are doing better and get some sleep <3
Becca <Swiftfly11@AOL.com>
W-Field <3, - Wednesday, December 12, 2001 at 02:00 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki, Uncle Glenn, Ali, Elizabeth and I will see you tomorrow night about 7pm at the dinner. We are really looking forward to it! Love, Aunt Marsha

- Tuesday, December 11, 2001 at 10:18 PM (CST)

hi nikki!!
It sounds like things are going pretty good for you!! I'm glad that radiation is over :) and its so cool you get to go on a cruise!! love you!
Megan <coolada2@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 11, 2001 at 06:42 PM (CST)

Hey nikki! That cruise sounds like so much fun! You deserve it! I'm sure that that experimental treatment will work. I'm working on being there tomorrow night for the benifit dinner. I passed you're house the other night, very festive-looking! I'm putting up my litte tree in my room, and it's hard to belive that it's so close to christmas. What did u think of the new Disney original movie? I thought it was a lot like the movie "The Santa Clause", but otherwise pretty good. C ya later!
Christine
Sydney, Australia - Tuesday, December 11, 2001 at 05:03 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki!! Wow you're going on a cruise? That is awesome. I went on one when we were in Alaska and it was great! I was scared at first because i thought the boat might sink. hehehe. I am such a weirdo. So how is everything with you? I haven't seen you in a long time. I miss you tons. I think of you always. Hugs and Kisses!
Laura Conter <Ljcae44g@aol.com>
Manchester, CT USA - Tuesday, December 11, 2001 at 04:52 PM (CST)

A cruise! You lucky girl! That sounds like a lot of fun, I hope you get it in before your sister has to leave. I know that new treatment will work..I'm glad you are realizing it too. Try not to think about the pain, and get some sleep (even though I know it's hard...) Still no news from Trinity, I'll let you know though. I love ya babe!
Ashley P
- Tuesday, December 11, 2001 at 02:30 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki!! Wow that sounds so awesome. I hope its ur dream vacation and u have tons of fun!!! I cannot wait until the dinner on wed its gonna be so wonderful. well gotta go do some hw. see you wed. luv
Terri
- Monday, December 10, 2001 at 06:54 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki! Keep up your spirits even though I'm sure it's tough- present time is almost here! Can you believe there are only 14 days until Christmas-- where does time go? It was 70 degrees out on Wednesday and by Saturday night it was snowing- the weather is so unpredictable. School is crazy, but what else is new.... As you probably already know, Bear is hosting a meet this weekend and 25% of the proceeds from the entry fees are going to be donated to the Oncology (sp??) department at the Children's Hospital... I think that we asked Ct Swimming to match the amount, but I'm not sure what they said. I'm sooo jealous that my brother gets ALL next week off while I have to be in school- that is so unfair!! I'll keep in touch and Vinny I hope that we can maybe see you over the Christmas break.
Love Ya,
Ari
- Monday, December 10, 2001 at 03:27 PM (CST)

Christine copied me...
Caitlin <Cata513@hotmail.com>
Madrid, Spain - Sunday, December 09, 2001 at 09:18 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki-
How are you doing? Did you get snow at your house? It's so pretty! I'm looking forward to the dinner. See you there! Love you!
Caitlin <Cata513@hotmail.com>
Madrid, Spain - Sunday, December 09, 2001 at 09:12 AM (CST)

Nikki, Hey hun I just read every single one of your entries and it seems that things are really tough for you but I know you'll do fine. WOW I thought my parents getting divorced was hard it's nothing compared to what you are going through. I hope to make it to your dinner at the church.I'll be praying for ya!
Kristin Spodobalski <panda8821@aol.com>
Hebron, CT US - Saturday, December 08, 2001 at 07:22 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki, How are you?????? Ive been doing pretty good. Guess what there are only 18 days till Christmas, Yeah!!!! I'm so excited. So neways i am able to come to the diner thing, i dont know if i already told you. Oh im getting along better at practice without Greg, hehe. Well i g2g. Luv ya girl!
Kaitlin <kellysmellslikeshoes@smelly.com>
vernon, ct usa - Thursday, December 06, 2001 at 04:22 PM (CST)

hey nikki! i haven't been keeping up with the entries lately so i have a lot of catching up to do. I hope i can come on wednesday-it would be great to see you again. I just love christmastime! I wish it would snow. Its been so warm out! Well, I'll see you at the dinner on the 12th. Luv ya *:)
Alison
enfield, ct - Thursday, December 06, 2001 at 01:36 PM (CST)

Yo jigga pimp! I b chillin in school right now....gettin my edumication! HAHAHA! Windumb is the place to be! yea yea! I might be comin to see you on saturday, it all depends on how you are feeling and whether I can go because it is my nephew's 1st b-day that day! But I will most likely go anyways! I am definitily gonna try to go to the dinner! Hope everything is well...i know my week has been crazy. ttyl love! Love and Miss ya! ~Kel
The Majestic's Girlfriend <kaitdon'thate@playa.woooopppaaaahhh>
- Thursday, December 06, 2001 at 09:36 AM (CST)

Hey,
A businessman with a fish?? What the heck! How are you babe! I'm doing pretty well, I am getting all excited about Christmas, Kelly and I are breaking out the "All I Want for Xmas is You" song at practice these days! Mariah is to no comparison! hahaha!! Just wanted to say hi, hope you're doing well! love ya!!
Ashley P.
- Wednesday, December 05, 2001 at 06:52 PM (CST)

hi this is brittany kingsbury my new screen name is
lilpicassogirl.sometimes i can not even imagine the pain your going through.the only thing i could compare the pain to is when my I broke my arm while roller skating and my friend skated over it. It hurt so bad! I saw your pictures from your birthday. guess what? i walked the manchester road race and i beat coach marcy too!well i just recovered from having a bad cold.
see you later
*love
brittany k.
oh this weekend i took off a few seconds on my times. Hope you are doing well.
brittany kingsbury <lilpicassogirl@aol.com>
East Hartford , CT USA - Wednesday, December 05, 2001 at 06:01 PM (CST)

Nikki! What's goin' on? I am now into my second week of swimming for the MHS team - it's going pretty well, but Kaitlin misses me so much that she is breaking down at LEHY practice...I hope she learns to deal! Anyway, it is almost CHRISTMAS! You better be getting excited, 'cause you know I am! ; ) I'm going shopping this weekend for all my gifts! OOH I never told you - I am working on a MASTERPIECE in pottery! It is an awesome sculpture thing..a businessman with a fish head!! I will have to show it to you sometime! You will love it, haha! Keep smilin - love you!
Greg
- Wednesday, December 05, 2001 at 05:37 PM (CST)

hey nikki! I heard you might be going to minnosototasoaosoa(minnesota)and thats really cool, and i hope the new stuff makes you all better! Chrismas(which is spelled wrong)and Chanaka (which is also spelled wrong) is kinda soon, so ill be seein you real soon. I just got back from getting new shoes because i havn't gotten any new ones in over 7 months! Well, i hope your feeling good, and ill see you real soon. Also, i can't think of anything funny to say, so i better make a joke now. This um... yeah... i can't think of a thing. I guess you'll have to wait until next time. Talk to you soon, later!
aaron <joker2935@yahoo.com>
philly, p usa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Wednesday, December 05, 2001 at 04:12 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki-
WOW! I know what you feel like now. I have not read the entries in a while and it really is a lot of reading to do to catch up. In any case, I am glad that the date of the dinner was changed because now I can go. You have to make sure to put up directions so that everyone can get there. It is not easy finding your way around Hebron if you don't know where you are going. Someone (probably me) will end up driving into the woods or something. Anyway, I have to come on another visit SOON. I have all the stamps and some more stuff to give you. I will call in the next day or so. Anyway, keep smiling. I am glad that you can go back in the hot tub. Still jealous that you have one though. I will talk to you soon. Love you!!!!!!!!
Love-Kaeley

Kaeley
- Wednesday, December 05, 2001 at 12:57 PM (CST)

Hey gurlie-
sry i can't come to the dinner thing, i'm in a dinner-show tonight for school so I can't make it. I'm already missing fri's perfomance and I don't want to get in trouble- hehe. I hope that it's fun if u go. C u in clinic sometime soon...
Laura Santiago <dream8787@aol.com>
Avon, CT - Wednesday, December 05, 2001 at 10:51 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki!
What's up hun? I'm in school right now, but I don't feel like working! We are in the computer lab. I hope your feeling alot better, and that the radiation is going well! Christmas is coming up!! Yeah!! What are you asking for, anything special? Well I gg....lata hun!
Love Always,
Michelle
<AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Wednesday, December 05, 2001 at 08:37 AM (CST)

Hi Nikki G.!! What's up girl? I never got to tell you how absolutly wonderful it was to see you at the sports banquet. Be glad you didn't stay for the whole thing tho- some of those coaches go on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on FOREVER! it was nice though i like sports banquets. But I am looking forward to seeing you at the dinner. I talked to Mary who gave me the message about waitressing or serving or something like that. Whatever you want me to do i'll be there to do it :) i look forward to seeing you again then and i'm going to make some plans to come see you before the holidays. I miss seeing you everyday and i hope everything is going well. Christmas is coming up soon- WOOHOO!!! holidays are wonderful especially when spent with family. Everyone misses you bunches and bunches and is praying for the best for you! Love you lots!
Terri G <terrig@snet.net >
Hebron , CT United States of America - Tuesday, December 04, 2001 at 06:12 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki: Whats up? Im ok, just a little in pain from LEHY lol i know i complain too much. oh well what you HEAR is what you get haha ya so this thing between Kait and Kelly is kind of amusing lol Kelly is so funny. I hope you are feeling stronger and I hope to see you real soon.
BECCA!
- Tuesday, December 04, 2001 at 01:54 PM (CST)

Hello Nikki, my name is Larry Frost and I know you have met Kristen and her Mom. I know no one truly knows what you are going through but being a cancer patient myself, I can relate to some of the side effects you have experienced. I am also living proof that cancer can be beaten and I look forward to welcoming you into the "survivors" club! I find your positive outlook and fighting spirit to be uplifting and please don't ever give up hope! My prayers, as well as thousands of others, are with you and may God Bless you! Keep your spirits up and enjoy the upcoming Holidays!
Wishing you the very best,
Larry Frost

P.S. What is your secret for putting up with Kaeley? She is the best!

Larry Frost <ljfrost@prodigy.net>
Guilford, CT USA - Tuesday, December 04, 2001 at 11:32 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki! No luck putting those pictures up yet? Well time to go finish my hw.(pretty boring) Hope you're having more fun then I am right now!

Love Caitlin

Manchester, CT - Monday, December 03, 2001 at 07:03 PM (CST)

Hola Nikki, how are you. i haven't talked to you in a little while, so what have you been up to lately. i am lookin forward to going to the dinner on december 12th. i have mucho tarea. no me gusta. well i g2g i love you. ttyl.
kaitlin
vernon,ct, - Monday, December 03, 2001 at 04:11 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki!!!! How are you dear? I am sick. I have no idea what i am sick with, but it is like a cold or something that one of my friends had and we think she got it from my sister and then I got it from her. Something like that. I hope you don't get any colds like this. Well anyways. I miss you tons and think of you always. Luv ya!
Laura Conter <Ljcae44g@aol.com>
Manchester, CT USA - Monday, December 03, 2001 at 04:01 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki,
I'm your neighbor on the corner of London and Daly Rd. (with the crazy little girl named Katy) you helped babysit for before. I heard about your cancer through a friend that I work with - Mike Huffman (Allie's dad). He's been keeping me up to date on your progress as I've been asking about you every time I see him. I hope you get well soon. Please let me know if you need anything, anytime! (I'm not far away).
Janine Cooley
Hebron, CT - Monday, December 03, 2001 at 01:33 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki, Just wanted to say hi and let you know that you're being thought about. Heard that the outside of the house is decorated. It must look great. Hope you're having a good day today. love, Aunt Marilyn

- Monday, December 03, 2001 at 11:31 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki -- Just want to say "hi!" Are you all decorated for Christmas? We got our tree yesterday. I know how much you love the holidays, me too. I will talk to you on Monday so I can find out what you are up to on Tuesday. Take care. With love. Jo Ann
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Sunday, December 02, 2001 at 09:56 AM (CST)

nikki, Talked to your Dad and Mom last night and heard about the Christmas decorations. Sounds so beautiful. All you need now is a blanket of the white stuff. You are blessed to have such loving and dedicated parents. I know this will be the most beautiful Christmas and Santa has a special place in his heart for you. Dream of sugar plums and dancing toys. Never stop believing in miricles and have the most merry of holidays with your wonderful family. love uncle Dan
Daniel C. Brielmann <dcbrielman@boston@cbs.com>
abington , ma U.S.A. - Sunday, December 02, 2001 at 09:43 AM (CST)

hey nikki! I know I still have to come and see you!jk. I hope you're feelin better. right now i'm baking chocolate chip cookies, they smell really really good! Well i'm working on the visting thing.lol.

love caitlin
- Sunday, December 02, 2001 at 09:39 AM (CST)

I wonder how long it's going to be before you have to get a new guestbook, becuase this one is sure filling up fast. You must get at least 5 or more and hour, which is really cool. You're pretty popular! I find it funny that Cait just found out that you had a guestbook, and I'm glad to hear that you had a good thanksgiving. I had a really bad cold all through mine, but I still managed to stuff myself with turkey and all the rest of the good food just the same. It's a bummer about the leg pain, I hope that the patch works so you can concentrate on that gingerbread house. I've never made one myself, but it looks like fun! It was so cool that you could make it to the Sports Banquet, it was neat to see you again. I'm checking my plans for the 12th to see if I can come to the dinner, that sounds like fun too. Have fun in your hot tub!
Christine
sydney, Australia - Saturday, December 01, 2001 at 08:18 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki...
Where can us out of towners get directions to the church??

I have practice at 7:00 PM so I'll have to leave by 5:45ish depending on where it is.

You know I am always up for food! Especially when I get to see you! Maybe Kaeley will go with me??? (Kaeley are you reading this?)

Your Favorite Swim Coach
- Friday, November 30, 2001 at 10:38 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki!
This is Emily and Michelle this time! We both wanted to say hi and we're really excited to be coming to see you tomorrow, I've wanted to for a really long time but it never worked out. So I can't wait till tomorrow! By the way, recently I've been on this streak with telling jokes (they are all really bad, so don't feel obligated to laugh at anytime)...no one else does. LOL but what else is new? Ok I think I'm gonna take Kelly's idea and tell you part of one Rachel told me (I don't know if you remember her, but you met her at Kaitlin's party like 3 years ago, lol, but she remembers you) Ok...how does an elephant cross a safe-way? Alright, unfortunatly you're gonna have to wait until a little later to find out the answer and perhaps give me a "pity laugh" so I feel like I'm funny. LoL. I'll cya tomorrow babelicious! Love ya!
Emily <Ultrafly12@aol.com>
Vernon, CT - Friday, November 30, 2001 at 05:54 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki Just want you to know i will think of you each day I will pray with you each day, Both my wife and I are cancer survivers, and have gone through the radiation and chemo,You are such a brave young lady...Your Mom told me you were friends with Catherine Breaux and you beat her in a race when you were in fifth grade,,I sure would of loved to have had you on my team, Catherine never lost a race in middle school, she still runs for me in our Junior olympic program...Just wanted you to know My team is praying for you as well,,,,,,,mrb
Mr. B Cross country coach Timothy Edwards South windsor <mrb1436@aol.com>
Enfield, ct - Friday, November 30, 2001 at 05:28 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki!
What's up? I'm getting ready to go to a party, but wanted to drop in and say 'hello'!!!! I hope everything is going well, and that you get some fun in!! I love ya hun!
Love Always,
Michelle
Michelle Carey
Glastonbury, CT - Friday, November 30, 2001 at 05:21 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki,

Just dropping in to say hello. I hope things have calmed down a bit after hearing about the leg pain and hospital admission. I wish I could just "make a wish, on s shooting star" up here in VT and make everything all better for you:)

I can see that things have been tougher yet again, and that you are able to hold up to it. Sometimes I lay awake at night thinking about you and what it must be like to fight your battles. You are incredible in so many ways.

I am glad you are getting ready for Christmas. My neighbors have the tackiest Christmas decorations ever. If I look out my windows, I can't avoid them--but their Easter decorations were worse. lol, anyways.

I hope the new wheelchair is more comfy. Hope the rest of the radiation trips go by quickly and you get a break!D

Aloha (?)

Love, Aunt Sherry
Aunt Sherry
- Friday, November 30, 2001 at 10:56 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki--
I am at school once again, you'd think I never did anything at school...just wait until you're a senior! I hope you are doing well...almost xmastime, my favorite time of year! What are you asking for for christmas? I think I want some new clothing...as if I don't have enough already. I hope Natalie is doing well...tell her to email me sometime and we could hang out. Love you babe!
Ashley P <PloskyH20@aol.com >
- Friday, November 30, 2001 at 10:25 AM (CST)

hey nikki! i hope you are doing better!! i think about u everyday and i miss you at swiming!!i will try to go to the dinner thing if its possible.. right down the road!! kelly n kaitlin.. get a life.. hehe but its pretty funny.. i have no wierd jokes like them.. SORRY! hehe hope to see ya soon!!
keri
hebronnnnnnn, - Thursday, November 29, 2001 at 08:00 PM (CST)

Yo jigga pimp! Sounds like a blast with the hot tub and all. I know vinnie basile loves his, he got a bath robe and everything for the tub. I gave him a boa for his birthday and some gaudy pimp chains, so he could be a pimp going out to the hot tub. It was great! I will have to figure something out for you now. The dinner sounds awesome. I will mos def, try to make it. I have an awards banquet that night but it is always done by 8, so i hope to see you! Practice stinks right now, my arms feel like they have been hit by an ugly stick, they hurt sooo bad! Other than that, I am glad it seems that things are kinda to the norm! Keep us updated girl! Love and miss ya! ~Kel
Fletcher's woman (liar liar) <kait can't handle this @ don'teventry.wwwooooopppaaaaaa>
- Thursday, November 29, 2001 at 07:27 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki, The dinner fundraiser on Dec. 5th sounds great. Uncle Glenn, the girls and I will try to come. Will you be there and if so what time? Ali has dance lessons that night from 5:15 to 6:15 but we could be there by 7. Let us know what time you'll be there. Love Aunt Marsha

- Thursday, November 29, 2001 at 05:00 PM (CST)

You're writing again!!! I wish I could go to your fundraiser but i don't think i can :( but i'll see what i can do. I hope you're feeling better!

love caitlin

- Thursday, November 29, 2001 at 02:49 PM (CST)

HI,this is my second time reading your entrys and it seems like evry thing is going great :):):):):)
boogo <boogo@boogo.boogo>
boogo, boog0 boogo - Wednesday, November 28, 2001 at 08:36 PM (CST)

Kelly i don't get the riddle. Of course i am always the slow one. hehehe. Hey Nikki dear!! Have you gotten the riddle yet? Hows everything going? I miss ya tons. Now high school season is finally over and the guys are starting up(Greg). hahaha. I don't have to stay after school anymore. Well...except when my sister has to stay for round table rehearsals. Anyways I hope you are ok and feeling good. I'll ttyl. I luv ya lots!
Laura Conter <Ljcae44g@aol.com>
Manchester, CT USA - Wednesday, November 28, 2001 at 04:16 PM (CST)

oops, yah i can spell, conJUNCtivitis. sigh... Maybe I'll go back to mrs lawsons class and she can teach me!
Love
Sarah, again
- Wednesday, November 28, 2001 at 12:31 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki!!
I am home from school because i have pink eye... its kinda nasty, oozing and stuff like that. just thought i would share that with you. Im sooooo bored i could cry. There is really nothing on daytime tv. I really hope you can come to the banquet tonite!!! Don't worry, i wont be contagieous anymore then!!
Love
Sarah
Oozing eye, conjectivitis ct - Wednesday, November 28, 2001 at 12:30 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
I'm at school right now, I had to come in early because of a meeting, and now I don't have a class until 9am! I hope that you are doing well. Kelly started swimming with us again yesterday, I was really excited to have someone my age there! All the boys left (too bad haha!) to swim high school. I should find out about Trinity next week, I'm really psyched about that! Keep us updated, I wanna know how you're doing! I love you!

Ashley P
- Wednesday, November 28, 2001 at 07:04 AM (CST)

Dear Nikki:

It was so wonderful to find your website courtesy of Paul. I am your 3rd cousin Joanne. I think of you so often and you are always in my prayers. I will stay in touch. Love the pictures of your dog and cat. Your Mom and I comiserated about the problems of puppyhood when Nala was just a little pup and my dog Jenne was about the same age. They were driving us nuts!! Give my love to all - Joanne
Joanne Searles <dsearles01@yahoo.com>
Marlborough, CT USA - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 09:06 PM (CST)

You all lose, heres one...
A man is lying in the middle of a desert (Dead). Laying next to him is the only thing that could have saved his life ( a package).

How did this man die?
BuBu <bubu@somewhere.com>
HeeeBrawn, GA IM NOT EVEN FROM THIS PLANET - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 08:28 PM (CST)

Hola nikki, whats shakin bacon.
kelly for the last time, you know i am better then you so dont even try and compete against me.
i dont get the riddle nikki, but i have a different one for you.
tell me what this person was doing in this situation: a mans car broke down, he pushed it to a hotel, and he got bankrupted, what happended? ill give you a hit, it was a silver old car.
love ya girl.
kaitlin <imbetter then kelly@dont even.try>
vernon, ct usa - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 05:11 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki,
Have not written in a while. I know that the Hanaks were visiting. Bruce and Barbara keep me informed. I understand the 4 hr MRI as I have had them. However I usually fall asleep in the machine.
Keep your spirits up.
Our prayers are with you
Abe schnall <franc5026@aol.com>
Phila, Pa USA - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 03:29 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki. Hope you are feeling well. I think your friends have taken over this web site, maybe my kids can figure out what they are saying. Love from Tolland.
Uncle Chris

- Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 02:40 PM (CST)

you know....a sista is alwayz tryin to dis on a sista sista. I HAD TO EAT! hope everything is goin well chiky-poo.
Here is another clue...
The man was originally somewhere else, but not in a specific country. you could say he was kinda airborn!
(now if you guys who don't get this now, you are ducks!)
Love ya girl!~Kel
Me-a Shagwell <Mona doesn't know how to fight @ sistasista. riiiight>
- Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 01:44 PM (CST)

hey nik
hows it going? haven't heard from you in a while. i don't get kelly's riddle either...
Meg
- Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 01:31 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki you don't know me but I work with your Mom.I am a swimmer too so all summer & fall i have been swimming my 40 laps and thinking about you & your family. May the force be with you all!
ann hansen
east hartford, ct. usa - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 11:22 AM (CST)

Hi Nikki: I also am in school right now in my algebra class - they are busily working on the computer (yeah!), it's a canned program that they do once a week. I'm sure that you would like to check it out - you would be able to do Algebra I&II right there without leaving home - you'd become an Einstein within minutes! Only kidding it's really an okay program!!
Wendy Jackwin <mjackwin@snet.net>
East Hartford, CT - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 08:06 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki, I am at school and was thinking about you. I have a break after my first class so I can catch up on your web page.
I hope you're feeling OK and your turkey day was great. Mrs. 'I hate lobsters' still has not picked a day to make us dinner-what's up with her?? I am hungry!!
Who is this Mrs. Jim Carey?? Can't be a certain swimmer who has to get out of practice early every morning in the summer to eat breakfast before work...can it?? Even when her favorite coach is only there for one week. OK I am done crying over that one.
Take care of yourself and I am looking forward to your next entry on how you're doing. Tell your parents I said 'HI'.

Your favorite Coach
- Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 07:59 AM (CST)

Hey nikki... Kaitlin can't fight anymore because she knows that I am gonna win! Muuuuuaahahahahah! Right mona? that's what i thought.
Here is another clue to my riddle....
The man was originally hiding.
Have fun with this one, you too GREG! mmuuaahahaha! I love this game! Love ya and miss ya nik! ~Kel
Mrs. Jim Carrey <Kait is a chicken@poopiepants. MONA>
- Monday, November 26, 2001 at 09:16 PM (CST)

Hey, Nikki! I'm a friend of Laura's. She told me alot about you. I just wanted to drop in and see what's going on. Kewl site! Well, you guys stay strong! You can email me, if ever you wanna talk!
Allie <sugarandspyce5@aol.com>
Avon, CT - Monday, November 26, 2001 at 07:10 PM (CST)

hey hun! i hope you got my email..i miss you tons!! You'll never believe who stopped me in the hall today....mrs. lawson...AAAAHHHHHHH.nah just kidding, that class was a lot of fun you must admit. Stay strong and i will talk to you soon. love, maegan
maegan greeberg <ae_gurl07@hotmail.com>
Andover, ct usa - Monday, November 26, 2001 at 05:17 PM (CST)

Hey there!
It was very good to see you the other day! Any of those cookies still around : ) I hope you can make it to the banquet on Wednesday!!
Love,
Sarah
hebron, - Monday, November 26, 2001 at 05:03 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki- you're going to laugh at me so hard for this but I just realized you had a guestbook. Seriously, I go on to your website all the time and i never knew you could sign a guestbook. Kim just came over and was reading the past entries and I was like, wow, that's so cool! So now I am signing it all by myself! I'm very proud. Anyways, I hope you're feeling better soon and I hope to see you soon.
Love you,
Caitlin <Cata513@hotmail.com>
Madrid, n/a Spain - Monday, November 26, 2001 at 04:50 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki - I hope you're doing okay. I plan to come visit with you on Tuesday at the clinic. I will call on Monday to make sure everything is still on schedule. If you're there at lunch time I can bring you guys lunch, so think about what you might like. Take care, with much love, JoAnn
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Sunday, November 25, 2001 at 08:11 PM (CST)

Kait I have started with you! You just can't handle this! Pleaze, alwayz a playa tryin to hate da bruthaz! AAAHHH! What's up girl? I ain't doin nutin...i have puttin off all dis hw and all dis otha stuff and now a brutha haz gotz a lot of work to do! Us willimantic peeps don't do work! GGGEERRR!
I have a clue for the riddle.....
The man was an illegal immigrant.
That's all I can say...anything else that i tell you, I would have to kill you! Love ay babe and miss ya! ~Kel
Al Coholic <Kait don't hate@kaitworshipskellyeveryday.boo-ya!>
- Sunday, November 25, 2001 at 04:09 PM (CST)

Nikki! A lot of crazy playa haters have been signing your guestbook lately - not to mention any names (Kelly and Kaitlin)! I can't figure out Kelly's riddle..can you? High school team starts tomorrow..ahh! I have been putting off my homework all day :( Only 4 more weeks until Christmas vacation though! I hope your new treatment is working out..let us know! Love you!
Greg
- Sunday, November 25, 2001 at 12:21 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki-
I hope you had a great Thanksgiving! Let us know how you are doing! I love ya babe!

Ashley P <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Sunday, November 25, 2001 at 09:44 AM (CST)

kelly, dont even start with me, lol. Sooooooooo Nikki, whats up? Im extremely bored. I haven't talked to you in awhile so i think i will call you today. Oh, i dont have any corny jokes for you. lol. I love you always. ttyl.bye!
Kaitlin <Kelly isa weirdo@smelly.com>
vernon, ct - Sunday, November 25, 2001 at 08:14 AM (CST)

Kait...don't hate! Don't hate the playa hate the game! pleaze willis u can't handle this! Anyways off of you now.....hey nikki! I gotta corny joke for you...here it goes.
Three men walk into a bar, the other one ducked. GET IT! hahahahahahaha!
ooo! I have a riddle for you too. It is called thinking out of the box.
A man was found washed onto the shore. It was miami beach and the cause of death was that he froze to death. how did he die?
I will answer that one next time! Until then, have fun! mmuuuuuuuaaahahahahahahahahahaha! I will call you sometime this week. I promise! Love ya! ~Kel

Seemore Butts <Kait's a playa hater @josewanyourbody.gerrrr>
- Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 11:11 PM (CST)

Love to you Nikki from the Ress family
Colin Ress <Lcolinress@aol.com>
Hebron, - Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 08:54 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki, Just want you to know I think about you often, and I always remember you in my prayers. I try to keep the teachers at Norris School updated on your progress in our daily bulletins. When your mom calls and gives me the latest news on you, I always put it in the bulletin at school. The teachers are always asking about you and your mom. We miss your mother terribly. We never know who will be our nurse , or if we will even have a nurse at school. But tell your mom we do miss her and know she is where she should be...at home taking good care of you. I hope you get your cast off and get in that hot tub. (I wish I had one I'd be in it right now) Take care now and everyone at Norris School is praying for you.
Your a trooper!!!!
Joan/Secretary at Norris School <jsjs618 >
Tolland, , CT. - Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 08:18 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki~
WHats up? I hope you had a good thanksgiving! I sure did i ate sooo much..I Hope that you are feeling good.and hopefully i can come and visit you really soon i miss you so much..everyone is praying for you!Love you-Allie

Allie Huffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
weth, ct usa - Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 05:50 PM (CST)

Hey nikki,
Kelly, ur a dork, but i still love you. So how are you. Today is a bad day it is raining and there is nada to do. so i just thought i would say hi so hi, lol. i am going to leave now a go do nothing, yeah! ttyl, love ya babes.
kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, CT - Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 04:52 PM (CST)

hey nikki!!! its saturday after thanksgiving but this is the first time i got online so HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!!! haha.....i miss you so much and my prayers are always with you!!!!! i love ya and get better soon!!!!!!!!! adio
sarah <sarahdopp1787@aol.com>
east hartford, ct - Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 12:23 PM (CST)

Nikki I hope you had a fun Turkey day!
Brett B-J <bjbrett10>
vernon, ct america - Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 09:13 AM (CST)

wuz up jigga pimp! Hope you had a great gobble gobble day..i know mine wuz pretty exciten....no not really I can't back that up(Dr. Evil voice) I have a great story to tell you....I was in health class a couple of weeks agon and we were deciding on who was going to be our husband for our marriage thing whatever. I was unfortunate to get the kid in our class who was the irresponsible person...anyways we had to have a child together! We had to make our child out of cloth and fill it up with MINUTE RICE to make it five pounds. I thought it was classic and thought I should share it! LOL! Swimming is over now for hs so now it will be easier for me to write and call you now. So beware!mmuuuuuuuaaahahahahahahahahaha! Love ya girl! Miss ya!~Kel
Greg's Girlfriend <kelly's a god@smellycat.poop>
willirico, CT! USA! - Friday, November 23, 2001 at 11:17 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki, I just wanted to wish you a Happy Thanksgiving (a day late but better late than never!) I'm sorry about that long MRI but the important thing is that you get better. I love you and I'm thinking about you a lot!
Emily <Ultrafly12@aol.com>
Vernon, CT - Friday, November 23, 2001 at 10:36 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki! I just wanted to say hi. I hope you had a great Turkey Day. I might see you over the weekend,but if i don't, have a great one!
Carly Huffman <panda-swim@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Friday, November 23, 2001 at 10:32 AM (CST)

Hi Nikki~ i hope that you had an awesome Thanksgiving, and ate lots of turkey, i was thinking about u yesterday when Greg and I ran, and as Greg said we missed you a lot! i hope you have a good day! i love you a ton.
LOVE,
Kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, ct usa - Friday, November 23, 2001 at 08:29 AM (CST)

Happy Thanksgiving Nikki to you and your family. I hope you had a wonderful day. Erin was at Children's yesterday for her yearly check up. I was asking Dr.'s Gillan and Berstrom how you were doing. Dr. Gillan mentioned that you had started a new chemo. Stay strong Nikki and don't lose faith. I have you on our church's prayer list. All those prayers do help. I know it isn't easy but keep smiling and hang in there, things will get better. Love and prayers, Betty, Erin, Evan and Everett Tuttle
Betty Tuttle <Bettut@aol.com>
Enfield, Ct usa - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 06:21 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki, I hope you get better very soon and I know you can beat this! Happy Turkey Day!! =-)!
Melissa White <swimgirl0525@hotmail.com>
Canaan, CT United States - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 06:16 PM (CST)

Happy Thanksgiving Nikki! Eat lots of food, and I hope you have a great day with your family. Im thinking about you! I think sarah and I and goign to come over sometime soon! I love ya, talk to you later. Bye : )
Allie
Marlborough, - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 06:09 PM (CST)

Happy Thanksgiving Nikki! Kaitlin and I were thinking of you when we ran this morning - you gave us inspiration and motivated us to keep pushing on! We missed you, of course, but you were in our hearts. I hope you have a great holiday..eat lots of turkey! Love you!
Greg
- Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 01:13 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki, I just read your journal entrys for the first time and I think its great that you have such a fun spirit and positive attitude.There is no question that you will get through this.
Katherine Komninos <Coralblue34@hotmail.com>
Woodbury, Ct USA - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 12:42 PM (CST)

HAPPY TURKEY DAY!
love caitlin
- Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 12:05 PM (CST)

Happy Thanksgiving! I'm sorry about that stinky MRI, but you can beat this. Those experimental drugs have worked wonders in the past, and I know that they're going to do the same for you. And then you can go in your hot tub! :) I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I can't wait to see the limo pictures when you put them up. That was SO much fun!
Christine
- Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 07:08 AM (CST)

Happy Thanksgiving!!!! I hope that you have a good day with your family. I'm hoping to get over to see you soon. Until then, eat lots of turkey!!!
Much Love,

Sarah
Toronto , Canada - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 06:29 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki - I enjoyed my visit with you your mom and Laura and her mom yesterday. I think it is great that Laura has gotten that teen room underway, the hospital really needs something for the older kids. If there is anyway that I can help out let me know. I hope you enjoy your day tomorrow with your family. I will see you real soon. Lots of love. Jo Ann
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Wednesday, November 21, 2001 at 03:11 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
How are you feeling? I hope you're doing alright. I'm just letting you know I'm thinking about you a lot, and I miss you too. Becca (R) and I are hoping to come see you sometime soon, if that's alright with you. I know you're probably very busy, but I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you. You're in my heart and I love you very much!
Emily <Ultrafly12@aol.com>
Vernon, CT - Wednesday, November 21, 2001 at 02:50 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki you probably don't know who i am but i swam at LEHY a few years ago, I'm now swim at UAC a lot of people that know you and that used to swim with you. I've known someone that faced the battle that you are in against cancer and i heard about the pain and knew what she was facing, but she was older than you. it seems so unfair that this should happen but have faith. i wish you the best of luck! God Bless.
Kellie Bostiga <Dancfishie@aol.com>
Ellingon, CT - Wednesday, November 21, 2001 at 12:48 PM (CST)

hey nikki.
i was looking at the number of people who visted this site and your very popular! :) have a happy thanksgiving tomorrow!!!
love you always
Megan <coolada2@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 21, 2001 at 12:04 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki
I know I just wrote like yesterday, but I'm home sick and I'm so bored, so I thought I'd drop in and say "hey".....I hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving....I'm always thinking of you!
Love Always,
Michelle
Michelle Carey <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Wednesday, November 21, 2001 at 09:40 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
Is your other favorite coach going to show up on thanksgiving with the losters' for us??
Have a great thanksgiving, I am praying for you!
your favorite swim coach
- Wednesday, November 21, 2001 at 08:19 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki-
i had a really good time with you at the Goodspeed. It was cool seein' you yesterday at clinic yesterday too. It felt like forever until I finished the transfusion. I thimk I got home around 8:30. I hope that u have a GREAT Thanksgiving. I'll wave to you from my Uncle's plane if we pass through your town-lol. C U around.
Luv always-
Laura
Laura <dream8787@aol.com>
Avon, ct - Wednesday, November 21, 2001 at 07:38 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
I'm sorry to hear about those MRI results, but I know you can beat it! Your such a strong girl and I believe in you so much. I am always thinking about you. You are the most courageous girl I have ever met.....I know you can get through it. You are always in my prayers.
Love Always,
Michelle
Michelle <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Tuesday, November 20, 2001 at 06:47 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki, Shanna just got home from Hofstra this afternoon for the Thanksgiving break. She and I are both happy you got to the Goodspeed finally and enjoyed the show. Too bad she wasn't working when you went! Have a great Thanksgiving and we'll see you the day after. It will be nice to have the family all together. Love, Aunt marsha

- Tuesday, November 20, 2001 at 03:28 PM (CST)

Nikki~
I miss yo so much! I think about you everyday. Keep thinking positive thoughts, and I will continue to pray for you.Happy Thanksgiving! Love yah.
Emily <Googles88@aol.com>
Tolland, Ct - Tuesday, November 20, 2001 at 02:16 PM (CST)

Nikki: Those results stink, but we're sure that between the new treatments and your good frame of mind - you will conquer!!!! Keep positive - enjoy turkey day - we miss you -
Wendy Jackwin
<mjackwin@snet.net>
East Hartford, CT USA - Tuesday, November 20, 2001 at 10:05 AM (CST)

Hi Nikki, Just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you. Michelle wants to know if you met Chris and Sherri at radiation. If you did, can you say Hi for her?
Michelle and mom <bdmillerick@aol.com>
Mystic, CT - Tuesday, November 20, 2001 at 06:55 AM (CST)

Hey Sweet Pea-
Long time no write for me. That is alright because I have talked to you. Anyway, I know that you are a very strong person, and if anyone can prove some old MRI results wrong it is you. Keep your spirits up, and remember it is alright to get mad once in a while. If you need to have a good fight, call me and I will be there in 10 minutes. Maybe, just maybe you could win over the "prickly fuzzy" coach. (HAHA) Well, I gotta run now. I love you and I am always thinking about you!!!!!!!!!!
Love- Kaeley
Kaeley
- Monday, November 19, 2001 at 08:22 PM (CST)

Nikki- hello darling! i hope you feel well. im a little upset with the mri results, but i know everything will be okay. i miss you very much and i hope i can see you soon. you have awesome courage and i am very glad to see you are still strong. i recommend you go see the harry potter movie if you havent already. it is soooo good! i hope you have a fun thanksgiving, and i hope to talk to you soon. keep your head up!
love always- casey

p.s. the people from cabin 5 love you and hope you feel better very soon.
Casey
- Monday, November 19, 2001 at 07:38 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki--it's Rebecca's mom saying hello. I saw Natalie last weekend and she said you are having some rough days but that your spirits are good. I'm not surprised about that--you're such a positive spirited young woman! That's why you were always such an awesome swimmer! Our family thinks of you often...you are in our prayers continuously. I read your journal page from yesterday and see that you got some disappointing news. KEEP YOUR THOUGHTS POSITIVE--and believe in the doctors, God, and the power of prayer and positive energy. Your friends and family won't give up on you. :) Everyone admires and loves you. Give your mom a big hug for me and make sure she gives YOU one from us. we'd like to come over and see you when you feel like you could stand some company! Enjoy your family this Thanksgiving... xoxxo Barb Ruocco
Barb Ruocco <suncam24108@yahoo.com>
South Windsor, CT USA - Monday, November 19, 2001 at 07:36 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki-Whats up? How are you feeling?Im doing fine.Yesterday i had to swim the 1650 it wasnt so pleasent but i thought of you as i was swimming...you have the best attitude in the world!I am thinking of you and we are all praying for you!(hope to see you this weekend if you feel up to it!) love you-allie

ALLIE HUFFMAN <ALICAT7@SNET.NET>
WETH, CT USA - Monday, November 19, 2001 at 06:52 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki - I heard you went to the Goodspeed. I hope you had a wonderful time and enjoyed the show. I also heard that the show was really good. I was thinking of you (as always) and just wanted to say a quick HI! I hope you are feeling well. Love you! Jo Ann
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Monday, November 19, 2001 at 01:14 PM (CST)

Hey sweetie! I'm sorry about the results of the MRI. We're all praying for you. I hope you have a wonderful holiday season with your family- i hope to see you again soon. lots of love
Terri <terrig@snet.net >
Hebron, CT USA - Sunday, November 18, 2001 at 07:44 PM (CST)

hey nikki! I'm so sorry to hear about the MRI results but at least u won't have to go to the hospital as much! Have a wonderful holiday season and take care. luv ya!
Ali
Alison
Enfield , CT - Sunday, November 18, 2001 at 07:39 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
It's Dan Purtell. Sorry to hear about the MRI results, but I bet the new treatment will work wonders. We miss you hear at RHAM. Stay Strong.
Dan Purtell <Dpurt1023@aol.com>
Hebron, CT 06248 - Sunday, November 18, 2001 at 07:28 PM (CST)

hey Nikki, I tryed calling you a little while ago but you weren't home. Sorry to hear about the last chemo not working, but at there are other things that can/will work. Keep your head up, stay strong. I love you!
Allie
allie
- Sunday, November 18, 2001 at 04:33 PM (CST)

hey nikki i'm sorry to hear about the MRI but maybe your new treatment will be even more helpful then you thought! We're still praying!
love,caitlin

- Sunday, November 18, 2001 at 03:45 PM (CST)

Dear Nikki, I have been praying for you lots and it's a bummer to hear the latest news, but don't give up hope. This experimental chemo sounds like it could work well, and going for the radiation treatment will too. Hang in there and try to stay positive. Your courage inspires me so much. I know God will help you.
Kirsten <Sparkler149@aol.com>
Hebron, CT - Sunday, November 18, 2001 at 03:30 PM (CST)

Hey Nik - I'm disappointed to hear about the MRI results, but on the bright side, you won't be having long hospital stays for a bit! Plus, Thanksgiving will be fun for you and your family AND it is almost the holiday season! ;) I love you!
Greg
- Sunday, November 18, 2001 at 02:54 PM (CST)

Hey babe!
I just tried to call you but you were on your way to the Goodspeed. THats awesome. I hope you have a good time! I'm sorry to hear about the MRI. I know this is getting redundant, but stay strong!
Much love,
Sarah
London , England - Sunday, November 18, 2001 at 02:17 PM (CST)

hi nikki! hopefully with the new treatment, the times will stop getting rougher and start getting better! infact, i know they will!!! :) i love you and i'll always be here for you-
Megan <coolada2@aol.com>
- Sunday, November 18, 2001 at 01:03 PM (CST)

Hey nikki!
I hope it's not to late to say good luck! I've been praying for ya! It's probably going to feel really good to get back in that hot tub again. I hope everything goes well!

Christine
Ct - Saturday, November 17, 2001 at 07:52 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki, I was sitting here thinking about you so I logged on to see if anything was new. I am home alone--Mr. Huffman and Allie and Carly are down at Wilton for the weekend. I have a pizza all to myself and the remote! Mr. Huffman and I are planning to visit you sometime Tuesday. We will call first. Hope you are feeling well. We will talk soon, as my voice has returned. I love you. Jo Ann

Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Saturday, November 17, 2001 at 07:46 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki,

It's Ali and Aunt Sherry checking in to say hello. Ali went to see Harry Potter today, but I couldn't get in with everyone because they had advance tickets--and the show was sold out-bummer. Ali thought the movie was kind of sad and also scary. Ali hopes things aren't going too rough for you.

I hear radiation is what's new with you. Hopefully, it is somewhat kinder in some respects. When you get your driver's license, you'll certainly know your way around Hartford and Boston--but then again you may want to forget those places even exist!

Justin is going rock climbing in South Carolina for Thanksgiving. Jamie, I think, is staying in Boston. So I will either go with Marsha and the gang, to Grandma Fritz's or just stay home.

Well, I am going to close now--I have just finished viewing Ali's collection of Barbie dolls--most of them stark naked. She is spraying their hair with a water bottle to get them ready for a night out on the town dancing with Ken. And, of course, that where I am headed off to.

I'll be in touch. Ali and I both send love and kisses.
Love,
Ali & Aunt Sherry
Sherry and Ali
- Saturday, November 17, 2001 at 06:03 PM (CST)

Dear Nikki, I think you are very brave! When I went to your swimming pool for a swim meet everyone was clapping and cheering for you! I really admire you becuase your such a great swimmer and you are very courageous! I am nine years old and I an on the Chesire Water Devil's swim team! English is my favorite subject and I am in fourth grade! I go to Norton School and I live In Cheshire! I am Praying For you I send my best wishes!
Victoria Kent <Mwvchkent>
Cheshire, CT America - Friday, November 16, 2001 at 09:11 PM (CST)

I hope everything goes well! Keep us posted!
Love caitlin

- Friday, November 16, 2001 at 06:05 PM (CST)

hey Nikki! I hope that you got your cast off and all went well! School is pretty boring for me. However, my brother has to go to school Saturday AND Sunday for finals-- that has got to stink ha ha ha... Luckily, we don't have to have finals now- let alone go to school on both days of the weekend. My mom bought one of your pins and I wear it everywhere I go and I am always thinking of you! I'll keep in touch...talk to you later
Ari
- Friday, November 16, 2001 at 04:33 PM (CST)

Hey nikki! i hope everything goes good today so u can go in your hot tub!Stay strong and good luck!
Alison
Enfield, CT - Friday, November 16, 2001 at 01:30 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki!! Michelle says Thanks for the teddy bear. Our prayers are with you today. Good Luck!!
Michelle and Mom <bdmillerick@aol.com>
Mystic, CT - Friday, November 16, 2001 at 12:22 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki,Glad to see you at the banquet. I was praying extra for you on Thursday and I hope everything went well with your MRI. Hope you can go in your hot tub soon!! Keep up the high sprits you can fight this, you're such a strong person! luv always :)
Mary Serrell <Jujy213@aol.com>
Tolland, CT USA - Friday, November 16, 2001 at 08:26 AM (CST)

Hey nikki, you'll never know who this is...(even though my name is below) and im not telling you my name for one reason(even though its below), the reason is, THAT IM COMING TO CHILL WITH YOU IN ONE WEEK! i bet you still don't know who i am(even though my name is still below), and i hope your feeling really good right now, and good for a long long time, and i hope you are happy becuase we get turkey on next week. Anyways, I've been reffing soccer, and im gonna use all my money i made, and get you something with it. If you have any idea's, just call me, becuase i have a good a mount of money from it. I'll talk to you later, and i know you still don't know who i am...(my name happens to be below once again.
MY NAME IS AARON IN CASE ANYONE WAS WONDERING <joker2935@yahoo.com>
philly, pa usa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Thursday, November 15, 2001 at 03:52 PM (CST)

Hey Hun! everyone is thinking of you and praying real hard for you today. best of luck. lots of love
Terri Gilbert <terrig@snet.net >
Hebron, CT USA - Thursday, November 15, 2001 at 02:39 PM (CST)

Hey nikki. i am so happy you are finally getting your cast off, you get to go in your hottub!!! i am hoping everything goes smoothly today, good luck, im praying you for.
luv ya lots~
kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, ct us - Thursday, November 15, 2001 at 01:43 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki- Just wanted to say hi and let you know I'm still thinking of you. You will be in my prayers and thoughts tomorrow. Hope everything goes well! Luv Ya~ Kate
Kate Lally <kaffiene11@aol.com>
Uconn, CT USA - Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 10:06 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki, Good luck tomorrow in Boston. We are all praying here for good results from your MRI. Have Mom call when you get home. Love Ya! Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn, Marci, Rob, Zachary, Amamda, Shanna, Elizabeth, and Ali.

- Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 08:30 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki!
I'll be praying for you extra hard on Thursday! I hope everything goes well! I'm glad you were able to have a friend sleepover, that must have been really nice....I still have Nikki on my arm...and now everyone knows about you!!-(All my friends at school asked why I had it on my arm) You are always in my prayers!
Love Always-
Michelle
Michelle Carey <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 08:24 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki~ Just wishing you good luck tomorrow, Im thinking about you! Love ya. Smile !
Allie <oopa33@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT - Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 08:17 PM (CST)

hi nikki! i'm glad you got to have some fun again!!! Good luck tomorrow! Or as the spanish say...buenos surte(is that spelt right?) Any way I hope to see you soon!(i know i keep saying that but...) Love ya lots!

caitlin
manchester, ct usa - Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 06:49 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! Just wanted to wish you luck tomorrow, I'll be thinking about you!
p.s. I've resumed my status as a world traveler....
Sarah
St. Petersburg , Russia - Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 06:20 PM (CST)

hey nikki!
just thinking about you and hoping that you get better soon!
Jill Mangan <Jill88M@aol.com>
hebron, ct - Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 03:11 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! i wanted to go to the swim team banquet so badly to see you! i couldnt make it though! i was so upset... its great to see that your writing again! i hope to see your pictures soon! be strong and know that your always on my mind! my prayers are with u 4ever!
Erin McLaughlin <swimchic82387@aol.com>
Woodbridge, CT - Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 02:26 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki,It sounds like you have been very busy with shopping, swim meets, banquets and a standing ovation(that was awesome!!!!) and lots of lobster. You're in our thoughts and prayers all the time. "Knock on Wood"(I'm a little supersticious as your Uncle Dan will tell you) that all your tests go good. You've stayed strong and brave through some bumps in the road ......... keep up the good work. Love Aunt Marilyn & Uncle Dan

- Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 09:59 AM (CST)

We will be praying extra hard on Thursday for you Nikki.
Hugs and kisses, Amanda and family
<tatezoo@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 09:02 PM (CST)

hi nikki!!
i can't wait to see those pictures! :) i hope everything goes well on thursday... so you can go in your hot tub!! i'm so jealous, i wish i had a hot tub! love you hon
Megan <coolada2@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 02:00 PM (CST)

Hey,
It's good to see you writing to all of us again :) I'm glad your friend got to sleep over, that must've been fun, good movies too! We all will be praying for you on Thursday, and I can't wait to see you without a cast (it's been so long!) Well, I hope the rest of your week goes well...I love you hun!
ps--I still have "Nikki" printed on my arm from the other day at the meet ;)
Ashley P. <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 01:40 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki! I'm so glad you're finally writing again in your journal - I was having withdrawal symptoms!! I finally (!!!!!!!) got my gold pin from Kaeley this weekend, and I've been wearing it ever since. Extra prayers for you this Thursday. STAY STRONG!! When can Kristen and I come to see you again???
Maggie Frost <maggiedfrost@aol.com>
Madison, ct usa - Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 01:27 PM (CST)

hey nikki!! good to see some new journal entries.. lol. i have to say - the limo ride was soo awesome, especially how everybody looked at us like we were extra special or something! thanks for coming and supporting the team at the open, it was really great to see you cheering for us at the finish. i wish i didnt have to leave early, but i had that all-state thing for flute (i did horrible anyways-i shouldnt have gone!). welll, ill talk to you later! i love you so much!
Kate Hanley <Iris5385@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 10:32 AM (CST)

Hi Nikki!
I woke up extra early this morning to pop in to say hello. I hope you enjoyed the candy! Thinking about you a lot, keep it up! I'll try to write to you more often.....life is crazy and I'm sometimes 'out there' Went to the Lehy meet to see my brother and I thought that it was great how everybody wrote Nikki on their arm. I'll keep praying for you. Hope to see you soon!
Love Ya
Ari
- Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 06:04 AM (CST)

Nikki! Hopefully you are home from the hospital and everything went well there...I still have your name on my arm (yes, it was written in permanent marker)! Hehe! I wear the gold pin everyday, everywhere I go..I am always thinking of you! I am so happy that it is almost Thanksgiving break - I am running the Road Race for you this year! Love you-
Greg
- Monday, November 12, 2001 at 03:57 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki-
Whats up? we had a meet this weekend and we all wwrote Nikki on our arms. And i met one of your cabin mates from camp. I didnt catch her name but she said that everyone is thinking of you. Well i hope to see you soon. Love you-allie

allie huffman <alicat7@snet.net>
wethersfield, ct usa - Monday, November 12, 2001 at 03:12 PM (CST)

Hey nikki! whats happening? i hope that everything is good. i havent talked to u in a little while. it was nice seeing you, you looked really good, i hope you liked the soup and sandwich. well i better get goin. ttyl. luv ya
kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, ct usa - Monday, November 12, 2001 at 02:09 PM (CST)

yeah new pictures!!!

cu
- Monday, November 12, 2001 at 01:14 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
It was great to see you at the banquet. At the meet today everyone was thinking of you and we all had Nikki written on our arms. We all did well so I guess that you brought us good luck. I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Vincent Nardone <vnardone@snet.net>
S. Windsor, Ct - Sunday, November 11, 2001 at 10:12 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki,
I just wanted to say hi and to tell you that I still think of you all the time. I hope that everything is going well. Keep eating that lobster and I can't wait to see the pictures from the limo ride!!
Betsy <bets51@aol.com>
Hebron, CT USA - Sunday, November 11, 2001 at 09:44 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki - sounds like you've been very busy and full of lobster. Today at the swim meet everyone had your name written on their arms. It was pretty awesome. I miss you and will catch up with you soon. I hope your visit tomorrow is a short one. Tell Dr. Hagstrom what a busy person you are and that waiting around in the hospital just doesn't cut it. I will talk to you soon. Love, Jo Ann
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Sunday, November 11, 2001 at 07:32 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki,Sorry it took us so long to write to you...all of my family is praying for you...we just read your last update and we hope everything will be in your favor...I miss you a lot...tell your mom my mom says "hi", take care, Meghan
Meghan and Coach Beth <ECollins05@aol.com>
Manchester, CT USA - Sunday, November 11, 2001 at 06:27 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
How is it going? I hope everything is going well. This weekend LEHY hosted a meet and today we all wrote Nikki on our arm and swam for you! Your always in my prayers Nikki!
Love Always,
Michelle Carey
Michelle Carey <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Sunday, November 11, 2001 at 06:18 PM (CST)

HEY NIKKI I AM NEW TO YOUR TEAM! MY NAME IS MCGUIRE KELLY I HAVE BEEN LOOKING AT YOU'R WEB SITE AND IT LOOKS COOL! I SAW YOU AT THE TOP 16 DINNER IT WAS REALY FUN! DON'T YOU THINK? I HOPE EVERYTHING IS GOIN WELL! YOU'R DOG LOOKS SO CUTE SO DOES YOU'R CAT! WELL I HAVE TO GO BYE BYE BYE BYE MCGUIRE KELLY :) :0 :0 :) :) :) :)
MCGUIRE KELLY <SWIMCHICKA110@AOL.COM>
WEST HARTFORD, CT UNITED STATES - Sunday, November 11, 2001 at 10:12 AM (CST)

Hi Nikki, it's great to see you on line again. I was reading a magazine I get called Speak Out. It's put out by the Ct. Parent Advocacy, Inc. It mentioned The candlelighters Childhood cancer foundation. It is a national non-profit organization whose mission is to educate, support, serve and advocate for families of children with cancer, survivors of childhood cancer and the professionals who care for them. You can find them on the web at www.candlelighters.org. Candlelighters also publishes a free quarterly newsletter that you can subscribe to online or by calling 800-366-cccf. Maybe you can check it out. Love, Aunt Marsha

- Saturday, November 10, 2001 at 03:18 PM (CST)

I finally gave you a birthday present on Sunday! Sorry about it being soooooo late:) It was great to see you again at the Aqua Turf! I hope you had a good time! Hope to see you soon!

luv ya lots!
caitlin
manchester, ct usa - Saturday, November 10, 2001 at 06:48 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki! I'm so glad you made it to the banquet last weekend. It was really great for all of us to see you there. I hope you start to feel better really soon! We are all thinking of you!
love, Julia
Julia Dunne <butterfly579@hotmail.com>
Woodbridge, CT - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 09:30 PM (CST)

hey Nikki~ Sorry I havent talked to you in like a week, but you should be getting something from me in the mail soon. I will talk to you soon. Love ya. Keep smiling. Love ya kid.

allie <oopa33@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT` - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 03:41 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki,
I just wanted to say hello....I work with your Aunt Marilyn at Reebok and she told me all about you! She had lots of wonderful things to say about you. I hope you are doing great and feeling better. So, you just turned 15! That's a great age. It looks like you have lots of good friends, who I am sure are a great support for you. I think you live near where I grew up -- I grew up in Avon! I'll be praying for you, and your Aunt Marilyn will keep us all posted on your progress. Hang in there Nikki!!!!!! :)
Martha Smith <martha.smith@reebok.com>
Boston, MA - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 11:03 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki - just want to say "hi" before I leave for work.
I will touch base with you guys later today, (I know you like to sleep in). Talk to you latter, love you! Mrs. Huffman
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 07:22 AM (CST)

Nikki,
I know you don't know who i am but my name is neal glaviano and i swim for the meriden silver fins. I've heard at lot about you from my swimming friends and after learning all that you've gone through i want you to know that in my opinion you are a true hero and role model. I had the pleasure to see you the other day at the swim banquet at the aqua turf and i want you to know that you have impacted my life. Being able to see you at the banquet i learned a great deal about you. I saw a talented swimmer with a huge group of friends with so much inner strength and kindness, and i don't think i'm alone (the standing ovation showed that every swimmer in that room felt the same way).
And i want you to know that i have a great deal of respect for you and i want you to know you are my hero. Don't give up without a battle and I wish you the best of luck and i hope i get the pleasure to see you again.
-neal glaviano
neal g <laen224@aol.com>
wallingford, ct 06492 - Thursday, November 08, 2001 at 10:19 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki--
How are you!? I hope you are out of the hospital...it was really cool to see you at the banquet...Greg was looking quiet stylish in that green mask of his! Marcy and I are going to run the Manchester Road Race together...well run/walk...we all know that my only sport is swimming. So, I was looking at some of the other entries...I see Kelly has left her phone number on the page, probably to pick up some random guys on the internet (hahaha!!), just kidding, I love Kelly! Well..I just wanted to cheer you up a little bit..and btw..I really liked that blanket of yours on Sunday, it matched perfectly!
Ashley P <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 08, 2001 at 09:34 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki. It was so wonderful to see you at the banquet. I know it was exhausting but it was a real treat for all of us crazy swimming people to see you. I am going down to the greenhouse to water your flowers... they are growing so fast. Hang in there, I know it gets a little tougher at this point after more treatments but the nasty side effects are going to help you get well. You can do this!!! Thinking of you always kiddo. Sara Massa
Sara Massa <shmassa@snet.net>
Centerbrook, , CT USA - Thursday, November 08, 2001 at 08:02 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki!
I went to go see you on tuesday but you were sleeping. Did you like the poster me and allie made for you? How was the banquet I heard you went. Well i gtg I hope you feel better!
~JAckie Dolan~
Jackie dolan <quigs2001@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 08, 2001 at 06:53 PM (CST)

Hey Jigga Pimp! This b kelly in willi! hope you are doin alright we all haven't heard from ya. I owe you a movie fest! Call me when you want one! 456-1246!(all you all don't be usin my # for prank calls...cause u know i will get my willi friends after you! :) ) Anyways, I hope all is well! Love ya and miss ya!
~Kelly~
Stephanie :) <kellyboop330@hotmail.com>
WILLI!, CT USA - Thursday, November 08, 2001 at 06:20 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki,

Glad to see you last week--enjoyed visiting you and seeing all the cute gifts you received. Read about you in the newspaper after Don tipped me off. I saw him and Nema at the church auction--(U. Glenn's church, that is) I also read all of your guestbook entries--quite a book--so many people!

I also heard you had to zip back into the hospital, but are home now. I keep track of everything.

I am home in VT now. The temperature was 25 degreees, frost on my car and ice on the road. Here comes winter. I do look forward to the snow, but now the cold--that doesn't make a lot of sense, but you know me.....

I enjoyed fooling around on your keyboard. Would like to bring music next time I visit and try to give it a work out.
I will cut infront of Mike--ha ha.

I am going to try and do some work around the house here. I am sure I will zip to CT soon and come visit again.

Aunt Marsha got a new kitten. I keep toying with getting a cat, but it wouldn't make since since I am allergic to them and probably not home enough--maybe when I am a senior citizen--that's not far away.

I will be in touch to see when your MRI is. I will try to meet you all in Boston either from VT or CT.

I know you are hanging in there. I have been going to church praying for your recovery. I know how hard you are fighting and you are remarkable.

Oh, good news, I now have a computer at home!:) John B. son's sent it over. It took forever for the server to connect me up--hours of trying. It did finally happen though--typical for the Northeast Kingdom--where not much other than snow happens fast.

Lots of love to you,
Aunt Sherry
Aunt Sherry <shertodance@yahoo.com>
Newport, vt USA - Thursday, November 08, 2001 at 09:35 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki!
How you doin? I tried to call you today, but it was busy, and me being the supremely intellegent being that i am, i forgot to call back... oh well, i guess i'll try again tomorrow... Hope to see you soon!

Sarah
hebron , ct - Wednesday, November 07, 2001 at 08:10 PM (CST)

hey nikki, ill be seeing you in a few weeks, that should be a lot of fun. I don't know where i am staying yet, its either going to be at glenns or mema's, thats what my mom said, i think... Anyways, i just got the idea ill make you a mix on your computer, and give it to you when i see you in a few weeks. you can email the song listto me(adress is below) and if you have a lot of songs you like, ill make 2! Anyways, hope your feeling good, and ill see ya soon! later!
Aaron <joker2935@yahoo.com>
philly, pa usa! - Wednesday, November 07, 2001 at 04:12 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki
Whats up? weare coming to see you today! i was soooo happy to see you at the banguet on sunday! wELL i JUST WANTED TO CHECK IN AND SEE HOW U HAVE BEEN FEELING.jACKIE SAYS HI ! you are in my heart and prayers. love you
allie
allie huffman&jackie dolan <Alicat7@snet.net&quiqs2001@aol.com>
weth, ct usa - Tuesday, November 06, 2001 at 09:06 AM (CST)

Hey nikki it was so good to see you yesterday. I hope you're feeling better. You are so strong and i admire you for that. Talk to you soon.
Allie Krustapentus <alliekat567>
Enfield, ct - Monday, November 05, 2001 at 06:27 PM (CST)

Nikki- it was so wonderful to see you at the banquet. i know many people were very happy to see you again. i will be better about visiting you!
casey
- Monday, November 05, 2001 at 04:44 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! I dropped off your present at your house yesterday and I hope you get it soon. Much love and hopes that you're feeling better:)
Terri
- Monday, November 05, 2001 at 03:20 PM (CST)

Nikki you came!!! I finally got to see you again! I hope you had fun.
cu
ct us - Monday, November 05, 2001 at 02:04 PM (CST)

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<tatezoo@aol.com>
- Sunday, November 04, 2001 at 10:40 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki!
Just thinking about you, and hoping that you feel better soon! We're praying for you!
Melissa Martin and Melissa Toohey <mod27edge@aol.com>
hebron, ct USA! - Sunday, November 04, 2001 at 07:55 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki,
How are you feeling? It was really good to see you today at the Banquet, I'm very sorry we didn't get to talk, but I didn't want to intrude on your time with the team. I hope I will get to talk to you soon though, if you wouldn't mind I would really like to come see you sometime, I truely miss seeing you. You are an amazing person and friend. Don't hesitate to call if you need anything, and you probably already know this, but in case you don't, UAC is definatly doing the swim-a-thon for you, so you know I'll be the #1 supporter on the team :) I hope you feel better real soon, and I will ttyl, I LOVE YOU!
Emily <Ultrafly12@aol.com>
Vernon, CT - Sunday, November 04, 2001 at 06:06 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki, how are you doing? I heard that you are going to come to the banquet tomorrow, and I hope to see you there. I hope you got our birthday card with the lucky buck. See you tomorrow.

Eric Jackwin <swimshady@snet.net>
East Hartford, CT USA - Saturday, November 03, 2001 at 08:10 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki, I hope you enjoyed your day yesterday at the Cross Country Meet. I saw that Rham did well (I actually checked the results in the sports section, which I never read.) We had a "Y" meet today, against Cheshire, LEHY won! Gold ribbons were sold in your honor for donations to the Oncology Dept. at CCMC -- all were sold. It was really cool seeing everyone wearing the gold ribbons. Have a wonderful time at the top 16 banquet. I will be there in mind and spirt. Someone in this house has been eating at the computer (big trouble) as the keyboard is very sticky and I'm having trouble typing. Anyway, I will see or talk to you soon. Love you! Mrs. Huffman
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_@snet.nert>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Saturday, November 03, 2001 at 02:32 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki!
How are ya feeling? I hope you are feeling better! High School season is just about over, so back to LEHY!! I'll miss having you at practice!! Keep Strong Nikki!
Luv ya,
Michelle Carey
Michelle <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT - Saturday, November 03, 2001 at 01:07 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki!
I heard you are going to try to come to the banquet on Sunday, I hope you are feeling up to it! We have our first Y meet tomorrow...that should be fun. I hope to see you on Sunday! love ya!
Ashley <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Friday, November 02, 2001 at 08:31 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! Just checking up on how you are! I hope you come to the banquet on Sunday. I haven't seen you in ages. Well i gotta run to high school practice <-- not as fun as LEHY but we have Class Champs soon! go Wethersfield! cya babe
Becca K
Wethersfield, - Friday, November 02, 2001 at 01:56 PM (CST)

hi nikki, as I said before your package is comming...any day now...sorry I'm always bad with doing any thing on time:) I hope you come to the banquet!!! I havent seen you since you came to practice! Well be strong and don't forget we love you:)
cu
ct - Thursday, November 01, 2001 at 07:04 PM (CST)

nikki~
Hey babe, whats up? i haven't talked to in awhile. i hope everything is okay. i hope you had a good Halloween, i ate soooo much candy and i watched scary movies(but they werent that scary). so i am really hoping taht you can make the banquet this weekend. if not i am HOPING i can come see you. sorry i couldnt last weekend i had lots of homework. well tomarrow is picture day so i need to figure out what on earth i am goin to wear. i will talk to you later.
love always~
kaitlin
i dont feel like filling this out( you know where i live)hehe, - Thursday, November 01, 2001 at 04:17 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! I have been thinking about you a lot lately (as always) and I hope that you will be at the banquet on Sunday! How was your birthday? Anyway, I'm off to practice, but I wanted to write you a little note - hopefully I will see you soon! ; )
Greg
- Thursday, November 01, 2001 at 03:27 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki!~
Whats up? Im sorry i havent written in a while..did u get my card? well i just wanted to check in and see how youve been! I will hopefully see you soon.love you
allie

allie huffman <alicat7@snet.net>
weth, ct usa - Thursday, November 01, 2001 at 02:07 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki! Glad you're home!!! I just wanted to let you know how much Kristen and I enjoyed our visit with you. Hope you make it to the banquet on Sunday!!! Love, Maggie Frost. (PS. Have you worn your new CAT Swimming Tshirt yet???)
Maggie Frost <maggiedfrost@aol.com>
Madison, CT USA - Thursday, November 01, 2001 at 10:06 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki - I'm glad that you are home. I hope you are feeling more comfortable and enjoying that chair. Don't forget to rent the movie "Heartbreakers," I think that you will like it. I will talk to you later. Love you, Mrs. Huffman
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Thursday, November 01, 2001 at 07:43 AM (CST)

hi nikki! i heard about you from Lauren, hope you feel ok
:)
monika <jmzaleski@home.com>
narberth, pa U.S. - Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 09:14 PM (CST)

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I guess you are not home yet, because I tried to call you, but no luck. : ( I Hope that you get home soon and can go to the Open with us!! I am gonna scam some of my brothers Halloween candy and bring it to you. SMILE!
Sarah
Hebron, - Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 07:45 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki!
Hope you feel well enough to come home today. I miss you!!!!
Aunt Diane
- Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 08:51 AM (CST)

Nikki-
Guess who?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Someone (who will remain nameless)but you know who, read my card and said that she (or he) isn't going to cook us a lobster dinner...whats up with that???, I think you need to twist her (or his) arm.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Take care!

- Tuesday, October 30, 2001 at 09:05 AM (CST)

Hey Nikki Babe!!!!! I miss you soooooooooo much. I hope you are feeling okay. I want to be able to see you at the banquet. It will be sooooo much fun. So how is everything going? I hate getting projects cause i have like 5 right now. Luv ya Lots!!! I'll ttyl.
Laura Conter <Ljcae44g@aol.com>
Manchester, CT U.S.A. - Monday, October 29, 2001 at 06:51 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki--
I hope you're feeling good...the weather is finally getting colder and it's becoming fall yay! Please let us know how things go...everything is going well with me, just anticipating my college letters..kinda nerve-racking. I'll keep you update though! I love ya!
Ashley P <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Monday, October 29, 2001 at 01:49 PM (CST)

Hi Nikki. I don't think we ever formally met, but i used to swim with you on LEHY. Even though we never knew each other, or were very close, you always seemed like such a terrific person. The few times I do remember being around you at meets and stuff, you were always happy and laughing, and this happening to you has a great impact on me, as well as alot of other people im sure. This was my frist time on your site, and i just finished reading all your journal entries, and they made me relize that even though we may not think that we take things for granted, we all do. I know now that I'll try not to do that since you never know what can happen. My five year old cousin has cancer, and his sickness has left a huge impact on our family. I saw him go through treatment after treatment, and get very sick, and I cant imagine this happening to someone like you, who always seemed so outgoing and full of life . I hope that you keep laughing, and smiling and remember your always in my and my family's prayers. Happy 15th!!!
Stephanie Doak <ButifulDisaster_01@hotmail.com>
E. Hartford, CT U.S - Sunday, October 28, 2001 at 08:20 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki!! I called and talked to your dad today- he said you wouldn't be home until late tuesday so i said i would probly be over wed or thurs evening to bring you your present. im thinking thurs would probly be better but ill call and u can let me know whats good for you:) hope this hospital visit is going good. miss you and love you
Terri <terrig@snet.net>
Hebron, CT USA - Sunday, October 28, 2001 at 08:10 PM (CST)

Hey there babe... I know I said that i was gonna come in tomorrow, but i dont think i can make it, i have lots and lots of work to do. So sorry! Tues maybe? ill talk to you.. But anyways, you are comin to open, and thats awesome i am so happy! Keep smilin!
Sarah
hebron, ct - Sunday, October 28, 2001 at 06:36 PM (CST)

hey nikki! sry but my present is gonna be a little late(hehe oops). I was just wondering how long its gonna take you to open all of these cards and presents! Well ttly!
p.s. please feel better so you can come to the aqua turf!!!!!!
caitlin <ctswimmer@altavista.com>
manchester, CT - Sunday, October 28, 2001 at 04:51 PM (CST)

hey babes, arnt u getting popular!!!!!! sry bout the late happy b-day!!! in 8 days ill be 15 too, we'll always b twin cuzins!!!!!!! well i wish u could come to my b-day, but i know u would be there by my side ripping off the wrapping paper and keeping ashley back!!! lol well i miss u tons hun, and i pray for u every night...
I luv yas!!!!
Tasha
Tolland, ct - Sunday, October 28, 2001 at 02:32 PM (CST)

Hey Nikki! I don't think we've ever met but I recognize you from the countless swim meets we've all been to lol I just wanted to first wish the best of luck with everything -- you're beautiful and strong and nothing is ever going to take that away from you. Second, I want to say that alot of times with stuff like that doctors say you'll never be able to walk again, or, in your case, swim again. But I believe that once you get through this you can do whatever you want. And I know that if you put your mind to it you will swim again. If you love it half as much as I do (and I think you do), one day you will swim again. People do the impossible and you're no exception. Good luck -- we're all rooting for you and wish you only the best.
Love always,
Liz
Liz <tygeriiiy@aol.com>
Westport, CT USA - Sunday, October 28, 2001 at 08:57 AM (CST)

Hi Nikki! I don't know if you remember me, but I went to Zones with you last summer. I feel so bad because I just found out about your birthday this past Wednesday and I am so late wishing you HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I think you have a lot of courage to go through all of this and still be so cheerful! I want to do something to help you and cheer you up, but you know, I STILL CAN'T DANCE(remember?)! You're in my prayers.
Denise McWhirter
Old Saybrook, CT - Saturday, October 27, 2001 at 09:28 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki-I work with your Mom in EH-I have worked with her for many years-I also worked with her at NCH-I just wanted you to know that all the nurses are concerned about you and miss your Mom-Tell you Mom I said Hi-you are in my thoughts-you have a tough battle you are waging, but you will win the war!!!Think positive and we will all be praying for you!
Jeanne Ambrosio <jca323@aol.com>
Farmington, CT - Saturday, October 27, 2001 at 08:47 PM (CDT)

NIKKI!
What's up? How are u feeling, i hope everything is good. i know u r in the hospital right now and i am planning on coming to see u tomarrow. Brrr, it's freezing out! Like Megan said we had states today, i think RHAM did real good, im not quite sure. I have been in my pj's the whole day, its sooo cold. So i better get going, ill ttyl. luv ya,
kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
Vernon, ct usa - Saturday, October 27, 2001 at 05:06 PM (CDT)

Hi, Nikki. I heard about you from our coach at New Canaan YMCA. I want to wish you the best of luck; our thoughts are with you. Every Connecticut swimmer is cheering for you!
Miki Silver <MisterFlyGuy@aol.com>
Darien, CT USA - Saturday, October 27, 2001 at 01:18 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!
I just wanted to see how you were feeling! I hope you had a great birthday and a good lobster dinner!
Love Always
Michelle Carey <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT USA - Saturday, October 27, 2001 at 12:34 PM (CDT)

hey nikki!
i've been thinking about you a lot latley... and i hope you had a good birthday!! i just got back from states. rham isn't in our class anymore but their race was after ours and they looked pretty good :) i was slower than last year but it was like 45 degrees outside and there we were in our singlets and shorts... talk to you later! love ya
Megan <coolada2@aol.com>
- Saturday, October 27, 2001 at 12:17 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki! I'm at Duke right now for Parents' (and brothers') weekend! This is going to be my school soon...I just wanted to say that I hope you had an awesome birthday..did you get my card? We are going to lunch now - talk to you soon! Love you!
Greg
- Saturday, October 27, 2001 at 11:31 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!
I feel like such a clutz, I forgot to wish you happy birthday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was great to see you yesterday, I can't wait to see you next friday!

Christine
- Friday, October 26, 2001 at 02:50 PM (CDT)

Hey nikki~ I tried to call you but you were eating you lobster:) i hope you had an awesome birthday, and got lots of good stuff. im in school right now so ill ttyle bye
kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, ct - Friday, October 26, 2001 at 09:08 AM (CDT)

Nikki,
I wish you well and think of you often. You haven't lost that positive attitude you had while a student at Hebron Elementary!
Ann Kehl ( your PE teacher after Mrs. Eaton)
- Thursday, October 25, 2001 at 08:22 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!! Happy birthday!!!Sorry its a day late but i sent u a E card at like 2 in the morining so i didnt forget!I hope your lobster dinner was excellent.(im a lobster lover too). Hope your feelin better!
Ali Tichy
Oxford, CT - Thursday, October 25, 2001 at 07:39 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i hope ur feeling good 2day! im always thinkin bout u! i want u 2 get better soon, ur handling this so well and im so proud! Be strong Nikki and know that your always on my mind.
Erin
Erin McLaughlin <swimchic82387@aol.com>
woodbridge, ct usa - Thursday, October 25, 2001 at 03:57 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki-
I cant believe you are allready 15!! Hows was your lobster dinner last night? Today at school we had crazy clothes and hair day it was really fun and tommorow we have a field trip and a dance....Well i just wanted to check in and see how you have been doing. I will come visit you soon!~you are in my heart and prayers~love alway-
Allie
Allie Huffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Thursday, October 25, 2001 at 01:43 PM (CDT)

HAPPY 15th NIKKI!! I hope you had an awesome birthday, you deserve it. I'm still thinking of you all the time and wishing you the best, especially on your birthday!
Kate Lally <kaffiene11@aol.com>
UConn, CT USA - Thursday, October 25, 2001 at 11:37 AM (CDT)

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY NIKKI!!!! your present is coming soon- the finishing touches still need to be done but its coming! Hope you have a great day. (band concert was tonite- definatly not that fun!) talk to you soon. lots of love
Terri <terrig@snet.net>
Hebron, CT USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 10:11 PM (CDT)

hey nikki! I miss ya, even though I saw you saturday, and im comming to see you tomorrow too! Im excited! Hope your birthday was great! Your party was awsome, with your new keyboard that makes those odd noises! That was so funny! But anyways, see you tomorrow! Bye! Love ya, Allie
Allie <oopa33@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 08:47 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki! Happy Birthday! The big 1-5! enjoy your lobster dinner! yummmyy!!
Gail <Luckystars333@aol.com>
CT USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 08:13 PM (CDT)

Happy Birthday!!!!! Enjoy your lobster, save me the tail!! JK. I'll see you tomorrow,
Sarah <sarafina3@aol.com>
Hebron, CT - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 06:33 PM (CDT)

Happy Birthday Nikki!
<Wayno@edgenet.net>
- Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 05:41 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
My name's Kristen and I swim for SOCO. I wish you all the luck in the world and send you any love that your not already getting. If you ever need to talk to anybody fell free to e-mail me, even though I don't really know you eerybody always tells me that I'm a great listener. Hope to hear from you soon! Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!
-Kristen Skroski
SwimKris16@aol.com
Kristen Skroski <SwimKris16@aol.com>
North Haven, CT USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 04:31 PM (CDT)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKI
Nikki you and your family are in our constant thoughts and prayers. I know that this is a very difficult time for you. You may have cancer but the same cancer does not have you. Cancer cannot take away the love and support of your family and friends, your hopes and dreams, your faith, your spirit, your friendships, new and old, it cannot take away your peace and happiness and most of all Nikki it cannot take away your courage, stength and determination you hold to get through this. Stay strong Nikki, I know you can do it. Love and prayers. Betty Tuttle & family.
Betty Tuttle <Bettut@aol.com>
Enfield, CT 06082 - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 03:42 PM (CDT)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I hope what ever you wish for(when you blow out the candles) comes true! Have fun and stay strong! Oh ya don't forget to eat lots of yummy lobster! Your present is comming...any day now...
caitlin
manchester, ct usa - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 03:34 PM (CDT)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKI!!! ENJOY YOUR LOBSTER, YOUR PRESENTS, AND YOUR NEW CHAIR(recliner?) - WE MISS YOU AND WISH YOU A HAPPY "FIFTEEN"
Wendy Jackwin <mjackwin@snet.net>
East Hartford, CT - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 02:06 PM (CDT)

Happy Birthday Nikki!!! Hope it is a superb day!!! How is your pink monkey?
Love, Debbie, Dwight, and Bubba
<Bowiedeb@aol.com>
Hebron, CT - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 01:54 PM (CDT)

Happy Birthday!! I sent you an online card, I hope you got it! I thought it was kinda cute, in a dorky way. I hope you have a wonderful day, and get all the good food. Make sure you tell us what you get for your birthday. Love you lots hun!

Ashley P <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 01:35 PM (CDT)

Happy Birthday Nikki!!! Hope that you have a wonderful day and are filled with wonderful surprises.
Kristin Ewald <ewaldk@etown.edu>
Amston, Ct - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 01:33 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! My name is Hyla Crane and my daughter Eryn remembers you fondly from zones. She told me she liked you because you were rambunctious and loud---like her. Both Eryn and her sister Carsyn practiced on your behalf on 10.18.01. I spoke with your coach Kaeley at last weekend's swim meet about you. If September 11 showed us that we must come together and care for one another as a nation, your courage and honesty unites the community of swimmers, coaches, parents, officials and volunteers - the CSI community. Support and encouragement go out to you from Greenwich, from Wilton, from New Haven, from Hartford, from Enfield, from Ridgefield, from Shelton, from Cheshire and so on. Does it feel like a big state-sized hug? The girls practiced for you on one day but we keep you in our thoughts and prayers everyday. Strength and perserverance get you to the end of the race. Take care and God bless.
Hyla Crane <hcrane@westportplayhouse.com>
Westport, CT USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 01:26 PM (CDT)

Happy Birthday, Nikki.
When you get home from dinner tonight, be sure to check your emails. There will be a special "card" from the Hanaks.
Enjoy that lobster, picture eating it with us on our deck in Avalon with a warm breeze and lots of sunshine. Wish we could be there tonight.
We love you and will call tomorrow.
Love, kisses and hugs,
Aunt Diane, Uncle Tom, Aaron, Elissa and Lauren

Aunt Diane
- Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 01:16 PM (CDT)

Happy Birthday to you. We'll see you at 7:30. Love, Uncle Chris, Aunt Debbie, Tasha, Craig, and Ryan.
<chrisbriel@aol.com>
Tolland, - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 12:50 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,

Happy Birthday!!! My name is Laurie Bolduc and I have 2 girls who swim USS, Amy and Abby. I've never formally met you, but like many CT Swimming parents have been reading your journal entries and keeping you in my prayers. I would always notice your name in the different programs that I've bought over the years, as I grew up in Windsor and used to work with a Dennis Giampolo and always wondered if he was related to you. Of course, that was a lonnnnng time ago when I was in high school. I hope you have a very special birthday, next year, sweet sixteen!
Best Wishes, Laurie Bolduc

Laurie Dillon-Bolduc <laurie.bolduc@schenker.com>
Windsor, CT USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 12:44 PM (CDT)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKI !!!!! I hope you have a GREAT DAY!
You don't know me so I will give you a little info to give you some idea of who I am. My daughter, Amber, swims for UCONN and swam for the Enfield Dolphins for a good many years. She also made her mark as a Breaststroker. I often visit the Connecticut Swimming site just to see what is going on. (Old habits die hard) I followed the links and enjoyed reading your journal. The Enfield Dolphins had a 10 year old swimmer who developed bone cancer in her shoulder. She went through chemo and eventually had the bone in her shoulder replaced. About a year later she returned to the pool and within weeks the replacement bone broke. This required another operation and more therapy. The only reason I am telling you this story is because she handled the situation with the same resolve and determination that I sense from reading your journals. The story, incidentally, has a happy ending. She is a senior in high school this year and is finishing her 4th year on the swim team. I don't think she has ever won a race but I gotta believe she is a winner everytime she gets out of the pool. I was so inspired by her determination that I carried her picture in my wallet for 5 years. I took out only to give it to my uncle for inspiration. (He is undergoing treatment for lung cancer)
When I was about your age I played midget football for the Windsor Giants. I think you have an uncle Paul who also played on that team. His father (also Paul , I think) used to come over my house to play cards (Yeah, gambling!) It's a Small World After All (I think I heard that somewhere)
Keep your faith, strength, and determination and know there are many of us who gain strength from your resolve.
Gary Johnston <gjohnston@stanadyne.com>
Enfield, Ct USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 10:10 AM (CDT)

Nikki: Happy, Happy Birthday! I hope you have a great day today. Let me know if you need help sewing the stars. I have to bring you some hearts which go on the stars. Hope to see you soon. Love you, Mrs. Blake

Michele Blake <mblake@cshore.com>
Colchester , CT - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 10:06 AM (CDT)

Happy Birthday Nikki!! Enjoy your NEW CHAIR, and the GOOD FOOD that you have coming to you tonight. Love You!!!
Love- Kaeley

- Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 09:58 AM (CDT)

Nikki - Happy Birthday, have a great day. We are thinking of you always. All our love and prayers.
Mr. and Mrs. Chep
Peter Chepeleff <peterchepeleff@hotmail.com>
Vernon, Ct - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 09:22 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki....HAPPY BIRTHDAY...I hope you have a wonderful day. I will be thinking of you. I will stop by to see you tomorrow at clinic. Love you. Mrs. Huffman
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 06:41 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!
Sounds like you had an awesome weekend, which is great! I can't WAIT to see you on thursday, it's been so long since I've seen you, which is totally my fault. I'm going to make a point to come visit you often. I'm really looking forward to thursday, the band concert isn't going to be half as fun without you. The band is SO big this year, flutes take up almost two rows! I didn't think that we were going to fit on that tiny little stage. We're playing Star Spangled Banner with the Chamber Singers and Encore, and we're so loud you can't hear them. Oh well. You're in our thoughts and prayers, and my whole CCD class (I think it's 25 or something)is always waiting for updates every sunday.
Miss ya! We're going to cross our fingers for good luck on that CAT Scan.

Christine <kunama71@aol.com>
Ct - Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 08:54 PM (CDT)

hey Nikki! It's becca from lehy just saying hey and hoping your doing well. I hope you get ALOT for your birthday! wow 15, just think about being able to drive next year. thats a scary thought! jk :) I won't be able to drive for forever but sooner or later-- cant wait!! so watch out! i miss you and best wishes!
Becca <swiftfly11@aol.com>
- Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 08:05 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki-
I had a great time on Sunday. Of course I forgot my coat at your house. Seems like I forget something there each time I go. In any case, what can I say. In case I do not get a chance for you to hear my beautiful voice tomorrow....(pause while I clear my throat...) Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday dear Nikki. Happy birthday to you!!!!! OR AS THEY SAY IN SPANISH... Feliz Cumpleaños a tu. Feliz Cumpleaños a tu. Feliz Cumpleaños mi amor Nikki. Feliz Cumpleaños a tu. I hope that you have a wonderful day filled with smiles and GOOD FOOD!!!!!! Love you!!!!!!!!
Kaeley
Kaeley
- Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 08:05 PM (CDT)

Dear Nikki,
It's me, Rebecca Filkoff, from the wig store. I've been keeping up with your condition by reading your journal entries and through your Uncle Glenn. I've been wanting to write to you but wasn't sure just what to say. I figured now is as good a time as any to take a shot at it since I certainly didn't want to let your birthday go by without acknowledging it. So, for starters, I hope you have a very happy birthday tomorrow and enjoy your special dinner. It's amazing how our lives have crossed paths, in that I know Glen from work and your mom from when my kids, Cali & Gina went to Norris. I feel so lucky that I had the privilege of meeting you because of the inspiration you have given me. Sharing your journey the way you are is touching many people's lives in many, many ways. Allowing us all the opportunity to feel a part of what you're going through is so empowering. Usually, when someone is going through a bad time, it's hard for others to know how to feel connected or how to help. Especially, for people like me who aren't close but who still care. I am going to pass your website address onto another young customer who has the same kind of cancer if it's alright with you. She had a cadaver bone placed in her leg and now she's receiving Chemo again for newly found cancer. My sister-in-law also has Leukemia and she might like to see it, too. I've been trying to think of what I can do to help you and you're family out and one thing that comes to mind is cooking you a meal. I'd like to make you something that you would enjoy and am afraid that if you're mouth is still sore you might be limited to what you can eat. I was even thinking of homemade Chicken Soup. You can let me know if there's something in particular that would be good. I've also read mentions of a fund raiser and think it might be a good idea if you or the person who is in charge of it would post a note to the rest of us about it so that we can participate. Don't be afraid to ask for favors. Everyone wants to help, you know. Gina and I pray every night for your recovery and for G-d to ease your pain. She feels connected because your mom nursed many a nosebleed when she was in the second grade. Hope this long winded email doesn't tire you out. Best wishes to you, Birthday Girl, and to all your wonderful friends and admirers whose messages I have been reading and who will be reading mine. ~ With love, Rebecca ~
Rebecca Filkoff <RFilkoff@aol.com>
West Hartford, CT USA - Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 07:37 PM (CDT)

Hey nikki how's everything going? I had such a good time on sunday. It was so great to see you. Have you eaten all of your candy yet? Happy birthday tomorrow and I hope the lobster tastes GREAT. Enjoy! Luv ya lots!
Alison Krustapentus <AllieKat567>
Enfield, CT - Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 05:10 PM (CDT)

Did you play your new keyboard yet??? I hope that everything looks great in the catscan!!! We miss you! Have a very happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!

caitlin <ctswimmer@altavista.com>
- Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 02:25 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, It sounds like you had fun on your birthday parties. I hope to get over to see you this week with Aunt Sherry. She is here visiting. If there is anything special you would like for your birthday please call and we will get it for you. Love, Aunt Marsha

- Monday, October 22, 2001 at 09:25 PM (CDT)

HI NIKKI, I KNOW THAT YOU DO NOT KNOW ME BUT I GO TO THE POQUONOCK COMMUNITY CHURCH IN WINDSOR ( I KNOW YOUR UNCLE PAUL, REALLY FROM YEARS AGO WHEN HE PLAYED CARDS WITH MY BROTHERIN LAW AND NOW FROM CHURCH ) I AM ONE OF THE PEOPLE THAT IS PRAYING FOR YOU WITH THE ENCOURAGEMENT CARDS. THE REASON YOU DO NOT GET ONE EVERY WEEK IS THAT I MISS A LOT OF CHURCH AS I TOO AM A CANCER PATIENT ALSO. ( I FOUND OUT IN JULY THAT I HAVE LUNG CANCER, THATS THE BAD NEWS THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT IT CAN BE CURED, IN FACT I HAD A CAT SCAN LAST WEEK AND IT SHOWED THE TUMER IS SHRINKING!!.)I HAVE SOME IDEAR WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH, BUT ONLY AN IDEAR AS I FEEL I HAVE REALLY BEEN BLESSED AS (I AM A DIEBETIC ALONG WITH MINOR HEART PROBLEMS AND CANCER, CURABLE! ALSO I AM ANEMIC ((LOW BLOOD ))) NOW WITH ALL OF THESE THINGS WRONG I HAVE REALLY NOT BEEN SICK WITH THE CANCER, ABOUT THE MOST THAT HAPPENS SO FAR IS I GET REALLY TIRED FOR ABOUT A WEEK FROM THE CHEMO. THE THING THAT UPSET ME THE MOST IS I LOST MY HAIR AND I REALLY LIKED MY HAIR!.I HOPE IT GROWS BACK SOON AS I REALLY DON'T LIKE TO GO ANYWHERE WITH OUT A HAT. WELL I HOPE YOU HAVE A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND YOU ENJOY IT AS YOU ARE YOUNG (BUT GETTING OLD)ONLY ONCE.(I AM 66 AND I MISS MY YOUTH)I WOULD LIKE YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM REALLY PRAYING HARD FOR YOU,YOUR DOCTORS AND NURSES, AND YOUR FAMILY. I PRAY THAT YOU DO NOT EXPERANCE ANY MORE PAIN OR SICKNESS THAN I DO AS GOD HAS NOT GIVEN ME ANY THING I CANNOT HANDEL WITH EASE AND PRAYER. I WOULD LIKE YOU TO KNOW THAT THINGS ALL HAPPEN FOR A REASON BUT WE DO NOT ALWAYS KNOW THE REASON BUT SOME GOOD COMES FROM BAD THINGS SO PLACE YOUR TRUST IN GOD AND GIVE YOUR PROBLEMS TO JESUS CHRIST AND HE WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MAY GOD BLESS AND TAKE CARE OF YOU NIKKI
JOHN MORTENSEN <JMORTEN555@AOL.COM>
WINDSOR LOCKS, CT. USA - Monday, October 22, 2001 at 08:13 PM (CDT)

hey nikki, how you feeling on the day of october 22nd? You better be feeling good or i will be sad, and if im sad, people get angry...Anyways, i hope you recieved the card me and elissa sent you(wasn't really a card) but if you didn't know how to work those things, there is a little thing you gotta click and download it, and hopefully you'll see me attempting to say happy birthday, but my elissa is an idiot so it might be hard to hear me. Guess what im doing now! Yeah, you guessed it homework, and my dad just walked in with this bug he found and threw it at me, so my writing time is over now. I hope you have a phenominal birthday, and im not trying to be acrimonius(i have no clue what it means, but it sounds cool) peace out nikki g!
Aaron <joker2935@yahoo.com>
philly, pa usa!!!!! - Monday, October 22, 2001 at 07:19 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki - Hope you had a great time celebrating your birthday (or should I say birthdays) over the weekend. What's up for the real day? Anyway, I've been thinking of you, as always your in my heart and prayers. I will see you or talk to you soon. Love, Mrs. Huffman

JoAnn Huffman <Aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, ct usa - Monday, October 22, 2001 at 06:24 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki! I'm soo sorry I couldn't come and celebrate your birthday with you. I hope you had a wonderful time. I'm feeling better so I'll to come and see you this week with your birthday present!! Hope you have lots of birthday fun before you go back to the hospital. Much Love
Terri <terrig@snet.net>
Hebron, CT USA - Sunday, October 21, 2001 at 02:39 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki!
Hope you had a fantastic birthday! I'm jealous of you and your lobster dinner! YUMMMY! Mark went to Maine this weekend to eat some lobster! Without me! Hehe! Well I just wanted to wish you a great birthday! Miss you and love you very much!
Amberlee Kempf <CheeringCheetahs@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct 06248 - Sunday, October 21, 2001 at 09:31 AM (CDT)

HI NIKKI--How are you feeling?I just got back from the post office, where I was sending you a birthday card. I hope that it gets to your house on time. HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY! Love,Norah:)P.S. i'm so glad that you get to be home for your birthday and have your yummy lobster dinner!!!!!!
Norah Gentile <irishswimmerng@snet.net>
East Hartford, CT U.S.A. - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 02:43 PM (CDT)

Hi,
I know you don't know me, but I just wanted to say hi, and hope that you are feeling better. I read the CT.Swim page all the time because my son Brad Ritchie swims for the Wilton Y Wahoos. I am sure that at some time I have seen you at a meet; Brad has been w/the Wahoos for 8 years.
I hope that things get better for you; stay positive, and keep writing in your journal.

Best Wishes,
Sally Ritchie
(a Wahoo mom)
Sally Ritchie <sritchie@prudentialct.com>
Wilton, CT USA - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 02:40 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki! Happy early b-day. How are you doing? I hope to see you soon!

love always,
Carly
Carly Huffman <panda-swim@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT United States - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 11:04 AM (CDT)

hey Nikki, How are you feeling ? I just got back from saturday moring aerobic it was a hard work out. Well I just wanted to check in to see how you have been doing. My heart and prayers are with you.
much luv-allie

Allie Huffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
wethersfield, ct usa - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 10:59 AM (CDT)

its getting closer to lobster night!!! Hope your happy!!! I was talkn to some of my freinds at the meet today, they're all praying for you!!! Hope to see you some time soon:)
caitlin <ctswimmer@altavista.com>
manchester, ct us - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 10:48 AM (CDT)

Nikki! Whats happening hot stuff, hehe. So i am glad u r home from the hospital, i hope you are enjoying your own bed again. Your birthday is in 4 days!!!!! Im so excited [for you] Your gonna be 15 already,darn your older then me. I am gonna go shoppin today for your bday gift! So neways i hope you enjoy your lobster. I love ya girl, be strong, ill see ya tomarrow!

Kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
Vernon, CT USA - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 07:49 AM (CDT)

My Dad read about your illness on the CTSwim webpage. My family and I spent May at CCMC. We then went to Boston for June and July. I was in 6 West for a bone marrow transplant from my sister. Dr. Nate is taking care of me now at CCMC. He just let me start swimming with my Wethersfield Barracudas again.

My Mom kept a website... http://lizzysadventure.tripod.com

Go check my blue and green hair before chemo did it in.

I hope you get better soon.

Lizzy
Lizzy Temple <lctemple@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Friday, October 19, 2001 at 09:58 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!!
This is Michelle from LEHY!! I know I just met you before you got sick, but I've been praying for you! You are in my prayers every nite! Happy Birthday on WED! Get Well Sweetie!
~Michelle
Michelle <AngelD890@aol.com>
Glastonbury, CT USA - Friday, October 19, 2001 at 08:31 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki, I have basically read all of your journal entries, and I am happy that you have been filling everyone in! I just got back froma swim meet @ Southern, and I saw Kaeley.......she said that whenever she visits you, you always have a smile on your face. I think that you are handling all of this in an awesome way, and I hope all the rest of the treatments go well. I will swim all meets in dedication to you, and I will try to see you sometime! You have been a great influence on many kids on SoCo, as well as other teams. It shows that you should never give up. I respect you for this whole process. I will pray for you every night, and I wish all the best for you. Get well soon. And remember you will always be a hero. Luv ya lots
Mwah!
Whitney McLellan <blondyswimstar@aol.com>
Avon, CT USA - Friday, October 19, 2001 at 08:21 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki~
Sorry I haven't written to you in a while!! I hope you are doing alright. Well today in school, we were talking about who we admire in our life and I said you. You always have a postitive attitude toward everything you do and you are never frowning! I hope you get better soon cause i sure miss having you around the pool deck!!!
Kayleigh Boucher
Kayleigh Boucher <blndyswmstr61@aol.com>
- Friday, October 19, 2001 at 07:44 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki. I work with your Mom at Norris school. I'm really enjoying your web site. I think that you are a very brave young lady. So many people in your situation would just sit around and feel sorry for themselves. I'm glad to see that you're not one of them. Keep that positive outlook.

We'll talk again. Ken
Ken Alger <kalger2@aol.com>
Hebron Ct., - Friday, October 19, 2001 at 06:08 PM (CDT)

Hey there Nikki, this is Sara Massa, one of the CAT coaches. REALLY hope you are home now and getting ready for that lobster dinner coming up. Nothing better than a great lobster dunked in melted butter...huh Nikki? I am always happy to find out about a fellow lobster fan. As Maggie Frost pointed out, the chemo and all the rest is nasty to go through, but just remind yourself that those nasty ole side effects are going to make you better. I planted a "Nikki" garden today in special pots. They are wild flowers ( like the wild woman you are ...I 've heard those stories from Zones! ). The yellow ones will bloom first, the red ones second and then they will come up like crazy in all different colors. Yellow flowers are meant to reflect hope, and red reflect the commitment of love that surrounds you, and all the other ones are to celebrate that your surgeries and chemo stuff will be behind you by the time they bloom! I will take good care of those seeds and watch them turn into flowers....you take good care of yourself and work towards those cancer free days that are ahead. Lots of love to you. Sara
Sara Massa <shmassa@snet.net>
Centerbrook, Ct. USA - Friday, October 19, 2001 at 05:21 PM (CDT)

Dear Nikki:
Hi. I am Keenan Koss's mom and I just wanted to tell you that you are really inspirational.. I just read your journal and you are really unbelievable. All those laps you swam over the years seem to be giving you a lot of endurance for your present journey. You are a terrific kid. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Happy Birthday on the 24th :) Keenan and I hope to see you at a swim meet over the winter. Best Regards, Pam Koss
pam koss <pkoss@northcastle.com>
southport, ct usa - Friday, October 19, 2001 at 04:15 PM (CDT)

Dear Nikki,
I am the mother of four children; one of them is your age. My children swim for the CAT swim team that’s how I heard about your illness. I also found out you like to get mail and decided to write you a quick note. Well that was when I began to read your journal. I am very touched by your honesty, integrity, and most of all your courage. I admire you and your family. I think that God gave you the best family. Although I have never met you or anyone in your family I can tell you all love and respect each other very much. The realty is that many people go on to be very old and never share the joy and happiness that you obviously do. I am going to keep you in my prayers. I think that you are really special! I hope you have a very happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! May God Bless you.

Ann Gawlak <charles.gawlak@snet.net>
Middletown, CT 06457 - Friday, October 19, 2001 at 02:18 PM (CDT)

Dear Nikki,
You don't know me personally, but I know your older sisters and my mother is a friend of your moms. (I graduated from RHAM in 2000) I wanted to send you my thoughts and prayers and to say that I am amazed at your bravery. About four years ago my older sister had cancer and went through chemo. It was a terribly hard time for my family and I, but my sister is still here today and she has not had any problems since. It know that this is very hard for you to go through, but I know that you can surpass this and win this battle. You have so many people that have signed this book sending you messages of love, and I'm glad that I could be a part of it. Keep your head held high and fight hard and we are all standing behind you cheering you on!!! Stay strong and always keep a smile of your face no matter how hard it is. I'm thinking of you and wishing you the best!! :)
Kristin Ewald <ewaldk@etown.edu>
Amston, Ct - Friday, October 19, 2001 at 11:57 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki - How is everything? Just wanted to say hi and send you one great big hug. In case you have not heard, the fund raiser has been a great success this week. You are one popular young lady. We will see you real soon. Say hi to your family. Love, Mrs. Huffman - don't forget about the ice cream.
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Friday, October 19, 2001 at 10:39 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki
It was very nice to talk to you yesterday while I was on my lunch break. Only a few more days til you turn 15...hehe lemme break out the reading glasses for you! I would die without my 2 showers daily...but I guess you gotta have them when you can :) Practice has been fun, everyone is really thinking a lot about you lately...you popular girl you! I can't wait to see you soon...I love you babe

Ashley P <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Thursday, October 18, 2001 at 09:10 PM (CDT)

Hello Nikki, You probably dont know me but im Melanie. We have probably seen eachother at meets but im nt really quite possitive. You have change many lifes and one of those is my families and mine. You have been doind nad awsome job!!!You will be in my thougts and my prayers evey night. You are awsome
Love melanie!!!
Melanie Rodriguez Lapman <oreogirl88@hotmail.com>
Bantam.Litchfield, CT USA - Thursday, October 18, 2001 at 08:31 PM (CDT)

hey nikki!!!! first of all my mom says hi and shes always praying and thinking about u. Did u enjoy your shower!! ive gone a couple of times with out taking a shower for a week...its kinda gross but it feels good to be clean!!!!! I tried to come see you a little while ago but something was going on! but im going to see you soon!!! lots of love nikki!
~sarah~
Sarah <sarahdopp1787@aol.com>
east hartford, ct - Thursday, October 18, 2001 at 07:56 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
I want you to know that our thoughts and prayers are with you. I just read your journal and am in awe of your courage as well as your ability to keep your sense of humor. You have so many friends who support you throughout the swimming community. The overwhelmingly positive reaction to the LEHY fundraiser for you has been heartwarming. There are people who have never met you who constantly ask how you are doing and want to help. I am sorry that I have not written sooner. I have gotten updates from the Perlsteins as well as Kaeley though. Take care and keep your positive thougts. You are surrounded by so much love. Say hi to your mom for me.
Love,
Anita Garaffa

Anita Garaffa <DGCYBER@aol.com>
Manchester, CT USA - Thursday, October 18, 2001 at 06:59 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!
Glad to hear that you are coming home from the hospital. That shower is going to feel SO good probably! I still have to think of something creative to get you for your birthday, I'm not very good with stuff like that, but I'm putting my brain to work. I can't wait to see you.
Miss you lots!

Christine
Marlborough, - Thursday, October 18, 2001 at 04:49 PM (CDT)

Dear Nikki,
This is Mrs. Nardone and I just wanted you to know that I come from a "very religious" family from Pennsylvania. My relatives continue to attend some nightly and weekly religious devotions and YOU have been on their "Prayer Hit List" for the past few months.
I am very glad to hear that you are home now and have "showered". Please keep strong and we'll keep praying.
Much Love,
Mrs. Nardone
Mrs. Nardone <vnardone@snet.net>
South Windsor, CT - Thursday, October 18, 2001 at 08:42 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
My name is Kathie. I work with your Aunt Mera at Reebok. I just want you to know my prayers and thoughts are with you and your family . We 're all routing for you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY and enjoy those lobsters!!!!!
Kathie
Kathie Welch <kathleen.welch@reebok.com>
Hingham, MA US - Thursday, October 18, 2001 at 08:16 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, We hope this note finds you at home and out of the hospital. Our collective fingers are crossed and our prayers are with you that your platelet count goes up and stays up. I can tell from your journal entries that you are a tough, determined young lady. Take care and know our thoughts are with you. Liz, Nan and Clark Cooper.
Liz, Nan and Clark Cooper <cvcooper@ntplx.net>
Glastonbury, CT USA - Thursday, October 18, 2001 at 07:55 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, You must be home by now and so happy to be there. Aunt Sherry will be home tomorrow and should be down to Ct. on Fri. or Sat. I am taking the kids and going to Long Island to see Shaana on Sat. It is family weekend at Hofstra. What do you want for your birthday? See you soon. Love, Aunt Marsha

- Wednesday, October 17, 2001 at 08:40 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki! I'm so glad to hear that you are going home!! School has been crazy with homework and all that good stuff- but I guess that is what you would expect from it. Luckily, our whole grade is going to East Catholic High School tomorrow to mirror a student- and even though I know I am not going there, it is a break from homework....and since our school has some weird problem in the cafeteria- for once I'll actually have a hot lunch! A few people and I were hoping to maybe see you this weekend. I'll give you a call later on this week to see if you're in the mood for visiters. Keep it up- you're as strong as an ox!!! Don't lose faith, you're totally going to whoop this thing. I'll continue to keep in touch and I really hope that some of us can maybe see you this weekend!
Love Ya,
Ari <www.vnardone@snet.net>
- Wednesday, October 17, 2001 at 08:36 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki! I hope you're home by now. My mom says hi. I hope your shower felt good! I can't wait to see you again. I love you! Seeya:)
Carly Huffman <Panda-swim@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT United States - Wednesday, October 17, 2001 at 07:52 PM (CDT)

Hey there Nikki!! Im so glad to see that you got home today! Thats awesome. I am gettin ur bday present tomorrow, just thought you might wanna know... I'll talk to you soon!

sarah
hebron, ct - Wednesday, October 17, 2001 at 06:26 PM (CDT)

Nikki, I'm not sure you received the message that Nichole sent you. I know Gary had a problem with the AOL address so I did a cut and paste with his message and I am doing the same with Nichole's.
Hi Nikki. My name is Nichole, and actually my close friends call me "Nikki" too. Your Aunt Marilyn has told me your story and I visited your web-site and thought that I would write to you and let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I wish a speedy and smooth trip through your treatment. I am very impressed by your immense maturity and optomistic attitude. They say that good thoughts lead to good things...so keep up the great attitude!!!! =} I am sure that you are a very strong and brave young lady...similar to your Aunt. I am 23 and I know that you are MUCH braver than I am! Well, you can email me if you have time and would like to. Again, best wishes and keep smiling.... =}

Best Regards,
Nichole

<Nichole.Dickinson@reebok.com>
- Wednesday, October 17, 2001 at 03:26 PM (CDT)

Nikki,

Hi. My name is Gary Land. I am a coworker of your Aunt Marilyn. She told me all about what you are going through and how brave you are. I just felt driven to email you to tell you that you are more than just brave you are a Hero. My job here at Reebok is to take pictures of all the professional athletes such as Allen Iverson, Venus Williams, Julie Foudy, Edgerrin James, Roger Clemens and many other worldly recognized people. I am around these people all of the time. To many people these individuals are heroes. To myself and the athletes that I mentioned, You are the Hero. Most of these athletes I mentioned are faced with small issues like winning games and making plays. You have been faced with winning the biggest battle there is LIFE. I myself can't begin to imagine everything you are going through. What I can imagine and what I have heard is that you are an athlete and a fighter. You WILL beat this thing and you have all the support from your friends at Reebok.

Your Friend,

Gary Land

- Wednesday, October 17, 2001 at 03:21 PM (CDT)

I'm glad to hear that you're finally going home!!!!!!! I hope you're feeling better!!!!! Were all hoping you get some awsome presents! See ya soon:) (hopefully) bye
caitlin <ctswimmer@altavista.com>
- Wednesday, October 17, 2001 at 02:49 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki-
So glad to know that you are going home today. Even more glad to know that you will be taking a shower. Anyway, I am really hoping to get a chance to see you this weekend. I need the chance to wish you a happy birthday. I am surprised that Greg has not written to you to tell you about his debut as sophmore prince in the homcoming court. Let's just say that he was happy. I went to the Manchester vs Glastonbury meet last night. VERY EXCITING!! Laura broke the school record in the 500 free. She is still aiming for more. So, I just finished up running the PSAT's for Conard High School. Now I can get rid of some of the stress!!!!! Well, I gotta run. I will talk to you soon. Keep up that positive attitude, and keep smiling!!!!!!! Love you!!!!!!!!
Love-Kaeley
Kaeley
- Wednesday, October 17, 2001 at 12:33 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
I am glad to hear you are feeling a little better. I want you to know that my family and I are really hoping and praying for you. I would really like to stop by and visit you sometime this weekend, if you would like some visitors. Stay strong.
Vincent Nardone <vnardone@snet.net>
S. Windsor, Ct - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 09:12 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
Hey girl! I was sooooo sorry when I heard that you were so sick. My family and I are all really pulling for you!This week while i have been at practice(ugh! It has been soo hard lately!!)I have been thinking about you, and how i am lucky to be there. I am sure that you will be back in the pool shortly, because swimming has taught you such great determination, and i know that because of that, you will get better! I hope that you feel better soon!! If there is anything I personally i can do for you, feel free to e-mail me at Devflies@aol.com.

Devon Moran (I swim for the Wahoos. I went to zones w/ you for two summers)

Devon Moran <Devflies@aol.com>
Trumbull, CT USA - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 07:22 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki, you might not remember me, but my thoughts and prayers go out to you, I hope to see you at a swim meet some time soon! Feel better,
Keenan Koss
Keenan Koss <flygirl5688>
Southport, CT U.S.A. - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 07:17 PM (CDT)

sup nikki g, how you feeling? Your b-day is coming up real soon, that should be cool. I'm gonna make a card for you, a long with the present my mom buys you which could be anything. My highschool isn't very entertaining, the only thing i actully look forward to is soccer, which i extreamly suck in, but there are friends, stuff like that. But you know what i am good at...paddle ball! we should break out the ball and the paddle some time soon, so you can make me do 10000 pushups and get me sore the next morning. Anyways, i hope you doing well, and i hope i will learn how to make compete sentences some time soon( the word are is left out in the sentence before) I hope to see you on the day of the turkey, later nikki g
aaron <joker2935@yahoo.com>
philly, pa usa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 07:05 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki!! My name is Maggie Frost (Kristen's mom), and I want you to know that I think about you and pray for you every day. We went through this last year with Kristen's Dad, and although chemo sucks, it works, so hang tough!!! I was wondering, when you're better, would you mind giving Kristen a lesson in the breaststroke?? What is it with you LEHY swimmers and your awesome breaststroke??? Keep up the fight!!
Maggie <maggiedfrost@aol.com>
Madison, CT USA - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 06:52 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki - thanks for watching "Overboard" with me. It was great to spend that much time with you. I would love to do it again. I hope your mom and Natalie arrived soon after I left. Anyway - I hope your ticket home arrives as planned. See you soon. Love, Mrs. Huffman
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 04:00 PM (CDT)

Hey! I love the color change :) Hope you're not stuck in the hospital much longer. See you soon!! Luv, Jess
Jess <funkyj530@aol.com>
- Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 03:40 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, Dan and I enjoyed talking to you and your parents last night. You sounded great. It's real hard to be in the hospital but like you said at least the pain in your leg is under control. I was talking about you with some people that I work with so you will probably be hearing from some of them. Take care and think the good, positive thoughts that you do. You know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Love Aunt Marilyn & Uncle Dan

- Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 01:37 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!
My name is Stephanie and I work with your Aunt Marilyn here at Reebok...she told me about your page and I think this is the whole email/web page thing can be so much fun--a great way to just keep the communication going with everyone! Hey, check out our new commercials on Survivor 3...not sure if you're a fan or not, but it looks like it will be another interesting season! I will also keep an eye out for some great magazines and will plan to forward them to your Aunt. OK sweetie, got to run, but please keep the faith...you are such a strong person. I will definitely say a special prayer for you and your family! God Bless!
Stephanie
stephanie
Boston, MA - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 12:59 PM (CDT)

M - i am crazy today - wrote up and couldn't get thru on
the internet site - can you just send on - i am afraid i won't
get to it and it won't get done if i try to figure it out! Signed -
internet stupid!
thx.lc

Nikki = Hi. I am a friend of your aunt marilyns at Reebok. She has told
me about your cancer and all you are doing to get better. I want to tell
you to keep believing it will all work and just keep at all you will have
to do to get better. I had an accident a while back, and broke my
back. They told me they knew I would never run again or do another
triathalon (actually that was good news!!!), but I might walk again.
But only if I really worked at it and stayed the course for as long
as it took. OF course no one could tell me what that course would be.
Well, now 7 years later, I am starting to work on walking with a brace
and crutches. Still not convinced I will beable to do it, but I keep at
it because if I don't I know I won't beable to do it. Sometimes it sucks,
sometimes it's really great, but I just have to keep at it. I got really
sick 2 years ago on top of it all, and had to keep going back into
the hospital because of an infection, that turned septic and basically
they said if I had waited a week I would have died. So that was a pain,
but again, I had to just suck it up, believe it would all be better
eventually. So, I know your road is very difficult, and it will be
difficult for a long time. But just find one small thing every day
that makes you smile, and keep believing it will be better. I know
you will do great in rehab, I saw so many amazing people when
I was in rehab who had amputations. They made all the other
parts of their bodies so strong and when they had their prostectics
on, they were able to do so much or all of what they had done in
the past. Also, I have so many people dear to me who have overcome
cancer. I used to work at the dana-farber cancer institute, and also
saw so many people who went thru the treatments and beat it.

Keep the faith, let yourself get upset and down once in awhile - that
is normal - but then just keep on pushing. From what Marilyn has said
it sounds like that is who you are anyway.

Best of luck.

Linda Carter

- Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 12:31 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,

Your Aunt Marilyn told us about how brave you're being and I'm really amazed. I don't think I could have been so brave at age 14, almost 15! Good luck and have a very Happy Birthday!
Tatiana <tatiana.stefanco@reebok.com>
Waltham, MA USA - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 12:27 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,

My name is Chuck Gates, I work with your Aunt Marilyn at Reebok. I just took a look at your website and wanted to say that it is truly inspiring. Being someone who's always enjoyed athletics I can understand your passion. Your courage and drive are tremendous qualities. I can tell that you will come out of any challenge a stronger person, both in body and mind. Good luck and keep pushing. We're thinking of you.

-Chuck
Chuck Gates <charles.gates@reebok.com>
Canton, MA USA - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 10:22 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, I'm so excited that you wrote 2 days in a row. You must be feeling better. I took my Nursery School classes to a corn maze in Middletown today. They had a ball running around. Hope to celebrate your 15th birthday will you! Love, Aunt Marsha

- Monday, October 15, 2001 at 09:31 PM (CDT)

Hey,
Ok, firstly I would just like to say your entry for October 14, made me cry ;( Nikki, you have made such an impact on so many people's lives including mine. Your determination inspires everyone you know; I'm a stronger person because of you. Seeing you acting so fearless makes me want to be fearless in any situation that I encounter. Keep on doing what you're doing! I love you!

Ashley P <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Monday, October 15, 2001 at 08:53 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
I am so sorry to hear about what's going on. I know you want to be home. I couldn't blame you. You have to call me when you get home because I want to come visit you. I am really busy with school, and soccer (not to mention swimming), so if I don't get a chance to tell you this again untill your birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! I know its early. You are going to have to have a little birthday party so that we can all get together with you!
I love you! I KNOW YOUR STRONG SO HANG IN THERE!!!!!!!1
Luv,
Megan

Meggy <sport10187@yahoo.com>
Vernon, - Monday, October 15, 2001 at 07:43 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki, i hope your feeling better. you are so brave and im so proud of you! i know we never were really close but i want you to get better soon!!! i wish you the best and hope your doin well.
Erin
Erin McLaughlin <swimchic82387@aol.com>
woodbridge, ct usa - Monday, October 15, 2001 at 05:35 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
You are one brave young woman! Stay strong and know that I am thinking of you.
Love, Jamie
Jamie Scory <jnscory@hotmail.com>
Boston, ma - Monday, October 15, 2001 at 01:09 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki. You probably don't know me, I'm Dawn Letendre, My daughter Paige swam for the Windsor Water Rats, Paige Letendre, Age 12. She was at zones with you I believe in 1999 and 2000. I was a chaperone, and I am not sure if you are familiar to me from Pennsylvania, or from just seeing you on the pool deck. I was just getting some paperwork on the web site when I saw your amazing story. I read your journal entries, and can I just say, you are an amazing young lady. You have such a warm positive personality and that shines through in the stories that you are sharing with all of your friends and family on this web site. I just had to write you a quick note to let you know that. If you would like to chat sometime, or need an ear to listen, I can relate to some of what you are going through. I too, have a low white cell caused from an auto-immune disorder, I spend lots of time at different hospitals, have bad days and good. I get strength from family and friends. Just reading your journal I was touched at how positive you are. You are in our prayers, Good luck with surgery, I look forward to reading all your updates.
Dawn Letendre <zena0666dawn@aol.com>
Granby, CT 06035 - Monday, October 15, 2001 at 12:39 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, We just found out tonight from Mema that you are back in the hospital. We are sorry you didn't get to come to Ali and Shanna's birthday party. They were both looking forward so much to seeing you. Well work hard on getting your blood count up so we can have a big bash for your birthday that is right around the corner! Uncle Glenn will be up to see you on Tuesday after work. It's great to see how many people ( family, friends, and strangers) are writing to you on this site! Everyone is pulling for you! Hope you will be able to go home soon and I'm so glad that they have your pain under control. We love you and miss you. Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn and the girls

- Sunday, October 14, 2001 at 10:45 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki,
Well I hope that everything works out well for you. I have been thinking about you alot lately and everytime I talk to anyone here I ask about you. I have tickets at the goodspeed on reserve for you the day of your birthday, your mother and a friend have your mother call the goodspeed sometime this week and ask for Michele Maize and let her know if you guys can go the day of your birthday or if you want to wait for a later date. The Number that you guys can call is 873-8668 and they will transfer you to her. I hope that you will feel alright to go seeing that it is your birthday and everything. Well I hope to hear from you soon. Send me an email sometime and let me know what's up and if you liked the show when you get to see it.
Love,
Shanna
Shanna Lisitano <slisitano@hotmail.com>
haddam, ct USA - Sunday, October 14, 2001 at 08:42 PM (CDT)

Hi, Nikki! My name is Peg Germain. My son, Alex, swims USA out of Watertown with YCST (Yankee Clippers Swim Team). He'll be 14 next month and, like you, is a pretty good swimmer. We've been to a lot of swim meets sponsored by LEHY and have observed LEHY as a team. They have a ton of spirit and an enormous amount of enthusiasm and talent. Alex is friends with Eric Jackwin.
I have a 37 year old friend in Boston who has been struggling with cancer himself since last November. His e-mails tell the same kind of story your journal entries do.
The story is one of strength, courage, and unending spirit. I know you probably don't think you are doing anything special, but being able to share your story with others, as truthfully as you've been doing, puts life in perspective for a whole lot of people. You should be very proud of yourself! What a great job you, your parents, and your sisters have done as a family!
I wish for you all things good. I pray for your continued strength (emotional as well as physical) as what you are doing is not easy. I know you are surrounded by many supportive friends and family members. I want you to know that it doesn't stop there.
Your incredible story and remarkable spirit are spreading. ~~~peg germain
Peg Germain <MAGerm219@aol.com>
Watertown, CT USA - Sunday, October 14, 2001 at 07:35 PM (CDT)

A friend of USS. Struck by your honesty and will. Sending good thoughts, strong prayers, and hope.
Peg Germain <MAGerm219@aol.com>
Watertown, CT USA - Sunday, October 14, 2001 at 07:24 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
I am a friend of your Uncle Glen's. I ask about you almost every day so he told me about your website. I prayed for you today at church, Nikki, and I am going to give your name to a prayer chain there (it's Asylum Hill Congregational in Hartford). Be strong, there's alot of people who love and care about you. My daughter, Cassidy, wants to say "Hi". She's eleven. Hi Nikki, I'm Cassidy. My Mom just showed me your website and I read all your entries. I'm really sorry what you have to go through and I hope you get better. Next sunday I'll pray for you too at church maybe God will listen even better if both of us pray(my mom and me) the same thing. Just keep going and keep trying to forget about the pain (I know it's not that easy).
Good luck,
Thea(mom) and Cassidy

Cassidy <TheaJohn@home.com>
West Hartford, CT USA - Sunday, October 14, 2001 at 01:58 PM (CDT)

Hang in there Nikki. It will get better soon. The Ress family is rooting for you.
Colin Ress <Lcolinress @aol.com>
Hebron, - Sunday, October 14, 2001 at 11:29 AM (CDT)

hey nikki,
Im sorry that you couldn't make it to the pizza party..My dad said that if you want he will bring his lap top up so you can watch the silde show again. How was your visit with my mom? I wanted to go but im sick so when i get better i will come and see you!
Love you:allie
Allie Huffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
Wethersfield , ct usa - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 04:13 PM (CDT)

HEY NIKKI,
I know that you don't really know me, but I'm your team mate from LEHY. I read all about what you are going through in your journal entries. This is an awesome website, you get sooooooo many notes! I can see how much you are loved by everyone! I just foundout about your web page last night at the LEHY pizza party. I know that you can get through this especially with all of the support from everyone. Stay strong and keep smiling! Love Norah Gentie:)
Norah Gentile <irishswimmerng@snet.net>
East Hartford , CT U.S.A. - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 03:50 PM (CDT)

Hey NiKKi! i dont know if you reember me from summer zones but i remebered you! you are a BIG influence on everyone in the swimming community and all my prays i want to send out to you.I know everyone misses you a lot. Best of luck and hang tough because you are a strong special person who will never be forgotten.
Eryn Crane <Rheccrane@aol.com>
Woodbridge, ct usa - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 03:31 PM (CDT)

Hey Hun! It was so great to come see you today. I hope you get to get out of the hospital soon. Hope you feel better. If you ever want to borrow some movies(ya know if your mom keeps lettin all of them get eaten!!) give me a call and I'll bring you some- ok! stay stong- lots of love.
Terri <terrig@snet.net>
Hebron, CT USA - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 02:26 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!!
Boy I haven't seen you in forever... we'll have to do something about that won't we? Yah, so now we have all this pressure on us to qualify for the Open just so you can come in your cool limo and watch!!! LOL Just Kidding, no pressure, no pressure. We really want you there, everyone was so excited when they found out you might be able to come. Be strong and smile!! Love,

Sarah <sarafina3@aol.com>
hebron, CT USA - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 01:41 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki
You don't now me but I found this link on the ct swim page. i hope you are feeling better and good luck!
Kaitlin Moughty <mouka8@aol.com>
Southbury, CT - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 01:19 PM (CDT)

hey Nikki! My name is Gail Bonaldi. I swim for CDEV. I don't know if you remember me, but i remember you from zones last summer. You are such a sweetie! One of the nicest people i've ever met! Hang in there, i know its tough, but you are strong. My prayers are with you and your family
Gail <Luckystars333@aol.com>
- Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 10:52 AM (CDT)

HI Nikki you don't know me but i've heard a lot about you i hope you feel better soon :-)
Liz <Gilpower3211085@aol.com>
- Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 09:35 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki! sorry that you couldn't come on Friday:( Hope to see ya soon!!!!!!!!!!!!
caitlin <ctswimmer@altavista.com>
manchester, CT usa - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 09:25 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!
You're one amazing person. We're definatly going to win states for you and make it to the Open so you can come, don't worry. I'll be thinking about you when we run. It's so awesome that you are going to get to come in a limo, you truely deserve every bit of it. I'm praying every night, and when CCD (church youth group) starts I'll have them praying for you too. I miss you!

Christine A. <Kunama>
Marlborough, - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 09:22 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
My name is Lori Caetano. I am a nurse like your mom. I am the school nurse at Willowbrook, EH. and I know your mom. Actually, my mom, who is also a nurse, is sub'ing for your mom at Norris 3x a week. Tell your mom hi from all of her fellow nurses in EH and we miss her and are thinking about all of you. Tonight at LEHY practice and pizza party your last name was "attached" to your first name. Up until this point it has been just NIKKI. I didn't make any connections to Nikki at LEHY and Gail's daughter. I heard you had a web site but didn't know the site address until tonight. My daughter Jenna, who is 7, and is one of my 3 children who swim at LEHY, Kept saying all week, "don't forget it's pay for practice for NIKKI on Friday". She has been talking about you all week. She now feels connected that I told her, her grandma is working for your mom while she is home with you. My family is thinking about you and your family. We will keep you in our prayers. Thank you for sharing your experiences with us through this page. Your words are strength and wisdom for others as I hope you can receive strentgh, courage, power and love from others words. When you are weak, God is strong. Mrs. Caetano
Lori Caetano <LBC288@aol.com>
East Hartford, CT USA - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 09:03 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki,
My friend Ali told me about you and I decided to sign your guestbook. I really hope you feel better.
J.C. Arascunaga
Oxford, CT USA - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 08:23 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki. i heard what happoned and i'm sorry. i hope u feel better and i know things will get better for you.
Al Smith
- Friday, October 12, 2001 at 08:16 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki! I was the 4,000 person to check and see how your were doing!! That is like all of my home town!! I hope you feel alot better. I have been pryaing for you everyday since i knew what happened and my talks with "the man upstairs" have been getting longer and longer and all i can talk about is you getting better. When i start swimming come check out the top 16 in the 13-14 backstrokes because every time i race in backstroke its a race for you.
Ali Tichy
Oxford, CT - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 07:50 PM (CDT)

hi I am brittany's older sister I am not on the team but I have heard a lot about you.I think you are a very brave person and I have a lot of resepct for you.I hope my sister can fulfill one of her dreams and meet you.I wish you luck.
~krista
krista kingsbury <myblueyes112@aol.com>
east hartford, ct u.s.a. - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 07:40 PM (CDT)

krista kingsbury <myblueyes112@aol.com>
east hartford, ct u.s.a. - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 07:27 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, I've never meet you, but i've seen your team, and how close you all are. My team had to deal with cancer A year ago. Stay strong and remember that even though you want to be home, sometimes its safer for you to be in the hospital!! Good luck, and i hope i see you at the pool again, even if your not in the pool, it would be great for everyone to see you healthy and happy again!!!!!
Emily Ferrier <hydr0fast@aol.com>
- Friday, October 12, 2001 at 07:10 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki:

I just heard that you had to go back to the hospital and that you couldn't go to the Pizza Party. When all is better, we will have a pizza party just for you we promise!! Everything WILL get better, because there is so much love and caring all around you. We're pulling for you, and know that you have the strength to get through this.
Wendy Jackwin <mjackwin@snet.net>
East Hartford, CT USA - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 03:19 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, you may or may not have heard of me, im alison m. from RAC, adn just went to wilton wahoo's. I hope everything goes well, and best prayers for you.
Alison M <Swimbug@aol.com>
CT United States - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 02:49 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, You May or may not Know Me, My name is Mike Irish, I coached for EDST and remember you well. I will pray for your return to good health and to swimming. I read your letter and Hope you feel better, Keep smileing and have faith in your friends and family.
Michael Irish <irish_m@bellsouth.net>
Brunswick, Ga USA - Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 11:51 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki!
I know you probably don't know who I am, maybe we have crossed paths at swim meets in the past, but other than that, you probably don't really know me! I just wanted to tell you that you really can be seen as a role model for not just the swimming community, but for everyone. I understand what you are going through bacause my family has also dealt with cancer, so I know you know this but, You Are Not Alone!! It may not mean much from a stranger, but you must push throught it and You Can Do It!! Remember that!! You will be in all of our prayers, and god bless you!!
Kyle Cutter <Cccyle@aol.com>
Stamford, CT USA - Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 09:00 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!! I'm not sure if u remember me, but I just wanted to say I know you'll get over this and that I'll keep u in my prayars!! Feel Better-- hope to see you soon! Love,
Morgan Bullock <Lilmermaid711@aol.com>
Stamford, CT USA - Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 08:39 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki~
How are you doing today? I'm glad you are getting a break from the chemo for a little. I cannot believe all that you must go through, it is truly amazing. I hope we all get to see you soon, and I know that you're birthday is coming up! All of you guys are getting so old; we're all getting so old. I will be sure to wish you a happy bday.
Ok, keep yourself rested, I will try to see you soon...
Ashley P <Ploskyh20@aol.com>
- Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 08:36 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!!!! Every time I check your site there are millions of messages more than last time:) I really really really hope you come to the pizza party tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!! Your always the happiest person there!!!!(yea I know I can't spell anything) Everyone can't wait to see you! We miss you.
luv ya lots!!!!
(how do you read all of these???)
caitlin <ctswimmer@altavista.com>
manchester, CT USA - Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 07:24 PM (CDT)

HI Nikki,
I don't know if you know me, my name is Julia Dunne. I am 17 and I swim for CAT. Although I don't know you I do know who you are and I know that you are an awesome swimmer! I just wanted to tell you that you are an amazingly strong person and I know you are gonna get better really fast!! Keep smiling and know that we are all thinking about you.
love,
Julia
Julia Dunne <butterfly579@hotmail.com>
Woodbridge, CT USA - Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 06:31 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
I just read about your results and I am so sorry. You can beat this though... You are in the thoughts and prayers of me, my family, and my friends. You are so brave. Stay strong and stay positive. Oh, and I don't want to sound like a huge dork but I just want to let you know that you are such an inspiration, you are a role-model to a lot of people. Good luck with everything!
Rachel Delaney <rmdelaney@home.com>
Windsor, CT - Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 05:27 PM (CDT)

Hi, Nikki, I read what your Aunt Diane wrote. I work with her and we often talk about how well you are enduring all of this, probably much better than any of us could. You remain on our prayer chain at church, and I update the group every week. You are often in my thoughts and I check in to your website once or twice a week. Hugs to you and your family.

Nancy Smith <Nancy.e.smith@saint-gobain.com>
Valley Forge, PA USA - Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 03:15 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki - I hope your pain has subsided and you are feeling better. The weather today is so nice I hope you've had a chance to get outside. I have golf lessons this afternoon with my TR kids, it makes it so much easier to get them outside. Anyway, I hope you can make it to the pizza party on Friday. Mr. Huffman is going to show the slide show again. I got to go to work now, as always love you and thinking of you. Mrs. Huffman

Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 12:15 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki-
Well, I am at school right now, and I was just checking in to see how you were doing today. I am tired. I did not sleep very well last night, but oh well what you going to do. I read the article in the Journal Inquirer. It was really good, and just let it be known that I am jealous that you get to go to states in a limo. Other than that things are the same old, same old. I think about you all the time. I will talk to you later. Keep smiling.
Love Always- Kaeley

- Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 11:57 AM (CDT)

Nikki, this note is actually to the other signers of the guestbook.

I spent this weekend with Nikki at the hospital and I want you all to know that Nikki never once complained, or protested at the 5 days of chemo she was receiving. It made her sicker than any of us could even imagine, yet Nikki endured it without a word. Also, Nikki has so much pain to deal with, in addition to the sickness from the chemo. Please say an extra prayer for Nikki today, visit her if you can, send a meal. Be aware that you are dealing with one very special human being. (And Nikki's family is doing a great job too.)

(I love you Nikki!)
Aunt Diane
- Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 10:05 AM (CDT)

Nikki: Hope you are having a good day today. We are looking forward to seeing you at the pizza party Friday. I think I can safely say you are going to be overrun with well wishers!! Beware!! Tell Natalie Brenna got her learner's permit the other day and I took her for a first practice in Bacon's parking lot. Kellen kept asking to get out of the car!! Casey can't wait for her to be able to drive on her own, so she can driven to school, instead of taking the "Loser Cruiser." My thoughts are with you daily, Lots of love, Mrs. Blake
Michele Blake <mblake@cshore.com>
Colchester, - Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 09:15 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, I'm glad you finally felt well enough to write in your journal. I check it everyday hoping to get news from you. I know you have been to hell and back again this past week and I am so sorry you have been so sick. It doesn't seem fair! I hope your pain gets better in your leg and you have a good week 2 weeks before you go back to the hospital again. We would love to see you if you can have company. Ali asks for you all the time and tonight wanted to take her allowence and go shopping to buy you a birthday gift. Keep fighting! There will be a rainbow after all this rain. Love, Aunt Marsha

- Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 11:18 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!
Still missing you in band class! Your so lucky you missed band day, it rained so hard that my tights under my pants filled with water! (That's what I get for trying to stay extra warm!!!) I was not a happy camper! Hang in there girl, were all pulling for you! Really, not having you around is really a put down, so you MUST fight back and get well soon. You are a remarkable remarkable girl! I love you so much! Missing you!
Amberlee <CheeringCheetahs@aol.com>
Hebron, CT 06248 - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 09:01 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki: My name is Kristen Frost. You may have seen me around at swim meets. I dont fomally know you but I heard about you. Although we have never met, if you ever need anything I would be glad to help. My dad had cancer and I can understand what your going through with chemo. If you ever want to talk I am here for you. Your doing great! Hang in there! Ill be praying! Love, Kristen Frost
Kristen Frost <swmprincess14@aol.com>
Madison, Ct USA - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 08:55 PM (CDT)

nikki- i have just gotten this adress to your web page. i am so sorry i have not written any sooner. i, and everyone else, miss you at school and wish you the best through this hard time. But keep your head up and remember i am praying for you always.
Heidi B. <slmshdyisgod@hotmail.com>
Amston, CT USA - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 08:03 PM (CDT)

Heyy Nilli! about time you updated your website.. jeeez whats up with that?? lol jk. ive been missing you sooo much, but no worries-im gonna see you sometime i promise! we are working on your limo-and we are definitely winning states for you! open-thats a stretch, but we can always try! well, ive been running for you lately.. keep strong, especially in your thoughts :) i love you!!
Kate Hanley <Iris5385@aol.com>
hebron, - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 08:00 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
I hope you feel better soon. You are one tough cookie! My prayers are with you and hope to see you soon.
Kristy <klpaq@mail.lycos.com>
E. Hampton, CT 06424 - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 06:55 PM (CDT)

Hello I am a fellow LEHY swimmer. My name is Brittany Kingsbury. I am nine years old. I want you to know that I will be swimming for you next week. I have been swimming for three years now. This past March I went to Brown University for the eight and under championships. My mom and I think you are pretty. I wish you well and hope you feel better soon. I hope to meet you soon. Our thoughts are with you. Fellow swimmer, Brittany Kingsbury
Brittany Kingsbury <Swimmr92>
East Hartford, CT USA - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 05:34 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki G!! I just finished dinner and we were making fun of my sister so she said to me "Terri, I have two words for you- you're dead" and i told her technically- thats three 'cause of the contraction. and then she says fine- two more words "SHUT UP" and all i could think of was "Hey- SHUT UP is a compound word!!!!" so yeah i think that mite have been funnier inside my head but since we made such a big deal out of that for like 2 yrs i thought it was pretty funny. I miss you bunches and bunches and i really really hope to see you soon. I tried calling last nite but it was busy and then i had to go out until late so i'm sorry i didn't get ahold of you :( well i'll talk to you soon- hope you're feeling better. we're all thinking about you and praying for you!! lots of love lylatsf
Terri G
Terri <terrig@snet.net >
cowtown, ct USA - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 04:54 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki! I have never met you but I want you to know that my family and I will pray for you through this difficult time that your going through. Stay strong!
Allison W. <Cyberswimmer101>
Shelton, CT USA - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 02:39 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki
How are things going? I am glad you wrote again so I could see how things were going. Rob, Zachary and I would like to come and visit you sometime. When you are feeling better please let us know so we can stop by. Zachary has grown so much since you last saw him. Well hope to hear from you soon.
Love
Marci
Marci Marciniec <marcim@klingberg.com>
Haddam, Ct USA - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 11:27 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki
Its really early im getting ready for school but i just wanted to check in on how you were doing. Im so glad you wrote again but i know how hard its been.
love you!~*!*Allie
Allie Huffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
Wethersfield, ct usa - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 06:28 AM (CDT)

Hola chica!
How are you doing? I just got home from PowderPuff football practice--that's right, I'm playing football at the spirit rally. Everyone better watch out, cause I'm so huge!! haha, the coaches were actually trying to gently tell me not to be a linebacker hehe! I will have to show you pictures in my football get-up.
I'm still praying for you, actually wrote you a poem in my creative writing class, but I'm still revising it. When I finish it, I will email it to you. Keep on fightin! love you babe!
Ashley P <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Monday, October 08, 2001 at 04:38 PM (CDT)

helloooooooooooooooooooooo nikki it elissa your favorite cousin. i felt like checken the web page out, and since i am soooo cool i decided to write in it, don't you love me?
well i love you,
elissa
elissa <eli673@yahoo.com>
Wynnewood, pa America - Monday, October 08, 2001 at 04:35 PM (CDT)

Nikki, I just wrote the letter for you to JK Rowling (author of Harry Potter, for those who don't know). Now I just need an address. If any of you out there are has the know-how, please do a search on the internet and find her address. Send it to me via email and I will send the letter post-haste. Thanks!!!!
Diane Hanak <diane.hanak@saint-gobain.com>
- Monday, October 08, 2001 at 10:19 AM (CDT)

Hey! I'm so glad I got to see you yesterday! I'm happy you were awake too! At least now I know exactly WHO I am going to dress up as for Halloween...as long as I wear that wig! Hahaha! Don't you worry..more pottery projects are on the way! I will talk to you soon - love you!
Greg <GLP86@aol.com>
- Monday, October 08, 2001 at 07:45 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki-
Greg and I had a great visit with you today. It was so nice to see your smile. It still lights up the room. And I guess that we need to listen to you more now that you were right about the sun coming in from the other window. Can you believe it, I am not always right!!!! Who knew. Anyway, I am excited that you may be able to come to the pizza party. Remember it is a "MASK"erade party. Well, it is time for me to go to bed. Thanks for making today a good day!!!!! I love you and I am always thinking about you!!! Bye Love-Kaeley
Kaeley
- Sunday, October 07, 2001 at 09:18 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki......This is Joan, the secretary at the school where your mom works. I have been thinking about you everyday, your mom too. You sure have been going through a lot, but it sounds like your a strong person and your going to get through this. You seem to have a great attitude and that means a whole lot. Tell your mom I said "hello" and we sure miss her at school. I'll remember you both in my prayers....stay strong and keep the faith.
Joan <jsjs618@aol.com>
East Hartford, CT. , CT - Sunday, October 07, 2001 at 08:16 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki- like my brother, I'm a little slow.......I always seem to be the last to find out about stuff. I really hope that I will be able to see you soon. As you know I go to a Catholic school, so me and all of my friends constantly have you in their prayers. School is crazy and our teachers make it their personal mission to make our lives miserable. I glad that I found out about this page and I will keep in touch. Love
Ari <(my families) vnardone@snet.net>
south windsor, - Sunday, October 07, 2001 at 08:12 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki,
I just found out about this website and I wanted to let you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and I hope you're doing better. I would like to visit you sometime. Stay strong like you have been. I'll keep better in touch now knowing that this is here.
Vincent Nardone <vnardone@snet.net>
- Sunday, October 07, 2001 at 07:58 PM (CDT)

Hey there babe! I tried to call you today, but you were asleep. I hope you feel better soon, because i have tortollini with pesto and pizza bread waiting for you!!
Sarah <Sarafina3@aol.com>
hebron, ct usa - Sunday, October 07, 2001 at 07:30 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
I am going to come see you very soon. I will call you soon also. Sorry I haven't talked to you in a while. But best of luck. You are strong, and will make it through this!
Luv ya
Meg
Megan Beaulieu-Jones <sport10187@yahoo.com>
Vernon, - Sunday, October 07, 2001 at 05:26 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki~ I love ya!! I think me and Sarah are going to come visit you soon, probably when you get home, but we need to go on another TARGET trip first! I will talk to you, and see you soon. Keep your head up and keep smiling : ) Love ya~
Allie <oopa33@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT - Sunday, October 07, 2001 at 02:50 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!
Hope you're feeling ok today and your leg isn't bothering you as much as before. I've been thinking of you and I hope to see you soon!
Jess <funkyj530@aol.com>
- Sunday, October 07, 2001 at 11:00 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki
Whats up? How r u feeling? Im sorry you wernt up today to see us but it is probably better is you sleep! I love you
ps~Jackie says hi! Love ya
Allie
Allie HUffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
Wethersfield, ct usa - Saturday, October 06, 2001 at 07:58 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki:
Just a note to you and your family from all of us that we are thinking and praying for you. Hopefully, your leg is not hurting like it was. Keep the faith and hopefully, you will soon be painfree and up and about.

All our best wishes,
Don, Chris, Rachel and Mary Delaney

- Saturday, October 06, 2001 at 09:31 AM (CDT)

Nikki believe it or not this is my first e-mail. I' so glad it's to you. You are the bravest girl I know. Marilyn and I send our love and prayers. Say hi to the family. Hang in there kid. Medicine is so miraculous these days. There is so much in this world we can't see, but if we believe we attain.
Dan Brielmann <dcbrielmann@boston.cbs.com>
Brockton, Ma. USA - Friday, October 05, 2001 at 03:52 PM (CDT)

OK..FIRST of all, I do NOT look like a cheetah-head! I like my hair! ;) As long as we got that straightened out..Wouldn't want Ashley to fill your head with all this incorrect information! Only 20 days until your birthdayyyyy! I am very excited, hehe. I miss you..I was thinking about you today while I was swimming. You will be so much stronger when you get through this - I'm sure you've heard that 1,000,000 times, but it is very true. I love you! Talk to you soon -
Greg <GLP86@aol.com>
- Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 08:33 PM (CDT)

Hey nikki
Whats up? Have you been seing your tutor lately? school is going good for me we just got our progress reports and i did pretty well! I thin i am coming to see you soon i really hope so! I want you to know I love you and i pray for u every day and night.....Love you
~*ALLIE*~
Allie Huffman <Alicat7@snet.net>
wethersfield, ct usa - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 06:22 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
Your in my thoughts and on my mind. I need to ask you something, so next time you get this, please try to call me if you feel up to it. I LOVE YOU!!!
Megan
meg <sport10187@yahoo.com>
Vernon, - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 06:20 PM (CDT)

Nikki-
Hello dearie! Hopefully i will be able to see you soon, i miss you so much! School is going good, beside the fact that i get detentions all the time for being late to my math class. but anyways, i just wanted to say that i love you and i hope you feel better soon. if you need to be cheered up, you know where i usually am! i will talk to you later, and see you soon! bye!
Casey B. <Caseyab69@hotmail.com>
Colchester, - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 02:20 PM (CDT)

Nikki, just wanted to say that I love you! We are all in prayer for you and your family. Amy can't wait to see you, she'll be coming to visit for Uncle Jack's birthday. I wish that I could be there. HUGS!
Mandy Groce <mandyvasquez@hotmail.com>
Gainesville, FL US - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 08:06 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki,
I just wanted to let you know that your in my thoughts and that im praying for you. Stay Strong!
LOve, JAckie
Jackie Dolan <quigs2001@aol.com>
wethersfield, ct usa - Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 07:33 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki,
I know that you arent feeling great, with the chemo in such, but remember, we all love you!!! When you get home, I think a few of us are going to come visit if you are up to it, but before then, Allie and I have to make another Target Expedition... who knows what you may get this time.... Anyways, Good Luck with this admission, Ill be thinking of you and praying for you,
Sarah <Sarafina3@aol.com>
Rome, Italy - Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 06:43 PM (CDT)

Hola amiga,
Como estas? so whats up? my mommy went to see you today, but i wanted to go, but i was in good ol school. what fun. so neways i tried to tyedie a shirt but i didn't come out, how sad... oh well. i love you soooooooo much, ill come visit you soon. im praying for you...
Kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, ct usa - Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 06:42 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
Bruce and Barbara told me that they went to a small party that Aunt Diana gave for Uncle Tommy. He was 50 yrs old. Can you imagine anyone being that old?
I hope to finish my "chemo" next month.
I derive great strength from your reports.
Yes you are in my daily prayers.
I pray that you will make a remarkable recovery.
Some day when you are in Phila, I would like to meet you.
I have a nephew that lives in Simsburry. Is that far from you?

Abe Schnall <Franc5026@aol.com>
Phila, Pa USA - Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 02:26 PM (CDT)

NIKKI!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!! my mom and I are always praying for u and your family...for ever and ever!!!! One of these days, if your up to it, Ill come visit you! i Miss you so much! and again, I love u and my prayers are with you....every second of everday ALWAYS!!!!!
love ya
~Sarah~
Sarah <sarahdopp1787@aol.com>
e. htfd, - Tuesday, October 02, 2001 at 09:55 PM (CDT)

hey nikki! I finally got a hold of this site's address! It is so cool!It looks like alot of work to keep up a website (but then again, i'm not to swift with computers)I have been thinking of you and i'm praying. I'll talk to you soon:)love heather
ps caroline says hi!
Heather S. <starbrite525@aol.com>
NORBEH :), TC ASU :) - Tuesday, October 02, 2001 at 05:57 PM (CDT)

Nikki
I just want you to know that you are in my heart and in my prayers I pray for you every night...I love you
ALLIE
Allie <alicat7@snet.net>
wethersfield, ct usa - Tuesday, October 02, 2001 at 05:48 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki:

You'll get through this, you are strong, and are loved by many! We think of you often and our hearts are with you. Everything will work out - we'll pray and think good thoughts!

Wendy Jackwin <mjackwin@snet.net>
East Hartford, ct usa - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 07:48 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki~
I heard the news...don't worry you're going to make it through this and all of us are on your side helping you through everything. I will have to get some of us to come out and visit you soon.
But anyways...you missed Greg lately, he got his hair highlighted again like he had this summer. This time he looks like a cheetah head!! hahaha!! You gotta see it sometime soon, I sing the tune of the Batman song and then instead say "Leopard-print Man!" whenever I'm around him! It's really funny for me (but Greg doesn't seem to think so...hehe). He still looks like a cutie, but I just like to tease him :)
I hope to see you soon hun keep your spirits high :)

Ashley P <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Monday, October 01, 2001 at 07:24 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki (cheltie) lol!
How are you feeling? I want you to know you're in our prays and we all love you very much!Tell your mom Happy birthday!
Love ya,
Chelsea

<swimming105,swimchick44>
Manchester, Ct US - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 06:43 PM (CDT)

hey nikki!
Whats up??? I think i am coming to see you soon, i really hope i am i havent seen you in a while! well call me or something ok!! I Love you,
allie
allie huffman <alicat7@snet.net>
wethersfield, ct usa - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 06:18 PM (CDT)

Hey Nilli,
I still think that the ink blot looked like bells, its just too bad that you and Meg have no imagination!!! Just kidding. Sedusa is the best... I took her and im never giving her back!!!!! Keep smiling, and tell me if you want visitors!!! Love you!
Sarah <sarafina3@aol.com>
Bejing, China - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 05:34 PM (CDT)

I am so glad that your friend brought over the turkey dinner with all the trimmings. That was SO nice of them. And I'm glad that your mom had a nice 39th birthday.
Tom, Aaron, Elissa, Lauren and I are all praying for you today and pray for good news. We love you!!!!!
Aunt Diane
- Monday, October 01, 2001 at 10:40 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,

I hope your leg pain is less and under control. I won't be emailing for a while. I am going to Montreal to see Mike and Ilona. I was let go at my job unexpectedly and tonight is my last shift. I will be in touch and call to see how you are doing. I will be in CT for the wedding on the 20th.
Stay strong, I know everything will eventually be okay and wish we could "fast forward" on the unpleasant stuff.
Much love, Aunt Sherry
Aunt Sherry
- Monday, October 01, 2001 at 03:25 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki,
I'm so impressed that you are in good spirits with all that is going on. I hope you know that you are such a strong person .... which is why you will get through this! My thoughts and prayers are with you and my family's as well. We all wish you the best!! ~Luv Ya~
Kate Lally <kaffiene11@aol.com>
UConn, CT USA - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 07:11 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki-
You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Wayne and I went to a wedding yesterday, and we talked about you. He says Hello, and wants you to know that he is thinking about you too. Keep your chin up, and keep a smile on your face. We are all here for you!!!!!!!!!
Love you- Kaeley
Kaeley
- Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 07:01 PM (CDT)

You're in my thoughts and prayers. I thought about you all day when we were in Boston for the Jimmy Fund Walk. Hopefully you'll get some of that good research and you'll be cured before we know it. You're the strongest person I know!

Christine
Sydney, Australia - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 06:22 PM (CDT)

hey nikki
whats up? im sorry to hear that your leg hurt but im gld your feeling good! Tell your mom that i said HAPPY BIRTHDAY!I hope to see you soon love you:
Allie
allie huffman <alicat7@snet.net>
wethersfield, ct usa - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 04:42 PM (CDT)

Nikki
You are the best! I love you and am praying for you. I hope it will be okay. Feel better soon.
Kristy <klpaq@mail.lycos.com>
E. Hampton, CT 06424 - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 02:24 PM (CDT)

hey nikki!!
don't worry, we're all still praying for you!!!! I love you- and don't you forget it!
Megan <coolada2@aol.com>
- Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 02:14 PM (CDT)

hopefully your results will be perfect so you can get to the next step. don't worry were still praying.
caitlin
- Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 02:01 PM (CDT)

hey nikki
how are you? i hope ur feeling pretty good. So, you don't find out the results until monday, i am praying for you. keep you head high, and I'll talk 2 u later.
luv,
kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, ct 06066 - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 08:20 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, I checked your website today after lunch and nothing new was on it. I just got home from babysitting for Zachary, it's almost one am, and I just checked again and saw that you wrote today. We spent the day helping my brother move into his new house. We are all hoping and praying for good results from your biopsy report on Monday. Tomorrow we have church and I'm teaching Sunday school. Then I have to work at the restaurant after that. We will call you Monday night to see how you are doing. We all send our love and prayers. Aunt Marsha and gang

- Saturday, September 29, 2001 at 11:51 PM (CDT)

Nikki:
You're in our thoughts and prayers - think positive - we 're thinking of you!
Mrs. Jackwin
Wendy Jackwin <mjackwin@snet.net>
East Hartford, CT USA - Saturday, September 29, 2001 at 07:22 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki, as always, I'm thinking of you. Hope your weekend is restful and you don't have too much homework to do. Think positive thoughts about good news on Monday. We will talk to you real soon. Love, Mrs. Huffman
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Saturday, September 29, 2001 at 04:45 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
Let us know how the biopsy went. Your on my mind all the time. Don't give up!
The Beaulieu-Jones'
megan bj <sport10187@yahoo.com>
Vernon, CT - Saturday, September 29, 2001 at 03:43 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki! Hope you're feeling ok today. Keep up that positive attitude- you're in my thoughts and prayers. See you soon!!
Jess <funkyj530@aol.com>
Hebron, CT - Saturday, September 29, 2001 at 10:43 AM (CDT)

hey nikki!~
ive been thinking of you a lot lately-i hope that you get better soon and that everything works out! me and everyone else at school miss you so much! :-) see you later hun!
~!*DIANE D.*!~ <shortstuff370@aol.com>
Amston, Ct - Saturday, September 29, 2001 at 07:35 AM (CDT)

hey nikki,
Whats up? I hope you are feeling good. We will have o get together soon! we love you
the huffmans
the huffmans <alicat7@snet.net>
weth, ct usa - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 08:07 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
I hope that you are feeling better and I am thinking about you!!
Betsy Bullis <bets51@aol.com>
Hebron, CT US - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 06:38 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki--
I hope you're doing ok...let us know what happened with the biopsy. You are especially in my prayers lately, but I know you're going to be fine. Keep with the hard work, it's almost over. I love you babe! Get healthy!
Ashley P <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 09:39 PM (CDT)

Hey nikki, its ali tichy from swimming! i have been praying for u so long since ive heard, my knees have ben rubbed raw and theyve just about locked me from goin to church. but u have been so strong. keep it up girl.
Ali Tichy <AliFlip@yahoo.com>
good old Oxford, CT - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 08:22 PM (CDT)

nikki!!!!
its been forever since ive talked too/seen you and i feel horrrrible about not gettin in contact with you sooner. know that ive been thinkin about u alot lately....way back to the fps days. our penny and paperclip tower was the best! i applaud you for being so strong through everything, and if you ever feel like talkin my # is 228-4011....maybe i shouldnt put that on the internet.....aw well its worth it : ) i just want you to know that ive been praying for you, and thinking about you alot. i really hope everything works out for ya, and im glad your making the right decisions! everyone back at school misses you and sends their love! i g2g, but now that i have the website ill keep checkin back! keep on smiling, hope to see you soon! lots of love & admiration ~kat~

kat palmer <hazeleyes579@aol.com>
hebron, ct usa - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 07:31 PM (CDT)

Hey nikki! I (and everyone else of course) are praying for ya! Science class is not the same without you, and Mrs. Cahill is about the same level of classswork as mr, Shmidt was last year, which was easy, of course. I think Meg wants to change our mascot to the Peacock, which is a little strange but pretty cool. She'll tell you all about it. I hope the wall on your hospital room is painted in some cool mosiac or at least a nice bright color. I'm actually going to be in Boston this weekend for the Jimmy Fund walk for Dana Farber, and I was going to stop in and visit but you wern't going to be there then. I'll be thinking of you though.
Christine
Toronto, Canada - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 09:47 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, This is Karen, Alison's mom. I've been thinking so much about you in these past few months. You are a very courageous and inspirational person!! I know you will be able to face anything that comes your way. So sorry to hear about your broken leg. I hope the pain gets better every day. I will keep you in my thoughts and try to write again soon. Stay strong - you have lots of people rooting for you!
Karen Krustapentus <karenkfnp2@aol.com>
Enfield, CT - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 09:38 PM (CDT)

I hope everything goes well in Boston and we're all prayin for ya and hoping for the best things for you. I'm definatly missing you so as soon as you're back and up to it I'd like to come visit(with FUDGE!) Love you lots and lots (lylatsf- the new f is for forever!!)
Terri <terrig@snet.net>
Cow town, USA - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 08:50 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!
what's up girl? I just got the news and i'm so sorry. Hang in there you are way too strong of a person to let this get the best of you. I miss you so much. I HAVE to come visit you sometime. Well I hope everything goes okay and I'll try to call you to catch up on things. Stay strong and don't give up!
Allie Krustapentus <AllieKat567@aol.com>
Enfield, CT USA - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 06:14 PM (CDT)

Nikki, hey u, whats happening. I know that u r in Boston right now, and i hope everything is goin well. i just had a meet, im so tired.. well enough about me, ill ttyl. bye
kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, ct us - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 05:16 PM (CDT)

hi Nikki, Uncle Glenn has wanted to call and talk to your mom for the past 2 nights but has been getting home too late. We were happy to get an update on you trip to Boston yesterday here on your webpage. I thought the biopsy was yesterday, I didn't realize it was the MRI. So good luck tomorrow on the biopsy. I'll watch your website for the lastest update when you are up to writting again. Have mom call Glenn when she has a moment. We think of you all the time. Love, Aunt Marsha

- Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 09:54 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,

Just dropping in to say hello and I am thinking of you. I am so sorry about your broken leg and the added worry about the vertebra. I talked to Mom tonight and got an update.
Sending lots of love your way, Aunt Sherry

Aunt Sherry <Shertodance@yahoo.com>
Newport , vt USA! - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 12:42 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, We were just shocked to hear that you broke your leg at the hospital! Just what you didn't need was more pain. I heard you went to Boston today for a biopsy and I hope you have good results. Please keep us updated. Marci turned 26 over the weekend. We had a small get together to celebrate here. I worked the rest of the weekend at the restaurant. Uncle Glenn's car broke down tonight on his way home from work so he had to have it towed. Shanna is still moaning about transfering from her college in N.Y. to someplace here in Ct. Since Sept. 11 she has lost all love for the city. Well Mandy needs to do some school work on the computer so I'll say goodnight and send you all our love. Aunt Marsha

- Monday, September 24, 2001 at 09:15 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!
I'm so sorry to hear about you leg and you back, but it is just one more thing you have to overcome. You can do it, I know you can. Your my number one girl in band and i need you back!I can't wait to see you again! Keep your spirits up! I'll be thinking about you!
Love you!
Amberlee <CheeringCheetahs@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct USA - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 09:12 PM (CDT)

Hello Nikki! I'm the other "mermaid" at the aquatic therapy pool. We were sorry to hear about your recent setback but we want you to know that we are all pulling for you. We know you are a true athlete and that your competitive spirit will prevail during this struggle. Just remember Lance Armstrong and his incredible back to back championships in the Tour de France. We are all praying for you too so hang in there and thanks so much for the updates!
Mrs. Archambault <lynnarch1@aol.com>
Hebron, CT USA - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 03:52 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki! It's Becca from Lehy and I'm just writing to say I hope you feel better and I miss you. I'm swimming high school right now so i Haven't seen anyone in forever! :o)gotta run love ya hope to see real soon xoxo
Bec <swiftfly11@aol.com>
- Monday, September 24, 2001 at 02:59 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki~
We have mandatory study hall right now... Allie beat the system to get on the computer so we are writing in here... Hi from Heather, Christine, Meg D,Michele, ALlie, Diane, Sarah, Kate and Heather G,Wendy, Olivia, Caroline. Meg says the girafrica is from chafrica. I think that is our website, I dont have it memorized (Sarah)

XC team <we dont have one....but check out or site at www.homestead.juno.com/cowtownlogans/gxc.htm>
Auckland, New Zealand - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 01:36 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
So sorry to hear about your broken leg but I'm happy to see that your spirit isn't broken. You are a very strong determined girl with the will to beat this. Dan and I think of you often and you are in my prayers everyday. I will be praying that your biopsy is okay. Love Aunt Mera & Uncle Dan in Mass

- Monday, September 24, 2001 at 09:35 AM (CDT)

Nikki
Hang in there Nikki. I know it is tuff but you are strong and you WILL get through this. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.
Love and prayers,
Betty Tuttle & Family

Betty Tuttle <Bettut@aol.com>
Enfield, Ct - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 07:38 AM (CDT)

Nikki,

Stay strong... KEEP YOUR HEAD UP! You know you can beat this. You are so brave and so strong. I truly admire you. I pray for you everyday...

Rachel
Rachel Delaney <rmdelaney@home.com>
- Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 08:09 PM (CDT)

Nikki~ Hey hun, keep your head up, and smile! Im thinking about you! And I am deffinatly comming to visit you again soon, maybe there will be somemore crazy parades at the hospital, and a toilet with wheels! Keep Smiling sweetie!
Allie <oopa33@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 05:33 PM (CDT)

Nikki, All I can say is stay strong sweetie!! We are all pulling for you. This is just a speed bump. Keep smiling,

Sarah <sarafina3@aol.com>
hebron, ct - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 12:34 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
Best of Luck! Just continue being strong! I miss you and Love you. Its so sad to hear about you breaking you leg. You must be in so much pain. Email me or Call me.
I LOVE YOU!!!
Meg
Megan Beaulieu-Jones <sport10187@yahoo.com>
vernon, - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 11:44 AM (CDT)

Nikki...you probably don't really know me but I have been reading all your journal entries and rooting on your progress. I want you to know that we are all praying for you and thinking of you. You are on our prayer list at church. Even throughout all these incredibly difficult setbacks, just know that people are there for you. Just from reading your words, I know how very strong you are. Keep your head up.
Kirsten A. <sparkler149@aol.com>
Hebron, CT USA - Saturday, September 22, 2001 at 10:28 PM (CDT)

Hey hun,
It was really good to see you yesterday! I was so surprised. That cast is really cool...even though I know you don't want it. Keep looking out for the hot doctors...there has to be some out there! Soon you'll be able to be in the hot tub again and come and see Greg and I be crazy..hehe! I miss ya babe, get better soon!!

Ashley <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Saturday, September 22, 2001 at 03:18 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
You made the right decision. Don't worry. We're all here for you. If you need anything, don't hesitate to call.
I love you!
Meggy
Megan <sport10187@yahoo.com>
Vernon, - Saturday, September 22, 2001 at 03:01 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
Am keeping up with your progress. I pray that all goes well.
I guess by now that you have the test results back. Yes the testing does take all day and is a pain.
I don't see Aunt Diane and Uncle Tommy too often, but we are in touch with the Hanacks and of course Bruce and Barbara.
I will pray that all goes well with you.

Abe Schnall <franc50262aol.com>
Phila, Pa USA - Saturday, September 22, 2001 at 08:01 AM (CDT)

Hi nikki, i was just hoping that everything goes good in boston. im thinking about you, now i need to get on with my homework, what fun. give me a call or email me when you are up to it. i luv you always <3(its a heart)
kaitlin <kchic57>
vernon, ct usa - Thursday, September 20, 2001 at 07:22 PM (CDT)

hey nikki, whats going on up in the hood of conneticut? Its kinda bad day, my soccer game got canceled, good thing i suck at soccer. Anyways, how you feeling? I hope all that testing stuff works out, becuase if it doesn't...im gonna get bin ladin. Anyways, on a better note i have something for everyone here to do. everyone write in there next guestbook entry, even you nikki, esp you, everyone right AARON REALLY NEEDS THE GAME EVERQUEST TOM. yes it sounds very random, but just do it, and you will be rewarded in some way. anyways, i gotta go do some h-work, so ill talk to you later, hope you feel good, later
Aaron <joker2935@yahoo.com>
philly, pa usa - Thursday, September 20, 2001 at 07:02 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki
I HOPE all of your test results are perfect, and that your trip to Boston today is uneventful. I love you!!!!
Aunt Diane
- Thursday, September 20, 2001 at 10:32 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki~*~
I didn't have time to call you today and i was wondering how u are feeling. I hope everything went okay in Boston. Um.. oh ya on Sunday we all want to see you! Keep being strong andi love you.
Kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernonc, ct usa - Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 07:40 PM (CDT)

hi nikki
i think you are the bravest person I know!! stay strong, and know that I am ALWAYS thinking about you, no matter where I am :). I love you always...
Megs <coolada2@aol.com>
- Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 06:36 PM (CDT)

Nikki... I don't think you know who I am because I joined LEHY while you were out. But anyways, I just wanted you to know that I think you are so brave and that my thoughts and prayers are with you everyday!

Love always, Rachel

Rachel Delaney <rmdelaney@home.com>
Windsor, CT - Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 02:58 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,

I am at work at 1:15 in the morning and read your last journal update. I think about you every day! I want to wish you good luck tomorrow and hope the day goes by quickly. I know you have made your decision, but being a female, you can change it even last minute. Whatever you choose, we will all support you and wish for a fast recovery--YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!Aunt Sherry
Aunt Sherry <Shertodance@yahoo.com>
newport , vt USA! - Monday, September 17, 2001 at 12:26 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, I'm sorry I missed the pizza supper with Mema, Don, Mom, Uncle Glenn, Elizabeth and Ali but I had to work all weekend. The Glock was busy and I did good in tips. Good luck in Boston tomorrow. I'll be praying that you get good news on all your tests. The tests results should help you decide what type of surgery to do I would think. I'll check your journal tomorrow to see how things went. Love, Aunt Marsha

- Sunday, September 16, 2001 at 10:38 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki-
I am glad to hear that you are confident and comfortable with your decision. I am proud of you, and stand by you 100%. You are an awesome person, and you know that I love you!!!!!! Sorry that it has been so long since I have been in touch. I will try to do better. I promise.
Love- Kaeley
Kaeley
- Sunday, September 16, 2001 at 07:46 PM (CDT)

NIKKI~
ARE THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ,KEEP UP THE FIGHT!!!
HOLLY AND ELAINE PAQUETTE <ELYSIK.COM>
East Hartford, CT USA - Sunday, September 16, 2001 at 06:11 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki,
Glad that you got to take part in the desicion making.Keep smilin'and dont ever loose that awesome attitude!! Thinking about you and praying for you....
Sarah <Sarafina3@aol.com>
- Sunday, September 16, 2001 at 01:42 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
Stay strong for me. I am glad you made a decision! I hope you are enjoying school. I am going to come visit you soon because I haven't talked or seen you in the longest time. I miss you and love you!
Meggy
Megan <sport10187@yahoo.com>
Vernon, CT - Saturday, September 15, 2001 at 10:20 PM (CDT)

hi nikki
i'm sorry to hear that you weren't feeling good yesterday. infact, i'm not feeling very good because i'm starting to get a cold. by brother came home last night to get away from all the stuff in new york city (where he lives) and my sister also came home, but she just stopped by on her way back from somewhere (i'm not sure where..). My sister was only home for about an hour though. I hope you will feel better today than you felt yesterday!! your in my thgought and prayers and i love you!!
Megan <coolada2@aol.com>
- Saturday, September 15, 2001 at 02:37 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,

Glad I got a nice long visit in with you. I read about your most probable decision. Can you meet someone who has already had that type of surgery and check out prothesis first to see how they will perform? Just a thought. I will be there on surgery day and the next. I'm thinking surgery will mark the half way point of the illness; your getting through it remarkedly. I can only imagine how difficult this is, but Jamie and I admire you so much. You are a special sweetheart and I knew it way back when you used to write those letters to Grandpa!

You and Natalie were so funny playing in the hospital bed by the way.

Justin's girlfriend, Lori, is praying for you. She relays when you have inner strength, you can get through anything. She is still recovering from her accident, but well on the mend. Also, one of the bald headed guys here at work (there are two of them--referred to as the bald brothers) is also praying for you.

Bye for now, and it sounds like you'll be back on the trails of Jay again. Aunt Sherry
Aunt Sherry <shertodance@yahoo.com>
Newport, vt USA - Saturday, September 15, 2001 at 12:52 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, Uncle Glenn just called and said he was just leaving the hospital after visiting with you. Now he's on the way to the grocery store, poor guy. Shanna came home from N.Y. today. The trip took her twice as long as normal with the rain and what's been happening there. She's glad to be back in Ct. and away from the city for a while. We have our American Flag flying and our candles lit on the lawn this evening. What has happened is still such a shock! Aunt Sherry called just before she went back to Vt. and said she had a nice visit with you. I'm glad you are going home tomorrow. I hope you are feeling better and can have a little fun this weekend. Say hi to the family. Love, Aunt Marsha and gang
Marsha Brielmann
- Friday, September 14, 2001 at 10:16 PM (CDT)

Nikki; I think of you daily. Looking forward to seeing you soon I hope! Mr. Blake sends his best as does Brenna and Kellen. Brenna says Bacon is starting a Fencing team and she is interested. Can you see Brenna fencing? With a weapon?! We'll see if that can be fit into the schedule! I hope each day is better than the last and that you know there are so many people who care about you and think about you often. give my best to your family. Mrs Blake

Michele Blake <mblake@cshore.com>
Colchester, CT USA - Friday, September 14, 2001 at 08:42 AM (CDT)

hi nikki!
I believe that you made the right decision for yourself on which way to go with the surgery... and i've seen lots of people who can walk normally... run.. and do normal things with mechanical legs. I think things will turn out for the best!! I love you and I miss you!
Megan <coolada2@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 07:36 PM (CDT)

My dear Nikki:

Fight on - you'll win. Our thoughts and prayers for you never rest. - MOD
Michael O. Duffy <duffymo@yahoo.com>
Hebron, CT USA - Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 07:20 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki!!!! Wut's up? I haven't talked to you in a while. Well i still have a present for you. I can't wait to give it to you. Well i am kinda supprised at you decision. I am sure you thought about it a lot and it is the best thing for you. I miss you a lot!! Stay strong babe. ttyl. Luv ya!!!!!
~LAURA
Laura Conter aka Lolo aka Laura-bean aka Laura-dora <Ljcae44g@aol.com>
Manchester, CT USA - Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 06:16 PM (CDT)

You are such a brave person. You are one of the most inspirational people I have ever met. If I were in your situation, I don't think I could have handled everything as well as you are. This may seem like a huge thing right now, but I know that you will move on with your life and see that you can do anything you want to! I have so much faith in you and I have no doubts about you succeeding in whatever you put your mind to. Things will get better soon, I'm sure of it. Keep strong, and you are in my thoughts...good luck!
Ashley P. <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 04:20 PM (CDT)

Nikki~
As reading everyone else's entry i noticed how they all say you are strong and will get through this. But your not just strong goin through this, you keep a really good attitude, its so nice you've been so happy and in good spirits. I just wanted to say how much i admire you for this. i love you and be, well stong and ill see you soon.

Kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, CT USA - Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 03:10 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki - I hope you are staying strong through all of the tough stuff you have been dealing with and the horrible things going on around the U.S. I'm sure you are keeping a positive mindset though. ; ) Honestly, I was surprised by your last posted message, but I know that you know best and that you made the right decision. It won't be that bad, there are so many great stories about people who can do so many things after amputations. I love you, keep smilin'
Love, Greg
Greg <GLP86@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 03:03 PM (CDT)

Nikki-
i think you are a very strong person. i was shocked by your decision to amputate, but i think that would be best. i really need to visit you, but you never are home! i have a present for you, and i want to give it to you before anything happens, like chemo, or surgery.
Casey
- Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 02:47 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
Most adults have never faced such a difficult decision in their entire lives, yet you have faced it with intelligence, bravery and determination. I'm proud of you. I'm sure it is the right decision. Tom, I, Aaron Elissa and Lauren all love you.
Aunt Diane
- Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 09:28 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, Uncle Glenn just got home from visiting you and filled us in on what's new. Aunt Sherry breezed in this afternoon unexpectedly and we were happy to see her. She is planning a trip up to see you tomorrow. We have been glued to the T.V. and radio the past 24 hours, shocked with what has happened in N.Y., Washington, and Penn. We called Shanna and she was fine at Hofstra. She said she could see the smoke all day and on a clear day could see the twin towers when they were standing. Get some rest, the chemo must really tire you out. It sounds like you really thought hard about you surgery decision and have made the right choice for you. You are an amazing young woman! Love and kisses, Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn and the girls
marsha Brielmann
- Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 09:02 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki! I'm glad you were able to make the decision in which surgery to have. I feel horrible that I have not been to visit you or see you. I'm gonna see what's goin on this weekend and hopefully I will be able to come see you then. I miss you very much and hope that everything is going well at the hospital. I had to wear the cheerleading uniform for the first time this year today and everyone had pretty much the same reaction as last year. My english teacher, DOC, even made reference to it being a costume, not a uniform!! Do you have him for English? It seems he has a lot to say about cheerleading not being a sport. It made me laugh actually and think of our talks last year about it. I'm thinking about you and praying for you all the time. Lots of Love
Terri G. <terrig@snet.net>
hebron, ct the United States of America - Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 06:53 PM (CDT)

Hey nikki! i just wanted to tell ya that i think about you every day and i hope to see ya around sometime. i hope everything goes good for which ever surgury u choose. i hope ya feel better. and good luck in school!!
Keri <kerbear139@aol.com>
Amston, CT USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 06:41 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki! Sorry that I haven't come to visit, I've never been home! Meg says she'll bring me with her next time if you want. Just letting you know that I'm thinking of you, hope that you feel better soon.

Christine <Kunama71@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT - Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 06:15 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,

I spoke to Jamie, she updated me. I'm glad she was there with you, too. When do you have to make your decision by?
I can't believe the things that are going on in your life. I may just pop in Wed. or Thur. ifI am not too tired. I get out of work at 7:45AM and would hit the road then. I'll be in touch. Love ya, Aunt Sherry
Aunt Sherry <shertodance@yahoo.com>
Newport, VT USA - Tuesday, September 11, 2001 at 08:29 PM (CDT)

hey nikki!

just writing to say hi. we watched tv in school all day (which was very sad), so you didn't miss much. i was SOOOOO happy to see you at the fair that i went around hugging random people. (i think i've scared many people away.) i had an incredibly amount of fun on saturday with the parade and the toilet on wheels! i don't think sarah understands it yet. :) hope today went well for you. i want to hear all about it! i'll try to come visit you again soon. bye!

Meg Duffy <onefishtwofish101@juno.com>
Galway, Ireland - Tuesday, September 11, 2001 at 06:33 PM (CDT)

yo nikki, its aaron, my new computers broken again. Anyways, you all know what happened today,and your all as upset as me, and probably some of you much more. Anyways, i hope everyone has there prayers for those people in the building, and family and friends. All i know is im joining the army to go tear that guy apart!!!! anyways, i hope you get good word on your surgery, talk to you later. GOD BLESS AMERICA!!! WHOEVER DID IT, YOUR MINE, or natalies because she's in the Air force(inside joke) bye bye
Aaron <joker2935@yahoo.com>
philly, pa usa - Tuesday, September 11, 2001 at 04:50 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!! I've been asking everyone how you've been doing and I'm SO glad someone finally gave me the address to your website! (Thanks to Allie) Well I hope you're feeling well. It sounds like you're doing great and I'm so glad to hear it! I'll keep checkin' to see how you're doing!! Just wanted to let ya know that I'm thinking of you. luv ya, *Kate*
Kate Lally <kaffiene11@aol.com>
UConn, CT USA - Monday, September 10, 2001 at 07:33 PM (CDT)

hey nikki! i hope u got my post card from zones, i was online and thought i would check ur page, hope ur feeling good and u get better soon!!!!!
Erin McLaughlin <swimchic82387@aol.com>
woodbridge, ct usa - Sunday, September 09, 2001 at 07:43 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
How are you? I hope that I can see you soon. I don't have a cold anymore. I can see you when ever you are feeling better and your blood is high. I really miss you. Did you go to the fair? I went to the Haddem Neck one and it was kind of fun. I got queezy. Anyway, see you later.
Love ya.
Kristy <klpaq@mail.lycos.com>
E. Hampton, CT U.S.A - Sunday, September 09, 2001 at 05:54 PM (CDT)

Hey Nil~
I hope that you had fun at the fair this morning and got out before the Charlie Daniels people! I had a really good timeyesterday, it was nice to see ya! Enjoy your PP game! See you tomorrow!
Sarah B <sarafina3@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct USA - Sunday, September 09, 2001 at 03:19 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,

How is it going? I was going to come and see you this weekend, but got ordered into work and I am NOT HAPPY about it! I emailed your new friend Laura--she emailed right back--she seems really nice and I'm glad you met her.

I am at work right now and it is almost midnight. If you get a chance, please let your mother know I have the 26th of Sept. off and will come to Boston. I'll probably stay overnight at Jamie's or at the hopsital if that is what your Mom would like.

Sounds like you settled right into school and the homework versus chemo routine.

Not much else new on this end, just living the Vt life. Love and kisses, Aunt Sherry
Aunt Sherry <shertodance@yahoo.com>
Cowtown, vt USA - Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 10:38 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki(Cheltie) I miss you and I really hope your feeling better!
Katie L <flygrlkt57@aol.com>
- Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 07:10 PM (CDT)

Hi,
Visited with Bruce and Barbara on Labor Day.
The told me of your visit to Avalon. I was happy that you were able to make the trip. It seems that you enjoyed the shore.
If you need any Math Help, just mail it to me. Though retired for many years I hope I still remember my High ScholMath. ( Iwas a High Schol Math teacher)
I am on my second round of 'Chemo" the early results are very promising
I pray that you will receive good results
Keep your spirts up. You will do well
Abe schnall <franc5026@aol.com>
phila,, Pa USA - Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 12:53 PM (CDT)

hi nikki!!!!!
i'm so glad its the weekend!! i have so much planned for this weekend too! :) and school is going well... i had a russian history test yesterday, and on thursday night i studied for 2 hours so i think i did really well on it! i also had a test in spanish but spanish is easy :) i hope school is going well for you too!! bye babe
Meggie <coolada2@aol.com>
- Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 10:08 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
I haven't seen you in forever!I told my dad to see how you were doing at the hospital a while ago, but i'll keep checking your site!The fair was great last night, I worked at the milkshake booth even though I don't take music.I hope you feel better. W/ Love, Megan
Megan Hanley <Gnirps321@aol.com>
Marlborough , CT USA - Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 10:03 AM (CDT)

Hey babe! I hope you are feelin' better today..I'm sure you got a lot of rest. I turned in my narrative for English-I wrote about how I taught swim lessons and I tied it in with when I took swim lessons 10 years ago..I think it came out pretty well! I guess I will have to wait to see what my teacher thinks! ; ) Oh, and I started my first project in POTTERY! Yeah, that's right..laugh it up! It was the best pinch pot in the class for your information!! Hahaha...talk to you later, stay strong! Love you - Greg
Greg <GLP86@aol.com>
- Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 08:56 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki!
I hope your feeling little better today, since you had your chemo on wen. Over this summer I had no idea that you were sick, no one told me, they assumed I knew, figures! Hehe! band is not the same without you, I only have Heather to keep me company! I miss you so much, can't wait to see you soon.
Love, Amberlee
Amberlee <CheeringCheetahs@aol.com>
Hebron, CT USA - Friday, September 07, 2001 at 05:20 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, We are on our way up to see you at the hospital! Elizabeth, Ali, and I are excited about finally getting to see you again. Uncle Glenn will meet us at UPS and we will drive over together. See you in about an hour and a half. Love, Aunt Marsha
Marsha Brielmann
- Friday, September 07, 2001 at 04:20 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
I was talking to someone from the LEHY team last night and asked how you were doing. She told me about this web page. This is really a great way to keep in touch and updated on your progress. I am glad that you were able to get away to NJ. Things can get pretty boring just hanging around the house. Erin started school on Tuesday. She is a senior this year. Pretty hard to believe. Swim practice has started for the high school team and Erin is happy to be swimming again. She loves the pool. Well it is 6:00 AM and Erin and Evan need a little encouragment to get ready for school. Please tell your mother I said hello. Nikki keep smiling.
Betty Tuttle
Betty Tuttle (Erin's Mom) <Bettut@aol.com>
Enfield, CT 06082 - Friday, September 07, 2001 at 05:12 AM (CDT)

hey nikki~
It was so good to see you today!! you look great! well i hope to see you again soon! good luck with your tutor.love you,
~*ALLIE*~
allie huffman <alicat7@pop.snet.net>
wethersfield, ct usa - Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 06:07 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, We got your postcard from Avealon today, thanks so much. It sounds like you are all setted into the old fall routine like the rest of us. Mandy and I went to the hairdressers today to get our back to school do's. I had a cut and color and she had a cut and highlight. We both start back tomorrow. Tonight the family went to an engagement party for Lisa Nash and Bob. It was fun. We ate at a Japanese restaurant called Japanaca. Gook luck at the hospital tomorrow. Hopefully we can visit you there. Aunt Sherry has gone back to Vt. Love and Kisses, your Haddam Relatives!

Marsha Brielmann
- Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 09:58 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki-
Glad that you had fun down in NJ. Jersey actually is a really nice place to vacation. Anyway, I hope that all went well for you at school today. I know that you were looking forward to it no matter how many times you say that you weren't. I know that your schedule was all set up, and you went shopping, so I just know that all most likely went fine. Things are going well over at Conard. The people are really nice and helpful. I began helping with the Conard swim team today. Anna Flores and Brianne Philips are on the team. All the girls seems to be very nice and excited about swimming. I must admit that I am a little excited about it myself. I have never coached high school before, and I cannot wait to see what it is all about. Anyway, gotta run now. Keep smiling. I will talk to you soon.
Love- Kaeley
Kaeley
- Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 06:42 PM (CDT)

hey nikki!! i'm gald you had fun at the shore!! i hope school went well for you. i have so much work everyday, a lot more than last year so i'm very tired. goodluck at the hospital tomorrow! love you always!
MEGAN <coolada2@aol.com>
- Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 03:20 PM (CDT)

HEY NIKKI! It's awesome that you had so much fun at the beach! How was school today? School's alright for me, but sometimes I get VERY bored with these 85 minute classes..grr! It was great to see you at Marcy's party..maybe I will get to see you again soon! So have fun at school (baaaaahaha) and talk to you later! Love you! -Greg
Greg <GLP86@aol.com>
Manchester , CT - Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 02:39 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki, well you should be in school about now, I'm sure all is going well. I will stop by to see you tomorrow, tell mom if she needs anything to let me know. See you then.

Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 08:59 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, Mandy says Hi. We're glad you had a good time in Avalon. Tell Aaron we love going to his COTTAGE (shore house for you Philly people) also. We think our grinders (hoggies for all you Philly people) are pretty decent here in Ct. Well enough of that. Today we all went to the Haddam Neck Fair. Marci entered Zachary in the baby contest but he didn't win. Good luck going back to school tomorrow and also going to the hospital on Wed. Love, Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn, Mandy, Elizabeth and Ali. P.S. Shanna called me from college and said she enjoyed IMing you last night. She has a new roommate and the girls parents changed their dorm room all around to suit their needs after we had set it all up 2 days ago to make it accessible to Shanna!
Marsha Brielmann
- Monday, September 03, 2001 at 08:53 PM (CDT)

Nikki: glad that you had a great time at the shore. School will be great I'm sure. Enjoy it rather than worrying about it - it'll be fine! Thinking of you.
Mrs. Jackwin
Wendy Jackwin <mjackwin@snet.net>
east hartford, ct usa - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 05:47 PM (CDT)

Hey babe,
How are you doing? I hope the beach was nice, we had a labor day party with all of my relatives. What a blast....well not a blast...School is good, I like my classes so far and I'm happy to be a senior and ready to graduate. Swimming should be starting in a couple weeks, which I'm excited about since I need to get my lazy butt moving...all I've been doing is running lately, and I hate it!! Well, I hope you have fun at school this week and be strong! See you soon, love ya!
Ashley P. <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Monday, September 03, 2001 at 05:43 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki:
We joined LEHY this summer, so I don't think you know us. Rachel is about your age and you may have met her at the beginning of the summer season. Anyway, I have been hearing about your progress and reading your journal and I have to say you sound like one brave young lady and a great person and I look forward to someday meeting you. Keep the faith.

Mrs. Delaney <cjdelaney@hotmail.com>
Windsor, CT - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 05:10 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
hey. you probably don't remember me, but i was at kristy's birthday party last year. i just wanted to let u know that i'm praying for you and i hope to see u again soon.

Alicia <cheechandcute@cs.com>
e. hampton, ct usa - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 04:58 PM (CDT)

yo nikki, you told me to write another entry because i am "funny", anyways, the shore was cool, i guess, even though you brodied(stealing, for any of you conneticut people) my matza ball soup(a type of soup, for any of you conneticut people). The hoagies(grinders, for any of you conneticut people, but hoagies are better) were really good. Too bad i was playing video games the whole time in the shore house(cottage, for any of you conneticut people) and it was really(wicked, for any of you conneticut people) fun. good luck for your chemo on wed. later dude
Aaron(yes the kid that said surfs up, thank you very much) <Joker63443@yahoo.com>
philly, pa usa - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 12:02 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, I'm glad you are finally visiting Avalon. What a great weekend to be there. We visited Uncle Tom and Aunt Diane over the 4th of July at their shore house and had a wonderful time as usual. We took Shanna back to Hofstra in Long Island yesterday. It took us all day to drive there, unload, set up her room, eat supper and drive home. Today we went to a party and tomorrow we are going to the Haddam Neck Fair with Uncle Chris, Aunt Debbie and the kids. Marci is going to enter baby Zack in the baby contest. We will probably go see Mema and Don after. Aunt Sherry went to Block Island this weekend and was in a minor mo-ped accident. She was just scraped and banged up a little. Good luck going back to school this week. We'll see you soon. When you get your new shower chair let me know and we will come pick up the old one so Shanna will have it when she comes home from college later this month. Love, Aunt Marsha
Marsha Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, Ct - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 09:25 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki, I'm so glad you were able to get away and what a beautiful weekend, isn't the weather great. Don't get too much sun. Good luck with school and meeting your tutor on Tuesday, and I will see you Wednesday at CCMC. Love, Mrs. Huffman.
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 01:40 PM (CDT)

I don't know you but I hope you have a full recovery.
Ben <Bluedevils126>
merion, - Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 10:16 PM (CDT)

Nikki
I am glad you are at the shore now. I am starting school tuesday also and I wish I was excited as you are. I hate school. Anyway, I hope I can see you real soon. My family says hi. (Grandparents, parents, brothers, aunts.) If you feel up to it, call me when you get a chance. K? Love ya!
Kristy
Kristy <klpaq@mail.lycos.com>
E. Hampton, CT U.S - Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 08:03 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, you finally got to the beach! Well I hope your feeling better for school. g2g
caitlin <flygrl116@hotmail.com>
manchester, ct usa - Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 12:27 PM (CDT)

hey nikki!!!
just thought i would rop by and say hi. i'm glad your having a good time at the shore!!
love ya girl
Megan <coolada2@aol.com>
- Friday, August 31, 2001 at 04:09 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki, I'm glad you made it to the beach. One last
hurrah before reading school books. Work is boring today, so I'm writing you from there now instead of tonight. Besides, at work I can be online as long as I want, whereas at home I can't. (T,C, and R) I hope Uncle Tom buys you a lobster dinner while you're in Avalon. Remember to guard your food form seagulls if you eat on the beach. See ya. Uncle Chris

Chris Brielmann <chris4rcmedical@aol.com>
Tolland, CT USA - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 12:55 PM (CDT)

Hello Nikki,
I hope you are enjoying your time on the shore. I've been meaning to take a trip to the beach for like three weeks, but it just doesn't seem tobe working out. I've been doing a lot of "hanging out" with my new apartment mates. Take care
jamie <jnscory@hotmail.com>
Brighton, Ma USA - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 12:41 PM (CDT)

Hey, Nikki. I know you don't know me, but I am a good friend of Mandy's. I guess we were RA's together first, then roommates, now in a bible study. We have been praying for you in bible study, and Amanda(that's what we call her down here) gave us this site to check out. I was touched by your journal entries and the guestbook, and wanted to add my two cents. If you actually do run out of movies, we have a ridiculously abundant supply here-they are one of my very favorite things in life. You may think I am just saying that, but I am serious-we could definitely spare a few. Well, I wish I had more to say. Feel free to email me back if you would like to. Please know that we care about you and are remembering here in the sunshine state (don't be jealous-the name is a lie-it rains here every day)
:), Jenn
Jenn Yanevich <cccjenn@yahoo.com>
Gainesville, Fl US - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 11:49 PM (CDT)

hey nikki!

just wanted to say it was so much fun visiting with you last wednesday. we'll have to do it again soon! and even though our cake was....um, less than perfect, i'm glad you liked it. we miss you though and we hope to see you soon! enjoy the weekend, because you deserve a break. bye!
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@juno.com>
Stockholm, Sweden - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 10:06 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki! Its been a while since i last wrote. I hope its going alright with chemo and everything. Later

Love,Ryan
Ryan Brielmann <Ryguy5959@aol.com>
Tolland, Ct USA - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 07:45 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, The girls went back to school today and they both had a good day. They even asked to go to bed early because they were so tired. Uncle Glenn enjoyed having lunch with you and mom yesterday. How did your hospital visit go today? I hope Aunt Sherry and I can come visit you tomorrow afternoon. We'll call first. Shanna leaves for college this Saturday. Mandy starts on Wed. I go back to teaching on Wed. and baby Zack has to go to a new babysitter. I'm sad about that. I would love to stay home with him and not work. But that's not possible with kids in college. See you tomorrow. Love Aunt Marsha
Marsha Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, Ct. - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 08:36 PM (CDT)

hey nikki. i had school today, and it was going pretty well until last block... all the people in that class were freaks so after school i got an appointment for tomorrow with my guidance counsler to change my shcedual. i'm sorry to hear that your blood counts are low.. I hope everything went well for you today!!
Meg <coolada2@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 04:10 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
Just was reading through your web page and I thought I would say hi.
HI !!!!!!!!!!
Mr. Boucher

Peter Boucher <boucher4jazz@worldnet.att.net>
Manchester, CT - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 03:31 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki~ Im sorry to hear you are going back to the hospital today. Are you just there for today, or are you going to be there for a few days. Well, let me know when you can, and want to have visitors, cause i will come see, you, cause I got my license last week. Well get better, and smile kid : ) I love ya!!!
Allie <oopa33@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 12:08 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki, We are back from Cape Cod, I am sorry to hear that you are not feeling great, but if you have that transfusion you know you will feel so much better. The girls start school tomorrow, I'm not so sure how they feel about that. My friend that lives in Boston and works at Boston Childrens knows all about you now and will be visiting you when you are there. Her name is Cindy Fox, she is great. She has three kids and one of them is a swimmer. She has the cutest little boy, we call him baby Wil, all the girls go crazy over him. As soon as you are able to have some visitors we will come see you. We miss you. Love Mrs. Huffman
Jo Ann Huffman <Aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 10:09 AM (CDT)

I forgot to tell you... check out Simon's band webpage sometime... it's www.6dfs.com or his own website: http://grove.ufl.edu/~slappy/
-Mandy
Mandy Groce <mandyv@ufl.edu>
Gainesville, FL - Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 09:06 PM (CDT)

Nikki-girl,
It's your cousin Mandy. What a nifty website, I am so happy that I can keep in touch with you this way. My parents said that they had a great time seeing you last weekend, I wish that I could have come too! I am hoping to come for a weekend in October and stay at Grams, so I will DEFINITELY see you then! I hope that your energy level increases, I cannot imagine how frustrating that must be. I love you so much, Nikki. I think about you all the time. If you get too bored, I can email you some of my Engineering homework? :) I could use some help!
Love you to pieces! Mandy
Mandy (Vasquez) Groce <mandyv@ufl.edu>
Gainesville, FL - Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 09:02 PM (CDT)

Nikki
Sorry about you being so board and all. Hope you feel better. Maybe I can see you some time and we can do something. Not that soon though because I have a little cold and now I feel like crap. Stuffy nose, slight sore throwt. You get the picture. See ya.
Kristy
Kristy <klpaq@mail.lycos.com>
E.Hampton, CT 06424 - Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 04:32 PM (CDT)

Hi nikki!!!! i miss you a lot. i'm really not looking forward to school starting tomorrow either. :( i still have one more essay to write too, yuck! well i kind of want to see everyone at school but i don't want to do any work!! i hope your blood count is up and you are feeling better, and hopefully not bored! love you ALWAYS!!
Meggie <coolada2@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 11:36 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki, No u dont know me but im a friend of Laura Santiago's. she has cancer too and im pretty sure you met her. well i was reading through Laura's guestbook and she mentioned ur website and i thought to myself that you need a prayer as much as she does. so if you're bored (sounds like you are) and u need someone to talk to and is most likely not boring, I'm here. k?:-D Email me some time or talk to me on instant messenger if you have it alright? ttyl! toodles!!!
Catherine G. <Brok1457@netscape.com>
North Conway, NH USA - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 10:27 PM (CDT)

Hey Niki(cheltie)~We miss you a lot! Hope to see you soon. Feel better!
Chelsea <swimming105@aol.com>
manchester, ct u.s. - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 07:46 PM (CDT)

Hello Nikki,
You've got quite the journal going. . . Reading all these entries must take up some time. It sounds like sitting around all day is starting to really suck. I wish that I had some good suggestions for you but all I can think to tell you is to get some cheesy relaxation tape and pretend that you're in paradise or something. Whatever works! I mostly want to let you know that you're in my thoughts and prayers everyday. As you know, I am living in Boston, not far from children's hosp. , so you can let me know when you will be in the area (i can visit if you'd like). The aquarium is my favorite place to visit in the city, they have a great penguin exhibit, maybe you'll get a chance to check it out. Later alligator!
jamie <jnscory@hotmail.com>
brighton, , MA USA - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 12:59 PM (CDT)

Dear Nikki-
I came upon your website from the site of another girl who is going through chemo. I just wanted to drop you a quick note to tell you how brave you are. Besides, I thought maybe a note from a total strange would kill your boredom for a minute or two. Keep up the good fight.
-Alison

- Monday, August 27, 2001 at 10:49 AM (CDT)

Hi there Nikki-
Well, my internship starts tomorrow. I am a little nervous about it,but excited too. Greg is angry because I told him that I am going to help out with Conard swim team. He said that when Manchester swims Conard I am not allowed to MOOOOOOOOOOOVE for anyone but him. I guess that I can make that acception. Anyway, Amy left for college on Friday. I was a little sad, but I am better now. Guess what. Her school is only ONE BLOCK away from the Boston Children's Hospital. So she said that she would come see you when you are up there, and now I can visit you in Boston because I have someplace to stay. Well, I better get to bed. It is going to be a long day tomorrow. Thinking of you always- Love you, Kaeley
Kaeley
- Sunday, August 26, 2001 at 09:49 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, We came home today from camping at Hammonassett state park campground with our church group. We had nice weather and got to spend a little time at the beach. It will probably be our last beach trip this season - boo. I hope you get to Avelon over Labor Day weekend. I'm sorry you will miss the Hebron Fair. The girls missed the Chester Fair this weekend because we were gone and they are very sad. When we got home we got Marci, Rob, Zachary, Shanna, Amanda, Elizabeth and Ali together and took our Christmas card picture. We had to do it now because Shanna goes back to college this Sat. How did you family photo's come out? I worked this afternoon at the restaurant. Tomorrow and Tuesday I have daycare kids here and then that all ends and it's back to school on Wed. Aunt Sherry is down for a visit so when you can have company we'll come over. Good luck starting back to school. Love & Kisses, Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn and the girls. P.S. Uncle Chris can't think of much to write much because he wasn't lucky enought to be born a woman!!
Marsha Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, Ct. - Sunday, August 26, 2001 at 09:21 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki - You have to let me know right away when you can have visitors again, because I miss you and need to see you soon! Two days until school starts, I can't believe this! Grr. I'll let you know if I think of anything fun that you can do so you won't be so bored! Love you- Greg
Greg <GLP86@aol.com>
Manchester, CT - Sunday, August 26, 2001 at 03:25 PM (CDT)

hey nikki~
I am soory that you are so bored. I hope to come visit you real soon! I just got home from cape cod it was really fun i didnt want to come home.....Well hope to see you soon maybe i will bring you a movie (that you havent seen).
Love you,
Allie
Allie Huffman <alicat7@snet.net>
Wethersfield, ct usa - Sunday, August 26, 2001 at 01:41 PM (CDT)

nikki nikki nikki
I need to come un bore you. but i am bored too. you need your blood counts to go up so i can come visit you, before school. i only have 2 more days. AAHH school. Well i need to go. luv ya
kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, ct usa - Sunday, August 26, 2001 at 11:16 AM (CDT)

Hey chica,
How are you doing? I know that I just spoke to you today, but I thought I'd still say hi. Well, I worked at a private party today and I got the job of watching 20 kids under the age of 10 in the pool...fun is!! I'm so exhausted now, I am definitely feeling your pain of being tired (well...ok not as much :) Did you do all of your summer work yet for school..there's something real fun to do!! haha jk! Well, I hope I talk to you soon...hang in there!
love ya!
Ashley P. <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 07:57 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki:
I'm so glad that you are getting ready for school. If you need any help with math, be sure to let me know. I happen to know a great math teacher (Ha,ha) - Eric & Andrew go back to school on Thursday - I go back on Monday. We just got back from Martha's Vineyard. We all went with the Boucher family and the kids had a blast, but didn't want to come home, of course. But, it does feel good to be back home and get ready to start another school year. I had a hard time when I was in school with general biology, so I can't even imagine how hard honors biology would have been. I remember doing a lot of dissecting (frogs). It was absolutely horrible! Your spirits sound great and hopefully we will see you soon. You're in our thoughts and hearts.
Mrs. Jackwin (and Eric, and Andrew and Mr. Jackwin)!
Wendy Jackwin <mjackwin@snet.net>
East Hartford, CT USA - Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 07:55 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
I am sorry to hear that you are really bored. When you blood count rises, I will come visit you. Today we had soccer tryouts for R.H.S., and i am extremely tired right now. So, ttyl. Call me soon. I will call you too.
MeggY
Meg BJ <sport10187@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 05:33 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki,
Sorry to hear you're so bored, I am too! I can't believe school starts so soon. What's your schedule? Maybe we have some classes together! ttyl!
Kim <babyb4786@att.com>
andover, ct usa - Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 02:00 PM (CDT)

Hey there!
I'm sorry that you arent feeling great, and that you are going to miss the fair. I'll bring you some fried dough, and you can make your hospital bed go up and down, and pretend you are there on the rides!! Just Kidding. Hope you are feeling better, I'll call you soon.
Sarah <sarafina3@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct USA - Friday, August 24, 2001 at 08:22 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, It stinks to feel lousy. I hope you feel better soon so we can visit you. Just think, three years of high school, college, then you get to work for 40+ years. ( OOPS, sorry I meant to cheer you up. ) How's your Spa? I find that hot water on a hot day can refresh you almost as much as a pool, although I think I'm going to have trouble convincing most people of it. Well, I don't have the gift of gab like some of your Aunts so I'll sign off. See ya, Uncle Chris
Chris Brielmann <chrisbriel@aol.com>
Tolland, CT USA - Friday, August 24, 2001 at 05:04 PM (CDT)

hey nikki!!!!
nj sounds like fun... i think for labor day weekend we're going to new hampshire. either that or my aunt is coming to visit, which doesn't sound like a lot of fun. but she's a professional masseuse-ess or whatever the woman form of masseuse is. :) i hope you get your stregnth back soon!! love ya girlie
Meg <coolada2@aol.com>
tolland, ct usa - Friday, August 24, 2001 at 01:48 PM (CDT)

hey nikki!!
when i broke my arm when i was in third grade, i broke it in three places and i dislocated my shoulder and i broke the tip off my elbow. i didn't have my arm in an actual cast, but it was all wrapped up, so i could still go swimming. and since i went in the water a lot, it healed really fast!! so i think water therapy will be really good for you!! love you!!
Megan <coolada2@aol.com>
Tolland, CT usa - Thursday, August 23, 2001 at 12:43 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, I just got home from taking Elizabeth and Ali back to school shopping. Ali's all set with a backpack, lunch box, sneakers, school supplies and clothes now but I still have to take Elizabeth out again to get somethings to wear. She can't find anything she likes! She is feeling much better now that she has been on amoxicillian for 3 days. I just found out I have strep throat also. I hope no one else in the family gets it. Needless to say we won't be up to see you until all this has passed. Glad to hear you went swimming. Our pool is cooler than it was earlier this month also. We are doing a camping trip with our church group this weekend at the beach. We do it every summer. I can't believe school starts next week. Where did the summer go? Love ya, Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn, etc.
Marsha Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, Ct. - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 09:15 PM (CDT)

Nikki-
You are in my mind and heart! How are you doing? Call me soon. I will callyou sometime this week. You'll have to tell me how it was to be a Freshman.I will call you, but for now, sleep, eat, and keep Strong!
-Meg

Megan BJ <sport10187@yahoo.com>
Vernon, CT. - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 07:23 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki~
I'm glad to hear that you are keeping busy by doing other fun things. Keep your spirits high! Every time I come online I check to see if your daily journal entry has been updated. School is coming soon...i will be a new freshman. Enjoy what's left of your summer. My thoughts are with you. ~Sammy

Sam <Samiamswim@aol.com>
Windsor, CT USA - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 03:03 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki-
Well, I get to start my internship tomorrow. I guess I should bein bed, but I am having trouble sleeping too. You can always call me at any time if you are up late and bored. I was going to call the hospital and talk to them about the hot pink wall idea, but I do not know if they will listen. Anyway, I should try and get some sleep. I will call you soon, I know that I haven't called in a while, BAD ME. It has been a little crazy at work with the end of the summer. So, anyway again, I will talk to you soon. You're always in my thoughts and heart. I love you!!
Love- Kaeley
Kaeley
- Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 10:43 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
I've been reading all the journal entries. I'm glad you are home from your last round of chemo. Could you possibly be on break from it until Labor Day--so are you off to New Jersey ? I hope so! I also have to agree with Uncle Chris and hope you all go camping in Maine (or a cabin) next summer with the group. It really is a good time. I was really bummed out I couldn't get the time off from work. I better get it off next year!

Not much new with me. I came to CT to dance, but my partner, David, didn't feel l00%, and I was exhausted from the awful hours I've been working--my last shift was 16 hours and then I drove to CT after minimal sleep. My hours this week are the pits; it is starting to get to me. I'll be working mainly 3rd shifts. We amy be performing on the 23rd, but not if we don't practice more.

Well, I thought I'd just check in and say hello. I am at work at 12:15 AM and in the Control Room on the computer. Say hi to everyone for me. Rest up and enjoy the hot tub.
Don't worry too much about school, take care of yourself first! Love always, Aunt Sherry
Aunt Sherry <shertodance@yahoo.com>
newport, vt 05855 - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 12:22 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki,
I hope you had fun in the pool today. I am glad you are back home and not in the gray room anymore. Next time you go swimming, hopefully it will be at my house. I'll have to call you so that we can arrange that, but for now stay strong. Love ya.
~Meggy
Meg BJ <sport10187@yahoo.com>
Vernon, CT - Monday, August 20, 2001 at 07:11 PM (CDT)

Nikki
I hope you are feeling better. Give me a call when you can. See ya at my party.
Your Bud.
Kristy
Kristy <klpaq@mail.lycos.com>
E.Hampton, CT 06424 - Monday, August 20, 2001 at 07:08 PM (CDT)

hey nikki! We just got a new computer and a cable modem, so my new screen name is joker9235, and my e-mail is joker63443@yahoo.com. Anyways, how you feelin? I'm ok right now, the girls just came home a few days ago(bummer) Its really good to here we are making the plans for you to come down to the shore, it should be fun, good thing i've only been down to the beach like 3 times this year, becuase i don't like it! You must becuase you don't have to go down every stupid weekend! Anyways, no im not a spaz if anyone is wondering, hope you feel better and hope to come up to conneticut next week to see you! Later
Aaron <Joker63443@yahoo.com>
philly, pa usa - Monday, August 20, 2001 at 02:59 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, I'm glad to hear that you will be going back to school this fall. Sounds a lot better than having a tutor. Uncle Glenn wrote to you that we would be up to see you this week but we just found out this morning that Elizabeth has strep throat. She was exposed to it when we were camping in Maine by Bruce Coopers boy. She started feeling sick Sat. night when we got home. We noticed patches on her throat last night and after a bad night Uncle Glenn took her at 5:50 this morning to the shore Line Clinic. She's now on antibiotics and won't be contagious tomorrow morning but we don't know if anyone else in the family will come down with it so we will stay away. Love, Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn and girls
Marsha Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, Ct. - Monday, August 20, 2001 at 07:51 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, I am glad that you are home and out of the "grey area!" Could they have possibly picked a more cheerful color? Anyway, Sam gave me your web-site and I think it is a great way for everyone to stay up-dated and you are a good writer....maybe a book someday?! I just wanted you to know that you are in our prayers. I would have loved the aerobic benefit but I was away. Stay strong. Mrs. Morse
Mrs. Morse <Dsharpclef@aol.com>
Windsor, CT - Monday, August 20, 2001 at 07:12 AM (CDT)

Hey Nik,
How are you doing? The summer is definitely winding down and I'm so not looking forward to the school year. I'll be a senior, how scary!! I have been thinking about you a lot lately, and Kelly and I always talk about you at work. I will call you soon to see how you're doing and to catch up. I hope you are feeling better and the chemo isn't too harsh ;( Lemme know if there's any hot doctors you can hook me up with...haha!! Talk to you soon :)
Ashley P. <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 11:28 PM (CDT)

Nikki: Been looking at your site and I wanted to check in and say hello. I am sending lots of positive vibes your way. Our family is going to the Cape on Tuesday for a couple of days, hopefully when we get back, we can come and visit. That is providing everybody is still talking to one another after all that family time in the car!! Hope the school shopping went well, lots of nice stuff out there this school season!! Are you disappointed about having to miss gym this school year? Brenna and Casey would be celebrating!! Too much soccer and softball in gym for them!! Take care, my best to your Mom and Dad and Natalie and Jess. Mrs. Blake
Michele Blake <mblake@cshore.com>
Colchester, CT USA - Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 09:00 PM (CDT)

HI Nikki, Its Sun. nite and I'm still unpacking from camping and the kids are watcing the Back street boys on TV.Aunt Marsha's at work but she'll probably write to you later. I'm glad your home. We'll try to come over some nite this week if your up to it, maybe we can bring Zach. He's a happy baby as long as it's not 100 degrees.I'm sure Bizzy and Ali would love to go in the hot tub with you. They keep telling me they want me to fix ours. Someday. Love Uncle Glenn,Aunt Marsha,and the girls.

- Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 07:49 PM (CDT)

hey nikki
its kaitlin and kristen... how are you? i miss you so much. i am gonna come visit u soon. how r ur mouth sores? any ways i g2g now. luv ya
kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, ct usa - Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 07:15 PM (CDT)

hi nikki
you know... i look at your web site everytime i come online! but i think thats its a good idea that you changed your schedual around to make it more convinient for you. i'm not taking honors bio either... i thought it would be too much between other honors classes. besides it doesn't sound like much fun (like school ever is!!) i mean, you would think that art foundations would be an easy course, its art, right? well i was wrong. i had to write yucky ten page reports and give oral reports and do homework all the time and my teacher was really picky about the projects we did. i mean, its kind of hard to draw something when you can't look at your paper to see how your doing; and when it ends up looking like a big scribble its really not your fault!! ok enough about art... i'm glad your finished with that round of chemo!! have fun before you start school!! love ya girl
Meg <coolada2@aol.com>
Tolland, CT USA - Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 05:52 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, Like the Haddam Brielmann's we got back from Maine yesterday, but we left earlier so we didn't hit ANY traffic. Avalon sounds like a good place to go for a few days. Make sure your Philly cousins spoil you good. We also bought you a small gift from Maine that we'll bring over soon. Maybe next year you can talk your parents into coming camping so you can hang out with Tash. ttfn Love, Uncle Chris, Aunt Deb, Tasha, Craig, and Ryan. Cassie too
Chris Brielmann <chrisbriel@aol.com>
tolland, ct usa - Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 02:05 PM (CDT)

hey Nikki! Im sorry to hear that the mouth sores arent going away, but just hang in there, you can do it! Sorry I havent written in awhile, I was in NC last week, but Im back now and I want to come visit, so if you feel up to it write me an email so we can plan a day for me to come see you. Well, hang in there sweetie, get better. Dont worry about the gray walls, we will just have to do something to fix them up : ) Love ya~ Allie
<oopa33@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT - Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 10:31 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, We got home from our camping trip in Maine a few hours ago. It was a long trip both ways. I called your Mom from my cell phone on the way back to get an update on you but she was busy talking to a nurse Natalie said. I missed reading your journal while we were gone but with no laptop there wasn't much we could do about it. I called mema and she updated us. It sounds like you slept a lot after your latest doses of chemo. Those mouth sores sound awful! I guess I won't complain as much next time I get a canker sore in my mouth. I hope your trip to Avelon works out for you. It would be so nice for you and the family to get away. Elizabeth and Ali picked out a gift from Maine to give to you when they can come up to see you. I'm sorry we missed your benefit last Monday. It sounded like a great time. Hope to see you soon. Love Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn and the kids.
Marsha Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
haddam, Ct - Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 09:36 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
Glad to hear that you are goung to NJ. If it is Avalon, tell the Hanaks' the Schnalls' send regards.
I too am udergoing "chemo" The one side effect my wife doesn't mind. I've just about lost my voice and can not talk too much. What do you think?
Keep up your spirits

Abe Schnall
Abe Schnall <franc5026@aol.com>
Phila, Pa USA - Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 12:58 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki-
So you have a room with the largest view!
It was nice seeing you Wednesday. Good luck this go around!
Keep us posted. Give Mom a hug from me!
Joanne{Laura's Mom}
Joanne <Jas2225@aol>
Avon, ct - Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 09:44 AM (CDT)

nikki!! i havent talked since... the aerobics thing. that was fun, but im afraid to look at some of the pictures. well, i hope you are feeling better, and i need to visit you soon, i have a little present for you. ttyl.
love always- case
Casey B. <Caseyab69@hotmail.com>
- Friday, August 17, 2001 at 06:12 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
Just a quick note to say hello and to wish you all the best.
Laura Santiago, a friend that you met at CCMC, mentioned your site on her site (www.laurasurvivaljourney.com) and I wanted to take a look.
It is obvious that you have many great friends that I am sure is a big help to you.

Gene Gillis <value1996@aol.com>
Avon, CT USA - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 04:20 PM (CDT)

hey nikki-
it was so great ot see you at the aerobics thing.the pictures are probably hilarious. the pizza, soup, and ice cream were good. i hope your throat feels better. well good luck and stay strong.Luv ya!

Alison <Alliekat567>
Enfield, CT USA - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 04:09 PM (CDT)

Hi nikki!
Ahh i cant stop sneezing... but neways... How's ur mouth? better i hope? Im glad your chemo is over for now. well i will come to visit you soon... love ya

kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, ct usa - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 10:56 AM (CDT)

hola nikki!
hope those mouth sores are ok. i think kaeley's idea of hot pink paint would be a great one. just wanted to say that if you get bored, feel free to e-mail me. the only time i'm gone is next weekend, so i'll be around if you want someone to talk and visit with. how was your weekend? did you ever get to go to the movies? hope so. we'll keep looking for something to help with those sores. stay tough and i'll see you soon!

p.s. i will try to find a better book than the last one i gave you for the next time i visit.
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@juno.com>
Istanbul, Turkey - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 10:34 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,

I guess your are right in the middle of the monsterous chemo right now. You would think they could do something with mouth sores. Maybe Jamie's friend, who is the cancer
resident, should work on this. I will suggest it. You'd think they could at least numb them like at the dentist's office with gums!

Guess what? I went to the theater in Newport to see Princess Diaries by myself the other day. I loved the movie. How was the Blonde movie? That's one for me-ha ha.

Well, I guess very shortly Jess, Justin and Shanna will head off to college. I haven't heard when Natalie is going off to the air force.

Not much new with me. I will come to see you the last week of August when I am on vacation--after that I work one more week and hopefully still have a job as I'm not on the scheule after that...they say don't worry, but I do.

I so hope you can go to NJ for Labor Day!!!!!!!That is such an awesome place. I read all your guest entrys. Wow, you have lots of wondeful friends!!!!!

I'm getting old. I rolled through a stop sign and got a ticket--I used to be able to get out of them. It was like getting a ticket from one of those N'SYC(SP) GUYS!!!!!A really young policeman.

Since the hospital lacks taste in wall color--maybe they could come up with designer sheets--let me guess white with beige bedspreads?

I hope this round of chemo ends soon and that you will be heading for the sandy shores real soon. I think of you every day. Love, Aunt Sherry

Aunt Sherry <shertodance@yahoo.com>
Northeast Kingdom , vt usa - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 10:43 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki: Just got your website address from Kaeley. It looks great and it is a wonderful way to keep in touch. We are here thinking and praying for you. We miss seeing your smiley face, but I know that you are strong and your will is strong. With strength and perserverance, you can conquer all!! Love ya' and miss you much!! The Jackwins
Wendy Jackwin <mjackwin@snet.net>
East Hartford, CT USA - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 10:36 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
I'm sorry to hear about that boring gray wall. I hope your sores get better! I will talk to you again soon but for now, GET BETTER!!
Love ya forever!!

Meg BJ
Vernon, CT - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 08:45 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki
Im sorry that you arent feeling well, but it sounds like you had a good time on your short break from the o so fun chemo. I am going to try to call you before I leave tomorrow, but on the chance that I can't reach you, just wanted to let you know that you are in my thought and prayers always. Love you hon!

Sarah <sarafina3@aol.com>
hebron, ct usa - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 07:42 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki~
This is Lil'Kayleigh. Gezze it is so sad that I never get to see you any more! You always had at smile on your face and put smiles on other's! Even though you many not be on LEHY phisically, you will always be with us mentally! Thanks for the laughs and smiles!!

Kayleigh Boucher <BSwimchick101>
Manchester, CT - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 07:01 PM (CDT)

Nikki
I am sorry to hear about your throat hurting, and you having to be in the grey room. I hope you get better really soon. How's the quilt coming along? (LOL) I hope that I see you soon.
Your Friend,
Kristy
Kristy <klpaq@mail.lycos.com>
E. Hampton, CT United States - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 01:55 PM (CDT)

Hello Miss Nikki-
I am about to come in with hot pink paint and get rid of those ugly gray walls. I wanted to come to see you this week, but it has been crazy at work. I will there though, don't you worry. I was really happy to see you at the exercise benefit on Monday. But.....I will you back for taking pictures. I cannot believe that you did that. Well, I have to get back to work. I will talk to you soon. I love you- Kaeley
Kaeley <Kaeley9@aol.com>
- Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 01:53 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki, how are you doing? I really like your website! Good luck with the chemo. Love, Jackie
Jackie Dolan <Quigs2001@aol.com>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 06:40 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki, I'm so glad you had fun last night. I had fun too, I was so happy to see you there and I'm happy that you were able to go out and spend some time with your friends. The lady at the Main Street Creamery is going to have copies made of the pictures she took, can you believe we were there again today. We will see you tomorrow afternoon, get a good night's sleep. Love ya, Mrs. Huffman
Jo Ann Huffman <aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT usa - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 08:29 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki~
How are you! I hope you had fun last night when we went to pizza/soup and ice cream. Cause it was fun! Man i am tired.zzzzzz... i am coming to visit you tomarrow(wednsday) and then again when Kristen comes. I love you and i am thinking about you.

Kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, ct usa( or timbuck2) - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 06:23 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki...although u don't know me, i'm excellent friends with michelle and emily D and believe or not last summer u and katilyn swam a vernon practice in my lane(do u remember me?)! i just wanted to let u know that ur story has really touched me. You are in my thoughts and prays daily and i hope that u continue to stay strong. Since i can drive we're all going to hopefully come and see you sometime...hope things are going well. i love the web page and even though i just got the address today im going to start reading it all the time! love, mary
Mary Serrell <Jujy213@aol.com>
TOLLAND, CT USA - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 10:46 PM (CDT)

Nikki~ hey hunnie! I hope you are feeling better :)I miss you lots and I luv you..
luv always,
Becca
Becca Ruocco <BeccaR57@aol.com>
south windsor, ct - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 10:30 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!
How are you feeling hun? I hope you're feeling better. As soon as I got your page I had to write you to let you know I'm thinking of you. I miss seeing you and I love you very much. If you ever need anything, or need someone to talk to, please call me, I'll always have time for you :) I better get going, feel better real soon
Love always,
Em
Emily Ducharme <Ultrafly12@aol.com>
Vernon, CT USA - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 10:08 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
I guess we are sort of related. Uncle Tommy's sister is married to my son. I heard of your site and wanted to say all will be well. I am a cancer patient udergoing treatments all the time. Have faith and all will be well
Abe Schnall <franc5026@aol.com>
Phila, Pa Usa - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 02:46 PM (CDT)

hey nikki! i just got this website address, so i said im gonna get my crazy self on there and write you. so here i am :>) feel better and get better. were all rootin' for ya :>) later!
Brenna B <adelaide110@hotmail.com>
Colchester, Ct USA - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 08:39 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki! I'm floored by your web page! Too cool! Not to mention the number of letters you receive! Bet you're more in touch with people now than ever! Hope you're doing well, I get my updates pretty regularly from your sisters so I know things are pretty good right now. Very glad to hear good things! We think of you often, Allison and Jessica make you cards daily (I don't bombard you with them all!) and when they play house one of them is always named Nikki! Once you can have rug rats--I mean germ carriers--I mean small kids around you we'll come visit! Get better! Love, Lisa
Lisa Reade <Reade23904@aol.com>
Andover, CT USA - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 08:02 PM (CDT)

Nikki- This is Rose, Barbara, Bruce, and Emily. (from Uncle Tom's side of the family). We've been thinking alot about you and are sending you all our good thoughts and wishes. After reading this website we realize what a strong person you are and the extensive ordeal you are going through. Please try to make it to the shore so we can visit. We think the plane is a great idea.
Thinking of you,
Rose, Barbara, Bruce, and Emily

rose <snochic8@aol.com>
voorhees, NJ US of A - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 06:18 PM (CDT)

NIKKI!!! It's so good to hear that you're doing good!!! That sounds perty wierd but oh well. hehehe I'm leaving september 15 for college!! : ( I just wanted to say hi and to tell you to GET BETTER!!! : ) keep in touch!
Juan the Lifeguard <Guano721@hotmail.com>
East Hartford, CT USA - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 06:04 PM (CDT)

Nikki-
The heat is over!! Now you can really enjoy your hot tub. Anyway, I heard that Marcy visited and you got to watch the video (lucky). I also heard that my friend Dana called you during the video. He has bad timing. Just wanted to write you a quick note so you know that I am thinking of you. Talk to you soon.
Love- Kaeley
Kaeley <Kaeley9@aol.com>
- Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 09:11 PM (CDT)

NILLI!!!
Ok I admit I didnt move to Australia... I just like having fun with these things, because face it, you KNOW where I live... Wow I really need to get a life... You know what I just realized? Other people are going to be able to read this and realize how pathetic I am. Well, anyways I have nothing important to say I just wanted the notority of signing the guest book. I am gonna call you soon, I hope you got home from the hospital ok tonight and the mean people didnt keep you in the icky gray room anymore. (Actually I have never met the nurses/doctors, I am sure they are very nice) Ok I am done, Hope to see you soon!!

Sarah <Sarafina3@aol.com>
Sydney, Australia - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 08:45 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!
I'm so glad my sister told me about this webpage because I've been meaning to get in touch with you! My thoughts and prayers are with you, I hope you get better REAL SOON!!!!!
Have fun in your hot tub! stay strong!
I love you always,
Liz
Liz Dolan <EMD1985@aol.com>
wethersfield, CT USA - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 08:30 PM (CDT)

Hey nikki~
Sorry to hear that your mouth sores aren't getting better...:( I just got back from buffalo. ill call you soon. when do go back to the hospital? ill come visit you. luv ya. <3
kaitlin

Kaitlin (aworda, lol) <kchic57@yahoo.com>
vernon, ct usa - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 07:34 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki,
How are you feeling? Are you going to the benefit on Monday? If you are, I'll see you there! I think i'm working there. Well, I hope you feel better SOON!!!I'm thinking about you all the time! Luv ya~
~Jackie
Jackie Dolan <quigs2001@aol.com>
wethersfield, CT USA - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 07:32 PM (CDT)

hey nikki-
whats up? how r u feeling? r u coming monday to the aerobics benifit? everyone will be soooo happy to see you!! i think i am coming wendsday to see you because my sister has a appointment for her foot! i will see you hopefully on monday! luv ya babe,
allie
allie h. <alicat7@pop.snet.net>
wethersfield, ct usa - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 07:06 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
Whenever you want to do something, don't hesitate to call. Sorry I haven't been able to write to you lately, I've just been at camp. I hope you are feeling better, and don't forget to call me. I love you, and you are on my mind 20 4 7! FEEL BETTER SOON!!!!!!!
~Meg
megan <sport10187@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 10:54 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
Are you on break from the "chemo monster"? I hope the mouth sores are healing--I hear they are nasty to deal with. Is the hot tub hot like the weather has been. It has been so hot, hot, hot at work and the air conditioning system is down and there isn't any ventilation other than fans. But, On my way home last night the humidity broke and on my way into work today, I had to put the car heater on! Nuts.

Wow, Cousin Aaron came up with a good one!!!!Fly to NJ. That ought to work out! I guess with cancer, we all have to be more creative to work around things.

Jamie is in Boston doing okay. Justin is still working his summer job with "at risk" adolescents doing outward bound programs. He likes it, but the $ are better as a white water rafting guide, so next year before he gets a serious job, I guess he will spend one more summer doing that. He graduates this May with a degree in Outdoor Recreation--way to go--probably won't be rich, but will enjoy life's adventures.

Maybe at some point, Mom and Dad will bring you up to visit me in VT. I'd like to see them (or any of you for that matter)--I wonder if you have been up here since Grandpa died? It is so beautiful and my house is cute. It has 3 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms-lots of room; and you can see Lake M. from the porch. We could go to the movies--it is a step way back in time here-the last time I went they loaded the film in backwards--I was laughing so hard--I finally yelled out, let's hear it for the projectionist!!!! and everyone cracked up. The floors are plywood and there isn't anything close to surround sound. Still fun though.

By the way, you write so well. So you don't like institutional grey????That is the boring color of my summer uniform-polo shirt, but that isn't as bad as the green pants and BEIGE shirt that I wear in colder weather. They are in the process of changing it. The inmate walls are lavender and teal and they have curtains in their rooms. When Ben was in the hospital, he had a cute room with train border--they should let me come decorate--I'd liven it up!
A long time ago, disco era, I got to decorate a business office and I did it in lime green, orange and red and yellow--it was a hit, but I'm sure it is gone now and would be yucky.

Sounds like you are staying on top of all the garbage cancer has to offer--your strength impresses me, too! Summer isn't quite over and somehow you'll get some fun in--I hope NJ happens for you! Until next time, sending lots of love and good thoughts your way--say hi to Mom, Dad Jess, and Natalie for me. Love, Aunt Sherry
Aunt Sherry <shertodance@yahoo.com>
newport, vt usa - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 09:10 AM (CDT)

hola! just wanted to tell you about a stupid website jess and i found a while ago. do you remember the yip yip aliens from sesame street (back in the day)? well, one fan made up a website for them. it's:
http://www.angelfire.com/tv2/yipyip/
they have the stupidest game in the whole world there, and you can even listen to the song they sing. so if you get bored or need a laugh, check this one out. i really enjoyed visiting you today, and i'll try to come again soon! enjoy the weekend!
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@juno.com>
Sapporo, Japan - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 10:09 PM (CDT)

hi Nikki dear!! Wut's new? My sister and i are going to try to make you a funny video from our vacation. But don't be too heart broken if we don't make one. I will try my best to do one though. I miss you sooooooo much and i can't see you yet cause i have a cold and i don't want to get u sick. But when i get better i will come see you, and if you want me to bring anything with me just email me or call me. I'm thinking of you always. Luv ya!
Laura C. aka Lolo aka Laura-dora aka Laura-bean <Ljcae44g@aol.com>
Manchester, CT U.S.A. - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 07:08 PM (CDT)

hey nikki! Guess what? We are getting a new computer in a few days!!! Anyways, here is one of the ideas our family has. We are gonna get you in a plane in the closest airport your near, and fly to the Atlanic city airport, and meet us down at the NJ shore. I think its a really good idea, so does my mom, havn't talked to my dad about it much, but its a possiblity. So...good luck for chemo and hope you feel better!
Aaron <joke63443@aol.com>
wynnewood, pa usa - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 03:49 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki, I just want to remind everyone who reads this about the Aerobics benefit Monday evening at 6:30 in Wethersfield. It will be held at the Community Center, 30 Greenfield St. From 91 South, take Rts. 5 and 15. First exit for Rt. 99 (Silas Deane Hwy.) Heading South, at the third light take a right, Nott St. Go thru the 4 way stop sign (after you stop of course) take the second Right, Follybrook Blvd. First Right is Greenfield St. It is the building on the right that looks like a school. Hope alot of you can come, donation is minimal $5.00. It will be an hour long class (I will take it easy on anyone new to Aerobics.) If anyone needs more info, please E-Mail me or call at 257-3053. And Nikki - hope you are feeling well today and have a great weekend at home. As always thinking about you, Love. Mrs. Huffman.
Jo Ann Huffman <Aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 02:14 PM (CDT)

Hey nikki!sorry i haven't seen or talked to u in a while but i just got back from vacation and when i checked my mail i found out about your website. this is a really good idea! ne way just wanted to say that i miss u and i'm praying for you. have fun in your hot tub and i'll try to come visit u one of these days. stay strong! Love,
Alison
Alison K <Alliekat567@aol.com>
Enfield, CT USA - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 12:03 PM (CDT)

Hey nikki!!
Yesterday our house smelled like a skunk... my mom thought that a skunk "let loose" under our back porch. The smell went away though, exept for our basement, which still smells a little bit like a skunk today. Anyway, i think i'm going to have to go to visit you and re paint your walls!! what are they thinking.. grey? jeez! Tonight we're leaving to go to Newhamshire and we come back sunday, and then the tuesday after that we're going to michigan! we just decided we were going to newhamshire yesterday though. so hopefull on monday i will get to see you before I leave. goodluck with this round of chemo! i love you!
Meggie <Coolada2@aol.com>
Tolland, CT US - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 08:24 AM (CDT)

hola, nikki!

(i tried to mix things up a little bit with the city/country thing. i'm actually just at home.) i am the dumb one in the bunch who didn't get the e-mail about the website until yesterday. so sorry to hear that you weren't feeling well. but it's good to hear that you're getting out more. i'm hoping to come visit tomorrow, but i'll try to call before i come. so far, i'm checking around for more books and trying to find stuff that will make the walls a little less grey. hang in there! you're a tough cookie (kinda like the ones i bake). see you soon!
meg duffy <onefishtwofish101@juno.com>
Brussels, Belgium - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 10:53 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki. Our family is also going to Maine for the week with Glenn, Marsha, and their family. We rented a cabin again. Last year a Bat buzzed us in the middle of the night. We'll hear about how you are doing through the gapevine (and Aunt Marsha) Se ya in a week. And tell the Hospital to paint their walls. Love ya. Uncle Chris
Chris Brielmann <chrisbriel@aol.com>
Tolland, CT USA - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 10:23 PM (CDT)

HI Nikki, Hot,Hot,Hot today. I packed all day today getting ready to go camping. Too bad all the sweating I did didn't shrink my belly. Oh well. We are leaving at 8:30 in the morning so I don't think we'll be able to visit so we will see you when we get back next weekend. Marsha and the girls are really looking forward to seeing you as they haven't seen you in a while. Me too. Shanna will keep checking your web site and keep us up to date. see you in a week. Love Uncle Glenn, Aunt Marsha & the girls.
Uncle Glenn
- Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 08:34 PM (CDT)

Nikki
I hope you get better. You have an awesome web page. I might be able to visit you on friday (tommorow) but I will call to let you know. It will be around seven.
Kristy <klpaq@mailcity.lycos.com>
E. Hampton, CT United States - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 06:03 PM (CDT)

ey Nikki, Just wanted to say HI! I was with a friend tonight who was telling me about a mutual friend who has a tumor in her shoulder, she also has lost her hair and in need of a wig. Manchester Hospital, through a group called Cancer Care, gives out free wigs to anyone who has been diagnosed with cancer. I will get the details in the morning so I can have the infor to you when we come see you tomorrow. Alex, Jackie Dolan and I are planning to visit. I guess, from what I understand is you can get free wigs (and if you don't like them, you can exchange them) and some cool bandanas, etc. I'm finding that I don't type well at midnight. Anyway, we love you and will see you on Thursday. We are heading for the mall first, so if you need or want anything, let us know. Isn't this caring web site great, I have a little friend Ronnie who has cancer that I talk to daily (he's 5) and it is just wonderful! I wish it was in place when Carly was in the hospital. Oh well. Have a good nights sleep (hopefully your are doing that now) We love your, The Huffmans.
Jo Ann Huffman <Aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 10:52 PM (CDT)

Hola Nikki-
I am going to come see you on Thursday, actually by time you read this it will be Thursday, but oh well what can I say, I'm a night owl. I got some pictures back from Maryland, so I'll bring them with me. I'm a little angry because one-third of my pictures were ruined. My mom told me after the trip that a piece of my camera had fallen out, a rubber piece that stops light from coming into the camera. Anyway, as you can imagine, a lot of the pictures became overexposed. Well, I will just get all of Greg's doubles. I will call before I come. If there is anything you want me to bring just let me know when I call. I will see you soon.
Love- Kaeley
Kaeley <Kaeley9@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 09:55 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
I wanted to let you know that we are all praying for you and think of you often. This is a great web site. What a fantastic way to stay in touch with all your friends and family. I enjoyed seeing the pictures of you and your family. Please send them my hello.
Mrs. Martin <kmsellhome@aol.com>
Hebron, CT USA - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 08:22 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki,
Don't get down on yourself, you know that you are going to pull through this. Just keep on hoping for the best. I can't believe the walls are grey, what's up with that? They should be like red or something...hehe!! I'm glad you have this journal online, I check it each day so I'm updated. The summer is almost over and I can't believe it...we missed you so much! Try to find new things to do hun...love you babe!

Ashley P. <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 06:56 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, another hot day has come and gone. I am still sweating bullets! Tomorrow is suppose to be worse. It sounds boring at the hospital but at least it's cool!! Uncle Glenn was at your house today returning some tools to your dad. He went to the eye Dr. today and found out he needs glasses to read. It's hard getting old! Good luck with this round of chemo. Love Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn and girls
Marsha Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, Ct - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 05:28 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!
What's up? Thanks to Terri I actually got to visit your website! It's great! I hope everything's going well! Next tuesday I leave to go to Nova Scotia, if you email me your address I can send you a postcard! Love ya lots!
Kimmi K. <babyb4786@att.net>
Andover, CT USA - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 03:18 PM (CDT)

hey nilli! this website is really great.. i love checking it everyday-its my new routine.. anyways, i want you to know im always thinking about you, and anytime you need somebody to talk to you can give me a call. i miss seeing you, so sometime ill come and visit!
Kate <Iris5385@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 01:58 PM (CDT)

I called last night but you were "out". This heat sucks. You need a "cool" tub in this weather. I will call tonite at the hospital to find out how you are doing. You are the best! I love you!
Aunt Diane
- Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 10:11 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki~ How are you? How was the princess diares, i've been dying to see that! I'm coming to see you real soon and we are bringing something to do with you! well I hope to see you soon! luv ya, *allie*
allie huffman <alicat7@snet.net>
wethersfield, ct usa - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 09:10 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki babe!! Wut's up? Yea it's early don't ask me why i am up. My poor Sam hurt herself again, being the stupid dog she is. Well i can't wait to come and visit you. Isn't air conditioning the best thing on the earth? Well i think it is cause i hate heat well unless it is winter but it is summer so air conditioning is better. Yea anyways.....I miss you! Luv ya! Hugs and kisses!
Laura C. aka Lolo aka Laura-dora aka Laura-bean <Ljcae44g@aol.com>
Manchester, CT U.S.A. - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 08:34 AM (CDT)

Hey Nikki-
We have air conditioning too, and I did not want to leave the house once today. I am glad that you had the chance to get out and about. There will be more and more of those days ahead. I will hopefully come and see you really soon. Things have been crazy at work since I missed a week to go to Maryland. Oh well. I will try to get in to see you at the hospital on Thursday or Friday. Marcy is coming home tomorrow. How about that, first American woman to swim the double. Did you see her on T.V.? She went national!!!!!!!! Anyway, I will talk to you soon. Keep hanging in there. I love you.
Love-Kaeley
Kaeley <Kaeley9@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 09:48 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, I bet you had a nice evening in the air conditioning at mema and Don's. We are all very HOT here at home. The themometer reads 89 and it's going on 10 pm!
The only thing that made the day bearable was the pool. Uncle Glenn is grocery shopping(in the air conditioning) right now with Ali. It's not his normal night but he had to go earlier this week because we leave for camping on Fri. morn. Elizabeth and Ali loved the Princess Diaries and laughed all through it. But they never read the book. They both just got backpacks from L.L.Bean also. Ali has her name on hers and Elizabeth just has ECB. Good luck with your next round of Chemo tomorrow. Keep up the journal, everyone enjoys reading the daily updates, especially me. Love and Kisses, Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn and the kids.
Marsha Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, Ct - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 08:47 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki! I wish I could have stopped by before you went back into the hospital again:( We leave again on Sat. for Busch Gardens in Virginia- my dad needs his roller coaster fix. I'm thinking about actually riding something big!(but we know how that always turns out- lol) I hope you're feeling good and I'll be sure to come see you when I get back. Love you lots and lots!
Terri <terrig@snet.net>
- Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 08:04 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki - I'm so glad you were able to get out of the house. I bought you a book and hope it's not one you purchased yesterday. Oh well, I can always exchange it for you. Do you think it could get any hotter? How does your hot tub feel in this weather? I think about you always we will see you this week at CCMC, I have a bracelet kit for you if you are feeling up to it we can work on it together. See you real soon. With Love, Jo Ann (Mrs. Huffman)
Jo Ann Huffman <Aerobic_jo@snet.net>
Wethersfield, CT USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 07:56 PM (CDT)

nikki nikki nikki nikki!! i'm writing in your guest book, just as i promised! i'm so hot right now and your lucky your at your grandparents in the air consitioning, it like 200 degrees in this room!! and you know why else your lucky!? because you have so many wonderful friends who are thinking about you and that you can lean on!! love you ALWAYS!!
meggie <coolada2@aol.com>
Tolland, CT US - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 06:45 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikalicious4@aol.com!! lol Well except now you are Nilli34@aol.com. Wut's up? I miss you soooooo much!! I haven't talked to you in a while. I gotta come and see you. ttyl babe. Luv ya! hugs and kisses!
Laura C. aka Lolo aka Laura-dora aka Laura-bean <Ljcae44g@aol.com>
Manchester, CT U.S.A. - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 05:11 PM (CDT)

hey nikki! i know you are hanging in there hun, stay positive, right!? i'm leaving for san diego tomorrow for a week vacation, and i just wanted to let you know that i'll be thinking about you! i'll talk to you after i get back..and when do i get to come in your hot tub? haha, love you-
Greg <GLP86@aol.com>
Manchester, CT - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 04:59 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
Are you famous now???I read your journal--it is outstanding. I am so sorry for the "bad stuff!" Anyways, I think of you everyday. What will prevent the swimming? I don't understand that. Glad the cast is off by now. I can imagine how chemo sucks, but glad you have a kick a-- attitude. Are you playing the flute? I will come see you when I get to CT--I'll probably catch h--l for saying the a--word--ha ha just like Aunt Sherry! You are beautiful inside and out. Love and kisses, Aunt Sherry
Aunt Sherry <Sherodance@yahoo.com>
Newport, vt vt usa - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 03:06 PM (CDT)

Nikki, I work with your Aunt Diane and have really enjoyed reading your journal. You are on our prayer chain at church - ever since Diane told us the day she found out. Almost every Sunday someone asks about you, and I plan to forward the information about your website to them. Take care and God Bless!
Nancy Smith <Nancy.e.smith@saint-gobain.com>
Valley Forge, PA USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 01:30 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki, the beach at NJ wants you too. See my email and we can discuss it....I'll call tonite. I love you!!!!!
Aunt Diane
- Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 11:25 AM (CDT)

hey Nikki, hang in there kid. just remember the stuff weve talked about, and when your all better, well have to go in your hottub since you went in mine and fell in love with it lol
JON
Jon <Greend506@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 10:42 AM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, Uncle Glenn here. I got to the computer before Aunt Marsha tonite. We just went and saw Princess Diaries and we laughed alot. Did you get to see it yet? I'm on vacation this week and was able to go in the pool today when it was hot(it was so nice,much better than a HOT brown truck). If you are going to be home tomorrow nite we will come and visit. I'll call tomorrow morning.Bye for now. Love, Uncle Glenn, Aunt Marsha, And all the girls and Zack too.
P.S. Aunt Marsha says to tell Uncle Chris "Bite Me,Your just jealous"
Glenn Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, Ct - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 11:50 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki! i asked kaitlin 2 give me ur address and website so i could write 2 u! i havent seen u in awhile and i wish u the best and i hope ur feeling better. ill send u a post card from zones! love ya lots!
**ERIN**
Erin McLaughlin <swimchic82387@aol.com>
Woodbridge, ct usa - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 05:53 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
This is Elizabeth, thought that I would say hi and see how you were doing. I hope that everything is going good and that you are feeling good. I love you and will see you soon.
Love,
Elizabeth
Elizabeth <mrbielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, CT USA - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 03:56 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
Your website is great. When I talked to your mother the other night she told me about it so I thought I'd go in and check it out. You have one of the best attitudes that I have ever seen. Keep up the good work and our thoughts and prayers are with you. You Uncle Dan was happy to hear that you father made up the tea for you. He has me drinking it twice a day and I only have to do that for one more month. Just wanted to say hi and let you know that we are thinking about you. Love, Uncle Dan & Aunt Mera
Marilyn Brielmann <Marilyn.Brielmann@Reebok.com>
Canton, MA USA - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 03:01 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, What are your plans Aug 28-29? We are hoping to take a trip up to see you then. I'm so glad the cast is off. Can you take the boot and the brace off in the hot tub? It's going to be hot the next few days. How are you going to keep cool? Tell your mom that I'm only a phone call away if she needs me. I love you and miss you alot! Feel good!
Aunt Diane
- Monday, August 06, 2001 at 08:48 AM (CDT)

Hey Nilli, I know you will enjoy the movie. It's good and it's clean (boo). Craig thought Kaitlyn was hot. If you ever get bored and want to take an IQ test, go to www.queendom.com See ya soon. (boy that Aunt Marsha can talk huh?
Chris Brielmann <chrisbriel@aol.com>
tolland, ct usa - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 09:00 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, I'm glad to hear your fever wasn't anything serious and that it is gone. Is Princess Diaries out in the theathers? Elizabeth is bugging me to take her to see it. Uncle Glenn is off from work the next two weeks. This coming week he will be doing chores around here and getting ready to go camping the following week. All my daycare kids should drive him crazy!! I guess it's going to be a hot week. Today I took the kids down to the lake but they wouldn't go in cause they thought it was too dirty! They are spoiled with the clean water in the pool. Have fun with your friend sleeping over tonight. Call when it would be OK for us to come visit. Love, Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn and the kids.
Marsha Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, Ct - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 08:00 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki-
We are all thinking about you every day. I know that you are going to beat this thing, and who cares what the doctor's say. They do not know you the way that I know you. You are a fighter (I've had first hand experience with that)!!!!!! :o) I know that you will be back in the pool sooner than later, and maybe you will become a butterflier!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Call me if you need or want anything. I love you and you're in my every thought!!!
Love- Kaeley
Kaeley <Kaeley9@aol.com>
Vernon, CT - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 05:41 PM (CDT)

hey you! Whats up? Me and "the parents" just got back from the shore, and you probably wouldn't want to be here becuase its boring...like always. My sisters are comin home in a few weeks, and i don't miss them yet! The house is really quiet and i love it! A few nights ago a pulled an all nighter, and im still tired. Anyways, im pretty much talking about myself so im gonna stop. How you feelin? I bet your feeling pretty good with that new labtop you got(my computer is from 1996 and anyone willing to donate one, ill take it!) So, anyways, hope your feelin good, and i hope to come up to CT real soon to eat some "grinders"(???)(And to all you weird conneticut people, grinders are bad, hogies(i know i can't spell) are amazing and GO SIXERS!) Love you a whole lot!
Aaron <joker63443@aol.com>
Philly, Pa US - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 05:09 PM (CDT)

hey nikki,
whats up hun?? how are you feeling?? i hope you have fun in your new HOT TUB!!!!! i will come visit
luv ya ~*allie*~
allie huffman <alicat7@pop.snet.net>
wethersfield, ct usa - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 01:14 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki,
I just wanted to drop you a little note and say hi... I am glad that things are going good for you and that you are making it through all that chemo as good as you are.. Hang in there you are doing great. Love, Shanna
Shanna <slisitano@hotmail.com>
Haddam, Ct USA - Saturday, August 04, 2001 at 11:07 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki,It's another late night (11:10pm) and I just got home from work again. It was a real busy night at the restaurant and I did good in tips. Elizabeth had fun at Lake Compounce today and even went on Boulder Dash. Ali was sad to be home alone so I took her to Amy's Udder Joy, a petting zoo, in Cromwell. Her favorite part was holding the baby chicks which she did over and over. Then Uncle Glenn took her to Mema's for dinner when I went to work. I'm glad you are home again. Have you been in your hot tub yet? It will be so relaxing. It sounds like you made it through your last round of Chemo very well. Your are doing so well through all this and are a very brave young woman! See you soon, Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn and the girls.
Marsha Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, Ct. - Saturday, August 04, 2001 at 10:21 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki!!!!! Its Saturday night, and i haven't gotten in touch with you, i think you should be home soon. I haven't seen you in a while and i want to visit you before i leave for Zones for Sarah(which i am leaving for on tuesday). I love you so much, I think about you everyday. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I love you!
- Kaitlin
XOXOXOXOXOX

Kaitlin <kchic57@yahoo.com>
Vernon, CT US - Saturday, August 04, 2001 at 05:37 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, It's Friday night, about 11:30 and I just got home from waitressing at the Glockenspiel Restaurant. Uncle Glenn told me all about his visit with you. I wish I could have been there. All the girls are sleeping at Marci's house watching her dog. She, Rob and Zachary are in Vt. this weekend for a truck show. Elizabeth is going to lake Compounce tomorrow with a girlfriend. I have to work again. Uncle Glenn and Ali are going to Mema's for dinner. It has been very hot the past few days and humid also. I am lucky the kids have the pool to cool off in. I bet you are enjoying your hot tub. I hope Uncle Glenn gets ours working again someday. Let us know when you come home so we can come see you. I was happy to hear your cast is off. One less pain in the you know what!! Keep writing in your diary, I enjoy reading it everyday. Love, Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn and the girls
Marsha Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, Ct. USA - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 10:35 PM (CDT)

HEY NIKKI!
I Hope u feel better and everything turns out to be ok.

Ryan
Ryan Brielmann <Ryguy5959@aol.com>
Tolland, CT USA - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 09:52 PM (CDT)

hi nikki! i love you!!! i just got back home and i already looked at everything on your website and i love it!!! i'm going to visit you asap, which means as soon as my mom can take me!! see you soon (i hope!!) love, meggie
megan <coolada2@aol.com>
tolland, ct us - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 05:30 PM (CDT)

Nikki~ You are so awsome! I have so much faith in you, you can get through anything, your a tuff kid, remember that. I will write you some mail soon to check up on you, and good luck with everything sweeite, love ya : )
Allie
<oopa33@aol.com>
Marlborough, CT - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 02:01 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, I'm so sorry to hear that you were in so much pain last night. I'm glad they got it under contol for you today. Getting your cast off tomorrow should make getting around so much easier for you! We all loved your pictures, especially the one of you feeding Zachary. We hoped to bring him up to see you at the hospital tonight but your mom said it wouldn't be healthy for him. There are too many sick kids on the floor. Uncle Glenn got out of work at 9 pm so it was too late for him to come. Mom said you were very tired from last night so it is probably for the best that we didn't come. Get some sleep and hopefully we will see you when you get home. Love, Aunt Marsha, Uncle Glenn and the girls
Marsha Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, Ct Middlesex - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 09:25 PM (CDT)

Hola chica! ¿Qué tal te encuentras? Me gusta tu website. :) I hope you’re feeling okay today. I’ll talk to you when we get back in 2 weeks. ¡adios! Luv, Jess
<funkyj530>
- Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 07:10 PM (CDT)

Hey babe!!
U are going to get through this just fine!! Nothing could stop u from doing the things u love! Just hold in there and u'll be stronger than ever!! Ur my twin cuz, so don't be afaid to call! LOVE U TONS HUN!! Tash
<Toosha Poo@aol.com>
- Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 06:43 PM (CDT)

Nikki- you are so amazing. i miss you so much. last time i visited you, you were asleep! geez, you sleep almost more than me! thats ok though. im sure you are doing fine after the chemo yesterday. i want to come and visit you tomorrow. we need to catch up. i will call you to make sure you are doing ok. don't worry about what the doc says about swimming. we have plenty of time to cross that bridge later! i love you always!
p.s. im getting braces really soon! nooooooo!!!
My name is Casey B. and I'm here to say.... <Caseyab69@hotmail.com>
C-Town, - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 04:04 PM (CDT)

Hi, you don't know me but I'm really touched by your story. From what you've written, you're a really awesome, gifted and positive girl able to pull through this. You might have been told you won't be able to swim again... but I know someone who's mom loved to write, and she was in a car accident and got her arm removed-- and she was told she wouldn't write again, but she got a 'fake' arm and she wrote just as much- if not more- than she did before. So I'm sure you'll be an even better person when you get out of this. I wish you the best of luck, I wish I knew you more- I'll be checking back at your website as often as I can for updates. You're the kind of person that will be able to pull through this easily, or atleast act like its easy- and you'll be a role model and someone to envy to everyone around you. Anyway, again- I wish you the best of luck. You're awesome!
Sam <Sambammy@AOL.com>
Villanova, PA USA - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 03:50 PM (CDT)

Hey nikki i wish you the best. ANd i hope you stay strong and never let down.
Stephanie Houghton <Anticat55@att.net>
Hebron, CT US - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 11:17 AM (CDT)

Hey hun, you're going to be just fine. I know you have the strength to get through anything because you have proven this to me in so many ways of life. You know you have a team of people whose prayers and thoughts are with you at all times. Keep up the high spirits and the results will pay off :) Feel Better,
love,
the pool princess ;)
Ashley P. <PloskyH20@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 11:28 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki! Good luck with you're chemo, and I hope you get better soon, I know that you're a fighter! Call if you ever need anything!
Melissa M. <mod27edge@aol.com>
Hebron, Ct USA - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 11:01 PM (CDT)

Nikki: HI! this is Millie and Dick. We belong to Diane and Tom (Tom's parents). We are impressed. What a wonderful web page! Your photos are terrific. Your site deserves its popularity. No wonder you're getting a lot of hits.
Nikki dear, we send you many good wishes and much, much love.
Millie and Dick <rjhanak@hotmail.com>
Merion, PA USA - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 09:43 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki, I loved reading your journal! What a great way to keep everyone updated. Uncle Glenn will be up to see you at the hospital tonight. We're all thinking of you here at home and will be up to see you when you can have company. Good luck this week. We miss you! Love, Aunt Marsha, Mandy, Shanna, Elizabeth and Ali.
Marsha Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam, Ct. Middlesex - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 06:17 PM (CDT)

Hiya nikki! Our family is praying for you every second of the day. Everyone is really upbeat and we all know your gonna be fine, Especially me becuase i know EVERYTHING. And that dude who told you that you wouldn't be able to swim again? What does he think he is talkin about? I think you will definetly get the chance to do it again, with all the new stuff with medicine now a days. Well, i gotta sign off now, and I wish you and your family the best of luck. Oh yeah, i was really happy when i saw 83 people have already gone on this web page, it was pretty amazing...Max ive had on mine was about 3...Anyways, good luck in chemo tommorrow. I LOVE YOU MOST MOST MOSTEST!
Aaron <joker63443@aol.com>
Philly, PA USA - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 05:21 PM (CDT)

Hey gurl! Don't worry- u'll get through chemo- not a big thing- hey look i've had 4 mos. and feel great!! and trust me u'll get major popularity- Ur website is great! C u in clinic. Bye!
Laura S. <sk8asong@aol.com>
Avon, CT umm.. yeah USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 09:37 PM (CDT)

Nikki,
Anytime you want to come over and just chill, call me and we can come pick you up. I am so glad I came over tonight to visit. Eat a lot no matter what it is. Call me soon!
I love you and miss you lots!
Megan BJ <sport10187@yahoo.com>
Vernon, CT. Connecticut - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 08:44 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki,
This is Ali. I just wanted to say that I hope that everything goes well with your Chemo tomorrow. I LOVE YOU!!!
Love,
Ali
Alexandra Brielmann <mbrielmann@snet.net>
Haddam , Ct USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 06:51 PM (CDT)

Hey nikki!! I know that we grew a part so much from 6th grade but im always here for you definitely! so give me a call if you need anything and im always here to talk also! Don't worry, you'll get through this. luv ya
Susan <Minime9339@aol.com>
- Monday, July 30, 2001 at 08:58 PM (CDT)

Hey Nikki! I hope you're feeling a little better. I got home from Texas today. I'll give you a call at some point so we can get together and I'll bring you some more fudge and we can chat. LYLATS
Terri <terrig@snet.net>
Hebron, CT United States - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 05:28 PM (CDT)

Hi Nikki: I hope you are feeling good and just know that I am here for you. We miss you a lot. I am going to send you something, I just need to find something special that you will Love :o)
Becca <Swiftfly11@aol.com>
- Monday, July 30, 2001 at 04:12 PM (CDT)

Hey nikki. This is a great website. Now I can keep updated. Good luck with the chemo and feel better!
Sam <SamIamswim@aol.com>
Windsor, CT USA - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 11:53 AM (CDT)

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