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Welcome to Michael's Page.
Michael is the son of Keely & Kris Calaman he was born on September 30th 2000 weighing 7lbs 13oz and he was 19 inches long. He was diagnosed with Krabbes disease on April 10th 2001.
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Sunday, July 11, 2010 6:34 PM CDT Hi Everybody
This is the first time since my son was diagnosed that I have been the one to update pie's page. Usually it is nanna, but I wanted to do it this time.
Not one day goes by now that I do not think of my little man. Everything I do and see reminds me of things I use to do or see with him. I cant begin to tell you how much I miss him. I have had so many people tell me that it gets easier as time goes on, but it doesnt it just becomes more real and final. So many times I wish that I could see him and kiss him, and tell him, how much I miss him. Not one day goes by that I dont talk to him, but I miss him so so bad.
It makes it hard that summer time is here and I cant do the things with him that I use to like the flowers and the garden, but I can tell you that all of my flowers have been kissed bu a certain angel. They are so beautiful this year. I know that he is up the singing and dancing with all his friends where everyday is beautiful. I have planted all of the flowers at the cematery and make sure that if they need to be watered that we do it every day. Between my angel,myself,and his grandparents his head stone looks so nice, or should I say good for what it has to be.
As the days and the nights go by I know he is here with all of us. I also realize everyday that he taught me so much and showed me what true love felt like. We also have a very special little sister that thinks of him every day and makes it known. It has taken her over a year to be able to talk about him, but we have all expained to her that pie had to go to heaven to his new home and that he is here with her in her heart. We told her that she could blow him kisses to heaven and he could see them, but she cant see him. So many times she will come up to me and tell me home and I know what she is talking about so we have to have this conversation alot. Now that pie has earned his wings it breaks my heat to see her go around our house and to know that she will not go in his room like she use to. She use to go in there everymorning and talk to him and blow him kisses, and tell him good morning but she dont do that anymore. It breaks my heart to see her like this. She and her brother were so close and she loved to hold his hand and commb his hair with her fingers, and hold him on the couch if he was crying. She shaed a bond with her brother that will never be broken.
Six yars ago I met a wonderfull man, and a super awesome step dad to both of my children. He loves and would do anything for them just like his own. My husband is slightly older than I and has raised his own two wonderful children. My husband Mark just went through a 31/2 hour surgery to have a vasectomy reversal. The exciting news to this is that we are going to try to have a child together after 6 years. Pie and Michaela should have a new brother or sister in about 1 year. This has given our whole family something to look forward to. We have had him tested for Krabbes, and he is not a carrier so we are on our way to having and addition to the family :).
Hope you all are doing well. God Bless you all.
All of our love. Keely,Mark,Michaela,Angel Pie
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