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DEAR OLIN,
WE HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOU! IM SORRY YOU DONT FEEL GOOD, I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER SOON! WE TRIED TO VISIT YOU IN SEATTLE LAST WEEKEND BUT YOU WERE SLEEPING, SO HAPPY LATE 18TH BIRTHDAY!!! WE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH OLIN, & YOU ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS & PRAYERS.GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU, TELL YOUR MOM TO KEEP ME POSTED. LOVE - UNCLE CASEY, AUNT SANDY, PATRICK & DANIEL :-)
SANDY FINLEY <finley1962@msn.com>
EDWALL, WA USA - Friday, October 4, 2013 2:24 PM CDT

I just came across Morgan's website and to say she was beautiful is an understatement. Reading her story just broke my heart and it's difficult writing this comment through tears. I am so sorry for your loss and as you know there are no words that I can say that will make your loss any easier.
Gina M. Garibaldi
Daly City, CA USA - Friday, May 27, 2011 11:12 PM CDT

Hi Alex , this is for mom Debbie and dad Mike also. My name is Karen and I'm the redhead for therapy that loved picking on Alex. My heart and Prayers go out to all of you. I wish you nothing but the very very best for Alex but also for the two of you. As you know we lost our youngest son Justin in 2000. One day I helped with you Alex I was kneeling on the bed behind you and holding your head up so your mom and dad could come and give you a real hug and kiss and tell you that they love you it made my heart swell with pride that I gave them that chance and yet it broke my heart at the same time because I never had that chance with my son. I hope all of you all the happiness your life can hold and may the Good Lord look down on you and grant you only good things. All of you will be my my prayers and thoughts a lot. I left my email address please keep me informed if possible how things are going. Mom Dad if you need anyone to talk to just email me and I will send you my phone number. Please take care and GOD BLESS all of you. form the bratty redhead at SMDC Karen
Karen Pyykola <kpyykola@cheqnet.net>
Iron River, Wi. USA - Thursday, November 19, 2009 7:14 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know I am thinking about Lisa and
all of you. Lisa and you are in my prayers.
Sharon Lawler <slawler@grmf.org>
Glen Rose, TX USA - Tuesday, July 21, 2009 6:01 PM CDT

Great to talk you you both today. Know we love you and are thinking of you all. Love, Jill
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JplpnbCEocXFy, UeIcRiDfTEh wxIvTPQrB - Sunday, July 20, 2008 11:53 AM CDT

Dropping by to let you know that I carry you in my heart and prayers as Tiffany's 7th birthday approaches. I am grateful that although He doesn't necessarily explain our suffering and grief to our satisfaction, God shares our suffering through our Lord Jesus. Our Lord prayed that "those which thou hast given me" be with Him where He was. Praise God that by His grace and mercy that is where our beloved children await.

Yolanda, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 5:34 PM CDT

Holding you tightly in my heart and prayers as Morgan's Homegoing anniversary approaches. Praise God that He knows our pain. Praise God that we know His Hope.

Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Sunday, April 1, 2007 4:01 PM CDT

I just read your very sad story about the loss of your precious Morgan and the struggles you went through with her illness and her passing. I pray for your comfort and ease of pain as time goes on. I'm so happy that you are living life for your 2 earth girls. You of course have to go on for them. They need you and deserver all of you attention. Life is for the living. I think it's wonderful that you are keeping Morgan's memory alive and that you got such wonderful support through your rough times. God Bless you, your husband and girls and all your family and friend. Many Blessings.
Paulette...Just passing through
Pa. - Tuesday, December 26, 2006 8:10 PM CST

IF ANYONE GOT ANSWERS FOR MY ?'S PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LET ME KNOW 0R HOW TO BETTER WHAT IS GOING ON WITH MY CHILDREN. PLEASE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OR HOW TO GO ABOUT IT!!! THANK YOU
TIFFANYRENE MONTALBO <WESTSIDECONNECTZ@HOTMAIL.COM>
ANCHORAGE, AK USA - Thursday, November 23, 2006 9:46 PM CST

Hi Lori, I just read Morgan's story and am so very sorry for your great loss. The only redeeming thing about the passing of a child is that it is only TEMPORARY! One day you will hold her and be with her again for all ETERNITY never to part again! I hope that gives you some sense of renewal and strength, Lori. Please know that you will remain in my thoughts and prayers. May the Lord bless you and your family with a peace that passes understanding always. Hugs & Love, Bonnie
Bonnie Bartley <bonniebartley@bellsouth.net>
Marietta, GA USA - Thursday, October 5, 2006 10:41 AM CDT

Of course you still want Morgan back, that's only natural. I lost my Mom to ARDS almost 15 years ago and I
think about her everyday and want her back too. You're living the ultimate loss....the loss of a precious child.

Even though you have two new beautiful daughters, they will never take Morgan's place and I don't think you want them to. Keep Morgan's memory alive!! Enjoy and love every minute of your family and teach your loving girls about their sister. May God Bless you and all those you love. Happy Birthday Morgan!
Susan <QnBeanie@aol.com>
Lynnfield, MA - Friday, August 4, 2006 12:02 AM CDT

I am certain our children are whole now and in the presence of our Saviour where together they wait for a blessed reunion. May our Lord bless you with His comfort, peace and hope in a very special way as Morgan's birthday approaches.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Friday, August 5, 2005 5:59 PM CDT

Remembering you and Morgan on the eve of the anniversary of her Homegoing. The hole they left will never be filled until they fill it again in Heaven. They are always in our today.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Sunday, April 3, 2005 3:58 PM CDT

Just wanting you to know that you are not forgotten. Blessings to you as I know it is still very hard without your little one. I will keep checking on you.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, February 13, 2005 7:28 AM CST

Dropping by to let you know that you are in my prayers tonight as you celebrate the remembrance of Morgan's birth. May our Lord's presence comfort you and may the precious thought of holding Morgan again in Heaven fill your hearts with hope and joy.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:16 PM CDT

HELLO I JUST READ YOUR SAD STORY.I TRULY AM SORRY FOR THE LOSS OF YOUR PRECIOUS BABY GIRL.MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.
JACKIE HOURANY <sapphireh35@aol.com>
TRUSSVILLE, AL UNITED STATES - Friday, May 14, 2004 4:01 PM CDT

My name is Sandra George, and I just read your story, I have a beautiful 2 year old grand-daughter (my only one) and I cannot imagine what my world would be like without Azaria' MAY GOD CONTINUE TO BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY, I HOPE YOU FIND THE PEACE AND HAPPINESS YOU DESERVE
SANDRA W. GEORGE <sngeor3@aol.com>
WINSON-SALEM, NC - Sunday, May 2, 2004 7:41 PM CDT

As Resurrection Sunday approaches we are every more and more thankful for His promise of eternal life in the place He has prepared for us. May this promise continue to bless and comfort your heart today on the anniversary of Morgan's Homegoing and always.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com 0 <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Sunday, April 4, 2004 11:20 AM CDT

Morgan was and is a beautiful little person with a very brave heart. She has touched my life with her story and I will keep her in my prayers every single day. God bless. She's the most beautiful angel in Heaven. God bless again. HUGS> Cyndi
Cyndi <Cynthia52889@msn.com>
Miami, FL USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 6:24 PM CST

Hi my name is Jenna and I was born with a rare bone disease. I know that Morgan is a very very special angel looking down on all that she knew and loved. My site: http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Monday, February 9, 2004 3:10 AM CST

Stopping in to let you know you aren't forgotten. I will lift you up to the Lord for strength during this extremely difficult time. Blessings to you in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 10:38 PM CST

Dear Lori,
I was so shocked and so in disbelief about your Morgan, I cannot believe this could happen, a baby angel was born and later to be taken away, I just want you to know that... I am so sorry and with heartfelt sincerety... wish all your family good health & best wishes forever!!
I Hernandez Jr
I Hernandez Jr <Monterrey33@hotmail.com>
Sunray, TX USA - Monday, December 22, 2003 2:24 PM CST

Just popped in to say hello. Still think of you and Morgan. Would love an update on how you all are doing!
Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
- Wednesday, November 12, 2003 11:36 PM CST

Hi, I just came across this page a few days ago and have spent those last few days reading up on the history of Morgan. I too had a daughter I lost due to complications with a heart surgery, in fact, due to a yeast infection that she got in her blood that the doctor's just could not get rid of. She struggled for two and a half months filled with ups and downs, from her heart stopping twice just two days after the surgery, to going on the echmo machine on two seperate occasions and taken back into the operating room, to being told that she wouldn't make it through the night, signing a DNR (do not resussitate), to her stabilizing, to losing her one week later. I can sympathize with your struggles, both then and now. The struggles you went through in the hospital, the struggle with your faith, and the struggle to both hold onto and let go. I cried many tears reading your journal entries as they were so close to many of my own personal experiences. I wanted to share that with you and thank you for sharing Morgan with me. I will keep you and yours in my thoughts.

Gillian Rose Harman 5/12/2000 ~ 12/22/2002 (my angel in heaven)
Amber Harman <amber@nadacon.com>
Tampa, Fl USA - Friday, August 22, 2003 12:01 AM CDT

Wondering how Tori and Taylor are doing. Do you have a website where we can see these cuties?
daisy <verymarried@youareadork.com>
Midland, Tx Midland - Thursday, August 7, 2003 7:15 AM CDT

Thinking of you Miss Morgan. Happy Birthday!
Sarah Waxon <swaxon@aol.com>
Roseville, MN - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 10:06 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Morgan!
Kathy Howe
MN - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 8:35 AM CDT

Lot's of prayers and warm, understanding hugs as you celebrate the fond remembrance of Morgan's birth and brief, but so very precious, life with you this side of Heaven.
Yolanda Rogers <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 7:03 PM CDT

My precious 10 year old granddaughter, Alyssa, died 3/25/03, also from ARDS after aspiration during a seizure. I am so very sorry for your loss, and am sending many prayers your way for your continued healing.
Paula <my_angel_Aly@hotmail.com>
Idaho - Saturday, August 2, 2003 10:22 AM CDT

Hi Lori, I have checked in often, from the trial of Morgan's health, to your newest arrival! Congratulations! I have no doubt that Morgan and Tori know each other!
Every trial and experience we pass through is for our own growth. Families can be forever, Love, Christina
Christina
Calgary, AB Canada - Friday, July 25, 2003 1:00 AM CDT

Hi Lori, I have checked in often, from the trial of Morgan's health, to your newest arrival! Congratulations! I have no doubt that Morgan and Tori know each other!
Every trial and experience we pass through is for our own growth. Families can be forever, Love, Christina
Christina <onehandedmomma@hotmail.com>
Calgary, AB Canada - Friday, July 25, 2003 0:49 AM CDT

Hello Lori, your site is absolutley beautiful! I am a single mother of 2 children: Braeden 3 and Brianna 6 months
I have never lost a child but it is my greatest fear. Just reading your story breaks my heart and makes me cherish my babies even more. God bless you and your family and congratulations on your special delivery!!!
crystal ryan <crystalr37@hotmail.com>
st catharines , on canada - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 11:56 AM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS! I am so excited for you and look forward to meeting the newest Olin! Hugs to you all!
Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
- Monday, June 2, 2003 7:41 PM CDT

I would like to say that you and your family are in my prayers still. May God Bless and continue to strengthen you.
Keisha Williams
Montevallo, Ala United States - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 1:28 PM CDT

You are in our prayers as another anniversary of Morgan's homegoing approaches. May the Lord bless you abundantly with His comfort and peace.
Yolanda , Mommy to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com - <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Thursday, April 3, 2003 8:01 PM CST

Wow, I guess I have good timing tonite! So glad to see the update--very cute page, and oh, what a WONDERFUL poem. So very comforting. I hope your pregnancy has been going well--it's getting close now! (You know, Mason was born May 12 :)). Thinking of you this week, praying for your strength, though you have shown more than I could ever imagine having . . .
Deb H.
- Tuesday, April 1, 2003 9:56 PM CST

Just popping in to say hello. Hope you are feeling well! Take care of yourself!
Kathy Howe
- Monday, March 31, 2003 12:06 AM CST

Dear Lori,
Thank you for sharing your inspiring and loving story of Morgan. I am so very sorry for your loss. I know the pain never truly goes away we just learn to live with it. I understand your pain as my twelve year old son Adam also earned his wing on Feb. 19th, 1998. Your little Morgan so touched my heart. Thank you for sharing with us. As Morgan's angel day approaches be gentle on yourselves you will be in my prayers.
my Adam's site is... http://www.adamkevinkidd.com
Susan <akkidd@pacbell.net>
Santa Rosa, Ca USA - Sunday, March 30, 2003 7:29 PM CST

Your little Morgan was a beautiful little girl. I lost my baby son in 1970 & I will never forget him. You can never replace your baby. My children are all grown now with children of their own & even in my grandchildren I can see Eric. With my children & grandchildren the memory of my baby will live forever. You can meet my angel at his website.
http??www.geocities.com/meme71373/index?1035927232440
Connie <ctucker318@aol.com>
Vidalia, La. USA - Monday, March 24, 2003 1:09 PM CST

I am sure Morgan was a joy in your life and that her memory will live on forever. My grandson was lost to SIDS on 3/10/01 and my daughter is now pregnant again, another boy, which has caused us some of the similiar concerns you are going through right now. We do know that Brayden will always be with us and that he will be the best guardian angel for his baby brother Brennan. www.geocities.com/princessd82000/BraydensHaven
Gramma Karla <ifirgit@yahoo.com>
Marinette, WI 54143 - Monday, March 24, 2003 12:53 AM CST

Hi Lori...just wanted to let you know I stopped by....and am thinking of you and Morgan. Sending you lots of hugs...and holding you all close in thoughts and prayers.

Laura
Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com

Laura
mn - Saturday, March 22, 2003 8:18 PM CST

Just dropping in to say "Hi" and to let you know I am thinking of all of you. Hope everyone is fine and didn't catch any of those "nasty colds" that have been going around!
God Bless,
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 11:14 PM CST

Congratulations on your new little miracle. And anyone who suggests that she's a replacement for Morgan deserves the tirade. Just make sure that she knows that Morgan did exist. I was 10 years old when I found a picture of myself and a baby. When I asked who the baby was, my mother told me that it was my brother who died when he was 4 months old of a heart defect. I'm not really sure why, but it really hurt that I never even knew that he existed until then. 2 years ago, I named my son after him. And you can tell Taylor that even though she's getting another sister, brothers aren't so bad. I have another brother and we had alot of fun growing up.

Mary Smith <mary.smith@state.mn.us>
South St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 10:09 AM CST

Just thinking of you, & hoping all is going well.
Deb H
- Saturday, March 8, 2003 10:49 PM CST

I found your website through heavenly lights.Your little girl was beautiful.I lost my nephew Hunter. He developed ARDS. He also had Leukemia. His website is (www.geocities.com/inlovingmemoryofhunter/) What gets me through is knowing that we will see him again someday.I am sorry for your loss. I bet they are beautiful angels.
Missy Coffman <Mispris90@aol.com>
WV - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 10:45 PM CST

Congratulations on your good news! A new baby is a wonderful reminder that life does go on. But we never forget our precious loved ones. We just add more precious memories. And I'm sure Morgan is so happy to hear about the baby and is smiling down on her mom, dad and sister. God Bless,
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Thursday, February 27, 2003 9:09 PM CST

Happy Valentines Day!
Kathy Howe
- Friday, February 14, 2003 8:21 AM CST

Just stopping by to leave a note to let you know I'm thinking about you. Blessings to you!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 5:00 PM CST

We always smile as we pass Morgan's tree on our daily outings- I know she is smiling back. I look forward to the cardinals in the spring.
Thinking of you,
Martha and the boy's
Mike, Martha, John, and Joe
Northfield, MN USA - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:56 AM (CST)

What a terrific and beautiful website on memory of Morgan! Although I did not follow her life as it happened I have sat here tonight and read everything...tears have fallen like rain! May GOD give all of you strength and comfort to forge ahead...God bless and keep the faith! Much love and many hugs, Lauren (Forever Lexi's Mom)
Lauren (Lexi's Forever Mom) <jimsbabe@darkhaven.org>
Louisville, Kentucky USA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 02:10 AM (CST)

Thinking of you guys today! Hope everything is going well.
Love,
JMF
Jane
- Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 03:37 PM (CST)

Have a fabulous holiday Lori! Take care of yourself and enjoy this time with family and friends. Morgan is never far from you.
Hugs to you always!
Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 08:11 AM (CST)

Hello, Just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas! Hugs Melanie
http://home.attbi.com/~Mstafford75/Christmas/achristmaswish.htm
Melanie <summer1628@hotmail.com>
Mich USA - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 08:31 AM (CST)

Lori- I am so glad to here that you and Steve are expecting another child. May the Lord bless you and this little one. Love Uncle Jerry
Jerry Olin <mtnhome @direcway.com>
Happy Jack, AZ 86024 - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 12:17 PM (CST)

Lori,
I just read your journal entry and I am very excited for you guys. This is truly a blessing. Take care.
Terri S.

Terri S.
Stillwater, MN - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 08:05 PM (CST)

My heart is smiling for you today . . .
Deb H
- Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 08:40 AM (CST)

Love and hugs to you always!
Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 08:38 AM (CST)

Hello- I was touched by your words on motherhood- and appreciating the moment. Thank you my dear, and because of you and your beloved baby, I will love mine a little better tonight. Thank you. My neice is battling ARDS right now, so that's how I happened upon your story. And you're right- you will see your baby again- be very patient. And even though she was only here for a short while, she still changed the world.
Jean-Elise Medeiros <Mjeanelise@attbi.com>
Snellville, GA USA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 07:08 PM (CST)

Hi Lori. Thank you for your journal entry. I am so sorry and feel your pain deep in my heart over your loss of your beautiful sweet baby. I lost my son, Benjamin, 7 years ago and it still feels like yesterday. Your family will remain in my prayers
Crystal Stone <crystalnick@yahoo.com>
Virginia Beach, VA United States - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 10:58 PM (CST)

Hello,
I found your website while writing a paper on ARDS. I became interested in ARDS because my 16 year old daughter developed it after aspirating on vomit while in the ER. She had deveoped a very severe case. The entire ER staff thought she was going to die, as a matter of fact she actually did die twice. They didn't expect her to make it though the night. She was on a ventilator at 100% oxygen and a peep of 10. All of her vital organs started to shut down and everyone including the doctors told me the only hope she had for survival was prayer. Little did they know she came from a praying family. We got everyone we knew and people we didn't know to start praying for her. After many long weeks of one bad report after another she started to improve. God had answered our prayers! Not only did she start to improve, she was improving by leaps and bounds. Only a few days after being weaned off of the heavy sedation she was on, she was taken off of life supoort, that was on a Saturday, by Wednesday she was home. The entire ICU/CCU staff said she was a mirical. I wanted to tell them that God is in the mirical business. As I sit and write this letter my daughter Courtney has only been home one week. She is doing wonderfully.
I feel for your loss, as only a mother who thought she was going to lose a child can. I saw your little angels pictures and she is beautiful. I'm sure she is in heaven looking down on you and your family still loving you all just as much as ever and waiting for the day that you will all be together again.
God bless you,
Audrey Moore

Audrey Moore <sstormy2000@hotmail.com>
Los Angeles, Ca. USA - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 02:36 PM (CST)

hello sorry about your daughter she is beautifuland so is her sister, i have a 18yrold son who just went threw a battle with ards ,we didnt think he was going to make it and he is my baby , but THANK GOD HE DID. thanks for your story and GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY .
fields j. <ladynight768@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 05:35 PM (CDT)

I viewed your angels pictures, and i cryed my eyes out for you and your family. I too lost a loved one to ARDS. My husband passed on 5 years ago, and left behind was a 27 yr old widow with our 18mos. old son. I know what it is like not for the loss of a child but a loss of my husband. It is just not fair for a beautiful baby to come and leave so quickly, there are no words to express my sympathy to you and you family. god knows I've been there..
GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY..
VIKKI

vikki <VMFRED@PEOPLEPC.COM>
BUTLER, PA BUTLER - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 08:32 PM (CDT)

In February, my eighteen month old niece drowned, and I was searching for her webpage. I came across Morgan's story, actually first, I came across her obituary. I knew that Morgan had passed away, obviously, but I found myself rooting and praying for her as I read the journal history from back to front. I burst out crying on that tragic day. Your feelings are so real, Lori, I think you should consider writing a book. I know that a message sent from an unknown person is basically meaniningless to you, but know that you, Steve, and Taylor are in my thoughts and prayers, and that my heart goes out to you for your bravery and realizing that you can't give up on Taylor just because your heart has been broken. If I met you, I would want to wrap my arms around you and just hug you; it's as if I know you. I will visit this site for updates about your family; just know that if you ever need anything, I am willing to help.
Kassiah Faul <kassiah@louisiana.edu>
Lafayette, LA USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 06:44 PM (CDT)

Hi, I just visited your site and I think you do a beautiful memorial to Morgan. I am very sorry for your loss.I would like to invite you to join an Angelic Internet group called Simply Enchanting Angels. We hope to make new and lasting friendships as well as support each other in times of need. I hope to see you there. (((Angel Hugs))) Angel MaryBeth
Our website addy is http://www.seangels.org

Angel MaryBeth
Mich USA - Saturday, September 07, 2002 at 06:12 AM (CDT)

Have a great first day in 1st grade Taylor!!
Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 08:38 AM (CDT)

I just wanted to tell you that I admire you and send all of my love and prayers. I have a 6 year old daughter and could not imagine life with out her! The way I found you was looking up some more information on ARDS. Just last week I was finally released from the hospital. I was on a ventaltor for 18 days, then in the hospital for another 1 1/2 months. While I was on the vent I also suffered a mild stroke which has impared me from walking. I am 28 years old and having to learn everything all over again. It;s hard and there are some days that I get up and so frustrated and in so much pain I wonder if it's worth it. Then I look at my daughter and read about people like you and force myself to getup and go. I want to tell you again thank you for being an inspiration. I will continue to pray for you and would ask that you say one for me too.
All my love,
Chrissy

Chrissy Baggett <leopardladyga@hotmail.com>
Austell, GA USA - Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 01:21 AM (CDT)

Lori,
I want you to know that you are in my prayers. As I read your latest entry, I can really relate on so many of the things you wrote. From the insensitive woman who wrote an entry in the guestbook, to seeing those idiots who have no idea what precious cargo they were carrying in the backseat of their car.
Lori, I don't think any of us want this road we are walking down...but you are doing it and you are figuring out what YOU need to do to get through it day by day...
I know it's still difficult for me, and Jordyn has been in heaven for 2 years...yet we keep going and we figure things out as time keeps going.
I have sent Morgan up birthday prayers and have no doubt she had a Spectacular party up there in the arms of Jesus!!!! What a wonderful time I bet she had....
I wish she could have been in your arms to blow the candles out...
God Bless you
Christy Fitzpatrick <Ourangeljordyn@aol.com>
Ft. Riley, KS USA - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 11:41 PM (CDT)

Dear Lori,

I read all your journal entries. I can't imagine your pain and I know it will never go away. I am saying prayers for you and your family. I think this is the worst thing that could happen to someone. I have two daughters and can't even imagine how it would be. I am thankful for them and lucky. I remind myself each day. I never used to as much but since I have been finding caringbridge sites, I do now. I am fortunate. You are lucky to have had Morgan in your life. I am so sorry for your loss.

Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt <sbernhardt@starband.net>
Zimmerman, MN - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 09:15 AM (CDT)

Hi Lori,
I come to your Web site once in a while and was saddened by the latest journal entry. We will never know why. I also don't know why people ever use the term "lucky" with parents who have lost a child. There is NOTHING lucky about it. I am a born-again and have hope for my eternal reunion with Jesus and my daughter, but there is nothing lucky about life here. I'm sorry...but people who don't lose children will never truly know how we feel. There are no words to describe that pain.
Thinking of you.
Monica Paquette (St. Gabbie's mama)

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 10:58 PM (CDT)

Thinking of you at this difficult time. My baby, Nolan, became an angel at just 6 months of age. I, too, wonder every day what he would be like, if he would look like his big brother, and also how his big brother might be different if Nolan were still here. We now have a new baby in the family. But I will always have three boys...and you will always have your precious Morgan. She'll always be with you in your heart. Happy Birthday sweet Morgan!
Anne <amuesu@tampabay.rr.com>
Tampa, FL - Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 01:40 PM (CDT)

Hi Lori, Just stopping out to let you know that I am thinking of your family and Morgan today. I know today was so very hard for you...as all days are...but please know that my heart is with you today...as always. Wishing Morgan a very happy birthday in Heaven Above....and your family peaceful memories.

A SPECIAL BIRTHDAY

Please God, make them remember that
Today is a special birthday.
Make them understand that.
The memories don't go away.
Bless them with ears to hear and hearts that care.
Enable them to listen while I share.
Shelter them that they may never know my pain.
Help them to help me know that my child's life was not in vain.

Help them to remember Lord, that I wish
That my child was here
So we could still celebrate.
To understand that I still
Feel the nearness of my child.
To see beyond my smile and the
Words. "I'm okay."
Please God, just let one remember today,
Is a special birthday!

AUTHOR UNKNOWN

God bless
Laura
Heavenly Lights Childens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com

Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
mn USA - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 10:41 PM (CDT)

Happy Birthday Morgan! Hugs to you Lori, Steve, and Miss Taylor, on this day and always!
Sarah Waxon
Roseville, MN - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 02:28 PM (CDT)

Happy Birthday Sweet Morgan!! WE miss you too!!
Auntie Sue
- Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 09:29 AM (CDT)

Happy birtday sweet angel baby! Hugs to you and your family today and always!
Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 09:14 AM (CDT)

Happy Birthday sweet angel girl . . .
DH
- Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 07:41 AM (CDT)

You are right about the pain. . .it never goes away. This isn't a wound that heals...no, not
in this life. I am so grateful for Heaven and eternity and the Saviour that made it possible.
May He give you special comfort during this special time.

Yolanda Rogers (Mom to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com) <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Sunday, August 04, 2002 at 02:51 PM (CDT)

Happy Birthday Morgan, things are so much better for you now. It's tough though for your family, trying to imagine how you would look and what you would be like. I know because my baby would have been 7 this year and every little 7 year old girl I search with x-ray vision looking for a bit of my Ariel Jean Marie. Happy Birthday Morgan, my prayers are with you and your family.

http://www.pilink.com/wa/arielmarinkovich/
Holly
WA - Sunday, August 04, 2002 at 09:00 AM (CDT)

Hi,
I know you will be thinking of Morgan more than ever at the moment so I wanted to drop by and tell you I am here for you if you need a listning ear or a shoulder to cry on, for I to know the pain of losing a child who became an Angel.
My Angel is Samantha Ann http://www.geocities.com/normskky
Norma <norma_ann_powell@hotmail.com>
Cumbria, England - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 06:48 PM (CDT)

I just entered your beautiful Morgan onto the Angel Roster.
It can be reached through http://members.aol.com/Elfcries/angel.html
Your story is so touching. Thank you for sharing.
Hugs, Ginny
Ginny Clark
Enwell, NY USA - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 03:19 PM (CDT)

Lori and Steve,
Just wanted to pass along my condolences regarding Morgan. I looked at her pictures and she really was (and still is!) beautiful. This really is the hardest thing God could ever ask people to live through. But I really believe that not only is a future reunion waiting for us, those who survive this fiery test AND KEEP THE FAITH will be truly rewarded in Heaven.

We lost our daughter, Gabrielle Anna to stage IV neuroblastoma this past May. (http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/gabrielles.prayers)

Love in Christ,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & St. Gabbie
Monica Paquette
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 10:18 PM (CDT)

Happy belated birthday Lori! Hugs to you always! I hope you know how special you are to me!
Kathy Howe
Forest Lake, MN - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 11:47 AM (CDT)

I still think about morgan on a daily basis. stay positive and strong..
Jon Storbakken
mpls, mn u.s.a - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 11:11 AM (CDT)

My son Tanner had a cardiac cath done on April 4, 2001. his open heart surgery was on April 9th 2001...he was 3 1/2 months old. We are so blessed and grateful to have Tanner with us after his lifesaving surgery. I cannot believe that you were losing your sweet Morgan at the same time we were actually saving our son.~~~We were both going thru such pain and anguish at the same time... I know the anguish and terror of having a heart baby, however I cannot comprehend your grief and loss. Please know that my prayers are with you. I believe in Angels, with that I believe that maybe Morgan was watching over my son thru his ordeal. I am so sorry that you lost Morgan, but, in a way, I am grateful for her.
PLease know that my heart truly goes out to you, I also realise that what happened to you and your Morgan could easily happened to me and my Tanner, and I thank God every single day for his living.
P.S. another thing we share is that I have a daughter named Taylor. She just turned 9, and is also such a blessing.
Suzy Yanez
Grand Terrace, CA USA - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 04:19 AM (CDT)

Lori,
I think you have come up with a fabulous idea with the garden. You can really feel everything by doing that--get mad & dig, nurture it, & watch it flourish. Then, sit back & feel that peaceful feeling it will bring. Do not feel guilty by not writing--hopefully, it means you're just busy & have "stuff to take care of". Just know that we still check in every so often & think of you lots.
Deb <debh@siewertcabinet.com>
- Wednesday, June 12, 2002 at 08:43 PM (CDT)

Whatever I can do to support you just say the word! I think of you, your family and Morgan daily. I love the new design/colors for the website! Take care of yourself! Hugs to you always!
Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Wednesday, June 12, 2002 at 01:37 PM (CDT)

Hi Lori, I just wanted to stop by and sign your guestbook and let you know that I am thinking of you and Morgan today...as always.
God bless

Laura <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
mn USA - Sunday, May 26, 2002 at 10:20 PM (CDT)

Hello,I was just reading the sweet things you talked about about your sweet little angel.I so happy you have the feeling od peace,I love the deer story.I do not think you are nuts.Like you said it is your sweet angel letting you know she is with you.I will be back to see how things are going with you and your sweet little angel and your family.
Brandy <bandctripp@hotmail.com>
ME USA - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 09:47 AM (CDT)

Welcome back from vacation! Hope you had a wonderful time! I am looking forward to reading your emails again. We'll chat soon.

Take care of yourself!

Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, April 30, 2002 at 11:45 AM (CDT)

My prayers for you, your family, and of course you ANGEL.
Bless you all.

Wanda Swearingen
Wanda Swearingen <TheDuper@msn.com>
Newport, MN - Saturday, April 06, 2002 at 12:28 PM (CST)

Dear Steve Lori and Taylor:

You have all been on my mind all day today. Your little Morgan is not forgotten. All the love and prayers that have been poured out for her and your family! She has touched many lives through you. God Bless!!!! Love, Andy
Mike and Andrea Hoglund <mnahoglund@earthlink.net>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 11:45 PM (CST)

It's been a year now, a time of heartache and healing, of living minute by minute, then day by day, of asking why, knowing there is no answer. As time goes by, may you find comfort, peace and hope as you carry memories of Morgan forever in your heart.

Just wanted you to know I stopped by today....Morgan and your family are in my thoughts and prayers as always. So sorry I could not make it today...I really wanted to come...but my back is just not cooperating as usual. But I am thinking of you during these difficult times. God bless
Laura
Laura <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
mn USA - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 03:38 PM (CST)

Dear Steve, Lori, and Taylor,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you today. We are thinking of Morgan and send her all of our hugs and kisses.
Thinking of you,
Martha, Mike, John, and Joe
The Donahoe's <4d-upnorth@msn.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CST)

Hi Lori-
Thinking of you and your family so very much today on this, Morgan's Heavenly Anniversary and sending lots of hugs & love your way. I know Morgan is watching over you today and sending so much love to you, Steve and Taylor. And what Miss Caroline said to Daddy in her dream the other night is so very true for Miss Morgan too - Morgan is enjoying her life of ubiquity!!
(I'll be off the next few days, but you can always reach me at my hotmail email too: elizabethvillani@hotmail.com )

Liz V <elizabethvillani@hotmail.com>
Cary, NC USA - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 09:44 AM (CST)

Wishing you...

*A continued feeling of peace
**Never-ending moments of joy and happiness
***Good memories of the good times with your sweet baby
****Energy to do what needs to be done
*****Love & support from those around you
******Strength to get through the hard times

Hugs to you always!

Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 01:28 PM (CST)

Just wanted to let you guys know our prayers are with you.

The Waterman's <jwaterman@siewertcabinet.com>
Minneapolis, Minnesota - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 07:07 AM (CST)

Your in my thoughts and prayers..

Doris (Angel Andrew's Mommy) <cdmaa@insightbb.com>
COLUMBUS, In USA - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 08:17 PM (CST)

IT'S BEEN A YEAR

It's been a year now
Since you went away
But I feel the pain that is in my heart
Will be there forever and a day
I miss your cheeky smile
Your cute little way
I miss the fun we had together
And the games that we would play
I know you do not suffer
And for that at least I'm glad
But your ever loving memory
Always leaves me sad

Mummy please don't feel that way
For I am near at hand
I would never leave you
Alone in this big land
I haven't really gone away
As you can plainly see
For I am with you all the time
Within your memory
I love you Mum, I always will
And I know that you love me
So please don't cry or be unhappy
For my soul has been set free
Mary Bolton www.geocities.com/hlcmstars/justinbenson <e88j91@comcast.net>
Toms River, NJ - Saturday, March 30, 2002 at 10:12 AM (CST)

Hi Lori, I just wanted sign in and let you know I stopped by. I think that is so cool about the dear by work. :) I know you have a very hard day coming up...but I just wanted you to know I was here...and I am keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers as always. God bless
Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com
Laura <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
mn USA - Saturday, March 23, 2002 at 09:32 AM (CST)

Been thinking of you a lot lately, and just wanted you to know. Special prayers of strength being sent your way over the next couple weeks.
Deb H <debh@siewertcabinet.com>
- Friday, March 22, 2002 at 02:07 PM (CST)

Your journal touched my heart. My 5 year old son died 6 weeks ago, and reading your ongoing journey of grieving and coping was good for me.
Lynne Olien -our angel nathan's site www.caringbridge.com/mn/nathanolien <lcolien@hotmail.com>
Fargo, ND - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 10:35 PM (CST)

"Some things have to be believed to be seen."
-Ralph Hodgson, on ESP

Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 11:42 AM (CST)

Hi Lori,
Well here it is another day and I'm thinking about you and how you are doing. Truly not a day goes by when you and Morgan don't cross my mind. I hope you are doing well and know that I think of you often and send you my very best each and every day.

I just started reading a book that I thought you might be interested in. It's titled: Leaving a Trace: On Keeping a Journal by Alexandra Johnson. I'm not too far into it but the introduction talks about how some people get to the end of their life and the people around them don't know what was in their heart and head any better than they can guess what color their eyes might have been. How many people have a marker in a cemetary but left nothing more behind than that? It has made me think about Morgan and her legacy and that while she was too young to feed the hungry or save the world she still managed to impress so many lessons on so many people. People who in 20, 30, 40 or more years have gotten through life not truly knowing how precious it is or how important it is to tell those around you "I love you" or countless other life lessons. I am amazed at how a baby I never met has changed my life. Not just my overall thoughts on life in general but the way I live my life everyday. Since her passing I began volunteering, I take more time for family, I play hookey from the office to have a day with my kids, I get to know people in my life a little better than I knew them before. Everyday I do something.

Thank you for continuing to share your life and your angel. You've heard me and countless others say this a million times before but it is so true: you are amazing.

Hugs to you and your family.
Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Wednesday February 6, 2002 9:35 AM CST

Dear Lori, Steve, and Taylor,
I saw the two red cardinals yesterday and knew Morgan was thinking of us. She knows when to show that sign of being near as I really needed some help on a decision I had to make and she was there to guide me...what a very special angel she is- thank you....continue to be as strong as you are!
Thinking of you,
Martha

Donahoe's <4d-upnorth@msn.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Wednesday February 6, 2002 7:35 AM CST

Dear Lori, Steve, and Taylor, I think of you and pray for you every day, that God will guide you and hold you in His strong arms and keep you safe. I also think of little Morgan, how sweet she was, and how much of a fighter! She is a reminder to me that you don't have to live a long time to make a strong impression on those around you. BE HAPPY, and treasure each day! Love to you all, MOM/GRAND MA CAROL
Carol Saunders <cslkgeorge@yahoo.com>
Lakeland, MN USA - Monday February 4, 2002 11:02 PM CST

Dear Lori, I just wanted to send you a big hug. You are such an incredible woman / mother / wife. I was so moved by the honesty in your journal entries. You seem to be a person who is very strong and in touch with her feelings and the feelings of her family. I will pray that you and your family experience peace everyday.
I lost my father to ARDS 7/10/01, he was the my best friend that I ever had. I talk to my Dad 100 times a day and truly know that he hears me.
Being a mother of 3 children, I cannot begin to imagine the pain and lonliness that you and your husband endured when you lost your beautiful little daughter. I don't think anything can ease the hurt but time. I will hope and pray that you and your family feel strength and comfort in the days ahead.
Once again, I am sending you a big hug from New Jersey. Love, Teresa
Teresa <TrsFoundos@aol.com>
NJ - Tuesday January 22, 2002 0:07 AM CST

I am so sorry for your loss. I also lost my daughter to ARDS last year. The Lord will sure help us through this. My daughter was 19 and loved kids. I am sure she is playing with yours. I look forward to the day I can be with her again and I'm sure you feel the same. My thoughts and prayers are with you as soon it will be one year.
D. Wiggins <Dwig3@aol.com>
Tulsa, Ok - Monday January 21, 2002 4:48 PM CST

Hi Laurie, I think it is wonderful that you received the gift of peace for Christmas. You are worthy! It is ok to be happy..even 100% of the time, although I realize that that is not possible. If someone believes you are "over it" they would be sadly mistaken. I am no councelor, but I believe that if you are given peace for the rest of your life, you will still not be "over it"! Morgan will always be with you, as well she should. If you are at peace, you can still miss her. It just won't hurt anymore. Please don't worry about what others think if they see you happy and having a good time! I personally would think, "How wonderful! Laurie is having a good time. She deserves it!" YOU REALLY ARE AN INCREDIBLE WOMAN. Your ongoing faith shows in your posts. How you do it amazes me. Your family is very lucky to have you! You are an inspiration! Lots of love, and be happy, Jane
Jane <janenhank@aol.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday January 18, 2002 11:29 AM CST

A friend shared this quote with me and I thought it was a nice perspective on faith.

"When you come to the edge of all the light you know, and are about to step off into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing one of two things will happen: there will be something solid to stand on, or you will be taught how to fly." - Barbara J. Winter
Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 09:18 AM (CST)

Lori and Steve,
Thank you so much for your Christmas letter telling about these web sites. I did not know until I got your letter that you were on Caring Bridge. It is a wonderful site and I think it is good medicine for you to express your feelings. I can only imagine what you all have gone through and please know I think of you often and keep you all in my prayers.Healing takes time and it sounds like you are feeling some peace and that is the start of the healing process. God bless you all and stay strong in your faith. Love to you all Lorraine K
Lorraine Klug <Lrrnklu@aol.com>
Bloomington, MN Hennepin - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 11:07 PM (CST)

Hi Lori, just wanted to stop by and let you know that you and Morgan are on my mind...as always. I know how hard this whole holiday season has been on you...I wish so much that I could take your pain away or at least lighten your load. I pray you had a peaceful Christmas....filled with beautiful memories of Morgan. May your love and the memories of Morgan bring you comfort and strength this holiday season. My heart is with you today...as always. God bless

As sorrow fills your heart,
my heart goes out to you,
And though my words cannot begin
to ease the loss you bear,
I only hope it helps somehow,
to know how much I care.

May your memories comfort you

Laura
Heavenly LIghts Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com
Laura <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
MN USA - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 11:15 AM (CST)

My dad, Jerry Olin, just told me about your loss. I am so sad to hear of it.
God bless you and your family during this Christmas. Kevin and I will be praying for your family to have peace.

Annette M. Wilt (Olin) <coprhdaz1@home.com>
Phoenix, AZ United States - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 04:22 PM (CST)

so sorry to read about your child. i truely feel for you for i have lost a child too. my heart goes out to you.
lisa scott <lscott 3646@aol.com>
dover, nh usa - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 03:49 PM (CST)

Lori & Steve- I was so sorry to read in your Christmas letter about Morgan. This was the first I had heard of this sad tragedy. I know this is hard on you but I know for sure Morgan is happy in Heaven. God loves her and you.
Love Uncle Jerry
Jerry Olin Sr. <elklar@theriver.com>
Happy Jack, Az. - Saturday, December 15, 2001 at 05:10 PM (CST)

I am happy to share with you what gets me through hard times. The answer is this: I spend time with people I enjoy. Now, this past year and a half has been a really big year of learning for me. I've learned that there are people I thought I was SUPPOSED to enjoy because of who they were/are in my life (childhood friends, relatives, etc) but these were not people that necessarily brought out the best in me, supported me for who I am, etc. For a long time I kept asking why is it some these people were always making me feel so empty, so disappointed, so unsupported? Were my expectations of them too high? Maybe. Whatever it was, the missing "click" between us, was ok. I've determined I don't HAVE to 'click' with anyone. If it's meant to be, it will happen.

This last year and a half I've learned (and am still trying to make it a habit) who I can turn to for support. Who will listen to me rant, not judge me for my ideas, my statements and laugh with me until it hurts? When I need support, I go to the people that won't disappoint me, leave me feeling empty, or in any way be unsupportive or judgemental.

There's a saying about it being the people..the friends...that you can call at 3:00 in the morning that really matter the most. I have 3 friends like that. We have the most amazing relationship. We get together just a few times a year, rarely speak to eachother outside of our get togethers but when the four of us get together it's several hours of 'support' and many, many more hours of laughter. Out loud, hysterical, annoy the table next to you, laughter. It's better than therapy. It doesn't solve our problems but it does give us some new perspective to our problems. We can focus on new ideas for getting through things and identify the things we are so lucky for. We call are get togethers Mental Health Breaks. I'm so lucky to have 3 friends like that in my life. If you can find or already have one person like that in your life, you are lucky too. They are hard to find. It took me 27 years to find these three. Take time to find yours but know this: If you are honest with yourself and with the people around you, you are a magnet for people that are also honest with themself and will be honest with you.

There is always room at our table for you, Lori and if you ever need to call someone at 3:00am, I promise to answer.
Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Friday, December 14, 2001 at 11:09 PM (CST)

Dear Lori, Steve and Miss Taylor,
I have talked with you several times these past few months and want to again tell you how strong you really are- Morgan will always be a part of each of you forever. She continues to touch me in a special way by sending the cardinals to visit and she puts a smile on my face each time I drive by her wonderful tree. Joe and I had a very special moment putting our decorations on the tree- thank you for sharing that with us. We lit our candle last night and found that we know how much you ache to see and hold Morgan but also how she is with us all the time. She is strength at our home and that is very special. I know the holidays are difficult so please know we are here for you. I need to thank you for giving me a morning with Miss Taylor as it was precise. We continue to send our prayers and love...
Martha

Mike, Martha, John, and Joe Donahoe <4d-upnorth@msn.com>
Northfield, MN - Monday, December 10, 2001 at 08:12 AM (CST)

Lori and family, There will definately be a candle burining on Sunday in Memory of Morgan at our home. Please know that it will be re-lit in the future for special occasions and for no reason at all in her memory. The tree looks beautiful. I look forward to seeing it each morning when I drive by. May God bless you and your family and give you all the strength needed to get through each day. Our hope is that in time your thoughts of Morgan bring only a smile to your faces and not such heavyness to your hearts. Please know that we are here for you if needed.
Amy <vaneps@pclink.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Friday, December 07, 2001 at 09:10 AM (CST)

Happy Heaven Birthday to your precious little girl.......
I know how painful and difficult and yet bittersweeet this day can be....
hugs,
Julie
Julie ~~ Momm yforever to Little Ray ~~~ <juliandray@juno.com>
- Thursday, December 06, 2001 at 02:14 PM (CST)

Hi Laurie, Now I know why I don't come here very often. It always makes me cry so! I'm sorry that I am able to get away from the pain and you are not. I'm always here if you need anything! Love, Jane
Jane <janenhank@aol.com>
Northfield, MN USA!!! - Thursday, December 06, 2001 at 02:03 PM (CST)

Hi Lori, just me checking in. I dont know what to say...but I guess I never do. I know there is nothing I can say to take your pain away...even though I wish there was. I wish I could wave my magical wand..and make it all better. But I cant. But, I am here for you...and will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers. I cant say I understand since I have not lost a child, but after watching over 200 families on my memorial go through the same thing...I can say that they feel the same way. Take care of yourself this holiday season...and dont put too much pressure on yourself. Your a grieving mother...and you have every right to feel the way you do. My heart is with you as always. Your going through heartache and healing, of living minute by minute, then day by day, and then minute by minute again....asking why, knowing there is no answer�and as time goes by, may you find comfort, peace and hope as you carry memories of Morgan forever in your heart.
God bless
Laura
Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com

Laura <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
MN USA - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 11:24 PM (CST)

Dear Steve and Lori and Taylor:

Just wanted to let you know I will be praying for you as the holidays approach. It can be such a difficult time of year and I pray for grace to go through another painful first. I love you and really hold you in my heart and prayers - Andrea
Andrea Hoglund <mhogl1051@aol.com>
Scottsdale,, Az USA - Tuesday, November 20, 2001 at 12:16 PM (CST)

Hi Lori,

I just read your latest post dated November 14th. It�s so hard to watch you go through this. I wish I could say something, or do something, to help you out. This isn�t something I imagine you will ever get through though. I imagine it is something that will live with you for the rest of your life.

Ten years sounds like a long time to wait in line at the grocery store, it doesn�t sound like a long time to grieve the loss of a child. Grief shouldn�t have a timeline on it. There shouldn�t be a day where you look at your calendar and think �Sheesh, grieving time is over already!? Okay, time to get on with my life I guess.� You ARE getting on with your life. You are learning to live your NEW life and as hard as it is to live it, and I hope it gets easier as time goes on, THIS is your life. You will never be the same Lori as you were on March 10th, 2001 the day before Morgan went to the hospital, and you certainly changed even more-so on April 4th, 2001 as your precious babe got her wings. You are living a life that the majority of Americans can�t even imagine. There is no greater loss than the loss of a child. I don�t know where I�ve heard that but I believe it.

Nobody would look at someone who lost their legs in an accident and say, �When are you going to walk again?� They won�t walk but they will find a new way to get around. You are doing the same. You are learning a new way to get around in life.

Don�t feel rushed to get around quickly or easily. Don�t feel pressure to put on a show for people. Don�t try to be the Lori that walked this earth before April 4th because you are not her. That Lori has been replaced with a new Lori. The new Lori understands grief and life and heartbreak better than millions of others. The new Lori has a sound and style that the old Lori didn�t. You have knowledge and experience, thoughts, ideas and opinions that others can learn from, including Taylor. You have an open mind, an honest heart and a missing piece in your soul.

You don�t have to justify your actions, adjust yourself for others, or rush for anything. Live your life Lori, that�s all you need to do. Keep waking up in the morning, going to bed at night and doing your best to get through the hours in between.

You are supported. You are loved. You are weak. You are strong. You are opinionated. You are right. You are grieving. You are trying. You are doing. You are preaching. You are praying. You are hoping. You are remembering. You are speaking. You are listening. You are dreaming. You are foggy. You are clear. You are up. You are down. You are hopeful. You are sorrowful. You are thinking. You are doing. You are searching. You are finding. You are silent. You are screaming. You are laughing. You are crying. You are angry. You are inspiring. You are living. You are Lori.

Hugs to you, Steve, Taylor and Morgan too, she's still with you. You can't hold her, but she's there.
Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Thursday, November 15, 2001 at 02:13 PM (CST)

God Bless you and your family. My grandmother has just been diagnosed with ARDS. Thank you for spreading the message that it happens to people of all ages for several reasons. I am sorry my knowledge has sprouted from your horrible loss. I'm sure if my grandma ends up in heaven with your baby she will nurture and love her as her own.
Dana <dorlando@co.palm-beach.fl.us>
West Palm Beach, FL USA - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 10:26 AM (CST)

Lori, Well we finally got a computer a few days ago and I am learning how to search the web. I wasn't sure if this was still up and running but, I wanted to check it out. I want you to know I have thought of you and your family quite often. Sometimes I want to ask you how things are going, but it is difficult to know what to say sometimes. I don't want to stir up bad memories even though I know they are always with you. Anyways, it was fun to see Taylor! Wow, she has grown inches over the summer. I have a very cute picture of her and Kylee at McDonalds. Once I figure out my scanner, I will e-mail you one. (send me your home e-mail) Otherwise, I can mail a reprint to Taylor. Your new house looked very nice. Sorry I couldn't stay to chat a bit. Call when you want a visit this winter. Take care and remember I am still remembering your pain and and think of Morgan. Laurie
Laurie Carr <ljeancarr@hotmail.com>
Rosemount, MN - Thursday, October 25, 2001 at 11:06 PM (CDT)

I am so sorry for the loss of your little angel. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers! If you would like to meet my little angel, his memorial site address is www.ourbabyjeremy.com
Heidi <Heidi@ourbabyjeremy.com>
Zeeland , MI USA - Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 11:22 AM (CDT)

Hi Lori, just stopping out to read your update. So much has happened in the past few weeks...and I am sure you are right..and Morgan was there to help all those little ones! I will stop down and see you sometime soon at work. I am still having back problems..and am only working 1/2 days yet. I see another specialist tomorrow..I hope he has some good news for me. Hope you are doing as well as can be expected...I think of you and Morgan quite often...and will be keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers in the days ahead...as always! God Bless

Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com
Laura <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
mn usa - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 09:59 PM (CDT)

hi laurie and steve i was not sure if you still had this site or not but i thought i would try it to let you know i am still thinking about you all alot. i couldn;t believe how far some of those e mails came from. that was really neat. well i hope this note finds you all well. hope to see you sometime. take care janet
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
mpls, mn - Thursday, September 20, 2001 at 03:56 PM (CDT)

Lori,
Your strength, insight and honesty with yourself and others is amazing, admirable and inspiring. Thanks again for sharing your experiences with us. Take care of yourself and your family!
Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 08:44 AM (CDT)

Thank you for sharing your beautiful Angel, Morgan with me. I also wish to thank you for viewing Marissa's site and signing her guestbook. It means the world to me. Your kindness has touched my heart, as has your Morgan. I love her name! If my son, Matthew, would have been a girl, the name I chose was Morgan. Someone signed in the guestbook about patience. I have been thinking a great deal about this word and its meaning for us. We believe in Heaven, therefore, in this lifetime the one true virtue we bereaved parents need is patience. We will be with our children again, one glorious day! I send you much love and compassion. My heart and thoughts are with you. Love, Laurie Myers **Marissa's Mommy, Eternally**
Laurie <Marissamygirl@aol.com>
Arabi, LA USA - Sunday, August 26, 2001 at 12:56 PM (CDT)

My heart goes out to you in your loss of your sweet daughter Morgan. I'm hoping that she has met my Christopher and that he is taking care of her. He always liked to take care of younger children, sigh.
love and angel hugs,
Maria
Christopher's mommy forever
Maria (Christopher's mommy) <LegoBeaverChris@cs.com>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Friday, August 24, 2001 at 01:28 PM (CDT)

Hey Lori,Steve, and Taylor,

Just thought I would check up on you and see how you are doing. Sorry I missed Morgan's Bday party. I am glad you had a celebration of her life.

Our prayers are still going out to you. Lori, sometimes we just need to be really still and patient to see what God would want us to do. Don't worry about the impatient part. . . God's got lots of practice handling our emotions and anger. Stay strong and support and love each other.

Ernie <erniewatson@hotmail.com>
Starbuck, MN - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 10:59 PM (CDT)

We are sorry but are happy you know where she is and that you will see her some day. (God is so good)
Glenn & Mickey Sherwood <gmsherwood@bpsinet.com>
Upland, IN United States of America - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 03:36 PM (CDT)

hi
my name is jane,i too have an angel with your Morgan ,his name is Michael,he would have been 6 this past april,11th.Michael was diagnosed with leukemia on oct.2,97
he was 2 1/2 years old.
our babies fought so hard and the only thing left for them was to go be with God so he could ease their pain.
If I have learned anything ,it is to be strong and go on and fight as hard as we can ..each and everyday as they did.although it has been tough.with all the set backs since he passed away in july of 2000.My husband and I were blessed with a baby girl 8 months after Michael passed, Hannah Elizabeth,I have to admit she is his stregth and his will for us to go on....each day brings new meaning and each night is filled once again with sadness and joy.
I can pray that we all find our way so we to can be in eternal life with our children,eventually,but until than we have a job to do here on earth,as we ask ourselve why? why did our children die before us? why did this happen to such innocent beings? why? did our children have to leave us period. and than we think of the children who suffer on a daily basis and the hands of the families,we can only pray that God helps us all though each and everyday.and to not be angry.I know Michael was never angry Only filled with joy and happiness(except when he had to take his yucky meds).
I am so sorry for your loss,we can only be thankful that our children are together .so they can PLAYGod bless you and take care.I do know how you feel and I do share in your pain. and I do hope you can find the happiness that our children meant for us to have while they were here on earth with us. I pretend Michael is here helping me with Hannah.you know when I had to tell him his cancer came back ...he siad to me""""""mommy you can have another Michael just like me""""""""""""
though we can't replace the child we can forever hold them in our hearts and minds to carry ourselves through!
jane rice <jrice91565@aol.com and www.caringbridge.com/fl/michael>
naples, fl usa - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 10:19 AM (CDT)

You will be in my thoughts. I hope you are having a good day today.
Charleen <Calin6@AOL.com>
Warwick, RI USA - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 03:21 PM (CDT)

I am so very sorry for your loss. Morgan is a beautiful little girl! I hope you find some peace in the future.
Sonya Pace <mspace@bellsouth.net>
MS USA - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 11:27 AM (CDT)

I know your heart is aching; but who's better hands for her to be in than the Lord's? She has no pain, no tears, only joy.
I lost my twin sons when they were 9, in a custody battle, to an alcoholic husband and his office affair. With their lies on the witness stand and their income over $100,000 combined, the judge took my sons away from me ( a full-time mother devoted to raising her sons in the nurture and admonition of the Lord) because the ex was in "a superior position financially"! I have not been allowed to see them for over 5 years now because I counsel with my preacher! I have lost all rights to see them. And they are alive; not with God, but with a heathen woman who has no values or morals who took their father from them and seven years later took them from their mother! This is a daily pain I will never get over; worrying if they are safe, what are they being taught, are they eating well, why do they not love me anymore, how did this all happen.......and on and on and on.
So when your pain gets unbearable, think of me and how, at least, your little angel is in God's hands. How wonderful!
God is so good!
Sherry Bowman <sherrybowman99@hotmail.com>
Kokomo, IN USA - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 06:18 PM (CDT)

Oh what a beautiful little girl! She was indeed a true angel right here on earth. God loaned you one of his special ones to brighten your life more because he knew that you are a family full of love. But he missed her & needed her back in heaven. May he now wrap all of you in his arms of love to give you confort.
You have a beautiful page I enjoyed it so much. Thank you for sharing it with all of us so we could read and see this true Angel.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MORGAN
Barbara

Barbara Cheek <okiedand@aol.com>
McLoud, OK - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 07:57 AM (CDT)
Dear Lori, Steve and taylor
I m sorry to hear about your loss
Your baby is just so precious
God bless you and your family
Send love and light
Angelina
Angelina <vroni@wanadoo.nl>
holland - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 03:27 AM (CDT)
May God comfort you and wrap you and your family in His love. In your loss may their be comfort in the thought that your angel is now in heaven, and watching from above.
Ann <angel2is>
NY US - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 11:56 PM (CDT)
May the good Lord bless and keep you and comfort you in the your loss.
Dan Dunkel <dan dunkel @AOL.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 09:23 PM (CDT)
Just a short note for Morgan - I read your website - our 8 years old grandson became an "angel " on 4-13-00 of an inoperable brain stem tumor so I have an understanding of where you are in life. What inspired me in reading the website was your strength in helping another mother in her time of need - I think you were this mother's "angel on earth" working along with your "angel daughter in heaven". This could be the sign you were looking for from your daughter - she is helping you to help another person in circumstances that only you know. No one else could have completed such a difficult kindness and good deed in the name of your daughter but you..... your "heaven angel" was with you all the time....Carol A. Benson maternal grandmother to JUSTIN FRANCIS BENSON
Carol A. Benson <OHMO32@aol.com>
Toms River, NJ Ocean - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 08:27 PM (CDT)
May Morgan bless all of you from her beautiful home in heaven. Her wings are filled with stardust as she sprinkles her love down upon you on her special day. I wish you the peace and love of Morgan to always fall around you each day as she carefully places her wings lovingly around all her family on earth. Happy Birthday Sweet Angel. Love Francine
Francine <FraniaP@aol.com>
Bayville, NY USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 08:10 PM (CDT)
God Bless You and Your Family.
Teresa <dale_teresa@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 06:14 PM (CDT)
Happy belated birthday Morgan! Hugs to your family!
Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 04:48 PM (CDT)
I lost my son Justin April of 2000, and have the same burning questions and desires as you regarding wishing for a sign that he is ok. I talk to the clouds and ask him to send me something I would recognize. The pain hasn't gotten any easier, and I stopped asking "WHY?"...I don't think I will ever know. Keep your chin up for your family, I also have another child who keeps me busy and I look forward to everyday that I can teach him something about his big brother. My family has been and still is wonderful. I have close friends that are also wonderful...keep in touch with yours and they will help you through even when you do not realize it. My best to you!
Tara, Justin's mom <ktaskew@adelphia.net>
Bayville, NJ - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 04:20 PM (CDT)

I am stopping by today to let you know that you are in our prayers through this time of need. I know that your loss will be one that is very hard-but you have so many wonderful friends that are saying prayers for you and reaching out to others for their prayers too. Take care and may God Bless You and Guide You through this difficult time.

Debbie/TBears <tbear4me@bellsouth.net>
Memphis, TN USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 03:29 PM (CDT)
Your baby is just so precious...God must have needed a very special Angel. God Bless you and your family. Keep your faith.
Marsha and Steve <angely851@aol.com>
Nashville, TN Davidson - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 02:32 PM (CDT)
GOD IS REAL AND HE WILL EASE YOUR PAIN. I LOST THREE BABIES IN MISCARRAGES AND I BELIEVE I WILL KNOW THEM WHEN I GET TO HEAVEN. ONE WAS A BOY THE OTHER TWO I DO NOT KNOW BUT GOD ALWAYS IS NEAR. JESUS SAID SUFFER THE LITTLE CHILDREN TO COME UNTO ME FOR SUCH IS THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN. GOD BLESS
LORETTA MOORE <truebeliever20@excite .com>
stonewood, wv - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 02:02 PM (CDT)
Just rest easy in God's arms he will carry you through.May God bless you.
Rebekah Hoover <gazoo2us@yahoo.com>
Tekonsha, Mi United States - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 11:55 AM (CDT)
sorry for your loss. august 6 is also my bday. after this i will always think and pray for your family.
jennifer workman <jenniw19@yahoo.com>
lorain, ohio u.s. - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 11:10 AM (CDT)
HELLO TO ALLTHE FAMILY,
MY HEARTFELT PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU. THE LOSS OF A LOVED ONE IS VERY DIFFICULT & ESPECIALLY A CHILD.I KNOW MORGAN IS HAPPY WITH JESUS & ONE DAY YOU WILL BE WITH HER AGAIN. MY PRECIOUS HUSBAND OF 52 YRS. JOINED THE ANGELIC TEAM A YR. AGO BUT EVEN THO' I MISS HIM DREADFULLY, I KNOW GOD WANTED HIM MORE SO THAN I DID. LIFE GOES ON & GOD HAS A PLAN & A PURPOSE FOR ALL THINGS & FOR ALL OF US. I WILL LIFT YOU UP IN PRAYER & TRUST YOU WILL RECEIVE GOD'S COMFORT & STRENGHT. MAY GOD HOLD YOU IN THE PALM OF HIS LOVING HANDS & LET YOU KNOW HE LOVES YOU SO VERY MUCH. YOU MAY EMAIL ME IF YOU WISH & I WILL BE HAPPY TO KEEP IN TOUCH. JESUS LOVES YOU THIS I KNOW, FOR THE WORD OF GOD TELLS ME SO. LOVE & PRAYERS, BETTE
BETTE GUYETTE <GUYETTEBJ@HOTMAIL.COM>
SEATTLE, WA USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 10:25 AM (CDT)
My thoughts will be with you !
Betty Barnett <2742bjb@bellsouth.net>
Middlesboro, Ky USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 09:56 AM (CDT)
So sorry to hear of your loss. I know just how you feel I lost my only son 13 years ago he was 32 at the time. He still is in my heart like the day he left me, and will always remain their. If you would like to email me and talk about it I would be more than glad to try to ease the pain you are feeling at this time. Which mine has never gone away just got easier to live with.
Shirley <slacy86301@aol.com>
Chattanooga, TN USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 09:38 AM (CDT)
I am sorry to hear about your loss. I know how it feels to lose a loved one. Last july my neighbor lost her 3 yr old and it put an impact on everyone who loved her. Just remember God is with you at all times.
Jodi <hunter71072@chartermi.net>
Luna Pier, MI Monroe - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 09:13 AM (CDT)
Hi Lori & family:
I purchased this little Angel book yesterday (2 actually, 1 for me & 1 for my Mom) I like this passage that was on the last page of it - I was thinking I might add it to something in memory of Caroline, but I also wanted to share it with Morgan's mommy:
~WHISPER OF ANGEL WINGS~
"Today I stumbled and once again
Was lifted up by an unseen hand.
What comfort and joy that knowledge brings,
For I hear the whisper of angel wings.
The guardian angels God sends to all
To bear us up when we stumble and fall.
Trust Him, my friend, and often you'll hear
The whisper of angel wings hovering near."

***************************
"Angels are speaking to all of us--
Some of us are only listening better."

****************************
With much love & support & hugs
Liz V (~Caroline's mommy~)
Liz V <elizabeth.villani@sas.com>
Cary, NC USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 08:51 AM (CDT)
I'm so sorry about your great loss. I lost my precious little girl over 2 years ago and I know I will never be the same again. There is a part of me that went with her little body to the grave, but I know her spirit is not there. I know she is happy and well (much better than I am). I know your little angel is also in that glorious place watching over you day to day.
Stephanie Bradley <butterflywings1999@hotmail.com>
TN USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 08:24 AM (CDT)
My heart goes out to you and your family on the loss of your precious child.
Linda Miller <roseyda@aol.com>
Annville, PA USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 08:22 AM (CDT)
My heart goes out to you and your family, to lose one so little and precious, and so loved. Your precious little angel is in heaven, where there is no more pain, just loving and caring souls to care for her until you meet again. Please just hold out your hand and feel the love and bond that binds you always. I hope you find some comfort and love in the following words........
""The Cord""
We are connected,
my child and I,
By an invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.

It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't be seen
By any on Earth.

This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.

I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.

The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.

It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.

And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.

It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.

I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away!

-Author Unknown-
God bless you and those you love....Judy Bibby
http://www.geocities.com/judiths_place/index.html

Judy Bibby <judys_place@bigpond.com.au>
Western Australia, - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 08:18 AM (CDT)
It is with much joy and love that I visit your dedication page to your precious Morgan. She is now your guiding light and angel watching over you day and night. May you continue to gain strength from God above to keep you in His loving arms.
Dee <http://www.geocities.com/angeldee.Pat.html>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 08:10 AM (CDT)
I cmame to personally wish little Morgan a Happy Birthday today, as I know she hears and feels the love wishes sent to her in heaven..She has her wings and rests in the arms of Jesus, and one day you will be united..I pray for your comfort and peace today....
AngelHeart <angelheart707@hotmail.com>
Virginia Beach, Va US - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 07:57 AM (CDT)
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. Morgan is in another place. (A happy place without worry, pain and sadness.) You will see her again someday. Also she is in your heart and your memories. Morgan would want you to remember her with smiles not tears. God Bless you and yours and may he ease your suffering.
Betty-Jo Bailey <bbailey@necc.mass.edu>
Haverhill, MA USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 07:29 AM (CDT)
Hello, I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I can not even fathom how you feel, as I have never known such. My heart goes out too you and your family. I can tell by your readings, you are a God loving and fearing wonderful lady, I will keep you in my prayers, and in my thoughts. If you need someone to talk or share, do not hesitate, God never sleeps, and I always have a listening ear! God Bless You and keep you safe in the palm of his hand!!
Cookie Wood <Deonlysweetpea@aol.com>
Baton Rouge, La USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 07:03 AM (CDT)
Praying for you.
Amanda J. Griffith <griff@netusa1.net>
Jonesboro, In usa - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 06:43 AM (CDT)
My heart goes out to you and your family, no it is not over, Morgan does live on, in you and in your own Special Angel. Please know that, and that Morgan is never farther than your hand can reach. Happy Birthday Morgan, you are very much loved.
Angel DeDe� <dedes1021@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 06:36 AM (CDT)
I just wanted to stop by and tell you that I am thinking of you and praying for you. I wish that I had some magic to make your pain go away, but I know that there is none.

God Bless You
Vicky king <vking@prolon.com>
- Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 05:55 AM (CDT)
Lori, Steve and Taylor: Just sending a short (?) note to tell Morgan Happy Birthday! You have shared a very private and touching part of your life with an angel that had to be very hard for you to do and to live through Morgan's farewell months in the hospital then taking the time to write it down when your heart was exploding with pressures that most people will never know or understand had to be the next hardest thing you ever did so when I read the following it ripped open a new scar on my heart that will be there forever and within that opening will always be little Morgan:

Saturday, March 24, 2001 at 10:32 PM (CST)

I just had to put another journal entry in tonight because I GOT TO HOLD MORGAN! Not on my lap but in my arms! For over an hour! I tried not to look at the nurse so she wouldn't tell me it was time to put her back. Ginger, our nurse tonight, only made me put her back when the RT(respirational therapist) came in. It felt soooo good to hold her! It was a little bit of a challenge because she is muscle relaxed she's like a wet noodle. But it was heaven! Thank you dear Lord for letting me have that! THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!

I could so easy put myself into that phrase and yet I have never been in your shoes and pray to God that I never am but as a mother I know to hold your child is a blessing and I do know about avoiding the eyes for fear I would have to give up my child when he was sick but under very different circumstances!
I want you to know that I have no doubt at all your little Morgan is cuddled in Jesus' arms right now nor do I have any doubt that there is a heaven where she will learn to crawl, walk and run...one day she will come to meet you when its your time to go back home again as we all have to make that journey but its easy with God's love and light to guide us each step of the way.
Here in our world God gave us angels to teach, guide and protect us as we muddle though life sometimes a bit too fast and at other times we wish it could be faster but he gave us each day to learn something new and to share our love with others, however we can.
I know Morgan was an earth angel and now a heavenly angel, she came to touch and teach every person that came into her short life via family, the hospital or friends and when she did what she was meant to do she had to go home and yet she continues to touch the lives and hearts of people throughout the world as they read about her on your page and because of the page she will forever live in the hearts of people every where!
God bless you and yours and I can't thank you enough for reaching out and blessing others by sharing your pain and grief. Each day that the sun raises and sets in your life you should know that little Morgan is alive, happy and well where she is and that will be beside you forever.

Much Love & Sympathy,
YGA~Bobbie
"Haley's grandma"

Bobbie
ND USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 04:03 AM (CDT)
Tonight reading the birthday page for Morgan made me cry I felt so bad and I thought to my self "I wished I could have been there to stop it!" So I will give Morgan my BLESSINGS in my prayers an also your FAMILY.
Sincerely,
Haley
6th Grade

Haley
Park City, UT USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 02:24 AM (CDT)
To the Family of Morgan,
Actually, I am only going to add witness to the many who have written you, all.
I really can't tell, by the limited contact that I have read here, if you believe you will be reunited with your daughter at a future point in time. And, that may be the biggest problem with the pain you continue to feel. The NOT truly trusting, or knowing in your heart of hearts, or being able to believe that. Well, you just keep calling out to God, and telling Him about every thing that is entering your mind, and breaking your heart! But, in those still times--the times when you're spent from all the crying and heartbreak--just LISTEN. Practice listening.
I found, after 48 yrs. of life, that once I just shut up, and listened, He was crying with me. He was trying to help me, but I also found I had to LET Him do that. :)
I pray, for you, that the Lord will put your minds and hearts at peace. That He will send the Holy Spirit to calm your hearts and minds, and bring acceptance and trust into your lives, that your daughter is in more than a better place, but with God, which is where, I pray, we will all be in the future, of eternity. May God send His great blessings into your lives, of peace, hope, and contentment.
In the name of our Lord and Savior,Jesus, Lord of Lords, and King of Kings. Amen.

Jenny <lawjenal@northlink.net>
US - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 01:28 AM (CDT)
Happy Birthday Morgan! What a great tribute to your baby angel. So many things I want to say right now as I feel the crack in your heart on this day but I will just say I care and if you ever need a friend to talk to please email me as I too talk to my angel. I can only imagine how our children celebrate their birthdays in Heaven. Sending you many warm hugs and peacefull thoughts.
Patti
Patti Filion <patti@filion.com>
Port Angeles, Wa. USA - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 11:29 PM (CDT)
Lori,
I know I can't add any more than what others have said. But our Father is with you and your family and will provide you Comfort.
May God Bless and Comfort you.
Bill Gabbard <wcg-djg@mis.net>
Ky - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 11:21 PM (CDT)
Lori,

I want you to know that there really are so few words here. I am holding you in my prayers and thoughts today. I am wishing Morgan a very happy birthday in Heaven. I am sure she had the most spectacular birthday cake and Jordyn is up there eating so right with her.
I am here if you need to talk to someone who sadly is walking this journey with you.
God bless,

Christy Fitzpatrick...Jordyn's Mommy (from Heavenly Lights) <CcjFitzpatrick@aol.com>
Ft. Riley, KS - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 11:01 PM (CDT)
Heaven's Gate

Perhaps the greatest of all miracles of healing
is when we reach our eternal destination ...
where the only tears are of those left behind.

May we each find comfort in our time of loss.
But, may our lasting memory be a Spiritual celebration -
envisioning our loved one, walking through Heaven's gate.

Were they able to speak today,
I suspect our loved one would say,
"In deepest sympathy ... to those on the other side."

Joyce C. Lock
http://www.todaysforecastsonshine.com/christianity_made_simple.htm

Our Loss is Heaven's Gain
May you find rejoicing even amidst your sorrow.

Joyce
- Monday, August 06, 2001 at 10:56 PM (CDT)
I am at such a loss for words...I know that I can't say anything that could ease your pain...I just want to let you know that I am thinking of you and keeping you close in my heart.

Julie
~A friend of Laura's~
Julie <SweetestBlessings@yahoo.com>
Florida USA - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 09:26 PM (CDT)
Hi - Lori & Family:

I think of you often and I'm so sorry for your loss. I would like to wish your Little Morgan a Happy Birthday! And for you to smile for her and to celebrate with her.
I know it's hard, but try to smile a lot, okay!! :O)

I like what someone wrote in your guest book. I really believe it is true! Here it goes again:

"People who laugh actually live longer than those who don't laugh. Few persons realize that health actually varies according to the amount of laughter."
--Dr. James Walsh

Morgan would want you to laugh, live and smile.

Take care! Thinking of you!

Sally

- Monday, August 06, 2001 at 04:02 PM (CDT)
Lori, I feel like I am at a loss of words. There is nothing I can say to help ease your pain...and I am so sorry for all you are going through. I wish I could wave my magic wand and make it all better...if only it were that easy. Its 2:45...and I am thinking about you all out at the gravesite releasing balloons for Morgans birthday. Although I cannot be there with you...I am with you in spirit. I wish you a peaceful day...filled with wonderful memories of Morgans life.
God bless
Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com
Laura <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
MN 55124 - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 02:55 PM (CDT)
Dear Steve, Lori, and Taylor,
We wanted to wish Morgan a Happy Birthday! and let you know we are thinking of you. We just read your latest entry and feel such strength from your angel visit. We want it to keep you strong as those cardinals do in our backyard. We will see you today at 2:30 so we can join in a prayer and song to Miss Morgan. We send you our prayers and love,
Martha and the boy's
Michael, Martha, John and Joe Donahoe <4d-upnorth@msn.com>
Northfield, MN - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 07:58 AM (CDT)
Dear Steve and Lori: I am sorry I can't be with you on Monday. I continue to pray for your family and want you to know that I care for you and all that you go through. Love, Janet Lindberg
Janet Lindberg
Clitherall , Mn Usa - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 10:19 AM (CDT)
TO Morgan's Family:
I just pray that this 8/6/2001 you will find some happiness. I too had my daughter born on 8/6/2000 only to have her die on 8/11/2000 from Mitochondrial Disease. Her website is www.childloss.com/lyndsie.html. I wanted to say that I am thinking about you and wish you all the best.
Abbey Wood <ladytiger79@worldnet.att.net>
Jacksonville, FL USA - Saturday, August 04, 2001 at 09:50 PM (CDT)
Dear Bereaved Mother,

Your beloved daugther isn't only in a "better" place; she is in the BEST
place...a place called Heaven made by God Himself for His beloved
and precious children. And I am so grateful that she is soooooo much
more than an angel. She and others like her eagerly and joyfully await
in the presence of our heavenly Father for that glorious day when we
who have also believed are reunited with our Saviour and them
FOREVER. What a blessed, blessed hope with which to dry our tears!
What a precious promise with which to comfort our breaking, grieving,
anxious hearts!
http://www.galatians5.com
Yolanda <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 06:40 PM (CDT)
64 things you could be doing or places you could be when you get the sign your are waiting for:

At work
In the car
At the playground
In the backyard
Playing fetch with Bear
Checking the mail
On a walk
Taking a nap
Taking a break
Reading a book
Watching a movie
Looking through photos
Talking on the phone
A night out with Steve
A dinner date with friends
Riding a bike
In a boat
Flying a kite
Blowing bubbles
Playing piano
Taking a tour
Listening to music
Paying bills
Helping a friend
Helping a stranger
Tossing rocks in a lake
Buying housewares
Vacuuming the house
Doing laundry
Walking in barefoot
Buying shoes
Gassing up the vehicle
Washing windows
Taking a shower
Getting a haircut
Getting a massage
Getting a tan
Going camping
Painting your nails
Combing Taylor�s hair
Dealing with a difficult work issue
Dealing with a difficult personal issue
Eating lunch
Cooking dinner
Grocery shopping
At the zoo
At the dentist
Taking pictures
Doing a puzzle
Addressing a birthday card
Christmas shopping
Trick or Treating
During Thanksgiving dinner
During the Superbowl
Swimming
Gardening
Shoveling snow
Raking leaves
Praying
Meditating
Hoping
Listening
Talking
Believing
Take care of yourself! Kathy Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 12:31 PM (CDT)
"People who laugh actually live longer than those who don't laugh. Few persons realize that health actually varies according to the amount of laughter."
--Dr. James Walsh

Morgan would want you to laugh, live and smile.

Take care.
Kathy, Rob, Kenzie and Max Howe <kathy@organizedsolutionsinc.com>
Watertown, MN - Tuesday, June 19, 2001 at 09:02 AM (CDT)
HI Lori and Steve and Taylor,

I am sorry I haven't e-mailed sooner. I have been reading and checking on your e-mails and monitoring your thoughts. You guys must remember that the Lord created the way for us to get to heaven. God lost his son too. God knows your pain, your missing your angel. Morgan's goal in life, as is mine is to get to heaven. The goal isn't to live to be 80 or 90 or 100. Hooray for Morgan. She made it. Yet, I am still sad that I have not had the opportunity to meet Morgan and watch her grow. I understand your wanting her back. No one should question your smiles - if they do tell them Morgan made you smile and she continues to do so in your memory.

Hey you two be sure to take time out for yourselves. If you want to take a family break - head on out to Starbuck and I can set you up for a campsite. We have a boat so we could get you out on the lake some, too.

Anyway, you all continue to be in our prayers. Always will.

Love you,

Ernie
Ernie Watson <erniewatson@hotmail.com>
Starbuck, MN USA - Friday, June 15, 2001 at 11:24 PM (CDT)
Hi Lori, I just wanted to stop out and let you know that your family and Morgan are still in my thoughts and prayers daily. I wish so much I could ease your pain, but nobody can. My heart is with you. God bless
Laura
Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com
Laura <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
mn USA - Tuesday, June 12, 2001 at 11:30 PM (CDT)
Thank you so much for sharing your story and your beautiful angel, Morgan, with us. Although I didn't know her, she has touched my heart. I cannot even begin to imagine the pain you must be in. May you find peace.
-Ali
Ali
- Wednesday, June 06, 2001 at 02:51 PM (CDT)
hi lori i was just looking and checking in to see if you had written and i want to let you know i am still thinking of you. the pain you feel will get easier but you never forget. i told you my mother in law lost 2 sons. one was 16 he drowned and the other was 32 he died of cancer and i do not know how my mother in law kept her mind. i would be a basket case. jon and tony as big as they are i still worry about them sometimes i think they get a little upset with us but they have never been a father so how would they know. i say as a mother we have the right to wonder and worry if we want to. i am glad steve is helping you thru this he is a good kid. hope to see you sometime and know i am thinking of you all alot. jan
janet storbakken <janet stor @aol.com>
mpls, mn - Tuesday, May 29, 2001 at 08:41 PM (CDT)
Dear Lori and Steve,

I found another book, if you'd like to read it. I can get it to you any time. My belief is that Morgan is probably still near you. I think they can sense when you need them. Brett says he has actually "seen" our baby, "Angel". We'll never know for sure, but he says she's happy and we'll see her again. I believe that is true and you will see Morgan again. You are right, though. Those babies belong with us still. Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers. Send your beauty, Taylor to play any time.
Dawn E. Knutson <D-EKnutson@email.msn.com>
Northfield, Mn. - Thursday, May 24, 2001 at 10:30 AM (CDT)
Lori,
Just wanted to let you know that I am still thinking about you guys everyday. I check to see everyday if you have entered anything new. With the results you got back, just know that you did everything in your power to save Morgan. I know it still doesn't make it much easier though. If you want to get together sometime during the next week, please give me a call. I would be happy to come out. Take care. Give Taylor and Bear a big hug for us.
Terri S.
- Thursday, May 24, 2001 at 10:03 AM (CDT)
Since the day Morgan went to the hospital and every day since then, I have asked myself how I can help you guys through a hard time that just kept getting worse. I think and hope my emotional support and the support of my family has been enough. Please know that we are here for you if you should need anything else.

Yet, I still feel this hole in my heart, like I SHOULD be COULD be doing more. Morgan's story seems to be repeating itself for us as one of Kenzie's classmates (age 4) has just been diagnosed with leukemia. Again, I am feeling like I should be doing more.

This morning I realized what "MORE" really is. I have looked up volunteer opportunities throughout the Twin Cities and beyond. I am including links to websites to learn more about how everyone can donate their time or money. There are one-time and continuous needs for volunteers to help sick children, siblings of sick children, domestic violence situations and much more. The first website is obviously Children's Hospitals and Clinics. They did so much for Morgan, maybe we can all do something for them in return. Morgan couldn't have been MORE loved.

Be well, appreciate what you have and do good for yourself and others.

http://www.childrenshc.org/id/id_hos_01.htm
http://www.alexandrahouse.org/
http://www.empowered.org/
http://www.fvpf.org/
http://www.crisisnursery.org/
http://www.helping.org
http://www.volunteertwincities.org/

Kathy, Rob, Kenzie and Max Howe <rkmhowe@ix.netcom.com>
Watertown, MN - Wednesday, May 23, 2001 at 01:19 PM (CDT)
Lori,
Hi I am Christy Fitzpatrick, my little girl, Jordyn died from AML leukemia and was the inspiration for Heavenly Lights. I was chatting with Laura tonight and she suggested I come here. First off, I have not read your history yet, but will do so soon.
Jordyn died May 8, 2000, so it's been a year 2 weeks since she left my arms for the Lord's. I have read a few of the guestbook entries and see you do believe in our Lord. I know for sure our girls are with God and are in heaven playing and are happy, but that does not make our hearts stop aching. My arms ache everyday and I want to scream out WHY everyday and want to know why.
It has not really gotten "better", you just learn somehow to live iwht it daily. Some days it is hard to breath while other days I can smile.
Two weeks after Jordyn went to heaven, I found out I was unexpectantly pregnant, Jacob was born Jan 31. I had a lot of emotional "dealings" with my pregancy. I felt like it was so kind of cruel joke God was playing on me, but I love Jacob so much. I had a c-section and held on to Jordyn's picture the whole time, and when they showed my beautiful son, I did thank Jordyn, I could feel her there with us. I dont' think Jacob is a replacement for Jordyn and I dont think Jordyn "gave" us Jacob. To be honest that infuriates me to no end when others say that. Jordyn, Morgan they can not be replaced.
I felt like I grew this new heart for Jacob, but my other was and is still full of love for Jordyn.
You have to grieve the way you need to. Laura told me you are back at work. I tried to take a mindless job a couple months after losing Jordyn and it just didn't work. This is only my opinion, but I think we should take at least a few months if possible off of work. Our hearts, mind, and body needs it. I am not sure how long you knew Morgan was sick before she went to heaven, but you need to be kind to yourself and allow yourself to grieve if you feel that is what you need. Anyone who says different just does not know.
I don't know your pain and would NEVER say, "I understand" no one understands, all any of us can do is "relate" to each other's pain and if someone has not lost a child then they can not even relate, they can only sympathize. I know I have realy really went on, I am sorry for that.
I am here if you need to talk to someone. I hate that you are without your little girl, she is so beautiful, both your girls are.
I read that you are having troubles with God, well I think that is about as "normal" as you can get. I also have shared those feelings still do sometimes, it's better now for me, but those angry feelings still rush up. If you would like I will e-mail you and hopefully talk about all this.
There is no "handbook" for grief, not really, a lot of books, but most differ greatly and slightly. Your grief is your own, even your husband can not claim it, because he has his own.
One moment at a time is all you can do, sometimes it's a minute sometimes it's a day...

Christy Fitzpatrick <jordynsmom_2000@yahoo.com>
Ft. Riley, KS USA - Tuesday, May 22, 2001 at 10:33 PM (CDT)
Thinking of Morgan and that beautiful smile. Hoping it rubs off on you.

DH

- Tuesday, May 22, 2001 at 10:24 PM (CDT)
I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your daughter with us. My prayers for you to find some peace in knowing she is our loving Gods' arms as is my son Bobby who died at age 3 1/2 to leaukemia, his star is on page 3, I share your pain. Love, Hortensia
Hortensia <littlebobby402@hotmail.com>
Indiatlantic, FL us - Wednesday, May 09, 2001 at 08:36 PM (CDT)
Love you guys..............
Terri Brueggemann
- Wednesday, May 09, 2001 at 01:41 PM (CDT)
Lori, I was thinking about you today and decided to get updated. Instead of a comforting phrase I am sending you a hug. Their effects are priceless.

Sue N <smn30@webtv.net>
Richfield, MN Hennipen - Sunday, May 06, 2001 at 06:00 PM (CDT)
I followed your star to get to your site. We have a star also. Anna is on
page 3. I know how you feel and I cry with you. But let us cry with hope.
I thank the Lord so much for it. You will be in our prayers.
Yolanda Rogers (http://www.galatians5.com) <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, May 05, 2001 at 05:55 PM (CDT)
Dear Olin Family, Hi my name is Morgan McCallin, I learned of your daughter, Morgan, through Heavenly Lights. I've only read a few entries and you have touched my heart. Being only 13 I can't begin to imagine such an empty spot. I do however have friends who are fighting cancer, and have met people through them who have lost their children. No one knows what you are feeling, but you. I can�t even begin to imagine...but I want you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I can't and won't say that I understand because I don't. I don't KNOW; I have not personally been there. I have not faced the hardships, you have, your family has, and you all understand...I don't. However I can SEE what you are going through. There's a huge difference between seeing and understanding. I've seen the pain in the family and friends of children lost. You are so strong and keep in mind Laura's poem; God took her hand! Love, Morgan McCallin P.S.- Tiffany is a very pretty middle name with Morgan, mine is Brittany.
Morgan McCallin <mccallin@brandywine.net >
West Grove , PA USA - Saturday, May 05, 2001 at 10:55 AM (CDT)
Lori, Steve and Taylor,
Just wanted to let you know I've been thinking of you today. I am praying for strength and comfort to help you make it through the day.
Love, Jane
Jane Frank <gjlakehomes@juno.com>
Cleveland, MN USA - Friday, May 04, 2001 at 12:38 PM (CDT)
Great message Lori. Thanks for allowing us to remain tuned in to what you are doing and going through. We're all still thinking of you.
Kathy, Rob, Kenzie & Max Howe <rkmhowe@ix.netcom.com>
Watertown, MN - Friday, May 04, 2001 at 09:10 AM (CDT)
Dear Lori,
That poem that Laura had put on the guestpage about God not taking her, only taking her hand is a wonderful poem. I also believe that it is not Gods will that these things happen. He is there with us when it is happening and after it has happened to take care of the one we love, not to take them away from us. If everytime someone we love leaves us and we blamed God, we wouldn't have anything now or in the everafter to believe in. I am glad that you are doing better as each day goes by. I still think about everything with each day that goes by. The website for Heavelylights is a wonderful thing. I saw Morgans star on it. Please take care of yourself and thanks for keeping all of us updated on this website. Love ya, Terri S.
Terri S.
- Thursday, May 03, 2001 at 10:30 AM (CDT)
Lori, I wanted to stop out and let you know that I am honored to have a star for Morgan on Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial, but wish so much that you didnt need one there. Your journal touched my heart very deeply tonight...as did your daughters story. I am sooo sorry for your loss. Please remember that if you ever need someone to talk to...I only a few floors away at work. I wish so much that I had some magical words for you today...but I dont. There just are no words for the loss of a child.
Please know that I will be keeping Morgan, and your whole family in my thoughts and prayers. Just take one day at a time.

If anyone wants to visit Morgans star..its located on the memorial on page 4.
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com/page4.html

Here is a bible verse I searched long and hard for....
It is not the will of your Father in heaven
that one of these little ones should perish.
Matthew 18:14

HE ONLY TOOK MY HAND

Last night while I was trying to sleep,
My daughters voice I did hear
I opened my eyes and looked around
But she did not appear.

She said "Mom you've got to listen,
You've got to understand
God didn't take me from you, Mom
He only took my hand

When I called out in pain that night,
The instant that I died,
He reached down and took my hand,
And pulled me to his side.

He pulled me up and saved me
From the misery and pain
My body was hurt so badly inside,
I could never be the same.

My search is really over now,
I've found happiness within,
All the answers to my empty dreams
And all that might have been.

I love you and miss you so,
And I'll always be nearby.
My body's gone forever,
But my spirit will never die!

And so, you must go on now,
Live one day at a time.
Just understand-
God did not take me from you,
He only took my hand.

Author Unknown

Laura
Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com

"DEATH LEAVES A HEARTACHE NO ONE CAN HEAL,
LOVE LEAVES A MEMORY NO ONE CAN STEAL"

Laura <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
MN USA - Tuesday, May 01, 2001 at 08:23 PM (CDT)
Lori, Thanks for the new pictures. They are precious. Hope this week is better for you and I will be thinking about you on Tuesday or whenever you get to see Morgan's pediatrician. You do it when you are ready. Taylor, Amanda is out of town this week, but when she gets back, we would love to have you over and you don't even have to bring your Annie movie. The Easter Bunny left us one. Take care. Virginia
Virginia Hines <vhine@periscope.com>
Farmington, MN - Sunday, April 29, 2001 at 09:46 PM (CDT)
Lori, Just heard about Morgan. I am so sorry for your loss.
Please e-mail me.
Linda K
- Sunday, April 29, 2001 at 08:36 PM (CDT)
Lori & Steve,
I hope this Sunday is better than some of the previous Sundays. It's sunny and warm today. Still thinking about you. God's Peace.
Susan Bordson
- Sunday, April 29, 2001 at 05:11 PM (CDT)
Dear Lori,
We really liked the updated pictures- thanks for sharing with us. We still think about you alot...you know where we are if you need anything. Continue to take care...
Martha and the boy's
Mike,Martha, John and Joe <4d-upnorth@msn.com>
Northfield, MN - Wednesday, April 25, 2001 at 03:32 PM (CDT)
Dear Lori - I'm so glad to hear you're doing better. I hope Steve and Taylor (along with the rest of your family) are also doing OK, too. I can still see the sadness in your eyes for your loss of Morgan and I know you are hurting. Things WILL get better......one day at a time. Please stop by and talk to me whenever you need to and if there is anything I can do for you please let me know. Love, Denise

- Wednesday, April 25, 2001 at 01:09 PM (CDT)
dear/taylor i am glad you like the clothes . maybe you cancomover.

brooke siewert .
- Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 08:34 PM (CDT)
Dear Taylor
I was just thinking about you how do you like your new house see you later elegater.
Anthony Siewert
- Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 08:05 PM (CDT)
Dear Lori:
Those new pictures you put in are so very cute. I especially like the one of Bear, Taylor and Morgan. Taylor always has a smile on her face. I can see how she will keep you smiling. I hope you are doing better as each day goes by.
Terri Siewert <usfamily.net>
- Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 07:54 PM (CDT)
Steve & Lori & Taylor, we can't stop thinking about you guys, hoping & wishing that all was okay. We want you to know that you are still in our thoughts daily, and are certain that you will come through this with time, love and support of friends and your family. We want you to know that we still share your grief with you. Keep your faith thru these first awful months, and as spring returns (eventually!) each year, it is a reminder that life renews itself in many ways, just not always the same each time. God keeps his promises. God's blessings to you all!

Jeff & Susan Walter & Family, NSE, Inc. <SJLW@unitelc.com>
Akeley, MN USA - Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 05:25 PM (CDT)

mark cassandra aundreah nicole aune
mpls, mn usa - Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 11:19 AM (CDT)
"Some memories are realities, and are better than anything that can ever happen to one again."
-Willa Cather, My Antonia

It is nice to see such happy, sweet pictures of your little angel Morgan. Stay strong. You know where to find us if you need anything.
Kathy, Rob, Kenzie & Max Howe <rkmhowe@ix.netcom.com>
Watertown, MN - Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 09:38 AM (CDT)
Here is a prayer for healing, strength and love.

Ernie
Ernie Watson <erniewatson@hotmail.com>
Starbuck, MN USA - Monday, April 23, 2001 at 11:31 AM (CDT)
LORI, STEVE, AND TAYLOR-
YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. I HOPE THAT THE PAIN IN YOUR HEARTS STARTS TO LESSEN SOON. TAKE CARE! LOTS OF LOVE, ELISE
Elise Watson <watsonek@hotmail.com>
Greenfield, WI USA - Saturday, April 21, 2001 at 10:42 PM (CDT)
Lori, Steve & Taylor,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you!!!!
Lori (LaChapelle), Jeremy & Dylan Brisbin <brisbinjl@prodigy.net>
Champlin, MN Hennepin - Saturday, April 21, 2001 at 05:13 PM (CDT)
Dear Lori, Steve and Taylor,

My heart goes out to you. I found this on another web site awhile ago and I hope this helps you cope with your grief a little.

Little Angels

When God calls little children to dwell with him above,
We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of his love.
For no heartache compares with the death of one small child.
Who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild,
Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold,
So he picks a rosebud before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them and so he takes but few,
To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult, still somehow we must try,
The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye."
So when a little child departs, we who are left behind
Must realize God loves children - angels are hard to find.

You're in my prayers.
Mary Smith <marysmith99@yahoo.com>
South St. Paul, MN - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 02:57 PM (CDT)
Lori & Steve,
I've said this before, but we all want you to know that we understand how you can be feeling so very very angry. I also believe that your intense anger and pain is very normal. I was thinking about you on Easter. I'm sure it was incredibly hard. Our pastor's sermon pointed out that even in our 21st century, when we can do things like break the genetic code, build cars that tell us how to get places, and send people to live far in outer space, we--and everything we can build on this earth--is extremely temporary...whether we want to admit it or not. The only thing that is truly eternal is the hope given to us thru Jesus's resurrection. It breaks my heart to imagine your pain. I can only offer prayers for your healing. Thank you for updating your journal.
Susan Bordson
Bloomington, MN - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 09:26 AM (CDT)
hi steve and lori. i just read your journal and i am sorry you did not get the answers you were hoping for. i know this is really tough times for you right now but it will gtet easier you;ll never get over it but it does become less painful. my mother in law lost 2 sons. one was 15 and one was 32. you talk about a strong woman she is it. i am sure she felt just like you at one time. crying is okay i think a person needs to in order to feel better. not crying to me seems like carrying poison in your system at least thats how i feel. so i hope to see you sometime and remember you have lots of people you can talk to anytime you want. jan
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn. - Tuesday, April 17, 2001 at 09:29 PM (CDT)
Dear Lori and Steve,
I have just read your last few entries and feel your loss. I know you miss her greatly as we all do- I have stopped over at the cemetary several times this week and it has helped. I can't imagine how difficult this must be for you and want to stress again we are here for you. We are here to listen- the cardinals were out this morning and they will forever be a reminder of your beautiful Morgan. Please know we send prayers and love to each of you.
Martha and the boy's
Mike, Martha, John and Joe Donahoe <4d-upnorth@msn.com>
Northfield, MN - Tuesday, April 17, 2001 at 12:41 PM (CDT)
Dearest Lori and Steve,
I feel compelled to tell you that our Pastor teaches that God did NOT "take" Morgan from you. It was NOT "His will" for her to die now. The "plans" that He had for her were to live a long, long life with you. It says that in the bible. As I said before, children are not supposed to die. It is NOT GOD'S WILL for them to die! However, we live in a physical, and therefore imperfect, world with physical and imperfect bodies where people have free will(and their will is not always God's will). I felt SO much better when our pastor showed us that passage and explained that. God gave Morgan to you as a gift. It was her body and maybe some other things that failed her. You and God did not. Now God will alter His plans for her and keep her safe until she meets with you again. I understand your anger. God does too, as you already know. Feel whatever you need to feel, whenever you need to feel it. With Love and Prayers for all of you.
Dawn E. Knutson <D-EKnutson@email.msn.com>
Northfield, Mn. USA - Monday, April 16, 2001 at 10:57 PM (CDT)
Hi Steve, Lori, and Morgan....I can't even begin to imagine how you all feel right now. As I read all your entries, I find myself crying for your loss and the pain you must feel. It is amazing to see how many entries you have in your guestbook, and the joy you must feel reading these and knowing how many people are there to support your family. Hold on to all these entries, and use these to help you heal from your pain. I am a friend of Teri & Jeff's, I have met you a couple of times, however you may not remember me. But, I wanted to let you know how much I have thought about you and your family. I have said and will continue to say prayers for you and your family. Keep writing in the journal...you don't always have to be positive. I think it helps to write down all your feelings...everyone will understand. Take care. Enjoy your beautiful Taylor. You and Steve of all people, know how precious of a gift she is... You are in my thoughts and prayers...
Lisa Okerstrom <lisaokerstrom@mediaone.net>
Stillwater, MN 55082 - Monday, April 16, 2001 at 09:35 PM (CDT)
Steve and Lori,
I want you to know I am thinking of you guys. It doesn't seem right for Morgan to have to leave such a nice family. God must have needed another angel and he choose Morgan. Rory's mother bacame an angel 2 years ago on Palm Sunday. I know she welcomed Morgan with open arms. I hope you find peace in your lives someday. Please call if you want an ear to listen to Lori. I'm always available. Taylor is welcome to play anytime too!! Maybe the nice weather will come soon! Take care and know you all are in my heart.
Laurie Carr
Laurie Carr
- Sunday, April 15, 2001 at 02:06 PM (CDT)
i have not been on the web site but i still am thinking of you all the time. everybody handles grief in there own way and which ever way you choose will be right for you. i know it must be very hard on both of you. i can not imagine going thru all that you have. but you have nice families and they will help you. when you are in town stop at the restraunt and see me. jan
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn - Saturday, April 14, 2001 at 09:17 PM (CDT)
Lori & Steve,
After visiting several times a day for the past weeks, I find myself continuing to come back to the website. I was glad to see your recent entries--know that we are still out here, reading, trying to somehow comprehend how and why your lives have been dealt this grief & pain. So many of us want to give you support and help in any way we can--I will continue to check in with Steve at work. In the meantime, I agree that you should keep journaling--it will help you to heal, and us to understand. Your family remains in our thoughts and prayers . . .
Debbie
<debh@siewertcabinet.com>
- Thursday, April 12, 2001 at 10:58 PM (CDT)
Lori,
Just read your entry from today. You have every right to feel angry--or any other emotion--because it's YOUR grief and you may cry as long as you feel like it. None of us can know your exact pain, but we do feel for you. I hope you can feel our prayers of support to help you get through this painful struggle. Thinking of you.
Susan Bordson
- Thursday, April 12, 2001 at 10:21 PM (CDT)
Not a day goes by when your family doesn't cross my mind. I wish someone would tell me what to do to make things better for you, but I know that only time can help ease the pain.

If you want someone to cry with, complain to, laugh with, talk to or sit with please know I am here for you. Anything. Absolutely anything. Our family is here for anything you might need.

Keep crying, keep journaling, keep talking and keep believing that you WILL get through this.
Kathy, Rob, Kenzie and Max Howe <rkmhowe@ix.netcom.com>
Watertown, MN USA - Thursday, April 12, 2001 at 10:01 PM (CDT)
I've been meaning to write for a while and maybe now is a good time to let you know that even though precious Morgan has gone, you are all still being thought about.
Throughout Morgan's fight Jeff and I stayed updated through the website. We prayed for her recovery and thought about her and all of you constantly. Although God didn't answer our prayers to make Morgan heathly again, I'm now praying that he will give your family the strength and wisdom to understand his need to take your dear baby away from you and into heaven with him. I will not say that I understand what you are going through because I can't imagine what your lose must feel like. Children are our most precious possessions and it hardly seems fair that God can take them away! Lori, from one mom to another, I still hurt everytime I think about your little angel being gone. I'm sending love and prayers for the strength to understand and answer all of the "whys" that you must have. I know that the hard moments may never go away but I pray that you will one day find peace. We must believe that this was God's will! Life certainly does challenge us to have faith in that higher power.
Lori, Steve, and Taylor- Take care, treasure and hold close to your hearts ALL of your precious memories of your sweet baby Morgan!
Sharon Waterman
Sharon Waterman <speltzy@usfamily.net>
Burnsville, MN - Thursday, April 12, 2001 at 09:51 PM (CDT)
Lori and Steve-
We still continue to think of and pray for your whole family. The events over the past week have been hard for everyone, especially the two of you. Morgan is now looking at all of us and watching over her big sister. I sometime find myself gazing up in the sky and, although tears still come to my eyes, I can smile now knowing she is in a good place. As always, we are here for you. Love, Steve and Virginia
Virginia and Steve Hines <vhines@periscope.com>
Farmington, Mn - Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 09:45 PM (CDT)
Lori,
I just read your entry from Tuesday and I think that it so great how people come together at hard times like this. You have so many people who care about you guys. I am still thinking of you and I hope you are o.k. I know you are probably not, but someday will be. I realize that I need to keep in touch with you more, because you are very important to me as a friend. It seems that everyday life keeps us so busy that we loose track sometimes of the people we care about, and that is YOU. Please give me a call when you feel up to talking, or even if you just need comfort from a friend. I am constantly thinking of you and hope that each day gets a little easier, even though I know it will take a long, long time. Take care of yourself and give Taylor a hug from me. I'll have Jeff give Steve a hug! Talk to you soon. Terri S.
Terri S.
- Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 10:12 AM (CDT)
Hi Lori,
This is Tami, Terri's sister.
I know we really don't talk hardly at all, but if there is anything I can do for you, like have Morgan come over for the day and play to give you guys a break, I am here for you guys.
If you need my number call Terri and ask her.
Again, I am so sorry for your loss.
Tami Bentley <tami@plymouth.org>
Richfield, MN - Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 09:12 AM (CDT)
Lori and Steve,
My sincere sympathies on the passing of baby Morgan. I am sending up prayers of strength for you all to get through each day to follow. Remember her sweetness always and carry that in your hearts.

Hugs from a heart mom....
Steph Crocker <stepperray@hotmail.com>
KS USA - Monday, April 09, 2001 at 03:39 PM (CDT)
Lori & Steve,
I've been thinking about you yesterday and today as you go through all the rituals and celebrate Morgan's life with the service today. God's Peace be with you.
Susan Bordson
- Monday, April 09, 2001 at 10:51 AM (CDT)
My thoughts and prayers are with your family through this difficult time.
Shayla Skahen <shay158@hotmail.com>
Burnsville, MN USA - Monday, April 09, 2001 at 01:49 AM (CDT)
Steve and Lori, We are deeply sorry to hear about losing little Morgan. We pray that God will comfort you and all your family at this time of greiving. I know at times like this it's hard to understand what God's plan is but we just have to trust that He's in control and had other plans for Morgan. Our prayers go out to you and your families at this time. Your friends and neighbor, Brad, Dawn, Brody and Shayla Skahen
Brad Skahen <bpskahen@pclink.com>
Farmington, MN. USA - Sunday, April 08, 2001 at 09:52 PM (CDT)
I'm so sorry for your loss. I have a heart baby too, and I can empathize with most of what you have gone through. I pray that Morgan is in a better place, free from any struggle. I also hope you can take solace in the fact that you took such excellent care of her and love her so much!
Tess Shea
- Sunday, April 08, 2001 at 04:36 PM (CDT)
Steve, Lori and Taylor,
We pray God will hold you in His loving arms during this time of loss and greiving. Our hearts break with yours at the loss of your baby girl. We can't even imagine your sorrow. We will keep you in our prayers.

Dave and Denise Swager <swager3dp@aol.com>
Stillwater, MN 55082 - Sunday, April 08, 2001 at 01:35 PM (CDT)
Steve,Lori,&Taylor
I am so sorry for your loss. Are prayers are with you. We are all thinking of you.

His & Her's Ceramic Tile Inc.- Mark & Jill Swanson <HisAndHersTile@cs.com>
Shakopee, MN United States - Sunday, April 08, 2001 at 10:49 AM (CDT)
We will be there : all I can say is may God keep you strong.
with all our love and support, your friend and neighbors forever all our love Bob and Julie Rocheleau
Bob and Julie Rocheleu <rrocheleau@juno.com>
Young America, - Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 09:56 PM (CDT)
We will be there : all I can say is may God keep you strong.
with all our love and support, your friend and neighbors forever all our love Bob and Julie Rocheleau
Bob and Julie Rocheleu
- Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 09:48 PM (CDT)
Steve, Lori, and Taylor,
We are very sorry to hear of the loss of your baby daughter Morgan. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I know Morgan will be greatly missed by all!! Please let us know if there is anything we can do or help with. Joe and I will be at the services on Sunday and Monday, so please let me know if you need any help with food, serving, cleaning or anything at all. I would be more than glad to help.
Joe, Karen and Katie
Joe Balluff, Karen Starr, and Katie Austin <hotrodcarsjoe@aol.com>
Richfield, MN - Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 03:16 PM (CDT)
To Steve and Lori,
although you don't know me, I would like to commiserate with you on this terrible loss in your lives. We live in a truly broken world! I pray that you would draw strength from our Almighty Father in heaven and our Lord Jesus Christ in this difficult time. Take comfort that for those who love God, all things will work out for good. Jesus knows about suffering and he is right there with you - he is faithful and will never leave you.
Vicar Karl B�hmer <gnesiolutheraner@juno.com>
Pierre, SD - Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 02:11 PM (CDT)
Steve and Lori...Just a note to say that you are in our thoughts and prayers...God must have a special job up in heaven to call back your little angel...We will continue to lift you and your family in prayer.
Jim and Anne Roth <jimroth@quest.net>
Blaine, MN USA - Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 12:43 PM (CDT)
Our Prayers go out to you, your family and Morgan!
Al <alecat956@aol.com>
Hastings, MN Dakota - Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 12:18 PM (CDT)

- Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 11:00 AM (CDT)
My prayers are with you and your family.

God Bless, Tina mom to 3 boys(of which 1 is my little heart guy).
Tina
USA - Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 10:27 AM (CDT)
Your beautiful child Morgan has passed on. Her beauty shines in her smile. How heartbroken you must be.
I found Morgan's website through PDheart.
Punya mum of Jesse my heartkid
Fremantle, WA Australia - Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 02:02 AM (CDT)
My Mom works with Lori and she told me the story the other day at lunch. I have a two and a half year old son who was very sick his first year of life. After reading the journals about Morgan I thank god that my son is okay. My prayers are with you. Now she is in a place with no pain and able to do all the things she coudnt do before. Your in my prayers.

Shannon Seidl
Shannon Seidl <smsgirl4777@aol.com>
Hastings, Mn - Friday, April 06, 2001 at 08:53 PM (CDT)
Steve and Lori, I am sorry for your loss. You are in our
prayers and thoughts. I want you to known that your that
our family will be there for you if you ever need anything.
JENNY , MIKE AND NICOLE BROWN <colie333@msn.com>
savage, MN SCOTT - Friday, April 06, 2001 at 06:57 PM (CDT)
Thank you for sharing Morgan with us. Praying for your family and for beautiful Angel baby Morgan. God bless you and hold you close always!
Shannon <wrenchwench@peoplepc.com>
Gulfport, MS USA - Friday, April 06, 2001 at 05:14 PM (CDT)
Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Steve, Vince and all of us at Star Concrete <mkoch6036@aol.com>
Isanti, MN USA - Friday, April 06, 2001 at 04:26 PM (CDT)
STEVE: My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. In times like this, life is not fair. Thr good news is your fond memories of the great times you were able to have with her. Your family and friends will always be your support.
Larry Rose <lrose@mailbox1.tcfbank.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, April 06, 2001 at 04:17 PM (CDT)
Lori... I'm so sorry to hear what you and your family have been through. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. And Taylor, ohh I feel so sad for what has happened to her baby sister. Lots of Love to all of you!
Lisa Schmidt <tlschmidt9@aol.com>
Rosemount, Mn Dakota - Friday, April 06, 2001 at 01:00 PM (CDT)
Steve, Lori & Taylor,
Our hearts were truly broken with the sad news on Wednesday morning, and since then you have been in our thoughts and prayers constantly. We are so sorry to read on her beautiful website of your loss. Her beautiful pictures were so moving..thank you for sharing her with us all.. May God bless you all and embrace you with his healing love, as you cry for and miss your precious angel. We are struggling along with you, thinking and praying for all of you. We cannot begin to understand the why's, but remember the joys she brought, the love you shared, and what she will always mean to so many friends, family and to those you have never met. May you find strength together, to get through your pain one day at a time. If there is anything we could ever do to help you - anytime, we are here for you. God Bless you all..
Jeff & Susan Walter & Family, NSE, Inc. <SJLW@unitlec.com>
UP NORTH, MN USA - Friday, April 06, 2001 at 12:42 PM (CDT)
Dear friends,

Our hearts break for you. While your head knows she is safe in the arms of Jesus, your heart knows she belongs still in your arms. Children are not supposed to die and God is crying right along with you (as our we). Let God give you strength day to day. She was beautiful. We will continue to keep you all in our hearts, thoughts, and prayers. With Love, Dawn and Eric Knutson and Family
Dawn Knutson <D-EKnutson@email.msn.com>
Northfield, MN. USA - Friday, April 06, 2001 at 07:16 AM (CDT)
It's difficult to express the sympathy I feel for your family & Morgan. I just wanted to let you know how much I care.
Bernie Schaumburg <Bernard_J_Schaumburg@bluecrossmn.com>
Outing, MN 56662 - Friday, April 06, 2001 at 06:05 AM (CDT)
We are so sad to hear of your loss. Morgan will be missed by your extened family in Arizona. We have been praying for her and will continue to pray for you all in this time of sorrow.
Barb Tillman (Cousin Bob's Wife) <rtillman@theriver.com>
Sierra Vista, AZ Cochise - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 11:47 PM (CDT)

- Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 11:33 PM (CDT)
"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same." -Flavia

Steve, Lori & Taylor,
Our hearts go out to you in this very difficult time. Please know we are thinking of you and if you need ANYTHING just let us know.
Kathy, Rob, Kenzie & Max Howe <rkmhowe@ix.netcom.com>
Watertown, MN - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 10:49 PM (CDT)
My prayers are with you at this time. May God wrap one arm around you to comfort you and another around Morgan to welcome her.
Tracy
El Paso, TX usa - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 10:02 PM (CDT)
I want to send my deepest sympathy to your family. I am from the parentsplace.com heart defects board and have been praying for your family. I will continue to do so to help you through out this terrible time. Morgan touched so many across the U.S and Canada too! She will never be forgotten, but will be greatly missed by everyone who loved her (which appears to be many many people). God Bless.
Tania Drury <tdrury@transdata.ca>
Barrie, ON Canada - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 09:01 PM (CDT)
I don't doubt that Morgan knows how much you loved her...we can all feel it. Her life has touched so many of ours--given us inspiration and hope. Thank you for sharing your story with us, and know that we keep you in our thoughts always.
dawn <jedtoomey@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 08:55 PM (CDT)
Dear Steve & Lori after visiting you guys at the hospital and seeing how much love was in the room for Morgan , I hope that you can accept all the love that is yet to come from everyone around you.Always there to help you heal with all my love. P.S. Steve thanks for the computer lesson I did this all by my self.
Your friend JS <I dont know it dot com>
Sillwater, Mn - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 07:56 PM (CDT)
We are thinking of you at this sad time...
God will take care of her..
Teena

Teena Skokan <tnskokan@juno.com>
Farmington, Mn - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 07:44 PM (CDT)
Dear Lori, Steve, & Taylor - I am so sorry for your loss. May God grant you all love, peace, and grace. My prayers are with you always.
Deb Krieg <TDKRIEG@aol.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 07:34 PM (CDT)
Lori, Steve, and Taylor,
Thank you for keeping us up to date on Morgan's events. I can't express the sympathy that I have for you guys after hearing this morning of her passing. Though there is only sorrow now, later you will be able to rejoice in the short time that you had with her and be happy knowing that she isn't suffering anymore. She is playing with all God's children now! I will continue to pray you through the healing process. All my love
Julia Watson <jrw8199@hotmail.com>
Madison, WI USA - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 03:23 PM (CDT)
I am so deeply sorry for you and your family - I know the pain all too well as I just lost my precious 10 month old little girl on March 1st from cardiac & respiratory arrest -I can only offer that you try and survive one day at a time, just one day at a time.... and try to hold onto your faith and sanity. God Bless. You are welcome to write at anytime if you wish.
Liz V <Elizabeth.Villani@sas.com>
Wake Forest, NC USA - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 02:49 PM (CDT)
MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALL. YOU NOW HAVE YOUR OWN LITTLE ANGEL WATCHING OVER YOU, JUST AS I DO. MY LITTLE ANGEL DIED LAST YEAR. I KNOW HOW HARD IT CAN BE.
LINDA <LINM510@CS.COM>
LONG ISLAND, NY - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 02:37 PM (CDT)
Lori, Steve and Taylor.
I am so sorry to hear of Morgans passing. My sister had received a prayer request via an e-mail a good week ago and it happened to be for Morgan. Since then we have been talking about Morgan daily as well as praying for you all. I can not imagine what you are all going though and all the pain you have endured. But let it be know Morgans situation has affected many who do not even know you!
Peace be with you all.

Cindy Faerber <faerber4.mn@netzero.net>
farmington, mn USA - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 12:47 PM (CDT)
I am so very sorry for your loss. Our most sincere thoughts and prayers are with you and your angelgirl.
Melissa <melissagreen99@yahoo.com>
CT - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 12:23 PM (CDT)
I am so very sorry.
My deepest sympathy goes out to you and your family for the loss of your baby girl Morgan. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers and may God bring to you comfort and peace at this very hard time and always.
Alison Archambeau <arch1120@netzero.net>
Cottage Grove, MN USA - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 12:20 PM (CDT)
We are so sorry for your loss. Our love is with you.

Todd & Kelly <kellyj@uswest.net>
- Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 11:45 AM (CDT)

janet <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn. - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 11:03 AM (CDT)
My heart is heavy for your family. I just visited your webpages and am so sorry for your loss. You have set such a great example of unconditional love. I hope I have as much strength when it comes time for me to let my terminally ill daughter go home to God. Many, many hugs and prayers to your family. May you feel God's loving arms around you.

http://www.angelfire.com/oh4/jensenland
Nancy Jensen <jensencrafts@juno.com >
Tucson, AZ USA - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 11:03 AM (CDT)
OLIN & SAUNDERS FAMILY,
Iam so sorry to hear of Morgan's passing. Her life & death have touch so many people. Thoughts of her & your family are ever present. Your sorrow will someday ease but your memories of Morgan will be always be fresh. Sweet, Sweet baby no longer in pain. God has another angel.
God Bless you always. Jill, Dan & Jacob Buysse
Jill Buysse <Buyssedo@visi.com>
New Hope, MN Hennipen - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 10:54 AM (CDT)
Lori & Steve,
I'm so sorry. As I read over your friends' and family's comments, I'm struck by the greatness of caring and love that flows from this ever-growing network of concerned people. People have been logging on thru the night thinking about you. Last night at our Lenten service, our whole church prayed for you as you held Morgan. I hope you could feel the Lord's arms around you as you cradled her. Smaller than us all, Morgan is now the wiser one for she is seeing the face of God. I've sent a poem to your email that I feel expresses the powerfulness of her short life. My prayers are for healing, strength and peace.
Susan Bordson <sbordson@yahoo.com>
Bloomington, MN - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 10:44 AM (CDT)
Lori, Steve, and Taylor,
We are so very sorry to hear about Morgan- she gave it her all. We know God will take very special care of her- the two cardinals are still in our backyard. We are here for you...
Love and prayers,
Martha, Mike, John and Joe
Mike, Martha, John and Joe Donahoe <4d-upnorth@msn.com>
Northfield, MN - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 10:42 AM (CDT)
I am so sorry that your Morgan has passed away. I feel such sadness right now for all of you. I can't imagine what you are going through. Our thoughts are with you all.

Jayell
- Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 10:09 AM (CDT)
Steve, Lori and Taylor, We would like send our deepest condolences, on the loss of little Morgan. She is at least at peace up there with the good Lord almighty. He will be taking very good care of her, until you can see her again. If you need anything, anything at all please do not hesitate to call.
with love,
Allison and Rich
<abaker@hrads.com>
Mendota Hts, MN Dakota - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 09:41 AM (CDT)
Dearest Lori, Olin and Saunders family. I'm sad that all of you had to go through this. I was thinking about it last night and I've known Lori and the Saunders family for over 20 years and since I went to elementary school with Steve I've known him the same amount of time. Lori, there are some things I would like to say to you in private that I don't want everyone else to read. I could send you a letter also, but I don't have your new address. After I read the latest entry I heard a cardinal outside my window. And know after writing I hear him again.
I love you Lori and from one mother to another I am sorry.
Wendi <wendi@mninter.net>
Plymouth, MN - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 09:37 AM (CDT)
If you listen carefully, you can hear the cardinal singing as he carries Morgan on his wings off to heaven. What a beautiful song of love he sings, both for your sweet baby and for your family. May you find peace in each other and in the beautiful memories of your time together...short as it was.

Leslie Mc <lesliemc@ivillage.com>
Long Island, NY - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 09:22 AM (CDT)
Lori & Steve~ I am so very sorry for your loss. I can not even imagine what you are going through right now. I pray that God gives you and your family the strength you need to get through this very difficult time. May you find comfort in the fact that your little Morgan is no longer suffering and that our Heavenly Father is cradling her in his arms. You have my deepest sympathies.
Yvonne Schultz (Denise Kimlinger's Daughter)
Lino Lakes, MN - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 09:19 AM (CDT)
My families thoughts and prayers go out to your family, I am terribly sorry for your loss, I wish I could take it away, Stacey and Dylan from Parentsplace heart defects board.
stacey schwab <ssrsds>
denham springs, la usa - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 08:59 AM (CDT)
I am from the parentsplace.com heart defects board and have been following Morgan's story. I am so truly sorry for your loss. Know that your family is in the prayers of thousands of people. Words can't express my sorrow and sympathy.
Susan
VA - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 08:53 AM (CDT)
I am so sorry for your loss. Morgan suffers no more. It is always so hard to know what to say at a time like this.
My Love goes out to you.
Sandy Stellenberg, From Andover <ssstellenberg@umphysicians.umn.edu>
Andover, Mn USA - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 08:48 AM (CDT)
Lori & Steve & Taylor
I don't know what to say. I don't think there is anything to say to make the hurt and pain go away. Just remember there are lots of people thinking and praying for you. My thoughts and prayers have been with your family from the beginning.
We are so very very sorry. Take care of yourselves and each other.
Tami Bentley& Family <tami@plymouth.org>
Richfield, MN - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 08:39 AM (CDT)
We are sooo sorry! We wish we could hold you in our arms, like we are holding you in our hearts.

Lu and Roger Buranen <rlburanen@bigfoot.com>
Fircrest, WA - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 08:35 AM (CDT)
Lori and Steve,
I have no words to express how very sorry we are for you and your family. You have our deepest sympathies. I cannot even begin to imagine how you must feel. I am so very sorry.............. Some things are just not to be understood.
Terri and Dave Brueggemann
- Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 08:27 AM (CDT)
LORI AND STEVE,
OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU DURING THIS TIME.
I HAVE TALKED WITH SUE DAILY TO CHECK ON MORGAN. IF I
CAN BE OF ANY HELP FOR ANTHING PLEASE HAVE SUE GIVE ME
A CALL. WE ARE ALL PRAYING FOR YOU.I'M SURE MORGAN IS
PLAYING IN HEAVEN AS I WRITE THIS, I ONLY WISH I COULD
TAKE SOME OF YOUR PAIN FROM YOUR HEARTS.

DELLIS, BETTYE, STEPHANIE AND BELLE
- Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 08:09 AM (CDT)
Dear Lori, Steve and Taylor,

We are so, so sorry for your loss. Morgan fought as hard as she could, but God wanted her now. It is so hard to understand how things like this happen to sweet, innocent children who just want to live a happy, healthy life. You guys are in our thoughts and prayers. Love, The Siewerts
Terri S
Stillwater, MN - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 07:51 AM (CDT)
Morgan is in God's hands and she is resting peacefully. You did what could for her. She can breathe now without any pain. I don't think any of us can know what it is to loose a child unless we have but it appears you have a lot of support when you see all the hits to her web site. Many are saying prayers for you and your family. Thank you for sharing Morgan's story with everyone. It touched so many!
Margie <Amybug5@juno.com>
carver, MN - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 07:48 AM (CDT)
I am so sorry to hear about Morgan's passing. You have my deepest sympathy.
Barry Steckling <bsteckling@lifetouch.com>
Chanhassen, MN USA - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 07:44 AM (CDT)
Lori and Steve and Taylor,

My heart is sad for you. Losing a member of your family is more than difficult. For Morgan, I rejoice because I know she is with Jesus today. Also, Lori, I know what a pleasure your late Grandpa Watson got out of holding you in his arms when you were a baby. Now Grandpa Watson is doing the same with Morgan in Heaven.

Peace and love be showered around all of you during these sad moments.

With love,
Ernie, Marla, Nathan, Karly, Kelsey and MacKenzie Watson
Ernie Watson <erniewatson@hotmail.com>
Starbuck, MN USA - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 07:43 AM (CDT)
I,m so sorry for your loss of Morgan. We will all pray for strength for you and your family.
Paul <pwaxon@dohmen.com>
Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 07:28 AM (CDT)
Lori and Steve, We are so sorry. Morgan is in a safe place now. I know that that doesn't make it much easier by hearing that now but, eventually it will. It's been a tough fight for you and your family and you are very lucky to have such a loving family. Everyone will miss Morgan but, no one as much as the two of you. Take care of yourselves and we are here when and where you need us. Love, Virgina and Steve
Virginia Hines <vhines@periscope.com>
Farmington, MN - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 06:49 AM (CDT)
Such a precious and beutiful baby passed safely from the loving arms of her earthly family to the loving arms of her Father in heaven. She has touched a million hearts and changed our lives forever! May you be comforted in knowing that there is no more pain or suffering for your dear Morgan. May you also be held lovingly in the arms of your Father during this time of grief. We are heart broken over your loss.
All our love, Gary, Jane, Liz and Ellen Frank
Jane Frank <gjlakehomes@juno.com>
Cleveland, MN - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 06:42 AM (CDT)
Dear Lori, Steve and Taylor,
I am soooo sorry to hear about Morgan. Tears keep coming every time I think of all you have been through.

If Tears Could Build A
Stairway, And Memories
A Lane, I'd Walk Right
Up To Heaven And
Bring You Home Again.

All my love and sympathy,
Sandy
Sandy Trkla <Sandra_Trkla@bluecrossmn.com>
Hastings, MN - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 06:22 AM (CDT)
Steve, Lori & Taylor,
Words are inadequate and lacking for what I am feeling for you. Stay strong, stay together and surround yourself in the warmth of everyone's love and support for you all.

Kim
Kim Combs <bkc0804@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 05:46 AM (CDT)
Deapest and heartfelt prayers and sympathys!
Paul Munster
- Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 05:41 AM (CDT)
i am so very sorry

rest with the angels, sweet Morgan

with your family in body for oh such a short time
in their hearts forever

deb h

- Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 04:23 AM (CDT)
lori and steve, just wanted to let you know that we are praying for you and your family.
rick & cindy <rws@siewertcabinet.com>
- Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 11:38 PM (CDT)
I found this site through a post today at Parentsplace. I really have no words for how sad I felt reading over your journal from present to past. I am so sorry that you are given so little hope right now. What a beautiful baby she is in her pictures. I am hoping for a miracle for her. I know there really are no words for what you must be feeling. I am thinking of all of you.
Jayell <adem506658@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 11:01 PM (CDT)
My heart goes out to all of you. What a struggle. So many hard decisions. The only thing we know for sure is that God has been with Morgan all along. How else would she find the strength to endure all that she has. My prayers are with you all.
Sandy Stellenberg <sls,andover,mn@aol.com>
Andover, Mn Anoka - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 10:06 PM (CDT)
Lori and Steve:
My heart goes out to you and your family. My daughter has been in and out of Children's Hospital with just a fraction of medical problems as your dear Morgan is going through. I do understand what you both as parents are going through. No matter what happens, Morgan will always be with you, in your thoughts, in your dreams, and in your heart, always. She is a part of you and that will never change.

karyn <k14141414@aol.com>
Ramsey, MN - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 09:08 PM (CDT)
We're very sorry to hear your latest news. We're thinking of you.
Todd & Kelly Johnson <kellyj@uswest.net>
- Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 07:10 PM (CDT)
Lori and family, I read your latest entry and was dismayed to hear of Morgans prognosis. I feel so badly for all of you. We all love you and grieve for you.
Wendi <wendi@mninter.net>
Plymouth, MN - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 05:59 PM (CDT)
Lori, Just want to let you know I keep thinking of you and Steve. Please, please take care of yourself. I can't imagine how hard this is on you and your family. You are certainly a strong woman but if you need a shoulder to lean on or cry on just let me know. I am here for you. Virginia
Virginia Hines
Farmington, MN - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 05:26 PM (CDT)
Morgan, You are god's little angel. You keep fighting for more time with your mommy and daddy and somehow in that little body find strength to carry on. You are at the top of so many peoples minds these days and we all want what is best for you. Not much more I can say except you were so lucky to share some time with you and we will always, always treasure that. Take care little one. Virginia
Virginia Hines <vhines@periscope.com>
Farmington, MN - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 05:18 PM (CDT)
I am so sorry for everything Morgan is going through. I will pray for strength for you and your family.

Christy <adristy@ivillage.com>
FT Hood, TX USA - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 04:07 PM (CDT)
thinking of all of you always. jan
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn. - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 03:16 PM (CDT)
May the Lord guide you and keep you, Morgan. To the family, my heart breaks for you. May you find strength in her memories.
Sherry Kostenko <beanko@yahoo.com>
Strongsville, oh USA - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 02:30 PM (CDT)
Lori please call me. There are some things I want to do to help you and your family.
Terry Zoesch <BCBSMN>
- Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 02:01 PM (CDT)
May peace be with you and your family as Morgan's cardinal carries her home....
Leslie
Long Island, NY - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 01:40 PM (CDT)
Hello..*
Well I am sure you dont know who Iam, but I am one of Karly's friends. I check up on Morgan about everyday to see how she is doing. Morgan I hope and pray that you get better!*! My prayers are with you!~!
Katie~*~
Katie Schiefelbein <Katie_shuffles@yahoo.com>
Starbuck, MN United States - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 01:34 PM (CDT)
I just wanted to let you know that My prayers are with you and your family. I wish all the best.
Allison Baker(Rich Leichtss Girlfriend) <abaker@hrads.com>
Mendota Hts., MN Dakota - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 01:32 PM (CDT)
Praying for you and your family.

Pam Triffo <pam.t@sk.sympatico.ca>
regina, sk Canada - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 12:49 PM (CDT)
We are praying for peace and comfort for all of you.

Love, Lu and Roger
Lu & Roger Buranen <Rlburanen@bigfoot.com>
Fircrest, WA USA - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 11:50 AM (CDT)
Dear Lori and Steve,
It is so hard to read your journal and feel your pain. Your family is always in our thoughts and prayers. Hold Morgan very tight for us and know we are here for you...
Much love and prayers,
Martha, Mike, John and Joe
Mike, Martha, John and Joe Donahoe <4d-upnorth@msn.com>
Northfield, MN - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 11:43 AM (CDT)
May God bless and give peace and strength to you and your family as he holds your baby in the palm of his hand
Michelle Pagan
Mcgregor, MN USA - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 11:42 AM (CDT)
My heart goes out to your family in this very difficult time. You all have shown great strength. I cannot see any longer--tears have filled my eyes---but my heart still believe in miracles! Hold her for as long as you can. Love her for always!

Terri Brueggemann
- Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 11:35 AM (CDT)
Dear Olin family, Your family has been in my (& my families) thoughts & prayers. We have a mutual friend (Terri Brueggemann) & I used to work with Lori (very long time ago @ Target). I can only imagine what you all are going through. I have logged on to check Morgan daily progress ever since Terri told me about her. I have never met your precious little girl but I have a son who is 13months old & I know the feelings of love you have for your child. I wished & prayed things would get better for Morgan.
In the Great Tree of Life, I hope for you always to see the Cardinal. GOD willing, Morgan will soon see Him too.
Take care of each other during this very hard time in your life. Enjoy every moment you have with Morgan.
God Bless. JIll, Dan & Jacob Buysse
Jill Buysse (nee Bergstrom) <Buyssedo@visi.com>
New Hope, Mn Hennipen - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 11:01 AM (CDT)
Dear Lori and Steve,

I keep looking for updates and am grieving the information that is being passed on to me. You need to know that Morgan was given by God to the BEST PARENTS that she could have. Your decisions show that you truly do care for your little child. May Morgan find peace and rest in your loving arms.

With love,
Ernie, Marla, Karly, Kelsey, and MacKenzie
Ernie Watson <erniewatson@hotmail.com>
Starbuck, MN USA - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 10:57 AM (CDT)
As we make our visits to this wonderful place, I want to thank you for sharing . . .

. . . your beautiful baby girl
. . . and your heart

with all of us. May you somehow, someday, find peace.

Debbie

<debh@siewertcabinet.com>
- Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 10:16 AM (CDT)
Lori & Steve,
I've been logging on constantly--imagining the experience you must be going through yesterday and this morning. At 10AM, I called my bible study group, which is meeting right now, to pray for you both and Morgan as you go through this. Morgan...one so small...has reached so many.
Susan Bordson <sbordson@yahoo.com>
Bloomington, MN - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 10:15 AM (CDT)
Dear Lori, Steve, Taylor and family..I'm so very sorry to hear that Morgan's health has not improved. Please give each other a great big hug and know that you are always on my mind and in my prayers. Love, Denise

- Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 10:08 AM (CDT)
On Tuesday, April 3rd the doctors told us there was nothing else they could do for Morgan. Her little heart is working fine but her lungs are damaged beyond repair. Morgan is resting comfortably in the loving arms of Steve and Lori. Thank you for your continued prayers.
Auntie Sue <over2sue@juno.com>
Chaska, MN - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 09:50 AM (CDT)
Lori, channel all the love and hope and prayers to Morgan, there are a lot of us out here that are sending them to you and steve and especially morgan. one day at a time - we are all sending them each and every day.
don and kelly
don prust &kelly o'donoghue <kodonoghue@mindspring.com>
bloomington, mn hennipen - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 11:10 PM (CDT)
From one heart family to another: Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you tonight. Morgan is less than a month older than my daughter. I will be thinking of you tonight. God bless. As a post before mine said, "Where there is great love, there are always miracles."
Melissa <melissagreen99@yahoo.com>
CT - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 10:14 PM (CDT)
Lori, Steve, and Taylor,

Our prayers and thoughts are with you. As with most things that I have experienced the phrase "its in God's hands now" seems to be fitting. That means that Morgan's fight is not over. She needs our prayers and thoughts now just as before. She will be in ours this evening. For her we ask for strength, resistance, and healing. For the rest of the family we also ask for strength and courage to continue the bedside vigil. May God be with all of you at this time.
Ernie Watson <erniewatson@hotmail.com>
Starbuck, MN USA - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 10:07 PM (CDT)
Lori and Steve, Our prayers and thoughts are with you and your family tonight.Tracy and Bill Schweich.
Tracy schweich <TESJ64@aol.com>
lakeville, mn usa - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 09:10 PM (CDT)
We are thinking of you and your beautiful little girl! Stay positive!
Dawn, John and Lily <jedtoomey@hotmail.com>
Halifax, MA USA - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 08:45 PM (CDT)
Steve, Lori and family,

I wish there were words that could possibly ease your pain and heartache, but as you know better than most of us, there just aren't. Please know that if there was any one thing we could do to give you some peace, we would. I wish I had some answer, some sort of explination as to why this is happening to you and to your beautiful girl. I am so sorry, my heart goes out to you.
Jennifer Tuttle <jxnsmom@yahoo.com>
Burnsville, mn 55337 - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 08:42 PM (CDT)
my prayers are with you tonight, tears in our eyes for the love in our hearts for all of you
betty rewerts <betre@msn.com>
mpls, - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 08:31 PM (CDT)
"Where there is great love, there are always
miracles."

Sue N <smn30@webtv.net>
Richfield, MN - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 06:36 PM (CDT)
You all are still in my thoughts and prayers, and I agree with another about not knowing what more to say than what has been said. Other than to say, See Terri's message. I ditto it!
Paul Munster
- Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 06:34 PM (CDT)
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Olin, It is very unfortunate to hear about the pain you are experiencing with Morgan. Lucy and Kelly have been so kind to let us know how things have been going for you all. We feel so sad - please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. We are happy to report that Taylor is quite a fabulous student at Kindernook Preschool! We enjoy her so much, and she has been performing very well socially and academically. Take care and God bless you all. Sincerely, Laura Saarela and Yvonne Kes, Kindernook Preschool.
Laura Saarela <tdsaar@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN Dakota - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 06:16 PM (CDT)
today is kind of a hard day to write anything after i have read everyone elses thoughts. just know i am thinking of you always. jan
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn. - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 03:16 PM (CDT)
Steve & Lori,
Todd and I just wanted to let you know you are all in our thoughts and prayers. Love moves in mysterious ways and love for Morgan and your family is pouring out through every message in this guest book. Hold in there God is with you. We are praying for you.
Todd & Kelly Johnson <kellyj@uswest.net>
- Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 02:53 PM (CDT)
The Olin Family,

I would like to start out by telling you who I am, my name is Stacy, my brother is Rory Carr. I have been talking to them, and they told me about what Morgan and your whole family has been going through. I just wanted to send my prayers to your whole family.
Stacy Ringstad <shutupandfish@mmsn.com>
Burnsville, MN Dakota - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 02:44 PM (CDT)
Dear Olin family,
I cry in frustration at my inability to do anything to make Morgan better. I continually think of her and your family and pray without ceasing. This message is meant to send you all the love and strength that can possibly be given through this means. May God give you the strength that will see you through.
All My Love, Jane
Jane Frank <gjlakehomes@juno.com>
Cleveland, MN 56017 - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 12:33 PM (CDT)
Lori and Steve-As I read today's update tears continue to flow and my heart aches for you guys. Please hang in there. I know it is increasingly difficult to keep going but, we are all thinking and praying for you and little Morgan. Take care of yourselves. Love, Virginia
Virginia Hines <vhines@periscope.com>
Farmington, MN - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 11:52 AM (CDT)
Lori-
I just read your journal entry for today and it brought tears to my eyes, as I am sure to yours. I can only imagine what you must feel in your heart right now. Just know that Morgan knows how much you love her. She will no matter what always be your little girl. I will see you soon. Love ya, Terri

Terri Siewert <4siewerts@usfamily.net>
Stillwater, MN - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 11:24 AM (CDT)
LORI!!!
Keep the faith. It is the Lord's time ---not ours. HE can do anything!!
We are ALL still praying for sweet little Morgan!!!
(I know it must be oh so hard!!!)
Terri Brueggemann
- Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 10:37 AM (CDT)
Lori & Steve,
Your journal entry for today just came on while I was on the site. I'm sitting at my computer crying for you. I know right where you are in the PICU bay--the chairs that are there--the curtains-everything. I just can't imagine your feelings at what the Drs. told you today. My prayers are for strength and courage. I'll be thinking of you all day.
Susan Bordson
Bloomington, MN - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 10:27 AM (CDT)
Morgan sure is a little fighter. Don't give up hope, she'll pull through. You are so fortunate that your immediate family is there for you to give you strength.

I enjoyed seeing you on Saturday and having the chance to see little Morgan. I thought she looked pretty good considering all she's been through.
Ruth Ann <rootie@cpinternet.com>
Maplewood, MN USA - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 08:48 AM (CDT)
Lori and family. My heart and prayers go out to you and your little angel. She is so beautiful, it's hard to imagine that she is so sick. Robin Farrell told me of your website and I will check in to watch her progress. Keep the faith, and I'll keep you in my prayers.
Julie Weinzierl <Tjweinzierl@gateway.net>
Mound, MN USA - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 08:44 AM (CDT)
just finished reading your journal for today and maybe things are starting to look up. she sure must be a strong little thing. i am sure she knows you are there too. i bet you are worn out hospital scenes are hard on a person. i will do my usual check-in tomorrow and i hope you have a good nite tonite. jan
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn. - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 03:27 PM (CDT)
Lori & Steve,
I'm praying and praying and praying. I don't know what else to do. I want to come and pray over Morgan but I have a sick child home with me today. We'll never know why this tremendous challenge has been given to Morgan. It's so frustrating. She is an amazing, amazing child. What strength in such a tiny person!
Susan Bordson
- Monday, April 02, 2001 at 10:37 AM (CDT)
Lori and Steve, Keep up the hope and faith. I can only imagine what you are both going through now, and I know you feel fustrated and tired. We are all still here, praying for all of you! Morgan will pull through, its just a matter of time for her little body to heal and get well. Please let me or anyone else here at work know if there is anything more we can do for you and your family. Your in our thoughts always, and we will be strong for you when you get tired so get some rest yourself and know we will be there.
Margie Seidl <marjorie_m_seidl@bluecrossmn.com or margies526@aol.com>
hastings, mn - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 10:08 AM (CDT)
You have to be the strongest person I know-next to that little girl of yours! Please continue having faith and know
that everything WILL work out. We are never given more then what we can handle and I know you can handle this and whatever will happen next week and next month! You guys are in our prayers.We love you!
Deb <ddwatson@usa.net>
- Sunday, April 01, 2001 at 05:25 PM (CDT)
Lori and Steve,
We have been outside today and Joe spyed TWO cardinals and was first to say "Mommy look, there's Morgan's cardinal and now Taylor has one too!" He was so excited as they flew right toward your home....We continue to send our love and prayer's. You sound much stronger today and we know Morgan can feel that....we miss you.
Martha and the boy's
Mike, Martha, John, and Joe Donahoe <4d-upnorth@msn.com>
Northfield, MN - Sunday, April 01, 2001 at 05:22 PM (CDT)
Dear Steve and Lori, I'm finally able to fire up my own machine just to see how your precious little Morgan is doing. It sounds like slow, cautious progress. We hope you and Steve are taking care of yourselves, too. Give yourselves some quiet moments together. All our love, Jim, Rosa and Jeff.
Rosa D Saunders <roadss1@home.com>
Rochester Hills, mi usa - Sunday, April 01, 2001 at 01:39 PM (CDT)
steve and lori i felt a little better reading your journal today. morgan is a little fighter and she knows you are there pulling for her. one day this will all balance out. like the saying goes its not over till its over just keep the faith. once again i think this site is wonderful so we can all know whats going on without bothering anyone and yet you still know we are here. keep the faith. jan
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn - Sunday, April 01, 2001 at 10:54 AM (CDT)
Dear Steve and Lori:

I check your journal every day Lori. Twice a day actually. Thank you for doing that for those of us who love all of you so much and want to be praying for you and each one in your family. I pray for strength and perseverance for all of you in this difficult time. Love you, Andrea
Mike and Andrea Hoglund <mhogl1051@aol>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Sunday, April 01, 2001 at 10:50 AM (CDT)
Dear Lori,
I just want you to know that I think of all of you each and every day. Morgan is such a little fighter and has such strong and loving parents. Anthony and Brooke say hi and want you to give Morgan a kiss for them and Taylor a big hug and a hello. I will try to get up to see you this week. See you soon. Love, Terri

The Siewerts <4siewerts@usfamily.net>
Stillwater, mn - Sunday, April 01, 2001 at 10:29 AM (CDT)
Hi Lori & Steve,
I know some things have been a bit touch & go this weekend--I've found myself checking the web site more and more often and praying for Morgan all day long. Thank you for keeping the journal going for us. We are holding our breath for every bit of good news there could be. Let this be a good day.
Susan Bordson
- Sunday, April 01, 2001 at 09:57 AM (CDT)
Dear Lori, Steve and Morgan,
We think of Morgan often and pray that things go well for the little one. We know that the last few days have been especialy hard for all, but hope and pray for the best.
Love, Corinne and Ron
Rocokr@aol.com <Corinne and Ron Kronen>
Brooklyn Center, MN USA - Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 11:43 PM (CST)
steve and lori i don;t know what to say about all that is going on. i am just checking in to let you know i am still thinking of all of you. jan
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn - Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 03:17 PM (CST)
Lori, you continue to stay strong and share Morgan's progress with all of us and we really appreciate the daily updates. You are an amazing person and a wonderful, loving mother. I have told so many people to keep you all in their thoughts and prayers and not a day passes when those people want to know how You, Morgan, Steve and Taylor are doing. Give Morgan a kiss from all of us today and we will see you all soon. Love, the Hines Family (Steve, Virginia, Amanda, and Ben)
Virginia Hines <vhines@periscope.com>
Farmington, MN - Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 02:44 PM (CST)
Lori and Steve...I can't imagine the torment you both must be going through. I pray that Morgan makes it through this. Please know that our door is always open for Taylor. Rebecca misses her and says "HI!" Take care of yourself Lori and be strong for Morgan.
Tina Kitts <elmerkitts@aol.com>
lakeville, mn us - Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 11:38 AM (CST)
Thank you to who ever, for this site...It is so nice to be able to send you messages. We are keeping up and appreciate not being able to bother you or your loved ones on the progress. on your dear child..Our concern is sincere and our concern is extreme...May your faith pull you threw....all our love Bob and Julie Rocheleau.
Robert Rocheleau <rrocheleau@Juno>
nya, mn carver - Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 12:03 AM (CST)
Lori and Steve,
I find myself checking on Morgan everyday and hope you can continue to remain strong- she knows you are there. I agree with your thoughts on the cardinal....God works in special ways and HE knows how very special Morgan is to everyone around her. We will watch for the cardinals in your backyard....Keep your chin up.
Martha and the boy's
Mike, Martha, John and Joe Donahoe <4d-upnorth@msn.com>
Northfield, MN - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 08:19 PM (CST)
Hi Lori,
I simply cannot imagine the pain, frustration and hopelessness you must be feeling, and my heart just goes out to you. I keep waiting for her to **snap** right out of it all the sudden, and you never know it could be tomorrow or the next day!! Keep touching, talking and loving her because you know she does hear you and knows you're there, that alone will keep her going. I know I check this site at least twice a day along with a lot of our other co-workers, we're here to give you any support you may need. Please please let me know if there is any thing at all that you want or need 320-864-4663. We'll continue to pray HARD for Morgan's recovery and to give you all the strength you and your family need.

Kim Combs <bkc0804@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 07:18 PM (CST)
hi i don;t know what to say about your journal today except try not to give up hope the poor little thing is still fighting to come back. she has gone thru alot it all takes time. hope tomorrow is better for you i think of you all every day.
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 04:10 PM (CST)
Is there anything I can do? Call if there is. I'll give an extra special request to my personal Angels to watch over Morgan; and you. Terry 612-609-0107
Terry Zoesch <Blue Cross Blue Shield>
- Friday, March 30, 2001 at 02:48 PM (CST)
Steve and Lori your Mom told me all you have been going threw. I'm so sorry Morgan is so sick. I have put her on our prayer chain at church and We will continue to pray for her. Love Bob and Julie Rocheleau

Julie and Bob Rocheleau <rrocheleau@Juno>
- Friday, March 30, 2001 at 11:43 AM (CST)
Morgan and family you are in are every preyer

Greg &Anne Lindgren
- Friday, March 30, 2001 at 11:29 AM (CST)
Lori & Steve,
Even though I don't write a comment everyday, I do check in and read the journal every day and pray for Morgan every day. I am praying for your strength and courage as well.
Susan Bordson
- Friday, March 30, 2001 at 09:13 AM (CST)
"There are no shortcuts to any place worth going."
-Anon.

We're cheering you on and watching your progress! Take it one day at a time sweet girl. You're worth waiting for.
Kathy, Rob, Kenzie & Max Howe <rkmhowe@ix.netcom.com>
Watertown, MN - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 09:03 AM (CST)
Hi Lori (and family), I can tell this is so stressful for all of you but remember, there will be a light at the end of the tunnel! Your love and devotion to Morgan will help her recover. Hang in there! Love, Denise

- Friday, March 30, 2001 at 08:56 AM (CST)
Do not fear, for I am with you, Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

Isaiah 41:10

Gods peace be with you, may his face shine upon you in this time of great need.

The Tuttle's
Steve and Jennifer Tuttle (and Jackson) <stevet@siecoconstruction.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 08:55 AM (CST)
Lori and Steve,

Hang in there. The Lord knows what He is doing. I know sometimes the wait seems to be unbearable. Just keep letting Morgan know that you love her and are there for her. Morgan is a fighter. She will do the best she can. Our prayers are continueing with all of you. Give each other hugs and hold on to them for a long time.

Love you,

Ernie
Ernie Watson <erniewatson@hotmail.com>
Starbuck, MN USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 08:13 AM (CST)
Steve, Lori, Taylor and Morgan,
Haven't written much, but wanted you to know we check in on the web page everyday to see how Morgan is doing and to let you know we are still praying for her to get well soon.
Todd & Kathy Waller <Kiaranewt@aol.com>
St. Paul Park, MN - Thursday, March 29, 2001 at 07:58 PM (CST)
HELLO LORI AND STEVE I AM IN MEXICO CITY AND JORGE IS HERE TOO AND HE READ ABOUT MORGAN AND HER ILLNESS AND HE GOT TO SEE THE PICTURES. I READ THAT GAYLENE IS TAKING CARE OF MORGAN NOW, I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU GUYS WHEN I COME BACK. I WAS WORRIED ABOUT HOW SHE WAS DOING AND I DECIDED THAT I BETTER LOOK INTO THE WEB PAGE TO FIND OUT. SOUNDS LIKE THINGS ARE GOING BETTER OR AT LEAST THE SAME FOR RIGHT NOW, I AM GLAD, NOW I CAN ENJOY MYSELF MORE. WE JUST ATE SUSHI AND NOW WE ARE GOING FOR A WALK IN THIS REALLY NICE PARK AREA IN MEXICO CITY. I SEND YOU MY LOVE AND MY THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU ALL. LOVE DEB
DEBBIE LICKTEIG <DORMIR55ATHOTMAIL.COM>
- Thursday, March 29, 2001 at 06:15 PM (CST)
hi boy more changes everyday i don;t know how i could cope with all that. lori i hope you are feeling better today. the hospital scene wears on your body so save a little time for you to. jan
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn. - Thursday, March 29, 2001 at 03:06 PM (CST)
Hi lori, I haven't written for a while but I have been checking in. Thanks for keeping us updated. It sounds like things are status quo with Morgan. I'm sorry that things aren't progressing faster. I can only imagine your frustration. Every night Lauren and Brenna remember Morgan in their prayers. I wish I had just the right words to say to offer the hope and encouragement you and your family needs. All my love.
Wendi <wendi@mninter.net>
Plymouth, MN USA - Thursday, March 29, 2001 at 10:59 AM (CST)
Lori, Steve, Taylor & Morgan~ I know you don't know me, I'm Yvonne Schultz, I am Denise Kimlinger's Daughter, but I have been following Morgan's progress through the website and I just wanted to let you know that my husband and I are praying for Morgan and your family everyday. She is such a beautiful baby and we pray that God is watching over her and will bring her back to health very soon. Take care.
Yvonne Schultz <yvonne@nrslaw.com>
Lino Lakes, MN - Thursday, March 29, 2001 at 10:54 AM (CST)
HI guys.....just checking on your sweet baby.....which...along with my prayers....is a daily activity now. Stay strong....even if that means taking a few moments away.... Extra prayers today with all the changes they have made! After awhile, it seems so redundant to say that your family----ALL of you are in our thoughts and prayers always---but I know the constant reminder of all the support you have is comforting, during the waiting for Morgan to get better. It ALWAYS helps to know how much you are loved. And rest assurred, Morgan feels it too!!!!!!

Terri Brueggemann
- Thursday, March 29, 2001 at 09:56 AM (CST)
hi you probably dont know me but im am ernie and marla watsons neice and the kids cousin. karly told me about this so i decided to check it out.hope she is doin better
katie quitney <funky_monkey31@hotmail.com>
Litchfield, mn USA - Thursday, March 29, 2001 at 09:24 AM (CST)
Lori & Family,
I check in every morning when I get to work to see how Morgan is doing..
Just to let you know My family and I are always thinking about you guys.
I say a little prayer every night, hoping it will help!

Tami Bentley <tami@plymouth.org>
Richfield, MN - Thursday, March 29, 2001 at 08:25 AM (CST)
hi lori, just checking on morgan, Ihope you know that are prayers are with you and morgan everyday. I think of her all the time. hang in there. remember my offer,please don't hesitate to call. Tracy S.
Tracy Schweich <TESJ64@aol.com>
lakeville, mn usa - Thursday, March 29, 2001 at 07:25 AM (CST)
dear Lori, Steve, Taylor,and baby morgan
My name is Richelle Radermacher you don't know me, but I am a close friend to David Bro from Total Loss Brokers, and to day he told me about baby Morgan and my deepest prayers, and thoughts are with you and your family. I have two young boys Cody and Cole when bedtime comes around we pray for baby Morgan and the rest of your family. It sounds from what I read this is a real difficult time but keep your head up and and angles are all around you at all times. GOD BLESS YOU all!Take care
Richelle and family
Richelle Radermacher <codycole7@msn.com>
Centerville, MN US - Wednesday, March 28, 2001 at 07:20 PM (CST)
hi checking in to see how things are going. sorry to hear you are not feeling well lori you have alot of stress in your life right now. take care of yourself and i hope things are better for all of you tomorrow.
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn. - Wednesday, March 28, 2001 at 02:58 PM (CST)
Lori,
You sounded tired in your entry last night- I hope you were able to rest. We continue to send our prayers and love to little Morgan...we miss you out here. Please don't forget I am here for you- anything you need.
Martha
Mike, Martha, John and Joe <4d-upnorth@msn.com>
Northfield, MN - Wednesday, March 28, 2001 at 02:39 PM (CST)
Lori, I do worry about you taking care of yourself, too. I'm glad grandpa could fill in while you take a break. I do agree by the way, Morgan does look like she's longer and has grown - that's GREAT! We all miss you. Love, Denise

- Wednesday, March 28, 2001 at 01:40 PM (CST)
Lori
What a wonderful feeling to hold your precious Morgan. You and Morgan must feel better! There is nothing like mommy's hugs to make her gain her strength and get better. Hoping she has eventful wonderful days ahead! Take Care and as always we are thinking of your family. Laurie
Laurie Carr
- Wednesday, March 28, 2001 at 10:56 AM (CST)
Lori
What a wonderful feeling to hold your precious Morgan. You and Morgan must feel better! There is nothing like mommy's hugs to make her gain her strength and get better. Hoping she has eventful wonderful days ahead! Take Care and as always we are thinking of your family. Laurie
Laurie Carr
- Wednesday, March 28, 2001 at 10:56 AM (CST)
Lori & Steve,
Sounds like you had a frustrating day yesterday. It is such a rollercoaster, I know. When you feel you have no more strength, rely on the loved ones around you to take over momentarily while you recoup. It sounds like you're doing just that! It's great that you're keeping up so much communication with the nurses, etc. I'll be adding Morgan to our church's prayer chain this morning. And I'll be checking for progress on those little lungs!
Susan Bordson
Bloomington, MN - Wednesday, March 28, 2001 at 09:33 AM (CST)
"Fall seven times, stand up eight"
-Japanese Proverb

Keep standing Morgan! You're doing great!

Kathy, Rob, Kenzie & Max Howe <rkmhowe@ix.netcom.com>
Watertown, MN USA - Wednesday, March 28, 2001 at 08:51 AM (CST)
Uphill from here forward. Please take care of yourself Lori. Keep on fighting Morgan. Take care of yourself Steve.
Terry Z
- Wednesday, March 28, 2001 at 06:01 AM (CST)
Hi Lori, Steve & Family,
Our family have been praying much for your family especially Morgans recovery, peace, courage, & strength for the rest of you. We keep you on the prayer chain at our church, and in our prayer services you are brought before God in prayer....This web site is great we think of you often, and in reading this i rest asurred that God is answering many prayers of many people...We have a GREAT GOD!!! He is soooooooo Good, Worthy to be Praised..Seek his will for your family, because i believe he has something special for Steve, Lori, Taylor, & Morgan. He loves you very much, and so do we.. those pictures of Morgan are sweet, she is really a cutie. Well i expect that we will see you at the next gathering at auntie Sue or wherever.Iam sure Morgan will be scooting or maybe even walking by then.But till then hang in there, stay strong..and thank you for keeping us updated on this web page. Many people at our church are asking about Morgan.... Later,Marlene
Marlene Tvinnereim <bornagain14@aol.com>
Cologne, Mn US - Tuesday, March 27, 2001 at 11:44 PM (CST)
JUST A QUICK NOTE TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOUR COUSINS IN ARIZONA ARE PRAYING FOR MORGAN AND THE WHOLE FAMILY. LET US KNOW IF THERE IS ANYTHING WE CAN DO TO HELP. BOB & BARB TILLMAN (WITH MARK, CHRISTOPHER, AND JULIA)
Bob Tillman <rtillman@theriver.com>
Sierra Vista, AZ U.S. - Tuesday, March 27, 2001 at 08:35 PM (CST)
Lori, Steve, and Family:
I just found out today about everything that has been going on. I am glad that things are sounding better. Know that you all will be in my prayers.
Paul Munster
Edina, Mn U.S.A. - Tuesday, March 27, 2001 at 06:59 PM (CST)
Lori and Steve,
We are glad to here that Morgan is still doing well. We hope and continue to pray that she keeps improving with every day. We will see you soon.
P.S. We finally got the internet!
Jeff, Anthony, Brooke and Terri Siewert <4siewerts@usfamily.net>
Stillwater, mn usa - Tuesday, March 27, 2001 at 05:59 PM (CST)
hi i just read your journal and that sounds much better today. little morgan is fighting with all she has thats why everyone else needs to be strong and i think you holding her has to also be good. little babies can surpise you with how strong they are and being sedated is not all bad either because then she is not suffering. keep informing us i really like checking in it is the first thing i do when i get home from work. have a great nite. jan
janet storbakken <janettor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn. - Tuesday, March 27, 2001 at 03:02 PM (CST)
Dear Lori, I have been following Morgan's progress ever since Kelly told me what had happened. I just want you to know our family is praying for you and your family. Shelby had a wonderful time with Taylor last week playing and baking little cakes. We would love to have Taylor over again and if you need anything else please give me a call. 469-6635
Lucy Christensen
Lakeville, MN - Tuesday, March 27, 2001 at 01:15 PM (CST)
After watching those nurses care so lovingly for those little babies, I now understand why you talk about them so much in your journal entries!!!! Morgan certainly looks stronger than she did. And feisty is ALWAYS a good sign!!!
Remember.....baby steps are good!!!! Love you guys!!!!
Terri Brueggemann <Bruegget@express-scripts.com>
Richfield, MN - Tuesday, March 27, 2001 at 12:24 PM (CST)
Hi Lori - I enjoyed reading your entry from last night. It makes me smile everyday as Morgan gets better. It's great to hear you've been able to hold her more, kiss her more and even rub lotion on her! Love, Denise
<jdaspelund@qwest.net>
- Tuesday, March 27, 2001 at 10:58 AM (CST)
Hi Lori & Steve,
I felt some really good vibes from your journal entry today. Every time they can DC something, it's a step in the right direction. It'd be really great to get her off TPN completely. Her SATs look pretty good, too. After Bennett's first surgery, he lived with SATs in the 70's. After his second surgery, he lived with SATs in the 80's. After his third surgery, his SAT's stay at 95% and he runs around and chases like any 4 yr old. I too, relished any time I could hold him. All that touch is so vital for both of you. When I couldn't hold him, I'd just have my cheek on his on the bed and whisper into his ear and stroke his forehead. I'd also play a lot of soothing music for him, just as you are. I believe her inner being smells you, feels you and hears you. We continue our prayers. You've been a gem to keep up the journal entries because we all think of Morgan all day every day. God's Peace.
Susan Bordson
Bloomington, MN USA - Tuesday, March 27, 2001 at 09:34 AM (CST)
Hello cousins! Morgan is absolutely adorable. She looks like such a happy baby. She'll pull through, don't worry.
Ruth Ann <rootie@cpinternet.com>
Maplewood, MN USA - Tuesday, March 27, 2001 at 07:55 AM (CST)
Dearest Steve, Lori, Taylor and Morgan,

It's me again. I'm so glad to hear of the positive strides that Morgan is making!!! Hang in there!!! You guys have been blessed with a lovely family and extended family. I have been priveledged to have met them! As always, I am praying for strength to carry you through and for more positive progress for Morgan! I love you guys!
Jane Frank <gjlakehomes@juno.com>
Cleveland, MN LeSueur - Tuesday, March 27, 2001 at 07:14 AM (CST)
Morgan it sure is good to see that you are getting better step-by-step. I really wish i could come and see you guys and give you a big big hug for sticking with it!
U are in my prayers always!

Karly Watson <karlywats@hotmail.com>
Starbuck , Mn - Monday, March 26, 2001 at 08:46 PM (CST)
Dear Steve,Lori,Taylor,Morgan, We want you to know you are all in our thoughts and prayers.Morgan stay strong. Steve and Lori I work up in ICC on 2nd flr. in the hospital I make multiple trips weekly from the neighborhood so if I can help in any way please ask, I can take anyone, anything there for you. Sophia our 4 yr old would love to have Taylor come over anytime. Please let us help if we can.Your
neighbors Steve,Paula, and the kids.
Steve, Paula, Aaron,Alex, Sophia and Louis Bisch <paula,bisch@gte.net>
Northfield, MN USA - Monday, March 26, 2001 at 04:03 PM (CST)
hi its me again. i am glad you got to hold morgan again i think it is good for both of you. i hope things will look up and even out for you soon. i bet you are drained. hope all goes well today. jan
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn. - Monday, March 26, 2001 at 03:29 PM (CST)
Dear Baby Morgan,
I look out my window several times a day and see your home out here in Northfield. I want you to know we miss you very much and we know you are in safe hands. We pray for you to remain strong and can't imagine how wonderful it must have felt to be held by your mommy yesterday. I am sure that will keep you fighting. Please continue to improve and Lori/Steve keep your chin up.
We miss you,
Martha and the boy's
Mike, Martha, John, and Joe Donahoe <4d-upnorth@msn.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Monday, March 26, 2001 at 03:08 PM (CST)
Dear baby morgan, I miss you at daycare. I've been praying to jesus to make you better. I can't wait to see you again. Isaw your pictures, and I want to come to the hospital but my mom says not yet. kisses and hugsxoxoxoxo,love karley
Karley Schweich <TESJ64@aol.com>
lakeville, mn dakota - Monday, March 26, 2001 at 02:49 PM (CST)
Lori Our concerns and prayers are with you and your family. If you need anything let me know, or if you need us to take taylor for awhile, if you and your husband need a break.Just call me 469-5899. We hope you will be able totake your baby home soon.thinking of you Tracy and Bill schweich
Tracy schweich <TESJ64@aol.com>
Lakeville, mn dakota - Monday, March 26, 2001 at 02:39 PM (CST)
I have been thinging of you all and praying that all will work out. I will keep you in our prayers. Cindy Faerber
cindy faerber
farmington, mn usa - Monday, March 26, 2001 at 01:12 PM (CST)
Hi Lori and Steve,

Lori, your comments about being able to hold Morgan and the feelings of touch are an important part of the healing process. You must know that Morgan is feeling her mom's and dad's caring and love everytime you hold and touch her.

Just remember the doctors said the first few weeks would be the test. Morgan has made it this far and that is a good sign. Our prayers, the ones we say with the kids at bedtime are filled with petitions of healing and hope and strength for you and Morgan. These won't stop.

Also, please give Taylor a great big hug from all of us here in Starbuck. Tell her that we are proud that she is being such a helpful "big" sister. Tell her she has a real special job to do at this time.

Love to you all,
Ernie
Ernie Watson <erniewatson@hotmail.com>
Starbuck, MN USA - Monday, March 26, 2001 at 08:29 AM (CST)
Hi Lori, Steve, Taylor, and Morgan,
We may not write much, but we think of you and pray for you often. I now understand a little better what "Pray without ceasing" means. Just as you relish holding Morgan in your arms, I hope you can also feel the arms of Jesus surrounding each of you during this time.
Donna Watson <djwatson00@hotmail.com>
Stevens Point, WI USA - Sunday, March 25, 2001 at 08:55 PM (CST)
We have been thinking about, and , praying for you guys every day . Keep up the great work on the web site lori its so nice to keep tabs on whats up
rick ,cindy , riley, carley & kyle
mpls, - Sunday, March 25, 2001 at 08:54 PM (CST)
lori i am so glad that you got to hold morgan i know how hard that must be just to look at her and i am sure it was good for her to. i called jon yesterday to give him a update but steve had already called him. i read that one journal of the woman whose boy had all those surgerys and is now 4 and healthy thats wonderful. i told jon yesterday the only thing is little morgan will proably never remember this like you and steve will.
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn. - Sunday, March 25, 2001 at 10:22 AM (CST)
I am a friend and coworker of Grandma Carol, my thoughts and prayers are with all of you especially Morgan.
Sheri Perry <SPerry7301@aol.com>
Coon Rapids, MN USA - Sunday, March 25, 2001 at 08:18 AM (CST)
DEAREST MORGAN,

One day at a time...we will LOVE YOU!
One day at a time...we will count our blessings!
One day at a time...we will see the power of, "positive thinking" at work!
One day at a time...we will be thankful for each small step of progress you make!
One day at a time...more people come to know you, and pray for your recovery!
One day at a time...we as parents will make sure our priorities are in order, and take time to appreciate our children and loved ones!
One day at a time...we will TELL THEM they are loved!
One day at a time...we will come together as friends and families, and share our love and support with each other.
One day at a time...we will LOVE YOU EVEN MORE!! :-)

Look how much one sweet little girl named "Morgan" can do!!

I LOVE YOU!!

Auntie Sue <Over2Sue@Juno.com>
Chaska, MN - Saturday, March 24, 2001 at 10:35 PM (CST)
Steve and Lori
We are following the progress of Morgan and like everyone else are concerned and have her in our prayers. We appreciate your website updates. If there is something that we can do, please let us know.
Norma and Alan

Norma and Alan Greene <um8scow@aol.com>
Wayzata, MN US - Saturday, March 24, 2001 at 10:16 PM (CST)
Morgan, It was so good to see you Thursday. I just could not keep my eyes off your precious body. You are such a fighter and I know you can hear everyone around you and are dreaming of those days when you can look at your mommy, daddy and Taylor with those big eyes and smile. I know they would really like to see that. You hang in there little one. Love, Virginia
Virginia Hines <vhines@periscope.com>
Farmington, MN - Saturday, March 24, 2001 at 09:07 PM (CST)
Dear Steve, Lori, Taylor, and little Morgan,
We apologize for not sending a note sooner as we have been out of town. We have just read the entire journal and have doubled our prayers for each of you. You sound very strong in your notes even though it must be so difficult for you some days. We are looking forward to this spring/summer watching the girls play next door with all of us....
Many happy thoughts,
Mike, Martha, John and Joe
Mike, Martha, John and Joe Donahoe <4d-upnorth@msn.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Saturday, March 24, 2001 at 06:43 PM (CST)
Dear Steve, Lori, Taylor, and little Morgan,
We apologize for not sending a note sooner as we have been out of town. We have just read the entire journal and have doubled our prayers for each of you. You sound very strong in your notes even though it must be so difficult for you some days. We are looking forward to this spring/summer watching the girls play next door with all of us....
Many, Many happy thoughts,
Mike, Martha, John and Joe
Mike, Martha, John and Joe Donahoe <4d-upnorth@msn.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Saturday, March 24, 2001 at 06:39 PM (CST)
My thoughts and prayers are with you. Thanks for all of the updates. "Trust in the Lord." Proverbs 3:5-6
Elise Watson <watsonek@hotmail.com>
Milwaukee, WI - Saturday, March 24, 2001 at 03:52 PM (CST)
steve and lori doing my usual checkin to see how things are going. i am sorry to hear the nite did not go well. i hope things will change for the better real soon. thinking of all of you alot.
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn. - Saturday, March 24, 2001 at 03:27 PM (CST)
Steve and Lori,
I got your email and sent one back. I'm thinking of you both and Morgan daily. Today's prayers will focus on the healing of lungs!
Susan Bordson <sbordson@yahoo.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Saturday, March 24, 2001 at 01:50 PM (CST)
Rory put this web page on my desk yesterday morning. I didn't get to talk to him, so I am not sure of all the details Our hearts and our prayers go out to all of you.
Jim Jacob <bjjacob1@msn.com>
Minneapolis , MN Hennepin - Saturday, March 24, 2001 at 10:55 AM (CST)
Lori,
Went off to bed over an hour ago, but cannot sleep. I keep thinking of your entry today. Perhaps our only real link right now is the fact that we are both mothers. It is in this role I have found just how strong I can be, and certainly, you know the same. I hope that this constantly-increasing web of support may offer you some comfort and energy for your day-to-day trials. And, more than anything, I am hoping that you held your precious girl! If they didn't let you, you keep insisting, and insisting . . .
Debbie Helmel <deb@siewertcabinet.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, March 23, 2001 at 11:58 PM (CST)
"Whether you believe you can do a thing or not, you are right." -Henry Ford.

KEEP BELIEVING!
Kathy, Rob, Kenzie and Max Howe <rkmhowe@ix.netcom.com>
Watertown, MN USA - Friday, March 23, 2001 at 06:42 PM (CST)
Morgan just wanted you to know that i look at this everyday and hope you are getting better. I bring one of my friends with each time and they always ask how you are doing.
Hope you get better soon!
Keeping you in my prayers.
Karly Watson <karlywats@hotmail.com>
Starbuck, MN - Friday, March 23, 2001 at 05:00 PM (CST)
Lori & Family~ My family and I are all praying for Morgan to recover and I know that this must be a very difficult time for your family, God be with you.
Denise Kimlinger and Family
Denise Kimlinger
Shoreview, MN USA - Friday, March 23, 2001 at 04:21 PM (CST)
hi again doing my little check in on the baby. i bet you are all worn out. you are both doing a great job keeping it together and writing your journal like you do. noone knows what your going thru until you have been there and sitting at the hospital is worse than working 12 hours. please let me know if you need anything. janet
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn. - Friday, March 23, 2001 at 03:08 PM (CST)
Hang in there Lori, Morgan, and the rest of the famiily. We are all wishing and praying for the best. Call if you need anything.
Terry Zoesch <terry_a_zoesch@bluecrossmn.com>
Dreadbury, MN - Friday, March 23, 2001 at 02:17 PM (CST)
We're Praying for Morgan and you Guys
Keith Maxwell and Kathy Zielie <maxpilot@frontiernet.net>
lakeville, Mn - Friday, March 23, 2001 at 11:24 AM (CST)
Lori, I'm thinking of you and Morgan constantly. I pray her procedure is successful today and that Morgan continues to improve. Wish I could give you both a great big HUG. Love, Denise
<jdaspelund@quest.net>
- Friday, March 23, 2001 at 10:49 AM (CST)
Hello to All -Just want you to know that you are on our minds and in our hearts and prayers. We hope all goes well today. Thanks for keeping us posted on Morgan's progress.
Joy Kroening <JKroening@umphysicians.umn.edu>
- Friday, March 23, 2001 at 09:59 AM (CST)
Dear Lori & Steve,

YOU MUST KEEP UP THE POSITIVE THINKING!!
It will truely make a difference!!
Love you two :-)
Auntie Sue <Over2Sue @Juno.com>
Chaska, MN - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 09:19 PM (CST)
Dear Lori & Steve, What an awesome web page! I am so glad to have this opportunity to let you know we are praying for Morgan and the whole family. I hope sometime your family can come and visit us in sunny Arizona. Love, your cousin Amy!
Amy J. Jones <amyj@fairpart.com>
Payson, AZ USA - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 05:41 PM (CST)
We are all keeping you in our prayers here at Ultimate Electronics. May God comfort and care for you and your little one.
Steve Jenkins <sjenkins@ulte.com>
Thornton, CO USA - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 05:24 PM (CST)
Hi. I'm Terry's sister-in-law, Susan Bordson. He probably told you about his nephew Bennett(our son). Bennett was born with only half his heart working and multiple defects. He's had 3 open heart surgeries and about 4 heart catheterizations. (All at Childrens') Dr. Overman assisted in his operations with Dr. Helseth. Morgan is in the best hands. Bennett is 4 now and doing great and has a great quality of life. He has been on all those drugs, had a feeding tube when he came home from the hospital, been seen by Dr. Sidman, etc. etc. It is so hard, I know. They always told me how amazing kids are at healing and overcoming incredible healing challenges, but I didn't believe it until we lived it. I will keep your whole family in my prayers. Prayers for strength, courage, and most importantly, healing.
God's Peace,
Susan
Susan Bordson <sbordson@yahoo.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 05:13 PM (CST)
i read your journal today and you do sound much better than yesterday. i feel for both you and steve i could not imagine going thru anything like that. but i hope you both are getting some rest. if you two need me to bring you anything let me know. i could bring you some dinner if you let me know what you like.
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis , mn. - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 03:19 PM (CST)
A little story of faith. Prayers, fingers, and toes are crossed for Morgan, you, and your entire family.

A little boy is telling his Grandma how "everything" is going wrong. School, family problems, severe health problems, etc.. Meanwhile, Grandma is baking a cake. She asks her grandson if he would like a snack, which of course he does.

"Here, have some cooking oil."

"Yuck" says the boy.

"How about a couple raw eggs? "

"Gross, Grandma!"

"Would you like some flour then?� Or maybe baking soda?"

"Grandma, those are all yucky!"

To which Grandma replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by themselves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a wonderfully delicious cake!

God works the same way.� Many times we wonder why he would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they always work for good! We just have to trust Him and, eventually, they will all make something wonderful!"
God is Crazy About You. If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.� If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.� He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning.� Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen.� He can live anywhere in the universe, and He chose
your heart.

Face it, He's crazy about you.
Terry Z. <Terry_A_Zoesch@bluecrossmn.com>
- Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 01:53 PM (CST)
I just want to send encouragement to you, Lori and Steve. This rollercoaster you are on must be agony. You are doing such a great job always being right there by Morgan's side; paying close attention and wrestling with the nursing staff. This is an unfortunate necessity, but the pay off is having her get through another hurdle. Get tired, get angry and cry, but don't give up. You know she is worth it and there are lots of us out here still praying and hoping for her and you.
Anne N. <annen@siecoconstruction.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 01:47 PM (CST)
Though I do not know you personally, I am with you in spirit. I have a son who was born with hyaline-membrane, he is going to be 31 years old in August. He remained in the hospital 13 days after birth and I had 3 other children at home. So, when I hear of a little one in harms way, it takes me immediately back to my experience. I know how hard it is to try to divide your time and energy between the baby and the rest of the family and to even try to think of yourself. Just remember, God has said, 'Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you', Hebrews 13. You are doing the right thing leaning on your Christian friends and family.
Dorothy Kelly <kellykat41@yahoo.com>
Houston, tx usa - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 11:13 AM (CST)
I just wanted you to know that I am praying for you and your beautiful girl.
Chris Crain <royccrain@yahoo.com>
Kingwood, TX USA - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 11:00 AM (CST)
You are in Our Prayers. Please keep your faith. My son 6 years ago contracted Bacterial Meningitis and it was almost fatal. My family and I prayed and prayed and turned it over the Lord. Today he is a healthy 6 1/2 year old
boy. May God bless you and Baby Morgan... Sam I Am Mccou
Samella McCou <samella_mccou@bmc.com>
houston, tx usa - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 10:36 AM (CST)

WHAT!!!!!!! NO UPDATE, HOW DISAPPOINTING.
TOTAL LOSS BROKERS, INC
- Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 08:57 AM (CST)
Steve, Lori, Taylor and Morgan. There are many people praying for your family. Hang in there. When you feel like you can't take any more...hand it over to God. He's there for you to lean on. We all have faith that Morgan is a fighter! We won't stop praying for all of you.
The Bowe's
Lakeville , MN USA - Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 09:28 PM (CST)
Morgan, I am thinking of you everyday and hoping you get better. I am going to share this at my school tomorrow so you will probably get lots more people to sign your guestbook.

Karly Watson <karlywats@hotmail.com>
Starbuck , MN USA - Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 08:43 PM (CST)
Hang in there Morgan. We love you and are praying for you in Lincoln. Love, Erin, Scott, Carlovna and Dani.
Erin Saunders <thewildkingdom@msn.com>
Lincoln, NE USA - Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 07:59 PM (CST)

morgan,hope you feel better soon,and hope to see you at daycare really soon. good luck and were always thinking about you. love,amber,craig and brandon linder
amber, craig and brandon linder
lakeville, mn usa - Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 05:32 PM (CST)
Steve and Lori, My heart pours out to you. You guys hang in there and it is okay to cry. I know how tense situations like this can be. There are tons of people thinking about you and praying for you. I, for one, can not quit thinking about Morgan. Please take care of yourself and I hope Taylor can come over to stay with us on Friday. Love, Virginia
Virginia Hines <vhines@periscope.com>
Farmington, MN - Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 01:58 PM (CST)
DEAR LORI & MORGAN

Sending you extra strength to use today

betty rewerts <betre1@msn.com>
mpls, mn - Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 01:06 PM (CST)
Hello from everyone at Muska Electric Co! We wish you a quick and speedy recovery.
Keith Roy Petersen <kpetersen@muskaelectric.com>
Roseville, MN Ramsey - Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 12:44 PM (CST)
I wish I could be there to wrap my arms around you and encourage you. Watching your baby suffer and struggle has to be the hardest thing in the world. Keep talking to the Lord about it. He's listening, even when it seems like He's ignoring you.
Aunt Mary <mary_hamilton_77450@yahoo.com>
Katy, TX US - Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 12:43 PM (CST)
You are all in my thoughts and prayers!
Holly Christopherson <Hollybell@stribmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 12:28 PM (CST)
We are so sorry that you are not having a good day and wish we could somehow help. Hang in there! We will continue our prayers!
Lu & Roger Buranen <Rlburanen@bigfoot.com>
Fircrest, WA USA - Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 12:22 PM (CST)
My students are "checking up" on Morgan this morning. We are sorry to see that she has some trouble again. We will keep checking on updates. Our thoughts are with you Morgan.

Brittany, Ashley, and Amelia
Ernie <erniewatson@hotmailcom>
Starbuck, MN USA - Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 11:21 AM (CST)
God Bless Your Little Angel, our prayers are with you. from Duane, Julie, David, Fred, Nancy, McKenzie, Kara, Keith, Kathy, Merial, Kamal, and on and on.
Total Loss Brokers, Inc. <www. totallossbrokers.com>
Chaska, MN USA - Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 08:28 AM (CST)
Steve, Lori, Taylor, and Morgan

All of you are in my families prayers each and every day. Gods peace be with you in this trying time.

Those who hope in the lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles, they will run and not grow weary. They will run and not be faint.

Isaiah 40:31

Fitting !

Steve Tuttle <stevet@siecoconstruction.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 07:32 AM (CST)
Our thoughts are with you! We are happy to hear Morgan is doing better! Love the website. Thanks for keeping us informed. Be strong because Morgan is. You are in our prayers. Keep smiling! :) Call if you need anything.
Linda and Mark Heltne
minneapolis, mn - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 09:24 PM (CST)

read your journal today and i am so glad things are looking better.thinking of all of you alot.
janet storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 08:12 PM (CST)
Lori, Steve, Taylor, and Morgan:

Our prayers and thoughts have been with you throughout this time. Just remember that our God is an Awesome God.

We are so glad to hear that Morgan is doing so well. Give each other great, great big hugs from all of us here in Starbuck. We are keeping you all in our prayers especially at this time.

Lori,

Karly I am sure will want to send a special greeting to you and Morgan. Right away when I told her about Morgan's troubles she asked if I had your email address so she could contact you. I will show her this website so she can keep in touch herself. (Tonight, she is at Gustavus Adolphus in St. Peter. Our Minnewaska boys basketball team is in the first game of the state tournament. She is down there cheering the boys to a victory. . .we hope.)

Anyway, Keep supporting each other and let God wrap his arms around you and keep you in His care!

Love you all,

Ernie and Marla Watson
Ernie Watson <erniewatson@hotmail.com>
Starbuck, MN USA - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 07:34 PM (CST)
Morgan,

I hope you get better. (Kelsey)
I hope you get better soon. (MacKenzie)
We love you!

Kelsey and MacKenzie Watson <Kesleywats@hotmail.com>
Starbuck, MN USA - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 07:25 PM (CST)
Lori, It's wonderful to hear that Morgan is slowly coming off her meds and is having bm's. Who would think we could be so happy about messy pants? I noticed that there has been about 1000 hits on Morgans web page! Theres a lot of love and prayers directed your way.
Wendi <wendi@mninter.net>
Plymouth, MN USA - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 06:03 PM (CST)
Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you. Keep up the good fight Morgan and get better soon. Jacob (1 year) would love to be able to get together with you and play some time this summer. We will keep checking on you each day.
Amy, Scott and Jacob Van Eps (your neighbors down the street) <vaneps@pclink.com>
Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 05:25 PM (CST)
Hallelujah! Keep fighting, Morgan. And keep hanging in there, Lori and Steve. We love you!
Aunt Mary <mary_hamilton_77450@yahoo.com>
Katy, TX US - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 05:07 PM (CST)
Way to go Morgan!!! Keep on giving all of us good news on your improvement. The love that surrounds you will continue to help you get better and better everyday!!! Sue
Sue N <smn30@webtv.net>
Richfield, MN USA - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 01:48 PM (CST)
Hello I am a friend of Norma Greene and I would like to wish you and our family the best and I will say a prayer for little Morgan. Stay strong and God will bless.

Carolyn
Carolyn Crawford <crcrawford1@msn.com>
St. Paul, MN Washington - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 01:48 PM (CST)
Hang tough guys! Morgan-you keep getting better for all of us!!
Deb&Dave <ddwatson@usa.net>
- Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 01:48 PM (CST)
Steve and Lori,

Our thoughts and prayers are with Morgan and hope that she continues to improve. Get some rest when you can. We'll check the web site to stay in tune.

Take care,

The Ultimate Team - Doug, Tom, Tanya, Jim and Steve
Doug Beall <dougb@ulte.com>
- Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 12:35 PM (CST)
TAYLOR: I MISS YOU TAYLOR. I HOPE YOUR SISTERS OK. TAYLOR YOU CAN PLAY AT MY HOUSE ANYTIME. I LOVE YOU. YOU ARE MY FRIEND. LOVE,
KYLEE AGE 4
kylee rose carr
Lakeville, MN - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 11:09 AM (CST)
Steve,Lori,Taylor,and Morgan: I am so sorry for everything you all are going through. Especailly you Morgan!!!! We (Rory,Laurie,Becca,Kylee,and Coby) are thinking of you daily. Everyday I try and find access to a computer so I can check up on Morgan's progress. Yes, we are still computerless!!! We will continue to hope and pray for The Olin family. Take Care. The Carr's
Laurie Carr < >
Lakeville , MN - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 11:01 AM (CST)
Dear Lori,Steve,Taylor,Morgan Are prayers are with your family,and if theres any thing we can do please let us know. Love Greg &Anne

Greg &Anne Lindgren
Lakeville, MN U.S.A - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 10:40 AM (CST)
Gosh, Lori, you and your family have been through so much I just can't find the words to tell you how worried I am about all of you, especially Morgan. I just got back from vacation and went straight to your desk to say 'hi' when I saw you were out. I'm so sorry. I'll be praying for your entire family. Love, Denise
Denise Aspelund <denise_j_aspelund@bcbsmn.com or djaspelund@qwest.net>
Savage, MN Scott - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 10:29 AM (CST)
We are praying for Morgan
Romaine and Roberta Saunders <romainsaunders@compuserve.com>
Riverside, CA USA - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 10:15 AM (CST)
Lori & family,

You are in our daily prayers. Morgan seems like a tough little sweetie and I will continue to pray for her speedy recovery!
Kim Combs <bkc0804@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe , MN - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 09:31 AM (CST)
dear lori, steve, taylor & Morgan,
my thoughts & prayers are with you,
your family is sooooo special
love, betty
betty rewerts <betre1@msn.com>
mpls, mn hennepin - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 09:26 AM (CST)
Dear Steve and Lori:

I am so glad you took time out of your busy life to see me last summer and to bring Taylor and Morgan over. It was sweet to be able to hold Morgan and meet her and now have the privilege of joining with so many in praying for her. It is a good reminder for me to pray for Taylor as well who is so much a part of all of this along with both of you. Thanks for sharing your heart with us Lori, in writing the journal. I know that God's heart for you is like your's for Morgan's and he sees every tear. Love from Mike and Andrea
Andrea and Mike Hoglund <mhogl1051@AOL>
Scottsdale, , AZ USA - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 07:54 AM (CST)
Dear Morgan,
I really miss you, I wish you could come home. I wish you could not be scared. I wish you could really, really take care of yourself. And sometimes when Daddy comes there really be happy. Try not to be crabby. I know it's really hard for Momma to go away from you when Daddy is with you. I just want to remind you that I'm here to stay with you anytime you come home. I wish you could come home. I just wish you could come home. We will all hug you when you come home. We all really want you to come home. I love you, Taylor.
Taylor Olin <ACE55068@YAHOO.COM>
Northfield, MN - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 06:13 AM (CST)
steve,lori, just wanted to say i read your daily journal and i think this web site is a great idea, so people can stay in touch and you don;t have to answer phone calls. i think of you all everyday and steve thanks for letting me see your girls before they graduated from high school.
janet storbakken <janet stor aol. com >
minneapolis , mn - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 07:46 PM (CST)
Ever since I found out about Morgan, I've said a prayer for her everyday. I discovered when my mon died recently that spiritual guidance felt good...sometimes that is hard to accept because everyone's beliefs are different, but I will continue to say a prayer daily. If there is anything I can do, please call me at 612-798-1699. Morgan is pretty lucky to have parents like you!!! Sue Nelson

Sue Nelson <smn30@webtv.net>
Richfield, MN USA - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 06:51 PM (CST)
Hi Taylor,
Sorry to hear about your little sister being sick. I hope she comes home soon. Then you and bear can play with her again. Your a great sister for Morgan. Hang in there Mom and Dad!
Our prayers go out for you,
Brian & Ruth
<ruthnordstrom@msn.com>
Plymouth, MN - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 06:45 PM (CST)
Lori, you're under prayer protection also, I don't think you'll need medication. I'm sure Morgan has been able to sense your courage. "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. " Psalm 46:1
Wendi <wendi @mninter.net>
Plymouth, MN USA - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 04:22 PM (CST)
Dear Olin Family, I am very glad to here that Morgan is doing better. I hope and pray that it continues with every minute that goes by. She is a little struggler, so I can see that she is only going to get better. Just remember you have people all around you that are going to be there for you all.
Rich and Allison <abaker@hrads.com>
Mendota Hgts, mn Dakota - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 04:11 PM (CST)
Lori you have been absolutely special during this crisis. I hope your daughters grow up to be like their Mom.

royal saunders <royalned@webtv.net>
coon rapids,, mn anoka - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 02:42 PM (CST)
My thoughts and prayers are with you, Morgan and the family.
Brad Haycraft
- Monday, March 19, 2001 at 02:29 PM (CST)
I'm keeping morgan and both of you in my prayers and hoping she'll be able to go home soon.
Barry Steckling <bsteckling@lifetouch.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 02:18 PM (CST)
Lori, I'm so glad Morgan is doing better. The web site is a great idea to keep us all informed on her progress! My thoughts and prayers will continue to be with you and your family.
Margie Seidl <marjorie_m_seidl@bluecrossmn.com>
hastings, mn - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 01:39 PM (CST)
Lori, I am so very glad to hear that Morgan is doing better, I have you all in my prayers. Take care and I hope everything continues to go well for her.
Robin Farrell <roberta_h_farrell@bluecrossmn.com>
- Monday, March 19, 2001 at 01:32 PM (CST)
Dear Steve & Lori,
We are continuing to pray for Morgan & all of you and have put her name on our church prayer chain. We've notified our children so they are keeping up though us or on the web. Thank you for keeping us informed.
Ron & Corinne <rocokr@aol.com>
Brooklyn Center , MN USA - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 12:25 PM (CST)

Morgan you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Mom and Dad stay tough!!!
God Bless you all

Jeff and Kathy Traxler <thp@frontiernet.net>
Le Center, MN Lesueur - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 11:20 AM (CST)
Morgan and her whole family is still in our thoughts and prayers!!! She comes from good stock---it's now wonder she is such a fighter!!!!
Hang in there MOM!!!!
Terri Brueggemann <Bruegget@express-scripts.com>
- Monday, March 19, 2001 at 10:24 AM (CST)
Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you. Morgan is in the best hospital with the best doctors to help her. We are friends of Grandma Carol, who give us updates all the time. God's angels will watch over Morgan and the rest of you.

Shar & Ray Martinez <smartinez@umphysicians.umn.edu>
Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 10:18 AM (CST)
HI; IT SURE SOUNDS LIKE YOU HAVE A LITTLE FIGHTER ON YOUR HANDS WHICH IS GREAT! LORI I GUESS THAT WAS YOU I SAW AT THE RIDGES LAST WEEKEND AND SHOWED YOU TO A PHONE, I WISHED I WOULD HAVE KNOWN IT WAS YOU AT THE TIME. KELLIE HAS GIVEN US YOUR SITE, AND WE HAVE BEEN CHECKING AND PRAYING FOR YOU ALL EVER SINCE. WE HOPE THAT MORGAN CONTINUES TO IMPROVE,SHES AT THE BEST PLACE POSSIBLE FOR CHILDREN. HI TO TAYLOR FROM Alyssa. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
Wendy,Bruce, and Alyssa Torseth <TORNWINDS@AOL.COM>
LAKEVILLE, MN U.S.A - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 10:14 AM (CST)

What a beautiful little girl, my thoughts and prayers are with Morgan and the family.
Alison Archambeau <alison_m_archambeau@bluecrossmn.com>
Cottage Grove, MN Washington - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 09:56 AM (CST)
Steve & Lori, this is Terri's sister Tami,
My prayers are with you and I pray everything turns out well.
Tami and her family
Tami Bentley <tami@plymouth.org>
Richfield, MN USA - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 09:54 AM (CST)
Steve & Lori
My families thoughts and prayers are with you and your Family.
John, Denise, Haley, & Conner Sadowski

John Sadowski <johns@siewertcabinet.com>
So. St. Paul, MN Dakota - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 07:14 AM (CST)
Hey Guy;
It's great to hear Morgan Is doing better every day.
Our prayers are with you.
The Waterman's

<jeffw@siewertcabinet.com>
Burnsville, - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 05:56 AM (CST)
My heart goes out to your family. Morgan sounds like a strong little girl and getting stronger by the hour. I'll keep you in my prayers.
Kari Settergren <jksetty5@netzero.net>
Savage, MN - Sunday, March 18, 2001 at 04:05 PM (CST)
Our prayers and thoughts are with you. We pray that Morgan will continue to get better one hour at a time. We are sending you guys each a hug! We love you, Dave,Debbie, Nicole and Ashley.
Debbie Watson <ddwatson@usa.net>
Trevor, WI - Sunday, March 18, 2001 at 02:43 PM (CST)
we are keeping high hopes up for a fast and healthly recover of little Morgan.our thoughts are with you daily. Janet,Dennis,Tony
Janet Storbakken <janetstor@aol.com>
minneapolis, Mn Hennepin - Sunday, March 18, 2001 at 11:42 AM (CST)
Morgan, I am a friend of your Aunt Sue's. I know you are in a great place that will take good care of you. We are praying for you and your family.
Margie Theis <amybug5@juno.com>
Carver, MN USA - Sunday, March 18, 2001 at 10:09 AM (CST)
Morgan and family: I am a friend of Kellie, she has kept me updated during the week and told me of your webpage. I want you to know you are in our thoughts and prays and we wish the very best for Morgan's recovery.
Dave, Teri, Jason, Alyssa and Alex Kuck <tkuck45@hotmail.com>
Rosemount, MN Dakota - Saturday, March 17, 2001 at 09:59 PM (CST)
Morgan, keep up the good work. You're Mommy tells us you are improving daily. Our prayer for your full recovery and stength contine. Psalm 147: Praise the Lord! ... He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.
Paul & Donna Watson <pwatson@uwsp.edu>
Whiting, WI USA - Saturday, March 17, 2001 at 08:40 PM (CST)
Hi Guys!!
I'm soooo glad Morgan is doing so much better. I had that all-day daycare conference today and I just couldn't wait to get home and check on her. This web site is so awesome! Hope to see you tomorrow. Please let me know if I can bring anything up or do anything to help.
Kellie
Lakeville, - Saturday, March 17, 2001 at 05:22 PM (CST)
Dear Steve and Lori and Taylor,
We have been praying for Morgan ever since we heard the news. We will keep on praying for her and all of you. May God give you the peace and the strength you need. This is so nice that the hospital has this website for you.We'll be in touch. God bless you all,
Jim, Julie Mark, Jonathan and Sarah Puder
Julie Puder <Juliepuder@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, March 17, 2001 at 04:49 PM (CST)
Steve and Lori, We were on vacation while all this was happening so just learned about it Saturday. Glad to hear things are looking up. Know that we will continue to pray for all of you until we hear that Morgan is out of danger. A verse from Psalm 147 comes to mind: "(God) heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." Literally.
Aunt Mary and Uncle Wayne <mary_hamilton_77450@yahoo.com>
Katy, TX - Saturday, March 17, 2001 at 04:39 PM (CST)
Hang in there Steve and Lori.Things will be OK.
Jeff Saunders <JeffSaunders@webtv.net>
Lincoln, NE USA - Saturday, March 17, 2001 at 02:58 PM (CST)
Dear Taylor, I am sorry that Morgan is in the hospital. I want her to get out real soon but I know she is sick and I think your mom and dad are taking real good care of her (and so are the doctors). I don't know what day she will get out of the hospital but, I want you guys to come over and play or I can come to your house and play. Give Morgan my love. Your friend, Amanda
Amanda Hines <vhines@periscope.com>
Farmington, MN USA - Saturday, March 17, 2001 at 02:28 PM (CST)
Happy to hear the good news on Morgan. Appreciate the website & info. We are keeping you in our prayers!
Wayne & Nancy Siewert <wayne@aerotechmodels.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, March 17, 2001 at 01:48 PM (CST)

Lori and Steve - I love you both and am praying all the time for Morgan. Love always, Scott and Erin
Erin Saunders <thewildkingdom@msn.com>
Lincoln, NE USA - Saturday, March 17, 2001 at 01:16 PM (CST)
Steve, Lori, Taylor and Morgan-Our prayers and hopes are with all of you as each day brings more and more promises of Morgan's recovery. We are there for you if you need anything. We love you guys. Stay strong and we will keep on praying. Love, Jeff, Terri, Anthony and Brooke

Terri and Jeff Siewert
Stillwater, MN - Saturday, March 17, 2001 at 11:56 AM (CST)
I'm from Parent's Place Heart Defects Board. We will be praying for Morgan. She is a beautiful baby. You will be soo surprised at how quickly these kids bounce back, and the scar will be the only reminder of this scare (and checkups at the cardiologist of course). Take care of yourself so you can be strong for Morgan. And come visit our board when things calm down. It is a very valuable support to so many families.

Tania and Lauren (19 months),
Tania <tdrury@transdata.ca>
Barrie, ON Canada - Saturday, March 17, 2001 at 11:15 AM (CST)
Thank-you for sharing your photos and news about little Morgan. We will continue to pray for her and for you!
Jim and Tammy Buranen <latamarama@earthlink.net>
Issaquah, Wa USA - Saturday, March 17, 2001 at 01:46 AM (CST)
Steve & Lori,
Our hearts are with you all. Though it may be hard for you right now, keep the faith. Kids are the toughest little people you ever met. Morgan looks so cute wearing that "fudgesicle". I know she'll be wearing many more, very soon.

All our love,
Dirty Jon & Big Mike
Dirty Jon & Big Mike <d.drum@ix.netcom.com>
Kelseyville, Ca. USA - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 10:15 PM (CST)

Hi, I am from the Heart defects board at parentsplace, Morgan is soooo beautiful, these little kids are such fighters keep the faith, My prayers will be with Morgan and your family. Many prayers Stacey Schwab
Stacey Schwab <ssrsds@cs.com>
baton rouge, la usa - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 09:03 PM (CST)
Little Morgan & Family, I am a friend & co-worker of your Wonderful Grandma Carol. There are so many of us at UMP that have you & your family in our prayers. You have many wonderful Doctors that are helping you get thru this time. I wish you well. God is with you every moment. Bless you & your Family. Your in my Prayers.
Sandy Stellenberg <sls andover mn @AOL.com>
Andover, MN USA - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 08:28 PM (CST)
Steve, Lori, Taylor and Morgan,
Just a note to let you know our thoughts and prayers are with you, we are praying for a speedy recovery for Morgan.
Todd and Kathy Waller <Kiaranewt@aol.com>
St. Paul Park, - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 08:25 PM (CST)
Our prayers are with Morgan and the Olin Family. Will keep up with events through the journal entries. Our very best wishes to the family.
Corinne and Ron Kronen <Rocokr@aol.com>
Brooklyn Center, MN. USA - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 07:59 PM (CST)
My heart goes out to you. It was on March 14, 1990 that our son, Jim, was in surgery for a brain tumor. We added Morgan and you to our prayer chain at church and people are calling to see how she is. Our pastor called this morning so inquire about her. We will continue our prayers. This web page is fascinating - and so helpful. I don't know how you are finding the strength to write - but it is so helpful, probably for you too.

Again - our thoughts and prayers will be with all of you.

Lu and Roger Buranen
Lu Buranen <Rlburanen@bigfoot.com>
Fircrest, WA USA - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 07:21 PM (CST)
I'm from the parentsplace heartboard, and have read your entries. It brings back memories, when my son was in the hospital for his heart problems, he is 6 months now.
I can't imagine how it feels to have this burden on you, without any warning. I feel for your worries and concern that you have for Morgan. I hope she will gain strength, and continue to progress to get better, one step at a time.
Prayers, and love, being sent your way.
Christina Parker
Calgary , AB Canada - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 06:54 PM (CST)
we are thinking about you guys and our prayers are with you if you need anything please call
mark and linda heltne.
minneapolis, mn - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 04:54 PM (CST)
We have all been thinking of Morgan and the whole Olin clan. Our thoughts and prayers are with you each and every day. Please let us know if there is anything we can do. We are only a phone call away and Taylor is welcome to visit (even over night) any time. Take care and hang in there.
Love, Steve, Virgnia, Amanda, and Ben Hines
Virginia Hines and Family <vhines@periscope.com>
- Friday, March 16, 2001 at 04:46 PM (CST)
Hey guys thinking about you allways keep the faith
rick siewert <rws@siewertcabinet.com>
mpls, mn timbukto - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 04:40 PM (CST)
DEAR LORI, STEVE, TAYLOR & MORGAN, MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU, EVEN WHEN I'M NOT. I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH, AND I WILL WISH THE BEST FOR OUR LITTLE MORGAN.
GRANDMA CAROL <csaunders@umphysicians.umn.edu>
MINNEAPOLIS, MN USA - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 03:37 PM (CST)
My prayers and thoughts are with you.
Lora George <Lora_l_George@bluecrossmn.com>
White Bear Lake, MN - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 03:21 PM (CST)
Thank you, Lori, for the web site. It is so nice to stay informed without being intrusive. We barely know each other, but I do wish a complete and rapid recovery for Morgan, and peace and a return to normalcy for you, Steve, and Taylor. The thoughts and prayers of myself and my family are with you.
Anne Nelson <annen@siecoconstruction>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 03:20 PM (CST)
Prayers to you, Morgan, and your family. It will be ok. Take care of yourself as well. They do have family sleeping rooms at the Wausie (sic) center in that general hospital area. If you need anything this weekend give me a call. 612-609-0107.
Terry Zoesch <tazoesch@aol.com>
Woodbury, MN USA - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 02:36 PM (CST)
I know God is with you and watching over Morgan during this difficult time. My family and I will be praying for you.
Paul Waxon <pwaxon@dohmen.com>
Coon Rapids, MN - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 02:10 PM (CST)
Steve & Lori

I am so sorry to hear about Morgan. My love and prayers go out to you all. Please let me know if there is anything I can do to help you.
Amber <b1130@msn.com>
Mpls, MN - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 01:52 PM (CST)
Lori, Steve, Taylor, and Morgan-

Please let me know if there is anything I can do for you. You guys have been there for me when I needed you most and I would like to return the favor in any way I can. My prayers are with you. I will see you soon.
Sarah R. Waxon <swaxon@bcs-group.com>
Roseville, MN - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 01:50 PM (CST)
My Dearest Morgan,

I know you are just like the Energizer Bunny, who just keeps going and going and going.....I LOVE YOU~!
Auntie Sue <OVER2SUE@JUNO.COM>
- Friday, March 16, 2001 at 01:38 PM (CST)
HI Steve, Lori, Taylor & Morgan

I've been thinking, praying since I heard the news. Everyone once in a while I look at that terrific picture of the Olin Elves, and say another prayer. You sure have 2 beautiful girls! If you need anything.......
Bernie Schaumburg <Bernard_J_Schaumburg@BlueCrossMN.com>
Outing, MN - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 01:04 PM (CST)
Steve, Lori, Taylor and Morgan!
We are all praying for you and are constantly in our thoughts. We miss Morgan so much here at Daycare. The kids keep asking when she'll be back. It's not the same here without her, she's always so entertaining and such a real live doll. We'll see you soon Morgan!! We love you!!!
Kellie, Junior, Justin, Brady, Alyssa, Brandon, Becca, Karley, and Haley <JKFrahm@aol.com>
Lakeville, MN Dakota - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 12:49 PM (CST)
What a beautiful little girl! My heart goes out to you and your family. My prayers and thoughts are with you.
Sandy Trkla <Sandra_Trkla@Bluecrossmn.com>
Hastings, MN - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 12:44 PM (CST)
I have been praying for you and Morgan. What more can I say?
Romain Arnold <RArnold307@AOL.COM>
- Friday, March 16, 2001 at 12:37 PM (CST)
Morgan has proven to be SO STRONG already! Have faith that she will continue to surprise us all. Many, many hugs to you! We continue to pray for your precious girl!
Deb, Randy, Greta & Mason Helmel <debh@siewertcabinet.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 12:36 PM (CST)
Steve, Lori, Taylor, and Morgan.

You all are in my prayers. My family and our friends are also praying for a complete recovery. If there is anything I can do let me know, I live in Burnsville. God be with you and your little one.
Steve Tuttle <stevet@siecoconstruction.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 12:28 PM (CST)
You are always in my thoughts and prayers. You will remain there throughout the weekend. Hope to see you sometime next week!
Jane Frank <jane_m_frank@bluecrossmn.com>
Cleveland, MN USA - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 12:10 PM (CST)

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