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Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.

All my love,

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 10:33 AM CST

Thinking about you today and hoping that all is well. We got a chance to be at an event with John Edwards. Nothing from Paige and nothing about his butt.
www.caringbridge.org/ca/paigepeterson
suzanne <PetersonS2@sbcglobal.net>
la Crescenta, CA United States - Thursday, December 14, 2006 8:15 AM CST

Hi there - I was thinking about you guys yesterday and hoping that you had a happy Thanksgiving... sending you hugs and keeping Jessi in my heart always.
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Friday, November 24, 2006 12:51 AM CST

Hi Aaron and Nici,
Been thinking of you both and hope everything is going well.
Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 0:38 AM CST

Just stopping in to say a BIG

Hope you have a wonderful week!
Cheri T <faith_in_valley@yahoo.com>
GA - Friday, October 6, 2006 11:07 PM CDT

Just thinking about you. It's been a while since I talked with you.
www.caringbridge.org/ca/paigepeterson
Suzanne <petersonS2@sbcglobal.net>
La Crescenta, ca usa - Thursday, September 28, 2006 11:22 AM CDT

Keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Your hugs and hope friends,
Michael, Kristina & Dakota Glidewell
Kristina Glidewell <Kristina_1409@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, September 27, 2006 8:38 AM CDT

This made me think of Jessica, the little girl I only knew through her Grandma Patti. Bless Jessica and all the little Angels...
Bob Norton
The Pink Dress
There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park.

Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad.

Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by.

She never tried to speak. She never said a word.

Many people passed by her, but no one would stop.

The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there.

Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was
yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes.

Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl.

For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone.

As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress.

It was grotesquely shaped.

I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to speak to her.

Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heaven forbid if you make a step toward assisting someone who is different.

As I got closer, the little girl lowered her eyes slightly to avoid my intent stare.

As I approached her, I could see the shape of her back more
clearly.

She was grotesquely shaped in a humped over form.

I smiled to let her know it was OK; I was there to help, to talk.

I sat down beside her and opened with a simple, "Hello."

The little girl acted shocked, and stammered a "hi"; after a long Stare into my eyes.

I smiled and she shyly smiled back.

We talked until darkness fell and the park was completely empty.

I asked the girl why she was so sad.

The little girl looked at me with a sad face said, "Because, I'm Different."

I immediately said, "That you are!"; and smiled.

The little girl acted even sadder and said, "I know."

"Little girl," I said, "you remind me of an angel, sweet and Innocent."

She looked at me and smiled, then slowly she got to her feet and said, "Really?"

"Yes, you're like a little Guardian Angel sent to watch
over all the people walking by."

She nodded her head yes, and smiled.

With that she opened the back of her pink dress and allowed her Wings to spread, then she said "I am."
"I'm your Guardian Angel," with a twinkle in her eye.

I was speechless -- sure I was seeing things.

She said, "For once you thought of someone other than yourself.

My job here is done"..

I got to my feet and said, "Wait, why did no one stop to help an Angel?"

She looked at me, smiled, and said, "You're the only one that could see me," and then she was gone.

And with that, my life was changed dramatically.

So, when you think you're all you have, remember, your angel is always watching over you.

Like the story says, we all need someone...

I hope your Guardian Angel watches over you always.

Bob Norton <rnorton@cableone.net>
Twin Falls, Idaho USA - Monday, September 4, 2006 1:50 PM CDT

I'll be thinking of you tomorrow and saying a prayer.
Katy Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Buellton, CA USA - Sunday, August 27, 2006 8:50 PM CDT

I was posting this picture on Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello", good luck going back to irac.

Lots of love

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, August 25, 2006 9:07 AM CDT

Hello. I came across your daughter's web page today as I was researching my own little girl's disease. Neuroblastoma. She was diagnosed with stage IV in January of 2004 at just barely 3 years old. She had scans and tests (CT, bone scan, Xrays, BMA and bone biopsy) yesterday. If they come back clean she will be one year in remission. I am scared to death. We get the results tomorrow. As I read through your journal history, I found a multitude of things that Jessie and my daughter, Bailey, had in common concerning their treatments. Also, my husband is military too (Army). I was compelled to write and tell you that although we don't know each other, I send my love and compassion for your family's ordeal. I will pray that God keeps you close and gives you the strength and healing that you need to get through the days until you see your baby girl again. God Bless you and your family.
Shanell Weatherall <shaebaby02@yahoo.com>
Houston , Tx - Thursday, August 24, 2006 11:13 AM CDT

I just stumbled to your website. I have 2 things to say. First, I will pray for your family. I can't imagine the pain you must still feel. And 2nd... THANK YOU!!! I don't know your the pain that your daughter's death caused. But I do know the pain of having your loved ones facing the danger that you do every day. My brother is an ex-marine. He was station in NC and was in Lebonon the last time around. I wish you a safe return.
Kate
- Tuesday, August 22, 2006 2:34 PM CDT

Thank you for the pictures. Jessi kissing the dolphin, wonderful
Micaela
- Monday, July 24, 2006 2:08 PM CDT

Hello, I would like to ask if Aaron and Denise could post some old pictures. I would love to see little Jessi with a missing tooth, or purple hair, or no hair, as I missed those pictures. Just one or two if possible? I would mostly like to see her many hair syles, colored and bald. Jessi is so beautiful and I would love to see more of her. I found this website after she passed away, so I have only ever seen four pictures of her (three on this website).

Thank you and god bless
Micaela
- Sunday, July 23, 2006 10:32 AM CDT

Hello Denise & Aaron, I came across this website soon after sweet Jessi danced into heaven and i would like to say hi and give you a big hug!
Kayla
- Saturday, July 22, 2006 5:16 PM CDT

Hello there - just wanted to say hello, let you know you were in my thoughts. Sending you a hug...
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Monday, June 26, 2006 6:20 PM CDT

Hello, I was thinking about you guys and Jessi, and wanted to check into your site. I know you just had another Mother's Day. I know they can be hard, and so i just wanted to tell you that I am praying for you guys....Just because Jessi is in Heaven, doesn't mean that you aren't a wonderful, very loved Momma! Someday in Heaven, Mother's Day is going to be awesome, (hugs and fun with Jessi all day.) There are so many people out here, that were touched so much by your beautiful child's heart and life. We will never forget her, and can't wait to see her again in Heaven. I will be praying for Aarons safety, and all of your hearts. God Bless, Becki Wolff in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <beckiwolff@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Thursday, May 18, 2006 5:58 PM CDT

It was so wonderful to see you last week. You look fabulous!!!! We need to get together soon. I think that we should invite ourselves over to Clarkes house for dinner. He would really love that.
www.caringbridge.org/ca/paigepeterson
Suzanne <PetersonS2@sbcglobal.net>
La Crescenta, Ca - Monday, May 1, 2006 12:52 AM CDT

Hi Denise and Aaron, I hope you both are well. I wanted you to know we think of you both often and pray Aaron is safe. We know Jessi is watching over you both. We still use Jessi's fancy stroller and so appreciate your gift. Vinny is still NED(just 3 yrs) We hope you'll call if in Seattle. With Love, Traci, Nana Jeanne & Vinny
Traci Speziale <Traci.Speziale@comcast.net; Praying for vinny.org>
Seattle, Wa USA - Thursday, April 6, 2006 11:40 PM CDT

Hi sweet Jessie, Whenever I think of you I think of you and Michael disco dancing together with some of the Forresters at the Dodger Game....you with your big pink Dodger finger and Michael with his big blue finger. Please give Michael hugs and kisses for me. It comforts me to know that you and Mikey and Eric are all together...no more pain or sadness...friends on earth, friends in Heaven. I imagine baseball is big with your gang in Heaven. Love to you and my sweet Mikey. XXOOTeri
Terilynn <surftown@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 3:24 PM CST

Hello there Denise and Aaron - I was just thinking of you both and remembering Jessi and wishing I could give you both a hug. I hope you received the Christmas Angel bear that I sent, I still think of Jessi every time I see an Angel bear. She will never, ever be forgotten, I hope that brings you some semblance of peace... sending you my love.
Angel Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Saturday, March 4, 2006 8:11 AM CST

HELLO Denise & Aaron ~! I just stumbled across your beautiful daughter's caringbridge site. I just simply wanted to stop by and give you a great big hug~! And Aaron I wanted to say THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU DO~! I am a military brat (Dad was Navy for 30+ years) and 1 of my nephews is currently in Afghanistan (he just arrived there on 2/13/06). Hope this finds you both well and comforted knowing that Sweet Jessi is flying with the Angels, and suffering no more, I am sure she is watching out for you both :O) Smiles ~!!
Joni <Luvnlife05@aol.com>
Thomaston, GA USA - Tuesday, February 28, 2006 9:59 PM CST

Hello Jessi. My name is jennifer. I am writting to tell you my family and i will keep you in our prayers, sweety
jennifer tidwell <ladytidwell2006@yahoo.com>
lake charles, la United States - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 9:43 AM CST

Hello to a such a brave family. I hope that with time the heavyness has been lifted from your hearts. I found your site from the kidscancertree site. I was reading your entries and read that you were able to attend the Neuroblastomas conference. I am not a mother or family member, but was a teacher of a little boy by the name of Liam Kane (www.liamjameskane.com) who just passed away on the 19th of November. He and his family attended that same conference and Liams picture is even on the Neuroblastoma website for the conference of 2005. I dont know if you met them, but they like yourselves are a strong family where the word "normal" will never again exist in their vocabulary. I pray that you will continue to share your story and share your daughter with all you meet. As I have read some of your entries I am excited to know that as Liam entered the gates of heaven a cheerful little smile was there to greet him and show him the ropes. The sad thing is there were so many to greet him and so many who have followed him. My heart goes out to you.
Miss kara <kfdarlene@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 7, 2006 9:46 PM CST

Hi Denise,
Been thinking about your sweet Jessi and thought I'd drop in and let you know I'm thinking of you. Hope Aaron is safe and doing good. I love the pic of Jessi in the Minnie Mouse hat!
Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, February 5, 2006 1:34 AM CST

I have been thinking about you guys and Jessi. I know the Thanksgiving and Christmas season is harder, when you have someone you love dearly...in Heaven, instead of down here on Earth with you. Something I am thanklful for, is being able to get to know your beauiitiful daughter, before she went to Heaven. Thank you for letting me have those precious times with her. I still smile, and feel blessed, remembering you sharing even a little of your Christmas Eve with my family. Your little Jessi was about the cutest thing down here on Earth..You know how beautiful she is in Heaven. Jessi is and always will be, beautiful inside and out. I never met any one going through so much, that still kept that smile of hers, (sometimes with that little beautiful slant...so cute!) No wonder she was thought of... like such a little angel down here. So many people were blessed to get to know her and love her. Now so many people in Heaven are blessed to get to know her. Someday the pain will all be over, and God will make it all good, when you see Jessi again...your beautiful little angel. Well anyway I wanted to share about some of the things I am thankful for, and I wanted to remind you that you guys are in my prayers. Don't forget that Jessi is alive in Heaven. I wish God would let you have a little peak in Heaven to get to see her, as she waits for you to come there, too. This Christmas Season I will be praying for you. In Heaven think about how special Christmas is. It is Jesus' birthday. What a celebration they will be having, as Jessi thinks about you...I am sure she asks Jesus to comfort you and fill you with His love every day. God Bless you guys, and know you have so many peoples thoughts and prayers this season. Love, Becki Wolff
Becki Wolff <beckiwolff@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca - Sunday, November 27, 2005 6:52 PM CST

I am very sorry to hear about this young girl. I too lost my cousin two days before her 9th birthday 5 years ago on october 27th. My father and I have set up a foundation in place of my cousins name called "Jackies Wish Box" we fill the hand made boxes with toys,hand made blankets and dolls and many other things and so far we have two boxs in Atlanta GA, two in my home town of New Orleans LA, one in Washington DC, and two in St.louis MO My father is a pastor of a church now and that is all because of my cousins passing he has seen the light of God. I hope that you are taking it well I do know it is hard process to go through she was like my sister and good friend. I was told thier body may not be with us but thier heart and soul is here. Well with love and gods grace to all Seth
Seth Ernewein <bayougodfather2004@yaahoo.com>
St.louis, MO United States - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 2:16 PM CST

Just thinking of Jessi in her big blue Monster costume. Imagine her costume this year. I'm sure there isn't a sweeter angel in all God's Heaven. She will never be forgotten.

Katy Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Buellton, CA USA - Sunday, October 30, 2005 12:20 AM CST

Just checking in and I want you to know that I love you.
www.caringbridge.org/ca/paigepeterson
Suzanne <petersonS2@sbcglobal.net>
La Crescenta, CA - Saturday, October 22, 2005 10:23 AM CDT

just me Baby Love.. missing you so...I love you and think of you every minute of everyday! Please help me find your scrapbook...
I love you more than all the sand on the beach, all the stars in the sky...
Grandma
Patti Beach <mommabeach1@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, ca USA - Saturday, October 15, 2005 9:18 PM CDT

Hey, little monkey. I know I'm late, but I'm still trying to get the hang of the time difference between here and home. I do hope you've been keeping an eye over your mama. Since I'm so far away, I worry about her. I'm sure she's hanging in there, but it can't be too easy on her. I know it's really tough on me being this far away. I really wish that you could be there when I get back, but knowing that you're not in pain and in a good place will have to be good enough for me, I guess. I still love you baby bear, and I always will. These last two years have been the toughest in my life.
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
The Navy, Bahrain - Monday, September 26, 2005 2:12 AM CDT

Hey..now I know I'm late for everything but it's not Sunday yet....it's 11:30 saturday the 24th so I just wanted you to know that i would never be late for something as special as your birthday...and if I didn't write this Grandma would think I was late and then I'd be in BIG trouble huh?!!
Goodnight Jessi....
Aunt Chele
Michele Contreras <trixiebell67@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CAU USA - Sunday, September 25, 2005 1:29 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Babylove.....Ialways think of you but today especially....you should see Nico's old room actually your welcome to visit anytime.....you would think it's totally cool....rainbow colored flower beads on the walls......tiedye valances on the window...really pretty see through purple curtains that float up everytime there is a breeze...and 2 cool crushed velvet chairs....one hot pink and one a deep dark blue.....and of course the leopard print pillow you gave me...your mom thinks I'm nuts but I know that you would agree with me....but not everyone has our fabulous sense of style.....poor people.....ha ha ha.
I miss you so much and I love you more than there are stars in the sky and pieces of sand on every beach in the world!!
Kisses all over your face Angel,
Aunt Chele
Michele Contreras <trixiebell67@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Sunday, September 25, 2005 1:22 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Jessi Sue. I hope you are doing the happy dance up there, and showering your mom with kisses down here. We all miss you terribly.
Terra <Tehmer@aol.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Saturday, September 24, 2005 7:42 PM CDT

Birthday wishes for Jessi tommorrow - same day as mine! Hope you get through the day ok.
Sarah - mummy to Andrew - 11.Oct.95 - 18-Oct.02
Sarah Smith <sarahsmithlpool@yahoo.co.uk>
- Friday, September 23, 2005 5:24 AM CDT

Thinking of you

www.postpals.co.uk
Love
Sue
xxxxx

Sue <orangejammies@hotmail.co.uk>
Colchester, Essex, England - Saturday, September 3, 2005 6:54 AM CDT

I just wanted to tell you guys that I have been thinking about you. Jessi's day she arrived in Heaven is a very special day! I loved the poem. It brought tears to my eyes. I am so glad you know she is alive in Heaven, and what adventures she is having. You are in my prayers! God Bless, Becki Wolff in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <beckiwolff1@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 1:23 PM CDT

Thinking of you...
Katy Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Buellton, CA USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 10:56 PM CDT

Denise and Aaron,
Thinking of you and your sweet Angel Jessie as her anniversary day approaches. My prayers are with you.
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 9:03 PM CDT

Denise and Aaron,
I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you both and praying for you as the second anniversary of Jessi's getting her wings approached. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. We will never forget Jessi.
Hugs,
Donna Minshew
Donna Minshew <dminshew@mchsi.com>
Tifton, GA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 3:03 PM CDT

Denise,

Just wanted to say Hello and let you know that I was thinking of Jessi. I think of you often, and am happy that Griffin and Jessi met at camp dream street. I wish our kids were here. Love-Monique
www.caringbridge.org/tx/griffinyarbrough <griffiny22@comcast.net>
plano, tx - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 7:29 AM CDT

Hi Family!
Just wanted to touch base during this especially challenging time of year. Sending extra hugs your way, and lifting you up in prayer~song.
One of your many unseen supporters,
Lu
Hugs&Hope/Dabbles&Doodles
Lucel~Melody Wings <LucelWings@aol.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Monday, August 22, 2005 7:40 PM CDT

Sending a Tinkerbell kiss your way,

Love Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Tuesday, August 16, 2005 11:15 PM CDT

Hello...I have read your site a few times, but have never signed your guestbook but gotta say a couple of things....

First to Aaron, best wishes to you as you go back into the land of sand once again. I so wish you didn't have to go, but am grateful for what you do...

Secondly to you both...having read your history on this site I cannot imagine the two of you being anything but the best and most loving of parents! Whether it be adoption or the "natural" way, a child would be blessed to have you loving him or her...

I hope for both of you peace and love...

lynette <lynies1@aol.com>
aloha, or usa - Sunday, August 14, 2005 8:10 PM CDT

I will be keeping you all in my prayers. I know it has to be hard with your husband gone off and on. My husband was over in Iraq during the war so I know soemwhat of what you are going through. Hang in there.
Jamie Camerons mommy forever in heaven
Jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, Oklahoma - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 2:24 PM CDT

Nici, to put it simply...It would be IMPOSSIBLE to ever forget Jessi. She touched all of us deeply and she will be missed forever. As just a friend, there are days where I miss her so much it hurts from deep within my heart. Jessi will NEVER be forgotten!!!!! That is one worry you can relieve yourself of. Love Always, Mich
Mich <computinghorsenut@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, Ca US - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:58 AM CDT

Hi, I just read your web site and of couse I had to tell you that I will be praying for you guys. You are great parents and any child would be blessed to have you both as parents. I will also be praying for Aaron's safety, too. I am sure Jessi puts lots of angels where ever Aaron and you are! Thanks for keeping us all up with your lives. We care!!! God Bless, Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <Becki_Wolff@CommandSoft. com>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 7:38 PM CDT

I am sorry you are hurting so much. Please know you are in my prayers. many Blessings~
Becky and Ashlyn www.caringbridge.org/sd/ashlyn <beckjo70@hotmail.com>
Mitchell, SD - Friday, July 15, 2005 3:16 PM CDT

Hi Denise and Aaron - I'm glad the relay went well. I wish I could come take you out and distract you, I'd teach you to stamp (rubber stamp!) and we could go eat ice cream and chat. Please know you are in my thoughts every single day, and that Jessi's memory lives on in so very many people whose lives she touched, simply by being herself. Sending you lots of hugs.
Jenn Borjeson <jennborj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, ma usa - Friday, July 1, 2005 5:12 PM CDT

Hi, I just read your last letter, and wanted to let you guys know I am thinking about you and praying for you. I am so glad that the relay went great. My heart goes out to you, when I think about the pain your hearts are in every day. I wish there was something I could to ease that pain, but there is nothing I can really do, but pray, and tell you that I care. I wish we could all see into Heaven this very second. I wish you could see how Jesse is doing in Heaven. I know you must try to picture it, but I will pray that God shows your heart in a more real way. We would be blown away if we could see what our loved ones are doing in Heaven.Your beautiful Jesse touched so many of our hearts! Nothing can ever take that away. She is inside of us forever, but that is not all. We will get to see her again! Please don't forget that Jessi is alive in Heaven, and loving you guys more and more every day. I can't imagine what you must be feeling, but I will be praying that you feel Jesus' love where ever you are and that you feel Jessi's love from where she is. She is behind this door in Heaven, but not gone. I know you know she is there thinking about you guys all the time, and can't wait until she gets to see you guys again. Forgive me if I ever sound like preaching. I don't mean to. I just wish I could help with the pain, and so I sometimes just share my heart. I will be praying for Aaron as he goes. I will be praying for you Denise while you are home. I ask Jesus to tell the people I love, hello for me, and that I love them so much, and I really believe that He tells them...in Heaven. i have to go for now, but hang in there, and keep reminding yourself how wonderful Heaven must be for her! I will keep praying for you guys...here. God Bless, Love, Becki Wolff
Becki Wolff <beckiwolff@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Sunday, May 22, 2005 5:29 PM CDT

Jessi
Those beautifull dark eyes get me every single time. I am so proud that your Mommy and DAddy raised so much for Relay for Life. I love the new pictures, but couldnt help but cry some.
Fly high beautiful
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 22, 2005 5:12 PM CDT

Hang in there. I can't know how you feel, or what you go through on a daily basis just to get through the day. However, I think about you and Jessi all the time and offer a prayer every chance I get. God Bless.

Katy Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Buellton, CA USA - Sunday, May 22, 2005 9:23 AM CDT

When I met Jessi, I was shown what true inspiration is. She taught me lessons and when I talk to others about her I find she still continues to teach me more. She is always with us.

Nikki Simon <smnik6@aol.com>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 2:35 PM CDT

Hello there!!! I was thinking about you all and decided to check on you, was happy to see your update. We keep you in our thoughts all the time, and we remember Jessi every single day. I just cannot see an angel bear without thinking of Jessi, whether it's a teddy bear, an ornament, a rubber stamp, a sticker, etc. Sending you lots of love....
Jenn Borjeson & Family <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Saturday, May 14, 2005 5:21 PM CDT

Hoping you have a Happy Mothers Day, somehow, through the grief.
Chris & Gooch
- Friday, May 6, 2005 11:27 PM CDT

Just wanted to drop in to let you know I am thinking of you. I love the pics of Jessi, what a cutie!
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 11:33 PM CDT

Dropped in to say Hi, it's so good to have you back. Angel Jessie is so beautiful. I have you , Denise, Jessie and your family in my prayers and thoughts. Missed you!!!!!
Sweet Hugs From Gramdma Gail and Sweet Angel Luke xxxooo
http://www3.caringbridge.org/oh/lukesweet
Grandma Gene and Grandma Gail <gailsweet@zoominternet.net>
Ashland, OH U.S.A. - Thursday, April 14, 2005 10:50 PM CDT

I just wanted you to know I have been thinking about you a lot, Bear, Thanks for looking after Baby Bella!
Missy <yissa624@starnetdial.net>
Lompoc, Ca - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 2:41 PM CST

HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK

Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, March 25, 2005 3:40 AM CST

I was looking for something in Tawni's room and came across some things of Jessi's that Tawni holds very dear to her heart and found myself in tears. I had to visit today! I wish I could bring you home Jessi, I wish there was something, anything I could do to make the pain of your loss go away for your family for your mom who loves you more then you or I will ever know. I miss you !
We love you Nici !!
Hugs and Kisses buddy ! :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Tami <tamitackett@adelphia.net >
Camarillo , Ca - Thursday, March 24, 2005 4:26 PM CST

Thinking of you today. And, as always - thinking of Jessi. Sending good thoughts and prayers your way. May you have a peaceful Easter season.
With Love.
Katy Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Buellton, CA USA - Sunday, March 20, 2005 9:31 AM CST

I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you guys and that you are in my prayers! Love, Becki Wolff
Becki Wolf <beckiwolff@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Monday, March 7, 2005 6:58 PM CST

Just stopping by with a hug to let you know that I was thinking about Jessi today.
Candy Belanger from Hugs & Hope <zacheric02@msn.com >
Livonia , MI - Monday, February 28, 2005 12:01 AM CST

Dear Denise and Aaron - thank you so much for the beautiful angel bear.... it's hanging up in my bedroom and it's one of the first things I see when I get up in the morning, which makes me think of Jessi, which makes me smile. Sending you lots of love and hugs....
Jenn Borjeson and family <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 6:10 AM CST

Hi Denise
I have been thinking about you so much lately. We started going to the Neuroblastoms group at CHLA, but decided against it. I didn't really want to hear about all the struggles that the families are having with their children who are still here and fighting. My heart goes out to them, but right now it is just too much to deal with. Let's get together and do lunch, dinner, something.
Suzanne <PetersonS2@sbcglobal.net, www.caringbridg.org/ca/paigepeterson>
La Crescenta, CA usa - Sunday, February 13, 2005 4:36 PM CST

JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT YOUR FAMILY IS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.

CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/WV/FREDAFOX
RUTH <BLUEEYED_FEMALE@MSN.COM>
HINTON, WV - Monday, February 7, 2005 8:04 PM CST

Stopping by with a warm and caring "hello" for all my Hugs and Hope "family"! Wanting everyone to know you have a special place in my heart and are always in my prayers.

Blessings,
Eileen
Hugs and Hope Updates Lady
www.caringbridge.org/il/ej
**If you feel so led, I would love to have you visit my page and sign the guestbook...thank you!**
EJ's Caring Place
- Thursday, January 27, 2005 0:46 AM CST

in my thoughts and prayers.

sending lots of love your way.

hugs and hope club memeber
ginam65@aol.com <ginam65@aol.com>
los angeles, ca - Friday, January 7, 2005 11:47 AM CST

Still thinking about you and holding you close in prayer. I hope that the new year brings you many reasons to smile.
Candy B. from Hugs and Hope <zacheric02@msn.com>
Livonia, MI - Monday, December 27, 2004 2:46 PM CST

Merry Christmas, my friends. I'm sending you lots of love and hugs... keeping Jessi in my thoughts and in my heart always.
Love, Jenn Borjeson and family <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Sunday, December 26, 2004 9:14 AM CST

A PRAYER FOR CHRISTMAS

God Give Us eyes this Christmas
To see the Christmas Star.
And give us ears to hear the song
of angels from afar

And, with our eyes and ears attuned
for a message from above,
Let "Christmas Angels" speak to us
of hope and faith and love

Hope to light our pathway
When the way ahead is dark,
Hope to sing through stormy days,
with the sweetness of the lark

Faith to trust in things unseen
and know beyond all seeing
That it is in our Fathers love
We live and have our being

And love to break down barriers
of color, race and creed,
Love to see and understand
and help all those in need.

Lord, bless those we love this Christmas Day,be they near or far away Bless those good friends who mean so much and those with whom we're out of touch. We bring them all to You in prayer, and ask You to keep them in Your care.

Please know that you are thought of, in a very special way, not just this beautiful season but every day.
Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy < c_ullrich@msn.com, caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 11:45 PM CST

Dear Denise and Aaron, I just wanted to drop you a line and tell you both, that your're in my thoughts and prayers! God Bless, Becki Wolff P. S.. I hope you guys have a nice Thanksgiving together. I can't even imagine what an awsome feast they have in Heaven...probably makes our Thanksgiving feasts look like crumbs! Also thanks for putting up those awesome pictures of Jessi. They are great! I am printing one of them and framing it. I have a special place in my home for it. Thanks...God Bless...Becki
Becki Wolff <beckiwolff@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:04 PM CST

Hi Denise and Aaron,
I don't know if I met you at Cottage Hospital, or UCLA.
In any case, I found a piece of paper with your names and Jessi's website info. I am so sorry to hear she's passed away. She is with our Lord and we're in the tougher place.
I salute you for serving in Iraq, Aaron. Our oldest son is a Marine. Please pray for him, too.
We'd love to meet you if you're ever in Santa Maria.
Our 2 daughters-- Lindsea, 7; and Shivan, 10; had heart transplants and are doing well. We have another daughter, Alaina, 9, too.
Susan <dolphin_dancer@comcast.net>
Santa Maria, CA USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 12:08 AM CST

Just wanted to drop in and let you know I am thinking of you. The pics of Jessi are adorable!

Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 6:17 PM CDT

My friends - I wanted to let you know that someone has been signing guestbooks with mean, cruel, terrible messages and signing them with my name, e-mail address, and other information. Please be aware that this is happening and know that these hateful messages are not coming from me. If this happens, please let me know so that I can notify CaringBridge. Thank you so much.
Love always -
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 6:37 PM CDT

Hi there - just thinking about you and wanted you to know...
Love, Jenn Borjeson and family <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 2:09 PM CDT

Nici & Aaron,

I just wanted you to know you both are in my thoughts. I think of Jessi often and have our picture hanging prominently in the middle of collection of pictures so as it stands out as much as she did. I miss her often and wish now I had stayed longer in Lompoc. I had just opened this site again after not looking for a long time and it brings sadness to my heart, but also joy knowing both of my Grandparents more than likely got to meet her on their journey to heaven. I hope I will be able to again come and visit with you guys soon. As much as I didn't like it there, I miss my "family".
Ken Crerend <grmlns@sbcglobal.cet>
Altus, OK 73521 - Sunday, October 10, 2004 11:31 PM CDT

You guys are in my thoughts and prayers! Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <beckiwolff@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 6:33 PM CDT

Hi Denise and Aaron,
I just wanted to stop by to let you know that you were in my thoughts on Friday. I sent a little "Happy Birthday" prayer up to Jessi too. I'm so glad to hear that Aaron arrived home safely and that the two of you were able to be together on Jessi's birthday. God bless both of you.
Candy from Hugs & Hope <zacheric02@msn.com>
Livonia , MI - Monday, September 27, 2004 10:53 AM CDT

Hi Denise and Aaron, I have been watching for days, to hear of Aaron's homecoming. Today is the day. I got on here and heard the good news, which brought tears to my eyes. Welcome home Aaron, . We are so happy for you guys. God Bless! Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <Beckiwolff@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Saturday, September 18, 2004 6:44 PM CDT

WELCOME HOME, AARON!!! We're so happy to have you back on US ground. Enjoy your homecoming and I'll talk to you again soon. Love, mom
Carol Sporseen <csporseen@yahoo.com>
Bothell, Wa USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 12:21 AM CDT

Hi Denise & Aaron-
I have been on vacation, so I wasn't able to e-mail you before now. I just wanted to let you know that I have been praying for you and your families. Jessi will always be in my heart. Thank you for letting her touch our lives with her beautiful spirit.
Danielle Rock (Hugs and Hope.com) <Flamingorock@Prodigy.net>
Concord, CA USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 6:15 PM CDT

Denise - I hope you are doing OK, I have been thinking about you for a week. I tried to e-mail you and also sent you something in the "real mail"... I just wanted you to know that you're on my mind, and that Jessi will never be forgotten. I still think of her every time I see an angel bear. I just got a new angel bear rubber stamp, so I'll make you some new cards soon. Sending you lots of love -
Angel Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Worcester, MA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:24 PM CDT

Hi guys, wanted to stop by and send my prayers. I know this must be a very difficult time for you, keep strong and know that Jess is peaceful and pain free. The angel I sent her three years ago is still with her as we speak and says Jess is having fun. I guess she's still riding those dolphins and she loves jumping through the clouds. Hang in there and remember we ALL LOVE YOU!!!
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA - Monday, August 30, 2004 11:54 AM CDT

Denise and Aaron, I just wanted to stop by and let you know that I still think of Jessi often. I'm sorry I did not visit your site on Saturday to lend my support. I hope that the day was not too difficult for you and that you were able to smile at your memories of your little sweetie. I'm sure things will be a little easier when you two have each other to hold onto in person.

Aaron, I wish you a safe return home. The sacrifices you have made are so very much respected and appreciated. May God bless you both.
Candy Belanger from Hugs and Hope <zacheric02@msn.com>
Livonia, MI - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:27 AM CDT

Nici,
I know today is a very tough day for you and your family. Wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and to tell you that Tami and I got several purple balloons today and sent them off to Jessi. I know she looking down on you with that big smile of hers and sending lots of love and kisses to you. Love you sweetheart, take care of yourself brcause that's what Jessi would have wanted. Lots of Love and Hug's.
Eileen
Eileen Howitt <eileenq09@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 11:32 PM CDT

Dad, wishing you well and safety on your journey home, which I know cant come soon enough for your wife. I cant even begin to imagine the pain of outliving a child, its not normal and its not natural but I wish you all peace. Especially on the extra hard days, like today.
Chris - Gooch's mom
Share the Love
- Saturday, August 28, 2004 8:09 AM CDT

Hi Denise, I just wanted to drop you a few of my thoughts today. I know there are so many people thinking about you, and your family and Jessi every day! Love does not go away, it grows stronger. Jessi is a part of our hearts forever. I just thought about something else. Jessi is in our future. She was a special part of our past, but she will be an even more special part of our future! Jessi is in Heaven alive, and happy and healthy, and lookfing forward to the day when she gets to see you again. We won't ever forget her. She is one of the most precious children that we will ever meet. I can't wait to see her again! Jessi isn't just alive in our hearts, but she is alive in Heaven, waiting for the day she runs up to her Momma, and gets to hug her again, and she really is going to show you around Heaven. I am sure Aaron is right. She is showing a lot of people around Heaven. So remember when your chest hurts, tell yourself that she is alive and your future is going to be with her. I know what you mean about your chest. It is normal for all you have gone through. Ask God to take away the fear, and take care of Aaron for you, and ask Him to give Jessi a hug from her Momma. When you feel that feeling, try to pray, and ask God to help your heart get through this. You will get through this. Anxiety and fear and heart break makes your body and chest hurt bad. I will be praying for you, in this area, too. I will be praying that He eases your chest pain and heart pain, by showing you His love and His truth. He is taking care of Jessi for you, until you get to go be with her. There are angels watching over her, and she is being taken care of, every little ounce of her. God knows what she needs to be well and happy, and He is doing everything she needs. I know she is making sure Aaron has many extra angels, watching over him. Aaron will come home, and God will help your life go on. You don't have to think about how to do it without Jessi. Just think about how it will be with Jessi in Heaven. Just picture how she looks and the wonderful things she is doing, while she waits for you all to come home to Heaven with her. What would she want you to feel, if she could tell you from Heaven? She would tell you it is awesome up there, and to not worry, and she would want you to be happy knowing the truth, that she is going to see her Momma again, in Heaven. She would want to remind you how much she loves you so much, and she can't wait to be with you. The most important thing,is whe wants her Momma happy. She would wish you could see her, and feel her love! She is excited, because she KNOWS she is going to see you again, and you guys are going to have so much fun together. Just imagine the first second you are going to see her. Your heart will leap with joy, like you have not felt before, and your chest and heart will no longer hurt. You will be so thankful to Jesus for what He did, so you guys can be together. Just think how happy Jessi will be seeing you! You guys are going to go crazy with joy. You will laugh and laugh and laugh, and Jesus will dry away all your tears, and make it all new and good. So Denise, keep looking to Him to heal your heart and body. Keep teling Him what you want Him to tell Jessi for you, becuase i believe He will do that. Keep reminding yourself of the thruth. The 28th is really a special day in Heaven. It is the day, one year ago, that Heaven received one of their most precious angels...your beautiful Jessi, that so very many people love. We could never forget that beautiful angel! The 28th is a celebration day in Heaven. Remind yourself of the truth. She is asking Jesus to help her mom and family every day. She loves you guys so much. It won't grow less every year, it will grow stronger, until the day she is right in front of you, and what an awesomd day that will be!!! She is alive, and we can't wait to see that beautiful little face again, too! She is not forgotten. We are looking forward to seeing her again also. Please forgive the long message. I wish I could take away your pain, but I will be praying, and looking forward to the day He really takes away all this pain, and we all can have fun in Heaven together, forever! God Bless, Love, Becki Wolff in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <beckiwolff@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 12:37 AM CDT

Hi Denise & Aaron,
Always sending hugggs and prayers your way and thinking of your beautiful little Jessi....She is not forgotten here in my heart.....Take care and thank you for protecting us Aaron.....God Bless you both...HUGGERS.....
Deb D. (Hugsandhope.com smile sender) <debs751@yahoo.com>
OK - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 12:18 AM CDT

Thinking about you and praying for you this month. I'm sure it continues to be hard for you - I wish there were some magic words to make it all better. Jessi will not be forgotten, she touched a lot of people in a short time, myself included.

Katy Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Buellton, CA USA - Saturday, August 21, 2004 12:28 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know you were on my mind today.... sending you hugs...
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Worcester, MA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 6:19 PM CDT

Dear friends! I know Jessi isn't forgotten, but I know how hard it is to feel like the world is going on and on without her. I know because I lost my daughter too. She passed away to gain her wings on July 15th of this year. I am still very early in my grief and I hope Jessi and Kay are playing the most fun things and giggling with joy! I feel such a feeling of guilt on good days and bad. I know Kay doesn't want me to be sad, but when I am not sad I fear that she or others won't remember how much she meant to me. It's a terrible place to be. I'm glad to know that others understand, but again, it's sad that they do because that means they've suffered the same loss! The best we can do is the best we can do....
Blessings to you!
Angel Michaela's Mom ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <mssilky@paonline.com>
Lancaster, PA USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 12:24 AM CDT

Hi Denise, I just wanted to say "hi" and that I think of you often. I remember Jessi fondly and the special time she was in my pre-school class. I remember the beautiful pictures she used to draw and how she enjoyed swinging so high. She will not be forgotten.
Jennifer Dodds <tkorpal@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, July 29, 2004 7:46 PM CDT

Dear Nici,
It's been quite a while since i have visited this web page. It's just too hard. There isn't a day that passes that i don't think about Jessi and how you are doing. I can't imagine..She was and is soo precious and was so brave.
Remember I love you and i hope someday time will help heal some of your pain.
Bevee <bevee3@yahool.com>
Princeton, CA - Thursday, July 29, 2004 6:14 PM CDT

dear denise
i just happened apon jessicas web page today while i was getting ready to update emmas. my little lovey was diagnosed
with neuroblastoma about a mnth ago. We are here at chop for our first round of chemo.Maybe we'll go home today. I don't know why I felt the need to make some kind of conection with you.I guess I feel that I may be walking in the same shoes as you are sometime in the to near future. I'm scared , scared to cry ,scared to laugh, scared of being scared.I'm afriad of losing my baby and my mind. I'm trying not to think of what we are facing. How can I live without her. I'm sorry,I feel so selfish. I'm sure you don't need this stranger dumping on you. I want you to know that I hope I can keep going the way you have when this is all said and done. I have not given up on my emma, I guess the fear is getting the better of me now. I pray that God will ease you're pain and that you're life will be filled with happy memories.
Jennifer
jennifer gallegos (emmalee)
nj - Sunday, July 25, 2004 11:57 AM CDT

Denise
I pray for you every single day. And check your angels site all of the time.. I know you miss her so very much. Please know my heart and prayers are with you as you mark her one year in Heaven. You are not alone. Please let me know if there is anything I can say or do.
God bless
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, July 20, 2004 3:48 PM CDT

Denise,I can't even begin to imagine the pain your feeling deep inside. No, I don't think your having a mental breakdown, just normal pains that you will probably feel for a long time. I to,think about Jessica all the time. I know she is in a better place but that doesn't take our pain away does it. Just know that my thoughts and prayers are with, and always with you and your family. God Bless you all.
Love,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 6:19 PM CDT

Denise - I wanted to reassure you that Jessi is on my mind and in my heart every day. She will never be forgotten. I wish I could come and give you a hug, please know that I'm sending you hugs and love and wishing that your days would get easier to bear... there are no words I can say to take away your pain, and I know that. I'm just an e-mail away if you need a friend, though.
Sending hugs to Aaron, also - thank you for helping to protect our country.
Peace & Love, Jenn Borjeson and family <JennBorj@aol.com>
Worcester, MA - Monday, July 19, 2004 6:24 AM CDT

Baby, I don't think that anyone who ever met or even heard about our Baby Bear could ever possibly forget her. I think about her every day, asking her to watch over you. I really think that you need her to take care of you more than I do right now. I love you both so very much that it's painful to be away from you two, but I'll be home soon to take care of you the best I can. For now, you'll just have to remember that I love you, and so does Jessi Bear, even if she can't tell you any more.
Aaron, Daddy to the most beautiful angel there is <sporseenae@3mawdm.usmc.mil>
With the Marines, Iraq - Saturday, July 17, 2004 12:36 AM CDT

Im sending all my love to you all,

Love

Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, July 17, 2004 12:34 AM CDT

Denise,
Please rest assured that Jessie will not be forgotten - she was a beautiful human being and I'm sure she's a very special angel. You did everything you could possibly do with her and for her. You crammed a lot of living into her too short life, and it was a happy life. When you're together in Heaven this will all be behind you. I pray for you that you will find your peace and even happiness. You deserve it! I think about you and Jessie often and you are in my prayers.

Katy Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Buellton, CA USA - Friday, July 16, 2004 6:13 PM CDT

Denise, I just wanted you to know I was thinking of you today! It was great spending time with you in Hawaii. I hope to see you soon. We love you!
Jenny <jenny_randy@hotmail.com>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Saturday, June 26, 2004 3:34 PM CDT

Nici,
I have know words...I can't even imagin how you feel. Know that I love you and that Troy and I are here for you. It was really nice having you over for dinner (even if I had to BLACK MAIL you, to get you here!). WE LOVE YOU!
Missy & Troy <yissa624@starnetdial.net>
Lompoc, Ca SB - Monday, June 21, 2004 3:47 PM CDT

Denise, I wish there was something I could do for you that could help with your pain. I don't have any words of wisdom to make it all better, I'll keep you in my prayers.
Love, Katy
Katy Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Buellton, CA USA - Sunday, June 20, 2004 8:50 PM CDT

my darling daughter, if you see this...know that I love you.These last 10 months have been so hard. I wish I could fix it for you. I miss "our"baby more than words can say.
I LOVE YOU! Momma
Grandma <mommabeach1@yahoo.comm>
lompoc, ca usa - Saturday, June 19, 2004 9:59 PM CDT

Nici,
I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday. I know Jessi is sending you Birthday kisses from above! I Love You...call me anytime and I'll be there. (A HEART WITH EARS)
Missy DeBiase <yissa624@starnetdial.net>
Lompoc, Ca SB - Saturday, June 19, 2004 9:57 AM CDT

Coming to this site always gives me strenth when I'm down. I hope the both of you are doing o.k.
Annette Martinez <spcprt@verizon.net>
santa maria, ca usa - Thursday, June 10, 2004 3:24 PM CDT

Hello, just dropping by to send a hug to you

Love Viks on behalf of everyone at Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 4:59 PM CDT

Hello, we've been thinking of you and hoping to catch up with you soon. ~Christi
Chirsti <christinefo@attachmate.com>
Snohomish, wa - Thursday, May 27, 2004 10:30 AM CDT

Nici & Aaron,
I LOVE YOU!
Missy <yissa624@starnetdial.net>
Lompoc, Ca SB - Friday, May 14, 2004 3:15 PM CDT

Thinking about you today. Hope all went well with the dolphins.
Katy
Katy Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Buellton, CA USA - Sunday, May 9, 2004 8:30 PM CDT

Mothers Day Prayer

I Pray for you that on this special Mothers day,
God fills your heart in a truley beautiful way.
And may, He in His reach from heaven above,
Flow the wonderful family spirit, of His love.
I pray He grant, truley sweet and Angelic care,
That you may know, He is, always there.
I pray within God's great vast Love for you
In life, daily onward, In all that you may do,
You feel His love, His strength, His peace,
This Mothers Day blesses a spiritual release.

Have a Blessed Mothers Day

Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
- Thursday, May 6, 2004 5:55 PM CDT

Denise,
Dr. Anderson told me that you will be going to Chicago this summer. We look forward to seeing you then. Thank you so much for allowing Paige to bring Jessie's picture to Washington next week. She is so glad that she can speak for her friends that are no longer here.
Suzanne
Suzanne and Paige Peterson www.caringbridge.org/ca/paigepeterson <petersonS2@sbcglobal.net>
La Crescenta, CA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 11:54 PM CDT

Hang in there, Denise. I cannot begin to fathom what you are going thru and I won't even pretend that I can. Just know that you are being thought of by those who love and care for you. Your strength and courage will never go unnoticed(!) God gave you a special child because He wanted her to have YOU for her mom(!) Consider this little note a hug and a prayer from a friend.
Kimberly Adams <kadams@dayton.net>
Dayton, OH USA - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 8:13 PM CDT

Hi Denise,

I too am at work early in the morning looking at the news about Fallujah as my son is there. How I understand your pain that someone you love so much is so far away and in so much danger.

Death of our children is because God needs little angels in heaven so that things are young. How I also remember the loss of a child, so young and so beautiful. If only, I kept saying, if only. Today, I look at her, and I say, God, gave me the perfect gift of life. A child to love and to hold and to bring me the most happiness in the world. She brought me more joy than anyone can imagine. This Mothers Day, don't be sad, Thank God that you had her, can celebrate Mothers Day because you had her and remember, Her first mothers day in Heaven will be beautiful because she will have all of her grandmothers that have passed before her to be with and to say: When Mommy gets here.......

God Bless
Linda Burklo <lburklo@ec.rr.com>
Hubert, NC USA - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 0:20 AM CDT

Hi Denise,
To you, it was juice, to Jessi, it was her mom who made her feel better, to the best of her ability. Even your casual smiles or simple touch meant the world to her, she always had that, and hopefully when you're feeling down you can remember the stolen moments you'll always have, like when you simply exchanged a glance and communicated forever.

On behalf of all Texans, I'd like to express my appreciation for your husband and all those brave service members in Iraq, Afghanistan, and all those "not so frequently" mentioned parts of the world where we are a peacekeeping force. Your daily sacrifice of being without him is so unselfish, and it doesn't go unnoticed or unappreciated. Thank you from the Lone Star state!

This Mother's Day, please remember there are many moms out there who are thinking about you and your daughter, and celebrating her life. She is not forgotten by a long shot. On behalf of ALL the kids who are romping in Heaven, the moms who are left behind need to know you are loved by strangers you've never met. :) Big hugs!
Cathie Haldago Bay http://haldago.org <haldago@earthlink.net>
Houston, Texas - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 1:27 PM CDT

Dear Denise,
This past Tuesday at our group meeting at Children's Hospital Gregory was doing sand art and mentioned that the one he was doing was the same one he did with Jessi at the City of Hope. He still remembers her with very fond memories. She will forever be missed by our family.
Hugs from Greg, Lorraine & Gregory
Lorraine Giller <llgiller@cox.net>
Chula Vista, CA USA - Saturday, April 24, 2004 11:58 PM CDT

Dear Denise,

I've been with Hugs and Hope for several years and will always remember Jessi fondly. When I think of her, I think of her love of Beanie Buddies, her fun and funky hair color phase, and her awesome spirit. Jessi was an amazing young lady and her zest for life inspired me. I am honored to have known Jessi and she will remain in my heart forever.

Sending hugs and prayers to you and Aaron.

Hugs, Mindy
Dearborn, MI - Friday, April 23, 2004 11:24 AM CDT

Thinking of you love everyone at Post Pals
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Thursday, April 22, 2004 10:05 AM CDT

I just joined Hugs and Hope as well and am truly honored to be a part of their organization. I read about your precious angel today and am deeply sorry for your loss. I want you to try to remember though to try not to get to depressed. Life is for living and just know in your heart that she would want you to enjoy life to it's fullest. She will always be with you in your heart. Hugs.... Teresa
Teresa <tlehman@coxinet.net>
Oklahoma City, Oklahoma United States - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 3:44 PM CDT

While there is nothing anyone can do to ease your pain, please remember how much that precious baby loves you. You did everything possible for her and she knows it. I know Jessie is watching over her daddy in Iraq and he'll be home soon. She is much to precious to ever be forgotten. She maks a differenceby touching people's hearts.
Rhonda <rocon99@aol.com>
Monee, IL - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 11:53 AM CDT

Dear Denise: I just recently joined the H&H group and learned about your darling Jessi passing away so recently. I can only say as one who has suffered loss, too, that I feel for you, and will pray for you today. It seems that each day is the hardest, and yet, we slowly heal, and with the pain, there is the joy of having had her. God's abundant blessings to you and your husband, who is also in my prayers. Enid from Puerto Rico
Enid <riverglorious@yahoo.com>
Carolina, PR Puerto Rico - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 9:51 AM CDT

Hi Denise - I wanted to reassure you that not a day goes by that I don't think about Jessi. I keep both you and Aaron in my thoughts and prayers daily, as well. I wish I could be there to give you a big hug... please know I'm sending you lots of angel hugs. If there is ever anything I can do, don't hesitate to ask.
Love, Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 6:15 AM CDT

I'm sure I'm not the first to be crying while I type this. I have just read your latest entry, and it moved me beyond belief. I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and sending you love and strength.
Nicola Walker <kicky222000@yahoo.co.uk>
Rotherham, England - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 5:33 AM CDT

DEAR DENISE -- JUST A FEW LINES TO SAY THANK YOU AGAIN FOR SENDING THE ADDRESS TO OUR DAN -- HE IS TO HAVE HIS PORT PUT IN ON THUR. THAT IS IF HE PASSED HIS BREATHING AND BLOOD TESTS TODAY -- AS I READ YOUR LETTERS I AM SO AMAZED AT HOW STRONG AND BRAVE YOU ARE -- JUST HOPE I CAN DO HALF AS WELL AS YOU -- THANKS AND LOVE FROM LINDA (AUNT DIANE'S FRIEND IN CORNING)
LINDA <LJONESnLCOLE@ aol.om>
CORNING, CA USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 11:09 PM CDT

Denise
I'm sitting here reading your last journal entry with tears running down my face. I've done this many times lately, as I've visited the webpages of those beautiful children with whom we lost. I cant believe so many beautiful babies have suffered the way Jessi has. I cant believe our children are this sick and suffer so much pain. Yet, they seem to be so wise beyond thier years. You said that Jessi told you that you were her favorite person. I think that spoke volumes on how you were with her. You were a wonderfull Mommy. YOu still are now, only yoru precious little angel resides just beyond sight. My heart and prayers are with you as your Aaron remains in iraq. Please hang int here earthangel.
God bless you, and keep you safe and at peace
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, April 20, 2004 7:56 PM CDT

I'm so, so sorry ! I wish I could take your pain away. One person shouldn't have to go though what you have been though. We love you, and think of you often. Stay strong and always know that many people are out there should you need anything! xoxoxoxo
Tami <tamitackett@adelphia.net>
Camarillo , Ca - Thursday, April 15, 2004 9:56 PM CDT

Hey Denise, thanks for the updates. I still read them all the time. I do miss talking to Jessica everyday and my niece Kayla misses her still at school. They played alot together. My thoughts and prayers are always with you and your family. And I hope your Mothers Day will be nice. You are a strong woman and I really admire your strenght and courage.Hang in there and God Bless.
Love, Kathy

Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 1:16 PM CDT

Please take care of yourself, my only daughter-in-law. Aaron sent a note and pictures of your animal menagerie to Kajsa-we hear from him often, so that is good. How did we survive wars without e-mail? He loves you very much, amazing just how much love this man has to bestow on everyone! I know he'll be home safe and sound very soon to the peace and calm of Lompoc. He wrote in a postcard to Kajsa that you had ironed a picture of Jessi into one of his hats-she reads his mail to her class and they enjoy keeping up with him. We're all looking forward to gathering in Wisconsin for Kjell's graduation and ROTC commissiong in May '05. Aaron promises to be there wearing a new dress uniform. The navy and the army represented proudly. Take care of yourself and know we think of you, Jessi and Aaron so very often. Love, grandma carol
carol <csporseen@yahoo.com>
bothell, wa - Thursday, April 15, 2004 12:33 AM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. Aaron, come home soon and safe to the strong arms of Denise. Denise, keep holding that head high and remember how much we love you all. Jess, you still owe me that wedding with a burger on the side. Always thinking of you!
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA USA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 10:26 AM CDT

Sweet Baby Bear,
Today I found myself on the 5th floor at Cottage Hospital...I wanted so bad to go to your room and see you sitting there, with your silly smile, waiting for me to give you hugs and kisses. I know I cann't see you but I know in my heart you are smiling down on me. Make sure you look after your Daddy and bring him back safe for your Mommy. I love you sweet pea...and MISS you SOOOooo Much!

Your Favorite Sis <yissa624@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, Ca SB - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 9:53 PM CDT

Dear Denise and Aaron, I just read both your beautiful greeting to Jessi and everyone, Thank you for sharing your hearts. Jessi is so loved. Her parents are great. She is proud of both of you. I know she made such a difference down here on Earth, but you are right...she is making a big difference up in Heaven, too! Her love gets stronger every day for you guys, and I am sure she can't wait to get to see both of you again. Just think how excited she will be that day! I don't always have the best of words, but I am sitting here with tears, and love and prayers for you guys. I will be praying even more now. I am sure that Jessi is making sure you both have lots of extra angels, around you both right now. Keep picturing that beautiful little face. If Jessi was so beautiful down here, just think what a georgous little angel she is now! You both are very loved. There is a world of people out here, who think about Jessi every day. We are blessed to have you share your hearts and lives. Some day in Heaven we will finally get our "pool party" we wanted to have. together. What a celebration that day will be, when we all get to see Jessi. Please remember that Jesus loves you guys too. Please hang in there, and know you have the prayers of more people than you could imagine. Hi Jessi, I know you must be having so much fun in Heaven. Please tell my sister and Pat, and my Grandma and Ossie, and my kids and grandkids that I love them. I love you, too Jessi. Thanks for sharing your strength and beautiful smiles. I know God will give you our messages for us, becuase He is so good. God Bless all of you, love Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <beckiwolff@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 8:56 PM CDT

Hey Nici,
I'm so sorry that your day sucked....I wish I could give you a huge hug!! And you too Aaron....big hugs to you...Hey when you come home can you please bring me a big strong gorgeous marine?? I Love you both very much!!
Chele <chelemarieb@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 7:51 PM CDT

I'm so sorry you are having such a bad day. I'll be praying extra hard for Arron. I had no idea he was in Fallujah. Also wanted to let you know I think of Jessi often. You are the one who told me about the Nb list and I can't thank you enough for that. They are still my support even though it's been 2 years since DIllon passed. I'll be in Chicago also. Look forward to meeting you in person.
Lisa Rolins(mom to Angel Dillon) <lisarolins@aol.com>
Conway, AR USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 5:21 PM CDT

Hi! Somehow I never visited your page before and when you posted to the NB list, I decided to stop by. I am so glad that I did! Jessi was such a beautiful child and I am trying hard not to cry while I read you update. I don't know how you do it, but I will pray that the strength you need finds you. Jessi is surely watching over her mommy and daddy and you're right, she did make a difference! God Bless!
Kim Mease <mssilky@paonline.com>
Lancaster, PA USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 11:43 AM CDT

God bless your Angel Jessi, she has a new angel with her he is Sweet Angel Luke 5yrs. he left us the day befor his 6th birthday, tears, that was on Feb.8,2004. As grandparents we can feel you pain.There were a lot of things in your post that i wonder about, too. our 19yr. old granddaughter is in the Air Force nation guard in Mansfield,OH. She is in sucerity, she was a good chance she could be sent over, her name is Brooke. we will keep all of you in our prayers,and x for your Aaron. If you like feel free to e-mail us. xxxx&ooo
http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukesweet
Grandpa Gene and Grandma Gail Sweet <gailsweet@zoominternet.net>
Ashland, Oh Ashland - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 10:25 AM CDT

Denise,
Thinking about you - sorry it's so rough for you right now. If ever you need to talk or vent or whatever - you can call me. I've shed a few tears at County Jail too! You, Aaron, and Jessie are in my prayers.
Katy
Katy Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Buellton, CA USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 8:46 AM CDT

I love you Angel... and I miss you more than I ever thought possible. Thank you for teaching me to be strong and brave, it has come in handy lately.
Watch over Daddy... I'm not THAT strong, I can't lose you both in the same year. I can't wait to see you again, save me a spot, ok?
I will make sure that you aren't forgotten... you DID make a difference Baby
Momma <californiabeach@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, c u - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 7:01 AM CDT

Hey, kid. Just wanted to thank you for watching over me and all of my Marines, especially the ones that have joined you. I am doing well, and can't wait to get home to your Mama and everyone else in the USA that know you and love you. I miss you something awful, little bear.
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Somewhere, in Iraq - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 1:21 AM CDT

Thinking of you this Easter, Love everyone at Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, April 10, 2004 5:29 PM CDT

Hi Jessi,
It's almost Easter and I can't help but remember last year when you and Nico decorated your eggs and the Easter Bunny hid them so you two could find them....not too hard since my backyard is the size of a postage stamp!!
Nico misses you so much Jessi....you know how he worshipped the ground you walked on....and I miss you to baby bear....every single day.
I talk to you all the time...I just wish you would answer once in a while...PLease watch over your Daddy in Iraq...we worry about him so much!! And Jessi....I love you....kisses all over your face....
Aunt Chele <chelemarieb@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, April 8, 2004 10:45 PM CDT

Hi Denise, I just wanted to say hi and let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless, Becki Wolff in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <beckiwolff@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. USA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 8:28 PM CDT

Hi Denise, Thanks for the update on Aaron. I'm sure your Jessi is watching over him. I'm sure you are missing them both right now. I'm glad you have those great snuggly looking pets to keep you company while he's not home. Your family is in my prayers!
Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson

Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 1:28 AM CST

Dear Denise, I wanted to let you know, I am checking in on you guys still, becuase I care. I will be praying for Aaron's safety and that God helps your heart, as you go throught this time in your life.
There are a lot of people out here who care about you, and are praying for you and your family. I can picture Jessi playing catch, (but I also image her with some of my family having fun!!!) She is so bold and beautiful, I know she has met my sister, and my kids and grandkids, and my nephew Pat. When we said Pat's last prayer, down at the City of Hope, we talked about playing softball with him in Heaven. I can't wait. I have so many family and friends in Heaven, I just want to remind you how real, Heaven really is! Jessi is not gone, she just lives on in Heaven. She prays and thinks about you guys all the time!!! I think that love grows even stronger in Heaven, not fainter. I know she can't wait to see her mom's beautiful face again. I saw the movie The Passion of the Crist, the other day. It was awesome seeing what Jesus did for us, so we can all be in Heaven together somday. Denise Jesus loves you so much, too, and I will be praying that He will confort you. It gives me joy thinking about Jessi playing in Heaven, sharing stories, with some of the kids I love so dearly. Your sweet little Jessi is one of the sweetest, most beautiful children I have ever met, (and I had day care centers with hundred's of kids!) When I think of her little smile, when she went to Heaven, I can't tell you how proud of her I am, so I can't even imagine how proud of her, you and your family must be. I have a couple heros in my life. The first one is Jesus, for what He did for me on that cross, and the next is my Grandmother. She was my best friend, and the most beautiful Christian woman in the whole world, and the third is Jessi Bear. No matter what, she kept trying to smile with her whole life and being. I love the angel picture of her you sent me. I know she is flying around in Heaven, and doing all sorts of wild, fun things, that she can't wait to tell you about. If her smile was so beautiful to us down here, just imagine how beautiful her smile is in Heaven. I may live another 40 years on this Earth, but I won't ever forget Jessi, and when I go to Heaven, (when ever it is my time to go Home,) I will find Jessi and go and hug her, and rejoice at what beautiful things God did in our lives. Her life on this earth was an encouragement to so mcny people! I know her life in Heaven will be the same, but even more beautiful. Please forgive me for writing so much, but I wanted to share with you, what I have thinking about, for so long.. God Bless you for being such a GREAT Momma! You are the best, and you will conitnue to be. My daughter lives far away, and I don't get to see her for right now, but she is still out there, even if Ican't see her. Jessi is out there even if you can't see her. You are her beautiful Momma forever, and she is very proud of you, too. Jessi has a wonderful family she is blessed with, and she knows it. She knows she is very much loved, and that she will be forever.Picture what she would tell you today, and know she is thinking those wonderful thoughts about you and Aaron, (but even more beautiful and loving!) Jessi can go to the Thrown of God and ask Him for important things to her. Your heart healed and happy is so important to her, and Aaron's safety, too, so he will come home, and someday, you will see what God has gotten you through. I know this all hurts so much. I am going through some of these things myself, but try to remember what is really true!!!! There are animals in Heaven, and I am sure Jessi is doing things we can't even imagine, with them. Every second, she is peaceful, and happy, and having more joy that anyone on Earth can imagine. I think that when we go to Heaven, that God tells the people we love, that we are coming. I think that the day I go to Heaven, I am going to have many people waiting at those Pearly Gates for me to show up. Some of my kids and grandkids have never met me, and they are going to be so excited to met me, and greet me. You are right about Jessi showing someone the ropes. She looks forwrd to you coming someday, and her showing you Heaven and so many fun, wonderful places and things to do. Remember that she is not gone, she is just in Heaven having a blast, and thinking about you and Aaron, and her sister, and grandparents, and all the rest of the people she loves so much!!!!!! God Bless you and your family, Denise..Thank you for blessing me and sharing a little special bit of Jessi with me. I can't wait to see her again. Keep looking up, and be reminded of the truth, and how much Jessi and Jesus love you!!! Take care, Love, Becki Wolff
Becki Wolff <beckiwolff@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 1:36 PM CST

im sure you must get bored of hearing it, and i wish i could find something more orginal to say, but i AM thinking of you,

Love viks from BWC and Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Tuesday, March 9, 2004 0:56 AM CST

I just wanted to tell you how much I admire your courage and faith. Losing a child is something I really can't comprehend and you are honoring your child by carrying on. God Bless you and your husband.
Debbie Hendricks <debbie.hendricks@alltel.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 3:10 PM CST

Hi Denise, what a beautiful picture of your Angel. We will keep you and Aaron in our prayers and please let us (n-blast list) know how he is doing! Best Wishes! Ellen Hanson

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Ma USA - Thursday, February 12, 2004 4:23 AM CST

Hi Jessi Baby,
Today has been a really hard day. Every where I turned there was something that reminded me of how much I miss you. I know this sounds bad but I try not to come here often anymore because I always end up in a puddle of broken hearted tears. God I miss you soooo much!!!
I would never wish anymore pain on you than you so bravely dealt with in your all too short life....but I wish you were still here. I want another hug and some more kisses Jessi. I want to hear just one more " I love you Aunt Chele" I'd settle for even one more smile on your beautiful face.
I love you more than there are angels in heaven....kisses all over your face Baby Bear.

Aunt Chele <chele.marie@verizon.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, February 5, 2004 3:00 AM CST

Home improvements, girls movies and being a vet will sure keep you busy! Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers!
Aaron - stay safe!
Kathy H.
1000 Oaks, CA - Monday, February 2, 2004 0:16 AM CST

Hello Nici,
I just wanted you to know I have been thinking about you alot! I am sorry Aaron had to leave...In time he WILL return! Please remember we are ALL here for you...Please feel free to call me ANYTIME. All my LOVE to the "STRONGEST" Women I know. (yes, thats you, even if you don't really feel strong...We all seee it!)
Missy <yissa624@starnetdail.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 4:36 PM CST

Hi Aaron and Denise:

Just read your last entry, and, well, I want you both to know that our prayers are always with you and Jessi is always in our hearts. She was the most courageous person I've ever had the privilage of knowing. She went through that horrific ordeal with such grace, dignity and strength. I don't think ANY adult would have been so amazingly strong. Robbie talks about her quite often and shares his feelings about her with his friends....he misses her very much.

Our prayers are also now with Aaron and he heads for Kuwait and places not known. Denise keep praying for he will feel it while he is away from you and through these prayers he will find strenght and comfort. God is with him and with you. I know in my heart that he will be safe.
Vickie, Bill and Robbie Sluka <phonemanbills@MSN.com>
South Lake Tahoe, CA USA - Sunday, January 25, 2004 9:36 PM CST

Hi there Denise and Aaron - I was thinking about you both today and then I saw your new update so I thought I'd just let you know you're on my mind. Jessi is always in our thoughts, and in our heart. Sending you hugs -
Jenn Borjeson & family <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA - Sunday, January 25, 2004 2:16 PM CST

Denise,

I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you and praying for you. I know that Aaron left this week and just wanted to let you know you are both in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs,
Donna Minshew
Hugs and Hope
Donna Minshew <dminshew@friendlycity.net>
Sycamore, GA USA - Friday, January 23, 2004 9:19 AM CST

I think Jessi came up with a wonderful idea to keep you busy! And Mira is beautiful! Your angel is certainly watching over you (and all the animals who need homes)! Aaron, stay safe!
Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers!
Kathy Haws <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 5:14 PM CST

Jessi has a beautiful web page, but more than that
she was a beautiful little girl, and even more
than that in God's hands. I wish you joy & peace and
may her spirit live for ever in your hearts.
Lou/grandmother to Josh (11)dx. neuroblastoma 6/01
Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com www.caringbridge.org/page/josh>
Knoxville, TN USA - Friday, January 9, 2004 5:15 PM CST

Just wanted to say hi.God works in many different ways and I do believe loved one are able to do things through him to help us to go on after losing them.Hope I've made sense of what I mean.Hugs&Smiles Helen
Helen Parody (h&h) <hparody@twcny.rr.com>
Ogdensburg, N.Y. USA - Thursday, January 8, 2004 9:23 AM CST

Denise,

My name is Maria Hofmann. My little boy Nicholas became an Angel the same day as Jessi. He passed at 6:45 a.m. Neurobalstoma is such a horrible disease! Nicholas was my only child. I miss him, my grief comes in waves, there are days I don't think I can make it. Our love for Nicholas will see me through. If you would like to talk, I would love it. My e-mail is mhofmann@legaljobnet.com. You and your family our in my thoughts and prayers.
Maria Hofmann <mhofmann@legaljobnet.com>
Plano, Tx USA - Wednesday, January 7, 2004 4:11 PM CST

Dear Denise,

If you ever need company I am here for you. I know it hasn't been too long so it may be hard for you to be around my little guy but please know that we will drive to see you and do something fun. Its an easy drive! Anyway, you and Susan Armenio should talk too. She and Anthony are very sweet people and I think the two of you could be great friends and support for one another. I continue to pray for you and your husband. I can't imagine how difficult these 6 months will be while he is gone. Please feel free to e-mail me if I can help at all. With love, Debbie
Debbie Hume www.matthewhume.com <hume@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA USA - Monday, January 5, 2004 10:13 AM CST

Prayers and thoughts being sent your way this New Year,
Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie <madelinepaguyo@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 1, 2004 4:25 PM CST

To Denise & Aaron, and all of the Modeen family,
Through tears, I can only say how sorry, so very sorry, I am for your loss of your precious ^^Jessi Bear^^.
Sending you all prayers for comfort in your grief,
Patricia
Las Vegas, NV, God Bless ^^Jessi^^ & God Bless America! - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 5:13 PM CST

Hi Denise and Aaron - just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you today and hoping that you were able to have a nice Christmas. I have been seeing Jessi this season in all of the Angel bears... she will never be forgotten. Sending you all lots of love and many hugs -
Jenn Borjeson & family <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA - Friday, December 26, 2003 7:19 PM CST

I am a friend of Jenny and Tre' Wilkins. Their 1 year old daughter has cancer and I was sent to your website by visiting theirs. I love the picture of you and your little girl. Please know that I will pray for your family and your loss. I have 3 little children and I will take some of the love I saw from your picture and shower it on my own children. This will never help erase any of your pain but I hope you will know that I am learning something from the love your little girl left to this world. Prayers being sent your way.
Amanda Manus <amanus@alltel.net>
Springfield, GA USA - Sunday, December 21, 2003 11:34 PM CST

Aaron and Denise, may your hearts be filled with peace this holiday season.
Jennifer Click and Carolyn Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Friday, December 19, 2003 0:16 AM CST

Dearest Family

I gently wrap warm thoughts of you
in my little christmas prayers
For Heaven to smile on you
For Angels to watch over you
and the love of Jesus to fill your heart

Have A Merry Christmas
God Bless You And Your Family This Holiday

Chris Ullrich - Grand daughter dx with AML M5 <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 11:18 PM CST

Hi Jessi, sorry I haven't written, but have been thinking of you a lot over the last few months. The angel bear that Mom and Dad sent us resides in our entry way. He watches over us and the ones who enter our home. We share with visitors how special this Angel Bear is to us. I know that your watching over all your loved ones. Especially Mom and Dad. We love you and miss you Dearheart.
Joe, Christi & Ciara <fortier5150@msn.com>
- Monday, December 15, 2003 9:30 AM CST

Coming by to all the Hugs and Hope families to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers at Christmastime and always. I know this will be a very difficult time for you and I am hoping in some small way, reading that I care will help to alleviate some of the pain - if only for the moment. God bless,
Eileen www.caringbridge.org/il/ej
- Saturday, December 13, 2003 2:46 AM CST

My little Jackson has a new friend. He lets us know he is still there, but we still cry. We always will, and that's O.K. Visit our boy on cancerkids wall of memory(neuroblastoma).We are in a new place. You will be O.K. too. Let time do it's job. Keep yourself open.
Julie Doran (Jackson Doran's Mom) <julie@doranonline.com>
- Wednesday, December 3, 2003 1:52 PM CST

I am really sorry about hearing that Jessi died. I will be praying for you.
Heather <wildcat@nwinfo.net>
Zillah, Wa - Sunday, November 30, 2003 5:01 PM CST

I was just thinking about you today, and about Jessi. I am sending you all my love and hugs....
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA - Friday, November 28, 2003 7:38 PM CST

Thinking about you today.
Katy, Mike, and Harley Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Buellton, CA USA - Friday, November 28, 2003 8:04 AM CST

with love and tears,
Angela (Christi's Mommy)
www.ChristiThomas.com

Angela Thomas
Tiffin / CHOP, OH - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 12:37 AM CST

Angel Jessi,

I wish I had known you. You are a awesome kid! I know you are watching over your family and keeping them smiling when they think of you. You'll always be remembered!

Love Always,
danielle rivoire
long island, ny usa - Thursday, November 6, 2003 1:13 PM CST

Dear Sweet Jessi,
I wish I had gotten to know you. You are such a precious little girl! My little Matt and I send you all our love-we also send our love and hugs to your mom and dad. Jessi, hold your mom and dad close and let them know that you are always with them. We pray for them and hope that with each passing day life gets easier. With love, Debbie Hume
Debbie Hume <hume@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA USA - Thursday, November 6, 2003 9:03 AM CST

I Love you baby bear, I can't believe that you have been gone for two months already.
Daddy and I are doing okay. We all miss you, but we know that your body was tired and your soul longed to be free.
I hope you have found the other NB Angels, there sure are alot of them.
You'll be in my heart...
Momma <californiabeach@yahoo.com>
CA USA - Friday, October 31, 2003 7:10 AM CST

I was thinking about your daughter today so I thought I would check the web sight to see how she was. I am so sorry for your loss. My name is Jennifer Hernandez we met at City of Hope 2 and1/2 years ago. My son Anthony gave your daughter a angel bear she was white with gold wings she loved it. In return you gave him a book. My son went to the lord on 9/21/01 this September has been two years. If you need anything please email me.
Jennifer Hernandez <www.westcoasticecrea@aol.com>
Long Beach, ca usa - Sunday, October 12, 2003 0:48 AM CDT

I am so sorry about Jessi. I am praying for everyone.

DeAnna, Chase's moma <www.caringbridge.org/ga/chasesmiracle/>
Ga - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 1:02 PM CDT

Hello. This is Jessica Modeen, your cousin from CT. Im really sorry to hear about Jessi. I wish I had the chance to meet her before she went. Im glad to her to was peaceful. I just ran into this site while looking for the meaning of my name for my class in school. And I got a page about Jessica Modeen swimming with dolphins. Well just thought Id let you know how truly sorry i am. <3
Jessica Modeen <xxxangeleyesooo@aol.com>
Wolcott, CT 06716 - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 11:41 AM CDT

Aaron and Denise,
Just dropping in to let you know I am thinking of your sweet angel, Jessie on her birthday. Keeping you in my prayers!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 10:30 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, "ANGEL BEAR" !!!
your BIG sis <yissa624@cnmnetwork.com>
Lompoc, ca - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 3:12 PM CDT

God Bless!
Colleen
PA - Friday, September 12, 2003 1:47 PM CDT

I am truly sorry to hear of Jessi's passing. I still read the NB group messages and I am deeply saddened for your family. She joins my daughter Ashley who passed away last November. My thoughts and prayers are with you in the days ahead. Wishing you strength and peace....

www.caringbridge.org/page/ashleygoud
Tricia Goud <ktgoud@attcanada.net>
Dundas, Ont Canada - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:11 AM CDT

Angel Bear,
Today is the last day I will sign your page! I will miss you beautiful chubby face, and your silly chuckle! You have bought such joy to my life, I am soooooooo greatful God brought you into my life (even if it was for just a short time). I can't wait to tell my children and there children as well, just how wonder you are....You will never be forgotten!
PS
Nessi and Aarron you are the best! Jessica couldn't have asked for better parents. You have cared for her and loved her so much and it showed with everything you did and still do.

I Love You!

Jessica's favorite sister <yissa624@cnmnetwork.com>
Lompoc, ca usa - Monday, September 8, 2003 4:16 PM CDT

My heart is with you, strong, brave family of true fighters. May the Lord be with you each and every day, comforting you, helping you in the time to come until you hold your baby angel again.
Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Forl�, FC Italy - Monday, September 8, 2003 7:21 AM CDT

With Jessi's passing the world is a little less bright, because she was an inspiration
and just knowing her has made me a happier person.
My sympathies to her family and all who had the pleasure of knowing her. Our loss is God's gain.
I'll always cherish the memory of the short time we had together in Florida.
Ricky Nichols <ricknich@webtv.net>
Kingston, NY USA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 8:12 PM CDT

Sharing in your pain and emptiness. We are soooo sorry that things had to turn out this way. GOD BLESS and we will be praying for peace and serenity for all of you. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Friday, September 5, 2003 10:15 PM CDT

To Jessi's Family: My thoughts and prayers are with you during this time. I hope that you can find the peace and comfort you need.

God Bless You,
Roobear Angel
Simply Enchanting Angels
http://seangels.org
Roobear Angel <Roobear@foreverangels.com>
Sevierville, TN - Friday, September 5, 2003 7:53 PM CDT

No words- just prayers
Sara
- Friday, September 5, 2003 6:27 PM CDT

I am really sorry for your loss of Jessi. My heart just aches for you. I pray that you will find comfort from God to sustain you.
Julie
hendersonville, TN - Thursday, September 4, 2003 10:01 PM CDT

Our thoughts and prayres go out to your family in such a time as this. God Bless, and always remember what a beautiful angel Jessi is.
Jerrod, Keely, and Destiny Davis <jwdavis@phnacc.cpen..med.navy.mil>
- Thursday, September 4, 2003 12:16 AM CDT

My heart goes out to you, Jessi will be the most beautiful angel in heaven.
Thankyou for sharing Jessi and her struggle. You are amazing parents and amazing people.
Colleen <www.caringbridge.com/ne/kaitlyn/>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Thursday, September 4, 2003 5:38 AM CDT

Jessi's Family,
My thoughts and prayer are with you in this time of mourning. Jessi is an angel now in Heaven by Our Savior's side. Feel comfort in knowing this.
If you need me or anything feel free to email me.
God Bless You
Love Ya Always,
Angel Luvyapoet
Simply Enchanting Angels
SEA URL: http://seangels.org

Angel Luvyapoet ; http://www.geocities.com/dorothy_poet <poetry99@txol.net>
Ranger, Tx. USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 1:23 PM CDT

Our thoughts and prayers are with you in your time of loss.
Ken and Ellen Peters
Ventura, Ca United States - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 10:30 AM CDT

My prayers are with you all. God Bless you Always.
J.L.M. <JLM1961@hotmail.com>
Rex, GA USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 6:52 AM CDT

You are in my thoughts and prayers, especially today, as you celebrate Jessi's life.
May God bless you with peace, comfort and acceptance.
Love,
Nancy Hamilton
Metuchen, NJ - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 5:40 AM CDT

There is so much i want to say right now at this time, MY heart is sadden by your loss, and my thoughts hopes and prayers go out to the entire family.
I wish you the very best .
I located a prayer on the web i think my thoughts will sum it up better than my own words:
To My Dearest Family:
Some things I�d like to say
but first of all to let you know
that I arrived okay
I�m writing this from Heaven
where I dwell with God above
where there�s no more tears
or saddness there
is just eternal love
Please do not be unhappy
just because I�m out of sight
remember that I�m with you
every morning, noon and night
That day I had to leave you
when my life on Earth was through
God picked me up and hugged me
and He said I welcome you
It�s good to have you back again
you were missed while you were gone
as for your dearest family
they�ll be here later on
I need you here so badly
as part of My big plan
there�s so much that we have to do
to help our mortal man
Then God gave me a list of things
He wished for me to do
and foremost on that list of mine
is to watch and care for you
And I will be beside you
every day and week and year
and when you�re sad
I�m standing there
to wipe away the tear
And when you lie in bed at night
the days chores put to flight
God and I are closest to you
in the middle of the night
When you think of my life on Earth
and all those loving years
because you�re only human
they are bound to bring you tears
But do not be afraid to cry
it does relieve the pain
remember there would be no flowers
unless there was some rain
I wish that I could tell you
of all that God has planned
but if I were to tell you
you wouldn�t understand
But one thing is for certain
though my life on Earth is o�re
I am closer to you now
than I ever was before
And to my very many friends
trust God knows what is best
I�m still not far away from you
I�m just beyond the crest
There are rocky roads ahead of you
and many hills to climb
but together we can do it
taking one day at a time
It was always my philosophy
and I�d like it for you too
that as you give unto the World
so the World will give to you
If you can help somebody
who is in sorrow or in pain
then you can say to God at night
my day was not in vain
And now I am contented
that my life it was worthwhile
knowing as I passed along the way
I made somebody smile
So if you meet somebody
who is down and feeling low
just lend a hand to pick him up
as on your way you go
When you are walking
down the street
and you�ve got me on your mind
I�m walking in your footsteps
only half a step behind
And when you feel the gentle breeze
or the wind upon your face
that�s me giving you a great big hug
or just a soft embrace
And when it�s time for you to go
from that body to be free
remember you�re not going
you are coming here to me
And I will always love you
from that land way up above
Will be in touch again soon
P.S. God sends His Love
Author: Ruth Ann

Angel Lynn
Simply Enchanting Angels
http://seangels.org

Angel Lynn <wwrfarms@yahoo.com>
Stueben , ME USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 12:41 AM CDT

Nici
there is so much that I want to say-& so much that I cannot because words seem so trifle. Please believe that Heaven is such a wonderful place that all babies there are having so much fun that they wouldn't want to come back even if they could! Jessie will always be with you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jennifer Tieso (Graybill) <jlg2721@sbsheriff.org>
Santa Babrara, Ca - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 10:47 AM CDT

Little Jessi touched so many lives in such a special way. Though I never met her in person I feel like my heart did. I can only imagine that your loss seems unbearable but the world was a much better place because she was here to teach, love and inspire. I'm so grateful for her time here with us. May God speed the comfort you seek.

Love and Hugs
Patty
Patty <prayofhope@aol.com>
Moorpark, ca usa - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 10:01 AM CDT

Jessi's family,
I am so sorry to hear that Jessi lost her battle. God bless you and your family. My prayers and thoughts are with you.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 7:10 AM CDT

I am so sorry for the loss of your daughter. I wish I could understand why these things happen to innocent children. May god give you the strengh to endure this huge loss.
Angel Faith
Simply Enchanting Angels
http://www.seangels.org
Angel Faith <kdickson39@aol.com>
Wilmer, Al USA - Monday, September 1, 2003 11:45 PM CDT

You are all in my thoughts and prayers!!!

A rose once grew where all could see,
sheltered beside a garden wall.
And as the days passed swiftly by
it spread it's branches straight and tall.
One day a beam of light shone through
a crevice that had opened wide.
The rose bent gently toward it's warmth
then passed beyond to the other side.
Now you who deeply feel it's loss
be comforted, the rose blooms there.
It's beauty even greater now,
nurtured by God's own loving care.
Becky <beckster2001us@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Monday, September 1, 2003 11:12 PM CDT

I'm so sorry for the loss of Jessi. I can't stand questioning God but can't help but do so when things like this happen. I will put your family in my prayers and project love your way. God Bless...

Positive Angel
Simply Enchanting Angels
http://seangels.org
Positive Angel <www.sharingpositivestories.com>
Vallejo, CA USA - Monday, September 1, 2003 9:31 PM CDT

Sending prayers up to Heaven for everything you need.
DeAnna, Chase's mom <www.caringbridge.org/ga/chasesmiracle>
- Monday, September 1, 2003 6:44 PM CDT

***Angel Jessi's Family***

I'm so very sorry to hear this about precious Jessi. I still can't believe it. We will be praying for God to grant you the Peace and Understanding that you all need at this MOST difficult time in your lives. My heart is breaking for you, this all seems so unfair.....

************************************************************

Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.

~~Matthew 5:4

************************************************************
You are not alone in your grief, we are all grieving with you.

Love, hugs and lots of prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mommy
Connor's web page

**Hugs and Hope** Rhabdomyosarcoma relapse

<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN **God Bless the USA!** - Monday, September 1, 2003 6:29 PM CDT

I am a hugs and hope member and I just heard of your daughter Jessi's passing to heaven. I pray for many and our family has lost a child too... I know the peace God can give which has helped me.. I want to pray now for that to flood into your souls and comfort you because it helps like nothing on the earth.. Dear Father God so much we do not understand and our hearts are so fragile when it comes to our children.. Lord I lift to you this precious family and ask that in the days ahead you comfort them and send them everything they need.. Lord good friends to cry with, kind souls to help with any needs, Lord your peace for the long nights and sadness for not having Jessi with them.. Lord may they feel your peace so that they know her death was not in vain.. Lord that you are with her Jessi now and she is happy.. Lord bless this family and may they know your strength for the minutes, hours and days ahead.. Amen

Love from Sharon
Sharon <peacechild@homewithgod.net>
Victoria Australia - Monday, September 1, 2003 5:50 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear of Jessi's passing. All my prayers will be with your family through this hard time. God Bless
Vicki Fleming (hugs and hope member) <vickifleming@cfl.rr.com>
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Monday, September 1, 2003 5:00 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear of your loss! I'll be thinking of you and saying a prayer for your family!
Angel Love <ross7724@rogers.com>
On Canada - Monday, September 1, 2003 12:15 AM CDT

I am sorry for your loss... Love, Laura
caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Monday, September 1, 2003 11:28 AM CDT

Dear Denise, Aaron and Family, my heart goes out to you, you have been so strong and eloquent during all of this...I can't say how much I admire you both...hopefully peace and comfort will be yours in the future....I am a friend of Grandma Carol's and knew Aaron when they lived in Oregon...you raised a beautiful daughter and I know she is a beautiful angel...
Tricia Carlton (a friend of Gma Carol)
Mil, OR USA - Monday, September 1, 2003 11:26 AM CDT

Please accept my most sincere sympathy and condolences. Jessi has her beautiful wings now and is flying pain free in Heaven.
Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers...

Love and ((((HUGS))))
Eva Shimmons <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
Marcellus, MI - Monday, September 1, 2003 10:35 AM CDT

I AM SO SORRY ABOUT YOUR LOSS. I WISH I COULD UNDERSTAND WHY THESE TERRIBLE THINGS HAPPEN TO INNOCENT CHILDREN.

www.caringbridge.org/oh/paigehaney
Tina <lilgirlie43920@yahoo.com>
East Liverpool, Oh USA - Monday, September 1, 2003 10:19 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. You will all be in our prayers tonight. The Melkonian Family
www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko
Darlene and Christopher Melkonian <melkonid@comcast.net>
Gaithersburg, MD - Monday, September 1, 2003 10:00 AM CDT

Denise and Aron, I feel deeply for You and your loss but I�m sure little Jessi now have got her wings and watching down on You. My prayers are with You and I wish You all the best.
Angel Susanne
Simply Enchanting Angels
http://seangels.org
Angel Susanne <lehte56@hotmail.com>
Simrishamn, Skane Sweden - Monday, September 1, 2003 10:00 AM CDT

I'm sorry to hear about your sweet little girl. Always remember that she is out of pain now and is up there with god smiling down on you waiting for the day you can all be together
God bless

Simply Enchanting Angels
http://helptoheal.net
Wings of Hope
iamyourangel <squeaky@helptoheal.net>
Edinburgh, n/a Scotland - Monday, September 1, 2003 8:18 AM CDT

Dear Denise and Aron
I am so sorry to read about your little Angel. I pray that God will give you the strength you need to get through this hard time. Remeber that Jessi now is in good hands and that she is not in any pain anymore.
Thinking about you and prayng for you.

Angel WhisperingStar
Simply Enchanting Angels
http://seangels.org

Angel WhisperingStar <mariasmejl@telia.com>
- Monday, September 1, 2003 7:31 AM CDT

Denise and Aaron - I'm so sorry to hear about Jessi. My
prayers are with you. Just remember that Jessi is out of
pain. With much sympathy.
Judy S.
- Monday, September 1, 2003 7:19 AM CDT

Denise and Aaron,
My deepest sympathy to the both of you for your loss of sweet Jessi. Know that she is in the warmest hands and that both of you have angels with you at this very trying time.
My heart goes out to both of you. You know that Jessi will always be with you and always smiling down at you.
Love and Hugs to you and your family,
Angel Annasfire,
http://seangels.org

Angel Annasfire <fireball505@hotmail.com>
CA USA - Monday, September 1, 2003 2:57 AM CDT

God Bless you Jessi. I never had the pleasure to meet you in person, but I thank you for teaching me so very much. We have all learned with your help how to fight the good fight. Now it's time for you to rest, then you go and play with the other Angels and do all the things little girls love to do. I will be thinking of you.
Robert B. Norton
Robert Norton <Rnorton@cableone.net>
Twin Falls, Id. USA - Monday, September 1, 2003 1:52 AM CDT

Just spoke to Jessi's angel today (the one I sent), says she's doing good. Loves the new books she found, and she painted her hair gold. Looking forward to another hamburger. I told her angel to give her BIG FAT hugs and kisses from all of us. WE LOVE YOU JESS!!!
Wes <No e-mail - Jessi's angel works just fine, say it in your prayers!>
Camarillo, CA - Monday, September 1, 2003 0:35 AM CDT

Nici, You are in our thoughts and prayers at all times. Please
remember that Jessi is with the angles now and will always be
smiling down at you. She was a great little girl with alot
of fight and spirit. She will truly be missed, not just by you
and her extended family, but by all of us.
Hugs and kisses to you and Grandma Patti.
Love Dick and Eileen

Eileen Howitt <eileen109@cox.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. USA - Sunday, August 31, 2003 10:43 PM CDT

HM2 AND MRS. SPORSEEN,
I NEVER TOLD ANYONE THIS BUT I KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TOO TO LOSE A DAUGHTER. MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS GO OUT TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.
GUILLERMO MENDEZ, HM3/USN <GSMENDEZ@PHNACC.CPEN.MED.NAVY.MIL>
OXNARD, CA 93041 - Sunday, August 31, 2003 10:38 PM CDT

Hello Denise&Aaron..I am so sorry for your loss of your precious little Angel,she is so beautiful,you all will be in my prayers and thoughts and in my heart,my heart goes out to each and everyone of you,may god give you peace,comfort in this time of need,may he shelter you in his loving arms,she is smiling down on you all right now.saying don't cry i'm home.. God Bless all of you..
AngelWhisperingWind from Simply Enchanting Angels
http://seangels.org

AngelWhisperingWind <angelwhisperingwind@hotmail.com>
Ky - Sunday, August 31, 2003 9:51 PM CDT

My heart and prayers goes out to all of you in the passing of little Jessi. I have kept up with her through Hugs and Hope, such a beautiful and brave little one, Heaven will be blessed by her arrival. May God give you the comfort you need at this time.
Laverne Griffin <L3Griffin@Aol.com>
Lebanon, Tn USA - Sunday, August 31, 2003 8:30 PM CDT

My heart breaks for you, the family of Jessi Bear. Maybe she has met my Katie Bug by now... their smiles are surely making Heaven much brighter. I have walked in your shoes, and one day at a time is the only way to do it. Prayers with you both today and always...
Sherry C./Hugs and Hope
Alma, GA 31510 - Sunday, August 31, 2003 5:32 PM CDT

Hello Denise and Aaron,

I have been following Jessi's progress via Caring Bridge and Hugs and Hope. I am so sorry for you loss. I can only hope that you have some peace knowing that she is no longer in pain or struggling. My heart is with you and all your family. Be strong... there are angels all around you.

Angel Wings
from Simply Enchanting Angels

My site: Angel Dreamz

Angel Wings <angelwings@angeldreamz.net>
Palm Springs, CA USA - Sunday, August 31, 2003 11:56 AM CDT

Denise and Aaron; We are thinking of you at this time and know that the strength you have shown for so long will continue to shine through. May God take the pain from the two of you and your family as He did for Jessi. "Heaven always needs more angels." -Sending our Love and Prayers

Bill, Sandy, Sierra and Alec Bryant <ca.bryants@verison.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 11:34 PM CDT

I'm sorry for your loss.

Dana Sanford <pooh_n_tigger2002@yahoo.com>
Jackson, Mi - Saturday, August 30, 2003 11:15 PM CDT

Dear Denise and family,
I am so lost of words at this time that all I can say is that I am very sorry for your loss. Jessi will always be in our hearts.

Vivi, Bob, Matina, Andrianna, Sofia and Dimitri Katsiouleris <katsiouleris2@go.com>
Montreal, Quebec, Canada - Saturday, August 30, 2003 9:30 PM CDT

Dear Denise,
You do not know me but I have been following your website since I read an article in the Lompoc Record about your sweet Jesse! I am so sorry for your loss and wanted to share a poem with you that my sister wrote. May God Bless You!

To Mommy, With Love

Mommy, dear mommy please don't weep.
Mommy, oh sweet mommy I've awakened from my sleep.
Free of my broken body, I soar through the air-
saying "hi" to our relatives, They're glad that I'm here.
I'm blowing kisses to you mommy....
Do you feel them in the wind?
I can play now and I'm happy as I run, jump and pretend.
Mommy, oh mommy.... please get your rest.
You worked hard for me mommy. I think you're the best!
I miss you sweet mommy from heaven up above.
I'm still with you dear mommy....
My heart's filled with your love.

By Laurie Clark
Patti Townsend <BPTownsend@msn.com>
Lompoc, CA Santa Barbara - Saturday, August 30, 2003 7:08 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear of your terrible loss. I pray for your comfort and strength as you suffer through this difficult time.
God bless all of you,
Candy
Candy B. from Hugs and Hope <zacheric02@msn.com>
Livonia, MI - Saturday, August 30, 2003 7:06 PM CDT

Denise and family. My heart goes out to you and your family. I am so very sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine the pain and sorrow you are going through at this time. The only thing that might make it a little better is knowing that Jessi is up with God and free from pain and suffering. We will be praying for your family.
Kathy Nicholas and Family <imprints2003@aol.com>
PA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 1:09 PM CDT

Jessi's pictures at the baseball games shows a face full of smiles and an enthusiastic child surrounded by excitement. The pictures made me smile, so I can only imagine the spirited person who blessed your lives every day. The other angels will certainly have much joy being in Jessi's company, and will take good care of Jessi for you. There's probably a good baseball game in Heaven, and the favorite team always wins!

We are thinking of you and praying for you to find comfort by holding onto the memories of the fun times. God bless you and thank you so much for sharing Jessi with us through her website.
Cathie Lehocky Texas Chapter Head, Hugs and Hope Club <haldago@earthlink.net>
Houston, TX USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 12:58 AM CDT

Oh I am so very sorry, I'm so very, very sorry. Please know that Cassidy and I are sending our love to you all, and we will never, ever, EVER forget Jessi. Every time we seen an angel bear we think of her, and we always will. We are sharing in your grief.
Peace and love always - Jenn Borjeson and Cassidy <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 11:22 AM CDT

Many prayers being sent to your family. Jessi Bear is an inspiration to us all...
Kim

~KODYS STORY~
- Saturday, August 30, 2003 11:06 AM CDT

I am so very sorry. Jessi was such a brave and beautiful little girl, who went through far too much in her life. I cant even begin to imagine the depth of your grief, we will be thinking of you and praying for you.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Saturday, August 30, 2003 2:32 AM CDT
I'm sooo terribly sorry to hear of your loss.. I can't imagine the pain you're all going through right now.. Jessi was a beautiful little girl and has obviously touched the hearts of so many. God bless you all, I'll be praying hard for all of you.
Ashley <lady_rosedust@yahoo.co.jp>
Milwaukee, WI US - Saturday, August 30, 2003 2:21 AM CDT
I had the pleasure of meeting Jessi Sue on several occasions at The Video Zone, where I worked with Amber Ehmer's mom, Terra. Jessi was such a beautiful and spirited little girl and she will certainly be missed. My deepest condolences...take comfort in knowing that she is one of God's sweetest little angels now, forever watching over you.
Christina Carrillo <cdg99@email.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 1:48 AM CDT
We are so sorry about your loss. We will continue to pray for you. Jessi will be a wonderful Angel.
Katy, Mike, and Harley Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Buellton, CA USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 1:04 AM CDT
I am SO sorry for the loss of your sweet baby. She was a beautiful little girl and you are so lucky that she belonged to you. Jessi will always be with you in spirit.

Love,
Pat <patricia.manning@comcast.net>
antioch, ca usa - Friday, August 29, 2003 11:32 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear of Jessi's passing. May god give you the strength to get through the difficult times ahead.
Kristal Dickson <kdickson39@aol.com>
Wilmer, Al USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 11:25 PM CDT
Denise and Aaron,
You don't know us, but we wanted to let you know our hearts break for you with the loss of your beautiful daughter Jessi. We will keep you all in our thoughts and prayers at this very difficult time. We will take comfort in knowing Jessi is now healed and painfree and taking her special place with the other beautiful angels in Heaven. We feel sure she is smiling down on you, and everyday from now will be a step closer to being reunited with your sweetie. God Bless you.
Tracey,Steve, Quinn and Callum Ager xoxo <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary,AB, Canada, - Friday, August 29, 2003 11:24 PM CDT
I just want Jessi's family to know how much she enriched they lives of all who met her. I will treasure our summer school together. I feel fortunate that her last school experiences were with us, as we will have those memories to hold close forever. I have asked my three nephews who are all in heaven also to watch out for Jessi and with those three on her team up there they will be pushing the buttons of St. Peter. Jessi is in good hands.
Denise, please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Always,
Diane Logan <DeeeDeee@aol.com>
Lompoc, - Friday, August 29, 2003 8:53 PM CDT
Words can not expess what I'm feeling right now for you and your family. I have been writing and seeing Jessica for a long time. She was in my Goddaughters class at school. Her name is Kayla. I am so very sorry for your loss. I will miss the times I was able to see Jessica at the grocery store. She is in Gods hands now and also with the angels. My deepest sympathy for your family. I will miss talking with her as well. "Rest in peace little Angel"
Love your friend always,
Kathy
Kathy Young <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 7:44 PM CDT
I'm so sorry to hear of Jessi's passing. I know she is in the hands of God now and free from pain. I lost my 3 1/2 year old son to NB 18 months ago. I'm praying for you to find peace.
Lisa Rolins <LisaRolins@aol.com>
Conway, AR USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 6:01 PM CDT
Yous have my deepiest sympathy.Jessi will be missed,she is now free from cancer,but is also in Gods arms.Yous will still be in my prayers. Hugs Helen
Helen Parody (hugs & hope ) <hparody@twcny.rr.com>
Ogdensburg, N.Y. USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 5:40 PM CDT
An Angel loved by so many. We will miss you.
PD
Lompoc, CA - Friday, August 29, 2003 5:30 PM CDT
My sincerest condolences to your family. You will remain in my prayers.
Martha - Hugs and Hope <mercycamerunning@charter.net>
Redding, CA United States - Friday, August 29, 2003 5:28 PM CDT
I have been following Jessie's page for quite some time now and am lost for words. May Jessie finally rest in peace and get to play without "cancer" ever again.
Our prayers are with you all during this difficult time.
Take Care and God Bless,
Renee
www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angels <RCurk@aol.com>
Liverpool, NY - Friday, August 29, 2003 5:06 PM CDT
All of your friends at Holland & Knight LLP in Atlanta share the burden of your loss and hope that you will be comforted at this time.
Linda Autrey <lhautrey@hklaw.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 2:05 PM CDT
My deepest heartfelt sympathies to you. I will always remember your Angel Jessi..May God be with you and guide you through these hard times and those up ahead. My heart and prayers are with you.
HUGGERS....
Deb D. hugsandhope.com member <debs751@yahoo.com>
formerly from Santa Barbara, OK USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 1:34 PM CDT
Please know that we are thinking of you at this time, and that we share your loss. Thank you for allowing us to write her story in the AEDCA Review. She was a special little spirit and I hope that Keeja brings you some comfort knowing that she loved her also.
All our love from Leneia and the Stormrunner crew in Utah
Leneia Rogowski
Hyrum, UT - Friday, August 29, 2003 1:29 PM CDT
My deepest sympathies to your family at this sad, sad time! May God comfort you and bring you peace.
Kimberly Mease <www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann>
Lancaster, PA USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 1:06 PM CDT
I am so sorry. I know her spirit stays with you. I hope Keeja gave her some joy and comfort in the short time she shared with Jessi. Keeja's family.
Patrea Pabst
- Friday, August 29, 2003 12:17 AM CDT
Much love and blessings to you. Jessi's bright spirit shines in our hearts.
Ann & Mike <ann@design-mine.com>
Santa Barbara, CA - Friday, August 29, 2003 12:00 AM CDT
We love you.

Uncle Mark and Maria <meandchief@cs.com>
Fernley, NV USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 0:05 AM CDT
We just wanted to tell you that our thoughts and hearts are with you.Erik & Julie Paulson
Erik Paulson
Dallas, OR - Thursday, August 28, 2003 11:53 PM CDT
Love and Prayers to Jessi and all those she has touched.
Beth Daugherty
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 11:14 PM CDT
Hello Jessi, Denise and Aaron-our thoughts and prayers are with all of you and your family. You have lots of friends that are sending prayers your way Jessi, we are to. Hope you have more good days then bad and come home quickly. Thinking and praying for you always. Sheila and Patricia
SheeshD@aol.com
Lompoc, ca - Thursday, August 28, 2003 10:39 PM CDT
Dear Jessi,Mom and Dad,
I just wanted to let you know I am praying fervently for Jessi. A friend of mine stopped in to where I work and asked me to pray for you and put you on our prayer list at church.When I got home I shared that with my room-mate whom I share a apartment with. She was on her way to a Bible study, When I said your name she said I know her she is the little girl I have been praying for for a long time and then reminded me about this web site,we share this computer. The reason I am telling you this is because I still believe God works in mysterious ways and the world isn't as big as we think. Today I want you to know You are being prayed for with every stroke of these keys May God who can do above anything we can imagine perform a miracle in your lives today, May He give you the strength you need and surround you with his love.I'll be praying.
meredith Weir <mmjweir@cs.com>
lompoc, ca usa - Thursday, August 28, 2003 5:07 PM CDT
Sweetpea! We love you! We are proud of you! You are a brave stonge little girl and I wish there were answers to why this is happening to you and your family. I wish the doctors could make this go away. We are sending our thought and prayers your way. Stay stong and brave. Kiss mommy for me God bless you Jessi! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Tami, Tawni, Tanner & Wes <tamitackett@adelphia.net>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 12:19 AM CDT
Jessi we are thinking about you everyday. The kids miss you a lot. I am praying for you to feel better too. We sure had a fun summer school didn't we? Remember the slide at the fire station? That was the best! Love Ya Mrs.Johnson
Mrs.Johnson
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 12:17 AM CDT
You are all in our thoughts and prayers. Everyone here is thinking of you and you never leave our thoughts. We will be hoping for the best. We love you!
Diane Logan <DeeeDeee@aol.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 12:09 AM CDT
Dearest Jessi, (and Denise, Patti and Aaron)

Jessi, your Grandpa Bill just called me and told me that things aren't looking so good for you right now. I hope you can 'hear' my thoughts, cause I sure am sending lots of hugs and kisses and love your way. Your grandpa says he's on his way to the hospital, and he promises to give you some 'real' hugs and kisses for me. (I wish I could be there with you and your family right now, but I really can't. Believe me though, I'm very MUCH there in mind and spirit.)

Rest easy, sweet girl. You are surrounded by love in more ways than one. God is with you now, and always. If he decides to bring you up to live with him in heaven, ask him if he'll let you come back and visit your 'earthly' loved ones in their dreams sometimes. He's a good God. I'm sure he'll do that for those who are left down here on earth.

Sweet dreams little precious one....

with lots of love,

becky
Becky (Hoban)
- Thursday, August 28, 2003 11:47 AM CDT
Aaron, Denise Jessi,
We are sending you a bundle of Prayers, Hugs & smiles from South Carolina, in hopes that you, Jessi, will soon get well. We will continue to pray until we KNOW that you are well!

http://www.Caringbridge.org/ca/blake
John, Julie & Blake Stephens ~~\o/~~ <juliemariestep@yahoo.com>
Greenwood ~~~~~~, South Carolina~~~~~~ USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~ - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 10:27 PM CDT
Jessi, Denise and Aaron,
Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. I pray that Jessi begins to feel better soon.
Hugs from Georgia,
Donna Minshew (Hugs and Hope)
Sycamore, GA USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 12:09 AM CDT
Hello!
My name is Jennifer. I dunno if you remember who I am. I am one of Stacey Ehmer's friends. A few years ago, my friends and I held a lemonaide stand and gave you the money. I hoped that helped. I got this website from Stacey last night. I wanted to let you know that you have been in my prayers!
Jennifer Munn <hikaruchichirimokona@hotmail.com>
Coarsegold, CA USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 7:01 AM CDT
Hey Princess, I hope you feeling better. I love you Jessi!

Hugs and kisses,
Hiroko
HIROKO <hirokookunishi@hotmail.com>
LOMPOC, CA USA - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 11:12 PM CDT
Hey baby girl, how's my wife to be? Heard you're not feeling so well today, well let's chat to that little angel I sent you a long time ago and explain to her that you've got a wedding to get to. When are we going to do those yummy hamburgers again? Tami doesn't do well with meat, so you gotta help! We love you so much baby doll and can't wait to see you. Hope you start feeling better again soon.
Wes (AKA, Hubby Buddy) <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA - Monday, August 25, 2003 11:07 AM CDT
Hi Jessi! Kenny and i should be driving to California soon maybe we can come hang out with you :) I would love to do that. You look like you had a lot of fun at the game. I love your smile and i cant wait to see you i miss you very much. Love Your Sis April
April Modeen <aprilynn21@hotmail.com>
Las Vegas , NV USA - Friday, August 22, 2003 11:51 AM CDT
Hey sis, i see that your doing really good right now. Im hoping that maybe you can come and visit us in las vegas for a while cause all your sisters and your big brother and your daddy miss you alot. Keep smiling and always remember i love you and miss you! Your sis Tracey oxoxoxxoxox
Tracey Modeen <Modeen76@hotmail.com>
Las Vegas, NV Clark - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 10:24 PM CDT
Hi Jessi, my name is Hannah Glenn and I too was dx w/NBIV 07/02. I am being treated in Texas at Texas Children's Hospital in Houston. It sounds like you have been having a good time lately, that's a good thing!! I can't do too much right now, I'm on Accutane and I can't be in the sun AT ALL. It's ok though, I like staying in side in the AC. It has been very HOT in Texas this summer. Well I just wanted you to know I'll be praying for you.........
Love, Hannah
Brenda Glenn (mom to Hannah www.caringbridge.org/tx/hannah
Magnolia, TX USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 11:51 PM CDT
Hi Jessi,
I'm glad to hear you are doing well and got to go to camp and the baseball game. I hope to see you soon after school starts and you can tell me about your camp activities. I'm looking forward to great school year and helping you with physical activites.

Take care,
Nancy Wise Adapted P.E. Teacher <Nancywise3@cs.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Monday, August 18, 2003 4:16 PM CDT
CIAO Jessi,
I am sooo glad to see that you are most certainly still enjoying your time at the camp...do I understand that when you go back it'll be to a new home ? WOW, new rooms to get used to, new surroundings to discover, new neighbors to meet. Moving is always a great challenge (especially for Mum Denise being in charge of it alone...) and adventure, even if a bit of our heart gets always left behind in the old place. My son was only 3 when we moved two years ago and it took him quite a while to adjust to the new house, even if much bigger and much much nicer ! A very very big hug to you, lovely Jessi, and to the rest of your great family.
sabrina (Hugs&Hope volounteer) <morini@agriflex.it>
Forl�, FC Italy - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 9:41 AM CDT
Hello there - Jessi, I hope you have a SUPER time at camp, you big girl!!!!! Cassidy says hello and sends hugs! Denise, good luck moving into your new home - wish I was there to come and help you (and I mean that sincerely, as someone who has moved too many times!!!)!
Sending peace, hugs, and love - Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Monday, July 28, 2003 2:09 PM CDT
Hey, little bear! Just wanted to say that I love you, and that I am so happy that all of your tests went well. Only bone marrow left, and we'll be done (For a little while, at least!). I love you, and I will see you tomorrow!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA - Thursday, July 17, 2003 9:43 AM CDT
Hi there sweety,
I love the pictures of you at the game. Looks like you were having a great time. So you get to go to camp huh? Sounds like alot of fun. The weather up here has been miserably hot. Kirsten and Kale have been spending most of the time in the water. I sure miss you alot. Seems like its been a very long time since we've seen you. Maybe when you come back from Camp, your mommy, Aunt Chele, Nico,Grandma, Kirsten, Kale and I can meet somewhere 1/2 way in the middle (Gilroy)and stay the weekend so we can all visit together. I miss ya lots and love you very very much. Here's a big hug from me!!!!! I love ya sweety and hope to see you soon
Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Monday, July 14, 2003 4:13 PM CDT
Hi Jessi, I am glad to see things are going well for you sweetie.
Just wanted to drop in and see if you were interested in visiting Smile Quilts for an online quilt made just for you.
Just click on the graphic below to check Smile Quilts out, we would love to make one just for you!

Angel Chris and all your friends at Smile Quilts
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Friday, July 11, 2003 8:24 PM CDT
Hey darling!! You look great in those pictures! I am always thinking aout you and praying for you!! I miss yor cute smiling face! I will be back in Lompoc on July 21st, Can't wait to see you again! I love you very much!! Tell your mommy and daddy I said Hello ;)
Hiroko <lompocer@hotmail.com>
Nara, Nara Japan - Sunday, July 6, 2003 12:31 AM CDT
Hi Jessi - wow you look like you had lots of fun at that baseball game! Cassidy went to her first Red Sox game last week, too! She had a really good time!!! I'm glad you had fun, sweetie!!! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers always!
And tell mommy and daddy that I'm praying extra hard about the house! :o)
lots of peace and love and hugs to you! Jenn <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Friday, July 4, 2003 8:16 AM CDT
Jessi, You are an absolutely darling little girl..Won't you and Mommie come over to Quilts of Love...We'd love to make you an online virtual quilt of your very own..

Carolyn <carolynj52@ilovejesus.net>
Oklahoma United States - Thursday, July 3, 2003 10:18 PM CDT
wow-loved reading about your baseball game with the angels-of course, it would have been more exciting had they been the mariners, but oh, well. i'm so glad you decided to go to the summer camp-that will be so much fun for you. kajsa wants to know when she can visit-maybe she'll be able to visit at your new house. keep up the good work and know we think of you and mommy and daddy everyday-have an exciting 4th of july, too. love grandma carol
carol sporseen
bothell, - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 2:32 PM CDT
Hi Jessi, I just wanted to tell you that I am thinking about you and praying for you. I haven't heard how you are doing, but please know that I can't help but think about you often, and know you have lots of angels around you, and lots of prayers from so many people that love you.Don't forget that Jesus loves you lots, too...and He is never far and cares so much about you, too. You are such a special girl, and we are so proud of you. Hang in there beautiful Jesse. I am praying that Jesus helps you get well soon. If you need anything please have your mom let me know...and please tell her hi for me.. God Bless, Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@verizon.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Sunday, June 29, 2003 2:44 PM CDT
I have a 15 year old who had neuroblastoma at age 4 (1992)
He is a very healthy boy now. Though years of not knowing.
He had chemo and radiation and an auto bone marrow transplant. He does have educational issues but next week
he will be starting driverd ed. Its been a long road, but its been worth it. We call him our miracle child.
Lisa Benson <stbandlmbvt@aol.com>
Poland, Me - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 1:51 AM CDT
I have a 15 year old who had neuroblastoma at age 4 (1992)
He is a very healthy boy now. Though years of not knowing.
He had chemo and radiation and an auto bone marrow transplant. He does have educational issues but next week
he will be starting driverd ed. Its been a long road, but its been worth it. We call him our miracle child.
Lisa Benson <stbandlmbvt@aol.com>
Poland, Me - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 1:49 AM CDT
Dear Jessi,
My name is Judy and I live in Tennessee. I was looking at your pictures and you know what - you are beautiful!!! I know your mommy and daddy are so proud of you sweetie and I want you to know you will be in my heart and prayers.

May God draw near dear child and fill your hearts with love, peace, joy,and faith every moment of every day. And most of, may He fill your lives with hope. You are not alone.
Love and hugs
Judy
http://www.catchanangel.com/

Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
Cookeville, TN - Friday, June 20, 2003 1:02 AM CDT
Hey there friend!
Hope you are feeling great today!! I'm so glad summer is here, aren't you? I hope you'll be able to go outside and enjoy the beautiful weather. :-) Anyway, feel good and have a WONDERFUL day! Oh, Wyatt sends he love and big slobbery doggie kisses to you!
Love your friends, MJ & Wyatt -
http://www.our-sma-angels.com/Margaret/
MJ www.caringbridge.org/ny/mjpurk <TWEETYROLL88@aol.com>
NY Hugs and Hope, - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 9:04 AM CDT
Hi Jessi!! It is raining here in central Ohio right now. Is it sunny at your house? Hello from a Hug and Hoper.
Fawn <fawnk@wcoil.com>
Bellefontaine, Oh US - Thursday, June 12, 2003 3:04 PM CDT
Hi Jesse, Sounds like you have a busy summer ahead of you. Your pictures are so cute. Looks like your doggy is like a warm fuzzy blanket. Our prayers are with you. I am a friend of your dad's mother. Take care of yourself. Linda Blaschka
Linda Blaschka <lmblasch@verizon.net>
Woodinville, WWA USA - Thursday, June 12, 2003 2:25 PM CDT
Hey Jessi, I hope things are going well there, and I hope you know we are all pulling for you and praying for you! My hubby was in the military too and I wish he would finally let his hair grow since he has been out like 15 years!
Chris
~ Gooch's Site ~ * * ~ Adopt A Kid's site ~
- Thursday, June 12, 2003 9:01 AM CDT
Hi Jessi,
We used to live in Lompoc and we now live in Flagstaff, AZ. My daughter also had neuroblastoma and was treated at Cottage, CHLA and City of Hope. I e-mailed your mom a few times but, she's been busy with you. We also got to read all your articles in the Lompoc paper before we moved. We used to call the drive between Lompoc and SB/LA the coastal shuffle. And at night when the oil derricks off gaviota were flaming, Justina thought that they were dragons protecting us.
Hope you have a great summer!!! We miss Lompoc and our families so enjoy it for us. Please tell Dr. Felecity that Justina says hi. Dr. Felecity gave us a kitten years ago that Justina named Felecity... the kitty reminds us of "home" and everyone at Cottage. Also, say Hi to Paralee and all the other nurses. Isn't Paralee Dr. Hodder's nurse coordinator?
Tell your mom or dad to send us their mailing address if they don't mind. Justina and I would love to send something from Flagstaff, Az.
We are off to Pheonix Children's where Justina is seen now. She now has a new onc doctor after all these years. It's sort of wierd. While down there we are meeting another little girl like you named Madi, her NB has come back a third too.
Enjoy yourself!!
Lisa,Justina and the rest of the Korenko Family
Lisa and Justina Korenko <LJKorenko@aol.com>
Flagstaff, used to Lompoc, CA USA - Wednesday, June 11, 2003 11:11 AM CDT
We are glad to read of your latest happenings and see the pictures because you are in our prayers. We remember the fun visit you made to our house while you were on your way to Bothell a little over a year ago. I hope you can visit again. Lots of love to you all!
Marilyn and Bud Paulson <casperfp@aol.com>
Independence, OR USA - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 2:43 PM CDT
Hi Jessi,
I Hope that you are having a great day!My little horses Ghostrider and Starlight say Neeeiiiigggghhhh! Hi!Sending lots of huggggggs to you also!!!
HUGGERS.......
Deb D. <debs751@yahoo.com>
OK - Saturday, June 7, 2003 4:30 PM CDT
Hi Sweets,
I love the pictures of you and Keeja. I can't believe how big she has gotten from the last time we saw her. I've tried to call you several times,but it seems you are never home. You must be a very very busy little girl. Wanted to let ya know i was thinking of you as always and miss ya lots and lots. I hope we get to see you sometime soon
Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Friday, June 6, 2003 1:28 PM CDT
Hi Sweetpea! Glad to hear you doing good. That's great news. I've been thinking about you. Hope to see you soon. Hug mom for me. We love you ! xoxoxoxoxo
Tami <tami.tackett@verizon.net>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 1:21 PM CDT
Hi there! We live in Cayucos. My son is 2 1/2 and has NB StageIII. You must live in Lompoc, VAB? My son is at Day +66. We hope all is going well for you. Please feel free to e-mail us. We would love to keep in touch!
Debbie Hume <hume@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA USA - Sunday, June 1, 2003 7:07 PM CDT
Jessi,
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you! Were Looking forward to seeing you! We'll be coming up the middle of June. Jordyn and Chris can't wait to hang out. We are all very proud of you!
Love,
Jenny
Jennifer Modeen <jenny_randy@hotmail.com>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Saturday, May 31, 2003 3:10 PM CDT
Hi there! How are ya? Hopefully you are feeling better today! Wyatt says he hopes you are having good weather! Stay strong and well! Love your buddy, MJ - http://www.our-sma-angels.com/Margaret/
MJ - www.caringbridge.org/ny/mjpurk <TWEETYROLL88@aol.com>
NY Hugs and Hope, - Saturday, May 31, 2003 9:00 AM CDT
Hi sweetie, those pics of you are absolutely beautiful. Your dog has grown so much. He's big. Hey Kayla wants to come see you if it's ok. I told her that the only access I had was talking to you online. Maybe if your Mom wants to email me and it's ok I'll give her my phone number. I told Kayla I would try. She misses you at school. So when she has time drop a line. I'm not listed in the book. Less calls that way. I'm so glad to hear your back home now. Hope you are feeling better really soon. Take care of your puppy. Thanks to Dad and Mom for all the updates. I appreciate them. You take care little one and hopefull I'll see you soon. With the monster Kayla. God Bless You.
Love your friend,
Kathy

Kathy Young <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Saturday, May 31, 2003 1:08 AM CDT
Jessi,Thought I'd stop by and say hi.Hope you are feeling better.Hope you'll have a happy summer.angel hugs for you.Helen (h&h)
HELEN PARODY <hparody@twcny.rr.com>
OGDENSBURG, N.Y. USA - Friday, May 30, 2003 2:11 PM CDT
Hi Jessi!
I just looked at the pictures of you and the sweet puppy. Is he yours? Dogs are my absolute favorite pet. My little Maltese puppy is sitting right beside me while I type this to you, giving me little love licks! We both send you love and smiles across the miles. You sure are a pretty girl!
Sherry C.
GA USA - Thursday, May 29, 2003 9:16 PM CDT
Hi Jessie,

Sending hugs and prayers to you from Iowa

BeBe {Hug and Hope Chapter Head/MN-IA-NE
BeBe <cowmum2002iowa@aol.com>
Council Bluffs`, IA USA - Thursday, May 29, 2003 11:43 AM CDT
Hi Jessi,
I haven't signed your guestbook before but I have sent you happy mail. I hope your feeling better today!
I used to live in Santa Barbara on Burtis St.My daughter was born in Cottage Hospital. It's a beautiful hospital with kind people. I still have alot of relatives there.
Did I send you a picture of my miniature horses ghostrider and starlight? If I didn't let me know and I will send you pictures of them.Take care and have a great day!
HUGGERS........
Deb D. <debs751@yahoo.com>
OKla. - Thursday, May 29, 2003 11:31 AM CDT
Waves hello to Jessi. I just stopped by to send you some Rainbow Hugs & Wishes : D
Ronae' H. <junipersecho@yahoo.com>
Hugs & Hope, MI USA - Thursday, May 29, 2003 10:08 AM CDT
Jessi! Hi from Marsha and king louie at HUGS and HOPE! Louie says "arf arf bow wow." Translated, that means "I'm sure sorry you're sick!"

All of us at HUGS and HOPE are sending happy thoughts your way and praying hard for you. Remember that you are one special girl, and a LOT of people care about you and want you to feel good and be happy.

Sending a big hug (from Marsha) and a sloppy kiss (from Louie)

xoxo
Marsha Jordan <marsha@hugsandhope.com>
Harshaw, wi usa - Thursday, May 29, 2003 9:40 AM CDT
Hi Jessi!
We are thinking of you down here in Texas. My yellow nape amazon, Tripoli, said to tell you "Hello!" Just this morning, for the first time, she said, "Ha ha ha, you're funny!" I was doing dishes at the time and just looked at her and said, "Not funny, but ha ha ha yourself." It's SO weird having a bird that you can talk to, and who actually will answer back making sense sometimes. Tripoli and the rest of the critters hope you feel alittle better today, and send long distance hugs!
Cathie Lehocky Texas Chapter Head, Hugs and Hope Club <haldago@earthlink.net>
Houston, TX USA! - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 11:36 AM CDT
Hi sweetie! I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you! Sending lots of hugs!
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 8:43 PM CDT
Well, if you can hang in there a little longer you can come home. I just looked at your pictures, I am glad you got to be with you doggy. I bet that put a BIG smile on your face! I miss you Bear, come home soon....Maybe tomorrow?

xoxoxoxo

Your BIG Sister!
Missy <yissa624@cnmnetwork.com>
Lompoc, CA - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 5:23 PM CDT
Hi Sweetpea !
Just a quick Hello. I want to tell you how proud I am of you. I spoke with mommy and she said your being a trooper. I just saw the new pictures... I can't beleive how big you are getting. Take care, lots of Hugs and Kisses.
PS
I love your doggie, what a cutie.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Lover Tami <tami.tackett@verizon.net>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 1:46 PM CDT
Hi sweetie! You're so brave and courageous! We love you! We too are fighting this nasty neuroblastoma beast with our six year old daughter, Christi. We're from Ohio, but have lived in New York since December for her new hospital. God's great blessings to you and your family!!
Love, The Thomas Team Mom (Angela) <http://www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Sunday, May 25, 2003 4:17 PM CDT
Hi Jessi,
Just dropping in to let you know I am thinking of you. Sure am sorry to hear you aren't feeling too well. Hope you're doing a little better every day!
Hugs,
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, May 25, 2003 1:52 AM CDT
Hi Sweetpee!
I heard you at back in the hospital with a fever. Sorry to hear that. You will be feeling better in no time, I'm sure of that. I sent something up to my mom's house for you. Maybe when grandma goes through town she can stop by her house and grab it for you. I wish I could bring it to you myself, but I've been sick and I don't dare chance making you sick. Once I'm feeling 100% Tawni and I will come to see you, I promise. We love you!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo Get better soon. :) Huggs and Kisses to everyone.
Tami
Camarillo , Ca 93012 - Friday, May 23, 2003 9:11 PM CDT
Isn't it WONDERFUL to be home Jessi?? I'm SO happy for you!!

Love,
Pat <patricia.manning@attbi.com>
antioch, ca usa - Thursday, May 22, 2003 11:27 PM CDT
Brave Bear,
By the time you get this little note you will be at you house! I knew you could do it! I miss you soooo much... I have to work until Thursday night,I will stop by when I get home. I am very proud of you!

I LOVE YOU!

XOXOXOOXXOOXXOXOX
your BIG Sister <yissa624@cnmnetwork.com>
Lompoc, CA - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 3:32 PM CDT
Hi Jessica,

I just found out about your terrific website and have now read your journal and looked at recent photos. You are so brave and tough.
I stopped by your class recently for a visit and Mrs. Shiers told me you were back in the hospital. Then Mrs. Johnson told me about the website and I now I see there is a way to check in with you even when you can't be at school. I hope to see you back at school before the end of the year, but if not, I'll check out your website over the summer.
Please know that all of us here at La Canada are wishing you the very best.

Nancy Wise, Adapted P.E. Teacher
Nancy Wise <Nancywise3@cs.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 5:46 PM CDT
Hi Jessibear! Mom said yesterday that you might get to come home MAYBE tonight! Say it is so - we miss you tons!!! I will keep my fingers crossed that it is true - but will wait patiently if you don't get to come home for a little longer. Love ya!
Kris <kmdewit@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 5:45 PM CDT
Hi Sweetie, I'm so glad to hear that your done with your treatments. Hurry and drink LOTS of water so you can come home. Kayla says hi and sends wishes from all your classmates. She misses playing with you at lunch. Well little one you hurry and get well soon. God Bless you and as always I'm praying for you and your family.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 3:54 PM CDT
Good Morning Baby Bear,
It was great to hear your voice on the phone Saturday. You have become such a big girl and I am so very proud of you. Hopefully you will still be able to come home as planned. I am glad that you are doing so well. Keep up the strength, Bear. Love ya lots and see you soon.
Mich <computinghorsenut@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA US - Monday, May 19, 2003 12:58 AM CDT
Dear Jessi & Family,
I seen your mom's post on our NB Group. Just wanted to
stop by and say Hi".You were dx. just a few months before
Josh (grandson).
I would like to read more about your protocol. I love your pictures on your page. Remember you are in my prayers as you have & are going through this journel Neuroblastoma.Lou/grandmother to JoshP.(age 10)
dx.NBIV 6/01, finish tx.,NED 3/03 ,doing 3F8's MSKCC NY.
Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville , TN. USA - Friday, May 16, 2003 10:43 PM CDT
Hello Jessi!!! I was just thinking about you and figured I'd drop in and let you know! Sending you lots of hugs and love, sweetie!
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj - Friday, May 16, 2003 9:52 AM CDT
Hi Little Jessi-
You probably don't remember me, I only met you once, I am a friend of Michelle's....but I want you to know you are always in my thoughts. You are a beautiful, wonderful, tough little girl and I know you will be just fine. Hang in there Jessi and come home soon. I love you, and can't wait to see you again.
Judy
Judy Lougen <judyl@impulse.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, May 15, 2003 2:55 PM CDT
Hey buddy!
How have you been? Hopefully great! If not, feel better right away, okay? I have to go to hospital again soon. :-( So, if you don't hear from me, don't worry, I'll be back really soon!!!! Remember I love you and stay well! Huggles (haha a new word) MJ - www.caringbridge.com/ny/mjpurk

MJ <TWEETYROLL88@aol.com>
NY hugs and hope, - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 10:29 PM CDT
Hi, Baby Bear. I hope you are still feeling well. I miss you and your mom lots. All of us here, at my work, are praying for you to feel better and get home soon. I'll give the dogs a hug for you tonight. Sleep well and stay strong. Hugs, Kisses and Lots and Lots of Love.
Mich <computinghorsenut@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, Ca US - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 5:20 PM CDT
Jessi it was fun to hear how things are going for you. We think about you everyday and look at your picture on the door every time we go out. Keep strong and we will see you at summer school. Guess what? I am going to Alaska to see my daughter in June! I'll tell you about it at summer school. Love Mrs. Johnson
Mrs. Johnson from Room 24 at La Canada
Lompoc, - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 3:52 PM CDT
Hello Baby Bear,
Seems like things are going as planned! I bet you have met some new friends! Tell your Mommy & Grandma that I Ilove them and that I said THANKS a BUNCH for staying by your side.
xooxoxoxxoxo
Your BIG Sis
Missy <yissa624@cnmnetwork.com>
Lompoc, ca - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 11:47 AM CDT
Hi Munchkin,
I spoke with Aunt Chele last night. She said she was going to come down and see you on Friday night. I told her to give you a great big hug and kiss from me. Kirsten made you a little pin to wear, so i will be sending that to you shortly. Wish i lived alot closer so i could come and visit with you. I love you very very much!!!! I will be calling Grandma and mommy shortly to say Hi to you and see how you are feeling.. Hugs and Kisses
Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 11:38 AM CDT
Hi Jessi,
Hope you're feeling better & that your back ache is going away! Being in the hospital is no fun, but is the only way for the doctor's to help you get better so you can go home.
Hang in there honey.

Love, Pat
Pat <patricia.manning@attbi.com>
antioch, CA USA - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 9:55 PM CDT
Hi. I'm Missy's old roommate, Stephanie. Just wanted to let you all know that I'm praying for Jessi as well as all the family.
Stephanie <wefka@hotmail.com>
Valencia, CA USA - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 7:08 PM CDT
Hey, little bear! I just wanted to say that me, Keeja, Osiris and everyone else here miss you. You need to get done soon so that you and Mama can come home! Tell Mom that I might be there on Friday, but I'm not sure yet. I love you!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 4:40 PM CDT
Hi sweetie, tell Dad thanks for the update on your progress. I'm sorry to hear that your a little uncomfortable there. Hang in there kiddo. Your a strong little girl and so loved. I'm praying for your speedy recovery each and every day. Hi, from Kayla. She said to hurry and get back to school. You take care and if you need anything let me know you have my email address. God Bless you little one and I'll talk to you soon.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 2:02 PM CDT
Hey Jessi bear! Hope you aren't too bored - I am sure that mom, grandma, and the nurses are finding fun stuff for you to do! Get better and come home soon - we miss you! Kayla said to tell you hello!
Love Ya!
Kris <kmdewit@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 1:32 PM CDT
Well, today is the day you start your new treatment @ CHLA. You will do just fine...Remember God loves you very much and when ever you are scared you can ask God to keep you safe. Give your Mommy and Grandma a BIG hug and kiss for me. See you soon! Your Big Sister (Favorite Sister)!
Melissa Modeen <yissa624@cnmnetwork.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Monday, May 12, 2003 3:11 PM CDT
Hi, Baby Bear, I hope you are comfortable and finding some fun stuff to do while you are at CHLA. You and your mom are already missed terribly back here at home. You are in a lot of prayers, thoughts and wishes. Be strong for both you and your mom. We all love you very, very much and want you well and home soon. Lots of Kisses and Hugs :-)
Mich <computinghorsenut@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, Ca US - Monday, May 12, 2003 1:45 PM CDT
Hi sweetie, sorry to hear that once again you'll be back in the hospital. At least only for a few days. My thoughts and prayers are with you as always. If you need anything from school let me know and I'll have Kayla get it for you. By the way she says hello. You take care little one and I'll talk to you soon. God Bless U!!!
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Friday, May 9, 2003 5:00 PM CDT
Hi Jessi!! I was thinking about you and wanted to say hi. I hear you might be going to the "Courageous Kids Day" this week end. I hope you can go, because you are the most courageous beautiful kid I know!!! I hope you have lots of fun. Tell your Mom Happy Mother's day for me please, because God gave you a pretty great mom and dad! You have gone through so much Jessi, for a girl your age. I told you 1000 people must be proud of you and have you in their prayers. God will help you through everything Jessi, untl all your tests keep coming up negitive, and then He will still be there for you, forever. He loves you and is so proud of you, too. Things are going to be OK. You are GOOD at getting all better, and you will do it again!!!!! I will be praying that God puts extra angels in your room and around you where ever you go. Jessi. I will be praying for you guys and Have a great trip!!!
Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Thursday, May 8, 2003 2:32 PM CDT
Hey SweetPea!!
I guess you are in LA already. Everything will be fine!!!!!!! Keep your chin up and kiss mom and grandma for me. We love you. Huggs and Kisses !!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Love Tami, Tawni, Wes & Tanner <tami.tackett@verizon.net>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 11:54 PM CDT
Hello friend! Hope you are doing well and having a great week. I've had a great week! The weather has been very nice here and Wyatt and I have really enjoyed it! What have you been up to? I hope you are feeling better and having a great day! Love your buddy, MJ - http://caringbridge.org/ny/mjpurk/
Margaret P www.caringbridge.org/ny/mjpurk <TWEETYROLL88@aol.com>
NY hugs and hope, - Sunday, May 4, 2003 10:35 PM CDT
Hey Sweetpea!! It's been so long since I've been able to write. Looks like you have been as busy as we have. Your doing great in school and so is Tawni. Your having fun with Softball and so is Tawni, it sounds to me like you have allot in common. So did your mom and I when we were young. I will tell you storys about your mom and I someday when your older. We had some really good times. We got in allot of trouble!! :) Remember Nicci???
I guess now you hit a bump in the road, no big deal. Your strong, always have been and always will be. You are going to beat this again. I have no doubt about that!! When your done with treatment you will be back at school, back playing sports and not getting into trouble like your mom and I did in school. Stay strong, keep up the good work. Do what the doctors say and tell Daddy to update the pictures for everyone. We need to see new one's.
Hope to see you soon.

We love you !! Kiss mom for me! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOX
Tami <tami.tackett@verizon.net >
Camarillo , Ca - Thursday, May 1, 2003 7:18 PM CDT
Hi sweetie. First of all shame on me for not typing to you since March. Sorry to hear your feeling a little under the weather. Don't worry your a strong girl and we be back on you feet in no time. Kayla came over this weekend and she told me you were in the hospital and she misses you. She said hi and hurry back to school. My thoughts and prayers are always with you and your family you know that. You be good and get well soon. God Bless you little one.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca` USA - Thursday, May 1, 2003 2:19 PM CDT
Hi Jessi! We live somewhat close to you. I grew up in Santa Ynez and now live in San Luis Obispo. My little boy is 2 1/2 and he also has neuroblastoma n-myc amplified. We have been getting treatment at Stanford and just finished our stem cell transplant. Tomorrow we will start radiation. We hope all is going well for you. We would love to keep in touch with you. Love, Debbie
Debbie Hume <hume@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 11:24 PM CDT
Hi Jessi!
We are in Houston, Texas, and thought we'd pop in and say hello to you. We have two birds, and they were both chatting back and forth tonight...well, one was just learning to say hello so it was very one sided. Tripoli also told me to tell you, "I can talk!" She's my big green amazon parrot.

I hope your family had a nice Easter! We're thinking of you.
Cathie Lehocky, Texas Chapter Head, Hugs and Hope Club <haldago@earthlink.net>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 9:50 PM CDT
Hi Jessi!
I just wanted to take a minute to check out your website and say hello. I love the pictures of you and your dad on the beach! I can't wait for the weather to get warm here in Michigan so I can walk on the beach and collect seashells. I guess I won't get to do that for at least a month though. This morning we had snow flurries...UGH! I'm sick of snow!
I hope you're doing well. I'll check in on you again soon!
Hugs and prayers,
Candy
Candy from Hugs and Hope <zacheric02@msn.com>
Livonia, MI - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 2:54 PM CDT

Donna Minshew (Hugs and Hope) <dminshew@surfsouth.com>
Sycamore, GA - Friday, April 18, 2003 7:09 AM CDT
Hi Jessi,
Glad to hear you are doing so well. Have a great weekend.

Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Friday, April 18, 2003 3:01 AM CDT
Hey there Jessi, I am glad to see that you are doing well. I hope that what Amie & I set out to do with the Adopt A Kids Site is working, and you have more people praying for you and visiting your site. I just wanted to take this opportunity to wish you a Happy & Healthy & Blessed Easter/Passover/spring time, whatever you prefer!!

Chris
~ Gooch's Site ~ * * ~ Adopt A Kid's site ~
- Thursday, April 17, 2003 9:18 PM CDT
Hello My name is Jenna and i was born with a rare boen disease. Jessi is an isnpiration to me.
my webpage is: http://www.matmice.com/home/fighterandchampion
Jenna <hockeys_life@hotmail.com>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Thursday, April 17, 2003 9:17 PM CDT
PS Tell mom and dad we need to see new pictures!!

Love you Tami
Tami <tami.tackett@verizon.net >
Camarillo , Ca USA - Monday, April 14, 2003 10:27 PM CDT
Well it's about time we got some new news on you my little sweatpea!!! I'm thrilled to hear that you are doing so very well. That's great news!!! :) Softball, what a champ! Wish we were lived close so we could see some of your games! :) Tawni is playing softball as well. Can't wait to see you and everyone else. Have a happy Easter and make sure you kiss mom and dad for us. Thank god daddy is not in Iraq! Glad he got to stay home with you! Tell them good luck on making a new baby !!!! :)
Tami Tackett <tami.tackett@verizon.net >
Camarillo , Ca USA - Monday, April 14, 2003 10:26 PM CDT
Hi Sweety,
Just sitting at work here thinking about you. Grandma sent me pictures of you and Nico in you t-ball outfits. You two look very cute. I have them on my desk at work. Kale is in t-ball now and absolutely loves it. Kirsten is in Brownies and loves that too. Keeps me very busy running from here to there. All of you are getting to be soo big and grownup. I miss ya alot and think of you everyday...
Here's a big hug and kiss your way..smooch....

Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Friday, April 11, 2003 1:57 PM CDT
Hey there! Hope you had a great week! I'm doing alright. I'm so happy Spring has 'sprung'. Unfortunately, it's been kinda chilly here, so Wyatt and I haven't been on many walks. But that's ok because, Wyatt enjoys digging in the back yard. He digs and digs to find his favorite toy...ROCKS! If you want to, you can e-mail Wyatt and he'll write you back. He LOVES e-mail so much! His e-mail address is NewBrnCar4wyatt@aol.com . Please feel free to e-mail him anytime! Have a great week and remember, Wyatt loves you and so do I! Love, MJ - http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?username=bshanson68
Margaret P - www.caringbridge.org/ny/mjpurk <TWEETYROLL88@aol.com>
NY Hugs and Hope, - Sunday, April 6, 2003 9:54 AM CDT
Jessie-
I saw your picture on the hugs and hope web page, you are a very pritty little girl. you seem very sweet. Matbe i will write you some happy mail some time :)
Danielle S. Frantz <flyaway92@hotmail.com>
freeland, wa U.S.A. - Friday, April 4, 2003 12:37 AM CST
Hi Jessi really had a good time with you was glad to finally get to spend some time with you. Miss you already. Liked my birthday gift set in my kitchen. Maybe sometime you and your mom and grandma can come visit me. Hope you have good t ball game today eat a burrito for me. I love you and be good girl for your mom and dad and study that math. LOVE AUNT MARY BETH
Mary Beth Mohrman <g>
M, I U - Saturday, March 29, 2003 8:45 AM CST
Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening~How's school going? I talked with Dad last week, things sounded good. Are you getting ready for Spring? The flowers up here have been opening, animals have been out in the woods more. The sun has even made a few appearances. I went to your favorit store to look for spring clothes, but they weren't in yet. Will keep trying. Mom told me how much you've grown! We'll keep looking for an update. Lots of love, hugs, and kisses, Christi& Joe
Fortier
Snohomish, WA - Friday, March 28, 2003 9:02 AM CST
HAPPY SPRING!!! How is your weather? It's been so nice here and Wyatt gets to go for a walk almost everyday. Hope you can go outside soon and enjoy the warm weather! Have an awesome day! Love, MJ
Margaret P - www.caringbridge.org/ny/mjpurk <TWEETYROLL88@aol.com>
NY Hugs and Hope, - Monday, March 24, 2003 10:55 PM CST
Hi Jessi!! I am so glad that you are doing well! I miss seeing your cute face! I love you!!
((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))
Hiroko <hirokookunishi@hotmail.com>
Nara, Nara Japan - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 7:29 AM CST
Mary and Blitz and Fax checking in to see how you're doing. We have a new puppy in our household, and we'll try to send you her picture. We'll check back to see if you're at CH so we can stop by to say hello. We are thinking of you and glad you're feeling strong! Puppy hugs and border collie kisses -- lots of them!
Mary <mary_arango@cate.org>
- Tuesday, March 18, 2003 10:24 PM CST
Hi there Jessi! I was just thinking about you and figured I'd stop in to see what's new. I'm glad you are doing so good in school and that you love it so much! Do you like to read? Cassidy and I read together all the time, do you like Junie B. Jones books? I think they are so funny. I love Junie B.
Stay sweet!!
Peace & Love, Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Sunday, March 16, 2003 7:36 PM CST
Hi Jessi:
How was your day? Hope you it was great! Keep smileing and know Wyatt and I love you! Huggles and Kissems, MJ
Margaret P - www.caringbridge.org/ny/mjpurk <TWEETYROLL88@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 15, 2003 2:58 AM CST
Morning Little Wonder~ Spoke with Mom and Dad the other day. Hear that you're doing good. Enjoying school. Keeja is doing good. Are you getting ready for spring break? Isnt' that coming up soon? We're ready for spring here. The "Spring Showers" have begun early, flowers are waking up from their winter's nap, and the wild life has been coming out more. Our little kitty outside has been busy watching birds and protecting the yard. Well better skaddle off, BIG hugs! ~Christi and Joe
Fortier
Snohomish, WA - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 9:24 AM CST
Hi Jessi:

This is Margaret, your hugs and hope card buddy. Glad to hear everything is going good at school and you are feeling pretty well. Keep up the good work at school. Love your buddy, MJ
Margaret P - www.caringbridge.org/ny/mjpurk <TWEETYROLL88@aol.com>
- Monday, March 10, 2003 0:09 AM CST
Way to go Jessi!! You're doing really great in school and health! I'm so happy!! :-) Keep up the good work sweetie!! You'll always be in my heart! :-)

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{BIG HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Angel Greeneyes w/http://seangels.org
Angel Greeneyes w/ http://seangels.org <AngelGreeneyes1125@hotmail.com>
MS USA - Sunday, March 9, 2003 11:52 AM CST
PRAISE THE LORD! I was so happy to hear the news about your health. Sounds like things are going just well for you and your family. I'm glad that school is going well for you. I saw your class school picture. Kayla showed me. It's so cute. Sure would like to get you and her together to play one of these days. Good to see you the other day at the grocery store. You look great. You take care little one and I'll write again real soon. Be good and always god bless.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Friday, March 7, 2003 2:31 PM CST
Jessi, I'm so glad to hear you are doing so well in school and that the tests have come back with a clean bill of health for you! Know that each day your smile brightens the world more than the sun in the sky overhead! Much love and joy to you always! *HUGS*
Angel of the Forest, Simply Enchanting Angels (http://seangels.org) <DBBurns@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 6, 2003 12:39 AM CST
Hi Munchkin,
I was just thinking about you and how much i miss seeing you. Sounds like you are doing great.. I'm soo glad to hear that. Not too much is new up here. The weather has been great. Kirsten and Kale have been outside alot playing, which is nice. Kale wants to learn how to ride his bike on two wheels. Though i am not sure if he REALLY is ready for this, but we will see. Your Uncle Ron will be starting his busy season soon, so maybe we can talk your mom and grandma into coming up this way to see us. Well, hon, i just wanted to say " I LOVE YOU" and I am always thinking of you.

Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Thursday, March 6, 2003 12:32 AM CST
Hi Jessi, it is wonderful to hear you are doing well! I will keep in you in my prayers for continued health and happiness!

Roobear Angel
Simply Enchanting Angels
Wings of Hope
http://seangels.org
Roobear Angel <Roobear@foreverangels.com>
Sevierville, TN USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 8:33 PM CST
Hi there Jessi!
Those were beautiful pictures of you and your Daddy! I sure wish I could be by an ocean. The Ocean is my favorite place to be. I always think the ocean speaks to us as it rushes to shore, giving us peaceful thoughts. I am where it is very cold right now, with lots of snow! But it shouldn't last long. Wishing you many bight and Happy days ahead, sweetie. God's best to you and your family, as I send smiles and prayers your way. Hugs, Angel PawsNclaws- http://seangels.org
Angel PawsNclaws <CatsRmenow@aol.com>
Dubuque, IA USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 8:09 AM CST
I hope this finds you doing well and feeling good Jessi.
You have people from Alaska signing this?? Wow!!!
Lots of people are thinking of you.
Hugs & Prayers,

Chris
~ Gooch's Site ~ * * ~ Adopt A Kid's site ~
- Tuesday, March 4, 2003 9:50 AM CST
Hello Jessi: Well just had to stop in tell ya hi. I hope that your liking school and really doing well. I will be praying for you and your family hon. Much love and tons of hugs to you all. Angel heartstrings
angel heartstrings of simply enchanting angels <HTTP://SEAANGELS.ORG>
south central , Kansas usa - Monday, March 3, 2003 2:49 PM CST
Just popped in to say hi from the UK and to wish you all the best and glad to hear you like school not many kids do lol. Angel Tylers Mum Simply Enchanting Angels http://seangels.org
Angel Tylers Mum <moiramj@hotmail.com>
Cardiff, South Glamorgan, United Kingdom - Monday, March 3, 2003 4:19 AM CST
Hello, and glad to hear you're in remission and loving school. I looked at your pictures too. I live on the Nushagak Bay in Bristol Bay in Southwest Alaska, where I live there aren't sea shells though. Across a small mountain range is Togiak, and when I visit there I see pretty shells and Japanese glass floats that wash ashore. Take care, my prayers are with you and your family!
Angel Dancer - Simply Enchanting Wings of Hope @ http://seangels.org

Angel Dancer <angiemcpangie@hotmail.com>
Dillingham, AK USA - Sunday, March 2, 2003 7:55 PM CST
Hi Jessi, Great news,you being in remission. We will pray that it continues. Loved your photo's of you at the beach. It's one of my favorite places, especially watching sun the set. It's one of the most beautiful things God has given us. I love it!
Take care.
Love,
Angel Care
From: Simply Enchanting Angels
http://seangles. org
Angel Care <valharding2000@yahoo.com>
Perth, Australia - Sunday, March 2, 2003 5:35 PM CST
Hello Jessi...WOW great to hear that you are in remisson,i bet you are so very happy,with that and free from testing..keep on smiling...AngelWhisperingWind
from Simply Enchanting Angels.
http://seangels.org
AngelWhisperingWind <angelwhisperingwind@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, March 2, 2003 3:58 PM CST
Hello Jessi, how are you? That's GREAT to hear you're in remission! That's just awesome news! Congrats!!

Take care!

Angel Antiquity
http://seangels.org
Angel Antiquity from Simply Enchanting Angels <antiquity_soal@yahoo.com>
USA - Sunday, March 2, 2003 1:13 PM CST
Im so glad to hear that your in remission, thats awesome news and I bet it makes u so happy:) Keep smiling and take care hun.
Angel Alyssa...Simply Enchanting Wings Of Hope....http://seangels.org
Angel Alyssa <ForeverPrecious1@yahoo.com>
Hallstead, Pa USA - Sunday, March 2, 2003 12:31 AM CST
Hiya Jessi,

Wow, what great news you have. In remission and free from testing for a little while. Congratulations! That is so great. Keep that beautiful big smile on your face and best of luck! *hugs*

Angel Wings
from Simply Enchanting Angels
http://seangels.org
Angel Wings <Angel_Wingies@hotmail.com>
Palm Springs, CA USA - Sunday, March 2, 2003 11:14 AM CST
Hi Jessi and fam! Hope it is warm in your neck of the woods. It's raining and cold here and we're waiting on more snow in Indiana. You have a nice web page. Hope school is going great for you. I work in a elementary school and am looking SO forward to spring break where we can drive down to Charlotte NC to see my daughter who is in college now.
Just wanted to say hello and introduce myself. Take care!
Cathy Jennings <cj@juno.com>
Bloomington, IN USA - Saturday, February 22, 2003 2:32 PM CST
Hello Little Wonder~ Hope that all is going well. How's school? Did you have a good Valentine's day? Saw mention that your curls are coming back in! That's great! We have a new resident in the back yard. A little tabby cat with bright green eyes. She's very cute! I've been putting food out for her in a shelter that I made under the tree. She is special, she came with extra toes! On the front and back feet. Joe just shakes his head and laughs at me. Not only about the food and shelter, but I named her too. "Polly", short for polydactyl. That's what they call it when cats have extra toes. Looking forward to an up date! Lots of hugs, love and kisses ~ Christi & Joe Fortier
Fortier
Snohomish, WA - Friday, February 21, 2003 3:19 PM CST
Hi Jessi! How are you doing, sweetie? I hope you are enjoying nice weather out there - we are getting MORE snow again. It has been snowing ALL DAY here in Massachusetts - we already have almost 2 feet and we're expecting 6-8 more inches tonight!
Did I tell you that I'm not a winter person? :oO
Take care! Peace and Love -
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Monday, February 17, 2003 7:36 PM CST
Happy Valentine's Day to the three of you-hope the package I sent got there by now. Your daddy certainly enjoyed your date last weekend-we're looking forward to pictures. Enjoy your weekend-Elke is coming here next Wednes. and hopefully she and Kajsa will be able to go inner tubing at Snoqualmie Pass like you guys all did a few years ago. It's supposed to snow some more up there soon. Did Elke tell you guys she bought a pink harley for herself so she can ride with Kenny now? Hugs and kisses from all of us-Grandma Carol, Grandpa Greg, Kajsa, Petra and Breckin
sporseens in bothell
- Friday, February 14, 2003 11:45 AM CST
Hi Munchkin,
Grandma say's your hair is growing in curly again. Just like me. Aren't you and I the lucky ones!!! I saw the pictures of you and your daddy at the beach looking for seashells. Next time you're there, would you find a few seashells for Kirsten. She just loves them. Your Grandma mentioned something about going to Monterery than to San Jose. When you decide to go, let me know as i will take Kirsten and Kale to meet up with you, Mom, Grandma,Nico and Aunt Chele. Sounds like you are doing sweety.. Keep it up. I love and miss your smiling face.

Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Thursday, February 13, 2003 1:52 PM CST
Thank you for your journal of Jessi's progress. My son also has NB. I would love to correspond with you via email. We are in the middle of looking for trials and I wanted to ask you some questions about your experience with Dr. Anderson and with some of the drugs Jessi took. Please contact me if possible.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
Oklahoma CIty, OK USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 11:53 AM CST
Just wanted to drop by and leave you some Valentine�s thoughts & wishes & PRAYERS. Hoping things are going good for you today. I hope you�re getting new guestbook messages since you have been listed on Adopt a Kid�s Site, Amie & I are trying to get as many people thinking and praying as possible

Chris - Gooch's mom
Gooch's Site
Adopt A Kid's site - just click on Caringbridge on the left
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 1:21 AM CST
Hello! Sorry you didn't get our last message. Seems I must not have clicked on the add new entry button hard enough. Anywho, how's school? Dad had called us a little while back and told us how good you were. How's Keeja doing? We're trying to figure out when we might make it down again. Joe's planning so you know what that means? A definet stop at Disney, Goofy's Kitchen and there's been mention of some other places. We'll let you know when we have dates so we can all meet up. (probablly won't be till fall.) All I ask is not the tea cups. ;o) I enjoyed the pix of you and dad. Looks like you had a nice day for your journey. Take care Little Wonder~ lots of love, hugs, and kisses~ Joe & Christi
Christi Fortier
Snohomish, WA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:56 AM CST
Hi Jesse, I was so happy to read your web site today!! I am so glad that you are doing so great. i am so glad that your tests came out so good. I loved your new pictures. They were beautiful. Maybe next time you come to Santa Barbara you can come visit me, and we could have some fun. I can't wait to see you again. I am so happy for your Jessi. I will get back to you soon.. Tell everyone hi for me. You guys are always in my prayers. Talk to you soon, Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Beckiw@verizon.net
Santa Barbara, ca - Friday, February 7, 2003 11:13 PM CST
Hello there Jessi-Bear!!!! I am soooo jealous of where you live right now. I am in Massachusetts, and it is snowing so hard outside, but they didn't cancel school and I'm going to have to go get them in this! ugh! :o) So I hope you are doing well, your pictures look so nice. We think of you every single day and hope everything is going well. Love you tons!
Jenn, Jeremy, Trevor & Cassidy Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Friday, February 7, 2003 11:01 AM CST
Hi Jessi,

I'm so happy to know that you are doing well. I think of you often and continue to send lots of hugs and prayers your way.

{{{Angel Hugs}}}
Mindy at Hugs and Hope
Dearborn, MI - Friday, February 7, 2003 8:50 AM CST
Hi Jessi! I'm so happy to hear that you are doing so well. Your mom and I used to work together and were pregnant at the same time. I'm happy for all of you and although you probably don't remember me, I think of you often. I will continue to keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. I know you are a strong little girl. Congrats on going back to school! I follow your site weekly, great pictures! Always looking forward to the next Jessi update. :)
Esther Johnson <monami31@hotmail.com>
Santa Maria, CA USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 0:49 AM CST
Hey Sweetpee! Sounds like things are going wonderful. I'm so happy. You have been through so much, you deserve good news. We love you! Keep up the good work. Hope to see you soon.

Love Tami ! <tami@nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 2:43 PM CST
Hey sweetie, how are you doing? This is Hiroko and Hiroko's sister Yuko. We are wondering how you are doing. :o) Hope you are doing great! Tell your Mom and Dad that we said Hello!

Love,
Hiroko and Yuko
Hiroko and Yuko <hirokookunishi@hotmail.com>
Nara, Nara Japan - Tueday, February 4, 2003 8:39 AM CST
Hi Jessica, sorry I haven't written for a while but I have been busy. I'm so glad to hear that you are back in school. Kayla said that you are in her class again and she loves playing with you at recess and lunch time. Keep her in line. She's a wild one. She had basketball on Sat. They lost but it was a good game. I was very happy to hear about your test results. Well you continue to enjoy school and as always God Bless You. I'll try to write sooner next time. Thanks to your Dad for the updates I appreciate them.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Monday, February 3, 2003 12:38 AM CST
Hey Sweetie! How are you? My name is Mary. I just wanted to say hello.

* Mary *

Mary <furgodwuerlivn2002@yahoo.com>
mo usa - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 11:01 PM (CST)
Hi Jessi,
I found my way here to your site and have been sitting and reading the journal. I do hope that everything comes back okay from all of your tests and that you continue to gain weight and feel so good. I will keep you in my prayers.

Ask Mom or Dad to come visit us if they think you might like to have your own virtual online quilt made. They can just click on the little Angel and she'll take them there. We love making them for special kids and we'd be honored to do one for you.
~Hugs~
Jean
Quilts of Love

Jean Ilderton - Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com>
Tucson, AZ - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 11:42 PM (CST)
Hi Jessi: I am so glad to hear that you are now in remission! I know that you have been a strong and brave little girl to get there and I am very proud of you. I just love your pictures on your site. You are just tooo cute. Hope you are having fun at school. I know you are probably thinking who is this. My husband gave me your web page so that I could see how you are doing. My little boy is going thru the same thing as you. I am so happy to hear that you are feeling better and that you had a wonderful Christmas. I will be praying for you daily along with my son. Take care and keep up the good eating!!!!!! Lots and lots of junk food!!

Take Care!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@attbi.com>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:29 PM (CST)
Hi Sweetie,
T-ball huh? Aunt Chele told me you and Nico are on the same team? That's great!!!! Uncle Ron and I took Kirsten and Kale to the snow this past weekend. Kale went snowboardig and did great. I think we may put him in some lessons before the snow melts away. The weather has been cold and rainy up here so we havent had much time to get outside. Your back in school? I bet you're the smartest one there..
I hope we get to see you soon again. Your Mommy mentioned something about going to Monterey then to San Jose for The Winchester House. Let us know when she decides to do this as we well try and meet you to join in on the fun.
Well,i gotta get to work. I love ya lots and have a great time at school.
Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 11:26 AM (CST)
Hello Jessi, Maria and I were just thinking about you. We miss you. Sounds like school is going good. You will have to tell me about Jose! Smell ya later.
Love Uncle Mark
Mark Hendrickson <meandchief@cs.com>
Fernley, NV USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 09:46 PM (CST)
Thanks for sharing your story on the web. I stumbled across it. My daughter was also diagnosed with NB - IV on Sept. 11, 2002. We've had treatment failure declared and now we're at MSKCC in New York. Her web site is http://www.ChristiThomas.com My prayers are with you all and may God wrap His loving arms around you and keep you safe! Best wishes!!!
Anglea Thomas <zzartset@bright.net>
Tiffin, OH USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 12:28 PM (CST)
Morning~ Well the week is almost at a close. Happy Friday Eve. So.......how's it going? Did you make it back to school ok? How's class going? What's your teacher like? What's your favorite thing this week? Update Please....We are all fine here. Enjoying a break from the rain, but not the cooler tempatures. Will keep checking for an update. Say hi to mom and dad. Lots of love, hugs, and kisses~ Joe & Christi
Christi Fortier
Snohomish, WA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 08:54 AM (CST)
Hi Jessi,
I came across your page today and wow, you are one beautiful girl! It sure is sooo good to hear that you get to go back to school! You will have to keep us all posted on how it all goes. You are such a brave young girl...keep forging forward and know that much love, prayers and support is being sent to you from Minnesota :)
God Bless you and your family.

Shannon 0:-)
Shannon <Shannm07@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 01:01 PM (CST)
just writing to wish you a wonderful first day back to school, too. it seems like just the other day when daddy and christy were walking to school. even when he could ride the bus he wouldn't because it was too loud for his little ears. have a great time and i'll hear soon how all is going. love you guys, grandma carol
carol sporseen
bothell, wa - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 05:14 PM (CST)
Morning! We wanted to wish to a happy first day back at school. Hope that everything went ok. Is it close enough that you will eventually take the bus or does mom take you? I remember your Dad and I use to walk to our school. He had always had great fun teasing me all the way there and home. (I had fun with it too. But don't tell him.) Now the kids that live where we use to get to take the bus instead. We'll be looking for some back to school photos. Hope that everything else is going well. Lots of love, hugs, and kisses~ Christi & Joe Fortier
Christi Fortier
Snohomish, WA - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 08:23 AM (CST)
Hi Jessi, I haven't got to talk to you in a while! Your Christmas sounded like lots of fun. I will be praying that your next Year will be a very Happy one, too! I love your Christmas pictures, but you know I think that you are so cute, I love all your pictures! I am so glad you are going to get to go back to school. That is going to be so much fun!! I hope you are having fun with your new dog. My son Jesse just got a new dog, too. I hope you got my little Christmas box. I always want you to know I am thinking about you and praying for you, too. Tell your mom I am excited to see what pictures she is going to put on your web site next. I love all your pictures, I really do!!! Tell your Mom hi for me, and your twin horse hi, too. Have a nice week end Jessi!!! Love, Becki
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@verizon.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 10:55 PM (CST)
Happy New Year!!!!! Were you able to stay awake to ring in 2003? I hope that you have fun your first week back at school. It will be nice to be a part of the class again. ~Joe & Christi
Christi Fortier
Snohomish, WA USA - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 08:11 AM (CST)
Hi Jessi, just wanted to wish you a Happy New Year. I know 2003 is going to be a great one. I feel it. You have been through so much in 2002 that 2003 has just got to be great for you. God will always be with you and your family and I am so glad to have the pleasure of knowing you. Good luck in school Monday. You'll do great. Kayla says hello. She misses you at school. You take care and once again have a safe and Happy New Year. God Bless you and your family.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 10:41 AM (CST)
Hi Sweetpea! I heard you had a great time in Las Vegas! I hope you had a wonderful Christmas also. It's great to hear that you are doing so well. What a way to start the new year. We have had our prayers answered!! :) Keep up the good work learning to sign. I am sure mommy and daddy will catch up to you soon. Tell daddy you must stay out of the rain or you will melt. Anything as sweet as you wouldn't last long in the rain. I miss you and hope to see you soon. Kiss and hug everyone for me.
Love you, Tami

Tami Tackett <tami@nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 01:22 PM (CST)
Morning Little Wonder! Excited to hear that you had a good time on your adventure. Well, tonight's the big night. Got the milk and cookies ready? Is Dad reading the Night Before Christmas to you this evening? We're all ready here, even have stockings hung for the cats and dogs. Just need the snow now and everything will be complete. We'll be thinking of you and hoping that you have a wonderful Christmas. Lots of love, hugs, and kisses! Joe & Christi Fortier
Christi Fortier
Snohomish, WA - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 07:54 AM (CST)
Hi Jessi! This is Erica! Remember me? I came to visit you at the hospital just a few weeks ago. Anyways, I came here to see your pictures of your new doggie. I can't wait to meet her in person one of these days. Have a merry christmas Jessi! Bye!
Erica Dockendorf <rythmicbubbles@yahoo.com>
Seal Beach, CA USA - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 10:09 PM (CST)
Morning! We wanted to drop you a line before you left for your adventure to Vegas. Did you get your picture taken with Santa? We took the dogs last night and had ours done. I think they disliked standing and waiting just as much as the rest of us. The funniest part was watching the photographer try different things to get the dogs attention. The other parents and kids all laughed and giggled. How's your little buddy doing? Well, you have a wonderful adventure. Chat with ya soon. ~Joe & Christi Fortier
Christi Fortier
Snohomish, WA - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 09:26 AM (CST)
Hello, glad to see that things are going good for you. I am a parent of a child that was diagnosed with level 4 Neuroblastoma. If anyone has any suggestion's on where i should look for information or support, please steer me that way. By the way my son's name is Carter and he is 3 years old. He was diagnosed 3 weeks ago with it, and has gone through his first round of chemo, with the second one scheduled to start on Wednesday.
Howard Finger <howard353@attbi.com>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, December 13, 2002 at 07:05 PM (CST)
Hi there!

Just wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas with an excellent new year bringing lots of love and luck. I'm gald to hear that they think you are clear of the nasty bugs! I will keep praying for you. I love the new pictures, you look so cute in your santa hat! I wonder what he is bringing you this year, lots and lots I'm sure as you have been such a good girl!

Love u loads hun
Kim x7x
Kimberley Barrett <Slimkim77@hotmail.com>
Bradford, England - Friday, December 13, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CST)
Hello, just saw your new pictures online. You look so cute. Your puppy is adorable. Just like you. Hope you are feeling much better. I was glad to hear that you are going back to school pretty soon. Kayla says hi. I'll write to you before Christmas ok? Talk to you soon. Be good and as always god bless you and your family.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy Young <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 04:40 PM (CST)
Hi Sweetpea! Sounds like things are going really well, that's great news. I love the new pictures of you and your new friend. He is really cute!! :)give him loves for me. I miss you and wish I could see you more. Have fun in Las Vegas with your sister. If I don't talk with you or see you before Christmas, I hope you have the best one ever! Merry Christmas buddy !!! Kiss mommy and daddy for me.
Love you, Tami :-) <tami@nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 02:28 PM (CST)
Hello there Jessi! How are you doing? I am soooo excited for Christmas - have you heard from your Hugs and Hope Elf yet?? I hope you have a wonderful Christmas, sunshine! Love you tons and think of you always!
Peace & Love, Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 01:55 PM (CST)
Good Morning Little Wonder! Tell Mom and Dad thank you for putting up the new pix. I'm printing one off for my collection at work now. Keeja is a little cutie. Are you going to have your pix taken with Santa? Have a good trip and take care of you. Love, hugs and kisses~Joe and Christi
Christi Fortier
Snohomish, WA USA - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 09:57 AM (CST)
Hi there sweetie,
So you're going to be starting school again huh? You'll be the smartest one in the class. How is Keeja doing? She sure is beautiful. Love the pictures of you in your santa hat. I bought your christmas present this past weekend, so i will be sending it out on Monday 16th. I am going to send everyone's to Grandma and Papa's house, so you make sure you check with Grandma on or about Wednesday and call me to let me know you got it. I loved seeing and spending time with you at Thanksgiving. Have a great time with your sister in Las Vegas. I love ya lots and lots.
Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Wednesday, December 11, 2002 at 04:45 PM (CST)
Praise God for that wonderful news and answered prayers. Just stopped by to let you know that I'm thinking of and praying for you. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 08:55 PM (CST)
oh Happy Day!! What a Christmas present for you all.....I can't imagine how you feel.....enjoy
Tricia Carlton (a friend of Gma Carol)
- Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 02:36 PM (CST)
Hi Sweatpea!!! Christmas can early Jessie. I am so happy I have tears in my eyes!!! This is the best Christmas ever to know that your doing so very well. You are a true blessing to everyone that loves you. I hope that in the event I am ever faced with what you have endured, that I will be as stong and brave as you have been. We love you and hope to see you soon. Kiss mom for me!! XOXOXOXO :)
Love Tami <tami@nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 12:32 PM (CST)
Good Morning! I think that I'm going to change you from Dearheart to Little Wonder. Joe and I were happy to hear the news from your Mom and Dad. Now, on to the "cotton ball with legs".....how's she doing? Does she sleep with you at night? Do you have to brush her or fluff her? We look forward to the pictures. Lots of love, hugs, and kisses~ Joe & Christi Fortier
Christi Fortier
Snohomish, WA - Thursday, December 05, 2002 at 08:43 AM (CST)
Morning! I'm so excited for you! You're new buddy has arrived. Will be early awaiting a photo of the whole family. Hope that you had a wonderful Turkey day. We ran from house to house to house. Turned our list into Santa and tried to find time for a nap. Have you gotten your list ready for Santa? Say Hi to mom and dad. Lots of love, hugs, and kisses~ Joe & Christi Fortier
Christi Fortier
Snohomish, WA - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 09:37 AM (CST)
Hey, baby bear! I just wanted to say that I miss you and that I can't wait to see you tomorrow! Okay, so I've only been gone for one day, but I still miss you and Mama! Give all the puppies big hugs for me, and I'll see you in the morning!
Daddy
- Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 01:15 AM (CST)
Hi Sweetie, Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family. I am so glad to hear that your dog is here. I bet you just love him. Make sure he doesn't eat too much turkey. Hope this note finds you also feeling much better. You take care and as always God Bless. I'll talk to you soon. Happy Turkey Day once again.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy Young <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 12:27 PM (CST)
Hi Jessi!! Are you feeling any better sweetie? Tomorrow is Thanksgiving day, I hope you have a great day and get to eat lots of whatever you love! :o)
Christmas is coming up quick, are you getting excited? Cassidy and Trevor sure are! Lots of love and hugs to you!!!!
Peace & Love, Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 08:12 AM (CST)
Hi Jessi: How nice that you will be getting an American Eskimo Dog. You two will have the greatest times. They are really good snugglers. You can't help to be happy around them and they love to comfort you when you are feeling not so good. They make you laugh by doing some of the things they do. They are pretty smart. My Eskie, Dusty is wishing you great times with your dog. Have fun.
Harry & Viv Toepfer
Stockton, CA USA - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 09:31 PM (CST)
Morning! Hope that all is going well. Just a little while longer and it sounds like the new buddy will be here. I'm so excited for you! What will you be doing for Thanksgiving? Helping mom cook the turkey? Hugs & Kisses~Joe and Christi
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 08:43 AM (CST)
Hi Jessi!
This is my first visit with hugsandhope.com and you are the first person I have visited with. You sound like a strong, sweet young lady and I am hoping that you are feeling okay. It sounds like you have a family that Love you very much. That is great! I am 33 years old and I have 3 kids. Their names are Derron, Nick and Emily. They are 12,11,and10. They LOVE Pokemon and all sorts of things. I will have them see your web page and maybe we can all be pen pals! Take care and I bet you're getting excited for Christmas already! :) Talk to you soon! Shelley
Shelley Chaloult <shelleyc_1969@yahoo.com>
Brunswick, Me USA - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 09:16 PM (CST)
Hi Sweetpea! So glad you are doing so well. Can't wait to see you again. Its been to long! If we don't see you soon, have a wonderful turkey-day! Kiss the family for me. We miss you and are greatful everything is going well.
Love Tami <tami@nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 01:49 PM (CST)
Morning! I forgot to ask what the theme was this time. Last I read it was horses. How's the reading going? What are you reading these days? Take care of you! ~Joe & Christi Fortier
Christi
Snohomish, WA - Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 08:54 AM (CST)
hello u are a very very brave little girl, and im sending u some BIGGGGGGGGGG hugs from bolton in the united kingdom, keep fighting, and being brave
bug <buglove1302s@aol.com>
bolton, uk - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 12:36 PM (CST)
Hi Jessi, I just read your web site and found out that you have been visiting "Camp Cottage" in the last couple days. I didn't know you were here in Santa Barbara. I will try to stop by tomorrow and see you! I heard about your dog that you are getting. That is going to be so much fun. I just wanted to tell you hi and tell you I am thinking about you, and praying that you are feeling all right, during this hospital stay. I hope you have sweet dreams! Thanks again for my email card. That meant a lot to me. I have to go, but I will see you soon. Love, Becki
Becki Wolff
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 08:57 PM (CST)
Morning Dearheart. I talked with Dad last night. He says that you're doing good. Sounds like the new addition to your family will be there shortly. American Eskimo's are interesting little dogs. They enjoy doing fun little tricks to make you laugh. Looking forward to seeing pictures of you two soon. Hugs, Love and Kisses~ Joe & Christi Fortier
Christi Fortier
Snohomish, WA - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 08:25 AM (CST)
Hi sweetie did you get your dog yet? I cant wait to see pictures. Kayla says hi and hurry and get well. She wants to see u at school. Hope this little note finds u well and doing great. The pictures of u online are absolutely precious. You look really good. Hey hurry and feel better real soon. God bless you little one and I'll talk to you really soon.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca 93436 - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 10:48 PM (CST)
Hey, guys! Just wanted to let you know that I miss you! Sorry if I was grouchy last night, but work can be a real bear. I'll be there tonite to see you, then all day tomorrow and Sunday. I love you guys!
Daddy
Lompoc, CA USA - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 10:48 AM (CST)
Hi there sweetheart!

Just wanted to let you know I think you are such a brave little girl and really admire you! My friend also has neuroblastoma and is in the middle of the battle to beat it! Her name is Robyn and she is 6! I hope you continue to do well, keep shining my little star!

Love and Hugs from the UK
Kim x7x
Kimberley barrett www.robynbrooks.co.uk <Slimkim77@hotmail.com>
Bradford, West Yorkshire England - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 01:07 PM (CST)
Hey, baby bear! Just wanted to say how cute you are, now that you're missing another tooth! Thank you for being such a big girl about it! I won't see you tonite since I have duty here at work, but I will tomorrow when I get there. I love you, and hope you have fun at the hospital!
Daddy
Lompoc, CA USA - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 11:36 AM (CST)
Hi Munchkin,
Well, it looks like we will be seeing you soon. We'll be heading down to see you for Thanksgiving. We'll be leaving here on Tuesday the 26th, early in the morning. So we should be in Lompoc early afternoon or late morning. Kirsten, Uncle Ron, Kale and I cant wait to see you. Are you going to have your new puppy then? Well sweetie i gotta get to work. I love you lots and lots and again, i cant wait to see you so i can give you a great big hug and kiss!!!!
Autn Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 11:06 AM (CST)

Lots of love to you, Jessi!
Wanna see pics of Trevor and Cassidy on Halloween? www.geocities.com/jennborj/CassidyFairy
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
- Monday, November 11, 2002 at 10:39 AM (CST)
Morning Dearheart! Sounds like things are going pretty good for ya! We're still thinking about you and sending all sorts of good vibes out into the universe.

Anywho, new puppy huh? Wow. Do tell more. Saw your new pictures. Really like the one with the nose clamp. We're doing good. The winter rains have finally shown up. Of course no one in the state is complaining about them being a month late. (Or at least not too loudly.) This makes taking the dogs out very interesting. They both look out, then look back at me, then look to the litter box. Almost as if to say "I could try the box".
Well better tottle off. Lots of hugs and kisses! ~Joe & Christi Fortier
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 08:38 AM (CST)
You guys are in my thoughts and prayers as always. Hope your Sunday is a wonderful one. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 06:32 PM (CST)
Hi Jessi! You're the cutest pink unicorn I've ever seen. I hope you had a great halloween. Maria and I miss you and think of you often. We hope to see ya soon. Love and hugs from Mark and Maria.
Mark Hendrickson <meandchief@cs.com>
Fernley, NV USA - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 01:56 PM (CST)
Hello just wanted to write a short note... Jessi my family and I will keep you in our thoughts and prayers..
My daughter and you are the same age and she also has Neuroblastoma Cancer Stage IV...

Stef <TnAngeleyes_33@yahoo.com>
Boaz, Al usa - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 12:36 PM (CST)
Oh Jessi you are the cutest unicorn I have ever seen. Actually, make that "most beautiful"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE that costume! Thanks to mom and dad for putting them up. You look great, Jess! Love you bunches!
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 08:20 AM (CST)
Afternoon! Printed out a couple of you Halloween pix to show the women in the office. They all adored your costume! Good luck tomorrow on your tests. Joe, Charlie, Roadie, Menehune, Gemini, and myself will all be thinking of you and crossing our fingers (and paws). Hugs to you, mom and dad! ~Joe & Christi
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 04:38 PM (CST)
hi. glad to read the update. i will be keeping you in my prayers to the Almighty in Jesus name. blessings to you as you continue to fight.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 09:13 PM (CST)
Good Morning! Thank you for the update. I'm soooooooooo glad to read that you got to enjoy Halloween. We had 2 trick or treaters. (The little girls that live next door.) Our house is too far out for little ones to adventure too. Seems there is a new tenant in the back yard. A feral black and white cat. Very fluffy and cute. We've struck a deal; she keeps the rodents away and we'll feed her. Joe agrees to this, as long as "kitty" stays outside. As for the rest of the wildlife; they're all getting ready for winter. Our warm weather disappeared quickly.
Good luck with your tests on Wednesday. I hope they find what is needed to keep you under treatment alittle longer. (You're mom is right, that is a twisted thing to mention.) We miss ya! Lots of love, hugs, and kisses~ Joe & Christi Fortier
Christi <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA usa - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 08:38 AM (CST)
Mary and Fax and Blitz checking in.....We hope you're home by now. We'll keep checking in case a dog visit at Cottage would be a good thing! Blitz sends dog kisses! xxxxooo
Mary Arango
Carpinteria, ca - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 03:54 PM (CST)
Hi. I was just stopping by to check on you guys. Sorry to hear that Jessi was back in the hospital. I hope that mucositis is much better and that you guys will be home soon. In the meantime know that you're in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 02:35 PM (CST)
Heh Jess,
Hope you are home by now,I miss ya and I wanna KISS ya. :)
I read about you everyday in your Web Page,hope you are feeling better!
Love, Georgina
Georgina Gill <Dancerwmn@aol.com>
Carpinteria, Ca USA - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 09:55 AM (CST)
Hi Sweetpea! Hopefully you are out of the hospital? Have mom or dad update your page. I was wondering what your are going to be for Halloween? Tanner is going as a fireman and Tawni is a 50's girl. She has a really cute pink satin jacket that says "Pink Ladies" on the back. Have a great time and save some candy for your parents. We love you! Hopefuly you are feeling better! Talk with you soon. :) XOXOX
Love Tami <Tami@nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 01:37 PM (CST)
Morning~ checking in for an update. Hoping that you are out of the hospital and back at home. I haven't heard/read yet what you're going to be for Halloween. Unfortunately the only trick or treaters we'll get this year are the chipmunks, pocket gophers, deer and whatever else is living out there in the woods. Take care sweetie, lots of love, hugs, and kisses! Joe & Christi
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 08:48 AM (CST)
I'm sorry you are back in the hospital, but keep the faith. God loves you and is with you, even in the hospital. I'll keep you in my prayers.
Janice Brown <jsmiley@conwaycorp.net>
Conway, AR - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 01:10 PM (CST)
Morning Dearheart, I'm hoping that you're out of the hospital soon. Don't let Dad tease you too much about the Haunted Trail. There were things that he was scared of at your age too. Tell mom the new Hanna catalogs are out. Will put a copy in the mail. Take care, lots of love, hugs and kisses ~ Joe & Christi
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 08:17 AM (CST)
Hi sweetie sorry to hear your back in the hospital. I pray that you feel better soon and hurry and come home. So you got to go and see the haunted trail. Your lucky. I wanted to take my son but missed it. Maybe if they have it this weekend I'll go see it. It'll scare him I'm sure. Hey you hurry and feel better soon and as always God Bless you little one. I'll talk to you real soon.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 03:37 PM (CST)
Hey, guys! I just wanted to say goodnight since I wasn't able to be there today. I hate having to work while you guys are stuck there! I hope you're feeling better tomorrow, little bear. I love you two! See you tomorrow!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 10:56 PM (CST)
Hi honey! I hope you have a great weekend and a very Happy Halloween! Lots of love to you!

Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 10:19 AM (CDT)
Hi Denise,
I hope your visit with Dr. Anderson goes well, and that he has some good information and suggestions for you. He's a great guy.........one of my heros actually. Tell him I said Hi. Hey, how about a journal update??

Shannon: mom to Nick Snow <ssnow707@aol.com>
Nevada City, CA - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 02:28 PM (CDT)
Hi guys! I just wanted to sign in and let you know I'm checking on you, thinking about you and praying for you. I'll continue to check back. Hugs and blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 07:28 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, We are so glad you had a wonderful time swimming with the dolphins and are feeling better. Pumpkin time is approaching quickly. We will be carving pumpkins next Wed. Oct 30th at 3:00pm. We hope you and Nico will be able to make it again this year. Hope to see you and please remind Nico too. Hugs and kisses!!!
Pam& Mike <res0arme@verizon.net>
Lompoc, Ca - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 11:33 PM (CDT)
Hi sweetie thanks for the update from Mom and Dad. I'm so glad to hear you are doing so well. Guess you'll be up and feeling good for Halloween. Hope you get lots of goodies and candy. Kayla says hi and hurry up and feel better soon. Saw the pictures online of you. They are so cute just like yourself. Well gotta get to work now so I'll talk to you soon. My prayers are ALWAYS with you and your family.God Bless you little one.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 11:48 AM (CDT)
Morning Dearheart! I'm glad to read that you continue to do better. How's your school work going? Bet you are continuing to wow your teachers just as you do your doctors. Thank you for the wonderful mail. It arrived yesterday. Joe's eyes sparkled and smiled. He said that he'll call ya soon. Lots of hugs, love, and kisses ~ Joe & Christi Fortier
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 08:26 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetpea! What wonderful news. I am so happy to know that you are doing so well. Good luck with round 3. Your in my thoughts. Kiss mommy for me. I love you guys!

Love Tami <Tami@NationalComTel.com>
Camarillo , CA - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 12:56 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi and family,
I'm sorry we couldn't get back to play with you again at the hospital. I called and left a message on your cell phone. We hope you are feeling better. Harley talks about you all the time now. We hope to see you soon and play some more. Love, Katy, Mike, and Harley
Katy, Mike, and Harley Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 09:05 AM (CDT)
HELLO JESSI. GLAD YOU ARE DOING BETTER. MY LITTLE BOY JACKSON SAYS TO SAY HELLO. HES IN HUGSANDHOPE THIS MONTH. YOUR IN OUR PRAYERS.
KRISTAL DICKSON <kdickson39@aol.com>
WILMER, AL USA - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 06:49 AM (CDT)
Hi Denise, I just read your update. Congratulations about Jessi responding so beautifully to the chemo. I do hope you can get the Fenretinide though. Keep hitting the beast even when you can't see it.
Shannon: mom to Nick <ssnow707@aol.com>
Nevada City, CA - Sunday, October 20, 2002 at 10:56 PM (CDT)
hey jessi how are you? i read all about your history.i hope you get better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jessica/ i'm 8 years old
Lompoc, C.A. u.s.a - Friday, October 18, 2002 at 07:51 PM (CDT)
Good Morning Dearheart! We're all excited to read the lastest on how you are doing. Good luck with round 3! Hope that everything else is going well. What will be the new theme this time??? There is a new family that moved into the back yard. Their called Pocket Gophers. They live somewhere under the tree. Very cute, gray, fuzzy, and very entertaining. Seems they like to share the bird seed and corn flakes with the birds. I'll try to get a picture to email down to you. Take care of you! Lots of hugs, love and kisses ~ Joe & Christi Fortier
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 08:28 AM (CDT)
Hey Jessi, You don't know me but I knew your daddy when he was a little boy. I am so happy you had such a fun time on your trip. I loved the picture of you with your dolphin friend. Sweet 7 and of all things kissed by a dolphin. We wish the best to you and your family. Linda Blaschka
Linda Blaschka
Woodinville , WA USA - Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 06:10 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,

We are members of Central Coast Corvettes. After reading about your trip to Discovery Cove to swim with the dolphins and that the fund rasier we hosted this summer help you and Stephanie Snow's wish come ture. It made us so happy that we are part of the club.

We went to you web site to find out more about you and that's how we got to your guest book. Tell your Daddy that I will tell all the club members at the next meeting that you said to thank them.

We hope that you are feeling better and you and your family are in our prayers.

Steve & Elizabeth Caravello <steve@sjcaravello.com>
Lompoc, CA US - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 09:26 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi- It looks like you had a lot of fun kissing that dolphin! I wish I had done that to. I glad that you are finally 7, just like me! I hope you had fun. Maybe we can play sometime to play. Your friend Patricia
Patricia <Hectorsmom@aol.com>
Lompoc, ca santa barbara - Saturday, October 12, 2002 at 10:15 PM (CDT)
HI SWEETHEART!!!
How are you Jessi? It is Hiroko.
Hope you are doing good. I will send you my love and hugs!! I love you sweetie!!I will see you next month!
Give my hugs to Grandpa too!!
Hiroko (Jessica) <hirokookunishi@hotmail.com>
Auckland, New Zealand - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 08:18 PM (CDT)
glad to see you made it back safe and sound with a lot of fun memories--another prayer answered. i just wanted to welcome you home. i'll continue to check on you and pray for you. sending blessings your way!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 06:38 PM (CDT)
W E L C O M E H O M E J E S S I ! ! !
It sounds to me like you had the time of your life, that is great. I can't wait to see more of the pictures. I also want to here all about your trip from you, details! Can't wait to see you. I hope all your tests yesterday and today go well. We are praying for you and love you, Huggs and Kisses to you. Kiss Mommy for me! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Love Tami <Tami@ nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca - Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 12:40 PM (CDT)
Welcome home Jessica!! Just saw the pictures online and they are absolutely adorable. Sounds like you had a wonderful time all of you. Hope everything went smooth for you and your family. Looks like the weather was great that day you took the pictures of the dolphin. I'm so glad your Dad sent the update. I am also so happy that you are feeling better. You take care little one and I'll talk to you soon.
Love your friend,
Kathy

Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 01:12 PM (CDT)
Morning!!!! We talked with your Mom and Dad the other night. Sounds like you had a trip that could never be forgotten! I'm glad that you enjoyed the popcorn and swim suit! Thoses pictures are great! I printed the one of you kissing the dolphin and placed it on my wall at work. Everyone thinks that you look soooooooooooo cute! So, what does a dolphin feel like? Does their breathe smell fishy? Good luck on your tests! We've got out best wishes going with you...and the animals send theirs too!! Lots of love, hugs, and kisses ~Joe & Christi Fortier
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 08:38 AM (CDT)
Welcome home!!! I'm so glad to hear you all had such a fabulous time, you certainly deserve it! I'll be thinking of you all week, and I'll pray to ALL those Gods if it will help Jessi. :o) Peace & Love,
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 07:10 AM (CDT)
Morning Dearheart!! Sounds like you had a fantasic trip. To say the least. Can't wait to see pictures. Tell mom and dad we'll call tonight to catch up. Lots of hugs and kisses ~ Joe & Christi Fortier
Christi <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Monday, October 07, 2002 at 08:13 AM (CDT)
Hello Jessi-bear!!! I've been thinking about you all week - you must be having soooo much fun in Florida!! I hope you took lots of pictures! :o) Hugs and kisses to you!
Peace & Love, Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 07:38 AM (CDT)
Hello!
I am so glad you get to go on a wish trip. Mine was awesome and it was also to visit Orlando. I will be thinking of you!
Christamae <www.caringbridge.com/ca/oellacz>
- Friday, October 04, 2002 at 05:45 PM (CDT)
just wanted you to know that I'm praying for a wonderful trip for you and trusting God that you're having one down there in sunny Florida. I'll check back in to see how it was. Be blessed!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Aplastic Anemia Duke Peds BMT <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 03:08 PM (CDT)
Hi sweetheart! I just wanted to let you know that I had the time of my life with you on Monday!You are a living doll! I wish we had more time to be together but I thank God for the time we had!You are so beautiful in every way ! I was soooooo excited to see you! You are still a funny little monkey and I can't wait to get your pictures developed. All of my friends have been asking about you and are praying for you everyday. They were so excited to hear that you were here in Florida! I can't wait to hear how Disney was! I would have hidden in your suitcase but I couldn't fit!!!! I'm only kidding! I hope you had a wonderful time!I will have to see if Mommy can send Nanny and Poppy in Florida some pictures and I will get some copied.Your cousin Kirsten is very cute! She seemed a little shy but there were a lot of people there that she had never met before. I'm sure you were both very tired from our trip too! Well, I have to go for now! I love you soooooooooo much!I will write again soon. I LOVE YOU ALL TO PIZZA!!!!!! Remember that is my favorite and so are you!God Bless You!!!!!!!!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOOXXOXOX
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <Judys13@msn.com>
Palm Bay, FL USA - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 09:11 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi!! Amber, Scott and I were woundering how your trip is going? I hope you are having tons of fun!!! We miss you.
Love Scott, Terra and Amber
Terra Ehmer <Lordziggy@aol.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 03:10 PM (CDT)
Hi SweetPee! I logged on to the webb today expecting to see pictures of you and the dolphins. Tell mom we want pictures! We miss you and hope you are all having a GREAT time. Can wait to see you.
Love Tami XOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXO <Tami@NationalComTel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 02:44 PM (CDT)
Morning Dearheart! Have been day dreaming about seeing you with the dolphins. Hope that the weather turned out nice. Checked the forecast this morning, low 90's the rest of the week. Here in Washington it's been in the low 40's in the mornings and with a high around 60. The deer have been out more this week. Lots of love, hugs, and kisses ~ Joe & Christi
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA King - Wednesday, October 02, 2002 at 09:00 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetpee!
I hope you are having a wonderful time in Florida. I just wanted to send you a little note to let you know I will hopefully be seeing you on the 9th, I will be going to give blood again, then I will stop by the hospital to see you. Enjoy youself in Florida, Kiss everyone for me. Tawni wanted me to say hello for her. We all miss you and expect to see all the pictures when you come home.
Love you
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Tami <Tami@NationalComTel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Monday, September 30, 2002 at 01:11 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi and Kirsten
I spoke to your Mommy last night. She said you two were having a wonderful time and got to play in the pool and meet alot of new children. You two have a wonderful time. Tell Mini and Mickey Mouse i said hello. Eat lots of ice cream for me. I love you both very much. Also, have a wonderful time swimming with the dolphins. Wish i was there. Tell Mom and Aunt Nici to take lots of pictures for me. Kirsten, dont forget to do some of your homework!!!
Love you both very very much!!!!!
Aunt Bevee - and "mom" for Kirsten <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Monday, September 30, 2002 at 11:38 AM (CDT)
Safe Journey Dearheart. Wanted to drop you a note incase you're checking this from Florida. I talked with Mom for a little on Saturday morning. Sounds like you guys packed for everything. Hope you got your box ok. Can't wait to see all the pix and hear the stories. Lots of love, hugs and kisses~ Joe & Christi
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA Kind - Monday, September 30, 2002 at 08:51 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I just wanted to say "HI" and tell you I am thinking about you. You are going to leave in the morning for Florida. You are going to have so much fun!!! I can't wait to hear all about how much fun you have with the dolphins! I'll be praying that your whole trip is great!! Tell your mom and dad and grandma hi for me. Don't forget how much Jesus loves you! Have lots of fun! Love, Becki
Becki Wolff <beckiw@verizon.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Saturday, September 28, 2002 at 02:19 PM (CDT)
Oh I'm so sorry about the fever, that really stinks! I am soooo excited for you to be going to Florida, Jessi! Those dolphins are just going to love you! Have you seen the movie "A ring of light" ?? It's about a girl who can communicate with dolphins, Cassidy and I watched it about 4 times! I think it's a Disney movie. Well, you have a great time pumpkin - give those dolphins a hug from me!
Peace & Love
Jenn Borjeson & Family <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA USA - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 08:39 AM (CDT)
Sorry to hear that you spent your birthday in the hospital. Hope it was a good one! Have a great time in Florida. We can't wait to hear all about the dolphins. Would love to see you sometime when you get back.
your friend, patricia
Patricia Davis <Hectorsmom@aol.com>
lompoc, ca sb - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 11:12 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, Happy Belated Birthday. Sorry, I forgot. Hey, I just wanted to wish you the best of fun on you vacation. Try not to make Dad and Mom too tired. You know how us old folks are. Your going to have so much fun I know it. Hope you are feeling much better. I'll type you a few lines when you get back. Have a wonderful time and be safe. God Bless you little one.
Love you friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 12:04 PM (CDT)
Hi sweetie pie,
How are you? It's Hiroko here. (Billy's friend)
I'm sorry I missed your Birthday!!
I hope you had a great birthday and will have lots of fun in FL!!
Please say "Hi" to your mom, dad, granma, and granpa(^0^)
Hiroko Okunishi <hirokookunishi@hotmail.com>
Papakura, Auckland New Zealand - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 06:08 AM (CDT)
Hey Jessi Bear,

I am sorry I missed your Birthday. I want you to know that I am thinking of you alot and look at our picture often. I really miss getting my hug from you. I hope you had a good birthday and are feeling better. Oklahoma is nice, but it would be alot nicer if you were here with me to hug.

You have fun in Florida. I am sure swimming with the dolphins will be a blast for you. Take care of your mommy and dad.... Give your mom a hug for me and shake your dad's hand for me.

I will try to keep in touch as much as possible. I will talk to you soon sweetie.
Ken Crerend <grmlns@yahoo.com>
Altus, OK USA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 04:01 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweatpee! It was great to see you yesterday!! From the looks of your hospital room you had a great Birthday. I hope you enjoy your CD walkman and the CD's. Make sure you take it with you on the plane. It will help make the time pass. Take sunscreen for your cute little head. You don't want to get sunburnt. Daddy said you were going home today. Please get a lot of rest over the next few days, you have a BIG week coming ahead. We love you and will see you when you get back from Florida. Huggs and Kisses
Love Tami <tami@nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 01:17 PM (CDT)
Hello little Angel - or should I say big 7-year-old angel?? Did you get my present yet? I hope so, it should have gotten there by now! I hope you like it, sweetie. There's lots of love stuffed inside! We love you!
peace & love, Jenn & Cassidy Borjeson and family <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 01:01 PM (CDT)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, CHA CHA CHA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, CHA CHA CHA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JESSI, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT ONE. NOW WE HAVE TWO SEVEN YEAR OLDS. YOU TWO GIRLS ARE GOING TO DRIVE US MOTHER'S CRAZY AND THERE AREN'T TOO MANY BOYS INVOLVED YET! HOPE EVERYONE IS GETTING READY FOR THE BIG TRIP. HAVE FUN WITH THE DOLPHINS JESSI. CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR ABOUT IT. BE SURE TO TAKE YOUR JOURNAL.

PATRICIA AND SHEILA <HECTORSMOM@AOL.COM>
LOMPOC, CA SB - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! I just wanted to tell you I hope you have a happy birthday, and that I am praying for you, and thinking about you on your birthday. I would have come to see you , but I didn't want you to get my sore throat. I hope my birthday surprize came for you! I will come to see you as soon as I get better. I will see you soon! Happy Birthday Beautiful Jessi!! Love, Becki
Becki Wolff <beckiw@verizon.net>
Santa Barbara, CA. - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 08:49 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessica. I know it is your birthday today so I wanted to send along some good wishes to you to have a great day. I hope you had a lot of fun with your friends and family. Did you get lots of cake???
Jennifer Dodds <tkorpal@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 08:06 PM (CDT)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JESSI, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! WE HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY! WE MISS YOU. LOTS OF LOVE AND KISSES YOUR WAY.
TAMI <TAMI@NATIONALCOMTEL.COM>
CAMARILLO , CA USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 02:49 PM (CDT)
~HaPpY BiRtHdAy~ Jessi! I love Shel Silverstein, too. I really like his books of poetry - they make me laugh. But my favorite book is The Giving Tree! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Janice Brown <jsmiley@conwaycorp.net>
Conway, AR - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 02:49 PM (CDT)
HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY! All my friends here at school wish you a happy birthday as well. Give your daddy a big sloppy kiss for me. Bye bye.
Uncle Kjell
Ripon, Wi - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 02:30 PM (CDT)
Happy Birthday Jessi Bear! Sorry that you are spending it in the hospital again. I will be down in Sb tommorrow so I will come and see you then and bring you your birthday present. Rich has a pretty cool present for you to - but would like to give it to you in person - so you will have a present waiting for you when you get home!
Love you bear!
Kristen deWit <kmdewit@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 11:27 AM (CDT)
Happy Seventh Birthday-enjoy your special day!!! Your daddy sounds very excited about the limo coming to pick you guys up and take you on a super adventure. I'm sure you will all have a wonderful time and please send us a post card! Hope your birthday pkg. gets there soon. love, grandma carol
carol sporseen
bothell, wa. - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 11:02 AM (CDT)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! Sorry we can't be there in person to celebrate with you, but we're there in spirit. Big hug and kisses! Love Christi & Joe Fortier
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA 98290 - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 08:34 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetpee! Sounds like your doing really good! Thats WONDERFUL!!! I can't wait for you to go on your trip! Swimming with the dolphins what a great experence! We sure miss you. Take care. Love you all! Kiss mom and dad for us.
Love Tami <Tami@nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 12:27 PM (CDT)
Hey Jessi - I hope you have the best time EVER with the dolphins, that is so incredibly cool. You must be soooo excited! I'm so glad you love to read, you will just get smarter and smarter the more good books you read. I always loved to read, too, and I was always reading way above my age level when I was a kid. It's a special gift, Jessi, and it will be your constant friend for your whole life. Loving to read means never being bored, don't you think? You can always pick up a book! :o) Well Jessi - I hope you have a great time with those dolphins - give them a snuggle for me, OK?
Peace & Love, Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 08:35 AM (CDT)
Hey, baby bear! Sorry I haven't been around as much as I'd like to be, but I've still gotta go to work every day. Just be nice and treat your mama good, okay? I love ya! I'll see you tonite, kid!
P.S. - Learn all you can about those dolphins so you know how to act around them at Discovery Cove!
Dady <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 04:32 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! Well I guess I'm going to have to wait a few more weeks to see the bathing beauty! I was hoping to see you for your birthday but we will just have to celebrate with you when you get here! I saw your pictures in the pool! You are so gorgeous in that bathing suit!!! Nanny and Poppy brought some pictures back of you from when they visited you with your daddy. You are so beautifal Jessi! You have such a beautiful smile and I heard you are still being a silly little monkey!I can't wait to see you!You will be coming to Florida around my birthday and I'll tell you what...That would be the very best present I could ever receive!!!I bet you are very excited about going to Disney and to beable to swim with the dolphins! Wow!!!!How cool is that! I heard you were able to start your chemo! You are such a very brave girl! What is this I heard you dyed your hair purple! You silly girl! I bet you looked very beautiful with your purple hair!Nanny said you lost your hair again from the chemo. It will be back before you know it. I bet it will even be more beautiful then the last time.When you see your sister Missy please tell her I send my love. Make sure you tell all your sisters and your brother Kenny too!I am so happy your Mommy and Aaron write about you and keep us up to date on all your news.It helps us to be close to you even though we are far away. You will have to thank them for doing such a good job!I hope you are feeling good. I know it is hard to be in the hospital again but you are so brave I know you will be fine. All of my friends send their love to you and said they pray to God for you everyday!Keep that gorgeous smile going! I will have to talk to you later sweetheart. I have to get up for work at 4 am and if I don't get to bed I won't wake up on time! I love you soooooooooooooooooooooo much!oxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoAunt Judy
Aunt Judy <Judys13@msn.com>
Palm Bay , Fl USA - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 09:35 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetpee! So you started Chemo again today. I hope you are doing ok. I sure miss you. I would love to come paint your nails and toes again. Ask mom what day you are expected to leave the hospital and I will try to make it before then. I can't come today because Tanner has a virus that I don't want to spread to you. I need to make sure I don't get what he has before seeing you. I have you in my thoughts all the time. If I can't come this time, maybe if you ask your mommy really nice she will paint your nails and toes for you.
PS The pictures of you swimming are wonderful. Hope to see you for your birthday!!! The BIG 7 WOW look out world!!!

xxoxoxoxooxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoooxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxooxxooxoxoxox!
Love Tami <tami@nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 12:53 PM (CDT)
oooohhhh - I LOVE costume parties! :o) I wish I didn't live ALL THE WAY across the country from you! Oh well, you'll have to make sure you post some pictures from your party, OK? Lots of love to you, little bear!
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 08:45 AM (CDT)
Hey Sweetpee! Just a little note to say we miss you and love you. Hope to see you soon. Maybe while you are in the hospital this time we can come visit. I understand you have a birthday coming up! You are growing up so fast. It seems like yesterday that your mom had you. I remember sitting on my moms couch in Santa Barbara with your mom, you and Tawni and having our pictures taken. I will see if I can find them and bring them with me when we come. We were all so cute if I do say so myself!!
PS Maybe you could say a little something to the big guy upstairs for me. My grandma is in th hospital where you are going to be and she could use a little good thoughts her way. We love you take care and kiss and hug mom and dad!! xoxoxo!!
Tami <tami@nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 07:27 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetie, bet you thought I forgot about you huh? Not a chance. Just a quick note to say hi and glad your feeling a little better. Saw the pictures of you swimming and they were so cute. Hope all is well with you. So a birthday coming up soon huh? Your getting so old. I'll hopefully talk soon before your Birthday. Continue to do well and God Bless you little one. See you soon.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 12:36 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I just wanted to tell you I am thinking about you. I am praying that your counts will go up soon! As soon as you go to Cottage Hospital, I will come see you! The picturers of you swimming were great. It looked like lots of fun! You looked so cute and beautiiful! I will be seeing you soon. Don't forget that so many people are praying for you. Probably too many to count. If we love you, just think how much God loves you. I won't forget the purple surprize when I come. Hang in there Jessi, those counts are going to be coming up soon! Tell Blaze, and your Mom and Dad, and all your angels, hi for me. I will see you soon. Love Becki
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@verizon.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 12:51 PM (CDT)
Hey Jessi - I'm sorry your silly counts are not cooperating, pumpkin. I wanted to tell you that I love the pictures of you on the site, you are getting so very big and grown-up looking! I am sending you lots of hugs and love, angel!
Peace & Hugs,
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Friday, September 06, 2002 at 06:18 AM (CDT)
Hello Jessi- It is Patricia. Sorry to hear that your platelets are not cooperating :( Those pictures of you swimming look like you like the water you little fish. We will be keeping you in our thoughts and prayers for Monday.
Patricia Davis <Hectorsmom@aol.com>
Lompoc, ca - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 11:21 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, Hello from Australia!! I hope you get to swim with the dolphins really soon.
Iris Taylor (Courtney's mum, NB list) <Iris_Taylor@health.qld.gov.au>
Rockhampton, QLD AUSTRALIA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 04:46 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweety,
I saw the pictures of you swimming. You look great. Getting ready to swim with the dolphins huh? Mom said you also get to feed the dolphins and be a special helper. Wont that be a blast. Wish i was going with you, Grandma, daddy and Kirsten. Make sure your mommy takes lots of pictures. Nico and Chele came up this past weekend for my birthday. Sure wish you could have made it, but I will see you soon. It was awesome to talk to you the other day on the phone. I believe you were at a barbeque and having a blast. I hear you have been going to school and love it. Good job!!! Did you get the little envelope Kirsten sent to you? Well, sweety i gotta get back to work. I just wanted to let you know I love you very very much. And i will see you soon. LOVE YA!!!
Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 11:19 AM (CDT)
Morning Dearheart! I hear tht you're going in for tests today. Good luck! We have our fingers crossed. ~Joe & Christi
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Thursday, September 05, 2002 at 09:17 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi :)

I'm thinking of you and sending lots of hugs your way! Here are some silly jokes for you:

There are 5 cats on a couch.
One jumped off.
How many were left?
Answer:
NONE, they were all copy cats!

Knock Knock!
Who's there?
Cargo!
Cargo who?
CarGo Beep Beep!

Q: what sound do porcupines make when they kiss?
A: Ouch

Q: what did one fish say to the other?
A: if you keep your mouth closed you will not get caught.

Q: why are fish so smart?
A: because they live in schools.

Q: what is the longest word in the dictionary?
A: the word smiles because there is a mile between each s.

Q: who earns a living driving their customers away?
A: a taxi driver.

Q: Why was the man fired from the M&M company?
A: Because he threw away all the M&M's that had W's on them.

{{{Big Hugs}}}
Mindy
Dearborn Heights, MI - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 11:52 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, Guess where I went to today? I went to surprize you at Cottage Hospital and people told me that you had gone home early. My computer was not working to get on your web site, and so I didn't know you were at home having fun. It sounds like you had a fun week end...swimming and a birthday party. Wow, that sounds fun! One of these days you are going to swim in my pool and jump on our trampoline.. That would be a fun day, too. .When you come back to Cottage Hospital, I will save my purple box full of surprizes for you. I won't forget to bring them, for you the next time I get to see you. I will bring them with me.Here is a hint:: The outside is purple and the inside is what girls need when they are bored and want lots of fun things to play with. That is my hint. Oh yes, Chystal said to tell you guys hi. She has been wondering how her sister is doing. I will bring Chrystal to see you guys soon. I hear you are going to be swimming with the dolphins soon. How fun. I would love that. I love looking at the schools of them swim by. I will be praying that everything works out good so you can make your Florida trip. The next time I am going to surprize you at the hospital
I am going to make sure and warn your mom first..I am glad you are feeling pretty good. I will be praying those counts go up quick. I think about you every day Jessi. So many people love you and are praying for you. I bet you have 10 angels around you instead of just one. You are so special, and I know Jesus loves you so much.
You are probably sleeping by now. I need to go to sleep soon.My brain quit working about 3 hours ago .My niece Ashley, has started reading your web site. She is e-mailing me some really neat pictures I will print out for you to paint or color. She is 13 and she hopes she can come see you sometime, too. Well, I have to go beautifful Jessica. I will talk to you soon. When you get to Santa Barbara, I will come see you with my purple surprize for you. Keep smiling Jessi. hang in there and don't forget you got better one time, and that means you can do it again!!! God will help you!!! Plus all the prayers from so many people!!! God hears all those prayers, and he really is so proud of you. I will see you soon. Love Becki, and Jim and Chrystal, the twin horse..
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@verizon.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 12:26 AM (CDT)
Jessi -
Hey there sugar booger! I figure you are tied of the "sweethearts, honeys and sweetpeas", so now it's sugar booger. How are you doing? I understand that you will have to wait a few extra days before you leave for FL. Well, you know what they say; good things come to those that wait. I will say many many more prayers for you and remember, you still owe me that hamburger. We all love you VERY much and give mom and dad and grandpa and grandma and doctor (hmmm, who else) oh and angel real big hugs and kisses too!

Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 02:35 PM (CDT)
Hi SweetPee!
I am sorry your trip is being pushed out. I know how much all of you were looking forward to it. I wish I could make your counts come up to allow the chemo. The important thing to remember is to take care of yourself and do what the doctors tell you to do and always remember how many people love you and pray for you everyday. You will go on your trip its just a little later then you planned. We love you and miss you. Give everyone hugs and kisses for us. See you soon
xoxoxoxoxo!!! :) :) :0 :) :)
Tami <tami.tackett@verizon.net >
Camarillo , Ca USA - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 01:44 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi-bear! How are you feeling? I hope you are having a good day. We keep you in our thoughts and prayers every single day, princess. Have you been getting lots of mail lately? I sure hope so! Hey I'm with you, I love going to school - I would go to school forever if I could! I just love to learn and be smart! :o) I bet you are going to grow up to be something very important, you are such a special little girl. Well I just wanted to make sure you know that you are always in our thoughts and prayers, honey. I wish we lived near you so we could help out and come visit you! Lots of love and hugs to you!
Jenn Borjeson and family <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 08:57 AM (CDT)
Jessi-Thank you for coming to Patricia's party on Sunday. We had a great time. I hope you did to! I have thought a lot about you today. I hope it wasn't too hard on you. Keep writing in your pretty journal that you made. Take care of your mom and dad.
Sheila and Patricia <Hectorsmom@aol.com>
- Monday, September 02, 2002 at 10:33 PM (CDT)
Hi, Jessi, my name is Nancy and I have been assigned your Parents Pal from the HUGS and HOPE web site. Just sending greetings to you and your family. I'll say a prayer for you
Nancy Harris <nancyjo49@hotmail.com>
Park City, IL 60085 - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 05:40 PM (CDT)
HI JESSI MY NAME IF PAT AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND TO TELL YOU THAT MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU

PAT HAMILL <PAH0707@AOL.COM>
CROYDON, PA BUCKS - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 08:07 AM (CDT)
Hi jessi my name is ashley and my aunt noes you my friend draws pictures also and if you want i could send them to you if you have a E-mail if you ever want to E-mail me at HottyChickMe123@aol.com i could send you a bunch of his art it is really good well E-mail me and i hope god heals you i will be praying for you god loves you and he has lots of angles around you
Ashley <HottyChickMe123@aol.com>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Sunday, September 01, 2002 at 07:11 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
Just wanted to let you know that you and your folks are in our thoughts and prayers. We're sending only the best and happiest wishes your way.

Katy, Mike, and Harley Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 02:20 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi.
This is Maiko.
Today,I watched again the pictures that �h was in Lompoc.
We have ridden on a horses and made cookies together.
I would like to ride on a horse and to do anything with you when I will come back to lompoc.
good luck, love
Miko

Maiko Shimada <maiko162002@Yahoo.ne.jp>
Funabashi, Chiba Japan - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 02:12 AM (CDT)
Hey SweetPee! I heard through the grape vine that you got my blood donation the other day. That is so great. I hope it helps you feel better. Tell mommy and Daddy I can give again on Oct. 9th and I plan on doing that. Give hugs to everyone for us. We miss you and hope to see you next week during your chemo treatment.
Love Tami xoxoxoxoxoxoxo :)
Tami <tami@nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Thursday, August 29, 2002 at 02:57 PM (CDT)
Morning Deaheart! I'm glad to read that your counts have changed! I enjoyed getting to say hi to you the other day. Hugs & Kisses ~Christi& Joe
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Wednesday, August 28, 2002 at 09:24 AM (CDT)
Hey SweatPea!
Sounds like thinks are moving along right now. Hang in there, your doing great! You are so brave and special to so many people. You are a hero in my book and many others. We are so proud of you and wish you and your family did not have to go through this. Always, always remember how many people love and pray for you everyday. Keep you chin up and your head held high and you will Kick this thing. We miss you and can't wait to see you again.
Love Tami <tami.tackett@verizon.net>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 11:52 PM (CDT)
Hi sweetie, I'm so glad to hear that your treatments are going good so far for you. My hat goes off to you and your Mom and Dad. How brave all of you have been. Especially you. Have fun tomorrow at school. Make sure Kayla is staying in line. She says hello. I'll write again soon. Just wanted to let you know that I think and pray for you each and every day. God Bless you little one and keep you safe.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 11:24 PM (CDT)
Hey SweetPee! Sorry Tawni and I didn't make it to see you the other day. Things got a little crazy around here with my work! Yucky stuff!!! Last I heard you were going home. Hopefully that was true and you are home now in your own bed! We miss you and can't wait to see you again. I will bring the polish to re-do your nails and toes. Start thinking about the color you want. Please give Mommy a special Kiss from me and kiss your angel hello.
We love you all! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Tami <tami.tackett@verizon.net>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Monday, August 26, 2002 at 11:32 PM (CDT)
Afternoon Dearheart! How are you doing? Did you make it home for the weekend? I hope that mom isn't going through popcorn withdrawals. Hugs & Kisses~Christi & Joe
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Monday, August 26, 2002 at 04:17 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessi
Hello, this is Maiko.
It has been a long time since I saw you last.
Is the one thousand cranes decorated in your room ?
The disease will go away from you because you own it.
My room is decorated by pictures of you and a picture of Pokemon that you colored.
I will callon you next March, please wait for me with joy.
Maiko Shimada <maiko162002@Yahoo.ne.jp>
Funabasi, Chiba Japan - Saturday, August 24, 2002 at 08:01 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, Mike and I are sad to hear you had to go back to the hospital. We are praying for your speedy recovery. We looked at your tatoo salon and loved the cat tatoo you did. It reminded us of the cat pumpkin you carved so beautifully last year and we are hoping you will come again this year. We haven't set a date yet but we will be sure to let you know. It will be as close to Halloween as we can get it because last year alot of the kid's pumpkins started to mold before Halloween. Be sure to invite Nico too! Love you Jessi! Prayers, Hugs, and Kisses! Pam & Mike
Pam & Mike <res0arme@verizon.net>
Lompoc, Ca - Saturday, August 24, 2002 at 02:11 PM (CDT)
Waves hello to Jessi. I am sorry to hear that you are in the hospital. You are in my thoughts and daily prayers.

((( Rainbow Hugs & Wishes )))
Ronae' <junipersecho@yahoo.com>
Hugs & Hope, MI USA - Friday, August 23, 2002 at 09:22 PM (CDT)
Morning Dearheart! Sorry to hear that you're back in the hospital. Sounds like mom's doing all sorts of things to keep ya entertained! Think you could get Dad to send us a decorated cookie? They sound yummy! Lots of Hugs & Kisses~Christi & Joe
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Friday, August 23, 2002 at 08:52 AM (CDT)
Hi SweetPea! The new pictures are great. I hear you are back in the hospital, bummer. You'll get out soon! My angle said so. I am off work until next Wednesday, maybe Tawni and I can come see you again. I bet you need your nails and toes done again. Besides I had so much fun painting you, I never let you paint me. I need a tatoo! Start thinking about what you want to tatoo on me and we will see you soon. Tell Blaze, Lightning, Kivu & Trotter we said hello. Hugs and Kisses for all We miss you and pray for you every day.

Love Tami
Tami Tackett <tami.tackett@verizon.net>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 10:19 AM (CDT)
Hello...I just wanted to say a big hello from Smile Quilts. We are a group of ladies who stitch virtual quilts for children. When you have a moment to spare please stop by Smile Quilts and have a look around. We would love to make your child a Smile Quilt of their very own.
Sincerely,
The Quilting Angel's

Quilting Angel Island Princess <mooks@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 07:58 PM (CDT)
Hi Jess. Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and hoping you are doing ok with the chemo. How's the hearing holding up? When you feel up to it, have Mom call and we'll get you into the office to check it out.
I tried not washing my hands for awhile, but your gator and rabbit finally wore off. They were cool while they lasted. Kim really liked them and thinks you are quite the artist. Be sure to bring your supplies into the office when you come, and you will find lots of willing takers for your art work. Tate and Kim say Hi too. Take care and hang in there. We love you. HUGS XOXOXOX
Jeff Danhauer <danhauer@speech.ucsb.edu>
Santa Barbara, - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 05:39 PM (CDT)
Hey, kiddo! Hope you had fun today meeting your classmates. It may be a little while before you can go all the time, but it'll come soon enough. Hope you're feeling okay - make sure to talk to your bone marrow about working harder!
Just so you know, my head is mighty cold, little one! But, I think I'll keep it short until you grow yours back after all of this is done. Okay with you? I love you! See ya when I get home!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 03:21 PM (CDT)
Hi sweetie, love your picture and article that was in the paper last night. Kayla wants me to tell you that when you get back to school I guess you are in her class. I think she said she has Ms. Shrivers or something like that name. She also sends a big hello your way. Hope your feeling much better and hang in there little one. God Bless!!
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 11:19 AM (CDT)
Purple Hair! I love it! That's great!! Hope you had great fun shaving Daddy's head. Big Hugs! ~Christi & Joe
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 09:50 AM (CDT)
Hi - the first time I signed your guestbook you had just started Chemo and now you are 4 days out of the hospital. My thoughts and prayers are with you as you continue on this journey. I hope that your count is higher and soon.

With lots of love and prayers and
Warm Regards,
BeBe <cowmum2002iowa@aol.com>
Council Bluffs, IA 51503 - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 01:51 AM (CDT)
Jessi -
Oh my gosh, I saw your body art pictures and they are awesome. I never knew you were such a great little artist. Tell you what, if you like this body art thing so much, I can probably hook you up with a friend of mine named Scorpion. He owns his own shop called "Rods and Ink" and he is looking for an assistant. I will forward him your pictures and number, maybe you can start next week. I hope you have a perfect day and I will talk to you soon. Love ya tons!!! And give Mom, Dad and the Grands hugs for us all.
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 12:42 PM (CDT)
Morning Dearheart! Awesome pictures! I like the rainbow and cloud on your cheek. The kitty looks great too. And you even got to do your Dr! What a wonderful gift those body art paints were. Have you done the dogs ears now that you are at home? Hugs & Kisses ~Christi & Joe
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 12:33 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, saw your body art work and it's beautiful. Hope this little note finds you feeling good and doing well. Sure wish I wasn't working so I could get down there to see you. But know that I am thinking of you each and everyday and also praying for you and your family. Take care lillte one and talk to you soon. Be good as usual.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 11:52 AM (CDT)
HOWDY BEAR!!!
GLAD TO HEAR THAT YOU ARE DOING WELL. BILL, ROBBIE AND I ARE PRAYING FOR YOU....WE KNOW THAT JESUS IS WATCHING OVER YOU. WE LOVE YOU.
VICKIE, BILL AND ROBBIE SLUKA

THE SLUKA'S <phonemanbills>
SOUTH LAKE TAHOE, CA USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 06:55 PM (CDT)
Jessi -
How are you today? Sorry I did not get to see this weekend, but I heard you went home Sat. morning. How exciting, have you gone mobile with your tattoo business. Remember, I still want a strawberry on my ankle. I was also thinking that I should get a smiley face on my forehead, that way, everytime someone looks at me they will smile. What do you think? Well sugar, I must get back to work. Hope you have GREAT day and a WONDERFUL week.
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 12:49 PM (CDT)
Hi SweetPee! I understand you are home from the hospital. GREAT! I hope you are still feeling well. Tell mommy we are waiting to see pictures posted with your tatoo's. Make sure you take care. Kiss Mommy, Daddy and aunt Shelly and tell her to feeling better also. We miss you and can't wait to see you again.
PS Is your hair purple yet?
Tami <Tami@nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 12:05 PM (CDT)
Morning Dearheart! Hope that you had a pleasant weekend. Do you still have more body art than daddy? How about mom? Tell them we are excited to see some pictures of your art work. Hugs and Kisses~ Christi & Joe
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 08:27 AM (CDT)
Hi sweetie,
How are you? It's Hiroko here...I'm your pop's friend(^0^)
You are very brave & pretty girl Jessi. I'll send you my love & hugs! Hope you will get better soon.
Hiroko Jessica Okunishi <hj0924@xtra.co.nz>
Papakura, AUK New Zealand - Sunday, August 18, 2002 at 11:24 PM (CDT)
our thoughts are with you
guy and kelly Wehr
Sequim, wa usa - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 01:36 PM (CDT)
Hi, Jessi.............I was reading the update your daddy wrote and I am glad to hear that you will be home soon. I saw where someone called you 'SweetPea' - that used to be my nickname.....anyone called that has to be someone special in my book and YOU ARE!
With warm regards,
BeBe <cowmum2002iowa@aol.com>
Council Bluffs, IA 51503 - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 12:40 AM (CDT)
Hello Bear,
Few more hours till you come home, I cann't wait...there are some games here that haven't been played in a week! See you soon!
Your Favorite Sister...Missy <yissa624@cnmnetwork.com>
Lompoc, Ca - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 03:17 PM (CDT)
Hi SweetPea! It sounds like things are going really well. I am glad. It says you got a unit of blood. Did you get mine?? I hope so. If not maybe before you go home. I love you and hope you keep feeling well. Have mom take pictures of you when you color your hair purple! Tanwi can't wait to see it. We love you
Tami <tami@nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 02:49 PM (CDT)
Hi dear heart, how are you feeling this AM? I heard your chemo is going good and you are handling it well. I am glad to hear that. I also heard that there was a new business that just opened up in town, something like Jessi's Tatoo! GREAT name, I will have to come up and get one too! I want a big tiger on my back and maybe a strawberry on my ankle. Well, I just popped in to say hi and I am going to try to visit tomorrow with you, however, I am not sure where you will be. I will find out! Have a "Bear"ific day and tell everyone hi for me. Love you bunches.
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 02:37 PM (CDT)
Morning Dearheart! I spoke with Mom and Dad yesterday. They told me about some of the things scheduled for your trip to Florida. Sounds AWESOME! Joe and I wish we could go! I haven't been on the tea cups in Florida yet. Mom told me your sizes so I could visit your favorite store in Woodinville last night. Will be sending out the box on Saturday. Hugs and Kisses~ Christi & Joe
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Friday, August 16, 2002 at 11:57 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I'm sorry I haven't written in so long but I didn't realize you were keeping your web-site after you had come home from the hospital. I'm so sorry you have to go through the chemo again!What a bummer! I know you will be strong again because you have all these angels around you and so many people are praying for you again!I got to see the pictures off you that your mommy sent to your Nanny in Florida. You are so beautiful!!! I can't believe that anyone could possibly get more beautiful each time I see them but you certainly seem too!!!Your hair is so curly! It looks so cute! Your Nanny and Poppy from Florida should be ther on Saturday with your Daddy to see you. They can't wait to see you again. I sure wish I was able to be there to see you too. I miss you sooooooo much!I hope I get to see you when you go to Florida to Disney. I will have to find out when you will be there so I can take off from work if I have to.I don't want to miss that chance. If I don't get to see you soon the next thing you know you will be getting married!!!I can't wait that long silly girl! Well, I hope you are feeling well when this reaches you pumpkin. I will talk to you again soon! I love you sooooooooooooooooooo much!!! God Bless You sweetheart!Remember His Angels are watching over you!!!!!!Give your Daddy and Nanny and Poppy a great big kiss for me!!!Your sister Missy too!!! Love You! Aunt Judy
Judy Weiss <judys13@msn.com>
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 08:43 PM (CDT)
Hello you little vixen!
Hope that you are doing really good today. I am so happy that we got to spend some time together yesterday. Thank you for letting come over. I still have the tattoos you gave me. I am so blessed for having the oportunity to have you in my life. I will see you when you get home!
Lulu(Shhhh!!) <louis.ruscetta@vandenberg.af.mil>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 06:49 PM (CDT)
Goood Morning Bear,
I hope you had a good night. I had lots of fun yesterday...I hope you liked all your tatoos! Croket and I can't wait tell you come home (we need someone to snuggle with). Also, Troy has something at Grandmas house for you!
Your Favorite Sister <yissa624@cnmnetwork.com>
Lompoc, ca USA - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 11:03 AM (CDT)
Jessi -
Hey you, I heard you got funny looking nails. Are they red, or blue, maybe yellow, or kinda green? Oh yea, they are all the colors! You wierd!!! Your angel told me she road Blaze last night, is that right? I am going to try and come by on Saturday to visit with you and finally have that burger we have been talking about. Is there anything I can bring for you? I was thinking about a rock or maybe even an old hub cap? Well you let me know, OK. Love you bunches!!!
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 09:35 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, I saw your pictures online and they are beautiful just like you. Hope this note finds you feeling well real soon.Kayla told me to tell you hi and to feel better real soon. I wish I could come down and see you but this note will have to do for now and to let you know that I am thinking of you and your family each and every day. Keep those angels with you as always. You are so big and brave and I really admire your courage and strength as always. I'll talk to you real soon and as usual God Bless.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 12:43 AM (CDT)
Hey SweetPea!!! It was really good to see you today, You look so good!!! I had a lot of fun rainbow painting your fingers and toes. I bet you have the best looking feet in the whole hospital. I was really happy to see you enjoying the body art we got you. It sounds like you let your visitors have some fun with the body paint as well, thats great. Wes is hopping to come see you Friday night or Saturday morning. If he doesn't see you it will only be because you got to go home and that will be wonderful. You take care of yourself and make sure all the horses don't take up to much of your bed. Tell mom and dad they are doing a great job we love you all and we will see you again soon.
Love Tami <tami.tackett@verizon.net>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 10:49 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessie. It was good seeing you and spending time with you today. You look wonderful. I don't want to wash my hand now because I don't want the body painting of the alligator and the rabbit to fade. You are quite an artist. Take care and I'll look forward to seeing you in the office soon to check your ears and your hearing aids to make sure this round of chemo hasn't changed things. Hang in there and get better soon. Hugs. Jeff
Jeff Danhauer <danhauer@speech.ucsb.edu>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 08:52 PM (CDT)
Hi jessi
I miss you. I hope you get better soon. I cant wait to see you. Tell Aunt Nici I said hi. I hope we can go swimming with the dolphins in Florida. I'm with my mommy right know at work. It is Wednesday at 11:00. Tell Gramma and Papa i said hi and give them a big hug from me when you see them. Twinkle, Twinkle little star, how i wonder where you are. Up above the world soo high like a diamond in the sky. Twinkle, twinkle little star how i wonder what you are. I love you very much. I'll be seeing you soon.

Love Kirsten <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 12:56 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, Thanks for letting me come see you yesterday. It made me happy getting to see you. I am praying for you, while you are at Cottage Hospital. You really are such a brave girl. I am so proud of you! I know so many people are proud of you!!! I am glad you like Blaze. Crystal told me to tell you, that she wants to come see you and Blaze sometime soon. I am working on the perfect surprize for when I come see you next time. Here is a hint...some of it is purple.
Don't forget that you have lots of angels around you, and Jesus is going to help you get better. He loves you lots. I wonder if your angels have pretty purple dresses. you look so pretty in purple. Your new pictures are so pretty. I am going to get a bunch of them, and figure out a pretty way to put them. Tell your mom and dad hi for me, please. I will see you soon! Love, Becki in Santa barbara
Becki Wolff
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 11:56 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi honey,
I am so sorry that you are so sick, but you know Jesus will look after you. My grandaughter and I will say a prayer each night for you so you can get better.
By the way, you are a very pretty young lady.
Your new Friends,
Nadine and Kirsten
Nadine Worsfold <rw@techline.com>
Hoquiam, Wa. USA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 09:15 PM (CDT)
Jessi -
Wow, I can't believe your hair. It is so beautiful and curly too! Where did you get those curls. Hey, I saw all the wonderful photos of you guys at the photographer's. I thought those were the best pictures I ever saw. You sure are pretty, when's are wedding? Well listen, I understand your nose is clearing up (the angel told me that, she says you were talking with your nose plugged and it sounded like you were holding it closed) and you are listening to mom and dad. I am very proud of you and you need to continue to do what they say, unless they want you to clean your room. Love you lots and don't forget to SMILE!!!
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 06:32 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
I'm sorry to hear you have to have chemo again. I know the Lord will take very good care of you. You are such a pretty little girl with that beautiful culry hair.
I will be praying for you and your family. Have fun a Disneyworld.
hugs
Kathy
Kathy Hanson <poofykat@earthlink.net>
Omaha, NE US - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 02:38 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi -
Just wanted to say hi and let you know I am thinking about you. Remember to keep on SMILING!!!

Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 05:55 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetpee! Guess what, my angel said she spoke to your angel and together they are going to make sure everyting goes well with your new treatment. Make sure take care of your self.
Please tell my angel hello when you see her ok.
When you go to Flordia next month Tawni would love you to send her a picture of you swimming with the Dolphins, do you think maybe you could ask mommy and daddy to help you do that.
We miss you and can't wait to see you, maybe it will be sooner then you think.
HUGGS AND KISSES !!!
We all Love you
Tami <Tami@nationalcomtel.com>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 01:01 PM (CDT)
Morning Dearheart! I heard a cute joke the other day and thought you might enjoy it. (I remembered you telling me some when we saw you last.) What do you call a Bull that's alseep?......A Bulldozer! Well what do you think? Cute? I tried it out on Joe and he giggle and shook his head at me. Lots of Hugs and kisses~ Christi
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 08:41 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi and Aaron and Denise -- this is Anne Cisney. I think you came to visit my mother and Aunt Vicky at out house a few months ago. I wish I could have been here to meet you when you came!

This is silly. I've been following your progress online and helping Aunt Vicky keep up to date on what's been happening, but now I'm not sure whether I've ever actually written anything in your guest book! So I thought it was about time I said hello and let you know I was sending you happy thoughts. I bet you could turn this journal into a book some day.

Aunt Vicky says hi. She thinks about you all the time and always asks us how you're doing. She doesn't have a computer, so we print out your updates to give to her.

I hope you have a lot of fun swimming!!
Anne Cisney
Manchester, WA USA - Sunday, August 11, 2002 at 11:05 PM (CDT)
Hello...I just wanted to say a big hello from Smile Quilts. We are a group of ladies who stitch virtual quilts for children. When you have a moment to spare please stop by Smile Quilts and have a look around. We would love to make your child a Smile Quilt of their very own.
Sincerely,
The Quilting Angel's

Quilting Angel Island Princess <mooks@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, August 11, 2002 at 10:14 PM (CDT)
Jessi - Hi..........I just found this site today when visiting another site. You will be in my prayers and thoughts as you start your chemo......God Bless You!
Barbara <cowmum2002iowa@aol.com>
Council Bluffs, IA USA - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 05:22 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweety
It was soo nice to talk to you the other night. I cant beleive you dont want to have curly hair like me. ohhh, that's okay, i still love ya lots and lots. Mom said you went horse back riding and you were even riding your own horse. That's awesome. I hope we can all go horseback ridign together sometime. Kirsten really enjoyed talking to you also. We'll call again soon. I love ya lots and lots.
Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, Ca - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 03:15 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi and family. I saw your site listed on another site and thought I would say hello and invite you and your mommy to visit Smile Quilts. http://smilequilts.com/ We make virtual online quilts for special children just like you. You are a brave little girl. I hope your new treatments go well for you. I will be saying special prayers for you. Hugs, Sprite

Sprite <sprite@tds.net>
Eckert, Colorado USA - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 03:21 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetie, just a quick note to let you know I was thinking of you. I sure appreciate the updates from Mom and Dad to let me know your progress. Good luck with your Chemo on Monday. I'll be thinkig of you and also praying. God bless you little one. I'll talk to you soon I promise.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 06:35 PM (CDT)
Jessi is one adorable little girl!! She is in my prayers and I know that God will protect her.
Traci Holland
IN U.S.A. - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 05:03 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessie- I don't know if you remember- but some time ago I talked to you and your mom in the hallway of he BX on Base- I just read your recent report and want you to know- I have a grandson Kyle who was born with an immune defiency and he has had a porte cath in his chest since he was 2yrs old- They work great-easy excess and no cleaning etc after final flushing- he swims and does most sports and has no problem with it- He gets a 5 hour infusion every month and in between he is a regular visitor at the Children's hospital in LA. I have followed your health history from day one and I want to wish you the very Best and all the kudos to your Mom and Dad- i-Have lots of fun in Florida- Love Oma (grandma in German)
Christa A Stinnett <omachrista@webtv.net>
lompoc, Ca Santa Barbara - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 03:58 PM (CDT)
Hey there Jessi
I got a visit from our angel again last night. She says she's going to Disney Land with you soon. How exciting is that. I have never been to Florida; make sure you don't lose her OK. Florida is a long way if you have to fly by yourself. Make sure to find Tigger for me and give him a big hug for me. Maybe when you get back we can do those hamburgers again. Or, maybe I will just come to Cottage myself next week and we'll BBQ there. I wonder if the doctors would care. Aw, we'll do it anyway. I miss you and love you sooooooo much, give mom, dad, grandma and grandpa big fat hugs and be sure to listen to your doctors. I will see you soon!!!

PS. I think you owe me a wedding, don't you? :-)
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 02:29 PM (CDT)
Afternoon Dearheart! Sounds like everything is all planned out. I like the idea that they can provide you a option to go swimming! That's great. Especially since you're such a little mermaid. We started getting a package ready to send down, still need those sizes so we can put something in there from your favorite store. Hugs & Kisses~ Joe & Christi
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 02:07 PM (CDT)
Hi sweetpea! How beautiful you are in those picutres. I wish we could see you more. Tawni whats to see you soon. Maybe we could come to Cottage next week.
I understand the BIG trip to Florida is coming. When I went to Florida I had to work and didn't get to have any fun. Tell Mickey Mouse I said hello.
Make sure you do what the doctors say, Kiss mom, dad, grandma and papa for me. We all love you and think of you often. Remember angeles on your pillow. :)
Tami <tami@nationalcomtel.com >
Camarillo , Ca - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 01:01 PM (CDT)
we hope you get back home soon and well.lots of love and kisses. Bapa and gigi
gigi and bapa
- Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 11:47 AM (CDT)
Morning Dearheart. Wishing you all the best today! Hugs~Christi & Joe
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 07:59 AM (CDT)
Jessi -
Hi baby! I had a dream last night about you. It started on the beach in Pismo and a BBQ. We sat in the sand all day and built sand castles and cooked hamburgers. I can't wait til we can actually do that, huh? We will have to make sure to take grandma and mommy too! How's your angel? She tells me she has been pretty busy lately and that you are doing very well. You remember, if you ever feel like talking to someone and can't, she is sitting write there with you. I sure have gotten my monies worth out of her. Listen, you take care of yourself and keep doing what mom tells you OK. I miss you so much and we love you tons.
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA - Monday, August 05, 2002 at 12:58 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, happy Monday morning to you. Hope you had a wonderful weekend. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and wishing you GOOD LUCK at the Dr's on Wednesday. Hang in there little one and as always God Bless you and your family.
Love your friend,
Kathy

Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc`, Ca USA - Monday, August 05, 2002 at 11:42 AM (CDT)
Hello Dearheart. I hear that you have been having lots of fun with your cousin. Have you made it to the pool lately? I tried to go over the weekend, but they wouldn't let me bring the dogs....so decided to stay home with them instead. Stopped at the store that you like so much in Woodinville, but didn't know your sizes. Have Mom or Dad tell me for next time. We send you all our best wishes and lots of hugs! Love Christi & Joe
Christi Fortier <cmclarnan@yahoo.com>
Snohomish, wa - Monday, August 05, 2002 at 08:46 AM (CDT)
Jessi!
Just wanted to say hi to you and let you know we are thinking about you. We also will keep you in our prayers! Sending you big hugs!! PS~I love all your pictures! You are so adorable!!
Connie (N-Blast Mom) www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn
Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn) <Roco595@aol.com >
St. Cloud, MN - Monday, August 05, 2002 at 08:38 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I hope you are having a good day today. The angels are watching over you, I know. It sounds like you did a lot of fun things this summer. You are a very pretty girl and I hope you will be feeling all better again soon. I will pray that the doctors have just the right medicine to help. A big hug to you!
April L.
Wisconsin - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 08:25 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi-Bear! I'm so relieved to hear you are feeling good despite that bad cancer wanting to come back. Well, we just won't let it win - you've got sooooo many people praying for you and thinking of you. If any of us can do anything at all to help or make things easier, you just let us know. I have a special surprise coming to you in the mail next week, princess...
Lots of love and hugs to you!
Peace-
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 06:35 PM (CDT)
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Jessi*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

What a beautiful young lady you are! I would bet that you, your Mommy and Daddy have a great time together. Yes, that 'ole cancer monster has struck again, but that's O.K., you kicked it's butt last time, you'll do it again. And that is just the way it will be. You have so many people thinking of you, and most importantly, praying for you. It really stinks to have to go through the treatment again, but that is what it takes to get you well, you CAN do it!

Roses are red.....
Violets are blue......
Because you are need to get well.....
I am praying for you.

Hang in there, Mommy and Daddy, there is no reason to think that she won't beat this again. All of us, and there are a lot of us, at Hugs and Hope are here for you all, and we care so much!

Love and hugs,
Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mommy
http://www.caringBridge.com/tn/connorhunley
rshunley@comcast.net
Goodlettsville, TN **GOD BLESS AMERICA!** - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 03:12 PM (CDT)
I'm sorry that you have had this bad news now Jessi, but I pray that all goes well in the future. You are a beatiful little girl and you deserve the best in life.
*hugs*
janet
Janet Mckeague (HUGS AND HOPE) <bubbles224uk@yahoo.co.uk>
Enniskillen, N.Ireland - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 02:55 PM (CDT)
I am so sorry and sad to hear this news. I will keep you and your family in my prayers every day. Please tell your mommy and daddy that it is alright to vent! We are here for ALL of you when you need us. ((( BIG Hug )))
Ronae' H. <junipersecho@yahoo.com>
Hugs & Hope, MI USA - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 01:19 PM (CDT)
Hi again sweetie, I was sad to hear the news but I am not worried. You have gone through so much this far and I know those angels will continue to watch over you. You are in my prayers and heart each and every day little one. Tell Mommy and Daddy to hang in there they are brave also. You take care and I'll talk to you again real soon.
Love your friend,

Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 12:40 PM (CDT)
Jessi -
Hey baby, how you do'in? I wanted to drop you a quick line and tell you I was thinking about you. Your angel says you are having a lot of fun with your sister. I am glad! You keep your head high and do what mommy says OK. We love you and I will talk with you soon.
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 11:23 AM (CDT)
Hi sweetie, Glad to hear your getting a nice vist in with your sister. Tell your Mom and Dad I feel their fustration and am still and always praying for your family. Good luck with your testing. Just wanted to say a quick hello and as always God Bless You little one.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 02:58 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I just wanted to tell you "hi" and that I am thinking about you, and praying for you, during all these tests!!! I am sorry you could not come for a visit, but we will have our fun day together soon!!! My trampoline and pool are waiting for you! I will be looking forward to when you can come! We will have lots of fun! I am sorry you are having to go through all these tests, but please know we love you and we are so proud of you! There must be a million people who love you and who are praying for you!!! Hang in there beautiful Jessi. You are going to get all better!! If you can't come see me soon, then maybe I can come see you again. I bought a fun art set for us to play with today. I am going to mail it to you, so you can be having fun with it. I will call you soon, Jessi, to see how you are, and figure out when I can see you again. I am so glad you like your Bunny Baby! I won't quit praying for you Jessi, until you are all better!!!!! Don't forget how much Jesus loves you, and so do I. Love Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 09:11 AM (CDT)
Jessi-Try and keep your spirit up. We will keep you and your mom and dad in our prayers. We think about you often.
Patricia/Bright Beginnings
- Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 12:20 AM (CDT)
Hi there Dearheart! Hope that you're feeling better and your tests were good. Joe and I have been working on the house. I discovered yesterday that the deer prefer the rose bushes to the raspberry bushes in our yard. Isn't that funny. Hugs and Kisses!
Christi Fortier
Snohomish, wa usa - Tuesday, July 30, 2002 at 09:42 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi sweetie pie! How are you feeling? Do you still like Pokemon? Cassidy loves Pokemon, and she has been playing her Gameboy like it might disappear on her! geez! I hope you are having a good summer and feeling good, pumpkin. Love you bunches!
Jenn Borjeson
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Monday, July 29, 2002 at 06:04 PM (CDT)
We're waiting to hear from your daddy that all is well after your tests tomorrow. Good luck, we love you. Kajsa's soccer team won another tournament this weekend. They haven't lost a game so far in the 4 tournaments this summer and have outscored opponents 105 to 12. Quite an incredible team. Uncle Kjell heads back to Wisconsin in 2 weeks to start college again. Good luck tomorrow -love, grandma carol and all of us.
carol sporseen
bothell, wa - Sunday, July 28, 2002 at 08:11 PM (CDT)
Hi sweetie, first of all I was so sad to hear about your friend Morgan. My heart goes out to his family. I'm also sorry that your not feeling well again. Maybe if you go back to La Canada you'll be in Kayla's class. I know she'll like it. School starts soon and she is driving her mother nuts. I promised to take her clothes shopping and boy am I sorry I said yes. I only have two boys and they are pretty easy to buy for. Jeans and a t-shirt. Well gotta go now I'll talk to you later. Be good. God bless you little one.
Love your friend,
Kathy

Kathy
Lompoc, Ca USA - Tuesday, July 23, 2002 at 06:29 PM (CDT)
Jessi -
Hi sweetheart, how are you? I wanted to drop a line to you and say hi. I think of you every day!!! We moved to a new house a few weeks ago and we love it. You need to come see it, our back yard backs the river bottom. What a great place to play too! Tanner fell on Sunday and hit a wall with his head. Yes, the wall is fine but Tanner took a few stitches in the forehead (ouch). He is and was fine, as a matter of fact, before the doctor put in his stitches Tanner was running all over the waiting room playing. Weird huh? You take care honey and let's get together soon, OK.

Wes (and Angel too!)
Camarillo, - Tuesday, July 23, 2002 at 06:14 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I found out this morning that you were at Cottage Hospital. from your web page. I called you at Cottage Hospital to see if I could come visit you, but they told me you already went home. I hope you are feeling better! I am sorry you were sick! We were out of town this week end, and so I didn't know you were in the hospital here, or I would have come to see you before today!!! I called you at your house but no one was there. I hope that means that you are feeling better. I hope that meanss that you are off having a fun day. You have been doing so much fun stuff lately. I am glad you are having such a fun summer. No matter where you are, or what you are doing, I think about you ,and I keep you in my prayers. I still am waiting for you to call me and tell me when you would like to come for a swim at my house. I hear you might get tubes in your ears. My daughter had them put in two times. I remember it is easy to do, and you wake up and sometimes get popcicles to eat until you want to go home. We put Silly Puddy in her ears, to keep the water out, when she was around the water. Your pictures are beautiful. You are such a smart, beautiful girl. There must be thousands of people who love you, and who are proud of you. Your beautiful picture, that you gave me, is in my living room for every one to see. I have to go now, but I wanted to tell you hi. I can't bring your surprixe to the hospital, because you were so fast going home. You will just have to look in the mail for a surprize coming. God Bless, Love, Becki in Santa barbara.
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@verizon.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 03:32 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetie, I'm sorry your not feeling well. But your in good hands at Cottage Hospital. You'll be back home and running around before you know it. You are such a brave little girl and I really admire your strength and courage. Hurry and get well soon. As always my prayers are with you little one.
Be good and talk to you soon.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 02:05 PM (CDT)
JESSI
I WILL BE IN LOMPOC NEXT WEEKEND...I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU! I AM GLAD YOU ARE ENJOYING YOUR SUMMER! THE FAIR IS COMMING UP...HOPE YOU STILL WANT TO GO?!
I LOVE YOU BEAR, SEE YOU SOON!
MISSY <YISSA624@CNMNETWORK.COM>
- Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 11:28 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi! I just love those pictures of you in your photo album. Are you having a fun summer? Are you staying out of trouble? :o) Cassidy and Trevor say hi and we all send you big hugs! Peace & Love
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 10:00 AM (CDT)
Hey there Jessi, glad to read that you're doing better. Sounds like summer is off to a great start. Hope that you have a wonderful 4th of July and enjoy the fireworks! Big hugs! Christi & Joe Fortier
Christi Fortier <chrisfo@attachmate.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Wednesday, July 03, 2002 at 02:46 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, tell your dad thanks so much for the updates. I'm glad to hear you are doing so much better. You are still in my prayers each and every day. Hope school went well this year. I bet you are glad it's over with. Kayla sure is. Have a great summer and be safe. God bless you little one as always.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy Young <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Tuesday, June 18, 2002 at 11:31 AM (CDT)
Hello Jessie- It was great to see you at the Bright Beginnings Pre-school graduation. Hope you have a great summer!
Patricia Davis <Hectorsmom@aol.com>
Lompoc, ca s.b. - Sunday, June 09, 2002 at 09:30 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi - WOW you are getting SOOOOO big! I LOVE your curly hair, you look so precious! I hope you are ready to have a fun summer. You are always in my thoughts and prayers, pumpkin! Peace & Love -
Jenn Borjeson (Hugs and Hope) www.geocities.com/jennborj/index <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA usa - Sunday, June 09, 2002 at 06:55 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, It sounds like you have been quite the busy young lady!!! I am glad all your tests came out good!!! It sounds like you have been having lots of fun lately. I just saw your pictures in your swin suit. You are such a cutie! Now that you are swimming, you'll have to let me know, one time before you are coming to Santa Barbara. I will make sure my pool is nice and warm, and you guys could come over and we could have some fun! Your curls are so beautiful. I love your new pictures! Well i have to go, but I wanted to tell you "hi" and that I am thinking about you. Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@verizon.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Saturday, June 01, 2002 at 06:21 AM (CDT)
Hey there dearheart! I talked to your Dad today and hear that you are doing great! My head has finally quit spinning from the tea cup ride. ;o) We enjoyed our time with you and look forward to doing it all again next year. I REALLY like the new pictures! Will be sending you the picutures we took for your photo album. Huge Hugs, Loads of Kisses and Tons of warm thoughts! Christi and Joe
Christi Fortier <chrisfo@attachmate.com>
Snohomish, wa usa - Friday, May 31, 2002 at 04:40 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi,
I wasn't sure your web site was up and running. I am glad I took a look. It seems like you had a really good time at the parks. I Love your curly hair you look so cute!
I LOVE YOU!
Missy
Missy <yissa624@cnmnetwork.com>
South Lake Tahoe, CA - Tuesday, May 28, 2002 at 10:53 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessi, you are a remarkable young lady. Way to go for outlasting your parents at the amusement parks! I guess it's all that LOVE flowing through you that keeps you excitedly energized.

You are in my heart and prayers.

Love, your Friend, Jesus
Pastor Dove <pastorjmdove@aol.com>
Ocala, FL USA - Tuesday, May 28, 2002 at 05:13 PM (CDT)
Hi Princess Jessi! you have gone home, and Papa and I are resting up for the next time you come. We are looking forward to eating at the "Cheeta Grill" we love you Jessi!! From the earth to the stars, Grandma
Patti Beach <Patti Beach >
Lompoc, Ca usa - Saturday, May 25, 2002 at 05:03 PM (CDT)
Hi sweetie, glad to hear your back and had a wonderful time. I've been to Great America once and it must of been 20 years ago. I'm sure the rides are much better and more exciting now. I'll have to go up that way and check it out. Just wanted to say welcome home and glad to hear you didn't get tired first. You continue to take care and as always, God Bless You little one.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 02:38 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi, I was just thinking about you and wanted to say hi. I'll try to stop by soon. Love Ya, Uncle Mark
Mark Hendrickson <Meandchief@cs.com>
Santa Ynez, Ca USA - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 10:07 PM (CDT)
Hey Jessi -
WOW, what a fun few days you have had! I am so glad that you are doing so well. I hope you and mom can come to our house some time to play with Tawni and Tanner. They miss you lots, not as much as me though! I hope you keep up the good work, do what mom and the Dr.s say and keep out lasting the old ladies. You really will keep them young. Give your angel a BIG hug and kiss for me and I will talk to you very soon.
Wes (hubby to be...) <wtackett@toaks.org>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 02:06 PM (CDT)
hi jessi
my name is cheryl and i'm from hugs and hope i wanted to send you a line or two just to say hi and was thinking of you i will be sending you a email card for you being child of the week i bet that makes you feel a lot better don't it and you want to know a little secret i'm good friends with pooh and tiger and rabbit all of them with pooh and the gang well i be talking to you later girl
love cheryl
cheryl <tcbangels3@yahoo.com>
port arthur, tx 77642 - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 10:32 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I have thinking about you and wondering how you are doing. Your mom said you are doing good, and that makes me so happy! It sounds like you are going to be doing lots of fun things in the next couple days!! I hope you have a great time! You look so beautiful in your pictures. They make me smile. Well, I just wanted to tell you I am thinking about you, and praying for you, and I wanted to say,"HI". Tell your Mom Happy Mothers Day, please. Talk to you soon. Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <beckiw@verizon.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 01:05 PM (CDT)
HI Jessi and Denise
good to hear you are doing well!!!
My son has leukemia so I am usually in those homepages,
but wanted to drop by and wish you a Happy Mothers Day and send Jessi a smile! She deserves it!!!!

chris
Gooch�s Page
<chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 08:52 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, just read the great news that your test results are wonderful. I am so glad to hear that. Hope you have a wonderful time at Great America. I know you will. Yes, you will be really busy for the next couple of weeks. Hang in there kiddo. I'll be busy myself. Next week is my son's 16th
birthday and boy do I feel old. Now he'll be driving all over the place. You take care of yourself and maybe I'll see you real soon. Be safe little one. God Bless.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Friday, May 03, 2002 at 11:42 AM (CDT)
hello jessi- Was just sitting at the computer with my mom and she said, "Lets see what Jessie is up to?" I haven't seen you in awhile. Looked at your pictures. You look great. How do you like school?your friend patricia and her mom
patricia <hectorsmom@aol.com>
- Tuesday, April 23, 2002 at 09:24 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi!!! I just heard that your scans came out good. I am so happy. I was praying! My daughter had her baby and his name is Gavin and he weighed 8 pounds and 3 ounces. He is so pretty. We had fun up in Santa Rosa with them for 8 days. I was thinking about you. I loved seeing your new pictures!!! Yeah!!! They are great. You are so beautiful and what a beautiful head of hair you have!!! It has grown so much since I saw you at Christmas time. I am still looking forward to when your mom says it is all ok, for you to come visit me for a little swim in our pool and I'll fix your favorite things for lunch.
Maybe this summer we could have fun doing that, one day your mom has work off. Just let me know. Well anyway, I am so glad you are doing good and you look so beautiful. I just wanted to remind you I am thinking about you and always praying for you and your family. Tell everyone hi. Talk to you soon. Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <beckiw@verizon.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Thursday, April 18, 2002 at 01:06 AM (CDT)
Good job, cutie. We were all sending loving thoughts from our house in Bothell to yours yesterday. Of course, we still are today and will be again tomorrow. Breckin got his second tooth and today is his 4th month birthday. Uncle Kjell had a severe snow storm on April 2nd and 89 degrees today-go figure. Take care and we'll talk to you later-love, grandma carol and all of us
carol sporseen <csporseen@yahoo.com>
bothell, wa. - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 09:31 AM (CDT)
Hi Jesse! This is Nicole, Tre's mom. We just wanted to say thank you for the picture. Take Care, Nikki and Trevon
Nicole Butler <nbutler@bop.gov>
Lompoc, Ca Santa Barbara - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 10:23 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi! Your mom told me that you have scans coming up and I just wanted to let you know that we will be thinking of you. You are such a beautiful little girl!
Leah <imperialbeek@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Saturday, April 13, 2002 at 06:15 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessie,

I love your new photos. I look forward to hearing about the good results on your upcoming tests. Keeping the faith with your family,
Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Saturday, April 13, 2002 at 03:18 PM (CDT)
Well Jessie my friend pointed out that I had put May 15 instead of this Monday April 15th in the email to you on April 12th. But thats ok because we claim the victory in everyday.
Take Care
Pat B
Pat B <trishb@impulse.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Friday, April 12, 2002 at 11:26 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, so good to see that you are doing so well. This lets me know that God is still in the prayer answering business. I want you to know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. May 15th, we are claiming the Victory! Stay Strong Sweetie God Loves You.

Pat B <trishb@impulse.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Friday, April 12, 2002 at 11:11 PM (CDT)
Hey Jess -
Just wanted to say hi and see how you were doing. My gosh, your hair is growing so much and it is of course VERY beautiful. When you coming over for burgers and to play. Tanner has a new jungle gym and sand box. You and Tawni could chase him all over the back yard too. I understand from your angel that you are doing great. I am so glad you are doing so well. Good luck with your scan on Mon. and my many prayers are always with you honey. Give big loves to mom and grandma for me, kay?
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Thousand Oaks, - Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 05:43 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, i just wanted to say "hi" and that I hope you had a great Easter. I am still waiting for my daughter to go into labor, so I can go there to have fun. I hope the Easter Bunny brought you a ton of goodies. I hope you are feeling good and school is going great. I was just thinking about you and I'm praying for you, too. God Bless, Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 05:12 PM (CST)
Hi Jessi, just a quick note to say hi and no I haven't forgotton about you. Been busy with these 2 boys of mine. Hope your feelin much better. Hope school is going well with you. Kayla got an attendance award yesterday at school. I was proud of her. She loves kindergarten alot. I want to wish you a very HAPPY EASTER. Hope the EASTER BUNNY is good to ya. Take care and God Bless You.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy Young <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca 93436 - Friday, March 29, 2002 at 11:54 AM (CST)
Hi Jessi, I just wanted to tell you "hi" and that I am thinking about you. I hope school is going great and that you have a great Easter. I hope you liked the little game I sent you on your e-mail and my Easter surprize. I am getting ready to go see my daughter in Santa Rosa. She is going to have a baby boy, and the second she goes into labor I am on the road to go see her. I don't want to miss any of that fun. I hear you are feeling better. I am so glad. I will be praying for your tests in the middle of March. I know they are going to come out great. I hope you have lots of fun on Easter. Just remember Jesus loves you, and so do I. Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 06:26 PM (CST)
Hello there dearheart! Spoke with you Daddy today and hear that you're doing better. How's school? Hope that you're having a good time and keeping Mommy and Daddy out of trouble. Joe and I moved into our new house in Snohomish. There is a spare room for you and one for Mommy and Daddy to stay in next time you visit. The deer and rabbits have been out in the back yard teasing the dogs to come and play with them. Take care and hope to chat with you soon! Lots of hugs, Aunt Christi
Christi McLarnan <christmc@attachmate.com>
Bellevue, WA USA - Friday, March 22, 2002 at 04:53 PM (CST)
Hi Pumpkin,
I havent heard from you in a while and was wondering how you were doing. We are all find up here. Kirsten has been asking alot about you and misses you very much. Kirsten is learning how to read, so next time you two get togehter you can read each other some stories. My how you two are growing up soo much and soo fast.
Just wanted to let you know i love you very much. I hope we can see you sometime soon.
hugs and kisses sweetie.
love ya lots
Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Tuesday, March 19, 2002 at 01:39 PM (CST)
Hello jessi- I just lost my 3rd tooth tonight. My two front teeth have been loose for some time now, I was playing with my mom tonight and one of the popped right out. I was a little scared, but my mom helped me. Hope your feeling better. Patricia
Patricia <Hectorsmom@aol.com>
Lompoc, ca santabarbara - Sunday, March 17, 2002 at 11:58 PM (CST)
Hi Jesse! I just wanted to get a note out to you today and tell you I am thinking about you. I know you had your tests yesterday at City of Hope and I have been praying that it all went good, and that your tests come out good, too. I know tests sometimes are not fun, but I wanted you to know I am thinking about you and praying for you. I am not surprised at how good you did on your report card! I knew it would be a good one. You are such a good little student. I am sure your teacher must love you lots. You are so good and sweet, everyone loves you lots! I think that is so neat, about your daddy, going to help a little girl get better. I got to be just a few feet away from my nephew, when he got his blood stem transplant. They are so great. I felt like I was getting to watch a miracle. Your daddy is going to help God do a miracle for a little girl. That is so wonderful he is a match. That makes me happy. Thinking about you makes me happy. I have your beautiful picture in my living room on my picture table. I tell everyone about you, and how special you are. I can't wait to see more pictures of you. Your last pictures are so cute!!!!! Well I have to go for now. Tell your mom hi for me. Here is a long distance hug from me. I hope you can feel it. I will get back to you soon. Love, Becki in Santa barbara
Becki Wolff <beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Tuesday, March 12, 2002 at 11:53 AM (CST)
Hope you guys had a good 31st birthday day for daddy Aaron-we'll all be thinking of you two tomorrow with all of the testing you'll be doing. Talk to you soon-love, all of us in Bothell.
grandma carol
- Sunday, March 10, 2002 at 05:15 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica, I'm so proud of you that your report card was great. Keep up the good work. Hope your feeling much better.
I'll have to go by Kayla's house and check out how well she did on her report card. If I have time this weekend I will. My son has his first wrestling tournament tomorrow at Righetti so I'll be there all day. But I love it. Keeps my boys busy as well as Me. Hey, you have a wonderful weekend and be good. I'll talk to you soon. God Bless.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompos, Ca USA - Friday, March 08, 2002 at 12:41 PM (CST)
Hi Jessi sorry haven't written to you for awhile but you know Uncle Gary was in the hospital. Glad to hear you haven't been there for awhile. Doing great in school your Grandma tells us. Love seeing your pictures they are really cute. You take care and give your Mom a big hug for us. LOVE UNCLE GARY & AUNT MARY BETH
Uncle Gary & Aunt Mary Beth <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 11:10 AM (CST)
Hi sweetie. I'm sorry I haven't written sooner but I've been busy. I'm so glad to hear that you have been able to be at school for a while. I love your pictures on the photo page. You are so cute. Hope you have a wonderful weekend. I have baseball this weekend. Well, not me my oldest son plays. I just go to scream and cheer him on. Maybe I'll see ya at the grocery store again. Take care and I'll talk to you real soon. God Bless You !!
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
- Friday, March 01, 2002 at 02:16 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica,
Long time no see. You look "marvelous".
I see from your web-site you have/had an infection...:-( . Hope you feel better soon.
Love from all in NY.
Cousin Rick from NY <ricknich@webtv.net>
Kingston, NY - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 06:38 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica it's just me giving my daily hello. Glad to hear you are back home once again. Hope you feel better real soon and hurry back to school. I'll write agian soon I'm at work and it's kinda busy. Sooooooo once again. Be good and God Bless you little one.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Wednesday February 20, 2002 11:53 AM CST
Hi Jessi, I just found out that you went to City of Hope, and maybe, you are getting to go back home today. I hope so!! Sorry your ear has been hurting. I hate eat infections!!! I will be praying that it goes away real fast!!!
I hope in the middle of all the stuff, you still felt lots of love on Valentines Day! I hear you were excited about all the special things for Valentines Day you recieved. A lot of people love you and care about you!! I hope you got my little surprize. I hope your ear is feeling lots better today!!! I just wanted to tell you that I was thinking about you, and I am praying for you...and I wanted to say "hi". Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Friday February 15, 2002 5:13 PM CST
hey sweety,
Aunt Chele told me you were back at C.O.H. but you should be coming home tomorrow. I wanted to wish you a happy Valentines Day. I hope we can get you and kirsten together sometime soon. Give mommy a big hug for me.
Love ya lots

Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, Ca - Thursday February 14, 2002 6:53 PM CST
Hi Jessica. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!! It's just me again. I'm so sorry to hear that you have an ear infection. I know how nasty those can be sometimes. Hope you enjoy you day off from school. Actually I should say days off. Hurry and feel better real soon. You are always in my prayers, you are a special little one. Take care and I'll talk to you soon.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 11:06 AM CST
Hi Jessi, I am so glad to hear how well you are doing, too bad you have an earache tho!! I hear you are a great reader and that's so super....I am a librarian and think that books are even better than candy.... take care...Tricia (Gma Carol's high school friend)
Tricia Carlton <jcarlton18@attbi.com>
Milwaukie, OR USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 4:54 PM CST
Jessi -
Heard you are doing GREAT. I am so proud of you, but listen, this COP things has to stop. NO WAY can I ever marry a cop!!! Besides, cops don't know how to make burgers. Now a DOCTOR, that's something to think about. Have you ever thought about that, I hear they make good money. Gotta go, but I wanted to let you know we're all thinking about you. Give everyone hugs and a pat on the back to our angel. LOVE You lots...
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 12:25 AM CST
Hi Jessi, I just had to stop for a minute, and tell you that you look so cute, in the new pictures, you put on your web site!!! You look great! Your hair has grown so much since I saw you on Christmas Eve! You are such a beautiful girl! I'm praying that you are feeling great! I have to go, but I wanted to say "hi" and tell you I am thinking about you!!! Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Sunday February 10, 2002 9:56 PM CST
hello jessica-Just wanted to say hello and glad to hear that you are doing well. I like school to.

Patricia

Patricia
- Sunday February 10, 2002 11:48 AM CST
Hi Jessica, how's it going? Hope you are feeling much better and are back to school now. I haven't said hi in a couple of days so I just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you and wanted to say hey. Send me an email if you get a chance. Be good and keep Kayla in line for me at school. God Bless you always.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Friday February 8, 2002 4:12 PM CST
Hi Jessi. That is great news, we are so glad to hear you are free from wires. Our lives have been touched by Neuroblastoma as well. We are proud of you!!
The Nichol Family <kjnichol@earthlink.net>
New Fairfield, CT USA - Friday February 8, 2002 6:37 AM CST
HI Jessi. Glad your free! We have a little boy with Neuroblastoma too. I hope you have great fun back at home with your friends and family. Good luck always.
The Bax Family <kristinabax@aol.com>
St. Peters, MO USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 1:56 PM CST
Hi Jessi, I just read the good news that you are "accessory free"!!!! Wow, I am so happy for you! I am so glad you are back home again! I bet every one missed you so much! I remember how my catheters felt and how happy I was when they took them out. It makes you feel so much better!!!!! I bet your school friends and teacher can't wait to see you!! A lot of people love you!! You are a very, very special girl!!! I found you something on my trip, (I just got home from.) Be looking in the mail, for a little surprize from me. I am thinking about you and praying for you! Talk to you soon. Keep smiling and remember how much God loves you!!!!!!!! Love, Becki in Santa Barbara

- Tuesday February 5, 2002 11:44 AM CST
Hi Jessica, boy I just gotta tell you that it was such a pleasure to finally meet you in person. You are just as beautiful as your pictures. So now when I email you, you'll know who I am. Even if it was at the grocery store. I'll keep in touch and you have my email if you want to email me at home you are more then welcome to. I would love to hear from you. As usual God Bless and I'll talk to you again really soon.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Monday February 4, 2002 6:52 PM CST
Hey Sweetie Peach
Heard you got rid of that nasty throat tube. I still want to know about our BBQ. I want Jessi burgers!!! Hope you are feeling better and you keep giving Mom, Dad, Grandma and Grandpa BIG hugs for us. You take your's first, then give them theirs. And say HI to our ANGEL too, kay. Love you tots.
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday February 3, 2002 3:56 PM CST
Hey Jessi!
You know me as one of the STARBRIGHT World Volunteers at Cottage Hospital (and the one you introduced that gooz stuff to). I am just about to have a baby and I haven't been into Cottage for a while. Harriet who you also know from SBW and I were talking and of course your name came up! Do you remember the tile that she painted for you at the Reunion in Fall? I am the one that helped with the tiles in 2000 and I glazed and fired the ones from 2001. I would love to send you a picture of the one Harriet did for you (either by mail or by email).

I am stoked to be able to see what's new in your life and love the pictures!! How could you not look great?!

I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you with a smile! Take care, Kristan Cohen
Kristan Cohen <kristan@quixoticcreations.com>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Thursday January 31, 2002 11:25 PM CST
YEAH!!! I'm so glad to hear the great news. The tummy tube is finally out, thats wonderful. Your in my prayers and you'll be home soon. Kayla says "HI." She thinks your on vacation. I was telling her that you'll be back to school in no time at all. Hurry and come home soon. God Bless you Little One.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday January 31, 2002 3:47 PM CST
Hi Sweetheart - Got a message from your angel that you are not feeling so well. I am sorry to hear that! You do everything your told by those GREAT doctors and mom and dad (oh, grandma too I guess) and get better real real soon. I am really craving a good hamber with you. And only you know how to make them GREAT! We love you tons and keep our angel close by, kay.
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 6:52 PM CST
Hey cutie!!! Sorry to hear the you are back at COH. I just got the news. We miss you all very much and hope you get to go home soon. Wes is already planning the wedding. :) Take care and do what your doctors tell you. Give mom and grandma a kiss and hug for us. Love you !!!xoxoxoxoxoxoxo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tami, Wes, Tawni and Tanner <tami.tackett@verizon.net >
Camarillo , Ca USA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 5:58 PM CST
Hi sweetie, just read that you have a small fever. Hey, when you get home I need your autograph. I saw and read the write up in the Lompoc Record.What a beautiful story. Just wanted to drop a few lines to let you know that I'm thinking of you and your family. Hurry and get well soon. I spoke to Kayla, (who is in your class) she told me that you are a real good reader. Hurry and get back home soon. My prayers are with you and your family as usual. God Bless you Little One.
Love your friend,
Kathy
Kathy <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Monday January 28, 2002 5:01 PM CST
Jessie: I live in Lompoc and just saw your beautiful picture in the paper.You have such a beautiful smile.Just remember there are angles all around you.I know you had to go back to City of Hope.I guess they are missing you there.You will be back soon and will be taken that trip to DisneyLand with a special guest.It is sweet of you to think of another child .I will say a prayer for you and the children who have lost their parents at the WTC.You are a Special Child.You also have a special teacher.My sons went to La Canada.Mrs.McNutt is a lovely lady to have in your life.

You are in my heart
Kathy Hefferman
Kathy Hefferman <Kathy@fastwebworld.com>
Lompoc, CA Santa Barbara - Monday January 28, 2002 3:10 PM CST
Dear Jessi, I just read your web site, and I wanted to tell you, that I am thinking about you!! I'm sorry you have a fever! I will keep praying for you, until you leave City of Hope, and you are back home again, feeling great! I couldn't believe how great you are doing in school! I heard about the "500 words" you could read, (and how proud or you, every one must be, with your words at 3rd grade level!) Wow, God made you such a cute and smart girl!! Hang in there, Jessi. You will be back in school before you know it. Hey, maybe you should be a teachers helper, with how great you are doing in school!. I have to go, but I wanted to say hi. I will talk to you soon. Love Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Monday January 28, 2002 12:17 AM CST
Hi Jessi, I was just checking your web site, like I do every day. I wanted to tell you I am thinking about you lots, and I am hoping you are doing great. I am thanking God every day about your scans coming out clear! I hope you are having fun at school. Your Christmas picture is so beautiful! I love it! Please tell your Mom and Dad, and Grandma and Grandpa "hi" for me. I will talk to you soon. I hope you got the award I sent you. Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Wednesday January 23, 2002 2:44 PM CST
Hi Jessi! My name is Martha. I'm Mike Dockendorf's sister-in-law in Texas. Ann is my sister. I have a son named Jacob, who is a first grader. He loves school too, probably just like you do! It sounds like you are doing a terrific job - keep up the good work! I'm so thankful that your recent tests have come out well. I just wanted you to know that we've been praying for you and will continue to do so! You are a very brave little girl. And very beautiful, too! I loved you reindeer picture from school! I hope you are having a good week there in California! Take care. Martha
Martha Miller <chefmartha@aol.com>
Tyler, TX USA - Wednesday January 16, 2002 9:26 AM CST
Hey, baby bear! I just wanted to say that I love you. I'll be missing you all day and all night while I'm here on duty! Tell mama I love her, too.
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 09:39 AM (CST)
Hi Jessica, first of all I have to say what a small world this is. I have been emailing you since you have been in the hospital and when I read your email about kindergarten and saw that your teacher was Mrs. McNutt I was so excited. My god daughter that I have mentioned to you before is in your class with you. Her name is Kayla. I called her the other night and mentioned you to her and she said that you were a nice girl. Maybe some day I can meet you after all.
I'm glad to hear that you are doing so well in school. Keep up the good work I am PROUD of you. I'll talk to you again real soon and if you get a chance say hi to Kayla and that you kinda know me. God Bless you little one.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 05:36 PM (CST)
Dear Jessica,

I checked to see if you had gotten the results of your tests, and I can't tell you happy I am for you!!! You are one tough and very beautiful little girl!! I also wanted to say that I absolutely LOVE your family photo. Thanks for sharing it!!

Love and hugs and prayers from Wisconsin......angie
Angie Laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 01:59 PM (CST)
Hello Jessi, Glad that you had a wonderful vacation in Seattle. Yeeha, no more central line! Also, congratulations on your "Kinder Reader" award. You're awesome. Just wanted to say hi. Your friends at Cottage miss you! We're happy that you are having fun at school.
Pamela <peaster@sbch.org>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 07:47 PM (CST)
Hi Jessi,

I ran across your page a while ago and I was touched. Your courage and determination gives great hope to all the other people in the world, especially me when times are tough. Enail me if you ever need some graphics.. I'm an artist... -Eric
Eric J. <epicson@yahoo.com>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 01:22 AM (CST)
Hi Jessi, I just wanted to tell you "hi" and that I am thinking about you. I am glad you had such a great time over Christmas! I know today you are having your scans at City of Hope, and I am praying for you, that everything goes easy and great. You are such a brave, beautiful, and smart girl, and I am blessed to have such a sweet friend. I will keep checking on your web site to see how things are going. I just wanted to remind you I am thinking about you. Tell your mom hi. Love, Becki in Santa Barbara

- Monday, January 07, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CST)
Jessi -
How are you doing. I understand you are an outstanding reader, you keep up the GREAT work. I wanted to wish you a Happy New Year and I hope your Christmas was fun. Did Santa bring you everything you wanted? I asked him for special hamburgers with a special helper and he told me that you would be by soon! When are you going to come by and see us. Tawni and Tanner would love to play again. Maybe for Tawni's birthday or something. Good luck with you scans and remember we love you. You give mom and grandma big hugs and say hi to our angel. She lets me know all the time, just how you are doing. You take care sweetheart and don't forget our wedding!!!
Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
CA - Monday, January 07, 2002 at 12:33 PM (CST)
Hello, Denise! I was just visiting Jessi's website, and I had to congratulate her on her Kinder Reader Award! How awesome is that? Also.....her hair is absolutely precious and reminds me totally of Emma's hair as it grew back....so many memories.

Please know Jessi's scans are in my prayers.........I am sending love and hugs and many, many prayers.......angie
Angie Laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 01:34 PM (CST)
Hi Jessi, I hope you are having fun in Seattle! I hope you had a great Christmas! Thanks for sharing some of your Christmas Eve with me! I love the picture you gave me! It really is my favorite, even though I really love the new ones you have on your web page. You look so pretty in purple. I can't believe what a beautiful, smart girl you are. Your mom and dad, and your teacher, must be very proud of you! I think about you every day. Please tell your family hi for me. You are in my prayers. Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 08:16 PM (CST)
Hi Jessi!! Just wanted to wish you and your mom and dad a very happy Christmas! Hope you have lots of fun, and that you get everything on your Santa list. :) We are still praying for you all the time! It's so exciting that you started kindergarten and everything. Keep up the good work!
Chemo Angel 'Manda <jmanj39652@hotmail.com>
Magnolia, MS USA - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 12:00 PM (CST)
Dear Jessi, Just wanted to write and tell you Merry Christmas!!!! That gos for your Mom and Dad too. We are looking forward to having everyone here it's been way to long since our family has been together for xmas. Your Grandma sent me pictures of you and your cousins you looked very cute and I'm sure you had fun with all of them. You have a wonderful Christmas and a Happy New Year we love you lots. UNCLE GARY & AUNT MARY BETH
Uncle Gary & Aunt Mary Beth <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 08:35 AM (CST)
Hi Jessica, HOORAY for you. Well I made it back from my vacation safe and sound and couldn't wait to get online and see your update on your progress. I'm so proud that you started Kindergarten and to hear that you are getting an award. Keep up the good work and as always God Bless. I talk again to you really soon.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, December 06, 2001 at 04:09 PM (CST)
Hi Jessi, I was so glad to get to hear some more news, on how you are doing. I am so happy you got to start school, and already got an award for your reading! I bet your mom and dad and teacher were real proud of you! It sounds like you are going to go have a fun trip around Christmas. I am going to see my daughter, and her husband, and my grand daughter, tomarrow, for a couple days of early Christmas fun. I know we all will have fun! I still pray for you everyday. I want you to keep feeling better and better and better and better!!!!!!!! I haven't called about a little visit yet, because we keep having little bugs that I wouldn't you to be around. I have a special Christmas surprize I am going to mail you, when I get home next week. I hope your having lots of fun at school. I am thinking about you lots. Love, Becki your friend in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Thursday, December 06, 2001 at 12:12 PM (CST)
Oh boy, once Thanksgiving is over Christmas comes fast. Get your list ready. By the way, you look beautiful as a blond as I am sure you will be beautiful as a brunette.
Pat D'Agostini <roca@silcom.com>
- Wednesday, November 28, 2001 at 01:14 PM (CST)
Jessi,
Just wanted to wish you and your whole family a Happy Thanksgiving. We all have so much to be thankful for this year. God Bless you and your family, we'll continue to keep you in our prayers.
Love, Katy, Mike and Harley
Katy Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 08:33 AM (CST)
Hi Jessi, I am so glad you are back home, and feeling a litlle bit better every day!! I am praying that eveything goes well, so you can go to school soon! We want those bugs to go away and stay away!! You look so beautiful in your pictures! Wow! I am so glad you are getting better and better! I thank Jesus, and I can tell He loves you lots! Well, hang in there, strong, beautiful Jessi. You are always in my prayers. Love Becki
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Saturday, November 17, 2001 at 06:49 PM (CST)
I just came across your website on CancerKids website. How wonderful to be home again. We will have you in our thoughts and prayers. We wish Emily the best. May God Bless Dear Emily and your whole family.
Heather Anderson and family <tandha@amerytel.net>
Clayton, WI USA - Friday, November 16, 2001 at 09:27 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica, haven't written in a while so I guess it's time for my daily hello. Glad to hear the news that your feeling much, much better. Just wanted to write and wish you a Happy Happy Turkey day. I'm going on vacation for a while. Going out of town to see family. Be back in a couple of weeks but couldn't go yet until I wished you well and to let you know my prayers are still with you and your family. Continue to do as well as your doing and as always God Bless You little one. Bye for now.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, November 15, 2001 at 11:56 AM (CST)
Hello Jessi,
We were just checking and are very happy to hear that you are doing well

Love Kathy and Dennis
Kathy & Dennis Kittle <dkittle@sbceo.org>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Monday, November 12, 2001 at 10:06 PM (CST)
hello jessi-My mom drove me to your house yesterday and I put a bag on your door with a surprise in it. My mom made me a pair and a pair for you. I hope you got it. I just wanted you to know that I think about you a lot and hope you to feeling great. Love your friend Patricia Davis
Patricia
- Monday, November 12, 2001 at 06:52 PM (CST)
Hi Jessi
My name is Bernadette.I have a friend who uses hugsand hope.that is where I saw you name. I just to say take care and stay positive.

Bernadette Derry
Bernadette Derry <bderry@ns.sympatico.ca>
Halifax, NS Canada - Sunday, November 11, 2001 at 10:19 AM (CST)
Hi Sweetheart! I just found out from Nanny that you are back home from the hospital!I bet you are glad to be home again!I'm sorry you got that infection. Are you excited that your Nanny and Poppy are going to be there to visit you for Thanksgiving? I know they can't wait to see you! They will be coming on next Wednesday and you will get to see them until the 28th of November!I wish I could be coming there with them but I can't. I hope they take lots of pictures of you for me!I can't stay any longer right now because I have to go pick up my daughter Mary at work. I will try to write again soon! I just want to tell you how much we love you and to let you know that all of my friends still ask about you everyday and tell me you are still on their prayer list at there churches and in their hearts everyday!I love you sooooooooooooooooooo much sweetheart! Have a goodnight! God bless you Jessi!!!!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, fl USA - Saturday, November 10, 2001 at 09:07 PM (CST)
Hello Jessi- We have been checking up on you. Did you get to go out for Halloween? I was a witch. My custome was kind of cold though. I had fun. I am sorry you had to be back at the hospital. Glad to hear you are coming home. I think and talk about you a lot. Love Patricia Davis
Patricia Davis
Lompoc, ca - Saturday, November 10, 2001 at 12:16 PM (CST)
Dear Jessi! Glad to hear you are going home your Grandma emailed me you were back at City of Hope, but I told her you would get better soon and so glad that you are. Been checking your website to see how you all are doing. Give everyone a big kiss and hug from us. Glad to hear that you will be starting school soon that will be so much fun.WE LOVE YOU AUNT MARY BETH & UNCLE GARY

Aunt MaryBeth and Uncle Gary <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 04:48 PM (CST)
hi there sweety,
so whats up with you being back at city of hope? heard you have a little infection huh? Well not too much longer and kirsten and I will be down visiting you. I cant wait to see you. Keep taking those antibiotics and get well so we can make sure we see you when we come to visit. I love you lots and lots!!!

Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Tuesday, November 06, 2001 at 06:36 PM (CST)
OK little one just read that you have an infection. I'm so sorry that your not feeling well. Just got done praying for you so God will take the infection away and send it far far down the road. Hope you feel better real soon and come back home where you belong. My thoughts and prayers are with you always and please be strong and remember Jesus loves you so much. I'll write again soon. Take care little one and as always God Bless.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA and proud of it!! - Tuesday, November 06, 2001 at 12:56 PM (CST)

Hi Jessi, I just was checking up on you, and found out that you are up visiting City of Hope for a couple days. I am sorry you got a little infection, but I know all that good medicine will get you better quick! Before you know it, you will be back home getting stronger and stronger! I loved seeing you, getting to go horse back riding. I always wanted a horse when I was a kid. It won't be long before you are back there having even more fun. I just wanted to tell you that I think about you every day, and that I pray for you every day!!! Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Monday, November 05, 2001 at 06:23 PM (CST)

Hi Jessi and Denise, I was just getting caught up on your webpage. I am so glad you are doing so well and back home. Sounds like you had some fun at Knott's Berry farm and the ballgame. Good for you. In case you don't remember us we met you at Cottage Hospital in April and we saw eachother at Lompoc lab. We'll keep you in our prayers. Love and God Bless, Diane, Brittney, Alyssa & Mike.
Diane <Diane@utech.net>
Lompoc, Ca Santa Barbara - Sunday, November 04, 2001 at 01:35 PM (CST)
Hi Sweetheart! I'm sorry I haven't written in such a long time but I have been so busy lately I feel like I don't have much time to breathe! I am so thrilled to see you in your pictures! I can't believe you got even more beautiful than you already were!!!You look great on the horse! Were you using the saddle your Daddy Hank brought to you for your birthday? I am so happy that you are able to start doing things again! It sure is better than being in the hospital all that time isn't it?! I hear your test are coming back good! That is terrific! Missy must have been happy to join you at the farm. I know she missed you when she came to Nanny and Poppy's party. I sure wish you were able to come too! We all miss you so much! Thank you for wishing me a Happy Birthday on the phone the other day! The best gift I could have gotten was to have you talk to me on the phone!!!! I love you soooooooo much!!By the way, What do you mean when you say I'm a silly Aunt Judy?!!!!!!!You're the silly girl!!!!! Well I am going to have to say goodnight for now!!!All of my friends are still praying for you and asking about you everyday!They are all so happy you are doing so well. Thank God !!!!!!I will talk to you again as soon as I can!!! I love you very much silly monkey!!!!
Love to All!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, FL USA - Saturday, October 27, 2001 at 11:26 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I was so happy to hear about how good your tests results came out!!! I am praying that you feel better and better every day!!! I hope you had lots of fun at Knotts Berry Farm!! You look so pretty in your pictures! Don't forget that you have a friend who is praying lots for you. I really do care, and I am so glad you are doing better every day. I hear that "one eyed monster movie" is coming out soon. It made me think about you. I remember how cute you looked in your costume. Oh well, I have to go for now. Tell your mom hi for me. God Bless, Love Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. - Friday, October 26, 2001 at 06:51 PM (CDT)
hope you feel better
Rich K. <ouphidelt@yahoo.com>
Columbus, oh usa - Thursday, October 25, 2001 at 07:22 AM (CDT)
Dear Jessi must have hit the wrong key before just read you reports and they sound really good. Sounds like you are on the mend we sure hope so. Haven't written for awhile but think of you all the time. Been a little busy this week as Uncle Gary broke his leg. He's fine but will be in a pretty black cast for 6 weeks. Loved your pictures and your Grandma sent me some other ones printed them off so everyone at the bank could see how good you are doing. They always ask about you. Hope you had fun at Knotts Berry Farm that was always one of Pat and Pam's favorite places. Take care and keep getting better kiss your Mom & Dad for me.LOVE UNCLE GARY & AUNT MARY BETH
Aunt MaryBeth and Uncle Gary <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 03:32 PM (CDT)

Aunt MaryBeth and Uncle Gary <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 03:24 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, I just have to write you a few lines to say that I just read the news that your tests came back OK. I was able to get online and read your Dad's update. I am so happy that your progress if moving right along so well. Hope you had a wonderful time at Knott's Berry Farm. The pictures online are beautiful just like yourself. You continue to get well and as always I am going to continue to Pray for you and your family. God Bless you little one.
Love your friend once again,
Kathy
<rickyy@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 02:54 PM (CDT)
Jessi,
Hello, I had the best time today...Thank you soooo much for inviting me to Knotts with you, Mom, and Grandma. It was good seeing you again! I will see you again in a couple of weeks. Keep getting better!!!
I Love You!
Your BIG Sister,
Missy
Missy <yissa624@cnmnetwork.com>
- Sunday, October 21, 2001 at 11:08 PM (CDT)
You're going to have a full head of hair in no time-it's so wonderful to see you looking so healthy. Wish I could come with Aunties Elke and Petra and Kenny in a few weeks-don't wear them out. Enjoy Knott's Berry Farm-when Aaron was a little boy, we always went to Disneyland and Knott's Berry Farm the first week of December. It was a fun tradition and the crowds weren't bad at all. Enjoy Halloween-Kajsa is dressing up like a baby in warm fuzzy jammies, snuggly slippers and carrying around a gigantic pacifier. Very easy costume-what will you be? Love, grandma carol
grandma carol <csporseen@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 01:49 PM (CDT)
Hello Pretty Girl! You are looking better everytime I see you...I can't wait to see you tomorrow...Knotts here we come. Well, I am off to work. I Love You!

Your Big Sister,

Missy
Missy Modeen <yissa624@cnmnetwork>
sfv, ca - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 11:45 AM (CDT)
Hello Jessica-It's Patricia. Glad that your home. Hope you feel like eating real soon. Have you mom call my mom if you feel like playing. Don't know if we can yet. Take Care. Patricia/and her mom
Patricia Davis <Hectorsmom@aol.com>
Lompoc, CA santa barbara - Sunday, October 14, 2001 at 10:21 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I can't believe you are home!!! I am so happy for you!!! I just wanted to remind you that I am thinking about you and praying for you!!! When you are feeling up to it, let me know when you and your mom, are ready for our special day together... in Santa Barbara. Hang in there beautiful Jessi. God Bless, Love Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca, 93108 - Monday, October 08, 2001 at 10:02 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweeetheart!Welcome home! I am sooooooooooooo thrilled to hear that you and your mommy were able to go back home!How terrific is that?!!!!!! It looks like you got familiar with all of your pets again! That didn't take very long I bet!Your Daddy Hank said you got to spend the night with him the other night so your mommy could go out for a much deserved evening! We are so happy to hear that you are starting to eat a little icecream and to drink some juice. That is soooooooo important right now for you to get nice and strong again!I bet you were the most beautiful girl in your kindegarten class pictures!I hope your mommy will beable to let us see how great you looked when they come in!I thank God everyday for letting you get to go home!All of my friends are so excited that their prayers for you are
being answered and that you are home again! You have been so brave through all of this!!!!!!!! You are an inspiration to us all!!!!!I'm sorry it took so long for me to write to you but I've been really busy trying to get Nanny and Poppy's Anniversary together!I sure wish you were able to come with your Daddy Hank and Kenny and your sister Missy!We are sad that you won't be there with us.I can't wait to see you again!!!I love you sooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!! Well honey I'm going to say Thank You Lord For Sending Our Jessi Back Home!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are still praying everyday for you to feel better real soon and to get on with a normal life now.Hugs and kisses from everyone here in Florida!!!! We love you so much!!!!! Have a good night and I will talk to you again soon! God Bless You Jessi!
Love to All!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
palm bay , FL USA - Saturday, October 06, 2001 at 09:18 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessi, Sorry I did not get a chance to write as often as I would like. I am so glad you are home, I bet you are happy too!!! Your pictures from your b-day are great! It looked like you had a fun time. I will write to you more often now. Give your mom a hug from me. Love Pami

Pami Nicoll <pam@pamnicoll.com>
Highlands Ranch, CO - Friday, October 05, 2001 at 05:34 PM (CDT)
Hi there sweety,
I am soo excited that you and mommy are home. You have been such a brave little girl. Keep on eating that ice cream and drinking ok? That will make you even stronger. Kirsten's birthday is coming up, so she'll be 6 years old, just like you. Another month to go and we'll be down south to see you. I cant wait!!
Well babe, once again - WELCOME HOME!!! I am soo glad that your there. Tell your mommy and aaron I said hello.

Love ya lots and lots
Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 06:41 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, "PRAISE THE LORD", these are the only words that come right away into my mind. I am so happy that you and your family are finally HOME. First of all I would like to say that for the past 74 days you have been the most BRAVEST little girl I have ever come to know. I am VERY VERY proud of you and all of your accomplishments you have had to strugle with. PLEASE keep drinking the juice and eating ice cream and continue to make yourself stronger. I am proud to have had the past 74 days communicating with you even though you don't even know me personally. I have followed and prayed for so long for this day to come that you are finally home. I will try to keep up on your progress through some of my friends but I would like to thank you for letting me be able to be a part of your life for 74 days. Maybe one day I'll be able to meet you personally with my husband and two sons. But until that day comes may God Bless and keep you safe and sound. Once again it's been a real pleasure. Take care little one and GOD BLESS.
Love your friend,
Kathy
P.S. Thanks once again to Dad and Mom for all the udates. They are both a true blessing to us all.
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca. USA - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 04:01 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessi!!!! We are so glad to hear you are home. Bet it feels great. Talked to your Grandma the other night and she was sure glad. Have fun going to school you will be so far ahead of everyone with your reading. We love you Aunt Mary Beth & Uncle Gary
Aunt MaryBeth and Uncle Gary <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 01:01 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi! I don't know if you'll remember me or not. I'm Emma Billingsley's Mommy. I live down the street from your Grandma and Grandpa. You came to Emma's birthday party when she turned 2 at Gymnastics North! Boy, that was 2 years ago! I just wanted to tell you that you are a beautiful, brave, very special girl. I can't believe how smart you are! Not many children can read before they go to 1st grade!!! I think of you often and I am praying for you. Give your Mom a giant hug for me. Love and Hugs!!
Michelle <emmaparent@aol.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 12:55 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, I haven't written in a few days. I didn't forget about you I've just been busy. My boys keep me on my toes. How's the Village? I sure hope your're having a wonderful time. I know your family is happy to be all together again. I think and pray for you everyday. Hope you'll soon be coming home. Take care little one and God Bless. Hugs and prayers from all my family.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Tuesday, October 02, 2001 at 01:14 PM (CDT)
Hi girls-your daddy just called to tell me his exciting news. He is so thrilled and happy to have his little family all back together under one roof. I imagine you two are just as pleased to be there. Enjoy your newfound freedom and get on with your lives. Talk to you all later-grandma carol
sporseen <csporseen@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, October 02, 2001 at 10:34 AM (CDT)
Dear Jessi, Hi, kiddo!!!!! It was so great seeing you on Saturday. We really had a good time at the pet store. I got three real good pictures of you with the Husky puppy. I will sent them to you and your mom. Uncle Wayne took a nice picture with you on the way to the store. We sure enjoyed our day. We hope all the test come back super good, so you can come home. It will be nice to visit without all that driving. Nice for gramma, too. We miss you and your mom. We are going on a short trip, but will see you when we get back. Have a good week, and just think about eating some tri-tip, and maybe an orange push-up!!!!!
We send many hugs and lots of kisses, Aunt Dianie and Uncle Wayne.

Aunt Dianie and Uncle Wayne <waynekees@earthlink.net>
Solvang,, Ca USA - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 03:46 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,

I am a friend of your brother's from on-line. He spoke about you there and I wanted to say hello and offer my support. From your pics you look great and I hope you have many more Mr. Fun birthdays.

Happy Belated,
Joshua aka Emerson
Emerson Lectura <amishtroll@aol.com>
New York, NY USA - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 10:39 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I'm sorry I haven't written in a few days but things have beeen really crazy around here and I haven't been able to get on the computer to say Hi!I talked to your Daddy Hank and he said he came to see you with his friend and you had a real nice day together! That is wonderful!!!! He said you went for a walk with him and he really had a great day with you! He was so happy you wouldn't believe it!!!I was pretty excited to hear that you were feeling better! Your sisters Missy and Jenny and I were all talking today on the phone for awhile. It was really good to talk to them! I don't get to talk to them very often.I really miss you all very much!I heard you may be going to go back home soon!!!! I am so excited for you!!!!! I bet you can't wait! We are all praying that it will happen soon for you and your mommy to get a break from that hospital. All of my friends are constantly checking with me everyday to see how you are doing and they get so excited when I can give them a good report!They pray for your recovery everyday. We are all so proud of how brave you have been through all of this!Well sweetpea I am going to have to send all of our love ,hugs and kisses to you from everyone here in Florida! Nanny and Poppy too! I'll try and write to you tomorrow if all goes well with the day here. I love you soooooooooo much! If Missy is there tell her I said Hi and W A C!!!!!!! She will know what that means!!!God Bless you Jessi!!!!!!!!Sleep well and have a great day tomorrow!!!!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
palm bay , FL USA - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 07:28 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
It has been a while since I have been able to read your updates. You have been through so much yet, you look wonderful! You always have a smile on your pretty little face. I hope you had a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Ben and Adam say HAPPY BIRTHDAY too. We all pray for you and want you to know that we love you. May you always have special angels by your side. God bless! Love, Aunt Marcia, Ben and Adam
Marcia Modeen <marmo715@aol.com>
Saugerties, NY USA - Saturday, September 29, 2001 at 09:19 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I am back now, from seeing my daughter Christi, in Santa Rosa. Right away, I had to check out how you are, and how your party went. It sounded like lots of fun and your pictures, at your party, were so cute! I hope you got your birthday package, I sent you. I am so glad that you are at the Village now, and starting to get out and feel a little better! Keep smiling that beautiful smile! Don't forget that many people love you... and are praying for you! You are such a strong girl... so many people are very proud of you! I won't stop praying for you, until Jesus heals you. I know God is very proud of you, too! Hang in there, Jessi, you are going to get better and better!! God Bless...talk to you soon. Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. USA - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 12:02 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, well sorry it's been a few days for my hellos. Hope your feeling much better today. I've been thinking about you but have been too busy to even get on the computer. My thoughts and prayers are always with you though. Take care little one and remember soon you'll be home. That'll be so nice for you and your family. Take care and God Bless You.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 11:24 AM (CDT)
Hey Jessi, I know your brother from online, and he was telling me about you, anyway, happy birthday, hope i'm not terribly late. :) I hope you start doing better soon, God bless, my prayers are with you.
Scott <maeilmistwalker@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 02:10 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessi, I know I'm alittle late, but just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday, too! It was so great seeing your pictures. You are looking S U P E R!!!!! Can't wait for you to feel good enough to come and visit us at Bright Beginnings again! When you come, can I have your autograph? You are my hero!! You have gone through so much more than I have in my 45 years of life. You are awesome! Still thinking about you and praying for you, Jessi! Lots of love and hugs!!
Miss Gloria <gkpreteach@cs.com>
Lompoc, CA - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 08:15 PM (CDT)
Happy Birthday - it sure is nice to see you smiling outdoors in your cute baseball cap. Love and good wishes to your mom, she's a very special person, I know your grandmother(Patti) is so proud of you both.
Beverly Hale <dnbclassic@aol.com>
Santa Maria, Ca Santa Barbara - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 07:31 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESSI (THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL IN THE WORLD!)HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!I love you Jessi even if you did plug your ears when I sang to you today!Ha! Ha! You really know how to hurt a guy!!!!I'm kidding ! I don't blame you for covering your ears!!!!!!!I saw the pictures of you from your birthday party and the picture of you and your daddy Hank and your brother Kenny and your new saddle! You look so beautiful!!!!!! I hope you are as happy as you look!I am so glad to see you are feeling better! I was so happy to see you smiling! I almost cried!!!You are such a fighter girl! I'm so proud of you for going through all you did and still wearing a smile!!It gives me goosebumps!!I'm glad to hear you had so much fun at your party! It looks like you have alot of people who love you very much!I guess we just can't help ourselves!!!Well, you have a goodnight and tell mommy thank you for letting us see the picture of you and your Daddy Hank and your brother Kenny with your saddle!We all send our love and hugs and kisses from Florida! Nanny and Poppy send theirs too!They can't wait to see your pictures! My printer is not working so I'll have to have them come over to see them and when I get more ink I will beable to copy them for them.I love you Sweetpea!!! I'll talk to you tomorrow!God Bless You Jessi!Our Prayers are with you!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, FL USA - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 09:16 PM (CDT)
HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY JESSICA!

now we are the same age

love Patricia
Patricia <Hectorsmom@aol.com>
- Monday, September 24, 2001 at 08:48 PM (CDT)
Bear,
I just got a chance to look at your pictures!!! GIRL, YOU LOOK SO GOOD! YOU HAVE THE BEST SMILE! Keep getting better...Jenny said to wish you Happy Birthday and she said she is sorry she could be there. (I was supose to tell you yesterday...I forgot!) Anyway, I love you and I will see you at the end of the week.

Your Big sister

Missy
SFV, CA - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 07:56 PM (CDT)
Happy Birthday! Hope you got your present but if you didn't it'll be there in a few days. I wish we could have gotten there this weekend. Kenny has his motorcycle fixed now, though, so when we come down in a few weeks he'll take you for a spin. I'm warning you though that the seat is not very comfortable. You'll need to sit on a pillow so your rear-end doesn't end up all sore. Talk to you soon!

Elke and Kenny <ecs16@yahoo.com>
Berkeley, CA 94703 - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 05:21 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi boy it was great to see you smile. Looks like you had a great birthday party. Glad to hear that you will be going home soon. Love you Aunt Mary Beth XOXOXO
Aunt MaryBeth and Uncle Gary <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 04:29 PM (CDT)
Greetings and Happy Bithday from all your friends (and your sister Melissa) at Stepping Stones Preschool. We're so happy to hear that you had a great birthday party. We hope today is just as special. Keep up the good fight! You go girl!
Nancy Grunbok <Nancyatsscc@hotmail.com>
Newhall, Ca USA - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 12:41 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, thanks to your dad for the update. It's wonderful to hear that you are out of the hospital and over at the village. Your almost home free now. I'm glad to hear that your party was a success and you had a wonderful time. Hope you saved me some cake. Hee Hee. Before you know it you'll be home in no time at all. I'll talk to you later little one and God Bless You as always.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 11:13 AM (CDT)
You have put me in such a good mood-don't think I'll stop smiling all day. What wonderful pictures of your party, sweetie!! I'm so happy that you are doing so well-you look terrific. Happy, happy birthday! love, grandma carol
grandma carol <csporseen@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 24, 2001 at 10:48 AM (CDT)
Jessi Bear,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JESSI HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!
I Love you, Happy Birthday. Thank you for inviting me to the best Birthday I have ever been to! Keep getting better.
Love Always,
Your Big Sister
Missy
SFV, CA - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 08:57 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I just wanted to say I'm sorry for not writing to you everyday like I was before! Things have been real crazy around here lately and I just find the is day over before I know it! I love you so much that I wish I could be there with you all the time instead of having to write to you on the web. I really miss you! I hope you had a FANTASTIC TIME AT YOUR BIRTHDAY PARTY TODAY!!!!!!!!Your gift is on the way to your Daddy Hank's! I'm really sorry it isn't there in time for tomorrow.I can't wait to see your new pictures of the party and all your friends that were able to attend! I sure hope it was your best party ever!I'm going to call your Daddy Hank when I get off here to see how he is doing. The last time I heard he wasn't doing too good and still wasn't allowed to come to see you!I sure hope he says he can get to come to see you for your birthday tomorrow! If he can't he is going to feel just awful!!!Well babycakes,I'm going to send all of our love, hugs and kisses from Florida and most of all our Prayers!We are sending special HAPPY BIRTHDAY WISHES too!!!!!!!God Bless you Jessi!!! Nanny and Poppy send their special hugs and kisses from here to the end of the world and back!!!!!!!!We all love you so much!!!!!! Have a good night and very, very, very HAPPY BIRTHDAY tomorrow!!!Love you!!!!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, FL USA - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 08:41 PM (CDT)
Happy Birthday Jessie. You don't know me, but I'm your Grandmother's cousin. I have not written before because I didn't know how, but better late than never. I wanted to let you know that I kind of understand what you are going through. At six years old, I and my twin sister, were very sick too, although not from cancer. The most important thing to remember is that it will get better and all of these dark days will fade from memory. When you are sad or alone, remember that you have Angels watching over you, and all you have to do is get better by hanging on to each day. You truly are a very special child. It will be very exciting to see what you grow up to do. You must have a very special mission, or you wouldn't have been able to fight this fight so far. I am sending my strength and experience to you to offer it as comfort to you. We all care very much for you and our combined prayers and thoughts are something to give power to you to conquer cancer. Bless You, Sweet One
Cathy Hulme <chulme@satx.rr.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 04:24 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi!!!!!
Just wanted to wish you a VERY happy birthday!!!! You are a sweetie!!! Take care and God bless you!!!!!
Love, Miss Becky
Miss Becky <beck02@earthlink.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 12:36 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to a sweet and terrific little girl. Happy Birthday to Youuuuuu!!!!! I know it's early but I wanted to make sure I remembered to send you my greetings and daily Hello. I heard the news that you have moved to the village. I didn't see an update from your parents but by reading what others have written it sounds like you are there and one step closer to coming home. I am so happy for you and your family. You have been through so much but you really hung in there like a CHAMP. God Bless you little one and may you have the BEST BIRTHDAY ever. Sure wish I could be there to share your special day. Have a great one and hope you get lots of goodies.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 12:27 AM (CDT)
Dear Jessi,
I am at Aunt Mary Beth's house and I was able to see your pictures. I hope you had fun on your outing. Have a wonderful Birthday tomorrow....hope you get a lot of presents. We look forward to seeing pictures from your party.

With love,
Pat & Margaret
XXXOOO
Pat & Margaret Mohrman <patrick.mohrman@span.ch>
Thonex, Switzerland - Saturday, September 22, 2001 at 11:45 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi finally returned from Peoria I'm glad I got back in time to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! Saw your new pictures and they were great. So you and Mom have moved into the Village that's great. Margaret and I sent you a package,but we sent it to your Grandma's so you will get it late. Hope you are feeling better and are trying to eat a little bit. Give your Mom a kiss for me and then tell her to give you one from us. Wish we could be with you Sunday!!! We Love You!!! Aunt Mary Beth & Uncle Gary XXXOOOO
Aunt MaryBeth and Uncle Gary <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Saturday, September 22, 2001 at 11:14 AM (CDT)
Jessi,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Seth and I wish nothing but the best for you! I saw your photos, what a pretty young lady you are turning out to be! We both miss you lots and lots. Have fun on Sunday, wish we could be there.
Keith and Seth <ohmy1313@yahoo.com>
Camarillo, CA Ventura - Friday, September 21, 2001 at 01:33 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I just heard that you and your mom have moved to the village. I am so happy for you. You are going to get better and batter there, until you get to go home! I am going on a trip today to see my daughter,(and grand baby), without my computer, I am going for a week, and so I wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday before I left. I hope you have a fun party. I wish I could be there, but I will be thinking about you, and praying for you, like I always do! I love the picture of you with the yellow bow. What a cutie you are! OH well, I have to go...but have a Great Birthday Jessi.
Love Becki in Santa Barbara
P.S. Birthday package is on it's way... God Bless...
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. USA - Friday, September 21, 2001 at 08:55 AM (CDT)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSI !!!!!! YOU ARE THE BEST !!!!!! BE SURE AND EAT A LITTLE EXTRA CAKE AND ICE CREAM FOR THOSE OF US THAT WOULD LOVE TO BE THERE WITH YOU AND CAN'T BECAUSE WE LIVE SO FAR AWAY -- GOD BLESS YOU --
Linda Jones <grammielinda@hotmail.com>
CORNING, CA - Thursday, September 20, 2001 at 11:47 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I am so glad to hear you are at the Village now. It's one step closer to home and hopefully you'll be coming home soon. Keep up the good work and I hope you have a wonderful birthday. Don't forget about Halloween and trick or treating. I'll be waiting for you. God bless you little Jessi. Happy Birthday!! Love, Pam
Pam <res0arme@verizon.net>
Lompoc, Ca - Thursday, September 20, 2001 at 10:57 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I just saw your pictures! You look beautiful!I bet you can't wait until your party on Sunday! I wish I lived closer so I could come! A friend of mine said she wrote to you but I didn't see her entry! I'll have to tell her it didn't come through!She wished you a Happy Birthday and wanted you to know that she prays for you everyday!I'm sorry I haven't been able to write to you every night but there has been alot going on here lately and I've been unable to get to write to you!I heard you got a very special gift for your birthday!I'm sending your gift to your Daddy Hank so he can let you know when it is here and bring it to you! I bet you are sooooooooo excited to be in the village with your mommy!What a great birthday surprise that must have been! I'm so proud of you!!!!!!Nanny and Poppy said your Daddy Hank still isn't able to be near you because he is so sick. He sounds so sad!!! He really misses you! I hope he gets to see you soon! He feels awful to have to be away for so long!We will have to pray that your Daddy Hank gets better soon too!Well Darling , I have to say good night for now! I will send all of are love,hugs,kisses and Prayers from everyone here in Florida!Nanny and Poppy send there extra special ones to you too! They send you even more than before because they are so happy for you that you got to go to the village!!!!!We all are!I love you sooooooo much! God Bless You Jessi!!!!!!Keep up the good work!!!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, FL USA - Thursday, September 20, 2001 at 10:17 PM (CDT)
Aaron just gave me the good news that you and your mommy have moved into the village with a big kitchen and everything. That sounds like a great place to celebrate your birthday-we'll all be thinking of you then. Keep up the good work. love, grandma carol
grandma carol <csporseen@yahoo.com>
bothell, wa. - Thursday, September 20, 2001 at 06:41 PM (CDT)
Jessi: Happy Birthday from Idaho. God Bless!
Bob Norton <Norton@magiclink.com>
Twin Falls, Idaho - Wednesday, September 19, 2001 at 11:46 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, well tomorrow is the big day I read. I will pray sooooo much today and tonight that you WILL get to the village tomorrow. I'm so proud of you. Hope you are feeling much better. I sure wish I could be their to wish you a Happy Birthday. Have a good night and be patient little one. Jesus loves you. Have a great night and I'll talk to you tomorrow.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Wednesday, September 19, 2001 at 06:49 PM (CDT)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSI!!!!
HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

HIROKO <lompoc@m3.kcn.ne.jp>
NARA, NARA JAPAN - Wednesday, September 19, 2001 at 04:46 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi! Glad you'll soon be going to the Village. ;) I sent you a birthday package today and it should arrive tomorrow or Friday. I sent it to the City of Hope address, so I hope they will relay it to you. I hope you have an absolutely WONDERFUL birthday party Sunday. You'll be 6 on Monday right? That's how old Jade is too. :)

If you guys ever need anything or want to talk, feel free to email me. We pray for ya'll every day. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSI!! :)

With Love from,
'Manda
Chemo Angel 'Manda <jmanj39652@hotmail.com>
Magnolia, MS USA - Wednesday, September 19, 2001 at 04:24 PM (CDT)
Hi, cuties-I hope Aaron has good news about when you move to the village when I talk to him later. Great new pictures. Auntie Elke says she's going to visit you in a few weeks-Petra would like to come along, but that's probably not going to happen right away. Kajsa is looking forward to Dec. when Breckin is born-seems like we have a neverending succession of babies in this house. We have to start painting the nursery soon-when Uncle Kjell left for school, he completely emptied his room. He even chopped up his bed and loft unit. I'll talk to daddy tonight and hopefully you will have moved to the village, or at least have a moving date figured out. It's just going to be uphill from now on-I feel it in my bones. We love you all and hope to see you soon. grandma carol
grandma carol <csporseen@yahoo.com>
bothell, wa - Wednesday, September 19, 2001 at 02:54 PM (CDT)
Hi there sweety,
I was wondering if you've received the little package i mailed to you. Kirsten made you a little something. Sounds like you may to moving into the village tomorrow. That's fantastic. Only 8 more days until your birthday. YEEPEE!!!
Uncle Ron went and bought a new video camera, our last one broke so I wasnt able to send you any videos. Anyhow, we've been taking video's every night after work. Kirsten made up a song for you. Once were done with the tape or atleast 1/2 way done, we'll send it to you.
I sure cant wait to see you in November. Please give your mommy a great big hug for me. Keep up your spirits sweety. It'll be better sometime soon. Remember, I love you very very much!!
Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 05:20 PM (CDT)
OK you two girls. I'm sending some happy thoughts and good vibes. Look out the window and think about trees, leaves, roses, or whatever else might make you happy. Jessi, think about your monster costume, and trick or treating - Halloween is just around the corner. I'm sure you will want to dress up and parade, no matter where you are. I will say an extra prayer today for light spirits. Jessi, you kiss Mommy, and Mommy you kiss Jessi. I'm thinking of you both today.
Katy Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 10:31 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, your newest pictures are absolutely GREAT. You look 100% beautiful as always. I am praying that Wednesday will be the big day for you to go to the Village. You are so special and have so many people who love and pray for you. God Bless you little one and I'll talk to you tomorrow.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 12:34 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, Remember me? I am Tammy, the person who does you grandma and aunt chelle's hair. Your aunt chelle was in this saturday with nico. He really miss' you. He tried to eat a second sucker, I think he was going to eat one for you. I heard you haven't felt like eating. I wish you were here so I could feed you all the things I shouldn't eat but do, like cookies, candybars, and last week it was cupcakes. What is your favorite treat, mine would have to be ice cream. I just wanted to say Hi and let you know we are all thinking about you.
Love, Tammy
Tammy Seech <steven.seech@verizon.net>
Lompoc, CA usa - Monday, September 17, 2001 at 03:40 PM (CDT)
Hey, baby! I just wanted to say hi! Hope you're feeling a little better today. Hopefully once you get to the Vilage you'll cheer up a little. The yucky feeling won't last forever. I love you guys! I should be there tomorrow night, so I will see you then, baby bear!
Daddy <bomberrat@yaho.com>
- Monday, September 17, 2001 at 03:33 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I hear your tummy is still not doing too well! I'm sorry to hear that honey! I was talking to your Daddy Hank and he sounds like his antibiotics are starting to help him a little!Hopefully he will be well enough to beable to come and see you without worrying about getting you sick!He was very sad that he was not able to come this time! I think your brother Kenny is starting to feel a little better too!Pretty soon they will be there to visit with you again!You will have to talk to that tummy of yours and tell it to start accepting that food 'cause you want to go to the village and get out of that room your in!I wish you were able to come to Florida soon! We miss you soooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!Your pictures are beautiful!I still haven't heard what you wanted for your birthday! I wish I was close enough to bring you your present in person!Then I would get to give you kisses all over your pretty little face!I'm going to send our love and hugs and kisses and Prayers from everyone in Florida! Nanny and Poppy send theirs too! Poppy has to go to the hospital tomorrow and have surgery on his back! He will be find though so he said don't worry about him he will be back home tomorrow morning!Tomorrow is Uncle Charlie's birthday. He doesn't want to celebrate his birthday with a party because he said he is too old but we are going to celebrate it anyway!Your never too old!This gives us an excuse to eat cake!!!Well honey I will say goodnight for now and I will try to write tomorrow!I love you soooooooooooo much!!!!!!!
Sleep well and tell that tummy to sart feeling better! God Bless You Jessi!!!!!!!I love you!!!!!!!!!
Love to All!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, FL USA - Sunday, September 16, 2001 at 10:44 PM (CDT)
Hey Jessi!
You look sooooo beautiful in the new pictures. We miss you sooooo much. Amber is always asking how you are and when she can see you next. We would love to drive down to celebrate your birthday. We send you all our love and prayers.
love Terra, Scott & Amber
The Ehmer family <Lordziggy@aol.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Sunday, September 16, 2001 at 12:58 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, sorry to hear that your tummy isn't feeling better. So, soon you'll be the BIG 6 huh? I hope you receive everything for your birthday you wish for but the number one thing I am wishing is for you to get well soon.
I just wanted to send my daily hello's and to say, "Keep smiling little one God Loves You." I'll write to you again soon.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Saturday, September 15, 2001 at 10:47 PM (CDT)
hello jessi- Glad to hear things are going better for you. Now we just need to convince that tummy of yours that food is something else that you need. I guess everything takes time and we just have to be patient. Patricia turned on Sept. 1st and thinks that she is a great big girl now! Hope you have a great day. Patricia and her mom
Patricia <Hectorsmom@aol.com>
Lompoc, ca - Friday, September 14, 2001 at 06:42 PM (CDT)
hi there sweety,
How have you been doing lately. I spoke to aunt chele yesterday for a while. She got to spend some time you last week huh? She sure is lucky. I sure wish I lived alot closer so I could spend some time with you. As you know, we will be down for Thanksgiving to see you. It's a few months away, but hopefully it will go by fast. Kirsten made something for you, so I am sending it out in tonights mail. You should receive it in a few days.
Anyhow sweety,not to much has changed up here. I hope the time goes by fast cause i sure am anxious to see your smiling face and to talk with you. Remember, I love you very very much. Give your mommy a great big hug from me and tell her i love her very very much.

Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Friday, September 14, 2001 at 05:17 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, it's me again sending my best get well wishes to you. I showed your pictures to the girls I work with and they wanted me to send you all their love and hope you get well really soon. I sure hope that each and everday is so much brighter for you. God bless you little one and I'll talk to you tomorrow.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 10:03 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I just got back from Nanny and Poppy's house! We were over there to celebrate Uncle Bobby and Uncle Vinny's birthdays! Pretty soon you will be having your birthday too! I wish I could be there to celebrate with you!You probably won't feel like celebrating too much yet but I bet when you feel a little bit better you will have a ball!Your Daddy Hank said He and your brother Kenny both woke up with a very bad cold this morning so they couldn't come to see you!He was sad to have to miss his visit cause He loves you so much!Did you tell your Daddy Hank what you want me to send you for your birthday yet? I will have to send it soon if it is going to get to you on time. Well sweety I have to say goodnight for now! I'm sending all of our love from Florida and from your Nanny and Poppy! We are still praying for you to have a quick recovery and to beable to get back home soon!We love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!God bless you Jessi!!!!I'll talk to you tomorrow! I love you darling!!!
Love to all! Goodnight Beautiful Girl!!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, FL USA - Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 08:23 PM (CDT)
Jessi, I love the picture of you blowing that big kiss to everyone! Your the best! Love always, Uncle Mark!!!!!!!!!
Uncle Mark
- Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 06:44 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi
We are thinking of you every day and how great your getting a long. We hope mom is getting along ok with her home away from home? Mom if you need anthing for your stay give us a hit on cloost31@cs.com Jim & Sharn Cloonan
James Cloonan <cloost31@cs.com>
Lompoc, Ca U.S.A. - Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 03:56 PM (CDT)
Good Morning Jessi, oh my gosh I just saw the newest pictures of you and your friends and you look WONDERFUL!!!
Hopefully you will get to the Village soon and everyday will be a new and brighter day for you. I am so proud of you. I think you are the BRAVEST young girl I have ever known. Make sure you thank your Mom and Dad for all the updates and the pictures. My boys send get well wishes along with myself. Hang in there little one and God Bless you as he always does. Please continue to be good and I'll talk to you later. God Bless!!!
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 11:37 AM (CDT)
Hey, baby bear! I saw the pictures! Thank you for the monkey kiss, and tell mama thank you for sending me the other one, too! With everything going on, I am really hoping that I can make it down this weekend, but I can't promise anything. I will try, though. I love you, and tell mama that I love her too, okay?
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, September 11, 2001 at 09:35 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I hope you are feeling a little better today! Your Daddy Hank said he came to see you yesterday and you were feeling very yucky! He said you were having a lot of pain in your legs and tummy! I wish I could take all of your pain away for you honey and let me have it instead!I heard you will be moving to the village pretty soon! That will be a nice change for you!I bet you can't wait to get out of that room!Your Daddy Hank is supposed to find out what you want for your birthday for me! I can't believe you are going to be six years old already! I remember when you were a silly little girl eating on Nanny's back porch!You were so silly! You had me laughing so hard!I can't wait to hear your laughter again!I miss it!Well my beautiful angel, I will send you all of our love and Prayers from everyone here in Florida! Nanny and Poppy too!I love you so much pumpkin!You have a good night tonight and feel better tomorrow!God Bless You Jessi!!!!!I love you soooooo much!!!!!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <Gampasdozen@msn.com>
Palm Bay, florida USA - Tuesday, September 11, 2001 at 08:49 PM (CDT)
Jessi, It is great to hear that your counts are getting higher!! I know that you have had a hard time latly and it is going to get better. I wish I knew why little kids have to go through these awful things? But I do know that there is light at the end of the tunnel. Things are going to get better believe that hold on to that and get up and go for a walk with your Mom!! We are Praying for you Sweetheat.
Brenda mom to Cami age 4 DX NBIV 11/99
caringbridge.com/id/camishope
<brendakopsa@cs.com>
Boise, Idaho USA - Tuesday, September 11, 2001 at 11:44 AM (CDT)
Hi there sweetie,
So i hear you white blood count cell is up. Thats wonderful.
Hang in there sweetie. Try not to be sad. There are soo many people who love you soo very much. Hey, did you remember that your birthday is coming up? And your going to be 6 years old. Boy, I can remember when you were just a little, little baby and now you are such a big girl. Anything special you would like for your birthday? We'll be down in a few months to spend some time with you. I cant wait to see you. Well, lately kirsten has been quite the spitfire child. And can you believe it, she's already been grounded. (Ask your mommy what this is) needless to say, kirsten was not very happy with her mommy. She sure is excited to come and see you. She is always asking about you and wondering how you are doing. If there is a good time for us to call you, have your mommy let us know. I know kirsten would love to talk to you. (and me too)
I hear you may be moving into the village soon. yeepee. That'll be nice for you and your mommy. Have your mommy give you a great big hug from me and kirsten.
I love you lots and lots

Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Monday, September 10, 2001 at 12:47 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I'm so glad to hear that your blood cells are doing much better. I was sad to hear though about the tube in your stomach and am so sorry that it is painful. I wish I could take the pain all away for you sweetie. You have been such a brave little girl and so strong. Please don't be depressed. You have so much to look forward too. You have been so brave and strong. I really admire you for someone so young. I pray everynight that God will take all the pain away and make you so strong. Sorry I did't write yesterday but remember I mentioned my son had a football game. They played up at Camp Roberts and what a long day that was. We didn't get home until 10:30. Hey if you like books I would like to send you some OK. If your Mom or Dad want to email me that is absolutely fine. I'll also send you some color books that will keep you real busy. Let me know what you like. God bless you little one and be nice cause those little angels are watching you every day.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Sunday, September 09, 2001 at 10:55 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I heard you are not feeling too good again today! I hope you start to feel better soon . This must be very hard for you to be in the hospital for so long.Your Daddy Hank said he will be coming down to see you with your brother Kenny tomorrow and spend the night with you. He had to wait to have his car fixed because Nanny said his brakes didn't work. He will feel better when he sees you again.He really misses you! I'm going to have to cut this short so I can go pick up my daughter Mary from work. I didn't want to go to bed without telling you how much I love You! I love you this much oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a good night and feel better tomorrow!!!!!God bless you Jessi!!!!!!! Love and Prayers from everyone in Florida! Nanny and Poppy too!!!!!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, FL USA - Sunday, September 09, 2001 at 09:51 PM (CDT)
Hello guys-since I can't get Aaron on his cell, I'll see if he reads this soon. Uncle Kjell spent the night in the little hospital in Ripon. He was out on his long board in the middle of the night-celebrating his birthday, he says, and took a major tumble. He fractured his clavical and is in a big brace-no more cross country for this season. At least he didn't need surgery. I hope he was only a half as brave as you are all of the time. Please feel better soon-has Aaron remembered to ask you and your mommy to measure your wrists for me. Do that for me, please. (Both yours and your moms.) Take care of yourself-Kajsa's soccer team won the first game of the season yesterday, and she has a swim meet tonight. Love you guys-grandma carol
carol <kjelli1@msn.com>
bothell, wa. - Sunday, September 09, 2001 at 12:16 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
It's your dad. I just wanted to let you know that I have my own computer and am finally on line so I can write to you. I talked to your mom this morning to see how you are doing. She said you weren't feeling very well after your surgery yesterday. I hope you feel better soon. Your brother Kenny and I will be back again to stay with you on Monday night. I miss you and love you lots.

Your Dad,
Hank
Hank <hanksterone@hotmail.com>
Lompoc, Ca - Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 07:44 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I tried to write to yuo last night but my son Mark had his graduation and I got home too late! I hear you had to have a tube put in your tummy!I know that must feel pretty sore right about now but honey it is so important that you get strong again!This will help you to get that way again!I'm so sorry you have to keep going through all of this awful stuff to get better!It makes me so sad because I love you so much that I can't stand to hear that you are hurting!Everyone feels that way honey because we all love you more than anything!!!!It is very hard I know but we need you to stay brave and strong so you can beat this thing! I know you will start to feel better pretty soon and when you do you will probably forget all about this yucky stuff that you are going through now!!!Before you know it you will be able to play with Nico and your friends again!Won't that be nice? That is why we have to make sure you stay brave and strong!I hear Missy is coming to see you on Sunday! That will be nice! Missy likes to spend time with you! She told me she gets to read to you and likes to play around with you when you feel up to it!I know she looks forward to spending that time with you! I wish I lived close enough to be there for you Darling!Well pumpkin, I will send all of our love,hugs and kisses from everyone here in Florida and especially all our Prayers! Nanny and Poppy send their special ones too! We love you so much honey bunny! I'll wish you a goodnight and I hope you feel a little better by tomorrow! I love you soooooooo much!
xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxo God Bless You Jessi!!!!!!!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, FL USA - Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 04:40 PM (CDT)
Jessi,
Hi Sweetie. This week has been really crazy for me and from what I hear you week was alittle crazy too. Well, today is the start of the rest of our lives...Hang in there Monkey, things are going to be just fine. I love you, see you on Sunday.

Love Always,

Your BIG Sister
Missy
SFV, CA - Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 01:20 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, hope your feeling much better today. I was watching TV last night and there was a dinosuar show on of some kind and it reminded me of you. Not that your a dinosuar but it reminded me of the dinosaur you made in the picture for Nico. It was so cute. I'll try to get online tomorrow, I have a football game out of town for my younger son, who plays Youth Football but acts like he's playing in a pro game. Once again little one, god bless you and have a wonderful day.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Friday, September 07, 2001 at 12:32 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I'm sorry I didn't write last night! I came home and went right to sleep because a friend of mine was feeling bad and I went to spend some time with her and didn't get back until real late!I hope you are feeling a little better tonight! I know it hurts to swallow honey but you have to try and eat and to take your pills so you can get strong again and come home!It is raining outside tonight. Did you know that every little rain drop is Jesus and His Angels sending you soft little kisses from Heaven so you can recover soon? That is alot of kisses sent just for you!Now it is up to you to try and take your medicine everyday so you will get better!You are probably tired of it all but it is important honey!We all love you so much Jessi! We all want you to get better real soon so you can go home from the hospital. I miss you so much ! I have so much fun when I'm around you ! I can't wait until you are able to play silly jokes on me again like the time you had the whoopie cushion while you were talking to me on the phone! You were a silly nilly that night!I miss your laughter!! You have such a beautiful, hardy laugh!I can't wait to hear it again!Well sweet baby,I'm going to send the usual love and hugs and kisses and most of all Prayers from everyone here in Florida. Nanny and Poppy said they are sending their special hugs and kisses from here to the end of the earth and back to only you! You are the only one that can catch those special lovings!I'm going to have to say goodnight for now sweetpea. I'll try and write to you tomorrow if I can!I have to go to my son Mark's graduation tomorrow night!I love you soooooooooooooooooo much!oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxox God Bless You Jessi!!!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, FL USA - Thursday, September 06, 2001 at 08:38 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, glad to hear that you are feeling a little bit better. Thanks to Daddy Aaron for the update. Tell him to hang in there and keep being strong as your whole family has been. You are so blessed and so strong. Keep up the good work in Physical Therapy. My sister is a Physical Theripist and I know how doing therapy can make you so tired. Keep strong and hang in there little one. I'll talk to you tomorrow. God Bless you and all of your family.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, September 06, 2001 at 11:51 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi hope you are feeling a little better today. You must try to eat something so you can get your strength back.Talked to your Grandma Tuesday so I know she is there with you give her and your Mommy a big kiss for me OK!!!!I'm going to be gone to Peoria for a week so won't be able to write to you so you just keep getting while I'm gone. Love you XXOXOXOXO Aunt Mary Beth
Aunt MaryBeth and Uncle Gary <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Thursday, September 06, 2001 at 11:25 AM (CDT)
Hi Baby Bear, I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and we are all praying for you. Keep being strong. I know that your Mommy and Daddy Aaron want you home healthy and happy again. Just keep up the fight baby girl, we are all here for you. Plus, I really need someone to come out and ride Poco he needs some exercise. I miss you and love you lots. XXXXXOOOOOOO
Mich <computinghorsenut@yahoo.com>
Santa Maria, Ca - Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 11:07 PM (CDT)
Hang in there sweetheart brighter days are just around the cornor. My little Cami went through a double transplant a year ago and you would never believe it to look at her now. You are in my prayers. And hey try and eat something even if you don't feel like it. It will help you to feel better!!
God Bless you little one.
Brenda Mom to Cami DX 11/99 NBIV <brendakopsa@cs.com>
Boise, Idaho USA - Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 09:54 PM (CDT)
hello Jessica its Patricia and her mom. Hope your feeling better. Glad to hear that you might be moving out of the hopital room. One step closer to home. Sounds like everyone is hanging in there. You all are in our prayers everyday. I've lost my two bottom teeth now. The tooth fairy brought me a quarter the first time and 2.00 the second time. Nice tooth fairy huh? Take care of yourself.
Tricia <hectorsmom@aol.com>
- Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 09:30 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, here's my daily Hello from me to you. I've been busy today at work so sorry this was late in getting to you. Glad to hear your feeling a little better today. I'm glad to see those angels above your bed working day and night to get you well. Stay cool little one and God Bless!!!
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc , Ca USA - Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 06:44 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi: Your Big Sister Melissa gave me your website so I could send you a message to let you know I pray for your speedy return to health. I hope you liked the wrist animal I gave her to give you. I met Melissa at the beauty school in Granada Hills & I'm hoping she does well on her big test. I know you want her to do well too! I'm sure you are so grateful to have a wonderful sister like Melissa. It was so nice of her to take the time to send me this wonderful way of communicating with you. It's a good way for you to know everyone is wishing you well! Love, Patty Rox.
Patty Roxbrough <rox468@worldnet.att.net>
Sylmar, CA USA - Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 01:23 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart!I just wanted to say hello and hope you were feeling better today than yesterday! I didn't get to talk to your Daddy Hank yet to see how you were doing.I hope you had a good night last night. I know your Daddy Hank and your brother Kenny were going to spend the night with you last night.I didn't feel well today so I came home from work early. That is why I am writing to you now just in case I don't get to later. Hopefully your blood counts have come up today!It would sure make you feel better! I love you honey and miss you so much! Everyone sends their love to you and we are all still Praying for you to get better real soon! Nanny and Poppy send their special hugs and kisses too!I'm going to say so long for now! I'll try and write to you later if I feel better! I love you soooooo much!God Bless you Jessi! xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, FL USA - Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 12:58 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi hope your feeling much better today. Just showed my son your beautiful picture of you in the rose garden. He would like to send you get well wishes from him. His name is Kyle. He is my 11 year old. Hope your feeling well soon. Take care little one and God Bless you. I'll write again tomorrow. Good night.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 11:06 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I just got done writing you a long note and when I went to send it I hit the wrong button and lost the whole thing! I'm sorry! I will have to make this one shorter and write to you again tomorrow!I talked to your Daddy Hank today and he said you were feeling kind of Yucky again today! I guess your blood count dropped again! We just have to get those little things back up again don't we? I bet you can't wait to stop feeling so yucky! Pretty soon things will start getting better honey!Everyone has been calling to see how you are doing! They are all holding you up in prayer everyday so that you will have a quick recovery! I know God has his little Angels watching over you and protecting you!We all send our love and Prayers fromn Florida! Nanny and Poppy send theirs also! I'm going to have to go for now! I'll write again tomorrow1 I hope you start feeling better soon honey!I love you soooooooooo much! I can't wait to see you again!Have a good night with your Daddy Hank and your brother Kenny ! Get those blood counts up tomorrow sweetheart! I love you !
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, FL USA - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 10:16 PM (CDT)
Hello to all of you at City of Hope! Hope things are going ok. Just checking on you to find out the latest great news.

- Monday, September 03, 2001 at 09:15 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi,
I loved the pictures of you, Aaron and your mommy by the roses. It is nice to see you outside again. I miss you and I am feeling better...I will see you next week.
I love you!
Your BIG sister,
Missy
Melissa
SFV, CA - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 01:25 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi,
I was just checking on you. I hope your feeling better. Please hug your mom for me.Mom please hug Jessi for me.
Love you, Uncle Mark

- Monday, September 03, 2001 at 01:08 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi Hope you are feeling better today! Keep checking to see if there is any news in your journal. Looking forward to some more pictures Thinking of you and your Mommy. Love you lots!!!!XOXOXOXO Aunt Mary Beth & Uncle Gary.
Aunt MaryBeth and Uncle Gary <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 08:41 AM (CDT)
Hey, guys! Just wanted to say that I love you! I miss you already, and I've only been gone for a few hours! Tell your mama I hope she feels better when you read this to her. I hope you like the books we got you, baby. I will talk to you later. Hope the counts bounce back up soon, little bug.
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 03, 2001 at 12:43 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I'm sorry I didn't get to write to you last night but I went to a meeting and got home too late!I hope you are having a great day today!Your Daddy Hank is coming to spend the night with you tomorrow! That will be great! I know he will be very happy to see you! I heard some good news today! I found out that I am going to be a grandmother again! That will make thirteen grandchildren for me!I sound like the little old lady who lived in a shoe!Ha! Ha! Ha! I'm only kidding! I'm very excited ! The baby will be born around May 1st. My son David and his wife Dori are going to have their second child. They have a little girl named Megan who will be two years old in December! I haven't seen her since she was four months old because she lives in New York now! I will get to see her in October when they come to visit.I can't wait 'cause she is such a cutie! Speaking of cuties;I can't wait to see your beautiful face again!!!! You will have to get better soon so you can come visit too!Everyone sends all their love and Prayers from Florida! Nanny and Poppy send theirs too! Maybe they will get to talk to you tomorrow when your Daddy Hank is there with you!I know they would be so excited to hear your voice again! I hope you are feeling strong enough to talk to them when they call!Well darling, I'm going to say goodnight , sleep tight and God Bless you for now! I'll write again tomorrow! I love you soooooooooooooo much!oxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxo
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, FL USA - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 10:30 PM (CDT)
Hello again Jessi!!! Just wanted to tell you that you look BEAUTIFUL in those pictures!!! Love to see your smile!!! I'm still praying for you--stay strong and keep that pretty smile on your face!! Love You!!!!
Love--Miss Becky
Miss Becky <beck02@earthlink.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 07:10 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
How are you doing?
I hope we can see eachother when you get better.
Many Hugs.

Hiroko <lompoc@m3.kcn.ne.jp>
Nara, Nara Japan - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 02:01 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I just wanted to remind you that I am praying for you and thinking about you. I hope your camera test went ok. I am so sorry that you have to go through all this hard stuff. So many people are thinking about you, and praying for you, and they are so proud of you!! Hang in there Jessi, and don't forget that you have lots of angels in your room with you, and God is going to get you through all of this! You are going to start feeling much better soon! God Bless, Love, Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. USA - Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 09:51 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
just wanted to let you know you have another friend praying for your speedy recovery - and hopefully you will get some more time in the playroom soon!
Jan <anjrosen@yahoo.com>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 11:05 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, you know I have been writing to you and I know you don't even know me, so I thought I would tell you a little about myself. I am married and have 2 boys, Kyle is 11 and Ricky is 15 (going on 21). I work at Vandenberg Federal Credit Union and have been here for 18 years. I have a niece who is 2 and her name is also Jessica and she reminds me of you. Such a cute little girl. I didn't get to have my little girl but I do have 2 more nieces which I love them very much. Kayla who is 5 is my goddaugher. That would be nice when your well enough you could get together with her and play barbies. You would have a blast. She is a cutie and keeps me busy sometimes on the weekends when she comes over. Well I just wanted to say hello for today and wish you well. God Bless you little one.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 11:00 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessie -
You don't know me, but I am a friend of your Aunt Bevee and your cousin Kirsten. I have a little girl that is 5, her name is Erika. Kirsten and Erika are friends and go to the same school. I just wanted to write to you and tell you that I think you are a very brave little girl with a beautiful smile....You're in my prayers Jessie...Stay strong and get better soon. God Bless you...

Lori Linch <linchl@sutterhealth.org>
Colusa, Ca USA - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 10:33 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart!How did your test go today? I hope it wasn't too bad honey! I was praying for you and thinking about you all day today!Your Daddy Hank said he and your brother Kenny were going to see you this afternoon after the man came to fix their appliances. Nanny said you didn't feel well enough to talk on the phone this time. We will all be so happy for you when you start feeling stronger!My friends all said to send their love and to let you know what a special little girl you are and how proud they are of you for being so brave!They said they have learned alot from you!We all love you so much honey! I hope you will beable to get rid of that yucky feeling in your tummy real soon!Well Sweetypie, I am going to send all of our love and Prayers from everyone in Florida again and Nanny and Poppy send theirs too!They can't wait to see you again! Maybe next time they will beable to talk to you and hear your beautiful voice again!That would really make them feel better to know you are getting stonger.Well pumpkin, I'm gone until tomorrow! I love you soooooooooo much! Have sweet dreams Sweetheart! God Bless You Jessi! Have a better day tomorrow!LoveYou!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, FL USA - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 09:16 PM (CDT)
Hi there sweatpea,
I just wanted to write you a little note and tell you how much I love you. I saw the picture of you,your daddy and mommy out in the garden. I am soo glad you are able to go outside. kirsten drew some pictures for you. I have to send them, so if your mommy could give me the address where to send these, i sure would like that. I love you babybear.
Give yourself a great big hug from me. I gotta go for now. When you get time and feel up to it,would you want to make kale a firetruck too, like you did nico? I'm sure he would love it.
aunt bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 06:45 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi hope all your test came out alright. Have been having fun playing the game site your Papa gave me tell your Grandma I finally figured it out. I write you almost everyday now to make for the times I couldn't. Hope you feel better soon and get to go outside again. XOXOXO Love you Aunt Mary Beth
Aunt MaryBeth and Uncle Gary <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 03:33 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,Sorry I didn't write yesterday to give you my daily hello but I was tied up all day. (Well, not really tied up I was busy). So here is my daily Hello, Hello, you get 2 since I missed yesterday. I'm sorry to hear your tummy is feeling yucky. Hurry and feel better real soon. Thanks to your Mom and Dad for the updates. God Bless you little one.
Love your friend,
Kathy

<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 12:23 PM (CDT)
Hey, guys. This is for everyone. You all have no idea how much all of the support we get means not only to Jessi, but Denise and myself, too. It's great to know that so many people care so much. Our next big obstacle is tomorrow morning, with Jessi's endoscopy. Hopefully, things go well with that and we know exactly what we're up against. To Jessi, I love you, baby! I'll be there tomorrow morning, so I can't wait to see you. I won't be there Friday morning, but I will be for the rest of the weekend. Miss ya, hon! See ya tomorrow!
Dadddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 11:58 PM (CDT)
hello jessica-It's your friend patricia. Sorry I haven't written in a long time. My mom was on vacation and my dad doesn't know how to get to this page. I think about you all the time and hope that you are feeling better real soon. You have some great pictures here. Take care.
Patricia <Hectorsmom@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 11:55 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! Your Daddy Hank said you were having another rough day today! I am so sorry honey! Nanny said your tummy was hurting you again and they were going to have to go in with a camera and see why you were hurting.I wish all your pain would go away! I hate to see you having such a hard time. It makes me feel sad.We will keep praying for you to have a quick recovery and to beable to go back home soon!I know the test is tomorrow so we will pray extra hard for you tomorrow morning!Well honey bunny, I'm going to say goodnight to you for now and I'll talk to you tomorrow after I get home from work!Everyone sends thier love and prayers from Florida! Don't forget Nanny and Poppy's favorite kind of love for you from here to the end of the earth and back!Pleasant dreams sweetheart! God Bless You Jessi! I love you sooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, FL USA - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 10:46 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I am so sorry that your tummy has been feeling so crummy lately. I have been thinking about you and praying for you every day. I hope you get to go out to the rose garden again, soon. I think that your pictures are beautiful. I hope you got my little sparkle present in the mail. I will be praying that your tests go fast tomorrow and that you start to feel better soon! God Bless. Love Becki in Santa Barbara
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, Ca. USA - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 09:47 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi sorry to hear you are having a bad day. Hope you get to feeling better. Finally heard from your grandma actually talked to on the phone for almost an hour Sunday so she got me updated on you. We love you !!!! Give Mommy a hug and a kiss for us OK. Love Aunt Mary Beth
Aunt MaryBeth and Uncle Gary <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 03:06 PM (CDT)
Hey, bear! Just wanted to say that I miss you, and that I can't wait to see you on Thursday! Looks like you'll be stuck with me until Sunday when Aunt Chele and everyone goes home! Tell mama I love her, and I will see you guys soon!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 11:36 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I didn't get a chance to find out too much about how you were feeling today because I 've been busy getting things ready for my classroom tomorrow. I hope you felt a little better today honey!I know it can't be much fun when you are feeling yucky!How is your tummy doing today?Your Daddy Hank and your brother Kenny said they got to read you stories when they spent the night with you. They said you weren't feeling too hot so they hope you will beable to do more the next time they spend the night.I have another friend that found out about you and they are putting you on their prayer list at their Church too! You are so lucky that so many people love you so much and are constantly praying for you!God and His Angels are with you always and will be blessing you every minute night and day!I can't wait until you are well enough to come to Florida so we can give you kisses all over your beautiful face!!!!I miss you so much honey!Nanny and Poppy said to tell you they send their special loving and they can't wait to talk to you on the phone again! They miss hearing your beautiful voice!We all send our love and Prayers from Florida! Have a goodnight and a better day tomorrow!I love you darling!!!!!!oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxGod Bless You Jessi!Talk to you tomorrow!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 10:23 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi. My wonderful neighbor, Chris - whom we all call "Oma" - (which means "Grandma" in German) - told me about your web site. In fact, she's here with me right now - as we've looked at the great pictures posted and read some of the many emails you've received. What a terrific web site you have - and how much love has been expressed here for you!! :-)) Caring Bridge is a good way for us to get together. All of Lompoc seems focused on you and your recovery. We want you back here, whole, healthy, and happy!! Our prayers and best wishes are with you and your family.
Judy <kbrdjudy@aol.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 09:51 PM (CDT)
Hi Miss Jessica! I finally got your webpage address from your daddy. I am quizzing him when I see him as to how you are doing. I saw the picture of you and mom and dad in the garden - you are looking good! Hopefully the pictures that daddy took of Sammy for you looked ok - if not let us know and we will try again! I can't wait until you come home - I need help with my garden!
Love,
Kris
Kristen deWit <kmdewit@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 11:17 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, I just saw the picture of you out in the gardens. Bet it was nice for you to finally get out. The gardens there are beautiful. I've never been there personally but I've seen lots of pictures. You look absolutely beautiful. Hope to see some more pictures real soon. God Bless you little one as he always does.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 10:30 AM (CDT)
Mama told me that you wanted some pictures of Sammymantha, so I borrowed Kristin's camera and took a couple of pitures of Sammy and one of the puppies, so hopefully they look good on mama's computer. If they don't, let me know so I can fix them, okay? I hope you're feeling a bit better. It didn't sound like you were having too much fun today. Well, I will be there on Friday, little bear, so hopefully we can go for another walk and have a little bit of fun, okay? I love you, baby! I miss ya!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 12:18 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart!Nanny told me she talked to your Daddy Hank today. He said he was there in the hospital and you were having a rough day today. He said you were having alot of pain in your tummy. I'm so sorry to hear that honey!I was so happy to see you out in the garden with your Mommy in your little wagon. You looked so cute! I sure hope your little tummy starts to feel better soon!I wish it were my tummy instead of yours!I love you so much I hate to hear that you are feeling yucky!Your Daddy and your brother Kenny are spending the night with you tonight!Daddy said you were sleeping alot so you wouldn't feel your tummy hurt so much.I really hope it starts feeling better right away!I know you are strong and will fight this like the rest of the hurdles you've jumped so far.You are a beautiful and brave little angel!I'm sending all of our love .hugs and kisses along with all of our Prayers from Florida! Nanny and Poppy send their special ones too! You please have a goodnight tonight and feel better tomorrow!I love you so much!xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox God Bless You Jessi!!!!! I love you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!Sweet dreams baby! I'll talk to you tomorrow!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 08:43 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart!Nanny told me she talked to your Daddy Hank today. He said he was there in the hospital and you were having a rough day today. He said you were having alot of pain in your tummy. I'm so sorry to hear that honey!I was so happy to see you out in the garden with your Mommy in your little wagon. You looked so cute! I sure hope your little tummy starts to feel better soon!I wish it were my tummy instead of yours!I love you so much I hate to hear that you are feeling yucky!Your Daddy and your brother Kenny are spending the night with you tonight!Daddy said you were sleeping alot so you wouldn't feel your tummy hurt so much.I really hope it starts feeling better right away!I know you are strong and will fight this like the rest of the hurdles you've jumped so far.You are a beautiful and brave little angel!I'm sending all of our love .hugs and kisses along with all of our Prayers from Florida! Nanny and Poppy send their special ones too! You please have a goodnight tonight and feel better tomorrow!I love you so much!xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox God Bless You Jessi!!!!! I love you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!Sweet dreams baby! I'll talk to you tomorrow!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 08:43 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetie,
It was so nice to be able to visit with you this weekend. I know you were still feeling a little "yucky", but you were still able to give Grandma and me a cute little Jessi smile. I want you to know I think you are the bravest of the brave. I hope with each passing day you get stronger and healthier and are able to come home soon. Grandma will be comming to see you Wednesday with many presents that have been sent to us to bring to you. Some of the presents have come from as far away as Japan.
Grandma and I love you very much, but I'm sure you know that.
Papa <res09bp8@verizon.net>
Beautiful downtown Lompoc, ca - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 04:30 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi Just saw your new pictures I bet you really liked being able to go outside. Hope you are feeling better today haven't heard from Grandma for awhile so tell her I need a new report. You sure look cute and I like your little wagon. Take care and give everyone a hug and kiss from us! Love you lots Aunt Mary Beth XOXOXOXO
Aunt MaryBeth and Uncle Gary <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 01:56 PM (CDT)
Good morning Jessica, I was verrrrryyyyy glad to hear that you got out and got some fresh air. Sure hope you enjoyed the gardens. They are beautiful aren't they. Looks like you'll be home in no time. You take care and keep smiling as always. God Bless!! Be good little one.
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 11:39 AM (CDT)
Hey, baby bear! Hope you're feeling a little better than you were on Sunday. I'm glad you had fun trucking around the gardens with me and mama! See, you didn't even melt when the sun hit you! Anyhow, I miss you, little one. I'll have to see if I can get a day off to come and see you before this weekend (It's a long one, so I get to stay until Monday!!!). Tell mama that I love her, too, okay? I'll see you in a little bit!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, August 26, 2001 at 11:06 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart!How are you tonight? I haven't gotten a report from anyone about you before I got on here to talk to you!I hope you have had a wonderful day and are feeling much better than yesterday.Your Daddy Hank and your brother Kenny are coming to see you tomorrow and spending the night with you! That should be fun!Your cousin Joey is leaving to go back to Michigan early tomorrow morning. We went to Uncle Vinny and Aunt Kathy's house today for a cook-out.It was fun and the weather was good so we got to go swimming for awhile! Well, it is back to work tomorrow so I'm going to send all of our love and hugs and kisses and most of all Prayers from Florida! Nanny and Poppy also send their famous hugs and kisses to you! Uncle Vinny brought us some pictures he had taken while he was visiting you!You look so beautiful! I can't believe that you can look so beautiful even when you are feeling yucky!Well Honey, I'm going to go for now! I love you sooooooooooooooo much!oxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxo
Have a great night and a super day tomorrow!God Bless You Jessi!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Sunday, August 26, 2001 at 09:16 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I want to apologize for not writing to you last night but I was feeling a little yucky and went to bed early.I hear you are doing better almost everyday! That is terrific! It must have felt good for you to get some fresh air today and to beable to see the sun from outside of your room!Your Daddy Hank said he and Kenny will be coming to stay overnight with you! It sounds like he can't wait!He felt so good to beable to see you joke around with him the other day!We are just so happy you are doing better!We are going to go over Uncle Vinny and Aunt Kathy's house for a cook-out tomorrow because Uncle Bobby's little boy Joey is going back home to Michigan early on Monday morning!We are just having a little going away party for him. Hopefully the weather will be good and we will get to go swimming for awhile. I bet you can't wait to go swimming in Florida again can you? I know we wish you could be here with us right now!I'm sending all of our hugs,kisses and lots of Prayers from everyone here in Florida for you to continue to get better every day!Nanny and Poppy send their famous hugs and kisses from here to the end of the earth and back again!!!!!I will talk to you again tomorrow honey! I love you soooooooooooo much!!!Sweet dreams and have a wonderful day tomorrow!!!Love you!!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 10:31 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessi and family,

I am one of your mom's cyber friends from the N-Blast list. I am glad to read that you are doing better and looking forward to leaving the hospital. I shall keep you in my prayers for continued recovery that is uneventful.

Eleanore Steinle <EllieS@optonline.com>
Smithtown, NY USA - Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 04:21 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi!!
How are you doing?
You feeling good?
I hope you are feeling better.
Hugs,
Billy's friend Hiroko(Jessica)
(Jessica is my American name!!)

Hiroko <lompoc@m3.kcn.ne.jp>
Nara, Nara Japan - Friday, August 24, 2001 at 07:20 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi hope you are feeling better today! Just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you and your mommy! Have a good weekend we are going to be gone so write you again on Monday. Love Aunt Mary Beth & Uncle Gary !
Aunt MaryBeth and Uncle Gary <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Friday, August 24, 2001 at 05:01 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
It's your dad. I just got home from visiting you today. It's 10:00 P.M. and it seemed like a long time getting home for some reason. Your brother Kenny and I were happy to see that you look much better then the last time I seen you when your Uncle Vinny was here on his motorcycle trip from Florida. He was very happy that he got to come visit you while he was here. He is on his way back home now and should be just about back to Florida by now. Jessi it was great to see you smile and joking for a little bit today even though you were still feeling under the whether. I hope you enjoyed the Pokeman III movie that we got you. I know when you were watching it you seemed excited and were explaining all about it to me as the movie was playing. You seem to be looking a little better every time I see you. Before you know it you will be home again and having a good time playing with your friends and going to school. Well sweetheart I am going to sign off for now and I will call in the morning to see how you are doing. I can't wait until Monday when your brother and I are going to stay there with you overnight. I love you darling and will see you soon.
Your Dad (Hank)
Dad <hankersterone@hotmail.com>
Lompoc, Ca - Friday, August 24, 2001 at 12:42 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart!Iheard you are not feeling so hot today! Your Nanny was talking to your Daddy Hank while he was with you today and he said you were feeling sick to your stomach and feeeling kinda yucky. I'm sorry honey, I was hoping you would be feeling a little better.I heard your sister Missy came to visit you! I bet you had fun with her!She is silly like you so I know you had to have a good time!Daddy said he wasn't going to beable to spend the night tonight but he will be back in a couple of days to stay overnight with you. That will be good for you to beable to spend some time with him and give mommy a break.This has been a long sleep over for your mommy!I'm sure you will all be glad to get back home!Everyone here sends all of their love and hugs and kisses and Prayers to you from Florida.Nanny and Poppy do too and they said they are hoping they will get to talk to you on the phone the next time they call your mommy to see how you are. Maybe you will be feeling strong enough to talk next time.Your Daddy Hank said you were feeling too yucky today to beable to talk.We all love you sooooooooo much! I'm going to wish you pleasant dreams and a much better day tomorrow!Love you sweetheart!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Thursday, August 23, 2001 at 09:23 PM (CDT)
Hello again tried to get another email off to you but guess I messed up. We are all thinking about and what a brave little girl you wish I could just hug you tight!!! Give your mommy and grandma a kiss for me! Let me know if you get this? Hear you are feeling better just keep doing what they tell you and be home in no time. your grandma Patti keeps us updated. Love all you pictures. Love you much!!!XOXOXOXO !!!
Aunt MaryBeth and Uncle Gary <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Thursday, August 23, 2001 at 09:32 AM (CDT)
Hello Jessi can your believe I finally have a computer so
Aunt MaryBeth and Uncle Gary <garymbm@shawneelink.net>
Mt Carmel , Il. USA - Thursday, August 23, 2001 at 09:10 AM (CDT)
Hey, little bear! Getting tired of the mama finally, are we? Well, after a month of total togetherness, I can understand. It's good that Missy got there tonite, isn't it? Hope you guys had fun together! Anyhow, little one. I just wanted to say goodnight and I love you! Give mama a kiss for me!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 11:00 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I'm going to make this a quick one tonight! I heard you are starting to feel a little better everyday now! That makes me so happy!!Your Daddy Hank and your brother Kenny are going to come and see you tomorrow for awhile if I'm not mistaken. They will be glad to see how much better you are doing!I just dropped Nanny off at her house and she said to make sure that I send their special loving to you!I will write again tomorrow honey but I just wanted to tell you how much I love you before I turned in for bed.I love you soooooooooo much and I'm soooooo happy you are doing better! We all send our love and Prayers from Florida! Keep up the good work you brave little girl!oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoFrom all of us!Have a goodnight and a great day tomorrow! Sweet dreams angel!Love you!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 10:30 PM (CDT)
BEAR,
I just got off work and my bags are packed! Tell Mommy dinners on the way...Hey, you might want to check my pockets when I get there .maybe there is something special in there for you.HHHHmmmmmm??? See you at 6:30pm.
I love you!

Big sister Missy
SFV, CA - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 07:38 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessica!!
I am glad you are looking very good!!
Take care!!
Your Grandpa is very very nice!!!
Hiroko
Hiroko <lompoc@m3.kcn.ne.jp>
Nara, Nara Japan - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 06:26 PM (CDT)
Hey Jessi,
You are looking great kiddo!!! I hope your feeling better!! I just wanted to say hello and let you know that I was thinking of you. You be strong, you look wonderful. Take care!!

Crysta <crystat@vandenberg.org>
Lompoc, CA USA - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 02:40 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I just saw you newest pictures and you are absolutely beautiful (as always). I am so glad to see you up and improving more and more each day. The dinosaur is cute to. Take care little one and as always God Bless!!
Love your friend,
Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
- Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 12:29 PM (CDT)
Well, I sure am glad to hear that you decided to get out of bed and go play, little one. Sounds like you and mama had some fun! I can't wait until Friday to get there and see you. Hopefully after your day with Missy tomorrow you'll stil have some energy left to goof around! Anyhow, if there is anything you need from home, let mama know so I can bring it. I've got your fuzzies all ready to go, so I will make sure to bring them along with me. I love you, baby bear! Have a good, restful night, okay? Don't let mama hog up the whole bed!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 11:32 PM (CDT)
Hi baby girl,
I'm so glad to hear that I rock again.It was a big time bummer when you were mad at me.You know that when we make you do mouth care it's so your gorgeous mouth gets all pink and pretty.Not cuz we are trying to be mean.Anyway... Nico was so happy to see the gifts you made for him today!!! I can't believe how cool that dinosaur
was.You obviously got your artistic streak from your momma.But you got your sense of style from me baby bear!!!
We can't wait for you to move to the village so Nico can come and play with you.So you keep getting stronger jessi, a little bit more everyday okay? I love you very much sweetheart and so does Nico and uncle Jimmy.
Kisses all over your face!!!!!
Aunt Chele
<Chelebeans@lycos.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 10:04 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I just saw your latest pictures! My God! You look absolutely beautiful!I was so excited to see how great you looked and to hear that you got to go to the playroom!I have to admit I'm a little jealous of Nico! He must be a very lucky boy to get all of your attention!You must have been pretty happy to get out of your room for awhile today!I know that all of our prayers are being answered and you are getting well!Praise God!!!!!I bet your Mommy is very excited to see you feeling better!I know your Daddy Hank will be too!I'm Going to keep sending all of our Prayers,Love,Hugs and Kisses from Florida !We all love you soooooooo much!We are so proud of you for being such a brave girl!Nanny and Poppy will be so happy to see how beautiful you look in your new pictures! I guess all of those special kisses they sent you must have work! Well, they said to make sure I keep sending them your way so here they are oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxxox!Wow! That was alot of hugs and kisses!You have a great night tonight and a super day tomorrow!!!I will be looking for some more good news about you!Tell Mommy thank you for keeping us informed!I love you angel!!!!!Sleep tight and God Bless You Jessi!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 09:50 PM (CDT)
Hey Bear,
You are look VERY GOOD!!! I am glad you are feeling better. I will be there tomorrow...Maybe you can show me around????
I LOVE YOU!!!
You BIG Sister Missy
Melissa
SFV, CA - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 09:14 PM (CDT)
Angel... I miss you so! I am so happy to hear your lips are pink! I love you and I can hardly wait to see you. Get Strong Jessi!!! love and kisses, Grandma xoxoxoxoxo Tell your momma I love her too!
Patti Beach <mommabeach1@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, Ca - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 07:57 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I was soooooo happy to hear that your feeling much much better. Sounds like those angels that are by you are taking good care of you. Plus your family as well. Just wanted to give you my daily hello. God Bless you little one.
Your friend,
Kathy

- Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 11:15 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetie,
Hope you have a good day today. I haven't seen you in a long time but, I will see your cute little face Sunday.
I just wanted you to know that we all love you and miss you very much and we want you to come home as soon as possible.
Please give your Momma a special hug for me.
I love you,
Papa
Papa
Lompoc, Ca - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 09:26 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart!I heard that you still aren't feeling so good today! I'm so sorry honey!I won't be writing alot today because it is so late and I haven't gotten anything ready for school tomorrow. I just couldn't go to bed before I wrote to you. You are always on my mind and I just want to tell you how much I love you every night before you go to sleep!Besides, I have to send all of our hugs and kisses to you too!Well, Sweet Angel,I must wish you a goodnight and a better day tomorrow!I love you soooooooooo much!I'll talk to you soon!God Bless You Jessi!!Nanny and Poppy said not to forget their special kisses and hugs too!Love You!!!!!!!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Monday, August 20, 2001 at 10:01 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, it's your friend Kathy again. Just wanting to say Hi and feel better today and real soon as well. Can't wait until your able to come home. I know you can't either. Take care and my prayers are with you and your family. Bye sweetie.
Love, Kathy
<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Monday, August 20, 2001 at 01:07 PM (CDT)
Hey, little baby bear. I hate seeing you sick like this. It's just not fair, is it? Well, I should be there tomorrow night to stay with you again. Hopefully I can get Tuesday off so I can spend the whole day with you, but if I can't, I'll make sure to snuggle you extra while I'm there. Tell mama I love her, okay? I love ya, ya little monkey!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 11:38 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart!I just spoke to your Nanny and she said they were going to make some changes in your medicine because of your platelets or something. I hope you are feeling a little better today! I know this hasn't been easy for you honey. You are doing a great job though! You are so brave! I heard your sister Missy came to see you yesterday. She really enjoys getting to read to you! You are so lucky to have a sister that loves you so much!I'm glad she lives close enough to beable to come visit you in the hospital. I am sending you all of our hugs and kisses and most of all prayers from Florida again! Your Nanny and Poppy send their special ones from here to the end of the earth and back again too!!!!!!!!!They really miss you honey! We all do so you are going to have to get better soon so we can get some real hugs and kisses from the bravest most beautiful girl we know!I have to say goodnight for now sweetie. Have pleasant dreams and a better day tomorrow.I love you sooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!God Bless You Jessi!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 08:22 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, Sending BIG Hugs and Kisses your way.
I going to see your Grandma and Papa this week
and I'm giving them some surprises to give to
you from Tami and Tawni. Tell your mommy to let
me know if it's time for me to give you some more
of my blood O.K.
Love you sweetie.
Eileen xoxoxoxo
Eileen Howitt <eileen109@home.com>
Santa Barbara, Ca. USA - Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 02:29 PM (CDT)
Hey Big Bear,
It was really nice seeing yesterday....I am glad we got to read books together and spend some time with each other. I will be out on Wednesday for a little sleep-over!!!! Maybe then you will feel up to a walk and you can show me all your favorite places at the hospital. I LOVE YOU!!! Keep getting better!
Sent with ALOTS of LOVE, from your BIG Sister Missy
Melissa
SFV, CA - Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 02:18 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, Just wanted to send big HUGS and KISSES to you. I
talked to your Grandma the other day and she said you're
doing much better. I'm so glad to hear that. I'm going to
see her and your Papa this week and I'm going to give her
some surprises for you from Tami and Tawni. Keep up the
good work sweetie!!!
Love You, Eileen
Eileen Howitt <eileen109@home.com>
Santa Barbara, Ca. USA - Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 02:18 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart!I just got back from Nanny and Poppy's house. We were over there playing cards and the men won! We have to let them win once in awhile or they won't play with us any more!Ha! Ha!Well I guess you got to see your Daddy and your brother Kenny and your uncle Vinny this weekend. That is great!I felt very sad to hear that you weren't feeling too good again!Your blood count is doing much better but Daddy said you were feeling yucky.I'm sorry honey !I got to talk to your big sister Missy today! It was so good to talk to her again! I haven't been able to talk to her in a long time because she and I have been so busy with work and school lately.I really miss her so when you see her can you give her a big hug and kiss from Aunt Judy for me? Oh yeah, could you also tell her I said W A C ? She will know what that means!I think your Uncle Vinny will be leaving soon to go on the rest of his trip. I bet you would like a ride on his bike when you get better wouldn't you? I remember when your Daddy had his bike!You were a little motorcycle mama then weren't you? You are such a pumpkin!I love to think about the silly things you do when you are feeling better! I can't wait to see you do them again!You are such a silly little monkey!Well Darling I have to say goodnight for now. I have an early day tomorrow! Please try to have a goodnight tonight and I really hope you feel better tomorrow Sweetheart! We will keep you in our prayers always! I will check in on you again tomorrow !! I love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Everyone here sends the same hugs and kisses and most of all their prayers from Florida!Nanny and Poppy said not to forget about their special ones too! God Bless You Jessi!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 11:29 PM (CDT)
Hey Jessi! Kenny says hi! He doesn't know how type so I'm telling you for him. Silly lilly. I'm excited to see you again soon. Kenny misses you waking him up in the morning and eating donuts with you and your mom and Aaron. Keep up the tough attitude and give Aaron and your mom big kisses for us! Love you!
Elke <ecs16@yahoo.com>
Berkeley, CA USA - Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 09:22 PM (CDT)
Our thoughts and love are with all of you!!!
Tom & Janice Caesar <tcaesar@aol.com>
Santa Barbara, ca usa - Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 01:03 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi, Thanks for the vist thursday. You are so pretty even when your sick. I saw a racoon on my way home tonight. I'm looking foward to you and Grandma coming over to watch them. You can bring Rocky too! Love you always sweetheart.
uncle mark <meandchief@cs.com>
S.Y, Ca USA - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 10:44 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I keep hearing some great news about you!I am so excited that you are doing better everyday with your blood counts! That is wonderful!You are such a brave little girl! I just got done writing to your Daddy Hank. He said that he is coming to see you. He really misses you alot Jessi! He will be so happy to see you!I was telling him I wished we lived closer to you so we could all be there to visit you and help you when you are not feeling well. Besides, I could really use some of your famous kisses and hugs right now! Nanny and Poppy send there love to you again! We are all still praying for a speedy recovery! All of my friends still ask about you and have your pictures hanging in their churches so eveyone can see who they are praying for! They all think you are very beautiful and very brave! Everyone is so proud of you! Well, I'm going to close for now 'cause I didn't get any sleep last night and I'm really tired. I'm glad we are hearing good news now. I know it is going to get better everyday! We all send our hugs and kisses and of course our prayers from everyone here in Florida! Have a goodnight! Do well again tomorrow! I love you honeybunny!!!!!oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 09:00 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi...I am a friend of your sister Jenny. I just wanted to send you good wishes and hope you get better soon! Take Care, Rachel:)
Rachel <kmdinc@sprintmail.com>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 06:20 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessie--It's Miss Becky again.....just wanted you to know that I'm still praying for you and thinking about you A LOT!!! Your Aunt Chele lets us teachers at the pre-school know how you are doing. We miss you and hope you can come visit sometime. You are a sweetie!!! Take care and stay strong!!! Love, Miss Becky
Miss Becky <beck02@earthlink.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 04:09 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessica, Sending hugs and get well wishes once again your way. You look absolutely wonderful. Just wanted to say that I was thinking of you and for you to have a wonderful and blessed day. Hurry and get well soon and your in my prayers everyday. God Bless.
Kathy and Family

<ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 12:14 PM (CDT)
HI Sweetheart!I see your Dad got to write to you on his computer today! That is great 'cause now he can write to you when he isn't able to be there.Uncle Vinny had a very long ride to get to your Dad's house . He also got caught in a hail storm.I bet that hurt when he was getting hit with the hail while riding the motorcycle!Thank God he got to your Dad's house safe!I think they said they will be down to see you in a day or so. That will be real nice to see Uncle Vinny again won't it?I know your Dad and your brother Kenny will be very happy to see you!I wished I lived closer so I could come visit you too! I miss you so much!!!!You have the best hugs and kisses in the whole wide world!I hope you are feeling better and better everyday!We are sending lots of hugs and kisses from Florida and Nanny and Poppy are sending their special hugs and kisses to you too!Tell those stem cells to keep on working hard at getting you better so you can go home and maybe come for a visit to Florida when you are stronger!I can't wait to see you again!I miss you so much!It is time for me to say goodnight for now! Sleep tight little one!Have a great day tomorrow! I will check in on you again then!oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox I love you!!!!!!God Bless You Jessi!Let those Angels hug you and keep you strong and safe!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 08:23 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
Hope your feeling better. I miss you very much. Your brother Kenny moved in this week from Vegas and your uncle Vinny is here from Florida. He drove all the way here on his motorcycle. We will all be there to see you in the next day or two. I can't wait to see you. Love and miss you.
Your Dad Hank
Lompoc, Ca. - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 06:03 PM (CDT)
Jessi,
You are a very special person. Your courage and stregnth I admire. I hope the best for you and you look great!! I just
wanted to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Lots of love your friend, Crysta
Crysta <crystat@vandneberg.org>
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 11:21 AM (CDT)
Best Wishes and speedy recovery. Keep your head high and keep the faith. You can do it!!!!
Roland Castillo, HMC(SW) Preventive Med Tech. <roland_castillo@yahoo.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 11:06 AM (CDT)
Jessi: This is Nortie.. I'm the guy that's going to tell you stories about your grandma. He! He! And when I'm done with Grandma we're going to talk about Auntie Eileen. Those two girls got me in more trouble, but they can wait to you get home. Your a beautiful brave young lady, and please keep a eye on Grandma Patti, as she will get into trouble if we don't watch out for her. God Bless, and say your prayers, as we say ours with you.
Bob Norton <Norton@magiclink.com>
Twin Falls, Idaho - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 12:14 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I just saw your picture Mommy took of you today!I feel so bad that your little mouth is so sore!You looked like you were resting pretty good. That is a good thing! Just think,you are going to start to feel better a little bit every single day!I guess your Nanny talked to your Daddy tonight and He isn't sure what time your Uncle Vinny will be there tomorrow so they aren't sure if you will get to see him before he leaves or not!I know your Daddy Hank will be there to see you as soon as it is possible!Nanny thought they were going to come when Uncle Vinny got there but we don't think he will get there in time to make the trip the same day. He is traveling a very long distance so he will probably be too tired to make another trip right away.Nanny said you were a little bit better today than yesterday! That is such good news!We will continue to pray to God and thank Him for healing you and protecting you with His Angels!So many people are praying for you every single day and night ! They all think yiu are so beautiful and are so smart!I can't wait to tell them that you are doing better! Nanny and Poppy said to tell you they love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!They can't wait to cuddle with you again!We are all sending our hugs and kisses your way again ! Have another good night and lets keep up the good work! I want to hear some more good news tomorrow!!!I love you so much and I'm so proud of you for being so strong through all of this! I will talk to you tomorrow honey!Sweet dreams baby!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 11:00 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I heard some very good news a few minutes ago! I am soooooooo excited for you!!!You are making some white blood cells!!!That is terrific!!!!Your Daddy Hank said he wasn't able to come down to see you because they are still having to do some things trying to get your brother Kenny settled into Daddy's house. Your Uncle Vinny will be there on Thursday and they are all coming down to see you on Thursday afternoon and are going to stay for a coupler of days. Daddy can't wait to see you because he misses you sooooooo much!Everyone here is saying a prayer of Thanksgiving to God because we know He is healing you and you will be home soon feeling all better and living a normal life again!!!!I bet your Mommy is so excited that you are getting better!!Everyone in Florida is sending their hugs and kisses to you and of course your Nanny and Poppy send their famous long distance hugs and kisses from here to the end of the world and back to you again!I'm going to have to say goodnight for now 'cause I have to get up real early for school tomorrow.Have a beautiful night and let us celebrate with some more good news tomorrow!!! I love you Sweetheart!!! Keep up the good work and I will talk to you again soon !!I love you!oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 09:45 PM (CDT)
Jessi -
Hi honey, how are you? I hear you are doing very well, however, a bit uncomfortable. I sure miss you. Keep letting those counts get higher and higher. Tami and I just got back from San Francisco with Dick and Eileen. Boy did we see some funny people while we were there. I tell you all about it later. Uncle Todd is married now, that's why we went, for the wedding. How is your angel doing? She came to visit me the other night and told me she was taking GREAT care of you. She even told me a couple secrets too, but I can't tell you until you come back and see me again. I thought maybe this time instead of hamburgers, we could make stuffed halibut, steamed vegetables, twice-baked potatoes and a cheesecake. MMMM, sounds good huh? Please continue to stay tough and do all the things the doctors and nurses tell you and give mom and grandma big fat hugs for me, OK!

Ps. Tawni has a little something for you and you should get it real soon. Don't forget your angel, and remember, she is always right there watching out for you (wish I could be there too!).

Wes <wtackett@toaks.org>
Camarillo, CA USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 02:25 PM (CDT)
Jessi - I hear you've finally got some white blood cells floating around finally! You have no idea how glad I am to hear that! Now it's just a matter of time before you start to feel better. Better hurry up, little bear! I can't wait to get you home. Tell your mama I'm sorry that I irritated her this morning on the phone. I guess I'm just good at it or something.
I miss you, ya little monkey. I'll see you this weekend!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 12:48 PM (CDT)
Jessi, Hang in there! You are so brave! I pray for you every day! I'm sending lots of hugs...can you feel them??
Miss Gloria <gkpreteach@cs.com>
Lompoc, CA - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 08:17 PM (CDT)
Hi sweetheart!!!! We don't know each other but I saw your pictures on this website and you sure are beautiful!! I wanted to wish you good luck and let you know that many people are thinking about you, take care sweetie:)
Crystal Hansen <Crystalh@vandenberg.org>
Lompoc, CA - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 07:28 PM (CDT)
Jessi I have been thinking alot about you lately. I live in Lompoc. I have a son with an Immune Deficiency and we have spent alot of time in the past in LA Childrens Hospital and UCLA. You are in the best of hands. Please give your Mom and Dad a big hug from me! Do you like N Sync? I Love them. Please keep smiling. I'll pray for you. Hugs and kisses bye bye.
Christine Cross <dodge6938@aol.com>
Lompoc, Ca U.S.A - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 07:01 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! Your Nanny and Poppy told me they got to talk to your Mommy today. She said you were getting a little fiesty today. I hope that is a good sign! Maybe you will start to feel a little bit better each and every day.I certainly hope so! Everyone is rooting for you princess! Your Daddy had to get your brother today and was going to try and stop to see you on his way back. I guess if he isn't able to stop today he is planning on being there tomorrow. He will be very happy to see you again. I read that your sister Missy gets to call you on her lunchtime.I bet you like when your silly sister gets to call or visit you!Make sure you tell her I said hi!Well once again I will have to send our hugs and kisses your way from everyone here in Florida!!!!Nanny and Poppy said They send there special ones too!I will try to check back with you again tonight. Just in case I don't get a chance I will wish you a good night and a wonderful day tomorrow ! We need to get those bloodstems working hard sweety! I love you so much!!!!oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox I'll talk to you later!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 05:39 PM (CDT)
Hey, baby bear! I just wanted to say that I miss you and that I can't wait to see you again tis weekend. Maybe you'll even be feeling good enough to play! We'll just have to wait and see. I love you, baby!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 13, 2001 at 02:35 PM (CDT)
Jessi Bear,
I love you!!!
Hang in there...I will call you on my lunch.
Love You,
Missy
Missy
SFV, Ca - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 11:54 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! Your Daddy Hank said you are still having a very rough time! I'm sorry things aren't getting easier for you yet! Daddy said he is going to get your brother Kenny tonight and bringing him to live with him tomorrow. He is goung to try and stop and see you on his way back home with the truck full of Kenny's belongings. If he can't because of the truck he is going to drive back over to see you. He was really upset that he couldn't be there with you right now!I have to send you all of our hugs and kisses now because I have to go to bed so I will get up for school tomorrow. I just didn't want to go to bed without sending all my love to my beautiful niece! I love you so much darling!I pray that you start getting some relief soon. God Bless you Jessi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox Good Night!
Love to All!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 10:23 PM (CDT)
I'm sorry that I wasn't able to be there this weekend, but at least I got to drop by yesterday between going to work. I hope that by the time you see this you're feeling a little better. Mama said you've been having a rough day, and I feel bad that I wasn't able to be there to help. At least Grandma and Aunt Chele have been there to help mom take care of you.
I will see you very soon, and remember to tell your stem cells to get to work, okay? I love you, baby bear!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 01:26 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart!I heard you're still having a rough time! I am so sorry honey! I can't wait to start hearing how good you are doing. I bet you can't wait to start feeling better!You are such a precious little doll! I just love you sooooooooo much!I guess your brother Kenny is supposed to be moving to your Daddy Hank's house this week if he can get his car fixed. That will be good for your Dad to have someone there with him! He said he is going to be there to see you again soon!He can't wait for you to beable to come back home so he can see you more often!He just misses you so much!You are his little princess and it is very hard to be away from you! It makes him very sad.I keep praying so hard that you start to feel better and all of my friends are praying for you daily! You are loved by so many people and they are all rooting for you to have a quick recovery!It is pretty late here right now and I have had a real busy week so I'm going to say good night for now.We all send our hugs and kisses and most of all our prayers from Florida! Nanny and Poppy are sending their love and famous hugs and kisses to you from here to the end of the world and back!!!!Well my darling,Sleep well and I pray you have a better day tomorrow!I love you so much!!!!!!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 11:16 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi, I think you look cute with the buterfly on your face. Tell your mom and aron hello. Miss you, Love and Kisses. Mark and Maria
uncle mark
santa ynez, ca usa - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 11:42 AM (CDT)
Hey Jessi, my name is Bobbi. I'm a friend of Morgan's Mother, Heather Sheppard. She's been telling me about you and I've also seen stories about you in the Lompoc Record.
I just wanted you to know that we think of you often and the whole town is rooting for you. Stay strong Jessi, we want to see you back home.
Bobbi Willis <CuriousBobbi@aol.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 09:38 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi!
Morgan Sheppard is my little girl...she has told me for the past 2 years how you are her first best friend from the start of preschool..We are so honored to know You and we think of You every single day.. Morgan always looks up to You, and we all do .. You are Our heroine!
We love You girl! You are in our prayers eternally!
You are the most beautiful child in the world! God bless You Jessi!
Sheppard Family (Morgan the spokeswoman)

Heather <Markedbythewolf@aol.com>
Lompoc, CA 93436 - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 02:01 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I just heard from your Nanny and Poppy! They said your Daddy Hank was talking to them and said you were having a very hard time today! It makes me want to cry when I hear that you're not doing well! I just love you soooooo much I don't want to see you feeling yucky! I will keep on praying with everyone that you start feeling better real soon. I bet you can't wait for that either! I'm going to haver to send all the hugs and kisses from everyone here in Florida and especially from your Nanny and Poppy because we all love you to the end of the earth and back!!!!!!You are so beautiful and so brave ! God Bless You Jessi! I will talk to you tomorrow. Have a good night and a much better day tomorrow! I hope your mouth starts to feel better soon honey!I love you!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 08:46 PM (CDT)
hello there babygirl,
I just love your pictures. I especially like the flower and butterfly on your face. It looks awesome!! Kirsten has been asking alot about you and wants to see you soo much. I told her she'd have to wait until Thanksgiving to see you. Then you and her get to fly far far away and have the best time ever. Boy am I jealous!!! Tell mommy and aaron to take lots and lots of pictures. Kirsten just got a new kitty. She's only had it for about a week and so far has named it a different name every other day. So far the kittens names have been Tiger, Squirmy and Princess. I think i'm forgetting one, but I just cant remember. Well, honey, i've gotta get back to work. Remember that I love you very very much. You are in my thoughts and prayers every second of every day. have your mommy give you a great big hug from me. I cant wait till i see you so I can give you a great big hug myself. I LOVE YOU!!! XX00XX00
Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 06:25 PM (CDT)
Hey Bear, I am heading to the fair tomorrow...it will be the first time in 4 years that I wont be able to bring you. It wont be the same! Next year will be the best year yet!!! Nexted week, I will bring you a nice "SOFT stuffed animal" and a "purple hat-band", as you asked. Feel better sweet pea!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!! OXOXOXOXO

Missy
SFV, CA - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 12:46 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, Denise, and all,
Just a quick note to say Hi! Let us know what address we could use to send cards and stuff ok? Also, what (if anything) do you need? We're praying for you all. You're stronger than I could ever be!! Love, Katy, Mike, and Harley.
Katy Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 08:23 PM (CDT)
Hi, Jessi! Miss Gloria from Bright Beginnings here! What a trooper you are! Keep hanging in there, sweetie! I pray for you all the time and I just know that Jesus is right beside you giving you all the love and hugs you need!I hope you feel all the hugs being sent to you through these emails! Everybody loves you so much! Keep smiling...you are the cutest girl in the world...even when you're feeling yucky! I love seeing your sweet face in the photo album!
Miss Gloria <gkpreteach@cs.com>
Lompoc, CA - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 07:19 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi, Denise and Everyone, We are thinking of you all and sending love, and healing your way. Thanks for the updates. We know it must be hard with all going on. Love the pictures with the face paintings, hahaha.
Pamela Easter and The Cottage Hospital Team <peaster@sbch.org>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 06:21 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart!!!!!I just wanted to check in and say hello! I'm not going to beable to write to you later this evening so I thought I'd better say a quick hello now!School has started for me and things are pretty hectic right now.Even though I'm busy I never stop thinking of you and how brave you are!You just amaze me!You always seem to be smiling(and what a beautiful smile that is I must say!!!!)and in a good mood!I'm Just so proud of you.I just can't tell you enough how much!I really miss you baby soooooooooo much! Your Daddy Hank said he wasn't able to come down today because of some letters he had to get to his attorney so he will be down tomorrow! He really felt bad because he wants to be with you as much as possible and silly things like that mess up his plans to be at the hospital with you.I'm sure he will feel better once he gets back and gets a hug from you!!!He loves you so much!!!!!!!We all do! Nanny and Poppy said to give you the treatment again!Do you remember what they are talking about? They want me to send you all the hugs and kisses in the whole wide world from them to only you!!!!!!!!They must love you an awful lot!!!Well, I had better send you our kisses and hugs from Florida too because I'm going to have to say goodnight for now! I love you very much sweerheart!!!!God Bless!!!!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
P.S. Have a good nights sleep and a terrific day tomorrow!
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 04:26 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi!!!
I've been thinking about you EVERY DAY!!! And I talk to your Grandma and/or Grandpa almost every day to see how you are doing. I hear that you are doing FANTASTIC!!! You may not feel that great right now, but that's just because you're having to fight SOOOOOOOO hard to beat the cancer. But you just keep on fighting!!! You have lots and lots of people thinking of you and praying for you!!! I know that God has sent a special angel to watch over you. I'm certain of it!!! You'll be back on your feet in no time!!! I saw your pictures, and you look as beautiful as ever!!! I wish that I could give you a big bear hug, but I guess a cyber hug will have to do until you get back home again. You hang in there my brave little Jessi!!!
I love you and I'm thinking of you!!!!
xxooxxooxxooxxooxxoo!!!
Becky
Becky Hoban <b.hoban@verizon.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 08:50 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweeetheart! I just saw your pictures! You are the only one I know that can look that good even when your feeling so bad! You have a smile that would melt anyones heart!I hope you start having better days and nights!We just love you soooooooo much sweetheart! We hate to see you like this.We still pray constantly for a speedy recovery!Nanny and Poppy said to send you all the hugs and kisses in the whole wide world!!! That is a lot of hugs and kisses!!!!!!We can't wait to see you Sweety Pie!I heard your Daddy Hank is going to come back down to see you. I think it is tomorrow if I'm not mistaken.Anyhow, tell your mommy thank you for keeping us up to date with your progress. I know she is very tired and yet she still finds time for us!Thanks Nici!Well, I have to start back to school tomorrow to set my classroom up. My students will be starting on Monday morning.I can't believe our vacation time is over already!I guess I better send all our hugs and kisses from Florida now. I'm going to have to have a very early morning. I love you sooooooooooooooo much! I'll talk to you again tomorrow beautiful girl!!!God Bless You!!!
Love To All,
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 10:51 PM (CDT)
Hey, baby bear! It was really good to see you today. I wish I could be there more often, but I guess we'll have to make due with what little time I can spend there. I miss you, baby! Give mama a big old monkey kiss for me, and I will talk to you guys later!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 08:51 PM (CDT)
Hi! It's me again. :-) I just looked at your pictures, and we noticed that you have a Power Puff Girl pillow case. Jade has one just like it! :-) You are sooo brave!! Hope you have a great day today!
Chemo Angel 'Manda <jmanj39652@hotmail.com>
Magnolia, MS USA - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 10:35 AM (CDT)
Hey, my beautiful girls! I just wanted to put my two cents in before I go to bed. I hate being away from you guys, but someone has to take care of the zoo up here. I love you guys so much...I'm glad to hear that Jessi finally has a little part of me in there, too. I know it's not much, but it's something! Hopefully they work really good so you can stop getting so many bruises! Ya just gotta keep mama from beating up on you so much!!! Just kidding (This is why I have been banned from making journal entries - no one seems to get my sense of humor!). Anyhow, I hope you two have a good, restful night and I will talk to you in the morning! I love you!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 11:30 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I heard you had a rough night last night so I'll keep this short. I just wanted to send the usual hugs and kisses from everyone here in Florida! We all love you so much and want to see you have a quick recovery. You are in our thoughts and prayers at all times!Please rest and try to keep a smile on your face! I know that is not always possible or easy. You are the bravest little girl I know!I 'll talk to you again tomorrow! Love to all,
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 08:40 PM (CDT)
Jessie you look beautiful! You have such a wonderful smile. It's great to see you smiling. Amber misses you so much. She asks every day how you are doing and when can she see you next. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Love Amber, Scott & Terra
Terra <Lordziggy@aol.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 08:33 PM (CDT)
Jessie you look beautiful! You have such a wonderful smile. It's great to see you smiling. Amber misses you so much. She asks every day how you are doing and when can she see you next. Our thoughts and praers are with you.
Love Amber, Scott & Terra
Terra <Lordziggy@aol.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 08:32 PM (CDT)
Jessi! Are you awake?! Probably better to be sleeping, anyway. You know what I was thinking? We should all take a trip when you're feeling better and go visit Kjell in Wisconsin. It'll be nice and cold there and there's lots of sledding. Anyway, I'm going to try to come visit you soon. Unfortunately, my car doesn't like me at all right now. It wants to break down on me. I have a Wienerschnitzel Hotdog man on my antenna so hopefully he'll save me. Anyway, keep sleeping as much as possible (I'd have to sleep all the time too if I were around Aaron all the time too. I'll tell you about the torture he put me through growing up sometime). Later, skater!

Elke <ecs16@yahoo.com>
Berkeley, CA USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 05:37 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessi, Denise and family,Just wanted to let you know we are keeping an "online watch" on Jessi Bear. Our prayers, warm, good thoughts and love to you all. Love-Sylvia and Gloria and all the staff at CCSB
Gloria Saunders <GJS4KIDS@AOL.COM>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 03:27 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart!It sounds like you are feeling your oats today! That is terrific! I'm so happy that you are getting so spunky! That's a good sign. I guess your Daddy Hank is probably there by now. He had a hard time trying to find your favorite kind of blanket. I don't know if he was able to or not.I hope he found something that will work for you! I bet he feels better now that he is able to be there with you! You are his special little angel,you know!We all love you very much! Nanny and Poppy tell me everyday to make sure you know they are asking about you and are sending you all their love " from here to the furthest planet and back!" They said you will know what I'm talking about!All my friends have been asking about you and how you are doing. I told them you are the bravest girl I know ! In fact, you are the bravest girl in the whole wide world and we are sooooo proud of you!I know the Good Lord is going to take good care of you!I just can't wait to hold you and give you lots and lots of kisses!You are such a silly little girl and have such a beautiful smile that everyone falls in love with you the minute they lay eyes on you!Well beautiful girl, I'm going to say so long for now.I love you silly! Everyone from Florida sends their love and prayers!!!!Enjoy your Daddy Hank! Have a good night and a great day tomorrow!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 06:33 PM (CDT)
Hi there baby bear,
Aunt chele told me you were threw a stuffed animal at the nurse. Well, that's the girl i know and love!!!! I think about you every hour of everyday. I love you sweetie. We will all be down at Thanksgiving to see you. Throw a stuffed animal for me, would ya? Ask you mommy to give you a great big hug frome me with lots and lots of kisses. I love you both very very much.
Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 06:00 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, and everybody! Just wanted to let you know that my family and I are keeping you all in our prayers every day, and I think about you often. Jade always asks about you, and we read your updates every day. Keep that beautiful smile!! ~~~With love from Angel 'Manda~~~
Chemo Angel 'Manda <jmanj39652@hotmail.com>
Magnolia, MS USA - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 03:53 PM (CDT)
Hey, ya little monkey. Mama says that you're getting feisty - throwing stuffed animals at nurses and being a little monster. Not complaining - it just means that you're feeling a little better. Just make sure you don't throw anything hard at them, okay? Don't want anyone getting hurt! Anyhow, I just wanted to say that I love you and miss you, little one. Keep getting better, okay? Tell mama that I love her and miss her too!!!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 09:17 AM (CDT)
Hey Baby Bear!!! Momma loves you!
I just wanted to tell you that you made me proud today. You are such a brave girl... You are my Super-Hero.
I love you Baby!
Momma
City of Hope, CA - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 12:33 AM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart! I know I wrote to you earlier today but I couldn't get you off my mind . I decided to write to you to say how much I love you and to wish you a good night.I hope you can get a chance to rest through the night and have a good day tomorrow. Your Daddy should be there to see you. That will make him feel better. He hates being away from you.Give your Daddy kisses from all of us!!!Good night Sweetheart! Ilove you!!!I'll check in on you again tomorrow!
We are praying for you always!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 10:40 PM (CDT)
Jessie & Patti: Just checking in on you guys. Jessie I hear you are taking good care of Grandma. Good job as she can get in trouble. Thinking of you. God Bless......
Uncle Nortie
Bob Norton <Norton@magiclink.com>
Twin Falls, Idaho US - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 10:10 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi Bear! I heard you are having a rough time again! I'm sorry to hear that! We keep praying for you to have a speedy recovery!I wish I was closer so I could come see you! I would give you kisses all over your cute little face! I guess we will just have to pretend for now and I'll have to give them to you when I see you! I'll just have to give you twice as many that's all!!Things probably get a little scary for you when you start getting sick now. Thank God you have so many people that love you and are there when they can to help you.You are loved so much by so many!!! I wish I could be laying there for you.Your Daddy Hank is supposed to come to stay with you tomorrow.He can't wait to see you again.He really enjoyed spending those two days with you while your grandma and mommy got a break and went shopping.It gave you both some special time alone and I'm sure mommy and grandma got a much needed break.Pretty soon you'll be able to be back home and sleeping in your own bed.I bet you can't wait!Did you get to see your sister Missy today? I hope she was able to come to see you. I know she really loves you! Nanny and Poppy call everyday to see how you are doing. They wish they knew you could have visitors in the hospital .They would have made different arrangements and visited you now instead of before the hospital.It is hard for them to come so far from Florida .They just want you to know how much they love you!Everyone in Florida sends their love. We are praying for you always.I'll check in again tomorrow. I love you sweetheart!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 07:15 PM (CDT)
Well, bear, looks like we'll be having a lot of extra togetherness since someone has to be awake with you all the time. Okay, so mama took extra shifts last night (But only because she told me to go to sleep). Sure looks like you've got a lot of people that love you and are willing to make sure you're okay all the time. Aunt Chele was glad to be able to give you her patented "kisses all over the face" in person. She sure was glad to see you. Hopefully I'll be able to be here next weekend...I know, writing before I've even left. I really believe that the worst will be over by the next time I see you. I'm sorry I can't be here all the time with you, but I do have to work and take care of the dogs, cats, snakes, and fish. Geez, do I have a lot to do!
Well, we'll have plenty of time to snuggle like we did last night when I come back, and when you get home. I love you, baby bear!!! Remember to make sure your stem cells get to work! I hope my platelets work for you...I know they work for me! Love ya, baby!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 12:09 PM (CDT)
Jessie you are in our prayers. Love, Jimmy and Nancy Smith and Family (Patti's and Billy's friends)
Nancy Smith <jdsmith6@sbceo.org>
Lompoc, CA Santa Barbara - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 12:21 AM (CDT)
Hello Jessi, Uncle Mark here. I just wanted to send you all my love. I hope you feel better soon. Love and kisses, Uncle Mark
Mark Hendrickson <meandchief@cs.com>
santa ynez, ca usa - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 12:09 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi Bear!I was talking to your Daddy Hank tonight. He said he was very sad because you were not feeling very good again today!Everyone keeps praying that you will be able to start eating and feeling like yourself again. I know this is hard for you but you are being so brave!Your Daddy Hank said your cousin Jessica Modeen from Conneticut sent you a package and it was at his house when he got home from the hospital last night. Jessica is so excited that you are her cousin!Your Daddy is supposed to come back to see you on Monday and spend the night with you. That will be so nice. He loves being with you and it is so hard for him having you so far away from home right now.The most important thing we all want right now is for you to start feeling better.We just love you so much!I know Jesus has sent His Angels to watch over you! You are His special little gift to all of us!Uncle Vinny is traveling cross country on his motorcycle right now! He expects to be in Lompoc on August 16th. He is going to go to your Daddy Hank's house.He won't be there very long. He is only driving through.Nanny and Poppy and everyone here in Florida send you lots and lots of hugs and kisses!We just wish we could be there to give them to you in person!We all miss you sooooo much.Well it looks like I've talked too much again! I will keep checking on you everyday and writing to you when I can. I love you Sweetheart!!!God Bless You!!!!!
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Saturday, August 04, 2001 at 11:19 PM (CDT)
Dear Patti, Nicci, and Jessica
I read your updates everyday. My heart goes out to you in this difficult time. From reading all the comments in this guestbook, there are lots of people thinking and praying for all of you. You are all very strong, brave, caring and loving. Please know that we are all here if you need anything, and our thoughts are with you constantly. Love Beverly and Darrell Hale
Beverly and Darrell Hale <dnbclassic@aol.com>
Santa Maria, Ca USA - Saturday, August 04, 2001 at 09:41 AM (CDT)

- Saturday, August 04, 2001 at 09:31 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessica - We read about you almost everyday and think about you at least a million time a day. We are praying that things will start getting better and you will start to feel like eating. I'm getting more and more like you Jessica, I have one tooth out and some more that are loose. Take care of yourself. Hope you like the postcards!Patricia Davis
Patricia <SheeshD@aol.com>
Lompoc, ca santa barbara - Saturday, August 04, 2001 at 12:04 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi Bear! I heard you are not feeling well again today.I am so sorry honey. I wish I could make you all better right now! It makes me sad when you are not feeling well.I heard your Daddy Hank was there to cuddle you again while you slept. That made him feel so good to be there with you! He loves you so much! We are all praying that you will start feeling better and be able to go home on time. I see your cousin Jessica Modeen and her grandma both wrote to you today from Conneticut! She is so happy that you have a website. She wants to continue to write to you. I hope you are able to have someone read the e-mail to you everyday.You have so many people that love you so much and are so proud of you!I'm going to say good night for now.I will check in on you again tomorrow.Nanny and Poppy send you lots of hugs and kisses! We all do too! We love you so much!God Bless You Sweetheart!!Sleep well tonight.
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <Gampasdozen@msn.com>
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 08:49 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
I just wanted to say "Hello" and wish you well.
I talked to Grandma this morning. She said you were doing a little better today. We are all very happy to hear that.
Grandma said "Daddy Hank" came by for a couple of hours yesterday to visit and he is there for a while today. I am sure you're happy to see him again after such a long time.
I want you to know that you are in our prayers and that we miss you and love you very much. I hope to see you very soon.
We are all anxious for your speedy recovery and your return home.
Keep a smile on your face and a song in your heart and remember that your loved.

Papa <res09bp8@verizon.net>
- Friday, August 03, 2001 at 01:59 PM (CDT)
Hi sweet pea!! This is Jessica Modeen..your second cousin. You dont me! My daddy and your daddy are 1st cousins! This is a really cute website. You aunt Judy told me about it. I sent you something in the mail~ I hope you get it soon. You can email me anytime you want. I would like to keep in touch. I hope that everything works out, I am praying for you. I can't wait to you get better, my mommy said that if we are ever in California we are going to come visit you. I live quiet far away though! In my letter I gave you my address so when your feeling up to it you can draw me a picture so I can put it on my bullienton board! Well, huney buney get better. Love You
Jessica
Jessica Modeen <LiLSkAnKeR2@aol.com>
Wolcott, CT US - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 01:47 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessica this is Auntie Anne from Middlebury,Conn. Uncle Al's wife who is your grandpa Modeen's brother and your father's uncle. My grandaughter Jessica Modeen is going to keep in touch with you. we are praying for your quick recovery. Maybe some day we can visit. God Bless you sweetheart, love from all of us.

Alfred and Anne Modeen <LiLSkanker2@aol.com>
Middlebury, CT United States - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 01:21 PM (CDT)

Hi Jessi, We haven't had a chance to meet you yet. We have become good friends of your grandma and grandpa. We have been praying for you to get better quick! Grandpa came to our house for Japanese Food last night. We have a 16 year old Japanese Girl staying with us for 3 weeks. She was friends with Aya who was with your Grandma and Grandpa last year. Hiroko wanted an American name. Her American Name is Jessica! She is going to make you some Orgami Cranes for good luck!!!!! We hope to meet you when you get back to Lompoc.

Cindy, Jess & Sean Callaham <callaham@sbceo.org>
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 09:57 PM (CDT)
HI Jessi! I heard your Daddy Hank came to see you today! I'm so glad he was able to come . He loves you so much that it hurts him when he can't be there. Daddy said you are not feeling very well today. I am so sorry to hear that. You are being so brave going through all those test and treatments! We are so proud of you! I was just talking to your Nanny and Poppy a few minutes ago and they said to tell you they love you so much!!!! They wish they could be there right now but they can't so just pretend they are giving you great big hugs real tight and a whole bunch of kisses all over your face!!!! Can you feel it? Doesn't it feel good? Aunt Judy sends them too!I wish I could take all of those yucky aches and pains away and keep them myself so you wouldn't have to feel them because I love you so much and I don't want you to feel bad! I bet it felt good to be able to cuddle with your Daddy Hank when he came to see you. He sure loves to cuddle with you!I think your sister Missy is planning on coming to see you this weekend if you are feeling well enough. That will be really nice.I haven't seen Missy in a long time. Could you give her a big hug for me? Well, I hope you are able to sleep well tonight and have a good day tomorrow. I will be calling your Daddy to see how your visit went and how you are feeling. Tell mommy thank you for keeping us informed too!I'll be going for now. I'll check in with you tomorrow night. I love you very much! Jesus loves you and will keep his angles watching over you. Keep being strong and brave .
Love to all!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 05:59 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessica! Everyone here at Stepping Stones says Hello. We are reading about your progress every day. Melissa keeps us up to date on how you are doing. You are in our prayers every day.
Nancy Grunbok <nancyatsscc@hotmail.com>
Newhall, CA USA - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 12:39 PM (CDT)
Baby Bear! I just wanted to say that I miss you before I start working. Tell the stem cells to get to work quick so that you can get home, okay? I love you!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 09:18 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi! I am a Chemo Angel and also the Director of Family Services and Special Programs for Hugs and Hope (www.hugsandhope.com). I just wanted to say hi and make sure you know that you have been and continue to be in my thoughts and prayers daily. I love your pictures, you are such a beautiful and special little girl. I have a special present I'm sending to you in City of Hope, I hear you like soft and squishy teddy bears?!?! :o)
Peace and Love to you from Jenn Borjeson
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA USA - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 08:30 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi Bear! I hope you are feeling a little better today. You look beautiful in your new pictures that mommy sent. I look forward to seeing them everyday. It helps me to feel closer to you. I hope you are feeling well enough to play with the stuff I sent to you through Nanny. It was to try and keep you busy while you are at your new apartment.I hope you are enjoying them. Maybe you could make me a picture or something when you are feeling better.Then I could hang it on my wall so everyone could see it when they come to visit. I bet you make great pictures. We all love and miss you very much so it would be nice to have a special drawing from you . Maybe your Daddy Hank can send it to us if you feel well enough to make one when he is there to see you.Aunt Judy must have been very tired last time I wrote to you. I noticed I didn't spell very well.Thats what happens when I don't get any sleep. My brain gets all silly on me!Well sweetie pie, I'm going to say good night for now. I love you very, very much and I will check in on you again tomorrow. Just remenber that God's Angels are sleeping with you and protecting you all the time!Have a good nights rest. Give hugs to everyone for me.Have a great day tommorow.God Bless!

Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 11:20 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi--This is Miss Becky From Bright Beginnings Pre-School. I've been thinking about you and praying for you A LOT!!! You are a beautiful and special girl and I know Jesus loves you a whole bunch!!! He will always be with you!! Hope you can come back and visit us sometime when you are all better. I'm praying for you!!!
Love, Miss Becky
Miss Becky <beck02@earthlink.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 11:20 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi! This is Tina, one of your Make-A-Wish wish-granters. You have been in my thoughts a lot. I pray for you every chance I get. I really hope that your treatment goes well! David has been having some problems with his computer, but wants to let you that he has been thinking about you as well. Looking forward to seeing you again!
Tina <Christina.Scheidler@Vandenberg.AF.Mil>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 09:59 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi. I am the sister of your pre-school teacher Ms. Jennifer Dodds. She told me about your illness and that you were at the City of Hope. I hope you feel better real soon and are soon back home and back with your friends at school. I'm thinking of you here in Colorado. Your Friend, Terri
Terri Korpal <tkorpal@yahoo.com>
Highlands Ranch, Co USA - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 07:36 PM (CDT)

Terri Korpal <tkorpal@yahoo.com>
Highlands Ranch, Co USA - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 07:32 PM (CDT)
Hey, Jessi (and mama)! Sounds like things are going according to plan. I know everyone is thinking about you and wishing you a speedy recovery. Kenny says hi and he loves you (I still think he loves Jessi more than he loves me!). I hope that you make lots of good friends in LA so you can have lots of penpals when you come home. Take care and we'll see you soon!
Love ya, Elke and Kenny
Elke and Kenny <ecs16@yahoo.com>
Berkeley, CA USA - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 11:42 AM (CDT)
Baby bear! I love you! Hope the stem cell tansplant goes well. Just remember, even though it stinks (Or so I've heard), it'll help you get better in the long run. I love you, Jes. I'll see you in a couple of days.
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 09:13 AM (CDT)
BEAR,
I just wanted to tell you I love you and that I am sending you a Great Big Hug!!!! Good night sweetie.
xoxoxoxo
Your BIG Sis
Missy
SFV, CA - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 12:53 AM (CDT)
Jessica: You don't know me, but I am a old boy friend of your Grandma. When you get home I will come over and tell you a lot of secrets about your Grandma. She always got me in trouble. More people then you know are with you everyday. You get well.... another Uncle thinking of you.
Nortie++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Bob Norton <Norton@magiclink.com>
Twin Falls, Idaho US - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 12:33 AM (CDT)
Hello Jessica-Patricia and I check your site everyday to keep up on the news. I hope your days get better. It is no fun to feel yucky. I hope you sleep better to. We pray for you and your family every night. Keep up the fight.
Sheila & Patricia <SheeshD@aol.com>
Lompoc, ca santa barbara - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 09:43 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi Bear! I,m so sorry to hear your not feeling well again today. I wish I could take all of these things away so you would feel better. We are all still praying for you everyday.We love you so much Jessi. I know you aren't feeling well so I'm not going to write alot today. I hope you have a good nights sleep and that you have a better day tomarrow.I think your Daddy Hank might be able to come see you either tomarrow or Thursday. I love you precious one.Nanny and Poppy send you all their love too! God Bless You Sweetheart! I'll write again tomarrow.

Love to All,
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 08:25 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessi and Nici, I'm so sorry you are having a yukky day. Let's hope that tomorrow is a better day. We will keep you in our prayers. There are a few angels looking our for our Jessi Bear. We will be back soon, but while we are gone look for cards from us. We love you, Jessi. Nici, take care of yourself so you can take care of Jess. Try to get some rest. I know that is easy for me to say. We send you so much love. Love and hugs, Uncle Wayne and Aunt Dianie. XXXOOOOO
Aunt Dianie <waynekees@earthlink.net>
Solvang, ca USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 07:13 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, Your Grandma stopped by yesterday on her way home from City of Hope with some laundry that I'm
going to do for you and your mommy and in it was your furry blanket that you got sick on, so I'm taking special
care to get it all ready to give back to your grandma whe she come by here on Wednedsay to pick it-up. I know
you miss it and want to snuggle with it when you go to sleep. I know you're really sick right now, but just
remember, this is almost over. Your a brave little gril sweetie and we love you. Hope we can see you soon.
Give you mommy a big kiss and hug from me.
Love You Jessi
Eileen xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Eileen <eileen109@home.com>
Santa Barbara, Calif. USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 05:36 PM (CDT)
Hey Bear, I was reading my Bible and came across this verse:
JOSHUA 1:9
I COMMAND YOU - BE STRONG AND COURAGEOUS! DO NOT BE AFFRAID OR DISCOURAGED. FOR THE LORD OUR GOD IS WITH YOU WHEREVER YOU GO.
It means be strong, God is watching over you and taking care of you from above. I know this because everyone is praying for you.
I love you, feel better!

Missy
SFV, CA - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 01:03 AM (CDT)
Hey, baby bear! Just wanted to say that I love you before I go to bed. Tell mama to make sure that she puts up some more pictures of my cute little baby! I love you, hon (And the mama, too!).
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 11:34 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi! I was just thinking about you so I thought I'd drop you a line. I heard your Daddy Hank came to see you today. He said you weren't feeling too good. I'm so sorry to hear that.I keep praying that you will feel better real soon. I saw your pictures again today.It looks like you met a new friend at the hospital. That is really nice that you have someone you can play with. I remember when you were in Florida to visit and you were playing games with me.It seemed like I never got to win a game.We really had alot of fun when you were here.You are either very smart or very good at playing games, or both!I'm sure it is both! I hope to see you real soon.Have a good night and a very good day tomarrow.I hope you are feeling a little better by then.I love and miss you very much! I'll check in with you again tomarrow.Hugs and kisses and lotsand lots of love to you sweetheart!!!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 09:34 PM (CDT)
Hello, Sweet Pea-hope you are feeling OK-Aaron keeps us informed about every single thing that is happening. When his girls are away, he spends a great deal of time on the phone with Auntie Elke and all of us in Washington, too. He is so lonely without you two. I am so very happy that the three of you found each other!!!! Petra finds out tomorrow if your new cousin will be a boy or girl-I'll make sure she writes you with the news. I love the picture of you and Aaron napping together-I even figured out how to save it as well as print a copy. There's hope for me yet! I'm sure I'll talk with him tomorrow or I'll call your mommy if I don't. Keep up the good work-we love you soooo! grandma carol
carol sporseen <kjelli1@msn.com>
Bothell, Wn. - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 09:21 PM (CDT)
Greetings "Blue Monster"! Thank you some very much for spending the day with me on Thrusday. I had a great time! I will be out to see you on Sunday...with some special things for you to play with. Hang in there Jessica! Remember you sis loves you and prays for you ever day!
Till Sunday!
Melissa
SFV, CA - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 07:42 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetheart, Grandma Just arrived home about ten minutes ago. Did yor mother tell you that Grandma got lost while coming home? Grandma will be home for two days and then she will be on her way back down to spend more time with you.I will come down when your feeling better. I just wanted you to know that I love you very much and miss you too.
Papa <res09bp8@verizin.net>
Lompoc, - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 07:38 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessi, Someone I love a lot, told me about you, and your family, and about your web page. I read it everyday, and I love your pictures!! I sent you a note in your guestbook last week, but I think that it got lost, so I wanted to try again. After seeing your beautiful pictures, I think that God has put you on my heart. I pray for you every day, and I won't stop until you get all better, and get to go home. I bet God and your family are very proud of you. My favorite pictures are the "beautiful blue monster", and you dressed up all in pink with your friend. I just wanted to tell you, that you have a praying, new friend, in Santa Barbara. Love, Becki Wolff
Becki Wolff <Beckiw@gte.net>
Santa Barbaara, Ca. - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 01:59 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi Bear!I love your pictures! You are so beautiful and becoming quite a ham I see!I'm sorry your not feeling too hot right now.I pray to God everyday that you will feel better soon and not get too sick during your treatment.You are such a precious little monkey! We all love you so much!I heard your Daddy Hank is going to come and see you today.He misses you so much!!!I hope he can find a place to stay so he can see you as much as he wants to.You are the most precious gift in his life right now and he really misses you when he can't be there with you.You have such a beautiful smile Jessi that you brighten my day no matter how bad I feel.I thank God that you are a part of our life!Everyone in Florida sends all their hugs and kisses again! Nanny and your silly Poppy do too!We can't wait to see you again!!Maybe we will get to visit with you when you come to Orlando on your special vacation!I really hope we can being you will already be so close to our home.Keep on being a brave little bear .I know it must not always be easy but you are doing such a wonderful job and we are so proud of you!!!!We love and miss you with all our hearts!I'll talk to you tomarrow!Love You Sweetheart!
Aunt Judy
P.S. Give your Daddy a big hug and a kiss for me!Love to all!!
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 01:21 PM (CDT)
Hey, baby bear! I hated to leave today, but I'll be back very soon to hang out with you guys. I hate to see you like this, but it'll all be done soon, won't it? Then it's back to a NORMAL life!!! Anyhow, give mama a big old monkey kiss for me, and I will see you in a little while. Love you!!!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Sunday, July 29, 2001 at 11:36 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessi...
You make a great monster!! I bet you will get all the candy on Halloween - you would at my house! :) Today was my first day checking out your site, but you can bet that I will check it out often. Keep your faith and spirits up -- you are making us all so very proud in Lompoc!
Alicia K <sishahugs@hotmail.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Sunday, July 29, 2001 at 11:55 AM (CDT)
Dear Jessi...
You make a great monster!! I bet you will get all the candy on Halloween - you would at my house! :) Today was my first day checking out your site, but you can bet that I will check it out often. Keep your faith and spirits up -- you are making us all so very proud in Lompoc!
Alicia K <sishahugs@hotmail.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Sunday, July 29, 2001 at 11:54 AM (CDT)
Dear Jessica, I've been on your web page everyday now and been keeping up on your progress. You are a beautiful little girl and I love reading your love stories. Please don't rush into marrige yet. Ha Ha. My thoughts and prayers are with you everyday. God Bless you and your family. You are so lucky to be such a loved little one. God Bless.
Kathy Young <ricky@impulse.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Sunday, July 29, 2001 at 01:01 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, You are the prettiest monster I ever did see! I love the costume. I'll be waiting for you to come Trick or Treating again this year. My prayers are for a painfree treatment and a speedy recovery. You are a wonder child and have been very strong and very brave through everything so far. Keep it going Jessi! Love You, Pam
Pam <res0arme@verizon.net>
Lompoc, Ca 93436 - Saturday, July 28, 2001 at 09:21 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi Bear! Or should I say Jessi monster? Ha! Ha! I just saw your picture in your new costume. I have to say you are the prettiest monster I have ever seen!Is the doctor one of your boyfriends too?!I'm sorry you aren't feeling so good today.Maybe you will feel like eating a little later.You have to try and be strong if you are going to be a monster!Nanny and Poppy and Uncle Bobby and Uncle Charlie and everyone here in Florida send you lots and lots of hugs and kisses.If I name everyone I wouldn't have room to write anything else!We all love you and miss you very, very much! I know your Daddy misses you too!He can't wait to see you again!He will be there soon and you can give him lots of hugs and kisses. Make sure you give him some from all of us too!Ok? Your cousin Jessica Modeen is going to write to you soon and she might be sending you something special real soon. You will have to tell your daddy to check the mail and see if you have any surprises!I will have to go for now. I'll check in with you again tomorrow!I love you very much and I'm so proud of you, you brave "little monster" !! Ha! Ha! Love you sweetheart!
Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
Palm Bay, Fl USA - Saturday, July 28, 2001 at 03:29 PM (CDT)
Hi, Jessie! This is Miss Gloria from Bright Beginnings!! I've gotten the "Jessie Fever" and am so excited that I can keep up with your progress on your web page. Just want you to know that I am praying for you! When you get scared or feel really sick or mad or sad, try and picture yourself sitting in Jesus'lap! He is always with you...giving hugs and singing sweet songs to you! Keep being strong!!! Love and prayers to your Mom and Dad, too!! Love, Miss Gloria
Miss Gloria <gkpreteach@cs.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Saturday, July 28, 2001 at 10:25 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi Sue, Amber sure does miss you and is looking forward to being able to come over and play. Good luck at City of Hope.

Get well soon,
Scott
Scott Ehmer <sehmer@impulse.net>
Lompoc, CA 93436 - Saturday, July 28, 2001 at 02:37 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessica,
Hurry home so you can come over and have some cookies at Peggy's house. Thinking of you.
Peggy and Dick
Dick and Peggy Smith <rsmith@utech.net>
lompoc, ca usa - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 11:19 PM (CDT)
jessi you are in my heart. i hope everything goes well for you i hope to one day meet you. you are a strong person and a insperation to me. love always
tasha gaitan
tasha gaitan <tashagaitan@hotmail.com>
lompoc, ca - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 10:17 PM (CDT)
Great article in the paper!!! I don't know if you have a copy but just in case I will cut it out for you. Best wished, hang in there. Your doing great.
E. Johnson / SB Sheriff SMS <estherstravel@hotmail.com>
santa maria, ca - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 09:47 PM (CDT)
To Jessi and her family:
Just wanted to say I am thinking of all of you and pray that the Lord would keep you in HIS loving care always. Jessi as soon as you can go home stop by your aunt Chele's office so I can give you a big big big hug. Love you lots. Brigitte
Brigitte A. Shrode <BaShrode@AOL.com>
Goleta, Ca Santa Barbara - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 05:22 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi
I hope you are doing well. What a neat website. I will check it again to see how you are doing. My best to you and your caring and loving family. Thinking of you and your family and hoping you can go home soon. Love Barbara
Barbara Grant <barbara@best1.net>
Lompoc, CA us - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 04:50 PM (CDT)
JESSI BEAR! YOU ARE A GREAT KID AND I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! ALL OF US HERE AT CCSB ARE SENDING YOU OUR LOVE AND PRAYERS!--LOVE, GLORIA-YOUR RAD THERAPIST
GLORIA SAUNDERS <GJS4KIDS@HOTMAIL.COM>
SANTA BARBARA, CA USA - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 01:41 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessie,
I am a neighbor of your grandpa Bill's. I found your web site and wanted to say HI. I know your mom and dad are taking good care of you. I saw your pictures and you are so beautiful. I missed the pictures of your purple hair though, maybe you can dye your hair purple again. That must have been a lot of fun. You are in our prayers. You are a very, very brave little girl.
Erna Menelly <wolfsadie1@aol.com>
Lompoc, CA US - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 11:03 AM (CDT)
Hi there baby bear,
I've been thinking about you soo much. I wish i was there with you, aaron and grandma. Try and stay strong jessi bear and soon this will all be over with. Before you know it, we'll be down at your house playing games and all. Then, you and kirsten get to fly to Disney World. What a blast you will have. I'm throwing you big hugs and kisses.
Remember that I love you very very much.

Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 09:51 AM (CDT)
Hey, baby bear! Just wanted to say that I hope the you are doing okay. I can't wait to get there this afternoon so I can check out your new home-away-from-home! I love you!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 27, 2001 at 09:27 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,

It's been a while since I wrote you. I just wanted to say hello and let you know your in my prayers. Stay strong and keep smiling.

Your friend,

Julian :)
Julian Villarreal Jr. <Juice@Pronet.Net>
- Friday, July 27, 2001 at 01:41 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi... I hope all is going good tonight. I saw your new pictures and they are all very cute. I didn't get to see your purple hair though so I am gonna have to have Aaron make sure I get to see those. I've been wanting to get down there to see you so hopefully soon. Get better!! Love Petra, oh, I mean AUNT Petra!!! and Kajsa too.
Petra Sporseen <psporseen@yahoo.com>
Bothell, WA USA - Thursday, July 26, 2001 at 11:10 PM (CDT)
forgot to tell you that you were in the paper again tonight. You are getting pretty famous for our small town.
Patricia <SheeshD@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 26, 2001 at 09:43 PM (CDT)
hi jessica it me patricia. saw your pictures your mom had posted and liked your purple (my favorite color) jammies. we hope you feel better REAL soon! We have to have more playtime. We Love You Jessica. my mom finally got the pictures back that we did the night we got to play and i have the one that we are hugging in the frame. I think about you everyday and hope that you are feeling ok. Tricia
Patricia <SheeshD@aol.com>
Lompoc, CA Santa Barbara - Thursday, July 26, 2001 at 09:42 PM (CDT)
Well little bear, today is the big day. I hope you and your momma are settling in ok. I am sitting here at work thinking about you and hoping you know how much I love you. I wish I could be there with you today but I promise that I will make it down to visit as soon as I can. You keep your chin up and remember that we are all here for you. Lots and lots of hugs and kisses.
Mich <computinghorsenut@yahoo.com>
Santa Maria, Ca US - Thursday, July 26, 2001 at 04:42 PM (CDT)
Hi Sweetie!!! Just a little note to say that Amos and I are thinking of you! We love you very much!

Gaby Jarrette <pickledmango@hawaii.rr.com>
Haleiwa, HI USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2001 at 06:55 PM (CDT)
Jessi,
I don't post many entrys to your guestbook but, I want you to know that I will miss you and that I love you very much.We are all looking forward to you returning home. Make sure Grandma,Mom and Aaron read lots and lots of stories to you.You have many friends who will be waiting for you to come home. Remember to keep a smile on you face and a song in your heart. I love you
Papa <res09bp8@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, July 25, 2001 at 03:41 AM (CDT)
Hello Jessica - It's Patricia. I'm glad you had a great time when we came over, I did to! Thanks for making me laugh. Feel better soon so we can play again. Love the pictures. My mom put you on her computer at work. We will be checking here again to see how you are doing. I will write to you while your in the hospital. I hope you get them. Our thoughts and prayers are with your whole family. Denise/Aaron I know we just met, but if there is anything we can help with let us know.
Patricia <SheeshD@aol.com>
Lompoc, CA santa barbara - Tuesday, July 24, 2001 at 09:56 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi! My name is Bethany and I heard about your webpage from Justina's Mom
on Justina's webpage. I just want to wish you a lot of luck on your journey! I will check
back here often to read about how you are doing. Many thoughts and prayers will be with you!!!
Bethany <joebeth96@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 24, 2001 at 05:34 PM (CDT)
hi there jessi bear,
I saw the pictures of you and your friend patricia. You looked like you were having a great time. That's wonderful. We sure look forward to seeing you at Thanksgiving. It'll be the best Thanksgiving ever. I hear you are headed down to City of Hope of Wednesday. We will be thinking of you every day. Give your mommy a great big hug for me and again, have your mommy give YOU a great big hug from me.
I love you very much!!!!!!
Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Tuesday, July 24, 2001 at 03:43 PM (CDT)
Hey, baby bear! I sure am going to miss you for the next month! I know we'll get through this, then we'll be a NORMAL family again! Hope you had fun on you glider ride today! Make sure the pilot drives safe and gets you on the ground where you're supposed to be. I know I say it a lot, but I love you, little bear, and your momma too! Hope the video of me singing is enough to get you to sleep at night. If it's not, just call and I'll sing over the phone. At least I'll be able to do it in person on the weekends and whenever else I can be down there! I'll see you tonite!
Daddy <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Tuesday, July 24, 2001 at 09:30 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi! I hope that everything is going well for you. You don't go to City of Hope until the 26th? I know that you will be fine. I know all the nurses in the bone marrow ward at City of Hope and you will like them they are all very nice. Well take care and i will keep you in my prayers. Did you guys happen to find a r.v? Becky
Becky Smalling <Bigbs369@aol.com>
Lompoc, - Monday, July 23, 2001 at 11:29 AM (CDT)
Hello Jessie Bear. What a beautiful little lady you are. I love children. As a matter of fact I quit my job as a store manager to become a babysitter. You have a brave little heart, dear. It is a privelage for me to be able to communicate with you. I will be praying for you regularly. I understand you like to read. Well, guess what? I have a dream to be a writer. I have written several books but have not sent them to a publisher yet. I will send you a copy of one of them in the mail, first. That way, if I get published, you will have the first copy ever distributed. Deal? I thought so. Well, sweetie, I best be off. Be watching the mail for that story, now
Brandi Kisner <b.yvonne@lycos.com>
Wind Ridge, PA USA - Monday, July 23, 2001 at 12:31 AM (CDT)
Jessica - It took us awhile to find you, but you can't get rid of us now! We think and pray for you every day and can't wait to see you when you come back and can play some more. We will keep in touch through the computer. Good Luck and City of Hope.

Patricia <SheeshD@aol.com>
Lompoc, ca Santa Barbara - Sunday, July 22, 2001 at 08:33 PM (CDT)
Jessi, my angel.... as I am gathering "stuff" to take with us, I've been thinking about how brave you are. I am so very proud of you! I love you! The time has finally come and here we go... and we're going to beat this cancer...hugs and kisses, Grandma
Patti Beach <mommabeach1@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Sunday, July 22, 2001 at 03:45 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessie, I wanted to say a big hello from Philadelphia. Im thinking of your beautiful smile. Am sending you alot of good thoughts, Gail
Gail <golda967@hotmail.com>
Philadelphia, Pa USA - Sunday, July 22, 2001 at 02:44 PM (CDT)
Jessi, Go Kick NB butt!!! Your purple hair is gonna color up the halls of COH. (my momma had purple hair as a teenager) They won't know what hit them. Give Dr. R a huge hug (he's like a great big teddy bear) and make sure Dr. S doesn't leave the room without smiliing. He can be too serious at times. Me and my mom are rooting for you and sending you all of our positive vibes. We hope your transplant is uneventful and that you don't get cabin fever. Before my counts nosedived I got to take my pet IV for a walk around the grounds. Please do say hello to Dr. R and Dr. S from me, Justina.
Justina Korenko and her mom, Lisa <LJKorenko@aol.com>
Lompoc, CA outerspace - Saturday, July 21, 2001 at 02:44 AM (CDT)
I think I put an entry someplace else, but Jessica we just wanted to write and thank you for having us over to play. We had a GREAT time. Thanks for playing with me. Take care of yourself.
Patricia and her mom <SheeshD@aol.com>
Lompoc, ca Santa Barbara - Friday, July 20, 2001 at 10:44 PM (CDT)
Hi there. I just want to let you know that I feel for you and your family. I hope that everything goes well. My family and I were just at City of Hope a year ago. You are in good hands. I know how hard it is dealing with cancer. And I am so sorry that your family is having to experience it. You need to keep hope and belive in God. That is what got my family and i through it. Please feel free to ask me any questions you may have about City of Hope its always nice to hear things coming from someone who has been there instead of the workers and Dr. I know the city of Duarte, Onterio and Arcadia pretty well. Again i am sorry you are having to go through this. All our Prayers are with you. Becky,Wyatt and Kaylee
Becky Smalling <Bigbs369@aol.com>
Lompoc, ca - Thursday, July 19, 2001 at 05:26 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessica!

My name is Angel Lynn. I am one of the Chemo Angels. I sent you a card the other day. I hope you got it. I will send you more to cheer you up. What a brave little girl you are! Keep smiling! I am praying for you Sweetie!
Lynn Wethington <dancemother1@aol.com>
Louisville, KY. USA - Wednesday, July 18, 2001 at 05:39 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi!
This message comes from Riley Lopez. I am her grandma Philly. We saw your story in the Lompoc Record and immediately wanted to let you know we are thinking of you. Riley remembers the fun time she had at your sleep-over. She still talks about all the fun crafts your Mom helped you girls with. We are keeping you in our prayers and know you are a very "BRAVE" girl! Take care Jessi....Love from Riley and Grandma Philly
Philly Burmester <websters72@hotmail.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Wednesday, July 18, 2001 at 01:32 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi! How's my "purple" pal doing? I loved the picture that you sent via email; you're quite the trendsetter! I received your thank you card today and was so touched. You have such good handwriting. I'm going to hang the card up at my desk at work (since I practically live there). I hope that you like the purple beanie buddy and that she's a good hugger like yourself. Take care. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Your Purple Pal, Mindy
Mindy Vollmer <daisysmom2002@yahoo.com>
Dearborn Heights, MI USA - Tuesday, July 17, 2001 at 12:49 PM (CDT)
jessi you are a brave little girl with lots of courage.my prayers go out to you and your family.I can relate to what your family is going through.you see I have a sister who was diagnosed with multiple mayeloma a rare bone cancer.right now she is in ucla hospital receiving the stem cell transplant.it's very hard for her and the whole family you see she had to leave her kids behind.and that was very hard for her to do.she has a 2 yr old and a 8,13,17 it's especially hard for the two youngest ones. they just don't understand why their mom is sick.well anyways i just wanted to write you after seeing you in the newspaper to let you know that you are a brave little girl. I wish you and your family the best.my prayers are with you always.
ROSIE <OBABYGIRL88@AOL.COM>
LOMPOC, CA UNITED STATES - Tuesday, July 17, 2001 at 02:54 AM (CDT)
Hello Jessi. Thinking of you daily.

Your friend,

Janene
Janene Kuhlmann <ryank@ruraltel.net>
Osborne, KS USA - Monday, July 16, 2001 at 06:56 PM (CDT)
Good Morning Jessi Bear. I was quite suprised to see you on the front of the newspaper this morning. You are quite the little star. Thank you for taking me to the fair with you this weekend, I had lots of fun. You are such a brave little princess. Keep up the good work. We are all so very proud of you. By the way, Chloe wanted to say she was sorry. I love you lots and lots little bear.
Mich <computinghorsenut@yahoo.com>
Santa Maria, Ca US - Monday, July 16, 2001 at 01:38 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessie! I am a teacher in Santa Maria and I am very impressed that you can read so well. Keep up the good work. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I loved your picture in the Santa Maria Times. Aren't butterflies wonderful? Take Care.
Gayle Ferrari
Gayle Ferrari <gferrari3@hotmail.com>
Nipomo, CA USA - Monday, July 16, 2001 at 11:36 AM (CDT)
I got referred here by the ChemoAngels. I love reading and writing emails. If Jesse would like an electronic penpal, use my address below.
P.S. I may be an adult with a little boy of my own, but I am still one of the best Pokemon trainers ever!
Theresa Dixon <Dix897@aol.com>
Ethel, LA 70730 - Monday, July 16, 2001 at 09:14 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi. Sorry to hear that your visit to COH has been delayed but I am very pleased that you were not on Peds when the wall collapsed. I didn't know you were going to peds I thought that you were going to the Bone Marrow Transplant unit. We all miss you here and send you lots of love. We will be thinking of you all the time you are away.Keep smiling and reading all those books you love so much and then the time will fly by. Say 'Hi' to mummy and grandma. Love the pictures and think you make a great Forrester. God Bless. Tere. Santa Barbara Cottage Hospital.
Tere Jones <rnforkids@yahoo.com>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Monday, July 16, 2001 at 06:45 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi!
Many greetings to you from Finland! Guess what? There will be a little package in the mail soon all the way from Finland to you! I hope that you will stay smiling. You sure are one brave girl! :)
Laura <mu_ru@yahoo.com>
Ii, - Finland - Monday, July 16, 2001 at 01:05 AM (CDT)
Hello Jessica-It is Patricia from Bright Beginnings. I'm glad I saw you in the newspaper and now have your address to send you cards and talk to you through the computer when you are in the hospital. I think you a lot and hope that you get better REAL soon! Love your friend Patricia
Patricia Davis <SheeshD@aol.com>
Lompoc, ca santa barbara - Sunday, July 15, 2001 at 11:06 PM (CDT)
Sounds like you guys had fun at the fair yesterday-Auntie Elke and you are brave enough to ride the "big" ones, huh? You would find me on the ground watching if I were there. It's raining today-first time in a long time. Uncle Kjell went with his friends to a movie on a big outdoor screen last night-they just sat on a blanket on the grass and watched "Princess Bride." He spend Fri. and Sat. at Debby's lake house wakeboarding-probably won't be doing much of that in Wisconsin. I'm glad Kenny got there this weekend, too, and am sure you had a good time. We like him very much. Petra told Kajsa that she's going to have a baby brother or sister in Dec. She thought that would be cool. Have a good day-we love you guys and are so happy to have you in the family. grandma carol

- Sunday, July 15, 2001 at 11:14 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
Just a note to tell you that I have read about you and will send you a card when you are in the hospital. You are a very pretty and brave girl. I will pray for you and your family and hope that you get better real soon. Take it easy!
Pattie Caban <pmcaban@aol.com>
Franklin, TN Williamson - Sunday, July 15, 2001 at 08:32 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,

I have a little girl, Carina who is turning 5 on Aug. 1. She also is an only child. I couldn't imagine as a mom having to go watch their 'baby' go through what you are going through. You are a very brave little girl. My love and prayers to you and your family!
Blessings, Jeanie Masco <jrmasco@earthlink.net>
Brick, NJ USA - Saturday, July 14, 2001 at 12:17 AM (CDT)
Hi there jessi bear,
Just wanted to let you know i was thinking about you. Kirsten, Kale and I were watching videos of you and kirsten when you were about 2 yrs of age. It sure seems like such along time ago that you were that age. You've grown up to be such a wonderful little girl. I am so proud of you and love you very very much. I'm throwing you lots of hugs and kisses, so please keep them very close to your heart.
Keep smiling jess and know that you are loved so so much.
I hope when you feel better that you will make a trip north to come and see us. I LOVE YOU!!!

Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Friday, July 13, 2001 at 03:12 PM (CDT)
I'd love to come visit! I live in Monrovia...next town over from Duarte! I'm going in for thyroid surgery on the 17th. So I will be out of commission for a couple of weeks. When I'm able... I'd like to visit you Mom... I realize I can't visit Jessie.
Roxie McCart <grandmaroxie1@juno.com>
Monrovia, CA USA - Friday, July 13, 2001 at 03:20 AM (CDT)

With all of the mail you get, it's funny that I'm writing right after Auntie Elke. Hope all went well today at City of Hope. I'm glad Elke is getting there this weekend-wish I could be there, too. Uncle Kjell just got home from the Oregon coast. He went with his high school's running team and they ran up and down the Astor Column and a lot of other places. Aaron can tell you about that place in Astoria. It's been so warm here lately that we've been filling Kajsa's pool every morning. It's finally got too many holes to be able to use it again. Guess we'll have to buy a new one. Have fun with Elke and hopefully, Kenny, too. Love, grandma carol
carol sporseen
- Wednesday, July 11, 2001 at 09:04 PM (CDT)
Hey Jess! I'm very excited to come see you this weekend. If Kenny comes we'll ride down on his motorcycle and then you can go for a ride with him. My rear end always hurts after riding for so long but I'll suffer for you. I'll bring pictures of when my hair was blue last year. It's lots of fun to have different colors, huh?
See you soon!
Elke <ecs16@yahoo.com>
Berkeley, CA USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2001 at 04:40 PM (CDT)
My hopes go out to you, Jessi. At NRC (National Research Council), we do cancer research and I sure hope we find a cure soon for you and all those who are suffering from this horrible disease. Good luck and God bless.
Christine MacDonald <Christine.MacDonald@nrc.ca>
Ottawa, Ont Canada - Wednesday, July 11, 2001 at 12:45 PM (CDT)
hello jessie! i hope you are doing good. i like your pictures! purple is a pretty color. i plan on sending you a letter soon.
Peyton <dreamr867@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, July 11, 2001 at 11:25 AM (CDT)
Hi,
My name is Debbie and I live in NC. I have a granddaughter about you age and her name is Jessica.Jessica's favorite color is purple.I like the picture of you in your hat,you look real cool.I will remember you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.Stay cool.
your friend,Deb
Debbie <userbakad635@cs.com>
Stanley, NC USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2001 at 09:55 AM (CDT)
The best to you sweetie!! You are so beautiful! Love, Nana Peggy (All my grandkids call me Nana)
Peggy <jnpromankiw@webtv.net>
Woodland, Ca usa - Wednesday, July 11, 2001 at 02:45 AM (CDT)
Hey there! You are a strong girl! I like your pics, they're cute. God Bless you and your family.
Love Stephanie And Yvette
Stephanie Boegli <bebeduran@hotmail.com>
Vandenberg AFB, CA USA - Tuesday, July 10, 2001 at 03:09 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi!! You are such a cutie-pie, I absolutely love your pictures!! I was so happy to see you on the Hugs and Hope page... I hope you're getting lots of mail to keep that beautiful smile on your face. Peace and Big Hugs to you!!!
Angel Jenn Borjeson <Jenn@hugsandhope.com>
Jefferson, MA USA - Monday, July 09, 2001 at 08:26 AM (CDT)
Hello, Jessi!

We love you and look forward to seeing you.

Love,
Aunt Vicky (Dobbins)
Victoria Dobbins (Aaron's aunt) <acisney@linknet.kitsap.lib.wa.us>
Port Orchard, WA U.S.A. - Sunday, July 08, 2001 at 07:16 PM (CDT)
I've heard talk about a girl with one tooth and purple hair. Do you know any thing about her? Sounds like a cool chick. I'm going to see you soon. Love always, uncle Mark
Mark Hendrickson <meandchief@cs.com>
santa ynez, ca usa - Sunday, July 08, 2001 at 01:33 AM (CDT)
Dear Jessie, Nici and Aaron -- My name is Linda and I am a friend of your Aunt Diane and Uncle Wayne -- Every sense Aunt Diane told me about your web page I have been checking on all of you. You are all the BEST, take care, will be praying for all of you. Congratulations also on the marriage!!! God Bless All of You, Linda -- P.S. I keep looking for a picture of Jessie's Purple hair, but so far I haven't seen one
LINDA JONES <grammielinda@hotmail.com>
Corning, CA USA - Saturday, July 07, 2001 at 11:27 PM (CDT)
HEY THERE JESSIE BEAR....JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOUR SISSY TRACEY MISSES YOU AND LOVES YOU LOTS AND HOPES THAT YOU FEEL BETTER SOON...LOVE AND MISS YOU ALWAYS YOUR SISSY TRACEY OXOXOXOXOX
TRACEY MODEEN
LAS VEGAS , NV - Saturday, July 07, 2001 at 10:35 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi!!

I love the pictures of you with your missing tooth! :-) Jade pulled her first tooth Monday, June 2. Isn't that neat? But it's the tooth next to the one you pulled.

I'm so glad you're doing well, and it's so cool that you will be getting purple hair! Wow! Jade will be wanting to dye hers green...hehehe.

Have a WONDERFUL day!

Chemo Angel 'Manda
Angel 'Manda <jmanj39652@hotmail.com>
Magnolia, MS USA - Friday, July 06, 2001 at 12:32 AM (CDT)
Hey Jessie Bear:
I think of you often and I'm glad to hear that you are doing good. Keep up the good work

PS CONGRATULATION Niki & Aaron

Mary <marvellusm@aol.com>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Thursday, July 05, 2001 at 10:21 PM (CDT)
Well Jessie Bear, I guess congratulations are in order for your family. Your mom and Arron got married!
I know you'll love your stepdad awhole lot. Make sure mommy keeps us up to date on how your doing at
the City of Hope. Be sure to remind your grandma to buy you lots of surprises when she goes away with
me for a few days. Make a big long list of things you want O.K. Big hugs and kisses to you and give mommy,
Arron and your Grandma hugs and kisses from me.
Love You Sweetie!! Eileen xoxoxoxoxoxo
Eileen <eileen109@home.com>
Santa Barbara, Calif USA - Thursday, July 05, 2001 at 02:48 PM (CDT)
You lost your fist tooth! Way to go! WOW has a lot happened in your neck of the woods since we last saw you. I hear you are doing AWESOME, you want purple hair and mommy and Aaron got married! What great news!!!!! I hope we get to see you soon. We all miss you and can't wait to see you and your purple hair. I guess now I will have to let Tawni die her hair also. How about BLUE? Take care cutie bug. Give everyone a big hug and we will see you soon. xoxoxoxoxox :)

Tami <ttackett@tsicorp.net >
CAMARILLO , Ca usa - Thursday, July 05, 2001 at 10:53 AM (CDT)
Hi there baby girl,
So, I hear you want to dye your hair purple? You go girl!!! What a beautiful color. Of course any color would look just great on you. I sure wish we lived alot closer so we could see you more often. I love you very, very much.
Give your mommy a great big hug from me. Then have your mommy give YOU a great big hug from me.
Love ya lots. ps. did the tooth fairy come and visit you??

Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Tuesday, July 03, 2001 at 03:39 PM (CDT)
Hey Jessi,
Purple is sooo cool!! I hope that you get a picture! I am a member of Hugs and Hope and that is how I came to view your guestbook. You have so many people who love and support you. You go girl! P.S. I just inherited a Beanie Buddy that is a purple duck. Please let me know if you don't already have it and it's yours. Your Friend, Mindy
Mindy Vollmer <daisysmom2002@yahoo.com>
Dearborn Heights, MI US - Tuesday, July 03, 2001 at 12:04 PM (CDT)
I love you, baby bear (Purple hair and all)!
Aaron
- Tuesday, July 03, 2001 at 09:20 AM (CDT)
hi there angel,
Your mommy e-mailed us some picture showing you have lost your first tooth. Way to go!!! Hope the tooth fairy brings you lots of money. Kirsten lost her first tooth about 3 weeks ago. She will be soo excited when i tell her you lost your tooth also. From the picture i saw, it look like you both lost the same tooth. Boy isnt that special! You and kirsten have ALWAYS done things around the same time. Like walking, etc. Do you remeber that you were the one who taught kirsten how to walk when you two were just little babies?
Well, honey i gotta go. Remember i love you lots and lots. Good going on the tooth. I'll have kirsten call you soon to talk to you.

Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Monday, July 02, 2001 at 01:43 PM (CDT)
Dear Denise and Jessi, Good luck on your stem cell transplant that is coming up. My son Jordan(2.5y) was diagnosed NBIV on Mar 17/01 and is also following a very similiar protocal. We wish you all the best you look like a very smart and beautiful girl.
Lisa Hopkins <hopkinsd@home.com>
Victoria, British Columbia, Canada - Monday, July 02, 2001 at 12:58 AM (CDT)
Hey, baby bear! I just wanted to say that I love you! I'll miss you while you're at the hospital, but I'll be there as much as I can. You've just got to get better soon so we can get back to life as usual! Tell your momma I love her, too!
Aaron
- Saturday, June 30, 2001 at 06:29 PM (CDT)
Hey there MISS POPULAR! My goodness! You've got a ton of mail. How do you ever get the time to read it all? I've known your mom and dad for a long time. Your mommy and I were pregnant together and we used to have lots of fun at work. I haven't seen you in a very long time and you sure have grown up to be a very strong and pretty girl.

I hope you know that there are lots of people praying for you and your family. I bumped into your daddy recently and he told me you might be having a fund-raiser. Bring it on honey! We're here to help you in any way we can! Hope to see you and your mommy soon. Take care
Esther Johnson <monami31@hotmail.com>
Santa Maria, CA USA - Friday, June 29, 2001 at 06:53 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessie
I talked to your Grandma yesterday and she said you're doing great after this last round of chemo.
Good for you sweetie. Keep up the good work. I hope you don't mind, but I'm going to take your
Grandma on a little vacation with me, and you know your Grandma, she'll probably bring back lots
of new surprises for you. You be good and I'll see you soon.
Give big hugs to you mommy for me O.K.
Love You. Eileen
Eileen <eileen109@home.com>
Santa Barbara, Calif USA - Thursday, June 28, 2001 at 02:36 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi! What a beautiful smile you have! I'm so glad to see you on the Hugs and Hope web site. You will be getting some goodies in the mail pretty soon, honey. Stay strong and keep smiling that gorgeous smile!
Peace and Hugs, Jenn Borjeson
www.caringBridge.com/ma/cassidysnevuspage
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Holden, MA USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2001 at 12:25 PM (CDT)
Hi Jess!
I haven't written in a while, sorry. But I have seen you!! That's even better.How cool is it that you got mail from England and France?? Way cool baby! I just wanted to tell you I love you.Nico and uncle Jimmy send Hugs too.
See ya soon baby bear.
Kisses all over your face!

Aunt Chele <jimnme@silcom.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Friday, June 22, 2001 at 08:42 PM (CDT)
This is a great site I would love it if you could e mail me on mikerowson@tinyonline.co.uk I am stephanie and I want a penpal with special needs pllllleeeeeeeaaaaaaaassssse soon. thanks
stephanie <mikerowson@tinyonline.co.uk>
aberdeen, uk scotland - Friday, June 22, 2001 at 12:53 PM (CDT)
Hi there jessi bear,
I was just looking at all the people who have e-mailed you. Looks like ALOT of people sure do love you a whole bunch. Kirsten has started taking swimming lessons again this year. She was a big chicken at first, but now you cant get her out of the water. She sure is looking forward to going to Disney World with you in September. I must tell you that I am sure jealous. Wish i could go with you two. Give Micky Mouse a great big hug for me.
Take care of yourself. Give mommy a great big hug for me and remember I love you very very much.

Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Thursday, June 21, 2001 at 05:44 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi! You don't me, however, our family has a little Jessi Bear. Her name is Hannah and she will be three on June 26th. She also has stage IV neuroblastoma and starts radiation on Monday. She has gone through, I believe, 4 rounds of chemo, removal of the tumor, bone marrow transplant, antibody treatment, and now radiation. Her antibody treatment is in New York at Sloan Kettering Hospital. We live in Kansas City MO and she has to travel there for at least 3 more treatments. She still has some cancer showing up in her bone so hopefully these antibodies will kill what is left. She is our little cousin and is just an inspiration to us all.

I just happened to run across your web page and really enjoyed looking at your pictures. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. God is looking over you.

If you have a chance, Hannah's web page is caringbridge.com/page/hannah

Thanks and God Bless
Dondria McGuire <dondria.mcguire@ssa.gov>
Butler, MO USA - Thursday, June 21, 2001 at 01:22 PM (CDT)
Auntie Elke and Kenny just went back to Calif. a few hours ago. They were here for Kjell's graduation. It was a lot of fun and I went with the class (300 kids) as a chaperone to their all-night senior party. We went on a cruise around Puget Sound and came back when the sun was coming up- the Space Needle looked so neat with the bright pink sky. I hope your stay at the hospital is going OK and that Aaron is feeling well enough to visit-he misses you and your mommy so much when he doesn't have you at home. Kajsa only has l more day of school. Hopefully, we'll be able to come visit you this summer. We think about you all the time and Kajsa's 3rd grade classmates ask about you. I'll talk to you guys soon-love, grandma carol
the sporseens <kjelli1@msn.com>
bothell, wa - Tuesday, June 19, 2001 at 09:30 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi, I had a great time playing with you and Nico on sunday. You two are alot of fun. I'm looking forward to seeing you again. Love Always, Uncle Mark
Mark Hendrickson <meandchief@cs.com>
Santa Ynez, Ca USA - Tuesday, June 19, 2001 at 01:28 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessi, Uncle Wayne and Aunt Dianie send you a great big bear hug. We hope to see you at the picnic on Father's Day. We love you. Will come see you at the hospital on Monday. Love and Kisses, Aunt Dianie
Aunt Dianie <waynekees@earthlink.net>
Solvany, ca USA - Friday, June 15, 2001 at 05:26 PM (CDT)
Hey baby bear! Sorry I'm sick and can't snuggle, but it shouldn't last too long. Hopefully by the time you go to the hospital I'll be feeling better. Darn colds! I love you!
Aaron <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Wednesday, June 13, 2001 at 09:02 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi Bear! I hope you are feeling ok today. I just got done looking at some of your baby pictures that were taken at your Nanny and Poppy's house in Florida. I laughed so hard when I saw them because you were being such a silly goose!!!!You were eating baked ziti your Nanny had made for you and you were making very silly faces and being a real clown!I can still remember sitting on the back porch with you that day . You were so silly that you had everyone there laughing and laughing. You are such a cutie pie!!!I miss you so much! I can't wait to see you again. We are making plans for Nanny and Poppy's Anniversary Party . You will have to get better real soon so you can come to the party with your Daddy and see everyone again. I have all of my friends praying for you to get better. Your picture is even down in the Florida Keys in a church so they can see a picture of the person they are praying for. They even have a picture of you kissing your Daddy while you were in the hospital because they are praying for your Daddy too and they just loved that picture when they saw it!!! Everyone thinks you are so beautiful!! They think you are very brave too!I was talking to your Daddy the other day and he is so excited that he is getting out of school a week early because he missed you so much when he had to be away for school.Now he will beable to spend more time with you instead of just on the weekends when he would get home from school.Everyone here sends lots of hugs and kisses and loads of prayers to get well to a very silly little girl in California. I bet they are talking about you.They are!!!! Keep being a silly goose because smiling will always help you have a better day ; even if yor not feeling your best you will feel better if you smile.I love and miss you very much silly bear!!!!I'll write to you again soon.Love you! Aunt Judy
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
palm bay , fl usa - Tuesday, June 12, 2001 at 08:18 PM (CDT)
Hey cutie !
I was really happy to see you Saturday at Tanners party. You look wonderful. I hope we get to see you again really soon! Stay in touch and keep up the good work. We love you xo xo xo xo :)
Love to you, Tami, Wes, Tawni & Tanner <ttackett@tsicorp.net>
CAMARILLO , Ca - Tuesday, June 12, 2001 at 04:40 PM (CDT)
Hello sweetheart, It's Wes... Thank yo so much for comming to Tanner's birthday party. I was so excited to see you. Thank you for being my SPECIAL helper. That is what made things perfect. OK honey, what do we do next? Maybe Disney, or a walk on the beach just to get your hair salty. You let me know, kay? I love you SOOOO much...

ps. worry not Aaron! But I like the way you think!!
Wes (the MAN, your man!) <wtackett@willdan.com>
Camarillo, - Tuesday, June 12, 2001 at 02:00 AM (CDT)
Jessica,
Good morning ! I was just reading over your site to see how you are doing...You look great! I told you, you would be able to handle your Radiation. You have always been very strong! I love you, I will come and see you next week end.
I love you!!!
Missy
ca - Monday, June 11, 2001 at 09:17 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessie, I was so happy to see you yesterday at Tanner's birthday. You looked so cute.
I know you're going back to the hospital next Monday for some more chemo, so, Dena, Tami
and myself are going back to the blood bank so you'll have some good blood again.You be good
and do everything the Dr.s and your mom tell you to. We'll see you soon. Big sure and give big
hugs to you mom and Grandma for me.
Love You, Eileen xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Eileen <eileen109@home.com>
Santa Barbara, Calif USA - Sunday, June 10, 2001 at 03:13 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessie
My daughter Paige is 8 and has been in remission from Stage 4 NB for a year and a half. We did all of our treatments at CHLA. We will keep you in our prayers. We aren't very far from City of Hope--about 30 min. away.

Suzanne Peterson <PetersonS2@aol.com>
Glendale, Ca USA - Saturday, June 09, 2001 at 01:34 AM (CDT)
Hello from England.Jessie you are a cutie. Be very strong and take all your medicines. We will be praying for you as you go to Transplant
My son Joshua had NB III diagnosed in May 2000 just after his 2nd Birthday. He had his transplant in November 2000. He had every complication under the sun including VOD and Pneumonia. I shan't go into details but he is now doing fantastic. If you want to read more try his website at http://www.andrew.sheard.ukgateway.net.
Andrew Sheard <andrew.sheard@ukgateway.net>
King's Lynn, Norfolk ENGLAND - Saturday, June 09, 2001 at 01:25 AM (CDT)
Hello there Jessie. We live about two hours north of San Francisco, California. My son, Nick, was diagnosed January first, 1996 when he was six years old. He has had a lot of treatments and says radiation was by far the easiest.
Shannon Snow <Skymomm@earthlink.net>
Sebastopol, CA - Friday, June 08, 2001 at 10:01 PM (CDT)
Hi, Jessie! You don't know us, but your mom just came on our group on the internet, NBlast. My daughter, Destiny, went through treatment when she was 3-4, back 10-11 years ago. She is now 14 and, although she's kinda little, she's doing just terrific. We had one time back 5 years ago when we had to do a little more treatment, but she bounced back, and is as good as new. Your mom tells us you are full of energy and not at all "sick". well, that's just how Destiny used to be. We have videotapes of Des running up and down the halls at our hospital when she was going through bone marrow transplant (sorta like stem cell transplant). Hope you keep on feeling great and thinking many, many happy thoughts. Trust in God and he will definitely help you and your whole family through all this stuff, ok? (p.s. I love your pictures... What a cute hat!)

Esther Hurst, mom to Destiny <dhurst@dhurst>
Atlanta, GA USA - Friday, June 08, 2001 at 03:03 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi
My nephew who is 4 has neuroblastoma like you - but just like you he is doing great! His name is Macabe. He lives in Australia - and he REALLY wants to go to Legoland in California when he gets better! Just like you too, he rides horses and loves to read books.
Good luck
Michele <brisbane@rice.edu>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, June 08, 2001 at 12:44 PM (CDT)
. A Loving message from PaPa and NaNa who love you with all our hearts.Honey we miss you so much and we both wish that we could be with you and give you lots of Hugs and Kisses.We cant wait to see you when you come to Florida for our anniversary in October.Everyone sends their love and cant wait to see you my darling.We will talk to you tonight when we call your DaD.All our Love and Kisses NaNa and PaPa xxxxxxxxxxx
PaPa Hank and NaNa Connie <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
plam bay , fl usa - Friday, June 08, 2001 at 12:14 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, how are you feeling? I saw your pictures, you look beautiful. I can't wait to see you again. I love and miss you very much. I hope you will come and see me when you are feeling better. Then you can meet Sharon and we can go to the beach or to somewhere you would like to go. You take care of yourself, I will talk to you soon. I love you.
Uncle Bobby <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
palm bay , fl usa - Friday, June 08, 2001 at 11:19 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi Bear! I just saw your pictures! You are almost as cute as I am! Ha! Ha! Ha! I'm only kidding. You are beautiful. I hope you are feeling well. Nanny and Poppy are over and having lunch with Mary and Uncle Bobby and I right now . We all send you lots of hugs and kisses. We wish we could be there to give them to you in person. I'll talk to you later. I love you!!!!
Aunt Judy <www.gampasdozen@msn.com >
palm bay , fl USA - Friday, June 08, 2001 at 11:14 AM (CDT)
Hi Jesse,

My daughter Alyssa was diagnosed with NB at the age of 9 1/2 months and had chemo just like you and surgery and now she is a healthy 2 year old, who loves to talk on the phone and be a big sister to her twin brothers who are 11 1/2 months. My family will keep you in our prayers. God Bless

Synthia L. Munn <Munns@wit.edu>
Boston, MA - Friday, June 08, 2001 at 10:03 AM (CDT)
Good job, Jessi, you are on the right track !
Kisses from France
C�cile, Alexandre's mother
C�cile Cogez <cecilecogez@yahoo.fr>
FRANCE - Friday, June 08, 2001 at 09:58 AM (CDT)

Alene Cisney <acisney@linknet.kitsap.lib.wa.us>
Port Orchard, WA U.S.A. - Thursday, June 07, 2001 at 08:47 PM (CDT)
Hey big girl....
We can't wait to see you Saturday! We are going to have so much FUN! Get lots of rest and take care and we will see you really soon. Give mommy and grandma a big, big hug for me. xoxoxoxoxo :) :) :)
Love Tami <ttackett@tsicorp.net>
CAMARILLO , ca - Thursday, June 07, 2001 at 07:05 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi!
This is Angel 'Manda. I just saw your beautiful pictures! You are so brave and strong, and my family will be keeping you in our prayers daily. Have a wonderful day!

Angel 'Manda

PS~What's this I hear about you dating already? :-)
Amanda Rhodus (Angel 'Manda <jmanj39652@hotmail.com>
Magnolia, MS USA - Wednesday, June 06, 2001 at 08:49 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi Girl;
I just looked at your pictures and you look GREAT!!! You are so very brave, I don't think I could ever be as brave as you have been. You are really something special. I am so proud of you! Your big sister (Missy) keeps our family up to date on how you are doing and We are so pleased and so thankful that your treatment is going well. I am a nurse and I know that the radiation and all the chemotherapy can make you feel so sick sometimes, but I know how strong you are...you are a fighter. Sweetie, you are always in our prayers and you are included in the prayers of all the members of our church. Believe in prayer, talk to Jesus and hold on tight to Him. He hears you and is always with you. May God hold you in the palm of His hand.
All Our Love,
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
The Sluka's ( Vickie, Bill & Robbie)
Vickie sluka <phonemanbills@MSN.com>
Sylmar, ca - Wednesday, June 06, 2001 at 12:32 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessie, Your such a beautiful little girl. My heart go's out to you and your family. My son Jeremy is recovering from the same thing that you are. He is doing well and I hope you are too. Much love and prayers.

Don Salmen <dsalmen@earthlink.net>
Valencia, Ca - Friday, June 01, 2001 at 08:54 PM (CDT)
Hey, baby bear! I just wanted to say that I love you very much. I can't wait for all of this to be over so we can rough house some more! I love you!
Aaron <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, May 31, 2001 at 08:05 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessie, I talked to your grandma yesterday and she gave me a full update on your progress. She
said you're doing so well and being so good. I'm glad to hear that. Can hardly wait to see you on Tanner's
birthday June 9th. Tawni is looking forward to seeing you too. Did your mommy tell you that she wrote a
report about you for her 2nd grade class? I'm sure she'll read it to you when she sees you, or maybe you
can read it all by yourself now. Grandma Davis (Tawni's great-grandma) made something special for you
also and she'll give it to you at the party. You be good and keep up the good work.
Love You Sweetie and give your mom and grandma hugs and kisses from me.
Love You, Eileen XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Eileen Howitt <eileen109@home.com>
Santa Barbara, Calif USA - Wednesday, May 30, 2001 at 02:45 PM (CDT)
Jess,
Hey baby bear. Sorry I have not been able to visit you, but please know that Seth and I think about you often. Seth really misses bouncing with you. I miss reading you stories and doing puzzles, but I hear you are very good at both all by yourself. OK, you be good (especially now that you are dating and all!) We miss and love you...
Keith & Seth <ohmy1313@yahoo.com>
Camarillo, CA - Tuesday, May 29, 2001 at 10:00 PM (CDT)
Hi Jess,
Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you and hope that you are doing well. We miss you.
I like your new pictures in your album.
Hope your date went well with larry.
Love you
Lisa your favorite nurse, Hee hee
Lisa
- Tuesday, May 29, 2001 at 08:46 PM (CDT)
Darrell and I are thinking of you daily. This web site is wonderful. We can look back at what has happenend and learn what to expect next. Eileen and I just spoke on the phone and she filled me in. Devastated that this could be happening. Our love and good wishes are with you. Just in case our names don't look real familiar (it's OK) we met only once, at Tammy's wedding. I went to school with your mom (Patti) and Eileen.
Darrell and Beverly Hale <Dnbclassic@aol.com>
Santa Maria, Ca Santa Barbara - Monday, May 28, 2001 at 09:33 PM (CDT)
For Jessi's mommy...... Hang in there! I love you oh so much! Your mommy :)
Momma <mommabeach1@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Monday, May 28, 2001 at 09:14 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, Although we haven't met you, we know and love so many members of your family. And we love you too! We keep you in our prayers every night. Aunt Diane keeps me posted on your progress. Take good care sweetie!! We're all so very proud of you.
Much love,
Ginny
Ginny Craven <sbhotshot@home.com>
Goleta, CA - Monday, May 28, 2001 at 12:19 PM (CDT)
Hi Angel! I love you very much! You ARE my special angel, and I am very proud of you. I'm glad you had fun on your 1st date, and I'm even happier you ate some lunch! Keep on being brave! Get ready for "Girl Scouts" :) Grandma
Patti Beach <mommabeach1@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Sunday, May 27, 2001 at 10:09 PM (CDT)
Hi there my Gorgeous Girl!
I am so glad you came to see me at work today.All the people I work with love to see you, especially when you obviously feel good.Your smile lights up the room and I know for a fact that the sound of your laughter melts all our hearts! I love you so much Jessi!!! You make me proud every day.
Aunt Chele <jimnme@silcom.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Friday, May 25, 2001 at 12:53 AM (CDT)
Hi Pretty Girl! Looks like you made it threw your first day of radiation!!! I knew you could do it! The pictures of you are so cute, I can't wait to see you again. Remember, I am thinking and praying for you all the time. Hugs and Kisses OXOXOXOXO
Love you lots,
Your BIG Sister Missy

- Thursday, May 24, 2001 at 12:35 AM (CDT)
Hey Jessie Bear:
Just a note to wish you well and to let you know that I am thinking good thoughts for you. Keep up the good work!!!
Mary (Missy's Mom)
Mary Marvin <marvellusm@aol.com>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Wednesday, May 23, 2001 at 09:37 PM (CDT)
Jessi: HI again. I'm Lindy, Donny's wife. He keeps me updated on your progress from the information your Aunt Chele gives him. He did so like when you visited him at work. We saw you on t.v. too. I understand Donny invited you to come swim in our pool. That would be GREAT! You can meet our dog "Buddy" too! Give Donny a call, he loves hearing from you.
Lindy Rippberger <drripps@101freeway.com>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Wednesday, May 23, 2001 at 08:32 PM (CDT)
Hey my sweet little girl, HOW YA DO'N? I'll explain that one later. I hear you got some tattoos, hope they gave you blue. You remember, blue is my favorite color. I also heard you were coming to Tanner's 1st birthday, BOY I can hardly wait. I saw your picture with those pretty birds, they sure were nice! Listen, my prayers are with you always and give mom and grandma BIG SUPER hugs for me, kay. See you soon sweetheart!!!
Wes <wtackett@willdan.com>
Camarillo, - Tuesday, May 22, 2001 at 09:41 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessi,
Your mommy called me yesterday and asked if kirsten could go to Disney World with you in September. I think that is a great idea. You two will have a wonderful time. I havent told kirsten yet. I was hoping when you feel up to it, you can give kirsten a call and ask her yourself. She'll be soo excited to go there with you. She misses you very much and always asks how you are doing. Take care little bear and I hope I get to see you real soon.

Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Tuesday, May 22, 2001 at 11:58 AM (CDT)
Dear jesse bear,
I'm sitting at work thinking about you and looking at all the pictures I have of you and kirsten at my desk. Aunt Chele keeps me updated daily on how you are doing. Sounds like you are doing a wonderful job. Keep it up little one!!
I sure wish we lived alot closer so we could see you more often. Keep the smile on your face and remember I love you as much as to the stars and back. Give your mommy a great big hug for me.

Aunt Bevee
Princeton, CA - Friday, May 18, 2001 at 04:35 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi
I had a great time playing kick the ball with you at your gramma's. I hope we can play again soon.
Lots of Love, Uncle Mark
Mark Hendrickson <meandchief@cs.com>
Santa Ynez, Ca USA - Friday, May 18, 2001 at 11:45 AM (CDT)
Hey little Bear, I am sitting here at work thinking about you and just wanted to let you know. I am so very, very proud of you. You keep up the good work and don't forget to give your Momma and Aaron a big hug because they love you soooo much and they are doing everything they possibly can to help you through this. Before you know it you will be starting school and you will be able to take all the creatures, puzzles, toys and whatever else you keep seeming to acquire to show and tell. Keep up the good spirits. I love you lots and lots.
Mich <computinghorsenut@yahoo.com>
Santa Maria, Ca - Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 06:15 PM (CDT)
Jessica,
I was so good hearing from you the other day! It really put a smile on my face! Has, for being able to sit still for your Radiation, I think you will do just fine! If you feel a little scared just ask JESUS to help you. I love you "Peanut", Talk to you soon!
Love,
Missy
Missy <Yissa624@cnmnetwork.com>
- Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 08:28 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessie, I've been out of town for awhile, but I've been keeping up on your progress through your web page
and your grandma. You're a real trooper sweetie. Keep doing everything the Dr.'s and your mom tell you to
and I know you'll be back to your normal self in no time. Hope we get to see you at Tanner's birthday party.
I know Tawni and especially Wes are can hardly wait to see you. Hugs and Kisses to you. Give BIG hugs
and kisses to your mom and grandma for me.
Love you, Eileen
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Eileen Howitt <eileen109@home.com>
Santa Barbara, Calif USA - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 05:43 PM (CDT)
Hey Jessi baby!!,
I just wanted to say hi and tell Mr. Mason that we have seen a lot of proof lately that there are alot of caring, wonderful people out there.I think that most people are thoughtful and concerned about others.It is just a handful of people out there that think only of themselves.Unfortunately they are the ones that get the spotlight in the news.Which reminds me, Boy did you look beautiful on t.v. the other day.Donny was so happy that you called him at my work today too! He is sorry he couldn't come to the hospital but he said he will come the next time for sure!!! I hope you know how much I love you.I love you more than there are stars in the sky.Stay strong my angel and remember that you are never really alone.The people you love will always be in your heart even if they aren't in the room.Kisses all over your face!!!!

Aunt Chele <jimnme@silcom.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Saturday, May 12, 2001 at 12:46 AM (CDT)
Jessi-
We were so sorry to have missed you on TV, I bet you were a star.
Have a great weekend and try and eat just a few bites for you husband to be.

Love to you, Tami, Wes, Tawni & Tanner <ttackett@tsicorp.net >
CAMARILLO , ca - Friday, May 11, 2001 at 04:34 PM (CDT)
hey Jessica. I heard about your web page. What a great idea I can now keep in touch with you guys. You are such a brave little girl. You look so beautiful in your pictures. I think about you and I hope you feel better. When are you going to be on TV? I would love to see your article. I hope to see you, and everyone soon. Tell Nici and everyone I said hi and keep in touch. With lots of love, Nicci.
Nicci Blum <nicciblum@hotmail.com>
carpinteria , ca usa - Wednesday, May 09, 2001 at 11:21 AM (CDT)
I love you, little monkey! You were very beautiful on television today! Tell you mama I love you!
Aaron <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Tuesday, May 08, 2001 at 09:03 PM (CDT)
Jessi I'am so very proud of you. You are without a doubt the strongest little girl in the whole wide world. I heard you are going to be on T.V. today. I wish I lived close to you so I could see you on T.V. But they dont have the same channels up here. I want you to know that I think about you daily and I also ask your aunt Bev & aunt Chele how you are doing, they always keep me informed. Your a special girl that has this entire country praying for you. Keep up the good job and remember I love you. Hugs & Kisses to you and your mommy. I will talk to you soon.
Mark Phillips <phillips@bancorpfs.com>
Carmichael, CA Sacramento - Tuesday, May 08, 2001 at 06:41 PM (CDT)
Hey big girl
I was think about you and wondering how your big day is going. Tanners 1st birthday party is June 9th and your invite is on its way. We hope to see you. Keep up the good work we all love you and can't wait for to see you again.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox!

Tami <ttackett@tsicorp.net >
CAMARILLO , Ca - Tuesday, May 08, 2001 at 05:25 PM (CDT)
HI Jess,
I wrote to you a couple of weeks ago but have been thinking and praying for you daily. From reading what your mom has written lately sounds like you have been doing some fighting. Remember to keep fighting and smiling. Sounds like your reading has been picking up, if not already you might be reading all of these messages yourself instead of having Mommy read them to you. Keep up the good work Hope all went well today. God Bless YOU and your Family
Eileen
Eileen Edens <luv2skimom@aol.com>
Santa Maria, Ca Santa Barbara - Tuesday, May 08, 2001 at 04:54 PM (CDT)

- Tuesday, May 08, 2001 at 04:37 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessica,

I just looked at your website and I think it is great. What a wonderful way to stay in touch with family, friends, and people who wish the best for you and your loved ones. You obviously have a lot of support, and people care that you get better real soon. Please say hello to your parents and we wish you the very best in the future. Get well soon!
Jim Anderson & Family <andersonjr@hotmail.com>
Lompoc, CA United States - Tuesday, May 08, 2001 at 02:29 PM (CDT)
Hey Jessica!

Aunt Beverly told us about your wonderful website. We are some more cousins of yours (: Haven't seen you since you and Kirsten were about 2 yrs old. You sure have grown into a beautiful little girl! Just wanted to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless You! Keep being strong.

Love,
Cheryl, Courtney, and Krisher Godsil
Cheryl Godsil <ccgodsil@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Monday, May 07, 2001 at 10:56 AM (CDT)
Baby bear...
Momma loves you! We are gonna make it through this... We are on the home stretch
Momma <californiabeach@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA usa - Saturday, May 05, 2001 at 12:09 PM (CDT)
Jessie Bear,
I LOVE YOU! I hope you are feeling better... I will try and visit you next weekend. Remember, I am thinking and praying for you all the time.
Love,
Missy
Melissa <yissa624@cnmnetwork.com>
Sanfernando, CA USA - Friday, May 04, 2001 at 09:41 AM (CDT)
Jessi! Hello, we are just checking in on you! Hope you are feeling better. We know all about those yucky sores in your mouth. We are fighting off a cold right now- so you never know we may meet again in the hospital soon. Thank you so much for the great Barbie stickers. You are in our thoughts and prayers! Love, Maddie and her mommy(Trish)
Tricia Matthews <TrishM1273@aol.com>
santa barbara, ca usa - Thursday, May 03, 2001 at 03:43 PM (CDT)
Jessi -
Gosh - not sure how I got here. But I am. I have 3 little ones of my own age 6 8 and 9. They are a girl girl and boy. I worry all the time about them because that is what parents are suppossed to do. I want that to let you know that there are still really great people in the world.
An odd thing happened to me today. It may seem trivial to you, but I think your mom reads you everything so this might be interesting for you to hear.
You see, angel, I have been married to my wife for 10 years and, well, our 11th anniversary is coming up on the 5th of May. I wanted to show her how much I love her so I have been planning for weeks to take her out on our special day.
So today I took a lot of money out of the bank (to me) so I could take her out to dinner and maybe a nice play. I had $200 in my wallet. I had all three of my kids with me and we all piled into the car to get a tank of special gas for our BBQ. I was in a hurry 'cause I was suppossed to be cooking dinner. I was loading everyone into the car, and placed my wallet and a little computer (called a palm) on top of my car while I loaded everyone in.
Well, everyone got in and I drove to get the silly propane gas. Just as I turned the corner after driving for 15 minutes, I realized that I had left my wallet on TOP OF THE CAR! I reached up and put my hand on the roof of the car. Aha! I found the little handheld computer! Still there. But the wallet with 200 dollars cash was GONE! I was so worried. I retraced my route in the car. We got home and no wallet. I was so sad. I thought gosh - my wallet is gone. Would my plans be ruined?
I went back again to retrace my steps. The answer was waiting for me on my second return home. A man my age was sitting on my porch. I knew when I saw him why he was there. HE HAD MY WALLET! The guy looked like he needed some cash too. I asked him if he needed any money for a reward. "No," he said. I said, "C'mon man, I need to have a way of showing my appreciation."

He was bending. I could see that he didnt want to accept anything. He did it as a favor to God, or a correction to Carma, or something....
Finally, he said "Well, you could give me 5 bucks for lunch..." I jumped at the opportunity to give him 4 times that. "Here - take $20 and buy lunch, and coffee tomorow too." I was so happy. I know that this money may not sound like much, but he lit up. Smiling as wide as my smile.

So, you see, there really are good people still around. I have hope in mankind after all. I promise to pray for you tonight.

I hope this story makes you feel as good as I did.

Matt
Matt Mason <m.mason@home.com>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Wednesday, May 02, 2001 at 11:43 PM (CDT)
Hi there Jessi Sue!!
Did I tell you today how proud I am of you? I'm so glad that so many people are sending you prayers and Angels to look out for you!! It won't be long now before this whole thing is over, so stay strong for a little bit more okay? What am I saying? Your the strongest person I know, well you and your mommy are both the strongest. There will never be words to express how very much I love you both.See you soon but until then I'm sending hugs and kisses through the computer! Rub them in!!!!
Aunt Chele <jimnme@silcom.com>
Lompoc, Ca Usa - Wednesday, May 02, 2001 at 12:19 AM (CDT)
Jessi

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest! if you must - but never quit.
Life is queer, with its twists and turns, As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When she might have won if he'd stuck it out;
Stick to your task, though the pace seems slow-
You may succeed with one more blow.
Success is failure turned inside out-
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt -
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It's when things seem worst that you musn't quit.
Hang in there sweetie!!! Nici you too!!
Everyone is pulling for you :)
I haven't stopped thinking of you all day.

p.s Tell Larry to get in line, Wes was here first and I am willing to share him with you!! What a lucky guy to have you and me too. :) oxoxoxoxoxoxo!
Love, Tami <ttackett@tsicorp.net>
Camarillo , ca - Tuesday, May 01, 2001 at 03:44 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, I just found out that you have a Web site from Aunt Bev. Thought
I'd write you a note and let you know that I'm thinking about you. Perhaps
you're feeling better by the time you read this note. Your Mom says you
are reading really well these days. Hope to get to see you one of these
days soon. This is from Kirsten's Grandma in Santa Barbara.. remember
me? You stayed overnight with us last year when Aunt Patty was here
with Uncle Mark, Mandy and with Greg. Take Care and know you're in
our every thoughts,
Love,
c.j. "Grandma Gully-Gully, to Kirsten"..
Carolyn Robinson <carolyn.robinson@dcs.ucsb.edu>
santa barbara, ca usa - Tuesday, May 01, 2001 at 02:23 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, and Denise, and Hank too.
I'm working the night shift and stopped to take another look at your web page. Sorry to hear you are in the hospital again. I hope that by the time you read this you will be feeling better. I am impressed that you are reading already! I don't think I learned how to read until 1st or 2nd grade!! Stay tough. Love and Prayers, Katy, Mike and Harley
Katy and Mike Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Tuesday, May 01, 2001 at 03:10 AM (CDT)
Jessi -
Hey little buddy, how ya feel-n? Heard I have to wait 5 whole years before your mine, hmmm. I think I can wait, ya know they say GREAT things come to those that wait. Remember the Quik rabbit ("patience is a virtue"),actually, you may not remember that but mom does. Anyway, what did you name our angel? I heard she is watching close and keeping you warm at night, I liked it when she did that for me. Well Jessi, you keep up the good work and come see us soon kay? We love you more than all the sand on the beach and all the dust in my house... XoXoXoXXXOOOOxoxoOOOxXXXXoXOxxoo
Wes <wtackett@willdan.com>
Camarillo, CA - Tuesday, May 01, 2001 at 12:31 AM (CDT)
Hi there sweetie, I just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking an awful lot about you and wish I was there to give you a great big hug and kiss. Kirsten and I were watching video's this weekend of when you two were little babies. I must say, you were the cutes little's ones(and still are) Kirsten wanted me to tell you she misses you alot and says you are her FAVORITE & most SPECIAL Cousin. We should be down sometime in july, not sure exactly the date yet, but will let your mommy know when we find out. Keep strong baby girl and remember I love you with all my heart.

Aunt Bevee <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Monday, April 30, 2001 at 04:30 PM (CDT)
Jessi
Sending you a little note just to say Hi and we hope you feel better real soon. Give mommy and grandma a really big hug for us. ps. Don't sqeeze to hard you might squash them.

Tami, Wes, Tawni & Tanner <ttackett@tsicorp.net>
Camarillo , Ca - Monday, April 30, 2001 at 12:27 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, We were sad to hear you were back in the hospital. Hope you are home and feeling better now. We know it has been tough on you but we hear you are even tougher. Stay tough sweetie!! Our prayers are with you every minute of every day. Love you Jessi!! Pam & Mike
Pam & Mike <res0arme@verizon.net>
Lompoc, Ca - Sunday, April 29, 2001 at 09:31 PM (CDT)
I love the picture with the blue out fit and flower. Jessica, you look just gorgeus with the hat. Vanessa use to use hats alot. Still little bit. Now that she is 13 not as much.

Hope you get better soon! Love you! Vanessa and Steven Romeo Hope to see you some time in the summer with Tawni and Tanner.
Romeo Fam. <tommieromeo@alo.com>
Tucson, Az US - Sunday, April 29, 2001 at 01:39 PM (CDT)
Jessica

I've never met you but I have prayed for you and have put you on a world wide prayer list. I am now sendig you healing energy and wish you are having a day of joy.

Charlene Hovey, Friend of Mike and Ann Dockendorf <joy93117@yahoo.com>
Goleta, CA USA - Sunday, April 29, 2001 at 01:06 PM (CDT)
greetings,jessi,denise,hank and family,this is my first entry to your guest book. my hat goes off to all of you for your courage,strength,love ad every thing else it takes to make through this part of jessi's young life. thoughts and prayers are with all of you. dawn finlay(1499)

Dawn L.Finlay
- Sunday, April 29, 2001 at 11:53 AM (CDT)
I just wanted to let you know how special you are, baby bear. I can't wait until this is all over and we can play rough again. Let's just get you home soon so we can relax, okay? I love you!
Aaron <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA U.S.A. - Saturday, April 28, 2001 at 01:29 PM (CDT)
Jessi -
Hi sweetheart, I heard you're not feeling too well. I know you are tough and you will blow by this just like you have done in the past. I have sent a little guardian angel to you (she used to be mine) that is going to stay with you from now on. She will sit on your shoulder (she is there now) and will watch out for you as well as help to take care of you. She did a pretty good job thus far for me. Please take good care of her and remember, she is always right there on your shoulder if you ever need her, kay! We love you very much and will keep you in our prayers. Give your mom and grandma big hugs for us too!
Wes <wtackett@willdan.com>
Camarillo, CA - Friday, April 27, 2001 at 01:31 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessie, I've sorry to hear your back in the hospital again. You're some little trooper. I know you're going to be
feeling better soon. I wish I could take all the the pain away from you. I think about you and pray for you
every day. Keep doing what your mom and doctors tell you to so you can come home soon. Give lots of
hugs and kisses to your mom and grandma Patty for me O.K. Here's lots of hugs and kisses for you.
Love you, Eileen XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
EILEEN <eileen109@home.com>
Santa Barbara, Calif USA - Friday, April 27, 2001 at 11:53 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, Hi Denise & Hank

I hope you are feeling better and all is going well. Hang in there. All my prayers to you.

Your friend, Julian
Julian Villarreal <Juice@Pronet.net>
Santa Maria, Ca USA - Thursday, April 26, 2001 at 11:36 PM (CDT)
Hey you pretty girl. What great new pictures, you are getting to big. I would like you to stay small for just a little while so I can see you grow. When we see you we have something for you, its a secret! Please get better soon. Stay strong and make sure you do what the doctors ask you to do, even if it is hard. You are in our thoughts all the time. xoxoxox Miss you cutie!!
Tami, Wes, Tawni & Tanner <ttackett@tsicorp.net >
Camarillo , Ca - Thursday, April 26, 2001 at 06:16 PM (CDT)
Howdy there Jessi! I am 18 years old and a volunteer at the Sheriff's Department. I do not know your parents, but I've heard nothing but great things about them. I received an email about you the other day and I thought I'd check out your website. I think it's awesome! You are just the most adorable little girl with unyielding courage. I'll keep you in my prayers. I wish you the best in your future endeavors. Good luck to you and your family always.

"We gain strength and courage and confidence by each experience in which we really stop to look fear in the face...we must do that when we think we cannot."-Eleanor Roosevelt
Rebecca Reynolds <BSFlamingo@aol.com>
Santa Maria, CA USA - Thursday, April 26, 2001 at 12:53 AM (CDT)
Hello Jessi, Uncle Mark here. I just wanted to say hi. I stopped by today but I must have missed you. Maria and I will try again tommarrow! I love you lots angel.
Mark Hendrickson <meandchief@cs.com>
santa ynez, ca usa - Wednesday, April 25, 2001 at 11:06 PM (CDT)
Hello JessieBear!!!!! It's Genaro!!! I don't know if you remember me or not, its been a long time. I worked with both your mom and dad at the jail. Boy how you have grown from a cute little girl to a beautiful child. Ever thought of doing some modeling??? :) The last time I saw you we were all camping at Lake San Antonio with others from the jail. Your tent was next to mine and I was the big bear playing in the water with all of the kids. You know something, I don't like hats. I think they are yuckie, but you make that hat look great!!!!! You changed my mind, I like hats!!!! Anyways little sister bear, I just wanted to send you some love and of course my BIG BEAR HUGSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!! Take care!!!! I'm sending you some of my Angel friends to look out for you. Much love to you all!!!!!!
Genaro Gomez <Cali_brn_bear56@hotmail.com>
Oxnard, Ca USA - Wednesday, April 25, 2001 at 12:40 AM (CDT)
HELLO JESSI; I havn't seen you since your 5th birthday. You looked so cute with your pony tail just swinging along behind you. You are looking more like your beautiful mother everyday. I reminder you when you were just a tiny little baby. You had the cutest little smile and the brightest eyes. We all knew that you were going to be so smart and so pretty and we all were right too. Your mommie always had you wear those cute little headbands on your head because you hadn't grown any hair yet. It really didn't matter that you didn't have any hair. You were still the prettist girl around and you always will be. Hang in there Jessi we are all praying for you and stay strong. Kiss your mother and father for us. Love Donata and Salena.
DONATA A. ARCHULETA <donata1455@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA. U.S.A. - Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 04:52 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessie,
I'm a step-uncle of Aaron's since Greg Sporseen is my stepbrother. Lovena and I will take a special interest in your recovery and our prayers will include you growing and getting better every day. Maybe we'll come out and see you one of these days. I work for United Airlines too so don't be too surprised if we walk in and give you a hug.
Dale & Lovena
Dale & Lovena Dodds <dalelovena@aol.com>
Broomfield, CO USA - Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 01:27 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
I work with your Uncle Mark out at the lake selling worms from time to time. Keep both eyes on tomorrow and the past will quickly fade.
Trent Casberg <trentcasberg@hotmail.com>
Solvang, CA - Monday, April 23, 2001 at 07:54 PM (CDT)
HI Jessi, I have have known your Mom and Dad for several years becuase I work with them. I have been keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Your pictures are great and it looks like the people that are helping make your better are pretty fun to be around. I will continue to keep you in my daily prayers. Keep up the smiling and my God Bless you each and every day.
YOUR new FRIEND, Eileen
Eileen Edens <luv2skimom@aol.com>
Santa Maria, Ca USA - Monday, April 23, 2001 at 04:10 PM (CDT)
Hi, Jessi!

My name is Lia and I work at the Sheriff's Department on a computer. [I make all the numbers match up so that your Daddy can get paid.]

It sounds like you're doing all the right things, even though they're hard to do. We all hope that you get better soon. I know another little girl who was sick like you but she got a lot better. It was hard 'cause she didn't like all the needles and stuff, but it is worth all the good days ahead. So, you keep focused on the good days ahead and we'll all keep praying for you! : )

If you go to the Arts Festival in Lompoc this weekend, please stop by and meet me in person at Jim Anderson's booth on Saturday (between Noon & 8:00pm). We're supposed to have stickers to give out then, too. What kind of stickers do you like? I have a whole, BIG collection at home! (I spend all my allowance on stickers and stuff)

P.S.
I liked the picture of you with the rose and hat! Hats are fun to wear, aren't they?

Keep Smiling!
Mrs. Schade ("Lia") <IBLiaZ@aol.com or LMZ2553@sbsheriff.org>
Lompoc, CA Santa Barbara - Monday, April 23, 2001 at 03:46 PM (CDT)
Howdy, Jessi: We have not met but I used to carpool with your Mommy when she worked for the Sheriff's Department. I wanted to say hello and wish you more better days than bad. I know your Guardian Angel is beside you every moment and you will get well. I hope to see you at Spring Arts :>)
Diane Marie Haralson <dmgold@impulse.net>
Lompoc, CA - Monday, April 23, 2001 at 05:27 AM (CDT)
Hey jessi bear just wanted let you know it was good to see you again and I hope I can get down there again soon.
Hugs and Kisses
LoVe KeN
Brother ken <a_gent34475@hotmail.com>
Las Vegas, NV Clark - Sunday, April 22, 2001 at 03:56 AM (CDT)
Hi There Pretty Girl! I just looked at your pictures and you are so cute! Wish I could meet you in person! I have known your daddy a long time. He is a great big teddy bear that everyone loves to hug. I think you would agree. You seem to have the same gift! I wish you love and happiness!
Squeeze your daddy for me...

Vickie Stuckert, COII Santa Maria Branch Jail <vickie1423@msn.com>
Santa Maria, CA USA - Saturday, April 21, 2001 at 10:33 PM (CDT)
Hi Jess,
I'm praying each day for you. Here is a little poem for I found for you..."I said a prayer for you today and know God must have heard. I felt the answer in my heart although He spoke no word! I didn't ask for wealth or fame. (I knew you wouldn't mind.) I asked Him to send treasures of a far more lasting kind! I asked that He'd be near you at the start of each new day. To grant you health and blessings and friends to share your way! I asked for happiness for you in all things great and small. But it was for His loving care I prayed the most of all!" Stay strong. Love~Aunt Marcia,Ben and Adam
Marcia Modeen <MARMO715@aol.com>
Saugerties, NY USA - Saturday, April 21, 2001 at 02:39 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, My name is Dave and I work at the Sheriff's Department. I used to work and ride motorcycles with your dad. Bernice and I will be praying for you and your family. Stay strong for your daddy.

Dave Allen <daveandbernice@earthlink.net>
Lompoc, Ca - Friday, April 20, 2001 at 11:06 PM (CDT)
Hi ya Jess, remember me? WOW, what a strong little trooper you are. I am sooo proud of you for listening to your mommy and doctors. You keep doing that too, OK. We can't wait to see you again. I hear your pretty good at playing! We have a new puppy you will need to come see. I just saw the picture of you with your pretty blue dress and flower (Blue is my favorite color!), wanna marry me (he he)!!! Stay strong sweetheart, and remember, you are always in our prayers. Please give your mommy and grandma a big hug for us too, OK!

ps. Here is a little cyber rose for you too! @{----,-'--------

Wes <wtackett@willdan.com>
Ventura, CA - Friday, April 20, 2001 at 02:19 PM (CDT)
Aaron, Denise and Jessi-I'm so proud of all of you,what a super unit you make-kind of like the "Three Mouseketeers". Just keep your love, dedication and extremely hard work going the way only you guys can do and you can't fail. Remember Bothell loves you, Berkeley, too. grandma carol
The Sporseens <kjelli1@msn.com>
Bothell,, Wa - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 10:56 PM (CDT)
Hi there Jessi, Just a quick hello from Polly and I. We've known your Mom and Dad for a few years now. In fact, Polly introduced me to your Mom and Dad way back when they were trying to have you. We have a daughter named Katie. You've met her a few times over at the Miller's. We all have you in our prayers and know God will take great care of one of his special angels. Your pictures are wonderful. Keep up the good work. I know it will pay off in the end.
Mack Bleavins <pollynmack@aol.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 07:27 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, my name is Julian. I work for the Santa Barbara County Sheriff's Department. I worked with your mom & dad.

I saw your pictures, your a cutie. I am writing you to tell you that I have cancer too. I had surgery and then went through chemotherapy. I'm feeling much better now. I wanted to tell you to think happy thoughts and know that you are loved. Before you know it, you will be well again.

You will be in my prayers.

Your new friend,

Julian

PS my daugther's name is Jessica.

Julian Villarreal Jr. <JNV1458@SBSHERIFF.ORG>
Santa Maria, Ca USA - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 02:25 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi! You are a brave and beautiful girl! You do not know me but I know your mom and dad from where they work. I now work there too. Your page - and the number of friends you have 'rooting' for you is awesome!! I hope when you get better that we can meet sometime - I'll bring my daughter - she likes soccer, basketball and collects Beanie Babies and BIG stuffed animals so you guys will probably get along great. Hang in there...it's always darkest before the dawn. I had to take some chemo treatment recently and felt sooooooo awful for soooooo long. My heart goes out to you Jessi. My sickness is now in remission and I am back to work. I wanted to give up and quit; so glad that I had faith. Anne
Anne Bauman <aeb2906@sbsheriff.org>
Santa Barbara, CA - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 02:01 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, you don't know me but I have known your mom and dad for a very long time. Stay strong, you are a beautiful girl!! I went to your baby shower years ago and I remember how happy and excited everyone was about you... Your picture in the blue dress is so sweet :) Take care and remember that many people are saying prayers for you. To Hank and Denise: I think of you both all of the time and don't know how you stay so strong. Keep your chin up and know that God will take care of all of you.
Jodie Miranda <Jodieodieo@aol.com>
Santa Maria, Ca US - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 01:56 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
This is Katy and Mike. We both work for the sheriff's dept, and know both your Mom and your Dad. We have a little girl too. Her name is Harley, and we call her HarleyBear, just like people call you JessiBear. HarleyBear is almost 2 years old. Your pictures on your website are absolutely adorable!! Especially your hat!! We will keep you in our prayers always. Take care - Katy, Mike, and Harley.
Katy/Mike Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 01:53 PM (CDT)
Keep up the good work and God bless. We will keep all of you in our prayers. Chuck and Sherry Cooley
Charles Cooley <rcc0505@sbsheriff.org>
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 01:30 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi - My name is Barbara and I used to work with your Dad way back when you were born. I remember how proud he was when you were born and I can see why...you are such a beautiful, special young lady and I hope to meet you some day. Until then sweetie...you'll be in my thoughts and prayers.
Barbara Wilcox <bjw0737@sbsheriff.org>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 01:15 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
My name is Mark and I am a friend of your Dad and Mom. I work at the Sheriff's Department and have known your Dad for about 15 years. I just found out about your web page and wanted to write to you to say that you are in my prayers. I know you are strong, because your Dad and Mom are strong, and you can beat this thing. Keep talking with God, as we will, and he will take care of you. Tell your Dad and Mom that if I can do ANYTHING for you guys all they have to do is ask and it will be done. By the way...cool pictures.
Mark
Mark Mooney <mooneys3@gte.net>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 11:52 AM (CDT)
Just a note to wish you well and to let you know we are thinking good thoughts for you. I know you'll come out of this fine, since you have Hank for a father. Take it easy.
Dan O'Reilly <dbo0387@sbsheriff.org>
Santa Barbara, Ca. USA - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 11:43 AM (CDT)

- Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 11:12 AM (CDT)

- Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 10:14 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessie, I hope you are having a good day! You are my favorite little girl, and I look forward to seeing you again. Just remember, Gimmie five, on this side, cut the pickle, TICKLE TICKLE :)
Rick Miller <sounnder@gte.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 07:16 AM (CDT)
Jessie,
It's not going to be long before we are playing again on our patio. You and your Mom are an inspriration to all. You and I need to set a date for a hot rod ride. For the people that know me this statement would seem strange, However, My prayers are with you always. I'm also known as PaPa.
Richard Howitt <rhowitt@axsys.ccom>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Wednesday, April 18, 2001 at 08:57 PM (CDT)
Hi my sweet heart!
I'm sorry I have to leave so soon because I will miss you every minute that we are apart.
I love you all the way to the moon and the stars
Love and kisses
Papa Hank
Papa Hank
Palm Bay , FL USA - Wednesday, April 18, 2001 at 06:31 PM (CDT)
Hi Angel!
You are Nanny's special angel, and I love you with my whole heart. I hope we get back to see you soon
Love Nanny
Nana Connie
Palm Bay , FL USA - Wednesday, April 18, 2001 at 06:29 PM (CDT)
Hey Jessi,
Just a little note to say hello!! Keep up the good work and have fun with your new firends.

Tami
Tami Tackett <ttackett@tsicorp.net >
Camarillo , Ca usa - Wednesday, April 18, 2001 at 04:38 PM (CDT)
Jess,you are a wonderful young lady and it has been a pleasure to spend time with you.
Lots and lots of hugs!!!!!
Jaynie, Child Life Specialist <jrwood@sbch.org>
- Wednesday, April 18, 2001 at 12:55 PM (CDT)
Hi, Jessica.
I am one of your Grandma Patti's cousins from Washington State. I met you and YOUR cousins at Thanksgiving a year ago. I see that you have been getting tons of mail from friends and relatives from ALL OVER. Grandma sent me a picture of you in a pretty blue velvet dress. You have such a sweet and brave smile. All of us writing to you know that you have had some very hard days and we wish we could make it better for you. The best thing we really CAN do is to tell you how much we love you and that we're talking with God about you. I think it is pretty cool that hundreds, maybe thousands of people are praying for you. Your halo should be getting pretty shiny :)
Here are some hugs for your Mom and Dad and all the grandmas and papas, too. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX And more for the doctors and nurses - we appreciate all of them, too. XOXOXOXOX
Bonnie <bonniemeyer@altavista.com>
Camas, WA usa - Wednesday, April 18, 2001 at 01:30 AM (CDT)
We are praying for you in the Trinity High School Girls Home Group. If you or your mom can think of anything you'd like or need, we'd be glad to help you get it. Love to you always. God Bless You
Barb Klinedinst <bkline9661@aol.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Tuesday, April 17, 2001 at 11:31 PM (CDT)
We are praying for you at the Vandenberg Air Force Base Chapel!
Lorraine Contreras Villegas <lorrainevillegas@hotmail.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Tuesday, April 17, 2001 at 12:00 PM (CDT)
We are praying for you Jessi at the Vandenberg Air Force Base Chapel!
Lorraine Carol Villegas <lorrainevillegas@hotmail.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Tuesday, April 17, 2001 at 11:56 AM (CDT)
I heard about this home page from Billy.
Jessi's home page is very nice !!!!!
I saw Jessi's pictures ,very very very cute !!!!!

Aya <maimai@freecom.ne.jp>
Nara, Nara Japan - Tuesday, April 17, 2001 at 11:05 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi. Just a short note to say Hello and to let you know Grandma and I are waiting for you to come home so you can come over and chase Crocket around the table.
Papa <res09bp8@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, April 17, 2001 at 01:09 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessica. My name is Jim Thomas and I work at the Sheriff's Department. I just heard about your web site and I wanted to say hello. I really like the pictures and conmments. Hope you're feeling good today. I'll keep watching the site and I'll tell my friends about it.
Jim Thomas <jdt0485@sbsheriff.org>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Monday, April 16, 2001 at 05:31 PM (CDT)
jessi, hi its your favorite uncle shane, i hope your doing good and i miss you so much...cant wait to see you again, it wont be long i promise..love shane
shane hendrickson <seahawk82@yahoo.com>
fallon, nv usa - Monday, April 16, 2001 at 03:36 PM (CDT)
Hey Jessica, it's Cara, one of your favorite nurses. Thank you for putting a picture of you and I on your webpage!! I'm so honored. Hope you are feeling well. Cara
Cara <Caravp@hotmail.com>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Sunday, April 15, 2001 at 03:21 PM (CDT)
I was just thinking about you and wanted to wish you a happy easter. Maria and I miss you and hope to see you soon. Love always, Uncle Mark
Mark Hendrickson <meandchief@cs.com>
Santa Ynez, Ca USA - Sunday, April 15, 2001 at 12:29 PM (CDT)
Hey jessie, I am a friend of your Aunt Mary in las vegas... She tells me you love bears. Every time I see a bear I think of you and I say a little prayer for you...Even though I do not know you I feel as though I do because Mary tells me all about you..Get well soon much love and prayers are coming your way.
Sue <harlansgps@worldnet.att.net>
las vegas, nv usa - Sunday, April 15, 2001 at 03:07 AM (CDT)
Hey there Jessi Sue!
It sure is cool how many people are writing to you!! Well word gets out when special people need a helping hand.And they don't come more special than you Angel Bear.We love you whole bunches!!!
Kisses all over your face (rub them in good)
Aunt Chele,Uncle Jimmy and Nico
Aunt Chele <jimnme@silcom.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Friday, April 13, 2001 at 07:35 PM (CDT)
I am a friend of Carol Sporseen's (since Jefferson high school, college, newlywed days!!)...I knew Aaron when he was a baby, we lived 3 blocks apart and I have the cutest picture of him with one of my husband's ski boots....our thoughts and prayers are with all of you.....
Tricia Carlton <jcarlton18@home.com>
Milwaukie, OR USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 08:46 PM (CDT)
Hello. My name is Clarissa. You have a nice web site. I hope everything is going as well as it can for you. Good luck.
Clarissa Adams <krazy_kiss@yahoo.com>
Shelton , WA U.S.A. - Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 07:29 PM (CDT)
Hello Jessi. Cool web page. I,ll be seeing you soon big baboon. Love you lots, Uncle Mark
Mark Hendrickson <meandchief@cs.com>
Santa Ynez, CA USA - Tuesday, April 10, 2001 at 12:32 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
You don't know me. My mom Ann Calhoun works with Mary. I heard about how strong you are and how wonderful you are. I'd like to say "keep a smile on your face." and remember that Jesus loves all the little children of the world. And that means you too! I belong to Rainbow Christian Church where we will all pray for you and your family. Remember to smile.
Bobbie & family <sumtnspl@cs.com>
Las Vegas, NV 89110 - Tuesday, April 10, 2001 at 10:46 AM (CDT)
HI JESSICA, MY NAME IS CHERYL I MET YOU AT LOMPOC HOSPITAL THE OTHER DAY AND BECKY HOBAN SENT ME YOUR WEB PAGE. I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS AND I THOUGHTS. I KNOW YOU WILL GET BETTER SOON! TAKE CARE CUTIE PIE- ALWAYS CHERYL H.
CHERYL H. <clhicks24@hotmail.com>
LOMPOC, CA USA - Monday, April 09, 2001 at 10:10 PM (CDT)
HI Jessi
Looks like rain today. Tell mommy you want to go outside and catch rain drops in your mouth. Be sure to dress warm so you don't catch cold, just rain drops. I hope you are feeling well today. Lots of love a kisses to you!! Get better soon! Make sure you hug mom for me.
Tami

Tami Tackett <ttackett@tsicorp.net>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Monday, April 09, 2001 at 03:33 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
I'm Sandi, Michelle's Mom and Bella's Grandmom!
I'm so glad that you are doing much better. You are being such a strong little girl for your family. I am so proud to know you. You are in my prayers every day for you to get totally and completely well just as soon as possible. From the sounds of things, God is looking out for you very closely. Please continue to get better with each new treatment. Stay strong. Lovingly, Sandi Vanni
Sandra & Joe Vanni <bellaboo922@yahoo.com>
ventura, ca usa - Sunday, April 08, 2001 at 09:13 PM (CDT)
Hey Jessi, its your favorite nurse Vicki.
Have you seen my hairbrush? Oh you think Larry boy has it? Very funny. You look like Captain Crunch!
Vicki Edwards <coopashvic@cs.com>
Santa Barbara, Ca USA - Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 06:26 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessie, This is Eileen. I was thinking about you and hope your feeling good today. I went to the blood bank last
week and gave a second pint of blood for you. They had a hard time getting it this time but, I told them to keep
trying because it was for a very special little girl. It makes me feel really good to know that I can do something
like this to make you feel better. Hugs and kisses to you and your mommy. Give a big one to your grandma
too. Love you lots. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Eileen Howitt <eileen109@home.com>
Santa Barbara, California U.S.A. - Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 02:46 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessie!

I am so glad to see the pictures of you; now I can put your angel face in my mind with my prayers... Just remember that Jesus loves you and your family, and He is watching over you. My friend Becky told me about you back when you were first diagnosed, and I have been praying for you ever since. I hope to get the chance to meet you soon! You are so brave, and so is your family. God bless you!!!
Patti <pfield@utech.net>
Lompoc, CA USA - Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 02:42 PM (CDT)
DEAREST JESSI I ALWAYS TELL MY GIRLS WHEN THEY SEE SICK PEOPLE. THAT THEY ARE GODS SPECIAL ONES, AND THAT HE IS ALWAYS WITH THEM TAKING CARE OF THEM AND THEY WILL BE BETTER SOON. I HAVE TOLD THEM ABOUT YOU WE WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU. HOPE AND LOVE TO ALL!!!!!
ANNETTE ,REANN,SAMANTHA, KATHLEEN <MYLADY3124>
TOMS RIVER, NJ US - Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 11:30 AM (CDT)
Hey JESSI ITS BEN I HOPE YOU GET BETTER REALLY SOON SO I CAN C YOU AGAIN AND WE CAN PLAY GO FISH. HEY I MIGHT EVEN BEAT YA 4 ONCE ! WELL I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I PRAY FOR YOU EVERY NIGHT AND I MISS YOU......sooooo I GUESS THIS IS BYE BYE FOR NOW

<3 YA
BEN
Ben (your cuz) <mastafroggy@aol.com>
k-town, NY usa - Friday, April 06, 2001 at 10:05 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessie:

I work with your friend Tami Tackett. I wish you
wellness and hope all of your guardian angels are
looking down on you and taking care of you. Have
a speedy recovery and God Bless.

Sally Ward <SWard@TSIcorp.net or Inkstand2002@yahoo.com>
Palmdale, CA USA - Friday, April 06, 2001 at 01:17 PM (CDT)
Dear Jessica,

You don't know me but I feel like I know you (Missy's Mom)
Mary is a friend of mine and we work to-gether in Las Vegas, I have heard from her how brave and beautiful you are, honey when things get tough always remember, Jesus loves you and will watch over you, we are praying for you and hope you are well very soon.
Ann Calhoun <cala@pahrump,com>
Indian Springs, NV USA - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 09:47 PM (CDT)
Jessi,
You hang in there - You don't know me but you have many friends that are doing a lot of praying for you and you should know it works! Just be the best you can and we all know you can do this! :-) :-) :-)
Linda Dolen <ldolen@tsicorp.net>
Westlake Village, CA 91362 - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 10:46 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi

I was thinking about you today, and thought I would send you a little hello. I hope you are having a good day!!! We can't wait to see you again. You will have to come over when you come home to play with Tawni and Tanners new puppy "Duke" he loves to lick toe's and chew on feet. I know he would love to play with you! Keep up the good work and remember we are always thinking about you. Give mommy a hug for us and make sure to tell her she is doing a wonder job too. We love and miss you!! Come home soon!! :)
Tami <ttackett@tsicorp.net>
Camarillo , Ca usa - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 05:00 PM (CDT)
I see where Jessi gets her strength from. Denise you are doing a FLAWLESS job. I just wanted you to know that. I love you both and miss you. I will see you soon.
Mark Phillips <phillips@bancorpfs.com>
Carmichael, CA USA - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 03:37 PM (CDT)
JESSI, I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON AND I HOPE YOUR GETTING BETTER. YOUR A STRONG GIRL LIKE YOUR DADDY AND I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT. ILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU JESSI BEAR. I LOVE YOU! FROM YOUR OTHER OTHER FAVORITE SISTER TRACEY
TRACEY (YOUR OTHER OTHER FAVORITE SISTER) <LUSCIOUSME@MSN.COM>
LAS VEGAS, NV CLARK - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 01:46 PM (CDT)
Hey Baby Bear!
I am so very proud of you, you were very brave this week. Stay strong angel baby... your Momma loves you

Momma <californiabeach@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 11:09 AM (CDT)
Hi Jessi:
I'm your Aunt Vickie. It's been a long time since you last saw me, and I doubt that you remember me. I'm Jeff's sister (Missy's stepdad). I want you to know how proud I am of you and how brave you are! You may not know this but you have inspired all of us with your courage and spirit. Your are a remarkable little lady.
You are always in my heart, on my mind and in my prayers. Your Uncle Bill, cousin Robbie and I pray for you everynight and thank God that you are doing well. We hope to see you soon. God Bless you Little One.
Love, Aunt Vickie

- Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 10:50 PM (CDT)
Hey Jessi Bear:

Just a little note to let you know I was thinking about you today.

Love
Mary (Missy's Mom)
Mary Marvin <marvellusm@aol.com>
Las Vegas, NV - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 10:34 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi - My son, Mark Phillips, has told me how brave you
are. You are a TOTALLY awesome little lady.
My prayers & love to you & your wonderful family, that I
have heard so much about.
Keep up the spirit..........Marilyn Phillips

- Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 07:16 PM (CDT)
For Jessi's mommy.......I love you! I am so proud of you and how you are doing....when this is all over, you might consider being a nurse....Keep up the good nursing Nici,cuz you're caring for "our" baby......momma
Patti Beach <mommabeach1@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 07:05 PM (CDT)
To my very special angel Jessi...I love you more than you can imagine! I love you to the moon and back! You are my heart. Stay brave and strong Jessi. I think of you always,everyday! I am praying for you. Hurry home, I have surprises...love and kisses...be sure to rub those kisses in, so they stay for a long time,ok?! xxooxox Grandma
Patti Beach <mommabeach1@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, , Ca usa - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 07:01 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,

My name is Cindy. I am friends with your Mom's friend Tami Tackett. I hope your feeling well today. I looked at the photos on the website and you are a very pretty little girl. I have a daughter that is 5 years old and in Kindergarten. You are a very brave girl and can tell that everyone loves you very much. I wish you a speedy recovery and a lifetime of happiness and joy.
Cindy Thompson <cindymt@hotmail.com>
Camarillo, CA 93012 - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 06:39 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessie, My name is Jay and I work with your Mommy's friend Tami. Anyway, I think Tami is a special person, which means your mommy must be pretty special too and that means you must be super super special. I have 2 girls around your age and we are going to blow you a giant wish to get well soon. So, the next breeze you feel...is probably us!!!!
Jay Sacks <jsacks@tsicorp.net>
Woodland Hills, CA USA - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 06:33 PM (CDT)
Jessi, I just wanted you to know that you are a brave little girl. I pray every night for you, and I know that everything is going to be fine. Just continue to hang in there. I love you and cant wait to see you real soon.
Mark Phillips <phillips@bancorpfs.com>
Carmichael, CA USA - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 05:17 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessie-
We wanted to tell you how very, very, very, proud we are of you. It is wonderful to know you are doing so well. We know what you are going through is no fun!! We are talking to Jesus for you everynight telling him to take good care always and especially when you are in pain or don't feel good. Please do everything the doctors tell you so you can come home soon. We miss you. Love, Tami, Wes, Tawni & Tanner. :)
PS. Give your mommy a big big hug for us!!
Tami <ttackett@tsicorp.net>
Camarillo , Ca USA - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 04:28 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi!
I enjoyed meeting you at Stepping Stones. I work with Melissa, and she has been keeping us updated on your hard work and patience. I have added your name to our prayer list, too. All my friends at the Church of Hope out here in Canyon Country are praying for you too. We're putting together some craft supplies and books to keep you busy during your stay in the hospital. Melissa will bring those along when she sees you. I hope you can come and visit us again soon! Love, Nancy
Nancy Grunbok <nancyatsscc@hotmail.com>
Santa Clarita, CA U.S.A. - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 02:32 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi!
My name is Irene and I work with Ken in Las Vegas. I just wanted you to know that all of us out here are praying for you and wishing you the speediest recovery. Hang in there, sweetie!
Irene Everett <ieverett@usagroup.com>
las vegas, nv usa - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 01:30 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi,
Hope you're feeling good today. Just talk to Jesus a bunch, that should help when you're feeling not so good.
Love,
Bob Grunbok (I work with Yissa)
Bob Grunbok <bob@clwa.org>
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 11:54 AM (CDT)
Hi! We're Joe & Kim Niemi, friends of Melissa. We have three children, Shane, Paige & Taylor and all of us have been praying for you to get well really soon! You are such an inspiration, keep up your great attitude!!
God Bless-
The Niemi's
The Niemi Family <niemi@campusafterdark.org>
Valencia, CA USA - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 10:37 PM (CDT)
I miss you, little bear! It's time for you to come home I think! Bring your momma with you when you come, okay? I love you!
Aaawon <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 09:46 PM (CDT)
Hi Angel,
Nico and I had a great time with you Saturday. Hurry up and get back from City of Hope soon so you can come over again!
Lots of kisses and hugs,
Aunt Chele and Nico
Aunt Chele <jimnme@silcom.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 08:51 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi!
My name is Kristin and I work with your Aunt Chele. Everyday we get a Jessie "update" and I am amazed at your courage, strength and bravery. You are truly an angel. Keep up the positive attitude and keep your chin up!! We'd love to meet you, so come visit us at One Way very soon!!! And bring Nico along! He can show you around.
Kristin <klopuson@silcom.com>
santa barbara, ca USA - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 07:58 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi, You have not met me yet, but your mom and aunt are like sisters to me. We used to play when we were your age. You are in my thoughts all the time. I hope you feel better soon. HUGS and KISSES "Aunt Pami"
Pami Mohrman (Nicoll) <[am@pamnicoll.com>
Englewood, CO USA - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 07:54 PM (CDT)
Hi Jessi Bear,
It's your dad. I just wanted to tell you how much I love you. I think about you everyday the first thing when I wake
up and the last thing when I go to bed at night. Do you know that you are the bravest little girl I know. Things get tough sometimes and are hard to handle but you are strong and can do anthing you set your mind to. You know that your mom and I are there for you anytime you need us. You have so many friends and relatives that love you and are praying for you to get well. Hang in there little bear and God while guide you through this. You are the sunshine of my life and I will love you till the end of time.
Hank Modeen
Lompoc, Ca. U.S.A. - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 06:55 PM (CDT)
Dearest Jessi, I'm a friend of Mike and Ann Dockendorf. I've been praying for you since the first day I was given your name. You are such a gift and you bring happiness to many. The light you provide to others is shining so bright. A thousand and one Teddy Bear hugs to you!
Kira <kira@sixfootfour.com>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 04:42 PM (CDT)
I love you very very very much jessi. Keep smiling little one. Our thougths and prayers are always with you.

Aunt Beverly <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA USA - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 04:18 PM (CDT)
I love you very very very much jessi. Keep smiling little one. Our thougths and prayers are always with you.

Aunt Beverly <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA USA - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 04:14 PM (CDT)
Go Jessi Girl!
Nancy Vanni <nan-t@juno.com>
Santa Maria, Ca usa - Sunday, April 01, 2001 at 10:37 AM (CDT)
Dearest Parents

I have added Jessi's name to a world wide internet prayer group. I include my prayers and hopes for her as well. Blessings to you.
Charlene Hovey ( long time friend of Mike Dockendorf) <joy93117@yahoo.com>
Goleta, CA USA - Sunday, April 01, 2001 at 10:37 AM (CDT)
Hey Jessi girl,

I know you'll get well soon. We are all proud of you for being so brave through all this stuff. Love ya sweetie =)
Dan (ken's buddy) <storyteller18@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, April 01, 2001 at 04:42 AM (CDT)
Hey Jessy bear get well soon
Brother ken <a_gent34475@hotmail.com>
Las Vegas, NV Clark - Sunday, April 01, 2001 at 04:10 AM (CDT)
Hello Miss Jessi, I attend the same church as your Aunt Vickie, Uncle Bill, and Cousin Robert. They are the ones who told us about you. All the members of our church pray for you during our Sunday Services. I love those pictures of you. Someone is good with the camera. Jesus loves you very much.

Nancy Okada
Sylmar , CA L.A. - Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 03:09 PM (CST)
Hello Jessi
I miss you and I am looking forward to visiting you soon!!

Love
April
Aprilynne Modeen (your other favorite sister) <blue92981@aol.com>
Las Vegas, NV - Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 02:52 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica, this is from your Uncle Bill (you have never met me,) Your sister Missy lives with us. You are in our prayers always, especially when your cousin Robert, Aunt Vickie & I say our goodnight prayers. My son Robert is also 5, he would love for you to come and play with him. Members of your family are always welcome to stay with us when you come this way.
God is with you
We Love you, Uncle Bill, Aunt Vickie, & Robert Sluka
Bill, Vickie,& Robert Sluka <phonemanbills@msn.com>
Sylmar, CA - Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 01:20 PM (CST)
Jessi:

Children like you
Make the world a special place!!!!

Hope you're feeling better.
Mary B. Marvin <marvellusm@aol.com>
Las Vegas, NV - Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 12:46 PM (CST)
Hello Jessi, You don't know me, but I'm a friend of Melissa's. I just wanted to tell you that I am praying for you, along with many others, so stay strong. There is a lot of love going your way.
David <TexCal65@aol.com>
Houston, TX USA - Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 12:40 PM (CST)
HI JESSI, I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY, AND EVERYONE AT MY WORK ASKS ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY!! WE ALL WANT YOU TO GET BETTER REAL SOON. I AM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW I CAN GET DOWN AND VISIT ALL OF YOU, SO HOPEFULLY I CAN BRING KAJSA AND MEET ELKE AND KENNY SOON. BE STRONG AND GET BETTER SOON, LOVE PETRA AND KAJSA
PETRA <PSPORSEEN@YAHOO.COM>
BOTHELL, WA US - Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 12:38 PM (CST)
Hi Jessica,
Just found out about your web-page. I'm
the funny-looking guy you met in Florida.
Get better soon, there are more lizards to catch at nana Connie's.
Love & Prayers,
Cousin Rick

Rick Nichols <ricknich@webtv.net>
Kingston, NY US - Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 10:29 AM (CST)
Hiya Jess-

Was fun watching lady and the tramp with you. Hopefully we can do it again soon. I am not wearing that silly hat again though.
Jay Russell <jcrhelo@juno.com>
Bryan, TX USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 10:37 PM (CST)
Hi Jessi, Kool Web page! Grandma has been keeping us up to date on your progress and said you have been a real trooper. Keep up the good work. We love you and pray every day for a quick recovery. Love You!!! :) :) XXXO
Pam & Mike <res0arme@verizon.net>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 10:27 PM (CST)
Hi Jessi: I've sent your website to all my soccer buddies. I play for Riptide a girls under 13 team in Santa Barbara. We'll be routing for you.
Tina Rippberger <drripps@101freeway.com>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 09:55 PM (CST)
Jessi: I work with your Aunt Chele. We enjoyed looking at your pictures on your website. I have one of your "Angel" sticker pictures on my computer at work. Tina, my daughter, sent you a valentine. Hope you get well soon and come to visit us at One Way Industrial again!
XOXOXO (more hugs and kisses then Aunt Chele gave you) Donny, Lindy and Tina Rippberger <drripps@101freeway.com>
Santa Barbara, CA USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 09:46 PM (CST)
JESSICA, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS EVERY DAY. STAY STRONG. LOVE, AUNT MARCIA, BEN AND ADAM
MARCIA MODEEN <MARMO715@AOL.COM>
SAUGERTIES, NEW YORK USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 09:40 PM (CST)
Hi there Jessi Bear,
Here is a note from one of your favorite nurses. Good Luck at City of Hope on Monday, I will be thinking of you.
Take care and see you soon.
Lisa Perrin <rn4tots@yahoo.com>
SB, CA USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 08:51 PM (CST)
Think good thoughts and they will happen.
Mike Reinesto <mike_reinesto@sbehsd.sbceo.k12.ca.us>
Santa Barbara, Ca. US of A - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 06:47 PM (CST)
To my two favorite dorks, from the King of all Dorks. I can't wait till your better Jessi so and your mom can both pick on me. I love you both very much. "The Force will be with you always"
Ricky Hernandez President and CEO HMGN
Ricky Hernandez <ricky_hernandez@hotmail.com>
Santa Ynez, CA USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 06:43 PM (CST)
HI Jessica (cool name by the way). I dont know who you are, but i do know Melissa Modeen and she has been kind enough to keep me updated on your success. You are a beautiful young girl, and you are in my prayers. Stay strong and God bless

Jessica Grey <jage25@aol.com>
Valencia, CA USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 06:18 PM (CST)
Jessi, we have never met. I am an old friend of your Grandma Carol. She was kind enough to let me know about your web-site and she knows I like kids. I have 9 grand-kids. I am sure they would like to play with you some day. From what I have seen and read on your site, you are a very cute, very brave girl. I will come back to this page to see how you are doing. Keep up the good work. You have a beautiful smile.
Guy Mendenhall <foreman@grranch.com>
San Leandro, CA USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 03:28 PM (CST)
Dear Jessi,
We haven't met you yet, but I was Aaron's teacher, we've heard all about you from your Grandma Carol. We can hardly wait to meet you when next you come to Washington. All our thoughts and prayers are with you! Linda, Ken and Kenda Mortland and Nick Williams
Linda Mortland <Lindacoll@aol.com>
Bothell, WA USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 02:09 PM (CST)
My thoughts and prayers are with you every day!
Dena Reinesto <denab74@aol.com>
Santa Barbara, CA 93111 - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 12:32 PM (CST)
We are glad that you are doing so well. We think of you often and know that you'll be even better in no time. We hope that you have a fantastic Easter and that the Easter Bunny brings you lots of chocolate.
Mr. Avery's 3rd. grade class (especially Cousin Kajsa)
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 11:25 AM (CST)
Hi Jessi
I'm an old friend of your Grandma's and my daughter Tami is an old friend of your mommy's. Just want to tell you
that your a brave little girl and we're all very proud of you. Do what the doctors and mommy tell to do and you'll
be well again before you know it.
Love and Kisses, Eileen

- Friday, March 30, 2001 at 11:18 AM (CST)
Uncle Kjell, Kajsa, Papa, Aunt Petra and I are thinking about you and your mommy and Aaron all of the time and will see you soon. Have a Happy Easter-love, grandma carol
Sporseens <kjelli1@msn.com>
Bothell, , wa. wa USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 10:43 AM (CST)
Hi Princess, I am so very proud of you for being such a strong young lady. When you have a tough moment just remember that there are a lot of people pulling and praying for you. We all love you very much. Before you know it you will be riding Poco again and yelling at Bella to not jump on you. Lots and lots of love, hugs and kisses. Stay strong little bear.
Mich <computinghorsenut@yahoo.com>
Santa Maria, CA United States - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 10:43 AM (CST)
Hi Jessi! We think of you so often and can't wait to do a summer BBQ with you, Nico, your Mommy,Aaron and the rest of the gang! I'll stop by your room at Cottage next time you are there for a visit if I am am on shift....Love ya!! Kris & Todd
Krissy & Todd Ewing <redical@earthlink.net>
Solvang, Ca US of A!! - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 10:27 AM (CST)
Hi Jessie!
I'm your Aunt Melissa's friend and I wanted you to know that I'm praying for you to get better soon!
Lots of Hugs to you!
Susan Ogle
Susan Ogle <sogle@Eentertainment.com>
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 10:26 AM (CST)
Hey Jess! Wish I were watching Vegie Tales with you and your mom and Aaron! I know you just love the cucumbers! Kenny and I will come visit again real soon!
Love ya lots, sweetie!
Elke <elkesporseen@aol.com>
Berkeley, CA USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 10:18 AM (CST)
I love you, little monkey bear!
Aaron <bomberrat@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 10:16 AM (CST)
Jessica
I am praying and thinking about you everyday!!!
I love you!
Your Favorite Sister,
Missy
Missy <yissa624@cnmnetwork.com>
San Fernando, CA USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 10:13 AM (CST)
Jessi, I love you little girl. You are in my prayers daily. I hope you continue to smile and know this whole world is praying for you. Take care of yourself. Thank you Denise for creating this page.
Mark Phillips <phillips@bancorpfs.com>
Carmichael, CA U.S.A. - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 10:00 AM (CST)
Hey there baby girl!
You are such a strong and beautiful girl and I am so proud of you!!!! I hope you know how very much I love you.
Nico can't wait to be able to play with you.You know how he worships the ground you walk on ( I know baby, it's not easy being a goddess.But you'll get used to it!) And Uncle Jimmy says he will polish your toe nails any time you want. I'm sending you lots of kisses so rub them in your cheeks and save them for later.

XOXO Aunt Chele
Michele Contreras <jimnme@silcom.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 12:13 AM (CST)
Hello Baby Bear!
This is your Momma, I wanted to be the first one to sign your guestbook...
I Love You Angel!
Love
Mom
Denise <californiabeach@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA usa - Thursday, March 29, 2001 at 09:36 PM (CST)

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