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Hi,

I came across this website through the beautiful iTunes playlist you made to honor your son. As I read your entries and journals, what could only be a mother's love shone through. It's moving to see how much you and so many others loved your son. My heart truly goes out to you for your loss, and I'm also glad for you that your son had the opportunity to truly know and love Jesus. When times get rough, please remember that God chose him to be with Him for all of eternity...and heaven is more beautiful than we as humans would ever be able to imagine (I Corinthians 2:9). God Bless.

Lynn <lcw3186@yahoo.com>
Jacksonville, FL USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 11:37 PM CDT
Dear Justine - I just saw your iMix on iTunes and checked out your website. I pray for you and the hopes that neuroblastoma can be better understood and treated. Your email is beautiful and your iMix is too. God Bless, Margaret San Diego, CA
Margaret
San Diego, CA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 9:39 PM CDT
Wow. What an impressive tribute to your son! Your love for Lance reaches right through these songs and pictures and words and just look at how many people can feel it—He is blessed to have you for a mom. I hope your heart finds peace and your life is filled with kindness.
Mike
South San Francisco, CA United States - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 1:47 AM CDT
I was on iTunes and was moved to your website. I am a father of two young children and I am in tears. Your story is so moving and I am making a donation to the American Cancer Society tomorrow. Oddly, I received a mailer from them today, tossed it and got it out of the trash after reading about your son. He was obviously a remarkable young man and I am so saddened by your loss. I don't know what to say except that I understand the love you had for your son as I have it for my children. May you be always comforted by your memories of your time together. God Bless you.
Tom Bickham <tfloyd123@netzero.com>
Houston, Tx USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 0:05 AM CDT
Justine -
I sit hear crying my eyes out as I read your journal entries about your beautiful Lance. I was simply on Itunes downloading music and went to your website. I am a 22 year old going through nursing school, and am looking to specialize in a childrens hospital on the oncology floor. Your story has inspired me that I am doing the right thing with my life, helping children like Lance, and being there to smile and encourage them every day. From what I read, your Lance seemed like such a loving child, with a great heart. You are in my thoughts and prayers. You will see him again, I have 100% faith in that. It is just a time that you are apart right now, you will be reunited again when the time is right. With love,
Ashley Wood

Ashley Wood <wood1005@metnet.edu>
Woodbury, MN 55125 - Monday, June 5, 2006 9:29 PM CDT
this is that song:

This years love:David Gray

This year's love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
I've been waiting on my own too long
When ya hold me like you do
It feels so right, oh now
I start to forget
How my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets flowin
Feeling like ya can't go on

Turning circles and time again
It cut like a knife oh now
If ya love me, got to know for sure
Cause it takes something more this time
Than sweet, sweet lies
Before I open up my arms and fall
Losing all control
Every dream inside my soul

When ya kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet

This year's love had better last
This year's love had better last

Cause who's to worry
If our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets flowin
Don't ya know this life goes on
Won't ya kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet

This year's love had better last
This year's love had better last
This year's love had better last
This year's love had better last


Ari Miller age 11 <Magicfanvip@aol.com>
Longwood, FL USA - Monday, June 5, 2006 7:04 PM CDT
HI my name is Ari Miller I'm a kid. I read your story off of Itunes and it made me cry as I am writing this. I have spent time being sick but never like that and I can tell Lance wanted to just jump and scream and say I'm healthy so on my next entry I would like to put a song that he would have loved to hear before he passed. He seemed very kind gerous and overall a good kid feel free to e-mail me May God bless Lance and his Family
Ari Miller age 11 <Magicfanvip@aol.com>
Longwood, FL USA - Monday, June 5, 2006 7:02 PM CDT
HI my name is Ari Miller I'm a kid. I read your story off of Itunes and it made me cry as I am writing this. I have spent time being sick but never like that and I can tell Lance wanted to just jump and scream and say I'm healthy so on my next entry I would like to put a song that he would have loved to hear before he passed. He seemed very kind gerous and overall a good kid feel free to e-mail me
Ari Miller age 11 <Magicfanvip@aol.com>
Longwood, FL USA - Monday, June 5, 2006 7:00 PM CDT
I found your songs on ITunes & felt compelled to write. My heart aches for you- as I sit here in tears, I cannot fathom the pain of losing my sons. They are my life. I will keep you and your son in my prayers. Thank you for sharing his beautiful life with us & may God bless you.
Pat
- Saturday, June 3, 2006 11:59 PM CDT
Please know that your music from itunes helps me cope with the recent loss of a dear dear boy. May your pain ease a little more everyday. Imagine the hugs you will receive on the day Lance and you are reunited. GOD bless. Know you are an inspiration to us all
Tina Gehris <tinagehris@travelinsured.com>
South Windsor, CT - Saturday, June 3, 2006 10:23 PM CDT
I found your site through iTunes. Very sorry for your loss. I lost my mother to cancer when she was 37. I was 9. My good friend is now suffering his third bout with cancer. You aren't alone. I hope that time will bring comfort to you. Stay strong.
Charles Smith
Lake Hopatcong, NJ USA - Friday, June 2, 2006 9:22 PM CDT
Hi, I (like a few others) came across your site through itunes and was led to it, first by your awesome taste in music, and second by your profound love for your son. I cannot imagine your loss, though I have lost dear friends and family, who are with me every day in ways both painful and reaffiriming (by that I mean there's nothing good about it at all but I know I wouldn't trade the memories for the pain now. I'd have missed the dance, as the song says). I have no words for you, other than to say I was touched and that I am sure Lance would want you to embrace the earthly angels who are around you now, known and maybe not known to you, and make the most of this, the earthly life, too. All the best to you.
Dave Singleton
Washington, DC United States - Friday, June 2, 2006 8:12 PM CDT
I came across your site through iTunes and thank you so much for sharing the tribute to your wonderful son with so many people. As I sit and clear the tears from my eyes I now realize how very special my child is to me and that I absolutely must appreciate each and every day that I have him at my side. Thank you.
Tracy S
Palatine, IL USA - Thursday, June 1, 2006 11:38 PM CDT
Like so many other visitors here I also found your website about Lance through iTunes. Kind of funny but I was praying to God and told him I needed something really powerful from up above tonight. I won't say why, doesn't come near to comparing what you have gone through. Please know that Lance has had a powerful effect on many lives, just read the entries here. So I have to say, thank you Lance and I hope to meet you and repay the favor some day. God Bless you and your precious angel
Chuck Militti <cmilitti@gmail.com>
Tucson, AZ - Thursday, June 1, 2006 5:04 AM CDT
I am moved to tears by your website dedicated to Lance! His memory lives on through you and those who visit here.

Thanks for sharing your son with us!

God bless.

Rachel
Ronkonkoma, NY USA - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 9:08 PM CDT
i am lance's grandmother..when i read all these wonderful postings honoring my daughter and my grandson, it brings sadness but also brings gratitude that you are all in her life..thank you for your blessings to her..
grandma mellen <kjeanmellen@aol.com>
stayton , or usa - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 12:30 AM CDT
Justine, You are truly an inspiration. Your strength is amazing. Thank you for sharing your story with the world. Your son will continue to live on not only in your heart but in the hearts of all of us who have had the honor of visiting your site and reading your story. My prayers go out to you and your family. Found you through Itunes...listen to Tori Amos's song The Beekeeper... Beautiful song about the death of her older brother Michael. I think you will like. God Bless You
Amy Stockton <amyjo0518@msn.com>
Carmel, IN 46032 - Monday, May 29, 2006 8:57 PM CDT
To Lance’s Mom:

I was going through some imixes on itunes when I found this website. The music you selected absolutely moved me to tears. Thank you for sharing your story. I’m 26, and haven’t given much thought to having a family, but after reading your thoughts as a mother it’s certainly given me something to think about. God bless you and your beloved son.

One song that I love that has helped me when I’m sad is called “So Are You To Me” by Eastmountainwest.

Kevin Fenton <kevinmfenton@gmail.com>
Fairfax, VA USA - Sunday, May 28, 2006 11:26 PM CDT
I came upon this web-site through i-tunes and truely reading this as broken my heart annd let me realize the great things i have in life. I'm around the same age as Lance and yet i have never met him i feel so close to him. If the family is reading this God bless you all and i hope that this tragic thing will be overcome by your family

Love and Peace forever

Taylor
OR Untied States - Saturday, May 27, 2006 11:19 PM CDT
You have done a wonderful site for your very handsome son. This is a wonderful tribute, you can feel the love you have for him. My heart,tears & prayers go out to you & your family. I know the pain you have as a mother loosing a son, I lost my 18yr.old son Devon 10 1/2 yrs. ago from a drs. mistake. My name is Teri Lenox if you'd like you can visit Devon's site at www.geocities.com/devonsmemory . You really did a great job on this site I cried for you, Peace & Angel hugs & kisses, Teri L.
Teri Lenox Another AngelMom <skipterijj@sbcglobal.net>
Holly, Mi. U.S.A. - Saturday, May 27, 2006 11:21 AM CDT
Your son is so beautiful, so full of courage. I love the photo of him touching his dad, there truly is a glow around your hubby and it just gave me a feeling of awe. I saw something like that around my sons pictures, but only around my son. It is amazing! you are one brave lady and I see what a loving mother you are through your words and the care shown on these pages. God bless, Carol
Carol Cox
Whiteville, NC United States - Friday, May 26, 2006 10:49 PM CDT
I stmbled on to this website by itunes and my heart almost broke. I read all the messages with tears in my eyes. Thank you for sharing your son with us, and I am very touched. You are a strong women, and your son will always be with you in your heart.
Sue Xiang <sxiang99@yahoo.com.au>
Melbourne, Vic Australia - Friday, May 26, 2006 3:24 PM CDT
I stmbled on to this website by itunes and my heart almost broke. I wish the best for you.
Taylor <tayash0621@hotmail.com>
Winterset, IA USA - Friday, May 26, 2006 1:56 PM CDT
Lance is such a handsome young man. My heart breaks for you. Thank you for sharing him with us. Know that he is always with you, watching over you and sending you his love. God bless you
Loni Wendt <slwendt@charter.net>
Waupun, WI USA - Friday, May 26, 2006 5:16 AM CDT
Justine, My heart broke for you as i read your story about your precious son Lance. Sending you big (((Hugs))).YOu did a beautiful job on his web site. I look forward to getting to know you and Lance in the angelmom group.
Love Holly (Mom to angel Tiffany)

Holly Wilson <holly_tiffsmom@yahoo.com >
Jewett, Texas USA - Thursday, May 25, 2006 8:38 PM CDT
WHAT A WONDERFUL PAGE FOR YOUR SON. It brought me to tears. Thank you for sharing him with me I am truly touched by his story.
angel zacharys mom <luvmy02girls@yahoo.com>
http://zachary-odle.memory-, of. com - Thursday, May 25, 2006 8:14 PM CDT
I am so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful boy Lance. You have such a beautiful memorial site honoring his memory. Thank you for sharing his story with me. Sending much love, your Angel Mom friend,
Laurie
Jill's Mom

Laurie Meiresonne <missnjill247@mchsi.com>
Milan, IL USA - Thursday, May 25, 2006 12:03 AM CDT
Lance, What a young and courageous man you are. I know you must be enjoying the beauties of Heaven and doing all the things you weren't able to accomplish here on Earth. I hope you have met my Angel Travis and if so you and He have a wonderful time until we all get there. What a Homecoming !!!
Diana Stafford/AngelMom to Travis
Vonore, Tn USA - Thursday, May 25, 2006 10:44 AM CDT
I too saw you imix's on itunes and i had to leave you a comment. I'm 16 years old, and 3 months ago on January 26, 2006, I lost a good friend of mine in a skiing accident. He may of been the greatest person i knew and i don't think one person in this world did not love him. It seemed so unfair that everyone had to be stripped of this wonderful young soul. I know it is hard for you and you will never stop hurting for your loss. I don't know if you are religious or not but i guess the only thing keeping me together is knowing he is in heaven with God. At his memorial service the pastor gave us an analogy, "Pretend that he is not dead bu on a vacation to Hawaii. There is no place he'd rather be but there. We all are going there at some time, and when you get there, he will be waiting for you." I understand how hard it is to lose someone that you loved and that was so young. Just look forward to the day that you two will be reunited for eternity.
Patrick T. <patrickt5@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 9:15 PM CDT
I happened to see your playlist on iTunes, and I was deeply moved. I am 14, and so I know how little of Lance's life he lived. I am sorry for your loss. He looked like a very happy person, who brought light to many people's lives. May God bless you.
M. Anne W.
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 4:53 PM CDT
I stumbled upon your playlist on Itunes which led me to this site. I cannot express enough my deepest sympathy to you and your family. I have lost my grandfather to cancer and it is still a very hard thing for me to deal with. I cannot imagine how much pain you are going through. I think it's wonderful that you set up this website and that Lance's memory will be around forever. Your letters deeply expressed the love you have for your child. May god bless you.
Michelle
New Haven, CT - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 9:53 AM CDT
Hello ma'am.
I saw your mixes on itunes and they just broke my heart. I'm so sorry for your loss. It's so evident that you loved your little boy with all of your heart. That's all anybody can ask from a mother. I deeply respect you and my prayers and love goes out to you and your family.
God Bless you now and always,
Courtney Vigil

Superweezer21@hotmail.com <Superweezer21@hotmail.com>
castro valley, ca United States - Monday, May 22, 2006 3:09 AM CDT
I will totally be praying for your family and I saw the itune playlist.
Haley
- Sunday, May 21, 2006 1:10 PM CDT
Hello,

i stumbeled across your iMix on ITUNES..I am so sorry about your son, you have my deepest sympathies..remember all the good times you had with him.

wishing you the best-
Sam

Sam
- Saturday, May 20, 2006 9:16 AM CDT
Dear Justine, I too have lost family to cancer. I lost my grandmother last father's day. I cannot imagine the grief you have felt with the loss of your beautiful son, but please know that reading your jornal entries and reading about his life has touched me. God bless you as you continue to touch people. I never knew your son, but i am glad that i read his story because he has made me a better person. God Bless You.
Rusty Hughes <rustysigep@aol.com>
Jacksonville, Al USA - Friday, May 19, 2006 1:00 AM CDT
Hi Justine
I came across your page from Itunes tonight and thought I would tell you how much your tributes to Lance touched me. I am weeping as I am reading your loving letters to him. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Kim Brownell <kimmyb123@aol.com>
New York, NY USA - Thursday, May 18, 2006 11:49 PM CDT
I am writing this to you from GA. I have a son. I was on itunes and saw this story. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Your son lives again as I read these poems, and see his face. And I dont even know you...
J Spera <centuryclubdiver@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 18, 2006 6:37 PM CDT
Dear Justine,
Hello! im typing you from our school library only 5 more school days till i graduate. if you have emailed me it may be a while till i respond back our computer is being stupid. i miss you guys so much. my open house invite may not get you on time so. graduation is may 26th at 7:00 and my open house is on may 28th at 12:30 to 3:30. i hope you guys can come. well i need to finish my homework. hope to see you soon. all my love,
elisapasta

Beth Ponce <bethponce_06@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 17, 2006 8:48 AM CDT
Dear Justine...
I, too, came across your site while surfing iTunes. You are a very special lady...Mom...Friend and to many it appears. Thank you for having the courage to share your world with us. Having two young kids of my own...11 and 12, you have helped me to remember my priorities and to love them more each day. My family used to live in OR and I even worked in Lake Oswego, so I wonder if our paths crossed somewhere. But, please know my families thoughts and prayers are with you each day. In our hearts..

Greg Bland <springfieldcrew@insightbb.com>
Springfield, IL - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 10:44 PM CDT
Dearest Justine........I am sending Mother's Day wishes to you.........a mom who has shown other moms how to love and treasure the most wonderful blessings that can be given to us. Thank you, Justine, for helping me to be a better mom. I love you.........angie---who can't get enough of the photos of Lance
angie laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
pepin, wi usa - Sunday, May 14, 2006 8:25 AM CDT
I stumbled upon your iMix tonight while searching for music on iTunes. I have spent the last hour reading all of your journal entries to learn more about Lance and what you all had to contend with, face covered with tears. What a special young man....and what a wonderful mother you are. I was never blessed with having children, but your story has still touched me in a deep and profound way. I have no doubt that you and Lance have helped countless others, just by having this page up in Lance's honor. Thank you.

Happy Mother's Day Justine.

Rhonda
- Sunday, May 14, 2006 0:23 AM CDT
I miss you everyday of my life..i still shed tears..but i know you are in a wonderful peaceful place helping other children over to the other side..it is still hard..your mama needs your spirit to be with her now..please bless her with your understanding so that she may excel in her life..she is special..love you so much lance..grandma
grandma <kjeanmellen@aol.com>
stayton, or usa - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 12:34 AM CDT
Hello my sweet Lance.. I did the relay for life walk this past friday and I lit a candle for you. It was so beautiful.. I know you were there.. I miss you... and love you so very much... Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <desiree1@ktc.com>
Stonewall, tx - Monday, May 8, 2006 10:50 PM CDT
I stumbled accross your imix and felt I needed to know more about this person who is hurting. As I sit here my 2 yearold son colors a picture while on my lap. I get emotional when reminded how special our children are, and I want to thank you and Lance for reminding me of this. Most of your music has been down loaded to my pod. Down-loaded because I want to cherish my son and daughter even more now that I have a better understand of Lance. I'm lost for words now, but I feel like I need to say that I believe that Lance has a very special Mom, and I hope and pray that I can be as good of an example to my kids as I sure you are for Lance. Thank you again for sharing your life, your heart, your soul, and Lance. Happy Mother;s Day to you and your family.

The Brown Family (Seattle, Wa)

Larry D, Brown <Brownfamily2005@comcast.net>
Lynnwood , wa usa - Monday, May 8, 2006 6:41 PM CDT
I lost my father to Non-Hodgkins lymphoma a year ago. The fight was tough and we almost made it, but at the end we had to let go. He was 67 but full of life. I miss my father so much, he was my best friend... After listening to the playlist dedicated to Lance in Itunes I visited his website. It moved me in a great way because it made me think about the levels of pain we can take, either if it is because you loose your 67 years old father or your 13 years old son, or by being a cancer patient. Neither illness or pain are stronger than the human spirit. We keep going on, with laughs and tears, with joy and sorrow, but somehow we manage to keep going on... From Colombia I send you a big hug and the best wishes to all your family !
P.D. A priest told me that everyone has a Sorrow checkbook and a Joy checkbook, I guess we ran out of the first one, so we have to start thinking in how to spend the happy checks. :)

Juan F. Herrera
Colombia

Juan Francisco Herrera <juanherrera73@yahoo.com>
Barranquilla, Atl Colombia - Saturday, May 6, 2006 0:12 AM CDT
When Lauren & I were looking around on iTunes we found this iMix & read the message & made us both feel really sad & fortunate for what we have. We clicked on the website & hav sent this 2 our friends so they can see how lucky they are & should take advantage of it while they can. We both feel very bad & sad....so now our friends will feel the same way. Sorry for what happened
Hailey Savage & Lauren Williams
Knoxville, TN USA - Friday, May 5, 2006 3:46 PM CDT
I have never written an entry like this. I am not sure what to say but I will try. I am 22 years old. My birthday was yesterday actually...May 4th. I went on itunes because my friends gave me a gift card. I don't remember exactly how I came to find your playlist for lance, but the music and what you wrote made me feel sad for you and the remainder of your family, until I came to this page. Next to my own mother, I have never seen such a loving relationship between a mother and her child. I read some of the responses to lance before and after he passed away and he was loved by so many people. His life may have been short, but his memmory will carry on in the hearts of so many.... forever. It gave me a sense of satisfaction to see how many people show support in times of need. I am glad I cam across this website. Just know that Lances legacey will live on...who knew he would touch the heart of a college student in Sacramento. Thanks Lance.
Natasha Fernandez <heeychick21@yahoo.com>
Sacramento, CA U.S.A. - Friday, May 5, 2006 3:18 AM CDT
Justine,

I came across your web site through my son's baseball web site. His wonderful Coach Sean, posted it on our web site and asked for prayers for Lance and the family. I couldn't help but read your web site. First, I must say my heart goes out to you and your family. God bless Lance! I have lost many who are dear to me. Thank God never a child, but I always thank the Lord I was able to have the precious moments I had with each of them. Those memories can never be erased and I find those memories are what keep me going.

I will keep all of you in my prayers. God Bless and again, my sincere condolences. He was a beautiful child.

God Bless Angel Lance and his family.

Debbie Falco <Mrsdlf@aol.com>
Tinton Falls, NJ USA - Thursday, May 4, 2006 7:52 AM CDT
Dear Justine,
I found your website by looking through the imixes. I was looking for inspirational music in memory of my daughter. I lost my little girl to a very severe congenital heart defect that could not be fixed. She went home to heaven on April 5, 2006 after fighting for her life for a short three and a half weeks. I hope that it brings a smile to your face to know that her birthday was March 13, 2006. She shares her birthday with your precious Lance. Nobody will ever understand the pain that is felt when a parent loses their child unless they have experienced if firsthand. This has been a hard month for me since Emily passed away and I know it will be a long, hard road ahead of me. I just try to keep faith in God and feel some comfort from the fact that she is in a much better place and is no longer in any pain. It makes me smile to think that Lance is up there playing with my daughter and all the other precious children that God has called home. I will keep you in my prayers that you will continue to heal although the pain will never completely subside until your precious son is once again in your arms. I would also like to invite you to my daughter's website if you would like to read about her life journey. God bless you.
Erin Amerson
www.carepages.com (click on visit a carepage and her name is EmilyMaeAmerson)

Erin Amerson <acepickle27@earthlink.net>
Lillington, NC USA - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 2:56 PM CDT
Dear Justine,
I keep Lance's website on my computer, and stop every now and then to read what has been written. How I have let you down, and how I am so sorry to be such a wuss. I was afraid - of the emotions, of not having the right words, or being more burden than friend. I am so ashamed that I wasn't there for you, and hope that in your heart you can forgive me. I do love you, but I understand if you are unable to believe that.
Lance was blessed to have spent his time on earth with you.

Jan Karr
Lake Oswego, OR USA - Sunday, April 30, 2006 1:35 AM CDT
Dear Justine, family and friends of Lance,
I came to this website through the Lance iMixes on iTunes. I was looking for some inspirational music- you see, I have been diagnosed with OCD, schizophrenia, and severe depression, and I have had my share of pain. What I found was more than just inspirational music. Lance's amazing battle with his disease has given me hope for conquering mine. There was a time in my life, not so long ago, when I thought suicide was the only answer, but Lance's story has taught me something I have never learned from any book or support group- that life is a beautiful and precious gift. Every morning, I think of Lance and that gives me the strength to overcome my disorders and make each day a reflection of God's love. Thank you, Lance, for such a beautiful life lesson, and thank you, Justine, for sharing it with me. I've shared this story with my depression support group and I know it has motivated my group members and given them the hope that has brought me where I am today- close to conquering my disorders. I cannot express how this has changed my life, and I thank you again!

Eugene
New York, NY - Friday, April 28, 2006 9:22 PM CDT
I found your site via iTunes, as most people have. I am so blown away by your love, but most of all by this boy's spirit.

May I reccomend the songs "God Bless the Child" by Shania Twain and "The Scientist" by Coldplay.

tillie
canada - Friday, April 28, 2006 9:05 PM CDT
Hello, I found your site via iTunes and was quite moved by the mixes you've created in memory of your son. Thank you for sharing your grief of the loss of your son, as well as the celebration of his life.
A nurse from UW Children's Hospital
Madison, WI United States - Thursday, April 27, 2006 11:03 PM CDT
I found your site while trolling ITunes after putting my son to bed. You've honored Lance by teaching all who've visited a lesson about love, compassion and courage. I hope you find peace in knowing that your dedication has helped many to understand what is truly important in life.
Jeff
Westchester, NY USA - Thursday, April 27, 2006 10:32 PM CDT
I came across your Itunes mix and Lance's website shortly thereafter. I am so touched, what a special boy. Thank you for being so brave in sharing your story and touching so many lives, mine included. Thank you & God bless.
Terri
- Thursday, April 27, 2006 8:54 PM CDT
I came here after reading your story on iTunes and I am so sorry for your loss. Lance was a beautiful child. A friend of mine lost his younger brother, Chris Duffy on 9/11 and I am copying this poem from his guestbook on Legacy.com. I hope it helps. Also, another song you can add to your list is "Brave" by Jamie O'Neal...it helped my mom get through her fight with endrometrial cancer last summer. So here is the poem and God bless you and your family.

TRY TO UNDERSTAND

I'll lend you for a little time a child of mine, He said ...
For you to love while he lives ... and mourn for when he's dead.

It may be six or seven years, or twenty-two and three,
But will you, till I call him back, take care of him for me?
He'll bring his charms to gladden you. And shall his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memories as solace for your grief.

I cannot promise he will stay, since all from Earth return.
But there are lessons, taught down there, I want this child to learn.
I've looked the wide world over in search for teachers true,
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes, I have selected you.

Now ... will you give him all your love ... nor think the labor in vain?
Nor ... hate me when I come to call ... to take him back again?
I fancied that I heard them say ... Dear Lord, Thy will be done!
For all the joy Thy Child shall bring, the risk of grief we'll run.

We'll shelter him with tenderness. We'll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we've known ... forever grateful stay.
But shall the angels call for him much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes ... and try to understand.

Nicole <bx2113@msn.com>
New York, NY USA - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 1:48 AM CDT
I too found your website through i tunes, and cant image your pain. We have two boys of our own with our oldest around lance's age when he passed. please accept our deepest sympathy for your truely heart breaking lose. God bless you and all of your family.
Peter Bottone <noname1462@aol.com>
, N J - Saturday, April 22, 2006 3:21 PM CDT
I work as a student in the pediatric oncology ward at the University of Wisconsin-Madison Children's Hospital. I have been fortunate to witness the strength, determination, hope, and courage of the children afflicted with various forms of pediatric cancer. I will be attending medical school next year with the hopes of becoming a pediatric oncologist. Your tribute to your son is beautiful and your commitment to his memory ensures that his legacy lives on.
Sarah
- Friday, April 21, 2006 8:30 PM CDT
Dear Justine, ( I think your name is Justine, if not please forgive me) I came across your I Tune list of songs in memory of your amazing son Lance. Who knew that a lazy afternoon browsing around I tunes could lead to such a beautiful tribute. I too take solace from music and use it to help heal a wounded soul. Thank you for letting me share in Lance's memory and with your heartfelt choice of songs. Being a nurse, I have seen illness and dying every day I have gone to work for the past 27 years. I have held a dying six year old in my arms as she left this world. You have made me cherish my own daughters all the more. With my deepest sympathy, Kristen Salome
Kristen Salome <kristensalome@hotmail.com>
Atanta, Ga Gwinnett - Friday, April 21, 2006 5:28 PM CDT
(13yrs old)
the itunes misxes touched me so much ....and i toke life for granted and now i know not every body is as lucky as iam to have good health
thank you

jamie <bob@mac.com>
new york, nnew york usa - Thursday, April 20, 2006 8:50 PM CDT
This is such a heart-wrenching story. I cannot imagine the pain of losing a son. I started crying for you and could not stop for a long time. My heart was filled with grief at your loss, and at the beautiful life Lance lived. Thank you for this wonderful celebration of a precious life. Here is a song I wanted to pass onto you, because it has gotten me through so much: Cry Out to Jesus by Third Day. Blessings and peace to you, sweet one.
Zoe
Wylie, TX - Thursday, April 20, 2006 6:19 PM CDT
Mrs.Kowalski, up until now i have taken my precious life for granted and i thank you for teaching me that hardships and pain are merely roadbumps in our life and you overcome them with so much love and compassion. it hurts my heart to know that you have to go through this, i would never wish this heavy burden on anyone, and the pain you have been delt with does not amount to the love you have for your son in heaven.(always remember God does not deal more pain and hardships in one's life than they can handle) Goodbye and God Bless You! P.S. please respond
Blake Yoder (age 13) <syoder@inbev.com>
- Thursday, April 20, 2006 5:58 PM CDT
I was lead here through itunes and think it is amazing how you can keep your son's spirit alive and how so many people have been touched through your story while just looking for music!
Jordan
- Thursday, April 20, 2006 3:40 PM CDT
your children hear you and they love you. They want you to have peace of mind that they are in a place that is much better than here.
Rexanne Alberdi <rexanne@charter.net>
Montgomery, al USA - Thursday, April 20, 2006 10:35 AM CDT
I like the tribute you have given to your son making Imixes in Itunes. That is how I ended up here at this site. Good Luck.
Lance Slosson <lsloss2280@comcast.net>
Olympia, wa usa - Saturday, April 15, 2006 10:52 PM CDT
Like so many before me, I was lead here through itunes. Having three children of my own who are fortunate to have their health, I can only imagine your loss. My heart aches for you and those like you whose children are suffering or have been lost to pediatric cancer and other similar illnesses. I have read only some of the notes of those before me and I am truly touched by the caring words of perfect strangers. It is direct evidence that people do care. Your love and caring shine through every word you write about your son. Lance is lucky to have you as his mother.
Bruce Fuller <superninja@earthlink.net>
Woodland Hills, CA USA - Friday, April 14, 2006 5:43 PM CDT
Like most here I was brought here via itunes. I can't imagine what you must have gone through, i'm 23 and my little cousin who is about 16 years old has an illness, we are hoping she lives a long life, and she does seem healthy, but even she feels she doesn't have long to live. It saddens me soo much to think of life without her, I look to you for inspiration and spend as much time with her as possible, music brings us together and heals as well!! I'm glad there are shinning examples of love and bravery like the one you and your son have shown and I'll draw strength off of that. I wish you the best and I know your son is watching over you, the only angels with the strength to watch over us are kids, their spirit is strong as steel and I know he's always by your side :)
Joseph Rodriguez <Josephwww2@yahoo.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 11:39 PM CDT
I too was led here by imixes. Tonight is my son's 10th birthday and my heart aches for you. I'm reminded of the fragility of life, the rare gift that each day is. I'm a musician in Detroit and a survivor of both leukemia and a bone marrow transplant. I know many parents like you because I was in the hospital for a long long time and was around many sick children and their tirelessly brave parents. The only solace I can offer is that through my own illness I learned we are all connected in so many ways. And there's nothing to fear--I believe our spiritual entities continue and are recognizable beyond this life. I wrote a song while at Karmanos Cancer Institute, a song called "Letter From 10 Green"--a song directly to my children should I not come home. And it was touch & go but I'm still here. If you'd want to hear it go to www.stewartfrancke.com and order the cd its on at no charge; I'll instruct our fulfillment house to get it to you asap. Thanks for your courage and amazing tenacity. I have no words for your loss. I'd also like to remind everyone to donate to the National Marrow Donor Program--you could provide a life saving bone marrow match. Minorities are acutely affected by the shortage of matches.
Stewart Francke <sfrancke@comcast.net>
Huntington Woods, MI USA - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 6:59 PM CDT
I was led here through your iMixes. What a tribute you've made to your son! I am sitting here with tears spilling out of my eyes...how profoundly devastating a loss. I have two young sons of my own and get caught up in the craziness of day to day life. My one son, 5, seems to know how to push all my buttons and can just drive me nuts sometimes! I will remember your story forever and promise to hug and kiss my kids more often from now on. Thank you for sharing your personal journey. God Bless.
Jackie <jmlmedia@msn.com>
Lexington, KY United States of America - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 1:23 PM CDT
I was looking for some music to comfort a good friend who just lost his daughter two weeks ago. I stumbled upon your site and your story. Thank you for your inspiration.
Gale
- Tuesday, April 11, 2006 6:15 PM CDT
You have done a beautiful thing for your son by keeping his spririt alive. He is lucky to have a mother like you. Have faith...
Katie
Miami, FL United States - Sunday, April 9, 2006 9:54 PM CDT
I stumbled across the site on itunes. I am an oncology nurse and deal mostly with adults. OMG. I could feel your hurt and ache. You should write a book. You are AMAZING. You put me right there with Lance during the PET scan to MIBG to everything..... Write a book and donate the proceeds.. what is that saying people will come...let me tell you people would buy it. Thank you for the courage some higher power has given you may we all meet in heaven......
Jenn Coon, RN <brcx2@netzero.com>
Athens, OH USA - Sunday, April 9, 2006 9:38 AM CDT
I saw your iTunes mixes and wanted to say I think they're a lovely way to remember your son. Godspeed.
Christian
Newport Beach, CA USA - Saturday, April 8, 2006 11:28 PM CDT
I just turned 15 back in March and in February my aunt passed away with cancer.After she passed, it has shown me a new light. I thank God for everyday that I'm alive.I believe God brings us here to Earth and tells us to fulfill a duty. Now we never know what that duty is, but we eventually fulfill it. Once we have completed our duty God sometimes chooses to take our loved one's from us. Some are lucky enough to live to be 100 years old and live a long and healthy life, but there are also the unlucky one's who are taken when they are younger back to Heaven with God where He thanks them for fulfilling their duty. Lance seems like a very special person and it seems like he showed everyone he knew how to be happy even in the worst of times and to never get down, but to keep your head high and proud. You and your family are very caring people and I will keep you all in my prayers. I hope for the best for you and your family. God Bless you and your family.
Melissa <ATL_babe_14@hotmail.com>
Alpharetta, GA - Friday, April 7, 2006 1:51 PM CDT
I also found you through itunes. I'm only 15 and you and your son have touch my heart deeply. thank you for that. you and your family are in my prayers. youre a wonderful person.
Madeline Merritt <madelinemerritt@hotmail.com>
austin, tx - Friday, April 7, 2006 1:35 AM CDT
As everyone else I found your story through itunes, what a great way to spread awareness. I applaud your courage and strength, as I lost a grandma to cancer when I was 10, probably one of the hardest things I've been through, however, the neat part about it is that I feel that we grow so much closer to Christ during these times of sorrow, but when your child and all others enter the Kingdom there is dancing and rejoicing, which is so awsome to think about. Keep the fight going, thank you for your dedication to Christ and the fight against cancer.
Daniel Cibula <dcibula@hotmail.com>
Waterloo, IA United States - Thursday, April 6, 2006 11:17 PM CDT
I saw your songs on itunes and saw the reference to "Lance" which is my name. Out of curiousity I looked further and read more about you and your son. I am so very sorry for your loss, but very thankful that you are a Christian and will be reunited with Lance again one day in heaven. It is not very far off and may be sooner than we think. Keep the faith and never lose your sense of humor as it sounds like that is what Lance would tell you. Take care.
Lance
- Thursday, April 6, 2006 5:38 PM CDT
I also just found your imixes on iTunes--beautiful selections. I'm crying many tears, looking at sweet Lance's photos and reading the thoughtful poems. What a strong woman you are--as a new mom, I can't even bear to think of losing my child. I wish you peace. I will think of you and Lance.
Jae
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, April 6, 2006 12:28 AM CDT
Hi, I was listining to you imixes in itunes...and they were very touching. I feel you pain and my heart goes out to you and your family. One of my best friends mom died of luekimia when we were in the 5th grade and that was clearly very hard for me. and i can image the pain that you have went through. Stay strong you are doing a great job I'm sure.
Laura <lauratunnell@comcast.net>
Lyndhurst, NJ United States - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 7:03 PM CDT
My aunt died of MS when she was only 27, and she left behind a husband and a son who is the same age as me. I can't even imagine how he dealt with that, and I'm sure it was much the same for you. About the imixes, I think you should add "Gone Away", by the Offspring. My cousin said that it really helped him deal with his moms passing.
Andrew Fossey <afossey@comcast.net>
Westford, MA USA - Monday, April 3, 2006 7:00 PM CDT
I found your site through iTunes while looking for similar songs. My son Will died 8 weeks ago at the age of 13 1/2 after a 4 month battle with Leukemia. Thank you so much for your songs - they have helped. And I'm sure...if Lance loved anything to do with sports, they've met and he's showing Will the ropes.
melissa
- Saturday, April 1, 2006 11:53 AM CST
I was so touched by your story, and I am so sorry for your lost. Music is very theraputic, and you certainly have helped a lot of people. "Forever" by Vertical Horizon is another song in the same theme that helped me through a loss. May God grant you peace.
Christine
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, April 1, 2006 11:48 AM CST
Hi, im Hannah from SC...I found your iMix on iTunes and was really touched so I followed the link on the iMix. I am 14 and got to thinking of what a great kid Lance was! :-) God Bless!
Hannah <Bludawg9942@aol.com>
Seneca, SC USA - Saturday, April 1, 2006 9:46 AM CST
Hi Justine,
I just noticed your iMixes on iTunes for the second time, and this time I thought I would write. I won't pretend to know what you are going through. When my son was born we thought he had Cystic Fibrosis - a genetic disorder which would have virtually guaranteed an untimely death. I almost missed the glory of his first months on Earth because I was so focussed on his death. He turned out just to be a carrier, which has problems of it's own, but I felt like my son had been given back to me. Those months were the bleakest of my entire life. I will continue praying for you.

Bradley Smith <absmiths@mac.com>
- Wednesday, March 29, 2006 1:28 PM CST
Hi Justine. Just wanted to check in to see how your doing!Hope you are keeping well. I'm here if you want to chat. Love to you. X.X
Nicola Peppler <npeppler@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 29, 2006 11:39 AM CST
My heart goes out to you and your family. I have a ten month old son and he is the light of my life. He is my angel and happiness. When I read your website I was reminded to cherish him as much as possible and let the trivial everyday things just go. God bless you.
Arlene Cabana <anfarolan@yahoo.com>
Chicago, Il USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 8:17 PM CST
I came across your website thanks to iTunes. I am so sorry for the loss of your son. May the pain lessen with each day, but not the memories of your son.
Almost two years ago, my three week old nephew died very unexpectedly. The loss of a child is one no one should ever know... If you wish to read about him, his website is www.geocities.com/jenna10948

Dana Lugassy <DLetzter@aol.com>
Monmouth Junction, NJ USA - Monday, March 27, 2006 10:56 PM CST
hi, my name is ben healy, i am 16. i say your iMixes, i just wanted to say i am sorry for your loss. cancer is an amazing and serious disease. i lost my grandfather from cancer a few years back, and its created a rough ripple throughout my family and things havent been the same since. anyway, many prayers.
sincerely, ben healy

Ben Healy
Aurora, Illinois United States of America - Sunday, March 26, 2006 10:24 PM CST
I came across the iMix. So sorry for your loss. May God bless and shine His face down upon you.
Chris Jennings <jennings9900@hotmail.com>
Chestnut HIll, MA - Sunday, March 26, 2006 9:03 PM CST
I came across your mix on iTunes and also have a family member that died recently of neuroblastoma. Your words and song selection speak to the celebration of your son's life and the great pain of our loss. May you have comfort in knowing where he is and the beautiful memories of his life.

God be with you.

Scott Willis <swillis@ameritech.net>
- Saturday, March 25, 2006 10:15 PM CST
I cannot begin to tell you how sorry I am for your terrible loss. I was struck with such emotion when I stumbled upon your iTunes mix and began reading your story. The tears came flowing. You see I share the same birthday (different year) as your son. I also have a highschool classmate that had a 5 year old son sucumb to the same dreadful disease. I felt compelled to write in your guestbook. I can not even begin to imagine the pain of losing a child, especially to see him suffer. I have two sons of my own ages 12 and 14 and the thought of losing one of them is more than I could comprehend. Lance was very blessed to have such a wonderful caring mother. God bless you and stay strong!
Lisa
IA - Saturday, March 25, 2006 7:13 PM CST
Justine, I'm not even sure what to say. I came across your mix on iTunes and started crying when I read how you'd lost your son--- even before I even came to your website (where I cried even more). What a wonderful tribute to him (and to Him). Thank you for raising awareness about this horrible disease, for inspiring parents everywhere (I have a 3 year old son) to hug their children a little tighter, and for sharing such wonderful photos and poems. Please know that complete strangers are praying for you.
God Bless,
Carmen

Carmen Brady <clarabell@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 25, 2006 6:43 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LANCE!!!
=)

Jessica
- Saturday, March 25, 2006 1:39 PM CST
TODAY MY DARLING GRANDSON LANCE, YOU ARE SO MISSED...I DONT THINK I WILL BE EVER, THE SAME..I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU AND LOOK FORWARD TO YOU HELPING ME OVER TO THE OTHER SIDE, FOR I KNOW YOU AND GRANDAD WILL BE THERE FOR ME..
GRAMMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR USA - Saturday, March 25, 2006 11:56 AM CST
Thank you for sharing your beautiful son through both the website and the music you've chosen to memorialize him. You are a brave woman who has faced the hardest pain imaginable. I wish you peace and wonderful memories.
Maryl Blackwell <Maryl_Blackwell@msn.com>
Littleton, CO USA - Friday, March 24, 2006 8:29 AM CST
"Children Don't stop dancing belive you can fly..."

Paolo <paolotarantino@alicposta.it>
Vicenza, Italy - Thursday, March 23, 2006 3:49 PM CST
I came across Lance's website through iTunes. Lance was truly a remarkable and special boy. Thank you so very much for all that you have done to honor Lance and keep his memory alive for all to see. The playlists you have put together in iTunes have helped so many people around the world to come to know your son. They have also helped others in dealing with their own grief of losing a loved one. My girlfriend Sarah was taken away from me at the age of 24 in July of 2004 from leukemia. Though we know our loved ones are in a much better place than here, the pain still remains with us. Your faith and your music playlists have helped me more than you know. Thank you.
Jeffrey <jeffrey@jeffrey.cc>
Orlando, FL USA - Thursday, March 23, 2006 12:17 AM CST
I just got through reading Lance's site and crying. I seem to stumble across things from time to time that remind me that the trivial difficulties of daily life are just that - trivial. When cancer rears its ugly head - whether it is happening to someone you love or you are recounting another's struggle - it shakes you to the core. My love and prayers go out to Lance's family, and a big smile up to Lance as he watches over us, smiling, peacefull, knowing.
Joshua M <joshua54321@gmail.com>
Mesa, AZ - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 8:30 PM CST
I also ran across your ITUNES mix and it just broke my heart. I am sorry for your pain and I pray that a cure is found one day and the suffering will end. Many will find great strength in the pain you have sufferred. Sadly many others will face the same loss and look to you for strength. Thank you for sharing the life of Lance a true hero and inspiration to many.
Kelly <kellymann@grandecom.net>
Waco, TX USA - Monday, March 20, 2006 0:10 AM CST
I came upon your page on itunes. My heart and prayers go out to you. I have a son who was born in June of 1990, and he has had his share of medical problems, had a pin put in his hip in 1996, but thank God, has been healthy since then. When my son first had his problem, they thought it may be bone cancer, and that was scary enough. Now he has begun to start loosing some hair on is head, and they are working him up again. As a mother, you know the dread in waiting! I cried when I saw your list of songs, don't think I will ever hear one of them again without sending a prayer to you and your son in his ferreria in heaven! Hoping God grants you peace and love.
Mary Q <pause1964@yahoo.com>
Cumberland, RI United States - Saturday, March 18, 2006 4:04 PM CST
Found this through iTunes. My God, you are a very strong woman. I have a 2 1/2 year old boy who is simply put, my life. I can't imagine going through what you did, what Lance did. God bless you for sharing. It reminds me of how short of time we may spend on this earth, and it will stay with me forever (what you have shared). It will serve as yet another reminder that life is not about work, or about money, or about "things"... its about love and happiness. Its about family. God Bless You!!!
Chris Cantor
Ladera Ranch, Ca USA - Friday, March 17, 2006 10:35 PM CST
Found you through iTunes. I work in a pediatric hospital and have seen the devastating effects of neuroblastoma. It saddens me whenever I think of a child who has endured this, or any other cancer. I know you'll all find peace through Jesus. Lance will always be with you.
Julie
Stow, OH USA - Friday, March 17, 2006 10:02 PM CST
Lance you truly are, and will always be, amazing. Two and a half years after your passing you are having a profound effect on people. Oh, if only we had the chance to know you. Take good care of your Mom and Dad. Praying for you and your family every day. Dragonflies right buddy? Peace today and everyday Lance.
Sean Doherty <cchmooch@aol.com>
Freehold, NJ USA - Friday, March 17, 2006 7:28 PM CST
Justine,

I saw yor tribute to Lance on itunes. Lance is very lucky to have a Mom like you. I am a father of two boys, ages 6 and 9 and my heart aches for you. I wanted to affirm Lance's faith in Jesus Christ and the Bible. I used to think the Bible was full of nonsense and superstition. Once I began a serious, open minded investigation, my world crashed in around me. Needless to say, I concluded the Bible is indeed the Word of the one true God! Daniel 9, Isaiah 53, and Psalm 22 are just a few of the Old Testament prophecies fulfilled by Christ! Praise God that you will be with Lance again!
"He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away." Revelations 21:4

Casey Eckles

Casey Eckles <caseyandsusan1@yahoo.com>
Westerville, OH - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 9:54 PM CST
Remembering you, Lance, for your 16th Birthday.
Alison Becker <beckerali@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 6:18 PM CST
Hi Justine. I wanted to tell you that you were in my thoughts yesterday. It was also Adams birthday. I'm sure Lance is giving Adam a ride in his ferrari in heaven!!! Love to you.
Nicola <npeppler@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 14, 2006 2:38 PM CST
I found Lance's site through iTunes. I read the pages and cried. I hope his family has found the comfort that they deserve having loved and lost a child. God Bless.
Jody
Griffith, IN USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 11:02 PM CST
16 is Special!
Lance, people from all around the world have come together today, if only in spirit, to all join in and wish you a very Happy 16th Birthday. Your Mother is spending the day reliving so many good memories, including that special day when you were born. For you see Lance, there is nothing stronger in this world than a Mother's Love. It never stops, even when you were called home to be with our Lord. She will always love you, the good memories will never fade, and she will forever hold on to what you and her had together as a mother and son, for nothing can ever take that away, not even pediatric cancer. Happy 16th to one of the finest people who ever had the chance to walk the planet and leave his mark on so many people. Rock on in the heavens, Lance.

Tim & Family
Mesa, AZ. - Monday, March 13, 2006 10:11 PM CST
Hey Lance. Happy 16th birthday in heaven buddy. Your Mom and your family sure do miss you. You and your Mom have brought so many people together and made so many people aware of neuroblastoma. I would bet that you are so proud of her. Keep taking good care of her Lance. Prayers today Justine for you and Lance and your family. Dragonflies.... Peace always
Sean Doherty <cchmooch@aol.com>
Freehold, NJ USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 8:15 PM CST
I stumbled upon your page, Lance, on your birthday after visiting iTunes. Since I don't believe in coincidences (God puts things in our paths!), then I already know God intended for me to "stumble" upon the story of you and your Mom. I teach Catholic school and just finished talking to my students about appreciating your life no matter how hard it can get. I know seeing your website will inspire many children in my classes! I will pray for your Mom and will take comfort knowing you are helping Jesus to watch over us all!
Erika Reynolds <ReynoldsFamily007@comcast.net>
Sana Fe Springs, CA United States - Monday, March 13, 2006 7:00 PM CST
HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY LANCE thinking of you and your mom today. I know my sweet angel is helping you celebrate. Thinking of you Justine
Love Jonel mom to Angel Elijah and Dante <rainygirl73@yahoo.com caringbridge.org/pa/elijahking>
Butler , PA USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 5:05 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LANCE.
Thinking of you today Justine. Hoping today is full of good memories. (((HUGS)))

Love you, Beth <gbd@sympatico.ca>
Ontario, Canada - Monday, March 13, 2006 4:42 PM CST
Happy Birthday Lance! I know that you and Jay are celebrating together. Justine, I think of you often, especially today. Thank you for your support. I will be in touch.

Virginia
www.caringbridge.com/md/jaybarnett

Virginia Barnett <vlm1960@hotmail.com>
Glen Burnie, MD - Monday, March 13, 2006 4:34 PM CST
Happy Heavenly Birthday Lance

We are thinking about you and family... hope Lance and Angel friends are having a wicked party in Heaven

Love Kelly - Mum to Angel Beebo/Jamie
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
www.beebo.info

Kelly - Mum to Angel Beebo <atomicblonde@tsilatnem.eclipse.co.uk>
Teignmouth, Devon United Kingdom - Monday, March 13, 2006 3:29 PM CST
Lance wishing you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY, i'm sure there is one bang up party going on!!!!!!!!!! Justine, i think of you, Lance, and your family so often. You did so much for me, us, you were there and when we needed you most. Lance has a very special MOM. I miss you and our talks. What ever you do today we wish you all good memories, xxxooo
Sweet Hugs From Gma. Gail and Sweet Angel Luke, xxxooo
"Good Ride Cowboy Luke" http://www3.caringbridge.org/oh/lukesweet/

Grandpa Gene and Grandma Gail <gailsweet@zoominternet.net>
Ashland, ohio U.S.A. - Monday, March 13, 2006 1:08 PM CST
Happy Birthday Lance!! We miss you so much!
The Oswald's <jdmmo@comcast.net>
Tualatin, OR USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 10:31 AM CST
Thank you so much for sharing your son's life with us. What an amazing angel you raised!!
Lisa Staehle <hoosierphilly@hotmail.com>
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, March 13, 2006 10:00 AM CST
I just wanted to download a few Sting songs(while my husband and 3 sons are at the park) and next thing I know I'm surrounded by wadded up kleenex! I've cried my way through your son's web page. The photo of the 2 of you is so heart-achingly beautiful. Thank you. You and Lance have reminded me what an amazing gift it is to be a mom and my heart is filled with gratitude.
Erin Dunivin
campbell, CA United States - Sunday, March 12, 2006 4:39 PM CST
I'm reading all of this as I'm sitting and watching my 2 year old son sleep. I cannot even begin to imagine what you have gone through and are going through. I found your music through I-Tunes as well and as I listen to the music, I am reminded to cherish every moment that I have with my son. May God bless you!
Natalie <Natalya_RN@yahoo.com>
Atherton, CA U.S.A. - Sunday, March 12, 2006 2:56 AM CST
God Bless You Guys. I was looking for a Van Morrison song, "Days Like This" on iTunes and found your beautiful memorials. I hope each day you are getting stronger. You and your website touched me.
Kim
Arlington, TX United States - Saturday, March 11, 2006 0:45 AM CST
I was drawn to your imix in itunes - you see I lost my son to a hit and run driver Nov. 6th 2004. Music seems to help even though it makes me cry. Thank you for sharing this website for others.
http://poconopreciouspearls.com/karyn/Mike/
(My son's memory page)

Karen French <karyyn47@yahoo.com>
White Haven, PA USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 4:04 AM CST
I just had a child 3 weeks ago and can't imagine how hard it must be to lose something THAT precious to you. Your crusade to get the word out is inspiring and I am sure your son is as proud of you as can be. Keep fighting the good fight and take care.
Tom G
- Thursday, March 9, 2006 1:13 PM CST
Justine,
THANK YOU. Thank you for sharing Lance's story.
Thank you for reminding me to cherish EVERY moment with my newborn son (3.5 months) and NOT focus on everything that is not so perfect....
My heart aches for you...my thoughts are with you.

A single mom in Phoenix <jen_leigh@sbcglobal.net>
Phoenix, AZ USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 0:59 AM CST
I sometimes wonder if God puts people in our world to give others a shining light in the dark..... a guiding light for others to follow, an angel to give us strength and hope. After reading the website (I got it thru iTunes)....... I believe Lance was one of those people. His story touched me in such a positive way (when I hear stories like Lance it's another example of the power of God and Lance's faith). I have 2 children. You are in my prayers.
bobby p <landman1963@yahoo.com>
lafayette, LA usa - Thursday, March 9, 2006 0:02 AM CST
I was led here through ITUNES after going through your beautiful IMIX. I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I know what you are going through and I have faith that God, Lance, and ANGELS all surround you! GOD BLESS!
Michelle Weber <WICheezeheads@charter.net>
Slinger, WI - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 8:42 PM CST
Justine just wanted you to know you have been on my mind. Still praying for peace.
Love, Jonel mom to Angel Elijah and Dante <rainygirl73@yahoo.com caringbridge.org/pa/elijahking>
butler, pa usa - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 11:19 AM CST
I am so sorry for your terrible loss. I was struck with such emotion upon reading your description in iTunes that I felt compelled to write in your guestbook. I have recently become a father of a little girl and can only now truly appreciate the thought of something happening to anyone’s child, especially my own. Having said that, I want to tell you that your son did not pass in vain, as I and (I’m sure) others will no longer take for granted what it means to be a parent and to have the opportunity to love a child. I’m confident that the proliferation of love, which will spread by all who have learned of your son, will undoubtedly be one of the most treasured contributions to anyone who receives it, including my own daughter. If you could gather all the tears that complete strangers have cried for your son, I’m sure he would have a beautiful river to view from heaven. In a way I suppose that this guest book is such a river.
Kurt Kemling <kurt.kemling@mac.com>
San Jose, CA - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 6:16 PM CST
YOU ARE A VERY SPECIAL PERSON.
JAMES PRYOR <JKPRYOR138@AOL.COM>
NEW YORK, NY USA - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 11:48 AM CST
Hi, My name is Maya and I'm 13 years old. When I was 8 one of my best friends died of cancer. I hadn't really talked about it with others but after listening to your iMix on iTunes I finally really talked about Laura with my mom. I feel so much better. Thank you.
Maya
San Jose, CA California - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 2:50 AM CST
Hi Justine.... Thought I'd stop by and and give you a cyber hug and tell ya I love you. I'm sure with March 13 creeping up, it must be a time of memories.
Much love,
Lisa

Lisa and Justina Korenko <laladedalisa@aol.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Monday, March 6, 2006 10:09 PM CST
I was visiting I-tunes to find songs for my Father's memorial when I came upon your i-mix & Lance's website. It's a beautiful tribute to him - and to you. I am so sorry for your loss, but thank you for sharing Lance's life and legacy with me. I never knew him or you, but am blessed to have learned your story. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and, because of you both, will work harder to appreciate my loved ones each and everyday I have them.
Beth Eifert
Orange Park, fl USA - Monday, March 6, 2006 11:59 AM CST
I am so very sorry for what you have been through. Words can never quite fill the emptiness, I know. My brother is 23 years old and was recently diagnosed with a medulablastoma. His doctor has told him he will die from it. Looking over your website after finding it through iTunes has touched me more than you could ever know. I am going to give this website to my mother so she can see that she can survive if my brother's fight comes to an end. We pray that he will go into remission every day, but it is good to know he will have good company if he should lose the battle. Please remember always that God only takes the children when he has a special plan for them, and I am certain Heaven has another angel watching over you. Best Regards, Nichole
Nichole Johnson <nichole_j@msn.com>
Hesperia, ca USA - Monday, March 6, 2006 6:26 AM CST
Your story really touched me.
I am deeply sorry for your loss and would like to let you know that he was lucky to have such a caring loving mother that still cares for him.

Keep up the good work

Jessica
- Sunday, March 5, 2006 9:18 PM CST
thats great
matt <gamebreaker24_7@yahoo.com>
appleton, wi usa - Sunday, March 5, 2006 2:46 PM CST
Beautiful music. Beautiful man. Wonderful Mum.
Mike Brownlow
Houston, Tx USA - Sunday, March 5, 2006 9:48 AM CST
As most, ITunes has lead me here. My heart, prays and spirit go out to you and your family. Through your music selections, I've felt your pain as well as the love for your child, Lance. In my experience, the sickest children always have the biggest smiles. They truly are extraordinary examples of perseverance and humility.
Curtis P.
Cicero, IL USA - Sunday, March 5, 2006 2:33 AM CST
I am a Pediatric critical care nurse and have cared for many children with Neuroblastoma. My heart breaks for you and all the parents who their children to this and other diseases.
Ruth-Anne B
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Saturday, March 4, 2006 11:23 PM CST
I was linked here through iTunes. I too have an angel son, Ronan Christopher (http://www.geocities.com/caramaea/RonanCRoberts.html). He was born prematurely last January and passed away 23 hours after birth. I cried looking at your site, seeing Lance's pictures and reading all of the poems and song lyrics. Our losses are of a different nature, but the loss of a child is unlike any other pain and we are bonded in that way. Lance looked like a happy child despite his illness. You must still be so proud of him. May he bring you peace in his own way, the way angels often do.
Maggie Roberts <caramaea@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, Nc USA - Saturday, March 4, 2006 10:14 PM CST
I found your site through iTunes. My heart goes out to you, many things in life are hard to understand, like why bad things happen to good people. The fact that you and your son both have a strong faith will help you now and in the future. My thoughts are with you, stay positive even when you just want to crawl into bed and stay there. I am sure that is how he would have wanted it. So when you feel down, pick yourself up . . . . for Lance.
Mark A
Fayetteville, nc United States - Saturday, March 4, 2006 5:11 PM CST
your story was so touching and i am so sorry for your loss. I started crying before i was even halfway through reading it. i got to your site from itunes. thank god for people like you, helping your son be remembered and loved even though he is not here to receive it.
Sarah Jenson
PA USA - Saturday, March 4, 2006 5:10 PM CST
I too have been guided here by your iTunes mix.Lance seemded like an astounding young man, and your loss monumental... but I see that your and Lance's story has touched so many people, and in that way Lance's spirit lives on. I was tearful as I paged through the website, both for your loss and that a sweet 13 year-old-boy had to endure what many adults cannot fathom. Your story has touched my heart, and every time I hear songs that I downloaded from your mix, I will think of a courageous boy and a mother's undying love. Thank you for reminding me that life's journey is not about the destination, but about the path we took and the people that accompanied us.
Kristen
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, March 4, 2006 12:06 AM CST
I'm very touched by your story. I'm an Emergency Physician in Madison, WI and there are times when people leave this earth and I just sit and wonder why now and why today. I hope to continue to guide patients to their purpose in life.
Michael J. Foley, M.D. <mjfoleymd@hotmail.com>
Madison, WI - Saturday, March 4, 2006 3:09 AM CST
Thank You for sharing Lance with us. Thank You for your choice of music and for filling my heart each time I visit Itunes I look for your imix. Your the true meaning of the word GRACE.
kim <shulady@earthlink.net>
minneapolis, minneapolis usa - Friday, March 3, 2006 8:53 PM CST
I too found your site through iTunes. I have a 13 year old son, a 10 year old son and will soon have a 9 year old step son in my life. Our children are our most precious blessings and I send my heartfelt sympathy to you and your family. God bless!
Jory <joryab@yahoo.com>
Media, PA - Friday, March 3, 2006 3:16 PM CST
THIS MY DAUGHTER JUSTINE...SWEET DAUGHTER YOU ARE A SAINT..I AM SO IN AWE OF YOUR PRESENCE WITH THE UNIVERSE..I LOVE YOU CUTIE..MAMA
MAMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR USA - Friday, March 3, 2006 11:29 AM CST
I was looking at some songs that reminded me of my middle school years (1999-2001) and came across your iMix on iTunes. I had to see the website. I just started balling. I'm so sorry. God bless you for having such a wonderful attitude. Your strength is something I emulate.
Nate Orloff <nato64@mac.com>
Orange, CA United States - Friday, March 3, 2006 2:30 AM CST
I ended up at Lance's site while surfing around one night. I checked out some of the music on itunes, followed your suggestion of visiting the site and ended up crying at my laptop. I cannot imagine the pain of losing your child. I, too, have a son who, in 2 short years, has become the center of my universe. May God bless you and your family.
Maggie <magsitis@hotmail.com>
New Milford, CT United States - Thursday, March 2, 2006 11:00 PM CST
Justine,
We are very proud of your effort to spread the word and rise the level of awareness in the hopes of eventually finding a cure for this terrible disease. You have been
extremely creative here, and I hope that it will continue
to shine on your cause.

With Love,
Aunt Jeanette

Jeanette Andersen <aglny@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades, CA USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 9:38 PM CST
Touching article in the Washington Post.
Fred <fred@hotmail.com>
brookeville, md usa - Thursday, March 2, 2006 9:31 PM CST
I found your link form iTunes and am now sitting here with tears in my eyes. We never know God's plans for us but He apparently had plans for your angel Lance to be with Him. God blessed you for 13 years with one of his angels on earth - now that angel is looking down on you and smiling.
Chris Blaum <cjblaum@hotmail.com>
Ashland, VA USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 7:49 PM CST
Dear Justine,
I am so proud of you for your creative efforts toward sharing important information about neuroblastoma, and putting your thoughts into musical memories. They are beautiful, as you are. I hope your efforts to produce a concert on behalf of more research on neuroblastoma becomes a dream come true. There are many artists and groups who care, and hopefully one of them will see the article in yesterday's Washington Post (Mar 1, 2006) and get in touch.
I love you.

Jude <mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades, CA USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 4:26 PM CST
Dear Ms. Justine Saylors, I read about you and Lance's story on washingtonpost.com and it brought tears to my eyes. You see I also lost my son (5 yrs old) Christopher to neuroblastoma in 2003 (July 14). He aslo was a fighter and went through so much to try and beat this disease including chemo, radiation, surgery at Memorial Sloan Kettering. I miss him so very much. There is not a day that I don't greive for him and that my heart doesn't ache. May God Bless you and give you Peace.
Anthony C. Greene <anthonycgreene@gmail.com>
Grand Rapids, MI - Thursday, March 2, 2006 2:39 PM CST
WOW!!!! Thank God for what your doing Justine. This is going to help so many others, and I see God's hand in helping provide you peace and strength thru this time. Lance was a special angel who continues to spread his joy and love to others.
My love and upmost admiration,
Dick

Dick Woolley <rgwoolley@comcast.net>
Durham, Or USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 12:41 AM CST
I read the article on the Washington Post website and thought I would recommend a few songs for your playlist. I listened to them constantly when my grandmother passed away. The two songs that I played over and over again then were "Brokedown Palace" and "Spark" by the Wild Colonials. Some other songs that I hope you'll find cathartic:

"Hallelujah" by Jeff Buckley
"Waiting on an Angel" by Ben Harper
"To Miss Someone" by Maria McKee
"Shelter" and "Hold You In My Arms" by Ray LaMontagne
"How to Fight Loneliness" by Wilco
"Bright Smile" by Josh Ritter
"A Break in the Clouds" by the Jayhawks
"Don't Worry Honey, Everything's Gonna Be Alright" by Anders Parker
"When I Cross Over" by Tift Merritt

Take care.



C. Goodwin <rojaleo@juno.com>
Festus, MO 63028 - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 11:09 PM CST
I am so touched by the music that I came across in the loving memory of your son Lance. I couldn't fight the tears just listening to the music in his memory. I lost my brother, Travis at the young age of 23 in an automobile accident and I find peace through music. Although he has been away for almost 18 years, I think of him each and every day. Thanks for sharing such beautiful songs.

Love and Peace,

Ryan

Ryan <ryansc32@aol.com>
Rancho Cordova, CA US - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 10:32 PM CST
Justine,

Once again I was on ITunes after previously finding your website through Itunes on Feb 10th. I was searching for a new song that was just released and saw "Missing my Son Lance 5" I knew right away it was your playlist.

Went to your website again & read through the additional guests that have signed your guestbook since the last time I was there. Noticed people were also stating they saw your article on the Washington Post. Read the article & was once again moved by your story.

I know God led me to your article since it was just released today and led me to your playlist once again, so I decided to make donation on your site. It wasn't much but I hope it helps in some small way.

Still thinking of you and your son. Thank you for helping us all remember how valuable our loved ones are. May God always bring you peace.

Jacky & Don <jackym23@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 10:18 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. Your story is truely inspring and makes me want to do something about all the pain in the world. Your story has brough my family and I closer together, thank you so much.
Jacob Graham <ohmycheese264@hotmail.com>
CA USA - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 9:54 PM CST
Thank you for sharing your tribute. I wept and wept reading your story and listening to your songlist. I'll hug my son a moment longer today. God bless.
Rebecca Bobrowsky
Walnut Creek, CA - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 9:47 PM CST
Sometimes we end up in places in our lives that are unexpected. I know Carla who miscarried and I miscarried shortly after her. I downloaded her playlist and remember what a difference it was. Sometimes you know the pain is there but need help letting go and giving up being so strong... music is the remedy to my soul to let go. I am so sorry for your loss. My heart aches for you and for your son. Know that I will embrace my children longer and stronger because of your story. Hugs and Love your way.
Dana Scott <MCDowellD@aol.com>
St. Petersburg, FL USA - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 9:20 PM CST
I'm very sorry about your loss but from the person that you are I believe that you will perserver in this tough time


with all do respect

jim
- Wednesday, March 1, 2006 8:24 PM CST
i found your page through the washington post and just wanted to say that you are in my prayers, and i think it is wonderful that you honor your son the way you do. may god be with you
j.hale
- Wednesday, March 1, 2006 8:15 PM CST
What a perfect way to keep your son's memory alive -- through music -- the stuff of angels.
Chloe
- Wednesday, March 1, 2006 7:21 PM CST
I read the article in the Washington Post and I was touched by the way that you chose to remember your son. As a teacher, I know that children are truly gifts from God. Take comfort in knowing that your son is with his maker, and that he suffers no more. May God continue to bless you and may his face always shine upon you.
angelique <lique36@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 1, 2006 7:13 PM CST
I found your site today through the washington post article. Being the mother of a son who experienced pediatric cancer and is three years out from the end of treatment, I guess I just found your story at once beautiful and painful--knowing how those days come and go when you don't know what's in store and it's hard to have faith and it seems so unfair to see your poor little one (and all the others surrounding him) have to experience the pain and anxiety associated with fighting such a serious illness. I just cried and cried because I recognize those feelings and how you have all these conflicting emotions about appreciating every moment and hating the roller coaster ride and trying to just hold up not for yourself but for your sick child and the other children and all the people that are struck with their own grief at the illness of your child.

But you have remained a source of inspiration and comfort and empathy for so many others. It is amazing the power of a shared experience that you never could have imagined it touching so many. I hope these days as we approach Spring give you increasing peace and the love of your precious boy gives you strength during those moments when you feel you may not have any left.

elysa <elysa.bryant@yale.edu>
west haven, ct usa - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 2:45 PM CST
Thank you for sharing your, amazing beautiful son with us. If Lance was born with a big smile, it was because he knew what a loving mom he would have! I hope the words of others in this guestbook has given you comfort and strength. Keep sharing how you are doing please.
Debbie Tresselt <kdatresselt@hotmail.com>
Clinton, WA 98236 - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 2:36 PM CST
Thanks for all you're doing to raise awareness of pediatric neuroblastoma. One of my 4th graders was fighting it, died 2 years ago. As a mom, I can't begin to fathom your pain; you've reminded me how precious the time we have with our kids really is. Thank you again, and much love from one mom to another.
Heidi Haines <hhaines@dock.net>
Ventura, CA 93004 - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 12:56 AM CST
Heard of you through Washingtonpost.com and iTunes. Sad story, I can only imagine your pain. God knew you and your family are strong. Might I recomend System of a Down's song Loney Day? Very beautiful song.
Joe Matt <josephmatt@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 1, 2006 11:29 AM CST
I was guided to your website through the article in the Washingtonpost.com. I think the way you are keeping Lance's memory alive is truly beautiful.
Kate <madsenk1@nationwide.com>
OH - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 11:19 AM CST
I was guided to your website thru itunes. Let me say how deeply I mourn for your loss. It is never easy seeing our children go on to heaven before us. I lost a stepson age 13 three years ago and to this day it is still hard to believe he is not with us anymore. The pain never goes away but to ease it I constantly remember his smile, his personality and what a big heart he had filled with love for those in his life. With deepest sympathy...I keep you (the parents) Lance and all the Little Angels who have gone on before us in my prayers.
Lyn
Brooklyn, NY - Tuesday, February 28, 2006 8:45 PM CST
I'm another person who found out about Lance and his family through iTunes.

My heart goes out to you, I hope with time that your pain will lesson somewhat Justine, and be drowned out by the memories of the happy times you shared with your son. He was obviously a very brave child, and although I'm not religious in any regular sense I am sure that he's free of pain and in a better place now.

My best thoughts are with you.

Sunil Rodger
St Andrews, -- Scotland - Tuesday, February 28, 2006 2:18 PM CST
Justine,
my son found your website and we just want to say we are truly and deeply sorry to hear about your son, Lance... May God be with you and yours.

Lorraine <lrainey1219@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 27, 2006 7:34 PM CST
I, too, found your site through Itunes. Six months ago I had my first child (a son) at the age of 40. Not until then did I realize that I had not been truly 'alive'. Now I know what it means to love someone with ALL of my heart. I also know that I accept the possibility of losing him. But every second that I am with him is a blessing from God. You have touched many people and done Lance a great service by showing everyone how much you love him and how special he is. Those of us who truly love, truly live life. May God continue to bless you greatly and may we all rest easy knowing that we will see Him someday.
Steve Fonke <sfonke@earthlink.net>
Willow Spring, NC USA - Monday, February 27, 2006 0:58 AM CST
God led me to your website, I have no doubt. Here I am planning for a trip to Portland, OR, of all places and I was downloading some music for the trip. I am traveling with my wife and young son who I love so very much. I think you know of the love I am talking about. In fact I am sure of it. It can only be understood by a parent. I will pray for you each and everyday from this day forward. Even if it's just a quick remembrance of the time I shared the love on your website. I am inspired by your courage and strength. Godbless you Justine. May he bring you peace.
Michael Lamoureux <Lamoureux2@cox.net>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Monday, February 27, 2006 0:13 AM CST
You are an amazing women and I hope the best for you and your family
Stephanie <Butterflysxoxo@yahoo.com>
Carson , nv carson - Sunday, February 26, 2006 10:49 PM CST
God Bless you
Brandon Seal <seal4@fsuimail.ferris.edu>
- Sunday, February 26, 2006 10:19 PM CST
I came here after seeing your imix on itunes. God bless you and your family, and know that one day you'll be in the arms of your wonderful son again. This page has touched me tremendously and the songs that you have here are beautiful and special. Thank you for sharing your story with all of us. God Bless!
Elise <callmelissie@msn.com>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Sunday, February 26, 2006 10:05 PM CST
I saw your mix on iTunes, I've been so touched by Lance and his story. Good luck with everything.
Natasha Thomas
Berlin, Germany - Saturday, February 25, 2006 3:31 PM CST
Found the website thru seeing your mix on itunes. I hope you know how many people have been touched by Lance just thru reading what you wrote. You will see him again someday!!
Sarah
syracuse, ny usa - Saturday, February 25, 2006 1:40 PM CST
Justine,
My heart aches for you and all you have been through... May God keep you strong and help you to smile.
Love,
Rachel
www.caringbridge.org/or/rachel

Rachel <RNCrowthers@aol.com>
Hillsboro, OR - Saturday, February 25, 2006 12:47 AM CST
I am without words. Only in amazement can I read your words and listen to the songs you've selected for Lance. A mother's love for her child is understood by very few, save those mothers. My heart is so heavy, I cannot understand how you've carried on. May the Sun find your face each day.
Donna Chick <devcordj@aol.com>
Newmarket, NH USA - Friday, February 24, 2006 11:46 PM CST
Your iTunes mixes are really great and such a wonderful tribute to your little boy. My mother died of leukemia on 2/1/04 and a song that touched me deeply during that time was Annie Lennox 'Into the West'. Put your headphones on, turn it up loud, and feel it.
Kristi
Zionsville, IN USA - Friday, February 24, 2006 2:47 PM CST
I was visiting itunes tonight searching for rock and roll music for my five-year-old son, William. He wants to have his own band. I came upon your music and I am so sad for your loss. Because of you, I will hold my children a little tighter tonight. Your pain and loss has touched me. While there are tears in my eyes right now, I am uplifted by the love that has been expressed through this site. I wish you peace.
Amy
- Thursday, February 23, 2006 11:18 PM CST
I'm not very religious,and I'm not praying, but my thoughts are with your son, I'm sorry for the loss. There's also 2-3 songs i'd reccomend for your iMix, they're all Foo Fighter songs, one is called, Best of You, the other, Times Like these, and the third is My Hero, I suggest you look up the name of the songs instead of the band name, so you don't have to go searching through their albums.
Tyronne
Manhattan, New Jersey U.S.A - Thursday, February 23, 2006 9:09 PM CST
Touching, I can relate, kind of, my father has ALS, and he can't walk, eventually, he won't be able to move at all, or breathe or talk on his own. So, I guess I can relate.
DB
Queens, NY United states of america - Thursday, February 23, 2006 9:02 PM CST
I am so moved by your webpage. It brought me to tears, like nothing else. I dont like to admit that I cried, but I can't not admit this one. My uncle has cancer of the bone marrow. It is really funny to see him bald, but it really saddens me to see him not be able to do some of the most normal things, like walk. I hope he gets better. It makes me feel really good to know that there are some genuinely loving people out there, like you Justine. I just wanted to let you know that all will be fine if you just have faith. Most everyone knows someone that has some sort of cancer, and it really brings out the best in people. Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you, and that you both are in my prayers.
Reed
- Thursday, February 23, 2006 8:27 PM CST
Hi, I found your son's page through ITUNES like most people. I love your imixes. They express so much sorrow, and so much joy over the life you shared with your son. I lost a loved one to cancer and I miss her very much. These songs make me think of her too. Your son's web page is beautiful and I believe it to be a fitting rememberance to his life!
Sean Stepro
Carson City, NV USA - Thursday, February 23, 2006 11:59 AM CST
Found your page thru itunes and sympathize with what you are going thru. I have had two children with pediatric cancer (ALL and burkitts). They both survived but at the same time a good friend lost her daughter to ALL. Wish you the best and love the memorial itunes mixes.
Dan Traugh
Pittsburgh, PA United States - Wednesday, February 22, 2006 11:32 AM CST
Thank you so much for sharing your son with us though music.
Christopher Cole
New York, NY USA - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 4:14 PM CST
Thank you for sharing. I too found Lance's memorial page through iTunes. I am touched and blessed by knowing more about this wonderful boy and his amazing Mother. God Bless you.
Orlando Flores <orlandoflores22@hotmail.com>
Fullerton, CA USA - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 1:57 PM CST
What an incredibly beautiful tribute and what a sad loss. I am crying as I write this; I can't even begin to imagine the pain you have felt and will always continue to feel. I KNOW Lance must be smiling down on you and loving you even more for continuing such touching devotion to him. I saw this on iTunes and am so glad I did - it helps bring me back to reality and realize that my 2 are very precious and to cherish every possible moment, something sometimes very hard to do as a single mom with 2 under 5. Thank you for sharing and helping anyone who comes across this to take a moment to be grateful for what they have. You are an incredible mom and person.
Elizabeth <GirlTalkNews@aol.com>
Denton, TX USA - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 12:53 AM CST
Justine, I stumbled across your itunes list, and saw your sons website. I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my older and only brother 2 months ago after a 5 year battle to brain cancer. He was 42. Your sons b-day is a day after mine, and he was born the same year as my oldest daughter. He was in California and I live in the seattle area. My brother always loved kids and wanted me to use his illness to help kids, I was looking for a certain song for my dauhter on itunes (she is in mexico on a mission this week) and came across your list. Thanks for posting it!
Shari Krick <sharikrick@yahoo.com>
Kenmore, WA United States - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 12:22 AM CST
Justine,
i don't think I signed this, but the tears are flowing and I know how painful this will be forever. I just send my love and prayers......

Dana Brown <Dana1osu@aol.com>
Klamath Falls, Ohio United States - Monday, February 20, 2006 7:04 PM CST
I was very touched by Lance's story. I saw the link on iTunes. You are so lucky to have loved and appreciated so much in a lifetime. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.
Amy <amy1mojo@hotmail.com>
San Antonio, Texas USA - Monday, February 20, 2006 4:14 PM CST
I love your son
Zak Batstone
Montara , CA USA - Monday, February 20, 2006 2:23 PM CST
He is eternally a perfect and beautiful soul. You do him great honor with your love and music on Itunes. You may want to add
"Let Them In Peter" by John Gorka which is as gentle and sweet as Lance. I wish you peace.

Glen <cleatscrea@aol.com>
Los Angeles, ca usa - Monday, February 20, 2006 12:42 AM CST
I just wanted to say that its not easy going through the things that you guys have gone through. But through the help of others, you have risen from the dark to help lance into the light, even though i never met lance, i still feel a spot in my heart that cared for him. So to his parents and others, take life day by day because you never know.
David Hampton <Tennessee144@yahoo.com>
Fishers, In United States - Sunday, February 19, 2006 6:09 PM CST
I run across Lance's web page address on iTunes. I have a nephew who is just a few weeks younger than your son (will be 16 on 3/30/06) and I know I would go crazy if he was not here with me. I am not a parent so I cannot know how you must feel losing a child but is pretty evident in your writings. Just know that Lance is smiling down on you from heaven. I do believe in guardian angels and know that he will always be yours forever. God Bless you always.
Jenny
- Sunday, February 19, 2006 4:39 PM CST
I am so very sorry for your heartache and pain. But you know Lance still lives......in your heart, mind and soul. And of course the music and website. The music through iTunes brought me to the website. Just the songs themselves are beautiful, but after visiting your website, they bring new meaning. I have five beautiful children and couldn't imagine losing one of them. May God's Hand rest upon you and give you comfort.
God Bless........

Brenda <mortoggsgal@aol.com>
Carey, Oh USA - Sunday, February 19, 2006 1:02 PM CST
I just listened to many clips on your list of songs for Lance on iTunes and of course I was led to your website which then led me to tears. I hope you've realized that you've keep his spirit alive thru music... thanks for sharing his story.

Chris <christophervalle@gmail.com>
union city, CA usa - Saturday, February 18, 2006 8:57 PM CST
"weep with those that weep and rejoice with those that rejoice"
your brothers and sisters in Christ are with you in thought and prayer.
God bless,
Steve

steven
alpharetta, GA USA - Saturday, February 18, 2006 8:09 PM CST
I ran across your imix on itunes. Your story and Lance's bright smile brought me to tears. As the mother of a smiling nine year old son, I can't imagine your pain. Your tribute is beautiful.
E'Lisha
- Saturday, February 18, 2006 7:16 PM CST
My prayers are with you. After viewing your site, I am clinging to my kids and thanking God for the time I have with them.
Mike Delis
Aurora, OH - Saturday, February 18, 2006 6:17 PM CST
Being a new father, I cannot imagine watching my child suffer, let alone holding them while they pass on. Your story is moving, and makes me appreciate even more the joy that my daughter brings to my life every day. You are in my prayers. Thank you for your braveness.
Peter
Englewood, CO USA - Friday, February 17, 2006 11:41 PM CST
Dear Justine, I am 9 yrs. old , but it makes me sad to hear your story. It kind of makes me a little scared, too. My mom taught me to always trust in the lord and be grateful for the little things in life. She showed me this website. I will pray for you and your family. Good Luck. A Little Girl Who Cries For You, Valerie.
Valerie <glorianino5@aol.com>
Mission, Tx. USA - Thursday, February 16, 2006 10:13 PM CST
As I sit here in my house, typing away with tears in my eyes, I can only imagine the extreme and unbearable pain you must still be feeling. I am a 27 yr. old mother of three. I pray that God will bring closure and healing in your life, Justine. The website was sad, but very inspiring. It has made a profound impact on me. I admire your strength. Keep faith in the Lord for he will never abandon you, even though it may seem like it at times. It's beautiful to see how you've kept his memory alive.Best wishes and stay strong. A Christian, Caring Friend-Gloria!
Gloria Nino <glorianino5@aol.com>
Mission, Tx. USA - Thursday, February 16, 2006 9:56 PM CST
I found this site, thanks to Itunes. Its kind of funny how music can remind you of someone, isnt it? I lost one of my best friends, a four year old named Grace a year ago on the 22nd. Thank you for showing me that its ok to miss someone and love them still. Estas en mi oraciones. (you are in my prayers- for always) :)
Beca
- Thursday, February 16, 2006 6:09 PM CST
I saw you iMix on iTunes and your story really touched me. I wish the best of luck to you and your family. Your in my prayers.
Jon <prettz@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 16, 2006 6:08 PM CST
Just a quick note from someone surfing on Itunes - you and your son's story touched me. Thanks for reminding me what's so important in this world. Best of luck to you.
withheld
- Thursday, February 16, 2006 5:44 PM CST
Wow - one of the most touching memorials I have ever read. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts, your songs, your memories, your child. My heart is breaking for you. May he rest in peace, and may you always seek comfort in memories. God bless.
Dona <dona1tom@yahoo.com>
Freehold, NJ USA - Thursday, February 16, 2006 10:31 AM CST
My daugter and I were listening to itunes songs when we found your list. I almost lost her 8 years ago to Bacterial Meningitis. The illness caused some damage, but we are very grateful that God thought we could deal with that. We are very sorry for your loss. I am glad you have found a way to keep his memory so vibrantly alive. Thank you for the beautiful list and for sharing his story.
The Ball Family <elkmtn@mchsi.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 11:26 PM CST
My heart breaks as my face smiles... I lost my Dad a year and a half ago, and the paradox of joy for his current state and agony of remembering and wanting him here is brought back to the front of my mind. I weep with you, and I share in your expectation of seeing your loved one again. :o)

God bless...

Jon Berry <ultimatejb@bluebottle.com>
Auburn, ME U.S.A. - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 9:00 AM CST
I just want to say how great a parent you are and how special a person your son was!! My son is 2 years old and as a new parent i just happen to see your I tunes list on the internet and it deeply touched me. I hope you always will keep this love in your heart as we as parents always do for our precious loved ones!! I wish you god bless!!
The Rees Family (John, Karla, Jillian and Jackson)
In Macau, China

John Rees
Macau, China - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 2:47 AM CST
Oh my gosh, I am deeply sorry for your loss. My brother is ten years old and is mentally retarded also, and i never realized that he could be gone in a second. i go to a christian school even though my parents are not saved. you have amazing strength to live through this. best wishes. LJ Rice, age 13
LaurenJean <lj_rice@hotmail.com>
CA USA - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 0:09 AM CST
When I saw your pictures, and Lances, and read the poems and song excerpts, it was just too overwhelming. I am really sorry for your loss. I understand that there is no comfort for you in saying that he is in a better place. Not only does he seem like a wonderful, lively, special boy, but you like an incredible, loving mother. I have two boys...I try to cherish every day and moment I spend with them. I hope your heart will heal in time. Your sharing Lances story is very big and admirable of you. Inspiring.I am sure he had a lot from you.
Alexandra van der Putten Gonzalez <avangonz@racsa.co.cr>
San Jose, Costa Rica - Monday, February 13, 2006 9:20 PM CST
Justine, I want to thank you for expressing so much love and devotion to Lance. I recognize and understand the unfathomable love you have for your son. I have two beautiful children and I want to thank you and Lance for reminding me how very precious each moment is that I share with them. I try to not take them for granted, but through sharing your experiences, you have reminded me once again.I am so sorry for your loss, but more than that- for Lances years of pain and suffering. Thank you Itunes for guiding me here. I am going to show my son Brandon, Lance's website. I bet he would like to sign your guestbook.
Respectfully, Shiloh
Proud Mama of Brandon and Alea

Music has always been one of my greatest passions and my children both love it as well. Thanks for sharing your heartfelt Imixes.

Shiloh <shiloh@lynden.com>
Anchorage, AK USA - Monday, February 13, 2006 3:30 PM CST
I won't pretend to be able to imagine your sadness in the passing of Lance, but I hope the many genuine caring responses have brought you some measure of peace and comfort.

May God bless you abundantly.

Matt N
Dallas, TX United States - Monday, February 13, 2006 0:34 AM CST
Hey, thanks a lot for sharing this page on iTunes. I'm not usually the kind of guy to cry over the death of someone, but this child of yours was really special, and I can tell that just from this website. Thanks so much for the music and the website.
Jon <jon19380@yahoo.com>
West Chester, PA USA - Sunday, February 12, 2006 11:18 PM CST
I can't imagine what you've been through. Thanks for sharing the music on iTunes.
Ruth <auntieruthie@msn.com>
Columbia, MD USA - Sunday, February 12, 2006 3:40 PM CST
I hope people will learn from your experience to treasure every moment with their children and to never take them for granted.
Though I know your life is forever changed, it will be as it once was in time.
Thank you.

Stacey <sstrange@mimms.org>
GA - Sunday, February 12, 2006 10:20 AM CST
What a beautiful boy. Its so clear that he was his mom's life. I pray for peace for her and some happiness for her too as the years go by. I'm sure she deserves it.
Tammy Barnett <rmb-atty@pacbell.net>
San Diego, CA San Diego - Sunday, February 12, 2006 1:57 AM CST
Thankyou
Raymond
Evanston, IL USA - Saturday, February 11, 2006 7:48 AM CST
My parents lost thier son to cancer when he was 2 years old. Although, I have not experienced the pain a parent(s) feels when they lose a child but my heart goes out to you. I believe that your son and my brother are playing together in heaven. Can't wait until the day we all reunite with our heavenly Father up above.
Carrie
- Friday, February 10, 2006 11:05 PM CST
We were also directed to your website through ITunes. We were very touched by your son's story and are very sorry for your loss. We would like to share the song "I'll be there" By The Escape Club with you. May God Bless you & peace be with you.
Jacky & Don <jackym23@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Friday, February 10, 2006 10:57 PM CST
I also found your this site through Itunes. I lost my closest friend to breast cancer just weeks ago Dec.18, 2005. She was my Mom. The reason I am telling you this is because I am really missing her today and I was at the Itunes music store searching for some comfort. You see for my Mom and I music was a big part of our relationship. We would sometimes communicate using music. So I think what you are doing is sooo great with your Itunes mixes. You gave me comfort. What a nice tribute. Your son must be so proud to have you for a Mom. I thank you. Take care---Jesse (Boston, MA.)
I will share my Mom with you below is a link.

http://www.zippyvideos.com/2550813063183706/mom_montage_web/original

Jesse
- Thursday, February 9, 2006 0:47 AM CST
I came to this page through itunes, and I've been reading your journal. I am floored by the pain you and Lance have suffered, and encouraged that you have found a way to survive. I am a medical student doing cancer research, and I spend most of my time marvelling at how complicated and difficult cancer is from a scientific and clinical point of view, but I can't even imagine what it is like for those who are afflicted with these diseases. Thank you for giving me even the smallest window into what you and Lance went through in facing his neuroblastoma. Lance was very strong, and so are you. I hope for only peace and comfort for your family.
Ralph Vatner <rvatner@hotmail.com>
Farmington, CT USA - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 11:18 PM CST
I was looking for songs from itunes and saw your imix. My husband and I are just now starting to try and have a family. Your story totally touched me and I just wanted you to know how sorry I am for you. Your son seemed amazing and beautiful. You are blessed to have had him. I hope to have a child I can be that proud of someday soon. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. You are never alone.
Jennifer Sancya <ualjetlagged@yahoo.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 10:56 PM CST
I got to your site through iTunes. I just wanted to say that I am two years to the day younger than Lance (I was born March 13, 1992) and I see how horrible cancer is. I know a few people that have died from cancer, and also know my grandpa who survived cancer, but I never realized that someone my age could die from cancer. I became older than he was at the time he died in October 2005, and I now know that I have to cherish every second of life I have after then because I now know someone who didnt't make it that far.
Christopher Lazo
- Wednesday, February 8, 2006 7:49 PM CST
I, too, was directed to your beautiful site through iTUNES. What an impact and an inspiration you have had to so many people! God took my true love, my boyfriend David, in a car wreck on his way to see me in November. The songs you shared and the smiling photos of your son have reminded me that I am not the only one grieving or in so much pain. God bless you. Remember: we will see them again some day!!
Sayre <sayrehoney@hotmail.com>
Raleigh, NC - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 6:41 PM CST
I'm another iTunes friend. Peace be with you. I will carry the love I gathered from your website with me as i move through this day. I am inspired to live and love deeply. I especially like your last picture with Lance.
Missy
Columbus, Oh USA - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 12:20 AM CST
I Have found your site through itunes, what a wonderful gift you have of expressing your grief and celebrating the life of your beautiful son.As I read your website tributes and poems I wept. And as I wept, my son who was born a month after yours came into the room, I looked at him with such gratitude, love and thankfulness that I have him near me. Thanks for the reminder.
Bridgett Pierson <bbehanpierson@yahoo.com>
Clawson, Mi usa - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 10:03 PM CST
My heart is with you. I also lost a son Jordon when he was 10 to Adrenoluekodystrophy. I am sure he has found a friend in heaven in your son. www.jordonfund.org
Marguerite <marguerite@realty1st.com>
Roseville, Ca US - Monday, February 6, 2006 10:49 AM CST
Thank you for sharing your son with me.
Rae
Cloquet, MN US - Sunday, February 5, 2006 8:56 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss, may you find peace and happiness and love here on Earth. God bless you and your family.
Jenn Foster
Glenview, IL - Sunday, February 5, 2006 8:10 PM CST
This is a very touching story.I cried when I was looking at his page. I am very sorry for you and your family's loss. :(. I have a feeling that he is watching you everyday from the wonderful place called Heaven.
Sara Mcauley
Annapolis, MD United States - Sunday, February 5, 2006 2:56 PM CST
What a wonderful way to share your son's life with others. Thank you for touching my heart.
Jason Strand
Casper, WY USA - Saturday, February 4, 2006 11:38 PM CST
P.S. Happy Belated Groundhog Day!!!
Dan B <tenpoints@verizon.net>
- Saturday, February 4, 2006 10:30 PM CST
The iMixes and this websiteare beautiful tributes to Lance. You have reached so many people through them.
Daniel Amos Becker <tenpoints@verizon.net>
Saline, MI USA - Saturday, February 4, 2006 10:24 PM CST
Hi, my name is cami. i saw your page through itunes, and i'd just like to tell you how sincerely sorry i am. i lost a friend to cancer this past april, and honestly, it's hard to go a day without missing her. i never got to say goodbye. i'm glad lance and olivia are in heaven together.
Cami <covergirl2365@hotmail.com>
Ohio USA - Saturday, February 4, 2006 1:31 PM CST
Through itunes, I stumbled upon your tribute and website. We too are Christians, and while I can't even imagine the pain you have and continue to experience (we have a 9 year old daughter), I can tell you that I remain overwhelmingly convinced of God's love through His Son. Lance is with our Father, and you will see Lance again. (See Romans 8:38)

Stay in the Spirit---I know things will get better, only because of our faith and His love.

mark chmiel <chmiel29@optonline.net>
chappaqua, NY USA - Saturday, February 4, 2006 9:31 AM CST
I sit here with my eyes filled with tears. I am so very, very sorry for your unfathomable loss. My heart goes out to you.

Your loss is Heaven's gain. Lance was obviously a very special boy. You were blessed to have him, even for such a short time.

This world is so cruel at times. Why is it that those whom we love so dearly must leave us? Why must they be taken who are pure of heart and who are a source of such joy to all who know them?

I'm sorry, Lance's Mom. God bless you. You know without doubt that you will be reunited with Lance, and then there will be no more goodbyes, don't you? I know you do.

Tom


Tom Johnson
- Saturday, February 4, 2006 7:17 AM CST
itunes led me here um im sorry bout ur son im 13 so i know cuz my cousin died so um sorry
spencer
- Friday, February 3, 2006 4:06 PM CST
I'm in school right now to become a registered nurse. I've always loved children, but it took me a while to find my other passion, until I realized that it was nursing. After finding out very recently a very dear friend had stage 4 cancer, I really knew that oncology was what I had to do to help others. If I can help and change one person's life, I will be fulfilled. Everyday I am more and more excited to embark on my journey to helping people with this horrible disease, and make their lives better however I can.
Kari
- Friday, February 3, 2006 2:45 PM CST
ITunes led me here. "He's My Son" by Mark Schultz is a powerful song in our lives as I am sure it is in yours. We are blessed to still have our son with us. He suffered from a kidney disease as a infant and we lived the words of this song. By the grace of God, Bryce made it through those days and was transplanted Aug 1998 at 18 months old. Everyday I thank God for him. I also know that tomorrow could be the day that rejection sets in an puts us back.

You story, your photos, your journals, all remind us of the powerful love a parent has for a child. I treasure everyday with Bryce, and today I pray for Lance and you family.

Nic Bordelon <nicbordelon@cox.net>
Greenwell Springs, LA USA - Thursday, February 2, 2006 8:16 PM CST
Im am so sorry about lance. God bless you!!!! I heard about you from itunes
matt
- Thursday, February 2, 2006 7:47 PM CST
Lance's site is beautiful.....and full of love. My heart aches for you; as a mother who also is learning to incorporate the loss of a son into this life of the living. I'm on i-tunes (probably too much) in search of solace and meaning of this loss and was greatful to find your i-mix. Have you listened to Eva Cassidy? She died at a young age after a battle with bone cancer. She has a couple songs that have been sustaining after Dustin died: Autumn Leaves, Aint' No Sunshine and Time After Time. Of course, there's always Without You by Harry Nilsson and Cry to Me by Freddie Scott.
Your bravery and thoughtfulness in sharing your son Lance with the world are admirable. You and Lance will be forever in my heart.

Jacqueline Zarek <jzarek@comcast.net>
Maplewood, MN United States - Wednesday, February 1, 2006 1:40 AM CST
What such a wonderful site to see. I sit here and have looked at it many times and still cry every time. Drew was born in 1990. Not like that should make a difference, but I am sure he was like Drew. So..I understand your pain. I couldn't take it. Love and think of you often.
Dana Brown <Dana1OSU@aol.com>
Klamath Falls, OR United States - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 1:24 PM CST
I came across Lance's page today because I was searching for songs on iTunes- for David Gray, specifically. I was really touched by the songs you selected, the mixes you made and by this website. We lost someone in our family too to neuroblastoma.

Your site is beautiful. Lance is beautiful, and so are you.

From one Mom to another, my hugs to you.

Laurie

Laurie <Laurie2998@aol.com>
Rochester Hills, MI USA - Monday, January 30, 2006 9:16 PM CST
I came across Lance's page today because I was searching for songs on iTunes- for David Gray, specifically. I was really touched by the songs you selected, the mixes you made and by this website. We lost someone in our family too to neuroblastoma.

Your site is beautiful. Lance is beautiful, and so are you.

From one Mom to another, my hugs to you.

Laurie

Laurie <Laurie2998@aol.com>
Rochester Hills, MI USA - Monday, January 30, 2006 9:12 PM CST
Justine as I look at your guestbook so many people have been touched by Lance. I know that I have been. I hope that there are others out there who will be moved to join the fight against Neuroblastoma and pediatric cancer and raise the funds necessary to do the research to stop the monster. Lance will always be in your heart forever. I know that Angel Lance has been at work helping his mom and many others since he left his broken body. God Bless and keep you and Lance always. Peace
Sean Doherty <cchmooch@aol.com>
Freehold, NJ USA - Monday, January 30, 2006 9:05 PM CST
hey lance i saw the iMix and i felt terribale my neighbor Josh had lekema and died at age 7 about 2 years ago
I wish your family to get through this hardship

tomy <novanation85@aol.com>
- Monday, January 30, 2006 6:56 PM CST
what a graceful tribute to your son...he is alive...in all of us...who are thinking of him right now. god bless you.
mike
vienna, va usa - Monday, January 30, 2006 2:30 PM CST
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Kowalski,
I came across your web-page via iMix. I am so sorry for your loss and I will keep your son and family in my prayers. Pediatric cancer is very close to my heart and I thought I should let you know what Penn State University is doing to find a cure. Every third weekend in February the University unites to celebrate THON. THON is a 48-hour totally student run dance marathon that raises money for pediatric cancer through the Four Diamonds Foundation. Much like Alex's lemonade stand, the proceeds go to cancer research, but also to families with sick children. Last year the students participating in THON raised over 4 million dollars! We are trying to find a cure so in the future there will no longer be stories of children who have to unfairly suffer like Lance. If you would like more information about THON or The Four Diamonds Foundation you can go to www.thon.org.

God bless you and your efforts to keep your sons memory alive!

Erin Collins <emc5037@psu.edu>
Altoona, PA USA - Sunday, January 29, 2006 11:08 PM CST
I found my way here by way of iTunes. I was trying to study for school, and needed some music to keep me going. I saw the name of your iMix and had to follow the link.
I too am the parent of an angel. Our boy Jacob would have been 5 last October. He was born and died on October 23, 2000. I miss him terribly. There is music that I hear that reminds me of him, and how we felt after he went to heaven. I just had to say thank you for having the courage to go on the way you do. I can so appreciate the effort it takes. My experience with Jacob is what has inspired me to go back to school, and I'm graduating from a Nursing program in May 2006. What we live though helps us find our direction. We keep going, and we get where we're supposed to be.
Thank you so much, and take good care.

Eric
NY - Sunday, January 29, 2006 2:44 PM CST
A beautiful tribute to your son.....make's me appreciate a little bit more my two children that are 4 and 7. I can only pray they remain healthy. Your son seems like a great spirit....I am sure he is watching over you. I came here because one of my best friends two year old is fighting a rare form of spinal cancer...it's so unfair....
Doug Porta
Baltimore, MD USA - Saturday, January 28, 2006 8:17 PM CST
I was guided to your website through iTunes. I was moved to tears by Lance's story, and I would like to make 2 song requests for you.

Blessed by Carrie Underwood
and
You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban

Jennifer A. <sktdiva99@grandecom.net>
Frisco, Tx USA - Friday, January 27, 2006 3:36 PM CST
Its 2 am and the angel of your son has touched me. Thank you fo reminding me of the precious gift from God my sons are.
Marc Plaisted <mplaisted@gmail.com>
Lakeland, FL - Thursday, January 26, 2006 11:53 PM CST
I came to your website through the ItunesMixes. I do not even know how I got there. My sons 12 and 10 are sick with Mitochondrial Myopathy Muscular Dystrophy. I cannot imagine how you feel, but through your song lists you can see how much you love him. He's My Son is a song I play every day. I know the desparate feeling of asking God to step in. You are an inspiration to all of us mothers watching over our babies fighting a fight that they should not have to. I remind my boys every day that my husband and I did not bring them into the world to suffer. May God keep you strong.
Marie Wise <mariebwise@aol.com>
Menlo Park, CA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 11:08 PM CST
Hello:
My name is Alyssa and I am sixteen years old. I found your site through your Itunes playlists. When I first started to look through the picture of Lance, and read the guestbook entries, I started to cry. I am still crying. I don't know what to say. Lance and I share the same birthday.
I'm sorry...
-Alyssa

Alyssa <mariemaiajewelthief@yahoo.com>
Mobile, AL USA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 2:45 PM CST
I came here following the itunes link. I also went and viewed all your imixes. I think all your mixes show how much you loved your son. May god bless and keep him at peace. Each song you selected somehow or the other refelcts your love and caring for him. He smiled beautifully. He will keep doing so in heaven and look down towards you.
Aditya Agarwal
New Delhi, Delhi India - Thursday, January 26, 2006 12:21 AM CST
i came about your website through itunes and im glad i did your son is beautiful and strong in everyway and he must have got that from you so keep being strong.i will always pray for you and him and i will never forget him, being he became an angel on my birthday so i will always think of him and you
meaghan <meaghan1023fl@aol.com>
pembroke pines , fl usa - Thursday, January 26, 2006 0:32 AM CST
Itunes brought me to this website. Loss is never easy but you can see from the pictures what a wonderful person Lance was and continues to be. He is an inspiration to us all. Life is short and no one is ever promised tomorrow. May God bless you and keep you and your family until the day you are reunited with Lance in heaven. Godspeed...
Donna <whatevergodwants@yahoo.com>
NY - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 8:49 PM CST
Itunes brought me to this website. Loss is never easy but you can see from the pictures what a wonderful person Lance was and continues to be. He is an inspiration to us all. Life is short and no one is ever promised tomorrow. May God bless you and keep you and your family until the day you are reunited with Lance in heaven. Godspeed...
Donna <whatevergodwants@yahoo.com>
NY - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 8:49 PM CST
Your tribute to your son Lance is beautiful! Keep up the good fight for a cure. I pray God will help you with the pain of such a great loss. Lance looks like a GREAT kid and I am sure the angels are gladly watching over him in Heaven.
Glenda Gore <nursegigi2001@aol.com>
Vilonia, Ar USA - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 8:33 PM CST
This site is such a beautiful tribute to such a very brave child. My heart goes out to all the children and families that battle disease day in and day out. We are all in this together and I send love and hope to all.
Stefanie <sshep30@yahoo.com>
Roslyn, NY USA - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 8:09 PM CST
You are watched over by a very beautiful angel named Lance, my tears are mingled with all those who have seen this site and feel so much compassion for the struggles and burdens that you have gone through. May God bless you and hold you tightly in His arms until you are able to see Lance again. Thank you for giving just a small part of yourself and Lance to those of us who visit here!
Cathy Christiansen
West Point, Utah USA - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 2:42 PM CST
Tears running down my face...can hardly see the screen. I am so sorry for your loss. A song you might want to add to iTunes (where I was lead to your story) is Somewhere Over the Rainbow by Israel 'IZ' Kamakawiwo'ole. -With a heavy heart.
Leslie Lund <sleepybeachlove@yahoo.com>
Bakersfield, CA United States - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 11:34 PM CST
God bless you and your family. Lance is a beautiful boy. My son is 5 months old and I feel blessed everyday. Your family is in my prayers.
Mike
Elkridge, MD - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 9:20 PM CST
saw it at itunes, I cried,with my boy on my lap, i will keep you all in my prayers,
daniel
st louis, mo - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 8:15 PM CST
I'm sorry about lance i heard of this by i-tunes's imixs.I also have a sister that is 7 years old and she has leukemia.My sister has been fighting leukemia for 1 and a half a year.I'm really sorry about lance
justen&heather
peoria, az usa - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 8:04 PM CST
I am so very sorry for your loss and i am sure that your son's story will change the lives of so many people. Your family is in my prayers!
Taylor
- Tuesday, January 24, 2006 7:59 PM CST
hey i found your list of songs on itunes and while me and my mom listened to them we cried...i think your son is beautiful inside and out and i know that while i read this i felt touched by an angel and i think that angel was your son ...Love Ashley
Ashley
Moncloe, OH United States Of America - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 6:49 PM CST
Your son is beautiful and I am so sorry for the pain you have to endure. My son also had neuroblastoma and I consider every day I have with him to be a blessing. Hang in there and know that your story has touched another mom dealing with the same challenges.
Michelle <michellevalint@aol.com>
Wheatfield, NY USA - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 4:33 PM CST
Thank you for bringing Lance into my life. He was a beautiful boy.
Melissa
Corona, Ca - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 3:31 PM CST
I just wanted to thank you for helping me. I was on itune looking for music for my husbands veiwing. He passed away on Thursday January 19, 2006 from a year long battle with testicular cancer. Your lists of songs helped me to find some to remember and honor my husband with. I'm sorry for your lose. It's even harder when the person who passes away is young. My husband was only 25yrs old. I wish you and your family the best.
Christina Roberts <jane.seattle@comcast.net>
la palma, ca orange - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 2:59 PM CST
God bless you. I know it is tough to lose someone so close, and I hope it gets even a little bit easier for you. I just wanted to make a song suggestion: the song is called "Radios in Heaven" and it is by the Plain White T's.
Jonathan <jonboyce@yahoo.com>
Florissant, MO - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 2:32 PM CST
God Bless you and your son. You are both in my prayers.
tyler Sewell
- Tuesday, January 24, 2006 10:44 AM CST
HI, Just checking in on you, your angel and your itunes.
Blessings, Love, Ellen

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson

Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 3:09 AM CST
WOW! I am honored to have stumbled onto your site via iTunes. I was touched by your story (although I couldn't read it all - my vision was blurred by the tears) and have book marked you for the future. It must be comforting to know how many people you have touched with your thoughts and words and knowing that Lance lives on through all of us. I will not be able to hear his name again without thinking of him and you!!! THANK YOU!!!
A mom in awe......
Anytown, CA USA - Monday, January 23, 2006 10:08 PM CST
To Lance's Mom & Dad:
I am sorry for the loss of your son Lance. I found this site like many others on itunes. I always go on there to search for songs to help me heal/cope with the death of my sister Kim. She was killed by a drunk driver in 1998. Your imix has really, really helped me. Thank you.
I am planning on making an imovie for my family and will use some of the songs from your mix..
If you would ever like to talk via email, that would be nice, maybe we could continue to help one another..Please check out the song "Fly" by Celine Dion..
It made me think of Lance..

Tracy <trey215@yahoo.com>
NYC, NY USA - Monday, January 23, 2006 9:13 PM CST
To Lance's Mom & Dad:
I am sorry for the loss of your son Lance. I found this site like many others on itunes. I always go on there to search for songs to help me heal/cope with the death of my sister Kim. She was killed by a drunk driver in 1998. Your imix has really, really helped me. Thank you.
I am planning on making an imovie for my family and will use some of the songs from your mix..
If you would ever like to talk via email, that would be nice, maybe we could continue to help one another..Please check out the song "Fly" by Celine Dion..
It made me think of Lance..

Tracy
NYC, NY USA - Monday, January 23, 2006 9:12 PM CST
What a wonderful tribute to a boy that could have only been just as wonderful. My heart does not go out for your loss, my heart is warmed with the knowledge of the years you had with your boy. Please take the time to smile, live and even laugh. I am sure Lance would want you to do so.
CJ
Long Island, NY USA - Monday, January 23, 2006 8:54 PM CST
The title of your CD mix on iTunes captured my attention and I had to know more...I went to your webpage and was so touched by your loving messages to your precious son...Find peace in knowing that someday you will be with him again.
azuree <missazuree@aol.com>
st. petersburg, fl USA - Monday, January 23, 2006 6:31 PM CST
As a mother, and a nurse, I feel so sad and sorry for your loss. How blessed you were to have him, and most especially, for him to have you as a mother.
kate
cincinnati, oh usa - Monday, January 23, 2006 8:32 AM CST
I'm very sorry for your loss. I cant tell you really love him.
Adam
Cheyenne, WY - Sunday, January 22, 2006 9:44 PM CST
This story has really touched me. I saw the imix on itunes and couldn't help myself to see the website.
Brendan Murphy <thewedge88@yahoo.com>
LA canada , CA USA - Saturday, January 21, 2006 9:03 PM CST
Justine, I to was guided to Lance's website from itunes. It had me in tears as well. I have read the journal. You are such a loving strong and giving mother. I am so sorry for you loss. I believe that Lance is with you everyday. He is and was so beautiful and loving. I have four children of my own and am so devastated for your loss. May God Bless you and Thank you for keeping his memory so alive
Jennifer Roller
New Hartford, CT USA - Saturday, January 21, 2006 8:05 PM CST
My nephew Gabriel died of neuroblastoma almost 4 years ago at the age of 4. My cousin has started a non-profit organization called Gabriel's Gift Foundation. Her mission is to bring art and music (the two things that Gabriel loved) to young cancer patients. She is very active at CHOC (the children's hospital in Orange County). Your iTunes mix has reminded me of him and I am sorry for your loss.
Joy
Los Angeles, CA USA - Saturday, January 21, 2006 5:17 PM CST
The list of songs on Missing my son Lance was wonderful. I was moved to tears. I'm deeply sorry for your loss and my heart goes out to you. My Lance be flying with the angels watching over his mother!
Lindsay <linz0891@aol.com>
Sacramento, Ca USA - Saturday, January 21, 2006 2:12 PM CST
Like a lot of the others, I came here from iTunes. What a wonderful thing to find such an uplifting site. As a pediatrician and having been with families suffering your loss, I must congratulate you on turning your loss into a positive force. You were lucky to have Lance, but he was lucky to have had you.
Tim Stewart
Huntsville, AL USA - Saturday, January 21, 2006 11:12 AM CST
Dear dear darling Justine
I too came across your story through iTunes. I am so sorry so sorry for your loss and your immense immense pain. Nothing I write can even help but I wish I could hold you and wish you could hold Lance. Please try to feel the support of all the other mothers in the world holding you up. We love you.
What a beautiful loving child Lance was and will still be when you get to hold him again.

Eve Alyson Ishizuka <eaishizuka@hotmail.com>
Tokyo, Japan - Saturday, January 21, 2006 9:55 AM CST
I'm another "stranger" guided here by your itunes mix. My heart breaks for you. Your son was so beautiful, I can't imagine the pain of going on without him. I am very familiar with the caringbridge family...my best friend lost her 28 year old sister to cancer in 2003 and still keeps her site up in her memory (www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder). She also works for caringbridge now. Know that you are in my prayers...
Karen Gill <KarenG1026@aol.com>
Carrollton, GA USA - Saturday, January 21, 2006 8:28 AM CST
I am so sorry for your loss, after reading your website I broke down and cried. You will see him again, forever you will live together in heaven.
Cody <Logan2007@aol.com>
- Friday, January 20, 2006 6:53 PM CST
WOW i was guided here by itunes i saw lance and it made me almost cry im so sorry
bsl <bsl@comcast.net>
- Friday, January 20, 2006 6:14 PM CST
you will see him again - of this im sure
jake young <jakeieng@aol.com>
- Friday, January 20, 2006 4:06 PM CST
I saw your playlist on iTunes and found Lance's website. Lance seemed to be a wonderful kid. I never knew him, but his smile is heartwarming. You and your son are very brave. God Bless you both.
Vijay Makar <vmakar@ideasunited.com>
Weirton, WV United States - Thursday, January 19, 2006 10:29 PM CST
I sure do miss you little buddy. I look back on the times we shared as some of the most special ones in my life. You taught me so much in such a brief moment...I think of you everyday....
Thanks for keep an eye on us down here...we can feel your presence always.
Christie

Christie Barnes <GpAnne7403@aol.com>
Portland, OR US - Thursday, January 19, 2006 9:59 PM CST
I was drawn to your website through itunes. A little friend of ours was diagnosed in October of 2004. Thank you for sharing Lance's story. God Bless.
Marianne Adams
Fairfield, CT United States - Thursday, January 19, 2006 7:33 PM CST
Lance is so beautiful. I'm so sorry he was taken from you and this world too early. May God bless you and give you comfort each day of your life.
Colleen
- Thursday, January 19, 2006 8:26 AM CST
Hello again...

I apologize, but I forgot to mention in the previous comment that the music video for ~Hold On~ warrants a peek.

Once again, God bless...

Ethan Nguyen <XenoJin06@yahoo.com>
Westminster, California United States - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 6:39 PM CST
I recently learned about you and Lance from iTunes. I just want to say that, I highly respect you. You are truly a strong person and your courage only inspires.

The following song suggestion may not be in the same lines of your usual genres, but I believe it's message holds true.

~Hold On~ by Good Charlotte

Ethan
Westminster, California United States - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 6:36 PM CST
I came across this through itunes. I cant imagine...but i just wanted to say that i am sorry for your loss. It never seems fair to me when people so young are taken away from us but i have to believe that God needed them. Once again I am sorry for your loss
Melinda Chambers <min_mindu2@yahoo.com>
Racine, Wi United States - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 4:42 PM CST
i am speachless after reading Lance's web page...maybe that is the way it should be...to reflect on him and others that face this challenge...thanks for your time and commitment of putting this together. may the Lord bless you and keep you.
Clifton
Salem, OR USA - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 3:20 PM CST
May God bless you and your family.
Stephen
- Tuesday, January 17, 2006 0:04 AM CST
I too found the story of your son Lance on itunes..thank you so much for having the strength to share it with all of us. God bless you and your family.
the Dile family <mrdile@hotmail.com>
Blacklick, ohio u.s.a - Monday, January 16, 2006 11:17 PM CST
I am sitting here with tears falling. As a mother of two, I cannot imagine a fraction of the pain you are feeling. Please know that you have reminded me that tomorrow is promised to no one, and to give my children that extra kiss, hug, touch and TIME! Thank you. I wish you peace
Jackie
West Chicago, IL USA - Monday, January 16, 2006 7:37 PM CST
Hello Lance's Family.

I was looking through iTUNES and came across your iMix titled Missing My Son Lance and I am very sorry to hear about your son. It just broke my heart reading your memorial website. My mother recently passed away in 2005 and i could relate to a lot of these songs. I am so sorry and cancer is a horrid, terrible disease and I am just about Lance's age and I just cant imagine how hard it is for you. Just know that I am thinking of Lance, You, and your whole entire family.

God Bless & may Lance forever watch down upon you!

-Hannah Morgan

Hannah Morgarn <lifeistoshorttobecool@yahoo.com>
Raleigh, NC US - Monday, January 16, 2006 3:37 PM CST
I found Lance on iTunes iMix. All of the information for the songs I downloaded from the "Missing My Son Lance" compilations was modified in my iTunes to read "Missing Lance" as the album title. God bless you and your family.
Regina Losch <z0riet@hotmail.com>
Hamilton, NJ USA - Sunday, January 15, 2006 9:15 PM CST
What a beautiful tribute to a wonderful little boy! Thanks for sharing how special he was and I know he watches all from above. Blessings to you and family.
Starr <Starrlina@yahoo.com>
Northern, VA USA - Sunday, January 15, 2006 3:54 PM CST
Justine... I have a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes. I have absolutely no way of knowing what you must be going through. Lance seemed like a wonderfully happy boy, and it's a reflection of his love for you and for his Heavenly Father. I have two sons, and your tribute to your son makes me want to wake them up in the middle of the night and hold them close. Lance is your own personal angel now, and know too that he has touched so many lives through your love. God bless you and keep you as you wait for the day when you are reunited in Heaven.
Kellie <mamakel2004@hotmail.com>
Roseville, CA USA - Sunday, January 15, 2006 1:14 AM CST
It is after viewing your enduring tribute to your son, Lance, that I write with a very heavy heart, my sincere appreciation for spreading the love of your son through this outlet. I cannot imagine what it must be like to lose a child. I do not know you, but I know how strong you must be. I pray for your continued strength and guidance. May God bless you and Lance.
Brandon JR H.
Los Angeles, CA The United States of America - Saturday, January 14, 2006 11:28 PM CST
What an absolutely wonderful legacy for the memory of your son. How difficult it must be to have lost a child; my heart goes out to you. The music you selected has touched my soul and I am amazed and impressed by your strength. God bless you.
Susan L <susanirene@cox.net>
Ketchum, ID USA - Saturday, January 14, 2006 8:00 PM CST
Was prompted to one of your imixes and downloaded Tears for Fears' "Woman in Chains"...I've shared your story and every time I play that song, I can't help but think of you and the love you shared with your courageous son, Lance. The comments on this site are evidence of how Lance continues to touch people's lives (and complete strangers to boot!). It just goes to show how the power of love and music can transcend boundaries and bring people together. Thank you for sharing your story and for reminding me of what is important in this world. With peace to you and your family.

Jen O.
Los Angeles, CA USA - Saturday, January 14, 2006 7:12 PM CST
just saw the website on iTunes.....i am also 13 like lance
so sorry for your loss

r
- Saturday, January 14, 2006 4:32 PM CST
The playlists that you have dedicated to Lance, and the poem you had written has profoundly touched me. Your son's memory has reminded me that we are all part of a larger whole. My seven year old son wondered why I hugged him for such a long time when I came home from work last night.
God Bless,

Rich Tait <richtait@tait.com>
Newport Bch, CA - Saturday, January 14, 2006 2:35 PM CST
Dear Ms. Saylors,
While downloading music on Itunes, I came across your playlist “Missing My Son Lance.” I also visited the tribute web site and was deeply touched by the emotion felt in the songs chosen on Itunes and the poems and words written to memorialize your son.

May I refer another song that might be appropriate for your list? It is: “Be Still, My Soul”

Also, I feel a deeper connection since I went through non-Hodkin’s lymphoma when I was 18 years old, more than 15 years ago. In the last 5 years, I’ve raised money for cancer research while participating in triathlons.

Through my cancer ordeal I learned that we may not be able to control the timing of our mortal journey, but we can do great things with our attitudes and actions no matter how much time we have left.

Thank you for sharing. God bless.






Lance Manning <sirlkm@yahoo.com>
Arlington, VA USA - Saturday, January 14, 2006 2:15 PM CST
HI LANCE, JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT YOUR MOTHER CONTINUES TO MAKE GRANDMA VERY PROUD...SHE IS SUCH A MOUNTAIN OF STRENGTH..SHE HAS CREATED SUCH A HEAVENLY TRIBUTE FOR YOU..SHE SO LOVES YOU..BUT YOU KNOW THIS BECAUSE SOMETIMES YOUR SPIRIT WILL STAND BEHIND HER AS THE FLOW OF HER CREATIONS SPEW FROM HER SOUL...I MISS YOU BUDDY..I KNOW I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN...THAT IS A PROMISE I KNOW WILL COME TRUE...
MOM IS DOING BETTER AND I AM GRATEFUL..
LOVE GRANDMA

GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR USA - Saturday, January 14, 2006 12:15 AM CST
I can't hold back the tears tonight as I read about the pain and struggles that Lance had to endure here on Earth. He was definitely a trooper! This brings me back to reality...take time for family and tell them I love them! My two little boys, baby daughter, and beautiful wife will get extra hugs and kisses from now on. Lance, your voice and spirit are bigger than ever!
Chris <snack409@yahoo.com>
TX - Saturday, January 14, 2006 0:07 AM CST
Hi I saw the link to the website on itunes and just wanted to say what a beautiful memory you have created for your son.
Ashley <sweetroub143@comcast.net>
- Friday, January 13, 2006 8:17 PM CST
Words cannot express my sympathy.
Jeff <jefferee@mail.com>
- Friday, January 13, 2006 1:03 PM CST
Hey family how ya doin? i miss you guys so much. wish me luck im finishing up my applications for colleges and scholarships. im a little nervous. also i wante u guys to know that they found out what was wrong with my hip. i tore the cartlige in my joint so im going down to indy on feb 6th to have them remove the torn cartlige. my surgery is at saint vincents hospital at 8 in the morning. its nothing major it will just take like an hour. but after that i should be good as new. i have to get back to my school work or i will never get these apps in the mail. i love you all. give my love to uncle eric and lauren. hugs and kisses from the kids.
your daughter
elisapasta

beth ponce <bethponce_06@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 13, 2006 8:51 AM CST
What a beautiful journey of Lance's life found in song. What a powerful expression of your grief found in song.
You're remembered in prayer. Peace to you.

Kathleen
Parsippany, NJ - Thursday, January 12, 2006 8:52 PM CST
Justine, I wanted to let you know that you are always on my mind.
Love Jonel mom to Angel Elijah and Dante <rainygirl73@yahoo.com caringbridge.org/pa/elijahking>
Butler, Pa USA - Thursday, January 12, 2006 5:22 PM CST
Justine- I'm so sorry for your loss. I found the site thru iTunes and I have to tell you that it really touched my heart. Lance's courage should be an inspiration to us all. He will always be with you in your heart and soul. Don't ever forget that. God bless and my prayers are with you, your family and most importantly Lance. Take care from the city of Brotherly Love.
Dan G.
Philadelphia, PA USA - Thursday, January 12, 2006 3:04 PM CST
What a wonderful use of today's new technology. I was looking for music and I found love, inspiration and a mother who needs to hear how many of us care and feel for her. There is no question that Lance is an angel doing angel's work. Look how many of us he is touching on a daily basis! I am so sorry for your loss. Though there is nothing in the world that can reduce your pain, please know that you and he are touching thousands and who knows, maybe even millions of us. And one person at a time, one emotion at a time, you are making this world a better place.
Steven
New York, NY United States - Thursday, January 12, 2006 1:58 PM CST
i came across your son's website after seeing the link on itunes. i am so sorry for your loss, and so sad your son is gone from your arms. what IS beautiful though is that he had a life full of love from such a wonderful mother like you.
david russell
- Thursday, January 12, 2006 2:56 AM CST
Your Beautiful son is an Angel now always watching over his family. I just finished going threw all of your songs and had to come visit. I am a mother of 4, and also have a 13 year old son. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I loved looking at the pictures. There is a lot of love put into this site and it shows. God Bless You ^i^
Patricia <sereana@aol.com>
Bronx, NY USA - Thursday, January 12, 2006 0:58 AM CST
My younger brother lost a short battle with lung cancer 8/14/2005. God Bless You.
Keith Morgan <keithmorg@gmail.com>
Ridgetop, TN USA - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 11:05 PM CST
I also found this through iTunes and thank you for posting your story. Lance soudns like a special boy... It brough tears to my eyes to think of losing my little one (he's 2). God bless and thank you.
Jeff Mako
Ann Arbor, MI United States - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 10:11 PM CST
I, too, found this through iTunes. It brought tears to my eyes - the songs were beautiful. Lance sounded like a special boy. I have a 13 yo son, as well, and I couldn't imagine life without him, goofy dancing and all. Thank you for sharing his story. I wish you love and peace.
k.williams
tampa, fl - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 7:26 PM CST
For Lance's Mother, Justine......We are all One, and this website is another testimony to that fact. Lance lives on in you, for always. Thank you for sharing him with us. As for the great grief you have experienced......I (and many others) shall hold you close in the Light and pray that God gives your body and spirit rest and peace, and that God holds the spirit of your lovely Lance in the everlasting Light. With all best wishes, A fellow Mother--Jen
Jennifer <jen8@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 5:29 PM CST
I was on iTunes to look at the Chronicles of Narnia Soundtrack and saw a link to your Missing Lance iMixes. I went to your website, and I am just so sorry. He was a beautiful boy. I am a cancer Survivor...almost 5 yrs now! I had HD. I battled it 3 times and the 3rd time had a BMT, which saved my life. Thank you for the beautiful tribute to your son.
Maggie
- Wednesday, January 11, 2006 4:38 PM CST
I like the playlists, great idea. I'm a cancer survivora, but after having children, I can only imagine what it would be like for them to have it.
Matt Haralson
Austin, TX - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 3:54 PM CST
I found the mix #5 on iTunes and was curious to see who Lance is. This is a wonderful tribute. I can't imagine what it would be like having to go through everything everyone in your family did. Thank you for sharing.
Jeremy Ringwood
Tooele, UT United States - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 11:06 PM CST
Justine -
I found your mix on itunes, and am in tears viewing your loving tribute to your son. I am the father of two young children, and cannot begin to imagine the grief and loss you have experienced. I simply wish and pray that you receive our Eternal Father's grace and peace.

Chip Keller <chip.keller@gmail.com>
Martinsville, IN USA - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 7:40 PM CST
Justine - God bless you and your family. I downloaded one of your Itune songs today and wanted to learn more. Remember Lance is watching and smiling on you everyday. Also please remember that in a blink of Gods eye you and Lance will be holding hands (and smiling) forever!!
Chris Gardner <gardnercj@mchsi.com>
Long Lake, MN 55356 - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 2:45 PM CST
Justine,

I found the tribute to your son on iTunes while I was looking for a song by James Blunt called "You're Beautiful". Now, every time I hear that song, I get tears in my eyes as I see the last picture taken of you and Lance together in my mind. You look so weary as you embrace him for what you must have known would be close to the last time.
Please accept my deepest sympathy for the loss of your beautiful little boy and take comfort in the fact that he is free from pain and waiting for you in Heaven.
I would like very much to meet him one day, give him a hug and tell him that he inspired me to love others and to be a better person while I was here on this earth.
Thank you for sharing the story of Lance's life with us. I hug my two boys more tightly now and tell them I love them every chance I get.
I pray that the lord will grant you peace all the days of your life.

Godspeed,

Jeremy

Jeremy
Modesto, CA United States - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 1:52 PM CST
Celebrate, Justine....not everyone is blessed with the special love and enlightenment that your little boy, Lance, brought to your life. The magnificence, strength, and purity of your bond with your baby transcends time and space. May that perpetual bond give you strength to enjoy life completely, again, until you hold your baby in your arms again in the Lord's house. May peace surround you. An ancient Indian peace prayer for all of us:

"May the sky be peaceful, may space be peaceful, may the earth be peaceful, may the waters be peaceful, may the plants be peaceful, may the forest be peaceful, may all the bounties of nature be peaceful, may knowledge be peaceful, may all the creation be peaceful, may there be peace and peace only, may such peace from the Lord come to us.
Om Shanti...Shanti...Shanti."

Nisha <nishadon@cox.net>
- Monday, January 9, 2006 11:37 PM CST
Dear Justine,
I am very sorry for your loss. I found your imix today on itunes. I know lance is in a better place. Best wishes,
Dan

Daniel
- Monday, January 9, 2006 8:20 PM CST
My son & I found you and your beautiful son thru iTunes today and sat and cried - I'm sure Lance is with our Saviour in Heaven where he suffers no more - we pray that God will wrap his loving arms around you and give you courage, strength,hope and peace. "You are mine forever love, watching me from up above - I know you're there - a breath away's not far to where you are" - Josh Groban ~ Please take comfort knowing that Lance is always with you and thanks for sharing yourself and Lance with us.

Much Love -

Cheryl & Nate

Cheryl Reichhart
New Haven, IN USA - Monday, January 9, 2006 1:02 PM CST
I am a mother of two small children and I sometimes get overwhelmed with taking care of these little people and all their needs. I came across your site for Lance. It was everything I needed to shape up and realize how tenuous life is and how children are gifts to us and any time with them is precious. I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your pain. May it be a reminder to us all.
Heather
Falmouth, me usa - Monday, January 9, 2006 2:56 AM CST
Ran across your playlist on itunes. Just wanted you to know that I said a little prayer for your family and for Lance. I can tell... he's an angel!
Kat
NY, Ny USA - Sunday, January 8, 2006 8:25 PM CST
Also through iTunes...I was overwhelmed by both your story and your music choices. I have a son who is a survivor of Wilms' Tumor (diag. at 5 months, now 4 years old-so far, so good). Being faced with the illness of a child, and his possible death, is a feeling we are all too familiar with. Some songs that I "have a cry to" when I think of my son are "Baby Mine (from Dumbo)" sung by Alison Krauss (not on iTunes), "You Can't Lose Me" Faith Hill, "Blessed" Elton John and "Without You" Dixie Chicks.

Bless you - you are in my prayers tonight!

Tracy <tmeiners@meinersandassociates.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Sunday, January 8, 2006 8:02 PM CST
Came through ITunes as well...

Our prayers are with your family, I pray that God would be your Prince of Peace and that His strength and love would surround you daily. We have many little friends that we have gone through heavens gates long before we would want them to go at St Judes. We know many who are fighting every day.

Keep the faith!

Mark Horrocks -
Bella's Caringbridge Site

Habitat for Hope - Support | Serve| Care
<mark@habitatforhope.org>
Cape Coral, fl usa - Sunday, January 8, 2006 4:56 PM CST
Hello Angel - (iTunes referral also),
It goes without saying how you have eloquently shared with so many people your story of anguish and love. I thank you for also reminding me of how precious my son and daughter are to me, as we sometimes forget! I wanted to recommend a couple songs for your collection that I have recently come across from the King Kong soundtrack, which by the way is awesome, the first song is "A Fateful Meeting" the second song is "Beautiful". I think you will find these inspiring and I think Lance would have enjoyed them also. May you have a long and prosperous life and one day see Lance again, may God bless you and shine his light unto you always! -Mike

Mike Olin <MikeOlin@Mac.com>
Hermitage, TN United States - Sunday, January 8, 2006 11:49 AM CST
hello I am very sorry bout your son. I understand your pain. Maybe not as a parents point of view. Again I'm very sorry about your son,and very sorry that you had to go through the pain
Tyler Smith(Reames(real last name)) <razormatrix920@aol.com>
Salinas, CA United States - Sunday, January 8, 2006 3:07 AM CST
I am so sorry about the loss of Lance. I came across this sight while I was looking at music on iTunes. I feel so bad for everyone who knew him - he seemed like a really great kid. I am sure that he is watching everyone he knew from heaven.
Eve <darsampson@earthlink.net>
Gainesville, Florida USA - Saturday, January 7, 2006 7:47 PM CST
What a lovely son you once had. I pray for God to continue to comfort you as you continue on in this world. Remember, this world is only temporary. Eternity is forever, and you will one day be forever with your son.
Nicky V.W. <cnvanwalbeek@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, MN USA - Saturday, January 7, 2006 7:05 PM CST
I came across your website while searching for songs on iTunes. So many beautiful songs in memory of a beautiful soul. I would also suggest taking a look at a few songs by ozzy osbourne on the ozzmosis cd.
Jon
Harrison, ny usa - Saturday, January 7, 2006 6:33 PM CST
How great is it that people can connect with each other this way? One minute I'm engaging in my new favorite hobby...looking for music on iTunes and the next minute I'm crying like a baby reading through your tribute to your son, Lance. I'm a 40 year old man with a 12 year old son and a 9 year old daughter. What a wonderful thing you've created out of love. Very powerful. I hope you gain strength from all of our thoughts and prayers.
Wayne from Walnutport
Walnutport, pa usa - Saturday, January 7, 2006 5:57 PM CST
Found you on iTunes today. Thanks for sharing your son's memory with me. God Bless you.
Maggie <mfrost@cablespeed.com>
- Saturday, January 7, 2006 5:18 PM CST
I found you by itunes. Wow, you have created a wonderful tribute to your lovely son! May God be with you and your family!
Lori
Denton, TX USA - Saturday, January 7, 2006 5:05 PM CST
Justine,
I came across Lance's website after searching for some songs on iTunes. I especially enjoyed reading Lance's own comments! I currently live in NYC, but I grew up in Lake Oswego, so I felt some silly connection as I viewed your pictures...what a beautiful child you raised. Your words, pictures, and music touched me--my prayers are with you. May you continue to find yourself surrounded by the support of friends, family and memories through God's love.-Katie

Katie
New York, NY USA - Saturday, January 7, 2006 3:17 PM CST
I came across Lance's website thru Itunes. What a beautiful child he was. I cannot stop my tears from falling after viewing Lance's site. I will forever remember this..may GOD be with you..Steve
steven moreland <flgators22@earthlink.net>
okeechobee, florida usa - Saturday, January 7, 2006 3:02 PM CST
I came across your message through Itunes. I just wanted to send my prayers to your family, and what a special thing you did through the music...
Nicole <nicoles904@yahoo.com>
san jose, ca United States - Saturday, January 7, 2006 1:36 PM CST
I came across your site after viewing one of your mixes on iTunes. What an amazing family! I can tell that you are a family of God and your strength is amazing and encouraging. Lance seems like quite a little hero. What a joy it will be for all of you to see him again in Heaven. God bless you.
Steve
Northville, MI - Saturday, January 7, 2006 12:26 AM CST
Hello -
I came to your site from reading Angel Trey's guestbook. What an amazing story. I just wanted you to know that your sweet boy really touched my heart.
All my best..

Lisa <loumicsmom@comcast.net>
Cedar Hill, TX USA - Saturday, January 7, 2006 10:04 AM CST
May god bless you and your family. I am sure Lance is a star that shines brightly in heaven. I pray the void in your life and the hole in your heart may someday be patched. Gone, but, never forgotten.

"Only the Good Die Young"

Michael Shamia <mshamia@hotmail.com>
Saint Louis, MO USA - Friday, January 6, 2006 10:27 PM CST
Found this site from iTunes. May God and time lessen the sorrow and maintian the good memories.
octavio cesar martinez <ocmartinez@mac.com>
whittier, CA United States - Friday, January 6, 2006 8:09 PM CST
I found this web page through iTunes, and I just have to say, that it touched me. I'm not sure how many 16 year olds have actually taken the time or the heart to read this, but I have. I found it amazing that you wrote that poem the day before. Its like God heard your prayer and answered it.
Madeline <crazycartoonist1989@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 6, 2006 6:34 PM CST
Hi I lost my son to this evil monster in March. I am so proud of my son as i'm sure you are of your loving son. Please remember there are people here that can understand some of the pain that you are going through. Get in touch you you ever feel like ranting at someone! Take Care. X.X
Nicola <nicolajpeppler@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 6, 2006 4:10 PM CST
I read your page as my 10 year old son was bouncing around the room. He brought me his report card with a failing math grade. I could not get upset. My son was standing in front of me, breathing, alive- and waiting for my diappointment. I just told him I loved him and we will work on it. Know that your sons struggle reaches and reaches-and puts life into perspective for so many of us. My heart is broken for you-your pain leaps off the pages. I will keep you in my prayers-I am a pediatric Er nurse and see many oncology kids-they are amazing
Shannon Dobson <shandobson@adelphia.net>
Canton, GA - Friday, January 6, 2006 2:14 PM CST
Hello. i saw your different imixes on itunes and they caught my eye. i just wanted to say that you're in my prayers and Lance, too. He looks like such a precious little boy and so lucky to have a wonderful mom like you. My brother was diagnosed with Leukemia (ALL) four years ago. We didn't think he was going to make it and it was truly a miracle that he is alive today. Please know that you're in my thoughts and prayers.
Katie <kettnerkatie05@yahoo.com>
Jackson, MI USA - Friday, January 6, 2006 1:36 PM CST
I came here by way of iTunes, too... I had made an iMix for my children's father when he passed away of glioblastoma multiforme in October 2005. Your son was a beautiful soul, that's clear, and so are you, Mom. God bless you.
Mary
Bozeman, MT - Friday, January 6, 2006 10:44 AM CST
I too found this site through iTunes. This site is such a beautiful, moving, and loving tribute to a boy whose amazing character and personality shine through in his photos. Know that as much as you were blessed to have him in your life, he was blessed to have you in his as well. Your amazing love for him is apparent, and in life I think we all know that love is what matters most. God bless.
Tiffany
Marietta, GA USA - Thursday, January 5, 2006 11:44 PM CST
Wow ... As the father of 2 (a son and daughter) I am deeply touched by your story. I was searching for some songs in iTunes and came across your iMix. My wife is bipolar and my son has ADD and is developing motor tics. Tonight was a really rough night, i was feeling really down. Over the past 9 years I have come to believe that there is a purpose for everything - no coincidence - nothing by chance - providence. Your loving tribute to your son Lance, helped remind me that I should cherish every moment with my children. From time to time I reach for my bible, and Psalms always seems to comfort me:

Psalm 55:23 - Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and He shall sustain thee

Good luck. God Bless, and thank you for sharing your beautiful son with the world.

TG
Tallahassee, Fl USA - Thursday, January 5, 2006 9:45 PM CST
i found your website on itunes...
the story is really touching
god bless you & your family


dani
- Thursday, January 5, 2006 9:43 PM CST
This is such a beatiful website for such an amazing boy.
Heather
- Thursday, January 5, 2006 9:34 PM CST
I found this webpage through iTunes. Reading everything that was written made me cry. His mother was avery brave mother that seems to have been there no matter what it took. I don't know if I could be as brave as her and keep a smile knowing that my child would soon leave me for a place that we call heaven. At least she knows that he will be watching over her until she can join him there.
Heather <tanohcougar@aol.com>
Galloway, OH - Thursday, January 5, 2006 8:00 PM CST
i am the father of 2 young boys (2.5 and 1.5). my wife and i have spent the last 36 hours dealing with an outbreak of lice at their school.

up until i found Lance's site on iTunes, i thought my wife and i had problems. you wondeful tribute to your beloved son Lance makes us remember whats important.

may God bless you and your family. i will keep you in my prayers tonight.

sincerely,
TJ Donnelly
donnelly_tj@bah.com

Tj Donnelly <donnelly_tj@bah.com>
Cedar Groce, NJ - Thursday, January 5, 2006 2:00 PM CST
I found you on iTunes. Your story made me hug my son just a little tighter tonight. May God bless and keep you wrapped in his loving arms.
Jerry
Nashville, TN United States - Thursday, January 5, 2006 0:22 AM CST
It is devistating to loose someone you love so deeply....It has been 19 years for me, and the road never gets better, but at times it seems somewhat easier, and I know when it feels good, it's because my angel is helping me thru. Lance surely will do the same for you....I wish you peace in the new year!
Cheryl
Middleton, MA - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 7:30 PM CST
Wow, I can only say God Bless You! As a Mom, I couldn't imagine what you have been through. Your page touched me deeply, he seems like a great kid with a great sense of humor. When I get to Heaven, I'm gonna look him up!!!
Carrie <kee13@aol.com>
Upland, ca usa - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 5:59 PM CST
Aunt justine and Uncle eric this is amazing how many people have written on lances webpage. the world is finally going to hear lance's story. he may not be here on earth but he will always be in our hearts.
thank you to everyone who has posted those wonderful comments on my cousins website. it means the world to my family.
love,
elisapasta

beth ponce <bethponce_06@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 4, 2006 12:32 AM CST
We lost a brother to the same cancer this year at age 26. Although rare, pediatric cancers can strike anyone. He left us behind, but he also left an infant son and an Italian wife for us to love. I am sure Lance left you with many gifts, as well. I wish you love in 2006.
Cathy
Lenoir, NC USA - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 9:22 AM CST
I'm sitting here with tears streaming down my face...thank you for sharing this...
Kristen <left_normal@yahoo.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 3:54 AM CST
i found your site on iTunes. wow, what an amazing testimony you have. i can't even imagine what you have been though. you little boy sounds like a great kid who loves the Lord. thank you so much for sharing your story with me. i'll be praying that God continues to give you strength! God Bless
Sam
- Tuesday, January 3, 2006 11:26 PM CST
I found your son's webpage again on iTunes and it made my heart cry. You were blessed with something pressous from God. May Jesus be with you. God Bless you.
Jason <elementskater22@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, January 3, 2006 4:19 PM CST
Hi, i am a 17 year old male from northern Virginia. Today i just recieved my mid-term exam grades which were much lower then i expected them to be. i was talking to my teachers and friends about how angry i was because i didnt do well, and things like "I think im going to kill myself" and "My life is over" came out of my mouth. I was not serious when i said those things but i still said them. I did think about driving away for a day and not telling anybody. Or doing somthing along those lines. When i arived home i decided to search for music in i-tunes. I remebered about a song i had heard in school one day and wrote down on paper. it was a song by 3 Doors Down. I had been meaning to find the song for a long time. When i came to the artist page I saw your playlist "Missing My Son Lance, Part Two" I almost skipped over it, but somthing was telling me to click on it. I listened to alot of the songs, then went on to view the Website. I was very touched by the love that surounded the poems and pictures. It made me think about life, and how fortunate i am to be healthy and have a loving family. Also it made me think of how my family and friends would feel if one day i just deciede to leave. Up until the point at which i read this site i was very down and i actually believed that my school career was over because of these stupid exams. This site may have been the very thing that kept me out of any trouble that i would have gotten myself into. thank you. Its People like you that make the world a better place
Clay Childs
Great Falls, VA United States - Tuesday, January 3, 2006 4:06 PM CST
I came across your site while looking for new music for my ipod. I was so moved and touched by not only all the songs in your imix but also by the beautiful tribute to your son. As a mom to two boys, my heart goes out to you and your family.
Kim
Gaithersburg, MD United States - Tuesday, January 3, 2006 2:00 PM CST
I was deeply moved by your loving tribute to your wonderful son. May God bless all of you.
Tracey <tmerz@houston.rr.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, January 2, 2006 10:36 PM CST
I found your site on I-tunes while updating my iPod. I found it to be very touching to me as I had lost my dad just 2 months after your son Lance's passing. I know how grief feels and my thoughts are with you. What a wonderful and fitting tribute to the wonderful spirit that is your son!


Kellie
Hagerstown, MD USA - Monday, January 2, 2006 9:19 PM CST
We found Lance's site on Itunes while downloading music for my IPod and I realized that Lance was my cousin's friend. My cousin is Jordan Gilbertson and her mom (Nae) used to tell my mom about Lance. My mom is also a pediatric nurse. My name is Tanner. I downloaded your songs for Lance. Thanks for sharing. God Bless You.
Tanner Bush <bushl@medimmune.com>
Austin, TX - Monday, January 2, 2006 7:44 PM CST
I found the site on itunes
my eyes are filled with tears

Stuart Friedman
Boca Raton, Florida - Monday, January 2, 2006 6:56 PM CST
This is an amazing story. You have moved me so much. THis story really hits home, I was born in the same year as Lance, and hearing his story makes me realize how much God has given me. He sounds like a wonderful boy, and some-one i would want as a friend. GOd bless you and keep you safe.
Katie
Louisville, KY United States - Sunday, January 1, 2006 11:36 PM CST
You have an absolutely beautiful tribute to your son's life on your web site. I am moved beyond words, yet I hope you know how many people are praying for you, your family, and your son. Our families only leave us physically; spiritually they are always with us until we are with them again in heaven. I hope you find comfort in that, and with all the memories you have of your son. He is always watching over you, and never forget that, as much as you were blessed to have him as a son, he was just as blessed to have you as his Mom. I wish you peace and God's blessings in 2006.....
Jill Lorenz <jmbl3@verizon.net>
Eureka, IL U.S. - Sunday, January 1, 2006 10:37 PM CST
I came across your site for your son through ITunes. I have rated all of your playlists with the 5 stars. I'm so sorry for your loss. Reading your journal on here really touched me and I wanted to leave a note telling you that. I recomend the Song : Veiw From Heaven By Yellowcard and the Song Hear You Me~ By Jimmy Eat World. They helped me through when a friend of mine died this summer. God Bless.
Amy <Fskater82@yahoo.com>
Elkhorn, NE USA - Sunday, January 1, 2006 1:45 PM CST
Lance's Family,
I saw your story on I-Tunes and I love your songs! Lance's site made me cry. I was born around the same time he was, so he's be in my grade now. I'll pray for him and tell him that he's not missing much. Geometry quizzes are no fun compared to heaven ;) Stay strong for him. Thank you for the inspiration.
~Leigh

Leigh <LuckyLittleLola@aol.com>
Boston, MA USA - Sunday, January 1, 2006 1:20 PM CST
I Am SO SORRY for your loss! May God and all the angels from the heavens above smile on you and your family, and the memory of Lance never be forgotten. Rath dé ort! (The grace of God be with you)
Adain <Geckoguy93@aol.com>
- Saturday, December 31, 2005 9:16 PM CST
i found this ste through itunes, it is a beautiful tribute to your son. i am extremely sorry for your loss and you and your family will always be in my prayers. If you ever make another mix on itunes i think you should add in loving memory by Alter bridge it is a beautiful song that i think you would like. Again I am sorry for your loss. God Bless You and your family always.
Victoria Deering <vgal90@optonline.net>
Bronx, Ny - Saturday, December 31, 2005 5:06 PM CST
i found this site like others thru itunes...what a beautiful site...may god bless you and your family.

liza
- Saturday, December 31, 2005 1:35 PM CST
i found this site like others thru itunes...what a beautiful site...may god bless you and your family.

liza
- Saturday, December 31, 2005 1:35 PM CST
I learned about this from I tunes like everywone else and it touched me that you did that for him.
Leah
- Saturday, December 31, 2005 8:59 AM CST
Like everyone else I learned about this website through iTunes. We also have a young son who we love and care for dearly. I have read every entry in this guestbook and find an incredible amount of emotion and strength put forth including myself. We all deeply wish with this amount of will and strength we could have helped fight and beat this horrible disease that took such a handsome young boy Lance from his family. The Kowalski family should be very proud of their prince.....
Bill Green <bgreen@linkline.com>
Long Beach, CA USA - Saturday, December 31, 2005 5:09 AM CST
I want to thank all the iTunes people for your loving notes of encouragement. Your stories and thoughts connect in such a powerful way. In a world that feels so cold and lonely, your thoughtfulness brings warmth that means so much to our family and especially to Justine.

And to Lance, I know that you can hear us when Lauren and I ask God to tell you how much we love and miss you. That is never going change until a very special day in heaven.

I just know that you are so proud of your Mom.

Eric <eric@digitalworldaccess.com>
Lake Oswego, OR USA - Saturday, December 31, 2005 1:33 AM CST
I came across your tribute site from iTunes. As a father of 2 young boys, I am not ashamed to say I wept cups of tears for you both to lose your son. I pray there is truth in the saying, no matter how much you love and want him, the Lord loves and wanted him more. May God be with you and give you strength.
D Benjamin <jazzdoc97@yahoo.com>
New Rochelle, NY US - Friday, December 30, 2005 11:28 PM CST
I was very moved by your son's battle. I am so sorry for your loss. As a father of a young boy, I can't imagine the pain. It sounds like you cherished the time you had together. Hang tough.
Kent Clasen
Lawrence, KS USA - Friday, December 30, 2005 8:39 PM CST
I came across Lance's site through your iTunes mixes...I'm so glad I did...what a beautiful tribute to your beautiful son...as a mom of two boys I can't imagine what you are gong through....I thought losing my mom when I was 8 months pregnant w/my first baby was hard, but the loss of a child is incomprehensible....you will be in my thoughts and prayers....thanks for brining me to this site...I will be doing more research on this horrendous cancer...be strong, be well, and may 2006 be somewhat bearable...time doesn't heal all wounds, that's for sure, but know your wonderful son is in Heaven, finally free of pain...safe and sound, at last.
D Yohannan <padhome2@comcast.net>
Maplewood, NJ USA - Friday, December 30, 2005 8:35 PM CST
hi i found you site while on i tunes i was looking under imix. you have a very nice site for your son.
james trizis <jtrizis6201@msn.com>
oldsmar, fl usa - Friday, December 30, 2005 7:31 PM CST
First time on your site...what a beautiful tribute to your son....sooo sorry for your loss...he had a beautiful smile for sure....stay strong and may you have a great and blessed 2006!!

God bless

Ozzie <ovieira@hartz.com >
Harrison, NJ - Friday, December 30, 2005 1:07 PM CST
It is horrible what has happened to your son and I am sad for you and your family. I was diagnosed with a neuroblastoma as well when I was six months old. They used surgery to remove it from my spine though a little piece is still there. I am seventeen now. My parents never really talk about it and I did not know much about the disease. The links on your website helped a lot.
Christine <lobster08@aol.com>
- Friday, December 30, 2005 9:04 AM CST
I found your site through iTunes -- what a beautiful and touching rememberance of your son. His love for you is so evident in the picture of you and he hugging, I bet you cherish that picture. I am sure each day must be so very difficult without him - you are an inspiration.
Erin
Portland, OR - Thursday, December 29, 2005 11:48 PM CST
This site it great. I found it through iTunes, and I am so happy that I did. It touched me. God bless you and your family, and especially Lance.
<3

Whitley Vargo <Vargo128@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 29, 2005 11:39 PM CST
I found Lance's site thru iTunes. My 6 year old daughter, Katie, was diagnosed with rhabdomyosarcoma last October when she was 4 years old. After several surgeries and radiation, her prognosis is good, but we will always be fearful of recurrence. I see the dedication and love you have for Lance in my own wife everyday as she cares for our sweet Katie day and night. I can't help but to sob right now and share only a microscopic piece of your grief. God bless you all. Katie's sight is: www.caringbridge.org/nc/katiedeville

Chris Deville <chris_deville@yahoo.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Thursday, December 29, 2005 10:19 PM CST
I am so sorry that you lost your beautiful son. May God Bless you and your family.
Christine Ebbinghaus <ha82cook@yahoo.com>
Kyle, Tx USA - Thursday, December 29, 2005 9:55 PM CST
i heard about your son through the iTunes imixes. I don't know anyone who has died of cancer but I feel for him. I'm really sorry to hear about your son and i'm touched that you made all those iMixes for him.
Owen <onut_89@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, December 29, 2005 9:08 PM CST
Hey! this is an awesome site! My friend Ali Mills died from the same cancer almost a year ago. We all know what it is like to loose someone so close to us. Ali was like Lance and we know she is in heaven right now rejoicing with the angels.
S.A. <midgetpenguin21@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, December 29, 2005 4:53 PM CST
I saw your tributes scrolling through iTunes. They were were all beautiful. Lance must have been a very special boy. I sit here and look into the eyes of my little two year old son, Jack. I can't imagine something ever happening to him. My thoughts and prayers go out to your entire family. My wife used to work at St. Jude's Children Hospital in Memphis, TN. They are doing amazing work to prevent and cure several different kinds of childhood cancers. The Hospital, including lodging, is 100% free. If you're looking to make a donation to some organization, please keep them in mind. Thanks and God bless.
Michael <mkandilakis@msn.com>
Atlanta, Ga 30080 - Thursday, December 29, 2005 4:15 PM CST
Hey-came across your son's site through iTunes. He died on my birthday...that's what really got me. The doctor who delivered me when I was born was very close friends with Alex of Alex's Lemonade Stand's family. I also was friendly with a girl who had cancer. It's so good you can keep on going though.
Manda
- Thursday, December 29, 2005 2:24 PM CST
I am so sorry about ur little boy. i no how much someone can mean 2 you. my grandmother died of leukema and i was so sad for days and months i couln't leave my room. expecially for ur son 2 have a diese is so frighting, you never new how much time there was, that is the most frighting part of it all. i am so sorry i feel ur pain.
Jordyn <www.roxyfoxy852@aol.com>
omaha, NE UsA - Thursday, December 29, 2005 2:02 PM CST
Your iTunes playlists really touched me. I am so sorry about your little boy. When I was younger I had leukemia, and when I was in the hospital I met a girl named Ashley. Since I was seven when I had it, I became best friends with her. Over the next two years I recovered slowly, untill I was officaly a "survivor". My friend Ashley never made it. I still remember everything about her. I feel your loss.

May your son find happiness in the heavens above

Melanie
CA US - Thursday, December 29, 2005 1:22 PM CST
I thank all of you that have written in Lance's journal and have been guided to this site thru my iMix's on iTunes.. each and every one of you that have signed Lance's guestbook have helped me cope thru this third holliday season without him.. I cant thank you enough and can not even put into words how much this means.. THANK YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Justine, LANCE'S MOM <justine.saylors@mac.com >
Lake Oswego, OR - Thursday, December 29, 2005 2:52 AM CST
Your playlist and this site has really touched me - with your devotion to your son. God bless.
Nate
- Thursday, December 29, 2005 1:16 AM CST
I never thought in a million years something so powerful as your words and dedication to your son would be discovered on a music download service.

matt
shreveport, la usa - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 10:25 PM CST
What a beautiful tribute to a child. I cried reading all of your poems and your heart. You can see just how much this little boy meant to you. I know he looks down upon you both Mom and Dad and knows how lucky he was to have loving parents, and I am sure you know just how truly blessed the two of you were also to have this blessing bestowed upon you by God alone, in the form of a child. No matter how short the time you were together, you experienced the Love of a lifetime in those short years. God Bless your family and be with you always.
Jodi <bowers_g@bellsouth.net>
Vancleave, MS USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 10:05 PM CST
I share your sadness. Thank you for the poems. They have helped my grieving heart.
Sharon
Roseville, CA USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 7:58 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss, your story and the poems really did touch me deap in my heart. I found this site off of Itunes and WoW did it touch me!
Best of wishes
Meghan

Meghan <Missdynamite16M@aol.com>
San Mateo, CA United States - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 6:45 PM CST
Dear Justine,
my heart goes out to you and your family. i cant pretendt to know how hard it was to loose lance; but i am positive he's watching you all from heaven and i am sure he takes part in eveything you do. your imix was great, made me teary. my brother was diagnosed with lymphoma in august and i cant imagaine my life without him.

jamie <jamie_tolbert@yahoo.com>
northern cali , ca - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 4:01 PM CST
Justine, I'm pretty musically illiterate, but very impressed with your itunes imix and response. God Bless you and your Angel Lance for getting the word out re: Neuroblastoma and Pediatric Cancer and helping kids!
~Like mine! You are a very Cool Mom~
Blessings, Love, Ellen

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson


Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 11:37 PM CST
Hello My sweet nephew Lance... I miss you so much and I know you are here with us because I feel you here. I feel your smile all around me. Thank you for teaching me and showing me how to be a better person. I love you...
Desiree Avilez <desiree1@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 7:32 PM CST
I also found Lance's site through Itunes. I really enjoyed the songs you chose, and it's so evident how much you must love Lance! I'm so sorry that you lost your son, but I hope you find comfort knowing that you will see him again.
Kerinsa
Macon, Ga USA - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 3:53 PM CST
Im very sorry for your loss, my aunt has lung cancer right now I read your journal entries and thats exactly how some of us feel! I saw your imix on itunes and I almost cried! Dont worry Lance is in heaven having the time of his life! xoxoxox Bobby
Bobby Dupree <bigbearbobby@cox.net>
San Marcos, CA USA - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 10:22 AM CST
Im very sorry for your loss, my aunt has lung cancer right now I read your journal entries and thats exactly how some of us feel! I saw your imix on itunes and I almost cried! Dont worry Lance is in heaven having the time of his life! xoxoxox Bobby
Bobby Dupree <bigbearbobby@cox.net>
San Marcos, CA USA - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 10:19 AM CST
I was looking for a song that was played at my son's funeral when I ran accrossed your imix description next to Josh Groban's album. I could not believe what I read. I quickly called my wife to show her. I thought I was reading my life's story from the past year. You see My son Named Lance died on Oct. 27th 2004 one week after his 12th birthday, from complications he was born with. He was one of the bravest people I have ever met. He taught me more about love and life in his short 12 years then I learned in my previous 40 years. His nickname was Doodlebug, and he was the most affectionate and loved to love on others. Lance could not speak or communicate nor walk and he had a 12 to 18 month mentality. but he knew how laugh and giggle and shake a rattle. It is that picture I keep in my heart and I am glad to see you have so many fond memories of your son Lance and that he will not be forgotten. My wife and I have started a Charity in honor of our son Lance. We collect comfort toys like small blankets stuffed toys and rattles and deliver them to the local childrens hospital for the sick children of PICU so they have a little joy during that time in their lives. Thank you for sharing your son with us The Kings
Pat and Linda King <kingpat05@hotmail.com>
Notus, ID United States - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 10:10 AM CST
Hi, I am a big iTunes shopper and I have ran across your iMixes more than once or twice. I saw that you have a website in rememberance of your son Lance. I just wanted to stop by and say hello and how sorry I am for your loss. There's really nothing else I can say besides I know you are doing the right thing in creating this website for him and keeping a journal dedicated to him. I thank you very much for doing that for him; I'm sure he is grateful and reads it everyday. Hey, I don't have a whole website dedicated to me! So I'm sorry again, but you are doing a great thing for your son who appreciates and loves it!! Good Luck in the future and I hope your family had a very Merry Christmas! God Bless!
Heather <hill1010@peoplepc.com>
- Tuesday, December 27, 2005 1:57 AM CST
I learned of your loss from listening to the music in your iMixes. The music brought me to tears. I can only imagine what a gift Lance was (and is) in your life, and I thank you for giving us all a glimpse into such a courageous, loving, and beautiful soul. May god bless you.
Michael Norton
Durham, NC USA - Monday, December 26, 2005 2:24 PM CST
I too found this site thru I-tunes. My birthday is on the 23rd of December. God bless you, your family and Lance. Be Strong in knowing that he is in a better place and has been chosen to be a guardian angel.
Sue <jacsx2@aol.com>
Morris Plains, NJ - Monday, December 26, 2005 12:36 AM CST
Found you song selections on itunes. Very touching. Thank you for the posting.
Gary <frigon77@cox.net>
Lincoln, RI - Monday, December 26, 2005 9:02 AM CST
Thank you for sharing Lance with us on iTunes.

God Bless you and your family this Christmas and throughout the year.

Wayne
Boylston, MA USA - Saturday, December 24, 2005 9:06 PM CST
hi, i am an itunes buyer/viewer...and this website is very touching! I also read the story about the girl feeling like lance was right next to her when she was playing THE PRAYER on the piano and i got a weird chill down my back.... I hope that you are having a Merry Christmas...i am so sorry and know what it feels like to lose someone VERY close to you to his type of cancer...my very very very very close friend died of it when i was in 7th grade...i am certain that she is also up there with lance having a great time and laughing and talking with God! I hope that you feel God's love and comfort always and especially on his birthday (Christmas, Jesus's Birthday :) ) I hope that this gives you a sense of comfort and i will keep you all in my prayers!

1 Peter 4:12- In the NIV or The Holy Bible

-Caitlin
- Saturday, December 24, 2005 6:56 PM CST
Just stopped by...it's Christmas Eve and I'm thinking of family members I've lost.
Found this website by looking at your iMix in iTunes.
Voted Lance's music a 5 on both parts one and two.
Peace of mind and strength of heart be with you!

Christine R <ckrwi@yahoo.com>
Reedsburg, WI USA - Saturday, December 24, 2005 2:35 PM CST
MERRY CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN MY ANGEL LANCE...
I MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHRISTMAS IS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU HERE WITH US....

I LOVE YOU BUDDY!!!!!!
LOVE,
MOM

JUSTINE <justine.saylors@mac.com >
Lake Oswego, OR - Saturday, December 24, 2005 2:29 PM CST
Found you via iTunes. Am so very sorry that Lance is too far from you to wrap your arms around and lull to sleep. As a mother, I can't even find words...am so very sorry for your grief...
justamomma
- Saturday, December 24, 2005 3:35 AM CST
I'm another iTunes viewer who found your site. I don't think I can say anything that hasn't already been said, but I shed tears for your loss and you have my prayers. Songs to consider for your next mix - Commodores - Nightshift, Cities of Foam - Without You, Elliot Smith - The Last Hour. Peace - Todd
Todd <opey1@comcast.net>
Ft.Wayne, IN - Friday, December 23, 2005 10:58 PM CST
Okay, i found this websaite through iTunes, and my heart is fluttery. i feel horrible for you, but know it is better now because lance is in a place much better than the world as we know it. If lance's dad makes a third missing lance imix, i recommend this song: Indescribable by Joel Engle
stars
Fort Worth, Texas usa - Friday, December 23, 2005 10:26 AM CST
I found out about lance's page through an iTunes imix by his dad, and i think it's just touching.
wolfgirl
Fort Worth, Texas usa - Friday, December 23, 2005 10:21 AM CST
FOUND YOU ON ITUNES!
MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS

Tres Wiggins
Fairhope, Al - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 4:56 PM CST
I found your website through itunes. I lost my 29 year old husband to leukemia on July 23, 2005 - 23 is a special number for me and seeing that your son went to heaven on the 23rd also made me feel linked to you somehow. I am approaching my first Christmas without my best friend and husband and I am drawing strength from you and all that you have endured. My heart breaks for you that you lost your son. I'm wishing you the best holiday possible. I know time has passed since his passing but the hole in your heart never quite heals. God Bless you this Christmas.
Michelle Dedman <mdedman@houston.rr.com - www.caringbridge.org/tx/tdedman>
Houston, Tx USA - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 4:48 PM CST
Linked to you via iTunes. I wish you peace this season and always.
Douglas Rich <dgr1966@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, December 21, 2005 4:32 PM CST
I want you to know that you and your family, and Lance and all of his friends are in my prayers each and every night. I am sure Lance has met quite a few of my friends.You are extremely brave, never forget that, please. Always remember they all are watching over us.
Jennifer, Pediatric Oncology RN <JennLD23@aol.com>
chicago, IL - Monday, December 19, 2005 3:38 AM CST
Just wanted to say how sorry i am for your loss. i came here because of your itunes music list - one of the songs on there is by one of my favorite bands - Lifehouse - if you ever have the time, their first album No Name Face has alot of great songs, which i think are based alot of faith.
Nathan Redman
Waite Park, MN United States - Sunday, December 18, 2005 8:38 AM CST
I am so sorry for the loss you have had to deal with. I found this page after finding you iTunes thing. I am sitting here thinking a lot about a friend of mine who died over the summer, he was 17, and had fought leukemia as a young boy. He finally lost his battle to a brain tumor in August. I am so, very sorry for your loss. I'll be thinking of you and yours.
Tora <ttroop@gmail.com>
CA - Saturday, December 17, 2005 12:34 AM CST
I am so sorry for your pain, but I know in my heart that you're right when you say that Lance is in heaven and is doing angel's work. I found this page when I was looking around ITunes and your story moved me. I will try not to take my loved ones for granted because our time together is so fleeting. My son was sick recently, in the hospital, but he's 100% better. I can't imagine even a fraction of the pain that you've been dealt. I am so sorry that he was in pain, but he is whole now and I'm sure as your angel he wants you to do his work on Earth. Just remember that when you start missing him and want to visit heaven.
A mom
FL USA - Saturday, December 17, 2005 10:21 AM CST
THANK YOU ALL YOU WONDERFUL PEOPLE WHO HAVE HEARD MY DAUGHTER'S SELECTION OF MUSIC.. THAT YOU FOR YOUR HEARTFELT EMAILS TO HER AND YOUR CONTRIBUTION TO LANCE'S GUEST BOOK..IT HAS MEANT SO MUCH TO HER..LOVE TO YOU ALL..LANCE'S GRANDMA, KATHY
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR USA - Friday, December 16, 2005 1:53 PM CST
I feel so sorry for you. I know how it feels to lose someone you love.
Kylie
Wilson, NC United States - Thursday, December 15, 2005 6:46 PM CST
Thankyou for sharing your loss. Your son seems to be an amazing person. I was moved to tears. I face death all the time at work. You never get used to it.
Donald P DeLuca R.N. <dd6288@comcast.net>
Churchville , PA USA - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 6:51 PM CST
I happen to be visiting iTunes and came across your mixes. I was moved to tears by your loving tribute to your amazing son! His smile was absolutely charming. From one mother to another, I am so sorry for your loss.
Maureen
- Wednesday, December 14, 2005 5:56 PM CST
I saw your itunes mix and came to see your sons site. I am so very sorry for your loss. You will always keep him in your heart and he will always be there for you. God Bless and keep you all.
Sean
Freehold, NJ USA - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 4:30 PM CST
I had recived a gift card for an early christmas gift and i was fishing through itunes and saw your imix. Wow... There just aren't words.. I woke up my little boy so I could hug him and tell him how much I loved him.. Your story has moved me so.
Stephanie <dangerous_candies@yahoo.com>
TX - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 11:57 PM CST
Late night studying for a graduate school exam. Strolling through iTunes to take my mind away. Saw your iMix and wow. Compelled to visit this webpage. And tears stream down my face. Touched by your love. You are a very special family. Thanks for sharing.
Alan Lerner <alerner22@optonline.net>
New York, NY - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 10:10 PM CST
Thank you Joe.. Your post in Lance's guestbook means so much..


Justine, mom to Angel Lance www.caringbridge.org/page/lance <justine.saylors@mac.com >
- Monday, December 12, 2005 2:32 AM CST
Just wanted to say hello. I was off to buy some songs at itunes and saw your imixes. Very nice songs. I went to the the caring bridge page for Lance and read the poems and looked at the pictures. I am very touched by the love that you have and for the special joy for life that you can see in the pictures. . I know that sometimes I don't always fully appreciate the wonders of this world and all of the very special people who share it. I thank you. It must be difficult to share the hard times here, but I am glad that you did.
Joe
Alhambra, CA US - Sunday, December 11, 2005 8:55 PM CST
hello lance. i miss you so much buddy. i think about you every day. some days its hard for me and other days i understand why everything happened. then there are those days that i would like to join you but i know that aunt justine couldn't lose another child. watch over her and the family. we all love and miss u so much. i hope to see mom soon. oh mom if your reading this i really want to come see you. and over christmas break i have like 4 days where i don't have to work and i don't have school and i don't have anything going on with the family. so maybe but im not sure yet if i could be able to come if i can i so want to. well i have to go. i will talk to you later.
with all my love your daughter and sis,
eliaspasta

beth ponce <bethponce_06@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, December 8, 2005 10:50 AM CST
memorial page to you lance
bo bo <bo bo @val-com.company >
Saltlake, Idaho USA - Monday, December 5, 2005 9:45 PM CST
memorial page to you lance
bo bo <bo bo @val-com.company >
Saltlake, Idaho USA - Monday, December 5, 2005 9:44 PM CST
Hello family. Im writing you to tell you i have to write this multi-genre paper on anything i want to. but it has to do with something that might have changed my life. the first thing that popped into my head was lance. so i will be writing my paper on my best bud lance and his life. i also would you like to know about a very interesting night i had last saturday. i was home alone and i was practicing my piano. aunt justine you will be proud to know that i learned THE PRAYER by celine dion all by myself. anyway i was practicing that piece when in the middle of it. it felt like someone was behind me. so i turned around & there wasn't anybody behind me. so i kept playing. i played the song again and at the same exact part i got chills and my palms started to sweat and it felt like someone was behind me. then it felt like someone was sitting next to me and was singing along with the piece. so i played the song again and at the same part i had the same feeling. finally i stopped playing and sat down on the couch and i started to talk to lance as if he was there. and aunt justine i swear to u that he answered back and he said he was fine and he missed us all. and that not to worry about him and not to worry about uncle eric that he will take care of everything. then all the sudden this cold wind blew through the house and all was quiet. i couldn't believe it at first i thought i was dreaming but i wasn't i don't know what it means. i just had to tell you this. i have to go but i will talk to you later.
with all my love ,
elisapasta

beth ponce' <bethponce_06@hotmail.com>
shipshewana, IN - Thursday, November 10, 2005 10:33 AM CST
Lance Gilbert Kowalski. Never Forgotten, Always Remembered! Lance, if you were standing in front of me today, I would tell you how much of an imprint you left in this world and how much of an impression you made on me. The love you gave will last an eternity. The joy you brought still lives on in the minds of those closest to you. If I could leave a mark behind in this world when it's time for me to make my journey to the heavens, I would like to step into your footprints to do it. Rock on in the Heavens, Lance.
Tim & Family
Cactus Patch, AZ. - Sunday, October 23, 2005 7:25 PM CDT
Hello family. I miss you all so much. soccer is going great tonight is the second round of sectionals we play wawassee we will probably win. im really excited. keep me in mind i bruised all my muscles and tendons in my hip so im out for the season and i start therapy for that next week. i miss you all so much. im seriously thinking about coming out there to see you all over fall break october 26th to the 30th. its just a thought. hope everyone is doing ok. give my love to uncle eric and lauren.
love, elisapasta

beth ponce <bethponce_06@hotmail.com>
shipshewana, IN USA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 11:55 AM CDT
Hi Justine. I have found your site from Jamie's, where you had posted to Kelly and family. As you know, their time left with Jamie is now very short and we are all praying for strength for them. But I can see from your site how hard it is once the angel wings are gained, for those left behind and I would like to send you my love and let you know I will also be thinking of you throughout the time we all have to share ahead. You are a very loving mum and Lance was very special ...and brave. God bless you all.
Jane
Devon, England - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 5:18 AM CDT
Hi, Just stopping by to say hello! Hope the move is going well. God Bless, Love, Ellen

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson

Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Sunday, August 21, 2005 2:33 AM CDT
Hello everybody!
Thank you for sharing your precious son's story. He was fighting brave battle. Our thoughts are with you.

PS: The pictures are wonderful!!!

Ronnie and Nina <sel_nina@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, August 18, 2005 4:15 PM CDT
I SURE MISS MY GRANDSON TODAY...THE LOSS IS SO GREAT TODAY..AS TIME GOES BY IT BECOMES MORE EVIDENT THAT HE IS GONE..I KNOW I WILL SEE HIM WHEN I LEAVE BUT THE DISTANCE FROM TODAY AND THEN SEEMS SO LONG..I LOVE YOU LANCE LOVE GRANDMA
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR USA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 12:35 AM CDT
Hello, yoou do not know me buti found you through Erik Ludwinski's webpage, so i decided to clin on the name in blue and it took me to your webpage. I was wondering what kind of cancer your son had until i got to the bottom on of the page and it said stuff about Neuroblastoma. My son was diagnosed with Neuroblastoma 2-21-2005, just 4 days before he was 2 months old. He now has no sign of the cancer. his last round of chemotherapy was on mothers day, my first mothers day, and he is now 6 1/2 months old.. he is our miracle boy.. (if u want to know more about why he is a miracle, feel free to go to his webpage or e-mail me). He is a strong little guy.
I will be praying for your family and keeping you in my thoughts

www.caringbridge.org/mn/jasonk

Erin Mathison <erqterin@aol.com>
St.michael, MN us - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 9:04 PM CDT
Peace~

Karen Niland <ORPP@comcast.net>
Madbury, NH USA - Friday, June 3, 2005 7:56 PM CDT
Hello,

What beautiful poems you have on Lance's page.
I love them. They are both touching and sweet.
I am so sorry of your loss. I don't recall
visiting you before although, I may have.
I hope you and your family are doing "ok".
I will stop back again sometime
and see how things are going.

Image


Connie Strayer (Jared's web page) http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer <tinbkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Friday, June 3, 2005 4:28 AM CDT
Hi Justine,
I often stop by here, but don't usuallly sign in. Just wanted to let you know that you and the wonderful angel Lance are very much in my thoughts and prayers.
Big Hugs,


Iris
Brisbane, QLD AUSTRALIA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 11:25 PM CDT
Hi aunt justine. This is your other daughter elisapasta. i miss you all so much. i am here in school finishing my exams and then your little girl is gonna be a senior. i can't even make myself believe. please pray for my school yesterday was the 4 year anniversary of my best friends death. and also the seniors that are graduating this year lost a classmate 4 years ago this year. i hope to see you all soon. oh and by the way i leave on june 7 for costa rica and i come back on the 14th. with all my love
elisapasta

Beth Ponce' <bethponce_06@hotmail.com>
shipshewana, IN - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 2:18 PM CDT
Oh, Justine i just love all the pictures i can't begin to tell you how much. It's so beautiful what a job, bless you. Angel Lance is so proud of you for all you do and how lucky he is to have you for a MOM. Love you and miss our phone calls.
Sweet Hugs From The Sweets and Sweet Angel Luke xxxooo
http://www3.caringbridge.org/oh/lukesweet

Grandpa Gene and Grandma Gail <gailsweet@zoominternet.net>
Ashland, OH U.S.A. - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 6:37 PM CDT
I MISS MY GRANDSON SO MUCH TODAY..I KNOW YOU GUIDE US FROM ABOVE BUT IF ONLY I COULD HOLD YOU AGAIN...GRANDMA
GRANDMA <kjeanmellen@aol.com>
STAYTON, OR USa - Saturday, April 30, 2005 2:55 PM CDT
Hi Justine, What a wonderful and inspirational website. Your love for Lance just shines through.
Lorraine Hall (mum to Jake, 2/9/92 to 16/8/04) <lol.hall@virgin.net>
London, England - Thursday, April 28, 2005 5:30 AM CDT
Justine: I just love what you have done with Lance's web page. It has so much love, so much life in all of his pictures. I love the drawing you did of him. I would love one of Becca. What a gift you have my friend. I appreciate all that you have shared and given to me. I know that we are going to have a busy spring this year with so many visits from the butterflies and dragon flies. Our angels are letting us know that they are all together playing happily in their pain free world. They know we will all be together again one day. Sending you my love, Theresa Angel Becca's Mom 2-17-95-6-17-04
Theresa <TLockler@aol.com>
Aurora, CO USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 6:14 PM CDT
Hi aunt justine and uncle eric. I miss you all very much. Sorry i haven't called or emailed lately its been hectic at home. I hope you guys are doing ok. Pray for me these next two weekends me and sean have prom. this saturday is his prom and next saturday is mine. well i miss you all hope to see you sometime soon. give my love to lauren. elisapasta
beth ponce' <bethponce_06@hotmail.com>
- Monday, April 25, 2005 2:57 PM CDT
Hi Justine,
I think of you and pray for you often. I am so blessed to have known Lance and had him a part of our family. He was truly a special boy and I miss him so much. I treasure the memories of him playing at our house and of the times we got to read "The Chronicles of Narnia" and Bible stories together. What a joy is our Lance! I love you
Elaine

Elaine Selby <elaineselby@everestkc.net>
Overland Park, KS USA - Sunday, April 3, 2005 5:51 PM CDT
Hey there,
Just wanted you guys to know that I LOVE the collage!!
Lance is so handsome, I know we didn't meet him but I feel like I know him so well.
Hoping you have some easter enjoyment.
Love to you
Colleen - Kaitlyn's mum

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Thursday, March 24, 2005 7:23 PM CST
Justine,
your tribute to Lance's Birthday was beautiful. I can tell you put a lot of time and love into it and I really enjoyed seeing the pictures of Lance. I hope he has gotten to know my little angel Matthew. I know you miss him so much, please know that I am praying for you and whenever you are ready I will help you put a scrapbook together. You did such a great job on this this page you could do it with out me.

Susannah <ssedgewick@aol.com>
West Linn, OR - Sunday, March 20, 2005 2:22 AM CST
Justine: I can hardly take my eyes off my computer screen as I look at all of the beautiful pictures of your precious, son Lance. I love what you have done in memory of him, and what a tribute of your love for your son. I think this is so special. I appreciate being able to come here and look at his pictures whne I would like to see him. The blue dragon fly is so special. I have a birthday gift for Lance, and for his special mom. You are a special gift from God, Justine. Your beautiful son shows us all with his bright, big smile. My heart longs to see the face of a boy I never got to meet. Love you, XOXOX...your friend, Theresa Angel Becca's Mom 2-17-95 6-17-04
Theresa <TLockler@aol.com>
Aurora, CO USA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 11:24 PM CST
Justine,
This is such a beautiful tribute to Lance. What an amazing son you have.
With love,
Candace www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason

Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Fort Collins, CO USA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 10:25 PM CST
Take peace in the thought that he is happier and in less pain, which is all a mother could pray for.
Jim Jones <jimj1@cox.net>
Las Vegas, NV - Saturday, March 19, 2005 4:48 PM CST
Hello Lance! As you know we never had the chance to meet in person, but as you also know that's no barrier to love. : ) You are pure inspiration...so beautiful...and your mom's new collage on this site is absolutely awesome! What a powerful and loving woman she is. I'm so glad to know her; how lucky you are to have such a mom. All best to you & all these folks who care so deeply!
Tamela <tamelav@aol.com>
Portland, OR USA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 2:17 PM CST
Hey Lance, I hope your checking your guestbook up there... People say alot of sweet things in here. It reminds you how much love really is in this horrible planet we live in. Well anyways Lance, have a great 15th birthday, and I hope you have a grand day as well.

Your friend,
Matt

Matt Oswald <matthew.oswald@comcast.net>
- Sunday, March 13, 2005 10:27 AM CST
Happy 15th Birthday Lance! We miss you more than anything!
We love you, The Oswald's
Jennifer, Dean, Matthew, Morgan and Charlie Dog

Jennifer Oswald <jdmmo@comcast.net>
Tualatin, OR USA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 10:05 AM CST
hi aunt justine. it's elisapasta. i miss you soo much and i miss lance. i am really happy for the family. i've been trying to get a hold of you but i can't seem to email you. i would give anything right now to see you or lance its really hard right now. i miss my buddy. i hope to talk to you soon mom. love you soo much hugs and kisses.
beth ponce' <bethponce_06@hotmail.com>
shipshewana, in usa - Friday, March 4, 2005 2:01 PM CST
Who's my best little buddy in the whole wide world? LANCE ISSSS!!! YAYYYY LANCE!!

I miss you my precious.

Love,
Mom

Mom <justine.saylors@mac.com>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:08 PM CST
I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT BILL CLINTON SENT ME AN EMAIL TODAY STATING THAT HE WAS SORRY THAT HE COULD NOT ATTEND YOU MEMORIAL..HE HAD BEEN SO VERY SICK AND AS YOU KNOW HIS HEART ALMOST FAILED..HE DIDNT KNOW YOU, BUT HE KNEW YOU AND HE ASKED THAT IF ANYTHING MORE HAPPENED TO HIS HEART THAT YOU WOULD BE OVER THERE TO GREET HIS DEMISE IN THE SAME WAY THAT YOUR GRAMMA DISCRIBED YOUR DEMISE TO HIM..HE SAID TO SAY HE LOVES YOU AND THAT YOU INSPIRED HIM AND YOUR STRENGTH HELPED SURVIVE THIS HORRIBLE MEDICAL PROBLEM HE HAS HAD..
HE SAID WHEN HE WAS PAIN HE THOUGHT YOUR PAIN AND HOW YOU ENDURED..HE REALLY DID!..WOW..YOU ARE SPECIAL TO SO MANY..YOU TOUCHED A WONDERFUL PRESIDENT..I LOVE YOU ,,GRANDMA

GRANDMA <KJEANMEELEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR 97383 - Friday, February 25, 2005 1:41 PM CST
I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT BILL CLINTON SENT ME AN EMAIL TODAY STATING THAT HE WAS SORRY THAT HE COULD NOT ATTEND YOU MEMORIAL..HE HAD BEEN SO VERY SICK AND AS YOU KNOW HE HEART ALMOST FAILED..HE DIDNT KNOW YOU BUT HE KNEW YOU AND HE ASKED THAT IF ANYTHING MORE HAPPENED TO HIS HEART THAT YOU WOULD OVER THERE TO GREET HIS DEMISE IN THE SAME WAY THAT YOUR GRAMMA DISCRIBED TO HIM..HE SAID TO SAY HE LOVES YOU AND THAT YOU INSPIRED HIM AND YOUR STRENGTH HELPED SURVIVE THIS HORRIBLE MEDICAL PROBLEM HE HAS HAD..
HE SAID WHEN HE WAS PAIN HE THOUGHT YOUR PAIN AND HOW YOU ENDURED..HE REALLY DID..WOW..YOU ARE SPECIAL TO SO MANY..YOU TOUCHED A WONDERFUL PRESIDENT..I LOVE YOU ,,GRANDMA

GRANDMA <KJEANMEELEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR 97383 - Friday, February 25, 2005 1:39 PM CST
I CONTINUE YO MISS YOU SO MUCH LANCE..THANK GOD MOMMY IS OK..LOVE YOU FOREVER, GRANDMA
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR 97383 - Friday, February 25, 2005 1:22 PM CST
OH MY DEAR LANCE HOW I MISS SO MUCH FOREVER, YOUR GRANDMA
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 3:12 PM CST
I MISS YOU SO MUCH TODAY MY SWEET LANCE..I WISH I COULD HOLD YOU..I LOVE YOU..OXOXOOXOXO GRANDMA
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR 97383 - Friday, January 14, 2005 2:56 PM CST
Merry Christmas Lance! I bet Christmas in Heaven is amazing!!! You're always in my thoughts and prayers and so is your family. Happy Holidays Justine!
With Peace, Love and Light
Lisa Sorensen

Lisa Sorensen <lisa.sorensen@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 7:30 PM CST
My Dearest Lance, my heart, body and soul,
Mommy misses you beyond belief right now.. even though I know you are with Jesus, who's birthday is coming very very soon.. I know you are with me, but I would love to hug you right now.

Lance's MOMMY <quilapoo@aol.com>
- Monday, December 13, 2004 4:48 AM CST
THANK YOU MY DEAR GRANDSON FOR WHAT YOU DID FOR ME LAST WEEK..HOW YOU SHOWED ME THAT YOU ARE REALLY THERE AND LISTENING TO MY PRAYERS..WHAT YOU DID WAS SO AWESOME..THANK YOU THANK YOU..LOVE GRANDMA
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 10:54 AM CST
Justine, you and Lance are in our thoughts. We wish you a peaceful day on the 1 year anniversary of the day Lance earned his wings.
Tim & Family
Mesa, AZ. USA. - Saturday, October 23, 2004 6:21 PM CDT
Dear Justine,
I was in church today and they did a group anoiting of the sick. Lance instantly popped into my head, and I realized it's been a year today. I said some extra prayers for him (and you). I hope you are doing o.k.

Vicki R. <vriedel01@comcast.net>
St. Clair, MI usa - Saturday, October 23, 2004 6:16 PM CDT
Happy 1 year heaven birthday Lance. We mish you so much.

The Oswald's
Jennifer Dean Matthew Morgan and Charlie

Jennifer Oswald <jdmmo@comcast.net>
Tualatin, OR USA - Saturday, October 23, 2004 10:44 AM CDT
GOD BLESS YOU DEAR DAUGHTER JUSTINE..WE WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU AND HOPING YOU WILL BE IN THE COMFORT OF WHAT LANCE TAUGHT US..UNCONDITIONAL LOVE..GOD BLESS YOU AND MAY HE KEEP YOU IN HIS CARE...THE TRUTH WILL SURELY SET YOU FREE..LOVE MAMA AND PAPA
MAMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 12:12 AM CDT
GRANDMA AND GRANDPA MISS OUR GRANDSON SO MUCH...WE LOVE YOU LANCE...OXOXOXOXOOXOXOXO
GRANDMA AND GRANDPA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON , OR USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 5:23 PM CDT
Thinking about you and Lance a lot today. Your in our thoughts and prayers.
Vicki R. <vriedel01@comcast.net>
Washington Twp., MI USA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 7:28 PM CDT
You've all been in my heart - thinking of Lance alot these days....
Love, Janet

Janet <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Sunday, October 10, 2004 8:28 AM CDT
Lance,
"God speed little man. Sweet dreams little man"
My heart an dprayers are with your family. I know you are free and happy from cancer. But my prayers remain for those down here that miss you so very very much.
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, September 25, 2004 2:36 PM CDT
Justine & Eric, it was a joy to speak with you both this evening. How Lucky for Lance to have such a wonderful family. Lance is stilling living life large, even larger now as a free spirit. The only thing that's different is his address. Justine, you helped Lance to find the extra time he wanted on this earth, and there are no words that I or anyone can say, that can tell you how priceless that truly was. You are stronger in more ways than you give yourself credit for. Peace, love and happiness to you all.
Tim & Family
Mesa, AZ. USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:47 PM CDT
Thank you for all you do for the ones who are still battling this disease - we need you to help us now !
Please know that you are an inspiration in the way you were are wonderful advocate for your son, Lance - keep up the good work!

Eileen Drayer <dray@penn.com>
- Sunday, August 29, 2004 6:34 PM CDT
JUSTINE!!!!

I've been trying to get into contact with you.

My emails are bouncing back.

Love Colleen - Kaitlyns mum

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Sunday, August 29, 2004 3:49 AM CDT
Hi this is krista, and i just wanted to let you know that i have been thinking alot about you. i just wanted to say that you are in our prayers, and i thank you for your always kind words that you have for me.
Thank you,
krista

krista jamison <kristadease@hotmail.com>
saginaw, tx usa - Friday, August 27, 2004 10:10 AM CDT
Hi Justine, Just thinking of you and wondering if
you still have Lance's big pretty dog. You are a
smart gal & have a lot to offer our NB support group.
Keep your faith, that tomorrow will be a better day.
Faith, Hope & Love, Lou/mom to sherry/grandmother to Josh.
http://www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 12:48 AM CDT
Justine, you are in my thoughts and prayers. This site is a fitting tribute for such a special young man. Through your postings you have made me realize that I need to savor each day and treasure those around me. Please reach out if you ever want to chat. I can be a good pen pal! Love and prayers,
Kristen Ritter
Denville, NJ USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 1:59 PM CDT
Justine, the first year is always the hardest. Each day you find yourself saying, "This time last year on this day we were doing this". You do finally get past that point and the pain does finally begin to lift. The feelings of loss and emptiness will always be there, but the love Lance left you, along with the precious memories will help you to overcome that.

I never had the chance to know Lance, but I never had to meet him to know what a remarkable and outstanding person he truly was. Just reading your journals, especially the part about what Lance said to you and to his dog on his final day on earth says it all, that he was a gifted, kind, caring, strong, and very loving person. Although he was hurting he still was thinking more of others than himself. Lance left a legacy to be proud of.

May the good Lord continue to watch over you and your family as I know Lance is doing right now. You will notice signs from Lance every now and then that only he could send you. He's still very much a part of this world, only now it extends to the heavens and beyond our comprehention until our own time comes to once again join our loved ones who saved a spot for us up there in the heavens.

Peace to you, Justine, and to your family.

Tim <trambozo@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 10, 2004 5:46 PM CDT
Justine,
cry cry cry thats all i did when i read lances page.he gained his wings on my birthday! soo sad!:(. i pray everyday for all these precious ones for a cure soon. this damn disease! heres lots of love hugs & listening to u & for u & your family. I am a fortunate one.
Prayers Always

Karen Louchart-- mom to chad soon 22 yrs NEd <hipreciuos@aol.com-- www.caringbridge.org/tn/chad>
Johnstown, Pa USA - Friday, July 30, 2004 6:07 AM CDT
hi Justine and Eric, It was so great to meet you both. I wish we had more time to talk. It is just great to know "who" it is I am talking too. I'm so glad that we got to see you! God Bless and hang in there! Love to all, Ellen and Scott Andrew

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson

Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Sunday, July 25, 2004 10:50 PM CDT
I think of Lance often. I think of your family often. You continue to be in my heart and prayers.
Janet <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Thursday, July 8, 2004 1:06 PM CDT
I MISS YOU SO MUCH TODAY LANCE..I AM REMEMBERING LAST SUMMER WHEN WE SAT SO CLOSE AND WATCHED TV TOGETHER..I LOVE YOU DEAR GRANDSON..LOVE GRANDMA OXOXOXO
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 1:15 PM CDT
Thinking about you today Lance.
Jennifer Oswald <jdmmo@comcast.net>
Tualatin, OR - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 12:23 AM CDT
I cannot begin to imagine a parent's grief from losing a child. I can only choose to believe like angels called home these children go to heaven and know a happiness beyond any this fleeting life could ever offer. My heart goes out to you and everyone griefing over Lance's passing.
Bob Boyd
- Tuesday, June 1, 2004 7:47 PM CDT
My dear angel Lance...You are always on my mind ...
Svjetlana <svjetlana_lb@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 1, 2004 6:43 AM CDT
Dear Lance,
You are, on this Memorial Day, and many other days, remembered by many as brave warrior, fighting an impossible enemy, with dignity, to the end. You put up a good battle. Your courage was awesome, I would not have been 1/4 as brave.

God has never let me know why he took a sweet, young child instead of some old adult, but I suppose he has his reasons that may be revealed someday, especially to your Mother and Grandma, both of whom miss you so much.

My only comfort is knowing you are out of pain and happy now.

God bless and protect your soul.
Love,
Aunt Jeanette

Aunt Jeanette <AGLNY@AOL.COM>
Pacific Palisades, CA USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 0:43 AM CDT
Its a memorial day and Lance was courageous, so brave, and left an inspiration to many. His Mom and Gram miss him beyond any words to describe it, but hopefully he is in the light that gives life. We come from no where, materialize to now here, and return to the source of all. The energy goes on, and surrounds all those who were so close and loved by Lance.
Light and love to all,
Jude

Aunt Jude <mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades, CA USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 0:38 AM CDT
Stregnth, love, the grace of God - Live every day with love and kindness, if you have the chance - help others, turn the other check, look forward not back - live your life with grace and kindness - thank you Kathy for helping us to remember to love and to live our lives to the fullest -
Carolyn <carolyn5491@aol.com>
- Monday, May 31, 2004 6:12 PM CDT
I know Lance through his Grandma Kathy and I love him through her as well. My thoughts and my heart is with you Lance and those of us that love you miss you so much and hurt so much and yet we celebrate your life and your being.

Julie Smith
Los Angeles, CA USA - Monday, May 31, 2004 4:30 PM CDT
Angel Lance, your mom has become very special to us. She has been there when i needed her very much. That is an honor to you and your mom. I pray you are enjoying our Sweet Angel Luke, Angel Jordan, Angel Cryton, Angel Madison,Angel Cerria, Angel Dillion, AngelDalton and all the other Angels. Bless all of you.
Sweet Hugs, Grandpa Gene and Grandma Gail Sweet
http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukesweet

Gene and Gail <gailsweet@zoominternet.net>
Ashland, OH U.S.A. - Monday, May 31, 2004 12:10 AM CDT
ON MEMORIAL DAY WE HONOR OUR HERO'S..LANCE YOU ARE ON THE TOP OF MY LIST ...YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY HERO...I MISS YOU BUDDY...LOVE GRANDMA...
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR - Monday, May 31, 2004 11:17 AM CDT
DEAR LANCE..HOW I MISS YOU..I HAVE SUCH A VOID IN MY HEART, BUT I WILL GO ON BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE OK..I LOVE YOU BUDDY...I LOVE YOU..GRANDMA
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR MARION - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 4:35 PM CDT
Happy Mothers Day Justine!
Love, Ellen~Seans Mom

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson

Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Sunday, May 9, 2004 11:05 PM CDT
You are thought of often.
Alison Becke <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Friday, May 7, 2004 9:54 PM CDT
Hello Justine,
Just checking in to see how you are doing. I haven't visited the site for a while as I have been busy moving. But you are in my thoughts and prayers. Love the poem on the Home page.

God Bless,

Becky De <beckyde@earthlink.net>
Hookstown, PA - Thursday, May 6, 2004 11:17 AM CDT
Angel Lance , you have a very special Mom, she loved and loves you so very much. I'm sure you have met our Sweet Angel Luke, since you are older help him And new Angel Angel Jordan,our love to you. Justine you are special too. I'm so glad you have become part of our family. Hope to see you in Chicago, very much. Sweet Hugs from The Sweets and Sweet Angel Luke. http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukesweet
Grandpa Gene and Grandma Gail Sweet <gailsweet@zoominternet.net>
Ashland, ohio U.S.A. - Monday, April 19, 2004 7:10 AM CDT
Happy Birthday sweet Lance! You are dearly missed, but thank God you are no longer in pain. May everyday get a little bit easier for you and your family Justine. I think of you often.
Patty Colden <Topoft@aol.com>
Ann Arbor, MI USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 3:32 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LANCE! Don't let Toireasa eat too much birthday cake... you know how she likes sweets! I hope you are having fun. My mom, dad and I are all sending you BIG BIRTHDAY HUGS! Hope it was a good one!
Julia Barry, mom to Angel Toireasa <bjulz@aol.com, www.caringBridge.org/page/toireasa>
Philadlephia, PA 19130 - Sunday, March 14, 2004 8:46 AM CST
Hi Justine, Thinking of you and Lance on his birthday. Although I didn't have the pleasure of meeting Lance, I still hear the awesome laugh he had in the bathtub. And, feel as if I know him from his beautiful service. Please know that I am here for you always! Love, Traci Vinny's mom www.prayingforvinny.org
Traci Speziale <vinceandtraci@msn.com>
Seattle, Wa USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 0:22 AM CST
Happy Birthday sweet Lance,

Jennifer Dean Matthew and Morgan

Jennifer Oswald <jdmmo@comcast.net>
Tualatin, OR USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:18 PM CST
Justine!! I am bummed...I can't find your phone number! I want to call you.
Know that I am thinking of you and Lance today, and of the miracle of his birth 14 years ago. How I wish that the story had a different ending...
Love you,
Leah

Leah Beack <lbeack@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:21 PM CST
Happy Birthday Lance. We still remember you and your brave fight for life.

Justine, my heart goes out to you on this day especially. It will get better, though I know you don't feel that way now. You have to think of him now, happy with our Lord, free of pain and still with you in spirit.

God Bless,

Becky De <beckyde@zoominternet.net>
Clinton, - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:53 AM CST
Special thoughts, prayers and balloons in memory of Lance on his 14th birthday tomorrow. And special thoughts too for your friends and their sick children. May God bless you and encourage you. Much love!
Ina & Bill Robinson <ina@rraz.net >
Big River, CA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 0:15 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your angel Lance. I am so sorry. Please know you are in out thoughts. Keepign you close.
Nancy

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, March 12, 2004 8:44 PM CST
GOB BLESS ALL THAT YOU ASKED US TO PRAY FOR..MAY THEY REST IN HEALING..I WANTED TO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GRANDSON LANCE..I MISS HIM SO MUCH TODAY...LANCE LIVES IN MY HEART..I LOVE MY DEAR DAUGHTER JUSTINE AND PRAY FOR HER HEALING..MAY GOD BLESS US ALL..
MAMA
STAYTON, OR USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 12:51 AM CST
GOB BLESS ALL THAT YOU ASKED US TO PRAY FOR..MAY THEY REST IN HEALING..I WANTED TO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GRANDSON LANCE..I MISS HIM SO MUCH TODAY...LANCE LIVES IN MY HEART..I LOVE MY DEAR DAUGHTER JUSTINE AND PRAY FOR HER HEALING..MAY GOD BLESS US ALL..
MAMA
STAYTON, OR USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 12:51 AM CST
DEAR DAUGHTER...YOU ARE SO SPECIAL TO EVERYONE YOU MEET AND ALL THAT KNOW YOU..GOD BLESS YOU AND MAY YOU HEAL ..ALWAYS KNOW THE SPECIAL THINGS YOU DID FOR LANCE ALL THE SPECIAL THINGS YOU DO FOR OTHERS JUST BY BEING IN THERE PRESENCE..YOU ARE AN ANGEL, YOU ARE OUR HERO..BLESS DEAR DAUGHTER, WE LOVE SO MUCH..MAMA AND PAPA
MAMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 5:12 PM CST
Hi Justine
Just thinking about you and Lance. You're in my thoughts and prayers and I hope that you're doing well. Give us an update when you get a couple of minutes okay?
Love,
Lisa

Lisa Sorensen <lisa.sorensen@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 1:49 PM CST
i love you justine
amanda <sgkowalski@msn.com>
- Monday, March 1, 2004 10:02 AM CST
Hope your doing well, I still pray for you and Lance all the time.
Vicki R. <vriedel01@comcast.net>
Saint Clair, MI USA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 7:07 PM CST
Dear Justine, just checking in to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless,
Becky De <beckyde@zoominternet.net>
Clinton, PA USA - Friday, February 27, 2004 3:25 PM CST
Hi there sweetheart. I think of you all the time - and I'd love to call and get together. Send me your phone number. Jeff and I would love to have you come over. We could watch movies and eat popcorn and just be "us" - we don't do that enough as it is....Love to you guys!
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Thursday, February 26, 2004 10:22 PM CST
MAMA LOVES YOU BOTH DEAR JUSTINE AND DAN
MAMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 2:41 PM CST
Hi Justine, Just checking in to see how you are doing. Thanks for the update re: luke. I'm sure Lance was there to meet him and show him the ropes. Bless you and your Angel son. Ellen Hanson, Seans Mom

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson

Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Ma USA - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 8:30 PM CST
Hi,you don't know me, but I got on here after reading your guestbook entry on Steven Spittle's site. I just wanted to tell you that your boy is very handsome. It is amazing to me how these children always have a smile on their face even though you know they are in pain. I lost my brother Randy to Neuroblastoma when he was 10. It is an awful disease! I just lost my son Adam to leukemia on Dec. 21, 2003.I wanted you to know that I feel your pain, and I think the letters to the president is a wonderful idea.I hope to hear more soon. Love in Christ, Adam's mom 4-ever
Holly Kindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
kenton, Oh 43326 - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 12:47 AM CST
Justine, thank you so much for visiting Steven’s site. I read some of your past journal entries and I can tell how loved Lance was and still is. I know how hard it is to get through each day. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Barb – Stevens Mom Forever

www.caringbridge.org/ny/stevens <bspittle@stny.rr.com>
Binghamton, NY - Monday, February 2, 2004 7:55 AM CST
Haven't forgotten you or your precious boy. Your in my prayers daily.
Vicki <vriedel01@comcast.net>
St. Clair, MI USA - Sunday, February 1, 2004 9:14 PM CST
Dearest Justine,
I'm thinking about you, and I hope you are doing ok. Much love to you!

Susan Armenio, mom to Angel Justin <barmenio@optonline.net>
New City, NY - Friday, January 30, 2004 9:32 AM CST
Hi Justine,

Just checking in and saying hello.

Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:00 PM CST
Dear Justine:

We were referred to your website by Susan Armenio. Our deepeset sympathy to you and your husband. The pictures you have posted are beautiful.

You can count on us to send as many letters as possible. We will continue to check your website for information.

We will continue to pray for you and your family as you heal. It is heartbreaking to hear about all the children lost to this awful disease. We find comfort knowing that our nephew, Justin, is with your son. Sincerely, Rob and Susan Zahner

Susan <randsz@optonline.net>
Bellerose Village, NY USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 4:19 PM CST
Justine,

I am a longtime friend of Susan Armenio, Justin's mom. She directed me to come to this site. I am so sorry for your loss. Lance will be remembered by name in my prayers. You will be, too.

I think your idea about the letters to the president is GREAT! Please keep us updated on the progress of the campaign. I will certainly take part.

God bless,

Judy Dajnowski <judes81070@yahoo.com>
Bayside, NY - Monday, January 19, 2004 10:40 AM CST
Dear Justine:
Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this time. We are Justin Armenio's grandparents and we know the heartbreak you are going through.
We will most certainly send letters and will continue to check your website for more info.
Love, Carole & Al Zahner

Carole Zahner
Bellerose, NY USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 11:11 AM CST
Justine,

I am Susan Armenio's sister, aunt to my amazing nephew Justin, whom my heart aches for everyday. My prayers are with you and your family at this difficult time-Lance is a beautiful boy. I think your idea is wonderful about sending letters to the prez and I will pass the info along. SOmething has to be done about this horrific disease. My thoughts are with you...

Linda Annonio <james.annonio@libertymutual.com>
Lynbrook, NY 11563 - Saturday, January 17, 2004 10:37 AM CST
Justine:

I am a friend of Susan Armenio, and my heart aches when reading all that your Lance and Justin went through. You and your family will be in my prayers. You got him through a terrible time. Know that you made him more comfortable, just be being there.

Dorothy <dorothy.brucale@harpercollins.com>
New York, NY USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 1:18 PM CST
Hello my sweet wonderful sister. I am using my friend Sonja's computer. I think that your idea is wonderful and I would like to help and support you in whatever way that I can. I want you to know that I love you and I miss you so much and I pray for you every minute of everyday. I hope to talk to you soon....Love ...Des
Desiree Avilez <desiree@fbg.net>
Stonewall , TX - Thursday, January 15, 2004 6:51 PM CST
I think this is a great idea. I will pass Lance's website along to others who I KNOW will be intersted. I have not forgotten Lance and your family. I check in often. There are a lot of us in the neuroblastoma community that wants more support. Please send me an email when you are ready to do this.
Renea (Sean's mom) Sean Ventura 2/2/98 - 2/27/02 <renea.parks@comcast.net>
Kennesaw, Ga - Thursday, January 15, 2004 6:27 PM CST
hi justine,
i am a friend of susan's. she had posted your link on her son, jusin's site. i think your idea is great about getting pediatric cancer noticed and heard. my heart goes out to you and susan and whoever has to deal with such a thing.

diana borman <di1428@aol.com>
bayside, ny - Thursday, January 15, 2004 4:23 PM CST
Dear Justine,
You are not forgotten. What a wonderful idea! I'm happy to support, I feel very fortunate to have healthy children and what ever I can do to assist those who aren't as fortunate, I will do. Please let me know. You're in my thoughts and prayers always. You're heading in the right direction even though you feel you aren't. Keep going!
Lots of love,
Lisa Sorensen

Lisa Sorensen <lisa.sorensen@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 10:29 AM CST
Count me in too!
Vicki R. <vriedel01@comcast.net>
Saint Clair, MI USA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 8:40 AM CST
I love your idea, count me in :o)
You are in my heart xoxox
Wilmer

wilmer <pugmarks@webtv.net>
monterey, ca usa - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 11:54 PM CST
Justine,
Lance was an amazing boy. Thank you for sharing his website with us....I'm interested in the letter, so please post more details as they occur. More people need to know about childhood cancers; we are losing too many of our precious children.

Terri Scott; Aaron's mom 5/30/87 to 12/12/02 <tmscott@bigfoot.com>
Oceana, WV USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 9:48 PM CST
Justine, I love it too. I'm referring people to your website from Justin's website. Please keep us posted, and let me know if there's anything I can do to help.
Much love,

Susan Armenio, mom to Angel Justin <barmenio@optonline.net>
New City, NY - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 6:02 PM CST
Love your idea!!!!! When you get all your details down, please send me an email! I think we should inform all the childhood cancer orgs and ped onc listserves we know of, therefor reaching that many more people to send those letters in. If families have a newsletter at their hospital, we could put it in there too! Please keep me up to date on it.
Hugs,

Heather Kline www.caringbridge.com/ny/mylittlesunshine <Queen1472@a-znet.com>
Syracuse, NY USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 5:47 PM CST
Justine, your idea sounds good to me. I will be willing to do this if you figure out a good way let me know. Thanks for thinking of all our angels. I wish you peace, it will come someday. Hugs,
Tracy mom to angel Trinity Luna, brother Seth and new baby sister Serenity Electra

Tracy Rierson mom to angel Trinity Luna <seatra@hotmail.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 4:27 PM CST
hi aunt justine i hope you are doing better. i have been praying my heart out for you i love you all. i hope to see you guys sometime soon. love you always
elisapasta.

beth ponce' <bethponce_06@hotmail.com>
shipshewana, IN - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 8:08 AM CST
Justine, just checking in to let you know that I still think of you and Lance and keep you in my daily prayers. There are no words to comfort you at this time and I would not even try. Grief is something each and every one of us have to deal with in our own way. You will find your way and each and every day will bring you closer to some peace. The best thing to remember is that Lance is finally at peace and he would want the same for you.
Keep writing in this journal and let us know how you are doing. God Bless,

Becky De <beckyde@zoominternet.net>
- Sunday, January 11, 2004 0:12 AM CST
Dear Justine: I am a friend of Ina Robinson. I will continue to pray for you. We are doing a study at Church about the Holy Spirit. The Spirit is within you and will help you through this most difficult time. God Bless You.
Joan Louis
Parker, AZ USA - Saturday, January 10, 2004 9:20 AM CST
Dear Justine, I know you've seen the poem about Footprints and "long lines in the sand" when you were "dragging". Just know that God is out there holding you up through these dark days of the soul. There is light at the end of the tunnel; keep reaching up and drawing strength from God's Almighty Power. He is our Hope, Comforter, & Redeemer. You're not forgotten by your friends across the country. We're lifting you and your family up in prayer. We love you!
Ina & Bill Robinson <ina@rraz.net>
Big River, CA USA - Friday, January 9, 2004 10:02 PM CST
Justine, I wish I has something insightful to say that would bring you peace, but I don't. It stinks and is so unfair! You and Lance fought so hard, side by side, for so long. If the strength of a mother's love could save any of our kids, Lance would be here today running around that lake. You do know that. Peace and love to you.
Jennifer Click and Carolyn Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Friday, January 9, 2004 0:24 AM CST
Hello, my dear friend. I, like everyone else, have no idea what words to say, but what I do know is that you are loved, and that Lance is right above you this very minute. Time is a healer, and things will get better (poor word, but the only one that works). Tom Hanks said in Sleepless in Seattle, that the day will come when you will get out of bed, and not have to remind yourself to breathe.
I love you so ~

Jan Karr <jankarr@comcast.net>
Lake Oswego, - Thursday, January 8, 2004 3:25 PM CST
Justine,
Just wanted to let you know that I am keeping you in my prayers for the peace that you need to go on without Lance - He is always with you - in spirit and I pray that you can find some peace of mind - Always in my prayers

Eileen Drayer <dray@penn.com>
Reynoldsville, PA USa - Thursday, January 8, 2004 3:16 PM CST
Justine,
The pain in your chest is the big piece of your heart that was a part of Lance. Mothers do feel more deeply when it comes to our children. Just think, our children are physically cut apart from us at birth. I hope you do ok. I have never felt the pain that you are experienceing, but can only imagine. I can't give you seasoned advice, but I just wish I could help. I don't know what to say, except you are in my thoughts and prayers daily as is Lance. I keep a check on you through this site. Please continue to let us know how you are doing. Much love and prayers. Kim

Kim Taylor <mkaj@qx.net>
Liberty, Ky USA - Thursday, January 8, 2004 10:41 AM CST
i just want you to know that many thoughts and prayers are with you in this time of grief. many people will be praying for your family. desiree has told me so much about all of you, and she is a dear friend to me, if there is any thing we could do for you, even so far away, please let us know. there will be a day that you will cry so hard, and you will see just pure sunshine and a sense of relief that you loved one is no longer suffering,but actually living to his fullest, and that makes it easier to know that everything Lance has wanted to do, he will. I recently lost my grandmother(june10th) to luekemia and chronic copd, but also, like you, i took care of her till the end, and at first it was very hard to except, i would still expect something, and nothing, but now i know that she is happy and living life to her fullest. wish you the best love, sonja neutze and family.
sonja neutze <redddxx2003@yahoo.com>
fredericksburg, texas usa - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 8:30 PM CST
Hi sis...I am using the computer at the library. I have tried to call you. I just want you to know that I love you very much and not one second goes bye that you are not on my mind. I wish there was more I could do for you. Just know that you are loved and I miss you even more.
Desiree Avilez <desiree@fbg.net>
Stonewall, TX - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 9:12 AM CST
Justine, I'm so sorry you are going through this. I wish there was something I could do for you. Are you reading any books on grief? Sometimes it helps a little. I'm thinking about taking an online class in something, maybe beginners photography. Depends on the price, though. I wouldn't want to sit in a classroom, for fear of breakdowns or questions about children from other people, but I would like a distraction of some sort, so I think this might be good. Maybe something like that would help you too. Let me know if there's anything at all I can do for you.
Much love,

Susan Armenio <barmenio@optonline.net>
New City, NY - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 8:41 AM CST
Justine, I've been following this site since Thanksgiving. I'm so sorry to hear that your doing poorly. I can't imagine what you've been through. The pain runs so deep. I don't want to sound like a commercial, but maybe you should see your Dr. about depression. He can prescribe something to take the edge off. It sounds like the "chest pains" are anxiety related, maybe you would sleep better, too? Do you talk to Lance in your prayers? I hope so. He can hear you and I think it will bring you a little peace. I believe there is a special bond between a mother and her son. I know by reading past entries that you've both felt it too. Keep the bond near you always. Love and Peace, Vicki
Vicki R. <vriedel01@comcast.net>
Saint Clair, MI USA - Monday, January 5, 2004 1:00 PM CST
I love you Justine. today at church even though Lance would not want me to be mad at god and Dan always told me not to be mad at him i was so mad the whole time at church i wish i could have talked to you today but its probably a very difficult day i hope we can talk soon. holidays suck haha 2 sum it up...welll i love you
amanda
- Thursday, December 25, 2003 4:51 PM CST
Justine...May God bless and comfort you and your family this holiday season.

Much love...

Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 6:45 PM CST
Justine,
Such beautiful pictures. How can a young man who looks so good be going through so much. How can life be here one moment and then gone from our sight? My heart aches with yours. I hope the views of the lake bless your holidays with some peace. Lance is too dear for words. Love Robyn

Quito's Mom , (day by day) <caringbridge.com/ca/quito <yodelagado07@aol.com>
- Wednesday, December 24, 2003 5:01 PM CST
Dear Justine, I just checked out the site tonite and see that Becky De & I were thinking similar thoughts earlier this week when we both sent separate poems to you entitled , "First Christmas in Heaven". Neither of us knew the other was doing that, but hope both poems brought you some comfort. These are tough times, but you're a tough gal. Keep the faith! We've shared concerns by direct email with each other this week, and you know that much love & prayer will be going out from us to you and your family.
Bill & Ina Robinson <ina@rraz.net>
Big River, CA USA - Saturday, December 20, 2003 11:08 PM CST
Justine,
I'm so sorry this is such a difficult time for you. Christmas should be joyous and happy. Lance is with you WHOLE and in spirit this Christmas and forever...

My prayers are with you, today and always.
Lisa Sorensen

Lisa Sorensen <lisa.sorensen@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 12:38 AM CST
Justine, I received this poem in the mail when my husband passed away. It brought me such comfort at a difficult time that I wanted to share it with you and hope it helps you too. You and Lance are in my prayers.


My First Christmas In Heaven

I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below
With tiny lights, like Heaven’s stars, reflecting on the snow
The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away the tear,
For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear
But the sounds of music can’t compare
with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring,
For it is beyond description, to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me; I see the pain inside your heart
But I am not far away, we really aren’t apart.

So be happy for me, dear ones, you know I hold you dear.
And be glad I’m spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I sent you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above,
I sent you each a memory of my undying love.
After all, love is a gift more precious than pure gold,
It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.

Please love and keep each other, as my Father, said to do
For I can’t count the blessing or love he has for each of you.
So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear
Remember, I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.


(This poem was written by a 13 year old boy who died of a brain tumor that he had battled four years. He died on December 14, 1997.
He gave this to his Mom before he died. His name was Ben.)

Becky De
Clinton, PA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 11:04 AM CST
Thinking of you!

All my love,
Angela (Christi's Mommy)
www.ChristiThomas.com

The Thomas Team
CHOP, PA - Monday, December 15, 2003 1:05 PM CST
Justine~Please know that you continue to be wrapped in a blanket of love and prayers by those who love you. We're so sorry that your precious Lance is gone. Remember that you will get to hug him again someday. Our Lord has not forsaken you, and He is taking wonderful care of Lance in heaven. Some day we will all be there together..in the twinkle of an eye...it seems like forever now, but when we arrive it will seem like no time at all. Our tears will finally be wiped away. We pray that you find peace in Jesus (the man of sorrows) who endured all the pain and sin of the world, past, present and future. Reach out to Him, and He will carry you on your difficult journey. Many hugs to you! ~ Love Jenny
The Lamberts <lambhill@prodigy.net>
Tigard, OR - Saturday, December 13, 2003 10:15 PM CST
I check on your site every few days to see how you are doing. You and Lance are on my mind, and you are in my prayers this day and every day, especially through this holiday season. Please let us know how you are doing. Even though I don't know you personally, I know you as a mother knows another mother.
Kim

Kimberly Taylor <mkaj@qx.net>
Liberty, Ky USA - Monday, December 1, 2003 5:15 PM CST
Justine, Bless you as you go through this first holiday season without your precious Lance with you on earth. I cannot imagine the pain you feel, or the strength it takes simply to get through each day. We think of you often.
Jennifer Click and Carolyn Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com >
Falls Church, VA - Thursday, November 27, 2003 11:19 PM CST
Dear Justine! I know that this is going to be a very hard holiday season for you, but I know Lance is looking down on you and your family, doing all he can to give you strength and peace today and always!
http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann

Dave,Kim, Michaela,Nicholas and Daniel Mease <mssilky@paonline.com>
Lancaster, PA U S A - Thursday, November 27, 2003 9:28 AM CST
Dear Justine, I happened upon your site by a link from another page. I want to tell you that ever since I've read about Lance, I think of him all the time. What a beautiful creature he is. The picture of him with the sunset is so poetic, it doesn't need words. I pray somehow you will find peace and happiness again. You are an incredible woman, and one hell of a mother. Please keep this page open, I would love to know how you are doing. I hope you find solace in knowing that people you don't even know, or will ever meet pray for you and your boy every day.
Vicki R. <vriedel01@comcast.net>
Macomb, MI - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 12:17 AM CST
Dear Justine,
Are deepest regards are with you during this very trying time. I can not even imagine one our sons going through what your son went through.
Thank you for reminding all of us to not take for granted those we love. I'm going to give all my boys a big hug and kiss now. That includes Andy, who still is my oldest boy.

With love,
Lei-Ann and Andy Salter

Lei-Ann Mulford Salter <happyflowers@sbcglobal.net>
Agoura Hills, Ca usa - Saturday, November 22, 2003 4:27 PM CST
Justine, I think about you all the time. Hang in there and know there are many of us who love you and are wishing you peace.
Sending you lots of love,

Susan Armenio <barmenio@optonline.net>
New City, NY - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 7:58 PM CST
Dear Justine,
I think of you often and look at my picture of sweet little Lance everyday. I wish I could have been at your "Celebration of Lance's Life", Jen sent me pieces of it and we cried on the phone together. I wish I could take your pain. lonliness and hurt away, all I can say is that you are loved by many and so is Lance...please seek comfort from us, God and your special Angel who is with you every minute of every day.
With Love,
Lisa

Lisa Sorensen <lisa.sorensen@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 5:21 PM CST
Justine, I think of you often and am here for you whenever you need me. It's such a hard road we have to travel. Lance, I know you're looking down at your family with lots of love. You are truly, deeply, sadly missed. But we know that you are now healthy, happy, and cancer free! Give my boy a kiss from me, and give one to yourself from me too!
Much, much love

Susan Armenio <barmenio@optonline.net>
- Monday, November 17, 2003 2:22 PM CST
You all are in my thoughts and prayers...
Chanda & Jake <courtneychanda@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, November 16, 2003 7:38 PM CST
Oh Precious Lance what a battle you fought, so brave and so hard. I Love your momma and hope and pray that you will look out for her from your heavenly perch, she loves you so much as im sure you already know. My little guy Dalton is there with you please look out for him and help him. I will pray for your family and ask God to watch over them for you. You are and always will be a special kid, Im glad you had such a wonderful family that loved you beyond a doubt. Love and prayers.

Katy, Sam, & Colton (Dalton's Family) <tigerlily_99t@yahoo.com>
Lytle, TX USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 11:39 PM CST
Hi Justine, Eric and Lauren....Just a quick note to let you know I've been thinking about you. I can't even imagine how difficult this time is....and my heart and prayers are with you every day. I'd love to come visit, when you're ready. I also know how hard it is to reach out, when what you feel like doing is isolating - so I'll give you a call in the next week or so. Love you all....Janet
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Sunday, November 9, 2003 6:24 PM CST
I MISS MY GRANDSON SO VERY MUCH BUT TRULY KNOW THAT AT TIMES HE IS BY MY SIDE IN SPIRIT..THIS HAS BEEN SO CALMING ME TO ME..HE WAS A SOUL WHO LEFT MANY GIFTS BEHIND FOR THOSE WHO SO LOVED HIM, WHO BEGAN TO UNDERSTAND HIS PATH..THANK YOU LANCE FOR HELPING ME TO UNDERSTAND THE PROCESS OF HOW TO GET MYSELF OUT OF THE WAY IN ORDER TO LOVE UNCONDIONALLY..A GIFT OF HEAVENLY PURPORTION..WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN, THIS I KNOW..LOVE GRANDMA
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR - Saturday, November 8, 2003 12:35 AM CST
JUST ANOTHER DADDY WANTING TO SEND LOVE TO YOUR FAMILY.MN.DAN www.caringbridge.org/mn/rosie
dan <godisgood@juno.com>
- Saturday, November 8, 2003 4:57 AM CST
I stumbled upon Lance's page while looking for the page of a child at our church who has had a double lung transplant. Lance was a very special young man, even though I only know him through this site, I know how special he was and still is. His story has forever changed me and touched me. Your family is in my prayers and thoughts. My heart is breaking for you as I have 6 and 3 year old children myself. I can't begin to imagine what you must be going through. Love and Prayers.
Kim in Kentucky

Kim Taylor <mkaj@qx.net>
Liberty, Ky USA - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 10:09 PM CST
All my love,
Angela
www.ChristiThomas.com

Angela Thomas <zzartset@bright.net>
Tiffin, OH - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 8:39 AM CST
Dear Justine,

I'm not sure if this will help you at all, but I am one of the mothers who has walked before you. We also lost the battle of neuroblastoma for our two-year old daughter, Gabrielle, in May 2002.

I will be very honest and blunt and hope I do not shock any of your readers.

I am a Christian and did indeed turn to God. But I turned to Him in a furious rage...and I mean I was furious. He Has replied with such graciousness that I am still in much awe. I have even given my faith story in front of thousands and I used to be a terribly shy person.

And I will admit this also. I contemplated suicide many, many times because the pain was so horrendous. We even have another daughter and I also got pregnant after Gabbie died. Still...I had a mighty death wish.

While the pain is still with me daily, I will simply tell you I am in a different place. God is walking with me every day (He was always there but you don't always sense His presence in this type of pain.).

I have a purpose now and a mission.

I am so sorry for your pain of losing Lance. There is no greater cross to bear.

We are geographically distant but if I can ever help you please let me know.

I was a ranting and raving mother lashing out in pain every moment. And while I still have some painful "family" issues, God has given me much peace about Gabbie.

These children are now praising the Lord in His presence. Their souls are overflowing with joy.

I hope you don't mind seeing all this in your guest book. I won't be offended if you delete my entry.

Praying for you.

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabbie, and Noah Gabriel (http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/gabrielles.prayers)

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 9:26 AM CST
I have come across Lance's site via Justin and Jamie Rendal (England). My friend Kelly's little boy, Jamie, is having his first operation to remove his NB IV tumour tom. I know that Kelly finds the NB community a great source of strength and comfort. I have found your web-site extremley humbling and I am sat at my work desk (in England), not for the first time, shedding tears for all the Mummy's who have lost their children. My thoughts are with you. Charlotte Rae
Charlotte Rae <charlotteraeuk@yahoo.co.uk>
Bath, England - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 6:25 AM CST
Justine and family
We heard about Lance's passing from Justin Armenio's site. We are so terribly sorry to hear that this disease has claimed yet another beautiful and loving child. We hope that you and the Armenio's can comfort one another during the long road that lies ahead.
Much love and prayers

Michele and Michael Riak
New Ciyt, N.Y. - Monday, November 3, 2003 8:40 PM CST
Justine~
I'm sitting here feeling so helpless on the east coast. Just WISHING I could hug you and help comfort you right now. Damnit, I am so sorry. I'm always thinking of you and right now praying for your comfort.

Chanda & Jake <courtneychanda@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, November 2, 2003 4:03 PM CST
Hi Justine. I hope today is a beautiful, peaceful day for you. I wish we could be there. I'm struggling with what to say next. Just know that we think of you constantly.
Many hugs,

Susan Armenio <barmenio@optonline.net>
New City, NY - Saturday, November 1, 2003 10:05 AM CST
I'm SO sorry to hear of the loss of your beautiful son, Lance. My heart goes out to you and your family and I pray that God gives you strength during this most difficult time.

Much love...

Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, November 1, 2003 7:46 AM CST
I don't know just what to say... I'm so sorry, Justine! Lance was a very courageous boy and we were all lucky to know him, even if only for a brief time. I will send you a more personal email later, when things have settled a bit.

God bless you all and hold you in His Comfort,
Rachel

Rachel Crowthers <rcrowthers@multnomah.edu>
Cornelius, OR - Saturday, November 1, 2003 2:14 AM CST
Just wanted you to know I'm still thinking of you all the time. Wishing you comfort and peace. I'm here whenever you need me.
Much love,

Susan Armenio <barmenio@optonline.net>
- Friday, October 31, 2003 1:44 PM CST
I will continue to pray for you tonight and light a candle. May God be with you and give you peace.
Debra Orr <debraorr15@hotmail.com>
Sechelt, BC Canada - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 5:10 PM CST
Justine, I'll be there tonight darlin...and on Saturday. I've been filling the universe with my prayers for all of you. So much love to you......Janet
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 2:35 PM CST
Justine, I'll be there tonight darlin...and on Saturday. I've been filling the universe with my prayers for all of you. So much love to you......Janet
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 2:35 PM CST
Justine, I am thinking of you constantly. I have to believe this will eventually get easier. What you are planning in Lance's memory sounds beautiful. I'm sure he's going to love it.
Much love and many tears,

Susan Armenio <barmenio@optonline.net>
New City, NY - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 8:59 AM CST
You and your family have my deepest sympathy and my greatest prayers for comfort and healing for your broken heartedness. An email friend of Kathy's. Love Renda from Oklahoma
Renda Middleton <ren_duhzz@hotmail.com>
Skiatook, Oklahoma USA - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 10:25 PM CST
Oh Justine~ My heart is with you!! Lance made is mark on so many lives! I know exactly what you are going through. I am emailing you my cell number PLEASE CALL ME! I am envisioning Lance and Nicole riding their Harley's through heaven!
Peggy Brucker aka Nicole Brucker's surviving (?) Mother <ladyksky@hotmail.com>
yorba Linda, ca - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 5:13 PM CST
I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your preciuos child Lance. I know all too well your pain. We lost our nine and a half year old to leukemia in February, after a 2 and a half year battle. There are no magical words to adequately comfort you. I do want you to know that there are many of us out here that are here for you if you want to write/talk. I know the "why's" will never be answered until we meet our maker. It is just really hard to live with that. I will pray for some peace and comfort. Contact me anytime.

God Bless-
Alison Haddock, mom to Angel Alexandria
www.caringbridge.com/page/alexandriasangels

AlisonHaddock <alisonhaddock@charter.net>
Saint Louis, MO - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 3:01 PM CST
Dear Justine and family,
I was really sorrry to hear about Lance's passing.
I feel priviledged to have known Lance through your emails and photos. He was a very brave and insightful boy. YOu were a strong and compassionate mother for him, and he loved you for that. He is in peace now.
YOu are in my thoughts, my heart and my prayers. God Bless.

Heidi Dowd <heidikean@hawaii.rr.com>
Haleiwa, HI - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 12:20 AM CST
Dear Justine,
Lance is now in the "arms of the Angels" and free from pain - I know you are suffering the worst loss you can, and I pray that you can find some small peace knowing that Lance is not suffering any longer - With my sympathy and great saddness for your loss!

Eileen Drayer <dray@penn.com>
Reynoldsville, PA USA - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 11:57 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear of your terrible loss of your son. My heart goes out to you and your family and my thoughts and prayers are with you.
with love, Laura
- Monday, October 27, 2003 10:22 PM CST
Hi Justine,

I can only imagine your sadness. I know you must have a hole in your heart. I feel so honored that I knew Lance. The moments that you have shared with all of us reminds me just how amazing children are, especially those with cancer. They have more insight than I will ever have. Can you please tell Dan I am thinking of him, too. I am so sorry, Justine. I know Lance is in a better place, but life is already not right without him.

love to you,
Jodi

jodi wallis <jwallis@thevancouverclinic.com>
portland, or usa - Monday, October 27, 2003 7:42 PM CST
Dear Justine,
My heart is breaking for you and your family. What a great kid - I love the photos. And you can tell that you made the most of every minute with him. I am holding you close in my heart as you get through the next few days. You have many people who are thinking of all of you. You can get through this - it's just so hard.
Love and Ladybugs,
Gina Peca

Gina Peca <gina@catiehochfoundation.org>
Ballston Lake, Ny USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 6:43 PM CST
Dear Justine, my heart goes out to you and my prayers are with you. I lost the most precious person in my life to cancer 16 days ago. He, too, was on a dilaudid pump with pain that kept breaking out of control until he mercifully slipped into a coma and went to Heaven. Watching someone you love suffer is so incredibly hard, but so is giving them up to death. I think one is as hard as the other, it's just a different type of grief now. I know you are needing all the prayers you can get right now, so you will remain in mine. Don't be mad at God, be mad at Satan who caused ALL of the suffering in this world. God will see to it that Lance's suffering here on earth does not compare to the glory that awaits him in Heaven (Romans 8:18). I hope this will be of some comfort to you.
Kim Rutherford
Knoxville, TN USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 1:53 PM CST
Oh Justine....I'm sobbing. I just got to work and found out about Lance. Please let me know when the service will be held - I definately want to be there. I am grateful he is finally out of pain. I'm sending so much love your way.....words just fail at a time like this.....love you, Janet
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR 97035 - Monday, October 27, 2003 12:36 AM CST
Dear Justine,

I am so sorry to hear that Lance is gone from this world. I can't imagine what you are going through. I truly believe that there is life after death and that you and Lance will be together again. You have been a wonderful and very strong mother to Lance and I feel certain that he will be watching over you. I wish I could be with you to give you a hug. Love always,

Lucy North <lnorth@dbl.com>
Arcadia, CA USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 11:45 AM CST
Dear Justine,

I am so sorry to hear that Lance is gone from this world. I can't imagine what you are going through. I truly believe that there is life after death and that you and Lance will be together again. You have been a wonderful and very strong mother to Lance and I feel certain that he will be watching over you. I wish I could be with you to give you a hug. Love always,

Lucy North <lnorth@dbl.com>
Arcadia, CA USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 11:44 AM CST
My dearest Justine and Eric,
If ever there were people filled with love and devotion to the Human Spirit it is the two of you. My heart if filled with Love for the two of you and the rest of your family as you go through this passage of time. Lance has been a Spiritual Athlete to all of us and it is an honor to have known him in my humbled life. I love you both and hope to see you soon.

Love,

Mary

Mary Dean <mary.dean@nike.com>
Portland, Oregon USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 10:36 AM CST
Lance was a great kid. One that will be sadly missed, and one that has touched all of our lives. He taught me and many others a lot about life. Lance, buddy....I love you and miss you.
Your Indiana cousin......Chris
Shipshewane, IN USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 9:18 AM CST

I just found your site and I'd like to say that I'm so very sorry for the loss of your son Lance. May God Bless you and your family. (((HUGS)))

Sandy www.themiraclekids.com
- Monday, October 27, 2003 6:11 AM CST
Im am sorry to hear Lances passing but, i think he touched alot of people He will be missed Its nice to know hes not suffering Lance is in my prayers God Bless Justine and Dan ,stay strong

Love , Tommy

Tommy <ookornslipknotoo@aol.com>
Pahrump, NV - Sunday, October 26, 2003 7:25 PM CST
Dear Justine,

I am sooooo sorry :( I cannot begin to understand your pain (big hugs) Lance will live forever in the hearts of so many people I will be lighting a candle for him tonight.

Take care of yourself,

Tearfully,


Victoria Molloy
Manchester, England - Sunday, October 26, 2003 3:04 PM CST
Dear Justine, What a beautiful sunset as Lance
was standing there by the water on Oct.21/03 pm
and just to think two days later God put his arms
around Lance and carry him home to be with all the
other angels as they all welcome him home and his
granddad too.May God be with you & each one of Lance's
family member in these next few days.

Lou/grandmother to Josh <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Sunday, October 26, 2003 2:05 PM CST
I have been following Lance's journal for quite some time, though I've not signed the guestbook. I am so very sorry to read of his passing, but glad his pain and suffering have finally ceased. The picture of Lance and the beautiful sunset is awe-inspiring. God bless you all.
Patti <cnpvanno@compwrx.com>
- Sunday, October 26, 2003 1:13 PM CST
My sweet sister I know that you are hurting right now and I just want you to know that I love you and I am praying for you. I will see you soon my sweet sister....
Desiree K. Avilez <desiree@fbg.net>
Stonewall, TX United States - Sunday, October 26, 2003 12:39 AM CST
Justine,
I am so, so sorry you are going through this. Losing a child must be the worst kind of suffering a human being can experience. Lance is safe in God's arms now, but I know you would rather have him here with you. It's just impossible to understand. I will pray for you to find the strength for each day, hour, minute. God is holding Lance right now, wiping away all his tears and pain. Jesus said, "Let the little children come to Me and do not hinder them. For the Kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these."
May God be with you, dear Justine.

Kristen Thomas <west@viclink.com>
McMinnville, OR 97128 - Saturday, October 25, 2003 11:12 PM CDT
Justine, I am so sorry. Nothing else I could possibly say, except, sadly, welcome to this horrible club. The pain will lessen, but we never will forget. I'll always remember Lance's smile.
Jamie Moore <jamoore@wcnet.org>
Pemberville, OH USA - Saturday, October 25, 2003 11:01 PM CDT
Oh,girl - I am so saddened today to hear the news. I have held you in my prayers for many years now, and I know that you have the love and strength from so many of us that love you dearly. Rely on us - don't attempt to be strong. You have touch so many lives...you have no idea. Your grace throughout this horrible ordeal has been such a supreme example of how to live a fruitful life. I wish that there was something that I could do to ease your pain, but I know that you are in good hands - God and Lance will see to that.
Jan Karr <jankarr@comcast.net>
Lake Oswego, OR - Saturday, October 25, 2003 1:24 PM CDT
Justine,
As a father with two children of my own, I can't imagine what you have gone through these last several years. You are a wonderful,loving mother. I'm sure Lance is in a wonderful place now without any pain and suffering. I'm sure Hubert is delighted to see him. God bless you and your family. If there is anything we can do, let us know.
Bobby

Booby <Topoft@aol.com>
Ann Arbor, MI USA - Saturday, October 25, 2003 12:28 AM CDT
Justine, big tears, and big hugs for you. I have truly grown to love you guys, and my heart is breaking again and again. I like the comment below, saying you and Lance are a true love story. That's a beautiful way to describe it. I know you will keep him close to your heart, and I am keeping you close to mine.
Many tears, and much love,

Susan Armenio <barmenio@optonline.net>
New City, NY - Saturday, October 25, 2003 11:18 AM CDT
Justin, I am so sorry that you are going through all this. I sit here not knowing what to say to you. Even though I have been where you are. There are no words. I extend my love, my shoulder for tears, my ears to listen, and my arms for support. I KNOW Ty was there to welcome Lance back to being whole. I am here if you need me.
Denise Mix, Mom to Beautiful Angel Ty 10/6/94 - 7/21/01 <andcandles@hotmail.com>
Hampton, VA - Saturday, October 25, 2003 8:31 AM CDT
So sorry for the loss of your precious son.
A friend in SC <Dixiebly@aol.com>
- Saturday, October 25, 2003 5:00 AM CDT
Dear Justine, I am so sorry for your loss, I dont believe as a man we can ever fully know the bond of motherhood , the bringing of life into the world and nurturing and aching all the pains of rearing them up, Our children should never go away before we pass on. God only can know
God loves children so much and some he wants near him sooner then others, the really special children , the warriors of our time. I grieve your loss and will pray for all of you and yours. The war is over and I will pray for your healing and peace!
Love you always,
Jack

John Otto Morrison <jacddsamnmac@aol.com>
Farmington Hills, Mi usa - Saturday, October 25, 2003 4:56 AM CDT
Dearest Justine,
I am crying so hard I can barely write. If I am feeling this way I cannot imagine how you and Lance's dad are feeling. I hope numb for the time being. He is at peace and he knew how much he was loved by all of us. Many prayers went up for him. Please keep us posted with how you are doing because we care dearly for all your family. Your mom has kept us updated so faithfully even though i know it must have been hard. I hate disease and death. You have the number for later if you need someone to talk to. Brother Kolenda and I are here and you will still be in our prayers. Lance was precious and even though we didn't meet him in person we knew him in spirit. Hold on to the picture of him walking when it seemed impossible. Hold on to that picture of his smile and one day those will be your memories of Lance. The smile, the impossible run, the hanging in there against all the odds. That will become your memory. His hand in yours and know he is still there for you his mommy. The love of parents and children to each other is a love that transcends the earthly pains. Keep looking up and remember your love to Lance and his love to you will never die because it will live on forever. Death cannot destroy all the wonderful memories.

E.J. & Sylvia Kolenda [Kolenda Ministries] <egospel@egospel.com>
Lewisburg, Tennessee US - Friday, October 24, 2003 10:42 PM CDT
Dearest Justine.....I have been thinking about you so much. It's late, and I am heartbroken for you, Lance's dad, and everyone who loved him. It just isn't right. Please feel my love, Justine. I am sending it to you...along with my strength and prayers.............angie
angie laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
pepin, wi usa - Friday, October 24, 2003 9:40 PM CDT
I'm so sad to hear. Lance lives on in the hearts of so many people that you've touched. Justine, you and Lance are a true love story. Thank you for sharing that.
Peggy <m2powers@aol.com>
Berkeley, CA - Friday, October 24, 2003 8:42 PM CDT
Dear Justine,

Honey, I am so sorry for your loss. Denny called me last night to say Steve had called him, and that Lance passed away yesterday. I am just heartbroken for you. I hope it was peaceful, he must have been so tired of fighting. This note just isn't enough but I want you to know how much I care about you and about Lance.

I am so sad, so sorry. It shouldn't happen to anybody, least of all to a nice little boy like Lance.

Love,

Kirsten

Kirsten <jorda036@umn.edu>
Minneapolis, MN Hennepin - Friday, October 24, 2003 4:40 PM CDT
Dear Justine, I am so very very sorry. Lance was an incredible kid, and he had an incredible mommy. Thank you for sharing so much of him and yourself. Your family will be in my prayers.
Love,

Virginia and Jay B. www.caringbridge.com/md/jaybarnett <wmc82vm@hotmail.com>
Glen Burnie, MD - Friday, October 24, 2003 4:26 PM CDT
Dear Justine, Dan, Eric and Lauren,
Even though I knew it had to happen sometime in the near future, when the news came of Lance's passing, it stunned me with it's finality. Words on paper cannot depart the grief I know you feel in your souls and hearts, nor can they ever fill the void of a lost son.

Try to remember the wonderful years you all had with Lance and how blessed you were, Justine and Dan, to bring such a wonderful child into this world. Now, he is, finally, at peace and resting.
Lance would want you to go on living life to the fullest, but you already know that, I'm sure. Lance shall always be in my heart as long as I live. You are all in my thoughts today with the deepest sympathy.
God bless Lance and all of you.
With love,
Jeanette

Jeanette Andersen <AGLNY@AOL.COM>
Pacific Palisades,, CA USA - Friday, October 24, 2003 4:07 PM CDT
hey,
yesterday i cried more then i have ever cried- and i send my sorry lance is a ver Amazing Boy! i send all my love,
*Shianne*((patty coldens little girl))

Shianne Colden <Shinababy09@msn.com>
ann arbor, MI Usa - Friday, October 24, 2003 3:31 PM CDT
I just heard of your loss, I'm saddened by such news, it just isn't fair. I which God would have an exchange plan, an old coot like myself for someone young like Lance. If it were only that way.
Doug Smith
Tiffin, OH USA - Friday, October 24, 2003 9:04 AM CDT
Dan,Justine,Eric and Lauren,
I am so sorry to hear about Lance's passing. He is with the angels now and feels no pain. Be proud in knowing all the love and care you gave to Lance throughout this ordeal made his last years on earth so joyful despite the pain.
Tim Lahr

Tim Lahr <TimLahr@aol.com>
White Bear Lake, MN US - Friday, October 24, 2003 9:01 AM CDT
Fly, fly little wing,
Fly beyond imagining,
The softest cloud, the whitest dove,
Upon the wind of Heaven's love,
Past the planets and the stars,
Leave this lonely world of ours,
Escape the sorrow and the pain,
And fly again.

Fly, fly precious one,
Your endless journey has begun,
Take your gentle happiness,
Far too beautiful for this,
Cross over to the other shore,
There is peace forevermore,
But hold this memory bittersweet,
Until we meet.

Fly, fly do not fear,
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear,
Your heart is pure, your soul is free,
Be on your way, don't wait for me,
Above the universe you'll climb,
On beyond the hands of time,
The moon will rise, the sun will set,
But I won't forget.

Fly, fly little wing,
Fly where only angels sing,
Fly away, the time is right,
Go now....find the light..

Until we meet again precious child.............

Stacey Haas (friend of Carl Robinson) <Stacey_Kodet@hotmail.com>
Morton, MN - Friday, October 24, 2003 8:53 AM CDT
We are very saddened and heart broken for your loss. Your big man Lance has touched so many lives even to those that have never met him just by his big heart and TREMENDOUS courage. Our prayers are with you all as well as our love. Losing someone is never easy, the only one good thing is that Lance now has no pain and he is with the angels and will always be looking over you. Try to stay strong - all our love.

Tena White <twhite@ccainc.net>
South Lyon, MI USA - Friday, October 24, 2003 7:22 AM CDT
I am very - very sorry to hear our dear Lance has passed away.Now I will pray for you Justine and for all people who are very sad about this loss.I know there is a lot of people around the world praying for all your family.
But even in this terrible sadness and pain don't forget what Jesus promise us !

Svjetlana Samra <svjetlana_lb@yahoo.com>
Tyre, Lebanon - Friday, October 24, 2003 4:23 AM CDT
is this possible .... I've never believed it could be. Justine, Dan, Eric ..... all of you dear people, I am so sad to hear your little boy, such a big, wonderful soul, has passed on. The hole he leaves is so large. Peace for him but my tears are for you. He's such an amazing gift. Thank you for sharing him and letting his tale, and your love, touch my life.
Clayton <onthebreeze@yahoo.com>
Memphis, TN - Friday, October 24, 2003 0:42 AM CDT
What wonderful, soft words Lance just spoke to you the other night. Justine, hold on to those thoughts.
Brenda Glenn (mom to Hannah) www.caringbridge.org/tx/hannah <wsu@wt.net>
Magnolia, TX USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 11:47 PM CDT
Bill & I are praying that God's peace will be with all of the family as you go through these "dark valleys of the soul." Lance will be missed so much. It's wonderful to know that he is no longer suffering from this earthly disease, but is now dancing with the angels! Much love!
Bill & Ina Robinson <ina@rraz.net >
Big River , CA USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 10:50 PM CDT
OH, Justine, I am so sorry.

Cathy

Cathy <Seckfourangelone.mcnpk@verizon.net>
- Thursday, October 23, 2003 9:56 PM CDT
I just don't understand...never will. Not in this lifetime, at least.
I love you very much, and I am so angry that this had to happen. I am listening to Reach for the Light...beautiful song.
Lance, I know you are out there holding and embracing your mom. Take care of her, as I know you will.
All my love...

Leah <imperialbeek@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 8:42 PM CDT
Justine,

Prayers going up for you and yours from Florida. Thank you for sharing your incredible Lance with us.

Love,

Natalie Martin-Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@comcast.net>
jacksonville, fl - Thursday, October 23, 2003 8:23 PM CDT
Please know that you are in my thoughts
and prayers as You, Lance's Dad & grandparents
go through these next days ahead. Please keep
us updated about the plans if you can. When you
look at Lance's dog you will see the love shinning
in his dog's eyes for Lance. I wish you peace.
My Love Lou/grandmother to Josh P.(11)

Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com www.caringbridge.org/page/josh>
Knoxville, TN USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 7:39 PM CDT
May peace be with you Justine and your family in the days ahead! Lance was such a trooper!
Kelly www.caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson <mom2baycam@charter.net >
Lake Tahoe, NV USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 7:30 PM CDT
Lancie is in heaven now...dancing with the angels under gods great arm............Be free little lancie for no more pain.........All the strength in the world to u little star...........luv, your Auntie susie
susie <sw461127@aol.com>
pahrump, nv - Thursday, October 23, 2003 6:40 PM CDT
Hi Justine this is Shianne Patty Colden's little girl- i don't know what to say i have herd so much about your little boy and he sounds like the most brave and amazing kid in the world- i can't exspress my feelings.. im so sorry about what happend- but if you think about it he's probobly up there watching down on you-you'll see him one day- i send ALL my love
Shianne Colden <Shinababy09@msn.com>
ann arbor, MI Usa - Thursday, October 23, 2003 5:06 PM CDT
My heart is torn.... I am so sorry Justine. I learned to love this incredible kid whom I never met...soar high Lanceman, you are my hero!
Warm hugs,

Patty <Topoft@aol.com>
Ann Arbor, MI - Thursday, October 23, 2003 3:54 PM CDT
I LOVE you Lance!

Your laughter danced in my soul.

Take care of this sweet child please God.

Jennifer Oswald <jdmmo@comcast.net>
Tualatin, OR USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 1:07 PM CDT
Justine,
I am sooo sorry you lost your little hero (Actually, he is BIG hero)! I wish I could take away your pain!!
I bet Lance is up there dancing w/ Jon today. What an unbelievable day!
This is soo unfair!! We have got to find a cure!
We love you & we'll never forget Lance! What an incredible fighter!!!
With a heavy heart and many prayers for comfort and peace,

Sherry Powell, mom to Josh, www.caringbridge.org/page/josh <srpowell@bwsc.net>
Knoxville, TN - Thursday, October 23, 2003 11:44 AM CDT
Justine, Eric, and Lauren,
I work with Eric's sister Debbie. She broke the news to us this morning. I don't know Lance, but my heart sank and felt so much emotion for this child for we have been following what has been going on with him for 3 years. I prayed hard for him last night to suffer no longer. God loves Lance and all of you. Don't give up your faith. He will get you through this. I know Lance is finally free of pain and is able to run, laugh and love God in God's kingdom where you will all meet again. My prayers continue to be with you.
Love,
Janet Peel

Janet Peel <jpeel@bnin.net>
Nappanee, IN USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 10:14 AM CDT
Dear Justine,
Jen called me this morning to tell me the news...my heart is broken into a million pieces. Lance is such a wonderful little angel that is looking down thanking his WONDERFUL mom for all of your love and support through his difficult struggles with this horrible monster. He is at peace Justine, no more pain. He is the brightest star in the sky, shining down on you and loving you always. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers, may you find strength through God, prayers and the love of all of us, your friends.

Lisa Sorensen <lisa.sorensen@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 9:50 AM CDT
Dear Kathy

I have just seen your message on the NB-listserve.

I hope this little message from another corner of the world (Australia) somehow reaches you all as an embracing hug.

Lance and his family are regularly in my thoughts and prayers - and they will continue to be.

Goodbyes I do not like, - So I would rather say 'See ya later mate'

Graeme


Graeme Tucker <Graeme.R.Tucker@bigpond.com>
Perth, WA Australia - Thursday, October 23, 2003 6:45 AM CDT
Hi Lance and Justine I read your up dates and feel sooo bad for all the pain you have to endure Lance I pray for you always and for you to Justine how hard it must be for you to see him suffer all my love and prayers are with you each day and pray each day will be better then the last. love Aunt Nancy
NANCY DONOVAN <NUTHOUSEGAL@AOL .COM>
ORANGE, CA USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 6:02 PM CDT
Lance, You know, by now, that I am pulling for you Big Time. I cherish the relationship you have with your Mom and use it as an example with my own children. You have made me a better Mom sweetheart. I Love You....guess I haven't said that before, because you don't know me.....but I do very much love you and your Mom and I'm not embarassed to let you know. Feel the hug? I'll check back again soon.
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 4:03 PM CDT
Dear Justine, Lance, Eric and Lauren,
We love you all so very much it hurts to know you are in such pain right now. Please know our loving arms are surrounding you and trying so hard to hold you. I hate the distence between us--Ive never wanted to be rich but now would be a great time to own a lear jet!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lance, you are one of the bravest young men I have ever known, you are a blessing to all the many, many people who have visted this web site. WOW almost 20,000 people, your life and your testamony--through your web site and this one, plus the people you have met along lifes journey so far (I guess that puts it above 20,000), you have influnenced many. Not many people get the opportunity to do that and to do it as well as you have.
It sounds like I'm saying good-bye--well I'm not. 1'st cause in God's world there are no goodbyes--just so-long,see ya later, allagator!!!! 2nd cause I'll be back on line tommorow to see how ya are, okay?????!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE,Aunt Debbie,Uncle Mondo,Chris,Joey,and Beth

Debbie Ponce
Shipshewana, In USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 3:41 PM CDT
I received your information from my sister Ina Robinson. We will be praying for you and Lance, I know it's tough seeing your child suffer. Our daughther was in a very serious auto accident when she was 15.5 and we faced many surgeries and things with her and wished we could take her place. Thanks to God she is alive and healthy today. We do not know why God puts us through all this but everything in life has a purpose and sometimes we will not understand until we reach heaven. I know this is not much comfort to you now but hope that God can give both you and Lance peace in whatever happens in his life.
Jim Raggett <jlraggett@earthlink.net>
- Wednesday, October 22, 2003 11:39 AM CDT
Dear Justine, Lance and family,
I am praying that the dear Lord will hear your prayers to give Lance some peace - I know Lance is so strong, because of the strong "Mommy" he has, but he needs to rest! Please Dear Lord, help this family have some peace!
We are all praying for you and Lance, and your family to see you thru these days - with love and prayers,

Eileen Drayer <dray@penn.com>
Reynoldsville, PA USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 11:09 AM CDT
Hello Justine,
Sending prayers of love and strength. Your entry today brings back the memory of my experience in the last days of my daugthers life. I was on my knees screaming at God to do something, please take her from this misery or let her live in peace. I hated that I had to ask Him to take her, I did not want her to leave me, but her suffering was almost to much to bear. You are in such an awful, hurtful time right now. I wish there was something I could say to ease your pain. It has been 3 years since my girl passed and I am just beginning to allow God back into my life. Keep talking to each other, you and Lance have a remarkable relationship, by virtue of him being your son as well as the time you've spent together because of his illness. You are soulmates, the kind of love that you share is the kind of love that most people only dream of, you are blessed. You are stronger than you know. Keep journaling. Lance, I am sorry for your pain. Sending peace and hope.
Cathy

Cathy <seckfourangelone.mcnpk@verizon.net>
CA USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 10:52 AM CDT
Dear Lance and Justine,
We are praying for Lance comfort this morning as he fights this! I will check back on the web site for an update later today.
All our love and support,
The Vanca's

Donna Vanca <Hannazmom@aol.com>
Santa Clarita, Ca - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 10:47 AM CDT
Justine and Lance-
I am SO SO SO thrilled for you!!! I know you were hurting so much this weekend, Justine and I am happy that today you are feeling better and that Lance is too. You are right-he is one amazing child!!! You and he are an inspriration to all who know you! With much love, Gin Bogert

www.caringbridge.org/fl/paytonbogert <ginbogert@yahoo.com>
Oviedo, FL USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 8:43 AM CDT
It seems when it comes to Lance the medical community is wrong and we thank the LORD for that. We are praying and still praying for a miracle. As long as Lance lives there is still hope for a miracle and we all want that for him. Whatever happens he will be a winner and so will you Justine for giving this beautiful care. I remember 35 years ago when we lost a nephew to cancer. I was with his mom and dad through all they went through. Even now I can see his beautiful little face. One thing that made it bearable was that we knew he had the best of care. We know this with Lance and we want to read about him and know how he is doing, good and bad days. We are with you in spirit and you have the number if you need it. Hope Lance can call us from college.
Sylvia & E.J. Kolenda <egospel@egospel.com>
Lewisburg, TN US - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 11:03 PM CDT
Hello, Dear Lance & Justine, Just want you to know that we are lifting you up to a special place by our prayers and our love. Remember, how often we read about how Jesus showed his love for children...He loves you too, Lance. Keep the faith. More love & prayers are headed your way!
Ina & Bill Robinson <ina@rraz.net>
Big River, CA USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 10:52 PM CDT
Good for you Lance, you can change medical books, you are one true fighter for sure, and inspiration to many.
Love and hugs from Australia
Colleen - Kaitlyns mum

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 9:35 PM CDT
Hi Lance,

You go boy! You have such a strong soul- continue to forge forward and fight hard with all of your might! Let your soul shine from within! Lots of prayers, support and love to you all. Keep walking and keep climbing that mountain buddy!!!

Love,
Shannon

Shannon www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 8:51 PM CDT
Hi Lance I want you to know that I love you and I miss you so much. Our family has been praying for you and your mom. Give each other a hug and kiss for me. I love you so much...Dez
Desiree K. Avilez <desiree@fbg.net>
Stonewall, TX United States - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 5:35 PM CDT
Justine and Lance,
I'm glad to hear that you are able to walk again Lance. I guess that is another thing that the doctors were not sure of that you proved them wrong. I wish that somehow I could provide you guys with strength or courage or do something to help you deal with/survive/rid yourselves of what you are going through now, but I know that my frustration is only a spec off of the mountain that you are dealing with. We'll be thinking and praying hard for you all and hope that if any of you need to talk or scream or cry we are here for you.

Patrick and Dona Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 4:28 PM CDT
Hey Lance,
I was really worried about you...I am so happy you are walking and feeling better! Are you ready for more cotton candy? I had a great time with you eating cotton candy and looking at the 1000 cranes. I want to come over and string the cranes that fell off. Let me know when you are at your dad's so I can do this.
Take care,
Mrs. Kenny

Donna Kenny <kennyd@wlwvk12.or.us>
Wilsonville, OR U.S. - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 3:14 PM CDT
This is great news!!!!!
You are in our thoughts and prayers.

Abel & Angie <Garciaipe@aol.com>
Stevenson Ranch, CA USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 1:46 PM CDT
Just as I expected from Lance. A true machine!
Go Lance!

Jennifer <jdmmo@comcast.net>
Tualatin, OR - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 1:37 PM CDT
Justine and Lance-
I am an n-blast lurker (mostly) and have followed Lance's journey and prayed for his continued strength. Just wanted you to know that you are in my prayers - as someone told me once, there are people praying for you that you will never know. Count on continued prayers from Chicago!

Ann Folan (Danny Boy's Mom) <Folanz@sbcglobal.net>
Chicago, IL USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 1:10 PM CDT
Yippee!
Lucy North <lnorth@dbl.com>
Arcadia, CA USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 12:38 AM CDT
I will keep you in my prayers. May God continue to give you strength and courage. What you and your sweet boy are going through is horrendous, I can totally relate to your comments about him walking. As a mom you will take of your son forever in this state, however we realize that it is not fair to the child to be in so much pain and agony. My heart and soul ache for you. May our Lord keep you in His Grace. Lance, you are a brave, couragous young man and having to endure this illness is not fair. I wish you peace.
Cathy

Cathy <seckfourangelone.mcnpk@verizon.net>
Upland, CA USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 11:51 AM CDT
I am in awe of all of your love, perseverance, and courage in this whole battle and these hardest, most difficult days. We mostly don't know these qualitites until they are forced upon us and and the depth of their reality in our lives corresponds to the size of the trial that taught them.

Justine, I am so very saddened by the turn of events and all of my hopes and prayers do go with you through the days. Even in all this I am witnessing living miracles where all touched by this sickness but especially Lance, you, Eric, and Dan (and those whose names I don't know) are showing me how to live. Maybe part of the process is others are being reminded to pay attention to life and love; that your pains, anguish, struggles, even the despair, teaches me about character and living in ways I couldn't see on my own.

I pray this cup would pass from you, but no matter how the story moves on you and Lance are so precious to me and so many.

Clayton
Memphis, - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 10:57 AM CDT
My heart goes out to you both in such troubled times. You are such strong people and your faith will see you through anything. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Thanks for sharing your beautiful photos with us all. My friend Colleen shared a link to find you (Kaitlyn's mum), I'm so glad she did.
Jane Rogers
Rockingham, W A AUSTRALIA - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 4:03 AM CDT
I am praying for a miracle!! Laura Dove
Laura Dove <bandldove@aol.com>
Dike, IA - Monday, October 20, 2003 9:59 PM CDT
WE send our love to you and Lance even though we have never
personally met .This monster makes us one huge family. I wish it could have been so different. But it's a blessing we
have one another. Lance is a handsome young man.I have too many tears now. Sweet Hugs

Gene & Gail Sweet <gailsweet@zoominternet.net>
Ashland, Ohio U.S.A. - Monday, October 20, 2003 9:01 PM CDT
Dear Justine,
My heart is so breaking for you ! I am praying for Lance to be pain free - please Dear Lord help this precious Child - don't allow this suffering any longer - I pray that you give them a miracle! Justine, when I have problems, I always turn to the Psalm 23 - "Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, you art with me - Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me, only goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life" Please allow God to help you thru this, whatever his will, He will get you both thru! With much love and prayers, Eileen Drayer

Eileen Drayer <dray@penn.com>
Reynoldsville, PA USA - Monday, October 20, 2003 7:21 PM CDT
Justine, I feel your pain and your frustration so much!! Watching your child suffer is absolutely the cruelest of fates. I am so, so sorry you are going through this! It makes me sick and angry. But please, please know that there are so many people who love you guys and are praying their hearts out for you!
Much love,

Susan Armenio <barmenio@optonline.net>
New City, NY - Monday, October 20, 2003 7:09 PM CDT
Justine, What can I say!?! Tears stream down my face for the pain you and Lance are going through. I KNOW where you are right now. I soooo wish I could take it all away for you and make everything right. I am so angry that this horrid disease called Neuroblastoma is doing it again and again and again. Taking the most precious gifts that any mother could have. When will it all stop!?! You are both in my prayers and I am here for you anytime you need me. I am only a phone call away. I wish I could be there for you physically. I have my arms wrapped around you and Lance and your family.
Denise Mix, Mom to Beautiful Angel Ty 10/6/94-7/21/01, Neuroblastoma Stage IV, Dx 6/00 <andcandles@hotmail.com>
Hampton, VA - Monday, October 20, 2003 6:55 PM CDT
DEAREST JUSTINE AND LANCE, THE TWO OF YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH, BUT THANK GOODNESS YOU HAVE EACH OTHER AND OH SO MANY PEOPLE PRAYING FOR YOU. I SENT OUT A PRAYER REQUEST FROM MY SUPPORT GROUP AND OF COURSE I KNOW YOU ARE IN GOOD HANDS EVEN THOUGH IT MAY NOT FEEL THAT WAY. GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU SAFE LOVE PAM
pam <pamlamac@comcast.com>
milwaukie, or - Monday, October 20, 2003 5:42 PM CDT


You are loved
My Precious Friends
I am keeping you in my prayers....
http://www.andiesisle.com/Heart_to_Heart.html





Svjetlana <svjetlana_lb@yahoo.com>
Tyre, Lebanon - Monday, October 20, 2003 1:33 PM CDT
Hi Lance and Justine, the fall view you have sounds beautiful. The leaves here are almost all falling now,suppose it won't be long until snow. Hope you have a fun holloween and my prayers are with you both.

Love,Aunt Gloria, Forest Lk.Mn.

gloria <wglorybee@aol.com>
forest Lk, mn chisago - Monday, October 20, 2003 12:20 AM CDT
Justine, I am wrapping you in my arms - you and Lance - I hope you can feel it. I checked in this morning and saw the latest update. I'm physically so close that I feel sometimes like running over to your house and giving you guys the biggest hug and warm brownies....but I know you have limited time and energy for others and need to focus on your lives right now. Just want you to know how I feel. Love to you both....Janet
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Monday, October 20, 2003 11:23 AM CDT
Dear Justine and Lance,

My love and prayers are with you today and always!

Love, Lucy

Lucy North <lnorth@dbl.com>
Arcadia, CA USA - Monday, October 20, 2003 11:15 AM CDT
Hi Guy--
Think of you often and pray for your comfort wherever that may be.

Jim Jones <jimj1@cox.net>
Las Vegas, - Monday, October 20, 2003 8:28 AM CDT
Dear Lance and Justine,
You are in my thoughts constantly, all my love and prayers.
Colleen - Kaitlyns mum

Colleen www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn/ <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Monday, October 20, 2003 6:57 AM CDT
Dear Justine, Lance and family,

Our prayers are with you all for peace and comfort.

With love,

Eleanore

Eleanore Steinle <EllieS@optonline.net>
Smithtown, NY USA - Monday, October 20, 2003 3:02 AM CDT
Thinking, hoping and praying for you all.

Graeme

Graeme Tucker <Graeme.R.Tucker@bigpond.com>
Perth, WA Australia - Sunday, October 19, 2003 11:51 PM CDT
Hi Lancie
THis night we hope your feeling much better.
Be strong and keep on chugging up that tremondous hill of pain and knock it down!!!!!!!!!!!!! Keep your nice smile!!
Your boat looks like fun .......go out and around and have fun............and yer nice doggie and now a kitty.....animals are gods creatures for us to enjoy!!!!!
So have a gooooood weeeek lancie......we luv u and pray you will better now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!luv susie and Tommy

susie and tommt <sw461127@aol.com>
Pahrump, nv - Sunday, October 19, 2003 10:46 PM CDT
Hello Justine and Lance! I just popped in to see if there was any more news. I think I am glad that there isn't any.
Could it be that no news is good news. I pray that your family is resting quietly and that the Lord has a good day lined up for you all tomorrow. The pictures are beautiful and I am glad that the day was so good for you Lance. Hopefully, if the pain gets bad again, you can focus on them and take yourself back to the carefree feeling that you must have felt. Even if it was only fleeting....
You are in my thoughts and prayers and I, along with all your other admirers will be storming heaven to call down your miracle! God Bless! Stay strong!

Dave,Kim, Michaela,Nicholas and Daniel Mease <mssilky@paonline.com>
Lancaster, PA U S A - Sunday, October 19, 2003 10:11 PM CDT
It is now time for super prayers and we are praying that Lance and you will be comfortable and able to get some rest. Remember that no matter how tough it is the LORD will never leave you nor forsake you. At those lonely times just talk to Him as you would a friend.

We are here and you have the toll free number to call at any time day or night that we can help, We want to help and we are praying. We love you dearly and feel like we have known you forever.

E.J. & Sylvia Kolenda <egospel@egospel.com>
Lewisburg, Tennessee US - Sunday, October 19, 2003 10:05 PM CDT
Hello Justine,
Lance will be in my thoughts and prayers! I will be begging God to help Lance get through this difficult time.
With love, Debbie

Debbie Hume <huem@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 9:57 PM CDT
Thinking of you this night . . .
Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 9:04 PM CDT
Hi Lance & Justin, Please know that you are in my
prayers tonight. I cannot get over these pictures
were made yesterday (sat.) My what a day you must
have had. No wonder you love the water, what a boat...granddad's too. Justin I would love to write
your mom if she would not mind. Let me know or
grandmother to Lance you write me, I would love for
us to share about our grandson's. Lance, I wonder
what you were saying to your dog, because she/he
is looking as if she thinks she is going to get a bit
of pizza. She is pretty Lance. Sending prayers yours &
mommy way. Keep your faith. Your friend from NB Group
Lou/mom to sherry/grandmother to Josh P. (11)

Lou Dailey <www.caringbridge.org/page/josh (skiptolou@juno.com)>
Knoxville, TN USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 8:30 PM CDT
Oh, Justine you are such an incredible mom. I don't know many people who have the kind of relationship you have with your son. You are so happy together and so tuned in to eachother. It is truly beautiful.
My heart aches that you both have endured so much pain. I, too, hate this disease more than words can say. You are an inspiration to us all. Your strength knows no bounds. It must be so incredibly hard. No parent should ever have to experience this kind of heartache. I will keep praying for you. I have followed your story for 3 years as our James was diagnosed in 2000 as well. You've always been the most caring to all of us in the list. I believe in miracles. I'll pray for yours. Love, Alison

Alison Nalle <alinalle@comcast.net>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 8:18 PM CDT
Hi Lance!
What great new pictures you have posted Your dog looks just like my dog, Kobe. She sure looks like a wonderful friend who is by your side 110% sweetheart. Thinking of you all always...sending all my love, prayers and support your way. Tell your mom I say hi! You keep up that positive attitude and forge forward past this bump in the road. You can fight- fight hard!

Love and Prayers,
Shannon
www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell

Shannon <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, October 19, 2003 6:48 PM CDT
Justine, you and Lance are in my prayers big time right now. I, too, hate this disease with a passion. I think you're an amazing mom, and Lance is an amazing kid.
Much love and many prayers,

Susan, Anthony and Angel Justin Armenio <barmenio@optonline.net>
New City, NY - Sunday, October 19, 2003 5:42 PM CDT
Hopeing and praying today gets better and you are back up on your feet in no time !! Hang in there Lance!
Laura <arizfamof4@cox.net>
- Sunday, October 19, 2003 5:29 PM CDT
Dear Justine,

We will keep you and Lance in our Prayers. I have been following your posts for a long time one the Acor list serv, and am always so encouraged with your strength and courage you offer so many others in the midst of all of your sorrow. You are a very Special Mom, and Lance is very lucky to have such a strong fighter in his corner. You both are an Awesome team!!!! You remain in our Thoughts and Prayers daily. God Bless you both+

Love & Prayers

Kelly Robinson
Mom to Carl

Kelly Robinson <tkranch@rconnect.com>
Franklin, Mn - Sunday, October 19, 2003 4:22 PM CDT
Dear Lance, Justine and Eric- Your courage is truly inspiring to everyone. Keep the faith, like you said before Lance keeps popping up and surprising everyone. I will keep you in my prayers. The pictures are wonderful, you are a very handsome young man there Mr. Love you all very much.
Tena White <twhite@ccainc.net>
South Lyon, MI USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 3:26 PM CDT
Our prayers continue with you all for comfort and peace......your bravery is awe inspiring.......God Bless you all.
Carole and Evelyn <DaisyGiraf@aol.com>
Rockville, MD USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 3:15 PM CDT
Lance,

I salute your courage.

Thinking of you and wishing the very best for you.

Pat Reynolds
Sherman Oaks, CA USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 2:23 PM CDT
Dear Lance,
This day isn't starting out like yesterday and it is so hard to understand why. All I know is that you are still in Gods hand and we are still on our knees before him for you and your precious family. We love you,Aunt Debbie & Family


Debbie Ponce
Shipshewana, In USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 2:15 PM CDT
What an awesome picture of Lance and Lauren and the great pumpkin. Also the lake/boat pictures are beautiful--yet nothing compares to the beauty of the smiles on your faces Lance and Lauren. We are so thankful God gave you the day outside together. We love you, Aunt Debbie and family


Debbie Ponce
Shipshewana, in usa - Sunday, October 19, 2003 2:07 PM CDT
Aloha Lance and Justine,
That is one HUGE pumpkin, I hope you guys are expert pumpkin carvers if that's the one you brought home. You'd also have to be pretty strong to lift it into the truck to bring it home. Oregon looks like a beautiful place to be. Fishing and sailing and pumpkins! Your dog is beautiful. We have a little pug named Bandit. She just turned 10. She was given to us by my sister Gayne as a wedding gift. So yes, John and I have been married 10 years now, on October 2nd. Some of the people Justine would know that attended the wedding were; Lucy Farnsworth, Tim Bearer, Allison McIntosh, Ruth Vernon. Just remembering the wedding brings back great memories.
We have really enjoyed seeing your photos. It's great to see you all. I'll try to send some photos via email so you can see us too!
We think of you often, and pray that you all are doing ok.
All our love,
Heidi Brenneman Dowd

Heidi Dowd <heidikean@hawaii.rr.com>
Haleiwa, HI USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 2:05 PM CDT
Lance....
When I am on my knees at night, I ALWAYS pray for you....and your mom too....You are so brave. You truly are one of GOD's angels.
Love from Debra

Debra <debra9999@aol.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Sunday, October 19, 2003 1:37 PM CDT
Lance! I know I just posted, but I just learned that you are having a hard time this morning. I'm soooo sorry sweetie. I will pray extra hard and send all the strength, love and warmth to you - you can count on at least 100 prayers from me today - close your eyes and feel the LOVE!
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Sunday, October 19, 2003 12:57 AM CDT
Dear Lance, we are praying for you and we believe in God's miracles. You are very precious to a lot of people. I am a friend of Ina Robinson and she writes to me about you all the time...
Marge Mangrum <mmangrum@midsouth.rr.com>
Memphis, TN USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 12:56 AM CDT
HEY LANCE, YOU ARE STILL AMAZING. MOM WRITES OF YOUR UPS AND DOWNS AND IT SEEMS YOU JUST KEEP BOUNCING BACK. KEEP IT UP. I THINK YOU ARE GOING TO BE OUR MIRACLE CHILD. THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU DAILY.MUCH LOVE

AUNT KAT <DERMEECER@AOL.COM>
SHERMAN OAKS, CA USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 12:22 AM CDT
Hi there,
Nice photos, the pumpkin patch is so much fun and hope you had a great time. The boats look so cool, nice you can fish and sail, or just tool around in the gorgeous outdoors you are so lucky to have around you. Glad you are up and doing things Lance. Lauren looks like she has grown up already! LOL....Rascal is so cute >^..^<.....Lots of love to you and Mom and Dad and Lauren
Jude

Aunt Jude <mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades , Ca USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 11:58 AM CDT
Hey Lance! You and Lauren look GREAT leaning against the Great Pumpkin! The boat pictures are amazing...I'm so glad your Mom posted - I think about you every day! You are a wonderful, strong, beautiful person and you continue to be a miracle! I truly believe that your strength not only comes from within you, but also from the amazing LOVE of your family and friends and all the people out here in cyberspace that adore and pray for you.
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Sunday, October 19, 2003 11:35 AM CDT
Hi Lance and Justine, Eric and Lauren....we loved the new pumpkin patch picture and the sun on the water in the boat - Lance we hope the long walk down and back up from the water was worth it...sure looks like it was the most beautiful day on the lake!!! We think of you all of the time, you are always in our prayers....love Megan and Patti O'Mara
Patti O'Mara <p.omara@comcast.net>
- Sunday, October 19, 2003 10:59 AM CDT
Justine and Lance,
I am so glad to hear that you are doing well. I know that each day is a new one and that it brings many different feelings and experiences. I pray for all of you, your strength and healing. I think of you often and always remember that you have many angels watching over your sweet Lance.
Hugs,
Tracy mom to angel Trinity Luna 5/25/01 to 12/7/02 NB IV

Tracy Rierson mom to angel Trinity Luna <seatra@hotmail.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 10:53 AM CDT
Lance, and Justine too, you are both such an inspiration!! I am SO thrilled that you are still in the fight!! You are truly amazing, and are doing such a good job of showing it's never over 'till it's over! Beat this thing and live a long time!!
Jamie Moore <jamoore@wcnet.org>
Pemberville, OH USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 9:00 AM CDT
Lance: Keep up the good work. When you're strong enough, you can come to California and visit a real farm. Our animals are a little bigger !!
Take care....Keep up the fight!!!

David M. Sabovich <Grapegrower@aol.com>
Fresno , Ca USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 8:01 AM CDT
Hey guys,
I did'nt really count, but I think were pretty even in the animal department. I am at 10!
Keep em comin' is what I say :o)
Happy Birthday to your Mom on the 25th Lance :o) Love and huge fuzzy hugs.....Wilmer

Wilmer <pugmarks@webtv.net>
monterey, ca usa - Sunday, October 19, 2003 1:17 AM CDT
It's so good of you to keep us updated on Lance's progress.
I hope that the knee pain goes away and that Lance continues to have many good days, enjoying Friends and our beautiful fall weather.

Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@comcast.net>
West Linn, OR USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 0:28 AM CDT
May the sun shine on your face today
Patty
Ann Arbor, MI - Saturday, October 11, 2003 3:27 PM CDT
Hi Lance,
Just checking in and hopes this finds you in good spirits.
What are you all doing for Halloween? I trust you are at least putting pumpkins with smiley faces. I know how your
Mom loves to decorate for holidaze!!
You seem to be very good at beating the odds here! Keep up the good work.

You and the family are always in my heart and prayers.

Love,
Aunt Jeanette

Jeanette Andersen <AGLNY@AOL.COM>
Pacific Palisades, CA USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 11:10 AM CDT
hi lance this is jessica ur cousin from california... i was just thinkin bout you and i hope your feeling ok... we think about you all the time and are in our hearts...
best of luck

p.s. your dog is cute :-D

jessica hawkins <icehockeygal17@aol.com>
orange, ca usa - Monday, October 6, 2003 10:53 PM CDT
GRANDMA AND GRANDPA ARE SO BLESSED TO HAVE A GRANDSON LIKE YOU..YOU ARE TRULY OUR HERO...WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH...OXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO GRANDMA AND GRANDPA
GRANDMA AND GRANDPA <KJEANMELLEN@aol.com>
STAYTON, OR USA - Sunday, October 5, 2003 5:42 PM CDT
Hi Lance and Justine,
We just wanted to say hello and let you know you are in our prayers. We pray the pain stays under control or disapears which is preferable. We love you all.

E.J. & Sylvia Kolenda [Kolenda Ministries] <egospel@egospel.com>
Lewisburg, Tennessee USA - Sunday, October 5, 2003 9:07 AM CDT
Hi Justine and Lance,
Am thinking about you guys and continue to pray daily for you. How are things going? Send a note or call when you can. Love, Elaine xoxoxo

Elaine Selby <elaineselby@everestkc.net>
Overland Park, KS USA - Saturday, October 4, 2003 6:52 PM CDT
Hi Dear Ones,
Just wanted to send a "Hello" and to let you know you are all still thought of every day. All is going well here, just way to hot. Hope your weather is cooler and maybe Lance can get out and do a little fishing. Just know we are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.
Love ya,
Ruf and Dora Oakey

Dora Oakey <GGDora@Aol.Co>
Rancho Cucamonga, CA San Bernardino - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 7:08 PM CDT
Hi to Lance and all his loved and loving ones.
Autumn is in the air.
Sending prayers on the breeze that you will concentrate on the season change and marvel at how perfectly everything is planned and timed.
We love you.

Becki Heusel and family <eeyore5690@myexcel.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 5:23 PM CDT
Hi Justine, Hi Lance,
Just checking in on you guys - ditto Kim, I hope no news is good news:)
Love,
Victoria

Victoria Molloy
Manchester, England - Monday, September 22, 2003 11:30 AM CDT
Hello Justine and Lance! I sure hope, no news in indeed good news! I think of you two and the courage you've shown and I feel blessed to have "met" you! I'll continue to pray for the pain to be taken from Lance and for you to have more time together! Blessings!

Kim Mease <www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann>
Lancaster, PA USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:19 PM CDT
Hi Lance--
I pray that you are as free from pain as possible; it is a difficult time. Three weeks ago, we had to put our two Labs to sleep. Their love and devotion brought us so much joy for over 13 years, but their bodies deteriorated so much in the last 6 weeks, that we could not be so selfish as to just keep them around. We wanted to show our love by letting them out of their pain so that they could be pain-free and enjoying peace. I hopes that you will be strong enough to let go when the time comes and enjoy peace and happiness.

Jim Jones
- Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:48 AM CDT
Hi Lance,
We just finished praying for you that the LORD will take the pain completely a way from you. Our pray is that you can enjoy your new home with out pain. We love you and wish we could be there with you and your mom. We are praying for her also. You have the toll free number if you want to call me or Brother Kolenda. We will comfort you here and on the phone. May GOD Richly & Abundantly Bless You. Remember this one thing = The LORD loves you and your family very much and we love you also. We are praying for your grandmother through this also. May she be blessed.

E.J. & Sylvia Kolenda [Kolenda Ministries] <egospel@egospel.com>
Lewisburg, TN USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 8:48 PM CDT
Hi Lancie,
Hope your pain will calm down again........and you can enjoy your nice house and lake view.....
Wow youre lucky to be in such a beautiful area....
What we have here is mostly cactus and sand.....the desert
Hows your doggie? She looks so sweet.....
We pray for the best for u lancie......Be brave and keep smiling..............LOVe Susie and tommy

susie
Pahrump, nv - Saturday, September 20, 2003 8:40 PM CDT
Just stopped by to see how you are all doing. I am glad to hear that Lance is still with you and doing the best he can. I think of you often and pray for all of you!
Tracy Rierson mom to angel Trinity Luna <seatra@hotmail.com>
Snohomish, WA USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 10:38 AM CDT
Dear Justine,
Wow! What a roller coaster. That Lancey is such a fighter and so are you. I love you and don't stop praying for you. Call me when you can.
XOXOXO
Elaine

Elaine Selby <elaineselby@everestkc.net>
Overland Park, KS USA - Saturday, September 13, 2003 10:31 PM CDT
Hi,
I'm so glad to see an update on things. Such a long and hard journey it's been for all of you. My husband is being treated for cancer too, so I can relate to many things you speak of. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you.
-Patty

Patty <Pattiwagon95@hotmail.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 11:54 AM CDT
Dear Justine,

I was so happy to read your update and know that Lance is feeling better, your new house sounds beautiful. Thinking of you both.....

Take care,

Love,

Victoria Molloy (from the N-Blast list)

Victoria Molloy <victoria@rickittmitchell.com>
Manchester, England - Thursday, September 11, 2003 4:20 AM CDT
My Dear Justine, Eric and Lance,
I am so grateful that you have sent this link to me. I have you in my thoughts and prayers daily. When I think of strength, courage and hope, I think of you as a family and coaches in life. May God be with you minute by minute and know that there are so many of us that are with you spiritually on your journey. I was told once that we are Spiritual Beings living a Human experience. I believe you are examples of that statement. My love to you always and forever.

Mary

Mary Dean <mary.dean@nike.com>
Portland, Or USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 3:21 PM CDT
Hi Lance I just want you to know that I love you and I miss you very much. I hope that you are feeling ok. I will be praying for you. I love you .. Deze
Desiree K. Avilez <desiree@fbg.net>
Stonewall, TX United States - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:20 AM CDT
Dear Lance, Justine & Dan,

Thank you so much for the update on Lance. Justine, I don't know if you remember me...I am Barbara Baggett's sister Betsy. I have seen Dan a few times because I work with Jim now and he has kept me up to date. However, I have not talked to him for a few months so I do appreciate hearing from you.
Please know I think of you and Lance quite often and you are in my prayers. I am so impressed with the courage you all have. God Bless You.


Betsy Bricker
Wilsonville, OR US - Monday, September 8, 2003 11:41 AM CDT
LANCE
I THINK YOU ARE A VERY STRONG YOUNG MAN
I PRAY YOU CONTINUE TO BE STRONG
HOLD ON TO THE FAITH

DELORES MAYS <HEAVBEAUTIFUL@AOL.COM>
ST LOUIS, MO USA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 9:53 PM CDT
And Lance is also blessed to have such a great mom!! Thinking of you guys. Much love
Patty
Ann Arbor, MI USA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 6:55 PM CDT
All my love,
Angela (Christi's Mom) <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Saturday, September 6, 2003 6:24 PM CDT
Dear Lance and Justine ! Many ,many kisses and hugs from Lebanon from my daughter Katy and me ! God bless you :)
Svjetlana <svjetlana_lb@yahoo.com>
Lebanon - Saturday, September 6, 2003 3:15 PM CDT
So happy for the good news ! Lance is really incredible, like his mother !
Much love

Cécile Cogez <newcissou@yahoo.fr>
Montbonnot, FRANCE - Saturday, September 6, 2003 9:09 AM CDT
MAY THE GOOD LORD BLESS AND KEEP YOU NOW AND FOREVER MORE. YOU ARE LOVED BY A LOT OF PEOPLE SO KEEP UP THE GOOD FIGHT.



MARGIE <MRUTH79@AOL.COM>
MEMPHIS, TN USA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 0:11 AM CDT
Always thinking of you all, with love
Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 10:01 PM CDT
Lance,and family, you are all in our prayers. My son Joshua has Neuroblastoma too, he is four years old. I found lance's Web-page on someone elses site. You have a very strong and wonderful son. LOVE, (joshua's mom, CHRISTINE) www.caringbridge.org/sc/joshua
CHRISTINE YOUNG <travjosh@yahoo.com>
TROY, S.C. USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 8:43 PM CDT
I have come to love Lance more and more each day. Isn't it funny how someone so far away that have never met can be an inspiration to you. Lance has been a joy in my heart. I have prayed for him and will continue to pray everyday. Lance you hang in there and know that a friend in Ohio thinks about you everyday. Love and prayers
Sue <richaelin326@aol.com>
Proctorville, Oh USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 5:41 PM CDT
Enjoy this time together Justine and Lance. Glad to hear the pain is under control. Those pumps are a blessing. We love you and pray for you everyday. Thanks for the update. I know it is hard to keep up with updates. When my grandma was down with cancer it seemed we didn't have time for anything except to keep on caregiving. Caregiving is the most loving job on earth and Thank GOD for the caregivers. Many who didn't think they were the caregiving type found out that they were when tried. Lance you have to keep on because Brother Kolenda is almost a 100 years young now. We want you to be with us for 100 years but that is in the hands of someone more qualified to decide. You are the only person in 76 years of ministry that Brother K was ever lead of the LORD to send a prayer cloth. Keep holding on dear ones and know prayer is your comfort and your fortress. You have the number if you need us night or day. The LORD loves you and we love you.
May GOD Richly Bless You from the Kolendas

E.J. & Sylvia Kolenda [Kolenda Ministries] <egospel@egospel.com>
Lewisburg, TN USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 5:33 PM CDT
Lance! Hey Mister! I'm so happy to see an update on you, I think about you constantly and always ask Jen Oswald to fill me in if she knows anything. She's my "Lance connection". I'm sorry for your scare last week but am so happy to see what a fighter you are and that you can get through ANYTHING! You are AMAZING! Lauren started 7th grade this year...she loves it! She has her first "dance" tonight she thinks that's pretty darn cool. Our family just got back from getting married in Jamaica, it was awesome! So I have a new last name if you were trying to figure out who this Lisa Sorensen girl is!
All my prayers and warm wishes are always with you and your family Lance.
Huge Hugs
Lisa

Lisa (Searle) Sorensen <lisa.sorensen@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 2:09 PM CDT
Our prayers are with you; we hope that you are comfortable, thinking positively, and staying close to God.
Jim Jones
Las Vegas, NV - Friday, September 5, 2003 1:29 PM CDT
I will pray for Lance everyday as I have done for Madison. Justine stay strong and pray hard. I will put lance in the same prayer lines as I had Madison in and more. God Bless you. Your new found friend in Miami, Florida Carolyn
Carolyn Bradford <FancyInMiamiFla@aol.com>
Miami, Fl USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 12:58 AM CDT
Dear Justine,
So glad to hear Lance is doing better - I will keep him in my prayers ! God Bless You All,

Eileen Drayer <dray@penn.com>
Reynoldsville, PA USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 11:04 AM CDT
So happy to hear Lance is doing better. My family checks the website regularly and prays for all of you daily. God Bless to all of you.
John <jellsworth00@hotmail.com>
Milwaukie, OR Clackamas - Friday, September 5, 2003 8:48 AM CDT
Hey, just got your update. I'm glad Lance is doing better. I hope you continue to be able to play your computer games. All my love and prayers.
Lisa Rolins <LisaRolins@aol.com>
Conway, Ar USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 7:18 AM CDT
Thank you for taking the time to update us on Lance's condition, it is good of you, since there are so many people out there who care about you and hold you in their thoughts. It's hard to imagine the hell you are going through right now, but you are Lance's rock and support.He is so fortunate to have you. Stay strong.
Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@comcast.net>
West Linn, OR USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 11:19 PM CDT
Lance,
We check on you all the time, hope you are feeling good. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Kaitlyn and Colleen

Colleen <www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn/>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Thursday, September 4, 2003 11:10 PM CDT
Love to you both.
Austin & Helen
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 10:53 PM CDT
Justine, I know you are pressed for time to keep this journal updated, and just want you to know how much we appreciate it when you do. You and Lance are in my thoughts and prayers each and every day.

We wonder how God can let this happen to such good people. I have been searching for an answer and I found this....
Listen to the excerpt. Very Good.

www.aol.beliefnet.com/audio/religion/kushner2.rm

Can We Forgive God?
There's no way we can make sense of some tragedies. The question is, can we go on? By Harold Kushner
What can we do when the worst happens--a tragic death, an excruciating illness, a devastating failure? Rabbi Harold Kushner says that we can't use logic to cope with it--we have to go deeper.
Listen to an excerpt from his classic book When Bad Things Happen to Good People.
You might also look in Judges, early chapters for the story of Gideon whose existence is threatened by many ugly
events. He converses with God who comes in the form of an angel and has a clever, interesting conversation in which Gideon complains about the way God treats friends. Another biblical reference to this question of why good
people suffer is, of course, the Book of Job.

Just hoping you can find some comfort here.

God Bless, Becky De





Becky De <beckyde@zoominternet.net>
Clinton, PA USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 7:22 PM CDT
Hey Justine and Lance, I am happy to hear about the beauty of the house, and I hope you are enjoying it lance! God loves and smiles on you, blessings and love to you both.
Love Yvonne

Yvonne <YMadisonWriter76@aol.com>
Fresno, Ca USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 7:08 PM CDT
Hi You Guys, Just a note to say hello and to let you know that you're thought of on a regular basis. These are tough times and we pray that God will keep you in the palm of His hand. Our love and prayers are with you.
Bill & Ina Robinson <ina@rraz.net>
Big River, CA USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 6:28 PM CDT
Justine this was such a beautiful entry - you are a wonderful Mama Bear!!
Patti O
- Thursday, September 4, 2003 5:31 PM CDT
Dear Justine & Lance,

My prayers and love go out to you both!

Love, Lucy

Lucy North
Arcadia, CA USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 4:26 PM CDT
Just to let you know that we are still praying for you and think about you so much.
You are so strong. Keep fighting!
Josh is still doing really well, his website is www.andrew.sheard.ukgateway.net

Rachel, Andrew, Tim & Josh Sheard <sheardweb@tiscali.co.uk>
Kings Lynn, Norfolk UK - Thursday, September 4, 2003 4:25 PM CDT
So glad to hear your leg is better and you are more comfortable Lance. Justine...I'm so GLAD and thank GOD that Lance is back from his Dad's and with you again. Isn't it odd the way in which God provides gifts in our lives. As a mother, my life has taken some dramatic turns, and I need to keep remembering the gifts I have that I need to realize. So much Love to you and Lance and your wonderful family.
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Thursday, September 4, 2003 4:08 PM CDT
Aloha Lance and Justine,
I think of you often. We had a great summer swimming and snorkeling and seeing all the great reef fish. One morning at Waimea Bay, we saw green sea turtles swimming with spinner dolphins! The kids are back in school, and playing soccer. Johnny (age 3) is a body boarder already. I'm glad to hear you have a great house. It's sounds wonderful. Love and kisses XOXOXO
A hui ho (until next time)
your Hawaiian Ohana -

Heidi Brenneman Dowd
Haleiwa, HI USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 4:00 PM CDT
Hi Lance, I just read Mom's update and so glad the swelling went down on your leg. It must be something to go through so many changes ALL the TIME. You are so brave. I hope you feel good again soon. I think of you and Mom and Eric and Lauren often and saw the pictures of your new house, it is beautiful. So glad that you are on the lake with new space and what a view! I love you lots.

Aunt Jude <mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades, CA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 3:49 PM CDT
Justine, Lance and all,
I check in often as I can. I miss knowing how you are but keep you in my heart and prayers all the time. I was thinking the ultimate tribute to a man is how he lives his life - and that character carries on forever. You are an inspiration to me to live well and I'll never forget the touch you have on my life. I hope your days are good, your sleep is deep, and your pain is in check. I miss you.

Clayton <onthebreeze@yahoo.com>
Memphis, - Thursday, September 4, 2003 1:34 PM CDT
Dear Lance,
I read your Mother's journal entry about you being afraid of being all alone in some white place. I have experienced the white light and nearly went over to the other side. I remember feeling happy and at peace. A nurse woke me up which prevented my journey to the other side (I am guessing). However, after that, I never feared leaving this earth, convinced that our creator took care of everything, birth, life and death for us so that we would never have bad memories or suffer. I hold that thought today and believe we will all be together again someday, happy and in peace.

Love,
Aunt Jeanette

jeanette andersen <jkatn@aol.com>
pacific palisades, ca usa - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 3:55 PM CDT
Dear Lance,
Rumor has it that you love your new house, I am so glad to hear that! I think of you all the time, with LOVE.

XOXOX
Aunt Jeanette

Jeanette Andersen <JKATN@AOL.COM>
Pacific Palisades, CA USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 3:43 PM CDT
Sending all of my love and prayers your way- god bless. Thinking of you all always. Justine, if you need anything, please email!!!

Love,
Shannon

Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, August 31, 2003 11:04 PM CDT
Sending all of my love and prayers your way- god bless. Thinking of you all always. Justine, if you need anything, please email!!!

Love,
Shannon

Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, August 31, 2003 11:04 PM CDT
Justine,
Just letting you know that I'm praying for Lance and for you and your family. I'm always thinking of you.

Patty Stevenson
Prattville, AL USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 3:04 PM CDT
Justine and Eric,
We are always here if you need us for anything. Give us a call if you want to talk.

Patrick and Dona

Patrick and Dona <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 8:54 AM CDT
Justine,
I just wanted to let you know that you are one amazing woman! Your family remains in my thoughts and prayers always! Take care and I am here if you need anything!
Love,
Kelly
Mom to Mark 1/4/98-7/1/01
www.caringbridge.org/md/marksalvador

Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Upper Marlboro, MD USA - Monday, August 25, 2003 1:18 AM CDT
Miss Justine, I hope you are feeling God's comforting presence in your life every day. You and your precious Lance remain in my prayers. "The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart." (Psalm 34:18a)
Kim Rutherford <kimruth1@utk.edu>
Knoxville, TN USA - Sunday, August 24, 2003 6:09 PM CDT
Our hearts are with you, and our prayers are yours.
Kaitlyns Family

Colleen <http://www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn/>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Friday, August 22, 2003 2:05 AM CDT
Just dropping by to say hi and send warm thoughts your way.
Jennifer Click and Carolyn Coveney <www.caringbridge.org/va/carolyncoveney>
NY, NY USA - Thursday, August 21, 2003 10:40 PM CDT
Thinking of you all everyday.
Denise Mix, Mom to Beautiful Angel Ty <andcandles@hotmail.com>
Hampton, VA USA - Sunday, August 17, 2003 9:11 AM CDT
Always in my prayers, Justine - praying for a miracle!
Eileen

Eileen Drayer <dray@penn.com>
Reynoldsville, Pa USA - Saturday, August 16, 2003 12:18 AM CDT
Just wanted to stop by andsay hello!!!! I think about you guys every day! Justine you are a pillar of strength and your friendship means the world to me! Lance, you keep fighting!!! WE LOVE YOU!!!!!!
Julia, mom to Angel Toireasa <www.caringBridge.org/page/toireasa>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Thursday, August 14, 2003 12:22 AM CDT
Dear Justine,

Just wanted you to know I'm still including your family in my prayers every night.

God bless,
The Paquettes: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabbie, and baby Noah (http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/gabrielles.prayers)

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Thursday, August 14, 2003 10:56 AM CDT
OXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
GRANDMA LOVES YOU, LANCE....MAMA LOVES YOU JUSTINE....

GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR USA - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 2:46 PM CDT
Justine and Family,
Just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you and your family to have some peace - even though you are going thru such a terrible time right now - I hope you can feel all the prayers and love coming your way - I hope you can find the peace and light of Jesus' love thru all of this -
Eileen

Eileen Drayer <dray@penn.com>
Reynoldsville, Pa USA - Sunday, August 10, 2003 11:57 AM CDT
Thinking of you every day. Love and Strength, Janet
Janet Prottas
Lake Oswego, OR - Sunday, August 10, 2003 11:39 AM CDT
Lance, we think about you every day. Carolyn is sending you a hug for your mom to deliver. We hope you are feeling better today.
Jennifer Click and Carolyn Coveney <www.caringbridge.org/va/carolyncoveney>
New York, NY USA - Saturday, August 9, 2003 12:25 AM CDT
Dear Lance and Justine, wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless and keep you both.
With Love,

Becky De
Clinton, PA USA - Saturday, August 9, 2003 10:52 AM CDT
hello lance and justine.my thoughts are with you every day. hoping all is ok. hope you are keeping pain under control. the children are still praying everynight for you.

all our love ,
wendy,skip,david,ben,alea marose

wendy marose <wendy.m.marose@healthpartners.com>
north saint paul, mn - Friday, August 8, 2003 11:40 AM CDT
Hi Justine and Lance I know you from the Neuroblastoma listserve and wanted to let you know you are both in our prayers every day. Hope this message finds you at peace and without pain on your journey. Lots of Love and Prayers your way.
Katy and Dalton Tuorila <tigerlily_99t@yahoo.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 4:29 PM CDT
HELLO JUSTINE AND LANCE AND FAMILY, FRANK AND I HAVE BEEN ON A ADVENTURE AND JUST RETURNED TONITE. YOU ARE ALL IN MY PRAYERS AND I WANTED TO KNOW HOW YOU ALL WERE DOING SO I CHECK THE WEBSITE:( BUT FIGURE YOU HAVE PLENTY TO DO. WHEN WE DROVE BY THE ENCHANTED FOREST IT MADE ME THINK OF YOU BOTH AND YOUR ADVENTURE THERE! GOD BLESS YOU LOVE YOU PAM
PAM MACLEAN
MILWAUKIE , OR USA - Saturday, August 2, 2003 10:36 PM CDT
thinking of you all!
With love and prayers, Angela (Christi's Mommy) <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin / NYC, OH/ny USA - Saturday, August 2, 2003 6:58 PM CDT
Hi Lance and Justine I am a friend of George and Donna Vanca and have been praying for you for a long time. Our God is a good God amd his mercy endures forever. May he grant you His Peace, the Peace that passes all understanding as you go through this time.
Carolyn <cdosick@adelphia.net>
Camarillo, Ca USA - Saturday, August 2, 2003 3:04 PM CDT
Hi Lance!
Just wanted to check up on my friend! Hope you're feeling strong and pain free. I'm thinking about you every day and praying that you are at peace.
Lots of hugs,
Lisa

Lisa Searle
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Friday, August 1, 2003 4:35 PM CDT
Hi Justine, Lance and family! - Thinking of you, sending love and strength. Look out at the lake and feel peace - water (ocean, lakes, rivers) has always symbolized the flow of spirituality "to me" - the image is so powerful, yet so soothing. Love to all of you...Janet
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Friday, August 1, 2003 2:56 PM CDT
You have touched so many people. I will always hold you in my heart and my prayers.
Peggy Powers <m2powers@aol.com>
Berkeley, CA USA - Thursday, July 31, 2003 3:35 PM CDT
I just wanted to say how glad I am that you all have found a house that you like. We pray for you all the time.

Take Care
Patrick

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Thursday, July 31, 2003 10:11 AM CDT
((( Justine)))) Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you everyday! You all are in my thoughts and prayers. Take care!
Love,
Kelly
Mom to Mark 1/4/98-7/1/01
www.caringbridge.org/md/marksalvador

Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Upper Marlboro, MD USA - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 3:52 PM CDT
Love and support to you all....sending much positive energy and prayers too! God bless...For Always, Shannon
Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, July 27, 2003 10:04 PM CDT
A quick note to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs, Beth & Austin Davis <gbd@sympatico.ca>
Ontario, Canada - Thursday, July 24, 2003 11:02 PM CDT
Miss Justine -- I am still checking and praying for you and your precious Lance every single day. "Let thy mercy, O Lord, be upon us, according as we hope in thee." (Psalm 33:22)
Kim Rutherford <kimruth1@utk.edu>
Knoxville, TN USA - Thursday, July 24, 2003 8:19 AM CDT
Dear Justine,
I have been thinking about you a lot today. I'm afraid to call though. I'm afraid of interrupting. Please call me anytime.............day or night...........when you want to talk.

Shannon <ssnow707@aol.com>
Nevada City, CA - Thursday, July 24, 2003 0:39 AM CDT
Dearest Justine and Lance,

I am sending you my love, my strength, my hugs and my prayers. You are in my daily thoughts and prayers. I love you both.............angie

Angie Laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
Pepin, WI USA - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 9:59 PM CDT
Justine & Lance,
Just wanted to tell you I am thinking of
you. Lance I bet your dog is laying right
beside you.Hold it tight. It loves you, I can
tell from your web page. Your friend Lou/mom
to sherry/grandmother to Josh P.
skiptolou@juno.com

Lou Dailey <www.caringbridge.com/page/josh>
Knoxville (Karns), TN. USA - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 9:34 PM CDT
Justine & Lance,
Just wanted to tell you I am thinking of
you. Lance I bet your dog is laying right
beside you.Hold it tight. It loves you, I can
tell from your web page. Your friend Lou/mom
to sherry/grandmother to Josh P.
www.caringbridge.com/page/josh

Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville (Karns), TN. USA - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 9:30 PM CDT
Lance and Justine, we think of you every day, wishing only love, peace, and strength for you both.
Jennifer Click and Carolyn Coveney <www.caringbridge.org/va/carolyncoveney>
New York, NY USA - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 2:56 PM CDT
Sending you tons of prayers and good wishes while my heart is breaking. I'm so so sorry, my sweet listserv friend. Life is so unfair.
Love, Angela Thomas (Christi's Mommy) <www.ChristiThoms.com>
Hawaii, HI - Sunday, July 20, 2003 4:02 AM CDT
Hi Justine and Lance just wanted to let you know I am here for you and think of you and pray for you every day hope each day God will give you the strength you both need during this most difficult time, are thoughts are with you all the time. love aunt Nancy
Nancy Donovan <nouthousegal@aol.om>
Orange, ca usa - Saturday, July 19, 2003 12:41 AM CDT
Justine and Lance,

It just doesn't seem fair sometimes, does it? I can't imagine what you are going through, even with all I've been through myself! I do understand the power of prayer and love to heal broken hearts, though, and please know that you have a special place in my heart.

Lance, you are my hero!

Love, Rachel

Rachel Crowthers <rcrowthers@multnomah.edu>
Cornelius/Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 3:02 PM CDT
Justine,

I am checking every day and praying for Lance and all of you every day.

Monica Paquette, Saint Gabbie's mama

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Sunday, July 13, 2003 1:56 PM CDT
Justine,
I am so sorry you all are having to go through this. I know how you are feeling these days. I'm having a really bad day today. I'm mad about Dillon and I'm mad about Lance. I can just picture the two of them together in Heaven. Call if you need me. All My Love, Lisa

Lisa Rolins <LisaRolins@aol.com>
Conway, AR USA - Saturday, July 12, 2003 6:58 PM CDT
Hi,
I am praying for Lance and his parents. I will also pray that God will ease his pain and give him comfort. I am sorry I havn't left a message on the site before now. I have been following your journey through the NB listserver. Please know that Lance and your family have been on my prayer list for a while.

Susie Morris Trey's granny, sharingthoughts@hotmail.com < www.caringbridge.org/va/trey >
Dry Fork, Va. - Friday, July 11, 2003 8:02 PM CDT
May God's peace settle on you and ease your heavy heart. You are in our prayers.
Tony & Cyndi Pasma <tpasma@vignette.com>
Niwot, CO USA - Friday, July 11, 2003 4:06 PM CDT
Praying, praying for peace, comfort, mercy, strength every day. "Hear, O Lord, and have mercy upon me: Lord, be thou my helper." (Psalm 30:10)
Kim Rutherford <kimruth1@utk.edu>
Knoxville, TN USA - Thursday, July 10, 2003 3:28 PM CDT
I'm sure there are many of us out here who have been following your journals, and have come to know and care about Lance. I can't begin to imagine how you have coped with all Lance has been through, but I want you to know I have learned much...changed my perspective on life...while I have read all you have coped with. I do pray for you...I wish you peace as you travel through this time.
Patti
WA USA - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 10:46 PM CDT
Hi Justine,
Please give Lance a big kiss and a hug for me. Please tell him that he is the bravest person I know.

I think of you often. I don't know what to say. I can feel your heart ache when I read your emails.
my love and prayers to you and Dan,
love,
Jodi

jodi wallis <jwallis@thevancouverclinic.com>
portland, or usa - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 9:31 PM CDT
As always, holding you close with a broken heart....
In tears and love,

Leah <imperialbeek@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 9:11 PM CDT
Just to let you know that you are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Rachel, Andrew, Tim & Josh Sheard <thesheards@tiscali.co.uk>
UK, - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 4:03 PM CDT
Dear Lance and Justine,
I'm so so sorry Lance that you hurt so much, I wish I could take all your hurt away. I will pray as always that God gives you painless days and much peace for all of you. Keeping you close in my heart, prayers and thoughts.
Love,
Lisa Searle (Jen's friend)

Lisa Searle <lisa.searle@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 11:46 AM CDT
Justine and Lance,
We are from the NBlast listserv. Our wish for you both is love and peace. You are in our thoughts often.

Jennifer Click and Carolyn Coveney <www.caringbridge.org/va/carolyncoveney>
Arlington, VA USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 11:38 PM CDT
Dear Justine, Lance and family,

I am from the NBlast list. You are all in my thoughts and prayers that your journey over the next few days, weeks and months is filled with peace and light. I will also pray that thoughts of happy, joyful times fill your hearts during this difficult time. With much love,

Eleanore Steinle <www.caringbridge.org/ny/cassandra.steinle>
Smithtown, NY USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 11:11 PM CDT
Hi Justine,
Just come to say Hi and see how Lance's day was today.
You are in my prayers everyday. May God hold you and Lance
tight and give you rest & peace. My Love Lou/
mom to sherry/grandmother to Josh P(10)dx.nbiv 6/01

Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville ( Karns), TN USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 9:37 PM CDT
dear Justine so so sorry to hear Lance is in so much pain we will continue to pray for him and you and Dan our love is with you at this your most painful time. love Aunt Nancy
NANCY <NOUGHTHOUSEGAL@aol.com>
ORANGE, CA USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 4:49 PM CDT
dear Justine so so sorry to hear Lance is in so much pain we will continue to pray for him and you and Dan our love is with you at this your most painful time. love Aunt Nancy
NANCY <NOUGHTHOUSEGAL@aol.com>
ORANGE, CA USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 4:48 PM CDT
Dear Justine,

I will keep praying. I am so sorry this is happening.

Monica

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, July 7, 2003 9:53 AM CDT
Justine,
I can certainly understand your decision to leave - it must be hard reading the posts when people are bickering and you are probaly feeling so out of control of anything in your life right now - Please know that I am praying for God to grant you what you need most now - peace - and no more suffering for your son, Lance - I can't say I know how you feel, but I know how much you love him and the suffering has got to be so hard to watch - I will pray that God will help Lance pass easily and without anymore suffering - and you can find some peace in this horrible place you are right now - God does love all of us in his own way, and I know that does not seem possible to you right now, but know that allot people are praying for you and your family right now to find the peace that is waiting for all of us someday!
Please email for privately, anytime 24/7 - I will miss your posts - you came to my rescue one day over nutrition - and I so appreciated it, because I am new here - but I will always remember your words, "we are all at different points" and they rang so true that day for me - With much love and prayers, Eileen

Eileen Drayer <dray@penn.com>
Reynoldsville, Pa USA - Friday, July 4, 2003 10:18 AM CDT
Dear Justine,
I am sorry that you will be leaving the Nb list but I certainly understand. I don't post often, but please know I pray for your family always and I have been following Lance since we signed on. I know your pain is horrible right now and I continue to pray for peace and comfort. May God be merciful and help you. Much love,

Beth A. White <KeyWest12@aol.com>
Chattanooga, TN United States - Friday, July 4, 2003 8:07 AM CDT
Justine,

Just wanted to let you know that you and Lance will be in my prayers. May peace be with you in the days ahead.

Love,

Kelly www.caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson <mom2baycam@charter.net >
Lake Tahoe, NV USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Friday, July 4, 2003 1:10 AM CDT
Dear Justine and family,

I am so sorry for what you are going through. Knowing that a child is likely to die is very painful, and yes, living after their death is very painful.

I see that Lance has had some of his fears about being alone in heaven eased. Please tell him that God takes the death of his saints (truly, those in heaven are saints but I know people like to call children angels) with much seriousness.

"Yea though I walk though the valley of the SHADOW of death, I will fear no evil: for thou are with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me." Psalm 23:4

My two-year old Gabbie died in my arms from neuroblastoma. She did have pain off and on that day. But I must say that her last breath was peaceful.

I take Scripture very, very seriously. The one thing I have allowed myself, that is not confirmed in Scripture, is that perhaps Jesus even comes and shows Himself to those who are about to die. The day before Gabbie died, my husband was holding her, she pointed her finger and said "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus." I firmly believe she saw Jesus.

I will pray for your entire family.

I will continue to come to your site daily.

In these crushing times...He is still with us.

We really do care for others who may end up with similar journeys.

The Paquettes: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabrielle, and baby Noah (http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/gabrielles.prayers)

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 6:07 PM CDT
Miss Justine -- you and your beloved Lance are in my heart and prayers. I had not been able to check the website for a while, but I will be praying, praying, praying for strength and comfort and peace. I hate cancer. Because of cancer I, too, have lost my joy in life. But heaven is a wonderful promise that I look forward to someday. Please tell Lance that he can be sure of heaven. The way is very specific but very sure: "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised Him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation." (Romans 10:9-10) Thank you God!
Kim Rutherford <kimruth1@utk.edu>
Knoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 2:45 PM CDT
Hi Lance!
Happy 4th of July weekend! Have a wonderful weekend, I pray that it is pain free and full of smiles and laughter!
You are always and I mean ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers!
Lots of love,
Lisa Searle

Lisa Searle <lisa.searle@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 11:24 AM CDT
My dearest Justine, Lance, and family,
Just wanting you to know that you are in my heart always; everyday and every hour, holding you close. I wish that I could hold you in person, but please know that I am there with you.
Love you all,

Leah <imperialbeek@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 9:17 PM CDT
Hi Lance! I think of you all the time. You touch so many lives darlin. My heart is filled with love for you and your family. Once again, I wrap you in a blanket of love, peace and warmth.
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Monday, June 30, 2003 10:56 AM CDT
Hi Lance,
Thinking of you-I am sending you the very brightest star tonight! Sending all my love and support your way.

Love,
Shannon

Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, June 29, 2003 7:11 PM CDT
Hi Lance,
Thinking of you-I am sending you the very brightest star tonight! Sending all my love and support your way.

Love,
Shannon

Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, June 29, 2003 7:11 PM CDT
Hi Lance,

We just wanted to pop in to say hello and to let you know that we're thinking of you. Love,

Alison, Pat and Chris Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Saturday, June 28, 2003 9:54 PM CDT
Lance and Justine,
I am sorry it has been so long since last I wrote. I have been pretty sick with this new pregnancy but everything is going well. I am so sorry for the time you are at right now. It is so painful and I know first hand your cries Justine for him to be free of this horrible pain and suffering. It brings tears to my eyes just thinking of it. Our children are so special and amazing, I so wonder why they have to suffer this way. I wish you both peace these next few days, weeks. Hold on to eachother as much as possible. I will be praying for you and peace through the transition.

Tracy Rierson mom to angel Trinity Luna <seatra@hotmail.com>
Monroe, Wa USA - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 11:32 AM CDT
Hey Lance,
I hope that you feel like a joke.

A woman goes into Walmart to buy a rod and reel. She doesn't know which one to get so she just grabs one and goes over to the register. There is a Walmart "associate" standing there with dark shades on. She says, "Excuse me sir...can you tell me anything about this rod and reel?" He says, "Ma'am I'm blind, but if you drop it on the counter I can tell you everything you need to know about it from the sound it makes." She didn't believe him, but dropped it on the counter anyway. He says, "That's a six-foot graphite rod
with Zebco 202 reel and 10-pound test line...It's a good all around rod and reel and it's $20.00." She says, "That's amazing that you can tell all that just by the sound of it dropping on the counter. I think it's just what I'm looking for so I'll take it." He walks behind the counter to the register. In the meantime the woman passes gas. At first she is embarrassed, but then realizes there is no way he could tell it was her, being blind, he wouldn't know that she was the only person around. He rings up the sale and says, "That will be $25.50."

She says, "But didn't you say it was $20.00?"
He says, "Yes Ma'am, the rod and reel is $20.00,
the duck call is $3.00 and the catfish bait is $2.50.

Sorry for that. I'll try to find a better joke next time ;)

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 10:38 AM CDT
Lance,

We're praying for you and your Mom and Dad every day. Please remember how much, Gina, Toni and I love you and your family.

Raymond Polverini

Raymond Polverini <rpolverini@aol.com>
Costa Mesa, CA - Monday, June 23, 2003 9:57 PM CDT
Lance - We think of and pray for you often. You are amazing and truly an inspiration to us. Much love to you.
Austin & Helen
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, June 23, 2003 1:01 PM CDT
~ What the caterpillar calls the end of the world the master calls a butterfly ~

Peace & Love Lance and Justine

Debra <debra9999@aol.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Sunday, June 22, 2003 10:45 AM CDT
Dear Lance and family. My daughter Raquel was diagnosed with neuroblastoma on April 2, 1999 and after fighting for 4 long years she earned her wings on April 13 of this year. I know how hard and difficult this moments are for all of you. I have been there, but I know that my Raquel who's forever 9 will take good care of you all. The Good Lord will give all of you the strenght that you need to find peace and acceptance. During these days talk to each other, tell I LOVE YOU as much as you want. I did it a lot and I have so many good memoroies about that. Try to laugh (even though is the hardest thing to do)tell secrets, give massages is good for the pain especially if you give it to him on the feet with baby lotion it may soothe his nervous system(It help Raquel).Play soft music while he is sleeping. And remmber you are not alone in the world. There are many kids going thru the same pain, unfortunately; many others who had earned their WINGS and so many moms like you and me who will cry in silence but for our kids and angels we need to keep our chin up. May the LORD BLESS YOU ALL ALWAYS.
Maritza Centeno <ecenteno@cfl.rr.com>
Kissimmee, Fl USA - Friday, June 20, 2003 10:41 PM CDT
LANCE I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND I ALWAYS WILL...IM COMING OUT TO SEE YOU SOON I LOVE YOU LANCE
LOVE ALWAYS AMANDA XOXO

AMANDA KOWALSKI
WHITE BEAR LAKE, MN - Friday, June 20, 2003 5:29 PM CDT
"In my Father's house there are many mansions - if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you so that where I am, you may be also."- Jesus


Kristen Thomas <west@viclink.com>
McMinnville, OR USA - Thursday, June 19, 2003 11:10 PM CDT
Words cannot express how sadden I am. I know exactly what you're going thru Justine...I use to get in my car and drive around Topanga and scream as loud as I could...it helped. Know that you're in our thoughts and that we pray Lance doesn't suffer much longer. As for you sweet boy...someday, in heaven, I'll get to meet that remarkable young man that goes by the name of Lanceman. All our love
Patty
Ann Arbor, MI USA - Thursday, June 19, 2003 4:46 PM CDT
Dear Lance and Justine,
Thanks for the update. I am praying for you and I think of you often. I talked to Dan the other day and we might be able to deliver the paper cranes to his place. You know you get to make a BIG wish when they arrive. I would LOVE to give Lance a huge hug. Thanks, Justine, for trying to get in touch with me. Unfortunately we have been playing phone tag. My thoughts are with you. Lance, you are a hero.
Love,
Donna Kenny

Donna Kenny
- Thursday, June 19, 2003 2:35 PM CDT
Hey Justine and Lance,
I am praying for you and you are in my thoughts every day. I heard from Dan and we may be able to bring the Paper Cranes for a BIG wish to his house. Thanks for trying to get in touch with me, Justine. Phone tag is a bummer. I am thinking of you and praying for you all. You are ALL a wonderful family. Love, Donna Kenny

Donna Kenny
- Thursday, June 19, 2003 2:28 PM CDT
Dear Lance,
I've not met you only through my friend Donna. You are a fighter. Know that you have people here who are praying for you, and that you will soon be in the most awesome place of all! We will keep you and your family in our prayers (()).

Josie Chow <Joctyms@msn.com>
Sant Clarita, CA Los Angles - Thursday, June 19, 2003 11:32 AM CDT
Hi Lance:
I just found your website and I must say it's impressive, but then so are you. Most of us are often more focused on ourselves, yet you have such concern for your family and loved ones. Your courage is incredible and I admire you so. You and your family are in my prayers. God Bless you.

John <jellsworth00@hotmail.com>
Milwaukie, Oregon Clackamas - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 11:55 PM CDT
Lance & Justine,

May peace be with you in the days ahead.

Kelly www.caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson <mom2baycam@charter.net >
Lake Tahoe, NV USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 8:52 PM CDT
Lance & Justine~
You all are always on my mind and in my heart. Prayers are going up from way over here in Charlotte, NC. Thinking about you all and praying for much needed peace.


Chanda & Jake
- Wednesday, June 18, 2003 2:05 PM CDT
DEAR LANCEMAN,
KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN GOD'S HANDS AND CARE AND THAT HE LOVES YOU VERY MUCH AS SO MANY OTHERS DO. YOU ARE OUR ANGEL HERE ON EARTH AND ONCE AND ANGEL ALWAYS AN ANGEL. FEEL THE LOVE THAT SURROUNDS.

LOVE,KATHY <DERMEECER@AOL.COM>
SHERMAN OAKS, CA USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 11:28 AM CDT
GRANDMA AND GRANDPA LOVE YOU SO MUCH...OXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
OXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOXOOXOXOOXOXOXOXOOXO

GRANDMA AND GRANDPA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 10:28 PM CDT
YOUR GREAT GRANDMOTHER DORETTA SENDS YOU SO MUCH LOVE...SHE SAID SHE THINKS OF YOU EVERYDAY AND BELIEVES YOU ARE AN ANGEL SENT FROM HEAVEN TO LEARN THE PROCESS OF BECOMING A HERO AND AN INSPIRATION TO SO MANY PEOPLE..OXOXOX FROM GREAT GRANDMOTHER DORETTA...
GREATGRANDMOTHER DORETTA
BLUE SPRINGS, MO - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 10:27 PM CDT
Hello Lance and Family,

We just wanted to know how much you are loved here in Florida. Peace be with you all.

Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 9:59 PM CDT
Dear Lance and Family, I will pray for you all and hope God wraps you in his arms until and after Lance is safe and comfortable with him in Heaven. I hope you find peace somewhere through this horrible journey. My daughter also battles Neuroblastoma and I so dread following in your footsteps. I am scared to death and feel gut wrenching pain for you now. All I can do is promise to pray for you as you asked.
Kimberly Mease <mssilky@pa online.com>
Lancaster, PA U S A - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 9:07 PM CDT
Justine - My heart goes out to you and your feeling are very understandable. I wish I, or anybody had some words
of comfort that would help, but I know they wouldn't. Just know that so much love is being sent your way and to Lance also. I too will pray he does not have to suffer. I love you all.

Tena <twhite@ccainc.net>
South Lyon, MI USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 7:53 PM CDT
Justine - My heart goes out to you and your feeling are very understandable. I wish I, or anybody had some words
of comfort that would help, but I know they wouldn't. Just know that so much love is being sent your way and to Lance also. I too will pray he does not have to suffer. I love you all.

Tena <twhite@ccainc.net>
South Lyon, MI USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 7:50 PM CDT
Dear LAnce and Justine, We have met each other from the NBlast list. I have a liitle boy, Theo, who was diagnosed with NB in July 1999. He relapsed in July 2001. He is doing well and I pray for him and you and all the kids on the list every day. Hold your mom close and let her take your fears. And remember you are loved by many many people. Love , Cindy Burton and family
Cindy Burton <Burt1528@aol.com>
Milton, VT USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 7:32 PM CDT
Hi Lance, I read the update and I saddened in my heart that you have fear. Where you go is filled with love, and there is nothing to fear, for you will be greeted by spirits of those gone before, and where everything will be all right. Those of us left behind will feel your spirit for all our time, until we meet once again.
Justine , my heart is with both of you, and I hope this time together will color each moment shared, with some happiness you will want to remember.
I love you.

Jude <mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades, CA USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 4:11 PM CDT
Hey Lancer and Justine!! I miss you guys a ton!! it was so awesome to see you at spring break and i hope we can come out again soon!! I pray for you guys everyday... i love you both SOOOOO much!! and Jesus Loves You Too!! Ill ttyl! Luv ya LOTS!! ~*Em*~
Emily <bluepineapples22@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 17, 2003 3:25 PM CDT
There is a green eyed dimple cheeked wrangler wearing young cowboy waiting by the gates of heaven for Lance. Do not be afraid, there is only peace and joy awaiting.
Gail
levi's mom
John & Gail Lindekugel
www.lanefrost.com/laneslegacy.htm


lindekugel family <schy1@nctc.net>
Gibbon, ne 68840 - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 3:15 PM CDT
Lance and Justine, I am shedding tears for you and your pain. I know what you are feeling and the thoughts you are having. I know Ty will be waiting for you, Lance, when all your suffering ends. Justine, our suffering never ends yet we do manage to make it through day by day; sometimes minute by minute. You are ALWAYS in my thoughts. During these upcoming days and weeks, you will be "by my side".
Denise Mix, Mom to Beautiful Angel Ty www.caringbridge.org/ca/tyharvey <andcandles@hotmail.com>
Hampton, VA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 3:00 PM CDT
Hi Lance and family,
I tried to get your address while we were traveling through Portland. We were on such a tight schedule there just wasn't time this trip. We flew out of Sea/Tac on May 17th and as we "flew" by in our car, in the Portland area we waved and blew a kiss. Did you get it??? We saw some beautiful sights on our Alaska trip and just arrived home yesterday. Will try sending some pictures. You all continue to be in our thoughts and prayers....
Love ya,
Ruf and Dora

Rufus and Dora Oakey <GGDora@Aol.Com>
Rancho Cucamonga, CA U.S.A. - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 2:23 PM CDT
HEY lance how are you doing? I am really sorry we haven't gotten together yet i have been really busy and i ma trying to make time that we could hang out. I am really impressed by all of hte bravery and courage that yuo show in this fight for life. You are in my prayers and in my thoughts. My whole class is praying for you and hoping that you will become better soon. As you move on to heaven all of you pains and sufferings will be washed away by God. This time in your life is part of Gods plan of creation. I am praying for you and your family. Love You,
EDDY

Eddy O'Mara <Laxboy019@aol.com>
West Linn, OR United States - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 12:21 AM CDT
Hi Lance-

You are an extremely brave young man. You have inspired us all and we have learned so much from you. I know that we have never meet, but we feel as though we know you. Our son prays for you and your family everynight. He too (though much younger) has this horrible cancer. When things get tough, I will bring him to your web site so he can see what a true fighter is and I know that from reading your journal entries and seeing your pictures, you will give him courage and strength. There is a song that I have heard and the message is so true "..Its not what you take when you leave this world behind you, its what you leave behind you when you go..." You are someone we will never forget, someone who has taught us so many good lessons on how to live life and someone who we can't wait to meet in heaven. Know that you and your family will ALWAYS be in our prayers!!!

Ken, Jen and Kenny Nichol (our 2 1/2 year old fighter) <kjnichol@earthlink.net or www.caringbridge.org/ct/kennethbrian>
New Fairfield, CT - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 11:30 AM CDT
Hi Lance!
I am so happy to be a part of your life even if it is through email! You are strong and courageous (not to mention incredibly handsome) and I adore you! Your mind is a powerful thing, keep positive thoughts in it and you will be amazed at what can happen. So many of us that you don't really even know, have so much love for you! My prayers are always with you and your family and so is God.
Lots of love sweetie!

Lisa Searle (Jen Oswald's friend) <lisa.searle@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 11:22 AM CDT
Lance,
I have no doubt that the kingdom of heaven is waiting for you. The bible says that there will be no more pain or tears in heaven. Your cancer will be gone and you will no longer have to worry about treatments or medications. Heaven will be full of people that know and love you even though you may not have known them on the earth. My stepson Justin is there and I know that he would love to hang out with you. If you see him, tell him that I love him very much and am looking forward to seeing him again and spending eternity with him. I will also be very happy to see you in heaven. I only know you from your mom and step dad now, but will enjoy meeting up with you and learning all that you know. Your Mom, Dad, Eric, Lauren, and all of your friends and family will be there soon to be with you. So soon, it will probably seem like a blink of an eye. I've seen your strength and know that even though this is the toughest thing you have faced, you can overcome the fears and find peace. In Jesus name, I pray that his hand will comfort you and all who love you. I know there is no way to know how many lives you have touched, but know we are out there and are glad that we were touched by you.

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 9:57 AM CDT
Justine,
Thru my tears I am writing this to you - my heart is breaking so for you and your family and Lance - I can't offer you a why or a good reason because there is none, but please know that my heart is heavy for you and I am praying for a you and Lance today - I want God to help you in whatever way he can now - I don't know what else to say, because I know nothing will help, but I am here and I will pray for you both constantly!

Eileen Drayer <dray@penn.com>
Reynoldsville, PA U - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 9:38 AM CDT
You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Lance is an incredible person and I am so glad I have been able to meet him though it only be through friends stories and this website. God Bless.
Cindy Lloyd
Castaic, CA Los Angeles - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 8:42 AM CDT
Lance -
Please know that your strength and courage is an inspiration to us all. We pray for you often. We have met many of the beautiful young people that you soon will be meeting. Although we have never met, we feel we know you and feel very priveledged for that. God Bless.

Vic, Sara, Jennifer and Daniel (our little fighter) <www.caringbridge.org\mn\danielhammer>
Lakeland, MN - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 8:14 AM CDT
I know exactly what you are going through. I pray that Lance goes quickly and peacefully. We love you guys and think about you everyday. Love Lisa and Zack. Tell Lance my Angel Dillon will be waiting for him in Heaven.
Lisa Rolins
Conway, AR USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 8:01 AM CDT
I read and cannot imagine what thoughts go through your moms and your minds. You have a developed strength and will one could only dream of having. I want to say something beautiful and uplifting, something to life your heart mom and Lance. I know God is always near, and He feels all you are feeling Lance. He loves and in the dark moments there is light somewhere somehow. Lance you are never alone. I know there are so many people praying for you that angels must be looking after you every second of every day. God Love and bless you and your family, and Justine, God is near and hears each and every word. Much Love and prayers, Yvonne C.
Yvonne <YMadisonWriter76@aol.com>
Fresno, Ca USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 1:52 AM CDT
Lance and family.....may God be with you at this time. Though I have never met you .....you bring true strength in a world where it is so hard to find....you are an awesome young man and I love you and your family....may God bless you and keep you always......
Monica Ferrick...aunt to Jay NBIV 02-00

Monica Ferrick <monojf@aol.com>
Santa Rosa, Ca USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 0:59 AM CDT
Dear Lance,
No words that I can say would take away the sadness that you, and your parents are feeling. I pray for your comfort and fears. May it give you comfort to know that God has prepared a wonderful place where your heart will sing! and pain will not be felt. You have been so brave and strong. We will continue to pray for you and your family in the days ahead.
Love,
Donna

Donna Vanca <Hannazmom@aol.com>
Santa Clarita, Ca - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 0:35 AM CDT
We pray for you Lance. May you find peace knowing that so many people have been touched by your heroic life. Thanks for continuing to inspire us.
Kelly Taggart <krtfamily@netzero.net>
Costa Mesa, CA USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 0:07 AM CDT
Dearest Justine and Lance,
Have you read the book "The Lovely Bones" by Alice Sebold?
It has some beautiful descriptions of how she imagines heaven to be, it is so comforting and reassuring, I think it might give you both some peace.

Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@attbi.com>
West Linn, OR - Monday, June 16, 2003 11:16 PM CDT
Justine and Lance,

You are in my prayers.

Love Teri

Teri Weiser <weiserteri@aol.com>
Lancaster, CA - Monday, June 16, 2003 11:11 PM CDT
Hi Lance you don't know me but i feel like i know you. I've heard about you so much from Beth Ponce. I just wanted to let you know that i'm praying for you.
Rachel

Rachel Burroughs <rachelburroughs2887@hotmail.com>
Shipshewana, IN United States - Monday, June 16, 2003 11:11 PM CDT
Dearest Justine,
Would you like me to come a sit with Lance? Or be with you?I'm here to help however I can, please just let me know.
You are never far from my thoughts, I can only begin to imagine your pain and so wish I could take it away for you.

Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@attbi.com>
West Linn, O - Monday, June 16, 2003 11:08 PM CDT
Dearest Justine, my heart is breaking for you. I think of you and Lance every day ... Control the pain is the most important right now, physically and emotionally ... Much love to Lance and you
Cécile Cogez <newcissou@yahoo.fr>
Montbonnot, FRANCE - Monday, June 16, 2003 11:01 PM CDT
We love you all!! There are no words that can possibly express our sadness, nor give you any comfort. we're so very sorry. Please know we're holding your hand across the country.
Love, your NB family the Thomas Team <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Monday, June 16, 2003 10:18 PM CDT
Dearest Lance & Mom Justine,
I ask that God will wrap his arms around you both and hold you tight.That you may feel his comfort, love and peace.
You are in my thoughts and prayers, My Love Lou/mom to sherry/grandmother to Josh P.(10)dx.NBIV 6/01

Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN. USA - Monday, June 16, 2003 10:17 PM CDT
Lance, I've gotten to know you through your cousins Beth and Joey here in Indiana and I just want to let you know that I am praying for you and your family. God is awesome and you are always in his gaze, He loves you and even though you may have to leave your family here on this earth, God will always protect you and greet you with open arms in Heaven. And before you know it, the time will come and you will be reunited with your family again in Heaven. Just pray and believe!!! Love to you through Christ, Jodi Bontreger
Jodi Bontreger <jodibontreger@hotmail.com>
Topeka, IN United States - Monday, June 16, 2003 9:19 PM CDT
Lance,
You know things about living I may never imagine. And I'm sure you know this too, but I thought I'd say it all the same. The thing about being with God is that we don't earn his love and care. It's something like your parents. You've never had to be good enough before they loved you, or lost it if you had a bad day. Love is what they do. All you've really had to do was let them love you.
Same with God. Just let Him do what he's always wanting to do. He takes care of you being at the right place at the right time, and He'll keep you out of the wrong places.
I don't know why we think it's about being good or something. I guess that'd put us in control of it. But love is never about earning or deserving - it's always about a relationship with someone. And that's all God asks us to have, a relationship. He takes care of the other stuff. He could have done it some other way but He didn't. He put it on His Son to take care of our needing to be good and stuff like that.
You know how you know that you can't slip through some crack? He already paid the bill. You don't owe what's already paid. Like a bike or something. The store isn't going to come and take back what you already paid for. You get to ride all you want. And God? Same thing. He gets to love you all He wants because He took care of everything else. Pretty cool, huh :)

Clayton <onthebreeze@yahoo.com>
Memphis, - Monday, June 16, 2003 9:12 PM CDT
I watched my precious nephew go through this and understand some of what you're feeling. Lance, your life is a blessing and will continue to be a blessing. There is no telling how much longer you will experience the "earth" portion of your life -- which is true for all of us -- but the "heaven" portion of your life will be better, whenever you do get there. Your life matters, and your life has made an impact. You touch more people than you could ever know, and countless strangers "out here" are thinking of you and admiring your strength and your stamina. Continue to think good thoughts, and know that, no matter what, your life is blessed. If you do get to heaven before I do, please kiss my little nephew Brian (my nickname for him is "Woogie") for me and tell him that his Ott-Tee will see him soon.
Sharon Harris <GirlWriter@aol.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Monday, June 16, 2003 9:05 PM CDT
We are sending all our love, and thinking of you everyday. With tears...
Leah <imperialbeek@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Monday, June 16, 2003 8:18 PM CDT
God Bless , all i hear about how strong and brave Lance is its hard to believe someone his age is so understanding and accepting i think Justine is a great mom her and lance are very bonded and close i saw when i visited last summer
Take Care my heart goes out to Lance

Love Tommy

Tommy <cold42024715@aol.com>
- Monday, June 16, 2003 7:57 PM CDT
Dear Lance & Justine,
We're lifting you up on your angel wings every day and night. You're very special in our book, but MUCH MORE IMPORTANT, you're special to God! When you're feeling bad, try to remember that! Much love and prayer.

Ina & Bill Robinson <ina@rraz.net >
Big River, CA USA - Monday, June 16, 2003 7:50 PM CDT
Dear Lance,

If in life, most of humanity could live with the courage, strength, love, dignity, wisdom and all of goodness that you are ... all of humankind would be just that - human and kind. The world is enriched and gifted with your smile, your words, your actions and the messages that you carry....they are so very many. Know that you touch many and that so very many are changed in your path. We recently dedicated seven tall, strong red oak trees in the farmlands of Iowa to the special people we have been touched by in our long and tough journey - like yours. You have a tree there that grows and is nurtured by the sun, the rain, the rich soil and the love that surrounds our little guys spot on the hill. There are those have passed but live vibrantly in heaven and if you watch the guideposts the signs are there. There are those that live and give reason to the saying - "enjoy every moment" ...as all of existence celebrates your being Lance!

If you see a feather or one crosses your path today, know that our Enlighted Master Angel sends his light and his touch to you and to your family that loves you for always.

Our love and Buggy's Light to you all -

John Russell's Mommy <www.caringbridge.com/page/johnrussell>
- Monday, June 16, 2003 7:41 PM CDT
Peace be with you and your family Lance. This is probably the most difficult time anyone can face, and your courage shines. You have fought battles no one would choose to fight, and your courage makes you a winner. Even if NB is to take your body from the earth, your soul is strong and will endure! You will always be in our hearts Lance, especially the hearts of your parents & family. Your role is the hardest of the roles your family must play, but when the time comes you will be free! And you will see - there will be family and friends there too, you will not be alone! I hope you can meet my son, maybe you will be friends, and maybe you can tell him I love and miss him too, and even though it's difficult sometimes, I know he's OK and we will be together again in a more tangible way, someday. Remember, your family will always be with you, and you with them, and be at peace.
James Moore <jamoore@wcnet.org>
Pemberville, OH USA - Monday, June 16, 2003 7:24 PM CDT
Lance,
There is no question that you have a non stop escalator ride to heaven. No white void, just loving care surrounding you. I hope you can enjoy the rest of your earthly days... Your momma sure loves you and wants to see you enjoy every second of every minute in happiness and comfort.
Much Peace and Love,
Lisa and Justina

Lisa and Justina <LJKorenko@aol.com>
Flagstaff, AZ USA - Monday, June 16, 2003 6:56 PM CDT
I read the update today. May you find comfort and peace Lance and know that you are a wonderful and special child. I am praying for you today and always. Hang in there honey as best as you can. Our good vibes are headed your way today.
Laura and Madison <arizfamof4@msn.com>
Gilbert, az - Monday, June 16, 2003 6:36 PM CDT
Hi Lance,
You are being thought of day and night by many. Please know that I am sending all my love and prayers to you! Just like Toireasa, John Russell will be there in that beautiful new journey called heaven. I am sure he will have a tractor pulled up. I hope you like tractor rides?! :) John Russell will certainly introduce you to the fine art of farming. He will also show you how to send down special treasures to let mom and dad know you are always there...eveything from wind kisses to star glows...sun rays, heart stones, feathers and so much more! I see things daily-many times a day- so many treasures that our little angel boy sends. You are such a very brave and very special hero in our books. I am praying for strength and love to be sent to you.

All my love,
Shannon

Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
EP, MN - Monday, June 16, 2003 6:35 PM CDT
Dear Justine & Lance,

You are all in my prayers. Lance, I believe that heaven is waiting for you and that it is an awesome, beautiful place.

Love, Lucy

Lucy North <lnorth@dbl.com>
Arcadia, CA USA - Monday, June 16, 2003 6:33 PM CDT
Dear Justine and Lance,
Please hang in there. I know there have been tough days but I hope that you are able to find comfort and peace in these difficult circumstances. Lance you are a brave and wonderful person and I am inspired by your courage.
Kim, a fellow NBer

Kim Esterman <KimEsterman@aol.com>
Massapequa, NY USA - Monday, June 16, 2003 6:32 PM CDT
Hi Lance,

We just got back from Idaho and the minute we got home Matthew asked to call you. He said you were too tired to play. :( I hope you're planning on coming to your dad's tonight so we can see you. I thought about you the entire 6 days we were gone. You're just the best Lance.


Matthew's mom Jennifer

Jennifer Oswald <jdmmo@attbi.com>
Tualatin, OR - Monday, June 16, 2003 6:32 PM CDT
Justine,
I just wanted to stop by and say THANK YOU for everything that you have done for me. I don't think you even realize the strength you have given me over the past year. Your friendship is a true Gift!

Lance,
I think you are absolutely wonderful! You are soo strong and have gone thru so much! Please remember honey that you are NOT alone. Toireasa is in heaven waiting for you, and she is going to show you around and introduce you to everyone! It's ok Lance to be scared, but know that you are going to a real happy place.... Toireasa told me so!

I love you two! And I thank God daily for bringing you both into my life.

Your Friend,

Julia Barry <www.caringBridge.org/page/toireasa>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Monday, June 16, 2003 0:33 AM CDT
Sending much love, prayers and support your way- thinking of you all...keep climbing that mountan Lance! Sending a lot of positive energy your way.

Love,
Shannon

shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, June 15, 2003 10:01 PM CDT
Hi Lance! Just wanted you to know we are thinking about you! Love, Janet and family
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Friday, June 13, 2003 12:15 AM CDT
Our love to you all!
Fondly, Your NB Listserv Family, Angela Thomas <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Sunday, June 8, 2003 2:57 AM CDT
Hi lancie!
Just wanted to say we love u...and send a big hug and kiss to you! Hope youre feeling ok and u are always in our prayers....! LUV SUSIE AND TOMMY

SUSIE AND TOMMY <SW461127@AOL.COM>
PAHRUMP, NV USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 10:35 PM CDT
Lance, Justin and family. Just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and my prayers through these long days. You all remain close to my heart.
Denise Mix, Mom to Beautiful Angel Ty 10/6/94 - 7/21/01 <andcandles@hotmail.com>
Hampton, VA - Friday, June 6, 2003 10:35 AM CDT
Dear Lance,
What a great picture of you on your home page, I am wondering if someone draw that of you.It's beautiful.Also Kelly, I can tell she is your dog.Just wanted to say Hi.
I was reading some of your post and on the day Josh was
dx. 6/5/01 you were taking 4th. round of accutane.There was someone on our group that had to take a lot of pills twenty something was that you. Maybe it was Nick. We had a time with Josh learning to swallow his pills, but he can now 5 at a time. I always show him your picture from your web page. He still talks about your boat & thinks your dog Kelly is something else. Lance there is not a day goes by that I don't think about you & your mom and remember you in my prayers. Thanks for letting me stop by and say Hi", you are our Hero. My Love, Lou/grandmother to Josh P (10)NBIV 6/01

Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 8:10 PM CDT
Hi Justine and Lance. I hope that you are doing good. I haven't been able to get out to your site lately but I am sure glad I did. I love the picture of you dancing with the dog. Keep smiling!!!! Justine, I've been thinking a lot of you lately. Just remember I am here if you need me.
Tonya Moore <tonyasmores@yahoo.com>
Blair, NE USA - Monday, May 19, 2003 9:47 PM CDT
You guys are always on my mind....and in my prayers...
Chanda & Jake
- Monday, May 19, 2003 5:18 PM CDT
Lance,
Hey how are you? I would really like to get together with you. It was a year ago we had that ping pong game. Tell your mom or dad to give me a call. They know where to find me...STAFFORD. Miss you!
Your "old" teacher,
Mrs. Kenny

Donna Kenny <kennyd@wlwv.k12.or.us>
Wilsonville, OR USA - Monday, May 19, 2003 4:42 PM CDT
Here are some more jokes:

The math teacher saw that little Johnny wasn't paying attention in class. She called on him and said, "Johnny! What are 2 and 4 and 28 and 44?" Little Johnny quickly replied, "MTv, Star Moves, Channel-V and the Cartoon Network!"

There was a little boy who wanted to know the alphabet. He went to his teacher and said "Teacher, teach me the alphabet, but make it quick 'cause I have to go to the bathroom. "Okay," she said. "Recite the alphabet, please." (read this part carefully) "ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOQRSTUVWXYZ," "where's the "P" asks the teacher. "running down my leg," answers the boy.

There were these two guys out hiking when they came upon an old, abandoned mine shaft. Curious about its depth they threw in a pebble and waited for the sound of it striking the bottom, but they heard nothing. They went and got a bigger rock, threw it in and waited. Still nothing. They searched the area for something larger and came upon a railroad tie. With great difficulty, the two men carried it to the opening and threw it in. While waiting for it to hit bottom, a goat suddenly darted between them and leapt into the hole!

The guys were still standing there with astonished looks upon their faces from the actions of the goat when a man walked up to them. He asked them if they had seen a goat anywhere in the area and they said that one had just jumped into the mine shaft in front of them! The man replied, "Oh no. That couldn't be my goat, mine was tied to a railroad tie."

Okay, so the first two were really bad, but the last one makes up for it

Patrick

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Friday, May 16, 2003 10:42 AM CDT
Hi Lance,

I have been reading your website for about 18 months, my name is Victoria and I am from England, My 2.5 yr old daughter Isabella is in remission from NB and I know of your Mom from the NBLAST mailing list. I just wanted to tell you what an amazing young man you are, you have touched the lives of so many people around the world with your strength and that wonderful smile!!! I loved reading about your birthday celebation, sounds like you had a fantastic day. Take care Lance and give your Mom a big hug - she is one amazing lady.

With lots of love and prayers,

Victoria
xxx

P.S. That is one CUTE dog you have there :)

Victoria Molloy <victoria@rickittmitchell.com>
Manchester, England, UK - Friday, May 16, 2003 7:53 AM CDT
Hi Lance,
How are you today? I hope that sun is shining some beautiful rays out there. Thinking of you....keep climbing that mountain and fight, fight, fight with all of your might! You are a hero to us all! Sending all the angels, prayers and support in Minnesota your way!

Love,
Shannon

Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 5:46 PM CDT
Hi Lance, just checking in to say hello. We just got back from a 7 day cruise to Mexico...it was great. On Thursday, we went past a few dolphins or porpoises...not sure what to call them. They're so graceful popping up out of the water and arcing back down. The food was wonderful and plentiful, and we showed proper courtesy by eating more than we needed. We saw several stage shows and about 3 good movies. Have you seen The Emperor's Club? We enjoyed that movie. We're happy to be back home! Hope you're having good days and finding things you enjoy doing to fill your time. Best wishes!
Ina & Bill Robinson <ina@rraz.net>
Big River, CA USA - Monday, May 5, 2003 9:17 AM CDT
Hi Lance!!!
Its your doting mother again!!!!! lol
I just wanted to tell you in front of all your fans what a great son you are and how blessed I am that you are my baby.
I love you more then words could EVER describe,
you are my hero little man and the best human being I have ever had the pleasure of knowing!!!! Thank you Lance for "you".. I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lance's mommie :)
- Saturday, May 3, 2003 6:24 PM CDT
Hey Lance,
Just want you to know that you are constantly on my mind. You are an amazing kid!!! My love to you and your mom.

Patty <Topoft@aol.com>
Ann Arbor, MI - Saturday, May 3, 2003 9:46 AM CDT
GRANDMA AND GRANDPA LOVE YOU SO MUCH..YOU ARE OUR HERO...GOD BLESS YOU SWEETHEART..SEE YOU SOON...OXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOOXOXOXOXOOXOOX
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN @AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR - Friday, May 2, 2003 10:52 AM CDT
Lance and Justine, You are in my thoughts and prayers every day.Lance,you make Superman look weak.Boy you are an amazing fellow. God Bless
Tom Ferrini <tcaesar1949@adelphia.net>
Buffalo, NY USA - Thursday, May 1, 2003 8:42 PM CDT
Lance and Justine,
I just want to let you know that I'm thinking about you, and praying for a peaceful time right now. You're both so very special, I thank God for you!

Rachel Crowthers
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 2:10 PM CDT
Hey Lance, this is Jon, you probably don't know me but im Beth Ponce's bf. I just wanted to tell you that I'm praying for you buddy. Take care
Jon Rolon <jrol24@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN United States - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 12:23 AM CDT
Hey Lance! You sure are in our hearts and prayers. It's amazing what a special place you have in my family. We talk about you all the time - your highs and "not so" highs - your strength and wisdom for one so young. Your unbelievable strength and courage - and your ability to stay true to who you are! You have and continue to touch so many lives of those you don't even know. We are all pulling for you and want, most of all, for you to be comfortable and able to drink in all the love there is for you!
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Monday, April 28, 2003 3:18 PM CDT
I think of you lots and check in often to see how things are going (and now to get Patrick's latest joke!) It's a hard road you travel but you do it with such grace and strength. Love to you.
Peggy Powers <m2powers@aol.com>
Berkeley, CA USA - Monday, April 28, 2003 2:07 PM CDT
Hey Lance!
It's great to hear that you're doing well. You just keep up that wonderful attitude and know that God is with you every step of the way EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY!!! You are an amazing kid...I'm in awe of you.
xoxoxo
Lisa Searle

Lisa Searle <lisa.searle@relizon.com>
Salt Lake Ctiy, UT USA - Monday, April 28, 2003 1:18 PM CDT
How about a joke Lance?

Ricky, Jimmy, and Stewy were on the bus home from elementary school, when a fire engine zoomed past their bus with blaring sirens.
The three kids noticed a Dalmatian dog on the front seat of the fire engine, and Ricky said: "They use that dog to keep crowds back."
"No," said Jimmy, "he’s just for good luck."
But Stewy knew better: "No, the dog is giving them directions to the nearest fire hydrant."

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Monday, April 28, 2003 8:23 AM CDT
Hi Y'all, Here's another stupid joke I hope that you like it.

Ann woke up one morning and discovered her dog Fluffy was not moving. She brought Fluffy to the vet. After a brief examination, the vet pronounced the dog dead.
"Are you sure?" Ann asked with tears in her eyes. "Isn't there anything else you can do for Fluffy?"
The vet replied, "Well, there is one more thing we could try."
He disappeared in the back room for a second and came back carrying a cat in his arms. He put the cat on the table next to the dog. The cat sniffed the dog from head to toe, jumped off the table and ran back into the other room.
"Well, that confirms it," the vet announced. "Your dog is dead."
"How much do I owe you?" Ann sighed.
"That will be $250," the vet replied.
"What?" Ann yelled. "What did you do that cost $250?"
"Well," the vet replied, "it's $50 for the office visit and $200 for the cat scan."

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Monday, April 28, 2003 8:21 AM CDT
Hi there Lance....I hope you finallllly got your birthday card, and the Easter Card too:) I loved those cute happy bunnies floating around with their balloons. I hope things are pretty good right now and you are doing okay. I think of you and wanted to say hi and send love your way.
Aunt Jude <mor4mony@AOL.com>
Pacific Palisades, CA USA - Monday, April 28, 2003 0:43 AM CDT
Hi Guys! We continue to lift you up in prayer. Please remember that God has not forsaken you! He has you in His loving hands and He'll always watch over you! We hope the Lord will reveal to you blessings in each day, even on the very difficult days. We'd love to help in any way we can. Please give us a call if you need a meal or anything! BIG HUGS to your whole family!


The Lamberts <lambhill@prodigy.net>
Tigard, OR - Sunday, April 27, 2003 11:18 PM CDT
Hi baby, I hope you are feeling fine today. You are in my prayers little angel, give your doggie kisses for me, God bless you and your lovely family,
Much Love, Yvonne M. Castillo

Yvonne Castillo <YMadisonWriter76@aol.com>
Fresno, CA USA - Sunday, April 27, 2003 11:18 PM CDT
Hi Lance and Justine,
We think of you a great deal. Hope you are finding the supplements helpful again. Love from the Sumpters

Sue Sumpter
West Linn, - Sunday, April 27, 2003 7:01 PM CDT
Hi Lance,
I am a friend of you mom's and just wanted to say hi! I hope you are feeling ok. Take care sweetie!
Love,
Kelly

Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Upper Marlboro, MD USA - Saturday, April 26, 2003 11:36 PM CDT
HI LANCE..THIS IS GRANDMA AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH...I AM THINKING OF YOU AND I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A WONDERFUL WEEKEND..OXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOLOVE GRANDMA
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
- Saturday, April 26, 2003 8:51 PM CDT
Hey lance wassup just wantedto say hi. and was hoping you had a good easter. everybody says hi and misses you wish we could see you soon. gotta go love yas.
Beth Ponce' <bethponce_06@hotmail.com>
shipshewana, IN - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 11:45 AM CDT
hey lance it's Madison did you get my card? I hope you liked it.I hope you had a good easter.
madison kowalski <sgkowalski@msn.com>
white bear lake, MN usa - Monday, April 21, 2003 9:13 AM CDT
Happy Easter Lance! Sending many Easter prayers to you. I hope you had a great Easter basket delivered to you today! You are in my daily thoughts and prayers. You keep up a powerful fight....climb that mountain and forge forward!!!!! Sending a lot of angels, prayers and support your way.

God Bless,
Shannon

Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, April 20, 2003 9:37 PM CDT
Hi Lance,
Wish you and your dad could be with us for Easter. We will be with Steve, Sue, Amanda, and Maddie at their house. (with Sue's great cooking!!) Want you to know we are thinking about you. Love and prayers!!

Uncle Bill & Aunt Christie <kowals023@msn.com>
Stillwater, MN - Friday, April 18, 2003 6:22 PM CDT
HELLO LANCE, I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW I WAS THINKING OF YOU AND HOPE ALL IS WELL. ANGELS ARE ALWAYS AMONG US AND WATCHING OVER US AND LOVING US. YOU ARE A BLESSING IN SO MANY OF OUR LIVES, THANK YOU FOR BEING SO BRAVE, GOD BLESS YOU LOVE PAM

YOU PAM

PAM <pamlamac@attbi.com>
MILWAUKIE, OR - Monday, April 14, 2003 4:13 PM CDT
Great Pictures of you by the limo, Lance. Very cute, too, of you and your mom riding in style! I love you and miss you and am so happy we got to see you in March!
Elaine Selby <elaineselby@everestkc.net>
Overland Park, KS - Sunday, April 13, 2003 3:29 PM CDT
Hi Lance,
THinking about you each and every day! I know John Russell is shining that sunshine treasure down on you! Please know we are all praying, sending support and thinking of you each and every day! God bless you. Sending many angels, power and strength from Minnesota!!!

Love,
Shannon

Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Friday, April 11, 2003 2:24 PM CDT
Dear Lance,
It's impossible to describe how much I'm loving you right now. I hope you can feel the warm hugs I send to you. XXXOOO Take care little man.

Shannon: mom to Nick Snow <ssnow707@aol.com>
Nevada City, CA - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 2:31 AM CDT
Hi Lance and Justine,
Just wanted to check in and see how everything is going. I hope you guys are doing well and get a chance to update us soon. You all are in my thoughts and prayers everyday! Take care.
Love,
Kelly
Mom to Mark 1/4/98-7/1/01
www.caringbridge.org/md/marksalvador

Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Upper Marlboro, MD USA - Monday, April 7, 2003 10:28 PM CDT
HELLO LANCE..THIS IS GRANDMA STOPPING BY TO TELL YOU THAT I THINK OF YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU WHEN I AM NOT SITTING THERE WITH YOU ON THE SOFA WATCHING HORROR MOVIES AND ALL YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOWS..GOD BLESS YOU..GRANDPA AND GRANDMA LOVE YOU SO MUCH..XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOX
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR - Monday, April 7, 2003 6:08 PM CDT
Hi lancie,
We hope you are feeling better lately.
We pray and think of u alot....
Be strong and be well.
We love u lancie
Love to u always....xoxoxoxox susie and tommy

susie and tommy <sw461127@aol.com>
pahrump, nv - Sunday, April 6, 2003 0:54 AM CST
Hey Lance and family, Patrick here. I've got another joke for you. I hope you like it.

A man hated his wife's cat and he decided to get rid of it. He drove 20 blocks away from home and dropped the cat there. The cat was already walking up the driveway when he approached his home.
The next day, he decided to drop the cat 40 blocks away but the same thing happened.

He kept on increasing the number of blocks but the cat kept on coming home before him. At last he decided to drive a few miles away, turn right, then left, past the bridge, then right again and another right and so on until he reached what he thought was a perfect spot and dropped the cat there.

Hours later, the man calls his wife at home and asked her, "Jen is the cat there?" "Yes, why do you ask?" answered the wife. Frustrated the man said, "Put that cat on the phone, I am lost and I need directions."

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Thursday, April 3, 2003 9:37 AM CST
Thinking of you all and praying ...
Chanda & Jake
- Thursday, April 3, 2003 8:09 AM CST
Hi Lance. Sounds like you had a super fun birthday, including a limo ride! Just want you to know that we think of you often. Hope you are having a good week. We keep sending up those prayers. Love to you.
Uncle Bill & Aunt Christie <kowal023@msn.com>
Stillwater, MN - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 9:15 PM CST
Hi there cutie pie! Just dropping in to say hello and let you know I'm thinking of you. Hope you are having a good day honey. BIG HUGS!!!!!
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR 97035 - Monday, March 31, 2003 4:32 PM CST
Happy Birthday Lance!!!!
We've never heard of such a great day! We're so glad it happened to you. What an incredible mom for organizing it all.
Love Alison, mom to James NBIVs 12-8-00

Alison Nalle
Philadelphia, PA USA - Monday, March 31, 2003 12:56 AM CST
Hey Lance! how are ya? sounds like you had a pretty fun birthday! haha thats good! yeah the big 13 huh? hows it feel 2 be a teenager now? haha well i hope i talk to you soon and i just thought that id say hi! alrighty! love you lots lancey! love amanda!
amanda <amandarae77@hotmail.com>
white bear, mn usa - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 4:58 PM CST
Hi all :) I just wanted to tell you, Lance, that though I might post here once a month (or who knows!) you are often in my thoughts with much care, concern, and awareness. I'm hoping with you, aching a bit, and looking forward to hearing news of what you've gotten into next. (Thinking to myself "Kissing dolphins?") Next year on your birthday we gotta play touch football with one of those Nerf footballs that flies like an arrow ... only you have to promise not to keep throwing it over my head just to see me go huffing off again. I know it's a little funny to watch, but you gotta leave me some dignity!

Take care boy. So many people are pulling with you - and I'm one more you can add to that list.

Clayton <onthebreeze@yahoo.com>
Memphis, - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 9:34 AM CST
Lance My Sweet Friend!
I'm thinking about you constantly! Sending my love and prayers your way sweetie pie that you have a HUGE smile on your face and that you are free of pain. WOW! What an amazing guy you are!
All My Love
Lisa Searle

Lisa Searle <lisa.searle@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 9:48 AM CST
GOOD LOOKIN AND A TEENAGER!!!!WOOOOWE! LIFE IS FULL OF SURPRISES AND IT SOUNDS LIKE YOUR BIRTHDAY HAD A BUNCH OF GOOD ONES!!! HAPPY HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY!! GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU! LOVE YOU PAM p.s. THANKS MOM FOR THE UPDATE AND PICTURES LANCE IS A VERY HANDSOME GUY:):):)
PAM MACLEAN <PAMLAMAC@ATTBI.COM>
- Sunday, March 23, 2003 5:47 PM CST
We love you Lance and pray for you everyday. So happy that you had a great birthday. Keep on praying and keep on loving. Your mom is awesome in her love and care for you as are all the people around you. If love is what it takes then you have that in abundance. May GOD Richly Bless You
E.J. & Sylvia Kolenda <egospel@egospel.com>
Lewisburg, TN USA - Sunday, March 23, 2003 6:34 AM CST
Hi Lance:
Wow, it sounds like you had a fantastic Birthday celebration!
We are thinking of you and always have you in our thoughts and prayers.
Love to you and your family,
George, Donna, Hanna and Matthew

George Vanca <Gmvanca@aol.com>
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Friday, March 21, 2003 6:39 PM CST
Hi Lance,, yea yea... its your doting mother again!!! hehehehe!! I just want to tell you and the world how much I adore you, admire you and I am so proud of you.
You are the best person I know!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

Mom :)
- Friday, March 21, 2003 4:48 PM CST
Hey Lance! Happy Belated Birthday!!!!!!!!! You obviously don't know me but I'm Debbie's "Second Daughter." Beth told me to check out your web site and I told her to e-mail it to me. Again Happy Birthday even though I'm late. God Bless Ya!!
Kristin Yoder <krisjo_4@hotmail.com>
Shipshewana, In USA - Friday, March 21, 2003 4:32 PM CST
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, LANCE! I've read all of your Mom's journals and I envy you soooo much because you got to meet the Backstreet Boys...I'm an old fart, but I still love their music. I am so glad you had such a good time. May God bless you and His Angels surround you now and forever.
Maggie Morales <MiaLakesMaggie@aol.com>
Miami Lakes, FL USA - Thursday, March 20, 2003 10:29 PM CST
Happy Belated Birthday Lance. May God Bless you and keep you.
Linda <Linda10701@aol.com>
Pierre, SD USA - Thursday, March 20, 2003 5:54 PM CST
Lance,
Happy Belated Birthday. I'm so glad to hear you enjoyed yourself. You are an inspiration to all of us. You are in my thoughts and prayers. You are my hero.

God Bless,

Debbie <makowskida@aol.com>
Detroit, MI USA - Thursday, March 20, 2003 5:42 PM CST
Hi Lance!
Sending so much support, love and prayers your way! Keep climbing that mountain! You are such an amazing hero to us all!!! Thinking of you always!

God Bless,
Shannon

Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, March 20, 2003 3:18 PM CST
Dear Lance,
My name is Steve and I am an old friend of your Dad. I'm also a good friend of Jim and Vinny Earley. I just wanted you to know that I enjoyed visiting your website and reading about your story. Your courage and strength is unbelievable and your faith in God is truly awesome. You're an inspiration to many. You are in my families thoughts and prayers. Keep the faith...Steve

Steve Mino <stevem@apex-electronics.com>
Coto De Caza, CA 92679 - Thursday, March 20, 2003 3:11 PM CST
Hey! This is one of Beth's friends, Courtney. Beth is a really great friend and she tells me about lance. Good luck and I'm happy that he had a great birthday!
Courtney Lehman <lover_gurl_006@yahoo.com>
Shipshewana , IN United States - Thursday, March 20, 2003 1:17 PM CST
Hi there Lance!
I love the pictures of your birthday. It sounds like you had an awesome time!
Many people are praying for you in Minnesota. We are holding you in our hearts. With much love,

The Beack Family (Leah, Chris, and Christopher) <imperialbeek@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, March 20, 2003 1:05 PM CST
Hi Lance,
My name is Wendy, and I am married to a friend of your mom's (Ina Robinson) son. Ina has shared your challenge and brave spirit with me and I wanted you to know that I pray for you. I had breast cancer in 1999 and had surgery, chemotherapy, and radiation. My cancer is gone and has not come back-I am very blessed.
I want you to know how much God loves you and I pray that he will keep your spirit strong-he kept me stong during my struggle.

God Bless you Lance,
Much love,
Wendy

Wendy Robinson <Wendypst@aol.com>
Huntington Beach, CA USA - Thursday, March 20, 2003 1:02 PM CST
Hi Lance,
We wanted to tell you that we love you very much and that you are always in our hearts and thoughts.
Love Always,
Chris, Pam, and Sydney

Chris, Pam, & Sydney <conwayy@socal.rr.com>
Lake Balboa, CA - Thursday, March 20, 2003 11:56 AM CST
HEY LANCE GLAD TO HEAR THAT YOU HAD A GREAT BIRTHDAY I HOPE YOU HAD FUN WITH AMBER AND CHRIS THEY ARE THE BEST. WISH I WAS THERE HOPE YOU LIKED MY ECARD. I THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE. JUST WANTED TO WISH YOU HAPPINESS AND TELL EVERYBODY THAT I SAID HI. LOVE YOU ALL.
Beth Ponce' <bethponce_06@hotmail.com>
shipshewana, in - Thursday, March 20, 2003 11:51 AM CST
HEY KIDDO,
I HAVE BEEN KEEPING UP WITH YOU FOR OVER A YR. AND HAVE BEEN BLESSED BY YOUR COURAGE AND PRESENCE, EVEN THOU I AM JUST A COMPUTER FRIEND BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY I LOVE YOU AND AM PRAYING FOR YOU EVERY DAY. GOD BE WITH YOU.

MARGE RUTHERFORD <MRUTH79@AOL.COM>
MEMPHIS, TN GRAND USA - Thursday, March 20, 2003 11:50 AM CST
Lance, You are wonderful, strong, incredible and loved. You make a difference in so many people's lives. You have captured the hearts and prayers of so many people. People, like me, who you probably don't even remember meeting. But I remember Lance, and you are a part of my life and that of my family and friends every day! I will always hold you in my heart! Hang in there buddy.....you are truly a gift to all of us!
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR 97035 - Thursday, March 20, 2003 11:38 AM CST
Hi Lance!
what an awesome birthday bash! I am so glad that you got to see your friends. I sure enjoyed seeing you and meeting Kelly. Rest easy, love, Jodi
I hope you have a fun Friends and Will and Grace night!

jodi wallis <jwallis@ thevancouverclinic.com>
portland, or usa - Thursday, March 20, 2003 11:11 AM CST
Lance, you are in my prayers.
Lee Markle <ljmleebo@cs.com>
Redondo Beach , CA Los Angeles - Thursday, March 20, 2003 9:41 AM CST
Dear Justine and Lance,
I just wanted to send you a note to let you know that you are so much a part of my thoughts and prayers. I pray you can feel the love and strength and hope I am sending to you both. Love.........angie

angie laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
pepin, wi usa - Thursday, March 20, 2003 8:29 AM CST
Whaz Up Lance? I was thinking about you all last night while I was at church. I sent your mom some more green hair pictures and one with all of my hair gone if you want to take a look at them. Sending many prayers of peace, love, and hope your way.

Patrick

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Thursday, March 20, 2003 8:28 AM CST
Hello Lance and Family~
I'm so glad your Birthday party went well and you had so much fun. We think of you everyday and are praying for you.

Chanda & Jake
- Thursday, March 20, 2003 8:01 AM CST
Hi Lance, Its Aunt Judy. I sure hope you are feeling a little stronger. Aunt Jeanette may come and see you soon.
I just wanted to send you my love and say hi, because I am thinking of you tonight.

Jude <Mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades, CA 90272 - Thursday, March 20, 2003 1:15 AM CST
Aloha Lance.It looks like fun was had by all on Lance's birthday. Happy Birthday to a great guy. A limosine and everything, WOW. We all think of you often and pray for you. Love and kisses. Allison, Kate, Johnny, John and Heidi Dowd
Heidi Dowd
Haleiwa, HI - Thursday, March 20, 2003 0:43 AM CST
Hi Lance...Justine says you had a great birthday with big surprises! Hope you enjoyed yourself immensely. You're a special young man and I now especially want to wish you love, peace and happiness.
Ina & Bill Robinson
Big River, CA USA - Thursday, March 20, 2003 0:31 AM CST
Hi Lance and Justine,
it was so wonderful to read about your perfect birthday party. It made me smile.
We are thinking of you and sending our love
Sue Sumpter

Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@attbi.com>
West Linn, OR - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 10:53 PM CST
We are glad that you had a Happy Birhtday
Love, Teri,Rich,Andy,Sara & Katie Weiser

Teri Weiser <Weiserteri@Aol.com>
Lancaster, CA USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 10:47 PM CST
I hope you had a lovely birthday,You are in my prayers and God is looking out for you day after day. God Bless Lance
Yvonne M. Castillo <YMadisonWriter76@aol.com>
Fresno, CA USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 10:44 PM CST
Dear Lance,
You are in my heart and prayers. I am so happy that you had a great birthday!
Lots of hugs and love,
Merce

Merce
Granada Hills, CA - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 10:30 PM CST
Sending so many angels, love and support your way Lance! Keep fighting and continue to climb that mountain!!!!!!! Thinking of you always!!!!

Love,
Shannon

shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 7:34 PM CST
Happy belated b-day, Lance! So glad it was a great day!

Love,

Natalie Martin-Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 5:46 PM CST
Hi Lance,
I just wanted to stop in and say hi. Your b/day party sounds like quite the party! You look sooooooooooo good in your pictures! Keep up a powerful fight!!! Many prayers, support, thoughts and love sent your way! You look great in your pics- keep climbing that mountain!

Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, March 17, 2003 3:11 PM CST
Please tell Lance happy birthday!
Donna Kenny
- Monday, March 17, 2003 9:57 AM CST
Glad to hear you had a great birthday Lance! May you have many happy days to come, and may those happy days all add up to happy years.
James Moore <jamoore@wcnet.org>
Pemberville, OH 43450 - Sunday, March 16, 2003 8:34 PM CST
Hey Lance,
What's up with you?How are you feeling? By the way, Happy be-lated birthday dude. You're a big teenager now, so congratulations buddy. Well, i just wanted to see how you were feeling and to send you a birthday greeting, so happy birthday. Well i'll let you go. I hope everything is going fine and you take care ok bud? alright dude, i'll talk to you later.

Joshua Leyvas <Federationfan@aol.com>
Orange, Ca USA - Sunday, March 16, 2003 1:58 AM CST
Lance,
I hope that you had a great birthday. So how does it feel to be a teenager? Also, I wanted to tell you and your family that I'm raising money for NB children by coloring my hair bright green for St. Patrick's day, then shaving it off in honor of those going through chemo. I've got the color already and it's called Electric Lizard. I can't wait until this evening to get it going. I'll send you all pictures of my hair both green and gone. Trust me, that will be better than any joke that I could post here. Take care and give that beautiful dog a hug from me.
Patrick Flynn

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Friday, March 14, 2003 8:29 AM CST
Happy BIrthday Lance!!!!!!!!!!! Wishing you the very best! You are a hero to many and the absolute sweetest boy! Continue a powerful fight!!! You have a very strong support team!!!!!!!!! Climb that mountain and fight hard!!

Happy Birthday!
Your Friend,
Shannon

Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, March 13, 2003 10:22 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST SON A MOTHER COULD POSSIBLY EVER HAVE!!!!! I love you so very very much Lance!! Happy Golden Birthday to you my little hero!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mom
- Thursday, March 13, 2003 5:07 PM CST
Happy Birthday Lance!
You're a real teenager now. Hope you're feeling better and that you have a good day. I hear surprises are in store. I really enjoy taking care of you and I miss seeing you in clinic. Come back soon.
Love, Dr. Thomas

Gregory Thomas <thomasgr@ohsu.edu>
Portland, OR USA - Thursday, March 13, 2003 2:53 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LANCE!!!!!!!!!
May your day be full of fun, laughter, joy and happy memories:)Have your cake and eat it too!
Blessings, Love & Light

Alecia Cox
Wilsonville, OR USA - Thursday, March 13, 2003 1:40 PM CST
Dear Justine,
I know this day will be one of the most special and memorable of your life. My thoughts and prayers are filled with you and Lance........angie

angie laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
pepin, wi usa - Thursday, March 13, 2003 1:04 PM CST
"Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday dear Laaaaa ance
Happy Birthday to you!!!"
Have a wonderful day Lance, may all your wishes come true!
{{{{HUGE HUGS}}}}
Much Love,
Lisa Searle (Lauren's mom!)


Lisa Searle <lisa.searle@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Thursday, March 13, 2003 12:19 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LANCE!!!!!!

I hope that you have a wonderful day. I can't wait to hear what your surprise is. You very much deserve everything good that comes your way! You are so brave and strong. Take care. Love,

Virginia and Jay B. <vlm1960@hotmail.com>
NY, NY - Thursday, March 13, 2003 12:02 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LANCE!
I HOPE YOU HAVE A TON OF FUN TODAY,
AND YOU HAVE THE GREATEST TIME! I LOVE YOU.

Aunt Judy <mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades, CA - Thursday, March 13, 2003 10:40 AM CST
Happy Birthday Lance!!

I wonder what your surprise is???????


Jennifer OSwald <jdmmo@attbi.com>
Tualatin, OR - Thursday, March 13, 2003 9:56 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LANCE - LET US ALL KNOW WHAT SURPRISE YOU GET.
Graeme Tucker <Graeme.R.Tucker@bigpond.com>
Perth, WA Western Australia - Thursday, March 13, 2003 8:32 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LANCE!!!! I hope you have an awesome 13th Birthday! Tell your mom to give you a big hug and kiss from all of us!
Love,
Kelly ( Mark's mom- 1/4/98-7/1/01)
www.caringbridge.org/md/marksalvador

Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Upper Marlboro, MD USA - Thursday, March 13, 2003 7:40 AM CST
Dear Lance,
I hope that you feel great today and have tons of fun on your 13th birthday! I'm sending you wonderful birthday wishes from Maryland!

Terry Miller (Grandma to Angel Mark Salvador) <ggmiller@erols.com>
Laytonsville, MD - Thursday, March 13, 2003 4:46 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR LANCE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR LANCE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR LANCE
WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH

GRANDMA AND GRANDPA

GRANDMA AND GRANDPA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR USA - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 4:13 PM CST
Happy Birthday, Lance!!! This message comes from all the sixth graders at Plum City Middle School! We love you, and we can't wait to find out the surprises that were planned for your Golden Birthday!

We send you our prayers and love...........

angie laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
pepin, wi usa - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 12:15 AM CST
HI LANCE SORRY WE DIDNT GET TO SEE YOU WEN WE WERE IN WASHINGTON/OREGON..... HOPE YOU ARE FEELING WELL HAVE A GREAT 13TH BRITHDAY NOW YOU R OFFICIALLY A TEENAGER. LOVE YOUR COUSIN JESSICA FROM CALIFORNIA
JESSICA HAWKINS <ICEHOCKEYGAL17@AOL.COM>
ORANGE, CA USA - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 7:13 PM CST
ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR THE GOOD OF THOSE WHO LOVE THE LORD GOD BLESS YOU
DELORES

DELORES MAYS <MZPUZZLE@AOL.COM>
ST LOUIS, MO USA - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 11:48 AM CST
Hi Lance-
We love your caringbridge page, the fish are awesome. Our son kept saying "fishes, fishes mama". We hope your have a great Golden birthday, we have heard that they are suppose to bring you good luck. We say a prayer for you and your family everyday!!! Sending all our love :-)))
Ken, Jen and Family (Kenny Jr, dx at 5 months with stage III NB, now 26 months and a small tumor remains)

The Nichol Family <kjnichol@earthlink.net>
New Fairfield, CT - Monday, March 10, 2003 7:29 AM CST
Hey there, Lance...just checking in to say hello and to wish you well. We hope you have a great "Golden" Birthday, sharing with family & friends. Bill & I are also having a "Golden" occasion this month, but ours is 50 years of marriage. Happy to share a Golden month with you! Love & prayers.

Bill & Ina Robinson <ina@rraz.net>
Big River, CA USA - Sunday, March 9, 2003 11:46 PM CST
Here are some (((((HUGE))))) Birthday Wishes coming at you from Florida!!
Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Sunday, March 9, 2003 9:13 PM CST
Dear Lance & Mom,
You will never have another "Golden Birthday" 13 March 13th.......that will never happen again, I am praying
that it will be a BIG, BIG Surprise. I had never heard
of that untill Josh had his last year (10 on July 10th.) Lance I love your dog, I can tell he/she is your dog.
She is beautiful.
It won't be long till you will be back in your boat.
Josh is making him a fort.I will try and send a picture
of it some time.Remember Lance you are in my thoughs & PRAYERS. Keep your faith.
Love Lou/grandmother to Josh P. age 10 dx.NBIV 6/2001

Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
knoxville (karns), TN. USA - Sunday, March 9, 2003 8:16 PM CST
Hey Lance,
Just want you to know that even though you probably dont remember me. I think of you often, and we pray for you always. Me and your Mom go way back. I think we even spent OUR 13th birthday together!! :o) I hope you have the happiest birthday ever! Love and kisses
Mary (aka: Wilmer) and Rusty and Gunnar

wilmer <pugmarks@webtv.net>
monterey, ca - Sunday, March 9, 2003 11:06 AM CST
Hi Lance,
This is mom. I just wanted you to know that I think you are the most incredible human being I have ever known. You are so unique Lance, with all you have gone thru, you are still so loving and caring, you never complain about your life. You are my true hero and I love you so very much I can not put it in to words.
I am honored to be your mommie, always.
I cherish you little buddy.

Mom <quilapoo@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 8, 2003 11:31 PM CST
Hey Lance. Sending good thoughts your way. Is it becoming spring there? We have tiny green shoots just coming through the ground. Maybe spring will be here soon.
Justine..........Love to you. Update when you can.

Shannon Snow <ssnow707@aol.com>
Nevada City, CA - Friday, March 7, 2003 2:47 PM CST
Just thinking about you and thought I would wish you well.
John
West Linn, - Monday, March 3, 2003 1:46 PM CST
Hi Lance and Justine haven't heard from you lately hope all is going well for you you are always in my prayers and think of you all the time lots of love. Aunt Nancy
NANCY DONOVAN
ORANGE, CA USA - Sunday, March 2, 2003 3:27 PM CST
Hi Lance and Justine haven't heard from you lately hope all is going well for you you are always in my prayers and think of you all the time lots of love. Aunt Nancy
NANCY DONOVAN
ORANGE, CA USA - Sunday, March 2, 2003 3:27 PM CST
Justine and Lance,
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you guys! I hope Lance is as pain free as possible and able to enjoy himself! You remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Kelly

Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/md/marksalvador>
Upper Marlboro, MD USA - Wednesday, February 26, 2003 3:37 PM CST
Lance,
I saw a post of someone sending you a joke, so I thought I would get into the act as well. Here it is:

A lady and her baby get on a bus. The bus driver looks at the lady, and then her baby, and then screams, "AHHHH! That's the ugliest child I've ever seen in my life!"
The lady then, totally disgusted, marches up to the back of the bus to sit down.

As she was sitting there absolutely furious, a man asks, "Are you ok, dear?"

The lady replies, "I'm so angry, that bus driver just insulted me."

The man says, "You go back up there and give that bus driver a piece of your mind, and I'll watch your monkey."

Patrick

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Sunday, February 23, 2003 9:48 PM CST
Hi Lance and Justine,
I hope you're feeling well Lance. I'm praying for an update soon!!! I keep checking...
Thinking of you everyday and hoping & praying for miracles!
(Huge hugs)
Lisa Searle

Lisa Searle <lisa.searle@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Friday, February 21, 2003 2:51 PM CST
HEY GUYS WASSUP NMH JUST WANTED TO SAY HI "HI". I AM IN SUCH GOOD MOOD WELL I GOTTA GO BYE.

BETH PONCE' <adponce@locl.net>
shipshewanan, IN - Thursday, February 20, 2003 10:48 AM CST
Lance is so amazing. He spent a lot of time this week-end with us and he truly defies incredible. First he went to my daughters (Morgan) 4th grade play and met up with some buddies and his own 4th grade teacher Mrs. Kenny. I videotaped that one. Lance just loves it when I video tape him (not). I videotaped him talking with his friends too. He gave me the eye. Then he and Matthew (my son) was happy and smiling and playing outside this past week-end. He looks so wonderful. He said he wasn't in any pain and he even ran from my car to his dad's front door. Matthew and him had a great week-end together. What a cool kid!
Jennifer Oswald <jdmmo@attbi.com>
Tualatin, OR - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 11:59 PM CST
I wish for you to know this one thing, really know this in your heart:

Hospice is not about dying, it's about living each moment fully.

I hope we can help you all through this time, that this time for you is peaceful and full of love.

Diane H. RN <dianeyh63@yahoo.com>
Tualatin, OR USA - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 7:30 PM CST
Dear Lance and Justine,
Today is Valentine's Day, the day of Hearts, and I have to tell you that you two have all the heart in the world. Your faith, determination and love, are an inspiration to us all. We Prayer Warriors send you our love and pray that you stay strong. God Bless you both, Becky De

Becky De <beckyde@zoominternet.net>
Clinton, PA USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 1:32 PM CST
HEY LANCE. WASSUP NMH. JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND THAT I AM PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR MOM 24 7. I HOPE THE NUTRIENTS WORK AGIAN I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT WHEN I WAS TOLD. I AM SO SORRY. BUT ANY WAYS I HAVE TO GO KNOW BYE. ADIOS.
BETH PONCE' <adponce@locl.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Friday, February 14, 2003 12:43 AM CST
Hi Lance and Justine thinking of you and praying for you both hope each day is a special day for you both take one day at a time and thank God for it thats what we do and may God shine on you. you are both the most courages people I know wish I could be there to give you a hug. Love aunt Nancy
NANCY DONOVAN <NUTHOUSEGAL@aol.com>
ORANGE, CA USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 3:58 PM CST
A duck walks into a store & asks do you have any grapes? The man says no I don't have any grapes. Second day same duck same store same question do you have any grapes same answer no I don't have any grapes. Third day same duck, same store, same question, this time the man says if you ask me one more time do I have any grapes I'm going to staple your feet to the floor. Fourth day the duck walks into the store & asks do you have any staples the man say NO I don't have any staples , the duck asks do you have any grapes. :)
Hi Lance! Just wanted to bring a smile to your face! Thinking of you and hoping you can smile, pain-free all day!
xoxoxo
Lisa Searle (Lauren's mom!)

Lisa Searle <lisa.searle@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 10:16 AM CST
Hi Lance,
We're thinking of you often and sending lots of prayers. Wish you lived closer to us.
We'll keep praying for strength and healing for you. Love and hugs.

Uncle Bill and Aunt Christie <jckowalski@msn.com>
Stillwater, MN - Tueday, February 11, 2003 11:16 PM CST
Hey Lancey whats up? Hey stay strong lance i know you can do it! Ive been prayin for you lots!Your such a strong person i know you can do it! hang in there i love you lots!
Love Always, Amanda XOXO!!!!!!

Amanda <amandarae77@hotmail.com>
White Bear Lake, MN 55110 - Tueday, February 11, 2003 3:59 PM CST
Hey Lancey whats up? Hey stay strong lance i know you can do it! Ive been prayin for you lots!Your such a strong person i know you can do it! hang in there i love you lots!
Love Always, Amanda XOXO!!!!!!

Amanda <amandarae77@hotmail.com>
White Bear Lake, MN 55110 - Tueday, February 11, 2003 3:44 PM CST
I, like all the rest of your admirers and friends, have learned so much from your courage and fight. People want to know how Joe Millionare turns out (ok, and I watched to see too) but the real deal is how we live our days. And I'm pulling for you, hoping you get past this present difficulty real soon and get on with beating this damned thing.
So here's to you raising a toast with your parents and all that are close to you this New Years and many more. We need people like you to show us what courage and life are really about. Good luck buddy ........

Clayton <onthebreeze@yahoo.com>
Memphis, - Tueday, February 11, 2003 12:34 AM CST
Dear Justine, Dan, and Lance,

I can't believe all the wonderful, supportive and loving fans you guys have. I am thinking most of them are fans of Lance's!! :-) I hope all the words of encouragement, faith and hope are keeping you strong. It's obvious that you have hundreds (maybe thousands!!) of people loving and praying for you, Lance! You are an inspiration.....a hero for so many people who are looking for someone to look up to. I am sending my love, my strength, and my prayers......angie

angie laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
pepin, wi usa - Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:48 AM CST
Hey buddie, this is your mom.
I want you to know how HONORED I am to be your mother.
You are the most courageous person I have ever known and the kindest! You have the sweetest soul that goes along with that awesome smile of yours!!!!!!
We will continue this battle TOGETHER! You and me baby, and God of course :) I love you more then words could possibly ever express.. You are my hero my son.

Mom
- Monday, February 10, 2003 8:33 PM CST
YOU GO FOR IT LANCE! OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.

Jacquie Darby
Life Enrichment Centre
Edmonton, Alberta

Jacquie Darby <jrdarby@telusplanet.net>
Edmonton, Ab Canada - Monday, February 10, 2003 4:16 PM CST
LANCE KEEP THE FAITH AND HELP MOM N DAD KEEP IT TOO GOD CAN AND WILL KEEP YOU STRONG
DELORES MAYS <MZPUZZLE@AOL.COM>
ST LOUIS, MO USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 2:16 PM CST

We wish you a....
Happy Valentines Day!!





Matt and Morg
Tualatin, OR - Monday, February 10, 2003 12:47 AM CST

You are always on my mind!!.
Happy Valentines Day!!



>Jennifer


Jennifer Oswald <jdmmo@attbi.com>
Tualatin, OR U S A - Monday, February 10, 2003 12:18 AM CST
I'm wrapping you all up in a love blanket. Let me know if I can do anything!!!!! You are in my thoughts and prayers always.
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Monday, February 10, 2003 12:10 AM CST
Dear Justine & Lance,

I just wanted to let you know that you are both in my prayers. Hang in there!

Love, Lucy

Lucy North <lnorth@dbl.com>
Arcadia, CA USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 10:29 AM CST
Lance My Little Friend!
You amaze me!!! You have a wonderful relationship with God, he has special plans for you...One of his plans, I'm sure is to show us all what it means to have strength, courage and faith, you've succeeded! Go get 'em mister! If anyone has it in them to fight this thing, it's you! Thinking of you every day and praying for you and your family.
Huge hugs,
Lisa Searle

Lisa Searle <lisa.searle@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 10:17 AM CST
I am Khyla Anderson's grandmother and Jennifer Anderson's mom. I can hardly see the screen through my tears. I saw you at the hospital when Khyla was in for chicken pox. My tears won't do you any good so my prayers and love go out you, Lance, and your family. Your courage leaves me speechless. May you be the miracle we all hope for. Marty Walters
Martha Walters <spunoutnmt.@aol.com>
Stevensville, MT USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 9:46 AM CST
Lance, Justine, Eric, and Lauren,
The last post brought tears to my eyes. Lance, the courage and strength that you show, I can only dream of.

with Faith, Love, and Hope
Patrick

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 8:22 AM CST
Hi Lance,

You keep forging forward!!!!!!!! FIGHT HARD! I know my little angel buddy, John Russell, is keeping eye out for all of his pals here. I will put in another prayer request to him tonight. You have one big support team and we are all ready to stand behind you as you climb this mountain and forge through it fast! Stick a few steps ahead of these nblast bugs!! FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT Lance! Get plenty of sunshine, I just read in my health magazine (and I have also read in many other places) that people with cancer/other diseases should get a healthy dose of sunshine daily. So, get out and fill that soul with all of the rays that you can. Sounds like you had quite a night with your friends...I am sure you made some wonderful movies! Thinking of you in Minnesota!! Sending many prayers and much support your way- FIGHT!!!

Love,
Shannon

shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Monday, February 10, 2003 1:14 AM CST
We're continuing to pray for you, that God will keep you in His perfect will and make your paths straight and friendly. Also, that you will all be strengthened to "live in the now" to the best of your abilities. Much love is coming your way.
Bill & Ina Robinson <ina@rraz.net >
Big River, CA USA - Sunday, February 9, 2003 8:57 PM CST
Justine,

Lance and your family are in my prayers. I hope he can be kept comfortable and that whatever time you have with him is a happy time free from pain.

Kelly www.caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson <mom2baycam@charter.net (NEW)>
Lake Tahoe, NV USA - Sunday, February 9, 2003 7:42 PM CST

Thinking of you all during this difficult time. I'm praying for no pain, comfort and peace.
XOX


Brian, Chanda & Jake
- Sunday, February 9, 2003 6:27 PM CST
Hi Lance,
I am praying that the pain subsides and you will feel better very soon. I want you to be well, and to know that I think of you very much even though we have not seen eachother too much. Your birthday is coming, and I was wondering what you want? Hugs & kisses, and may blessings come in the unexpected hours, to make your day a little better.
I love you.

Auntie Jude <mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades, CA USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 6:02 PM CST
Dear Justine,
Just wanted to let you know that I checked in and that I think of you and Lance so much. Please let Lance know that he has a friend in NY that is fighting the same fight and has been for 14 years. I'm still fighting and proud of him for all of his courage as he does too!

Kim Esterman <KimEsterman@aol.com>
Massapequa, NY - Wednesday, February 5, 2003 11:36 PM CST
LANCE, YOUR GREAT GRANDMOTHER DORETTA WANTS YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE HER HERO AND THAT SHE LOVES YOU WITH ALL HER HEART...OXOXOOXXOOXOXOOXO GREAT MOTHER DORETTA
GREAT GRANDMOTHER DORETTA
PACIFIC PALISADES, CA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 3:24 PM CST
LANCE, YOUR GREAT GRANDMOTHER DORETTA WANTS YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE HER HERO AND THAT SHE LOVES YOU WITH ALL HER HEART...OXOXOOXXOOXOXOOXO GREAT MOTHER DORETTA
GREAT GRANDMOTHER DORETTA
PACIFIC PALISADES, CA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 3:24 PM CST
LANCE, YOUR GREAT GRANDMOTHER DORETTA WANTS YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE HER HERO AND THAT SHE LOVES YOU WITH ALL HER HEART...OXOXOOXXOOXOXOOXO GREAT MOTHER DORETTA
GREAT GRANDMOTHER DORETTA
PACIFIC PALISADES, CA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 3:24 PM CST
I am sorry to hear Lance is having so much pain Justine, and hope that it becomes more controllable so that Lance can get on with enjoying life. It seems unreal that three years have elapsed already.

Iris (Courntey's mum)
Australia - Saturday, February 1, 2003 2:21 PM CST
HEY GUYS WASSUP. NMH. JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND WANTED TO KNOW HOW YOU GUYS WERE DOING. WELL I GOTTA GO BYE. GUYS
ELISAPAST

Beth Ponce' <adponce@locl.net>
Shipshewana, IN USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 10:42 AM (CST)
Hi Y'all (sorry, just talked to someone from Texas). I hope that you have got the pain under control. Lance I wish I knew what God's plans are for you. I look at all of the entries here and listen to the stories that your mom tells me and I have no doubt that you have touched many lives with your courage. I often wondered what God's plans were for Justin. Though I know what some are now, like leading me towards Christ, it often seems like you're just hitting your head against the wall sometimes. I guess that all you can do is just pray and know that one day we will understand. Just wanted you to all to know that I pray for you guys all of the time.
What's up Eric? Haven't heard from you lately. Fire up an email if you have time

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 08:03 AM (CST)
GREAT WORK KEEP IT UP
KATHY TRIVETT <KMGT5525@AOL.COM>
BRISTOL , TEN SULLIVAN - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 07:03 PM (CST)
YOU ARE DOING A GREAT JOB WITH THIS KEEP IT UP
kathy trivett <kmgt55252AOL.CO.>
bristol, tenn sullivan - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 07:01 PM (CST)
HEY BUDDY WASSUP JUST WANTED TO SAY HI. HI AUNT JUSTINE. HOW IS EVERYBODY. RIGHT KNOW I'M IN OUR SCHOOL LIBRARY. I DID A PRESENTATION YEASTERDAY ON LANCE TO MY BIO GLASS. HE THOUGHT IT WAS GREAT AND HE AGREES WITH YOU ON THE GREEDY GOVERNMENT ABOUT THE RIFE TREATMENT. WELL I GOTTA GO. BYE GUYS. LOVE
ELISAPASTA

Beth Ponce' <adponce@locl.net>
Shipshewana, IN USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 10:35 AM (CST)
LANCE YOU DONT KNOW US BUT WE KNOW YOUR MOTHER,
YOU HANG INTHERE.
LOVE KEITH AND LYNDA WALTERS

KEITH WALTERS <WALTERSKJW@AOL.COM>
LANCASTER , CA USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:11 PM (CST)
Hi Justine and Lance,
please know that I am thinking about you. I am so sorry to hear about the pain you are having. it's like a thief in the night. Lance, you are the boss. don't forget that.
I am sending you both COURAGE.
love, Jodi

jodi <jwallis@thevancouverclinic.com>
- Monday, January 27, 2003 at 05:21 PM (CST)
Dear Justine and Lance,
Thanks so much for the update. I am just now getting a chance to respond. I check your page every single day, and I pray that you have been able to take care of all pain issues. I also pray that this therapy will be JUST what you need to get rid of all the cancer once and for all!! I am sending love, hugs, and prayers.....angie

angie laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
pepin, wi usa - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 03:36 PM (CST)
Dear Justine and Lance,
Thank you for the update. I'm so sorry to hear of all the pain you're having to endure Lance. I wish I could take it all away for you. When you get discouraged and think that nothing good has come out of this, remember this...you've gained many friends who are thinking of you constantly and praying for you, and the bond the two of you have created with each other is amazing! You continue to share moments (in spectacular places) that only the two of you know. Keep the faith! We are too!
Huge hugs,
Lisa Searle

Lisa Searle <lisa.searle@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 02:20 PM (CST)
Thanks for keeping us updated on Lance. We are so sorry to hear of the terrible pain he's been having. We will continue to pray for complete healing. God still performs miracles...He will not let you down! Trust that He will carry you through this to a victory! We love your precious family! "BE STRONG IN THE LORD AND IN HIS MIGHTY POWER." Ephesians 6:10
Lambert Family
Tigard, OR - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 01:04 PM (CST)
Dearest Lance,
I pray for you and your mom every night. That you continue to have the courage, you have had from the start, of this nightmare. You are so brave. You inspire me. You are one of God's angels....Love, Debra

Debra <debra9999@aol.com>
Lake Oswego, OR United States - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 08:14 AM (CST)
You are in my prayers!!!
Jim Jones
Las Vegas, - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:21 PM (CST)
Just want you to know we love you all and pray for you. Keep on trying and Never ever give up. I admire you for not listening to anyone when they say give up. Try everything you can to defeat this thing. Rebuke it and send it packing. Remember also to take care of yourself because we tend to forget the caregiver but we haven't here and know you are also with all your family in our prayers.
E.J. & Sylvia Kolenda [Kolenda Ministries] <egospel@egospel.com>
Lewisburg, TN USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 03:46 PM (CST)
Hi Lance and Justine!
How fun to see Kelly! Wow, is she ever big! Wish we could meet her; bet she and Haley would have fun together. You all are in our prayers. We love you and miss you very much. We are all doing fine here in KS; it was so cold last week they closed school on THurs. Should warm up soon though. Hope you can visit us soon. Love and hugs and kisses, Elaine

Elaine Selby <jimselby@integrity.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 02:08 PM (CST)
Hanging in there with you,
Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:01 PM (CST)
Just an encouraging scripture; JOHN 17:3 This means everlasting life, their taking in KNOWLEDGE of you, the only true God, and of the one whom you sent forth, Jesus Christ. With Jehovahs help you'll get thru this.
.Mary M. Hill
Apple Valley, Calif. United States - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 12:08 PM (CST)
Lance and Justin, You are in my thoughts and prayers. Three years of a battle no one should have to go through. You are remembered and loved. Keep smiling and loving one another.
Denise Mix, mom to Beautiful Angel Ty <navyacewf@iwon.com>
Hampton, VA USA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 10:47 AM (CST)
Justine, my heart goes out to you guys. Lance is one incredible boy! Keep up the fight and my prayers are with you.

Mum to 'Angel' Ashley

Tricia Goud <www.caringbridge.org/page/ashleygoud>
Dundas, On Canada - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 07:11 AM (CST)
hi lance, justine and family ...

the pictures are awesome ... keep smiling ... you look so happy holding your dog ...holding you in my heart and prayers ...

darlene, tevi's gramma <djones@moscow.com>
moscow, id us - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:16 PM (CST)
Hello Lance. Hang in there little buddy. There are a lot of people out here who are pulling and praying for you.
Loved the new pictures, especially the one of you and Kelly. What a beautiful dog. See ya in emails.....

Becky De <beckyde@zoominternet.net>
Clinton, PA USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:12 PM (CST)
Hallo Lance, Justine & Family!!

I think you are all doing just great. I love deception pass, and Whideby Island is one of my favorite places to go..(did I spell it right?) I haven't been in a while. I just know that this is going to work. Lance you are a fighter and a winner in my book. I love you guys tons and tons. :) Kelly Belly

Kelly <kelllycsp@hotmail.com>
West Linn, OR - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 11:03 PM (CST)
Dear Lance & Justine: My heart aches for all your pain, Lance, and for the pain and concern you're going through, Justine, on his behalf. Just know that we're all out here praying for you daily and waiting to hear your reports. We so want this to be a successful treatment. Rufus & Dora are near us here at Black Meadow Landing; and they're coming to spend the day with us on Friday. He is feeling good and we're looking forward to seeing them. I'll be sharing your message with them. Much love!
Ina & Bill Robinson
Big River, CA USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:45 PM (CST)
Thanks for keeping us updated, althoug it is so hard to read about Lance being in such pain. What anguish for you all. I'm glad the radiation offers some promise of relief, and will keep my fingers crossed that the treatments in Washington work. Hang in there Sue Sumpter
Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@attbi.com>
West Linn, OR - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:18 PM (CST)
Your pictures look great! Hope your pains all go away, keep up the good work.
James Moore
Pemberville, OH USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:17 PM (CST)
Hey Lancie
You brave little soul u climb that mountain till u get over the top and beat this thing.....We hope your pain get less and less for u ....We are praying for the best!!!!!!!!!
Keep strong and keep the faith......We love you...Sue and tommy

sue and tommy <sw461127@aol.com >
pahrump, nv - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 10:05 PM (CST)
Lance and family, I am sorry to hear that you are in so much pain right now. I hope that it gets under control. That was the hardest thing to handle with my Trinity being so ill. She was so strong but had so much pain towards the end it was so very hard to handle. Be strong, I know it is not fair or right but know that everyone loves you and wishes you well. Sorry we can't make it all go away! I wish so bad I could take all the pain and suffering away from each small child and their families. I continue to pray for you and think of you often.
PS. My brother and family live up by your photo! Neat pictures!
Love and prayers, Tracy mom to angel Trinity Luna

Tracy Rierson <seatra@hotmail.com>
Monroe, WA USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 09:12 PM (CST)
hey lance whats up nothin much here just wanted to say hi and keep stayin strong! im prayin 4 u lots! love ya much! love amanda
amanda
white bear lake, mn - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 11:10 PM (CST)
I'm so glad to hear Lance is feeling well and you are able to get out and enjoy the area. Justine, I think of you and Lance often and continue to be awed by your strength and courage.
Peggy Powers
Berkeley, CA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 11:39 AM (CST)
Always praying, Always hoping!
Karla <Karme45@aol.com>
Buckley, Wa Pierce - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 11:19 PM (CST)
I'm glad that all is going so well! You and your mom are always in my thoughts! Much love
Patty Colden <Topoft@aol,com>
Ann Arbor, MI USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 12:47 PM (CST)
Hi Lance! Hi Justine!
Your treatments in WA sound wonderful. Know I am praying for you both and expect great things to happen! Thanks for the update. I love you both and miss you. Any plans to visit Kansas, Lance? We had a snow storm this morning and are enjoying a snow day from school today. Yipee!! Remember the snow we had when you were here last year? That was fun. I love you both. Elaine

Elaine Selby
Overland Park, KS USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 12:08 PM (CST)
Glad to see the cool new photos. Thinking of you often,
Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:27 PM (CST)
Excellent! What great news! You are such a wonderful positive mom, Justine! I admire you so! Lance, you are a brave strong young man. You are an inspiration to all of us. Sounds like you're having a great time up there. You have our love and are always in our thoughts! Love, Jen, Khyla, and the crew
Jennifer Anderson <tearingrhairout@attbi.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:21 PM (CST)
Hey Justine and Lance,
I am so happy to hear from you. Wow, your families are busy. I think of you often, and I hope all is going well. I do hope this new treatment works. I'll keep my fingers crossed. If you ever have a chance to stop by Stafford, I would love to see you!
Mrs. Kenny

Donna Kenny
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 05:11 PM (CST)
Hi Justine & Lance,

My son Jay is currently receiving treatment at MSKCC for NB4. He was diagnosed 1/2002, exactly 2 years after Lance, and Jay and Lance share a birthday, but Jay is 2 years older. Jay and I absolutely loved the pictures of Lance with Kelly! Jay's biggest wish right now is to get a Golden retriever puppy! We've been living away from home for the last year, so that wish will have to be put on hold for awhile.

Lance, you look great! I am glad that you are feeling much better, and I hope that things go well for you in Washington.

Take care,

Virginia & Jay

Virginia Barnett <vlm1960@hotmail.com>
New York, NY USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 03:18 PM (CST)
I will be praying that all goes well with your new treatment in Burlington. I had no idea that there was an alternative treatment center so close. Best wishes for a nice recovery Lance. Your in my heart, Love Tracy mom to angel Trinity
Tracy Rierson <seatra@hotmail.com>
Monroe, WA USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 01:48 PM (CST)
Dear Justine & Lance,

What great news! I'm so glad to hear that Lance is feeling better and that the two of you are having some fun. You are in my thoughts and prayers, always.

Love, Lucy

Lucy North <lnorth@dbl.com>
Arcadia, CA USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:27 AM (CST)
Thank you so much for taking the time to update us Justine.
What you are doing sounds so healing, it's good to hear that Lance is eating well and that you are enjoying your time together in Washington.You are a remarkable woman, and Lance is an incredible young man. Sue Sumpter

Sue Sumpter
West Linn, OR - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 10:10 AM (CST)
Lance,
We are very glad that things are going well in Washington. I like the new pictures and I guess that the puppy has grown up. That is one nice looking dog dude! I'll pass on commenting about the other person in the picture that's eating Pizza, I'll let Amanda handle that. Whas up wif dat girl anywas? like she nuts bout joo ;\

Justine,
Sorry for bugging you about an update, but Dona and I were checking every day for an update and we couldn't stand it anymore ;) We are praying that this treatment is what will CURE Lance so you all will not have to worry about treatments again. I hope that you are holding up well and I'm very glad that you two are getting to spend so much good time together.

Eric,
Hope you are doing well. I've lost your email address. I was trying to get a hold of youe earlier in the week. I even looked you up on the net, but got your old phone number. If you have time, drop me a line with your mail address. Hang in there dude

Lauren,
I've only seen a picture of you, but I thought I would write you anyway. I hope that you are doing okay through this. I'm guessing that it's hard for you to go through this. What I've found works for me the best is praying at night. Take Care

All,
Dona and I are praying that all goes well with you all. Take care and we will be in touch through prayer and email ;)

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:41 AM (CST)
Dear Lance & Justine,
Glad to read the positive update. We're praying for you on many fronts, ie, the treatment, the comradery, the opportunity to explore the area, your safety while traveling, and the fundraiser. Much love!

Ina & Bill Robinson <ina@rraz.net>
Big River, CA USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 08:01 AM (CST)
I am so HAPPY to read Lance is doing so well ! These good news just put sunshine in many lives, I am sure !
Much love to you

Cecile Cogez <newcissou@yahoo.fr>
Montbonnot, FRANCE - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:56 AM (CST)
Justine & Lance,
I'm so glad things are going well with this treatment. I'm really glad to hear about your energy level and no pain. I think of you both often and hope to meet you one day. Always thinking of you and praying praying PRAYING!

Chanda & Jake
- Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:49 AM (CST)
Dear Justine and Lance I just wanted you to know you are in my prayers, I hope the new treatment is helping and giving Lance some relief. I still have a lot of hope I realize we know just a little, I believe we are all spirtulal beings having a human expireance!!! God Bless you and keep you safe, love Pam
pamla Maclean <pamlamac@attbi>
Milwaukie, or - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 06:34 PM (CST)
Justine! Where is the update?? Where are you guys now? How is Lance doing? How are you doing?
We are holding you so very close to our hearts and praying for you daily.
Much love and many hugs,
Leah

Leah <imperialbeek@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 11:25 PM (CST)
Hey buddy wassup just wanted to say hi and that all my friends are praying really hard for you right know and that i really miss you and aunt justine and spending time with you guys. well i gotta go. good luck bye guys
Beth Ponce' <adponce@locl.net>
Shipshewana, IN United states - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 08:02 PM (CST)
Hello Lance and Justine I hope your trip to the clinic will be good for you.. Me and my family will keep you in our prayers, good luck
Best Wishes
Reizy (ushop101)

Reizy Retek <ushop101@aol.com>
Brooklyn, NY usa - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:32 PM (CST)
Hi Justine and Lance I hope your trip to the clinic will be a succsess my family and I will keep you in our prayers.
I will be in touch with you,
Wishing you all the best
Reizy

Reizy Retek <ushop101@aol.com>
Brooklyn , NY USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 01:16 PM (CST)
Hello Lance and Justine,
I check every day for an update. I pray all is going well and that you are both feeling great. Love, hugs, and prayers.....angie

Angie Laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
Pepin, WI USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 11:54 AM (CST)
Hi Justine and Lance! Just wanted to check in and see how your trip to the clinic is going. I hope you are getting some relief from the pain. You remain in our thoughts and prayers always!
Love,
Kelly
Mom to Angel Mark 1/4/98-7/1/01

Kelly Salvador www.caringbridge.org/md/marksalvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Upper Marlboro, MD USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:28 AM (CST)
Hey Lance & Justine-
Just checking in and HOPING all is WELL? We are thinking of you always and praying for the best!

XO

Chanda & Jake
- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 01:04 PM (CST)
Hey Lance? how ya doin? I hope your feelin good! Stay strong lance! youve been doin a great job!!! love ya man!
Amanda Rae
white bear lake, Mn usa - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 06:06 PM (CST)
Dear Lance,
Hope your trip to the Clinic in Washington will help to make you feel better. I'll be thinking of you and Mom and praying for a successful trip. Much love!

Ina Robinson <ina@rraz.net>
Big River, CA USA - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 12:18 PM (CST)
Just checking in to let you know that you are on my mind, and in my heart. Thinking of you and praying for you Lance.

John
West Linn, OR 97068 - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 10:02 AM (CST)
Just checking in to let you know you are on our minds, and in our hearts. Thinking of you and praying for you Lance.
Chanda & Jake
- Friday, January 03, 2003 at 08:44 PM (CST)
Hi Lance & Justine,
Lance I am so happy that you will be able to go for treatment next week 1/6/03. You & Mom keep your faith that this will be the treatment for you.
When I looked at your birthday, it jump out at me....I had never heard of this untill Josh was having his birthday this pass year. "It's Your Golden Birthday "You will be 13 on March 13th. It will never happen again. It's when your age is on the date of your birthday. In Knoxville,TN. we call it "The Golden Birthday" Josh was 10 on July 10/02. Plan a big birthday, because it's your golden year. Josh ask me why
we didn't do his with the "gold childhood ribbon " and have all his gifts gold, (we did not think about it in time.)Lance just giving you some hints (haha), but it is a special birthday.
I will be thinking about you & Your mom, and more than that I will keep you in my prayers.I will check back after you start your treatments, The more I think about you & your boat, I can just see you & Josh together. He would love your boat & I bet you would love his four wheeler. Your friend Lou/mom to sherry/grandmother to Josh P.age10 dx.IV 6/01.josh's HAMA is NEG, he will be going to MSKCC 2/03

Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville (Karns), TN. USA - Friday, January 03, 2003 at 08:41 PM (CST)
Just a message to let you know that you have been in our thoughts and prayers this season....all of you! Love and strength, Janet, Jeff and family
Janet Prottas
Lake Oswego, OR - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 12:40 PM (CST)
HI LANCE AND JUSTINE JUST WANTED TOO LET YOU KNOW WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU AND THAT THIS NEW YEAR WILL BE A A BLESSED ONE FOR YOU BOTH HANG IN THERE AND GOOD LUCK IN WASHINGTON. LOVE AUNT NANCY AND UNCLE JIM
NANCY DONOVAN <NUTHOUSEGAL@AOL.COM>
ORANGE, CA ORANGE - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 11:17 AM (CST)
Hi Lance, Justine, Eric, and Lauren,
I just wanted to check in and see how you all are doing. You all are in my thoughts and prayers constantly.
Love,
Kelly

Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Upper Marlboro, Md USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 11:06 PM (CST)
Hi Lance and Justine,
I was just thinking about you guys and thought that I'd leave a message in your guestbook. I was just thinking about you telling Justin what a Dolphin's breath smelled like and smiled. I'm thinking that my breath is kind of smelling like that now. I need a breath mint! We will keep praying for you guys and hope for comfort and peace for you all.

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 04:09 PM (CST)
Your site is good and the Christmas Tree was cool too, that Raymond set up. I'm feeling down in my own problems and then I started looking at stuff and ended up here and even though I was sick for 4 days It was really nothing by comparrison. I am continually praying for you Lance and Justine. You are so very strong and brave with all you are going through. I'm with you in trying to understand how much more a person can stand in these kinds of situations. But God...Keep the faith He is always with you, He will NEVER leave you nor forsake you. No matter what the situation looks like or what it feels like. Love Renda
Renda
Heath, OH USA - Sunday, December 29, 2002 at 04:33 AM (CST)
Dear Lance and Justine,
Here is a warm hello from France and best wishes from a big fan !!
Much love from Cecile

cecile Cogez <cecilecogez@yahoo.fr>
Montbonnot, FRANCE - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 12:41 PM (CST)
Just wanted to say "Hello" on this 2002 Christmas Day. Rufus and I had a very quiet Christmas as we are having our regular Christmas dinner tomorrow. Because of schedules, it worked out better for family members. Yesterday was our very busy day. We left the house about 10am and didn't get home until after mid-night. We are thinking of you and keeping prayers going every day..... Hugs to you all.
Much Love,

Dora Oakey <GGDora@Aol.Com>
Rancho Cucamonga, CA USA - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 11:15 PM (CST)
Good morning Lance and you too Justine. It's me, Becky De.
We are having a bit of snow today. I noticed you are leaving on January 5th. to go to Washington, so, don't worry, I won't fill up your mailbox while you are gone. HaHa..
Have a warm and loving Christmas dear boy. With love, Becky De

Rebecca DeFrancisco
Clinton, PA USA - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 09:47 AM (CST)
Thinking of you all this Christmas
Alison and Pat Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 09:21 PM (CST)
A VERY FUN FILLED CHRISTMAS TO YOU OUR DARLING GRANDSON..SEE YOU TOMORROW MORNING...OXOXXOOXOXOOXOXOOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOOOXOXOOXOOXOOXO OXOOOOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOOXOXOOXO
GRANDMA AND GRANDPA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
STAYTON, OR - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 11:23 AM (CST)
hi lance!! im sam(a girl) ijust wanted to let u now that it will be ok.my sister had cancer and she never gave up and you shouldnt eather! make sure that everyone you now that you love them... it will be ok ..hang in there!! lots of love..sam
samantha wennerberg <piperfreak911@aol.com>
haverhill, mass u.s.a - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 05:09 PM (CST)
Dearest Lance and Justine,

My love and prayers go out to all of you. (so you know who I am, I am the friend of Alicia Hansen's who was there when you got your puppy for Christmas) I have returned from time to time to read your web pages and keep updated on you. You see, my cousin's son (my 2nd cousin) has cystic fibrosis and has had many hospital stays and close circumstances all through his short life. He is 13 now. I do know how difficult it is to live with such a monster and I just want you to know that my heart is with you. I wish for you this Christmas a pain free day and weeks to come. You look wonderful in your boat. I bet you have the best time out there with the birds singing and the nature that is all around you. God has given us many wonderful things to look at, touch, and feel. God has given the world YOU! :-)

Jan Cook <jltemp@att.net>
Vernonia, OR USA! - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 01:19 PM (CST)
Lanceman,
You are still an inspiration to all. Not a day goes by that you are not in my prayers. I am still lighting candles for you every day. I should own stock in the candle company! I am hoping that soon they will find something for your pain and everything else.
Miracles do happen and my prayers are that you be given one.
Love you, and Merry Christmas
KAT

Kat <DERMEECER@AOL.COM>
Sherman Oaks, Ca USA - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 11:16 PM (CST)
My Dearest Justine and Lance,
I want you both to know how important you are to our family, and how much we love you both! It breaks my heart when I read that Lance is in pain...I wish there was some way I could wrap you both in my arms...but know that you are both in my heart, always.

Leah (& Christopher, too!) <imperialbeek@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 03:37 PM (CST)
hey lance
hey lance whats up? nothing much here...pretty cold and boring in minneosta. those pictures r pretty sweet of you in ur boat...yeah well i just thought id say whats up? if you ever get a chance write me sometime...i dont have a email ne more tho...so like u can write 2 my rents email if u want arite? ill ttyl!
love you!
love,
Amanda XOXO! LANCEs is THE man! woOohOO! love ya man!

amanda <dont got one>
white bear, mn usa - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 03:46 PM (CST)
Hi Lance just want you to know that you have been such a wonderful sourse of encouragement to all of us knowing that you have endured so much pain makes it alot eaiser for Jim now in his battle with cancer we pray for you every day and know God will hear our prayers, and all the people that are praying for you. Our hearts are with you love Aunt Nancy and Uncle Jim
Nancy Donovan <Nuthousegal>
Orange, Ca. Orange - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 09:23 PM (CST)
Dear Lance,
You are an inspiration to everyone of us. I pray that your pain will be under control soon. Have a wonderful Christmas! God bless

Patty <Topoft>
Ann Arbor, MI - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 08:40 PM (CST)
Hi Lance,

I just want to tell you how brave you are to be walking your journey at this time, each day, each moment. Few people probably know just how difficult it is for you. I want you to know that you are not alone, that there are people like me that are standing with you in Spirit and who think good thoughts and send you love. I send you and your family the very presence of God's love encompassing you each moment of the day. You are loved. God Bless you today and each day-each moment-despite your challenges. May you know peace that passes understanding during this difficult time and always. Love, light and laughter-moments of tender and loving connection...and Justine, I'm holding your hand, too.

Alecia Cox <spiritworkslove@yahoo.com>
Wilsonville, OR 97070 - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CST)
Lance, I wish I could give you a huge hug! You are a hero and a blessing from God. Thank you, Lord, for Lance. Please bless him with your peace and presence this Christmas.
Kristen Thomas
McMInnville, OR - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 03:41 PM (CST)
May peace be with you during this difficult time and may you find a way to keep Lance pain-free. I will keep you in my prayers and check in often.
Kelly www.caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson <BAJ31199@aol.com>
Lake Tahoe, NV USA - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 02:23 PM (CST)
We are praying for a miracle! "We went through fire and through water, yet You brought us out into a place of abundance."---Psalm 66:12 Remember that Jesus loves you and has a plan for your life. And remember that you're wrapped in a quilt of love made up of the many friends and family who love you! The Lamberts
The Lamberts <lambhill@prodigy.net>
- Monday, December 16, 2002 at 02:19 PM (CST)
Words fail sometimes. Knowing you are precious and how you're bearing with the almost unbearable ... it humbles me and causes me to hope for the very best of Christmases and the best of times in Washington. Hang in there buddy, wonders as great as you are forged in fire but the beauty that comes out is truly amazing.
Clayton <onthebreeze@yahoo.com>
Memphis, - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 01:40 PM (CST)
Dear Justine and Lance,
Merry Christmas...I pray that you get the miracle you deserve and are waiting for and that 2003 brings you ONLY happy, healthly, painless days Lance. I check this website every day, you're never far from my thoughts and prayers. Many hugs to you both.
Love,
Lisa Searle

Lisa Searle <lsearle@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 01:29 PM (CST)
Hey Justine and Lance,
I hope you all are enjoying the holiday season, and I am certainly keeping you in my prayers. I am so sorry to hear of your pain, Lance. Lance you are a "tough cookie" and I really care about you. I still have your picture up in my classroom with the ferret. Remember all your fans at Stafford are thinking of you!
Take care,
Mrs. Kenny

Donna Kenny
- Monday, December 16, 2002 at 11:52 AM (CST)
Dear Justine & Lance,

Your are both in my thoughts and prayers. I wish I were closer so that I could give you a hug.

Love, Lucy

Lucy North <lnorth@dbl.com>
Arcadia, CA USA - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 10:37 AM (CST)
Hi Lance & Family;

We're sorry to hear that you've been in pain. We think about you everyday down here in LA. We wish we're closer to you to help in any way. Hope the Washington trip turns out good and we hope you have a pain free Xmas and New Year!!!

Love you,
Chris, Pam, & Syndey

Conway's <conwayy@socal.rr.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 05:36 AM (CST)
Hi Lance and Justine. Susan just gave me your website and I have signed on for the first time. Lance, I'm so sorry to hear you are in pain. I know that your mom would take away every ounce of it if she could. I will be praying for you that God will ease your pain. Scott sure had a fun time that night over at Susan's with you. He really enjoyed playing with you and the girls. Thanks for letting him hang with you. So have you been watching those Vikings? scott and Jim make a pick list every week so I'm not sure how they are doing.
Justine, You are also in my prayers that you can still remain possitive. I hope the trip to Wash. brings some relief. Now that I have the site, I will check in. Take care, Love Kathy Schaub

Kathy Schaub <KSchaub1@attbi.com>
West linn, OR USA - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 01:05 AM (CST)
Dear Lance,
Hi! This is from Jackie. Remember me?!? I was at my sisters', Susan's house when I saw you Dec. 7th. You looked great then. I am sorry to hear you have been having so much pain. I hope you are feeling much better today and that your trip to Washington will help. Susan always keeps me posted on your health. I know Natasha & Christina love it when you come visit them. Tell you Mom hi. May God bless you & your family this holiday season.
Love, Hugs & Kisses,
Jackie

Jackie Taylor <taylor@bmt.net>
Dillon, Mt - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 06:56 PM (CST)
Hi Lance:
I'm sorry to hear that you are experiencing a lot of pain lately. You're a brave young man and are in the thoughts and prayers of lots and lots of people.
Love,
George, Donna, Hanna and Matthew

George M. Vanca <Gmvanca@aol.com>
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 05:22 PM (CST)
Justine Eric, Lance & Lauren,

You are so in my thoughts, and in my heart. I truly admire your courage and strength as you all walk through this journey together. I trust that God and the universe are walking with you. I wish I could do something, anything to make this go away. I know that I can only send you good energy, and prayers for peace in your lives. I am here!!! All my love, hugs and kisses!!!!! xxoo
Miss Kelly Belly

Kelly <kellycasp@hotmail.com>
Lake Oswego, Or US - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 02:39 PM (CST)
Hi Lancie,
This is a note to send a Big Hug to u and let u know your on our minds and we hope u can have a fabulous Xmas with no pain!Be cool and strong and have a great holiday. We love u and wish we could come up there and see u!
Love, Susie and Tommmmmmmmmmmmy

susie <sw461127@aol.com>
Pahrump, nv - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 02:23 PM (CST)
Hi Lance!!

You keep fighting and fight HARD!! You can beat this monster! Just keep climbing hard and fight with all of your might! You are being prayed for so hard in Minnesota! I am going to round up all of my angels...especially my special one, John Russell. Fight hard and know that you are much strong and better than this monster any day!!! Thinking of you all. Many prayers, love and angels sent your way.

God Bless,
Shannon

Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 01:15 PM (CST)
hi Justine and Lance, hope your trip to Washington will help with the pain so Lance can be more comfortable. Will keep praying for you.

Love Aunt Gloria

gloria waha <wglorybee@aol.com>
forest lk., mn usa - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 11:50 AM (CST)
Lance I am praying for you here in Ohio. I love your web page. Please hang in there Lance and remember people all over the USA are pulling for you.
Sue <richaelin326@aol.com>
OH - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 05:02 AM (CST)
Dear Lance
Hope you have a wonderful - pain free - Christmas
Much love,
Merce
Mom to Angels Matt and Mark

Merce
- Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 11:17 PM (CST)
hey lance, its jessica hawkins. you probably dont remember me but i went to disneyland with you a while back. me and josh. well i just wanted to let you know i am praying for you every night and hope for you to get better. have a merry christmas love always,
jessica hawkins

jessica hawkins <icehockeygal17@aol.com>
orange, ca usa - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 10:53 PM (CST)
Hi Lance....I think about you every night before I go to bed.....I think about how courageous you are....I wonder if I could be as strong as you have been...I don't know....but I do know one thing, and this is for sure....You are my hero.
Love Debra

Debra <debra9999@aol.com>
Lake Oswego, OR USA - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 10:41 PM (CST)
Hi Lance and Justine: We at the Life Enrichment Centre in Edmonton, Alberta are thinking about you and praying for you every day. Tomorrow night, we will have our Christmas Candlelighting. We do this service every year in our City Hall in the centre of downtown Edmonton. It is a lovely building....like our very own Crystal Cathedral. And, it is magical at this time of the year. Outside there is an outdoor skating rink and it is surrounded by trees all covered in white lights. I wish you could see it. Tomorrow when I do the service, I will dedicate it to you. Be sure and catch the "light".

Blessings, Jacquie Darby and Edmonton Life Enrichment Centre

Jacquie Darby <jrdarby@telusplanet.net>
Edmonton, Ab Canada - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 10:35 PM (CST)
Hi Lance,
Though I have never met you personally, I feel as If I know you pretty well. You are a very brave young guy. We think of you and your mom often, and hope and pray that you are as well as you can be. Mele Kalikimaka "Merry Christmas" from the Dowd Family-- Heidi, John, Kate, Allison (6 yr old twins) and Johnny (3).

Heidi Brenneman Dowd
Haleiwa, HI USA - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CST)
Just want you all to know that you are in our prayers everyday. We think of you often and we are praying for that great miracle to come to Lance and to all your family. We love you very much.
E.J. & Sylvia Kolenda <egospel@egospel.com>
Lewisburg, TN USA - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 08:00 PM (CST)
Dear Justine and Lance,
Hello. I am always thinking of you...every single day. We are hoping for some snow here in Wisconsin...it doesn't feel like Christmas is just around the corner without snow. There is a chance of some in the forecast for this week. We'll see if those meteorologists know what they are talking about.
I am praying the alternative clinic will bring you some relief, Lance.
I am sending all my love, many hugs and constant prayers..........angie

angie laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
Pepin, wi usa - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 07:47 PM (CST)
I'm thinking of you guys a lot these days. I'm so sorry Lance is in such pain...sending hugs and hope your way.
James Moore <jamoore@wcnet.org>
Pemberville, OH USA - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 06:33 PM (CST)
Dear Sweet Lance,
Angels are with you now and always, though it may not seem to be, God is with you, you have been given a great task Lance, he has chosen you. The reason, as painful as it may be, is completely unclear to us all. One day, we will know. He will show us. God Bless you, Merry Christmas. We Love you and think of you often.
The Schwan Family XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

WILMER
- Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 06:32 PM (CST)
Justine & Lance,

You guys are ALWAYS in our thoughts and prayers. We are sending LOTS of strength here from NC too. We will specifically pray for Lance to NOT suffer in pain anymore. Justine, My heart breaks for you right now. I cannot imagine what you both are going through. Please take care of yourselves. We will check back soon....


Chanda & Jake
- Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 06:00 PM (CST)
Don't give up on the Gleevec yet - I'm hoping and praying that Lance's pain subsides and that you were able to enjoy your Thanksgiving together. With my love, Sue
Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@attbi.com>
West Linn, OR - Monday, December 09, 2002 at 09:30 AM (CST)
Dear Lance and Justine, I am so sorry that you are having to fight so much. I think of both of you everyday. I am praying for your strength and comfort.
Denise Mix, Mother to beautiful Angel Ty <andcandles@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 09, 2002 at 06:24 AM (CST)
Dear Lance and Justine so sorry to hear that the recent scan and MRI did not come back so good we will keep praying for you both and hope there will be another treatment that will work for you around the corner, we know what you are going hrough because as you may have heard Jim has Burkitts Lymphoma and has been in treatment since July it has been very hard because he has had alot of problems with the chemo but we stay very positive and pray alot too our hearts are with you. Love Nancy and Jim Donovan
Nancy Donovan <nuthousegal@AOL>
Orange, Ca Orange - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 02:41 PM (CST)
Lance, Keep up the fight - all of us out here love you!
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Friday, December 06, 2002 at 11:44 AM (CST)
Hope all is going well. Keep fighting!
John
West Linn, OR USA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 08:03 PM (CST)
Dear Lance,
I'll be saying LOTS of prayers for all your tests to come back with good news! Keep the faith...
Smile a lot, eat tons of turkey and stay positive!! A very heartfelt Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family.
Love,
Lisa Searle

Lisa Searle <lisa.searle@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 02:18 PM (CST)
Lance, I'm PRAYING EXTRA HARD!!!!! Hang in there buddy!
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 11:45 AM (CST)
It is so good to hear from you. I do hope all tests go well and the new medication kills the "monster". I'm sorry I haven't been in touch lately. School is keeping me busy. I really would like to see a movie with you guys. Maybe over Christmas vacation. Tell Lance hello from me :)
Donna kenny
- Monday, November 25, 2002 at 11:36 AM (CST)

KEEP YOUR PRAYERS GOING AND WE WILL DO THE SAME. GOD IS LOVE AND WE LOVE YOU.

MARGIE <MRUTH79@AOL.COM>
MEMPHIS, TN USA - Sunday, November 24, 2002 at 04:51 PM (CST)
Dear Justine and Lance,
It was sooooo wonderful to finally meet both of you! Lance, you are really such a great kid. I feel like you are part of my family. I hope you're feeling better and better every single day! I will continue to pray and send positive thoughts your way...YOU STAY POSITIVE and keep smiling that great smile you have. I'm hoping to bring Lauren out to meet you soon. Tons of hugs to the both of you!
Lisa (Jen's friend)

Lisa Searle <LSearle@epsilon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 02:55 PM (CST)
Lance, So glad you are feeling a bit better. I'd like to wrap you up in a really soft, warm "healing blanket" and feed you cookies and hot chocolate!! Love, Janet
Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 12:49 PM (CST)
ALL THING COME TOGETHER FOR THOSE WHO BELIEVE CONTINUE TO TRUST GOD FOR A HEALING BECAUSE HE IS A HEALER
DELORES MAYS <MZPUZZLE@AOL.COM>
ST LOUIS, MO USA - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 07:22 AM (CST)
Your latest update is SUCH GOOD NEWS. We pray that Lance will continue to improve, and that you'll all be able to enjoy a wonderful Thanksgiving. More love & prayers come your way.
Ina & Bill Robinson <ina@rraz.net>
Big River, CA USA - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 11:25 PM (CST)
Dear Justine,

Hello. I am just checking in and wanted to let you know that I am thining about Lance and praying for him...and, of course, for you too. I pray he is feeling well and getting stronger every day. I am sending my love, hugs, and prayers always....angie

Angie Laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
Pepin, WI USA - Wednesday, November 13, 2002 at 02:26 PM (CST)
We are praying so hard for all of you. our love and prayers are for all of you. Lance is always in our hearts,
Jack Marx and family <Mrxjn@aol.com>
No. Branch , Mn USA - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 01:16 PM (CST)
Hi Justine,
I ran Into Janie at a dinner and she gave me your email. I had lost it when my computer crashed. I would love to talk to you sometime. Wow. I have read your entries. Lance is so brave. I have been thinking about you guys and was worrried that things weren't going well. Damn cancer. I hate it.
Please tell Lance Hi. I have a new kitty (girl) that i need help naming. I thought that he could help me. Whenever I use my fart machine I think of you guys.
Lance, you look awesome in your boat! too cool.
Love you guys,
Jodi

Jodi Wallis <jwallis@thevancouverclinic.com>
Portland, OR USA - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 11:29 AM (CST)
Hi Justine,
Honey, I will pray for you for peace and guidance. What a roller coaster you are on! The Lord is holding you; He has His hand on you. I pray He will hold you and Lance very close to him tonight. I Love you. Elaine

Elaine Selby <jimselby@integrity.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 10:30 PM (CST)
GOD bless LANCE because i know that you are able to all things and bless his mother too keep as her strong through all of it we know that you said you you will not give us any more than we can bear PRAISE YOUR HOLY NAME I ask all this in the name of Jesus
DELORES MAYS <MZPUZZLE@AOL.COM>
ST LOUIS, MO USA - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 02:19 PM (CST)
May GOD Richly Bless all of you. I pray that the LORD will guide you in what to do. It is hard to make so many life and death decisions. The LORD is wise and we are continuing all the prayers for you just as we have all along.
E.J. & Sylvia Kolenda <egospel@egospel.com>
Lewisburg, TN US - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 06:54 AM (CST)
Hi Lance,
Please know I am thinking of you and sending you all the positive energy I have!!! Fight this nasty monster and you fight hard. I know a few special angels and have prayed to them to watch over you! Keep fighting and keep up a powerful fight! Also, Justine and family..please know I am praying for you all...for god to give you continued strength and guidance through all of this. God bless you all and espically you, Lance.

Love,
Shannon

Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 01:52 PM (CST)
Dear Lance ....I am grieved to read that you are suffering so, due to your current medication. The nutrients were and will be good for you to rebound into a better emotional and physical state of being. I pray for you to be better. I hope the methadone works for the pain....Everything is pretty itchy, it seems, maybe this will not be. I hope you find relief very soon and that the courage and strength that has taken you and your Mom so far, will be enriched by a wonderful,unexpected blessing that will come to you and Mom both, from the place of both our finite and eternal being, and that somehow you can keep the faith to look forward to overcoming this difficult time. My heart and thoughts are with both of you! With lots of love and light, I think of you.
More love,
Jude

Jude <mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades, CA USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 10:07 PM (CST)
Dearest Justine and Lance,
Thank you for keeping us updated, even though it is hard to hear that Lance is in pain. I'm hoping that methadone is the key to better comfort, and that he will gain in strength from the nutritional treatments. You are in my thoughts, please let me know what I can do to help. Love Sue

Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@attbi.com>
West Linn, OR USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 09:45 PM (CST)
Lance,
Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking about you tonight.
We enjoyed seeing pictures of you in your new boat!
You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Love,
George, Donna, Hanna and Matthew

George and Donna Vanca <Gmvanca@aol.com>
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CST)
We're continuing to pray for you, Lance, and for God's blessings for all of you. Much love.
Bill & Ina Robinson <ina@rraz.net>
Big River, CA USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 08:44 PM (CST)
Words cannot express my feelings like the tears I cry with you. I know their is a God, because you are in his hands. He is with you, as are my thoughts and prayers. I love you friend. M
mary schwan
- Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 05:50 PM (CST)
Dear Justine,

My thoughts and prayers are with you!

Love, Lucy North

Lucy North <lnorth@dbl.com>
Arcadia, CA USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 05:17 PM (CST)
Lance,
You hang in there! Getting the right nutrition will help you start feeling better and stronger. Your Mom is the greatest and she will feed you what you need to regain your strength. Close your eyes and feel the collective hugs you are getting from so many of us!
Love, Janet

Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 04:18 PM (CST)
Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers.
Love

Chanda
- Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 04:07 PM (CST)
Justine,
You and Lance are in my heart all the time. I think about you every day - you are never too far from me in spirit. Just wanted to write again to let you know that.

Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 01:28 PM (CST)
Hey bud,
I just wanted to let u know that I am thinking of you and I hope maybe I can see u soon. My only advice to you is to stay strong, you are a champion.

Chris Ponce' <cponce@butler.edu>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance, keep punching pal. You are and always be my hero. I love you my friend.
Eric <eric@digitalworldaccess.com>
Lake Oswego, OR USA - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 07:24 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance and Justine,
Thanks for the update. I love you guys and will continue to keep you in my prayers. Hope the surgery went well. Wish I were there to read the Narnia books with you, Lance and Bible stories, too. Those times we had together are special memories as well as you hanging out at our house eating macaroni and cheese plus HEALTHY food like "liquid minnows" (remember that?) I miss you both and send kisses. Come see us in Kansas when you can. Love, Elaine

Elaine Selby <jimselby@integrity.com>
Overland Park, KS US - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 07:57 PM (CDT)
Hello Lancie,
From Nevada comes a big kiss from susie and Tommy.
We hope your porthole operation went well.
Now u can beat this thing to a bulp...because you are
a strong and handsome young man.
We like your boat too....I want it! So nice to get in it
and sail away down that canal. Maybe sometime Ill come with
Tommy to visit u. Hope so....
Love to you always....and your mom
susie and Tommy

susie and tommy <sw461127>
pahrump, nv usa - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 04:58 PM (CDT)
Hi There Lance!
I've been thinking about you and praying that your surgery went well yesterday (Jen Oswald's friend). Keep up the good work bud, you're an incredibly strong guy and an inspiration to us all! Many good thoughts coming your way...

Lisa Searle <lsearle@epsilon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 11:30 AM (CDT)
Dear Lance,
Your boat is awesome! I am so happy that you are able to have it and enjoy it so much. What a special gift. I wish I could go for a ride with you!

I am sending you my love, hugs and prayers....angie

Angie Laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
Pepin, WI USA - Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 10:55 AM (CDT)
Dear Lance and family, my nephew Jay was diagnosed with nb in Feb 2000 and I have been a silent member of the nb website since then. I have followed closely your fight and have such tremendous faith and admiration for you and your family as you continue to battle this disease. You are constantly in my thoughts and I pray for you to have "smooth sailing" ahead. Keep the faith.
Monica Ferrick
Santa Rosa, CA USA - Thursday, October 10, 2002 at 01:04 AM (CDT)
Dear Lance,
You will be in my prayers tomorrow 10/10/02 as you will be having the port put in. You have had a long hard jounrey I know, but keep your faith, this Gleevec could be your answer prayer. I thought Josh was old when he was dx. but you have him beat.He was 8. I love your boat, but Lance I can't believe your mom let's you out on the lake all by your self, hey.....you can see why I drive Josh & his mom crazy. No, just kidding, I think it would be great for you. Boy you must have some grandpa. Have fun in your boat, I can just see a dog in there with you, and remember there is someone in knoxville,tn saying a prayer for you, and I do believe in them. your friend,Lou /grandmother to Josh P.dx.NBIV 6/5/01

Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoville, TN. USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 09:26 PM (CDT)
Having been a sailor - I would love to come onboard - I hope the water beneath your keel will always remain calm
Graeme Tucker <Graeme.R.Tucker@bigpond.com>
Perth, WA Australia - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 09:13 PM (CDT)
You are in our thoughts and prayers.. Hope you are back to feeling strong again soon. Continue to fight Lance.
Laura Poncin <arizfamof4@msn.com>
Gilbert , az - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 07:13 PM (CDT)
I love the pics of the boat! What a great way to escape for a while. I would love to have a go.
Iris Taylor (Courtney's mum)
Rockhampton, QLD AUSTRALIA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 04:08 PM (CDT)
I love the boat pics... It looks soooo peaceful and serene to be out there on the water.
We are cheerleading for you...
Lisa, mom to Justina also DX. with neuroblastoma 3/97

Lisa K. <LJKorenko@aol.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 03:56 PM (CDT)
You are all in my prayers and thoughts daily. Sending hugs to all of you,
Leah <imperialbeek@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 12:33 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance, Justine,Eric and Lauren,
My heart tells me that the pains are side effects of the new medicines, and will be slowly eased with time.
You have fought the good fight, you have taught all who know you strength in adversity, and God has big plans for you to remain here with us. We need to learn all you have to teach us. Thank you for all the lessons, and God blessed our lives by our contact with you. All questions will be answered on God's timeline. Just trust in him, and rely on all the people who love you.

Jan Karr <jankarr@attbi.com>
Lake Oswego, OR 97035 - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 12:28 PM (CDT)
Fight Lance, Fight! Good luck tomorrow with everything and keep up the powerful fight! God bless you all!
Your "new" Friend,
Shannon
(John Russell's friend)

shannon (www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell) <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 12:10 PM (CDT)
Crossing all my fingers to have the Gleevec work for Lance !
Love

Cécile Cogez <cecilecogez@yahoo.fr>
France - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 01:25 AM (CDT)
Lance,I REALLY LOOK UP TO YOU AS MY HERO.PLEASE KEEP UP THE FIGHT AND TEACH US ALL HOW TO BE BRAVE.
Tom Ferrini <tcaesar1949@aol.com>
Buffalo, n.y. erie - Monday, October 07, 2002 at 12:10 PM (CDT)
LANCE'
MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND BRING YOU SAFELY THOUGH
MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU
DELORES

DELORES M. MAYS <MZPUZZLE@AOL.COM>
ST LOUIS, MO United States - Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 11:14 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance,
You are one of bravest kids I know. We have never met but, I know this because my little girl has stage IV NB. Her name is Jillian and she is now 2 yrs old. She was DX in Aug. 2001. You are a very special boy and I'm happy you are feeling well. Somedays can be pretty hard but, each day is new. We will be thinking of you and your family. I will pray this new med. gleevec is just what you need. Take care.

Natasha Batt (mother of Jillian stage IV NB) <jmghny@aol.com>
Rio Vista, CA - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 05:35 PM (CDT)
Dear Justine & Lance,
We continue to lift you up in prayer and watch your website for notes of progress, etc. Keep Isaiah 40:31 in your mind, "Those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles." This is sent to you with much love.

Ina & Bill Robinson
Big River, CA USA - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 04:17 PM (CDT)
Thanks for the update - I'm going to send you some information about Gleevec - please call me if I can help since I deal with many Gleevec patients through my work. I can put you in touch with some of them if you'd like. Gleevec is showing promise with several different tumors and can shrink them.
You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers, I'm so very glad that Lance is feeling so good.
Love Sue

Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@attbi.com>
West Linn, OR - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 03:04 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance,
YOu keep fighting and fight these nasty bugs off hard. You can do it!!! I know our angel John Russell is watching over you...he is such a great protector! Keep fighting hard and strong!

God Bless,
Shannon (angel John Russell's friend)
www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell

Shannon
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 01:49 PM (CDT)
Lance, hi hope you are feeling better and will soon be back to school. Love aunt gloria and uncle ken waha

lots of prayers will be said for you

gloria waha <wglorybee@aol.com>
forest lk., mn chisago - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 09:41 AM (CDT)
Lance,
Thinking and praying for you! You are such a special soul. You keep climbing...get to the top of that mountain!! Tell mom she has such a wonderful and very informative website going- in regards to your alternative supplements...my buddy also has stage IV Nblast and uses supplements as well. God bless you and keep fighting. You are so brave and special.

God bless,
Shannon

Shannon <shannm07@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 12:14 AM (CDT)
Stay strong you guys, I hope you are still getting good results from your treatments Lance! Best wishes always, you are never far from my thoughts.
James Moore
Pemberville, OH USA - Monday, July 29, 2002 at 12:54 AM (CDT)
hey lance! what ups!?! haha! you got beef ? better not lol! hey i miss ya! I hope ur dad can convince my mom n dad 2 let me come out there and let me see ya! love always~ Amanda~ XOXO!
AMANDA
white bear lake, MN usa - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 04:11 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance! haven't talked to ya in a while! I pray for you nad yur family every day, and think if you lots!!! I hope that u can come out and visit SOON! phil leaves 2morrow 2 go to West Linn! I g2g! Luv ya tonz,
Emily Ü
Overland Park, KS USA - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 08:44 PM (CDT)
TRUST THE UNIVERSE. LOOK TO THE STARS AND MAKE A WISH..YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE..FAITH CAN MOVE MOUNTAINS AND IF YOU BELIEVE IN THIS YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE..I LOVE YOU LANCE AND JUSTINE WITH ALL MY HEART...OXOXOXOXOXOXO GRANDMA
GRANDMA
STAYTON, OR USA - Saturday, July 20, 2002 at 12:18 PM (CDT)
Justine,
I accidently deleted my in box and your address was in it! I want to send Lance that surprise. Do you have my phone number? I think I sent it in my last email. Call me or email me so I can send that to Lance. Hang in there you guys....you have an angel named Nicole looking out for you....

Peggy Brucker <lunastyrdust@yahoo.com>
Yorba Linda, ca USA!!!!!!! - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 07:16 PM (CDT)
Dear Justine,
You gotta just keep on keeping on. I am hoping that the bone scan was just showing actively healing lesions, and that the next mIBG scan will have the docs scratching their heads and using the "miracle" word.

Shannon: mom to Nick Snow <ssnow707@aol.com>
Sebastopol, CA USA - Sunday, July 14, 2002 at 11:38 PM (CDT)
Lance and Justine,
My heart just broke when I read of Lance's scan results. I hope and pray that it is healing disease and not active cancer. With Lance feeling so great, it seems like it has to be. Please keep us posted when you have a MIBG scheduled. With all my love,

Leah <imperialbeek@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 10:18 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance,
My name is Peg. I am a cousin of Dora Oakey. My daughter Nicole had Rhabdomayosarcoma. She put up a fierce fight for two and a half years. My prayers and strong positive thoughts are with you. I know this is a difficult time for you and your family. You sound like a very strong and special person. I am sorry that you have to go through this. My heart goes out to you and your parents. I have many bears that Nicole collected during her illness. She kept her bears arround her during her chemo treatments. She tried very hard to stay positive and do so called "normal things' when she felt up to it. I think she is looking down from heaven and watching over all of the children and young people such as your self that are in this courageous fight. Do you want one of her bears? I would love you to have one. She has one that is wearing a Harley Davison leather outfit. I would like to send it to you if it is okey with your Mom and Dad. Please email me and I will get it to you.
Keep up the good fight...and always remember you have an angel looking out for you!

Peggy Brucker <lunastyrdust@yahoo.com>
Yorba Linda, CA usa - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 04:39 PM (CDT)
When thoe I dont know you ,I hope lance is ok and he feels a lot better.And Ill keep praying for him.

P.S Ill try to stay informed though Dora.

Hailey Hayes <girlygirl245@aol.com>
las vegas, nv united states - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 12:00 AM (CDT)
Dear Lance,
I feel like I know you from our NB Group.I love your photo in Hawaii"...What a handsome young man you are, but so is your family. Lance, keep your faith, you have been on a long journey. I ask the Lord to be with you & give you strength as you face each new day.I hope you & Josh will get to meet some time.Lou/mom to sherry/grandmother/Josh P.age 9 dx.NBIV 6/5/01

Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN. USA - Friday, July 05, 2002 at 07:05 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance,
You had so many prayers going out for all of you. We are still praying and lifting you up to Gods healing grace. We thank Him that you are not having pain. Rufus and I are still looking forward to meeting you as soon as we can get a time to travel again. Hang in there and enjoy every minute of every day.

Dora and Rufus Oakey <GGDora@Aol.Com>
Rancho Cucamonga, CA San Bernardino - Friday, July 05, 2002 at 01:32 PM (CDT)
Dear Justine,
It is so hard after fighting so long to get bad scan results. Be very, so very thankful that Lance is not in pain. I'd be interested to know what kind of nutritional support you do with Lance. God Bless you and Lance.
Debi-Mom to Luke dx8/2000StageIV neuroblastoma relapse5/2002

Debi Strawser <Debi @strawserart.com/luke>
Murfreesboro, TN USA - Thursday, July 04, 2002 at 05:44 PM (CDT)
Lance, You are in our prayers. You are one tough and brave young man. You are quite handsome too!! Keep strong and fight hard. The entire NB group is behind you, thinking of you, and praying for you.
Brad & Kris Bax <kristinabax@aol.com>
St. Peters, Mo US - Thursday, July 04, 2002 at 04:52 PM (CDT)
Obviously you are in my thoughts.
I'm so very sorry the results weren't more encouraging, but it IS a miracle that Lance isn't in any pain and that he is feeling good - that's what you must focus on and work with. What you are doing is making a difference. Hang in there. Sue Sumpter

Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@attbi.com>
W.eEst Linn, OR USA - Wednesday, July 03, 2002 at 11:53 PM (CDT)
Lance, God Bless you and your family. You will all be in my prayers. I am sending your name to my "Prayer Warriors".
Rebecca DeFrancisco <beckyde@zoominternet.net>
CLINTON, PA USA - Monday, July 01, 2002 at 03:50 PM (CDT)
hiya Lance, sorry its been awile. those are awesome pictures glad to see your doing well. just wanted to drop a hello on u guys. love and our prayers to u and your family
craig <floatuber10@aol.com>
taylorsville , utah - Friday, June 28, 2002 at 06:01 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance and family,
I haven't connected, online, with your Mom lately, but hope everything is still going as well as was stated on you web page. That was great you were able to go to your school dance. My husband, Rufus, is in his last week of chemo. We are looking forward to getting things back to normal. He still has lots of weight to gain back and work on his energy level, but we know that will come. We are looking forward to hooking up the trailer and doing some traveling up north. Who, know, we just might get to stop and say "Hi". We will be anxious to here about your test results from next week. We continure to keep you all in our prayers.
Love ya,
Dora Oakey

Dora Oakey <GGDora@Aol.Com>
Rancho Cucamonga,, CA San Bernardino - Wednesday, June 26, 2002 at 09:20 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance! whats up! those pictures are great! yeah i just wanted to say HI! hopefully I will talk to you soon! miss YOU ALOT!!! Love Amanda!
Amanda <westie07@hotmail.com>
White Bear Lake, MN USA - Sunday, June 23, 2002 at 01:03 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance and Justine:

Glad to hear all the good news about you. Keep living it up. I pray for you every day and see you well and happy. Ask your grandma to e-mail me....I haven't heard from her in a long while. Justine, I'm really impressed at your art talent. I'm amazed at the picture of Lance done in water colors....didn't know water colors could look that good.

Jacquie Darby <jrdarby@telusplanet.net>
Edmonton, Canada - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 11:59 PM (CDT)
Hello Lancie,
Boy you sure have alot of fun doing all that great stuff u do. Wow what was it like to kiss that dolphin I wonder?
That water in Hawaii is great isnt it? You can go out for a couple miles and still be above the water,
You looked very handsome and healthy in your pics too!
We hope your tests come out clean as a whistle!
Be good and have faith and we will be thinking of you!
Love Susie and Tommy

susie and Tommy <sw461127@aol.com>
- Monday, June 17, 2002 at 10:25 PM (CDT)
All of the pictures were wonderful to see, especially the family shot, it's been a long, long time. Did you have a good time at the dance Lance? I am STILL waiting to go to my first dance! Hope you continue to think positive and that your tests will prove you are beating the odds as you are so good at doing! You are always in my prayers and thoughts.

Keep up the good work.

Love Aunt Jeanette
xoxox

Jeanette Andersen <JKATN@AOL.COM>
New York, NY USA - Saturday, June 15, 2002 at 09:49 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance
Mom's pictures are wonderful. So happy you went back to school and hope you had fun at your first dance. I hope the scans come out in your favor and you will feel better and better. Its been a long fight, but you are a spiritual warrior and overcoming what most people could not endure. I love you,
Aunt Judy

Jude <mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades , CA USA - Saturday, June 15, 2002 at 02:01 PM (CDT)
Wonderful news regarding all this progress. Lance, it's so good to hear that you've been back at school and were able to go to the dance! Just rec'd pix from our grandson in Maui who went to his 1st dance also. He had a good time and know you did too. Hang in there, and we'll be praying for continued improvements in your health.
Ina & Bill Robinson <ina@rraz.net >
Big River, CA USA - Saturday, June 15, 2002 at 12:10 PM (CDT)
Hi Guys-
Thank you for the update! School and dances -WOW- sounds like you're having a blast!! You all are in our thoughts and prayers-keep your head up and keep reaching for the stars!!! Hugs and kiss to you all (Kelly too-golden retriever) I knew she would watch over you and take good care of you-your furry guardian angel. When you can, send me pictures of her-I'd love to see her. Have a great Father's Day Eric. Water color photo is incredible Justine!
Take care and God Bless you :)

Alicia Hansen <alicia@forevergoldens.com>
Vernonia, Or USA - Saturday, June 15, 2002 at 09:59 AM (CDT)
Good Luck to all and God Bless!
John Bungo <jbungo@attbi.com>
- Saturday, June 15, 2002 at 07:27 AM (CDT)
Also wanted to add that you are an incredible artist Justine, that watercolor of Lance is remarkable.
What a talented and unique woman you are. Lance is blessed to have you as his mother

Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@attbi.com>
West Linn, OR USA - Saturday, June 15, 2002 at 12:30 AM (CDT)
It was good to get an update on Lance's progress - of course you will be in our hearts and thoughts as you wait for the test results. It is remarkable that Lance has been in school and was able to graduate. YAY!!! Hope he enjoyed the dance. Love and warm wishes Sue Sumpter
Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@attbi.com>
West Linn, OR USA - Saturday, June 15, 2002 at 12:26 AM (CDT)
Really looking forward to the next update! I'm so happy that you're doing so well Lance. There are so many people out here that care and have you in our hearts!

Love and Strength, Janet

Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR USA - Wednesday, June 12, 2002 at 05:44 PM (CDT)
Hello all!!! I'm sitting here patiently waiting for an update! :) I'm always so happy to hear how well Lance is doing, so let us know!! Take care and talk to you soon.
Love,
Kelly

Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Upper Marlboro, MD USA - Tuesday, June 11, 2002 at 10:20 AM (CDT)
Hey Lance...How are you? this is amanda's friend Sara!! i was at amanda's house the day their family got the pictures of you and the backstreet boys!! Wow, that must have been a blast! well i wanted to wish you the best of luck with everything, and your in my prayers! :) ~Sara
Sara <Sarabeara0416@aol.com>
Woodbury, MN - Saturday, June 08, 2002 at 06:07 PM (CDT)
Great news! Our son has n-b also. Has been fighting for four years. We have tried everything! We are excited to learn about Artemisinin. We have spoken with Dr. Singh today. We will putting our son on it too. This just gave us hope! God bless.

Darlene <friestedt@cox.net>
Coto de Caza, CA USA - Monday, June 03, 2002 at 12:08 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance,
The pictures are great. Hope you're continuing to do well.
Dr. Greg Thomas

Gregory Thomas <thomasgr@ohsu.edu>
- Wednesday, May 29, 2002 at 03:50 PM (CDT)
HeY LaNcE! WhAts Up?! Ah NOtHin HErE JUs WaNTeD 2 SaY Hey! So IlL tAlK u LaTa! LoVE u! XoXOXoXOxoxoXO LOVe AlwWAYs AmaNDa!
AmANda <westie07@Hotmail.com>
WhiTe BEar LaKe, MN Usa - Sunday, May 26, 2002 at 10:18 PM (CDT)
I DO BELIEVE MIRACLES HAPPEN AND THERE IS A GOD AND I DO NOT UNDERSTAND HIS PLAN, BUT WOWEE THIS SOUNDS GOOD!!!!! THANKS FOR THE GREAT NEWS, YOU ALL REMAIN IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS:):):):)LOVE YOU LOTS:):)
PAM MACLEAN <HEYPAM@HOTMAIL.COM>
- Monday, May 20, 2002 at 06:43 PM (CDT)
Dear Lance and Justine,
I know you have tests tomorrow, and I just want you to know that I am thinking about you....praying...and wishing I could do more.
All the best...all my love....many hugs....and strong prayers are being sent your way.........angie

Angie Laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 20, 2002 at 05:49 PM (CDT)
Hello Poo-Bear and Fighter Lance.
you are a strong duet & I love you both very much!!
love,love,love,

Miss Kelly

Kelly C. Asp <kellycasp@hotmail.com>
Lake Oswego, Or - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 06:41 PM (CDT)
Hi! I heard you were at Disneyworld Lance, that is so cool that you had a great time and are on the move. I think that diet is fantastic, along with all the love you are getting to make you feel good!!! Thinking of you in the light with love, kisses & huggers!
I Love you ,
Aunt Judy
PS did you see the line up of the stars May 5th, the last time that happened in the skies with an equilateral triangle was when Christ was born.......

JUDE <Mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades, CA - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 10:46 AM (CDT)
Justine ......... what an amazing journey. Who figured this would this would turn out to be both miracle and despair, sometimes in the same day. I want the scans to be clear. But whatever is next, Lance has proven that simply being human has greater possibilities than most of us dare dream. Give my love to all. And my thanks to those that share your world for making room for all this to take place. Who would have guessed the adventure would lead my buddy here.
Clayton <onthebreeze@yahoo.com>
Memphis, - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 11:12 PM (CDT)
Go Lance GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HHOOOOORRRRRAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lots of Smiles :o) & ((((((HUGS)))))) from NC!
XXOO

Chanda & Jake Courtney <courtneychanda@yahoo.com>
Kannapolis/Earnhardt Country, NC USA - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 04:30 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance, Madison( my daughter) just came back from her Make a Wish to Disneyworld (florida) .. We all had a blast and to come back and see the wonderful news once again... you are like the energizer bunny.... just keep going and going!!!! Many prayers!
Laura Poncin <arizfamof4@msn.com>
- Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 09:27 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance! I did not realise that your surname was Kawalski. Over here in Oz that is the name of one our favourite sports stars, a swimmer called Daniel. (although my daughter thinks Ian Thorpe is cuter!!!) The name goes with a strong fighting spirit though, something I know you have in abundance!
Iris Taylor (Courtney's mum) <Iris_Taylor@health.qld.gov.au>
Rockhampton, QLD AUSTRALIA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 05:14 AM (CDT)
Lance - We are glad to hear that you are feeling good and having a blast in California. Be sure get a picture or two with Mickey & Minnie.
Austin & Helen <chiu_helen@hotmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 01:31 AM (CDT)
What a wonderful posting! May tomorrow be just as wonderful, too!
Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 09:40 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance! luv ya tonz! c ya soon! ~M~ P.S. JESUS LUVS U!
Emily <living4JESUS1289@yahoo.com>
OP, KS USA - Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 07:55 PM (CDT)
Lance, you are an incredible inspiration to all of us NB families. Keep it up!
Beth, Mike, Gus and Jack White <KeyWest12@aol.com>
Chattanooga, TN - Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 12:47 PM (CDT)
Lance Lance Lance! Ah whats up!? Ah Well thats great that you are feeling better..hope i talk to you soon!
Amanda <westie07@hotmail.com>
White Bear Lake, MN USA - Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 09:25 AM (CDT)
Hiya Justine and Lance!
What an awesome picture of you and Lauren in the surf...you have such a big smile on your face.....sure says alot!
I pray for you and your Mom EVERY night....that you have strength for another day....you keep on doing it Lance!!!

Love and Hugs
Debra

Debra <debra9999@aol.com>
- Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 09:22 AM (CDT)
God bless you both! Love, Lucy North
Lucy North <lnorth@dbl.com>
Arcadia, CA USA - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 09:25 AM (CDT)
Lance,
I am sooooo HAPPY to hear that you are feeling and doing so good. That is so awesome!!! Take care sweetie!!!
Love,
Kelly

Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Upper Marlboro, MD USA - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 08:06 AM (CDT)
Hi Lance--
Everything I've heard about your health lately sounds like very good news. Congratulations--and maintain your positive focus.

Bill Wodrich <bwodrich@earthlink.net>
- Friday, May 10, 2002 at 12:37 AM (CDT)
Hi Lance,
We are go happy that the alternative medicine is making you feel better. I can't say I don't believe it, because I have seen many miracles done by doctors who seek other sources.
Keep up the good work Lance, enjoy your summer and keep that smile. You are a role model to us all.
Love,
XXXOOO
Lona and Bill

Lona King <RubioOpt@aol.com>
Phoenix, az usa - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 08:46 PM (CDT)
I believe in magic. I believe in miracles. I believe in the exquisite joy of life. Thank you for sharing this joyful time with us. Justine, you are surely amazing. You say you haven't felt hope but you have BEEN hope. You and Lance have the combined strength of legions. It's good to hear you smile!
Peggy Powers <m2powers@aol.com>
Berkeley, CA USA - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 04:21 PM (CDT)
Dear Justine and Lance,
It is truely a wonderful news. I was skeptical at the first time I heard of Dr Sinh but now I am convinced that he is doing something good for Lance. I wish that Lance's next check-up will show improvement. But even if there is no progression of the disease, it is already good news. It would be good if Dr. Sinh appears earlier. I wish other children from this group will be benefited too. How expensive is the treatment? Wish you the best Lance!! May God bless you.

Branden Hui <bnhui@hotmail.com>
Toronto, Ont Canada - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CDT)
Dear Justine and Lance,
How absolutely wonderful, this is such amazing news. I'm fascinated to hear about this Dr Singh and wormwood. Obviously something is working if Lance is pain free and off having fun. You sound so happy, it's about time you had some good news in your life.
We send our love and hope that we'll get to see you both some time.
Sue Sumpter and family.

Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@attbi.com>
West Linn, OR USA - Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 11:52 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance and Family,
It is so great to read about how well you are doing. It makes us feel so good to hear you are improving, we can only imagine how your whole family feels. I bet even your puppy is happy about it :-) We continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers.

Rufus and Dora Oakey <GGDora@Aol.Com>
Rancho Cucamonga,, CA San Bernadino - Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 11:21 PM (CDT)
Whoppeee!!! You Go Lance! I am SO HAPPY to hear this news! It sure looks like you had a blast in Hawaii!
Leah <imperialbeek@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 08:09 PM (CDT)
Dear Lance and Justine,

That's the absolutely best thing I've heard in a long, long time! I am so darn happy for you both. Awesome photo in Hawaii!! I am jealous. Maybe someday I will get to go!

You are always in my prayers, and I wish so much that I could meet you both....someday I will.............angie

Angie Laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
Pepin, WI - Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 07:33 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance & Justine,
This latest update is wonderful news & we pray that improvement will continue. We'll be looking for reports on the scans. In the meantime....one day at a time is a good philosophy--enjoy each one. We'll be waiting to hear about how much fun you (Lance) & Dan had in California. We send our love & prayers.

Bill & Ina Robinson <ina@rraz.net>
Big River, CA USA - Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 06:51 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance!
I miss you so much, but am praising God that you're doing so well. We will call you soon. Hope you can come back to Kansas soon. It's really nice here now; spring is beautiful. I love you so much! Elaine PS Love to you Justine!

Elaine Selby <jimselby@integrity.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 02:14 PM (CDT)
Hey Justine, I bet there are a lot of people besides me who would like a Lance update. I know how hard it can be to sit down and put your thoughts to cyber-paper when you're so busy, so I will be patient. Hope all is well.

Shannon: mom to Nick Snow <ssnow707@aol.com>
Sebastopol.....soon to be Nevada City, CA good ol' USA - Saturday, May 04, 2002 at 01:55 AM (CDT)
Dear Justine,
Hello! Here I am in Wisconsin, thinking about you and Lance....praying that all is well.......wishing I could be there in person to tell you so.

Love, hugs and continued prayers always....angie

Angie Laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
- Monday, April 29, 2002 at 09:08 PM (CDT)
Lance/Justine, I just logged on to your web site for the first time and am so relieved to read that you are doing well! I will make it up there to hug you Justine and to meet your hero. I pray for Lance's health and for your strength. Stay well. Hugs, Ramona
Ramona Seif <luv2xys@yahoo.com>
Thousand Oaks, CA USA - Monday, April 29, 2002 at 06:34 PM (CDT)
wishing you the best always in our family's prayers nightly. alea age 5 david age 10 and ben age 8. skip and wendy marose(dan's cousins:"aunt"gloria's daughter and grandchildren. That is great news, thank you for the update, my children feel it is their prayers!!:)
wendy marose <the2gimps@aol.com>
n.st paul, mn usa - Monday, April 29, 2002 at 04:06 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance and Justine,
Dona and I are still laying in bed and it's almost noon here. Justin is on his train trip and we're out checking out NB kids web pages. I always like to go out to Lance's older pages too. Justin still wants to know what a Dolphin's breath smells like. Does he need a tic-tac or something.
Patrick and Dona

Patrick and Dona Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Saturday, April 27, 2002 at 11:43 AM (CDT)
Justine, It's been a long time since I've seen you, 6-7 years. I remmember once we were walking with Essia and Lance (toddlers in strollers). You said you didn't know how I did it,the "mom" thing with such smiles and patience. You said,"it just wasn't in you." My dear Justine, HOW WRONG YOU WERE! You do have the strength, courage, patience and humour, all that is needed for Lance. The last time the kids and I saw Lance was in MN(Christmas/NewYear's) right before he was to be diagnosed. We all went bowling with Grandpa Jack. Lance giggled, threw gutters and sat with Essia making fun of Ryan and Annie Mae's attempts at bowling. I'm very glad that Lance's body is responding well to the new treatments. Great that his days are pain-free and more at ease. I have thought of you often, you both are in my thoughts and prayers. This weekend we're bowling in your honor Lance,gutter balls and all!
Christine Grealish <egrealish@inebraska.com>
Hastings, NE USA - Friday, April 26, 2002 at 12:30 PM (CDT)
Hi you guys....the news just keeps getting better! Lance, we certainly hope you will continue to respond well to this nutritional program. God is watching over all.
Love and prayers to all!

Bill & Ina Robinson <ina@rraz.net >
Big River, CA USA - Thursday, April 25, 2002 at 07:11 PM (CDT)
I am soooooooo happy to hear of the GREAT news... I only wish I could be there to hug you both!!!!
Laura Poncin <arizfamof4@msn.com>
Gilbert, AZ - Thursday, April 25, 2002 at 11:49 AM (CDT)
Lance I am so happy to hear that you are feeling so good. I pray that this will continue for a long time. I think of you constantly and I miss you so much. I love you and you are always in my prayers. Love Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 08:31 PM (CDT)
Justine and Lance: This is FABULOUS news!!
Remember Justine that Vlad saw Lance getting OLD...YOU HEAR ME...O L D!! Maybe he felt something real! Let's hope and keep praying!! WONDERFUL WONDERFUL...build up your immunity and it will knock out just about anything combined with POSITIVE thinking.

LOVE AND KISSES TO YOU,
Aunt Jeanette

Jeanette <JKATN@AOL.COM>
NEW YORK, NY USA - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 05:26 PM (CDT)
Sometimes when I pray, I feel like no one hears me, this proves ME all wrong. I am so pleased to hear this news and see this web site. In such a world of only bad news, this revives my faith and spirit. God bless you Lance and Justine.
Lenn L. <Lennwah1@aol.com/HOST Trusts@aol.com>
Clearwater, Fl. USA - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 05:11 PM (CDT)
I'm so pleased to hear this good news! Lance, I heard you went to outdoor school. SUPER! My son and I will take you on in ping pong soon I hope :) Miss you,
Donna Kenny

Donna Kenny <kennyd@wlwv.k12.or>
- Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 05:01 PM (CDT)
Justine, I was so happy to read your mail a few minutes ago, I am so grateful that Lance is having "fun"! With a wonderful Mother like you, how could he miss!! Char
Char M. <SOBA158@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, Co US - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 04:08 PM (CDT)
PRAISE GOD! Justine, I've been out of the loop with Jake, but am so glad to read the outstanding news on Lance. I was praying you'd be able to get the therapy Dr. Singh is using, awesome news. Give Lance a big (((HUG&Kiss)))from us!
Chanda & Jake Courtney <courtneychanda@yahoo.com>
Kannapolis/Earnhardt Country, NC USA - Saturday, April 20, 2002 at 11:13 AM (CDT)
Dear Justine and Lance,
What remarkable news, I'm so delighted for you.
You are never far from my thoughts and I will continue to send every positive thought a good wish your way.
We were in Hawaii for Spring Break and also saw and heard the whales...isn't it magical. I'm ready to move there!!!
Warm wishes, Sue

Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@attbi.com>
- Friday, April 12, 2002 at 12:37 AM (CDT)
It is great to hear good news. We hope Lance gets stronger everyday.

God Bless


John and Jamie Davidson <jamielee79029@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 09:25 AM (CDT)
IT'S GREAT TO HEAR ABOUT LANCE'S IMPROVEMENTS ON THIS NEW HERBAL TREATMENT. I HOPE HIS IMPROVEMENT CONTINUES AND THIS TURNS OUT TO BE A LONG TERM SUCCESS STORY. GLORIA AND I WISH YOU THE BEST.
MIKE BLANKENSHIP <mblankenship@monitorlabs.com>
Pittsburgh, Pa USA - Tuesday, April 09, 2002 at 04:18 PM (CDT)
HANG IN THERE BOY!!!!!!!!! GOD IS NEVER WRONG. HEAR YOU ARE FEELING BETTER. THAT IS GREAT KEEP IT UP WE LOVE U IN TENN. THE HOME OF ELVIS PRESLEY. DO YOU KNOW HIM?
NANNY <MRUTH79@AOL.COM>
MEMPHIS, TN U.S.A. - Saturday, April 06, 2002 at 04:40 PM (CST)
Hi Lance and Justine,
I have crocodile tears just hearing this news! It makes me so happy to know you're feeling better Lance. May all the prayers continue for both of you... I know mine will... I think it's working!!! :)

Lisa Searle <lisa.searle@epsilon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Friday, April 05, 2002 at 05:09 PM (CST)
I am so happy to hear that Lance is feeling so well! What an amazing and wonderful thing. I think about you guys alot. It looks like you've got quite a fan club and deservedly so. You rock!!!
Peggy Powers <m2powers@aol.com>
Berzerkely, CA US of A - Friday, April 05, 2002 at 04:28 PM (CST)
Dear Lance and Lance's Mommy, I am so happy that you are feeling so good and went to school today. That is AWESOME! High 5! I think about you every day and I love looking at the pictures of you. I see that you had a great 12th birthday....the smile on your face is priceless! What a good looking man you have there, Justine!
All of my love,

Leah <imperialbeek@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 09:31 PM (CST)
Dear Lance,
I'm still smiling, love that last journal entry...WAHOO!!!

Patty <Topoft@aol.com>
Ann Arbor, MI - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 08:15 PM (CST)
Hey lance!! This is Amanda's friend Jena!How are you? I just wanted to see how everything was going... and let you know those pictures are really cute!haha!I'll be thinking of you and my prayers are with you! Have a good day! love, me...and amanda says hi!!
Jena <westie07@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 05:14 PM (CST)
Dear Lance,
I am so happy to read the good news that you are feeling so much better...I hope and pray with all my heart that you keep on feeling better and better. May God bless you and your family.

Lana Shearer www.caringbridge.com/fl/lukeshearer <kshearer@tampabay.rr.com>
Tampa, Fl - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 11:19 AM (CST)
Hi Lance! The new journal entry has made my day! What awesome news that you are doing so well with the new treatment! I got the goosebumps just reading the entry isn't that something? I loved looking at all your pictures, looked like you had a wonderful time in Hawaii, I'm jealous heheheh..maybe someday I'll get to go there too. Well, just wanted to say that it's great that you are feeling so good....take care, have fun and stay strong!

God Bless You!

Tara <Taratlk@aol.com>
Cedar Lake, IN US - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 02:25 PM (CST)
Hi Lance: It makes my heart smile to read the most recent update, that is awesome. You AND your family are a true inspiration to so many people. You have certainly made a huge difference in my life and I am sure make everyone realize how precious our lives are. Keep up the wonderful work, and I am so so so happy things are turning around for you. The pictures are great with the dolphin and the black and white, wow! What a handsome guy. I love you all. Justine, I will talk with you soon!!!
Tena White <Twhite@ccainc.net>
South Lyon, Michigan USA - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 11:02 PM (CST)
LANCE!!! ah that is great about the new treatment i am very excited!!!!! ah that is great! hope for the best! YOU GOT BEEF? aha ill talk to you later byebye!!!
Amanda <westie07@hotmail.com>
white bear lake, mn usa - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 08:39 PM (CST)
Dear Justine,

Hello! What a wonderful update. I am absolutely thrilled that Lance is feeling so great. What a special blessing. Please know that my prayers are coming your way---always. I wish I could be there in person to give you both huge hugs!!

Love, hugs and prayers.....angie

Angie Laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 07:41 PM (CST)
Your great news has really "made my day!!!". This is wonderful news! I was just scaning through some of your messages on your web site. How special are you, to have so many that are caring about you. I just have goose bumps thinking about all the love headed your way. Keep up the good work. Lots of prayers are being sent in your behalf. Give your puppy a hug from me......
Dora Oakey <GGDora@Aol.Com>
Rancho Cucamonga, CA USA - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 07:22 PM (CST)
This is such wonderful news!! I truly think nutrition is SO important. Hope this treatment works so well, you'll never know you were sick. Love & prayers.
Bill & Ina Robinson <ina@rraz.net>
Big River, CA USA - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 06:40 PM (CST)
I finally got into the website in time to read the wonderful news. I am so happy for you guys, and pray for continuance. Swim with the dolphin's, wow, I wanna do that! Love and hugs
Mary and gang

mary schwan <pugmarks@webtv.net>
monterey, ca usa - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 06:37 PM (CST)
Dear Lance and Justine,
As always, you're both in my thoughts and prayers!!!!!

Patty <Topoft@aol.com>
Ann Arbor, MI - Monday, April 01, 2002 at 05:45 PM (CST)
Dear Lance,
I just wanted to check your webpage. I love the pic with you and the dolphin. I hope you had a Happy Easter!!! Take care sweetie!!!
Love,
Kelly

Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Upper Marlboro, MD USA - Monday, April 01, 2002 at 08:02 AM (CST)
Hello Lancie,
How are u doing? We hope you are feeling fine.
What are u doing for Easter? Getting some delicious chocolate candy I bet!
Tommy says Hi and hopes to see you sometime soon again.
He will be 15 next week! He is anxious to drive a car now.
He is on Easter break from school and will probably join the gym with me. "We dont want to get too fat now. ha ha
It is very warm here and the centipeds and scorpions are out. They have a very bad bite.....yuck.....I have found some in the house last summer.....We hope it is beautiful for Easter there in Oregon and u have a great day. We think of u alot........and pray for u.....Love Sue and Tommy

Susie and Tommy <sw461127@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 01:08 AM (CST)
Hi Lance & Justine,
Jennifer Oswald keeps me updated on Lance constantly and I also check this website almost on a daily basis! But I have to tell you, I've been gone for a week and couldn't believe all the journal entries I had missed...WOW! There are a lot of people in this big ol' world of ours who care so much about you! Including me. Lance you have more courage at 12 (Happy Birthday by the way) than most people have in a life time! You look wonderful and I know that God has a special plan for you and your family...That's the way God is, he loves you sooooo much and is with you every second of every day! I will continue to pray that he brings you strength, answers, peace and a cure.

Lisa Searle <lisa.searle@epsilon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Friday, March 29, 2002 at 02:13 PM (CST)
Hi Lance,
I loved the pictures of your trip. How cool was that for you and your mom to witness the magic of the dolphins and the whales! Your courage and spirit are an inspiration for so many. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers always. Thank you for sharing a part of your life with us and remember that you are loved very much by us all. God bless you.

Susan <CreeSkye@aol.com>
Ct - Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 08:27 AM (CST)
Dear Justine and Lance,
I was in tear when reading your latest update. My boy Steven's MIBG scan was the same before he went for MIBG treatment. Lance is a nice looking young man and I feel so sad he has to suffer so much. Lance, you are a brave boy too. Don't give up too easily. We are all here to support you. May God give you strength and luck.

Branden Hui <bnhui@hotmail.com>
Toronto, Ont Canada - Wednesday, March 27, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CST)
Hi Lance and Justine! The pictures are fabulous! Khyla is asleep, but I will show them to her in the morning. I know she will love to see you kissing the dolphins! You know how sorry we are about the spread of your cancer. I am so glad that we got to know eachother over the last two years, even if it was during chemo! I have to tell you whenever I think of you two I think of your fart machine. Do you think everyone knows about that? Lance, you are so lucky to have a mother with such a warm and fun spirit. Justine and Lance, you have both been so brave and so strong. We know how hard it can get and I so admire your strength. Please keep in touch! Love, Jen and Khyla
Jennifer Anderson <tearingrhairout@attbi.com>
Vancouver, WA 98682 - Tuesday, March 26, 2002 at 11:03 PM (CST)
Lance, I want to let you know that I admire your strength and courage. You are a wonderful person and I am thankful to have a nephew as wonderful as you. I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I love you ...Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall , Tx - Monday, March 25, 2002 at 05:13 PM (CST)
Hi Lance:

You look wonderful in the new pictures. I'm so glad you had the opportunity to swim with the dolphins. What a time you must have had. I'm a friend of your grandma through e-mail. I've just come back to Edmonton from Toronto where I visited with my son and his family and met my new (5 month old) granddaughter. She is wonderful though a little cranky. I'm also a friend of Mary Morrissey of the Living Enrichment Center in Wilsonville. She is a wonderful person and can be quite helpful to you and your mom. I want you to know that I and our prayer ministry (Life Enrichment Centre - Edmonton) pray for you every day. I know that you are supported by God's love. Blessings Unlimited.


Jacquie Darby <jrdarby@telusplanet.net>
Edmonton, Ab Canada - Monday, March 25, 2002 at 12:12 PM (CST)
Lancer,

I am praying for you, especially during this Lenten season. Keep fighting this think. Essia says hi and wishes you well.

Love, Bill Grealish

Bill Grealish <bgrealish@tlirr.com>
Hastings, NE USA - Monday, March 25, 2002 at 09:10 AM (CST)
Very sorry to read that last report on Lance's cancer. I was very glad to read about his experience in Hawaii. My girls kissed a dolphin in the Florida Keys a few years ago and they still talk about it.

Our prayers are with you all.

John Bungo <jbungo@attbi.com>
- Monday, March 25, 2002 at 06:11 AM (CST)
Hi Lance,
This is your mother speaking! heheheeh
I want you to know I love you more then anything in the universe... you are the most wonderful person I have ever known buddy.. I admire your strength and courage every single moment of the day. I LOVE YOU binky baby :)

Mommy <Quilapoo@aol.com>
Youknowhereitsat, OR USA :) - Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 02:45 PM (CST)
Hi Lance,
This is your mother speaking! heheheeh
I want you to know I love you more then anything in the universe... you are the most wonderful person I have ever known buddy.. I admire your strength and courage every single moment of the day. I LOVE YOU binky baby :)

Mommy <Quilapoo@aol.com>
Youknowhereitsat, OR USA :) - Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 02:45 PM (CST)
Hiya Lance great pictures my you are a hansome lad. looks like vaction was awesome. we are very grateful you are in our life. you guys are great we love you hang in there talk to you soon. Craig and family

Craig < Floatuber10@aol.com>
Taylorsville, UT - Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 09:22 AM (CST)
Good Morning Guys-
We just stopped in to sign well wishes and to let you know we will keep you all in our thoughts and prayers. The picture in Hawaii is awesome. Now Jake wants to kiss dolphins!

Chanda & Jake Courtney <courneychanda@yahoo.com>
Never Never Land....., NC - Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 09:08 AM (CST)
Dear Lance,
I saw the pics of you in Hawaii. You look great, and I was glad to see you had a good time. Heres to you and your family. God Bless.

Larry Luttrell <larryluttrell@yahoo.com>
Los Angeles, CA - Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 12:25 AM (CST)
Dear Lance -
Our son Daniel is battling the same disease you are. From your web site I can tell you are a really cool kid with great loving friends and family. When Daniel grows up I hope he is just like you. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

The Hammer Family <hammertime311@ll.net>
Lakeland, MN - Saturday, March 23, 2002 at 09:00 PM (CST)
We love you and pray for you everyday and carry you in our hearts. You spread so much love and joy just by our knowing you. May the Father in Heaven Bless you abundantly and open the windows of Heaven and pour out a blessing just for you. ministers Sylvia and Ernest J. Kolenda
E.J &Sylvia Kolenda <egospel@egospel.com>
Lewisburg, TN 37091 - Saturday, March 23, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CST)
Hi Lance!
I sure loved having you here; I miss you very much. I'm hoping you'll be back soon. Hope you had a great birthday. You are so special to me. Love, Elaine

Elaine Selby <jimselby@integrity.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Saturday, March 23, 2002 at 11:12 AM (CST)
hey lance so your hair is straight again eh? it looks good! those pictures are sweet! yeah well im going to the virgin islands 2morrow! aha i can not wait! but yeah i have to spend the whole weeek wit...dum dum...the family ahh! and madddie oh man! hopefully ill make it! aha you got beef?! aha byebye!
amanda <westie07@hotmail.com>
White Bear Lake, MN USA - Friday, March 22, 2002 at 02:06 PM (CST)
Hi Lance,

I know your mom through the computer. I really like your webpage, especially the photo of you kissing the dolphin. Looks like it was a super vacation. Here's wishing you a wonderful day!

Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Friday, March 22, 2002 at 11:16 AM (CST)
Just wishing you love and tender moments. May the pain be light and your days filled with laughter. I am glad Hawaii was so magical for the entire family.
Valerie Ferguson <valerie@myacupuncturist.org>
Portland, Or USA - Friday, March 22, 2002 at 09:00 AM (CST)
Hey Lance....You are so lucky to have gotten to kiss the dolphins. I can't believe how big and hansome you are. I'm thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers....I love you
Aunt Deze

Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Friday, March 22, 2002 at 07:37 AM (CST)
Hey buddy :)
You know, you're much too handsome to have to kiss dolphins! Ohhhhhhhhh ... I get it! I've always wanted to see Hawaii and there you are - kissing dolphins no less. How many people have ever gotten to kiss a dolphin? Guess that does put you in a very special group!
Another interesting thing is that you have brought out the best in everyone around you. Going through difficult times either brings out the worst or the best, and you've shown the very best. That's an amazing gift to bring this world, and it'll reach people and places no one could have ever imagined. (It's even reached this 'unknown person' here in Memphis. And no jokes about this qualifying as the ends of the earth :P )
I wish you the best and many good and unexpected surprises in the days to come.

Clayton <onthebreeze@yahoo.com>
Memphis, TN - Friday, March 22, 2002 at 12:46 AM (CST)
Hi there, Lance. Oooo, I was envious of your trip to Hawaii; it is so beautiful there and the water is so warm. Our grandson, Cody 15 yrs old, lives in Maui and gets to "enjoy" the Hawaii environment daily...and we love to go visit him. I loved the picture of you with the dolphin; bet that was fun. Sorry you're not feeling too well right now. I'm in touch with your special mom often and wish we lived close enough to visit each other. Hope the new treatments help you and you'll have less pain. We'll be thinking of you and praying for you. Much love & care. Bill & Ina
Ina Robinson <ina@rraz.net>
Big River, CA USA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 10:40 PM (CST)
Hey lance, maybe one of these days maybe I can get you and Nick on the phone together. It seems you both hate the phone, so that idea isn't likely, but I bet you would be fast friends. So glad you got to hear the whales. Their songs are full of magic.
Shannon: mom to Nick Snow <ssnow707@aol.com>
Sebastopol, CA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 09:50 PM (CST)
Hi lance
Happy belated Birthday. The trip to Hawaii sounds like it was so much fun. To swim with the dolphins and to see the whales must have been great. I think of you all often and keep you in my prayers. You have touched so many peoples lives in this battle with your courage, faith, determination and inspire us to keep to the best. California suites me well and do not miss the rain, just all my good friends back in OR. God bless. Mark

Mark Ayers <ma97013@aol.com>
Sacramento, Ca US of A - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 09:27 PM (CST)
Hi Lance,

Hawaii looks like it was a lot of FUN! I do have to say I am a bit jealous of that big kiss with Flipper!!! I have always wanted to swim with dolphins. Chris and I are supposed to go to Hawaii in June for a family vacation, and maybe we will get to try that as well! You look great in the pictures.....and you definately look older than a 12 year old....I was thinking more like 14 or 15 :). We changed our email address, so please note that in case you want to write back! conwayy@socal.rr.com Talk to you soon!

Chris & Pam Conway <conwayy@socal.rr.com>
Lake Balboa, CA USA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 07:32 PM (CST)
To a handsome young man and his family, look to the stars one night and say hello to danielle. She was madison's angel and helped her in the NB journey, I am now asking her to watch over you and give you the strength and guidance that you need. Keep positive and keep smiling, Please know and understand you are in everyones thoughts and prayers. We are pulling for you with our own strength. Take care of yourself and tell your mom I think of her all the time. I loved your black and white photos, you are a cutie!
With all of our love, hugs and prayers.
Madison and her mommy Laura

Laura Poncin <arizfamof4@msn.com>
Gilbert, AZ - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 06:51 PM (CST)
Lance and Justine, I think about you both everyday and am holding you close to my heart. The pictures of your trip are awesome! I am glad you had a wonderful time.
With love and eternal hope,

Leah <imperialbeek@aol.com>
Sauk Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 04:48 PM (CST)
I'm glad you had a good trip to Hawaii! The pictures are awesome.
Just keep making the best of every day...best wishes and best of luck.

Jamie Moore <jamoore@wcnet.org>
Pemberville, OH USA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 04:45 PM (CST)
Hi Lance!

Those pictures were AWESOME!! Loved you and the dolphin, and the black and white photo is oh-so-Hollywood, do you have an agent yet? You look absolutle HANDSOME and WONDERFUL.

Glad to hear you had a good time in Hawaii.

I have moved my office one month, sold and moved out of my apartment this week, and am tired of moving! Soon I will be heading west and northwest, hopefully to see you, and your family too. How are those little ferrets?

It's nice to see all your FAN mail, but that's really not a surprise.

Keep positive thoughts! I love you oceans full and think of you often.

Aunt Jeanette

JEANETTE ANDERSEN <JKATN@AOL.COM>
NEW YORK, NY USA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 04:30 PM (CST)
Wonderful photos of Lance, Kelly, and Dolphin. What's bigger than love?
Bill Wodrich <bwodrich@earthlink.net>
- Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 03:05 PM (CST)
WOW LANCE LOOKS LIKE LOTS OF PEOPLE LOVE YOU!!!!!! I WAS SCROLLING ON AND ON AND ON LUCKY YOU TO HAVE SOOOOO MANY PEOPLE PRAYING FOR YOU. UKNOW YOU ARE QUITE A HANDSOME DUDE AND THE PORPOSE WAS CUTE TOO. OH THE WARM WEATHER OF HAWAII AND SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN WHAT A JOY. MARCH IS FEELING A LOT LIKE JANUARY. HEY LANCE HANG IN THERE AND GOD BLESS YOU, LOV YOU PAM
pam maclean <heypam@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 02:32 PM (CST)
What wonderful pictures! I love the black and white shot- very cool, Lance. I'm so glad you guys had a good time in Hawaii together, even it was overshadowed by this time of pain... Lance looks great, you're right Justine we would never guess it to look at him!
You are all in my prayers,
Rachel

Rachel Crowthers <RNCrowthers@aol.com>
Portland, OR - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 02:20 PM (CST)
Hey Lance and Justine,
It's great to hear from you. I bet your trip to Hawaii was cool! I hear your grandpa and you are ping pong pros! You are always in my prayers.
Happy Spring,
Donna Kenny

Donna Kenny <kennyd@wlwv.k12.org>
Wilsonville, OR USA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 02:08 PM (CST)
Dear Lance and Justine,
I'm so glad to hear the trip was so magical! Happy belated birthday Lance! Hang in there guys and keep the faith.
Love, Kim

Kim Esterman <KimEsterman@aol.com>
Massapequa, NY USA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 12:10 PM (CST)
Justine and Lance,

Your Hawaii trip sounds magical! And...happy birthday Lance (belated!). You are always on my mind, in my heart and in my prayers. Love, Janet

Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR USA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 11:08 AM (CST)
Dear Justine and Lance,
I absolutely LOVED the photo of Lance kissing the dolphin! I will have to show that to Emma; she'll be so jealous! I must say that the black and white photo is gorgeous. I teach middle school kids (6-8 grades), and I am thinking the girls in my classes would agree!! :-)
You are in my prayers.....I am sending love and hugs.......angie

Angie Laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
Pepin, WI USA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 09:50 AM (CST)
Oh yeah, that is a great picture of you and the DOLPHIN:)
Your portrait is excellent, you look so handsome, and so good. I am happy to see that.
Loving you,
xxooxxoo
Aunt Jude

Jude <mor4mony@aol.com>
Pac Pal, CA usa - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 01:37 AM (CST)
Hi Lance, I am sending your present through Mom, sorry its late, I did not forget you, but I have been ill too, though not like you, I could not do anything for a long time. I am better now and thinking of what to send you...so it will be a surprise! The pictures from Hawaii are fantastic, so glad the whole family went, it must have been wonderful!
I love you
Aunt Judy

Aunt Judy <mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades, CA USA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 01:34 AM (CST)
Hey there Lance and family! We haven't heard anything in so long? How are you all doing? We think of you often and will keep praying. Happy Birtday!
With love, Jenny, Mark, Ben & Justin Lambert

Lamberts <lambhill@prodigy.net>
- Tuesday, March 19, 2002 at 10:35 PM (CST)
Happy Birthday Lance,
I want to wish you the best birthday!
God Bless,

Steve Colvin <steve@prayerbank.com>
Doylestown, PA USA - Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 02:43 PM (CST)
Happy 12th Birthday sweetheart!!
Jennifer Oswald <jdmmo@msn.com>
Tualatin, OR USA - Wednesday, March 13, 2002 at 03:33 PM (CST)
LANCE! WHAT IS UP!? I HAVENT TALKED TO YOU IN FOREVER! AHH UR BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP! I JUST WANNA WISH YOU THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER! I WISH I COULD GO OUT THERE AND SEE YA! WELL WE WILL BE SENDING YOU A SWEET GIFT! CALL US SOON! BYEBYE! LUV AMANDA!
AMANDA <WESTIE07@HOTMAIL.COM>
WHITE BEAR LAKE, MN USA - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 08:30 PM (CST)

jessica hawkins <icehockeygal17@aol.com>
orange, ca usa - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 08:16 PM (CST)
Hi Lance. Well, it's warmer in Ohio than it was the other day when I wrote you a note. It's 27 today. Supposed to get near 55 by the end of the week. Took my daughter (11 years old) to the eye doctor today & she has to get glasses. It's ok though, she is excited! My 16 year old daughter has mono & has missed school for 5 weeks now. She starts home instruction tomorrow FINALLY! She misses her friends at school. Just wanted to send you a quick note. Hope this finds you doing ok. Take care! Denise
Denise Bailey <whoachief@aol.com>
Xenia, OH USA - Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 09:05 PM (CST)
Hi Lance:
Just a note to say hello and to let you know I am thinking about you. Hope Hawaii was a blast and that you are having a good time in Kansas? I think that's what your Mother said. It was 60 degrees here today, we never did quite have winter.

Hope to see you soon, maybe in April.

Until then, you are in my prayers. I love you! xoxox
Aunt Jeanette

Aunt Jeanette <JKATN@AOL.COM>
New York, , NY USA - Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 11:17 PM (CST)
Hi Lance. Hope you are having a good day! I'm from Ohio and it is snowing here today and COLD!! I don't know about you but I don't like the cold weather, I much prefer warm weather & sunshine. Just wanted to send you a note to say hi & wish you well.
Denise Bailey <whoachief@aol.com>
Xenia, Oh USA - Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 11:14 AM (CST)
DEAR DAUGHTER OF MINE, JUSTINE..I LOVE YOU AND AM GRATEFUL THAT YOU AND I ARE COMING TOGETHER..THANK YOU FOR BEING IN MY LIFE..ALSO THANK FOR TAKING YOUR HEALTH IN YOUR HANDS SO THAT YOUR HANDS WILL REACH AND HOLD, ALL HANDS THAT ARE THERE ..TO HELP, YOU CONNECT WITH ALL THAT AWAITS YOU ..OKEY DOKEY OOPS F--T OXOXOXOOX MAMA PS:GET YOUR WASH READY..THE WASH LADY IS COMING UP..
MAMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
CB, OR - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 11:03 PM (CST)
WOW GRANDMA JUST NOTICED HOW MANY TIMES MY LAST MESSAGE PRINTED OUT..WELL I DID NOT PLAN IT THAT WAY ..SO I GUESS YOU NEEDED TO SEE IT OVER AND OVER..I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING NEXT FRIDAY..EACH TIME I LEARN SO MUCH FROM YOU DEAR GRANDSON..THANK YOU FOR YOUR WISDOM. AND FROM YOU.. I NOW KNOW THAT EACH AND EVERYONE OF US HAS NEVER ENDING STRENGTH WITHIN US ..AS SOMEONE SAID ONCE..THE STRENGTH TO MOVE A MOUNTAIN..YES I KNOW THAT NOW BECAUSE OF YOU..THIS I BELIEVE..IS THAT OUR CREATOR WISH'S ALL OF US, TO KNOW.. AND CONNECT WITH THIS..I KNOW, YOU KNOW..THOSE AROUND YOU KNOW..WHAT A BLESSING YOU HAVE BROUGHT INTO OUR LIFE..OXOX SOOOOOO MUCH LOVE, GRANDMA
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
COOS BAY OREGON, OR - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 10:53 PM (CST)
WOW GRANDMA JUST NOTICED HOW MANY TIMES MY LAST MESSAGE PRINTED OUT..WELL I DID NOT PLAN IT THAT WAY ..SO I GUESS YOU NEEDED TO SEE IT OVER AND OVER..I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING NEXT FRIDAY..EACH TIME I LEARN SO MUCH FROM YOU DEAR GRANDSON..THANK YOU FOR YOUR WISDOM. AND FROM YOU.. I NOW KNOW THAT EACH AND EVERYONE OF US HAS NEVER ENDING STRENGTH WITHIN US ..AS SOMEONE SAID ONCE..THE STRENGTH TO MOVE A MOUNTAIN..YES I KNOW THAT NOW BECAUSE OF YOU..THIS I BELIEVE..IS THAT OUR CREATOR WISH'S ALL OF US, TO KNOW.. AND CONNECT WITH THIS..I KNOW, YOU KNOW..THOSE AROUND YOU KNOW..WHAT A BLESSING YOU HAVE BROUGHT INTO OUR LIFE..OXOX SOOOOOO MUCH LOVE, GRANDMA
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
COOS BAY OREGON, OR - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 10:53 PM (CST)
Hi to Lance and all your family,
I was able to chat with your Mom for a short while and heard about you swimming with the dolphins. How cool is that!! Guess you are home now. Do you still have your puppy? If so, I bet you got lots of kisses when you got home. Just wanted to say "Hello" and know that you are in our thoughts and prayers, many times each day.

Love ya,
Rufus and Dora

Dora Oakey <GGDora@Aol.Com>
Rancho Cucamonga,, CA San Bernadino - Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 11:58 PM (CST)
Hi, My name is Kathie Wilson Bruce, I have read about you and it makes me cry to know so many have this evil called cancer. I pray for you and truly hope you make it alright, please stay in touch if possible e-mail is fine, ok,. Thanks and God bless you and keep you in His arms forever. Kathie B.
Kathie W.Bruce <tootlebug_1958@hotmail.com>
Moultrie , Ga. Colquitt - Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 06:44 AM (CST)
HIYA LANCE JUST WANTED TO DROP A LINE AND SAY HEY HOPE YOUR OK TODAY WE LOVE YOU GUYS AND HANG IN THERE WE THINK OF YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY YOUR IN OUR PRAYERS TALK TO YA SOON CRAIG
CRAIG <FLOATUBER10>
taylorsville , ut - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 11:32 PM (CST)
Hi Lance, just want to wish you a Happy Valentines Day, and want you to know our prayers and thoughts are with you.
Love Aunt Gloria

gloria waha <glorybee63@msn.com>
Forest Lk., mn us - Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:14 PM CST


- Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:11 PM CST
Dear Lance,
I want you to know that you have changed my life. I have been blessed by your light. I have a new soul.
I applaud your courage and I am humbled by your strength. I just want you to know how much I love you. I'm so grateful to have you in my life. ♫

Jennifer Oswald <jdmmo@msn.com>
Tualatin, OR USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 11:35 PM CST
Hi Lance,
Jennifer Oswald is one of my closest friends and she has told me all about you! I feel like I know you! I just wanted to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Know that God is holding your hand every step of the way sweetie, he loves you very much! I hope you and I can meet one day when I'm in Oregon. I know that Matthew loves your friendship very much! If you were my son, I know I would be so proud of you and your courage, Keep up the good work Bud! :)

Lisa <lisa.searle@epsilon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Monday February 11, 2002 2:57 PM CST
Dear Justine,

Hello, my dear friend. I have been thinking about you so much the last week. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers.....please post an update to the group. We are all worried and thinking about Lance and you.

I am sending my love, hugs, and prayers.....angie

Angie Laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
- Monday February 11, 2002 12:52 AM CST
Hi Lance and family, Just checked here today to see what the latest is, and to send you a friendly greeting. Just want you to know were're thinking of you and sending best wishes.

Ina & Bill Robinson <ina@redrivernet.com>
Big River, CA USA - Sunday February 10, 2002 8:39 PM CST
I Love You Lance....You are my sunshine!!!
HOLY SCHNIKES!!!!!!
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!!
Squeege time
xoxoxox

Christie (Mrs. McCaaaaarrrrrrthy!) <Bogiesmommy@aol.com>
Lake Oswego, Or USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 0:31 AM CST
hi every body luv ya!
thanx for coming to my website!

lance <lance390@aol.com>
portland, or america - Wednesday February 6, 2002 1:49 PM CST
I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE YOU LANCE..AND HUG AND FINALLY AGAIN BE WITH MY HERO..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...GRANDMA
<KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
- Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:02 AM CST
I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE YOU LANCE..AND HUG AND FINALLY AGAIN BE WITH MY HERO..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...GRANDMA
<KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
- Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:02 AM CST
I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE YOU LANCE..AND HUG AND FINALLY AGAIN BE WITH MY HERO..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...GRANDMA
<KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
- Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:02 AM CST
I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE YOU LANCE..AND HUG AND FINALLY AGAIN BE WITH MY HERO..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...GRANDMA

- Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:01 AM CST
I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE YOU LANCE..AND HUG AND FINALLY AGAIN BE WITH MY HERO..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...GRANDMA

- Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:01 AM CST
I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE YOU LANCE..AND HUG AND FINALLY AGAIN BE WITH MY HERO..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...GRANDMA

- Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:01 AM CST
I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE YOU LANCE..AND HUG AND FINALLY AGAIN BE WITH MY HERO..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...GRANDMA

- Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:01 AM CST
I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE YOU LANCE..AND HUG AND FINALLY AGAIN BE WITH MY HERO..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...GRANDMA

- Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:01 AM CST
I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE YOU LANCE..AND HUG AND FINALLY AGAIN BE WITH MY HERO..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...GRANDMA

- Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:01 AM CST
I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE YOU LANCE..AND HUG AND FINALLY AGAIN BE WITH MY HERO..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...GRANDMA

- Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:01 AM CST
I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE YOU LANCE..AND HUG AND FINALLY AGAIN BE WITH MY HERO..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...GRANDMA

- Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:01 AM CST
I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE YOU LANCE..AND HUG AND FINALLY AGAIN BE WITH MY HERO..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...GRANDMA

- Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:01 AM CST
I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE YOU LANCE..AND HUG AND FINALLY AGAIN BE WITH MY HERO..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...GRANDMA

- Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:01 AM CST
I CAN HARDLY WAIT OT SEE YOU LANCE..AND HUG AND FINALLY AGAIN BE WITH MY HERO..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...GRANDMA

- Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:01 AM CST
Lance I know we have never met, but just know that my God is your God and no matter what he is with you. I don't have any answers, but know that I am praying for you, and in your weakness let God be your strength, "those that put their hope in the Lord will fly on wings like eagles". Live under the shadow of his wing - I know it is hard and I struggle with it, but I know that OUR God is a God of Love and he loves you very much.
Michelle Spencer <michelle@yokecliffe.fsnet.co.uk>
Derbyshire, United Kingdom - Thursday January 31, 2002 3:32 PM CST
Hey Lance,

I just you to know that you are my hero and that I am thinking of you... You are the bravest guy I have ever known and a wonderful friend. I love you pal.

Eric

Eric Saylors <eric@digitalworldaccess.com>
Lake Oswego, OR - Thursday January 31, 2002 2:16 PM CST
Dear Lance,

Thank you SO much for including me on your email list, this is an honor for me. Your news was indeed tragic to read. I am so very sorry to hear it.

I shall come out there as soon as I can. Will you please wait for me as it will be about 5 weeks? Make that five years!

I love you and want to see you again. Every single person that knows you will miss you so much, our hearts will simply break into little pieces. I am so happy to know you, you are the sweetest child, so loving, so good, and so handsome:) and so kind. The world would be a beautiful place if it was filled up with Lances all over the place. I can't wait to see you sweetie. Meanwhile, I hold a big place for you in my heart and mind, always.

Sooo much love and kisses,
Aunt Jeanette

JKAndersen <JKATN@AOL.COM>
NEW YORK, NY USA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 9:41 PM CST
Dearest Justine and Lance,
I am just checking out your photos......looking and smiling and thinking about all the fun you had that day/night. I am sending lots of hugs and love and prayers....angie

angie laehn <aliemma@hotmail.com>
- Monday January 28, 2002 2:43 PM CST
Hi Lance, here's one more Happy New Year wish to add to your book. We're here in the warm CA desert and thinking about you and wishing the very best to you and your family, including the new puppy!

Ina <ina@redrivernet.com>
Big River, CA USA - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 08:34 PM (CST)
Lance- I hope you and your puppy (and the rest of the family) had a good Christmas. What's her name? She's a lucky dog to end up with a great guy like you!
Peggy <m2powers@aol.com>
Berkeley, CA - Monday, January 07, 2002 at 03:18 PM (CST)
Hi Justine, How about an update? How's it going? I see Lance got a Christmas puppy. Christmas doesn't get better than that. Happy New Year. May this year be good.
Shannon: mom to Nick Snow <ssnow707@aol.com>
Sebastopol, CA - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 08:36 PM (CST)
BEFORE THE HOUR STRIKES TWELVE I AM WRITING YOU TO FIRST OF ALL TELL YOU THAT YOUR GREAT GRANDMA DORETTA SENDS YOU HUGS AND KISSES AND ALL THE LOVE SHE HOLDS WITHIN HER HEART FOR YOU..AND I SEND TO YOU MY HERO, MY SPIRITUAL INSPIRATION..MY LOVE FOR YOU THAT FILLS MY HEART IN EACH MOMENT , EACH DAY GROWING SO DEEP THAT MY HEART SMILES AND SENDS A LIGHT THAT SHINES FOR MILES AND ALSO REACHES TO THE STARS ABOVE..MAYBE ONE DAY REACHING THE SUN..THANK YOU MY DARLING GRANDSON FOR ALL THE SPECIAL THINGS YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME..YOUR COURAGE INSPIRES THE MANY PRAYER PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD WHO CONTINUE TO BE WITH YOU AND THEY EXPRESS THEIR GRATITUDE TO YOU FOR YOU ARE THEIR HERO..THEY LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOU TOO..I WILL BE COMING TO SEE YOU THIS MONTH AND LOOK FORWARD TO WATCHING CARTOONS WITH YOU..MAYBE WE CAN TAKE PICTURES THIS TIME..HAPPY NEW YEAR LANCE OXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOOXOOXOOX
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
- Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 01:36 AM (CST)
Hi Lance I hope you had a great Christmas and I wanted to wish you a Happy New Year.I love you ....Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 08:33 PM (CST)
Hi Lance,
Hope you had a wonderful Christmas. That reindeer I gave you is already a collector's item, we cannot get enough of them, everybody wants one. Your cousins Tommy and Robby loved thiers too! One family loved it so much they just kept passing it around to other family members.

How is your puppy

Was Santa good to you?

New York is decorated to the nines. Some friends came up from Florida and got the cook's tour, so I was in the East and West Village, Ground Zero, the Seaport, midtown, all over the place for 3 days. I am taking pictures with my new digital camera and will send some to you, once I figure out the download process.

Hope you had a good day. Just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts.

Love,
Aunt Jeanette

Aunt Jeanette <jkatn@aol.com>
new york, ny usa - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 10:53 PM (CST)
Hey Lance I was just thinking about yu and I thought I'd drop a quick note to let you know that I love you. I hope you are enjoying your new puppy. She is definately an angel in disguise.I love you.....Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, Tx - Tuesday, December 11, 2001 at 09:09 AM (CST)
Hello Lance & family!!! It's a special day with a special puppy.. a guardian angel puppy. You are allowed more than one guardian angel.. but this puppy will represent all of them. They will all talk threw your puppy... a special gift... which I think you already know in your heart. :))) When you are at your darkest moments and doubts have appeared.. just remember the puppy and the light shall come threw for you!! God bless ya's and keep ya's safe. ô¿~
CatnGary <dr52pepper@mindspring.com>
Seattle, Wa USA - Saturday, December 08, 2001 at 03:17 PM (CST)
Hi Lance, hope you have a great experience with your new puppy, it really makes me want to get one too :-)Happy Holidays and I bet Santa will be good to you.
Char M. <Soba148@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, Colorado United States - Friday, December 07, 2001 at 01:18 PM (CST)
Dearest Lance and Family-
Thank you so much for traveling out to the country in the rain today, to touch my heart. I am thankful our paths have crossed here on earth. Kelly-your new quardian angel(golden retriever) will watch over and take care of you all forever. I have NO doubt she was meant to be yours. Enjoy and keep in touch :)Merry Christmas and keep smiling!!

Alicia <Alicia@forevergoldens.com>
Vernonia, Or. Columbia - Saturday, December 01, 2001 at 10:07 PM (CST)
Hi Lance and family,
This is the "Stork" who you saw today when you picked up your special Golden Angel at Alicia's Forever Golden home. I just wanted to tell all of you that I was VERY honored that Alicia called me to help with your beautiful Christmas present. The joy in all of your eyes when you first layed eyes on your youngest sister/daughter and the love that you all have for each other shines. I wish you the most awesome Christmas. I thank you and Alicia for allowing me to be a part of your Christmas surprise.
MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU!

Jan Cook <jltemp@hotmail.com>
Vernonia, OR USA - Saturday, December 01, 2001 at 09:41 PM (CST)
Hi Lancie,
What a great Xmas present to u......A friend for u forever...that will never leave u......always love u..be there for u.......How great and lucky u are to get such a pretty doggie.......What are u going to name it? We wish u many happy days playing and training your new doggie!!!!
What fun!!!!!
Tommy and I have a German sheppard...named Rexy!!!! Hes very lovable......about 11/2 yrs. old......He was abandoned.
So We adopted him........A loyal friend doggies are...have fun with your new friend........We love you....Susie and Tommy

Sue and Tommy <sw461127@aol.com>
pahrump, nv usa - Saturday, December 01, 2001 at 02:31 PM (CST)
Hi Lance, this is your aunt gloria from Mn. Just to let
you know we had about a foot of snow here last week. Hope
you had a nice Thanksgiving Lots of love, Gloria

gloria waha <glorybee63@msn.com>
mn., - Saturday, December 01, 2001 at 02:17 PM (CST)
Hi Lance, this is your aunt gloria from Mn. Just to let
you know we had about a foot of snow here last week. Hope
you had a nice Thanksgiving Lots of love, Gloria

gloria waha <glorybee63@msn.com>
mn., - Saturday, December 01, 2001 at 02:15 PM (CST)
Hi Lance,
I saw the picture of the "new addition" to your family. What a little sweetheart!! I just know she will be bringing you lots and lots of love. Keep up the good work on staying well.
Have a wonderful time with the new "little one".
With love, good thoughts and lots of prayers,
Dora

Dora Oakey <GGDora@Aol.Com>
Rancho Cucamonga, CA San Bernardino - Saturday, December 01, 2001 at 12:25 AM (CST)
Is it a bird? a plane? a buffy? IT'SSSSSS CUTE AND IT IS ON IT'S WAY 2U!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm thinking of U Lance, and what a good looking Back Street Boy you would make if an opening ever came up! LOL

It's still so WARM here in NYC, I barely need a sweater.
Will SUMMER NEVER END? Is it cold at the lake?

I love you, XOXOXOX!!!!

Aunt Jeanette

J. Andersen <JKATN@AOL.COM>
NEW YORK, NY USA - Friday, November 30, 2001 at 08:38 PM (CST)
hiya lance good to hear you doing well happy holidays to you and your family. still in our prayers each and every day. its been snowing here like crazy ready to go skiing cant wait any way be good love yous guys see ya later
craig
taylorsville , ut - Friday, November 30, 2001 at 08:23 PM (CST)
Hi Lance, That's a really cool picture with you and the Backsteet Boys. You look very cool! Handsome, too. I am glad you are hanging in there, but I think it must be hard at times. That makes me very sad. There are so many people who love you and pray that you will get better bit by bit. I hope you guys have a wonderful Christmas. I will be thinking of you. Love you lots, Kirsten
Kirsten Johnson <jorda036@tc.umn.edu>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, November 30, 2001 at 03:23 PM (CST)
Just wanted to say hi. I think of you guys often and hope your Thanksgiving was great. Knowing people like you, Lance and Justine, is something I am truly thankful for.
Peggy Powers <m2power@aol.com>
Berkeley, CA USA - Monday, November 26, 2001 at 03:33 PM (CST)
Hi there, folks. Hope your Thanksgiving celebration was as much fun as ours was. The weather was wonderful, the food delicious and the entertainment by Trevor, our 11 yr old grandson, was as good as it gets. He found interesting ways of using the napkin rings, such as monacles, glasses that made him look like Harry Potter, on his ears to look like a space alien, and in his lip to look like a native of Africa. He had a great time running his remote control car uphill and downhill here in the desert. You and he would have had a great time together, Lance. Hope you're all enjoying this long w/e together. Love, Bill & Ina
Ina & Bill Robinson <ina@redrivernet.com>
Big River, CA USA - Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 01:19 PM (CST)
Hi there Lance. Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you today, and your ferrets, thinking of the fun I had during my visit to see you and your Mom and Eric and Lauren
last summer. I know your Mom is preparing a feast and hope you eat a LOT!

It was a nice crisp, cool sunny day in NYC. I went to the park and fed swans and ducks. The tree leaves are now orange, yellow, coral, it is one blaze of color and so beautiful. Then I came home and had Thanksgiving at one of my neighbors which was delicious!

Hope you are feeling good today. I think of you often!

Much love,
Aunt Jeanette

Jeanette Andersen <JKATN@AOL.COM>
NY, NY NY - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 10:09 PM (CST)
Lance....I hope you have a wonderful thanksgiving. I love you. Do me a favor and give your mom a BIG hug and kiss for me. I love you...Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 08:48 PM (CST)
Hey Lance, I just wanted to let you know that your always in my thoughts and prayers. I love you...Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Tuesday, November 20, 2001 at 08:17 AM (CST)
I am Dan's aunt gloria, Elaine's sister
gloria waha <glorybee63@msn.com>
Forest Lk., Mn. Chisago - Sunday, November 18, 2001 at 12:58 PM (CST)
Hi lance, Just want you to know we are thinking about you. Thank for leaving your halloween candy. Your dad ate the last piece. We will have to buy you somemore. Ha, Ha...
Dan Kowalski <dkowalski@linvatec.com>
tualatin, or clackamas - Monday, November 12, 2001 at 03:21 PM (CST)
Hi lance It is madison.I got to words for you mountain dew. I heard you are back in school. we got a new pupy Rudy he is cute we will send a picture of him. I hope you are feling good I got to go my mom neads me by .




madison
white bear lake, mn 55110 - Monday, November 12, 2001 at 03:17 PM (CST)
Just checkin' in for a quick hello. Hope thinks are going ok around there. We had a nice experience Friday. Our little rural town was one site along the way of the Flag Across America project (see www.flagrun.org for more). There were lots of us out there cheering the new runner on his way. This will be shown on Nat'l Geographic, but not sure when. Hope we don't miss it! Hope your Vet's Day celebration was good. Love & prayers to all of you.
Ina & Bill Robinson <ina@redrivernet.com>
Big River, CA USA - Sunday, November 11, 2001 at 08:58 PM (CST)
hey lance just wanted to say hi and we are thinking bout you guys love ya lots talk to ya soon say hi to your mom and dad for me
Craig <www.floatuber.aol.com>
t-ville, ut USA - Sunday, November 11, 2001 at 08:42 AM (CST)
Lance I just wanted to tell you that I'm thinking about you and I love you. Love Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall , TX - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 07:51 AM (CST)
Lance, I'm just checking in to remind you that I love you very much. I'm so happy to hear the good news and I'm praying that it will just keep getting better.Your always in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Sunday, October 28, 2001 at 07:35 AM (CST)
Just checkin your site to see what's new....great news re the latest tests. We'll be praying for the best treatment therapy for you, and that God will strengthen the whole family and keep His protective shield around all of you. So glad you have a great friend and helper in Christy!
Ina & Bill <ina@redrivernet.com>
Big River, CA USA - Friday, October 26, 2001 at 11:55 PM (CDT)
lance...you are a courageous young man, beloved by many.we may not have met you, but that doesnt mean we dont love you and care about you.
harvey park <dadofjaa@aol.com>
taylors(greenville), sc USA - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 09:12 PM (CDT)
hey lance hey jus thats great about the cancer not in his brain keep fightin bud you too justine love you guys
craig and family <www.floatuber.aol.com>
taylorsville , utah the USA - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 08:23 PM (CDT)
HEY LANCE, HOW ARE YOU?!....I WAS JUST SEEING IF UR SITE WAS UPDATED AND WANTED 2 SAY HI! LOL GUESS WHAT...WE LOST ADVENTURES IN BABYSITTING...HAHAH I GUESS IT DOESNT MATTER I KNOW THE MOVIE BY HEART! TEDDY GOT SOOOOOO OVER WEIGHT HE IS SOOOOO BIG HE IS WAY BIGGER THAN TUFFY WAS...HES LIKE TWICE THE SIZE OF RUDY...ITS FUNNY ILL TAKE A PIC OF HIM AND SEND IT...SERISOULY I CAN ONLY HOLD HIM FOR A LITTLE WHILE...THEN HE GETS TO HEAVY..WELL CALL US SUM TIME WE ALL WANNA TALK 2 U..WE HAVENT FOR ALONG TIME KK!?! WELL ILL TTYL...IF YA CALL ;-) <3 Amanda 651 653 0662
Amanda Kowalski <~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>
White Bear, MN US - Friday, October 19, 2001 at 03:37 PM (CDT)
I wanted to write and send my love. My mom corresponds with Lance's Grandma via e-mail quite regularly. I work at a pediatric Oncology unit here in Edmonton.
Joanne Fox <jefox@telusplanet.net>
Edmonton, Alberta Canada - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 08:37 PM (CDT)
hiya lance thats awesome about the concert hope ya had some fun sounds like your mom did lol stay stong dude our thoughts and prayers are yours each and every day hang in there craig and family
craig <www.floatuber.aol.com>
t-ville, ut the great USA - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 02:07 PM (CDT)
Lancer,

Keep fighting this thing. I think of you often and remember wrestling with you in West Lynn...

Love,

Bill Grealish

Bill Grealish <bgrealish@tlirr.com>
Hastings, NE USA - Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 02:48 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance,
You don't know me, but I am on the neuroblastoma support line. I am glad you had such a great time meeting the Backstreet boys!!!!!!!! It sounds like your Mom is a major fan now, too!

Nancy Daily
Flushing, Michigan - Monday, October 08, 2001 at 07:23 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance!
I can't believe you had an evening with the Back Street Boys. I can't wait to show the kids when they get home from school. Call us soon, or we'll call you. I love you. Elaine

Elaine Selby <jimselby@quickca.net>
Overland Park, KS USA - Monday, October 08, 2001 at 02:14 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance and family! I'm so happy to hear about your wonderful "wish come true," the pictures are great! Good luck with the testing today (it is today, right?). Justine, let me know how it goes. I'm praying for you,
Rachel

Rachel Crowthers
Portland, OR - Monday, October 08, 2001 at 01:34 PM (CDT)
Lance! Let's get the ferrets and take them to Brasil! My friend Sal has a beach house and a ranch, plenty of room for all!! His mother is so nice and a GREAT cook. Justine, Eric and Lauren can come too. Sal has the greatest parrot, it sings, dances and says his name. If the telephone rings, the parrot says: HELLOOOOOO! It is too funny. I call him Parrito since he is a Latin American parrot.Sal just got a little puppy too, it is adorable.

It was a beautiful fall day in New York, I went to Central Park in The Rambles, there are 35 species of birds in there.
I also fed the ducks sunflower seeds, which they immediately gobbled up. There were lots of people row boating, the lake was smooth as glass.

Have a good week.

LOVE,
AUNT JEANETTE

JEANETTE <JKATN@AOL.COM>
NEW YORK, NY USA - Monday, October 08, 2001 at 12:31 AM (CDT)
Hi I am a friend of you Aunt Jeanette and I live in Brazil. Just wanted to drop you a note to let you know that we are praying for you down here in Brazil. We are praying that you get well very soon and for a speedy recovery. I understand it is hard to be in the hospital, I was in the hospital most of last year with a broken hip, but please be sure that God is with you and that He will bless you and keep you safe. From your friend down in Brazil, Sal
Sal <brasildude@aol.com>
SJCampos, SP Brazil - Sunday, October 07, 2001 at 10:59 PM (CDT)
Sounds like an AWESOME evening! You look very handsome in your pictures, the BSB's got nothing on you honey!
Patty Colden <Topoft@aol.com>
Ann Arbor, MI USA - Sunday, October 07, 2001 at 07:57 AM (CDT)
Hi Lance, Justine & Eric,
All of you are an example of strength and love that we will learn from! God is with you!
Love,
Bill & Jackie Casey

Bill & Jackie Casey <bcasey11@juno.com>
Tarzana, Ca U.S.A. - Saturday, October 06, 2001 at 05:43 PM (CDT)
Congratulations Lance on your BIG wish!!! How AWESOME! We think of you often and hope you're doing well. Was so great to see all of you at the Celebration of Courage!

Lord Bless!
Your friends,
The Lamberts

Lamberts
- Saturday, October 06, 2001 at 04:48 PM (CDT)
What a wonderful-sounding evening! So happy you were able to do this---I like those guys too. Could I be a tad jealous I wasn't there? (Well, maybe.) But so glad you were treated to such a special evening!!! Love and prayers from down South (Southern California, that is).
Ina & Bill <ina@redrivernet.com>
Big River, CA USA - Saturday, October 06, 2001 at 02:37 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance,

What an awesome concert and chance to meet the BSBs! I'm glad you're feeling better. Hang in there ;-)


Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Saturday, October 06, 2001 at 08:30 AM (CDT)
Hi Lance you look cool, happy and fit. Please keep it that way.
Branden Hui <bnhui@hotmail.com>
Toronto, Ont. Canada - Friday, October 05, 2001 at 09:04 PM (CDT)
HI Lance. Real COOL. Your first concert was way better than mine. I will tell you about it some time. You look like you just "fit " right in with those guys. Your giving them the pocket angels was something they will never forget, nor will they ever forget you and your special thoughtfulness. Hang in there. God Bless
Dick

Dick Woolley <dick@illuminateamerica.com>
Durham, or USA - Friday, October 05, 2001 at 07:55 PM (CDT)
Sup Lance? You got to meet the Backstreet Boys you are very lucky and look cool in the pictures on the website..I heard you are playing the guitar that is excellent it is a great hobby and talent I hope to see you this Summer ............

ToMmY

Tommy <MeTaLLiCPiMP@aol.com>
Pahrump, NV USA - Friday, October 05, 2001 at 05:49 PM (CDT)
WOW!!!!!!!! I am also a fan, you guys are so lucky. Sounds like a blast! Love to all. Mary
mary schwan <pugmarks@webtv.net>
ca - Friday, October 05, 2001 at 05:39 PM (CDT)
Hey lance! thats sweet u met the bsb's, yeah guess what!!!!we got a puppy!!! its half westie half carien terrier and half minature schanuanzer hes gunna look just like tuffy except gold tannish! ill ttyl bye xoxoxo
Amanda
white bear, mn - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 06:40 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance! You look kewl with "THE BACKSTREET BOYS". You must have had a great time! They were the lucky ones, they met YOU!! lol

Love, Aunt Jeanette

Jeanette <jkatn@aol>
new york, ny usa - Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 10:21 PM (CDT)
Hello Lancie!
Boy do u look coooooooool in your picture with your Mom.Yourhair is totally handsome!!!!!!!!
We hope u are doing good and taking advantage of the last days of warmth! Wish we were there to ride to town with u on your new boat. It must be great fun on the boat...Do you steer it too? Maybe Tommy and I can come see you sometime soon. Are u going trick or treating? Boo Boo Did I scare u?
ha......ok......Lancie see you later....:) Love Tommy&Susie

Susie and Tommy <sw461127@aol.com>
Pahrump, Nv usa - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 10:15 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance I just wanted to tell you that I love you and you are always in my prayers. Have a wonderful time at the Backstreet Boys concert.I wish I could go with you.
I love you...Aunt Deze

Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 09:15 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance! I just wanted 2 say i missed ya! if you get a chance call me after youve seen the backstreet boys...uve gots 2 tell me all about it k! bubbi! luv ya! love amanda!
Amanda
white bear, mn usa - Saturday, September 29, 2001 at 08:18 PM (CDT)
Dear Lance,

You are my hero and my life is so much richer because you are in it.

I will never forget the day that I came into your room and you were sitting there making a list of things that you and Lauren could do... Instead of focusing on what you couldn't do, you had over fifty fun things on list that you guys could do! What an increditable example of how to live for all of us.

Lauren's life has been enriched so much by you too. She has learned so much about friendship and grown so much. One constant in our house is laughter. Your mom & I are lifted by it. Thank you for being such a wonderful big brother and such a funny guy!

I don't think that their are many men who can say that they truly look up to their step-son. You are my hero and my friend.

Always,

Eric

Eric Saylors <eric@illuminateamerica.com>
Lake Oswego, OR 97035 - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 11:01 AM (CDT)
Justine, Eric, Lance and Lauren,
It was really wonderful to finally meet you guys on Saturday! Somehow, meeting in person makes an email buddy "more real." Let me know how you're all doing.
Lance, keep hanging in there! I know it's tough, I've been there too, but you've got a great family standing behind you. Good luck in school! Your mom and I talked earlier, there are a lot of ways to go to school when you don't feel up to it, I'm sure your teachers will figure something out.
I'm praying for all of you and can't wait to see you again!
Love,
Rachel

Rachel Crowthers
Portland, OR - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 02:54 PM (CDT)
Dear Justine,

I am so sorry for all Lance is going through right now. My heart breaks for you all, and I so wish there was something I could do. I am praying, and I pray you receive some comfort from God and that Lance does as well.

As far as school is concerned....I would think Lance's teachers would allow him to work at his own pace. I am a teacher, and I just want you to know that the school district has to set up a plan for Lance so that he can succeed. That is their job. I wouldn't think he would have to go to a charter school, unless you feel that would be best. I just wanted to tell you that.

I am sending love and hugs and continued prayers....angie

Angie <aliemma@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 01:21 PM (CDT)
Hi Justine & Lance,
Susan sent me your web site. I feel like I personally know Lance as Susan has always spoken of him. She has been keeping me posted since his illness. My thoughts and prayers have been with your family often.
I am her sister from Montana, I briefly met you, Justine, in Safeway's when I was in Oregon a year ago last August.
I will check your webpage often.
God Bless,
Jackie

Jackie R. Taylor <taylor@bmt.net>
Dillon, MT USA - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 09:22 AM (CDT)
Hi Lance,
My name is Patrick Flynn. I'm the stepdad of Justin Gray. Justin also has neuroblastoma. He was first diagnosed when he was three. He relapsed in March of this year and is now going through chemo. I'm sorry you had to go through the rough couple of weeks, but am glad you are doing better. I heard about you from your mom on the N-BLAST list and skipped over to check out your web page. While I was hear I thought that I would drop a line in your guest book. I read about your locker incident and started to laugh. I had the same thing happen to me when I started 7th grade. I'm 39 now and I still dream about going back to that school and not being able to open that locker. Justin is 6 and started the first grade this year. He's picked up this skater lingo from somewhere and when he came home he said "Dude, I knew that like you had to go to school all day, but i didn't know that they were going to make you work all day. Like, what's up with that." Well I won't take up any more of your disk space so I'll end with we're all thinking about you and are sending you some "like some positive vibes or something," as Justin would put it, in hopes that it helps you through this rough time and on to better times.

Justin, Patrick, and Dona

Patrick Flynn <pflynn@lsil.com>
Wichita, Kansas USA - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 11:05 PM (CDT)
Hiya Lance. After the past two weeks, the words I WISH I WAS THERE have new meaning. I am so happy to hear you are feeling better now, being in pain is a terrible thing. How are the ferrets doing? and your kitties? I miss you, them and your Mom and Eric and Lauren too. I really do wish I was there and am working on moving back west to be closer to my family. It has been an interesting 2 weeks in NYC, everyone is tense, on guard. But we are resiliant, like you are Lance, and we shall all continue to go on with a smile and positive thoughts. You are ALWAYS in my prayers and I have been doing double time at church lately! :)))

I LOVE YOU!

Aunt Jeanette

jeanette andersen <jkatn@aol.com>
Ground Zero, NY USA - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 05:20 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance ~ You might remember me. I'm Carly's mom. Carly is your cousin Maddie's friend, and we live 5 houses down the street from them. I just wanted you to know you have a huge spot in my heart. You're the kind of boy moms just naturally fall in love with, and immediately you touched my heart. (I know boys don't like to hear mushy stuff like that. Sorry!) :-) I was sorry that I didn't get to see you again before you left Minnesota. Keep your spirits up, dear child of God. I know the Lord Jesus smiles upon you, that He loves you, that He's called you, Lance, for just such a time as this! You're His child. That, my friend, is the greatest reason to REJOICE!!! It pleases Him to give you JOY UNSPEAKABLE!!! Above all, Lance, know that Jesus is using you for a reason, that you are doing work for the Kingdom that you don't even know you're doing! I saw it right away, that the Lord's Mighty Hand is leading you and guiding you and securing you. He has great things in mind for you, Lance. Never doubt for a moment that He wants only goodness and joy to follow you every day. I pray all's well for you in Oregon. You're a precious boy. God bless you - with all my heart. Love, Laura Bonne
Laura Bonne <lbonne2@cs.com>
White Bear Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 05:09 PM (CDT)
As always, fuzzy hugs and hairballs!
Were thinking of you........Mary and crew

mary schwan <pugmarks@webtv.net>
ca - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 01:47 PM (CDT)
Dear Lance and Justine,
Thank you so much for having lunch with me! It was wonderful to see you again. I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

Peggy Powers <m2powers@aol.com>
Berkeley, CA - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 11:11 AM (CDT)
Hi Justine & Lance, Sorry the pain is so bad and that times are tough. You're in our thoughts and prayers daily, even tho you don't hear from us daily.
Ina & Bill <ina@redrivernet.com>
Big River, CA USA - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 09:07 AM (CDT)
Hello Lance and Justine. You are both in my thoughts often. Just wanted you both to know there are prayers here in my heart for you. Love and Peace
Kim <Kim071364@aol.com>
Greencastle, IN USA - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 08:17 AM (CDT)
Hi Lance, Thinking of you with love. How are those cute little ferrets? We saved an abandoned kitty left under a bush, only 4 weks old. He is 7 weeks now, and 3 times the size, happy and healthy. So cute, has a little face like a pansey flower, purrs all the time. He is so cute.
I hope you are feeling okay right now. I love you,
Jude

Aunt Jude <mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades, CA - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 11:19 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance...I love you and I hope you are feeling ok. I'm thinking of you and you are always in my prayers.
All my love...Aunt Deze

Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall , TX - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 08:37 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance....whats up? I miss ya! I had fun when you were here!!!! I was just thinking maybe if you wanted to watch are movie we watched 100000000000 times when you were here....and you wnated to rent it...its called adventures in babysitting! here comes jefferson!....here comes jackson!....hahahaha! that was great! yup I heard lunch didnt go so well huh? yea my 1st day of 6th grade... yea i didnt eat lunch either...i dont remember why but I remember it suxed! so dont worry about it! :-) k well ill prolly be written you a letter or sumthin soon kk?! miss ya! love always!!! xoxoxo
Amanda
WHITE BEAR LAKE, MN USSSSSSA - Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 07:11 PM (CDT)
Lance, I just wanted to say I love you...All my love,
Aunt Deze

Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Monday, September 17, 2001 at 09:18 PM (CDT)
Dear Lance and Justine,
Sorry to hear about the first day of school. Both Sarah and Kate (my daughters) had a hard time when they first started at Athey. It was kind of scary for them, and Sarah had the hardest time figuring out her locker so she would just carry everything around. At that time (five years ago) they also had to share....someone decided to match her up with a boy she didn't like called Jeffrey Sumpter. Since they had the same last name, the office thought they were twins!
Anyway, things do get easier as time goes on, and you will make more friends in your classes, although things may feel grim right now. Remember when you were at Stafford and you didn't necessarily get your friends in each class?
Our thoughts will be with you as you go through radiation. Andrew didn't mind the treatments themselves, but he did feel tired afterwards. Are you going to Emanuel Rad/Onc? Did you know they have a prize drawer with snacks and candy? You might want to check it out next time!
Our thoughts are with you.
Hang in there Lance, and you too Justine. "It is better to light one candle than to curse the darkness" and we are lighting a candle for you.
Warm wishes, The Sumpter Family

Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@home.com>
West Linn, OR USA - Sunday, September 16, 2001 at 02:06 AM (CDT)
Lance, I just wanted to tell you that you are in my thoughts and prayers. GOOD BLESS YOU.
A,my Strackbein <amylynn@ktc.com>
Stonwall, TX - Saturday, September 15, 2001 at 09:15 AM (CDT)
Hey Lance...I just wanted to write you and let you know that I love you and that I'm thinking about you. God Bless you sweetie.....Love Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 05:33 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance and Justine,
Just want you to know I'm checking in. Hugs and kisses to you both. Elaine

Elaine Selby <jimselby@quickca.net>
Overland Park, KS - Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 02:17 PM (CDT)
Lance. I hope you are feeling better today. I think about you constantly and pray that you are doing better. I love you....Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 08:43 PM (CDT)
Dear Justine and Lance,
Your web page is great! I'm sorry your first day at school wasn't as good as it should have been. My son Josh just started a new school this year for first grade and he didn't know anyone. The first two days of school at recess he just sat and watched the kids play handball because he didn't have any friends. But today he came home and said he met someone and they let him play. So hang in there and hopefully things will get better for you as well. We wish you all the best and will be sending you our possitive thoughts and love.

Stacey <centsativ1@aol.com>
Calabasas, CA - Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 12:21 AM (CDT)
Hi Lance & family,
Sorry school isn't turning out to be what you had hoped for; sometimes the best fun is in the anticipation and planning of an event! Bill and I are thinking of you guys and praying that God will give all of strength, courage and guidance as you along your way.

Ina & Bill Robinson <ina@redrivernet.com>
Big River, CA USA - Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 12:10 AM (CDT)
What a bummer not getting to have anything but fries for lunch, on your first day of school . Hope you have your locker problems taken care of and that will not happen again. I have an 11 yr. old grandson and he is also going to a new school this year. So far he is doing good. Continued thoughts and prayers coming your way.


Dora Oakey, from Rancho Cucamonga, CA <GGDora@Aol.Com>
Rancho Cucamonga, CA San Barnadino - Friday, September 07, 2001 at 08:44 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance and Justine,
Sorry your first day of school had some glitches. Other days will go more smooth
ly. I love you, Lance and miss you so much. I hope you can come visit us in Kansas; we should have a house soon. Philip will have a huge room in the two houses we're looking at to buy, so there will be plenty of room for you. I think about you and pray for you every day. Tell your mom this is a neat website; it's so good to know what's going on when we're so far away. XOXOXO
Elaine

Elaine Selby <jimselby@quickca.net>
Overland Park, KS USA - Friday, September 07, 2001 at 09:30 AM (CDT)
Just want you to know you're in my thoughts many times daily. And will continue to keep you in my prayers. God bless you.
DJESnow <jsnow@cannon.net>
Wi USA - Thursday, September 06, 2001 at 09:52 PM (CDT)
Dear Justine and Lance,
We just want you to know that we're thinking of you both.
Hope your school days get better.
Love, George, Donna, Hanna and Matthew

The Vanca's <Hannazmom@aol.com>
Santa Clarita, Ca - Thursday, September 06, 2001 at 08:08 PM (CDT)
Dear Lance, the first week of school is always hard. My son Shaun also had problems with his combination lock when he entered 6th grade. I remember him telling me that he had to get the janitor to help him. You'll soon make a lot of new friends!
Patty <Topoft@aol.com>
Ann Arbor, MI USA - Thursday, September 06, 2001 at 06:46 PM (CDT)
Lance, I hope things get better for you at school. You are in my thoughts and prayers always. GOD BLESS YOU.
Amy Strackbein <amylynn@ktc.com>
Stonewall , TX - Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 11:12 PM (CDT)
Man, what a school locker bummer! Justine and Lance, I think about you a lot and miss both you guys. I will be heading up to Portland in a few weeks and would love to see you. Maybe crash your radiation party - Emanuel or the Hill? Sending lots of love, Peggy
Peggy Powers <m2powers@aol.com>
Berkeley, CA USA - Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 09:10 PM (CDT)
Lance, I'm sorry to hear that your first day of school was not what you expected and I hope that it gets better.I love you and I am looking forward to seeing you soon.
Love always, Aunt Deze

Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 06:26 PM (CDT)
WOW, I really would of approached Lance's first day at Athey in a whole different way. I am sorry that special considerations were not made. I do want you to know how special Lance is to me. He will always touch my heart as a caring child. Hang in there!
Donna Kenny <donna_kenny@hotmail.com>
Wilsonville, OR U.S.A. - Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 06:07 PM (CDT)
Hi Justine. what shitty news. I think of you and Lance Romance often. when does the radiation start? I'd love to see you two. I have a new puppy (well, she's now 6 months and 56 lbs.)I would love for Lance to meet her. Are you going to be at Emanuel or the Hill? Please ask Lance if he would like to sit in a coffee shop with me with our you-know-what machines. That would be a hoot. I always tell my friends about how you guys would sit in the lobby and . . .
I love you both and miss seeing you.
Love Jodi 503-963-9599

jodi wallis <wallisj@ohsu.edu>
portland, OR usa - Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 01:01 AM (CDT)
Dear Justine & Lance...I just wanted to say hi, I hope the first day of school was fun, I have been thinking about you all day!!! Take care, God Loves You & so do I...Your friend and staunch supporter always....Christie
Christie McCarthy <Bogiesmommy@aol.com>
Lake Oswego, Or USA - Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 11:40 PM (CDT)
Dear Justine & Lance, Thank you for the update, even though it isnt the best of news. (It isnt the worst of news either). I will light my candle tonight and send all my energy to you Lance, so that you may go to, not only your first day of school, but many, many days of school. You have come so far, and are such a strong boy/man. ") I send prayers to you and your family every day. I hate lessons, life lessons, and this one is a duzy eh?? You keep on keeping on, no negative thoughts, not negative energy. Ask God for what you want, and he will give it to you, as long as the goal behind the "want" is peace. I love you all. Kelly Belly :)
Kelly <kellycasp@hotmail.com>
lake oswego, Or Clackamas - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 08:50 PM (CDT)
Lance, I hope you are feeling better. Good Luck on your first day of the sixth grade. You are in my thoughts and prayers alway.
Amy Strackbein <amylynn@ktc.com>
Stonewall , TX - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 06:52 PM (CDT)
Dearest Justine and Lance,
Thanks for updating me through your web page. It comes as a great shock to hear of this new tumor.You're right, neuroblastoma is something to hate.It must be so overwhelming for you right now, faced with this new onslaught, but you're not alone, there are many people out there fighting this with you. My heart goes out to you and I'd really like to help. Are you going to Emanuel or OHSU for treatment? What can I do? My office is very close to OHSU. "It is better to light one candle than to curse the darkness"

Sue Sumpter <suesumpter@home.com>
- Monday, September 03, 2001 at 06:28 PM (CDT)

Dear Lance,
I can't tell you how much Uncle Bill and I hope you have some happy days real soon. You are always in my prayers.
We love you (spike)!

Aunt Lona and Uncle Bill <RubioOpt@AOL.com>
Phoenix`, AZ - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 12:53 PM (CDT)
I am very touched by your continued courage ... and hope your first days of school turn out exactly as you want them to. (And, you know what? I can put you in the picture if you aren't able to make it :) So if that should happen, see if they'll let me include a scan of you in the class picture. Often you really can't tell anything was added at all.)
Keep hiking forward. There's a lot of people behind you, urging you on.

Clayton Saunders <cdsaunders@aol.com>
Memphis, TN USA - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 10:22 AM (CDT)
Hi Lance and Justine,
I love you very much, miss you, and pray for you every day.
Will call soon.

Elaine <jimselby@integrity.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 11:07 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance this is Goku I heard about your trouble and I just want you to know the Z-team is cheering you on. Bubbles says hi and so does Trunks. Gohon is out right now training but he may send something when he gets back.Peace Out.
Goku <karensman@cutey.com>
the end of snake way, - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 09:41 AM (CDT)
I am sorry to hear the news! You have no idea how often I think of you two. Enjoy your first day of school Lance.
Patty <Topoft@aol.com>
Ann Arbor, MI USA - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 08:09 AM (CDT)
Hi Lance:

I'm your grandmother's e-mail friend. I want you and your mom to know that I pray for you both each and every day as I do for your grandparents. God loves you!
Jacquie

Jacquie Darby <jrdarby@telusplanet.net>
Edmonton, Ab. Canada - Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 07:52 PM (CDT)
Dear Lance, I'm sorry to hear the news.I hope you start feeling better soon. I love you VERY much and I think of you constantly. Your cousin Timothy says he loves you and he can't wait to meet someone as special as you.
Love always...Aunt Deze

Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 07:15 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance and Justine, I hope you forgive me for not getting in touch with you sooner. I'm thinking of you - a lot more than you know. I miss seeing you both (riding in the elevator with the 'you know what').
Lance, I look at your picture everyday, wish I could see you both in person.
My thoughts and prayers are with you. Love, Deb, your valet from Emanuel.

Deb Beery <dabeery@netzero.net>
Sandy, OR USA - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 08:15 PM (CDT)
Hiya Lance.....gosh, I was reading your guestbook. You sure have alot of people who love you and care about you!! You are very special and so is your Mom and Dad.

You have been in my prayers....you are in my mom's prayers too! I am going to come visit you guys on the lake. I hope you are there that day....good luck on your first day of school...
love and hugs

Debra A. Lukan <debra9999@aol.com>
Lake Oswego, OR United States - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 07:39 PM (CDT)
thanks for keeping us all updated
Janie Huff-Slankard <huffslaj1@msn.com>
Portland, OR 97202 - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 05:15 PM (CDT)
Lance, sorry you're in more pain. We'll be keeping you and your parents in our thoughts and prayers.
Love from Mom's friend and former co-worker in California,
Ina & Bill

Ina & Bill Robinson <ina@redrivernet.com>
Big River, CA USA - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 05:09 PM (CDT)
Hello Lancie,
We hope it gets better for u soon. Get rid of that nasty pain and feel good again. God is with u always! Hope u can make it to school on Tues. and get a nice picture taken.
Well are thinking of u........Love, susie and tommy

susie and Tommy <sw461127@aol.com>
Pahrump, nv usa - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 04:18 PM (CDT)


- Friday, August 31, 2001 at 04:09 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance, Mom sent me your pictures. It was nice to see you playing the piano. I see your great grandfather on the wall too:) That is such a cute picture of the ferrets and you...those guys are so much fun! I hope the pressure is relieved for you in the easiest way, so you can feel better again soon. I love you and I think of you,
Aunt Jude

Jude <mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades, CA - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 03:29 PM (CDT)
Dear Justine and Lance,The photos are beautiful. God Bless the two of you.
Tom Galligan <tjgcarmel@webtv.net>
Monterey, Ca - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 01:58 PM (CDT)
Very sorry to hear this news. My prayers are with you and yours. Best wishes.

John

John Bungo <jbungo@home.com>
West Linn, OR USA - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 01:40 PM (CDT)
Love You J, and praying for you and Lance
Barbara Galligan
- Friday, August 31, 2001 at 01:26 PM (CDT)
My heart is so saddened. I can only tell you that you are in our prayers, many times during the day. I understand what you are all going through.......
Dora Oakey <GGDora@Aol.Com>
Rancho Cucamonga, CA San Bernardino - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 01:22 PM (CDT)
Dear Justine,
My heart goes out to you and Lance .. he is a beautiful young boy, and looks so healthy (is it possible ?). Did you think of MIBG since he has a bulky tumor ? I just hope that, for the moment, he is not in pain, and then you can think thoroughly we the oncs about the possible options.
Kisses

Cécile Cogez <cecilecogez@yahoo.fr>
Montbonnot, FRANCE - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 01:13 PM (CDT)
Lancce, I wish I could take the pain away. I wish this was happening to me instead of you. You are in my thoughts and in my prayers always. GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU SAVE.
Amy Strackbein <anylynn@ktc.com>
Stonewall , TX - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 11:43 AM (CDT)
Lance,

I am sending you all the positive energy and love I can and you are in my prayers every single day!

Love,

Janet

Janet Prottas <janetp@synopsys.com>
Lake Oswego, OR USA - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 11:31 AM (CDT)
There are no words Justine. I am thinking of you and Lance.
Mary Schwan <pugmarks@webtv.net>
monterey, ca - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 11:16 AM (CDT)
There are no words Justine. I am thinking of you and Lance.
Mary Schwan <pugmarks@webtv.net>
monterey, ca - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 11:16 AM (CDT)
You know my heart and prayers are with you.
Love ya
lee

lee markle <ljmleebo@cs.com>
marina del rey, ca usa - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 11:14 AM (CDT)
Lance
You are in my prayers, I hope you respond well to your new treatment.

Mark Ayers <ma97013@aol.com>
Sacramentp, ca - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 11:08 AM (CDT)
Lance,
We just wanted to say Hi. My stepson, Justin, relapsed with neuroblastoma in March. He told me that the treatment for his relapse is not as bad as his original treatment. We also wanted you to know that we are thinking and praying that you will get rid of the tumor as soon as possible. We know that with what you have gone through you are a very strong and brave young man. Also, from your pictures it looks like you are into music. I'm always looking for some new music to listen to. Any suggestions on music to listen to?
Take Care
Patrick, Dona, and Justin

Patrick Flynn <patrick.flynn@lsil.com>
Augusta, KS USA - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 09:49 AM (CDT)
Hello Lance...I hope you are feeling ok. I love you so much and hopefully we can see each other very soon. I love you, Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 05:47 PM (CDT)
Your aunt Deze told me that you are not feeling good I hope you start feeling better. You are in my thoughts and prayers. GOD BLESS YOU.
Amy Strackbein <amylynn@ktc.com>
Stonewall , TX - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 12:04 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance, I hope you had fun on your trip. Your always in my thoughts and in my prayers. God Bless You.
Amy Strackbein <amylynn@ktc.com>
stonewall, tx - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 05:35 AM (CDT)
Hello lancie,
We hope you had alot of fun with your dad and your Minnesota family. I saw a recent pic of u and you look very big! You have grown into a big boy! We think of you often and pray someday youll be allllllll fine again...Love you,Susie and Tommy

Susie and Tommy <sw461127@aol.com>
Pahrump, NV USA - Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 02:03 AM (CDT)
HELLO MY DARLING GRANDSON WHO ALWAYS LIVES IN MY HEART..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU VERY SOON..DRAW ME A SPECIAL PICTURE AND I WILL DRAW A SPECIAL PICTURE FOR YOU..SOMETHING SPIRITUAL LIKE YOU SAID YOU WOULD DO FOR ME..MAYBE IF WE CONCENTRATE EACH DAY A THE SAME TIME TOGETHER ..WHO KNOWS, OUR PICTURES MAY TURN UP QUITE SIMILAR..WOW THAT WOULD BE PRETTY NEAT..HOW ABOUT EACH DAY AT 12 NOON..THINK ABOUT YOUR IDEA FOR 2 MINUTES AND I WILL TOO..RIGHT AT TWELVE..IT THAT A DEAL DUDE ??PLEASE HAVE MOM FRAME THE ANGELS I DID FOR YOU WHEN YOU WERE IN THE HOSPITAL ..IT IS FOR YOU AND IT SO SPECIAL..FROM GRANDMA'S HEART OXOXOXOXOX LOVE, GRANDMA
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
COOS BAY, OR - Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 12:22 AM (CDT)
Hey Lance....I love you!!!!!!
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX - Friday, August 24, 2001 at 05:08 PM (CDT)
Hey, Lance just wanted to tell you that you are allways in my thoughts and prayers.
Amy Strackbein <amylynn@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX usa - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 09:13 PM (CDT)
Lance, I hope you are having fun on you trip. I just wanted to tell you that I love you. Love aunt deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, Tx USA - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 05:58 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance just wanted to tell you that you are in my thoughts prayers.
amy strackbein <amylnn@ktc.com>
stonewall, tx - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 12:00 AM (CDT)
Hi Lance your aunt Deze told me about you and I wanted you to know that you are in my prayers.
Amy Strackbein <amylynn@ktc.com>
Stonewall, TX United States - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 10:24 PM (CDT)
Hello Justine and Lance! How was the concert? I hope you had a great time. I would still like to get together before summer is over, I'll give you a call this week, okay?
Rachel <RNCrowthers@aol.com>
Donald, OR - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 02:50 AM (CDT)
I was here again, checking any updates.

Love to all

mary schwan <pugmarks@webtv.net>
monterey, ca us - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 12:33 AM (CDT)
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Hope all is going well. God bless!!!


Patty & Bobby <Topoft@aol.com>
Ann Arbor, MI USA - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 04:19 PM (CDT)
We are all thinking of you. Mary, Rusty, Gunnar, Koln, Stella, Dolph, Joseph, Duncan,
Skivve, Tommy, Susie and Goldy
Big fuzzy hugs and hairballs,
and lots of love too!

Mary Schwan <pugmarks@webtv.net>
monterey, ca us - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 12:06 AM (CDT)
Hi Lance, Hope your summer is going well. We are friends of your Aunt Jeannette and because of her you are in prayers every day and night. God Bless!!!
Jay & Barbara <floffyb@aol.com>
Hollywood, FL USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 08:00 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance! It was great to see you this spring. You looked great, especially with your new haircut. I just love your new house and all your little pets. Sorry I couldn't stay MUCH longer (but I'm sure your Mom was happy to have some down time away from guests). I love you very much. You are in my prayers every night, and always on my mind. Hope you will have a great vacation with your cousins, et. al., in Minnesota. With much love, Aunt Jeanette
Jeanette Andersen <JKATN@AOL.COM>
NEW YORK, NY USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 07:45 PM (CDT)
dear justine...i just emailed you prior to checking out the website...i hadn't realized how advanced your precious son's illness was....god love you....
p.s. since my grandmother's death in april i have been visited by her spirit on several occasions; although i miss her dearly, her visits have lessened my grief...

katalin <malos@earthlink.net>
west linn, or usa - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 08:51 AM (CDT)
Lance I am sorry that I have not written to tell you how much I love you. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.Be strong and keep in mind there's somebody here that loves you very much. love aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, tx - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 07:53 PM (CDT)
I wish there was some way to get our boys together. I think they would be immediate good friends. It sounds like Lance could use a soul buddy, and Nick is needing a peer to commizerate with.
Shannon: mom to Nick, age 12, dx 1/96 and still fighting <Skymomm@earthlink.net>
Sebastopol, CA - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 11:02 PM (CDT)
Thanks for sending me Lance's Web Sight address. I will send it along to others who will be interested. The Back Street Boys Concert sounds great. Make a Wish Foundation is a wonderful org. My thought and prayers are with all of you........
Dora Oakey <GGDora@Aol.Com>
Rancho Cucamonga, CA San Bernardino - Thursday, July 12, 2001 at 08:51 AM (CDT)
Hey Lance, I haven't written in awhile and I'm sorry....just remember that I love you and you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall , Tx - Friday, July 06, 2001 at 05:36 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance,
Love the new hair do! Hope school has been going well and you're all settled into the new house. Hello to you too Justine.

Peggy Powers <peggypower@hotmail.com>
Berkeley, CA USA - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 11:11 AM (CDT)
Hey Lance, how ya doing??? How do you like your new house??I hope all is well with you.Ilove you.(give your mom a big hug and kiss for me)Love...Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, Tx - Friday, May 04, 2001 at 11:26 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance. We were with Steve, Sue, Amanda, and Maddie today. We celebrated Maddie's first communion. It's finally summer in Minnesota, after having a LONG winter and no spring.
Thinking of you. Have you been back in school? Take care. Love,

Uncle Bill and Aunt Christie <ckowalski@qwest.net>
Stillwater, MN - Sunday, April 29, 2001 at 09:46 PM (CDT)
hi lance! wait im lance? never mind!



lance kowalski <lance 390>
lake oswego/tualiton, oregon usa - Thursday, April 26, 2001 at 10:55 AM (CDT)
I love you and miss you VERY much...aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, tx - Saturday, April 21, 2001 at 12:30 AM (CDT)
GRANDMA AND GRANDPA LOVE YOU...OXOXOXOXO
GRANDMA <KJEANMELLEN@AOL.COM>
COOS BAY , OR USA - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 05:46 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance, I was just thinking about you and I wanted to tell you I love you. Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall , Tx - Saturday, April 14, 2001 at 10:30 PM (CDT)
Waz up Lance? Hi it's me David,you'r cousin.
Hope your feeling better. Yesterday my friends and I put our trampaline up and the snow just melted too.I collect Pokemon cards. Do you like Pokemon? Today I got in a fight with some other kids playing football. My friend and I got beat up. Tomorrow I am going to soak him with my water gun.Talk to ya soon,
Love,David


David Marose <the2gimps@aol.com>
north st.paul, MN - Monday, April 09, 2001 at 08:38 PM (CDT)
hi lance. i am your dad's cousin.(his aunt gloria's daughter) i have 3 children,all of which have prayed for you many times, but have never been able to know who you are. this website is great. now they can see and write to you. david is 9,ben-jammin is 71/2,and alea is a sassy 4. we have 2 kitties,princess and mew. mew is named after the pokemon mew. the kids are in bed now but i know when they read this site, they will probably want to talk to you every day. i know that this all must get very frustrating and scary and hard to deal with, hang in there, it sounds like you have alot of people on your side.we will talk soon. take one day at a time. god bless, your in our thoughts and prayers, wendy and skip marose
wendy and skip marose <the2gimps@aol.com>
north saint paul, mn - Sunday, April 08, 2001 at 09:53 PM (CDT)
Lance I was just thinking about you and I just wanted to tell you that I love you,aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall , texas - Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 10:48 PM (CDT)
I just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I love you very much and I can't wait to see you again.I love you .... Aunt Deze
Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall, Tx - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 09:59 PM (CDT)


- Monday, April 02, 2001 at 08:09 PM (CDT)
Hey Lance what is up L dogg...jk hehe!!! Guess what! omg! its sunny out ahh i havent seen the sun 4 like ever yup well just came to see if ne up dates on ur site but i have dance, so i gotta go....ttyl L dogg hope 2 talk to u soon!

luv amanda xoxo

Amanda <-------------->
who cares, ???? - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 06:29 PM (CDT)
Hi Lance. We were at a golf school in San Diego, and just got back last night. Uncle Bill is ready for the pro tour now!!! Loved seeing the palm trees and green grass. Hard to come back to snow in MN.
Our thoughts are with you. Hope your next test results are good. Take care!!

Uncle Bill and Aunt Christie <ckowalski@qwest.net>
Stillwater, MN - Sunday, April 01, 2001 at 07:45 PM (CDT)
HI, This is Julie from North Branch,mn. Dans cousin, Uncle Jack shared this web site with me and I love it. Just wanted you to know that out thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Julie

Julie <jpairofclowns@aol.com>
North Branch, mn united states - Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 05:28 PM (CST)
Dear Lance,

It was nice to get a chance to "meet" you and your pals. I will pray that the PET scan results bring you and your family good news and joy. I am one of your mom's cyber pals from the N-Blast list.

Love,

Eleanore Steinle <ElieS1@bellatlantic.net>
Smithtown, NY USA - Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 01:48 PM (CST)
Hey Lance of France!!!! guess what~~~we died tuffy PINK!!!!!!ahh! it was way cool! but it lasted like only 2 days!!!!!! we will send u pictures!!! im too tired to write more sorry!!!! ill ttyl bubbi!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love, amanda your fav. cuz from MN...haha mn...*cough* * cough* (suxs) !!!! Oregon is better hehe!
Amanda <blah>
blah, blah blah - Tuesday, March 27, 2001 at 08:57 PM (CST)
STILL LIGHTING CANDLES AND SENDING UP PRAYERS FOR YOU, LANCEMAN. YOU HAVE BEEN SO BRAVE AND COURAGEOUS THRU ALL THIS
LOVE, AUNT KAT

AUNT KAT <DERMEECER@AOL.COM>
SHERMAN OAKS, CA USA - Monday, March 26, 2001 at 10:32 PM (CST)
Hi Lance!
I loved your Web Site ! I know you love animals, so heres a few animal jokes. Keep on smiling!
Tim Lahr.

A man and his pet giraffe walk into a bar and start having a few quiet drinks. As the night goes on, they get pretty drunk. The giraffe finally passes out near the pool tables, and the man decides to go home. As the man is leaving, he's approached by the barman who says, “Hey, you're not gonna leave that lyin' here, are ya?” “Hmph,” says the man, “that's not a lion, it's a giraffe.”


An old couple is on a walk, when a pigeon flies by and deposits a little present on the woman's head. "Yech!" says the woman. "Get some toilet paper."
"What for? He must be half-a-mile away by now."

What did the father buffalo say to the son buffalo when he left for school? Bison!

What's the difference between a bird and a fly?
A bird can fly but a fly can't bird.

What's the odd one out? 1) A lobster 2) a whale 3) a Chinese guy that's been hit by a bus ?
The whale -- the other two are both crustaceans.

What would you call an Arab who owns a harem of cows? A milk sheik!


A young magician started to work on a cruise ship with his pet parrot. The parrot would always steal his act by saying things like, “he has a card up his sleeve” or “he has a dove in his pocket.” One day the ship sank and the magician and the parrot found themselves alone on a lifeboat. For a couple of days, they just sat there looking at each other. Finally, the parrot broke the silence and said, “Okay, I give up. What did you do with the ship?”


I was walking home when I noticed a couple of robins laying down in the sun. I let my talking cats out and the kitten said to her mom, ''I'm hungry!'' So the mother cat said, ''What would you like?'' The kitten replied, ''I don't know!''
Then the mother cat looked at the robins and said, ''How about some basking robins?''

What do you get when you cross a bear with a deer?

Beer


What do you call a poodle with no legs?
A spoonge.

Q: What do porcupines say after they kiss?

A: Ouch.

What do you get when you cross an elephant and kangaroo together?

Giant holes all over Africa!

Tim Lahr <TimLahr@aol.com>
White Bear Township, Mn US - Monday, March 26, 2001 at 06:47 PM (CST)
Hi Jonny,

Hope your having a good day today.

Denny

Denny Jordan <jorda033@tc.umn.edu>
MPLS, MN USA - Monday, March 26, 2001 at 02:50 PM (CST)
Hi Lance, I really like your website. The pictures are great. And it's good to know what's going on with the latest reports and so forth. I think you have a birthday round about now, don't you? Look for a present--it's in the mail.

Take care, "Johnny."

Your friend in Minneapolis,

Kirsten


Kirsten Johnson <jorda036@tc.umn.edu>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, March 26, 2001 at 10:23 AM (CST)
Hi Lance, Talking to Mom and glad you are okay after last night at ER............I wanted to say hi and let you know someone is thinking of you today and that I love you.

Aunt Judy <mor4mony@aol.com>
Pacific Palisades, - Sunday, March 25, 2001 at 11:20 PM (CST)
hey lance how ya doing today my kids all say hello those are awesome ferrets ya got there hang in there lance be strong you and all your family are in our prayers each and every day your awesome man see ya later craig and kids
craig & family <www.floatuber.aol.com>
taylorsville, ut the states - Sunday, March 25, 2001 at 08:57 AM (CST)
Hello Lancie!
Tommy and Susie hope your feeling fine today :)
Your mom made a beautiful web page for u....We really like it.
I think we will add a ferret to our collection too of pets.
Yours is soooooo cute! He likes to snuggle with you looks like. We have three cats and a cocateil. We will get a dog soon too!
Take care of yourself Lancie and we think of you ofteN
Your always in our prayers........Love Tommy and Susie..:)

susie and Tommy <sw46@aol.com>
Pahrump, NV USA - Saturday, March 24, 2001 at 09:50 PM (CST)
Hey lance whats up? nothing here!!! ur ferrets r wayyyyyy cool!!! i want one!!hahaha but could u imgaine maddie wit a ferret i think not!!! she would loose them hahaha shes still crazy and shes running around with, that guitar u played at my house during x-mas haha that was great!!! MOUNTAIN DEW!!!!! ha and we had cat dogs a few weeks ago hehehe! they were good!!!!!! yupyup! so u get to go back to school?? sounds fun!!! well~the homework maybe not but the friends oh yeah!!! well i better be going! i liked ur site!! and thats soooooo cool u met lance armstrong!!! same names =) alrighty hope i talk to u soon!!! love AMANDA KOWALSKI!!! FROM MN!!!!! :( snow....it just wont go away!hehe
Amanda Kowalski
white bear lake, mn usa - Saturday, March 24, 2001 at 10:15 AM (CST)
Hi:
I am Sue, mother to Jonathan 13. He was dx'd with NB when he was 10 and continues to get treatment for cancer remaining in his marrow. He too is on Accutane will finish the 6th round on Mon. I know how hard this is for you, but you can beat this disease. Be strong, your in my prayers.


Susan Christianson <suemc5@yahoo.com>
Volga, SD United States - Friday, March 23, 2001 at 06:56 PM (CST)
Lance, I really like the photos of you and your furry pals. Good job on the web page Justine. Sending my love to you all and my prayers are with you.
TENA <TWHITE@CCAINC.NET>
SOUTH LYON, MI USA - Friday, March 23, 2001 at 12:09 PM (CST)
Hey Lance kewl pictures of you and the little runts :) oops we mean the little ferrets!! Have some fun this week then get ready for some school time with all your buddies, they are excited to have you back! Love the O'Mara Family

- Friday, March 23, 2001 at 09:50 AM (CST)
Lance, Great web site!! My prayers are with you always.
caringbridge.com/id/camishope

Brenda Mom to Cami <brendakopsa@cs.com>
Boise, Idaho USA - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 10:33 PM (CST)
Hi Lance. Cool webpage. Your mom did a great job setting it up. Hang in there!
Alison Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 10:10 PM (CST)
Hi Lance. We enjoyed seeing the photos on the new web site. The one with you and Snickerdoodle is a great one!!
Hope you are able to get back to school soon. Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you. Love....Uncle Bill and Aunt Christie

Bill and Christie <ckowalski@qwest.net>
Stillwater, MN - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 09:47 PM (CST)
Lance,
Your mom used to say that you look like me,but your way too good looking.You are in my thoughts and prayers constantly.Be strong and keep smiling. I love you, Aunt Deze





Desiree Avilez <davilez@ktc.com>
Stonewall , Tx - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 04:21 PM (CST)
Lance, you are such a good looking young man. Our prayers are with you and your family. Like the pets you have, keep your head high!!
Tracy Jimenez, mom to Joshua <tjimenez1@cfl.rr.com>
Port St. John, Fl USA - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 04:13 PM (CST)
Justine,
Thank you so much for adding me to your update list. I continue hold you both in my heart. The website gives me a great way to introduce Lance to other people, who now add him to their prayers.

Peggy Powers <peggypower@hotmail.com>
Oakland, CA USA - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 01:50 PM (CST)
Dear Justine,

I love the website! Lance is very handsome. I would be willing to bet that some of my middle school girls (students) would agree! Please tell Lance to stay tough and keep up the fight. I can tell he is a fighter---just by looking into his eyes! I am sending love, hugs, and prayers to you all.....angie

Angie <angiel@plumcity.k12.wi.us>
Pepin, WI USA - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 11:00 AM (CST)
Hi Lance,
I hope you like the website I am trying to create for you :)
I love you buddy!!!!

MOM <justinemsaylors@home.com>
West Linn, OR - Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 05:23 PM (CST)

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