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dear sis iv bin praying fore you havent hurd frum you in a ges howe are you
christina sattler aka littlgriz <littlgriz@googlemail.com>
- Sunday, May 4, 2008 2:05 AM CDT

Hi Julie;
So happy to read that you are doing well in your job at HUH. You are a wonderful person,so it stands to reason that you are a wonderful nurse. Happiness for the Holy days and through the coming year my friend.
Bless you, love Dot
Dot <edryan12@comcast.net>
philadelphia, pa USA - Saturday, December 15, 2007 3:28 PM CST

Dear Julia,

I'm so happy to read this update and know that you are doing so well and bringing your gifts to others. Best wishes to you!!
Denise
NYC, - Thursday, November 29, 2007 5:13 AM CST

Dear Julie
What a beautiful site, you are truly a beautiful person... I put it on my favorites list. Do you think Toireasa and my Frankie T have met yet?I would like to think so ,tho their lives were so different, they both became angels too soon. I miss you too girl....Dot
Dot <edryan12@comcast.net>
Phila, Pa USA - Friday, August 17, 2007 7:54 PM CDT

Hi Julia,
I was just thinking of you and your beautiful angel daughter. We still keep Toireasa's photo in our kitchen with our other wise, wonderful angels. Hope all is well with you and your family.
Terry Miller, Grandma to Angel Mark <ggmiller8201@msn.com>
Laytonsville, MD - Monday, July 2, 2007 10:26 PM CDT

my sweet sis iv bin prayig fore you allwayes i dshure do hope your all right iff you wantto you can email me ok
christina sattler <littlgriz@googlemail.com>
suthport, uk - Thursday, April 26, 2007 9:35 AM CDT

A thought for Tess, after five years since the day she gained her wings. And of course, a hug to her Mom and all the members of her family.
Love,
Swan
Italy - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 6:11 PM CDT

Just stopping by to say

to you,

Love Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, February 12, 2007 12:11 AM CST

wishing you peace and sending hugs and prayers your way.

Chris & Gooch
Share the Love.org <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 12, 2007 7:53 PM CST

I am a few days late, but I just wanted to drop a line for Tess, hoping she will receive my "happy birthday" wish up there in heaven. Julia, I will write you by the end of the week and hope we'll finally meet again very soon.
Much Love,
Swan
Italy - Wednesday, January 10, 2007 8:56 AM CST

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.

All my love,

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 7:44 AM CST

Thank you for inviting me to view this precious web site.
Margo Reeves <MMRRNC@verizon.net>
Yucaipa, Ca United States - Monday, October 23, 2006 2:36 PM CDT

I was posting this picture on Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello", although I don't know if you still read here.

Lots of love

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, August 28, 2006 6:04 PM CDT

Nice guests indeed
zweigelt <zweigeltblauer@yahoo.co.uk>
Sheffield, UK - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 5:24 AM CDT

muguuuuu here in
mugu <mugu@mugu.com>
- Thursday, June 8, 2006 2:00 PM CDT

keeàp it up very nice site
Collins aba <homeboy@yahoo.com>
imo, enugu colodo - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 9:43 AM CDT

Julia,
Thinking of all of you today - especially Toireasa.
Terry Miller, Grandma to Angel Mark Salvador (www.caringbridge.org/md/marksalvador) <ggmiller8201@msn.com>
Laytonsville, MD - Monday, April 24, 2006 6:00 AM CDT

Hi princess
Last night a little six months old boy named Tille from Sweden passed away in a sicknes called Epidermolysis bullosa. Please take care of him angel.
I'm still thinking of you and your mother
Love from
Janna <janna_hempel@hotmail.com>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Sunday, April 16, 2006 4:24 PM CDT

Ithink that this caringbridgeis AWESOME!!!!!!!!!Ilove this thing so much
EmilyThomas <emily_DAniellethomas@yahoo.com>
Durant, OK united States - Sunday, March 26, 2006 5:12 PM CST

Ithink that this caringbridgeis AWESOME!!!!!!!!!Ilove this thing so much!!!!!!!!!!

love whomever always -Emily Danielle Thomas
EmilyThomas <emily_DAniellethomas@yahoo.com>
Durant, OK united States - Sunday, March 26, 2006 5:11 PM CST

Ithink that this caringbridgeis AWESOME!!!!!!!!!Ilove this thing so much
EmilyThomas <emily_DAniellethomas@yahoo.com>
Durant, OK united States - Sunday, March 26, 2006 5:10 PM CST

ive tried several times to reach emile kane for an up date and got her once and was unable to get her again ,i am very sad about that because she is a dear friend and i want to keep an update on her condition.
joeseph pettiglio <joeddp33@yahoo.com>
brighton, ma usa - Saturday, March 25, 2006 2:48 PM CST

to check on ryan williams
reem lowe <www.reemlowe@earthlink.com>
kingwood, tx usa - Monday, March 20, 2006 10:11 PM CST

Hi Julia,
I just want to let you know that I continue to pray for you and Toireasa. I hope you will be happy to know that I am writing a book at the moment, and I have included a little girl character in it named after Toireasa. I hope this will make you happy.
Sharlene Walton <craig.walton@ticali.co.uk>
Preston, Lancashire England - Saturday, March 11, 2006 12:04 AM CST

Happy birthday in Heaven sweetheart. Not where you should be, but we cant control life. Hugs and prayers to your loved ones and friends left behind. I bet you and Alex are having a ball!
Chris Gooch's mom <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 8, 2006 7:04 PM CST

Remembering you and Toireasa on the eve of her birthday. May you continue to know our Lord's comfort and peace in a special way.
Yolanda Rogers <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Friday, January 6, 2006 11:46 AM CST

Wishing you a wonderful holiday, Julia! Best wishes and good luck with the nursing boards!
Denise R.
NYC, NY USA - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 10:45 PM CST

www.postpals.co.uk
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, September 3, 2005 10:40 AM CDT

Just stopping by to say hello and to let you know that y'all are thought of. Love,
Alison Becker <beckerali@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Friday, August 12, 2005 8:02 PM CDT

What an amazing Lil Girl!! Touched the Hearts of Many I can Tell and Still Does from the Heavens above!! I know this week is hard we will keep you in our prayers and Congrats on the naming of the CATS. Thats awsome I know she is smiling from heaven.
With Gods Love and Peace and most of all Faith
April and "Angel Mae MAe and Mimmie and Boys
www.geocities.com/angelmomfriends5/kayla1.html
www.caringbridge.org/tn/mimmie <babymsmom04@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 12:40 AM CDT

Hoping this finds you all doing well and praying you find peace, I know this had to be a very hard week for you. Congrats on her being added to CATS, thats awesome.
Chris Gooch's mom Share the Love
South Windsor, Ct - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 10:57 PM CDT

HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK

Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, March 26, 2005 4:47 AM CST

Julia: I just want to stop by and congratulate you and angel, Toireasa for her name being added to CATS. Our angels still work miracles, and dreams really do come true still while they are in heaven. Thank you for sharing something so special with all of us. Theresa, Angel Becca's Mom 2-17-95 6-17-04
Theresa <TLockler@aol.com>
Aurora, CO USA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 4:57 AM CST

Dear Julia,
just wanted to leave a "hello". A few days ago I was thinking of Tess on her birthday, and also of you... when are you going to visit us? We can't wait! :-)
Take care, and hug your parents for us!
Swan
ITALY - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 4:14 PM CST

Happy late birthday Toireasa!
Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 2:08 PM CST

Julia,
Wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you yesterday on Toireasa's Birthday. Please let your famaily know I said I! Take care!
Kelly
Kelly Salvador <kksalvador@aol.com>
Damascus, MD USA - Saturday, January 8, 2005 8:40 AM CST

Wouldn't let the day go by without letting you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers as you celebrate the remembrance of Toireasa's birth and life with you this side of Heaven. Praise God we have the OTHER side of this life to live an eternity in with our Lord and those gone before. May He fill your heart with His awesome peace and hope.

Yolanda Rogers <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 7:21 PM CST

Happy Birthday in Heaven, TOIREASA!!

Love, hugs, and forever moving FORWARD...
Eva and Rodney <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves, - Friday, January 7, 2005 7:08 PM CST

Hi Julia! Congrats on nursing school- what a perfect tribute to your daughter- I know the power of her love will make you a wonderful nurse! I noticed you were at CHOP at some point. My little boy got his angel wings there in 5/02. Just wanted you to know you were being thought of today.
Carol Miller (www.caringbridge.org/ky/reidmiller) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Friday, January 7, 2005 4:19 PM CST

Hoping good memories of Toireasa bring an unexpected smile to your face to help you get through the days, especially the milestones when the loss hurts so much more, like tomorrow. I have no answers, only questions, about the grand scheme of life, but am keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.

Chris - Gooch's mom
- Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:19 PM CST

Thinking of you this holiday season!!

Love, hugs, and forever moving FORWARD...
Eva and Rodney <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 22, 2004 7:33 PM CST

My name is Jessica, and I am a college student in Ohio, but I am originally from the DC area. I just wanted you to know that I am one of the many people whose life has been touched by your beautiful, brave daughter. It is still hard for me to understand why so many wonderful kind children had to suffer and die. It really isn't fair. Alex has been a major inspiration in my life too and I guess her and Alex can watch over all the other children fighting this horrible monster together. It really is important to remember these children and to share their stories, and I admire you so much for being able to do that. That is what will keep them alive, keep us going, and someday lead to a cure. I will think of you often. I can shut my eyes and see the face of a littlel girl on a rocking horse who just wanted to stop hurting and for all other kids not to have to hurt either. That little face is all I need to know that this is not too much to ask, and that I need to do my part to help make that happen. I know she will help me, and if I ever forget that the image of her that I have in hy head will remine me again. Thanks again for sharing your daughter with me and with the world. Much love to you.
Jessica Uze <Jessica.Uze@Oberlin.edu>
Arlington/Oberlin, VA/OH USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 11:45 PM CST

Hi Julia,
For some reason I was thinking of you and Toireasa today and just wanted to say hello. Hope all is going well with you!
Terry Miller, Grandma to Angel Mark Salvador <ggmiller8201@msn.com>
- Saturday, October 23, 2004 9:03 AM CDT

Hi my name is Jenna and I came across your website. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts prayers as you continue to remember your daughter.
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna

Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 10:01 PM CDT

Jules,
*settles in for a long hug* It's been a long time since I've come in to the journal. As you've said yourself, things get hectic. But I think of you often. And Tess often as well. Recently on a daily basis, and I realized that I hadn't stopped by and left a note for such a long time.
I'm terribly proud of you. Going into nursing is such a wonderful idea, especially for someone as caring as you are. Chaneling such empathy... Such things can change the world.
I'm very sad to see the news about Alex. Though faith lately has been hard to come by ((Never HOPE, though, that is always in strong supply)), I can truly believe that she is with Tess. And that they are both watching over you and yours.
*great big hugs*
Take care of you, Julia! Good luck with your studies, and I promise to drop in to leave a note more frequently.
Erasea <erasea@lycos.com>
Waldo, ME United States - Saturday, August 21, 2004 2:05 AM CDT

i was just looking for entries about "Cats", but this story touched me really a lot.

i just hope you'll make Toireasa 's dream come true... or
i say.. i'm sure you will.
Good Luck
alessandro
pistoia, Italy - Sunday, August 15, 2004 10:15 AM CDT

Dear Julia,
You have written such beautiful words about the angels......Thinking of you, Toireasa, and your family often.

Terry Miller, Grandma to Angel Mark Salvador (www.caringbridge.org/md/marksalvador) <ggmiller8201@msn.com>
Laytonsville, MD - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 4:52 AM CDT

hi Toireasa

my name is anna mcnamara and i love you wed page and i have my own wed page. i have r.s.d and i maed my page because of the rsd from my faily and friend and pepol to go on it
it is
caringbridge.org/pa/anna.mcnamara
i love doing the updane on it and i do it on mondays or tuesdays and somthtime on wednesdays and i love raeding you updenat and i wish you can go on it. and i hope you can be all haely for live. and i am preat for you 24/7 and and and i do not now if you now the the baend jump5 it is a christan one and i love this sign it call god bless the usa
and here it go
If tomorrow all the things were gone

I hoped for all my life.

And I had to start again

just my family by my side.

I thank my God above

to be living here today.

Cause the flags still stands for freedom

and they can't take that away (e).

CHORUS:

I'm proud to be an American

where at least I know I am free.

And I won't forget the man who died

and gave that right to me.

And I'll gladly stand up next to you

and defend ourselves today.

Cause there ain't no doubt of this land [lamb ?]

God Bless The USA

From the lakes of Minnesota

to the hills of Tennessee.

Across the planes of Texas

from sea to shinning sea (e).

From detroit down to Houston

and New York to LA

It's part of every American heart

It's time to stand and say (e).

i love have it go.
may god bless you and you faily

-
anna
mcnamara
anna mcnamara <amcnamara@entermail.net>
allentown, pa the U S A - Sunday, August 1, 2004 6:08 PM CDT

Im sending all my love to you all,

Love

Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, July 17, 2004 1:03 PM CDT

Julia,

I just wanted to check in and let you know that the Alex's Lemonade Stand in Memory of Toireasa raised over $2,000 last weekend. We had a great time doing the stand and are excited to be able to make this donation in Toireasa's memory. Toireasa's story and picture were also on our local news - they stopped by to do a story on the lemonade stand. Hope all of you are doing well and we'll see you in Chicago in October.
Jennifer Marshall <jmarshall@ddfky.com>
Lexington, KY USA - Friday, June 18, 2004 11:17 AM CDT

Thinking of you guys today. Have a wonderful June and Julia, BEST OF LUCK with the nursing school applications. We definitely need more compassionate, smart medical professionals out there! Please keep us all posted on how it's going.
Namaste,
Denise
NYC, - Friday, June 11, 2004 1:48 PM CDT

as you know alex continues the fight. her efforts this year amaze everyone. what started as a lemonade stand in her front yard, with donations to Toireasa's Dream, has now grown to more than 300 stands this weekend. learn more at www.alexslemonade.com
or www.caringbridge.org/nj/samigray
Sandy Gray <gray56@optonline.net>
Bridgewater, NJ USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 8:39 PM CDT

Hello, just dropping by to send a hug to you

Love Viks on behalf of everyone at Post Pals
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 2:48 PM CDT

Hi Julia, I just wanted to drop by and say hi, I hope you are doing well. Also to tell you that I and my son still think of Tess, it's so hard to believe that it's been two years. God Bless, and take care.

Love always
Cindy (Sunshcat) & Shawn
Cindy <sunsh54@comcast.net>
Baltimore, MD US - Sunday, April 25, 2004 9:22 PM CDT

Love you Julia........
Denise
StL, MO - Sunday, April 25, 2004 2:50 AM CDT

Julia,

Just wanted to drop by and send my best wishes to you and yours. Your little girl is always with you and us :)
Etcy <KittyAngel819@aol.com>
FL - Saturday, April 24, 2004 10:51 PM CDT

Even two years after her passing, we still remember Toireasa and how she touched the lives of people who never were blessed enough to meet her. My best wishes with you.
Idiosylph <cats_swings@hotmail.com>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Saturday, April 24, 2004 6:17 PM CDT

Dear Julia,

when a heart is touched from an angel, you can never forget this feeling.
Our little princess went to the angels two years ago and she had touched us with her smile, her powerful confidence and her love, so that Toireasa will live forever in our hearts.

God bless you, and please take care.
My thoughts are with you.

Karlheinz <Karlheinz.Jahnke@t-online.de>
Bochum, Germany - Saturday, April 24, 2004 6:02 PM CDT

Hi my name is Amanda and i heard from a really special friend about toireasa and i was interested..Im a Cats fan too and that's how I heard about Toireasa was from another one. I'm sure that she is watching you every moment from the special place that God has reserved for her in Heaven...She is in a seat right next to Him. She is more than just your daughter, she is your Guardian Angel.
best wishes
~*~*Amanda~*~*
Amanda <italian_chica13_101@hotmail.com>
Heidelberg, Germany - Saturday, April 24, 2004 4:37 PM CDT

Hello Julia,
just a quick hello, a thought, so many memories. I hope we can meet again very soon.
Little Angel Tess, thanks for everything. Love,

Swan
Italy - Saturday, April 24, 2004 3:11 PM CDT

Dear Julia:

How the 2 years have flown by! Hard to believe that Tess been gone that long. You've been on my mind for the last few days, and I hope that you're doing OK.

Love ya mucho,
~Lori
Lori B <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR - Saturday, April 24, 2004 1:23 PM CDT

Julia,
now it has been two years since Toiresia has climbed the ledder to the Heavyside Layer.
Hope you and your family are doing well.
Take care!
Meike <Demeter@stadt-ohne-namen.de>
Germany - Saturday, April 24, 2004 10:54 AM CDT

Julia I think you have made such a positive impact with the fundraising. Your little girl is not forgotten
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Saturday, April 24, 2004 10:21 AM CDT

Dear Julia
Well, it's the princess two year anniversary today. The same second I saw that it was the 24th april my eyes got teary and I thought of her. You two are often in my thoughts. Take care
Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Saturday, April 24, 2004 3:57 AM CDT

Dear Julia,

I can't believe it's been two years already. On this anniversary, please know that you and Angel Toireasa are in my thoughts. I'll be lighting a candle for you two this weekend. Peace to you on this day.

Love from Denise E
Denise E
NYC, - Friday, April 23, 2004 11:29 PM CDT

Julia,
Good Morning!! How are you doing? As Toireasa 2 year anniversary aroung the corner, I wanted you to know that you are in my prayers. God Bless. Have a great day. Fly high in the sky Toireasa
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 7:06 AM CDT

Thinking of you this Easter, Love everyone at Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, April 10, 2004 4:59 PM CDT

Julia, your and Tess' experiences have really changed me. I never actually got to meet her, but I have heard a lot about her, and it really makes me think. I do not know of anyone who has a disease, or has had a disease as bad as can kill, so I would not know the pain that you must have felt, but I want you to know that I am thinking and praying for you. Keep up the journal and all my best wishes in the future!
Rachel <rachel-tranter@ntlworld.com>
Grove, England - Saturday, March 13, 2004 12:41 AM CST

im sure you must get bored of hearing it, and i wish i could find something more orginal to say, but i AM thinking of you,

Love viks from BWC and Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Tuesday, March 9, 2004 7:25 PM CST

HELLO WHAT A BEAUTFULL CHILD . YOU DONT NO ME BUT MY THREE YEAR OLD GRANDSON HAS RHABOMYOSARCOMA- SUP TAPE ALVEOLOR.
HE WAS TWO WHEN IT WAS FOUND , WE NO HOW HARD IT HAS BEEN ON YOU . THE TREARS AND PAIN . NOT BEING ABLE TO SLEEP . GOD BLES YOU AND OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU
DARLENE COX <TURPIN10648@AOL.COM>
GREENVILLE , SC - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 4:28 PM CST

Julia,just sending you a quick hello. You have brought beautiful memories to our time in Philadelphia. Ashley loved being spoiled by your visits. You are truly an inspiration and Toireasa must be just beaming with pride with her dedicated Mom in making 'Toireasa's dream come true'.
Love Tricia
'Angel' Ashley's Mum
www.caringbridge.org/page/ashleygoud
Tricia Goud <ktgoud@cogeco.ca>
Dundas, Ont Canada - Sunday, February 29, 2004 0:07 AM CST

Dear Julia,

Just checking in to say hello. I hope the holidays and Toireasa's birthday were peaceful.

I recently received the nicest news in the world: "It's benign," in reference to a 4cm lesion on my ankle. I wonder if a certain angel was watching out for me!

Best wishes,
Denise E.
New York, , NY - Monday, February 9, 2004 1:29 AM CST

Julia-
I learned about Toireasa's Dream while on a rotation at CHOP. I check back to this site often, and although there haven't been any updates, I hope you are reading these messages because we all are praying for you! Thank you for doing all you do to keep the dream alive! Your angel's story has inspired me to research this awful disease for my school project and beyond. I am looking forward to Alex's Lemonade Stand in June. Anyway, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family! If there is ever a way I can help with the Dream, please email me... I don't have much, but I love to help others!
Trisha <nativegal23@hotmail.com>
chester, pa usa - Sunday, February 8, 2004 2:09 PM CST

Julia, Your angel is a beauty! I love the "I'm free" photo-what joy in her angelic face! Thanks for sharing her with us.
Ellen, Seans Mom

http://caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Ma USA - Sunday, February 8, 2004 9:52 AM CST

La Federació Española de Padres de Niños con Cáncer os envia un fuerte abrazo, estamos con vosotros.
Federació Española de Padres de Niños con Cáncer <federacion@cancerinfantil.org>
St. Vicenç de Torelló-Barcelona, Spain - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 2:47 PM CST

may god continue to bless the little children
darlene a stradford <ladylene2000@yahoo.com>
philadelphia, pa - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 1:13 PM CST

Julia,
Good Morning!! How are you doing? Did you have a good
New Year's? I just realized that it was Toireasa birthday last Wednesday. Happy Belated Birthday Angel Toireasa. Hope all is well. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 8:18 AM CST

Hi Julia~ Just wanted to say Happy Birthday to your beautiful Angel in Heaven... I am sure my Madison is having a wonderful birthday party with Toireasa..
All my love,
Laura
Laura <arizfamof4@cox.net>
Gilbert , AZ USA - Thursday, January 8, 2004 9:00 PM CST

As you celebrate the remembrance of Toireasa's birth and brief but special life with you this side of Heaven, we ask our Lord to hold to tightly in His everlasting Arms and to bless you abundantly with His comfort and peace.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com - <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 5:03 PM CST

Keep Going,Prayer's are strong.

~Tayden~
Hello from South Dakota
- Tuesday, January 6, 2004 10:18 AM CST

Thinking of you and Tess often, and striving to do what it is currently in my power to do for Toireasa's Dream. All your reported efforts keep the rest of us going too.
Carryl (aka Feli; I forget which name I've used in here before) <mail@carryl.com>
London, England - Monday, January 5, 2004 6:03 PM CST

Dear Julia,

Thinking of you, Toireasa, and the other little angels this Christmas, and wishing you a peaceful holiday season.

love and best wishes from Denise
Denise E
NYC, - Sunday, December 21, 2003 2:21 AM CST

Dearest Family

I gently wrap warm thoughts of you
in my little christmas prayers
For Heaven to smile on you
For Angels to watch over you
and the love of Jesus to fill your heart

Have A Merry Christmas
God Bless You And Your Family This Holiday

Chris Ullrich - Grand daughter dx with AML M5 <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma >
Hemingford, Ne USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 1:38 PM CST

hello my name is Jenna and I found Toirea's website through another site. She was beautiful little girl, and I know that is a very special angel looking down on everyone who knew her and loved her dearly. I have met many special friends during some of my hospital visits and I have lost some as well, but I know that they will always be with me no matter what because I have a special place for them in my heart. I was born with a rare bone disease. My site: http://www.matmice.com/home/fighterandchampion
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Saturday, November 29, 2003 3:08 AM CST

Happy Thanksgiving from our house to yours.

Take Care
www.caringbridge.org/sd/quilt
South Dakota - Monday, November 24, 2003 3:17 PM CST

Hi Julia,

What a wonderful update! I'm not surprised to learn that Toireasa is doing such great things and taking care of everyone.

I'm going through my own medical crisis right now, and I'm inspired by the memory of Toireasa's strength and courage. Thank you both for the inspiration!

--Denise Etc.

Denise
NYC, NY - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 10:51 PM CST

Julia,
Hey there! How are you doing? Wow your little Angel has been busy. Just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking about you lately. God Bless. Always in my prayers.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 8:30 AM CST

Julie,
I wanted to come by and visit your precious daughter. Thank you for adding Toireasa to my Christmas Angel Tree and giving me the opportunity to get to know her. My God give you strength and comfort.
Beth Hall <shall4@midsouth.rr.com>
TN - Monday, October 20, 2003 1:36 PM CDT

Hello this is my first time to your daughters page, but I would like to let you know that your in our prayers and thoughts as you continue.

My son was diagnosed March of this year at the age of 2 1/2 years old with Severe aplastic anemia (failure of the bone marrow) since he has no siblings he did the drug therapy and spent some time in the hospital but seems to be in remission I pray. He to has a CB page and the address is caringbridge.org/sd/quilt feel free to come and visit.

Take care and hang in there,

Trish
Trish <royaltree@hotmail.com>
South Dakota - Saturday, October 18, 2003 8:38 PM CDT

It's so comforting to hear these stories. Thank you for sharing!

Love,
Natalie & Lina Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
jacksonville, fl - Friday, October 17, 2003 8:39 AM CDT

Julia-
My goodness, how long it has been since we talked! I must say I haven't read the website in sometime and it was such a joy to look at it this AM before I start my day at work! We need to catch up! Give hugs to the family! XOXO
Meredith <malahl@hotmail.com>
Cleveland, OJ - Friday, October 17, 2003 7:57 AM CDT

Hello Julia, my name is Elizabeth Kuser, the mother of Kristin whose Caring Bridge website you visited recently. Thank you so much for your words of encouragement for Kristin. My husband Tim had found your website some months back, and we were so moved by Toireasa's Dream...and here we are, meeting on the web. We hope to meet you some day on this earth. We know we'll meet your Angel when we go to our Eternal Home. What a beautiful girl she is and what a beautiful heart she has!
Elizabeth Kuser <epkuser@juno.com>
Bethlehem, PA USA - Thursday, October 16, 2003 10:50 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that I've been thinking of you.
Alison Becker <beckerali@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Thursday, October 16, 2003 9:35 PM CDT

Jules where are you??? I haven't heard from you in soooooooo long! Please e mail me when you get a chance. I want to catch up, I'm sure Jack and Toireasa are having a grand old time of it!

Rosie Perry <errojac@comcast.net>
Red Bank, NJ - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 5:47 PM CDT

I regret that I never knew her, but I don't have to know her to see the impact she had on others. Toireasa is and always will be a beautiful person. I want to thank her for offering comfort to her mother still. I love you, Julia!
Elisabeth <elisabethru11@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, July 21, 2003 8:04 PM CDT

What a special girl, what a special mom...God Bless! I am glad she found peace, may you find it as well.
SC <sconway@reedsmith.com>
Fredericksburg, va USA - Monday, July 21, 2003 3:45 PM CDT

I am a 12 year old with neuroblastoma and I would like to say I am very sorry about Toireasa and that I'm glad you have a foundation for her to help other kids like me. Thank you!
Hope
- Thursday, July 10, 2003 5:52 PM CDT

This story touches me so much......Toiraesa was such a strong little girl, and you are such a strong mother.....it must be so hard for you. but remember that your little jellicle princess is in the heavyside layer now, watching you every second.....
Talibabble, from the Cats forum <zenarochelle@msn.com>
- Monday, June 30, 2003 11:32 PM CDT

mroweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee gretings julia its me littlgriz it has bin such along time sins i have sed helowe to you purrrs im so glad your doing wel
christina sattler <Hitinas@aol.com>
lafaet , ga usa - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 7:17 PM CDT

my thoughts and prayers are with you
Mauricio Francois-Eugene <moecphus917@aol.com>
chevy chase, md usa - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 10:39 AM CDT

You had a beautiful daughter. She was so brave. Dont worry god will take care of your child. I loved her and she was so beautiful. I love u both.
Jenna Elizabeth Stiegman <jade_tennischick@yahoo.com>
Burlington, IA U.S.A. - Saturday, June 7, 2003 12:34 AM CDT

Dear Julie,

You Had a wonderful little angel. Toreisa was beautiful and

artistic. You were the love of her life. I love both of you

so much and I hope someday someone will find a cure for

cancer. You had a beautiful daughter. I hope she is doing

well. Just keep her spirit in your heart and soon enough

it will seem like she is right there.
Love, Nicole Amanda Lynn Shrowdre <princess_sweetie2004@hotmail.com>
Easton, IL U.S.A. - Saturday, June 7, 2003 12:25 AM CDT

Hi! I really love you!!! I hope someone will finally find a cure for cancer. I hope you feel well in heaven. I love u toriesa and I always will.
Love, Nicole Amanda Lynn Shrowdre
Easton, IL U.S.A. - Saturday, June 7, 2003 12:21 AM CDT

I got to your daughter's web site thru Alex's

lemonade stand. Wow!!! I am sitting back in awe!!!!!!

what a brave, smart, artisitic little girl. Your daughter

enjoyed every second god gave her on this earth and you as

her mother, you helped her do that!!!! May she reign in

God's almighty kingdom, putting on the best show CATS their
is!!!

May she always be at your side

pushing you to stop that pain, and helping find a cure..

God Bless you and your little Angel!!!
An angel in waiting <Heavensent@aol.com>
Philadelphia, Pa USA - Saturday, June 7, 2003 7:52 AM CDT

Julia,
I just read Rio`s story.I send you love and comfort from very deep in my heart.My great- grandmother died of cancer so I know what you went through.
Love,
JellyWethen
Tory Borkowski <Harley_Quinn_12@Yahoo.com>
Covington, KY USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 4:29 PM CDT

Julia,
I just spent quite a bit of time reading past journal entries. I have not known you for long Julia, but what I do know is that you are unique, you are a gift, you are joy, you are ALIVE! You are amazing to me lady, I am absolutely in AWE of you, you are beautiful! I can see that little Tesser from what I have read was/is so much like her mommie, full of life, full of love and full of joy and laughter!!! I can not explain the feeling I have after just finishing up reading on the past posts. I do know this, you have reached out to me in my time of horror and you have helped me so much with your letters entitled "HI Beautiful"! You always manage to put a smile on my face.
You are so full of LOVE Julia, I do not think I have ever met anyone quite like you, although I have only "met" you thru our computers! and I feel so incredibly blessed to know you and have you as my friend. With all that you have been thru, you are always there with a big "I LOVE YOU!"
You are an amazingly beautiful woman inside and out Julia,
thank you for your friendship.
Tesser would have grown up to be just like her mommy, what a beautiful angel she is and all who are around her are delighted that she is there with them, they are lucky and blessed. I bet she has a zillion friends in heaven and she reaches out to each and every one of them and tells them she loves them. The two of you are an inspiration to me.
Thank you God for putting this wonderful friend in my life and heart.
I love you Julia! I love you Tessers!
Your friend,
Justine
Justine <quilapoo@aol.com>
Lake Oswego, OR USA - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 8:05 PM CDT

The web site looks fantastic! Congratultions....godmother!
I saw pictures of Claire, she is precious. Wishing everyone well. Hope to see you in DC before you head on out!
Mel
Melanie Auerbach <ma6083@aol.com>
Washington DC, - Thursday, May 22, 2003 11:45 AM CDT

I can't even imagine how hard this day has been for you. But I know your lovely daughter is looking down from heaven and wraping her angel wings around you and giving you the most wonderful ANGEL HUG. And, I know you'll feel it.
What a wonderful and beautiful daughter. Her spirit lives on.
Thinking of you this Mothers Day.
0:) 0:) 0:) angel smiles
- Sunday, May 11, 2003 11:19 PM CDT

I got really upset when I read Toreisa's story, because she was such a brave, beautiful child. But I realized that she went to heaven because she belonged there.
Emily
- Monday, May 5, 2003 4:03 PM CDT

I hope you always remember that god will take care of her and shes liveing a less painful life.
Cynthia Nabozny <hahagrl33>
- Monday, May 5, 2003 2:29 PM CDT

I feel sorry for her family and i hope u know she will be with God in heaven and be happy.
Kara Hattemer-Plant <koolkbay93@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 5, 2003 2:22 PM CDT

Hey! I heard about this website from Alex Scott! I think she's smart!
Emily Margaret Litton <litton@fuse.net>
Walton, KY United States - Friday, May 2, 2003 8:53 AM CDT

I read the journal on the main page and it was very touching. I hope the best of your family as u set forward without toireasa. But everyone knows that she is looking over us in heaven. I will keep her in my prayers!
Abbey
Cincinnati, Ohio U.S.A - Friday, May 2, 2003 8:09 AM CDT

Hello. I heard about this website on Alexslemonade.com.
Alexis Petersen
- Wednesday, April 30, 2003 6:23 PM CDT

Julia: You are always in my heart, and in my prayers. God bless you, and may God find a cure--now!! See you at Tir Na Nog, kiddo. All my love, Michael

Michael Mullen <mmullen64@hotmail.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Monday, April 28, 2003 3:25 PM CDT

I was shown this page by a friend of mine from the CATS forum. I heard of Tess from there, and wanted to know her story.

The story of Tess touched me greatly, and I am sorry I never got to know her, as she seems such a wonderful little person. My thoughts and prayers go out to you, and a thought will always remain with me every day, for Tess, even though I never had a chance to know her.

Becky McMahon <xtreme_obsession_uk@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, England - Friday, April 25, 2003 8:00 PM CDT

Just wanted to drop a line as you and your family are in my thoughts. Your courage and dedication are inspiring. May you find peace within eachother.
Many blessings.
Ali
Washington, DC - Friday, April 25, 2003 3:12 PM CDT

Julia, Glenn and I are thinking about you and remembering your amazing child, sadly missed.
Love, your DC neighbor Catherine
Catherine
- Friday, April 25, 2003 12:55 AM CDT

Julia, dearest,
just wanted to drop out a line for you and Tess. Today we are missing her more than ever. My thoughts are with you, and your parents, and Michael and Stella and all the rest of your family. Please accept my tight hugs, for you and for them. I hope we'll meet again very soon.
Swan
Swan <silverswan@inwind.it>
ITALY - Thursday, April 24, 2003 1:25 PM CDT

Julia,

Please know you and Toireasa are in my daily thoughts and prayers. Sending all my love to you today...I know she is sending down some beautiful sun rays today. I am sure she and John Russell are smiling down on us! Thinking of you...
Love,
Shannon (John Russell's "bestest buddy")
Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, April 24, 2003 1:00 PM CDT

My favourite quotes by Toireasa:

"Mommy, come here I have something important to tell you... Remember, that no matter what happens, I love you very much! Never forget how much I love you. Say that mommy, say you'll never forget!"

"I'm still fighting! I'm not ready to give up yet... even if it doesn't work for me, it may help the doctors find a cure.. I want the pain to stop... I don't want any other children to hurt like me."

"That's a sad story mommy. Are you talking about David or me?"
"Well we're talking about David right now, would you like to talk about you?"
"No mommy. I know you're really talking about me and that's ok, because I've already talked to my angels and we are going to be ok... I won't have cancer anymore and I'll be able to run and play again."

"I do not want any more chemo. I do not want to be sick anymore. I do not want any more surgeries. When I go, I want to go at home with my mommy, my grandmommy, my grandpa, my dog, my bird, and my cousin Madeline."

"You know mommy, Jack is in heaven with God now and he doesn't have cancer anymore. That's pretty cool."

"Mommy, you know, I'm fighting for my life."

"Mommy, didn't Rawan's mommy tell me that Islam meant 'Peace'?"
"Yes."
"Then why don't those people understand?"

"Mommy, you don't have to worry about me because I'm brave"
"Oh sweetheart you are the bravest girl I know!"
"I know, but I don't get scared anymore because God told me to be brave."

"I'm still a little wobbly."

"Munkustrap fights Macavity like my mommy fights my cancer"

"When children die, they become angels in heaven and they don't have cancer anymore!"

"You know, I have two best friends in heaven... Jesus and Mary."

"I Love You Mommy."

Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Thursday, April 24, 2003 11:40 AM CDT

This must be such a sad day for all of you. I hope you all find solace and some peace in knowing that Toireasa's spirit and life is making a difference for the many other children inflicted with such horrible diseases.
You are all such a strong family. I hope the summer brings warmth and joy to you.
You are in my thoughts,
KT
Kate Tagert
San Diego , CA USA - Thursday, April 24, 2003 10:33 AM CDT

Julia, I'm so glad that I found Toireasa's site so I got to know you and the princess. I miss her very much even if I never met her. Will be thinking much of you today. Take care.

Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Thursday, April 24, 2003 9:53 AM CDT

Julia,

Just wanted to let you know that my thoughts are with you and Toireasa today. I am very fortunate to have known her and met you and your family. Hope to hear from you soon.

Brandon
Washington, DC USA - Thursday, April 24, 2003 9:20 AM CDT

Hello Everyone,
I just wanted to let you all know I am thinking of you and your wonderful family today. As always, Toireasa is in my heart, today especially. I thank you all for allowing me into your lives and family. Toireasa has been an inspiration to so many of us, and we are all blessed to have known her. I love you all and you are in my prayers today.
Lots of Love,
Melanie
Melanie <ma6083@aol.com>
Washington DC, 20009 - Thursday, April 24, 2003 7:55 AM CDT

Jules,
Just a note to say that I'm thinking of you. Tess is and has been on my mind and in my heart. Everyone here sends their hello's, and their love.
Erasea <erasea@lycos.com>
Sandy Point, ME USA - Thursday, April 24, 2003 7:19 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you and Toireasa today. You are both in my prayers. Wanted to also say how much I admire you for your continued efforts to keep "Toireasa's Dream" alive and the way you are helping other children and their families with your fundraising efforts to find a cure@
Kristin A. Milosek <kmilosek@saul.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Thursday, April 24, 2003 7:06 AM CDT

Julia,
I am sending extra prayers and thoughts today. I can not believe it has been one year. What a shock that time has passed so quickly. God Bless you and Have a Blessed Day! In my prayers always.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Thursday, April 24, 2003 6:59 AM CDT

Julia,
Thinking of you, your family, and especially Toireasa today.
Love,
Terry Miller (Grandma to Angel Mark Salvador) <ggmiller@erols.com>
Laytonsville, MD - Thursday, April 24, 2003 5:09 AM CDT

To Tess...whereever you are...

You'll never know just how much you've been loved and missed....

You'll never know just how many lives you've touched so deeply, in your brief life....

Forever in our hearts, and keep on dancin'!

Love, Lori aka Carmelcat
Lori Bouchard <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR - Thursday, April 24, 2003 1:46 AM CDT

In my heart, and in my prayers, she will never be forgotten.

Hugs to everyone whose lives she touched
thank you princess for the lessons you taught us
artcat
Houston, TX - Thursday, April 24, 2003 1:18 AM CDT

You are in our thoughts and prayers as Toireasa's first homegoing anniversary draws upon you. We know from experience how impossibly hard these special days can be. We pray that our Lord may draw you close in His everlasting arms and that you might confidently rest on His precious promises. Without a doubt, Toireasa is whole, safe, secure and joyfully awaiting a wonderful family reunion in our Lord's glorious presence.
Yolanda Rogers, Mommy to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com - <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 6:18 PM CDT

Happy Easter Julia and Angel Toireasa! Thinking of you girls...I am sure John Russell has had Toireasa on a zillion tractor rides through those heavenly fields as well as going on a fantastic Easter egg hunt! You are in my everyday thoughts and prayers. God bless you. Happy Easter : )

Love,
Shannon
(John Russell's "bestest buddy")
Shannon <www.caringbridge.org/page/johnrussell>
Eden Prairie, MN - Sunday, April 20, 2003 9:44 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. I am thinking of you today. God Bless you and your family through these hard times.

http://www.geocities.com/hlcmstars3/LianneMaytlande.html
Leah <leah2k5@earthlink.net>
Austin, TX USA - Saturday, April 19, 2003 3:55 PM CDT

I am not sure what to say, as I dont want to pretend to even begin to imagine what you are going through. But I wanted to drop by and extend my condolences and wishes that Toireasa is pain free and at peace, looking over you all.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site

- Saturday, April 19, 2003 1:04 AM CDT
Julia,
I hope you have a Happy Easter. In my prayers always. Thinking of you and Toireasa. I can not believe it is going to be 1 year next week. It breaks my heart to know that she was such a fighter. God Bless you.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Friday, April 18, 2003 7:53 AM CDT
Dear Julia -
It's been almost a year since I signed this book, though I still check the site regularily. In my town, spring is finally starting to appear, and all the sun makes me think of our Jellicle Princess, and the sunlight she brought into our lives.
~*She is forever in our hearts and minds*~
Love, pixie dust, and prayers to you, Julia. Thank you.

Saren [aka "Lenisaren" in the CATS community] <eponine_85@yahoo.com>
Ithaca, NY - Thursday, April 17, 2003 7:52 PM CDT
What a great website to visit. I want to go into practice with Pediatric Oncology and hearing Toireasa's spiritual outlook makes me want it more and more everyday! I hope to give to these children more than they will give to me. Julia-keep her spirit alive!! I enjoy hearing all about her. Warmest Regards, Sheri (Tir Na Nog)
Sheri Golden <sherigolden13@aol.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 3:15 PM CDT
You are an amazing woman! Your daughter certainly got her strength and bravey from you. what a beautiful family! Thanks for all of your hard work for our NB kids! God bless, THANK YOU!! love, Angela (Christi's Mom - NB - Refractory Disease / now on a Phase One Trial)
Angela Thomas <www.ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Sunday, April 13, 2003 10:45 PM CDT
Sorry for your loss, but amazed at your determination to help others out. I have followed both your story and Alex S. since our son was diagnosed back in October. My thoughts are with you.

Taylor's WebPage

Jim, Kim and Taylor Watts <WEBMASTER@TAYLORWATTS.ORG>
MCCALLA, AL USA - Sunday, April 13, 2003 12:46 AM CDT
Hi, I read about Alex and Toiressa in the NOVEMBER 11, 2002 edition of TIME magazine. The story really touched me. I would love to learn more about the CANCER that both have.
Sarah Wofford <sarahbara37@hotmail.com>
Memphis, tn usa - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 5:53 PM CDT
Julia,
I cannot express my sorrow for you in any measurable way. Just know, that you are a beautiful person, as was your daughter. Leave it to you to perform this noble and very needed task to help all the sick children in the world. You always were a go-getter. I never knew you as a mother, but I can see that you were one of the best. Keep smiling, my thoughts are with you.
Love,
your friend
Jodi
Jodi <jodi.l.hurwitz@gsk.com>
Warwick, Rhode Island USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 6:18 PM CST
Julia: Your continued dedication to your daughter's dream is truly uplifting!! I can't imagine how anyone could lose a child and not want to have that child's legacy continue! You do your daughter and all children stricken with cancer such an honor! I check in each week on Alex's page to look for any fundraising in our area. Looking forward to the next Lemonade sale which I am sure will surpass last year's proceeds.

My thoughts and prayers will be with you in the coming weeks. April 24 is marked on my calendar in work - I believe we all need to remember Toireasa and her dream if nothing but to keep us grounded on what is really important in our lives. Hope you are doing well and will check in with you soon.
Kristin A. Milosek <kmilosek@saul.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 11:13 AM CST
Dear Julia,
Jus checking in to say hello. As always, you and the little Princess are in my thoughts. Best wishes for a peaceful spring and Easter holiday. God bless.
Peace and love,
Denise R.
Denise R. <IsabellaDenise@aol.com>
- Tuesday, March 18, 2003 12:07 AM CST
I was so touched by the pictures of your beautiful, smiling, happy little girl. You must miss her so much.
Thank you for sharing your angel with us.

Love, Marianne, Rashid's mom
http://www.rashid.nl
Marianne <mariannepoulie@hotmail.com>
Amsterdam, netherlands - Saturday, March 8, 2003 9:16 AM CST
I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet little girl, she was so adorable. I too lost my little girl. My Sarah drowned while my ex mother in law was supposed to be watching her. I know how hard it is to want just one more minute with them to hold and hug them. I pray God will give you some peace knowing you will see her again. Lots of hugs, Chandra mommy to Angel Sarah Helaina-Lee Moore
http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/m/myangelsarah
Chandra Moore <chandrankids@aol.com>
Sand Springs, OK USA - Saturday, March 8, 2003 7:59 AM CST
I am so sorry for the loss of your angel. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers!
Heidi <momof3@chartermi.net>
Grand Haven, MI USA - Saturday, March 8, 2003 7:35 AM CST
http://www.geocities.com/hlcmstars1/MitchellFraser.html

As a mother who has lost a child to Neuroblastoma, my thoughts are with you. We lost Mitchell at age 23 months, after an eight month battle at the Hospital for Sick Children in Toronto. For such a rare form of cancer, there certainly seems to be an outbreak. If there is anything I can do to help you get through this journey, having just completed my year of "firsts" without Mitchell, please do not hesitate to ask! I have sent you the link to Mitchell's site. If you feel up to it, please visit and be sure to sign the Guestbook! Take Care!
Laura Fraser <laura_john_fraser@sympatico.ca>
Bowmanville, Ontario Canada - Thursday, March 6, 2003 8:21 PM CST
Well, Julia, we open '...Forum' tomorrow night. I'm starting to get a little nervous - it's been *ages* since I was onstage. I have a great song called 'That Dirty Old Man', and I'm told that last night's dress rehearsal was my best at that song yet - probably 'cause Tessa was in my heart. Keep your fingers crossed for me - I'll be thinking of you and all those who visit here.

Love ya!!

JelliclePat
Patricia G. Gerresheim <pat_gerresheim@prodigy.net>
West Shokan, NY USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 4:48 PM CST
Julia, I am sorry for your loss. I will say a special prayer for you and your beautiful daughter today. I hope the golf tournaments go well.
Darlene Melkonian
www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko
Darlene and Christopher Melkonian <melkonid@comcast.net>
Gaithersburg, MD - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 7:15 AM CST
Julia, very sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter.
Hugs & prayers....
Chris ~ Gooch's Site

- Saturday, March 1, 2003 7:33 AM CST
Hi Julia!
I just wanted you to know that I think of you and Tess very often. I read about her last time on earth in the journal a few days ago and I really cried. When I first found out that she was gone I couldn't cry, but now I almost cry just by looking at a picture of her, especially that when she rides on Hope. That smile shows what a strong and wonderful girl she was and is. Again, I must tell you what a strong woman you are Julia. Not many persons would go trough all this and still have the strength to make a fund and deal with it like you do.
Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Saturday, March 1, 2003 6:23 AM CST
I came across your webpage for your precious Toireasa and am just in tears. I am so very sorry for your loss. I have an online childrens memorial...and would be honored to add a star in memory of Toireasa if you would like one.
My thoughts and prayers will be with you and your whole family....Praying that God's love will be a source of comfort and strength to you - now and in the days ahead…
God bless
Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com
Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial <heavenlylights@charter.net>
mn - Thursday, February 27, 2003 11:04 PM CST

Julia, YOU are a most amazing mother who gave and still continues to give yourself to your MOST AMAZING daughter! She's beautiful!!! I sat and read your updates for about the last hour and I am in awe of you, truly as well as little Toiresa. I'm so sorry for your loss of little Toiresa but I'm confident that her little spirit is right here with all of us and that is such a wonderful feeling. My little friend Lance from Oregon is also battling Neuroblastoma and that is how I came upon your page. I pray for miracles for him and know that little Toiresa is comforting him along with God. Thank you for letting us into your lives, I will continue to pray for all the children with this horrible monster called cancer.
Lisa Searle <lisa.searle@relizon.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Friday, February 21, 2003 4:49 PM CST
julia, your sincere loyalty to your daughter and her cause is an inspiration to me in my every day ventures...keep up the good work!!!!
kenny the king <bms1829@hotmail.com>
philadelphia, pa - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 2:22 PM CST
Julia, dearest,
just a few lines to tell you that you are in my thoughts every day, and I really hope to meet you again as soon as possible. I never forget about Tess and will try to do my best to support her Dream.
All my Love,
Swan
Swan <silverswan@inwind.it>
ITALY - Sunday, February 9, 2003 5:25 PM CST
Julia,
My prayers and thoughts are with you. God Bless you with the courage to keep Toireasa's Dream alive.
Michelle <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 6:48 AM CST
Julia - Like you, I've had a tough time dealing with the holidays and all without our little Princess, even though I only knew her through this wonderful site and your wonderful updates.

I thought you'd like to know that, last June, a co-worker found an abandoned mother cat and her five kittens. We found homes for three of the kittens right away, and I agreed to foster mama and the other two. Well, they'd bonded so tightly, and it's hard to find homes for a trio, so Marmelith and I have wound up with them, for a total of six - count 'em 6 - cats. The mother is an elegant short-hair tabby with a white face, so her name is Cassandra. Her two boys are almost identical, and at first I couldn't tell them apart, so they were dubbed Thing One and Thing Two. However, they turned out to be such kleptomaniacs that they are now Mungojerrie and Rumpleteazer, though I still call them 'Ting-Ting' now and then. Their father must've been part Persian and part Maine Coon Cat, 'cause they both have longish fur (not as long as a Persian's, though) and a ruff around the neck. They can be holy terrors, especially when they've got cabin fever, but they're darlings, too.

BTW, I'm in rehearsals for an amateur production of 'A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum' right now. I've already turned in my biography for the program, and I'm dedicating my performance to Tess.

Keep up the wonderful work, Julia. I keep you in my prayers constantly.

JelliclePat
Patricia G. Gerresheim <pat_gerresheim@prodigy.net>
West Shokan, NY USA - Saturday, February 1, 2003 10:03 PM CST
hi julia its me littlgriz howe are you happy new year ilove that poem it mens alot tto me
christina <Hitinas@aol.com>
chattanooga , tn usa - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 03:44 PM (CST)
I have hope one day toireasa's dream will be cured very soon, Julia. Keep the dream alive. <3 ya. jenn from Tir na nog
Jennifer <Jenniferhaigh@aol.com>
Philadelphia, pa 19125 - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 11:52 PM (CST)
Hello Julia. I just found your site tonight, and I felt the need to leave you this little note. I grieve with you for your loss, and I will add you, your family, and your daughter to my prayers. I'm thankful that you and your daughter are CATS fans, otherwise I would never have even learned of such a detrimental disease, and I thank the Jellicle Chronicles website for finding this site. To see the strength your daughter held and that you hold is like a breath of fresh air to me, since I rarely see such strength. I will keep watching this site to see how you and your family continue to fare.

Love and Light
Victoria (otherwise known as silverstorm, sil, and a number of other online screen names :))
Victoria
Austin, TX USA - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 12:11 AM (CST)
Happy New Year, Julia!
It's been awhile since I last left a note here. But always know that you are on my mind and in my heart. I think of both you and dear Tess daily. To you here with us, and Tess watching from above, may this year keep us all as close and caring as the one before.
My Love,
Erasea <erasea@lycos.com>
Sandy Point, ME USA - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 02:07 AM (CST)
Julia, Peter/Marmelith and I hope you have a lovely Christmas (all 12 days of it) and Epiphany. Tess is still in our minds and hearts, as are you. All the best to you and all Jellicles for the New Year. JelliclePat

Patricia G. Gerresheim <pat_gerresheim@prodigy.net>
West Shokan, NY USA - Monday, December 30, 2002 at 08:47 PM (CST)
Hi Julia, I can't believe its been 2 years since we met James is doing well. Just heard from Tonya she's doing great. Chrissi and Rich also doing good. email me back like to say hi and Merry Cristmas and Happy New Year
Kathy & Jim Pekarovich <Kittie1011@cs.com>
Belford, NJ usa - Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 10:13 PM (CST)
Merry Christmas Julia! I hope you have a great day!
I'll try to email you back ASAP :-).

Again....Merry Christmas
Jenny
Jenny Wilson
London, England - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 03:29 AM (CST)
Julia,

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family celebrating Christmas. Although Tess isn't here anymore, her spirit is right there with you at Christmas. :)

Love ya!

~Lori
Lori Bouchard <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR 97306 - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 12:54 AM (CST)
I really hope you'll have a good christmas. I'm sorry I haven't sent you the story yet but I promise that you will get it before this year is over. Remember that I think of you and Tess every day.
Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 05:11 PM (CST)
Dear Julia,
As this holiday season draws near, I just wnated to sign the Guestbook to let you know that you and Toireasa are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope this Christmas will be a time of peace for you.

Love and best wishes,
Denise Etc.
Denise <IsabellaDenise@aol.com>
- Friday, December 20, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CST)
Hi Jules:

I know that this is a hard time for you. Please know that you are in our prayers now more than ever. We're just a phone call away. Much Love, Lisa Wackler
Lisa Wackler <gatorwack@aol.com>
Washington, DC USA - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 08:32 PM (CST)
I really meant to make an entry in the book before now but my computer was broken and refused to let me do it. This is one of the bravest families I have ever had the honour of hearing of. I am so sorry that you had to lose someone especially as special and remarkable as Toireasa. She has definitly been a inspiration to me and my friends. Thank you.
Kitten Kisses
Kitten

"Moonlight turn your face to the Moonlight
Let your memory lead you, open up enter in
If you find there the meaning of what happiness is
Then a new life will begin"
For Toireasa
Kitten <rumplekitten@hotmail.com>
Kilkenny, ireland - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 01:23 PM (CST)
DEAR: JULIA
I FOUND OUT ABOUT YOUR WEBSITE THROUGH ALEX'S WEBSITE THT I READ IN A MAGAZINE,AND IT IMPRESS ME. KEEP FIGHTING, WE NEED TO HAVE LOTS OF HOPE AND FAITH, MY BLESSINGS TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.

MERITA <NENATRAVIESA2003@AOL.COM>
ST. PETERSBURG, FL USA - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 11:53 PM (CST)
Dear Julia:-
Good luck with your program thing you have going on!Toiresa has touched my heart as a fellow CATS fan.((((Mucho Hugs)))
Zoe <zydeko@excite.com>
PA USA - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 10:57 AM (CST)
Dear Julia:
I found out about your website thru the web page of alexslemaonade.com.I read about Alexandra in Times magazine and was truly inspired by her courage.Going thru a hard time myself,she gave the courage to cope up with the loss.I didnot know anything about this disease and I truly commend you and everyone else who is making such an effort to create awareness and collect funds to help others.I promise to help you all as much as I can.My good wishes with all of u,may god give u more strength to carry on this noble cause.Your daughter lives on in your work, for kids who uou are helping.She is smiling from heaven,may god bless her.
Take care
Indira.
Indira Chatterjee <ashishdolly90@yahoo.com>
New York, NY 10001 - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 11:03 AM (CST)
This really captures my interest as we lost our grandchild 12/2/1998 to nuroblastoma. My heart goes out to those that have lost their children as well as those that continue to battle the disease.
Judy Eastman
New Ulm , MN USA - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 02:22 PM (CST)
Julia,

It's so nice to hear all you've been doing! I've gotten several calls about Alex's article and several people mentioning Toireasa - funny because they've never met her, but I (who also never met her!) told them all about her!! Her spirit is there every time you do something for the foundation or the hospital or for another person...

You're often in my thoughts,

Natalie Rak (www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina) <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 07:05 PM (CST)
I read a little bit about Toireasa and Toireasa's Dream in a Time article about Alex. I have deep compassion for all who were close to Toireasa, and am happy that her friend Alex is going on.
Melissa P.
- Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 06:22 PM (CST)
Hey Julia,
Funny that you should update on Jack's birthday!!! I have been thinking about you a lot and hope you are doing well. I know our babies are having fun together.
Thinking of you
Rosie
Mom to angel Jack 11/1/96-9/19/01....truly a MIGHTY BOY
Rosaleen Perry <errojac@comcast.net>
RedBank, NJ - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 04:44 PM (CST)
Oh what a beautiful angel you have. I just laughed and cried through your summissions. She was so worried about you. I think all little girls are like that. I have 4 children and my daugther is the one who has to be right near me at all times. God bless you and your family....your little angel is with you all the time in mind body and soul.....when you feel that tickle its her wings rubbing against you to make you smile.....^i^
Joanne <mom2tydakasc2002@yahoo.ca>
Canada - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 02:41 PM (CST)
It has been 5 years since my son passed away (not from cancer) but his birthday was 4 November and mine is coming up on 11 November and I was feeling a little down until I read Alex's story and saw your little one's story here also. What remarkable courage and strength these special children have shown. These children will be in my heart - probably forever. I just heard that country song "Dance" when I was reading about Tesser and I will think of her whenever I hear it in the future. May God bless you and keep you enfolded in his loving arms............
Lisa Sanders <lbrinkhoff@hotmail.com>
St. Augustine, FL USA - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 02:55 PM (CST)
julie keep it going. mike across the street
michael staranowicz <staranowicz@budd.thyssenkrupp.com>
philadelphia, pa usa - Thursday, November 07, 2002 at 09:23 AM (CST)
I read about your daughter through reading about Alex Scott. What brave girls! I am sorry about the loss of little Toireasa. She seemed to have such spirit! : ) There is a song called April 24, 1981 that is sung by Rick Springfield. It is in memory to his father who passed away that day. Now I will think of Toireasa when I hear it.
Christina
San Jose, CA USA - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 03:28 PM (CST)
Dear Julia,
I'm not sure you'll remember me, but we met last December when Toireasa was getting ready to do the Phase II MIBG trial at CHOP. My son Charles was there for the same thing and you were going to be right after us. We only met for a minute, but I've thought of you often. I'm so sorry to hear that Toireasa died. I'm sorry for you, but not for her. It's harder on those of us left behind. Charles died March 10. I saw the article about Alex Scott in People and started to read it because it mentioned neuroblastoma. I was just floored when I saw Toireasa's name--talk about a small world! I admire what you're doing for neuroblastoma research, what a crappy disease. I emailed Alex's mom about you before I realized you had a Caring Bridge page, I just want you to know that I have lifted you up in prayer since December and I will continue to do so. God knows what He's doing, even when it's not apparent to us. And I know is Charles and Toireasa are watching Scooby-Doo movies (we own them all!) right now!
Susan DeGroot <Homeagainfarm92aol.com>
Mason, MI USA - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 09:49 PM (CST)
I recently read the article in the People Magazine about Alex and learned about your daughter. I am sad to hear that she lost her battle. I am glad to see that Alex is doing something to try to be this disease in the memory of Toireasa. God Bless your Family.
Michelle <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 08:42 AM (CST)
Just wanted to say Hi, And let you know that we are always thinking of you. Kathy & Jimmy, Katy Emily and James
McDonald house 12/2000-1/2001
Kathy Pekarovich <Kittie1011@cs.com>
Middletown, NJ - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 09:38 PM (CST)
Ciao Jul!
Just a thought, across the ocean, from a little friend. I’ve heard several times: “lifegoeson”. You taught me: this wondrous
LIFE
GOES
ON.
Now I need it, somehow: so thanks again.
Give my regards to your family, hug your father for me.
Maybe it won’t take so long to meet us again.
Filippo <pilippo@hotmail.com>
Rimini, Italy - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 04:24 PM (CST)
Dear Julia and everyone: Just wanted to let you know that I still think about you every day. The picture of Tess with the Cats is still on my file cabinet at work, and it sure inspires me. I hope all is well with you. I look forward to your next post. Take care, and be well.

JelliclePat and Marmelith

Patricia G. Gerresheim <pat_gerresheim@prodigy.net>
West Shokan, NY USA - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 08:54 PM (CDT)
for the 6 month anniversary, I thought it would be nice to post a list I made for Tess and her mom:

Life Lessons from a Five Year Old

In memory of Toireasa, I jotted down a lot of stuff gleaned from Julia’s journal, and I found so many lessons in life through a five year old girl….so, if things start to look bad, remember that your problems are so small compared to what Tess and her loving Mom had gone through.

· Determination (8/13/00)
· Compassion (8/14/00)
· Joy-sense of fun (8/17/00)
· Playfulness (8/23/00)
· Nurturing (8/30/00)
· Upbeat (8/30/00)
· Inner strength (9/1/00)
· Goes out in style (9/7/00)
· Spirited (9/17/00)
· Does a happy dance (9/17/00)
· Is a real trooper! (10/10/00)
· BIG appetite..LOL! (10/10/00)
· Tough fighter (10/23/00)
· A BIG heart (11/2/00)
· Power of prayer (11/11/00)
· Sense of humor (11/13/00)
· A Princess in charge! LOL (11/16/00)
· Listens to God (11/18/00)
· Silliness (12/11/00)
· Loving (12/14/00)
· Giving (12/22/00)
· Prays for others (2/2/01)
· Miss Little Independent! (2/2/01)
· Energetic (5/7/01)
· Peaceful (9/20/01)
· Fights for life (11/9/01)
· Hopeful (riding on HOPE) (2/12/02)
· Laughter in spite of pain (2/15/02)
· In order to fly, you gotta have faith HOPE, trust & fairy dust! (2/17/02)
· Rainbow Sherbet…MMMM! (2/18/02)
· A wonderful actress (2/25/02)
· Smell up the house! (“Stinky Pants”) (3/3/02)
· Runs the house (3/3/02)
· Never gives up (3/23/02)
· Surround yourself with loved ones (3/31/02)
· Enjoy the sun; live to the fullest (4/3/02)
· Wear Monkey jammies & slippers all day long (4/3/02)
· Paint sunsets with angels (4/6/02)
· Donut holes, coffee and tea, oh my! (4/10/02)
· Blue raspberry cotton candy-MMMM! (4/15/02)
· Dress up, put on make-up, and paint nails w/BLUE glitter! (4/15/02)
· Be polite to the Tooth Fairy! LOL (4/18/02)
· Do things in YOUR way, & in YOUR own time (4/18/02)
· Play with your loved ones (4/20/02)
· LOVE, no matter who or what (4/20/02)
· “I LOVE YOU” (4/21/02)
· Courage, in spite of fear (4/24/02)
· “MOM……….”

The bond and LOVE between a mother and daughter will NEVER be broken…..

It’s just amazing what a tiny soul can do in her short life, to touch so many…I know that I will be a better person for this.

NOW AND FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS….and keep on dancin’!

With love,
Lori :)

Lori Bouchard <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 08:16 PM (CDT)
I hope you're doing okay. If it helps, I think about you and Toireasa from time to time, especially when I go to the theatre (I saw Beauty and the Beast recently, and it's one of those magical shows, like Cats, that I think Toireasa would like.)
Carryl (aka Feliciradeya) <feliciradeya@yahoo.com>
Southampton, UK - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 12:23 PM (CDT)
Julia,
I jsut wanted you to know not a day goes by when I do not think of you or Tess, you both really touched my lives and those of my friends. best of luck to you, I am soo happy to hear about the progress of Tess' dream.
-artcat
artcat <artcat@ev1.net>
TX USA - Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 10:28 PM (CDT)
hey julia how are you doing. I called the other day to tell
you that kelly had her baby boy. He was 5 weeks early and mom and baby are doing fine. Bradley is getting his scans done in November. So please pray for us that everything is going to be fine. Please call me asoon as you can get a chance. I have some good news about how I'm doing in my NEW LIFE.
Kelly already knows and she is exciting for me. No it is not a baby remember I'm all done with that part of my Life.
So call me if you want to know. And I hope everybody is doing well. Take care julia and Ilove you and we all miss you.

Love,
Kathleen,Brittany,and Bradley
kathleen <KAT @.COM>
lexingtonpark, md U.S.A - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 09:01 AM (CDT)
I have been following Toireasa's unfortunate sufferings for over a year now. I hadn't known that she had passed, and now I feel as though I had actually known her. I feel as though a close friend of mine has passed without my knowing. Toireasa will always be a beautiful child that, even though her years were cut short, she, along with those who have passed from the disease, will still be remembered through heavy reseach and funding.

Even though you may say you aren't brave, you realy are, Julia. I know I could NEVER go through that and remain strong like you did. God bless you, Julia! You are truly the strongest person I know (or have come across).

If you ever need anything, please e-mail me. You and Toireasa have always been in my thoughts.

God bless you, Julia, and take care! Toireasa will live forever in our hearts.
Mistodemeter (Laurie) <LargerThanLife14@hotmail.com>
IN USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 11:52 AM (CDT)
Hi Julia!
This is John Russell's friend Shannon (I met you and toireasa about a yr ago from this summer). Just wanted to tell you that you are always in my thoughts and prayers. You have helped raise quite a bit of money for NB research- you keep at it girl! That is so great to hear! I have to say that Toireasa was the "neatest" girl that I have met. She had the personality of a 21 year old. I am so fortunate to have met her. She was such a special soul and one that has left a smile on my face. I know she is watching over my special buddy John Russell. So glad I got to meet you both. You keep up the fundraising and keep us all posted on your journey to stop the pain. We love you!

God Bless,
Shannon
Shannon <shannm07@hotmail.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 11:52 AM (CDT)
Dear Julia, Mariona, and John,
I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you today and always.
Lots
Melanie Auerbach <ma6083@aol.com>
Washington DC, - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 12:56 PM (CDT)
Hello..
Just wundering What you have been up to well maybe not much but i would love to help you out eney why i can but i got a busy scedule so.. can't stay long. I heard you like Cats so.. i wanted to write in here for you a friend of mine told me a bit about you so i got he site and so.. here i am!

With love Veerle xoxoxo
Veerle Casteleyn
- Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 10:20 PM (CDT)
Hey Jules:

Sorry to be out of touch so long. Looks like you came back to DC the week we were in Minnesota, and we missed you. I'm glad that we were able to get together with you in June, though! Leo and Molly really enjoyed their gifts from Toireasa. I am proud of the way they talk about her (if that's the right way to put it)--their faith is not shaken. They just know that Tess is up there in Heaven with other loved ones, and that she is watching over us. They speak about it with such clarity and love, that it makes me feel good that they are not scared about the end of Life's journey, but they embrace the fact that someone up there loves them very much. She is still in our thoughts every day, and so are you. Please call us if you need us to do anything. Our best to your Mom and Dad, and the rest of the gang. Love, Lisa
Lisa Wackler <gatorwack@aol.com>
Washington, DC USA - Monday, September 09, 2002 at 09:31 AM (CDT)
I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW TOIREASA, BUT IN MY HEART I KNEW HER THE WHOLE TIME THAT SHE HAD CANCER. I WILL MISS SUCH A WONDERFUL ANGEL. SHE WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT. MAY SHE BE HAPPY AND PAIN FREE WHERE SHE IS AT THIS POINT OF TIME. I KNOW THAT SHE WILL ALWAYS WATCH OVER THOSE CARING HEARTS THAT HELPED HER FAMILY AND HER.
JESSI ANN S. <JapanPanda15@aol.com>
COLORADO SPRINGS, CO U.S.A. - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 10:36 AM (CDT)
Julia,

Thinking of you everyday. I'm glad we met. Thank you for all of the caring and sharing.

Love,

Gary
Gary R. Greeley <greeleylv@aol.com>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 09:05 AM (CDT)
Julia,

What exciting news about the Sept. SI article! I'm sure the attention will raise lots of awareness -- and hopefully funding -- for nb.

I'd love to have your address; we have some seeds from Toireasa's sunflower that I'd like to send you so you can enjoy them at your place.

Love,
Natalie Rak <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, fl - Sunday, August 25, 2002 at 11:57 AM (CDT)
Julia,
you gave us the site address last night in pogo. I have spent the majority of this morning reading your journals and crying. My daughter is 5 and I could not imagine losing her. I admire the strength that you and Toireasa shared...because I know I could have never handled it as well. Your little angel had alot of courage for only being a mere 5 years old...and she was absolutely beautiful!! I will continue to visit the site, watching the journals and showing my daughter the pictures of your daughter and explaining to her what kind of special angel she is!! My thoughts are with you always...
Beth Passno <bethydawn7@hotmail.com>
Rochester, NY USA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 11:26 AM (CDT)
Julia,

Just thinking of you today.

Love,
Natalie & Lina Rak <vladanat@attbi.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 06:05 PM (CDT)
Dear Julia,
It's been a while since I last signed. I just wanted to check in and let you know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. More than a few times over these past months, I have found myself mentioning Toireasa and her strength and courage to friends and family members. I hope to be able to contribute to the foundation in the near future.

Best wishes, peace and love to you and your family.
Denise Etc.

Denise <EtcDenise01@aol.com>
NYC, - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 03:10 PM (CDT)
Hi Julia

I did a performance of "Joseph and the Amazing Technicolour Dreamcoat" yesterday with my stage school. I dedicated my performance to Toireasa. It was a great show, and I was thinking of her.

Purrs
Jenny
Jenny.W. <jennysjellicles@yahoo.co.uk>
London, England - Saturday, August 10, 2002 at 04:22 AM (CDT)
This is my second time visiting this site. The first time I read the journal -- and cried my heart out. I never knew Toireasa and only learned of her yesterday...but she has already touched my life and my heart. What a special girl, to be able to touch new people even after she's journeyed on to Heavyside!

Toireasa -- I will never be able to watch 'Cats' without thinking of you. Next April, when I go to see my first live preformance of 'Cats' with my mother, know that I will be thinking of you.

Julia -- Words cannot express how Toireasa has touched my life. You were incredibly blessed to be able to call this child your daughter.

Love and Purrs,
-- Audrey
Audrey <ScullysKid83@juno.com>
Tucson, AZ USA - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 11:29 AM (CDT)
Julia,

I'm SO glad you finally updated your site...! I was getting a bit worried there. :)

You can bet that I will be the FIRST in line for your book, if you chose to write about Tess, and how she touched and inspired people in her short life. (including ME!)

Anyways...I came across this article in my hometown newspaper about a little boy who had stage 4 neuroblastma. I don't know him, but I feel for the family:
http://news.statesmanjournal.com/article.cfm?i=45490

And, congrats on Alex for her wonderful idea, that raised $15,000 for the NB research funds!

It's good to see you again! Keep in touch!

~Love, Lori
Lori Bouchard <lmbouch@earthlink.net>
Salem, OR - Saturday, August 03, 2002 at 11:12 PM (CDT)
Julia,
COngratulations! You are making great progress. That's alot of money to raise. You all should be very proud.
You are in my thoughts,
Kate Tagert
Kate Tagert <kttagert@hotmail.com>
San Diego , CA usa - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 01:22 PM (CDT)
Julis - I know it's been a while, but that doesn't mean I haven't been thinking of you and Tess. I have that picture of her with her CATS on my file cabinet at work, where I can see it every day. Thanks for keeping us updated on how the Fund is going. What an amazing start!! Congratulations!! I'll be giving the information to the secretary who does our monthly Church bulletin; the more we spread this, the sooner the Dream with come true.

You might also consider sending Tess' story to Reader's Digest. They've run many similar stories in the past, and it may reach the corporate donors you need.

Be well, and take care of yourself. I'll keep checking back!

Love, JelliclePat

Patricia G. Gerresheim
West Shokan, NY USA - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 09:46 PM (CDT)
Hi Julia! I met you at the lemondade stand Alex ran in Philadelphia. When I approached you, you gave me a hug and, of course, I blubbered. I know of the devastation of this disease because I witnessed the progression of this disease with my neighbor, Vinnie, who was 5 when he passed away - his anniversary is 8/3/02. He was also treated at CHOP.

Just wanted to say that I think you are a wonderful woman and mother! A lot of people would have just moved on after what you have experienced but you are keeping a promise to your daughter alive! You are not only honoring your daughter but honoring and helping every other child who is diagnosed with this disease! I applaud your strength and I only hope I have and will continue to learn from it and meeting you. I will keep hitting this site as well as Alex's site for future updates. If you don't mind, I will be sending contributions to your fund for your daughter, as well as in memory of my neighbor, Vinnie. Keep up the great work - this world needs more "moms" like you!
Kristin Milosek
Philadelphia, PA USA - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 07:49 AM (CDT)
Hello everyone,
I miss you guys! I feel like such a heel for not having kept in touch in a while. I just want you all to know that I think of you everyday. Toireasa is always in my heart and I look at her picture on my side table every day. I love you guys, and I am sending you warm wishes!!
Melanie
Melanie Auerbach
Washington DC, - Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 07:31 AM (CDT)
Julia,

I just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you! I feel so blessed to have met you in Chicago! Please know we are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers!! (I have a adorable pictures of you and Madelyn and another one of you, Madelyn and Allie!! If you are interested in seeing them, let me know. I will scan them for you!! Or I can even send them to you!)
Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn
St. Cloud, MN - Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 06:19 AM (CDT)
Good Morning!

Just thinking of you and Toireasa today. Hope today is peaceful!

Love,
Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak
Jacksonville, fl - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 06:16 AM (CDT)
dear julia, your little girl had alot of courage. this is my first time visiting this site. very nice. i wish u lots of luck. peace, be with u...maureen
maureen <dreamshopecourage@yahoo.com>
manchester, ct usa - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 12:35 PM (CDT)
I've never signed a guestbook like this before, but this is the most amazing story of a strong girl I;ve ever read, and to make it even better, its real. Tess, I hope your having fun in Heaviside!
Kate <Snync2005@netscape.net>
- Monday, July 08, 2002 at 07:23 PM (CDT)
Hi Everyone,
I am thinking of you all and sending my love, Thank you for the beautiful card. I miss you guys!!!! Any plans to be in DC soon? Let me knwo how you guys are. Lots of love,
Mel
Melanie Auerbach <ma6083@aol.com>
- Monday, June 24, 2002 at 02:38 PM (CDT)
Dear Julia!
I'm on my confirmation camp right now. Today we were allowed to use computers.

In the evenings here we can light a candle and prey for something or someone if we want to. Almost every night I've lighted my light for the princess.

I just want you to know that I'm thinking about you and Toireasa every day.

Love from
Janna <jannahempel87r1@skola.trelleborg.se>
Trelleborg, Sweden - Sunday, June 23, 2002 at 01:02 PM (CDT)
Dear Julia,

I found your webpage with the help of my best friend Sillabub Kitten. I cannot express my words of sympathy, as they are within my heart. Toireasa was a very brave girl. In school, we had to write a paper on who our hero was. I found this page, and I wrote about Toireasa. I wrote about how she was so brave, and had the bravery to do things I could never do. How she was a fighter, and never gave up. I could never be a fighter, and I would have gave in very easily. I send many purrs, hugs, and kisses to you and your family.
Love,
Priestess Sillabub(Andrea)
Priestess Sillabub(Andrea) <SillabubKittenCat@hotmail.com>
Quincy, MA USA - Friday, June 21, 2002 at 11:55 AM (CDT)
Got onto this site because of the article in the Philadelphia paper, "The Inquirer" about the lemonade stand of Alexandra Scott on June 22nd. I will be supporting the lemonade sale which will benefit Toireasa's Dream and CHOP. My neighbor who was diagnosed with neuroblastoma died at the age of 5. It was a horrible yet enlightening experience for me to be involved in his life and through his fight with this disease. Horrible because no child should suffer like this yet enlightening because my neighbor taught me how strong the spirit of a child is and how precious the life of a child is. I have two children and I feel that because of this experience I am (at least I pray) more loving and appreciative that God allowed me to give birth to them.

This site actually makes me very happy that you are able to continue "sharing" your daughter with all of us. Research is critical and should never be interrupted because of the lack of funds! We all need to share in this dream and help the doctors who do research always have the means to do research to eradicate this cancer!

As I said, I will be supporting Alexandra's lemonade sale with a donation and I will be thinking and saying a prayer for your daughter as well as my neighbor, Vinnie.

Thank you again for this site - it brings the important things in life into perspective, at least for me.
Kristin A. Milosek <kmilosek@saul.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 10:38 AM (CDT)
Toireasa was truly an angel, it's sad that she had to go home so fast. My condolences and best wishes for the fund.
Alice <alicewellum@hotmail.com>
Belgium - Tuesday, June 18, 2002 at 10:19 AM (CDT)
Dear Julia, I'm sorry we hadn't been in touch for several months now, and I just learned of Toireasa's passing. I lost my Mother on May 25th to Bladder Cancer and I am thankful that her pain finally ended. Mom (Adrienne) and Toireasa are with the angels now doing God's work, and Heaven will never be the same. Tara and I are very sorry for your loss... she was a VERY SPECIAL little lady, and we will never forget her. God Bless You. Warmest regards from John Iona & family
John Iona <jriona@bellatlantic.net>
Lafayette Hill, PA - Monday, June 17, 2002 at 01:58 PM (CDT)
im sorry about the loss and im happy about the success of the site!!!!!
Alicia Muniz <Amuniz425@aol.com>
Altamonte Springs, FL United States of America - Saturday, June 15, 2002 at 05:56 PM (CDT)
Julia,
Congratulations on all the progress you are making! Everything looks as if it's going great. All the best to you!

Jen <rumpleteazer3883@hotmail.com>
Highland Mills, NY USA - Thursday, June 13, 2002 at 06:13 PM (CDT)
Julia,

Congratulations on the wonderful progress with the foundation. I wanted to let you know, we think of you and Toireasa everyday as we take care of our garden. We planted sunflower seeds just weeks before Toireasa got her wings. And now they've bloomed! Ever since we planted the seeds, we've thought of Toireasa, our friend John Russell, and our Lina. Out of 23 seeds, only 3 sprouted! So we're surrounded by their beautiful energy everyday. We have some pictures of their progress at Lina's website: www.caringbridge.com/fl/lina

All the best,

Natalie, Vladimir & Lina Rak <vladanat@cs.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Tuesday, June 11, 2002 at 08:00 PM (CDT)
Dear Julia,
Hi its Kate one of Melanies friend. I have been keeping afloat with your progress with Toireasa's fund and dream. It seems you are doing very well. You are all in my thoughts and prayers and I know it must be such a horrible time. If there is anything I can do let me know at my email address.
Thinking of you,
Kate
Kate Tagert <kttagert@hotmail.com >
San Diego , CA USA - Monday, June 10, 2002 at 11:46 PM (CDT)
My deepest sympathy goes out to Toireasa's family and friends, may the Goddess watch over you.
Blessed be
Elizabeth
Elizabeth <tyger0827@hotmail.com>
St.John's, NF Canada - Sunday, June 09, 2002 at 06:50 PM (CDT)
Hey Julia,
Its Mel and Brandon, we are on vacation in NY at the beach, but we wanted to drop a line to say hi and send our love to everyone. CONGRATULATIONS !!!!! It sounds like things are doing really really well with the fund!!! We love you guys and we are thinking about you!!!
Mel and Brandon
Melanie Auerbach & Brandon Declet <ma6083@aol.com>
washington dc, - Sunday, June 09, 2002 at 05:29 PM (CDT)
Julia, I work with Dr. Canning and I am glad to have met Toireasa and you. May God continue to strengthen you day by day.
Denise M, <demarje@aol.com>
Phila, PA USA - Sunday, June 09, 2002 at 04:55 PM (CDT)
A little while back a dear friend of mine went through and gave titles to the Journal Entries about Toireasa. I am honored to be able to share them with you.... Thank You Lori!

Life Lessons from a Five Year Old

In memory of Toireasa, I jotted down a lot of stuff gleaned from Julia’s journal, and I found so many lessons in life through a five year old girl….so, if things start to look bad, remember that your problems are so small compared to what Tess and her loving Mom had gone through.

• Determination (8/13/00)
• Compassion (8/14/00)
• Joy-sense of fun (8/17/00)
• Playfulness (8/23/00)
• Nurturing (8/30/00)
• Upbeat (8/30/00)
• Inner strength (9/1/00)
• Goes out in style (9/7/00)
• Spirited (9/17/00)
• Does a happy dance (9/17/00)
• Is a real trooper! (10/10/00)
• BIG appetite..LOL! (10/10/00)
• Tough fighter (10/23/00)
• A BIG heart (11/2/00)
• Power of prayer (11/11/00)
• Sense of humor (11/13/00)
• A Princess in charge! LOL (11/16/00)
• Listens to God (11/18/00)
• Silliness (12/11/00)
• Loving (12/14/00)
• Giving (12/22/00)
• Prays for others (2/2/01)
• Miss Little Independent! (2/2/01)
• Energetic (5/7/01)
• Peaceful (9/20/01)
• Fights for life (11/9/01)
• Hopeful (riding on HOPE) (2/12/02)
• Laughter in spite of pain (2/15/02)
• In order to fly, you gotta have faith HOPE, trust & fairy dust! (2/17/02)
• Rainbow Sherbet…UMMM! (2/18/02)
• A wonderful actress (2/25/02)
• Smell up the house! (“Stinky Pants”) (3/3/02)
• Runs the house (3/3/02)
• Never gives up (3/23/02)
• Surround yourself with loved ones (3/31/02)
• Enjoy the sun; live to the fullest (4/3/02)
• Wear Monkey jammies & slippers all day long  (4/3/02)
• Paint sunsets with angels (4/6/02)
• Donut holes, coffee and tea, oh my! (4/10/02)
• Blue raspberry cotton candy-UMMM! (4/15/02)
• Dress up, put on make-up, and paint nails w/BLUE glitter!  (4/15/02)
• Be polite to the Tooth Fairy! LOL (4/18/02)
• Do things in YOUR way, & in YOUR own time (4/18/02)
• Play with your loved ones (4/20/02)
• LOVE, no matter who or what (4/20/02)
• “I LOVE YOU” (4/21/02)
• Courage, in spite of fear (4/24/02)
• “MOM……….”

The bond and LOVE between a mother and daughter will NEVER be broken…..

It’s just amazing what a tiny soul can do in her short life, to touch so many…I know that I will be a better person for this.

NOW AND FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS….and keep on dancin’!

Julia Barry.... Toireasa's Mom <bjulz@aol.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 04:32 PM (CDT)
This is a truly beautiful and memorable website which I will never forget. Toireasa sounds like one in a million and through her story she has taught even me a lot. To hear such words through such a young yet wise child has really made me realise the unfair events that happen in this world. Thank you Julia and Toireasa...I'm positive she is dancing the magnificent Jellicle Ball right now up in the Heavyside Layer.
Charlie Burness <oxhugznkissesxo@hotmail.com>
Iver Heath, Buckinghamshire, - Thursday, May 30, 2002 at 02:57 PM (CDT)
This is a brilliant and really touching site. I will always remember it from now on, Toiresa sounds adorable and looks beautiful in her pictures. God bless her and her family.
Rachel <hi_again88@hotmail.com>
Berkshire, England - Thursday, May 30, 2002 at 02:51 PM (CDT)
Hi everyone...powerful site...i just wanted to say, Everlasting Cat bless Toireasa's soul, and i mean that! I have to go offline now, but you can bet I'll be back!
Tigress, a die hard CATS fan <tuggerzgurl@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 30, 2002 at 02:44 PM (CDT)
Hi Julia,
Just wanted you to know that the prayers continue. I hope you are holding up as well as can be right now. You and Toireasa are not forgotten. Sending comfort......Love, Deb
Deb <MLangston34@aol.com>
MA - Saturday, May 25, 2002 at 01:10 PM (CDT)
I am also a young child who loves CATS. It helped me through some hard family problems. When things got bad, I just flipped on the video and my problems were solved...or at least for 2 hours. I don't ususually pray to God or Old Deuteronomy or anything, but I want you to know that when I do pray, I will make sure to say something about you guys.
Samantha <kewlgurl360@aol.com>
- Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 03:02 PM (CDT)
Dear Julia,
I just want you to know that you and Toireasa are in my prayers, and how much I wish I could help you through your grief. You have many gifts, writing one of them. Please consider writing a book on the life you and Toireasa shared, it would benefit so many others that are experiencing the difficulties and challenges that you have known. It would also be the gift of joy, faith and strength that is the testament of Toireasa's life. This story needs to be told. Sending you love and comfort.
Deb <Mlangston34@aol.com>
MA - Saturday, May 18, 2002 at 07:50 PM (CDT)
Hye Jules,
I was just thinking about you today, and I wanted to drop a line and say hi. Yesterday was graduation, I walked across the stage, and I know Toireasa was there holding my hand (and making sure I didn't trip and fall on my face). I miss you guys very much, pleasee call if you need anything! Especially if Mairona is packing up the house and needs a hand! I love you guys, kisses to everyone!
Mel
Melanie <ma6083@aol.com>
- Monday, May 13, 2002 at 09:34 AM (CDT)
Happy Mother's Day Julia.
Julie <SteeleTig@aol.com>
NYC, NY USA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CDT)
Oh, Julia, I'm so sorry. I must say that Toireasa was truly an angel.The earth was lucky to have her. You will be in my thoughts, and when I see CATS in June, I will think of you.

Purrs ^~.-> Skytera
Whitney <Skytris@terpisichorean.zzn.com>
Camp Verde, AZ USA - Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 12:20 AM (CDT)
Hey Julia.. I don't want to make you upset in any way, but a friend of mine told me I should show you this.. It's my way of saying thank you.

http://www.geocities.com/chaos_calicoquitten/tess.html

I love you! I've added you to my AIM buddy list, but I'm afraid I don't quite know how to put into words what I want to say. So if you get a random IM from MyTomsQueen that makes absolutely no sense.. well, that's me. :) God bless.

Mia <plezintly_plump@hotmail.com>
Quebec Canada - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 02:37 PM (CDT)
Julia I just wanted to let you know that you are always in my prayers. Like I wrote to you before, you and Tess definitely touched my heart. I wish I would have had the chance to meet such an incredible little girl. You were lucky to have the time God lent you. God Bless You Always.

Carolyn Bradford <FancyInMiamiFla@aol.com>
Miami, Fl USA - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 12:41 PM (CDT)
Julia, I just wanted to touch base with you and let you know that I think about you and Tess often. Please stay in touch with us, your friends. And if you ever need to talk, you know we're here to listen.

JelliclePat

Patricia G. Gerresheim <pat_gerresheim@prodigy.net>
West Shokan, NY USA - Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 09:12 PM (CDT)
Dear Julia, this is Janine from SIMBT. I just wanted to tell you that you are such a strong woman and you are still in my prayers. Thank you so much for having us dance at the funeral, it was sad but at the sametime, I knew that Tess was not suffering anymore and that she is an angel in Heaven. God Bless You!
Janine <JLaceXoXo@aol.com>
Newtown, Pa - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 07:30 PM (CDT)
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