Now it is 6 weeks since he passed away and left us.
Everyday it hurts to think what he went through and why he couldnt stay with us but i also thank to God that he was my son and i was his mother. I am proud of it.
He will also stay my beloved Son Emin!
We are trying to live as normal life as possible. We started working again and i think it helps us to think other things for some time.
But still everyday i am sad and miss Emin and cry for him.
I will always keep him in my heart and mind and he will always be part of our family ALWAYS.
Tomorrow is Mother's day here.......
I remember last year Emin made me anice painted bag (on top written MOM) in Playschool and gave it on Mother's day. It is precious to me.
We love you Emin!
We have Rania who brings us happiness and joy but i have to say that noone can ever replace anyone else.
Next week we should buy the gravestone and get it before summer.
We visit Emin's grave almost every day.
That is a place to feel little bit relief.
I wish everyone who have lost their child strenght. It is not an easy thing.
Only people who have experienced it know what it is.
Take care,
Yasmin
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