Dear morgie,
2 years have gone by since I had to say goodbye :(
I just got home from the cemetery and trying make myself realize that this is real.... I miss you so much! I keep thinking about every little moment with you, everyday, from the time you were born, watching you learn to crawl, walk, laugh, talk, learning to ride a bike, riding 4 wheelers & horses, playing with friends, fishing, cheerleading, fussing with sissy, always making everyone smile, starting school, homework, swimming, beach, climbing in my bed at night to snuggle, making cookies, shopping, slumber parties, not wanting to clean your room, always eating mac n cheese....sooooo many memories... I only wish that we had a chance to make many more.... Who would have thought that 'Cancer' would be part of our life...On Valentines day 2003, our lives were totally changed forever...Baby, you indured so much...That day is when the chemo started... Sweetie, you were so strong, determined, and had so much hope.... You have taught me and so many others how to make the best of life....with the good and the bad....no matter what.... I am just so sorry that you had to go through so much suffering and pain....and if i could have taken it away... I would have!
I love you sweetie....I know that you are flying high with those beautiful wings...
Rest In Peace baby girl...
I look forward to the day that we will be together again...
Mommy
I am thankful to be blessed with wonderful friends and family that have continued to let me lean on them....
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