WOW AS I SIT HERE AND THINK ABOUT JUST 10 MONTHS AGO MY BABY BOY TOOK HIS LAST BREATH, ITS SO HARD TO BELEIVE HE IS STILL GONE. JUST ONE YEAR AGO TODAY WE WERE JUST GETTING BACK FROM HIS "CATCHADREAM HUNT" WHERE HIS BIG BUCK AND LIL BIG DOE ARE STILL STAREING ME IN MY FACE AS A REMINDER OF HOW MY LIL MAN LOVED TO HUNT.... I AM OFTEN REMINDED BY THE LIL THINGS ALL THE TIME, I AM HAVING SUCH A HARD TIME COPING STILL ESPECIALLY WITH THE HOLIDAYS RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER.... I REMEMBER LAST THANKSGIVING WE WERE IN MEMPHIS AT THE RONALD MCDONALD HOUSE AND I BELEIVE HIS LAST THANKSGIVING WAS HIS BEST-- CELEBRATED WITH LOVE ... I HAVE BEEN HAVING BREAKDOWNS THE DOCTORS GOT ME ON ALL KINDS OF MEDS I AM TRYING TO COPE BUT LIKE I SAID ITS GETTING SO HARD, ALL I DO IS CRY OF EVERY LITTLE REMINDER OF MY BOY....THIS HOLIDAY SEASON JUST ISN'T GONNA BE THE SAME WITHOUT OUR "RAY OF SUNSHINE" GOSH I MISS HIM TERRIBLY..... PLEASE PRAY FOR ME & CLINT AS WE CONTINUE TO COPE WITHOUT OUR LIL MAN..... CAUSE WE ARENT DOING TO GOOD.... AND LOVE YOUR CHILDREN AND TREASURE EVERY SECOND WITH THEM...THEY ARE BLESSINGS FROM GOD.... HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO YOU ALL I LOVE YOU STASHMAN MOMMY & DADDY MISSES YOU SO MUCH..... WE CAN'T WAIT TILL WE SEE YOU AND YOUR SMILE AGAIN A PROUD MOM AMANDA
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