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Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.


I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.

All my love,

Viks

I was posting this picture on Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello", I love the huge smile Jackson has in the april 00 pic :)

Lots of love

Viks

Hi, im sorry im a day late, I was thinking of you on Jackson's birthday.

Lots of love

Viks

Hi, Thinking of you today. What a wonderful testomony of your boy's life


www.postpals.co.uk
Love
Sue
xxxxx

HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK

HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK

Im sending all my love to you all,

Love

Viks

Hello, just dropping by to send a hug to you









Love Viks on behalf of everyone at Post Pals

Thinking of you this Easter, Love everyone at Post Pals

im sure you must get bored of hearing it, and i wish i could find something more orginal to say, but i AM thinking of you,






Love viks from BWC and Post Pals

Happy Valentines Day, From Everyone at Post Pals

- Tuesday, December 23, 2003 8:00 AM CST

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Dear Michelle and family,

Sending you Christmas greetings and wishing for you a day filled with peace, love and wonderful memories. God bless...
Christy <calee59@wi.rr.com>
South Milwaukee, wi - Monday, December 22, 2003 10:46 PM CST

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Michelle, glad to hear that Joe is feeling better. I know the memories of Jackson being sick must be bittersweet...you enjoyed spending time with him, snuggling yet devastated at his illness. Thinking of you this holiday season. God bless.
Robin Boger
Lewisville, NC - Monday, December 22, 2003 4:15 PM CST

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Warmest holiday wishes to you, Espeseth family. May you find yourselves wrapped in God's peace and grace this Christmas, and each day.

Love,
Elizabeth
Wise men still seek Him, - Monday, December 22, 2003 2:56 PM CST

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Dearest Family

I gently wrap warm thoughts of you
in my little christmas prayers
For Heaven to smile on you
For Angels to watch over you
and the love of Jesus to fill your heart

Have A Merry Christmas
God Bless You And Your Family This Holiday


Chris Ullrich - Grand daughter dx with AML M5 <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 10:00 PM CST

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Michelle,

You are right....for those of us who have never lost a child, we will never understand the depths of your grief. You do give us a taste of it though... and it is indeed a bittersweet one. I wish you grace and peace and a refreshing for your weary soul.


Christy <calee59@wi.rr.com>
S. Milwaukee, wi - Monday, December 15, 2003 9:53 PM CST

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I've been thinking of you a lot, praying for you, that you will feel the comfort and peace that can only come from our Lord Jesus Christ. I can't be there to hug you, and comfort you, but He is with you always, and He can give you comfort that no human friend can give. I pray that you feel His presence daily.

Love,

Elizabeth
- Monday, December 15, 2003 9:38 PM CST

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We lit a candle last night for Jackson Ben. He was so Blessed to have such loving parents. *Jackson's Light Will Forever Shine* in Our Hearts and Thoughts. Missing your precious little boy.
All Our Love,
Heather and Tom <tandha@amerytel.net>
- Monday, December 15, 2003 9:10 PM CST

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Dear Michelle, sorry I haven't signed in lately. I've been out of town a lot for work and a little sickly. Today was my last trip out until the new year. I have still been checking in. Congratulations to your daughter on getting her license...I know she's excited! I'm sure the candle ceremony was bittersweet, a nice way to honor Jackson but I'm sure you just wish he was with you. I think it's wonderful that only you and your husband know the exact details, something special for the two of you to share. He sounds like a great "hands on" father, Jackson was blessed with two special parents as you were blessed with him. Thinking of you over the holiday season. God bless.
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Monday, December 15, 2003 8:42 PM CST

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We're thrilled for you Jess. Congratulations!
Love,
Angie, Jeremy & Sarah
Angie <Jerlind@bresnan.net>
- Wednesday, December 10, 2003 7:36 PM CST

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You all stay in our thoughts and prayers, and we miss the little buddy so much.

Love Always,
the Gasper Family
Randy Gasper <rgasper@whiteeaglebuildingsystems.com>
- Tuesday, December 9, 2003 3:18 PM CST

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Jess,
You've been in my thoughts especially this week. I hope your birthday was a special day for you. I know your very excited to get your drivers license. I wish you the best. We'll be waiting to hear the news. Love you sweetie.
Ang, Jeremy & Sarah
Ang <jerlind@bresnan.net>
- Saturday, December 6, 2003 4:31 PM CST

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Not a day goes by that I don't think about you, Jack. You brought such joy to everyone. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Friday, December 5, 2003 4:54 AM CST

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Michelle, I cannot know whether it is best for you or not to continue knowing how you wish to be private. I do know that you and your family have been an inspiration here. I can't know the depth of your experience, but I do "get" the supernatural quality of it. There is more with God than with anything here in the world. Your Jackson Ben was/is a glimpse of Heaven -- a gift from God. You have been an inspiration to try and share the parts that God has given me, though I have once already hit the 'Delete' I am moved again to try and share.

Keep the Faith!
Eugene Kunkel - churchbasement.org <churchbasement@msn.com >
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, December 1, 2003 3:46 PM CST

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Four thanksgivings.....sigh... Its way too few
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~ <Chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, November 29, 2003 7:42 PM CST

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stopping by to wish you a joyous holiday season. Love, Colton and family
.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Friday, November 28, 2003 7:25 PM CST

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Thanks for sharing the Thanksgiving memories. Thinking of you and your family. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Friday, November 28, 2003 10:36 AM CST

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Wishing you all a Happy Thanksgiving Day. Filled with many Blessings.
Love,
Tom,Heather,Jordan,Carter, Karissa & Trey <tandha@amerytel.net>
- Thursday, November 27, 2003 10:28 AM CST

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What a beautiful snowy morning on this Thanksgiving Day. I am so thankful this day Jackson for being a part of your life, you enspired us all. Loving you this day and also loving your momma, poppa, sister and brothers. We are have so much to be thankful for. Your little light will forever shine. Loving you Grandma Bonnie
Bonnie Krahenbuhl <bkrahenbuhl@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, November 27, 2003 8:49 AM CST

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Michelle, as always, your journal entry touches me. One of the qualities that I admire about you (and many others) is how unselfish you have been about sharing your sweet Jackson Ben. You have given many the opportunity to have the honor of being a part of your lives. Thank you. I know that I have been blessed and if not for your journal, would probably never had the opportunity to "meet" you here on earth. Thinking of you all today. God bless.
Randy, Robin, Jake & Grace Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, November 27, 2003 7:24 AM CST

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Dear Michelle,

I really like what you wrote on the 24th. I hope you never hit that "delete" button...or at least that you save the entire journal somewhere else if you do!

I too feel the emptiness of heading into the holidays. These days will simply NEVER be the same without the one child who is not here.

What truly is a "party" for everyone else is a day that takes all my energy to hold myself together.

Some would say our children would want us to be happy but I disagree. The things Gabbie and Jackson want for us have nothing to do with "happy holidays" but instead are things eternal and things spiritual.

Isn't hard sometimes to imagine heaven? We live in such a "natural" world, while Jackson and Gabbie are in the supernatural realm of heaven. But I agree with you that the stories of these children do include supernatural events.

Thinking of your beautiful Jackson Ben.

Love and God Bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 5:03 PM CST

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I remember that week-end only too well. I had taken some adorable pictures of him, he always had such a beautiful smile. I remember exactly what I was doing at the time when I received the call of his diagnosis. Everyone's lives were changed forever on that day. He brought such happiness to all of us. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, November 25, 2003 5:04 AM CST

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Michelle,

You are brave to continue to journal, especially knowing that some will never "get" what you have to say. I will be sorry if you end Jackson's site, but I will understand. I can see how the holidays would never be the same with out your sweet boy to share them with all of you. I pray that God's peace will surround you and your family over the holidays and I will thank Him for letting me get to know about a brave young man named Jackson Ben. God bless you all.


Christy <calee59@wi.rr.com>
S. Milwaukee, WI - Monday, November 24, 2003 11:09 PM CST

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Jack, you continue to inspire us. Loving and missing you forever. Love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Thursday, November 20, 2003 6:16 AM CST

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Michelle,

Amen, amen and amen......others see as foolishness what we see as wisdom. If only we could all have the faith of a child, what blessings would we be able to see? How many are we missing?? To some your words will be nonsense, but to those who know the truth, they will be a comfort. And in between, perhaps there will be those who will be intrigued and hunger for more. Stay strong and keep speaking the truth. You ARE where the Lord has brought you for a reason.

PS: That was a beautiful tribute to Gabbie....you and Monica truly inspire me each time I log on....Thanks

Christy <calee59@wi.rr.com>
South Milwaukee, WI - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 8:41 PM CST

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Dear Michelle,
You have written the Truth, and may God continue to bless you as you spread His word and witness to others. Monica mentioned in her journal that you dedicated your journal yesterday to Gabbie, so I just had to come by. I did not find Gabbie's site until after she had gone home to be with the Lord, but I fell in love with her, and am blessed so much by Monica's journal. I am so sorry to read that your son Jackson, lost his earthly battle, but rejoice in knowing he is in the eternal presence of the Lord. May each day you walk with the Lord, bring you comfort and peace in knowing you will most definitely be reunited with your precious Jackson again someday.
In His love,
Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@earthlink.net>
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 7:54 PM CST

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Michelle:
Amen, sister! I have come to your website regularly for about a year or so. I found it through Gabbie's site. I'm a friend of Monica's. I was so touched by your journal entry today. It was very well put and I know what you did means a lot to Monica and her family. I am sorry for the loss of Jackson Ben - and I can't wait to meet both him and Gabbie someday!
Mari Beth Ross <maribeth.ross@nrgenergy.com>
Hugo, MN - Monday, November 17, 2003 11:43 PM CST

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Michelle, Michelle,

You have me weeping at work. Thank you for dedicating the journal entry to Gabbie. And thank you also for sharing the Truth that simply and so desperately needs to be heard in our world.

It was beautiful and eloquent. I am so humbled that you would do this for me. Thank you, my friend in Christ.

Love,
Gabbie's Mama
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, November 17, 2003 6:09 PM CST

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My sweet little scoobie, there is not a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts. I know that you loved Jesus and Jesus is the only way that a person that can get through difficult times. Christ will reunite us forever. Jackson your special light open the eyes of so many that were in the dark. God picked you for this special journey, and I thank God everyday that we had this special time together. Jackson your little light will forever shine. Love Grandma Bonnie
bkrahenbuhl <bkrahenbuhl@hotmail.com>
- Friday, November 14, 2003 7:54 AM CST

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Just dropped by from Quilts of Love to say we're thinking of you.. Our prayers are always with you and all the children who suffer from these horrendous diseases.. .. Please drop by Quilts of Love, we'd love to make a quilt of love for your child..Hugs Carolyn



Carolyn <carolynj52@ilovejesus.net>
- Friday, November 14, 2003 3:16 AM CST

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Michelle,
I love that song. I sing it all the time to my mom and the kids that are at my daycare that I work at. I wish that I could have meant Jackson, before he left to be with God. He has good parents and he also has a good family that loves him still when he is gone. He is also missing is cousin Sarah Lind grow. Take Care
Amanda Rule <rule@180com.net>
- Tuesday, November 11, 2003 10:57 PM CST

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Michelle,

Guess I never realized how universally loved that song is....my oldest son's prized possesion is a ratty looking bear that plays that very song. His name, "Sunshine Bear" of course. I will be very sad when he no longer wants to sleep with it every night. Thinking and praying for you today. God Bless!


Christy
South Milwaukee, WI - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 7:46 PM CST

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What a moving story. You are my sunshine was always a favorite song of mine. I loved to hear Jackson sing, he had such a beautiful little voice. Missing your little ray of sunshine. Love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, November 11, 2003 5:56 AM CST

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Great story Michelle. Thank you for sharing it.
Thinking of you and hope to get together soon:)
Love, Amy
Amy Moore <mooreja@somtel.net>
- Monday, November 10, 2003 10:08 PM CST

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Oh Michelle, I have tears streaming down my face. What a beautiful story. I always sing You are my Sunshine to my children too. I have a friend who lost her 13 month old in March after complications from his cord blood transplant. That was their special song too. When he was in clinic, he would always get ladybug stickers. Now that he has passed away, she is a ladybug fanatic. I was able to find a silver ladybug music box that plays You are my Sunshine. I can't wait to share this story with her. Thank you for sharing.
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Monday, November 10, 2003 8:55 PM CST

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Miss Michelle,

It seems that both of us are depressed about the state of our homes. I honestly never believed I would live in such a messy house....

But more than that...I never believed I would bury a child and I am sure you feel the same.

Thinking of you and your beautiful Jackson. All your children are beautiful!

Love,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Saturday, November 8, 2003 6:55 PM CST

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We had snow here on Sunday, but, alas, it didn't stick. The boys loved going outside to catch snowflakes on their tongues, but were sad they wouldn't be making any snowmen yet this year.

I think of you often, and am ever so grateful for the support and encouragement and the prayers you have said for Aidan and our family. You are such a special person. God's blessings to you, Michelle.
Elizabeth
Richland, WA - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 3:07 PM CST

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Wow Michelle! You're in your home office watching it snow and I'm in my home office in shorts as it's close to 80 degrees today here in good ole NC! Of course, it doesn't really feel like November! It's so sad to learn about another little one losing his battle here on earth. One person wrote in their journal that they were tired of kids dying...me too! I ache for their families even if I don't even know their website. My friend did a shelf with some special things of her baby's after he passed away last March. She has it prominently displayed in her living room. I'm sure all of Jackson's things are so special to you. Take care and God bless!
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 1:07 PM CST

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Hi sister,

Time goes by so quickly, doesn't it? Always something to get done.
You know, cancer is such a horrible epidemic. It leaves such a helpless feeling to see it ravaging through our loved ones lives. We have such little control.
I wish I could pop in to help hang Jacks invaluables. I understand they are so dear to your hearts.
I pray for you always.
Love Ang
Ang <jerlind@bresnan.net>
- Tuesday, November 4, 2003 10:36 PM CST

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Michelle,

I agree with you so much!! It hurts to hear about one more baby going home before their time. To wish there was something I could do and knowing that all I can really do is pray for that momma and daddy who is left behind....makes me so sad. I can only imagine how it makes you feel. I think of your sweet boy often, thanks for sharing him with us. Take good care of yourself and I will hug my Jack extra hard tonight.


Christy <calee59@wi.rr.com>
South Milwaukee, WI - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 10:00 PM CST

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It is a beautiful snowy day. I just came acrossed one of my favorite pictures with Jake pulling Jackson in the sled. Jackson had such a beautiful smile. He is always on our minds and in our heart.
Auntie Heather <tandha@amerytel.net>
- Tuesday, November 4, 2003 10:45 AM CST

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Michelle,

Hope you had a blessed birthday. You and your family have been in my thoughts lately. I think of Jackson often, even though I was never fortunate enough to know him. I am just one more person who has been touched and changed by his story. With many prayers.....


Christy <calee59@wi.rr.com>
South Milwaukee, WI - Monday, October 27, 2003 9:33 PM CST

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My Mom is a Survivor

My Mom is a survivor,
or so I've heard it said.
But I can hear her crying at night
when all others are in bed.

I watch her lay awake at night
and go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her
to help her understand.

But like the sands on the beach
that never wash away....
I watch over my surviving Mom
who thinks of me each day.

She wears a smile for others...
a smile of disguise!
But through Heaven's door
I see tears flowing from her eyes.

My Mom tries to cope with death;
To keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows
it is her way to survive.

As I watch over my surviving Mom
through Heaven's open door...
I try to tell her that angels
protect me forevermore!

I know that doesn't help her,
or ease the burden she bears.
So, if you get a chance, go visit her.
Show her that you care.

For no matter what she says...
no matter what she feels.
My surviving Mom has a broken heart
that time won't ever heal.

Copyright 1998 Kaye Des'Ormeaux
October 15, 1998


Hugs, Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Sunday, October 26, 2003 1:13 AM CDT

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Well, sorry Michelle. Belated Birthday greetings to you. I like the story you have on your journal today--I've seen it before but still like to read it.

Thinking of you always.

God bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Mpls, - Friday, October 24, 2003 4:40 PM CDT

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Well it looks like from the previous guestbook entry, you had a birthday yesterday. Happy belated birthday Michelle! It sounds like Jackson's event went great, thank you for sharing where your proceeds went. A special tribute to a special little boy. One of the first sweet babies that I started following on Caringbridge passed away two weeks ago tomorrow. He didn't have cancer but a metabolic disorder known as Krabbes. I understand completely about never forgetting faces that have touched my heart so much. I will never, ever forget the sweet faces of these little ones and will never, ever forget their Mommies still aching to hold them and will never, ever stop hoping for cures. God bless!

Robin Boger <Robin. Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Monday, October 20, 2003 7:30 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday Michelle !

We hope you have a great day.

Love,
Tom and Heather and Family <tandha@amerytel.net>
- Sunday, October 19, 2003 11:04 PM CDT

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I think about all of the years I worked in the hospice program. It was hard to lose young adults to cancer. Death is inevitable as we age, but to see these precious babies pass is hard to comprehend. It just seems so unfair when they have just begun to live their lives. Life truly is be cherished for every day God gives us. I think of your little angel boy often. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Friday, October 17, 2003 4:44 AM CDT

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May your days be filled with all the blessings of the Father, Son and Holy Ghost dear Espeseth family. We met you again too late to know Jackson but you are dear people and we are honored to be in your circle however we can be.
Eugene and Juliann Kunkel
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 10:58 PM CDT

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I always find myself thinking of you little man, Jack. You have the most beautiful smile, there is nothing brighter than a childs smile and their smiling eyes. :)

Love you more than words can tell...
Love, Jody
- Tuesday, October 14, 2003 1:34 PM CDT

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Thinking of you today. Grace and Peace to the Espeseth family.
Elizabeth
Richland, WA - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 1:24 PM CDT

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It warms my heart to hear all the wonderful things being done to help others because of Jackson Ben. We'll never forget you, precious Jack. We'll remember your loving ways always. Forever, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Monday, October 13, 2003 7:02 PM CDT

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As we are blessed with this beautiful Indian Summer, I can't but help thinking of your precious little boy. I wonder why it often takes a child's perspective to make me slow down and appreciate what a gift each day is? How you must miss him! My thoughts are with you all this fine, fine day. May God bless you abundantly today and always.


Christy Lee
S. Milwaukee, WI - Friday, October 10, 2003 4:40 PM CDT

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Thinking of you all.
Lots of love and blessing to you.
Ang, Jer & Sarah
Ang <jerlind@bresnan.net>
- Thursday, October 9, 2003 10:46 PM CDT

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Jackson you have touched so many lives for one so young, you will be in our hearts and minds forever. Loving you so much little scoobie. Your little light will forever shine. Love Grandma Bonnie
Bkrahenbuhl
Clear Lake, WI - Thursday, October 9, 2003 8:33 PM CDT

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An amazing little boy- AND FAMILY!!!
Continued blessings-
Julie Dornisch-Maddie's mom
www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch
Mpls., MN - Thursday, October 9, 2003 8:03 AM CDT

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Thinking of you all today. Hope things are going well. Take care and God bless! :)
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 8:04 PM CDT

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Hi Michelle,

I know...it has been a while. I'm always thinking of you, my friend. Just remember that Jackson touched so many lives and the full impact simply will not be seen until that glorious day that you walk into eternity!

God bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 6:32 PM CDT

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God's blessings and grace to you, Espeseth family.
Elizabeth
Richland, WA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 11:17 AM CDT

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What a wonderful event you did for Jack's birthday. The children have so much fun. I'm sure Jack was proudly looking down at the wonderful things his Mama and Papa did. What an awesome way to celebrate his birthday. Jack is still touching the lives of many. Love always, Auntie Donna.

Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Sunday, September 28, 2003 7:42 PM CDT

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I don't even know what to write.... I was making my usual rounds on the Caringbridge site and somehow one of your entries on a page caught my eye.... My son's name is also Jackson (he goes by Jack) and he was also born in 1997 and we live in WI. I felt drawn to your page and read your little boy's story. I weep as I write this, what an incredible little boy you were blessed with. I can so easily put myself in your shoes and think "that could be my Jack". I am familiar with Caringbridge because of the illness of one of my friend's son. Somedays, I'm not sure if I'm glad to have discovered it. Cancer always happened to someone else's child, but as I have come to see, it is happening entirely too often. There is an unseen battle going on and to see such suffering by the little ones and their families is unbearable. I have noticed a strong faith by so many families though and that is what I cling to. Those who are of this world cannot understand how that faith sustains in times of tragedy. To read of the incredible witness of a 3 year old and the lives he touched in some ways takes away some of the ache. I appreciate that you are so open and honest in your journal and that you stand strong and proclaim your faith. I think one day not only your precious son, but you will stand before the Lord and hear "well done". Thank you for sharing this beautiful story. I know that I more fully understand what a gift our children are and what an awesome task we have in guiding them through this life. As I kiss my precious baby tonight, I will be thinking of your angel boy.... that is also my nickname for my son. God bless you and your family.
Christy Lee <calee59@wi.rr.com>
South Milwaukee, WI - Friday, September 26, 2003 11:09 PM CDT

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Thinking of you all today as you have Jack's party. God bless.
Robin Boger
Lewisville, NC - Saturday, September 20, 2003 7:12 AM CDT

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Your in my thoughts today.

We love you all very much.

Ang, Jeremy & Sarah
Ang
- Thursday, September 18, 2003 11:52 AM CDT

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I think about our happy times together. When I look at your adorable picture of you in your fireman's hat and coat, it's like you say, "Don't cry, we'll play again someday." Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Thursday, September 18, 2003 5:56 AM CDT

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May God's special blessings be on you Espeseth Family as you hold "Jack's party" this weekend. Special prayers for you, Michelle, as you miss your little angel boy.
Love,
Elizabeth
- Wednesday, September 17, 2003 11:05 AM CDT

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What an incredibly hard milestone to have to go thru. It must be just overwhelming. I wish I understood why these kids have to go through this, Jackson was spared at birth for a reason, I just cant believe his time was cut so short.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Wednesday, September 17, 2003 8:42 AM CDT

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Just to let you know we care and love you, and miss our little buddy so much this day. A special boy who did so much for so many, and still continues to inspire others. May the Lord's grace be abundant always. God bless.
Dad & Family
- Tuesday, September 16, 2003 4:12 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday Jackson Ben.
Dear Mike, Michelle, Jess, Jake & Joe~
I pray the Lord make this a special day for you celebrating the life of Jackson Ben. Also giving each of you comfort during what must be an emotional time.
We love you guys.
Ang, Jeremy & Sarah
Ang
- Tuesday, September 16, 2003 12:22 AM CDT

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Dear Michelle, thinking about and praying for you all today on Jackson Ben's sixth birthday. I have no words...I know today must be bittersweet. Happy Birthday Jackson! God bless you all.
Randy, Robin, Jake & Grace Boger
Lewisville, NC - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 7:36 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday to our little angel Jackson Ben. We love and miss you. We know that you will be celebrating your birthday with Jesus. Your little light will forever shine. Love Grandma Bonnie and Grandpa Paul
Grandma Bonnie <bkrahenbuhl@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, September 16, 2003 5:43 AM CDT

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Thinking of you on your 6th birthday. As time goes by, I miss you more. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, September 16, 2003 5:38 AM CDT

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Remembering Jackson.

Remembering your beautiful child who did indeed fly away in the morning.

Remembering the soul longing for Jesus...and that is now with Jesus.

Extra special prayers for you, my dear friend Michelle.

Love,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, September 15, 2003 5:05 PM CDT

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Dear Michelle, thinking of you all today. You continue to amaze me with your strength. Thank you for continuing to be an advocate for cancer awareness, I'm sure Jackson Ben is so proud. God bless.
Robin Boger
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, September 11, 2003 7:41 PM CDT

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Daer Family,

Just to let you know we are thinking of you always, and special thoughts of Jack this month. God bless.
With love, Dad & Family
Randy Gasper
- Thursday, September 11, 2003 6:32 AM CDT

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Thinking of you, little bud. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 5:51 AM CDT

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Loving and thinking of you always Jackson Ben. Your little light will forever shine. Love Gramma Bonnie
Gramma Bonnie <bkrahenbuhl@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, September 6, 2003 11:58 AM CDT

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We just wanted you to know that you were in our thoughts today.Thinking of how Jackson wanted to go to school and ride the bus. We think of Jackson everyday . He is always on our minds and in our hearts.

Love,
Tom and Heather
- Tuesday, September 2, 2003 9:54 PM CDT

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Thinking of you and remembering all the sweet things Jackson would say. What a wonderful way to be. Simple and right to the point! Keep that child like faith!
Love, Amy
Amy Moore
- Saturday, August 30, 2003 9:46 PM CDT

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His picture and his smile melted my heart.
I am sure Heaven became a happier place after his arrival.
May the angels keep your spirit up and your family united.
Special hugs from Brazil.
Rose <rosecb@aps.com.br>
- Friday, August 29, 2003 1:15 PM CDT

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What a sweet memory. I remember reading that particular entry and smiling at the thought of him sitting with you and dictating exactly what he wanted to say. I think I remember in a later entry that he had gotten the playhouse. I'm sure he was very excited. Thinking of you all today. God bless.
Robin Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, August 28, 2003 8:55 AM CDT

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Michelle, what a beautiful story. It is such a comforting thought to think of Jesus being near. We just got back from vacation today and I was so happy to find my cookbook had come in the mail while I was gone. I can't wait to try Jackson's favorite chocolate chip cookie recipe with my Jake and Grace and tell them about your sweet Jackson Ben. Thank you again for mailing it for me. I'm planning on taking it to bed with me tonight to read some...I read cookbooks the way some people might read a novel. Thinking of you and God bless.
Robin Boger
Lewisville, NC - Saturday, August 23, 2003 10:04 PM CDT

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Dear Michelle,

I almost do not know what to say! That story touched me so much.

As you know, the one thing I allow myself that is not in Scripture is that Jesus sometimes may show himself to those nearing the end of life here. (We had an experience with Gabbie where she said "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus" the day before she died.)

As always, I believe Gabbie and Jackson and all those other children we know have some very SPECIAL roles in heaven.

Thinking of you and praying for you, my friend.

God bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Friday, August 22, 2003 6:59 PM CDT

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Thank you very much for the entry!! I am scheduled to be a blood stem donor in September and I am feeling worried over the decision. After reading this I know how important my involvment will be. Thanks again!
Amber
- Friday, August 22, 2003 11:45 AM CDT

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Michelle,

I love the story about Christopher, Tony & Jesus. If only we could all have the peace that Christopher had when he knew he was going home to play with Tony and Jesus. I know Jack had this peace and I am so grateful for all that he taught us about the truths of Christianity. I know that he helped so many people see and come to faith. He truly is a miracle child :)
Lori, Randy, Megan, and Madelyn
- Thursday, August 21, 2003 11:31 PM CDT

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Thinking of you, Jack. What a brave little soldier you always were. Love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, August 19, 2003 6:20 AM CDT

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Thanks for sharing your thoughts. Vicki feels the same way about Tyler- as do the parents of many, many other children. I think it is good that you talk about your son- and no, you don't ever need to forget him! He will always be a part of your family, and you will one day see him again. Good luck to you as you live the remainder of your life. Laura
ca/coltonmeyer
- Friday, August 15, 2003 10:59 AM CDT

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Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
Vicki
- Friday, August 15, 2003 9:05 AM CDT

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Touch Of An Angel



I felt an angel's touch today,
in the midst of my despair.
Twas sent by God, Himself, to say,
"be still and know I'm there."

To lead through days of darkness,
and light your way with love.
Be still and know, deep in your heart,
I'm reigning from above.

I'll lift you when you stumble,
I'm with you all the time.
I understand and share your pain;
remember child of mine,

The end is coming quickly;
the Lord shall soon appear.
To resurrect the righteous ones,
I love and hold so dear.

And bring them home, into a place,
where broken hearts are healed.
And promises I made to you,
will finally be fulfilled.

This life is but a spot in time,
a place for lessons learned.
Heaven holds the key to all,
your broken spirit yearns.

I sent an angel down today,
to show my words are true.
You're never far, beyond the arms,
of all God's love for you.

All material copyright @Judy Van Meter

You are in my heart and prayers. If you ever need someone to talk to or lean on, please email me. May God draw near and give you strength and hope and allow you to feel the touch of your angel.
Love and hugs
Judy
http://www.catchanangel.com
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 15, 2003 6:47 AM CDT

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Thanks for sharing the words of wisdom. Oddly, we tend to think over the harsh things said more often than the kind. Thinking of you. Love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Wednesday, August 13, 2003 6:13 AM CDT

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Wise words to live by! Thanks for sharing that story. Hope you have a wonderful week.
Love,

Elizabeth
- Monday, August 11, 2003 9:51 PM CDT

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Just wanted to swing in and let you all know that we're here for you and praying for peace and serenity for you. Sending lots of love from high above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Friday, August 8, 2003 9:40 PM CDT

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Hello to one of the most beautiful families.....and I am including everyone that stops by Jack's website to offer a prayer. (We have all become closer because of Jackson) It's just amazing how one little man can teach so many of us, young or old, the true meaning of life and how short it can be. One day your whole world can flip right upside down. I am so glad that Jack's family has such a big support group, meaning family, friends and people they have never met. Looking back I know I did not do enough for you and your family Michelle. I was scared as I was when I lost my grandmother....I am not a very strong person and I really look up to you at how well you handled everything and juggled your time for your family. I miss that little Jack more than words can say, I know the joy he brought to you and your family...that is the one thing I know is how my children make me feel. They really do complete me and I have no idea how you must feel after the loss of Jack, I can only imagine and that isn't even close.

I know with my little guys problems, which aren't even close to what Jack was going through, it seems like you are helpless sometimes and I just want to scream. I know I ask alot of the same questions that you did and probably still do. The "NO" poem that you wrote has answered alot of my questions. Thank you for all the kind words and for sharing a wonderful life.

I pray that the Lord keeps easing your pain and the void that you feel, God bless your family.


Love, Jody <jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
New Richmond, WI USA - Thursday, August 7, 2003 2:50 PM CDT

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We are to be thankful to God always, continually acknowledging, confessing, and glorifying His name in prayerful praise and worship. I am so thankful the joy and smiles you brought into my life. Your little light will forever shine. Love Gramma Bonnie
Bonnie Krahenbuhl <bkrahenbuhl@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, August 7, 2003 10:19 AM CDT

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The message is very inspirational and true. Missing your angel boy. Love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Wednesday, August 6, 2003 5:02 AM CDT

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The Blessing In "No"

I love it. Just love it.

Ang
Ang <jerlind@bresnan.net>
- Wednesday, August 6, 2003 1:08 AM CDT

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Remembering you and all the little angels that have left us behind. Sending lots of love - thought - prayer your way from high above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 10:04 PM CDT

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Thinking of you always Jackson and missing you so much. Love forever Grandma Bonnie
Grandma Bonnie
- Monday, August 4, 2003 12:44 AM CDT

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Dear Michelle,

That story about the quarter is incredible!

In order to help me out, other family members to entertain Aubrey and I know that a few times she has been brought
to a membership pool where she is passed off as family. I've decided this can't continue and Aubrey must be paid for...I don't want her to think it is OK to "sneak" in.

I've said it before, I can't wait to meet Jackson Ben some day.

Love,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Monday, August 4, 2003 9:55 AM CDT

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Michelle,
Just checking in and what a thought-provoking entry. The story about the quarter definitely hits home with the lesson that I had in Sunday School this morning. We don't know how many times the little decisions that we make could have such an impact. Wow! I have found so many times in my life that so many things are inter-related. What are the odds that something I had just discussed this very morning would be on your journal entry today. Coincedence, I don't think so. I am Moravian and we have a daily text that is set well in advance with various Bible verses and a discussion of those. It is amazing how many times it is exactly what I needed on that very day. The Satan comment is a profound statement as well. I don't think many of us think about that he could say those things. Thank you for sharing and I definitely want to meet Jackson Ben.
God Bless.
Robin Boger
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, August 3, 2003 5:36 PM CDT

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Hi sister,

Wishing you all an enjoyable weekend.
Love Ang & Family
Ang <jerlind@bresnan.net>
- Saturday, August 2, 2003 0:22 AM CDT

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Just thinking about the time you rode your new blue bike out of the store. I smile often thinking of the cute things you did and said. Jack, you were so blessed to have such loving and caring parents. Missing you, love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Friday, August 1, 2003 9:14 PM CDT

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Dear Michelle,
Thank you for sharing your faith so freely here on Jackson's website. And thank you for sharing what you have learned about things in the environment that increase the risk of cancer in children. My family has been changed by what you have said about both topics. You are a remarkable woman, and I count myself blessed to have your prayers, support, and encouragement.
God's grace and peace be with you and yours,
Elizabeth <www.caringbridge.org/wa/aidangoodwin>
Richland, Wa - Friday, August 1, 2003 5:11 PM CDT

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Thinking of you this day and everyday Jackson. I am so thankful to be apart of life and your journey. Your are so loved. Love Grandma Bonnie
Bonnie
- Friday, August 1, 2003 8:39 AM CDT

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Im so sorry for the loss of your dear angel. my prayers and thoughts are with you.

Love & Hugs,Tina
Tina PArker <wanka16@yahoo.com>
Shiloh, Ga. Harris - Thursday, July 31, 2003 11:00 PM CDT

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HI Michelle,
I am just "Lurking" around! I wanted to let you know that a couple of entries before when you mentioned you would have asked for more help. I am so sorry if I didn't offer when you needed it more. As I sit here and think back to that time I really had no idea what you and your family were going through and it just breaks my heart now because that time is gone. And yes, it angers me still to this day the way people treated you and hurt your feelings over and over. You are one of the most special people in my life and I am so grateful. Jackson's battle has really opened my eyes and heart to a renewed faith. Without out faith we have no hope. There is always hope through Jesus Christ!
I love you and may you be blessed a hundred-fold!

Amy
Somerset, - Thursday, July 31, 2003 8:32 PM CDT

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I just happened to run across your site while visiting Gooch's page. I was very interested in reading about the hotdogs. I had heard a lot of these facts and had always wondered about them. My son was dx on Dec 25, 1989, with Non Hodgkin's Lymphoma Stage 4 and he LOVED hotdogs up until the year before when he finally said "No more hotdogs, Mom!" I always wondered if they could have contributed some way to his cancer........He's now almost 18 and still won't eat hotdogs to this day
Cindy Rector <CinRec@aol.com>
Boonville, IN USA - Thursday, July 31, 2003 2:26 PM CDT

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Michelle. I have just been reading the past journals, and I hope from what I read that you don't hold yourself responsible for Jackson getting sick. You are a very good Mother and are very concerned for their welfare. People that judge you have know idea what you and Mike and the other children went through. You shouldn't feel that you have to defend yourself to others. We were all so blessed to have Jackson in our lives, and we still are blessed because we can still see the changes that happen because of Jackson. You are a very good Mother and a very special person and are loved very much. Love you much, Mom K
Bonnie Krahenbuhl
Clear Lake, WI - Thursday, July 31, 2003 12:03 AM CDT

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Michelle, I am reading between the lines and just hoping you dont feel like you had anything to do with Jackson's getting leukemia. I mean, its not like you willingly allowed him to eat something that may have been bad for him - we all do it - I was just wondering because the way you mentioned he loved them there was a twinge of why did I let him eat them.. and you didnt know. You were probably happy he was eating.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Thursday, July 31, 2003 8:31 AM CDT

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I need to apoligize for never having written before now. I have read about your beautiful boy on many occasions, but didn't realize that it would add to your pain to see that people had read your words and not added thier own. That is the last thing I intended by keeping up with your family. I have a little friend who was diagnosed with leukemia (Philadelphia Positive ALL) just over a year ago and a son named Jaxon too. I found your site through a link from my little friend's CB site. I was drawn to your site first because of the name and then kept coming back because of your insightful words and the education I have gained from you.
I have kept you in my thoughts and prayers since reading about your Jackson and will continue to do so. I hope you continue to write in the journal and also hope that you realize that some of us want to see how you are, or hear anecdotes about you son and don't sign the guestbook because we think our words are inadequate.

Denise, Kelly, Jaxon and Colby Carreno <imd10@aol.com>
Clovis, Ca USA - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 4:26 PM CDT

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Hi to you all. Wondering how Jess did with her calf at the fair. Thinking of you.

Ang, Jer and Sarah
Ang <jerlind@bresnan.net>
- Tuesday, July 29, 2003 6:27 PM CDT

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Those we love don't go away, they walk beside us everyday. Unseen, unheard, but always near. My heart aches for everything you have had to endure. Missing your precious angel boy. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Monday, July 28, 2003 8:44 PM CDT

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Dearest Michelle,

I love the new look on Jackson's site!

I also agree so much with your journal entry. WE, THE GRIEVING PARENTS, are analyzed and all are actions are judged. Honestly, just let us grieve.

I have had some people do absolutely horrible things in my daughter's death. Something I may mention soon...some people treat the death of our child in ways that we KNOW they would despise...if it had been there child!!

Anyway, thankfully we have wonderful friends and family and a very caring and loving God.

Thinking of you always. Jackson is so beautiful.

PS: I notice that someone adopted you from Chubby Chica. Someone adopted Gabbie but they came and left in a huge hurry. Maybe my conservative Christian views scared them away--you think??

Love,
Monica

(http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/gabrielles.prayers)
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Monday, July 28, 2003 5:20 PM CDT

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Hi! My name is Robin & I've adopted you from the Chubby Chica website. I've just begun reading about your beautiful son and I'm so sorry for your loss. Your journal entry really hit home for me as I've visited other sites and guestbooks and am amazed at some of the critical (and sometimes nasty) guestbook entries that parents receive from unselfishly sharing their lives in the journal. I almost believe that some people have the idea that the guestbook is a chat room for them to offer their unfounded opinions and critique the writer. I do feel (and pray) that these people are the exception rather than the rule and that most people visit to offer their support and prayers. Thank you for sharing your story. I will keep you and your family in our prayers and will check in soon.
Randy, Robin, Jake & Grace Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Monday, July 28, 2003 4:04 PM CDT

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Thank you for another insightful entry.

Victoria
Victoria
Mpls, Mn - Monday, July 28, 2003 10:25 AM CDT

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This is my first time on Jackson's site. Your entry was so enlightening. I have to admit, I'm a lurker, and I never thought that just visiting a page and not signing would be "hurtful". Well, if I learned something important today that would be it. God knows, I care so much about all of the children I visit, and hadn't realized that not signing could be hard for the families. I know that hard is a relative term. You've been through much harder times, I know. I came to Jackson's site through the Adopt-a-kid site. My son's name is Jackson also. He is 8 1/2 months old. I am so sorry for your loss, and I am sorry that people feel they can judge you. Please know that in spite of all the people that feel it is their place in life to judge, there are others that will accept and love you as is.
You are all in my prayers.
God Bless.
Randa <randaleiper@hotmail.com>
Sarasota, Florida - Monday, July 28, 2003 0:32 AM CDT

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Your right, these sites are for supoort and encouragement. Not judgement and ridicule!!
I've seen your name many times on many other sites. I always notice it because I'm a Mom to a Jackson too.
Thanks for speaking up for those who just can't. And my thoughts are with you and your family.
Lori Gray
Shoreview, MN - Sunday, July 27, 2003 5:14 PM CDT

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I just read your entry and I thought I would say hi. I did not know your son and this is my first trip to his page. I'm not exactly sure how I came upon his page, but I did so I thought I would say "Hi."

What you said really struck a chord in me. I also have a CB page. My daughter is not inflicted with cancer or antyhing life threatning, but she is legally blind. A lot of times, like you mentioned, I will notice the counter on her page going up, but no new messages in her guestbook. I wonder who might have read my daughter's story or looked at her photos. I wonder if I knew this person. I wonder if whoever it was that stopped by felt pity for us (please DON'T), prayed for us or thinks of us. It's nothing I'm going to lose sleep over, but it is something I wonder about.

I wish the best for you and will include you in my prayers now that I know of you. I will also stop by again to see if there is anything new you added and I will leave a message when I stop by.

Sending lots of love your way!!!


Shannon -- http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/samanthatherese/ <humphity319@aol.com>
Haverhill, MA USA - Sunday, July 27, 2003 3:46 PM CDT

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It has been awhile since we have written, but please know that you're in our thoughts and prayers daily!! Have you heard the song by David Phelps "My child is coming home"? It is a joyful rendition about the homecoming celebration in heaven. It is such a lively and beautiful song, and the girls and I have envisioned Jack dancing away to it! We turn it up and sing outloud every time! FOREVER IN OUR THOUGHTS----RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN
THE WIRTHS
- Wednesday, July 23, 2003 10:56 PM CDT

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Michelle, Thanks for sending the cookbook. It is wonderful; I loved seeing the picture of Jackson and reading his story again. It is such a powerful story of faith and the love of our Lord. Thank you, too, for the bag of goodies for the boys. They were so happy to receive them. You are a dear. I think of you often.
Love,

Elizabeth
Richland, WA - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 3:42 PM CDT

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Thank you for sharing the valuable information. It has made me so more aware of the dangers in products I was using daily. Remembering special times with your precious angel boy. Love to all of you, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Wednesday, July 23, 2003 6:04 AM CDT

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I think of Jackson so often and how his life strengthened my faith. Jackson was and still is a light that shined in this life to show us the next.
Mae
- Tuesday, July 22, 2003 7:21 AM CDT

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Michelle,
I am so sorry for your loss. What a beautiful little guy Jack is. I also belong to A PLACE FOR HEALING. I lost my sn Michael on 11/27/02. This is the hardest thing a mother will ever have to go thur. Please visit my son. Michael will take care of Jack till we get there. I bet he has him out fishing. www.geocities.com/ourangelmichael/index.html. My prayers are with you.
Love
Carol
Carol Carico <ccarico@tampabay.rr.com>
Bradenton, Fla USA - Sunday, July 20, 2003 11:46 AM CDT

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No one really understands the stress of all of this unless they have actually lived it themselves. It is so easy for some people to judge, when I think if they would put as much energy into doing something good for someone, they would look at things a little differently. The old saying of "walk a day in my shoes" has real meaning. Thinking of you always. Love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Friday, July 18, 2003 5:45 AM CDT

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I don't write in your jounrnal too often Jackson, but that doesn't mean that I'm not thinking of you, there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. If I could only hear your voice one more time and feel your little arms around me. I'll always be able to see your smile, that precious smile will be in my heart always. Forever in your Grandma Bonnie's heart. Love and miss you so much
Grandma Bonnie
WI - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 5:43 PM CDT

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You are so loved.........
Love forever and ever......Jody
- Monday, July 14, 2003 2:44 PM CDT

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A prayer for moms and dads with broken hearts and love to our children.
Ang <jerlind@bresnan.net>
- Sunday, July 13, 2003 11:55 PM CDT

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Dear Michelle,

Clara speaks to our hearts, doesn't she!

It is so true that some things simply do not matter anymore and they never will. Getting back to normal is not God's concern for us. Even happiness is not His concern. As I'm always preaching, it is our souls He is concerned about. And it is our souls that are now most important to Jackson and Gabbie also! Fortunately, we are two mama's who know we are secure in our future reunion with those two lovely children. We need, of course, to pray so much for our children that are still here.

I also cannot believe the compliment you gave me. Really, it is the other way around and know that sometimes I even temper my writing when I think of you!!

Love in Christ,
Monica, Saint Gabbie's Mama
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Sunday, July 13, 2003 2:43 PM CDT

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What words of wisdom written. Life never is the same when one has suffered such a loss. Thinking of you always. Love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Friday, July 11, 2003 8:37 PM CDT

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We had such a wonderful time at Joes party. Jackson's Garden is so beautiful. Karissa thought he would like the "little red bug" and the yellow pinwheel. We miss Jackson so much. We miss his little voice and self. I learned something last night that Jack's favorite flowers were pansies :) When we were in his garden it was such a calm feeling. I really believe I could feel him near.
As Joe was blowing out the candles I kept remembering Jackson blowing out his candles. He was so excited. I love to watch the video of that birthday party.It was so special because it was right before he had his bone marrow transplant and we have that wonderful day on video. We watch it a lot. Jackson is always in our hearts and on our minds. We think of you all too. Missing you.
Heather
- Monday, July 7, 2003 10:01 PM CDT

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Thinking of you, as always. How fun the 2 little boys would have had celebrating Joe's 3rd birthday. Missing your giggles. Love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Monday, July 7, 2003 6:46 AM CDT

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No one else was walking in your shoes, in that moment, in those circumstances when you had to decide who would stay with Jack; you did what was best for your family. No one else should judge you for what you decided.

I am so glad that little Joe brings you all such joy and comfort. God takes care of us; how thankful I am that He knows what we need and then provides it for us.

Love,
Elizabeth
- Sunday, July 6, 2003 10:58 PM CDT

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Just stopping by to let you know that I was thinking about you. Yes, God does have a plan...we don't always know what it is, though. Jackson was such a cute boy. Please don't let people make you think you did the wrong thing staying home with your other children, they were not in your shoes and you did what you thought was best for the whole family. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Debbie Hallemeier
Matthew's Website
<Debbie54Rn@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO - Sunday, July 6, 2003 7:43 PM CDT

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Happy 4th for a dear family
Victoria <www.caringbridge.org/mn/gabesjourney>
- Friday, July 4, 2003 9:17 PM CDT

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We just wanted to wish you a Happy 4th of July.

Joey does remind us a lot of Jackson.They looks so much a like. I also believe that Joe is a special gift and meant to help you and comfort you. We all think and know that you are a wonderful Mother. You DID do what you had to do. It was not right of people(including myself)to judge any of your choices you did what you had to do. Any Mother and father would.You have such a beautiful family.
We wish little Joey a very Happy Birthday. We are looking forward to his party this weekend.

Lots of Love,

Heather, Tom and family
The Anderson's
- Friday, July 4, 2003 7:11 PM CDT

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Dear Michelle,

The "letter to a helper" was incredible. I could even feel spots of anger come to me as I read that. Especially the part about the life of the non-bereaved moving forward. I accept that the lives of others must move on. But can THEY accept that our lives do not move on in the same way...and never will??

I have also tried to explain to others that sometimes the anguish gets worse over time but no one, not a one, seems to understand.

I can't wait to meet Jackson Ben.

Always thinking of you, my friend.

Monica Paquette, Gabbie's ever-grieving mama
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 8:25 AM CDT

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Just checking in to let you know I'm thinking of all of you and praying for you.
Love,

Elizabeth
- Monday, June 30, 2003 10:26 PM CDT

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This site has always been filled with love and inspiration.
Thinking of you Jack always. Thank you Michelle for continuing to share with all of us.
Love You

Theresa <elvisp_77@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 27, 2003 4:43 PM CDT

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I will never forget.

Love,
Bonnie
Hudson, WI USA - Thursday, June 26, 2003 10:48 AM CDT

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Thank you for sharing these insightful words!
Victoria <vlj322@mn.rr.com>
Mpls, mN - Thursday, June 26, 2003 8:41 AM CDT

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Thinking of you, precious little angel, Jack. We miss your sweet smile and laughter. I think often of the time your Mama and I were in your room and your favorite book starting playing a song. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Thursday, June 26, 2003 6:37 AM CDT

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xoxoxoxo
I pray for you always. I remember Jack. I remember you.
Ang <jerlind@bresnan.net>
- Wednesday, June 25, 2003 11:28 PM CDT

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You've been in my thoughts and prayers Joe. Hope your feeling better.
Love Angie
Ang <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Saturday, June 21, 2003 11:11 PM CDT

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Feel Better Little Joe...

Love,
Ang
Angela Lind <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Friday, June 20, 2003 0:22 AM CDT

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Goodmorning to you all.
Hope that you enjoy a warm sunshiny day.
We love you~
Ang, Jeremy & Sarah
Ang <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Wednesday, June 18, 2003 8:37 AM CDT

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Wishing you a Happy Fathers Day Mike!

I will be down in the area on the 12th of July, so I will give you all a call before we get in to town. I would love for us to get together again. Dylan will be admitted on the 13 for prep and the 14 is surgery.

I want you to know that I think of you all the time and jackson everyday. His pinwheels are just spinning all day long! I will bring the pictures of Jacksons Jungle when we come there. Take care and until next time...



Linda Jorgenson <www.caringbridge.org/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI - Sunday, June 15, 2003 4:38 PM CDT

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Just checking in. I love you very much.
Ang
Ang <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Tuesday, June 10, 2003 11:40 PM CDT

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Thinking of you each and everyday. What a beautiful remembrance of Jackson. I can't wait to get our Cookbooks. Sending our Love Always.

Heather
- Tuesday, June 10, 2003 10:52 PM CDT

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I love to think about Jack pushing that little cart around, and hearing how happy he was. Children are so great at making the most of every day. We love you Jack.
Theresa
Theresa
- Tuesday, June 10, 2003 3:31 PM CDT

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Thank you for sharing your special memory of little Jack.
I could just see his beautiful face. I miss him for you.
All my love
~Ang
Angela <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Thursday, June 5, 2003 10:05 PM CDT

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What a beautiful message you wrote about your precious angel boy. He endured so much in his little life, but always managed a smile and brought such happiness to everyone. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, June 3, 2003 6:46 AM CDT

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Thinking of you brings such happiness to my heart, I will love you forever and ever little guy!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo


Love, Jody
- Friday, May 30, 2003 8:51 AM CDT

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Love you guys.

Ang, Jeremy & Sarah
Ang <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Thursday, May 29, 2003 10:59 PM CDT

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Thinking of you this day and always. Forever your little light will shine. Love and miss you so much, Gramma Bonnie
Bonnie Krahenbuhl <bkrahenbuhl@hotmail.com>
WI - Saturday, May 24, 2003 8:25 AM CDT

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I just want to say today, that I love you all very much. Jess, Jake, Jack and Joe, you are each very special. Thanks Michelle for being a super friend and sister.
All our love,
Ang, Jeremy & Sarah
Ang <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Thursday, May 22, 2003 11:43 AM CDT

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My dear friend Michelle,

Thinking of you always.

Our children have been ripped away from our arms. I truly believe God will continue to give us strength to live without them. But as I read somewhere, we can acknowledge all that God has done for us and will do for us, but a child's death is "Even so."

No one has ever said, "I'm glad my child died." Almost any other trial in life can eventually be viewed from the perspective that we are glad it happened. Not so with our children.

As I said, I think of you and Jackson and your family every day.

Love,
Monica and Family
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Thursday, May 22, 2003 9:49 AM CDT

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The wind blew, and the rains came, but Jackson's luminary candle burned bright at our Relay for Life last weekend.

Thinking of you,
Elizabeth
- Wednesday, May 21, 2003 7:04 PM CDT

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Our pinwheels are in "Jackson's jungle" and they are flowing so ever free. Thinking about you and yours not only on this day, but everyday!


Linda Jorgenson <www.caringbridge.org/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI - Thursday, May 15, 2003 7:28 PM CDT

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I love you:) Remembering Jackson today, even though I think about him and you everyday, just especially today.
God bless you,
Amy
Amy Moore
- Thursday, May 15, 2003 4:23 PM CDT

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A big hug to you all. I love you so much. Sarah and I are on our way outside to send a yellow balloon to Jackson.
Peace to You...
Love~
Ang, Jeremy & Sarah
Ang <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Thursday, May 15, 2003 12:33 AM CDT

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This is from Me, the Savior said, As bending low He kissed my brow,
"For one who loves you thus has led. Just rest in Me, be patient now, Your Father knows you have need of this,
Though, why perhaps you cannot see--
Grieve not for things you've seemed to miss. The thing I send is best for thee."
Then, looking through my tears, I plead, "Dear Lord, forgive, I did not know,
It will not be hard since You do tread,
Each path before me here below." And for my good this thing must be,
His grace sufficient for each test. So still I'll sing, "Whatever be God's way for me is always best."

I am not to question why things happen as they do, only God has the answer to these questions. I know Jackson that through your short life you have touch more people than I'll ever know. I know Jesus called your little light to come home and be with him, because your journey was finished here. Your little light will forever shine. Love and miss you so much. Gramma Bonnie
Bonnie K <bkrahenbuhl@hotmail.com>
WI - Thursday, May 15, 2003 10:05 AM CDT

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Just sitting here thinking about Jackson and knowing that today is hard day for his family and friends. What a beautiful day it is though - Blue Sky - Sunshine - I just think Jackson's up in Heaven having a ball - his smile is part of all this sunshine.

Mike, Michelle, Jess, Jake & Joey - I love you - you're on my mind and in my prayers.
Andrea Cress <acress@mmm.com>
Glenwood City, WI USA - Thursday, May 15, 2003 9:49 AM CDT

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Precious Memories of the Sweetest Little Boy. Remembering Little Jackson Ben Today and Always. Your Light Will Forever Shine.

All our Love,
Uncle Tom, Auntie Heather, Jordan, Carter, Karissa & Trey
- Thursday, May 15, 2003 8:42 AM CDT

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Thinking of you today Jackson Ben. Saw your little brother Joey the other day for the first time since he was a little baby, took comfort in seeing you in him. =) Peace and God bless to you and yours.
Bonnie LaBlanc <bonnie.lablanc@kodak.com>
Hudson, WI USA - Thursday, May 15, 2003 8:07 AM CDT

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Precious Jack, you are truly missed. You gave everyone such love and happiness. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Thursday, May 15, 2003 5:07 AM CDT

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You are in our prayers as another anniversary of Jackson's homegoing draws close. We pray that our Heavenly Father may abundantly bless you with His comfort, His peace and, most of all, His blessed, blessed hope.
Yolanda Rogers, Mommy to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com - <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 7:52 PM CDT

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Thinking about you little man Jack.....all my love to you.
Love, Jody
- Wednesday, May 14, 2003 1:32 PM CDT

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Thinking of you this Tuesday morning. God has you in his keeping, we have you in our hearts. Thinking of precious memories. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, May 13, 2003 5:31 AM CDT

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Thank you for the phone call tonight sister.
I hope this Mothers day brought you peace. Many wonderful times to remember, I'm sure.
Sleep well.
Love ~ Ang
Ang <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Sunday, May 11, 2003 11:58 PM CDT

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Jackson you are missed so much, remembering the last Mother's day we spent together, you had so much fun and so full of energy. I can still see you with your little tan hat on, and you and Gramma Cindy playing in the sand. We were all together today, the sun wasn't shining, but your little lite was shinning. We miss our little Scoobie so much. Forever in our hearts. Love Gramma Bonnie
Gramma Bonnie <bkrahenbuhl>
Clear Lake, WI - Sunday, May 11, 2003 9:27 PM CDT

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Michelle,

We wish you a Happy Mother's Day. We are thinking of you today and everyday. You are a wonderful loving and caring mother.

Mother's Day 2 years ago will always be my most special memory of precious Jackson Ben.
That was such a beautiful day. I think about that day always. Remembering the cute little giggle and the big beautiful smile. The fishing crab.. The tickling movie. That day was so special. Jackson played so much ,he laughed and had so much fun videotaping. We miss him so much. We think of you all everyday..

All Our Love,
Heather and Tom and family <tandha@amerytel.net>
- Sunday, May 11, 2003 1:25 AM CDT

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I am so sorry for the loss of your angel. You will be in my thoughts and prayers

http://aplacetoheal.topcities.com
Heidi <mommyof3pumpkins@aol.com>
Grand Haven, MI USA - Saturday, May 10, 2003 8:37 AM CDT

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Dear Michelle, Thank you for faithfully checking in at David's website and letting me know you are thinking of us . . . It is unfathomable to think we have been without our precious David for three years! Finally I am gaining energy/strength (whatever it is . . . ) to try to make a difference in the lives of other children. Like you, I am using non-toxic products in my home and want to make others aware of all that invades our homes without our knowledge and how devastating it can be for all of us, but especially our children. Do you have an organized effort that you are using to get information out? I'd be interested in hearing more about what you are doing.

. . . And I will be thinking of you on your own angel's anniversary May 15, keeping your family in my heart.
God's peace and blessings to you, Michele
Michele Benyo, mom to Sweet Boy David <mgblookingup@iglide.net>
Bloomington, MN - Friday, May 9, 2003 8:55 AM CDT

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Just checking in...

We love you all.
Ang, Jeremy and Sarah
Ang Lind <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Thursday, May 8, 2003 1:35 PM CDT

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I decorated a luminary bag in Jackson's memory yesterday. His candle will shine bright at our Relay For Life on the 17th of May. His name will be read loud and clear for all to hear. His life will be celebrated.
Love,

Elizabeth
- Tuesday, May 6, 2003 10:33 PM CDT

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Hi - I am from Quilts of Love - we make virtual quilts I would love for you to stop by and check us out? maybe you would let us have the honor of making a quilt just for you? hugs Angel Toto

^A^ Toto
- Monday, May 5, 2003 1:50 PM CDT

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I love you guys...

Ang, Jeremy & Sarah
Ang <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Friday, May 2, 2003 1:08 PM CDT

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Thank you for visiting our Angel James'
webpage and leaving a message.
Your darling baby boy is so beautiful...my heart aches for you and your family.I miss my ^j^ James so very much as I know you miss yours.

Blessings & Love to all,
Bonnie <www.caringbridge.com/page/jamiebowman>
Columbus, Ohio - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 3:02 AM CDT

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What a beautiful picture on the web-site, that was always one of my favorites. You're adorable! I think this is the picture where you put your coat on by yourself and it is on upside down, your Mama and I thought that was so cute. I think many times of when we put Curious George on a toy motorcycle and we laughed so hard every time he fell off. Blowing kisses to our precious Angel Boy. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 5:58 PM CDT

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What a great picure of Jackson! Seeing his picture pop up instantly made me cry and smile at the same time! Jackson's picture certainly shows the twinkle in his eyes we have all grown to cherish.

Love to you all,
Amy

Amy Moore
- Monday, April 28, 2003 3:19 PM CDT

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Jessie~

I wanted to wish you a super prom day. Have lots of fun and take plenty of pictures.
Love Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Saturday, April 26, 2003 11:03 AM CDT

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Love the site. Hope to see you soon. Love Darnell
Darnell Eveland <darneveland@charter.net>
Janesville, WI - Friday, April 25, 2003 10:56 AM CDT

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I love you Jack....
Mom has done such a fine job on your site.
Ang
Angela <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Friday, April 25, 2003 10:43 AM CDT

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Thinking of you this day and always Jackson, your little light will forever shine. Love you Gramma Bonnie
Gramma Bonnie <bkrahenbuhl@hotmail.com>
WI - Friday, April 25, 2003 8:53 AM CDT

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Dear sister & family,

So glad your home safely. Can't wait to hear all about your vacation. Sleep well.
Love~ Ang, Jeremy & Sarah
Angela <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Tuesday, April 22, 2003 11:35 PM CDT

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Many blessings to the Espeseth family this Easter day.

HE IS RISEN!

Elizabeth
- Sunday, April 20, 2003 9:46 AM CDT

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As I sit here today thinking of the Easter week-end in 2001, as we all traveled to Indianna, I remember how much fun we had. We got to take Auntie Donna's van. The weather was very windy as we traveled and every time your Dad needed to put in gas you were so determined to help him. We had so much fun at the motel and we even got to go swimming. We took that long walk around the beautiful grounds at the Voice of God's new building site. Jessie and I would ask you if you want to go back to the building but you wanted to keep going, I think it was more than a mile we walked, but Jessie and I took turns in carrying you. You looked so handsome in your fancy shirt and pants, and of course your sun glasses, you looked like a star. Gramma wasn't able to go on the trip this year, so baby Joe is here with me. I'm sure we will make special memories like you and I did Jackson. Your little light will forever shine, and I will always cherish the times we had together. Forever in my heart and mind. Love Gramma Bonnie
bkrahenbuhl
Clear Lake, WI - Friday, April 18, 2003 10:25 AM CDT

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Wishing you all a wonderful time in Indiana. Have a Happy Easter.
Love~ Sarah, Ang & Jeremy
Angela <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Wednesday, April 16, 2003 11:01 PM CDT

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"The Road of Life" is awesome! I shared it with all I know, have already gotten responses from other's who truly enjoyed it! Lotsa love always.
Bonnie LaBlanc <bonnie.lablanc@kodak.com>
Hudson, WI USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 11:34 AM CDT

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My sweet little Jackson Ben, as I sat down to add to your guestbook tonight my heart was so over come with saddness in missing you I could not seem to stop the tears from flowing. My heartaches for you daily and I try to be strong and to keep busy with other things, but there is always something missing, our little Jackson is not here to share all the family gatherings and just the everyday things. I know that your little light will forever shine, but sometimes it is so hard to be strong. Love and miss you so much Gramma Bonnie
bkrahenbuhl
WI - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 10:31 PM CDT

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To my auntie Meechelle,

Thank you for the kind and wonderful gifts. I love them all especially my blanky.
Love Sarah
Sarah Lind <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Tuesday, April 8, 2003 10:09 AM CDT

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That's so cool..
Hope you had a great weekend. Love you~
Ang

Ang <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Sunday, April 6, 2003 10:33 PM CDT

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Thank you for checking out my web site. Remember God will always be with you
Amanda <rule@180com.net>
Billings, MT - Sunday, April 6, 2003 6:51 PM CDT

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Im sorry to hear about your little boy. I got your web site off of Sarah Lind web site. She is a neighbor of mine in Montana. God will always be with you. You can always check out my web site if you want. www.caringbridge.org/mt/amandalyn
Amanda Rule <rule@180com.net>
Billings, MT - Sunday, April 6, 2003 3:31 AM CDT

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Just wanted to say.....
I LOVE YOU!
Ang
Ang <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Thursday, April 3, 2003 2:42 PM CST

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Dear Family,

Just a note to say we are thinking of you, looking forward to seeing you at Easter. May this be a special holiday season for each of you, and a time of blessing and praise.
Dad & Family
- Wednesday, April 2, 2003 9:27 PM CST

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"But as for me, I will always have hope; I will praise you more and more. My mouth will tell of your righteousness, of your salvation all day long, though I know not it's measure. I will come and proclaim your mighty acts, O Sovereign Lord; I will proclaim your righteousness, yours alone."
Psalm 71 14 - 16

Thanks for your prayers, support, and encouragement through our journey.
Love,

Elizabeth
Richland, WA - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 7:37 PM CST

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My one little daycare boy was wondering if you get to play with Mr. Rogers everyday now. We look at your picture daily with your fireman's hat and coat on. Missing our angel boy ever so much. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Wednesday, April 2, 2003 6:24 AM CST

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Good times talking to you today sister. Hope that you and Joe enjoyed your walk. Sarah and I did not get outside. It got quite windy today. We did sneak in a little nap though. Aaah...
Love to everyone.
Ang
Angela <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Tuesday, April 1, 2003 11:57 PM CST

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Dear Michelle,
Thank you for dropping in on Colby's website. Laura and I really appreciate all the support we are getting from family, friends, and the caring folks on caringbridge. We love you all!!! I'm sure that we will be talking to you in the near future (jack-colby's daddy forever and ever and ever)
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby
UNIONTOWN, PA USA - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 7:39 PM CST

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Hi Michelle,

Sorry I haven't been in touch for a while. Everything at home (regarding Internet access) is painfully slow and Noah is becoming a fussy baby.

However...I think of you, your family, and Jackson Ben ALL the time. I still want to meet you some day as we share such a painful journey. I would love to talk to you in person about faith and God and our cherished children.

Some day, Michelle, we will be overjoyed when we are reunited with Gabbie and Jackson in heaven. Until then, may God give us the strength to live our lives without them.

Love,
Monica Paquette
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Monday, March 31, 2003 5:05 PM CST

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Michelle:

Thank you so much for singning Noelle and Nicholas' guestbook. It really feels good to hear from other parents who really do understand. Sometimes it seems that the grief gets harder and harder. Wondering "why" and "how"... Wonering "why our family" and "why my children and not me"? I guess these are questions that I will forever ask.

I have told countless doctors that I truy think in my heart of hearts that we were exposed to something that caused these two completely different illnesses in my childrens lives. Then, for doctors to say that we just got hit with "bad luck." Well, I'm sorry, bad luck doesn't "just happen"... something "causes" it.

For my sanity, I have to believe what my daughter told me. She said that, "God picked us to be sick." I know that everything always happens with God's knowing about it first, but "something" had to cause this.

I would love more information from your and your husband's research. I have heard that the government has not done any research on brainstem gliomas since the 1970's. Though this is hard to believe... if it is true, it is so sad. And for my little man, I wonder why, just why? I still have so much anger about his "surgery gone wrong." There is no doubt in my mind that Nicholas died as a result of the injury he sustained during surgery.

Thank you again Michelle for sharing Jacksons story. It really takes a lot of strength from deep within to do the research that you are doing. I will continue to check in on you all. I hope that one day I can be strong like you and research more about my children's "illnesses."

Yours in Christ,
Wendy Baber <www.caringbridge.org/nc/noellenicholas>
Winston-Salem, NC - Saturday, March 29, 2003 8:57 AM CST

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Thinking of you all..... as always.

Love, Bonnie
Bonnie LaBlanc
North Hudson, WI USA - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 10:40 AM CST

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Thinking of you this Tuesday morning. Missing you and your beautiful smile. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, March 25, 2003 6:19 AM CST

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Good evening. Just a quick hello to say we are thinking of you all, missing you and sharing thoughts of Easter and this time of year. Never forgotten, always loved and missed.
Grandpa Gasper & Family
- Monday, March 24, 2003 9:43 PM CST

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Hi everyone. I love you much.
Ang
Ang <jerlind@attbi.com>
- Saturday, March 22, 2003 9:48 PM CST

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Wishing you a wonderful first day of spring.
Love,

Elizabeth
- Friday, March 21, 2003 11:54 AM CST

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Good morning. Thinking of all the family today, as spring is here and Easter approaches. May your days be blessed with love and joy and every good thing possible.
The Gasper Family
- Tuesday, March 18, 2003 7:01 AM CST

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Happy St. Paddy's Day to the Espeseth Family!
Love,

Elizabeth
- Monday, March 17, 2003 10:43 AM CST

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Sorry that I have not been here in awile.... I have been very sick with this nasty bug that is going around. One shot of penicillin, and it still did NOT do the trick. It is getting better tho.

We are going to be down for tests on the 23rd and 24th of April. I hope that we can get together during that weekend before we come back to Ironwood. I would love to meet everyone, and also to get to know you all better. We had a great time with you all last time, and I am excited again!

You guys have a great weekend and enjoy the nice weather. It has been in the upper 40's here and it is supposed to continue for us through the weekend.

Jackson Ben... You are always in our hearts thoughts and prayers. When the snow melts, you make sure you look at our garden, for there you will find Jackson's Jungle...we hope you will like it!!!


Linda Jorgenson <www.caringbridge.org/mi/dylanjorgenson ///// mommylindaroo@yahoo.com>
Ironwood, MI - Friday, March 14, 2003 9:51 PM CST

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Happy Anniversary To Mike and Michelle. The two of you have such a beautiful family. Many Happy Thoughts Today and Always.
Lots of Love~
The Anderson's
- Tuesday, March 11, 2003 5:21 PM CST

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Thinking of you today. Have a wonderful week.
Love,

Elizabeth
- Tuesday, March 11, 2003 11:26 AM CST

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Love, Jody
- Sunday, March 9, 2003 9:19 AM CST

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Thinking of you this morning, and so many fond memories.
Grandpa Gasper & Family
- Saturday, March 8, 2003 7:53 AM CST

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Hi Michelle,

Thinking of you all the time. I also wonder what a "normal" life must be like. When I see someone walking down the street, I don't wish for their happiness...I just wish for what it must feel like to have never lost a child.

We will always miss our children so much yet live in a world that must want us to view our children different than theirs. Why?

Jackson and Gabbie and all the others mean as much to us as those who get to stay. I told someone the other day that I will never accept the advice that I must put Gabbie in a corner in my mind. Gabbie, as you probably do with Jackson, will always be in mind right next to Aubrey and her soon-to-be sibling. Wherever my living children live in my heart, soul, and mind....there will be Gabbie.

Really, really hope to meet you in person some day!!

Love and God Bless,
Monica, Gabbie's Mama


Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Friday, March 7, 2003 4:53 PM CST

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Just checking in..... Take care.

Love, Bonnie
Bonnie LaBlanc <bonnie.lablanc@kodak.com>
Hudson, WI USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 9:45 AM CST

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Hello Michelle and Mike~~

We made it home, but got caught in blizzard like conditions just right outside Mellen...oh what fun!!! It was a long drive, a long day, but so well worth it....we met some very beautiful people...ALL OF YOU!!! Christa and I talked the whole way home about all of you and wait until you see what we have planned for our rock garden!! Can't tell you now, but when all of our snow melts, there will be pictures!!! Dylan talked none stop (surprise, surprise!) about you and how he was happy that he got to meet you, and he fell asleep along the way holding the pinwheel in one hand, and Jackson's picture on his chest in the other hand ( I wish I would of had a camera). I was very sweet.

I will let you all know when we will be down again, so we can on a longer visit. Until then, please know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers.




Linda Jorgenson <www.caringbridge.org/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI - Sunday, March 2, 2003 9:47 AM CST

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Thinking of you today, and every day. Your rich life continues to bless and influence us all daily, and your are always in our hearts. Looking forward to that special day when we see you again, and can remain joined together always. God bless.
Grandpa Randy & Family
- Thursday, February 27, 2003 7:41 PM CST

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The writing of the the brave little soldier decribes you so well, Jack. You were the bravest little soldier and fought a good fight. You overcame so many obstacles. I'll always remember the beautiful smile you gave me the day before you went home to be with Jesus. To my hero and best friend. Love forever, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Wednesday, February 26, 2003 6:13 AM CST

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Thinking about the Sweetest" Little Soldier Boy" Jackson Ben. Such a brave little man. We miss you so much.We think about you everyday. Your Beautiful Light Will Forever Shine in Our Hearts and Minds. Missing you Always.
Tom and Heather ,Jordan,Carter, Karissa & Trey
- Tuesday, February 25, 2003 10:22 PM CST

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HEAVEN BECAME A HAPPIER PLACE WITH HIS ARRIVAL, I AM SURE. HE IS A SPECIAL ANGEL AND ONE DAY YOU WILL MEET HIM AGAIN. KEEP BEING BRAVE. YOU LOVED HIM AND DID WHATEVER WAS POSSIBLE BUT HIS MISSION HERE WAS A SHORT ONE. KISSES IN YOUR HEART.
ROSE <rosecb@aps.com.br>
BRASILIA, DF BRAZIL - Friday, February 21, 2003 12:30 AM CST

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Your little soldier will never be forgotten. He lives on in the hearts of the many people whose lives he touched. What joy it will be to meet him someday in heaven!

Love,
Elizabeth
Elizabeth Goodwin
Richland, WA - Thursday, February 20, 2003 12:06 AM CST

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Such a sweet little soldier indeed. Knowing that our children are completely safe free from all pain, suffering, cancer, liver disease and at Home with God offers our family so much comfort. We will be praying for you as you continue to travel down this difficult road of grief.

www.caringbridge.org/nc/noellenicholas

Wendy Babert <vbaber@triad.rr.com>
Winston-Salem, NC - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 3:13 PM CST

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Michelle and family,

So glad to see another update on "Jackson's Journey." I do look at the pictures and he is very handsome and precious.

"The Little Soldier" seems very appropriate for Jackson. These little children probably endured more than we will ever understand in this life.

Thinking of you always and hope we can meet sometime.

God bless,
The Paquettes: Monica, John, Aubrey & Saint Gabbie

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 7:13 PM CST

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Everyone is missing you so much little Jack. You are always in our hearts and minds. I cannot go through one day without thinking about the precious little guy who has showed me the true meaning of life and how fragile it can be. Thank you for being YOU. I will always hold you dear to my heart.

Love, Jody <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, Wi - Monday, February 17, 2003 9:53 AM CST

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Wishing you a Valentine's Day full of love.
Elizabeth Goodwin
Richland, WA - Friday, February 14, 2003 7:43 PM CST

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I love to read the entries that other people write, it lifts my sprirts, and also helps me see that you touched so many lives Jackson Ben. You are loved by so many. It is Valentine's Day, and Jackson you are my special Valentine every day. There is not a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts, thinking of you helps lift my sprirts for one so young has gained so much. I read this in my daily devotion and would like to share it with you:
Chance has not brought this ill to me;
It's God's own hand, so let it be,
For He sees what I cannot see.
There is a purpose for each pain,
And He one day will make it plain
That earthly loss is heavenly gain.
Like as a piece of tapestry
Viewed from the back appears to be
Only threads tangled hopelessly;
But in the front a picture fair
Rewards the worker for his care,
Proving his skill and patience rare.
You are the Workman, I the frame.
Lord, for the glory of Your Name,
Perfect Your image on the same.

We will some day unterstand and see God's great plan for us.
As it says in Matthew 6:32- Your heavenly Father knows. I love and miss you Jackson Ben, your little light will forever shine. Love Grandma Bonnie
bkrahenbuhl <bkrahenbuhl.hotmail.com>
WI - Friday, February 14, 2003 9:02 AM CST

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Lots of love, to my favorite little Valentine.


xoxoxox
- Friday, February 14, 2003 8:28 AM CST

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When I am feeling down, I come to your website and it picks me up seeing your little smiling face in the pictures. Everyone misses our favorite little "angel". God bless you and your wonderful family. We love you so much little man Jack.
Love, Jody <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, Wi - Saturday, February 8, 2003 3:21 PM CST

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We are in the planning stages for this year's Relay For Life. Just want you to know that there will be a luminary candle on the track in memory of little Jackson Ben. Your faith, his life story...what an amazing gift to all who visit this site. I don't know if I can ever express what an impact this has had on me.
Love,
Elizabeth
Elizabeth Goodwin
Richland, WA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 0:04 AM CST

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Thinking of you always little man Jack.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Love, Jody
- Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 10:08 AM (CST)

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MORNING WILL COME

Brokenhearted....
How can I bear the pain?
So many plans...permanently interrupted
So many dreams...shattered.
Hopes...dashed.
All gone.
Why?
Why this?
Why us? Why me?
Helplessness...hopelessness...
Life will never be the same again.
Is it even worth living?
Where are you, God?

I'm right here beside you, my child.
Even though you may not feel my presence,
I'm holding you close under the shadow of my wings.
I will walk with you through this dark night.

Do not shrink from weeping.
I gave you tears for emotional release.
Don't try to hide your grief.
Let it become for you a source of healing,
A process of restoration,
For I have planned it so.
Those who mourn shall be blessed.
I'll be holding on to you,
Even when you feel you can't hold on to me.

Seek my face, child of mine.
Receive my promise, impossible as it may seem now,
That joy will come in the morning.
It may take much time,
But I will heal your broken heart.
I know the night seems endless,
But MORNING WILL COME.
I have promised.

--From the HAVEN OF REST newsletter
LORI
- Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 09:52 PM (CST)

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Michelle and family,

Thinking of you during these holidays and always. I really do hope and pray that many blessings come your way in 2003. Also thinking of Jackson and how he is with Jesus. It still hurts so much to not have them here with us, however.

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & Saint Gabbie
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 10:28 AM (CST)

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Mike, Michelle, Jesse, Jake and Joe :)

May the Lord's blessings overflow onto you in 2003. May we always remember the lessons that we learned from Jackson's life, his walk with Jesus and his call to his eternal home. May we allow Jesus to be near us daily as Jack did finding comfort, wisdom and guidance in that nearness.

LOVE ALWAYS--RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE
THE WIRTHS
- Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 09:37 AM (CST)

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Here it is the second Christmas since you have been gone. I was thinking back to your first Christmas and you would only let Aunt Donna hold you, you looked to cute in your little Santa hat. Your second Christmas was quite different, you liked your musical toys the best. You always liked music and you seemed to hum to music before you even talked much. I will always cherish the songs you sang, and will carry them in my heart always. I know your little light will shine forever. There is much joy at Christmas time if we look to the real reason we celerbrate, its not all the presents we buy. It is about one special gift that we were all given. It is through Jesus that his gift to us was to have enternal life. Jackson you received this special gift and you are spending Christmas and eternity with Jesus, who loves you and all of us so very much. Jackson your little light and star is shining brighter than ever. You are forever in your Grandma Bonnie's heart. MERRY CHRISTMAS
bkrahenbuhl <bkrahenbuhl@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 09:34 AM (CST)

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Thinking of you this Christmas season and remembering how happy we were 2 years ago at this time. It was such a special Christmas when you were able to be home from the hospital. Missing you little angel boy. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 05:57 AM (CST)

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Thinking of Our Precious Little nephew Jackson Ben.We miss you so much. Our special star,star boy. Missing those beautiful brown eyes and long black eyelashes and that *Twinkle* in your eyes. Always and Forever.
Wishing you all a Special Christmas filled with lots of memories and new ones too.
All our Love,
Uncle Tom and Auntie Heather
& cousins
The Anderson's
- Friday, December 20, 2002 at 09:55 PM (CST)

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Thinking about you and your family this holiday season.




Linda Jorgenson <www.caringbridge.org/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 06:10 PM (CST)

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Thinking of you always, so thankful for your time here. Your contribution in life has touched so many lives, and continues to do so. We will be remembering you tonight too, and looking for that special star in the sky. Missing you always.
Grandpa & Family <WhiteEgHB@aol.com>
- Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 10:52 AM (CST)

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Missing you everyday little honey. Sure wish you were here with us, but we will have to wait our turn. God bless you sweet little angel.

Love, Jody
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Jody Olsen
- Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 06:15 PM (CST)

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It was the day after Thanksgiving 3 years ago that we found out you had leukemia. It was such a sad day for everyone, it brought so many emotions. The week before Grandma Bonnie, Aunt Sally, Alex, you and I had went for a ride in the car. We had so much fun singing songs and just laughing at the cute things you and Alex were saying. We never thought we would get news like that after your visit with the doctor. I'm thankful for the time we had together, I have so many happy memories. Missing you from the bottom of my heart. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Friday, November 29, 2002 at 10:45 AM (CST)

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I was thinking of you all this Thanksgiving day.
God bless you,
Amy
Amy Moore
- Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 07:31 PM (CST)

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Happy Thanksgiving to Mike,Michelle,Jessie,Jacob and baby Joe. My heart and thoughts are on you Jackson Ben this Thanksgiving Day, even though your are not here to enjoy the food and the family gathering you are in our hearts this day and every day. Your are forever in you Grandma Bonnie's heart and mind. You are such a blessing to our families, through you and the work of our Lord Jesus there have been so many changes and great blessings in our lives. I am so thankful that the Lord chose me to be your Grandmother and to share so many things with you. I still feel you were so wise for your age and Jesus gave you this special gift as he was at your side always, as it says in 1 John 4:19 that WE LOVE HIM, BECAUSE HE FIRST LOVED US. My prayer for this day to everyone that reads this message that they will come to know the Lord as their personal Savior and to walk with him. God works in so many different ways and shows himself to us in ways that we over look so much, on Tuesday morning as I was driving to work the sun was shining and there had been frost the night before, I looked around and it was like God had but out millions of blinking lights on the trees and the grass and weeds, it was a beautiful sight to see. God is all around and it doesn't have to be big things he sends to remind us that he is go great. HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL
Love Grandma Bonnie
bkrahenbuhl <bkrahenbuhl@hotmail.com>
WI - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 09:55 AM (CST)

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Dear Michelle & Family,

Thinking of you on this holiday week. How much we wish Jackson and Gabbie could be with us.

I like the scripture of John 14:27 (the guest book signer before me). The emphasis is on the peace that comes from Jesus and not from the world. But only if the world could understand that we can have peace in our hearts at the same time our hearts hold so much pain.

While Jesus was on earth, He freely offered peace, hope and love for the human heart. His own heart was overflowing with all of these and more. But Jesus' heart was also filled with pain. All because of His love for us. And we love our children so very much.

So we can accept peace from Jesus. But our hearts still bleed.

I know Jackson was very, very special.

God bless your entire family,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 12:58 PM (CST)

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In our busy hectic days, it may seem that we have all forgotten....However, not a day goes by that we aren't reminded of Jack in some way, for some reason. Whether it is just some cute memory, or some profound lesson we have learned from the life of Jackson Ben...he is still with us all. How much so then, he is with all of you! Him and our Savior hand in hand watching over, guiding, comforting you. "Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid." John 14:27
RANDY, LORI, MEGAN & MADELYN
- Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 08:39 PM (CST)

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Miss you much, little man Jack....:)

You will forever be in my heart.
Love, Jody
- Friday, November 15, 2002 at 10:55 AM (CST)

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You are on my mind today. I continue to pray for your family. His peace be with you,
Elizabeth
Elizabeth Goodwin
Richland, WA - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 02:43 PM (CST)

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No Farewell Words Were Spoken,
No Time To Say Goodbye,
You Were Gone Before We Knew It,
And Only God Knows Why.


Thinking of you always little Jack....:)
Love, Jody
- Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 02:36 PM (CDT)

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Holding you in my heart, until someday we can hold you in our arms again. Missing you, little Jack. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 06:09 AM (CDT)

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Thinking of you, little guy....

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Love, Jody
- Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 12:13 PM (CDT)

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Jackson---you had an awesome birthday party yesterday. Momma knows that you were there. It was a very special time with lots of friends that came to help all of the other children battling cancer. The kids ran fast, just like you. The gold star-star medals were just for you. It was all just for you. It was a special time. We love you little boy.
The family of Jackson Ben Espeseth
- Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 08:05 AM (CDT)

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Thinking of you today.
Elizabeth Goodwin
Richland, WA - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 11:40 AM (CDT)

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Jackson Ben, what a wonderful family you have. Your Momma and Daddy made everything so special for your birthday. The 5 yellow balloons going to you in Heaven were so beautiful. An eagle flew directly over my car three times on my way to your house. There were many smiles and tears, even though our hearts were aching for you. Everyone loves and misses you very much. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 06:40 AM (CDT)

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Halleluya, what a Saviour!!! I know His presence is felt by you daily. What a wonderful
blessing! We serve such a great and merciful God! Our prayers go up for you today and,
most of all, for the many that have also been separated from their beloved children by
death but do not know the blessed comfort and assurance of our precious Saviour.
http://www.galatians5.com
Yolanda Rogers <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 08:07 PM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday Jackson! I'm especially thinking of you today. I hope it's as sunny and beautiful in Heaven as it is here today. I hope you have a wonderful day sharing your kind spirit, sense of humor, and handsome smile with all around you. Love you little buddy. Andrea


Mike, Michelle, Jess, Jake & Joey: I want you to know that you weigh heavy on my heart today. My thoughts and prayers are with you as you celebrate and remember what would have been Jack's 5th birthday. Love you all. Andrea
Andrea Cogbill <acogbill@mmm.com>
Glenwood City, WI USA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 01:02 PM (CDT)

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Good morning to all!

What a beautiful sunrise for a very special day! What a big boy you have become, Mr. Jack. I wish you could be with your family and friends here on Earth, but I know you are having a ball of fun in Heaven with other family and friends. I bet you are having a Birthday party bigger than ever, I hear you always liked a party! We sure miss you more and more every day, you will always be in our hearts. Happy Birthday to the biggest boy I know! God bless and have a wonderful day!!!!

Love to you Jackson,

Jody
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Jody Olsen
- Monday, September 16, 2002 at 07:22 AM (CDT)

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Thinking of a very special little boy on his 5th birthday. You brought so much happiness to everyone. You could make any day bright with your beautiful smile. Missing you so much, precious little Jack. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Monday, September 16, 2002 at 06:31 AM (CDT)

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I sure do miss by best little buddy, tomorrow will be your 5th birthday. I know we would have a party and cake and candles to blow out, and just to hear your laughter and see your smile when it would be time to blow out the candles. I know you are smiling and there is laughter in your home with Jesus. My heartaches for you Jackson and I would just love to have one of your big hugs and that big smile of yours. Happy Birthday Jackson Ben! You have been such a blessing and shining light for so many that knew you and even the ones that didn't have the chance to know you. You have been such a blessing in my life Jackson.
Your little light will forever shine. Love Grandma Bonnie
Grandma Bonnie
Clear Lake, WI - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 04:17 PM (CDT)

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I was led here by Heavenly Lights which is inspired and dedicated to my daughter, Jordyn.
Tomorrow is your adorable Jackson's birthday and I will be praying for you and your family. I pray it's a peaceful and gentle day for all of you. I will come back and read the journals.
God Bless you and your family.
http://www.geocities.com/ourangeljordyn/Welcome
Christy <Ourangeljordyn@aol.co>
KS - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 03:45 PM (CDT)

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Jackson sounds like an amazing and special little boy, I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing your child is just the worst. You are in my prayers.

http://www.pilink.com/wa/arielmarinkovich/
Holly
WA - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 04:33 PM (CDT)

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Hi, I just visited your site and I think you did a beautiful memorial to Jackson. I am very sorry for your loss.I would like to invite you to join an Angelic Internet group called Simply Enchanting Angels. We hope to make new and lasting friendships as well as support each other in times of need. I hope to see you there. (((Angel Hugs))) Angel MaryBeth
Our website addy is http://www.senagles.org



Angel MaryBeth
Mi USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 05:08 AM (CDT)

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Thinking of you again this Tuesday morning. We all miss you. When we watch "Caillou", my little ones say, this is Jack's favorite show, too. We laughed so hard at brother, Joe, on Labor Day week-end. I think of all the fun you would have playing with him. He's very entertaining, just like you always were, so I guess he had a good little teacher. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 06:30 AM (CDT)

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Always thinking of your cute little ways......missing you so much.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Love, Jody
- Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 09:02 AM (CDT)

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Thinking of you this morning, precious little Jack, on what would have been your first day of school. How excited you would have been to ride the school bus with your new backpack. You said so often that was what you could hardly wait to do. I'll blow kisses in the wind when the bus stops at my house to pick up my little ones. Forever in my thoughts. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 06:41 AM (CDT)

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As always, you are in my prayers.
Love,
Elizabeth
Elizabeth Goodwin <thegoodwinfour@aol.com>
Richland, WA - Wednesday, August 28, 2002 at 09:35 PM (CDT)

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The days goe by so quickly, but it seems like just yesterday that you left us. Time is suppose to heal the hurt but there is so much saddness in my heart with missing you so much. With everyday that goes by you are in my thoughts. I am so lonely for you. I love and miss you so very much Jackson. Love Grandma
Grandma Bonnie
- Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 06:11 PM (CDT)

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Missing our little bud ever so much. Love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 06:12 AM (CDT)

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You are always on mind........

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Love, Jody
- Friday, August 23, 2002 at 09:09 AM (CDT)

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Thinking of your family. School starting and then the boys birthday right after. It will surely be a heartwrenching month. xoxoxo
Darnell Eveland <darneveland@charter.net>
Janesville, WI - Sunday, August 18, 2002 at 06:39 PM (CDT)

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Thinking of you Jackson!!! Praying for you Mike, Michelle and kids :} "Jehovah bless thee, and keep thee: Jehovah make his face to shine upon thee, and be gracious unto thee." Numbers 6:24-25


RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN
- Friday, August 16, 2002 at 08:32 AM (CDT)

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Thinking of you all today......:)

God bless, have a great day.

Love, Jody
- Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 11:54 AM (CDT)

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Michelle and family,

Thinking of you your family every day. It's such a balancing act: we know they are in a much better place...so much so that if we even glimpsed it we may never wish them back to our dreary world. But because we have no real glimpse, as faith is believing without seeing, we ache so much for them to be here. Our grief for them will never, ever end. Jackson was a very special little boy.
Love in Christ,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & St. Gabbie
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Sunday, August 11, 2002 at 10:44 AM (CDT)

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Jackson Ben was a true hero, for those who actually took the time to know him and spend time with him.
Another friend
- Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 10:54 AM (CDT)

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To my True Hero Jackson Ben. WE miss you so very much.
You were so Brave and Wise. WE love you Jackson.

A friend
- Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 03:17 PM (CDT)

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A pretty poem from Jack......

I'm sorry that I hafta go
And I thank you for your prayers.
But my Father, who lives up above,
Needed me up there.

And though you were so very sweet,
I know you'll understand
That hosts of little angels wait
For me in Gloryland.

I can't see a rain drop
Or a cloud up in the sky.
I can run and jump and play;
Without a pain or sigh.

I hope that I accomplished what
Father God sent me to do.
I hope you realize I'm His
And was only loaned to you.

I can't come back again, you know.
But you can come to me.
Your treasure up in heaven
Is a Boy who's only three.

So, please remember all the times
That filled us all with glee.
Make your way sure to heaven-
To come and live with me.

God bless you all! What a very special child you have.


Love, Jody
- Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 01:19 PM (CDT)

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You are always in my heart and mind.....I will love you forever precious little bearcub.
Love, Jody
- Monday, August 05, 2002 at 12:36 PM (CDT)

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Whew. Boy it is with a heavy heart that I sign your guestbook today. I just got done reading through Jeramies page and saw the link to yours. I am so very sorry for your loss and what you've all had to endure. My son Austin is treated for A.L.L at the U also. He does not have the Philadelphia chromosome though, so his prognosis is different than Jacksons. Please know that I will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Sara Freking
{{Austins Page}}
Red Wing, Mn Usa - Tuesday, July 30, 2002 at 12:57 PM (CDT)

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XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
from you know who.......love you little man!
- Wednesday, July 24, 2002 at 08:53 AM (CDT)

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It has been a little over a year and there is not a day that passes that Jackson is not in our thoughts. Our hearts and minds are filled with special memories of a precious little Jackson. Your precious giggle and beautiful smile. Jack was truly a one and a million little boy. He had such a way about him that could melt anyone. We miss our little nephew,cousin and friend Jackson. His special light will forever burn in our hearts.
Auntie Heather, Uncle Tom,Jordan, Carter, Karissa&Trey
- Monday, July 22, 2002 at 10:36 PM (CDT)

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I miss my Tiny Little Angel. I miss our times together just you and me, we had our own special games that we played together. I miss your beautiful eyes and that big smile. If only I could hear that laughter and feel those little arms around me with your hugs. Grandma is just having a very sad day and I miss you so much little Scoobie. Your little light will forever shine. Love and Kisses Grandma Bonnie
bkrahenbuhl <bkrahenbuhl@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 07:04 PM (CDT)

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Missing you so much little guy. :(
Love, Jody <jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
- Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 11:47 AM (CDT)

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THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS LITTLE ANGEL......XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Love, Jody <jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
- Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 03:59 PM (CDT)

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I want to share this with others who have suffer the loss of a child or grandchild.

TINY ANGEL

Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel look at me, I want this
image clear...
That I will not forget your
precious face,
Is my biggest fear
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
"These things I do not know...
But I do know that you Love me,
And that I Love you so."
Author Unknown
Granma Bonnie <bkrahenbuhl@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, June 29, 2002 at 09:15 AM (CDT)

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Dear Michelle,

Thank you for your kind and encouraging email. It is good to know that we are doers
of God's Word when we comfort others as He as comforted us. Thank you also for
sharing Jackson. How wonderful to know that our precious children gone before us are
now so much more than an angels! How comforting to know that they are now whole
and in the presence of Jesus eagerly waiting until we who have also believed are
reunited with them in His glory!


Yolanda Rogers http://www.galatians5.com <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Tuesday, June 25, 2002 at 09:14 PM (CDT)

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Now that she's feeling better after open heart surgery, I took my Mom to lunch and out for a drive on Sunday, we stopped at the cemetery in Reeve to pay a visit. Jackson's gravesite looks so peaceful, adorned with precious gifts, the flower pot looks especially thoughtful. Mom likes all the little cars. I untangled the chimes so they could flow freely in the breeze to create a sweet sound. =)

Thinking of you, as always. Love you much!

Your friend, Bonnie
Bonnie LaBlanc <blablanc@kodak.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Tuesday, June 25, 2002 at 03:33 PM (CDT)

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XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Some kisses and hugs for a beautiful little angel. :)

Love, Jody <jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
Bayport , MN USA - Monday, June 24, 2002 at 01:08 PM (CDT)

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Your little light will shine so bright forever through everyone that knows you.......love you so much little man.
Love, Jody <jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
Bayport, MN - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 12:07 PM (CDT)

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Thank you very much, Michelle, for making us aware of this website! I am not sure how we missed learning of Jackson's life and death when it was happening, we would have joined in the prayers for all ofyou. We will certainly recommend this site to friends we know going through similar situations. It is a blessed experience of sorrow and suffering - companions for our journey here on earth that God chooses to give us sometimes. Have you ever read "Hind's Feet in High Places", by Hannah Hurnard?
Barbara and Niles Ellingson <beenre@msn.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Monday, June 17, 2002 at 12:38 PM (CDT)

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Here it is June 14th already the time goes buy so swiftly. I have been working in my flower garden that I have a few special things in there that you liked, and it makes me feel good to keep special little things in the garden and to see the beautiful flowers blossom. I know you are always near granma because everyday at work when I am feeling down or rushed I will hear your special song that you liked to sing YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART. You use to set on my lap and sing this to me. I feel so good when I think of all the things we use to do together. JACKSON YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART FOREVER. LOVE AND MISS YOU GRANMA BONNIE
bkrahenbuhl <bkrahenbuhl@clt.comm.net>
- Friday, June 14, 2002 at 08:18 AM (CDT)

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Jackson you have touched so many lives in the short time you were here with us. I see things every day and when I talk to people I open my heart and other people seem to feel more comfortable to talk about the Lord and their lives. I talked to one lady that has come to know the Lord and to hear and see the changes in her life makes me even more aware of how great and wonderful the Lord is. Jackson you are such a special boy and a wonderful little buddy, I miss your little arms around me and to hear you say lets play Gamma as only you could say. I do know that you are never far away. I love you so much little Scoobie. You were so thoughtful and wise for such a little man, I know you were truely a special gift from God. Love and miss you little Scoobie. Grandma Bonnie
bkrahenbuhl <bkrahenbuhl@cltcomm.net>
- Friday, May 31, 2002 at 08:19 AM (CDT)

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One big kiss and hug for our beautiful angel before I head home from work, we all miss you so very much sweetie!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO(OK, maybe it was more than just one......I can't resist those beautiful eyes!)
Love, Jody <jods68@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 28, 2002 at 02:37 PM (CDT)

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I came across your website, and I continued to read all of the journal and guestbook entries. I am so very sorry for your pain. My family and I were going to my parents house for Christmas and we were involved in a car accident just right outside of Clear Lake. As a result, my son has a complete spinal cord injury at T-12 which means that he is paralyzed from the waist down. He is on the road to recovery, but it is a long one.

I found this poem and I hope that you like it:

Dear Mommy,
Please don't be sad... I miss you so much too...It's beautiful where I am. But I worry alot about you. I sleep with the angels watching me, there's only love up here. I am never lonely or affraid, because God's so very near. I walk with Jesus every day, He is very kind and sweet.
Don't worry Mom, he holds my hand when we cross a golden street. I never cry or hurt myself, I see you everyday... I laugh and play and sing alot, and I hear you when you pray.
Please Mommy, don't be mad at God, you see, he loves me too. And even though you're not here with me, I am really still with you
Linda Jorgenson <mommylindaroo@yahoo.com // www.caringbridge.com/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI - Monday, May 27, 2002 at 11:23 PM (CDT)

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Jackson Ben---you are always in our thoughts....every minute of the day....Forever in our hearts....through out eternity. We are looking for that beautiful morning when we all go to meet you....as the dream foretold. What a day that will be, when my Jesus I shall see. Until then...we will try to work, just as you had done....and share this testimony....looking for that last sheep....so that we can all go home.

All of our love----precious little boy.

xoxoxox

Daddy, Momma, Sissy, Bubba & baby Joe
M.Espeseth family <eaglet@cltcomm.net>
Clear Lake, Wi - Sunday, May 26, 2002 at 01:01 PM (CDT)

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There will always be a special place in my heart for sweet little Jackson. Love you all very much!!
Bonnie <blablanc@kodak.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 09:45 AM (CDT)

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Dear Espeseth Family,

Thank you for signing our guestbook. Even though Gabbie only died a two days ago we have already been comforted. Our whole journey was so wrapped up in our Christian faith and I also truly believed Gabbie would be healed here on earth. I'm glad God allowed me to seek a healing on earth because now I know that I did the most I could do for my young Gabbie.

When I read your latest journal entry, the one a year after Jackson's death, it reminded me so much of our situation. On Gabbie's Web site I strongly urged others to seek God, especially through reading His word. I am even going to read a special statement at her funeral requesting that people go to His word and seek Him in memory of Gabbie. These children are so special.

Jackson is so cute!! I'm so sorry for your pain.

Love, the Paquette's (Monica, John, Aubrey & Gabbie, the angel in Heaven.)

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, May 19, 2002 at 08:28 PM (CDT)

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Your prayer that those who have been witness to Jack's testimony "take it in their hearts and live as it was intended" is being fulfilled. I see it everyday as I'm sure you do! His little life has such an awesome purpose, and we thank you for helping keep his testimony alive in our hearts!!
Randy & Lori, Meg & Maddie <plackewirth@aol.com>
- Sunday, May 19, 2002 at 08:26 PM (CDT)

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I shy-d away from here on Mother's Day,
because, well, what do you say?
Even now - God, what do you tell someone on the anniversary of something none of us wants to live through?
There are a lot of us thinking of you, even if we dont say it here

Chris
Gooch’s Page
<chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, May 18, 2002 at 11:31 PM (CDT)

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Jackson's luminary candle was shining bright at our Relay For Life celebration last night. I heard his name read and said a prayer of thanks for your family and for how you have supported us on our journey. I wish I had known Jack here on earth, but I have no doubt that someday I will meet him in heaven.
Elizabeth Goodwin <thegoodwinfour@aol.com>
Richland, WA - Saturday, May 18, 2002 at 10:21 PM (CDT)

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Jackson's Little Light Will Forever Shine.
Thinking of all the yellow balloons and all the people that you have touched.
Auntie Heather and Uncle Tom <tandha@amerytel.net>
- Saturday, May 18, 2002 at 09:45 PM (CDT)

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Precious little Jack. Yesterday was such an emotional day, thinking of everything that was said and done up until that morning. You are missed so much, God is the only one who could love you more. Forever in my heart. Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 09:24 AM (CDT)

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It seems like just yesterday that Jackson left us, if I could only have one more hug and to hear his laugh again. My heartaches for you Jackson. I know people say to me you have other grandchildren you need to move on. I love my other grandchildren very much, but no matter how hard you try to get through each day there will always be that ache in my heart that I can't hold Jackson or watch him grow up and do the things he loved to do. Even though I miss Jackson so much I can't loose sight of all the lives he touched in his life. Even though there were days he was tired and hurting he still would want to play or go for a ride in the Red Dodge. Jackson even though we can't be together I know that you are close by. Jackson your little light will forever shine. Grandma Bonnie Loves you so much.
bkrahenbuhl <scoobie@cltcomm.net>
- Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 09:24 PM (CDT)

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Mike, Michelle & Family,

I continue to come to Jackson's website and often think of all of you. I know that just as we all continue to miss our precious Jeramie, you are missing your beautiful Jackson Ben. As one year passes, my prayers are that those wonderful memories that you so lovingly recall, remain vividly close to your hearts. Your continued faith and strength are such an inspiration to all.

Thank you.

Sincerely,
Laurie Paulos (Jeramie's Aunt)
Laurie Paulos <girlzmom1@charter.net>
McFarland, WI USA - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 05:12 PM (CDT)

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Oh, how I've waited to read the words you write here in Jackson's journey.....thank you so much for sharing such a beautiful little boy with us, he has changed my life in so many ways.

One year......it seems so much longer to me. I am so glad that you can feel Jack's presence. :) He will never leave you!

God bless all of you......you are always on my mind.

Love, Jody <jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
- Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 12:04 PM (CDT)

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Jack touched so many lives in his time on Earth, and he continues to do so as people visit this page and read his story. I pray that you will find some peace and comfort in the midst of your sorrow knowing that he is in the arms of Jesus and that one day you will be together again.
Elizabeth Goodwin <thegoodwinfour@aol.com>
Richland, WA USA - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 09:13 AM (CDT)

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It's been one year since we saw your beautiful little face and smile. I miss you, precious Jack, you are in my thoughts everyday. Jesus is holding you in his arms now. Forever in my heart, love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 05:41 AM (CDT)

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Thinking of you all on this Mother's Day. We pray that it is filled with wonderful memories of the past, beautiful new memories of the present and of days to come. May you feel the peace, joy and love being sent to you from here on earth and from Heaven Above. ALL OUR LOVE--RANDY, LORI AND GIRLS
The Wirth's <PLACKEWIRTH@AOL.COM>
- Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 01:37 PM (CDT)

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Happy Mother's Day, Michelle. I will say an extra prayer that you will feel the presence of our Lord more than ever today and in the week to come.
Elizabeth Goodwin <thegoodwinfour@aolcom www.caringbridge.com/wa/aidangoodwin>
Richland, WA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 02:19 AM (CDT)

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What an incredible, moving story! an loving memorial to your son, and to the tribute to the strength of your whole family
Lynne -our angel nathan's site www.caringbridge.com/mn/nathanolien <lcolien@hotmail.com>
Fargo, ND - Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 11:37 PM (CDT)

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Doris <cdmaa@insightbb.com>
- Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 11:17 PM (CDT)

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A DAY, A WEEK, A LIFETIME

When I wake up in the morning
I ask myself
How will I get through this day
Without You

As I dress and prepare to start my day
I wonder
How will I go on
Without You

As the day slowly slips away
I remember how you made me laugh
And I smile
Without You

At the end of the day
As I prepare to close my eyes
I know in my HEART
I couldn't have gotten through the day
WITHOUT YOU

Author Unknown
May you find some peace each day as you journey through your grief. God Bless
www.geocities.com/hlcmstars/justinbenson

Mary Bolton <e88j91@comcast.net>
Toms River, NJ - Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 11:39 AM (CDT)

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Good morning little angel......

Days like to today (rainy) really get me down, but then I picture you in heaven watering your garden down here and it always brings a smile to my face. I love you so much little guy and everyone here misses you! We'll see you again someday, until then..... here's my love....x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0


Love, Jody <jods68@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 10:15 AM (CDT)

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It has been awhile since I have visited this page. I miss you so much Scoobie! I fine myself calling baby Joe Scoobie, Joe don't seem to mind but there will only be one Scoobie. There is not aday that goes by that I don't think of you, this year has gone by so fast, but yet it seems so long ago that we played and I got to have hugs. I know you don't want Grandma to be sad, but I'm sad for me for not being able to do things with you. I know you are with Jesus and that is a much better place. It is very hard to see little ones your age and to hear their laughter. I go into a store and I find myself looking at things that I would like to get you, but all I really need is a hug and to hear your laughter, Grandma misses you so much. Love you forever.
bkrahenbuhl <bkrahenbuhl@cltcomm.net>
- Monday, May 06, 2002 at 07:03 AM (CDT)

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I think of you EVERYDAY little guy.

All my love to you.......
Jody
Jody Olsen <jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
- Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 08:41 AM (CDT)

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11 months have passed. Every time I see your picture, you smile as if to say, "Don't cry, we'll play again some day." Missing you, little Jack, love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 06:04 AM (CDT)

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Happy Easter to you all!
I am just overwelmed by all the beautiful messages everyone leaves for you and Jackson. He has blessed so many who have been touched by Jackson.
Soon Jacksons garden will be blooming again and I know then that the Lord has kept his promise of making everthing anew again. When I see that first little sprout popping out I am filled with Joy!
Many blessings to you this Joyous Easter. Love, Amy Sue
Amy Moore <mooreja@somtel.net>
- Saturday, March 30, 2002 at 10:46 AM (CST)

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Happy Easter Espeseth Family. HE IS RISEN! May you find peace and joy knowing that little Jackson Ben will be celebrating with the King of Kings.
Elizabeth Goodwin <thegoodwinfour@aol.com>
- Friday, March 29, 2002 at 09:44 PM (CST)

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Happy Easter little Jackson - I bet there's quite a celebration going on up there!

Chris
www.caringbridge.com/page/gooch
<Chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
Bethel, CT - Friday, March 29, 2002 at 09:24 PM (CST)

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Here's a kiss (OX) and a hug for our favorite little angel!

Love you so much Jack!
Jody <jods68@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 05:57 PM (CST)

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It's been so long since we've spoken, and even longer since I've been on Jack's site. It fills my eyes with tears when I think of all you have endured and makes my heart melt at the thought of all the lives little Jackson and your family have touched in such a positive way. You are such a dear friend and I'm so sorry not to stay closer. The more we're apart, the more I realize how important you are to me. I've been thinking of you so much lately, I hope you are doing well. I know there isn't a day, let alone an hour that goes by that you don't yearn for that wonderful little boy. They say time soothes the pain, but anytime you need anything, know that I'll always be here. God Bless You!!!!!! You are such a strong person and I'm so proud of you. All my love- Angie
Angie Isenhour <angelsstudio@netscape.net>
- Tuesday, March 26, 2002 at 10:29 PM (CST)

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Precious little Jack, I've been thinking back to every thing at around this time last year. You were doing so well, we were all so happy. We thought our prayers had been answered, that you were leukemia free. Our hearts were broken when we received the news that the leukemia had returned. You had so much to live for. I've thought of the times we spent together and all the fun we had. Our family was so blessed to have you. Now you are making the Angels happy. Missing you. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
- Tuesday, March 26, 2002 at 06:20 AM (CST)

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Morning to all!

I was just sitting here reading back on little Jack's journey, I can't say it enough.....What a wonderful little man Jack is and what a special family he has! I wish we lived closer so I could be there for you when you needed me to be.....it makes me so happy reading all these entries in Jack's guestbook, all the support from friends and family that you get. I know someday's it may seem that everyone has gone on with their lives and forgotten all about you, but that is not the case. Your family has impacted many of people's lives and you have changed them all forever in such a good way. I will always be here for you.....take care and God bless you.

Love, Jody
Jody Olsen <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, Wi - Saturday, March 16, 2002 at 09:55 AM (CST)

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May you all feel the warmth, joy and peace that Jack has been enjoying in Heaven for the last 10 months. Be strengthend by his never ending love!
LORI <plackewirth@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 07:38 PM (CST)

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I think of your family often. I am thankful for the friendship we have. What a blessing. Most of all I am thankful for the two little boys who brought us together. Love you all, xoxoxoxo
Darnell Eveland <darneveland@charter.net>
- Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 07:14 AM (CST)

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HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MIKE AND MICHELLE

We wish you two and wonderful day and year filled with happiness and beautiful days.

Love, Tom and Heather & Family

- Monday, March 11, 2002 at 10:31 AM (CST)

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Jackson,

I hope you got the yellow balloon that Maddie let go for you today :) You're always in our hearts!

LOVE, RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 07:41 PM (CST)

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Missing your beautiful eyes........:)

Love, Jody

- Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 01:47 PM (CST)

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Your story reminds me so much of our Bobby, so many signs God was working and not understanding the final outcome, when all the signs were for a miracle, they are in heaven and we will be together again! Thanks for sharing with us.
Love, Hortensia



Hortensia Law <littlebobby402@hotmail.com>
Indiatlantic, FL USA - Saturday February 16, 2002 6:39 PM CST

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Thank you for sending me this site address. I have just finished reading the entries. I have tears pouring down my face. Our GOD really is an awesome GOD. He knows just when to send you a "pick-me-upper" when you need it. Thank you again for all that you have done in our lives with your prayers and just your encouragement. We are all doing great here. Again GOD bless and keep you all safe and sound.
Shannon, Loren, Caitlyn and Samuel Dusek <duseks@cltcomm.net>
Clear Lake, Wi USA - Saturday February 16, 2002 6:02 PM CST

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My heart just aches for you. I don't know how you maintain that amount of strength. What an awesome little boy he was. My daughter Michaela was treated at Fairview University also from Jun 00-May 01 for Rhabdomyosarcoma. She is now 5 1/2 and has been in remission for 9 months, she is definatley one of the lucky ones. My hope for you is that peace comes very soon.
Jennifer <GoldRibbns@aol.com>
Wyoming, MN - Friday February 15, 2002 2:24 PM CST

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SMOOCHIE.....SMOOCHIE.....LITTLE MAN, JACK! :)

Love, Jody

- Thursday February 14, 2002 2:14 PM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day in Heaven Jackson....



Chris {Goochie's mom}
www.geocities.com/goochsplace
<chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:32 PM CST

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Missing our little angel Jack, forever in my thoughts. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Tuesday February 12, 2002 5:50 AM CST

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Jackson Ben--Momma has been thinking about you all day today. I miss you SO much. I wish that you were here...we all miss you so much...and all of your little precious ways. How wonderful to be part of your life...it is such a blessing. I see all of the other 4 year olds getting ready for preschool screening and my heart just aches to have you here. I know how much you would've liked these things. You are a special boy....my best boy named Jack :) Momma loves you.

- Saturday February 9, 2002 5:59 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss...what a little sweetie he was!
I lost my grandson James to t-cell ALL 12/19/00.

God bless,
Bonnie,grandma to ^i^ James forever 14.5
PS.I found the link to your website on Gooch's site.
<http://www.caringbridge.com/page/jamiebowman>
Columbus, Ohio - Friday February 8, 2002 0:19 AM CST

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I love you guys! May your day be blessed.
<snowdove72>
- Thursday February 7, 2002 7:24 AM CST

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Jackson was a gift to all who knew of him......he was everyone's beautiful little boy.....God bless you little guy, we miss you more than words can tell.

Love, Jody

- Monday January 28, 2002 5:42 PM CST

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Amen.

- Monday January 28, 2002 9:25 AM CST

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How wonderful to be a witness to this testimony of a very special boy....standing for a very special Message. May the Lord open the eyes and hearts of all to the true meaning of the journey of Jackson Ben.

- Monday January 28, 2002 9:25 AM CST

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Everyone is missing you so much little man. We will always remember you........we love you so.........

Love, Jody

- Saturday January 26, 2002 8:29 AM CST

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Thinking of you........
We are still here to care, and to listen, and to miss our little man. Always remember you are not alone!

ALL OUR LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Friday January 25, 2002 3:04 PM CST

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I think of you often, and will say a prayer for your wonderful family tonight.
Elizabeth Goodwin
Richland, WA USA - Wednesday January 23, 2002 10:26 PM CST

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Just checking in to see how it's going. :)
I think of Jack so many times a day........he will forever be with me.

Love to all of you,
Jody

- Monday January 21, 2002 11:22 AM CST

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8 months have passed and it seems like an eternity since we saw your beautiful smiling face. I dream of you running through the door as you always did when I came to visit. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
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What a beautiful boy and a beautiful story, I too lost a son to leaukemia, following a bonemarrow transplant which did not get rid of the leaukemia, he was almost 4, and was diagnosed at age 26 months. Bobby had ALL but with each relapse he had more of ALL/AML mixed lineage. Your little boys' story of miracles, and loving This little light reminded me so much of Bobby and his miracles, and how God always let us know he was with us. Our comfort now is they are in Jesus' loving arms together.
Please visit Bobbys site @ www.geocities.com/hlcmstars/bobbylaw.html
Hortensia <littlebobby402@hotmail.com>
Indiatlantic, FL USA - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 10:34 PM (CST)

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Thinking of you....... as always.

God Bless ~

Love, Bonnie
Bonnie LaBlanc <blablanc@kodak.com>
Woodbury, MN USA - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 09:04 AM (CST)

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Dear Espeseths
This is my first time writing in this wonderful and very amazing journal. I'm sorry to say, but it is
hard for me to come here. I miss Jackson and I also know where he is and I see him standing up in
heaven holding dads hand and both of them are so proud of all of us. It is sad to know that I can't
see them when I want. I think I was the 21717th visitor of this journal, it is very comforting to know that
he touched so many people and is still reaching out to touch more. I love you all and miss you very much.
This is a very strong and loving family and a wonderful, beautiful thing to a part of it.

I LOVE YOU ALL
Uncle Aaron
Aaron Anderson <dblalsr@cheqnet.com>
Hayward, WI - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 08:15 PM (CST)

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Happy New Year to all of you! Wishing you all the best in the year to come......:)

Love, Jody

- Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 02:07 PM (CST)

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Thinking of Dear Sweet Jackson Ben. He will always be in our Hearts and Precious Memories. His Little Light Will Forever Shine So Bright.

- Monday, December 31, 2001 at 12:34 PM (CST)

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Hello everyone at the Espeseth's! Hope all is going well. Just wanted to let you know that I met someone you know, she's Aaron's teacher....Pam O'Reily. :) She has been doing so many wonderful things with our little guy, helping him out in anyway needed. I had mentioned Jackson's name and everything connected, it's so amazing how many people Jack touched in so many different ways. We speak of Jack so often, what a special little man! :) Take care and May God richly bless you all!

Love, Jody

- Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 02:53 PM (CST)

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We just want to send you all a big hug. Hope you feel all the love that surrounds you during this season. Your Christmas card was so true and in perspective. Let's find comfort in knowing how perfect Jack's Christmas will be.

LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 10:50 AM (CST)

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We have such beautiful memories to cherish, I miss you little angel boy. Love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 06:20 AM (CST)

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Your little boy is beautiful,you must be very proud,as i am of my son Jack.Our children are probably playing together in Gods garden right now.Take care.xxxxxxxxxx
Lisa <lisaeclawson@aol.com>
England - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 04:39 AM (CST)

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Thank you all for the wonderful Christmas letter, what a handsome little 'Prince'.

God bless you everyone!

Love, Jody

- Friday, December 14, 2001 at 07:03 PM (CST)

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Seven months have passed and I think of last year at this time. Not being able to have live plants in the house, how beautiful your family made the artificial tree. Everyone was so excited about you coming home for Christmas. You all looked so happy on the Christmas family picture. I can only imagine that it was your happiest Christmas ever. Little Jack, you will be forever missed and always loved. All my love to our precious Angel. Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Wednesday, December 12, 2001 at 06:40 AM (CST)

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Hello everyone! I suppose you are all very busy with Christmas programs, concerts, shopping, baking, etc.....I have Jack's picture on my computer desktop here at home of him baking cookies. :) I surely miss that little man, I never even got to meet him in person, but I know somehow inside we connected. :) Now is the time of the year when it will be the hardest without him, but always remember that HE IS ALWAYS WITH YOU. You will all keep little Jackson's spirit alive forever, what a wonderful family he has. I wish you all a wonderful holiday season and may God bless each and everyone one of you.

You will always have a very special place in my heart Jackson Ben Espeseth! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox I will love you forever! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

God Bless,
Jody
<jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, Wi - Tuesday, December 11, 2001 at 04:50 PM (CST)

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As I put the angel on top of my Christmas tree last night, I found myself thinking of your little angel, Jack. May God bless your family this Christmas season, as Jack's life and testimony have blessed so many on this earth.
Elizabeth Goodwin <thegoodwinfour@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/wa/aidangoodwin>
Richland, WA USA - Thursday, December 06, 2001 at 04:08 PM (CST)

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Sending Jess Happy Birthday wishes...:) Jack will be right there with you helping you blow out ALL them candles!

Missing you, little Jack and your cute little ways momma use to write about....you are FOREVER in my heart. ;)

Love, Jody

- Tuesday, December 04, 2001 at 04:10 PM (CST)

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I'm thinking this Tuesday morning of you, precious Jack, and thinking how excited you would be celebrating your sister's birthday. Happy 14th Birthday, Jess. We all miss you so, Jackson Ben. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Tuesday, December 04, 2001 at 06:21 AM (CST)

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As we are preparing the household for Jesus' birthday this year, we cannot help but think of Jack and his love of birthday celebrations. Just to think that he gets to celebrate the ultimate birthday together with Jesus this year!! What a wonderful Christmas it will be! Feel the warmth of their love shining down on you during this Advent time and the Holiest of days! Celebrate His birth with the joy that Jackson is sharing personally with Christ this year!

BLESS YOU ALL---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Monday, December 03, 2001 at 09:45 PM (CST)

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We just wanted you to know we are thinking of you all. It's hard not to think so much and miss Jackson so much. Jackson was such a wonderful little guy. We were just watching the movie of Jackson. He is the only little kid I know who did not care about presents.He was just so happy being able to play and have fun being a kid. His beautiful smile.. Jackson's Light Will Always Shine. We love and miss him so
much. Love, Tom and Heather


- Saturday, December 01, 2001 at 10:16 PM (CST)

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Just letting you know you have been in my thoughts and prayers. Now with the holiday season coming I hope you can have sweet memories of your little angel to help get you through.

- Friday, November 30, 2001 at 12:28 PM (CST)

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Just letting you know you have been in my thoughts and prayers. Now with the holiday season coming I hope you can have sweet memories of your little angel to help get you through.

- Friday, November 30, 2001 at 12:28 PM (CST)

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Here it is the last day of November already, where has the time gone? I seems like it was just yesterday that we were in the hospital waiting for the results if Jack had leukemia. He was so brave with all the tests he had to go through. I miss our little Scoopie so much. I heard a song yesterday that brought back so many things. Jackson would sing along when this song would play, You'll be in my Heart. Jackson Ben you'll always be in my heart. My heart just aches so much for you and one of your many hugs. Your little light is still shinning Jackson. Gramma Bonnie Loves You
<bkrahenbuhl@clt>
- Friday, November 30, 2001 at 09:13 AM (CST)

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I wish I had the privilege of knowing you all and your son.
My son also has ALL. He'll be 5 in january and just started long term maintenance. I wish I knew the rhyme or reason behind this, I really do. But I just pray God and Jackons's spirit and memories get you all through the holidays.
Chris <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
www.caringbridge.com/page/gooch>
Bethel, Ct - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 01:50 AM (CST)

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Hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving Day. God bless you all! :)

Love from our home to yours,
Bob, Jody, Ashley, Curt and Aaron Olsen

- Sunday, November 25, 2001 at 09:43 AM (CST)

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I'm thankful God gave you to our family. Happy Thanksgiving Day, precious Jack, I miss you. Love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 06:48 AM (CST)

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It has been a while since we've written. Jackson has been thought of in our house daily though...today Megan mentioned that she cried about Jack in Chapel during school on Wednesday. Yesterday out of the blue, Maddie wanted to know if Joey was now the 3rd child in the family or the 4th but decided that Jackson will always be the 3rd because he was 3 when he went to Heaven (amazing what their little minds come up with!) Everyday though it is something...something that we know he liked, something that he said, a miracle that he witnessed, a Truth that he taught us. Always when we think of him, one phrase comes to mind....THANK YOU. Thank you God for sending him, thank you Mike and Michelle for sharing him, and thank you Jack for your testimonial of a life!! "God works through different people in differnt ways, but it is the same God who does the work." 1 Corinthians 12:6 God used Jackson in a wonderful way, lets pray we all realize His potential for us!

FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Sunday, November 18, 2001 at 10:59 PM (CST)

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Thinking of you all. We are missing little Jackson Ben so much. He was so smiley. His little giggle, his beautiful eyes. He is so precious. He truly was a one of a kind little boy. Very wise beyond his years. He taught us all so much. We love you always.

- Thursday, November 15, 2001 at 09:44 AM (CST)

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Thank you to those who remembered that it was 6 months since Jack has left us. There isn't one minute of one day that we don't think of Jackson Ben, and we are so thankful for the support from those who always have love in your heart for Jack and for our family. God bless you.
The family of Jackson Espeseth
Clear Lake, WI - Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 07:19 AM (CST)

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Just letting you know that your family is constantly in my prayers and thoughts. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Love, Jody

- Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 12:14 PM (CST)

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Six months have passed, how I miss seeing you and your very special smile. Forever in my thoughts. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 07:14 AM (CST)

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"Jackson Ben" He was a good little monkey and always very curious. :)

- Saturday, November 10, 2001 at 02:06 PM (CST)

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The seasons go by so quickly, and here it is Nov. already! But it seems like it was just yesterday that I was playing with you or taking you for aride in the red Dodge. The other day I was talking to Grandpa and was talking about baby Joe and I called him Jackson. Jackson you are always in your Grandma's thoughts and I miss you so much. The other day I was going through somethings and I came across alittle butterfly that you and I played with when we went on our trip in April. I feel I found that little butterfly because it was your way of letting me know that you are right here with me. I have the little butterfly right on my night stand and it glowes in the dark. Jackson your light will forever shine. Jackson Ben you are forever in your Grandma Bonnie's heart. Love You
<bkrahenbuhl@clt>
- Friday, November 09, 2001 at 07:53 AM (CST)

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When we lose someone we love,
It seems that time stands still.
What moves through us is
A silence...a quiet sadness...
A longing for one more day...
One more word...one more touch.

We may not understand why you left this earth so soon,
Or why you left before we were ready to say good-bye.

But, little by little, we begin to remember
Not just that you died, but that you lived.
And that your life gave us
Memories too beautiful to forget.

We will see you again someday,
In a heavenly place where there is no parting.
A place where there are no words
That mean good-bye.



I know you all can't wait for that day to be together again, my heart hurts so badly for you all...

Love always,
Jody

- Tuesday, November 06, 2001 at 05:35 PM (CST)

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Thank you for sharing your precious little boy, Jackson, with us. He was a beautiful child. The photo of him at Easter (the first photo) is wonderful- it captures a liveliness that even a stranger can see.

God Bless you and yours.
Ali <friend2leo@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, November 04, 2001 at 09:05 PM (CST)

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Thinking of you all. Jackson will always be in our thoughts and hearts. He taught us all so much. We miss his beautiful smile and his adorable little voice.Jackson truly was a miracle child. He overcame so much and held his head high thoughout all his pain and always smiled. We keep trying to remember that he is safe and happy now but we will always miss his little self.
I remember the day after he was born and we went to the hospital and we were holding him and stroking his thick black hair and he had those cute little sideburns. We took him in the other room to try to take his picture and he was so hard to put down. He was so comforted in our arms and he was so beautiful. There are so many wonderful remembrances that we had with Jack. We were with him on the second day of his life and on Mother's Day. We will always remember are beautiful little nephew. Thinking of you today and always.

- Saturday, November 03, 2001 at 10:04 AM (CST)

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Thinking of you little Jack, on this Halloween. No matter what treat I receive, it could never be as sweet as you. Love you always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 10:33 AM (CST)

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Happy Birthday Mike!

Hope all is well with all of you. :)

Jackson is on my mind so many times a day, I will always hold him close to my heart. (What a wonderful little guy.)

Take care and God bless...

Jody

- Monday, October 29, 2001 at 01:08 PM (CST)

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Thinking of you, precious little Jack. Wishing your wonderful Daddy, very special birthday wishes. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Monday, October 29, 2001 at 08:06 AM (CST)

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God Bless you Jackson Ben. I look out my window at night and there is this really bright star and I feel that is your bright shinning star looking down at me. I remember how you use to sing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. I miss you so much. Love you forever Gramma Bonnie
<bkrahenbuhl@clt>
- Friday, October 26, 2001 at 12:03 PM (CDT)

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Thinking of your precious little bear cub, missing him so much! :(

God bless you sweet little man Jack. :)

Love Forever,
Jody

- Thursday, October 25, 2001 at 10:17 AM (CDT)

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Precious little Jack, as time goes by, I miss you more. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 08:53 PM (CDT)

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Hello Michelle and family,
I was glad to visit your journal finally. Perhaps you've heard the song "Home Free" which Wayne Watson sings. I was reminded of it, while reading through your entries this summer: Home Free, eventually. At the ultimate healing, we will be home free. I am glad you know the peace that passes understanding, in the midst of grief. I have not lost a child, and don't understand that kind of grief--but I felt that Peace the night the phone rang to tell me my mother had just died, and the Peace continued, in the joy of knowing she had won through to her victory in heaven, and the pain of being without her. I know that Peace will keep you, as the wheel of living, grieving, and celebrating spins on.
Juliann Kunkel <ejkunkel@iglide.net>
Minneapolis, MN Hennepin - Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 11:53 PM (CDT)

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What an adorable little boy!!! Jackson Ben had such a beautiful smile. Your story broke my heart. What a long, hard road you traveled. I also lost my little boy in May. He was just 6 months old and had been diagnosed with a brain tumor just 2 1/2 months earlier. http://luna.cas.usf.edu/~rrosengr/nolan/
I can't imagine living that fight for so 2 years, as you did. May you find strength in your family and friends. I'll be thinking of you next May. Hugs!
Anne <amuesu@tampabay.rr.com>
Tampa, FL - Monday, October 22, 2001 at 08:15 AM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday to one of the most wonderful people I have ever known! I hope your day was filled with love and smiles :). Jack was surely making sure it was a beautiful day for you.

Take care and God bless you all!

Love Always,
Jody

- Monday, October 22, 2001 at 07:43 AM (CDT)

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Hi he was a lovely little angel here on earth. And he always be a angel now without the pain. I know how painfull it is to no longer to be able to hold them. I also lost my angel here on earth to AML and its very hard to be without them. http://www.geocities.com/angelsaboveau/
Michelle Sharma <mic.shar@bigpond.com>
vic Australia - Sunday, October 21, 2001 at 11:55 PM (CDT)

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Okay, one more entry for the day; then I'm going to bed! Time for church will arrive early in the morning!

But, I looked down through your guestbook after my second entry and came upon the poem Jody sent you Oct. 4. Of course, it spoke to me as the mother of a precious son who died. But I also saw two other very interesting coincidences in the words.

First, David was my Sunshine, and I sang the song to him every night. But I didn't like the second verse as written ( " . . . when I awoke, Dear, I was mistaken, so I hung my head and I cried"), so I rewrote it and sang instead, ("When I awoke, Dear, I saw your sweet, sweet smile, and I was taken in by your charms.").

Second, another song I sing at bedtime to David's sister Deanna is a lullabye my mother sang to me, I think, from the opera Hansel and Gretel. I have made up two new verses, one about David, Our Angel, and one about Deanna. David's verse ends "We will meet you once again with God's son, Jesus, our Friend."

Sounds like David could have written the poem, too, huh?

Like I said, who knows what more we may have in common??? I know we will be in touch. In fact, I have your phone number. You gave it to us in the hospital. Maybe I'll call one day . . .
God Bless your Angel and your Family! Michele
Michele <mgblookingup@iglide.net>
Bloomington, MN USA - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 10:50 PM (CDT)

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Now, this is really weird! I had to write again! I see you are celebrating your birthday, Michelle! Mine is tomorrow! I imagine David and Jackson have already compared notes up there in the Balcony . . . Who knows what else we may have in common! Hope your day was beautiful! Michele
Michele <mgblookingup@iglide.net>
Bloomington, Mn USA - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 10:34 PM (CDT)

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Dear Michelle and Mike,
I recognized your last name in the new entries of the Heavenly Lights newsletter. We met at Children's Hospital in Minneapolis when my son David and Jackson were there. We were also "Mike and Michele." Apparently you switched hospitals after that. I am so sorry to hear about your loss of precious Jackson! Yet so much of what you write I could have written--about how much your son taught you about God and how he trusted Jesus, how wise he was beyond his years, how he brought joy to so many, how he accomplished so much in such a short time, your thoughts about his purpose and his wisdom, your peace that passeth understanding after your son's death. My faith has been strengthened ten-hundred-fold by the life and death of my precious David who died May 4, 2000. My heart is with you. God's Blessings, Michele Benyo
Michele <mgblookingup@iglide.net>
Bloomington, MN USA - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 10:30 PM (CDT)

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Mom:)
I hope you have a wonderful birthday. I am sorry i had to miss it:(

Luv Always Jesse
Jessie <blueice_24@hotmail.com>
Clear Lake, Wi USA - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 10:07 PM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday Michelle and God be with you today and always. Jackson is wishing a Happy Birthday also and he would be the first one blowing out those candles on the cake. Love from Mom K

- Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 08:35 AM (CDT)

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Bless the grieving Mother, who is so thankful for each precious memory, but wishes with all her heart just for one more day. Jackson, may God bless your Momma today on her birthday. You'll be celebrating in heaven. Happy Birthday, Michelle. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 06:53 AM (CDT)

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The sun is shining and the leaves are falling . . . it's a beautiful day.
Thanks again for the "Jack-Be-Little" pumpkins . . . the name makes them all the more special.
Sending Love to each of you today ~~~~~~
Andrea

Clear Lake, WI - Friday, October 19, 2001 at 03:29 PM (CDT)

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Sending you all my love....
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Jody

- Friday, October 19, 2001 at 07:16 AM (CDT)

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I wanted to stop out and thank you so much again for adding a star for Jackson on Heavenly Lights. I wish so much that I had some magical words for your family to help ease your pain..but I dont. Nobody does. But, please know that I will be keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless
Laura
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com
Laura <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
mn USA - Thursday, October 18, 2001 at 08:51 PM (CDT)

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I know Jackson's little light is still shinning. I have good days and not so good days, and today is not such a good day. My heart aches for our little bud. I know Jackson wouldn't want us to be sad. I just miss Jackson Ben so much. Jackson, your little light will shine forever. Love you forever Jackson Ben. Your grandma Bonnie misses you so much.

- Thursday, October 18, 2001 at 06:53 PM (CDT)

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5 months have passed since the little boy went away....if it were up to us, we would have asked if you could have stayed.

The Lord's ways are not our's...of that we must agree. We know that you are so much happier now...living your days in peace.

God bless the Little Boy. We miss you Jackson Ben.

- Wednesday, October 17, 2001 at 01:22 PM (CDT)

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God bless you "Sweet little Jack". :)

All my love,
Jody

- Monday, October 15, 2001 at 09:01 AM (CDT)

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Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you.
Elizabeth Goodwin
- Friday, October 12, 2001 at 08:50 PM (CDT)

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There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of Jackson Ben. Jackson went through so much in his short life and was very brave about it. I remember when we would have to go out to the hospital he would know just by turning in a certain direction where we were going, those were hard trips to make as Jackson would cry to go back home. I love and miss Jackson so much and I know he is at home now and will never have to go through anymore pain. Oct. 10th was the aniversary day of his bone marrow transplant, it seems like it was only yesterday. I know he never hurts anymore. I miss you so much Jackson my little scoopie. You are forever in your Grandma Bonnie's heart. Love You
<bkrahenbuhl@clt>
- Friday, October 12, 2001 at 10:14 AM (CDT)

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Tomorrow will be the one year anniversary of the bone marrow transplant. It is so amazing that Jackson was able to survive all the hurdles and most of all the bone marrow. God is very good. Jackson will always be in our hearts and thoughts always. What an inspiring little man. We love and miss Jackson so much.
Love, Auntie

- Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 08:16 PM (CDT)

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I am very sorry for your lost.
Ashley Jackson < auntrelle29164@yahoo.com>
Wagener, SC Aiken - Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 01:32 PM (CDT)

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Good morning. Another Tuesday has come and my thoughts are with Jack. I think about him often, especially on Tuesday mornings. "Every child of God can defeat the world, and our faith is what gives us this victory." 1 John 5:4. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 06:12 AM (CDT)

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Good Evening to you~
Just wanted to let you know I have been thinking about you all, especially since I have been listening to a new tape, just saw the movie had to get the sound track to Brother, where art though! Awesome music. My favorite song on there is Down by the river to pray! I highly recommend that to everyone!
May the Lord continue to strenghen you and be your Comforter.
See you at the reunion!! Love and God bless~ Amy

- Friday, October 05, 2001 at 05:41 PM (CDT)

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"The Rustling of the Wind"

by Thelma J.Throke


Mommy, I was surprised,
When Jesus called my name.
I thought I was getting better,
But He called me just the same.

I guess it was just my time,
When the Angel took my hand.
The light shown all about me,
And helped me to understand.

I looked up and saw Jesus,
He said, "Come, let's go play."
I'm going to miss my Mommy and Daddy,
You too, will understand someday.

I'm glad I'm your little boy,
Cause you showered me with love.
I learned all about our Jesus,(MY JESUS)
And the Heavenly Father above.

Mommy and Daddy, please don't cry,
And wipe away your tears.
Let Jesus comfort your heart,
He'll drive away your fears.

Jesus wants to hold you close,
And give you strength today.
He wants to encourage you,
To follow Him all the way.

Remember, I'll always be with you,
In spirit and in truth.
Wherever you go, whatever you do,
I'll be there for you.

Memories are ours to share,
The good time and the bad.
Put a smile on your face,
And please, don't be sad.

It's really nice to be with Jesus,
I feel so loved in His arms.
When He picked me up and held me,
I won Him by my charms.

There is happiness in Heaven,
Together with my best friend.
Remember, I'm right beside you,
In the rustling of the wind...


Sounds like Jack writing you a letter....

Love,
Jody

- Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 02:25 PM (CDT)

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Just checking in to see how everything is going. The leaves on the trees are so beautiful, it's looking more and more like fall everyday. I keep thinking about little Jack and all the cute things he use to say, I bet he loves looking down at the pretty trees turning colors! :) He would have had something sweet to say.

Is Joey going trick or treating this year, or too small yet?
They are so fun to watch, not really knowing what it is they are suppose to be getting out of the whole deal, except for candy.

Can't wait to see you guys Saturday night, big class reunion!

Take care and God bless you all,
Love, Jody

- Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 10:08 AM (CDT)

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Wonder what the boy's are doing today!!!! Maybe playing with big furry Jazz.
I still have the picture of Jazz that Jess drew for us two year's ago. Please tell Jess how much that mean's to me.
I just want the kid's to know how much I love them.

Mom / Auntie Angie

Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 10:06 AM (CDT)

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He is forever in our hearts and you are forever in our prayers.

ALL OUR LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 06:58 PM (CDT)

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Alway's thinking of you.

God bless.
Love ~ Ang
Ang Lind
MT - Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 09:24 AM (CDT)

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Hope you all had a very peaceful day.

All my love,
Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Tuesday, October 02, 2001 at 09:26 PM (CDT)

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Thinking of you on this beautiful October day. May God's grace shine on you today and always.
Elizabeth Goodwin
Richland, WA - Tuesday, October 02, 2001 at 05:52 PM (CDT)

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What a beautiful October day the Lord has given us. When you look around you can see all the great things God has done. God gave Jackson Ben to share him with us for a short time. God worked through Jackson Ben and God touched so many lives because of Jackson. I am so thankful that the Lord gave Jackson to us. Love you forever Jackson Ben. Grandma Bonnie
<bkrahenbuhl>
- Tuesday, October 02, 2001 at 01:29 PM (CDT)

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Wishing you all a wonderful day....:)

Love, Jody

- Monday, October 01, 2001 at 08:06 AM (CDT)

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It is very foggie outside this morning. I know that Jackson Ben's little light is always shinning. I miss you Jackson! I was reading in one of my books of comfort and I read this one that I would like to share with you.
THE JOY OF HEAVEN
Through God's unfailing grace, our sorrows become easier to bear. In His divine plan, our suffering can be sanctified. It can purify us, draw us closer to Him and make us stronger instruments in sanctifying the world. Christ Himself chose suffering as the divine means of saving mankind. We should pray, therefore, for the courage that can only come from Him who died for our sins. By looking at sorrow as a blessing in disguise, we shall regard it not as a sign of failure but as a small price to pay for the everlasting peace and joy of heaven. By James Keller.
Your light will forever shine Jackson. Love you Jackson Ben forever Grandma Bonnie
bkrahenbuhl
- Friday, September 28, 2001 at 08:11 AM (CDT)

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It's so beautiful outside. The sun is shining everso bright, just like Jackson's beautiful smile. I was just watching our movie of Jackson.He was such a happy little man. I miss his little giggle and his big brown eyes.He brought so much joy to so many. We love you and wish you a wonderful day.
Heather
- Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 01:53 PM (CDT)

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Good morning,

As summer is turning to fall and time brings about so many changes in our lives, I find myself thinking of a beautiful song which was inspired by Ecclesiastes 3. "There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven; a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot,...a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance,..." Ecclesiastes 3:1,2&4. I am sure the song is in your mind now :) Keep a song in your heart today!!

LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 10:04 AM (CDT)

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I look out at the sun shining and I can't help but think of Jack, what a honey!

Love you all,
Jody

- Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 10:00 AM (CDT)

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Good day to you all...Hope all is well.

I keep forgetting to ask how the kids are liking school, only 8 weeks until Thanksgiving vacation! I bet that little Joey is getting big, running around all over now. Boy, they sure do grow up fast, especially when they start school! I remember when we were little and couldn't wait to graduate, now I'm wishing I was back there, life seemed so carefree back then. It seemed like those 13 years took forever, but now having my own children, time just flies by! One in high school, one in middle school and one in preschool, sometimes I don't know which way is up! :) Jackson has taught me to take one day at a time and cherish the good and the bad, life can be so short and full of unexpected things. I sure do miss that little man, every little thing about him. :)

Take care and God bless you all,
Love,
Jody

- Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 02:12 PM (CDT)

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Thinking of you today and always. We hope that you have a great day. The sun is shining ever so bright. It looks like a beautiful day. We love you all lots.
Tom , Heather & family
- Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 10:41 AM (CDT)

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What a beautiful morning. I have the prettiest yellow mum plant on my table and all my other yellow flowers survied the frost. I pray each day that I have the same determination and energy to meet each new challenge that comes into my life as Jackson did. You Jackson Ben were a testimony and inspiration to so many that followed your jounery. Thank you Lord for sharing Jackson Ben with us. Love forever in Granma Bonnie's heart.
bkrahenbuhl
- Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 06:18 AM (CDT)

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Hello!

I hope all is well with your family today. It is amazing how Jack keeps appearing in our daily lives. The girls still mention him whenever they see yellow or hear "This little light of mine", and so many other things that remind us. He will never be forgotten, and none of us will ever be the same. We were all positively influenced by the mighty courage of one little boy :)

TAKE CARE---RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Monday, September 24, 2001 at 01:34 PM (CDT)

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Jackson is smiling down on his garden and making it grow. :) Thank you so much for the picture of Jack's garden, it is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. The love the made it makes it even more beautiful. Hope all was good this weekend, except for the rain...Can't wait to see you again in two weeks for the reunion! Give them young ones some 'sugar' from me, take care and God bless you all.

Love,
Jody
<jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
- Monday, September 24, 2001 at 10:09 AM (CDT)

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It's hard to believe that September is half over. Last year at this time we were preparing for Jackson's bone marrow transplant. Its hard to understand all that happened and why! The Lord gave Jacob for a perfect match for the bone marrow transplant and also sent us baby Joe that he would be a donor also. I guess we are not to doubt God's works and some day we will understand and see the whole picture of Jackson's journey. I stopped at the cementry fo visit, I know Jackson is not there, but it gives me comfort to stop. I do know Jackson is watching when we visit there though. There are so many times that I pick up something, see, or hear that makes me think of things that Jackson said or did that brings joy to my heart. We will someday understand your Journey Jackson Ben! All things are possible through our Love and Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. Love you forever Granma Bonnie
bkrahenbuhl
- Saturday, September 22, 2001 at 10:22 AM (CDT)

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May you find comfort in the power of God's Love

Please don't be so sad, I miss you so much too. Its
beautiful where I am. But I worry alot about you. I sleep
with angels watching me, there's only love up here. I'm
never lonely or afraid, "Cause God's so very near. I
walk with Jesus everyday, He's very kind and sweet.
Don't worry; He holds my hand when we cross a golden
street. I never cry or hurt myself, I see you everyday, I
laugh and play and sing alot and hear when you pray.
Please don't be mad at God you see, He loves me too.
And even though you're not here with me, I'm really still with you.
This was given to me from a very special family and I wanted to share it with you.

Jackson Ben I know you are still with us. Forever in your Grandma Bonnie's heart

- Friday, September 21, 2001 at 08:38 AM (CDT)

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You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers, hope to see you all real soon. God bless you all.

Love, Jody

- Thursday, September 20, 2001 at 12:37 PM (CDT)

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Hello!!

Just thinking of you...hope all is well. Some days it seems so easy to get wrapped up and bogged down with things, but it is actually easier to free ourselves of such things with the help of our Lord. If anyone knows this, I know that it is you guys, but I also know that I need reminders of His love, grace and mercy from time to time to raise my spirits.

TAKE CARE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Wednesday, September 19, 2001 at 02:19 PM (CDT)

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I haven't signed in lately because my computer hasn't been cooperating. We spend sometime with Jackson on Sun. for his 4th birthday, I know many people stopped that day and the ones couldn't, stop thought of him. I thank God for being apart of Jackson' journey. Jackson had this special way about him, that when he would look at you with those big brown eyes and say please play with me Grandma there was no way I could leave. Jackson and I spend many hours in his bedroom playing with his little cars and fire trucks. Jackson would shut the door and we would be in our own little world. Mike opened the door one day and wanted to talk to me, Mike said he needed to talk to his Mother and Jackson said, shes not your Mother thats my Grandma and he would say get out very loud. While I sit here and type this message I just have to smile with joy of all the times we spend together. I was into the school watching Jessie at her volley ball game and Jake with his football game and baby Joe was there also. He wasn't to interested in the game but when he was walking away from me, Joe looked to much like Jackson from the back. Jackson is always with us. God Bless you Mike, Michelle and Family for sharing Jackson's journey with so many. You my Son and family have been a real testimony and a blessing in my life I thank you so much. Forever in my heart! Love Grandma Bonnie
Bkrahenbuhl
- Wednesday, September 19, 2001 at 11:14 AM (CDT)

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I am thinking of you today. God bless you all!
Love Amy

- Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 02:31 PM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday to little Jackson. I'm sure that there are fun parties in heaven!
Love,
Rhonda
Rhonda Madden <maddenrhonda@qwest.net>
MPLS, MN - Monday, September 17, 2001 at 06:59 PM (CDT)

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I also did not have access to a computer yesterday. We are so blessed to have known Jackson. We miss him and look forward to seeing him again someday. Love you all so much.
Mae Osterbauer <Mosterbauer@hotmail.com>
New Richmond, WI - Monday, September 17, 2001 at 03:02 PM (CDT)

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I had no access to a computer yesterday, I wanted so much to write something in Jack's journal. Happy Happy Birthday little man, I'm sure you are still celebrating your day in heaven. :) We all miss you more than words can explain!

May God bring you all peace.

Love,
Jody

- Monday, September 17, 2001 at 06:53 AM (CDT)

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Thinking of you today - wishing you the strength and comfort of our only Savior - especially today on the anniversary of Jackson's birth.
What a special child Jackson was! I never even had the privilege to meet him, and yet I have learned countless life lessons from his little life.
Thank you for sharing your Angel with us all.
I wish you peace in your hearts.
Cheryl Paulson
Custer, SD - Sunday, September 16, 2001 at 08:41 PM (CDT)

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Mike,Michelle & family, My thoughts and prayers are with you today on what is Jacksons 4th birthday! I went to visit his grave today and to wish him a happy birthday and was greeted by many balloons and birthday wishes placed there in celebration of his day. What a beautiful sight!! We will all be together again and what a celebration it will be. God Bless America!!! Aunt Marsha

- Sunday, September 16, 2001 at 08:20 PM (CDT)

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Remembering your precious little Jack on his 4th birthday. May God smile on you with special blessings today. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Sunday, September 16, 2001 at 10:55 AM (CDT)

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In honor of Jackson Ben's 4th birthday, we send you our love and prayers. He was a remarkable boy, wise beyond his years. In the days ahead more of us need to make that stand for the Lord. No matter what others say, because they will always have something to say. Whether it is their fear of the Truth or their lack of understanding, I am so sure you are all on the right path and I am on the path with you. I pray that their eyes and hearts be opened. For the Lord is good and all things come from Him.
May your day be filled with many blessings and wonderful memories of your most precious boy. May the strength of the Lord be with you and your entire family.
God bless~John, Amy, Aaron and Isaac Moore

- Saturday, September 15, 2001 at 07:44 PM (CDT)

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Good morning. It was so good to see all of you on Thursday. You are all such an inspiration to me. God's love is never ending, it frees us from fear and rescues us from grief. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Saturday, September 15, 2001 at 10:03 AM (CDT)

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Mike, Michelle and kids,

Jackson was taken from you 4 months ago today, but he was given to you 4 years ago tomorrow. That 1st birthday was a day of tremendous joy for all of you, and considering the tremendous joy, hope and faith that he spread throughout the world by his testimony, I hope that this weekend you can still feel the joy of his presence continuing to work for you and through you. I hope all goes well with your pizza party at the Ronald McDonald House. Helping others is the best way to also help yourselves.
"Since I know it is all for Christ's good, I am quite happy about 'the thorn', and about insults and hardships, persecution and difficulties; for when I am weak, then I am strong--the less I have, the more I depend on him." 2Corinthians 12:10

Please forgive me if sometimes I don't send the right words to you, but I try to let the Holy Spirit guide my writing. If there is ever a question of what something means, please know that it was written with the intention to lighten your hearts in some small way.

ALL OUR LOVE---RANDY, LORI AND GIRLS

- Saturday, September 15, 2001 at 09:06 AM (CDT)

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Thank you so much for sharing Jackson's life, journey and testimony with all of us. You remain in our thoughts and prayers.
<jkmurray@cltcomm.net>
- Friday, September 14, 2001 at 03:51 PM (CDT)

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Just a note to let you know I think of you often, & have enjoyed your updates, & did shed a few tears. Thankyou for sharing your faith with all of us. I know in the days to come we will all need to be strong & trust in the lord for peace & the love this old world needs. You are all in my thoughts often, thankyou again.

- Friday, September 14, 2001 at 01:44 PM (CDT)

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I'm dropping a line before I leave work for the weekend, my heart is so heavy thinking about this world and how confused everyone is...Jack has taught me to take a day at a time and live it to it's fullest and that's what I am going to do. Tomorrow is not promised, your lives can change in an instant.

Special Birthday wishes to the most beautiful angel I know, Jackson Ben.

We miss you so.....:)

All my love to you little guy,
Jody

- Friday, September 14, 2001 at 11:28 AM (CDT)

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Dear Espeseths,
I too want to thank you for this web page and guestbook. It
has been so nice to come in to work every morning and read your journal. Even when there was sad news to report you still managed to bring a smile to many of our faces with your encouraging words and your precious memories of Jack. So many have been touched by this site. We love you all and are thinking of you. Love Nate Theresa and Joel

- Friday, September 14, 2001 at 10:41 AM (CDT)

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I love you all so very much.
God bless........Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Friday, September 14, 2001 at 08:59 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, This week has been very difficult. Jackson is in my heart and mind all the time. I know how difficult it has been for me. I just know that is much more difficult for Jacksons Mom, Dad. sister and brothers. I feel very blessed and my life has changed so much through Jacksons journey. I know I would not been able to get through all this with out the help of our Lord Jesus. God is so good and he has so much love for us, and Jackson loved Jesus. You are always in my heart Jackson Ben and I love and miss you so much. Love Grandma Bonnie
bkrahenbuhl
- Friday, September 14, 2001 at 07:02 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to the Espeseth Family. I can't thank you enough for Jack's web page. I appreciated your updates on Jack, especially the ones that had entries about some of the cute things he had said or done. I remember the joy I felt when I read the entry of him being totally leukemia free. I also remember how sad I was to read when it had returned. As Jack's 4th birthday is approaching, my heart is filled with such sadness over missing him, his beautiful smile and contagious laugh. When I think of all our blessings, I realize that it is not the things that can be seen or held that I am most thankful for. It is the things that are felt by the heart, like the love of family and friends. We don't realize what we have until it is gone. Jack showed such unconditional love. He'll be forever missed. I'll never forget you precious little Jack, you'll be forever in my heart. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Friday, September 14, 2001 at 06:23 AM (CDT)

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In response to the horrific events of this week:

"...But the Lord is still in his holy temple; he still rules from heaven. He closely watches everything that happens here on earth. He puts the righteous and the wicked to the test; he hates those loving violence. ...For God is good, and he loves goodness; the godly shall see his face." Psalms 11:4-7

LORI

- Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 03:08 PM (CDT)

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I don't even have the word's to respond to the event's that have occurred this past Tuesday.
Only that each of us know where we stand with the Lord. I think of those live's taken before perhap's they had that chance.
God bless those who have so tragically lost their live's and their family's left behind who struggle to understand.
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 08:28 AM (CDT)

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Our stronghold is the Lord. He is the one who helps us when the hurts of life seem hard to bear. In the quietness of His presence, we will rest and gain strength for the journey out of grief. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 05:38 AM (CDT)

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Yesterday in now a memory. Life is so fragile. Just like Jack's passing, none of us expected it that day. You can have your loved ones one moment and in the next instant they can be gone. I feel such sadness. We should live each day like it is our last, enjoy friendship, love and family. My love to all of you, Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 05:50 AM (CDT)

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Hello,

On this day, more than any day, let the love, knowledge and forgiveness that people like Jackson taught flow. God Bless America and may the strength of His truth sustain us all!

WE LOVE YOU ALL---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Tuesday, September 11, 2001 at 05:59 PM (CDT)

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Isn't it amazing how much harm a few people in the world can do? Jackson is so safe from all hate and harm, what a lucky little fellow. (WE ALL MISS HIM SO!)

We will see each other again someday and then it will be forever.

Love, Jody

- Tuesday, September 11, 2001 at 02:05 PM (CDT)

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Good morning to you all and happy wishes on this beautiful Tuesday morning.

All my love,
Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Tuesday, September 11, 2001 at 09:06 AM (CDT)

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God sends each person into this world with a special message to deliver and with a special song to sing. Special thoughts of your precious little boy today. Love to all of you, Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Tuesday, September 11, 2001 at 05:02 AM (CDT)

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Hello to you Espeseth family. I am enjoying the beautiful day and I hope that you all are too. Love You! ~ Rhonda
Rhonda Madden <maddenrhonda@qwest.net>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, September 10, 2001 at 02:52 PM (CDT)

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Dear family,

I hope that you all had a nice weekend spent together. I hear temperatures are cooling there as they are here too. I am going to miss the warm weather but I do welcome the new season.
Thanks again for sharing so many awsome testimonies. As it reads in Hebrews 13:8; Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

Ang
Ang lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Monday, September 10, 2001 at 10:15 AM (CDT)

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What a very special day, the 16th, I will forever be reminded of your precious Jack. He has given me and my family a whole different outlook on our lives. We should treat our families with more love and think of it as our last day here. People treat strangers on a street with kinder words than they do their own loved ones. You and your family have really impacted alot of folks out there and given them an awakening. Thank you for everything you share with us on Jack's website, we really find comfort in reading your entries.

May God be with you this Sunday and bring you comfort in knowing that Jack is right with you every step of YOUR journey as you were with him.

God Bless! :)

Love, Jody

- Monday, September 10, 2001 at 09:41 AM (CDT)

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Hello to everyone....I know it will be a difficult week for you and we just want to let you know how much we love you all. You are in our prayers always.
Mae & Gary
New Richmond, WI - Monday, September 10, 2001 at 07:49 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. Thinking of you. Hope you all had a wonderful week-end. Love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, September 10, 2001 at 05:37 AM (CDT)

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Prayers go up, blessings come down. My love to all of you, Aunt Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Sunday, September 09, 2001 at 05:36 PM (CDT)

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What a wonderful way to honor Jack - a pizza party at RMH. You are special people, such a witness of the Lord's love and His grace, as I am sure Jack was, too.
Elizabeth Goodwin <thegoodwinfour@aol.com>
Richland, WA - Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 09:49 PM (CDT)

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WISHING YOU ALL A FUN FILLED WEEKEND!

All my love,
Jody

- Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 07:49 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. Everyday is a gift from God. Enjoy your week-end and have a blessed day. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 06:21 AM (CDT)

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Dear Mike, Michelle and family,

We visited Jack this weekend. It was such a beautiful afternoon and everything there was perfect. It is so awesome the amount of love that Jackson spread among his friends, relatives, and best of all, strangers. We are truly thankful for having known him (even just a little bit). How blessed you are to have been his family, and to know the good he has done in God's name in his little lifetime! Feel the hugs and kisses he is sending from heaven and find comfort in them.

ALL OUR LOVE, RANDY, LORI AND GIRLS

- Friday, September 07, 2001 at 09:35 PM (CDT)

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Good morning. Mother means selfless devotion, limitless sacrifice, and love that passes understanding. How wonderful of you to plan a pizza party in honor of Jack's birth. I'm sure the Ronald MacDonald House is full of families that would appreciate it so much. You are always thinking of others, my heart goes out to you. Love, Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Friday, September 07, 2001 at 05:11 AM (CDT)

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I have been sitting here looking at the photo page of Jackson, when I see those smiles of his it is hard to be sad. I can always remember something Jack said or did that brings joy into my heart. I stopped and picked up Jacob after school and he helped me around the yard. Jake is so helpful. On the way over to our house there was something in the air that didn't smell very good and I said to Jake if Jackson was riding with us he would have wrinkled up his little nose and said something smells gramma, Jake and I both laughed. We all miss our little Scoobie! I sit here and think of Jackson's leaving us, and I know that we are all here on loan from God and when he decides that our work is done he will call us home. I pray that we will be ready for that day when Jesus calls us home. Love you little Scoobie, Gramma Bonnie
bkrahenbuhl
- Thursday, September 06, 2001 at 09:28 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Dear Family, What wonderful weather we have been blessed with lately. Time has gone so fast, Fall will soon be here which is my absoulute favorite time of the year. Remember when you sent me a poem about being thankful for the valleys? I was listening to Dr.Dobson on KTIS and they were interviewing mothers of special needs children, many who passe within a year after birth and one of the mothers sang acapella the most beautiful song called THANK YOU FOR THE VALLEYS. The words were like, thank you for the valley I have come to today thank you for the valleys they teach me to pray. The song brought tears to my eyes and also a smile, because once again I was shown a wonderful lesson, give thanks to Him for all things!! Sometimes I think what little growth we would ever have if it weren't for those valleys. I love you my precious niece and friend, Aunt Marsha

- Thursday, September 06, 2001 at 09:04 AM (CDT)

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The best things you can give children, next to good habits, are good memories. "The memory of the just is blessed." Proverbs 10:7. Jack left so many good memories, the thought of him can bring a little sunshine to the darkest of days. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, September 06, 2001 at 05:37 AM (CDT)

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Sorry I didn't get to stay,
To laugh and run and play,
To be there by your side.
I'm sorry I had to die.
God sent me down to be with you,
To make your loving heart anew,
To help you look up and see,
Both God and little "me".

Mommy, I wish I could stay,
Just like I heard you pray.
But, all the angels did cry,
When God said I had to die.
God didn't take me cause he's mad,
He didn't send me to make you sad,
but to give us both a chance to be
A love so precious...don't you see?

Up where no trouble do I see,
And all the pretty angels sing to me.
The streets of gold is where I play,
You'll come here too, mommy, someday.
Until the day you join me here
I'll love you mommy, dear.
Each breeze you feel and see...
Brings a love and a kiss...from ME!

- Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 03:29 PM (CDT)

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Just letting you know that I am always here if you need a friend...All my love to all of you,
Jody

- Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 09:54 AM (CDT)

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When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe---God has smiled upon you. Remember that wherever you are or whatever you are facing---God knows! Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 05:23 AM (CDT)

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Hello~
I am so glad you had a very special weekend.
I had a dream about Jack the other night. He was perfect. He had the blondest hair. He came up from behind me and I said " Hi Jack!"
He jump up into my lap and I held him and then he said "I go to the stars" and then he was gone. It was a very special dream. When he left my arms I started to cry and when I woke I had actual tears on my face. I must say it really has me thinking.
Just wanted to share that the Lord really can speak or come to you in dreams!
God bless, Amy

- Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 08:35 PM (CDT)

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Good morning Mr. Jack! I see you are shining brightly today, helping your garden grow. :)

You are the most beautiful thing to look at in the morning. (I have your picture on my desktop here at work) Everyone is missing you so, even though we know you are in a very grand place. Until we see one another again, you are always in my heart.

Love, Jody

- Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 09:30 AM (CDT)

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Dearest Jack. You'll be forever loved and never forgotten. Love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 05:08 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. Wishing you a safe and happy holiday week-end. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 08:36 AM (CDT)

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A sparrow fell, and no one heard.
Nobody cared. It was just a bird.
From all the numberless flitting throng
Of sparrows, who would miss one song?
But God leaned down and whispered, "I care,
That was one of My sparrows, and I was there."
A little boy, all sunshine and laughter,
(And sometimes scolding, with kisses after.)
And hurts to smooth over, and deed to applaud...
A little boy fell! Where were you, God?
A little boy fell! God why weren't You there?
If You are God at all...then You could have prevented
This nightmare of pain! So you must have consented.
I've always believed You were loving and good,
I'd like to believe still, if only I could.
But God, if You love me, how can You allow
Such unbearable pain as I'm feeling right now.
Such helplessness...helplessness...bitter regret...
So many tears that have fallen and yet
So many more that are still locked inside.
Oh God...out there somewhere...have You ever cried?
I'm not even sure, anymore that You are real,
But if You are God...do you care how I feel?

(God answered as he always does)

Beloved I care in the midst of you grief.
In the midst of your stricken and crumbling belief.
In the midst of the blackness of total despair,
In the midst of your questioning, child...I am there.
"In the midst!" Not far off in some vague fifth dimension,
But there, where you are, giving you My attention.
My constant attention...and not just today,
Since before you were born, I have loved you this way.
You are important to Me, every hair on your head
I have numbered Myself, can these tears that you shed
Go uncounted...unnoticed? Nay, child, here I stand
Close enough that each teardrop falls into My hand.
I know what you suffer, I know what you'll gain,
If you'll let Me walk with you into your pain.
I'll carry your grief, and your sorrow I'll bear.
You've only to reach out your hand...I am there.
Fear nothing for your Jackson, your dear little one,
He is safe in My house and in heaven we're one.
With the ring of his laughter, his quick eager smile,
And the things he is saving to show you "after awhile".
Yes, I could have prevented...but, child, you can't see,
With My perfect wisdom, trust Jackson to me.
Of course, you will miss him, but while you are weeping,
Remember, it's only his body that is sleeping.
His "self" is awake, wide awake as I said,
I am God of the living, not God of the dead.
He trusted Me, and My sure word comes to pass,
Who believes shall not die, that included your lass.
Let Me walk with you now, through the long heavy days.
Let Me slowly begin changing heartache to praise.
Take hold of My hand child, take hold of My love,
I will lead you to joys that you yet know not of.
Your faith may be weak and your trust incomplete,
But I'll walk not too fast for you stumbling feet.

This poems title is FALLEN SPARROW, author unknown.

I have lost many loved ones and I know it is only human to question Gods love for us and his reality. He is very real indeed as you all have read about him here on Jackson's website. May God bless you all, especially Jackson's family.

Love, Jody

- Friday, August 31, 2001 at 12:33 PM (CDT)

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What a beautiful morning it is, I stepped outside just as it was starting to get light out and it was so peaceful. I am so thankful that I am able to see and enjoy these blessings from God. I feel we get so wrapped up in the busy world of things that we forget to enjoy the real blessings from God. Jackson would have loved the morning, with the very bright stars. Every day I am reminded of Jackson and his love for the Lord. I feel that Jackson has made a change in everyone's life that knew him or knew of Jack. I went to spend sometime over to Jackson's garden, there is alot of love and comfort there.
I have been thinking alot about Jacksons birthday. I really miss my little Scoobie my arms ache for him, and to hear his voice saying play with me Gamma Bonnie an he would say. Jackson you are forever in my heart and thoughts. Love Gramma Bonnie
Bkrahenbuhl
- Friday, August 31, 2001 at 06:45 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. Jack's birthday approaching has been in my thoughts, also. He loved parties, cake and especially candles. Or as he would call them, fire on a stick. I just thought that was the cutest thing. He was such a faithful servant of God. For none of us lives to himself alone and none of us dies to himself alone. If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. So, whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord. Romans 14:7-8. Jack lived his life for the Lord. Forever in my heart, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 05:44 AM (CDT)

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Thinking of you all. We wish you all a beautiful Labor Day weekend.
Love,
Tom, Heather, Jordan, Carter, Karissa & Trey

- Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 10:32 PM (CDT)

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Mike, Michelle, and family,

I passed Jackson's story on to an unbelieving friend of mine who I've known since 2nd grade. She has been battling an extremely rare cancer for about 2 years and has recently come out of remission again. Although she has known of Jackson's story for quite some time, I only recently shared the trust and faith in God that has brought Jack to his salvation and that has sustained your family since his death. Please pray that your story and the Holy Spirit awaken her belief in Jesus and provide her strength, comfort and eternal salvation.

Thank you again for sharing Jack with us!

LOVE, RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 07:00 AM (CDT)

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When an Angel misses you, they toss a penny down. Sometimes just to cheer us up, to make a smile out of our frowns. So don't pass by that penny when you're feeling blue, it may be a penny from heaven that an Angel's tossed down to you. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 05:46 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning,

We are in the midst of packing for the move...which will bring us closer to you:) The girls just asked again when they would be able to visit Jackson next! We will go see him this weekend, and hopefully we will see you at Sally and DeWayne's too?!?!?!
"Be strong, do not fear; your God will come."Isaiah 35:4

ALL OUR LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 10:17 AM (CDT)

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Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus. 1 Thessalanians 5:16-18. At such a young age, Jack realized prayer is a gift from God. I miss him and his beautiful smile. Love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 05:41 AM (CDT)

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Good evening to you all,
Myself and the boys stopped by to visit Jacksons grave site today. It is very beautiful and the pinwheel was just spinning around and when walked away to look at others it would stop and when we came back it started again. Awesome.
It also opened to door to the coolest talk between Aaron and I about Heaven. Where we will be truley free from all these worldly issues. Jackson has taught me many wonderful things escepially the God is Good!
Love , Amy

- Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 07:00 PM (CDT)

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Thinking of you always, "Little Angel".

All my love to YOU,
Jody

- Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 10:49 AM (CDT)

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Dear Jack. I thought of you with love today, I thought about you yesterday and each day before that, too. All I have are memories and pictures in a frame. God has you in his keeping, but I have you in my heart. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 04:53 AM (CDT)

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Hello to you all. I'm just checking in to say hi.
Love you!
~Rhonda
Rhonda Madden <maddenrhonda@qwest.net>
MPLS, MN - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 03:48 PM (CDT)

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Good morning. I've been thinking of so many things lately. You've been such good people and wonderful parents to your children. So strong in your faith. You tried everything for Jack to get better, all the while tending the needs of your other children. "May the Lord repay you for what you have done. May you be richly rewarded by the Lord." Ruth 2:12. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 05:41 AM (CDT)

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Hello, thinking of you and hope you all had a wonderful week-end. Love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Sunday, August 26, 2001 at 05:18 PM (CDT)

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Good Morning,

"For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our comfort overflows." 2 Corinthians 1:5

This verse literally seemed to jump out at me today even though I've read it numerous times before. It provided answers and understanding for me and it also strongly reminded me of you. I love it when the Bible speaks to me so plainly:) I pray it provides greater understanding, comfort and answers to you as well.

LOVE---LORI

- Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 09:45 AM (CDT)

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Dearest Mike and Michelle. Bear ye one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ, Galatians 6:2. My heart aches for what you are going through. Love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 06:41 AM (CDT)

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Just keep remembering that Jackson is always with you, he would never ever leave his momma. My heart aches just thinking of the pain you live with day after day. (Jackson loves to see you happy.)

I wish you all a wonderful weekend full of smiles and laughter.

Sending you all my love,
Jody

- Friday, August 24, 2001 at 12:09 PM (CDT)

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Good morning. A very dear friend sent this to me and I just wanted to share it with you. I know that He lives---for I saw Him today in a hand that was offered to me on my way, in the warmth of a smile that was offered to cheer me, in the touch of a friend who took time just to hear me. I heard His voice---in the words of support whispered to me when my hope had run short. Yes, I know that He lives---for I see how He sends His love every day in the caring of friends. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, August 24, 2001 at 05:38 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. It's hard to believe the kids have started school already. Our school starts today and everyone is so excited. I'm sure Jess and Jake had a lot of things to share with you after the first day. I thought about little Jack and the school bus all day. He knew how to make things fun and each day a happy one. I can't wait to see the new things in Jack's garden. What a beautiful tribute for your precious little boy. You have such wonderful friends to help you through the good times and the sad. Just to be there sometimes and say "Hey, I like you 'cause you're you." You've been through so much. Thinking of you, love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, August 23, 2001 at 05:59 AM (CDT)

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LITTLE ANGELS -author unknown

When God calls little children
To dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometimes question
The wisdom of His love.

For no heartache compares with
The death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world
Seem wonderful and mild.

Perhaps God tires of calling
The aged to His fold,
So He picks a rosebud
Before it can grow old.

God knows how much we need them,
And so he takes but few
To make the land of heaven
More beautiful to view.

Believing this is difficult
Still somehow we must try
The saddest word mankind knows
Will always be "Goodbye."

So when a little child departs,
We who are left behind
Must realize God loves children,
Angels are hard to find.


I hope you find comfort in this poetry as much as I do.

Love, Jody

- Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 02:17 PM (CDT)

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Good morning! I thought of Jack as Jessie and Jake started school today. Jackson always talked when I get bigger I'm going to ride the yellow school bus and wear my back pack to school. I'm sure Jackson was watching as Jessie and Jake rode the bus today. I was just looking at pictures of Jackson and he always had the biggest smile, even though he was in pain and had to take medicine every day which he just hated. There are so many things that I have learned from Jackson. I feel so very blessed to be Jacks granma. Everything I do reminds me of our little bear cub. Even though he is in his new home, he is still with us. I have a little heart that is right under bear cubs picture that says "Grandma you're forever in my heart." All my love Granma Bonnie
Granma Bonnie
- Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 11:50 AM (CDT)

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Morning to all! Hope your first day back to school is full of fun! :)

If you don't mind Michelle, I'd like to stop by tonight on my way to mom and dad's and check out Jack's garden? I will be bringing little Aaron along, I don't think you have ever met him.

Last night was so much fun, laughing till we had tears in our eyes about the old days. I surely miss them days, so carefree...

Hope you have a wonderful day, see you tonight.

Love, Jody

- Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 09:10 AM (CDT)

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Dear Jess & Jake,

Have a super first day back at school!

Love,
Ang
AngLind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 07:25 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Michelle. You are such a good and kind hearted person. You've written such words of comfort for me when I'm feeling low. It also reminds me of what the pastor said at Jack's service, "Who's comforting who here?" An encouraging word, a kind smile, can make someone's life a much brighter place. If you weren't my relative, I would want you for a friend. Thanking you from the bottom of my heart. Jackson Ben's proud Auntie.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 06:21 AM (CDT)

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HI just wanted to say hi. Thank you for signing my guestbook for Irene. I miss her terribly, as I am sure you miss Jackson.. It is so tough to go on, but we have to. I would love to correspond with you more. www.caringbridge.com/page/irenesroadtorecovery
Torrie Currie <AngelIrenesMom@aol.com>
Co - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 12:42 AM (CDT)

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Good afternoon. :) I know having miscarried a child the pain, but I could never ever imagine losing a child after all the bonding and care that was given to a child. My heart aches so badly for you, I don't know how you do it? You comfort me by all your e-mails and entries, I know you are hurting and I know you have to go on to finish the journey God has given you. Jackson will forever be with you, he wants you to be happy. :) What wonderful parents you both are, if only everyone would love their children half as much as you do, this world would be so much better.

See you tonight Michelle, I can't wait for a hug!

Love,
Jody

- Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 02:10 PM (CDT)

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To Our Children,

We love you and miss you so much......

mom

MT - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 11:25 AM (CDT)

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Good morning!

We are still remembering, hurting, wondering, laughing, and crying with you. Although we cannot know what it is like to be you, we have all felt lonely, sad and forgotten... most of all, don't forget that you are not alone!

ALL OUR LOVE, RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN


- Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 08:16 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. Today brings many thoughts and emotions. I'll forever think of little Jack on Tuesday mornings. Today, is also the date our baby passed away. It might be the sight or sound of something to trigger a memory. We may be smiling on the outside, but the hurt is always there. Forever in my heart. Love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 05:57 AM (CDT)

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Good evening Espeseth's!

Just thought I'd drop a quick line. Hope all is going good with all of you and I can't wait to get together tomorrow night Michelle. I get such a kick out of seeing all of us together, it brings me back to days of no worry and all fun. I might be a little late, but I will get there ASAP.

See ya later.

God bless all of you and especially our little 'Jack'.

Jody

- Monday, August 20, 2001 at 06:31 PM (CDT)

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Hello to you all. Well I suppose Jess & Jake are so excited to be starting school in just a couple days. I have mixed feelings over it-the need to get back to work or the joy of being home & having the pleasure of being with my grandchildren. My thoughts have also been with you this summer, I did see Jacks garden it looked so pretty & like a nice place to sit & think & talk to the lord. I had a wonderful visit with Grandma Cindy we cried & laughed. I wish you all a a nice fall filled with your wonderful memories. And Jessie & Jake a good school year.

- Monday, August 20, 2001 at 03:15 PM (CDT)

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We do not always understand why things happen as they do. But we can be assured the Lord will see us through. Wishing you a blessed day. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, August 20, 2001 at 06:27 AM (CDT)

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Weeping may endure for the night, but joy cometh in the morning. Psalm 30:5

- Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 03:42 PM (CDT)

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Hello!

Just wanted to share with you that Megan and Madelyn went with Sally to visit Jack at the cemetery last weekend. They haven't stopped talking about it since. They loved his beautiful tombstone and they believe that Jack was happy to see them because the windmill blew and the chime sounded without any wind :) They also kissed him good-bye and are excited that they will be able to go see him more often in the future. I thought of this because they were sharing their experience with the neighbor kids this morning and decided to share it with you too! HIS WORK NEVER ENDS :)

LOVE RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 01:27 PM (CDT)

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I can't keep your heart from hurting, but I can cry with you and be there when you need me. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 05:55 AM (CDT)

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I have little Jack's picture set as my wallpaper at work, I get so sad just looking at him. I know he is as happy as happy can be and he will always be safe and loved. Life really can throw you off balance sometimes that is why we need our family and friends. I am just in awe over how strong your family is, and how you hold each other up. (If only more families could be this way, including my own.)

Hope you find sunshine and smiles and "BEAUTIFUL DAYS" ahead!

All my love,
Jody

- Friday, August 17, 2001 at 02:49 PM (CDT)

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IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY,AND MEMORIES A LANE,I'D WALK UP TO HEAVEN AND BRING YOU HOME AGAIN.

- Friday, August 17, 2001 at 09:38 AM (CDT)

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Dear sister,

I am alway's thinking of you all and hold you close in my heart.

I am here for you if there is anything that you need.
God bless.
Love ~ Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 09:18 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning :)
Thinking of Little Jack today and his family. I keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. We love you.
Nate and Theresa

- Friday, August 17, 2001 at 08:28 AM (CDT)

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A friend loveth at all times, Proverbs 17:17. I miss my little friend so much. Forever in my heart, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 05:07 AM (CDT)

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I have been thinking alot about Jackson's journey in life these past days, we all are so blessed to have been a part of his time here on earth. There has been so many wonderful, good hearted, true people I have met because of Jack, thank you little man. My life has been so touched because you were a part of it and I will never ever forget you. You are so very SPECIAL!

Everyone has a journey here on earth, we may not know what it is, but in the end we will all be together again forever! I can't wait to see those beautiful eyes, they twinkle like the stars in heaven.

Take care and God bless.

My Love,
Jody


<jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
- Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 09:54 AM (CDT)

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Hello Espeseths :)

It is an incredibly busy time in our lives right now, but we want you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. We are looking forward to the time when we are closer and can visit with all of you more often! I'm sure Jack's garden has grown beautifully over the summer...can't wait to see it again.

ALL OUR LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 09:11 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. I enjoy all of the new pictures you share with us. To look at his beautiful smile, brightens the darkest of days. It was so precious to see baby Joe's face light up when he was looking at all of the pictures of Jack. We are all missing him so much. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 06:00 AM (CDT)

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Thinking of you all tonight, especially Jackson. He has been on my heart these past days. It is a good feeling!
Keeping you all in prayer for continued comfort and strength.
Much love to you all~ Amy

- Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 10:28 PM (CDT)

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Hello, everyone. I wasn't able to sign in all morning. I missed checking on Jackson's Journey. Life is all about choices. We choose how we live. Jack always talked and sang about Jesus. Through all of his many obstacles, he taught us so many good things. He taught us to enjoy life, we all should live our lives so we can be together again someday. Forever in my heart, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 02:10 PM (CDT)

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JACKSON IS WATERING HIS GARDEN AGAIN....

:) What a honey!

Love,
Jody

- Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 01:57 PM (CDT)

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It is amazing how many people all over the world know of little Jackson, there are so many good people out there. :)

It's nice to see young people going into life with their eyes and hearts wide open for others like Juliann and Callie and the others that have logged on to Jack's website. Thank you all for being so kind to Jack's family, they really need to know that they are not alone, which I know they already know.

God bless everyone and especially our 'Little Angel'.

All my love to your family,
Jody

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO



- Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 12:01 PM (CDT)

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Jackson was beautiful, I admire how you all put up the fight and are still going even after he is gone. I am an 18 year old from Utah and am trying to put together with the the help of friends, a night of remembrance and a night of honor for the children lost to cancer and the children still fighting. We would love to include Jackson. If you would like to have us include him that night please feel free to e-mail me anytime at julibugs13@yahoo.com I can fill you in on the details. God Bless you in everything forver. With love, juli housholder
Juliann Housholder <julibugs13@yahoo.com>
Fruit Heights, UT USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 09:36 AM (CDT)

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I LOVE YOU!

Ang
Ang Lind <Jerlind@home.com>
MT - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 07:44 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. Another Tuesday morning has come and it brings special thoughts of your precious little Jackson. I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life goes on and it will be better tomorrow. When people are so very special to us, we miss them terribly when they're gone. I consider everyday a blessing. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 05:44 AM (CDT)

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Dear Family, I sure enjoyed my visit with you on Friday. You always bring such joy to my heart and I left feeling lighter and blessed in many ways. It was good also to see Jacksons little garden you have done such a wonderful job and I am sure he sees and is so very happy with what you have done and are doing to carry on the "good fight". I will always carry with me a very special picture in my head of our little Jackson and of course my special niece you know the one of which I speak. I feel so blessed!! Let us all continue to do the work that we were put here for, and that is to spread the good word. Let us not be afraid or ashamed to ask, Do you know Jesus Christ? Do you really know Jesus Christ? Well let me tell you about him, and let each of us share his wonderful story and his glory. I love you so very much. Aunt Marsha

- Monday, August 13, 2001 at 09:51 PM (CDT)

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Dear sister,

How I enjoyed seeing the picture's of Jack. Thank you for sharing.
Love ~ Ang
Angela <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 02:22 PM (CDT)

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Sounds like it was a really busy weekend at your house. We went camping up at Bone Lake with my whole family (both sides) it was alot of fun. Saturday morning when we woke up, there was an eagle flying around the corner of the lake we were on. He flew there all day long, everytime I see an eagle now I think of your little Jackson, it brought a huge smile to my face. :) How blessed we all are to have had him touch our lives in such very special ways. I know you all can't wait to see him again, you are right, what a glorious day it will be! Take care of you all!

My love,
Jody
<jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
- Monday, August 13, 2001 at 11:38 AM (CDT)

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Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, little Jack. I love you. I miss you. Forever in my heart, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 06:13 AM (CDT)

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Good evening. I just wanted to let you know how much we enjoyed seeing all of you yesterday. We missed Jess, of course, but it was so great for the rest of your family to be able to make it. Jake and Joe seemed to have so much fun. Family is so important, so many people take things so for granted. We always think we can do it tomorrow, when none of us are really guaranteed that tomorrow will come for us. We truly need to enjoy each day as they come. I cherish all the times I got to spend with little Jack, he was such a precious boy. Love all of you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 07:21 PM (CDT)

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I have been reading past journals and they all are so special. I am so thankful that I was able to spend quality time with our precious little Jackson. I was very thankful to my work, as they were very good about letting me have the time off I need where Jackson we concerned. I took a voluntary lay-off right before our trip to Indiana. I am so thankful that I was able to take that trip. we all had a good time. Jackson would have my key for my room and also his mom and dad's key and he would just go back and forth. He had quite an imagination, he would be the sun and I would be the rainbow, it was good for me to be able to play with Jackson I will cherish those times forever in my heart. My heartaches to hear his little voice and his laughter, and to feel his little arms around my neck. I know how lonely we are for our Jackson I can't imagine the sorrow Mike and Michelle, Jessie, Jake and baby Joe are going through. We were at Auntie Donna's house on Sat. and Donna has a picture of Jackson on her stairway for her day care kids to see and Joe found it, he looked at if for awhile and then he got the biggest smile on his face. Jackson and Joe were the best of buds. I know one thing that we need to slow down in our busy schudules and enjoy our families and spend time with them. Life is to precious to waste on material things and all the worry that we but ourselves through, because when we lose one that we love all those other things don't matter at all. We all need to trust in Jesus and to follow him. We need to know Jesus as Jackson did. Grandma Bonnie misses you Jackson Ben so much and you'll be forever in my heart.
Gramma Bonnie <b&pkrahenbuhl@clt>
- Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 03:49 PM (CDT)

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Good morning. Angels enjoy perfect love, perfect understanding and perfect freedom. Your precious boy was truly a messenger of God, part of His perfect plan. Missing your little Angel, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 05:09 AM (CDT)

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Jackson's pictures bring tears to my eyes...tears of joy, tears of love and tears of sadness. How can something so sweet and innocent be gone, life is not fair but it is His plan. I know Jack is so happy and he will always be with you in his own special ways. May God bring you happiness and comfort on the hard days.

Love you all,
Jody

- Friday, August 10, 2001 at 11:14 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. God blesses us with precious children. In spite of everything he endured, Jackson was always so happy. He truly was a blessing of God. Always in my heart, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 05:02 AM (CDT)

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Thank you for the beautiful new pictures!! Easter is such a special time...we're glad to have seen Jack at those times in his life. There was always something special about Jackson. I remember the first few times we ever saw him at Sally and DeWayne's farm. We all had an instant special attraction to him, with his gorgeous eyes and "Elvis curl" in his hair :) He did wonderful things in his lifetime!!

ALL OUR LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 08:11 PM (CDT)

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Thinking of you always.

Love you!
Bonnie <blablanc@kodak.com>
Woodbury, MN USA - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 04:46 PM (CDT)

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Sending you all my love.....


Jody

- Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 12:58 PM (CDT)

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Good morning. Thank you for sharing the beautiful new pictures. Despite of everything, he was such a happy boy. When you wrote about him protecting his new blue bike, it must have brought back such a precious memory of him riding it out of the store. Just a thought of him can bring a smile through my tears. I miss him so much. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 04:45 AM (CDT)

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May God bless you, sweet Michelle, for being such a wonderful friend, great mother and loving person. I think of you much more than I get to talk to you; you and your family are always in our prayers. Your strength and faith in the Lord are such a constant source of inspiration. Ashlie still asks Jesus to be sure Jackson is having fun and being taken care of in her night prayers. We explain to her that he is the happiest he could be and he sees and talks with Jesus everyday!
Angie B <angelsstudio@netscape.net>
- Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 12:28 AM (CDT)

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Oh ,what a beautiful little boy. Jackson has the most heart melting smile. We love and miss you so very much. The new photos capture Jackson's wonderful personality. He never stopped smiling. He is a true gift of God and he will always be our twinkling little Star and our precious little nephew. I can't wait to see Jackson's beautiful garden again. Take care. We love you .
Tom, Heather & family
- Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 10:55 PM (CDT)

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i love you memorial site, sorry about your loss, God be with you and your family!
Mandelyn Cook <mandelyn_cook@yahoo.com>
Houston, Tx USA - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 10:40 PM (CDT)

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Dear Michelle,

My heart goes out to you this morning. I wish I could be there just to sit and listen. I've been so busy lately that I've barely had time to think....and maybe that is part of the reason your business has been so blessed and busy :) Give Joey a big "huggins and smoochins" from me and my girls, and tell Mike, Jessie and Jake that we love them:)

TAKE CARE---LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 10:54 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. It warms my heart to read the beautiful entries. Jack had so many people, young and old, praying for him. He had so many friends that he hadn't even met. He has truly touched the hearts of many. Forever in my heart, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 05:13 AM (CDT)

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Hi my name is callie.My class has been praying for Jack for along time.Im really sorry that Jack pastaway but he's in Heaven.Are class is the one that wrote thoes letters to you. My School is Salem Lutheren.Well I have to go but sometime I would like to meet you.

God Bless' Callie


Callie Seckinger <ASecki1009@aol.com>
Stillwater, MN - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 03:00 PM (CDT)

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Just checking in on all of you on my "Too Short BREAK".

Hope all is going well. Have you been staying cool in the miserable weather? When will it ever end?

Can't wait to see Jack's garden, I will get there soon, I promise before our reunion!

God Bless! :)

Lots of Love to you all,
Jody

- Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 11:03 AM (CDT)

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Dear Michelle,

Wish I were there to share a cup of early morning coffee and a nice walk with my sister. I'd love to sit next to Jack's beautiful garden to just take in it's beauty.
I wish you a wonderful day with your family.
Love ~ Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 07:30 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. Another Tuesday has come, I especially think of little Jack on these mornings. I think about on these hot days how a good a cool shower feels, but there really is no pleasure as great as a smile and hug from our children. I miss his beautiful smile and all the joy he always brought to our family. Some days my heart aches with such sadness. Children are such a blessing from God. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 04:56 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. How nice of your family to plant a tree for Jackson at the Community Center. Maybe those little socks in the laundry were a sign from Jack saying "Hey, Mom, I was right along side you helping!" Your precious little boy will never be forgotten. Love to all of you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 05:02 AM (CDT)

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Hi!

Dirty socks---what a funny way for Jackson to let you know that he is still with you :) But then he always had a wonderful sense of humor!! I'm sure that whatever Jack's new work for the Lord is....he's doing the very best of any... just as he did here on earth. I thank God every day that we were allowed to be touched by Jack's life and brought to a closer and more understanding relationship with Him through Jack!!

WE LOVE YOU---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Saturday, August 04, 2001 at 07:19 PM (CDT)

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Good afternoon. Another steamy day. We thought it would be a good day for inside projects. I received news that a very dear friend of mine has cancer, I was at a loss for words when I heard. I think of all the times I would come to see Jackson and I was feeling sad and depressed, he would always cheer me up. The things he would say and do would just warm my heart and always put a smile on my face. I wish there would have been something I could have said or done that would have done the same for her. There are times my heart aches with such sadness. I miss your little Jackson Ben so much. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, August 04, 2001 at 03:59 PM (CDT)

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Morning! Thanks for the e-mail Michelle, sorry I haven't wrote back yet, work has been so busy I don't have any extra time to keep up on my e-mails. We came home to a flooded basement Tuesday, our water softner stuck on all day and ruined our family room and bedroom so I have no computer hooked up right now at home. I hope all is going better for you than it is for us!

Looks like another steamy weekend on it's way, I hope your days are filled with smiles. I think of you all so many times during the day, and I pray you are finding the comfort you need right now. God bless and see you all soon.

My love,
Jody

- Friday, August 03, 2001 at 09:43 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. You have met so many wonderful people through Jackson's journey. God has shown us that there are many good and kind people in the world. I often think of the doctors and nurses, how hard their jobs had to have been at times. Many of the things done to make little Jack better were so very painful. Thanks be to God for all of them. How beautiful God's bouquet must be. I miss your little bud more than words can ever say. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Friday, August 03, 2001 at 04:44 AM (CDT)

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- Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 11:24 PM (CDT)

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Good Evening my dear friends, it has been a while since I have written an entry, I logged on almost daily to read about Jacksons testimony. I did not have the pleasure of getting to know him very well and his special ways but through this journal and our friendship, I really feel he has touched my heart in a way that can only be from the Lord. Thank you for the very special birthday wishes, I am truly grateful for all the kindness you have shared with me and your love of our Lord Jesus Christ.
May the Lord bless you with the comfort and peace that only comes from Him!! Love, Amy Sue
Amy Moore <Mooreja@somtel.net>
Somerset, WI - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 10:22 PM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. As I read the entries this morning, fresh tears have started to flow. Everyone is missing your little Angel so much. Grandma Bonnie had wanted to write to Jackson so badly, but not having a computer, she wasn't able to. God is good, we were so blessed by all the battles Jack overcame. At the moment we die, God will send an escort of angels to convey our souls safely into paradise. Anyone who loves God and belongs to his Son will one day stand in his presence, enjoying his company forever. I miss your little Angel, love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 04:44 AM (CDT)

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08/01/01 I have been waiting so long to be able to do this, to sign Jackson's guestbook. I feel very blessed to have been able to spend as much time with our little Scooby. I liked playing with all his little cars and taking him for aride in the Red Dodge as Jackson would say. He would say lets go for ride in the Dodge and check on Zues our dog and that way he would be able to go over to Grandma Bonnie's house. I really miss my little play mate and would like to feel his little arms wrapped around my neck. I try not to be sad, because Jackson didn't like it when you were sad. We would sing songs and he would tease me all the time. I am so thankful that I was able to spend so much time with him. Love Grandma Bonnie
Grandma Bonnie <P&B Krahen@cltcomm.net>
Clear Lake, Wji Barron - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 10:22 PM (CDT)

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It's raining it's pouring.....Good Morning all on this wet day!! I wonder what Baby Joe thinks of the Thunder?? What a great day for snuggling the children. I bet Jacks sending us the rain so he can make sure his garden has plenty of water. I hope that you all have a peaceful day. We love you
Nate and Theresa

- Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 09:46 AM (CDT)

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Good morning,

How can it be that one little boy could change so many lives? Jack is truly a miracle of God in the working. Your whole family is! I wonder how many people may have turned away from or blamed God if it hadn't been for your "childlike" faith and understanding of His ways.
May God continue to shine His grace and strength on you all.

ALL OUR LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 08:36 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. We lost electricity for awhile this morning because of the rain storm passing through. It is amazing how we take things for granted in our lives and then really miss it when we don't have it. I'm sure Jack's beautiful garden loved the rain. I'm thinking of you, love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 05:26 AM (CDT)

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I miss little ^i^ Jack so much. With every day I miss him more. I keep looking at all the special pictures of him. I miss his big, beautiful brown eyes. I miss the way they sparkled like twinkle stars when he smiled. He was the happiest little guy I have ever known. Jackson will always be our Hero. Take Care. We love you guys.

Heather
- Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 10:03 PM (CDT)

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I have logged on many times today, but I keep getting interrupted. This time I am going to finish! Boy, some days can be SO hectic! We have to remember though that tomorrow is not promised to us and to live life to it's fullest just like our little 'Bearcub' did. :) Every day I use to log on, he would be busy doing something new or saying something different and always so sweet. Jackson really knew how to bring out smiles in everyone, I can tell just by reading all the entries.

I know I could never know the measure of loss or grief that you all are going through and will forever have. I only pray that you can find the comfort through each other by remembering Jack's little ways and sayings. He always loves to see his family happy :), that is what makes him happy still. He will forever be with you in special ways until you meet again.

May God help ease the emptiness you are feeling without Jack's physical presence. He is always with you protecting you and loving you.

Take care and God Bless you all!

Love,
Jody

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

- Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 02:42 PM (CDT)

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Dear family,

I'm sure some day's of missing Jackson must be very hard. I pray your heart's are filled with comfort and happiness as you think of and remember your special little bear cub. What a treasure to have Jack's perfect little garden to care for and admire it's beauty.
I love you all so much and keep you in constant prayer. His grace be with you...
Love ~ Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com >
MT - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 07:30 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. I can't believe it's been eleven weeks since little Jack got his wings. I think I will forever think of him especially on Tuesday mornings. The lives of children move on so fast, there are so many days that are already memories. I've come to learn that the best thing is to cherish today, don't worry about things that don't matter. Some days are easier than others, but I miss Jack so much. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 05:02 AM (CDT)

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Hello to you all!

What an eventful weekend! I suppose Jess is decorating her room with all those Blue Ribbons!!! :) Way to go girl!!!!

Are Jess and Jake all excited for school to start, huh?!!! (hahahaha) I can't believe the summer is almost over, time flys so fast and it seems to be flying faster the older we get. (Maybe it's just me?)

Looks like another couple of hot days headed our way then some rain, perfect for Jack's garden. I bet it is so beautiful, just like him! :)

I wish you all a wonderful week, take care and hope to see you all real soon.

All my love to your family,
Jody
Jody Olsen <jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
New Richmond, WI USA - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 12:29 PM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. We had a busy week-end, also. I don't think we did as many fun things, though. What a beautiful gift from God, our children. We miss them so much when they are called Home sooner than we had planned. But we know it is all part of God's perfect plan. Someday we will be holding our babies in our arms again. Some days seem a little harder than others when we are missing them ever so much. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 05:28 AM (CDT)

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Hello!!

Sorry that it has been a while since I wrote. It was a long and busy weekend with Randy's family here for Maddie's birthday :)
Glad to see you had a fun and successful weekend. We've been thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers!

LOVE---LORI


- Sunday, July 29, 2001 at 07:32 PM (CDT)

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Good morning every body,

Wishing you all a restful Sunday after such a busy weekend. Again, I'm so proud of you, Jess and Jake. I love you all very much. God bless :-)

P.s......A note to Jody.
I alway's enjoy reading your entry's to the family. Take care and God bless. Your friend, Angela
Angela Lind <jerlind>
MT - Sunday, July 29, 2001 at 09:08 AM (CDT)

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Congratulations to Jess, how exciting. I remember going to that same fair year after year with my neighbor and bringing her calves, we use to sleep in the barns every night with them too! What a fun time the fair is!

My thoughts and prayers are with Andrew and Cheri, what a horrible thing to face in their lives. Please let them know that they have people out here that they don't even know pulling for them, just as Jackson did. God bless you all and bring you the happiness that you all deserve so very much.

Love,
Jody

- Saturday, July 28, 2001 at 11:18 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning, Congratulations Jess on the blue ribbons how exciting to do so well your first year. Jake I am glad that you enjoyed your first golf tournament. You learned a lesson most adult men don't know and that is keeping track of every stroke. haha I went to visit Jackson and Grandpa E. on Thursday, we had a nice visit. The headstone is beautiful and last night I am sure that their plants recieved plenty of water. God is good and gives us so many blessings if we all would just take the time to remember our prayers and then be aware of the answers even though they may not be the answer we requested at the time he does give us what we need. Praise his name!! Love Aunt Marsha

- Saturday, July 28, 2001 at 09:32 AM (CDT)

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My prayer's for Andrew and Cheri today. His grace be with you!

Angela
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Saturday, July 28, 2001 at 07:35 AM (CDT)

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Dear Jess and Jake,

SUPER JOB GUY'S! What an exciting day it must have been for you both. I'm just thrilled for you :-)
Have a great weekend and God bless.
Love ~ Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Saturday, July 28, 2001 at 07:31 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. What a busy day at the fair yesterday. Congratulations, Jess, on all of your blue ribbons. How wonderful for her first year. Congratulations, also, to Jake. I'm sure baby Joe was just taking it all in. Your children bring you such pride and joy. We are off to Lumberjack Days in Stillwater this morning. Larry and Kelly are running in the 5k race at 8 am. Congratulations again, to all of your children. I'm so proud of them. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, July 28, 2001 at 06:41 AM (CDT)

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Each of you are in my thoughts and prayers everyday, but especially this morning.

Everyone of you has been such an inspiration to me by the loving and positive attitude you show each day. Your Jackson really touched my life and I remember him so often. I was in our company store this week and noticed that we have a new product - Curious George bandaids! Jack would have loved them. Jessie should be showing her calf at the County Fair right about now, I wish you luck today Jess.

Life passes us by so quickly, and I become more aware each day that we need to appreciate our family and friends more and let them know how much we care about and love them.

I love you all.
Andrea
Andrea Cogbill-Peters <alpeters2@mmm.com>
Clear Lake, WI - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 09:11 AM (CDT)

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Jess & Jake,

I'm so excited for you both. You've got a big weekend planned and I wish you the best of luck with each of your event's. Jess, you have worked so hard for this weekend. You have lot's of fun, OK? Say "hi" to mom and dad. God bless alway's.
Love ~ Ang



Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 09:02 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. What busy plans all of you have. Good luck to Jess and Jake, I'm sure they will do very good. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 05:14 AM (CDT)

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I just read about Jackson, God bless you for being so strong. I also lost my child to cancer
her name is Brandi, she spread her wings 2 weeks after her 6th birthday on Feb.2,1995. I
don't think I would have handled it so well had she not prepared me. She wanted books
about heaven and she would talk of the visits she had from one of her friends who had
died months before she did, and the visit she received from Jesus one night. I never
doubted it for once because she woke me up in the middle of the night and told me about
it. After that I knew she was prepared and in that moment so was I. I will keep you in my
prayers and thoughts.
Anita Cue <swissms_98@yahoo.com>
SHAW AFB, SC USA - Thursday, July 26, 2001 at 10:08 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Espeseth Family!
This is another beautiful day no Humidity!! We love the heat just not the humidity. Well we are very excited to go to the polk county fair and see Jesse's exibit. Good luck to her! I bet little Joe will like to see all of the animals. Thinking of you all. Love Theresa

- Thursday, July 26, 2001 at 09:50 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to everyone. Thinking of you and hoping you have a wonderful day full of cherished memories and have fun while you're making new ones to remember. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, July 26, 2001 at 04:37 AM (CDT)

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I left an entry yesterday, but I don't see it here. Computer glich!

Hope all is well, I think of you all so many times a day and I think of Jackson's beautiful eyes. Something in his eyes, the way they smile or twinkle really melted my heart. Maybe it was the trust and love he showed towards everyone. Whatever it is, it is truely a blessing that we had him in our lives.

God bless you all,
Jody

- Wednesday, July 25, 2001 at 02:27 PM (CDT)

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Good morning. As little Jack would say, "Isn't it a beautiful day out today?" I think so often of the cute little things he would say or do and I just miss him so much. I'll cherish my memories of him forever. I know everything is all part of God's perfect plan but there are times when I think it's just not fair. Always in my heart, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, July 25, 2001 at 05:51 AM (CDT)

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I love my sister and her dear family. God Bless each one of you this pretty Tuesday.
All my love,
sister Andrea <snowdove72>
- Tuesday, July 24, 2001 at 05:34 AM (CDT)

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Angels are but one way that God works in the universe. They aren't the whole story. They are supporting actors, knowing more about their nature and purpose will help us to perceive more of God's own majesty and His loving plan for our lives. I miss your little Angel so much. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, July 24, 2001 at 05:10 AM (CDT)

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Dear family,

I'm so happy you were able to get away and enjoy the weekend together.

Your alway's in my thought's and prayer's. I love you and miss you so much.

Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Monday, July 23, 2001 at 09:43 PM (CDT)

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Hello Espeseths :)

It sounds like you had a wonderful time of renewal this weekend!! Carry that with you through out the busy week ahead. "I'll Fly Away" has been popping into my head lately; how wonderful that it was played (for you) the other evening :) The girls always remind me of another of Jack's favorite songs..."This Little Light of Mine"...it is one of their favorites also. It is amazing how uplifting those songs can be!

TAKE CARE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Monday, July 23, 2001 at 03:03 PM (CDT)

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Good morning. How wonderful it was to read about your nice week-end. Sometimes it is so good to get away for awhile. Thinking of you always, love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, July 23, 2001 at 05:01 AM (CDT)

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I'm so happy you all had such a good time up north, it's nice to get away once in awhile. I bet Joey is getting so big, they grow like weeds!

I am always here for you if you need someone to talk to, cry with or just laugh like the good old days.

I know in my heart that Jackson is always with you, he will always show you something to remind you of him and let you know that he will never ever leave you.

Take care of you and I will see you soon.

Love,
Jody

- Sunday, July 22, 2001 at 09:07 PM (CDT)

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Wishing you all a wonderful day today, I'm always thinking of you. :)

God bless you all in this very difficult time of your lives.

We all miss your little 'Angel' so much!

Love, The Olsen's
<jods68@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 22, 2001 at 10:15 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. What another beautiful day the Lord has given us. Thinking of all of you and hope you have a nice family week-end. May you find peace and joy in the simple things, for they are the ones that will always be there. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, July 21, 2001 at 08:11 AM (CDT)

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Dear family,

Wishing you all special day together.

All my love,
Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Friday, July 20, 2001 at 08:06 AM (CDT)

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Dear Sweet Jesus,
Please comfort my sister and her precious family today. In Jesus name I pray-SELAH
<snowdove72>
- Friday, July 20, 2001 at 06:28 AM (CDT)

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There are times in your life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them. I miss little Jack so much, but I know he is in the arms of Jesus. That's why God gave us arms, for hugs. I loved it when I could give him a hug, but I was always afraid I would give him a germ or something. He was always so quick to say, " I love you, Auntie Donna." Forever in my thoughts and dreams, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, July 20, 2001 at 04:38 AM (CDT)

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To my Sister,
A brief note to say that how you and your dear family grieve is not what I need to pay attention to!!! Reason being...I know that you DO GRIEVE every moment of the day in some way or another. There is no right or wrong way to mourn the loss of your own baby. What NEEDS to be important for me is that I support and meet your needs at this time and always. You are an awesome mommy Michelle!
Sister Andrea <snowdove72>
- Thursday, July 19, 2001 at 08:42 PM (CDT)

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Dear Michelle,

When I read your entry today, I just had to send you another "Postcard from Heaven":

Dearest child,
Some of your friends who do not know me as you do may think you are putting too much confidence in me. They may feel that you should "come back down to the ground" and deal with reality. What they do not understand is that I am the only real Reality. And only when your feet are planted in my truth are you standing on solid ground. So let them say what they will. But you know, and will continue to know, that I am your Shield and the Source of you courage. I hear every small whisper of your heart, and I answer you. I hold you in safety while you sleep, and I am right by your side when you wake up, giving you strength for the day. So keep believing in me.
I am your shield,
God

LORI

- Thursday, July 19, 2001 at 12:22 PM (CDT)

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Just letting you know that you are always in my thoughts.

Love you forever and ever Jackson! :)
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Love,
Jody

- Thursday, July 19, 2001 at 10:11 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning,
We have yet another hot suuny day, who can complain right?
Just a special thanks to you Michelle for continuing to share Jacks life with all of us. I wasn't around to see all of the cute little things he would say or do, I love to hear about him. Wishing you a wonderful day! Love Theresa

- Thursday, July 19, 2001 at 08:15 AM (CDT)

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When you were born you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you are the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying. I can just picture little Jack with the biggest smile, I miss him so much. Always in my heart, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, July 19, 2001 at 05:18 AM (CDT)

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A mother's heart is a special place where children always have a home. You've been through so much for such a young mother. I hope people are showing you the kindness and understanding that you deserve. I think about you every day and if there is anything I can ever do for you, just let me know. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, July 18, 2001 at 05:20 AM (CDT)

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WHY??

"'Master' his disciples asked him, 'why was this man born blind? Was it a result of his own sins or those of his parents?' "Neither' Jesus answered. 'But to demonstrate the power of God. All of us must quickly carry out the tasks assigned us by the one who sent me, for there is little time left before the night falls and all work comes to an end.'" John 9:2-4

This verse hit my heart and I felt the need to share it with you.

LOVE---LORI

- Tuesday, July 17, 2001 at 10:37 PM (CDT)

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Dear Friends~
Our continued prayers are with as you go through these sad days and for joy to fill your hearts with many wonderful memories of Jackson. He is such a special boy who has opened my eyes to the Marvelous deeds of the Lord. He has given you a heavy burden to carry, but with Him by your side you can live on the sunny side of life!! How Perfect is that!
Love, The Moore's

<mooreja@somtel.net>
Somerset, WI - Tuesday, July 17, 2001 at 09:34 PM (CDT)

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Dear Michelle,

I am missing you so much right now. Feeling a special bond and wishing we could spend time together.
I am so blessed to have a sister like you. Such a sincere heart and so full of faith and courage.
My heart and home is open to you and your dear family. To talk or a quiet vacation.
I love you dear sister. God bless you ever so much...
Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Tuesday, July 17, 2001 at 06:48 PM (CDT)

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My dearest friend,
My heart hurts so badly with all the things you have to go through, like putting Jack's toys up, I know how every little thing has a memory about it.
Jack will live on forever through you and your family, you are all so full of love, I cherish our friendship so much even though we don't see alot of each other. Jack has brought us all closer together again, thank you so much Jackson. I will hold you close to my heart forever! :)

Love,
Jody

- Tuesday, July 17, 2001 at 09:34 AM (CDT)

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Good morning family,

I was touched by your Monday entry. I would imagine through the heartache of missing Jack it is also a good feeling staying busy in his name. Such as Jackson's garden and special belonging's. Even his memorial site to visit and look after.
The plant that was given to us in Samuel's honor is something I treasure and take special care of. The kind of special care from parent to child.
I'm sure you will enjoy your time at the Ronald MC Donald house. How special for you all.
The Lord is good and will never leave us.
I love you,
Ang


Ang Lind <Jerlind@home.cm>
MT - Tuesday, July 17, 2001 at 07:57 AM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. What a busy and emotional day you had yesterday. It will be nice that you have Jack's things up high. Other little children wouldn't understand but it would be very hard to see others playing with his toys. Especially when Jack's little hands were the last ones to touch them. It took me many months to hold a baby that was born on the same day that our baby died. My heart needed more time to heal. I'm sure Jack's beautiful flower garden enjoyed the much needed rain last night. The birds are all so happy and singing this morning. I miss Jack so much. Always loved and never forgotten. Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, July 17, 2001 at 05:48 AM (CDT)

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From the book "Postcards from Heaven":

Dearest child,
There will be days when the fight is gone out of you, and you feel you cannot struggle anymore. There will be times when the weight of all you've had to bear has torn you up and worn you out, and the most you can do is to stand. If that is where you are today, I ask you to know this: You need not stand alone. Today I will dress you in my aromor so that you will be fortified against anything that comes against you. Perhaps it will only be a word, a memory, the wrong inflection of a voice, or some petty irritation that on any normal day would not phase you. But today, with your back against the wall, that small thing can come at you like an arrow. Don't let it hit your heart today. Let it hit the shield of faith I will give you to hold. If you will do this, I promise you, you will not fall. And be certain of this, my child. I will be standing right here beside you, strengthening and defending you, and helping you to stand.
Trust my strength,
God

LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Monday, July 16, 2001 at 09:04 AM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. Hope you had a nice week-end and stayed cool. We had a busy week-end, as usual it seems. I'm sure it was nice to visit with Don and Ellie. Families are like quilts. Lives pieced together, stitched with smiles and tears, colored with memories and bound by love. Thinking of you, love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, July 16, 2001 at 06:01 AM (CDT)

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Dear sister and family,
His grace be with you today.
We're thinking of you today on Jack's anniversary. How fast time passes. We will alway's remember his beautiful face and special little spirit.
I love you so much and appreciate your thought's and prayer's. What a last couple of year's it's been. PRESSING ON!

Sister Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Sunday, July 15, 2001 at 08:03 PM (CDT)

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God has given me another day---to hear the wonders He has spoken, to see the beauty of His face, to enjoy the pleasure of His company, to walk the pathways of His grace, to know the delight of His presence, to fulfill the desires of His heart, to discover the treasures of His love---What a day this will be. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Sunday, July 15, 2001 at 10:13 AM (CDT)

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Dear family,

Have a wonderful weekend together.
Many blessing your way.
God bless.

Love,
Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Saturday, July 14, 2001 at 11:32 AM (CDT)

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Good morning!

I hope you are enjoying the same beautiful weather that we are in Milwaukee. It is the kind of day that Jack would treasure! Let's all find the same joy and beauty in the world this weekend like Jackson always did:)

LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Saturday, July 14, 2001 at 08:40 AM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. Ryan's working, Larry will be golfing for a benefit for the fire department and I will be cleaning the house. I hope you have some fun things you can do and enjoy this week-end. I think of all of you everyday. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, July 14, 2001 at 07:53 AM (CDT)

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Wishing you all a wonderful weekend full of sunshine and smiles! :)

Love, Jody

- Friday, July 13, 2001 at 10:33 AM (CDT)

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Dear family,

Grace to you this fine day.
I wish you all a very nice weekend.
HE IS GOOD!
Love ~ Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Friday, July 13, 2001 at 07:33 AM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. I've been thinking this morning how quickly our lives can change in an instant. I was at the emergency room with my friend Cathy last night. She received a very serious leg injury from a bolt on a gate. Everyone needs to appreciate and enjoy the time spent with loved ones, there is such a fine line for how things can change in a moment. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think of little Jack. I wish I could tell him one more time how much I love him. We always think we have tomorrow. But God is the only one that knows that for sure. Loving and missing your little Angel Boy ever so much, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, July 13, 2001 at 05:30 AM (CDT)

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"I waited patiently for God to help me; then he listened and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the pit of desair, out from the bog and the mire, and set my feet on a hard, firm path and steadied me as I walked along. He has given me a new song to sing, of praises to our God." Psalm 40: 1-3

THINKING OF YOU---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Thursday, July 12, 2001 at 09:56 PM (CDT)

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When I got up this morning and looked out the window, there was one star, twinkling and shining ever so brightly. I got a smile on my face thinking about little Jack. The star was just as radiant as his smile. Mother used to talk about an angel and a bright light. Before we would go to bed at night, she would say she would see it high in the corner of the hospital room and she would tell her everything was going to be alright. Always loved and never forgotten. Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, July 12, 2001 at 05:03 AM (CDT)

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Good Evening!!

How wonderful it is to know that Jack was protected and comforted by his Angel and his Jesus!! Sometimes I think it would be so much easier if we could all see things as clearly as he was allowed to see them. But if we just open our eyes we do see the miracles surrounding us and done for us daily!! May we always be protected and comforted by the knowledge that we are never alone:)

LOVE ALWAYS---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Wednesday, July 11, 2001 at 08:26 PM (CDT)

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I have tears in my eyes this morning reading what you wrote about Jack telling you he is not leaving you. There are different ways to look at death and I choose to look the same way as you. Jackson will never be gone, he will live forever in everyone's hearts that he has touched. I can only imagine the pain you feel, but I know you have found comfort knowing that Jack is in a very 'Grand' place and that you will be together again someday. Thank you for your willingness to open your lives and hearts to all of us.

I am so honored to have friends like you, you make my life complete.

My love to your family,
Jody

- Wednesday, July 11, 2001 at 09:37 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to you all,

Wishing you a wonderful day and many blessing's.
All my love and prayer's.
Ang
AngLind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Wednesday, July 11, 2001 at 08:19 AM (CDT)

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When God calls a child to dwell with Him above, we mortals many times question the wisdom of His love. For no heartache compares to the loss of one's child. A child who made so much of life in this world, seem wonderful and wild. Perhaps God tires of calling mostly aged to His fold. So He picks a blooming rosebud, before it can grow old. God knows how much we love and need them and so He takes but few, who make Heaven's eternity, more beautiful to view. Believing this, at best, is difficult, however we must try. The saddest word a parent knows---will always be "goodbye." So when your child departs, and it is we who are left behind. We must remember, God does love our children---Angels are hard to find. I miss Jack more each day. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, July 11, 2001 at 05:19 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. Every Tuesday morning I think back to what I was doing when I received the call about little Jack. My heart aches with sadness and tears. When I hear people complaining about having a bad day, I just think if only they would appreciate every day. They never know what they truly have until they've lost it. I miss your little angel so much. Forever in my heart, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, July 10, 2001 at 05:08 AM (CDT)

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What a beautiful child your Jackson ~ I am truely sorry for your loss ~ I lost my grandson James to t-cell high risk ALL 12/19/00 he was 14 years old.

God bless,
Bonnie,grandma to ^i^ James ~~~~ www.caringbridge.com/page/jamiebowman

Columbus, Ohio - Tuesday, July 10, 2001 at 12:51 AM (CDT)

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Hello Mike, Michelle, Jesse, Jake and Joe!!

I had alot of time to think during my 7 hour drive to Missouri to see my sister. Jackson's story popped into my thoughts quite often and as always, something new was learned through his short but great mission!
I pray that you all continue to find the strength, purpose and peace to carry out your missions here on earth!
I also thought of little Joe's birthday as I was driving on that day. I sure bet he was even cuter with frosting all over that beautiful smile:)

ALL OUR LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Monday, July 09, 2001 at 03:51 PM (CDT)

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Good Morning All,
I hope that you all had a pleasant weekend, and were able to rest. I love the thank you card you sent its a beautiful
picture of Jack! Talk to you soon. Love Theresa

- Monday, July 09, 2001 at 08:56 AM (CDT)

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Morning, hope your weekend was good, nice and hot out! We can't complain, at least it's above 50 finally.

I bet Jackson's garden is really growing nicely with this warm weather, can't wait to see it!

The 'Thank Yous' that you sent out are beautiful! What a wonderful picture of your little angel, Jackson! He melts my heart.

Take care and God bless you all!

All my love,
Jody

- Monday, July 09, 2001 at 06:16 AM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. It's hard to believe the 4th of July has come and gone already. I feel like it will be no time and the kids will be back in school again. It's going to be another hot day again today. I think about little Jack so much. It might be the thought of one of his favorite things that will trigger a memory of him and it brings fresh tears. I miss him so much, I can't even imagine how much you must be missing your little Jackson Ben. Forever in my heart. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, July 09, 2001 at 05:40 AM (CDT)

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Thank you for sharing your story with me. Ben was one one great fighter! I never know what to say in guessbooks, but I hope Ben meets our Nicholas in heaven and share a few laughs. Nicholas was close to bens age when A.L.L took him in 1998.
you have one very beautiful son.
if you ever need someone to talk to, share some memories or just a shoulder, please feel free to e-mail me
randy www.csolve.net/~randyroi
randy <randyroi@csolve.net>
Ontario canada - Sunday, July 08, 2001 at 10:47 PM (CDT)

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Just wanted to check in before I went to bed. Greg, Kelly and Spanky brought supper over and swam for awhile. Another hot day, hope you stayed cool and had a nice week-end. Thinking of you always. Love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Sunday, July 08, 2001 at 09:30 PM (CDT)

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Good morning to everyone,

How are you this good Sunday? Glad to hear Jake and Jess are enjoying their weekend. It's good to be around friend's and family. I pray you have a wonderful Sunday afternoon.
Love you all so much. God bless.
Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Sunday, July 08, 2001 at 09:20 AM (CDT)

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Dear Espeseth family,

Thinking of you all this morning. I pray you have a blessed weekend. May His grace be with you.
Love,
Ang

Ang Lind
MT - Saturday, July 07, 2001 at 08:31 AM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. I hope you are able to get out and do some fun things and enjoy this beautiful weather. I'm sure little Jack is looking down from Heaven with such pleasure watching his brothers and sister laugh and play. Wishing you a blessed week-end. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, July 07, 2001 at 08:14 AM (CDT)

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God's Lent Child-(Author Unknown)

I'll lend you for a little while a child of mine, God said.
For you to love him while he lives,
And mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or seven years,
Or forty-two or three;
But will you, till I call him back,
Take good care of him for me?

He'll bring his charms to gladden you,
And should his stay be brief,
You'll have the lovely memories
As a solace for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay,
Since all from earth return;
But there are lessons taught below,
I want this child to learn.

I've searched the whole world over,
For teachers kind and true;
And from the throngs that crowd life's lane
I have chosen you...
Now will you give him all your love?
Nor think the labor pain?
Nor hate me should the Angels call
To take this child back again?

To which the parents did reply...
Dear Lord, Thy will be done.
For all the joys thy child will bring,
The risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter him with tenderness,
We'll love him while we may...
For all the love this child will bring,
Forever grateful we will stay.
But should the Angels call for him
Much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes
And try to understand.



May God bring you peace.

My love,
Jody

- Friday, July 06, 2001 at 09:47 AM (CDT)

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If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
We'd walk right up to heaven
And bring you home again.

But in heaven, there is no suffering,
Or cancer, or chemo, or pain...
So, it's there we will leave you, Jackson,
Until we can hold you again. :)

Love and prayers to all.

We miss you Jack!!!!!


XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
The Olsen's

- Friday, July 06, 2001 at 08:11 AM (CDT)

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Dear Michelle & family,

How did the big birthday party go yesterday? I'm anxious to hear all about it.
I pray you all have a wonderful weekend with plenty of sunshine.
God bless.
Love,
Ang
Ang Lind <Jerlind@home.com>
MT - Friday, July 06, 2001 at 07:33 AM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. What a beautiful thank you we received yesterday. The picture captured his radiant smile, it's a smile that could warm any heart. Oh, how I miss your little Jackson Ben. Forever in my heart, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton , WI - Friday, July 06, 2001 at 05:59 AM (CDT)

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I wasn't late on the Birthday wishes!!!! Happy Happy Birthday little Joe!!!

Love you all,
Jody

- Thursday, July 05, 2001 at 02:51 PM (CDT)

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Good afternoon Espeseths!
I haven't wrote on this site for a while, I still visit it every day and read all of the wonderful entries you put in.
I'm thinking of little Joe on his Birthday and how Jack would have loved it. I hope Joseph has a wonderful Birthday
with his family. Thinking of you all and of course Jackson Ben! Love Theresa


- Thursday, July 05, 2001 at 01:07 PM (CDT)

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Happy belated Birthday to "Little Man Joe"!

Hope your week has been good, sounds like you have been keeping busy. Last night we went out to Cedar Lake for the big fireworks and I did think of your little bear cub, Oh I can just imagine what he would say. (Something cute of course!) I am missing your little guy so much, I know he is taking care of us all. :)

Hope to see you really soon.

My love,
Jody

- Thursday, July 05, 2001 at 10:24 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, We have been blessed with yet another beautiful day!! Happy 1st Birthday to little Joey! I am sure that Jackson would have been whipping him up a wonderful chocolate cake, he was such a good little baker and found such joy in all he did. I love you and hold you in my prayers. Love Aunt Marsha

- Thursday, July 05, 2001 at 10:12 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to you all,

A very special 1st birthday wish to little Joe. This past year went by so fast. Hard to believe your walking already.
Hope you were able to sleep in a bit and catch up on some well needed rest, Michelle.
May the Lord bless this day for you all.
Love,
Ang
Ang Lind <Jerlind@home.com>
MT - Thursday, July 05, 2001 at 09:54 AM (CDT)

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Good morning,
We want to send a very special birthday wish out to precious baby Joey. Happy 1st Birthday. Jackson's Garden is so lovely. It has so much love put into it. Wishing you a wonderful day. WE love you guys. Give baby Joey hugs and kisses from us.
Tom, Heather, Jordan, Carter, Karissa & Trey
- Thursday, July 05, 2001 at 08:58 AM (CDT)

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Happy 1st Birthday Baby Joe! Hope your day is filled with lots of fun and surprises! Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson
- Thursday, July 05, 2001 at 06:53 AM (CDT)

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Hello Espeseths!!

We had such a special time visiting with all of you this weekend. We love you all so much and it meant alot just to be with you for a while. Jackson's garden is so beautiful and exciting...his presence is certainly there and I know it will be a place of refuge for you in the future. Of course, we enjoyed baby Joe incredibly, he is such a gift. But we also seemed to get to know Jesse and Jake more than before. They really are pleasant, mature and lovable :)
Hope all is well there with you today and as always...your all in our prayers with love.

TAKE CARE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Wednesday, July 04, 2001 at 04:56 PM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. Happy 4th of July. Greg, Kelly, Larry and I went to the Taste of Minnesota last night. We sat on the lawn of the state capitol and watched such spectacular fireworks. I thought how Jack would have loved the beautiful fireworks and all of the flags. As we were waiting for the fireworks to start, Larry found just 1 star in the sky. It was shining extra bright, I said it must be Jack, so we could find him no matter where we are. It had such a beautiful twinkle, just like his little eyes when he would get so excited about something. I miss him so much. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, July 04, 2001 at 08:41 AM (CDT)

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Dear Espeseth Family,
Wishing you a Happy 4th of July.I hope that your whole family has a wonderful day. We miss Jackson so much . His light will always shine ever so brightly with us always. We love you all. Take Care.

Tom, Heather,Jordan,Carter, Karissa & Trey
- Tuesday, July 03, 2001 at 10:36 PM (CDT)

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Dear Mike, Michelle, Jessie, Jake & Joe,

Thinking of you all today and pray for the Lord's grace upon you.
May you all have a wonderful 4th of July together. God bless you.
Love & prayer's,
Ang
Ang Lind <Jerlind@home.com>
MT - Tuesday, July 03, 2001 at 07:57 PM (CDT)

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Please remember this as you're out working in the garden:

The kiss of the sun for pardon.
The song of the birds for mirth.
One is nearer God's heart in a garden
than anywhere else on earth.

Peace -n- Love ~
Bonnie
<blablanc@kodak.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Tuesday, July 03, 2001 at 02:38 PM (CDT)

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We just wanted to wish your family a happy and safe 4th of July. Hope your summer is going well. Can't wait to see Jackson's garden. Bet it sure is looking beautiful! Stars are so popular that every where you go it seems like stars are popping up all over. (or maybe I just seem to notice them more). Since yellow is mine and Jack's favorite color
I see lots of cute yellow things that I think, I bet Jack would like it too. Hope to see your family soon! If not before we will see August 11! Lots of love, Greg & Kelly

- Tuesday, July 03, 2001 at 12:21 PM (CDT)

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7 weeks ago, today, we lost someone we loved with all our hearts. Our world abruptly fell apart. God has a perfect plan. He sends His children here with special tasks to do, then calls them home when all their work is through. God couldn't have given Jackson Ben to more wonderful and loving parents. I'm missing him ever so much. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, July 03, 2001 at 04:58 AM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. We were out of town for a few days, I missed checking in on you. I thought of Jack every day. My memories are of a journey from a baby and then of a little boy with wisdom beyond his years. Some of my friends said I was spoiling him, but I think back of how he spoiled me instead with his laughter and joy. Life is such a blessing and I'll cherish every precious moment I had with him. Forever in my heart. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, July 02, 2001 at 05:34 AM (CDT)

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Dear family,

Grace to you.

I pray this fourth of July weekend bring's happy memory's to you all. Sound's like you have lot's of plan's already.
I'm praying for you alway's.
Love ~ Ang
2 Timothy 2:11-13
This is a faithful saying
For if we died with Him,
if we endure,
we shall also reign with Him,
If we deny Him,
He also will deny us.
If we are faithless,
He remain's fathful;
He cannot deny Himself.
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Saturday, June 30, 2001 at 09:25 AM (CDT)

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Good morning dear family,

Wishing you all well....
I'm so happy to hear your all able to spend your summer together and enjoy the activitie's that Jess and Jake are involved in. I wish you all a very blessed weekend.
To our little one's.... Until we meet again! PRESSING ON!

Your sister in Christ,
Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Friday, June 29, 2001 at 09:47 AM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. I've been thinking about Jack and the first time I saw him. I just thought he was the cutest little thing I had ever seen. From the moment I held him in my arms, he just captured my heart. He has given me so many gifts of joy on his journey, but none are more precious than the smiles he gave to my heart. I'll be missing him forever. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, June 29, 2001 at 05:38 AM (CDT)

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Good Afternoon -

I've been checking in periodically. Will take the time to sign in today. Mom and I stopped by the Reeve Cemetary on the Sunday of Father's Day, on my way back to Clear Lake from my Godchild's confirmation in Prairie Farm, to visit Jackson's gravesite. I like the little chimes with the dalmations and fireman's boot. Reminded me of your chimes, Michelle, and how you loved them. Look forward to seeing Jackson's garden.

I think of you every day. My heart goes out to you and yours. I love you, my dear friend!

Take care. God Bless!

Bonnie <blablanc@kodak.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Thursday, June 28, 2001 at 04:10 PM (CDT)

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Good Afternoon! One can never know the pain unless they have walked in your shoes. Many days when I think of Jackson it is with a smiling and happy heart and knowing the wonderful things he accomplished here on earth in his short stay and other days it doesn't take much to have me in a pool of tears when talking, thinking or reflecting on his life. We have all been so blessed to be involved in his ministry and through your sharing in the journal. AMEN to todays entry sweetheart. Keep strong in your faith the Lord will take care of the rest. Love always Aunt Marsha

- Thursday, June 28, 2001 at 02:22 PM (CDT)

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Hello Espeseth family!

Our internet access had been experiencing "technical difficulities" since Tuesday, and it is good to finally be able to check on you again :) As always it is a joy to read of your testimony and experiences that the Lord has revealed to you! The Holy Spirit is always "talking", but awareness and willingness is the key. Thank you for reminding us of that!!
We will be in Prarie Farm this weekend cleaning up Sally and DeWayne's barn, so hopefully we can see you sometime :)

LOVE--RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Thursday, June 28, 2001 at 12:05 PM (CDT)

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Hello everyone! Hope your day is going good. :)

We're off to Jellystone for a week where there is no hustle and bustle of everyday life, we can't wait to leave!

Give all them babies some 'sugar' from me and I'll blow lots of kisses to our little 'Angel', oh how we all miss his cute little ways. God bless Jackson and all his family.

Take care and have a wonderful week!

All my love,
Jody

- Thursday, June 28, 2001 at 10:45 AM (CDT)

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Dear sister and family,

Thinking, Loving and praying for you alway's.

God bless you.

Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Thursday, June 28, 2001 at 07:42 AM (CDT)

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Only those that have lost can truly tell the heartache. Not a day goes by that I don't think about something and say "wouldn't Jack have loved this?" How wonderful to enjoy Jack's beautiful flower garden, I'm missing your little "bud" so much. Loving and missing him always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, June 28, 2001 at 05:20 AM (CDT)

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Finally, I've gotten back to the computer. Reading the entries always grounds me after the hustle bustle of everyday life. You are such a blessing to others, as is Jackson. Anyone that knew him has been touched in a very special way; forever! Thank you for being such a dear friend, even though we don't keep up as often as we should! May God continue his mighty blessings over you and your family. I love you guys!
Angie B. <angelsstudio@netscape.net>
- Wednesday, June 27, 2001 at 02:36 PM (CDT)

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Rejoice in the wonderful memories and in the blessed assurance that you will be together once again someday. The Lord is good and his timing is perfect. Enjoy the beauty of His garden all around us. I am sure Jacksons special little garden is beautiful because it was planted with such love and thoughtfulness. I hope to visit it soon. Love always Aunt Marsha

- Wednesday, June 27, 2001 at 02:06 PM (CDT)

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JACKSON IS REALLY SHINING DOWN TODAY MAKING HIS GARDEN GROW! :)

Hope your day is filled with happy memories.

Love,
Jody

- Wednesday, June 27, 2001 at 01:26 PM (CDT)

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Good Morning All! While I never had the pleasure of meeting Jackson in person, I have been touched the his life. Our world will never be the same because he was here. God's faithfulness in our times of need never ceases to amaze me. We all need to keep on keepin' on for Jackson and for the sake of The Kingdom. May The Spirit of Truth fill you where there are gaps and pick you up when you feel lost. God bless you and your family. Love, In Christ,

Heidi Viebrock <hjviebrock@mmm.com>
New Richmond, WI USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2001 at 07:51 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. I've been thinking about little Jack not even getting to know what the world had to offer, but I know the world is a better place because of him. I'm missing him ever so much. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, June 27, 2001 at 04:56 AM (CDT)

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Dear Sweet Jackson,

You must be the prettiest flower in God's garden, we all miss you so so much!

Just imagining your beautiful face puts a smile on mine. :)

I miss your little sayings that momma told us all about, I miss those beautiful pictures of those beautiful eyes, I miss you!

Until we meet again little man, XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

All my love to YOU!
Jody

- Tuesday, June 26, 2001 at 10:11 AM (CDT)

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Dearest Jack, I am missing you more and more each day. If tears could build a staircase, I would walk right up to you. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, June 26, 2001 at 04:41 AM (CDT)

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Good Evening~I wanted to thank you for the nice visit on Sunday. You bring such joy to my heart, when I hear your voice on the phone, I always smile. You are such a dear friend to me and my heart is so saddened to hear of your tough moments and days. The Lord has such a strong presence in your home that I felt this peace and comfort when I was there. Jacksons garden is so beautiful and I feel honored to paint his star and angel. The star is such a brillant yellow, I know Jack would love it!!! May the Lord be with you in the days to come, for He is Good!
Amy Moore <Mooreja@somtel.net>
- Monday, June 25, 2001 at 10:36 PM (CDT)

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Hello Mike, Michelle and family!

As Jack continues to enlighten us all, you can continue to be proud of him and of the wonderful job you did as his earthly family. Jack's story touches more people every day and they all seem to learn so much from him. I truly believe that the only sense that can be made from such sorrow and tragedy is the fact that many have become introduced to, or closer to God by knowing of Jack. May his little light shine for ever!!!!!!

ALL OUR LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Monday, June 25, 2001 at 10:10 PM (CDT)

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Thank you very much for signing my daughters guestbook. It does mean alot to me. How old was Jack, I looked through the posts but must have missed it. My Irene was 2 years old. I am so very, very sorry for your loss. No words will ever right the wrong that we had to endure as parents. I will be holding your family close in my heart and praying for you also. I may be out of line, but have you ever thought of doing online counseling of sorts? I belong to an email group for bereaved parents, if you would like to know more please email me.
Torrie Currie www.caringbridge.com/page/irenesroadtorecovery <torrie_currie@hotmail.com>
Littleton, Co USA - Monday, June 25, 2001 at 05:51 PM (CDT)

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First of all, thank you for the Birthday wishes Michelle! :) You really brightened my day, we're getting old, aren't we?

Next I'd like to say you do not need to thank me for my love and support, I feel like your family has loved me more than you can imagine. Being a part of Jackson's journey has taught me so much about life and you, Michelle, I have learned more than I can put into words. How blessed Jack was to be brought into such a loving family! :)

Oh how I miss your little man, what a beautiful child he is!

Take care and I hope to see you all really soon.

All my love to you,
Jody

- Monday, June 25, 2001 at 09:30 AM (CDT)

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Just wanted to wish you all a "Good Morning". Little Jack may be no longer with us here on earth, but he'll be forever in our hearts. No one can take away our precious memories. Always in my thoughts, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, June 25, 2001 at 06:18 AM (CDT)

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Good evening. Thinking of all of you tonight. We had a busy week-end with appointments and projects around here. Sorry to hear Jess couldn't march in the parade. Hope she is feeling better, though. I'm sure the boys had fun selling pop. Have a good night and hugs and kisses to Baby Joe. I've already blown my kisses in the wind to precious little Jack. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com >
Houlton, WI - Sunday, June 24, 2001 at 08:41 PM (CDT)

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Good morning to everyone. What a beautiful week-end ahead for all the fun things you have planned. Jess and Jake will have so much fun at the parade. I haven't been at Clear Lake for a parade since Kelly was in the band. I hope Baby Joe has fun today, too :) It's hard to believe he will be one soon, where does the time go. I hope you all have fun as you make family memories today. I'll be thinking of you and please know I am always here for you. Love Always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, June 23, 2001 at 07:23 AM (CDT)

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Good evening, just winding down for the evening here. What a beautiful day it was and a couple of more on the way I hear. Jackson is making his garden grow! :)

I wish somehow I could take all your pain away, I wish I knew the right words to say, I wish things like this would never happen to anyone.

If you need me, I am here for you.

Take care and I hope you have a good weekend.

Love,
Jody

- Friday, June 22, 2001 at 09:39 PM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. I've been thinking about you all a lot lately. With the 4th of July coming up I keep going back to last year when you were over to our house. Mike and Jackson stayed while Gary and Matt set off some fireworks. Jackson's eyes were SOOOO BIG. The smile on his face was so beautiful. Everytime I see fireworks I think of Jackson and his smile. We won't be doing much this year as we are planting grass this weekend. Jess...I'll be getting a hold of you soon. Love you all.
Mae
- Friday, June 22, 2001 at 08:57 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. I can't wait to see Jack's garden. Everything you have done, it just sounds so beautiful. It sounds like a place where you can go and remember the good times and forget the sorrow and pain. All of the good times will remind you of how special Jack's life has been. Everything in Jack's garden was done with such love. You have such a creative talent that I'm sure the fence is like no other. I think of all of you everyday. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, June 22, 2001 at 05:07 AM (CDT)

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Just thought I'd drop a line before heading home. Your entry from yesterday really brings a big lump to my throat. People can be so inconsiderate sometimes, if they could only walk a MINUTE in your shoes! I have not experienced such a close loss as a child, I can not even imagine the pain. I have three children of my own and just being apart a couple days saddens my heart and sometimes I even cry when they are gone knowing all along that they will be back. My heart hurts so much for your family, what a horrible thing to have to go through, just remember that your friends are always here when you need them. I pray that He will bring you comfort and peace. Remember that Jack would like to see you smiling. :) God bless you all and give you the strength you need. Take care, hope to see you real soon.

Love,
Jody
<jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
Bayport, MN USA - Thursday, June 21, 2001 at 03:33 PM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. I was saddened to read in your entry how some people have not been very considerate of your feelings and what you are going through. For those that have been fortunate enough not to have experienced the loss of a child, it is a grief you cannot imagine. A loss you would not want to wish on anyone. Literally, a piece of your heart has been ripped away forever. To walk a day in someone else's shoes, is so very true. No one knows the ache to hold our little ones just one more time. Or just to have one more sweet little kiss and hug. Only someone who has experienced this can somehow understand the pain. Sometimes I would like to say to people who are complaining about such little things, "Don't sweat the small stuff." People may see us smiling on the outside, but we're crying on the inside for our little ones. I'm missing your "fandsome" little Jack more each day. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, June 21, 2001 at 06:19 AM (CDT)

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The sunset was so beautiful the last two nights. Karissa always calls them "Heaven". She said it was like the sparkle in Jack's eyes." He had the prettiest eyes ,mom.(Karissa said) " Karissa loves Jack so very much and carries his precious little teddy around.Every night we light a candle to shine for Jack to see that he is in our thoughts and hearts always. We miss our precious little nephew so much. We love you all.
Tom, Heather, Jurdan,Carter, Karissa &Trey <tandha@amerytel.net>
- Wednesday, June 20, 2001 at 11:25 PM (CDT)

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Good evening!

It must be especially hard to see everyone going on with daily activities when you are in the midst of mourning. Although we think of and pray for you daily, only He can totally comfort. Following is a prayer that I hope will help when ever you feel alone or misunderstood:

"Father, sometimes it does feel like life is all wrong. Thank You that You understand every circumstance of each person...and that You will come to us and meet us with Your grace in our moment of need, if we will just ask. Amen."

LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN



- Wednesday, June 20, 2001 at 08:39 PM (CDT)

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Good morning to the Espeseth's!

Hope your week is going good. Sunshine again! I suppose you are busy with Jack's garden, what a beautiful spot to go to everyday. I am missing your little man so much, I think of him so many times a day.

Say "Hi" to Jake from me! What a cutie he is, keep him away from all the girls!

Love to you all,
Jody

- Wednesday, June 20, 2001 at 11:28 AM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. It's sounds like you have all been very busy getting projects done. I can't wait to see the beautiful garden. Hugs and kisses to baby Joe. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, June 20, 2001 at 05:14 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning, What a beautiful morning it is!! I have just finished catching up on all of the journal entries I have missed in the last week and a half. They are always so heartwarming and uplifting. They make me smile and at the same time I also feel that sadness of missing our little man Jack. I read the Clear Lake paper when I got home and at first I just noticed Aunt Evelyns picture and then the picture on the next page caught my eye and I couldn't finish as the tears rolled down my face as their was Jackson Ben, what a wonderful picture and such a sweet little face. I feel so blessed to have been able to be a small part of his short journey here on earth and look forward to seeing him when we meet again. The garden sounds like it has come to life, what a comfort that will be. God bless each of you today, Love Aunt Marsha

- Tuesday, June 19, 2001 at 09:59 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to you all! Looks like a 'Beautiful Day' outside! Sunshine to help Jack's garden grow. Can't wait to see this wonderful garden with so much love put into it. Hope your day is filled with happiness.

My love to your family,
Jody

- Tuesday, June 19, 2001 at 08:21 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. As always, I'm especially thinking of precious little Jack this morning. He brought us such joy and I've shed many tears. He has shown us the true meaning of strength, courage and love of God. I feel so blessed to be his auntie. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, June 19, 2001 at 05:08 AM (CDT)

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Morning! Looks like Jack is watering his garden again! :) Hope your weekend was fun, you sound like you are all pretty busy. Happy Father's Day, Mike! (Sorry I'm late) Thanks Michelle for all the wonderful things you write each day, you really make everyone think about how lucky we all are to have what we do. I am missing Little Jackson Ben oh so much, what a sweetie he is. Take care and my prayers and thoughts will ALWAYS be with you.

Love,
Jody

- Monday, June 18, 2001 at 08:06 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. We had a good week-end up north at Grandma Bonnie's. We talked often of little Jack and how much we all are missing him. For such a little boy, he had such a big heart. I think back when he made me my birthday card and gave it to me in April. It was like he knew everything would be alright. I wish we could have bottled his giggles and collected everyone of his little hand prints. Life goes on, but our lives will never be the same without him. Every time the wind blows, I'll be blowing kisses to heaven. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, June 18, 2001 at 05:46 AM (CDT)

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Happy Father's Day. It has been a tough day. Amazing how fast the time goes and yet seems to stand still. I have been thinking of your family all day. I am sure that Jackson is with you, as is Jeramie is with us. I am glad that they are with Jesus but yet a little selfish and would love just one more day. Just remember that Jackson and Jeramie still pray the same prayers. "Jesus, please take care of all the sick children and my family." Jesus answers their prayers. Please take care of yourselves. Love Dan and Darnell
The Eveland's
- Sunday, June 17, 2001 at 07:59 PM (CDT)

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Happy fathers day Mike. Hope you are having a wonderful
day. tell the family Hi.
Love the Engebretson's

Tom, Krista, & Conner <tke@cltcomm.net>
- Sunday, June 17, 2001 at 06:20 PM (CDT)

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Hello to you all. I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and I wanted to wish Mike a Happy Fathers Day. Love you!
~Rhonda
Rhonda Madden <maddenrhonda@qwest.net>
MPLS, MN - Sunday, June 17, 2001 at 12:56 PM (CDT)

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Hello dear friends~ Happy Father's Day Mike! I think about Jackson all the time and reading your entries just reveals even more how wonderful and awesome our Lord is. Jackson has made so many things in my life seem trival, and opening my eyes to what is so important, serving the Lord, putting Him first in all things. You are so blessed to be Jacksons parents. I love you and May the Lord be with you today and always~ Amy
<mooreja@somtel.net>
- Sunday, June 17, 2001 at 10:57 AM (CDT)

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Good Saturday Morning!!

Hope you all have a wonderfully Blessed weekend:) You're forever in our thoughts and prayers, as is Jack. The girls talk about him every day and he has taught them much.

TAKE CARE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Saturday, June 16, 2001 at 08:50 AM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. As Jack would say, "Isn't it a beautiful day out today?" Oh, how I would love to see his beautiful smile and hear his little laugh, one more time. However short or long our time with loved ones may be, it never seems to be enough. I miss him and think of him every day. Precious Jack, please remember how much you were loved. Forever in my heart, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, June 16, 2001 at 07:58 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to the Espeseth Family. Jack's garden will love this week-end's weather forecast. Sunshine!! Little Jack has been watering his garden all week long from Heaven, we know how he loved to water. We're going up north to Grandma Bonnie's this week-end. I'm sending my wishes a little early, but Happy Father's Day, Mike. I think back to the wonderful Mother's Day all of you had. I'm missing you ever so much, precious Jack. Always in my thoughts, forever in my heart, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, June 15, 2001 at 06:03 AM (CDT)

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Just sending you my thoughts and prayers....

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO


Love,
Jody

- Thursday, June 14, 2001 at 11:56 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. I enjoyed reading all of Jack's favorite things. When I think about him not being with us any longer, I cry. Then I think about something cute he said or did and I smile. For such a young boy, he taught many so much. I was sad for a moment on my birthday because we had to stay home because of the severe weather. We had special plans that had to be canceled. But then I thought about little Jack and his wonderful outlook on everything and life. I realized I needed to be thankful for the beautiful day God gave me and my family. I had many people make it a very special day for me and I wasn't even thinking about what was really important. I thank God for giving Jackson to our family. There are some people that will never see the beauty that Jack saw in every day. Love always, Jackson Ben's proud Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, June 14, 2001 at 06:24 AM (CDT)

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Hello Espeseths!

It was so fun reading Jackson's favorite things(Madelyn's favorite color has always been yellow also!) I'm sure all those beautiful memories of Jackson will continue to uplift you during the lonely times. I'm also sure that Jack's soul sings for joy when he sees you in the peace, comfort and happiness of his memories. May the strength of the Lord be with you now and forever.

LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Wednesday, June 13, 2001 at 08:45 PM (CDT)

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Hello to my dear friend and family.:) Hope all is well there, I know what you mean about this gloomy weather it really makes you think about things more than you would if it were sunny out. You are all very strong, my heart aches for you all. I am so glad that you can see God's side of this and that Jack is home and safe forever, although we would rather have him here. He is indeed a very special young man! I love what you write about Jack, it does give me encouragement to make my life happier and better every day. Take care and I hope to see you soon.

All my love,
Jody

- Wednesday, June 13, 2001 at 12:40 PM (CDT)

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Hello Espeseth family!
Hope you are having a good day today. It sounds like Jess and Jake are enjoying some cool stuff! We think of your family daily and wonder how all of you are doing. Your yard sounds beautiful and am sure it is coming along very nicely. We hope your days are filled with many great thoughts of the fun your family shared with Jackson and until you all meet again you have awesome memories!!:) Love you lots, Greg and Kelly

- Wednesday, June 13, 2001 at 12:21 PM (CDT)

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Good morning. I enjoyed your entry about Jake's fishing class, how cute! Maybe he will be able to teach the class a few tips on fishing. He couldn't have had better teachers than his Dad and Uncle Jim. It's raining again but it sounds like a beautiful week-end is coming up. Uncle DeWayne and Aunt Sally lost a lot of the barn in the storm Monday night. At least no one was hurt. I'm thinking of you and hope all is well. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, June 13, 2001 at 05:51 AM (CDT)

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Remember Happy Times, My Friend

I know what you are going through
Seems just too much to bear,
But everything we feel and do
Relates to how we care.

Every little step we take
Has a reason here on earth,
A reason for each time we ache
Though we can not see its worth.

In time your heart will start to mend
Leaving scars to show you cared,
Remember happy times, my friend
And all the love you shared.


I miss your little man so much!

Love, Jody

- Tuesday, June 12, 2001 at 11:56 AM (CDT)

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Morning! :) How is everything today in Clear Lake? Hopefully you didn't get hit too hard by that nasty storm last night. I talked to mom and she said that Clayton's Cemetary got it real bad, all the pretty big pines got blown down. Hope your day is filled with smiles. :) Take care and I'll see you soon.

Love,
Jody

- Tuesday, June 12, 2001 at 07:34 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. It is hard to believe it's been 4 weeks. There are things that have to be done every day to keep us busy, but no one realizes that even though we are smiling on the outside, our hearts are aching on the inside. I'm missing your little bear cub so much. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, June 12, 2001 at 05:11 AM (CDT)

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Good evening to all of the Espeseth's. Thank you for the birthday wishes, that made me feel so special. Little Jack always made me feel so special and proud. He loved birthdays so much, especially the fire on a stick. I miss him more each day. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, June 11, 2001 at 07:57 PM (CDT)

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Good morning friends! Thank you for sharing another part of Jackson's life. Life is unpredictable isn't it. You never know who you may meet today or tomorrow, we all have to remember to just be kind towards everyone no matter what they look like or how they dress or how they act, you never know who that person could be. (Do unto others as you would want them to do unto you.) Hope your weekend was full of fun and laughter! Take care and God bless you all!

My Love,
Jody

- Monday, June 11, 2001 at 08:06 AM (CDT)

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Good morning!

Your incredible story yesterday reminded us of the show "Touched by an Angel". It is the girl's favorite, and luckily they can see it every day down here :) We all know how we are to act to strangers or those in need, but unless we let the Spirit guide our actions we completely miss the mark. Too often I'm afraid that is the case; so thank you for a reminder to be more aware!!

HAVE A BLESSED DAY---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Monday, June 11, 2001 at 07:59 AM (CDT)

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What a beautiful testimony sister. Thank you for sharing with all of us who do care so much about your dear family. It is just one more reason for me to be kind and loving to those I may cross paths with on this Monday.
God Bless each of you today and all of the precious folks who write into baby Jack's journal.
With love,
sister Andrea <snowdove72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 11, 2001 at 06:39 AM (CDT)

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Good Monday morning. It sounds like it is supposed to rain all week, it will be good for your garden. Rain or shine, I feel blessed for every day the Lord has given us. What an awesome testimony you wrote yesterday. I feel compelled at times to help strangers but I, too, am sometimes fearful. It is sad what has become of us trusting strangers. I'm sure you think about that day and wonder. The Lord has blessed our family many times. Thanks for sharing again another beautiful message. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, June 11, 2001 at 05:02 AM (CDT)

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Mike, Michelle, and family,

It sounds like you have a wonderful weekend with family and friends planned! Enjoy your time and remember we are also there with you in spirit :)

LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Saturday, June 09, 2001 at 08:22 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. Last night was the first time I had ever been to a Relay for Life. It was sad and beautiful to see all the candles lit. There were many that camped, I didn't realize that they go all night. Aunt Sally did one in Menomonie in Jackson's memory, also. I recognized many peoples names there, they have come so far in the research that I pray they find a cure someday soon. There were many friends and family of 2 boys from Hudson that have been leukemia free for over 5 years. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think of your little Jack. I miss his little voice and beautiful smile. Forever in my heart. Love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, June 09, 2001 at 07:57 AM (CDT)

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Morning to the Espeseth's! I was on my work this morning and I seen the rainbow also, it was raining pretty hard but the sun was coming through so strong that I didn't mind the rain. It looks like it is going to clear up into a beautiful day. Sounds like a big weekend at your house, sounds like alot of fun too. :) Hope your day is filled with love and laughter! Take care!

I am always thinking of our little angel, I love him so much!

Love, Jody

- Saturday, June 09, 2001 at 07:36 AM (CDT)

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Hello Friends! Oh I can't wait to see Jack's Garden all finished and blooming! :) How beautiful it will be. Hope all is going well, take care and have a wonderful weekend. My thoughts and prayers are always with you.

My Love,
Jody

- Friday, June 08, 2001 at 12:19 PM (CDT)

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Good Morning!

We are finally enjoying the same sunshine as you :) Your garden plans sound so beautiful, I hope we can get there to see it someday. These gorgeous days, gardens, and blessings are minimal in comparison to the eternal home where Jackson is. What a wonderful re-union we will have someday! Until then....what awesome memories, blessings and work lie ahead.
"The Heavens tell of the Glory of God. The skies display his marvelous craftmenship. Day after day they continue to speak; night after night they make Him known." Psalms 19;1-2

TAKE CARE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Friday, June 08, 2001 at 10:10 AM (CDT)

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Hello, What beautiful sunshine today! Enjoy the day and I pray that the Lord will give you continued peace. We leave in the morning for Banff, so will talk to you in about 10 days. Love you and God Bless you!! Love Aunt Marsha

- Friday, June 08, 2001 at 08:18 AM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. We also will be going to the Relay for Life tonight, only in New Richmond. They will also be lighting a candle for Jackson there. Our church's band will be playing at 8:00, just before the lighting ceremony, so we plan on making a night of it. It would be great if you all could come but I heard you already had plans. Give the kids a hug from me. I hope to be talking to you soon.
Mae
- Friday, June 08, 2001 at 07:44 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to the Espeseth Family. I hope everyone gets out to enjoy the sunshine today. Tonight in Hudson is the Relay for Life race. Kelly flew to Toronto last night for her work, so Greg is going to run in her place. They will say Mother and Jack's name and light a candle in their memory. The candle lighting starts at 10 tonight and the teams run all night. I've never been to this before, so I'm going to cheer Greg on. I'm thinking of all of you. Have a great day and God bless. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, June 08, 2001 at 05:08 AM (CDT)

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Good evening~
Just wanted you to know we are thinking of you all and praying for continued strength.
It was a beautiful day and we hope you had a chance to be out and enjoy it. Aaron thanks you for the birthday wishes. It is so fun to be 6! Him and Isaac were out on the the new slip-in-slide. Blue lips and shivering, yet they had fun! Talk to you soon.
May the Lord be with you all, Amy
<mooreja@somtel.net>
- Thursday, June 07, 2001 at 09:00 PM (CDT)

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Hi again, just me. I've had some spare time here at work, so I came back to Jackson's Journey. I've been reading past entries from you, Michelle, and also from the guestbook. What an amazing journey it has been! :) I must have been reading for an hour or so. It is unreal everything that Jack survived. I do believe someone very powerful was on his side all the way through is journey. When I read back, it feels as though Jackson isn't gone, it makes me happy to read all the cute things he has done in his life. Jackson will never be gone, the impact he has left with all who have heard of him will never be forgotten! You must be so proud to be a part of him. :) Thank you again for bringing such a wise and beautiful little man into this world. Take care and God bless.

All my Love,
Jody

- Thursday, June 07, 2001 at 01:27 PM (CDT)

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Hello to everyone! :) Was just looking outside seeing the sun peeking through the clouds and thought of little Jackson and how he thought everyday was beautiful! God bless you and bring you peace.

Love,
Jody

- Thursday, June 07, 2001 at 11:57 AM (CDT)

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Miss you and love you! God bless...
~ Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Thursday, June 07, 2001 at 10:40 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. The sun is supposed to shine today so I'm sure everyone is anxious to get back out on the trampoline. We think of all of you everyday and wonder how you are doing. As one Mother to another, I know your heart is aching for your little Angel. We know our little ones are safe in the arms of Jesus. All my love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, June 07, 2001 at 05:17 AM (CDT)

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Hello!

Hope you all had a fulfilling day, and that tomorrow brings wonderful things. We are with you always!

LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Wednesday, June 06, 2001 at 10:07 PM (CDT)

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Good morning to everyone. I believe Angels are involved in our lives every day. They care about the decisions we make and stand by to help us. Sometimes we may stumble a bit, but I feel the Angels are always on our side. I often think about how rushed our lives are sometimes. As I hurry to cross the street and at the last minute look up to see a car coming, I wonder what caused me to look up just in time. I don't think it was just luck, I think it was the Angels speaking, whispering a message from God. When our work is done here, the time will be right. Jack accomplished so much in his life and I can still see his work being done. I believe Jack has gotten a lot of people to look at things a lot different now, he has taught many what really is important in life. I'm missing your little Angel so much. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, June 06, 2001 at 06:08 AM (CDT)

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Dear Espeseth family, You are in my thoughts and prayers each day. I got to visit with Grandma Cindy and Aunt Marsha a little this weekend and my heart goes out to each of you. God has provided the strength to endure these past three weeks and he will continue to provide for you. Michelle, it is so uplifting to read you entries. You are such a testament to God's grace.
Linda
- Tuesday, June 05, 2001 at 01:03 PM (CDT)

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Just checking in to see how everything is going. Thank you for sharing your lives and your little 'Angel' with all.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

God Bless You.

Love,
Jody

- Tuesday, June 05, 2001 at 12:12 PM (CDT)

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Goodmorning, Thank you so much for sharing Michelle it is like food for the soul. I always feel happier and able to see things clearer after I have read your entries. Thank you for so many things. Just last night someone who didn't know Jack but knew of him came up to me and was so touched by his journey with us. He is still touching lives even after his life on earth with us is through. The Lords works are perfect. I love you, Aunt Marsha

- Tuesday, June 05, 2001 at 11:18 AM (CDT)

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Heaven sent you to warm our hearts
Angels rock you to sleep now
You feel no pain, no suffering,
And we know that you are at peace.
Having you in our lives, even for one breif moment
energized our souls for better days to be coming
Loving you still, that, I promise will never cease.
In the darkest of days, Somehow we can feel you
from beyond the great blue skies.
Even us mortals can feel your angelic smile
warming us from afar.
To say we miss you would be an understatement,
but we know that you are safe now.
Never will we forget you, for you are engraved
upon our hearts forever.
Eternity awaits us and when God calls us home,
We will finally get to play with you.
Until then just remember
Mommy loves you sweet baby, daddy too,
and angels keep you safe for now
until we can walk you upon the streets of gold.

THINKING OF YOU---LORI

- Tuesday, June 05, 2001 at 09:43 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. It is so hard to believe it has been 3 weeks already. I woke up this morning hearing tears from heaven coming down. I'll be looking for that rainbow when the rain stops, just like Jack always did. I'm missing your little Angel so much. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, June 05, 2001 at 05:21 AM (CDT)

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Dear Espeseth family,
Thinking of you all tonight and the children who have graduated from their previous academic goal. Congradulations!!! Jesse and Jake it sounds like you do so well in school and your auntie Andrea is proud of you. Enjoy your summer to it's fullest.
Hardly a moment goes by where you all are not in my thoughts-as well as baby Jack. Have a blessed summer!
God Bless each of you,
The Reeves <snowdove72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 04, 2001 at 06:43 PM (CDT)

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God looked around His garden
And found an empty place.
He then looked down upon the earth,
And saw your tired face.

He put His arms around you
And lifted you to rest.
God's garden must be beautiful,
He always takes the 'Best'.

He knew that you were suffering,
He knew you were in pain.
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again.

He saw the road was getting rough,
And the hills were hard to climb.
So He closed your weary eyelids,
And whispered, "Peace by thine."

It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you didn't go alone
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.


We all are missing your little angel so much!

God bless!


Love, Jody, Bob, Ashley, Curt and Aaron

- Monday, June 04, 2001 at 01:53 PM (CDT)

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I thought that I would stop coming to this site after Jackson's passing, but I find myself drawn to it again and again. I always find something here that makes me glad I've checked. There is something to be learned here every day. The power of faith and love is so evident - with you, your family and friends, and all who Jackson's life touched.
Thanks for sharing your personal faith, thoughts and feelings, and sharing your precious Jack's journey.
I think of you, hope you are doing well, and keep you all in my prayers.
Cheryl Paulson
Custer, SD - Monday, June 04, 2001 at 11:54 AM (CDT)

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Good morning!

I am glad to hear you are finally having some beautiful weather. Unfortunately we are not enjoying the same privilege. The girls talk of Jackson every single day and thank God that he is with the angels watching over everyone. We all thank God everyday for the miracles and witnessing that he allowed Jackson to provide for us. All of our faith is so much stronger as a result. Your entire family has been an inspiration through your perseverance. You will all be blessed as was Job in the old testament. "Job is an example of a man who continued to trust the Lord in sorrow; from his experiences we can see how the Lord's plan finally ended in good, for he is full of tenderness and mercy." James 5:11b

TAKE CARE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Monday, June 04, 2001 at 10:31 AM (CDT)

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It's so wonderful to hear that you all are doing good. I think of Jackson so many times a day, he is so precious. :) I know he is right there with his family no matter where or what you are doing. I will stop in to see you all next time I come up to mom and dad's, ok? Talk to you all soon!

God Bless you all!

Jody

- Monday, June 04, 2001 at 09:33 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. It's the first day of no school here. Rain or shine, everyone is so excited! I hope the school systems never go to year around classes. The children enjoy the break so much, the summer goes by quickly anyway. I'm sure it will be fun for Jess and Jake just to sleep in a little. I miss all of you. Have a wonderful day and God bless. Love always, Auntie Donna.


Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, June 04, 2001 at 05:20 AM (CDT)

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Hello, to everyone. We spent the day with Greg, Kelly, Ryan and Morgan, enjoying the sunshine. I'm sure everyone had fun with the trampoline today. Kelly said the new pictures you have of Jack are so cute, she especially liked the one of the boys together. We all miss him so much. Hope everyone enjoyed the day. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Sunday, June 03, 2001 at 09:39 PM (CDT)

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Good Afternoon, Mike & I are just ready to go out fishing, the sunshine is beautiful today. A trampoline how fun, I remember when the kids had theirs it was hours and hours of fun & great exercise and a place where their friends came to gather. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't have thoughts of our little angel Jackson and this morning at church we sang Amazing Grace which has always been a touching song to me anyway but the tears of remembrance of little Jackson were so strong this morning as we sang this beautiful hymn. I have been so richly blessed to just have been a part of his journey and can't wait until we meet again. The Lord has shown me once again His love and His power this week and I praise His name for He is so very good. Be well and enjoy planting little Jacksons garden. I love you all and wish you a wonderful summer. Love Aunt Marsha

- Sunday, June 03, 2001 at 02:37 PM (CDT)

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Oh, a trampoline!! How fun, my boys have been asking for one, too. And like you said in your entry, we keep making excuses and putting it off. I know I would love to have one to jump around on.
I am glad to hear your feeling better Michelle, We saw Donna and Larry and she said you had been ill.
John and I have been thinking about all of you and Jackson so much and continue to keep your family in our prayers. Enjoy the beautiful sunshine today!! Much love, Amy
Amy Moore <mooreja@somtel.net>
- Sunday, June 03, 2001 at 11:07 AM (CDT)

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Good evening to everyone. Today on my way to New Richmond to meet Aunt Sally, Dale and Tyler, I was thinking about Jack and missing him so much. Just then a beautiful bald eagle appeared and flew over my car. I thought that was a sign for me to not be so sad, but happy now that Jack is one of God's Little Angels. Sometimes I think we need to take some time and think about our own lives, maybe the Angels were at work and we didn't even know it. I'm so glad you are feeling better, Michelle. I think of all of you everyday. Have a good night. Love always, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, June 02, 2001 at 10:06 PM (CDT)

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Hello all,another school year has come to an end. Congratulations on all of your accomplishments in school. Its been a very tough year for you all, but with the passing of time it does get easier. I lost a brother when I was your age Jess, and a sister in later years, I didn't want to hear that I would forget- but with the passing of time it becomes a sweet memory & the pain is not so strong. The memories we hold in our hearts truely do bring us peace & joy. We always remember our loved ones with the love & happiness they brought into our lives. We have you in our prayers each day. May you all continue to have strength & comfort from the lord, and your wonderful memories. Have a peaceful summer. Love D&M

- Friday, June 01, 2001 at 01:47 PM (CDT)

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Dear Jess and Jake,

Congratulation's!!!!! One more year of school completed for you. I'm so excited.... I'm sure you will get a lot of use out of your trampeline. I see them around a lot and they look so fun. Have a great summer!
Love you ~ Ang

Psalms 118:24
This is the day which the Lord has made.
We will rejoice and be glad in it.
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Friday, June 01, 2001 at 09:18 AM (CDT)

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Good morning!

It must have been enlightening for the both of you to be able to talk with other parents of children that have passed away. I know from other experiences that if someone has not been through your situation, they can never fully understand or offer the exact kind of comfort as someone that has been. I was exploring websites this morning and again was drawn to www.geocities.com/winkkks/grief.htm It has so many resources, links and opportunities for sharing and recieving with other families. I hope you can find time to explore it. I also found www.grief-recovery.com which profiles a book called "When children grieve" that is just being released today, but already has excellent reviews.

May God shine His healing mercy on you today!

ALL MY LOVE---LORI


- Friday, June 01, 2001 at 09:04 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to everyone. How exciting, the first day of summer vacation. Last night we went to an appreciation dinner for the EMT's and First Responders. We got to visit with your very good friends, John and Amy Moore, there. They are such nice people. It's just another example of Jackson's work bringing people together. I feel so blessed to have shared in Jack's laughter and love. I hope everyone has a wonderful first day off from school. I think of all of you everyday. Bye for now and God bless. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, June 01, 2001 at 05:36 AM (CDT)

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TRAVELING ON YOUR KNEES

Last night I took a journey
To a land across the seas.
I didn't go by ship or plane
I traveled on my knees.

I saw so many people there
In bondage to their sin,
And Jesus told me I should go,
That there were souls to win.

But I said "Jesus I can't go
To lands across the seas."
He answered quickly, "Yes you can
By traveling on your knees."

He said "You pray, I'll meet the need,
You call and I will hear.
It's up to you to be concerned
For lost souls far and near."

And so I did; knelt in prayer,
Gave up some hours of ease,
And with the Savior by my side,
I traveled on my knees.

As I prayed on, I saw souls saved
And twisted persons healed,
I saw God's worker's strength renewed
While laboring in the field.

I said "Yes Lord, I'll take the job.
Your heart I want to please.
I'll heed Your call and swiftly go
By traveling on my knees.

Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Thursday, May 31, 2001 at 03:55 PM (CDT)

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Thinking of you and praying that God helps you through this rough time of your lives.

All My Love,
Jody

- Thursday, May 31, 2001 at 08:13 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to everyone. I'm missing your little Angel so much. Angels carry out God's plan. He's the One with the big ideas, they just see to the details. I'm seeing Jackson's work more and more each day. May God continue to give you strength and comfort. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, May 31, 2001 at 05:12 AM (CDT)

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The memories we hold deep within our heart,
Can bring us joy, or tear us apart.

They surface when we're lonely, they make us cry,
As we sort through painful memories, of days gone by.

They can cause such sadness and heartache too,
We even wonder at times if we'll make it through.

The memories are our past, we never let them go,
They are also our future to help us grow.

Memories within the heart, always stay,
But given time, the pain, will go away.

Give yourself the time, for when heartache is real,
You need to grieve before wounds can heal.

Then you can look back, once in awhile,
And memories will be there to remember with a smile. :)

They'll bring you comfort, there'll be no more pain,
And your heart will be free...until you meet again.



Thinking of you always,
Jody

- Wednesday, May 30, 2001 at 11:18 AM (CDT)

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Goodmorning, What a beautiful morning it is. I wish there were some way that I could ease some of the sorrow. My heart breaks at the loss of such a precious little man. Grandma Cindy was here yesterday and her heart is breaking so but it is a journey each of us must travel through with God as our guide. I wish I could just sit and hold you Michelle and make everything better. I know that the Lord will provide all your needs sweetheart but you are not too old for Aunt Marsha to hold and comfort you and I am and will always be here for you. Thank you so much for your prayers Michelle. I love you, Aunt Marsha

- Wednesday, May 30, 2001 at 10:24 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning!

I sure hope you are having the beautiful weather that we are having in Milwaukee. I plan on doing some gardening here and I cannot help but think of your garden for Jackson. It is going to be so beautiful...a place where he will always be.
Have a day full of peace and comfort!

ALL OUR LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Wednesday, May 30, 2001 at 10:20 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jackson and Family,
I hope that we will have another bright and sunny day like yesterday was. Your family is in so many peoples hearts and thoughts, its so wonderful see that. Jack is making sure that his family is taken care of! I feel that he is still showing everyone how to love. Thank you Jack! We love you always ~ Nate Theresa and Joel

- Wednesday, May 30, 2001 at 09:00 AM (CDT)

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Oh Michelle, my heart aches for you and your family. Nobody can imagine the loss that you are feeling. I know my heart is breaking so much with Jackson being gone, and yours must be hurting a million times worse. I know Jackson is right with you all, taking care of you as you did him. He is happy. :) Some day you will all be together again. If you need me for anything, I will be there in a heartbeat. I pray for God to ease this pain for you. Take care.

All my love to you and your family,
Jody

- Wednesday, May 30, 2001 at 07:05 AM (CDT)

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Good morning. I'm missing your little man so much. As Jesus said in John 16:20, " You will grieve, but your grief will turn to joy." I am thinking of so many things and my heart is aching with sorrow. It's nice you could spend some time with Pastor Ed before he moved away. I'm sure he will be missed by many. All my love to you, Precious Jack. Forever in my heart, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, May 30, 2001 at 05:35 AM (CDT)

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I'm missing you tonight baby Jack as I know so many are. God Bless you my sweet angel!
Auntie Andrea <snowdove72>
- Tuesday, May 29, 2001 at 09:31 PM (CDT)

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Mike and Michelle,

Our prayers are with you and our love surrounds you! Just remember that Jack is right beside you at all times and he always loved to see you happy. Just feel his little hand giving you a squeeze or his little lips on your cheeks telling you "it's O.K. momma and daddy, I love you".

TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES---RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Tuesday, May 29, 2001 at 06:52 PM (CDT)

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Hello to you all. I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and hoping that all is well. Love you!
~Rhonda
Rhonda Madden <maddenrhonda@qwest.net>
MPLS, MN - Tuesday, May 29, 2001 at 04:05 PM (CDT)

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Good afternoon. Hope your day is going well. Thanks for all your beautiful messages Michelle, you really brighten my days. :) If you need me, I will be here for you. Take care and God Bless YOU all! Give them babies some 'sugar' from me! I love you guys!

Love, Jody

- Tuesday, May 29, 2001 at 01:41 PM (CDT)

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Good day to everyone,
Looks like we could have a another beautiful day, its about time the sun came out. We really enjoyed our visit with you all yesterday, we were sorry Jess wasn't there but hope she had a wonderful weekend. Joseph was such a Joy to be around he and Jack must be missing each other a lot. We know that Jacksons presence is missed by many, but especially by his mom and dad, sister and brothers. He had such a special family. We pray that his light touches them everyday. Love Nate,Theresa and Joel

- Tuesday, May 29, 2001 at 10:07 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to everyone. It was so wonderful to see all of you over the week-end. Baby Joe is such a joy to be around. Many hugs and tears were shared, remembering your beautiful little boy, Jackson Ben. It is wonderful to see the sun shining after so many days of rain. I cried everyday, so I just looked at the rain as tears from heaven. I'm sure Jess and Jake are anxious for school to get out so they can start enjoying the summer. I must have kissed Baby Joe's sweet little cheeks a hundred times on Sunday, so give him an extra hug and kiss from me today. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, May 29, 2001 at 06:10 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to my friends. What a beautiful day it is. Friday night when we were leaving town for camping, I thought to myself, it has not quit raining since little Jackson's funeral. ( I wonder what that really means?) After thinking about the rain and why my children thought it was raining, the rain didn't bother me. We believe that, like you said in an earlier entry Michelle, all the angels were crying along with us. I think of little Jackson so often, it breaks my heart but also gives me peace knowing he is alright now. It sounds like we are going to be getting some sunshine these past few days, if you need any help with Jackson's garden, just let me know and I will be there to help. Thank you for sharing this special little man with the world, he has touched so many lives. You take care now, give me a call anytime. I love you all and I pray for God to bring you peace.

Love ya!

Jody

- Monday, May 28, 2001 at 10:09 AM (CDT)

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Foot Prints In the Sand

One set of Foot Prints in the sand,
Oh Yes, at last I understand,
through every storm He carried me,
Now I Praise the Lord each time I see,
One set of Foot Prints in the Sand

Love ~ Ang
Ang Lind <Jerlind@home.com>
Billings, MT - Monday, May 28, 2001 at 12:53 AM (CDT)

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Just thinking of you all tonight.
May the Lord be with you~
I love you!
Amy

- Sunday, May 27, 2001 at 09:53 PM (CDT)

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Good Sunday Morning!

If it weren't for total dependence on the Lord, how else could one carry on through sorrow and lonliness? It is truly amazing how the ancient Bible so exactly pertains to our present lives. Everytime I read; things in my life are "talked to", and although you are familiar with scripture, I would like to share a passage that reminded me of you....

"Each time He said, 'No, But I am with you; that is all you need. My power shows up best in weak people.' Now I am glad to boast about how weak I am; I am glad to be a living demonstration of Christ's power, instead of showing off my own power and abilities. Since I know it is all for Christ's good, I am quite happy about 'the thorn' and about insults and hardships, persecutions and difficulties; for when I am weak, then I am strong--the less I have, the more I depend on him." 2 Corinthians 12:9-10

Sometimes it it is only His strength that can get us out of bed in the morning and carry on through out the day. But I know that "this too shall pass".

LOVE---LORI

- Sunday, May 27, 2001 at 08:04 AM (CDT)

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Good evening~
My prayers are with you all for the rest and the comfort you need. Your entries bring me to tears every time. They are tears of all sorts, tears of joy for all the warm loving things Jackson did and said to fill your hearts with those great memories, tears of sadness for emptiness now. I just keep thinking of Jackson's light and I hold on tight to the Truth that only comes from our Lord Jesus Christ. Thank you for sharing the Truth with me. I believe.
Have a very blessed weekend. Amy
<jamoore@somtel.net>
- Saturday, May 26, 2001 at 08:13 PM (CDT)

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Good morning to everyone at the Espeseth home. I think how different Ryan's birthday party will be this year. We had so much fun with all of your children. Jack loved riding the dirt bike and the go-cart. He looked so tiny riding in the odessey, he just loved riding in it all around Uncle DeWayne and Aunt Sally's farm. He loved the Dairy Queen cake and all of the candles. We were sitting in the back of Uncle Larry's truck when him and I ate our piece of cake. It was so cute, all of the little ice cream hand prints all over Uncle's truck. He made us laugh so hard, I just had tears coming down. Then my tears were of happiness, but now my tears are of sadness. It was very hard when we had to wash the truck, if we could have kept those little hand prints on, they would have stayed on forever. Jack enjoyed the bonfire so much. I could have held him forever. We have such precious memories of you, Jack, but I just think we never wanted memories, we only wanted you. All my love forever, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, May 26, 2001 at 08:14 AM (CDT)

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Be Still

Be Still, and Know that I Am God,
My Father said to Me,
And I will fill you with my peace,
And set your Spirit Free.

You are My own; I've Chosen You:
You are Precious in My Sight.
Give Me your Heart; I Promise You
I'll be Your Guiding Light.

My Love for you will Never Fade
By Your Side I'll Alway's Stay.
My Joy will be Your Strength and
Shield, if You'll Let Me Have My Way.

I'm Standing here with Arm's Outstretched
I want to Touch and Make You Whole.
Of My Living Water's, Come and Drink,
And I will Quench Your Thirsty Soul.

Peace! Be Still! I am with You now,
And no-one could Love You More.
My Love for you will Never Die
Of that you can be sure.

That's what my Father said to Me
And I know His word's are True.
I know that He has Set me Free
And He'll do the Same for You.

So just Reach Out, ask Him to Forgive
And Pardon all your Sin.
Ask Him to be your God and King
And He will take you in.

"Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!"

Psalms 46:10

Ang

Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Saturday, May 26, 2001 at 01:20 AM (CDT)

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Dear sister and family,

I pray you rest well tonight with sweet dream's. I hope your able to take a trip together soon. Perhap's out west somewhere. There's just a certain serenity and peace in the mountain's.

Philippians 4:7
and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
God bless.
Love ~ Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Friday, May 25, 2001 at 11:56 PM (CDT)

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Michelle you have such a special way with words. I wish I had that ability. You really inspire me and I bring that home to my family. You have really showed me alot in the past few months with your daily writings. I sure hope the weather clears up so you can have a nice relaxing weekend. Have a good time if you can get away for a few days. Thanks again for your wonderful journaling. You are all still in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless
Brenda <bcamp@landolakes.com>
- Friday, May 25, 2001 at 11:53 AM (CDT)

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Thinking of you all the time. I pray for some sunshine so you can start planting the garden. Michelle you have such a way with words. Every time I read your entries it leaves me with such a peaceful feeling. You and Mike are a true inspiration to everyone with your strong faith, the world needs so many more people like you and your family. Hope you have a good weekend.

Love
Sherri
<sherriiverson@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 25, 2001 at 11:31 AM (CDT)

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I pray the Lord will comfort you always. Even though it seems gloomy and like this rain has gone on forever I find a new joy in everyday, another lesson from our little Jackson. It is a time to relax and reflect & read. I am in awe of all the wonderful poetry that has been shared. What beautiful comforting words. I am sure Jacksons garden will be a thing of such beauty. It will be a wonderful place to go and sit and reflect and pray. God is so good and he is the Master Gardener. Love, comfort and blessings are my prayer for your family. Love Aunt Marsha

- Friday, May 25, 2001 at 10:13 AM (CDT)

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Amen sister, in regard's to your entry thismorning.....My prayer for you today is that the Lord blesses you with comfort, and peace and an umbundance of love. A little sunshine too so you are able to start on your little garden.
I love you very much. God bless you dear family.
Love ~Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Friday, May 25, 2001 at 08:17 AM (CDT)

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Dear Michelle,
Your message this morning reminds me of yet another poem...

A bud the gardner gave me
A fair and lovely child
He gave it to my keeping
To cherish undefiled

It lay upon my bossom,
It was my hope and my soul
Perhaps it was an idol,
For which I must be denied.

For just as it was opening
To the glory of the day
Came down the heavenly gardener
and took my bud away.

Yet not in wrath he took him
A smile was upon his face
As tenderly and kindly
He took him from his place.

Fear not, I thought He whispered,
Thy bud shall be restored
I take it but to plant it
In the garden of the Lord.

He bade me not to sorrow
As those who helpless weep,
For he who gave has taken
and he who takes can keep.

So night and morn together
By the open gate of prayer
I go unto my darling
and sit beside him there.

LOVE---LORI & MADDIE

- Friday, May 25, 2001 at 08:06 AM (CDT)

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Every day with all the rain, I think of you. You would say to Grandma Bonnie, "I'll be the rainbow and you be the sun or I'll be the wind and you be the trees." After the rain, I look for the rainbow. On Mother's Day, you said, "You be the Iron Giant and I will be the little bear cub." You always had such an imagination, you were so fun to play with. Our stronghold is the Lord. He is the one who helps us when the hurts of life seem hard to bear. He is the one who takes our hand and walks us through this life into the next. Missing you so much, all my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, Wi - Friday, May 25, 2001 at 05:13 AM (CDT)

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Thinking of you all this evening with the warmests thoughts of friendship and love! I was going through some adoption keepsakes and came across a favorite poem one birth mother wrote~
Our family is a circle of strength and love.
With every birth and every union, the circle grows.
Every joy shared adds more love.
Every crisis faced together makes the circle stronger.~
It brings much joy to my heart to witness the circle Jackson has around all of us. Reading through all the entries in the guestbook shows the Lord's work in many hearts and the seeds are growing! God bless you~ Amy
Amy Moore <jamoore@somtel.net>
- Thursday, May 24, 2001 at 10:40 PM (CDT)

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Dearest little Jack. I think of you so often. I'm sure you are singing and dancing with the Angels. What I wouldn't give to see you bursting through the door saying, "Auntie Donna, come play with me!" I miss you so much. Always in my heart. Love you forever, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, May 24, 2001 at 08:20 PM (CDT)

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Thinking of you always...Hope you have a wonderful Memorial Weekend. Take care and God Bless you all!

Love, Jody

- Thursday, May 24, 2001 at 02:05 PM (CDT)

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To all family and friend's,

Mathew 5:4
Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted..........

Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Thursday, May 24, 2001 at 11:50 AM (CDT)

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Dear family, What a beautiful poem and so very true it seems like it was written just for you. I have thought and thought of the many ways Jacksons Journey has touched my life, the list is unending...and the lessons keep coming. He taught me humility and to humble myself before the Lord, he taught me patience that all things will come in Gods perfect time, he taught me LOVE that each of us should love one another and carry each others burdens to lighten the load, he taught me to have faith always and in all things, and he taught me to enjoy the beauty of Gods creations and to never take them for granted. He taught me that a simple smile can win the hearts of the world. He taught me that a joyful spirit can carry many a pain in this life. He taught me to search the Bible for the TRUTH when I do not understand. He taught me that there are so many good kind loving people out there and of course I have learned again that God is good. He will always be there to carry us in our times of trouble. This is just a very short list of the many things that I have been taught thru Jacksons Journey and I am humbled to be a part of it and to have known and loved this little soldier. Thank you Mike and Michelle for sharing so much with us. Love and blessings to you and may the Lords peace be with you always. Love Aunt Marsha
Marsha Swant <maswant@yahoo.com>
Rice Lake, WI USA - Thursday, May 24, 2001 at 10:42 AM (CDT)

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Michelle,
What a beautiful message this morning! The poem is so, so true and the rest of your message touched my heart like no other. We only have glimpses of what Jack experienced and knew, but how comforting it is.
Continue to let the Lord and Jack himself shower you with comfort and strength!
WE LOVE YOU---RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Thursday, May 24, 2001 at 09:37 AM (CDT)

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Good morning Mike, Michelle and family. Jack was God's little messenger. Besides teaching everyone about faith, love and hope, your little messenger taught everyone what is really important in life. Friends, family and the gift of life. Even all he went through, he still did so many things. Just knowing the enjoyment he got out of doing all of those things is a blessing in itself. We were so blessed the day God gave him to you. May God's peace and love hold you tighter than a hug. Love to all of you, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, May 24, 2001 at 05:30 AM (CDT)

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Dear sister & family,

Sweet dream's of little jackson. I believe he is still snuggling with mom and dad through the night.
I wish I were there to give you many hug's.
I do love hearing your precious memory's of little Jack. Those wonderful moment's can never be forgotten.
I do love you all and keep you in constant prayer. Your my special sister!
God bless you..... Love~ Ang

Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Wednesday, May 23, 2001 at 11:15 PM (CDT)

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Dear Mike & Michelle,
I can not tell you how many times in the last week I have thought of you and how you truly inspire me to be a good parent. Jackson was blessed to have such wonderful parents. As I talked with you Mike,at Jackson's visitation,and we looked at pictures together I couldn't help but remember the fun we had playing together as children at Aunt Chloe & Uncle Lyle's place with all the other cousins. What a wonderful and precious time to remember.When I look at my own three children I realize what a precious gift they are and how sometimes they are taken from us too soon.I treasure every day God gives me to be a mom. I admire your strength. Thank you for sharing your journey with my family.You are truly inspiring.May God shine his light upon you and help ease your pain.
love,
Deanne Miller LaBlanc
Dee <ldajl5@amerytel.net>
clayton, wi 54004 - Wednesday, May 23, 2001 at 10:40 PM (CDT)

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Good evening everyone. Grandma Faye is here with us this evening. She was telling us of all the plants and trees you received. I'm sure when everything is planted it will be a wonderful place of peace for all of you. Wishing you a wonderful evening and a restful night. Love you all
Mae, Gary, Matt, Emily and Grandma Faye
- Wednesday, May 23, 2001 at 07:54 PM (CDT)

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Good afternoon. It was so nice to hear from you the other day. I look forward to seeing you next week. I know of the light in your hearts. Jeramie's light keeps me going on the bad days. I know Jeramie has already picked my flower for when we meet again. We had lots of talks about how he would get to heaven. Jesus took him exactly the way I told him he would go. I am sure Jackson and him are having lots of fun playing and giving those big smiles that light up our skies. We were truly blessed to have such beautiful children. You will continue to be in my prayers. Darnell
Darnell Eveland <darneveland@aol.com>
Janesville, WI - Wednesday, May 23, 2001 at 05:00 PM (CDT)

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When it seems as if everyone else has gone back to their "normal" lives thinking that Jackson's story is done; please know that it is not so. He is still in our thoughts constantly and his legacy will live on. We are amazed at how many people Jackson seemingly touched, but I feel that even more amazing, are the lives he touched that we don't yet know about. I believe that his testimony will also influence many people in the future, and we thank you so much for sharing Jack with us!
YOU ARE NEVER ALONE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Wednesday, May 23, 2001 at 01:30 PM (CDT)

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Good morning to you all. My heart is still so heavy these past few days, I think of all the wonderful things you write about your little angel and it helps to ease the pain. I am constantly thinking of Jackson and you his family, my prayers are with you all in this time of sorrow. I love you all and hope to see you all again really soon. Take care and God bless you all.

Love,
Jody

- Wednesday, May 23, 2001 at 09:57 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to the Espeseth family!
Several times this past weekend as we looked outside at our flowers and it was raining. We could not help but think that it was Jack taking care of the flowers.
Your special flower garden will be beautiful and Jackson will definately still be able to water like he has always loved! He truly is an awesome child! The innocence of a child is incredible. He looked at the day for the beauty surrounding him. He laughed and played and baked cookies because that was the only thing that he had known to do. He truly enjoyed each day the best that he could and made the most of each day as if it were his last and on his last day he played in his log home! As only I child would. We are filling are minds with all of the cute things that he did and his beautiful smile! Mike and Michelle you were the best parents that Jackson could have possibly had. You taught him that wisdom in his little life by showing him what it was like to love and to be loved! You gave him so much in his three and a half years! More than a lot of parents give in a lifetime. You gave him your time along with juggling all of lifes daily takes and a busy family! You are truly an inspiration and your strength has comforted many! Lots of love, Greg and Kelly


Greg and Kelly <kyocom@qwest.net>
Hudson, WI - Wednesday, May 23, 2001 at 09:57 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning All,
What a chilly day it is today. We sure do hope that tomorrow is much warmer for track day.I just wanted to tell everyone that signs the guestbook what inspiration theyare to us. They remind us of how many good people are out there, its very comforting to know that. Mike and Michelle and their children have taught us all so much. May we all be able return the love and kindness they've shown us. Love The Dix's


- Wednesday, May 23, 2001 at 08:34 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to the Espeseth Family. What a blustery day it was yesterday for Jess and Jake's track and field day. I hope they could reschedule it. Houlton has theirs today. I think of all of you everyday. Please know we are always here for you. Always in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, May 23, 2001 at 04:50 AM (CDT)

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Dear Michelle, Mike, Jessie, Jacob, & Joseph,

Special wishes to special children, and may His love and grace abound. I know that you can rejoice in Jack's new Home, although we all miss him so much. The Little Warrior fought a great fight, and touched all who knew him, and many who will someday also hear of him. To read these letters of love, and to continue to hear testimonies of lives touched by Jack's journey bring warmth to the heart and a great assurance for all of us to press the battle daily. Your love for Jack, and Jack's Creator have also inspired all of us to be of good courage, knowing the Master has overcome death, hell, and the grave for us all. In just a little while, we will all gather together in Christ and that circle will not be broken. We have a perfect assurance in His Word. Press on little ones, His Word can never fail. May God richly bless you always. Warmest Love, Dad, Kimberly, Annie, & Esther
Randy Gasper <WhiteEgHB@aol.com>
Borden, IN USA - Tuesday, May 22, 2001 at 08:15 PM (CDT)

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A special thank you to all who love the Espeseths. How love makes the world go round. A part of me feels hypocritical in sayig those words as perhaps I do not apply LOVE to all of my life and select my loved ones a little too carefully. However, The life of baby Jackson and the loss of baby Jack has created a sort of knocking at my heart to really take inventory of myself and behavior. I do believe that love makes the world go around and pray that I can live it! It is truly encouraging to read from all of you your thoughts and kind words.
I love you Mike, Michelle and dear children.
Andrea <snowdove72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 22, 2001 at 03:16 PM (CDT)

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In a baby castle, just beyond my eye
My baby plays with angel toys that money can not buy.
Who am I to wish him back into this world of strife?
No, play on my baby, you have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes my eyes,
I'll hear tiny footsteps come running to my side
His little hands caress me so tenderly and sweet,
I'll breathe a prayer and close my eyes and embrace him in my sleep.
No, I have a treasure I hold above all other,
I have known true glory, I am still his mother.

LORI & MEGAN

- Tuesday, May 22, 2001 at 02:46 PM (CDT)

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Mike & Michelle,

We are with you in thoughts, prayers and rememberance more than you know. I am so glad that Jackson's presence is with you and comforting you. Take care of yourselves....ALL OUR LOVE, RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Tuesday, May 22, 2001 at 09:43 AM (CDT)

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It's hard to believe it's been one week since little Jack left us to go into the arms of Jesus. Jack came to give the world the gift that only he could bring. His love, faith and hope in everything. He taught many so much. Remembering his life brings me such joy, though my heart is aching with sadness. There is so much love and comfort in the memories we have of him. Just thinking of something cute he said or did makes me smile. He'll be forever in our hearts always. Love, Uncle Larry, Auntie Donna and Ryan.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, May 22, 2001 at 04:36 AM (CDT)

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Sweet dream's to all and may you feel His love for you.
God bless.
Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Monday, May 21, 2001 at 11:36 PM (CDT)

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Dear Mike, Michelle, Jess, Jake & Joe,

I pray your doing OK today. I have been thinking of you all so much. Sure wish I were there to maybe pick up some Joe food or something at the grocery store.
It was so nice to see Jake and Jessie over the weekend. They both looked so nice. I enjoyed playing with Joe even though I made him cry :) Thank you again for sharing your time with me. If you need anything at all, please don't hesitate to ask.
I love you so much. God bless you alway's. _______Ang
Angela <Jerlind@home.com>
MT - Monday, May 21, 2001 at 03:18 PM (CDT)

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Mike, Michelle and family,
What an honor it is to be part of the Miracle called Jackson. Through Jesus and through you he was allowed to strengthen so many people in the Glory of God. Thank you for loving, nurturing, and sharing Jackson during his time on earth with us. I pray that God continues to shine His mercy on you and makes you strong in your lonliest hours. I also pray that we can somehow give you some comfort, as you have shared your peace and comfort with so many of us. Thank you again for all of your inspired words of wisdom in this website Michelle. I also want to thank you Mike for making things so clear when you look at things from the perspective of Jesus physically knocking at the doorstep and asking to take a child. There is no question that they should joyfully go with the one who loves them most until you can meet again.
ALL OUR LOVE, RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Monday, May 21, 2001 at 02:58 PM (CDT)

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Mike,Michelle&Family,
Although your journey with Jack ended all to soon. I know he will gracefully fill all our hearts and souls forever. He was a very Special little boy far to wise for his years. I could not make it to say, "goodbye" and wish him farewell on his new journey.But I was there in spirit. You took such tender care of jackson and know he will take care of you with the lord by his side. "That puts a smile on everyones face." Wishing you Peace & All my Love~Sharon Lien~
Sharon Lien <liencraig@hotmail.com>
Clear Lake, WI Polk - Monday, May 21, 2001 at 11:45 AM (CDT)

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Hello again,

I am drawn to Jack's web-site more than ever before. It's seem's that we're all able to send one another comfort and encouragement and stay close in His name. What a gift!
I really like the last entry from Jody. Amen sister,,,,,We know that we can all have that walk with Jesus and keep one another
encouraged. After all, isn't that what it's all about?
Thank you Michelle, Mike and Jack for this web-site.
God bless you and all your family.
Your sister,
Angela

Angela <Jerlind@home.com>
MT - Monday, May 21, 2001 at 10:44 AM (CDT)

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Another poem for Jackson:

Did you get your eyes
From the heavenly skies?
And did an Angel give you that smile?
Did God fill you with grace
And heavenly ways and
Loan you to us for awhile?

Now, as we question,
Were you sent with a lesson
Of things we're always forgetting to do?
Like praying and caring, loving and sharing?
Knowing how,
But too tired and and too busy to.

In our loss and grief
We search for relief
Of the pain of your being gone.
But the one who sent you
Must really have missed you,
For now you live at His throne.

You look at us here,
Far off but still dear.
Are we, to whom you were allowed.
You smile our way,
And as we retire from our day
You softly sleep on a cloud.

Do we now see how life really should be?
Or are we still bogged down busy
And bowed and reaching with greed
For things we don't need?
When, God willing, like you,
We'll sleep on a cloud.


Jackson has taught me so much about loving, caring, sharing and praying. Thank you again Jack for being a part of our lives. We will forever hold you dear to our hearts, until we meet again. All my love to you, Jody. :) XOXOXOXOXOXO

<jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
- Monday, May 21, 2001 at 09:54 AM (CDT)

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I am thinking and praying for you and dear sweet Jackson. I love you all. God bless you and give you strength.

Love,
Jody

- Monday, May 21, 2001 at 09:21 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to all of you. I just want to say how honored I am to have known Jackson and to have watched your family during his great adventure here. I have no doubt that Jackson is with Jesus and his angles. The peace that radiated from your faces was nothing less than the presence of Christ. Thank you for sharing Jackson's journey through this web site.
Love ya, Mae, Gary, Emily and Matt
- Monday, May 21, 2001 at 08:39 AM (CDT)

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Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you and Mike. You are showing an amazing amount of true strength and faith. May God and your little angel look down with smiles as they send their love to you each and every minute of the day.
All my love, Rhonda
Rhonda Wilson <rhonda.springdale@wspan.com>
Mobile, AL USA - Monday, May 21, 2001 at 08:32 AM (CDT)

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Good morning family,

I pray the Lord has allowed rest for you all and that your doing well this a.m.
I sure wish I could be there to take a few chore's off your hand's and to just wrap my arm's around you.
I miss seeing your face's already.
It is even more evident to me today how the Lord is very much here in each of our live's when we only ask and believe. I saw His love and kindness through many people over the weekend. What an honor it is to know so many people who love the Lord. I believe Jack has done a wonderful job and I am so thankful to have known him and his beautiful family.
My entire heart is in prayer for your whole family.
All my love ~Ang
Ang Lind <jerlind@home.com>
MT - Monday, May 21, 2001 at 07:42 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to everyone at the Espeseth home. How incredible to see over 11,000 have signed on to get updates on your precious little Jack. He was an amazing little boy, we have so many beautiful memories to cherish. I get such comfort reading your messages. Your first calling was being a kind and compassionate person and wonderful Mother, but I also think you have a gift for writing. I feel just like Pastor Ed said about Jack, who is comforting who here. You are such an inspiration and give me strength. You are in my thoughts every minute. Take care and God Bless. Love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, May 21, 2001 at 05:55 AM (CDT)

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Dear sister & family,

When your heart is sad;
I am praying!

Thank you.....
Love Ang

- Sunday, May 20, 2001 at 04:37 PM (CDT)

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My dearest friends~Our entire family is singing songs of praise these past few days! Our prayers are with you today and in the days to come for continued strength to surround you. Jackson has such a presence that will last forever in out hearts. I pray for many more blessings to come to you in the days ahead.
John said he is up for a golf game when ever you are!!!
I Love you all and your little angel too.
Amy Moore
<jamoore@somtel.net>
Somerset, WI - Sunday, May 20, 2001 at 02:16 PM (CDT)

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I love you all!
snowdove
- Sunday, May 20, 2001 at 09:26 AM (CDT)

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Morning to my beautiful friend and family! I am missing little Jackson oh so much, although I know he is right here forever in our hearts. I have had all of Jackson's favorite songs in my head these past couple of days, I hope they will never fade away. Your little man has taught so many so much in so little time. He is my hero. Everything he had to go through in his short little life makes me so sad. But you, his family made his life here on earth so worth living. Thank you for bringing such a beautiful little man into this world to share. I love you all and will be thinking of you always. Take care and may God help ease your pain.

My Love,
Jody

- Sunday, May 20, 2001 at 09:17 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to the Espeseth Family. I wish we had a crystal ball, but not to see tomorrow. To go there and look back at now to better gauge our sorrow. The weight of grief can crush one, if we can't look past today. But grief's like ice and time's the heat, that melts such weight away. I'm missing your little bear cub so much. Love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Sunday, May 20, 2001 at 08:21 AM (CDT)

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Espeseth family, What a wonderful celebration for our little Jacksons life. Praise the Lord for his wonderful presence, even though my heart still aches so badly at little Jacksons passing, it was a joyous celebration of what the Lord has accomplished through the life of a child. Mike and Michelle you are such wonderful parents to all of your children and the Lord knew that when he sent you Jackson. Thank you for sharing the love of the Lord with each and everyone of us. I will continue to pray for that peace beautiful peace. Till we meet again little man Jack, I love you and thank you for so many lessons I have learned from your time with us. Love Aunt Marsha

- Saturday, May 19, 2001 at 09:32 PM (CDT)

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Baby Jack and dear family. These past few days I am trying to learn to be ever so grateful that our dear Jesus has prepared such a marvelous place and eternal paradise for YOU, my beloved nephew. My how you have earned it. You are an honor and pure joy in the eyes of our Lord . I'm quite certain of that! However, as you know, there is a big, big void here without the little man. So many people know your absence and are looking for God's perfect love and strength to see them through. Myself included. As a mamma I know firsthand how important those constant daily squeezes between me and my precious dollies are. Much of my daily routine would need to change without them. My prayer is that your mamma, daddy, sister and brothers be blessed with an abundance of strength, love and assurance that little Jack surrounds them wherever they go and whatever they seek to do in this lifetime.
Father God,
in this quest to move forward in your will just a time longer, I pray to you dear Lord that you may lay Your hand of peace and serenity on my sister and her precious family
til this world no longer tarries. Thank you Father for shielding them from all anger or doubt that satan would sneak upon their hearts. Thank you Father for Jackson Ben, Mike, Michelle, Jessie, Jake, and little Joseph. God Bless each and every one of you in Jesus Christs name I pray, AMEN
The Reeves <snowdove72>
- Saturday, May 19, 2001 at 08:52 PM (CDT)

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Just thought you all could use some hugs and kisses!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

God Bless!

My Love to YOU!
Jody

- Saturday, May 19, 2001 at 05:57 PM (CDT)

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Dear Mike and Michelle. I have been singing "Run to Jesus" to myself all day, you chose such beautiful songs. I was so touched that Jack's Dr. Bostrum was there yesterday, Jack was so special to so many people. Thank you for the "Jack Be Little" pumpkin seeds. His love will go on and on, I can't wait to plant them. God blessed you the day little Jack was born. God chose you as his parents because He wanted him to be with a family that He knew would shower him with love and kindness. I feel so priviledged to be his auntie. All my love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, May 19, 2001 at 04:57 PM (CDT)

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To Jackson's Momma and Daddy,
I'm glad you wrote today. I'm praying for you, now. I cannot imagine how you long to hold Jackson in your arms. May God gather you in His loving arms and hold you close.
Sue
Sue Waschke <suesplace@att.net>
Bellingham, WA USA - Saturday, May 19, 2001 at 03:12 PM (CDT)

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What a beautiful service and wonderful sermon by Pastor Ed. He helped ease my pain by all the wonderful things he said about Jackson and our Lord. He helped bring some smiles out of me that I never would have thought would be there yesterday. I truely understand that Jack is in a very grand place and he is so blessed. Mike and Michelle you are so strong and strong for your family and friends, you are such good parents, Jackson could not have had a finer momma and daddy! I want you to know that whenever you need a friend that I will always be here for the both of you. I can not thank you enough for sharing Jackson's Journey with me, that little man has taught me more in his short life than I have learned in the last 30 years! Thank you Mr. Jack! :) God give you strength and peace.

All my love,
Jody
<jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI - Saturday, May 19, 2001 at 09:33 AM (CDT)

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Dear Mike and Michelle. If it is true that we are judged by the deeds of the children we bear, then you shall truly be a king and queen when judgment day is here. I'm thinking of you. Love, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamundson@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, May 19, 2001 at 09:27 AM (CDT)

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Dear little buddy
There is still alot I don't understand, but yesterday you made many things much clearer.
You had a special purpose for being here with us and I can only hope and pray that it is never forgotten.
The service was very calming for me. Pastor Ed is probably the most interesting men I have had the pleasure to talk and listen to. He will also be missed as he moves on to his new job.
I have learned so much through such a young little boy that it just amazes me. Thank you for letting me be part of your life.
Will talk to you again soon.
Love always
Tom




















- Saturday, May 19, 2001 at 08:29 AM (CDT)

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To Jackson's Family,
I just finished reading your entries you wrote about Jackson and your family. First of all, I am sorry and will keep all of you in my prayers. I will pray that God will continue to use the journal and your lives to bring others to a saving knowledge of His Son. We need to be about the Fathers business so we too can go home. Thank you for your willingness to share your lives. I have been so touched by hearing about Jackson and also your faith. I heard about you from Angie Isenhour. I attend East Lincoln Church and had called her to see if she had any prayer requests. We will keep you all in our prayers. God Bless.
Diana Anderson <dranders@cornernet.com>
Dresser, WI - Friday, May 18, 2001 at 10:51 PM (CDT)

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My dear friends~ I woke up this morning feeling oh, how will every one make it through this day. As I laid and prayed for strength to come for all, little did I know it would come from Jackson and the Holy Spirit that filled the church. The service was a GREAT honor for such a Great little boy.
I have been singing This Little Light of Mine all day and hope it never leaves my mind! Thank you for sharing your journey with John and I. You are all true soliders for the Lord and may the Lord comfort you and be your strength in the days to come. Love, John and Amy Moore
<jamoore@somtel.net>
- Friday, May 18, 2001 at 08:42 PM (CDT)

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Dearest Jackson. What a beautiful service today to celebrate your life. Again, I have learned something from you. Today was not good-bye, we will all be together again someday, you just went on ahead of us. How spectacular the balloon release was, it was an amazing sight as we all looked toward heaven, I've never seen balloons go so high. Thank you for sharing with us an incredible journey. Forever in our hearts, until we meet again. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, May 18, 2001 at 07:42 PM (CDT)

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Precious little Jack. I am writing with so many emotions today. I am grateful there will be no more pain but my heart is aching with such grief. You are my last thoughts when I go to bed at night and my first thougts when I get up in the morning. Today will be very hard for everyone, good-bye can be one of the hardest words ever spoken. We will all miss you ever so much. Spread your wings and fly, little Angel. All my love forever, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, May 18, 2001 at 07:39 AM (CDT)

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My dearest friend and family, last night was so beautiful having all your family and friends there to support you. I feel that you have supported me with this more than I have you. You are very strong christians, we need more people like you in this world. Jackson is a beautiful angel, he is at peace now. :) God grant you the strength for today and days to come, I love you all. God bless.

My love to your family,
Jody

- Friday, May 18, 2001 at 06:50 AM (CDT)

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Dear Mike and Michelle. How overwhelming to see all the love and support from your family and friends. I met so many wonderful people. It was a very difficult time for all of us, but you both gave such comfort to everyone. I've often thought the best things you can give your children, next to good habits, are good memories. And you did just that. It was evident in all the beautiful pictures you had displayed. Many tears of sorrow were shed this evening. It was nice to share with others some of the cute things he had said or done. Your precious little Jack still has the ability to make people smile. Parents are baby-sitters for God and our precious babies have gone home. He will be greatly missed by everyone. All my love and sympathy, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 11:11 PM (CDT)

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Just wanted to share this poem with you, it sounds almost as if Jackson had written it for you;

When I called out in pain that night,
The instant that I died,
He reached down and took my hand,
And pulled me to his side.

He pulled me up and saved me,
From the misery and pain.
My body was hurt so badly inside,
I could never be the same.

My search is really over now,
I've found happiness within.
All the answers to my empty dreams,
And all that might have been.

I love you and miss you so,
And I'll always be nearby.
My body's gone forever,
But my spirit will never die!

And so, you must go on now,
Live one day at a time.
Just understand-
God did not take me from you,
He only took my hand.

God bless you Michelle, Mike, Jess, Jake and Joey.

Love, Jody

- Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 12:42 PM (CDT)

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Dear Jackson Espeseth's family,
I feel as though my heart will never lose this pain. I read all your friends and families entries and it is so overwhelming how one small child could make such a differnce in so many lives. It was nice to see you all yesterday, you are so strong. What a beautiful family you have. :) I pray that God will give you all the strength you need to get through this. Always remember that Jack will always be with us, he will forever live through our hearts until we see one another again. It now gives me comfort knowing that there will never again be any pain for Jackson. He is shining :) down at us now. Take care and God bless.

All my love to you ALL!
Jody

- Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 11:59 AM (CDT)

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Dear Jackson,
I'm completely in awe of all of the wonderful messages that have been left. How truly blessed you were with the familiy and friends you have and how truly blessed we were to have you, even if it was just for a short while. I'm glad you are finally home but I still wish you were here with all of us. We will miss you always. Love Nate Theresa and Joel

- Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 10:35 AM (CDT)

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Dear little buddy
I cannot seem to understand how much I will miss you.
I have tried many things to deal with it. I have had many good cries and just drove around trying to understand but nothing has helped so far. I sat down and talked with my dad but that hasn't helped either so maby writing to you will. I can only say how much I have learned from you about life. Iwill always miss your smile, baseball cap, and sunglasses. I will try to explain to my son the person he never got to know very well. I know you will be happy where you are and you are in some very good company.
say hi to my dad and give him a hug for me and I will do the same for you.
I will miss you very much.
love Tom

Tom
- Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 10:04 AM (CDT)

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Dear Mike and Michelle. My heart is aching with such sadness right now, I miss our precious little Jack so much. When we are given the gift of children, we have to remember that a gift is exactly what they are. Our most precious treasure ever given us. Jack was such a brave little soldier, he fought so hard, this was one battle he just couldn't overcome. We can be assured he did his very best. I just wanted to say thank you for bringing him into this world, the world is a better place because of your precious little Jackson. He has taught so many the true meaning of love and life. I appreciate all the sacrifices you made for him and want you to know how much happiness he has brought to our family. I feel so blessed to have been his auntie. I thank you and God for giving him the gift of life. He's in heaven now playing with his Grandpa's, Great Grandma Chloe and our baby. You were such loving and devoted parents to him. He will be truly missed by everyone. All my love to you, Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 05:32 AM (CDT)

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Jackson Ben~ I know that you are looking upon all of us now and that you are in the greatest kingdom of all time. You had such a desire to live and to fulfill every moment of your life. To realize a lot of things-big or small that we a lot of times miss the beauty of. You are a beautiful little guy and you have touched so many people and brought them to the Lord with you. I'll never forget our little play times that we shared together. I don't think that it has hit me yet that you are truly gone, I don't want to believe it, but I know that you will be with me and others for the rest of our lives. You are a true Angel sent from the heavens and they are so lucky to have a great man like you. I'll take care of your Dodge Durango for you and play your favorite dancing tunes and try to dance good like you always did. I love you lots bigger than a buck deer. Good-bye, My prayers and thoughts will always be for you. Love Breanne:)
Breanne Swant <b_swant@yahoo.com>
Rice Lake, WI - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 10:40 PM (CDT)

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Dearest family, I have started to write and stopped many times in the last 2 days, words cannot describe the sadness I feel at little Jacksons passing and yet at the same time I feel this wonderful feeling of peace. Last night as I tried to sort things out I had this wonderful vision come to me of our little Jackson entering the Lords arms and he had that oh so familiar smile of his that could win the heart of the world and I thought what a joyous day, he is with our Lord and how wonderful that is. My prayers and thoughts are with all of you. May God continue to bless you with that peace that passes understanding. Praise the Lord for he is good! Love Aunt Marsha

- Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 10:15 PM (CDT)

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Jackson Ben,
By now you have setteled in to our Lords world known as heaven, and have probably gotten many hugs and kisses from both your Grandpa's who have been watching over you. As I have tried to come up with an answer to the question why?, I have realized there is no comforting or acceptable answer to any of us. But while we here gage our lives in years, maybe God gages life by the number of people you inspire in life. If a man lives 100 years and has inspired no one in Gods eyes- has he ever lived in Gods eyes? As I read all of the entries of this journal, I have realized you have touched the lives of many people, and if God gages life by such, then you have outlived us all.
Farewell my little friend,
Uncle Tom <tandha@win.bright.net>
Clayton, WI - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 09:16 PM (CDT)

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Espeseth Family
We pray that you receive the comfort that only our Savior can give, and also rejoice in Jackson's newfound
freedom from pain! We share in your sadness and keep you all in our prayers.
LeRoy & Cheryl Paulson <lcpaulsn@gwtc.net>
Custer, SD - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 06:15 PM (CDT)

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To the Dearest Espeseth Family,
As I am at a loss for words, I can only send a great big hug to each of you. To Grandma Cindy, you know you can always get a hug from me. Thank you for sharing Jackson's Journey, you have impacted so many lives and helped so many regain their faith in God. God Bless.
Florence Martino <floam@hotmail.com>
Turtle Lake, - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 05:32 PM (CDT)

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I want to express my sincere sympathy to all of you. I am a friend of Kelly's and she called me today to tell me that Jackson had been taken "home" to live forever. May the people around you comfort you at this time. You are a wonderful family and may Jackson's light shine forever in your hearts.
Mavis Lohre <dannyml@msn.com>
Lino Lakes, MN USA - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 05:27 PM (CDT)

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God Bless you Jackson up in Heaven with the angels. Free from the pain and hospitals. And God Bless his wonderful family that has been thru so much. Remember the good times!!
Sandi <sandi.hecht@andersencorp.com>
Somerset, WI - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 02:24 PM (CDT)

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Good afternoon to the Espeseth family. My heart goes out to each one of you. You have been such an inspiration in your walk of faith. God bless you in the days to come. My prayers are with you all.
Linda <lkfrisle@mmm.com>
- Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 01:32 PM (CDT)

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May you find peace in knowing that Jackson is in a better place but will always be with you in your hearts.

With deepest sympathy and much love.

Your friend, Bonnie
Bonnie LaBlanc and Tony LaMotte <blablanc@kodak.com>
Hugo, MN USA - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 12:01 PM (CDT)

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Good Morning dear Jackson and family. The angels sang the day you were born. Today many are in heart ache and tears. But once again the angels can be heard as they sing to rejoice all the joy and wonder you have brought to those lives you have touched in a very special way. I take great pleasure in having heard so much about you from your wonderful Auntie Donna. Who is my dearest friend too!! The two of you share a very special bond. It means so much to many the paths that you have woven together so beautifully. Together we all can share the triumphs and the difficulties. No matter how long or short they may be. We can share the sweet and precious joys of having our families and friends. We can dream and plan and hope and pray. We can be there for one another. On this day of honoring the world's precious child, I honor you and your family, and your Auntie Donna and family. And I hope you know that I think you are absolutely wonderful! God bless you.
A family friend,
Sheryl Boumeester, husband Larry, children Tyler and Vanessa. <sboumeester@andersencorp,.com>
Hudson, WI St. Croix - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 11:36 AM (CDT)

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Morning to my dear friend and family. I already miss talking to Jackson through this website, he has touched my life in so many ways. Jack was so grown up and brave at his young age of 3 1/2. It gives me comfort to know that he is in heaven with alot of his little friends who have gone before. Now they can truely act like children, no pain and all happiness, love and fun. For some reason, God has chosen this special little boy, and I know whatever Jackson's journey was here on earth I know he did a fine job in accomplishing it. Just by reading this journal, I see how many people's eyes and hearts he has opened including mine, thank you for sharing Jack with all of us. :) Jackson will always have a very special place in my heart forever, thank you Jack for everything! I love you all, take care.

Until we meet again Jack, XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Love always,
Jody
<jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
- Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 09:52 AM (CDT)

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As I sit here with tears running down my face and reading other entries, I realize what a true witness Jackson is to the love and grace of Jesus. His stay on this earth was so short, but his impact on so many people is overwhelming! He has shown so many the true spirit of life; here and in heaven. Praise the Lord who will never allow him to feel pain again. Jackson had always "talked" with Jesus and his angels, now he can see Him face to face! God be with all of you and comfort you. We love you.
Angie, Randy, Ashlie and Alia
Clear Lake, WI - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 09:17 AM (CDT)

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I pray that God will send you a special measure of his love, grace and peace today and in the coming days. Special prayers for my wonderful friend, Grandma Cindy.
Love to all,
Judy Warmanen
<stcroix@stcroixcasino.com>
Balsam Lake, WI - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 08:59 AM (CDT)

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Dear Espeseth's,
Our lives have crossed paths because of two incredible young boys....Jackson and Jeramie. My heart aches for you as you grieve for the physical presence of your young son. May God continue to bless you with such wonderful faith and assurance of his love throughout the days ahead. Your family has been a true testimony of faith throughout Jackson's journey. Jackson and Jeramie.... Run, laugh, sing and play like you never have before!! God Bless!
Much love, Laurie Paulos (Jeramie's Aunt)

<bljsks6@home.com>
McFarland, Wi. USA - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 08:19 AM (CDT)

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Thank you for sharing Jackson's journey with us, he has made such a difference in how I see my day to day life and how special life is. You must be so proud to be parents of such a strong little boy. God bless you all!
Kelly Heil <kheil@andersencorp.com>
- Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 08:14 AM (CDT)

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Mike, Michelle, Jess, Jake, & Joey. Our hearts are heavy with sadness for you today,words can not expess our sorrow. You have been such a great inspiration to us continuing your strong belief & love in the Lord. Thankyou for sharing Jacksons journey with us, it has helped me to have a stronger faith. We offer our deepest sympathy to you & may the Lord bless you with the peace of knowing he is in his arms now & pain free, watching over you now.
Love Denny & Marilyn
- Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 07:57 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to everyone at the Espeseth home. My heart is aching with such sadness right now. I wanted to share this message with all of you. I felt like Jack wrote it to us. "Fill not your hearts with pain and sorrow, but remember me in every tomorrow. Remember the joy, the laughter, the smiles, I've only gone to rest a little while. Although my leaving causes pain and grief, my going has eased my hurt and given me relief. So dry your eyes and remember me, not as I am now, but as I used to be. Because, I will remember you all and look on with a smile. Understand, in your hearts, I've only gone to rest a little while. As long as I have the love of each of you, I can live my life in the hearts of all of you." I thought this was such a beautiful writing about our precious little Jackson. Our deepest sympathy. Love, Uncle Larry, Auntie Donna and Ryan.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 05:52 AM (CDT)

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Michelle, Mike & Family,
"But those who wait on the Lord will find new strength. They will fly high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint." Isaiah 40:31

My heart is heavy with sadness. Words cannot express the sorrow I feel for your family. I know Jackson is in a great place and this must be God's plan. God couldn't have given him a more loving family for his days here on earth.
May the Grace and Peace of the Lord be with you always.
Love,
Cindy

Clear Lake, WI - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 01:18 AM (CDT)

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WE ARE JERAMIE DAVID EVELAND'S GRANDPARENTS. DONNA AND DEAN EVELAND. WE HAVE BEEN CHECKING IN ON YOUR WEB SITE SINCE DAN AND DARNELL TOLD US ALL ABOUT JACKSON. WE ARE SO SORRY TO HEAR OF JACKSONS PASSING. WE KNOW THE TWO ANGELS ARE NOW HAVING A GOOD TIME TOGETHER!!!!!! WE MISS JERAMIE WITH ALL OUR HEARTS!!!! HE WAS SO SWEET.ALL OUR SYMPATHY TO ALL YOUR FAMILY!!!!
DONNA AND DEAN EVELAND <DDEVED@STRATO.NET>
SEBRING, FLA - Wednesday, May 16, 2001 at 12:57 AM (CDT)

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Dear Mike, Michelle and family,
We have been touched by an angel in Jackson. Your strength and faith and Love of God and family has moved us all. Please accept our sincere sympathy in the loss of your little child. There is much rejoicing in Heaven today because an angel has joined the other angels in praising God.
Jerry and Shelby Lokken <lokkengm@yahoo.com>
Eau Claire, WI USA - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 11:11 PM (CDT)

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Mike, Michelle, Jess, Jacob & Joey,

No words can express how we are feeling tonight over the loss of Jackson, the little soldier who knew Jesus better than most. Your family has been such an inspiration, going through such trials and tribulations and yet always staying focused on the love of our Lord. My the Lord bless you and keep you, offering you the greatest of peace and the ability to rejoice in the knowledge that Jackson's journey has ended in the arms of his Jesus!

We love you all so very deeply,

Royce, Angela & Allegra
The Larson's <a.m.larson@excite.com>
Clear Lake, WI USA - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 11:10 PM (CDT)

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Oh little dolly how tonight I have realized the shortness in this lifetime. You see, in twenty-eight years much of that has been spent feeling bitter towards many people and yes, even God. An unforgiving heart and resentments have channeled and festered so deep within that I have failed to notice and treasure those precious moments that are right before me. So I thank you Jackson Ben for teaching me tonight that where there is pain in ones own life there is also pain in yet anothers. And though pain is a very real emotion, I have discovered in these last few hours that there is an even more empowering emotion. Love.. May I know your God as you know Him! Thank you Jesus for taking such good care of my nephew. Til we meet again, I love you.....
<snowdove72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 10:17 PM (CDT)

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God bless you all!! You are in our thoughts and prayers.

Love Dan, Sherri, Sarah, Lana, and Madeline
Sherri Iverson <sherriiverson@yahoo.com>
Clear Lake, Wi - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 10:14 PM (CDT)

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"Please don't be so sad,
I miss you so much too.
Its beautiful where I am.
But I worry a lot about you.
I sleep with angels watching me,
thre's only love up here.
I'm never lonely or afraid,
'Cause God's so very near.
I walk with Jesus everyday,
He's very kind and sweet.
Don't worry...He holds my hand
When we cross a golden street.
I never cry or hurt myself,
I see you everyday...
I laugh and play and sing a lot
and hear when you pray.
Please don't be mad at God
You see, He loves me too.
And even though you're not here with
me, I'm really still with you."

We cannot possibly express how we feel right now...just know that we are with you. If you get a chance, check www.geocities.com/winkkks/grief.htm It has excellent resources and links (from which came the above poem).

ALL OUR LOVE; RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 09:46 PM (CDT)

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The Lord gave and the Lord has now taken away. Blessed be the name of the Lord! Jackson's departure reminds me again that we are all just passing through this world, for some our journeys are short and speedy and for others it may be decades, but the end comes for us all. But such end is only the beginning of something far greater than we can fathom. Although we've never met, I share in your loss. Jackson along with you,his parents, were in my daily prayers for several weeks. I had also become a regular visitor to this sight. I will continue to hold you in prayer for the comfort only He can give. Thank you for the strong Christian witness you have been to all those who visited and read your daily briefings. May the Lord move you in His love to continue to tell the good news about Jesus!

Ken Johnson
Peebles, OH - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 08:52 PM (CDT)

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Dear Mike, Michelle, and family,
Jackson was a very strong, brave little boy. He has opened many people's eyes to how precious and fragile life can be. At night, when I put Mollie to bed, we pray for Jackson to be better. Last night she asked if we could ask God to take his pain away. We thought our hearts were breaking when we knew Jackson was gone, but how comforting to know that he is with Him. This is a poem that my aunt sent me when my Grandma Max died after a long battle with cancer. I have changed some words to make it fit for Jack.


God saw that he was hurting
And a cure was not to be
So He put His arms around him
and whispered, "Come with me."
With tearful eyes we watched him suffer
and saw him fade away.
Although we couldn't bear to lose him,
we could not bid him stay.
A loving heart stopped beating
playful hands were laid to rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best.

Please know that you are forever in our thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Julie, Scott, Mollie, and Bobby

Julie Gilbertson <scottjul@amerytel.net>
Clayton, WI US - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 07:55 PM (CDT)

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My heart cries for you. Thank you for sharing Jackson's life even with a person you've never met.
Sue Waschke <suesplace@att.net>
Bellingham, WA USA - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 07:39 PM (CDT)

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Dear Michelle, Mike and family
We are deeply saddened today, Jackson was a brave and couragous little man, wise beyond his years. Our thoughts and prayers for Gods grace to surround you, hold you and comfort you all. We all strive each day to achieve the relationship Jackson had here with Jesus and we know he ran right into His arms. With our deepest sympathy, John and Amy

- Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 07:19 PM (CDT)

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We are so sorry te hear Jackson had to leave, us for now. There is a song I heard and it fits jack to a tee it is called They were angels in waiting. Now he gets to be one.Take care all of you, and know that Jack is doing great in Gods hands. Love Brian,bonnie, and Maverick
Brian,Bonnie&Maverick <cheif@triwest.net>
fairchild, wi - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 06:55 PM (CDT)

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Dear Espeseth's, My heart is hurting so bad as I know your's is more. I do not know the words to say. Thank you for sharing your child with all of us, he has made a great impact on this earth. He has opened so many peoples eyes as to how precious our lives and families and friends are to us. You have all been so brave for little Jackson, he could have not been given to a better family. Your family is so full of love and faith for all you meet, thank you for being my friend. I believe Jackson is looking down at us right now singing all those wonderful songs he always ran around singing. It comforts me knowing that he has no more pain, he is in very good hands right now and is with those who have gone before us. He is happy. :) Some day we will see one another again. :) If you need anything, don't be afraid to call. Give them little ones some sugar (xoxoxoxoxoxo) from me. I love you, God bless you ALL!

Love, Jody
Jody Olsen <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 06:52 PM (CDT)

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God bless you sweet Jackson.
Love,
Rhonda
Rhonda Madden <maddenrhonda@qwest.net>
Minneapolis, Mn - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 05:41 PM (CDT)

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We love you so much little sweetheart! As much pain as we are all feeling in our hearts today we can find comfort in knowing that you are finally free of your pain and having so much fun! Soaring with the eagles!!
All our love, Greg and Kelly

Greg and Kelly Yocom <kyocom@qwest.net>
Hudson, WI - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 04:54 PM (CDT)

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There are no words to describe the sadness we are all feeling. Please know that we love you all.
Nate Theresa and Joel

- Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 02:58 PM (CDT)

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God bless your family! Our thoughts and prayers are with you!
The Campions
- Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 02:54 PM (CDT)

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My heart aches for you. We love you all so very much.
Mae, Gary, Matt and Emily
- Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 02:46 PM (CDT)

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Our thoughts & prayers are with you.
The Eggerts
- Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 02:43 PM (CDT)

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GOD BLESS YOU DEAR FAMILY......
Ang & Jeremy

- Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 02:32 PM (CDT)

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GOD BLESS JACKSON AND HIS FAMILY.

The Olsen's
<jods68@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 02:27 PM (CDT)

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"For we know that when this tent we live in now is taken down-when we die and leave these bodies-we will have wonderful new bodies in heaven, homes that will be ours forevermore, made for us by God himself, and not by human hands. How weary we grow of our present bodies...We want to slip into our new bodies so that these dying bodies will, as it were, be swallowed up by everlasting life. This is what God has prepared for us..."2 Corinthians 5:1,2,4,5
LORI
- Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 01:31 PM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jackson and Family, I am so sorry to hear that you were admitted again. I am praying for a short stay and then home again with the family. I know that this is a very trying time so know that many people are praying diligently for that miracle of healing.
God Bless you all.
Linda
- Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 11:27 AM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson! Sorry to hear you had to go back into the hospital. We are all praying for that miracle to arrive!! I hope you can come home soon. God Bless and take care.
Brenda & Family
Brenda Campion <bcamp@landolakes.com>
Clear Lake, WI - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 10:49 AM (CDT)

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Hello Jackson. My name is Bobbi and I am a friend of your auntie Heather. I check on your page every day. I hope that you know that so many people love you and care about you.I pray that your pain will go away. You are all in my prayers. You are such a brave little boy. Keep fighting.
Bobbin Lundequam
Menomonie, WI - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 08:51 AM (CDT)

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Hello Jackson,
Sorry to hear you had to go back to the hospital last night. Hopefully, it will be a short stay and you can be back home with your family. You have been through so much. Keep strong little guy. We are all praying for that Miracle. With hugs & kisses.
Monica
Monica & family <megge@landolakes.com>
Clear Lake, WI USA - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 08:50 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Espeseths,
What a beatiful day it is already turning out to be! I think you are a very strong and courageous family, all of you. We have all learned so much from you guys. I hope that everyone there enjoys this day. You are all in our thoughts and prayers. Jack I wish you a fast recovery so that you can come home soon! We love you. Nate Theresa and Joel


- Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 08:48 AM (CDT)

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My dearest little Jackson, my heart aches knowing how much pain you are going through, I wish I could take it all away from you. I will continue to ask God for your healing honey, I know he is with you right now. Your Auntie Donna is such a wonderful lady, making your dreams come true. :) I love you little guy, hope you are feeling better really soon. I will write again later. God bless you and heal you.

All my love and prayers to you,
Jody

- Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 08:17 AM (CDT)

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Jackson and family
Our prayers are with you for comfort and for you fevers to leave. Your a very special boy with extremely wonderful parents. May the Lord place His healing hands around you and bless you all with His Miracle.
Love, Amy
Amy Moore <jamoore@somtel.net>
Somerset, - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 08:05 AM (CDT)

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Dear Jackson and family.......I hope you can feel the hugs we are sending to you now and that they give you feelings of peace and comfort. Never forget the love that surrounds you by so many people, and most importantly by our Father. We will be praying and checking on you regularly.
ALL OUR LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 07:28 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack. I'm so sorry to read you had to go back to the hospital. I pray that after a night there and antibiotics, you will feel much better. My daycare children were all so excited to tell their parents that they got to see you. My one little boy ran out when his Dad got here, shouting "Jack was here, Jack was here!" You have touched so many lives. I was so excited yesterday when Daddy, You and Grandma Bonnie stopped by to pick up your little play house. Momma said you were so cute looking out the window. How proud your Mommy and Daddy are of you and your sister and brothers. Children are a gift whose worth can't be measured except by the heart. I pray for that Miracle. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, May 15, 2001 at 06:18 AM (CDT)

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Hi, Jack. I hope you are feeling a little better tonight and your fever has left. I was so excited to talk to your Momma this evening, then when she told me you weren't feeling very chipper, I was so sad. I pray for your healing. I thank God for this and every day, a precious gift of time. Sweet dreams, precious Jack. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, May 14, 2001 at 10:10 PM (CDT)

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Dear Michelle and family,
Your faith and strength have touched me deeply. I'm keeping all of you in my prayers .( Thank you for the Mother's Day greeting). Love, Dawn.

Dawn Peterson <depetrsn@pressenter.com>
Hudson, WI - Monday, May 14, 2001 at 07:30 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jack!

Megan is home from school and has this to say...
"Hi Jackson we hope you feel better. We pray for you all the time and we say that God makes Jackson better. I laughed when I saw you and Maddie fighting in the sandbox (a long time ago at Grandma Wirth's farm). We love you Jackson and we like all of your pictures. We would like to see Jackson sometime. I'm going to play with my friend Erin now."
TAKE CARE---RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Monday, May 14, 2001 at 03:40 PM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jackson, Wow, what a wonderful day you had yesterday. The weather was beautiful and you had family surrounding you, it does'nt get much better than that. I am sure it was a wonderful day for your momma too. What a blessing the Lord gave when he gave you to each other. She used to babysit Greg & Breanne when she was only 10 yrs. old and she did such a wonderful job. I will never forget she was making pudding (chocolate) for them for dessert with their supper and Breanne climbed up on a chair by the stove and put her hand on the hot burner, your momma didn't panic (as I the adult would have)she immediately ran cold water over it and put some ice in a rag to cool it. She was a wonderful caregiver even then. A belated Happy Mothers Day Michelle-I love you!! And for you Jackson, my prayer is for your healing and comfort on your journey to that healing. Love you lotz, Aunt Marsha

- Monday, May 14, 2001 at 10:23 AM (CDT)

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Good morning Mr. Jack! :) Sounds like you had a beautiful weekend and full of family and fun. That is so wonderful to hear. I am so sorry to hear that you are in some pain, I wish I could take that away from you. :( I will pray that the Lord comfort you and make everything feel better. I love you so much little guy, you have always been such a good little man, so brave and so very smart for your age. Did Momma have a good Mother's Day? (Every day is a good day with your children by your side.) You take care now Jack, hope to see you soon. God Bless and bring a healing to you real soon. Keep believing. :)

All my love to you,
Jody


- Monday, May 14, 2001 at 09:50 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jackson, it sounds like you had a wonderful and busy day yesterday. Iam glad to hear you keep your grandma Cindy busy playing. I'am very sorry to hear you are having more discomfort tho, we pray for that miracle each day.You are such a brave and strong young man, you are showing us adults the true meaning of God's plan & his love. I hope today goes good for you our thoughts are with you. Give mommy and daddy a big hug. God Bless

- Monday, May 14, 2001 at 08:53 AM (CDT)

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Good morning Jack!

After reading your message Friday, I thought I would ask Maddie if she wanted to say anything to you. Here goes....
"Don't have that again (his surgery)"
"Thank you for having the picture of you with your big brother"
"Do you have a picture of your mom?"
"Thank you God for making him (Jackson)"
"I want God to heal Jackson very good O.K."
"I want to go outside and play"
Well that's all Maddie has to say! When Megan gets home from school, I'm sure she will want to write to you too :)
Have a wonderful day and we have been praying for you to feel good!
ALL OUR LOVE, RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADDIE


- Monday, May 14, 2001 at 08:50 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. I suppose you are getting ready to go to your appointment this morning. What a beautiful day God gave us yesterday. It sounded like you had a very busy and fun day. I'm sure your Momma made the day very special for you, too. In spite of everything, your Momma has tried to let you just be a little boy. Doing things like other 3 year olds. A happy childhood is one of the best gifts we as parents have the power to give. Your parents are doing just that. I was reading through your Momma's past entries and the message on Friday just melted my heart. I loved reading all of the things you were going to do. I pray for your healing every day. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11, "I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." I continue to pray for that Miracle. All my love to my best friend, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, May 14, 2001 at 06:29 AM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson,
I pray for you every day. I ask my friends to pray for you too. I live a long ways away from you. I live in Washington State, near a city called Seattle. Maybe your Mommy could show you on a map where Washington is. You are a brave boy. My grandson has a sand pile, too, that he loves to play in. Do you ever get the sand wet and make sand castles? God bless you.
Sue Waschke <suesplace@att.net>
Bellingham, WA USA - Monday, May 14, 2001 at 01:13 AM (CDT)

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Hi Jack:I read your story, I know,you are very brave boy.
I would like to know, how old are you right now?how much pounds are you?I know you are taking STI571,how many mg do you take?how often do you take? It is a big help for your leukemia cell or not?AT the beginning ,how did you diagnosis
you have leukemia?How much is your WBC in the beginning? Before your bone marrow transplant,How many days of radiation did you get? What kind of chemotheraphy medicine did you receive,for how many days? I know some kids has All PH+,right now is in bone marrow transplant? All of the above question if you can tell me,I am happy. I also pray for you, I hope you fell better.I know that diease is very tough.BEsides STI571,do you have any other chemo right now?

Best Regards

Tom

tom <thku@earthlink.net>
temple city, ca u.s.a. - Sunday, May 13, 2001 at 10:30 PM (CDT)

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Hello Jackson,
Thank you for the fun day. You always put so much joy in our hearts It is so amazing that you are so sweet and little but so very mature for your age. You are such a wonderful little guy. We love you so much. Jack you have such a way about you that makes me melt. I love the way you sing and dance. I love your beautiful smile and eyes. The way you love candles and cake. I could just sit and watch you for hours.
It breaks my heart that you are uncomfortable.
You and baby Joe will have to come and play this week sometime. Maybe we can have a party next weekend to celebrate our love for you.You can play in the big sandbox with Trey. We will have so much fun. I love you Jack. Give your MOM a hug from us.
Happy Mother's Day Michelle.

All my love Auntie Heather

- Sunday, May 13, 2001 at 09:09 PM (CDT)

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Hello, Jack. We just got back, I missed you so. I was sad to hear you have had some discomfort. I thought about you every day. I tried to find a nice card for your Momma, but I couldn't find any to compare to the beautiful card you made for me. I'm sure your Momma is having a wonderful day with everyone. I was able to do some reading this week and I wanted to share this quote, "Women should not have children after thirty-five---thirty-five children are enough." Here is a pretty one though, "A Mother holds her children's hands for a while---their hearts forever." I pray for your comfort and healing, God Bless You, precious Jack. Wish Mommy a "Happy Mother's Day" from us. All our love, Uncle Larry, Auntie Donna and Ryan.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Sunday, May 13, 2001 at 06:16 PM (CDT)

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Good Evening Jackson, What a beautiful day! So you got to go shopping with Mom, Dad & Joey. It sounds like you are so busy and that is good but don't forget to rest a little. The family cook out sounds like great fun. Breanne and I just got back from church, it's amazing how the sermon just seemed to fit what I needed, just like God was giving me the answers I needed. What is it the Bible says Faith,Hope & Love and the greatest of these is Love, and that is so true if we would just each carry that with us in all areas of our lives, how wonderful life would be and Jack I think you have brought alot of people to that realization. The Lord is doing a great work through you little man. We all love you very much and pray for your healing. Love all of us at the Swant household.

- Saturday, May 12, 2001 at 08:29 PM (CDT)

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We just found out about your web site and want you to know all our prayers are with Jackson and all his family.
Kathie Lien <klien@cltcomm.net>
Clear Lake, Wi - Saturday, May 12, 2001 at 11:08 AM (CDT)

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Good evening young man, I pray your day was good. You want a puppy, huh? What color do you think he should be? I pray for the day when you will be able to ride the school bus, I believe that it will come. Any big plans for the weekend? You take care now and I'll talk to you soon. God bless and heal you, honey.

All the love in the world to you,
Jody
<jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
Bayport, MN - Friday, May 11, 2001 at 04:38 PM (CDT)

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Good morning Espeseths. How nice to read some of Jack's thoughts and they are sweet ones at that. I hope you all have a wonderful day. It sounds like the weekend will be a beautiful one....lots of outside play hopefully. I know that is where I like to be most, especially this time of year. Take care everyone. Thinking of you always.
---Monica
Monica Eggert <megge@landolakes.com>
Clear Lake, WI USA - Friday, May 11, 2001 at 10:29 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jack, Aunt Marsha is just checking in before I start my Friday errands. It looks a little rainy outside, those are good snuggle up with Mom and talk or watch movie days. I pray that all is well and always know that I love you little man. Be well. Love Aunt Marsha

- Friday, May 11, 2001 at 09:16 AM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson, It breaks my heart when I read of the down days, and yet I know that the Lord has blessed you with more ups than downs. Little children should not suffer like this, you are so innocent. What wonderful eyes God has given you to see things with in this journey you are on. Keep strong in your faith and BELIEVE. I love you little man and I pray that today will be a better day. Give Mother and Dad a big hug for me,(Jess,Jake&Joey too). Love Aunt Marsha

- Thursday, May 10, 2001 at 12:08 PM (CDT)

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Good Morning little SUNSHINE!

How are you doing, looks like it should be pretty nice outside today, maybe you can get out and run around awhile. How's baby Joe? I'm sure you're taking really good care of him, he's your baby bro', huh? You are so sweet Jack, you have experienced so much in your life already. You have so many people thinking about you and praying for you, I know that miracle will come for you. Keep believing and never give up. God Bless YOU.

My love and prayers to YOU,
Jody

- Thursday, May 10, 2001 at 09:38 AM (CDT)

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Goodmorning Jack,
It's Thursday morning and I just arrived at work. It is a great morning outside. On the way to work I saw about 20 turkey and about 10 deer in the same field eating. The sun was coming up and shining on them. It was so cool to see. Well I hope you have a great day,I am sure you will see something beauty today as I did. Just remember that jesus loves you.
John Moore <jmoore@andersencorp.com>
Menomonie, Wi - Thursday, May 10, 2001 at 07:46 AM (CDT)

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Dear sister and family,

Thank you for Monday's up-date and sharing your faith with us. That is a huge stand in itself as I have seen how difficult it is for some to speak on the Lord.
Your comment on some people thinking you crazy made me smile as I remember a great believer saying how that same comment was made to him. Thank the Lord for crazy fanantic's. As Brother Branham said, when it come's to the Lord, we couldn't be fanatic enough. Praise God....
The Lord will show His work's and great miracle's to those who believe. As I read the many guestbook entry's, I feel I am amongst many good christian's. I am so thankful for the many live's the Lord has touched through Jack's little journey. Sister, as you and I have said before, I still believe there is a bigger picture here and that there is a huge miracle taken place for many to witness therefore renewing faith.
May the Lord richly bless you all.......
Your sister,
Ang

- Thursday, May 10, 2001 at 06:19 AM (CDT)

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Hello Jackson just wanted to see how you are feeling today. The kids had fun with you last night.Have a beautiful day.
We love you lots.
Love. Auntie Heather

- Wednesday, May 09, 2001 at 01:33 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jack
What a great day for everyone to enjoy, Jess and Jake must be happy to have a half day of school today. Take care of that little brother of yours , I hope he doesn't have his cold for very long. You have a great day! Love Theresa

- Wednesday, May 09, 2001 at 01:33 PM (CDT)

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Michelle - You are an amazing person! It warms my heart to have a friend like you.
Jackson - You are the sweetest little angel, and so mature for your age. Oddly enough, with the circumstances being as they have been, I believe it is not only the Lord but also you who grants your Momma the presence of peace.

Take care. I'll be stopping to smell the roses more often.
Love,
Bonnie
Bonnie LaBlanc <blablanc@kodak.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Wednesday, May 09, 2001 at 11:26 AM (CDT)

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Oh Jack, you are so sweet! "Every day is beautiful with you in our lives"! Sounds like you are already busy today, that's great. It's so fun to go bumming isn't it? Sorry I didn't check in yesterday, my little boy had surgury so it was a long day. Everything is good here. God bless all you little ones, you are all so very precious! I pray that your healing comes soon. I love you Jack! :) Take care.

My love and prayers,
Jody

- Wednesday, May 09, 2001 at 09:47 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jackson, I am happy to hear that you got to go with Grandma Cindy to see the relatives. I am sure you brought unbelievable joy and sunshine into their lives. How did Jess do in her track meet? I am glad Grandma Bonnie could go and watch her. Enjoy the sunny day! What wonderful Bible verses you were given in here today to start the day with. Praise the Lord for He is good. Love Aunt Marsha

- Wednesday, May 09, 2001 at 09:33 AM (CDT)

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Good morning!

"But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength. They shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint." Isaiah 40:31
"These troubles and sufferings of ours are, after all, quite small and won't last very long. Yet this short time of distress will result in God's richest blessing upon us forever and ever!" 2 Corinthians 4:17
"Lord...when my heart is in turmoil, quiet me and give me renewed hope and cheer." Psalm 94:19

Love, Randy, Lori, Megan and Madelyn

- Wednesday, May 09, 2001 at 09:25 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jackson, hope your visit to the doctor went well the other day. Looks like we might have a nice day & some sun, for you to enjoy. Have agood day. God Bless.

- Wednesday, May 09, 2001 at 08:28 AM (CDT)

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Hi to Jack & family,

Wishing you a wonderful week.
God bless-------
Ang

- Tuesday, May 08, 2001 at 07:52 PM (CDT)

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Good Afternoon Jack!


- Tuesday, May 08, 2001 at 02:46 PM (CDT)

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Hello Jackson, Wow what a blustery day outside, but the sun is shining and that is wonderful to see. I pray things went well yesterday and that everything is well with the family, well I had better start to get ready for work. Paige and Trinity and Joel are here visiting today so it is pretty active. I love you little one and I will keep you in my prayers. Love Auntie Marsha

- Tuesday, May 08, 2001 at 02:10 PM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. Another beautiful day for everyone to enjoy. I have a procedure at the hospital this morning and then I'll be out of town a few days. I'll miss checking on you and reading about all the fun things you are doing. I hope yesterday went well for you. Please wish your Momma an early "Happy Mother's Day" from all of us. She will have a wonderful day, as she is such a proud Momma. Children, what a special gift from God. Maybe you could make her a card with your new crayons and stencils. You did such a nice job on my card. I can't wait to see you again. Have a great week and God Bless. All our love, Uncle Larry, Auntie Donna & Ryan.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, May 08, 2001 at 07:15 AM (CDT)

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Hi, Jack. Another busy day you had. Did you get to ride in Grandma Bonnie's Dodge Ram? I can't wait until we can play together again. I pray for that Miracle every day. Good night, precious Jack and sweet dreams. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, May 07, 2001 at 09:36 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jack!!

Just to let you know you bring unbelievable joy to our lives and we hope that somehow we make you happy too :) Megan and Maddie have done some artwork for you and we will mail it tomorrow...so watch your mailbox!! Give your mom, dad, brothers and sister a great big hug and kiss from us, O.K.?
Love Randy, Lori, Megan and Madelyn

- Monday, May 07, 2001 at 03:57 PM (CDT)

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Hello Jack!
I hear that you are at the doctor today, hope you don't have
to stay to long. It turned out to be a nice day for you to play outside. Have a wonderful, peaceful Day!
Love Theresa


- Monday, May 07, 2001 at 02:12 PM (CDT)

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Hello Jackson and family. I have just read your entry for the day and my heart is breaking. You have the greatest parents and family to help you. They love you so much. Always remember that jesus loves you.
John Moore <jmoore@andersencorp.com>
Menomonie, wi - Monday, May 07, 2001 at 01:22 PM (CDT)

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Happy Monday Jack and Family!
Through a strange path of twists and turns, I came across your website this morning and have spent the past hour learning about you and your amazing family. Such strength and courage in a young boy is proof positive that the lord has big plans for this young man. My husband and I will keep you in our prayers and thoughts, waiting for your miracle to arrive!
Colleen Moulton <TCMOULTON@msn.com>
Buffalo Grove, IL - Monday, May 07, 2001 at 11:44 AM (CDT)

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Good morning little Jack. I hope that the treatments are not to hard on you today. We will come and see you this week somtime. Trey said he misses his little buddy Jack. We love you and are so proud of you Jack. You are such a brave little man and have so many people who love you. Have a nice day Jack and if you want Karissa to come and watch movies just let us know. She had such a good time watching movies with you. We love you Jackson.

Uncle Tom, Auntie Heather, Jordan,Carter,Karissa & Trey
- Monday, May 07, 2001 at 10:04 AM (CDT)

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Hello little one! Hope your day is going good so far. Maybe that sun will start shining again today. Sounds like you had a wonderful weekend, lots and lots of company, that is great! I am so happy to hear that you are feeling well. Any big plans today? Hope your day is fun.

All my love,
Jody

- Monday, May 07, 2001 at 10:01 AM (CDT)

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Goodmorning Jackson, It was wonderful to see you and your mom and Joe and Jess. The girls had such a great time and didn't want to leave. Thank you so much for your kindness with Paige and sharing your toys, that is a hard thing to do especially when they are new. Sounds like you had a very busy day,did you get to watch the Emporers New Groove that Auntie Donna brought you? She's kinda like one of Gods angels isn't she. You are very blessed little man. Congratulate Dad and Jake for me that is pretty wonderful to win 3 yrs in a row. Greg says he never wants to fish with Jake because he always outfishes him. We love you and stand firm on your healing. Love Aunt Marsha

- Monday, May 07, 2001 at 09:19 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack. I'm sure you are already having a busy morning at the clinic. I hope you can get in and out of there quick so you can get home and do some fun things today. I'll check in again later, bye for now and God bless. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, May 07, 2001 at 07:55 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. How exciting that Daddy and Jake won the fishing contest again. Someday you will be a good fisherman just like them. Thanks again for the fun time yesterday, we'll get together again real soon. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Sunday, May 06, 2001 at 10:05 AM (CDT)

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Hi, Jack. It was so fun to see you on Saturday. I can't describe the happiness I felt when I saw you running out of the house when we pulled up in the car. You were so cute when you told me you had made a card for me and hearing your little voice say "Auntie Donna, come play with me." I had so much fun playing with you and your new motorcycle. Listening to you and Joe laugh out loud was like music to my ears. You little boys made your Momma and I laugh so hard. You were so funny when you said "I didn't know you were Grandma Bonnie's sister." It was nice to see your Aunt Marcia again. I can't thank you enough for the fun time I had today, I only wish I could have stayed longer. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Sunday, May 06, 2001 at 01:22 AM (CDT)

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Jackson it sounds like you have been having a lot of fun playing and stuff. Maybe uncle Tom can bring you out on the lake in the boat. I bet you would like to go fishing and ride in the boat. It's so nice to hear that you are still feeling good. We love you and miss you. Have a nice Sunday Jack. Maybe Tom will bring Trey over to play this week. We will talk to you soon. Love you Jack.
Uncle Tom, Auntie Heather , Jordan, Carter, Karissa & Trey <tandha@win.bright.net>
Clayton, WI - Saturday, May 05, 2001 at 09:46 PM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jack! :) Sounds like everyone is up and going at your house already, what a busy life everyone leads. I am so happy to hear you have been able to get outside and play with all your toys and have a good time, you bring a smile to my face always. Are you staying home with momma today? Maybe you can pretend you are at the fishing opener catching the biggest fish ever! I hope you have a wonderful day today no matter what you choose to do. I love you little man! God bless you and bring your healing soon, take care.

All my love to YOU,
Jody
Jody Olsen <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI USA - Saturday, May 05, 2001 at 09:37 AM (CDT)

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Hi, Jack. I'm so glad you were able to sleep in this morning. It breaks my heart to read what the doctors have told your parents. You are so sweet and innocent, not even realizing what the doctors are saying. No one ever told us being a parent would be the hardest job we would ever have in our lives. There are no schools that can prepare us, we are faced with so many challenges each day. It also can be one of the most rewarding jobs, a simple smile and hug from our children, there is nothing that can compare. I've often wondered how some people can be so happy with what seems so little, when there are some who seem to have so much and are unhappy. We have to appreciate and make the most of what we have. Many don't realize that some of our greatest pleasures are free. I thank God for every day and You. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, May 04, 2001 at 10:46 AM (CDT)

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Jackson and Family,
I have been reading your website and praying daily for you. I believe that God will provide the miracle of healing. Hold strong to your faith and God will provide for you.

Linda <lkfrisle@mmm.com>
- Friday, May 04, 2001 at 09:44 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to you precious Jack. I suppose you are still resting up for this wonderful day ahead, it looks like that sun is going to be coming out. (Let's hope) I have been listening to K102 these last couple of days, they are raising money for St. Jude research for kids with different kinds of cancers. I can't help but think of you and everything you have had to endure these past months. I wish no child had to go through what you have gone through, it just breaks my heart. :( You have brought me so much more meaning to life, I have learned so much from you. I love you so very much Jack and I will continue to pray for your cure to come. Take care and make the most of every day, like you have been. Have a great weekend honey.

All my Love and Prayers to YOU,
Jody

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

- Friday, May 04, 2001 at 08:54 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jackson,sounds like your a sleepyhead this morning thats ok, you had a big day yesterday. But it looks like we will be having a nice day so when your ready you can enjoy some sunshine. Hope you have a nice weekend & can be outside to play & ride your 4 wheeler. Tell everyone hi. Marilyn & Denny

- Friday, May 04, 2001 at 08:49 AM (CDT)

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Hi Jack,
I bet your still sleeping, resting up for another fun filled day! You probably keep pretty busy with that little
brother of yours. Well I sure wish I was there to see you play and have fun. Enjoy your day and evening Jackson.
We love you!
Uncle Nate, Theresa and Joel

- Friday, May 04, 2001 at 08:41 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jackson, Looks like another beautiful day, but by the sounds of it you will be sleeping for awhile. I am so glad that you are feeling well and able to go out and play and enjoy this weather. It is opening fishing this weekend, is Dad going to take you fishing? Have a great day and tell the family Hi. I love you, Aunt Marsha

- Friday, May 04, 2001 at 08:06 AM (CDT)

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Michelle,

I received this web page from Amy Kittleson-Moore. My prayers are with you.
Patty Schmitz <schmitz_clayton@hotmail.com>
Mpls, MN USA - Friday, May 04, 2001 at 06:35 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack. I wasn't sure if you had an appointment today or not. Have you been out riding your 4 wheeler lately? I love you and miss you very much. I found a motorcycle for you just like Ralph's on the movie that you like to watch. Have a super day and God bless. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, May 04, 2001 at 05:24 AM (CDT)

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Just wanted to check in & say hi. We hope you had a good day today and good news.We pray for you each night. It is so nice to read your moms words of faith and love of God. Have a great day.
Marilyn & Denny
- Thursday, May 03, 2001 at 01:56 PM (CDT)

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Dearest Family,

Wishing you a great day and warm weather.
God bless....Love, Ang

- Thursday, May 03, 2001 at 11:17 AM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson, It is amazing how when we are praying and searching God sends us answers. Someone sent me this verse this morning: It is better to trust in the Lord than to put confidence in man. Psalms 118:8 Once again He has put my heart at ease. I love you Jackson and pray for your healing! Thank you so much for the birthday wishes. Love Auntie Marsha

- Thursday, May 03, 2001 at 10:01 AM (CDT)

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Good morning!
Jack I wanted to send our best wishes along your way and our hopes that everything goes well for you today. As I have said all along and have told you before Michele. I have known in my heart along that Jackson would be fine and alright. Greg and I have never doubted anything but that. We can't wait for the day that you can finally run and laugh like any other little boy and not have a care in the world (which it sounds like you are sure trying to do a good job of that already). We love you and your family very much!:) Love, Greg and Kelly

- Thursday, May 03, 2001 at 09:46 AM (CDT)

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My dearest little Jack, I pray that today brings all good news. You have been quite the miracle to us all already, you have given so many people so much happiness and love. I do believe in miracles and I believe your's will be here soon. Take care and have a wonderful day. I love you so much!


God Bless YOU honey,

Jody
<jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, Wi - Thursday, May 03, 2001 at 09:08 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jackson,
Just wanted to say have a Great Day!! What a strong little
man you are. You are very brave in everything you do. I wish you Good Luck today keep proving the statistics and doctors wrong! Theres no medicine like Hope! We love you
always. God Bless Jack.
Love Theresa

- Thursday, May 03, 2001 at 08:56 AM (CDT)

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Michelle, your daily writings have united and inspired many, many of us, and have helped many others that are also dealing with very painful things in their lives. Thank you for sharing your faith and Gods word with us all. I pray for Jackson and your family everyday and for that Miricle. Faye Mester (Val's sister)
Faye Mester <faye.mester@state.mn.us>
St. Paul, Mn - Thursday, May 03, 2001 at 08:10 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to you all. I wish you the best in your meeting today. I pray everyday for that mircle to come for Jack! I know he will deliver it soon! Good luck today! God Bless.
Love Brenda
Brenda Campion <bcamp@landolakes.com>
Clear Lake, WI 54005 - Thursday, May 03, 2001 at 08:01 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. I enjoyed Meg and Maddie's bible verse for the day that "A cheerful heart does good like medicine." Even on the darkest of days, you give us a happy heart by all the joy you bring to our family. I think of you often and pray for that Miracle. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, May 03, 2001 at 06:00 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack. I'm so glad things went well yesterday. I'm sure you are busy playing with Joe. We bought you the new movie yesterday called "The Emperor's New Groove." It is one for your whole family to enjoy on some of these rainy days we've been having. I hope to see you on Saturday. Enjoy your day and God bless. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, May 02, 2001 at 10:45 AM (CDT)

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Good morning young man, hope all is well with you. Sounds like you did really good yesterday, so glad you aren't in as much pain as before. Kind of rainy out today, looks like a good day for baking cookies tell momma. (Save one for me!) I will continue to pray for you little man, you have taught me so much. Take care and God Bless YOU!

All my love,
Jody

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

- Wednesday, May 02, 2001 at 10:01 AM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson and family :)

The girls and I want to share their Bible verse for today with you...."A cheerful heart does good like medicine." Proverbs 17:22 Maddie said "maybe that medicine(cheerful heart) will make Jackson all better!!!!!" Sometimes it may be hard to have a cheerful heart when so much is going on around you, but knowing God's eternal plan for us is something to be excited about and helps find joy in our daily lives!
We love you all so much and continuously pray for each and every one of you. Hope all of you have the most "cheerful" of days.


RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN <rwirth@milwpc.com>
Big Bend , WI - Wednesday, May 02, 2001 at 09:45 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jackson & family, I am happy to hear that you aren't as sore this time around. You are lucky that you got home early yesterday and missed the hail and storms that occured later in the day. It's amazing to look out and see how this warmer rain and sun has really started to make things green and see the buds coming on the trees, a time of renewal and that is my prayer Jackson for you today that the Lord will heal and renew your body and rid you of this disease. I pray with the belief that it will be. I love you little one, have a great day and tell all of the family Hi from me. Love Aunt Marsha

- Wednesday, May 02, 2001 at 09:33 AM (CDT)

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Hi, Jack and family. Uncle Larry is off to a car accident, so when I'm all alone I always come to your web-page. I enjoy reading your guestbook entries and looking at your photos. We may be miles apart but I feel close to you when I read your entries. I pray today went well for you, I've thought about you every minute. I'll check in again in the morning. Bye for now sweetie and I love you very much, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, May 01, 2001 at 07:42 PM (CDT)

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Hi again! Hope all went well today...did you see any old friends? What a special day to have both Grandma's with you! (AND DAD!) I hope you are feeling good and not too uncomfortable. All my love and prayers go to you.

Jody

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

- Tuesday, May 01, 2001 at 04:31 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jack,
How are you today? Hopefully you are at home now resting or
playing! I hope it went well at the doctors today. Were always thinking of you. May you enjoy this wonderful May Day!! Hugs and Kisses to you. Love Theresa

- Tuesday, May 01, 2001 at 03:06 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jack! Just writing to let you know that my prayers are with you today, I hope all goes well. I hope that sun will come out to brighten your day when you get home this afternoon. You are such a brave little man, and everyone admire's your strength. Take care and I'll check in on you again tonight. God Bless and HEAL YOU! We love you SO much, Jackson.

Love,
Jody

- Tuesday, May 01, 2001 at 11:17 AM (CDT)

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Hello Jackson & family. Thinking of you again today. Hope your appointment goes as well as it can. Stay strong little man.
With love & prayers, hugs & kisses,
Kent, Monica, Laura, Elijah & Emma Eggert
Monica Eggert <megge@landolakes.com>
Clear Lake, WI USA - Tuesday, May 01, 2001 at 10:07 AM (CDT)

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Goodmorning, I pray that all goes well today. You have quite the A team with you little man. The Lord is holding you in his arms always as we fight this battle and there are so many others that are holding you in there hearts, you are blessed with such incredible love Jackson. I believe in your healing Jackson, we must stand firm always in our faith and BELIEVE. I also pray for your comfort after these tests and that rest will bring you renewal. Love you lotz, Auntie Marsha

- Tuesday, May 01, 2001 at 10:04 AM (CDT)

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We are thinking of you and praying for that miracle for little precious Jackson.You are very blessed to have such wonderful and caring parents.

- Tuesday, May 01, 2001 at 09:12 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack. What an early start for you today. I'm sure it must be so hard for your Mommy having you leave without her. I keep going to different bible passages to help me through days like this. As it is written in Mark 11:22-24. "Have faith in God," Jesus answered. I tell you the truth, if anyone says to this mountain,'Go, throw yourself into the sea,' and does not doubt in his heart but believes that what he says will happen, it will be done for him. Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours. We are putting our trust and faith in God and praying for that Miracle. All our love, Uncle Larry, Auntie Donna and Ryan.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, May 01, 2001 at 06:33 AM (CDT)

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Just a quick hello and thank you again for sharing these testimony's with all of us. It is so wonderful to witness the Lord's grace and mercy.
I will be in prayer for a positive check-up tomorrow. Sleep well and sweet dream's.
God bless....Love, Ang

- Monday, April 30, 2001 at 10:14 PM (CDT)

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Dear Jack, Uncle Larry just got called to a house fire so I thought I would check in on you. I can't wait to hear about your sleepover at Grandma Bonnie's. I'm glad you got to go outside and play this week-end. I hope to see you soon. Good night, precious Jack, and sweet dreams. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, April 30, 2001 at 09:43 PM (CDT)

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Hello Jackson

We are happy to hear that you got to stay at grandma Bonnies. I know how much you adore one another.Jack we think of you everyday and Trey wants to come and play again. We love you lots and enjoy the beautiful weather.
Uncle Tom, Auntie Heather, Jordan, Carter,Karissa & Trey
Clayton, WI - Monday, April 30, 2001 at 11:03 AM (CDT)

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Good morning Jackson and family. Hope you had a good night at Grandma Bonnie's. Be sure to tell her hi from me. Have a great day today. I hope you can get outside. Uncle Dick stopped by yesterday and told me that you were playing outside and that you looked very good and like you were having a lot of fun. Hope to see you soon.
Mae
- Monday, April 30, 2001 at 10:49 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Sunshine!!!! Sounds like you had a very eventful weekend, that is so fun to spend the night at Grandma's isn't it?!!!!:) I pray that everything goes well tomorrow, you are such a little soldier, so brave. I love reading your momma's entries, they are so full of love and encouragement. Hope you can get outside again today to play, what wonderful weather it has been. I will continue to pray for you and OUR miracle little man, God Bless and heal you.

All my love,
Jody

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

- Monday, April 30, 2001 at 10:20 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jackson,
I hope your having a good day! It was really nice to see
you the other day at the store. Joel enjoyed racing carts with you. I hope all goes well this week and as always your in our prayers. Love Theresa

- Monday, April 30, 2001 at 09:18 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. What a wonderful week-end you enjoyed with your family. Yesterday, Greg, Kelly, Uncle Larry and I went to a reenactment of the life of Jesus. It was called the "Passion Play." What a moving experience. The church we were at has a congregation of over 8,000 members and I requested a special prayer for you. There are so many praying for you and I can see from your guestbook entries that they are from all over. The Lord is good, our refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in Him. We are praying for that miracle. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, April 30, 2001 at 05:38 AM (CDT)

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Good Evening Jackson & family, I hope you all had a wonderful day! I am so glad to hear Joeys cough is gone and that Jackson's cold is better. I pray for you daily Jackson and pray for your healing. You have a big week ahead of you once again, I know that the Lord is watching over you little one. Mommys journal entries have been very powerful and heartwarming, the Lord has shown your parents things that we must not question because these things have come from the Lord. I pray in faith as always for that Miracle and I do believe it will come. I love you so much little Jack. Love Aunt Marsha

- Sunday, April 29, 2001 at 08:31 PM (CDT)

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Hello sweet little man. Hope you are feeling good today, what a wonderful weekend. Sounds like you and momma have been having alot of fun, that is so special. I pray for you many times during the day Jack, and think of you even more. I wish I could take all your pain away, I do believe your miracle will come honey, we all have to believe. You take care now and have a wonderful day. Tell momma "Thank You" for sharing you with us and all her wonderful words. I love all of you and I pray for God to take care of you always. God Bless YOU and heal you Jackson.

All of my Love,
Jody

- Sunday, April 29, 2001 at 02:37 PM (CDT)

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Dear Jackson,
Hello to you. Just letting you know that I'm thinking of you always. Enjoy the beautiful sunshine today!
Love,
Rhonda

MPLS, MN - Sunday, April 29, 2001 at 11:15 AM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson, Glad to hear you got to spend some 1 on 1 time with Mom, that is so important for both of you no matter what your age. What songs did you and Mommy sing? Breanne and I went to Duluth today and we sang (real loud) Aretha Franklin and the Dixie Chics songs. It is incredible to see all the trees snapped off from the ice storm on Monday. I hope you and Mom and Joe had a wonderful day together doing whatever it is that brings you joy. I love you little man and my prayers are with you always. Love Aunt Marsha

- Saturday, April 28, 2001 at 09:51 PM (CDT)

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Have registered back on April 14 and had been praying daily prior and continue to pray daily that Jackson's life be spared and that he return to perfect health. Depite what the Lord does, we know that His wisdom is far superior to that of anyone here on earth. He doesn't allow anything to happen to his children that is not for good, even though we can't see the good. Thanks for the daily postings.
God bless all of you!
P.S. Nice to hear that warm weather has come your way!


Ken Johnson <kjjohnson@in-touch.net>
Peebles, OH USA - Friday, April 27, 2001 at 11:21 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson & family....just wanted to wish you a wonderful weekend..it is suppose to be beautiful. Hope your appointments go well for you Jack. Thinking of you always!!
With love & prayers,
Monica
Monica Eggert
Clear Lake, WI USA - Friday, April 27, 2001 at 02:51 PM (CDT)

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Hello Jackson and Family. I sure am glad it has been nice enough for you to be outside. I'll be thinking about you today. We love you
Mae
- Friday, April 27, 2001 at 08:22 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jackson, sounds like you had a fun day playing outside yesterday. That grandma Cindy of yours is just full of fun and I bet she keeps you smiling too. We are praying that your doctor appointment goes well today.And that you can shake that cold. We really enjoyed the new pictures, you sure are a cutie. Have a good day today, We will be thinking of you. God Bless. Marilyn & Denny

- Friday, April 27, 2001 at 07:20 AM (CDT)

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Morning Jack! I will be praying for you today, hoping all goes well at your appointment. Sounds like you had alot of fun yesterday, it was really nice out. Hope your cold don't hang around too long, it seems like they just hang on this year for some reason. You have a nice day now and I'll check in on you later. God Bless YOU honey!

All of my love,
Jody

- Friday, April 27, 2001 at 06:50 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. It sounds like it was another busy day at your house yesterday. I'm glad Joe's cold has gotten better, but I am sorry to hear you have caught it now. I pray your doctor visit goes well. I hope you get a chance to ride around in that little blue car that you like to play with. I'm glad Daddy's real car got fixed but now I heard Mommy's car is in for repair. Tell Daddy you want to go in Auntie's van to watch movies. I'll be thinking of you and praying for good reports from the doctors. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, April 27, 2001 at 05:41 AM (CDT)

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Hi Jack,

The new pictures of you on vacation are great!!! Megan and Madelyn love the one of you with Jake in the pool. They were just in a pool at Wisconsin Dells, but they would have much rather been swimming and having fun with you:)

Hang in there little buddy, God has the most wonderful things in store for you!!!

ALL OUR LOVE, RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Thursday, April 26, 2001 at 10:24 PM (CDT)

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Dearest family,

Thank you for sharing this tremendous testimony with all of us. May we all hand our live's over to Him and give up this foolishness.
Wishing you all a wonderful weekend. Lot's of love, Ang

- Thursday, April 26, 2001 at 10:11 PM (CDT)

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Jackson,

Trey had such a good time playong with you tonight. We are sad that you have caught a cold. We sure hope that you get better soon. We all want to come and play with you.
We will say a little extra prayer for you that your fever goes away. We love you lots Jackson. Take care little buddy.


Uncle Tom,Auntie Heather, Jordan, Carter, Karissa & Trey <tandha@win.bright.net>
Clayton, WI - Thursday, April 26, 2001 at 09:52 PM (CDT)

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Mike and Michelle,

Thanks for sharing your testimony of God's work and His love in your lives.

Praying for you.

Tim Mitchell
Tim Mitchell <tim6255@yahoo.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Thursday, April 26, 2001 at 11:29 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jackson, The Lord has blessed us with another sun shiny day. Have you been outside, maybe on the deck to ride that great bike. It is so wonderful to see that your ministry through this disease has touched people from all over the U.S. There are alot of powerful prayers going up right now for you little man, people gathered as one in love praying for your healing. I love you and will see you soon. Have a great day! How is Joey? Love Aunt Marsha

- Thursday, April 26, 2001 at 09:42 AM (CDT)

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I'm praying for you each day, Jackson, even though you don't know me. I have a little grandson the same age as you. Three year old boys are wonderful creations of God. I'm glad God has given you a loving family.
Sue Waschke <suesplace@att.net>
Bellingham, WA USA - Thursday, April 26, 2001 at 07:51 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning little guy! Hope you are feeling good, it is suppose to be a beautiful day. Any big plans for the day?

Your momma writes the most wonderful things on your website, I will always believe in your miracle, I do believe that it will come!

If you or your family need anything, give a yell, you are always in my thoughts and prayers. God bless and heal you little one.

All my love,
Jody

- Thursday, April 26, 2001 at 07:17 AM (CDT)

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Good morning Jack and family. Your Mommy always writes such comforting things on your updates. When my heart is heavy with sadness thinking about the facts the doctors give us, I always feel better after I have talked to your Mommy and Daddy. When we look back on days with its usual ups and downs, we realize it's been a good day, because it's been filled with life. The life God has given us to cope with and handle things the best way we can. We wouldn't have wanted to miss a single minute of it. Enjoy the beautiful day and thanks be to God. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, April 26, 2001 at 05:49 AM (CDT)

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Good Afternoon little man Jack, Thank you for sharing the wonderful pictures of your vacation. It looks like you were having some major fun, then it was time to kick back and relax for the trip home. God is so good little man, just look outside and around you, he is everywhere. Have a wonderful rest of the day and remember we love you very much!! Love Auntie Marsha
Marsha Swant <maswant@yahoo.com>
Rice Lake, WI USA - Wednesday, April 25, 2001 at 12:17 PM (CDT)

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Good morning Mr. Jack! Hope all is going well at your checkup this morning. Looks like another beautiful day out there, hope you can get out to enjoy it. Your pictures are wonderful, I am so happy you had such a good time on your trip. I believe God is working on your miracle right now and I believe it will come soon. I love you little guy. Take care now, see you soon.

Love Always,
Jody
Bob, Jody, Ashley, Curt and Aaron <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI - Wednesday, April 25, 2001 at 10:09 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jack!
How are you today? Just thinking of you and wondering what your doing right now. Tomorrow I'm going on an airplane, pretty neat huh. I will still check your web page everyday to see how you are. We miss you and love you! Theresa


- Wednesday, April 25, 2001 at 08:13 AM (CDT)

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We have been praying for all of you! God bless!
The pictures are great! Take Care!
Love Bob, Brenda, Bethany and Brittany
Brenda Campion <bcamp@landolakes.com>
Clear Lake, WI 54005 - Wednesday, April 25, 2001 at 08:04 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. I hope your check-up goes well again today. Your new pictures are so adorable. What a handsome little man you are in your new red shirt. You look so comfy snuggled in your blanket. Grandma Bonnie said you had so much fun in the pool, it was so cute how you tried to shake the water off your trunks. Enjoy the rest of your day when you get home from the doctor. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, April 25, 2001 at 04:50 AM (CDT)

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Just thinking of you all today and wanted to write a little note before turning in for the night. It sound's like Jack is making head's spin in the medical world. We know why that is, don't we?
I thank you Michelle for sharing the many miracle's you have witnessed this past year and a half. God's word doesn't get any more real than this.
May you sleep well tonight and enjoy the nice weather a head. God bless.....Ang

- Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 11:02 PM (CDT)

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Good Afternoon Jack, It sure is a beautiful, glorious day outside. I hope you get to go out and enjoy a little of the sunshine. Wish Jesse good luck on her track meet tonight. I hope little Joe starts feeling better real soon its no fun having that bad cough. Hugs and Kisses to you and the whole family. We love you humungus!!!! (thats what Paige says and then spreads her arms wide open) Love Auntie Marsha

- Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 02:27 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson and family!
We are back from sunny Florida- we had a great trip. It was a shock coming back to snow and wind, but it looks like the weather is going to get really nice by the end of the week. It sounds like you had a nice trip, also. I can't wait to hear about it. I thought about you a lot. Michelle, call me if you need me. I'm always here for you. Good luck to Jessie at her track meet tonight! Hopefully the sun this weekend will help baby Joe feel better. Stay strong, Jack. You are forever in our thoughts and prayers.
Lots of Love, Julie
Julie, Scott, Mollie, and Bobby Gilbertson <scottjul@amerytel.net>
Clayton, WI US - Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 02:07 PM (CDT)

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Hey Jack!
Glad to hear that you are feeling good after your check up again. Maybe someday you could be a doctor yourself. You have spent enough time to know your way around the office. You are such a brave little trooper! Have fun with your family and we hope to see you soon!
Lots of love, Greg and Kelly
Greg and Kelly Yocom <kyocom@qwest.net>
Hudson, WI - Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 12:59 PM (CDT)

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Good morning/afternoon, we were glad to see that you are doing better. Sounds like you have a very busy household,good luck to Jess with her track meet, sure hope Joey can shake his bug soon. And we pray for your continued improvement you are in good hands, God is watching over you. Enjoy the beautiful sunshine today. Love Denny & Marilyn
Denny & Marilyn
- Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 11:28 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jack! (And Family) Looks like today is going to be nice and sunny, about time. Sounds like everyone is really busy at your house, that makes it fun when you really think about it. So many people grumble about the chaos, including myself at times, but you have to take a step back a realize how lucky we are to have all of these things going on in our lives. (I do believe you have taught me that Jack, thank you!) Hope little Joe feels better soon, poor baby. I wish you all a beautiful day, God Bless all of you.

All my love,
Jody
<jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
Bayport , MN - Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 09:48 AM (CDT)

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Hello!
We've been checking on you alot, but haven't written in awhile (we're sorry). The girls like to play "peek-a-boo I see you" with your picture, but we are also very excited to see your new pictures from the trip:)

"...but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."Isaiah 40:30-32

TAKE CARE----LORI, RANDY, MEGAN AND MADELYN

- Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 09:11 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning To you all! What a busy day you all have planned. Goodluck to Jesse on her track meet. When I look
out the window here at work I have a full view of the track and football field! I hope little Joe feels better soon :)
Jack you watch the same cartoons as Joel! Well have a wonderful day! Theresa

clearlake, wi - Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 08:45 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. Grandma Bonnie said you were such a good boy yesterday. We laughed though, she said you didn't want the doctors to look in yours ears, we thought that was the easy part. She said you and Mommy were busy making cookies when she left. You little ones are such a joy, you'll never realize the happiness you bring to everyone. Have a wonderful day and God bless you, precious Jack. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, April 24, 2001 at 05:55 AM (CDT)

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Good Evening Jackson & family, I was happy to read that things went well today. God is watching over you little man. I pray with the belief of your healing. I love you and hope to be able to see you soon. Love Auntie Marsha

- Monday, April 23, 2001 at 09:27 PM (CDT)

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Just thought I'd check in again to see how your appointment went today, sounds really good! You have so many people out there praying for you little guy, you couldn't begin to imagine how many lives you have touched. Our prayers are with you as always, have a good night and sweet dreams little one and I'll talk to you in the morning.

All of my love,
Jody
<jods68@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 23, 2001 at 09:13 PM (CDT)

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Hey little buddy
Isaac and I are reading your web page and of course saying a long prayer for you. Just remember that God is good.
John and Isaac Moore <jmoore@andersencorp.com>
Menomenie, Wi - Monday, April 23, 2001 at 05:06 PM (CDT)

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Hey Jackson, How's it going? What a great idea, a Happy Saturday party. Grandma Cindy is full of fun & surprises isn't she. I hope all things are going well today with your tests. I love you and always have you in my prayers little one. Love Auntie Marsha

- Monday, April 23, 2001 at 12:29 PM (CDT)

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Hello Jackson and family...We meant to come over this last weekend but everything got so busy. I'm praying for today and your checkup. We love you all very much.
Mae, Gary, Emily and Matt
- Monday, April 23, 2001 at 07:43 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jack! I suppose you are already busy getting ready for your checkup, I hope all goes well today I will be praying for you little man. I know in my heart that you will be ok, and I do expect that miracle too. I will check in on you again later today, all my love and prayers honey!

God bless and heal you!

Jody

- Monday, April 23, 2001 at 07:21 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. I hope you had a good night. I suppose you and Daddy will be getting ready soon to go to your check-up this morning. You were busy playing when I called on Friday, I miss you. I can't wait to see your pictures from your vacation. I think of you and pray every day. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, April 23, 2001 at 05:42 AM (CDT)

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Good afternoon, precious Jack and family. It sounds like you had a very nice week-end. What a great day to snuggle with Mommy. I'm sure there is no greater pleasure for your Mom than to cuddle with her children. We are continuing to pray for that Miracle. The Lord is good, a refuge in times of troubles. He cares for those who trust in him and we are putting our trust and faith in the Lord. Enjoy your day and God bless. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Sunday, April 22, 2001 at 03:54 PM (CDT)

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Good morning to you all,

I wish for you a Sunday filled with joy, rest, relaxation and many, many good thing's.
I love you very much.
Ang

- Sunday, April 22, 2001 at 10:18 AM (CDT)

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HI:) everyone, We are so happy that your trip went great, We hope that things can settle down for you all so you can get a little R&R everyone knows you all deserve it, but we we do have to say it is wonderful how strong ALL of you are, because god knows we can work better if we all believe. Try to get some R&R we all know how much TLC we have for all of you:) Love Brian,Bonnie&Maverick
Brian,Bonnie&Maverick <cheif@triwest.net>
fairchild, wi usa - Sunday, April 22, 2001 at 03:18 AM (CDT)

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Good evening Mr. Jackson, so you were a little night owl last night huh? Must have been something in the air, I had one here myself. So glad to hear you are home with your family, there is no better place than that. It was another gloomy day out wasn't it? Hopefully the sun will start shining again real soon. You stay well now little guy and I hope you can get out to see more family and friends real soon! My heart is always with you, Jack. Take care and God Bless and heal you.

ALL OF OUR LOVE AND PRAYERS TO YOU!

Love,
Jody, Bob, Ashley, Curt, Aaron and Chester (that's our big brown dog)

Keep your smile bright! :)

- Saturday, April 21, 2001 at 07:18 PM (CDT)

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Good evening Jackson and family. I am so glad to hear you are feeling better. I wish the weather was nicer so you could go outside to play. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. We are praying for the miracle we are all hoping you will get. Take care and have a good evening.

Love and prayers
Dan, Sherri, Sarah, Lana, & Maddy
Sherri Iverson <sherriiverson@yahoo.com>
Clear Lake, Wi - Saturday, April 21, 2001 at 04:33 PM (CDT)

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Good evening Jackson & family, I am so happy to hear you are at home in Mommys arms, thats where you should be. It was wonderful for me to see Mommy and little Joe yesterday. Joey has those beautiful eyes just like you little man, so innocent and full of love. Thats what makes kids extra special. I love you sooooo much and you are always in my prayers. Be well. Love Auntie Marsha

- Saturday, April 21, 2001 at 04:05 PM (CDT)

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Hello sweet precious little Jackson. The new photos are too cute. Trey loves the one where you are playing peek-a-boo. We are praying for your healing and know that you will never stop fighting. You are so very brave and strong. Jack you are my families little hero. Your beautiful little smile always brightens our days and makes us so very happy that you are in our lives. The times we have spent together are always cherished and we are very thankful for each and every time we get to spend with you. Keep fighting. We love you and miss you lots.
Uncle Tom , Auntie Heather, Jordan,Carter, Frissa(Karissa) & Trey
Clayton, WI - Friday, April 20, 2001 at 07:07 PM (CDT)

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Dear family,

May the Lord give you strength and rest through this trying time. May he bless you and your's with His amazing grace.
Amen......

Ang

- Friday, April 20, 2001 at 03:55 PM (CDT)

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Jackson, We are so happy to hear that the fever is gone and that you will be coming home. You are such a joyful precious child. You and your family are such an inspiration to everyone who knows you. Our prayers are with you always. Love Uncle Mike, Aunt Marsha & Breanne

- Friday, April 20, 2001 at 01:55 PM (CDT)

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Good afternoon Jackson & family, I'am so glad to hear that you might be going home today. Hopefully the sun will shine tomorrow and you can be outside to enjoy it. We continue to pray for you & keep you & your family in our daily thoughts. God Bless, Denny & Marilyn
Marilyn & Denny
Amery, Wi Polk - Friday, April 20, 2001 at 12:41 PM (CDT)

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So nice to hear you will be coming home. I continue to pray for you and your (OUR) miracle! I love you little man!

Take care Jack. God bless you and heal you.

Love,
Jody

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

- Friday, April 20, 2001 at 11:41 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jack! I can't wait for the sun to come out today how about you? Joel is looking forward to playing with
his cousin again soon! Enjoy your day, I hope its a bright one.
Uncle Nate,Theresa,and Joel

- Friday, April 20, 2001 at 10:41 AM (CDT)

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Jackson and family, I'm so happy to hear you are better. I hope you get to go outside today, it's going to be so nice out. Emily and I are going to try and get over to see you this weekend. love you all!!
Mae, Gary, Emily & Matt
- Friday, April 20, 2001 at 07:50 AM (CDT)

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Dear Jack, we are so thankful the fever has left. I hope you had a good night and can return home today. Mommy says you are such a little trooper when they say you have to go back to the hospital. You are a very precious and brave little man. All our love and prayers, Uncle Larry and Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, April 20, 2001 at 05:47 AM (CDT)

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Dear Jackson and Family, We are praying for you all. Essie will give Jackson a call tomorrow. We miss you all very much. We had a great time seeing you this Easter. Sleep well and we will talk tomorrow. Love Kim and Family
The Gaspers
- Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 07:28 PM (CDT)

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Hello :)

We sure hope you don't have anymore long nights like last night!!! It won't be long before you are home again playing with your sister and brothers. You keep smiling and we will keep praying........
ALL OUR LOVE, Randy, Lori, Meg, and Maddie

- Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 01:20 PM (CDT)

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Hello all & welcome home,

So wonderful to hear of your blessed vacation. I imagine your busy now getting settled in after your big weekend. I hope your having sunny weather to enjoy. So neat to hear of all the little miracle's the Lord has sent your way. It's amazing how He speak's to each of us if we are willing to listen.
God bless you alway's.
Love,
Ang


- Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 10:44 AM (CDT)

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Hi Honey! I hope you are feeling better this morning. I worry so much about you. Hopefully you will be able to come home tomorrow and enjoy some of this nice weather. Keep believing in your miracle, I know I am. God give you strength and healing.

All my love to you Jack,

Jody
<jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 10:40 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. The weatherman said we are going to have another beautiful day. Rain or shine, every day is beautiful, just to watch you play and have fun. Today will be fun with no appointments. I can't wait to see you in some of your new fancy clothes. Mommy said you looked so handsome on Easter Sunday morning. Have a super day and God bless. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 05:38 AM (CDT)

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Hi Jack,
This is Sally. Remember when I came and played with you. We had a lot of fun. I am at Shelby's again and I just wanted to tell you that we are praying and thinking about you and your family. We love you very much and will probably talk to you this weekend. Expect that Miracle. Love Aunt Sally

Hi Jackson,
Your Aunt Sally had told us so much about you that we feel like we know you. I hope you are having fun playing outside and enjoying this nice Spring weather. Have you been out riding your bike? We live real close to Sally so we get to talk to her a lot. We were at Aunt Sally and DeWayne's anniversary party and enjoyed visiting with your Grandma Bonnie and the rest of the family. We remember you in our prayers always. God does preform miracles. Love Shelby and Jerry
Sally Wirth <lokkengm@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 19, 2001 at 12:38 AM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson, Just thought I would drop a quick note before I go to work. I am so glad that things are going well and that you and the family had such a wonderful Easter. I pray that your energy will start to return soon. The weather is so beautiful today. Give Mom and Dad a hug and tell the rest of the family hello. Love you lotz, G. Aunt Marsha

- Wednesday, April 18, 2001 at 03:19 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jack, the babies are napping and the older ones wanted to check on you. So glad you are back home already. My daycare families ask every day how you are doing. Have fun playing outside and enjoy your afternoon. I miss you and love you very much. Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, April 18, 2001 at 01:33 PM (CDT)

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HI Jackson and family.....just a quick note to say how glad we are that you had such a great time last weekend. Sounds like things are going good for you. We'll try to get over and see you some time soon. Love you

Mae Gary Emily & Matt
- Wednesday, April 18, 2001 at 01:24 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jack! How awesome to have an eagle flying with you, if that isn't some kind of sign I don't know what is. He is always with us, guiding us along. I hope your checkup is going well. I sure did miss your momma's entries while you were gone. You take care now little man and I'll check in again tomorrow. I love you!

God Bless YOU all!

Love, Jody

- Wednesday, April 18, 2001 at 12:49 PM (CDT)

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Good morning Jack and family. Your Mommy wrote such an inspiring message yesterday. The eagle staying with you for a while had to be so awesome. God sends us many messages. My heart fills with such happiness to hear about your wonderful trip. We pray all goes will at your check-up today and we will continue to pray for that Miracle. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, April 18, 2001 at 05:37 AM (CDT)

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Hey Guys! Hope all is going well in Indiana!! We are all praying for you here too. Just wanted to let you know that John (Bob's dad has been on the pill and he is doing great)! There is hope!!! Hang in there and God Bless!!

Love Bob, Brenda, Bethany and Brittany
Brenda <bcamp@landolakes.com>
Clear Lake, WI Polk - Tuesday, April 17, 2001 at 01:41 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson and family.....How was your vacation. We've been thinking about you a lot lately. Hope you are all doing well.
Mae, Gary, Emily & Matt
- Tuesday, April 17, 2001 at 12:29 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson and family....hope you had a great trip to Indiana. Thinking of you always. Keep strong Jack and we are praying all goes well for you.
Take care and talk to you soon.
Monica <megge@landolakes.com>
Clear Lake, WI USA - Tuesday, April 17, 2001 at 09:36 AM (CDT)

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Welcome back Jack and family. I just talked to Grandma Bonnie and she said what fun you all had. You have been a very busy boy. She said her favorite movie to watch with you was Clifford the big red dog. She said that was what you watched pretty much the whole way and back. She was so happy to be able to go with you on your family vacation. I hope your check-up goes well on Wednesday. Give everyone a big hug from us and we're so happy you are back home. We missed you! All our love, Uncle Larry, Auntie Donna and Ryan.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, April 16, 2001 at 08:20 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jack and family :)

We cannot wait to hear about your trip. We thought of you almost constantly while you were gone! Hope you all had a joyful and Blessed Easter.
LOVE, RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE
<rwirth@milwpc.com>
- Monday, April 16, 2001 at 06:01 PM (CDT)

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I am a friend of your Aunt Sally's. She lives two houses away from me. I have been praying for you and your family ever since learning of your condition. I will continue praying for you, Jackson, and your family to help give all of you the strength that you need to get and stay well. Linda
Linda Hovind <lineho@aol.com>
Eau Claire, WI Eau Claire - Monday, April 16, 2001 at 01:54 PM (CDT)

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Dear Jackson,
I hope that you had a wonderful time in Indiana and a happy Easter! I've been thinking of you.
Love,
Rhonda
Rhonda Madden <maddenrhonda@qwest.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, April 16, 2001 at 01:07 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson, Welcome back to Wisconsin and snow flakes. I sure hope your trip was fun but I am very happy that you are all back. I have missed reading the journal updates. Hopefully I will get to see you this week one day. I love you. G. Aunt Marsha

- Monday, April 16, 2001 at 12:45 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson! Hope your trip to Indiana was alot of fun! It's snowing again here! (It looks like the sun is trying to come out though.) Did you all have a nice Easter? I prayed for a miracle to come to you, and I so hope it does. You are a very beautiful young man and I love you with all my heart. God give you strength. I'll talk to you again tomorrow sweetie.

All my LOVE,
Jody

- Monday, April 16, 2001 at 12:06 PM (CDT)

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Hello Jackson and family, I was so excited when I heard that Grandma Bonnie was with you on your trip. I heard you had a wonderful vehicle to drive down in. Hope you had lots of fun. I'm anxious to hear how everything went. We've been praying for you and so have a lot of our friends. We love you all so much. Great-grandma Faye came to our house on Easter along with Dick, Cathy, Brian and his grilfriend Jessica. Emily kept giving Brian Noogies. Ask your sister what that means. I hope to hear from you all soon. Love you
Mae, Gary, Matt & Emily
- Monday, April 16, 2001 at 11:04 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. Grandma Bonnie called yesterday and wished us all Happy Easter. She said you would be home some time this morning. I hope it wasn't so windy on your drive home. She said staying at the motel was fun with you. I can't wait to talk to you, we missed you very much. Have a super day. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, April 16, 2001 at 06:11 AM (CDT)

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Happy Easter Jackson & Family, I am sure you had a wonderful time together. Grandma Cindy said that you even got to go swimming. That is so cool. I am sure you are on your way home by now and I pray for a safe journey. We love you and our prayers for healing are with you little one. Love G. Auntie Marsha

- Sunday, April 15, 2001 at 07:08 PM (CDT)

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Hey Jackson I Hope You Had A Wonderful Easter. God Bless

- Sunday, April 15, 2001 at 10:54 AM (CDT)

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Happy Easter, Jack. We are getting ready for church and then off to Uncle DeWayne's and Aunt Sally's. It is raining this morning and very chilly. We will miss all of you today. We will pray for your safe trip home and continue to pray for that Miracle. All our love, Uncle Larry, Auntie Donna and Ryan.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Sunday, April 15, 2001 at 06:13 AM (CDT)

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Jackson,
I heard about you through the AAL message board. Your cousins, the Wirths, down Milwaukee way asked readers to remember you in prayer. I have been praying daily for you and your family, Jackson. I hope that you are gaining strength and enjoyed the trip to Indiana. May God watch over you, spare your life by laying His healing hand upon you and bless you and your family.

Ken Johnson <kjjohnson@in-touch.net>
Peebles, OH - Saturday, April 14, 2001 at 09:29 PM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. I think of you every minute and wonder what you are doing today. I'm sure Grandma Bonnie is having fun with all of you. We went to Greg and Kelly's for dinner last night and they loved to hear all of the cute things you've said and done. I hope your check-ups went well. We will continue to pray for that Miracle and pray for a safe trip home. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, April 14, 2001 at 07:24 AM (CDT)

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Hello Espeseth Family, Just checking in to say I love you all and hope you are enjoying this special time together. It is such a beautiful day here. Jack, my prayers are with you as always. BELIEVING & EXPECTING THAT MIRACLE!!! Love G. Auntie Marsha

- Friday, April 13, 2001 at 01:28 PM (CDT)

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your miracle is happening as I write....trust and believe
I have a 25 year old niece w/a brain tumor, they gave her two months and six months later she's alive, up and around, eating well, laughing ....I am her "miracle specialist" and I don't take that position lightly...we have already seen miracles in Stephanie...she has pulled through two surgeries and a grand mal seizure followed by three days in a coma!...she's had radiation and is now taking chemo and has her ups and downs but we'll NEVER give up...sometimes you just need a lot of trust, believing and hope....that's where other people come in...to pray for you and give you the belief back.

You are all in my prayers daily!
Jeanne Hosch Jones (a/k/a 'miracle specialist') <jeanne.hosch-jones@state.mn.us>
North Saint Paul, MN Ramsey - Friday, April 13, 2001 at 10:58 AM (CDT)

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Just checking in to see how everything is going today. Beautiful day up here! Hope you are all having fun! Have a Happy Easter and we'll see you soon!


God Bless YOU, little Jackson.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
All my love,
Jody
<jods68@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 13, 2001 at 09:01 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. I think of you often and wonder what you're doing today on your family vacation. It will be fun for you to show me on the map every where you went. On cable TV, there has been many shows on the testemonies of all the healing done over Easter week. Enjoy your day and we are praying for that Miracle. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, April 13, 2001 at 04:16 AM (CDT)

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Hey there big guy! So you are on your way! Bet you can't wait to get there, looks like it is nicer weather. Hope you are having a safe and enjoyable trip. I will be praying for all of you and especially you, Jack. You WILL bring back a miracle, I love you all! God give you strength and healing.

All my love,

Jody
<jods68@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 12, 2001 at 08:48 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. Your new photos are adorable!! I woke up several times during the night wondering where you were on your journey to Indiana. Mommy and Daddy said it would take around 12 hours to get there. I read in the newspaper the temperature was 81 yesterday. Have fun with your family in the motel. We will continue to pray for that Miracle. We love you and your family very much, Uncle Larry, Auntie Donna and Ryan.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, April 12, 2001 at 05:38 AM (CDT)

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Hi:) everyone, bet you can't wait to get going on your trip ? I know everything can get to be in a rush to get everything together, but not to worry everything will be fine.Your trip will be wonderful, We know that just for the simple fact of god, and you can't help but notice everyone that is standing by you , in heart, mind, caring, and love. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAKE:) Everyone take care and we all will be praying for you and as you already know all of us love you guys.Love Brian Bonnie & Maverick
Brian,Bonnie&Maverick <cheif@triwest.net>
fairchild, wi usa - Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 10:48 PM (CDT)

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Just to let you know that your in our minds, hearts and prayers constantly. We will also be praying that your trip is safe and that the Lord will work that Miracle so that Jackson can continue to do His work here with us.
ALL OUR LOVE---Randy, Lori, Meg and Maddie

- Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 10:07 PM (CDT)

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Good afternoon, Jack and family. Mommy said you and Daddy were on your way home now. I hope things went good for you. I'm sure it was a very tiring day. I suppose there is a lot of excitement at your house as everyone is preparing to leave for Indiana. My heart goes out to Shannon and her family. We will include her in our prayers, also. We pray for a safe trip for you and your family and we will continue to pray for that Miracle. Have a wonderful Easter weekend and God bless. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 05:13 PM (CDT)

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Hey little man, how are you feeling today? Kind of yucky outside, huh? Hopefully we'll be seeing some sun really soon! What day are you leaving for Indiana? That should be a nice trip. I will be waiting for you to bring us all that miracle. I love you little guy! Take care.

God Bless YOU and your family,

Jody

- Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 12:45 PM (CDT)

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Dearest Jackson,
I have the pleasure of working with your Grandma Cindy everyday! She speaks the world of you that's for sure! I just want to let you know that you are a great example of courage and inspiration to all and that I will remember you in my prayers! God bless, Florence Martino
Florence Martino <floam@hotmail.com>
Turtle Lake, Wi - Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 12:32 PM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jack & Family, What a long day ahead of you, but you can rest on the trip to Indiana. I pray for all of you a safe journey. Have a wonderful time together with family and know that many people are praying and BELIEVING in that miracle of healing. Love G. Aunt Marsha

- Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 09:29 AM (CDT)

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I'm sorry I missed wishing Jack a Happy Birthday sooooo
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAKE. My computer has been down since last Friday. I'm very excited about this new pill that Jackson is on. Is it the same one we saw on 20/20 last Thursday. Our first impression is "what a miracle that Jackson was picked to go on this drug". We KNOW that God has his hand on all of you. Mom called last night with news of Shannon. We will pray for her also. Jackson - We all love you very much. We are going to Grandma Faye's on Friday and will stop by to see you if you are home. Love you....
Gary, Mae Emily and Matt
Mae Osterbauer <mosterbauer@hotmail.com>
New Richmond, WI St Croix - Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 07:42 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. Daddy said you have to leave by 6:30 this morning, what a busy day ahead. We are praying for a safe trip to Indiana and we will continue to pray for that Miracle. As Jesus told us in Matthew 18:19. "If two of you agree down here on earth concerning anything you ask, my Father in heaven will do it for you." I"ll be thinking of you every minute and have a happy Easter. I hope you are having fun with all the things the Easter bunny brought you. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, April 11, 2001 at 05:41 AM (CDT)

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Good evening, Jack and family. I just wanted to check in before I went to bed. I suppose you had a busy day celebrating big brothers birthday after he got home from school. Did you have time to bake him a cake with your kitchen set? You and Karissa are very good bakers. It was such a nice day out today, I thought about you playing outside. I'm sure you have been busy helping Momma pack your toys and movies. Tomorrow is supposed to be rainy and very windy again. We lost a lot of shingles off our garage roof. I suppose you and Daddy have to leave early tomorrow morning. You have a good nights sleep and sweet dreams, precious Jack. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, April 10, 2001 at 09:06 PM (CDT)

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Happy 10th Birthday Jacob~ You are a special boy!
You are all in our thoughts and prayers daily.
May the Lord bless you richly today and along your journey~
Much love to you all, Amy
Amy Moore <jamoore@somtel.net>
Somerset, WI - Tuesday, April 10, 2001 at 07:33 PM (CDT)

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Hi, Jackson and family! You are such an encouragement to all who have read your journal entries. Your stand in faith is such an inspiration. Keep strong and keep believing, we are praying and believing right along with you. You are such a little trooper, Jack! -and so loved by all who know you. Keep running and playing and keeping momma and daddy on their toes!!! God be with you and GOD BLESS!!! We love you. Angie, Randy, Ashlie and Alia. (Thanks, Michelle for the birthday wishes!)
Angie <angelsstudio@netscape.net>
- Tuesday, April 10, 2001 at 11:32 AM (CDT)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAKE!!!!!!
<jods68@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 10, 2001 at 09:58 AM (CDT)

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Morning little SUNSHINE! Everything sounds like it is going good. I am so glad to hear you are making new friends to play with at the hospital, it helps the day go by faster. I will continue to pray for you as always, you are such a little soldier. I love you, Jackson. Take care and tell mommy "HI" from me. God Bless YOU!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

All my love,
Jody
<jods68@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 10, 2001 at 09:16 AM (CDT)

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Good Morning Everyone, I was wondering Jack if you could do me a favor and wish your big brother Jake a Happy Birthday for me, and maybe I know its a push but could you sing Happy Birthday to him and bake him a cake. I know these are things you love to do. Sounds like a very busy week. Wednesday will be busy for you and Dad and I pray all goes well and then you get to ride in Aunties beautiful van how great is that. WOW You will have a wonderful ride with lots of room for the family. People have wonderful hearts don't they Jack. Love always, G. Aunt Marsha

- Tuesday, April 10, 2001 at 08:46 AM (CDT)

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Good morning travelers!
Your big trip to Indiana is soon approaching. We are so excited for your healing and can't wait to here how your trip went. Our ears perk up with all of the discussion lately in the media about your new medication and our eyes fill with tears of happiness :) every time we hear of the miraculous advances and real life testimonies! YEAH! We wish your family all of the best and have a safe journey! Jack it will be fun to here about all of the new friends you made along the way.
Love, Greg & Kelly
Greg and Kelly Yocom <kyocom@qwest.net>
Hudson, WI - Tuesday, April 10, 2001 at 08:42 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, it's me again. Guess you forgot to wish big brother Happy Birthday? Silly me. Happy Golden Birthday, Jake. You sure had a nice party on Sunday. Jack, you were so cute when I asked, who is having a birhtday party today? You quickly said, me!! Have a super day and hugs and kisses to all your family. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, April 10, 2001 at 08:08 AM (CDT)

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Good morning Jack and family. I hope things went good at your doctor appointment yesterday. In spite of every thing you have went through, you are the happiest little boy. Your beautiful smile just lights up a room. You sure made us laugh on Sunday. Grandma Bonnie said Wednesday will be a very busy day. Have fun playing today and God bless. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, April 10, 2001 at 05:44 AM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson!
I am so happy to hear that you are responding so well to the new pill. We will pray that between that pill and God, you will be a healthy little boy. Have a nice trip- You and your family are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Love, Julie
Julie, Scott, Mollie, and Bobby Gilbertson <scottjul@amerytel.net>
Clayton, WI US - Monday, April 09, 2001 at 09:48 PM (CDT)

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Dear Jack & family,

Good to hear your feeling well and had much fun playing with your little cousin's over the weekend. Sound's like spring is on the way and lot's of play time ahead. I wish you a very safe trip to Indiana and many blessing's. You all take care and God bless alway's.
Love,
Ang

- Monday, April 09, 2001 at 09:02 PM (CDT)

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Good Morning Jackson & family, I am so happy to hear you had such a wonderful day. You deserve so much happiness with all you have been through and you still have such a joyful happy spirit. Praise God. Just thought I would share something I read this morning on the Easter season that is now with us: The Hearts Greatest Celebration The resurrection of Jesus Christ is the heart's greatest celebration. It is the highest note in our songs of triumph, and the loudest echo in our shouts of praise. It takes us to the depths of our hearts true joys, and causes our hope to climb to new heights. It brings wings to our faith and courage to our souls. It is victory's banner, and freedom's proclamation. It is the great "yes" to all the promises of God. At the manger we celebrate why Jesus came for us, at the cross we celebrate what HE did for us, and at the empty tomb we celebrate all that HE has for us.... That is pretty cool and powerful!!!! Have a wonderful day and our love to all of you. Mike, Marsha & Breanne

- Monday, April 09, 2001 at 10:50 AM (CDT)

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Good morning everyone. It is wonderful to hear you had such a great day yesterday. It was beautiful. Keep strong Jack. Thinking of you always.
With love and prayers.
Monica
Monica <megge@landolakes.com>
Clear Lake, WI USA - Monday, April 09, 2001 at 09:15 AM (CDT)

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Hi Jack!

It sounds like you had so much fun yesterday....wish we could have been there to play too. We are very happy to hear the encouraging news about your new pill. Maddie is on a new pill too (hers tastes kind of yucky, I hope yours is yummy!!) Have a fun trip in the big van with all your new movies and toys. We know that God will touch you in a special way in Indiana.
ALL OUR LOVE---RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADDIE

- Monday, April 09, 2001 at 08:16 AM (CDT)

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Good morning Espeseth family, I finally have been able to log onto your site. Denny & I have you in our prayers & thoughts.
Marilyn & Denny Iverson <iversonm@amerysd.k12.wi.us>
Amery, Wi US - Monday, April 09, 2001 at 07:16 AM (CDT)

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Morning Jackson! Sounds like you had a really fun weekend, that's great. So glad to hear that you are feeling good, you always bring a smile to my face. I suppose you are busy finishing your packing for your Easter trip, huh? You have a nice day and I'll check in on you again later today. I love you Jack! God Bless YOU and give you strength. Love, Jody
<jods68@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 09, 2001 at 07:01 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack and family. It was so fun to see you yesterday. You were a very busy boy while we were there. Rock climbing and video taping with Uncle Tom and Auntie Heather's camera, you never had a minute to sit down. It was so wonderful just watching you play with your cousins, you are very entertaining. We are praying for a safe trip to Indiana and we'll continue to pray for that Miracle. Enjoy your day. Love you, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, April 09, 2001 at 06:03 AM (CDT)

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Hi everyone, we are glad to hear jack is doing well,and glad to hear he is having some fun, there will be more fun to come especially since the weather will be getting better so you can get outside and play, we all know how much you love that.Have a great time on your trip and our prayers are with all of you.Love Brian,Bonnie&Maverick
Brian,Bonnie&Maverick <cheif@triwest.net>
fairchild, wi usa - Sunday, April 08, 2001 at 11:11 PM (CDT)

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"Happy Birthday!" is one of my favorite songs, too.

I wonder if Mary sang it to Jesus?!

Bet she did!
Pastor Ed Schupbach <shoebox@win.bright.net>
Amery, WI U.S.A. - Sunday, April 08, 2001 at 09:42 PM (CDT)

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Jackson it was fun watching you play with Karissa & Trey
today. You were so full of energy . We always love it and find so much joy in our family get togethers. You sleep good because you played really hard today. We love you all lots.

Uncle Tom and Auntie Heather Jordan, Carter, Karissa & Trey
- Sunday, April 08, 2001 at 08:34 PM (CDT)

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Good Evening everyone at the Espeseth house, What a glorious day, I hope everyone got to get out and enjoy it. It is great to see all the snow gone,(almost all). Did you enjoy your day with family? It would be wonderful if this weather could hold out for your trip to Indiana. This will be wonderful family time. I pray all is well with each of you. All my love, G. Aunt Marsha

- Sunday, April 08, 2001 at 08:29 PM (CDT)

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Dear Espeseth family,

Just thinking of you all thismorning. I suppose your getting ready for your Easter trip next weekend. I'm sure that will be a very special time for all of you.
I want you to know as you have been encouraged by other's, I too have been encouraged by your faith and strength.
I think you have helped many people renew their faith and Love for the Lord. All other thing's are trivial. I see that you have made your stand and have set a good example as a fine christian.
May He alway's bless your little household and continue giving you strength.
With love,
Ang

- Sunday, April 08, 2001 at 07:51 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack. As Winnie the pooh would say, it's a blustery day out today. I'm sure you had fun playing with Tj yesterday. I was sorry to hear of your friend's brother passing away. I was reading and I thought this was a very special article called the Gift of Time. "If every one received his pay the day he was given birth, the wise ones would invest it well and build upon their worth. The foolish ones would waste their wealth and squander their every cent, then someday beg for one more dime cause their fortune they have spent. We did receive that gift at birth, our pay was precious time. Since we never know how much we have, every minute should be prime. Each day is like a dollar, when you spend it, it is gone. But when that day's invested wise, many great things it can spawn." Jack, you have taught us all a lesson, life is so precious. Have a wonderful day and we will continue to pray for that Miracle. Love always, Auntie Donna..
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Saturday, April 07, 2001 at 08:03 AM (CDT)

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Good Evening Jack, Sorry I haven't written in a couple of days. I am so glad to hear things are going well and that you have made a new friend. My prayers are with Ryans family tonight. Tell Mom, Dad and Jesse Jake & Joey HI from us. My heart is joyful because my stand is with the Lord and I believe in the Miracle of your healing. Keep the Faith:) Have a blessed night of peaceful sleep little one. Love G Aunt Marsha

- Friday, April 06, 2001 at 10:20 PM (CDT)

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Just checking in again before I leave from work. You have a nice weekend little guy, I LOVE YOU!!! C U soon.

All my love,
Jody

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

- Friday, April 06, 2001 at 03:09 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jackson,
I'm very happy to hear you are doing well. I heard you were running around last night. Good to hear that. Gary went to see your dad today. If you want to play with Emily this weekend just give us a call
Mae, Gary, Matt & Emily
- Friday, April 06, 2001 at 12:45 PM (CDT)

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wishing jackson the best.our prayers are with him.
lynn & laurie merriman <poacher@amerytel.net>
clayton, wi usa - Friday, April 06, 2001 at 12:02 PM (CDT)

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Good Morining Jackson! How's everything going today. I suppose everyone there is busy getting ready for the Home Show and Indiana, huh? Are you getting excited for the trip, I sure am and I'm not even going! I believe you will bring us home that miracle we've all been praying so hard for. I am so sorry to hear about your friend, Ryan, such depressing news. Say 'Hi' to mom and dad from me, and I'll talk to you later. Take care little man. God Bless YOU!!!!!!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXO

Love Always,
Jody
Jody Olsen <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI - Friday, April 06, 2001 at 10:59 AM (CDT)

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Good morning Jack. I hope you had a good night last night. You are my first thoughts at the start of each day. All I have to do is think of some cute thing you have said or done and I start my day with a happy heart:) I smile to myself many times during the day thinking how cute you must have been pedaling your little bike out of the store. I met a new friend through you last night. She is a very nice person named, Jody Olsen. Our pastor says we are all on this earth for a reason and we may not realize it at the time. God has a special plan for all of us. We will continue to pray for that Miracle and I hope you have a wonderful day. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, April 06, 2001 at 05:41 AM (CDT)

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Hi Jack, Just to let you know we think of you and your family everyday.We know that your trip to Indiana will go great.Can't wait to see you again LOVE YOU VERY MUCH,Brian,Bonnie&Maverick
Brian,Bonnie&Maverick <cheif@triwest.net>
fairchild, wi - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 10:11 PM (CDT)

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Dearest Jack
Auntie Sally is sad because you got sick again. You are such a brave and strong little boy, who we all love very much. We know God loves you Jack, and will always look out for you. We want to come and see you before you go on your Easter trip. Uncle DeWayne and I bought you a little buddy to go on your trip with you. You are always in our prayers and hearts. WE LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!
Love Aunt Sally and Uncle DeWayne
P.S. I wrote this note down at my neighbor Shelby's house.

- Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 08:51 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jack, I bet you sure are happy to be home, I know your family is. You were snuggling with your Dad when I talked to your Mommy. Everyone has written such nice messages to you. You are so special! Have a good night and sweet dreams. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Uncle Larry and Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 08:46 PM (CDT)

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Dear Jack,
We just wanted to let you know that you and your family are truly an inspiration. You are a brave little soldier. Hang in there and be strong. We pray for you daily that you will be healed.
Love, Tracey, Kevin,
Samantha, Mackinzie, and Kiana Fall

Tracey and Kevin Fall <ktfall@amerytel.net>
Clayton, WI - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 03:47 PM (CDT)

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Hello you gorgeous little guy. Just checking in to see if you made it home yet, hope you are feeling good. I want you to know that I never stop praying for you, you are on my mind every minute of the day. Are you all getting ready to go to Indiana? That should be a nice drive now that the snow is going, maybe you'll get to play outside a little more. I believe in miracles and I believe yours is coming. I love you with all my heart Jackson, take care and I'll see you when you get back. God Bless YOU!

Love, Jody

- Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 12:20 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jack!
Just want you to know that Megan and Maddie have everyone they know praying for you (Kindergarten class and daycare). We've also sent a message to every prayer link that we can think of and have gotten alot of responses:) I know that scripture says to be persistent in prayer like a neighbor that keeps knocking and doesn't go away---well that's what we are doing and trying to get everyone else in the world to also!!! I believe there is strength in numbers.
Have fun when you get home today with your mom, brothers and sister:) We're sending you lots of hugs and kisses...can you feel them?
Randy, Lori, Meg and Maddie
Randy Wirth <rwirth@milwpc.com>
Big Bend, WI - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 09:15 AM (CDT)

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It was so good to read your message this morning. We know Jackson will be happy to come home and see his mommy. We do believe that God has a special purpose for Jackson. We pray for all of you daily. Give everyone our love, and squeeze Jackson for us. Tell him Emily want to come and play with him. Let us know if there is anything you need.
Mae, Gary, Matt, Emily
- Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 08:45 AM (CDT)

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Your Cousin Karissa told us all about how brave you are and she shared a very special picture of you with her kindergarten class. We are thinking lots of happy thoughts for you, Jackson, and we hope you get better very soon!!
Mrs. Jacobson, Karissa's Kindergarten Teacher, Clayton, WI <jacobsont@claytonsd.k12.wi.us>
Clayton, WI Polk - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 08:35 AM (CDT)

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Good morning, Jack. I hope you had a good night, I'm sure you are very anxious to go home today. Many times during the day my daycare children will say "let's go check on Jack". They love to watch Caillou every morning just like you. You are so special to everyone, even ones you've never met. They are hoping someday to meet you and play. We will continue to pray for that Miracle. Have a good day and God bless. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 06:25 AM (CDT)

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Dearest Espeseth family,

I just wanted to send my love and to remind you that He love's you and see's all.
He is the great Physician. Thank's be to Him..
Love you,
Ang


- Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 11:38 PM (CDT)

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Hi Jack, I hope your day at the hospital today wasn't too hard on you. Tonight in church I was thinking how thankful I am that God gave you to us 3 years ago. I also remember your first Christmas, how precious you were in your little Santa Claus outfit. You've always had a way about you that made everyone's heart melt. I wouldn't know where to begin to tell you how much happiness you have brought to so many. We will continue to pray for that Miracle. Have a good nights sleep and sweet dreams, precious Jack. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 09:40 PM (CDT)

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Good evening family, Hope everything has gone well with your day. Jack it was so great to see you yesterday. I wish I could have taken you with me and played and played. Someday we will. Paige loved having you for her buddy and was very unhappy to leave you. Trinity took a shine to you also, your loving soul shines through so brightly. You have such a gentle loving smile and your eyes are enough to light up a sky. Sleep well little one and may God bless. Love G. Aunt Marsha
G. Aunt Marsha
- Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 09:29 PM (CDT)

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JACKSON YOU ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS EVERYDAY AND ALSO YOUR FAMILY..WE LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH AND KEEP UP THE STRONG FAITH..GOD IS A WONDERFUL HEALER..GOD BLESS JACKSON..
TAMARA EDWARDS <AARONPOOH@EXCITE.COM>
DOWNING, WI - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 08:11 PM (CDT)

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I was going though my study this morning and came across some scripture I wanted to share with you. We love you all so much and would do anything to take this from you, but we also know that there is only one who can. We continue to pray for you daily. With love
Genesis 22:15-17a
"the angle of the Lord called to Abraham from heaven a second time and said 'I swear by myself, declares the Lord, that because you have done this and have not withheld your son, your only son, I will surely bless you..."
II Corinthians 1:3-4
"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our trouble so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselfs have received from God."
John 14:21
"Whoever has my commands and obey them, he is the one who loves me. He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him."


Mae
New Richmond, WI - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 04:56 PM (CDT)

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Hey little guy! How are you doing today? You are in my thoughts and my prayers every minute of every day. I will never understand why you have been chosen to walk this path in life, you are right, "It is not fair"! Keep that beautiful smile bright, you are so precious to everyone! Tell momma I sent a letter in the mail this morning so hopefully it gets there tomorrow. I love you with all of my heart Jackson, you mean the world to me. Take care and God Bless YOU!

Love, Jody

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
<jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, Wi - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 09:56 AM (CDT)

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Good morning precious Jack, I'm sure you are up and about getting ready to go to the hospital. I keep thinking back to another time when you were at the hospital for treatment and you stated, "It's just not fair". I can't even begin to understand why little ones have to suffer and I keep thinking "It's just not fair". You have battled this far with such courage and strength beyond your years. My heart aches with such sadness every minute of the day. I've bought you some really cute outfits for your trip to Indiana and a new veggie tales movie about courage. We'll continue to pray for that miracle. All my love and God bless, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 05:59 AM (CDT)

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No words can express how I am feeling with news like this. We love you Jackson. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers every day.

Love and prayers!!
Dan, Sherri, Sarah, Lana, & Madeline
Sherri Iverson <sherriiverson@yahoo.com>
Clear Lake , WI - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 06:27 PM (CDT)

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Jackson, I hope everything goes for the positive while you're down in Indiana. I know that I will be thinking of you for weeks to come, hoping everything goes well for you and your family. You are in my prayers each and every evening. God Bless you, hon'!
~Becky~
Becky Schaffer <cheerleader03@yeayea.com>
Boyceville, WI U.S.A. - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 05:13 PM (CDT)

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I love you and will keep on praying.
Ang

- Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 04:03 PM (CDT)

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Jackson and Family,
I am Jeramie Eveland's Aunt. Darnell had given me Jackson's website a few months ago. I have been following Jackson's journey and have prayed often for this beautiful little boy. I am saddened beyond words with this latest news. I will continue to pray for God's healing hand to provide that miracle. I want to also THANK YOU for all of the support and love you gave to our family during Jeramie's struggles and since his passing. These children bring such joy and love to our lives. They are truly God's finest gifts. My prayers are with all of you. Sincerely, Laurie Paulos
<bljsks6@home.com>
McFarland, WI USA - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 03:07 PM (CDT)

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Jackson, I don't know you but God does and we pray to our mighty God for your sake and know that His power is greater than all others combined. Holy Spirit surround you with comfort and hope as God reveals His plan for you. God bless your loving family as well. Mary Graese
Mary Graese <mgraese@centurytel.net>
Rice Lake, wi usa - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 12:53 PM (CDT)

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Jackson, I can't tell you the sadness in my heart to know the pain you and your family are going through. You are such a strong little soldier and wise beyond your years. This morning what has kept coming to me is BE NOT AFRAID, ONLY BELIEVE. These are the words of the Lord, even if we don't understand we must stand strong in our faith. I love and pray for each of you. Love G. Aunt Marsha
Marsha Swant <maswant@yahoo.com>
Rice Lake, WI USA - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 11:12 AM (CDT)

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Our dearest little Jack, I am writing to you this morning through many tears and a very heavy heart. We have to believe as it is written in Matthew 21:22 "If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer." We're praying for that miracle. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 09:41 AM (CDT)

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Jack & family - My son and I are praying for you. I wrote you awhile back and told you about our house fire. God answered our prayers' and we moved into our new house just last weekend. It doesn't feel like our house yet but it will some day. Just like probably how you feel when you are not home at your house. God watches over us and all your family and friends are watching over you too. Be cool and hang tough!
Joni Tennant <jtennant@andersencorp.com>
Stillwater, MN USA - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 09:21 AM (CDT)

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- Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 09:16 AM (CDT)

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THERE ARE NO WORDS OF HOW ONE FEELS WITH NEWS LIKE THIS...YOU ARE IN OUR PRAYERS LITTLE JACKSON AND YOUR FAMILY TOO. GOD BLESS
WITH LOTS OF LOVE
MONICA, KENT, LAURA, ELI & EMMA EGGERT
MONICA EGGERT <MEGGE@LANDO'LAKES.COM>
CLEAR LAKE, WI USA - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 08:47 AM (CDT)

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I don't know what to write to you. What has come to mind is Roman 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are called according to His purpose." We love you and are praying for ALL of you.
Mae Osterbauer <mosterbauer@hotmail>
New Richmond, wi St Croix - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 07:59 AM (CDT)

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Dear Jackson,
You have been a very brave, strong little boy. My family and I have been praying for you and hoping you'll be better soon. Michelle, it was so nice to see you last weekend and talk about old times. We have known eachother since Kindergarten. I am so blessed to have a friend like you- please let me know if there is ANYTHING I can do for you or your family. I believe in the sun when it doesn't shine and God when he doesn't speak. I believe in miracles.... I love you,
Julie
Julie, Scott, Mollie, and Bobby Gilbertson <scottjul@amerytel.net>
Clayton, WI US - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 09:21 PM (CDT)

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Our dearest little Jack, my heart aches with such sadness over the test results. This is not the news we wanted to hear. We've had problems with our computer, so I'm sorry I haven't written in awhile. I just missed you on Friday night. I'm sure you were a big help for Daddy setting up for the home show. I can't wait to see your new bike. I'm sure your parents were just beaming as you road it out of the store. We will continue to put our trust and faith in the Lord and pray for that Miracle. All my love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 08:41 PM (CDT)

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Hello to everyone,
I've been thinking for a long time about what to write to you today...the only thing to say is that God loves us all. We can't even try to understand what His plan is, but when we trust in Him, it makes all things easier to bear. We do know though that HE WILL replace the pain and sadness with with freedom and joy. We have everyone we know praying for you that your trip is successful and Jackson will again experience the healing power of our Father.
Randy & Lori
- Monday, April 02, 2001 at 08:37 PM (CDT)

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Dear Jack and the Espeseth family,
We can not find words to express how we are feeling since reading todays test results. As always we will continue to have the greatest hope for your recovery and expect that miracle! All our love to you sweetheart!! You are the GREATEST inspiration that has ever touched our lives!
Love, Greg & Kelly

Greg and Kelly Yocom <kyocom@uswest.net>
Hudson, WI. - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 05:39 PM (CDT)

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Dear Jackson,
I sure hope that your trip to Indiana will go well. I will be thinking of you and praying too. Love you all.
Love,
Rhonda
Rhonda Madden <Maddenrhonda@qwest.net>
Mpls, MN - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 02:16 PM (CDT)

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Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. Jackson is a beautiful little boy. He has taught me to be so thankful for each day we have! God bless!
Kelly <oheil@msn.com>
River Falls, WI - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 01:08 PM (CDT)

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My heart is so full of sadness right now, I have tears running down my face. Why must this be your path little one, I do not understand. I will be praying for you Jack, you have given me such true love just by knowing you through your website. Take care all of you and never give up, we will see a miracle!

All of my love, God Bless!

Jody

- Monday, April 02, 2001 at 12:30 PM (CDT)

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Hi Mike, Michelle, Jesse, Jake, Jackson and Joe. Just a note to let you know we are thinking of you and love you. How was Saturday Mike? Talk to you later
Mae Oserbauer <mosterba@hotmail.com>
New Richmond, WI St Croix - Monday, April 02, 2001 at 11:24 AM (CDT)

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Dear Jackson, My prayers are with you, hope all goes well Monday morning. (We are pulling for you honey!) Keep the Faith!!! God Bless YOU!!! XOXOXOXXO


Love, Jody

- Sunday, April 01, 2001 at 09:30 PM (CDT)

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Jackson we pray for good results on Monday. We love you so much. We believe that everything will be ok. We know how much your mommy and daddy love and care for you. Keep your spirits up. We love you lots.
<Uncle Tom and Auntie Heather>
- Saturday, March 31, 2001 at 10:04 PM (CST)

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Good night little Jackson, You will be in my prayers. I love you little man. G. Aunt Marsha
Marsha Swant <maswant@yahoo.com>
Rice Lake, WI USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 09:48 PM (CST)

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I'll remember you in my prayers, Jackson. Hang in there little guy. This too shall pass. God bless.

Love you ~
Bonnie
Bonnie LaBlanc <blablanc@kodak.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 04:25 PM (CST)

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Good evening sounds like you had a busy day yesterday jack. So well you are doing very good and keep it up hope the bone marrow trance plant goes really good. Talk to you all soon.

Hillsdale, Wi - Thursday, March 29, 2001 at 06:49 PM (CST)

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Good Morning Jackson, Sounds like you had a really big day yesterday. It is wonderful to hear the joyfulness in your Moms writing. Breanne says that you are her kind of shopper because you bought all of her favorites. The pictures are great and I bet they were the best cookies ever because as Breanne says they were made with that special ingredient LOVE. Karissa is pretty fun isn't she, shes cool to hang out with and have conversations with and little? Joe is growing so fast. You have wonderful playmates!!!! Hope your day is great and filled with many blessings and new joys. Love G. Auntie Marsha
Marsha Swant <maswant@yahoo.com>
Rice Lakew, WIu USA - Wednesday, March 28, 2001 at 11:09 AM (CST)

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Good morning Jack!
It makes my day when I read your mommy's wonderful messages and it puts a smile on my face to imagine all of the fun things you have been doing. Jack you have touched us all in ways we will never imagine and have made our lives so much richer with your strength. Thank You Honey for your bravery and being a constant reminder to what life is really all about. Love you, Greg and Kelly :)

- Wednesday, March 28, 2001 at 09:56 AM (CST)

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Dear Jack, your Mommy wrote such a beautiful message today about you and all the fun things you did. I cried when I read it. You and Mommy make even the little things very special because you're doing them together. I'm sure you made many people smile at the grocery store while you were shopping. What beautiful new pictures of you! You look so much like your Daddy when he was a little boy. I bet those were the best cookies you and Karrissa made. You looked like such happy bakers. You were sitting so nice for your haircut and I can see you and Baby Joe are enjoying the new toys. Good night and sweet dreams, precious Jack. Love, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, March 27, 2001 at 11:56 PM (CST)

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Hey Jack! Sounds like you are keeping mom busy with haircuts and all, that is good! Baby Joe is feeling kind of yucky though, huh? My little guy had the flu this weekend, not fun, seems like there is always some kind of bug going around. So glad you are doing well. I will talk to you again soon! God Bless YOU, little one. Love, Jody
<jods68@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 26, 2001 at 11:01 AM (CST)

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Good Afternoon to everyone at the Espeseth house: Hope your day is going well and that baby Joey is feeling better. G. Uncle Mike is out ice fishing he heard they were catching 10 inch perch in front of his mom & dads. Breanne & I went to church then we baked Monkey bread and brought to some friends house (so we wouldn't eat it). Now we are being lazy and watching movies. Jack I hope you are having fun playing with the cool toys and walkie talkies that auntie Donna brought you. Be well and we will see you soon. Love, Mike, Marsha & Breanne
Marsha Swant <maswant@yahoo.com>
Rice Lake, WI USA - Sunday, March 25, 2001 at 03:26 PM (CST)

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Good morning, Jack. We're getting ready to go to church to say an extra prayer for you today so you don't get Baby Joe's fever and cough. We hope he is doing better today. You would have been so proud of Jake yesterday at wrestling. He had to wrestle big heavy kids, and he did a super job!! Jessie did a good job helping out with the matches, too. Have fun with your walkie talkies. Love you forever, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Sunday, March 25, 2001 at 08:28 AM (CST)

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Hi Jack, it's Auntie again. Did you notice how I sent your big brother to go on the haircut with you? Silly me!! Wish Jake good luck at his tournament and have Mommy take lots of cute pictures of you getting your haircut. Love you lots!!
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, March 23, 2001 at 06:06 AM (CST)

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Good morning, Jack. You must be very excited about your big day today. I hope you don't get that nasty cough. It must be very hard for you to stay away from your baby brother. How fun for you and Jake to both be going for haircuts. Enjoy your trip to the library. Hugs and kisses, love Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Friday, March 23, 2001 at 05:52 AM (CST)

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Dear Jack,
I am so happy to hear about your DNA results! I hope that you will have a wonderful time playing this spring. Try not to get all dirty. I'm sending lots of love to you and your family. Take care.
Love,
Rhonda

- Wednesday, March 21, 2001 at 04:43 PM (CST)

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Dear family,

My heart broke to hear of little Jeremie's passing as I'm sure it was a day of sadness for all. I am overjoyed to hear of the miracle that has touched your live's and to know that Jack can now resume his life as a 4 year old should.
You have chosen the path of the Lord which has clearly brought you through this trial. May this be a testimony for us all.
Amen.....

- Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 04:55 PM (CST)

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Hey there lil' man! So glad to hear you are having alot of fun. Keep that smile bright:) I will see you soon. God Bless YOU!

Jody

- Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 10:51 AM (CST)

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Good morning, Jack. It is so exciting to read about the fun things you are getting to do now. It must to be so wonderful for your family to watch you play and enjoy life again. All you've went through to get to this point. We are so happy for you! Hope to see you soon. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Tuesday, March 20, 2001 at 05:34 AM (CST)

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Jackson I had a lot of fun playing with you today and watching The Land Before Time with you. It was fun making the cookies too. I have waited to play with you for so long. I missed you so much. I love you Jack you are so cute and baby Joe too. I love you . Love, Karissa
Karissa Mae Anderson <tandha@win.bright.net>
CLAYTON, WI - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 04:37 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack, well it looks like spring is finally coming, I bet you can't wait to get outside and play with that little brother of yours, huh? So happy that everything is going well for you, let us know when we can come and see you, OK? Ashley and Curt would love to meet you and your siblings. Talk to you soon. Love, Jody
<jods68@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 19, 2001 at 12:49 PM (CST)

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Dear Jackson,

We haven't checked on you for almost a week, so we were very sad to hear about Jeramie. But we are also very happy that he is now in Heaven with his Creator; painless and happy!

Your test results are truly another of the wonderful miracles that God is allowing all of us to witness through you :) You don't know it, but you have brought the understanding of God's grace and salvation to many people through your sickness and healing.

TAKE CARE---RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN
Wirth's <rwirth@milwpc.com>
Big Bend, WI - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 12:34 PM (CST)

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Good Morning Jack and Family, such wonderful news to hear you are feeling so good! You must be having so much fun playing again. Hope to see you soon. Have a super day! Love you lots, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 05:43 AM (CST)

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Jackson, We are very happy that you are doing so well. You bring sunshine to our lives. You are a little sweetheart.

- Sunday, March 18, 2001 at 08:48 PM (CST)

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WE LOVE YOU JACKSON!!! XOXOXOXOX
Ashley and Curt Johnson <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI - Sunday, March 18, 2001 at 11:09 AM (CST)

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Happy St. Patrick's Day, Jack. Hope you got out and had some fun today. Hope to see you soon, I miss you! Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI USA - Saturday, March 17, 2001 at 08:25 PM (CST)

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Dear Jack, I just wanted to check in on you before I went to bed. We were out to dinner with Greg and Kelly. What absolutely wonderful news to hear about your DNA test results. It's what we have all been praying for. Thanks be to God. Good night and sweet dreams, precious Jack. Love always, Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI USA - Friday, March 16, 2001 at 11:19 PM (CST)

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Jack you are getting stronger and stronger as the weeks go by. Your doing very well mommy says. Tell bro's and sis hi from the tollefson family. hug all of them each day.

hillsdale, Wi - Thursday, March 15, 2001 at 05:33 PM (CST)

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Good Afternoon Jackson, I am saddened to hear of the loss of your little friend Jeramie. It reminds me though of the song we were singing on Sunday at your house "I'll Fly Away". Maybe today you and your mom can sing that song for little Jeramie. It is a joyous song in a time of great sorrow. We love you and our hearts and prayers are with Jeramies family and once again we praise God for you Jackson. Love G. Aunt Marsha & G. Uncle Mike
Marsha K. Swant <maswant@yahoo.com>
Rice Lake, WI USA - Thursday, March 15, 2001 at 12:25 PM (CST)

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Good morning, Jack and family. So sorry to hear the news of the loss of your little friend, Jeramie. Again we are reminded of how very blessed we are to have you on the road to recovery! I thank God for every day and YOU! It's amazing how one little person can make so many people happy. You are such a joy! Give your sister and brothers a big hug from all of us. Hugs and kisses to you, Jack. Love, Uncle Larry, Auntie Donna and Ryan.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI USA - Thursday, March 15, 2001 at 11:45 AM (CST)

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Good Morning Jack, nice to hear that all is well at your house. Tell your momma that she has touched so many people with her kind words of wisdom, you are very lucky to have the family you do. They are very strong for you and each day they keep growing stronger no matter what seems to get in their way. Take care and God bless all of you. Hope to see you soon! XOXOXOXOXOXO
Jody Olsen <jody.olsen@andersencorp.com>
- Tuesday, March 13, 2001 at 09:11 AM (CST)

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Good Morning, Thank you for the wonderful time visiting yesterday. Jackson, thank you for the toe tappin and two step you did for us. What a joy it is to see that you can do all these things and with such joy. We celebrated many things yesterday, Mom and Dads anniversary (unknowingly)ha Jesses art award, Jakes first place at his wrestling tournament last weekend and Joeys crawling and walking along furniture and keeping quite a beat with his hand and of course you little man----life. It makes me cry with joy when I see you pretending to go to work, and wanting to play outside and dancing and giggling. WOW God is good. Love G. Auntie Marsha
Mike and Marsha Swant
- Monday, March 12, 2001 at 11:43 AM (CST)

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Good morning Jack and family, so glad to hear you are finally able to start to be out with some other children again. It must be so fun to be out shoveling snow, too. Cousin, Ryan, shoveled snow from the last snow storm at a new development in Hudson. It took two and a half days to get it all done, so he didn't think it was much fun any more! Tell Mommy and Daddy "Happy Anniversary" from all of us. So much has happened in the last 12 years. We are so thankful you are on the road to recovery. We are off to church to thank God for all our blessings and you! Have a wonderful day and bye for now. Love, Uncle Larry, Auntie Donna and Ryan.

Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI USA - Sunday, March 11, 2001 at 08:51 AM (CST)

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Hello Jack! How's everything going over there? Your momma writes that you have been doing really good, that's wonderful. I am so happy for you and your family, one day you will realize how amazing your journey has been and we all thank God for that. You stay healthy now little one and I'll check in again tomorrow. I love you all! God bless!
Jody Olsen <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI - Thursday, March 08, 2001 at 09:42 AM (CST)

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Dear Jack,
You look beautiful and happy in your pictures. It looks like you like to shovel snow! I personally am ready for the snow to melt so that we can all enjoy a warm spring. Keep playing and having fun! Take care.
Love,
Rhonda

- Wednesday, March 07, 2001 at 08:10 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack

So sorry it's been so long since we've written. We were glad to hear you had a fun playdate! Megan and Maddie are also waiting to be able to play with you again:) We were also surprised to see the picture of you shoveling snow--you must be pretty strong!! Most of our snow has finally melted and the girls snow people just look like snow balls now. Well you take care and say hi to your brothers and sister and give mom & dad a big hug for us.

LOVE RANDY, LORI, MEGAN AND MADELYN
WIRTH'S <rwirth@milwpc.com>
- Tuesday, March 06, 2001 at 08:01 PM (CST)

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Jackson it was so nice that you could come and play for Carter's birthday party. We all enjoyed you very much. Trey had fun playing on the bus and ball with you. He already wants you and baby Joe to come back over. We love you and can't wait for you to come and play again.
Tom, Heather, Jordan,Carter, Karissa & Trey
Clayton, - Sunday, March 04, 2001 at 06:16 PM (CST)

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Good Afternoon, What a wonderful week of news it has been for the whole family. Jackson you look so wonderful in your pictures. And Jess you are a superstar, and here Aunt Marsha just thought you were a backwoods, sliding, fourwheelin, kind a girl and now I find out you've got artistic talents also. Way cool Jess. Jake I am sure you will give er at the wrestling tourney, and little? Joe wow 2 teeth and standing around furniture, it all goes so fast. Trinity has no teeth and isn't standing yet but she crawls like a wild child. Paige will turn 2 yrs. tomorrow maybe next year we can celebrate Carters and hers together. We are all so blessed to have a strong family that supports and loves each other unconditionally. Life is good. Love Aunt Marsha,Uncle Mike and Breanne
Marsha Swant
- Saturday, March 03, 2001 at 02:26 PM (CST)

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Goodmorning to Jack and Family,

It's a blessing to hear the good new's of your progress, Jack. I just took a look at your most recent picture's. It look's like you've made some good friend's at the hospital. Have you had a chance to play in the snow lately? I heard you had fun playing with little Joel the other day. Did you show him your car collection?
I wish you a wonderful weekend. God bless.
Love,
Ang

- Saturday, March 03, 2001 at 09:55 AM (CST)

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Hi jackson I'm so happy you are doing so well keep up the good work.I seen your picture.You are very handsome.My son Mikie has leukemia also and is doing really good to.There's areally nice site that I'm featured on this month maybe some of your friends may be interested in making a sick child smile I encourage everyone to check it out it's a wonderful site www.geocities.com/mmellow1/hopemar.htm Take care little buddy we'll be thinking of you
Deana and Mikie <deeken25@aol.com>
charlotte, nc usa - Saturday, March 03, 2001 at 06:12 AM (CST)

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Jack the new pictures are great. We really like the one with your friend Alison. We are happy to hear that your checkup went good. We hope to see you Sunday at the party. We are all so excited. Take Care . We love you.
Uncle Tom and Auntie Heather
Clayton, - Friday, March 02, 2001 at 10:20 PM (CST)

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You Jack, are the cutest little man!!!! I love seeing you healthy, you have come so far and everyone is so proud of you and how brave and strong you have been. You are everyone's inspiration, we love you. God Bless and Stay Healthy. Love, The Olsen's XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

- Friday, March 02, 2001 at 03:04 PM (CST)

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Dearest Jackson, So glad to hear your check-up went well. My daycare children and I check your progress daily.They love to look at your pictures. They especially like you dressed as the fireman. They said, "Oh, look Jack`s not sick anymore, he`s happy!" We can`t wait til you can come out some day and Uncle Larry can take you for a ride in the real fire engine. Say hi to your family and give baby Joe a big hug from us. Love you lots! Uncle Larry and Auntie Donna.
Donna Amundson <ldamund@pressenter.com>
Houlton, WI USA - Thursday, March 01, 2001 at 03:19 PM (CST)

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Good Morning to the Espeseth's!
Great news to hear that Jack's check-up went so well!
Congratulations Jess on your art work! What a super accomplishment. It feels like yesterday that you were the flower girl in our wedding. Have fun in Madison. Pretty soon little fireman you will be able to go outside and play. Have a great day!! Love, Greg and Kelly
Kelly Yocom <kyocom@uswest.net>
Hudson, WI - Thursday, March 01, 2001 at 07:52 AM (CST)

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Greetings to the Espeseth's:

Just read Michelle's entry from Tuesday afternoon, February 27, 2001...........

I just want you all to know that my heart is FILLED with love for each and everyone of you!! May the good Lord continue to grace you with His presence. You've made me a firm believer, and I thank you for that.

Congrats on your 1st place achievement, Jess. Way to go Chic!! You're so cool! :)

Peace and God Bless ~
Love, Bonnie
Bonnie LaBlanc <blablanc@kodak.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Wednesday, February 28, 2001 at 11:43 AM (CST)

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Hi Jack! Sounds like your family is doing very well, that is wonderful! Hopefully all this snow will melt soon so you can play all day outside. I heard this morning on the radio that so far the Twin Cities has accumulated 5 1/2 feet of snow this year! (And we probably haven't seen the end of it!) Keep that smile bright and stay healthy, God bless you little one. All my love, Jody
<jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI - Tuesday, February 27, 2001 at 03:29 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack!

You look so handsome in your fireman's outfit! Maybe that's what you'll be when you grow up. We are so glad to hear that you are doing so well. We'll get together and play again real soon! Love you lots!!!
Royce, Angela & Allegra <a.m.larson@excite.com>
lear Lake, WI USA - Sunday, February 25, 2001 at 10:31 AM (CST)

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Hey there Jack! Happy to hear your feel'in good. You sure are a tough guy. Your probably almost tougher than your dad!! I bet your as tired of winter as I am, we'll have to get together this summer and go fishing or something. Well, see you soon big guy!!
Uncle Tom <tom.anderson@sci.com>
- Friday, February 23, 2001 at 10:06 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack and the Espeseth family!
It sounds like you are doing quite well and have lots of energy for your mommy and daddy to keep up to. Pretty soon summer will be here and you will be able to go outside and play with your brothers and sister and roll around in the grass. We sure love your pictures, you are a handsome guy! Hope you have a great weekend!
Hugs and Kisses! Love, Greg & Kelly
Kelly <kyocom@uswest.net>
Hudson, WI - Friday, February 23, 2001 at 07:43 AM (CST)

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Hello Jackson,
It is nice to see that everything is going good. Your cousins have to look at your cute pictures everyday. We can't wait to have a little family get together.We love you and you are in our thoughts always. We wish you a great little weekend. Take Care.
Tom,Heather, Jordan , Carter,Karissa & Trey <tandha@win.bright.net>
- Thursday, February 22, 2001 at 09:44 PM (CST)

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Hello to Jack & family,

How are you all tonight?
I just read your up-date's, Jack and I'm so pleased again to hear of your progress. Like your mom said, you are a little soldier.
Sound's like you had fun with your friend Allison. I'm sure it was wonderful to see her again.
Have lot's of fun and I will write again soon.
Love,
Ang & Jeremy
Ang <jerlind@home.com>
Billing's, MT - Thursday, February 22, 2001 at 06:58 PM (CST)

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Just Checking in to see how you and your family are doing. So glad to see that you are doing so well!
God Bless you!
Charlene <gilbert@amerytel.net>
Clayton, WI USA - Thursday, February 22, 2001 at 06:11 PM (CST)

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Good morning Jackson, I am glad to hear that you are so full of energy as a child of your age should be. When you are older and look back and read all of these entries I hope you realize what an impact you have had on so very many peoples lives and that the Lord has chosen you and your family to use in a very special way also. Your parents and you and your families faith has touched the lives of people that you will never know. Praise the Lord for he is good and his ways are perfect.

- Thursday, February 22, 2001 at 10:55 AM (CST)

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Just checking in on you, you are doing so good. Looks like it's snowing again! Do you think we'll ever see it melt? I can't wait until you can get outside a play with everyone this spring, you've been cooped up way too long! God bless you lil' honey, tell mommy "HI". We love you!
The Olsen's <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI - Thursday, February 22, 2001 at 10:09 AM (CST)

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What wonderful news, everything seems to be going good for you. You really brighten my day, every day! Take care and remember how much you are loved by EVERYONE! God bless you and strengthen you.


The Olsen's <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI - Tuesday, February 20, 2001 at 10:13 AM (CST)

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Dear Jackson,
Hello to you. You look beautiful in your pictures! I am glad to here that you are having some fun this winter. I hope that you were given extra love and sweetness on Valentines Day,- because you are so lovely and sweet you deserve it! Tootahloo.
Love,
Rhonda
Rhonda Madden <maddenrhonda@qwest.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, February 17, 2001 at 08:25 PM (CST)

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Get well soon SCOOBS!

hillsdale, wi (CST) - Saturday, February 17, 2001 at 03:31 PM (CST)

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Dear Jack,

Good evening to you and family.... I just finished checking out your latest pictures and can't believe how good you look. Also, you sure have grown since I saw you over Christmas.
I was happy to hear you had a chance to play in the snow. I also heard you helped mom and dad shovel a bit. What a big helper you are.
Keep up the great progress sweetheart. Alway's thinking of you!
Love,
Ang& Jeremy

Angela & Jeremy <jerlind@home.com>
Billings, MT - Friday, February 16, 2001 at 08:59 PM (CST)

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Dear bro.&sis. Espeseth,Greetings in Jesus" Name.How are youI finally made it here. I am computer illiterate. I trustall is well and that His grace is sufficient for everytrial Little Jackson is in my prayers. God bless you your bro. in Christ, bro.Brian
Brian Barclay
Mirror, AB Canada - Thursday, February 15, 2001 at 04:40 PM (CST)

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ! WE HOPE THAT YOU HAD A GOOD DAY. WE ARE HAPPY THAT YOU WERE ABLE TO GET OUT AND VISIT YOUR GRANDMA ESPESETH TODAY. KEEP STRONG AND HEALTHY.. WE WILL SEE YOU SOON. WE LOVE YOU LOTS LITTLE GUY.YOU SURE ARE A HANDSOME LITTLE FIREMAN. TAKE CARE.
TOM, HEATHER, JORDAN, CARTER, KARISSA & TREY <TANDHA@WIN.BRIGHT.NET>
CLAYTON, - Wednesday, February 14, 2001 at 09:15 PM (CST)

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Hi there Jack!! It is so good to hear you are doing so great. Just wanted to drop a note to let you know you are thought of always. You are a brave strong little man....a true inspiration. Have a great Valentines day!! Give your mom a big hug for me please. She's awesome!! Take care and hopefully, we will see you soon.
Monica, Kent, Laura Elijah & Emma <megge@landolakes.com>
Clear Lake, WI USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2001 at 11:06 AM (CST)

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Happy Valentine's Day Jack! You look so good in your new pictures, you are getting so big! Did you have fun in the snow? I bet you can't wait for spring to come then you will be able to get out more, huh? Stay healthy now and I'll write another day. God bless you honey! Love YOU!!!
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Jody Olsen <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI( USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2001 at 10:54 AM (CST)

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Goodmorning Jack,

Just wanted to drop a quick note as you've been in my thought's.
So good to hear the progress you've made in these past few week's. I'm so proud of you.
Please say "hello" to your sister and brother's. God bless!
Love
Ang

Angela <jerlind@home.com>
- Tuesday, February 13, 2001 at 09:00 AM (CST)

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Jackson, It was so nice to see you again. Carter had a lot of fun playing with you. We are so happy that your life is getting back to the way it was. Karissa is excited to come and play. Carter loves your cute sideburns and wishes he could grow them like yours. We will see you soon. We love you lots.
Uncle Tom , Auntie Heather, Jordan,Carter,Karissa & Trey <tandha@win.bright.net>
Clayton, WI - Monday, February 12, 2001 at 02:36 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack,

So happy to hear you had your hickman removed and even had the chance to splash in the tub with your brother.
Your recovery is an amazing testimony for us all.
Stay in good spirit's and God bless.
Love,
Aunt Angela
Angela <jerlind@home.com>
Billings, MT US - Sunday, February 11, 2001 at 09:06 PM (CST)

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May you always be that "shining light". God bless you sweet child.

- Saturday, February 10, 2001 at 10:19 AM (CST)

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Dear Jackson,
I am glad to hear that you are doing well. I just wanted to say hi and let you know I was thinking of you while I was gone this last week. You seem to be a very brave boy. Have a fun weekend!
Love,
Rhonda
Rhonda Madden <maddenrhonda@qwest.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, February 09, 2001 at 10:49 PM (CST)

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How nice to get such good news again. Jackson has had a wonderful effect on so many people. He is truly a strong and brave little boy.His journey has been a long but successful one.

WI - Friday, February 09, 2001 at 05:30 PM (CST)

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Wonderful news again! I am so happy your life is getting back to the way it use to be. It will be so nice to get out and about with your family. I didn't have your website when you were going through your transplant so I would like to say how proud I am of Jake. I think what he has done is most wonderful thing anyone could do. He is a very brave young man, thank you Jake and thank God for your perfect match! We will always keep you and your family in our hearts and prayers. God give you strength.

Love, Jody

- Friday, February 09, 2001 at 12:49 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack!
Such great news to hear that the results are coming back just as everyone has hoped and prayed. Before we know it you will be a big boy just like your brother Jake and a super wrestler like him too! We will have several Espeseth boys to cheer on just like we did with your dad. Say hi to mommy and daddy and Jess,Jake and Joe.
Lots of love Greg and Kelly
Kelly Yocom <kyocom@uswest.net>
Hudson, WI - Friday, February 09, 2001 at 07:51 AM (CST)

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Hi Jack!!

I bet you sure are happy to be without your cord:) Now you will continue to get stronger and stronger each day. We're so happy to hear that you can start playing with friends again, so get ready to have lots of fun! We will keep checking on you and want to hear of all the fun you have. Megan and Maddie are going to send you some new pictures and artwork tomorrow, so watch your mailbox:)

TAKE CARE---RANDY, LORI, MEG AND MADELYN
RANDY WIRTH <rwirth@milwpc.com>
Big Bend, WI - Wednesday, February 07, 2001 at 08:52 PM (CST)

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Hello Jackson,
Karissa is so excited that she can come and play with you soon.We all say a little pray for you every night.We look at your pictures everyday too. You are such a handsome little man. We love you lots.
Cousins Jordan, Carter , Karissa & Trey <tandha@win.bright.net>
Clayton, WI - Wednesday, February 07, 2001 at 02:58 PM (CST)

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Hey little man, how are you doing today? I check in on you daily and always keep you close to my heart. You are so very special to all. God bless you and keep you healthy. Love you! Jody
<jjods68@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 07, 2001 at 11:15 AM (CST)

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Oh Jackson, what wonderful news to hear in the morning. I am so glad everything is going well for you. You are everyone's 'Miracle'! We love you and pray for you and your family along this journey. God bless all of you and give you strength! Love you! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Bob, Jody, Ashley, Curt and Aaron <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI USA - Tuesday, February 06, 2001 at 09:53 AM (CST)

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Hello Jackson. Just wanted to say hi and we hope your day goes as well as it possibly can. I am sure you and your family are very excited to have this day over with. Thinking of you and your family. It has been an incredible journey for you all...hang in there. With love and prayers,
Monica, Kent, Laura, Elijah & Emma <megge@landolakes.com>
Clear Lake, WI USA - Monday, February 05, 2001 at 12:58 PM (CST)

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Hey Jack~I wish you the best of luck tomorrow and all the prayers and thoughts that I have are with you always. The weekend sounded pretty good and fun, get lots of good rest tonight and go get em' on Monday. Love you all and let us know what's up! Breanne :)
Breanne Swant <b_swant@yahoo.com>
Rice Lake, WI - Sunday, February 04, 2001 at 07:27 PM (CST)

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Just checking up on ya'll. Seems kind of strange typing this in when your just on the other side of town. But never the less we hope and pray you guys are doing great. Have a blessed day.talk to ya soon.
with Prayers&Love
Angie,Randy&Babies

- Saturday, February 03, 2001 at 11:04 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack!

We are in Milwaukee for Megan's birthday and visited your webpage. We are very happy to see that you are doing so well, and we copied your pictures off to take home. It looked like you were having fun shaving and snuggling with little Joey! We think about you and pray for you and your family every day. We will have a big party on Memorial Day at the farm so you can come over and ride 4-wheelers with your cousins again:) We love you, and know that God is watching over you at all times. Tell your Mommy, Daddy, Jess, Jake and Joey hi, and to take care. Love Aunt Sally and Uncle DeWayne.

- Saturday, February 03, 2001 at 05:03 PM (CST)

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Hi Jackson I'm Rhonda's mom and have known your parents for a long time. I am so glad you are doing so well, I remember you often in my prayers and will keep praying for you. It's been a long hard pull for you and your family and I want to wish you all the very best. Love Dolly

Diana Madden <djmadden@spacestar.net>
Clear Lake, WI US - Saturday, February 03, 2001 at 12:05 PM (CST)

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I'm so glad you are feeling better Jack. It seems someone in every family is down with some kind of illness. My daughter, Ashley was in bed with Strep Throat since Friday night and that's not like a teenager. I hope the rest of your family gets to feeling better soon and pray that it don't go through everyone again! You stay strong honey, we are all praying for you. Love you guys! XOXOXOXOXO
The Olsen's <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI - Thursday, February 01, 2001 at 10:11 AM (CST)

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Goodmorning everyone, Glad to hear it was just a flu bug and that you and your Dad made it home safe before the ice storm. We missed you and your Dad at the farm for the sliding party, but those hills will be there forever and we can look forward to taking you when you are healed. I thank the Lord for your joyful spirit Jack. Are Jessie and Jake a little sore from the jumps on the sliding hill. Hope all is well.
Marsha Swant <maswant@yahoo.com>
RICE LAKE , WI USA - Tuesday, January 30, 2001 at 08:48 AM (CST)

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Dear Jack,
I'm glad that you are home from the hospital today. I hope that everything will go right for your tests next monday. Have a good week!
Love,
Rhonda

Rhonda Madden <maddenrhonda@qwest.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, January 30, 2001 at 02:27 AM (CST)

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Hi Jack -

Just checked on your progress. Sorry to hear you had a rough weekend. Glad you got to see your friends though, and even more glad to hear you and your Dad are on your way back home. Come Lord Jesus be our guest, and let this day to us be blessed.... Hang in there little buddy. My thoughts are with you today and always.

Love, Bonnie
Bonnie LaBlanc <blablanc@kodak.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Monday, January 29, 2001 at 11:19 AM (CST)

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Dear Jack,

It's been a while since my last entry. I apologize for that.
Jeremy and I sure enjoyed seeing you over Christmas. What fun Jeremy had playing with your car's. You have quite a collection.
We love you sweetie. Thank the Lord for His healing hand.......
Ang & Jeremy
Angela <jerlind@home.net>
Billings, MT US - Sunday, January 28, 2001 at 08:55 PM (CST)

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Just checking in on you this morning, I hope you won't have to stay at the hospital too long. You are a very strong little man, so many people admire you. I am praying so hard for you Jack, you are such a beautiful person who has taught so many of us how precious life is and not to take anything for granted. We all love you and hope you come home soon. Take care little guy! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Jody Olsen <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI USA - Saturday, January 27, 2001 at 10:24 AM (CST)

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Hi Jackson!!

We are very glad to hear that you have so much energy again. That means you can play really hard with your cousins at Great Aunt Sally's farm the next time we are all together!! Will you say hi to Jesse and Jake for Megan; she wishes that they were her big brother and sister too:) Can you also give your mom, dad and little brother big hugs from all of us too?? We cannot wait to see you all again!

TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS YOU---Randy, Lori, Megan and Maddie
Randy & Lori Wirth <rwirth@milwpc.com>
Big Bend , WI 53103 - Thursday, January 25, 2001 at 09:51 PM (CST)

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Hello Scoobs and family...... Scoobs you've really made it along really well.. Rememeber god will always be with you.
The Tollefson Family <Bearhunter_7@hotmail.com>
Hillsdale, Wi - Thursday, January 25, 2001 at 06:35 PM (CST)

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Dear Jack,
I think that I have only met you one time but I think of you so often. I am happy to hear that you are doing so well. I also wanted to let you know how goodlooking you are in your pictures - just like your mother. (I miss you Michelle.) Anyways, I wish you the best Jack and I love you and the rest of your family too. Take care!
Love,
Rhonda

Rhonda Madden <maddenrhonda@qwest.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, January 25, 2001 at 02:35 PM (CST)

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Dear Jackson Ben,

Looking great in your new pictures! We are all thrilled at the great progress and report you have. Many thanks to all of your friends, family, and supporters whose prayers, thoughtfulness, and kindness will never be forgotten. And the Great Physician has certainly shown His power and grace to you, dear Grandson. He truly is Hebrews 13:8, and we all thank Him for His love. God bless you always. Love always, Grandpa & family
Randy Gasper <WhiteEgHB@aol.com>
Borden, IN USA - Wednesday, January 24, 2001 at 07:22 PM (CST)

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Hi Jackson,
I am Sherry Quakkelaar. My family and I live right next door to some of your relatives, Randy and Lori Wirth. Lori told me all about what you are going through and I wanted you to know that we are praying for you. It seems as though you have made some good progress. Happy healing and remember, God is in control. He wants what is best for you! *Ü*
Take Care,
Dan and Sherry Quakkelaar and our kids, Brandon, Shaun, Caris, Kezi and Eliya
Sherry Quakkelaar <sherry@quakkelaar.com>
- Wednesday, January 24, 2001 at 06:48 PM (CST)

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Jackson-

We all are so excited that the 100th day has come and you are almost done with your battle. We admire your strength and determination that you have shown. Someday when you are old enough to understand that so many people LOVE and CARE for you. All the guestbook prayers, you will truly be touched. We are also proud of your brothers and big sister for their part in your recovery. They have been so great.

We love you and are so happy that our little nephew Jack is going to be all right.
The Anderson's <tandha@win.bright.net>
Clayton, WI - Wednesday, January 24, 2001 at 10:30 AM (CST)

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HOW EXCITING!!!!!
100 days! What an amazing milestone! Jack you are such a courageous little boy. It is so humbling to think of everything that you have been through and have overcome!
We love you little buddy!!! Greg and Kelly
Kelly <kyocom@uswest.net>
Hudson, WI USA - Monday, January 22, 2001 at 02:33 PM (CST)

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To a very special boy that has the sweetest smile and the most beautiful eyes. You have had an amazing journey, and have an awesome testimony. I hope that your life is filled with all good things. You are loved more then you will ever know. God bless you precious one. Keep your little light shining!

- Sunday, January 21, 2001 at 10:57 AM (CST)

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Hi Jackson!!!

Congratulations on day 100....you truly are a miracle. We can't wait to see what the future holds and the awesome plans that God has for you as you grow to be a "big kid". As always, you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers everyday.

Love--Randy, Lori, Megan and Madelyn
Randy & Lori Wirth <rwirth@milwpc.com>
Big Bend , WI usa - Thursday, January 18, 2001 at 06:42 PM (CST)

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Hey Jack, we're almost there, only 3 more days til' the 22nd! How's your cold honey? It seems everyone has some kind of bug lately. Have you been busy playing with your new toys you got for Christmas? We'll be keeping you in our hearts and prayers, you take care and tell your momma that I can't wait to see her on Saturday.

God Bless and Love you all!
Jody Olsen and Family <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI USA - Thursday, January 18, 2001 at 12:23 PM (CST)

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Hi there Jackson and family. What wonderful news that you are doing so good!! You and your family are an incredible inspiration...to have such strength and courage is amazing. We will be praying for excellent results on the 22nd. I know Elijah would love to play with you again, once this is over. He really likes trucks & airplanes - how about you?
May all your dreams come true!! Thinking of you always.
Monica, Kent, Laura, Elijah & Emma Eggert <megge@landolakes.com>
Clear Lake, WI USA - Thursday, January 18, 2001 at 10:04 AM (CST)

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Hi Jackson, It's great to hear you are doing good. You must be having some fun outside since it warmed up for a little while? Keep getting stronger big guy. Love, Brian,Bonnie&Maverick
Bonnie Glavin <chief@win.bright.net>
fairchild, wi usa - Tuesday, January 16, 2001 at 07:15 PM (CST)

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I am SO glad to hear that Jackson is nearing recovery. I was just looking at his pictures, he is such an adorable little boy - those eyes! I haven't seen him in person since he was first diagnosed. I can't wait until I can give him a big hug and smooch again. Joey's a little cutie too. Bon-Bon's been savin' up some serious lovin' for everyone. :) Take care. God Bless.

Love, Bonnie Sue (Thanks for the birthday wish Michelle!)
Bonnie LaBlanc <blablanc@kodak.com>
Hugo, MN USA - Tuesday, January 16, 2001 at 04:26 PM (CST)

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This wedsite, what a neat idea! My heart goes out to you Jackson and you family. Sounds like things are going good for all of you. (come on the 22nd) I love the new Christmas pictures! What a wonderful family!!!!
Sandi Hecht - Jody Olsons friend <sandi.hecht@andersencorp.com>
- Tuesday, January 16, 2001 at 04:21 PM (CST)

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What a blessing!!! We are so excited and happy for you all. It will be wonderful to move forward. Isaac wants to come over to play!!! May the grace of God be with you all while you wait for the 22nd to come. May He keep you safe and in His care. Much love to you all, Amy Sue
Amy Moore <jamoore@somtel.net>
Somerset, WI - Tuesday, January 16, 2001 at 03:22 PM (CST)

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Jackson,
We are so trilled to hear the great news. We can't wait to see you. It will be so comforting to get that cord out.We all miss you a lot and LOVE you very much.
Tom , Heather,Jordan, Carter,Karissa&Trey <tandha@win.bright.net>
Clayton, WI - Tuesday, January 16, 2001 at 03:10 PM (CST)

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God morning,(not a type-o) What wonderful news on the counts. Michelle after we talked I prayed that Jack would go to the clinic and the Lord would use his power to raise Jacks counts. What a blessing and answer to prayer. Praise God! Love all-ways Aunt Marsha
Marsha Swant <maswant@yahoo.com>
RICE LAKE , WI USA - Tuesday, January 16, 2001 at 11:36 AM (CST)

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Hi Jack and to the Espeseth's!
So glad to hear that you and baby Joe are playing and I am sure having lots of fun. With the energy you have your parents probably have a hard time keeping up with you.
Hope to see all of you when the weather gets nice. Have a great weekend! Lots of love, Greg and Kelly
Kelly Yocom <kyocom@uswest.net>
Hudson, WI USA - Friday, January 12, 2001 at 08:13 AM (CST)

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Day 90, what wonderful news! Way to go little guy. You are always in our prayers, we hope you have a great new year. Love you and God Bless you ALL! Stay strong.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Jody Olsen <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond , WI USA - Tuesday, January 09, 2001 at 10:21 AM (CST)

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Day 90!! That is great~ only 10 days to reach 100!
Praise the Lord!
As always you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Way to go Jack!
Love and may the Lord bless you all~
Amy Moore <jamoore@somtel.net>
Somerset, WI USA - Monday, January 08, 2001 at 10:09 PM (CST)

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My thoughts and prayers to Jack and your whole family. Your words have given me strength - my 24-year old neice, Stephanie was diagnosed w/Stage 4 Glioblastoma, a brain tumor and she was given two months to live - that was October 17, 2000. She has since had radiation therapy and will start intensive chemo this month. SHE IS DOING GREAT!!

She's up and around and eating and laughing and beating this with faith in God. With all her specialists, I have been blessed with the title "miracle specialist" because God decided to work through me to bring her devastated family out of the depths of sadness and into hope by making them realize the doctors are NOT in charge here - they are only instruments of God. We have started a huge prayer chain going to the patron saint of cancer, St. Peregrine.

Please pray for my Stephanie and know I have all of you in my prayers every time I pray for Stephanie.

God bless you and pray positive!
Jeanne Hosch Jones <jeanne.hosch-jones@state.mn.us>
North Saint Paul, MN Ramsey - Thursday, January 04, 2001 at 03:57 PM (CST)

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Hi Jackson! So glad to hear you all had a nice Christmas. Wonderful pictures! You take care lil' guy and hopefully we'll see you soon. God Bless YOU, honey. Love, 'The Olsen's' XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Jody Olsen <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI USA - Wednesday, January 03, 2001 at 02:54 PM (CST)

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We wish you a Happy New Year. We hope that the year 2001 brings nothing but happiness and goodness to you and your family. Jackson you have been such an inspiration for everyone. We love you and miss you. Take Care & Keep Fighting.
Uncle Tom and Auntie Heather ,Jordan,Carter , Karissa & Trey <tandha@win.bright.net>
Clayton, WI - Sunday, December 31, 2000 at 08:41 PM (CST)

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Happy New Year everyone. I was showing Aaron, Jacksons picture and asked if he would like to share anything with him and he thought this worship and praise prayer, which is his favorite, so here goes, Oh, the Lord is good to me, Oh the Lord is good to me, for giving me the things I need , the sun and the rain and the appleseed, Oh, the Lord is good to me!!!!
Take Care and God Bless,
The Moore's
<jamoore@somtel.net>
Somerset, Wi - Sunday, December 31, 2000 at 08:36 PM (CST)

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We want to wish all of you at the Espeseth house a wonderous new year filled with many more of the Lords blessings. Give praise to God for all things shown to you so far. We are so thankful that Jack is home and with his family and also that the rest of you are all together also. We are here for the count down buddy, and our prayers will always be with you. Love GA Marsha & GU Mike
Marsha Swant <maswant@yahoo.com>
RICE LAKE , WI USA - Sunday, December 31, 2000 at 07:51 PM (CST)

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WOW!! How exciting getting moved back home:) Although it will probably be a long time before we can see you again, the girls make me show them your pictures on the computer everyday! We sure do love you and are very happy you're home

Love and Prayers,

Randy, Lori, Megan and Madelyn
Randy and Lori Wirth <rwirth@milwpc.com>
Big Bend, WI usa - Thursday, December 28, 2000 at 08:48 PM (CST)

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Hello jack so did you have a good x-mas? well my family and i did. So hey you are going to be out of there soon don't worry you've been going through it very well. Bye Tollefson Family
Brittany Tollefson and family <bearhunter_7@hotmail.com>
Hillsdale, wi United States - Thursday, December 28, 2000 at 06:55 PM (CST)

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MERRY CHRISTMAS Espeseth's. It is so wonderful to hear that Jack is home, especially for the holiday celebration of Christmas cheer and Jesus Christ's Birthday. It is a blessing to hear that Jackson is 100% his bone marrow donor, Praise god! We think of you and your family everyday. I hope you guys got your card, Michelle your card you sent almost brought tears to my eyes it was beautiful. anytime Mike needs to get out and he isn't buisy send him over to get Greg for some ice fishing. With the lay off season he has to much time on his hands and I know that he would really enjoy spending time with Mike. I know that he misses working with him. but I suppose I should sign off. God Bless you all.
Chrissy, Greg, Paige, and Trinity
Clear Lake , WI - Sunday, December 24, 2000 at 12:49 PM (CST)

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We were so happy to see your mom and Jessie and Jacob for our little Christmas get together. We missed you Jackson. We hope that you like your Christmas treats we sent you. WE all love you very much. Have a very Merry Christmas.
Uncle Tom and Auntie Heather,Jordan,Carter,Karissa &Trey <tandha@win.bright.net>
Clayton, WI - Saturday, December 23, 2000 at 10:11 PM (CST)

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I finally got in. Thanks for the webpage. Glad to hear things are going well. Thanks for checking on Jeramie. We wish you all a Happy Holiday season and pray that the New Year brings all of us the answered prayers we're waiting for.
Darnell Eveland <darneveland@aol.com>
Janesville, WI - Saturday, December 23, 2000 at 09:05 PM (CST)

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Greetings to the Espeseth's.... Mike, Michelle, Jess, Jake, Jack, and Joey:

Here's wishing you a very Merry Christmas and a blessed New Year!

Peace and Love ~
Bonnie and Tony
Bonnie LaBlanc <blablanc@kodak.com>
Hugo, MN USA - Friday, December 22, 2000 at 10:27 AM (CST)

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Hi! We are so excited to finally get "online" and be able to check Jackson's updates. We hope that all is well, and that you have the most blessed Christmas ever!! Love, Randy, Lori, Megan and Madelyn
Randy& Lori Wirth <rwirth@milwpc.com>
Big Bend, WI USA - Thursday, December 21, 2000 at 07:58 PM (CST)

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Just taking a moment to wish you all a very Merry Christmas! We will keep you in our prayers. It's so wonderful that you all can be together for the holidays. God Bless You ALL!

Love, The Olsen's
Jody Olsen <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI USA - Thursday, December 21, 2000 at 01:53 PM (CST)

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We just wanted to wish you all a very Merry Christmas. Thank you Michelle for your understanding and inspiration. The Lord is working miracles in your life and it is only right to give Him thanks and praise.
May your holidays be filled with love, peace ,
joy and hope.
You are in our prayers today and always,
May God richly bless you all, Amy Sue

The Moore's <jamoore@win.bright.net>
Somerset, WI usa - Tuesday, December 19, 2000 at 12:21 PM (CST)

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We wish all the Espeseth's a Peaceful and Joyful Christmas!
We were glad to hear Jackson's good news on Monday and we keep all of you in our prayers.
Michelle, your strength and faith are inspirational!

LeRoy & Cheryl Paulson <lcpaulsn@gwtc.net>
Custer, SD - Tuesday, December 19, 2000 at 11:05 AM (CST)

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Hi Jack....

I wanted to get a note out to you before I get ready for bed. We're getting excited to see you next week.
Jeremy and I are driving from Montana where there are lot's of very tall mountain's. Your dad has been out here hunting.
We'll be home to visit for 10 day's. So excited to see everyone and visit with your mom.
See you soon~
Love,
Ang

Ang & Jeremy <jerlind@home.com>
Billings, MT US - Monday, December 18, 2000 at 10:51 PM (CST)

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Hi Jackson,
I haven't seen you for so long. I just can't get over this cold. It is Mon. night I stopped to see you but you and Dad stayed at the Ronald McDonald house because of the bad weather. I'm so glad that you are home and grandma will come some other night to play with you. I love you so much and when it gets nice and warm out we will go for a ride in grandma's red DODGE. See you later SCOOBS.
LOVE GRANDMA BONNIE


g

- Monday, December 18, 2000 at 05:43 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack,
Im glad to hear you enjoyed being home. What did you ask Santa to bring? Joel doesn't know who Santa is. He just thinks its his b-day again. Well I hope you get everything you wish for. I bet Jess and Jake are excited about Christmas! I wish you and your familiy a wonderful Christmas!Love Nate Theresa and Joel
<tdix@oxbocorp.com>
ClearLake , Wi - Monday, December 18, 2000 at 02:20 PM (CST)

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Just checking in on you little guy. I hear you are doing well, I'm so happy to hear good news like that. You be sure to give your mommy some of these hugs and kisses from me, I love you! XOXOXOXOXOXO God bless you all!

Hope to see you over the Holidays! Love, Jody, Bob, Ashley, Curt and Aaron.
Jody Olsen <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI USA - Monday, December 18, 2000 at 12:34 PM (CST)

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May the true spirit of Christmas bring you all Peace, Health and Happiness. Not just at Christmas time Lord, please open wide our eyes "To see the Love of God is here within our very lives every day." I have also experienced a tough year this year. My son & I have prayed every day
since our house burned down destroying everything. We will add your family to our nitely bedtime prayers'. God can do wonders for us when we ask for help.
Joni Tennant - Jody Olsen's friend at work <jtennant@andersencorp.com>
- Monday, December 18, 2000 at 09:25 AM (CST)

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Jackson~
I'm so happy to hear that you are home. You probably don't know me but my aunt Jody Olsen (Schaffer) told me about you and your story. I hope you feel better very soon. I bet you can't wait until Santa comes and you get lots of toys. Let god be with you during this holiday season!!! God bless you!
Becky Schaffer <cheerleader03@yeayea.com>
Boyceville, WI U.S.A - Sunday, December 17, 2000 at 09:52 AM (CST)

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Hey Jack-o, I am so happy that you are home and able to be with your family and in the security of HOME- I am sure you got to see the snow today isn't it beautiful, soon we will be able to play and make snow angels, and build snowmen and do all kinds of FUN things together. When Great Aunt Marsha feels it is safe, Bean'r and I will come and play!!! Have a wonderful day and enjoy the beauty of the snow. We love you!!!! G.A. Marsha
Marsha Swant <maswant@yahoo.com>
RICE LAKE , WI USA - Saturday, December 16, 2000 at 04:50 PM (CST)

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Hey Jackson! We are soooooo happy to hear that you are feeling well! You take care now and tell your mama that she will be hearing from us soon. We love you little man!!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
God Bless YOU!!!!

Love, Jody, Bob, Ashley, Curt and Aaron
Jody Olsen <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI USA - Friday, December 15, 2000 at 02:05 PM (CST)

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Hello, my wonderful friend! It is so good to see the progress of your blessed Jackson. I am so overwhelmed by your strength and faithfullness; you all are definitely a testimony of what the Lord can do. Keep the love alive and count your blessings everyday! (I know you do). If ever there is ever anything I can do to help, let me know- you know where to find me. Love you all and may God continue His mighty work through you!
Angie, Randy and Ashlie <angelsstudio@netscape.net>
Clear Lake, - Thursday, December 14, 2000 at 02:20 PM (CST)

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My heart and thoughts are with your family and your beautiful son Jackson. I have a soon to be 3 year old daughter and know how much you love your son! May the New Year bring all the love,support, and care you need and most important a cure!
God Bless You All!
Kelly Heil <kheil@andersencorp.com>
Stillwater , MN usa - Thursday, December 14, 2000 at 08:58 AM (CST)

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Jason & Jenny Gouker <jgouker@pressenter.com>
- Thursday, December 14, 2000 at 12:00 AM (CST)

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Hey little guy, you are so cute that I had to put your picture up as my wallpaper on my computer. Looking at you reminds me how precious life is. Love you! XOXOXOXOXO

Jody
Jody Olsen <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI USA - Wednesday, December 13, 2000 at 02:22 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack! You have never met me, but hopefully soon we will. Amy Moore sent me this website so I can get in touch with you and your mommy. I heard the wonderful news, you are home! You are such a strong little man, I wish you wouldn't have to go through this. Keep believing and a miracle will happen. Did you ask Santa for alot of toys? You tell your mommy and daddy "hi" from me and you all have a wonderful Christmas. My prayers are with all of you!!! Take care honey. See you soon, All My Love, Jody
Jody (Schaffer) Olsen <jods68@yahoo.com>
New Richmond, WI USA - Wednesday, December 13, 2000 at 12:30 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack:
I've been keeping up with your "progress" daily. I'm glad to hear things are going good. Ran into your sister, Jess, at Clear Lake's basketball game last Thursday night. It is a blessing in itself that you are fortunate to have a very loving family and circle of friends. I want you to know that I contacted Brother Branham for the first time yesterday, requesting prayer for you. Today at lunch, I sat at a booth in an Italian restaurant that bared a characture picture of a lion with a king's crown, holding his #1 finger up. My interpretation..... The King IS #1. God Bless you and yours.

Love, Bonnie
Bonnie LaBlanc <blablanc@kodak.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Tuesday, December 12, 2000 at 01:56 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack: Iwould like to say Hope everything is going good for you. And are prayers are with you. Hope you have a wonderful christmas.
Kathi and Larry Sempf and family <KSempf@hotmail.com>
Clear Lake, Wi USA - Tuesday, December 12, 2000 at 10:25 AM (CST)

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Just thought I would let you know our prayers are with you and your family. hope everything is going well.
Kathi Sempf and family <ksempf@hotmail.com>
Clear Lake, Wi USA - Tuesday, December 12, 2000 at 10:17 AM (CST)

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HI JACK!
JUST WONDERING WHAT YOUR UP TO? YOU MUST BE LOOKING FORWARD
TO GOING HOME. WE ALL CANT WAIT FOR YOU TO BE HOME FOR GOOD
SO YOU AND YOUR COUSIN JOEL CAN PLAY TOGETHER. I JUST READ THROUGH YOUR JOURNAL AND GUEST BOOK IT MADE ME SMILE FOR THE
FIRST TIME TODAY. YOU HAVE MANY FRIENDS THAT WRITE TO YOU. WELL TELL YOUR FAMILY WE MISS THEM. TAKE CARE LITTLE MAN
NATE THERESA AND JOEL
<TDIX@OXBO.CORP>
CLEARLAKE, WI USA - Monday, December 11, 2000 at 02:54 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack! So glad to hear that you are once again fighting your way through everything that has come up. Especially at this time of the year. We all need Jack as a constant reminder as to what is important.
I hope that your family will be home together very soon! Tell your daddy hi! Love,Greg and Kelly
Kelly Yocom <kyocom@uswest.net>
Hudson, WI USA - Monday, December 11, 2000 at 09:18 AM (CST)

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Hi Jack. Me, Greg and the girls [Paige, Trinity] just finished taking pictures for our Christmas cards. You and your family should get yours in just a week or so. I printed your picture off of the computer and everyday Paige looks at it and Says "Jack". I can't wait for you to be in better health so you and Paige can be little buddies. Anytime you want and your mom and dad say it's ok I'll bring the girls over or when you're feeling really good maybe you can come to play over at our house for a day. We would really like that especially the girls. I bet you're excited for christmas. We all know you've been an extremely good boy this year. well little guy we better sign off for now but not before we write "WE LOVE YOU", and are praying for you all the time. may god be with you [and we know he is]



Chrissy, Greg , Trinity , and Paige
Clear Lake , WI - Sunday, December 10, 2000 at 06:23 PM (CST)

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Dear Jack,
You will do just fine keep up the good work and don't get out of hand. Have a merry x-mas! You will be out of there soon don't worry
Brittany Tollefson/Jessie friend <Bearhunter_36@hotmail.com>
Hillsdale, Wi America - Sunday, December 10, 2000 at 05:44 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack, great aunt Marsha was just sitting here wrapping presents and I thought everyone who knows you or of you would surely be willing to give up all those things for the one true gift we all want and that is that wonderful miracle for you and it would also be the best present to all of us also. Its great when a gift such as life gives to everyone, what a wonderful gift. We love you and you are still my compass little one. Great Aunt Marsha
Mike and Marsha Swant <maswant@yahoo.com>
RICE LAKE , WI USA - Saturday, December 09, 2000 at 04:17 PM (CST)

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Hey Jack its good to hear you can come home soon. Thanks for the cake, it was really yummy!!!!
Sissy/Jessi <ejs21_@excite.com>
Clear Lake, WI America - Saturday, December 09, 2000 at 10:10 AM (CST)

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HELLO JACKSON YOU HAVE BEEN IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS, I AM SO GLAD TO HEAR THAT YOU WAS ABLE TO GO SEE GRANDMA ENGEBRETSON BEFORE SHE LEFT FOR THE WINTER. KEEP UP THE GREAT PROGRESS IN YOUR RECOVERY..TAKE CARE AND TELL MOM AND DAD HELLO FROM ME..MERRY X-MAS
TAMARA EDWARDS, DAVID AND AARON <AARONPOOH@EXCITE.COM>
DOWNING, WI - Friday, December 08, 2000 at 01:43 PM (CST)

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Hey Jack,

Just thinking about you and thought I would drop a line. Wondering how you've been feeling.
Jeremy and I sure look forward to seeing you soon. Have you made your Christmas list yet?
What kinds of thing's are you hoping to get this year? There sure are a lot of fun toy's out there.
Say "hi" to your mom, dad, Jessie, Jake & Joe.
Love you,
Ang

- Thursday, December 07, 2000 at 04:06 PM (CST)

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Hello Jackson,
We are so amazed at how wonderful you have been doing. You are such a courageous little man. We are so proud of you and we Love you so much. We can't wait for you to come to our little farm to help Trey feed our cows.We all miss you and think and pray for you everyday.Take Care.

Tom,Heather,Jordan,Carter,Karissa & Trey Anderson <tandha@win.bright.net>
Clayton, Wi United States - Thursday, December 07, 2000 at 10:02 AM (CST)

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Hi little buddy this is Tom, Krista, and Conner. We just wanted to say hello and that we hope to see you at cristmas time. Tell your dad how lucky he is that that season is over for a while (saving him some humiliation) HA HA
Well must go know. Love and Prayers everyone!
Tom, Krista & Conner Engebretson <tke@win.bright.net>
Clear Lake, WI USA - Wednesday, December 06, 2000 at 07:43 PM (CST)

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Hi Jackson--
I was introduced to this website through a friend of your mom's, and I try to check it whenever I can to see how you're doing. Just wanted to let you know that I've been praying for you for some time, and will continue praying for you and your family. Your miracle will come soon! Take care and God bless.
Kelly Huettl <k_huettl@hotmail.com>
Shoreview, MN USA - Wednesday, December 06, 2000 at 12:23 PM (CST)

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Hi Jackson~
Very nice to see your site, you've been in our prayers this past year, and it's so nice to see how you're doing! I can still remember meeting you just a tiny baby, at Aunt Valeries house, and look at you now! Growing up so fast, absolutely proving that life is a miracle each and every day. Take care Jack, and say "hi" to your family.
God Bless..

Robynn, Bruce, Luke, & Ryan Weiss <bweiss@vcn.com>
Newcastle, WY - Monday, December 04, 2000 at 07:12 PM (CST)

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Just thinking about you, Jack.... I hope your day was a pleasant one. I heard you were going home for the afternoon. I'm sure you had a great time!
Say "hi" to your dad...
Love,
Ang & Jeremy

- Monday, December 04, 2000 at 05:51 PM (CST)

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Hi Jackson,
I am your Great Aunt Valerie's sister, and Jennie and Wade's Aunt Cheryl.
I am really glad Jennie emailed me and told me about your website because I often think about you and wonder how you are doing. I have 2 little grandsons named Luke & Ryan and I know how special all little boys are. I know from your Aunt Valerie & cousin Jennie how special you are too and how much everyone loves you. We keep you in our prayers and hope someday we can meet you when you are strong and healthy again!
Cheryl & LeRoy Paulson <lcpaulsn@gwtc.net>
Custer, SD - Monday, December 04, 2000 at 03:05 PM (CST)

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Hi Jackson, Your Great Uncle Mike, Great Aunt Valerie and your cousins Jennie and Wade Love you and are anxious for you to come home and be able to have visitors. When you get feeling better, Wade said he would like to teach you his basketball moves! We miss you and I bet your waiting for Santa Clause to come. What did you ask Santa for this year? Maybe you guys can come over this winter and go sliding or make a snowman! Hope to see you soon and when you get home we will call you! Love Mike, Val, Jennie & Wade
Mike, Valerie, Jennie & Wade Engebretson <engebret@win.bright.net>
Clayton, WI USA - Sunday, December 03, 2000 at 09:37 PM (CST)

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Hi Michelle, So glad to hear Jack is doing better. E-Coli is so scary.
I really enjoyed reading " Jackson's Journey". What a great way to communicate with everyone. You have done a great job on it.
I will keep all of you in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Dawn.
Dawn Peterson <depetrsn@pressenter.com>
Hudson, Wi USA - Sunday, December 03, 2000 at 06:03 PM (CST)

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Hello Espeseth family! Today Tom E. and I were helping Curt E. at the house in Birchwood. Finally I am back to work in the Twin Cities. I've been working in La Crosse for the last five weeks. It's tough being away from the family for so long. Especially with Paige being the age she is. Chrissy is working weekends to make ends meet during the Chrismas season. I wish she wouldn't though I miss her when she's gone. I heard Jessie's Birthday is coming up, how old will she be nine or ten? Just kidding Jess. We'll have to do a little ice fishing again this year. I know the kids won't want to go after I humiliated them both last year when I cought all the fish. Jake and Jessie know what I'm talking about. I hope that things are getting better for your family I am sure that all of this trouble will pass soon. Our prayers are with Jackson and the rest of the family. This is Greg Swant signing off for today. Hope to see your family soon.
Greg, Christina, Trinity, and Paige Swant
Clear Lake , WI USA - Saturday, December 02, 2000 at 05:21 PM (CST)

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Hi guys-
Great to hear everthing is going well. Conner and I are hanging around Mom and Dad's today. Tom is at Curtis's log house helping him. I was just checking my e-mail here since our computer is not up and running yet. We brought it in to Connecting Point in Amery to get is fixed yesterday. It shouldn't take too long to get back.
Well, hope you have a wonderful rest of the weekend!!
Tell Jack "hi" from us!
Love-
Krista
Krista, and Conner <kengebretson@yahoo.com>
Clear Lake, WI USA - Saturday, December 02, 2000 at 03:51 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack,

How are you today, Jack?
Wanted to tell you that I love this web-page. Hope your enjoying all of your letter's from family and friend's.
Jeremy and I look forward to seeing you for Christmas. You take care and say hello to your dad.
We love you,
Ang & Jeremy
Ang <jerlind@home.com>
billings, MT US - Saturday, December 02, 2000 at 11:29 AM (CST)

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Good morning, Jackson
I've been thinking about and praying for you every day. You are the bravest little boy I know. It sounds like you're feeling a bit better, huh? Do you have a big list for Santa. We all love you.
Kristi Niles <wellnctr@frontiernet.net>
Clear Lake, WI USA - Saturday, December 02, 2000 at 09:49 AM (CST)

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Get well soon "Benjermite".
Jacob
Clear Lake, WI America - Saturday, December 02, 2000 at 07:43 AM (CST)

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Hi Jack, I just talked to your mommy and she said you were feeling so much better, another answered prayer. We have a awesome God. You and your family our in our prayers and we do expect that miracle. God bless you and our love to you and your family.
John, Amy , Aaron and Isaac Moore <jamoore@win.bright.net>
Somerset, Wi USA - Friday, December 01, 2000 at 11:15 PM (CST)

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Twinkle, Twinkle little star...mommy wonders how you are.

We love you scooby. :) we all miss you SO much !

Love Mom, Jess, Jake & Joey
M.Espeseth
Clear Lake, WI 54005 - Friday, December 01, 2000 at 06:55 PM (CST)

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Dear Jackson, Your third cousin, Sandy Iverson told me about you and showed me this wonderful web page made especially for you. You are a brave young man and I feel God has a very special plan for you. You and your family will be in my prayers.
Gayla Bratton <gkb@pcis.net>
Houston, MO USA - Friday, December 01, 2000 at 01:08 PM (CST)

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Hello Jack ~ Glad to hear you're feeling better! You are a very brave little boy. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Cindy, Jim, Dane & Kacey Soderberg <cindy@saecheez.com>
Clear Lake, WI USA - Wednesday, November 29, 2000 at 11:20 PM (CST)

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KEEP UP THE RECOVERY JACKSON YOU ALL ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS..
TAMARA EDWARDS <AARONPOOH@EXCITE.COM>
DOWNING, WI - Wednesday, November 29, 2000 at 02:20 PM (CST)

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Jackson, Hello from Missouri. Your Grandmother, Aunt Marsha and the rest of the tribe and I our first cousin's. I have kept up with how you have been doing though Aunt Marsha, I am glad to hear you are doing better and hope you are able to go home soon. I hope one day to meet you.
Sandy Iverson - (your 3rd cousin on your mothers side)
Sandy Iverson <navymom_amy@yahoo.com>
Cabool, MO - Wednesday, November 29, 2000 at 09:08 AM (CST)

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Jackson, What a journey you have been on in your young life!You have been such an anchor and inspiration to us throughout your illness. It puts peoples lives and problems into perspective. You are a blessing to all who know you, and have done great works for the Lord already. Bless you my sweet child and know that you are being held in the comforting arms of the Lord. We love you very much!!!
Mike and Marsha Swant <maswant@yahoo.com>
RICE LAKE , WI USA - Tuesday, November 28, 2000 at 10:10 PM (CST)

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Jackson,
You have been, and continue to be, and insperation to me and everyone who knows you. You are, and forever will be my greatest hero! Our thoughts and prayers are with you,
Keep fight'n!
Uncle Tom, Heather, Jordan, Carter, Karissa, & Trey Thomas <tandha@aol.com>
Clayton, WI USA - Tuesday, November 28, 2000 at 09:30 PM (CST)

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Wassup Jack-I hope that watching the Packer game cheered ya up! I think about you a lot and hope that you are doing great and that you keep strong. I missed seeing your face at the family gathering, but I know that we will have many years to catch up on "bonding time" Love ya buddy~Breanne :)
Breanne Swant <b_swant@yahoo.com>
Rice Lake, WI - Tuesday, November 28, 2000 at 05:47 PM (CST)

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I love you very much Jack. You are a very special little bro. Get well soon!!!
Jessie Espeseth <ejs21_@excite.com>
Clear Lake, WI - Tuesday, November 28, 2000 at 04:53 PM (CST)

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Our prayers are with you.
Tony & Maria Sollman <TonySollman@hotmail.com>
Aurora, IL USA - Tuesday, November 28, 2000 at 04:42 PM (CST)

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Best wishes and all of God's blessings to our little grandson. Sorry to hear you are not feeling good right now, but we look to see you back home soon. Love always, Grandpa & family
Randy Gasper <WhiteEgHB@aol.com>
Borden, IN USA - Tuesday, November 28, 2000 at 04:23 PM (CST)

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Dear Sweet Jackson -

May the Lord embrace you and bless you with His Grace in guiding you to perfect health.

Your Mom has forever been an Angel of mine. Godspeed.

Peace and Love ~
Bonnie LaBlanc <blablanc@kodak.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Tuesday, November 28, 2000 at 03:31 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack! Just wanted to let you know how many people are thinking about you. Your a very special little guy. We think the world of you Jack and hope that you are happy.
Love you
Nate Theresa and Joel
Theresa Dix <tdix@oxbocorp.com>
Clearlake, WI - Tuesday, November 28, 2000 at 01:12 PM (CST)

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Jackson,

You are the sweetest and most courageous little boy. You are a messenger of God and his plans for you may not yet be known to us but you will do Wonders. Stay strong and healthy and always know how very much you are loved!
Royce & Angela <a.m.larson@excite.com>
Clear Lake, WI USA - Tuesday, November 28, 2000 at 12:22 PM (CST)

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Hi Jack,

We want you to know how much we love you and encourage you to stay strong as we know you have been.
Your journey has touched many live's in way's you don't even know.
I know how much you love Jesus and He is the one who will deliver you from this sickness.
Love you,
Ang & Jeremy
Angela & Jeremy Lind <jerlind@home.com>
Billings, MT US - Tuesday, November 28, 2000 at 11:35 AM (CST)

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Dear Jackson,
Your mom and I have been good friends for a long time. I know how special and precious you are. You are loved by so many people. Please know that my family and I are praying for you and thinking of you and your family every day. Take care, little boy.
With love and prayers,
Julie, Scott, Mollie, and Bobby Gilbertson
Julie Gilbertson <jgilbertson@clearlake.k12.wi.us>
Clayton, WI US - Tuesday, November 28, 2000 at 11:05 AM (CST)

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I love you baby Jack and do not understand why this is God's plan for you! However, indeed God does have His perfect plan for you and that is where we put our faith. Auntie Andy is so sorry for your suffering and commend you so for your bravery. God Bless you little one- don't give up the fight! I LOVE YOU
Auntie Andie , uncle Paul, Caleb and Hunter <snowdove72>
Taylors Falls, Mn united states - Tuesday, November 28, 2000 at 10:02 AM (CST)

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