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Hello beautiful girl.
Jessi I need your help. Nico is getting tested tomorrow for this awful Virus that’s taking lives all over the world. Please be with him because I can’t right now and I’m scared. He is brave and plays it off but I don’t want him to be alone. I could not take losing you both.
I love you and thank you

Chele <Ladytrix805@gmail.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Monday, July 13, 2020 5:20 AM CDT
Jessi,

I’m approaching my 24th birthday, and you would’ve been, too. I have a year left of school to get my BA, then my teaching credentials.

It’s been 16 years as of today, and this day never gets any easier. So much has changed... you would be so incredibly proud of Nico, he’s turned into an amazing young man. Robbie is smart and is sure to give your mom a run for her money.. he takes after you in that sense.

I love you, always. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to say that enough.

Kirsten
- Wednesday, August 28, 2019 12:54 AM CDT
Hi Jessi
I haven’t been on here in a long time. It’s not for lack of thinking of you though. I miss you all the time. Losing you broke me and changed me forever. I’ve been trying to put the pieces back together but it’s not going well. Nico just had his 22nd birthday and I got to go with him for his 1st tattoo. He got your name 💖 you would be proud of him because he is such a wonderful man now.
I love you baby girl for always

Aunt Chele <Ladytrixie@hotmail.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Saturday, July 13, 2019 5:27 PM CDT
Been awhile since I have been on this page...sure do miss your smile! Love and miss you dearly 💜
Melissa Cargill
Lompoc , - Thursday, July 11, 2019 4:11 PM CDT
Such a beautiful child....I know you all miss her still! So hard to believe she was to die so younb.
Linda Newberry <lindalee21147@gmail.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Thursday, July 11, 2019 12:28 AM CDT
Hey Jessi,

Missing you a little more than usual. I've just started my second year of college, and have my own apartment. Things are a little crazy and weird right now, but at the same time I love it. I miss my family at home, but I love being on my own and making my own choices. The only thing I would change, is for you to be here with me.

I hope you're having a blast up there, and swimming with dolphins and taking care of stray animals. I love you and miss you dearly. Visit me in my dreams <3

Kirsten <kjohns1595@gmail.com>
Chico, CA - Thursday, August 27, 2015 1:23 AM CDT
Hey Jess...I miss you. Even though I know you're always with me, it doesn't really make it easiet to accept the fact that you're gone. I love you & miss you. & I promise I won't ever forget you.
Kirsten Johns <kjohns1595@gmail.com>
Princeton, Ca - Wednesday, January 30, 2013 11:37 PM CST
Hey Jess. You would've turned 16 Saturday, two days ago. I miss you like crazy, it still just isn't the same without you. Love you and miss you, sending my thoughts your way.

Love,
your cousin <3

Kirsten Johns <livehappy16@gmail.com>
- Monday, September 26, 2011 4:51 PM CDT
Missing you alot today....Wish you were here!

Sending you lot's of hugs and kisses from earth.

Missy Cargill
Lompoc, Ca USA - Monday, August 8, 2011 12:03 AM CDT
I saw a pic of Jessi and she caught my eye. Im sorry for your loss, she was beautiful! God Bless your family.
Danielle Bowen <gr82bcutest@yahoo.com>
San Luis Obispo, Ca USA - Friday, July 29, 2011 1:28 AM CDT
Thinking of your Mommy today...Hope you are having a Great Mother's Day Nici!
Love Jessi & Missy

Missy Cargill <yissa624@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Sunday, May 8, 2011 2:37 PM CDT
Hey Jess! So...heartbreak sucks. I wish you were here, I would call you and talk to you. But you're not.....so I'll pray to you tonight.

-Luv you cuz!

Kirsten <horselover.kirsten@gmail.com>
princeton, ca usa - Wednesday, July 7, 2010 10:36 PM CDT
Wishing you peace this Christmas season. We will always remember Jessi and think about her often. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.
Katy and Mike <mkk2589@sbsheriff.org>
Buellton, CA USA - Tuesday, December 22, 2009 8:24 PM CST
Belated happy birthday Jessi.
Merne Kelley friend of Patti <merne@aol.com>
Palm Desert, CA USA - Wednesday, September 30, 2009 1:08 PM CDT
I hope you had the best 14th Birthday ever!!! I love you and miss you lots :)
Melissa <yissa624@yahoo.com>
LOMPOC, ca - Friday, September 25, 2009 11:31 AM CDT
Happy 14th birthday Jess!!! I couldn't stop thinking about you today! I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love,
Cuz

Kirsten Johns <horselover.kirsten@gmail.com>
Princeton, Ca USA - Thursday, September 24, 2009 8:26 PM CDT
Hi Jess,
I was thinking about you today. I love you!!

Aunt Bev <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Thursday, September 24, 2009 6:12 PM CDT
its almost your 14 birthday....Jessi i really miss you. :'(

love, cuz

Kirsten Johns <horselover.kirsten@gmail.com>
Princeton, Ca USA - Tuesday, September 22, 2009 8:52 PM CDT
6 years today...Bear I miss you sooooooooo much!
Missy <yissa624@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 28, 2009 8:59 PM CDT
Patti,
I did not know her but she looks like a darling little angel.

Bob Taylor <robert.m.taylor@vandenberg.af.mil>
Lompoc, CA USA - Thursday, July 23, 2009 8:29 AM CDT
Miss you alot!!!
Missy <yissa624@gmail.com>
- Friday, July 17, 2009 1:21 PM CDT
once again, im in class, writing an essay. im done with it, though. so how ya doing jess? im doing ok...rather not post details here. talk to you later.

love ya,
kirsten

Kirsten <horselover.kirsten@gmail.com>
princeton, ca usa - Friday, May 15, 2009 10:50 AM CDT
Hi Jessi baby,
I was just thinking about you and missing you so I came by to say hi.
Kisses all over your angel face.
Aunt Chele

Chele Contreras <trixiebell67@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Friday, May 1, 2009 2:35 PM CDT
Hey Jess! Did you see the pictures of you and me when we were seven in Florida? Brings back so many memories: swimming with the dolphin, Roxy, drifting in the stream at discovery cove, swimming with sting-rays, the heated pool and the girl we met there, the ''snow'' on thursdays, the ice cream parlor where the one mom taught us some sign lanugage(most of which i still remember!), the frogs that spit ater over the pool, disney world-and how we always got to go first, the house we stayed at in Give Kids A World. every time we left to go somewhere, when we came back, there was always a present of some sort waiting for us. and i still remember - on the day we were leaving, you and i were playing with playdough on the floor beside the ed, and it fell on the floor and made a mess, and we couldnt get it out of the carpet! :)

I love you jess!

Kirsten Johns <horselover.kirsten@gmail.com>
Princeton, Ca USA - Thursday, January 15, 2009 9:15 PM CST
my darling Jessica.. I miss you so very much. I carry you in my heart everyday. I know you talk to Kirsten... she misses you too... You two would be something else together...double trouble!! I love you to the moon and back...STILL! xxxooo
Grandma <mommabeach1@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, Ca USA - Sunday, December 21, 2008 4:13 PM CST
Dear Jesse,
I've been thinking an awful lot about you lately. I miss you soo much. Here's a hug from me to you!! I love you!!

Aunt Bev <bevee3@yahoo.com>
Princeton, CA - Monday, December 15, 2008 2:42 PM CST
Hey Jess! I miss you so much, you can never imagine. Hows heaven? (fun, i hope) Well, i have to go write an essay (ugh) talk to you later, cuz!

Kirsten Johns <horselover.kirsten@gmail.com>
Princeton, Ca USA - Thursday, November 6, 2008 5:10 PM CST
hey jess! how's heaven? im finally 13! luv u lots, kirsten
Kirsten Johns <horselover.kirsten@gmail.com>
Princeton, CA USA - Thursday, October 23, 2008 11:00 AM CDT
Happy 13th Birthday JessiBear!
I miss you everyday and for some reason even more so today (as if I ever thought that was possible). You will forever be in my heart as well as so many others. You are in my thoughts today, the day of your 1st teenage birthday. Love Always, Mich

Mich Bolitho <computinghorsenut@yahoo.com>
Peyton, Co US - Wednesday, September 24, 2008 1:34 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Baby Bear! I hope you have the best Birthday ever...I miss you!!!
Favorite Sister <yissa624@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, ca - Tuesday, September 23, 2008 10:33 PM CDT
hey jess! sorry its a little late, but happy 13th bday!
Recap: I've gotten a horse (Elvis, grandma is SOOO happy thats his name, lol), 7th grade rules, but at the same time i miss 6th.

How's heaven? talk to later!


luv, cuz

Kirsten Johns <horselover.kirsten@gmail.com>
Princeton, Ca USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 10:58 AM CDT
Happy 13th Birthday Jessie!
Mary Marvin <marvellusm@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, August 30, 2008 11:30 AM CDT
Hi Denise,
Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and Jesse - especially at this time of the year. Hugs and prayers,
Katy H.

Katy Haberkorn <mhaber@impulse.net>
Buellton, CA USA - Sunday, August 24, 2008 8:29 PM CDT
Hey cuz! It's me again. My first day of seventh grade started 1 week ago from today. I almost got lost! SOOOO confusing! But im enjoying 7th grade, its a lot of fun! i have a lot more friends now, and a LOT less enemies. (of course, i still have SOME enemies.....i think)

So everything's going pretty well for me right now (what a surprise!)

talk to you later.

Luv ya Cuz!

Kirsten Johns <horselover.kirsten@gmail.com>
- Monday, August 18, 2008 9:14 PM CDT
Hey Cuz! How are you? I'm at Grandmas house right now, i wish you were here,it would be 1,000,000,000 tiome more fun if you were.

love ya cuz!

luv,
kirsten

Kirsten Johns <horselover.kirsten@gmail.com>
Princeton, Ca USA - Sunday, July 20, 2008 3:20 PM CDT
Baby Bear...I miss you soooo much! Wish you were here!
Your Favorite Sister Missy!
Lompoc, Ca SB - Wednesday, July 16, 2008 10:57 PM CDT
Hi Denise and Aaron - just wanted to say hello and let you know that I was thinking about Jessi today. Sending you lots of hugs - Angel Jenn
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Saturday, February 23, 2008 7:37 AM CST
oh my darling Jessi... I miss you more than words can say!! I love you to the moon and back baby girl...
Grandma

Patti Beach <mommabeach1@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, Ca - Saturday, February 16, 2008 9:50 PM CST
Aunt Nici, could you post some pictures of me and jess toghether? i only have one, and i think it'd be nice to see some more, to let more memories rise to the surface. thanks,
kirsten

Kirsten Johns (her cousin) <horselover.kirsten@gmail.com>
Princeton, Ca USA - Thursday, February 7, 2008 9:40 PM CST
Hey, Jess! I hope you get this, up there in heaven. Remeber the trip to Florida? On the plane ride over there, we played with play-dough and talked about what we wanted to be when we grow up? i still remember almost everyword of that coversation. Oh, and remember when we chose which bed will be whose in the little house in ''Give Kids A World''? And the flat are right by the window? Remember how we got up there and pretended we were stars at a huge concert, and we had arrived in a Limo? That was fun, wasn't it? The pool there was heated, and i just loved the frogs that squirted water over the pool! Remember the girl we met? Is she up there in heaven with you now, Jess? Remember that ice-cream place in Give Kids A World? It had the BEST ice-cream, huh? How are you? Guess what? i have the most CONFUSING math teacher ever! He has a BAD, BAD, BAD tempet, too! When he gets mad, he hits the whiteboard. it's cracked in the middle now! (haha, mr swartz!) I work at a stables now. I've gotten a lot better at riding. I've actually ridden in a couple of horse shows now! (yay!!!)Do you hear me, when i talk to you at night? I ask you for advice, or i just tell you how things are going, about my latest crush, the rumors and gossip. aren't you proud of me that i'm playing the drums this year? i'm the only girl drummer! i'll talk to you tonight, Jess, okay? I love you, cuz!!!

Kirsten Johns (her cousin) <horselover.kirsten@gmail.com>
Priceton, Ca USA - Thursday, February 7, 2008 9:31 PM CST
I miss you, Jess!
Kirsten Johns (her cousin) <horselover.kirsten@gmail.com>
Princeton, Ca USA - Thursday, February 7, 2008 9:14 PM CST
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Love, Colton's family

www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer

Laura
ca - Saturday, December 15, 2007 0:11 AM CST
Happy Birthday, Baby Bear! I love and miss you so much!
Missy <yissa624@verizon.net>
Lompoc, CA - Monday, September 24, 2007 8:10 AM CDT
My special Angel - Happy Birthday!! I miss you every minute of everyday!! I am sure you are having fun riding your bike and skating with the wind blowing your really long hair! I can hardly wait to see you my angel
all my love, Grandma

Grandma <mommabeach1@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, ca USA - Sunday, September 23, 2007 5:48 PM CDT
He will remove all of their sorrows, and there will be no more death or sorrow or crying or pain. For the old world and it's evils are gone forever! (Revelations 21:4) I love and miss you so much.
Missy
Lompoc, Ca - Sunday, September 23, 2007 2:25 PM CDT
Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things. Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.
(1 Corinthians 13:4-8)

Edie Kennard <wish_i_had_a_dollar@yahoo.com>
St. James, MO USA - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 2:48 PM CDT
August 28... you became an angel in heaven. We know you were always an angel on earth. Remembering you today and always.
Grateful Friend.
- Monday, August 27, 2007 10:45 PM CDT
Hello Angel,
I think about you all the time. Nico talks about you still though not often because he says it makes him cry. He misses you so much. I miss you too......everyday.
I just wanted to say I love you Jessi....now and forever.

kisses all over your face,
Aunt Chele

Chele Contreras <trixiebell67@yahoo.com>
Lompoc, CA USA - Friday, June 22, 2007 10:51 PM CDT
Hello - was just thinking about you and remembering Jessi, so I stopped in. Sending you hugs -
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Thursday, April 5, 2007 5:50 PM CDT
Just sending some


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viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, March 18, 2007 12:30 AM CDT
i think that she is in a better place now and that she will be there when you come to join her in life after death i think that she gat her wngs fighting i wish you and you family good hope for your life to come
Hannah Vogan <wicked101234@yahoo.com>
Pa - Monday, March 12, 2007 3:04 PM CDT
i think that she is in a better place now and that she will be there when you come to join her in life after death i think that she gat her wngs fighting i wish you and you family good hope for your life to come
Hannah Vogan <wicked101234@yahoo.com>
Pa - Monday, March 12, 2007 3:03 PM CDT
Sheri...
Please feel free to email me at Californiabeach@yahoo.com I will be more than happy to help you in any way I can. I wish you had left an email address....
Denise
Jessi's Mom

Denise, Angel Jessi's Mom <californiabeach@yahoo.com>
Lompoc , CA USA - Saturday, February 3, 2007 6:23 AM CST
Hi, My name is Sheri. My Nephew has the ugly cancer neuroblastoma that they found when he was 2. He is now 6 as of Dec 21, 2006. Today we got the call that the cancer is now in his head. I noticed around Dec 15 that he was rubbing his head alot. I guess I am tring to find answers and find out what is going on. It is hard to talk to his mom and dad because they are taking this hard. I know this might be uncomfortable for you to talk about and I will understand but if you have anything you would like to share to let us know what to expect I would love to hear from you. My kids are very sad and hate seeing him like this, and I know I need to prepare them for what might happen soon.
Sheri
Rancho Cucamonga, CA US - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 10:05 PM CST

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