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Dear ^i^ Mason's family
Thank you so much for visiting my Jacob's page and for your message I know you know how much the messages mean to us
Our boys are so alike it's uncanny ..My Jacob also relapsed in the sinuses ..and fought hard to stay here
I know how much you miss your Mason and the days are sometimes so long I also have days when the missing Jacob is so overwhelming I can hardly breathe ...This is our life now until we see them again
sending you love and hugs for you and your ^i^ mason
Jacob's mum

Jacob 17th June 1991-16th June 2005

support group for people that have lost children to Leukaemia
forever in our hearts after leukaemia

Leukaemia Sux Remembering Jacob
Brisbane , Queensland Australia < /font> - Friday, January 16, 2009 4:39 PM CST

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Sandy,
That picture of you and Mason giving each other a kiss just blew me away. The tears are still falling. We continue to think of you and Mason often. Take care and God Bless.


Jeff Holt (www.caringbridge.org/mn/ryanholt) <cari_holt@hotmail.com>
Buffalo, Mn USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2008 12:47 AM CST

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Visiting Connor Gordon's site looking for an update and ran into your bridge page. The Gordon's are good friends and I am still in shock that this is happening. This has opened up a whole new world. Hard to believe all the things you take for granted. Reading about Mason's couragous fight and how special each and every one of these children are. I pray for you to have healing in your loss. God Bless. Tammy
Tammy Charlson <tntnt@wctatel.net>
Plymouth, IA USA - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 9:05 PM CST

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I can't believe its been over four years since our boys both earned thier wings and entered Heaven. We think of you often. Take care of yourself and God Bless.

The Holts.
Jeff and Cari Holt (www.caringbridge.org/mn/ryanholt) <cari_holt@hotmail.com>
Buffalo, Mn - Thursday, November 22, 2007 8:28 AM CST

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I can't explain how these things happen other than what the bible says in John 10:10. The good news is that you will see him again if you put your trust in Jesus.
Carl Wickstrom <carlwickstrom@comcast.com>
Shoreview, MN USA - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 8:12 AM CDT

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It's in times like the loss of an innocent child like Mason that we question God and even grow angry at him. He understands and is big enough to shoulder those anxieties. He also has a plan for everything and it's during these times we need his love, comfort, peace and wisdom. Seek him and remember he'll carry us when we can no longer move forward. He brings other believers out of no where to comfort us. I commit Zach and Adam into your care and ask you to help them with their trails and give Sandy your Peace.
Trust him and let him shoulder the pain. He is able.
Todd Christen <tchristen_mn1@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 3, 2007 7:18 PM CDT

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Sandy,
I happened to be browsing the guestbook for McKenna, a girl we met through an organization called HopeKids. They are a great family, going through their 2nd BMT. I saw your CB link (and Watertown, MN) and wanted to learn more. I remembered your posting on my son, Chase's site and then it clicked. You are a neighbor to my friend Sue. What a small world. I am sorry for your loss. I feel blessed that Chase has ALL and not something else. Makes you cherish the days and take them one at a time. Thanks for posting to Chase's site.
Janet Banken <Janetbanken@yahoo.com>
formerly Watertown, MN - Friday, September 21, 2007 4:53 PM CDT

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Sandy,
Thank you for adding McKenna to your list of children needing prayers. We certainly need them! We've had a really rough day and we are praying that this is the extent of the "rough" stuff. I read through Mason's journal history and am in tears that such a beautiful, wonderful, loving little boy is no longer here on earth. I wish it wasn't so! But it sounds like he really lived it up...right up til he went to be with Jesus. You must be so proud of him!!

McKenna turns 10 on October 29th...this is her second BMT also. What a horrible thing to go through again and again. If I could give my life for hers, I would in a heartbeat. I know you know exactly how that feels! All of us "cancer moms" have that in common...it's like we belong to a club. Thank you for the love and prayers you have given and are asking for McKenna. She is my heart and soul.....
www.caringbridge.org/mn/mckenna
Krista Johnson
Brooklyn Park, MN USA - Monday, September 3, 2007 9:38 PM CDT

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". . .weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." (Psalm 30:5) And what a glorious morning that will be! As Mason's Homegoing anniversary approaches, we pray that our Lord hold you very close and that you may know His comforting presence in a special way.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 7:31 PM CDT

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Sandy,

I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you this week. I often think of Mason and what an awesome kid he was and how he would always make me smile.

Take care.

Theresa
Theresa Sexton
Delano, MN USA - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 7:00 PM CDT

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My thoughts and prayers are with you. I know that I too am looking forward to being in heaven with my Blake. Im sure they are together and playing because Blake loved to hang around older kids.
Shelly -----Cliffton Blake Kurck's mom <shell_1971mac@yahoo.com>
Beebe, AR USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 11:58 AM CDT

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My heart and prayers hold you as Mason's 10th birthday approaches. I so much know your pain. May our Lord hold you close and may precious memories lighten the way to a bright hope.

Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, May 26, 2007 10:21 AM CDT

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Mason has been added to the Loyal Angel Lambs video

Tanja Theriault <loyallambtanja@msn.com>
Canada - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 8:39 AM CDT

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Sandy and Family--

We just wanted to check in and let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless.

The Brunners www.caringbridge.com/mn/joeybrunner

Mike Brunner
Savage, MN - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 0:39 AM CST

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Very beautiful webpage for your son. I send you my wishes n happy thoughts with your trying times.
Jason Zachow <teeoff70@yahoo.com>
Montrose, MN US - Sunday, January 21, 2007 6:48 PM CST

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Sandy,
This message was left on our web-site. I thought I would share it with you and those who read your site.

The Gap

The gap between those who have lost children and those who have not is profoundly difficult to bridge. No one, whose children are well and intact can be expected to understand what parents who have lost children have absorbed and what they bear. Our children come to us through every blade of grass, every crack in the sidewalk, every bowl of breakfast cereal. We seek contact with their atoms, their hairbrush, their toothbrush, their clothing. We reach for what was integrally woven into the fabric of our lives, now torn and shredded.
A black hole has been blown through our souls and, indeed, it often does not allow the light to escape. It is a difficult place. For us to enter there is to be cut deeply, and torn anew, each time we go there, by the jagged edges of our loss. Yet we return, again and again, for that is where our children now reside. This will be so for years to come and it will change us profoundly. At some point in the distant future, the edges of that hole will have tempered and softened but the empty space will remain - a life sentence.
Our friends will change through this. There is no avoiding it. We grieve for our children, in part, through talking about them and our feelings for having lost them. Some go there with us, others cannot and through their denial and a further measure, however unwittingly, to an already heavy burden. Assuming that we may be feeling "better" six months later is simply "to not get it." The excruciating and isolating reality that bereaved parents feel is hermetically sealed from the nature of any other human experience. Thus it is a trap - those whose compassion and insight we most need are those for whom we abhor the experience that would allow them that sensitivity and capacity. And yet, somehow there are those, each in their own fashion, who have found a way to reach us and stay, to our comfort. They have understood, again each in their own way, that our children remain our children through our memory of them. Their memory is sustained through speaking about them and our feelings about their death. Deny this and you deny their life. Deny their life and you no longer have a place in ours.
We recognize that we have moved to an emotional place where it is often very difficult to reach us. Our attempts to be normal are painful and the day to day carries a silent, screaming anguish that accompanies us, sometimes from moment to moment. Were we to give it its own voice we fear we would become truly unreachable, and so we remain "strong" for a host of reasons even as the strength saps our energy and drains our will. Were we to act out our true feelings we would be impossible to be with. We resent having to act normal, yet we dare not do otherwise. People who understand this dynamic are our gold standard. Working our way through this over the years will change us as does every experience - and extreme experience changes one extremely. We know we will have recovered when, as we have read, it is no longer so painful to be normal. We do not know who we will be at that point or who will still be with us.
We have read that the gap is so difficult that, often, bereaved parents must attempt to reach out to friends and relatives or risk losing them. This is our attempt. For those untarnished by such events, who wish to know in some way what they, thankfully, do not know, read this. It may provide a window that is helpful for both sides of the gap.

By
Michael Crenlinsten
Jacqui <j_sufka@yahoo.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, November 26, 2006 1:55 PM CST

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Sandy--

Thanks for stopping by Joey's web site and leaving us a message. We are thrilled and honored to add Mason's name to the list of kids we ask our supporters to pray for. We so admire you for staying connected to the cause. Mason reminds me very much of Joe. He obviously loves, and we mean loves, his mom.

The thoughts and prayers of so many people have been such a big help to us in this battle to beat cancer. While we have the best doctors, nurses, facilities and medicines on our side, we know that it is the prayers and thoughts from people like you that are going to enable Joe to win the battle.

Thank you.

Mike, Laura, Emily, Chris, Liz, Anna and Joe Brunner
www.caringbridge.com/mn/joeybrunner

Mike Brunner
Savage, MN - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 8:14 PM CDT

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Thanks for stopping by my site
Love,
Casey
www.caringbridge.org/visit/clk

Casey <casey_knapp@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, September 12, 2006 9:26 AM CDT

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pray for me all my needs and spirital needs and houseing things like healings .love ya
jarrod bartley <askforjesuschrist@yahoo.com>
Chillicothe, ohio ross - Saturday, September 2, 2006 4:41 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy,

Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and the boys. It is hard to believe three years have passed since Mason left us. I think of him often, not with sadness but with gratitude and love for the joy he brought to my life. Knowing Mason and his wonderful spirit have helped to make me a better person. I think of his smile, quick wit and great fishing stories. Recently, my granddaughter Nora, took Mason's bear from Children's Hospital, off the bed I had it on. As she held the bear tight while I rocked her, I delighted in telling her about a special angel who touched so many lives. I told her when she gets bigger and can go fishing we would use "steak" as bait. Because that is how you catch the big ones. He was a wonderful child and an inspiration to us all.

Take care,

Theresa
Theresa Sexton
Delano, MN USA - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 8:25 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy,

Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and the boys. It is hard to believe three years have passed since Mason left us. I think of him often, not with sadness but with gratitude and love for the joy he brought to my life. Knowing Mason and his wonderful spirit have helped to make me a better person. I think of his smile, quick wit and great fishing stories. Recently, my granddaughter Nora, took Mason's bear from Children's Hospital, off the bed I had it on. As she held the bear tight while I rocked her, I delighted in telling her about a special angel who touched so many lives. I told her when she gets bigger and can go fishing we would use "steak" as bait. Because that is how you catch the big ones. He was a wonderful child and an inspiration to us all.

Take care,

Theresa
Theresa Sexton
Delano, MN USA - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 8:25 PM CDT

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Lifting you in prayer on the eve of Mason's Homegoing anniversary. May our Lord hold you close. May you know the peace and comfort of His embrace.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 5:38 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy,
I just wanted to check in knowing Mason’s anniversary date is approaching and Katja’s will follow a few weeks later. I know this is an incredibly difficult time. Katja just had her 7th birthday three weeks ago. It is painful to miss her this much.
I watched Extreme Makeover – Home Addition on Sunday night and had several meltdowns. They featured twins that both battled cancer within 5 months of each other, but one relapsed and went through a bone marrow transplant. The 7-year old girl reminded me so much of Katja after her first transplant, I couldn’t contain my emotions. Another weird situation happened in June when I brought Evan to his two-year appointment. There was a magazine featuring a story about some girl after transplant and I thought it WAS Katja. She looked exactly like Katja after her second transplant. There are so many reminders of their life and reminders of missed moments, you just don’t know when or where they will surface. Who cares what anyone else thinks, it’s good to just be in the moment no matter how our feelings come out. I am thinking of you and your family. Love,
Jacqui <j_sufka@yahoo.com>
Saint Cloud, MN - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 1:50 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy!
It's been a long time since I've seen or talked to you but I think of you ALL the time! You are so strong, I've always been impressed with your strength and perserverence, and I can't even begin to imagine the pain you go through every day. I know it is Masons birthday today, so I thought I'd send a prayer and Happy Birthday his way, and say Hi to his Mom too! Stay strong, but cry if you need to, it's OK, people WILL understand.
Jeannie Juusola <Jeannie.Juusola@yahoo.com>
Watertown, MN USA - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 7:51 AM CDT

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We lift you in prayer as Mason's birthday rapidly approaches and ask our heavenly Father that, in the midst of this incomprehensible pain and sorrow, we may rejoice and through our tears see the precious promise the birth of our Saviour brings. May our Lord hold you close and let you know that both Mason and He are there in a very special way.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, May 20, 2006 7:01 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy...I am thinking about you this Mother's Day. I am sending hugs for when you need them. I have those dreams about Kyle too..I believe that is them coming to us. I am thinking of your boys too because I know they help you get through. Be kind to yourself and know you aren't alone.
Heidi Whipple, Kyle's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/kylemyle <heidijo329@yahoo.com>
New Prague, MN - Thursday, May 11, 2006 12:14 AM CDT

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My love is with you guys
Bob Mueller <bob@insitesinc.net>
Plymouth, MN `` - Monday, May 1, 2006 1:03 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy, just stopping by to say hi! I do understand to well what you are going through day-to-day. I am not sure anyone who hasn't experienced a similar loss could truly understand. Know that I hold you and your family close in my heart.
Love, Jacqui Sufka <j_sufka@yahoo.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, March 11, 2006 5:13 PM CST

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Hi Sandy,
I came across Mason's page the other day and I read all the past entries. I never got the opertunity to meet Mason but I wish I would have. I used to babysit the Vouk's and I remember Jonathan having a huge smile on his face, telling me about his best friend, Mason. I lost a close friend a few years ago and when I was struggling with the loss, I came across a song that really help. It is entitled "With Hope" by Steven Curtis Chapman. I bet there is a way you can listen to it online, but if not I will attach some of the lyrics for you to look at. Anyway, thanks for the updates and I hope you continue to find time to post. God Bless.
- Kristy

With Hope Lyrics:

This is not at all how
We thought it was supposed to be
We had so many plans for you
We had so many dreams
And now you've gone away
And left us with the memories of your smile
And nothing we can say
And nothing we can do
Can take away the pain
The pain of losing you, but ...

We can cry with hope
We can say goodbye with hope
'Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no
And we can grieve with hope
'Cause we believe with hope
(There's a place by God's grace)
There's a place where we'll see your face again
We'll see your face again

And never have I known
Anything so hard to understand
And never have I questioned more
The wisdom of God's plan
But through the cloud of tears
I see the Father's smile and say well done
And I imagine you
Where you wanted most to be
Seeing all your dreams come true
'Cause now you're home
And now you're free, and ...

We have this hope as an anchor
'Cause we believe that everything
God promised us is true, so ...

We wait with hope
And we ache with hope
We hold on with hope
We let go with hope

Kristy <kristy.dressen@mnsu.edu>
Watertown, - Sunday, March 5, 2006 10:47 PM CST

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Hi Sandy!
Your timing is impeccable! I was thinking about you on Tuesday, but I couldn't remember your website! I probably could have fished through my guestbook entries to find it, but life is nuts, so I hadn't done it yet. Anyway, you really were on my mind, and suddenly, there you were, in my guestbook.
I am sorry I haven't been by. My web time has been dramatically reduced, but not my prayers of love and comfort for families who are struggling.
Christmas is probably a challenging time, so I hope you will have some extra peace this season.
Lori Noah's Page <clowns@myhometown.net>
N st paul, mn - Thursday, December 22, 2005 5:17 PM CST

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I haven't been able to tell you Sandy, until now how sorry i am and how proud I am that you are so strong. I didn't know how to relate to this. Now I know that Mason is in a better place. Be strong and courageous in the days ahead and know that Mason is with you always.
Todd Heydt <hikencamp@hotmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Saturday, October 8, 2005 7:57 PM CDT

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Love Always BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 8:50 PM CDT

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www.postpals.co.uk

Liz Cook - Postpals
Brighton, England, UK - Saturday, September 3, 2005 3:09 PM CDT

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Thinking and feeling and crying and praying. May you continue to know our Lord's comfort and peace.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 8:13 PM CDT

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Thinking of you, especially today.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, August 30, 2005 1:37 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy, I know I haven't talked to you in a long time but I want you to know that I am thinking of you and Mason alot. It has been two years since Keagan and I visited with you and Mason but I still remember it like it was yesterday. He was such a sweet kid! I know the coming days will be hard but just know you have not been forgotten and we will be praying for you and the boys, Love Heather O'Brien
Heather O'Brien <stobber10@frontiernet.net>
Watertown, - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 1:01 PM CDT

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hi I found your page through the banner's my son also had AML I thought I would popped by to say we are thinking of you
love Jacob's mum Angel Jake
www.caringbridge.org/me/jacob


Deanne McLeod steinmetz
brisbane, Queensland Australia - Saturday, July 2, 2005 11:44 PM CDT

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My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, June 27, 2005 10:20 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy,
I have to say tears came to my eyes the minute I came into this site. I swear I felt your pain the minute I saw Mason's angelic face. I know your pain and pray for more strength. I share your tears, but praise your courage. Keep the faith, Sandy.
Danny <Nomad0121@yahoo.com>
Inver Grove Heigths, MN USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 10:21 PM CDT

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SANDY,
I WAS JUST BROWSING AROUND DIFFERNT WEBSITES WHEN I CAME ACROSS YOUR. IM VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSE. BUT I AM A PARENT WHO LOST THERE 2YR OLD DAUGHTER TO BRAIN CANCER 2 WEEKS AGO. AND I CANT UNDERSTAND WHY THIS WOULD HAPPEN TO ANY CHILD. I AM SAD, MAD AND HAVE TONS OF MIXED EMOTIONS ON US LOSING A CHILD. I FEEL YOUR PAIN. AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO GO ON. BUT IM HAPPY MY DAUGHTER IS NOT SUFFERING. THAT SHE IS A PRETTY ANGEL WITH YOUR SON. IM VERY SORRY.
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO WRITE www.caringbridge.org il/miasanchez
GOD BLESS,
LUPE SANCHEZ

lupe sanchez <miaeliza@comcast.net>
chicago, il - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 1:44 AM CDT

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I've been hearing that people can't get into my guestbook I think I fixed it now I hope.Thinking of you always.

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 7:38 PM CDT

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Dropping by to let you know that I carry you in my heart and prayers today. Our Lord Jesus prayed that "those which thou hast given me" be with Him where He was. Praise God that by His grace and mercy that is where our beloved children await. May we always be comforted and encouraged by His precious promise.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Monday, May 30, 2005 8:59 AM CDT

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Hi Sandy, Zach and Adam,

I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you this weekend. i was just going through the book the class did in Kindergarten -"Franklin and Friends" and was reading all the notes Mason and his classmates made as the stuffed Franklin made his rounds. Mason will always remain with me as he will with his classmates. He touched each of them in a special way and I know they will always treasure his friendship in the years to come as I will always remember Mason. Mason taught everyone that life can be short, so you need to lead the best life you can and to spread happiness whereever you go. Mason succeeded in doing that and is an inspiration to us all.

Through the tears, smile - because that is what Mason loved to leave with all he met - his great smile.

Take care.

Theresa
Theresa Sexton <JSexton47@msn.com>
Delano, MN USA - Sunday, May 29, 2005 2:59 PM CDT

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We are leaving to go to Montana for Memorial Day weekend. We will spend some time visiting Tucker while we are there. Sometimes it is so hard to have him buried so far away, I just have to remind myself that is not where he really is. Anyway, I wanted you to know that I will be thinking of you on the 30th as you celebrate that beautiful little boy that was such a wonderful gift in your life, Mason. Take care Sandy. Fondly, Tracy
Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 9:08 AM CDT

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just wanted to let you know we think about you often and pray your friend will help ease your pain on May 30th. Hugs and Prayers always.
Kalsbecks, Joel, Beth, Chrystal, Jake and Cole <bionicjakester@yahoo.com/www.caringbridge.org/wi/bionicjakester>
Menomonie, Wi US - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 5:50 PM CDT

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I know is very to describe the feeling of loosing a child i know that as a fact my daughter passaway a year an a half she also had leukemia she die from complications from her bone marrow transplant.My prayers are with you and your family.
Astrid M.Santiago <as169@nyu.edu>
Bronx, N.Y. USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 12:58 AM CDT

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Just a note to all of our wonderful Mom's to say we are thinking of you today, and hope that you had a wonderful day.

May the love we have for our children bring us peace in our hearts.

Love,
The Rechs!~
Jimmie, Kris, Wyatt, Carter, Ali, Bryce and Justin
WYATT'S ADVENTURES <kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 11:21 PM CDT

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My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, May 8, 2005 7:23 PM CDT

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<brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, May 2, 2005 1:36 AM CDT

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LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 1:49 AM CDT

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Keep your family in our prayers. I love the poem on the front page it is so true.
With Gods Love and Peace
April and "Angel Mae Mae and Mimmie and Boys
www.caringbridge.org/tn/kayla <babymsmom04@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 21, 2005 1:45 PM CDT

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For you parents

God Made You For A Reason

When I look upon my screen
I find a happy reason
the joy that comes to me from you
is gratitude so very pleasing...

What a wonderful creator
that made a friend like you,
He placed a sweet kind person
and gave me lots of comfort too.

A world without your kindness
would be a sad sad world.

But I don't have to worry,
there's no need to be,
because of you I am very happy,
and that's good enough for me.

I've found great people everywhere,
they come into my life.
Just like you, all those others too,
have given me delight.

So I thank God I met you,
I thank him for all seasons.
Now I know for sure with all my heart,
GOD Created YOU for a reason.

LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Monday, April 18, 2005 3:03 AM CDT

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Thinking and praying for you always.
LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Friday, April 15, 2005 1:44 AM CDT

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Sandy, It has been way too long since I signed the guestbook, but I wanted you to know I think of you always and I'm wishing you a blessed Easter. I hope it's filled with eggs, to much chocolate, and mostly, hope.
Fondly, Tracy
Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Sunday, March 27, 2005 8:05 AM CST

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Just stoppin by to say Hi and let you know we are still thinking about you!
Laura Masica (Duncan's Mom) <lmasica@msn.com>
- Saturday, March 26, 2005 4:31 PM CST

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HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK

Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, March 25, 2005 9:24 AM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. From one angel mum to another I send you ((hugs)). I lost my daughter on 1-8-05.
www.myangelteagyn.bravehost.com
www.peroxisomaldisorderawarness.bravehost.com

nicola <teagynsmum@aol.com>
virginia beach, va - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 1:43 AM CST

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Hi, just wanted to remind you that GOD will be your strength at all times. May GOD Bless you and bring happy memories to your mind. JESUS loves you,Monica
Share The Love
Monica Martin <monie48m@lycos.com>
Livingston, Louisiana USA - Monday, March 14, 2005 4:14 PM CST

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Hi Sandy,
I had lost track of you for a while and then saw you in someone else's guestbook, so I came by to say hello.
I hope you are well!!
Lori Noah's Page <clowns@myhometown.net>
n st paul, mn - Monday, March 14, 2005 1:06 AM CST

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Sandy,
I visited Mason's site a while ago after you signed my daughter's webpage...but I didn't sign in then. It seems our kids went through a lot of the same stuff and both had amazing attitudes while enduring the chemo/radiation/bmt/feeding tube regiments. How did they do that? If only their minds could have taken over their sick bodies! I hope they have met in heaven and have wonderful adventures. Mason was very handsome...what a sweet heart! Thanks for introducing me to your family! You are a treasure too and I'm certain your other two boys appreciate your amazing strength to carry on and be there for them. God Bless.
Angel Amanda’s mom

Deloyce Barrington <dbarrington3@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, Va - Saturday, March 12, 2005 6:25 PM CST

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Sandy,

I think of you often and wonder how you and the boys are doing. I hope you had a good birthday, and was able to do something special for yourself. Are you planning on attending any more grief groups in the future? I was glad that we were able to meet there last year. I don't think I will be going to any in the near future, as I found they made me more depressed to hear about other children that had lost their battle with cancer. I wish they could find a cure for this monster, as many other children that I have met have passed away in the last year, leaving more families grieving. Anyway, take care of yourself and drop me a note sometime.

Laurie - www.caringbridge.org/mn/jessicalynnnielsen
Laurie Nielsen <tljjjnielsen@netzero.net>
- Friday, March 4, 2005 2:31 PM CST

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Hello Sandy and family, did you get the chance to hang up Mason's ornament at Christmas?

I hope you all liked it. It's been a while since I came by but I thought I should say hello!
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
KICKIN' CANCER'S BUTT?, - Friday, February 18, 2005 6:26 PM CST

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Just want you to know that your always in our prayers.
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.

Here is a poem that I would like to share with all the moms that have a love one in that is in Heaven:

My Mom Is A Survivor


My Mom is a survivor, or so I've heard it said.
But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach that never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mom, who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise.
But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes.
My mom tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows it is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mom...through Heaven's open door.
I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more.
But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...And show her that you care.
For no matter what she says...no matter what she feels.
My surviving mom has a broken heart that time won't ever heal~!

Author unknown.
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 12:42 AM CST

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Happy Belated Birthday Sandy,
It sounds like you are surrounded by some wonderful people. I wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and Mason today.
LOL, Jacqui and Angel Katja <j_sufka@yahoo.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, February 3, 2005 4:00 PM CST

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Hey Sandy,
GOD is smiling on your family for the wonderful tribute to Mason.He is in a great place now... How some wish to be there with our Lord.In HIS time though.
Matt Kottwitz <melamatty@iglide.net>
Lakeville, mn usa - Saturday, January 29, 2005 6:14 PM CST

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Letting you know that your in our prayers and thoughts.
Sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++++
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.
~*~LaKota~*~


http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 10:15 AM CST

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Sounds like an impressive young man and I cant even imagine how you must miss him. Take care Sandy. Todd
Todd K. Ellig <tellig@tds.net>
Winsted, Mn USA - Sunday, January 9, 2005 4:35 PM CST

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Hi Sandy!
I've been thinking of you, especially with the start of a new year, and my hope for you in the coming year is that your relationship with the Lord will continue to blossom as it has so beautifully in your journey with, and now without, Mason. How wonderful it must be for you to have your angels (parents and child)looking over you now! I like to think of each new year as being one more year closer to heaven and I hope you do too! May God abundantly bless you and the boys in 2005 and well beyond, Sandy! Take care!
Love,
Linda Carlson <brianlindacarlson@hotmail.com>
Wayzata, MN USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 10:58 AM CST

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Dear Sandy and boys,
Wishing you a season of blessings, hearts filled with hope, and peace this holiday season.
Jacqui and Angel Katja <j_sufka@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 3:28 PM CST

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Sandy, Zach & Adam,

My wish for this Christmas is that you can have love and laughter, knowing that Mason is with you always. I remember how he liked to get presents and I think the most precious present you can give him is being together and enjoying your holidays together.

May you find peace and love this holiday season.

Love,

Theresa


Theresa Sexton <JSexton47@msn.com>
Delano, MN - Thursday, December 23, 2004 5:48 PM CST

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Hello,
I have read your site, and it just breaks my heart. I am so sorry for all that you have ben through. When you get down, I encourage you to always look back at all of the GOOD times you had with Mason, and not to focus so much on the BAD. Always remember that God has ALWAYS listened to your prayers. He will always answer your prayers; even though it may not be the answer you were looking for, he always knows what's best!! He will NEVER give you a burden that you can't handle!!! Merry CHRISTmas and Happy New Year. God Bless.
Justin <jlancaster1225@comcast.net>
Northport, AL USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 3:47 PM CST

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Hello Sandy,

Sorry I haven't written in a while. I stop in to visit Mason quite often. I hope you will have a wonderful holiday with your family. I hope memories of Mason will fill your hearts with love and laughter.

Take care.

Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, December 18, 2004 6:20 PM CST

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NOTHING COMPARES TO THE LOVE WE HAVE FOR OUR CHILDREN, WELL, ONE THING DOES FOR SURE, THAT IS G O D 'S LOVE FOR THE WHOLE HUMAN RACE. I COULD NEVER ( and would never) GIVE ONE OF MY SONS TO DIE FOR A SINFUL PEOPLE WHO, FOR THE MAJORITY, WOULD REJECT MY GIFT . BUT GOD, IN HIS EVER LOVING MERCY HAS DONE THAT VERY THING. HE GAVE JESUS TO A LOST AND DYING WORLD, KNOWING THAT MOST WOULD REJECT HIS OFFER OF REDEMPTION. HE STILL WENT THROUGH WITH THE SACRIFIAL DEATH OF HIS SON FOR THE FEW WHO WOULD GLADLY REACH OUT TO RECEIVE JESUS AS THEIR PERSONAL SAVIOUR AND LORD.... JESUS IS THE SAVIOUR OF THE WORLD... MAKE HIM YOURS TODAY.. MASON WOULD WANT THAT FOR YOU...
TIMM MORRISON <TIMM_VAFB5@HOTMAIL.COM>
STUART , VA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 4:22 PM CST

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May these difficult days be filled with memories of a smiling, happy boy.
Thinking of you.
Here is a poem that was shared

MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM HEAVEN

I still hear the songs
I still see the lights
I still feel your love
on cold wintery nights

I still share your hopes
and all of your cares
I’ll even remind you
to please say your prayers

I just want to tell you
You still make me proud
You stand head and shoulders
Above all the crowd

Keep trying each moment
To stay in His grace
I came here before you
To help set your place

You don’t have to be
Perfect all of the time
He forgives you the slip
If you continue the climb

To my family and friends
Please be thankful today
I’m still close beside you
In a new special way

I love you all dearly
Now don’t shed a tear
Cause I’m spending my
Christmas with Jesus this year

~John Wm. Mooney, Jr
WYATT'S ADVENTURE

Kris Rech <kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 11:39 PM CST

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Just stopping by to say that we think about you often. I actually remember the day I saw you in the hospital elevator for the first time. I looked at your face and the faces of all three of your boys and saw profound sadness. You had Mason in your arms holding on to him so tightly. That was one of the key moments in my own journey where reality hit me. I believe I went up to our room afterward and just silently cried. Your strength is incredible.
Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 5:02 PM CST

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Thanks for sharing your journey Sandy
kiel pridey
- Friday, December 3, 2004 9:20 AM CST

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Stopping in to wish you a good week.
Hope the kids are enjoying the snow...I am not. HEHE Takes me a while to get used to it again.
Thinking of you.
WYATT'S ADVENTURE
Kris Rech <kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 12:11 AM CST

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Still thinking of you. Hope you had a nice Thanksgiving. Love and prayers to you & your boyz ...
Sharon Marczuk (carepages.com - care page name: JamesStevenMarczuk) <squeeks6896@msn.com>
Sugar Grove, IL 60554 - Friday, November 26, 2004 8:08 PM CST

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Just wanted to wish your family a wonderful, blessed Thanksgiving!


WYATT'S ADVENTURE
Kris Rech <kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 4:37 PM CST

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I found your page oh I don't even know how now. Caringbridge community, start at one page and travel to another.
I was sorry to hear about Mason and hope that you are finding peace in your happy memories of him.
We too are from Minnesota.
Have a wonderful weekend.
WYATT'S ADVENTURE
Kris Rech <kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 11:26 AM CST

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Just thought I'd let you know I came by. Sandy, can you E-mail me with your postal address. There is a small item I'd like to send out to your family in time for Xmas. Thanks!
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
uk, - Sunday, October 31, 2004 6:37 AM CST

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Subject: THAT'S GOD

It was one of the hottest days of the dry season. We had not seen rain in almost a month. The crops were dying. Cows had stopped giving milk.

The creeks and streams were long gone back into the earth. It was a dry season that would bankrupt several farmers before it was through.

Every day, my husband and his brothers would go about the arduous process of trying to get water to the fields. Lately this process had involved taking a truck to the local water rendering plant and filling it up with water. But severe rationing had cut everyone off. If we didn't see some rain soon...we would lose everything.

It was on this day that I learned the true lesson of sharing and witnessed the only miracle I have seen with my own eyes. I was in the kitchen making lunch for my husband and his brothers when I saw my six-year-old son, Billy, walking toward the woods. He wasn't walking with the usual carefree abandon of a youth but with a serious purpose. I could only see his back. He was obviously walking with a great effort .. trying to be as still as possible. Minutes after he disappeared into the woods, he came running out again, toward the house.

I went back to making sandwiches; thinking that whatever task he had been doing was completed. Moments later, however! , he was once again walking in that slow purposeful stride toward the woods. This activity went on for an hour: walk carefully to the woods, run back to the house.

Finally I couldn't take it any longer and I crept out of the house and followed him on his journey (being very careful not to be seen...as he was obviously doing important work and didn't need his Mommy checking up on him). He was cupping both hands in front of him as he walked, being very careful not to spill the water he held in them ... maybe two or three tablespoons were held in his tiny hands. I sneaked close as he went into the woods. Branches and thorns slapped his little face, but he did not try to avoid them. He had a much higher purpose.

As I leaned in to spy on him, I saw the most amazing site. Several large deer loomed in front of him. Billy walked right up to them. I almost screamed for him to get away. A huge buck with elaborate antlers was dangerously close. But the buck did not threaten him...he didn't even move as Billy knelt down. And I saw a tiny fawn laying on the ground, obviously suffering from dehydration and heat exhaustion, lift its head with great effort to lap up the water cupped in my beautiful boy's hand. When the water was gone, Billy jumped up to run back to the house and I hid behind a tree. I followed him back to the house to a spigot to which we had shut off the water. Billy opened it all the way up and a small trickle began to creep out. He knelt there, letting the drip, drip slowly fill up his makeshift "cup," as the sun beat down on his little back. And it came clear to me: The trouble he had gotten into for playing with the hose the week before. The lecture he had received about the importance of not wasting water. The reason he didn't ask me to help him. It took almost twenty minutes for the drops to fill his hands. When he stood up and began the trek back, I was there in front of him. His little eyes just filled with tears. "I'm not wasting," was all he said.

As he began his walk, I joined him...with a small pot of water from the kitchen. I let him tend to the fawn. I stayed away. It was his job. I stood on the edge of the woods watching the most beautiful heart I have ever known working so hard to save another life. As the tears that rolled down my face began to hit the ground, they were suddenly joined by other drops...and more drops...and more. I looked up at the sky.

It was as if God, himself, was weeping with pride. Some will probably say that this was all just a huge coincidence. That miracles don't really exist. That it was bound to rain sometime. And I can't argue with that... I'm not going to try. All I can say is that the rain that came that day saved our farm...just like the actions of one little boy saved another.

I don't know if anyone will read this...but I had to send it out. To honor the memory of my beautiful Billy, who was taken from me much too soon... But not before showing me the true face of God, in a little, sunburned body. THAT'S GOD ~*

Have you ever been just sitting there and all of a sudden you feel like doing something nice for someone you care for. . . THAT'S GOD. . ..


Kathy (Klaustermeier) Olson <katie.olson@mchsi.com>
- Wednesday, October 13, 2004 1:41 PM CDT

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Just came across your website. I want to thank you for giving your heart and soul into helping out even after Mason has found a better place. My son Brock was diagnosed with ALL in Nov 2002. With just one more year of treatment to go things have been going well. Every day is a blessing. I to believe Brock got sick for a reason-to slow his mother and father down to appreciate life more or to bring family together, or maybe to touch many people with his smile and "let's get this over with" attitude. I may never know. Thanks again for fighting the fight. www.caringbridge.org/mn/brock
Megan Erickson <ericksonpln@aol.com>
Stewartville, MN USA - Friday, October 8, 2004 12:49 AM CDT

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Hi My name is Jenna and I came across your website. I just wanted to say hi, and say that I will keep your family in my prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Thursday, September 9, 2004 11:41 PM CDT

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Have no words... You've touch me. Beautiful letter!. Such a Mother!. Thanks for made me become part of.. Sandy of Mason

2Y <vilo_ba@ciudad.com.ar>
- Friday, September 3, 2004 9:47 PM CDT

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Thinking of you during these past few days and knowing only too well how hard they hard for you.

Sandy, I think of you often and continue to keep you close in thought and prayer. What a journey this is, eh. I can't help but think those boys and what they brought into our lives has a purpose bigger than we will ever know.

Fondly, Tracy
Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 5:01 PM CDT

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Hi - My name is Kirk Cramer and I am the manager of a little boy named Danny Fetter who just finished up a year of performing as Young Simba in "The Lion King" on Broadway. Both of us want to let you know that your whole family is in our thoughts and prayers. We understand that you guys are big fans of "Lion King" so we wanted to drop by and say Hi as well! Danny had such a great time doing the show and was so blessed for that opportunity. He realizes this and likes to give back any way he can. We have made quite a few friends in the past couple of months here in the CaringBridge community :-) Take care and God Bless you all!
Your friends-
Kirk and Danny
Kirk <sunshinekc@hotmail.com>
New York, NY - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 7:38 AM CDT

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We thought about you alot yesterday. Our prayers are with you during the anniversary of Mason's trip to heaven.

Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com>
- Tuesday, August 31, 2004 7:04 AM CDT

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Sorry I missed Mason's anniversary. I was in bed with a cold. I hope you had a plesent and peaceful day. Sending hugs your way.
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
uk, THE BANNER SITE - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 6:56 AM CDT

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Your family is in my thoughts and prayers today. God Bless You and your beautiful boys.
Sharon Marczuk (carepages.com - care page name: JamesStevenMarczuk) <squeeks6896@msn.com>
Sugar Grove, IL 60554 - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:02 PM CDT

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Sandy, Adam & Zach,

Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you today. Mason was a true gift to all who knew him and he will forever remain a part of our life.

Love,

Theresa
Theresa Sexton <JSexton47@msn.com>
Delano, MN - Monday, August 30, 2004 12:59 AM CDT

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Dearest Sandy and family,

You are consuming my thoughts on this very difficult day. I pray that your strength and inspiration continues to shine as it has for the past several years. While you may feel more lonely than usual today, please know that you are in the thoughts and hearts of many today, and every day!

Sending lots of love and a great big cyber hug your way,
Staci Nash (www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash) <slimandstacinash@aol.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Monday, August 30, 2004 10:02 AM CDT

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Dear Sandy and Family, I'm thinking of you, your family, and Mason on this sad day. Even though we know Mason and our loved ones are safe and happy, it is still so hard for those of us left behind. Take Care and God Bless.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:40 AM CDT

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Sandy,

One year. I know it's hard for you to believe you have made it one year without Mason. The days just go by. Whether we laugh or cry, the days just go. I know that you put on your "game face" everyday, but in your heart there is such an ache that just never goes away.

From my own experience, the ache is always there, it just gets easier to deal with.

All my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family as you bravely face today and everyday. Know that I check on your very often hoping you're doing ok.

Take care Sandy!

Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 30, 2004 9:38 AM CDT

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I lift you in prayer tonight, the eve of Mason's 1st Homegoing anniversary, and ask that our gracious and merciful Lord bless you abundantly with His comfort, His peace, His hope. May His awesome presence and Mason's be made known to you in a very special way and may the thought of holding him again in Heaven soothe and encourage your heart.

"Oh, how blessed is the promise
When our spirit is set free.
To be absent from the body
Means to live, O Lord, with Thee!"

2 Corinthians 5:8 ... absent from the body, present with the Lord.

Praise God, Mason isn't WAS, he IS.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 3:28 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy, I wanted to write and let you know how much I have been thinking about you and Mason. I also wanted you to know that Keagan and I will never forget Mason and what a wonderful boy he was and still is in Heaven! You are in our prayers! Love, Heather O'Brien & family
Heather O'Brien <www.heathlobrien@charter.net>
- Friday, August 27, 2004 4:21 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy:
Found you on sharethelove a while back, and put you in my "favorites" cause I wanted to check back. How wonderful to jump on and be able to put faces on the boys' names. I also have three sons just a bit younger than yours. My two year old, Jimmy, is 7 mos. post-transplant from AML. He had a match in his very brave 4 year old brother, Josh. My six year old, Jake, was not a match for transplant but couldn't be a more supportive big bro. For those of us still battling the beast, you are a true inspiration. Thank you for going on, and for sharing with us. I am sure Mason couldn't be more proud of his mommy. Those boys are sure lucky to have you. We continue to keep families such as your own in our prayers.
Sharon Marczuk (carepages.com - care page name: JamesStevenMarczuk) <squeeks6896@msn.com>
Sugar Grove, IL 60554 - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:46 PM CDT

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Sandy- What a joy to know that Mason has such caring guardians in Heaven. I am sorry to hear of your mom's passing, but also realize that she can now be with her husband and enjoy their time together again. I am glad to hear that you and the boys are doing well and adjusting to another phase ofyour life's journey. Are there opportunities for your family to share it's journey and support thru public speaking events? A co-worker of mine just found out a friend's son passed away...Jordan Grosclaude.
Kathy (Klaustermeier) Olson <katie.olson@mchsi.com>
- Tuesday, August 24, 2004 9:51 AM CDT

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Sandy-
I am sorry to hear of your Mom's death, I know it is yet another loss for you and your family in a year that has been awful. I am soo happy for her to have regained her spirit and to be rejoined whole with your Dad and Mason. I will continue to pray for strength and healing. I know the days ahead bring the 'first' year to an end and begin another. Take care of yourself.
Lori-Jo Preble <ljpreble@msn.com>
- Monday, August 23, 2004 9:40 AM CDT

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Sandy- So sorry to hear about your mom. I'm sure it is comforting to know she is with Mason and your dad. I've been thinking about you a lot, knowing that it has almost been one year. Take Care.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Thursday, August 19, 2004 10:08 AM CDT

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Sorry, to hear that your Mom is no longer with you. My grandmother also had Alzheimers and it can be a cruel disease. At least she knew she had Mason waiting to say hi. I am sure he will look after her well!
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
uk, - Thursday, August 19, 2004 9:14 AM CDT

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Sandy,
My condolences on your mom's passing. You and your family continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Barb Fasching
Winsted, MN McLeod - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 5:58 PM CDT

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Hello!!

I hope you are doing well. Things are just chugging along here.

I love the picture of the 3 boys. It warms my heart, but also tugs at it too.

Take Care!!

Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 10, 2004 3:36 PM CDT

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Hi there all - I thought your last entry on Mason's website was beautiful. I copied a small part of it to add to Alex Scott (of Alex's lemonade stand)'s site. She recently earned her angel's wings and I wanted to share your amazing tribute to Mason with their family to help them on their journey.
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
uk, BUSY KICKIN' CANCER'S BUTT - Sunday, August 8, 2004 3:58 PM CDT

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If you'd like me to re-add Mason's banner, I have found a way of doing it without taking up space in your photo album. Just let me know.
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
uk, - Monday, August 2, 2004 9:47 AM CDT

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Hi Sandy - Thanks for signing my guestbook. How did you find me? My thoughts and prayers are with you! God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><



http://lightingchildrenslives.org

My website

*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children's Lives <jenniferc@ilovetcolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Friday, July 30, 2004 10:31 AM CDT

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You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Know you are approaching some difficult "milestone" days. Not that all days can't be tough, but I remember the days leading up to that year mark to be especially hard.

I love the picture of the three boys. What a treasure.

Hope you have been able to enjoy some summer fun and that your heart is continuing to heal. It is such a slow and tedious task.

Fondly, Tracy
Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 6:14 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy. Hope your summer is going well. I bet the boys are enjoying the pool. I think of you often! Cathy
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Monday, July 26, 2004 1:19 PM CDT

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Hello Sandy!!

I hope you have been enjoying your summer. Finally, we got that nice, warm weather that is supposed to come with the summer months!!

We are doing well here. Just busy with projects. Not a day goes by that we don't miss that boy of ours and wonder what he'd have us running him to and from. What I wouldn't give for that chance. Anyway, I know Mason and Zach are celebrating their amazing lives in a place that we can only imagine. I know they are welcoming those children to heaven with open arms and smiles as big as sunshine.

Take care Sandy!


Amy Ness http://www.caringbridge.com/nd/zacharyness/index.htm <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 22, 2004 3:48 PM CDT

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Sandy,

I think about you often, and pray that you are doing okay. I don't know if you remember me, but we attended grief classes together. I ran across another web site that had an interesting list of wishes that bereaved parents wished others understood. I thought you may be interested in posting the listing on your website also. If you're interested, check it out on our Jessica's caringbridge site. It is www.caringbridge.org/mn/jessicalynnnielsen . If you ever feel the need to talk to someone walking the same dark road as you are on, give me a call or drop me an email. I loved your last entry. It was very moving and is a great tribute to your love for Mason.
Laurie Nielsen <tljjjnielsen@msn.com>
- Tuesday, July 20, 2004 11:41 PM CDT

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Sandy
I found Mason's site through Helen's Banners.
Take care and Mason was and is a fighter.

love
http://www.caringbridge.org/europe/matty/
Jackie Woodley <jackie@woodley5212.freeserve.co.uk>
Truro,Cornwall, England - Sunday, July 18, 2004 3:22 PM CDT

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Stopping by to let you know that your in our thoughts and prayers.

Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie
God be with you!!!!!!!!!!
~*~ LaKota~*~



http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 12:38 AM CDT

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Dear Sandy:
I truly believe that the words you wrote in your latest journal entry were inscripted in your heart not only by the hand of God but by the beautiful legacy of an angel by the name of Mason. He was sent to you for every single reason you wrote about and so much more. He did more in his short time here on earth than most people could ever dream of accomplishing in a lifetime, and even though I did not know him as well as you, he taught me lessons that will endure my entire life. And he will continue to do so through his wonderful legacy of courage and love he left as an inspiration for us all! He is a direct reflection of what a wonderful mother you were to him and you truly are a hero to all of us mothers in the world. And through this poignantly beautiful tribute of yours, it is apparent that God and Mason are wrapping their loving and healing arms around your heart and are never more than a thought away. Blessings to you, my friend!
With Love,
Linda Carlson <brianlindacarlson@hotmail.com>
Wayzata, MN - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 8:40 AM CDT

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Sandy-
Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you and the boys. Hope all is well and that you are enjoying the new house. Did you post the last entry? Those were beautiful thoughts! As I think I have told you in the past, Mason has forever changed me. I will be a better person, Mom, friend and wife, just having experienced Mason's journey. We should all be touched by one special person in our time. I have been blessed by yours. Have a great day.
Lori-Jo
- Thursday, July 8, 2004 10:00 AM CDT

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Hello Sandy!!!

I just wanted to pop in and wish you a great 4th holiday. We are heading to Bemidji for the weekend. We need to get some balloons on Zach's grave!! He sure loved them!!! Take Care!!
Amy <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 1, 2004 4:34 PM CDT

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Just stopping by to let you know that we continue to think of you and Mason regularly. You are always in our thoughts and pryayers. Hoping you are having a good summer, and getting settled in the new house!

Lots of love,
Staci Nash (www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash) <slimandstacinash@aol.com>
Bowling Green, Ky - Thursday, July 1, 2004 11:52 AM CDT

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Hi Sandy!
I'm sorry it's been so long since I've signed in!
Boy, did your last journal entry touch me. Your story is an amazing one, especially as you recount the days around the boat trip, his relapse and his mega party. I am glad you continue to post. Please know that you're in our prayers continually.
Lori Noah's Page <clowns@myhometown.net>
n st paul, mn - Sunday, June 27, 2004 1:00 AM CDT

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Thinking of you tonight. I know how much you miss Mason and the pain of wanting Mason and Noah to be with us again. Praying for you as it has been almost 10 months since Mason was in your arms. The more time goes by the harder it seems. I know what you mean. It hasn't gotten easier for us yet either missing Noah. Would love to get together after I get home from Michigan.

Love, Heidi and Jason
Heidi Schafbuch <onlocation02@juno.com>
- Friday, June 25, 2004 7:58 PM CDT

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Stopping by to let you to know that we are thinking you, and sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Love LaKota , Debbie & Steve
God be with you!!!!!!!!

~*~ LaKota~*~
DOG (DEPEND ON GOD)


http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Sunday, June 13, 2004 6:26 PM CDT

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Sandy:
I just signed below, but wanted to leave Jimmy's site in case you are interested. Again, my thoughts & prayers are with your family.
Sharon Marczuk
Sharon Marczuk <squeeks6896@msn.com (www.tlcontact.com/lgch, care page name: JamesStevenMarczuk)>
Sugar Grove, IL 60554 - Saturday, June 12, 2004 11:02 AM CDT

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Hi Sandy:
I just finished reading your past journals. I found Mason's story while browsing cancerkids. My heart goes out to your entire family. The sorrow I felt after reading Mason's story was overwhelming. My son Jimmy is four months post transplant from AML (M5)- Age 2. He has two older brothers Jake & Josh (Jimmy's donor). You are incredibly inspiring to me. I pray that I can be as strong as you while fighting this beast. You're a great mom, and a special person. God Bless!!
Sharon Marczuk <squeeks6896@msn.com>
Sugar Grove, IL USA - Saturday, June 12, 2004 10:53 AM CDT

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Dearest Sandy, my heart just aches for you, I just wanted you to know I have been thinking and praying for you this weekend, and always. I can't imagine what it must have felt like to write your last note. You make me appreciate my children more, you remind me that they are God's children and not ours. They are gifts to us. God Bless you and your family. I pray for God's peace and strength for you this weekend. You are also such a wonderful gift from God, for your deep appreciation for his gift to you (Mason)is so beautiful! God's peace, Cheryl
Cheryl Collins <Lance36@msn.com>
Montrose, Co - Monday, May 31, 2004 9:16 AM CDT

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Thinking of you as mark Mason's birthday and knowing only to well the emptiness you are feeling. I hope you are able to find some peace and some healing in your heart a little at a time. Sometimes I think that will never come, and some days I actually see a glimmer of hope. Blessings. Tracy
Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Saturday, May 29, 2004 9:00 PM CDT

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Happy 7th Birthday to Mason!

I am so sorry you had to endure this day without Mason with you. Thank you for sharing your heart. I know you will always miss Mason. What a beautiful child.

God bless you,
Jen Buckentine
Zachary's Site <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, May 29, 2004 9:08 AM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MASON!!!

Sandy,
I am so sorry. you and the boys are in my heart always.
Mary Tumbleweed Foundation <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.com>
- Friday, May 28, 2004 8:37 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy. With Mason's birthday coming up this weekend, I wanted to let you know that I'll be thinking of you. Birthdays are tough. I hope your weekend goes ok.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Friday, May 28, 2004 2:55 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy,

Since I am going to be away from the computer for the weekend, I wanted to drop a note today. Everyday without Mason is a struggle, but special events are even harder. I hope that you are able to face his birthday head on, embrace those wonderful memories, and breathe in a big ray of sunshine and celebrate his amazing life. As I have said, Zach's short life will touch more people and be more significant than my longer life ever will. Take Care Sandy! Thinking of you.


Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 28, 2004 12:36 AM CDT

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Hello guys,
we found your
link on another
website and dropped
by for a visit!!!

sending lots of love to you!!!!

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
craig <trula1@comcast.net>
- Monday, May 24, 2004 10:22 PM CDT

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Stopping by let you know that you are in our prayer's and thought's.
God be with you my friend's.
Love LaKota and her mom, Debbie
~*~LaKota~*~


http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Monday, May 24, 2004 4:20 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy- Thinking of you and hoping you are doing ok.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Saturday, May 22, 2004 10:56 AM CDT

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Hello Sandy,

You and the boys are still in my thoughts. I really do hope to see you again at one of the grief group meetings. I know, of course, that people are busy in the summer.

Jesus loves you and the boys and Mason!

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabbie, and Noah
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, May 21, 2004 6:54 PM CDT

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May God bless you and your memories of your son Mason.He reminds me of Luke(our grandson)who was so loving and full of kisses too.We understand how in this month of May it will be difficult for you .Your love for Mason will see you through andsend some balloons skyward on his day of birth.Celebrate all the good times you had with him even though there is sorrow in your heart.
love and prayers for you. Gene and Gail Sweet grandparents to Angel Luke
www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukesweet
Gail and Gene Sweet <gailsweet@zoominternet.net>
Ashland, oh usa - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 5:41 AM CDT

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Sandy,

My thoughts were with you on Mother's Day. I read something in the paper were a mother had lost her child and a person told her she wasn't considered a mother since her child was not alive. The person who responded said - this made her a very special mother, she was the mother of an angel. That is how I think of Mason. He is an angel who watches over us all. Nightly when I pray, I ask him to watch over you and the boys and all the people he loved. When I was up at school the other day when the girl scouts planted the flowers, it was great to hear the girls talk about their memories of Mason. I know that he will not be forgotten by his classmates, because he was such an exceptional person. I feel the class will always have a special angel to look after them and guide them as they grow. Mason's love and friendship will last forever. I know the next few weeks will be very tough, but remember you are thought of daily. Call me when you get a chance.

Love,

Theresa
Theresa Sexton <JSexton47@msn.com>
Delano, MN - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 8:53 PM CDT

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Sandy,
I thought about you alot yesterday. I know your journey is hard and my heart aches for you. Lifes journey is not always easy. And I am not sure why. I am sending love and hoping for peace for you today.
Lori-Jo
- Monday, May 10, 2004 9:55 AM CDT

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Sandy,

I wanted to stop by and wish you a Happy Mother's Day. While it may not be all that "happy" I hope that you are able to take solace in the many memories of your sweet Mason. I am glad that the support group helps you. I wish I lived closer and could go too. Take care of yourself today and may God bless you.

Jen Buckentine
Zachary's Site <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, May 9, 2004 2:52 PM CDT

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Happy Mothers Day Sandy. I know this will be a rough day for you, but just know that Mason is right there beside you, guiding you through every minute of him. I love the line from the movie "A walk to remember" that says our dead loved ones are like the wind, you can't see them, but you can feel them. May you feel a warm breeze on your face today and know that Mason is right there!
You continue to be in my prayers.
Love, Tracy
Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Sunday, May 9, 2004 7:02 AM CDT

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Sandy,

Thank you for sharing your thoughts and that wonderful reflection from Erma Bombeck. I'll be praying for you tomorrow on mother's day...

God bless you,
Cathy & st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net>
st. paul, mn - Saturday, May 8, 2004 5:46 PM CDT

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HI SANDY THANK YOU FOR FOR STANDING IN PRAYER FOR MY ROSIE. MAY IS A FULL MONTH MY BIRTHDAY IS ON 5/15/53-MARRIED 5/16/81 MY LITTLE SISTER THAT PAST AWAY OF CANCER BIRTHDAY IS 5/29/63. THE DAY SHE PASSED ON WAS THE DAY I FOUND OUT I WAS A BONE MERROW MATCH FOR ROSIE. I HAVE MET SO MANY FAMILYS THAT HAVE LOST CHILDREN. I READ THERE WEBSITES AND THERE HEARTS ARE SO FULL OF LOVE AND COMPASSION . AND MAKES ME WONDER WHATS NEXT. BUT I KEEP MY EYES ON JESUS AND GODS WORD. I TRY AND NOT LOOK ANYWHERE ELSE.BUT STAYING VOCUS IS HARD.SORRY IF IAM RAMBLEING ON. ROSIE/DAD-DANNY
www.caringbridge.org/mn/rosie <JESUSISLORD@JUNO.COM>
- Friday, May 7, 2004 9:23 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy. Happpy Mother's Day. I'll be thinking of you. Cathy
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Friday, May 7, 2004 4:16 PM CDT

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Sandy,

It's sometimes so hard to know the right words to say to help comfort someone. I just want you to know that I am here for you whenever you may need an ear to bend, a hand to help, or a shoulder to cry on. Milestones are so hard. As times go by, they certainly don't get any better. Easier....maybe, but never better. I have those thoughts that people will forget Zach because he was so young, and that they didn't get to know him for a long period of time. But then I remember what a cool kid he was and know that he will never be forgotten. I found a little saying that I thought you may like. "Life is not measured by length, but by depth." I put this saying at Zach's grave. I think it is probably the most appropriate saying I have ever heard.

Take care Sandy. Enjoy your Mother's Day. I am celebrating that I was a mommy.
Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 7, 2004 4:09 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy,
I just came by to check on you. I know May is a rough month for you, and we will be thinking of you and praying for you. I hope you will recognize what an amazing Mother you are this Sunday. I am sure your sweet Mason would agree. May God bless you and your family.
lori (www.caringbridge.com/mn/noahhurley) <clowns@myhometown.net>
n st paul, mn - Thursday, May 6, 2004 3:28 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy,
I'm thinking about you alot lately. The other day I was telling Ian that Mason's birthday was right next to his and they are the same age. I also told him that Mason has two brothers too. He thought that was really cool, and said he wished he had a chance to play with Mason. I told him the best thing he could do was think of how much fun Mason was having in heaven and think happy thoughts for Mason's brothers and mommy who miss Mason so much. We are all sending you happy thoughts as you approach Mother's Day! God Bless
Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com>
- Monday, May 3, 2004 9:56 PM CDT

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Hello,
You recently visited my daughter, Tori's website so I wanted to come to yours. I'm so sorry for your loss-I'm sure you've heard that a thousand times but I guess I don't know what else to say. People always say, how do you handle having a child with cancer-as if you have a choice in the matter. I can't imagine your pain and I wish that there was something I could do for you. Mason sounds like a wonderful child and I'm sure he's now your guardian angel. I'll keep you and your family in my prayers.
Kathe Danielson (caringbridge.org/mn/toridanielson) <gkdanielson@msn.com>
- Sunday, April 25, 2004 1:31 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy,
I check on you frequently. I wish there was a way to lessen your pain. I am so sorry you are having to go through this. And I'm sorry that each new milestone opens your wound all over again. I appreciate that you continue to update and that you share memories of your sweet son. It helps the rest of us, who were never fortunate enough to meet him, get to know him (and you) just a little bit better. We continue to pray for you.
lori hurley (www.caringbridge.com/mn/noahhurley)
n st paul, mn - Monday, April 19, 2004 10:46 PM CDT

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Hello My name is Jenna and I came across Mason's site. Mason was deffinatly a real FIghter in life, but now he is a very special angel looking down on all who loved and knew him.
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Monday, April 19, 2004 3:38 AM CDT

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Hi Sandy- You did a great job telling Mason's story last night. I kept thinking today about how bravely he handled the thought of going to heaven. I know Joe has an amazing friend with him. I hope your weekend goes well. Take Care.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Friday, April 16, 2004 7:09 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy, I am glad to hear you got the banner working. It looks good I think. I will try and visit your friends pages and let them know that they can get one too!
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
UK, http://www.caringbridge.org/page/helenhudspith - Thursday, April 15, 2004 2:31 PM CDT

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Sandy,
I just wanted to say "hi" and let you know that although I haven't been able to update or check-in for some time, I think of you and the rest of our extended "cancer family" every day. I hope that you are finding your way, each day, and that happiness will once again fill your heart. Thank you for your update and for continuing to check in with us. I hope this warmer weather lifts your boys' spirits too.
Have a good day,
Cari Holt <cari_holt@hotmail.com caringbridge.org/mn/ryanholt>
Buffalo, MN - Thursday, April 15, 2004 5:31 AM CDT

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Hey Sandy! I hope you enjoyed your Easter weekend. Scott left Easter morning for Biloxi for 5 weeks. I miss him already!!!

I know the lonliness and pain you feel. I can say that it doesn't ever go away, but with each day that passes, it becomes bearable. I know every person's timeline for grief is different. Just don't beat yourself up. Just because someone else is having an OK day and you're not, it's ok.

Just wanted to stop in and say hello. Take care.
Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 13, 2004 4:24 PM CDT

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Sandy,

God bless your heartache and thank you for sharing your thoughts via the journals. You have been in our prayers all Lent and will continue to be, especially as 5/30 comes closer. Easter is a sad paradox for those who've lost a child...we want to be joyful in the resurrection, but its so hard not having our children by our side. We're also in a Children's Grief Group in St. Paul and wonder if you're in our group? We're Thursdays at Glorious Dei Lutheran Church...

God bless you,
Cathy & st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.com>
st. paul, mn - Monday, April 12, 2004 1:57 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy,
You have been in my thoughts lately - I can only try to imagine your journey of grief and rememberance of what was and what is to come for your life. I also thought of Mason and his first Easter with our Risen Lord and what a wonderful day he had in heaven yesterday - And he thought that coloring Easter eggs was fun! It was also both of my Grandmothers' first Easter in heaven! I hope you can find continued comfort and strength in the Lord, and if you get the chance (or have already seen)"The Passion of The Christ" movie, I can attest that (by just seeing it myself on Good Friday evening) you will have a renewed and incredible love for the Lord and what He did for all of us! I wish you and the boys the peace that passes all understanding that can only come from the Lord, and may each passing day become just a little easier to bear through His grace and profound love for you! Take care!
Much Love,
Linda Carlson & Family <brianlindacarlson@hotmail.com>
Wayzata, MN USA - Monday, April 12, 2004 1:29 PM CDT

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Good Morning,
Just wanted to let you know that we were thinking of you.
Sending lot's of prayer's your way. ++++++++++
Thank You for your beautiful friendship.
Love,LaKota and her mom,Debbie
~*~ LaKota ~*~
God be with you.

I John 4:11-12 - Beloved, if God so loved us, we ought also to love one another. (12) No man hath seen God at any time. If we love one another, God dwelleth in us, and his love is perfected in us.

http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St.Cloud, MN - Monday, April 12, 2004 6:01 AM CDT

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Hi Sandy,
Just to let you know we are still thinking about you. Glad to hear you are going to a support group. That is great. It is nice to be with others in your same hard situation. You take care.
Kathy & Harry Berghuis <bergies@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 8:03 PM CDT

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Hello Sandy,

Thinking of you on this Easter weekend. You know, losing a child is a lifetime of grief. I know you have heard me say it...but at some point you really will reach a "different" place. The pain does not go away but I know God strengthens me and He continues to do so.

I know, however, that your circumstances have been more difficult than mine and I am so very sorry.

We missed you last Saturday and I hope you can come to the next one in May. We also are trying to plan an outdoor gathering in June and maybe do a balloon release and plant some flowers. I really hope you can come.

Thinking of you, Sandy.

Love and God bless,
Gabbie's Mama
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, April 9, 2004 6:25 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy- Wishing you a Happy Easter. Joe enjoyed coloring eggs too. Ben and Sam have not asked to this year, and I'm glad because it's been a sad week for me. I picture Mason and Joe decorating beautiful eggs in heaven. The next mom's group is May 8th at my house. Hope you can come.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Thursday, April 8, 2004 2:04 PM CDT

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Hello Sandy!! Thanks for dropping by. It's always so nice to hear from you. Yes, I feel that we know each other so well and have become so close. I wish we were friends because our boys were on the same ball team not because they both lost a courageous battle to "the beast". I know our boys are having a blast in heaven, shining down on us, and telling us to not worry. They are ok.

I hope you have a nice Easter and are able to find some wonderful comfort from your family and friends. And from Mason. He was such a wonderful boy, who had a wonderful mommy.

Take care Sandy. I will chat with you soon!!!
Amy Ness http://www.caringbridge.com/nd/zacharyness/index.htm <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 8, 2004 1:43 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy,
I certainly think of you often. How empty and lonely you must be. I cannot even imagine your feelings. I thank
God everyday for my children and pray that my son Joshua will hear God's call as to what needs to be done on earth. I do know that his smile and hugs fill me with more love than I can explain.
Stay strong and God will keep you close.
Laurie Skluzacek <marvinandlaurie@yahoo.com-caringbridge.com/mn/joshskluzacek>
New Prague, MN USA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 1:20 PM CDT

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Thinking of you during the Easter holiday.
Sending lot's of prayer's your way. +++++++++++++++++
Love, LaKota and her mom, Debbie
God be with you.

Whatever you ask for in Prayer with faith you will receive.
Matthew 21:22

http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 1:13 PM CDT

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My boys are playing outside with Zach and Adam and I sat down at the computer and I am thinking and praying for all of you guys. Sandy, I cannot even begin to imagine how hard the days are for you, and I meant it when I said "anything" we can do to help the other day. Still praying, every day, that God will wrap his arms around your family and give you a Big Hug.
Jeannie Juusola <Jeannie_Juusola@yahoo.com>
Delano, MN USA - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 6:37 PM CDT

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"Will I be asleep when I die?" I had been trying not to cry while reading through your journal, but when I got to that part I broke down. I can't imagine what you are going through... what an incredible little boy. Thank you for sharing via this web site. I appreciated so much the kind words that you left on my son's page. God's Blessings,

Sara Freking
|Austin's Page| <sfrek1214@charter.net>
Red Wing, MN - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 10:08 AM CDT

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Stopping by to let you know that your in our thought's and prayer's.
Sending lot's of prayer's your way.++++++++++++++++++++++
God be with you my friend.
Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie
~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~

PRECIOUS CHILD

What is more precious
than any gem or stone?
More lovelier than a flower
full of bloom
Your smile, my dear, your smile.
What can soften the heart
and make you want to shout?
What can give your soul joy
turning your frown upside down?
Your smile, my dear, your smile
God sent you from above
To give me loads of love
He gave me you just a little while
Yet, you gave me so much more.
With your smile my dear, your smile.
Though I miss your presence
feeling of loneliness without you here
I want to be selfish and have you stay
To enjoy your sweetness more each day
I know you had to go.
I'll see your smile again someday.
In the trees, blowing softlly in the breeze
As the sun shines down from the skies.
A soft whisper, a mellow sound
I'll enjoy, your simle- my dear, your smile.



http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St.Cloud, MN - Friday, April 2, 2004 5:40 PM CST

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Hi Sandy,
Just wanted to drop a line and let you know that we are still thinking about you.
Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com>
- Friday, April 2, 2004 5:09 PM CST

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Hey Sandy! Just stopping by to say hello!!! Hope things are well with you.

Take Care!!


Amy Ness http://www.caringbridge.com/nd/zacharyness/index.htm <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 1, 2004 11:47 AM CST

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Hi Sandy- Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you. Hope to see you tomorrow night or Saturday.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 8:10 PM CST

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I found your website on Luke Sweet webpage.
I just want to come & say Hi" What a beautiful
little boy Mason was. I just love all the pictures.
May God bless you & your family and give you peace.
That Mason will live way down deep in your heart
forever. Faith, Hope & Love, Lou/grandmoter to Josh
www.caringbridge.org/page/josh dx.NB 6/01-ned 2/03
Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 8:50 PM CST

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Sandy, I was so sad to hear Mason lost his battle, and have been trying to find the right words to say, only to find more time going by without any. You were the first person I heard talk of hope and Leukemia in the same sentence. Not that there were not others, but I "Heard" you. I can honestly say that you were the one who gave me that hope. That first week at childrens Hospital, when I finally pulled my head up, I saw you. You have been an amazing inspiration to me and I cannot tell you how much I think about what you must be going through. I've tried to email you a few times in the past, and until a few weeks ago,when you signed Jakes page, know why you have not been able to respond. Our hearts go out to you and if there is anything that could make your days a little easier to deal with please let us know. We are so sorry.
Kalsbecks,Joel,Beth,Chrystal,and our two Heros, Jake and Cole <bionicjakester@yahoo.com,www.caringbridge.org/wi/bionicjakester>
Menomonie, Wi US - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 1:33 PM CST

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Sandy,

I remember your name from the time Rachael and I were on 4A. I am sorry your son also died after a 2nd transplant. I love the photos you shared of him.
I wish I could say this 'grief thing' gets easier as time passes, but so far I haven't noticed anything getting easier. It's so sad we have to miss our beautiful children.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 29, 2004 12:11 AM CST

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Sandy,

It was great meeing you a couple weeks ago and I will enjoy getting to know you better. You and your boys have been in my thoughts and prayers.
Tammy ( www.caringbridge.org/mn/connorstokes) <JCMommy2 @aol.com>
- Saturday, March 27, 2004 4:35 PM CST

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Sandy,

I found your site via a couple of others (Cameron for one). God bless you as you live without your beloved Mason. What a cutie! He was a fighter...it is so heartbreaking to read of children suffering and the horrible scourges of cancer. Mason did triumph in the end though and is truly enjoying the face of God. Bless you as you mourn his earthly loss, we'll be praying for you.
Cathy & st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.com>
st. paul, mn - Friday, March 26, 2004 9:57 AM CST

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Hi Sandy,
We're still thinking of you and sending love your way.
lori hurley (www.caringbridge.com/mn/noahhurley)
north st paul, mn - Friday, March 26, 2004 0:14 AM CST

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Just stopping by to let you know that your in our thought's and prayer's.
God Bless you.
Love, LaKota and her mom,Debbie
~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~
http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 10:58 PM CST

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Very sorry to come to masons site and find that he didn't win the battle, hes home with Jesus and theres no better place. I'll be praying for your family.

I have a sick little girl that has heart and kindey disease. Her web site is www.caringbridge.com/mn/vivica

God Bless, Donette
Donette
Champlin, MN USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 3:06 PM CST

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Just want to send you a hug today.
Mathew and Mom
caringbridge.com/mn/mathewodette <jlodette@stcloudstate.edu>
- Tuesday, March 23, 2004 12:36 AM CST

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Hi Sandy,
Although it has been quite some time since I have seen you, I just want you to know that I do think about you often. I look forward to seeing you April 3rd and learning more about Mason.

Lisa Schrage (Cameron's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/mn/cjs <schrage1@frontiernet.net>
Burnsville, MN - Sunday, March 21, 2004 9:08 PM CST

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We just want to say thank you. Thank you for the gift bag at Christmas that you deliverd to CHildren's. We came across your page by chance and happen to read into your history and one of the entries that we stopped at talked about making gift bags. It is so unique how we are all tied together in this difficult journey. Mason is such a cute boy we wish we would have had a chance to have met him here on earth. Mathew and mom
caringbridge.com/mn/mathewodette <jlodette@stcoudstate.edu>
- Thursday, March 18, 2004 11:41 PM CST

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Stopping by to send lot's of prayer's your way. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Wishing you a happy St. Patrick's day.
Have a very beautiful Thursday.
Please know that you are always's in our thought's & prayer's.
Love,LaKota and her mom, Debbie
Thank you for your beautiful friendship.
God Be With You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~*~ LaKota ~*~
We little knew that morning,
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
You did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
You left us with beautiful memories,
Your love is still our guide.
And though we cannot see you,
You are always by our side.
Our family chain is broken,
And nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.



http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 7:32 PM CST

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Hey Sandy!! Yes, there are days when the lonely just takes over. Most days I can lift my head up and muscle through the sad, but some days, I just can't. I guess that's just how it will be. I am so glad to have friends like you who can relate (sadly) and can understand the sorrow.

We are heading to Mpls Thursday morning. I am looking forward to a few fun days with my friend Machelle. It will be nice to be away for a bit!!!

Take care and I hope you have a nice weekend.
Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 17, 2004 12:59 AM CST

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Dear Sandy,

I'm so glad you are coming to the next grief group meeting!! I've only met you once but will say that I missed having you at our meeting last month.

Again, I'm so sorry you are going through so many difficulties. I just wish there was more I could do and maybe in time there will be something I can do to help. Last time I handed out some CD's and still have some more so I'll be sure to save one for you.

Love and God bless,
Gabbie's Mama
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 12:26 AM CST

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Sandy,
I am a cousin of Adam Kindell's and I saw your son's address on his website and I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am for you and your family's loss. It makes me sick to see so many people that sign Holly and Adam's guestbook are going through the same rotten thing she is. And your son is very beautiful! May God give you the strength to get through this awful ordeal.

Tracy Hollinger <john1957@bright.net>
kenton, oh usa - Monday, March 15, 2004 11:21 PM CST

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Sandy,
I've been thinking alot about you lately. Hopefully, I can get a call in to you soon. I pray for your continued strength every day. Take Care
Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com>
- Sunday, March 14, 2004 2:16 PM CST

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Hi Sandy,

You were on my mind today, so I wanted to stop by and let you know we're thinking of you. The poem you posted really hit home, and I pray for continued comfort, strength and peace for your family.
lori hurley (www.caringbridge.com/mn/noahhurley) <clowns@myhometown.net>
north st paul, mn - Saturday, March 13, 2004 11:43 PM CST

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Hi Mason's mom,
Thankyou so much for writing in my son's guestbook. It means so much that others care. Your little boy is a real cutie! We are so blessed for having known these brave children, if even for such a short time. I bet that Mason and Adam are playing together in Heaven. How old was he? Please know that you are now on my list of people to pray for. This grief thing is for the birds! But with God's help and caring friends we can get through it. As for my boys and how they are taking the loss of their brother, the truth is they don't seem much affected by it, and that just kills me. They just go on like nothing happened.
Love, angel Adam's mom.
HollyKindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 7:08 PM CST

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Thanks so much for signing Shae's guestbook. It's nice to hear from other parents that know how I feel. I hope that you and I can learn from each other and help encourage each other. We are coming up on 3 years next Saturday. You are still facing all the "firsts" without your angel and I promise you will survive them. God's grace is sufficient. The one year anniversary was a tough day, but it was also a milestone for my husband and I. We realized that we made it through all the "firsts" without Shae and survived. It encouraged us to go forward and deal with the days ahead. God has been our biggest source of strength through all of this. He has been so faithful to us and has blessed us beyond measure.

Mason was born April 6, 2003. After Shae passed away, we knew that we wanted another child. God blessed us Mason Todd Pierce and we are so thankful for him. He is a busy boy and we love every active bone in his little body. We know that Shae is living through him. We chose Mason for his name because it's such a strong name and we love it.

Thanks again for visiting Shae's page. I hope you will come back again. If you ever need to vent or anything, feel free to e-mail me at dawn.pierce@bxs.com or pierce94@juno.com
May God bless you daily with new Peace and Strength.
Dawn
Dawn Pierce www.caringbridge.org/ms/shaepierce <pierce94@juno.com>
Southaven, MS - Friday, March 12, 2004 3:50 PM CST

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thanks for signing my guestbook.I'm sorry about your son.I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
laura

www.caringbridge.org/europe/laura
laura <laurasarkadi@hotmail.com>
budapest, Hungary - Friday, March 12, 2004 1:20 AM CST

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Thank you so much for the wonderful entry in my son Lucas's guestbook. We too will pray for you and your family. I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your son. He sounded like a very wonderful and loving boy. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Thursday, March 11, 2004 7:46 PM CST

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Hi Sandy! Thank you so much for your message and your prayers. I am so sorry for the loss of your son. My 6 year son is named Mason and I can't even begin to imagine the sadness you must be dealing with. I wish I could give you a big hug right now! Thank you again for your kindness! It means a great deal to my family and me! Take Care! caringbridge/mn/bradpint
Brad Pint <bpint@earthlink.net>
Andover, MN USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 5:04 PM CST

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Dear Sandy,

I think of you often and hope you can come to our next grief group meeting. I'm directionally challenged and have no idea if Anoka is even further for you than the cities or if it is closer but we will be meeting in Anoka on April 3rd. (This will be at Janine's house--she was at the first meeting.)

I still would like to set up something regarding your other request with children. I also have a CD I want to share with you.

Remember, while I know it's hard to ask, if there is ever anything I can do, please let me know. I would love to help you and I'm sorry you are going through so much pain.

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabbie, and Noah
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, March 8, 2004 8:27 AM CST

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Our prayer's and thought's are with you.
Sending lot's of prayer's your way. +++++++++++++++++++++++
~*~ LaKota ~*~

JUST BECAUSE;

Just because I no longer
stand in front of your eyes
doesn't mean you can't see me.
Close them,
I am there.
Just because I no longer
answer when you call my name
doesn't mean you can't hear me.
Speak softly, listen carefully,
there is my voice.

Just because I can no longer
touch your hands
doesn't mean you can't feel me.
Hold on to another,
my arms are there.

Just because I am no longer there
to show you I love you
doesn't mean my love is gone.
Place your hand on your heart,
feel its beat.
I am there.

Know that I am with God.

Know that God is with you.

And in that we are still with each other.

Just because
http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, March 4, 2004 8:56 PM CST

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Hi Sandy. We missed you Saturday. I love the picture of you and Mason giving each other a kiss- I just cried when I saw it- he looks so much like Joe, and it sounds like you and Mason had the same type of bond that Joe and I did. If you are ever interested in meeting Tammy Stokes and me for lunch somewhere let me know. My email address is below. Hope your day is going ok. Cathy
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IHG, MN - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 3:30 PM CST

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Hi Sandy,
I just read your new entry and then checked out the tumbleweed website. That is a wonderful page on Mason. Thanks for sharing that. You are a wonderful person! Just remember that.
Kathy Berghuis <bergies@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 12:08 AM CST

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Sandy, As always, I check in on you daily. These "milestones" as I call them, days that for any particular reason stand out more so than others, are so very tough. Altho every single day without our boys is tough. I have been having a tough few days. I am not sure why. Just because. Last night I just could not shake the tears that flooded my eyes as I was trying to go to sleep. All I could see was Zach. He must have been there. Telling me it was OK because I drifted off to sleep without a complete meltdown! I have days where I don't dare to be happy. I don't want to take away how sad I am that Zach died and I want everyone else to be sad too. Yes, now I know that is not fair, but darnit that's what I WANT TODAY! Anyway, I just hope that you can find that inner something, for everyone it's different, to pull you up, make sure your outfit matches, hair is combed, and move you on to your day. Even though it's not how you wanted it, Mason is there with you helping you get through your days. Take care Sandy.
Amy Ness http://www.caringbridge.com/nd/zacharyness/index.htm <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
East Grand Forks, MN - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 8:49 AM CST

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I pray for all of you each day. I hope the day will come soon when you will see the happiness that others around you are experiencing.
Barb Fasching
Winsted, MN McLeod - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:28 PM CST

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Hi Sandy,
Just stopping by to see how you all are doing. Thinking of you.
Mary <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.com>
- Saturday, February 28, 2004 8:10 PM CST

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Dear Sandy,
I found your site through Krissi's site.

My first thought as the picture downloaded was "oh, what a special spirit that boy has", and then I read your journal entry. Words cannot express my heart's heaviness right now. I have understood all along that the challenges which accompany Leukemia are sometimes even more difficult than the Leukemia itself. For whatever struggles you are experiencing, in addition to your grief, I will keep you in my prayers. God Bless.

www.caringbridge.com/mn/noahhurley
lori hurley <clowns@myhometown.net>
North St Paul, Mn - Saturday, February 28, 2004 4:20 PM CST

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Sandy-

Thanks for signing Samuel's guest book. We went to Give Kids The World in September 2003, 8 weeks before Sam left us. Like you and your family, we had an amazing time and have lots of treasured memories. Mason is adorable - another amazing kid God has called to grace the streets of Heaven. Each day is one day closer for us, as you said. God bless.

Kelly
Samuel J.'s mama
http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/samuelj
Kelly Johnson
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 12:07 AM CST

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Hello, this is Aaron's Mom, Trisha. I just saw your entry in Aaron's guestbook so I decided to check out Mason's site. I am sorry to hear of your loss. I wasn't aware that Mason passed until today. That cancer just didn't want to let go. I hope all is going as well as to expected for your family. I am sure life without Mason makes it a battle everyday. I will be thinking of you!!
Trisha Athy <aaronsmom1027@sbcglobal.net>
Belleville, IL USA - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 10:06 AM CST

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Praying for you tonight! Life is SO hard after loosing a child. How are hearts break at the thought of not being able to hug and kiss Noah. What does bring me comfort is that Noah is running the streets of Heaven. Mason to is with Jesus for eternity. I can't wait to see Noah again -soon! A great book that might encourage you is by Joni Earicson called Heaven your real home. I gave mine away and need to buy another one and finish reading it. It is so encouraging and gives hope in a hopeless situation! This life is so short really and Heaven is for eternity for all who trust in Jesus. What a great gift Jesus made for us by dying on the cross and rose again the 3rd day! The movie coming out the passion of the Christ is great! Jesus can give you comfort that can only come through him and this is what I'm praying for you tonight--that you would feel so much love and comfort from God!

Love, Heidi and Jason
Heidi Schafbuch <onlocation02@juno.com>
- Monday, February 23, 2004 10:03 PM CST

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Hi Sandy,
I've been thinking of you and just wanted you to know. I hope you are finding some moments of sunshine in the dark days that you are traveling. I continue to pray for your heart to heal - I know only to well the pain you are feeling. Take care. Ally says hi to the Adam and Zach. It was one year ago this coming weekend they meet at the sibling workshop.
Fondly, Tracy
Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Monday, February 23, 2004 6:59 PM CST

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You are so right...God will help you through these hard times. Some day you will find yourself in a better place, finding it easier to get up and go...finding it easier to make it through the day.
It will get easier, the pain will ease a little....you will get through. Just remember that God is with you, and so is your new angel...
Mason is the wind that blows...the first flower that blooms this year, and the warmth of the sun on your cheek. He will always be by your side, knowing your love for him...and he will help you through. Talk to him, tell him your troubles, and let him take care of you, just as you took care of him.
Know that I am praying for you, and know that God will not leave your side. He will carry you through the hardest days, and always hold your hand. He is here, and will not leave.

Jennifer Naeger www.caringbridge.org/mo/butterflyty <jnw_jnn@hotmail.com>
- Friday, February 20, 2004 9:32 PM CST

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Thanks for visiting my daughter krissi's website. Iliked your pictures. Shows what a great kid Mason was. I'm so sorry for your loss. I thought it was such a coincidence to see that you are from Delano. Krissi got a whole package of cards and notes from the kids at Delano middle school today. Via the leukemia/lymphoma society. She is a poster kid for the leukemia society pennies for patients program. Anyway, Thanks again for the visit and we will keep you in our hearts and prayers.

Collen Schamber www.caringbridge.org/mn/krissi <cschamber@mn.rr.com>
mpls, mn - Thursday, February 19, 2004 6:32 PM CST

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Hi Sandy! Just popping into see how you are today. Hope all is well with you!! Talk to you soon.
Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
East Grand Forks, - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 1:23 PM CST

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Sandy,
I thought about you and your family during our wish trip. I imagined your 3 boys doing some of the same things my 3 boys did. It would bring tears to my eyes knowing that you had such a short time with Mason. I am always reminding myself of the precious short time that we have with our children.
We continue to pray for your family
Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com>
- Tuesday, February 17, 2004 0:01 AM CST

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Thank you for stopping by to visit LaKota's web page.
My heart goes out for you.
I wish I had some word's to comfort you, with the pain that you are feeling.
Two of my children, Cody and Skyla are in Heaven, Cody he had cancer, and Skyla forty five minute's after birth.
We never imagine that our daughter LaKota would have a rare gene disorder and cancer.
Please know that you are in our prayer's.
Happy Valentine's day Angel Mason,
~*~LaKota~*~



http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:40 AM CST

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THANK YOU SANDY FOR STOPING BY ROSIE WEB SITE. I KNOW YOU HAVE HERD THIS BEFORE BUT IT IS VERY HARD TO SAY WORDS FROM MY HEART WITH LOVING PARENTS LIKE YOU ALL ARE. THAT HAS A LOSS OF A WONDERFUL CHILD.BUT I HOPE THIS GOOD REPORT ON ROSIE IS JOY TO ALL!I HAVE TO BELIEVE THE REPORT OF THE LORD AND THIS IS THE DAY THE LORD HAS MADE AND I WILL REJOICE IN IT AND BE GLAD! WE HAVE THE MEDICAL WINDOW OF 5 YEARS WITCH IS 9/19/08. BUT THE LORDS PRAYER IS MY PRAYER THE PART I LIKE THE MOST ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN,NO SICKNESS,PAIN,DEATH NOTHING THAT COMES FROM THE PITS OF HELL JUST BECAUSE OF OUR JESUS FINISHED IT AT CALVERY. THANK YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN WE AS POST A.M.L.ers HAVE SO MUCH LOVE TOWARDS EACH OTHER AND GREATESS OF ALL IS CHRIST LIKE LOVE!! ROSIE/DADDY
www.caringbridge.org/mn/rosie <JESUSISLORD@JUNO.COM>
- Friday, February 13, 2004 8:37 PM CST

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Sandy - It is so nice to see the new pictures of Mason. I laughed and cried at the 'kissing' picture. Eli loves to kiss this way too, oh how they love. If we could only keep our children like this forever. I'm thinking about you often.
Lori-Jo Preble <ljpreble@msn.com>
- Friday, February 13, 2004 10:14 AM CST

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Hi Sandy, Thank you for signing Dustins web page. He was a remarkable young man. I miss him more now then I did 4 months ago. 4 months ago I was numb and just didn't believe he was gone. Now I know. How I wish I could wake up from this nightmare and my precious son would be right here, hugging, kissing, loving me again. I hope Dustin and mason are friends in heaven. He loved making new friends. We have another friend who became an angel on 8-30-03. His site is www.caringbridge.org/va/love4brandon

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin

Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 12, 2004 5:12 PM CST

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Sandy, I LOVE the new picture! What a cutie!! It looks like Mason really loved animals. Zach was the same way. He just loved kitties, bunnies, puppies, horses, etc. I know that those boys are just having a blast in heaven. Take care Sandy.
Amy Ness http://www.caringbridge.com/nd/zacharyness/index.htm <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 10, 2004 2:43 PM CST

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Sandy,
I am thinking of you and Mason as Katja is preparing for her second transplant. We didn't think the day would come after her relapse; only four months after transplant. All I can do is pray for the best and expect the worse. I wish there was something I could say to ease your pain.

Jacqui Sufka <j_sufka@yahoo.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, February 7, 2004 5:03 PM CST

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Sandy,

I too miss the hugs, kisses, and being able to read to Zach. He was such a charming child. I feel your sadness and pain. I meant to drop you a note on the 30th, but my emotions were running on overdrive and I thought that you didn't need my sorrow filled note left on the website. Each month passes. It doesn't get any easier, and it certainly isn't any less sad. I guess we just move on day to day because we have to. I hope you are able to find something, whether kids, family, or friends, that are able to be there for you. When one is feeling so sad, it's nice to have someone to say "It's ok. I'm sad too." Take care Sandy. I think of you daily and hope that you are ok.
Amy Ness http://www.caringbridge.com/nd/zacharyness/index.htm <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 4, 2004 11:47 AM CST

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Dear Sandy,

I found out about Mason's site from Gabbie's site. Mason was a beautiful boy. His smile in his birthday picture reminds me of my son, Matthew. I am so sorry for your loss-I can only imagine how much your heart must ache to be with him again. You will be in my prayers.

God bless,
Andrea Passarella
www.passarella.com/matthew.htm
Andrea Passarella <andrea@passarella.com>
NJ - Saturday, January 31, 2004 3:44 PM CST

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Sandy,
I'm so glad I got to know you through the mother's group last weekend. What a beautiful boy Mason is! It's so nice to think of another boy who can share NG tube stories with Josh up in Heaven.

I was so struck by your description of the relationship you had with Mason. I have told so many people Josh was my soulmate, my best friend. It was heartwarming to hear you describe your relationship the same way.

A love this deep makes the pain so great. Still, I wouldn't trade each day of loving him for anything.

Thinking of you often...

Therese (Josh's mom)
Therese Tennessen www.caringbridge.com/mn/joshw <ttennessen @ hotmail.com>
minneapolis, mn - Saturday, January 31, 2004 3:43 PM CST

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I believe I could go to each Caring Bridge site and feel a camaraderie with every single mother.

I am so sorry for your family to have lost Mason. What a fighter and such a handsome boy.

Today is our daughter Caitlin's 12th birthday. She passed away from a brain tumor just after she turned five. We miss her desperately but are so grateful to have had those five years and six days. I wouldn't trade a moment of them, not even those spent in PICU or on the Eighth Floor.

While I was invited to your mothers' group but didn't attend, I am glad to read that it went so well. If ever any of you have questions for me, please don't hesitate to contact me.

Praying for peace and all good things.
Bridget Peller <peller6@mchsi.com>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 11:03 PM CST

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Hi Sandy. It was nice meeting you last week. I'm looking forward to seeing you again and learning more about Mason. Hope you are doing ok. Cathy
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Friday, January 30, 2004 6:28 PM CST

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Hello Sandy ... I found your son's site through another caringbridge website and I found myself immersed in your journal pages. I have never experienced the pain you are suffering but I am thinking of you and your family during these tough times ... I will never say it gets better because thankfully I have no idea how it feels but I will promise you that there will always be people out there thinking of you and your precious Mason. What a gift he truly is! Thank you for sharing your personal story and thoughts!
Rebekah Clark <rclark@jrhinc.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 6:13 PM CST

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Sandy, Thank you so much for visiting my son's site. I was just reading some of your past journals and I can tell how much Mason is loved. I know that today is five months for you, and wanted you to know that I am thinking of you. I agree with the thought that each day brings us another day closer to being reunited with our sons. I can’t wait for that day to come. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Barb – Steven’s Mom Forever

Barb (www.caringbridge.org/ny/stevens) <bspittle@stny.rr.com>
Binghamton, NY - Friday, January 30, 2004 8:41 AM CST

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Dear Sandy,

I found your web site through another Caringbridge site and wanted to sign in and say how sorry I am about the loss of your precious Mason-- who is so handsome! Your loss is truly unspeakable and I'm just so sorry that your arms are longing for Mason.

You and your boys are in my prayers.

Sincerely,
Heather
Heather Braswell <hbrasswe@insight.rr.com>
Columbus, Ohio - Friday, January 30, 2004 8:27 AM CST

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Dear Sandy,

I am thinking of you and praying for you. If there is ever anything I can do...and I mean anything...please, please let me know. I hope to get to know you better.

God bless,
Gabbie's Mama
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 10:04 AM CST

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Sandy, I am thinking of you often. I couldn't imagine going through all you have went through and continue to go through. Take care and if you ever want to talk just give me a call. I am sure there are lots of friends and family more your age helping but know I am always thinking of you. Talk to you later. If you talk to Diane, Randy or Janice tell them hi from all of us. God's blessing to you and your family.
Barb Spomer (Dressler) <bjspomer@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 24, 2004 4:38 PM CST

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thank you sandy
for sending me some encouraging words it truly does help.
god bless
abbie
«♥Angel Mitchell♥» <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca>
tru, ns can - Thursday, January 22, 2004 2:54 PM CST

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Sandy:
What a beautiful boy. Thank you for sharing.

Claudia <markacohn@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 8:13 PM CST

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Sandy,
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and knowing that Mason is giving you all the strength you will need to battle this tough time in your life. Life is so incredibly unfair at times, and it just seems that one can never catch a break.
Altho I cannot relate to your divorce, I can imagine how painful and hard it must be. Trust that you will have the courage and strength to get through this.
Take care Sandy.
Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 20, 2004 9:22 AM CST

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Dear Sandy,

I'm so sorry to hear about the divorce. More pain on top of losing a child. Life can be VERY difficult. I'm not sure how I could help--but if there is anything--please let me know. We've never met but I am here in the Twin Cities.

Not sure if you know, but we are starting a NEW mothers' grief group and you are more than welcome to join us anytime. We will be meeting once a month and are meeting this Saturday for the first time.

Thinking of you. I'm so sorry.

Monica Paquette

* * * Gabbie’s Site * * *


M. Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, January 19, 2004 7:12 PM CST

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Sandy,
Those that love you most will never question your feelings on grief, parenting, love...they will celebrate Mason's amazing life with you and cry with you.

I wish we could all be there for each other in person, to help us through these horrible days. It's been over 2 years since Zach has passed and there are days it is as fresh and raw as the first day.

I had a conversation with a family member this past weekend. It seems that my husband's brother and wife were concerned that Scott and I didn't want our nephews to be a major part of our lives. I told them that they were misreading our actions. You see, sometimes it is very sad and painful to be around other children. It brings those feelings and memories to the immediate surface and sometimes they just bubble over, and depending on the day, we react differently than normal. It's OK.

I love the writing on Mason's page. It is absolutely beautiful and so very true.

We have found so many that are struggling as we are. I am glad that we are here, at least in word, to help those who are filled with sorrow. To let them know it's OK to feel anger and sadness no matter how long it has been. And someday, maybe, the bitter will be less, and the laughter be more, but then, maybe not. It's OK.

Take care Sandy.

Thinking of you....
Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 5, 2004 8:55 AM CST

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Sandy, I wanted to thank you for the information on the Heavenly Lights page. I have gone there several times. The poems are difficult, but can be such an inspiration. Tucker has been added to the site also, he's on page 12 with Mason. Being a few months ahead of you I wish I could tell you it will get better, but honestly we still have some really rough days. I know that it is faith, family, and friends that have sustained me and will continue to do so. The hurt will always be at the core of everything I do, but hopefully, oneday, it will not be so close to the surface. Fondly, Tracy
Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Saturday, January 3, 2004 9:19 AM CST

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Wishing you peace and healing in your hearts for this New Year. We think of you all so often. Happy New Year. Fondly, Tracy
Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 4:38 PM CST

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My heart goes out to you. I feel the pain you speak of and pray for your strength at those times when you try to hold it together in front of others. I pray for you to have comfort at those times when you weep alone. Just know that eventhough no-one can truly feel your pain, those of us who have lost a child are here to offer what support and understanding we can. I also pray that all of you know every day what you did for Mason and how loved he felt by you.
Heidi www.caringbridge.org/mn/kylemyle <heidijo329@yahoo.com>
New Prague, MN - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 2:46 PM CST

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I found you website in heavenly lights newsletter. Your son was so precious. My daughter died of AML in 98. I will be praying for you.
Take Care and May God Be With You Always
Berneice Ross <charsmom79_98@yahoo.com>
Masontown, Pa USA - Monday, December 29, 2003 3:48 PM CST

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Sandy, Zach & Adam,
Merry Christmas to you all. You are still in our prayers.
Kathy & Harry Berghuis <bergies@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Thursday, December 25, 2003 10:38 PM CST

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Sandy,

May the joy of this season permeate our hearts, renew our spirits and allow us to recognize the good that is possible in each day and in each person. May we be willing to communicate with listening ears and open hearts - embracing our similiarities and celebrating our differences. May you find bright spots of joy in each.

Thinking of your family over the holidays, knowing how difficult they are. Hope that you are surrounded by friends & family. Wishing you the best for 2004!

Holiday hugs,

Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter’s Memorial Website , - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 3:51 PM CST

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We are thinking of you this Christmas, along with all of the other families we were fortunate to meet as we journeyed through this past year.

Bless you all. Fondly, Tracy, Rod and Ally
The Reamys www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 2:32 PM CST

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Sandy,

Merry Christmas! I know that the holidays will be tough. I hope that your family and friends surround you with love and help you through the days. Take care.
Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 24, 2003 11:05 AM CST

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Hi Sandy. I came across your website on Connor Stokes' site. I'm sorry for your loss. My husband and I know John (Connor's dad) from college. Sadly Connor and my son, Joe, battled the same high risk ALL. Joe passed away in Sept. after a 4 yr. battle. Despite relapsing in May (his 2nd- his 1st in Feb. 2002- then a BMT) he had a wonderful summer. He suddenly became very tired and left us 2 days later in his sleep. I feel your pain. Take Care. Cathy
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Monday, December 22, 2003 8:39 PM CST

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Sandy,
I can only guess how hard this Christmas will be for you and the boys. I know your heart is broken. I pray for peace for you. You continue to be an amazing person, I knew that before though. Mason has your spirit and is just like you. Mason taught me so much these past 2 years. I feel blessed to have known him. We speak of your family often. Our lives have been changed by your experiences. It is so sad that there are children with cancer. Thank you for being you and take care of yourself. Happy Holidays.
Lori-Jo Preble
- Friday, December 19, 2003 11:59 AM CST

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Dear Sandy and boys,
Just wanted to let you know that we think of your family often.
Josh is at Children's right now for his monthly check-up. God must have a task for him here on Earth to complete. Mason must know what that task is. Someday we will all know.
The Virgin Mary knows how hard it is to lose a son. May our Mother Mary grant you special blessings to bear your loss.
Praying for all of you.
Laurie Skluzacek
caringbridge.com/mn/joshskluzacek

Marvin, Laurie, Jake, Josh and Annie Skluzacek
New Prague, MN USA - Friday, December 19, 2003 9:42 AM CST

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Sandy,
The other day when the kids got home from school and were eating a snack, Annie said, "I forgot to blow a kiss up to heaven for Mason last night." She then blew a kiss up to him and kept eating her snack. It was so out the blue and she just did it so matter-of-factly. One of the day care kids asked her if she blew him a kiss every day. She said that most days she does, unless she forgets. I didn't know this was something she did. It just shows what an impact Mason had on people. He was a very special boy and will never be forgotten. I hope you can make it through this Christmas with some happy memories. Take care, Linda
Linda Poikonen <poik@charter.net>
Watertown, MN Carver - Thursday, December 18, 2003 1:45 PM CST

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Sandy, You and the boys are heavy on our hearts this holiday season. It is so hard to find the right balance when everything is so different. Yet somehow this year, more than any other, celebrating the birth of Christ seems so important. Somedays I envy Tucker in his eternal life with Jesus, the hardest part is not being able to see him enjoy it. One day though we will share that with our boys and won't that be something.

Take care Sandy. I hope the holiday brings some joy and some peace to you all. Fondly, Tracy
Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Thursday, December 18, 2003 9:01 AM CST

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Sandy,

Thank you for visiting Mike's website and dropping us a note in the Guestbook. I am so sorry to learn of your recent loss of Mason. This is my first visit to his site and I've got a lot to read. Mason is an adorable young boy! It just saddens me to think about all the kids recently that have lost their battles to cancer. It hurts my heart. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers over the holidays, as I know they are not easy to get through without our loved ones.

Cherish the memories you hold in your heart. Mason will guide you through.

Vicki Hunter-Hoffman, Anaheim CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Sandy- I cried today as I read the websites of Mason's friends. Thank you for providing those links and sending prayer wishes to the families. I hit Mason's site monthly and think of you and can only try to measure the amount of love a mother can hold for her children. Peace to you and your family every day.
Kathy (Klaustermeier) Olson
- Tuesday, December 16, 2003 10:40 PM CST

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Sandy,
We are praying for you and the boys during this Holiday season. Thank you so much for the ornament. It is beautiful!

Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com>
- Tuesday, December 16, 2003 3:50 PM CST

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Hi Sandy & boys,
We are keeping you all in our prayers during this holiday season. It is comforting to know that Mason can spend this Christmas healed and with our Lord. It is still very hard on us on earth to go on celebrating without him. He will send down those rays of support to you to help you through this emptiness you are feeling this Christmas season. Mason will be with you in spirit. Keep the faith.
Kathy & Harry Berghuis <bergies@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 2:03 PM CST

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Dear Sandy,

I found your site in Steven Nielsen's guest book. The Nielsen's are a very nice family. We got to know them because we too were at Children's Minneapolis and based on Mason's time line of sicknesses our paths may have crossed.

I am so sorry for your pain. This really is the hardest trial that parents can face. We will miss our children until we too are called home by God.

We lost Gabrielle at the age of two in May 2002 to Neuroblastoma. While the pain is still so much in my life, God has made me stronger in the pain. He has given me stronger convictions and I have a pessimist personality--so I'm telling you that my faith TRULY is a gift from God, then.

I will add your family to my prayers. The picture of Mason tells me he IS very handsome.

God bless,
The Paquette’s: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabrielle, and Noah Gabriel…
Gabbie’s Site

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, December 5, 2003 5:50 PM CST

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Sandy, Just wanted to drop a note to see how you are doing. I hope the holidays are filled with wonderful memories of Mason. Take care.
Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 2, 2003 8:21 AM CST

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Wishing you and the boys a Happy Thanksgiving. You continue to be in our thoughts, hearts, and prayers, and we include you in our list of things we are thankful for.

Missing you!
Staci Nash - - www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash <slimandstacinash@aol.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Friday, November 28, 2003 0:09 AM CST

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Sandy~
I have been thinking about you lately~ Please let me know if there is anything I can do!!
Love,
Chauntel

Chauntel Vick <chauntel@issauction.com>
Buffalo, MN Wright - Thursday, November 20, 2003 10:49 PM CST

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Sandy,
I think about you so often, I pray for your journey. I couldn't possibly understand what you are going through, but I want to support you along the way. Send me an email if you would like to get together some time.
Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com>
- Wednesday, November 19, 2003 7:38 PM CST

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Sandy, I saw your entry on Tucker's sight. After reading your webpage, I can relate to how you feel. My son, Zach, has been gone for almost 2 years and I still feel as sad as I did the day he died. It never goes away, and it will never be easier. I guess it just becomes tolerable. Your Mason was such a lovely boy. I know our angels are in heaven having fun playing. I have learned that there is no timeline for grief, and that it is OK to have bad days. Thinking of you.

http://www.caringbridge.com/nd/zacharyness/index.htm
Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
East Grand Forks, MN - Monday, November 17, 2003 11:59 AM CST

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Just wanted to send our love to you all. We havnt met but we are at fairview 4th floor.started Children of Mpls dx.2/23/03 A.M.L. Dr. Bruce got out of there 6/22/03 work ups for BMT 7/10/03 relapse been here eversense were at day +45bmt Praise God I have been learning how to use his word and make a stand.Jesus is my Lord and I have to call on him.Please pray for us thank you again we love you.Daddy
www.caringbridge.org/mn/rosie <jesusislord@juno.com>
- Tuesday, November 4, 2003 6:46 AM CST

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Hi Sandy,
We are still praying for you. I'm sorry I missed you the other day at the hospital. I would have loved to see you.
Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com>
- Monday, October 27, 2003 2:39 PM CST

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Just checking in to see how you are doing. Thanks for the words of encouragement, Sandy. We continue to keep you and the boys close in thought. What kind of trouble do you suppose Tucker and Mason are stirring up. I'm sure heaven is in a constant uproar - I for one can't wait to experience it!
Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 7:46 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy, Thank you so much for thinking of us. That picture just melted my heart and brought me back to that day we were there. Mason was such a sweet and caring boy that we will never forget! I am doing a scrapbook page in memory of Mason in Keagan's book. We will keep you in our prayers! I'm glad Mason is sending you signs to give you comfort and strength. Remember that in times of weekness look to the Lord and also to your friends and family. We are here for you. p.s. Don't worry about the tupperware, I'm in no hurry. Sincerely, Heather O'Brien
Heather O'Brien <www.heathlobrien@charter.net>
Watertown, - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 2:28 PM CDT

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Sandy,
Thank you for thinking of the rest of us in your time of grief. We continue to pray for your family as you learn to manage your life without Mason.
Trish Adams, Max's mom <www.caringbridge.org/mn/madams>
- Friday, October 17, 2003 3:39 PM CDT

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Dearest Sandy and family, I was so glad to see your update even though it also broke my heart. It was so touching to hear about your little angel loving you in your time of sorrow here. God is so good. Once again I feel so far away and wish I could help you more. Please know that you are just such an inspiration to mothers. To love more, give more, and be there more. I know that God knows all before creation and he knew Mason was going to need a mother like you. Seek his face, and he will always be faithful. All my prayers,
Cheryl Collins <Lance36@msn.com>
Montrose, Co - Monday, October 13, 2003 5:35 PM CDT

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Sandy - I was glad to read that you are receiving inspiration from Mason. I also do believe that he is looking down and watching over us all. Nick often still mentions Mason's name, I know he misses him a lot and will never forget the times they shared together!
Michelle & Nick Parker <Michelle.Parker@supervalu.com>
Watertown, MN 55388 - Monday, October 13, 2003 4:45 PM CDT

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Sandy - So good to hear that you are going back to MCL. That will be a good thing! I am also glad to hear Mason is sending you messages, we get them from my Mom and they make us feel so special. Let's do lunch some day. Continuing to pray for you and comfort.
Lori-Jo
Bloomington, MN - Thursday, October 9, 2003 11:06 AM CDT

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Hi, Sandy. Please accept my thoughts and prayers for you, Mason, and your family. I was happy to know about your son through Joanne and Jim. I wish I had better words for you right now, but I'm starting to cry and thoughts will have to do.
Marlene
- Wednesday, October 8, 2003 9:48 AM CDT

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Hi Sandy,
I am thinking of you this morning and your sweet angel Mason. I loved reading about Icicle and know that that was Mason's hand reaching out to comfort you. He is watching over you just as he said he would and as time goes on, you will receive signs more often.
Peace and strength to you today,
Cari Holt <caringbridge.org/mn/ryanholt>
Buffalo, MN - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 6:57 AM CDT

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Sandy,
I think about you each day and pray that you will be comforted during this journey. You are so kind and gracious, Mason was lucky to have a mom like you, if even for only six short years. Please know that we pray for your family each night.
Laura Masica (Duncan's Mom) <www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica>
- Sunday, October 5, 2003 10:38 AM CDT

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Sandy & Boy's,
Yes you are still greiving & it'll take awhile to get over the passing of Mason. Rob's Mom passed away 6 months ago & he misses her but it does get easier as time goes by.
Mason truely was a gift for 6 years to you & he'll keep giving with all the other angels in heaven !! Knowing Mason he'll always be with you & you will have reminders of him. Just know that he's in heaven & playing with the angels & having a great time !!! Take care.
The Goodman Family <Goodm135@aol.com>
Watertown, MN USA - Sunday, October 5, 2003 8:54 AM CDT

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Sandy,
I am thinking about you everyday. I pray that you find peace and some comfort. You and Mason and his journey here on earth have made me a better person. Hugs to you!
Lori-Jo Preble
Bloomington, MN - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 9:30 AM CDT

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Sandy, Zach and Adam,
Thinking of you all and hoping you are finding some peace in these long dark days. We know all too well how hard this adjustment is. Even though the road of grieving is one that is well traveled it is still very uncharted territory when you are the one traveling it - believe that God is guiding you every step of the way, even when it is seems so lonely. Fondly, Tracy
Tracy Reamy <www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney>
Grand Forks, ND - Sunday, September 28, 2003 8:47 PM CDT

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San, sister…
I read you. You touch me. I feel. Ain´t to say. No such. Wish to find a word to comfort you. To help you. I feel dumb. Feel sad. I love you. Adrian

the brother <vilo_ba@ciudad.com.ar>
Buenos Aires, Argentina - Thursday, September 25, 2003 5:24 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy, Adam & Zach:

We have been thinking of you and praying that God continues to hold your hands in the days ahead. We lost our wonderful Grandma Dolly in May - she just turned 91 years old 2 months before she went to heaven. I asked her to help take care of Mason for you. She was the best Grandma in the world, and you can be sure that he is getting more tickles, nose squeezes, and butterfly kisses than anyone could ask for! It's so nice to know that they are together in paradise! I pray to them both and know that they are looking over us and taking care of us from above! May all the love and joy they shared with us bring all of us comfort today time and every day ahead!

With Love,
Linda Carlson & Family <brianlindacarlson@hotmail.com>
Wayzata, Minnesota USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 2:58 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy and Family,
Still praying for you.
Thanks for reminding me that I can ask Mason for help.
Sometimes we need alot of help.
God bless you.

Love, Laurie Skluzacek (Josh's mom)
New Prague, MN USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 4:01 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy. We are still thinking about you and the boys and keeping you all in our prayers. Peace to you.
Kathy & Harry Berghuis <bergies@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 1:31 PM CDT

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Jergens Family- the words from an old children's church song come to mind...Children of the Heavenly Father, Safely in his bosom gather... as the song tells, I know that Mason is safe in God's arms and cherishing his time with other loved ones who passed before him.
A friend who has her babies in Heaven with God
IA - Monday, September 15, 2003 8:55 PM CDT

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Sandy,
I think about you every day and pray each day will be easier than the one before. Though your wonderful little boy can no longer hold your hand, he is forever in your heart.
Laura Masica (Duncan's Mom) <www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica>
- Sunday, September 14, 2003 10:43 PM CDT

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Sandy & Boys,
Please know that our thoughts & prayers are still with all of you. I think of Mason alot also & miss him as well he was such a loving & strong little man. I enjoyed getting to know him & being with him. I hope things get better & belive me it will. We love all of you.
The Goodman Family Rob,Deb,Jordon,Drew,Lisa,Scott & Hannah <Goodman135@aol.com>
Watertown, MN USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 7:52 PM CDT

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Jergens family:
You may not remember us, but we were across the hall from you at Children’s the first time Mason was there. My daughter, Katja, was also diagnosed with AML and both of our children’s treatment happened within days of each other the first two rounds. I remember your family and knew Mason had gone through a bone marrow transplant from one of his brothers and that both were a match. Katja just went through chemo and was in remission for 18 months. She relapsed this March and went through a bone marrow transplant in May. I found your website today through Ryan Jacobs web site. I had to look to see if you were the same family I remembered and thought about when Katja needed her bone marrow transplant. I cannot tell you how sorry I am that Mason died. I am so distraught from the news. I fear the same fate, because things are turning for the worse and her last biopsy showed some “abnormal” cells. I pray you find peace.
Jacqui Sufka <j_sufka@yahoo.com>
St. Cloud, - Saturday, September 13, 2003 9:17 AM CDT

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Sandy, I just wanted to let you know that you are never far from my heart or my thoughts. I pray for you all daily. It was great to hear from you the other day. Please keep in touch!
Staci Nash <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY - Friday, September 12, 2003 1:41 PM CDT

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We have continued to think of you all these past days. Please know how sad to hear that Mason is gone to this terrible disease. We lift you up to find peace and a sense of Mason's love for you. You will always be a part of our journey with Ryan.

Much love,
John and Liz Jacobs <www.caringbridge.org/mn/ryan>
Shakopee, MN - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 11:40 AM CDT

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You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Someone who cares
- Monday, September 8, 2003 10:38 AM CDT

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Sandy and family,
I am so sorry to hear that Mason lost his battle. You and your family are in my prayers. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 7:58 AM CDT

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Dear Sandy and family,
My heart breaks for all of you. May you know that you are all in our prayers.
Love, Laurie Skluzacek (Josh's mom)
New Prague, MN USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 8:53 PM CDT

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Sandy,
I was glad we were able to attend Mason's visitation even thou it was hard seeing him like that we know he's an angel in heaven picked by Jesus. I keep you & your family in the daily prayers & hope the best for you & your family. Like you said he's not going thru any more blood transfusions or any of that other painfull stuff he hated so much. Know that you are thought of often & loved. Take care.
Rob,Deb,Joe,Drew,Lisa,Scott & Hannah Goodman <Goodm135@aol.com>
Watertown, MN USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 10:34 AM CDT

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To Mason's Family:
Although you don't know me, I have followed Mason's journey through my friend Judy Jacques. I have prayed for your family through this difficult time and will continue to do so now. I hope you will be able to take comfort that he is in a better place and is no longer in pain. May God be with you and your family now and always.
Sheila Ponsford
- Thursday, September 4, 2003 4:29 PM CDT

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Sandy,
The visitation was beautiful yesterday. The pictures of Mason really showed his journey and how much he enjoyed life. In talking with you, I was overwhelmed by the sense of peace that you have. I'll continue to pray for you and know that your journey will be guided by God and he will carry you through this difficult time.
Laura Masica (Duncan's Mom) <www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica>
Plymouth, - Thursday, September 4, 2003 5:08 AM CDT

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Dear Sandy,
I am so very sorry to hear about Mason. My heart is breaking for you. He was such a gentle and loving boy. I cried as I read your update and couldn't stop thinking about those big, beautiful eyes of his. I want you to know that I will always be here for you and when you are ready I hope you will call or email me. I would love to hear more about the wonderful memories you have with your precious boy, Mason. We will keep him in our hearts always.
Thinking of you,
Cari and Jeff Holt <caringbridge.org/mn/ryanholt>
Buffalo, MN - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 9:23 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy,
I was so very saddened to hear of Mason's passing. What a brave and precious little guy he must have been. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers, and those of our church family here in NY. For Mason, "..in Thy presence is fulness of joy; and at Thy right hand there are pleasures forevermore." (Psalm 16:11) and "As for me, I will behold Thy face in righteousness; I will be satisfied with Thy likeness when I awake." (Psalm 17:15)
Donna Petersen (Deb Hangartner's sister) <maadpet@hvc.rr.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 6:47 PM CDT

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Sandy, I am so sad to hear of Mason's passing. I am thinking about you with a very heavy heart. My thoughts have been so much on your family. As I reveiw our first day of school, I feel guilty. May peace and grace follow you and the boys today and always. I will continue to pray for you.
Lori-Jo Preble
Bloomington, MN - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 3:22 PM CDT

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We are so sorry to hear about Mason, but again, God only takes the best! He was so loved by so many and we want you to know that we are keeping you in our prayers. Mason was a true hero, that is for sure.
Kathy & Harry Berghuis <bergies@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 2:29 PM CDT

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To Everyone's Littlest Hero, Mason-
On Saturday morning you earned your wings and flew straight to heaven to be with Jesus. You fought a very valiant and courageous fight here on earth, and now you have earned your reward! Since you are now with Jesus, could you please give him a hug for me? You will forever remain in my heart and my mind and everything I ever learned about you has made me want to be a better Mommy. It is sad to have to say goodbye but I know that heaven will be like an endless playground where you will never get tired of having fun! I thank God that I got to see you last month and will always cherish that time together. You were so loved and will be so missed... Goodbye my little friend, until we meet again.
With Much Love,
Ali & Corey's Mommy
Linda Carlson <brianlindacarlson@hotmail.com>
Wayzata, MN 55391 - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 1:40 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy, I am so sorry to hear of Mason's passing. He was a strong boy. I will continue to pray for all of you in these days ahead. Continue to use the support around you. Mason is with Jesus now and will never have to suffer again, he is in enternal happiness. I know he will be missed dearly. Take care, thinking of you often. Gods blessings and may He continue to give you the strength you need in these days ahead.
Amy Graunke <agraunke@charter.net>
Buffalo, MN USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 8:38 AM CDT

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Word can't say how sad I am. I have been following Mason's battle since his benefit. My heart bleeds for you. My youngest son died 3 years ago on the 6th of Sept. Lean on your family and friends. No words come to my mind but I will keep you in my prayers. From what I read about Mason he was a very brave and special young man and he was lucky to have such a loving family. God bless you all
Carla <nelson2711@bwig.net>
buffalo, MN USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 6:56 AM CDT

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Sandy,
We will pray that God provide you the strength in the days ahead. You and Mason fought so hard, for so long. We're so sorry for your devastating loss.
Trish Adams, Max's mom
- Monday, September 1, 2003 9:58 PM CDT

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Sandy,
I am so sorry for your loss. I really don't know what to say. We pray for Mason every night and will continue to pray for your family during this difficult time. When I go through difficult times, I try to remember that God is guiding my direction. I know he is guiding yours too. Remember, your precious angel may not be able to hold your hand, but he is engraved in your heart.
Laura Masica (Duncan's Mom) <www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica>
- Monday, September 1, 2003 9:41 PM CDT

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To Mason's Family,
Our deepest sympathy to you and your family at this time. Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. We are unable to make it to the services for Mason - but know we're sending our love, hugs and prayers to you.
The Traxler Family (Jim & Joanne's friends from Mankato)
Barb Traxler <mtrax5@mctcnet.net>
Mankato, MN - Monday, September 1, 2003 6:42 PM CDT

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To Mason's family, Our hearts ache for each of you. May God give you the strength you need at this time. Prayers flow from Kansas via Ryan Jacobs' grandparents. Blessings..Corky and Kathi alias gump and grammie
kathijacobs <kathijacobs@kc.rr.com>
overland park, ks - Monday, September 1, 2003 7:17 AM CDT

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A friend, laurie skluzacek had talked about mason in her journal entry and I had continued to check up on mason. He was always in my prayers and will continue to be. Mason was a fighter, hero and was loved by so many. My thoughts and prayers go out to you Sandy, your family, and the loved ones that mason grew to know so dearly. He will be missed! God Bless~
Mindy Sticha <mmidget06@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN - Sunday, August 31, 2003 9:20 PM CDT

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I had gotten to know Mason through his Godparents Joanne and Jim. My prayers continue to be with Masons' family and loved ones. Mason touched many and always will forever.
Sherrie Schmitz <sschmitz001@charter.net>
Farmington, MO U.S. - Sunday, August 31, 2003 9:11 PM CDT

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Sandy and family, Our prayers are with you during this very hard time. Mason was such a special little boy. Keagan will miss him so much! Take Care, The O'Brien family
Heather O'Brien <www.heathlobrien@charter.net>
Watertown, - Sunday, August 31, 2003 8:57 PM CDT

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Our Familys thoughts & prayers are with you & your family.
We are sad to hear about Masons passing but we are glad he is with Jesus. At least he won't suffer anymore & he's happy & playing in heaven.
Robert Goodman Family Rob,Deb,Joe,Drew,Lisa,Scott& Hannah <Goodm135@aol.com>
Watertown, MN USA - Sunday, August 31, 2003 8:49 PM CDT

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Sandy, Zach and Adam,
We are so sorry to read of Masons death. What a brave, brave young man. We trust, that like our family, even though your hearts are broken you are comforted by the thoughts of Mason in his eternal life with Jesus and the fact that he is once again the wonderful, whole, healthy child he once was. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. Fondly,
Rod, Tracy and Allyson Reamy <www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney>
Grand Forks, ND - Sunday, August 31, 2003 3:55 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy, You are in our Hearts, Minds & Prayers every day. I am so glad you are making Good memories to make the difficult days not so bad. Stay Strong and Trust that God has Wonderful Plans For Mason his little angel on earth. God Bless You.
Duane, Diane, Karla & Karmen Dostal
Silver Lake, MN USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 3:49 AM CDT

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Sandy, Mason, and family,

Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family each and every day. Bradlee talks often about Mason's birthday party and what a great time he had. If there is anything we can do, please let us know.
Randy, Crissy, Bradlee, & Kallee Oestreich (Mrs. Sexton's class) <oestreichr@msn.com>
Watertown, MN Carver - Friday, August 29, 2003 9:09 PM CDT

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Dear Mason and Sandy,
Jim and Joanne are our very good friends. Joanne has been keeping me updated on Mason's illness. I have been so sorry to hear about all the pain you must be feeling and I pray for you everyday that you will continue to have trust and faith in our Lord. I know He will see you through it all. Sincerely,
Sylvia Bruender <sylray56003@yahoo.com>
North Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 7:31 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy & Family, Our thoughts and prayers are with you and Mason every day. Mason is a very precious and beautiful boy and he is very lucky to have such a wonderful mom. May God bless you and carry you through the days ahead.
The Hecksel & Dressler Family
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 10:37 AM CDT

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Sandy, Mason, Zach and Adam,

I just wanted to say hi. You are all special to us and
we think of you often and keep you in our prayers. Angie,
Mike and Becky are almost ready for school, the girls keep telling me they need to go shopping more. I think we are done. What at battle.

Well enough for now. Take care,

Rose, Steve, Angie, Mike and Becky



Rose Rosdahl <rrosdahl@aol.com>
maple plain, mn usa - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 10:14 AM CDT

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Mason, I have known Joanne for a very long time, and through her, I have come to know you at least a little. Please know that you are in my thoughts and hopes, and that I am sending you all the "shalom" you can hold...and for you, too, Sandy, and the rest of your wonderful family.
Marlene <mmannella@hotmail.com>
Columbia, MO US - Sunday, August 24, 2003 10:23 PM CDT

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Hello Sandy,
We are friends of Joanne & Jim, and we have been updated on Mason's condition and know that this is a very difficult time for your family. Know that our prayers are with you at this time. May our God of peace, love and strength be with you.
Sincerely, The Mark & Barb Traxler Family
Barb Traxler <mtrax5@mctcnet.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Friday, August 22, 2003 8:01 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy,
Just wanted to let you know that we still think of you everyday and pray for Mason and the family. I can see from the guestbook entry that your "family" is quite large with all the friends that you have. What wonderful gifts from God all of them are for you. God always sends his angels. He seems to have sent an army of them to you.

Laurie Skluzacek and family
New Prague, MN USA - Friday, August 22, 2003 7:36 AM CDT

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Sandy,

I just wanted to thank you for allowing me to take Zach and Adam school shopping. They are terrific young men and were a joy to be with. I saw their love and care of Mason and it is a tribute to you to have raised such wonderful children. Let me know if Zach's shoes worked out. It was also great to meet your sister and aunt, they are both terrfic people and a great support for you. I will call you next week and try to see Mason Monday or Tuesday before we leave for the week. Just remember you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. If there is anything I can do at this time, just let me know.

Love,

Theresa
Theresa Sexton <JSexton47@aol.com>
Delano, MN 55328 - Thursday, August 21, 2003 6:52 PM CDT

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We are thinking of you at this time. I know it's tough, but remember that God won't give you more than you can handle, even if it seem as if he has. I pray that Mason will be comfortable in the time he has.
Mel, Ryan, & Trystan <melnryan001@msn.com>
Andover, MN USA - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 8:05 PM CDT

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Mason and Family;

We are praying for you and your family. Ryan is so glad he was invited to your birthday party! he said he had fun racing cars! It is difficult to really know what to say, but we are thinking of you all alot lately....Father Frank spoke to the congregation and to the children at mass this past Sunday to let us know how things are going....just know that our thoughts are with you and if we can help you in anyway...give us a call at 952-955-3441.

Ken, Mary and Ryan Johnson - From Mrs. Sexton's Class
Hollywood, MN USA - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 6:01 PM CDT

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The Halloween party was the greatest. That was such a special time for Mason. These last days are the hardest, but doing all this with him is wonderful for you and him. It is amazing what you can fit into one day. I lost my wonderful father-in-law to cancer and now do know some what of what you are going through. A child is not the same as a father-in-law that is for sure. When God takes him home his body will be healed and he will have peace. We are keeping you and the boys in our prayers.
Kathy & Harry Berghuis <bergies@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN 55350 - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 1:58 PM CDT

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Dear Mason and Sandy..
We were so happy we were able to see you and spend some time with you today. Sandy, you are such an amazing woman. I feel so blessed to call you my friend. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Love to both you and all your beautiful boys! How lucky they are to have such a wonderful mom!
Mary, Matthew, Molly, Maggie Barrett <mmmmbarrett@aol.com>
Prior Lake , MN - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 0:32 AM CDT

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Dear Sandy:

I have been thinking of you & Mason a lot today with a heavy heart until I happened to turn the page of my daily "Promises of God" calendar that held a very special message and one of my most favorite bible quotes. I thought it might encourage the both of us and those who are on Mason's website... "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths". Proverbs 3:5,6
It goes on to say that God always gives the best to those who leave the choice with Him. No matter how much we can even remotely try to comprehend what God's will is, we have to hold on to the very last bit of trust that we can possibly muster up in our sadness and grief and give it to God. Think of the "Footprints in the Sand" poem when the person who was suffering so greatly asked God where he was during his time of great sorrow and God told him that "THAT WAS WHEN I WAS HOLDING YOU". God is holding you, Sandy, and will continue to every moment of your sadness. And I know that through all of us who are praying for you and who are holding you & Mason up in our thoughts and prayers, we can truly build a stairway to heaven with all of prayerful intentions... Please keep your faith and courage strong, and don't go to bed at night worrying about your problems - Give them to God because he will be up all night anyway! (Cheryl has a plaque with this saying on it).
With Love,
Linda Carlson <brianlindacarlson@hotmail.com>
Wayzata, MN - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 8:40 PM CDT

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Jergens family- Halloween happens to be my favorite holiday! How surprised Mason must have been to have his party and see so many people. Videotapes and photos are hard to take now, but hopefully in the future they will bring peace to you all. A living scrapbook will be a cherished tribute to Mason. Sandy, I am a fanatic scrapbooker, and find it great comfort in remembering family members that have pasted on. God's blessings to you all!
Kathy (Klaustermeier) Olson <katie.olson@mchsi.com>
- Tuesday, August 19, 2003 1:33 PM CDT

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Sandy, You and Mason are the first thought on my mind every morning and in our prayers every night. Good for you for giving Mason what he wants now, later you will have no regrets for that. I am glad that your family is there for you, nothing beats that. Take care of yourself. Lots of love - LJ
Lori-Jo Preble
Bloomington, MN 55420 - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 10:01 AM CDT

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Hi Sandy,
You don't know me, but my name is Brenda and I am Ryan Holts Aunt. I have been checking in on your family since the day Jeff talked to me about what you were going through. I remember all to well the very "physical" pain my heart felt when we were given the news your family has been given. Watching Jeff, Cari and the kids along with the rest of us spend our last days with Ryan was (no words can describe what I'm trying to say here) emotionally overwhelming in every aspect of the words. My heart hurts for you. Every inch of my being hurts for Mason and his brothers. Nothing in my 40 years of life had prepared me for Ryans death and the intense emotions that came with it. I know the pain is ripping at your very soul. Please know that we care, that we are sorry, and that our hope is that you and your family can enjoy your last days together. Mason sounds like a very brave, courageous and fine young boy. Your love and caring hands will carry him through.

With my DEEPEST sympathy...
Brenda
Champlin, MN - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 9:57 AM CDT

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Sandy,
What a great surprise for Mason..Halloween Party! I am not very great with words, but I do believe you are a very strong person, Mason as well! Our hearts may look small inside us, but the love and memories it can hold tells us how big a heart really is, there always seems to be room for more, and more love. I know you are filling it constantly and cherishing every moment! I just wanted you to know how much you are thought of!

Connie Neumann <cneumann@wm.k12.mn.us>
Watertown, MN - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 8:37 AM CDT

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Hi Sandy & Mason,
We just wanted you to know that we are thinking about you both and praying for you. We missed seeing at the Jergens reunion in July but knowing how things are we can see why. Take care of your selves and your family.
With love and prayers, your cousins Sandy & Brooks Guggisberg
Sandra Guggisberg
New Ulm, MN USA - Sunday, August 17, 2003 6:35 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy,
I can't begin to imagine how hard this must be for you. I do know the Lord will walk with you through anything and is with you even at times when you can't feel or sense His presence. And, as you have said, He does have a plan and purpose which, though often incomprehensible, has behind it His steady and sure love and wisdom. You and Mason are in my prayers -- and your situation was shared with our church family here, and so they could pray as well. Warmly, Donna Petersen
Donna F. Petersen (Deb Hangartner's sister) <maadpet@hvc.rr.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Sunday, August 17, 2003 1:54 PM CDT

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Sandy & Boy's,
Wer'e still praying for you & your family. You are so strong !!! I think if this happened to any of my kids I would have had a break down !! PLEASE let us know if there's anything I can do for you ! I feel helpless just praying even thou I know it helps. Take care of yourself & those boys !!! We love you !!
Rob, Deb, Jordon, Drew, Lisa, Scott & Hannah Goodman <Goodm135@aol.com>
Watertown, MN USA - Friday, August 15, 2003 8:37 AM CDT

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Sandy, I do not have the words to relay what I am feeling for your family. I was apprehensive about going to our reunion. After Lori & Corina spoke on your behalf, I was astonished. I am so sorry to hear about Mason's leukemia. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Please, let me know if there is something that my family can do for you. Really. Anything. Driving, bringing pets by (if Mason likes pets - we have 5 dogs, 40 some domestic cats, gerbils, birds and bunnies), fresh garden produce, canned salsa or anything else you can dream up. Please take care of yourself. Lovingly, Dana Cox
Dana (Werner) Cox <coxfarm@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Thursday, August 14, 2003 5:07 PM CDT

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I'm glad Mason got to go swimming. You are right to let him do the things he wants to do. Sandy you seem so strong in your entries. God and his company of angels are watching over your family to help you through each day.
Kathy (Klaustermeier) Olson
Polk City, IA 50226 - Thursday, August 14, 2003 3:45 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy,
I know things are tough right now so please let me know how Kids' Company and Club Middle can be a help to you and your family. Whatever you need.
Christopher Wilson <cwilson@wm.k12.mn.us>
Watertown, MN 55388 - Thursday, August 14, 2003 12:27 AM CDT

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Sandy, just to let you know that we are still here praying for Mason and your family. Your Aunt Darlene had called me last night too and filled us in. God Bless you all!!
Kathy & Harry Berghuis <bergies@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Thursday, August 14, 2003 10:26 AM CDT

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Sandy,
I am so sorry to hear that Mason has relapsed. He is such a beautiful boy. I know God will continue to give you hope, strength and courage as you battle his fight with Luekemia. Cherish every moment you have with him, he is truly an Angel from Heaven. I will continue to pray for you and your family.
Debbie (Milbrand) Ebert
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday, August 14, 2003 8:07 AM CDT

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Wanted you to know that we are still praying.
Laurie Skluzacek and Family
New Prague, MN USA - Thursday, August 14, 2003 7:59 AM CDT

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Sandy- You were missed at the class reunion. I hold you and your family in my prayers and wish you God's comfort and peace.
Lori & Corina passed along your letter of greeting and your web page.
May angels watch over you and touch your spirit with gentle peace... May each day bring rest and grace your life with quiet renewal...And may it light your world with comforting warmth to know you have a special place in so many hearts that care deeply and wish you well.
Have a beautiful day!

Thinking of you,
Kathy (Klaustermeier) Olson

Kathy (Klaustermeier) Olson <katie.olson@mchsi.com>
Polk City, IA USA - Monday, August 11, 2003 11:26 PM CDT

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I think about you and your family ALL the time and tell everyone I know to keep you in their thoughts and prayers. Enjoy every second of every minute. Tell Mason I said Hello! I'm really glad that the boys are going to Camp Courage. I used to work there for many years, they will LOVE it.
Jen (Foss) Jaros <nitrojen73@yahoo.com>
Royalton, MN Morrison - Sunday, August 10, 2003 6:15 PM CDT

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Sandy,
I'm so glad I got to see you today. I don't really know what to say except that I will continue to pray for you and the boys. Please know that if you ever need someone to talk to, I have a good listening ear.
Laura Masica (Duncan's Mom) <www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica>
Plymouth, MN - Saturday, August 9, 2003 3:48 PM CDT

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Please know we continue to think of you guys and all you have in front of you. Thanks for the update, Sandy. I know it takes so much energy, so we are grateful. Here's to more summer fun at your house.

Much love,

Liz Jacobs <www.caringbridge.org/mn/ryan>
Shakopee, MN - Thursday, August 7, 2003 12:43 AM CDT

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Sandy, We missed you at our class reunion, but after Lori read your note I was shocked. I didn't know any of this was going on. My prayers are certainly with Mason and you and your family. Corina gave me Mason's website. I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you and praying for you all.
Janna (Polzin) Tessmer <janna@newulmtel.net>
Gaylord, MN - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 8:27 AM CDT

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Sandy and Mason,
Thinking of you every moment. Praying like crazy. Hoping you get to go home soon. We had the same feeling as you 'cancer sucks'! It feels good just to say it out loud sometimes. Still does. Take care of yourselves.
Love Lori-Jo
Bloomington, MN - Monday, August 4, 2003 9:21 AM CDT

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Dear Mason and Family,
Just want you to know that we are still praying. Keep up the fight.
Love, Laurie Skluzacek and Family
New Prague, MN USA - Monday, August 4, 2003 8:42 AM CDT

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Sandy, I'm thinking of you every day and praying for you and Mason to have strength.
Marlys Ardolf <maa@lkdllink.net>
Maple Lake, - Monday, August 4, 2003 0:02 AM CDT

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Sandy,
I'm so glad you were able to go home. I know it gets hard hanging at the hospital too much, especially when the kids want to go home. Take care, we will be praying for Mason and your family. Call me if you ever just want to chat....you know where I am.
Laura Masica (Duncan's Mom) <www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica>
Plymouth, MN - Sunday, August 3, 2003 4:36 PM CDT

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Sandy and Mason-sending our love and prayers,you are thought of often!
The Stuedemann's(Tim,Tracy,Jeremy,Linsey&Maddie) <tracystuedemann@yahoo.com>
Plato, MN - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 3:00 PM CDT

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Hi Sandy and Mason, I just want to let you know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong! I know its hard but God will get you through it. If you need anything let me know. Thinking of you often. Take care and God bless you ALL.
Amy Graunke <agraunke@charter.net>
Buffalo, MN USA - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 9:31 AM CDT

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Dear Sandy,
I talked with you in the elevator and cafeteria yesterday at Children's. It was nice to see you again.
When Josh was first diagnosed, you had been at the hospital with Mason for such a long time. You gave me inspiration and strength to be a good mom even under the circumstances. I admired you and I still do.
I to am a believer in prayer and know that God sends out his help to us in the loving people around us. We have been blessed in this journey with God's most precious angels.
I will pray for Mason everyday a prayer to the Blessed Virgin that is never known to fail. I will pray for Mason, your family, his doctors, and for a cure.

Love, Laurie Skluzacek (Joshua's mom) <marvinandlaurie@yahoo.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 4:15 PM CDT

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Our thoughts and prayers are with always.
The Welch's <skwelch@wans.net>
Watertown, MN - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 2:16 PM CDT

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Love and prayers to you all..without ceasing.
Joy, Steve, Valerie, Nicole, and Sean Bolea <sbolea@msn.com>
Watertown, MN USA - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 11:34 AM CDT

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You are all on our minds and in our hearts and our prayers. Hold on to each moment and cherish each day. Make the memories count and try to stay strong. Sandy, I know only too well what you are dealing with. All of the questions, why this precious child, what will our lives be like. Trust your faith - it may be all you have to get you through the difficult days and weeks ahead. God's blessing to you all. Fondly, Tracy
Tracy Reamy <caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney>
Grand Forks,, ND - Friday, July 25, 2003 9:29 PM CDT

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family throught his difficult time.
Kathy & Harry Berghuis <bergies@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Friday, July 25, 2003 9:06 PM CDT

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We will pray for you and your family every day!
Laura Masica (Duncan's Mom) <www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica>
Plymouth, MN - Friday, July 25, 2003 5:01 PM CDT

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Sandy, Mason and family,

I just read your update and my thoughts and prayers are with you through this difficult time. Just like you, I can not believe the little boy I saw earlier this summer could be so ill. He is "a miracle" in everyones life. Throughout his illness, he has kept his smile, sense of humor and gift of giving. Mason is very important to his classmates and me. Let me know when he can again have visitors, I miss seeing his smile. Let me know if there is anything else I can do for you at this time.

My prayers and love are with all of you.

Theresa Sexton
Theresa Sexton <JSexton47@aol.com>
Delano, MN USA - Friday, July 25, 2003 3:39 PM CDT

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Sandy and family:
You are all in our prayers. This is such a difficult time and prayer does help. Keep up the good work and stay strong. I know what your going through is VERY hard. But I can tell you that there are brighter days and laughter will return. (Sandy: FYI, my Dad got married this past weekend!)You are so right to enjoy what you have today, we should all learn that lesson. Hugs to you all.
Lori-Jo
Bloomington, MN - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 2:51 PM CDT

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I just read your comments for this morning. So sorry it is all being difficult for him and the rest of you. I can understand his being very tired all this leukemia thing. it amazes me he has done so well with it up to this point. We are still praying, every day. Blessings
Miraim
St. Joseph, - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 2:36 PM CDT

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Our prayers are with you , thinking of you always

love from the Jerry Peterson Family
Patti Peterson <patti_peterson@4funlsi.com>
Watertown, MN USA - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 6:17 AM CDT

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Thinking about you guys. Hope you are getting the answers you want.
Much love,
Liz Jacobs <www.caringbridge.org/mn/ryan>
Shakopee, MN - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 9:57 PM CDT

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You are in our thoughts and prayers daily.
Trish Adams, Max's mom
- Tuesday, July 15, 2003 8:20 AM CDT

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Mason and family,

I just wanted to let you know I am thinking and praying for you. I miss seeing during the week for our tutoring sessions. I know we will have time again to share stories and play "Go Fish." I placed the rock you gave me under the trees in our driveway, it looks great there. The birdhouse fits in perfectly. I know you are very brave and have been an inspiration to me. Let me know if there is anything I can do or when I can come visit.

Love,

Theresa Sexton
Theresa Sexton <JSexton47@aol.com>
Delano, MN USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 6:00 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy, Mason, Zach and Adam, It was so wonderful to have you with us over the 4th of July. Picking berries and watching fireworks were so memorable and just the kind of things we want to keep on doing with all of you. Our love and prayers are with you every moment! Jim and Joanne
Jim and Joanne Decker <joanne.decker@mnsu.edu>
Mankato, MN Blue Eartch - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 4:15 PM CDT

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Dear Sandy and boys,

Just read your update on Mason. It is amazing to me how God works and without Him we could never go through life!!! He will always remain faithful, His arms will always hold you and give you comfort.

Let me know what if there is anything I can do and I mean anything.

In my thought and prayers,

Love you all,

Darlene
Darlene Simmer <dsimmer@mclabel.com>
Apple Valley, MN Dakota - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 8:04 AM CDT

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Sandy:
Just to let you know that every day is a prayer day for Mason. I've let my family know, and I'm sure the same is happening from them for you, too.

Tom & Susie
- Tuesday, July 8, 2003 11:44 AM CDT

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Sandy,
I was just given Mason's website and am so sorry to hear the news. We will be praying for him as well as your entire family. Please contact us if you would like someone to talk/write to.
Thinking of you,
Cari Holt <caringbridge.org/mn/ryanholt>
Buffalo, MN - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 11:12 AM CDT

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We are so sorry to hear of Mason's relapse. We will keep your precious little boy and you in our prayers Sandy. He has truly been a hero, that is no doubt. God Bless you all.
Kathy & Harry Berghuis <bergies@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 11:02 AM CDT

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Sandy,
We just want you to know that you and Mason have been in our thoughts and prayers a lot lately. We were all very sad to hear the news that Mason's cancer is back. It just doesn't seem fair. -The Poikonens
Linda Poikonen <poik@charter.net>
Watertown, MN USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 9:54 PM CDT

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Sandy & Family
May Jesus give you His Grace & Peace during this diffcult time. I pray for you all daily.


Barb Reith <breith@mn.rr.com>
Eden Prairie, MN Hennepin - Monday, July 7, 2003 8:42 PM CDT

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Sandy & Family,
Just to let you all know that we are praying like mad for Mason. He's such a sweet guy & it was good to see him at the fund raiser as well as your whole family !!! We keep you in our thought's & prayers.
The Goodman Family Rob, Deb, Joe, Drew, Lisa, Scott & Hannah <Goodm135@aol.com>
Watertown, Mn USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 6:01 PM CDT

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Sandy and Mason, the Sisters are aware of the relapse and are praying hard. I know, Sandy, you have some very difficult decisions to be made and know that you are in your thoughts and prayers.
Miriam <mardolf@csbsju.edu>
St. Ben's , - Monday, July 7, 2003 10:00 AM CDT

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Jergens Family~
We are praying for Mason like crazy, and thinking of you all!!
Love,
The Vicks
Darin,Chauntel,Taylor,Madison,Morgan

Chauntel Vick <chauntel@issauction.com>
Buffalo, MN Wright - Monday, July 7, 2003 8:57 AM CDT

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...We're sending you much love and even more prayers and know that there are so many people who love you and care about you and we are ALL praying for you!
With Love,
Linda Carlson & Family <brianlindacarlson@hotmail.com>
Wayzata, MN USA - Saturday, July 5, 2003 7:52 PM CDT

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Thinking about you-
Much love,
Liz Jacobs <www,caringbridge.org/mn/ryan>
Shakopee, MN - Friday, July 4, 2003 8:27 PM CDT

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Hey, Mason (and Dad and Mom) and all your extended family of hundreds of caring, praying people....we love you and know that with Jesus...you can walk through this !
Know that so many are praying for you every day. Don' be afraid to BELIEVE in MIRACLES! you friends- the 2V"s

Nels Tuvey TUVEY'S MEATS & MUSIC <debnels2v@juno./com>
Watertown, MN USA - Thursday, June 26, 2003 8:42 AM CDT

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Jergens Family~
I have been checking in on Mason's page for the last few months and you have all been in our thoughts and prayers. We are neighbors with Ryan Holts family, we just moved to Buffalo a few years ago- we came from Watertown. My youngest sister (Alicyn Dailey) had a BMT 8 years ago when she was 14. She is doing great!! It always breaks my heart to hear of all the little ones with cancer, but it is wonderful to hear what a fighter Mason has been through his journey. What a strong little guy he is!!
Hang in there and again you are in our prayers everyday!
Love,
The Vicks
Darin, Chauntel, Taylor, Madison, Morgan
Chauntel Vick <Chauntel@issauction.com>
Buffalo , MN Wright - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 10:36 AM CDT

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Sandy,
Thank you so much for your encouragement on Max's site. We have been following along with Mason's BMT since you left Children's. As a matter of fact, just yesterday I had gone back through your journal history to reread what you'd written. We are preparing as best we can for Max to bottom out and are hoping that it will be as minimal as possible. I find myself thinking about Mason and all he's been through...2 transplants and still here!! It gives me something to focus on, that no matter how bad it gets, don't give up. I wish your family and friends could really understand just how amazing you all are for making it through the journey you have had.
Keeping Mason in our prayers,

Trish and Max Adams
- Sunday, June 15, 2003 9:47 PM CDT

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Greetings to you, and a note to let you know you are in our daily prayers.

Tom & Susie
Waite Park, MN - Thursday, June 12, 2003 5:08 PM CDT

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Sandy & Kurt - you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Blessings (and strength)of Jesus our Savior to you all
Dan Fair <dfair@elimcare,org>
Delano, Mn USA - Thursday, June 12, 2003 5:00 PM CDT

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Hey Sandy & Mason !!! We are praying for all of your family & hope those tests come out good !!! It was GREAT to see you both at Adam's Mother's Day program @ school !!! That's all Hannah could talk about she was telling every one that she saw Mason !! All the kids send there love & prayers & thoughts for your family.
Debbie, Rob, Jordon, Drew, Lisa, Scott & Hannah Goodman <Goodm135@aol.com>
Watertown, MN U.S.A. - Sunday, May 11, 2003 6:44 PM CDT

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Hi Mason & Sandy,
You are both in our prayers and we look forward to seeing you at the Jergens picnic this summer. Mason , Brooks can't wait to play with you and your brothers at the lake.
love your cousins, Sandy & Brooks Guggisberg
Sandy & Brooks Guggisberg <baily@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN Brown - Sunday, April 27, 2003 7:50 AM CDT

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Dear Sandy and Mason:
I think I have a special link to you. I just know when to check the web page for updates. It makes my heart happy to hear of your progress. We pray everynight for your healing, and should I forget Eli will remind me. Mason, when your better I would love for you to meet Eli and I can spend sometime with your Mom. Take care. Lots of hugs to you all!
Lori-Jo Preble
Bloomington, MN - Friday, April 25, 2003 1:35 PM CDT

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I am glad to see that Mason's blood counts continue to be good. Hopefully he will get his energy back soon too. Just wanted to wish you all a Happy Easter. We continue to pray for you all.
Harry & Kathy Berghuis <bergies@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Sunday, April 13, 2003 11:04 PM CDT

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Hello!! So glad you could get out and visit and have some wonderful Banana Cream Pie at Randy's!! I am jealous!! Glad you liked the Creative Memories supplies. Sometimes the caregivers get left in the dust, so we thought we would remember you Sandy!! Enjoy!! So happy to see Mason is doing so well yet. Keep it up Mason!!! God will keep you in his arms!! Take care!
Kathy & Harry Berghuis <bergies@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 10:23 AM CST

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Hi Sandy and Mason!! We are so excited that you were able to leave the hospital and are feeling so good!! We will continue to keep you in our prayers and pray that everything keeps going so well. Keagan says hi to Mason. From, Heather and Keagan O'Brien
Heather O'Brien <heathlobrien@charter.net>
- Tuesday, March 25, 2003 9:10 AM CST

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Hi,Jergens Family just a short note to let you know that you all have been in our Prayers and glad to heard good news about Mason.
God Bless you all
Duane,Diane, Karla and Karmen Dostal <dianed@hutchtel.net>
Silver Lake, MN USA - Sunday, March 23, 2003 3:19 PM CST

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So good to see that Mason is doing so well. That is great. The prayers are being answered. There are enough of us praying, that is for sure. Take care Sandy and we will keep Adam and Zach in our prayers also. I am Mel Berghuis's Mom and Ryan Dostal's mother in law.
Kathy Berghuis <bergies@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Sunday, March 23, 2003 2:12 PM CST

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Hi Mason,
We are neighbors of Jim and Joanne's and we are praying for all of you. I think you and Jim went for a ride with Phil in our MAX some time ago. Hope you feel better soon so you'll be able to see their new house. We've been watching it go up. Really FAST. Take care and know that everyone's pulling for you.
Elaine and Phil Meyer
Mankato, - Friday, March 21, 2003 2:43 PM CST

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Hi Mason, You don't know me, but Joanne and Jim are dear friends of mine. They have told me what a special boy you are--Joanne and Jim are never wrong! (right?) I have been praying for you a lot, and several of my friends have been praying for you too. I am so thankful you are better! I will continue to pray for you. By the way, my grandson is the same age as you are!
Sharon Chader <sharonchader@hotmail.com>
Madison Lake, MN - Friday, March 14, 2003 7:43 PM CST

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Mason,
It was sooo good to see you riding the bike out in the halls tonight. It makes my heart happy to see someone feeling so well! You are an amazing boy, and we wish you the best of luck on your road to recovery! Until you get out of the hospital, continue to wear your mom out with all the laps around the floor!!

Staci, Slim, and Presley Nash <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY ~ Minneapolis for now!, - Friday, March 14, 2003 1:45 AM CST

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Dearest Mason, Sandy and family:
We are so elated to hear of your progress over the last week, especially because we have truly been praying so hard for you and we also have been lighting special candles for you at church on Sundays. God is hearing all of our intentions for you and He is answering the prayers of all of us who love you and are interceeding on your behalf. We will not give up the fight and will continue to be your prayer warriors! I am also fasting in your honor this Lenten season and I encourage others to do the same for you! God is already showing us through you that He is the Supreme Physician and will continue to hold your hand during your journey! Stay strong in the Lord and know how much God loves you and so do we!
Linda Carlson & Family <brianlindacarlson@hotmail.com>
Wayzata, MN - Thursday, March 6, 2003 8:29 PM CST

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Sandy & Mason: I had this feeling this a.m. that I should check the web-site. What great news, your feeling better! But I am not surprised, we have been praying very hard. Here's to brighter days and the springtime ahead. Lots of love and hugs. LJ
Lori-Jo Preble
- Thursday, March 6, 2003 10:09 AM CST

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Mason-
I hope everything has been improving for you over the past couple of days! Stay strong and hang in there! We're all pulling for you.
Mel Berghuis <kermitmmb@hotmail.com>
Andover, MN USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 12:25 AM CST

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Mason, it is so great hearing that you are doing better and all those sores are going away. The Sisters are still praying for you and we like to know that our prayers are answered, so keep getting well.
Many blessings,
Miriam
St. Joseph, - Monday, March 3, 2003 2:11 PM CST

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Mason I read your journal tonight and I am sorry to see that you have so much pain and all that fluid. I will keep praying for you.I will also pray that the fluid will go away and that you will start to heal. I love you very much Mason. You are so special and you are so strong.
Sandy I am also praying for you. I know this is so hard for you. I will always be here for you and I will never stop praying. I truely believe in the power of pray. God will hear us. God Bless Mason and you through all of this.
I love you Sandy. Love Denise
Denise
Silver Lake, MN McLeod - Monday, February 24, 2003 11:36 PM CST

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