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I confess, I often think of Leslie. She had such an enormous impact! Your entire clan is often in our thoughts.

As you may have heard from Deo, I have been contending with Stage IV breast cancer the last two years - after an initial bout with it in 2004. (Here's my carepage: http://www.carepages.com/carepages/towerofstrength) Moving into this new world, your radiant daughter often comes to mind, and especially her strength and humor in living out her journey. She, and you, taught us so much about love, and life; we still carry those lessons in our very marrow.

Be blessed. You, and Leslie, are loved.
Warmly, Barbara

PS - Marie graduated from UNC in '08 & just got an apt; she's thinking about getting married next year. Hunter's a sophomore in high school, and is a gorgeous, athletic, super-bright carbon copy of Deo -- just a little taller. Where are your boys in college? We wish you peace and fulfillment. Deo's email is deo.mplus@earthlink.net.

Barbara (& Deo) Garlock <bgarlock@mindspring.com>
Raleigh, NC - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 0:06 AM CST
Wow, it's been almost a whole year since I've been by here. I was thinking about you today and just wanted to say hi. Please know that you are not forgotten and continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, December 12, 2004 6:41 PM CST
I stumbled across your webpage and cannot describe how much I was touched by your daughter's strength and class through such a trying time. Your family's ability to keep a positive outlook while accepting such a tragedy with grace is a tribute to your beautiful daughter in yourself. I am so honored to have been allowed to read about your daughter and only wish that I could have known her.
Jess <NYJess01@aol.com>
Northport, NY - Monday, May 17, 2004 10:57 PM CDT
I want you to know that your family is not forgotten. I continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. It is good to hear that everyone seems to be doing well although I know that the pain of missing Leslie is still very much there with you. I pray that your holidays were wonderful and that this new year brings you blessings unimaginable.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 0:15 AM CST
In response to the last entry, I thought I'd provide the update here. For whatever reason(s), we'd like the main page to conclude with the entry subsequent to Leslie's death. This page truly was set up by her and for her, and as parents we made entries only becasue events forced us to take that role.
Taylor and Christian are great. Taylor is in 9th grade, does well in school, recently completed his first year on the Skyview tennis team, and is looking forward to baseball season.
This past summer, as a part of our family vacation, we visited Boston. Taylor had been making noises about going to MIT. He is quite gifted as a student, particularly in math. By his junior year we anticipate he will need to be enrolled in a local college for that component of his education. He is all upset about the proposed new SAT format scheduled for '05 becasue it apparently, according to his research, will be less focused on math and maybe will not allow the male segment of our population to shine quite as brightly. Whatever.
Christian is playing soccer and basketball right now (Taylor is also playing soccer, but he is not into it). Basketball season just ended, and because he is on a select soccer team their season is just about year round.
Both fellows will play Babe Ruth baseball this year- Christian is 13 and Taylor is 15.
Both boys are altar servers at our church, St. James. They just started doing weddings and really like that.
Kathleen is a busy bird, like all those soccer moms. Still works at Good Samaritan.
Leslie is with us every minute of every day. Just last week my best friend lost his father. I told him that now, his dad would be with him every moment, rather than when they were visiting. That is how I feel with Leslie. While of course I'd much prefer she be with me physically, I do get to feel her presence 24/7 in a way which cannot be compared to any living loved one. Indeed, I am going off to do Meals on Wheels right this moment- Leslie got me into that.

Matt Zolbe <grateful@portland.quik.com>
- Wednesday, October 29, 2003 11:02 AM CST
I will never forget Leslie or her family. I don't think that this site should just be about Leslie life, but I would love to see how Taylor and Christian are doing.
A. W.
- Wednesday, October 15, 2003 9:13 PM CDT
So very sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter! I lost my grandson James 12/19/00 to T-cell ALL.

Blessings,

Bonnie <www.caringbridge.com/page/jamiebowman>
Columbus, Ohio - Thursday, February 13, 2003 0:53 AM CST
just stopping by to let you know that you are still very much in my thoughts and prayers. blessings to you!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, October 26, 2002 at 11:29 AM (CDT)
I was thinking about you today. Gregory was rooting so hard for Leslie as they went through their transplants at the same time. When my son died, I thought "Well, Leslie still has a fighting chance!" We kept hoping and praying that she would make it. It broke our hearts to hear the news when she died. So, here we are, down the road a bit, trying to move forward with our lives, and sometimes, the memories come flooding back, and the tears and the hurt come with it. Most days go on without tears now, but life is changed. Our days are filled differently than they were before, and our outlooks and priorities are different. Most days, we try to push the memories away, filling our time and our thoughts with other things. Today, though, the memories are fresh again, and I was thinking of you, and hoping you're doing okay.
September Brown <gregb@netwrx1.net>
Tulsa, OK USA - Friday, July 05, 2002 at 09:32 AM (CDT)
I stumbled upon your page in the ACOR listing of homepages. I am so sorry to hear of your loss. My Ronnie will be 5 next month & was diagnosed with ALL in July of 2000. I am so sorry for all that you guys have been through, and will pray for you to have peace & good memeoires this holiday season.
Chris <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
www.caringbridge.com/page/gooch
>
Bethel, CT - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 01:37 PM (CST)

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pat <sloan54at@yoha.com>
herndon, va us - Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 07:29 AM (CDT)

Samantha Runyon <runyon@setel>
Hatfeild, Ky U.S - Monday, October 15, 2001 at 04:37 PM (CDT)
Hi, I found your site through a serach engine ... Thanks for the "caring" book ... :)

Please visit my two sites: http://geocities.com/Country_Minded
and
http://America_The_Strong.tripod.com
The first is my very first website, and I am in the process of giving it a "face lift" and on the "home"page is a story of my mom who is battling breast cancer right now ...
Please take the time to read it ... Thanks

Jeannine <Country_Minded@yahoo.com>
Mt. Pleasant, MI USA - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 02:16 AM (CDT)

hilda robinson <stu 48060 alo>
port huron, mi united states - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 11:29 AM (CDT)

SAMANTHA <DOGS@MSN.COM>
TAFT, CA KERN COUNTY - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 01:22 AM (CDT)

Carolyn Galvan <GalvanRy@netscape.net>
Los Banos, Ca 93635 - Saturday, June 09, 2001 at 08:31 AM (CDT)
Dear Kathleen, Matthew, Christian and Taylor
As you now know, I was Leslie's bone marrow donor. I'm proud to have been a part of such a special person. I've encouraged others to also be screened as possible donors. It's so little to give for someone in need of life. May your pain be replaced with happy memories. Love, Andrea

Andrea Esau <us2rloons@mindspring.com>
Milwaukee, WI - Tuesday, November 28, 2000 at 10:47 AM (CST)
Leslie was a very strong person. Many peple will miss her very much.
Jori Prince
Vancouver, WA United States - Saturday, July 29, 2000 at 12:42 PM (CDT)
Hi,
We haven't crossed paths this summer, so we haven't had to opportunity to share some news with you.... Last month Kevin was called by the national registry as a potential marrow match for a 42 year old man! He has gone through the first series of tests and told thus far was 4 for 4 match and two tests left to do. We are very excited by the possibility and anxiously waiting to hear the results. Obviously, had it not been for Leslie's need we wouldn't be in the situation at all. Thank you!!!

Kevin & Chelle` Knudsen
Vancouver, WA - Tuesday, July 18, 2000 at 12:52 AM (CDT)
Dearest Zolbe family,

We continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Leslie and all of you will always be an inspiration to those of us touched by you.
Love,

Patty, Glenn and Alex <pagrennema@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA - Friday, June 30, 2000 at 01:57 PM (CDT)


- Tuesday, June 20, 2000 at 11:14 AM (CDT)
tonight i graduated high school. with such a big accomplishment, i still hold that Leslie was an inspiration although the closet i ever was to her was through stories. thank you for sharing your joy in her to help and teach others. i promise, she will never be forgotton. i am a testimony to that.
Melissa Hope <melissahope@safeplace.net>
Blue Bell , PA Montogomery - Tuesday, June 13, 2000 at 10:10 PM (CDT)
Leslie's family,
Hi, My name is Kyndra and I am writing this about a song by, Celine Dion. Celine Dion is my fave singer and always will be. I am her #1 fan too. (Just had to add that!)
Well anyways, I was listening to one of Celine's CD's of mine called "Falling in to you" There is this song called "Fly". Celine Dion wrote this song while her niece Karine had Cystic Fibrosis, she sang in to her while Karine was in Celine's arms dieing. Even we all know that Leslie is not here, but she is in our hearts. I really wanted her to come to church with me sometime, or some how sing this song to her. Well, I know that she is seeing all of these messages. and well, she knows my voice, so she hears it. These are the Lyrics to the song....
"Fly fly little wing
Fly beyond imaging
The softest cloud, the whites dove
Past the plants and the stars
leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
and fly again

Fly fly precious one
your endless journey has begun
Take your gental happiness
Far too beautiful for this
cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this memory bitter sweet
until we meet

Fly fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath don't shead a tear
Your heart is pure your soul is free
be on your way don't wait for me
above the universe you climb
oh beyond the hands of time
the moon will rise the sun will set
but I won't forget

Fly fly little wing
Fly where only angles sing
Fly away the time is right
Go now, find the light"


Kyndra <sweetlilgurl47@aol.com>
Vancouver, wa USA - Saturday, May 27, 2000 at 12:33 AM (CDT)
Publish. It is an uplifting but sad story.

- Friday, May 26, 2000 at 10:09 AM (CDT)
Zolbe's,
After all of the "family and friends" are gone..the sadness sets in. I am proud and sad for you and the kids. I only hope that you and yours will be okay through this ordeal!! I wish I could have attended the funeral..but felt that my students needed me at school. Please know that my thoughts and prayers and thoughts are with you and will continue to be so.
Take care,
]Cindy Scott

Cindy Scott-Alki M.S. <scotty5@uswest.net>
Ridgfield, WA Clark - Friday, May 19, 2000 at 01:45 AM (CDT)
I feel your pain and I am so sorry and you are very brave....
Loryn <angel171@tampabay.rr.com>
seminole, Fl United States of America - Thursday, May 18, 2000 at 08:58 PM (CDT)
I feel your pain and I am so sorry and you are very brave....
Loryn <angel171@tampabay.rr.com>
seminole, Fl United States of America - Thursday, May 18, 2000 at 08:58 PM (CDT)
I feel your pain and I am so sorry and you are very brave....
Loryn <angel171@tampabay.rr.com>
seminole, Fl United States of America - Thursday, May 18, 2000 at 08:58 PM (CDT)
I feel your pain and I am so sorry and you are very brave....
Loryn <angel171@tampabay.rr.com>
seminole, Fl United States of America - Thursday, May 18, 2000 at 08:58 PM (CDT)
Dear Zolbes',

I'm so glad to see another entry from you Matthew.
Words failed me when I saw you at the hall after Leslie's Mass, maybe now I can express to you how I was feeling.
I have never seen any other man do his daughter as much justice with his words than you did that day. And not any other person could have paid a better honor to Leslie than you. You told your story with such grace and dignity. I also discuss with my children how much I love them. Gavin and I try to go from our front porch and around the world "five hundred bazillion times" and back to our front porch and top each other, but hearing you tell that beautiful story of Leslie's answer of who loves who more........Well, let's just say I can hear her actually say,"You don't know". The way she might hold her head to the side, maybe, and smile. I was afraid I was sobbing so hard through the whole Mass, I would make an awful noise or something. The whole service was absolutely touching.
THANK YOU, MATTHEW.
Thanks also for sharing Leslie's sign to Taylor. Please let us know when the rest of you get your signs from her. My grandma still continues to give me a sign now and then. It really helps.
As I told Kathleen earlier today when I called, I got to finally meet Jolene Bevill today! What a nice lady. I stopped by Alki with a contribution from Don & Char and our family for Sara Lawson. Hopefully we get Leslie closer to that goal for those children!
Take care and see you all soon!
Love always,

Janelle, Scott, Gavin & Jarett

The Hites' <hitejanell@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, May 18, 2000 at 07:49 PM (CDT)
Thank you for sharing something so personal with so many people. Without even knowing Lesley, she has taught me strength. i admire so much what she lived through only wish i could have met her. you are in my prayers, as i continue to lift you up, knowing that she is at peace.
Love, Melissa

Melissa Hope <melissahope@safeplace.net>
Blue Bell (Philadelphia Area), PA Montgomery - Wednesday, May 17, 2000 at 05:23 PM (CDT)
Dearest Zolbe Family, how beautiful to share yesterday with you. You are all very special, and will continue to be in our prayers. I am especially honered to have met Gramdmother and Grandfather Zolbe. May our Dear Lord hold you all safely in the palm of His Hand, and shower you with
His choicest Blessings. Your friend, Joe

Joe Gilbert
Vancouver, - Tuesday, May 16, 2000 at 01:58 PM (CDT)
Leslie's funeral was beautiful.....Thank you giving us (PSGC) the opportunity to be able to sing today. Leslie was special girl and I wish I could have met her and gotten to know her. I'm sure her spirit will live on through all the people she has touched and inspired. I look forward to meeting her in heaven one day.....
Love,
Amy

Amy Craw <HNSBGRANT44@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Monday, May 15, 2000 at 11:23 PM (CDT)
Dear Zolbe family
I went to the funeral today and there was a lot of people there that really loved Leslie. I wouldn't miss it for the world. I just wanted to tell you that Leslie was a very brave and loving person. We all loved her.

sealed w/ many blessed kisses
Amy

Amy Calvert <amyjeanc@hotmail.com>
vancouver, WA U.S. - Monday, May 15, 2000 at 09:00 PM (CDT)
Dear Zolbe family
I went to the funeral today and there was a lot of people there that really loved Leslie. I wouldn't miss it for the world. I just wanted to tell you that Lelie was a very brave and loving person. We all loved her.

sealed w/ many blessed kisses
Amy

Amy Calvert <amyjeanc@hotmail.com>
vancouver, WA U.S. - Monday, May 15, 2000 at 08:40 PM (CDT)
Leslie's funeral was beautiful today. Thank you for the honor of singing for her. I know Leslie is up in heaven right now smiling down on us, and her spirit will be with us forever. She is truely an inspiration and my hero.

Erica Bottens, PSGC <realtime81@yahoo.com>
St. Helens, OR USA - Monday, May 15, 2000 at 07:56 PM (CDT)
The Zolbe family,
I just want to Thank you for sharing Leslie with me. I am so thankful that I got the opportunity to get to know her. Also, thank you for allowing me to share my gift with her, now everytime I work with purple it will remind me of her. She was one very special angel on earth and now she is one in Heaven.
Sue Wyszynski


- Monday, May 15, 2000 at 10:49 AM (CDT)
Zolbe's~
my heart and love is with you. Leslie taught us all a lesson of love and friendship and i hope we can all use her lessons. May god bless you and may you always remember the good times you had with leslie.We will all be here with support.
Love always,
Jodi

Jodi Both
vancouver, wa - Sunday, May 14, 2000 at 09:00 PM (CDT)
I am very sorry about the death of your daughter. I just found out this morning and the website further confirmed it. I was praying for Leslie, and I will continue to pray for your family. Now we know Leslie is with our Father in heaven! Thanks be to God. Your family has been a wonderful witness, and I pray that you will continue to walk with Him and to feel his presence in all that has happened and will happen.
Molly Farrell <rozez-n-heaven@juno.com>
- Sunday, May 14, 2000 at 04:27 PM (CDT)
Dearest Zolbes, Our hearts ache with the passing of precious Leslie and sing with the joy she radiated as an instrument of God in this world, and that she continues to radiate in every life she touched. Cardinal Bernadin said that what he wished most for others was that they may find the gift of peace that he had found. He said "When we are at peace, we find the freedom to be most fully who we are, even in the worst of times. We let go of what is nonessential and embrace what is essential. We empty ourselves so that God may more fully work within us. And we become instruments in the hands of the Lord. Surely God's peace resides with your beautiful family. Thank you for letting us be a part of it.
Patrick chose his confirmation name after St. Francis of Assisi, and his prayer reminds me so of Leslie.
Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.
Where there is hatred, let me sow love.
Where there is despair, hope.
Where there is darkness, light.
Where there is sadness, joy.
O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek
To be consoled, as to console;
to be understood, as to understand;
to be loved at to love;
for it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned.
It is in dying that we are born to eternal life.

With love, hugs, prayers, and sympathy, Scott, Colleen, Caitlin and Patrick

Dykemas
Arlington, Va USA - Sunday, May 14, 2000 at 01:57 PM (CDT)
A prayer request was posted on the Sonlight Curriculum User's Forum's along with the web address. You don't know me but I want to say I'm praying for your family, and shedding many tears.
Carrie Gwaltney <carrieg@ipass.net>
Durham, NC USA - Sunday, May 14, 2000 at 01:06 PM (CDT)
Dear Zolbes and all your loved ones, We are so sad to hear of your news. May there be comfort in knowing that each of you and Leslie put up a valiant, tireless effort, leaving no stone unturned in striving for her to be well. May you feel comforted by the circle of caring wreathed around you. May you find comfort in the gentle mercies rained from above. Our loving thoughts go out to each of you.
The Hermanns
Arlington, VA - Sunday, May 14, 2000 at 12:41 PM (CDT)
Dear Zolbe Family,

Loving, comforting thoughts are wished for all of you.
To Leslie's Mom and Dad, your strength is inspiring and deeply moving.

Leslie's courage and strength......her love.....she will always be remembered by the many people she touched in her life!

Jennifer & Bob Tompulis <Jtompulis@yahoo.com>
Tigard, OR USA - Saturday, May 13, 2000 at 07:07 PM (CDT)
Dear Zolbes,
Our most sincere and heartfelt condolences to your family on the loss of your beautiful Leslie. Our prayers will continue for each of you.

Don and Charleen Hite
Olympia, Wa. - Saturday, May 13, 2000 at 06:58 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I am continuing to hold you close in my heart as I have for many, many months now. But now what I hold is so much more. You have become part of the early morning light, the first star I see each night, and the whisper in the wind that touches my face when I step outside. You are in the gentle touch of grieving friends and in all the smiles that come through tears as we talk about funny things you said and did. You are the voice saying, "All is well. . ." For all of this and so much more, I thank you, dear sweet pea, and I hold you close . . .
Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Saturday, May 13, 2000 at 03:32 PM (CDT)
"Come With Me"
The Lord saw you getting tired And a cure was not to be, So He put his arms around you And whispered, "Come with me."
With tearful eyes, we watched you suffer And saw you fade away, Although we loved you dearly, We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating, A beautiful smile at rest, God broke our hearts to prove He only takes the best.
It's lonesome here without you We miss you so each day, Our lives aren't the same Since you went away.
When days are sad and lonely, And everything goes wrong, We seem to hear you whisper, "Cheer up and carry on."
Each time we see your picture, You seem to smile and say, "Don't cry, I'm in God's keeping, We'll meet again someday."
-Rhonda Braswell

The Shull family <fourinwa@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA - Saturday, May 13, 2000 at 03:24 PM (CDT)
I was so sorry to hear of Leslie's passing. You have been, and will continue to be in our prayers.
Beth Roberts, and Sarah <ebroberts@aol.com>
Spartanburg, SC USA - Saturday, May 13, 2000 at 11:38 AM (CDT)
I can't tell you how sorry I was to read that Leslie had passed away. I had been thinking of her ever since Mark and Laura Thurston told me about the severity of her condition. I know she must have gone through terrible suffering these last months and to that extent I know you must feel some sense of relief even in the midst of your pain and great loss. I pray that you can find joy in the knowledge and realization that her life, however brief, was indeed a beautiful gift to your whole family and those that knew and loved her. Thinking of you. Dale Roberts
Dale Roberts <DMRorberts@aol.com>
Ft. Lauderdale, Fl USA - Saturday, May 13, 2000 at 10:41 AM (CDT)
Dear Zolbes,
The right words are hard to find, and so we find ourselves again reading and rereading all your entries, and Leslie's, and those of friends, family, and others deeply touched and seeking to provide a return touch of comfort and love...

So many profoundly important truths deserve to be said, and yet resist being tethered and muted by mere "words"...

It's hard to make sense of the loss of any child, and especially one so extraordinary -- !

Thank you, thank you, Zolbes and Leslie, for showing and sharing the power of love, faith, and a sacred perseverence that flows from and within your loving family and the precious life your Leslie lived.

Thank you for showing us what hope, dignity, courage, and strength look like.

Leslie's spirit will continue to shine, a constant, steady beacon of positive energy, in and through your family, her friends, teachers, and the lives of those she touched.

May God bring you comfort, understanding, and peace.

Barb & Deo Garlock <bgarlock@mindspring.com>
Raleigh, NC - Saturday, May 13, 2000 at 07:55 AM (CDT)
Matt, Kathleen, Taylor, Christian

Leslie, like those miracles god brings every day,is a gift to be remembered and thankful for.Her strength and love for you are her lasting gift that we will carry always.

God bless your beautiful family...You are and will always be in our prayers, thoughts and hearts. We are anxious to be together soon.

Love...The Beltzs'

John S. Beltz <jbeltz@omnihotels.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Saturday, May 13, 2000 at 07:29 AM (CDT)
Our thoughts and prayers are with your family!
Jordan and Lisa Janke <Lisa.Janke@kpnw.org>
Vancouver, WA US - Saturday, May 13, 2000 at 12:02 AM (CDT)
Matt, Kathleen, Taylor and Christian

We are so sorry to hear of your loss. Your family has been an inspiration to all of us as we have watched you fight this battle with such courage, dignity and faith. Our thoughts are with you.

DeEtte and Stan Kapustka
Kyle and Kody Watts

DeEtte Kapustka <kapfamhome@aol.com>
Vancouver , WA - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 10:07 PM (CDT)
Leslie has graduated to paradise! She is no longer in pain and no longer requires any chemicals to make things work properly without pain. She's smiling and will always be with you; not just in your memories, but her soul will always be visiting you to watch over you and guide all four of you, and give you advice when you don't even realize it. She loves you and will not leave you. Talk to her often. She's there. Don't ever think she is gone. Her funeral will be a celebration of joy that she has gone to be with her Creator!! You will miss her, and will cry for her, but you will only need to close your eyes to see her. I pray you will have the strength required to endure these coming days. After all that you've been through already, and knowing you have faith in God, I know you'll all be strong. I know you'll make it through. I love all of you and want you to know that I am here if you want to talk to me.
Sandi Ramey <caramey@thegrid.net>
Madera, CA US - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 09:53 PM (CDT)
Leslie will always hold a special place in my heart.she is a very good person and she is in a much better place. sincerly yours,
Chelsea Figueroa

Chelsea Figueroa
vancouver, wa - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 08:51 PM (CDT)
Leslie will always hold a special place in my heart.she is a very good person and she is in a much better place. sincerly yours,
Chelsea Figueroa

Chelsea Figueroa
vancouver, wa - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 08:51 PM (CDT)
Leslie is a very good person and i'm so sorry for your lose. she is in a much better place and i'm sure that she is much happier.
Chelsea Figueroa
vancouver, wa - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 08:44 PM (CDT)
Ihave lost a daughter and my thoughts and love are with you. May you find the courage that Leslie showed in her fight. She seemed to only think the best and do the best she could do with all of your love to support her. May God bless you and help you through this time of sorrow. Call if you need to talk, 503 662-3840. Love Sue


















Sue Stein
Yamhill, Or Yamhill - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 05:05 PM (CDT)
Leslie was an inspiration to all of us - a real lesson in courage and determination and belief.

Carolyn Rose, News 44 <ktcinews@tci.com>
Vancouver, WA Clark - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 04:12 PM (CDT)
Leslie-
I'm glad I knew u last year and maybe u didn't know but U were my hero and u always will be. U will always be in my heart.....always.

Amy Calvert <amyjeanc@hotmail.com>
vancouver, wa us - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 02:47 PM (CDT)
Matthew,Kathleen,and leslie's family,
Hi, My name is Kyndra and I am so sorry about your loving daughter and sister Leslie. Ever sence Kindergarden she always had a smile on her face, even in her darkest times. Even through she's not physicly with us she will always be with us spirtly!! and I know that she will always be in my heart, and every year 2000 7th grader at Alki. I am going to her funeral. I wouldn't miss it for the world!!!! I love all your family and leslie!!!

Kyndra Webb <SweetLiLgurl47@aol.com>
Vancouver, wa us - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 02:44 PM (CDT)
Dear Zolbe Family:
We are lost for words to say over the loss of Leslie. She brought everyone around her so much love and joy. She touched the hearts of the whole community if they knew her or not. she will always be in our hearts.
All our Love and Prayers, The Kemper Family


- Friday, May 12, 2000 at 02:43 PM (CDT)
This is a little poem to hopfully cheer up someone.( we love you, Leslie)

Sokoya, I said, looking through
the net of wrinkles into
wise black pools
of her eyes.

What do you say in Athabaskan
when you leave each other?
what is the word for goodbye?

A shade of feeling rippled
the wind-taned skin.
ah, nothing she said,
watching the river flash.

She looked at me close
we just say, tlaa, that means
see you.
we never leave each other.
when does your mouth
say goodbye to your heart?

She touched me light
as a bluebell.
you forget when you leave us,
your so small then.
we don't use that word.

we always think you're coming back,
but if you don't,
we'll see you some place else
you understand.
there is no word for goodbye

(by Mary TallMountain)

Trevor Meis <SSSlmshady@aol.com>
Vancouver , WA USA - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 02:39 PM (CDT)
Dear Zolbe Family,
Our thoughts and prayers go out to each of you and Leslie. We were obviously saddened to hear the news but will remember the good times that we were so fortunate to share with Leslie and your entire family. Leslie truly was a special person and had an amazing impact on us! Love, The Cortez Family

Carlos, Suzanne, and T-bone Cortez <Carlos.Cortez@kellogg.com>
Battle Creek, MI USA - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 02:23 PM (CDT)
Dear Matt & Kathleen:

My heart is breaking for all of you. I know that Leslie is in a loving place with God, where there is no pain. I am sure she is with you always and praying that you can endure the pain of not having her with you. We also have been praying for a miracle for her for so long. Perhaps the miracle is the amazing amount of love that she was able to bring into your family for the years that you had her. I am thinking of you constantly and praying for your family to have strength and boundless love at all times. Please send my love to Grace and to both yours and Kathleen's parents. If ever you need anything, please call.
All of my love, thoughts and prayers are with you.
Laura

Laura & Mark Thurston <Mark-Laura@Mindspring.com>
Richmond, VA USA - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 01:50 PM (CDT)
To all of Leslie's family,
We are so sad for all of you. But we are glad that Leslie is no longer suffering. Our hearts & prayers go out to all of you. Wish we could be with you at this time.
All of our love,
Uncle Leonard, Aunt Dolores, Chuck, Annette Stacy, & Charles

Annette Everett
- Friday, May 12, 2000 at 12:52 PM (CDT)
I Feel sad that this happen , I was not expecting to happen this soon. All of yesterday Leslie was the only thing I thought about. I'm really sorry this happened and I hope for the best for you.
Nate Beck
VAncouver, WA USA - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 11:38 AM (CDT)
leslie,
you'll always be in my heart. I'll never stop thinking about you.
Love always Missy Carr

missy Carr <Luvbug__5@hotmail.com>
vancouver, WA USA - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 11:37 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family,

I am so very sorry that that had to happen. I will never forget how strong and tough Leslie was. She is the only thing I thought about all day yesterday. When my grandpa died he was the only thing I thought about for like a year. I figure this is going to be a very hard time and I wish for the best. I will pray to Leslie in church on every Wednesday.
Sincerely,
Rickey Schoene

Rickey Schoene <sk803@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA United States - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 11:37 AM (CDT)
You'll always be in my heart and i will never forget you because you were such a kind and caring person...always looking out for other people. We'll all miss you
hope to see you again someday,
i love you leslie
jenn

Jennifer Pearson <Ja2kool4u@aol.com>
vancouver, wa USA - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 11:36 AM (CDT)
We miss Leslie so much and feel so bad and hope you and your family feel good soon.We were in Leslie's advisory and we did not get to see her very much.Our thoughts and prayers are with your family forever!!!!!!
Mike and Alex <mgladino21@aol.com and/or Stalex@aol.com>
vancouver, WA USA - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 11:34 AM (CDT)
What was once lost is now found,
maybe only in a mere memory,
but remember that memories last forever and are full of life!
I love you guys

julie faulk
vancouver, wa us - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 11:34 AM (CDT)
dear leslie's family,
i am so sorry leslie was a very good friend of mine. To help her last wish come true my family gave 100.00 dolers. i will also see you at her fuenaral. please rite back and up date me on how every one is doing,
leslie's good friend jessica Gaskins.

jessica may gaskins <imsegroup@aol.com>
vancouver, wa - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 11:34 AM (CDT)
Even though I didn't know Leslie very well I knew that she was a wonderful girl.
Katie Taylor
Vancouver, WA us - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 11:33 AM (CDT)
We miss Leslie so much. My prayers are with her and her family. Best wishes to you all
Alex WIlliams <littstar3@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 11:31 AM (CDT)
We miss Leslie so much. My prayers are with her and her family. Best wishes to you all
Alex WIlliams <littstar3@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 11:31 AM (CDT)
Matt, Kathleen, Taylor, Christian and the entire Zolbe family: I am so sorry to
hear of Leslie's death. Please take comfort in knowing that Leslie is now in
heaven - frolicking as the most beautiful angel, without any pain and discomfort
and at peace. All of my thoughts and prayers are with you. Love, Monica Sheets

monica sheets <monica.sheets@state.co.us>
Boulder , CO USA - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 10:50 AM (CDT)
Dearest friends, I just learned of your loss. Please know,
there is a new Angel now in Heaven watching over us. You will all remain in our prayers always. May our Dear God
watch over you always, and hold you safely in the palm of His Hand. Your friend, Joe

Joe Gilbert
Vancouver, - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 10:24 AM (CDT)
Dear Kathy, Matthew, Taylor and Christian,
Our hearts and prayers are with each of you in this time of great sadness over the loss of Leslie. May your memories of her give you strength each day and never ever think that your separation from her is anything but temporary. You shall be reunited with her someday soon, in the presence of God and of all of your loved ones.
Until that great day, know that your friends love you and that God's word is good. Peace to you and your families.

Jack, Lisa and Jimmy Chesterfield <jcsongs@aol.com>
Canton, Ohio USA - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 10:13 AM (CDT)
Dearest Zolbe Family,
Again, my life has been effected by the glory of a beautiful child, whom we have lost to this disease. Leslie has been and will remain an inspiration to everyone in our office. We all read her site often..prayed when necessary, praised when needed and watched this remarkable child...cope with such dignity. God must of needed another "ANGEL" in heaven. This one so very very SPECIAL!! I will continue to pray for peace and comfort for your family. Thank you for allowing me (via the internet) to share in this remarkable childs life. May she be in peace. God Bless you all in your time of sorrow.
Fondly, Maryjane Cricks Phlebotomy Professionals Inc.

Maryjane Cricks <mjc91741@aol.com>
Glendora, CA USA - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 10:08 AM (CDT)
Dear Zolbe family,

We know that you don't know us, but we wanted to say that we are deeply sorry for what has happened. We know that Leslie is in a great place right now, and smiling down on us. We are praying for your family and hope everything goes well. We know what it is like to lose a close family member, so you're not alone. Even though you have never met us we want you to know that we care.

Jenna Hiller and Shauna Aron <bttrfly908@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 10:02 AM (CDT)
Our family's thoughts and prayers are with you as they have been for many months now. She has touched EVERY life that she knew with an indestructible force that will be with each one of us forever. It makes all of our troubles seem just so insignificant compared to what you and your family has had to deal with. Matt, you are a true inspiration to everyone, the courage that you instilled in Leslie had no problem showing right through the stormy days. Your family deserves a Medal of Honor for the bravery you have shown to see this ordeal through. Always remember that Leslie was and even more importantly "still is" the brightest kind of natural light available in today’s dim-lit world. I believe that you will still find a rainbow in your lives as the storm clears.

There has been a lot of strong words to describe what all of you have had to go through over the passed three years such as brave, courageous, enduring, etc… The list goes on and on, but personally I think one simple word sums it up, SPIRIT. Your family has shown us to embrace life, stay optimistic – no matter what the circumstances are, and most of all love one another while you have the time to do so. You have helped bring back some simple family values that have been missing from a lot of people’s lives for some time now.

We respectfully thank Leslie, Matt, Kathleen, Taylor, and Christian for bringing the before mentioned back into a proper perspective for us all.

If there is anything that we can do, I know you already have a million offers, please let us know. Our hearts, thoughts, and prayers go out to the both of you and the boys.

THANK YOU FOR LETTING US SHARE IN YOUR LIFE!

RL

The Liebelt’s

RL <bigbelt@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 09:46 AM (CDT)
To the Zolbe Family,
It finally hit us at the end of the school day...As a teacher and mom...I knew I had to keep my composure for my students...as you had to for your girl. Then one of my strong girls came walking through the hall..I had her in my 1st class...she saw me and just started crying..not the fake.."I need attention crying:"..but the sincere..oh God type of crying...I held my arms out..and we both just lost it. I hope I was a comfort to her.I know she was a comfort to me. How beautiful these children are!! Please accept my sorrow for you and your family...and my joy that your sweetie is without pain...and in a wonderful place.
Take care...my prayers are with you all.
Cindy Scott
Alki teacher

Cindy Scott <scotty5@uswest.net>
Vancouver, WA Clark - Friday, May 12, 2000 at 02:09 AM (CDT)
Dear Kathleen, Matthew, Christian and Taylor:
Heaven is a wonderful place for beautiful little girls. I know Leslie will do great things in heaven just as she did on earth. We are thinking of you.

Val Fasy
Oreland, PA - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 10:23 PM (CDT)
Dear Family of Leslie,
I'm so sorry for your lose. I didn't believe it when I saw it on the news, it finally sunk in when I heard a second time this evening. I just wanted to let you know that even though I never met Leslie, she was a big inspiration for me and it feels like I've lost a best friend. I'm sure Leslie is prettiest angel in Heaven! She will always have a spot in my heart:) I can't really say in words what I want to say, but I trying. My heart goes out to you guys......
Love,
Amy

Amy Craw <HNSBGRANT44@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 10:12 PM (CDT)
Oh Dearest Zolbe family,
Memories, sweet memories, flood my mind of "our Leslie". And the picture I will always have of her is that sideways glance, that beautiful smile, the softness of her voice. The wind blowing through her soft, blond hair. This is the picture I will always have of "our girl". Walking from the cafeteria across the playground. Those bare, skinny legs uncovered..."Hey Leslie. Aren't you cold hun'?" Eyes smiling, "nope. I'm fine."
God love her.
I will always hold you so close to my heart, kiddo. So very close.
Forever and till we meet again...
Mrs. N

Sherry Neubauer
Vancouver, - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 07:52 PM (CDT)
Matt, Kathleen and Boys,

We are so sorry. We hope through your faith you will find some comfort. Your beautiful daughter will be missed by all who were lucky enough to see her.

Kevin, Chelle`, K.J. and Rylie Knudsen <doglb@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 07:40 PM (CDT)
Dear Zolbe family,
My deepest sympathy. I can only begin to understand your sorrow. In Leslie's 13 years, she's left a legacy of courage and compassion. That's what's so special about her - she's given us all the gift of her spirit, her energy, her goodness. She touched me more that I realized. Leslie is a lovely, precious gift, and always will be.

Chris Hoyt
- Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 07:26 PM (CDT)
Hey, I know you can not read this but sorry for not writing in your your guestbook last time but I feel so bad that the world lost such a great person today. You were such a great person and anyone who knew you even a little bit knew that you were and admired you soooooo much at least I know I did and still do for all that you and your family have been through anyway I've got to go now but everyone will miss you so so much.
Doug Santschi

Doug Santschi <Douglet56@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA United States - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 07:08 PM (CDT)
TO: The Zolbes,
I will always miss hearing Leslie play so beautiful on the piano and
see her playing outside with her brothers with a big smile on her face.

Your neighbor, Mark Kelly <kellski @ us west .net>
Vancouver, W.A U.S.A - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 06:51 PM (CDT)
I'm really sorry to hear about Leslie
Derek Craft <fllorax>
Tallahassee, Fl USA - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 06:47 PM (CDT)
TO:The Zolbes I'm sorry about what happened to Leslie this morning.
Mark Allen Kelly
Vancouver, W.A North America - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 06:26 PM (CDT)
Dear Family of Leslie:
My class and I have been praying for your daughter Leslie for almost the whole school year, and now school is almost over. So even though I never even knew her I feel as if I lost a very close friend today when I heard about Leslie. I just wanted to tell you how much your daughter ment to me and my classmates. The fact that I was so deeply toched makes me want to extend my sympathy to those who knew her even more. STAY STRONG! In a way I know this sounds bad but maybe this was a positive thing, now Lesie is with the Lord and she is HEALTHY and happy :) I hope you can find comfort reading these letters of the inspiration your daughter was to us all, thank you so much,
Love, Lesley

Lesley Fastucka <LAF1208@yahoo.com >
OHIO US - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 05:43 PM (CDT)
Everyone is praying for you and your family. I know that know everytime I am sad I will remeber Leslie's beautiful smile... and it will brighten my day.
Jessika Withcey <Dottedj86@cs.com>
Vancouver, WA United states - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 05:29 PM (CDT)
Leslie will stay in my heart forever and always. She was the kindest person I have ever met and will think of her always.
Julie Olds
Vancouver, WA United States - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 05:26 PM (CDT)
hi leslie? I know that your not with us any more but I just wanted to say that you are a very brave person for coming to that dance at alki and I wanted to tell you i admire you so so so much!!!! And your mom and dad were lucky to have such a great kid like you. Hope you had a great life while you were here.
Love ALWAYS,
Maxie Lofton

maxie lofton
vancouver, wa U.S. - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 04:37 PM (CDT)
hi leslie? I know that your not with us any more but I just wanted to say that you are a very brave person for coming to that dance at alki and I wanted to tell you i admire you so so so much!!!! And your mom and dad were lucky to have such a great kid like you. Hope you had a great life while you were here.
Love ALWAYS,
Maxie Lofton

maxie lofton
vancouver, wa U.S. - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 04:35 PM (CDT)
Lesile and Family,

I'm sorry for the lose. At Alki we all feel what U are going through. Even the people that didn't know who she was. She mean't so much to everyone at Alki. She tought us to have courage through all the tough times that we have to go through. She made everybodys day when she would come to see people at school.
We are all going to miss her. She will always be in our heart, along with everyone else!!!!

Sarah Benson <sweetygrly4@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, WA United States - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 04:30 PM (CDT)
Matthew, Kathleen and family:
I'm so very, very sorry you now face the loss of your beautiful daughter, after having already gone through so much. There really aren't words that can tell you how I feel or that can give you any real comfort at this point, but you must know how much the visitors to this website have cared about your struggle and appreciated your willingness to discuss so many aspects of it in your journal entries. It has been very inspiring to all of us and also, I'm sure, helpful to other families engaged in similar struggles. I only wish all our prayers had could have helped keep Leslie with you (healthy) much longer. I'm praying for your strength at this time and that you will feel peace and joy again soon.

Michelle Burley (Master Chorale of Washington) <DOMERS83@aol.com>
Alexandria, VA - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 04:27 PM (CDT)
Just heard about Leslie. She's in good company with my mom and dad both there. I'm so far away, yet your joy and pain have been right here in my heart. Your family will be on my mind and in my prayers.
Nancy Cooper - co-worker of Ron Wyszynski <bladecoop@aol.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 04:27 PM (CDT)
Kathy & Matthew
God must of need a special ANGEL in HEAVEN. Leslie was a very loving child. Our prayers are with your family

Uncle Herb & AUNT LINDA
- Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 04:11 PM (CDT)
Leslie
you were the kindest, gentelist, happiest,and funniest person I knew and I just cant wait until we meet again Leslie I want you to know you will be in my heart forever.
I know you cant read this but you are my hero always havebeen always will be Leslie, I love you.
Your Friend,
Trevor Meis

Trevor meis <ssslmshady@Aol.com>
Vancouver , wa usa - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 03:50 PM (CDT)

Doug Santschi <Douglet56@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA United States - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 03:43 PM (CDT)
Lesile and Family,

I'm sorry for the lose. At Alki we all feel what U are going through. Even the people that didn't know who she was. She mean't so much to everyone at Alki. She tought us to have courage through all the tough times that we have to go through. She made everybodys day when she would come to see people at school.
We are all going to miss her. She will always be in our heart, along with everyone else!!!!

Sarah Benson <sweetygrly4@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, WA United States - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 03:40 PM (CDT)
Dearest Family of Leslie:

Please know that our hearts go out to each of you. We ask God to give you strength for the day and rest for the night. I can't begin to tell you how deeply sorry we are to know that Leslie has passed away. I spoke with Momsie this morning. I would like to share with you something I keep with me always and have passed on to many other friends. And that is this... "A Parable of Immortality" By Henry Van Dyke:
"I am standing upon the seashore. A ship at my side spreads her white sails to the morning breeze and starts for the blue ocean. She is an object of beauty and strength, and I stand and watch until at last she hangs like a speck of white cloud just where the sea and sky come down to mingle with each other.
Then someone at my side says, "There she goes!"
"Gone where? Gone from my sight....that is all. She is just as large in mast and hull and spar as she was when she left my side and just as able to bear her load of living freight to the place of destination. Her diminished size is in me, not in her.
And just at the moment when someone at my side says, "There she goes!" there are eyes watching her coming and other voices ready to take up the glad shout, "Here she comes!"

God Bless All of You and thank you for sharing your wonderful family with so so many who truly care and share your loss.
Much Love,
Mary and Dick Bentz


Mary and Dick Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 03:28 PM (CDT)
Hey Les! I'm so sorry that your life had to end this way! You know that our street's going to be too quiet with you gone. I can't believe that I'm never going to look outside one of our front windows and see you on your unicycle again! I love you so much!!! You deserve the best, and now you've gone to a better place where you really can receive that joy!!! Now you are out of pain and misery and can just relax! I guess that I need to say goodbye now, so here goes. I love you and I want you to know that the day we meet again we're going to go feast on sweets and sugar all day long for a very, very joyful reunion. You remember that okay?!? Goodbye!

P.S. Goodbye never means forever!!!!!!

Sarah Kelly <Kell2417@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 03:26 PM (CDT)
Im in the room where the people are that loved her so much. There are so many peopl ehere and its a very emotional experience. Everyone, regardless of if they knew her or not, loves her so much and misses her. She is in my prayers and in my heart. I hope that your family will be ok. Just know that everyone loves you.

Love always,
haley gundlach

Haley Gundlach <lola0430@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 03:16 PM (CDT)
I would like to offer my condolences on the passing of your darling Leslie this morning. My 7th grade students wanted me to post this message from them also. I teach at Alki...my prayers are with your entire family. Having 3 kids of my own..make your loss even more painful. I can't even imagine...shew...take care..
Cindy Scott & 7th grade students
Alki Middle School

Cindy Scott <scotty5@uswest.net>
Vancouver, WA Clark - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 03:10 PM (CDT)
Our love and prayers are with your family this day. We often ask why? This is definitely one of those times. We pray that God will give you peace in the coming days and that He will hold you in His arms and give you strength. We did not know Leslie personally, but we loved her and prayed for her. She has definitely touched our lives.
Our Sincere thoughts...The Blankenbakers; Jerry, Candy, Alex, and Jacob

C. Blankenbaker <Candiesnotes@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa USA - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 02:34 PM (CDT)
im sorry for your lost my thought s are with u. 5/11/00
David Athay <DAV24ath@aol.com>
vancouver, wa america - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 02:20 PM (CDT)
Life comes across many misfoutunes, I only hope that time will heal the wounds held within you heart.
T.M.
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, May 11, 2000 at 11:49 AM (CDT)
I just wanted to say that I am praying for Leslie that God's will would be done in her life and in her family's. I know he is with all of them and that He will work this all into His perfect plan.

Oreland, PA USA - Wednesday, May 10, 2000 at 08:58 PM (CDT)
Dear Lesile and Family,
You continue to be close to our hearts in thoughts and prayers. Your faith and determination are such an inspiration to us all. Wish we could all be so courageous!!Thank you for sharing your life with us all and helping us to realize how important it is to keep the faith. Love, Scott, Nancy, Zach and Kevin Stratton

Stratton Family <sdstrat@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA - Wednesday, May 10, 2000 at 10:29 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, It's Wednesday morning and you were on my mind when I got up so I thought I would just send a quick "Hello and Feel Good" note. Glad to hear that you were able to get to school and visit with friends. It's absolutely beautiful here right now (with some humidity). Oh...I went to see Oprah right before easter! Didn't get to meet any movie stars, the show was on spring cleaning. Oh well, we had a blast anyway and I learned how to contain my "stuff".

Hugs and love to all! The Foote family.

Lea Foote <mu64lea@juno.com>
- Wednesday, May 10, 2000 at 07:52 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
Just thinking about you tonight and wanted to say "HI!" The flu has run through our house and I am finally staring to feel a little better. Fundraising efforts for Uzbekistan are going great! We are closing in on $400, and I get questions every day about Sara, the whole project, "How is Leslie," "Where is Uzbekistan??", and most of all, lots of donations from MANY people. Dear sweet pea, you are so loved, and such a beautiful inspiration to all of us. Talk to you and hopefully see you soon once this flu bug is entirely out of my system.
Much, much love,
Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Tuesday, May 09, 2000 at 11:29 PM (CDT)
We are thinking of you, and send our love and prayers. Courage is a rare and special gift. We take our examples from you and your family.
Sowers
midlothian, - Tuesday, May 09, 2000 at 08:37 PM (CDT)
Hey Leslie girl!
I was soooo happy to see you at your house after your party last week. I hope you guys didn't mind...I have missed seeing you and your folks so much.
I forgot to mention that I have a sewing machine that we can whip that purple material into an awesome prom dress!! Thanks to you, Sue!!
Are you having a great time with your grandfolks and your Aunt Grace? You seemed really excited that they were coming.
I read in the Chinook newsletter that we're having a "Kids Helping Kids Night" on Friday May 19th from 5-7:30. The format is a picnic atmosphere promoting awareness about Leukemia & Lymphoma. The Society will be there with info and taking donations. Cool, huh? What was that organization about that you've been pulling for that you were telling me about? I was so excited to see you after all this time (like Mrs. N., I hadn't seen you since before Sept.) that I forgot the information you had told me.
You looked beautiful. Your daddy's description were sometimes scary, but you have come through looking just beautiful. Your tongue looks all healed, your hair is growing out and have I told you you look beautiful?
Well, see you later! Love ya, Janelle, Scott, Gavin & Jarett

Janelle Hite
Vancouver, Wa - Tuesday, May 09, 2000 at 06:36 PM (CDT)
Zolbe's,
Just some sunshine and love from Ohio to let you all know that we are thinking of you and praying for Leslie to stay strong.

Paula, Dennis, Margee, Jared, Molly and Jake Matricardi <pmatrica@rr.com.>
North Canton, Oh - Tuesday, May 09, 2000 at 09:43 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie and Family:

My son TJ Burke is one of your classmates and I think I make him crazy by constantly asking about you. I just found out about your website today and have spent the last 2 hours catching up on your journal. It's so wonderful that you are sharing with the people who love and care about you. Last April I recruited several friends to join me in the bone marrow drive. TJ and his sister really wanted to be tested to be a match too and were disapointed that they could not. You are a wonderfully brave girl and we think about you and your mom, dad and brothers often. Your courage is an inspiration to many and you must know you have touched so many lives. I was so happy to hear you got to spend some time at Alki recently - that must have been really fun. Our thoughts will continue to be with you.

Debbie, TJ and Marie

Debbie Britten <britt3694@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA Clark - Tuesday, May 09, 2000 at 12:03 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie
I just wanted to tell you how absolutley, positively admired you are by me and so many others in this community!!
At school everyone knows your name and are very intrested in how your doing. Sometimes its hard for us to believe a girl just in the seventh grade could be so strong and couragous to come this far and still be going full force into the future. Well just wanted to tell you our school and everyone in it is 100% behind you and your efforts to fight off this disease!!

Jessica Hoch <hchfam@pacifer.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Monday, May 08, 2000 at 10:53 PM (CDT)
Les~ you are in the thoughts and prayers of soo many people. you encourage me and i am so proud of your strengh! please feel better soon.
Melissa Hope <melissahope@safeplace.net>
Blue Bell, PA Montgomery - Monday, May 08, 2000 at 05:24 PM (CDT)
Leslie -
You are in our hearts. We think of you every day. When we look up "brave" in the dictionary, there should be a picture of you.

the News 44 staff

Carolyn Rose <ktcinews@tci.com>
Vancouver, WA Clark - Monday, May 08, 2000 at 03:30 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
My name is Jen Fasy, and I am one of your second cousins. I have been reading your webpage for awhile now, and you are one of the bravest people I know. You go girl! My friends and I are praying for you, and I want you to be happy.

Love in Christ,
Jen

Jen Fasy <JEF2515@aol.com>
Oreland, PA 19075 - Monday, May 08, 2000 at 02:42 PM (CDT)
Leslie, I've been reading your web page for sometime,
and just wanted to let you know that you are in the thoughts
and prayers of our WHOLE family. We are a big family so we are hoping that so
many prayers go a long way to making you more comfortable and feeling better!
Love, Monica Desch Sheets (You'll have to ask your Grandma or your Dad
exactly how we are all related -it is a little confusing!).

monica sheets <monica.sheets@state.co.us>
Boulder, CO us - Monday, May 08, 2000 at 12:43 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
How wonderful it must have been to return to school and see your friends. I know from reading your guestbook over the last few months that they have really missed you. I love looking at the picture of you and your best friend, Jessica, both of you with wide smiles and big hats. You are many, many things, including a wonderful friend, and that is such a gift.
My family is praying for you, your mom, dad, and brothers. May you all feel God's love wrapped around you.

Chris Hoyt, (PSGC alum-mum)
- Monday, May 08, 2000 at 11:34 AM (CDT)
Hello again Kiddo,
It was so good to see you on Thursday. After waiting so long and hearing all your Dad's stories of traveling around with you and never having any "personal sightings", it was so wonderful to give you hugs. You must have thought this "OLD" lady was nuts for squeezing so hard. It was so good to see Leslie, (not the cancer girl) but the Leslie I've watched for so long, growing up.
Hey about that comment on the color I chose for my Bug.....what other color would I choose BUT green? I know your Dad has let you drive his automatic, but have you driven a 5 speed? Offer still stands, kiddo.
Okay here comes the serious, mushy stuff.....
I pray that God performs one more miracle Leslie. In his time, may he heal you. In his way, may he bless you with comfort. I pray for comfort for your family. I praise him for the Blessing of you in all our lives.
You are something else, kiddo.
Love you Leslie.
Mrs. N


- Monday, May 08, 2000 at 05:46 AM (CDT)
(How difficult it was to catch up on the latest news, and to read your deep concern "between the lines.") Beautiful Leslie, and her loving family, you are in our prayers all the time, and we are grateful for the many miracles you and God (go team!) have pulled off -- so many times -- even in the face of daunting circumstances!! You show the rest of us there is nothing more precious than time together, and it is profoundly good to see that you find joy in the moments together between (and even during) all the hard stuff. Love, someone said, is in part giving someone what they need, not what you want to give them. Your parents, and so many others, love you so -- our hearts desperately want so much for you, and yet find all we can do is pray that God will provide what you need. Let's start with easing of your pain. New mantra: "Be gentle to Leslie, God, soothe-soothe-soothe! Bathe her in your loving light, God, soothe-soothe-soothe!" God bless you, Zolbes.
Deo & Barb Garlock <bgarlock@mindspring.com>
Raleigh, NC - Monday, May 08, 2000 at 12:39 AM (CDT)
Matthew and family, Just a quick note to let you know that are thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. We have talked to your Father and pray for a miracle.
Jim and Suzanne Craft <slc2053@aol.com>
Johnstown, PA - Sunday, May 07, 2000 at 09:04 PM (CDT)
HI Leslie
It was great to see you Thursday and Friday.
I can not wait for you to come to my house
this week. We pray for you everyday. Keep
fighting Leslie. I think it is great what
you are doing for Sara. We love you and miss you.

Love,
April

April Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Sunday, May 07, 2000 at 07:06 PM (CDT)
Hello Zolbes! I am in California this week and grateful to still be able to check in on you. Its great that you are visiting friends, Leslie! It must have been great to get to Alki for a while. I sure hope that darned itching goes away and you are comfy! I wish I could give you my good nights of sleep sweetie. You deserve them. Hey... Tell your mom & dad that they are awesome too. Will you?
Chelle` Knudsen <punkinii@pacbell.net>
San Jose, CA - Sunday, May 07, 2000 at 01:22 PM (CDT)
P.S.-
I'm in Alpha. You'll love it!

Nova Martin
- Saturday, May 06, 2000 at 07:31 PM (CDT)
Leslie-
I'm sorry I couldn't make it to your party on Friday, but I had no way of getting home after it, since my dad was at work and my mom is in Miami. My relatives in Miami are praying for you!
We got a dog on Monday. He's a schipperke, and his name is Kyp. I'll give him a hug for you!
Get well soon!!!

Nova Martin <rsmartin@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, May 06, 2000 at 07:29 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
It was great seeing you yesterday evening at your party. The party was fun, but the best part was seeing you again. We wanted to let you know that we pray for you daily and we love you so very much. You are a huge part of all our lives and have given us strength seeing you go through all your hard times. You are a very strong young lady and we hope that we can be as strong as you each day. We love you a ton, stay strong, LUV ALWAYS!

Luv,
Sarah Bloom, Dana Guymon, Lauren Pecora, Kara Dillon, and Kelsey Salber

Sarah, Dana, Lauren,Kara,Kelsey <BuffStuff3>
Vancouver, WA USA - Friday, May 05, 2000 at 10:37 PM (CDT)
HI LESLIE,
I SAW YOU TODAY AT YOUR PARTY IT WAS SO NICE SEEING YOU AGAIN. YOU LOOKED GREAT I WAS GOING TO ASK YOU TO DANCE BUT KYLE BEAT ME TO IT BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH, ONCE AGAIN I WANT TO SAY HOW NICE IT WAS TO SEE YOU AGAIN. I WILL SEE YOU LATER.
LUV ALWAYS,
TREVOR MEIS

TREVOR MEIS <SSSLMSHADY@AOL.COM>
VANCOUVER, WA USA - Thursday, May 04, 2000 at 08:45 PM (CDT)
Hi I'm praying for you
Sarah Finnegan
vancouver, wa - Thursday, May 04, 2000 at 08:35 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, It's been quite a while since I've written to you, but Taylor updates me sometimes at piano, and I frequently check your website. I want you to know that you are in my EVERY prayer! I am so happy that you have been able to go to ball games and spend time with your friends at school and at the mall. You are truly an awe inspiring young lady, the bravest, strongest one I've ever known! I also know that God loves you more than you can possibly imagine. Even though we don't always know or understand his plan, I guarantee that it will be grand!!
I understand you are having a big party today. Enjoy!! Smile!! Whenever I think of you, I think of your smile! :-)
It is beautiful. My prayers will continue to be with you and your family, always. Love, Mrs. Apken

Janet Apken <deapken@bigplanet.com>
Vancouver, , WA - Thursday, May 04, 2000 at 10:51 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie! You are in my prayers and I hug you in my heart! I am ashamed to say I have not written in your guestbook before now. I and my church prayer chain have you in our prayers regularly—I should have told you this long long ago. I pray that you are feeling as good as you can this day. I hear that you are having a party with your Alki friends today. How exciting!! Have fun. God bless you. joann.
Joann Pumphrey <jpumphrey@district.vannet.k12.wa.us>
Vancouver, Wa Clark - Thursday, May 04, 2000 at 10:48 AM (CDT)
Leslie,
Just a quick note to tell you that we are thinking about you and your family and hoping that the radiation has given you some relief from your pain. Your notes sound like you have been busy!!! That's great, that you feel up to going out. We continue to pray for you and that a miracle occurs. Keep up the courage and we love you.


Paula, Dennis, Margee, Jared, Molly and Jake Matricardi <pmatrica@rr.com.>
N. Canton, Ohio - Thursday, May 04, 2000 at 07:29 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I won't send you double messages this time! The computer I was using at school kept telling met that my message "couldn't be sent." So I tried twice then gave up - and then both of them came through!! Just wanted you to know I am thinking about you so much and am looking forward to seeing you tomorrow at Alki - I wouldn't miss this special party for anything! Do you think they'll play some Shania??? I love you so much,
Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Wednesday, May 03, 2000 at 09:59 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family,
We are thinking of you often and pray for your comfort and vitality to be full. Matt, I do not recognize "Usana" products but I am familiar with many complimentary health products and modes of healing. I love to share! Leslie keep being the inspiration of our hearts. Love Jacqueline, Bob, Alex, and Zach Grohers.

Jacqueline Groher <jjgroher@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, May 03, 2000 at 03:44 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, I haven't a clue why my message made a duplicate. This one is a test. Will it duplicate, too? There's the question. Here it comes...
Anne Hermann
Arlington, VA - Tuesday, May 02, 2000 at 04:18 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie & family, We all hope that the radiation is giving you relief and that everything else is also progressing. You are constantly in our thoughts and we send each of you our best wishes. Love, The Hermanns

- Tuesday, May 02, 2000 at 04:15 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie & family, We all hope that the radiation is giving you relief and that everything else is also progressing. You are constantly in our thoughts and we send each of you our best wishes. Love, The Hermanns

- Tuesday, May 02, 2000 at 04:15 PM (CDT)
Dear Ones,
I work with one of your family members in Ohio and have followed your journey for some time now and I must say I go home each night and hug my kids a little tighter. I do pray for you and do believe in miracles. Our prayers are not always the answers we wish for. I do believe that Jesus is always near and a great source of strength and comfort. May God be with you and all of your family during this difficult time and remember that this world is only temporary and our true home where we will all be together again for eternity is the one Jesus has gone and made for us. I will continue to keep you in my prayers.

Claudia Barnes <kbcbbbrb@aol.com>
Cuyahoga Falls, OH Summit - Tuesday, May 02, 2000 at 11:11 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
It was absolutely the BEST to have you in Advisory yesterday. I have missed you so much and seeing you made my day! As you could tell, all your friends and all the kids in Advisory were VERY glad to see you. Hope you can make it again next Monday!!! Hang in there - you are MUCH loved!
Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Tuesday, May 02, 2000 at 11:07 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
It was absolutely the BEST to have you in Advisory yesterday. I have missed you so much. It made my day and made Advisory seem complete!!! As you could tell, all your friends and the kids in Advisory were VERY glad to see you!
Hope to see you again next Monday if you're feeling up to it. Hang in there - you are MUCH loved!
Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Tuesday, May 02, 2000 at 11:03 AM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie and Family, so happy and thankful to our
Dear Risen Lord that you're doing better! May, the month of our Dear mother is here now, we pray that you will continue to feel and get well! Please never forget that our Dear God and Our Blessed Mother are with you aiways.
So sorry to have missed meeting your Grandmother Zolbe,
we'll get together next time. Your Friend, Joe


- Tuesday, May 02, 2000 at 08:29 AM (CDT)
Thought it was finally time I wrote. I have not missed a single entry, in fact you could say I hang on your every word. Thank you so much for bravely sharing Leslie with the world. We have all learned so much from watching her and the rest of the family. Again, thank you for continuing with the updates. They are lessons on how to have courage and grace under fire.
Mrs. B's sister <neillil@aol.com>
Vancouver, Wa Clark - Tuesday, May 02, 2000 at 07:48 AM (CDT)


- Tuesday, May 02, 2000 at 03:09 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie:
Today is May 1 - the beginning of a beautiful month dedicated to the Blessed Mother. It has always been a special time for me. In a quiet little nook of my garden I have a worn, chipped, weather beaten statue of Mary. She spent many years in my sister's garden and now it is in mine. She's surrounded with flowers all year, but especially in the month of May. I have in front of her now a little flower pot filled with johnny jump-ups. A lot of Hail Marys are said there. I wanted you to know that they are for you.
Love,
Mary B.

Mary Bentz
Bethesda, MD - Monday, May 01, 2000 at 09:37 PM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie and family, I check your page often to always find joy knowing that you are such a fighter. I continue to be inspired by your courage and integrity. I pray for you all the time, I don't attend church often, but while I was in New York, I lit a candle at St. Patricks church..Its so beautiful there, I asked God to look over you and some of the other patients I have met along the way. The flame of the candle burned so bright, I just know he heard me. I look at your beautiful smile on my board every day, and wish you comfort. In your fathers words "hug your kids today"..my hug with my son had a special warmth. May the lord continue to keep you comfortable and strong.
Love, Maryjane Cricks Phlebotomy Professionals Inc.

Maryjane <mjc91741@aol.com>
Glendora, Ca usa - Monday, May 01, 2000 at 07:35 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family,
Thank you for the update. You are at the top of our prayer list. I spent part of my weekend with Girlchoir, appreciating my daughter, all our daughters, and their wonderful gift of music. One of our girlchoir moms does nutritional therapy. I'm sure she would love to hear from you. Please e-mail me and I will put you in touch with her if you like.

Chris Hoyt, <choyt@plaza.ds.adp.com>
- Monday, May 01, 2000 at 12:44 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie & family,
We are thinking of you all the time. Everyone at work and relatives ask me for updates on you, so I fill them in with what I know. Everyone cares so much and you can see the concern in their eyes or the joy on their faces, depending on the news. I haven't talked to your folks in a while, but see them all the time, usually at the field or driving down the road. We miss you all so much. We'll keep on praying, praying, praying Kathleen!! Love and Prayers,
Janelle

Janelle, Scott, Gavin & Jarett
Vancouver, - Sunday, April 30, 2000 at 08:36 PM (CDT)


- Sunday, April 30, 2000 at 10:13 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, It seems to me that the reason you and Sara Lawson hit it off immediately when she came into your room, is that you are cut from the same cloth. Two of God's angels showing the rest of us what following in the steps of the Lord really means. Hope the radiatioin is helping with the liver pain by now. With love and prayers, Colleen
the Dykemas
Arlington, Va. USA - Sunday, April 30, 2000 at 06:52 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I've been reading your updates weekly, keeping up on your progress, and passing the word on to the choir. It's been a long hard year, but you've been remarkable! The choir had their concert today. It was beautiful. We all miss you a lot and wish you had been up there singing with all of them. We are all praying for you and believing that you'll join us again sometime soon!
Love, Patty ( Debut Coordinator)

Patty Hobizal <hobi4@juno.com>
Portland, OOR USA - Saturday, April 29, 2000 at 05:03 PM (CDT)
Hi kiddo,
Guess who?
I've missed emailing you. But I have kept up with your journaling and your parents through Megan Rose. Ready for that ride in my BUG???? Call me and we'll go for a little cruise, K? I just think you are the neatest kid. But haven't I said that to you since kindergarten!!! Well, kiddo. You just keep up that fight, cuz we are all right there with you. Even your biggest pal, GOD. I wanna call from you soon for that ride, K?
Miss you kiddo.
More love and prayers than you know what to do with....
Mrs. N

<jdneubie@pacifier.com>
- Friday, April 28, 2000 at 09:34 PM (CDT)
LESLIE!!!! hey Girl! well, i have been reading your journal page..and praying for you everynight!!! i think about you and your family alot..and i hope the best comes to you all! I hope radiation goes well! LOVE YOU LOTS! best wishes!:)
~Krista~

Krista Shilts <sokkhergrl@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, VA USA - Friday, April 28, 2000 at 04:09 PM (CDT)
My dear Leslie and family,
You are at the top of my prayer list. I am so glad that Leslie is a fighter. She gives me courage. What a blessing she is (and you are) to the rest of us. I feel privileged to know you.
Much love, Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, April 26, 2000 at 11:59 PM (CDT)
Hey Leslie Girl!
It is so nice to write to you again! This is a great way to keep in touch. We have our concerts this weekend. The choir has alot of great songs, but a few that I still need to practice a bit to be absolutely "Stellar." We have two songs that are brand-new and are dedicated to the choir. They take alot of work to get them perfect! I just finished my math homework, lots of fun! Yeah right. We are doing multi-step inequalities in class right now. Those things are quite hard. Well, gotta run, have a terrific day! Love, Ally Cross

Ally Cross <pcross2@compuserve.com>
Hillsboro, OR USA - Wednesday, April 26, 2000 at 10:56 PM (CDT)
Leslie, you are some special young lady. With all the pain you are going through, you still think of someone else. This is a great lesson for all of us!! We are praying that you will soon feel relief from your pain. Keep on fighting. Our prayers are with you and your courageous family. Thanks for keeping us updated with your progress.

Shirley and Paul Keener <Skeener40@aol.com>
Canton, Oh - Wednesday, April 26, 2000 at 08:03 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family, Such selflessness and courage make you our heroes! Your strength in face of all odds is truly a blessing. Know our family prayers and those of all of our relatives beat a constant path to Heaven! Love and blessings!
Stacy Krammes <cakrammes@aol.com>
North Canton, Oh USA - Wednesday, April 26, 2000 at 07:22 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family--
I have been reading your website for a few days now and thought it was about time that I sent you some hugs and prayers from my family. My sister, Valerie Fasy, keeps all of my siblings (your 2nd or 3rd cousins...or 2nd cousins, twice removed as your Momsie would say!) updated on your progress in a family newsletter...I hope that you will continue to find the strength to fight this latest setback that has been thrown your way. There's a world of people rooting for you! Hang in there! Love, Maryann McCullough

Maryann McCullough <mmccull14@aol.com>
Maple Glen, PA USA - Wednesday, April 26, 2000 at 06:41 PM (CDT)
Leslie, you are remarkable! With all the "stuff" you've been through and all the pain you've had to bear, I am amazed that you are taking on odd jobs for Sara Lawson's projects. How wonderful and unselfish you are. You are truly one of God's wonders (with a lot of work from Mom & Dad). I will continue to hold you and your family in my prayers.
Chris Hoyt, PSGC
- Wednesday, April 26, 2000 at 04:49 PM (CDT)
This site is a wonderful way for people who are sick to keep in contact!! Great job..
Cindy Scott

Cindy Scott <scotty5@uswest.net>
Ridgefield, wa usa - Tuesday, April 25, 2000 at 11:42 PM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie and Family, Just a short note to let you know that you are in our Prayers. So sorry to hear about
the set-back, our Dear God is watching over you always.
Soon it will be May-the month of Our Dear Blessed Mother!
There are so many prayers said for you, please never forget that. Remember, you just keep keepin' on!
Your friend, Joe

Joe Gilbert
Vancouver, - Tuesday, April 25, 2000 at 02:21 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie--

I work for Legacy and ran into your mom at the pharmacy a few weeks ago. She told me about your web site, which is really neat. I want you to know you and your family are in my prayers everyday. I can almost see the river of prayers flowing toward heaven on your behalf. Take care.

Adrian Campbell <acampbel@lhs.org>
Portland, OR - Tuesday, April 25, 2000 at 10:20 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
The first thought I had when I woke up this morning was of you!! Maybe I was even dreaming about you!!! You are so in my thoughts. . . It's grey and cloudy today, but for once I'm glad. I just went outside and it smelled so clear and fresh. Hope you get a chance to stick your head outdoors today. Well, I'm off to work, but just wanted you to know that I'm carrying you in my heart and sending you tons of love.
Talk to you soon,
Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Tuesday, April 25, 2000 at 09:13 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Kathy & Matt,
Thanks so much for the updates, your one of the reasons I don't mind going to work to read your web page (no computer at home). You and your family are always in our thoughts and prayer and we know this set back will only make the prayers flow more and the love that surrounds you more intense. Aunt Bea is immediately informed of all your updates and you know she has a good line going to the Almighty. God Bless, Janet Karson (cousins' from Akron)

Janet Karson
- Tuesday, April 25, 2000 at 08:31 AM (CDT)
Dear Zolbes: I saw your beautiful family at Mass at St. James yesterday and wondered if you realize - by sharing your ups and downs, joys and sadnesses, your hopes and despairs - just how much of an impact your Journal entries have made on so many lives. My daughter, whom you know, Patrice McCoy (who now lives in So. Carolina) follows your Journal as well and is so touched with your magnificent strength and faith! Both she and I will continue to ask God to bless you and hold you in His arms.
Carol Bennett <mollycjb@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA U.S. - Monday, April 24, 2000 at 07:23 PM (CDT)
We're all pulling for Leslie. Her courage has us in awe.
Carolyn Rose, News 44
Vancouver, - Monday, April 24, 2000 at 01:47 PM (CDT)
Good Monday morning, Leslie. I am so glad you were able to watch your brothers' ball games and attend Easter Service. We are praying for you and holding you in our thoughts constantly. Our hopes and prayers are for your continued improvement.
Chris Hoyt, PSGC
- Monday, April 24, 2000 at 12:00 PM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie and Family,
Happy Easter! What a joyful day to celabrate our Lord. I
hope you had a great day. We think of you often and enjoy
checking you site. Thank you Matt and Kathleen for keeping
us up on the happenings. We pray for you daily. Leslie you
are an amazing young lady. We miss you. May the Lord bless
all of you. Love The Carrolls

Sally Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Sunday, April 23, 2000 at 07:35 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
Girlchoir is carrying you in their song and my family is carrying you in our hearts; believing and trusting in the unfailing mercy and love of God...we continue praying for you.
Love, Deb

Deb Burgess <rdaburgess@integrityonline.com>
Ptld., OR - Saturday, April 22, 2000 at 12:29 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family,
We just wanted to let you know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers. We read your site every day, and you all are truly an inspiration to all of us.I'm sure that right now, you all would rather not be an inspiration to any of us, and would just like to have your normal, everyday lives back. Thank you for allowing us "into" your lives via e-mail. I don't know if I would be that strong or that dedicated to do it on a continuous basis. Your site has allowed all of us that read it, to be happy with you, sad with you, cry with you,laugh with you,and also to get angry at all that you have had to endure. Very powerful stuff!!Thank you, again, for allowing us "into" your lives. After reading all the kind, and encouraging e-mails you have received, it encourages me, to know that there are many, many kind and loving people out there in our world. Keep on fighting, the power of prayer is very powerful, and there have definitely been alot of prayers coming your way. I can only imagine that through all of this, you all feel just "human", but your strength as a family is astounding.
The Kellys
Spokane, Wa.


- Friday, April 21, 2000 at 08:08 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I've just come home from St. Agnes Church where we recited the Litany of Divine Mercy. The ending prayer was: "Eternal GOD, in whom mercy is endless and the treasury of compassion inexhaustible, look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us, that in difficult moments we might not despair nor become despondent, but with great confidence submit ourselves to Your holy will, which is Love and Mercy itself. Amen."
Father Vander Woude then encouraged each of us to behave in such a way that others will see God. He said, "You may be the only Bible that someone will ever read." When I heard those words, I thought, as I have so often, of the way you and your parents have touched the hearts and souls of so many, as have the many precious ones who have written inspired messages of hope, love, and encouragement in your guest book.
My love and prayers are with you as you undergo today's spinal tap and bone marrow aspiration.
Momsie xxxooo

Carolyn Zolbe <CZolbe@aol.com>
Arlington, VA. USA - Friday, April 21, 2000 at 01:10 PM (CDT)
Leslie and Family,
We are sending you love and hugs from Ohio hoping this will give a little comfort. We are praying and pullling for all of you...Hope that the Easter Bunny is good to you all.

The Matricardi's <pmatrica@rr.com>
North Canton, Ohio Stark - Friday, April 21, 2000 at 07:10 AM (CDT)
I just want you to know that I think about you all the time and am praying for you to get better. I know you'll be strong and fight like crazy. And thank you Matthew and Kathleen for keeping us updated.
Sandi Ramey <caramey@thegrid.net>
Madera, CA US - Thursday, April 20, 2000 at 11:59 PM (CDT)
Leslie... you beautiful girl,
I've quietly watched you from a distance the past couple of years, and I want you to know how much I admire you. I saw you at the baseball game today. Its so great that you got out to enjoy this beautiful day....and your brother's team smoked us!!
While visiting with some other parents, it was mentioned to me that you had this page. Its great. I wish I had known about it sooner!! Obviously I'm a new comer. I signed it twice accidently before even typing anything. Sorry :) Anyway, you can bet that I'll be checking in often.
I know you have some new things to deal with. You will continue to be in the prayers of our family every single day, and every single prayer! You are a very beautiful and brave young lady. Continue walking with God. You have made an awesome team.

Matt & Kathleen, What can be said? You are so selfless. I hope you will call us if we can ever do anything to help you out. You are parents we can all learn from. Thank you for sharing your family with us.

Fondly,
The Knudsens
Chelle`, Kevin, K.J. and Rylie



Chelle Knudsen <doglb@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, April 20, 2000 at 11:44 PM (CDT)
Leslie, Matthew and Kathleen,

I am thinking of you constantly. I hold you in my heart and in my pocket. Love, Judith

Judith Pettibone <grambone@pacifier.com>
- Thursday, April 20, 2000 at 11:04 PM (CDT)

Chelle` & Kevin Knudsen <doglb@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, April 20, 2000 at 10:34 PM (CDT)

Chelle` & Kevin Knudsen <doglb@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, April 20, 2000 at 10:32 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Your momsie and I went to mass together this morning at the Cathedral. The Bishop's homily was on endurance, and how we endure difficulties in our lives by keeping our eyes fixed on Christ, drawing on our faith. You and your family have sure taught us about that. The prayers, love and hopes of each person out here reading your updates surrounds you in a giant HUG. Leslie, you and God have quite a track record. Keeppulling and know that he is with you every step of the way. As we experience Holy Week, I can't help but think how bonded to Christ you are in your suffering and how great his love for you must be. I love the way you give each task your very best. I'm glad you are getting the test Friday to help you plan treatment. Encouraging the GVH to activate the immune system sounds like a great idea. You are my heroine too!
Much love, Colleen

The Dykemas
Arlington, Va. USA - Thursday, April 20, 2000 at 10:31 PM (CDT)

Dear Leslie
My Mom and I continue to pray for you during this tough time. God won't let you down. You've got what it takes.
You are my hero. Natalie Grattan




<alpacas@ibm.net>
Amboy, WA - Thursday, April 20, 2000 at 09:55 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I was hoping & praying that the test results would have been better but god has a plan for you. I know you & your family will make the right decision. You have been such a amazing girl that I do believe that this will not stop you. All of us are praying for you. Have a great Easter with your family.
Love, Annette

Annette

Annette Everett <Annette.Everett@CRBard.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, April 20, 2000 at 09:50 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie sweet pea,
Just wanted you to know I am thinking about you round the clock - so is Mr. Potestio! Always asking, "How's our girl today?" Know that you are being held and loved by thousands upon thousands of hearts!
Love, love, love to you,
Mrs. B (and Mr. P!)

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, April 20, 2000 at 01:42 AM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie, I'm thinking about you and wishing you well. My prayers are still strong and constant. As I am working in the garden and spending much needed quiet time, I ponder over my flowers, watch the roses begin to bud and ask God to give you peace, free you from pain, and rest knowing that your loving friends from all over the country are holding you close to their hearts and praying for your day to be better than the one before and to give you strength as you journey back to good health. You are an amazing young lady and much loved and respected by all who know you.
Much love, from Mary Bentz

Mary Bentz
Bethesda, MD - Wednesday, April 19, 2000 at 09:44 PM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie and Family, We are holding your hand in prayer from here. Thank you so much Matthew for updating us and for sharing with us the small details, like Leslie's exchange with the surgeon, that bring you even closer to us. Leslie, we all hope and pray that you get some relief from the pain. I'm glad you are going home as promised. We join you in prayer for the best possible results. We so admire your courage and grace in working with everything that has been put before you and that you face. With love and hugs, Colleen
The Dykemas <Colleen Dykema@aol.com>
Arlington,, Va. USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2000 at 07:17 AM (CDT)
Leslie, we just heard this week that you were having to struggle again. We can only be optimistic about the news that will come soon. It is going to be an easily treated infection and you will be feeling just like you felt a week ago very soon. We all want you out with us (as close as possible) to enjoy the beautiful springtime rebirth (and the baseball games!) Be tough and know that we are all still there pulling for you.

Kathleen, Reed sent a camp brochure home with Taylor and I know that it may not be the best timing, but it is a camp that my older son has really enjoyed for 5 straight years. (He thinks he is too old this year.) Reed would really like to go and would love it if Taylor wanted to go too. We think the session beginning July 23 would be the warmest and best. Let me know what you think when you get a chance.

Leslie, we care so much and you deserve to be better now.


Laura, Jeff, Ross and Reed Miller <fun2tvl@worldaccessnet.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2000 at 12:19 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, We're praying you have constructive news from the doctors, something you can work on and resolve as you have done so many other issues. It was great to hear about your recent outing to the ballfield. Baseball has always been a particular love in our family. Take care. Our love and prayers to you and your family.
The Hermanns <rherm 65128@aol.com>
Arlington, VA - Tuesday, April 18, 2000 at 07:40 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and Family, How thoughtful of you to give us an update so quickly. Leslie your good counts certainly helped you through the surgical procedure. Good news on the pancreas, will continue to pray about the liver and the kidneys. Kathleen, that recovering bone marrow donor sounds like a sign from God in your distress. She was an angel opening a little window on how deeply Leslie has affected the lives of people you will never know, and may have never known about, were it not for such divine windows.
Perhaps this was a little pat on the back to help you through the agonizing wait. You have been fighting long and hard, and I know that you will continue to do so in whatever way is necessary when you get a diagnosis. I'm sure there is a chain stretching from coast to coast of people who love you praying for the best possible outcome and for your comforting, and healing. Much love, hugs Colleen

The Dykemas
- Monday, April 17, 2000 at 11:37 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, I was so glad to hear that you feel well enough to visit the ballfield. Great news about the bone marrow. We will continue to pray for you and hope that the other complications can be resolved soon. Best wishes, and all our prayers.
Chris Hoyt, PSGC alum-mum
- Monday, April 17, 2000 at 11:02 AM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie and Family, Great news about the counts, we are praying for you about the other complications. Leslie, it is so much like you to be giving your Dad guidance (and good guidance I might add) in coaching. Your courage and stamina humbles the rest of us. With special prayers for your kidneys and liver, and lots of love, Colleen
The Dykemas <ColleenDykekma@aol.com >
Arlington, , Va. USA - Monday, April 17, 2000 at 10:02 AM (CDT)
Leslie,
We saw at the ball field Saturday! It was great to see you up and around!! Great job. I was rolling up the fence when you were walking by.(remember??) Every night you are in our prayers. You are truly an inspiration to our family. Your courage and determination have touched us deeply. You are a very special person and we love you. Thank you for all you have taught us. God Bless you little one!
Love, Scott Nancy Zach and Kevin Stratton

The Stratton Family <sdstrat@aol.com>
Vancouver, wa USA - Sunday, April 16, 2000 at 11:47 PM (CDT)
My dear Leslie,
Just a note to let you know that I have been keeping up with you and to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I rejoice at every bit of good news and pray harder when things are more challenging. You are very special and I love you.
Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Sunday, April 16, 2000 at 09:08 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie! Glad to hear that you've had some energy this week=) As always you're in my prayers. Sorry this is so short, but I gotta go help my mom.
Laters,
Amy

Amy Craw <HNSBGRANT44@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Sunday, April 16, 2000 at 08:22 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and Family,
I am so happy to hear the good news about your counts and the wonderful day you had yesterday. I can just see you sitting out there in the outfield!!! Did any balls come your way? We will pray very hard for you and hope that the doctors are just being over cautious. We are always thinking of you and hold you in our hearts.
Love, Alison, Mike and Max

Alison Devolder <mjdevo@toast.net>
Perrysburg, OH - Sunday, April 16, 2000 at 03:58 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family,
It's wonderful to read the good news about Leslie's bone marrow and increased energy. We're holding you all in prayer. I'd love to meet Leslie and see her wearing the jester hat someday! (At Girlchoir rehearsal, perhaps?!)
with love and prayers,
Amy B
another PSGC mum

Amy Beckel <beckel@worldaccessnet.com>
Vancouver, WA - Sunday, April 16, 2000 at 02:15 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Matt, Kathleen & the Boys:
You are all in our thoughts and prayers constantly. I have all of the "Church Ladies" praying for you each day at mass, and the kids have their classmates praying for you too. We really hope that spring and good weather will bring health and happiness to your family. You certainly deserve it. I guess we are really behind the times, but how long have Kathleen's parents been in Texas. I remember going to Ohio for the wedding. Richmond is still great. Mark is enclosing our back porch (the dogs ate the last one). He is currently working on installing a ceramic tile floor. He is a little irritated with me because I won't let him do the electric work. I tried to patiently explain that the difference was that the floor would probably not burst into flame. He does not appreciate my assessment of the situation. Look forward to talking with you soon. I will pray each day for Leslie to be able to get back to a life free from so many drugs and doctors, and to be able to have the energy to focus on loving her family and friends. If you guys need anything at all please call anytime.
Lots of love to all,
Laura, Mark, Joe, Chloe' & Chelsea Lynn

The Thurston Family <Mark-Laura@mindspring.com>
Richmond, VA USA - Thursday, April 13, 2000 at 06:40 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and Family, so happy to hear that you're feeling
a bit better. I'm sure you've noticed that the flowers are blooming, and, it's beginning to look like you will also be
blooming! We continue to pray for you all.
Your friend, Joe

Joe Gilbert
Vancouver, - Wednesday, April 12, 2000 at 01:37 PM (CDT)
Leslie and family-
I'm a nursing student at CCC. Every term this year we have been receiving updates on Leslie's progress. This term we are not in the classroom as much, so our instrutors gave us the address to catch up on the latest ourselves. I was so glad to hear the good news this week. I'll be praying for you all and look forward to hearing more good news about Leslie's progress. H.FitzGerald

Heidi FitzGerald <IFitzz@aol.com>
Bend, OR U.S. - Wednesday, April 12, 2000 at 12:23 AM (CDT)
Happy Monday, Leslie and all. Hurray for the HHV6, or absence thereof. What wonderful news! And hurray, too, for Mom coming home. I'll bet she missed you even more than you missed her. Good for you, wearing the jester's hat. I think they're a wonderful show of spunk. I see young people wearing them at Pioneer CourtHouse Square and on Max. They look festive and fun. We have girlchoir tonight and tomorrow night. Plant Sale is over this week and there's a Board retreat this weekend, so there's lots to do this week. And, of course, Easter is coming and then the spring concert is coming up, too. I'm really hoping that this time next year, you will be on the risers, too. Best of wishes and lots of prayers for your continuing improvement.
Chris Hoyt, PSGC
- Monday, April 10, 2000 at 11:24 AM (CDT)
Praise the Lord!!!! I'm soooo glad you are feeling better. Tell your Dad to shape up his throws. Glad to hear you're able to get outside and walk. Baseball season has started here and Trey and Trevor are loving it. Because of his job, Jim took a year off managing the boys and is having a hard time coaching from the sidelines. Is your Dad coaching this year? Did Taylor move up to Nationals? I bet Christian is excited about Paccoast. Amanda will miss you this year during the season. She just loved hanging out with you watching the games, sharing candy. You are never far from our minds and hearts. We love and miss you.
Lea Foote and Gang
IL - Tuesday, April 04, 2000 at 09:01 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
How wonderful to hear that you have had some good days and are able to enjoy "God's festive springtime" weather. (Please note the inclusion of Girlchoir lyrics in quotes.) When I read that you'd injured your foot, I thought, "Sports injury! How long has it been since you've had a sports injury? This must be a sign that Leslie is "feelin' good." (More Girlchoir lyrics.) I am so happy that you're well enough to walk, to play catch, and to take care of your dad. Perhaps this is the beginning of your birthday wish - a little belated. All our prayers for another week of improvement. Enjoy having your dad all to yourself this week. And thank him for sharing the wonderful news of your improvement. e-Hugs for all,

Chris Hoyt
- Monday, April 03, 2000 at 02:04 PM (CDT)
Leslie,
Way to go girl!!! I loved reading your update this morning. What a great way for me to start off a Monday morning. It sounds like you had a pretty good week & it keeps getting better. I'm sure you will have your work cut out for you this week taking care of your dad. Take care.
Love, Annette

Annette Everett <Annette.Everett@CRBard.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, April 03, 2000 at 09:21 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family,
I continue to check your web-page often. I am so very sorry that you continue to struggle. I pray that this crummy "stage" ends very soon. I was reading a past page about "a fund raiser for the Lukemia Society" if you have a chance please e-mail me with an address, I would love to make a donation to your fundraiser. I look forward to hearing from you, and again, you are a big inspiration to soooo many.. keep strong..your an awesome young lady!!!
Sincerely, Maryjane Cricks

Maryjane Cricks <mjc91741@aol.com>
Glendora, ca usa - Wednesday, March 29, 2000 at 08:21 PM (CST)
Dearest Leslie & family,

Our love and prayers are with you. God is still in control. Keep strong and courageous, pretty girl. Kathleen, I pray for peace for you so you can sleep. Take care of yourself, and know that we miss you all and our hearts are with you. From a warrier down on her knees.

Lea Foote
IL - Tuesday, March 28, 2000 at 03:29 PM (CST)
Dearest Leslie and Family, sorry to hear that you all had such a rough week. We continue to keep you in our prayers. You keep your will up, and God will answer our prayers. May God hold you safely in the palm of His hand,
and shower you with His choicest blessings.
Your friend, Joe

Joe Gilbert
Vancouver, - Tuesday, March 28, 2000 at 09:13 AM (CST)
Hi Leslie,
We pray for you a lot. We miss you. Hang in there we know that you'll get stronger! Keep fighting. We love you.

Love April and Sally

Sall and April Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Monday, March 27, 2000 at 06:35 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie and family,
It was such a gorgeous day yesterday. I hope, Leslie, that you felt well enought o get some sun on your face. My cat stretched out in a sunny spot in the yard and stayed there all day - the perfect celebration of spring sunshine. We are still praying for you as hard as ever. And your folks, too. "Sleep for mom" is now added to the list. Take care. We wish you all the best.

Chris Hoyt, PSGC
- Monday, March 27, 2000 at 03:13 PM (CST)
Love and prayers from Ohio. Keep fighting Leslie.

- Monday, March 27, 2000 at 01:34 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie!

You don't know me, but recently I stumbled upon your journal/webpage, and I read the entire thing. I understand that the situation that you are going through must be very hard for you, and I must comend you on your courage, and bravery through out this situation. I have included you in my prays, and I know, that through God, all things are possible. I wish you the very best and hope that you get well soon.


AR <947@usa.net>
Sacremento, CA USA - Sunday, March 26, 2000 at 07:14 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie and family!

We haven't seen too much of your family around lately, but we're still keeping tabs on you through your website, ofcourse! Just like everyone else, we are sooooo elated to hear that you're still turning those corners!
I heard a Bette Midler song today, "Wind Beneath My Wings" and I always think of my grandma because she has been and always will be my "hero" but this songs now also makes me think of you Leslie. Not all the words fit, but most do.
Have you heard of Fleetwood Mac? Well, they sing a song called "Don't Stop". The words are so awesome......Don't stop thinkin' about tomorrow, don't stop, it'll soon be here. Yesterday's gone, yesterday's gone. Oooooh, don't you look back.
I LOVE that song. Someday we'll be back in the bounce house dancin' away with that song blasting, Leslie. And you'll be singing at the top of your lungs! (and sound a heck of a lot better than I do, trying to hit those high notes!!)
Hope to see your WBC's up to 4.0 before too long. RBC's too! love ya lots, Janelle, Scott, Gavin & Jarett

Janelle Hite
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, March 23, 2000 at 10:53 PM (CST)
Beautiful Leslie, I can understand you wanting to be quiet. Although most would deny it, 13 year olds have plenty of moody times even when the sailing otherwise seems smooth as glass, which hardly describes how things have been for you. You've had a hard time, and the "downs" that sometimes follow those wonderful "ups" must get old. But you're strong, and smart, and loved. And those "sparks" of yours are a joy. Hang in there, sweetie, and visualize pushing the bad stuff out to make room for the good new stuff to come. God bless you, and those you cherish.
(After leaving my job, I lost your link -- & spent the morning reading all the catch-up entries!) Persevere, Miss Teenager.

Barb Garlock <bgarlock@mindspring.com>
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, March 23, 2000 at 12:30 PM (CST)
Leslie and family,
What GREAT news. It sent warmth from my heart to my toes to hear you are doing better. Now if we could get you a little sunshine that would help. We still read your website every week and are so glad that you all are keeping it up for us. You all are in our prayers daily. Keep up the good work Leslie!

Sue Wyszynski
- Thursday, March 23, 2000 at 12:07 AM (CST)
Leslie,
It makes me feel bad that you are feeling sad. You have done an oustanding job so far. Please keep your spirit up & always remember that you have so many people that are praying for you. Hope you have a great week.
Love, Annette

Annette Everett <Annette.Everett@CRBard.Com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, March 22, 2000 at 10:21 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie, Leave it to you to get into the spirit of St. Patrick's day, even when you're not feeling so hot. This is the first day of spring, let's pray that it brings with it renewal and the blossoming of your immune system just like the cherry blossoms. They are all gifts of God! With much love and admiration of your patience and fortitude. Colleen and Fam
Dykema
Arlington, , VA USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2000 at 11:05 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie, Leave it to you to get into the spirit of St. Patrick's day, even when you're not feeling so hot. This is the first day of spring, let's pray that it brings with it renewal and the blossoming of your immune system just like the cherry blossoms. They are all gifts of God! With much love and admiration of your patience and fortitude. Colleen and Fam
Dykema
Arlington, , VA USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2000 at 11:05 PM (CST)
Dearest Leslie and Family, so happy and thankful to God that you're doing better ! What a great sign that you are drinking and eating a bit. You keep up the g o o d work and we will sure keep up our prayers for you all. How wonderful that you are "blooming" in time for Easter.
your friend, Joe

Joe Gilbert
vancouver, - Tuesday, March 21, 2000 at 03:23 PM (CST)
Hurray for 2, and for talking, and drinking, and eating oatmeal! Our family will keep praying that your virus stays at bay. My garden shows that spring is here in earnest. Daffodils are blooming like crazy. I planted a redbud tree last year, and the blossoms are swelling along the branches. I will be so excited when it blooms. Redbud blooms are this indescribable color - pink, but not quite pink, lavendar, but too pink to be truly lavendar. Keep getting those Daddy-hugs - they are such good medicine. All my best,
Chris Hoyt, PSGC alum-mum
- Monday, March 20, 2000 at 01:25 PM (CST)
Hey Leslie! Long time no write, sorry! Last week of the quarter was last week, so I was busy cramming for tests and turning late work in, not fun at all! I hope you got the card I sent you! If you did, you can now put a face to my name:) I'm glad you're doing better=) I hope you continue to get better. I still pray for you every night before I go to bed. Have a great week!
Laters,
Amy
P.S. Got a new email address! Like it?

Amy Craw <HNSBGRANT44@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Sunday, March 19, 2000 at 11:14 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie: I am delighted to read your latest update. This is so exciting. The prayers are still being said for you as often as ever. You know, Leslie, gardeners, at this time of year look over their plants as tho we are "wishing" them out of the ground because, after all, it IS spring. So warm days come and the bulbs poke their precious little heads out of the ground. I stand there and wish they were out more, so that I could see their color... then without warning, the weather gets freezing cold here again and the bulbs just stop in their tracks and the other plants just shiver in the cold, too. But one thing I know for sure, the weather is going to get warmer and everything will bloom. God has promised us that. So, dear friend, you just hang in there on those freezing cold days and know that we are all still praying for you and watching over you till the weather warms up and you're ready to go once again. I am so pleased at the good report today... tonite when I pray for you, first I'm going to say "thank you God" for better times for Leslie. He knows I'm one of His regulars on the "Leslie" team. So here's for another good week, one day at a time, and I hope you continue to do better each day. Much love, from Mary Bentz -- Happy St. Patrick's Day to you.. Glad to know you were in the spirit of the feast day.
Mary Bentz
Bethesda, MD -



- Sunday, March 19, 2000 at 09:38 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie and Family,
What fantastic news with your improvement!!! Way to go to get your counts up!!!! Keep hanging in there, dad is right hugs are the BEST. Thanks so much for keeping everyone updated with your awesome progress. YOU GO GIRL!!!!
The Barr family:)

<Barrzoo@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 15, 2000 at 04:54 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie,

I read your website regularly to see how you and your family are doing, but this is the first time I've written you a note. It is great to see that you are doing better! You are such a strong and courageous person, Leslie. I have so much admiration for you!
I saw your Mom and brother, Taylor, on Sunday at the Shamrock Run. It was really nice to see them after such a long while and, although, we didn't have much time to talk (I didn't want to take away from their important job of distributing Team in Training information!) just to give hugs and say "hi" was great.
My sister and her boyfriend joined Team in Training a few months ago and are training for a marathon in Nashville next month. I think she already signed your guest book...her name is Shari Nathan.
Well, that's all for now. I look forward to watching your site and continuing to see you get better and better!
Love,
Andrea

Andrea Lowery <andrea@asmcorp.com>
Wilsonville, OR USA - Wednesday, March 15, 2000 at 10:41 AM (CST)
Dearest Leslie and family!

This update sounds like more progress!!! All of you continue to amaze us with your strength and courage.

Leslie has been so strong. She needs a good cry, like everyone does!

You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Lots of hugs!!!

Patty, Glenn and Alex Rennemann <pagrennema@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, March 14, 2000 at 11:24 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie and Family, So happy and thankful to God that you are feeling better ! To be able to take a drink and a bite of food is super ! We all continue to pray for you daily.
God bless you with continued health and happiness.
Your friend, Joe


- Tuesday, March 14, 2000 at 11:19 AM (CST)
Leslie,
Glad to read that you are feeling better-physically. Being able to drink has got to be a good sign that you have advanced to another level of recovery. Spring is comming and the flowers here in Ohio are starting to bloom, and with spring comes enternal hope- and we all hope and pray that you will be out enjoying the warm weather soon. You have come through much, Leslie you definitely are a strong, couragious young lady and we are so proud of you-we know that you will come out on top of the world. Take care.


The Matricardi's <pmatrica@rr.com.>
North Canton, Ohio - Tuesday, March 14, 2000 at 07:58 AM (CST)
Oh Thank Heavens for the update! We do not have even 1/1mil of your incredible patience. We think about you and care about you and pray for you ALL the time. Is there anything any of us can do for the totally understandable sadness? We will do just about anything (please don't ask for a parade in wetsuits and clown noses) - we did that one with other Girlchoir Mums in Australia and SOMEONE TOOK PICTURES!! Stuffing our meatloaf into kneelength diving suits was pretty much the last straw. (But Leslie, we swam with a giant sea turtle - does that bring a smile? It was totally awesome for us!!) You will be on international tour some day amazing the audiences with your artistry. I can barely wait. Teach me patience. Love to your whole family, Alum Mum Saalborn and Co.

- Monday, March 13, 2000 at 06:26 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie and family,
Thank you, thank you for the update. It wasn't posted this morning when I arrived at work, so I was worried. Checking your web site is the first order of business every Monday morning. Can't start the week without it. Thanks to God for the improvements. Leslie, you've been so brave and so patient, that I think you're entitled cry whenever you feel like it, and even when you don't. You're road to recovery sure hasn't been like a Chicago Hope episode (1 hour & it's over) or even a mini-series (a couple of weekend nights and you're recovered). From today's report, it looks like you're getting better. The absence of the virus is GREAT news. Your hard work is paying off. Now we need to keep chanting "white count, white count, white count . . . " Stay strong, and keep your dad busy doling out those hugs. Sometimes that's the best medicine.

Chris Hoyt
- Monday, March 13, 2000 at 05:17 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie,
Pap and I keep on checking, checking, checking to see if there's an update. We're thinking about you and praying for you. We're at the beach house for a couple of days. The "girls" get to walk without leashes, although in Dakota's case it's RUN, not walk. The forsythia bushes in front and back are in bloom. You've never seen them in bloom because its only a short, although spectacular, time when they're in flower. Eight months ago you were here, in between Duke Medical Center and OHSU. God willing, it will not be too long before you are here again, roller blading, jumping the waves, and eating Pap's great meals. We love you so much, darling girl! Momsie xxxooo

Paul and Carolyn Zolbe
Bethany Beach, DE USA - Sunday, March 12, 2000 at 02:17 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie, I'm sorry to hear about your mouth. You are truly brave. We all, love, admire and miss you here at the Debut Choir.
Patty Hobizal

Patty Hobizal <hobi4@juno.com>
Portland, OR USA - Thursday, March 09, 2000 at 09:12 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie and Family,

God's way is a mysterious way but we must all continue to have faith that he (she) knows what is right for all of us. Praying is a way to try to reach an understanding and acceptance of what and why. We are all continuing to pray that the pain and suffering will diminish because it has been just too long. The faith/perseverance (sp?) both you and your family continue to show, with each turn in your condition, is inspiring to all of us.

Prayers and love from all of us,
The Leinewebers


Vancouver, Wash - Wednesday, March 08, 2000 at 05:12 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie: You haven't heard from me in a while, but my prayers for you are CONSTANT. Still, during my waking hours I continue to ask God to give you relief... especially your sore mouth! I'm taking advantage of every given moment to pray for you... even when I look up and Windows has crashed! I figure that must be God's way to slow us down during the day... waiting for the computer to reboot!... Instead of getting frustrated, I just sit here and ask God to give you strength for the day and rest for the night... right now I'm praying that your painful mouth will be healed and that your tremors cease. God bless you dear.
Mary B.

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Wednesday, March 08, 2000 at 12:58 PM (CST)
DEAR LESLIE AND FAMILY, HERE WE ALL ARE, BY THE GRACE OF GOD, TO SHARE ANOTHER DAY. SO
SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT THE PROBELMS YOU ARE HAVING WITH YOUR MOUTH. DEAR ONE, YOU KEEP ON KEPIN' ON--WE WILL ALL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR YOU. GOD BLESS YOU.
YOUR FRIEND, JOE

JOE GILBERT
VANCOUVER, - Tuesday, March 07, 2000 at 03:16 PM (CST)
I think I would echo everyone's thoughts if we promised that we would all just SCREAM for you - on your behalf. Sometimes a good yell does wonders to relieve some frustration. I vow to take a moment this evening, go out on my deck and just yell for you dear Leslie. Hopefully the feeling of relief will somehow transfer over to you. Many prayers, much love.

- Tuesday, March 07, 2000 at 01:12 PM (CST)
hi leslie. i just found your webpage and have been reading up on your progress. it sounds like you're showing your courage as always. you are truly my hero. i pray for you often and understand that healing for your poor mouth is a priority so i will set to work. stay strong.
saskia <svanaarem@hotmail.com>
san antonio, tx usa - Tuesday, March 07, 2000 at 12:26 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie, I am so sorry to hear that your mouth is so painful. I'm miserable when I have a mere toothache or a canker sore. I can barely imagine what you must be going through. If I could carry some of the pain for you, I would do so gladly. I will pray that you get some relief soon. It's got to be so difficult to have things to say and not be able to say them (especially with little brothers!). You've been so good and so strong - you're a true hero.
Chris Hoyt, PSGC
- Monday, March 06, 2000 at 02:12 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie, It's not surprising that you are not talking with all the pain you must be in. Take the occasion to laugh when you possibly can, it helps. I see that your Dad is pretty good in that department. It must run in the family. Our hearts ache for what you are going through.
Hope you get good results Tuesday, we will pray that you get some relief. Much love, Colleen and family

The Dykemas
Arlington,, Va. USA - Sunday, March 05, 2000 at 12:23 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie,
Just have been thinking about you and wanted to say hi. It is such a grey day today - I think we all could use some sun and flowers!! I'm ready for spring! Every time I read a journal entry I just hug you in my heart - you hang in there girl! Good things are around the corner . . . just like spring!
So much love to you,
Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleb@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Saturday, March 04, 2000 at 10:31 AM (CST)
GOOD MORNING LESLIE AND FAMILY,
HOPE YOU'RE FEELING BETTER DEAR ONE. WE WILL ALL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR YOU. SAW YOUR MOTHER AND BROTHERS AT 9:00 MASS LAST SUNDAY. LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU THERE AGAIN.
MAY GOD HOLD YOU ALL SAFELY IN THE PALM OF HIS HAND, AND SHOWER YOU WITH HIS CHOICEST
BLESSINGS.
YOUR FRIEND, JOE

JOE GILBERT
VANCOUVER, - Friday, March 03, 2000 at 11:48 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie and family,

We think of you and your family often. Spring is just around the corner and we hope you're better enough by then to go outside, when the weather permits. The sun just came out from behind some clouds!

May your courage and determination, and the love that surrounds you, continue to pull you through the rough times.


Patty, Glenn and Alex Rennemann <pagrennema@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Thursday, March 02, 2000 at 07:22 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie,
Happy belated birthday, wow a teenager!!!! I'm glad to hear you are feeling a little better. We will keep praying that you continue to improve and get you birthday wish! YOU DESERVE IT!!!!!!! Lots of love, Brenda Dube

Brenda Dube <DubeBrn@aol.com>
Dallastown, PA USA - Wednesday, March 01, 2000 at 02:18 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie,
Sorry it's been so long since I have wrote to you. I have been in Covington, Ga. for my work. I had to pack up products from the warehouse down there & have them moved to Tempe, AZ. I'm sure glad to be home. I hope you are feeling better this week. We think & pray for you everyday.
Love, Annette

Annette Everett <annette.Everett@CRBard.com>
Mesa, AZ use - Wednesday, March 01, 2000 at 02:04 PM (CST)
Dearest Leslie, Hope your mouth is healing, can't stop thinking about how difficult that must be. Your courage shines like a beacon. Good night dear Leslie, hope you at least get a little relief when sleeping...with love and prayers, the Dykema family
Dykemas
Arlington, Va. - Tuesday, February 29, 2000 at 11:55 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie! Sorry to hear that you're not doing too good=( Sorry about your month, that really sux. I hope you get better!!! I have a lot of homework, so I gotta go. Sorry it's soooo short!
Laters,
Amy

Amy Craw <AmyJCraw@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Tuesday, February 29, 2000 at 10:54 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie. I'm so sorry to hear about your mouth. I can't imagine. Hang in there sweetie. You are so brave and strong. We pray that your counts go high so you can battle this virus. I bet you can't wait to be up and walking.

We are doing fine. Jim broke his ankle two weeks ago at the airport on his way to CA so he is on crutches for the next 6 weeks. The boys had baseball tryouts last week. They are quite extensive here. I was so proud of both of them. They truly outshined the other boys. (thanks to great coaching from your dad and their dad). I can't help but be sad to think we won't be playing with Taylor and Christian. I just pray that we get good coaches. Jim is not managing this year because of work. He will assist when ever possible. All in all....we miss you and are praying you well!! Love, Lea

Lea , Jim, Trey, Trevor and Amanda
Crystal lake , IL - Tuesday, February 29, 2000 at 04:44 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie, We pray that your mouth is better since your dad wrote. The courage and patience you muster in battling each of your symptoms is truly heroic. With all of our best wishes and prayers for your constant improvement. The Hermanns
Anne Hermann <rherm65128@aol.com>
Arlington, VA - Tuesday, February 29, 2000 at 08:03 AM (CST)
Hi Leslie, I'm sorry to hear that your mouth is bothering
you. We will pray for your immune system to get stonger!
Our family thinks about you every day. We are so very proud
of your courage and faith in God you truly are an insperation to alot of people. We love you and miss you
Love The Carrolls

Sally Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Monday, February 28, 2000 at 07:04 PM (CST)
Happy Monday, Leslie. I'm so glad to hear that your feeling better overall. Cutting down on the cyclosporin shows progress. I hope your mouth heals soon and that you will be able to break away from the tether of the IV. I spent the weekend (nearly all of it) at the Rose Garden doing Girlchoir fundraising. We will start the plant sale for both Debut and Premier in a couple weeks, so I need to stop by rehearsals this week and make announcements. It's a pretty pleasant job. I love to hear you girls sing. Even though my daughter has grown and graduated, my heartstrings are still tied to this group of girls. You are angels. Did you see the Channel 6 news piece on Crystal Menzies this weekend? She's in Premier. She's been singing to a desperately sick little girl at Doernbecher. This girl is responding to her songs. There certainly is power and miracle in music. Take care, Leslie. We will pray for your continued improvement and for return of physical strength. I think about you every day. :)
Chris Hoyt
- Monday, February 28, 2000 at 12:16 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie, Glad to hear you are taking less cyclosporin, we continue to pray for the stregnthening of your immune system. I also pray that your tongue will heal soon. Everyone is rooting for you darling Leslie. Love, Scott and Colleen
The Dykemas <ColleenDykema@aol.com>
Arlington, Va. USA - Sunday, February 27, 2000 at 09:31 PM (CST)
HI LESLIE, I'VE BEEN A BIT UNDER THE WEATHER LATELY, SO HAVEN'T BEEN IN TOUCH. GLAD TO HEAR YOU ARE HANGING IN THERE ! PLEASE KEEP IT UP ! MANY OF US PRAY FOR YOU.
YOUR FRIEND JOE

JOE GILBERT
VANCOUVER,, WA. - Thursday, February 24, 2000 at 04:27 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie,
I'm just sitting here in my room, looking at your picture and thinking of you, as I do so very often. Every time I read a journal entry I am blown away by your bravery, courage, and stamina, you remarkable girl!!! Just keep hanging in there. I know it's really hard right now to be missing so much school. Just know that you are so loved and supported with good thoughts and uplifting energy. I do miss you . . .
Love,
Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Wednesday, February 23, 2000 at 10:39 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie, Sure can understand that you are missing Dakota. If it makes you feel any better she is getting a lot of love here at Zolbe East headquarters. I'm sure she's looking forward to coming home to you too. You could teach the rest of us a thing or two about patience, so I'm just going to say she told me she loves you too! You are a very capable young lady and when you are ready you will be able to handle your school work. Right now you are doing more work than anybody in your school and everyone respects you for it. Hope you're feeling a little better. It's tough dealing with the low counts the neuprogen should help. Much love and prayers, Colleen and family
Dykemas
Arlington, , Va. USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2000 at 02:01 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie,
I am glad your weekend was more comfortable than in recent times...I am sorry that you miss your dog. We used to have a chocolate lab and before that a black lab...they are great dogs! Our current dog is an Aussie Shepherd and Golden Retriever mix and she is our first girl dog. When she was a puppy and all our kids were younger she used to herd them around the yard...it was funny to watch! She also jumps higher than any dog we have ever seen. I pray that your days continue to become more and more comfortable and that you abound in grace in the less than comfortable times...

Much love,
Deb

Deb Burgess <rdaburgess@integrityonline.com>
Ptld., OR USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2000 at 12:49 AM (CST)
Oh, sweetie! Our little Ayden never forgets you in his prayers. He is four now and you are part of his prayer-ritual. We are rootin' for your speedy recovery. You probably don't remember us; nevertheless, we want you to know of our love for you!!! Keep fighting---You are doing great!!!

Kendra Richards and family <knrichards@uswest.net>
Vancouver, WA USA - Monday, February 21, 2000 at 11:21 PM (CST)
Good Monday, Leslie. I was so glad to hear that you had a comfortable weekend. It's about time! I am still praying that you continue to improve. I just returned from Rochester, MN, where it was cold (25 - 30), but all assured me that this is a mild winter. (I am thankful for our 50 degrees and rain today. It seems so warm here.) The trip was work related, but work went so smoothly that I got to do a few touristy things. I saw a lake where 35,000 Giant Canadian geese spend their winter. What a site! I also saw the Mayo Clinic and the birthplace of Laura Ingalls Wilder. The most fun, though, was walking on the Mississippi. It was frozen over, and I couldn't resist. Guess I'm just a kid at heart! I don't know if it's feasible or not, but I will offer my services as a tutor. Please let me know if there's anything I can do to help you keep up with your class. I know how important it is to keep up with peers. Best wishes this week.
Chris Hoyt
- Monday, February 21, 2000 at 06:16 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie and family,
We have moved from the Vancouver area, but we check your site all the time. You have tons of prayers coming from all over the country!! :) :) Take care, little one, and thank-you all for keeping us all updated!

The Kellys
Spokane, Wa - Saturday, February 19, 2000 at 01:18 PM (CST)
Dearest Leslie and family,

Our thoughts and prayers center on you getting better, your WBC and platelet counts going up, and that virus being wiped from your system!

Your are in our hearts, thoughts and prayers.

Patty, Glenn and Alex Rennemann <pagrennema@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Friday, February 18, 2000 at 10:51 AM (CST)
YES, Kathleen, we are praying and praying. With love.....

- Thursday, February 17, 2000 at 01:47 PM (CST)
Hey Leslie! Happy late Valentine's Day! I've been grouded from the computer, so I didn't have a chance to say happy Valentine's Day on that actual day, but it's the thought that counts right?(long sentence,huh?=) Sorry the fevers are back and the counts are low:( You must be getting sick of it right? I know I would....
Keep hanging in there! You're in my prayers! Gotta go, but I'll write more soon!
Laters,
Amy

Amy Craw <AmyJCraw@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Wednesday, February 16, 2000 at 07:04 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie:
Just got a note from your Grammy (Carolyn) in the mail today with a copy of a page from your journal (Sat. Feb.5th). We graduated in 1953 from the same high school. Needless to say, we had great times together. I tried in the past to link up with your web page but since I am new to this computer stuff I got nowhere. Tried today and finally found you. I'll be checking back with you from time to time to see how everything is going.
We have been lifting you in prayer at our church and will continue to do so. We send you our love.

Joyce Weaver <Goobergram@aol.com>
Johnstown, PA USA - Wednesday, February 16, 2000 at 03:18 PM (CST)
Dearest Leslie,
Happy St. Valentine's Day. I hope today's a good day for you. Your dear doggie Dakota is lying at my feet, close as usual. She and Emily are my responsibilities just now. Pap is in Johnstown visiting your great Aunt Olga Zolbe, who is now in the same lovely nursing home as your Great, Great Aunt Mary Zolbe. Mary and Olga, along with your mother and me, are members of the Mrs. Zolbe Club, having married Zolbe boys Oscar, Tom, Paul, and Matthew. We had a group photo taken at your parents' EXCELLENT wedding reception, fifteen years ago in North Canton, Ohio. Kisses and hugs to everyone at your house and to every precious person who reads these words. I thank God every day for each one. I love to say everyone's name. Someday we'll ALL have a group photo taken.
Love from afar, Momsie xxxooo

Carolyn Zolbe <CZolbe@aol.com>
Arlington, Va. USA!!! - Monday, February 14, 2000 at 03:30 PM (CST)
Happy Valentine'd Day, Leslie and family. You are still in our hearts and prayers. I wish you continued improvement. The subsiding body tremors is good news. All my best; gotta run, but wanted to check in.


Chris Hoyt, PSGC
- Monday, February 14, 2000 at 12:56 PM (CST)
Happy Valentines Day to you. Much love to you Leslie and your family. We love you and care for you deeply. I prayed for you yesterday in church, and the candles on the altar seemed to shine more vivid than usual. I wish I could send you my energy - I'll keep trying.


- Monday, February 14, 2000 at 08:00 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie! A belated Happy Birthday to you!! Taylor mentioned your celebration and I really have been meaning to write you. He's a pretty great brother you have!! He keeps me updated on your progress. Would you like me to update you on his progress??!! ÜÜ Actually he's doing great in piano. I know that he and I both hope you'll be up to playing duets with him soon. You could get some really great sounds jiving! It's pretty cool being a teenager, huh? All the fun has just begun! Our prayers continue to be with you that you will feel up to all the great things that you want to do. What a test of endurance you've gone through! AND you are doing GREAT!! Keep it up!! My love and prayers! Janet Apken.
Janet Apken <deapken@bigplanet.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Friday, February 11, 2000 at 09:13 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! How exciting to be 13! We all send you our warmest birthday greetings. You are loved and cherished by the entire Girlchoir family.
Love, Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Thursday, February 10, 2000 at 11:32 PM (CST)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESLIE!! FROM THE DEBUT CHOIR!! We are all following your progress closely. You have a wonderful birthday. I will be praying that you get your birthday wish and more. Of course that is our birthday wish for you, that you will be able to eat your cake! They're are many girls in debut that can't wait to meet you, and of course all you old friends are waiting to be able to see you again. Love, Patty
Patty Hobizal <hobi4@juno.com>
Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, February 09, 2000 at 02:56 PM (CST)
Happy Birthday, Leslie.
I hope you are feeling well, and so get your birthday wish. If you approach being a teenager with the same determination and graciousness that you've used to battle your illness, then you will have a wonderful time. This reminds me of a poem from one of my favorite philosophers, Dr. Seuss:

Today you are you,
That is truer than true;
There is no one alive
Who is you-er than you.
Shout loud, "I am lucky to be who I am!
Thank heavens I'm not just a ham or a clam,
Or a dusty old jar of sour gooseberry jam!"

Happy, happy birthday.

Chris Hoyt
- Wednesday, February 09, 2000 at 02:51 PM (CST)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR LESLIE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.... TODAY YOU ARE THIRTEEN!!! HOW EXCITING!!!

Many happy returns of the day.... We're thinking about you with warmest thoughts!!

Love,
Mary and Dick Bentz

Mary Bentz
Bethesda, MD - Wednesday, February 09, 2000 at 10:35 AM (CST)
Happy 13th BIRTHDAY!!!!!
A teenager...keep up your positive and spunky attitude. We remember the days of birthday celebrations in Mrs. David's class. Mr. Turner was always there to give you your birthday spanking:) Keep your sweet smile...we want this to be your year of feeling really, really GOOD!

Jeanne, Kelly, Corey and Jeff Barr <barrzoo@aol.com>
- Tuesday, February 08, 2000 at 11:02 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie, All the very best wishes for your birthday and that your birthday wish will come true. We are sorry to hear you have been having such a tough time. May you quickly get it behind you. Love from The Hermanns

Anne Hermann <rherm65128@aol.com>
Arlington, - Tuesday, February 08, 2000 at 01:05 PM (CST)
Leslie, Happy, happy birthday. Your birthday wish is so simple and basic. I will pray with all my hear that you get your birthday wish. Imagine - a teenager! I was always the oldest in my class, and when I turned 13, I remember proclaiming to everyone at the bus stop that I was a teenager. Nobody believed me, but I didn't care. I knew, and I felt so transformed! I don't think I've ever wanted someone to get their birthday wish as much as I want you to have yours. Thank you for writing. Much love and e-hugs,
Chris Hoyt
- Monday, February 07, 2000 at 01:12 PM (CST)
My dear Leslie,
I love reading your entries. It feels just like we're talking in person!
Happy (early) Birthday! I, too, hope you'll be feeling better for it. Soon Girlchoir will be doing the Informance.This year we have shortened it so we can add a 45 min Teacher Appreciation Concert. We look forward to the time you'll resume your spot on the risers.
Love to you and your family,
Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Sunday, February 06, 2000 at 08:16 PM (CST)
Dearest Leslie, Sorry you are having such a tough week. It means so much to us to see your entry in your own hand. We will pray that you do feel well for your birthday. That chocolate loaf sounds like a pretty good inspiration. Much love, Colleen and family
The Dykemas <ColleenDykema@aol.com>
Arlington, , Va. USA - Sunday, February 06, 2000 at 01:30 PM (CST)
Leslie, My Dear, You are a wonder! And, you are a wonderful writer. I hope you will soon feel better so you can write more. Perhaps you can dictate to ol' Dad or into a dictaphone for later. Your thoughts are terrific and we thank you for sharing. I commend for your enjoyment a fine novel by a very fine children's author (oh I know, you are a teenager not a child, but even the teachers listen in when I read this one because there is such wonderful English on these pages). It is
"Baby" by Patricia Maclaughlin. She speaks often of 'wondrous words' and she uses them herself in description and simile. We eagerly await your return to the wonderous voices of the Girlchoir. Take best of care.
Alum Mum Saalborn and Co.


- Sunday, February 06, 2000 at 12:52 PM (CST)
Hey Leslie! Sorry I didn't get around to writing last week, I had tons of homework!! It took me forever to get it done, but I finally finished it=) Sorry to hear that you're still not feeling good=( Good to see you writing to us more! Happy Birthday! I hope you have a GREAT birthday:) Well, I gotta go email some people, so I'll write to you next week:)
Laters,
Amy

Amy Craw <AmyJCraw@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Saturday, February 05, 2000 at 11:57 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie it's just me Gavin DAVID ANTHONY HITE.Can you believe I got adopted? Well I got to go. Get well soon! Bye bye
Gavin Hite
Vancouver, Wa - Saturday, February 05, 2000 at 06:38 PM (CST)
Happy Friday, Leslie. It's been a busy week for me at work and at home. I've been putting off signing your guestbook, looking for some calm and serene time to write a bit. That's just not going to happen this week! I saw your mom on TV last night - she was great. I hope this week is better for you. We talk about you at choir every week. You are really missed, but we know you are doing all you can to get well. I continue to find your strength and courage amazing. Take care,
Chris Hoyt, PSGC alum-mum
- Friday, February 04, 2000 at 12:34 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie,
Again, I find myself looking at your picture above my desk and wondering how your doing. Sounds like a bit uneasy right now, but don't worry every thing takes time, including healing. You are such a neat kid. I again, wish you the best in your recovery. I am amazed at how much strength you continue to demonstrate. may the Lord continue to shine in your direction and bring you tons of sunshine!! I wish you comfort, the feeling that comes from knowing how much others care for you. But most of all I wish you peace... the calm that comes from trusting in something beyond yourself.. the ease that comes from surrendering worry and anxiety to a greater power. Much love to you..your a beautiful child. Love, Maryjane Cricks

Maryjane Cricks Phlebotomy Professionals Inc. <mjc91741@aol.com>
Glendora, Ca. USA - Thursday, February 03, 2000 at 03:57 PM (CST)
Leslie,
Greating from snowy Ohio. Winter is here in full force. We are pulling for you that you can over come this virus and be back to yourself in record time. We check on you all the time, we never wavier in our faith that your will be better soon.

The Matricard's-Dennis, Paula, Margee, Jared, Moly and Jake <pmatrica@neo.rr.com.>
North Canton, Oh Stark - Thursday, February 03, 2000 at 03:16 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie,
We are thinking of you daily and sending our prayers from Pennsylvania. We have over a foot of snow. The kids have been off of school quite a bit due to the snow. They love it! We have a hill in our back yard that has gotten alot of use sled riding in the past 3 weeks when all of this started. I am ready for Spring!!!! Keep fighting tough sweetie. We love you!
The Dube's, Brenda, Tom, Grant & Blake

Brenda Dube' <DubeBrn@aol.com>
Dallastown, PA USA - Thursday, February 03, 2000 at 02:12 PM (CST)
Leslie,
Hope the week is going good for you. I loved the message you received from your Uncle Jeff. I am so proud of him. He has always been a very special person to me. I wish I could see him more. I have such great memories of him & all my other cousins. We were all very lucky to be able to grow up together. Now everyone has moved all over & it's hard to see or keep in touch with each other. I can't wait to read your weekly update this weekend. As always we are praying for you.
Love, Annette

Annette Everett <Annette.Everett@CRBard.Com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, February 03, 2000 at 08:15 AM (CST)
Hey there Leslie!!

I'm hoping by today those meds are working away at the HHV6. I saw your dad Monday night as the boys and I were running into Boyscouts, but didn't get to say more than "hi" and "bye" and a quick encouragement to Christian about teaching Alex (a basketball teammate)how to get "un-polite" in the game!
I also forgot to mention about how your mom makes such a GLAMOROUS & BEAUTIFUL movie star!!!!!!!!!!! Our television is at eye level and I was standing right in front of it, putting a movie in the VCR, when all of a sudden this soothing voice came across the airwaves. I looked eye to eye with your momma and listened to her words of encouragement and heartfelt wishes of the Leukemia Society (I believe that was what the commercial was for). I was kind of surprised to see her, so it took me a moment to grasp what she was saying to us. SURPRISE!
Anyways, Jarett turned two on 1/23 and I cannot wait until you two can stomp some mud puddles together again. Baseball season is coming up and believe me, I'll be missing you!!!!!!!!! I put your dad's name down for coach request for Gavin's team, I'm not sure if he's ready to move up yet, but if he is, I want the best coach there is!!!! (Is that enough smoozin' Matthew?)
Gotta run for now, honey. We keep on praying for you and thinking and talking about you all the time. You'll nail this, just like before!!!

Love ya lots! Janelle, Scott, Gavin and Jarett

The Hite's <hitejanell@aol.com>
vancouver, - Wednesday, February 02, 2000 at 10:04 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie, Glad to hear the fevers are coming down a bit and the tremors may be improving a little. We are in awe of your courage as you battle on enable these improvements to happen. Being that sick really brings home to you and to all of us just what a gift it is to be able to engage in one of life's simplest things, like going for a walk. I was happy to see that Laura, the lovely young lady we met at the march, dropped you a line. Like you, she is very rich in spirit. Sounds like you're making great progress on the GVH front. I know your counts aren't great, your body does seem to be fighting the virus through so at least they are put to good use. Hugs and prayers from all of us- Colleen
The Dykemas <ColleenDykema@aol.com>
Arlington,, VA. USA - Wednesday, February 02, 2000 at 09:24 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie,
My name is Shari Nathan, my sister Andrea knows your dad through work. I am a kindergarten teacher in California, and am currently training to run a marathon to help raise funds and awareness for the Leukemia Society of America. A donation was made to the Leukemia Society in your honor, and I wanted you to know that with each step I take you are in my thoughts and prayers. Wishing you all the best! -Shari

Shari Nathan <snathan123@home.com>
Pleasanton, CA USA - Wednesday, February 02, 2000 at 12:38 AM (CST)
Hi Leslie, sorry to hear you are feeling pretty crummy. I hope you gave your brothers a run for their money at Sorry. We like to play that game, but every time we do, someone gets upset, thus the name, Sorry. It was beautiful here today...about 30 degrees and sun shining. We have about 6 inches of snow on the ground. Trey, Trevor & Amanda love to play in it. We think of you every day and pray that God will bless you. Keep strong & couragious.
Love, Lea, Jim, Trey, Trevor & Amanda

Lea foote
Crystal Lake, IL - Tuesday, February 01, 2000 at 08:10 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie,
You write so much better than your dad. He must have gone to some two bit colege like Randolph-Macon. We really did enjoy your update very much. When you get your white count up to 1.5 we will celebrate by sending you the CD of your choice. Will especially likes Will Smith. We often think about what a tough fighter you are. The tougher the fight the sweeter the victory!
Love and strength,
The Sowers family

Sowers family <Sowersbs@aol.com>
Midlothian, Va USA - Tuesday, February 01, 2000 at 07:33 PM (CST)
Leslie,
met your momise at the March for Life. She told me a bit about you and gave me the address for your website. I'll be come'n back to see what's up. Give'n ya my best wishes and I'll keep ya in my prayers.


Laura <gem-stone@mailcity.com >
Herndon, Va. U.S.A. - Thursday, January 27, 2000 at 07:51 PM (CST)
Dearest Leslie, I want to echo Chris Hoyt's words..."you are strong and smart and witty!" You cannot imagine how happy your faithful band of pray-ers felt, seeing your first person journal entry on Sunday, feeling so close to you, "hearing" your thoughts and feelings. On Monday Colleen and I attended Mass at St. Agnes and went with the St. Agnes contingent by bus to the Ellipse for the March for Life. I carried my usual sign which includes my own baby picture. (It is the same sign I carried when you rode in the fancy pram in the 1989 March for Life.) This year your picture was on the sign, too. I'll send you a picture of the sign. Life is precious, isn't it!!!
Love from afar, Momsie xxxooo

Carolyn Zolbe <CZolbe@aol.com>
Arlington, Va. - Wednesday, January 26, 2000 at 05:21 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie! It's soooo good to hear from you! It's always a treat to see that you've writen=) Must be annoying to not be able to move around much=( At least they know what's up now so you can get better! Keep up the GREAT work=) Have a good week:-)
Laters,
Amy

Amy Craw <AmyJCraw@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Tuesday, January 25, 2000 at 11:54 PM (CST)
Here's one of my favorite Bible verses........a gift from God to YOU:
The Lord your God is in your midst, a victorious warrior. He will exult over you with joy,
He will be quiet in His love,
He will rejoice over you with shouts of joy.
Zephaniah 3:17

With love and prayers...



- Tuesday, January 25, 2000 at 08:20 PM (CST)
Leslie, What a pleasure to hear from you. Not that your parents are poor writers, quite the contrary, they are excellent and getting better all the time. But their letters are always so replete with statistics and procedures, while yours are always so full of life. Don't let those shakes get you down. A guy I used to work with, he's now retired, had the shakes and we worked together for nearly 15 years. He also had degrees in economics and law and taught both subjects at universities in the US and France. We all hope to hear from you again soon.
Ray, Penny, and Alex <rjbefa@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, January 25, 2000 at 06:31 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie,
Thank you for writing -- we really appreciate you sharing your thoughts. I do have trouble sometimes to figure out if my message comes through, so you might get two or three from me at once, but I hope at least one!
Winter is really hitting us today, but it is quite beautiful to see everything covered in white.
All best wishes from all of the Hermanns.

Anne Hermann <rherm65128@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 25, 2000 at 03:17 PM (CST)
Leslie, so good to hear from YOU! Thank you for writing the journal entry. I know how hard it must be, given your shakes. I want you to know I really appreciated the effort. Good news that you can be home for your IV's, though, even though it's the equivalent of a full-time job (3 IV's * 3 hrs = 9 hrs)! You may not be able to go out to the kitchen whenever you want, but I'll bet you have your couch. I think it's natural to be afraid, especially when your body reacts to medication. You have so much going for you. You are strong and smart and witty. You have a caring family and a caring community of friends and comrades that will lend you moral support and offer prayers and help for whatever you need. I am confident that you will come through this in your Leslie style, teaching the rest of us about faith and hope and determination. Until next time,
Chris Hoyt, PSGC alum-mum
- Monday, January 24, 2000 at 01:07 PM (CST)
Dear Niece, I am in Texas visiting mom and dad. We pray for you every nite and am glad you are back home. I am having fun but it will be a lot more fun when you get stronger and we can see each other. You keep being brave and take care! Love to my favorite niece, Uncle Jeff

Jeff Taylor
Georgetown, Texas - Sunday, January 23, 2000 at 08:39 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie: I am so happy that you are able to write in your own journal today. It means so much to hear from you and for you to share how things are with you and what you are thinking. I printed your journal entry today because I will use it in my prayers for you tonite and give a brief recap to God when I pray for you during the night for however long or short my wakefulness is. First I'm going to thank God that you do not have GVH and again thank Him that today you feel pretty good. I'm going to be on the team that's praying for your "shakes" to go away and also that your upset stomach will be less and less. When that happens your days will be much better. Sometimes I just ask God to take good care of YOU and don't ask for anything specific. He knows our wants and our needs, so mostly I try to let it up to HIM, but since we heard directly from you, I hear what you are saying and so I'm going heavy on the tremors and the upset tummy. Winter has hit Washington, D.C. and it is freezing cold outside, but I can look at my garden and know that in the midst of all of this bitter cold, the flowers in my garden are putting down deeper roots so that they can flourish in the springtime. Springtime will come to you, too, dear young lady. We are praying and praying hard for you. Have you looked at the visitor number on your website... you'll soon be visited by 20,000. We are a dedicated and caring bunch we are... When you are feeling so poorly, please remember that we're hanging on tight and that our prayers for you are plentiful and true. Have a good evening and a good day tomorrow. Much love to you and your family..
Mary Bentz


Mary Bentz
- Sunday, January 23, 2000 at 07:57 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie,

It's so good to read an entry in your own hand! You've set so many firsts on the hospital, you are first in our hearts and we continue to pray for your progress and recovery!

Patty, Alex and Glenn Rennemann <pagrennema@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Sunday, January 23, 2000 at 05:56 PM (CST)
My dear Leslie,
I loved reading the entry today in your own "voice". I'm so glad that you're back home. I am in total awe of your strength and courage. Hang in there. We're all praying for you.
Love, Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland,, OR USA - Sunday, January 23, 2000 at 03:13 PM (CST)
My darling Leslie,
I want you to know how much you are loved and how much your friends at Girlchoir treasure you and are praying for you. I'm sorry that you have to be away from your couch and home, but I'm glad that you are in good hands. Love also to your Mom, Dad, and brothers. Thank you for keeping us updated.
Roberta
Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Saturday, January 22, 2000 at 11:12 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie!!

I want you to have your couch back too!!!! I am so sorry that you have to be back in the hospital and am keeping you in my heart...the girls sing with you in their song and your riser position is secure! Strength and faith be yours...

Love,
Deb

Deb Burgess <rdaburgess@integrityonline.com>
Ptld., OR - Saturday, January 22, 2000 at 09:54 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie, It doesn't surprise me that you were the one BMT patient who turned the curve on getting off the vent at OHSU in September. God's grace and your personal stregnth and faith are a pretty powerful combination. I know you would rather be home than in the hospital, yet what a relief that the doctors have been able to identify exactly what virus is causing your meningitis. Finally there is a plan of attack. Keep up your spirit. There is a full moon out the window and my neighbors lawns are covered in snow. It is even more beautiful than usual. God's presence rings out in the night, and along side of you dear Leslie. With hopes and prayers for steady improvement and the comfort of your own couch. Much love, Colleen and family
The Dykemas
Arlington,, VA USA - Saturday, January 22, 2000 at 08:12 PM (CST)
Leslie and Family,
Leslie we are sorry that you had to go back to the hospital with your on going fevers. Atleast the doctors found the cause and we hope you feel better real soon!
The Killion's

Kathy Killion <CKkillion@aol.com>
Vancouver, wa 98683 - Friday, January 21, 2000 at 09:56 PM (CST)
Leslie, Sorry to hear you're back in the hospital and still feeling yucky. I can sympathize with wanting your couch back. Mine is pretty comfortable and feels oh, so warm and cozy when I don't feel well. Compared to a hospital bed with a plastic cover - yuck! - I'll take the couch every time. I'm going up your way tonight (Friday). My aunt is on the 9th floor at OHSU, just having had some surgery, and I am going to visit her. I will think of you, too. Get well, lean to left and fight those icky herpes bugs. I need to get back to work. Stay strong.

Chris Hoyt, alum-mum, PSGC
- Friday, January 21, 2000 at 04:14 PM (CST)
thank you so much for the important updates, we are all hanging in there and praying bundles!

- Friday, January 21, 2000 at 11:49 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie,
I just read your parents latest update. I was sorry to hear that you had to go back to the hospital. But it's good that the doctors now know why you have been feeling so bad. I know you will do your best & beat this too. We are all praying for you. You are such a brave girl.
Love, Annette

Annette Everett <Annette.Everett@CRBard.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, January 21, 2000 at 08:28 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie: I have not checked your page lately, however have you in my mind and HEART all the time. I continue to pray that you progresss in your recovery. We still are holding bone marrow drives in the Portland area and hope to find matches for all patients. Again you are an inspiration to both myself and the whole LA BMT Team.

Much love,

Maryjane Cricks PHLEBOTOMY PROF. INC.

Maryjane <mjc91741@AOL.COM>
Glendora, , CA usa - Thursday, January 20, 2000 at 08:42 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie,
It's been awhile since I checked in on you. But I haven't stopped praying. I hope you can kick this virus soon. I don't think I could fight like you do. We are all pulling for you and pray this all ends soon and 2000 will be much brighter for you and your family. I'm glad you were able to be home for Christmas. We finally got on line this week so I have my own e-mail address now. About time I caught up with the times, don't you think! We love you kiddo, lots of hugs and kisses to you and your family. Love, Brenda, Tom, Grant & Blake

Brenda Dube' <DubeBrn@aol.com>
Dallastown, PA USA - Thursday, January 20, 2000 at 12:31 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie!

Keep fighting and keep your spirits up.
We know you can do it. We'll keep praying
for you everyday. God bless you Leslie.
We miss you get better soon.

love,
April Carroll

April Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2000 at 06:35 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie'
I am a tiny Angel
I'm smaller than your thumb;
I live in people's pockets
That's where I have my fun.
I don't suppose you've seen me,
I'm too tiny to detect;
Though I'm with you all the time,
I doubt we've ever met.
Before I was an Angel
I was a fairy in a flower;
God, Himself, hand-picked me,
And gave me Angel power.
Now God has many Angels
That He trains in Angel pools;
We become His eyes, and ears, and hands
We become his special tools.
And because God is so busy,
With way too much to do;
He said that my assignment
Is to keep close watch on you.
When He tucked me in your pocket
He blessed you with Angel care;
Then told me never leave you,
And I vowed always to be there.
Leslie, We do pray that your tiny Angel in in your pocket and is working with you to kick this virus out of your system. We pray for you always.

Sue Wyszynski
- Wednesday, January 19, 2000 at 04:16 PM (CST)
Dearest Leslie and family,

Our prayers are with you to fight off that virus, fight off that virus!!! YOU'RE STRONG, YOUR FAMILY IS STRONG AND WE'RE CALLING PEOPLE TO START UP MORE POSITIVE THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS TO BE SENT YOUR WAY!!!

Patty Rennemann <pagrennema@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2000 at 12:50 PM (CST)
HI LESLIE, SORRY TO HEAR THAT LAST WEEK WAS SO UP AND DOWN FOR YOU. I WAS ROOTING FOR THOSE REDSKINS, BUT THEY FELL A LITTLE SHORT. TO ME, LOOSING IS BAD ENOUGH-BUT-BY ONE POINT! THAT'S EXTRA HARD TO TAKE. YOU HANG IN THERE, WE ARE ALL PRAYING FOR YOU.
YOUR FRIEND, JOE

JOE GILBERT
- Tuesday, January 18, 2000 at 10:07 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie and family,
Just read the update this Monday morning. I'm sorry to hear the the white counts are down. I'm sure you will fight with all your might to get them back up. I was glad to hear that you had some good days last week. What a roller coaster! We will continue to keep you in our prayers. I had to take my baby, who's 6'2" and 17 years old, to the doctor this weekend. He has strep throat. (And he's not a very good patient.) Lots of yucky stuff going on out there. Stay well, and well out of the way of the rest of us germy people! Are you getting ready for the Super Bowl?? A perfect father-daughter activity, if you ask me. I will go to my parent's home this weekend to watch it with my dad. Speaking of football, here's a little cheer to keep you going (When I do this kind of stuff it REALLY enbarasses my kids!). Chanted to the cadence of "Lean to the left . . ."

Virus on the left,
Germs on the right
Beat 'em! Bust 'em
Fight! Fight! Fight!

Best wishes to you and your family.

Chris Hoyt, PSGC alum-mum
- Monday, January 17, 2000 at 02:27 PM (CST)
Leslie,
I was glad to hear your week was better then the past week. Great news about the MRI. Sorry to hear that you weren't feeling so great on Friday. I wish you were here in Az. You could be sitting outside enjoying the warm weather. It's about 15 degrees above nornal for this time of year. It's in the low 80's. The weather is great but I would like it to be in the 60's for a few months. Hope you have a good week.
Love, Annette

Annette Everett <Annette.Everett@CRBard.Com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, January 17, 2000 at 12:50 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie, Glad the MRI results were good. So sorry that you have to struggle with the counts. Sounds like the fever is depleting them. Just remember that in your delicate state after the transplant, and with a virus, there are going to continue to be a lot of ups and downs. Things can change for the better just as quickly as the downward turn they took on Friday, so keep plugging and we will all continue to pray for the upturn. The 5 glasses of milk sounds like a real accomplishment. It may not be achieving all that was hoped for, but I'm sure you're stronger with those 5 glasses than you would be without them. On our end I have some good news to report about Sister Benedict at St. Charles, who is very fond and proud of you. She underwent 6 way heart bypass surgery on December 23rd and is recuperating well. Just came back into town from the motherhouse this week for her first appointment at the hospital. We all know that you are doing everything you can and more than most of us could. With love and prayers for a better week next week. Colleen and family
The Dykemas
Arlington, Va. USA - Sunday, January 16, 2000 at 08:49 PM (CST)
Hey Leslie! Sorry you're not feeling so good=( At least you had a couple of good days=) I bet you're happy about that. I wish they would find out what's going on! It looks like the guestbook deleted one of my entries, I hope you got it before it deleted it. It's been a pretty bad week for me, my favoirte teacher is leaving!! I was pretty sad when I heard. Also, I was fighting a flu bug all week, so I wasn't at school, but I went on Friday to say goodbye. Well, I hope you feel better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Laters,
Amy

Amy Craw <AmyJCraw@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Sunday, January 16, 2000 at 11:57 AM (CST)
Leslie,
Here at Team In Training, we keep the buzz going about you as TNT alums trade e-mails and updates as they hear of any. We all keep pulling and praying for you and your mom & dad & brothers. We'll keep training and running & walking for you.
Pat Todd

Pat Todd <pat@teamintraining.org>
Portland, OR - Saturday, January 15, 2000 at 06:53 PM (CST)
Leslie,
Sorry that you are stil not feeling well. We are all thinking about you in Virginia. It is Redskin game time, so I've got to hurry. Our best wishes to you, your mom and dad and brothers. We are praying for your recovery! This new year will truly be better! Love, Linda

Linda Shilts <lshilts@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, , Va - Saturday, January 15, 2000 at 03:27 PM (CST)
Hi there Leslie dear!
I thought I'd and say hi to you. How did you enjoy our "OFF KEY - WE WILL BE!" caroling group????????
Actually your neighbors on the corner saved us!!!!!!!!!
I told your dad that we had planned on singing 'Jingle Bells' but someone at the last minute suggested 'Jingle Bell Rock' which I felt like only I knew the words to. Ofcourse I was the WORST singer in the group! But the kids all enjoyed themselves. It was all mom's idea and I couldn't think of a better way to spending part of our evening!
Let's hope and pray 2000 is going to be your year to say good bye to all of this!!!
Love ya Leslie, Janelle

Janelle, Scott, Gavin and Jarett <hitejanell@aol.com>
vancouver, - Thursday, January 13, 2000 at 09:20 PM (CST)
Hi kiddo!
Been awhile. I've been watching your ups and downs on these reports. HHMMMMM...... What's up with this virus thing? This is getting alittle old. Maybe those prayers need to be down on the (OLD) knees. I know that you have never given up on your faith. It shows in your constant strength. We miss hearing from you. Would like to come by and give you a ride in my new wheels! I'll wear the mask or you can. (PSST...it's a new bug.Green. the best color!!!)
Well, listen kiddo. Please keep up your strength. I know how hard it is to eat, but eat you must. (But you can't in my new bug. Well, if you would promise not to spill, I'ld let You eat!)
You take care. Call me for that ride!
Mrs. N


- Wednesday, January 12, 2000 at 11:06 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie and gang. You keep fighting that virus, and eat drink, walk, eat drink walk. Listen to Mom and Dad!!! It will help you get your strength back. I gave a jump for joy when I read about the blood thing. (I'm not even going to pretend I understand it at all). It sounds like a God thing to me. We keep sending prayers your way.

Jim just flew into Portland awhile ago and said that there was snow on the ground out there. Have you seen it?? He will be there all week. I wish I could have went with him. I need my Vancouver fix. The kids say hello and "get better". Hope all went well with your MRI today. I will check the update tomorrow. SEE YA

Lea

Lea Foote & Family
Crystal Lake, IL USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2000 at 04:24 PM (CST)
Hey Leslie Girl!
Hi! This is Ally Cross from Girlchoir. I heard that you have to get an MRI. Well, isn't it weird? I just had one too! My doctor still isn't done fixing my hips and he wanted me to have an MRI to see if there was anything else they could do. It was kind of weird being in there, but it wasn't to terrible. It was done early in the morning, so I was half-asleep through most of it anyway. Well, my prayers are with you always. Hope that icky bug goes away soon!Have a great day! Love Ally Cross

Ally Cross <pcross2@compuserve.com>
Hillsboro, OR USA - Monday, January 10, 2000 at 09:16 PM (CST)
Fight Leslie Fight!
We encouraged you to battle in our previous E-mail, but upon reading your latest intries, did not find ours, so... FIGHT LESLIE FIGHT!. In your latest update we perceived doubt about the path you have choosen. We cannot imagine how any other path could be taken when someone has the strenght of love and conviction that your family has. So keep faith and know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers. We are sending you the strength and power to help carry you during those moments of doubt. FIGHT!
We are fighting with you.
Love
The Sowers family

Sowers <SOWERSBS@aol.com>
midlothian, va usa - Monday, January 10, 2000 at 07:07 PM (CST)
Good Monday, Leslie and family. I am so sorry to hear that the virus is still hanging around, as well as the tremors and shakes. We will pray even more diligently for your healing. Good news on the chimerism (is that the way it's spelled?) counts! Keep your courage up, Leslie. You've come so far. Love and e-hugs.
Chris Hoyt
- Monday, January 10, 2000 at 02:54 PM (CST)
Leslie,were still thinking and praying for you .Your strength and courage is amazing.Remember a merry heart does
good like medicine.We like the comment about carrying you
in our pocket we'll do that too.

Tanya Putman&Blair Osburn <ClayOsburn@worldnet.att.com>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, January 10, 2000 at 12:14 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie and Family, Sorry you are having such a tough time. Great news about the chimerism results. With 100% of your blood now coming from the donor's marrow I wonder if it would help to take growth factor to speed up white cell production to stregnthen the army fighting the viral meningitis? Considering what you've been through your counts aren't bad, but every little bit extra helps. I hope you will get more spells of quiet to relax your body from the stress of the tremors. We can only begin to imagine how unsettling it must be. Our hearts go out to you dearest Leslie. The Lord knows and embraces your suffering. We pray for your healing. Love,Scott and Colleen

Dykema
Arlington, Va. USA - Sunday, January 09, 2000 at 10:32 PM (CST)
Happy New Year Dear Leslie and family! I'm visiting your website and guestbook and think about you more than you can know. I see your Momsie on a regular basis now since we are doing a concert this week in Norfolk. We're spending a lot of time together. It makes me happy because I get to talk to Momsie in person to see how you are. We're thinking about you and praying that your load will lighten and soon you will begin to feel better. Prayers are still being sent to the Lord in every spare moment. When I awaken thru the night, one of my silent prayers is that you, Leslie, are resting well and that you will be feeling better. God Bless You...
Love,
Mary Bentz


- Sunday, January 09, 2000 at 06:44 PM (CST)
hey there stranger...don't know if you've gotten my e-mails recently but i've been reading your journals...i cry sometimes...i got my ears pierced again yesterday...i now have three holes...wish i could see you...love you soooooo much little sister!
laura zolbe <purple_polar>
mineral, VA USA - Sunday, January 09, 2000 at 02:17 PM (CST)
Good Morning Zolbes - Thank you again for the faithful updates. We think of you often and hold the most positive of thoughts and prayers. I love my friend Judith's expression of holding you in her pocket. I have another special friend from the Middle East who taught me a saying from his culture - "Your mother," he once told me, "holds you on her eyelashes!" You are all upon our lashes and in our hearts. The struggle is immense but the spirit is up to it. The commuinity spirit is just huge and stretches forever! Again, if there is a single thing we can do to lighten your load, put out the call. Fondly, Alum-Mum Saalborn and Co.

- Sunday, January 09, 2000 at 12:34 PM (CST)
Hello to all the Zolbes,

Happy New Millenium ... You have been in my daily thoughts. I like to think that I carry the special folks around with me "in my pocket". I use that expression with a special friend of mine in Colorado ... we "carry" each other when we need a bit of long distance support.

I have been keeping in touch via your site and also the newspapers. I was glad to see that a diagnosis of the infection finally was nailed down. We look forward to news of the "vanquished virus" as Chris Hoyt called it.

Remember, we are "carrying you in our pocket".

Love to all, Judith

Judith Pettibone <grambone@pacifier.com>
Brush Prairie, WA - Saturday, January 08, 2000 at 02:43 PM (CST)
Leslie, It has been so long since I have written. I have not quit thinking about you. We think of you everyday. We sure miss you. Im sorry your not feeling very good. We will keep praying for you! It sounds like you had a great Christmas. How great it must of been to me home with your great family. I have some pictures of you and my kids, before we moved. I will send them to you. Steph, Steve, and Josh Have loved the snow. Soon as they walk in the house the grab their sleds and sled in our front yard. We have a hill going down. They love it. I watch from the window because it is too cold out there. Have a great day We love you so much. We will be in touch.

shellie wright <rt2shellie@aol.com>
Pleasant Grove, UT USA - Friday, January 07, 2000 at 04:07 PM (CST)
Hey, I'm your mom's long lost cousin. Aunt Agnes your grandmother just sent me your email address. I'm sorry about your illness and do pray for you and your family. I have a close friend who has gone throught the same process your traveling. It is truly commendable the strength you have and your family have and others in the same situation. Keep up the spirit and the faith and God will show you through this. You seem to be a beautiful person just like your mom. I haven't seen her in close to 20 years. Give her my love and take care.
Sandy (Elmerick) Armstrong <darmstr@bellsouth.net>
Stuart, FL USA - Thursday, January 06, 2000 at 03:03 PM (CST)
Hi,
We've been keeping up with your updates and then saw the little article in the Oregonian last night. I pray for you all very often and hope the blurb in the paper will remind others to continue to lift you up in prayer, too. Lots of us out here care for you, even though we have never met you. God bless you as you continue to trust Him.


- Thursday, January 06, 2000 at 12:16 PM (CST)
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year, Leslie. I'm sorry to hear that that darn infection is still hanging around. I pray that they find the source soon. We think of you & your family every day. Trey, Trevor and Amanda were asking if we could come pick you and Taylor & Christian up to go to the park. Boy, you don't know how much I wish I could. Those are memories we all hold dear to our hearts. I know you will get better soon. Hang in there sweetie. It must be tough but you are a very strong girl and God is watching over you. We had a quiet Christmas and New Years. We had a family party of our own. We did get our white christmas. We have about 2 inches of snow on the ground and a high of 18 degrees. It's actually below zero with windchill. I snowblowed our driveway for the first time last night. Although, it's cold, the sun shines almost everyday. Well, take care and I'll write again soon.

Kathleen, Thank you for the card. It made my heart smile to hear from you. I pray for strength and peace for you and Matthew and the kids.

Lea Foote <mu64lea@juno.com>
Crystal Lake , IL - Wednesday, January 05, 2000 at 06:40 PM (CST)
DEAR LESLIE AND FAMILY, HAPPY NEW YEAR ! SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT THE ROUGH TIME YOU'VE BEEN HAVING. YOU JUST KEEP GETTING BETTER, WE WILL ALL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR YOU. I'M POSITIVE THE HOLY FAMILY IS WATCHING OVER YOU ALL. LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU AGAIN AT 9:00 SUNDAY MASS AT ST. JAMES.
YOUR FRIEND, JOE

JOE GILBERT <joe_gilbert@co.washington.or.us>
- Wednesday, January 05, 2000 at 04:53 PM (CST)
Good morning and Happy New Year, Leslie and family. I've decided that going from 1999 to 2000 is a little hitting 99,999 on a car. The nines roll to zeros, but it's really not a new beginning. You still have to deal with all the old history, both good and bad, but it's still fun to realize how far you've gone and how far you've yet to go. It's more like a stake in the ground with which we will measure our future successes. So much for the philosophizing. I spent the New Year holiday with a rip-roarin' cold. (I don't think it's flu - I got my shot!) I watched the world-wide celebrations on TV warmed by my couch and comforter. The Eiffel Tower gets my vote for the most beautiful pyrotechnic display. The Washington Monument came in second according to the Hoyt rating system (my opinion).
Finally got back to work today. I am sorry to hear that you are again fighting infections. You are constantly in our prayers. Best wishes for the new year. Here's to a vanquished virus!

Chris Hoyt
- Wednesday, January 05, 2000 at 12:50 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie, Happy New Year! We're so sorry to here your not
feeling well, we pray that you start feeling better soon.
I hope you had a nice Christmas. Pat and I have been busy this week moving into our new house. next week he will need
a vacation from his vaction!! ha ha Take care we will continue to pray for you daily.

Sally Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
vancouver, WA - Tuesday, January 04, 2000 at 09:56 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie,
I have not been able to read an update about you since Dec. 10th because I have been on vacation & our internet service is not working at our home. I am so glad you were able to stay home for the holidays. I pray for you each day & I know you will be feeling better very soon. You hang in there & keep smiling. We are all so proud of you.
Love, Annette


Annette Everett <Annette.Everett@CRBard.Com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, January 04, 2000 at 08:22 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie,
Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you and wanted to wish you happy 2000! I didn't do much celebrating myself - down with the flu! But watched the rest of the world on tv. Back to school tomorrow so that makes me think about you even more. Thanks for all your help with our family for caring and sharing. The family was very excited to be getting so much. The little kids had eyes that were just gleaming. The mom could not speak hardly any English, and was trying so hard to let us know how she felt. As we were getting ready to leave, she clapped her hands together and said, "HAPPY!" And that is one of the best thank-yous I have ever gotten. I know you're really going through it right now and not feeling so great . . . just know that you are ever so loved and in my thoughts. Much love, Mrs. B.

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Tuesday, January 04, 2000 at 01:26 AM (CST)
Hi Leslie and all,

Happy New Year!! I'm sorry you are not feeling well, Leslie, and will continue to hold you in my heart in prayer. I want you to know that we think of you often and are happily anticipating the day when you return to the risers with us, singing joyfully!! Until then we sing, as always,(!)with you in our hearts...Love, Deb

Deb Burgess <rdaburgess@integrityonline.com>
Ptld., OR USA - Monday, January 03, 2000 at 11:08 PM (CST)
Happy New Year!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry you're not feeling too good=( I hope you have a speedy recovery. I'm glad you had a good New Year's Eve. I did too, but I was sooo tired this morning! I stayed up too late, and I payed for it this morning. Well, I gotta get to bed. You're in my prayers. Get Better!
Laters,
Amy

Amy Craw <AmyJCraw@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Sunday, January 02, 2000 at 12:35 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie, Happy New Year! We began the new year going to mass this morning and we gave thanks for all of our blessings. Your transplant was surely one of God's many miracles of 1999. May the new year be filled with good health and good cheer for you. We know you are still not up to speed,and it can be frustrating not to feel as good as you think you should. Christmas must have been a difficult time. Yet, you've come a long way. You have the spirit it takes to make that journey through all the bumps in the road, and through whatever GVH may throw your way. May God bless you and protect you. Much love to your and your family. May the millenium be a new beginning for you. Your courage in time of pain and illness has touched everyone you know. We pray that you will have to endure less in this new year. Hugs, Scott, Colleen and family.

- Saturday, January 01, 2000 at 02:41 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie, It's been way too long since I wrote, but I wanted to say Happy New Year to you!!!! I hope this new millennium is a new beginning of better and great health for you!! My thoughts and prayers are always with you! We have had a good and restful holiday. Wasn't the sunshine great!!?? Taylor has a few songs he could play duets with you on. Are you ready?? Let me know when you are and we can set you two up with some fun music!! Again, have a Great New Year!! Hope you aren't staying up too late! ÜÜ Love, Mrs. Apken
Janet Apken <deapken@bigplanet.com>
- Friday, December 31, 1999 at 09:03 PM (CST)
~Hello Miss Leslie~
I hope you had a wonderful Christmas. Filled with things you love such as sweets, and Amy Grant Christmas. Everytime I listen to that CD I think of you. Your a special young lady leslie. I am sorry when you do not feel well. I am wishing and praying for days filled with good health, and sunshine. Keep being brave, I am so proud of you, you have gotten through so much. I love ya!

Michelle Talbot <Shelbel316@aol>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, December 29, 1999 at 01:52 AM (CST)
Hi Leslie-
Another note from your distant cousin (very distant - I think we met once, years ago when your were much younger!!) I wanted to let you know that I check on you every Monday when I get back in to work. And I know that my grandmother, Bea Jordan, and mother, Janet Karson, say prayers often for you and your family. I'm so glad you were able to enjoy Christmas at home with your family, and I think of you often.
Stay tuff and stick in there, we are all here, everywhere, thinkin' and praying for your good health. Many thanks to your parents for keeping us updated. Happy New Year!!!!

Kim Morgan <kmorgan@uakron.edu>
Akron, OH - Tuesday, December 28, 1999 at 01:38 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie and family,
Happy, happy holidays. Leslie, I'm so sorry to hear that you are feeling down and battling fevers. We're keeping you in our prayers, and will add this symptom to the list. What a wonderful Christmas you must have had - homemade tree and home for the holidays!

I liked your dad's description of your Christmas tree. When I think back on all the Christmas trees that have graced our holidays, my favorites were the "Charlie Brown" trees - the kind that needed the Christmas spirit to make them lush and bright. One Christmas when I was young (er, younger!) my parents couldn't afford a tree, so my dad made one out of the dicarded branches that other people had cut off their trees. He found a long, thin log and drilled holes all around. He plugged the found branches into the holes, and, PRESTO! a beautiful green tree. I've not had a living tree for the last four years because of my daughter's (Jessica) asthma. I have a tin tree from Mexico that looks lovely when the 24 candles are lit. I really like your dad's creative idea of a family-built tree. He must love you an awful lot!

We had a great Christmas. My children and I celebrated on Christmas Eve. They were with their father on Christmas Day, and I went to my parent's house. My parents, two brothers, and two nieces celebrated with way too much food. After dinner we gathered 'round the piano and sang Christmas carols. We were really out of tune and short on harmony, but the fellowship was great. A "joyful noise" in every sense!

Leslie, to those of us who visit your web site and wait and pray, your 100-day anniversary was a wonderful Christmas present. Thank you for your gift of courage and patience. And thanks, too, to your family for their gift of love, humor, and faithfulness. "God bless us, everyone."

Chris Hoyt <choyt@plaza.ds.adp.com>
Portland, OR - Tuesday, December 28, 1999 at 11:54 AM (CST)
Hi Leslie,

You don't know me, but I am a very good friend of your grandmother even though I only see her about once a year. We sang in the Paul Hill Chorale together for 6 years and now my husband and I are singing in another Washington chorus. She sent me the URL of you web page in her Christmas note and I just spent a whole bunch of time reading all about you. You sound like a remarkable young lady.

I think the internet is a wonderful way to let all of those people who care about you know how things are going. We had a friend last year who was very sick who had a similar site and we really appreciated the time he and his wife took to keep it up. I have another good friend who had a bone marrow transplant about 3 and a half years ago. She is doing fine now, but I have a pretty good idea how rough some of this has been for you.

I'm sure there are lots of people out there who would like to give you a big hug every day and are keeping you in their prayers. You can add me to that list.

Take care.

Elaine Wunderlich

Elaine Wunderlich <elaine@marlaine.com>
Laurel, MD USA - Monday, December 27, 1999 at 02:31 PM (CST)








Dear Leslie, Glad you had a good Christmas. You and your family truly embody the spirit of Christmas all year. The bishop said mass at our church on Christmas day. Patrick was already scheduled to be an altar boy, so he had the special privdeledge of serving the bishop. We prayed for you both in Church and at home. I couldn't help think what a gift it is that even with your fevers and trembling you embrace the Christmas spirit so fully. Try not to be discouraged about school. It sounds like the staff is really supportive, and your work will be there for you when you are ready for it. I hope you will get a handle soon on the source of the fevers. Meanwhille you are doing a great job of coping. The singing sounds like a lot of fun, as well as therapeutic. Between sing-a-longs and parties with someone playing the piano, we did more Christmas singing this year, than I can remember doing in a very long time. Our hearts are with you always. Continuing to pray for better days in the new year. Much love, Colleen, Scott, and family




Dykemas
Arlington, , Va. USA - Sunday, December 26, 1999 at 03:05 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie, Merry Christmas!! It's a day late, sorry about that. I tried to write yesterday, but my brother got a new computer game and wouldn't let me on=( Oh well. I've glad you guys are enjoying my entries, it's fun to write:-) Don't worry about emailing me, I can understand how hard it would be to write with your hands trembling. When you get all your strength back you'll have lots of time to write! I hope you figure out why you're been having fevers, it must be kinda annoying not knowing. I'm glad you're doing well with your schoolwork!!! Speaking of schoolwork, I have a science project to finish so I better get off(not that I really want to do it...hehehe). Have a happy New Year if I don't write before then!
Laters,
Amy

Amy Craw <AmyJCraw@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Sunday, December 26, 1999 at 01:59 PM (CST)
Merry Christmas Zolbe Family,
We were glad to hear of your great Christmas! We thought of you all, and think about how your family helps us remember the true meaning of Christmas, which of course is love for one another. Your unfailing love and support for one another is an inspiration. We look forward to the time that will bring our two families together to celebrate everyones good health. We pray for you like all the people out there who abviously love you. If Leslie's recovery could be sped up by well wishes alone, she would be completly cured. So add our hopes for quick recovery .
Merry Christmas, The Sowers Family

Sowers <Sowersbs@aol.com>
Midlothian, Va usa - Sunday, December 26, 1999 at 01:02 PM (CST)
MERRY CHRISTMAS PRINCESS! WE WERE SO PLEASED YOU HAD A GREAT DAY AND YOUR STOCKING GOT STUFFED. HURRY UP AND GET ALL BETTER SO THAT YOUR FRIENDS AND EXTENDED FAMILY CAN GIVE YOU HUGH HUGS. LOVE ALWAYS, grandpa and grandma from deep in heart of Texas

- Saturday, December 25, 1999 at 10:27 PM (CST)
Leslie and family,
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! The card was wonderful. I will keep it always. I do hope you are feeling better today Leslie. The tree sounds unique, do take lots of pictures.

Sue Wyszynski
- Saturday, December 25, 1999 at 10:48 AM (CST)
Dearest Leslie,
It's past midnight here. I just finished watching Pope John Paul II celebrate Midnight Mass at St. Peter's in Rome.
On the morning of the 24th Pap and I drove (with Emily and Dakota) to Johnstown. It was snowing! We visited Aunt Olga, who is in the hospital. Then we took Kathryn Bowman, who is 92, with us to Grandview Cemetery where we put holly on the graves of Pap's, Kathryn's and my parents.
Later we took Kathryn to Laurel Wood Nursing home to visit her cousin, Aunt Mary Zolbe, who is 97 and still beautiful. Both Kathryn and Mary were Grammy's buddies, and the three of them danced at your parents' wedding!
Everyone we saw asked about you. You're in everyone's prayers.
May your Christmas be happy and blessed.
Love from afar. Momsie xxxooo

Carolyn Zolbe <CZolbe@aol.com>
Arlington, Va. - Saturday, December 25, 1999 at 02:45 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie: We are wishing for you a very Blessed Christmas and we want you to know you are in our thoughts always. I wanted to visit your website before we leave in a few minutes for Minneapolis to spend the holiday with our dear family there. Part of my visit will include a wonderful visit with my Aunt who is a member of the Order of St. Benedict. When I see her at the priory, I will ask her for prayers for you from her and the other sisters there. They are a vigilant group when it comes to praying and it won't be the first time I've asked for prayers from that Community. May you and your family have a wonderful special Christmas this year. May your New Year be filled with Good Health, Love, Peace and much happiness. God Bless You.
Love,
Mary Bentz (unreviewed)


- Friday, December 24, 1999 at 04:55 AM (CST)
DEAR LESLIE AND FAMILY,
SORRY TO HEAR THAT YOUR WEEK WAS SO ROUGH. YOU KEEP ON KEEPIN' ON, THERE ARE SO MANY OF US PRAYING FOR YOU! I WILL BE ATTENDING THE CHILDREN'S MASS AGAIN THIS CHRISTMAS EVE. I REMEMBER YOU WHEN I ATTENDED FOR THE FIRST TIME! TO ME THAT MASS IS Y O U, AND IT HAS BECOME A LARGE PART OF MY CHRISTMAS EACH YEAR. GOD BLESS YOU ALL THIS CHRISTMAS AND ALWAYS!!!
YOUR FRIEND, JOE

JOE GILBERT <joe_gilbert@co.washington.or.us>
HILLSBORO,, OR. USA - Tuesday, December 21, 1999 at 09:28 AM (CST)
LESLIE AND FAMILY,
WE ARE ALWAYS AMAZED AT HOW MANY "HITS" YOUR GUESTBOOK HAS. LIKE WE SAID BEFORE, THAT'S ALOT OF PRAYER POWER COMING YOUR WAY. HANG IN THERE, YOU HAVE ALL COME SUCH A LONG WAY. JUST PASSING THAT 100 DAY MARK IS WONDERFUL. KEEP FIGHTING, AND ITS OK TO YELL AND SCREAM TOO!!! YOU HAVE SOOOOOOO MANY PEOPLE PRAYING AND THINKING OF YOU ALL. HAVE A SAFE, AND BLESSED HOLIDAY.
FROM:
THE KELLY'S (DEBBIE, RAY, RAY AND BRETT)


- Tuesday, December 21, 1999 at 01:07 AM (CST)
Hi Zolbe family, I, too, check your website each Sunday anxiously waiting to hear how you are. Leslie,it does not seem fair that now you have to be so uncomfortable with this infection. You have really fought strong and hard. Just keep it up a little longer, huh? The guestbook entries may not show all the support you really are receiving. I sometimes feel intrusive writing, but I do know that your name comes up in the school and community ALL the time. No less than before. God bless you. I hope you have a beautiful Christmas full of happiness and cheer.
Lynn Hufschmid
- Monday, December 20, 1999 at 12:10 PM (CST)
Dearest Leslie, When I wrote to you earlier this evening I pulled back my copy to make a few spelling corrections and it all disappeared so I started again from scratch but didn't remember everything I wrote you the first time. Congratulations on having passed the l00 day mark. I know you expect to feel better than you do, but this is still a very significant point. I wish this could just be over for you, but having said that being 100 days out from transplant does put you in a much more comfortable spot than before. You are, thank God, approaching the final stages of some of the most troublesome medicines. Each day out from tramsplant is victory a day stronger, although I can imagine that it doesn't always feel that way. The 4 block walk sounded pretty ambitious. Remember Leslie that this too shall pass. Look at what you've come through already. You really are a trooper and yes even troopers are allowed to have down times. With each day your body has a chance to adjust more to its new marrow. Hope this week is better. Maybe they can do a scan to get a better idea what's happending in your gut. Sometimes pockets of infection can be determined from the scan. Meanwhile you are keeping the Christmas spririt going with that original tree of yours. Much love, Colleen
The Dykemas
Arlington, Va. USA - Monday, December 20, 1999 at 01:42 AM (CST)
My dear Leslie,
I'm so sorry that you're feeling crummy. We missed you at our holiday concerts and look forward to having you back in your place on the risers with us. Last Tuesday, Premier sang at the Grotto. Guess who came on after us? Alki! They were warming up downstairs as we were leaving. I was very impressed with
their multiple part singing and their discipline.
I'm going to spend Christmas with my Dad and 2 sisters, plus their families, in Valdosta, Georgia. I'll be thinking of you.
Love to all of you, Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, December 20, 1999 at 12:44 AM (CST)
Merry Christmas Leslie & family. We finally today got online service. So the first thing we did was check to see how you are doing. We are still trying to settle in our new house in IL. Looks like we will have our first white christmas. We miss you guys so much. We miss Vancouver terribly. Kids are adjusting fine. We are looking forward to baseball season this year. It will give the boys a chance to meet new friends. Amanda is in a Jazz dance class and just loves it. Jim is thriving in his job, although we don't see him much. His commute is about an hour to and from work. We are still praying every night for you Leslie and for your family. I was happy to hear that you are still at home. Your tree sounds great. What imagination. Well, I don't want to write a book. I will write again soon. It was so good to hear an update. I feel like we've never left. Keep your spirits high. We love and miss you.

Jim & Lea & kids <mu64lea@juno.com>
Crystal Lake, IL - Sunday, December 19, 1999 at 09:36 PM (CST)
NEVER BELIEVE THAT WE AREN'T CHECKING ON YOU!!! I CHECK ON YOU EVERY SATURDAY EVENING/SUNDAY MORNING. I'M SORRY TO HEAR OF THE ACHES AND PAINS AND TREMORS. I'M HOPING THEY GO AWAY SOON AND THE MEDICINE TO MAKE IT GO AWAY DON'T MAKE THINGS WORSE. IF YOU CAN HAVE ICE CREAM, EAT AWAY. MMMMM. SHOULD SLIP RIGHT DOWN. !! HAHA. WE DOOOO THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME AND PRAY FOR YOU LOTS. I KNOW YOU WILL HAVE A JOYOUSE, BLESSED, AND APPRECIATED CHRISTMAS. WE HAVE THE GIFT OF GOD'S LOVE, AND THAT'S ALL THAT'S REQUIRED IN THIS LIFE. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU AND YOURS AND PLEASE BLOW LOTS OF KISSES TO EVERYONE FOR ME!! THANKS.
SANDI RAMEY <CARAMEY#THEGRID.NET>
MADERA, CA - Sunday, December 19, 1999 at 08:01 PM (CST)
Dearest Leslie, So sorry to hear that you are feeling so crummy. When Scott had his major infection it started with gut pain. It was really the infectious disease doctors that helped him the most. Sometimes two heads are better than one. It must be terribly frustrating for you dealing with so much uncertainty. It's obvious that you and your family have the spirit of Christmas in the beauty of your chair/tree and the love and patience in your hearts. Yesterday I went to a glorious Christmas concert at Kennedy Center that featured a youth symphony and your momsie and Mary Bentz, her firend whom I have become very fond of due to you. Your Pap, Grace and Patrick were there too. As you know your family and friends always carry you with us. Love, hugs and prayers , Colleen and Scott
Dykemas
Arlington, Va. USA - Sunday, December 19, 1999 at 06:42 PM (CST)


- Sunday, December 19, 1999 at 06:35 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie,I'm sorry your not feeling too good. I hope you feel better soon! Your Christmas tree sounds interesting(spell?)! Our's fell last night and some of my mom's favorite ornaments broke, so she throw it out the door. Hehe...Hopefully we'll get it back inside before it dries out....
Everybody misses you at P.S.G.C.
Have a Merry Christmas! I'll be praying for ya.
Laters.
Amy


Amy Craw <AmyJCraw@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Sunday, December 19, 1999 at 04:49 PM (CST)
Guilty as charged, Carolyn! I check the site every Saturday, at least, and have maybe become a little complacent about Leslie's progress. So sorry to hear she's hit a rough patch. My family and I are praying that she'll shake the fever and feel better by Christmas. Keep that fighting spirit, Leslie!
Michelle Burley <DOMERS83@aol.com>
Alexandria, VA - Sunday, December 19, 1999 at 12:29 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie, Local Family and the Fabulous Momsie - You are bullseye right! Many of us have visited often but have not responded. We are mindful and prayerful as always but giving some space for the resting and the healing. Know that we are here and thinking of you all. Call on us if there are identifiable needs we are able to fulfill. I was up fixing a problem on our secretary's computer the other day and noticed a sticky note message pasted thereto: "Pray for Leslie, Pray for Art." I was touched to know that my colleagues care so much about my concerns and yours. Folks take time from their busy schedules to care for and pray for you all. Know that this is happening ALL OVER THE PLACE! Please enjoy the music of the season and the warm, fresh winds of the Northwest as you heal. We look forward to your visible presence in our school, choir and church communities. The best of holidays to you all!! Alum Mum Saalborn and Co.

- Friday, December 17, 1999 at 07:53 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie,
I am so glad to read that you are getting better each day. Way to go 100 days..... My family thinks of you all the time. All of us have so much to be greatful for this year. You are such an inspiration to our family. We hope you & your family have a wonderful holiday. Uncle Leonard & Aunt Dolores wanted me to tell you hi & that they think of you often.
Love, Annette

Annette Everett <Annette.Everett@CRBard .com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, December 17, 1999 at 01:04 PM (CST)
Leslie,
Congrats on 100 days. Let's hope for lots more! You probably don't know who I am but we have gone to the same school since you started at Chinook. When I heard I cried. Good luck and I'll be praying for you!
Lots of Love,
Jessica

Jessica Winebarger <angelcutie_2003@yahoo.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, December 15, 1999 at 08:38 PM (CST)
Dearest Leslie, CONGRATULATIONS ON DAY 100!!
I'm sorry we have'nt written in a while, We have been very
busy looking for a new house. You have never left our hearts or prayers we still pray for you and your family every night and you are still in the prayers at church. We
love you and your family very much. Take care Sally

The Carrolls <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Tuesday, December 14, 1999 at 10:57 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie: I receive a lot of email at work and often times I just can't take the time to read it all, but today I read this one and wanted to share it with you and all of your "guestbook" friends...

WHY JESUS IS BETTER THAN SANTA CLAUS
Santa lives at the North Pole ...
JESUS is everywhere.

Santa rides in a sleigh ...
JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water.

Santa comes but once a year ...
JESUS is an ever present help.

Santa fills your stockings with goodies ...
JESUS supplies all your needs.

Santa comes down your chimney uninvited ...
JESUS stands at your door and knocks, and then enters your heart
when invited.

You have to wait in line to see Santa ...
JESUS is as close as the mention of His name.

Santa lets you sit on his lap ...
JESUS lets you rest in His arms.

Santa doesn't know your name, all he can say is "Hi little boy or girl,
what's your name?" ...
JESUS knew our name before we did. Not only does He know our name,
He knows our address too. He knows our history and future and
He even knows how many hairs are on our heads.

Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly ...
JESUS has a heart full of love.

All Santa can offer is HO HO HO ...
JESUS offers health, help and hope.

Santa says "You better not cry" ...
JESUS says "Cast all your cares on me for I care for you."

Santa's little helpers make toys ...
JESUS makes new life, mends wounded hearts, repairs broken homes
and builds mansions.
Santa may make you chuckle but ...
JESUS gives you joy that is your strength.

While Santa puts gifts under your tree ...
JESUS became our gift and died on a tree.

It's obvious there is really no comparison.
We need to remember WHO Christmas is all about.
We need to put Christ back in CHRISTmas,
Jesus is still the reason for the season.

This touched me and I wanted to share it with you.

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD - Tuesday, December 14, 1999 at 01:18 PM (CST)
HI LESLIE, MY NAME IS JOE GILBERT. I KNOW YOU FROM SUNDAY MASS AT ST. JAMES. I'M SO HAPPY TO HEAR YOU ARE DOING WELL! CONGRATULATIONS ON IOO DAYS! WE'RE PRAYING FOR YOU EVERY DAY. GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK! JOE
P.S I LIVE IN VANCOUVER, BUT WORK IN HILLSBORO, OR.

JOE GILBERT <joe-gilbert@co.washington.or.us>
hillsboro, or usa - Tuesday, December 14, 1999 at 10:32 AM (CST)
Greetings Dear Leslie and Congratulations on Day 100. This season of Advent is such a wonderful gift as we anticipate Christmas Day. I think of you so often and eagerly await your Saturday updates. Be assured that our prayers for you continue as strong as ever. Soon the Manger will be displayed for all of us to see. We are promised a special blessing each time we kneel before the Infant Jesus. As I kneel before the Infant I will ask Him to keep you close to His Sacred Heart, to give you good days, days to rest, grow stronger and regain your health and strength, and foremost to thank Him for answered prayers. When you were having very bad days, my prayers began something like this, "Dear Heavenly Father, it's me again. I want to talk to you about Leslie.... (the rest was between Him and me)
I pray that you will have a beautiful holiday season with your family and that the new year will be full of restored good health, love and much happiness. You are a tower of strength, a shining example and a wonderful young lady. Know that your friends, near and from afar are praying for you still and wishing you well.
Love and peace, from Mary Bentz

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD - Monday, December 13, 1999 at 10:26 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie & Family -- PART II!! ... Your story has given hope to two sad mamas I met whose beautiful little girls have cancer, and has given several doctors and hospital administrators invitations to "think outside the box" when it comes to the power of prayer -- and a good use of the internet!! A radio show yesterday featured Dr. Dossey, who was talking about distance healing -- how recent scientifically valid studies demonstrate that time after time people "inexplicably" improve when others near and far pray for them, and I wished so much they could know about YOU!!! Thank you for your shining example, even and ESPECIALLY on the hard days. Merry Christmas Zolbes.
Barb (& Deo) Garlock <dgarlock@qrtp.quintiles.com>
Raleigh, NC - Sunday, December 12, 1999 at 11:00 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie and Family -- Despite recent silence, know that probably like so MANY others, your site is my family's "home page," the first thing we see whenever we "fire up" the internet. We are so glad for news of you! And as we move into this holy season of celebrated miracles, remember that YOU have been a thrilling, humbling miracle for so many grateful, privileged witnesses to the power of faith and love in action. I hope you don't mind, but I've told just about every health care client, doctor, friend, minister, and even some strangers about you, your website, and the story of your recovery. Maybe things don't always go smoothly (to put it mildly) precious Leslie, but the fact that you ARE home, off the respirator, walking 2 miles, greeting Day 101 and confidently heading toward tens of thousands more new days, is AMAZING! Your story has given hope to two sad mamas I met whose beautiful little girls have cancer, and has given several do
Barb (& Deo) Garlock <dgarlock@qrtp.quintiles.com>
Raleigh, NC - Sunday, December 12, 1999 at 10:57 PM (CST)





Congratulations, Leslie, on day 100. Yippee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Family Johnson <mjohnson@paclink.com>
Vancouver, WA - Sunday, December 12, 1999 at 03:15 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie,
Your "Momsie" is right, we do check without writing. It is just great that you are up to that 100th anniversary! Have a wonderful holiday season. All of our best wishes are with you.

The Hermanns
Arlington, VA - Saturday, December 11, 1999 at 10:54 PM (CST)
Dearest Leslie,
The guestbook entries are fewer lately, but I believe that there are many who are checking your site without writing in the guest book. In the past month writers have included: Sue, the Keeners, Sandi, Mary, Amy, the Dykemas, Mrs. Apken, Putnam/Osburn, Roberta, Linda, the Hermanns, Maryjane, Mrs. N., Trevor, Family Johnson, Julane, Shellie, Chris, the Sowers Family, and Kelly. I'm hoping that each one who comes to visit your site during the rest of December will leave a message. As you mark the 100th day after transplant on December 12, we all rejoice in the day.
Love from afar, Momsie xxxooo

Carolyn Zolbe <CZolbe@aol.com>
Arlington, Va. USA - Saturday, December 11, 1999 at 09:43 PM (CST)
Leslie & Family,
I try to check a few web pages every so often. This is my first introduction to you and you to me. Your page came to my attention due to the fact that I moved from Portland this spring. I work with children that have/had cancer in a camp. I try to keep as many on my prayer list and letter list as possible. If you would like to be added to my letter list I will.Plus if you need any assistance in Oregon I have tons of contacts out there that are supporters of my ministry. I hope to move back to the Pacific Northwest, but the Lord has me at Happiness is Camping for Children with Cancer.You are in my prayers.
LORD BLESS AND KEEP YOU STRONG.
Keely

Keely Gibbs <myblue@juno.com>
Blairstown, NJ 07825 - Friday, December 10, 1999 at 02:24 PM (CST)
We finally found your web site and are so glad to hear of Leslie's progress. Keep up the hard work Leslie and know the Sowers family is praying for you, and you know prayers all the way from the East coast must be powerfull!
Sowers Family <Sowersbs@aol.com>
Midlothian , Va USA - Thursday, December 09, 1999 at 02:40 PM (CST)
Greetings, Leslie and family. Thanksgiving was extra special this year for our family. I can imagine that it was for yours, too. I wish the Thansgiving season were as long as the Christmas season - or even Halloween. We don't spend enough time in consideration of our blessings. Girlchoir survived the Holiday concerts. My daughter went up to sing "O Holy Night" as an alum this year. That sure was different. The girls sang beautifully. Your name is is on the roster and in the program, but your face is missing. I can't wait until you are back on the risers. In the meantime, keep up the strength and endurance training. I think this was the longest Girchoir concert ever - one and one-half hours. You'll need strength when you come back! Did you see the article about the choir in last Thursday's Oregonian (12/2)? Very nice article. As a result, the concerts were packed. That's good for us. We are so proud of the way you girls make music that we like to show you off at every opportunity. Best wishes to you and your family.
Chris Hoyt, alum mum & still fundraising
Portland, OR - Monday, December 06, 1999 at 06:41 PM (CST)
Hang in there Leslie! I check the website every weekend to see how you're doing. PSGC had the 2nd Christmas concert today, it was fun but very tiring(spell?). Wish you could have been there. Get some rest and don't wear youself out!
Laters,
Amy

Amy Craw <AmyJCraw@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Sunday, December 05, 1999 at 09:48 PM (CST)
Leslie, I still love to check the web site to see how you and your family are doing. It makes me feel so good inside to know you are home and getting better. What a wonderful Thanksgiving you must have had. Being with the most important people that love you so much. I know your heavenly father is so proud of you and your family. You are all great examples to all of us. We had a great Thanksgiving. Tom and Liz and family came down. My kids were so excited. They miss their cousins so much. I keep telling them they need to move down here. They would love the weather. We did get snow last Sunday. So Joshua says he likes Utah now, (only if it snows, and Kaitlyn moves down) I cant believe it is almost Christmas. What are your plans? Do you have grandmas and grandpas coming to see you? Or is it still to soon. Im glad you are hanging out with your Dad. He is a great dad and Im sure he makes your days alot more fun and exciting. How is your mom? Is she back working at the hospital? Tell everyone Hi! We are coming up that way for a wedding on 29th. We will be there for a few days. We sure love you Leslie, We are very excited you are home and on the recovery. Love Shellie
Shellie Wright <rt2shellie@aol.com>
Pleasant Grove, UT USA - Monday, November 29, 1999 at 11:55 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie and Family,
I just wanted you all to know that I said a special prayer of thanks for you as we sat down to our Thanksgiving table. PSGC is into the holiday crush time of dress rehearsals and concerts. I can't wait for the time that I can look up to that stage and see your face! Take care Leslie. You are an important member of our Girlchoir family.

Julane Jenison <larrjul@teleport.com>
Portland, or usa - Sunday, November 28, 1999 at 10:30 PM (CST)
So great to hear you're doing so much better every day, Leslie! Wanted you to know we were thinking of you and your family alot yesterday (Thanksgiving), and how much your wonderful family has to be thankful for. You continue to be in our prayers, wishing for you to get stronger every day!



Family Johnson <mjohnson@paclink.com>
Vancouver, WA - Friday, November 26, 1999 at 04:01 PM (CST)
Hi leslie
How are you doing hope your feeling better are you staying cought up on your schoolwork? just thougt i'd say hi.

Trevor meis <ssslmshady@aol.com>
vancouver , Wa usa - Thursday, November 25, 1999 at 08:33 PM (CST)



- Thursday, November 25, 1999 at 08:12 PM (CST)



- Thursday, November 25, 1999 at 08:09 PM (CST)
A Blessed Thanksgiving to You and Your Family Kiddo,
It's been so long since I have been able to write to you. But, I have been reading your updates. You are some thing to be "Thankful" for this year. I am truly grateful to let people know that continue to pray for you how well you progress!!! Hey MZ- school will always be there. Let's just make sure our Leslie gets enough rest so she will be too!!
My new job is going well. It is SSOO different. I am in a different world so to speak than Chinook. These kids are so deprived. When they can be moved to just come to school by getting to hold a Beanie Baby for a day, or come on time to school for a week with the reward of a new pencil and matching "fancy" eraser -it is really something. I deal with so many difficult situations everyday, many many Foster kids, many homeless kids. Sometimes I just come home wiped out. All my emotions spent on them. But...
Hey, I know just how you feel about prednisone. It makes your neck feel like a football player huh? And I hate that sorethroat, and the prednisone acne is the pits!!! I have to take it two or three times a year for my lungs. Sometimes three months at a time. It "yucky"!!!!
Well, kiddo. I love the update on the pictures. But I'm not going to take the old one down from my desk. It's just more of you to be thankful for.
All my love kiddo.
Happy Thanksgiving
Mrs. N


Vancouver, wa - Wednesday, November 24, 1999 at 11:22 PM (CST)
Hello Leslie:
Just a quick note to wish you and your family a happy and most blessed Thanksgiving..you all deserve this happiness. There is just so much to be thankful for. Please remember our newest patient 3 yr old "Kyle" this thanksgiving..we are praying for a bmt for him ASAP!! Your a doll!!

Maryjane Cricks Phlebotomy Professionals Inc.
Glendora, ca usa - Tuesday, November 23, 1999 at 07:29 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie,

Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family! I may be repeating myself because I was trying to add something to my first note, but I think I lost it. Then I wrote again, and I'm not sure it went through.

We are so thankful to know that you are able to celebrate at home with your family. Knowing this a wonderful special reason for everyone who is praying for you to be especially thankful.

I don't think I told you before that we know your Zolbe grandparents and think the world of them. David and Elizabeth were blessed to have your grandma for their teacher.

All of our best wishes and prayers for the daily increase of your good health and strength.

Love, Anne, Dick, David, and Elizabeth Hermann


Arlington, VA - Tuesday, November 23, 1999 at 11:52 AM (CST)


- Tuesday, November 23, 1999 at 03:14 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie,
I haven't written lately, but I check your web page for an update regularly! You are truly amazing! We think of you and your family often. Rita, Gordy and the kids are joining us here in Virginia for Thanksgiving. We will say an extra prayer of thanks this Thanksgiving for your recovery! You are a very special little girl! Give hugs to all for us! Love, Linda

Linda Shilts <lshilts@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, Va - Monday, November 22, 1999 at 05:14 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie and Family,
How wonderful it is to hear how well things are going! Yes, this Thanksgiving is truly special. We all have so much to be thankful for.
Our dear Kay fell while on a mission of mercy, feeding 3 neighborhood cats who'd been abandoned, and broke her left ankle and had to have surgery. She's mending slowly
and will attempt rehearsal tonight. We'll be in the sanctuary, so she can keep her leg up at the grand piano. We've REALLY missed her at rehearsals these past 2 weeks...she's one in a million! The concerts are shaping up well. It's amazing how quickly December is arriving this year! That's the Girlchoir news for now.
Love to all of you, Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, November 22, 1999 at 11:37 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie ,I am glad you are back at home.We're still praying for you.Hope you have a nice Thanksgiving.
Tanya Putman &Blair Osburn <ClayOsburn@worldnet.att.com>
Ptld, OR USA - Sunday, November 21, 1999 at 09:10 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie, It's a special treat on Saturday to know that there will be news from you. Congratulations on all the work you are doing for school and on making music. Scott slept more than he was awake in the first two months post transplant. He still wakes up tired. You are younger and will surely be more resiliant as time goes by, yet especially this early on the fatigue is probably always with you. It's great that you get out with your dad. I have no doubt that you will do what you need to do for school. When your body shuts down and says I'm resting now, let it have its way. I read a poster about Itzhac Perlman on the wall at school last month, and it said that he got his start on the violin playing for hours as a child becasue he had a childhood disease that kept him home a lot. I don't remember just what at the moment, but what a great use of time! We will all be giving thanks for your miraculous healing this Thanksgiving. I'll bet if you wrote a short piece on the meaning of thanksgiving for you it would be printed in your school paper and maybe even your local paper. Your miracle touches others in ways you can only begin to imagine. That puffiness is temporary. Keep eating and sleeping well. We'll all keep up the prayers. Love and happy turkey day! Colleen and family
The Dykemas
Arlington,, Va. USA - Sunday, November 21, 1999 at 07:26 PM (CST)
Hi!! We're glad all was quiet this week. I have a question. Is it true that it's best if Prednisone is taken early, early in the a.m.?? My mom is taking it and has been for about 15 months because of her going into Anaphylactic shock, causing her lungs to be only 50% usable. Someone thought they would finally tell her that taking Prednisone in the early a.m. is best, as that's when the body normally gives us prednisone, and this would help her body learn to wean off it. So far, every time she weans off it even a tad, she can't breathe. So, let us know what you know about this a.m. prednisone thing. Is it something you were told also? I hope all stays well with you and yours. Eat lots of turkey and pie. We'll be stuffing ourselves here, for sure. Melissa wants to do all the cooking (she's 11), and wants to make several pies, and muffins. We won't be having any visitors, so I can foresee weight watchers for me in the upcoming weeks. haha. Be good. Love ya!
Sandi <caramey@thegrid.net>
Madera, CA us - Sunday, November 21, 1999 at 12:56 AM (CST)
Hi Leslie!! I haven't written for a while and wanted you to know I still think and pray for you and love to check your web site!! Taylor updates me a little when I ask! Ü (Do you like my smiley face? It looks better in Arial type) You sound great and I too enjoy reading when you write. You have a gift. Some of my older kids don't write as well as you! (Don't tell them though!) I hope you are looking forward to Thanksgiving Dinner and having fun with your family. We have extended family coming. There will be 26 or 28 for dinner. Lots of tables to set!!! It's always fun though. We are working on Christmas music in piano lessons now and I love it. It helps me get into the mood for Christmas and the true meaning of the season and also gets me on the ball for shopping and decorating. Keep up the good exercise and progess and have your Dad honk when you pass me as you take your rides!!! Much love, Mrs. Apken
Janet Apken <deapken@bigplanet.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Thursday, November 18, 1999 at 05:24 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie:
Just wondering how you are this week, and mainly to let you know that I am thinking about you and whispering prayers every chance I get.. Take care.
Love,
Mary Bentz

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD - Wednesday, November 17, 1999 at 10:07 PM (CST)
NEW PICTURES!! NEW PICTURES!! NEW PICTURES!!! NEW PICTURES!!! CHUBBY CHEEKS AND ALL!! WE LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT. BESIDES, CHUBBY CHEEKS WILL MAKE YOU LOOK LIKE ME!! THEN EVERYONE WILL THINK YOU'RE MY KID. TAKE CARE. GIVE MOM AND DAD SOME TROUBLE. GIVE TAYLOR AND CHRISTIAN SOME KISSES FROM ME.
SANDI <CARAMEY@THEGRID.NET>
MADERA, CA - Monday, November 15, 1999 at 08:44 PM (CST)
Hi ya Leslie:
Wow! You sure are making great progress these days. sure beats being in the hospital, doesn't it!!!
I read you Mom's note from Saturday and wanted to put in my two-cents on the tired thing. Without a doubt you will be fatigued for some time to come -- I know, that's not cool. But it will continue for quite some time.
I used to nap/sleep for hours on end for many weeks. And coming off the steriods will give you a bit of a downdraft. But remember, a transplant is a very tramatic thing and very harsh on the body. So give it time.
Being so young, energetic and beautiful you'll probably do better than I have but I'm about 2 and a half years out from my transplant and the fatigue goes on, but less and less. So, I just plan around it. I'm usually best in the morning, although slow in getting started. A power nap in the late p.m. isn't a bad idea. And to bed as early as you can. Also, the exercise -- easy at at first -- will help you build in energy.
Finally, don't let it get you down -- the fatigue. Consider it as your friend. I do and that works for me.
All our love, Scott and family.


- Monday, November 15, 1999 at 01:20 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie! I havn't written in a while, so I decided to write:) It's soo exciting to hear that you're slowly getting your strength back!! Keep up the good work!
Laters,
Amy Craw
premier at PSGC

Amy Craw <AmyJCraw@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Sunday, November 14, 1999 at 11:58 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie: It is a beautiful day in Washington, D.C. I love these Sunday mornings. Today is a special day for us and all of the members of the Paul Hill Chorale now the Master Chorale of Washington... so that includes your Momsie too! We have our first concert of the season and I'm sure your Momsie has or will tell you all about it.. So, you being a singer, know what it is like during concert week and then on the big day! We are all very excited. My day started with 7:30 Mass and of course I am always praying that each day you will feel a little better. Your Mom tells us you enjoy your outdoor walks so much and how much stronger you are getting. Be patient my dear, and your strength will come back. When I was told told that even after a general surgery, it takes months to gain back strength, I thought they were kidding me... but they really weren't. It just takes time. I'm delighted to hear that you have a great appetite and that you are enjoying your food. At rehearsal yesterday, I was selling our Christmas CD and a lovely lady come to the table to purchase one. I was watching her sign her check and I saw the name Colleen... well, I was curious.. so I read the name on the check and sure enuf... it was a great supporter and pray-er of yours... the Colleen so many of us wait to hear from in your guestbook. Leslie, she is just a lovely lady and somebody I'd like to have in my corner. Somehow I knew she'd be just as I thought she would be. What a blessed day for me to have finally met her. I hope to see her again. I'm glad to know that each Saturday your website will be updated. We wait to hear of news from you and wish you a very wonderful Thanksgiving. We have so very much to be thankful for this year. You are a wonderful girl and know that we turn to our God and ask Him to watch over you and keep you in His care! He won't let us down... Much love to a very special girl.. Have you thought of incorporating your wonderful journal and guestbook into a book? You are such an inspiration to everyone who knows you..
Love,
Mary Bentz

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD - Sunday, November 14, 1999 at 10:47 AM (CST)
Thank you for the updates and I am thrilled that all is going so well. Enjoy every moment. Remember, even a person that hasn't been through what you've been through, would not be as strong as their usual, JUST FROM BEING IN A HOSPITAL BED for a short time. We lose that strength very quickly. But, you're working at it, which is more than I can say for myself. You are quite the inspiration to all of us. Keep it up. Be good, but give your parents a little trouble, .... just because. haha.

We love you bunches.

Sandi <caramey@thegrid.net>
Madera, CA - Sunday, November 14, 1999 at 12:37 AM (CST)
KEEP WRITING!! KEEP WRITING!! HOW ARE YOU?? I check it everyday and still no more news. Anxiously awaiting!!
Sandi <caramey@thegrid.net>
Madera, CA - Friday, November 12, 1999 at 11:12 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie, We are so glad to read that the feeding tube is out. Just in time for that Thanksgiving turkey. We certainly all have a lot to be thankful for this year. We were excited to hear that you won the writing contest. Keep writing we are all anxious to find out how you are doing. You are some special kid!!!
Paul, Shirley & Edith Keener <Skeener 40@aol.com>
Canton, Oh - Friday, November 12, 1999 at 01:13 PM (CST)
Leslie,
So glad to hear that the feeding tube came out. What a relief.Congrads on the creative writing contest. I hope you like the stuff I gave your Dad on Monday. I colored them with chalk. You just need a Q-tip and rub it on the color of chalk you want to use then rub it on the paper. It goes really fast. Enjoy and don't let you DAD make you do to much school work, remember you need some free time too. The walks with mom sound good. We do need some dry weather so you can continue them. Take Care.

Sue Wyszynski
- Thursday, November 11, 1999 at 05:38 PM (CST)
Dear Lelsie..I have not written for awhile..yet I have been keeping up on your progress. I am estatic to see that you are making wonderful progress. It is such a joy to see bmt patients shine!! The recruitment group here in Los Angeles continue to hear updates from me. I just was talking about you at a drive the other day, the patient was at the drive and he had a smile just knowing there IS hope. I continue to ask God to bless you every night. They continue to have marrow drives in the Portland area..and when I book a drive, phlebotomists always ask " hows that sweet girl Leslie doing" and I get to beam and say GREAT!! Much continued improvement...Fondly, Maryjane Cricks Phlebotomy Pro. Inc.
Maryjane Cricks <mjc91741@aol.com>
Glendora, ca usa - Wednesday, November 10, 1999 at 11:32 PM (CST)
Leslie, I was excited to hear that you won a creative writing contest. You should. You are a very good writer. You write better than many adult professionals that I have worked with. Keep it up. Writing is an important skill. You could do another creative writing project while you're in the car doing errands with your dad. Make a journal of the errands - time, date, purpose, description of the surroundingsand the people walking by. Make it creative or factual, funny or serious. I made a silly "Day in the Life of Dad" book for my father a couple of years ago. I gave it to him for Christmas, complete with illustrations, and he loved it. Just a suggestion. Your writing is so good, you should do it often.
At choir we are into the Poinsettia fundraiser for both choirs. Debut is buying scrip so fast we can't even keep up! Of course they are singing beautifully, too. I can't wait to see you in your chair again. Keep up the marvelous work - walk and eat; get strong and build up that immune system. Best wishes and prayers as always,

Chris Hoyt, alum-mum and still fund-raising
Portland, OR - Tuesday, November 09, 1999 at 02:16 PM (CST)
Leslie,
We're so glad you are improving daily. We continue to pray for you. The girls ask about you constantly and you're thought of in their special intention prayers daily at school. Lots of Love, Don, Patty, Jillian, Jenna & Kayla

Patty Titko <ptitko@nortoncppc.com>
Stow, OH USA - Tuesday, November 09, 1999 at 02:03 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie, How wonderful that you're home TOGETHER, and that you again have the freedom to be bored waiting in the car for your dad -- without a feeding tube!! While every living thing is miraculous in its own way, you Leslie, take the cake in the Miracle Department!! Thank you for giving so many folks lessons in hope and perseverence, and ...grace. Many blessings, and continued improvement. And even though I've never seen them -- and knowing their ages there's probably nothing they'd like less -- nonetheless please give your brothers (or ask your Mom to give your brothers) a giant +>>SMOOCH<<+ for being such good troopers; if there's a "best brothers" essay contest, with your writing skills, and your story -- it'd be another first place!! (Congratulations!!)
Barb & the rest of the Garlocks
Raleigh, NC - Tuesday, November 09, 1999 at 12:48 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie, Mom, and Dad,
It's fabulous to read your journal entries in your own words. I still thrill to think of you at home! Your place is being saved in the S1 section of Debut Choir. Keep up the great work.
Love, Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Sunday, November 07, 1999 at 10:52 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie,
I had heard that you were home, but after reading some past journal entries, I can't believe how fast you are recovering. It is truly incredible! I am so happy for you and for your family. I do hope I get to have a glimpse of you today in the car, when Taylor comes over to Reed's.

You GO GIRL!!!! (You are a true inspiration for so many of us when we experience one of life's little setbacks!)


Laura Miller and family <fun2tvl@worldaccessnet.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Sunday, November 07, 1999 at 04:45 PM (CST)
To all the Zolbes,

What a thrill to click on to the site and hear about feeding tubes coming out, boring errands and puffy cheeks. We all love it! As the Girlchoir correspondents have been telling you, we miss you. You will be the first to have a copy of the holiday concert. I may even try to twist Fred Armentrout's arm so you can have one early. Remember, the choristers are singing with you by their sides. Take care all Zolbes. Glad the chicken pox are over! Love, Judith

Judith Pettibone <grambone@pacifier.com>
brush prairie, wa - Sunday, November 07, 1999 at 02:46 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie et al,

It's great re: the feeding tube!! Guess all that home cooking is paying off!!! And now you are into the holiday foods so hopefully it will just get better!!

Please know that on the risers and off, we keep you in our songs and in our hearts!!

Love, Deb

Deb Burgess <rdaburgess@integrityonline.com>
Ptld., OR - Saturday, November 06, 1999 at 11:51 PM (CST)
Dearest Leslie,
Thank you, darling girl, for writing to us. You tell us exactly what we want to know, and in the most brilliant way. You are our star, the focus of this band of pray-ers who will be forever linked by our shared roller coaster ride. My heart is full of love for every one of our band, the ones whose faces I know, those whom I know by name and writing style, and those few whose heartfelt messages were unsigned.
Love from afar. Momsie xxxooo

Carolyn Zolbe
Arlington, Va. - Saturday, November 06, 1999 at 12:06 AM (CST)
Hey Kiddo,
It is so nice to hear from you yourself. (As boring as you may think it is) Please, please thank your Mom for passing along the message of prayer about little Amanda. She is the daughter of my sister's friend. They went to College together. We have been praying about her so much. Praying for God to work his miracle on little Amanda like he did you. She seems to have your sparkel according to my sister.
Have your Dad drive you by and honk in front of our house. At least we could come out and wave! That has to be okay with the doctors. Keep up the great job of getting better.
Write soon.
Love,
Mrs. N and Megan


- Wednesday, November 03, 1999 at 08:06 PM (CST)
Yo;
What Colleen forgot to add was the finger & toe nails break off as they grow out and then become normal again. All part of the process. Ain't life grand? And don't worry about the tongue, it gets better. Food should start to taste better, also, but that may take a bit of time -- just keep shoveling it in -- you're not supposed to like it, just do it!
Absollutely glad to hear you are doing so well, kiddo.
Warmest regards,
Scott Dykema & family


- Wednesday, November 03, 1999 at 03:12 PM (CST)
Dear Leslie and Family, Your walks sound great. Could you videotape the soccer games? It sounds like you are doing well with schoolwork. You really are amazing.! Remember to do it at yout own pace. Scott's hair came back darker too, and a little curly. He looks better than when we started. So happy you are home,,, love and prayers, Colleen and Family
The Dykemas
Arlington, Va. Arlington - Wednesday, November 03, 1999 at 12:39 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie and family,

It's just been wonderful knowing you're home with your family, eating home-cooked meals and taking walks!

Keep up the good work, all of you, and let us know when we can deliver some doughnuts or nachos!


Patty, Glenn and Alex Rennemann <pagrennema@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, November 02, 1999 at 12:36 PM (CST)
Leslie,

Your pictures are getting stale. I have an idea.

You can take more pictures and I can lend you my scanner (assuming your family's Mac can handle a 21st-century scanner) and the software to put the pictures on your web site. Its really pretty easy and the software let's you crop, cut, and change the picture as you like. In fact its a pretty creative tool. You can scan in as many pictures as your Mac has storage capacity, then adjust them to your liking before putting them on the web page. Also, you can send pictures via email to family and friends.

So you would really only need the scanner for a few days. I can live without it for that long. (Truth be known, it sits idle on my desk for weeks at a time.)

Let me know.

Ray

Raymond Bartlett <rjbefa@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, November 02, 1999 at 12:07 PM (CST)
Leslie, It is so good to know you are up and around. I'm
sure the fresh air felt good this weekend. We still pray
for you and your family everyday. Take care love the Carrolls

Sally Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Monday, November 01, 1999 at 06:35 PM (CST)
this is a great sight. one of my friends from school is in the Girl Choir in Portland and she had been colection the pop tabs from people at school. I think that it is great that people are pulling together to help her. I though I would drop by and say that Leslie is in My prayers and I hope that you are all hanging in there. Erica Bottens is my friend in Girl Choir.
Cassie Fischer <Cassandra_201@hotmail.com>
St.Helens, Or United States - Monday, November 01, 1999 at 06:22 PM (CST)
Leslie and family, It is soooo good to check onto this website and read such happy good reports on Leslie's progress and know that you are all happy and doing well! What a blessing! Life has so many, many blessings, that we don't realize how blessed we are. Sharing in this experience with you, how ever little it may really be, has surely made me more conscience of my blessings and all the "little" things that make life good. I will continue to think about, check in and pray for you and all those others who are struggling through their own battles. I guess it's a great month to reflect and be "Thankful"!! I'm grateful for wonderful people like you that God has put in my life also!! He truly blesses us daily and knows what's best for us!!! Keep on smiling, loving each other and enjoying the better life!!! Have some fun!!!!! Much love, Janet Apken
Janet Apken <deapken@bigplanet.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Monday, November 01, 1999 at 01:59 PM (CST)
Hi Leslie and family!!!

It is so great to think of you home...we are so thankful and happy for you!! Whatever and whenever you want to write we are there reading it...I am so glad to think of you making choices again! I hope the feeding tube disappears soon and if you keep eating the cobbler up it should soon...yes?? We sing, keeping you in our song as always...

Love,
Deb

Deb Burgess <rdaburgess@integrityonline.com>
Ptld., OR - Sunday, October 31, 1999 at 09:51 PM (CST)
Carl and I were in Vancouver visiting Glenn, Patty & Alex Rennemann (our son and family) when Leslie astounded us all by coming home. Glenn and Patty were thrilled. You have really touched their lives. Continued good luck on your recovery Leslie.
Carl & Greta Rennemann <Maparenn>
Leesburg, Fl USA - Sunday, October 31, 1999 at 02:43 PM (CST)
Leslie and Family-Happy Halloween. It is so great to see you are home and able to go for walks, bake and enjoy the family. I think of all of you often. Our harvest of grapes was finished the day the rains came. It is nice to have that done. I will be getting some chardonny to make jelly. Keep up the good work. God Bless.
Sue Stein
Yamhill, Or USA - Sunday, October 31, 1999 at 11:01 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie, It is so wonderful to know that you are at home eating cherry cobbler and doing homework. A resident who we were very fond of at Hopkins once told us that "boring is good". He said we want all our patients to be as boring as possible, that's the way we like them. Normal routine is such a gift, isn't it? Just hearing from you is more than enough for any of us. You may get so into writing that poetry or words to your own songs could be next.. if you are looking for spare time writing. You write so well that just talking about a ride to the hospital you make it interesting. In the first place because it's about you and we care about you, but also becasue you have a natural and flowing style. You are a talented writer! You light up our days just by being yourself. Keep up the great work on those lungs and those cobblers coming! Before signing off, I have to share with you that Sister Benedict, the principal at St. Charles school who has been so concerned about you, needs your prayers too right now Leslie. She had a heart attack on Thursday, and is in ICU. She is stable and is probably going to be moved out to the floor today or tomorrow. That's a good sign, as you know. Please keep her in your prayers. Love, prayers and hugs, Colleen and family
The Dykemas
Arlington, Va. USA - Sunday, October 31, 1999 at 08:31 AM (CST)
Dear Leslie: Last night after we read your latest journal update comments from Dick were, "Don't you just love that kid? She is sooooooo upbeat and her attitude is great! What a neat girl!" Of course I agreed... Leslie, everything you have to say is interesting and of most interest to us. So please keep the news coming. We want to know how you are, and any news at all that you can give us, we will greatly receive!! Somehow, I just don't see you as boring or in ANY WAY AT ALL, uninteresting.. Keep us informed.. This is in no way being meant as pressure on you, my dear... but do know that we are always anxious to hear from you. Take care, is it a week now since you've been home? It's late here, so I'll say good night for now. Much love from your friend in Washington, D.C.
Mary B.

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Thursday, October 28, 1999 at 09:23 PM (CDT)
Hey, Leslie -
Take the music that Roberta offers! Margaret Vance wrote some awesome Christmas music. My little nieces still sing "Jingle Bells" that way because cousin Crissy sang the Vance music and they have listened to the tape for years. Nothing you do or say is ever boring - you are so amazing to us all!! Tell your parents how often we think of them and the special family they direct into this world. We will celebrate with you sooner than it seems. Take the best of care - Fondly, Alum Mum Saalborn & Co.


- Thursday, October 28, 1999 at 07:09 PM (CDT)
Leslie, there's lots and lots of us out here reading and caring about you. Write about your homework and see how many helpers you get. I can't think of anybody out here who thinks a daily update would be boring. We'd love anything you write because it's from you. I'm glad to hear that you're able to run errands with your Dad. He probably enjoys the company, too. All Dad's are worry warts, especially where daughters are concerned. Mine has had almost 50 years worth of worry-warting experience and shows no signs of stopping. Stairs are a great exercise tool. Did you know that that's how Cary Grant stayed in shape? Take care, and get strong.
Chris Hoyt, PSGC alum-mum
- Thursday, October 28, 1999 at 05:25 PM (CDT)
HEY PRINCESS
WAY TO GO. LOVE FROM TEXAS, WE ARE WITH YOU ALL THE WAY. WE WERE GETTING CONCERNED, BUT IT LOOKS LIKE YOU AND YOUR PARENTS HAVE EVERYTHING UNDER CONTROL. THAT HORSE IS STILL WAITING FOR YOU TO RIDE HER. LOVE FOREVER AND THEN SOME, grandma and grandpa from texas


- Thursday, October 28, 1999 at 01:56 PM (CDT)
Dear Zolbe Family,

Congratulations!!! We are so very happy for all of you. You have an entire family of ALL STARS! What a terrific job you have all done. We will continue to pray and hold happy thoughts for your family each day. God truly does answer our prayers.

The Lis Family


- Thursday, October 28, 1999 at 11:40 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie!!! Nice to hear from you this evening!!!
You know, your Momsie is right. Even though I'm so close to you, I'm still so far away. Because this is our only means of communications for all of us, everything you say counts!!
I know it may sound boring to you, but trust me, you are so witty and funny, just like your mom and dad!!
What are your platelets up to by the way? Atleast 100, maybe?
Well, gotta run sweetie! Take care and hope to hear from you soon!!!
Love always, Janelle, Scott, Gavin and Baby Jarett

Janelle Hite
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, October 28, 1999 at 12:46 AM (CDT)
My dear Leslie,
Hooray! You're home. How marvelous. Even boring sounds good to me!! Would you like me to send you your Girlchoir music/tape to help stem the boredom? Debut is singing two neat sets of carols aranged by Portland composer, Margaret Vance. The girls all cheered that you're home. Keep up the good work!
Love, Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, October 27, 1999 at 11:19 PM (CDT)
Way to go, Leslie! So glad to hear about you and now read that you are doing so well. One day at a time, one blessing after another and one more victory for you! I have you in my prayers...
Dianna Carter <mdcarter@worldnet.att.net>
Youngsville, , NC USA - Wednesday, October 27, 1999 at 08:46 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie:
Just update that journal as little or as often as you want. I am so glad you are home that I love hearing any little detail - even if it's a complaint - especially about schoolwork!! Keep up your hard work with all your exercies and breathing. I'm sure it must get tiresome, but you are such a trouper! Hang in there . . .
Much love,
Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Wednesday, October 27, 1999 at 08:39 PM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie,
Yes, we DO want to hear about the homework you do. You've got to realize that we're so psyched tonight because you wrote to us, that some of us are returning to our knees to give thanks that there was an update! Does Dr. Thomas still have a beard? He's your onc/doc, right? Will you continue to see Dr. Moore? When your dad goes on his errands, where do you guys go? Leslie, I'm not kidding you...we want to know what you're wearing, what you're eating, and you must be aware that we all want to know the music you're playing. We want to be able to picture you. I can see you on those stairs, stopping at the landing for a pose. Did you ever watch the tape of the Charlotte Church concert?
Love from afar, Momsie xxxooo

Carolyn Zolbe
Arlington , Va. - Wednesday, October 27, 1999 at 08:30 PM (CDT)
Leslie, KZ,MZ, Taylor and Christian,
How nice for all of you to be all under one roof again! You are all so special and deserve only good things from now on! We think of you daily and go to the website to check on your progress. Leslie, you are a very special little girl and we are all so lucky to have you brighten our lives! Continue to get strong and do all of your exercises! I'm sending lots of hugs for you, your mom, dad and brothers! Could you deliver them for me?? We will continue to pray for a complete recovery!! We love you and think ofyou often. Love to all, Linda

Linda Shilts <lshilts@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, Va - Wednesday, October 27, 1999 at 05:29 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
Lets see, a list of things to do when you are house bound...
Paint your toe nails all different colors, then paint your brothers, clean out a drawer, closet, stamp paper, make a doll, draw cartoon pictures of everyone you know in what they like to do best, cuddle up with a good book and a warm blanket and read it from start to finish. Just remember there are lots of things to do just be creative and the time will go by fast. Most of all, work on getting stronger. If you need anymore creative ideas... have Mom call me, I'd be glad to supply you with some.

Sue Wyszynski
- Wednesday, October 27, 1999 at 03:08 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
You don't know me from Adam but I went to school with your mom. We took ballet together --- yes, we were too graceful. Anyhow, our family too has been praying for your recovery. It sounds like you are on your way. Good show!!! Perhaps your mom can teach you some beautiful ballet moves to assist with your exercise program!!!??? LOL Love and continued prayers.
Mary Lee Rippl

Mary Lee Rippl <MLRMLT123@aol.com>
Columbus, Oh Franklin - Wednesday, October 27, 1999 at 10:17 AM (CDT)
To Leslie-at-Home,
Thank you for updating your web site. It's great to be able to read about you in your own words. I didn't realize you had to be sequestered for a year. That does sound like a long time but it's only 12 months, 4 seasons, and 1 World's Series. You're not house-bound, you're HOSPITAL-FREE. You've come such a long way. Remember that each boring moment and each urge to go out brings you just that much closer to being normal again. So much for the pep-talk. Everybody at choir is really excited about your progress. All the parents in the Premier parent room ask about you. When you do come back, do you have any idea how many hugs you're going to get? Til then, e-mail and electronic hugs will have to do. We're really proud of your spirit and determination. Keep up the good work. Best wishes to your whole family - yes little brothers, and the distant Dakota, too.

Chris Hoyt, alum-mum <choyt@plaza.ds.adp.com>
Portland, OR - Tuesday, October 26, 1999 at 03:39 PM (CDT)
Leslie and Family,
We are so thrilled that Leslie has gotten to go home. What a figher you are, but we never doubted your winning ability for a moment. Enjoy your home life, such as it is(house bound). I would go crazy not being able to go and do, too Leslie, but it will all be over soon and it'll be worth it-make alot of Christmass crafts... KT, our computer was broken for a few weeks, we did not abandon you guys, we checked updates at work, and never let up praying and believeing. I am so happy that you guys will be home for the Holidays together. Take care.

P. Matricardi <pmatrica@neo.rr.com.>
North Canton, Oh Stark - Tuesday, October 26, 1999 at 10:31 AM (CDT)
Good Morning, Leslie! Lot's of smiles in the Chorale last night - there is always a mob of people gathering in the Alto Section -- and Momsie is right in the middle of it. Leslie, everybody wants to know how you are.. There were a few Monday nights when heads were hanging kinda low.. you weren't feeling so hot. ( or maybe a little too hot).. but this week was just the best. Momsie sits a few rows back from me.. I get tapped on the shoulder during rehearsal and people say "I don't want to bother Carolyn, but how is Leslie".. That's why I print your journal so that friends can know for themselves how you are.. My dear, I wonder if you can feel the strength from all of the pray-ers and well wishers. Smiles are everywhere.. The biggest smile is Momsie's.. And, did she ever look pretty last nite.. But, she always does... 'cept, last nite was especially so. It's a tad chilly in the Washington, D.C. area... (Of course I say that to my niece in Minnesota and she just laughs -- says, "you don't know what cold is".. Ah! Anyway, it is chilly. How are you feeling these days.. I've been wondering about your sore mouth.. Just one canker sore can cause so much pain.. so if you think about it, let us know. Hopefully the tube will come out tomorrow. Are you hungry? Do let us know what's going on with you. You are probably tired of everybody wanting to know all about you, but we CARE very much how you are. Have a good day... rest lots, and eat. Being home is good! Did anybody take photos of your decorated house? Keep your brothers straight! Big sisters are good at that. Looking forward to hearing how you are.
Love, Mary B.


- Tuesday, October 26, 1999 at 04:57 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie!!!!
I didn't get a chance to talk to your dad Sat. at the soccer game, Scott got called to go to work and Jarett and I showed up late (it was nap time). After the game Gavin and I went roller blading while Jarett enjoyed the ride. We went down your street in the cul-de-sac and pretended you were watching from the window and waved to you. We love the purple sash, too!!!! What a neat banner. I hope the rain didn't bother it too much today.
You take care now, and hope to hear from you soon!!!! Thanks for keeping us filled in!
Love always, Janelle, Scott, Jarett and Gavin Hite!!!!!!!!!!

Janelle Hite
Vancouver, WA - Tuesday, October 26, 1999 at 01:03 AM (CDT)
Leslie,Kathy, & Matthew,

I am overwhelmed with emotions as I read of your ordeal. Leslie, I am an old high school friend of your Mom, attended your parents' wedding, and have pictures of your mom, yourself & your brothers playing at my house for a party a couple of years back. I talked with your Dad at our 20th class reunion. What a great family you have. You have been through so much, & show so much strength. Hope that things continue to improve rapidly.
Your website was passed to me by another schoolmate ( Janet Moon)of your your mom & I.
You & your family show such love & devotions in your writing. Hope to see you again soon. I'll try to send you digital pictures of the party.
On behalf of my family, Love,
Greg, Cheryl, Michael, Andrew, Ryan, & Jennifer Fockler

Greg Fockler <fockleg@diebold.com>
N. Canton, OH USA - Monday, October 25, 1999 at 01:32 PM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie, What a joy it must be to be home in your own house. The most normal things, like sleeping in your own bed, being able to eat and the simple pleasures of being with your family really are the most amazing things of all, aren't they? It's a little odd at first going back to the hospital for the first time, after the kind of extended stay you had, but it's also reassuring to have the experts monitoring you closely. You are probably doing this already, but be sure you use keri lotion or some kind of hand cream. You are probably washing your hands even more frequently now that you are at home and more active. I found that my own hands were cracking and bleeding from too frequent hand washing with no cream when Scott came home at first. You want to avoid this to prevent infection. It sure is wonderful to picture you at home with your family. What a miracle! After being home just a couple days you start to remember what your real life is like, and you want to return to normalcy right away becasue after all you're home. Faster than you may now think you will get that normalcy back again with school, choir, your friends, etc. in the mean time try to be patient, and remember that each day, you are a day further out from your transplant, and a day stronger. After what you went through in the hospital, you can face anything, and you will not only get through this period of relative isolation, but my guess is that you will do it with a more positive attitude and a better sense of humor than most people would. Hang in there, you are doing great. It's only normal that this will get to you at times. Today our church had the youth do the 11:00 mass in honor of youth awareness Sunday. Caitlin read the prayers for the sick, and it was she who read your name. I really loved that. Prayers and hugs from us all. Love, Colleen and Family

The Dykemas
Arlington, Va. USA - Sunday, October 24, 1999 at 11:30 PM (CDT)
Hi kiddo,
Do you know how wonderful it is to hear from you? Well it is. And I love to hear you complaining about things. You know why? That means you are a normal young lady.It is music to all our ears to hear you complaining about things. Because for too long we didn't hear from you at all. Praise the lord for bringing your health back and sending you home. Now you keep up the good work, and you may surprise everyone again. Maybe they won't keep you in isolation for that long. You are one awesome kid.
Keep up with all the dirty details on your recovery stuff, we have all grown quite used to it.
Hello to all your family.
Welcome home kiddo.
Mrs. N


- Sunday, October 24, 1999 at 09:39 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie:
I tried to e-mail you several times from school, only to find out that they weren't going through! So I'll just stick to my home e-mail. I am so proud of you, you gutsy, gritty girl, and so glad you are home!!! We talk about you all the time in Advisory - you are a part of everything we do. Keep those entries coming in the journal - we love being in touch with you and knowing how you are doing. Back to you soon. Ever so much love, Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Sunday, October 24, 1999 at 09:33 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie=) I'm soo glad your home! It must be good to be home, I know I would be glad to get home. I'll be praying that you get the feeding tube out Wed.! Get well!
Laters,
Amy

Amy Craw <AmyJCraw@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Sunday, October 24, 1999 at 01:25 PM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie,
We're interested in the details...number of pills, tube feeding 'til Wednesday kind of stuff. Tell us more. Do you wear a mask when you return to the hospital? Do you go back to the pediatric oncology floor? Do you see any other post-BMT patients who are also on outpatient status? Are you having your blood work done with a needle or do you still have a central line? What's the latest on your platelet production?
Love from afar, Momsie xxxooo

Carolyn Zolbe
Arlington, Va. - Saturday, October 23, 1999 at 08:39 PM (CDT)
Leslie - All our prayers for you have come true so keep on fighting. I can't imagine the relief your family has now that you are home. Keep on singing - God is listening. He made it all come true. You are one special young lady!!!!
Paul, Shirley and Edith Keener <Skeener40@aol.com>
Canton, Oh - Friday, October 22, 1999 at 10:03 PM (CDT)
Leslie, I sure hope you got to sleep in your own bed last
night. I bet it has never felt better!! Congratulations you
are amazing!! We love you very much keep getting stronger!
Love, Sally

Sally Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Friday, October 22, 1999 at 12:06 PM (CDT)
Leslie, did you go home yesterday? I hope so. I am so happy that you are feeling better. Tell Christain and Taylor I miss them. Say Hi for me!
Love JOSHUA

joshua Wright
pleasant grove, ut usa - Friday, October 22, 1999 at 11:08 AM (CDT)
So glad your getting to go home. Our prayers are with you and your family.




Debbie Flounders and Family <toolman60s@aol.com>
Massillon, Oh Stark - Friday, October 22, 1999 at 07:32 AM (CDT)
I'm so glad that your going back home! I'm so excited for you!
Duke Martina-Zook <duke_666@hotmail.com>
Arlington, VA 22207 - Thursday, October 21, 1999 at 08:04 PM (CDT)
Sung (off key) to the tune of "Happy Birthday"

Happy Homecoming to you,
Happy homecoming to you,
Happy homecoming Dear Leslie,
Happy homecoming to you.

second verse same as the first)

Our prayers were answered,
You've left the Hospitol and gone home
You're quite a testimony Dear Leslie,,
For all the believers....
And many more on channel 4
and scooby do on channel two.....etc.
Well if that doesn't brighten your day I don't know what will!!
Welcome home Kiddo.
Your a dream come true.
Love ya,
Mrs. N
,
and the


- Thursday, October 21, 1999 at 07:25 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie!!! You get to sleep in your own bed, in your own room tonite! What a wonderful day! We have been thinking about you and wishing you the very best and a most WELCOME HOME! You are an extraordinary young lady. I see you doing wonderful things with your life. You are an inspiration to us all. You probably can't even begin to imagine how much you have taught us and ways you have shown us and helped us to be better people. For this, I thank you. I will continue to keep you and your wonderful family in my prayers. When I am praying for you, I first will thank God for YOU, then I will be asking Him to help you be stronger and healthier with each passing day. I read your journal about your little brothers and Dakota. Dakota is just fine with your Momsie and Pap.... look at it as a vacation/holiday for Dakota. Everybody deserves one now and then. Your brothers will be just fine and one day, as adults, you three siblings will talk about the day "Dakota went to Washington to be with Momsie and Pap" and then you'll all hug each other a little tighter.. Your family is just great... and I can't imagine the joy when you arrived back "home".. Take care and I hope you will keep up with your journal as often as you can.. we'll want to know how you are. Welcome Home! You are one great gal!
Much love,
Mary Bentz

M. Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Thursday, October 21, 1999 at 04:07 PM (CDT)
CONGRATULATIONS!!! We are sooooo proud of you! Just to let you know, we believe that going home deserves an A for P.E. class, all three trimesters. Keep up the good work and we'll see you in person next year.

Mrs. Dack and Mrs. McCloud


- Thursday, October 21, 1999 at 02:04 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family,

Awesome!!!!! We're so happy for you, Leslie, that you are going home TODAY!!!!

It sounds like you have continually amazed the doctors! You definitely continue to amaze and inspire us! YOU GO GIRL!!!

Keep up the good work, just as we'll keep you in our thoughts and prayers! Everyone at Alki is so happy you're going home. We, too, wish you could join us at school, but understand the necessity of staying away from us "germy" people for a while. :^) Kids were really sick with several different viral things the second and third weeks of school, now there's a stomach virus going around, so there's good reason for staying away!

I heard you like doughnuts -- we'll deliver upon request!

Love,

Patty, Glenn and Alex Rennemann <pagrennema@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Thursday, October 21, 1999 at 12:48 PM (CDT)
TODAY IS THE DAY!!! YAHOO!!! Have a wonderful trip home...you'll be in our thoughts! Jess and Gini
The Hochs <hchfam@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Thursday, October 21, 1999 at 09:27 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie and family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never doubted for one minute this day would come, sweetie. You had some scary days there for a while and hopefully those memories will fade quickly while thoughts of being home and being with your family replace the icky days.
You know, I haven't checked, but maybe there's a way for us to do light signals at night from our houses! Or Jarett and Gavin can stand on the roof and wave Hi! Just kidding Grandma!!
Jarett's Chicken Pox are all healed over, too. It doesn't sound like he had half the trouble that Taylor did!! And he didn't care who saw him. Hee hee. Thanks to Kathleen for her advise about the oatmeal baths. I bought a whole bunch of knee hi's and didn't get to use them all, guess I'll get to use a few.
Take care, honey and stay put when you get home, no sneaking out to run marathons!
WE LOVE YOU LESLIE.

Janelle, Scott, Gavin and Baby Jarett



Vancouver, WA - Thursday, October 21, 1999 at 01:45 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, What a delight to hear from you directly! Nature will look deeper in color and more vibrant on that car ride home than you have ever seen it before. Whatever the weather, tomorrow will be a beautiful day. We are all so happy for you and so very proud of you for working so hard, never giving up, and using every ounce of the gifts God gave you to get through this. I'm glad we don't live out there so I don't have to fight the temptation to just drop by..because now the rest of us will have to work as hard as you did to be sure that we really do give you the private and separate space you need to heal and be safe from what we could unknowingly be carrying. We were really touched by our friends' carefulness and expression of love in keeping a distance when Scott came home. To anyone else reading this, having kept vigil over my husband when he was seriously ill, I appreciated so much that kindnesss of true concern and compassionate restraint of friends who kept a loving distance. Leslie, tomorrow will truly be a glorious day for you, a day to celebrate and thank God for this miracle. Bon Voyage! Much love, Colleen and Family
The Dykemas
Arlington,, Va. USA - Wednesday, October 20, 1999 at 09:33 PM (CDT)
Leslie
What great news today your going home tomorrow hope the SUN IS SHINING BRIGHT FOR YOUR TRIP HOME. Will keep praying for a speedy YEAR so you can get back to all your activities and having FUN. Will we be able to follow up on your webb page after you get home? Sure is good NEWS!!!! Love to all the family.

Great Uncle Francis & Great Aunt Linda <felmerich@neo.rr.com>
North Canton, Oh - Wednesday, October 20, 1999 at 09:02 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie.. I just returned home from Hawaii, I thought about you on the beautiful beaches. I was so excited when I checked on your progress!! Tears rolled down my face in joy!! I am so very happy for you and your family. may God continue to heal you and bless you all. Much continued success on your recovery!! p.s. having 2 more marrow drives this week, tomorrow at Whitaker Middle School, and Sat. at Center for self-enhancment .. if you get a chance remind others to join the marrow program so we can see more happy stories like yours..BRAVO TO YOU SWEET GIRL!! maryjane cricks phlebotomy professionals inc.
maryjane cricks <mjc91741@aol.com>
glendora, ca usa - Wednesday, October 20, 1999 at 08:51 PM (CDT)
Leslie, I can tell you in one word how happy I am for you. YYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. And yet that word is still not big enough for what I really feel. You are such a strong fighter and I cant wait to have you come back and sing with us in the choir. Have a great day tommorow going home at last! Love, Ally Cross
Ally Cross <pcross2@compuserve.com>
Hillsboro, OR USA - Wednesday, October 20, 1999 at 06:22 PM (CDT)
Leslie, I can tell you in one word how happy I am for you. YYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. And yet that word is still not big enough for what I really feel. You are such a strong fighter and I cant wait to have you come back and sing with us in the choir. Have a great day tommorow going home at last! Love, Ally Cross
Ally Cross <pcross2@compuserve.com>
Hillsboro, OR USA - Wednesday, October 20, 1999 at 06:22 PM (CDT)
Leslie, How wonderful that you will finally get to go home. YYYYIIIIIIIIPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (me squealing with delight) I can only imagine how you must have missed your special places and your privacy. Let your brothers know that with Dakota off and traveling, they will get to experience two special homecomings, yours first, and then Dakota's. I'll bet they're THRILLED with having to take showers after school. Oh, well. We'll pray for your continued recovery so you can return to school and hang out with friends and come to Girlchoir. It's great to have you updating your web site. I enjoyed your father's humor and your mothers wisdom, but reading your words are the best.
Chris Hoyt, alum mum, PSGC
- Wednesday, October 20, 1999 at 06:09 PM (CDT)
Happy homecoming to you Leslie! Tomorrow should be such an exciting day! We'll be thinking of you....have a great trip home! Jess and Gini Hoch
The Hochs <hchfam@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, October 20, 1999 at 05:39 PM (CDT)
Leslie,
Nice to see you up and typing again. This year will go by fast. Praise the Lord you are going home!!!!!!!!!! We are so happy with that news. We knew YOU could do it. For now just enjoy being in your own home. Way to go!!!!

Sue Wyszynski
- Wednesday, October 20, 1999 at 04:43 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, MZ and KZ,

Amazing is too tame a word for y'all!!!! We are so very excited for you and are happy, happy, HAPPY, to think of you in your own home! Have a wonderful time leaving and know that we carry you in our thankful hearts and sing more joyfully because of you...looking forward to the time when you join in the song on the risers!!

Much love,
Deb

Deb Burgess <rdaburgess@integrityonline.com>
Portland, OR - Wednesday, October 20, 1999 at 04:28 PM (CDT)
Leslie - Way to go!! We knew all the prayers and your spirit would win in the end. We hope you continue to improve and get back to school. Keep up the good work, you inspired all of us.
Shirley Keener <skeener40@aol.com>
Canton, Oh - Wednesday, October 20, 1999 at 01:35 PM (CDT)
Leslie-
Your progress is truly amazing. Thank you for being such an inspiration. You have been the topic of conversation at many meals all the way to Ohio! We think of you often and pray for the best - everyone's prayers have paid off! Enjoy your sweet, sweet homecoming. Your extended family is behind you all the way. I hope you can carry on the site after you return home, many of us look forward to your updates every morning. Love to you and the rest of the Zolbe's!

Kim Morgan <kmorgan@uakron.edu>
Akron, OH - Wednesday, October 20, 1999 at 01:11 PM (CDT)
Oh Leslie How good to hear from you!!!!!! Did you know that when Roberta said you were going home in 2 or 3 days, a big cheer went up in the room??? The choir is so happy for you!!! Keep writting us. I am so sorry about Dakota. But I know he'll be back soon. Your Choir Friend Natalie
Natalie Grattan and Jeannette Ellis <alpacas@ibm.net>
Amboy, WA - Wednesday, October 20, 1999 at 11:06 AM (CDT)
Leslie, I cant believe you get to go home. You are truly a walking miracle. I am so excited. How fun to read the journal page and have it be from you. Everyone here is so excited you are going home. The boys will be more excited to have you home than Dakota. They will be sad at first, but time goes fast, then Dakota will be back with the family. Remember Fluffers, she got sick and has a feeding tube through her stomach. I have to put food in a serenge 5 to 8 times a day. She is totally yellow. Her liver shut down. We must really love her because it is costing us a fortune, plus we have been feeding her this way for 3 weeks. The vet. said she might need it for a month or more. Hope she gets better fast. Joshua is right next to me He wants to say Hi! (Josh says he wants to send you a present. I am happy you are going home. I love you Josh)
Have a great day. Tell everyone Hi! Love, Shell

shellie wright <rt2shellie@aol.com>
pleasant grove, ut usa - Wednesday, October 20, 1999 at 10:26 AM (CDT)
Hooray, our young writer is back on line! What a special message to help us greet this new day. Arms are wide open in the Vancouver Public Schools and the Portland Symphonic Girlchoir awaiting your return, but first, Home Sweet Home. The Girlchoir had a soul grabbing slice of that song in their repertoire a few years back. I will listen to that tape for you today and pull for all folks medical and otherwise to have everything ready for you soon. Bon appetit, my dear. Alum Mum Ann Saalborn

- Wednesday, October 20, 1999 at 08:39 AM (CDT)
Hey Kiddo,
It is so nice to hear from you again! What a wonderful miracle that you are able to walk the halls. Is there anything food wise that you are craving? Something to snack on? Mrs. Fields Choc. chip cookies? BAskin Robbins ice cream? Ask and you shall receive!!!!
Megan says you would really like the Science teacher at Alki. You have the same teacher. He's "really cool!!"
I'm sure Taylor and Christian will get over the fact that Dakota is gone as soon as they can hug you!!! If not, you can show pictures of Tay all broke out in his spots!
Great to hear from you, kiddo. Your spirit shines through your email message to all!
Love,
Megan and Mrs. N


- Tuesday, October 19, 1999 at 10:56 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie! It's kool to see you update the site:) It's soo exciting that you'll be out of the hospital soon! You're such a fighter! Probably better then I could be. I hope you continue to get better!
Laters,
Amy
Premier at P.S.G.C.

Amy Craw <AmyJCraw>
Aloha, OR USA - Tuesday, October 19, 1999 at 09:52 PM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie,
How heartwarming it is to see the journal update written in the first person singular. Thank you Leslie, Matthew and Kathleen, all the angels and saints, your donor, doctors, nurses, pray-ers everywhere, singers (all parts...all ages), writers (every one different!), and the One who made us all and knew us before we were born. With grateful thanks, Momsie and Pap

Carolyn and Paul Zolbe
Arlington, Va. - Tuesday, October 19, 1999 at 09:41 PM (CDT)
Leslie,
Maybe you can talk to them about making the halls a little more interesting. Let's get some artwork in there! We are sooooo happy that you are coming home. I'll bet you can't wait. Just a few more days. Way to go!

Kendall and Maureen Hiller <Reenie38@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, October 19, 1999 at 08:27 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, What great news we are so Happy for you! I
bet you can't wait to get back to your own home. I can't
wait so we can finaly talk on the phone. Tell Taylor I
miss him in class and I hope he feels better. Love April

April & Sally Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Tuesday, October 19, 1999 at 06:46 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
What great news! Home in 2 or 3 days, how wonderful. We all miss you here at girlchoir and would love to see you! We continue to pray for you.
Love you,
Patty Hobizal
from Debut Choir.

Patty Hobizal
Portland, OR USA - Tuesday, October 19, 1999 at 05:20 PM (CDT)
Dear Zolbe Family,

What terrific news for your family. We are so happy for Leslie and for all of you. God Bless you each and every day. Keep the faith. We are praying each day for your continued progress and recovery. Hurry Home!!

The Lis Family


- Tuesday, October 19, 1999 at 03:32 PM (CDT)
Leslie,
We are so glad to hear about going home. What GREAT news. Also glad to hear Dakota found a traveling companion. Things are looking up! Why is it the second child with Chicken pox is worst. Tell Taylor, Christopher was so bad you couldn't tell he had a neck it was so covered. It does get better and they return to their handsome selves.

Sue Wyszynski
- Tuesday, October 19, 1999 at 11:47 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
Sounds like good news to me!!!The fact that you are going home soon, is so incredible! We think of you sooo much, I'm sure you can feel our wishes and smiles all the way to Portland! Keep up the good work. I'll check tomorrow for more good news!1 Love you lots, Linda

Linda Shilts <lshilts@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, , Va - Tuesday, October 19, 1999 at 10:35 AM (CDT)
Dear Kathleen, Matt and LESLIE!!!
Way to go girl!!!!! We are all so happy to hear the fantastic news...heading HOME!!!! Leslie, all of us are so inspired by your courage and determination!! Jeff will be heading east the week of November 8th. Hopefully this could help out in the transportation of Dakota. He would be happy to take him on his eastern adventure. We could also help out keeping him here with the rest of our zoo members. We have a dog run and barn he could stay in till his flying adventure. We are here to help out. Let us know by e-mail or our phone # 573-1338. GO ZOLBE TEAM!!!!!

Jeanne and Jeff Barr <Barrzoo@aol.com>
vancouver, wa - Monday, October 18, 1999 at 12:58 PM (CDT)
My dear Leslie and all,
"Home" never sounded better! I am thrilled to think of you there! I loved reading Judith's message to you about Girlchoir's "Deam Season" and you being a big part of it. My thoughts exactly. Keep up the great work. We continue to hold you in our thoughts and prayers.
Love, Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, October 18, 1999 at 11:14 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, It's good to hear that you're doing so well. The art work and e-mailing sound like fun. I'm glad that you are able to concentrate enough to read. If you lose that concentration at times, don't let it scare you. Few people are able to read, and concentrate on and remember what they read, at this point in the process. So pat yourself on the back. Homework sounds good when you are in the mood for it, but don't feel pressured by it, it will be waiting for you when you're ready. You are sure to get more sleep if you keep watching those sports avec ton pere. I'm sorry you have to go through the GVH side of the transplant, but I am happy that you found such a good match. Your counts are wonderful, that has to be in part due to the match being so good. God bless your donor, all donors, and all those who sign up to give marrow, ready to give that gift of life if called upon. I know there must be a lot of smiles in your room. Prayers and Hugs, Colleen and Family





The Dykemas
Arlington, , Va. USA - Monday, October 18, 1999 at 11:09 AM (CDT)
Hellos to MZ, KZ and of course, LZ,

We all held our breath while your server was down. Actually Roberta guessed it! And then to log back on and find your glorious news almost made the breathholding worth it! You're even doing art work! How wonderful to be able to do something somewhat ordinary ... or normal. Tom and I are off to Denver to give Katie a real hug for parent's week-end. She is happily following your news too. I will keep track from there. Remember "It's a Dream Season" at the Girlchoir and you are very much a part of all of our dreams. We send our love, Judith

Judith Pettibone <grambone@pacifier.com>
brush prairie, wa - Sunday, October 17, 1999 at 11:35 PM (CDT)
Leslie, You are so remarkable! You are truely a child with such strength of character. I am so happy with your remarkable progress. The news keeps getting better day by day. The Lord is with you and your family, and continues to bless you all. WHAT JOY!
Karla and Megan Birchfield
Beaverton, OR USA - Sunday, October 17, 1999 at 10:43 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I am so glad you are good.
I am having so much fun!
School is not so fun beacause we do math the whole day.
Have a good day! And keep up the good work!

Stephanie Wright <rt2steph@aol.com>
Pleasant Grove , UT USA - Sunday, October 17, 1999 at 10:17 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and Family, The news just keeps getting better, way to go! Praise God! The outside will be even more beautiful than you remember it, when you walk out those hospital doors. We all look forward to hearing from you when you are up to writing again, what a treat. Don't rush yourself, do it when you're ready. Your parents are doing a fine job of keeping us up to speed on you, along with all the other fine jobs they are doing. Like Dorothy said "there's no place like home." We are all so very proud of you. Along with God's grace, never underestimate the power of the spirit and the value of your own determination and attitude. Your stamina and faith have carried you through a storm that few of us have ever known and can barely imagine. As for Dakota, I like the travel agent idea that someone else suggested, you might also want to try a local college or university that might have students who come back home for special events (family celebrations, besides school holidays.) Maybe someone there would live in our area. Also you might find an airline employee, if anyone else readiing the guestbook knows someone who works for the airlines, airline employees get reduced fare tickets and travel frequesntly, maybe one would take Dakota. YES! It's a good day. Much love, Colleen and family

The Dykemas
Arlington, Va. USA - Saturday, October 16, 1999 at 08:24 PM (CDT)
Hey Leslie! WOW! More great news! I am sooo happy for you! You are such a fighter!! Keep up the good work!!!!!!! Love and Sunshine........

Krista

Krista Shilts <sokkhergrl@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, VA 22032 - Saturday, October 16, 1999 at 03:53 PM (CDT)
Way to go Zolbes! Leslie, you are definitely an inspiration to us all. We are all so proud of you, you have had such an impact on all our lives. You are incredible! We can't wait until you get home. Keep up the good work.
Maureen and Kendall Hiller <Reenie38@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, October 16, 1999 at 01:52 PM (CDT)
Leslie,
You are a star! Just keep up that shining! We'll keep the prayers flowing.Also your Mom and Dad are AWESOME!
Love from Tanya and family.


Tanya Putman <Clay Osburn@worldnet.att.com>
- Saturday, October 16, 1999 at 03:35 AM (CDT)


- Saturday, October 16, 1999 at 03:28 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I'm so glad you can come home and that you are feeling better. I hope you can come and see us soon! I like it here alot you should come you'll love it! I wish you can move here then we would be together. Well love you all and Happy Hallaween! Love, Stephanie Wright

Stephanie Wright <rt2steph@aol.com>
Pleasant Grove, UT USA - Saturday, October 16, 1999 at 01:24 AM (CDT)
Leslie,
What great news! We want you home soon. You have been so strong through all of this, we are all so very proud of you. We still are praying for the lungs to improve. I have this vision of you on the dance floor in a purple prom dress. Designed by you fashioned by me. Can't wait to make it. Be strong!

Sue Wyszynski
- Saturday, October 16, 1999 at 12:06 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Good news!!! We are so happy that you are doing well. I love the colorful webpages too!! We will continue to pray for your speedy recovery. It will be so nice to have your family all together at home again! Keep up the great efforts!! Love, The Apken Family
Janet Apken
Vancouver , WA - Friday, October 15, 1999 at 08:27 PM (CDT)
Wow....what news!!! Congratulations Leslie!!! That is such fantastic news!!! You really caught the 4 of us by surprise....such a wonderful update!!! Our thoughts are definately with you and I hope you know that there are many people out here that are just as excited as we are for you!! Thank you so very much for sharing your daily struggles and accomplishments with us!!!
Jess, Nikki, Adam and Gini <hchfam@pacifier.com>
Van, WA 98685 - Friday, October 15, 1999 at 08:23 PM (CDT)
What incredibly fantastic news!!!... I am so impressed with your courage hope and spirit. We wish you the best....

If we can help in any way... Please let us know... I ran into the Footes on Thursday morning taking Paty and Alex to the airport for a wedding in New Jersey... I'm not sure if that would have helped with Dakota, but I thought calling a travel agent might help.. They should know a caring person who could help out... If you don't know any.. let me know, I have a friend who is one in Beaverton... Glenn, Patty and Alex... Looking forward to more good news!!!1

Glenn, Patty and ALex <Pagrennema@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Friday, October 15, 1999 at 08:07 PM (CDT)
Home! What a wonderful thought. I can only imagine how excited you must be. This is just the greatest news! We'll keep up the prayers toward that end. I don't know anyone going to the DC area soon (had a friend that went last week), but I can offer a temporary home for your lab if Leslie comes home before travel is arranged. We have 2 dogs, 2 cats, 1 bird, 2 kids, and a million squirrels. There should be room for 1 more! YYEEEEEAAAHHHHHH! (That's me screaming with joy.) Here's to home!
Chris Hoyt (PSGC alum-mum) <choyt@plaza.ds.adp.com>
Portland, OR - Friday, October 15, 1999 at 07:33 PM (CDT)
Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh!!! This is so fabulous!!! Leslie is a star among stars - angel among angels! I know one person who often goes to NYC and WaDC so will contact her - but have you thought of a local respite care facility for Dakota? Here's the scoop - my husband is FROM the Dakotas, we have a fenced yard here in Vancouver and another fenced yard with two black labs and one yellow lab as our neighbors in Chinook (at the mouth of the Columbia (dog Heaven)), 2 young adult children in love with all spirits canine, a sister (aunt) with THE best behaved golden lab in the territory (Freya the great) and massive canine love potential. Any chance you would decide on local foster care? We'd send photos! Just a thought - we are open if it fits. Keep soaring!! Saalborn and Co.

- Friday, October 15, 1999 at 07:08 PM (CDT)
Wow! This is great news Leslie!! We are VERY happy for you
and your family. Keep up the good work, Jesus is smiling
down on you, You are a inspration to all of us. We pray
for you every day. Love Sally, Pat, Casey, & April

The Carroll's <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Friday, October 15, 1999 at 07:05 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie
What great news today . Love to all

Uncle Herb & Aunt Linda
North Canton, Ohio - Friday, October 15, 1999 at 06:57 PM (CDT)
Unbelievable! I'm so happy for you all, and I hope the trend continues in this marvelous direction. Will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Michelle Burley <DOMERS83@aol.com>
Alexandria, VA - Friday, October 15, 1999 at 06:29 PM (CDT)
You go Leslie!!!! I soooooo happy for ya! I hope you get home by the end of next week:) I'm sure you would like that, huh? You're still in my prayers:) Keep up the good work!
Laters,
Amy

Amy Craw <AmyJCraw@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Friday, October 15, 1999 at 06:27 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, You are truly a special girl. I am so happy to hear that you are better, a little anyhow! Keep up the fight, we are all praying for your recovery. You have very special parents, but I'm sure you know that! Love all of you lots, Linda
lshilts <lshilts@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, , Va - Friday, October 15, 1999 at 04:12 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and Family, So much to celebrate and thank the Lord for! It's great news that you're doing so much better Leslie. I really enjoyed faxing Thursday's update to Sister B. Glad you were finally able to get some sleep, I'm sure more would be welcome. We'll keep up the lung prayers and add GVH, thanks and some sleep to the list. I visited the chapel at Marymount yesterday and said a rosary of gratitude for you and the presence of God we have all witnessed in your family. Keep up the good work, HUGS and a shared grin to all. Love, Colleen and Family

The Dykemas
Arlington,, Va. USA - Friday, October 15, 1999 at 01:23 PM (CDT)
Howdy Doody Kiddo!
A gracious goodevening. So, you made a jail brake did ya. Well aren't we something to be proud of. Man, what a testimony you have. I gave an update tonight at my women's Bible study. You couldn't hear me talking for all the " Praise the Lords" and "Hallelujah's" going on. Any other time I would not be happy with all the noise while I am trying to talk, but for you, tonight, I let it slide!!!!!!!! The phone line was burning at our house last night and tonight telling everyone we knew to check it out, "our Leslie" made a jail brake!!! Now if you could just see your way out of that place, and back home to your own comfortable bed. Look for the saw blade in the pumpkin bread!!! Want any new music? I'll sneak it to ya. I like the suggestion about Momma K and Daddy M taking dictation so we can hear from you kiddo. How about it? That might keep them out of harms way. That's the least they can do for all the yukky stuff they have had you doing. By the way....we like to do scary stuff at our house on Halloween night. Kyle (megan's big brother) wants to know if you could come over and do that vomit the yellow tube trick? Nice job of freaking out the old man with that trick by the way!
Well, I think I've rambled enough. On a more serious note. We think you are truly something special. And we praise the lord for his blessing of you and you continued improvement in your health. More prayers for the Lungs and the GVH. Down on knees again.
All our love and hugs and kisses and prayers,
The Neubauer family


- Friday, October 15, 1999 at 12:47 AM (CDT)
Wow! Jess and I have just spent quite a bit of time reading through some of the messages your friends have sent you! Leslie, you are a very special lady!!! You have touched the hearts of many!!! You have definately touched ours!!! Jess thinks you are the most courageous person ever!! You are so young and you have gone through so much, and yet you hold on so bravely!! There are many other kids in Ms. Bevills class who feel the same way! YOU GO GIRL!!!

We know that you will keep improving and now that we've found your site (thanks to Janelle)...we'll keep watching it daily! We wish you the very best....The Hochs

Gini and Jessica Hoch <Hchfam@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Friday, October 15, 1999 at 12:03 AM (CDT)
Hooray for Leslie! That sweet sleep is just the BEST thing. Now, MZ and KZ, can you get some too? We fret for you, as well. As I read it, the Angels and Archangels are bid into position, so rest! Everyone out here is "on duty". With fond caring, Ann Saalborn, Alum Mum, Esq.

- Thursday, October 14, 1999 at 11:57 PM (CDT)
Leslie, my dear, Matthew and Kathleen,
Hooray!!! Thank God for this wonderful progress. I'm grinning right along with you! Keep up the great efforts.
Love and hugs,
Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.com>
Portland, OR USA - Thursday, October 14, 1999 at 10:14 PM (CDT)
Leslie, your own private hallway and room to wander, now that's an improvement. I'm glad you thought about Beacon Rock. It's one of my favorite climbs. I have to marvel at the pluck of the people who had the vision to build those trails. The journey is worth the pain - the huffin' and puffin' on the way up, and the jelly legs coming down. What a view at the top! One year I hiked to the top and ate Thanksgiving Dinner. (I was younger then!) Girlchoir is thinking about you, and praying for you and your family. The risers await your return.
Chris Hoyt, alum-mum
Portland, OR - Thursday, October 14, 1999 at 05:53 PM (CDT)
Dear Zolbe's,
Just checking in to say "Hello" and wishing you all the best. Glad to hear the white counts are coming UP!!! I think of you everyday. Keep up the good work! Hugs to all! Love, Linda

Linda Shilts <lshilts@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, , Va - Thursday, October 14, 1999 at 12:26 PM (CDT)
Way to go, Leslie! A clean escape from ICU! We will watch for evidence of foul play should those "mysterious accidents" your Dad mentioned suddenly befall your parent-figures. Bask in the love, Honey - you are surrounded. Get better every day - the risers await your return. Alum Mum Ann Saalborn

- Thursday, October 14, 1999 at 08:58 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
Thinking of you so much over the last 24 hours. Yesterday during Reading we were discussing courage and what it takes to be courageous. One of my 6th grade students raised their hand and said, "The most courageous person I know is Leslie Zolbe!" It almost made me cry - right there in class! You ARE the most courageous person! Right now you are like the pebble in the pond sending out rings of light, love, energy, and courage to all of us so that we can send it right back to you. You are SO LOVED!! and your parents and brothers, too (who also qualify for the courage award!!!!) Much love, Mrs. B.

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, October 14, 1999 at 08:28 AM (CDT)
So Leslie, I here you've done the noodle-up-the-nose-and-out-the-mouth trick. The last time I saw that, I was a young boy at a roadside carnival just outside of Sandpoint, Idaho. We've heard lots from your parents about you, but we haven't heard from you lately. Maybe you could convince your mom or dad to take dictation, and send us all a big hello.
Ray, Penny, Alex Bartlett and Daisy <rjbefa@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA 98685 - Thursday, October 14, 1999 at 01:10 AM (CDT)
HI M,K,L,C & T!
I loved all the color in tonight's entry, very nice. It has a sort of "Dead Head" look to it, don't you think?
Got to share a hug with Kathleen last night, the really good kind!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't celebrate enough over our precious Leslie's accomplishments!!!!
Hey Matt-Scott's cousin had tried out for Momsie's choir when they lived in Virginia and had the honor of being accepted, but was transferred in his job to Bend, OR. several years ago. Just found that out a couple of days ago when his wife got caught up on Leslie's journal. Small world, eh Carolyn?
Well, take care all. Big prayers tonight.

Love, Janelle, Scott, Gavin and Baby Jarett


Vancouver, WA - Thursday, October 14, 1999 at 12:31 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie!!

So glad to hear of your escape from the ICU...sorry re: the tube and all the aches and pains. You are loved by all and prayed for many times through the day and night! Keep hangin' in there...love and support to your folks as well as big hugs to you,

Deb and family

Deb Burgess <rdaburgess@integrityonline.com>
Portland, OR - Thursday, October 14, 1999 at 12:13 AM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie, we are so glad to hear of this great news that you are moving out of ICU! You are always in our hearts and prayers. We love you!!
Casey and April

Casey and April Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, October 13, 1999 at 10:44 PM (CDT)
Leslie, you are a very brave girl. Regardless of what happens from now on, just getting out of the ICU is a huge victory. I'll bet the hospital staff will remember you and your long brave struggle for quite a while.

It leaves grown-ups like me reaching for what to say, but the best I can think of to tell you is that it was really worth it to see the smile on your Momsie's face at singing rehearsal last night. That was how I heard the good news -- and what better possible way?

You may be facing lots of ups and downs. Just remember, Jesus faced bigger ups and downs in just one week than the rest of us face in a lifetime and somehow, by praying all the time, did not get disoriented. Pretty incredible.

All for now. It's a privilege for me to take a part, however small and remote, in your life.

David Peyton <dypeyton@aol.com>
Washington, DC USA - Wednesday, October 13, 1999 at 09:48 PM (CDT)
I am praying for Leslie and the family.

Marla DeVilliers <bugmjd@aol.com>
Vancouver, wa 98685 - Wednesday, October 13, 1999 at 07:37 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family,

Greetings and all of our best wishes. So glad to hear that you are making such good progress. Our love and prayers go out to you. Love, The Hermanns

<rherm65128>
Arlington, VA USA - Wednesday, October 13, 1999 at 03:46 PM (CDT)
Leslie,
We are friends of Alison DeVolder. Alison has kept us updated on your progress for several months and we finally have a computer so we can visit your page ourselves. This is our first visit and I was so happy to see you out of ICU. We pray for you every day and will visit your site as well. Hugs and kisses.
The Christen Family

Renee, Rick, Sarah and Scott Christen <reneechristen@aol.com>
Whitehouse, OH USA - Wednesday, October 13, 1999 at 03:03 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie - just a note to say WOW! You're out of ICU. I am praying for you to be able to go home soon. Keep up the good work - remember - God is with you every step of the way.

Love and prayers,
Kathy White

Kathy White <kathy@mlc.org>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, October 13, 1999 at 02:15 PM (CDT)
Wazup??

- Wednesday, October 13, 1999 at 02:12 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and Family....

Know that you have one more old friend of your Dad's out here in the e-world rooting for you. Our prayers and thoughts are with you. PS Tell your Dad that I think he still owes me a quarter from about 7th grade from a Hank Aaron home run,....or some other such silliness. God bless.

King Prather, and family <king.prather@interpath.net>
Cary, NC USA - Wednesday, October 13, 1999 at 12:10 PM (CDT)
Leslie, my thoughts are with you! I admire your courage and your strength. Yours is a strong testimony.
Uneada Lester Harris <uharris@kilstock.com>
Raleigh , NC USA - Wednesday, October 13, 1999 at 10:14 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie & Family,

We are beaming with happiness after reading the last few posts. It's great to hear that you are making such progress and that you will be leaving ICU. Mom & Dad, thank you so much for keeping us all informed during these most difficult times. Leslie, your strength and courage are astonishing.

Love & Prayers,
Mark, Marilyn & Jacob Rosenfield

Mark & Marilyn <chefmark@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, wa USA - Wednesday, October 13, 1999 at 12:31 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie and family. This is Judy Cross (Ally's mom) from Debut. We have been reading daily your progress and are jumping with joy after your last entry. Ally had lots of surgeries and time in the hospital until the age of 7 and I can certainly relate to your frustrations and appreciation of medical folks. Although Ally's procedures were never life threatening like Leslie, I do know the agony of watching your child in continued pain......nothing worse. We keep Leslie in our prayers! And now from Ally:
Hey Girlfriend! How are you feelin'. I hope great. My whole family was cheering when we read your journal entry for today. We found out who are secret sisters were today in Girlchoir. I'd tell you who mine was,but it is possible, that she will read this. We are singing alot of Christmas songs in girlchoir. I cant believe that Christmas is in less than three months. Two years ago on christmas was when I got my puppy. That was my favorite Christmas ever. Well, I have to go now. I'll talk to you later.
-Ally Cross

Judy and Ally Cross <pcross2@compuserve.com>
Hillsboro, OR 97123 - Tuesday, October 12, 1999 at 10:48 PM (CDT)
Leslie!!!
Finally out of ICU!!! Hurray!! I'm with your Dad. Next move is your own bed. We want you home. I know it will happen soon enough. Great work. Keep up with the breathing and we are still praying LLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sue Wyszynski
- Tuesday, October 12, 1999 at 10:26 PM (CDT)
Hey Gurl! So glad to hear that you are out of ICU!! AWESOME! I hope you continue to get better! I can't wait until we can email eachother again! Hi to everyone! Keep Smiling! Love and Sunshine, Krista ------(@ :):):):):):)
Krista Shilts <sokkhergrl@hotmail.com>
fairfax, Va - Tuesday, October 12, 1999 at 08:43 PM (CDT)
Leslie, Congratulations on feeling better and leaving ICU! Hope you tolerate the "real food" so another feeding tube is not necessary! Even hospital food tastes good now, huh? Keep up the good breathing! we are all thinking about you in beautiful Virginia! Love you lots!1 Happy Anniversary KZ and MZ!!! Love The Shilts'
LINDA SHILTS <lshilts@hotmail.com>
fairfax, Va - Tuesday, October 12, 1999 at 08:38 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie
What great news today. We check in every day to see how you are doing. We have your new pictures hanging up, I like your hats. Keep up the breathing . Hope you can soon eat some of your favorite food. I will spread the good news. We send our love to your family. Kathy & Matthew congratulation on your 15th Wedding Anniversary. Will keep on praying LOVE TO ALL

FRANCIS , LINDA , TOM, TIM, PATRICK
North Canton, , Ohio - Tuesday, October 12, 1999 at 07:23 PM (CDT)
Yahooooooo, Leslie! The tubes are falling away! In my mind, which is on the eccentric side at times, I see you as a rocket lifting off, and as you clear the launch tower, all the hoses and platforms that tied you to the tower fall away until you are finally flying freely on your own power.

I get the impression that mac & cheese is one of your favorites. My daughter, Jessica, would eat it every day, for every meal, if she could. You've made some incredible progress. Girlchoir remembers you in both rehearsals every week. The first announcement is usually the Leslie Report. Fly, girl, fly!

Chris Hoyt, PSGC alum-mum <choyt @plaza.ds.adp.com>
Portland, OR - Tuesday, October 12, 1999 at 06:36 PM (CDT)
Go Leslie!!!!!!! Out of the ICU! I'm soo happy for ya=) I'm praying for ya still. I hope to meet you before the year is out, or sometime next year! Everyone in Premier here at P.S.G.C. is hoping for more good news!
Your soon to be friend(I hope!),
Amy

Amy Craw <AmyJCraw@aol.com>
Aloha, OR USA - Tuesday, October 12, 1999 at 06:20 PM (CDT)
Yahoo and congratulations from the Chinook Wolf Pups!
Mary Yonek <jyonek@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, October 12, 1999 at 04:07 PM (CDT)
What an awesome privelege to constantly be able to bring your family before the throne of the Creator of the Universe, with everything from lungs to chicken pox, and now to give Him glory for her continues healing. We, too, are amazed at her strength, and pray it to be multipied in the coming days, to all of you! With love from friends you don't know yet!

- Tuesday, October 12, 1999 at 01:24 PM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie and K&MZ, What a glorious morning it is here in Virginia, where the sun is shining brightly and the leaves are turning color- just as you are turning the corner on your ICU experience. Praise the Lord for all the healing thus far. Even though I know you are still in a lot of pain Leslie, I am awed by all the progress made to this point. It's wonderful that you are moving towards eating on your own, and most wonderful of all breathing without the vent. It's also good news to hear that fever is gone. Scott told me to tell you that some of that bone pain might not just be the flu. He had a lot of bone pain as his new marrow came in. He didn't have your wbc count until he was almost two years out. He says it's painful when the bone marrow is producing new cells and the marrow is taking hold. Since your marrow is going gangbusters (Thanks be to God for that!), maybe that's part of what you feel. You have made us all witnesses to a miracle, so much of that miracle resting with your grace throughout all of this. Big hugs! I wonder how many BMT consults your ear nose and throat specialist, with the hands and the attitude, has treated. She cleaarly doesn't "get" what you are up against. We had one aide who refused to wash her hands, and fortunately for us, she did it in other patients' rooms as well so it was clear that this was not just a personality conflict (I'm actually sorry for those patients that she resisted them too), but it did result in her being disciplined by Hopkins and removed from the BMT floor. I hope next go around you'll get someone more responsible and compassionate, as it is clear from your writing the vast majority of doctors, nurses, and therpists there are. We went to dinner at one of Scott's friend's from work on Saturday night. David's fourth grade daughter, Emily, took me to her room to show me her treasures and she showed me a Shania Twain album. I asked her to play it for me Leslie, knowing I was going to like whatever I was about to hear becasue I associate it so much with you, and I did!!. Emily also had a fourth grade history book in her room that made me think of your momsie, it's the same one she used, bringing history (and everything else for that matter) so alive for all her Zolbe kids (mine included). You are the focal point of all of our days, the light that shines before us and around us in or most private moments. Much love, hope you start to feel as well as your chart says you do! Much love, Colleen and Family.
The Dykemas
Arlington,, Va. U.S.A.. - Tuesday, October 12, 1999 at 09:44 AM (CDT)
Kiddo,
I just don't know where to begin in my praise. Megan says she is "really happy for you." "Can't wait to email you."
I am still without words. Prayer is all I can think of. Praise the Lord.
Late for work, oh well.
Write more later.
You are "so totally awesome", as Amy says. She is Megan's oldest sister.
Love ya,
Mrs. N


- Tuesday, October 12, 1999 at 09:26 AM (CDT)
Hallelujah Leslie! The humongous prayer line from all over and your marvelous spirit have prevailed. Keep it up Leslie and we'll all hold up our end by keeping the prayers flowing. Love to all.





Janet Karson <karsonj@hoban.org>
Barberton, OH 44203 - Tuesday, October 12, 1999 at 08:02 AM (CDT)
Praise God from whom all blessings flow!!!! Out of ICU just ONE EENSY BEENSY LITTLE WEEK after so much scary awful stuff. Yippee-hiyo-ay!!! No kidding, somebody needs to call the medical journals about this. They need to KNOW. Leslie, Lovely Leslie, you SHOULD be on the 6:00 news, heck, all the shows, everywhere -- Good Morning America, Oprah, NPR!! -- THIS is NEWS. You, child, are amazing. Gee ... I wonder who you get that quality from ... could it be .. your PARENTS?? YEEHAH!! WOO-WOOO-WOOO!!! Oh, yes, back to work -- we'll keep up whatever mantra you need: "Lord, Lungs for Leslie! Fever-stay-gone! 'Valley'-be-healed! Bring on the food!!" (Thank you, God. Thank you.)
One of the Many Leaping with Joy!!
- Tuesday, October 12, 1999 at 06:58 AM (CDT)
Time for the countdown. Oct 11 is the day out of ICU and feeling better (except for that stupid flu). So, should we decide that 30 days from now you'll be skating, singing, dancing and going to school? Or should we change that figure? What goal do you think you could accomplish? As strong as you make all of us think you are, I say 30-45 days, and you'll be whistling dixie and singing in church, and going to school dances. NO PRESSURE HERE!! haha. Relax, breathe slow and DEEP!! and smile alot. Praise GOD!! Isn't it wonderful?? Maybe you'll be eating a hot fudge sundae in a couple of days. What's your favorite food? What's your favorite fast food restaurant. I'm sure someone will be kind enough to bring you some of your favorites as soon as you ask. And I doubt you have to say the magic word!! haha. I'm super charged over this good news and probably won't sleep. But.... oh well. I hope to hear even better news tomorrow. Be good and prepare your dancin' feet. !!

Sandi Ramey <caramey@thegrid.net>
Madera, CA US - Tuesday, October 12, 1999 at 12:21 AM (CDT)
Leslie, Congratulations!! We all knew you would do it!
So many prayers have been answered, you are truly a blessing. Your mom and dad are very special, they keep a
good watch over you. Keep it up. We love you all
The Carrolls

Sally Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Monday, October 11, 1999 at 11:54 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
You have no idea how much I miss you. I just got over the flu, it sucks, doesn't it? In choir, we're singing alot of old songs. I'm in the third row now, and so are you! I think of you everyday and pray every time I think of you. I really miss you, and you were, and still are, a really, really good friend. You are always somewhere in my mind.

Natalie Grattan <Alpacas@ibm.net>
Amboy, WA - Monday, October 11, 1999 at 08:13 PM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie,
I just returned from Mn. for the National Marrow Donor conference. It was so wonderful, I was able to witness the meeting of a brave young man named Ileo he is 10, and his donor a man in his 30's. It was one of the most heart warming emotional moments I have ever seen. It was all done with a translator, for Ileo was from Venezuela and spoke no english. His donor was from Tx. What a great moment for all. We had a special moment in the meeting when all the members of the conference (about 750) stood up and said a special prayer for all of our bone marrow patients. You can be sure that all us Los Angeles gang held hands and thought of you. I have shared your web page with all of the Los Angeles marrow group. We all shed a tear or two for we all want you to be next to be up and rolling, and hopefully able feel as well as Ileo. There is so many new things... soon they will be adding donors to the list by a finger stick..instead of a regular blood draw. We continue to hold you close in our prayers.Love, Maryjane cricks (phlebotomy Professionals Inc.)

maryjane Cricks
Glendora, ca - Monday, October 11, 1999 at 06:34 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I've been out of the loop for a few days as I've been at the Cleveland Clinic with my Mom & Dad. Dad had some surgery and is doing well. I was scared a lot during our stay but I kept thinking of you and your strength. I kept you in my prayers and made sure I told everyone about this courageous young lady I know. I hope you are feeling better today. We will continue to pray for your temp. & lungs.
Love you.

Alison Mike & Max Devolder <mjdevo@toast.net>
Perrysburg, OH - Monday, October 11, 1999 at 04:06 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Hi sweetie, I just wanted to let you know we are all thinking of you. I was glad to hear you have improved over the past few days. I'm sorry to hear you feel so yucky, I hope it gets better for you real soon. Way to go in getting off of the ventilator! You go girl!!!
I hope you just keep surprising the pants off of all of those doctors until you just walk right on out of that hospital! We love you and are always sending our prayers.
Happy Anniversary to KZ & MZ! Wow, 15 big ones. Tom and I celebrated our 10th on 10/7. Wishing you all continued good news. Love, The Dube's, Tom, Brenda, Grant & Blake

Brenda Dube'
Dallastown, PA USA - Monday, October 11, 1999 at 01:44 PM (CDT)
DEAR LESLIE,
SORRY THAT YOU FEEL SO TERRIBLE. WE THINK OF YOU OFTEN AND ARE PRAYING FOR YOU. KEEP UP THE FIGHT! WE ARE CHEERING FOR YOU IN VIRGINIA! LOVE THE SHILTS'

LINDA SHILTS <lshilts@hotmail.com>
fairfax, Va - Monday, October 11, 1999 at 12:32 PM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie:
The candle at the Shrine is still burning... Our prayers are stronger than ever.. Please know that we are with you in spirit and holding you so close to our hearts... more than you could ever know. Thank you parents for your faithful updates. You are just fabulous. We are all attached to this website. God bless you.
Much love,
Mary Bentz

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Monday, October 11, 1999 at 12:13 PM (CDT)
My dear Leslie,
I'm glad that so many things are looking good, but I'm sorry that you feel yucky. As someone else recently wrote, you are a trooper (the best word I can think of)! Thank you for being such a fighter. We are all "in your corner" with our love, thoughts, and especially, our prayers.
Love,
Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, October 11, 1999 at 11:14 AM (CDT)










We are very happy to hear Leslie is doing better. We continue to pray for Leslie and your family. God Bless.
The Dozarks

Rick, Carol, Haley and Hanna Dozark <rdozark@juno.con>
Vancouver, Wa USA - Saturday, October 09, 1999 at 11:37 AM (CDT)
Leslie,
So glad to hear you are off the vent. We will pray for your lungs and the fever to go down. We made up LLL (Lungs for Leslie Lord) I told the boys that if they would say this small pray for Leslie as many times a day as possible. I do hope you are looking at your email also. Hopefully the music isn't to annoying.

Sue Wyszynski <wizzyinn@msn.com>
- Saturday, October 09, 1999 at 10:21 AM (CDT)





Dear Zolbe Family,
We are sooooooo happy to hear Leslie is off the vent! Yippee!!!! We have been following her progress since Mrs. Bevill gave us her address. Thank you so much for keeping us all updated. Happy Anniversary to Matt and Kathleen! You are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Maureen and Kendall Hiller

Maureen Hiller <Reenie38@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, October 09, 1999 at 12:23 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I hope you feel beter and I hope you dont die. I love you very much. I really want to see you, I will pray for you. Even if you are bald I still like you very very much no matter what. And I just turned 7.

Love, Aleck Richards

Aleck Richards <kmrichards@uswest.net>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, October 09, 1999 at 12:10 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I was at your house today when the great news came that your were taking off the ventalator. Everyone was so happy even Dekota. Christian kept saying "This is the best thing that has happened in centuries." I thought that was so special. I can't wait for you to mess up your room so I have something to clean. My prayers and many others are with you. Right now we thank God for this wonderful miracle. I will try to keep in touch more, I had lost your web site number.
Love , Robin Younger

Robin Younger <dbyounger@juno.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, October 09, 1999 at 12:10 AM (CDT)



Hi Zolbes! We are so excited about all of the wonderful progress Leslies been making. Those doctors know now that God is the miraculous healer. Keep on fighting. We are praying for you to get progressively better each day. As you know Gods timing is often much slower then we want it to be. Hang in there.
Joni and Nikki Hinton <MJNA12405@AOL.com>
Vancouver, WA - Friday, October 08, 1999 at 04:15 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
I was so happy to read your update today! But, I'm not surprized. I knew you'd improve. We all love you and miss you here and the new girls would sure love to meet you. They've heard lots about you. This is Patty from Debut Choir. Hang in there. You are very brave.

Patty Hobizal <pf@teleport.com>
Portland, OR USA - Friday, October 08, 1999 at 03:18 PM (CDT)




Leslie, Prayers are coming your way from the Twin
Tier in New York State. We read your updates each
day. Keep up the good work. God will heal in his
own time. Love to your family. We are friends of
Grandpa and Grandma Taylor.

Tom and Alice Powers <senicami@lightlink.com >
Hector, N.Y. USA - Friday, October 08, 1999 at 09:13 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, You don't know me but I have know your dad since college (20 years can you believe it) but your dad is much older than I am since I went to college when I was only 8. I have also had the pleasure of seeing your mom several times over the years. Hi Matt and Kathleen!!! Laura Thurston, a mutual college friend of ours, told me of your courageous battle with this illness and gave me your e-mail address. Your strength and that of your family's is an inspiration to everyone facing such difficult times. You are in our thoughts and prayers for a speedy and successful recovery. HANG TOUGH!!

FYI to Matt - I finally took the plunge and got married - can you believe it? Take Care

J-M (teeny jeannie) (Balcom) Dixon <cal1inn@aol.com>
Ricnmond, VA - Friday, October 08, 1999 at 09:06 AM (CDT)




Hi Leslie and family,
We are also behind you and continue to follow the updates that Matt, so thoughtfully, writes for the hundreds of people who want you back where you belong. We can't wait to see you back in the stands, come baseball season, cheering for Taz and the rest of the team. From the progress since this past weekend, I just know that faster recovery is coming.

Reed would like to have Taylor over to play, but we aren't sure how that fits into your busy schedule. Let us know if that would help. We'll be home all weekend.

Congratulations on your anniversary and on each small victory with Leslie!

Laura, Jeff, Ross and Reed Miller <fun2tvl@worldaccessnet.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Thursday, October 07, 1999 at 11:45 PM (CDT)


DEAR ZOLBE FAMILY,
WOW, 9,910 GUESTBOOK ENTRIES!!!! WHAT ALOT OF PRAYER POWER COMING YOUR WAY. KEEP UP THE GREAT PROGRESS. IT IS SO WONDERFUL TO KNOW THE SUPPORT THAT EVERYONE SHARES WITH YOU ALL. THANKS FOR THE "UPDATES", IT MUST BE VERY HARD AT TIMES TO KEEP US ALL CURRENT, BUT WE TRULY DO APPRECIATE IT.
:)

RAY, DEBBIE, RAY, AND BRETT KELLY
ALKI/CHINOOK FAMILY



- Thursday, October 07, 1999 at 11:14 PM (CDT)








Leslie and Family,
I can still remember when Kendra would watch the kids once in while and I would see the children playing. I couldn't help but notice the special sense of family bonding that was a part of your beautiful family. Although Christian and Austen would kill me in a wrestling match. I'm ready for a re-match.

Your strength is an inspiration to us all. Thank you for your courage and your fight against this terrible disease. Please know of our love and prayers for you.

Matt Richards <matt_richards@ce9.uscourts.gov>
Vancouver, WA USA - Thursday, October 07, 1999 at 12:15 PM (CDT)


Dear Leslie,

What an awesome job you are doing. I'm so happy to hear that you are doing better. Hang in there kiddo. We are all so proud of you and your strength. Kathleen & Matt, Happy Anniversary!! 15 years....YEAH!! What an accomplishment. God sure has blessed your family. Keep your eyes on him and he will light your path. Leslie, I'm hugging you on line, because I can't do it in person. My love to your family.
Lea Foote

Lea & Jim Foote & family
Vancouver, WA USA - Thursday, October 07, 1999 at 09:55 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
We are hoping and praying that you get better! Your site is really cool! Thoughts and prayers with you,
Megan

Megan Criss <SEND ALL MAIL TO ALLY!>
Hillsboro, OR U.S.A. - Thursday, October 07, 1999 at 01:18 AM (CDT)

Hi Leslie,
How are you doing today? My friend and I are checking out your sight and she thinks it's really cool. It is a four day weekend, so she is spending the night. I have to go now, I'm really tired, it has been a long, but short week. -Ally Cross

Ally Cross <pcross2@compuserve.com>
Hillsboro, OR USA - Thursday, October 07, 1999 at 01:13 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
This is Mrs. Neubauer's oldest daughter, Amy. You are one amazing little girl, did you know that. You are loved and admired by so many people, including myself. I have found that the strength you have comes around in a person only every so often. You might not remember me, I sort of babysat you about three years ago when i took care of two little girls who lived across the street from your day care. If you don't, don't worry. Honestly, I wouldn't remember. Okay, i have a weird request that may help take your mind off of everything that's going on, even if it is for only a few minutes. Last Friday I was nominated for Homecoming Queen at Skyview and I would be honored if you would let me dedicate my crown to you, that is if I win. If you aren't sure what that is, I'll just say it is a huge honor in high school. any way, i wanted to do this because i know that when you are a senior, you will win the same honor. Leslie, I just wanted to let you know that you are an angel and one of the most amazing girls I have ever had the privilage to know. You will continue to be in my thoughts in prayers everyday. Everyone at Skyview wishes you well & askes every day how you are doing. Stay strong sweetie. We love you.
Love always,
Amy Neubauer

Amy Neubauer <jdneubie@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, Wa USA - Thursday, October 07, 1999 at 12:02 AM (CDT)




I live in Nashville, TN. I have heard of your struggle and courage through a co-worker, Ron Wyszynski. I am currently a blood donor for two twins, 21 months old, also fighting this terrible disease. We are going to have a bone marrow drive soon. I knew the mother of these twins when she was in high school. Her name is Jessica. Jessica was an intern on the newspaper staff where I worked. I have watched her grow up, go to college, get married, and then have these twins. They spend most of their time in Vanderbilt Children's Hospital in Nashville. When my mother was told she had cancer, she was given 6 months to live. She lived another 21 years. Anyone can learn to live with this stuff and beat it. It will take all of us to beat this. Sorry for my ramblings, but again, I am proud of the progress and support the Portland area community has given to you. You will be in my prayers and on my heart. God bless you.
nancy cooper <bladecoop@aol.com>
nashville, tn usa - Wednesday, October 06, 1999 at 09:36 PM (CDT)
Dear Zolbes,
We have been reading your entries every day and praying for Leslie. I have been printing them for Kim and Jim Williams or calling them daily with updates. We are praying for her lungs and everyone from Randolph-Macon is hoping for the best.
Amy and Brian Jensen

Amy Jensen <ajensen@lucent.com>
Williamsburg, Va USA - Wednesday, October 06, 1999 at 06:12 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, Matt, Kathleen, Taylor and Christian,

I know this must be the roller coaster ride from you know where, for all of you. But with prayers, friends' support, medical science and family.....I just know you will all make it through. In the past few weeks, in following Matt's chronology of Leslie ups and downs, our own family has grown closer together in prayer for Leslie 's recovery and the well being of the entire Zolbe family. The continued support represented by the volume of entries in this logbook is amazing and I believe is just the tip of the iceberg of the real number of people who are out there praying for your recovery and just wishing we could do more. The miracle needed is still coming and we all pray it will come soon.



Tim, Terry, Mark and Jason Leineweber
Vancouver, Wash USA - Wednesday, October 06, 1999 at 04:27 PM (CDT)
Leslie,
My family and I are friends of your Grandfather Paul. He told us what a great beautiful young lady you are and the struggle that you and your family are having. Our prayers for you will be answered and everything will work out fine. Hang in there, keep your hopes up and we will keep praying and pulling for your recovery. May God bless you and all of your loved ones. We love you!!

Tom, Sheila & Rachel Marks <Tmarks@erols.com>
Arlington, Va USA - Wednesday, October 06, 1999 at 02:24 PM (CDT)








Dear Zolbe family,

Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Please know of our support and love for you Leslie! Kathleen and Matt: May God's blessings be upon you now and always. Our love--

The Richards Family: Kendra, Matt, Austen, Aleck, Ayden

Kendra Richards <kmrichards@uswest.net>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, October 06, 1999 at 01:02 AM (CDT)




From opposite end of the states...our wishes are with you.
Will be in Vancouver in a week and perhaps can meet some of your family.

Greta Rennemann <maparenn@aol.com>
Leesburg, Fl USA - Tuesday, October 05, 1999 at 10:44 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
My name is Rachel Curry, I'm a sophomore at Beaverton High.
I joined Girlchoir only this year, so I don't personally know you; that in itself is unfortunate. However, from all the love produced by PSGC...well, I feel as though I do know you somehow. I can only imagine how hard it is to deal with something like you do, but I see from the pictures and past updates on you webpage that you and your family are strong. I wish you the very best, and want you to know that you are DEFINATELY in my prayers.
God Bless You,
Rachel <3<3
(those are hearts :)

Rachel Curry <rainybabe@uswestmail.net>
Portland, OR USA - Tuesday, October 05, 1999 at 08:17 PM (CDT)

Hey Leslie,
How are you doing? I heard that you are doing better. I hope you can come back to Alki soon. I miss you.

your old kindergarten friend,
Sarah B.

Sarah B. <DaBuffBear>
Vancouver, WA - Tuesday, October 05, 1999 at 06:50 PM (CDT)


Hi Everyone,
We are all praying for you at the Everett house. Leslie, I wish we could take all the shots & uncomfortable things that you are having to go through. You are such an angel. Uncle Leonard & Aunt Dolores are praying for you too.
Love,
Annette

Annette Everett <Annette.Everett@CRBard.com>
Mesa,, AZ USA - Tuesday, October 05, 1999 at 02:12 PM (CDT)


May God bless all of you at this difficult time. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you.
Karen Terembes McCarthy
Canton, OH USA - Tuesday, October 05, 1999 at 08:02 AM (CDT)


Hi Leslie, Last Friday was the Debut slumber Party. It wasn't complete without you, but we managed to have a little fun. Some girls tried to stay up the entire night, but only made it to about 4:00. My Mom was lucky enough to have the privlage to stay up with them. I hit the pillow around 3:00. At the party we line danced, scrapbooked, ate (of course!),watched movies( That thing you do and Singin in the Rain!)played games and visited. There are alot of new girls. Some of them are really wild!!! Wait untill you meet them!!! Sounds like you've had a rough couple of days, but dont worry, we're praying for you!!! The Girlchoirs new song is called Chicken Pox Stay Away, Heart and Lungs Get better Today!!!!! Have a GREAT DAY!!!!!! Thanx to your family for keeping us updated!!!!! Ciao!!! Love, Ally Cross
Ally Cross <pcross2@compuserve.com>
Hillsboro, OR USA - Tuesday, October 05, 1999 at 12:09 AM (CDT)















Matt-
I just learned through the Jensen's all that you, your family and Leslie are going through and I wanted you to know that you will all be in my thoughts and prayers.
Rob Brown

Rob Brown <robtrips@aol.com>
Williamsburg, VA USA - Sunday, October 03, 1999 at 04:17 PM (CDT)




Very encouraging news! I've been so worried this weekend -- yet another roller coaster. Leslie's strength and goodness are so inspiring and heartwarming. I'll keep her in my thoughts and pray that this extraordinary child will soon be able to do "ordinary" things.
Michelle Burley <DOMERS83@aol.com>
Alexandria, VA USA - Sunday, October 03, 1999 at 08:13 AM (CDT)



Dear Leslie and family, we are all pulling for you!!!!You are all in our prayers and thoughts every day. Just remember every day is a victory for you and so many others like you If I could kiss your hurts away I would. We hold you in our hearts as a precious child and pray for you and your wonderful family. God bless you and sleep well.
Ray and Juli Flores <juliray@ptld.uswest.net>
Molalla , Or USA - Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 11:46 PM (CDT)






Kathleen,Mattew, Taylor,and Christian.
I know that God's hand is on all of you!I pray that there is another miracle just around the corner.We are praying for you.Leslie...may God help you heal.

Sherry, Manisha, and Tim Marberry <sharrarose @aol.com>
portland, or usa - Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 07:41 PM (CDT)
Thank you for shining, Leslie, even through the dark times. You are loved, and never are alone, precious one. We have seen your strength pull you through other dark days, and fervently await word of another upswing and plateau. Matt and Kathleen, please know that Leslie is in our prayers every second, and that you too are loved and never alone. We and so many others join your prayers for your beloved Leslie.

Deo & Barb Garlock <dgarlock@qrtp.quintiles.com>
- Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 07:11 PM (CDT)

Dear Leslie and Family
We're back on our knees with prayer and song for you Leslie.
Natalie and Jaye

Jeannette Ellis and Natalie Grattan <alpacas@ibm.net>
Amboy, WA USA - Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 04:38 PM (CDT)
Keep up the fight. We are praying for you.
Bruce, Ann Marie and James Carlton

Bruce Carlton <bcarlton@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 04:04 PM (CDT)
Hey:
Heard the news this morning, oh boy, not so good. Colleen and the kids did a Rosary for you last night. We did one with a group of friends, and some people we didn't really even know, in our living room before I went to Baltimore for my BMT. I know it helped. I had already gone to bed last night and am sorry I missed it. But you are now in our prayers and thoughts every minute. Do the very best you can, and remember you are not alone, and ask 'em for a glass of water when you can!
--With bundles of love, Scott Dykema & family.


- Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 03:01 PM (CDT)
Goodmorning Kiddo, Matthew, Kathleen, Taylor and Christian,
While I sat and stared at the monitor trying to absorb the recent turn of events, I was so overwhelmed by Matt's discription of Leslie's beauty. How she continues to shine. Her strength continues to shine even through her eyes. Please know that we are all down on our knees in prayer that Jesus, the Great Physician, has his hand on Leslie. That it is through him she continues to receive her strength. It's through him she receives the power to face this battle of all battles.
PLease know that we are all praying for continued strength for you all, while we watch and wait the next three or four days. You are such an amazing family.
Please give her a kiss for me.
Gods continued blessing on your family,
Sherry Neubauer and family


- Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 12:05 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family. We love you and are thinking of you and praying so hard for you. You are an extrordinary girl with an extrordinary family!!!!! The Lord loves you too!!! He will take care of all of you!! Wish we knew more what we could do to help. Much love, Janet Apken and family
Janet Apken
Vancouver,, WA USA - Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 11:11 AM (CDT)
Dear Kathleen, Leslie and Matthew,

You would have been so excited about the Leukemia walk last nite. We saw Leslie's friend April and her family! So much inspiration there last nite.

I am so grieved at Leslies most recent turn. I will continue to pray for you all. God entrused Leslie's earthly care to two exemplary parents in you two. I will continue to pray for strength and comfort for Leslie and your family.

Carlos and I are available for ANY request you might have and cant wait to hear your voice next.

All my love, thoughts and prayers`

Suzanne


Suzanne Cortez
- Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 11:10 AM (CDT)
Hi, Leslie & Kathleen. Katie Aborn & I walked in Light the Night in your honor last night. It was wonderful to see so many people walking in celebration of people who have and have had Leukemia! I estimate there were over 1000 people and this was only the first time! I bet we raised over $50,000!!! I wish you could have been there, Leslie. But we were thinking of you the entire time.
Love, Mary Epler. Emanuel Hosp. PACU


- Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 09:45 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, Matthew and Kathleen,
Our team is pulling hard for you. I feel so bad for the breathing difficulties. The best pray-ers I know are not the best internet users so I will take them the latest entry and we will all get to work on Leslie's lung strength - for Kathleen and Matthew, just plain strength of every decsription. You are on my heart big time. Little troubles melt away as we concentrate on your family. Our best to you all. Choir Alum-mum Ann Saalborn and Co.


- Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 09:25 AM (CDT)
Leslie, Kathleen, Matthew - You are in our thoughts and prayers. Hang in there. Kathleen Poland and family.
Kathleen Poland <polands@teleport.com>
Portland, OR USA - Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 08:03 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, You are such a strong fighter...seeing your picture at the beach was adorable!!!! Please don't let go of everyone's hands...hang on tight to get through this journey. We all love you dearly...you are in our hearts and prayers
Love, Jeanne, Jeff, Corey and Kelly Barr

The Barr's
- Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 12:36 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family:
We are sorry to hear that you are having such a rough night tonight, Leslie. Our family continues to think about you often and we follow your progress at Doernbecher's by talking to your folks and reading your internet site.
As always, we will be praying for you and your family.



Mark and Tammy Johnson and Family (Garrett's family from Taylor's soccer team) <mjohnson@paclink.com >
Vancouver, WA - Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 12:27 AM (CDT)
Leslie, Kathleen, Matthew, Taylor and Christian: Words cannot express the thoughts that I have for you all. Our prayers are continuing for strength and for your lungs to clear. Your new picture is breathtaking, as are your fathers words for you in your update. I think of your strength, and that of your family, and I am humbled by it. Love, Karla Birchfield and Megan

kdbirch@teleport.com
Beaverton, or - Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 12:15 AM (CDT)
Leslie, Kathleen, Matthew, Taylor and Christian: Words cannot express the thoughts that I have for you all. Our prayers are continuing for strength and for your lungs to clear. Your picture is breathtaking, as are your fathers words for you in your update. I think of your strength, and that of your family, and I am humbled by it. Love, Karla Birchfield and Megan

kdbirch@teleport.com
Beaverton, or - Saturday, October 02, 1999 at 12:07 AM (CDT)
Dearest Dearest Leslie, I'm So very sorry to hear you are
going back on the vent. We know how very strong you've been
We Pray for you always. We just got back from the Leukemia
Light the Night Walk! It was wonderful!! So many people together for one cause. We met Sue who walked the marathon
in Alaska with your mom. She had a balloon dedicaticed for
you. I also saw a girl from your choir and a women who works with your mom. April and Casey both send you their
love, as do Pat and I. Take care sweetheart We love you.
Sally

The Carroll Family <carrolls@pacifier.com>
vancouver, wa - Friday, October 01, 1999 at 10:47 PM (CDT)


Leaslie i am praying for you every night. i am in journalism and i decided to make you student of the month!!! I was just wondering if you are american. your brother is in my math class and he is do really well!!!!! I hope that you get well. and am glad your doing better!!!
Julie Faulk (your third grade friend + I'm in your adv.) <lou408@hotmail.com>
vancouver, wa - Friday, October 01, 1999 at 01:40 PM (CDT)
I am so glad to see that you are doing so well! My son, Alex, also goes to Alki and I think you guys are in the same advisory.
You are an inspiration to all! So are your parents.
I will keep checking back to see haw you are doing.

Molly Zinda <goodgoolymsmol@earthlink.net>
Vancouver, WA USA - Friday, October 01, 1999 at 01:09 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,

We were glad (ecstatic really) to hear that you were off the ventalor. Mrs. McCloud and I read your website daily from our office and are looking forward to more good news. Keep up the hard work!


Barb Dack
Vancouver, WA USA - Friday, October 01, 1999 at 10:54 AM (CDT)











Hi Leslie
I wrote this poem for you. I hope you like it.

Secret place.
Sun shining
through the trees
wind rustling
all the leaves
light playing
on the ground
Peaceful feeling
all around
I hope that you feel much better soon. Sweet dreams!
Your Friend
Natalie



Natalie Grattan <alpacas@ibm.net>
Amboy, WA America - Wednesday, September 29, 1999 at 10:35 PM (CDT)










Hi Leslie, Just got back from choir and ONCE AGAIN I miss you so much and feel sad when I see your empty chair but happy knowing it's YOUR chair. I just know that soon you'll be back in it. My mom reads your website daily and tells me how you are doing. I am so proud to be your friend. You are really brave and SO strong. I just know you're are going to win this battle. So, along with our nightly prayers for you, I'm going to sing Hodie Noel just for you and Ding Dong Merrily on High too. You remember those don't you? Singing always makes me happy, so sing along with me (in your head) Okay? Your friend, Natalie
Natalie Grattan <alpacas@ibm.net>
Amboy, WA USA - Tuesday, September 28, 1999 at 10:34 PM (CDT)




Dear leslie,
Hey cutie!! It sounds as if things are a little rough right now. I have been reading about you everyday, and praying that you will recover quickly. Just hang in there, it will get better soon. I read your dad's entry about Amy Grant Christmas and it made me laugh. I remember when we would listen to that in the summer together, and your brothers would think we were crazy. That was so sweet of you guys to suprise me and buy the cd for me last year, that was an awesome suprise. I guess noone else appreciates christmas music in the summer like we do. I miss ya sweetie. I hope you feel better soon. I will be thinking and praying for you daily. I love ya!
Love,
Michelle

Michelle Talbot <Shelbel316@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, September 28, 1999 at 07:24 PM (CDT)



HEY PRINCESS, YOUR GRANDMA AND I WANT TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH WE LOVE YOU AND JUST HANG IN THERE FOR A LITTLE LONGER. YOU HAVE SHOWN US ALL WHAT COURAGE REALLY IS. THINKING OF YOU 24 HOURS A DAY. LOOKING FORWARD TO HAVING A NEW TEENAGER IN THE FAMILY IN FEB. grandma and grandpa


Georgetown , Tx - Tuesday, September 28, 1999 at 03:11 PM (CDT)



Leslie, Tayor, Christian, Kathleen, Matt, Im so sorry Leslie had to have the surgery. It breaks my heart. Your family is so incredible. Hang in there. I know Heavenly Father is hearing everyone's prayers. We want you to know we love you. We sure appretiate the journal page everyday. Im sure it is hard to write, during this hard time. Our prayers are with your family. Love, Jim, Shellie, Steph, Steven, and Joshua.
Shellie Wright <rt2shellie>
Pleasant Grove, UT USA - Tuesday, September 28, 1999 at 10:09 AM (CDT)

Hi Leslie, Matt and Kathleen,
We gave your website out at Premier rehearsal last night ... so you have 75 Premier Choristers pulling for you and praying for you. Even our Aussie guests got involved with you as Amy Beckel organized a pull tab collection at our party Friday night. In fact, we are going to collect them in the choir. Bless you honey. We are with all of you and this amazing community of folks who surround you with their love and prayers from all over the country. Love, Judith

Judith Pettibone <grambone@pacifier.com>
- Tuesday, September 28, 1999 at 09:27 AM (CDT)

Dear sweet Leslie,
Just wanted to let you know how much you're loved and how much we're praying! I downloaded the picture of you off of your website, had it mounted and laminated, and yesterday I went to all your classes and gave a picture to each teacher so you could be "sitting" in all your classrooms! Every teacher was really glad to have your picture and have you "in" the classroom! You are in my thoughts and my heart night and day. We are all praying "LUNGS" for you with every single breath each of us takes. So much love to you . . .
Mrs. B


- Tuesday, September 28, 1999 at 08:11 AM (CDT)
Leslie,
We have the power of prayer going for you here in Ohio that your lungs clear and that you get stronger. You are doing a fabalous job getting better. KT and Matt, you two are doing a terrific job of keeping on top of things.

Paula, Dennis, Margee, Jared, Molly and Jake <pmatrica@neo.rr.com>
Nprth Canton, Oh Stark - Tuesday, September 28, 1999 at 08:05 AM (CDT)


My dear Leslie,
I want you to know how much I admire your strength and calmness. You are an inspiration to me. I am praying for you.
Much love, Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, September 27, 1999 at 11:56 PM (CDT)

Hello Kiddo,
This is one of those rare times when words fail me, and so I will simply turn to prayer.
I love you,
Mrs. N


- Monday, September 27, 1999 at 10:07 PM (CDT)









Dear Leslie
I love you. You will be better soon. You will get out of the hospital by October 6 so your family can celebrate your parents 15th anniversary. You are really strong and I admire you more than written words can express.

Your greatest admirer
- Monday, September 27, 1999 at 12:51 AM (CDT)




Dear Leslie: All of us at Alki continue to keep a close watch on your progress. We keep the website up in my room and people come in to check. Mr. Potestio comes in every day to see how you are doing! You are much in our prayers. . . and we'll really be praying for those lungs of yours!! Talk to you soon. Ever so much love!
Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Sunday, September 26, 1999 at 02:14 PM (CDT)
Well, last night we walked in the LIGHT THE NIGHT LEUKEMIA WALK with a BADGE reflecting your name!!! We ended up on t.v. The walk was an awsome experience. The Valley children's Hospital looks like a castle, and the walk went all around it (3 miles, I believe) and we were able to wave at the many patients inside. We saw one little boy getting ready to climb on a counter to get a drink of water. He suddenly realized he was being watched by a thousand walkers outside and gave us a wave. Can you imagine being spied on by thousands???? haha. The hospital is wonderful and isn't quite finished inside. They will be building a Ronald McDonald House next to it soon. That would be nice. Anyway there were over a thousand walkers there -- all hyper and jazzed. And ice cream to wet the pallette after the walk. We thought of you and prayed for you to get better, and for the many other little ones hurting with illness. I hope the effusion stops and the stomach infection goes away soon. I'll ask my friends to pray specifically for those problems. "Talk" with you later.
Sandi Ramey <caramey@thegrid.net>
Madera, CA US - Sunday, September 26, 1999 at 10:54 AM (CDT)



Hi Leslie,we are glad to hear that you are feeling better and am out of ICU,keep up the good work. Kathy and Matt, you two are doing an unbelievable job, what a week!!! We are praying for you all here in Ohio. Hi to the boys too.
The Matricard's Paula, Dennis, Margee, Jared , Molly and Jake <pmatrica@neo.rr.com>
North Canton, Oh Stark - Saturday, September 25, 1999 at 02:07 PM (CDT)
The Leukemia Society of America is holding "Light the Night" walks tonight around the country, as we've already learned from Val Fasy in PA and Sandi Ramey in CA. When I checked the LSA website, I saw that the National Capital Area Chapter held its walk LAST Saturday on the grounds of the U.S. Capitol. Today's Washington Post has an article telling of a Candlelight Vigil for Cancer Research TONIGHT at the Lincoln Memorial. This vigil, organized by the National Coalition for Cancer and headed by Queen Noor of Jordan, is designed to highlight the need for more research so others can survive, and comes a year after 150,000 rallied on the Mall for the same purpose. (I carried a candle lantern from Fort Vancouver, which Matthew and Kathleen had sent me as a gift. With me was Colleen Dykema, who is well known to you guest book readers.) At that rally the organizers pledged to hold smaller rallies in succeeding years. They obtained a permit for 20,000, according to the National Park Service. Activities are to begin at 4:00 pm, to be followed by speakers and lighting of candles.
Carolyn Zolbe <CZolbe@aol.com>
Arlington, VA - Saturday, September 25, 1999 at 09:17 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
Hooray! It's great to know things are so much better now after the roller coaster. You're lucky to have such smart parents!!
I think of you throughout each day with a prayer for you on my lips. You are very special to me.
Love, Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Saturday, September 25, 1999 at 12:30 AM (CDT)
Awesome news!!
Michelle Burley <DOMERS83@aol.com>
Alexandria, VA 22315 - Friday, September 24, 1999 at 10:36 PM (CDT)
HI! i HOPE U GET BETTER SOON.
The girls 7th grade vollyball played today, we won. Everyones prayung for u. Hope to see u soon.


Love,
- Friday, September 24, 1999 at 09:31 PM (CDT)
HI! i HOPE U GET BETTER SOON.
The girls 7th grade vollyball played today, we won. Everyones prayung for u. Hope to see u soon.


Love,
- Friday, September 24, 1999 at 09:31 PM (CDT)
Hi! This is Joni Hinton. I just wanted you to know our Moms in Touch prayer group is praying for you big time. We prayed specifically yesterday (Thursday 9:30 a.m.) that you would lose all that extra fluid you've been holding and that your white blood count would go up. Looks like God answered that one. Yeah! Glad to hear today was a good day and were rooting for you.. Tell us of any other specific prayer requests through Sally, Sue, Delain, or myself. We love to pray for you. Nikki says Hi!
Joni Hinton <MJNA12405@AOL.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Friday, September 24, 1999 at 09:26 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie Glad to hear that you are feeling better. Keep up the good work! Jeannette and Natalie
Natalie Grattan <alpacas@ibm.net>
Amboy , WA - Friday, September 24, 1999 at 08:43 PM (CDT)
Hi Kiddo,
Thanks for the roller coaster rides the past few weeks. Man, you talk about your ups and downs. Lets ride it up for awhile, k? I'm gettin' a little motion sickness. Kidding. Sure is good news that the fluid is going down around your lungs. God is so good! He is in control and we all need to remember that. Megan is waiting for you to get in your regular room and stay there. She wants to come wave. (Hopefully they will let us!!) I agree with your Dad, get better so we can hear from you,okay! You missed Shania Twain on the CMA awards. You really didn't miss anything. I was really disappointed. I'll tell you about her outfit when you are better, I don't want to make you feel worse.
You take care now kiddo. We love you and pray for you,
Mrs. N and Megan


- Friday, September 24, 1999 at 08:39 PM (CDT)
Glad to see your improvements Leslie. Keep up the good work. Thanks for updating the page so well Matthew.
Don, Patty, Jillian, Jenna, Kayla, & baby Titko on the way
Kent, OH USA - Friday, September 24, 1999 at 08:04 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, and family...you don't know me, but you are in my and my family's thoughts and prayers. I knew your Mom and especially your Dad when they still lived in Virginia. I hope they are doing well too. You are very lucky, they are wonderful parents (and people too). If love by itself can be a cure, you will be getting better very soon.
Jerry Pitts (Laura Thurston's brother) <cpapitts@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Friday, September 24, 1999 at 06:10 PM (CDT)
Leslie& Family,
Im glad things are alittle better,But our prayers and wishes
are plentiful,as allways.
Love Tanya& Family


Tanya Putman <Clay Osburn@worldnet.att.com>
Portland, Or USA - Friday, September 24, 1999 at 04:32 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie.......we are Sherri Neubauer's Mom and Dad. We have been praying for your recovery here in California too. We have asked our Bible Study group to pray for you also. I will put you on our church prayer chain here in Rocklin, Ca. We know that God can heal and we trust that His will be done in your life. We just don't know what tomorrow brings.....but we do know who holds tomorrow....trust in Him.
Dale & Tina Roberts <tworoberts@jps.net>
Rocklin, Ca Placer - Friday, September 24, 1999 at 01:35 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,

So sorry it's been difficult for you these last few days...I have been keeping up with your journal and praying for you through the tough times...(it's true about becoming a website junkie just like Chris says}...I had to miss Girlchoir this past week due to the flu, but we had some GC girls at the house for a little party that Amy threw and we stopped and prayed for you then and continue to pray for you now...hope you are out of ICU very soon!!

We met the Victorian Boys Choir yesterday...(very Cute!!)
Love you lots and miss you too,
Deb

Deb Burgess <rdaburgess@integrityonline.com>
Ptld, OR - Friday, September 24, 1999 at 10:30 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie! Just letting you know I am still checking on and praying for you!!! We will pray that you start feeling good soon!!! You have awesome parents that are taking such good care of you. (You also have awesome brothers.) I'm anxious to see another smiling picture of you!! Keep the faith! You are very loved!!!
Love, Mrs. Apken

Janet Apken
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, September 23, 1999 at 08:54 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, Hope you are feeling better really soon. I am one of Edith Keener's grandchildren. You and your family are in our prayers. God Bless!!
Dawn and Gary Blythe <glb2admb@raex.com>
Lousville, Oh - Thursday, September 23, 1999 at 08:19 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
This is Megan. I've been home sick yesterday and today. I am glad that your fever is gone. My Mom was really worried. I don't think I was in that video, but I wish I was. But I made a hand sign for you. Did you get that?
Bye Leslie. email me when you feel better.
Megan Neubauer


- Thursday, September 23, 1999 at 07:15 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I copied the photo of you and now it is our desktop on our computer, so we think of you all the time. Please get better soon. We want to see you back at school.
I am glad to hear you are getting better!!! See you soon!!!

Nova Martin <rsmartin@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA U.S.A. - Thursday, September 23, 1999 at 06:19 PM (CDT)
Good morning Leslie!!! I woke up with Scott this morning when he got called to go to work at 4:00am!! I've been thinking about you and thought I'd say hi.

WE LOVE YOU BARB GARLOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you for the red carpet message that EVERYONE should be receiving. What would we do without people like you to watch out for our loved ones and to give that extra "umph" of encouragement?
Hey Leslie, guess what? Gavin is going to be Gavin Hite in a week or two. Scott gets to legally adopt his much loved step-son of 6 1/2 wonderful years and so he will also be "re-born" this year, in a different sense. Even though he had his big birthday party with the "bounce house" last month, we will probably be celebrating this fantastic event soon!!
It was awesome to see Anissa write to you! She sounds like such an amazing person, to have been through what you are also going through now and to do what she has done for people since her transplant.
Well, take care Leslie. We're all praying for you! Gotta run, Jarett is up and running! Love ya sweetie!
Janelle

Janelle Hite <Hitejanell@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, September 23, 1999 at 09:18 AM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie, and your parents of course who watch your every move... The words in the song "Praise God From Whom All Blessings Flow" certainly have taken on a whole new meaning for me... I've sung it many times, but today when I read your dad's latest update those words immediately came to mind and I quickly emailed a note to Momsie expressing my thoughts. I said "Thank you" to Him and said, "I'm still not through praying for this outstanding young lady". Tonite, dear Leslie, I shall go to sleep and ask for your continued improvements with each passing moment. Get as much rest as you can, sounds like Mom and Dad are looking after things while you just rest. Have a good night and I'll look forward to checking in on you in the morning, unless my husband beats me to it.. Rest, with much love, your friend, Mary Bentz
Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 10:34 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie:
We have had your website up in my room all day so all of us could keep checking on how you were doing. There was a huge sigh of relief throughout Alki (big whooshing sound heard throughout Vancouver) when we got the update that the fever had dropped. You are SO loved and are in our thoughts and prayers NONSTOP!!! Much, much love to you . . . Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 10:06 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
You don't know me but I'm Edith Keeners granddaughter.You are in our prayers every night. Hope you're feeling better soon.

Debbie and Larry Flounders and Boys <toolman60s@aol.com>
Massillon, Oh Stark - Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 08:47 PM (CDT)


- Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 08:43 PM (CDT)
God love you, I understand! Many was the time I was ready to hang the staff out to dry and close to having myself admitted to the 5th floor as I fought for the needs of my young soldier trooping through the hospital routine, too young to express his agony to any but a mother who simply knows. At one point I had a nurse tell me to go home - that the floor on which I grabbed catnaps was so very dirty and my husband likely needed me at home. That frustration bought them weeks of my constant presence and advocacy for my very ill young son. We were right and he is living proof that parental intervention and near maniacal support of progeny is simply THE correct action. I pray for you and the reduction of any unnecessary fevers in your stunning young daughter. Hang tough, you guys. I am sure the medical staff cares deeply and tries very hard. We think of and pray for Leslie often. And now, I have received the call for a second round of testing to supply marrow to a young adult in need. Wish me luck and strength. This opportunity stems from my initial support in your drive. Way to go! Love to you all. Ann Saalborn and Co.

- Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 07:29 PM (CDT)
Hi Kiddo,
Guess it wasn't that COOL in your hospital room afterall. I'm so sorry to hear about your relapse, and the deep frustration your parents were feeling. Remember that you are in our thoughts and prayers, specific; kidneys, fever, white blood cell count. Aso prayers for the nurses for better understanding of the urgency to take care of OUR Leslie, and to do it NOW!!!!
Looking forward to your new pictures kiddo.
Love,
Mrs N and Megan

<jdneubie@pacifier.com>
- Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 07:16 PM (CDT)
OK, me again. I just did the math: 107.7???? Glad it's under control. Love to all.
Barb
- Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 07:06 PM (CDT)
For Parental Zolbes Only, Part 2: ...If your precious girl doesn't get the timely attention she needs, call me ANY time of day or night and I'll be delighted to remind the (admittedly most likely beleagured, hard-working, well-meaning souls) about many things, including the new patient rights conditions of participation that went into effect August 2 that require prompt, appropriate medical care; prompt resolution of patient/family grievances; and providing a notice to patients and families on how to lodge a patient rights complaint with HCFA and OIG (they now have an 800 hotline #). Red carpet on its way. Call me. ANYTIME. -- You & yours are loved. Keep up the good work. Bless you.
Barb Garlock <bgarlock@kilstock.com>
- Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 06:56 PM (CDT)
For Parental Zolbes Only: OK, I leisurely read back to yesterday's entries, and was alarmed to feel your sense of rage, profound frustration and helplessness. Now that I've morphed into my ferocious health care lawyer/don't- EVEN- mess-with-Leslie-Zolbe mode, I must say: Even assuming the frightening deterioration had some understandable cause OTHER than caregivers' competing crises, overwork, apathy, or simple inattention, you guys KNOW the score and are Leslie's BEST advocates -- don't EVER back down from what you know to be right. (Polite shmolite when it's your baby!) God forbid there be a next time -- but if you ever feel ignored, tell them you insist (on counsel's advice) on speaking immediately to express your concerns to all of the following (1) the administrator on call; (2) the risk manager; (3) the doctor on call, (4) the director of nursing, and (5) the patient services advocate (or whatever terms they use). If
Barb Garlock <bgarlock@kilstock.com>
- Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 06:54 PM (CDT)
So glad to hear of the improvements. You remain in our thoughts and prayers.
The Garlocks
- Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 06:01 PM (CDT)
Leslie,
Hang in there kiddo. We have your video ready and will get it to you today or tomorrow. We had fun making it for you but please remember we are certainly not professionals. We are thinking about you and your family every day. I have put you on our Prayer Chain at my church, St. Joes. God Bless you and all your family....Your PrinciPAL, Mr. Little

Ed Little, Principal, Alki Middle School <elittle@vanet.k12.wa.us>
Vancouver, Wa 98685 - Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 04:49 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
All of us at Alki were very concerned this morning when your fever got so high! You have many people pulling and praying for you. It is wonderful to hear your temperature is down. Our school has put together a video for you with all of your classes and advisory as well as individuals. Since we can't all come to your room this is the next best thing that the kids came up to make. Danielle Alexander did the video taping.You can look forward to it coming tomorrow. We hope it will let you know we are all thinking about you and checking on your website regularly!!! Hang in there! You are an amazing girl, Mrs. Meade

Linda Meade <dmeade@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, Wa. - Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 04:27 PM (CDT)
hey leslie i hope you will get better. we are reading a book in school and it is about a girl in japan and she has leukemia to and she makes 1,000 paper crans and the gods grant her a wish.
Christopher gordon otto <CFibber>
mogadore , o.h. u.s.a. - Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 04:23 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, I'm sorry the need came up for you to return to ICU but in some ways I have to say that it is comforting to me to know that you are there, considering your fever. The patient/nurse ratio is so good and you will be taken care of by nurses with a lot of experience in critical care. Do not be discouraged. Remeber that this is a road with many bumps. You have done an amazing job of rolling with the punches from the get-go. Keep it up, Leslie. I pray that the hand of the Lord will guide your doctors and nurses as they treat you. I know that you will continue to do your part. Just keep taking it one day at a time. Love, Colleen

Colleen Dykema
Arlington, , Va. U.S.A. - Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 01:14 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, you don't know me, but my name is Laura Beckel and I'm in the Premier choir of PSGC. I have been praying for you and thinking about you from the very beginning. I am so glad that you're out of the ICU!! That's wonderful. I need to pass on some compliments from my aunt (she is a nurse who took care of you a couple of weeks ago) and my grandma (she goes to your church). They both say that you are just the sweetest and nicest little girl they've ever seen, and even though I haven't met you, I agree with them! :) I'm rooting for you, dearie. Have a great day.

Love, Laura

Laura Beckel <beckel@worldaccessnet.com>
Vancouver, WA - Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 10:33 AM (CDT)
Leslie, congratulations on leaving ICU. You are one incredible kid. Thanks to your (incredible)dad for keeping us "Leslie Website Junkies" up-to-date. I've started looking for your update BEFORE I get my coffee. My prayers are with you, that you will continue to improve. And also for your familiy. All my best,
Chris Hoyt (PSGC)
Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 10:30 AM (CDT)
Leslie, your web site administrator was quick to respond to my request for instructions. I have them. All I need are the photographs and a couple of decisions from you. First, your web site will hold up to three photographs. If I upload three new photographs you will lose the current photograph. (Actually, I think it will be stored for later retrival.) Let me know what three you want up. Second, you can put a caption on each photograph, though a caption is not necessary. Let me know if you want a caption for each photo and I'll see it gets there.

Following are the instructions from your web administrator: "You must have a digital copy of a photograph to use this feature. Only two
graphic formats display correctly: GIF and JPEG. These files usually have a
name ending in .gif or .jpg, repectively.

To get a digital photo you must either scan an existing photo, use a digital
camera, or obtain a file during film development. Scanning services are
available from many copy centers. Some film development services also have a
digital format option(you get a disk along with your regular photos). Be
sure to specify you want the GIF or JPEG format.

Your photo album holds 3 photos - specified by location on page: top,
middle, and bottom picture
Each must be uploaded individually
You can provide a caption if you wish
You can upload over past photos
Only files that end with .jpg or .gif display properly
Use the 'Edit Photo Ablum' activity to change position or caption.

To upload photo, sign into your webpage from the sign-in screen at
http://www.caringBridge.com/signin.htm. Use the
'Upload Photos" activity button to get to the screen that allows you to
upload photos.

Best Wishes,

- Sona Hunter
Beacon Point Technologies
http://www.beaconpoint.com

proud providers of the
CaringBridge Internet Service
http://www.caringBridge.com


Raymond J. Bartlett <rjbefa@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA - Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 10:12 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie:
So glad to hear that you are out of ICU - good place when you need it, but not where you want to camp out. Besides, you have better things to look at in your other room! Thinking of you continually and sending tons and tons of love!
Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 08:10 AM (CDT)
Hey Miss leslie,
Ever since I received this page from Janell, I check your progress daily. I am so Happy you are out of ICU. That is great news. I wanted to let you know that the bone marrow drive for Oct. 2 is all booked, and several of the same phlebotomist from your drive will be working that day. You would be surprised how many inquired as to you...everyone has you in thier hearts and prayers. Stephen ( my 11yr old son) looks at this awesome page daily with me. This is such a great idea..I am going to let my other bmt patients know of this wonderful site. I hope to be reading some of your entries soon...when you feel well enough. Have beautiful dreams tonight...your an inspiration to all!! hugs and squeezes...maryjane cricks ( phlebotomy professionals inc.)

maryjane cricks
glendora, ca usa - Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 01:07 AM (CDT)
Good evening Kiddo,
Hope you are feeling well enough to read some of the great prayers coming your way from the journal entries! What a blessing to have you out of ICU! Praise God for all the wonderful care you receive at that Hospitol.I'm so grateful for the fantastic care you receive from the nurses there.
Really a hot one today, be thankful you are in the air-conditioning. Oh my gosh our house is hot!!
Don't forget Shania Twain on the CMA awards! Should be good.
Prayers for those kidneys still, and continued healing. I have your journal picture hanging above my desk at school. Love that smile!
Hope all is well with Mom and Dad. They are remembered in all our prayers, T & C, too!
Miss you kiddo.
Continued prayers..
Mrs. N

Sherry Neubauer <jdneubie@pacifier.com>
- Wednesday, September 22, 1999 at 12:38 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
Great to hear things are the upside! And, you've left ICU...Yea!!!! Thank God for wonderful nurses. You seem to have many who are "top notch". I'm glad you're in such good hands. Both Premier and Debut girls say hello and send you their love. We're hosting the Victorian Boys Choir from Melbourne, Australia, this week, so things are crazy, but fun.
You continue to be on my mind and in my prayers.
Muvh love, Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Tuesday, September 21, 1999 at 10:09 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I don't think you remember me, but I remember you. In the 2nd grade at Chinook, you used to tell me you could change your name from Leslie to Elizabeth anytime you wanted. I, like a dummy, believed you.
Get very healthy very soon, because everyone misses you. You are missing 7th grade!!! It is fun. About 1/3 of the 6th graders this year are 4 feet tall. I'm sure they will grow a lot, though. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Please come back in one piece.

Nova Martin

Nova Martin <rsmartin@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, September 21, 1999 at 09:22 PM (CDT)
LESLIE, I AM SO GLAD TO HEAR THAT YOU ARE OUT OF ICU! TERRIFIC NEWS! I CHECK YOUR WEBSITE AT LEAST DAILY, AND CONSTANTLY THINK ABOUT YOU AND YOUR MOM AND DAD AND BROTHERS! ALL OF YOU ARE A TRUE INSPIRATION TO ALL OF US! WE ARE VERY PROUD OF YOU. CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR THAT THERE IS A SMILE BACK ON YOUR FACE!! HOPEFULLY, YOU CAN COME TO SEE US NEXT SUMMER WHEN YOU ARE IN VIRGINIA VISITING YOUR GRANDPARENTS AND COUSINS. TAKE CARE NOW. WE LOVE ALL OF YOU LOTS, LINDA
LINDA SHILTS <lshilts@hotmail.com>
FAIRFAX, VA 22032 - Tuesday, September 21, 1999 at 07:08 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family,

Your latest progress is so awesome! And you're out of ICU too! You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. Everyone at Alki is always asking about you, so I give them your website.

Mandy sounds like THE nurse to have (besides your mom, of course!); can they clone her for everyone?

Keep up the good work! We pray for your continued progress!

Patty, Glenn and Alex Rennemann <pagrennemann@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, September 21, 1999 at 06:57 PM (CDT)
Leslie, So glad to hear you moved out of ICU. I bet you're really glad. Keep on making forward progress. You are a very strong person and we are all praying for you. I read the updates everyday and think about you always. Hello to your mom and dad, I know it must be tough for them also. Keep up the good work. Love, Rita Otto

Rita Otto <Motzer22@aol.com>
Mogadore, OH USA - Tuesday, September 21, 1999 at 06:02 PM (CDT)
Leslie, We're all getting to know your vitals pretty well thanks to your dad and mom. However,it would be nice to see your smiling face again. Which brings me to my point. Your mom said you'd like to put up three new pictures on your web page, and asked me if I knew how to do it. I don't but Bob does. Bob's my long-term computer guru. He says with my computer it would be as easy as doing a cake walk. All we need to know are a few technical details from your web page administrator, which we can get from from your web page. So, if you'd like, just send those pictures to me via mom, dad, or Taylor (via Alex at school or soccer practice) and I think we can get them up by Friday.

Ray Bartlett <rjbefa@aol.com>
Portland, OR - Tuesday, September 21, 1999 at 05:07 PM (CDT)
HI LESLIE,
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW, THAT YOU ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. WE CHECK YOUR WEBSITE ALL THE TIME TO GET UPDATED-----WHAT A GREAT IDEA! TAKE CARE.
RAY, DEBBIE, RAY AND BRETT KELLY
A CHINOOK, ALKI FAMILY! :)

DEBBIE KELLY
- Tuesday, September 21, 1999 at 02:58 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie. Natalie and I check in on your progess every day now that we learned of your website. We prayed for you all summer and now feel blessed to be connected. Just like you, Natalie loves Girlchoir, but, it's not quite the same with out you. So we will keep praying for your quick recovery and return to all your friends at Girlchoir. Fondly, Jaye (Natalie Grattan's mom and your "chaperone" in Eugene)By the way, wasn't that trip fun? Natalie still talks about it and loves to look at all the pictures we took. As soon as you are well enough to have visitors, we'll come and look at pictures together!
Jeannette Ellis (Jaye) <alpacas@ibm.net>
Amboy, WA USA - Tuesday, September 21, 1999 at 02:10 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, I have been following your "life's up's and down's" since diagnosis. You don't know me but I worked at Chinook while you were there. My son Mike was in a class of yours and Taylor's also. I spent the whole day at your donor drive helping out. Your folks know me by sight.

One day I mentioned to your dad how very impressed I am with your family and the tireless manner with which you all face this. He said it is you that gives the strength to the rest. You are amazing. We could all take a lesson from you and your attitude.

I just wanted to let you know that even tho you don't know me I am praying for you and think of you often. I feel as though I know you. There are many more than just myself that feel the same way. You have touched our lives and we are praying for a speedy and successful recovery.

God Bless You and keep you safe.

Lynn Hufschmid <rhufschmid@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, September 21, 1999 at 01:48 PM (CDT)
Leslie,
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hope each day is a little better for you. Anxious for you to return to school. Everyone is asking about you....please take care and I hope to see you soon right here at Alki Middle School.
Best Wishes, Mr. Little

Ed Little <elittle@vannet.k12.wa.us>
Vancouver, Wa USA - Tuesday, September 21, 1999 at 01:42 PM (CDT)
Leslie,
Glad to hear that you are doing better. We are cheering for you here in Ohio. Keep up the good work.

Paula,Dennis,,Margee,Jared,Molly and Jake <pmatrica@neo.rr.com>
North Canton, OH Stark - Tuesday, September 21, 1999 at 11:24 AM (CDT)
Leslie: I'm so glad you're doing better now! You gave us a really good scare last week. I guess you just wanted to make it interesting and make sure we stayed in regular contact with the Man upstairs. As for me, I'm on the lung team, after spending some time with the kidneys. Keep up the good work. You're an amazing girl (with an amazing family), and you've got lots a people pulling for you.
Michelle Burley (a Momsie Chorale friend) <DOMERS83@aol.com>
Alexandria, VA USA - Tuesday, September 21, 1999 at 11:02 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I hope you are felling much better!I really want to come and see you! I hope you can get out of the hospittal really soon! I want you to come see me in Utah you would love it there is so much sunshine!

Stephanie Wright <rt2steph@aol.com>
Pleasant Grove, UT USA - Tuesday, September 21, 1999 at 09:25 AM (CDT)
Leslie, there nothing to hard for God. What ever you do don't give up, keep looking toward heaven and belivie that you will get heal and know that Jesus love you. Through this I get strength from you because of your courage and fighting, the battle is not your it's the Lord. Tell that devil he will not win this battle, because your hands in God hands. Now keep a smile and remember when you in pain call on Jesus if you can't call him, think about it in your mind or whisper his Name. Someone told me about your e-mail I'm praying and fasting and keeping you before the Lord. Take care, a sister in Christ.

- Tuesday, September 21, 1999 at 09:10 AM (CDT)
Hi kiddo,
Praise be to God for the healing (and peeing). Today's update from your Dad was such wonderful news. I am in such awe of your strength and fight and faith. Continued prayer for a higher white blood cell count, for the fluids to disappear from your lungs and around your heart.
Keep on keeping on!
May God continue to bless and keep you kiddo.
Love,
Mrs. N

Sherry Neubauer
Vancouver, , Wa USA - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 08:07 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I read your updates every day, and every day sounds more and more encouraging!
Sounds like you'll be out of I.C.U. very soon! Although I do believe watching too much
football could send you back in there! Keep fighting sweetie, you're going to beat this
thing.
Love, Ginny

Ginny Baughman <sunburst@neo.lrun.com>
Canton, Ohio U.S.A. - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 07:24 PM (CDT)
Leslie,

Its really great to hear about the positive things that are happening with you. Knowing that you are improving makes us all feel better along with you. If your Dad makes you watch football with him, make sure he roots for the right team (Vikings are pretty good this year as a suggestion). We really miss your smiling face and look forward to the day we can come and visit with you.

Tim, Terry, Mark and Jason Leineweber

Tim, Terry, Mark and Jason Leineweber <tim_leineweber@siltronic.com>
Vancouver, Wash USA - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 05:23 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I was so glad to log in today and read your dad's report that you are getting better. This is the first time I've ever prayed for someone to pee! I have a parrot, an African Grey, and he is so smart. He talks, laughs, whistles, and sings. To help me remember to pray for you, I've been teaching him to say, "Pee, Leslie, pee!" Birds are like people in that they are unpredicable. So far he has the word "pee" learned, but he's having a hard time with your name. He whistles instead. He'll learn it, though. (His name is Issac, but we call him I-Z Bird or just I-Z. I didn't name him.) As soon as I can get him to say your name, I'll record it for you. I used to watch football with my dad. It was one of my favorite times because I could have him all to myself. Back then Mercury Morris and Dandy Don Meredith were tearing up the turf down in Dallas. The Cowboys were my favorite team. I don't remember why, probably because I liked horses, and as a teenager, I wanted to marry a cowboy. I still like horses, and I still watch football with my dad. Stay strong. I can't believe how incredibly strong and brave you are. I pray for you daily. Best wishes, Chris (Girlchoir alum mum)

Chris Hoyt <choyt@plaza.ds.adp.com>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 04:36 PM (CDT)
Darlene Griseta was here 9/20/99. I am a friend of Sandi Ramey's and she has filled me in on Leslie's condition. Just want you to know that we are keeping Leslie in our prayers and wish her the best. We hope and pray that she improves very soon. God bless all!
Darlene Griseta <darlo@netzero.net>
Rockford, IL USA - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 03:38 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
I'm so glad to hear that things are improving for you. Our computer at home is on the blink so I couldn't get a update on you all weekend. Hopefully you will get back to your room soon. You are such a trooper.
I spoke to my mon (Aunt Dolores) over the weekend. She asked to to let you know that Uncle Leonard & her think about all the time.
Love,
Annette



Annette Everett <Annette.Everett@CRBard.Com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 02:09 PM (CDT)
Leslie
Can't wait for you to get out of icu. I'd sleep also if I was made to watch football. We think about you often and are in our prayers all day long. Keep up the great work!

Sue Wyszynski <wizzyinn@msn.com>
Vancouver, WA - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 12:31 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, I'm Julane Jenison, another one of those PSGC moms who get up in front and talk too much at concerts and meetings. My daughter is Bridget Callahan who started in the very first Prep (Debut) choir five or six years ago when she was in 4th grade. She is now 14 and a freshman at David Douglas High School. When she was 13 months old, she came down with meningitis, an inflamation of the membranes of the brain or spinal cord. She spent the better part of the month of Oct. at Kaiser Sunnyside in pediatric intensive care. We went from having a bubbley, walking, talking beautiful one year old baby to a lifeless doll connected to a million tubes in about a 12 hr. period. Needless to say, with the help of wonderful doctors and the grace of God, she pulled through and is now a great teenager. I got a kick out of your Dad's entry yesterday about watching football all day. I have memories of my husband correcting papers in a chair by her bed while the Braves were in the World Series. Little did Bridget know she had to be a Braves fan with IV tubes in each limb! You and your family are in our daily prayers, esp. today as we drive down the road to Premiere's first practice of the season. The entire PSGC family is pulling for you. I have a tape of the gala concert in June produced by Mult. County Community Television if you'd like to watch it sometime. I'll write again soon. Lots of love - Julane
Julane Jenison <larrjul@teleport.com>
Portland, OR usa - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 12:09 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, I'm glad you
are feeling better. I have
to go to school now.Pee lots.
Love April

April Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com >
Vancouver, WA USA - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 10:17 AM (CDT)
OH Leslie! I was so excited to read the update this morning. It is so nice to hear you are going out of ICU. You are so awesome. Keep up your great attitude. Tell your mom Hi! I miss her. I need to call her so I can hear her voice. Tell the boys Hi and we miss them tons. Have a great day we are all thinking of you constantly. We love you. The Wrights>
Shellie Wright <rt2shellie@aol.com>
Pleasant Grove, UT USA - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 09:59 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Thank God for your progress! Your dad's 9/20 update is the best news yet! We are in awe of God's healing powers and grace, and of your own stregnth and determination. Your white count is sounding good and more importantly, the fact that your heart and and lungs are doing well and that your kidneys are doing their job, is enough to make a person want to get up and dance around the room, something you yourself will be doing before long. I'm on the lung team, and I've gotten so attached to being there that I think I'll just stay on lungs for the duration. After your mom's request for specific prayers last Thursday, I went over to our church , where you are already on the prayer list, and gave your most recent update to our priest, Father Creedon and to Sister Benedict, who is principal of our church school. Sister B took me to her private chapel to pray for you and to leave my petition on her altar. She showed me a cross that she calls her miracle cross, as it belonged to a child healed miraculously, after being blessed with it, in South America. She placed your name under it. She talked to the children at the school about you too, and when I saw her on Sunday she told me that they are praying for you as well. You have touched so many lives, by your own faith and dignity. Everyone is so proud of you, Leslie. Hope you get some relief from the itching. Great news that you are going back to the BMT floor. Sounds like you have great nurses all the way around. Kathleen and Matthew, thanks for keping us informed. You both write so well, even at the times when it is most difficult to do so. Love to you all from all of us. Colleen
Colleen Dykema
Arlington, Va. USA - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 09:22 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie-
I am a distant cousin from Akron, Ohio and wanted to write to say Hello and wish you well. My grandmother, Bea Jordan, updates us often on your progress. Please know that we are all thinking of you, hoping the best for you, and praying. You have a lot of friends and family who care, you should be very proud.

Kim Morgan <kmorgan@uakron.edu>
Akron, OH USA - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 09:17 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I'm on my way to school, but wanted to let you know I am thinking about you CONSTANTLY!! You are much in my heart and in my prayers. Back to you soon!
Much love, Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 08:40 AM (CDT)
Hello Leslie & Family, I found your web page last week and thought I had sent you a note but I can't find it this morning. (I can only get on the web at work plus I'm amateur at this.) Anyway so pleased to hear that Leslie is doing better. When I read the web last week, I gave the news to your Aunt Bea and a lot of other relatives to pray for those kidneys to work. I'm your Mom's cousin, Janet Karson, from Akron and were all praying real hard for you to get out of the ICU and on the road to home.
Janet Karson <karsonj@hoban.org>
Akron, OH Summit - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 07:42 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I've been checking your website every day. I'm so glad that today was a better day for you. I've been praying for you often and want you to know that I love you and that I'm "in your corner". I'm so glad that you have a website so i can write to you.
Love for now, Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, September 20, 1999 at 01:04 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, This is Ally Cross again from girlchoir. I hope you had a good day today. I remember being in the hospital having a surgrey in 2nd grade for my hips. I had a body cast from my armpits down. I was in the hospital during Christmas time so my cast was green with candy canes on it. I still have a piece of it in my room somewhere. Do you collect beanie babies??? I just got 3 new ones last night. I think I have about 60 beanies all together. I just got home from a church activity. They had a whole table filled with treats and boy, am I stuffed. They had these carmel, nut bars that were the best. Did you ever get the card that my 6th grade class sent to you last school year. Every one is asking how you are and they are including their thoughts and prayers, that includes me. Have a great evening.
-Ally Cross

Ally Cross <pcross2@compuserve.com>
Hillsboro, OR USA - Sunday, September 19, 1999 at 09:52 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie and family, We have been keeping tabs on how you are doing from Aunt Marie in Ohio. Our prayers are with you during this hard time, but you will be better soon.Keep fighting!!
Paul and Shirley Keener <skeener40@aol.com>
Canton, Oh - Sunday, September 19, 1999 at 05:58 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,

Have a good day!

Love Mark, Wendy, Andrea, Heidi, Monica

Heidi Wooster
Vancouver, WA USA - Sunday, September 19, 1999 at 03:39 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
We sang Gift of Finest Wheat at church today. That was the communion song at Uncle Patrick's and my wedding. I couldn't stop thinking about how dear all you kids were and how beautiful you and Laura looked in your dresses with the garland in your hair.
Your daddy's sister loves you very much.
God keep you safe today and every day.
Love, Aunt Grace

grace doherty <GEDoherty>
Fairfax, VA U.S.A. - Sunday, September 19, 1999 at 12:25 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I hope you are feelling alot better!I still want to come and see you really bad! We are doing real good I am still praying for you!

Stephanie Wright <rt2steph@aol.com>
Pleasant Grove, UT USA - Sunday, September 19, 1999 at 10:36 AM (CDT)
Good Morning Leslie: It's Sunday morning and a glorious one it is here in Washington, D.C. I always go to 7:30 Mass on Sunday.. a very special time for me. Our church is in "temporary quarters" right now because our old one (sad to say) is being torn down and replaced with something bigger. For me, the small one was just fine the way it was. We don't have kneelers now (temporarily, of course) so I feel sort of strange just sitting and standing when for all of my life I've been used to kneeling during those most sacred parts of our Mass. But I know our heavenly Father hears me whatever I'm doing... and in those special parts of the Mass I've joined Momsie on your "heart team" and I'm having conversations with Him many many times each day besides. Speaking of your Momsie, I must tell you that everytime she mentions your name, her eyes and her face light up with such radiant beauty.. How lucky you are to have her for your grandmother.. I never had a grandmother. But you make her so very proud of you. I know why!! GOD BLESS YOU and I look forward always to reading your guestbook and your daily journal entries from your wonderful Mom and Dad. Lots of love and God's blessings to you.
Mary Bentz

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Sunday, September 19, 1999 at 09:47 AM (CDT)
Leslie, it's David Peyton in DC, your Momsie's old friend. I'm afraid you're getting just me again -- my girls are travelling with their Mom this weekend.

I'm so sorry that you are struggling. It leaves grownups like me wondering what to say. But perhaps I could add some cheer to your life by recalling my only trip to your beautiful state of Oregon, in Oct. 95 on business to Portland. I asked Oregonian friends here beforehand, " I have only one free day -- which should I do, go to the beach or the mountains?" Well, no one could really tell me, so I just piced the beach. I flew out on a Sat. and woke up Sunday morning super early (unheard of for me) due to the transcontinental flight plus the time change for the end of daylight savings. I spend some time in my Bible, it being Sunday, and I continued reading the book I had at the time, a famous French novel about a father and the loving but strange relationship he has with this daughters, Pere Goriot by Balzac. I had to slog through in in the original French as a high school senior, was mostly baffled and in over my head. But to read it in English, as a dad, was a complete revelation.

Eventually daybreak came, and finally true sunset. I was staying on a high floor of my hotel facing south with a magnificent view of Mt. Hood, and I saw the sun hit it with first light. Then I got ready to go and hit the road to the coast, throught early morning mist, lots of it, and first went to the town north of Cannon beach (can't remember the name now). There I had just about the most satisfying breakfast of my life, having been up so long already -- a fluffy omelette and fluffy pancakes. Oh, my. Then down to Cannon Beach, where it was low tide and I could walk out to the Needles. After that I went up to the park and parking lot north of the beach and watched the wonderful lens-like effect of the waves curling toward the beach.

I hiked on the path going to the next beach north, which took about half an hour as I recall. By the time I got there, the sun had really warmed up the day, so I found a thick fallen log to sit on and took off my shirt. Far below, board surfers were not faring that well in the mild surf, but kayak surfers -- the first and only time I have seen this -- had conditions so perfect for them that I could easily hear their whoops of delight. It was heaven for them, and for me too.

My watch just beeped midnight here, so it's time to turn in. Until next time, your friend, David Peyton

David Peyton <dypeyton>
Falls Church, VA USA - Saturday, September 18, 1999 at 11:07 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie: Hang in there. Our thoughts and PRAYERS are with you. We will be walking in the Light the Night Leukemia Walk next Saturday evening. The balloons we carry are in honor of you. We will be thinking of you!
Love, Your cousin Valerie

Val Fasy <chrisfaze@aol.com>
Oreland, PA - Saturday, September 18, 1999 at 09:05 PM (CDT)
Leslie, We hope you start feeling better real soon. We check
in on you every day. The power of prayer is very strong. The
Lord is listening and answering our prayers. I agree with your dad that specific prayer is very helpful. You are a remarkable young lady with your strength and faith in God I
have no doubts you will be up and around before long. We
love you very much! The Carrolls

Sally & Family <carrolls@pacifier>
vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, September 18, 1999 at 05:47 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie!! It's Mrs. Apken here again! I keep watching your progress and want you to know we think you are super!! What a courageous, thoughtful, wonderful girl you are! I have put your name on our prayer list at the Portland Temple and I know along with all the other prayers, probably close to millions, you will be blessed!! I hope that things get easier soon and you can be back in your old room. Taylor is doing great in piano and is just about to start into your old book. You'll have to hurry back to piano to keep ahead of him (smile). Sounds like you've become quite a singer now! I'm anxious to hear you sometime! Keep up the good work there in the hospital and we'll keep those thoughts and prayers coming!!! Love, Mrs. Apken!
Janet Apken <deapken@bigplanet.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, September 18, 1999 at 05:10 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, I haven't visited your website for a while. I hope you are feeling better. We will continue to pray for you. You certainly are a strong person. Take care. Sharon & Shannon Williams (neighbors across the street from your grandparents)

- Saturday, September 18, 1999 at 03:40 PM (CDT)
Dear one, I printed out the photo of you from the web site and it is hanging above my desk. What a joy it will be when you can sit up to that desk to work at your computer again and carry that back pack, that I see on the bookshelf, off to school. My heart danced when I heard that you find comfort in listening to the girls sing. Me too! Here's an offer. I have an eight year collection of PSGC concert tapes, so if you like to add a little variety, we can easily come up with a few more tapes for you! I had dinner last night with a couple of PSGC alum mum friends. We talked about your progress and your remarkable family. I'm sending along a bundle of PSGC love and prayers. Becky (premier alum mum)
Becky Robb-Hicks <RRH2850@aol.com>
Portland, OR 97225 - Saturday, September 18, 1999 at 11:38 AM (CDT)
Dear one, I printed out the photo of you from the web site and it is hanging above my desk. What a joy it will be when you can sit up to that desk to work at your computer again and carry that back pack, that I see on the bookshelf, off to school. My heart danced when I heard that you find comfort in listening to the girls sing. Me too! Here's an offer. I have an eight year collection of PSGC concert tapes, so if you like to add a little variety, we can easily come up with a few more tapes for you! I had dinner last night with a couple of PSGC alum mum friends. We talked about your progress and your remarkable family. I'm sending along a bundle of PSGC love and prayers. Becky (premier alum mum)
Becky Robb-Hicks <RRH2850@aol.com>
Portland, OR 97225 - Saturday, September 18, 1999 at 11:38 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, how are you feeling? I am awsone! I hope you will get better really soon! My mom is hooked on your web sight. The websight is really great Iam praying for you every day and I am thinking about you I really injowed living by you hope you will start getting much better!
I wanted to say goodby befor I left but I couldent. I really want to come down there and see you Joshua is talking about you and been saying to my mom that he wants to get you a preasent and really wants to see you so do I!
Steven has started school he kindof likes it he has about 2 friends in our naghborhood! he has been doing good! My mom and dad want to see you really bad! Well I will write to you later!

Stephanie Wright <rt2steph@aol.com>
pleasant Grove, UT USA - Saturday, September 18, 1999 at 10:42 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, and family; I am so sorry that Leslie is in so much distress. But, I have sent her website details to everyone I know, and asked each and every one of them the please say many prayers for her, and to put her on the church prayer list. I believe, since most of my friends all go to different churches, that should give her approximately 600,000 more prayers. Matt and Kathleen, thank you soooo much for all the details. It makes all of us feel better to be able to read them daily. I sure wish I could make all this better right now. If I lived close by, I would be there every day helping you all and spending time with Leslie. Leslie seems to be quite strong and very loving. I know deep in my heart that all will go well. Here in Madera, CA, we have a very large hospital called VALLEY CHILDREN'S HOSPITAL. They are sponsoring a night time walk for Leukemia on the 25th of September. My husband, myself and my children are going to participate in that walk and will carry a lighted baloon. My family is excited about it. Valley Children's Hospital looks like Cinderella's castle, inside and outside. It's a wonderful place. I will try to get many prayers going that night, for Leslie and the many others with Leukemia. Leslie, sleep, "GO" and get better. We're all rootin' for ya!! God will take care of you!!
Sandy Ramey <caramey@thegrid.net>
Madera, CA us - Saturday, September 18, 1999 at 09:33 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
Looking at the little digital clock on my computer monitor, I calculate the time in Portland/Vancouver, imagining what you and the boys are doing. I picture you... in your hospital bed, connected to all manner of equipment...saying, "It doesn't hurt so bad, honest!" to reassure your mom and dad. I remember November, 1997, when you were first diagnosed and so very sick...when you asked Taylor to lie down beside you...closer...and then worried about his having a pillow. No wonder you are so loved...you radiate so much love yourself. You are in my thoughts and prayers. (Right now I'm on the "heart team.") Your loving Momsie xxxooo

Carolyn Zolbe <CZolbe@aol.com>
Arlington, Va. - Saturday, September 18, 1999 at 12:35 AM (CDT)
dear leslie,
hello i have heard alot about you!! we have alot in common, i also had a transplant 8 years ago. My name is Anissa Ayala. I try and talk to other transplant patients as much as possible...for only we can understand what we are feeling. I see this is a difficult time for you, please remain strong. It helped when I listened to music, i had a head set and was able to adjust the volume to where I needed it at the time. My friend Maryjane told me about you, and we now keep ourselves updated to your condition. Great idea...Keep the lord close to your heart for he is always with you. It was my faith that helped me alot. I loved the t-shirt ( maryjanes son wears his). I will continue to pray for your health. Maybe if I come to portland, we can visit...remember we have so very much in common!! Keep up the smiles..love, Anissa

Anissa Ayala <Anissaayala@prodigy.net>
Diamond bar, ca usa - Saturday, September 18, 1999 at 12:07 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Kathy & Matthew, So sorry to hear Leslie is suffering so much. As always, she is being very strong and brave. We love you Leslie and will keep sending up our prayers for you. You still have a special angel watching over you. Kathy & Matthew, thanks for the detailed updates of her condition. My heart goes out to you, you are also very brave & strong. It's easy to see where Leslie gets her strength. Keep fighting Leslie, you have a ton of people rooting for you and most importantly, praying for you. We love you sweet angel! Rest and get strong. Love, Brenda, Tom, Grant & Blake
Brenda Dube' <jlverner@msn.com>
Dallastown, PA USA - Friday, September 17, 1999 at 11:01 PM (CDT)
Leslie, my name is Adena Shull and my daughter Lauren goes to Chinook. She has been very concerned about you, so we decided to visit your website and wish you well. You are a very special girl, and our prayers are always with you!!
Adena Shull <fourinwa@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA Clark - Friday, September 17, 1999 at 10:33 PM (CDT)
LESLIE, JUST STOPPED BY YOUR WEBSITE TO CHECK ON YOU. WE THINK OF YOU OFTEN. KRISTA CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO FEEL BETTER SO YOU CAN E-MAIL EACH OTHER AGAIN! TAKE CARE. WE LOVE YOU, RICK AND LINDA
Linda Shilts <lshilts@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, Va USA - Friday, September 17, 1999 at 08:27 PM (CDT)
HEy Kiddo,
Just checking in to say hello. Miss your smile. Loved listening to Tay on the announcements this week. (you can tease him about that) You keep up those spirits young lady. We love you, and want you back out having fun teenage girl times with us! Let Mom and Dad know that along with stepping up the prayers for you, they continue to be in my prayers, too! (although when a forty three year old prayes for other forty year olds you kind of forget why....just kidding. some forty -three year old humor) Anyway my prayer group met last night, and we really stepped it up. So....look out kidneys, heart and lungs...
"talk" to you soon kiddo.
Much love,
Mrs. N

Sherry Neubauer <jdneubie@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, Wa usa - Friday, September 17, 1999 at 05:17 PM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie: Just had to tell you that I am thinking about you and praying that with each passing moment you will be improving.. You are in our thoughts and in our prayers.. What a very special young girl you are! You have so many people who love you and are wishing you well.
Much love from Mary Bentz

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD US - Friday, September 17, 1999 at 03:34 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family,

Wanted to tell all of you hello today, and that we're holding you close in our hearts and prayers.

Things are quiet at Alki today, as it's Friday and the end of our first full week of classes. We're all thinking of you, looking forward to updates on your daily progress, and we're praying for your kidneys to continue to have more output.

Have you been able to listen to "Mambo #5" yet, by Lou Bega? It's a hopping song, one you may find may help you do those exercises when you're up to it.


Patty, Glenn and Alex Rennemann <pagrennema@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Friday, September 17, 1999 at 01:04 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, This is Patty Hobizal. I'm the new Debut coodinator for the choir this year. My daughter is Megan. We are all keeping up to date on your progress. and I am especially praying for you. We all miss you. Love you, Patty
Patty Hobizal <pf@teleport.com>
Portland, OR u.s.a - Friday, September 17, 1999 at 11:48 AM (CDT)
Oops, sorry. I meant, Maryjane's friend, Anissa. :)
Janelle Hite
Vancouver, - Friday, September 17, 1999 at 12:53 AM (CDT)
Hi there kiddo! Boy, somebody upstairs is hearing all of us humans tonight!!! With special requests for those three specific items that your daddy mentioned, I'm sure He will deliver! I saw your mom tonight and told her I get to help draw blood at that bone marrow drive being held on Oct. 2nd in Portland at the Trailblazer's Girls & Boys club that Maryjane mentioned earlier. I know I can't expect as much support as what we had during your drive, Leslie, but maybe there will be a donor or two to be found in this bunch to be so lucky enough to be able to give the "Gift of Life". I just barely mentioned the event at work today and got an overwhelming response to help out, just like they did for you, honey! So, if anyone else out there reading this knows someone who has wanted to see if they can be a potential donor, the drive is from 9-3pm on the corner of Killingsworth and Martin Luther King Blvd. in Portland on Oct. 2nd. Look for the gal in the white lab coat, that would be me. (giggle). Seriously, please, please come see us if you haven't already. You could help someone else as precious as our Leslie or Maryjane's friend, Alissa.
Love ya Leslie & family, Janelle, Scott, Gavin and Baby Jarett

Janelle Hite <hitejanell@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA usa - Friday, September 17, 1999 at 12:50 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie I'm Megan, Karla's daughter! I just wanted to say that I love to chat with people and I hope you get better soon! Because this has to be awful. E-mail me and we can chat! Bye!!!!! Visit my webpage soon!


Megan Birchfield <hino_raye@hotmail.com>
Beaverton, OR USA - Thursday, September 16, 1999 at 11:14 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Just checking back in on you. We pray for you and hold you close to our hearts day and night. With God all things are possible. Keep up the good work, Leslie! You really shine. Hugs, Scott, Colleen, Caitlin and Patrick
The Dykemas
Arlington, Va. USA - Thursday, September 16, 1999 at 10:55 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie. It's your riser-mate at PSGC. I am so happy to find you. They told me how at the first practice. I heard you moved to a good hospital in the midwest but couldn't write you. I have thought of you all summer. Guess what? Roberta moved us back to the back row!!! Only one problem... she put 4 girls between us!! But we're still S1's and high above the rest!!! So you get well quick because I really miss you at choir and it won't sound as good with out you. Besides, I want to room with you again when we go to Disneyland!! So I will be praying for you. Love Natalie
Natalie Grattan <alpacas@ibm.net>
Amboy, WA USA - Thursday, September 16, 1999 at 10:08 PM (CDT)
Hi leslie. Its me...Manisha Marberry. you may not recongize the name...but your mom and my mom work together at the hospital. I e-mailed you. so you might have someone print it for you so u can read it! its titled " its me...Manisha Marberry" but, i pray for you everyday. were both the same age...so i told all my friends to pray for you too!! i believe in miracles....you will too, as soon as your outta the hospital!! love ya, manisha
Manisha Marberry <blueangel10.com>
portland, OR USA - Thursday, September 16, 1999 at 09:59 PM (CDT)


- Thursday, September 16, 1999 at 09:59 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, As a military family we thought your dad's decription of the cavalry coming to the rescue was great! We see you as their leader, down and a little under the weather, however still very much in charge. Our prayers are for your cavalry to ride to your resue no matter what or how many enemies are chasing them. We have no doubt, as their leader, of your ability to see this thru to a victorious ending. God's blessings be with you and your family. With lots of love from Gavin and Jarett's grandparents
Don and Char Hite <don1char2@aol.com>
Olympia, Wa. - Thursday, September 16, 1999 at 06:51 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, I was thinking especially of you as I drove to school today with one of the Portland Symphonic Girlchoir tapes full blast. That fabulous music gives me chills, makes me laugh and makes me cry. The other drivers must think I'm a bit kookaburra, but that music starts my day off just right. Crissy is into rehearsing jazz tunes so now that sound is back in my house (boy! I missed it while she was away at school!) but the full effect of PGSC really lights me up. I am so sorry for the tough times you are bearing and my heart is wrapped around your family. What a trooper and an inspiration you are and how edifying to visit your website and the guestbook filled with best wishes and prayers. Take good care of you. We love and support you. Ann Saalborn and Co.
Ann Saalborn <saalarcg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, September 16, 1999 at 06:26 PM (CDT)
I want you to get out of the hospital! I wish you can get home soon. Leslie i pray for you everyday. i miss you. i want to send you a present. love joshua
Joshua Wright <rt2shellie@aol.com>
Pleasant Grove, UT USA - Thursday, September 16, 1999 at 05:27 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,

You have really been on my heart,and in my thoughts these last two days and I wanted you to know that I have been praying for you often! I'm not sure if you know that I
have five kids!??! I know you know Amy from Girlchoir;
our family also includes three more boys, ages,13, 11, and
8,and a four year old daughter, Bethany. (We have animals too, but that's enough info for now!) I want you to know that all the kids have prayed for you and are praying for you now. Amy has put you on her school prayer list and Joey,(our 8 year old prayer warrior) has you on his personal list. I hope today is an easier day for you.

Love to your Mom and Dad and lots of love to you,
Deb

Deb Burgess <rdaburgess@integrityonline.com>
Portland, OR USA - Thursday, September 16, 1999 at 05:26 PM (CDT)
DEAR LESLIE,
MY NAME IS MARYJANE AND I HAD THE PRIVELAGE OF MEETING YOUR PARENTS AT THE LARGE BONE MARROW DRIVE THEY HELD AT THE SCHOOL FOR YOU. I OWN THE COMPANY THAT PROVIDED THE PHLEBOTOMISTS FOR THE DRIVE. I BROUGHT MY 11 YR OLD SON WITH ME, AND HE STILL WEARS YOU T-SHIRT HERE IN LOS ANGELES. WE ARE HAVING ANOTHER LARGE DRIVE FOR ANOTHER PATIENT ON OCT. 2 AND WHEN I CALLED THE RED CROSS FOR SOME INFORMATION THEY SHARED WITH ME THAT YOU RECIEVED YOUR TRANSPLANT ""CONGRATULATIONS" I WAS GIVEN THIS PAGE BY JONELL HITE, AND AM GLAD TO BE ABLE TO KEEP UP ON YOUR PROGRESS. MY BEST FRIEND IS ANISSA AYALA..SHE HAD A TRANSPLANT 8 YRS AGO AND HER BABY SISTER WAS HER DONOR..HAVE YOU EVER READ ANY STORIES ABOUT HER (JUNE READERS DIGEST). I HAVE TOLD HER ABOUT YOU, AND SHE IS POSITIVE THERE IS ONE LARGE ANGEL ON YOUR SHOULDERS AT ALL YIMES, MAYBE EVEN THE SAME ONE THAT WAS ON HERS. WE JUST RECENTLY WERE TALKING ABOUT YOU ( SHE SAW THE T-SHIRT) AND SHE SAID IF I SPOKE TO YOU..SAY HELLO AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN HER PRAYERS. wE CONTINUE TO LOOK FOR MATCHES FOR OTHER PATIENTS AND PRAY FOR THE CONTINUED SUCCESS OF YOU TRANSPLANT. I WILL HOPEFULLY BE COMMING BACK TO PIRTLAND FOR THIS NEXT DRIVE, I WAS ABLE TO MEET YOUR LOVELY PARENTS, AND WOULD LOVE TO NEET YOU..MAYBE IF YOUR FEELING BETTER. ANISAA MAY COME TO. HAVE WONDERFUL DAY TODAY AND MAY YOU MOVE FORWARD IN YOUR HEALING...MUCH LOVE TO YOU, YOUR ADORABLE!! MARYJANE CRICKS PHLEBOTOMY PROFESSIONALS INC.

MARYJANE CRICKS PHLEBOTOMY PROFESSIONALS INC. <MJC91741@AOL.COM>
GLENDORA, CA USA - Thursday, September 16, 1999 at 03:27 PM (CDT)
Leslie, Im so sorry you are not feeling well. You are such a strong girl. We love you so much. I know that our Heavenly Father is watching over you. I cant believe how many people are with you through this time in your life. You have so much love and support. Through all the prayers and faith you will get passed this hard time.. Love, Shellie
Shellie Wright <rt2shellie@aol.com>
Pleasant Grove, UT USA - Thursday, September 16, 1999 at 02:17 PM (CDT)
Leslie, thank you for fighting so well -- we hang on every word of news about you. You are so loved, and are deeply admired for your awesome physical, mental and spiritual strength. Know that with every passing second, every breath, every thought, with each event that occurs within the temple that is your body, you are always and completely surrounded by prayer and loving good wishes. God bless you, Leslie, and your family. We hope you feel better soon, precious, beautiful girl.
Barb & Marie Garlock <bgarlock@kilstock.com>
Raleigh (barely nicked by Floyd!), NC - Thursday, September 16, 1999 at 01:47 PM (CDT)
Dear sweet Leslie,
I am thinking of you so much. My favorite anology of GOOD winning out over the bad guys is Luke Skywalker in Star Wars. I just picture you with all these little good guy starships guided by the FORCE running all through your body knocking out the bad guys. You are so loved and I am thinking of you constantly... much, much love, and may the Force be with you!!!!! Love, Mrs. B.
P.S.: If you don't like Star Wars I'll come up with another one!!

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, September 16, 1999 at 12:05 PM (CDT)
LESLIE,
SORRY TO READ THAT YOU ARE NOT FEELING SO WELL RIGHT NOW. HOPEFULLY, THINGS WILL BE BETTER SOON! WE THINK OF YOU OFTEN. RIGHT NOW, WE "VIRGINIANS" ARE UNDER A HURRICANE/TROPICAL STORM WATCH. WE ARE SUPPOSE TO GET HEAVY RAINS, WINDS AND POSSIBLE FLOODING. THE BEST PART IS THAT SCHOOLS ARE CLOSED TOMORROW! KRISTA AND ERIK ARE HAPPY!!! TAKE CARE NOW, AND KEEP SMILING!1 YOU ARE SUCH A TROOOER! WE ALL ADMIRE YOU. LOVE YOU LOTS, LINDA

LINDA SHILTS <LSHILTS@HOTMAIL.COM>
FAIRFAX, VA - Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 10:46 PM (CDT)
LESLIE, YOUR GRANDMOTHER WAS OUT SPREADING THE WORD ON YOU TODAY AND SHE HAS MORE PRAYER CHAINS GOING. THE NEWS TODAY WAS SURE ENCOURAGING. KEEP UP THE GOOD JOB SO YOU CAN GET BACK TO PUTTING THE NEWS ON THE WEB. DO NOT TELL YOUR MOM AND DAD BUT YOU ARE MUCH BETTER WRITER! LOVE grandma and grandpa

Georgetown, Tx - Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 09:44 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, I hope your stay in ICU will be ending soon.
We know what a fighter you are. We are praying for you every
day. We miss you Love Sally

Sally Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 06:36 PM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie and Family, Great news that the white cells are coming in. Your new marrow is taking hold! As I'm sure you know a certain amount of GVH can be beneficial. It's got to be tough dealing with the steroids when you are working so hard to get rid of fluid. Sounds like you have a very careful and competent medical team in charge of balancing the need for steroids against the complications of the VOD. Leslie, everyone is just so proud of you. Even Noreen and the floor nurses who have seen so many patients go through this, recognize what an effort you are making and what discpline you have to fight this. Sometimes the respiratory therapist can give you something you blow into (I forget the name) to help you keep your lungs clear, even when you are still in bed. It looks like a toy. As you blow you keep a little ball afloat. Those leg exercises you are doing are wonderful too for your circulation. What a trooper! Leslie you have a greater sense of life's joy in your illness than many people do in the fullness of good health. God will surely bless you for this. Keep up the good work! Love, Colleen
Colleen Dykema
Arlington, Va. USA - Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 06:01 PM (CDT)
God will find a way where there seems to be no way.
He works in ways we can not see he will make a way for Leslie
He will be her guide hold her closely to his side
With love and praise for each new day He will make a way!


- Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 04:38 PM (CDT)
Leslie, I am a PSGC "alum-mum" My daughter, Amber holds the world record (along with Patty Jeanne Semura) of 8 years in premiere choir. Course some may think they cheated a bit 'cuz they started in premiere at age 11 when there wasn't such a thing as a debut choir. I am so sorry that your battle is particularly difficult right now. We are all learning so much about love and courage from you and your family. I hope we can give something back as we hold you up to heaven with our prayers. You have a major cheering section with the PSGC community. We've got a reserved seat marked "Leslie" and looking forward to your return to us. Love, Becky
Becky Robb-Hicks <RRH2850@aol.com>
Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 02:21 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
Just wanted you to know how much we all missed you at our 1st rehearsal on Monday night. As usual,things were a bit hectic, but it was fun to see/hear the girls. Although you weren't physically there, I know you were with us in spirit.
I think about you and pray for you very day, my special girl.
Love, Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robrtaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 01:20 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie...it's Deb from Girlchoir...just wanted you to know that I am keeping you in my heart in prayer. I hope today is a more comfortable day for you. Love,
Deb Burgess <rdaburgess@integrityonline.com>
Portland , OR USA - Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 01:05 PM (CDT)
Just checking in to see how Leslie is doing today. We are praying for her daily.
Kathy White <Kathy@mlc.org>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 12:56 PM (CDT)


- Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 12:46 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I hope that you have awakened to a better day. I am sorry to hear that the last couple have been so rough on you. We continue to keep you and your family in our thoughts and prayers. We miss all of you very much.

Alison, Mike & Max Devolder <mjdevo@toast.net>
Perrysburg, OH - Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 08:39 AM (CDT)
We are praying for you Leslie. Your grandmother called last nite and told us about the Web site. I am your mother's cousin.
Ralph Elmerick <elmerick@timken.com>
Louisville, Oh USA - Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 06:25 AM (CDT)
We are praying for you Leslie. Your grandmother called last nite and told us about the Web site. I am your mother's cousin.
Ralph Elmerick <elmerick@timken.com>
Louisville, Oh USA - Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 06:25 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
I sent you an email. Hope you got it. Miss seeing you at school. All my friends are praying for you, too.
Get better so you can watch Shania Twain on the CMA 9/22 on t.v.
Can't wait. Get better okay,Leslie. You just have to.
Love your friend since Kindergarten,
Megan Neubauer

Megan <jdneubie@pacifier.com>
- Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 12:57 AM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie,
Keep up the fight kiddo. You are one of the strongest persons I know. You are in our thoughts and prayers!
The Neubauer family

sherry Neubauer <jdneubie@pacifier.com>
vancouver, wa usa - Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 12:53 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Keep up that fighting spirit. We are all praying for you. Hope you are feeling a little better. Much love, Scott and Colleen
Dykema
Arlington, Va. U.S..A - Wednesday, September 15, 1999 at 12:35 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, this is Ally, and I am a member of the girlchoir. I met you last year at choir and I am hoping to see you again soon. I just entered 7th and it has been a challenge to get everywhere on time and to get my locker open!! Ha!! But it has been alot of fun. We had the first girlchoir meeting last night, it was kind of hectic, but it was fun. Love, Ally Cross
AllyCross <pcross2@compuserve.com>
Hillsboro, OR USA - Tuesday, September 14, 1999 at 10:21 PM (CDT)
LESLIE,I AM STEFFANIE DENNISON- RALPH ELMERICK'S DAUGHTER- WHICH IS YOUR MOM'S COUSIN- I AM IN CANTON OHIO. WE USED TO SEE YOUR GRANDMA ALL THE TIME WHEN THEY LIVED HERE. WE HAVE HEARD SO MUCH ABOUT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY- YOU ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS DAILY. I KNOW WHAT YOUR VERY CLOSE FAMILY MEMBERS ARE GOING THROUGH- MY VERY DEAR AUNT HAD WENT THROUGH THIS 2 YEARS AGO- IT IS DIFFICULT ON EVERYONE- BUT JUST KEEP THE POSITIVE THOUGHTS AND GOD WILL BE WITH YOU THROUGH THE WORST OF TIMES.SO ANYWAY JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW YOU ARE THOUGHT OF HERE IN OHIO - TELL YOUR FAMILY HELLO.
STEFFANIE ( ELMERICK) DENNISON <DDENNISO@NEO.LRUN.COM>
N.CANTON, OH USA - Tuesday, September 14, 1999 at 09:29 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, I just recently found out about this website and have been impressed by your writing and also grateful for the updates. You are definitely in our prayers and on my mind these days. You are a bright, beautiful and strong young lady and I know our Heavenly Father will bless you!! I look forward to the day you can return to piano lessons and share your enthusiasm for life and music with me!! I know you can do it!! My prayers are with your parents too. I can only try to imagine what this has been like for them. We love you and are pulling for you!!!
Janet Apken <deapken@bigplanet.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, September 14, 1999 at 08:35 PM (CDT)
Leslie, last night was Girlchoir's first practice (parent meeting, music checkout, etc.). We mentioned you in the meeting. There are so many who care about you and pray for you and your family. After the meeting the choirs came in and sang for the parents. They sang, "The Carol of the Bells" (the first Christmas song I've heard this year!) and "The Star Spangled Banner." Not sure where the altos went at the end (let's just say they got a little lost), but it was pretty good for a first practice.
Take care, sweet girl. Don't get too mad at your dad. It sounds like he's trying really hard. And someday he may need YOU to care for HIM! Then you can get even for the ice baths.

Chris Hoyt <choyt@plaza.ds.adp.com>
Portland, OR USA - Tuesday, September 14, 1999 at 06:41 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I hope that you feel better. Best wishes. Our prayers are with u always. I miss you.
From,
April

April Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, September 14, 1999 at 06:08 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
Our thoughts and Prayers are with you and your family. We are following your daily progress. Just hang in there. We,love you very much.

Great Uncle Francis & Grant Aunt Linda <felmerick@neo.rr.com>
North Canton, Oh - Tuesday, September 14, 1999 at 05:58 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,

Life here at Alki is hectic at the beginning of the year and we miss your smiling face.

We hope that your stay in ICU is a short one. Your main homework assignment from PE is to fight to get healthy so that you will play a game of 8-base with us.

Take care
Mrs. Dack and Mrs. McCloud


Barb Dack and Julie McCloud
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, September 14, 1999 at 03:16 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family,

Our thoughts, hearts and prayers are with you. We know you're strong and will make it over this hurdle! Hugs to all of you.


Patty, Glenn and Alex Rennemann <pagrennema@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, September 14, 1999 at 03:05 PM (CDT)
Dear Dear Leslie: Our hearts are with you and our prayers are storming the heavens.. You have so many many people wishing you well and offering prayers. So many of us you don't even know, but we've known "about" you since you were a wee toddler or earlier from members of your extended family all over the country. We have come to claim you as our "kin" and we're really really pulling for you. Rest well and know we are thinking about you!
Love, Mary Bentz

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Tuesday, September 14, 1999 at 01:44 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
Hope your stay in ICU will be very short. You hang in there. We are all praying for you & soon this will all be behind you.
Love,
Annette

Annette Everett <Annette.Everett@CRBard.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, September 14, 1999 at 12:24 PM (CDT)
HI LESLIE, Everyone we know and alot we do not know are praying for you, and that will help you get over this little bump on your road to full recovery. We enjoy your little updates, you are going to be a great writer someday. We love you very much, grandma and grandpa


Georgetown , Tx - Tuesday, September 14, 1999 at 07:54 AM (CDT)
Rest now for a while. All will be well again soon! You've been a super trooper through this entire ordeal and everyone is impressed with your spirit and intelligence. Today sounds bad, but we know that with rest and the proper treatment, and with your wonderful attitude and spirit, you will be just fine real soon. We are all praying for you to get over this, and sending lots of love your way. If all these email messages don't make you feel better, let me know and I'll get out my magic wand. it works for me once in a while. Just being super silly does the trick. Of course, with your father being in your room all the time, you don't need to order out for "silly". It's staring you in the face!! haha. Hopefully you'll be able to read all these in a couple of days AFTER YOU REST!! Then give the nurses a run for their money!! Give my love to your mom, dad and brothers. I really miss all of you.
Sandy Ramey <caramey@thegrid.net>
madera, ca us - Monday, September 13, 1999 at 10:53 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I am another cousin from your Grandmom Zolbe's side. We are so impressed with you. We are all following your daily progress. I hope you are feeling better today. Our thoughts and prayers are with you!
Love,
Jane Donohue

Jane <jdono83625@aol.com>
Abington, PA USA - Monday, September 13, 1999 at 01:13 PM (CDT)
Hi, Leslie! Finally was able to log on to your web site! I do want to keep up with your progress. I will print it and show it to people who don't have computers. Know we pray hard for you EVERY DAY! Keep up your courage. We're all rooting for you.

Love,
the Krammeses

Stacy Krammes (former neighbors of Hank/Agnes Taylor) <cakrammes@aol.com>
North Canton, Oh USA - Monday, September 13, 1999 at 01:06 PM (CDT)
Good morning Leslie,
Hope this morning finds you feeling somewhat better-hang in there girl,there is light at the end of the tunnel. Just wanted to let you know that we check on you every couple of days and pray for you daily.

Paula Matricardi <pmatrica@neo.rr.com>
N. Canton, Oh Stark - Monday, September 13, 1999 at 09:25 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, It would be just like you to surprise everyone with all your activity in the midst of a fever. Scott is a writer by profession and he could not have written with the clarity and expressiveness that you did, follwing his transplant. In his own words, as he stands here next to me, he was a basket case. All he could read were the headlines in the newspaper,he couldn't even read an article. Concentration at this point in the treatment is so difficult, not to mention the fever and the pain. You are truly remarkable. You might like using that BMT hall for exercise when you are feeling up to it. Until then be patient with yourself. We read your mom's update from today, our hearts and prayers go out to you. I can remember Scott at times being too dizzy and sick to get up also. Whenever it got really tough for Scott he would repeat to himself "Just get through today, one day at a time. Worry about tomorrow, tomorrow." We love you , Scott and Colleen.
Scott and Colleen Dykema
Arlington,, Va. U.S.A. - Sunday, September 12, 1999 at 11:17 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,

We're thinking about you, hoping you're having a good day, and waiting to read a new entry. We so enjoy you and your parents' updates! Hugs to you and your family!

Patty, Glenn and Alex Rennemann <pagrennema@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Sunday, September 12, 1999 at 05:55 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, from your second or third cousin once removed (or something like that,
check with your Grandmom Zolbe). I have been checking in on your progress every day.
You are such a trooper. Just wanted to let you know that your extended family on the east
coast is thinking of you often.
Love to you and your family, Val

Val Fasy <chrisfaze@aol.com>
Oreland, PA USA - Sunday, September 12, 1999 at 10:42 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
Your 9/11 journal entry is precious. You are a gifted writer, one whose descriptions and choices of words allow the reader to be part of the experience. With visits to your website approaching 3000, it's clear that you have so many who care about you. It's a band in which we're so proud to march.

Pap and Momsie <PZolbe@aol.com>
Arlington, Va. - Sunday, September 12, 1999 at 10:12 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie:
It's Saturday night - almost 10:00 -- and just wanted to check in before I go to bed - real night owls we are. Wanted to tell you that we're are thinking about you and saying lots of prayers... even real quick ones during the day - there's lots of time to pray... God doesn't care how long they are.. It just pleases Him when we pray. I was so glad to see your journal entry today... You just hang in there, honey.. You are quite an extraordinary young lady and so bloomin bright!! I pray you have a good nite's rest.. I'll check in tomorrow, you can be sure. God love your Dad and Mom... they are so special sounds to me. Are you loaded with email?
Much Love,
Mary Bentz

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD US - Saturday, September 11, 1999 at 09:04 PM (CDT)
Leslie,
We think about you everyday and say a prayer for you everynight at dinner. Chad says he can't wait to see you back at Alki. We just want you to kick this thing. Take care

Sue Wyszynski <wizzyinn@msn.com>
Vancouver, WA clark - Saturday, September 11, 1999 at 08:05 PM (CDT)
Hey Girl!!!! Sounds like things are looking up!! My brother was hit by a DWI person about 8 years ago and had to piece himself back together up in Seattle at the awesome HarborView Medical Center and he also had a morphine button. It worked wonders for him, very comforting to have that button just in case!!!
Anyways, we are getting ready for the BIG SOCCER GAME today. I'm sure Christian told you how awesome their practice game was on Thursday night. I don't think those big 10 year olds even got to score once!!!! Gavin was so excited he got to get a goal, too. Along with several other teammates!!!Anyways, wish us luck and we'll all be picturing on the sidelines cheering for your brother as usual!!! Thank goodness there are no mud puddles for Jarett yet!! Bye honey-keep on truckin'!!!!
Love ya lots, Janelle, Scott, Gavin and Jarett

Janelle Hite <hitejanell@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, September 11, 1999 at 01:42 PM (CDT)
leslie......Hey I just wanted you to know i think your web page is great.....I have really enjoyed getting to kow you and your mom and dad the last couple of days.....You are a wonderful and very mature smart girl best of luck I know you will do great......Best Wishes Kerry(your night nurse on Thurs and Fri Sept 9,10)
Kerry Cawrse <cawrsek@ohsu.edu>
Tualatin, OR USA - Saturday, September 11, 1999 at 03:56 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, it's your Mom's cousin Brenda. Sorry I haven't been in touch the past couple of days. I have been thinking of you. I'm sorry to hear you haven't felt good this week. I hope it gets better for you soon. You must be ready to get out of that room already. Anything but play your Dad in Boggle again! No wonder you started playing the nurses, you need a new challenge! Is there a new game you would like me to send you to help pass the time? Keep up your positive attitude kiddo. We are continuing to pray for you and hope you are feeling better soon. Love, Brenda, Tom, Grant & Blake
Brenda Dube'
Dallastown, PA USA - Friday, September 10, 1999 at 09:27 PM (CDT)
Leslie,

I check your entries every day, here at Alki, and at home. Our thoughts are often of you and your family. You're such a part of many people's lives now -- we're all rooting for you!

We await news of your continued progress, Leslie. Does your mom still fix you all your food, or have you found a saint in the hospital kitchen yet?



Patty, Glenn and Alex Rennemann <pagrennema@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Friday, September 10, 1999 at 03:54 PM (CDT)
Leslie: I'm another one your Momsie's Chorale friends. I was so happy to hear you had found a bone marrow donor and that, so far, things are going well with the transplant. I've been very concerned about you and had sent an e-mail to everyone in my address book last winter encouraging them to become potential donors. I'm so glad a match was finally found. Your grandmother is an amazing woman, facing this situation with a great deal of strength and faith. I'm sure your parents and you are doing the same (as your journal seems to indicate). You are all very inspiring. I have 3 young daughters myself (ages 8, 4, and 15 months), and hope to face whatever crisis may confront my family with as much grace. I'm praying that you'll continue to be strong and have faith and that you health may be restored as soon as possible.
Michelle Burley <DOMERS83@aol.com>
Alexandria, VA USA - Friday, September 10, 1999 at 02:43 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie:
That website for a wonderful tour of Ely Cathedral is http://cathedral.ely.anglican.org
Love,
Mary Bentz

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Friday, September 10, 1999 at 12:03 PM (CDT)
Leslie, my wife Rachel (a BMT nurse here in Milwaukee WI) and I (compuer consultant) are pulling for you. Hang in there, will stop back later to see how you're doing. Drop an email if you have any questions OK?
George & Rachel Kasica <georgek@netwrx1.com>
Waukesha, WI USA - Friday, September 10, 1999 at 09:47 AM (CDT)
Leslie, my wife Rachel (a BMT nurse here in Milwaukee WI) and I (compuer consultant) are pulling for you. Hang in there, will stop back later to see how you're doing. Drop an email if you have any questions OK?
George & Rachel Kasica <georgek@netwrx1.com>
Waukesha, WI USA - Friday, September 10, 1999 at 09:47 AM (CDT)
Good Morning, Leslie!!! today's Friday -- I'm thinking about you today... as soon as I get to my office, my dear friend and co-worker says, "How's Leslie".. Dick checks your site as soon as he gets out of bed.. So, you have lots of people looking in on you... And that's just what we can do for you right now, is 'LOOK IN THRU CYBERSPACE'... I can only imagine how many people really want to come visit you.. it's got to be so difficult - as the saying goes "so near and yet so far".. but who knows what germs we all are carrying. So staying away is the best thing!!! I'm so thankful for the Internet and e-mail.. It keeps us all close by to each other and those we love don't really seem so far away.. I just got an email from Momsie.. She's great, guess you've known that for a long long time.. When you are really bored with your "wallpaper" in your room, and your computer is nearby, visit any museum you might wish to see.. I like to visit and get the weather report from my favorite place of all... Ely (ELEE) England. The most beautiful cathedral and gardens are there in that little village. You could just do a search on Ely, England -- if you are interested, but most museums will have webpages and you can visit any place you wish. I want to tell you that I love your friend Colleen.. She is just great.. She has such wonderful things to say... You are doing such a great job, dear Leslie... Love and hugs to you and your wonderful mom and dad, too... I've seen photos of all of you... Momsie is good about that! What wonderfully beautiful people you all are!! WOW!.. (Gotta get back to work.. - I'll check in later, but know I think about you more often than one could imagine!
Mary Bentz

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Friday, September 10, 1999 at 08:58 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Ouch, those mouth sores must be really painful. The morphine should help. Don't hesitate to take it when you need it. I'm sorry to hear about your fever but unfortunately as you know so well,it goes with the territory. Kathleen, I can see by your message that you already know how normal this fever thing is. A nurse once told me that it's a rite of passage post BMT before you get out. I know that this doesn't make it any less uncomfortable or worrisome but at least you are in good company, and the mouth sores will heal with time dearest Leslie. Kathleen, it's great that you were able to stay and give the cold compresses. Modern medicine is outstanding but there are some things you cannot improve on. I like seeing that your temperature seems to be moving in the right direction. I thought it was interesting that you are still type O but on the way to being A. I hope you don't have to deal with VOD, but even if you do have to deal with this or some form of infection,I know you will rally. Try to get some sleep. You give new meaning to the phrase "grace under pressure". We all have so much to learn from you. Hugs and prayers, Colleen
Colleen Dykema
Arlington , Va. U.S.A. - Friday, September 10, 1999 at 01:54 AM (CDT)
Leslie -- It's David Peyton again, your Momsie's fellow singer. I had a chance to catch up with her at singing rehearsal Tuesday night (off from the usual Mon. night due to the holiday). Believe it or not, I was the only *man* in the group of women singers all gathering around her to find out how you're doing! If I had one, I'd put a bumper sticker on my car that says, Real Men Don't Neglect to Pray (Jesus Sure Didn't!).

I had a good day today, with an Oregon connection, so let me tell you about it. I work for a group called the National Association of Manufacturers, and my job is to get computer-related legislation through Congress. That makes me -- gasp -- a lobbyist. One of the bills I'm working on is one that will make electronicor computerized signatures as legal as old-fashioned hand-written ones. As a big computer user yourself, I trust that makes sense to you. One of the lead sponsors is your senator, Ron Wyden. At a hearing on the bill, he said, "What are we waiting for? Why don't we just gather the proxies [votes from absent Senators] and move this bill?" His colleague Conrad Burns from Montana, one the most down-home members of the Senate, looked out at the audience and asked, in a fashion I'd never heard in 23 years in Washington, "Is anybody out there not in favor of this bill?" (Yes, there are twists and turns even in something as seeminly straightforward as this, and getting past them is what I'm paid to do.)

Flash cut to a charity fund-raiser my association does every year to benefit the cystic fibrosis foundation. A new idea we had this year was to get all 100 Senators to sign a big seating chart in the array as they sit on the Senate floor and to auction it off -- we hope, for big bucks -- as part of our fundraising. The word has gotten around so much that a couple of offices have even called us and asked, When can we sign? Anyway, today was my day to take the big rolled-up chart around for old-fashioned signatures. Who was one of my assigned members? Why, Sen. Burns, of course. Isn't the irony wonderful?

One of these days I'll try to get my girls to enter something, but it seems like I can only sign on after everyone else is asleep.

Leslie, you are a very brave girl, and we keep you in our prayers. Like Mr. Hill here in the Washington area, you are an inspiration to a lot of people. Keep it up.

Yours truly, David Peyton

David Peyton <dypeyton>
Falls Church, VA USA - Thursday, September 09, 1999 at 11:14 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie:
I've been thinking about you so much. . . can't believe all that you're going through right now! But you know that you're surrounded with love and prayers. Can't believe we're almost through the 2nd week of school. There's homework in the box (don't know if Taylor picked it up today or not) if you're ready for more!! Mr. Davis got the assignment you sent back to him. I think this system will work great! Tomorrow in Advisory we'll be playing a game called NAMEO (sort of like Bingo). You put all the names of the kids in the class in the squares and instead of calling out B-10, I will call out names. The first one to get them in a row, etc. wins! Your name will be in there too, so you'll be a part of the game with all of us. So very much love to you and HUGS. . . Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Thursday, September 09, 1999 at 08:48 PM (CDT)
Hi kiddo,
Just finished reading Mom's update today. You have some work to do kiddo. Visualize, visualize no more fever. Keep up the positive thoughts, and stay on top of the pain. You can do it.
Megan and I keep trying the email address, but continue to have them rreturned. Megan wants to know if she can bring music to share with you, or if that is a big no-no for germs? Let us know okay, cuz she has that new Genie in a bottle CD (Christine something) and some others she thought you might like.
anway, I'm off to bible study. And Megan is off to soccer. You are in all our prayers, kiddo.
Love, Mrs. Neubauer & Megan

sherry Neubauer and Megan <jdneubie@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, Wa usa - Thursday, September 09, 1999 at 07:30 PM (CDT)
Good Morning, Leslie. I'm Chris Hoyt, a Girlchoir board member. My daughter, Jessica, was in choir for 6 years. She graduated from Centennial High School last June, so now I'm an alum-mum, one of those mom's who just keeps going because we've fallen in love with the beautiful music and the wonderful choir girls. I read today's journal entry. I can identify with memorizing the wallpaper. I did that, too, when I had to be in bed for several weeks. Except I made pictures out of the patterns in ceiling. AARG! After a few days, I couldn't find anything new - the old pictures would just pop up. I tried to will the shadows and patterns to form new designs, but they just wouldn't. I'm glad you're looking for something new to put on the walls. Can I help? What kind of scene would you like to wake up to? Give me a challenge and see if I can find it for you. Congratulations on doing the algebra. Stay strong.
Chris Hoyt <choyt@plaza.ds.adp.com>
Portland, OR USA - Thursday, September 09, 1999 at 11:01 AM (CDT)
Hello,

We got home late tonight from a neighbor's dinner party--grilled salmon and steak with deep dish blackberry cobbler. It doesn't get much better! We'll talk to you soon.

Alex, Penny, and Ray <rjbefa@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA - Wednesday, September 08, 1999 at 11:17 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, Just read your latest update. The mouthsores and gum problems sound like a real bummer. Most of the people on our floor at Hopkins had them too. Maybe the gum bleeding will be a little better now that you received some additional platelets. You did have a tough night with your stomach reaction too. I'm glad you found the right thing to counter it. After all that you still managed to do your algebra, and you proabably did a better job on your algebra than I ever would have. Nice going! I know it's tough being cut off from the outside. You're doing well keeping your eyes on the prize. Three months from now the outside will still be there waiting for you, but by then you will have done what you need to, in order to stay strong and to be ready for it. That doesn't mean you won't miss getting out, but you're already making the best of it and you have the right attitude. I can just picture the banners and messages and special items that decorate your room. It's a great way to have your friends and family present, right there with you all the time. Speaking of decorating,your new website background is awesome, and I like the experiment with all the differnt colors of ink. Get a good night sleep and I hope they don't come weigh you tonight. Hugs, Colleen
Colleen Dykema
Arlington, Va. U.S.A. - Wednesday, September 08, 1999 at 11:15 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Scott and I are so proud of you. So close to your transplant, and you are up riding your bike. WAY TO GO!!! I can just hear you and your mom singing. I have always liked Bette Middler's musical selections. She does a lot of swing music too, which I love. I wish I could sing better (I included the word better in there because your momsie is sure that everyone can sing and she has given me a lot of encouragement.) This morning I picked up my penny whistle for the first time since summer began and had some fun with it reminding myself where all the notes are and practicing a little. Your momsie got me started on that too. I'll bet it comes pretty easily to you since you already read music so well. You are doing a great job of keeping us all informed about your progress. It means so much to come to your site and be able to know how you're doing on a regular basis. I like your counts. You are working upwards from a clean slate. Our hearts are with you every step of the way. Love, Scott and Colleen
Scott and Colleen Dykema
Arlington,, Va, U.S.A. - Wednesday, September 08, 1999 at 12:55 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
I was very glad to read that you were up & riding your bike already!!!! You should be very proud of yourself. I hope you contiune to feel stronger each day. Charles has his 1st. 9th. grade football game tonight. He is very excited about making the team. It is still very hot here in AZ. The temperature is going to be 107 today. Hope you have a great day.
Love,
Annette

Annette Everett <Annette.Everett@CRBard.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, September 08, 1999 at 10:08 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie!
I just wanted you to know that I've been thinking about you alot and am so glad to hear about your progress. Girlchoir
will begin next week, and your spot in Debut is reserved.
Take care and I'll keep in touch. I love your website!!
Love, Roberta

Roberta Jackson <robertaj@gte.net>
Portland, OR USA - Tuesday, September 07, 1999 at 10:32 PM (CDT)

Leslie, Glad to read that things are looking better for you. Even homework, you are a trooper! We are all thinking of you and sending our love and good wishes your way! I'll check on you tomorrow! Greetings to your family from Virginia!!! Love, Linda
Linda Shilts <lshilts@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, Va - Tuesday, September 07, 1999 at 09:17 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
just read in your moms update that you were riding the bike when the dr. came in to
check on you! You are truly an inspiration to every one who knows you. I hope you
can somehow feel all the love and good thoughts that everyone is sending you every
day. Kathleen, keep up yuor wonderful positive attitude, you are certainly a wonderful
role model for Leslie. Love, Ginny

Ginny Baughman <sunburst@neo.lrun.com>
Canton, Ohio U.S.A. - Tuesday, September 07, 1999 at 09:08 PM (CDT)
Hi, Leslie! I was so pleased this morning that, although you were feeling "yucky" and not up to par, that your attitude was still "UP". My daughter was diagnosed with breast cancer two years ago and her constant "up" attitude was a BIG PLUS in her full remission and return to life. Even though kids ( I really shouldn't call you that now that you are twelve) have always been very special to me, her diagnosis, treatment, ups and downs, and all that you know goes with this, made me decide that I really wanted to become a Volunteer at Doernbecher and on the 10th floor if at all possible. The 10th floor is where I was assigned and am now there Tuesday mornings from 9-12. If you ever think of anything that I can do or bring to you, just let me know. Also I will be checking in on Tuesday mornings and when you are feeling more up to it, maybe you can get me into a game of Boggle?? I never heard of it before, but then there are a lot of games you kids up there want to play that I am still in the process of learning. Since I am on aol, I don't know whether this will get to you or not. Until next Tuesday, though, my prayers are with you and your family! God Bless!
Vivian, Volunteer on 10N, Tuesday A.M.

Vivian Peterson <Azucar32@aol.com>
Ridgefield, WA USA - Tuesday, September 07, 1999 at 07:21 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, You don't know me personally but I think of you and pray for you several times a day. I am on the PSGC board and miss my sweet singer being on stage. She was graduated in 1998 and now sings with Genesis Jazz Ensemble at Mount Hood Community College. She sang in the Alum Concert and just loved being on stage with Roberta at the helm. She sang with PGSC for 7 years. I am thrilled to read that you are doing quite well and have a terrific attitude. All the power and love to you and your family as you move through these months. My number one son had life-threatening conditions and repeated surgeries so I am very aware of the routine and the trials. He is now an adorable young adult 1 semester from becoming a primary teacher. I hope he will start here in Vancouver so we can be near. I teach at Truman (with Ed Little's wife and I taught his two superific kiddos, too.) If you like getting mail, Crissy and I will jot chatty notes to you - and 2 of my favorite 6th and 7th graders would love to talk about books and such if you're interested and feel well enough to read more mail. I can't wait to hear you singing again. Your website says you've been keeping the voice going - great! Take best of care. We care so much for you! Ann Saalborn and family
Ann Saalborn <saalarcg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, September 07, 1999 at 04:03 PM (CDT)
Hi, Leslie!
Swollen tongue AND painting the floor . . . sounds like way too much excitement, even for you!!! I'm sure you'll be ready for a less eventful day tomorrow! It has to be a bummer, but hang in there . . . it WILL get better. I went up to Alki tonight to put the "Leslie Homework" box in place. I was all excited to do it and didn't want to wait until tomorrow. Tell Taylor that I put it just inside the door on the counter to the right as you come into the staff workroom. I wanted it to be in an easy place for him to get to. Everyone - teachers, office staff, administrators - everyone, wants you to be a very active part of Alki and they all want to know what they can do to help. You are MUCH loved! Hope you have a more restful night . . . thinking of you. Much love, Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Monday, September 06, 1999 at 11:19 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, just reviewed your case. Sorry to hear things aren't going so well. Hope things will improve. We had a wonderful trip in Kansas City and are leaving Tuesday for Cincinnati. Hope things turn out better for you soon.

Loads of love,
Aunt Bea

Bea Jordan c/o Shelly Clark <Mclark9207@compuserve.com>
Kansas City, MO USA - Monday, September 06, 1999 at 06:07 PM (CDT)
Goodmorning Kiddo,
Hope this morning your stomach nausea/pain is getting better. It's no surprise with all the chemo and radiation you've undergone in such a short time. But your spirit will help you surmount even this. (and a little help from the pain med's). I think I shared this with your Mom awhile back, but my sister is a runner for the Leukemia Foundation. And this summer when we were together, I updated her on your condition, and my other little friend who has Leukemia also. Well she is now running for you both.She has traveled to Bermuda, Jamaica, Europe, well many places to run for Luekemia. She just ran in the Bay Area in July when we were in California. She was so happy to add your name.
I know the strictness of the visitations makes you sad, but remember this is such a little time compared to the rest of your life. And that's what this fight is all about.Besides we can still sneak in new music via your parents. Send your music requests our way, okay!
Megan and I tried to email you, but the letters were returned.(not enough postage I guess!!) so we will keep communicating this way.
Hope you can sit up and see the sunshine today. Or is it just over our house, you know the weather in the Northwest.
We keep praying for your strength.....everyone at Chinook sends their love and continued prayers for you and your family Leslie.
Talk to you soon, kiddo.

Sherry Neubauer <jdneubie@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, Wa USA - Monday, September 06, 1999 at 12:27 PM (CDT)
Hi, there, Leslie!
I just came back from Mrs. Olmstead's (Tharp!!) house. My husband and I went over there and had dinner with them and other 6th grade teachers and their husbands/wives. Right before we came home, Pam (Mrs. Olmstead!) and I had a rousing game of Pictionary with Mrs. Williams and her husband (Kevin Williams, the PE teacher). Anyway, you should have seen us. We both like to win, so we were high fivin', yelling and screaming like monkeys, and WE WON!!! Not that we're competitive or anything!! We were quite a sight and agreed that we made a great team. Made me think about you because I know you like to play games and win, too! I'm going to go up to school tomorrow and set up the "Leslie Homework" box for all your teachers to use. I think it's going to work out great. Been thinking of you so much. . . just remember all those angel wings holding you up. Back to you soon. Much love . . . Mrs. B

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Monday, September 06, 1999 at 01:22 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family, We are glad your hospital is strict with its visitation policy and that your exposure will be limited to your parents Leslie. We know there will be times when this is hard for you but on the whole we think you will find it helpful to be able to put all of your energy into healing, as well as the obvious and most important benefit of avoiding infection. My mother always used to say "This too shall pass." You have a legion of friends and family just one e-mail or a phone call away. Sounds like you have great teachers too. One thing is for sure, when you do see the outside again, it will be more beautiful than ever. Remember to put some lotion on your hands after washing with your anti-bacterial soap. Don't be shy about asking anyone who comes in your room to wash hands too. Every now and then they forget. We know you are in good hands and when it comes to your parents being your visitors, you have the best. Love, Colleen and Scott



Colleen and Scott Dykema
Arlington, , Va. USA - Monday, September 06, 1999 at 12:07 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie - It's Mary Bentz again.. I've read your Mom's entry for today.. I remember so well some years back when my cousin's son had his kidney transplant. It's difficult for me to keep them all straight - the one's with kidney transplants, that is.. there have been so many of them. Alports Disease (I think that's how its spelled) seems to be a persistent problem with the male children on my father's side of the family. There have been 6 cousins that I know of who have had transplants. That would be my generation and the one following mine. This disease attacked many people in my family in generations prior to mine, only medical science didn't know much about it. But this thing with transplants isn't really new to me.. at least not the recovery part of them. When I read about your restrictions for quite a time yet to come reminds me of a conversation I had with my cousin right after her son was diagnosed with Alports. It was no surprise to me that one of her sons would be afflicted because her two brothers both had transplants. Anyway, she said that her son was so disheartened because it was his senior year in high school and he was waiting for a match. Praise God, the match was found and he had his transplant. He was so sad because he had to postpone college for one year to recuperate, doctors' orders and Dad's orders. He thought the time would NEVER pass, even though he was well aware of the dangers of infection. Understandably so, it has to be difficult to have patience. But you know what Leslie, Dear, the time passed, as it always does... he really didn't lose his first year of college, didn't earn any credits, but he did gain strength that year.. when the year+ passed he went on to get his undergrad degree at Penn State, worked and probably has his Masters by now and is married. So you just hang in there and I know there must be thousands of stories you've heard and could very well be tired of hearing. But we're with you in spirit and wonderful thoughts of you. Sweet dreams and I sure hope that Yukie feeling in your tummy starts to go away soon. Much love to you..
Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Sunday, September 05, 1999 at 09:01 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, I have been following your journal and it is such wonderful news that the BMT went off without a hitch. It's a bummer though that such wonderful gift has to come in such a yucky package. You've embarked on a long (a year at least...) road to complete remission and renewed health and I pray that it will be with few hitches. I know you live in the light of God's love.
Dan Evans <Bandgeman@aol.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN - Sunday, September 05, 1999 at 08:33 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, I hope some of your pain is easing up a little bit. I am so happy that your transplant went so well. I know there is still a special angel watching over you and will continue to guide you through to your recovery. We continue to send up special prayers for you. I am at my in-laws home in Maryland today so I took the opportunity to check your website and see how you were doing today. I don't have access to the internet yet on my computer at home so I've been using my neighbors computer to stay in touch. Give your Mom a hug and kiss for me. We continue to think of you. Love, Brenda
Brenda Dube'
Dallastown, PA USA - Sunday, September 05, 1999 at 06:29 PM (CDT)
LESLIE,
HI! WE ARE GALD THAT YOU ARE DOING SO WELL AFTER YOUR TRANSPLANT AND WE ARE ALL PRAYING FOR YOU. WE THINK OF YOU OFTEN AND CHECK YOUR WEBPAGE REGUARLY, WE ENJOY READING YOUR ENTRIES. KATHY AND MATT, KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK TAKING CARE OF YOUR GIRL. TAKE CARE.

THE MATRICARDI'S(DENNIS, PAULA, MARGEE, JARED, MOLLY AND JAKE) <pmatrica@neo.rr.com>
NORTH CANTON, OH USA - Sunday, September 05, 1999 at 04:43 PM (CDT)
Leslie and Family, I am a good friend of Linda Shilts and a pediatric nurse. Linda told me about your web page and I try to explain medical terms if needed. Wow !! it is so wonderful to be able to share all your information. Thank you for letting me be a little part. I will keep all of you in my prayers. God Bless You. Sally
Sally Parris <smp1216@excite.com>
Fairfax, Va usa - Sunday, September 05, 1999 at 02:40 PM (CDT)
Leslie and Family, I am a good friend of Linda Shilts and a pediatric nurse. Linda told me about your web page and I try to explain medical terms if needed. Wow !! it is so wonderful to be able to share all your information. Thank you for letting me be a little part. I will keep all of you in my prayers. God Bless You. Sally
Sally Parris <smp1216@excite.com>
Fairfax, Va usa - Sunday, September 05, 1999 at 02:39 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
We are so glad that everything seems to be going well for you. The procedure is over and now it's all good from now on! We think of you often. Keep that lovely smile on your face. Big hugs to you mom for me. Love, your mom's cousin, Linda

Linda Shilts <lshilts@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, Va - Sunday, September 05, 1999 at 11:53 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, I was so happy to read your last update. You are such a trooper. Hang in there. I think of you daily and my prayers are with you. Take care. Love, Rita Otto
Rita Otto <Motzer@aol.com>
Mogadore, OH USA - Sunday, September 05, 1999 at 11:29 AM (CDT)




LESLIE***
HI WE ARE VERY THANKFUL YOU ARE DOING SO GREAT. I HAVE A FEELING YOU ARE GOING TO BE TEARING THE WALLS DOWN AT GOOD OLD OHSU SOON SO YOU CAN GET OUT OF THERE. KEEP YOUR CHIN UP BECAUSE THE POWER OF PRAYER IS RELLY WORKING FOR YOU. LOVE TO THE REST OF THE CLAN AND THANK THEM FOR KEEPING EVERYONE ON BOARD. ALL OUR LOVE, grandma and grandpa


- Saturday, September 04, 1999 at 06:52 PM (CDT)




Hi Leslie, this is your Great Aunt Bea, cousin Rosann, and cousin Shelly writing to you from Kansas. Wanting to know how you are doing. You have all our love and prayers, think of you each day.

From Rosann: Leslie, Aunt Bea came with Roy and I out to Kansas City to visit Shelly and her husband, and her adorable baby, Tyler. I have been thinking of you so much especially during the past several months. Just real happy to be on-line with you and hear about your progress...good luck.

Your in all of our thoughts and prayers.

Aunt Bea, Rosann, and Shelly

Shelly Clark <mclark9207@compuserve.com>
Kansas City, MO USA - Saturday, September 04, 1999 at 02:52 PM (CDT)
Leslie, We continue to pray for you. I hold you up as the most courageous person that I know. Love you Kathleen.
Chris Zumwalt
- Saturday, September 04, 1999 at 12:20 PM (CDT)







Leslie~
I'm glad that the procedure went well, and that all is GREAT. I hope that i can talk with you again sometime soon.
Love Always
Krista

Krista Shilts <sokkhergrl@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, Va USA - Friday, September 03, 1999 at 04:22 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie: Such a happy day! I've been visiting your website every 5-10 minutes. Your dear Mother updated for us while you take a well deserved rest.. I'm sorry you are having upset tummy problems. I hope your nausea won't last long. I've been thinking about you all day... last nite when I went to sleep the angels finished my prayers for you. First thing this morning I opened my eyes and asked Jesus and His Blessed Mother to give you a day of rest. You hang in there and know that the number of people thinking about you and praying for you are countless. You are a remarkable young girl and we are all so proud of you and how well you are doing. God bless you and I'll be looking in a little later today...
Much love to a very special person, from Mary Bentz, your Momsie's pal.

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Friday, September 03, 1999 at 03:34 PM (CDT)















Dear Leslie girl,
Love hearing that you continue to be so spunky! (And I love Shania Twain!) Sounds like you're keeping your dad pretty busy, too! I'm thinking about you continually. . . if those nausea waves start coming, just know that you've got hundreds of angel wings holding you up. Today was the first day of school, and you were right there with us. Everyone wanted to know the latest and how you were doing - we're all thinking of you. I'll especially be thinking about you over the next 24 hours. And, knowing me, I'll be wide awake from midnight on . . . sending my thoughts and prayers. You hang in there!!!! Back to you soon. Much love, Jolene Bevill

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Wednesday, September 01, 1999 at 10:04 PM (CDT)



Dear Leslie -- My name is David Peyton. I have been in the Paul Hill Chorale -- as of Monday night, now the Master Chorale of Washington -- with your grandma Carolyn since 1977. That's before you were born. It's probably before your Mom and Dad were married! She's been a great companion for a long time. Every once in a while, she gives me a one-way ride home from singing practice on Monday nights to where my car is parked at the Metro stop between her house and mine.

I asked her to come to my birthday party last January. Did she ever tell you about that? My birthday falls on December 23, so who's ever going to come to a party on that date? As they would say in New York City, fuhgeddboutit! So I just picked a Sunday in late January. Just for fun, I invited only women friends! It was a real blast. Can you imagine having a birthday party with only boys? Does that sound like a "yuck"? Maybe now, but when you're older it might have a lot of appeal.

You know the really crazy thing? I've really liked your Momsie for a long time. But this was the first occasion that we've ever done anything outside of Chorale. What were we waiting for?

I was going to have my girls, who just entered 2nd & 3rd grades today, type in something themselves tonight, but after gymnastics practice & going to Staples to get the last school supplies, they had to go to bed. So it's just me. But I want you to know, Leslie, that we pray for you at bedtime, along with the other people we know in the greatest need: Mr. Hill; the girls' great-grandmother, 97, in a nursing home, who has lots of trouble hearing and speaking; a friend at our church, Neil, about 40, who has such terrible lack of balance that he wears a motorcycle helmet almost wherever he goes so he will not have a head injury when falling (even so, he has broken his jaw 3 times).

But I want you to know that I've been seeing great positive changes in people's lives that I've been praying for. One guy at work is good at what he does but is continually grumpy. I've been praying for a better attitude for him, and this week he proposed a good new project. The grumpiness will take more work, but there's a good first sign. Also, I have been praying for another friend of mine who has been working far, far too much. Some weeks he sees his children, 2 and 4, only on Sundays. God can't be happy about that, either. There's been some initial movement there too. What's really amazing is that I could even be the only one praying for either of these folks that specifically. But with you, Leslie, just think how many people you have telling Jesus they want you to get better! Can anyone keep count?

I hope that the Russian book that your Momsie brought to you means a lot. That book was organized by two folks from my church who spent several years in Russia working with sick kids, who drew those amazing drawings and pictures. Just as they did their best with their art, you're doing your best with your website.

Leslie, I really look forward to meeting you sometime when you come to visit your grandparents. Till then, keep up the great attitude.

Sincerely, David Peyton

David Peyton <dypeyton@aol.com>
Falls Church, VA USA - Tuesday, August 31, 1999 at 10:39 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie:
Someone once said, "a picture is worth a thousand words"... and you said it all last nite.. Momsie shared the photographs of you both at Duke and at the beach. Wow! you are really a sight to behold! You have a wonderful face so fresh and lovely.. Your big day is just around the corner. You are on so many prayer lists... everyone I talk to I ask to keep you close to their heart and keep you in their prayers. The drawer in my bedside table is full of little prayer books, special prayer cards.. these I have collected over the years... many belonged to my Mother and my aunts... so each nite I take a look and see what prayers I'll say for you each nite.. Last nite was St. Anthony and of course, my favorite is one to the Blessed Mother, The Memorare.. I've loved this one forever and always close with that one... Just a few brief lines of this prayer I will share with you, my dear, "Remember, O Most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession was left unaided"... Leslie, I've clung to those lines more times than I can count and She doesn't let me down.. that is my prayer for you. You are remarkable... I particularly loved the photograph of you tipping in the ocean.. Just spectacular you are! Have a good night's rest.. I'll be checking on you tomorrow.

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Tuesday, August 31, 1999 at 09:28 PM (CDT)
Leslie, Keep up the terrific attitude. We are all praying for a super recovery! Keep smiling! We are all thinking about you! Love, Linda
Linda Shilts <lshilts@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, , Va USA - Tuesday, August 31, 1999 at 07:14 PM (CDT)
Leslie, Here you are at last after so much preparation! Know that on Marrow Day you will be awash in good thoughts, strong prayers -- and good strong marrow!! We and so many others will send lots and lots of love your way between now and then, for the fabulous person you already are and the amazing young woman you're becoming... Thanks for sharing your gifts, and your story. God bless you Leslie Alison. Look forward to hearing how it all went.
Barb, Deo, Marie & Hunter Garlock <bgarlock@kilstock.com>
Raleigh , NC - Tuesday, August 31, 1999 at 02:39 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie: Just thinking about you all the time. Keep your spirits up and keep smiling . . . even when they feed you Hamburger Helper!! Back to you soon! Much love, Jolene Bevill
Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Monday, August 30, 1999 at 11:20 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
I think of you every day, and as you get closer to transplant day just know that
we are all praying for you and thinking only good thoughts! Keep up that
wonderful determination you have. We're all proud of you.
Ginny Baughman

Ginny Baughman <sunburst@neo.lrun.com>
Canton, Ohio USA - Monday, August 30, 1999 at 01:18 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie:
It's Momsie's friend, Mary Bentz. You are such an amazing beautiful young lady... Hang in there honey... I check on you every day. I visit your website and then call Betty Nicholson (another one of Momsie's friends -- she has lots of them, I guess you know) .. but anyway, I report to Betty any news from you. I'm hoping to see your Momsie tonite if she is at rehearsal. I want you to know that we are thinking about you and wishing you days that will get better and better... Please know we are thinking about you always..
Love, Mary

Mary Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Monday, August 30, 1999 at 12:53 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, Took Gavin and Jarett home after a week long stay while their Mom and Dad in Miami on business. Jarett now says "ya,ya,ya!" For "please" he makes a "s" hisssing sound with a big smile! Tell Dad Gavin had a week of Grandma's home cooking! Thanks so much for for updates on the web. You are the best of the best!!! Love and prayers, Don and Char Hite
Don and Char Hite <DON1CHAR2@AOL.COM>
Olympia, Wa - Monday, August 30, 1999 at 11:19 AM (CDT)
Leslie,
You are such an inspiration and beautiful girl!!!
Our toughts and prayers are with you always. Keep that
great attitude you have and you will go far.
I'm a friend of Your Mom's, will you please tell her I
said hello. and we are always thinking of her and your
family. Your Mom and Dad sure do have a wonderful girl to
be proud of.
love to all
Gwen

Gwen Simone <GSimone@gesexpo.com>
tallmadge, Oh USA - Monday, August 30, 1999 at 08:09 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, I was rereading your last entry and sitting here thinking about you when all of a sudden your new message from today appeared. I'm so proud of you. You've figured out what works to manage the nausea and you are eating a little later in the day, when you can. You are doing all the right things. It is important to keep that source of nutrients and energy going. Sometimes when nothing else appealed to Scott, he drank a large cup of ensure with vanilla ice cream mixed in. It tastes like a milkshake and it is very nutritous. Those long walks sound good too! I love to picture you out there doing your laps. Scott always counted his and wrote the number down on the calendar. It gives you a sense of accomplishment, and lets you know how close to your daily goal you are. Glad you are enjoying Taylor and Christian's company and that you are enjoying the fun part of each day alongside the difficult and challenging part. My dad always said "when the going gets tough, the tough get going." That's you 100% dearest Leslie! Keep up the good work. Much love, Colleen
Colleen Dykema
Arlington,, Va. U.S.A. - Monday, August 30, 1999 at 12:11 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie I Just wanted to let you know my thoughts will be with you and your family.
carmon <carmonk@jps.net>
- Sunday, August 29, 1999 at 02:06 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Heard it said that seldom are we given more than can handle and knowing you as I do your going to pull the rest of us through this thing just fine. Couldn't help but think of you last evening. Emily and I were out for a walk and as we passed the house down the street with all the grape arbors a fawn, no bigger than Emily, leaped through the bushes and grapes dripping from its mouth took off over the fields, bouncing through the long grass. It reminded me of you as it was so full of life and obviously liked grapes and was headed across the fields to a great challenge. Just like you.
It is a great feeling for me to have seen where you are right now and know a little about how they function in that area of the hospital. Every evidence of efficiency and knowledge. You are in good hands in ALL respects. Your dad said something about your going anywhere you want when you finally have this behind you. He even gave you a list. I guess he misspelled Bethany Beach and the spell check deleted it. You and I know where you want to go, right?

pap <pzolbe@aol.com>
- Saturday, August 28, 1999 at 12:37 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie: The people at the hospital must have thought they were in the middle of the Indy 500 with the three of you racing around - I love it!!! Thinking of you so much as you head towards transplant day. Just know that you are so much in my thoughts and in my heart - and I'm taking you to school. On Monday I will be talking to all of your teachers so that we get a plan going for you. Back to you soon . . . Much love, Jolene Bevill
Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Saturday, August 28, 1999 at 11:29 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, Thanks for your entries, I check on you almost everyday. Sounds like you are having some fun, good for you.Time to think about that trip your Daddy promised! Lots of Love Becky
Becky C Harris <BHarris925@aol>
Schaumburg, Il - Saturday, August 28, 1999 at 10:20 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
We love you bunches and bunches you little angel you. When a year is up we will take you anywhere. Disney Land? Disney World? Greece? Where Ever you want.
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I have an angel
That angel is you
Love, Daddy

Daddy <grateful@portland.quik.com>
Vancouver, WA United States - Saturday, August 28, 1999 at 01:03 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, We've been thinking about you all day. Remember that you have to fight fire with fire. The treatments you will go through in the next few days will at times be difficult, but they are your tools in the fight, and your friend. Nurses are pretty special people. Listen carefully to their advice. Stay active, don't forget to laugh. With hugs and prayers, Scott and Colleen Dykema
The Dykemas
Arlington,, Va, USA - Saturday, August 28, 1999 at 12:25 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
We love you sooooo much! Come home soon!

Tay and Christian <orioles@girlslife.com>
vancouver, WA United States - Friday, August 27, 1999 at 12:25 PM (CDT)
Leslie, So glad to hear you're feeling great and climbing and riding. Goodluck with the transplant. Our prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. Hang in there!
Rita Otto <Motzer22@aol.com>
Mogadore, Ohio USA - Thursday, August 26, 1999 at 05:04 PM (CDT)
Leslie and family,

You continue to get stronger and be strong. Can't believe all the hiking and biking you've been doing! You go girl!

Patty, Glenn and Alex Rennemann <pagrennema@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, August 25, 1999 at 04:57 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
It's the wee hours of the morning and I'm wide awake, so thought I would check the latest info on you and say hello! You continue to amaze me - climbing Beacon Rock???? Way to go! I'm so glad you are feeling so spunky! I've been up at school trying to get my room set up and it makes me think of you so much. Even though you physically won't be there for that first day of school, I know that you will still be there with us! We sure will be thinking about you. You're just in my heart to stay, so you'll be right up there at Alki with me. I'll be talking to you again soon. Much love to you. . .
Jolene Bevill

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Wednesday, August 25, 1999 at 04:19 AM (CDT)
Dear Kathleen and Matthew, Leslie sounds ready for the transplant, glad you are beginning the process now. Paul and Carolyn brought Scott's exercise bike up to Baltimore for us and it helped. Your hospital may have its own exercise bikes available. It helps you keep moving,and keeps the lungs clear. Sounds like you have great stamina, Leslie. The blast level is a little higher than what one would want, but at least we know that the ALL is responsive enough to show some improvement from where you started and to get you ready for the transplant. The new marrow awaiting you on September 2 is healthy. Take it one day at a time. Thank you for keeping us current. You are always in our hearts. With love and prayers, Scott and Colleen
The Dykemas
Arlington,, Va. U.S.A. - Tuesday, August 24, 1999 at 10:03 PM (CDT)
Great news Zolbes- I'm pulling for you, Just returned from the beach too and a little hurricane named Bret. Evacuation is interesting.Hang in there kiddo. BCH
Becky C. Harris <BHarris925@aol.com>
Schaumburg, Il - Tuesday, August 24, 1999 at 06:30 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,

Your Momsie's cousins in Pennsylvania, New Jersey, and Colorado were all here in Dresher, PA, yesterday, for Baby Brendan Sheets' Baptism and we were all so happy to hear your good news. We know you are a very special and brave young lady. We are rooting for you and wishing you total success. Love, Desches, Fasys, Carrolls,Donohues, McCulloughs and Sheets.

Dorothy Desch <tdesch@aol.com>
Dresher, PA - Monday, August 23, 1999 at 07:43 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie!

We just returned from vacation and are glad to hear the good news of the August 18th entry. You're a girl on the go -- watch out gurneys, nurses, doctors, and all!

Hugs to you and your family!

Patty, Glenn and Alex Rennemann <pagrennema@AOL.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Sunday, August 22, 1999 at 02:18 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie!!! I tried writing an entry in the beginning, but it didn't work. Hope this one comes through. I heard about your entry the morning of Aug. 8th. Begging to get out, eh? I seem to remember at about 2:00 that afternoon you, your mom and I making some awesome moves in that bounce house we rented for Gav's birthday!!!!! Wasn't that a blast???? Well, can't wait to see you again and give you great big hugs and celebrate the fantastic news!!!!! Take care, sweetie. We love you, Janelle, Scott, Gavin and Jarett
Janelle Hite <hitejanell@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, August 21, 1999 at 08:12 PM (CDT)
Hi! I'm really glad to hear all is going well! If there is anything that Candlelighters can do, please let us know. What are Leslie's interests? Unicorns, Horses, Music, Sports, Favorite Movie people, Favorite Bands/musicians?
Sheryl Cantrall, Ticket Coordinator and Board Member for Candlelighters <scantrall@uswest.net>
Milwaukie, Or USA - Friday, August 20, 1999 at 11:11 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie & family, Your dad's last entry was great! What a blessing that you are in remission and ready for the transplant. Keep up that feisty spirit.
Love and hugs, Scott, Colleen, Caitlin, and Patrick Dykema

The Dykemas
Arlington, Va. USA - Thursday, August 19, 1999 at 08:40 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie & family, Your dad's last entry was great! What a blessing that you are in remission and ready for the transplant. Keep up that feisty spirit.
Love and hugs, Scott, Colleen, Caitlin, and Patrick Dykema

The Dykemas
Arlington, Va. USA - Thursday, August 19, 1999 at 08:40 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family, How wonderful that things are working out well toward the Sept. 2nd transplant date. We are all thinking about you and wish you well! Keep smiling! Keep up that spunky atitude! Love you lots, Linda
Linda Shilts <lshilts@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, Va USA - Thursday, August 19, 1999 at 10:25 AM (CDT)

Penny, Alex, and Raymond <rjbefa@aol.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, August 18, 1999 at 10:22 PM (CDT)
CONGRATS ON THE TEST RESULTS FROM TUESDAY'S TESTS!! THANK GOD!! NOW FOR SEPT. 2 ROUNDS. SOUNDS LIKE SOMEONE NEEDS TO TIE YOU TO THE BED BEFORE THE PROCEDURES ARE COMPLETELY OVER. NO MORE RUNNING OFF BEFORE GETTING THE GREEN LIGHT FROM THE NURSE!!!! YOU COULD HAVE RUN OVER SOME INNOCENT PEDESTRIAN IN THE HALLWAY!! HAHA. BE GOOD!! GIVE THE NURSES A RUN FOR THEIR MONEY!! HAHA.
SANDI <CARAMEY@THEGRID.NET>
MADERA, CA US - Wednesday, August 18, 1999 at 08:00 PM (CDT)
Dear Zolbes,
It's wonderful news that the latest round of chemo has brought Leslie back into remission, allowing her to proceed toward a bone marrow transplant on September 2. I keep thinking about how precious her donor is, for being willing (and able) to give Leslie the gift of life.
Love,
Momsie

Carolyn Zolbe <CZolbe@aol.com>
Arlington, VA - Wednesday, August 18, 1999 at 01:17 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie! Great web page!! I am so impressed; and thrilled to be able to read your journal entries. Things sound good! Sending our love your way ... Sheri Windey (An "old" friend of your Mom's -- just turned "30" also -- give her a hug for me)
Sheri Windey <windey614@aol.com>
Cape Coral, FL - Monday, August 16, 1999 at 12:00 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, I hear you got to see your Mom and Janelle acting like a couple of little kids in the "Bounce House" last weekend!! Must have been quite a funny site to see, sorry to have missed them. I thought it was for "kids only". Our prayers are with you. Lots of love from Gavin and Jarett's grandparents, Don and Char Hite
Don and Char Hite <DON1CHAR2@aol.com>
Olympia, Wa. - Monday, August 16, 1999 at 10:46 AM (CDT)
Hi, Leslie!
I've been on vacation and just got back awhile ago, so I had to go back and catch up on all the past journal entries to see what has been happening for you. And it is so much!!! It made me have all kinds of questions about everything that is going on . . . I'll be thinking about you Tuesday when you go in. I loved reading about you hula-hooping and everything else - it made me smile and want to give you a hug! Much love to you and your family. Hope to see you soon!
Jolene Bevill

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Monday, August 16, 1999 at 07:26 AM (CDT)
Just saying hi again! I hope all goes well on Tuesday!!
Sandi <caramey@thegrid.net>
madera, ca - Sunday, August 15, 1999 at 09:04 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, we live across the street from your grandparents in Arlington, Virginia. Just wanted to say hello and we hope that the next time you are visiting your grandparents that you stop in and say hi. Good luck in school this upcoming year!
Sharon and Shannon Williams <SCW1820@aol.com>
Arlington, VA USA - Saturday, August 14, 1999 at 09:53 PM (CDT)
Am trying to find a picture of you and my kids to send you via email. You were a little tyker. You'll get quite a kick out of it, I'm sure.


sandi <caramey@thegrid.net>
Madera, CA US - Saturday, August 14, 1999 at 01:59 PM (CDT)
Hi! I'm soooo glad you have a website! I didn't know I could write comments in here so I sent you email on your personal address. We're impressed with you!
Sandi Ramey <caramey@thegrid.net>
Madera, CA US - Saturday, August 14, 1999 at 01:51 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and Family, I couldn't fit everything in one box. Congratulations on the possible match that came from your drive. Through your dedication, hard work and commitment you have changed two lives forever. God bless you! Extra prayers for Tuesday. Love, The Dykemas

Colleen Dykema
Arlington, , Va. USA - Friday, August 13, 1999 at 09:28 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie and family, It's great to hear that your white count is getting stronger. Our doctor always said the direction of your counts is important. It may take time, but it's moving the right way! Have fun at your buddy's sleepover. Thanks for the updates. Hugs and prayers, 4Ds

The Dykemas
Arlington, , Va. USA - Friday, August 13, 1999 at 09:16 PM (CDT)
Leslie, good news, glad to here that your white counts are better. Nice to hear that you are able to get out more now!Keep smiling! We think of you often. Hugs to everyone! Love, Linda
Linda Shilts <lshilts@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, Va USA - Friday, August 13, 1999 at 02:18 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Just got your website address. So glad to hear you're improving.
I think about you all the time. You are such a brave, beautiful girl! Keep smiling,
we'll keep in touch.
Love to you and your family- Ginny Baughman, one of your many cousins from
Ohio

Ginny Baughman <sunburst@neo.lrun.com>
Canton, Ohio U.S.A. - Friday, August 13, 1999 at 09:41 AM (CDT)
Leslie, Just heard about your update from Linda. It's really great. We're all glad you're doing better. Our prayers and love are with you. Tell your mom I said hello.
Rita Otto <Motzer22@aol.com>
Mogadore, OH USA - Wednesday, August 11, 1999 at 09:33 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie! It is great to hear about your bone marrow match. I love your picture and cannot believe how you have grown!!(don't you love to hear that!). Our prayers are with you daily, honey. God bless you and your family

Joan Hawley <Chryslers@msn.com>
Sagamore Hills, OH - Tuesday, August 10, 1999 at 05:34 PM (CDT)
hey leslie z. it was great talking to you last nite. you make us very proud and am looking forward to seeing you in the lone star state at the soonest. your picture on your web page looks just gorgeous. take care of mom, dad, taylor and christian. mucho love, grandpa
grandma and grandpa
- Monday, August 09, 1999 at 10:03 PM (CDT)
Just read the update! Glad you are feeling so much better these last few days. I heard you and Krista have been corresponding! That's great! We think of you often, Love to all, Linda
Linda Shilts <lshilts@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, Va 22032 - Monday, August 09, 1999 at 08:15 PM (CDT)
Beautiful Leslie Part 2: Said too much -- hope you get what got cut off the end of my message: ... it's obvious you still radiate sunshine. Even though things are more complicated for you than we can imagine, it feels easy from here to get a sense of who you are, and of the wonderful, interesting, strong and beautiful young woman you're becoming. After you get past this cloudy, difficult time, your impossibly beautiful hair WILL return (based on Marie's friend's similar experience with leukemia, "with a vengeance!") -- and until then, you and all the people who care for you will draw upon that sunshine that is your extraordinary gift. Thanks for being who you are. You, your brothers, and your Mom and Dad remain in our constant thoughts and prayers. You go girl!
Barb and Deo Garlock, Marie (12) and Hunter (5) <bgarlock@kilstock.com>
Raleigh, NC - Monday, August 09, 1999 at 08:18 AM (CDT)
Beautiful Leslie,
What an awesome kid you are -- and have always been. We've known you since you were ... just a gleam in your Daddy's eye, so to speak. Besides your short visit to Duke (Hooray!! So GLAD you're home -- the match is such GREAT news!!), you may not remember us well since we aren't as good as your parents at keeping folks updated (thankfully, you follow THEIR example!). We spent a week with you at the beach when you were little -- you're the same age as our daughter, Marie. The image I've held of you since then is of pure sunshine: Sunshine radiated then from those impossibly beautiful blonde curls, your easy laugh, and your sweet, bright, determined spirit, so clear to see even then. From the sunny-faced photos of you in the intervening years; the one on your website now, ever-lovely Leslie; the glowing, funny stories of you and your brothers over the years; and now your journal entries, it's obvious you still rad

Barb and Deo Garlock, Marie (12) and Hunter (5) <bgarlock@kilstock.com>
Raleigh, NC - Monday, August 09, 1999 at 08:10 AM (CDT)
Leslie, We are so glad to hear about the match. Krista will be e-mailing you and she says HI. We are all praying for you and wishing you all the best! Wish we were there to give you some hugs! Give some to your family for us. We'll keep in touch! Love you lots, your mom's cousin, Linda
Linda Shilts <lshilts@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, Va USA - Sunday, August 08, 1999 at 11:30 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie and all you Zolbes. Just a note to tell you we are thinking of you. We are going to Paps beach house this weekend for the 2cd time this summer. I wish you were going to be there like the 1st time! You are in our prayers always,Love Uncle Patrick and Aunt Grace
Patrick and Grace Doherty <GEDoherty@aol.com>
Fairfax, Va USA - Friday, August 06, 1999 at 08:17 PM (CDT)
Thanks so much for these wonderful updates.I think about your family all the time . Keep on trukin kiddo. BCH
Becky Clark Harris
Schaumburg, Il - Wednesday, August 04, 1999 at 06:13 PM (CDT)
Hi Zolbes ...
Carolyn sent me an e-mail and I really appreciated hearing from her. Am getting something ready to send to Leslie to add to her wall. So glad to have this site. Thinking of you all and sending love, Judith

Judith Pettibone <singer@teleport.com>
- Wednesday, August 04, 1999 at 11:22 AM (CDT)
Hi Zolbes ...
Carolyn sent me an e-mail that I really appreciated hearing from her. Am getting something ready to send to Leslie to add to her wall. So glad to have this site. Thinking of you all and sending love, Judith

Judith Pettibone <singer@teleport.com>
- Wednesday, August 04, 1999 at 11:10 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie&family, We just received a fax from the parents of a twenty year old young man we met at Hopkins at Scott's two year check-up. Chad is six months out from his BMT and returning to college this fall. Just wanted to share some good news. Hope your cold sore is better. Hugs, Colleen

Colleen Dykema
Arlington,, Va.VVa.a.SA USA - Tuesday, August 03, 1999 at 10:39 AM (CDT)
Thanks to Leslie, Kathleen, and Matthew for your journal entries. Each of you has his or her delightful style and charm. I'm sure that I'm not the only one who visits your site often, hoping for updates. Leslie, tell us about OHSU Hospital, about what you're eating, about music you're making and hearing, about what you're reading, and news about Taylor and Christian.
It's fun reading the guestbook entries, too!
Love, Momsie xxxooo

Carolyn Zolbe <CZolbe@aol.com>
"The Beach", DE - Monday, August 02, 1999 at 09:10 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Great news about the match. This web site is terrific! We pray for your complete remission and are following your progress closely. You are certainly doing your part with spirit and courage. Love your picture. Thank God for prayers answered. With love, Colleen Dykema


Colleen Dykema
Arlington, , Va. USA - Sunday, August 01, 1999 at 11:21 PM (CDT)


- Sunday, August 01, 1999 at 11:21 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie, Great news about the match. This web site is terrific! We pray for your complete remission and are following your progress closely. You are certainly doing your part with spirit and courage. Love your picture. Thank God for prayers answered. With love, Colleen Dykema


Colleen Dykema
Arlington, , Va. USA - Sunday, August 01, 1999 at 11:21 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, We are Gavin and Jarett's grandparents; we've met you several times at Gavin's games over the past couple of years. Janelle told us about your website and think it is fantastic, you do a great job!! Our prayers are for continued success with your treatment and praying for nothing less than complete recovery. Lots of love to a very special person. Don and Char Hite
Don and Char Hite <DON1CHAR2@aol.com>
Olympia, Wa. 98516 - Sunday, August 01, 1999 at 08:09 PM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
We are at Amy & Brian Jensen's house today, happy to find you on the Internet! This is our first time ever using the Internet, so it is taking me a little time to get this right. We are thinking about you every day; glad to hear you are feeling better, and praying for a good tomorrow. Give everyone a hug from us all, Amy, Brian, Kim, Jim and the kids.

Kim Williams
Ware Neck, VA - Sunday, August 01, 1999 at 07:28 PM (CDT)
Leslie, Im so glad you are feeling better.
We are very proud of you. It was great to see you
take care of yourself. Our prayers are with you.
We love you

Sally Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, Wa USA - Sunday, August 01, 1999 at 11:19 AM (CDT)
~Leslie~
Hello sweetie. I was so happy to hear that you found a match, and it was really nice to see you the other day. You look great. I hope being in the hospital wasn't too boring. I have been thinking and praying for you daily. I love you so much, and I hope that your transplant goes well. You are so brave and strong, your strength impresses me. I have always considered you like my little sis, because we talk and have so much fun together. I love ya lots, and will continue to pray for you!!

Michelle Talbot <shelbel316@aol>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, July 31, 1999 at 11:32 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, Becky Harris told me about your Website and I wanted to give you my best wishes. I am another of your Dad's cousins. I have been a platelet pheresis donor for many years and have been on the Bone Marrow Donor List for 3. I know the donor whose HLA match is so close to your's has only one wish, that your health will be impacted by their donation. I pray for your continued recovery and for complete remission. I will continue to check in, Bye.
Dan Evans <Bandgeman@aol.com>
Inver Grove Heights , MN USA - Wednesday, July 28, 1999 at 01:41 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
We found out about your web page its cool!!
We think you are doing a great job with all your
journal entries.We are cheering for you to get your
transplant in September!! You are AWESOME!!

Corey and Kelly Barr <Barrzoo@AOL.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, July 27, 1999 at 11:35 PM (CDT)
Leslie, Darren Gowen (Doris' dad) told me about you and your website. My 14 year old son Greg also has Leukemia (ALL), and will be having a Bone Marrow Transplant on August 10th. We're glad to find out about your 6/6 match, and we'll be watching your web page to see how you're doing. You can see Greg's web site at www.launchpad.to/greg. Our e-mail address is gregb@ionet.net. Best wishes. Our prayers are with you.
September Brown <gregb@ionet.net>
Tulsa, OK USA - Tuesday, July 27, 1999 at 11:14 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie: It's Mary Bentz again (Momsie's singing pal at the Paul Hill Chorale) -- hey, that rhymes.. Just want you to know that we are thinking about you. I'm so glad that you had a wonderful time over the 4th of July weekend. Oh my dear... you just hang in there... I do remember well when I knew of a little boy (5 years old)(a friend of a friend sort of thing), but we were praying so hard for this little guy, too) well he had his bone marrow transplant.. It was done here in Washington, D.C. It was a tough road for him, but, I'm trying to think of how old he is now and I think he's got to be 14 or 15 years old now. Every time I see our mutual friend, I ask about him and I hear nothing but GOOD news.. He's been back at school for ages now and since then Mom and Dad have had a few more kids who are probably in school by now. So time keeps marching along. I visit your website often.. thanks for being so good at keeping all of us informed on what's going on with you.. I'll be back in touch with you, rest assured.. Love, Mary Bentz
Mary and Dick Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Monday, July 26, 1999 at 03:51 AM (CDT)
So Leslie, glad to hear your brothers are helping to keep your spirits up (the "tinkle" thing and all!) I always wanted brothers!! Anyway, awfully glad to have this way to talk to you because you know how I love to talk. I think the Sep 2 thing is good, your dad's b-day and all! Sure do miss you Leslie, but you're in our thoughts and prayers every day!! Talk to you soon. Love Mrs. Olmstead (how funny does that sound!!)
Pamela Olmstead <keo4pkt.aol.cim>
vancouver, wa clark - Sunday, July 25, 1999 at 09:43 PM (CDT)
Leslie,
I just put the picture of you at the computer on your website. Then I clicked on "History" and got filled in on what's been going on. You're doing a great job of posting updates. It was really nice meeting you and your mom at Duke. I wish you all the best. You are in my thoughts...big time!

Carl Evans <evans035@mc.duke.edu>
Chapel Hill, NC - Saturday, July 24, 1999 at 07:59 PM (CDT)

Lee Williams <williamsl@earthlink.net>
Edinboro, PA USA - Saturday, July 24, 1999 at 02:07 PM (CDT)
Leslie,

Keep your chin up. You are a very brave and wonderful person. Our thoughts and prayers are with you daily.

The Rosenfields

<chefmark@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, July 24, 1999 at 03:32 AM (CDT)
Hey Leslie,I am your Dads cousin Becky, this is soooo coool! Hope you are feeling well enough to enjoy.You are in our thoughts and prayers all the time. Just wait till you're pushing 50 and you have to "pee" all the time, and its just cause you're pushing 50!!!!!!!! Will check in on you again soon. Lots of LoveBecky,Shannon,Stacie,and Zandi
Becky Clark Harris <BHarris925@aol.com>
Schaumburg, Il USA - Friday, July 23, 1999 at 04:47 PM (CDT)
Dearest Leslie: We're keeping our eye on you.. Dick and I sing with your Momsie in the Paul Hill Chorale and we are always asking her about you... Your Momsie just loves you so so much... Our prayers have been answered, my dear, and we are with you all the way.. 100%... We're thinking about you and thank you so much for this wonderful website.. God Bless You... We'll be in touch again very soon. Much love to you and your family...
Mary and Dick Bentz
Bethesda, Maryland
P.S. -- I love the photographs of you... especially the one with you and your aunt Gracie...

Mary and Dick Bentz <wesing@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD US - Friday, July 23, 1999 at 10:21 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
Just thinking about you today and sending you much love. I am so thrilled for you and your family that you are back home. I will be sending much love and prayers your way as you head into the next stretch. Much love to you. . . Mrs. Bevill

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA - Sunday, July 18, 1999 at 11:48 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie, I am So very happy that they found a perfect
match for you. I know everything will go great! God is with
you and will take care of you. We are looking forward to seeing you soon. Our prayers are with you always. We love you.

Sally Carroll and family <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, Wa USA - Saturday, July 17, 1999 at 11:35 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie Alison,
Glad that you don't have to be in the heat. Everyone in Texas and Sun City had you in their prayers. Just keep your chin up and have faith in God!
With Love from TX, Grandpa and Grandma

HOT & AMT <hotaylor@igg-tx.net>
Georgetown, TX USA - Tuesday, July 13, 1999 at 09:18 PM (CDT)
hey leslie,
how have you been? I miss you hope to see ya next year! I hope u get better and when you do i'll be waiting for u just come on over. thanx for the letter u sent hope to hear from u again, i know you will hear from me. HAve a great summer. love always your friend Missy Carr

Missy Carr <Luvbug__5@hotmail.com or Eeyore__5@hotmail.com>
vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, July 13, 1999 at 04:46 PM (CDT)
Hey Leslie June!!
We are all very proud of you and the latest journal entry makes it sounds like things are starting to bounce your way. So keep hanging in there because from the looks of your guestbook, you have a rather large rooting section. So for now, good luck and my best wishes.
C'ya, Scott

Scott Taylor <scott.taylor@intel.com>
Austin, TX USA - Tuesday, July 13, 1999 at 01:32 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
I live near your grandmother and went to school with Laura before she moved. We have all been praying for you at my church. I just heard about your bone marrow match. I am so happy that everyone's prayers have been answered. I really like your webpage, it's cool :-)God Bless
luv,

Caitlin Dykema <CatD707@gateway.net>
Arlington, VA USA - Sunday, July 11, 1999 at 11:56 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
I heard the great news about the bone marrow match...I'm so happy...you are the greatest...even though you are my cousin, I've always felt you were my sister...I love you, and since you've been sick you have taught me so much about the will to live and overcoming the odds...I wish I were with you now so I could hug you...I miss you so much and I love you more than anyone...I'm at Momsie's because Mom is on a trip.

Laura Zolbe <purple_polar@hotmail.com>
Mineral, VA USA - Sunday, July 11, 1999 at 12:43 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
This is excellent news about the 11 on 12 match.
God really was answering prayers.I wrote my
brother at camp aws soon as I found out. It is such great news. Did you see the world cup game? USA won after 30 mins of overtime in pinalty shots.

April Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, Wa U S A - Saturday, July 10, 1999 at 10:14 PM (CDT)
Leslie,
You are such an inspiration! What a remarkable attitude you have. It was good to see you at Taylor's game smiling and ready for the challenge ahead. We will be thinking of you and your family. Our prayers are with you all!
Lynn Helms and family

<bshelms@pacifier.com>
vancouver, WA - Saturday, July 10, 1999 at 07:07 PM (CDT)
Leslie,

I believe that all of our prayers are beginning to be answeared. It brings much joy and happiness to our family to hear that there is a BMT match for you. Our thoughts and prayers are with you daily. Many people visiting the restaurant ask me how you are doing. Now I have very good news for them.

Keep Up The Faith,

Mark, Marilyn & Jacob Rosenfield

The Rosenfields <chefmark@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, July 10, 1999 at 03:58 AM (CDT)
Dear Leslie,
Thanks be to God for the bone marrow match for which we've prayed these past five months. The precious donor will be giving the gift of life to such a bright, artistic, beautiful, and good girl...YOU!
Love, Momsie

Carolyn Zolbe <CZolbe@aol.com>
Arlington, VA - Saturday, July 10, 1999 at 12:28 AM (CDT)
Leslie,
We are thinking about you and hope for the best as you go for your BMT.

Darren Gowen <gowfam@worldnet.att.net>
Fredericksburg, va USA - Friday, July 09, 1999 at 07:55 PM (CDT)
Hello, Leslie
Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you today and wondering how you were doing. I am anxious to hear the latest news. Much love, Mrs. Bevill

Jolene Bevill <redleg@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA Clark - Thursday, July 08, 1999 at 12:15 PM (CDT)
Dear Darling Leslie, It was GREAT to see you and your Mom at the beach. I only wish we could have stayed longer. You are a remarkable young lady and Aunt Grace and I love dearly. Have you finished your books yet? Lots of Love, Uncle Patrick and Aunt Grace
Patrick Doherty <VaPatrick@aol.com>
Fairfax, Va 22032 - Wednesday, July 07, 1999 at 08:44 PM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
Your Web page is Awesome! It will be a great way to keep in touch. We are so proud of you and miss you very much. Tell your Mom hello for me. Love you!

Alison Devolder <mjdevo@toast.net>
Perrysburg, OH - Tuesday, July 06, 1999 at 09:44 AM (CDT)
hello
just drop in to say hello and that we are praying for you and thinking of you and your
family everyday.
well take care and we will checking in on you.
love pat & debbie
patricia & bryan reid

<debbie152@hotmail.com>
massillon, ohio - Tuesday, July 06, 1999 at 09:16 AM (CDT)
Thank you so much for starting this web page. What a great way to keep everybody up to date; although, I'd prefer to here your dear voice. Uncle Patrick and I are very proud of you. You're and inspiration to us all. Love and kisses from us and the "livestock" too.
Aunt Grace <GEDoherty>
Fairfax, VA U.S.A. - Tuesday, July 06, 1999 at 08:08 AM (CDT)
Hi Leslie,
Neat web site. How is North Carolina? e-mail me when you can. I miss you.

April Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, Wa U S A - Monday, July 05, 1999 at 07:14 PM (CDT)
Wow! what a neat web page. We are sure thinking alot of
you. I hope you had a great 4th of july. I love you and miss you.

Sally Carroll <carrolls@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, Wa U S A - Monday, July 05, 1999 at 07:10 PM (CDT)
How is North Carolina? I hope everything goes good and that you aren't too bored. I miss you a lot--wish you could be here.
Jessica Beukelman <jjpunk@yahoo.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, July 03, 1999 at 01:45 PM (CDT)
You have a great webpage! I like it a lot. How are things going? Are you having a good time at the beach? I miss you.
Taylor Zolbe <orioles@cheerful.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, July 03, 1999 at 12:55 PM (CDT)
I love your Web Page! I am really proud of you. I love you bunches!!!
Matthew Zolbe <grateful@portland.quik.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, July 03, 1999 at 12:40 PM (CDT)
Leslie,

Wow! Your own web site. I have been using computers since 1984 and still couldn't begin to create a web page. Bravo. Keep your chin up and let us know if you run low on art supplies. We'll send more via UPS.

Best Wishes,

Mark Rosenfield


Mark, Marilyn & Jacob Rosenfield <chefmark@pacifier.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Saturday, July 03, 1999 at 12:35 PM (CDT)


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