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Dear Aimee, I have thought of you throughout the holiday season and, as always, have kept you in quiet prayer. Sometimes the prayer is a murmur as I try to imagine your days, sometimes the prayer hollers in my chest but quiet all the same. Sometimes I think I don't know quite how to pray and think I must resemble a primitive cave woman trying to produce fire from a stick and rock. But whenever I read your updates, so filled with pain and yet honest and generous, I reach for the rock and stick and try again, ashamed not to. I loved the quote from Mark Twain. I never knew I had such an illustrious figure paving that road with me. The lesson from the professor was great also. But mainly, I wanted to let you know how much I've been thinking of you over these past few days. I can't hear the name Kendall anymore without thinking of your beautiful little guy. May God continue to bless your generous, broken heart.
Tara S McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bx, ny - Monday, December 31, 2007 3:21 PM CST
Aimee,
Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you. The holidays must be especially rough, but you conitnue to amaze me with your honesty about times of sadness and moments of joy. You inspire all of us and I am so happy I met your family. I love Kendall's "tribute" and enjoy seeing photos of both your boys. Tell Zachary that Ryan and Henry are taking karate. They will be able to defend us! May God strengthen you, give you peace, comfort and joy.
Love,
Kim (www.caringbridge.org/visit/ryanmalarkey)
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 30, 2007 10:13 PM CST
Dear Aimee, this update was sounding more cheerful and even your sense of humor was showing (re your car problems) except for when I got to the part of your evergreen spray which you put on Kendall's grave being messed up - I am rather upset by this, I don't understand this at all. I hope you can figure out what's going on in the cemetery so that Kendall's grave can be left looking as nice as you make it for him.
On the positive side the memorial you made for Kendall in your home is absolutely gorgeous, and it's very Kendall - I'm sure he loves it.
Well done Zachary for getting up on that skateboard - I could never - you look amazing on it.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, December 28, 2007 0:09 AM CST
Kendall's mom, I just emailed you but thought I would check kendalls site for an update too. I felt alot like you this year. I tried very hard to be festive for our other kids. We managed but inside our hearts were breaking. It is so hard to be both, be grieving and happy at the same time. Is that possible?? There are days I think it can be done, other times I just try to get through the days and stay busy. Reading your journal I felt as though you have been reading my own mind during this last few weeks/months. TAke care,
Kim
Kim Hunter <widgit@earthlink.net>
middle grove, NY USA - Thursday, December 27, 2007 5:38 PM CST
God bless you. I have followed Kendall's page for over a year. You remain in our prayers.
Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, Texas USA - Thursday, December 27, 2007 2:01 PM CST
I thought about you all day. I am so sorry. There are no words to make things better. Just know that you guys are thought about and prayed for and loved by so many. Sending lots of hugs and love, Cindy
Cindy Merkler <LLL3boysnme@optonline.net>
- Wednesday, December 26, 2007 9:24 PM CST
I am with you Aimee. I do not understand why this happened or how this is even close to understandable. My heart breaks for you, and yet my biggest fear is being where you are. No mother should ever have to suffer the pain you are suffering.It is absolutely okay that Zachary saw you upset and heartbroken. In my opinion, it makes it okay for him to miss his brother as much as you do. Afterall, who else could love and miss him as much as you? I think of you all often and pryers go up for Kendall each time. Please know he is not forgotten and neither are you, Neil or Zachary. God bless you! I pray you have a peaceful new year.
Kathy Nesbitt <lvr3kids@aol.com>
Wesley Chapel, NC United States - Wednesday, December 26, 2007 12:06 AM CST
You did a wonderful job of keeping a brave face on the other night. Truth is, we are not sure how to handle the situation. We know you guys are hurting and yet know we cannot do anything to help that. We do not want to act like we have forgotten Kendall, but at the same time we do not want to make you sad. I am glad that if you find trouble telling us how sad you really are, there is this outlet to get your feelings out. I hope at least you were able to have a little fun the other night. I know it must be hard to see all the kids playing knowing Kendall should be there as well. He was with us all in spirit.
Linda Kessler <rkessle3@optonline.net>
Huntington, NY USA - Wednesday, December 26, 2007 10:44 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
I needed to check in and see how you were, I am so sorry this day was so hard for you, please know that you and yours are always in my thoughts and heart, Kendall is cherished by many, love and hope for easier days...
Ronit <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
Caesarea, Israel - Wednesday, December 26, 2007 1:46 AM CST
Dear Aimee,
I wish there were magic words of comfort and peace. Please know that you and your family are dearly loved.
My most heartfelt thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Love,
Donna (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 10:31 PM CST
Aimee, I looked in on Kendall's page last night, which was Christmas day here then and I saw all the beautiful new photos of Kendall, Zachary & Nicholas with Santa, Nonna, & yourself with the boys. So today I thought there might be an update and yes there is.
I am feel terribly sad to hear our how horribly you have felt this Christmas and how hard it is for you to write when you are feeling this way.
I do appreciate you writing Aimee, even when you are upset I would rather hear from you than not hear from you at all.
Thankyou for posting. Let's hope next Christmas will be more bearable.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 7:09 PM CST
Thinking of you all and wishing you a Merry Christmas.
Much Love,
Kylie. xoxox
Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 8:16 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you all tonight and so very often. It was great to see you and Zachary (your mom and nephew too) at the Morgan Center Party. I know how hard the holidays are and how much work it is to put the smile on your face and carry on. You are doing a great job for Zachary and your family.
We will be thinking of you all tomorrow. I hope you have happy memories to comfort you as you make new memories now.
With much love,
Donna (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 0:32 AM CST
Dear Aimee,
What a bucket of tears are shed every time I read what you write. I am so thankful for all your words. It is so important for you to know how many continue to grieve with you, even those who only know of precious Kendall from your descriptions and the beautiful photos you post.
You are such a beautiful, loving woman, wife, daughter, and Mom. I am so thankful for you Aimee.
Missing Kendall too.
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, December 24, 2007 1:25 PM CST
Hello Aimee, and Merry Christmas to your beautiful family. Wishing you health, happiness, love, warmth and hugs on this blessed holiday! We already know your house is overflowing with "GOLD BOXES OF LOVE", so spread the joy and know you are loved right back! Love always, Team Moore-Debb, Tom and Alexa Renee (SHPWCDLWTMBS :0)
www.caringbridge.org/visit.alexareneemoore
Debb Moore <luv2teach14@aol.com>
Stony Brook, NY US - Sunday, December 23, 2007 7:57 AM CST
Thinking of you and your family. May you have a blessed Holiday season. Kendall is watching over us, I am sure of that.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie Strayer <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
PA - Sunday, December 23, 2007 5:56 AM CST
Aimee, I just wanted you to know I was thinking of you and your family and sending a big hug from us to you. I think about Kendall often and he is always in my prayers. You are doing a fabulous job with Zach and you should be so proud!!! FROG... we do!
Love,
Kathy and Julia www.caringbridge.org/visit/julianesbitt
Kathy Nesbitt <LvR3kids@aol.com>
Wesley Chapel, NC - Tuesday, December 18, 2007 0:16 AM CST
It's so nice to get signs from you loved ones. Just wanted you to know that you and your family are in my thoughts. The holidays are hard but I guess we will get through it. Glad you are keeping busy. God Bless, Danielle McCormick (Angel Ryan's mom)
Danielle McCormick <djmccorm2@msn.com>
- Monday, December 17, 2007 1:32 PM CST
Hi Aimee,
I was just wondering how you all were doing and getting ready for the holidays. I miss you and think of you often. Hope to see you at TMC party this week!
-Love Kath
Katherine Lent <digigarden2@optonline.net>
Bellport, NY USA - Monday, December 17, 2007 12:01 AM CST
Dear Aimee,
Your story of the frog doll is very interesting. Who would ever think of a frog as "an angel with a silver halo, and beautiful wings"... unless of course it was a frog doll in the Jackson home! .. well then it makes perfect sense!!
Your father chose well didn't he, although he never would have imagined what significance that doll would have for you. From what I understand, Kendall loved frog toys.
I would like to wish you and your and your family a blessed Christmas.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, December 17, 2007 3:11 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
I realy liked the poem about the shoes, a good metaphor, and I hope I never have to wear a pair. You just never know how much time God grants you on earth. That's why Ryan is in Florida with his daddy. We're following in your footsteps and enjoying every day. You were an inpsiring woman before and after you got those ugly shoes. I'm sure you will only continue to gather strength amidst the tears and grief. It reminds me of a saying - the soul would have no rainbow if the eyes had no tears. Somewhat comforting, but tears can happen for so many other reasons - no parent should have to lose a child. I think it will be my life's work to see pediatric cancer wiped out, one way or another! Kendall's photo spurs me on!
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 12, 2007 9:17 PM CST
Hi Aimee, That last poem was a tear shedder. It surprised me too because that was the exact metaphor I almost used when last checking in with you. The details you share give us such a strong view of your world that I thought it was as if we are able to stand in your shoes. But then I thought, yeah, but we get to take the shoes off again. Then I thought further and thought no...even the pain we feel through your words cannot be near to the real thing so I left the metaphor at the door. Good thing too. That poem was strong. You create alot of awareness. Having said that, I resolve to donate blood tomorrow. My place of employment is a donation site and I'm off tomorrow so no excuses...though they pop into my head quite readily...but now that I have openly said I would, I must. It is so easy to have good intentions and just as difficult to follow through on them. That is where the strength of your words come in to play. So, no excuses and I will think of you, your family, Kendall and the many families like you and thank God for you all and resolve to try to be less of a complainer, less of a wuss (how do you spell wuss?). Lots of prayers, Tara.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bx, ny - Wednesday, December 12, 2007 8:55 AM CST
Keeping you in my thoughts during the Holiday season and in my prayer's always.
Brenda MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 9:57 PM CST
Hi Aimee,
In 7 hours we are OTD to Sloan potentially for Alexa's LAST chemotherapy EVER! While part of me is excited, the other half is frightened to death. The what next; the new normal....the whole what does the future hold? I've learned to take it one day at a time and sometimes one hour at a time. I am so sorry that your sweet Kendall isn't here with you. I know he is here in spirit, but I can't imagine your pain. To see you last night, hug you and see Zachary's sweet face "in person" was so amazing! You are amazing and I want to thank you for supporting our family and so many other families when your own heart is hurting. I wish I could take that pain away and bring your baby back. Like the frog wallet, Kendall is "here" and he will be there on Christmas with your beautiful family. I wish the pain would stop and that this demon would stay away from all of the innocent children and their families. One day it will happen. Feel our hugs around you and again thank you for your support and for always mentioning Alexa on Kendall's site. Love always, Debbie Moore
www.caringbridge.org/visit/alexareneemoore
Debb Moore <luv2teach14@aol.com>
Stony Brook, NY US - Monday, December 10, 2007 9:32 PM CST
That may not have been THE poem but it still made me cry thank you! I wish there was a way to make your pain go away and bring back your baby. You know I have vowed to try and let no other parent feel the pain that you carry with you. I am grateful that I have healthy children and that I don't know that pain but I am still crying with you and all those other parents. I can only try to imagine how hard the holidays will be for you. You are so amazing though. I always think Amiee is so strong I hope I can be like her. You know if you need anything during this season (or anytime) all you have to do is ask. We are here for you and Neil. I lit my candle tonight and prayed and remembered and sent out hope that no other children are lost and that no other parents and siblings suffer. I know my prayers won't be answered right now but I hope I can get it done in my lifetime. For now we'll do it together "one head at a time". Sending so much love and big hugs, Cindy
Cindy Merkler <LLL3boysnme@optonline.net>
- Sunday, December 9, 2007 7:02 PM CST
OK, Aimee, first off, your words are never depressing. Soulful, filled with love, (sometimes heartwrenching), wise, but never depressing. "Depressing" speaks of words through which absolutely no light comes forth. Your words, no matter how heavy a heart they are born from, always carry a whisper of hope and light, even in the immense saddness. I have two children and I remember the specialness of the kindergarten years. My heart tightened as I watched you in my mind walk away from one room and not towards another. And again, not depressing, just real. But in the same image I see the beauty of your soul battling forward. When I read the story of the frog purse, my first thought was 'Way to go, Kendall!' I firmly believe that the other side and all are loved ones are all around us. We just cannot pierce the veil. Perhaps not much solace for you as you miss him so much. The story made me smile though as I pictured Kendall orchestrating the whole thing. Zachary's report card was great. You must make him feel so secure and it shows. Keep well, Aimee. You are amazing. Continued prayers, Tara
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 6:34 PM CST
Hi Aimee, I've been offline for a week, I am so thankful to have internet working again. Just read your amusing story of the little frog purse you found at the supermarket which escaped notice .. and $5 note which had conveniently turned up to pay for it. Well I think your honesty is amazing, and the coincidence too. Bless you Aimee.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 7:26 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
Gosh, where do I begin? I've told you before, I think you are amazing! Thank you so much for posting Alexa's website here and for sharing the fundraiser information. Also, thank you for attending tonight. I wish we could have been there and heard it was an amzing night! Cindy is something else. I thank God she came into our lives. She's crazy, but amazing (in the best kind of way!). I had tears in my eyes at the frog wallet story. No doubt that was your sweet Kendall calling out to you! I read your story on St. Baldrick's and again tears streaming down my face. I cannot begin to imagine your loss. I know the pain I feel daily as I watch Alexa suffer and sometimes I am the cause of the suffering. It's unbearable, yet I am thankful she is here. I wish Kendall was here too. I hate this demon Cancer! Neuroblastoma sucks-they all do! We don't even know enough about Clear Cell to even categorize it for an area of funding. WE intend to pay it forward and spread awaremess when Alexa beats this demon (and she will). Again, I want to thank you for your amazing support! You are super special and God knew what he was doing when he picked you to be Kendall and Zachary's special mommy! Hugs and Love, Debb
www.caringbridge.org/visit/alexareneemoore
Debb Moore <luv2teach14@aol.com>
Stony Brook, NY US - Monday, December 3, 2007 10:43 PM CST
Thinking of you... thanks so much for sharing the frog wallet story. It is so comforting and wonderful to read how he is always with you...
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, December 1, 2007 9:58 PM CST
Dear Aimee - I just love the story about the Frog Wallet. You did the right thing and were blessed for it.......
I can only imagine how much Zachary misses his brother - but you are doing a marvelous job with him.
God Bless......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Friday, November 30, 2007 2:58 PM CST
Hi Aimee,
Thank you for the nice kitty card. Moreover, thank you for sharing your journey. I know holidays must be tough, but you always seem to look on the bright side. Zachary is an amazing boy and really knows how to live in the moment and be thankful. I think you and Neil taught him that! Congrats to Zachary on his yellow belt,too. Henry just started karate and loves it.
Your friend,
Kim (www.caringbridge.com/visit/ryanmalarkey)
Kim <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 27, 2007 7:52 PM CST
Oh Aimee, you are ever thoughtful and kind to all. Everything you write is so touching, and it is so hard to imagine life for all of you without sweet Kendall. Keep writing dear Aimee. I think of how much these precious memories will mean to Zachary when he is grown! I was always awed by how you were able to make the most of every day even in the thick of Kendall's treatment. What precious memories indeed!
Thinking of you and praying always, much love,
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, November 26, 2007 8:57 AM CST
Thinking of you this holiday weekend. I am so glad that Zach made the day for you. Sorry to hear that your Mom could not make it.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Friday, November 23, 2007 9:50 PM CST
I am so sorry that you have to go through the pain of not having your beautiful Kendall with you. It breaks my heart. I hope that you can find happiness today and every other day. Well done to you Zac for your yellow belt. I tried karate once but found that I have two left feet and hands in that area,so no karate for me...lol.
You are always in my thoughts and i love coming and seeing the updates and photos that you share.
With Love,
Kylie.
xoxox
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Thursday, November 22, 2007 4:12 PM CST
Dear Aimee, The photo of Kendall with the sun shining behind him is gorgeous. I need to be in the kitchen right now but there were so many people in my mind and heart that the room felt crowded. My thoughts and prayers are with you today. I am grateful for your sharing; I am so very sorry for your pain. I hope your day works out. Congrats to Zachary!
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bx., ny - Thursday, November 22, 2007 12:12 AM CST
Dear Aimee and family - I just want to wish you a wonderful Thanksgiving and I know that Kendall will be with you in "Spirit". I just love all of the pictures you have put up. Give Zachary a big shout out for me also.......He is a sweet boy.......GOD BLESS
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 8:24 AM CST
Dear Aimee,
I don't sign on often but know that I'm here reading and feeling along side you. I'll be thinking of you this Thanksgiving. I'm thankful that we met on the list. You offered helpful advice when I first joined, when I was desperately seeking help with hospice, and after Lucas died. Thank you for generously extending yourself and sharing your knowledge.
When I see Easter eggs and pebbles I always think of Kendall. The eggs remind me of him because I have that picture of him with a huge smile after the egg hunt etched in my head. I used to look at that picture and think that he looked so good, I would have never guessed he would pass a few days later. I will think of him this holiday and hope that you all make it through without too much pain.
Kindly,
Thy Tran
Palo Alto, CA USA - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 10:49 PM CST
Hi Aimee, Douglas must get around quite a bit. What a great idea. The pictures you shared of both Kendall and Zachary are beautiful. You accomplish so much and are you truly going to shave your head? At first I gasped - such great hair! Then I thought of the force of the love propelling you to consider this and my next thought was how well the look will accentuate your eyes. Your boys have your eyes (I may be wrong about that Neil). Well, I'm sure Douglas returned to school exhausted but happy. Thoughts and prayers, Tara
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bx, NY - Sunday, November 18, 2007 7:50 AM CST
Hi again Aimee, it cheered me up to hear from you. I had a pleasant surprise today after reading your (very cute) journal. I found some videos of Kendall and Zachary on your photobucket. I remembered the password from when you emailed it to me, many months ago.
I had seen one of the videos before and loved it very much Kendall and Zachary swirling around together. Zachary's prayer is cute - I replayed it 3 times to look for Kendall's gorgeous smile at the end. I did wish there was also a video of Kendall talking.
They are only tiny videos but the audio makes them special. I also found a very nice photo of you Aimee, called "Snow", your Mom and the boys are in it too.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW sydney - Saturday, November 17, 2007 7:08 AM CST
Aimee it was so nice to see you and Zachary at both events last week. I think about you often
Carolyn <Carpat31@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, - Thursday, November 15, 2007 4:38 PM CST
It seems to me I can see Kendall's spirit in the Cross of Remembrance flowers - maybe it's just me, but that's how it looks to me. If you look you can see Kendall's pride in his brother Zachary. Maybe it's just me? - no, I can see it!!
I could even smell a flower the moment I read of Zach placing his flower - that was my first impression.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, November 15, 2007 5:40 AM CST
What a beautiful ceremony to remember those we have lost, and I am glad that they found a simple way for the children to participate.
Emily Galbraith <emily.galbraith@gmail.om>
Greensboro, NC - Tuesday, November 13, 2007 1:08 PM CST
I love coming to your page and reading your stories and looking at the photos .
Thankyou.
Kylie. xoxoxo
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Tuesday, November 13, 2007 0:12 AM CST
Dear Aimee,
You are amazing....shaving your head.....
Thinking of your beautiful angel...Kendall...
Love,
The Hollway's
Mary Hollway <mhollway@comcast.net>
Edina, MN - Sunday, November 11, 2007 11:10 PM CST
I don't know how you do it. I had to thank you publicly for being there today at the service. There you were comforting me when really I should have been comforting you. This holiday season is going to be so difficult. Thanks for posting the fundraiser info. We are going to be bald and beautiful baby!! See you tomorrow at soccer at Chez Merkler's. Love, Cindy
Cindy Merkler <LLL3boysnme@optonline.net>
- Sunday, November 11, 2007 8:50 PM CST
So proud of you for going to CHOP - wow!
Love you, the Thomas Team <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
- Wednesday, November 7, 2007 1:57 PM CST
In my thoughts....I hope that your job is going well and that Zach is doing great in school.
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 7, 2007 11:08 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
Just wanted you to know I have been thinking of you!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 8:03 AM CST
I wish that I would have known about the memorial service at CHOP, I would have changed Jackie's appointment to attend. I must have missed that somehow in your updates (?) I am sorry that I have not signed lately but please know there is not a day that I do not think of you and your wonderful family.
Always in my prayers
Cyndi (Jackie's Mom, age 4 AML) <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, November 1, 2007 7:40 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I just wanted you to know I'm thinking about you and your family. Thank you for continuing to post about your life and thoughts about Kendall. I hope Zachary had a great Halloween.
Candace and Benjamin
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <5_masons@sbcglobal.net>
Reno, NV USA - Thursday, November 1, 2007 6:24 PM CDT
Happy Halloween Graphics
Graphics for Orkut, Myspace, Friendster, Hi5
I hope that you enjoy your day even though it will be so hard. I think of you all always. The photos of the boys on Halloween are adorable.
Love Kylie.
Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Wednesday, October 31, 2007 4:27 PM CDT
I was looking through my daughter's guestbook on her Caringbridge site and saw your entry. I thought I would check on Kendall since I haven't been on his site in a while. I was saddened to see that he passed. My father died in April to from Alzheimer's and thinking of the holidays without him is hard. My prayers are with you. I am so sorry that I did not check on Kendall before. I know that his love is with you always and will get you through.
In prayer,
Mary Lynn & Sierra
www.caringbridge.org/visit/sierrakesler
Mary Lynn Kesler <kesler5_289@msn.com>
valrico, FL United States - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 9:56 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know that you were in my thoughts this morning. It's so hard moving on once you have lost a child. I will never be the same. I'm glad the ceromony was good. Those are always hard but nice because your loved one is being remembered. Take care, Danielle McCormick (Angel Ryan's mom)
Danielle McCormick <djmccorm2@msn.com>
- Tuesday, October 30, 2007 6:59 AM CDT
Hey. I know we talk all the time but I wanted to make sure you heard this. You are such a great mother!! Try not to beat yourself up over the mask. I cannot belive the hoildays are here and there is one less person to celebrate with. I cannot even begin to imagine your pain. I keep thinking just let it be a year and I will feel better (really I don't think I will but I just keep telling myself that). Zach and Sean were talking this morning on the way to school about how Kendall got to meet Poppy Nagle and Pop Pop Koyles because he's in heaven with them. They were saying it is like a big party up there. Know that even though we don't say it all the time we are always praying and thinking about you guys. With all our love, Cindy, Keith, Andrew and Sean
Cindy Merkler <LLL3boysnme@optonline.net>
- Monday, October 29, 2007 10:37 AM CDT
Dear Aimee, You captured Kendall so beautifully in the story of his Christmas shopping. At such a young age he understood the joy of giving. Please don't beat yourself up over the mask. Kendall, in all his wisdom right now, would tell you it didn't matter but as a mom I feel the ache. I hope and pray so hard for some ease to come into your heart, now and in the weeks ahead. Tara
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bx., ny - Monday, October 29, 2007 9:10 AM CDT
Good Morning Aimee,
I just wanted to let you know that I continue to pray for you! I hope all is well and I am thinking and praying for your strength!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, October 29, 2007 7:30 AM CDT
Aimee I just saw your message on Lucas Tran's guestbook. I really took Lucas and his family to my heart, I know they will appreciate your kind message.
I will never forget angel Lucas and angel Kendall. These brave children fought hard and endured so much. They have touched my life. Forever they will be loved and missed.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Sunday, October 28, 2007 9:50 AM CDT
Aimee I thought I had better respond to your last entry so I hopped on, only to find that you have already updated again. I don't mind that you havn't posted new photos - I really just love photos of Kendall that are there. I was surprised you didnt take a photo of the gourds you put together, i guess you didnt think of it as important. Not to worry. So good to hear that Zachary did so well and enjoyed his first ever Ninjutsu Shiai.
With regards to your last update I am thinking of contacting my Local Member after the Federal elections (we are currently in caretaker period) and asking some questions re funding for research for cure and prevention of NB and other diseases. I don't think that shedding tears for children and writing on their guestbooks is sufficient input from me. I am well aware of this and I promise to get involved and do more.
Love always to all my beloved NB warriors, those who have passed and those who fight for life and enrich my life everyday.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, October 20, 2007 10:15 PM CDT
Absolutely love the pictures of Kendall. How precious. He is always on my mind, along with your sweet little Zachary. Please know you all continue to be in my prayers.
Sending big hugs.
Love Mel, mommy to Gage
Melanie Bryce <mandgb@hotmail.com>
Saginaw, Mi - Thursday, October 18, 2007 10:37 PM CDT
Hi Aimee, What a great quote from Mother Teresa. It carries a sentiment I have long held for you that I was always hestitant to share in case it might sound glib or patronizing but now that you have opened the window slightly on the topic I hope you don't mind if I crawl right in. I have often thought, after reading an entry you post, of how very much God must love you. He has given you such an heavy cross to carry and though there must be times you would so like to take it and chuck in the nearest ditch, you continue onward shouldering the burden given you with as much strength and grace as you can muster. I have often thought of how proud God must be of you. I actually catch my breath when I think of it. OK, well back out that window I go...I've been wanting to tell you that for some time but didn't want to make you sound "heroic" because I truly do not know what carrying this burden is costing you. I just know that you do carry it and do so with grace. Lots of prayers for continued strength, Tara
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Tuesday, October 16, 2007 3:45 PM CDT
Aimee,
We are thinking of you and your family. You show such kindness and grace through it all. Love the pics of Kendall (what a pumpkin!) and Zachary.
Love,
Margot Hutchison
Margot Hutchison <nbcure@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, October 12, 2007 9:57 PM CDT
Cutest pictures ever of Kendall - absolutely gorgeous.
Zachary is growing ever more handsome. Zach looks wise for his age, you can see it in his expression.
That's a really nice idea about making a marker from tile for John's dad. I was wishing for a picture of your artwork for Kendall with the gourds - I guess it's still in the camera.
It's been an utterly miserable week for me with little Lucas doing very poorly and in pain; Erik battling on bravely but needing pain meds too.
Well, I don't mind your ramblings at all Aimee, at least I get to ramble back!
Good luck with your goldfishies, Michael and Jimmy Neutron.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, October 12, 2007 7:07 PM CDT
Hi Aimee, I love the pics. I'll be praying for Kendall's neighbor and for your new friend, his son. It's great that your were able to speak to him, I hope that he has found something especially useful from your talk. (I'm pretty sure he would have!) Hi to Zachary, God Bless, love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
http://www.loneliesthour.org
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Thursday, October 11, 2007 1:49 AM CDT
Hi Aimee,
How wonderful it was for Zach to discover and rescue the turtle. I'm sure Kendall had something to do with it. I did not put the flower on the stone. I put a pot of white flowers there just before you came. He must have knocked one off and placed it on the stone. I'm glad you met John. I'm sure you must have comforted him a bit. Zach told me about the turtle and we talk about Kendall often. Zach comforts me when he shares good memories of Kendall. I confort him when I remind him of all the fun and play we all had together. The alone time is hard. I am greatful that we have Zach to love and remind us of our beautiful angel.
Love, Mom
Donna Weess <donnaandfritz@optonline.net>
Mt. Sinai, NY USA - Monday, October 8, 2007 10:26 PM CDT
I come several times a week just to see your beautiful Kendall and remember some of his spirit. What a joy he is!
And I also wanted to mention that I was very touched by your visit with Kendall's 'next door neighbor'. You are a special soul to think of making a marker for him. His son will be touched by your kindness, as I was.
I continue to pray for all of you. Peace.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, October 8, 2007 3:39 PM CDT
Dear Aimee - Love the new pictures of Kendall and of course Zachary. Kendall could really "strike a pose". I too was visiting my father's grave yesterday afternoon. It has been so unusually hot here in northern NJ that my mom and I went to water the flowers - they sure needed it. The cemetary is on top of a hill and it gets quite a breeze. At the beginning of the summer I wanted to get spinners to put on his site and sure enough I went into the dollar store and there they were - they have been spinning ever since. I am so glad you met Kendall's neighbor's son - sounds like you two had a nice visit. When I go to visit my Dad - I take time to walk and look at all of the things left at other gravesites. Soccer balls, angel statues, little trucks, etc. Each item tells a little about the person who has passed...... I so enjoy hearing how you and your family are doing - you have such a nice way of expressing your feelings - and from the other's who have signed on recently - they feel the same way about you.....You do have a "gift". GOD BLESS.......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, October 8, 2007 3:00 PM CDT
Love to you all!
Angela <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
TIffin, OH - Monday, October 8, 2007 1:15 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil, Zachary and Angel Kendall, I'm sorry your Captain George moved away, now why would he do that I wonder? I would have felt sad too.
Thanks for looking after the lovely turtle and returning her home, I have a big soft spot for turtles myself.
Aimee and Zachary, we have a lot in common I think. I often like going back to places I used to spend time in and I tend to always remember the nice things and think of the good memories. I don't block out the sad things, I just push it way to the background where I don't notice it anymore.
It was good to hear from you again .. I liked Kendall's little sign too.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW sydney - Saturday, October 6, 2007 6:08 AM CDT
Your memories are so poignant, Aimee, and they paint such a beautiful picture of the wonderful soul that is Kendall. I loved the story of Captain George. I am glad that Gear made it to safety with help from Zachary. It brought to mind a turtle my kids once found in Montauk (Monty). I realize now that we should never have taken him home and after reading your story I feel so sad that Monty basically died trying to get back home (or at least get out of the Bronx). Tell Zachary he did a wonderful thing helping Gear get home. Kendall led such a full life, all things considered. Though I never met him, I too see him smiling whenever I think of him. God bless.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bx, ny - Thursday, October 4, 2007 8:19 AM CDT
Aimee you have written such an epic, you might forgive me if I don't digest this all is one sitting. Nobody writes like you. Every word in this journal entry is like sweet petals and teardrops. That is the way that you write, it is very much you.
I have only read through quickly today. Just the fact that you are there, is one of the things that helps to me keep me going. I have absolutely no idea as to how long you will keep writing, but every time you do, I always find myself reading. I also go back and re-read, because you write so much, I need to do that.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW a - Wednesday, October 3, 2007 9:22 AM CDT
Hi Aimee,
Thanks for posting to the angel site. I have 18 angels in my booklet. I only ordered one copy as I want to make sure it's just right. I even have a quote from our local congressman Rep. Higgins who said gov't support for cancer research is underwhelming and Congress must do more for "kids like Ryan." I still need to e-mail some of the parents for sending the photos, but want to find out how much the final price of the booklet is in case anyone wants to purhase one...most likely at a discount! I love the photos of Kendall and Zachary...how proud you must be that your boys are confident enough in their manhood to wear some more feminine accesories...I love it! Glad Zach is liking soccer and having fun with friends. May you have many more happy Kendall dreams - asleep and awake.
Love,
Kim
kimmalarkey@yahoo.com <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
Jamestown, NY - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 9:33 PM CDT
I need my Aimee fix, I am not complaining..I know you will update.. just when you can :) thinking of you.
I loved Kylie's smilie, so cute.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW sydney - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 8:11 AM CDT
Just wanted to let you know I always think of you all.
Much Love,
Kylie.
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Sunday, September 30, 2007 2:26 AM CDT
Carrie's poem was beautiful! I'm wishing many more Kendall dreams for you. sending lots of prayers...
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bx, ny - Thursday, September 27, 2007 1:07 PM CDT
Thinking of your family and praying for you :)
<3 Katie
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca United States - Wednesday, September 26, 2007 7:58 PM CDT
That poem has really touched me. It captures so much of the truth of how I feel after saying goodbye 6 weeks ago to my own son, Paul, after 4.5 years of NB treatment. Thanks for sharing it and thanks to Carrie for having the heart and soul to write it.
Terrill Saxon (Dad to Paul)
www.paulsaxon.com
Terrill Saxon <terrillsaxon@hotmail.com>
Hewitt, TX USA - Wednesday, September 26, 2007 4:32 PM CDT
Aimee thankyou again for updating. Another Kendall sign I think .. now you are dreaming of the next photos to post on his site! It makes me think that Kendall must very much approve of what you are doing. It does amaze me how many photos you have. Kendall was obviously a very cooperative photo subject for you and now we are all getting the benefit of this. Kendall is a star, his photos make me smile.
Carrie's poem brought tears to my eyes, it is a very emotional and real expression of love for a child.
I am praying hard for little 3 year old Lucas that his sight can be saved. Lucas is absolutely adorable and is having such a tough time. Thankyou for mentioning Lucas.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, September 25, 2007 4:02 AM CDT
Dear Aimee, I just love the pictures you have just posted - It has brought smiles for me today - thank you......
The poem for James Runde was just beautiful - that brought a couple of tears today......
I have just sent an email to my congressman to ask him to sign the Conquer Childhood Cancer Act currently sitting and waiting to be passed. It will be a damn shame if it is not.....He certainly will hear from me again if his signature does not appear on the bill.....Again, thank you for those wonderful pictures and give Zachary a big hug from all of us.......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, September 24, 2007 9:24 AM CDT
Hey, girl...just popping by to say hello. I try to get to Kendall's site every day. It's been a long week for us, though. Things are ok. Just wanted you to know you are always on my mind...
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Friday, September 21, 2007 3:35 PM CDT
Good luck with your goldfish Zachary but truth is they often don't live too long in a small environment, they really do best in a big goldfish pond as they can grow quite large. You might do better with some colorful little guppies that you can find at the larger aquarium shops. They can live longer and happily in a small aquarium.
I did read the very sad news about Colleen's loss it was so unexpected to me, I just didn't know what to say, but certainly my prayers are with Colleen and her family.
I am very interested in what Kim Malarkey is doing with the cause for childhood cancer, I will look into this further.
Well it's been a long day for me too, so I'll just send you all my love and hope that you are all keeping well.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, September 20, 2007 7:52 AM CDT
A couple of my NB friends who's sites I visit everyday had not updated and I was feelin glum, my heart aches when I don't hear from them for a few days.. I know they have more important things to do but I am aching when there is no news from them, ofcourse I don't say anything, it is not my placed to intrude, I have to wait until they are ready to update but it's hard for me, I feel listless and achy when there is no news. So then I check your site, and yes you have updated, and I know that you are feeling miserable and achy too, and yet putting on a brave face and putting beautiful new photos of Kendall and Zachary which truly enliven the whole page and then I feel a whole lot better because I have a friend who keeps in touch and strives so hard to keep Kendall's memory alive and watches for every sign - now even from your Dad too and it just lifts up my heart that I have a friend like you, who understands all the pain, the anxiety and wishes like me for every NB sufferer to be healed.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, September 17, 2007 6:18 AM CDT
Amiee,
I know what you mean about thinking that there would be treatment out there to save your son. I never thought Ryan was going to die. I don't know how I could of been so nieve. I wish I never took Ryan to get that MIBG therapy. It was a waist of time and I haven't yet come across anyone who has benefited from that treatment.
I am doing a fund raiser for the lonelieat road campaign. WE are raffling off baskets with a theme and I would love to dedicate one to Kendall if that's o.k. Please tell me what he liked (famous Character, sports, food anything that makes you think of Kendall when you see it) Please email me djmccorm2@msn.com. You are always in my thoughts. It is a hard month for me because Ryan would have been turning two. God Bless, Danielle McCormick
Danielle McCormick <djmccorm2@msn.com>
- Friday, September 14, 2007 9:53 PM CDT
Aimee you are sounding pretty miserable and you know I love you and read every word that you say. I just want to say that my thoughts are always with you and your family, you are so sweet to me.
I'm just grateful that you keep writing and sharing your thoughts and your stories, you are an Angel to me, and to Kendall too.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, September 14, 2007 4:09 AM CDT
9/11 always stings my throat and as you said, brings you back to where you were, the fears for family and friends and finally the tears for friends lost and the witness of so much grief. You write so beautifully, Aimee. That the source of such beauty is such pain still leaves me in awe. Keep well.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Thursday, September 13, 2007 7:28 AM CDT
Zachary, I hope that school is better. You will soon make loads of friends. Have fun and be good.
Sending Love Hugs and a Million Prayers to the amazing Kendall.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
Japan - Monday, September 10, 2007 10:11 PM CDT
Thinking of you and praying for you :)
<3 Katie
Katie Boyd <kboyd997@yahoo.com>
Menifee, Ca United States - Monday, September 10, 2007 5:13 PM CDT
You and Zachary are in my prayers everyday. There are so many things that make me think of Kendall, he is always in my heart. :)
Katie Boyd <kboyd997@yahoo.com>
Menifee, Ca United States - Sunday, September 9, 2007 10:23 AM CDT
Aimee, I knew you dreaded that first day of school but it was not until you shared the details of the day that I got close to understanding how horribly painful it was. Please know I pray for you often, and Zachary and Neil. I am so glad the teacher sent home that questionaire. You are traveling so much without a roadmap and you are trying so hard not to get lost and I just am amazed by it all.
P.S. I followed your link to donate blood and discovered that one of the centers was where I work! Thanks for the link.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bx., NY - Sunday, September 9, 2007 8:16 AM CDT
I was thinking about you when I put Sean on the bus. I know I didn't tell you in person but that is because I would have balled my eyes out. I was thinking how grateful I am. I was thinking how hard it would be for you. You are really so awesome. I am so happy Zach and Sean are on the bus together. Sean is even happier. Yestarday he told my friend the best part of school is being on the bus with his best friend Zachary. Hope you have a good weekend. See you on Monday night. Cindy
The Merkler Family <LLL3boysnme@optonline.net>
- Saturday, September 8, 2007 8:56 AM CDT
thank you
narvaezjeanette <narvaezjeanette@yahoo.com >
- Friday, September 7, 2007 6:04 AM CDT
I do like the new photo of Kendall, the one when he was so little, (before dx) and he looked so sweet, was breaking my heart.
I think Zach's teacher looks just like a fair haired version of you Aimee. Seriously, you look very similar.
I guess Zachary is very attached to you and has such good times with you, school can't quite match that for him. But he will grow used to it and I hope that soon he will love it too. It would have been more fun with him with his brother there, that's for sure.
I hope you can grow to love the little twin girls and enjoy seeing them, you did say they are adorable. It's just hard at first, you have a generous and kind spirit, it will get easier.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, September 7, 2007 2:01 AM CDT
I love coming to your page and seeing the beautiful photos of your boys. I hope that Zac starts to enjoy Kinder soon.
Love Kylie.
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Thursday, September 6, 2007 11:38 PM CDT
Aimee, you just came across my mind and I said a quick prayer, hoping you are having a good week at the new job.
Prayer warrior Up North,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, September 6, 2007 10:07 AM CDT
Hi Aimee,
Congrats on your new job! Is it at the physical therapy office or Stony Brook? Either way, I'm glad you like it! I really like your new hair cut too. I couldn't believe you would cut your beautiful hair, but the shorter look is "stylin!" I skimmed through your journal and reread the entry about the question mark. I wonder "why" all the time and figure we just need to trust God, our Father. My faith has grown, too, amazing. I think about you often and should call - you're still the first listing on my cell phone menu and I see Kendall on my fridge daily. I hope Zachary is enjoying kindergarten and that God blesses all of you with more feathers, frogs, and smiles.
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 5, 2007 9:52 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, I just love the pictures you post of your Kendall - and love the one's with Zach and Kendall together having fun running and being happy.......I just wanted to mention as I am sure you know that John and Catherine London have postponed the dedication for Penelope until May of 2008. I will continue to stay in touch hopefully until then and I am still hoping to meet you some day. I am happy that you are have found a job - I am sure it will be good for you. I don't know if I ever mentioned this to you before - but two months ago a co-worker's niece who is seven years old was diagnosed with state IV neuroblastoma and is now being treated at CHOP. I know what this family is going to be up against reading the many, many stories from the Caringbridge site. It makes me so sad and angry - many mixed emotions right now. Give Zach a big hug from me and will stay connected.........
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Tuesday, September 4, 2007 11:27 AM CDT
Aimee, it is nice to hear you are liking the new job. At least Kendall's grave site was tidied up nicely eventually, I can imagine your shock seeing it all in disarray! It really is a lovely marker that you have there for him, I looked back on your previous journal entry and looked at the artwork on it closely, it it is beautiful.
The new feather is interesting isn't it, you are so observant now, you keep finding special things that other people would probably not even notice.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, September 3, 2007 7:32 AM CDT
Hi Aimee,
Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants is totally in the "don't go there category" for me now. Laura at age 12 watched it at CHOP several times, totally aborbed. It reminds me of how much she wanted to live and grow up. It is always totally saddening to think of.
I meant to say how much I like your entry about the feather you found. Thanks for mentioning us and our team for the Parkway Run in Philadelphia. Regards,
Mara
mother of angel Laura
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles
Mara Stiles
Boonton Township, NJ - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 10:04 PM CDT
Good luck with the new job, Aimee. Hope it goes well. Lots of prayers for next week as well. Sorry about those traveling pants. Who'd have thought to stay away from traveling pants?
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bronx, ny - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 8:57 AM CDT
Hi Aimee,
You are just such an amazing person and mother keeping it together for your family and supporting so many other families when you are still grieving for your sweet boy. I am glad they were able to get the frog right for Kendall. Hope you get the job you really want and deserve.
Hugs and prayers,
Leann
www.caringbridge.org/visit/bronsonbalzac
Leann <nanasgirl40@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, August 28, 2007 9:09 PM CDT
Congrats on your new job! I hope school goes well for Zachary (and you). It's such a huge step from preschool to kindergarten...but all for the better. Happy kindergarten Zachary.
Thy Tran
Palo Alto, CA USA - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 9:08 PM CDT
The new photo of Kendall shows his beautiful face with such expressive deep brown eyes. Another heart wrenching memory for you, but you must have smiled too when you discovered it. I'm glad you found it.
I think the new job sounds lovely, it's not too many hours and in area of work you should feel comfortable in. God is looking after you!
I hope you find your new job worthwhile and rewarding for you. It makes a big difference when you like your job.
I'm pleased to read Zachary continues to do great and is such a good swimmer. Blessings to you all.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 6:42 AM CDT
Thanks so much for visiting Michael's website and checking in. Interestingly, we were at the same Make-A-Wish party last year and even convinced the Santanas to join us. Also, I spent some time on your journal history and it seems you were right down the hall (we were in PICU and you were in Hem-Onc) when Michael passed. However, at that time, both families had more pressing concerns. We hope you are finding strength and we literally have to try to find it every day. It appears we live close to you, so maybe we, you and the Santanas can all get together sometime!
The Gallaghers (www.caringbridge.org/ny/michaelgallagher) <bonamigi@optonline.net>
Port Jefferson Station, NY USA - Monday, August 27, 2007 6:50 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I always read your updates, but I have not signed the guest book for some time now. You told me to just e-mail you. It is wonderful to see how much everyone loved Kendall and appreciates your concern for others fighting the monster. The updates help me as well and now I can read the guest book without tears. I am very appreciative of all those families who write in the guest book.
Love,
Mom
Donna Weess <donnaandfritz@optonline.net>
Mt. Sinai,, NY USA - Sunday, August 26, 2007 9:30 PM CDT
It must be very hard watching Zachary grow up and experience new things without his brother by his side... I could not imagine. I am sure that the first day of school will be VERY difficult for all but just know that as Zachary climbs off that bus there will be a beautiful angel smiling down from heaven.
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, August 26, 2007 1:23 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I am sorry I don't often write in the guestbook but I check Kendall's site often..Please know you are in my thoughts.. Maybe we could get together one day...You are an amazing lady.
Denise and Steven
STEVEN'S WEBSITE
Rocky Point, NY - Saturday, August 25, 2007 6:03 PM CDT
Aimee,
I think about you and Zachary all the time and I pray for you both everyday. I always enjoy reading your journal entries, they are always so genuine and honest. I especially love reading about your memories of Kendall. His marker is beautiful. That is really neat that you found a hawk feather, I definately believe there is special meaning behind it :) You are always in my prayers, and I think about Kendall all the time <3
Katie Boyd <kboyd997@yahoo.com>
Menifee, Ca United States - Saturday, August 25, 2007 1:13 PM CDT
Thanks for the entry, Aimee - it was awesome. Right after Katie relapsed, one of our clients dropped off a tiny little frog in a tiny little box. Katie, during her first go-round, carried around this pink frog all the time, she loved it. When she relapsed, we bought another multi colored frog and it lives in her purse. The client didn't know about this...she explained to me: "Michele, FROG stands for Fully Rely on God..." There you go...thinking about you!
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Friday, August 24, 2007 3:03 PM CDT
Aimee, I have been in deep contemplation over your entry.
I will write again when I have something more sensible to say. God Bless. I love to hear from you.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, August 24, 2007 9:50 AM CDT
Dear Aimee, You share so much with us in your writing - your life, your wisdom, your pain. Kendall's marker is quite beautiful though I could not imagine how it was to finally see it. And how bizarre about the hawk feather! Though not so bizarre either. It is actually perfectly logical for the Spirit to have presented you with such a gift. Words cannot begin to describe my respect for you. There is such a beauty within you and I am grateful to witness it. yours in prayer, Tara
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Friday, August 24, 2007 9:44 AM CDT
Dear Amiee, thank you so much for continuing to share your life with us. I feel truly honoured to be able to be a part of it. Sometimes when I come to your site and read your entries I just sit here and cry, for you for your whole family. Kendall was such a special little boy and I miss him. I cant imagin how much you must miss him. Sometimes I just cry at your new photos of Zachary because I think of how lucky he is to have you as a mum. You all have a special place in my heart and are never far from my thoughts.
Your stories also make me laugh, I really enjoy hearing of all the things that you get up to.
Thankyou.
Love Kylie. xoxox
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Thursday, August 23, 2007 6:14 PM CDT
Aimee,
Thank you for including James in your journal entry. I really appreciate your kindness in asking for prayer for him.
As I was reading your entry about the frogs, I remember reading another little boys' battle with a rare pediatric cancer. And I do not know if this was their motto, or a well-known one (since I am loopy sometimes and left out of the "happenings" of today)... anyway, here it is:
F - Fully
R - Rely
O - On
G - God
Thinking of you... and sending up prayers.
Dawn Runde www.jamesrunde.com <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Thursday, August 23, 2007 3:55 PM CDT
AIMEE...WHAT A BEAUTIFUL ENTRY THAT YOU ENTERED ON THE HOME PAGE TODAY. AND, AS YOU WROTE, KENDALL AND CARTER WILL HAVE PLENTY OF FRIENDS TO PLAY WITH. WHAT A SHAME!
GOD BLESS
DEB
CARTER'S NEIGHBOR, - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 11:48 AM CDT
Dear Amiee,
My heart goes out to Carter's family. I can't believe this monster has taken another precious child. I am so lost without my Ryan. How have you been doing? The survey hasn't shown much simularities except for the fact of 9 out of 10 moms were exposed to paint products. I don't know. My thoughts are with you. Hope you are coping better then I am. Danielle McCormick (angel Ryan's Mom)
Danielle McCormick <djmccorm2@msn.com>
- Tuesday, August 21, 2007 8:50 AM CDT
Thinking of you all!
Love, Angela <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
- Tuesday, August 21, 2007 8:02 AM CDT
My heart was so heavy when Carter passed, I have been praying for him and writing guest messages to him and his family since Christmas last year. Rhonda Finger is a wonderful person, I been reading her journal entries since I knew of her son.
Somehow the beautiful photo of Carter and Kendall together has eased my pain. It is such a lovely photo, they both look so happy and well. It is a lovely memory to keep.
Thankyou for keeping our memories of these wonderful, adorable and amazing children alive.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 6:12 AM CDT
Dear Aimee: I have followed Kendall for a while now, as his site was a link from Carter's site. I live in Carter's community. I still check on you often, and cannot imagine the pain you are enduring. What beautiful words you always write, and your words about Carter are beautiful. You and Rhonda will share a bond noone can understand but someone who has lost a child. I do believe your boys are happy in heaven together pain-free. If only the pain here on earth was easier for those left behind. Take Care of yourself and know that so many people pray for you. Love, Lynn Haid
Lynn Haid <lchaid@comcast.net>
Scott Township, PA - Monday, August 20, 2007 6:18 PM CDT
Aimee,
I am a friend of Carter's. My daughter and I were one of the lucky people that accompanied Carter on the trip in 2/06. I have followed Kendall ever since.
What a beautiful tribute to Carter. You are right, there should be no children in heaven, they should be here with us.
Thoughts to you and your family for your continued healing.
Heather Melvin <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Monday, August 20, 2007 2:29 PM CDT
Hey All,
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you when I saw a Morgan Center Brochure at Sunrise Toyota tonight when I was picking up my new car. Hope you guys are having a good week!
erin <lilfishie98@aol.com>
babylon, ny usa - Thursday, August 16, 2007 10:28 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I hope you get just the right "job" for you! (As if you weren't busy enough already). If you do start working I think you won't be able to update quite so often, and I want you to know that I will understand.
You have been doing a wonderful job and have helped keep me grounded with your commonsense and down to earth manner. (Yes I am I talking about you!)
Love to you.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, August 15, 2007 9:46 AM CDT
Dear Aimee,
I happen to stumble upon Kendall's site when searching on the Kid's Cancer Crusade. You have been kind enough to extend your hand to me when you, yourself have gone through such a terrible ordeal. My heart broke looking at the beautiful pictures and reading your beautiful entries about Kendall. I then saw your beautiful son Zachary and a smile crossed my face. You are a very special mother and person. I see how you are helping others and the fact that you are able to do that speaks volumes about you. I hope that you find peace and that you have comfort knowing that your beautiful angel is with you always. What a special boy as his teacher said. We don't know why our children get sick, but we do know that they are special and that they are "destined for greatness". I hope Kendall is watching over my Alexa giving her strength to fight the battle of her life. Maybe Zachary can teach her some karate moves to "kick" this Cancer because I know she will. Kendall, thank you for watching over my Lexi. You're a special boy. God bless you, Aimee, and your beautiful family. I look forward to meeting one day. Sincerely, Debbie Moore
P.S. I loved your hair cut. You made someone very happy with those gorgeous locks! Good luck with the jobs as well!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/alexareneemoore
Debbie Moore <luv2teach14@aol.com>
Stony Brook, NY US - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 11:39 PM CDT
Hey, you...not a day goes by that I don't think of you, Kendall, Zachary and Neil...just wanted you to know that. I would give blood and platelets as often as I could, but the Red Cross has decided since I lived in Germany 18 years ago, I might have mad cow disease. Ridiculous. I used to be in the gallon club! Thanks for giving...seeing as Katie will probably be transfusion dependent for awhile, we appreciate it!
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 10:18 AM CDT
Hi Aimee, What great titles Kendall gave those hallway pictures, they made me laugh, and how incredibly brave you are and how trite that must sound but you are. Good luck with the job search. Always in my prayers, Tara
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bx., NY - Monday, August 13, 2007 10:29 AM CDT
Hi Aimee, You are an inspiration! I hope you get the job you want! Hi to Zachary. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Saturday, August 11, 2007 0:41 AM CDT
Aimee,
Thanks for signing Ry's guestbook. It's so good to hear from you. I just remembered Fritz is your dad as well as the name of Ryan's new lion Webkinz (mine, too!) Tell Zach his username is rm14701. E-mail me Zach's and I can have Henry help me set that up on the phone and in the mail. My 7 year old is more computer savvy than me. Thinking about you as always and so glad you continue to tell our stories.
Lvoe,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 10, 2007 9:27 PM CDT
I check everyday to see how things are going for you and your family, and followed Kendall's journey. It amazes me that NB families share their hopes and heartaches with all of us. I cannot describe how much it means to me to follow your journey and others. It has helped me in understanding there is true compassion in the world, and a great need of funding for these beautiful childre. It also helps me understand what a NB family (Carter) close to my heart is going through.
Thank you again for sharing your story and for the prayer requests for Carter. Hopefully, someday, this beast will be destroyed.
Heather Melvin <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 2:28 PM CDT
Sadly for me, the families fighting NB have become my family now and the stats you show are a harsh reality for me. But I cannot accept it and it has to change.
On a cheerier note Aimee, I love your Mary Poppins ability to pull more and more things (cute photos) out of your bag of tricks. (How many more photos have you got in there?) You seem to have a never ending supply!
Love to you always.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 9:11 AM CDT
Aimee,
Thank you so much for thinking of Jackie. I still can't believe that we are done with chemo.
I just love the new photos!
I look at the pictures of Zach and Kendell and all I can think to say is that they are both angels in their own ways- one still here on earth and one in heaven but both still inspiring others
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 6, 2007 11:48 PM CDT
Aimee - We have never met and I have been hesitant to write to you in fear of saying the wrong thing. I believe I learned of Kendall's story quite awhile ago from Erik's site. just want you to know that you continue to be in our prayers. We are from MN and our son Peter is Stage IV NB, currently battling at MSKCC in NYC. I just want you to know that I can't say I understand where you are but I want you to know that you are so cared for. You write so eloquently and are wonderful at expressing your feelings. I hope it is therapeutic for you. Kendall obviously was incredibly special and so is Zachary. I pray for peace for Zachary, you and your entire family. Take Care, Erika Eigner
Erika Eigner <erikae@traditionllc.com>
Brainerd, MN USA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 9:17 PM CDT
Aimee it was great that you got out to go dancing. I was happy (and very impressed with you) to read this.
You keep so busy I don't even know how you would find the time to read your guest messages, but I guess you do read them.
Well the real reason I am writing today is that I read Erik's journal today - I had to wait ALL DAY to read it, as I was at work, I was thinking of Erik all day. By the time I got to read it, you had already posted your message. What a blessing and encouragement that was to me, to hear your words. Thankyou for everything that you do.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, August 3, 2007 7:20 AM CDT
I had a great time with you guys last night. I know we are all getting a little old for the club scene in Manhattan but it really was wonderful sharing the experience (since I had never been to a club in the city). But most of all it was so great to see you smile and have a good time. I think you could have out danced all of us! I think we all for our own reasons needed a fun night out. I hope you feel we had accomplished that!
Linda Kessler <rkessle3@optonline.net>
Huntington, NY USA - Sunday, July 29, 2007 11:10 PM CDT
Dear Aimee
I am sure that Kindergarden registration must have been heart wrenching to be registering one without the other. Although I am sure that kendall will be there with zach though in spirit throughout his life, they say that a twin bond can cross the boundaries of heaven- I believe that.
Thank you so much for continuing to check on my little Princess.
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 8:12 PM CDT
Aimee,
I've been so busy I haven't had a chance to check on you guys as much. We have been very successful with the stand and have raised over 10,000! Checks are still coming in. People are very kind. I know Kendall is leaving you signs. It seems like everywhere! I think about you all often.
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 27, 2007 9:46 AM CDT
I've said it before, and thought it often - you are an amazing family. In the face of unspeakable grief you have shown such class and strength. Definitely signs from Kendally, in my opinion.
SRELM
FL - Thursday, July 26, 2007 2:54 PM CDT
Good Morning Aimee, so sorry to hear about your Aunt Glady's passing and the insensitive customer service person. I work for an Orthopaedic Company and customer service is of the utmost importance and I must say we do a great job..... In today's world it is quite unusual to find somone who truly gives good customer service. I check in with you every day to see how you and your family are doing - I can see some days are clearly better than other.....I am sure you know that Catherine and John London are planning a special dedication at Central Park in honor of the passing of their sweet Penelope. The date will be on September 8th. I live in Randolph, NJ outside of Morristown and I myself have never been to Central Park. I have contacted Mara Stiles - who lost her daughter Laura on December 22 of 2006 to neuroblastoma to see if she would like to meet and travel to Central Park also. I have also contacted a family in Rockaway, NJ - which is the town next to mine - their daughter Elise has Tay Sach disease and put the request to them also. It would really be an honor for me to meet you in person - I admire all of you women so very much...... John and Catherin will be posting more info as it becomes available and I truly hope that I will have the opportunity to meet all of you - I have read so much of your journey's that I feel that I know you already........I hope that you read this and you can email me. Hope to hear from you soon.
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, July 26, 2007 10:47 AM CDT
I should be watching the double final TV episode of "Lost" I have it on in the background) but it pretty much "lost" it's appeal to me a while ago anyway. Your journal Aimee is actually more interesting, "Lost" can wait.
Your opening story with the Customer Service officer makes me cringe because I work in Customer Service myself (ouch! is this something I too could once have done and said to a grieving parent?. You know perfectly well the lady meant no harm but she could have been more sensitive. People have no clue, and you realise this, but yes it is hurtful.
Actually I will take your advice and run for cover today.
p.s. I would like to say that it's wonderful that Zachary showed up for his class when no-one else did - imagine how his teachers would have felt if no-one had showed up?
You did good Zachary. Bravo for you.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, July 26, 2007 6:09 AM CDT
Love to you all.
Angela <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
OH - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 2:56 PM CDT
Aimee, your bird story made me smile. We have quite a few killdeer up in this area of northern Minnesota and they are quite amusing birds, themselves! A mother killdeer will act wounded, dragging a wing while running on the ground to pretend she is injured, all the while luring any prey after her. In fact, she is 'acting' and getting any enemies away from her nest. Once she feels the attacker is far enough away, she takes flight, no doubt with a chuckle and smile on her beak! :)
I somehow think that Kendall would have liked that and found it amusing. Perhaps it was a sign, in itself, Mom!
As always, I continue to pray for all four of you. Peace!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 1:21 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, I am sorry about Aunt Gladys' passing and about her rainy day funeral. I don't think there would be enough room in my chest for the grief, hurt and enormous annoyance (can I say anger?) you must have felt. Add all that to standing in a cemetery during a down pour...hmmm, not good. Aunt Gladys sounded like a fun soul.
I don't imagine too many young children know what a Piping Plover (?) is. My kids know sparrows, robins (and only because I act like a lunatic when I see the first one each spring), blue jays, and cardinals (oh, yeah,and pigeons) and they're teenagers. Oh, wait! They know canadian geese as well because I love when they fly overhead and I act like a lunatic then too. (I'm just trying to convince myself here that I've not been a terrible mother.) Well, actually, my daughter took a class this past semester in bird bio so I must give her more credit (I've got to look it up in her book) but my point is how wonderful that Kendall knew so much of God's world. You gave him so mnay gifts, Aimee, and I'm certain he will continue to use those gifts to let you know he is around. I'm glad you wrote. Good wishes, strong prayers (I hope they're strong, I hope you feel some comfort.) Tara
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 7:13 AM CDT
sorry to hear about gladys, she was always nice to us when we hung out @ neils house way back when. quick with a quip (usually with neil as the punchline) there are several gladys-isms still in use today. May she Rest in Peace. Love,
rob and linda and paigey <rkessle3@optonline.net>
- Friday, July 20, 2007 11:07 AM CDT
Aimee,
Hi. I got your message and tried calling your cell. I love your "ranting and raving". You have no idea how helpful it has been to put my own grieving into perspective. You are a role model for me as a mom and as a "griever". Sorry Neil didn't like the camp. That really stinks. Maybe there is something better out there for him (one on one). Anyway - I will try to call you tomorrow. Good night my friend and have wonderful dreams. With love, thoughts and prayers always, Cindy
Cindy <LLL3boysnme@optonline.net>
- Tuesday, July 17, 2007 10:48 PM CDT
I am sure that the bereavement camp was difficult but it sounds like you have gained some stuff from it- I hope that you will continue to see someone outside of camp.
The memory of Zach and Kendell truly touched my heart- they say there is no bond like twins- there is no doubt a part of Kendell will always live and thrive in Zach.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 17, 2007 4:00 PM CDT
Hello again Aimee, it sounds like the bereavement group was helpful to you, this is good.
I read Melissa Hartung's journal today and she sounds very down because of what she and Dylan and her family are going through. There has been no bad news and Melissa is normally courageous and upbeat, but reading other sites, she is so sad and is finding it overwhelming. Melissa is waiting for her devoted husband Tim and her other wonderful son, Cain, to arrive from Australia, in a short while now.
My heart goes out to Melissa and to you too. It is scary for me at times, to support the children (and the older ones) who are battling NB, everyday. I wish everyday for a miracle of healing for those who are suffering and fighting.
Aimee, you know what my precious friends are going through. (I visit several sites now). I know you will be praying for my friends too, as I pray for you.
To all those who are grieving for their angels, I want you to know that they have blessed our lives with their spirit and their courage and continue to inspire others to keep believing in life and to keep up the fight!
Kendall would agree with me I am sure. Kendall you were a fighter and you loved life. We will continue to fight for life and believe in a cure.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 5:28 AM CDT
It sounds like you have been pretty busy. I went to a bereavement group recently and found that it was difficult because a lot of the people lost their spouses. My daughter did get a lot out of it. I wish I would have a happy dream about Ryan. I'm sorry for that scary one you had. Just wanted you to know that I am thinking about you and your family during these difficult days. Know that I to am having them and if you ever want to talk please email me. Danielle
Danielle McCormick <djmccorm2@msn.com>
- Monday, July 16, 2007 10:37 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I am always reading your journal entries, but I don't think I've ever signed the guestbook. Anyway, just to add my two cents re: your dream...I think you were just anxious about going to the bereavement group (which I will be doing in Sept) and I think "Sue" in your dream probably represented Susan Thomas from Schneider's/LIJ. In your dream Neil wants to leave the event, so you were probably already realizing that, because he is not a "group lover", he would not get anything out of the bereavement camp. I think "Sue" was obnoxious in the dream because everything we go through is so obnoxious and she is representing a part of the grieving process.
I hope we can one day get that cup of coffee in!
Love & hugs,
Emily
Emily <erjs@optonline.net>
Plainview, NY - Sunday, July 15, 2007 10:38 PM CDT
Aimee.
I am no therapist or anything so I could be way off base but I am completely into dream interpretation as I believe your subconcious tries to process things that you are unable to when you are awake. To me, your dream sounds like you are reliving loosing him. In your waking hours you do the best you can to live without him but with he upcoming bereavement session, changes in your house with the room and stuff -the passing of Kendell is becoming more permanent that your subconcious is having a hard time (understandly) processing which is why you had the nightmare. At least that is my interpretation....I think this bereavement class is going to be very helpful to you or at least I hope so.
I could never imagine being in your shoes and I hope that my interpretation has not offended you as that is the LAST thing I intend. Your family is very dear to me and even though I never met Kendell I really cared about him as he sounds like he was just such a wonderful boy. I pray each night for God to comfort you. I wish I could do or say something that could take away your pain or somehow bring Kendell back to you. Please accept my internet {{HUG}}
How is Zach doing- emotionally?
cyndi
- Friday, July 13, 2007 7:04 PM CDT
Hi Aimee I think the reason that Kendall has been taken over by the girls is because on the soap All My Children thier is a girl named Kendall, and you know how that goes the name takes off like crazy...Hang in there you will have better dreams of Kendall and he's not lost...love you all
Cris Peebles <cpeebles@columbus.rr.com>
Pataskala, Oh usa - Thursday, July 12, 2007 6:26 AM CDT
Hi Aimee. It's been a while since I signed the guestbook. You're Land's End story was a little freaky for me. I did the exact same thing last night at supper. Yesterday we let our 3 year old watch Clifford during supper as a special treat. My husband wasn't feeling well and laying down. So, I started flipping through the Land's End catalog (like you I rarely look at it) backwards while I was eating. Eventhough I never had the opportunity to meet you or your wonderful family, I immediately thought of Kendall when I saw the lunch bags.
Funny isn't it?
We'll keep you in our prayers.
Kathleen Craig
Burton, MI - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 9:59 AM CDT
Aimee I have never attempted to do a dream interpretation online before and I am not a "dream interpreter". I may regret doing this but I am going to use my intuition in attempt to give you my own interpretation of your dream! (I feel that if you did not want us to listen and comment you would not post this info so I will comment).
Other people's interpretations may be very different - wish me luck, let's see how I go with this ...
I think that "Sue" is that part of yourself who wants Kendall to still be with you and participating in the "play" of life. I am thinking this because I remember that one morning you woke up yelling out to both of your boys to "get ready" for an outing that morning, only to realise to your shock, that only Zachary needed to "get ready" that day.
I also feel that Kendall sensed your distress over this dream and helped you to intuitively go to the catalogue where you saw his name (yet again!) and Kendall's name was on the very front page, together with the picture of the soccer ball. Coincidence? I don't think so - there have been so many "coincidences" now. It's more than just a coincidence isn't it?
My interpretion is that "Sue" is actually, you, Aimee!
So there is no reason to fear, nobody is hurting Kendall and he is not lost. You just feel that you have lost him and that he should still be here with you.
Indeed he should be here but now he is in Heaven. As you have said in your previous entry, you know that you will be reunited with him one day, and you will be, as we all will be, with our loved ones.
I sure hope I did some good with this very amateur interpretation!
I checked my favourite sites today and no-one had updated except for you - so you had my full attention.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 4:32 AM CDT
Thank you for the picture of the question mark. As always your journals are very inspirational. I wish I had as much faith as you have. As always keeping you and your family and the amazing angel Kendal close to our hearts and deep in our Prayers.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 9, 2007 6:26 PM CDT
Thanks for the photo of the question mark. The question mark in the clouds sums it up for me too. Just like the cloud forming momentarily then drifting apart, so too my thoughts will swirl, questions arise, and then dissipate in recognition that it can't be answered. Over six months out from Laura's passing from neuroblastoma, there is almost no change in how I feel but the world around me is noticeably moving on. I'm being pulled down the stream too but very reluctantly. Thanks for telling us about the signs from Kendall. Laura sends signs sometimes too. She is still a part of everything for me as Kendall is for you.
Regards,
Mara
mother of angel Laura, forever 12,
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles
Mara Stiles <ozman1@optonline.net>
Boonton Twp, NJ - Monday, July 9, 2007 6:00 PM CDT
Danielle, I just read your message, as for some reason I returned to read my message on Aimee's page, on my lap top. I was about to log off, as I am about to turn in for the night. But then I saw your message.
I just want you to know that I have not forgotten your precious baby Ryan, he is clear in my mind and in my mind he is holding arms in Heaven with Penelope and Kendall, these children who I know as my own, they speak loving messages to those who can listen and to those who they know, those who will never forget. Your baby is in loving hands, I am sure of this.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, July 9, 2007 10:40 AM CDT
I too feel guilty with Ryan's treatment. I think it's only natural to feel this guilt because we are to protect our children and when we can't , we tend to blame ourselves. I too need to keep buisy. I find night time to be the hardest time for me. I think about Ryan and the way he looked the morning he died. I don't understand why they have to suffer at all. I know Ryan is happier in heaven and he too has been sending me signs. The conference made me realize that no matter what I did for my son , he would have never survived this horrible disease. Talking with other parents was helpful and they understood what I was going through. You should go next year. It was helpful. Just taking it day by day. I enjoyed reading your journal. Keep in touch. Danielle McCormick
Danielle McCormick <djmccorm2@msn.com>
Queensbury, ny usa - Monday, July 9, 2007 8:59 AM CDT
Hi Aimee, as usual there is a lot of food for thought in your latest journal entry. You keep so busy and write so much, I can hardly keep up with you. It is comforting to me to hear that your faith gives you comfort and strength.
With every new and gorgeous photo of Kendall I feel my own heart wrench with your pain at losing this sparkling child. You cannot blame yourself Aimee, you fought like a tigress and did everything you could do. You still question if you could have done more. If you were to ask Kendall this he would say, "no Mommy you were the best in the world to me". To Kendall you were his protector and his Guardian Angel on earth and he would only wish for you to feel peace in your heart and to be happy for the beautiful times you shared and the wonderful memories that you have. I feel I am rambling on.. well you know what I mean.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, July 9, 2007 7:07 AM CDT
Aimee,
Hi! I've been so busy with the lemonade stand, letter drove, and developing an "Alex" game that will hopefully be marketed to increase kid cancer awareness I've missed some of your entries. I just wanted you to know how much I admire you, for your honesty and courage to move on, for being a great mom, for advocating for all our kids, for your wisdom, and so much more. I think about God all the time and have posed the same questions...I love the mark in the sky...a real sign...those questions will probably only be answered once we go to heaven. Until then, we must trust and know God's presence is all around us, just as you say. Ditto to what Tara said so eloquently below. PS. Did you get the box I sent? I hope so!! Knowing me, I mailed it to the wrong address. Take care, friend! I think of you guys often as I see Kendall's sweet face on my fridge numerous times a day. Also, do you have any ideas on how to honor Angel Kids at a lemonade stand? Thanks, Aimee!
Love,
Kim (www,caringbridge.com/visit/ryanmalarkey)
Kim Malarkey <kimmalrkey@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 8, 2007 7:13 AM CDT
Dear Aimee, I think the reason I have always admired your journal entries is because they are such a testiment to your respect for the truth. Your last entry was beautiful and I know now that that respect for truth is closely tied to all your life exeriences and your strength to meet them head on. It is all, of course, also closely tied to your faith. Both my parents died in 1999 after illnesses. It was a difficult year but I am not even near to suggesting that it was even close to being as difficult as what you have experienced. What I want to say is that I understand some of what you are saying about God's presense during it all. I truly view that year as a blessing in all that it taught me and all I am now able to see. My vision cleared in so many ways. There are gifts offered in adversities and my respect for you comes in how you have so humbly accepted the gifts given to you. On how you have entered a world I could not begin to imagine and have kept your vision on what is important. I believe that is why you are so able to see the signs all around you testifying to the fact that you are not alone. Kendall, as well as God, are very much near you. Thanks, once again, for sharing. Much respect and continued prayers, Tara
p.s. You are and were (just as your dad said) a wonderful mother. Kendall could not have had a better partner in his journey.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Thursday, July 5, 2007 11:54 AM CDT
Just wanted to say hi and to let you know that prayers continue. I love the haircut! Zachary is so lucky to have you and Kendall's signs are wonderful. Keep writing...please.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bx, ny - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 8:59 PM CDT
Kendall's family, like the new photos. The journal entry was exactly right. You hearing Zachary talk about kendall can be hard to hear him say he is in heaven. My Kyle was talking like that about Zachary being sick and he died. It is heartbreaking to hear it but the kids need to face it also. The fundraiser sounds very nice and can help you out. My mother in law's church had a spagetti supper for us last fall. We were against it but it was planned anyways and was a help to us. It is hard to except that people just want to help. Nice hair cut and what a great thing to do. Your Zachary looks great in the ninja outfit and having a great time. I check in on you now and then and find the journals can pick me up when the day is going bad. Stay strong,
The Hunter's
www.caringbridge.org/visit/zacharyhunter
kim hunter <widgit@earthlink.net>
middle grove, ny usa - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 6:40 PM CDT
Zachary, I hope you and your family have an extra-special 4th of July! We are so lucky to live in the USA!
Kendall, I can only imagine how beautiful and bright the fireworks will be for you this year, looking down on them, unlike those of us who are still looking up. Good Bless you, Darling Boy!
Prayer warrior from Northern Minnesota,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 9:52 AM CDT
The new photos are amazing. Zachary looks like he is really enjoying himself. Its great to see such a big and bright smile on his face. He can protect me anytime. What a true little hero. So happy that you are still able to enjoy life even when some days your so sad.
Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 0:26 AM CDT
Just dropping in to say hi. Sorry it's been such a long time since I last posted. Just wanted you to know that you all close to my heart and deep in my prayers.
Sending Love Hugs and a Million Prayers to you all and exspecially to angel Kendal.
Kendal. Keep sending mommy those little messages.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 2, 2007 6:29 PM CDT
I check Kendall's website everytime I get on my computer. I've hurt right along with you and your family and with Penelope and her family. Life just doesn't seem fair sometimes. You are an extraordinary person. You are such a loving and caring mother and person all around. I really admire and love you. God be with you always.
Betty Huggins <hugginsb660@wmconnect.com>
Sumter, SC USA - Sunday, July 1, 2007 10:01 PM CDT
Aimee
You are beautiful- the haircut looks AWESOME! Jackie refuses to let me shave my hair too :)
I am sorry that it has been awhile since I signed but this dang computer doesn't seem to let me sign guestbooks- I have to fight just to update Jackie's journal (very frustrating)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!
PS- if you do not have the password for Jackie's site then please let me know. for some reason the email that I sent to everyone did not make it to everyone
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 30, 2007 9:06 PM CDT
Love the hair style and the cause! Love the signs from your sweet Angel. Love you all!
Angela Thomas <email@ChristiThomas.com >
- Friday, June 29, 2007 11:23 AM CDT
Happy Belated Birthday Aimee! I like your new haircut; you look fantastic.
Thy Tran <tandctran@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA USA - Thursday, June 28, 2007 8:03 PM CDT
Happy birthday! Your new hairstyle is wonderful and you look fabulous!
Amy Dukeshire <amydukeshire@hotmail.com>
Canning, NS Canada - Thursday, June 28, 2007 2:08 PM CDT
I LOVE the haircut! Very nice and I'm sur will be easier to care for.
Hoping the job search will be rewarding.
Continued prayers,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, June 28, 2007 11:00 AM CDT
LOVE your hair cut!!!! It shows off your beautiful blue eyes.....Love you and your family..and belated happy birthday.....
Cris Peebles <cpeebles@columbus.rr.com>
Pataskala, Oh USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 8:23 AM CDT
Hi Aimee - I'm such a dill, last night I scrolled down the page too fast and missed the photo of you with Tiger and Zachary.
This is such a great photo and you all look gorgeous.
Also Happy Birthday to you Aimee !!!
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 10:17 PM CDT
Hi Aimee
I love your haircut!!! I never realized just how long your hair was. I think of Kendall often and check to see all of your pictures. Hope to see you soon.
Carolyn Rochel <Carpat31@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 26, 2007 10:04 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I think your haircut is beautiful but not half as beautiful as *you* are...inside and out. I'm sure your birthday was filled with mixed emotions. I'm glad you got another sign from Kendall. We think of him often...in fact, I was just talking about him today with Nancy and MaryEllen.
Thinking of you each day and wishing for moments of peace.
With love,
Donna Guarton (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 8:10 PM CDT
Aimee, WOW, what a great haircut! I always loved my long hair, but had to admit after a certain age, well.... With the shorter style, I think you can tell everyone it was your 35th birthday!!!
Hope to see you at the conference!
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfield, VA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 10:56 AM CDT
Hi Aimee, I love you're new haircut! When I first started reading you post, I thought don't tell me she's going to get rid of all that beautiful hair. When I saw the 'after', all I could do was say WOW, she looks great!
Kathleen Craig
Burton, MI - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 10:05 AM CDT
Hey, gorgeous! You look like a different person! Happy 40th. I turned 40 last year - two months after Katie relapsed. I don't even recall having a birthday - fine with me. I've never met Kendall but I miss him, too but I have to tell you - checking up on his caringbridge site to see new pictures of him and Zachary really makes my day. Thinking of you...
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 9:45 AM CDT
Aimee thankyou for sharing the photos of yourself. I am not so brave.. I think I am one of the most camera shy people in the world.. photos of me usually give me a shock!
So I really appreciate these photos of you, it is lovely to see your smile ... but even I can tell that these photos do not do you justice (despite Zachary's photography!) I have seen a couple of better photos of you and I am sure you are far more beautiful in real life.
Your children however are very photogenic! (As children are). Their beautiful spirit just jumps out at you in them.
Especially Kendall's photo at the top - what a beautiful sweetheart. Kendall is missed by all of us and yet he remains with us always.
love to you always, from Lisa
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 6:45 AM CDT
I just wanted to stop by to let you know that you are all in my thoughts. I absolutely love the rainbow pictures. They are no doubt, a sign.
Much love,
Olivia
Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Monday, June 25, 2007 5:01 PM CDT
Amy - you are so amazing to me - you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Jake has been asking for Zachary and tells me he was his best friend at school - I told him he will see him at camp soon. He is excited! See you all soon - all our love to you and your family
Debbie (Jake's Mom) <kenjake@optonline.net>
- Friday, June 22, 2007 3:51 PM CDT
Those rainbow pics are incredible!!!
Angela Thomas <Email@ChristiTHomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 11:10 AM CDT
oh, and you also need the cunning of a Fox!
I know Zachary will be correcting me if I don't get all of this right! ;)
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, June 16, 2007 7:19 AM CDT
The Wolf, the Owl and the Cheetah, a mighty Ninja makes.
So glad you explained all this Aimee. I am a big believer in animal imagery as well. This is very impressive stuff!
Also, such beautiful pictures..I have always been enchanted by rainbows, and always look for their significance.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, June 16, 2007 7:08 AM CDT
Amy--I was thinking of you today and just wanted to say hi. What beautiful pictures!
Carolyn (Kaitlyn's Mom) <Carpat31@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 14, 2007 9:14 PM CDT
Thinking of you guys today... I saw the Alex Scott Lemonade Stand video with Pat Brophy and of course your shining stars Kendall and Zachary. Brought tears to my eyes. I hope your doing good- by the way, the rainbows are amazing! I dealt with that crazy rain too leaving C.W. Post (my grad school class) it was so weird! Have a good weekend!
:) Erin
erin <lilfishie98@aol.com>
babylon, ny usa - Thursday, June 14, 2007 8:22 PM CDT
Aimee,
Count me in on the lemonade stand, come September our schedules will finally be our own as Jax is almost done -one month left.
I got Famous Footwear to donate to them too :)
I can't believe 2 months have gone by...sending hugs your way. Email me the stand details and I will put it in my book.
cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 13, 2007 11:10 PM CDT
Just wanted to say how handsom Zachary looks in his Gi. I love reading your updates. Thankyou so much for sharing your life. It makes me appreciate mine alot more.
Always in my thoughts,
Kylie.
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 10:20 PM CDT
I know you know this, but it bears repeating: You are so strong and such a great mother. Both boys are blessed to have you! And you do still have 2 children, BTW! You always will. Your family is always in my prayers and never far from my thoughts........
Kathy www.caringbridge.org/visit/julianesbitt
Kathy Nesbitt <Lvr3kids@aol.com>
Wesely Chapel, NC - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 9:11 AM CDT
Wow has it been this long since I last signed soooooory. I have been up to my eyes in work. Well it sounds like you all have been busy as well.
As always keeping you all close to my Heart and deep in my Prayers. Also sending Love Hugs and a Million Prayers to the amazing Angel Kendall.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 11, 2007 6:26 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I love your updates. You do so much I can barely keep up with you! The phone bank was simply amazing. I saw you and Kendall on a clip before I read your post. It was soooo cool! I think we should do something to get Alex's Lemonade Telethon on a national level. That would be awesome for raising funds and awareness. So glad Zachary is enoying his Ninja training. I have some dollar store Ninja guys to send hom. And the memory box sounds so special. I think of you guys often!
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 10, 2007 9:03 PM CDT
Hey Aimee, Zachary and Kendall
Guess what I have seen you in the Pat Brophy interview - you are near the beginning and I saw you!
All 3 of you! I wished you had been in it a bit longer
but it was cool anyway. :-)
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, June 9, 2007 9:42 AM CDT
Dear Aimee,
I am so glad that Zachary enjoys the program you have him in (with the dojo - I forget the name). He is so attentive! Thank you for the updates. As I've said before, you write well. I feel as if I am listening to the earth speak when I read your entries. (A strange analogy, I know, but none-the-less the one that comes to mind, immediately followed by images of my kids-teenagers-asking that I not be allowed to speak, but there you have it. You share much in your details.) It will be wonderful for Zachary to be able to sort through these memories, I'd imagine, in years to come. The figures from Alex's Lemonade Stand are mind bogeling and all started from the sweet optimism of one little girl. Amazing. Lots of prayers, Tara
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Saturday, June 9, 2007 8:17 AM CDT
I came across Kendall's name on the Penelope London site. I am sad to hear of the loss of your son. He was a heroic child too. I will say a prayer for him and your family tonight.
Olivia Mussett <olivemuss@yahoo.com>
Sand Lake, NY - Friday, June 8, 2007 11:57 AM CDT
Thank you so much for sharing the link to the Pat Brohpy interview. I did not know that she too had cancer. We are keeping you are your family close.
Steph
Dallas, TX - Thursday, June 7, 2007 11:17 PM CDT
SENDING YOU LOTS OF HUGS AND PRAYERS FROM PENNSYLVANIA.
sandy crisco-- carters friend <scrisco@southbridgeems.com>
oakdale, pa - Thursday, June 7, 2007 8:49 PM CDT
Hi Aimee, again I have been reading your journal, I take time out to read it because you always make so much sense to me. I have not mentioned this before but I am a total believer in the signs that you feel and see. As I see it, Kendall has opened your third eye - your psychic eye - and I do believe you have developed paranormal perception and that so has Zachary.
Why you would feel you need counselling is a complete surprise to me, but other writers seem to feel that it is a helpful thing to do and I am sure they have much more wisdom and experience about these matters than me. There must be something helpful in it, that can give you additional coping tools and psychological support, otherwise people would not suggest it.
I pictured Kendall's fingerprints in the play dough and I think we could all imagine how that would have felt for you ... like his hands were there before you. It was a little sad for me to read .. but yes it is lovely that these things, these memories, were given to you to keep.
On a happier note I am proud for Zachary that he has earned his Ninja uniform. Well done Zac! Also I am touched that Zachary feels his brother so close by him.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, June 7, 2007 8:44 AM CDT
Hope Zachary had a wonderful graduation. We think of you all often.
Thy Tran <tandctran@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA USA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 10:04 PM CDT
Saw this on another site...thought this might bring you some comfort Aimee and Neil.....
WHEN GOD CALLS LITTLE CHILDREN
When God calls little children to dwell with Him above, we mortals sometimes question the wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with the death of one small child, who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to His fold, so He picks a little rosebud before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them, so He takes but a few to make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult still, somehow we must try, the saddest word mankind knows will always be "goodbye".
So when a little child departs, we who are left behind must realize God loves children...Angels are hard to find.
Lorri <lorri0312@aol.com>
Mishawaka, IN - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 9:54 PM CDT
Dear Aimee,
This is my first time to your precious son Kendall's site. I'm just so sorry to read he is not with you here.
I love what you shared by Max Lucado. It's SO TRUE! I've read that before. Yes, Kendall is having the time of his life, pain free, and sitting, playing and just enjoying being with his maker.
He's whole, He's FREE! And we have the promise we will see him again. Looking forward to that special day!
Keep holding on to HOPE,
Susan
Jordan <Susan2956@yahoo.com>
Baton Rouge, LA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 7:46 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, I check on you often but often feel at a loss as to what to say. I write something, read it, thank God for the delete button and try again. I want to tell you how much I admire you for the wisdom you have so painfully gained and for your ability to share Truths with us in the details of the life you are trying to put together after Kendall's passing (especially for Zachary). But it always sounds lame because what do I know? I pray for you and your family everyday, for your ability to keep putting one foot in front of the other, for strength, for graces, for continued beautiful signs of your angel's presence, and for the time and perhaps comfort of good cries. Forgive me if I write nonsense because I really cannot begin to understand. With you in prayer, Tara
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bronx, ny - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 7:21 PM CDT
Hi Aimee, Neil and Zach,
I haven't posted for sometime, but I view the page regularly. All of you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I know this is a rough time, but you are handling it with such great strength and dignity. Please take care of yourselves and each other.
Let me know if there is ANYTHING that you need!
Janet Butts <js_butts@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA USA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 7:42 AM CDT
Hey Aimee,
Just read your recent post. I wanted to let you know I'm always thinking about you. I have Kendall's handsome photo on my fridge! I wanted to type a Bible verse or something nice or "wise" to make you feel better but instead you did that for me. I copied down Max's words in my prayer journal I liked them so much! I have to take Ryan to the hospital soon for a whole night's worht of vomit and diarhea so have to run to put Emla on his port to get to WCA by 8am. Been up since 3am, but feel pretty good, wish us luck! God Bless!
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 6, 2007 6:03 AM CDT
Aimee,
I will definitely view the telethon here at CHOP (giving that Jackie let me...LOL). Kristina tried to get a lemonade stand going but it was too late for this school year. However, we will most likely do one at the end of August and then she still wants to get the NJHS to do one with her at school. I loved seeing the pictures from Dutch Wonderland - I was considering doing the combo with the kids this summer for Dutch and Hershey but I don't know...we are going to Camp Sunshine though (yes, I caved..LOL)
I was so happy to read that you are all going for counseling...I would think that this would be very hard to go through alone even with the loving and support that you all have in each other.
I am hoping for us to be home in August and would love to arrange a play date between Zach and Jackie...maybe we can arrange for other Morgan Center kids too- like a BBQ at Eisenhower or something, all families bring for their own and the kids all have a great time before starting school....just an idea.
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 5, 2007 9:21 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I just wanted you to know that we are still thinking of you here in Chattanooga. I hope you are doing as well as you can. remember to give yourself time, there are no rules, except that you have to grieve in what ever way feels right at the time. Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you tonight. Please email if you ever need a friend.
Love and prayers,
Wendy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/emilyransom
Wendy Ransom <wran367@comcast.net>
Hixson, TN United States - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 8:13 PM CDT
Aimee, I continue to pray for Kendall and each of you on a daily basis. I hope you can feel everyone 'out here' that are still holding you guys up in prayer.
Thinking of you,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 9:20 AM CDT
Aimee,
It wa nice to be together with The Morgan Center Alumni. I was happy to see how good you looked in spite of you constant sadness. But true to the good mother you are, Zachary will not be cheated.
While the kids are at camp we can go out for lunch with Melissa and MaryEllen...but no Margarita's during the day!
Love you and thinking of you,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, June 3, 2007 8:20 PM CDT
Thinking about you...as I do every day.
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Friday, June 1, 2007 9:28 PM CDT
Hi Aimee, I'm glad things are going as well as they can and that you are keeping busy. I saw a boy who looked like Kendall at baseball and I was thinking of your Angel and his brother. I'm glad that Zachary will be able to go to camp and be busy too. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Thursday, May 31, 2007 11:07 PM CDT
Thanks for your donation in Ryan's memory. You are a very selfless person. Your son was beautiful. How is your son Zachary doing? Thanks for your advice. Our son's are together playing and I'm sure Ryan is looking up to Zachary like he use to do with older boys. God Bless and please continue to keep in touch. Danielle McCormick
Danielle McCormick <djmccorm2@msn.com>
- Wednesday, May 30, 2007 5:54 PM CDT
I am thinking of and praying for you all.
Much love,
Olivia
Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Wednesday, May 30, 2007 3:46 PM CDT
Gorgeous photo of the 2 year old boys in their new wagon. Kendall is sparkling and his eyes are mesmerising.
It is a beautiful image to remember him by.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, May 30, 2007 5:52 AM CDT
Aimee,
I hope that you had a nice weekend surrounded with family, laughter and sunshine. I pray everyday that God heals your heart and makes this day a little easier on you. I know that Zachary misses his brother- I just want you to know that when we come back to NY we can make a play date and Zachary can tell Jackie ALL about Kendall.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 29, 2007 11:25 PM CDT
Aww, what a sweet photo of the boys! How poignant, just shortly before diagnosis...a time of innocence. Is Kendall on the left? So cute, they're dressed the same. I hope Zachary is hanging in there, it must be so hard for him. He must miss his brother so. Their bond will never be broken!
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Tuesday, May 29, 2007 9:32 AM CDT
Keeping all of you in my thoughts!
Tanja <t_wagener@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 29, 2007 8:15 AM CDT
Hi Aimee!
Ryan and Herny LOVED the package of toys. They joined up the 2 Matchbox mini-sets and are having a blast. They are just now finishing up watching THE WILD for the third time! THANKS!!!We are going to test a card game I'm developing for Alex's Lemonade Stand called Alex's Lemonade Game- already talked to Liz about it and she sounds excited - it will hopefully be sold all over- internet, Wal-Mart, who knows? -it will give pediatric cancer facts, tell Alex's story, raise funds, and encourage folks to hold their own stand. Gotta run...my thoughts and prayers are with you always! PS. Henry loves yellow too. Zachary and Kendall look so sweet in your most recent photo!
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 27, 2007 6:52 PM CDT
Dear Aimee,
I am sorry so sorry. Kendall very cute boy.
I am sure he will be missed by so many people around the world.
I hope and pray comfort to your family.
Love,
Yasmin Ekim-H. <hammouda@kotiposti.net>
Finland - Sunday, May 27, 2007 3:55 PM CDT
There is no doubt in my mind that your little angel is with you daily, watching you from heaven making sure that you are all alright. I pray that you have a peaceful Memorial Day
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 27, 2007 2:18 PM CDT
Mr & Mrs Jackson, My heart goes out to you & your loving family. I'm writing to you because I found a letter that was written by your friend Rob Kessler. I know Rob from my days working at Auto Barn. He wrote this story about a wonderful young boy who was stricken with a horrible disease. As I was reading the letter through my tears, it brought me back to Jan 18, 2004, when my son Mike was diagnosed with ALS, a form of leukemia. He was 18. I guess we know the initial feeling when a doctor comes over to you & tells you, your son has cancer. Well, we were lucky, Mike is in full remission, & trying to live a normal life, going to college, working. Mr & Mrs Jackson, All my love & strength goes out to you & your loving family, It's hard to say, but it gets a little better with each passing day, & Kendall knows how much his family loves him still. Stay strong Eric
Eric Cohen <woomistr@optonline.net>
Manalapan, NJ USA - Sunday, May 27, 2007 1:24 AM CDT
HI Aimee, I have been reading some of your entries and they sound too framiliar. I too enjoyed having my twins(although they were alot of work). Now when Kyle is off at preschool and the house is empty I then miss my Zachary sooo much.(he also went to heaven 4/11/07) Cleaning can be good but also brings up so many memories. I have started several scrapbooks, one is just of Zachary and I cry each time I work on it. We were fortunate to have Zachary's headstone done almost emidately and I sit and talk to him all the time. I see your boys looked so much alike, my boys looked like night and day. It is so hard to accept what was always two is now only one. Even the clothes, now Kyle has too many clothes and of course I can't just keep everything. Yet I can remember what he did in this or that or what was his favorite. Kyle has also told me Zachary is in the kitchen (like he is playing with him)and then just today he told me Zachary went to the hospital and died. My boys are a little younger than yours(Kyle will be 4 in July), my worse fear is that Kyle won't remember his twin. And will he always feel as though a part of him is missing. I don't know if there is such a twin bond or would it be just like losing any sibling? I am rambling, but just wanted to say hang in there. I liked the lemonaid stand too.
The Hunter's
www.caringbridge.org/visit/zacharyhunter
kim hunter <widgit@earthlink.net>
middle grove, NY USA - Saturday, May 26, 2007 9:40 PM CDT
Aimee,
I am sending you a big cyber hug! I can't even fathom how difficult daily life must be for you and Neil. Please know so many people pray for your family everyday.
Any luck on seeing you Friday for a Margarita and fajita with the ladies?
Love,
Michele
Michele Miranda <mssym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Thursday, May 24, 2007 7:39 PM CDT
Hi..I'm a friend of Carter Finger and have been following several of his friends, I'm sure you know that Penelope has joined Kendall in Heaven and soon will Carter, only God knows when, these children are so brave and loved by all of us, you're in our prayers always.
Darlene Yee <jondar202@netzero.com>
Carnegie, PA USA - Thursday, May 24, 2007 12:45 AM CDT
Aimee,
Just stopping by to see how you and your family are doing. I think of you often. Please don't ever give up on the fight against ACS. If you need some help let me know. Always up for a good fight.
Love to you all,
Jamie Eager <cjmssb@ptd.net>
Ephrata, PA USA - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 3:38 PM CDT
Stopping by to see how you are doing. Thinking of you and your family often and sending prayers for continued strength and courage for you. Love ya and hugs.
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Wednesday, May 23, 2007 1:10 PM CDT
Dear Aimee -
Just checking in wanted to let you know that I think of you often - and your sweet Kendall.
As long as I am here I though I would ask that you not get off your soap box - ever. That is, unless you can find a more articulate and accurate person to hop in your place.
We all do a little bit - but you do more than most of us, Aimee. And you always do it from deep deep down. Stay up there, please!
With love and prayers,
Colleen K.
Colleen Kashino
- Tuesday, May 22, 2007 11:23 PM CDT
Ummmm....Hmmm....Hey Aimeeeee! We would post some Disney photos but would you believe my hubby left his camera in the limo, which is an hour and a half away in Buffalo...hoping will get it back this weekend. Thanks for signing Ry's guestbook...love YOUR photos of Kendall and Zachary with underwear on their heads!!!!...I know I can't top those so why try? Ummmm... Bye for now!
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 22, 2007 8:39 PM CDT
Ummmm....Hmmm....Hey Aimeeeee! We would post some Disney photos but would you believe my hubby left his camera in the limo, which is an hour and a half away in Buffalo...hoping will get it back this weekend. Thanks for signing Ry's guestbook...love YOUR photos of Kendall and Jackson with underwear on their heads!!!!...I know I can't top those so why try? Ummmm... Bye for now!
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 22, 2007 8:38 PM CDT
Aimee,
Hello from Jamestown. You seem much closer as your stories of Kendall and Zachary are so special... I am glad you are recording them because if you are like me, I have to write everything down to remember. Life goes so fast. Cancer has taught me to slow down and savor the moments. In fact, I missed some of your entries and just today had a chance to catch up. Happy Belated Birthday to Zachary and Kendall. Mother's day to you, too. Bittersweet holidays for too many moms. Congrats on your lemonade stand too. You do so much for fighting for kids with cancer. We thank you! Kendall is proud!
Your friend,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 22, 2007 1:13 PM CDT
I totally agree with Cyndi's comments that we need to look after Mother Earth as well so that all living creatures, particularly our vulnerable babies, young children and endangered animals can have a safe environment to nurture and sustain them.
There is much to do and I pray that the human race pulls together on this and saves us and our beautiful mother planet, Earth, from all this devastation and suffering.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, May 21, 2007 5:30 AM CDT
Aimee
Can you please email me the information on setting up the lemonaide stand? I googled to no avail.
thanks in advance
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 20, 2007 2:53 PM CDT
Aimee,
Thank you so much for coming to the bone marrow drive. I wish that I could have been there. I joined myself two months ago. Although I do see your point with the ACS I look at it as many of our children will (sadly) develop an adult cancer as a result of the chemo they are currently taking and I have lost adults to cancer. Therefore, I fully support pediatric research foremost but also support the ACS for that reason. My daughter Heather did a really big fundraiser for St. Jude's through Cold Stone Creamery back in 2006 - we definitely need to do more. I am also going to look into hosting a lemonaide stand myself over the summer- I never knew about it until you and now here at CHOP. I am also trying to get our environment cleaned up so that hopefully childhood cancers will be minimized- one day at a time- right?
You continue to inspire, encourage and are such a role model to so many- I wish that there was something I could do for you.
I am so sad to hear that yet another child was lost...
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 20, 2007 2:48 PM CDT
I was pretty surprised at the amount of money that goes to Pediatric Cancer, that doesn't make any sense, what are these people thinking? Yesterday we had someone call our house asking for a donation for breast cancer research, I politely told her I only donate to organizations that focus on a cure for pediatric cancers. She happend to call about five minutes after I read the update on Penelope. Hang in there.
Sondra
- Sunday, May 20, 2007 12:57 AM CDT
Aimee, I read of Penelope's passing on your journal, not from hers. Your words and the photo you posted, somehow softened the blow. I did write a little message for her and mentioned the photo you posted, I'm sure you won't mind.
Thanks also for all your info in today's post - I did read it all and the link too, about how the funds are allocated. As you can imagine, I very much want more support for pediatric research.
I also appreciated Kylie's comments to you and Zachary.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, May 19, 2007 9:41 PM CDT
I think it is beautiful that Zachary is so proud of his brother and loves him so much that he wants to tell everyone about him. If other people have an issue with it well thats their problem. Zachary shouldnt be expected to just stop talking about Kendall just because it makes some adult uncomfortable.
I love hearing the storys that you tell of both your boys and would be so dispointed if you stopped.
I hope as time goes by your pain eases.
Regards Kylie.
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Saturday, May 19, 2007 7:14 AM CDT
You know sometimes I write on people's guestbooks with love in my heart and every good intention and soon after I am thinking "Dear Lord, I wish I could take that back, how is this going to sound to people?". Yet I continue to write as I feel, (although I caution myself now: "For goodness sakes, be careful and don't upset anybody"). Now Aimee you are telling me that Zachary spills it out like it is and mothers who don't understand the situation feel upset. I realise this is uncomfortable for them.
Well Aimee and Zachary, at least we are here for you, and we feel for you - even the children in the park seem to try to understand.
As adults we often lose that ability to be intutitive and empathetic. I try to hold on to that childlike abilility to keep my mind open and not to shut off as adults so often do. Your Kendall and your Zachary help me to keep my mind and my heart open. You and your children are a blessing to me.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, May 18, 2007 11:15 AM CDT
Hi Aimee, The park encounters must be so difficult. It must be good for Zachary but for you it must be...I don't know..."painful" seems lame. You must feel like you're walking in a dense forest following a very thin path...I have no idea and can only imagine...to which I am sure you are thinking - "You can't begin to..." Keep moving forward. You continue in my prayers. I pray that the path is kind to you, that the sun breaks through the trees, that when you stumble there are many arms to lift you up. I am sure there are but I pray you feel their support through the numbness. Thinking of you...Tara
(PARK MOTHERS - it's such a great label, isn't it? It immediately conjures up so many images both positive and so very not...it sounds like it should follow Desperate Housewives on TV.)
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Friday, May 18, 2007 9:34 AM CDT
I'm so glad your lemonade stand, and the entire event, was such a success. Everyone loves your family and your handsome Angel! The pictures are great - thank you for sharing!
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 17, 2007 8:47 AM CDT
Dear Aimee,
I am so happy to hear that the lemonaid stand was a success. Jackie made a tile that will be displayed at one of the local stands here.
You seem like you keep pushing yourself to be strong for everyone else...I hope that someone is being strong for you.
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 15, 2007 9:50 PM CDT
Aimee and family
I feel that Kendall is very proud of you. I know nothing I can say will heal you completely, you will find the healing within yourselves, in your own time.
Kendall would love be doing the Nunjitsu, he would love to be with you at the Lemonade stand, and also he loves the children playing by his graveside. Kendall IS there with you, but more than anything he loves to see you happy and caring for him as you always did. Good luck to the little frog!
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, May 15, 2007 6:13 AM CDT
Hey Aimee, I'm so happy that things went well. I had been looking at the tents too and I think I saw one like that. I'm glad you made it through the day and that the fundraiser went well. God Bless You! Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape cod, Ma - Monday, May 14, 2007 11:44 PM CDT
We had a great time at the fundraiser. It made me feel hopeful that despite all that has happened recently, with so many families loosing children to that horrible disease that there is hope to find a cure, with so many people willing to help make that possible. The people in your church are amazing and I can see why you have become such a big part of that community. I hope you had a wonderful Mother's Day with Zachary and Neil. We were thinking of you. I'm sure Zachary tried to make you make smile often. He is a wonderful kid.
Linda Kessler <rkessle3@optonline.net>
Huntington, NY USA - Monday, May 14, 2007 9:16 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I was so glad to read of how successful the fundraiser was! It truly was a beautiful day and it looks like a lot of fun was had by all.
I can't imagine how difficult it was this Mother's Day to both celebrate and mourn at the same time...two very intense emotions on the opposite ends of the spectrum. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Please remember to take care of yourself.
With love and hugs,
Donna (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Monday, May 14, 2007 8:22 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil and Zach,
Thank you for allowing me the honor of organizing the "Family Fair". I consider myself lucky to know your family and be allowed to share in Kendall's memory. I cannot wait to do it again!!!! Love and thoughts always!
Cindy Merkler <LLL3boysnme@optonline.net>
Selden, NY USA - Monday, May 14, 2007 4:00 PM CDT
HELLO AIMEE
THIS IS STEPHANIE THE BILLER I MISS SEEING YOU GUYS I AM SO SORRY TO HERE ABOUT MY BUDDY KENDALL..TELL LITTLE ZACHARY I SAID HELLO. IT SOUNDED LIKE YOU HAD A GOOD MOTHERS DAY I AM HAPPY TO HEAR THAT. WELL HOPE TO TALK TO YOU SOON.
STEPHANIE <LIPZSEVEN@AOL.COM>
PORT JEFFERSON STATION, NY USA - Monday, May 14, 2007 2:50 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
We had a great time at GKTW and Disney. Thanks for all the helpful advice. I know you must miss Kendall deeply and I pray God's peace and strength and Kendall's everlasting love helps you to find joy in each day. Happy Mother's Day to an awesome mom!
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 13, 2007 9:38 PM CDT
Dear Aimee,
Happy Mother's Day to a very special mom!
I am sure this was an exceptionally hard day, but I hope there was some smiles there too.
Thinking of you,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, May 13, 2007 7:37 PM CDT
Happy Mother's day, Aimee. I pray your day was filled with the love of all who are close to you and with a measure of peace. From here to you...lots of thoughts and prayers
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Sunday, May 13, 2007 7:31 PM CDT
Happy Mother's Day, Aimee!
I'm thinking of you today, and hope today is a good day...
Love and prayers,
Dawn Runde www.jamesrunde.com <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Sunday, May 13, 2007 3:42 PM CDT
Aimee
I just wanted to wish you a very Happy Mother's Day.
There is another little girl, Ruth, who appears to be winning her fight against NB.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/ruthmersburgh
I know that children, like Ruth, will be saved due to your determination to raise awareness and for supporting such things like Alex's lemonaide stand. I thought today you would want to know that your efforts are paying off- you are making a difference for tomorrow's children....have the very Happies Mother's Day- God Bless you.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 13, 2007 12:03 AM CDT
I just wanted to wish you a happy Mother's Day. I am sure it will be a little bittersweet today. You derserve a wonderful day!
Take care,
MariClair Schneider
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacksonschneider
MariClair Schneider
- Sunday, May 13, 2007 9:50 AM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I am thinking of you today, on Mothers Day and hoping you are enjoying some memories and making some new ones. Best wishes for a peaceful mothers day -- you are an incredible mom!
With love,
Liz
Liz Scott <liz@alexslemonade.com>
Wynnewood, PA - Sunday, May 13, 2007 7:27 AM CDT
Hello Kendal's family, I had seen your name mentioned on several sites and thought I would check your site. It seems as though we have several things in common. One we have twin boys, two we both have had one twin boy pass away on April 11,2007. And we also have the name Zachary in common. My son who passed away was named Zac and Kendal's twin is also named Zachary. I am terribly sorry for your loss. It seems we have all been going through alot of emotions lately. I am a friend of Ryan Mccormick's and he just recently passed away also. It is tough for all of us to be mom's at this time(especially with mother's day) and hope that you and your family is doing ok. Please except our condolonces on your tremedous loss.
The Hunter's
www.caringbridge.org/visit/zacharyhunter
kim hunter <widgit@earthlink.net>
middle grove, ny usa - Saturday, May 12, 2007 8:43 PM CDT
This is brilliant news that Zachary loves his "Nunjitsu" classes. Great to hear. I did "Zen Do Kai" for a couple of years (started it when I was 35!). I didn't persevere with it because I wasn't that good at it but Zachary with his youth, seems to haven taken to it like a duck to water.
I also enjoyed the boys' birthday greeting from Kylie - very bright and colorful! Certainly got my attention.
I am very sad at the last part of the news: Bryan passed over. I didn't know him before but I seen his site now. Bryan's mother says it was a peaceful passing and not painful, so that's a mercy. I guess by now Bryan has met up with many of the other nb warriors up there and is being well looked after.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, May 11, 2007 10:48 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
Just checking in, and once again, in awe of you! You are one amazing woman, Kendall and Zachary could not wish for a better mom! I am sure Kendall will be sending you his love from above with a special message this Sunday. Give Zachary a big hug for me. Much love,
Ronit <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
Ceasaria, Israel - Friday, May 11, 2007 3:16 PM CDT
Wishing you comfort on Mother's Day.
DeAnn, Angel Darren's mom
www.caringbridge.org/ok/darren
DeAnn Elliott <deann_elliott@Hotmail.com>
Clinton, ok - Friday, May 11, 2007 12:15 AM CDT
Aimee, your update was beautiful beyond words. How blessed Kendall was (is) to have you as a mom. How blessed Zachary is to continue the journey with you. God bless.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Wednesday, May 9, 2007 7:49 PM CDT
Aimee,
I was just checking in on you and your family. I read your update and cried and laughed. I think of you often.
Jamie Eager <cjmssb@ptd.net>
Ephrata, pa USA - Wednesday, May 9, 2007 3:21 PM CDT
Aimee,
I was just checking in on you and your family. I read your update and cried and laughed. I think of you often.
Jamie Eager <cjmssb@ptd.net>
Ephrata, pa USA - Wednesday, May 9, 2007 3:19 PM CDT
Aimee,
What a beautiful, heartfelt update. Thank you so much for sharing it with us. I continue to think and pray for you all each day. It is a long journey...but occasionally, there are surprises like that teddy bear that will put a smile on your face.
I hope we can get together soon.
With much love,
Donna (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Wednesday, May 9, 2007 1:09 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Zachary and Kendall! I so wish that we could have been at Zachary's party at the Morgan Center. Is this his last year there? Jackie has one more year before she starts Kindergarden.
I know that voice on the bear was Kendall's way of telling you that he is OK- he is in heaven; he is at peace.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 8, 2007 9:57 PM CDT
Aimee,
I am so touched by all of your updates. What a difficult day, I am glad you were surrounded by friends that love you so.
Zachary,
Happy birthday, to a real life hero!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY usa - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 9:48 PM CDT
Aimee,
So heartfelt and beautiful. We all feel your grief, and cry with you. You and Kendall had an amazing life together. Although these days, especially their birthday, is so hard to get through, Kendall is smiling down from Heaven, so happy that you are his mommy. May those sweet, sweet memories continue to be a comfort. God Bless.
Love,
Diane
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 8:18 PM CDT
You're an amazing mom.
Sondra <srelm@aol.com>
Katy, tx - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 3:45 PM CDT
Amiee - I've been thinking you and your family yesterday and hoping that Zachary had a wonderful day despite missing Kendall. May is a very special month for perfect little boys. Mine will be 3 in 2 weeks.
I hope ^^Kendall^^ and Zachary had very special days.
You're in our prayers.
Kathleen Craig
Burton, MI - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 12:06 AM CDT
It is ironic that you deleted the voice recording. Shortly after my son died I realized he had used the voice recorder in my car just to joke around and be silly. I listened to it several times and then the battery went dead on my car one day and deleted the message. I think he didn't want me to dwell on it and be sad and he had something to do with it disappearing. I hate to admit that I now use his cell phone (he was almost 16 when he died) and I STILL have his voice on the voice mail. People are somtimes speechless when they call me and hear his voice answer. I have been thinking it is time to change it (he died in July of 05) but I just can't bring myself. Every once in awhile I call it just to hear him talk!!
Glad you seem to be doing as well as you are. With time it gets easier, it just never goes away.
Hugs,
DeAnn, Angel Darren's mom
www.caringbridge.org/ok/darren
DeAnn Elliott <deann_elliott@hotmail.com>
Clinton, ok - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 11:29 AM CDT
Aimee, I'm so glad you have continued posting. And May birthdays are the best. Happy Birthday Kendall and Zachary! My birthday is on the 23rd, Katie's is on the 25th, and my mom's is the 27th. When I was reading about your conversation with Kendall, I just felt like Kendall was telling you that he was so glad he had you for a mom, Neil for a dad, and Zachary for a brother - plus the rest of the people who loved him. Thinking of you always...
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 9:42 AM CDT
Your story reminded me of a time when I accidentally threw out a tape recording of someone I loved very dearly and who had left my life (my first boyfriend). It was a tape of his recollections of his travels. He had made for his mother. When she passed over he retrieved it from her belongings. I came upon it by accident after we broke up. When I had to move house unexpectedly, I tossed things out that I thought I didn't need anymore - I didnt realise that tape was amongst them. I was completely devastated and didn't get over it for many years. I still wish I hadn't lost it.
But the pain of the loss did get less over time. Because I told myself to imprint it in my memory where it would never get lost and could never be erased. So I keep the memory of that beautiful voice, it is not lost, it is with me.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 5:57 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Zachary and Kendall!
What you said to Kendall brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for sharing.
Thy Tran <tandctran@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA USA - Monday, May 7, 2007 11:30 PM CDT
Happy Birthday, Zachary and Angel Kendall!
We are thinking of you all, today and always!
With love and prayers,
Dawn Runde, mom to James www.jamesrunde.com <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Monday, May 7, 2007 10:16 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Kendall and Zachary! I'm sure that my Alex is helping Kendall to celebrate in grand style in Heaven. My thoughts and prayers are with daily. Please feel free to get in touch with me. I'm here if you need to talk.
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to YOu
Happy Birthday Dear Kendall and Zachary
Happy Birthday to you!
Love
Gretchen and Neil Lonero
Gretchen Lonero ~Mommy to Angel Alex and Neil~ <loneroga@upmc.edu and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
Irwin, PA USA - Monday, May 7, 2007 3:57 PM CDT
Oh! I didn't even realise it was Kendall and Zachary's birthday. I was about to turn in for the night and turn off my laptop and why did I hear a little voice whisper please check my website? I always listen for Kendall when I write to you. Happy Birthday you gorgeous boys.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, May 7, 2007 8:24 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Kendall and Zachary!
I can not even imagine how hard today is going to be for all of you. Remember Kendall is with you, just in a different form. Look for the signs! I am sending extra big hugs today. Love you guys, Kathy
Kathy <kfl0506@optonline.net>
farmingville, ny usa - Monday, May 7, 2007 7:11 AM CDT
Wishing you both a Happy Birthday.
Zachary I hope that you have a wonderful day with lots of presents and love.
Thinking fo you.
With love,
Kylie.
kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Monday, May 7, 2007 5:11 AM CDT
Hi Aimee,
Like you I am living in the swells of thought over loss of my child to neuroblastoma, my daughter Laura having passed away in December. Sometimes i think that some people wonder why I am not still crumpled on the floor in grief and other are thinking it is high time I get over it. the whole vast range of human response-I think I have seen it! Anyway I've taken some comfort of late in thinking of her 'riding along with me" perhaps I always thought that way but now it is feeling a little happier it feels like she is enjoying the beautiful flowering trees right with me! I always think of you and hope your days are rich with treasured memories of Kendall and comfort to go forward into the future. Mara
mother of Laura
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles
Mara Stiles
Boonton Township, NJ - Friday, May 4, 2007 7:34 PM CDT
Hi Aimee
I hope you continue to hold it together. I know you will.
I have great love and admiration for you. Please don't let yourself go and wallow in junk food. If you eat a high protein healthy diet with plenty of vege's and a little fruit you will be feeling better soon just from the improvement in your health and beauty. You are beautiful person and I would very much like you to stay that way!
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, May 4, 2007 7:39 AM CDT
Aimee,
I could not imagine the hole you must have in your heart. Please know that I am here= feel free to email me at any time or if you want a live voice you can also call me at the hospital 215-590-1000 room 3C05
Is there something at one of the cancer sibling groups that offer grief counseling for Zach (like the place in Hewlett)? Is there any family grief groups you can go to?
Sending {{HUGS}}
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 4, 2007 3:59 AM CDT
Dear Aimee, read your journal entry today and it seems to me you might be experienceing some depression - which is certainly natural. You have to deal not only with your feelings but that of Zacharay's and your husband's - that is quite a burden.......You can't do it all by yourself - I think that a grief network of mom's and dad's that have gone thru similiar situations would be of great help to you. You and others that have gone down this horrible road can relate feelings and ups and downs like no others can...... What has not surprised me is that all of the journal's I have come across and have followed - no men have entered their feelings with the exception of John London.......Penelope's father. I hope I don't get all of the father's out there upset at me - but this is how I see it. My cousin's little girl of three years old died some 10 years ago due to a "tragic accidental drowning" in a creek that was swollen because of rains the previous day - she slipped out of the house without my Cousin noticing and unfortunately drowned. This terrible event could have torn their marriage to pieces - but instead they stayed together and the good Lord blessed them with a baby boy the very next year. I will never forget saying to them at the Cemetary - do not let this tradegy tear you apart.......I admire you so much Aimee - but we all need a little help now and then just seek it out.......We all want the very best for you and your family.......GOD BLESS
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, May 3, 2007 3:09 PM CDT
Aimee,
Thinking of you, Neil, Zachary and Kendall. Our prayers continue for you and for Aunt Gladys, too.
Diane Pawelski
Lake View, NY - Thursday, May 3, 2007 11:03 AM CDT
Aimee,
Your Aunt is in my prayers...scary to think that a UTI can do that! I pray everyday for God to give you comfort. I wish I had a magic wand....
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 3, 2007 0:43 AM CDT
AIMEE THE PICTURES ARE GREAT. YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE THESE FUN MEMORIES OF THE BOYS PLAYING TOGETHER.
JUTTA FORKEL TANNERS GILBERTS GRAMMA <HAPPYMOM@NYCAP.RR.COM>
ALBANY, NY - Wednesday, May 2, 2007 10:14 PM CDT
Penelope's site is www.caringbridge.org/ny/penelope/
Carter's site is www.carterfinger.com
If anyone would like to check out their beautiful faces and sign their guestbooks.
They are both AMAZING Children, just like Kendall!
A Kendall Prayer Warrior
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Tuesday, May 1, 2007 1:20 PM CDT
Hello Aimee,
just wanted to stop by to say hello and to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers..If you need me for anything please I am here for you...Even just to talk...
Praying for your family..
Denise and Steven from Stonybrook Hospital
Steven's website <dee3mom@YAHOO.COM>
Rocky Point, NY - Tuesday, May 1, 2007 11:27 AM CDT
hey, neil and aimee and zachary, you can refer to them as "your kids" or "the boys" forever if you want. that's how people live on...in the memories of the living. thanks for coming and thanks for staying late and thanks for writing, it's therapeutic for your readers as well. we love to see zachary playing with paigey and jessica and connor. who would have thought fifteen years ago that we would all be together doing this? it boggles the mind. see you soon. lots of love,
rob and linda and paige kessler <rkessle3@optonline.net>
huntington, ny USofA - Monday, April 30, 2007 9:17 AM CDT
Hi Zachary!
I'm glad you will be taking the pictures you draw for Kendall to show him in Heaven. Don't be in a hurry, though. Kendall probably sees you when you draw and is very happy with them. He has lots of children to play with in Heaven, including Mamie, who has been there for two years and eight days. When we have finished our work here and go to join them, our time of separation will seem like less than a minute, and we will be together forever.
Right now you have to help your Mommy and Daddy continue on the rocky road you're climbing. Help them see that you have finished the steepest part. Even though it is still too steep to notice the difference, soon you will be able to tell that it is getting easier. Some of the hardest parts of the road may even turn into the best memories, because those were the times that you were closest to Kendall. Certainly the fun times that may bring tears now as something you have lost will bring smiles and laughter as memories that can never be taken away.
The road does get easier. It may always be uphill, because our destination is on high with Jesus, Kendall, and Mamie.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddie <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Sunday, April 29, 2007 11:35 PM CDT
My condolences to Connie on the loss of her only grandson Ryan. To lose your only grandchild, I am so terribly sorry. I had looked in on Ryan's site and I saw what an adorable cutie he was. I am so sad for the pain of his family.
Be safe in Heaven now little Ryan, I am sure you will have plenty of friends there and Kendall can be a big brother and a good friend for you.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Sunday, April 29, 2007 2:52 AM CDT
Congratulations to all you marathon runners, walkers and organisers, I have seen a few of the participants Guestbook entries on other sites as well, which was lovely.
I'm a little worried about Aimee's knee playing up, I know there are some excellent natural- based joint supplements available at health food and vitamin stores. Also there was an advertisement in my tv guide this week for a "magnetic knee band" its a small unobtrusive band, people swear by in their testimonials. I Googled on it and saw that on E-bay there is a discount store that sells them, you can bid for it. There is good feedback there too on the product.
Just some thoughts I hope might help!
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Sunday, April 29, 2007 0:27 AM CDT
We just got home from funeral services for our beautiful and only grandson, Ryan McCormick. My heart goes out to your family and all others who have gone through this. I can picture Ryan, Zachary and Kendall playing together in Heaven and watching over us until we can all be together again. Love, Connie McCormick
connie mccormick <jmccorm2@nycap.rr.com>
clifton park, ny USA - Saturday, April 28, 2007 6:35 PM CDT
Dear Aimee,
I finished the Marathon just a couple of hours ago. It wasn't my fastest time, but I felt pretty good afterwards. I thought of Kendall and Emily every step of the way and I asked for their encouragement a few times. And, they delivered. It was a beautiful day in Nashville. A great day to run a marathon for 2 amazing kids. Tell Zachary that my son Max got to run the last .2 miles with me. He said he could walk faster than I was running. That's true, but I'm still very proud of myself. Thanks for letting me share your story and thank you to Kendall for getting me through the miles.
With Faith, Trust and Pixie Dust,
Wendy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/emilyransom
Wendy Ransom <wran367@comcast.net>
Hixson, TN United States - Saturday, April 28, 2007 3:49 PM CDT
Keep writing, Aimee. It benefits us all (if I may be selfish). I have always found writing to be theraputic and reading has always been like a roadmap for me. Your words, your experiences, love, loss, courage, your pain and your ability to embrace it as you struggle forward are all road signs for the rest of us as we travel roads a lot less wearisome than yours. A friend of mine was speaking the other day of the ancient Greek philosophers, (men who did not know there existed one God), and how they defined reason. They thought man had the ability to reason through a series of steps but then eventually came to a place where they could reason no further. It was at this point that they felt there existed a Something that needed to come towards us to complete the reasoning. Now, I don't profess to understand much about the ancient philosohers but when I hear things like this, I think of people like you who have the wisdom and courage to know that that Something or Someone does come forward to help bring us further along. You are in my prayers as you journey forward. Thank you for sharing such personal moments with us. With much respect and prayers, Tara
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bx., NY - Saturday, April 28, 2007 3:04 PM CDT
Hi Aimee and family, I have never met you before, and I come to your site via Wendy Ransom. I am quite honored to be here. You see tomorrow is a big day, we run the Music City Marathon and we are all running in Memory of Emily Ransom. Being the person who always thinks of others, Wendy thought it would be great for us to also remember other children who have either lost their battle or are currently battling this horrible disease. I have spent the last day and a half looking through your and have to say it has been hard to get the right words out there. Your family is absolutely beautiful and my heart breaks for you all. This will actually be my 8th marathon (completed 6 with Leukemia and Lymphoma Society, 1 for a friend last year) and.. every year I say it is my last and then I find someone to run in honor of, and this year it is Emily and Now I am VERY honored to be running in memory of Kendall as well. Trust me I am going to need both of them to get me to the finish line! I can't imagine the pain you go through day to day, let alone minute by minute. It is very apparent that Kendall has touched so many people and so has Zachary. I know how proud you are of both of them, you have 2 wonderful blessings and although we will never know, and sometimes never understand why children have to endure the pain that most adults never experience, we just have to trust our faith to get us through!
So I make this promise to you and your family for the marathon.. That with each step I take, with each breath I make, and for every time I want to quit, I will think about Kendall, Emily and all the other Angels and fighters and tell myself that I am doing this for them and together we WILL cross that finish line!!!
May God Bless you, your friends and your family and know that someone in Tennessee is thinking about and praying for you!
Kristin Polidoro <kpolidoro@aimhealth.com>
Thompson Station, TN USA - Friday, April 27, 2007 2:12 PM CDT
Hi Aimee and family, I have never met you before, and I come to your site via Wendy Ransom. I am quite honored to be here. You see tomorrow is a big day, we run the Music City Marathon and we are all running in Memory of Emily Ransom. Being the person who always thinks of others, Wendy thought it would be great for us to also remember other children who have either lost their battle or are currently battling this horrible disease. I have spent the last day and a half looking through your and have to say it has been hard to get the right words out there. Your family is absolutely beautiful and my heart breaks for you all. This will actually be my 8th marathon (completed 6 with Leukemia and Lymphoma Society, 1 for a friend last year) and.. every year I say it is my last and then I find someone to run in honor of, and this year it is Emily and Now I am VERY honored to be running in memory of Kendall as well. Trust me I am going to need both of them to get me to the finish line! I can't imagine the pain you go through day to day, let alone minute by minute. It is very apparent that Kendall has touched so many people and so has Zachary. I know how proud you are of both of them, you have 2 wonderful blessings and although we will never know, and sometimes never understand why children have to endure the pain that most adults never experience, we just have to trust our faith to get us through!
So I make this promise to you and your family for the marathon.. That with each step I take, with each breath I make, and for every time I want to quit, I will think about Kendall, Emily and all the other Angels and fighters and tell myself that I am doing this for them and together we WILL cross that finish line!!!
May God Bless you, your friends and your family and know that someone in Tennessee is thinking about and praying for you!
Kristin Polidoro <kpolidoro@aimhealth.com>
Thompson Station, TN USA - Friday, April 27, 2007 2:03 PM CDT
Aimee, I only came by your journey a few months ago and in that short time you have shared Kendall with me and your thoughts and feelings. Your journal is full of stories, info, photos, more new photos, uplifting quotes, messages of support for others and so on. I feel indebted to you.
I have not experienced the loss of a child myself, although I've had plenty of other grief in my life. Also there are other nb warriors I am praying hard for. I feel the need for us all to stick together and find solutions. I want to see this disease eradicated from the face of the earth. I want an end to this suffering as we all do.
You are sharing more about Zachary now and I can see he is a brave warrior too. I know he will find new playmates because he is a loving and friendly boy. I am sorry you are feeling the loss of Kendall so hard. I hope peace and comfort will come to you from the kindness of others and from the love of your family. God has taken Kendall back to him, I too wish it were not so.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, April 27, 2007 8:18 AM CDT
Aimee - thinking of you today (and every day)...
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Thursday, April 26, 2007 8:29 AM CDT
Hi Aimee, I'm glad your keeping busy. The memories Idea is a great one, especially I would think for Zachary over time. Maybe get Zachary's perspective and record it too. Ask him what was Kendalls favorite ice cream, color, etc. You might find out some cute things you didn't already know, and it might be good for him to talk about his brother when he is
ready. I'm thinking of you and praying, knowing that your Angel is watching over all of you. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 9:38 PM CDT
The pictures of Zachary at the zoo are wonderful! I am so glad to see him having fun and the fact that you have been so determined to make sure he does! I think it is great that you are recording all your thoughts and memories of Kendall. One day, all the little images of certain habits he had (like stuffing minature figurines in his pants)will one day not make you cry but laugh. These are the small memories many of us tend to forget through the years. It is heartbreaking to see you, Neil & Zachary having to go through the pain, knowing you cannot help, but I know you will get through it. We love you and will be here for you if you need us.
Linda Kessler <rkessle3@optonline.net>
Huntington, NY USA - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 8:50 PM CDT
We are so sorry for you're loss, there are no words. We to lost our little hero Timbo to this horrible disease. We did some treatments in N.Y. in '05. I wish Timbo and Kendall could have met, I know they would have been good friends.I know they are playing together now. God Bless You're Family
Tim and Jennifer Geminden <timandjen95@hotmail.com>
Indianapolis, IN U.S.A - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 2:17 PM CDT
Aimee, you have never ceased to amaze me. You have the MOST INCREDIBLE compassionate spirit and you communicate such grace to all around you. I try to imagine your life, and how I might succumb to being much less than you. You have such courage to get up, love your husband and precious Zachary, remember and write about your precious Kendall, and bless every single person who have been priviledged to know you.
You and Kendall and Neil and Zachary have blessed my life in ways I could never express, and even through this excruciating heart ache of losing Kendall, you have continued to make a beautiful life. I don't know how you do it, but I sure want to learn.
With much love, tears and countless prayers,
Donna
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 7:25 AM CDT
I never met Kendall, but please know that he has touched my heart and him and his family will remain in my thoughts and prayers!
God Bless!
Robin <dugasland@verizon.net>
Pittsburgh , PA USA - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 10:57 PM CDT
Aimee,
Have you considered creating a book of Kendell, a tribute..and have it binded? In the book you could have his expressions, things he would say, things he liked, pictures, drawings or painting he made, etc..not only for you but for Neil and Zachery as well. If you wanted you could even go a step further and instead of making it something personal for just your family, you could publish it and donate the proceeds for NB awareness or something (?) I don't know - just rambling thoughts...
Thinking of you and your family...
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 24, 2007 8:07 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil and Zachary,
Just wanted to let you know how much you all are on my mind. Your strength and courage is truly inspiring. Aimee, you are a wonderful mom. Nicole and I will see you all at the fund raiser on May 12th.
Love, Fran <fns29@optonline.net>
Floral Park, NY - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 7:59 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil and Zach, It was really nice to see Zachary having a fun day - I'm sure it was much needed. I love to hear about all the little treasures Kendall had accumulated - they all have special meaning because they were his....... I continue to check on Penelope and am so praying for "Peace for Penelope". I am praying for better days ahead for you and your family. God Bless.......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 2:07 PM CDT
It is all just terribly sad. I'm so sorry.
Sending you love, the Thomas team Mom <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
- Tuesday, April 24, 2007 10:45 AM CDT
Hello. As the others, I came across your site from Carter's. I have thought about you so much and have kept you in my prayers. I cannot imagine what you're going through, but please know that people care so much about you and your family.
Sondra
- Tuesday, April 24, 2007 9:05 AM CDT
Hello, I am a friend of Carter Finger's grandparents, Brenda and Joe Megala. I was on Carter's journal and saw your link. My heart goes out to you in the loss of your son. I can't imagine the heartbreak this horrible disease has caused for you and your husband and those two precious little boys. I will now add Zachary to my prayers along with the other little ones I have read about who are battling the horrors of neuroblastoma.
Deb Pyle
Carnegie, PA USA - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 8:10 AM CDT
hello, i came across your site recently on carters. dropping by to let you know that im still thinking and praying for you guys.
sandy crisco <scrisco@southbridgeems.com>
oakdale, pa - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 7:42 AM CDT
Aimee,
Signing Zacary up for Knidergarden will be such a bittersweet day. I am sure there will be many days like that ahead. I am also sure that you will create a beautiful but different life for your family. You have always been such a wonderful mom, and that will never change!
Love and peace,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Monday, April 23, 2007 8:34 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing your amazing sons life with us. I wish that I could have met him and the whole family.
Sending as always Love Hugs and a Million Prayers to you all.
My Son Lives in Paradise
The dust has settled on the things
That I have stored away
A favourite toy, for little boy
A jar of dried out clay.
A photograph when you were young
Sits quietly on the shelf
Thoughts of you come drifting back
I just can’t help myself.
A drawing that you made for me
When you were very small
Is framed within this heart of mine
And hangs upon the wall.
A scrapbook lies within the room
Where you once laid your head
Your favorite book, a model car
The pillow on your bed.
I miss you coming in from school
“Hey mom, it’s me, I’m home”
I miss the little words and hugs
The special times we’ve known.
A part of me just disappeared
The day you went away
An empty space now fills my heart
There are no words to say.
A closet filled with memories
Of happy days gone by
A baseball cap and souvenir
Why did you have to die?
The trophies that you won at school
Stand proudly on display
Your many friends can’t understand
Why God called you away.
I hear your voice within the halls
It echoes in the night
I see you in the evening mist
And in the morning light.
So many things you left behind
Are now a memory
But little arms that held me tight
Will always stay with me.
An empty space now fills my heart
My boy, my child, my son
You’ve gone into another world
Where golden dreams are spun.
I do not know the answers
It‘s not for me to know
But I will know the truth one day
Just why you had to go.
My turn will come to leave this world
I’ll gaze into your eyes
God’s perfect plan will be revealed
Up there in paradise.
Author/Written By:
Marilyn Ferguson
©2005
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 23, 2007 7:16 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, and family, I think of you daily. I have lost two children,and there is no describing of how you sometimes feel. I pray that God comforts you ,and lifts you up. With love, Gisele, Gage's nana
Gisele Shatto <jngranch@verizon.net>
Middleburg, Pa. US - Monday, April 23, 2007 12:13 AM CDT
Aimee,
I am thinking of you and the family. Praying that the sun has brought you some smiles through the tears.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/penelope
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, April 22, 2007 7:45 PM CDT
I just wanted you to know that I check on you and your family daily to see how you are all coping w/ the loss of sweet and brave Kendall. You are all in my thoughts and prayers constantly. I would have to agree w/ everyone else that has written...you are very brave and courageous for journaling...but I myself find it helpful at times too. Keep the faith, and God bless you and your family.
MariClair Schneider
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacksonschneider
MariClair Schneider <mariclair@earthlink.net>
- Sunday, April 22, 2007 8:39 AM CDT
Hello. This is Jeri Fields again, and as I stated earlier, my son, Jerimy, went to Heaven on 4/15/06, a little over a year ago. Tell Zachary that I have been thinking about him and all of you. Jerimy has a little sister, Megan, who absolutley adored Jerimy. Sometimes people think so much of the mother and how much she is going through, then the father, that they don't really think about the sibling. As you said, Zachary does not have his playmate anymore. Although Jerimy was 14 and Megan was 11, they did so much together and ALWAYS had someone there to talk to or just be there. Now, she just has me, but she can't really complain to me about me can she? Although it has been a year, I still keep Jerimy's website going. I started mine late, so I went into a lot of this is what happened this time last year, but now that year is over, but I will still keep it going. My biggest fear is that he will be forgotten, so this is one way I keep his memory alive, although I know he will NEVER be forgotten by so many people who lives he touched, as I am sure Kendall will NEVER be forgoteen also.
Although I did not know Kendall and I just learned about him after he went to Heaven, I can see by the pictures what an amazing kid he was. He actually reminds me a little of Jerimy-his beautiful smile, especially, but even more so his joy of life. You can tell by these pictures how lucky he was to have such a wonderful and loving family. Again, although I have never met you all, I can tell what amazing people you are. My thoughts and prayers are will you and will continue to be. Everyone says the first year is the hardest, and that may be true, but just because we made it past that year doesn't mean we don't love and miss him more and more each day. Believe it or not, you will get to a point where you are not crying every single day, but your love will always continue to grow.
As I stated before, if you want someone to talk to, I am here. I haven't been through exactly what you have been through, but I know what it is like to lose a precious son.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jerimyfields
Jeri Fields <Jeri-Fields@sbcglobal.net>
Ironton, OH USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 3:18 PM CDT
Aimee, I was thoroughly absorbed in reading your latest journal entry. You have been keeping so busy. I hope your knee gets better and Zachary's cough clears up soon. I have had the odd knee pain which mysteriously came and then went. If you take it easy on the knee and massage it with your hand, hopefully that should fix it. Good luck with the lemonade stand. Good for you dear Aimee!
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, April 21, 2007 8:48 AM CDT
Dear Aimee
I thank God for for giving you Kendell as he at such a tender age had the ability to touch lives nationwide... I also Thank God for giving you Zachery as there is no doubt that he will remind us all daily how precious life truly is. Does Zachery graduate this year from the Morgan Center or next?
Your in my thoughts and prayers
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 20, 2007 9:04 PM CDT
I don't think that I have written before, but I found your website through reading on Katie Krize's site several months ago. I feel that I know you through your many writings and what an amazing mother you are!! I've been praying for Kendall and your whole family for months now and can only imagine what you are going through with the loss of your precious little boy. How in this world can you function through all that you and your family have been through with Kendall,....and I know that answer... but for the grace of God and his loving care. How do people cope in these tough situations without Faith in God? He will sustain and comfort you, but the pain of loss is still there. It's wonderful that you have all these pictures, and no doubt many more of Kendall and Zachary so that his memory will be with you all forever. My heart just aches for you and I continue to pray that God will give you the comfort that you need each minute of each day.
Betty Huggins <hugginsb600@wmconnect.com>
Sumter, SC - Friday, April 20, 2007 2:16 PM CDT
Aimee,
I learned of your loss and this site from another. I just wanted to let you know that you and your family are in my prayers and thoughts. May God lay his healing hands upon you and your family and May he ease the pain in your heart.
God Bless!
Braydon's Mommy www.caringbridge.org/visit/braydonhebert
mona hebert
La. - Friday, April 20, 2007 12:07 AM CDT
Aimee, how I wish we could have met somewhere, some way, other than thru a journal. I am so enriched by what you write. Please know that through thick and thin, good days and bad, I continue to ask God to be with you and your family as you reidentify with this new world.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Friday, April 20, 2007 10:01 AM CDT
Aimee you amaze me more and more every day. You are an extremely compassionate person and have the strength and determination we all strive for. I know it must be hard to take care of even the little tasks like cleaning out your suitcase but it speaks volumes that you can move foward. Whatever we can do to help you all get through this difficult time we will certainly do. What you all have gone through certainly makes people appreciate what we have and not care so much now about the little issues that arise. Everyday you are in our thoughts. I was so happy to see, not long before Kendall passed away, Paige recognized Kendall & Zachary in pictures we have of them. It is conforting to know they both have left a wonderful impression on her, and she considers both of them her friends.
Linda <rkessle3@optonline.net>
Huntington, NY - Thursday, April 19, 2007 10:44 PM CDT
Aimee,
Your entry was so heartfelt. I am so sorry for this incredible loss. I pray for all of you constantly.
Remembering Kendall always...
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Thursday, April 19, 2007 10:29 PM CDT
Aimee: You amaze me with your strength to keep going. Just reading about what you are going through exhausts me emotionally. I agree that this is therapeutic for you to keep writing. I'm glad you're hanging in there. I feel for Zachary as well. It will be rough for him with the birthday and just never having his other half. I hope he understands and is able to grieve through this time with you and your husband. But I also hope that your memories of Kendall and his valiant spirit bring you smiles.
Glenda Reeves <gdreeves71@yahoo.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Thursday, April 19, 2007 7:02 PM CDT
Your amazing little boy and your family's resolve and incredible faith in our Lord and Saviour has put things into perspective for me as I've been reading your journal and looked at the pictures of Kendall and you and your loved ones. What a perfect example of a child's faith. Kendall was a gift to you and he seems like he was a gift to many people who were touched in some way by him. I will picture Kendall and his strength when I think of whining about little things in my life. He fought like a warrior to battle this disease that seems to have no rhyme or reason. I'm glad that you know you will be reunited with him some day. That's the only way that I ever get through missing my parents and losing a child would be so much more difficult, so again, I'm really glad you know the promise of God. I'm glad this life is not all that we have and that you and your family will one day have Kendall in your arms to hold forever through eternity.
In Jesus' precious love,
The Porter Family
Laurie Porter <laured27@yahoo.com>
Pittsburgh, PA 15220 - Thursday, April 19, 2007 4:13 PM CDT
I AM SO SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT KENDALL. BEST BLESSINGS TO YOU AND YOU FAMILY IN THIS TIME OF LOSS.
STEPHANIE FERRERE <LIPZSEVEN@AOL.COM>
PORT JEFFERSON STATION, NY - Thursday, April 19, 2007 1:34 PM CDT
Aimee,
Keep posting to this site. It is indeed therapeutic for you as well as for those who love you. Thank you for giving me a very special day with you and my beautiful nephew Zachary at the Aquarium. It was truly helpful for me and, as always, wonderful to be with Zach. Hang in there.
Kathleen <kkesq@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY - Thursday, April 19, 2007 12:00 AM CDT
Aimee,
Your always in my thoughts and prayers. Your wonderful mother-in-law signed Ryan's guestbook. That was so sweet as I'm sure she and Fritz are grieving too. I'm so sorry about the pain you have and will forever have. I guess it is less over time but never goes away. I know you all miss Kendall so much, Zachary too and my heart goes out to you all. He will live on always in our hearts and I know he is having tons of fun up in heaven. You and Neil always made every day special for your boys and continue to inspire us. Stay well, dear friend. We're off to NYC next week for scans and 3F8 and I will post again. Keep writing. It helps me too. Until then, you're all in my heart. May God bless you.
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 19, 2007 10:59 AM CDT
No one should have to be an only child. I'm so sorry for all of your pain. I wish I could reach out and take it all away.
Love, the Thomas team <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
Tiffin, OH - Thursday, April 19, 2007 10:56 AM CDT
We are an unfortunate group, bonded together by things no parent should have to endure. I too remember cleaning out the "bag", things so normal in our lives yet hard to imagine to others. I wish I could say the pain goes away, it doesn't, but each day it seems easier to tolerate. I am grieving for Kendall today just as I grieve for my son every day.
Hugs
DeAnn, Angel Darren's mom
www.caringbridge.org/ok/darren
DeAnn Elliott <deann_elliott@hotmail.com>
Clinton, ok - Thursday, April 19, 2007 10:01 AM CDT
Aimee - I normally don't sign guestbooks since I don't like to intrude on something meant for friends and family. You're latest entry really got to me and I felt a need to respond. I wish I could reach out and give you a 'huge' hug. I wish I could say somethng that will help make it easier. But since I haven't 'walked in your shoes', I have no idea of the magnitude of the pain that you feel missing Kendall. I hope it helps to know that family, friends and the strangers (like me) that Kendall inspired, are all praying for your strength to get through those 'milestones' with some comfort and peace. I've learned so much not only from kids like Kendall, but most of all their parents through these journals. My biggest lesson that I've learned is to take more time to enjoy the little things like playing legos or coloring with my child. Thanks to you and other Caringbridge familes, I realize how very lucky I am to have the opportunity to do it.
I hope this hasn't offended or hurt you. That was never my intent. I guess what I'm trying to say is Thank You for sharing Kendall's story and we're here for you when you need someone to listen when you need it.
Kathleen Craig
Burton, MI - Thursday, April 19, 2007 9:15 AM CDT
Aimee - awesome entry today, although I'd probably compliment you for just writing "hello." I understand the therapy aspect, too! The penguin analogy was perfect. Keep writing and I'll keep reading. I really, really hope we can meet someday.
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Thursday, April 19, 2007 8:19 AM CDT
Aimee
I read your Journal today. You touched me so much with your analogy of the penguins. I was filled with love for you and your family.
God Bless You. Your little Zachary is grieving but children are so resilient. I am so happy that Kendall’s litte turtle Leonardo was found and rescued after falling out of your pocket and being lost for a short while. It is lovely that you will keep Leonardo and treasure him.
Thankyou for helping me and others.
You have healed my heart and soul with your words.
You are an angel on earth.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, April 19, 2007 7:37 AM CDT
Please just keep on writing. My heartfelt prayers are with you all. May our Lord Jesus give you strength.
Patty <sugarsnips2@aol.com>
Union, NJ USA - Thursday, April 19, 2007 6:25 AM CDT
Aimee, Neil and Zachary,
I have been following Kendall's story for quite some time now, and my heart is truly aching for you all right now. You sound so courageous and strong, and for that I thank the good Lord. I pray that he continues to lift you up as you travel this tough journey. With love from Egypt, Philippa Ruggier.
Philippa Ruggier <philippaincairo@hotmail.com>
Cairo, Egypt - Thursday, April 19, 2007 3:55 AM CDT
Such wisdom in a teacher's words... We continue to pray for peace for your family. There is no doubt Kendall continues to live in those he has touched... the world is a better place because he has touched so many.
Ann Podeszwa <Podeszwa@ameritech.net>
- Wednesday, April 18, 2007 11:39 PM CDT
I am speechless from reading your journal. My 18month old son has neuroblastoma IV. He is having a hard time with the tumor that spread to his cheek bone and grew into his temporal lobe and temperal bone. I am sorry to hear about your son. He is a lot like Ryan. Always smiling and never complaining. That's what gets me through the days. I pray for your family and your strength brings hope to my situation. God BLess, Danielle and Ryan McCormick
Danielle McCormick <djmccorm2@msn.com>
Queensbury, ny usa - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 3:44 PM CDT
God bless you all and may He continue to give the strength to put one foot in front of the other. A beautiful soul shone through in the words of Kendall's teacher. Kendall's eyes, his smile...such a wonderful gift you were given...such an incomprehensible loss...I am so sorry. Remembering you all in prayers.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bx., NY - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 10:00 AM CDT
To the family,
Continually keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. May God strengthen you during this trying and difficult time. May he grant you peace and understanding with your loss. And may you be embraced by all the good memories you had with Kendall. In thoughts and prayers!!
Tony V. Locklear <nativeelderassist@yahoo.com>
NC - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 10:52 PM CDT
Aimee,
The eulogy was beautiful. I am so sorry that I could not attend especially since you have made my adjustment to CHOP and its surroundings so much easier. If Jackie is not in the hospital we will be there on May 12th.
May God Bless you and comfort you and your family.
Cyndi Poeggel <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 17, 2007 10:45 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil and Zachary,
Thank you for sharing your Leonardo story and teacher's words with us. I have been off line for a few weeks and was so devasted to learn of Kendall today. I have been following your story for a while and have been uplifted by your strength and his never ending courage throughout his treatments. I wish I knew a way to help you and your family especially Zachary who has lost his partner. Aimee reading how you must adjust to referring to your boy instead of the twins is heart breaking. Sending you all the love, prayers and hope that your beautiful family deserves.
Leann mom of Bronosn
www.caringbridge.org/visit/bronsonbalzac
Leann Balzac <nanasgirl40@sbcglobal.net>
TX - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 10:42 PM CDT
To the family of Kendall,
I am Ryan Malarkey's Grandma. My daughter, Kim, has told me so much about your remarkable family and especially precious Kendall. Please accept my deepest sympathy.
Sincerely,
Susan Bennett
Susan Bennett <seb44@frontiernet.net>
Rochester, ny usa - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 11:26 AM CDT
Dearest Amiee, Thank you so much for sharing Kendall's special teacher's words with us. They were beautiful and they gave me a glimpse into what a special son you have. A son, that I will have to wait awhile to meet..........in Heaven someday. What an honor it will be. With love and hugs and prayers........angie---mom to Emma
angie <aliemma@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, April 17, 2007 10:45 AM CDT
What a beautiful speech. I read it as tears well up in my eyes. I knew Kendall only from brief meetings and for a short time and he was a wonderful loving boy who brought smiles and happiness to those around him. What a special child. You are blessed to have such sweet boys..............May God continue to guide you through the coming days ahead.
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
- Tuesday, April 17, 2007 5:42 AM CDT
hi
i dont think you know who i am really without seeing my face, but i got the priveledge of spending the summer with kendall and zacary at camp. i knew from the very first day that both ur boys were very special people. they were always smiling and laughing. one thing i remember and will never forget are the "bear hunts" we would go on when walking to lunch from our room. when i found out that kendall passed away my heart sank. i thought to myself no way, this cant be. im so sorry for your loss and my condolences are with you and your whole family. my thoughts and prayers will always be with you.
renee felderman <mickey19mouse28@aol.com>
oceanside, ny - Monday, April 16, 2007 11:57 PM CDT
I could not believe it when I heard that you little fighter had passed away. I have been following his story for a long time now and have said a million prayers that he would pull through. I will be keeping yo all deep in my Prayers today and always.
A Letter from Heaven
Mommy, I dreamed you a letter
This comes from Heaven above
Even though I’m up here
I can still feel your love
In Heaven there is no sorrow
There’s never any pain or fear
And would you believe I’ve not been sick
One time since I’ve been here?
You’d be so proud of me, Mommy
I can do so many things
And everyone says I look real cute
In my Halo and my wings
Every year at Christmas
We have a great big tree up here
And guess who gets to be the Angel
On top of the tree this year
Mommy, I dreamed you this letter
That I’m sending you tonight
To tell you not to worry
And let you know that I’m all right
Sometimes I hear you crying
And I wish you weren’t so sad
Cos I think you’re the best Mom
Any Angel ever had
So please don’t feel bad for me
I’m in God’s tender care
And he wanted me to tell you
That he hears your every prayer
I know you miss me, Mommy
You know I miss you, too
But remember, me and God
Are always watching over you
We want you to have a good life
Full of happiness and joy
I’ll see you in your dreams Mommy
Love Your Little Boy
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 6:58 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil and Zachary - Thank you for sharing the picture at graveside with all of us. I loved the "Leonardo" story. He certainly deserves to be put in a "special place" in your home. I just know that it was a special message sent especially for you........I wanted to share something that happened to me at my workplace last thursday. Many people at work know that I follow Caringbridge and why - because of the death of local girl Laura Stiles in December of 2006. A co-worker who has been with our company a few months came over to me and asked me about neuroblastoma. She explained to me that her five year old niece was not feeling well in December - having fevers that would come and go and her doctor referred her to an oncologist who sent her to CHOP and after doing many tests, and a bone marrow biopsy confirmed today that yes indeed she has neuroblastoma. My co-worker did not come into work today - but I was told that CHOP will start off with a very strong dose of Chemo this week and I will learn more tomorrow when she returns to work. I do know that they have detected it in many places in her bones. I do not consider myself by any means an expert - but from what I have learned and read from you and so many other families - I do know what this child and family will be facing and that really scares me.....and I know that this kind of diagnosis affects the entire family - Mother, Father Siblings, Aunts, Uncles, etc. The weeks and months ahead are going to be very difficult and our entire staff at work will be there for our co-worker - if anything just to listen....... I also am so glad that Mara Stiles was able to attend the funeral - all of you have such a "special bond" with each-other. Oh! and one more thing you still have two sons - one physically present and one spiritually present.........God Bless.....
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, April 16, 2007 2:27 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil and Zachary,
You do not know me, but I am the mother of Thomas, diagnosed with Stage 3 NB in Aug. 2004. I have followed Kendall's story off and on since late 2004. I first knew of you after reading Aimee's posts on the NB listserv, which I followed for a time. Aimee, you have always impressed me and inspired me with your courage, knowledge, positive attitude. You are an amazing mother. You have been a friend to so many of us parents who have been dealing with this awful disease, sometime without even knowing it. Thank you. Your Kendall and Zachary made their way into my heart with their beautiful, big brown eyes and their own strength and courage. I am so saddened to learn of Kendall's passing. Know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers as you make your way through this incomprehensible time of sorrow. Kendall will forever remain one of my heroes.
most sincerely, Theresa (www.caringbridge.org/ca/thomas)
Theresa Flynn Gasman <flynngasman@snowcrest.net>
Redding, CA - Monday, April 16, 2007 2:25 PM CDT
We are so sorry to hear about the loss of your child. You are in our prayers.
Lori and Bob Clancy <lclancy@bn.com>
East Moriches, NY - Monday, April 16, 2007 12:31 AM CDT
Dear Aimee and Neil,
Sorry for your loss. Remember one day we'll be reunited with our love ones, where there's no more pain or heart ache. Take care.
Mike and Vicki Grech <mgrech@bn.com>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 9:23 AM CDT
I loved the story of Leonardo! Kendall will send you signs, just like Christi does to Angela and Shayne...hang in there.
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Monday, April 16, 2007 7:03 AM CDT
Dear Aimee & Neil,
I am thinking of you all...praying that you find the courage, strength and determination needed. You are in my constant thoughts and prayers.
With much love,
Donna
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Sunday, April 15, 2007 11:57 PM CDT
DEAR JACKSON FAMILY, SENDING OUR HEARTFELT SYMPATHIES TO YOU ALL. KENDALL IS NOW ONE OF JESUS' LITLE ANGELS PAIN FREE AND ABLE TO RUN AND PLAY WITH ALL THOSE WHO HAVE PASSED ON BEFORE HIM.
JUTTA FORKEL TANNERS GILBERTS GRAMMA <HAPPYMOM@NYCAP.RR.COM>
ALBANY, NY - Sunday, April 15, 2007 8:25 PM CDT
aimee,
What a beautiful sign from kendall that he surrounds you.
I am thinking of you, Neil, Zachary, Donna and Fritz constantly.
Love and peace,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, April 15, 2007 8:20 PM CDT
Sending you all love and prayers!
Angela Thomas <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
Tiffin, OH - Sunday, April 15, 2007 6:54 PM CDT
You will be fine, i just know it. Don't forge about Zak. He will need special attention at this time too. My prayers are with you.
Mary Ann <maweberg@hotmail.com>
Osakis, MN USA - Sunday, April 15, 2007 6:22 PM CDT
Aimee,
I've been thinking about you and wishing I could have been there Saturday. I'm so glad Mara Stiles made it. I was so touched by your story about the little Ninja Turtle. It sounds like Angel Kendall is already at work! I am glad you are at peace, although I'm sure emotions will vary. You inspire me, regardless! Please give Zachary a hug from the Malarkeys. (I still want to know when their birthdays are -- I have something for you and Zach!)
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 15, 2007 4:50 PM CDT
I don't know your family or anything...but I started following Kendalls story last year when I wrote a paper for school about childhood cancer. I had been sick the past week, so the last post I saw was about Easter and it was exciting to hear that he was doing somewhat better...then when I came onto the site today and the first word I saw was "wake". Kendall and your whole family really touched me...I'm so sorry and you'll be in my prayers
Haley <hmt229@yahoo.com>
Corning, CA US - Sunday, April 15, 2007 4:38 PM CDT
I just visited Kendall's site for the first time a week or so ago. First let me say that I'm so sorry for your loss; children aren't supposed to die. I lost a son to cancer in '89, and there's still not a day that goes by that I don't think of him. I have no doubt that Kendall wanted you to keep that turtle too-take good care of it for him! You know, I can also see Christi waiting there to take his hand; she'll take good care of him for you too; I bet their first stop today was Shayla's First Communion!
Pat in Antioch <pmanning25@yahoo.com>
Antioch, CA USA - Sunday, April 15, 2007 2:43 PM CDT
Although we have never met, I want to express my deepest sympathy for your loss of Kendall. My children and I discovered Kendall's site by fate (not accident) and have followed it and prayed for him ever since. A matter of fact, we prayed "extra hard" for your family at Easter mass. Our youngest, Logan, is convinced that that was the reason for "basketzilla"! Kendall's adorable face just glows in the Easter pics. Thank you for taking the time and using your strength to share your story with so many. You are an inspiration to us all! We continue to pray for you.
Michelle Schmidtz <micheller@cinci.rr.com>
Hamilton, OH Butler - Sunday, April 15, 2007 1:04 PM CDT
I am truly sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine how it must feel to lose a child. You will forever be in my thoughts and prayers.
Vicki Morton <vmorton@nyc.rr.com>
New York, NY USA - Sunday, April 15, 2007 12:54 AM CDT
Aimee and Family,
I am so sorry to hear of the passing of Kendall. I found out about the passing of sweet Kendall through Christi Thomas website site...When I saw his picture posted I knew that he looked familiar to me for some reason but I knew that the Thomas family did not live in New York..When I clicked on Kendall's website I knew that I remembered you and your family. .Kendall and Steven were roommates in Stonybrook Hospital when Kendall had his very first treatment.. You and I spent alot of time talking and you were so comfortinng..I am glad that I came upon your website but I wish that I knew you had one way back because I would have loved to stay in touch with you..I had thought about you and your family often.. I am here for you know and if you need to talk please feel free to contact me...Again I am so sorry for the loss of sweet Kendall...
Denise and Steven
Steven's website <dee3mom@YAHOO.COM>
Long Island, NY - Sunday, April 15, 2007 11:33 AM CDT
Praying for peace throughout this new journey. No parent should have to go through this.
Kim Shuttleworth (friend of the Thompson's) <cohuskers@comcast.net>
- Sunday, April 15, 2007 9:12 AM CDT
Thinking of you Aimee, and all the family.
Love, Ellen
http://www/caringbridge/org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Sunday, April 15, 2007 9:05 AM CDT
I am so very sorry for your loss. Kendall is an angel who will now watch over you and your family. You will be in my prayers. God bless.
Amber Cook
Portage, MI - Sunday, April 15, 2007 8:12 AM CDT
God bless you. Kendall touched so many lives, the whole world over, he is for sure one of God's precious angels. I am still praying for you, for peace of mind and comfort in heart. Helen.
Helen <helenwith6@aol.com>
Devon, England - Sunday, April 15, 2007 7:01 AM CDT
Dear Aimee,
Just wanted to leave a note to let you know how much you are on my mind. I hope you Neil and Zachary are holding up and getting enough rest in between it all.
Sincerely,
Colleen
Colleen Kashino
- Sunday, April 15, 2007 6:39 AM CDT
God bless you and your family. I havent cried in a long time, but reading about your son has broken me. I got the sad news about him through a myspace friend. I'm so sorry for your loss. No parent should have to go through what you are going through. May God be with you.
Jaclyn <dane_jah06@yahoo.com>
Houma, La USA - Saturday, April 14, 2007 11:23 PM CDT
My heart just breaks for you all! I still cannot believe this. I just feel so numb. Please know I am praying for peace and comfort. You have a very special little Angel.
God Bless you all.
Love Mel
Melanie Bryce <mandgb@hotmail.com>
Saginaw, Mi - Saturday, April 14, 2007 10:07 PM CDT
TRY TO UNDERSTAND
Last night while I was trying to sleep,
My son's voice I did hear
I opened my eyes and looked around,
But he did not appear.
He said: "Mom you've got to listen,
You've got to understand
God didn’t take me from you, mom
He only took my hand.
When I called out in pain that night,
The instant that I died,
He reached down and took my hand,
And pulled me to His side.
He pulled me up and saved me
From the misery and pain.
My body was hurt so badly inside,
I could never be the same.
My search is really over now,
I've found happiness within,
All the answers to my empty dreams
And all that might have been.
I love you all and miss you so,
And I'll always be nearby,
My body's gone forever
But my SPIRIT WILL NEVER DIE!
And so, you must all go on now,
Live one day at a time.
Just understand -
God did not take me from you,
He only took my hand.
Written by Susan R. George Shipman
Olga <omoreno2@houston.rr.com>
Colombia - Saturday, April 14, 2007 9:22 PM CDT
Thinking of your and keeping you in my prayers.
Sondra <SRELM@aol.com>
- Saturday, April 14, 2007 7:52 PM CDT
lots of hugs and prayers from everyone in pennsylvania.
sandy crisco--one of carters friends <scrisco@southbridgeems.com>
oakdale, pa - Saturday, April 14, 2007 5:43 PM CDT
Praying for God to give you the strength and comfort you so deserve at this time.
Cindy
Grove City, OH USA - Saturday, April 14, 2007 5:07 PM CDT
Thinking of you today and sending hugs and prayers. God bless you all. Wish I could be there but unfortunately I can not. Take care of yourself and know Kendall knows how much he is loved by all of you.
Connie Strayer <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs , PA - Saturday, April 14, 2007 3:35 PM CDT
Aimee, Neil and Zachary,
Thinking of all of you constantly since Kendalls passing, and especially today. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
much love,
Ronit <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
Ceasaria, Israel - Saturday, April 14, 2007 2:21 PM CDT
I'm sorry to hear of his passing.
Tina & Angel Lance <lancejrmommy@comcast.net>
- Saturday, April 14, 2007 10:58 AM CDT
hello sorry about your loss my family will be preying for your family we lost my nephew about 2 years ago from this one day there will be a cure and god bless you
angela <blufernandez@yahoo.com>
columbus, oh us - Saturday, April 14, 2007 10:29 AM CDT
This short time of distress will result in God's richest blessing upon us forever and ever! So we do not llok at what we can see right now, the troubles all around us, but we look forward to the joys in heaven which we have not yet seen. ~ 2 Corithians 4:17-18.
My heart aches for you on this day that you must say goodbye to your precious Kendall. I'm so glad that I got to meet Kendall. He will always hold a special place in my heart. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Gretchen Lonero ~Mommy to Angel Alex and Neil~ <loneroga@upmc.edu and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
Irwin, PA USA - Saturday, April 14, 2007 8:09 AM CDT
Kendall you are more beautiful than ever! You have left us with your smile - it is imprinted in my memory. I will never forget you. You are incredible! I will never forget your courage and your loving nature.
As your loving mummy has reminded us:
"11 Even a child is known by his actions,
by whether his conduct is pure and right.
- Proverbs 20:11"
Kendall you truly have earned your Angel Wings. Your love
for us is inspiring us to have the courage to keep helping others, no matter how tough the going gets.
Love and blessings to you and your family dear angel Kendall.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, April 14, 2007 3:46 AM CDT
i was reading kendall page for almost 2 months am so sorry for you loss ,my deep condolences ,my daughert has nb and still fighting this disease
monica <melmoni2006@hotmail.com>
philadelphia, pa usa - Friday, April 13, 2007 10:14 PM CDT
I Am YOUR ANGEL (Celine Dion)
No Mountains too high, for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No rivers too wide, for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray
And then you will see, the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
All of your fears cast them on me
I just want you to see...
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel
I saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day
And then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears, just cast them on me
How can I make you see...
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
Lorie Miller <pmoments3@cox.net>
Omaha, NE United States - Friday, April 13, 2007 8:42 PM CDT
You will be forever loved and missed here on earth sweet angel Kendall! Please show mommy, daddy and Zachary signs of comfort in their time of need as they'll need them!
The Chosen Ones
Not just any child
Could walk this uphill road.
These children walk it every day.
Carrying a load.
They show us heights of courage
That we may never reach.
They show us what it is to fight
a fight you cannot teach.
We stand beside them knowing
There is no guarantee.
Except the one we started with
to love them endlessly.
They are the special chosen ones
God knew it from the start.
He picked each child for cancer
by measuring their heart.
The ones that measured biggest
Would someday face a test.
The challenge is to understand.
God loves them more not less.
He’s using them to move our hearts
Closer to his own.
Teaching us to trust his plan
and fear not the unknown.
For God can move a mountain.
And part the raging sea.
He wants our struggles offered up
and given forth to Thee.
He smiles upon the chosen ones
Before they’re even born
And blesses them with courage
To walk through any storm.
His love for them surpasses ours
And cannot be denied.
For in the dark of suffering
His light will not subside.
No matter what the outcome
There is the greatest peace
In knowing deep inside their hearts
His love will never cease.
(Unknown)
Tawny <TawnyTearz@aol.com>
Miami, FL USA - Friday, April 13, 2007 7:55 PM CDT
I am so sorry about Kendall. My prayers to your entire family. My best friend's son, Riley is forever 10 in heaven after battling neuroblastoma. God Bless you all. Reva
Reva KInnally <kinnallymr@msn.com>
Schenectady, NY USA - Friday, April 13, 2007 6:46 PM CDT
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I have been following Marissa's battle with NB and her Mom posted your loss. God Bless you and your family.
Paula
Sussex, NJ - Friday, April 13, 2007 5:09 PM CDT
To Kendall's family, I saw your beautiful children on this site and feel so sadden by your loss. My nephew, Austin, has been fighting NB along side Kendall so I know how hard Kendall fought. You are in our thoughts and prayers,
Christine Melgar <busybee123@aol.com>
Old Brookville, NY USA - Friday, April 13, 2007 2:46 PM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. I pray GOD will give you comfort.
Deborah M. Bush
Forest, VA - Friday, April 13, 2007 2:23 PM CDT
My heart weeps for you.
Marilynn <mpnetcher@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 13, 2007 2:22 PM CDT
Please accept my deepest condolences for the loss of your beautiful son.
Melissa
friend of Ryan Malarkey
Melissa Belli <scoobjen@hotmail.com>
Jamestown, NY U.S. - Friday, April 13, 2007 2:15 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil and Zachary - I am sure the Wake and Funeral will be a fitting tribute to the true "Warrior" that your Kendall was. Even though many of us cannot be there personally - we will be with you spiritually. The recent pictures posted truly touched my heart - but there was one in particular that said it all and that for me was the one of Kendall cuddled in the chair asleep - he looked so tired.
My special message to Zachary is that your twin Kendall will always be with you.
MAY GOD BLESS ALL...........
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ 07869 - Friday, April 13, 2007 1:53 PM CDT
Amiee, Neil & Zachary, I cannot begin to tell you how saddened I am about Kendals passing on. To lose a child is the worst thing possible. May God bless all the family & help ease you through this terrible time. Kendell will always be in your hearts every minute every day. Your little angel will always be watching over you. God Bless
Karen Volovar <kvolovar@bn.com>
Bayshore, NY - Friday, April 13, 2007 1:19 PM CDT
Amiee, I'm so sorry to here about Kendall's passing I don't know what to say. If you need anything I'll be their for you. My herat goes out to you and the family.Kendall will be missed alot.
Vickie and Michelle
Veronica Riff <vlmishmish@optonline.net>
Commack, NY USA - Friday, April 13, 2007 12:20 AM CDT
I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.I SAW THE LINK FOR KENDALLS PAGE ON ONE OF MY SONS CLASSMATES PAGE..
A MILES <Keyutebrowngirl@aol.com>
Bellaire, OH - Friday, April 13, 2007 11:21 AM CDT
Angel Kendall and family...
I'm new to the site which was sent to me from ^Angel Tevis^ mommy. She told me of a precious boy who gained his wings... I,too have a little angel in heaven who had the same disease just differnt complications.. I just want to say I'm so sorry for your loss and though he is not here visually, he has an Angel here on earth, his precious twin brother, who he will live through I'm sure. And he will still guide you everyday.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/navadaharleighzlotnicki
Lori Zlotnicki(^angel Navada's^) mom <blueyetigger@verizon.net>
- Friday, April 13, 2007 11:21 AM CDT
We wanted to let you know that your family is in our families prayers. We are very sorry for your loss of Kendall. God Bless, Kaedens family
www.myspace.com/benkaeden
Nana Cheryl <kaevai@aol.com>
Niceville, Fl - Friday, April 13, 2007 11:04 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss, and have been so touched by your family's story...just this Monday as my daughter, Ashley and I were driving to Dallas with her son/my grandson Dillan (caringbridge.org/visit/dillanjohns) for his scans and MIBG she told me the story about Kendall and his twin brother...and what a special relationship they had with each other. Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you and our family is deeply touched by your very special son Kendall. Love, Judy Burns (Dillan's Mimi)
Judy E. Burns <bjburns63@yahoo.com>
Kilgore, Texas United States of America - Friday, April 13, 2007 9:47 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. I am praying for you as you go through these trying times.
B
- Friday, April 13, 2007 9:42 AM CDT
My heart is simply breaking for the loss of your beloved Kendall. What a brave battle he fought!
Fly high Kendall, Fly high dear child!
Maren Trammell <mar6732@comcast.net>
Frederick, MD USA - Friday, April 13, 2007 9:40 AM CDT
I am here through Max's site in San Diego---we are so very sad to read your news. Such a courageous hero. May our Lord's peace and comfort cover your family as he cradles Angel Kendall in His loving arms. I will be praying for you. With love and prayer--Annee Ranee
Randee Ferry (aka Anee Ranee) <randee@cox.net>
La Mesa, CA USA - Friday, April 13, 2007 8:30 AM CDT
Aimee,
I am so sorry for your loss. Kendall was and will always be a special gift from God. These kids endure so much I know that he is pain free and flying and playing pain free now. Your a wonderful mom and you tried so hard to beat this beast! Aimee I am so very glad that we met in Philly and I feel so blessed to have met Kendall. Please know that I will continue to pray for your strength as you journey through these trying times.
Rhonda Finger <bubbsd1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, April 13, 2007 7:02 AM CDT
So sorry to read of your loss. I came to Kendall's webpage through a relative's (nh/jenna) as Jenna's mom asked for our prayers for Kendall. There are really no words that make any sense when a child passes, but in the case of this illness, I hope you find comfort in the fact that Kendall truly suffers no more - no pain, no needles, no fear, etc. Please try to hold that thought in the days and weeks ahead. There is no fairness in any of this. The thoughts and prayers of many, many people are with your family at this time.
Rhonda J. Cairns <rjt1055@hotmail.com>
Londonderry, NH USA - Friday, April 13, 2007 6:01 AM CDT
A friend of mine shared the link with me so I could pray for Kendall. I just went to it for the first time. I am so sorry for your loss and will be praying for you and your family. Reading about Kendall's strength and courage has shamed me, yet encouraged me. I will remember him and your family. God bless you all.
Clara
Columbus, GA USA - Friday, April 13, 2007 5:04 AM CDT
I am so very sorry.You will all be in my thoughts & prayers...Fly free sweet Kendall...
michele(nurse in ny)
- Friday, April 13, 2007 1:15 AM CDT
CCKMA!
Cancer Can Kiss My Ass!
Warm thoughts are with you!
Amy Petz Benny's mom www.bennylove.com <wildpetz@bennylove.com>
Tucson, az usa - Friday, April 13, 2007 1:05 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. May you and your family find strength in each other in this terrible time. Rejoice in the love you have and know that Kendall is always with you.
Jennifer <jena4984@hotmail.com>
Columbus, Oh - Thursday, April 12, 2007 11:56 PM CDT
You & your family are in our thoughts and prayers through this difficult time.
The Hooper Family
Waxhaw, NC - Thursday, April 12, 2007 11:06 PM CDT
God Bless You all - your beautiful boy is dancing with the angels.
Paula Bachmeier <paulabachmeier@hotmail.com. www.caringbridge.org/nd/christopherbachmeier>
Burlington, ND, ND USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 11:01 PM CDT
Thoughts and prayers are with you always.
Thinking of you always.
Terri & August Mead
www.careingbrige.org/ut/mead.auggie
Terri Mead <dreambear_2@yahoo.com>
Salt Lake City, UT USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 10:45 PM CDT
Our hearts break for your loss. We can be comforted by the fact that Kendall if finally at peace, cancer-free, and flying with the angels. May God bless you all with comfort, peace, mercy and strength. You will all be in our thoughts and prayers.
With love,
Christy and Tim Smith
caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson
Bailey's Nonny and Papa <csmithnonny@charter.net>
Genoa, NV USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 10:13 PM CDT
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. My son, Jerimy, went to Heaven on April 15, 2006, and now he has another friend. I like to thank that there is a special place in Heaven for all the kids who had and fought the horrible disease called cancer. They all had to go through so much, but they all are now completely perfect with no pain, no cancer, no chemo, no meds, no shots, no tests, etc... If you ever need anyone to talk with, I am here. I have no magic words and have learned there are none-the best thing is to know there are people out there that are praying for you and your family and are willing to listen if you feel the need to talk. I have found that talking with other parents who have lost a child helps, because if you have never lost a child, there is absolutely no way to even imagine how deep the pain is, so you can contact me at any time. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jerimyfields
Shane, Jeri, Jerimy, and Megan Fields <Jeri-Fields@sbcglobal.net>
Ironton, OH USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 10:04 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil, and Zachary,
My heart just aches for all of you. I pray that you are feeling peace knowing that Kendall is finally pain free and having fun in heaven. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Kerri Zamzow www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacktodd
Kerri Zamzow <j.k.zamzow@verizon.net>
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:59 PM CDT
Aimee; I'm sorry I never got to meet you or Kendall but I am saddened just the same by your loss. The only comfort in such a tragedy is that he is no longer in pain and is now with God. I pray for your family's strength and healing.
Glenda Reeves <gdreeves71@yahoo.com>
Lousiville, KY - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:12 PM CDT
Our thoughts & prayers are with you & your family. GOD BLESS you all.
Tammy Williams <tammy_williams@wowway.com>
Westerville, Ohio USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:03 PM CDT
I found your site through Joey Thompson's site. I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Kendall. May God guide you on this part of your journey and may He bring you peace and comfort.
Kelly Madison
Omaha, NE - Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:53 PM CDT
Hi you don't know me but I have been following your story for awhile. I am so sorry for your loss. Kendall was such a beautiful child. I found these poems and I thought of you and Kendall.
When I’m gone
~Unknown
When I come to the end of my journey
And I travel my last weary mile,
Just forget if you can, that I ever frowned
And only remember the smile
Forget unkind words I have spoken;
Remember some good I have done.
Forget that I ever had heartache
And remember I’ve had loads of fun.
Forget that I’ve stumbled and blundered
And sometimes fell by the way.
Remember I have fought some hard battles
And won, ere the close of the day.
Then forget to grieve for my going,
I would not have you sad for a day,
But in summer just gather some flowers
And remember the place where I lay,
And come in the shade of evening
When the sun paints the sky in the west.
Stand for a few moments beside me
And remember only my best.
I Stand By Heaven's Door by Traci Murray © 2005
I know I left so suddenly
No time to say good bye
I heard my Savior calling
From His mighty throne on high
He said my work on earth is through
I’ve done as I was told
I’ve followed closely in his steps
Heaven’s now mine to behold
But I did not leave you all alone
Our love is way too strong
My presence lives within your heart
Forever will be our bond
So let me gently wipe the tear
That’s welt up in your eye
I’ll hold your hand and hug you
For I’ll always be near by
So when you feel a gentle brush
Or a touch upon your face
You’ll know that I am with you
For that you can embrace
Remember that I love you
For now and ever more
I’m up here with my Savior
As I stand by Heaven’s door
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said, 'This is eternity,
And all I've promised you.'
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times
You did some things
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.
Ann
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:53 PM CDT
Aimee, You have been such an inspiration to me thru our battle that started a little over a year ago and you continue to amaze me with your strength thru this nightmare. Kendall was very lucky to have you as his mother. I have learned much about this disease off the list and its because of mothers and fathers like you and Neil that have helped other families. I am sorry that I did not get to meet that wonderful little boy, he was a fighter and such an inspiration to so many. Thank you for sharing his story with us and the wonderful pictures. His smile is priceless. God Bless you and hold you in his arms as you continue on with this ultimate sacrifice.
Amy St John
www.caringbridge.org/visit/codeystjohn
Amy <Rickamyst@aol.com>
Bellaire, oh - Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:33 PM CDT
My granddaughter has this insidious disease. I just learned of the passing of your son and my heart is pained for you. I hope these few words, written home by a man who later was killed in the Civil War, might offer some comfort: "...if the dead can come back to this earth and flit unseen around those they loved, I shall always be near you; in the gladdest days and in the darkest nights...and if there be a soft breeze upon your cheek, it shall be my breath; as the cool air fans your throbbing temple, it shall be my spirit passing by...do not mourn me dead; think I am gone and wait for thee, for we shall meet again..."
Jerry <gn5100@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:28 PM CDT
Aimee, Neil & Zachary...
I am numb with this news, as I'm sure so many are. I never imagined the boy who had such a good day Sunday would now be in Heaven. My mind keeps going back to Zachary's wish and it is so heartbreaking. Someday, I hope he will take comfort in knowing that his wish DID come true although not the way we prayed. Kendall is now completely cancer-free and doing all the things he loved.
My heart is with you all...
Jennifer Lehmann <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:19 PM CDT
Aimee,
I hope you are feeling all the prayers being said for you and your beautiful family. I am so sorry this has happened, but I want you to know that I applaud you for searching every avenue you could! Thank you!
I found a couple of poems/stories, and thought of you. I hope they bring a small smile to your heart.
With love, hugs and tears, across the miles,
Dawn Runde, mom to James
Cuddled in Heaven
We had so little time to share,
Too soon, I had to leave.
I know how much you love me,
I know how much you grieve.
I know how sharp your pain is,
I feel the aching in your hearts.
My life so quickly ended
Before it barely had a start.
I remember how you held me,
And kissed my face and hands,
You cuddled me so gently;
But, God had other plans.
I was your perfect angel,
From God you knew I came,
Suddenly he called me home again,
And now God holds my hand.
I know you’ll always miss me,
I understand your pain is hard to bear.
Just remember that I’m in heaven
And we’ll see each other there.
So smile when you think of me
and wipe away all of your tears
I’m cuddled now in heaven
By our family members here.
I’m waiting here in heaven,
And on the day we meet again.
I’ll be the first to smile and greet you,
When God calls you home to him.
***********************
Inner Tempest Stilled
By Beenie Legato
Sometimes I sense a little flutter.
Like a shadow swiftly slipping by.
Or I hear a silent, gentle murmur.
Like a soft whisper from out the sky.
Sometimes... I hear you call my name,
Or clearly see your face before me.
And I feel that you are with me still.
Then peacefully... I come to know
As I am thinking happy thoughts of you
You, my son, are thinking of me too.
Loving memories fill my aching heart.
As dreaming dreams of what could be.
Or might have been, if you were here.
Until the piercing pain of losing you
Comes tumbling down on trembling fear.
And clearly once again I hear you say,
"But Mom…What if I had never been.
You could not then in LOVE remember me."
The Runde Family <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:11 PM CDT
Aimee,
My heart is heavy, having just learned of Kendall's passing, even though we never met personally. Fare thee well, Kendall, and peace to your whole family.
Alison Becker <beckerali@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 7:52 PM CDT
My prayers are with you all. What a great little boy he was and such a trooper. Take good care of yourselves.
Mary Ann <maweberg@hotmail.com>
Osakis, MN - Thursday, April 12, 2007 7:50 PM CDT
Neil,Aimee,and Zachary,
I am so deeply heartbroken and very sorry for the loss of your son and brother Kendall..I know what it is to lose a son and a brother and my heart bleeds for you and your family..May god hold you in his arms and grant you peace now and always..My prayers are with you forever...
Susan <susan4bill3103@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 7:45 PM CDT
thinking of you and your family..Never did I think I was going to have to read a post like this. All my love and prayers, Erin
Erin <lilfishie98@aol.com>
Babylon, ny usa - Thursday, April 12, 2007 7:17 PM CDT
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. Thinking of Kendall and family.
Jessica <patandjess@lamphere.org>
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 6:01 PM CDT
My heart is heavy.
Aimee, I had the pleasure of meeting you and Kendall at CHOP and am devistated that Kendall has passed.
My love to you and your entire family.
Fondly, Alicia
Alicia Kopp <alicia@alexslemonade.com>
Wynnewood, PA 19096 - Thursday, April 12, 2007 6:00 PM CDT
"My Mom is a Survivor"
My Mom is a survivor,
or so I've heard it said.
But I can hear her crying at night
when all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night
and go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her
to help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach
that never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mom,
who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others...
a smile of disguise!
But through Heaven's door I see
tears flowing from her eyes.
My mom tries to cope with death
to keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows
it is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mom
through Heaven's open door...
I try to tell her that angels
protect me forevermore.
I know that doesn't help her...
or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...
and show her that you care.
For no matter what she says...
no matter what she feels.
My surviving mom has a broken heart
that time won't ever heal.
My Dad is a Survivor
My dad is a survivor too...
which is no surprise to me.
He's always been like a lighthouse
that helps you cross a stormy sea.
But, I walk with my dad each day
to lift him when he's down.
I wipe the tears he hides from others.
He cries when no one's around.
I watch him sit up late at night
with my picture in his hand.
He cries as he tries to grieve alone,
and wishes he could understand.
My dad is like a tower of strength.
He's the greatest of them all~!
But there are times when he needs to cry...
Please be there when he falls.
Hold his hand or pat his shoulder...
And tell him it's okay.
Be his strength when he's sad
Help him mourn in his own way.
Now, as I watch over my precious dad
from the Heavens up above...
I'm so proud that he's a survivor...
And, I can still feel his love~!
Kaye Des'Ormeaux
Lorie Miller <pmoments3@cox.net>
Omaha, NE United States - Thursday, April 12, 2007 5:10 PM CDT
Aimee,
My heart breaks for your family. I was completely shocked when Donna called late last night. I wil continue to pray for your family, as I have done since I met you. Although Kendall is in complete bliss, I will pray for peace for you.
As a mother you are my idol. May you be comforted by all those memories.
Love always,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <Missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 4:10 PM CDT
You are all in our prayers. We were so sad to here that Kendall passed away. He is with our Lord and his pain is gone but our hearts still ache. God Bless you.
Linda <lindav1828@yahoo.com>
Weirton, WV USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 4:07 PM CDT
Just know our little Austin Akin was layed to rest yesterday, he passed away on Good Friday from Neuroblastoma. Just know he was welcomed by Austin and we are feeling the same sense of loss and pain that you are.
You're in our prayers,
Jennifer
www.austinakin.blogspot.com
Jennifer
Round Rock, TX USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 3:51 PM CDT
Daddy please don't look so sad,
Mommy please don't cry.
'Cause I'm in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.
Please, try not to question God,
don't think He is unkind.
Don't think He sent me to you,
and then He changed His mind
You see, I am a special child,
and I'm needed up above.
I'm the special gift you gave Him,
the product of your love.
I'll always be there with you,
and watch the sky at night.
Find the brightest star thats gleaming,
that's my halo's brilliant light.
You'll see me in the morning frost,
that mists your window pane.
That's me, in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a little breeze,
from a gentle wind that blows,
That's me, I'll be there,
planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing and your heart feels a tug,
That's me, I'll be there, giving your heart a hug.
So Daddy, please don't look so sad,
and Mommy don't you cry,
I'm in the arms of Jesus,
and He sings me lullabies
Another mother of a child with cancer.
USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 3:47 PM CDT
Our deepest sympathy to your family at this time. We "found" you through the Kids' Cancer Crusade. You are living our worst fear and our hearts go out to you. And while we cannot even fathom what you are going through, we do have a pretty good idea.
Please know that your precious son is finally cancer-free, completely healed and at peace. It is those he left behind that will feel the pain until they can be with him again one day.
We will add your family to our daily prayer. May God give you the strength and courage to carry on and may He grant peace and comfort to your aching hearts.
Love and HUGE HUGS,
Rene' & Christian Losurdo
www.caringbridge.org/visit/christianlosurdo
Rene' and Christian Losurdo
Illinois - Thursday, April 12, 2007 3:42 PM CDT
What glorious pictures of your precious boy. My heart aches with you, I cannot imagine how you feel but just wanted to say that I am thinking about you and praying that somehow, you will know peace. Thankyou for sharing Kendall with us. I feel honoured to have been able to read about this beautiful boy.
Helen <helenwith6@aol.com>
Devon, England - Thursday, April 12, 2007 3:39 PM CDT
My prayers go to you and your family in this time of need. God will be there, just close your eyes and there he'll be. Kendall is with him now.
Traci Lynn <tracibasso@mail.com>
Stafford, VA USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 2:24 PM CDT
I am praying for your family at this difficult time. My heart aches for you.
glynette
Texas
glynette ford
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 2:18 PM CDT
My heart goes out to your entire family. We know what a fighter Kendall was and how awesome his brother has been through all of this. I am sending you a big hug and will be in touch later when things quiet down a bit. I know you are surrounded by love. God bless.
Kathy, Tom, Thomas, Greg and Julia
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julianesbitt
Kathy Nesbitt <Lvr3kids@aol.com>
Wesley Chapel, NC USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 1:57 PM CDT
Kendalls family - we found your website through Abby Conrads'. We are so very sorry for your loss - we lost our daughter Blair on 3/25/2007 after a 2 year struggle with Leukemia. The one blessing that has helped us is that she is now up with the angels and is no longer suffering. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. "If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it". Peace
Kim Anderson - www.caringbridge.org/visit/blair
Kim Anderson <daisy62999@msn.com>
Minnetonka, MN USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 1:49 PM CDT
Neil, Amiee & Zachary,
Someone once said, "it is better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all". You are such a loving family. Kendall is one of God's Angels shining his love down on all of us. I will continue to keep all of you in my thoughts and prayers.
Judy Weiss <jweiss@bn.com>
Huntington, NY USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 1:44 PM CDT
We are so sorry for your loss. My heart is breaking for you. Kendall is in our thoughts and prayers.
Carolyn , Kaitlyn and Family <Carpat31@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 1:09 PM CDT
I am so very sorry. I know, from experience, that the pain and sorrow are deeper than deep. But I also know that the love lasts. Love is the only thing that is really real. Kendall took that love with him to heaven. The love also remains in your hearts. The sorrow lessens gradually, but the love stays forever. May it help sustain you till you see Kendall again, face to face.
Diane Pawelski, mom to angel Natalie
Lake View, NY - Thursday, April 12, 2007 12:57 AM CDT
Neil, I'm so sorry to hear about your son, he was an inspiration to all of us. God bless him. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Frank Riley <dream716@optonline.net>
Port Jefferson Station, NY USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 12:45 AM CDT
I am saddened to hear of Kendall's passing. But be inspired by the fact that he is no longer suffering in his flesh. For his is now in heaven rejoicing, praising God that his race is finally finished. I pray for the family to gain strength, courage, understading, peace and endurance during this trying and difficult time. My sympathy and condolences are with you all. May God shelter you with his everlasting love and may you lean on him during this saddened time. In thoughts and prayers!!!
Tony V. Locklear <nativeelderassist@yahoo.com>
Maxton, NC - Thursday, April 12, 2007 12:31 AM CDT
May God be with you and your family during this difficult time. As a parent, I can not think of any greater pain or challege. My heart goes out to you all.
Angie Mcdonald <angmcdonald2003@yahoo.com>
Chillicothe, oh usa - Thursday, April 12, 2007 12:13 AM CDT
I'm sadden for your lost. It makes me wonder with everything thats going on in the world that people complain about "How bad their lives are" then i read about your beautiful son. It's young lives like this that are lost that reminds me of what is important. (I hope that makes so sense) My heart goes out to you and your family. May God Kepp you all strong. He was a beautiful child.
Maria L Feliciano
Lancaster, pa - Thursday, April 12, 2007 11:58 AM CDT
KENDALL,
Go rest high on that mountain, Son your work on earth is done, go to heaven shouting, love for the father and the son.
The dignity that Kendall showed during this difficult time will forever be instilled in so many people, he was a trooper and was braver than most adult's. Kendall is pain free.!!!!! He will be surely missed but never forgotten.
Mom- Thank you for allowing us to follow this journey of Kendalls life, he touched the heart's of people all over this world, we all share in your loss of a very special little boy.
Karianne
Kari
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 11:54 AM CDT
GOD BLESS you and yours
The Polk Family <lyndepolk@stx.rr.com>
Corpus Christi, TX - Thursday, April 12, 2007 11:52 AM CDT
To Kendall's Family,
I am very sorry for your loss. Angel Kendall will forever watch over your entire family. Keeping you in my prayers.
If Tomorrow Starts Without Me
“If tomorrow starts without me,
And I’m not there to see,
If the sun should rise and
find your eyes
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry,
the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn’t get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you’ll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
that an angel came and
called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I’d have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I’d always thought,
I didn’t want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all that we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I’d say good-bye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss some tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through
heaven’s gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down
and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said, ‘This is eternity,
And all I’ve promised you.’
Today your life on earth is past,
but here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
and since each day is the same way,
There’s no longing for the past.
So when tomorrow starts
without me,
don’t think we’re far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I’m right here, in your heart.”
Author Unknown
Lorie Miller <pmoments3@cox.net>
Omaha, NE USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 11:48 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss but I am comforted in knowing that sweet Kendall is in a better place free of pain! I pray for strength for your family!
Ashley Johns www.caringbridge.org/visit/dillanjohns <dillansmom@gmail.com>
Kilgore, TX - Thursday, April 12, 2007 11:44 AM CDT
I have never met your wonderful family but I have been following Kendall for some time now, when I read your post, I was sad. I can only imagine what your going through, Kendall was a blessing and he was so brave. You are in my thoughts and prayers during this very difficult time.
Carrie
WA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 11:43 AM CDT
We are so very sorry...we lost our grand daughter in January, we feel your pain.
Pat Angel/Wings www.caringbridge.org/visit/katehrischuk <denimlover@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 11:41 AM CDT
I am so sorry that Kendall has become an angel. I can't say anything that will help and I know that from experience. I lost my 4 year old daughter Kaitlyn to neuroblastoma on Aug 7th, 2005. I know the pain and heartache you are and always will feel. It is like your head knows he is in a better place free from cancer and pain but your heart just wants him back in your arms. I am so sorry!!!!!!! I will continue to keep your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Much love and understanding,
Kathy Ferguson (Mommy to Angel Kaitlyn) <ilfl2g@yahoo.com>
Minneola, FL - Thursday, April 12, 2007 11:25 AM CDT
Neil, Aimee, and Zachary,
Kendall is so blessed because he has two loving and devoted parents and a very special brother,the handsome Mr. "Zachary". Kendall definitely knew that you all loved him more than anything. You have my deepest sympathies. My prayers are with you. May God bless you!
Tonya Henry-Jenkins <tnnc@optonline.net>
Brentwood, NY Suffolk - Thursday, April 12, 2007 11:21 AM CDT
I am sorry to hear of Kendall's passing.
God blesses us with these little angels that are sent on earth to love.....to teach us things about life and how precious it is....to show us love and open our eyes to a whole new world.
Thankyou for sharing such a blessed little angel. My prayers and best wishes sent to you and your family.
Tania Dorn <redfroggie76@yahoo.com>
Queensbury, N.Y. U.S.A. - Thursday, April 12, 2007 11:09 AM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil and Zachary,
I can't even believe it when I heard from Nancy. It breaks my heart. I am so so sorry. When I think of Kendall, I think of how kind he was when we were at CHOP and he made that wonderful card for Russell. We are so glad to have had the chance to be classmates. I will pray for peace and comfort for your family during this very difficult time.
Peggy Lee <pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY - Thursday, April 12, 2007 11:01 AM CDT
Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com
Victoria Mitchem <buttercupnfnc@yahoo.com>
franklin, n.c. u.s.a. - Thursday, April 12, 2007 10:48 AM CDT
We are so very sorry for your loss. God's Blessings to you all! (We are friends of Abby Conrad. She attends our Primrose School in Eden Prairie and we heard about Kendall through her site).
Primrose School of Eden Prairie Staff <assistantdirector @psofedenprairie.com>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 10:48 AM CDT
There are no words to describe the sympathy I have for you and your family.I am praying for you and your family.Although we are never supposed to question our God ,I know this is heart wrenching.May God comfort you and may your faith amd memories guide you through.your sister in Christ
Victoria Mitchem <buttercupnfnc@yahoo.com>
Franklin, ga united States - Thursday, April 12, 2007 10:46 AM CDT
I am so very sorry for your loss. You are all in our prayers. Jake loved playing with Kendall & Zachary at The Morgan Center. Our hearts are broken
Debbie Amato (Jake's Mom) <kenjake@optonline.net>
Farmingdale, NY - Thursday, April 12, 2007 10:44 AM CDT
I'm sorry to hear of Kendall's passing. I pray that God wraps his arms your family and gives you peace and comfort.
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 10:41 AM CDT
Aimee, Neil, and Zachary,
I am very sorry for your loss. Neil and I work together and I have been following Kendall's updates on the site ever since he gave me the address. My heart and thoughts go out to him, and his family.
Although it's difficult today to see beyond the sorrow,
May looking back in memory help comfort you tomorrow.
~Author Unknown
William R. Van Kuyk <william@vankuyk.com>
Ronkonkoma, NY USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 10:36 AM CDT
I don't even know what to say...I'm sorry just seems so small. I am praying for all of you!
Kim
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 10:24 AM CDT
I heard this through Jessica Rose's site and I am just so sorry. What a beautiful, strong little boy. You are in my prayers, God Bless You. May your Angel watch over and protect you always.
Gia <mamagia12@aol.com>
Howard Beach, NY USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 10:21 AM CDT
Aimee, Neil, Zachary, Donna and Fritz,
"What we once enjoyed and deeply loved we can never lose, for all that we love deeply becomes a part of us." Helen Keller I am so sorry to hear of Kendalls passing. He always brought smiles and laughter to the classroom at The Morgan Center. May his dreams be filled with starwars and power rangers. He is a new shining star up in heaven. He will be deeply missed.
Miss Victoria from The Morgan Center <vbelous@optonline.net>
Melville, NY USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:50 AM CDT
Our prayers are with you all the way from Utah! May God bless you and your family with peace and strength as you try to move forward never forgetting a single moment spent with Kendall.
Stacey Nofsinger <staceys_marykay@hotmail.com>
West Jordan, U USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:48 AM CDT
Aimee, Neil, Zachary and ^^Kendall^^,
Like most people I don't know what to say except that I'm sorry you lost your amazing son and brother. It's heartbreaking to see someone so young suffer from such a horrible disease. I hope you can find some comfort in the knowledge that Kendall touched so many people through his website. You are all in my family's prayers at this time.
Thank you so much for sharing Kendall with us!
Kathleen Craig <k8r63@comcast.net>
Burton, MI - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:37 AM CDT
I am very sorry for your loss. My family and I are praying for your family. I'm sure Kendall was greated by my Zachary and is showing him around along with all the other Neuroblastoma angels.
Nikki Leman - mom to Teen Wonder <nikki.leman@insightbb.com>
Pekin, IL - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:30 AM CDT
Thank you for sharing your stories. It is these stories that have truly touched so many lives and taught us to treasure every minute! I pray that your family will be comforted by our Heavenly Father and find peace in knowing that Kendall is safe and pain free in Heaven.
Bree Ross <breeross@cox.net>
Santee, CA US - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:27 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. No words can express the sadness you are feeling but please know you are not alone.
Tammy Hellier <thellier@marykay.com>
Kearns, Utah USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:23 AM CDT
My heart breaks for your loss...offering my deepest, heartfelt condolences. I'm grateful Kendall had a peaceful passing, surrounded by love and family. He deserves at least that much, and so much more.... I cannot imagine/comprehend what your family has been through, yet you've lived these last few years with much grace and courage.
My heart breaks for Zachary. The bond twins share is stronger and closer than most any other. He and Kendall are two peas in a pod. Brothers/best friends forever!
Shirley
NY, NY - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:17 AM CDT
Neil, I'm so sorry to hear about Kendall, he was a brave little guy and an inspiration to all of us. God bless him. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Alan Stundis <ajs91657@optonline.net>
Miller Place, NY USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:16 AM CDT
There are no words. It brought great sadness to hear that news, I am so sorry for your loss.
Kendall and your family are in my prayers.
Andres
New York, NY USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:16 AM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil, Zachary, Donna & Fritz,
My heart is now broken twice. Sweet Kendall is not suffering any more. Sophia will be with him always. I hope you are able to find peace. With much love and friendship,
Emily & the Willens family
emily willens <erjs@optonline.net>
plainview, - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:10 AM CDT
To Kendall's family
I have never met you but through your journaling and allowing strangers such as myself a glimpse into your world I share in your sympathy. I sit here crying for your loss. There are no words right now that will ease this pain in your heart - I'm just so very sorry.
We never know the why's we just have to have faith - which at times like these seems to be our means of survival. I do believe Jesus is holding your sweet boy and I do believe you sweet boy will forever be with you . He is your angel - forever bound to you with love.
May God Bless you as you continue on your journey. I will keep you all in my prayers.
Love, Laura Marino
Laura Marino <Marinolaura@yahoo.com>
Saratoga Springs, NY USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:01 AM CDT
I am so sorry to hear about Kendall. Kendall and the rest of you really inspired me with your bravery and sense of humor in a terrible situation. My daily prayers will continue to be with you as they have been since the news that his cancer came back. God truly blessed you with Kendall, and now he took him back to be with him.
With Sympathy,
Janet
Janet Butts <js_butts@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:56 AM CDT
I am so happy for Kendall - he is amoung all the other little angels like himself. He accomplished his mission, to bring attention to this deadly disease so that others may be healed. My prayers are now for his family.
barbara miller
long beach, ny us - Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:54 AM CDT
Dearest Aimee, Neil and brother Zachary - I just received the terrible news from Mara Stiles site (mother of Laura Stiles who received her angel wings on December 22, 2006) She posted a picture of Laura and Kendall at Chop September 2006 - Laura was part of the welcoming of her friend last evening......It is so difficult to find words - so I will just say "Peace for Kendall" - It has been an honor to get to know you and your family and my heart is breaking for all - please let Zachary know that we all send him our love and just cannot imagine what he is feeling at this time - so hard to loose his twin........May God be with you all in the hours, days weeks and months ahead......
GOD BLESS AIMEE,NEIL AND ZACHARY AND THEIR SWEETENESS "KENDALL"
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:54 AM CDT
I am SO, SO, SO sorry! How shockingly quick he grew his wings!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:48 AM CDT
I'm so sorry and will keep all of you in our prayers.
Sondra <SRELM@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:46 AM CDT
When God opens Heaven's gates
As we cross that gulf so wide,
The arms of Jesus open
As our soul will there abide.
When God opens heaven's gates
We'll see beauty all around,
Our loved ones, too, will greet us,
As we leave this earth behind.
When God opens Heaven's gates
There'll be singing angels there,
The awesome peace and joyfulness
Will permeate the air.
As God opens Heaven's gates
And His Light takes place of day,
Jesus welcomes us forever
As the ones who found "The Way."
Dawn Guidry <sweetnspicy147@yahoo.com>
New Iberia, La. United States - Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:45 AM CDT
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I have been keeping Kendall in my prayers daily, hoping for abatement of his pain. I'm sure he is playing happily and pain free in heaven and watching over you all. My deepest sympathy for your family's loss.
Cindy
Rochester, NY - Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:44 AM CDT
I've followed Kendall on and off over the past year and a half and was completely shocked to hear that he is now in heaven. I'm truly at a loss for words here & just want you to know that Kendall and your family have touched many many lives. Losses like this just don't make much sense - but that's the nature of the NB beast. We're thinking about you - here's hoping that you all are able to rest easily over the next few days which are to be hectic for sure.
With Love,
doris (Ryan Malarkey's Auntie)
doris godfrey <doris_godfrey@hotmail.com>
dewittville, ny 14728 - Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:41 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. We will be praying for your family.
Lois Schwier <dlschwier@charter.net>
Chester, IL - Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:33 AM CDT
i heard of kendall's passing through myspace. it's amazing how complete strangers can affect you. no words can give you comfort in this trying time in your life. i'm sorry all the same. my condolencies to you and your family. you all are brave people and as i am a twin myself i cannot imagine what zachary feels. let him know that another twin out there is praying for him and his family.
amanda
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:31 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss and suffering. Kendall was such a sweetheart. I'd like to share a fun memory I have of him, Kendall & Zachary rolling down the grassy hill outside the Morgan Center. Life was so normal in that moment. He looks so adorable in these recent Easter Photos; I am so glad you had these calm and loving moments before he had to go. Corinne & I will miss him at The Morgan Center and at Clinic. Peace and love to you all, and hugs to you dear Aimee.
Katherine & Corinne Lent <digigarden2@optonline.net>
Bellport, NY US - Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:21 AM CDT
My family and I are very sorry for the loss of your beautiful boy. We will all pray for you and his brother, I can only imagine how hard this must be for him being a twin. Please take comfort in knowing that Kendall has his perfect body now and is probably playing in heaven. Please give your son a hug for us and tell him to squeez you a little tighter too. Much love and prayers are coming your way.
The Shermans
Darren, Amber, John, Lela & Clare Thérèse
Amber Sherman <amber_joyful@hotmail.com>
Roseville, MI USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 8:01 AM CDT
Heartbreaking, I am so sorry.
Sue Hilligrass <sue.hilligrass@hp.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, April 12, 2007 7:54 AM CDT
Everyone - I am so sorry to hear about Kendall's passing. He is among stars now. I hope that all of you take comfort in knowing that there is a whole community of people here to support you. Sending lots of love to you and your entire family.
Love Em
Emily Galbraith <Emily.galbraith@gmail.com>
Greensboro, NC - Thursday, April 12, 2007 7:47 AM CDT
Dear Aimee, neil, and ZachaRY,
I have never posted a comment, but have followed Kendall for a long time. I am in shock this morning, and wanted you to know that there are many out there that you don't even know of praying for your family. I wish you strength and peace. You are an amazing source of inspiration.
Godspeed~
Janna brown <JannaBrwn@yahoo.com>
NH USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 7:12 AM CDT
I am so shocked and so sad. I will miss Kendall alot...I've been checking on him for a long time. Heaven has gained an AWESOME angel! Love, Gwen
Gwen Haag <ghaag@frmc.us>
East Rochester, NY USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 6:58 AM CDT
Dear Aimee
Tears are flowing as I read of Kendall's passing. He was so much a sweet and wonderful little boy who loved life and wanted to live. This disease is so unpredictable in its sinister ways. As your quote said "there is no why" It is the mystery and perplexity of it all that will always haunt us but will be overcome by the memories and love for our children that will fill our hearts.
With tears your friend
Mara
mother of angel Laura
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles
mara Stiles <ozman1@optonline.net>
Boonton Township, NJ - Thursday, April 12, 2007 6:51 AM CDT
I am so very sorry for what you are facing right now. May God be w/ you and your husband and Zachary as you face this together. Bless Kendall's little heart!
MariClair Schneider
MariClair Schneider <mariclair@earthlink.net>
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 6:47 AM CDT
Aimee,
Henry told me of Kendall's passing this morning. I am so sorry. He touched so many lives and will forever live in our hearts. I will pray for Zachary and your whole family. May God give you comfort and peace during this difficult time. I know Kendall is happy, having fun, and will wrap his wings around you all.
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 6:45 AM CDT
I am so very sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Tammy Nettina <tsnettina@msn.com>
Lithia, FL USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 6:43 AM CDT
I was shocked to read the news. I am glad that Kendall is no longer in pain, but I am so sorry for your loss. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Chris Gemici <chris@gemici.com>
Mt. Lakes, NJ USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 6:36 AM CDT
I've checked Kendall's site daily but have never signed before. I am so sorry for your loss. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Laureen <laradi@frontiernet.net>
Mt. Lake, MN USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 6:17 AM CDT
You have my deepest sympathy,im so sorry for your loss.keeping you in my prayers.
sandy crisco <scrisco@southbridgeems.com>
oakdale, pa - Thursday, April 12, 2007 5:29 AM CDT
Bless his little heart. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. Kendall was a fighter, and was strong until the end, he's in no more pain..He'll always be in your heart. I pray for strength for your family at this time. God Bless You.
Lisa <JETNJAMMY2002@AOL.COM>
Johnson City, TN USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 5:18 AM CDT
I'm so sorry for your loss. Kendall was such a special little boy loved by millions. I know there is nothing I can say to ease your pain, but know that your family has been and continues to be in my prayers.
Linda - www.caringbridge.org/sc/christopher <chrisnbreemom@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Thursday, April 12, 2007 5:08 AM CDT
I'm so sad for your loss. I recently joined the listserv which led me to Kendall's website. Thank you for sharing Kendall's journey with us. Our lives are so much richer knowing him, even if it's only through this journal.
With a heavy heart,
Thy Tran, mom to Lucas (recurrent neurblastoma) <tandctran@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 3:32 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. I am in shock. I check in often and was just enjoying the Easter pics. I hope that you can find some kind of peace in knowing that Kendall is now pain free. My heart is broken. You are all in my thoughts. I am truley sorry. Kendall you will always be a Hero to me. I will miss you forever.
Kylie <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Thursday, April 12, 2007 2:58 AM CDT
Kendall was so incredibly brave, i am so shocked to hear he has left us. You will always miss him but it will beautiful for Kendall in Heaven - he will be healed and be pain free at last. Kendall will never forget his family and friends, he will always remember your love for him.
Love and prayers to you all.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, April 12, 2007 2:51 AM CDT
I came to hear of Kendall's courageous battle with cancer thru a friend that lost her sweet daughter, Ali, in October '06 to the disease... Kelli (Ali's Mom) posted the devastating news of Kendall's passing this afternoon on myspace. I'm so very sorry for your loss-- and please forgive me for intruding on this incredibly personal & tragic time... but I feel compelled to express to you that I, along with countless others that you'll never even know or hear of, am praying for your family; I'm praying for God to wrap you in His loving arms and deliver peace that surpasses all understanding as your family grieves for your brave little Angel. Until you reunite with Kendall in Heaven, I pray the Lord will ease your pain & give you comfort in the knowledge that he no longer feels the pains of this world. ~God bless your family!~
Proverbs 3:5&6
Katie Madison <katibug_158@yahoo.com>
Kailua, HI - Thursday, April 12, 2007 2:41 AM CDT
I brought to you by a mutual friend from Caringbridge, I cannot begin to fathom the pain and heartache that you must be feeling from this terrible situation. But please know that our God is Awesome, and his plans our mighty and powerful. I know I often pray for miracles and I know that they do come true; however I must rest to know that some of the miracles I pray for God answers by taking someone home. What your precious Kendall must be doing in Heaven. Your family is in our prayers. May God lead and guide you through this terrible time.
Bryan Terry ~ Valley Bible Fellowship <bterry@vbf.org>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 1:58 AM CDT
God bless your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you...
Hope and Garrett Stapf and our litle ones Janell and Colton <sappyslette@yahoo.com>
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 1:42 AM CDT
I am heartbroken for you and your family, as this time on earth with your precious Kendall is over.
I pray you experience God's comfort and love in a powerful way as you go through this sorrow and wait for the day when you're reunited with him in a glorius way.
You all have been through soo much, I will ask God to give you rest in Him.
Gloria <trimline7@msn.com>
- Thursday, April 12, 2007 1:33 AM CDT
I am so very sorry.
I just read today that great love comes with great risk. I have been thinking about that as I consider my own child who was diagnosed with neuroblastoma last year.
You are not alone on L.I.
Kathleen <kleary516@hotmail.com>
West Babylon, NY USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 0:58 AM CDT
Aimee, Neil, Zachary and Family, I am so sorry to read this news. I'm happy that everyone was with him, and that he is at Peace. I'm praying for your Angel, and for your family, especially Zachary. I know that there are really no words of comfort. With Tears, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Thursday, April 12, 2007 0:44 AM CDT
When I’m gone
~Unknown
When I come to the end of my journey
And I travel my last weary mile,
Just forget if you can, that I ever frowned
And only remember the smile
Forget unkind words I have spoken;
Remember some good I have done.
Forget that I ever had heartache
And remember I’ve had loads of fun.
Forget that I’ve stumbled and blundered
And sometimes fell by the way.
Remember I have fought some hard battles
And won, ere the close of the day.
Then forget to grieve for my going,
I would not have you sad for a day,
But in summer just gather some flowers
And remember the place where I lay,
And come in the shade of evening
When the sun paints the sky in the west.
Stand for a few moments beside me
And remember only my best.
Love,
Kathy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/gracehodges
Kathy <mommyrn@earthlink.net>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 0:40 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine!! But I share your tears and sorrow and hope that peace finds you soon!!
Michael Paxton <Mgpax@comcast.net>
Nashville, TN USA - Thursday, April 12, 2007 0:02 AM CDT
I did not know your son personally but I wanted to tell you that I am so very sorry for your loss. I lost a young friend last year and when I heard of your son's passing, I said a little prayer to my buddy John and asked him to keep an eye out for your son. Again, I am so very sorry for your loss
Meg
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:57 PM CDT
Amiee,Neil,Zachary,Grandma and Grandpa
I am so so sorry...
Love Lisa (Ashley's Mom) <lnspunky@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:52 PM CDT
Aimee,Neil,Zachary,Grandma and Grandpa
im so so sorry...
Lisa (Ashley's Mom) <lnspunky@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:44 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil, and Zachary,
There are no words. We are so very sorry for your loss. We will wrap you in loving prayer.
With love and comforting cyber hugs,
John, Eleanore, Cassandra and John IV Steinle
Eleanore Steinle <EllieS21@verizon.net>
Smithtown, NY USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:41 PM CDT
Dear Aimee,
I know that there are no words that will truly comfort you! I just wanted you to know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. I was one of Katie Krize's counselors at Camp Kemo. I heard about your loss and just wanted to let you know that my heart is with you and your family!
-Rachel
"When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight."
~Kahlil Gibran
"There is a sacredness in tears.
They are not the mark of weakness,
but of power.
They speak more eloquently
than 10,000 tongues.
They are the messengers
of overwhelming grief,
of deep contrition,
and of unspeakable love."
~Washington Irving
Rachel Buckley <rbuckley25@yahoo.com>
Florence, SC USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:36 PM CDT
Our prayers are with you and your family, The Sapp Family
Vanessa Sapp
VA Beach, VA USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:28 PM CDT
aimee,neil,zachary,grandma and grandpa
i am so so sorry....
lisa (ashley's mom) <lnspunky@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:25 PM CDT
I AM SO SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR LITTLE BOY, EVEN THOUGH I JUST READ ABOUT KENDALL MY HEART AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND ALL YOUR FAMILY. GOD BLESS YOU
OLGA ORTEGA <ABUELA0446@AOL.COM>
NAPLES, FL USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:23 PM CDT
Dear Aimee and family,
I heard about Kendall from my friend Kathy(daughter Grace NB) My husband had cancer 4 yrs ago and is at this time cancer free. He was stage 3 or 4 at the time we found his cancer. It affected our entire family, not just him. I will be praying for the Holy Spirit to give you comfort and grace during this great time of loss. You never know really, why people get sick with all kinds of diverse diseases. My husband and I used his illness to minister to others going through similar problems. There is a book called "WHEN GOD AND CANCER MEET" I beleive the last name of the author is IEB . A friend gave us the book, and I think you would find comfort in reading this one. God bless you and strengthen you in the coming days .
Karen Peavy <tkbpeavy@bellsouth.net>
Warner Robins , GA USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:23 PM CDT
God Bless you and your family. Your son is beautiful. I am sorry for you loss.
Rachel Gooding <rachelandjustin@cox.net>
Fort Huachuca, AZ USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:22 PM CDT
God Bless you all.
I'm sorry for your loss
Tina
Tina <gooberzndoodlez@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:17 PM CDT
I am sorry to hear of your loss. Kendall was a beautiful person.Love Tammy
tammy Paxton <sa8788@frontiernet.net>
McMinnville, tn warren - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:12 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil and Zachary,
Nancy called tonight...I am truly heart-broken for you all. Our lives have all been enriched and deeply touched by knowing your sweet Kendall. He brought so much joy to each one of us at The Morgan Center. I feel so lucky to have known him and all of you too. Kendall will never, ever be forgotten.
You have our deepest, most sincere sympathy. We will be praying that you find some comfort knowing that Kendall is no longer suffering, free to play and roam Heaven. I'd like to think that Roly was among those waiting to welcome him with open arms. I will pray that he will take good care of Kendall until we are all reunited one day.
With much love and many hugs,
Donna, Molly and Billy
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:00 PM CDT
Aimee, Neil and Zachary,
We are so very sorry for your loss. Kendall will always be with you.
We are sending lots of love and prayers your way.
http://isabellaroseugarte.blogspot.com/
Michelle Ugarte <michelleugarte@gmail.com>
phoenix, az - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 10:32 PM CDT
I am so sorry to hear that our little Kendall is gone. My heart and prayers are with you.
Fran Kessler <narfrelssek@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 10:29 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil, and Zachary,
I know the loss of your sweet Kendall is beyond words or even understanding. I am so so sorry. You all are in my thoughts and prayers.
Pam
forever Jason's mom
www.caringbridge.org/tn/jasona/
Pam <davidandpam.archer@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 10:26 PM CDT
Kendall and Family,
It is with sadness to read the journal entry. But assurance of a better tomorrow is HOPE. God has a plan for you and he will make things right very soon. We pray for comfort, peace and endurance during this trying and difficult time. May God bless you with his sweet annointing to spend the best of quality time with yours. Our thoughts and prayers are with you!
Tony V. Locklear <nativeelderassist@yahoo.com>
Maxton, NC - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 10:24 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil, and Zachary,
I have tried for hours to find some words of comfort for you in your sorrow, in what must be your desperation, in Kendall's life lost. Please, though I can't find them, let my love help a little.
So, so so sorry that you have lost your Kendall. Godspeed to you all.
With heavy hearts,
The Kashinos
Colleen Kashino
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 10:18 PM CDT
May the Lord of all give the peace that only Heaven knows fill your mind and souls.
Brent <irtech@bresnan.net>
Bigfork, MT - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 10:12 PM CDT
Joining you in tears, I pray that God's peace fills your hearts in knowing that your sweet angel is now a real angel and will never suffer again.
Jennifer
Mom to Ila Jean dx 8/29/06 stage IV NB
Howie 7 and Monica 5
www.caringbridge.org/visit/ilajean
jennifer Rathbone
Schenectady, NY 12306 - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 10:07 PM CDT
Kendall, you are in our thoughts and in our prayers.
Much love
Yvonne and Jack (currently under treatment at MSKCC)
Yvonne Brown <aiobhean@hotmail.com>
New York, NY USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 10:07 PM CDT
I am so very sorry. I hope you find peace in knowing that Kendall is no longer suffering.
Hugs
DeAnn, Angel Darren's mom
www.caringbridge.org/ok/darren
DeAnn Elliott <deann_elliott@hotmail.com>
Clinton, ok - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:56 PM CDT
My heart is so heavy for this beautiful family. Lord give them sweet memories, many hugs and lots of kisses for each other in the coming days ahead. Bless them with peace of mind and heart. Surround Kendall with more love than he can handle as he starts his new journey. Let him know that there are people praying for him that he doesn't even know but they will meet him someday in heaven. God Bless You all.
pat ivey <pivey@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:52 PM CDT
Aimee I've always checked in on your two lovely boys since my son Jack was in the NICU with Kendall and Zachary. I've been checking your page daily my heart breaks for you. My thoughts and prayers are with your entire family. You truly are a wonderful mother and an inspiration to all. May your courage and faith help you in the next days and weeks to come. I am so sorry for your tremendous loss ~May God Bless You~
Matthew 5:4
Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
Kelly ( Kathleen & Michael's Cousin) <kburdewick@yahoo.com>
Levittown, NY - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:51 PM CDT
Aimee and family,
I just simply don't have the words.
Rest Peacefully sweet Kendall, I've followed your story for a long long time and I know you have one amazing family.
Sorry for your loss beautiful family.
Love Colleen - Kaitlyn's mum <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:36 PM CDT
Aimee, Neil and Zach-
I was so sorry to read about Kendall on the listserv. We've never met but I have been thinking and praying of Kendall all day and I hope you can take a small measure of comfort in knowing that so many people were praying for him as he earned his wings. What an amazing little boy and a blessed one to have you for his family.
My son Max is fighting NB and I told him all about Kendall- we said a prayer for him tonight. Take some comfort in all those praying and crying with you for your sweet boy.
God Bless-
Carrie Palmer
Carrie Palmer <cbither2002@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:34 PM CDT
Aimee,
When I read your post I also joined you with tears. I
just can't beleive how fast it went. At least now
Kendall has no more pain.
We will be thinking about you in the days and weeks to
come.
Henry and Kim
www.caringbridge.org/visit/ryanmalarkey
Henry Malarkey <malarkeys@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:25 PM CDT
Dear sweet angel Kendall,
You are the apple to your mothers eyes! You are the hope we all have looked to. May your journey to heaven be as beautiful as your life here on earth. Time will be on hold until your family will be in heaven too. We will pray for their strength as they will miss you so dearly. May God grant them strength, hope, faith and your kind spirit to get through the coming days and months. The joy of your everlasting life will always be all of our hope.
Aimee we love you, we grieve for you and we will see you this summer to help you get through.
God bless your family, your sweet angel and his dear sweet twin Zachary!
Love from the Hollways
Mary, Bill, Billy, Mike and Molly
Mary Hollway <mary@maryhollway.com>
Edina, MN - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:22 PM CDT
I am so so sorry for your loss. I will never believe that there is anything more difficult than loosing your child. Keep all the wonderful memories alive! Just remember Kendall knows how much he is loved and someday you will be together again.
www.caringbridge.com/visit/brycehodgkins
Karla
Wausau, WI US - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:16 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. Kendal now has no more pain and suffering and there is a new little Angel with wings. I pray that the Lord gives you peace in your time of sorrow.
Angie Bergen <Bergengirls@hotmail.com>
Las Vegas, NV 89117 - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:11 PM CDT
Hi, Max my nephew in San Diego also has NB. Your site is linked to his. Just know I am praying for you and your family. There is something very special about these NB kids. Such a sweetness and courage I've never experienced. May Jesus wrap His arms around you and hold you close. Much love and prayer!! Annee Ranee
Randee Ferry (aka Anee Ranee) <randee@cox.net>
La Mesa, CA USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:11 PM CDT
Aimee, Neil and Zachery,
My heart goes out to you. I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I think about the first time we met your family and sweet Kendall at Dutch Wonderland I think 2 summers ago. What a hansome boy he was. He had a beautiful smile that would melt anyone's heart. I remember him and Jared at the Ronald in Philadelphia last September holding hands and playing together. Oh how he will be missed. It seems like it all happened so fast. I am glad he is no longer in pain and that is a good thing. May God give you strength and courage to make it through the coming days. Your Kendall will be embedded in my heart and mind forever. Take care of yourself. With tears in my eyes and sadness in my heart I write this...............
Connie Strayer <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:05 PM CDT
Aimee, I just read your message on the neuroblastoma group. I'm so very sorry! I can't begin to imagine what you are going through right now. My prayers are with you and your family. May God give you the peace the surpasses all understanding during this time.
Love,
Kathy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/gracehodges
Kathy <mommyrn@earthlink.net>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:04 PM CDT
I just read your post to the listserv - I am so sorry! Please know we are praying for peace for you and your family! Your love for Kendall is resounding... his life, albeit short, is so full of love... something many never achieve! thank you for being such a great mom and know other NB moms are carrying your burden...
Ann Podeszwa
Ann Podeszwa <Podeszwa@ameritech.net>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 8:44 PM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers during this difficult time.
Tracey Marshall (mom to Alyssa) <tlmmgm@aol.com>
Levittown, PA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 8:36 PM CDT
Oh, I am just soo devestated... I have been reading about your sweet boy for so long.. I am soo soo sorry for your loss...
May God be with you....
in prayer
www.caringbridge.org/tn/sydneymarie
rhonda dudley <rhondadud@comcast.net>
knoxville , tn - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 8:30 PM CDT
Hi Kendall! I heard about you from Joey Thompson's dad. I'm so sorry to hear that you are so sick. I'm praying for you and for your family. I'm also praying that someone finds a cure for this terrible beast that is causing you so much trouble! I can tell you are a strong brave young man. I'm glad I got to "meet" you through your website. Your Mom and Dad must be pretty special too. Would you tell them thank you for sharing you and your family with us? Praying for comfort and peace for you and your family.
Kim Shuttleworth (friend of the Thompson's) <cohuskers@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 7:57 PM CDT
Dear Aimee,
I think of Kendall and pray for him and your family everyday!
Love, Carolyn (Kaitlyn's Mom)
Carolyn <carpat31@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 7:51 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil, Kendall and Zachary,
My heart aches for you all. Kendall, you are an amazing boy and I feel blessed to know you. Your courage and strength is inspiring.
Nicole and I love you all.
Love, Fran and Nicole
Floral Park, NY - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 7:10 PM CDT
We want you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Jenna and Eric Hoff <jenna1@telus.net>
Edmonton, alberta Canada - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 7:08 PM CDT
Aimee, Neil, Kendall, and Zachary
I've been visiting Kendall's site for so long that I forgot how I found it. I feel like I've known you for years through your entries. Your recent entry breaks my heart. I can never know or imagine what your family is going through now. But, you will all be in my prayers. I hope you can find some comfort in that so may friends and strangers like me are praying for a miracle for Kendall.
Kathleen Craig <k8r63@comcast.net>
Burton, MI - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 6:55 PM CDT
Please excuse me for spelling Kendall's name with an e.
Andrea LaPierre <alapierr21@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 6:47 PM CDT
I am so sorry to hear that your are going through this. Kendell is in my prayers. I received Kendell's web page from Ila's mother. My 17 month old nephew has neuroblastoma as well. He is in Texas receiving radiation. We just recently found out that the tumor behind his ear is very aggressive. He has already had 3 surgeries. Radiation is our last hope. This disease is a roller coaster for everybody. Keep strong your family is in my prayers.
Andrea LaPierre <alapierr21@hotmail.com>
pleasantville, NY 10570 - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 6:40 PM CDT
my prayers are with you and your family.
Tonya Baldwin, Christopher's godmother www.caringbridge.org/sc/christopher
Tonya <tmbtchr45@yahoo.com>
Summerville, SC - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 6:35 PM CDT
Iam so,so sorry to hear your news.keeping your family in my prayers,
sandy crisco <scrisco@southbridgeems.com>
oakdale, pa - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 6:30 PM CDT
I'm not sure if you remember me, but I am Brandon Koontz's aunt. I met you and your two beautiful boys at the Philly Ronald McDonald House in October of 2006. Kendall and Zachary were playing dress up, Kendall was pirate and Zachary was Batman. I am so sorry to hear this heartbreaking news. Kendall is a true warrior. I pray for peace and understanding as your family endures this painful time.
Ashley Seamon <ashley.diane85@yahoo.com>
Cooleemee, NC - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 6:26 PM CDT
Oh my gosh! I did not expect this! I am usually quite good at wording things but words seem to escape me. There are just none that can show my emotions. I do not know you guys personally, and as I think about it now I don't think I've written in here before. However I have been checking on Kendall For over six months now.
I will be thinking of him and the rest of the family more than ever in the next few days.
Ashley <nisa764@yahoo.com>
Stoughton, Massachusetts USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 6:22 PM CDT
Aimee and Neil,
Unimagineable! I don't know what to say, I am stunned that Kendall is at this stage so quickly. How heartbreaking for everyone, especially poor Zachary.
I am so truly sorry. Prayers for Kendall to have peace and comfort. I will storm Heaven for prayers for your entire family. May God bless you.
Love alwyas,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 6:16 PM CDT
I am so sorry... praying hard for Kendall's comfort and for peace for all of you...
michele(nurse in ny)
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 6:14 PM CDT
No words for this beast atacking so many sweet kids.We'll be praying every min. of the days in the future. Dakota who was dignoised April 8 2005 and Grandma Jane ( I to am a twin so I know that they are both in this together) Praying Praying
Dakota and grandma Jane Schumann <schumannj66@hotmail.com>
Kawkawlin, Mi. USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 5:56 PM CDT
Praying for each of you that whatever you may need God will provide. Words are just not adequate to convey the sorrow and sadness I feel for you and your beautiful family - just know that the prayer warriors are storming heaven for you!
Gina Mac
Willis, TX USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 5:41 PM CDT
Aimee,
I am so sorry to hear this. I have been following your story since Tanner was diagnosed. I just never thought I would be reading this about Kendall. He is like a family member to me and I am hurting for all of you. There really are no words that I can say to make this any easier or better. Again, I am so very sorry and I hope Kendall can be comfortable and in the least amount of pain as possible.
Heidi Gilbert <lowersoundz@cox.net>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 5:37 PM CDT
Dear Aimee,
I tried posting this on the NB listserve, but I have changed my email address and they will not take my posts. We are sick about Kendall. I wish we could help!!! Our thought and prayers are with you. Here Is my post!
Love, Mary
Dear Aimee,
Oh my goodness!!! We have been out of the country and off email for just 10
days, and I can't believe what I am reading.
We are soooo soooo sorry! Bless his sweet little heart. Wish we were closer
and could help you in some way! Know that our thoughts and our sincere
prayers are with you and Kendall. Keep hope and keep faith......may you have
strength to find a way to get through this! May an Easter miracle bring
peace, and strength to Kendall too!!
As I always say, I can't come to terms with this horrible beast. how can it
bring down our precious little ones so fast.....How can NB take away the
most precious gifts we were given????
Love and prayers and hugs to you Aimee and family.
The Hollways
Mary, Bill, Billy, Mike and Molly NB survivor....
Mary Hollway <mary@maryhollway.com>
Edina, MN - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 5:32 PM CDT
I've been thinking of you alot lately and I want you to know that my heart goes out to you. I wish you all the strength you need right now and send comfort to you each day in my thoughts. Please know that a special prayer and healing thought goes out to you, Kendall, and your family every day.
www.caringbridge.org/pa/danielcooper
Barbara Cooper <barbe2700@yahoo.com>
Havertown, PA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 5:32 PM CDT
AIMEE WE JUST READ YOUR NEW ENTRY AND WERE SO SADDENED BY THE NEWS. WE HOPE YOU GET TO SPEND SOME HAPPY FAMILY MOMENTS TOGETHER WHILE KENDALL IS STILL ABLE TO. WE WILL PRAY FOR ALL OF YOU IN THIS TRYING TIME
JUTTA FORKEL TANNERS GILBERTS GRAMMA <HAPPYMOM@NYCAP.RR.COM>
ALBANY, NY - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 4:54 PM CDT
God Bless you and hold you.
Sue Hilligrass <sue.hilligrass@hp.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 4:41 PM CDT
We love you guys... Helene, Charlie, Josh & Alec
Helene <HappyTimeKids@aol.com>
Centereach, NY USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 4:40 PM CDT
I check in on Kendall every day, I look at his pictures and am stunned by how beautiful he is, he has such a radiance. There is nothing I can think of to say except I am praying for you and for your boys, I pray that Kendall continues to feel so safe,the thought that he knows there are loved ones waiting for him is wonderful. God bless you and your precious boy. Helen.
He;en <helenwith6@aol.com>
Devon, England - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 4:20 PM CDT
Came across your site from Ila Jean's site. So sorry to hear about Kendall. Please know we will pray for Kendall and your family that the love and strength of God will surround you at this difficult time. www.carepages.com nicholasdefelice
Denise <desiboo@comcast.net>
Malden, Ma USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 4:18 PM CDT
I am devasted and I'm not living it. May the Lord wrap ya'll in his arms and comfort you in only the way He can. We're praying for all of you every day.
Kendall, you are such a brave and wonderful kid! We love seeing your pictures and reading about you. Hang in there, buddy! You are always in our hearts and on our minds.
John & Kari Martin <martins4christ@sbcglobal.net>
TX - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 4:04 PM CDT
Aimee, I don't know what to say except we love you, all of you.
Still praying and hoping !
XXXOOO
Michele, Tom and Connor Donovan
Michele <mtd3@verizon.net>
Selden , ny usa - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 3:56 PM CDT
I know exactly what NB can do. It is just like what you said if can progress in hours or days. We lost my cousins 4 1/2 year old daughter to NB on May 25th. One minute you are talking about treatment options the next they are talking about quality of life. It is so unreal. We are praying for your family.
Ruth <refinersruth@neohio.twcbc.com>
Lakewood, Oh USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 3:11 PM CDT
Aimee, I don't know what to say. You are all in our thoughts and prayers. I hope this fundraiser helps reach many people so they can become aware of what is happening to far to many children. If you need anything at all please let me know.
Cindy, Keith, Andrew and Sean Merkler <LLL3boysnme@optonline.net>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 3:01 PM CDT
Aimee, Neil and Zachary,
I am so sorry you have to say good-bye. Kendall is such a sweet boy. And those beautiful brown eyes! I still remember him holding my hand when we were at RMH with the Strayers and he hardly knew me. God is holding your hand and Kendall's too. I am so glad he knows that a wonderful heaven awaits and that you will always be together in spirit. Your love for one another will endure and surround you for always. Peace.
In sadness, love and hope,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 2:48 PM CDT
I am so very saddened to read your latest journal entry. I check on Kendall every morning, but never sign the book. Which I know I should just to let you know there is another person thinking of your sweet son.
May Kendall and your family find the comfort needed at this time. What a horrible, vicious disease. It may win the bodies of these precious children, but it will never win their souls.
Heather Melvin (friend of Carter Finger) <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 2:33 PM CDT
God Bless Kendall and your entire family. I hope you all find the strength to get through this terrible time.
Laura A. Kamanes <Laura_Kamanes@yahoo.com>
East Meadow, NY USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 2:21 PM CDT
I am keeping your brave little boy in my prayers!! And prayers for your whole family!!
Kim
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 2:20 PM CDT
I am so very very sorry to hear Kendall is declining so rapidly. I pray you get some good time with him while he is still alert.
I don't really no what else to say but I am sending a virtual hug.
Susan and Nathan
www.caringbridge.org/co/nathanmichael
Susan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 2:15 PM CDT
You guys are in my thoughts and prayers. I'm sorry I didn't know about this sooner. Be strong, God is always on your side and He's always looking after you.
Jenna <jennart13@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 2:11 PM CDT
Prayers for peace and strength, and much love to you and your family. We are so very sorry.
The Pawelski Family (Bob, Di, Em, Erik & angel Natalie)
Lake View, NY - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 1:52 PM CDT
You are in our thoughts and prays everyday. You are a brave little man and a hero to everyone.
Barbara and Jack Messina
caringbridge/jackaroo
barbara messina <joebarbm@aol.com>
sound beach, ny - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 1:50 PM CDT
I feel as though my heart has broken (once again) into a million little pieces. There are so many of us 'out here' that are singing your name up to God, dear Kendall! Prayers for peace to all of you.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 1:29 PM CDT
Aimee, I am just devastated by your entry of this morning. The change from when I spoke to you yesterday afternoon is unreal. I will see you tomorrow. Call me if you need anything anytime or want me there tonight. I love you my beautiful, loving nephew Kendall.
Kathleen <kkesq@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, ny usa - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 1:23 PM CDT
Many prayers and much love sent your way.
Ronit <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
Ceasaria, Israel - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 1:14 PM CDT
Hello - you don't know me, i'm just a well-wisher from England. I found your website through another and was just really really touched by what a special, beautiful little boy Kendall is :o) I've been following his progress with so much hope and positivity in my heart that he would be cured or at least go into remission! I am truly terribly shocked and sad to read your latest update :o( I will pray hard for Kendall I promise! Much love and blessings, Katie P x x x
Katie Pearman <toffs79@aol.com>
Bath, England - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 12:49 AM CDT
My heart is breaking for you all. All I can say is I am here for you and please take care of each other and give those little guys a huge hug from me.
With sadness in my heart,
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
PA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 12:47 AM CDT
I was so sorry to hear your latest update, and will continue to pray for Kendall and your family.
Chris Gemici <chris@gemici.com>
Mountain Lakes, NJ USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 12:41 AM CDT
Aimee,
I am in tears at my desk here at work. I do not know what to say to make you feel better. Kendall is a very special little boy and I know he knows how much he is loved by every single one of you. No child should have to go through this and no parent should have to witness it. Neuroblastoma is horrible and we will continue to pray for your family. We love you all very much!
Michelle - N-Blast list
Michelle <michelleugarte@gmail.com>
Phoenix, az - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 12:06 AM CDT
no words, only thoughts and hope.
rob and linda and paige kessler <rkessle3@optonline.net>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 12:02 AM CDT
Aimee,
There just aren't words. Please know that you, Kendall and your family are in our prayers. Kendall is an amazing warrior and loved by many that have never met him.
Candace Mason
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Reno, NV USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:53 AM CDT
Dearest Kendall and Family,
Our hearts are breaking. This is too hard to understand or accept. We love you and pray for you constantly, and ask God to provide a myriad of miracles as you walk this terrible road.
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:51 AM CDT
Oh Ammie,
I am so sorry to here how fast Kendall is progressing. Tell him my little boy Dillon will also be waiting at Heaven's gate to greet him. I am so very sorry.
Lisa Rolins(Mom to Angel Dillon) <lrolins@arvest.com>
Conway, AR USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:48 AM CDT
Hi Aimee, It's heartbreaking news. It is a comfort though that he knows about Heaven and what a wonderful place it is. That he will be with loved ones, and that he is at peace with it. Praying for Comfort and Peace for all of you and Strength for Mom and Dad. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Ma - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:38 AM CDT
I check on Kendall almost everyday. I am so sad as I read your entry today. My heart goes out to you and your family! Kendall has been so brave throughout all of this, and I am happy to hear that at least he is calm and not scared. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
God Bless you and your family!
MariClair Schneider
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacksonschneider
MariClair Schneider <mariclair@earthlink.net>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:33 AM CDT
With tears we read your latest update. Please don't hesitate to call any time day or night. We understand your pain and love you all so much.
the Thomas team <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
Tiffin, OH - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:06 AM CDT
Aimee,
It breaks my heart to read this last entry. Kendall is such a special boy and you are an incredible mother. I am glad to know that he had a wonderful Easter. I will pray for painfree and peaceful days. If there is anything I can do for you, please don't hesitate to ask.
Love,
Peggy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/russelllee
pegwu@yahoo.com <pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:03 AM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil and Zachary - it is with such a heavy heart that I write this to you. Again we have to say goodbye to another wonderful child.......What you have written to us today is like you said the plain simple truth. Your sweet Kendall will receive his "Angel Wings" and will be free at last from the horrific pain that this dreaded disease brings to the body. Please whisper in his ear that so many hundreds of us out here love him.....
Tears are coming now - so I will end this with profound sadness but knowing in my heart of hearts that your sweetness will be arriving at such a better place "Peace for Kendall".......
GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY............
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:01 AM CDT
I've tried so hard to not be chicken and come and visit Kendalls page often but in all reality. I am chicken I don't want to believe Kendall is doing so poorly.
I don't know what else to say but please know my lack of posting here is not because I do not care. I do!
My love and best wishes always
Colleen - Kaitlyn's mum <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 8:54 AM CDT
Hi, I'm glad you found Leonardo! I hope the RBC's perk him up a bit. Hope your snuggled in and getting some sleep! God Bless, love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 10:12 PM CDT
Children never stop amazing me. They push forward no matter what. My heart and prayers are with you all
Fran Kessler <narfrelssek@hotmail.com>
mineola, ny usa - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 9:59 PM CDT
Hi,
I love the pictures, especially of the one with Kendall in the arms of mommy and the one of the entire family. You are still in my daily prayers. God bless and keep all of you. I pray that Kendall feels better soon and goes home to play with Zack.
Janet Butts <js_butts@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 8:39 PM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with your all.
Linda - www.caringbridge.org/sc/christopher <chrisnbreemom@yahoo.com>
charleston, sc - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 8:22 PM CDT
Aimee - saw your note on the listserve. Please know that you are always in my heart. I don't know what else to say other than that I am thinking of you and your family, and hoping Kendall doesn't have to suffer any more pain.
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 6:08 PM CDT
Aimee-
I read your email on the ACOR list-serv. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family for strength, hope and peace. Kendall is a beautiful boy and an inspiration to everyone.
Carrie Palmer
www.carepages.com GoMax
Carrie Palmer <cbither2002@yahoo.com>
Boston, MA - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 5:52 PM CDT
Aimee,
I am sorry that Kendell is in such discomfort. I know you mentioned a Dr in Vermont possibly helping - will he go to NY or would Kendell have to go there? Would CHOP be able to assist him further? How is Zachery handling everything?
I wish that I could help, wave a magic wand and make his pain go away.
Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers- always.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
Cyndi (Jackie's Mom) <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 10, 2007 2:51 PM CDT
Aimee,
I wanted to stop by and tell you that I am thinking about your family daily. I pray for Kendall to find comfort and peace. May he feel better and get strong. Love him with all your might as you have been. In my thoughts and prayers today and always. If I can be of any assistance please let me know. I love you guys today and always.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
- Tuesday, April 10, 2007 1:23 PM CDT
Aimee and Neil,
So many people love and are praying for you and Kendall, sweet Zachary too. I wish Kendall wasn't in so much pain. I pray the radiation will proceed and ease the discomfort. Your strength is inspiring and I love reading about so many sweet moments with Kendall. I've copied many of your quotes and verses into my prayer journal and I pray for Kendall every day. Here is a verse for you, one that I realized is more for than just marriage...1 Cor:13 "Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance." Your family is a testament to this! Love IS a constant in this crazy NB world. Call me anytime.
Your friend,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 10, 2007 12:06 AM CDT
so glad to hear that you were able to enjoy Easter (to an extent). we hope that the pain goes away and we hope that we can all be together soon. i want to let you know that the situation that your family is in (and the way you are handling it) has continually inspired us all to be a bit kinder to each other and truly cherish each moment that we can spend with each other. although we haven't been able to physically get there to be with you, please know that you are always in our thoughts and in our hearts.
rob and linda and paige kessler <rkessle3@optonline.net>
- Tuesday, April 10, 2007 11:48 AM CDT
Aimee,
I am praying for Kenall to have pain free, peaceful, happy days and for your strength.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 8:53 AM CDT
Aimee thankyou for finding lucky ninja turtle Leonardo.
This has to be a good omen that Kendall thought of him as I do believe turtles are very very lucky - and you were able to find him. You have so much love for your children.
Your courage and perseverance are an inspiration.
Get better sweet Kendall.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 4:19 AM CDT
Aimee,
I am happy to read that Kendall was able to make some of the Easter service. Like mother like son...he makes the most out of every moment.
I can not begin to imagine how difficult things are for you and Neil. Please know you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Michele
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Monday, April 9, 2007 8:17 PM CDT
I'm so sorry that you did not find a miracle in the Easter basket. I'm glad he got to get out and feel serene during the Easter Service. My prayers for his peace are with you always
Glenda <gdreeves71@yahoo.com>
Louisville, KY - Monday, April 9, 2007 7:06 PM CDT
Our prayers are with you in this uncertain time.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Monday, April 9, 2007 6:09 PM CDT
I am so sorry to hear that Kendell's body is hurting him so bad...I pray that God heals his body.
You are all in my prayers
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 9, 2007 5:53 PM CDT
Dear Kendall, I know this is so hard for you - but I just want you to know what a truly brave warrior you are. I hope you know that hundreds and hundreds of us out here check in on you every single day - that's how much you are loved. And you mom - well you know how special she is and your twin Zachary and Dad as well. We so much want better days ahead for you..........
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, April 9, 2007 12:48 AM CDT
Kendall my little friend, you sure are having some ups and downs. It's lovely to hear how much you loved the church bells and enjoyed your new outfit. (keep this a secret - but as a little child I found church unbelievably difficult to sit thru myself!) I think you did very well.
You are a brave boy and deserve much happiness.
Hope you are feeling really good soon.
Kisses to you Sweetpea. xxxox
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, April 9, 2007 5:14 AM CDT
Hi, I'm glad he got to go out, if only for a bit.
Happy Easter. Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Monday, April 9, 2007 0:35 AM CDT
Hi, Aimee! I have been praying for your little guy! I hope he can beat this thing back soon! Have a blessed Resurrection Sunday!
Love,
Kathy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/gracehodges
Kathy
Las Vegas, NV USA - Sunday, April 8, 2007 7:58 PM CDT
Happy Easter. Hope ALL the eggs today were filled with wonderful goodies. Thoughts and prayers for your family today and always. Cindy, Keith, Andrew and Sean Merkler
Cindy Merkler <LLL3boysnme@optonline.net>
Selden, NY USA - Sunday, April 8, 2007 12:10 AM CDT
Kendall- Happy Easter! We're glad you had so much fun with all of the easter egg hunts. Goodluck with the big one today in the playroom.
Aimee- We really liked the "empty egg" story...hilarious. I can totally picture the look on Kendall's face the SECOND time it was empty. Haha.
Glad to hear things are getting better. Have a great week!!
Kristen and Em <Emily.galbraith@gmail.com>
Greensboro, NC - Sunday, April 8, 2007 10:11 AM CDT
HAPPY EASTER!!!
LOVE, JAX
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 8, 2007 10:04 AM CDT
Hi Kendall. So happy to hear you had fun with the Easter Bunny and the eggs - except for that renegade empty egg who kept causing a problem. Well at least all of the other eggs were good! Even empty egg managed to eventually redeem himself.
Aimee,I really appreciated the quotes at the end of this entry: (John 14:27 and Ralph Waldo Emerson's quote).
I found them so calming and reassuring.
Thankyou. Also for the lovely photos.
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Sunday, April 8, 2007 8:45 AM CDT
I saw your name on my little buddy Carters page ,stopping by to wish your family a HAPPY EASTER.
Love the new pictures.lots of hugs and prayers to you,enjoy your day.
SANDY CRISCO <scrisco@southbridgeems.com>
OAKDALE, PA - Sunday, April 8, 2007 8:26 AM CDT
Aimee,
The pictures were all so beuatiful. I was especially happy to see some photos of you in there!
I hope you have a wonderful Easter Service and that Kendall is able to enjoy himself.
Love and peace,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda` <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh`, NY` USA` - Sunday, April 8, 2007 0:20 AM CDT
Happy Easter
An empty egg......Silly Rabbit!
Have a fun outing,
Love, Ellen and the kids
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Saturday, April 7, 2007 11:34 PM CDT
Great pictures - especially of the family. So nice to see everyone together. Hope you have a good Easter. We had a quiet day, with some side effects of the irinotecan...thinking of you always!
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Saturday, April 7, 2007 10:01 PM CDT
Hi Aimee and family,
Just wanted you to know we wish you all a HAPPY Easter!
With love and prayers,
Colleen
Colleen Kashino
- Saturday, April 7, 2007 9:35 PM CDT
I just wanted to thank you for visiting my grandson, Ryan McCormick site and linking us to yours. These are special children that fight NB and other cancers. We will pray for your family as well.
Connie McCormick <jmccorm2@nycap.rr.com>
Clifton Park, NY USA - Saturday, April 7, 2007 7:13 PM CDT
Hi Aimee and Kendall, I checked into the main page and didn't see an entry. I hope and pray Kendall is comfortable and you are getting some rest. My heart and prayers are with you. Give Kendall hugs and kisses from me, and Zach too. Love, Barbara
Barbara <frankiebabs2002@yahoo.com>
Mineola, - Saturday, April 7, 2007 8:11 AM CDT
Just wanted to leave a message for Easter. i check in often but havnt left a comment. Hope you all have a good easter.
Kylie.
Kylie
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Friday, April 6, 2007 6:53 PM CDT
Aimee,
I am so sorry to hear how much pain Kendall is in but I know that you and the rest of the family are hurting as well. Please know I am thinking of you and praying for peace during this difficult time. I just want you to know how much you inspire me. You are so uplifting and encouraging to others when you need all our support. Please know how you have blessed me.
Suzi Chase <duzi@aol.com>
Winston Salem, NC USA - Friday, April 6, 2007 4:54 PM CDT
Neil&Aimee,
I have thought about you all everyday this week. I want you to know my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Kim Kessler <kkessler@dutyfreeamericas.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, April 6, 2007 4:03 PM CDT
Dear Kendall, Zachary, Mom and Dad - Like so many hundreds of others out here - sending you my prayers - hope you have a painfree lovely Easter weekend.
GOD BLESS.....
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Friday, April 6, 2007 2:46 PM CDT
Aimee,
How heartbreaking that Kendall is in so much pain. I pray that the season of Easter provides you with peace and renewal.
Love and strength,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, April 6, 2007 1:51 PM CDT
Aimee and Neil,
Just wanted to let you know you're all in my thoughts everyday. I'm praying that Kendall gets some good pain relief and that his strength returns. It sounds like you are making the best of every day. I'm going to do ink blots with Ryan and Henry too! May God bless you with peace and joy everyday.
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 6, 2007 12:35 AM CDT
Aimee,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you, Kendall and your entire family. Please let us know if there is anything we can do - even if it's as little as picking up Zachary for the next Sunrise Camp Day.
Beth, John and Madison Crilley <beth.wild-crilley@gentiva.com>
Commack, NY USA - Friday, April 6, 2007 9:29 AM CDT
Hey those blot things sound pretty cool!! :-) I hope the pain becomes more manageable in the next few days - thinking of you always!
Em
Emily Galbraith <Emily.galbraith@gmail.com>
Greensboro, NC - Thursday, April 5, 2007 10:00 PM CDT
AIMEE,
MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. WE ARE GOING TO MISS YOU AT WORK BUT YOU ARE DOING WHAT YOU NEED TO FOR YOUR SONS. YOU ARE A GREAT MOM.KEEP THE FAITH!!
VIRGINIA
VIRGINIA YOUNG <vyoung@numc.edu>
MASSAPEQUA PARK , NY US - Thursday, April 5, 2007 12:19 AM CDT
Dear Aimee,
Give Kendall a hug and kiss from Aunt Edwinna and Uncle Dennis. We pray Kendall's Pain is eliminated and the radiation treatments will help him. Lots of love from your family in Georgia
Dennis & Edwinna Musheno <mushenod@bellsouth.net>
Marietta, GA - Thursday, April 5, 2007 10:56 AM CDT
sending lots of hugs and prayers from pennsylvania.
sandy crisco <scrisco@southbridgeems.com>
oakdale, pa - Thursday, April 5, 2007 7:43 AM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I'm so sorry that Kendall is experiencing so much pain and am praying and hope that it gets back under control soon.
We are thinking of you all and sending you lots of hugs and good thoughts.
With love,
Donna and Molly (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore , NY USA - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 11:04 PM CDT
Aimee, do you think that Zachary could send some wishing stars our way too? I hope that Kendall gets feeling better soon. Your family is in our prayers. www.caringbridge.org/visit/marissamonroe
Tracy Monroe
Tracy Monroe <tjmonroe@myrural.com>
White Pigeon, MI USA - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 6:49 PM CDT
Aimee,
Your job as mother, came first and foremost long before Kendall became this sick. You made every moment of Kendall and Zachary's lives adventurous. Whether it was rolling down the hill at The Morgan Center parking lot, or taking them to countless zoo's and parks. You have always made the most of every day!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan`
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY` USA` - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 4:19 PM CDT
I am so sorry to hear that Kendell is still in so much pain...sending hugs and prayers your way.
Jackie LOVES the magic mouthwash. She is allergic to Teddy Grahams but today when we were at Wal-mart she had me buy a box for Kendell and wants to give it to him the next time they are both at the Morgan Center :)
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 4, 2007 3:15 PM CDT
How beautiful you Kendall, and your brother Zachery are!! Kendall, you are my HERO!! Every night im up for you, pushin and pullin and prayin. Ask mama about your photobucket site, if i am allowed to view your photos or if it's just for certain people. I'd love for your mama to email me the password!! Keep smiling!! Lindsay
Lindsay <lynnie1174@aol.com>
Huntington, NY US - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 12:36 AM CDT
Dear Aimee and Family,
Corinne & I miss seeing Kendall & Zach at the Morgan Center and at Clinic. Please know that we have you all in our thoughts and hope for the best. I hope the boys have a great birthday together, even if in the Hospital.
Lisa & I (Ashley's Mom) stopped by your room when we were in for Spinals recently but you were all down having the port removed.
I'll see what photos I have of Kendall & Zach and send them to your private email, provided by Nancy.
I am at Clinic on Thursdays. If you need anything or just want a visit, please, just say so!
[[[[[HUGS to you Aimee!]]]]]]
Love Katherine & Corinne Lent
Katherine Lent <digigarden2@optonline.net>
Bellport, NY USA - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 12:16 AM CDT
Thinking of you all and checking in to see how things are going. Glad you had the patch increased and hope it does the trick to control the pain. God bless and know you are thought about often.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling springs, PA - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 11:35 AM CDT
Dear Kendall
I am sorry to hear you were hurting for so many hours today. I wish this can be healed for you, and for every child. Nobody can bear for a child to be in pain. I am praying for you to feel all better. Pain go away!!!
Your loving mum has been right there by your side to help you. Your brother Zac is praying hard for you. Everyone wants you to be healed and for you to be walking and playing happily again. I know are being as brave as you can be.
love and prayers
Lisa xox
Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 4:54 AM CDT
Happy to hear even the smallest of success in making Kendall feel more comfortable. I was thrilled to hear he was able to get up and walk even for a little bit. The pictures of him are wonderful and I absolutely loved the list you put on the site from the children. Hoping to get up there to see you soon. Thinking of you all often.
Linda, Rob & Paige <rkessle3@optonline.net>
Huntington, NY USA - Tuesday, April 3, 2007 9:49 PM CDT
Aimee,
I feel just horrible to read how much pain sweet Kendell is in- I pray that he gets relief soon! I got a kick out of the sayings you posted- I am going to run them by Jackie and see what she comes up with.LOL
We are heading to the Philadelphia zoo tomorrow - we can't wait. Jackie hasn't been to a zoo in years and even then (San Diego Zoo) I doubt she recalls.
Will zachery and kendell be going to the Morgan center next year or do they 'graduate' this year? Jackie has one more year left. She went to the Happy Feet show and once to class but otherwise hasn't been able to go- she can't wait to go again!
Kendell is in my prayers as well as Zachery - Kendell is so blessed to have Zachery fight this battle with him. I have no doubt that they will grow up to be extrodinary men.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
Cyndi (mom to Jackie - age 4 AML) <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 3, 2007 8:00 PM CDT
Hi,
I really admire your grace and humor during this time. Keep up the great fight. You are so encouraging. Your Georgia prayer circle is keeping the entire family in prayer. I hope Kendall's infection clears up soon! He's such a cutie.
God Bless,
Janet
Janet Butts <js_butts@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA - Tuesday, April 3, 2007 12:22 AM CDT
Aimee, I haven't laughed so good for a long time. Thankyou to Carter's mum Rhonda who said to look in on you, so I did. (I write on Dylan's guestbook too). Rhonda gave the link to you a while ago now so I saved it.
Kendall, your mum's kid's jokes that she passed on made me laugh so hard. Nothing seems so bad when you can have a good laugh. Praying for you Sweetpea. Kids rule!!!
hugs and kisses
Lisa XOX
Lisa Bonnet <lisaliybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, April 3, 2007 7:33 AM CDT
That list was CLASSIC. I love the last one!! Hope the infection clears up quickly!
Emily Galbraith <Emily.galbraith@gmail.com>
Greensboro, NC - Monday, April 2, 2007 9:37 PM CDT
Just checking on your little Prince- I hope he had a good day today. I can't wait to meet the twins!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 2, 2007 7:53 PM CDT
Hi Aimee, I'm glad Mommy had some visitors too! Thrilled you were up to the toy room and eating some. I hope that helps you to gain your strength quickly. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Monday, April 2, 2007 2:43 AM CDT
Hi Aimee!
Thank you so much for giving me comfort regarding the McDonald House- I have turned into a germ-a-phobic and you REALLY put my mind at ease - THANK YOU
I am SO happy to hear that Kendell walked - WAHOO!
{{HUGS}}
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 1, 2007 9:41 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
It was so good to see you guys yesterday. I was thrilled to read that Kendall was able to walk on his own a bit and played in the playroom. That must have been a very welcome sight.
Molly was really happy to see the boys. If Kendall is up to it, we'd love to come by and visit again when we get back from Florida.
I'll be checking in from down south...we are thinking of you and all of the kids every day.
With much love,
Donna (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Sunday, April 1, 2007 8:56 PM CDT
Dear Aimee,
What a joy to see Kendall making his way to the playroom.
Even with you cell phone you can update pictures for his website...showofff!! LOL!!!
I am happy to read that Kendall is having better days, and so many visitors.
Sending you hugs and support.
Love and strength,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, April 1, 2007 8:17 PM CDT
Aimee and Neil,
My heart goes out to Kendall and your whole family. I'm thankful he is feeling better and praying for happiness and miracles. God is with you and so are countless others. Please let us know when the boys' birthdays are!
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 1, 2007 9:36 AM CDT
Aimee and Neil,
My heart goes out to Kendall and your whole family. I'm thankful he is feeling better and praying for happiness and miracles. God is with you and so are countless others. Please let us know when the boys' birthdays are!
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 1, 2007 9:35 AM CDT
Hi Aimee, glad he is a bit better. Praying for lots more fun ahead..when is their bday anyway? Hope tomorrow brings light and hope. Blessings, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Saturday, March 31, 2007 11:04 PM CDT
I just wanted to check in on your little Prince and let you know he is always in our prayers and thoughts.
Cyndi (Jackie's Mom) <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 31, 2007 8:55 PM CDT
Thanks for the update. Katie also has vomiting with radiation, but the Zofran always helped. Thinking about you always!
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Saturday, March 31, 2007 6:37 PM CDT
Hey guys! I just wanted to say hi and I am soo happy that kendall's treatment is having some effect! I hope that everything continues to go well - what are kendall's favorite type of teddy graham? I L-O-V-E them too :)
love and hugs
Em
Emily Galbraith <Emily.galbraith@gmail.com>
Greensboro, NC - Saturday, March 31, 2007 5:50 PM CDT
praying that Kendall keeps feeling better & better and that he gets to really enjoy his upcoming birthday....
michele(nurse in ny)
- Saturday, March 31, 2007 5:09 PM CDT
I needed to let you know that I am praying and thinking of all of you all the time. My heart is breaking, but I do hope the radiation is affective and controls the pain so he and Zachary can have the birthday celebration you all deserve so much!
much love to you all, Ronit
Ronit <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
Ceasaria, Israel - Saturday, March 31, 2007 3:54 PM CDT
My dear sister Aimee:
"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity and an understanding of life that fills them with compassions, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen."
- Elizabeth Kubler-Ross
Kathleen <kkesq@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Saturday, March 31, 2007 1:29 PM CDT
just letting you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and I am sending lots of love and prayers your way.
Gretchen Lonero <loneroga@upmc.edu and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
Irwin, PA USA - Saturday, March 31, 2007 7:19 AM CDT
Dearest Aimee and Neil and Zachary and Kendall,
I'm thinking of you and sending you all of my love.
Shannon: mom to Nick Snow <snows@nicksnow.com>
Nevada City, CA usa - Friday, March 30, 2007 4:53 PM CDT
I keep popping in ( from England) to see how this little man is doing. I so hope his pain is under control. My little boy, Isaac, is 5 and these pictures of Kendall look SO much like him. As one mother to another my heart is with you and your boys. Prayers for miracles and joy for you. Helen.
Helen <helenwith6@aol.com>
Devon, England - Friday, March 30, 2007 4:47 PM CDT
A stranger in Indiana who has been following Kendall's story is so heartbroken to hear he is not doing well. Praying hard for Kendall and his family......
Lorri <Lorri0312@aol.com>
Mishawaka, IN - Thursday, March 29, 2007 11:52 PM CDT
Kendall and family~
I do not know you but read about you and saw your brothers prayer for you on my myspace page. I repeated the prayer with him and will be saying many more for you. Keep fighting little one~ you have a wonderful family and lots of friends and strangers who are prayering for you and want to see you beat this nasty disease.
With love and Prayers,
Kari
Kari <kari.lingo@sbcglobal.net>
Fullerton, CA USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 8:36 PM CDT
Hey Aimme, Neil, Kendall, and Zachary. Rob and Linda gave me the site address. You guys are so brave, and I have had you in my prayers from the beginning. I am sorry to hear the latest and hope the radiation helps.
Fran Kessler <narfrelssek@hotmail.com>
Mineola, NY USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 8:27 PM CDT
Thinking about you alot today.. Just wanted to stop by and say that we are praying so very hard for your sweet little boy....
www.caringbridge.org/tn/sydneymarie
Rhonda Dudley <Rhondadud@comcast.net>
Knoxville , Tn usa - Thursday, March 29, 2007 8:19 PM CDT
Hello, I saw your site on my little buddy carters website. wanted to stop by and let you know that im praying for kendall and your family.
sandy crisco <scrisco@southbridgeems.com>
oakdale, pa - Thursday, March 29, 2007 7:38 PM CDT
Dear Aimee,
When I read your latest post - like others it is not what we wanted to hear. My prayer is that he remains pain free and they find some treatement to hold this disease at bay. It is so nice to see others like Ellen Hanson sending her prayers - It would be such an honor to meet so many of you -that are traveling down this terrible road of neuroblastoma. I know we all hold you and your children in such high regard - and we must not forget the siblings who have a pretty tough time also......Give Kendall a big Shout Out for me - he and soooooooo many othere are just so special......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, March 29, 2007 1:50 PM CDT
Aimee and Kendall-
it's been a while since i last checked up on your little guy. but i guess it's not the news that i was hoping to get once i got here. just know that you have tons of us out there praying for Kendall. He is such a sweet little boy and his precious face is unforgetable. i will continue to check up on him and also i will say a prayer for him. Hope he starts feeling better soon.
Love- Wade Brandy Berkleigh Tanner Kohlman and our newest addition Kennedy
www.caringbridge.org/sd/kohlman
Brandy Youngbluth <byoungbluth@yahoo.com>
Mitchell, sd USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 1:25 PM CDT
Dearest Aimee & Neil,
If my prayers could be measured in pounds, the earth would seem light in comparison to the weight of my prayers. We pray our baby Kendall will come out of this. I pray for the radiation to help him.
Love Mom
Donna Weess <donnaandfritz@optonline.net>
Mt. Sinai, NY USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 9:43 AM CDT
Dear Aimee,
Please know that your entire family is in my prayers!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 8:45 AM CDT
Dear Aimee,
Please know that your entire family is in my prayers!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 8:45 AM CDT
I LOVE the new pictures that you posted...the first one of Kendell brought tears to my eyes- he looks...blessed. I read the journal then re-looked at that picture and the footprints poem just kept playing over and over in my head. God WILL see him though this, I just know it. I wish I could give you some magic words that would ease his pain or speed up his recovery but all I can say is that I have enough faith to know that his pain WILL go away and he WILL recover. Please email me if you need anything. We will be heading to CHOP on Sunday but if you need stuff from the store or anything I am still here for a few more days so please do not hesitate to ask.
Footprints in the Sand
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there were one set of footprints.
This bothered me because I noticed
that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from
anguish, sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints.
So I said to the Lord,
“You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.
But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life
there have only been one set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?”
The Lord replied,
“The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand,
is when I carried you.”
By Mary Stevenson
www.caringbridge.com/visit/jacquelinerose
Cyndi Poeggel <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 29, 2007 0:29 AM CDT
I'm just heartbroken about this news. I've rewritten this guestbook entry three times. Just know that I am thinking about you and your family and your precious boy all the time...
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 10:23 PM CDT
Praying Aimee, I hope he is feeling lots better soon, and that you can find an easy treatment to keep the NB at bay. Thinking of you every day! God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 9:38 PM CDT
Thinking of you and praying for you to find the right thing to make Kendall comfortable and take the pain away. May you find a treatment option that is not so bad on Kendall and butt kickin' to NB!!! Hugs and prayers to you and yours. Hang in there Aimee. You do a wonderful job of being an advocate for your son.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 8:19 PM CDT
Dearest Aimee, Kendall is in our thoughts and prayers.
Much love and strength to you from Heike, Shoshi's mom
Heike Magister <hm63@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 8:11 PM CDT
Kendall is in my prayers. For the pain to stop and the radiation/chemo to start things going in the right direction again. You have an amazing family.
Linda - www.caringbridge.org/sc/christopher <chrisnbreemom@yahoo.com>
Charleston, sc - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 7:59 PM CDT
I am so sorry to read today's entry. My thoughts and prayers are always with your family as well as all our courageous children fighting this battle. Nadya http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/sarena
Nadya Sahadeo <nadya217@yahoo.com>
East Meadow, NY - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 7:31 PM CDT
Thinking of you all. With love and great respect,Liz
Liz Scott <liz@alexslemonade.com>
Wynnewood, PA - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 6:58 PM CDT
When I think of all the women I know, or have learned about, or have imagined, I can't help but be so utterly happy and grateful that Kendall is blessed to have you, Aimee.
You are all in my thoughts, my heart, and my prayers.
Love,
Colleen
Colleen Kashino
- Wednesday, March 28, 2007 5:51 PM CDT
I am so sorry that the news wasn't as we all had hoped. Aimee, you are an AMAZING Mom! Your strength and positive attitude are so inspirational to me. (Yes, I'm sure you would MUCH rather not hear that, but it's true!)
I continue to keep your beautiful little Kendall in my prayers.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 4:23 PM CDT
I hate that Kendall has been suffering from increased pain... He remains in my prayers for the pain to be controlled and for the disease to be stomped back quickly!
Kimberly Mease <kimmea@peoplepc.com>
Lancaster, PA USA - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 3:14 PM CDT
We are so sorry to hear Kendall is not doing well and that he is in so much pain. We always hope to hear news of improvement whenever we read the website. I Hope he will be able to find some relief. We love you all very much and will pray the radiation will be able to shrink the tumor.
Rob, Linda & Paige <rkessle3@optonline.net>
Huntington, NY USA - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 3:06 PM CDT
Aimee, I'm so sorry MSK didn't have better news for you and Kendall. I'm praying the radiation and the enema give him some relief and make him more comfortable. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Love, Barbara
Barbara <frankiebabs2002@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 28, 2007 2:27 PM CDT
Aimee,
How devastating for all of you, and for all of us that love your family. I will continue to pray that he finds relief in the radiation and low dose chemo. How I wish there was something I could do or say to make things better. My heart breaks for all of you.
I thought Kendall's picture was beautiful, it showed the depth of his person.
Always in my thoughts and prayers, with much love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan`
Michele Miranda` <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh`, NY` USA` - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 12:04 AM CDT
The photos are wonderful, and thanks for getting back to me when you have been so busy. Sending lots of good thoughts to your entire family today and everyday!
Emily Galbraith <Emily.galbraith@gmail.com>
Greensboro, NC - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 10:49 AM CDT
Hi Aimee, I am so sorry that the low dose chemo is no longer working, and hope and pray with all my heart that a solution can be found quickly. Big Hugs,
Iris
Brisbane, QLD Australia - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 8:41 PM CDT
Hey - I tried to see Kendall's photo's on the photobucket site - but it takes me to a log in page (for your account, I am assuming) and I just wanted to see the pictures ;-)
hope you are having a good day and you hear from MSK soon!!
Emily Galbraith <Emily.galbraith@gmail.com>
Greensboro, NC - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 8:09 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I'm so glad that Kendall's ANC is on the rise and that he is fever-free. I am praying each day that Kendall gets stronger and is without pain. You are all always in my thoughts and prayers.
With much love,
Donna Guarton
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Monday, March 26, 2007 10:18 PM CDT
Every morning I come into work and check in on your Kendall, Nathan and sweet Penelope. Let me start off by saying that I pray that they can find a successful "next step" for your boy. Also, hope that his pain can be managed. I checked in on Penelope this morning and I agree with you - they need all of our prayers right now. I feel that hospice will be most helpful to continue this journey , as I wrote to Catherine and John this morning - my family was introduced to hospice two years ago when my father was in last stages of Alzheimer's. They took our family thru the dying process - explained what to do and what not to do. My dad passed at home with his wife of 6o years, his grand-daughter and new great-grandaughter at his bedside. I am continually amazed at what strength you all have at facing this terrible disease and what it takes from you emotionally. I cannot hardly explain how Kendall and so many others out there teach us so much each and every day. I will be praying real hard for all of you......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, March 26, 2007 9:31 AM CDT
I'm so glad to see the Kendall had the chance to play. I think of you daily and pray for you continually. Please let me know if there is anything I can do. I pray for continuous improvement in the days to come.
Janet
Janet Butts <js_butts@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA - Monday, March 26, 2007 8:16 AM CDT
hi Kendell- glad to see that your numbers are climbing! Looks like you and Jackie were fighting the same battle this week- her with her broviac and you with your port... at least no you both have a chance to get strong again. You and your brother are SOOO adorable- I can't wait for Jackie to meet you although I don't know when Jackie will be out-patient again...we are hoping she will be able to go to the Morgan Center on Wednesday (fingers crossed and tons of prayers) but we shall see....
www.caringbridge.com/visit/jacquelinerose
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 25, 2007 9:07 PM CDT
Hi, I'm glad things are looking up a bit and he is able to play with zachary. Hope your all home soon. Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Sunday, March 25, 2007 8:17 AM CDT
Aimee,
Glad to see that ANC! Happy to read that Kendall got up and about today.
Praying for you all the time.
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Saturday, March 24, 2007 9:26 PM CDT
Hang in there.
Kathleen <kkesq@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, ny usa - Saturday, March 24, 2007 3:54 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I'm glad to see that the fever have subsided and the ANC is coming up. It's nice to hear that the boys were playing together. I hope that the pain remains under control. Take care of yourself too. I'm thinking and praying for you all.
Love,
Peggy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/russelllee
Peggy Lee <pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY - Saturday, March 24, 2007 1:18 PM CDT
Hello Aimee,
I am very sorry for not writing as much lately but as you know we tend to get wrapped up in care although your alot better at writing than me. I am glad to hear that Kendall is feeling a tad bit better and playing. I read your site about the soaked bed Carter too has been doing this waking up and everything is soaked wet. And no pee to explain it. Now that I think back he did do this same thing whenever he was first diagnosed. But we too have that going on. Please know that my prayers are with you and stay strong as you always do.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, March 24, 2007 8:05 AM CDT
Aimee,
We're so happy to see Kendal's anc improving. Little improvements collectively become very significant over time.
Give Kendal a hug and kiss for us.
Love you all,
Aunt Edwinna and Uncle Dennis
Dennis Musheno <mushenod@bellsouth.net>
Marietta, GA - Friday, March 23, 2007 10:45 PM CDT
I pray that you continue to improve my little cousin. God is on your side and so are a lot of other people. Much love.
Donna Lewis <vip333@peoplepc.com>
Atlanta, GA Gwinnett - Friday, March 23, 2007 5:29 PM CDT
I'm so happy to hear that Kendall is feeling better. Denial is a wonderful place to visit isn't it :) You are all in my prayers!!! Abra mommy to Nate www.carigbridge.org/wa/natemckean
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
Silverdale, WA USA - Friday, March 23, 2007 10:32 AM CDT
I'm glad to see Mr. Kendall is doing better. I've enlisted more people into the prayer cirlce, so we are sending you many blessings!
I wish Kendall continued improvement.
Love,
Janet
Janet Butts <js_butts@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA USA - Friday, March 23, 2007 9:35 AM CDT
Dearest Aimee,
My family wants you to know how much you, Kendall, Zachary and Neil are admired for your strength and ability to deal with such adversity. We send Kendall all our love, prayers and positive energy his way. May God Bless your family.
Aunt JoAnn, Fran, Nicole, Peter, Christine, Michael and Rebecca <porrellj@northhempstead.com>
Bayside, NY - Friday, March 23, 2007 9:01 AM CDT
260! Hooray!! :)
Sening positive energy.
Emily
emily willens <erjs@optonline.net>
- Friday, March 23, 2007 7:54 AM CDT
Aimee,
It must have been nice to have a few minutes to yourself, never thought you would say that about work would you?!
I am gald that Kendall is having some small improvements.
Hopefully he'll feel less discomfort soon and want to play with his best buddy Zachary.
Praying for your strength.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Thursday, March 22, 2007 9:32 PM CDT
Hi, Poor Kendall and Zachary, I hope things are looking up tomorrow. I'm praying for all of you. I'm glad you got out for a bit, even if it was to work. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Thursday, March 22, 2007 4:04 AM CDT
Aimee,
Praying for good results on every front.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbrdidge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Wednesday, March 21, 2007 10:03 AM CDT
Sending prayers your way...
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, March 21, 2007 9:25 AM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I am so glad to see that things are on the upswing from your last journal entry. I hope they continue on the right track and the scans go well. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. I am sending positive energy and love to Kendall.
Love,
Emily
Emily Willens <erjs@optonline.net>
- Wednesday, March 21, 2007 7:28 AM CDT
Thinking of you today, Kendall, and hoping you are feeling well!
Amy D <amydukeshire@hotmail.com>
Kentville, NS Canada - Tuesday, March 20, 2007 7:56 AM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I'm so happy to read that Kendall's ANC is coming up and that he seems to be perking up a bit! I really, really hope this antibiotic does the trick. I hope you can get the images you need and pray that there will something good to report. You are truly amazing...Kendall is so blessed to have you as his mom.
Love to you all,
Donna (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Monday, March 19, 2007 9:51 PM CDT
Sounds like things are looking up! Hooray! Hooray! Bless you all, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Monday, March 19, 2007 9:22 PM CDT
ANC OF 148! How awesome! The other day in the clinic, a mom of a child with leukemia was complaining that her son's ANC was "only" 1,500....inside, I was thinking, "Kendall would take that in a minute!" Thinking of you and praying for you all the time!
Michele Krize <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Monday, March 19, 2007 8:22 PM CDT
Aimee,
I am so happy that Kendall was feeling better and that he was more like his old self.
I am always so amazed at how well you advocate for Kendall. How well informed you are on every medical advance, every child should have you in their corner!!!
Stay strong, we're all praying for the Jacksons'!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Monday, March 19, 2007 3:06 PM CDT
Aimee,
I am hoping that tomorrow will be a better day for your Kendall. I thank you for providing such frequent updates - you must know that there are soooooooo many of us praying for you and Kendall.
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, March 19, 2007 2:45 PM CDT
Hi. I am a friend of the (Ryan) Malarkey Family and have been silently following Kendall's journey - Please know that you are all in my prayers.
Wendy Roof <wjroof@yahoo.com>
Jamestown, NY USA - Monday, March 19, 2007 10:07 AM CDT
I'm so happy Kendall was enjoying himself a little bit yesterday and I'm glad you got to spend some time with Zachary.
Parying for you everday.
Love,
MaryEllen
MaryEllen Borghese <mgborghese@aol.com>
Massapequa, NY USA - Monday, March 19, 2007 9:32 AM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I haven't spoken to you in quite some time, but I want you to know that we have a huge prayer circle for Kendall here in Georgia. You are in my thoughts and prayers! I send love and light to the entire family!
Janet Butts <js_butts@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA - Monday, March 19, 2007 9:20 AM CDT
I'm glad to see that Kendall is feeling a little bit better today. He, along with all of you, are in our prayers. www.caringbridge.org/visit/marissamonroe
Tracy Monroe <tjmonroe@myrural.com>
White Pigeon, MI USA - Monday, March 19, 2007 0:14 AM CDT
Hi Aimee, I'm just home, I'm glad he is a bit better and praying that tomorrow you really see the antibiotics and antifungal kick in. I hope he is feeling much better soon and that you can get the necessary scans and things done. I wish I were closer or that there was something I could do. Let me know if you think of something. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Sunday, March 18, 2007 10:12 PM CDT
Aimee,
You have such cute looking boys. Thier eyes are full of life. Thank you for sending me a note of concern and encouragement. I will pray for your son's health. I hope he feels better soon. God Bless, Danielle(Ryan's Mom)
Danielle McCormick
Queensbury, ny usa - Sunday, March 18, 2007 9:34 PM CDT
Praying that the infection clears so Kendall can keep his port. A port is such a blessing. I will also pray that he can be comfortable. All my best, Gregory's grandma
www.caringbridge.org/la/gregoryrobert
Rose Kline
Monroe, LA - Sunday, March 18, 2007 9:21 PM CDT
Aimee,
My heart goes out to Kendall and all of you. You are in our prayers. Please call if you need anything.
Annie misses seeing Kendall and Zachary.
Love,
MaryEllen
MaryEllen Borghese <mgborghese@aol.com>
Massapequa, NY USA - Sunday, March 18, 2007 8:59 PM CDT
Aimee,
To say that things have been difficult for all of you, seems to minimize what you are going through. I can not begin to imagine the stress and sadness of watching Kendall struggle.
I am praying for the infection to clear so that he wont have to have a peripheral line, and that the fevers stop.
I am always praying for you, you are an outstanding mother and the boys are lucky to have you.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, March 18, 2007 6:23 PM CDT
Aimee, Praying for clear lines and a good CT scan. Hopefully the temp stays under control. Tell Kendall to stay strong and build up those counts. Love to all,
Barbara
Barbara <frankiebabs2002@yahoo.com>
Mineola, NY USA - Sunday, March 18, 2007 2:26 PM CDT
Aimee,
You all continue to be in my daily thoughts and prayers. Please, if I can do anything for you, don't hesitate to send an e-mail or call. I will keeping my fingers crossed that this difficult time resolves itself soon so that Kendall can get back to enjoying himself and feeling good.
Hang in there,
Donna
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Sunday, March 18, 2007 10:25 AM CDT
Aimee,
How great to have an ANC, hopefully all those new cells are building quite an army to help make Kendall better.
Always praying for your family and for your strength.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org.ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY` USA` - Saturday, March 17, 2007 9:37 AM CDT
Yahoo! Hopefully this is the start of a big turn around for Kendall and he will be feeling better soon. Thinking of you always!
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 16, 2007 11:13 PM CDT
Hope you have a good weekend. We are thinking about you.
caringbridge.org/visit/quiltsofhope
Jaime <aquiltofhope@aol.com>
- Friday, March 16, 2007 3:55 PM CDT
Aimee,
Spoke to your Uncle Dennis today. He gave me an update. Want you to know that we are praying for Kendall, you and your family. Special prayers are being said at our church.
Jean Hughes
Lakewood, NJ Ocean - Friday, March 16, 2007 3:20 PM CDT
Aimee,
Fritz & I are praying for you, Neal, Zachary and especially our baby Kendall. We pray for God's help to bring Kendall back to his happy healthy self and to shock those counts to get up there and stay there.
Love & Prayers,
Mom & Fritz (Nonni & Poppi)
Donna Weess <donnaandfritz@optonline.net>
Mt. Sinai, NY USA - Friday, March 16, 2007 8:51 AM CDT
Dear Aimee,
I can't put into words the agony in my heart for you, your Kendall, and Neal and Zachary. I am praying for you to have the strength to get through each day as you get your plan in place. You are amazing -
With much love and prayers,
Colleen
Colleen Kashino
- Friday, March 16, 2007 6:10 AM CDT
Dear Aimee, I want you to know I am praying for Kendall.I am so sorry to read these things! I don't post much any more, but I keep up with the kids and families on the list. I will keep on praying for healing for Kendall. May God bless you and comfort you during this difficult time.
Gisele, Gage's nanna
Gisele Shatto <jngranch@verizon.net>
Middleburg, Pa. US - Friday, March 16, 2007 5:47 AM CDT
Dear Aimee and Neal, please know that Kendal is in our prayers. Although we aren't able to visit at this time, we are there in spirit. Please tell Kendal the we love and miss him very much. Also, Our Church prays for Kendal every day.
Love you, Aunt Edwinna and Uncle Dennis
Dennis Musheno <mushenod@bellsouth.net>
Marietta, GA - Thursday, March 15, 2007 1:22 PM CDT
Julia sends a big hug and we hope you feel better! We think about you and include you in our prayers....... stay strong Aimee. It's been a long road and you are doing a fabulous job!
Love,
Kathy, Tom and Julia ~ www.caringbridge.org/visit/julianesbitt
kathy nesbitt <Lvr3kids@aol.com>
Wesley Chapel, NC - Thursday, March 15, 2007 1:16 PM CDT
Aimee, You are the best mom! I don't know how you are managing your incredible schedule! Please know others care, love you and are praying. We'll continue to do so until you drive Kendall back home where he will play with his brother - and let you take a nap (hee hee)
Much love, the Thomas team <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
- Thursday, March 15, 2007 2:33 AM CDT
I wanted to check in on Kendell and see how he is doing...I am praying for him.
Thank you for posting the information on the bone marrow drive :)
Cyndi (Jackie's Mom) <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 14, 2007 10:26 PM CDT
Hey Kendall and Family - I just wanted to stop in and say hi and let you know that I check your site regularly and am glad that Kendall has stopped growing icky things in his lines and started growing good things in his blood!! :) I hope for more pain free days and some good counts soon!!
Em
Emily Galbraith <Emily.galbraith@gmail.com>
Greensboro, NC - Wednesday, March 14, 2007 10:00 PM CDT
I am glad to hear today was a better day. You guys are in my prayers every minute. And Aimee, I must admit, I was momentarily impressed with you playing Lego Star Wars playstation, after the "moment" I was LOL! Go Kendall!
Kathleen <kkesq@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Wednesday, March 14, 2007 4:06 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
Glad that a culprit has been targeted and that Kendall is feeling better. Laura also found me not a very apt video game companion. Thanks for your updates and may Kendall stay on this very positive trajectory.
Mara (Angel Laura's mom) http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles
Mara Stiles
Boonton Township, NJ - Wednesday, March 14, 2007 7:49 AM CDT
Aimee and Kendall,
Praying for a good day, and engraftment soon. I had to laugh at Kendall's inpatience with your video game skills. Always praying. God Bless.
The Adamson Family
Diane, David, Emily, and MaryGrace
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL. - Wednesday, March 14, 2007 6:24 AM CDT
Aimee,
You are an amazing Mom. I am glad I had the pleasure to meet you at CHOP. We at Alex's Lemonade Stand are thinking of you and your family. My heart aches for you and for what you are going through.
With love,
Liz
Liz Scott
Wynnewood, , PA - Tuesday, March 13, 2007 10:36 PM CDT
Aimee,
Still here praying that things are on the "upswing"!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Tuesday, March 13, 2007 6:27 PM CDT
Great news that things are starting to look good. Keeping you all close to my heart and deep in my Prayers today and always.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 13, 2007 6:05 PM CDT
Kendall,
Glad to hear you are feeling better today!!
Amy D <amydukeshire@hotmail.com>
Kentville, NS Canada - Tuesday, March 13, 2007 1:33 PM CDT
We are so happy Kendall is improving. You are always in out thoughts.
Hoping to see you all soon.
XXXOOO
The Donovan Family <mtd3@verizon.net>
Selden, ny usa - Tuesday, March 13, 2007 8:27 AM CDT
Aimee,
What a rollercoaster you have all been on! I am so relieved to hear that things are starting to turn around a little bit. I hope you are able to get some rest yourself...you must be so tired. You are always in my prayers and close to my heart. Tell Kendall we are all thinking of him.
With lots of love,
Donna Guarton(www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Monday, March 12, 2007 10:22 PM CDT
So glad to hear that he is feeling better! And not in so much pain! Try and get some rest as well. I am sure you need it!
Sending many prayers your way!
Ashley
www.caringbridge.org/visit/dillanjohns
Ashley Johns <dillansmom@gmail.com>
Kilgore, TX - Monday, March 12, 2007 9:24 PM CDT
Kendall is so brave and strong and I'm sending 1000 prayers for him.
Glenda (friend of Kathleen's) <gdreeves71@yahoo.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Monday, March 12, 2007 5:55 PM CDT
My prayers are with Kendall all the way and I'll be buying a bracelet and giving up some lunch as well.
Glenda <gdreeves71@yahoo.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Monday, March 12, 2007 5:52 PM CDT
Aimee,
I pray that removing the lines will help in treating the infection, hence bring some much needed rest for you and Kendall.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Monday, March 12, 2007 4:35 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I'm gald to hear that things continued to improve and that Kendall is feeling more comfortable. Like you said, if those darn lines have to go, they have to go. Hopefully with the removal of the femoral lines, the infection and the fevers will subside. Thinking of you all....
Love,
Peggy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/russelllee
Peggy Lee <pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY - Monday, March 12, 2007 3:22 PM CDT
Hi Aimee, I'm so sorry Kendall is having such a hard time, my thoughts and prayers are with you all. I'll try to get through on the phone. There was no answer before. Give my love and kisses to Kendall and tell him Max and Yogi send a few licks!! Love Barbara
Barbara B <frankiebabs2002@yahoo.com>
Mineola, NY USA - Monday, March 12, 2007 1:28 PM CDT
Praying for Kendall's fever to subside and for him to feel better! Keep hanging in there, I know it is so hard when you are in the hospital for such a long time! You are doing a great job!
MariClair Schneider
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacksonschneider
MariClair Schneider <mariclair@earthlink.net>
Plainview, MN - Monday, March 12, 2007 11:20 AM CDT
We hope Kendall's fever and blood pressure have gone down and he is feeling better. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Your family's strength and determination to fight this is an inspiration. We are always here for you if you need us.
Rob, Linda & Paige <rkessle3@optonline.net>
Huntington, NY USA - Monday, March 12, 2007 10:54 AM CDT
I hope Kendall is feeling better today and you can all rest.
Amy D <amydukeshire@hotmail.com>
Kentville, NS Canada - Monday, March 12, 2007 10:13 AM CDT
Aimee, Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I saw your post on the list-serve this morning and immediately came to Kendall's site. You and your family have been in every thought today with many prayers throughout the day. I hope that tomorrow will hold good test results and better spirits!
With Great Faith,
Ashley, www.caringbridge.org/visit/dillanjohns
Ashley Johns <dillansmom@gmail.com>
Kilgore, TX - Sunday, March 11, 2007 11:50 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know that we are keeping Kendall in our thoughts and prayers. Praying that the blood pressure goes down and remains under control as well as that fever.
Love and prayers,
Wendy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/emilyransom
Wendy Ransom <wran367@comcast.net>
Hixson, TN United States - Sunday, March 11, 2007 7:22 PM CDT
Aimee,
What a horrific rollercoaster of highs and lows. I am pryaing for the "highs". How exhausted you must be, just from the emotional aspect alone. We are all praying for Kendall.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 6:30 PM CDT
praying for Kendall. hope isfeeling better real soon...
michele(nurse in ny)
- Sunday, March 11, 2007 6:19 PM CDT
Dear Amy, Neil, Kenall and Zachary
We are sorry that you are all facing such a difficult time. Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.
With love and hugs,
Steinle Family-------Eleanore, John, Cassandra, and John IV <EllieS21@verizon.net>
Smithtown, NY USA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 6:10 PM CDT
Dear Aimee. spoke with your mom in church this morning and just went through the website. Reading all you have been through and the comments of other moms dealing with similar things is overwhelming. I cannot say how much I admire your courage. Want to let you know the church is here to help with whatever you may need (food, babysitting etc.) Of course our prayers are always with you, Kendall and all the family. I pray God will give you strength, hope, and a sense of his comforting presence in this time.
Linda Hill <lindahillrn@msn.com>
Coram, NY - Sunday, March 11, 2007 5:41 PM CDT
Aimee,
Know that your little guy is in my prayers today and always. I hope the temperature and blood pressure are down soon and he is feeling better. I know you are scared and I want to tell you to hang in there. I am sending hugs your way to comfort you. Here is a picture of when the boys were at CHOP last September
We are heading to CHOP tomorrow afternoon. Wish we could see you guys again. SInce we will not see you give those two boys a hug for me and hang in there Aimee.
Thinking of you!!!!!!
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 4:28 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
How scary...I have been holding my breath. Thanks for the updates so I can breathe a small sigh of relief. I hope the Vanco will do the trick quickly. I'm thinking and praying for you all.
Love,
Peggy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/russelllee
Peggy Lee <pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY - Sunday, March 11, 2007 4:08 PM CDT
Aimee,
Storming heaven with prayers for Kendall.
Sending you a big hug.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan`
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 3:04 PM CDT
Aimee, I'm thinking about you..interesting that PICU is only two doors down - ours is on the other side of the hospital. Glad he is being monitored closely. Smile at your sweet boy for me...tell him it's from sunny South Carolina.
Michele Krize <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 12:21 AM CDT
Kendall & Family
Please know that you are in my prayers. I hope that the pain is gone soon and that the fevers and blood pressure return to normal. You are an amazing little boy!!!!!
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
Silverdale, WA USA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 10:27 AM CDT
I am thinking of you today, sending prayers for an 'upswing' and that Kendall gets a break from all the pain, fever, and temps.
Keeping you close in prayer,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 10:14 AM CDT
We are thinking about you, hoping the pain stays in control. Also hoping for some good scans.
Jay Scott <jay@alexslemonade.com>
Wynnewood, PA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 9:35 AM CDT
Aimee, I'm glad the pain is under better control. Cant' they give what they need IV for now? Heather just had a vomiting bug and was up to 104.8-scary. At least you are in the right place with the cooling blanket and IV fluids,etc. I'm praying for your baby, for you and for your family. God Bless, Love, Ellen
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Sunday, March 11, 2007 7:23 AM CDT
Oh Aimee, I am so sorry about what a nightmare you and precious Kendall have been through recently--I PRAY for relief and continuous improvement so your happy little guy is fully BACK! I know this is a crushing weight for all of you, and my heart goes out to precious Zachary too, he has been such an incredible brother and friend to a very brave little boy. Praying ALWAYS----
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, March 10, 2007 10:14 PM CST
Aimee,
The essay is beautiful and very appropriate. I also pray for Kendall all the time. At home, in the car, at bedtime, etc. I pray God will see fit to help him through this and to help you and Neil get through this awful time.
Zack and Kendall are very much our children as well, since they have been with us since birth. Our love for them cannot be measured or understood. I pray God will give us all more time to love our precious Kendall.
Love Mom
Donna Weess <donnaandfritz@optonline.net>
Mt. Sinai, NY USA - Saturday, March 10, 2007 10:21 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
I'm so glad that they were able to make Kendall comfortable. I hope you were able to get some rest as well. The essay is so beautiful and rings so true...it hits a spot deep within my soul. I'm thinking about you all and hoping for everything to go as smooth as possible.
Love,
Peggy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/russelllee
Peggy Lee <pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY - Saturday, March 10, 2007 10:10 AM CST
Hi Kendell and Zach
My little girl Jackie is looking forward to get to know you at the Morgan Center. I am in the process of most likely changing her current hospital and transferring her to CHOP- I am meeting with them on the 14th to discuss so we may be seeing a lot of you.
You are in my prayers!
www.caringbridge.com/visit/jacquelinerose
Cyndi (Jackie's Mom) <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 9, 2007 9:27 PM CST
Aimee,
I am so happy to read that Kendall has found some relief from the pain, now maybe you can both rest for a while.
The poem was beautiful and truthful.
In my thoughts and prayers without fail.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Mirandaq <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, March 9, 2007 6:55 PM CST
Katie spent last week in agonizing pain with her neck, and getting it under control was our mission. It is just heart breaking to watch your child hurt. Hang in there, I think about you all the time...
Michele Krize <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Friday, March 9, 2007 5:17 PM CST
Praying the pain is under control. Sending my love
Michele Donovan <mtd3@verizon.net>
Selden , NY USA - Friday, March 9, 2007 3:00 PM CST
Aimee,
Oh my... I hate that Kendall is having so much pain, and for you and the family to have to watch... breaks my heart!
James was on the Fentanyl PCA during transplant (after Dilaudid did not work). It helped tremendously! He finally got to the point where he would hit the button as soon as he saw the medical staff enter, because he wanted them to leave him alone, haha!
One thing that helped with his itching was a drug called Revex (although we never knew what was cauing him to itch).
I hope Kendall's pain is under control soon, and you can all get some rest.
BTW, would Kendall be willing to wear a diaper overnight (one of the big ones that is supplied by the hospital)? I know it is alot to ask, but getting him up and down, out of the bed... just a question.
Take care, and we are sending MANY prayers....
The Runde's www.jamesrunde.com <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Friday, March 9, 2007 2:00 PM CST
Aimee,
How horrible that Kendall is having this pain, how unfair for a child to have to suffer. I can't even begin to imagine how difficult that is for you to have to witness.
I will pray that the Pain Management team will find the right combination, something taht relieves Kendall without being too strong. As always I pray for your strenghts. Countless times I have told you what a wonderful mother you are, but that could never be said enough.
Praying for a good nights sleep for you and happy days ahead for your great boys!!!
Love and strength,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, March 9, 2007 2:00 PM CST
Hi Aimee,
Just read your recent post and I'm so sorry Kendall is having such pain. He is such a sweet, brave boy. I pray the new pain mgmt. works and you can all get some rest. Hang in there and may God's ever present peace and love be felt by you all.
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 9, 2007 11:02 AM CST
Oh dear! Just read your update. Wanted to let you know I am sending fervent prayers that Kendall's pain will subside and you all can find some peace and rest.
Prayer warrior from Minnesota,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Friday, March 9, 2007 10:49 AM CST
Aimee, I am so sorry for all that you are going through. You all are in my thoughts and prayes daily. I pray that the pain gets under control and you get your Kendell back. Sending lots of love and prayers your way!
Gretchen Lonero <loneroga@upmc.edu and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
Irwin, PA USA - Friday, March 9, 2007 7:00 AM CST
Aimee,
I've been checking Kendall's site everyday to see how you are doing. I am so sorry for the struggles you and your family are going through at the moment. I pray that Kendall gets pain relief. I believe this will give you the peace you need to rest. Sending lots of love, support, hugs and prayers to all of you.
www.caringbridge.org/nc/brandonk
Wendy Koontz - Brandon's Mom
Cooleemee, NC - Friday, March 9, 2007 6:21 AM CST
Hi Aimee, I wanted to let you know you have 2 awesome boys. Sarena loves playing with Zach and Kendall at the Morgan Center. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I pray for Kendall constantly! He is such a precious brave boy! Hugs and Kisses!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/sarena
Nadya Sahadeo <nadya217@yahoo.com>
East Meadow, NY USA - Friday, March 9, 2007 5:48 AM CST
Hi Aimee, I'm so sorry to read that Kendall has been in pain. Fentanyl is a good drug. I hope it helps him. I'm thinking of you and praying. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Friday, March 9, 2007 0:25 AM CST
Dear Aimee,
I'm here hoping and praying for you that Kendall's pain will be controlled and that there will a chance for you to get some unbroken sleep.
Sincerely,
Mara
Mara Stiles <ozman1@optonline.net>
Boonton Township, NJ - Thursday, March 8, 2007 9:18 PM CST
Aimee,
I understand all too well the agony of watching your child in pain. I hope they are able to get the pain management under control soon. For Russell, they ran a basal dilaudid in addition to the PCA to help alleviate the pain. They also gave Russell Nubain which helped. I know how difficult it is to take care of a child with such little sleep. I hope that you are able to get some help during the day so you can catch a nap. Please take good care. I'm thinking and praying for you all.
Love,
Peggy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/russelllee
pegwu@yahoo.com <pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY - Thursday, March 8, 2007 7:46 PM CST
I am so sorry Kendall, you, Zach and Neil have to go through this. I am thinking about all of you and praying for Kendall every day.
If any of you need anything.....Please call me.
XXXOOO
Michele
Michele Donovan <mtd3@verizon.net>
Selden, NY USA - Thursday, March 8, 2007 2:56 PM CST
The past few days have really been horrid for you and your sweet boy. I hope and pray that things will turn around for Kendall and he will be "pain free". Reading your latest jounral entry just about took my breath away - but thank you so much for sharing with all of us just what your son is going thru. You are so right when you say that no child should have to suffer with Cancer........Please let there be better days ahead for all of you.......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, March 8, 2007 2:41 PM CST
I read todays entry. Sorry Kendall is in so much pain. I am here if you need anything....and I mean anything! My prayers are with all of you. Hang in there....God Bless
Kathy
Kathy <jkl917@optonline.net>
Farmingville, ny - Thursday, March 8, 2007 1:20 PM CST
Aimee,
I can't believe all Kendall has been going through...He is an amazing little boy and you are the best mom. I am thinking of him and all of you and will continue to keep you all in my prayers. Hang in there.
Glad to hear that Kendall is doing a bit better.
With love,
Donna (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 10:39 PM CST
Aimee,
Glad to see things are turning around, and that Kendall is feeling better and at least thinking about food.
Love and strength,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 6:16 PM CST
Just stopping in to let you know I still send you my prayers daily!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 4:40 PM CST
Aimee & Neil,
I have spoke to Nikk and have kept up with your journal since playing phone tag with you two weeks ago. I am emailing strength to all of you and prayers for my wonderful nephew, Kendall. Love, Kath
Kathleen <kkesq@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 3:27 PM CST
Hi Aimee,
I'm sorry to hear of the terrible ordeal you have just been through. I am so glad that Kendall is feeling better today though. I know a thing or two about fluid retentions and bloody noses...I am glad to hear that those are going away also. Hopefully you will be sprung soon.
Love,
Peggy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/russelllee
Peggy Lee <pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 9:08 PM CST
Oh Aimee! How terrible for Kendal and all of you. What a frightening and exhausting experience. I hope that he will be able to pee out the remaining fluid and find pain relief very soon.
The news of Caroline is so upsetting. There are no words.
Love and strength,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 6:32 PM CST
Sorry I haven't signed for a while. I hope that you are feeling better. Keep smiling keep strong and try to have some fun. Sending Love Hugs and a Million Prayers to you all.
To My Child...
Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying.
Just for this morning, I will let you wake up softly, all rumpled in your sheets and I will hold you until you are ready for the day.
Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear and smile at how perfect it is.Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry and pick you up and take you to the park and play. Just for this morning,I will leave the dishes in the sink and let you teach me how to put that puzzel of yours together.
Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off and sit with you in the back yard and blow bubbles.
Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the Ice-cream Truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by.
Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.
Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them.
Just for this afternoon, I will take you to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys.
Just for this evening, I will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch and count all the stars.
Just for this evening, I will snuggle besides you for hours, and miss my favorite T.V. show.
Just for this evening, when I run my fingers through your hair as you pray. I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given. I will think about mothers who are searching for their missing children, the mothers who are visiting their children's graves instead of their bedrooms and mothers who are in the hospital rooms watching their children suffer senselessly, and scream inside that they can't handel it anymore, and when I kiss you goodnight, I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer. It is then I will thank God for you and ask him for nothing,
EXCEPT ONE MORE DAY!!
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 6, 2007 4:53 PM CST
Aimee...
You need a nice long weekend... to recoup from this!
Please know that you are all in my prayers...
I hope to read soon, that he is running you around the halls, full of energy... and full of health!
With love and hugs,
The Runde's www.jamesrunde.com <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 3:21 PM CST
I'm so sorry to hear that Kendall had such a rough day. I am thankful, however, that he improved. I hope there aren't any more bad days like that in the near future!
Amy D <amydukeshire@hotmail.com>
Kentville, NS Canada - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 1:06 PM CST
Oh my gosh! What a day! I sure hope all his fluid have time to equalize before they start adding the TPN. Another day won't matter. Glad he got those platelets in ok. You must be exhausted! I'm praying for you and sorry for the loss of their school friend. I hope today is a quiet day. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 12:17 AM CST
I was introduced to CaringBridge website while reading the obituary of a local girl from Boonton NJ named Laura Stiles. Laura who was 12 years of age passed on December 22, 2006 from Stage IV neuroblastoma. I have read so many journals and today I went onto Kendall's and am so sorry for the terrible time he is having - so many stories are the same just different faces. My prayer for you and your son is that he can remain as pain free as possible. You and your son and so many others are just incredible......
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 9:28 AM CST
That was a lot for Kendall to go through - he is such a warrior. Thinking about all of you...
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 6:56 AM CST
Aimee,
I hope the medications get the lung and water retention issues cleared up right away, AND this combo of chemo works miracles for Kendall. You and your family are always in my prayers.
Candace and Benjamin
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Reno, NV USA - Monday, March 5, 2007 4:45 PM CST
Thinking of you today.
XXXOOO
michele donovan <mdonovan@american.com>
selden , ny 11784 - Monday, March 5, 2007 1:03 PM CST
Praying that all goes well w/ the stem cell infusion. It is so hard to see your children in pain and discomfort. I will pray that this knocks out the NB cells and Kendall can recover and play again. I know how hard it is when you are stuck in the hospital. Keep hanging in there!
MariClair Schneider
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacksonschneider
MariClair Schneider <mariclair@earthlink.net>
Plainview, MN 55964 - Monday, March 5, 2007 9:43 AM CST
Thinking of you guys. I know today is the day Kendal receives his stem cells. You are all in my thoughts. Go stem cells.....kick butt!!!! Love you, Kathy
kathy <jkl917@optonline.net>
Farmingville, ny usa - Monday, March 5, 2007 6:59 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
I'm sorry to hear about Kendall's ordeal. We certainly know a thing or two about fluid retention! Walking and getting that blood circulating is certainly the key in getting rid of Russell's fluid. I hope that Kendall is able to do that very soon.
Thinking about you guys...
Love,
Peggy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/russelllee
Peggy Lee <pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY - Sunday, March 4, 2007 10:30 PM CST
Dear Aimee,
What a harsh regiment for sweet Kendall. How I pray this kicks the sh** out of those darn cancer cells! I pray for all of you without fail.
The Morgan Center children have not had it easy, as so with all children of cancer. To imagine that they want to cut funds on research is sickening.
Thinking of you and praying for pain free brighter days.
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan`
Michele Miranda` <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh`, NY` USA` - Sunday, March 4, 2007 7:48 PM CST
Aimee,
Sorry the chemo has been so rough on dear Kendall. I'm sure it's being a lot rougher on the NB! Glad he's perking up. Hang in there, friend!
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 3, 2007 9:32 PM CST
Aimee,
Best of luck to Kendall with the inpatient chemo. May it take a HUGE bite of those nasty cells and send them straight back to @&%$! I'm taking a break from the listserve but still checking on all the brave kids like Kendall! Hugs to you all!
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 1, 2007 8:58 PM CST
Aimee,
Best of luck to Kendall with the inpatient chemo. May it take a HUGE bite of those nasty cells and send them straight back to @&%$! I'm taking a break from the listserve but still checking on all the brave kids like Kendall! Hugs to you all!
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 1, 2007 8:57 PM CST
Thinking of you Aimee and praying for all of you. Heather has those same Frogs! I hope things go smoothly for you, and for goodness sake buy yourself a laptop! You deserve it! (I'm very attatched to mine!) God Bless,
Love, Ellen
F-R-O-G (Fully Rely on God)
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape cod, Ma - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 11:09 PM CST
I was just told about this latest set back and I will be passing this information to all of my prayer partners.
Our prayers are, ofcourse, for Kendall to be supernaturally healed, as only our Lord can do and for strength, guidance, faith, and love for all family and friends of Kendall.
barbara miller <bmillerx@bn.com>
long beach, ny usa - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 2:59 PM CST
Aimee - I've been a Kendall lurker for some time now. I'm not sure how I found his sight. It amazes me what you have to go through on a daily basis trying to keep your child alive. Thanks for Cure Search link. I just sent off my letters. You have my support 110+%
Kathleen Craig
Burton, MI - Tuesday, February 27, 2007 2:30 PM CST
Amen Aimee I have already written to my Reps and the PRESIDENT. So you go right ahead and climb on your soapbox as much as you want. The kids all over need someone like you to speak for them. Prayers that Kendall starts feeling better.
JUTTA FORKEL TANNERS GRAMMA <HAPPYMOM@NYCAP.RR.COM>
albany, ny USA - Monday, February 26, 2007 8:07 PM CST
Kendall, thinking of you and sending positive thoughts and prayers your way.I like the sound of that birthday cake!!
Carol Gilmore,Grandmother to Angel Erin Edwards,7 Forever <carol@mokancomm.net>
Louisburg, Ks 66053 - Monday, February 26, 2007 12:30 AM CST
Aimee and Neil and Brave Boys,
I think of you all constantly. Praying for Kendall's miracle, and praising God for such a precious and brave brother Kendall has, talk about PROUD of you Zachary!!!!!! Your attitude has inspired me more than you'll EVER know Aimee. You are amazing, above and beyond amazing dear. We are pulling for you every minute of every day, and praying the good doctors MSK will pull out exactly the right thing for Kendall. (The dox/vin/cyclo combo sure put a big dent in Erik's tumor when he first relapsed...)
We just read about Hezekiah's prayer this morning...(2 Kings 20) and it is SO touching how Hezekiah prayed and cried after Isaiah told him God said he would die, and Isaiah spun around in his tracks and went back and told Hezekiah what God said: "I have heard your prayer, I have seen your tears; surely I will heal you..."
Crying and praying for healing for Kendall.
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Sunday, February 25, 2007 12:32 AM CST
Thinking of all of you. I often read but don't sign the guestbook...I think of all of you constantly!!!
Erin <lilfishie98@aol.com>
babylon, ny usa - Thursday, February 22, 2007 11:27 PM CST
Zachary,
I read what you did for your brother on the Kids Cancer Crusade website. What a brave boy and how proud everyone must be of you for your unselfishness. Continue to B Brave, B Strong and Believe in the power of prayers.
B's Buddies,
Ms. Leah, Mr. Donnie, Jesse, and Matty
www.caringbridge.org/visit/braydenbreaux
Leah Callais <donnyc@mobiletel.com>
- Wednesday, February 21, 2007 10:03 PM CST
Wow...what an AWESOME brother Zachary is. I was smiling all the way through your stories about him. His prayer video still makes my heart melt. Your family sounds like an amazing team!
Kids Cancer Crusade
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 21, 2007 7:45 PM CST
That Zachary is a very special brother -- definitely a Super Sibling! I am glad that the boys liked MSKCC -- the playroom there is awesome.
I am keeping you in my thoughts always. Let me know if you need anything.
With love,
Liz
Liz Scott - Alex's Mom, Alex's Lemonade Stand Foundation
Wynnewood, PA - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 5:46 AM CST
Kendall,as usual is a trooper! He is going through so much and yet is always a pleasure to be around. Zachary is a great brother and I'm sure is being strong for his brother whom he loves. You all are always in our thoughts and prayers. As you already know, if you need anything, do not be shy in asking.
Linda, Rob & Paige <rkessle3@optonline.net>
Huntington, NY USA - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 9:03 PM CST
Aimee,
My prayers are with you and your entire family! Hope your appt goes well at Sloan!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, February 19, 2007 9:34 AM CST
Kendal-I was so glad to see you last week at CHOP. He had 104 fever and was laughing and goofing around with me. He is an inspiration. I can't wait for you to come and play with your cousins, Andrew and ALex.
Uncle Nikk <Njbean@verizon.net>
Woolwich , NJ USA - Sunday, February 18, 2007 7:19 PM CST
Happy to hear Kendall and Zachary are feeling better and had a great time recently.
Keeping you guys in my thoughts and prayers.
Joe Lee <joeklee@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY USA - Saturday, February 17, 2007 6:54 PM CST
Aimee,
Loved all the new pics...watch out Tom Cruise, here comes Kendall!!! Obviously hopitals come with certain perks...college student volunteers!!! Again, Tom eat your heart out!
I am heartbroken for you and Neil.
Aimee, you are a wonderful mother and advocate for both of the boys. I will continue to pray for your strength, and for the right treatment for Kendall.
Love always,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Saturday, February 17, 2007 5:47 PM CST
Hey Kendall:
Alex and I just checked out your site - he LOVEs your top gun costume... he has it too! Keep up the good fight and know lots of people are praying for you. You really are a TOP GUN GUY! Have you ever played flight simulator on the computer? It is really cool... Alex likes to crash...
Ann Podeszwa
Dallas, TX USA - Saturday, February 17, 2007 8:25 AM CST
Thinking of you and praying today is a better day!
Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Friday, February 16, 2007 10:32 AM CST
Just dropping by to say that I continue to pray for your special little boy each and every day!
Prayer warrior from N. Minnesota,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
AUdubon, MN USA - Thursday, February 15, 2007 7:47 PM CST
Aimee,
I am thinking of you and praying so very hard for Kendall and your family.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/bendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Thursday, February 15, 2007 3:26 PM CST
Aimee, We will keep Kendall in our prayers.
Heike
Shoshi's mom
Heike Magister <hm63@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Thursday, February 15, 2007 11:32 AM CST
Praying and Hoping that Kendall will come through this ruff time.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 14, 2007 11:20 PM CST
praying really hard for your sweet little boy..
Rhonda Dudley www.caringbridge.org/tn/sydneymarie <Rhondadud@comcast.net>
Knoxville , Tn - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 5:17 PM CST
I'm glad to hear Kendall has started feeling a little better and I hope the fevers stay away from both of your boys. I'll be praying for his scans to come back with good results. These precious kids with cancer deserve to win their battles here and earth and live healthy lives. Forever believing in a miracle for your miracle boy, Kendall! Stay Strong & Keep Smiling Kendall! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
Tawny <TawnyTearz@aol.com>
Miami, FL USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 1:05 AM CST
Aimee, I hope all your Little Valentine's are feeling better today! God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 11:28 PM CST
Aimee,
I am hoping things are better, and that it was just one bad stomach bug!
Love and strength,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 4:51 PM CST
Aimee,
I check in on you everyday. So sorry to hear of the recent sickness in the family. Just want you to know that you guys are in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for remembering Brandon on your journal entry. With all you are going through, it is very admirable for you to take the time to show love and concern for so many others. Give Kendall a hug from us! I have one who likes to dress like Batman too...love the pics.
www.caringbridge.org/nc/brandonk
Wendy Koontz <brandon_boogie@yahoo.com>
Cooleemee, NC - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 5:35 AM CST
Thinking about you and Kendall and hope you won't have to drive to Philly in the snow.
Mara Stiles
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles
Mara Stiles
boonton Township, NJ - Monday, February 12, 2007 10:36 PM CST
Hi Aimee,
No wonder I couldn't find you when I looked on the floor. I'm so sorry to hear that both boys are still feeling lousy. I hope that they get better and recover soon. We are still here so I will see you whenever you get here. Take care.
Love,
Peggy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/russelllee
Peggy Lee <Pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY - Sunday, February 11, 2007 11:13 PM CST
Aimee,
You ceratinly have had your ups and downs lately. I will pray that Kendall recovers quickly from this stomach virus.
Love and strength,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, February 11, 2007 9:21 PM CST
Hi Aimee, I'm glad you found a problem with an easy fix. Hope he is feeling better soon! God bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Friday, February 9, 2007 3:21 AM CST
Aimee,
So glad you are getting some answers to explain Kendall's pain. Glad he didn't bouncy bounce on his sweet head with low platelets too. He surely has a guardian angel! God bless the Jackson family!
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 8, 2007 9:28 PM CST
Aimee,
How upsetting it is to read that Kendal is having these pain issues. I truly hope the answers lie in the too small of a hole theory.
It is so very hard to live life in such an up and down state of emotion. I pray and think of you all the time.
Love and suport,
Michele
www.cringbridge.org/ny/bendan
Michele Miranda <missm004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Thursday, February 8, 2007 5:34 PM CST
Hi Aimee,
Just want to let you know that I'm thinking about you all. I feel your frustration when I read your journal. I hope that Kendall feels better and that he gets the bladder issue resolved soon. Perhaps we'll see you next week?
Peggy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/russelllee
Peggy Lee <pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY - Thursday, February 8, 2007 12:14 AM CST
Just wanted to drop by and let you know that we're thinking of you and crossing our fingers for a UTI and Kendall feeling better soon!
Love the costumes!
Candace and Benjamin Mason
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
candace mason <candacemas@aol.com>
reno, nv usa - Monday, February 5, 2007 7:04 PM CST
Hello, my name is Denise Wilkinson, My daughter Katherine Wilkinson was diagnosed with Neuroblastoma stage4 Jan. 2006. She was 4 years old, and now is 5. I meet a lady here at the PRMH today and she told me about your son, and his site.Kathy will be doing her MIBG Therapy this tuesday at CHOP. Kathy has a caringbridge site also and it is her name katherinewilkinson. I will pray for your son and your family.
Denise Wilkinson <Moms_Four_Angels@yahoo.com>
Greensboro, NC usa - Sunday, February 4, 2007 10:58 AM CST
Aimee,
I am hoping that these days are finding Kendall in no pain. Hopefully you've been running those boys around town having a ball.
My fingers are crossed that things are good.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, February 2, 2007 7:21 PM CST
I think Mattel should come up with a Kendall Mutant Ninja Bartfrog - What a cool character that would be! Every child would want one. Love the picture - looks like a great karate stance!
All of us here send you a great big Ninja hug!
Alicia Kopp <alicia@alexslemonade.com>
Wynnewood, PA 19096 - Friday, February 2, 2007 8:36 AM CST
We're praying for you! Hope everyone feels better soon.
Linda - www.caringbridge.org/sc/christopher <chrisnbreemom@yahoo.com>
charleston, sc - Thursday, February 1, 2007 7:45 AM CST
Aimee,
You are certainly allowed to feel sad and frustrated and anxious. This disease stinks. There's no doubt. I was pretty upset with God the other day but I figure he can handle it. Today is better. Thank God for new days. Don't give up. You'll feel better too. I'm sending you love, prayers and a virtual hug. You and Neil are the BEST parents and Kendall and Zach are so lucky to have you.
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 29, 2007 9:00 PM CST
Roller coaster...what a great way to describe it. I love roller coasters, but every once in awhile. It's no way to live every day. The costume pictures reminded me of Katie and her best friend. Right after Katie was diagnosed 7 years ago, the two of them decided to dress up in the Power Ranger costumes (pink) and we have the best pictures...so fun. Hang in there. I know exactly how you feel!
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Monday, January 29, 2007 6:55 AM CST
Aimee,
I am sorry to read that Kendall has been having fevers on and off. Hopefully that will resolve itself soon, especially the pain issue. It's terrible as a parent to watch your child in pain. Praying for better days.
I too love the picture of Neil and Kendall, it's beautiful!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Monday, January 22, 2007 5:51 PM CST
Hello! I came upon your website while "googling" NB kids...just wanted you to know that I will keep Kendall in my prayers. This journey is not an easy one. Our son was diagnosed w/ NB last June, and just completed his transplant. I am finding out that NED, does mean you are home free, and it worries me. Kendall seems like a wonderful little boy from his pictures! Keep fighting the good fight...our prayers our w/ your family!
MariClair Schneider
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacksonschneider
MariClair Schneider <mariclair@earthlink.net>
Plainview, MN - Sunday, January 21, 2007 8:11 AM CST
It's good to hear that Kendall is feeling well.
I'm praying that The Great Physician will grant rapid healing, and that people will turn out in droves to give blood and platelets. It feels very rewarding to donate either one, especially when you have known children who depended on the products. You can give platelets as often as every two weeks, so the good feeling can stay with you.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Thursday, January 18, 2007 10:00 PM CST
Aimee and Kendall and Zach and the rest of the family!!
Just stopping in to let you know we are thinking of you and praying for you. Keep up that fighting spirit Kendall and beat this wretched beast!
Suzi and Nicholaus <duzi@aol.com>
Winston Salem, NC USA - Thursday, January 18, 2007 5:27 PM CST
Aimee,
Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you and Kendall. God Bless your whole family. We'll be at the Philly RMH on Mon the 22 for a blood draw on the 23rd if you guys are around.
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 18, 2007 3:13 PM CST
Aimee, thanks for mentioning Katie in your update! The news about Kendall is great - I'm so glad to hear that so far, the MIBG has been relatively easy to deal with...who knows, we may be headed that route, and I really appreciate you sharing the experience. Take care of yourselves!
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize <mkrize@earthlink.net>
Florence, SC USA - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 8:03 PM CST
Aimee,
Loved the new picture of Kendall ( ok I have to admit STILL jealous over the computer savy thing, but trying to move on! LOL!)
DELIGHTED to hear how Kendall is feeling. Loved that ANC count, that is some impressive number...little jealous there too! LOL!
The newest cousin is adorable, congratulations.
Hopping you are all having happy days.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 6:53 PM CST
May God bless you with his healing hand and give you strength, and great health throughout your lives. Your boys are just beautiful!!! The dancing video of Kendall was...I just don't have the words. He is such a beautiful child in and out.
With my many prayers and standing on God's word for healing.
Mina <maddiemae414@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 11, 2007 12:20 AM CST
HAD TO STOP BY AND LET YOU KNOW THAT I'M THINKING OF YOU.
LOVE BRENDAMY LOVING ANGELS FOREVER FOR THERE HAVE BEEN TO MANY NEW YEAR ANOTHER ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Thursday, January 11, 2007 0:45 AM CST
Aimee,
I am happy to read that the pink eye is clearing up. Praying for good counts without transfusions, and painfree happy days.
I can't imagine how deeply Penelope's illness weighs on you, and your community of Neuroblastoma. My heart breaks for each and every family touched by this blasted diease of Cancer!
Penelope is beautiful and gentle, her parents so devoted and loving.
Love and strength,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Wednesday, January 10, 2007 1:13 PM CST
Glad to hear that all is going well and kendall's appetite is improving. Thinking of you often.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
- Tuesday, January 9, 2007 6:12 PM CST
Aimee,
I am so happy to read that Kendall is feeling better and regaining his appetite. Actuallythe chicken noodle soup meal, sounded a lot like pregnancy!
The videos were great, thanks for sharring them with us.
Praying for pain free days.
Love and strength,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Monday, January 8, 2007 6:42 PM CST
Aimee,
Zachary's prayer for his brother was inspiring. Both Kendall and Zachary are very special and delightful young boys.
You are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Hope to see you all soon.
Love, Fran and Nicole
Fran <FNS29@optonline.net>
Floral Park, NY - Monday, January 8, 2007 5:43 PM CST
Oh, how sweet to hear Zachary's prayer for his brother....Amen.
Shirley
NY, NY - Monday, January 8, 2007 8:38 AM CST
Aimee,
Welcome home! I hope Kendall continues to feel well without any fevers. Praying for the best results with the last treatment.
I hope you have a peaceful rest at home with your guys!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, January 5, 2007 9:50 PM CST
Kendall and family,
It is always nice to be home! Thinking of you.
Jessica <patandjess@lamphere.org>
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 9:31 AM CST
Aimee,
So glad that MIBG went smoothly and hopefully it's kicking some NB butt! We're rooting for you , Kendall. Good luck on round #2 - Praying it's a knock-out!!!! We'll be in NYC the week of Jan 15. Happy New Year!
PS. I just loved Zachary's prayer. May all our kids survive so they can praise GOD everyday!!!!HE is faithful!
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 2, 2007 9:49 PM CST
Aimee, My very best to you and all of your family. When you come back into town I hope to see you and Kendall again. All my love to Kendall and wishes for a bright year. Let me know if you need anything while in Philly! Fondly, Alicia
Alicia Kopp
Wynnewood, PA 19096 - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 10:09 AM CST
Hope he is feeling better! God Bless, Happy New Year, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Monday, January 1, 2007 11:17 PM CST
I'm very glad the mibg treatment went well. Hoping and praying for good results.
Love and prayers,
Mel, mommy to Gage
Thanks for praying for Gage on your page:)
Melanie Bryce <mandgb@hotmail.com>
Saginaw, Mi - Monday, January 1, 2007 8:12 PM CST
Wishing you a happy and healthy 2007 and beyond.
Love from Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Sunday, December 31, 2006 2:41 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
Glad to hear that you are home. Just want to let you know that I'm thinking about you. I wish you all a very happy new year full of joy and good health!
Love,
peggy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/russelllee
Peggy lee <pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY - Sunday, December 31, 2006 1:19 AM CST
I'm glad Kendall's treatment is going pretty well. I'm so happy it isn't too hard on him. How awesome you got a visit from Alicia.
The video of Zachary's prayer is just too precious. I love it. What a loving brother.
www.freewebs.com/kidscancercrusade
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 29, 2006 9:30 AM CST
Iam so gld to hear that so far things are going well. THinking of you and hoping you are homeward bound before long. Hang in there Kendall you little trooper. Hugs to you.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
- Friday, December 29, 2006 7:21 AM CST
SOCK SKATING.........FANTASTIC. Glad to hear things are going well. Speak to you soon.
XXXOOO
Michele Donovan <mdonovan@americanhm.com>
Selden , ny usa - Thursday, December 28, 2006 7:27 AM CST
That is such a precious video. I had a few tears watching Zachary say that. I hope God is planning to make Kendall feel better too! I read Kendall & many other children's caringbridge pages daily and I knew I had to write to this message. I'm so glad you had a Christmas together and I hope you have many more in the future. Stay Strong!
Tawny <TawnyTearz@aol.com>
Miami, FL USA - Wednesday, December 27, 2006 8:27 PM CST
Dear Aimee and Family,
Thanks for posting Zachary's precious prayer. What beautiful children you have! You persevere so gracefully. I am so amazed by you Aimee. Praying for smooth MIBG treatment and miraculous results.
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, December 26, 2006 10:10 AM CST
Thinking of you today, Aimee, and your family. Good luck with MIBG treatment - who knows, we may be right behind you. We have MIBG scan this week, so I'm going to believe that because our children are getting that isotype at the same time but for different reasons, then we are both going to get great results. Merry Christmas.
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/sc/katiekrize) <mkrize@earthlink.net>
Florence, SC USA - Monday, December 25, 2006 3:29 PM CST
Merry Christmas Kendall and Family!
With Love and Prayers,
Scott, Colleen, Janie & Thomas Kashino
Colleen Kashino
- Monday, December 25, 2006 0:35 AM CST
Well- we are having a wonderful Christmas eve with Kendall and Zach. He is an inspiration to all of us. He is playing so nicely with his cousins, Andrew and ALex, and having a blast. We love him so much. Good luck next week.
Uncle Nikk, Aunt Liz, Andrew, and Alex 12-23-2006
Nicholas Bongiovanni <Njbean@verizon.net>
Woolwich, NJ USA - Sunday, December 24, 2006 4:52 PM CST
Aimee and Neil,
Wishing a special family a very Merry Christmas and all the joy of the New Year.
All my love and prayers,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, December 24, 2006 2:24 PM CST
I am so sorry to hear of the latest news. I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I hope that you have a wonderful Christmas before you are admitted.
Gretchen Lonero <loneroga@upmc.edu and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
N. Huntingdon, PA USA - Sunday, December 24, 2006 8:28 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
I was so happy to see all of you at the country club. However, I am really sorry to hear of Kendall's test results. It's just awful that he has to go back to the treatments. I hope you and the boys will at least have a good holiday before heading down to CHOP. I will be thinking and praying for you all.
Love,
Peggy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/russelllee
Peggy Lee <pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY - Sunday, December 24, 2006 0:16 AM CST
LOVE BRENDAMY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Saturday, December 23, 2006 7:37 PM CST
Aimee,
Oh how sorry I am for all of you, and for us your friends. Kendall did look wonderfull at the party. I am praying that the next treatment plan is the answer and will provide the right remedy.
I know the boys will have a wonderful Christmaas, I hope you too find some peace in the day.
All my love and prayers,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Saturday, December 23, 2006 8:42 AM CST
I am sorry that the scans were not improved as you had hoped according to Kendall's behavior and appetite. Glad to hear you have a plan in place and will be jumping right on that right after Christmas. Keeping Kendall and the entire famly in my prayers. If you need anything please let me know. Think of you all often and praying that you hear great news with your next scans. Hugs to you and hang in there. You are walking a rough road but you continue to fight like mad. You are in my daily thoughts and prayers. Enjoy Christmas and have a great family Holiday.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
- Saturday, December 23, 2006 7:10 AM CST
Aimee,
I am happy to read that Kendall is now home and feeling more like himself.
We too are hoping to make the Morgan Center party, it will be great to see you guys again!
I will keep your family in my prayers next week when you return to CHOP for scans.
Love to all of you this special time of year!
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, December 17, 2006 6:06 PM CST
I wanted to stop by and wish you all a very merry Christmas and a happy healthy New Year. I love the
pic of the kids and Neil too. You two boys are handsome.
God bless and keep in touch.
http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Sunday, December 17, 2006 12:28 AM CST
I just the love the picture of Neil and Kendall. Absolutely priceless. Aimee please know I'll be praying extra hard next week for great scan results! Gage too will be having scans. Oh, the anxiety sets in. Glad your precious boy is feeling good.
Love and prayers,
Mel, mommy to Gage
Melanie Bryce <mandgb@hotmail.com>
Saginaw, Mi - Saturday, December 16, 2006 11:11 PM CST
Hi Aimee,
I'm sorry that you guys ended up inpatient. I can't believe that Kendall's count were so low but he remained so energetic! He's a pretty amazing kid. Just want you to know that I am thinking and praying for you all.
Peggy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/russelllee
Peggy Lee <pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills , NY - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 3:50 PM CST
Miss YOu
Bobby Smith <BreeZ119@catt.com>
Ringgold, ga 30736 - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 10:58 AM CST
ERGUH! UGH! So so so sorry to hear he ended up going inpatient. You're such a trooper, dear Amy! HANG IN THERE!
Love, the Thomas team <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Sunday, December 10, 2006 9:42 PM CST
Loved the story about how low Kendall's hemoglobin and platelets were, yet he was out riding his bike...sounds very familiar! You gotta wonder how they can put aside feeling yucky to just PLAY. When did we lose that? Thinking about all of you...
Michele Krize <mkrize@earthlink.net>
Florence, SC USA - Sunday, December 10, 2006 12:40 AM CST
You lost me somewhere in that explanation of the next few possible courses of treatment. BUT I do hope Kendall's scans are good and a treatment plan can fall into place.
Wishing you a wonderful holiday season!
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 8, 2006 9:35 PM CST
I do not know if we have met yet at Sloan, but I appreciate your prayers for us on Austin's site. I pray that you will get good news in your most recent battle with this awful disease. May we all be part of the race for the cure, and be able to benefit from the answers that are found. I have to believe that a breakthrough is just around the corner.
Fran Melgar <mkazoocrew@aol.com>
Portage, mi usa - Thursday, December 7, 2006 10:08 PM CST
Hi, Glad you had a good trip. I hope the scans are good and you can go ahead with a plan. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape cod, Ma - Thursday, December 7, 2006 5:11 AM CST
Aimee and Kendall,
Wishing you a good visit at MSKCC and getting some answers. Thinking and praying. Hope the traffic isn't too bad!
Love and Hope,
Diane Adamson
Mommy to twins MaryGrace and Emily (age 6) NBIV (Dx 9/03, NED 4/04, Relapse 1/06, NED 4/06)
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 6:58 AM CST
Aimee,
Good luck in NYC at Sloan on Wednesday! Hope you hear about some good treatments. Sorry we missed you. We'll be back on Dec. 18 for Round 3 - praying for NED for both our boys.
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 5, 2006 9:11 PM CST
Loved the great Thanksgiving pics. Looking forward to seeing the ones with Santa too!! Thanks for keeping us updated. We love you and your beautiful family!
Angela Thomas <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, Oh - Sunday, December 3, 2006 3:53 PM CST
Aimee,
Loved your Thanksgiving post. It's amazing how something bad like cancer can make you really appreciate all the good things in life, like family, and friends like you. God bless your family and especially Kendall!
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 28, 2006 2:59 PM CST
Thanksgiving is certianly a time to be thankful. And you are so right we certianly have many things to be thankful for and our children are right up there at the top. may God bless you and watch over Kendall and your family. Love you guys.
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
- Tuesday, November 28, 2006 1:32 PM CST
Aimee,
Your Thanksgiving message was beautiful, poignant and truthful. Every message shouldn't be bubbly because your life has painful ups and downs, and those moments should be shared. As true friends we'll be there for you.
On a side note, you don't have to be so I'm-so-talented-with-the-computer, giving us new pictures with every update, yes of course we LOVE the pictures, however it's REALLY embarrassing for those us, ME, who can't! LOL!!!
HELP I need computer help!
LOts of love always,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Monday, November 27, 2006 7:18 AM CST
Great Thanksgiving post, Aimee. You really are an inspiration. I haven't updated since right before Thanksgiving. I've put a cocoon around us right now - enjoying Katie's good health! She continues to feel great, and the ABT isn't having any side effects right now. Glad to hear Kendall is able to be a kid. Take care.
Michele Krize <mkrize@earthlink.net>
Florence, SC USA - Sunday, November 26, 2006 8:50 AM CST
Dearest Aimee
You hit the mark square on the head with your beautiful Thanksgiving post. I wish I could put it so eloquently.
You are so right about priorities and goals. You inspire me more than I can ever Say!
I pray for many many more happy days for your two precious boys.
You are an amazing mom!
love and continuous prayers,
Donna
Donna ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net >
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, November 24, 2006 8:32 AM CST
Dear Aimee -
I think your post was one of the most beautiful ever. I've been in the kitchen on my feet for 3 days and I am a little late with my holiday posts, but I wanted to make sure I let you know that I have been keeping up with you guys through Kim M. and I have been thinking of you often. I hope Kendall continues to feel great through the rest of the holiday season and ever after.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
With love and prayers,
Colleen
www.caringbridge.org/visit/janie
Colleen M. Kashino
- Friday, November 24, 2006 5:37 AM CST
Happy Thanksgiving!
Love,Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Thursday, November 23, 2006 11:30 PM CST
Aimee,
Happy Thanksgiving!
Great to hear that Kendall is feeling so well. Hopefully everyone will enjoy their turkey, if not there's always dessert! That's my favorite part of the meal.
Kendall is in my constant thoughts as are you. Give my love to your mom, Fritz and Neil.
Love and strength,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 3:37 PM CST
Goods news on Kendall...have a great Thanksgiving!
Chari Warner <millymango40@yahoo.com>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 2:39 PM CST
Aimee,
Glad to hear that Kendall is doing good! Have a wonderful Thanksgiving!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 1:57 PM CST
Aimee,
Thanks for the Nifurtimox paper. Ryan's marrows are clearing on 3F8. Check his site for more. Praying for Kendall daily - so glad he is having fun!
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, November 16, 2006 5:00 PM CST
Hi,
I haven't signed this guestbook in a while but I do check up on Kendall. I will be praying for his continued healing. I am formerly from Long Island (Brentwood) but moved 16 years ago after I got married to Valrico, Florida. My daughter Sierra (7) was diagnosed with ALL Leukemia December 2005. Kendall you stay strong and keep amazing the doctors.
God bless always,
Mary Lynn & Sierra
www.caringbridge.org/visit/sierrakesler
Mary Lynn Kesler <Kesler5_289@msn.com>
Valrico, fl United States - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 6:59 AM CST
I love the Halloween pictures! What great costumes! You & Kendall look great together! Just dropping by to check on our Philly pals. Glad to hear the scans were a little better than what you had expected and that you have a plan to knock this out! Keep in touch. Praying for you!
www.caringbridge.org/nc/brandonk
Wendy Koontz - Brandon's Mom
Cooleemee, NC - Friday, November 10, 2006 7:12 AM CST
Aimee,
Just a quick HOWDY to say I'm thinking about y'all. The boys looked great in their costumes! Happy Turkey Day early!
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 8, 2006 2:48 PM CST
Hi Kendall,
I'm praying that you will have a blessed week. You are one brave young man.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, November 7, 2006 10:23 PM CST
Aimee,
Love the new Pics! Hang in there!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net >
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, November 6, 2006 11:55 PM CST
Kendall,
Brendan went as Darth Vadar also! He loves anything star wars. Jack went as a green power ranger and Kiera was a forest princess. Brendan says "it's very similar to last years costume". It's true every year she is a different variation of "very girlie".
I hope you boys got lots of sweets, it's a great holiday.
Aimee,
It always amazes me how strong Kendall is, he has a wonderful zest for life. Obviously you get the credit for that!
Kendall is in my thoughts, I pray that he has pain free days.
Love and strength,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Monday, November 6, 2006 6:40 PM CST
Hi Aimee, It was nice to meet you at the RMH in Philly. Your Halloween pictures look great. I hope and pray for Kendall that this new treatment will work. So glad he got to run around and act like a little boy! Your new friend,
Kathy
Kathy DaDalt <kathydadalt@yahoo.com>
Wakefield, RI - Sunday, November 5, 2006 7:01 AM CST
Aimee - I came here to Kendall's site to yell at you for leaving that smart aleck message on Katie's site (I would never leave HER on the shuttle - ok, yes I would, but you didn't have to say that :) (it literally made me laugh out loud). Anyway, mood has changed after reading Kendall's update. Are our lives parallel or what? Katie is in bed right now - 103 degree fever, started running AGAIN on Thursday. No other symptoms - it's got to be tumor fever, right? We scan next week, and I can barely think about it. Just know we are thinking about all of you and praying....you really did make me laugh with the vision of Katie looking out the shuttle window as it pulled away and me standing there going, "Oh, no, did I forget something again?" Take care.
Michele Krize <mkrize@earthlink.net>
Florence, SC USA - Saturday, November 4, 2006 7:46 AM CST
Hello Aimee,
Hope the cyclone stops what little progression there is I will continue to check in and pray!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, November 3, 2006 1:46 PM CST
Aimee,
It breaks my heart to hear that Kendall is still having the bladder pains. I hope the Urologist will be able to shed some light.
The pictures are terrific, constant witness to all the fun your boys have. Your strength is inspirational!
Wishing everyone lots of treats this Halloween and no tricks!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, October 29, 2006 8:01 PM CST
Aimee - we are dealing with mystery fevers too - it's starting to freak me out - every few weeks, starting on a Thursday, lasting two to three days - WHAT IS THIS??? Thanks for including us on Kendall's webpage - if I could figure out how to add a link to Katie's, I would add Kendalls! Maybe you can be my website support, like Kendall was Ryan's medical support! Take care - we are thinking and praying for you. We are headed to DC in a couple of hours...
Michele Krize <mkrize@earthlink.net>
Florence, SC USA - Sunday, October 29, 2006 7:51 AM CST
Hi, friends! Glad to see you were out enjoying the museum and zoo. We will remember you in our prayers for the upcoming scans and for pain relief for Kendall.
Lots of love, Wendy Koontz (Brandon's mom) www.caringbridge.org/nc/brandonk
Cooleemee, NC - Saturday, October 28, 2006 11:28 AM CDT
Aimee,
I'm glad you and the boys are having so much fun. How you pack so much into a day is beyond me! I hope Kendall feels better and stronger each day and that the scans show a return to NED status! Ryan talks about Kendall and his port. I think it helps him knowing another little boy has the same port. He would like to talk to Kendall if you guys have the time. Tonight during flushing, he kept saying "It's O.K." over and over and it was - Kendall inspired!
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahooo.com>
- Friday, October 27, 2006 8:03 PM CDT
keeping you in our prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/lynzeecullum
Dorothy Cullum <mom2all9106@yahoo.com>
Indianapolis, In - Friday, October 27, 2006 8:24 AM CDT
Keeping you guys in my prayers today and always.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
- Tuesday, October 24, 2006 7:50 AM CDT
Aimee,
I know we're both waiting on good news, Ryan to be NED and Kendall to return to NED. Can I be your kid? You guys have too much fun!
Luv,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday, October 23, 2006 7:33 PM CDT
Aimee,
I know we're both waiting on good news, Ryan to be NED and Kendall to return to NED. Can I be your kid? You guys have too much fun!
Luv,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday, October 23, 2006 7:33 PM CDT
Hello Aimee,
You simply amaze me with your detailed entries and pictures and including everyone in on your journal posts. Your truly an amazing women and the boys are blessed to have you as a mom! I will say some extra prayers for you and your dearest Kendall!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger>
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, October 23, 2006 8:05 AM CDT
I haven't signed in for awhile....and *whew!* ....sounds like a lot going on! I will send extra (!!!) prayers your way tonight and tomorrow, that things smooth out and Kendall does great.
Your prayer warrior in N. Minnesota,
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, Mn USA - Thursday, October 19, 2006 7:41 PM CDT
Aimee, a rollercoaster? No kidding - and this one had flips and turns....hope today's infusion goes well. Katie came back from Washington, made it through school yesterday, but now is home this afternoon with a sour tummy, and she is exhausted. We're thinking about you guys, and we know what you are going through! Thanks for all the notes on Katie's guestbook....
Michele Krize <mkrize@earthlink.net>
Florence, SC USA - Thursday, October 19, 2006 12:59 AM CDT
Hi AImee,
Just wanted to sign into let you know I'm thinking about you and then I read all the troubles with round 2. I think Day 1 sounded like a panic attack and day 2's hives can be resolved. I am looking into my crystal ball and predicting day 3 will be a breeze! What a crazy few days with the milk and BOTH boys,... take some time for YOU! Your folks are great and I'm sure they'd let you sneak away. Have some Ben and Jerry's for me! You're the best!
Your bud,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, October 17, 2006 8:21 PM CDT
Apryle,
Never a dull moment for you! How frightening for you and Zachary and of course Kendall. I will pray that the next infusion will go smothly without any allergic reactions.
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Tuesday, October 17, 2006 6:48 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
Just want to let you know that I'm thinking and praying for Kendall. I'm sorry to hear about his fever. I hope that he feels better soon. Take good care.
Peggy Lee <pegwu@yahoo.com>
Hollis Hills, NY - Sunday, October 15, 2006 3:05 PM CDT
I hope Kendall gets to feeling better. I am glad he understands the importance of eating. Hope to hear good news after the 1st.
Heidi Gilbert www.caringbridge.org/ny/tannergilbert <lowersoundz@cox.net>
Edmond, ok - Saturday, October 14, 2006 1:49 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I hope Kendall is feeling better. I look at the pics all the time when I go on site. I am always amazed at my mighty little man.
Love Mom
Donna Weess <donnaandfritz@optonline.net>
Mt. Sinai, NY USA - Saturday, October 14, 2006 7:46 AM CDT
Hey Aimee,
Just checked Kendall's site and am sorry to hear he's not feeling so well. Hope they find the source of the fever and can give some medicine to clear it up quickly. What a trooper that Kendall still tries to eat! Just wanted to let you know that I found some information on Penelope's website that sounds promising for relapse, a drug called Nifurtimox. Check it out on www.caringbridge.com/visit/ny/penelope. They are an amazing family, just like you! By the way, Ry is doing great. Miss you guys!
Your friend,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Friday, October 13, 2006 10:04 PM CDT
Aimee,
I am sorry to read that Kendall has a fever, hopefully it will be one of those unknown fevers and nothing will grow of it. It's awful to see your child in pain, so I'm sending you a hug, these things are so hard on parents.
Prayers for a successful round of chemo!
Love,
Michele
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, October 13, 2006 7:55 PM CDT
Hi Aimee -
So sorry to hear about the fevers and that Kendall has been so uncomforable. I hope today he is feeling better, and you find an acceptable source of the high temperatures. In addition I hope that the next round goes smoothly and you are all home again enjoying life as you always do so very very well.
With love and prayers,
Colleen
Colleen M. Kashino
- Friday, October 13, 2006 7:16 AM CDT
He looks just Great!
love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Ma - Thursday, October 12, 2006 3:46 AM CDT
Aimee,
Thought I would visit Kendall's site after briefly meeting you at CHOP today. I am glad to read that Kendall has been feeling great and hope that he continues to do well. We will keep Kendall in our thoughts and prayers. You have beautiful boys!
www.caringbridge.org/pa/danielcooper
Barb Cooper <barbe2700@yahoo.com>
Havertown, PA - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 5:33 PM CDT
Hello, stopping by to see how things are going. I absolutely love all the pics and would love to have the passcode to see more. Awesome job. The boys look like they are having so much fun. Aimee you are a great mom, it is all about the boys and living every moment for them to have fun. Great job. Love you guys.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 7:56 AM CDT
Aimee,
Just wanted you to know I am checking in and praying very hard! You do a wonderful job sharing so much with everyone.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger>
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 9:29 AM CDT
Aimee,
Just wanted to say that I hope you have a great weekend, and that Kendall is feeling like a champ!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <Missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Saturday, October 7, 2006 7:43 PM CDT
Dear Aimee,
You amaze me too. Mom of twins, one fighting relapse, making sure every day has loads of SPARKLE for your precious boys...
You are a SUPER MOM!!!!!
Praying for dear Kendall ALWAYS....
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Saturday, October 7, 2006 11:06 AM CDT
Aimee, I am praying for my precious Kendall daily. I love all the pics. If Kendall refers to himself as " mighty", it's from me. I told him about a movie called 'The Mighty". He is a little person... but he is mighty!
Love Mom/Nonni
Donna Weess <donnaandfritz@optonline.net>
Mt. Sinai, N:Y USA - Friday, October 6, 2006 10:40 PM CDT
Aimee,
What wonderful news reading that Kendal is feeling so well. Aimee, you never fail to amaze me. How you have the energy to do all the things you do, and how you expose your sons to such great experiences. Once again "hats off to you"!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 8:06 PM CDT
Wanted to stop by and let you know I am thinking of Kendall and it sounds like throughout your last visit at CHOP you still managed to fit in lots of fun. Keeping going strong and having fun. MMMMMMMM....tacos are my favorite. Love ya.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 8:16 AM CDT
Just dropping by to check in on you guys. Glad to hear you all have been out enjoying yourselves as much as you can. Praying and hoping that the new chemo does its job!
We think of you often. Maybe we can meet again in the laundry room at the PRMH! We will be there Oct 16th.
Send our love to your boys, especially Kendall.
www.caringbridge.org/nc/brandonk
The Koontz Family - Wendy, Michael & Brandon <brandon_boogie@yahoo.com>
Cooleemee, NC - Monday, October 2, 2006 7:11 PM CDT
Aimee,
It must be hard for you when you mom and Zachary leaves. Hopefully things have improved and Kendall is having some good days.
Stay strong.
Love,
Michele
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Saturday, September 30, 2006 3:32 PM CDT
Aimee,
It must be hard for you when you mom and Zachary leaves. Hopefully things have improved and Kendall is having some good days.
Stay strong.
Love,
Michele
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Saturday, September 30, 2006 3:31 PM CDT
I'm glad that Kendall is having more up's than downs and am praying for things to go up, up, up. I hope he is feeling better and that you have a fun filled weekend with your boys. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Saturday, September 30, 2006 0:01 AM CDT
Just checking in to see how Kendall is doing and hoping that his pain diminishes and that he will be playing and pain free soon. Sending health and healing thoughts your way.
Suzi and Nicholaus www.caringbridge.com/nc/nicholauschase <duzi@aol.com>
Winston Salem, NC USA - Thursday, September 28, 2006 7:41 PM CDT
Just checking in to see how Kendall is doing and hoping that his pain diminishes and that he will be playing and pain free soon. Sending health and healing thoughts your way.
Suzi and Nicholaus www.caringbridge.com/nc/nicholauschase <duzi@aol.com>
Winston Salem, NC USA - Thursday, September 28, 2006 7:41 PM CDT
Sending you love,
the Thomas team
Angela <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
Tiffin, OH - Thursday, September 28, 2006 10:48 AM CDT
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA
, - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 7:37 PM CDT
Aimee,
I am sorry to read that Kendall is having some pain, I will pray that it is never more than a slight discomfort. How are YOU?!?!? May God grant you strength.
Always in my thoughts and prayers!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 7:17 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
Just popping in to say that you are all never far from our hearts and minds. I am truly praying and hoping that this new chemo will do the trick and help Kendall to feel better soon. Miss seeing you all.
With lots of love,
Donna (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 5:41 PM CDT
Glad to hear the chemo is going well. Hope the bladder pain is gone soon and not an issue with your little guy. Sounds like you are making the best of things and still having fun. That is good to hear. In my prayers that things continue to go well and you are home soon pain free.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 1:47 PM CDT
Just checking in. How awful the pain Kendall is having! I'm praying that this chemo gives his NB the kick it deserves and his belly starts to feel better.
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 27, 2006 12:30 AM CDT
Hi....Just saw your site from my nephews guestbook. Wanted to say hello and insure you more prayers are going up for you and your family.
Hold strong to your beliefs... never fear and depend on faith!
Elizabeth <enjjbj@bellsouth.net>
Mathiston, MS - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 7:25 PM CDT
Dear Aimee,
We check on you and Kendall daily. We always enjoy your pictures. So much sad news especially with the Thomas family. However, my heart is praying so hard for all these children fighting this horrible beast; but especially so, we are prayiing for Patrick, as he always grabs out to our family daily........Of course we've never met, just thru our CB site and this horrible disease Trenton and Kendall share......
Always here praying and walking with you; as we Believe in Miracles,
Ginger and family, special hugs from Trenton
www.caringbridge.org/ga/trentonsjourney
www.trentonsjourney.com
ginger kindred <2kindred@bellsouth.net>
atlanta, ga usa - Friday, September 22, 2006 10:54 AM CDT
Aimee - I'm trying to catch up after our 10 days in the hospital. To be discharged to the news of Christi Thomas - my heart is breaking too...this disease is AWFUL. And now Kendall progressing? A nightmare. Katie has scans next week and the week after, and then we will try ABT-751. We're thinking about all of you...thanks for the note on Katie's site...
Michele Krize <mkrize@earthlink.net>
Florence, SC USA - Thursday, September 21, 2006 9:47 PM CDT
Wanted to stop by and let you know i am thinking of Kendall and hope you guys have a safe trip to CHOP and hear good news on the tests. Hugs to you all on this sad sad day of loss.
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 1:27 PM CDT
Aimme,
I just sobbed when I opened your site to find that beautiful picture of Christi. I have never met them but have prayed and followed her site since you asked us to all those months ago. How heatbreaking, this world can be so cruel!
Kendall will continue to be in my constant thoughts and prayers for good results.
P.S. By the way Catherine London asked me to pass along a "hello!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 12:49 AM CDT
Dear Aimee -
What a lovely tribute to Christi. Just wanted to stop by on this day, especially, to tell you that I was thinking of you and Kendall.
With love and prayers,
Colleen
Colleen M. Kashino
- Tuesday, September 19, 2006 9:39 PM CDT
Aimee,
How incredibly disappointing, I am so very sorry to hear about the progression. It is good to know there are other options to beat this back.
kendall is wonderful how he enjoys life, he certainly gets tht from you!
Stay strong, I will pray for your strength and courage.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Mirandan <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, September 17, 2006 9:29 PM CDT
Aimee,
I'm sorry the scans showed disease progression. I was so hoping his pain was caused from some non-NB illness that could be taken care of quickly. I am crossing my fingers this new plan is effective and gets rid of that tumor for good. I am really happy to see pictures of Kendall feeling well and enjoying himself.
Candace Mason
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
candace mason <candacemas@aol.com>
reno, nv usa - Sunday, September 17, 2006 10:27 AM CDT
Aimee,
Just stopping by to let you know that Kendall is in my thoughts and prayers. I am so glad that I got to meet you all in Philly. Keep fighting Kendall!!!
Gretchen Lonero~Mommy to Angel ALex and Neil~ <loneroga@upmc.edu and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
N. Huntingdon, PA USA - Sunday, September 17, 2006 6:52 AM CDT
Praying hard for Kendall. Not the news I was hoping to read!
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, September 16, 2006 11:23 PM CDT
Dear Aimee -
I wish I could send you a bucket of strength as you guys switch gears and try something new. I am so sorry to hear about the progression, albeit a bit relieved that there are no new tumors on the scans. You have the resolve of 100 amazing women, but I don't know how you keep going so strong - this child was definitely meant to be yours. Thank goodness he has you.
I hope you have time to breathe and think. I pray that the next option works on his disease and you all can go back to worrying less.
With much love and many prayers,
Colleen
Colleen M. Kashino
- Friday, September 15, 2006 7:06 AM CDT
I am sorry to hear about the progression and the need to change treatments. Sounds like you figured it out early though before it progressed to much. Which is great. May you find a treatment that is successful and easily tolerated with minimal side effects. It was really great seeing you both. I enjoyed talking to you and Jared was thrilled about playing with Kendall. Those boys had a blast together. I promise to e-mail the pics tomorrow of us at the Ronald house. May you take care and think positive. In my continued prayers. God bless.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie ` <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Thursday, September 14, 2006 6:41 PM CDT
So sorry for the progression:( I'm sooo glad he's feeling good. Praying you have a plan real soon and Kendall is soon into remission.
Hoping and Believing,
Love Mel, mommy to Gage NBIV DxJuly04, refractory disease skull, just finished cycle 7 ABT-751, scanning next week and praying he continues to be stable!
Melanie Bryce <mandgb@hotmail.com>
Saginaw, Mi - Thursday, September 14, 2006 12:05 AM CDT
praying for your sweet boy. I hope you can find an effective treatment and soon....
www.caringbridge.org/tn/sydneymarie
Rhonda Dudley <Rhondadud@comcast.net>
Knoxville , Tn - Thursday, September 14, 2006 7:53 AM CDT
Aimee,
Thinking of all of you, praying for perfect scans!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org.ny/brendan
Michele Mirandaq <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY usa - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 8:58 PM CDT
Aimee,
Poppi and I are praying for God to help our beautiful, precious, Kendall. I am so sad that I could not go with you this time, but I will find a way to go next time with Zachary and the baby if I have to bring him.
Love Nonni
Donna Weess <donnaandfritz@optonline.net>
Mt. Sinai, N.Y. USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 2:27 PM CDT
Hi, I'm so happy that he is feeling better!
God Bless,
Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson-NB stage 3, inter risk, dx 3 yrs ago today and doing great.
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.con>
Cape Cod, Ma - Saturday, September 9, 2006 10:47 PM CDT
Aimee,
Just wanted to say hello and let you know I was thinking of you guys. I'm so glad you were able to have such a nice day and that Kendall is feeling better. I am keeping my fingers crossed and praying that Kendall's scans are good and that he can continue on with his treatment plan.
Love,
Donna (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Saturday, September 9, 2006 10:34 PM CDT
I want to wish you luck on your scans coming up and hope to link up and meet you all again. Have a safe trip to CHOP. God bless.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Saturday, September 9, 2006 8:08 PM CDT
Aimee,
Great news that Kendall is feeling better. Hard to imagine The Morgan Center will be starting up any day now. I am sure the boys, and you, are looking forward to it.
The pictures of the boys were wonderful.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, September 8, 2006 8:44 AM CDT
Aimee,
I'm so glad that Kendall is feeling better. I am crossing my fingers for clean scans in a few weeks. The ER incident has me laughing. I can't tell you how many times Benjamin has been lethargic at home and as soon as we step inside the ER he perks right up.
Candace
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
candace mason <candacemas@aol.com>
reno, nv usa - Wednesday, September 6, 2006 7:13 PM CDT
Hi Kendall, I saw yor site on Carters and just wanted to say hello to you. I Hope you are doing ok and having a fun summer,before you know it halloween will be here. Have a good week.
sandy <scrisco@southbridgeems.com>
oakdale, pa - Monday, September 4, 2006 2:41 PM CDT
Aimee,
So sorry to hear that kendall is having pain. I am sending you prayers for relief and that he is feeling like his old self in no time.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Thursday, August 31, 2006 9:29 PM CDT
Keeping you in my thougths and in my prayer's always.
Love Brenda MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta
, - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 8:21 PM CDT
Hello and glad to hear that Kendall is feeling somewhat better today. That is great news. Hope the fluids and meds did the trick and he is better and he can enjoy this coming weekend. Thinking of you.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 3:54 AM CDT
Hi, I hope Kendall is feeling better and that today is a better day. I'm thinking of you and praying. love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Monday, August 28, 2006 6:18 AM CDT
Hi Aimee -
Its so nice to read that the boys had such a nice time at the picnic. I've been thinking of you all and hoping the transition back to school is smooth. Enjoy the rest of the summer!
With Love and Prayers,
Colleen K.
Colleen M. Kashino
- Saturday, August 26, 2006 6:01 AM CDT
Sounds like you are having loads of fun. Keep it up........thinking of you as you head off to CHOP. Have a safe and fun trip at Sesame Place. God bless and take care.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs , PA - Friday, August 25, 2006 3:58 AM CDT
Aimee,
I am no longer angry at you for leaving us in the lurch, LOL! There is no better excuse for not updating than plain old "good living". Therefore...How Wonderful!!!
Is Kendall turning into a blond? Or is that just the lighting. Because if my husband hears that he'll shave my hair the next time I go fall asleep! LOL!
Good luck at Chop.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 9:45 PM CDT
Dear Aimee, Neil, Kendall & Zack,
I wanted to let you know that I do check in and see how things are going. Please know that you are thought of and prayed for often. If you need anything please feel free to call.
Marcy D'Ambrosio <momoftwins_plus1@yahoo.com>
Farmingdale, NY USA - Saturday, August 19, 2006 9:20 PM CDT
Just checking in:) Sounds like everything is going well! Love the new picture.
Your all in our prayers.
Love mel, mommy to Gage
Melanie Bryce <mandgb@hotmail.com>
Saginaw, Mi - Friday, August 18, 2006 7:28 PM CDT
Glad to hear that things are going well. Kendall you are an awesome little guy. Keep up the great job you are doing. Have loads of fun fun fun.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Sunday, August 13, 2006 5:34 AM CDT
Aimee,
How great it was to see you and the boys at Danielle's BBQ! Everyone looked wonderful. Hope you have been enjoying the summer.
Always in my prayers,
Michele
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Thursday, August 10, 2006 1:53 PM CDT
Kendall,Just stopping by to say hi and wishing you a wonderful summer.
God bless,love & hugs,Linn,Daniel & ArielThe Marrero's <gillinn7@msn.com>
Port Orchard, wa usa - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 11:52 PM CDT
Hi I just found your site. I love those pictures. Glad you had fun. My Lynzee is going to GKTW at the end of March. Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/lynzeecullum
Dorothy <mom2all9106@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 2, 2006 8:50 AM CDT
Hi Aimee,
Thanks for checking in at our website how Laura is doing. We appreciate it. Best to you, Kendall and your family.
Mara, Tony and Laura Stiles
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles
Mara Stiles
Boonton Township, NJ USA - Sunday, July 30, 2006 11:02 AM CDT
Adorable! Glad you had a great time!
Alison and Pat Becker <beckerpat7@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Saturday, July 29, 2006 9:26 AM CDT
The pictures are great. I'm glad to hear that you had a great time (how could you not there!). The boys were adorable in the pictures. I'm keeping you in my prayers. I can't wait to see more pictures, the place brings back sweet memories for me. Love and prayers
Gretchen Lonero~Mommy to Angel Alex and Neil~ <lonerga@upmc.edu and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
N. Huntingdon, PA USA - Thursday, July 27, 2006 5:06 PM CDT
Hi Aimee -
The new photos are such a treat. I am glad Kendall is doing so fabulous. I want to thank you for all of the thought you put into the information you write about on the NB list. I save so many of your posts in case we need to refer back to them someday.
Glad all is well with you guys. I hope the rest of the summer is nothing but fun for your boys.
With love and prayers,
Colleen
Colleen M. Kashino
- Thursday, July 27, 2006 7:06 AM CDT
Just stopping in to say your boys look awesome!!! I love the new pictures of Disney.It is so nice to see you guys having a great summer! Take care and God bless! Sincerely, Stephanie Bailey www.caringbridge.org/visit/alexabailey
Stephanie Bailey <Bbpottstown@aol.com>
- Tuesday, July 25, 2006 5:49 PM CDT
Hi, it sounds like fun. I can't wait to hear more! God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Sunday, July 23, 2006 4:11 PM CDT
Aimee,
Soryy to read that the boys had a bug, hope they are feeling better now. We have been having a great summer so far, and I hope you have been to.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Saturday, July 22, 2006 9:26 AM CDT
Hi Kendall,
I am so happy you and Zack are feeling better and can go to camp together. Stay well.
Love Nonni
Donna Weess <donnaandfritz@optonline.net>
Mt. Sinai, NY USA - Wednesday, July 19, 2006 10:32 PM CDT
Love the Photo love the good news about the results and will be keeping you all in my prayers today and everyday.
Dale <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 18, 2006 8:23 PM CDT
Hey
I followed the link to your page from my cousin, Mary Lynn Kesler's, journal. Like my cousin, I am also from Brentwood, LI. I just wanted to say that your boys are just BEAUTIFUL and I will keep your family in my prayers.
Madge Diaz <nyrican67@bellsouth.net>
Stockbridge, GA US - Monday, July 17, 2006 7:20 PM CDT
Hi Kendall, We are so thrilled to hear the great news about your scans. I'm so sorry you caught the nasty bug from Zachary. Knowing you, it won't be long before you're doing the "Kendall Boogie" again.
Love & Prayers,
Nonni & Poppi
Donna Weess <donnaandfritz@optonline.net>
Mt. Sinai, NY USA - Sunday, July 16, 2006 2:51 PM CDT
Aimee,
I am SOOOOO VERY HAPPY to hear of the good test results! That is so encouraging! I am looking forward to hearing all about the wish trip...in person I hope!
Talk to you soon.
Love,
Donna (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Saturday, July 15, 2006 11:37 PM CDT
Great news!! Stable is fabulous...a negative MIBG is even better. Go Kendall! I'm glad you all had a wonderful time on your trip. Disney is the best.
www.freewebs.com/kidscancercrusade <jenniferlynn714@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, July 15, 2006 10:31 PM CDT
Hi,
I saw your entry in Jacob's site. My husband and I are originally from Long Island. Me Brentwood and him Bayshore, we currently live in Valrico, Florida. I will be praying for Kendall. I have a couple of friends from the cancer center whose boys have Neuroblastoma. One of them has relapsed to. My daughter is battling ALL Leukemia. She is doing well. Some days bad and some days good. The prayers do help a lot and I am thankful for the amount of prayers and support we get. God bless you all!
Love,
Mary Lynn Kesler
www.caringbridge.org/visit/sierrakesler
Mary Lynn Kesler <kesler5_289@msn.com>
Valrico, FL United States - Saturday, July 15, 2006 9:31 AM CDT
Hi, I'm thrilled to read the fantastic news!! Glad you all had fun at Disney! Alex's Lemonade tomorrow. Thanks so much!
I hope you continue to have a great summer! They are so adorable!! Blessings, Love, Ellen
Hi from Scott A., and triplets Kathleen, Sean and Heather
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Saturday, July 15, 2006 1:35 AM CDT
I read your journal entry on Jacob Duckworth's web page. I loved your story about the frog pillow case. I am praying for your sweet boys. I also pray that God will continue to reveal Himself to you in the big and small ways. God bless you all.
Margie Nielsen <nielsen@opsb.net>
Monroe, LA - Friday, July 14, 2006 11:00 PM CDT
Aimee,
UNBELIEVABLE!!!!! Kendall you are AMAZING, what superb news about the scans, and feeling great also, that's wonderful! God bless your family.
Of course I knew that Disney would be a success, you make the most out of every situation.
I am so happy for all of you!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, July 14, 2006 1:19 PM CDT
I am doing the "Happy dance" with you on the scan results. That is so exciting. It is wonderful to celebrate your great news with you. God bless and have a great weekend.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Friday, July 14, 2006 4:23 AM CDT
Hi Kendall! Just checking in on you and let you know you and your family remain in our prayers!
Love,
Kathy and Julia
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julianesbitt
Kathy Nesbitt <Lvr3kids@aol.com>
Waxhaw, NC - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 11:05 AM CDT
Kendall & family,
What a pleasure to meet you! It was a nice surprise to see you at the RMH this afternoon. I knew Kendall right away when I saw him with his Grandmother. So nice to see the boys running around playing. Thanks, Aimee, for stopping to chat with us!
We'll keep you in our prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/nc/brandonk
The Koontz Family - Wendy, Michael & Brandon
Cooleemee, NC - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 8:04 PM CDT
Aimee,
WHEW!!! I was beginning to think you forsake New York for Florida! HEE! HEE!
Glad to hear that everyone had a good time at Disney.
You will be in my prayers as you wait for your scans. I hope Kendall is feeling well.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org.ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 11:24 AM CDT
Wanted to wish you well on your scans. Praying for great news and that scans are tolerated well.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 4:30 AM CDT
Aimee,
I guess by now you are back from Disney, and are probably all exhausted. It's a great place, but not restful!
I hope everyone was able to enjoy the "magic".
Praying that everything is OK.
All my love and prayers.
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, July 7, 2006 7:57 PM CDT
Hi Aimee -
Noticed you haven't been on the list lately and was a little worried. How nice it was to visit Kendall's page and find that you are on a wonderful vacation. I hope you are not thinking one minute of anything else except all the gorgeous men in your life (and the sunshine, maybe Mickey...)
Love,
Colleen
Colleen M. Kashino
- Wednesday, July 5, 2006 8:55 PM CDT
Have a fabulous time at Disney.
www.friendsofallie.org
Lois <lois@friendsofallie.org>
NJ - Wednesday, July 5, 2006 7:32 AM CDT
Hi Aimeee,
sounds as though your just having fun lately I am sure there is chemo mixed in but sounds like your just enjoying life and that is great!
Kendall - I think your going to be a future photographer! Great Job!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, July 3, 2006 9:36 PM CDT
Hope you are having the time of your life. You deserve all the pampering you get there. A Million Hugs & Prayers are being sent to you from your friends in Japan
Dale Angle Wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 3, 2006 6:28 PM CDT
Aimee,
I hope you are having an absolute blast in Disney. What a great treat to go, and especially to skip all the lines!
Enjoy every moment, your family deserves it.
Love,
Michele
www.caringridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, July 2, 2006 6:26 PM CDT
Have a great time at disney!! love, Ellen, Scott A., Kathleen, Sean and Heather.
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Friday, June 30, 2006 11:59 AM CDT
Have a great holiday weekend. Hope your MAW trip is going well and you are having loads of fun.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Friday, June 30, 2006 5:56 AM CDT
Aimee,
We hope you THE BEST time on your MAW trip to Disney!! Enjoy every moment. We will be thinking of you and praying for a healthy, fun-filled vacation. You guys sure deserve it! Say hi to Mickey and all of his friends for us! We love you guys.
Love,
The Guartons (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 10:55 PM CDT
Hi Kendall & Zack,
I know you are just as excited as we are to go to Disney. We are thankful that you are well enough to go. It's great to be with the whole family.
Love,
Nonni & Poppy
Donna Weess <fritzndonna@optonline.net>
East Meadow, NY USA - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 10:54 PM CDT
Aimee,
Mickey here come the Jacksons'!!!!
Great to see you guys going on you Make A Wish. We hope to go in November. Have a ball, I know you and your kids... you wont miss a beat.
The picture and frame thing is just getting a bit "showy", you do not have to make the rest of us (namely me!) feel guilty that we can't even upload pictures, never mind "decorate" them!!! LOL! One day, I too will be able to do all those tricks, probably only after massive crib notes AND a VERY patient teacher!! Until then I will contine to have an outdated picture on Brendan's website!
All my love and prayers,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Tuesday, June 27, 2006 6:51 PM CDT
have a fantastic trip at Disney. We went in December of 2004 and loved every minute of it. Give kids the world is the "BEST"!!!!! That place is awesome. Can not wait to hear all about your trip when you get back.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Tuesday, June 27, 2006 4:54 AM CDT
Just stopping by to let you know that youa re in my prayers constantly. I'm glad to hear that all is going well. Kiss those boys for me.
Gretchen Lonero~Mommy to Angel ALex and Neil~ <loneroga@upmc.edu and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
N. Huntingdon, PA USA - Sunday, June 25, 2006 12:00 AM CDT
Hi Aimee,
Glad you had such a nice fathers day sounds like you had fun! I am glad the capsules are working good too! Hope to cross paths again and your in my prayers!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, pa - Thursday, June 22, 2006 8:07 AM CDT
Hey Kendall and Zachary :0)
You guys are adorable (okay gorgeous...is that better?)!! I have five year old twins so I know that you probably keep your mom on her toes! It's great to see you looking so great in all your pictures. I'll check back again soon!
Take Care,
Sarah and all the Mundy boys
www.caringbridge.org/wi/mundys
Belmont, WI - Wednesday, June 21, 2006 2:11 PM CDT
Family time is great and sounds as if you had a great time. May you all have many more times like that this summer. Think of you all often. Have a great week.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 3:55 AM CDT
Aimee,
I am so happy to read that you all enjoyed some good faimly time! Try and get a good nights sleep.
Love,
Michele
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Monday, June 19, 2006 9:48 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
Stopped by this morning to check on you guys - hope no news means you are just having loads of fun. Think of you all often.
Happy Father's Day Neil!
Love,
Colleen K.
Colleen M. Kashino
Lake View, NY - Sunday, June 18, 2006 7:51 AM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I am so glad you and the kids/Neil can go to Dutch Wonderland this time. You all deserve a nice weekend. I hope you all have a great time. When we visited Poppi at St. Charles Hosp. I brought them into the most beautiful chapel to pray for all the cildren with NB, the families and our own family. The next time we visited, I was going out to the parking lot and Kendall stopped by the chapel and would not go out until we all went inside to pray again. What great kids! I'm so proud of them. The chapel is really a Church connected to the hosp.
Have Fun!
Love Mom
Donna Weess <fritzndonna@optonline.net>
East Meadow, NY USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 10:41 AM CDT
Aimee,
Just thought I would stop on by and hope for an update.(HEE! HEE!)
I am hoping that Kendall is feeling well and that you are all able to enjoy some of this sunshine.
Aimee, you are always in my prayers. How tiring it must be at times.
Love always,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 8:03 PM CDT
Greetings from NC. Aimee, we briefly conversed via NB website. I wanted to check in and see how you & your family were. Your boys are beautiful!! We still plan on being at CHOP & PRMH July 11 & 12. Hopefully our paths will cross and our boys can meet! Best wishes!
www.caringbridge.org/nc/brandonk
Wendy Koontz <brandon_boogie@yahoo.com>
Cooleemee, NC - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 10:51 PM CDT
Dear Aimee -
Stopping by to say hello!
As always those charmers look great in the photos - I don't know a soul who can update photos as well as you can! Always nice to read Kendall's page too (not just look at the pictures!!) Everything sounds so great - you are really amazing.
Please do not feel the need to apologize to the rest of the world for explaining (just a little bit) what living with cancer is like. We learn from people like you - and if we are good enough - maybe it will somehow matter.
:-)
With Love,
Colleen K.
Colleen M. Kashino
- Saturday, June 10, 2006 1:33 AM CDT
Kendall and Zachary,
Congratulations on your "moving up" day at The Morgan Center! I heard from a little bird that you both looked great. Enjoy your summer off, do lots of fun things.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/kendall
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Watnagh, NY USA - Friday, June 9, 2006 9:51 PM CDT
Aimee,
It was very nice to see you again in Philly. It's nice to have friends away from home. I see the capsules are working better. Take care and I hope to chat soon.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, June 8, 2006 6:03 PM CDT
Aimee,
Thanks for all you encouraging words. I fianlly figured out how to check Kendall's site. It helps if you actually read the directions! I'm so glad you are all having fun! That's key. I think mental attitude is a big part of this battle. I know you are a great mom and it's so nice that you are a cheerleader for the rest of us parents in the same battle. My heart broke when I read about Benny. I so wish he could pull through. His mom sounds like a real trooper as does he. My prayers to him and his family. My prayers to you and Kendall too. I may not get to write often but I appreciate all your kind and healing thoughts.
God Bless!
Love,'
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
Jamestown, NY 14701 - Thursday, June 8, 2006 1:48 PM CDT
RachelJoy and I are slowly recovering from last week's drama. I'm praying that your family will enjoy a very blessed week.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Monday, June 5, 2006 11:17 PM CDT
Aimee,
What an awful ride home, that was some terrible storm. Glad you are home ans safe. Great idea with the gel caps, I can't imagine how awful they taste. Kendall has been through a lot, and if he finds them hard to swallow they must be awful.
Glad to see the boys had such a fun time on hte slide...even Nonna!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Monday, June 5, 2006 10:58 PM CDT
Hi, Glad that the scans are stable and that you have figured out how to keep the meds "in". Also glad you got to meet my friends Rhonda, Gretchen and Carter. You all remain in my prayers. Blessings, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Monday, June 5, 2006 4:20 AM CDT
Hi Kendall, I have just visited your website. You look like you and your twin are having a great time at the park. Your medications sound quite yukky but you are being so strong. I hope and pray that you beat this horrible disease and send you lots of positive love and light. My little granddaughter who has just turned 3, is also battling this disease. She is presently in remission having just had a stem cell rescue. Perhaps you could visit her site some time to compare notes. www.kahlilla.com
We live in Phillip Island in Australia.
Take care Kendall and love to your wonderful family.
Jude Donahoo
Jude Donahoo <kdo82182@bigpond.net.au>
Phillip Island, Vic Australia - Sunday, June 4, 2006 5:19 AM CDT
Thank you for those enlightening, yet distressing, words on
the current state of funding for NB research. Shocking!
NB strikes the littlest, defenseless ones and it is so
aggressive and difficult to treat. We absolutely need to do
more.
NB is so scary and I hope it never strikes anyone close
to me. Regardless, I feel determined to fight it and to
support research toward effective treatment and a CURE!
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 2, 2006 9:19 AM CDT
It was so nice meeting you Kendall. Neil enjoyed playing with you in Philly. I will be keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers. I'm glad to hear that the scans were stable. I loved your frogs! Love Gretchen and Neil
Gretchen Lonero~Mommy to Angel ALex and Neil~ <loneroga@upmc.edu and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
N. huntingdon, PA USA - Friday, June 2, 2006 7:02 AM CDT
Aimee,
Great news about the scans! Can't wait to see the new photos.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, June 2, 2006 0:46 AM CDT
Kendall,
So glad to hear you are feeling better and that the fever is gone. You mom is such a great support when my son Nicholaus has his bad days! Keep fighing young man~ Love the pictures of you and your brother. Looks like you are having a blast playing in the swing set/tree house.
Suzi Chase <duzi@aol.com>
Winston Salem, NC USA - Thursday, June 1, 2006 8:09 AM CDT
Aimee,
Glad to read that the fever has left town, and Kendall is feeling so well.
Thinking of you, praying for good results!
Love,
Michele
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Thursday, June 1, 2006 0:23 AM CDT
Kendall, Hope you are feeling better. Love the cooooool look. You are a super brave boy who deserves all the fun and happiness in the world. Keep fighting and keep smiling.
I will keep praying for you and the other kids fighting this monster.
Remember
What Cancer Cannot Do
Cancer is so limited.
It cannot cripple LOVE
It cannot shatter HOPE
It cannot corrode FAITH
It cannot destroy PEACE
It cannot kill FRIENDSHIP
It cannot suppress MEMORIES
It cannot silence COURAGE
It cannot invade the SOUL
It cannot steal ETERNAL LIFE
It cannot conquer the SPIRIT
Love Blessings and a whole lot of prayers.
Dale Harrison <naron810@yahoo.com>
Japan - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 7:43 PM CDT
Aimee,
I am so sorry to read that this has been a difficult weekend. I agree the "anniversary" or as another mom put it "crapiversary", is such a difficult time. The memories are dark.
Kendall will have additional prayers, let the fever break.
Once again, I still struggle with my primitive computer skills, as you now learn new tricks...color fonts, sizing...blah, blah blah!!! Hee!! HEE!!
Alwyas in my thoughts.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Monday, May 29, 2006 8:41 PM CDT
Hi Aimee,
I read your entry on the NB listserve. Your description of diagnosis day is exactly how I remember it as well. My son Jack was diagnosed at age 2 with a huge mass in his abdomen as well, yet it has only been 14 months for us, it just seems like 2 years! I finally took the time to read Kendalls' page today, what good looking boys you have. I will pray that Kendall's fever is just that and nothing more.
Kerri Zamzow www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacktodd
Kerri Zamzow <j.k.zamzow@verizon.net>
Merrill, WI - Sunday, May 28, 2006 12:13 AM CDT
Hi Aimee, I hope Kendall is feeling better and that you can enjoy the weekend. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Sunday, May 28, 2006 1:35 AM CDT
Aimee,
Have a great holiday weekend. I awlays include your family in my prayers, hoping all is well.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Saturday, May 27, 2006 5:33 PM CDT
Aimee,
Love those glasses and bandana, just don't go out too late...you may scare the old ladies with that "tough" look :) !
Happy to hear you're out and about.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 0:01 AM CDT
Make me a pirate too, Aimee! Hee hee! VERY CUTE!
Love, the Thomas team Mom (Angela) <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 11:28 AM CDT
Aimee,
Forgive me for not signing in sooner...it's been a little hectic here lately. I know you know what I mean. I got your phone message earlier today. Thanks for calling. I hope that we actually get to see one another at school next week! I think of you guys all of the time. I pray things are going well and that only good news comes your way. Hang tough.
With lots of love,
Donna
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Friday, March 31, 2006 10:43 PM CST
So glad you are doing so well!! I'll be praying for good scans and a safe trip for you all!
love,
Ronit (Michael's cousin) caringbridge.org/visit/michaelkovo <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
- Friday, March 31, 2006 10:14 PM CST
I am glad to hear that things are going well. The boys both look terrific. I will keep Kendall in my prayers for great results from the scans and a safe trip for the entire family. God bless and take care.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Friday, March 31, 2006 4:44 AM CST
Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca ~THE PRAYER BEARS~>
EDMONTON
, - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 12:20 AM CST
Thinking of you guys and saying prayers that the treatments is going well.
Linda - www3.caringbridge.org/sc/christopher <chrisnbreemom@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Monday, March 27, 2006 7:12 AM CST
Happy as can be knowing you are home, counts are good, and Kendall is eating like a piggy! Hope the boys are having loads of fun, and everyone is catching up on their needed rest!
Love and prayers,
Colleen Kashino
Colleen M. Kashino
Lake View, NY USA - Thursday, March 23, 2006 8:19 AM CST
Aimee,
I am sure you are all so happy to be home, and being able to sleep in your own bed. I know your mom must be thrilled to have ber grandkids in her arms again.
I hope Kendall is feeling well.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 10:08 PM CST
Aimee,
I couldn't be happier to hear that you are home and Kendall is doing better with the eating! Hope to actually see you soon.
Love,
Donna (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 8:49 PM CST
Hi Aimee,
Welcome Home! What great news! Please give the boys a big hug for me.
Love
Nancy
Nancy Zuch <nancy@themorgancenter.org>
- Sunday, March 19, 2006 4:23 PM CST
Diana <Diana893@gmail.com>
Dallas, TX - Sunday, March 19, 2006 3:04 PM CST
Hi Aimee,
Glad to hear your going home! It sounds like things are improving! Hopefully things continue to improve.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, March 17, 2006 9:08 AM CST
Hi Aimee, So glad to read that you guys are on the way home! You've all been through so much. Wishing you a safe trip back and smooth sailing from now on. Hope the boys will be back at school soon. We miss you guys. Love, Michelle
Michelle Yadoo <miya@optonline.net>
- Thursday, March 16, 2006 10:58 PM CST
Hope you do get to head home today. That would be awesome. Glad no more fevers. GO Kendall. God bless.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Thursday, March 16, 2006 4:16 AM CST
Hooray, sounds like good news. Home Sweet Home on the horizon. I like the Fonz too. Glad you had a fun day. God Bless and Happy St. Patricks Day! Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Thursday, March 16, 2006 2:59 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
You, Kendall and Zachary are missed very much at The Morgan Center by the children, teachers, and parents! The children are in the process of making cards for Kendall. We also want to put together a care package. Please call me when you can. Kendall is in our thoughts and prayers. We are encouraged to hear that he is starting to feel better and that the ANC is on the way back up. Talk to you soon.
Love, Nancy
Nancy Zuch <nancy@themorgancenter.org>
- Wednesday, March 15, 2006 2:09 PM CST
Hope that the ANC is even higher today and that Kendall gets a break from those fevers soon. I'm keeping your family in my prayers. My son relapsed in December and we are also re-learning the hospital routine.
Linda - www3.caringbridge.org/sc/christopher <chrisnbreemom@yahoo.com>
Charleston, sc - Monday, March 13, 2006 6:38 AM CST
Ah ha, the reason of the fever may be discovered??? Strep is going around bad now from our own experience and from what I hear. Hope the fever comes down soon and the ANC may just help that situation (plus good old antibiotics). Hope Kendall starts feeling better and better and get to
go home soon. Hang in there all, you are doing a wonderful job. We are planning on coming to CHOP at the end of the month for scans. I hope you are home then but if not we shall look you up. God bless and love you guys.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Monday, March 13, 2006 4:27 AM CST
Aimee,
I as so sorry to read that Kendall is still having the fevers. It sure is a difficult path. I am relieved for you that you have Neil and Zacahry there for comfort.
Praying for those Neutrophils to do there job.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 11:27 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
Sorry to hear Kendall isn't feeling that well. I am glad the whole family is together with him, and that you get little breaks (like the Connolly Center) to take a breather now and again. I am hoping for a nice ANC today!
Love and Prayers,
Colleen Kashino
Colleen M. Kashino
Lake View, NY USA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 7:27 AM CST
Hoping the fever goes away soon and the pain is nothing to worry about and gets under control. Thinking of you and sending big hugs.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, pa - Saturday, March 11, 2006 10:39 PM CST
Aimee,
I am so sorry that Kendall is having this consistent fever. Come WBC's rise up and do your job! I will say an extra paryer tonight, for both of you.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/kendall
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Saturday, March 11, 2006 0:31 AM CST
Aimee,
My thoughts are never far from you and the boys and the family. I'm so sorry that Kendall is suffering with fever and a low ANC. I too hope that his counts recover soon. Whenever Molly's ANC was that low, she ran fevers too. You are very much in my thoughts and prayers.
Hug the boys from Molly...she misses them...though she did hit Dan in the nose today at school. Now *that* was a scene. Her defense was that she only hit him after he tossed something in her direction...and she didn't hit him hard...or softly...she hit him "medium". Do you think she has a career ahead as a defense attorney? I'm not sure.
Love to you all,
Donna, Mom to the wild child Molly (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 10:17 PM CST
Aimee,
I hope that you will be able to come home this wekend, the weather is supposed to be very mild. Since those GCSF shots are so horrible, let's pray they at least kick in real soon, because neutropenia is no fun either. My toughts are with you always.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 10:40 PM CST
Just a note to say you are all in my prayers. Kendall, Zachery, Mommy and Daddy, know that God hears our prayers and as the prayers go up God's blessings come down.
We pray for the day when we can visit and rejoice in GOD's
healing power and love.
Ethel Holmes @ Barnes & Noble <eholmes@bn.com>
Westbury, NY USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 6:06 AM CST
Hi Kendall,
Nonni can't bear to see you suffer. You are so brave!! I'm so proud of you. I will make you tons of noodles and alphabets when you come home. I'm sorry I have to hold you tight to give you your shot, but I know that it will help you recover.
Love you with all my heart. Love Mommy too! I know it' so hard for you Aimee.
Love Nonni
Donna Weess <fritzndonna@optonline.net>
East Meadow, NY usa - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 5:30 PM CST
Aimee,
Just popping in to see how things are going. The weather here is starting to warm up again. Hopefully it'll be nice this weekend, and maybe when Kendall is released to the RMH, he could go out for a bit. I hope you are able to get some rest and support. Always in my thoughts.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Monday, March 6, 2006 6:13 PM CST
Hi Aimee,
Just checking in and letting you know that we are thinking of you guys and missing you each day. Hope that Kendall is having a good day and that you are able to rest and take care of yourself too.
Love to you all,
Donna (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Monday, March 6, 2006 4:39 PM CST
Here is to good days and many more to come! Sounds like you had a great time with dad! Keep feeling well Kendall!
Love,
Ronit (Michael's cousin) caringbridge.org/visit/michaelkovo <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 6, 2006 9:32 AM CST
Hi Amiee,
I'm so happy to hear Kendall is feeling better today! Thinking and praying for all of you.
Love,
MaryEllen
MaryEllen Borghese <mgborghese@aol.com>
massapequa, ny usa - Sunday, March 5, 2006 3:01 PM CST
Aimee,
So happy to hear that today was a brighter day. Some things don't change...I remember when you, Zachary and Jack would play hide and seek at the Morgan Center!
Hope tomorrow will be another great day!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/kendall
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, March 5, 2006 0:16 AM CST
Aimee,
I just read your journal about the stem cells. What a strange side effect, and how awful. Kendall I wouldn't like that one bit either! I hope tomorrow will be a better day, pain free and nausea free!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, March 3, 2006 10:57 PM CST
Aimee,
I am so sorry Kendall is having such a hard time, it's certainly no walk in the park. I worry about you too, this is so hard on the parents. I hope you are able to find some peace somehow. My thoughts are always with you. May God grant your family strength.
Love always,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/kendall
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, March 3, 2006 1:12 PM CST
Dear Sweet Ammie and Kendal,
We are praying for you here in Minnesota! Stay strong...read about Christi...she did well....and is doing better every day.
Love to You!
Your Minnesota friends,
The Hollways
Mary Hollway <maryhollway@mn.rr.com>
Edina, MN - Thursday, March 2, 2006 11:51 PM CST
Good luck tomorrow Kendall!
We are hthinking and praying for you!
I hope you continue to feel better.
Many hugs,
Terri
www.caringbridge.org/ut/mead.auggie
Terri Mead
Taylorsville, UT USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 10:24 PM CST
Aimee,
Glad to hear of Kendall's improvement. It is so hard when they are in pain. Here's hoping the temp stays down. Hope Daddy can make it there despite the snow. And Boco, too.
Diane Pawelski <bpawelski@adelphia.net>
Lake View, NY - Thursday, March 2, 2006 9:17 PM CST
Aimee,
Not a day goes by that you are not all in my thoughts and prayers. We miss you guys so much. You are doing a great job. Molly wants her "boyfriends" back! Hope we get to see you when you come back to NY. We love you all very much.
With many hugs and lots of love,
Donna www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 5:52 PM CST
Hi Aimee,
Oh I hope you are holding up OK. I am glad Kendall seems to have some relief at last from the pain. I hope all continues to go well and that he can enjoy his stay at RMH. I also hope your other son and your husband are hanging in there as well. I said a prayer for you all already today.
Stay strong,
Colleen Kashino
Colleen M. Kashino
Lake View, NY USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 1:37 PM CST
Thoughts, prayers and lots of HUGS coming your way!
We miss you.
Love,
MaryEllen
MaryEllen Borghese, mom to Annie dx ALL on 2/5/05 <mgborghese@aol.com>
Massapequa, NY - Thursday, March 2, 2006 12:53 AM CST
Thinking of you guys. Just want to let you know we love you and are praying everything is going to be okay. Jessica sends a hug to "KenZach" Here if you need anything...and we mean anything!!!!!
Kathy Lodding <JKL917@optonline.net>
Farmingville, ny usa - Thursday, March 2, 2006 7:01 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
You are all in our thoughts and prayers, especially Kendall. The teachers at The Morgan Center send big hugs to Kendall and Zachary. They are certainly missed.
Love,
Nancy
Nancy <nancy@themorgancenter.org>
Bay Shore, NY USA - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 10:28 PM CST
Hi Kendall!! Dan and I miss you and Zach very much. Dan still talks about how much fun he had with you guys at your Nonni's house around Christmas time. Dan and I enjoyed looking at your pictures. Say HI to Mom,Zach and Nonni for us. You're in our prayers. Hugs from Daniel and Cindy
Cindy Hart <CynHart@aol.com>
Westbury, NY USA - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 10:01 PM CST
Hi Kendall, I am glad your pain is under control, hope things are easier from now on and you can put this all behind you!
We're praying for you.
love,
Ronit (Michael's cousin) caringbridge.org/visit/michaelkovo <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 1, 2006 8:54 PM CST
Aimee,
Hoping things at CHOP are going well, everyone back home is sending prayers and positive thoughts your way!
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 5:54 PM CST
Hi Aimee, Apologies for not sending this sooner, but rest assured I've been thinking of you guys. So without further delay, I'm sending a bunch of good wishes: for strength, for comfort (Kendall's and YOURS), for guidance, and esp. that Kendall will be on his way toward full recovery. I admire your ability to keep it together and keep us updated. And the pix of the boys are wonderful. Tell Kendall and Zachary that Eric says hi and wants to see them back at school "real soon." Love to all, Michelle
Michelle Yadoo <miya@optonline.net>
- Wednesday, March 1, 2006 1:26 PM CST
Happy to hear they were able to get Kendall some relief. What an amazing little man. Praying that the chemo works.
Abra mom to Nate www.caringbridge.org/wa/natemckean
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
Silverdale, WA usa - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 9:37 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
I wanted you to know that I am thinking of you all and praying too. I am so sorry that Kendall had so much pain. I really hope that this new med will keep him comfortable and that the new chemo kicks the *&^%$@ out of the NB! Hang in there...know that many are pulling for all of you.
With much love and lots of hugs for you all,
Donna
www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 7:09 AM CST
Hi Kendall and family. I travelled with Carter and met you at the Ronald House a couple weeks ago. I have been following your journey since then, and wanted to stop in and say hello.
I hope your treatments are a wonderful success and that they are able to help you out with the pain.
I admire your courage (and your mom and brothers too) in fighting this beast. I pray that they find a cure for the beautiful children facing this.
Take care sweetie.
Heather Melvin <heather.melvin@libertymutual.com>
Scott Twp, Pa - Tuesday, February 28, 2006 12:34 AM CST
Aimee,
I will be keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers today as kendall begins this new phase.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Monday, February 27, 2006 9:33 AM CST
wanted to let you know I am thinking about you today as Kendall begins treatment. I hope it goes well and is easily tolerated by Kendall. Prayers and hugs to you.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Monday, February 27, 2006 4:36 AM CST
Good Luck today, I hope it all goes smoothly for all of you today! God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape cod, Ma - Monday, February 27, 2006 2:03 AM CST
God Bless you and your family. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Paul Black - Father to Nicholas Black www.caringbridge.com/nc/nicholas <hearme@PaulBlackMusic.com>
Bolivia, NC USA - Saturday, February 25, 2006 9:02 PM CST
Kendall,
I am glad you're feeling better! Hope treatment treats you well with little side affects, but most important affective in beating the beast back FOREVER!! We're all praying for you!
Ronit (Michael's cousin) caringbridge.org/visit/michaelkovo <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 25, 2006 3:09 PM CST
Aimee,
Too bad that Kendall was feeling so sick, gald it was an easy fix though.
Zachary, if I knew you were a baker I would have placed my order...my favorite cupcake is vanilla cake chocolate frosting!
I wish you an easy passage through the beginning of Kendall's treatment and for always.
Stay strong.
Love,
Michele
www.caringbridfe.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, February 24, 2006 5:52 PM CST
Hi Kendall,
we're so relieved that you feeling better than you did on Thursday.The tests are not easy and you are so brave. We're so proud of you and we pray every day for that nasty disease to take a hike forever! We love you.
Love Nonni & Poppi
Donna Weess <fritzndonna@optonline.net>
East Meadow, NY USA - Friday, February 24, 2006 3:30 PM CST
Hi Kendall!
Everyone at Hope really misses you and is praying for you. We'd love to see you again soon and we know we will.
Zachary, I know you are doing a great job helping with Kendall and we hope to see you again soon too!
Laura Laza <llaza@optonline.net>
Coram, NY - Friday, February 24, 2006 10:10 AM CST
Hi Kendall!
I love your page! I wanted you to know I'm thinking about you and praying for you! You're so strong! Keep it up!
Hugs & Blessings,
Danielle
Long Island, NY - Thursday, February 23, 2006 10:04 PM CST
Aimee and Kendall,
Hoping treatment is underway, and Kendall is feeling good. You guys remain in our prayers. God bless.
www.caringbridge.org/fl/emilyadamson
Love and Hope,
Diane Adamson (Mommy to twins Emily and MaryGrace, age 5 1/2, NB IV dx 9/03, NED 6/04, Relapse 1/06)
Diane Adamson <ERDIANE@aol.com>
Cooper City, FL - Thursday, February 23, 2006 6:34 AM CST
Glad you like the Ronald there. He is looking very handsome. Thinking of you. love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Wednesday, February 22, 2006 10:06 PM CST
Aimee, Neil, Kendall and Zachary,
I just want to let you know that all of you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Judy Weiss
Huntington, NY USA - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 2:35 PM CST
Aimee,
I am glad it sounds like things are really starting to fall into place and you have a direction to go and a route on how to get there. Wanted to wish you all luck on your upcoming tests and may treatment be started and get Kendall back to NED ASAP.
Isn't the Ronald beautiful? My kids love to go there. So so nice and so much to do always.
Hugs to you and the family. Keeping you all in my prayers.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlsile, PA - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 4:39 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
I don't know how you write such cheerful posts all the time with all you are going through! You are a wonder. I am glad you finally have a treatment plan and are ready to go. Hope you are hanging in there OK. Think about Kendall and you (and your 2 other "boys") far more than I write here.
With Love,
Colleen Kashino
www.caringbridge.org/visit/janie
Colleen M. Kashino
Lake View, NY USA - Monday, February 20, 2006 7:11 AM CST
Kendall and Zachary look very handsome with their new haircuts! The Rondald McDonald House looks just beautiful, I'm happy to see you have such a nice retreat.
Kendall will be in my prayers for continued good health and strength as he begins this new treatment. As well as your entire family,special prayers are being offered to Zachary, for he is such a special little boy too.
Love always,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, February 19, 2006 1:14 PM CST
WOW Kendall! No sedation that's great!
What a big brave boy you are growing up to be.
Just checking in on our sweet friends.
Love to you
Colleen - and Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Sunday, February 19, 2006 6:00 AM CST
Sending prayers and ((HUGS)) from NC !
Eli & Fletcher
Michele Gist
W-S, NC - Saturday, February 18, 2006 10:15 PM CST
Hi Aimee, Kendall is adorable. Sorry I haven't visited until now. I just wanted to let you know I was here and I will be praying for you all. You have two very precious sons!! They are so cute.
Love, Gisele
Gisele Shatto <jngranch@verizon.net>
Middleburg, Pa US - Saturday, February 18, 2006 5:44 PM CST
I am sorry you have to fight this beast again. I will pray for you and you family.
Chris Schwier
Lois Schwier <dlschwier@charter.net>
Chester, Il USA - Saturday, February 18, 2006 1:12 AM CST
Aimee,
Checking on you and the boys, and am so happy they are having fun no matter where they are! I've been thinking of you constantly (haven't been up to posting as of late...) You are amazing in your ability to see the positives of everything, I know that you are just such a source of strength to Kendall as well as Zach. Much hope and energy sent your way.
hugs and love
Ronit (Michael's cousin) <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
- Friday, February 17, 2006 8:52 PM CST
Aimee,
I can't believe I missed your call! Either way I was glad to hear your voice. Hope things are still going well in CHOP. Stay strong and know that you have MANY friends that love your family.
All my love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Friday, February 17, 2006 6:59 PM CST
Hello Kendall & Zach,
This is Carter we met in Philly! I had a lot of fun playing with you guys!!!!!!!!!! My mom really liked your mom too! Glad we got to hang out!
Carter Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, February 17, 2006 3:58 PM CST
Sending you love! Finally moved down to 3 South late last night. Hoping to get back to Ronald soon. Praying for you all, especially Kendall.
Love, Angela Thomas (Christi's Mommy) <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
- Friday, February 17, 2006 2:12 PM CST
Aimee,
I just wanted you to know that I have been thinking of you and the boys, I am glad the boys are having fun. We leave tomorrow for Disney, hope to see you at the Morgan Center when we get back.
Danielle Goldstein <danielle@parentchildcounseling.com>
Fort Salonga, NY USA - Thursday, February 16, 2006 7:57 PM CST
So glad Kendall is feeling so good! And what a big boy being so still. Having you on my mind alot Aimee! Please know we are praying extra hard.
Hoping and Believing with lots of prayers!
Love Mel, mommy to Gage
Melanie Bryce <magb@diamondcs.net>
Saginaw, Mi - Thursday, February 16, 2006 6:17 PM CST
Hi Aimee,
I'm so glad that things are going well at CHOP and that the boys are able to have fun and enjoy themselves. Those two could have a good time anywhere! I'm praying that medically, things go well for Kendall, that the NB gets beaten back into remission and that he is able to continue to enjoy himself as he does now.
We miss you at the Morgan Center!
Next week, we are going to visit my in-laws in FL. Why I decided to go during the busiest traveling time I'll never know...I guess my mind is starting to really go!
Looking forward to seeing you soon.
Love,
Donna (www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg)
PS. I won $5.00 on that scratch off ticket!
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Thursday, February 16, 2006 8:35 AM CST
Hi, Just checking in. I'm so glad Kendall is feeling well and got through his testing easily. I'm thinking of you! God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com >
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Thursday, February 16, 2006 1:39 AM CST
Aimee,
Your boys always enjoy a good time...so I'm sure glad they're having a good time at CHOP!
Lot's of prayers coming your way, as you begin with new treatments.
Lots of love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
MIchele Miranda <missym004@yaho.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Thursday, February 16, 2006 0:23 AM CST
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 3:21 PM CST
Greetings Aimee, Kendall, and Zachary,
I just heard today about your trip to Philadelphia. I am praying that the city where our liberty was first celebrated will be a place where God will set you free from the illness you've shared. Please know that God is there with you as well as our prayers.
Pastor Richard O. Hill <rohill@optonline.net>
Selden, NY USA - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 7:07 AM CST
We're still thinking about you Kendall! Feel good and have fun in that very cool Ronald McDonald House! Julia says Happy Valentines Day!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julianesbitt
Kathy Nesbitt <LvR3Kids@aol.com>
Waxhaw, NC 28173 - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 10:17 PM CST
Diana <Diana893@gmail.com>
Dallas, TX - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 10:10 PM CST
Aimee,
So happy to hear you had a safe trip, and that the boys are enjoying themselves.
I am home, if you need to call or email, I'm here.
Love and prayers,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 12:21 AM CST
Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 1:36 AM CST
Glad to hear you made it ok to Philadelphia. My kids love the Ronald at Philadelphia. They were actually talking about it tonight and wondering when we are going back, which is the end of March. Good luck on your scans and tests.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie Strayer <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Monday, February 13, 2006 8:43 PM CST
Thanks for updating and letting all of us know how things are going. I read often, but dont sign- please know I am wishing and praying for the best as always. So glad you beat the bad weather!
Manda
New Ulm, MN Brown - Monday, February 13, 2006 2:22 PM CST
Again, we don't know you. But please know that we are praying for little Kendall every day since we found you. As our little Trenton has Neuroblastoma too. He'll be 2 in March. Diagnosed 5 days after his 1st birthday.
We are praying so hard for minimal disease in Kendall's scans. Please Lord hear our prayers..........
Believing in all miracles,
Ginger and family, hugs from TRENTON xo
www.caringbridge.org/ga/trentonsjourney
www.trentonsjourney.com
WE WOULD LIKE TO ADD KENDALL TO OUR SITE so we can send more prayers???
ginger kindred <2kindred@bellsouth.net>
atlanta, ga usa - Sunday, February 12, 2006 11:06 PM CST
Aimee,
Hope you made it to Philly problem free. I am snowed in here in Georgia, due to the horrible weather above us. Oh well.
You will be in my prayers, for good results from the scans.
All my love,
Michele
www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missy,004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Sunday, February 12, 2006 8:40 PM CST
Hi there from snowy LI. I hope you made it safely to CHOP. You are in our prayers for safety and healing. With love,
The Steinle Family - John, Eleanore, Cassandra & John IV <EllieS@optonline.net>
Smithtown, NY USA - Sunday, February 12, 2006 3:11 PM CST
Hugs and oodles of prayers!
Love
Mary, Mike Slade and the kids <mar-e@rogers.com>
Guelph, Ontario, Canada - Sunday, February 12, 2006 12:15 AM CST
I hope you were able to avoid that storm and got out early enough! And we pray for strength and God's peace through the scans, and for the results to provide a course of action through a very concrete chemo/antibody regimen to take effect to cure Kendall once and for all. I love your photo with Clifford, Kendall! Take good care and God Bless you all. We will be praying hard this week for you.
Terri and family - www.caringbridge.org/mn/baileygrace <terri@stribmail.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Sunday, February 12, 2006 8:15 AM CST
HI Guys, Have fun in the Blizzard today! Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Sunday, February 12, 2006 4:37 AM CST
I'm praying that the tests will be NID, and that you can move on to maintenance.
May your Valentine's Day be very blessed.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Saturday, February 11, 2006 8:33 PM CST
megans page <bethhughes30@tesco.net>
croydon, surrey, uk - Saturday, February 11, 2006 3:01 PM CST
Hi Kendall,
I am so happy to go with you to CHOP.I am glad Mommy is feeling better. I will pray for the scans to be positive and we will have fun while you are not having tests. Poppy prays for you too.
Love Nonni
Donna Weess <fritzndonna@optonline.net>
East Meadow, NY USA - Saturday, February 11, 2006 8:45 AM CST
I visited on Molly's site this morning and read Donna's request. I am sending prayers to Kendall and will add him to my daily prayer list. Pictures are a great way to "meet" a family. Prayers to you as well for continued strength as Kendall continues on his journey. God Bless.
Becky Klotz <bectom@ptd.net>
Silver Springs, FL USA - Friday, February 10, 2006 7:20 AM CST
Wishie sounds like a lovely bear, have a lot of fun when you go to disney. when i was there we went to the kenedy space centre for a day, sadly i wasn't allowed to fly to the moon or the sun either but its the closest ill ever get!
Im thinking of you all,
Viks
www.postpals.co.uk
www.caringbridge.org/visit/cliff
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, February 10, 2006 5:15 AM CST
Hi Aimee,
Wondering how things went at CHOP...Praying that you got a treatment plan that gives you confidence and hope. I'm thinking of you guys all of the time. Hang in there.
Love,
Donna and Molly
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NU USA - Thursday, February 9, 2006 6:37 AM CST
Happy Anniversary!
I think all the photos are great!
I'm sure Zachary will find some sort of spaceship at Disney, so they will both get their wish.
Glad you have gotten the paperwork done and praying for an easy and effective treatment for Kendall!
God Bless, Love, Ellen
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 1:45 AM CST
We are praying the doctors in Pennsylvania will be able to offer some answers. The boys look great and we hope to see you all before you go. We think of you daily and are glad to see the boys are having fun days out.
Rob, Linda & Paige <rkessle3@optonline.net>
Huntington, NY United States - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 9:36 PM CST
First off I want to wish you a safe and productive trip to CHOP. may you figure out some treatment options that you may then choose the best treatment to do. Also I would like to wish you and Neil a happy anniversary. Hugs to you all and good wishes.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
connie <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 9:00 PM CST
Great photos Aimee!! I'm so glad you finally got apts. Praying extra hard for you all.
Hoping and Believing
Love, Mel
Melanie Bryce <magb@diamondcs.net>
Saginaw, Mi - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 8:46 PM CST
Aimee,
I am so happy you have had the courage to create fun times, in spite of all your worries.
Kendall and Zachary look great in the pictures.
Thanks for the email.
All my love always,
Michele
wwww.caringbridge.org/ny/kendall
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh, NY USA - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 6:09 PM CST
Hi there, you do not know us but I just wanted to tell you we are thinking of you during this difficult time. The word relapse is not the word we ever want to hear. We will be praying for your family. Our son is a NB patient at Sloan Kettering in NY, we travel there once a month for his treatment, he is receiving the 3F8 antibody. Take care, Mary
caringbridge.org/ok/mitchel
Mary Baughman <mikmar2m@sbcglobal.net>
Bartlesville , Ok USA - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 2:47 PM CST
Hey, Molly sent me.. I will add Kendall and all of you to my daily prayers..
Stay Strong and keep the faith...
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
oskaloosa, IA USA - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 11:24 AM CST
Saw your site while looking at Jacob's. We are NB parents and have been dealing with Kylie's disease since Oct 04. We are currently in the antibody treatment at Sloan and will be having 9 months scans this week. Sloan is great. Rest assure your child will be in good hands. We will be praying for you and your son.
THE BARRYS- www2.caringbridge.org/ga/kyliescorner <dbarry10@aol.com>
- Tuesday, February 7, 2006 8:58 AM CST
Hi Aimee -
Just checking, praying, and worrying about you and your little guy.
Hope you are all getting your needed rest in between.
Love, strength, and prayers to you all,
Colleen Kashino
www.caringbridge.org/visit/janie
Colleen M. Kashino
Lake View, NY USA - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 0:55 AM CST
Just popped by to check on Kendall.
Love the new pictures of the boys, they are just so gorgeous.
Best wishes
Colleen - Kaitlyn's mum <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, Western Australia Australia - Monday, February 6, 2006 10:19 PM CST
Hang in there Kendall. My son just finished his relapse treatment in December, and he looks great, and you will too. I know it's tough on you and your brother and mom. Bradley says he's praying for you.
Melissa Wilson <sweetsucessx5@peoplepc.com>
Pensacola, Fl USA - Monday, February 6, 2006 9:40 PM CST
We are praying for you -- Kendall will beat this monster! God is holding him in His hand. Blessings.
Stephen and Stephanie Keaney
Greensboro, NC USA - Monday, February 6, 2006 7:21 PM CST
In my thoughts and prayers.
Marsi Briggs <mhbriggs@mindspring.com>
Loganville, GA - Monday, February 6, 2006 7:19 PM CST
I was sent here from Molly's page. We will add your family to our prayer list.
D.Bowlin
Warner Robins, Ga USA - Monday, February 6, 2006 6:55 PM CST
We are praying for guidance as you take steps in Kendall's treatment. We know that NOTHING is too big for God to handle. I pray you will know His presence with you all the way.
http://www3.caringbridge.org/ok/xander
Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
Lexington, OK - Monday, February 6, 2006 3:59 PM CST
I was sent here from Molly's page and will add you to my prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, February 6, 2006 2:11 PM CST
Sending prayers your way from Maryland.
Ann <akerstetter@adelphia.net>
- Monday, February 6, 2006 1:21 PM CST
Sending thoughts and prayers from Minnesota.
Roxann Ramberg-Cossette <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN - Monday, February 6, 2006 1:07 PM CST
Dear Aimee, and family, especially Kendall,
This is the first time on your site. I found your site as I was checking on Jacob D. We are a neuroblastoma family, as our little boy Trenton was diagnosed 5 days after his one year birthday on 3/18/05 last year. We are in the CURE stages right now, but of course fear the worst nightmares of it returning. You are exactly where our head, heart and faith would be. Leaning on God and believing in all the miracles He can do and WILL do. I just want you to know that we will continue supporting you and praying for you and most of all KENDALL.
Love and prayers and always believing in miracles,
Ginger and family, sending many hugs and prayers, (expecially from TRENTON) xo
www.caringbridge.org/ga/trentonsjourney
www.trentonsjourney.com
p.s.: IF it's okay, we will add you to our personal site under Trenton's buddies for more prayers to be sent your way for every day...?
ginger kindred <2kindred@bellsouth.net>
atlanta, ga usa - Monday, February 6, 2006 12:39 AM CST
Sending hugs and prayers from Michigan,
Peggy
Cadillac, MI - Monday, February 6, 2006 9:14 AM CST
Sending lots of prayers along with thousands of others!
F.R.O.G. (fully rely on God)
Nancy Johnson <tjohnso7@tampabay.rr.com>
Plant city, FL usa - Monday, February 6, 2006 8:42 AM CST
Prayers and hugs coming your way.
caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie Strayer <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Monday, February 6, 2006 4:35 AM CST
Thinking of you, and praying!
Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, MA USA - Sunday, February 5, 2006 11:45 PM CST
I just wanted to stop by to let you know that your family is in my thoughts and prayers. I know that it must be a huge shock for your family to have to begin treatments, once again, and for that I am truly sorry. Please continue to be hopeful, as miracles do occur every day. I know that Neuroblastoma is an insidious type of cancer that can be very stubborn, but I also know that more and more children are surviving it all the time. Your son can be the cure, just hold on tight and have your sights set forward.
I will continue to keep your family in my prayers, especially your beautiful son, Kendall.
Believing,
Debbie Whaley(Friends of Molly G., Donna sent me over to your site.)
Deb Whaley <syracuse84@cox.net>
Ladera Ranch, CA - Sunday, February 5, 2006 6:52 PM CST
Aimee~
Just wanted to let you know that your family is in my thoughts, and will remain there!
Sherry ( a friend of Donna G.) <tnsncnj@aol.com>
- Sunday, February 5, 2006 5:45 PM CST
Hi Kendall
I am praying for you today in Missouri.
Mrs. Pam
from Molly's site <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 5, 2006 3:39 PM CST
Sending out many, many prayers.
Cindy <clatoure@aol.com>
Sonoma, CA USA - Sunday, February 5, 2006 2:51 PM CST
Prayers for health, comfort and strength.
Corella Thorbeck <cthorbeck@aol.com>
Plymouth, MN - Sunday, February 5, 2006 12:52 AM CST
Hi Kendall and family,
I am visiting your site from Molly G's website (she is my goddaughter). Donna has told me of your struggles and strength. Just want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Your fortune cookie messages are just so amazing and eerie too. The messages make it hard not to believe that some power is watching over/guiding us all through our journeys. So glad that you are planning a trip. Perhaps you are upset for not going when Kendall was feeling great, but maybe he will benefit more from the "respite" from treatment. He now can benefit from the anticipation and experience of the trip when he needs it more than before. Wishing you continued strength, growing hope, and enduring love of those near to you.
Lisa Hems <hems@rochester.rr.com>
- Sunday, February 5, 2006 12:23 AM CST
Praying for your sweet little boy...
Nicole <metaphor82@aol.com>
Stockbridge, GA - Sunday, February 5, 2006 12:05 AM CST
I saw your link on Molly's site and wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about your family.
Lauren Pena <lauren.pena@gmail.com>
CA - Sunday, February 5, 2006 11:29 AM CST
Stopping by after reading Miss Molly's page. I want you to know that prayers and positive thoughts are being sent your way!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 5, 2006 11:17 AM CST