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Kendall, It's that time ( Christmas ) that is the hardest of all. Without you. I look at every picture I ever took and smile at all the great moments we shared in your short life here. I pray for Zach & Mommy & Daddy & Poppi, each Sunday in Church. They all miss you as much as I do. I kiss your picture every night & say good night Kendall, I'll see you again in heaven. I love you, Nonni.
Donna Weess <donnaandfritz@optonline.net>
Mt. Sinai, NY USA - Wednesday, December 26, 2012 10:09 PM CST

I know its been so long since i've written here, but Kendall and your family are always in my heart and on my mind. <3
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca - Monday, April 23, 2012 1:20 AM CDT

Thinking of you all on this day. It is hard to believe it is 5 years. He is still missed everyday but I know he is so proud of Zachary and the wonderful boy he has become, so smart, polite and an all around great kid.
Linda Kessler <rkessle3@optonline.net>
- Wednesday, April 11, 2012 10:50 PM CDT

Dear Kendall,

It's spring and no spring comes without you in mind. The radiant picture of you and your found eggs [too many years ago] is etched in my memory. Remembering you and your beautiful family.

Warmly,
t, Lucas' mom
Thy Tran
- Wednesday, April 11, 2012 10:49 PM CDT

I just wanted to stop by and let you know I'm thinking of you still.
Jennifer Lehmann
- Thursday, March 15, 2012 8:58 PM CDT

Kendall's 5th aniversary in heaven is coming up on 4/11. I look at his photobucket pictures so often. I miss my little angel more than words can say. We all do. I saw Zach playing the cello. I am so impressed. I thank the Lord for Zach.
Donna Weess <donnaandfritz@optonline.net>
Mt. Sinai, NY USA - Tuesday, March 6, 2012 11:45 PM CST

Aimee,
Gosh it was so good to hear from you on Krista's web page. How are you? I would love to connect after the holidays. Let's try to get together. Wishing you all a wonderful blessed Christmas and like our children taught us to appreciate and celebrate as they celebrate in heaven.
Cheryl and Dave Dideriksen <licobra@aol.com>
Port Jefferson Station, NY usa - Monday, December 12, 2011 8:40 PM CST

Such a beautiful little boy. Heartbreaking.
Megan <Megjusczyk@gmail.com>
Dennisport, Ma USA - Saturday, October 22, 2011 1:28 PM CDT

Wallking tomorrow in CHOP's Parkway Run & Fun Walk. Remembering time in treatment, late 2005 and early 2006. Having met Kendall. When walking tomorrow he will be one of the reasons for our determination. Hoping to reach the day when no child has to fight to beat cancer.
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/gracebaker
Deb Grace's Mom Mom
Deb
Cape May, NJ - Saturday, September 24, 2011 6:28 AM CDT

Aimee,

I stop and visit your little man often.. I know that my in~laws are watching over him...Hope all is well.

Denise and Steven http://www3.caringbridge.org/ny/steven/index.htm
Denise
- Friday, June 10, 2011 5:17 PM CDT

Your sweet boy is forever loved and missed. I started following Kendall's battle only about 6 months before he gained his wings but he and the many other warriors/angels out there are amazing and inspirational in the way they truly teach life lessons on how to live, laugh and love.
Tawny <TawnyTearz@aol.com>
Miami, FL USA - Friday, May 13, 2011 11:24 PM CDT

Hi Aimee, I always look to see if there are any new updates. I'm always happy when I see one. I totally understand about the van. I just worry that it will not fail you in safety. The van has many memories for me too. I took many trips to chop with you and the boys. I look so often at ALL the pictures of Kendall. I also feel the sadness that there are no more. I cherish the ones I have and you post. There's not a day that I don't think of Kendall. I am so thankful for Zach. He's such a darling child. He is growing up so fast. Poppi and I are so proud of him.

Love Mom
Donna Weess <donnaandfritz@optonline.net>
Mount Sinai, NY USA - Saturday, April 16, 2011 4:37 PM CDT

Dear Aimee, With the passage of the 4 year mark, remembering Kendall and thinking of you and your family. Appreciate the thoughts in your journal entry very much. (I keep my old van going too that we once made so many journeys in to CHOP.)
Mara Stiles <mstiles1@optonline.net>
Boonton Township, NJ - Wednesday, April 13, 2011 8:00 AM CDT

Kendall will never be forgotten. I was taking care of another neuroblastoma warrior several years ago when I found your site through his. I still think of Benny, Kendall and Penelope often. Hopefully they have found each other in Heaven. Kendall would get a kick out of the crazy things Benny would say and do. Bless you and your family
Shannon
Tucson, AZ USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2011 3:23 AM CDT

Dear Kendall,

We are thinking of you on your birthday. Wondering what you would be interested in these days. Thinking about the upcoming egg hunt in our community and remembering your beautiful smile as you held up your egg. We had cupcakes for dessert tonight and thought of you.

Hoping that happy memories carry your family through difficult times.

Love from CA,
t, Lucas' mom
Thy Tran
- Monday, April 11, 2011 11:21 PM CDT

Stopping by to say hello. It's a bonus to get to read your Alex's speech. I hope you are all well. love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Ma United States - Saturday, July 24, 2010 0:31 AM CDT

Aimme what an amazing speech coming from an amazing lady.. Just wanted to stop by and say hello. I stop by the cemetery often and spend time with your sweet Angel.. It brings me such peace when I am there..We speak of him with pride .. I tell my kids about him all the time..

Just wanted to see how you and your family are doing.. Keep in touch.

Denise
http://www3.caringbridge.org/ny/steven/index.htm <missydee003@yahoo.com>
Ridge, NY - Thursday, July 22, 2010 12:49 AM CDT

Aimee,
What a great speech you gave with info in ped. cancer, lack of funding, ALSF, and of course, Kendall. I like how you said that kids with cancer just want to be kids and don't take life for granted. They want to go to school. You are an amazing inspiration and I thank you for continuing to champion a cure for kids' cancer. Ryan is doing well - 3.5 years NED and will be starting 2nd grade. We are grateful everyday! Good luck to Zachary on his purple belt! We love karate, too!

Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 26, 2010 9:58 AM CDT

Hi Aimee, Neil and Zachary,

I haven't been on the site in over a year. It's so lovely how you are still continuously working for children in Kendall's memory. May God bless you and your family and keep his blessings on you.

Zachary is growing up to be such a handsome young man.
Janet Butts
Lilburn, GA - Sunday, June 6, 2010 2:40 PM CDT

I haven't been by here in nearly a year, and the other day, out of the blue, I thought "I wonder how Kendall's mom and brother are doing". I can't believe it's been three years. I am glad to hear that you all are doing alright.

Emily
NJ - Thursday, May 27, 2010 7:46 PM CDT

Happy birthday Kendall!

Tell Mamie and Jesus I love them.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL USA - Thursday, May 6, 2010 8:38 PM CDT

Hi Aimee,
I'm so glad you updated Kendall's page. I really missed reading it. We miss Kendall so much and yes it does get harder just as you said. We adore Zachary and are very proud of him. He is just a darling boy.

Love Mom
Donna Weess <donnaandfritz@optonline.net>
Mount Sinai, NY USA - Thursday, April 15, 2010 9:53 PM CDT

Read your post. I am so proud of Zachary and being so in touch with his feelings. Way to go Zach!!!! Kendal will be forever in our hearts. He is our special angel who is always with us. We love you guys.
Kathy and Jessica XXXOOO
Kathy Lodding <kfl0506@optonlineline.net>
Holstville, Ny 11742 - Thursday, April 15, 2010 1:53 PM CDT

Hi Aimee,

Thanks for the update and the e-mail to let us know. I'm happy you are all hanging in there, but I'm sure the incredible missing of Kendall is always there. Zachary is such a handsome boy and into so much - baseball and karate. We love karate, too, and I'm glad you're doing a cardio karate class - I tried one of those and just about died! Well, I gotta run! God bless you all!
Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 15, 2010 7:29 AM CDT

My dear sister, I can't stop the tears from falling, reading your post. You are the strongest and most caring person that I know. I don't know how you do it. I know that many people say that to you -- as they say that to me on your behalf! you are a wonderful mother and sister. The pain of your loss resonates with all of your friends and family. Zachary is a beautiful, polite, fun, charming boy! I love having him, and you, here. You should be proud, Aimee. You suffered a loss like no other, yet you remain a dedicated mother, wife, sister and friend to many. You are one to be admired and emulated. See you soon. (PS - miss FB tremendously).
Kathleen <kkesq@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, ny usa - Wednesday, April 14, 2010 11:10 PM CDT

Dear Kendall,

You are warmly thought of often, especially, around Easter. Our neighborhood had it's Spring Celebration this past Saturday and I thought of you - and your smile as you posed with your eggs. This was Aiden's first year he picked the eggs up himself. He, too, had a delightful smile that only got bigger when he realized there was candy inside.

Thinking of you,
t
Thy Tran
- Monday, March 29, 2010 4:25 PM CDT

Aimee I hope all is well.....miss you posting.....Are you on facebook?
Cris Peebles
Pataskala, OH usa - Wednesday, February 24, 2010 10:17 PM CST

Aimee, you left such a beautiful message on Erik L's cb site today.

Please know that I think of your beautiful Kendall and keep you all in my prayers.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Wednesday, February 10, 2010 1:03 PM CST

Dear Aimee, Neil and Zachary

I know you are all missing Kendall very much and wish he was with you. I hope you are all well, I'm thinking of you all and wish you the strength to get through another Christmas. Hope you have a lovely Christmas.
Lisa Bonnet
Allawah. NSW., NSW Australia - Saturday, December 19, 2009 2:46 AM CST

Wishing you all a very Merry Christmas! (That includes Kendall, in heaven. He has the best view!)
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Tuesday, December 8, 2009 9:46 AM CST

Aimee,

Just stopping my to say hi and let you know I was thinking about you...Thanks for paying your respects to my inlaws as well....I always stop and spend time with your little Angel..Lets try to get together soon ok?

Denise
Steven's website
Long Island, NY - Thursday, September 24, 2009 4:07 PM CDT

Aimee,
Hello and I'm sorry it's been soooo long. You are so sweet to check on all of us. I see your name on other sites and thank you for signing Ryan's guestbook, too. Zachary is getting so big and I'm glad he is enjoying school and had fun at the YMCA camp. Your family is doing an incredible job raising funds. I know you are missing Kendall and always will ... my heart goes out to you. I read about him at Easter time ... such a sweetie and as you say, the bravest boy ever. I am so glad he had such a close relationship with God. Kendall will continue to touch many lives as you share his story. I still think your'e the funnest mom ever! PS. I'm glad you met Ellen in Philly. She's amazing, too! Met her in Chicago and Sloan. I'm sure she has a Super Mom cape just like you!

Hugs from an old friend,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, September 13, 2009 9:26 PM CDT

Amy -

Thanks for the update! I love all the photos. I hope we will be seeing you in September for the Parkway Run/Walk! You can see details, photos and videos from previous years on Daniel's website.

www.caringbridge.org/pa/danielcooper
Barb Cooper <barbe2700@yahoo.com>
Havertown, PA 19083 - Thursday, August 13, 2009 10:56 AM CDT

"Oh that I had wings like a dove! for then would I flyaway, and be at rest."
Love your photo, and the story. I point and shoot a lot, but this one really looks special! Great pics of our new pal Zachary. Hope to see you again soon.
God Bless, Love, Ellen
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Cape Cod, MA United States - Thursday, August 13, 2009 0:05 AM CDT

Aimee and Zachary, sorry I missed Zachary's birthday, but a very belated birthday greeting to you dear Zachary.

Zachary you look lovely in the photos Aimee has posted.

I would not have been too keen to pat a cockroach myself (yikes!)- well done in your showing appreciation for this very un-cuddly looking creature.

It is good to see you Zachary; you are a lovely child.

Blessings to you and your family.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, July 29, 2009 4:56 AM CDT

Glad you got to go to the Alex's Lemonade Stand symposium in Philly. I wish I could have gone too but around that time we were very busy with Susan's HS graduation and related activities. So nice to read all your news. I am going to have an Alex's Lemonade Stand too on -Aug 8. Love the page you have for Kendall on ALSF, so beautifully written and touching.
Regards,
Mara mother of nb angel Laura (1994-2006)
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles
Mara Stiles <mstiles1@optonline.net>
Boonton Township, NJ - Wednesday, July 15, 2009 6:50 AM CDT

It was so great seeing you today at the Duck's game. i did not realize you had a lemonade stand this morning. I hope it went well. Hopefully, we will see you soon.
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 12, 2009 11:48 PM CDT

Hi Guys,
Sounds like you have been very busy. Sorry we missed the lemonade stand today. Keep me posted on when you will be having one in Sept. Jessica and I would love to help out. Let's get together and swim soon. Love you guys...Kathy

Kathy Lodding <kfl0506@optonline.net>
Holtsville, NY USA - Sunday, July 12, 2009 5:43 PM CDT

Although I rarely take the time to post, I check up on you all quite frequently. I miss your prince too! You are a wonderful mom!
Love, Angela <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
Tiffin, OH - Sunday, July 5, 2009 8:24 AM CDT

Hi Friends, It is so nice to finally have met you all and gotten to spend some time together! The kids had a great time. We got down to the Historic District and got quite a bit of it done. I hope you enjoy the rest of the summer and call if your coming up this way. God Bless, Love, Ellen and the kids
Scott A., Kathleen, Sean and Heather
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Cape Cod, Ma United States - Sunday, July 5, 2009 5:26 AM CDT

Thinking of you all each and everyday. Sending Kendal angel Hugs and Kisses.
Dale and Narong <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 2, 2009 7:56 PM CDT

The air has been thick with moisture these past few days in San Antonio and I keep thinking it will rain. As I was putting Aiden to sleep tonight, the thought of rain made me think of the beautiful picture you posted shortly after Kendall passed - the huge rainbow behind your house.

Thinking of you all, especially Kendall.

t, Lucas' mom
www.caringbridge.org/visit/lucastran
Thy Tran
- Monday, June 15, 2009 11:11 PM CDT

UGH I am so late in happy birthday greetings! And that doesn't reflect accurately on the fact I think of you all so often and continually admire your beautiful strong spirit Aimee...much love to you!!!!
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, May 25, 2009 8:37 PM CDT

Happy 7th birthday dear Zachary and also to Kendall, your brother who is in Heaven. Sorry I am very late with my birthday greetings.

I do check in Kendall's site from time to time, it is usually when I feel the need for some companionship and encouragement from Aimee.

Aimee, The Jamie's Legacy Sunflower which you are growing is wonderful. A magical idea, I love it! The little plant looks very cute.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, May 15, 2009 6:20 AM CDT

Happy belated birthday Zach and ^Kendall^! You are still in my thoughts and prayers daily. Happy mothers day. :)
Katie Boyd <kboyd997@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 11, 2009 3:56 AM CDT

With love and misses,
Angela
The Thomas Team Mom <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:31 AM CDT

Aimee you are right to express the big ache in your heart for Kendall. I have gradually understood this is a wound which will never heal. It is hard for me to accept this because I am always wishing for a cure and a fix for everything that is painful. I wish I could heal it.

I realise now that when you have a big aching hole in your heart it will never go away - but you learn to survive with it. I really miss my beloved 10 year old nephew who I only get to see on holidays to Adelaide when I see my family. It's tough. Your situation is that you will only see Kendall again when you are in Heaven. That's a long wait and it is not the same as having him here with you now. That is really tough. I pray that God has a reason for this and it will be revealed to you one day, when all will be healed and made whole again.

Just want you to know that I appreciate your posts and keep praying for you all.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, April 23, 2009 8:34 AM CDT

I have been thinking about you all this past week. I am sure that Kendall had a wonderful easter egg hunt in heaven. I love all the pictures and Zach looks fantastic with the spider make up on. Jackie wears the stuff on her face for 10 minutes then usually makes me wash it off saying it is "itchy" :) lol
Thank you so much for your message on Jackie's website. I tried to answer the emails in a diplomatic way but I was so furious and upset that I did not get my point across as well as you did. ((HUGS))
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 19, 2009 10:53 AM CDT

Hi Aimee, As I've said before, you write so beautifully and if I may contradict you, never with self pity. Your words are simply honest. Your quote from Martin Luther was perfect and your memories are so poignant. Kendall is a beautiful soul. I will be forever sorry he is not with you in the flesh. As always, many prayers.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bx, ny - Wednesday, April 15, 2009 5:12 PM CDT

Dear Kendall,

I have been thinking of you so much and often today (now, yesterday). Though I never had the pleasure of meeting you or your family, I feel like I know you through the touching words of your mother.

Thinking of you,
t
Thy Tran
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, April 12, 2009 3:01 AM CDT

Dear AImee,
I've been thinking of you and remembering Kendall.
I heard these words today from the Phil Collins song, "Two Worlds," from Tarzan:
"No words can heal a mother's broken heart." It is just as true at two years as it was before. Your friend, Mara
mother of angel Laura
Mara Stiles <mstiles1@optonline.net>
Boonton Township, NJ - Friday, April 10, 2009 10:30 PM CDT

Dear Aimee,

I spent an unusually long time thinking about lost kids on my ride into the office this morning. I don't know why, but I thought of Neil! I got to worked and logged in and read your recent updates and now I know why. It all makes sense. I will always remember the overwhelming (no noun fits here) I felt when your baby, my hero, relapsed. I will never forget the (no noun fits here) that pierced me when he passed.

Thinking of you, and your courage, awsome strength. Wishing wishing wishing you never had to become such a person.

With Love and Prayers,

Colleen
Colleen Kashino
- Thursday, April 9, 2009 7:01 AM CDT

Spring brings bitter sweet feelings for me as it is a reminder of a beautiful life lost in the midst of an otherwise, happy season. Kira came home with her first egg of the season and Aiden had his first ever egg "hunt". As the neighborhood kids ran around scavenging, the image of Kendall happily holding his egg flashed into my mind. I can't believe it is almost 2 years ago. I think of you all often and want you to know Kendall is remembered.

Kendall, I recently met this little boy that proudly educated me on ninja turtles. This made me think of you and how much you could have contributed to the conversation.

Warm hugs,
t, Lucas' mom
Thy Tran <tandctran@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, April 7, 2009 4:00 AM CDT

Allison Shaw I just wanted to drop you a little note to let you know that I am thinking about you, praying for you, and hoping you get well soon. Love Fat Boy
Ritchie <RrLlPerkins@bellsouth.com>
Jackson, MS US - Saturday, April 4, 2009 11:54 AM CDT

Aimee you are an amazing person. I feel you are really going above and beyond the call of duty shaving your head for the second time.

I know it means a lot to you to be actively supporting the cause of fundraising for NB research and I do respect your decision.

I am horrified that you had to do without pay whilst you did jury duty. At least it was a positive experience for you as you got on well with the other jurors.

I did jury duty a couple of years ago and I was at odds with several of the jurors, but I won in end and the accused got the lesser of the sentence. (i.e. intent for bodily harm, not murder). I found it a completely traumatic
experience but as I work in the Public Service at least my employer paid for it. Later I find out he was in maximum security already for shooting his drug dealer. The convicted did turn to the jury and said "thankyou" for us being fair to him.

I know you would have been very fair in your decision to your accused person.

You mention how you feel Kendall's spirit with you and there are often signs from him. I do believe Kendall is watching over your family, there is a lot of evidence to support it. Not a everyone is a believer in these signs.
I am very glad you are a believer like me.

The story of that 75 year old lady who got the 40 lashes for speaking with someone she had breastfed as a child made me sick to my stomach - I read the story in the newspaper.
Poor lady, what were they thinking?

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Friday, March 27, 2009 2:59 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you in the days ahead.
Susan Foster <CLF8987@aol.com>
Troy, MO USA - Thursday, March 26, 2009 10:58 PM CDT

so happy to hear from you......I too have always wanted to do jury duty..however I am self employed (in home day care) now I hope I never get called because of the lose of pay and putting all of my parents out of a sitter...
Cris Peebles <cpeebles@columbus.rr.com>
Pataskala, OH usa - Tuesday, March 24, 2009 7:46 PM CDT

Always thinking of you and your boys ... XOXOXOXOXOX
Love,
Kathy and Julia too~
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julianesbitt
Kathy Nesbitt <kathyknesbitt@gmail.com>
Wesley chapel, nc - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 10:04 AM CDT

Aimee I read your post a few days ago and just re-read it now. You described some of the happy times Kendall had. You also describe some of his pain and difficulties in the days before he passed. I shed a few tears as I often do when I am sharing someone's happiness and also their great sadness.

I do know how brave it was of Kendall and you too, to attend his last Sunday church service. Kendall did his best to enjoy it and managed to do so for part of it. Eventually he was in too much pain and needed to leave for urgent pain relief.

Zachary you did very well with two lots of prize winnings!! I do believe that Kendall loves you and is still looking out for you!!

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Monday, March 2, 2009 5:56 PM CST

Its great to see an update from you. You and Zach are in my thoughts and prayers daily, and sweet ^Kendall^ is always on my mind. God bless you.
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca - Wednesday, February 25, 2009 1:37 AM CST

Hi there sorry for not signing in such a long time. I had a car accident and spent about a month in bed. Just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you all each and every day.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 4, 2009 6:16 PM CST

Hi Aimee, You write beautifully at 2 in the morning. I hope you got to sleep shortly after. Zachary is growing so well and, as always, I love the pictures of Kendall. His eyes are beautiful. I hope you find the pictures that have gone missing. I feel that you will. A belated wish for a comforting New Year for you and your family. May it be filled with many signs from Kendall. Many prayers, Tara
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bx, ny - Monday, January 19, 2009 8:51 AM CST

Hi Aimee, yes I have heard of the theory of the world ending in 2012 and I agree, I don't think it will really end. I do wonder though what that prophesy actually means and what that year will bring. Maybe big changes for our world? Let's hope they will be all for our good.. maybe for our enlightenment?

Your Christmas tree is one of the most beautiful I have ever seen. I marvelled at how beautiful it was; I love your work.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Saturday, January 17, 2009 7:14 AM CST

Hoping you're sleeping better tonight, Aimee. I was thinking of Kendall tonight and wanted to share it with you but then totally forgot what it was by the time I logged on. I'll sign in again once I remember.

I may participate in St. Baldrick's this year, as you did last year.
t, Lucas' mom <tandctran@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 17, 2009 1:33 AM CST

Aimee, it's always so nice to see different pictures of the boys. And the new one of Zach....well, it just takes my breathe away how big he is getting!

Hope 2009 is kind to you. I continue to keep all of you in my prayers.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:10 AM CST

Thinking of you and praying that you have a happy and healthy '09!
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca - Monday, January 5, 2009 0:27 AM CST

Wanted to stop by and see how you were doing. Sending hugs your way. May you, Neil and Zachery have a wonderful and healthy new year. Thinking of Kendall too. Remembering the times we met you and the boys ........ God bless and take care.

http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie Strayer <cstrayer@embarqmail.com>
Boiling Springs, PA - Wednesday, December 31, 2008 6:55 AM CST

Thinking of your family, and praying that you are doing well. :)
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca - Tuesday, December 30, 2008 4:09 PM CST

Dear Aimee I loved your story of platelet donation that you did in memory of Kendall. I admire your encouragement to others to do this too, you are a good advocate.

I'm not so happy about the way that photobucket application whizzes round from one image to the next. it hurts my eyes! I think they should change the way that is done.

I hope you are recovering from the pain of having to be "Merry" at Christmas without one of your lovely twins. This is a really tough time of year for parents who have lost a child. I wish it would get easier.

Aimee, your energy feels strong and you sound fighting fit like your usual self. If you are not feeling so good, just want to say, you sound like yourself and I can feel your strength.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Allawah, NSW Australia - Tuesday, December 30, 2008 4:37 AM CST

Remembering Kendall this Christmas and always. Way to encourage platelet doantions, Amy - blood, too! I'm needle phobic but will donate in memory of a local friend who lost her son to bone cancer in January. These kids are so tough - I can't possibly be a baby. Love to you all and Merry Christmas!

Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 25, 2008 9:22 PM CST

Thinking of your family today and everyday. I hope you are able to find enjoyment this holiday season despite the pain of ^Kendall^s physical absence. God bless you, Marry Christmas!
Katie Boyd
- Tuesday, December 23, 2008 12:37 AM CST

You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Katie Boyd
- Friday, December 19, 2008 3:46 PM CST

In my dreams Kendall asked if I could come to this web-page tell you he is working over time as your guardian angel but he was watching you drive the other daythat car allmost hit you? ? ? ?
Kendall's friend <KENDALL@GODS HOME.ORG>
HEAVEN, UP IN SKY WITH DIAMONDS - Thursday, December 18, 2008 10:51 PM CST

Dear Aimee, I did check the journal history as you instructed and was touched by your story of "The Kendall Kollection" which you so unexpectedly stumbled across. It just shows how much your heart is always connected with anything to do with Kendall - you are always guided. You know how I love these stories.

With regards to Zachary's handwriting, I remember how mortified I was when my handwriting was not deemed "the best" in class (grade 3) and I could not understand why.

Later when I was older, maybe 10 or so, I happened to look back on some of my handwriting in Grade 3 - and then I could suddenly understand why. It looked inelegant and clumpy. I guess Vicki Starr (I still remember her name!) must have written much more elegantly and evenly than me.

My mother, to this day (and she is 72 now) has the most beautifully formed handwriting I have ever seen. I often have aspired to her perfection - but it is just not in me!

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, December 18, 2008 4:28 AM CST

Hey Aimee,
Thanks for signing Ryan's guestbook. I've been wanting to sign Kendall's site but sometimes it's finicky. Today I just knew it would work. I'm glad you like your new boss and that you and Zachary went to Disney. He is looking so grown up - your nephew Nick, too - very serious and cute. I think it's neat how the photo albums said "Kendall Kollection" as I'm sure there were hundred of photos and frames! I still think of Kendall when I see Kendall Jackson wine, too. Praying you have a peaceful and joyful Christmas ... I know Kendall will be close by in every SMILE. Oh, and I think it's so funny that Ellen and Connie signed below...we all seem to stick together.

Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 14, 2008 8:17 PM CST

Thinking of you this Holiday season. Hope you are doing OK. Your family is in my prayers today and everyday. God bless and take care.

http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer

Connie Strayer <cstrayer@embarqmail.com>
Boiling Springs, PA - Saturday, December 13, 2008 3:06 PM CST

Hi, Thanks for sharing the great Disney pictures. Thinking of you all and praying for your family. Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma United States - Monday, December 8, 2008 9:46 PM CST

Wishing you a Happy and Healthy Thanksgiving....I will stop by to visit with sweet Kendall today asking him to continue to watch over you..

Always thinking of you and your family....Hope to see you at The Mother's Kiss Christmas Party.

Denise ,Steven and Family
Steven's website
Rocky Point, NY - Thursday, November 27, 2008 10:38 AM CST

wishing you a happy and healthy Thanksgiving & hoping that you get more signs to brighten your holidays

www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 25, 2008 5:44 PM CST

Wanted to stop by and see how you are doing. Thinking about you and remembering Kendall, today and everyday. I love all the pictures on the site, amazingly beautiful. Good job Aimee. God bless, take care and keep in touch.

http://wwww.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer

Connie Strayer <cstrayer@embarqmail.com>
Boiling Springs, PA - Sunday, November 16, 2008 6:35 AM CST

Aimee, so glad to read your voice. It may sound odd but you have always been so diligent in updating that I actually was saying prayers for your safety and wellbeing! (Don't laugh.....us prayer warriors are good at the prayin' stuff, and I really was concerned!)

Soooo, having said that, I'm so happy to hear that Zach is doing well and have a good Halloween, etc.

I continue to think of Kendall so very often and enjoy seeing his sweet face. My prayers are with all of you as you continue on this life's journey....(That's for you, too, Mr. Private Neil! *wink!*)
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, November 6, 2008 10:18 AM CST

Aimee I havn't stopped by in a while as there has been all sort of turmoil for me but I won't go there now!! We got the US election news ofcourse and it was all very exciting. This has happened on my dear nephews 10th birthday. So after all this excitement I decided I better look in you. Hope you are all well and no more problems with Zachary missing from the school bus!!

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Wednesday, November 5, 2008 6:00 AM CST

Kendall,

We just came from your resting place and it still does not seem real to me..You are such a hero in my eyes...Please continue to watch over your family...Say hi to my Father~n~law to for me .......You are missed little man..

Denise and Steven
Steven's website
Rocky Point, NY - Thursday, October 23, 2008 12:48 AM CDT

Aimee, we're not used to this silence! Hope all is well.

Continued prayers!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Tuesday, October 21, 2008 3:05 PM CDT

Thinking of you all. I hope this is a great year at school for Zach!

(I hadn't signed the guestbook in awhile and wanted to let you know that I am still keeping you in my prayers, even if I don't sign the G-book very often!)
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, October 6, 2008 10:39 AM CDT

HI, I hope Zachary is enjoying school! I love all the great pictures!
God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma United States - Thursday, October 2, 2008 2:09 AM CDT

Aimee,
I had my oil changed at a new Kendall station and thought how I haven't signed your guestbook in ages. I'm sorry. I'm still waiting for life to slow down but it hasn't. I love reading your site because it reminds me to enjoy the ride and have fun, hard for a TYPE A like me!
Congrats to you for not having a heart attack when the bus driver couldn't locate Zachary! SO glad that it was just a mix-up. I liked looking at the pictures of the boys, esp. the one of Kendall covering Zachary's mouth at the puppet show. Henry and Ryan can't keep their hands off each other, which drives me crazy at times, but I should be thankful. I'm so glad Zachary is enjoying K and is still taking NINJA classes. Good luck with your new boss. Sending you cyber hugs!

Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 29, 2008 9:02 PM CDT

Hi Aimee, I hope that coffee at Starbuck's was plenty strong after the school bus debacle. (Though I may have chosen the nearest pub.) I am glad that Zachary is with a strong teacher. He is growing so well and you work so hard to ensure that. I think of you and Kendall, Zachary and Neil often. In my mind, the scene of the construction work, the bagpipe player, the song, your gentle soul all paying homage to Kendall is beautiful. Keep well, God bless.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Wednesday, September 24, 2008 8:42 AM CDT

Just dropping in to let you know that we are keping you all close to our hearts and deep in our prayers.
Dale angel wings <naron810@ayhaoo.com>
- Monday, September 15, 2008 8:33 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know I stopped by...loved the caption on the last picture...I'm looking for the joy to start again, too.
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.org/visit/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Sunday, September 14, 2008 11:31 AM CDT

Aimee you are better than me. I probably would have been freaking out from the first second. So glad you found your little one safe and sound. Oh I hope that doesn't happen to often. I know you miss Kendall so much and expecially with this new milestone (school). Just know he is up in heaven watching over Zachery and your family, till someday when you meet again. I bet he enjoyed the crane as much as you did.

http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie Strayer <cstrayer@embarqmail.com>
Boiling Springs, PA - Tuesday, September 9, 2008 6:10 AM CDT

Hi Aimee,

Oh my goodness I got a little anxious just reading about the bus/aftercare story. My nephew in 1st grade has the same exact assignment with the bag & three things. I usually do his homework with him but decided to wait & let his parents do that with him as I thought he might only but in his little figures he plays with (Star Wars, Power Rangers). Hope the rest of the school year goes smoothly. I love all the new pictures you posted of Kendall and Zachary!
Erin <lilfishie98@aol.com>
Babylon, NY USA - Friday, September 5, 2008 10:21 AM CDT

I think of you often. Well not just you, but you, Kendall, Zachery and Neil. We were looking back through Jared's caringbridge site the other night and there was the pic of all of us at the Ronald McDonald house in philadephia (you, Kendall, Jared, Kim Malarkey and I). It brought back fond memories of that evening just talking and the boys playing and holding hands. Oh how cute it was. I hopeyou are doing well. I love your hair. It is growing in nicely. God bless and take care.

http://www.caringridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie Strayer <cstrayer@embarqmail.com>
Boiling Springs, PA - Wednesday, August 27, 2008 4:58 PM CDT

Hi Aimee thanks for posting the photo of you and Zachary - even with your short hair, you look lovely. So does Zachary, aka "Lief"!!

I love the photos of Kendall, aka "Fred", he looks so very cute in his magician's cape. "Shazzam!" to you too little buddy!!

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Wednesday, August 27, 2008 9:54 AM CDT

I can't get over how tall Zach is getting! I am glad that Kendall gave your Mom a sign. I have so much respect and admiration for you, your courage and your strength is nothing short of amazing. Kendell and Zachary were definitely given a mother chosen by God himself.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 18, 2008 10:32 PM CDT

Hi Aimee, Thinking of you. Tara
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bx, ny - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 6:57 AM CDT

Thinking of you all!!
Love, Angela <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
- Monday, August 11, 2008 7:24 PM CDT

Thinking of you...always in my thoughts & prayers
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose

Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 28, 2008 10:15 PM CDT

Aimee,

I just wanted to stop by to say hello and to let you know that I was thinking about you and your family... I stopped by the cemetary and I saw the beautilful flowers that you left there...and they looked so fresh and colorful..My kids and I left Kendall a little car ...Yesterday was my Father~n~law's Birthday ...I feel much peace knowing that these 2 heros have met up with each in Heaven and I am sure my Father~n~law is looking after Kendall as well...

Denise, Steven and Family
Steven's website
Rocky Point , NY - Sunday, July 20, 2008 9:23 AM CDT

I really want to say congrats to Zachary on getting your green belt, I know it takes a real effort to earn those belts. Well done Zachary.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, July 18, 2008 6:56 AM CDT

Dear Aimee, the boys look adorable in their "my first friend" t-shirts and Kendall looks so cute and happy with his cuddly frog. Good job Neil on staying smoke free. Children so hate people smoking around them, it is very unpleasant for them.

I heard today that the Conquer Childhood Cancer Act has just been passed in the US Senate, thank goodness for this, it is long awaited and very welcome news.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, July 17, 2008 4:00 AM CDT

Dear Aimee, Kendall must be so very proud to call you mom and Zachary must feel so secure. Neil, too, must have his path seem just a bit brighter or clearer from the light you provide. And Kendall enjoyed his life because you let him; you gave him so much. I could go on and on in my respect for you but my words do not do justice. Reading your entry is like watching a beautiful sunrise and not being able to adequately describe the effect it has on you. There is no understanding of the event you are witnessing but it leaves you more aware of God's closeness. I too am so very glad that you have made all your entries. Thank you once again for sharing. Many prayers...
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bx., ny - Tuesday, July 8, 2008 11:37 AM CDT

Thanks, Aimee, for your journal entry. I needed that tonight.
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.org/visit/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Monday, July 7, 2008 7:58 PM CDT

Aimee, I just love reading your entries. You are such a faith-filled servent of God. I'm sure you just feel like another person, another mom, just Aimee. But when I read your entries, I find a different peace. It's difficult to read the pain. But you are so open and you constantly walk the walk in Kendall's name and for Zachary's ongoing good. I admire you so much. I'm sure you will think that sounds silly, but you really are so very human and yet show your faithfilled side so openly.

I continue to come to see Kendall's sweet face, and of course, his special brother, Zachary. But mostly wanted you to know that I pray for all of you on a daily basis.

God's blessings!
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Sunday, July 6, 2008 9:57 PM CDT

Hi Aimee,

Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of your family! I love the Holtsville Ecology Center (I need to thank you because if it weren't for you I would have never heard of it) and visit often with my niece & nephew. Hope that you enjoyed the fireworks and burgers!!
erin <lilfishie98@aol.com>
babylon, ny usa - Sunday, July 6, 2008 8:29 PM CDT

Hi Aimee, that's a wonderful fundraising effort by your friends the Curley family, with their lemonade stand in honor of Kendall.

I am very intrigued by the frog story and the end of your journal. You and Zach must have been very surprised to see it there by Zachary's feet. I'm very much hoping this little frog made it back to a cooler and wetter place.

I can't say I've ever had a live frog encounter myself. However, I did unexpectedly find a little green moulded ornamental one in some shrubbery by the side of the building, a few years ago. I kept it, now it sits on my balcony in one of my pot plants.

I appreciate your frog story very much, I know that frogs remind you of Kendall.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, June 21, 2008 10:03 AM CDT

Happy Father's Day Neil. Hope the day goes well. Best Wishes, Tara and John
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bx, ny - Sunday, June 15, 2008 5:07 PM CDT

Hi Aimee,

Thanks for signign Ryan's guestbook. I'm jealous of your short hair as it is 95 degrees here! I enjoyed seeing photos of the boys at Sunrise Camp and wish you all the best with Kendall and Alex's Lemonade Stand. Wishing you a wonderful COOL summer!

Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 6, 2008 4:36 PM CDT

Hi Aimee & Fam,

Love the new photos! I almost went to White Post on Memorial Day weekend too. Looks like Zachary had a beautiful day with his friends!
erin <lilfishie98@aol.com>
babylon, ny usa - Sunday, June 1, 2008 5:12 PM CDT

Hi Aimee, This is Donna, Neil's cousin. I periodically check your journal to see what you have added. I'm glad you are still involved with Caringbridge. Give my love to Neil and Zackery. I think of you often.
Donna Lewis <vip333@peoplepc.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Sunday, May 25, 2008 6:11 PM CDT

Hi Aimee, May has been so difficult for you. The thought has made me wonder again at the mysteries of life that we not only have no control over but that hold the promise of so much. I am convinced that when you are one day reunited with Kendall, God will present you with the most beautiful of Mays for all that he has asked you to endure and for how you have endured it with the most broken but beautiful of hearts. I know these words are of little consequence to you but I believe them just the same. You are always in my prayers. Tara
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bx, ny - Saturday, May 24, 2008 3:52 PM CDT

Keeping you all close to our Hearts and Deep in our Prayers. Sending Love Hugs and a Million Prayers.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 19, 2008 6:10 PM CDT

Dear Aimee, lots of very distracting things have been going on for me lately so I have only just managed to read your recent (last 2 journals). Now I realise I missed saying Happy Birthday Zachary. Sorry Zach, but I do say it now, albeit very belatedly.

Aimee, that's wonderful you found some more photos completely unexpectedly on the old 35mm camera. You mentioned your Mom was going to get them put on a disk so that you could post them. I have some photos I would like to post as well (on my Facebook) and they are in a 35mm camera as well, so I was interested to know that this could be done.

Zachary it was good to hear you enjoyed your birthday party. It was very kind of Victoria to obtain the special edition Star Wars toy for you. How very caring and thoughtful.

I look forward to seeing the new photos.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, May 17, 2008 8:05 PM CDT

I am soooo sorry I missed your Birthday. I have had alot of things going on not to mention the problems with my Internet provider. I hope that you had a great party Zac. I bet Kendall loved the balloons you sent him.
Lots of Love,
Kylie.
Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Sunday, May 11, 2008 11:49 PM CDT

Happy Belated Birthday Zach

Aimee
I hope you managed to have a Happy Mother's Day filled with precious memories
Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 11, 2008 11:41 PM CDT

Happy Mother's Day, Aimee. Wanted to thank you for reaching out. Couldn't trouble you at what must be a terribly difficult time. Sorry I missed the boys' birthday. Since December I haven't done anything really except what was necessary. God Bless.

With love and prayers for Zachary and Neil too...

Colleen

Colleen Kashino
- Sunday, May 11, 2008 9:24 PM CDT

Aimee, thankyou for the Happy Mother's Day message. I hope you had a good day too. It was bittersweet. It was better than last year but still some tears. I wanted to wish Kendall and Zachary a belated Happy Birthday. How those birthday's can be tough. Just think we always get to celebrate our angels birthdays too because their brothers are still celebrating. Many families may feel strange to continue on with birthday celebrations after a loss. With us we still need to celebrate that day regardless for their brothers. It is hard not to upset their special day also, it is such a fine line to walk. Take care,
Kim(angel Zac)
Kim Hunter <widgit@earthlink.net>
- Sunday, May 11, 2008 7:39 PM CDT

Aimee,
I meant to sign the GB on Kendall and Zachary's birthday, and for some reason, it slipped my mind... so, a belated Happy Birthday to Zachary and to Angel Kendall!
I also wanted to wish you a very special Happy Mother's Day...
Thinking of you...

Dawn and Jim Runde
www.jamesrunde.com <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Sunday, May 11, 2008 3:12 PM CDT

Thinking of you on Mother's Day. Have a great day.

Connie Strayer <cstrayer@embarqmail.com>
Boiling Springs, PA - Sunday, May 11, 2008 8:10 AM CDT

I'm so bummed...I got the days mixed up and thought today was Kendall and Zachary's birthday. Happy Belated Birthday Kendall and Zachary. I've been thinking about you alot as your birthday approached. Aimee, hope the day brought happy memories of Kendall despite the difficulty of not having him present to celebrate.
Thy, Lucas' mom <tandctran@yahoo.com>
CA USA - Thursday, May 8, 2008 2:12 PM CDT

Happy birthday, boys! Zach, I hope you have a wonderful party this weekend. And Kendall, we KNOW you are doing all the wonderful things little boys do in Heaven and smiling brightly down on your family.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, May 8, 2008 10:19 AM CDT

Happy Birthday to Zach and our angel Kendall. God Bless you both.
Betty And Fran Kessler <narfrelssek@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 7, 2008 11:29 AM CDT

Hi
My name is Jenna and I came across your site. I just wanted to let you know that I will be thinking of you. Yourself, your son Zachary and your family will be in my prayers.
caringbridge.org/visit/champ291
Jenna <nevergiveup301@aol.com>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 6:46 PM CDT

HI Aimee, I wanted to stop by and wish Zachary a Happy Birthday week and a Happy Heavenly Birthday to Kendall. I hope Zachary has a very Special Birthday!
I'm thinking of your family, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Monday, May 5, 2008 1:02 AM CDT

Aimee, I was thinking about how I was an only child til age of 8 and how different that was to Zachary, who as a twin had a close bond with a sibling. It made me realise that to be a twin is to have another soul always beside you, so that you are virtually never alone. Being alone is difficult for most of us at times, how much more so when you once had a twin. I've seen so many lovely photos of them together. I do feel for Zachary being an only child now. It must be so difficult to lose your only sibling, your twin. I think that Zach has coped very bravely over the past year. Lots of love to you Zachary.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Monday, April 28, 2008 8:03 AM CDT

Hi Aimee, I don't think I've ever seen a more beautiful mother-child picture than the one with Kendall asleep in your arms. It bought tears to my eyes as did Zachary sharing how he missed his brother. Both instances I felt a physical sensation like someone pressing their thumb on my chest. I just can't imagine. Do you get sick of people saying that to you? "I just can't imagine..." but I can't because I know I'd have to multiply the sadness I feel by millions to come even close to knowing yours and I just can't. It would seem humanly impossible to feel that and yet keep breathing. I am also sorry you have lost another friend. God bless. P.S. The picture with the 3D glasses made me laugh.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
- Saturday, April 26, 2008 10:28 AM CDT

Aimee thankyou for posting Kirt's poems. These are beautiful and very special. I've never really tried but I don't think I can write poetry at all.

This was a lovely thing for Kirt to do as we mark one whole year gone since Kendall went to Heaven.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 9:25 AM CDT

Dear Aimee, I have been thinking of you these days as you pass the one year point since Kendall's passing. Last night I posted the picture of Laura and Kendall at CHOP together on Laura's caringbridge welcome page. I wish you strength for these days and the days to come which sadly I must say I have come to realize do not get much better as the second year starts to unfold. Just have to hold on to keeping the memories alive and to find some kind of relief in aspects of our current lives. Sincerely, another nb angel mother, Mara
mother of Laura (1994-2006) http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles
Mara Stiles <ozman1@optonline.net>
Boonton Township, NJ - Saturday, April 12, 2008 9:13 AM CDT

HI Aimee, I'm thinking of all of you today. I hope Neil is feeling better. The Walgreens story is cool. I'm so happy for Zachary to have won the bike, that is really cool too. Sounds like you have angels all around you. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Saturday, April 12, 2008 1:51 AM CDT

We are thinking of all of you today and will say a special prayer to Kendall tonight. I know he has not 'left' you from all the stories you post. Sending you hugs via e-mail. You're a strong, dedicated, beautiful and special mommy of 2! Love always, Debb, Tom and Alexa
www.caringbridge.org/visit/alexreneemoore

Debb Moore <luv2teach14@aol.com>
Stony Brook, NY US - Friday, April 11, 2008 9:39 PM CDT

Aimee,
We are thinking of your family today, and saying prayers...
Hope you received some signs from your angel.
With love,
Jim and Dawn Runde
www.jamesrunde.com <onyal@bellsouth.net>
Greensboro, NC - Friday, April 11, 2008 5:44 PM CDT

thinking about you today, as i do every day. aimee, i sang the same song to my three children, and i still sing it to all three of them. peace.
emily <erjs@verizon.net>
- Friday, April 11, 2008 5:16 PM CDT

AIMEE, NEIL, ZACHARY.

THINING ABOUT YOU NOT ONLY TODAY BUT ALWAYS..I WAS HONORED TO HAVE MET SWEET KENDALL AND YOUR FAMILY AT STONY BROOK WHEN OUR SONS SHARED A ROOM.. WE HAD A CONNECTION RIGHT AWAY..YOU ARE AN AMAZING FAMILY AND KENDALL WAS TRUELY BLESSED..

DENISE AND STEVEN

Steven's website
ROCKY POINT, NY - Friday, April 11, 2008 4:02 PM CDT

Dear Aimee, Neil and Zachary - sending my thoughts and prayers to you on this day......Looking at the picture of Kendall you have posted - he did look very much at peace the day before he passed. May God Bless and Comfort You and Yours........
Carol Gannon <gannon.carol@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Friday, April 11, 2008 3:52 PM CDT

Dear Aimee, Thinking of you, Zachary and Neil with many prayers. Remembering the beauty of Kendall.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
- Friday, April 11, 2008 1:34 PM CDT

Dear Aimee,
I'm thinking of you all today. Thank you for sharing those beautiful pictures.
Thy Tran
CA USA - Friday, April 11, 2008 12:32 AM CDT

I wanted to send this to let you know we are thinking of you all today. One year ago today, I know must have been the hardest day of your life. Although we were able to say goodbye to him as well that day, it has profoundly changed me and the way I view life and the precious gift of children. I am glad that we were able to be a part of his life if even for a short time. I wish at the time he was sick, we really understood the seriousness of the disease. We stayed away for a bit to give you time as a family to cope with what was going on. But we also missed that time with Kendall, not realizing we would not have many years to spend with him. I am not sure how to handle today. I want to call and say....but say what? What can you say to someone who has lost a child. Know that we are here for you if you want to talk. Know that we love you all and hope this day is a reminder of Kendall and all the good things you shared with him.
Linda Kessler <rkessle3@optonline.net>
Huntington, NY USA - Friday, April 11, 2008 12:06 AM CDT

Sending my love to you, Neil and Zach today.
Kathleen <kkesq@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY - Friday, April 11, 2008 11:58 AM CDT

Aimee:
I've never signed the guestbook before, but have been reading for several years. I thought of you this morning and needed to say something. I pray for peace for you today. Peace and comfort...
Darlene
Peterborough, Canada - Friday, April 11, 2008 11:45 AM CDT

Thinking of you today, and sending you love.
Betty and Fran Kessler <narfrelssek@hotmail.com>
- Friday, April 11, 2008 11:39 AM CDT

Thinking about you guys today - and always.... all our love to you all.
Aimee - you are one of the strongest women I know and I admire you everyday of my life.
Debbie Amato(Jake's Mom) <kenjake@optonline.net>
- Friday, April 11, 2008 11:07 AM CDT

Just had to stop in and let you know I still check and send prayers for Kendall, Zachary, Mom and Dad.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Friday, April 11, 2008 10:18 AM CDT

Not a day goes by that I dont think of you all. Especially today.

Much Love,

Kylie Lamont.
Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Friday, April 11, 2008 1:49 AM CDT

Aimee I don't even know what or how to say anything....just know that you and YOUR family will be in my thoughts all day today....love you.....
Cris Peebles <cpeebles@columbus.rr.com>
Pataskala, Ohio USA - Thursday, April 10, 2008 6:53 AM CDT

Aimee, so glad your five angels came to you at the right moment. Congrats on your exercising and weight loss, that is such an accomplishment, keep up the good work. Sometimes it is hard to talk about your loss, other times it can come so easily. Sometimes it is just the timing. My thoughts will be with you on Friday. We will be releasiing some balloons for Zac, we will send one for Kendall too. TAke care,

Kim Hunter(angel Zac) <widgit@earthlink.net>
middle grove, NY USA - Thursday, April 10, 2008 6:19 AM CDT

Dear Aimee - I read your latest journal entry and I know that the one year mark of Kendall's passing will be very difficult for all. I do not believe in coincidences - FIVE angels in one day WOW! Please tell Neil that I hope he is feeling much better - both emotionally and physcically. I will be praying for Austin Melgar and Tyler Stolp - both in grave condiiton.......Sad Day Today....Give Zachary a big hug for me....
Carol Gannon <gannon.carol@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 10:55 AM CDT

You look great! Zachary too, of course. What a handsome family. Keeping you in prayers for all your work, for your memories, for your continued journey. Keep warm!
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
- Sunday, April 6, 2008 8:59 AM CDT

Hi Aimee, I didn't know your kitty was getting some sort of special treatment, I read back through your journal and still can't see where you mentioned this. I hope she is getting better with it, obviously it is very costly. Hope your throat is getting better too.

On the subject of having been shaved ..I thought I would mention that I went to see Sinead O'Connor in concert last week and she looks great with shaven head too, it has long been her favored hairstyle. Sinead was relaxed and down to earth and sang powerfully as always. I just dont think it would suit me - I do have a rather knobbly & pointy head!

It is great to hear how well you did with the fundraiser.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Sunday, April 6, 2008 8:15 AM CDT

You look wonderful Aimee!!! Kendall would be so proud of all of you, including his brother for doing such a fine job at raising money for cancer. I admire you.
God bless and take care.

http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie Strayer <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs , PA - Sunday, March 30, 2008 7:48 AM CDT

I knew you would be gorgeous! What a great thing you did...I would love to do it but believe it or not Katie won't let me! Mike has shaved his head since before Katie relapsed, so he doesn't count!
Michele Krize (www,caringbridge.org/visit/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Friday, March 28, 2008 1:12 PM CDT

Aimee, what a wonderful thing you did for St. Baldricks. How brave! Glad to see so much money was raised. Sorry to hear about Krista. One of our little friends passed away last week too, Kimberly was a spunky 3 year old that had fought AML since she was 6 months old. Such a shame for the children and their families. They will be greatly missed. Hope you are doing ok, sounds like you are finding things to focus on. That's good. Also wanted to remind you that Kendall is on our list for a memory chest when you are ready to start the process. It is a gift, there will be no charge. Please check out www.zacsmemorychests.com TAke care,
Kim(angel Zac)

Kim Hunter <widgit@earthlink.net>
mIddle grove, NY USA - Friday, March 28, 2008 8:21 AM CDT

Dear Aimee - I read your entry this morning and thank you for putting in Krista's Link. I to was saddened to read of her passing. I read her journal and she was one amazing little girl. It was just so wonderful to see this little girl finding the love and care of a true family - it was just meant to be. I was just amazed to hear that she was selling drinks outside of her room - she really gave it her all right up until the end. All of these children who have gained their "Angel Wings" are truly unique. I just want to say also that you look quite beautiful with a shaven head......Love the picture of you and Zachary.....God Bless

Carol Gannon <carolgannon@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, March 27, 2008 3:15 PM CDT

I just wanted to say hi! You look great with a shaved head, just to let you know! My head is lumpy and has a scar, so I don't think I would be able to pull of the bald is beautiful look like you can! I would love to someday shave my head for St. Baldricks though! What a great cause!! My roommate and I are thinking of doing a fund-raiser in a few years, it will involve us shaving our heads, then hiking the 2000 mile long Appalachian Trail! Always thinking of you and your ENTIRE family!! :) Em
Em Galbraith <emily.galbraith@gmail.com>
Greensboro, NC - Wednesday, March 26, 2008 11:45 PM CDT

Dear Aimee - You look just beautiful! And what a nice thing for Zachary to do also......I am so happy to hear that the event was a huge success - but I knew it would be. The speech you gave was very moving and to the point You should be very proud of what you have accomplished - I know Kendall is.....
Carol Gannon <carolgannon@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Wednesday, March 26, 2008 1:42 PM CDT

Aimee,
Up until now, I didn't realize that when I looked at you, I was looking at your hair, mostly. Now, when I look at you, I see you. You are beautiful!!! Of course, Zachary is very handsome, too. Congratulations on your successful event. I'm sure that Kendall is proud of you.
Diane Pawelski
Lake View, NY - Wednesday, March 26, 2008 1:28 PM CDT

You and Zachary look GREAT! So many kids are going to benefit from this event - you are amazing!
Jennifer <jennifer@kidscancercrusade.org>
- Wednesday, March 26, 2008 11:59 AM CDT

Aimee you and Zachary look beautiful together. You have both done this in solidarity with children who fight cancer and often lose their hair due to the treatments they currently receive. You have raised a heap of money as well and raised awareness of the need for more funding for NB research. The effort you have put into this campaign is huge. Losing your hair was the least of it. Thankyou for supporting the research and raising awareness. Technology advances at a rapid pace everyday doesn't it - you are helping this to happen in the field of pediatric cancer.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
sydney, nsw australia - Wednesday, March 26, 2008 10:44 AM CDT

Great pic! I love the smile on zachary! God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, - Tuesday, March 25, 2008 6:33 PM CDT

You look GREAT!!!

Love, Gwen
Gwen Haag <ghaag@frmc.us>
East Rochester, NY USA - Tuesday, March 25, 2008 3:25 PM CDT

Sounds like the event was awesome. I can not wait to see the pictures. And even Zachery decided to join in. That is amazing and wonderful. Know that I, as a parent who has a child who went through cancer treatmnt, appreciate all you have done. God bless.

http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie Strayer <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs , PA - Monday, March 24, 2008 5:39 AM CDT

Way to go Zachary!!!
Hoping you had a Healthy & Happy Easter

www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose

Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 23, 2008 11:31 PM CDT

Aimee,

Your speech brought tears to my eyes! Congratulations on raising so much money. You continue to be amazing.

I'm sorry we couldn't make it last night. Molly was still a bit under the weather and I was worried about putting her around so many people.

Let's make plans to get together soon. I know Melissa would like to go out to dinner one night...let's pick a date.

And give Zachary a BIG SQUEEZE FROM US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Easter and may the hope of the Risen Christ give you comfort in knowing that your family will be united again in the Kingdom of God.

With much love,
Donna
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Sunday, March 23, 2008 10:06 AM CDT

Happy Easter Aimee and to your family. Congratulations on last night. It seems to have been a huge success!
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 23, 2008 8:29 AM CDT

Hi Aimee,

I come and visit Sweet Angel Kendalls site often but I don't always write in the guestbook...Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and your family. You are an amazing Lady and an inspiration to us all.

Happy Easter..

Denise and Steven
Steven's website
Rocky Point , NY - Saturday, March 22, 2008 1:29 PM CDT

Hi Aimee--I wish I could join you tonight! You are so amazing! I look forward to seeing the pictures. I sent you an e-mail with Kaitlyn's picture attatched I would be honored for you to include her.
Love Carolyn <Carpat31@yahoo.com>
NY - Saturday, March 22, 2008 10:38 AM CDT

It is 12:39 am and TODAY is the day we will be going bald. I just want you and the entire CB world to know I am thankful you are in my life and part of this event. I know I drove you crazy but I am a slave driver when it comes to fundraising, especially for this cause. You are an amazing person and I cannot wait to be bald with you. We are going to be 2 hot babes! I know Kendall, my dad and all the other angels we have are getting ready to gather round and watch TODAY's big show. I am now official going to bed - yes really!!! Sending tons of love - Your Bald Friend
Crazy Cindy Merkler <LLL3boysnme@optonline.net>
- Friday, March 21, 2008 11:44 PM CDT

Hi Aimee, As always, your entries are so beautiful and with each new picture of Kendall my heart melts slightly at his beauty as well. What an absolutely soul-filled face. Truly, how you have managed to crawl your way around the calendar to almost full circle is beyond me. Actually, "crawl" is wrong. My image of you is strong, upright, but carrying an enormous load. As others have noted, you continue onwards while helping so many others along the way. Zachary too is trying the best he can. I am sorry he has known this pain so young. I will be thinking of you all tomorrow and cheering you on. Can't wait to see the pictures! God bless.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@a0l.com>
bx, ny - Friday, March 21, 2008 11:18 AM CDT

Dear Aimee - I hope you and your family have a blessed Easter. I know this will be hard times for all and sincerely hope you feel the spirit of Kendall with you. GOD BLESS......
Carol Gannon <carolgannon@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Friday, March 21, 2008 10:39 AM CDT

Kira came home from school with her first Easter egg this season. I immediately thought of Kendall and the picture you posted from the egg hunt last year (he was in the hospital bed holding up an egg, with a beautiful smile across his face). I can't believe it's been almost a year. I'll never shake the feeling of disbelief when I read that he passed. The picture etched in my memory was of a young boy that looked like he was on the road to recovery. I think of you often and am especially reminded of Kendall when I see Easter eggs and ninja turtles.

Wishing you more moments like your encounter with Helen.
Thy Tran, Lucas' mom
CA USA - Thursday, March 20, 2008 10:37 AM CDT

I was watching the video of our beautiful sons this morning, and my heart just went out to you. You will be in my prayers this Easter as always. Yet, in the midst of your pain, you are still reaching out to others and sharing positive words and deeds. God bless you for that. I am going to carry that prayer around in my heart all day!
Janet Butts <js_butts@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA USA - Thursday, March 20, 2008 8:58 AM CDT

Dear Aimee - I played the video of Kendall and Zachary collecting Easter Eggs - Kendall was trying hard to have good time - but you could see that he was just not doing well. Everytime you journal you always have something very special to share with us. You are an angel indeed......Give Zachary a big hug for me......God Bless
Carol Gannon <carolgannon@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Tuesday, March 18, 2008 2:47 PM CDT

Dearest Aimee,
You are an angel more than you know. God knows it, your family knows it, your friends and your sons know it. I can't wait to see you on Saturday and to 'feel' Kendall's presence in the room because no doubt he will be there cheering his Supermom on! Love and hugs-Debb and Lexi
www.caringbridge.org/visit/alexareneemoore

Debb Moore <luv2teach14@aol.com>
Stony Brook, NY US - Monday, March 17, 2008 10:18 PM CDT

I loved the Franciscan prayer Aimee. That prayer meant a lot to me today and I am thinking now who I might share it with. I got my wish today of seeing some footage of Kendall actually talking. I never could have guessed that Kendall would pass in just 3 days after this, he was really actively engaged in finding the Easter eggs. I also loved the "accidental" video which has Kendall's voice on it, so cute. He is lovely in both of them. Thankyou for sharing these sweet memories of Kendall.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Monday, March 17, 2008 5:32 AM CDT

Certainly thinking of you and praying for you all as this Easter season rolls in and as I reflect upon Easter a year ago. I am so sorry. Twins are so special and you should have yours with you here on earth in your arms!!
Love and prayers, Angela <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
Tiffin, OH - Sunday, March 16, 2008 12:09 AM CDT

You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Its been so long since Ive signed the guestbook. My computer got a virus so I havent had a internet access at home in months. Please know that you and zachary and all your friends and family are in my thoughts often. I always hold a special place in my heart for your sweet angel ^Kendall^ :)

<3 katie
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca - Monday, March 10, 2008 4:25 PM CDT

Hey good onya Fritz for pledging to shave off your beard after 50 yrs. My gosh that will be a big change for you.
Aimee, from your previous entry .. I was sad to hear your dear old friend, your cat, is not so well. I think you said she is nearly 16 years old now, I know that is very old for a cat. I hope she is feeling ok.

I remember very well the story of the "empty egg" and also the story of the Churchbells, that's how long I have been reading your journal about Kendall and writing to you.

Wishing you all continued success with the St Baldrick's event.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Saturday, March 8, 2008 9:17 AM CST

Dear Aimee - When I visited your site this afternoon and saw Kendall's picture my eyes took me to the date and I know that this is going to be an especially difficult Easter - since it will be one year since the passing of your sweet boy......I honestly think that your attitude and how you are pressing on with this wonderful fundraiser will help other Mom's who either will be going or have gone thru loosing a child.......Yes you still have bad days and that's ok - you should be very proud of yourself - I know all of us are proud of you. Give Zachary a big hug for me - I can only imagine how much he misses his brother.......
Carol Gannon <carolgannon@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Friday, March 7, 2008 2:50 PM CST

Jackie refuses to let me go bald! I think what you are doing and what you have continue to do for others even while Kendell was still fighting is just amazing. You are a remarkable woman and there is no doubt in my mind tht your son is smiling down very proud to have called you Mommy.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose

Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 2, 2008 8:47 PM CST

Hello there. I wanted to wish you luck in the St. Baldwick's event. I finally did the opportunity to donate in honor of Kendall. May you have fun and raise lots of money. I admire you for doing it. You are amazing. God bless and take care.

http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer
Connie Strayer <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Boiling Springs, PA - Thursday, February 28, 2008 1:39 PM CST

Aimee thankyou for the video of Zachary sledding, I have never seen sledding before, there is no snow in Sydney. It looks like wonderful fun. I loved hearing you in the background, you have the sweetest voice.

I checked in on St Baldricks and saw that 33% of target has been met already, that is wonderful and that you yourself have raised $1500 so far. Last time I checked it was only up to $800. You must have recently had some very generous contributors.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 4:54 AM CST

Hi, I came across your story from paul then max, we have a story too, NB is a monster. One of our 3 yr twins Joel was diag. Dec.06 and went to be with the Lord Jan.23, 07 I am so grateful for his twin Josiah that we still have and it is a great comfort. I could not read your whole story, it would not open, but from other NB stories, they are all heartbreaking. May the Lord give us grace and joyful hope as we look before us to be with our precious sons. Joel's story is www.weloveyoujoel.blogspot.com Thank you for sharing and we must through much tribulation enter the kingdom of God! Blessings to your family!
Cindy Morris <13blessings@sbcglobal.net>
Coyle, Ok USA - Friday, February 22, 2008 9:47 PM CST

Aimee and family, hope Zachary is recovering well from his flu and is back in action soon. Lots of our nb warriors are in greater strife currently, I so much pray for them. Good to hear the fundraising is making good progress.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 7:14 AM CST

thankyou to "anonymous" for donating in honor of Kendall. today i will be anonymous too. sincerely i thank certain kind hearted people who donate completely anonymously, for reasons known to themselves and I honor you. god bless.

anonymous
- Monday, February 18, 2008 9:01 AM CST

Aimee,

You've been on my mind alot lately. Maybe from being at CHOP as much as we have or being at the RMH...I am not sure. But you guys are in my thoughts often. We were at clinic the day after Pat's passing. It was such a sad day. But I, too, feel that it is comforting to know that she is in a wonderful place surrounded by children she worked so hard for and loved so much. Thank you for adding Brandon to your posts requesting prayers for him. It means so much. Take care.

www.caringbridge.org/nc/brandonk
Wendy Koontz <brandon_boogie@yahoo.com>
Cooleemee, NC - Sunday, February 17, 2008 7:47 PM CST

Dear Aimee,

Its been awhile since I've left you a note. I never have anything new to say. I continue to admire the strength and devotion you have always had - for Kendall, for Zachary and Neil, and for all of the families in the cancer world. Thank you. I am thinking about you as April nears, holding you tight to my heart.

With love and prayers,

Colleen
Colleen Kashino
- Sunday, February 17, 2008 5:20 PM CST

Can you even begin to imagine the welcome Pat received when she passed on. What a beautiful person. My throat stings when I try to picture it while my belly wants to laugh at all the beauty in the scene. Happy anniversary, Aimee, and to Neil too. It is wonderful that you have each other. Keep well.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Friday, February 15, 2008 1:02 PM CST

Dear Aimee,
What a wonderful description you gave of Pat. I am so sad too that she is gone. I hope you don't mind my copying the link to the video Stand for Hope: Pat Brophy" into Laura's site too.
Sincerely,
Mara
mother of angel Laura (1994-2006)
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles

Mara Stiles <ozman1@optonline.net>
Boonton Township, NJ - Thursday, February 14, 2008 7:47 PM CST

Dear Aimee - As I visited sites this morning - I learned from you of the death of your beloved nurse "Pat Brophy". I clicked onto the interview at CHOP and it was so touching to see you and Kendall and Zachary on this video and then to see and hear from Ms. Brophy herself brought tears to my eyes.....She was certainly put here on this earth for a very special mission - and now she is rejoicing up above with all of the little "Angels" she attended to while on this earth. Didn't know her - had no reason to meet her - but GOD BLESS PAT BROPHY!
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, February 14, 2008 2:49 PM CST

Aimee, I remember seeing the Pat Brophy video quite some time ago, I must have seen it on Christi Thomas's site.
I know how dedicated she was to helping children with cancer. Pat was much loved and will be sadly missed.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Thursday, February 14, 2008 0:51 AM CST

Hi Aimee, thanks so much for your post. I have never met Pat Brophy, what a wonderful video. I didn't know she had cancer. Nice to see your family too. I'm very sorry for your loss of I'm sure a dear friend. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
http://www.loneliesthour.org
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Thursday, February 14, 2008 0:03 AM CST

thank you so much for soliciting on Jackie's behalf. I still can't digest all of this....
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose

Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 11, 2008 7:52 AM CST

no you are not a vampire Spencer, because you say thankyou and you mean it. thanks always for updating Aimee - and for posting new photos.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Monday, February 11, 2008 6:56 AM CST

Aimee
Thank you so much for "being there" for Jackie and I. I was so hoping our journey was complete, instead we were given yet another path to walk....
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 9, 2008 6:44 PM CST

Hi Aimee - it has been some time since I have signed in - I love the new pictures of Kendall.....I hope Zachary is feeling much better - with these crazy temperatures out there - there is alot of nasty stuff going around. I just visited you link (Dance4Life) - wow! pretty powerful. As all of the faces were appearing - it is just so sad to notice some that are not with us anymore......I know that your fundraiser is going to be a huge success - just wish I lived close - would be right there with you.......Give Zach a big shout out for me........Oh and by the way - I helped out with a "Special Adoption Day" for our local animal pound and I to did not like to go and ask for donations - but I did - and every store I went to from Dunkin Donuts to Petco - not one turned me down....Now I am sure that for this cause you will get nothing but positive responses..........Good Luck and Go For It Big Time!
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 10:01 AM CST

Hi Aimee, that really is a gorgeous photo of Kendall at the top there. i won't write much today. i would donate right now but I tried to pay a bill online yesterday and my bank has locked me out for security purposes (i have to access it once a month to keep it active) I'll send them a fax to unlock me. You are sending an email however and that is good to know - it will be a good reminder.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 8:33 PM CST

Aimee, I am delighted that the guardian angel ornament has turned up and right in middle of Kendall's gravesite. I had been disturbed by the fact that the Angel had gone missing and I am really very happy to hear that it showed up. The moth story is quite fascinating.

My nb buddies the Hartung family and also Connor Gerber's family have both come down with illness (strep throat and bronchitis) and now Zach has fallen ill too! Melissa says she hopes it's the last of the winter illnesses. But the Gerbers are back home in South Africa - it's not like they get snow there.

Well just like I have wished all the others - get well soon Zachary.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Friday, February 1, 2008 5:24 PM CST

You are in my thoughts and prayers :) Thinkingh of your sweet ^Kendall^ :)

<3 Katie
Katie Boyd <Kboyd997@yahoo.com>
Menifee, Ca United States - Friday, February 1, 2008 4:46 PM CST

The new photos are great. All the boys look so cool together. I love the stories that you tell about your days and of the boys, they bring a smile to my face.
Thank you for sharing,
Kylie.
Kylie Lamont <kylielamont@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Victoria Australia - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 9:52 PM CST

Kendall is certainly with you. He is constantly giving you signs-how wonderful. I am amazed by all the stories I read. When I asked Alexa if she wanted me to shave my head in June, she, too, said "NO!" Even when I got my haircut yesterday, she told me to "just get a trim". Thanks so much for making those beautiful fliers of Kendall and Alexa. You're amazing! Hugs-Debb & Lexi
www.cariingbridge.org/visit/alexareneemoore

Debb Moore <luv2teach14@aol.com>
Stony Brook, NY US - Tuesday, January 29, 2008 6:46 PM CST

Hey there everyone. Just dropping a note from snowy Japan. Hows the weather there? It is freeeeeezing here.Sending warm hugs and Prayre sto you all and Angel Hugs and LOve to angel Kendall.Keep sending Mommy those little signs.
Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 28, 2008 6:29 PM CST

Aimee I am praying that your community really gets behind you and makes this event a big success. You will look beautiful with shaven head, you are beautiful inside and out. I will make a donation as well, it will be an honor to support you.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Saturday, January 26, 2008 9:49 PM CST

Hi Aimee, I can't pass a sale on hats without thinking of you. St. Baldricks in May or July would be a bit more comforting. Not that I don't think you can handle it, mind you...but...check out the sales anyway. Good luck with all your work for the event. Looking forward to hearing more. Get some rest too, though.
Tara S McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Saturday, January 26, 2008 7:16 AM CST

Aimee, that's great to see the work you are doing with St Baldrick's. I see you found another precious photo of Kendall whilst doing this work. It's a lovely photo.

I just loved the story of you feeling Kendall's gentle kicking at the back of your car seat. I feel you are very attuned to Kendall's spirit and have a strong psychic connection with him. Your bond of love with Kendall is very strong and it shows in many ways. It is beautiful to read, thankyou for sharing the story.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 2:28 AM CST

the flyer for St Balrick looks great! I was thinking htat maybe you can have your school district distribute it through backpack express (all kids in the district get one)? I know my school district if I pay $20 I can get flyers sent home with all children in K-6. It needs Superintendant approval, of course. anyway, I thought it would be the best way to get the attention of a lot of people.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
Cyndi and Jumpin Jax <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 22, 2008 7:07 AM CST

im so sorry to hear about Andrew. I would like to extend my condolences to his family. Does he have a website?
Carly
- Saturday, January 19, 2008 3:33 PM CST

Hi Aimee,

I am sorry to hear about Kendall's buddy Drew. So sad to lose another young life. I'm sure the winter grey and cold don't help, but I pray the warmth of your friends, family, and faith give you some joy each day - as well as happy memories of Kendall. I copied down in my journal the piece about wishing people just enough sun, rain, happiness, pain, etc. It's lovely, just like YOU.

Love,
Kim
Kim Malarkey <kimmalarkey@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 18, 2008 4:15 PM CST

Aimee I wish I was closer so I could give you a big HUG...In my mind you are a very stronge person....
Cris Peebles <cpeebles@columbus.rr.com>
Pataskala, Oh USA - Friday, January 18, 2008 1:58 PM CST

Aimee I had no idea that Cindy Merkler was not an nb Mom. I see that Cindy is a prayer warrior and someone who has also given her committment to help with fundraising. I am not at all surprised that you inspire people.

I often find an update from you when I am really in need some encouragement. Even when you are feeling very tired you still manage a journal entry. I do appreciate you Aimee. I often get renewed faith and strength from reading your journals. You do keep positive and are loving and caring and committed to helping others - it helps me to know this.

That is awesome news that Neil has given up smoking. Aimee you have never mentioned this before. 6 months is a long time Neil. That is absolutely brilliant, your family must be very proud of you. I can really imagine Kendall smiling at your success with this, I honestly believe this.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, nsw Australia - Friday, January 18, 2008 5:14 AM CST

Aimee I am sure you have posted a photo of Drew before because when you wrote of his passing I immediately had a mental image of a gorgeous child with beautiful big blue eyes. I see now also that Drew was not an nb child and that his passing was most unexpected. I am very saddened by the loss of this lovely child. I very much pray for Drew's family. Drew will have a good friend in Heaven, his dear friend Kendall.

Lisa Bonnet
Sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, January 16, 2008 11:28 AM CST

Aimee,
We think of you often and I love to visit your site. Though it often makes me cry, I feel like I come away with some wisdom each time. I'm so sorry to read about little Drew.There are really no helpful words I know. I'm glad you posted the essay. I haven't lived through all of it but I have surely huddled in the hospital hallways after hearing the ugly prognosis. Wishing you much stregnth for 2008. Keep that future bald head of yours warm.
Love,
Margot
Teamsam
Margot Hutchison <nbcure@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, January 14, 2008 2:06 PM CST

We're going to be BALD!!! Can I shout it from the roof tops? So I read the essay and cried but you know it was a happy/sad (as Alexa would say) cry. It is sad to know that you and so many other families are feeling this pain that will never heal but happy to know that we can make a difference in the future of others. I know my dad has already checked in with Kendall and they are probably having a good laugh that the 2 of us are going bald. I also know that they are so proud of us. The world has no idea the wave of motion they put in place when Josh told me about you. We are taking this by the horns and bringing it down together and with others. Bald and beautiful (not as beautiful as the kids but they are always cuter!) Sending love, Cindy
Cindy Merkler <LLL3boysnme@optonline.net>
- Friday, January 11, 2008 11:47 AM CST

Thank you for your decision to post the essay. I connect personally with so many of the feelings expressed in it and I also cringe at the feelings I may very well have to face someday in this ugly NB world. I pray that you and your family are able to feel some relief and joy amidst all of the hardship you've had to go through. It is my intention to visit as many NB sites as I possibly can over time and offer my thoughts and prayers, as I am a member of this world as well. With the love from one NB family to another, Belen Carrasco, mother to Ylaria Carrasco-Cazares; www.caringbridge.org/visit/ylaria
Belen Carrasco <chicana_reader@yahoo.com>
Bakersfield, CA USA - Thursday, January 10, 2008 11:29 PM CST

Dear Aimee, I am so sorry for the loss of your friend Drew. You must want to curl up in a ball somewhere and not lift your face to all the pain that you so personally know while you attempt to support his mom. The rest of us can only imagine her pain. You are living it and it must make you physically ill to know the world she has entered. I am so sorry.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Thursday, January 10, 2008 8:36 AM CST

Aimee it's a very personal decision to shave your head and you have committed to this so I will not attempt to influence you otherwise. It is also a very personal decision for me to write on the guestbooks of our nb warriors.

It is something that I did a great deal of praying and soul searching about before deciding to commit myself to doing so. Having said that I only visit and write on very few sites. I am a limited pain tolerance too, and I pray for our nb warriors universally - I don't wish to torture myself by reading every site that is mentioned too me, I know how great the suffering is, even though I have not experienced it first hand. I like to think that it helps me as I have a more independent perpective. But I believe that this does not give less compassion.

On the contrary I wish to always be able to give my help for the cause of defeating nb and also at times, to be a shoulder to cry on. I do not have to suffer these trials first hand. But I do suffer too. I committed to endure it willingly because I am a Christian. I was raised to understand suffering and to endure it bravely. I do pray every day for God to continue to give me and my nb warriors the strength to fight their battle.

There are many Angel prayer warriors who write on guestbooks and their concept is much like mine.

I am also rewarded richly by the caring and loving environment of the CB sites and by the friends which I have made. I have no regrets for giving my commitment to help.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Thursday, January 10, 2008 2:33 AM CST

I'm so sorry Aimee, you have lost another child who was close to you, I know how much you care.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, January 9, 2008 5:31 AM CST

Many decades ago when I was still a child myself, I remember reading in a magazine a story of a man with many children. Whenever anyone asked him how many children he had, he always answered "13".

One day a someone did a count of all the children and could only count 12 children. So they asked the man why does he say 13? The man answered that one child had been lost, the child passed away due to illness. However the father always feels he has 13 children, so he always says 13.

I loved this story when I heard it, and never forgot it, in all these years. I was thinking of this today and thought I would share this story with you.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, January 8, 2008 6:05 AM CST

Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of all of you!
Erin <lilfishie98@aol.com>
babylon, ny usa - Saturday, January 5, 2008 6:33 PM CST

You are all in my thoughts and prayers as 2008 begins. Thank you so much for sharing that beautiful story. It certainly helps to put life in perspective.

Love,
Olivia
Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Thursday, January 3, 2008 2:12 PM CST

I cannot imagine how painful the holidays were for you and Neil - you were in my thoughts and prayers.

You might see us at the St Baldrick's event - not to shave though because Jackie will not let me do it :)

You and Neil have always ensured that your sons have what they need medically, socially and emotionally and it is because of your ability to remember the importance of laughter that Kendell was able to go in peace and Zach will grow to be an amazing man.

May God bless you and hold you close as you start this new year with out your precious boy.

Cyndi <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 2, 2008 7:05 AM CST

Aimee I am very touched by your recent guest messages. In your new entry, the message that touches me most is : "Please keep my children with cancer in your prayers". I surely do Aimee and I continue to believe in God's love for us all.

I am thankful that you will continue to do fundraising for NB. Everyone who cares needs to help. You will always have my love and support.

Lisa Bonnet <lisalilybet@bigpond.com>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, January 1, 2008 1:51 AM CST

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