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- Saturday, April 19, 2003 4:05 PM CDT

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your family is inmy thoughts and prayers. i continue to wish your family the best of luck
katie
- Tuesday, April 15, 2003 2:08 PM CDT

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I just wanted to drop a little note to say that your family is in my prayers daily. I am Gage Edwards mommies cousin, and that is how I found your sight. I am one of the many team captains for the "Relay for life" here in Sallisaw OK. I will be lighting a candle in memory of your beautiful little boy. I have two little girls, Hadleigh age 1 and Teonna age 5. Teonna loves looking at all the different caringbridge sites, and I remember when we seen Chayton's site and his picture for the first time. Teonna said "AHH, look at that pretty little baby. How sweet." Together teonna and I pray for all the little ones battleing this monster of a disease, and the ones who have gone to a better place. I know you don't know me, but if you ever have a prayer request or need anything at all, I'de love to be there! And God bless those other beautiful, beautiful, babies you have. Sorry if this sounds corny, I'm much better at talking out my thoughts, then writing them down. I guess the bottom line is, and what I'm trying is that your in my prayers, and if ya ever need to vent or anything, you have my e-mail. I'm so sorry this sounds so cheesy, but i've just got to many thoughts to write down, and am pretty much just babbeling! Sorry!
Chrissy Peterson <htpeterson@sbcglobal.net>
Sallisaw, OK USA!!! - Monday, April 14, 2003 11:22 PM CDT

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Thanks Grandma V. for the update. It was so wonderfull to hear some news on the family that has been in my thoughts for so long. I am glad about the lump and I will remember to raise Sabre up in prayer. I can't even imagine what a scare that must have been like for Mom and Dad. Good Luck and there is nothing wrong with a spoiled baby :) (unless of course you are the one baby sitting...
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Friday, April 11, 2003 12:12 AM CDT

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Thank you so much for the update. It's nice to hear that things are at least somewhat normal for them. So glad to hear that Sabre's problem was not a problem afterall. She sounds like such a blessing - tell Dawn and the rest to keep spoiling her!
A friend
Houston, TX - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 3:44 PM CDT

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Thank you so much for the update. It's nice to hear that things are at least somewhat normal for them. So glad to hear that Sabre's problem was not a problem afterall. She sounds like such a blessing - tell Dawn and the rest to keep spoiling her!
a fried
Houston, TX - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 3:40 PM CDT

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Life can be so cruel sometimes and I'm sure finding that lump was about as far away from fun as anyone can get. I am very thankful that everything is ok. I'm sorry it's been a little while since I've signed in, but I never stop thinking of and praying for you. Blessings and I will check in on you here again soon.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 12:47 AM CDT

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Glad to hear everything will be ok for Sabre. I'm sure that was a big scare for them. Please let them know I am still thinking of them. I am so happy that it seems Gatlin and Ashley are having fun with friends and life has gotten back to as normal as it can be without Chayton there. God Bless you all. Always praying for this family............


Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH U*S*A* - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 7:57 AM CDT

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So happy to see an update! Glad everything is okay with Sabre! Take good care of yourselves.

Blessings,
Jen Olson
jolson@neoucom.edu <jolson@neoucom.edu>
Rootstown, Ohio - Monday, April 7, 2003 7:55 PM CDT

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It's nice to see an update!:) Glad everything is going great and it was only something mild on Sabre's head! THANK GOD!:) Well Take care and May God Bless you ALL!

Love Forever and Always, Tricia Uecker <tuecke@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, April 7, 2003 6:00 PM CDT

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Just checking for a post and letting you know I was thinking of you guys. I hope everything is going well with the newest edition of the Anderson Family. And with everyone else also. I have just been wondering about you guys alot.

Love and Prayers,
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Friday, April 4, 2003 2:40 PM CST

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I am very sorry about your son Chayton. I hope you and your family get through this devestating event. I know this is hard for you so I will remeber you in my prayers.

Jason Smith
- Wednesday, April 2, 2003 1:19 PM CST

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Hello All,
I keep you close to my heart and wonder how you are. I hope each day is blessed by your 3 little miracles here on Earth, of your little Hero in Heaven!!
Tracy
- Wednesday, April 2, 2003 12:31 AM CST

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Does anyone have any news on the Anderson family? I know they are trying to go on with their lives and I certainly don't want to intrude on that, but I wanted to check on them. I've come to really love this family I've never met through this beautiful memorial to their "angel baby."
A friend
Houston, TX - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 1:07 PM CST

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Just signing in to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope things are going well with the baby. I know that you still have difficult times. Blessings to you and know that you are loved!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 9:44 AM CST

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THINKING OF YOU AS ALWAYS........
Jeanne
- Monday, March 31, 2003 9:14 AM CST

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I just wanted to leave a note to let you know you are thought about daily. Sabre is just as beautiful as your other children and I know you are all enjoying her! I know these past few weeks must have been really hard and you are in so many people's hearts and prayers.
A Friend
Houston, TX - Friday, March 21, 2003 2:30 PM CST

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Wanted to stop by again and see if you'd updated. I know you must be incredibly busy these days. Please know that I think of and pray for you often. Take care and I will be back to check on you soon. Blessings!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, March 21, 2003 9:05 AM CST

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Just stopping in to let you know you are being very much thought about and prayed for. Blessings to you!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, March 14, 2003 3:59 PM CST

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Listening to the KYSM St. Judes Radiothon and heard Chayton's story. My heart cried. My thoughts are with you and your family. I'm making a donation in Chayton's memory. Hope to get some of those candles.
A Friend
Mankato, MN - Friday, March 14, 2003 12:23 AM CST

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Lots of love and prayer coming your way........
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 3:54 PM CST

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thinking of you all & wishing you peace and solace.
~e.
Alameda, CA - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 1:53 PM CST

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Dawn, I hope all is going well with Sabre. I hope your sleeping better now. I bet the kids enjoy her. She is so adorable. I still think of you all often. I am so sorry for the pain you are going thru. Grandpa & Grandma 's entry just made me cry. I wish there was something I could do. I hope you are able to attend a support group and feel better about living day to day. I have a package that I have been trying to get out to you and have failed. Take Care and know we keep praying for your family. Chayton is doing fine in heaven I'm sure!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 2:53 PM CST

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Chayton's baby sister is so beautiful. And I'm sure he's keeping an eye on her! God Bless,
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Sunday, March 9, 2003 2:39 AM CST

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I am really sad that you do not update anymore. I often wonder how you all are and what Sabre is like. Wishing you all peace and happiness always.
Jennifer <jolson@neoucom.edu>
OH - Saturday, March 8, 2003 10:21 AM CST

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I'm just signing in to remind you that you're never far from my thoughts and prayers. Blessings to you. I'll check back soon!
Khalita <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, March 7, 2003 3:59 PM CST

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Chayton~ Are you showing Steph around heaven? I know she's watching you cause she was great with Children!!! Tell her I love her and I miss her lots. I also miss you tons!!!! Both of you remain in my heart always! LOVE YOU!
Love Forever and Always Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 3:50 PM CST

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Hi Dawn and family,
I dont know how often you come to Chay's site anymore, maybe it's just too much. i just wanted to say hi and let you know that I still think of you. Chayton's sweet face shines down on us each day and his pictures remains on our frig. Never forgotten!!
I wonder whether time makes the pain a little less or a little more. I hope the happy days outweigh the sad and the smiles outweigh the tears.
There are so many that still care, Chayton had his purpose and he served it well. A whole year later and still he is touching peoples hearts. I would say he has way outdone himself!!
He had a big life for such a little man. I am proud to know his family and his story!!
All my Love....
tracy
- Tuesday, March 4, 2003 9:26 PM CST

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Hi there, my little Chayman. Wanted to let you know that Grandpa & Grandma did not forget your anniversary and couple of weeks ago. It was just too painful to go on to say anything. Of course, you already knew that, didn't you? We were having such a sad day that day & before we realized what was going on we remembered what we most, did not want to remember. Grandpa & I had talked about your anniversary for days prior, but when the day came we were so sad & down, but didn't realize why at first. We thought with time, it's been a year already that we would have gotten better about missing you. It seems to be too fresh in our hearts yet. We are trying baby, but nothing seems to help some days. Maybe we just think too much sometimes. I don't think we have done much in this past year that something, somewhere, doesn't remind us of you. When things or times do, they always start out as special happy times, but before we know it, they turn into a sad note. We miss you bunches and I don't know if that will ever change, but you will be loved forever. You certainly loved all of us three-fold, didn't you? I hope and pray you are happy & having a good time up there. When the suns shines, I like to think of it as a day you are smiling down on all of us here. Pretty soon grandpa & I will be out walking on the trail looking for your sign of presence you usually send to us that you are walking right along beside us. Be happy Chayman, Love you forever. Grandpa & Grandma Vander Kolk (Our special little buddy).
Glen and Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA USA - Sunday, March 2, 2003 6:12 PM CST

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I haven't forgotten about our precious little Chayton nor will I ever forget. He was and is a wonderful little boy with more courage than anyone I have ever met. I am sorry I didn't get here to sign in on the 13th, I meant to, but I just I didn't. I guess I didn't have the words to the thoughts I had. We miss him, and wish we could bring him back for you. You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
We love you. Please send our love to everyone and give the kids hugs and kisses for us.

Love always,
Carla and family
Carla
- Thursday, February 27, 2003 7:48 AM CST

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A beautiful spirit left us to be with Jesus, but he will forever remain in our hearts. Chayton, a precious name. His little life touched the lives of many, family, friends, and even some he never knew. Thank you, Chayton. May your blessings in heaven be without end. Joy is yours forever.
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 0:40 AM CST

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I'm so sorry I missed leaving an entry last week, it just got away from me. I'm so glad lots of folks left you encouraging notes though. I will try to get by more often. Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 7:51 PM CST

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Thinking of you all.

DeAnna and family <www.caringbridge.org/ga/chasesmiracle/>
Ga USA - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 6:23 AM CST

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I hope all is going well with you guys. Even though I never met Chayton, he had a big impact on my life and the lives of those important to me. I have looked at my children in a different light since the day I read about Chay. I didn't have time to sit online and read the journal so I printed it out so I could read every entry wrote on this precious life.

Please know that I think of you guys often and thanks so much for the post.
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 3:50 PM CST

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Well you can defintely tell Chayton meant alot to a whole lot of people. I remembered late last night what happened one year ago. I could not seem to shake the sadness. But I do know he is in a better place, painfree and that is all we can wish for. I know this week must have been very hard. I hope your life is filled with much happiness and you can talk and laugh hard about the memories Chayton left. Take Care and know that I am always thinking of you.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Friday, February 14, 2003 5:38 PM CST

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Still thinking of you all daily! My heart was with you yesterday!
Nancy Coleman <Ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 3:07 PM CST

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This is my first visit to Chayton's site. I know yesterday was a real tough day for all of you. I will be keeping your family in my prayers.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Friday, February 14, 2003 1:22 PM CST

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"Always Missed"
"Forever Loved"
"Never Forgotten"

These words say it all....


The Dobrowski's, David, Judy, Katie, Dana and ^Angel^ Emily Ann
<davidd@comporium.net-------www.caringbridge.org/page/emiann>
Rockhill, South Carolina
Rainbow of Hope, 5200 Family and Cancer Sucks Club members - Friday, February 14, 2003 6:37 AM CST

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This is the first time I have ben here. I know this has been a hard day for you, among many hard days...... your in my prayers
Sharon <mopgal@hotmail.com>
Dardanelle, ar - Thursday, February 13, 2003 9:14 PM CST

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What a beautiful poem you wrote in memory of your angel. My thoughts and prayers are with your family today and always.

“IF I COULD TAKE A MINUTE”

If I could take a minute out of each
and every day,
To hold my child close to my heart
and kiss his fears away.
If I could take a minute out of each
and every week,
To play with blocks and peek-a-boo,
tag or hide and seek.

If I could take a minute of any span of time,
I’d never waste a second of the
pleasures that were mine.
If he could crawl upon my knee and
lay his sleepy head,
upon my shoulder tenderly and dream
of gingerbread.

I’d spend my time in total bliss
and watch my small son grow,
from babyhood to childhood, knowing
all there is to know.
If I could stop my aching heart and
put my mind asleep,
If I could stop the flow of tears that
are always on my cheek.

I only need a minute, Lord, I know he’s
safe with you,
But there’s something real important
that I had no time to do.
If you could do it for me, Lord, here’s
a message he should know,
tell him that I Love Him, then I’ll let
him go.

I wrote this in memory of my son's whom I lost to stillbirth, thought I would share it with you.
Debbie <mom2angelss@aol.com>
Byron, GA USA - Thursday, February 13, 2003 7:45 PM CST

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Thanks for updataing us!.
From a Loving Friend
Winthrop, Mn usa - Thursday, February 13, 2003 4:09 PM CST

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Dawn and Family you are in my thoughts and prayers today!!
Kiley <k_kruggel06@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, February 13, 2003 1:22 PM CST

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I thought of Chayton and your family the moment I woke up this morning. You must be so proud that he has made such an impact on so many people that never had the gift of meeting him in person. I pray that you will feel God's arms around you and Chay's presence always.
A friend in TX
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 10:50 AM CST

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My thoughts are with you today, as they are every day. Chayton has been a little angel since the day he was born...and he's been a true angel for one year...today. We will never forget him! I'm glad you are able to spend today together as a family. Blessings to you all!
Liz
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 9:55 AM CST

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Anderson's~
I"ll be thinking about you this week.. I hope all goes well!! Just remember the good times you had.. I'm also dealing with a loss and i know what your feeling.. Keep Strong!!

Love forever and Always <tuecke@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, February 13, 2003 9:50 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, Nicole, Gatlin, Ashley and Sabre:

You're all in my prayers today. I remember this day last year vividly, and all you went through. I just want to say again that I'm so sorry for your loss, but we will all remember Chayton. That's a promise.
Tonia
MN - Thursday, February 13, 2003 9:31 AM CST

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Hello,
This day brings so many memories, they make our hearts heavy. I am with you always. I will think of you on this day and remember Chayton.

tracy
- Thursday, February 13, 2003 7:30 AM CST

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We think of you so often and pray God will be with each of you to carry you through this week so jam packed full of memories that is impossible for anyone else to understand. Chayton physically left you behind to wait until you meet again but he is helping prepare a special place for you and also watching over you, sharing with you an intimate bond that will never be broken. God also be with the grandpa's and grandma's, aunts and uncles and all the many friends as they too relive each wonderful memory in their own hearts.
Marge and Orin <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Thursday, February 13, 2003 7:16 AM CST

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Andersons,
Just wanted to be among those of many to let you know you are being thought of this week. One who wrote earlier was right in saying it seems to be the days leading up to that seem to be the worst, but still I know tomorrow will not be easy for you. You will be in our thoughts.
Lynnette <lynnetteb@unverferth.com>
Tripoli, IA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 9:35 PM CST

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Your are in our thoughts and prayers. May precious memories temper your pain and may hope touch your sorrow.
Yolanda Rogers, Mommy to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 8:21 PM CST

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Chayton,
Angel Baby, your family would sure love to hear your laughter and feel your angel kisses in their dreams, so brave little boy, i hope you can visit those whose hearts and arms are aching, not to have you with them.

You are certainly not forgotten and still a HERO to so many. You are still a special influence to many people, even as a angel! We love to hear about your visits to your family. Little Man, we sure miss you lots, but are so proud of you for earning your wings.
~e.
CA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 2:54 PM CST

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Thinking of you! Chay and Jared are looking down on us as we go through this time. If you need to talk I am here. I cannnot beleive that it has been a year for us.

How is Sabre? My sister had a new baby girl as well, two weeks ago. Her name is Hayley. We have so much in common Dawn.

I am dreading Friday as you are probably dreading tomorrow. I do not know what it will bring for me personally. To add insult to injury, I lost my granfather "Poppa" last Saturday. We buried him yesterday. This week was filled with sorrow before it ever began! We will make it!

Love you guys,
Christy
Christy Masoner Spence <christyspence@attbi.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 2:01 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you all this week.
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 1:14 PM CST

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Hey guys. Just stopping by to let you know you're being thought of and prayed for. Blessings to you!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tueday, February 11, 2003 5:23 PM CST

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Hello Anderson's!
I'll be thinking about you this week! I hope all goes well!:)
Love forever and always
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 4:09 PM CST

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Thinking of you guys.

DeAnna <www.caringbridge.org/ga/chasesmiracle/>
Ga USA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 11:05 AM CST

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HI Andersons...
I know you dont get on here much but something made me think maybe you would be on this week. I have thought alot about you lately as February 13th approaches. The day an Angel baby got his wings. A day for celebration and a day of pain for those left behind.
It looks as though there are alot of people who havent forgotten. Take peace in knowing that your precious Chayton is still alive in so many hearts. That was what you always wanted, for him to be remembered.
Lots of Love....

Tracy Rice
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 8:28 AM CST

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Thinking of you... and Chay... and how hard these days must be for you. I just know that Chay is looking out for each one of you and will be with you in his own special, magical way. I can only hold you in my heart and in my thoughts, and do so with great tenderness and love.
Wishing you peace,
~emily.
Emily Ruoss <ruoster@hotmail.com>
Alameda, CA - Monday, February 10, 2003 4:55 PM CST

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I have been checking in on the Anderson family for quite some time. I pray for all of you and will be remembering your precious Chayton on the 13th, although I never knew him. I found your site after his passing, but have grown to love him through your memories that you are so generous to share. I pray that you will feel God's presence with you always.
A friend
tx - Monday, February 10, 2003 11:58 AM CST

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Hello Dawn,Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley, Sabre and Angel Chayton:)
I have been through your wonderful site before and read much of your journal. The day that Chayton took his wings was one of the most heart wrenching things I have ever read in my life, my heart broke for you. I wish Chay did not have to go, but I am happy he is not suffering. Your children are ALL so beautiful, you are doing a great job and it's obvious how very much they are loved. What an incredible gift from Chayton, to be there when Sabre came into the world, that was so very precious. Sabre is a beautiful baby, just like her special big brothers and sister. You are blessed. I am so sorry you don't have you Chayman. I hope these days leading to the anniversary will not cause you so much pain, celebrate Chay's life, and the life you now all have, you are together! I KNOW Chayton is happy for you and would want you to be happy, celebrate every day!
Hugs,
Tracey and family xoxoxoxoxo <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Ab Canada - Saturday, February 8, 2003 9:11 PM CST

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This is the first time I've been to your son's site. I was led here through Heavenly Lights newsletter. My daughter, Jordyn is the insiration behind Heavenly Lights. Jordyn had AML leukemia and died at 2 yrs 1 month 8 days old.
I know that Chayton's 1 yr anniversary is fast approaching and I pray that the days leading up and the day of are gentle for you.
It's been nearly 3 yrs and it seems that it's the days leading up to,that are so extrememly rough.

Sending prayers
Christy Fitzpatrick..Angel Jordyn's Mommy: http://www.geocities.com/ourangeljordyn/Welcome <Ourangeljordyn@aol.com>
Ft.Riley, KS USA - Saturday, February 8, 2003 0:54 AM CST

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I just wanted to let you know that I still check on you guys. I hope all is going well. Best wishes.....
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Thursday, February 6, 2003 3:55 PM CST

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HI Anderson Clan,
It has been so long, I often wonder how you are. I think of you and check Chay's page but you must too caught up with the kids right now.
I keep thinking back to a year ago, can you believe it has been that long? I am thankful Chayton is at peace and no longer in pain. Of course, we all wish he could have just had that peace here with his loving famiy. I guess he had a greater purpose. It's hard to believe he had a bigger job than the one he did here. He touched so many while he was here, what an Angel!
I hope you are enjoying the new baby, are the kids having fun being big brother and sister?
I will keep you in my heart as next week approaches, I know it will be hard.
Love Always
chayton...never forgotten!!!!
Tracy Rice
- Thursday, February 6, 2003 10:08 AM CST

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Hi guys it's been awhile but your little one is so v ery cute give her hugs and kisses from all of us we miss you and hope everything is going good. Write again later stacy kayla bethany &ben
Stacy Hagman <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
winsted, mn - Wednesday, February 5, 2003 12:36 AM CST

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Dearest Andersons,
Hey, how's it going? I keep thinking I'm going to get over there and it never happens. Fred and I are sitting here at the New Ulm Library checking out the internet. This is the last day the kids have Driving School. Though with all of this ice outside I'm not sure I want them driving. Scarey Stuff!!!
I've beent thinking about Chayton and what we all were thinking and feeling a year ago around this time. How much I wish he were here with us all; he was such a great kid. Time has healed some of the pain but the pain of missing him is still with everyone who cared.
Chayton's been a busy angel I'm sure watching over Sabre from the moment he passed into the Heaven's and still watching over her and the rest of your family today and always. Take care. Hope to see you soon. I need to bring over the money for the t-shirt. I haven't worn it yet. Hopefully it will warm up soon and we can wear them more.
Take Care and God Bless!!!
Ann Jutz <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, MN USA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 8:29 PM CST

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I wanted you all to know that I am thinking of you.....

DeAnna <www.caringbridge.org/ga/chasesmiracle/>
Ga USA!!! - Monday, February 3, 2003 6:18 PM CST

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Just wanted to let you know that I am still thinking of you. I know the upcoming weeks will be tough but Chayton is right by your side. Take Care and I hope all is well with your family.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Monday, February 3, 2003 6:11 PM CST

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Hey Anderson's~
i hope things are going well over there... This past friday I lost a good friend in a car accident. She was 17 years old. I'm haveing a relly tough time dealing with something like this.. All i can think about is her up in Heaven with Chayton.. they might not know each other but I'm sure Chay will show her around. This is so tough. i'm not quite sure how to deal with it at the moment. Well I hope your fmaily is doing well.. Have a great day.

Love forever and Always, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, February 2, 2003 2:34 PM CST

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where the heck are the andersons? hope all is going well.
Bess Anne
Akron, OH - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 07:34 AM (CST)

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HI Dawn...
dont know how much you get on here anymore with Sabre wanting all of your attention. I'm sure your "me time" is few and far between. I havent signed for a long time, but know I still think of you everyday and check Chay's page frequently.
I hope you are all doing well. I cant believe it is coming up on a year since Chayton went to be an Angel, I see his sweet little face in those pics you gave us. I look at them everyday, can you believe you have come this far?
It seems like only yesterday to me.
You are in our thoughts with lots of love.
Hugs to all....
Tracy Rice
ia - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 01:21 PM (CST)

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Hey there Anderson's!
How is life adjusting with Sabre in the family now? I bet Ashley and Gatlin just adore her, and Chayton from above. I can't get over how much she looks like him.
Hope everyone is settling into the new year.
Chayton, keep a watch on your family honey, they still need you desperately.
Love to all!
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 04:09 PM (CST)

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Hey Anderson's!
Just thought I would sign in and Say hi! I think about you guys every single day!!! Hope the little blessing is bring you lots of Joy and Happiness!! Can't wait to meet her! May God Bless you!:)
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
winthrop, mn USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 06:13 PM (CST)

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I haven't signed in for a while but that doesn't mean you aren't in my thoughts and prayers. I'll keep praying for you as you enter this new chapter in your life. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 08:34 PM (CST)

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God Bless You and Your New Addition!! Can't wait for more updates on how she is doing. My thoughts and prayers are with you always. Take care and know that Chayton is watching over you all.
A Friend in Mankato
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 04:22 PM (CST)

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We wish for you...
Comfort on difficult days,
Rainbows to follow the clouds,
Laughter to kiss your lips,
Sunsets to warm your heart
Gentle hugs when spirits sag,
Friendships to brighten your being,
Beauty for your eyes to see,
Confidence for when you doubt,
Faith so that you can believe,
Courage to know yourself,
Patience to accept the truth,
And love to complete your life.
God Bless you!
I asked the Lord to bless you
To guide you and protect you
As you go along your way....
His love is always with you
His promises are true
No matter what the tribulation
You know He will see us through
So when the road you're traveling on
Seems difficult at best
Give your problems to the Lord
And God will do the rest.
The Dobrowski's <www.caringbridge.org/page/EmiAnn>
- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 09:30 AM (CST)

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Hey Guys!!!!
You won't believe where I am? It's Tuesday night and I'm sitting here in a library in New Ulm. Stacy and Josh are taking driving lessons for the next 5 weeks in New Ulm and its only been the 2nd day and I'm already bored so I thought I'd come to the library and chat with you guys. My nephew left for the air force on Monday so things have been kinda a downer lately. We will miss his great smile around the farm until he gets back. We all worry about him...it's such a bad time to think about joining the military.

I'm glad you were all able to get away for Christmas. I didn't realize about Chayton's presence during the delivery of Sabre, until I read your entry. What a special blessing. Chayton is so wonderful. He knows when he's needed.
Ann Jutz
Gibbon, MN USA - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 07:45 PM (CST)

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To the Anderson's, I hope you had a good New Year's and I wish you the best in 2003. May it bring you much happiness and good health. God Bless You all. I continue to pray for peace in Chayton's passing. But always remember he is forever with you. Take Care!
Jeanne Brown
- Monday, January 06, 2003 at 07:32 AM (CST)

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Dear Andersons,

It's been a while since I visited you here, I am so thrilled for you and your lovely new baby girl! I think of you and Chayton frequently and hope that you have a Happy New Year.

Wishing you all the best: joy, love, peace, freedom, courage, and hope not to mention the timeless health, wealth, & happiness are amoung my fondest wishes for your family and all those that have formed this loving community around you!

With lots of love, and big HUGS.
~emily. <ruoster@hotmail.com>
Alameda, CA - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 01:15 PM (CST)

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Anderson Family,

What a beautiful blessing you all have. I am so excited for your family. Thank you for continuing to update. I am so happy to be able to know what is going on in your lives. I hope you guys have a Happy New Year...
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, FL USA - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 01:33 PM (CST)

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So excited to see an update and glad to hear all is going well. Of course Chayton wouldn't miss the blessed event for anything. What a special boy he continues to be. My heart still aches for your family. I can only imagine all you are going thru. Congratulations on Sabre! She is simply precious. Chayton will continue to watch over all of you. Bless you all - I hope you had a Merry Christmas and have a Happy New Year! Easier said than done - but with new little Sabre maybe it will keep your mind busy!

Chayton, A very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you. Let your family know that you are always around them and I will never forget you!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 04:52 PM (CST)

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Hi Dawn,
Glad to hear Chayton was able to be at the birth of his little miracle. What a wonderful event.
I still think of and pray for the "Anderson" clan all the time. Thank you for sharing Sabre's beginning with us.
Merry Christmas to all of you.
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, December 26, 2002 at 09:30 AM (CST)

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Merry Christmas to all the Andersons,
The last couple of weeks I've taken down all of the journal entries that I printed off from your website. I read through many of them all over again and looked at all the pictures I had and as I did, it brought back so many memories and feelings all over again. I wonder what Chayton must be watching and seeing from Heaven above. A beautiful new little sister, Gatlin and Ashley playing together, the beautiful decorations and the people on earth remembering Chayton. We all will remember Chayton as the angel he was and still is. I'm so glad to have known that little angel. I am so profoundly grateful for the opportunity to have met this little hero. He will always be with me. Christmas for you is probably bitter sweet this year: with Chayton's memories and Sabre's beginnings. But I know that your whole family is strong and that you will power over it all and still remain Chayton's Hero's. The t-shirt is absolutely beautiful. I will wear it proudly in honor of Chayton and for all that you did as parents for this little angel in Heaven. I think I need another Chayton fix (watching the video). I miss him so much.
Ann Jutz
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 07:57 PM (CST)

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Merry Christmas Chayton! hope you got lots of presents un in heaven, i know that mom and dad received your present the day before thanksgiving and she is so precious, she looks like you did when you were born but not as much hair but she has plenty. so glad to hear that you helped mommy and daddy go through the deliver of baby sister Sabre come into the beautiful world. Hope you were good so Santa could come and visit you last night while you were sleeping, but I am sure you were. Did you go and visit the rest of the family last night while they were in Iowa? They would all really appreciate that if you did. Well Chayton have to run just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year hope to hear from you soon. LOVE AND MISS YOU lots.
sally and jim <sallyf@lakes.com>
gibbon, - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 05:25 PM (CST)

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From our family to yours....a Very Merry Christmas and a Happy and Blessed New Year!!! Thinking of you all often. You are forever in our thoughts and prayers.
Linda Jorgenson <www.caringbridge.org/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 07:31 PM (CST)

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Merry Christmas & a heathly New Year of 2003!! Hopefully you have a great year in 2003.
Carrie <Smiling2002@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 05:20 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn Darryl Gaitlin Ashley CHAYTON and Sabre
you guys are all in my thoughts and prayers wishing that you guys will have a great christmas and a good year to come Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
someone who is thinking about you!!hehe!!
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 03:41 PM (CST)

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Good Bless the Anderson Family!!
Hope you have a joyous Christmas and Happy New Year
A Friend in Mankato
Mankato, MN 56001 - Monday, December 23, 2002 at 01:49 PM (CST)

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!! I hope everything is going well with the new little blessing. I see Gat-n-Ash every morning and they just bring a smile to my face. God Bless you and i hope you have a safe and enjoyable holiday season!!
Love forever and Always.
Tricia Uecker <tuecke@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 12:08 PM (CST)

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Hi Dawn just checking in on you and the baby!! hope everything is goin good!!
Kiley
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 05:54 PM (CST)

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JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW I WAS THINKING OF YOU. HOPE YOU ARE ALL ENJOYING, SPOILING, HUGGING, AND KISSES THAT GORGEOUS LITTLE THING!!!! HOPE YOU ARE TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF AND GETTING SOME MUCH NEEDED REST TOO! GAT & ASH HAVE YOU SEEN SANTA YET? HOW ABOUT FROSTY? MY BOYS SEEN THEM BOTH RECENTLY. I BET YOU BOTH WILL BE EXCITED TO BE OUT OF SCHOOL FOR A LITTLE WHILE. THEN YOU HAVE LOTS OF TIME TO PLAY WITH THE BABY. TAKE CARE!
JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 09:42 PM (CST)

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Congratulations on the new addition to your family - she is just beautiful!!! And she's a lucky girl to have a special angel watching over her (as he watches over all of you!) Here's wishing you a blessed and happy holiday season.
Justine Germaine <jfgermaine@hotmail.com>
Madison, WI - Wednesday, December 11, 2002 at 09:50 AM (CST)

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Congrats and best wishes! She is a cutie. Still checking in and thinking of your family often.
Jill Meyer <emorriso@netins.net>
Clarksville, IA - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 12:50 PM (CST)

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congrats and what a cutie!! i'll check back in soon. blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 09:05 PM (CST)

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I'm sure you are all enjoying your beautiful little girl. Although your probably pretty sleepy. I'm tired just thinking of it. Have a great time holding and hugging and God Bless All Of You. You all deserve this wonderful gift. And she couldn't have asked for a better family. Chayton sure did know what he was doing.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 09:30 AM (CST)

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Dawn and family,
Congrats on your little girl. She is a cutie. We too had a little girl on the 16th. And she already has caught the kids colds-yuck. How are the older kids liking Sabre? Ours won't leave Ryleigh alone or stop kissing her. Hope to hear from you soon, take care. Will you be back for Christmas?
Jodi Rinnels and family <tjrinnels@netins.net>
Clarksville, IA - Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 10:16 AM (CST)

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She is soooooooo CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!
friend
winthrop, mn usa - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 06:02 PM (CST)

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Hi Andersons,
How is the new baby treating you?? Sleepless nights and spit up! Thats what it's all about.
I read below what someone said about with this birth comes so many emotions, memories and feelings. It's true, you have alot of HEART tied up in this...for so many reasons.
I hope happiness is the biggest feeling you are experiencing right now. I think that thru Sabre we are all re-remembering Chayton.I have read so many entries below that mention Chay. That is a blessing. I guess Sabre is a blessing from above sent by Chayton (with some help from God!). It is only fitting we see Him in Her. I am thinking of you guys and of the kids. How do they like their little sister?? Hope to see more pics soon!!
Love to all...
tracy
- Monday, December 02, 2002 at 01:25 PM (CST)

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Sabre, you are so beutiful. And so lucky. You have entered this world with the best loving family and friends. Good luck to you all and glad to hear you are healthy.
Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
You all deserve the best! I am so happy she is healthy. You all are in my thoughts and prayers every night.

Sarah, Andrew, & Cassandra <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
Monticello, Mn 55362 - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 11:42 AM (CST)

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Hi Sabre, welcome to the neighborhood. Tell your mom if she needs some extra arms to hold you during the holiday season Stenetta (me too)will be happy to come over and help out. Tell your big brother and sister I said hi. Hope to meet you soon.
Teri <rugs4u@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 08:43 PM (CST)

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I know this birth has SO many emotions attached to it. I just wanted you to know that I am thinking about you and praying for you every step of the way. Blessings and I'll check back soon.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 09:31 PM (CST)

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Congrats, saw the pics. Sabre looks so much like Chayton
friend
- Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 12:08 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin and Ashley (and Chayton),
Wishing you many blessings and congratulations on the birth of little Sabre. I am so pleased that everything went well for you. With love,
Seren Wildwood <seren@wildwood.org.uk>
UK - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 05:33 PM (CST)

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Dawn,

She is BEAUTIFUL! Congratulations... I am sooo happy for you and your family. You deserve the best! Sabre was born into a wonderful, loving and caring family. The best is yet to come for you all.


Love,
Christy
Christy Masoner Spence <christyspence@attbi.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 12:12 PM (CST)

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Congratulations on you new bundle of joy!! She is absolutely beautiful!!!
Sarah <sarah.healy@po.state.ct.us>
Wethersfield, CT 06109 - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 09:20 AM (CST)

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Congratulations on your beautiful little girl! Sabre Bailey...a very pretty name! I LOVED the story you told about how you finally chose Chayton's name--will you tell us how you picked Sabre Bailey? I remember some part of her name in your Chayton story... I could go back thru your journal history, but I have 3 kids of my own and about 5 minutes to myself :) Congrats, again, she's beautiful.
Christi <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA USA - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 10:04 PM (CST)

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Congratulations you all! What a beautiful little girl! I am sure that Chayton is smiling from above..Glad to hear that everthing went well!
Heather G
Brainerd, - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 09:54 PM (CST)

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To The Andersons- She IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!
Jenny O
Winthrop, mn AMERICA - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 07:39 PM (CST)

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Congratulations!!!!! What a beautiful addition to your family. She is absolutely beautiful!!! All I can say is Congratulations!!!!! What a wonderful Thanksgiving present for each of you!!! This really gives each of us something to be thankful for. I am so happy for you all!!! Take care and I will call soon, I promise. Can't wait to meet this wonderful bundle of joy!!

Love, Carla
Carla Johnson
- Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 03:26 PM (CST)

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HappyThanksgiving Chayton-your baby sister is so cute she looks like you did when you were born, hope you are watching over Sabre and mommy today when they are traveling home to be with your big brother and sister and also watching over daddy also. Chayton hope you don't eat to much turkey today if you do you will turn into a turkey and gobble all the time well gotta go and talk to you later. Love and Miss you Chayton. Congrats Dawn and Darrell on your little girl Sabre.
sally and jim <sallyf@lakes.com>
gibbon, mn - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 12:40 PM (CST)

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Anderson's... Sabre is BEAUTIFUL!!!! What a wonderful gift from Chay!! You guys are awesome.. Love forever and Always,
Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 09:46 AM (CST)

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Wow!! Sabre is beautiful!! Of Course! We are so happy for you and hope that love and joy are overflowing right now. Someone else mentioned....Wednesday!!! Chay had to have something to do with that. You just couldnt go on hating Wednesdays forever. Hugs and Kisses to sweet babes, brother, sister, and Mom adn Dad...you guys soooooo deserve this happiness for the holidays!!!!
Little Chayton, you should be so proud, look how your gift made mommy and daddy so happy! You have given them a gift that will be forever in their hearts, just as you are. We can feel your smile upon us all.
Tracy
- Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 08:46 AM (CST)

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Peace everyone!
How wonderful!! My heart is full of joy...the news of another sweet baby born into this family is cause for much celebration. God certainly has His hand upon your family, for He has entrusted you with the precious gift of a delicate soul to love, care for, and nuture. God bless all of you. May you continue to always feel His Presence. Your children are so fortunate to have such wonderful parents, yes..., you are wonderful and deserve every blessing God has waiting for you. One precious gift from God, are the memories you have. I pray the memories you have of Chayton bring joy to your heart, always. These wonderful memories, will be the link between Chayton and Sabre, remember and share all your can. I can imagine Chayton, one day, waiting at the Golden Gates, with open arms, for all of you. Now, with your new little sweetie born, Chayton has one more big hug and kiss to give on that day of gathering. He is the proud big brother in heaven right now, can you imagine it! Jump for joy, Chayton! I know with all my heart, you dwell in a place full of unending peace, joy, and love. We all the love you, little guy, family, friends, and even people whom you have never met.
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 02:11 AM (CST)

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Congrats on your new addition. I check your site often; just havent signed in for awhile. Take Care!
Michele Kohn
Courtland, MN - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 01:28 AM (CST)

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CONGRATULATIONS!!! I THINK THIS IS PRETTY MUCH A THANKSGIVING BABY. DO I WIN THE BET? I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU ALL. WHAT A WONDERFUL THANKSGIVING THIS WILL BE! TAKE CARE AND LOVING THOUGHTS SENT YOUR WAY ALWAYS.

JEANNE BROWN
- Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 08:53 PM (CST)

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To THE ANDERSONS!!!CONGRATS ON THE NEW LITTLE HONEY!!I BET SHE"S BEAUTIFUL!!!!!
Jenny O.
Winthrop, Mn AMERICA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 08:44 PM (CST)

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Sending special Thanksgiving wishes and blessings to 'all' of you!! WOW, 145,911 visitors. Incredible.
JJ
IA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 08:15 PM (CST)

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CONGRATULATIONS on your new daughter! I hope everyone is doing okay. Have a good Thanksgiving.
Val Roach <svroach@netins.net>
Plainfield, IA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 07:43 PM (CST)

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Congratulations go out to Dawn and their family for there new little baby girl! I was excited for that great news.
Carrie <Smiling2002@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 07:40 PM (CST)

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Did everybody check what day it is.. It's Wednesday!!!! CONGRATS!!!!:) Love you all!
Friend
- Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 06:02 PM (CST)

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Congratulations to your whole family. I'm sure Chayton is looking down on you and his new baby sister and is so proud of all of you! Keep up the updates~~~there are many people out here who look forward to them!
cyndie <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Summerville, SC - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 05:53 PM (CST)

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Congradulation on your new addition, your precious little girl!!!! Happy Thanksgiving and God bless!!!!!
dawn
Montevideo, - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 05:24 PM (CST)

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Congrats & God's blessing to the whole Anderson Clan...from the Andersen Clan! :-) Welcome to the world little precious girl! Happy Thanksgiving to you all!
With love!!
Liz A.
Winthrop, MN - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 03:39 PM (CST)

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Congrts go out to The Andersons in welcoming their new baby girl.....What a blessed day it is!!!!

I hope that you have a Happy Thanksgiving, and we will continue to pray for you and your family. There will be a special prayer before we eat to honor our special friends that have gone home to be with our father...Chayton is one of our heroes. Thank you for allowing me to follow your journey.
Linda Jorgenson <www.caringbridge.org/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CST)

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Congrats! Darrell and Dawn and family! And welcome the new little girl! I am glad things went well for all. Hope to see new pictures soon, I am sure she is a little doll!!!!!
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <suep@firstmnbank.com>
Glencoe, mn - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 01:53 PM (CST)

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CONGRATULATIONS ANDERSON FAMILY AND WELCOME SABRE BAILEY! YOU ARE A LUCKY LITTLE GIRL TO BE BORN INTO SUCH A WONDERFUL LOVING FAMILY. WHAT A THANKSGIVING BLESSING.
LOTS OF THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS COMING YOUR WAY.
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 01:12 PM (CST)

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CONGRATS!!!!! I am so happy for you and your family.. Maybe i'll stop by in a few weeks to see your little bundle of joy!!! Love, Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 12:40 PM (CST)

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CONGRATULATIONS ANDERSONS!!!!!!
WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU ALL. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT YOUR PRECIOUS BABY IS FINALLY HERE?? YOU MUST HAVE HAD AN "ANGEL" ON YOUR SIDE SINCE IT SOUNDS LIKE EVERYONE IS WELL. WE ARE SO HAPPY FOR YOU ALL CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE PICTURES OF THE WHOLE FAMILY. DAWN, NOW YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE TO EAT TOO MUCH AT THANKSGIVING...YOU ARE ONLY EATING FOR ONE AGAIN!! (JUST KIDDIN)
LOVE AND KISSES TO ALL....GAT AND ASH, YOU ARE GOING TO BE SUCH GREAT BIG BROTHER AND SISTER!!!
DAWN, GLAD TO SEE YOU STUCK WITH YOUR FAVORITE CHOICE FOR A GIRLS NAME.,,I LIKE!!
TRACY
- Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 12:38 PM (CST)

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What great news! I hope everything goes smoothly for baby and mom. Let us know what is going on and thank you Colleen for taking the time to update for Dawn.

GOOD LUCK AND LOTS OF LOVE AND PRAYERS!!!!
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, FL USA - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 11:24 AM (CST)

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YEAH!!!! Finally some baby news!! I think I am excited, you are the one who has been carrying this baby for 9 months!! Whew, huh??
You are in my heart today and always. Can hardly wait to hear more updates!!!
Love to all!
Tracy
- Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 08:27 AM (CST)

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HERE THINKING AND SUPPORTING THE ANDERSON FAMILY. PLEASE DON'T FORGET MANY PEOPLE ARE HERE. WE REALLY DO CARE! HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!
JEANNE BROWN <BROWNJJ@BRIGHT.NET>
WAPAKONETA, OH - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 08:21 PM (CST)

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Dawn and family,

I have checked Chay's site every day, but have not signed for some reason. I love to read your updates and keep waiting to hear of the new Anderson baby to arrive. Congratulations to all of you! I can't wait to see pictures. Your kids are beautiful and I am sure the new addition will be no different!

I was not aware that your computer was down. Now I feel better that I have not heard back from you! We have been so busy with the foundation that I have not had a chance to call. I will just have to make the time when my little one is asleep so that we can actually talk. You know what I mean, being a mother of 4 now if you have already delivered. I hope that all is going well! If you need anything please don't hesitate to let me know.

I sure do miss talking to you and I am so sorry that some cowardly loser tried to start **** on this beautiful tribute to your little angel.

Lots of hugs and love your way!
~Christy~
Christy Masoner Spence <christyspence@attbi.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 07:10 PM (CST)

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Happy Thanksgiving Anderson's!!!!!!!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 09:37 AM (CST)

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Has anyone else watched the number of visitors climb daily? There surely are alot of people out there supporting you, dear Anderson's, and praying for a healthy baby and a Blessed Thanksgiving to you. If every one just signed that checked, this site would be overloaded! God be with you all.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 08:01 AM (CST)

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You were on my heart and I wanted to let you know. Happy Thanksgiving. I will be thinking of you and praying for you as always.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 09:03 PM (CST)

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Hi Dawn,
I'm still here checking up on you, just haven't signed in in a while. I bet you're ready for that baby to get here. My prayers are still with all of you.
Take Care!
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 01:02 PM (CST)

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- Friday, November 22, 2002 at 12:17 PM (CST)

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- Friday, November 22, 2002 at 12:12 PM (CST)

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I have several friends about to give/who have just given birth right now and I'm so glad you're among them. I will continue to think of and pray for your entire family throughout the Holiday Season. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 02:51 AM (CST)

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Greetings from the Johnson's and our prayers for a safe and quick delivery of a beautiful, healthy Anderson addition. You are forever in our thoughts and prayers and now God is blessing you with a precious gift. Enjoy any relaxation time you have now--it will be some time before you have it again!

Marge <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 10:17 AM (CST)

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THIS IS DEFINETLY GOING TO BE A THANKSGIVING BABY! OR MAYBE THE KIDS ARE RIGHT AND IT WILL BE CHRISTMAS! HEE, HEE! ARE YOU MISERABLE YET OR IS YOUR STOMACH ONE OF THOSE WOMEN WHO BARELY SHOWS IN PREGNANCY? HOW SICKENING! HOPE YOU ARE FEELING GOOD AND THE ROOM AND CLOTHES ARE ALL READY! TAKE CARE AND ALWAYS PRAYING FOR YOUR HEALING!
JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 09:03 AM (CST)

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Loving thoughts, prayers and wishes of happiness are coming your way through the internet from everyone!!!!!!!!!
JJ
IA - Sunday, November 17, 2002 at 04:03 PM (CST)

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Still no baby??? Take all the time you need down.. the little prince/princess we here when THEY are ready!!! Good Luck!!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
winthrop, MN USa - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 04:48 PM (CST)

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Still thinking of you Dawn. I hope the blessed event occurs soon so you'll have an extra special Thanksgiving Day! Love and Prayers are always being sent from Ohio! Take Care!
Jeanne <brownjj@bright.net>
- Friday, November 15, 2002 at 05:49 PM (CST)

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GIVE THANKS!!!!! We have sooooooomuch to be thankful for.
peanut
- Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 05:59 PM (CST)

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Hi Dawn. I had a chance to check your page today and catch up on your entries. I'm glad everything is going well with the baby :-) As for the "loser" who entered those hurtful comments...well they are just that a LOSER...try not to let it bother you. I wanted to share a memory. I remember the first time I met you...at a candle party at Terri's house. You were pregnant with Chay. He was kicking the heck out of you and you were having mild contractions...he was a fighter even then! Just wanted to remind you guys that even though I haven't seen you lately, you are ALL still in my DAILY thoughts and prayers! I hope your delivery goes PERFECTLY and I can't wait to meet the newest addition to the Anderson family! With love~
Liz A.
Winthrop, MN - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 09:45 AM (CST)

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I hope the baby comes soon and I hope it will be a healthy boy or girl. Let me know.
Carrie Nelson <Smiling2002@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 06:04 PM (CST)

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I'm counting the days down!!! Think pink Dawn...think pink... and you may want to consider calling her Nancy...just a suggestion : )!!
nancy coleman
marshall, mn usa - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 04:03 PM (CST)

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Hi guys,
We are all waiting patiently for some wonderful baby news!!Come on, isnt there any way to speed up this process so we dont go crazy with anticipation????(heehee,just kiddin)
Take your time and have this baby at your own pace...JUST LET US IN ON THE GOOD NEWS!!!!!
Love ya, thinking of you all at this wonderful time.
Tracy
- Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 03:16 PM (CST)

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Hi Dawn, I still remember you and the family in my prayers. This is not a soap opera to entertain those with nothing better to do, but a way for friends and loved ones to communicate when they have something to say and so Dawn can spend time with the family and not on the phone. Hi Gatlin and Ashley hope to see you soon. Take care, stay warm. Jesus loves you.
friends
- Monday, November 11, 2002 at 11:55 PM (CST)

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Do we have a baby yet????:) Hope things are going well Dawn, Good Luck!!!!
Tricia
- Monday, November 11, 2002 at 09:49 AM (CST)

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EXCITING NEWS! I THINK MONDAY SOUNDS GOOD! MY NEPHEW AND MY COUSIN WERE BORN ON MONDAY 4 YEARS AGO! I KNOW THE KIDS ARE PROBABLY SO EXCITED ALREADY! THEY CAN'T WAIT TO MEET THEIR NEW BROTHER/SISTER! I PRAY THAT ALL GOES EASY, QUICK AND HEALTHY FOR YOU, DAWN. I KNOW CHAYTON IS WATCHING OVER YOU ALL WITH EXCITEMENT TOO! TAKE CARE AND LET THE LORD TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING FOR YOU! CONTINUING TO PRAY FOR ANDERSON NEEDS.
JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH - Sunday, November 10, 2002 at 01:51 PM (CST)

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Hey Andersons~
I hope it is going well at your house. I hope the baby is born on Sunday. Well Dawn call me when you are feeling better because then you can come over and get some clothes for gatlin and ahsley.(I have tons) well i sould go. Love ya lots.

With love Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Withrop, MN usa - Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 12:42 PM (CST)

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Hello Anderson's!!! My bet is that this newest edition comes sometime today!!!!

Talked to your mom today, had a great chat with her. She told me of the news and I am so excited, I sure hope the baby comes today, that would make her day!!!!

I will call later today. Love, and good luck!! Carla
Carla Johnson
- Saturday, November 09, 2002 at 06:25 AM (CST)

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I think the baby will be born on Sunday... Just seems like the lucky day..


Love forever and Always, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 11:53 PM (CST)

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Good Morning Anderson's!!!!

I hope the sun is shinning on you guys today...

Have a great day!!
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, FL USA - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 09:17 AM (CST)

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Hey Dawn, I walked by Childrens hospital last night.. I thought of little Chay right away.... He's in my heart forever!!! I sure miss seeing him playing outside.... Well Just thought I would tell you that i'm thinking about you!! Hang in there...
Love forever and Always, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 07:35 AM (CST)

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Hello Andersons,
I don't know how to respond to what is happening here on this website. What drives people to do what they do? Chayton loved you and needed you and you had to do whatever possible to keep this little angel in your life. I've said it over and over that you did so much for Chay and we are so proud of you and what you showed us by what you did for Chayton. Who could expect anything less? Or maybe who could expect anthing more? Keep up the thoughts of love and respect for yourselves for what you have done for Chayton. Remember you are his HERO!!!!
Ann Jutz
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 05:39 PM (CST)

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The Andersons, I will only say that these entries need to be erased and forget that person! I wish I would have responded to the 1st entry when I read it. I thought, how rude! You have been thru enough and we are here for you if you want to write or not. I try to leave messages every so often to let you know I care! That is the way it should be. Good Luck on this new arrival. I can only dream of what you all must be going thru with bills and etc. I will try to help.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 09:41 AM (CST)

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Hi, it's been awhile since I have signed in, but I just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you. Maggie called the other day and asked how you were. I am glad to hear that all is going well. I am also sorry to read that people still haven't learned to leave others alone. I guess some are just heartless. I am sorry that at this special time in your lives that you are having to deal with such stupidity, but I guess that is just their problem.

I hope that all is well with you, and stays well with you. Send my love to the family.

Love, Carla
Carla Johnson
- Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 07:07 PM (CST)

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Dawn/Darrell/Gat & Ash!

It's been sooo long since I've written to you on this page! I still think of you all daily, even tried to stop by but you all were gone...I think to Iowa that time. Hope all finds you well and know if there is anything I can do....give you an ear to vent to what ever...just give me a call! I am sorry to be missing this pregnancy with you Dawn! I remember the excitement surrounding Chayton's birth and would love to be there to experience that joy with you again : )!! Know that I do have you all in my heart and on my mind....always!
Nancy C. <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 01:20 PM (CST)

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Hello Anderson's,
I just wanted to say I am thinking of you always. And I would also like to say that who ever is writing these snide remarks needs to stay off of this page. How dare you? Do you have no pride. Only a very troubled person would do such a thing. Maybe you ought to get some help. You are obviously a person with no morals. Mind your own pathetic life and Leave the Andersons alone.
Dawn you are a wonderful mother and friend. Don't let someone like that bring you down. You have a good family and strong values. Obviously they are jealous of what you have. And they should be, because not many people are as strong and as willful as you. Stay Strong. Love you all!
Stacy
- Monday, November 04, 2002 at 08:37 AM (CST)

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Hi, Baby Chayton. Your mom and dad sure gave grandpa and I a big scare yesterday.

I bet you were jumping on the clouds laughing at me for the way my imagination was running away with me. Well Chayton, you are so right, if I can't get your mom and dad on the phone grandpa and I think of all kinds of things that might be wrong. We even called your grandma and grandpa Kraft to see if they had heard from them. We knew it was a long ride back home for mommy and daddy, and we knew baby was getting anxious. Mommy was having pains a plenty when they left us.

The joke was on us, we were so sure mommy didn't make it back home and had to make a pit stop to have your new brother/sister.

Everything is well at the Anderson house. You know how I know that Chayman? Because grandma had to call mommy before school today, just to make sure!!!! Ha! Of course, daddy would have called us right away if mommy had to go and we know that, but I just had to hear everyone's voice. Of course mommy and daddy got a good laugh out of that. Ha, thanks guys!!

Mommy and daddy were sure happy yesterday. I think the memorial service Pastor Bob had in your honor made their day.

Well I better go for now Chayman. You just keep right on jumping up and down on the clouds and give us one of your great "Big As the World" smiles today and everyday, because we are watching for you.

Have a great day guys and you too Chayman.

Love Forever Grandpa and Grandma V.
Glen and Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep@77msn.com>
Waverly, IA USA - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 08:32 AM (CST)

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For whoever is writing those nasty remarks about the Andersons not responding and now they are still asking for help you need to grow up, obviously you don't know the Andersons very well becuz they do not just respond when they need help or want anything from anybody. If you think that is all they are asking for well put this in your pipe and smoke it. PLEASE remember them now becuz Christmas is right around the corner and they are still trying to figure out how they are going to pay for Christmas for the children since they are very broke from paying bills, if you think that is what they want why don't you help them out, since that is what you think.

Chayton- Are you watching over your mom and dad through all the harsh words being said to them on your page?
Hey little buddy I heard your song today "You are my sunshine" and it made tears come to my eyes jsut thinking of you. Did you dress up for Halloween? I bet you dressed up as a dinosour, right. Well buddy miss you and love you, make sure eveything is going okay with mommy and your little brother or sister. Will look for you in the sky soon.


sally and jim <sallyf@lakes.com>
gibbon, - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 10:05 PM (CST)

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Many people will walk in and out of your life.
But only true friends leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.

Anger is only one letter short of danger.
If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.

He, who loses money, loses much;
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.

Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,

Learn from the mistakes of others.
You can't live long enough to make them all yourself.

Friends, you and me....
You brought another friend....
And then there were 3....
We started a group....
Our circle of friends....
There is no begining or end....

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.





Dawn and family I just wanted to let you know that you did start a circle of friends. (that will always keep you in their thought and prayers)

a friend in MN
- Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 09:10 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn and Family. Looking forward to hear what the little blessing is. I am so excited and I know Chay is too. I never stop thinking about him and your family!!!!!!! May God be With you always.... Love forever and Always,
Tricia Uecker <tuecke@yahoo.com>
winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 08:21 PM (CST)

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Hello,
I am one that has kept reading of your precious family but sit here doing nothing!!
How do I send a HUG to you and let you know so many care for you? Just know there is a lot of people in your corner and wait anxiously to see you on the road to happiness.
Just sending our love and care from mid-Nebraska.
Letha
Letha & Marlin Perks <lperks@curtis-ne.com>
Stockville,, Ne - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 07:48 AM (CST)

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Just keep being the fighters Chayton taught you to be. Don't let this idiot ruin your wonderful memories and this site that has been cherished by thousands.

I guess I just don't get it. The only thing I ever recall you asking for was prayer, and if that is too much to ask for in this idiots mind............I think this person needs prayer and a LOT of help! I remember all the comments people wrote about how often you updated this site and when you did, all the details you wrote. If you check other sites, there is little entry.

You have done a wonderful job and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Their time will come!! Be proud of each other and what you have accomplished. We are proud of you.
Kurt & Carla
- Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 07:00 PM (CST)

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Darrell and Dawn,

Ignore the freak. Don't fall into her trap. That's what she wants and it will just keep going. She's just jealous because she walked out on her's and you lost your's without a choice. (Obviously a sign of mental illness) Use it to your advantage, when you are in labor, which will be SOON, imagine the pain to be gone because you are THAT strong and even a FREAK can't break you! (Just don't squeeze your hubby's hand at the same time.)

We are glad that you are as strong as you are, both of you, and that you are continuing to keep your heads up, despite all you must endure. You can and will make it through this. You are survivors like Dawn's mom said. Chayton is surely looking down from Heaven smiling saying, "That's MY mommy and daddy!" If you listen closely, you can hear him.

Chayton was a blessing to all of us who knew him and even those who didn't. Let's all remember him that way and not let some loser wreck memories so beautiful. When you start feeling down, I know it isn't the same, but remember, JESUS HAS A ROCKING CHAIR!

P.S. Gatlin and Ashley, you are amazing children!
Someone who knows what you are going through
IA USA - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 03:15 PM (CST)

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I am so sorry my daughter that you have to see things like this junk on our precious man's memorial page. I have cried until there just are no more tears, but plenty of anger to go around the whole world. You know Dawn that just isn't me.

For the life of me, I have tried and tried to understand the meaning of this aching hearted hateful person. Apparently he/she has never had true parenting love or any kind of real love in his/her life, so of course it is easy for this type or these type of people to attack someone so vounerable.

I am saddened that this has happened to you. I am saddened for the person that felt it necessary to use my babies site for his/her hatefulness and I am saddened that he/she could ever think you of all people would never be a survivor and have more love in your heart to go around than a universe.

Let's pray for such a weak insufferable scoundrel, who has not the courage to even fess up to whom they may be and sign his/her name. Now if you can not sign your name to something you felt was necessary to put on my babies site, that tells me plenty about your character. You are not someone Dawn or Darrell need as a friend, I can assure you. In fact you would not be a good friend to anyone at this point, in my opinion. For Jesus knows things like this would and could not happen to him/her. He knows and is saddened that he/she is entirely too, too, weak to handle anything but evil.

Please remember my baby girl, that we are handed things like what you have gone through with our precious Chayton, because you are STRONG and LOVING. Jesus knew Chayton needed all the strength and love he could get through these times and Jesus knew you were just the right person to give all your love and care to Chayton. How lucky was Chayton to have someone so caring and you and Darrell?

Imagine what would or could have happened if Chayton was to have been a child of him/her and had to face such an ugly monster? Would he have had the most loving care you and Darrell gave him. I at this point, rather doubt he/she is capable of loving or caring about anyone or anything other than evil, vendictive, malicious, hurtful gossip.

To the Person or Person's who wrote these messages.
JUST THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU HAVE SAID. DO YOU OR CAN YOU HOLD YOUR HEAD UP HIGH NOW? CAN YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR EVERY DAY AND ASK YOURSELF, "DO I FEEL 'GOOD' ABOUT WHAT I HAVE JUST DONE TO DAWN"? If you can, then that really answers my question to all who are wondering the same thing. You are a rotten scoundrel to the "CORE". Have a nice day!!!! Just maybe, if you are lucky you will find another target not quite as strong as Dawn is. Then you can really feel good about yourself if you have ruined or devestated their day. That would really be worth an award, don't you think? Gosh! I just ruined someone's day. What an achievement for you. GET IT!!!! I sure hope so.

I am soo proud of you and Darrell going to Pastor Bob, to help get you through the hardest of times. Please do not give up, because of ignorance. Just maybe we can all pray who signs Chay's site for guidence to take over this person's sole and give him/her a more loving sole.

I personally would self destruct in time if I had to handle his/her plate. This kind of hatred and evil can make for a full plate for anyone.

Hold your head up Dawn, you have absolutely nothing to be ashamed of, or to regret, except for being one of the most loving, caring babies of my own. You keep yourself healthy for my next little blessing and please do not let this interfer with your own greiving.

Gatlin and Ashley need to be able to go about their business and not have to worry whether or not they are spending too much time thinking about Chayton. They have just as much right to greive for as long as they need to also. After all if was their brother too. So come on people, get over yourself and leave this family alone, if you have nothing but negative thoughts. They have had enough already. GET OVER YOURSELF!!!!!!!!

With that note I will end.

We love you forever baby Chayman. Happy Thanksgiving ahead of time. Love always Grandpa and Grandma V.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA USA - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 06:50 AM (CST)

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I havn't signed the guess book for a long time, not because I have forgotten "My Little Buddy" or his wonderful family, but I do talk to them all the time and don't feel that needs to be shared here.

After reading the most recent entries, well, I feel that I need to respond. First of all, it is not that Dawn was being selfish and did NOT keep us updated because she didn't have TIME!!! It was because her computer has basically crashed. And well, let's get right to the point, gee . . . they have unbelievable medical bills, trying to support two young children, including ALL OF THE EXPENSES THAT IS REQUIRED TO GIVE THEM A HAPPY AND COMFORTABLE HOME and still keep up the monthly NECESSARY bills, and A LITTLE BUNDLE OF JOY on the way. If that's not enough to keep you exremely busy well I don't know what is.

So we get to my second point. Is paying for internet access a NECESSARY bill???? Gee, I never thought it was!!!
Dawn has been using my internet access when she can (which is not her fault, because I have TWO full-time jobs and am not home very often!!!) So if this person(s) wants to have more updates. . . well why don't they offer to pay for the Andersons to have the internet and to fix their computer which, by the way they have been told will be around $1,000.00!!!!! Then she could update anytime you wanted her to!!!!
Dawn, Darrell, and their families never once were "REQUIRED", "ASKED" or "PROMISED" to give daily updates on this website. They have given us a blessing by updating when they are able . . . whether physically or mentally . . . we have all learned and have been uplifted by their inspirational story of a love unconditional and their unimaginal struggles of losing a precious child.

This person(s) that has written such cruel words to my dearest friends are not worth even thinking about. They obviously were not here on this webpage to go through all that we have all been thru. People from all over the world have been touched by "Chayton's Journy". Some of us were privilaged to have a first hand experience and others have been touched deeply even though they never met Chay personally. These are the people that belong on a website like this.

There are plenty of negative website that are very easy to find where someone who has "ISSUES" can go and "VENT" so if that is what you need to make yourself feel better . . . then please go there and stay off this website. IT IS NOT THE ANDERSON'S FAULT!!!! (unless you want to pay for their computer repair and the internet access . . . ($1,000.00 repair plus about $22.00 per month internet access) Until you're willing to pay those expenses, you have nothing to be upset about and I personally don't want to here another word from you!!!
ColleenD
Winthrop, MN - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 03:26 AM (CST)

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Dear Dawn (and family)

I don't believe I have written here since around the time of Chayton's passing. I still visit regularly and pray for all of you often.

I'm so sorry this is going on here, you and your family don't deserve such treatment. No one does, but especially not after enduring all that you have gone through.

Dawn, I want to say that you don't owe us anything. You don't have to explain your actions or what your family is going through. I'm sorry you felt pressured to do so. Your family is not in debted to us, and your privacy should be respected.

Regardless of whether you choose to post again, I will hold Chayton in my heart and remember him for the sweet, loving boy he so obviously was and keep your family in my prayers always.

Please pass my love and prayers on to your husband, Nicole, Gatlin and Ashley. I'm praying for Baby as well, very hard. Your family's strength and courage is so greatly admired. And I want to thank you for sharing part of Chayton's (and your family's) life with all of us here.

In love,
Tonia
MN - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 12:21 AM (CST)

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Dawn, I'm still thinking about and praying for you guys---and that will continue no matter what. Blessings to you as you work through all the difficulties. I am glad you spoke what was on your heart. Now I can pray even MORE specifically. Unfortunately there are just going to be people who don't understand...for whatever reason--and I will be praying for them too. It is sad when people cannot do much but bring others--and themselves--pain. That seems to be the case with people who cannot respond positively in situations such as the one you're dealing with. I pray that God would convict them where they are wrong---just like He does for all of us. You, however, have done nothing wrong in this case. You continue to grieve however and whenever you need to, publicly or privately, and know that I am here and available anytime for anything I can do. Blessings my friend--I will be checking back.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 06:23 PM (CST)

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Dawn and family,
One bad apple don't spoil the whole bunch.
You have many, many supportive Chayton fans who still check this page all the time. We are all still thinking about him and the whole family, while anticipating with excitement, the new arrival. I am always excited to see a new entry, and get an update on the family, but would NEVER expect daily updates. Stay strong and live your life and don't worry about the occasional insensitive person who comes along, hiding behind a pseudo, or worse yet, no name or "friend". We all know you think of your little man every day, without having to write it here. Good luck with the pregnancy and birth of a new life.


Claudia Allen <pollyesther123@yahoo.com>
- Friday, November 01, 2002 at 05:46 PM (CST)

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If someone wants to be ignorant the best thing to do would be to ignore them. They know that their comments are not welcome. So they can be deleted and ignored. Just someone begging for attention obviously. Let's show them that they can't get it here. We people that care about the Anderson Family really can relate to what is happening. I bet you it is probably someone who doesn't even know the family. You see they are to COWARD to include their name.

HOW DARE YOU COME TO THIS SITE AND TRY TO DESTROY THE MEMORY OF A PRECIOUS LITTLE BOY THAT ENDURED A FIGHT THAT NO ONE IN THIS WORLD DESERVES TO BATTLE. IT IS OBVIOUSLY NOT YOUR BUSINESS WHAT THIS FAMILY IS GOING THROUGH. KEEP YOUR COMMENTS TO YOURSELF AND QUIT DESTRYING MEMORIES AND MAKING MORE BAD ONES. DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO LOSE A CHILD? OBVIOUSLY YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO LOSS ANYONE YOU HAVE LOVED.

Lord in Heaven above,

I pray that you will continue to watch over the Anderson's. They need your hand at this time. I pray that you will encourage Angel Chayton to send butterfly kisses to his mommy often. I pray that you will touch the heart of the person that has evil somewhere in their body. I know that you are the most Powerfull God and only you can condemn a heart. Please Lord touch them so they will know that they are hurting people...
In Your Son's Jesus name...I pray

Chay,

I bet you look wonderfull in wings! I hope you still have some of the hundreds of ballons that has been sent your way. We all love and miss you and can't wait to meet our hero. I can only imagine..........
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, FL USA - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 03:20 PM (CST)

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Are you kidding me? I always knew that there was evil in the world but I have never seen it so blatently displayed as here. How do you come to the website of a sick child and show your insensitivity and your immaturity by being deflamatory to the ones the were left behind? Instead of showing what a hateful person you are by coming on this site and being negative maybe you should be thanking god that you have never had to suffer like this family has. That you haven't had to bury a child, or explain to your other children why there brother is no longer home with them. Thank god that you are healthy and that you do not have to suffer with the disease that this poor little boy had to suffer with. You should be asking god for just an ounce of the strenght that Dawn has shown through her entire ordeal, that you could be half the mother, friend, daughter, wife, etc that she has been and through it all; keeping people that she doesn't even know updated because she knows that there is concern out here for the son that she cherished and the life that she is trying to put back together. Before you cast stones on others maybe you should take a long hard look at yourself and what you are obviously lacking in tack, social grace, and common decent dignity that the rest of us have. Take your hateful comments and share them with someone else. This is not the place for it. You say you miss Chayton; you'd be honoring Chayton a lot more by helping his mother through the difficult time she is having, not by making it worse on her. Do you think that Chayton would still be giving you his smiles if he knew what you were doing to his family, I highly doubt it.
Dawn I"m sorry that you are having to deal with this and I would completely understand if you stopped signing on here. But please know that there are thousands of us out here that come to this site just to make sure that you are ok and to honor the memory of a wonderful little boy that we are just happy to have gotten to know. God bless you and your family and know that we are thinking about you and praying for you always!!
sarah
- Friday, November 01, 2002 at 02:31 PM (CST)

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Dawn,

You may know this already, but caring bridge can trace where those emails are coming from. You can have those entries removed. Just wanted to let you know.
A Friend
- Friday, November 01, 2002 at 02:10 PM (CST)

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PLEASE STOP THIS... THIS IS FOR CHAYTON. IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY DON'T PUT IT ON HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry but this needs to stop!!!
Neighbor to the North
Winthrop, Mn USA - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 02:08 PM (CST)

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SEE? More begging for help, and crying for more. Not asking, just waiting for more by crying
lol,
- Friday, November 01, 2002 at 12:31 PM (CST)

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Dawn & Family,

I have been visiting this site for months, but only learned of it after Chayton passed. I think about you and your family all the time, even though I don't know you. This is the first time I've written, though. In the past, I've just checked in to see how the Anderson's were doing and to pray for a little boy and a family I never knew. After reading this last entry, I just had to write and say that I think you responed in a wonderful way. I know that God is going to take care of you and your family. There are so many prayes being offered up for you and your family. I appreciate that you keep this site up and would hate to see you stop. However, I hope you do what is best for you and if discontinuing this is what you need to do, we will understand. We will continue to pray for you.


A Friend in Prayer
- Friday, November 01, 2002 at 11:05 AM (CST)

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To the Andersons- We still think and pray for you everyday!!!!Say Hi to the kids!
Jenny O
Winthrop, AMERICA - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 10:32 AM (CST)

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Dawn,

Your entry brought tears to my eyes...you don't deserve to be treated like that. Anyone who knows you (and even those of us who only know you thru this site) realize that you lead a busy life and don't expect you to update all the time. Please know that I am thinking of you. Happy Halloween!
Heather Grell <marqo75@yahoo.com>
Brainerd, MN - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 07:58 PM (CST)

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Dawn I agree about your page. I don't think anyone on here should give you crap. Sometimes they don't need to know everything. but I do hope you have a healthy baby in keep the baby warm this winter.
Carrie Nelson
- Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 04:56 PM (CST)

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Dawn I agree with you! this is Chaytons page and no one should be writing things like that. I come on here to support you and your family and there isn't one day when I don't think about Chayton. I miss him dearly. These ppl need to stay away from here! Love forever and always,

Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USa - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 02:16 PM (CST)

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P.S.

AND THANKS TO YOU JILL FOR YOUR ENTRY! IT WAS GREAT!!!
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, FL USA - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 09:16 AM (CST)

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Anderson Family,

I am getting excited about the baby! It is so awesome. I hope all is going well. I know I have not signed in the guestbook in a long time but I do continue to check on you guys. There is not a time that I click on the link to check for updates that I don't wish I could have known Chay. I know he was a blessing to your family.

THANK YOU so much for continuing to share your journey with strangers. All of us that care understand what it must be like for you to sign on to this page. To update the things happening in your family. With the main reason this page was started being in Heaven siting on Jesus lap.

I know if I never see another update from you Dawn, I will be fine. I will know it is because it is hard for you to come back here. You want to remember the good things in Chay's life. I will know that it is because your are busy taking care of your children. Getting ready for baby. Maybe your only sitting on the floor going through some photo's of your Angel in the Sky. I WILL UNDERSTAND. And mainly because I am not selfish.

Hope you have a great day......
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, FL USA - Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 09:14 AM (CST)

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I'm sending this email on behalf of Dawn. Presently she is having issues with her computer. So please try and understand.
As far as her not having time for others, you may want to rethink that statement. First, why is this all thrown on HER as you put it? Dawn may not always have a chance to drop an entry on Chay's page, BUT....... have you ever stopped by to just talk to the family, call on the phone, send them a card or letter???????? Please!!! Dawn, Darrell and the kids all have a full plate, along with the rest of us. With all the family and friends the Anderson's/Kraft's have, I have a hard time with someone being so selfish here. Have you ever thought to take the initiative yourself? Or are you truly a family member and/or friend. Could this just be a cruel slam on Dawn?!?! Afterall, the second entry was directed specifically at Dawn. This family has been through a lot and things need to try and fall back in a routine. Why is there such bitterness here, don't we have any compassion?!?!? My Gosh!!! Others on this website do not go on here to here bitterness towards anyone. They truly want to know what is happening and to have a certain connection with Chayton and his family/friends. Please try and find your own peace. Thank You!
Jill Katzenmaier
St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 07:41 PM (CST)

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This entry is to the person who said that Dawn only had time for us when she needed us. Are you there for her now? Have you talked to her or written to her or her family lately? I know that I'm guilty of not being there for them as much as I was. Dawn is busy now with two children in school and she is also getting ready for the new bundle of joy. If you had been there lately for her and her family, you would know what is going on. Don't mouth off if you don't know!
Terri <djmuchow@mchsi.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 08:06 PM (CST)

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Was so happy to read your update and to hear you and your little one are doing well. It is going to have the best big brother and big sister to help take care of him and to share stories of another big brother now with Jesus. God be with all of you always.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 07:18 AM (CST)

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Dawn~ i was walking past your house the other day with a friend and i saw your kids outside they are soooo cute they were playing with a cute little dog and were asking us if it was ours we saw them again the next day and they were telling us what they wanted the new baby to be... ashley wanted a girl and gaitlin wanted it to be half and half we just laughed and laughed then they told us that they were gonna name it chaygatash that is cute well i was just checkin the update and don't worry about what the others said. Hope you have a great week!!
Kiley Kruggel <k_kruggel06@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 03:45 PM (CST)

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I've been reading off and on, but I haven't written much. I'm so glad to see that you are still writting! I'm sure it helps a lot! This new little bundle of joy will be such a wonderful addition to your loving family! Chayton will be remembered by so many for a long time.

Lisa Knaak <glknaak@hickorytech.net>
Nicollet, - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 10:59 AM (CST)

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Your letter to your "little man" was so very beautiful. I can only imagine the pain of losing a child. My heart and my prayers go out to you and your family. You sound like such wonderful, loving people. God blest you with Chayton and Chayton with you as a family. May God continue to cradle your family in the palm of His hand.
Billee Schaible <bschaible@rushmore.com>
Rapid City, SD USA !!!! - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 07:56 AM (CST)

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Oh Dawn! I just stopped by and saw the entries. How very sad! I am so sorry that you have to read things like that. I am even more sorry that people would say such things to you after what you and your family have been through and continue to go through. Hold your head up high, Dawn! My thoughts and prayers are always with you and the family!

Love & Prayers
Suzi Pohl <kspohl@brainerd.net>
Brainerd, MN USA - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 08:08 PM (CST)

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Lets all remember that This Is Chay's Page and We miss him and love him very much.. Lets not let things like this be put on here. WE LOVE YOU DAWN!!
Love forever and Always
Tricia Uecker <tuecke@yahoo.com>
winthrop, mn. USA - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 06:21 PM (CST)

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If you two (or one person) we don't know, because they are cowards hiding behind there selfish words, would ever think about someone other then themselves then they would see that she is only focusing on the IMPORTANT people, her family and adjusting to life and moving forward. By the way Dawn NEVER asked for anything, so how could it be that she would only write something when she would want something. Get over yourselves and GET A LIFE!!!!!
Robin
- Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 03:17 PM (CST)

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who ever just put in the entry before mine should be ashamed of themselves. How can you sit there and say that. Don't you think that the family is trying to get on with things instead of being constantly remind of what happened. Your need to learn to live with out a child and maybe you wouldn't have put that cold heartless and selfish entry in. Dawn you update when you want, everyone understands. God Bless you and your family
cb
- Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 07:28 AM (CST)

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she only had time for us when she needed and wanted things from us, now we aren't good enough. Sad but true.
Missing Chays bright smile, and cute giggle.
- Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 03:39 AM (CST)

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Dawn, We all understand that you are busy. and you need your time too.. PLease take that time and don't worry about these other ppl cause we all know the truth!
Love forever and always,
Tricia Uecker <tuecke@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 09:50 AM (CDT)

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you hardly update, no time for us no more?
a friend
- Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 10:30 PM (CDT)

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Hello Andersons,
It was so great to see your new entry on Chayton's site. It has been too long since we've seen each other but I think of you all every day. So much is changing in your life I can't believe your already so close to having that new little blessing in your lives. I'm glad to hear that the kids are liking school. It is a pretty good school. I wouldn't give it up for anything else at the moment.

Your letter to Chayton was so inspiring and sad at the same time. It would be so nice if we always new the answers before we had to deal with the problems. But I guess that's the test we all have to take. I still feel deep down in my heart that you two as parents did the most wonderful job in caring for Chayton. I don't know if I could be as strong as you 2 were. You dealt with so much in such a short time; You're definitely a blessing as far as Chayton was concerned...all parents should care so much for their sick and dying children as you did. Don't ever feel that you didn't do enough for Chay Man. I know in my heart that he would tell you the same. You are Chayton's Hero!
Keep in Touch!!
Love to all of You
Ann Jutz <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, Mn USA - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 05:41 PM (CDT)

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Hello Anderson's! We miss you all more then you'll ever know. Dawn, reading this last entry brought many tears. I want to tell you that your whole family did a wonderful job. I am glad you can write down everything you are feeling, and honored that you share your feelings with us. You guys are a wonderful bunch.
Chayton is probley telling you all that he was honored to be there with you the whole time, he wasn't ready to let go of you. He needed everyone of you to feel alittle at ease with his passing, not that more time made it any easier, I'm sure.
I seen your family, including your parents always by Chayton's side, from the first time I saw you in the PICU bay, to meetings of where to go or what else you guys could do. You haft to believe me, from an outside view, you guys did wonderful. Chayton knows he was blessed with the best parents, siblings, grandparents, aunts, uncles, friends and so on. He and your family have touched many people and have become inspirations for us all.
Remember, we love you all.
Sarah, Cassandra, and Andrew
Monticello, Mn - Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 12:17 PM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn~
is there anymore cute pictures you can put up of your kids they are all sooooo cute??!!
a friend
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, October 20, 2002 at 11:49 AM (CDT)

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Hello to you all!!!

It has been a long while since I have signed in, and reading your letter has brought me here to your guestbook.. I just wanted to tell you, your letter to Chayton is beautiful. Absolutely beautiful!!!!

I miss talking to you. I need to call you sometime when I can sit and chat for awhile so we can catch up.

I am glad to hear that the kids are doing good, and that they like school. And I am very glad to hear the baby is doing wonderful.

I will hopefully get to talk to you soon. Take good care of yourselves. You are never far from my thoughts, or my heart, and you are always in my prayers.

Love, Carla
Carla Johnson
- Saturday, October 19, 2002 at 11:52 PM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn! Mearan's web page was some how deleted tonight. I went back in and made a new web page, but all the journal history and guestbook entries have been lost. Our hearts are broken! Mearan's new web site address is www.caringbridge.org/mn/mearan.
suz <kspohl@brainerd.net>
Brainerd, MN - Saturday, October 19, 2002 at 11:42 PM (CDT)

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Hey! Glad to see you are back online! I want to thank you for calling me a few weeks ago. It was really nice talking with you! THANKS!!!

I continue to lift you and your family up in my prayers. God bless you all!

Love & Prayers,
suz <kspohl@brainerd.net>
Brainerd, MN USA - Saturday, October 19, 2002 at 10:05 PM (CDT)

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Hi Anderson's. I was glad to see an update. I hope that the baby doesn't come too soon. I haven't even started the afghan! I think about you guys all the time but never seem to find time to get over to visit. I'll have to make a special effort to do that. Love, hugs, and prayers to everyone.
Terri Muchow <djmuchow@mchsi.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, October 19, 2002 at 04:54 PM (CDT)

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Hi. Its been awhile since I signed in. What a wonderful letter to Chayton - brought many tears to my eyes. Glad to hear things are going well for you. Take Care.
Michele Kohn
Courtland, MN - Friday, October 18, 2002 at 10:17 PM (CDT)

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Glad to see your update! I stopped by your house around 2:30 PM today...but you were not around :-(
Glad to hear all is going well!
As always you are in our thoughts!
Liz Andersen
Winthrop, MN - Friday, October 18, 2002 at 05:13 PM (CDT)

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Hi Guys,
We lost your site and finally found it again. Glad to hear the baby is doing well. We are happy for all of you! Still is hard to come back and read about Chayton. He was one special little boy and always will be!! Good luck with the remainder of the pregnancy. We are anxious to hear what you will have!! We will try to keep in contact. Take Care.
Kurt & Carla
New Ulm, MN - Friday, October 18, 2002 at 01:34 PM (CDT)

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Chayton must be so proud to have such a caring family.
Bernita Myers
Shell Rock, IA U.S.A. - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 10:25 PM (CDT)

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Glad to see an update and to hear that things are going well with the kids as they grow. I can't imagine how painful it is for you. What I can do is pray for you. Please know that you are continually in my thoughts and prayers. God bless and I'll keep checking back.
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 09:21 PM (CDT)

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Oh Dawn, you know how to make a person cry. BUT DO NOT TAKE ANY BLAME FOR THIS! You did a great job! Both of you did. Don't ever forget that. You did not cause this. But I hope it helps getting it out in writing. Please take care of yourself and never forget we are still praying for your healing and awesome Chayton is with you all the time. He thinks you did a wonderful job and he knows how much you love him. (I know he does)
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 05:29 PM (CDT)

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I don't really know what to say, but that letter made me about start to cry. It was great, and I think Chayton does listen to you.
Jill <emorriso@netins.net>
- Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 10:24 AM (CDT)

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HI Dawn, Beautiful letter to Chayton. You are a great mom and Chayton knew that. Hang in there and I am praying for you always,
Love forever and Always
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
winthrop, mn USA - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 10:05 AM (CDT)

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Hello..I check up on you guys often and was glad to see an update. Your letter to Chayton was so touching..from reading all your previous journals I know that you guys did a wonderful job with Chayton..it is very evident that he was very much loved and taken care of.

Heather Grell
Brainerd, MN - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 09:54 AM (CDT)

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Hello How is the family? Just checking for a update.
Carrie Nelson
- Tuesday, October 15, 2002 at 04:56 PM (CDT)

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Dawn we miss your updates!!
a friend
MN USA - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 09:42 AM (CDT)

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Dearest Anderson's,
It's back to Wednesdays at the library after religion classes. When I was getting ready to go into town for classes today I thought about when I did this last year and went to the library after classes and always checked on Chayton's progress. I wish we could check on him in Heaven and see what he's up to....I'm sure it's a grand old time. It has to be with Chayton there!!! It was great talking to you the other day. I can't wait for the t-shirt to come. I have to do a display at work for Dept. 56 and I was thinking about doing one about Chayton. I hope the kids are loving school. Dawn..take care of yourself and that little one. Say Hello to all of the family.

Love As Always,
Ann Jutz <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 05:23 PM (CDT)

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Just letting you know I still think of your family and fighter Chayton. He is now showing little Mearan the ropes and I'm sure they are having a blast. I believe I need to thank you for showing me Mearan's site. What an inspiration she and her mom have been for me. Suzi may need your support now. When are you due? It can't be long now. Good Luck and Take Care!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 05:09 PM (CDT)

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just signing in to let you know i'm thinking about you. i still check for updates and i continue to keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. i hope things are going as well as they can be going. i'll continue to check back for updates. take care! God bless!

Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 04:12 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn.
How is the little guy coming along. Hope everything is going good for you..!!!!!!! I had a dream about you last night. Your car got fixed and I was driving it around and you were gonna pick my car up on the way home from Iowa... Well HOpe the kids are doing good.... Love forever and Always,
Tricia Uecker <tuecke@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 09:41 AM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn,
I have finally caught up to you. I just
found Chayton's web site again and have been reading all the entries you put
in over the past months... I just wanted to say hi and also let you know
that there hasn't been a day that has gone by that I haven't though about
you, Darrell, Chayton, and your family...
As I see, Chayton has gone to be with God as of February... I didn't
know this due to the fact that I had been dealing with so much since my
father passed as well (December 28th, 2001).
This might be a good time for me to let you know just who I am... I
was at the Burzynski Clinic when you, Darrell and Chayton were there. My
sister and I were there with my Dad. Dad had Colon Cancer. My sister and I
came to your apartment you were staying at in Houston. By the way, My name
was Gary Waldon. My sister was Judy Kaiser, and my dad was also Gary
Waldon, Sr. I'm pretty sure you remember me but just in case, I thought I
had better remind you so you didn't confuse me with the other people you
know from North Carolina.
I see that your pregnant again! That is so awesome! My wife and I are
also pregnant. This will be our first. We had planned on trying to get
pregnant but put things on hold when Dad got sick. We are due April 16th of
next year. Everything so far is going well with it. We have our second
Doctors appointment tomorrow.
You seem to be hanging in there with all that you have been through
this last year or so. When I met you, Darrell and Chayton, I just knew you
were going to do everything you possibly could. And I know you did! You
all did!!!!!
Well, time is short, I'm working right now. If you get a chance, drop
me a line and let me know how your doing...

As always, I send my prayers to you,
Gary Waldon

Gary Waldon (met you at Burzynski Clinic) <gary.waldon@eeco-net.com>
Raleigh, NC USA - Thursday, October 03, 2002 at 11:00 AM (CDT)

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THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS. GLAD TO HEAR THINGS ARE GOING OK. HOPE ALL CONTINUES TO GO WELL WITH THE PREGNANCY. REMEMBER ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS THINKING AND PRAYING FOR YOU. CHAYTON WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS.
JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH - Monday, September 30, 2002 at 08:08 AM (CDT)

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My prayer,s are with you and youre family.My name is Francis .MY son also just recently passed away from RHABDOID TUMOR,S IN THE BRAIN.HE WAS A VERY LOVING BABY WE FOUND OUT HE HAD THIS ILLNESS MARCH.10TH 2002 HE ONLY LIVED 25 DAY,S JUST KNOW Chaton and Lorenzo are smiling down at us .please e-mail me anytime FRANCHUNKYM@AOL,COM
Francis Gordillo <FRANCHUNKYM@AOL.COM>
Sacramento, CA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 03:44 AM (CDT)

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hey guys glad to hear that things are going good for you still think and pray for you often call me is you need anything all our love hugs and kisses from our house to yours
Stacy Hagman <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
Winsted, mn - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 03:01 PM (CDT)

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Hi, I just visited your site and I think you did a beautiful memorial to Chayton. I am very sorry for your loss of your beautiful angel. You and your family will always be in my prayers!I would like to invite you to join an Angelic Internet group called Simply Enchanting Angels. We hope to make new and lasting friendships as well as support each other in times of need. I hope to see you there. (((Angel Hugs))) Angel MaryBeth
Our website addy is http://www.seangels.org






Angel MaryBeth
Mi USA - Thursday, September 19, 2002 at 10:57 AM (CDT)

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I just looked back and I haven't signed your guestbook since August 23rd. It's high time I did, I'd say. But please know that whether or not I sign in, you and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers.

I hope things are going well for Ashley and Gatlin at school!? How are you and Darrell? How is the baby?

Take care and God bless you all!

Love & Prayers,
Suzi & Mearan <kspohl@brainerd.net>
Brainerd, MN USA - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 04:14 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, just signing in to say hi and to see how things are going with everyone.. Miss you tons, Love forever and always, Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn USa - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 09:39 AM (CDT)

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Just checking in to see how things are progressing with the new baby...I wish you nothing but good luck, joy and happiness with this baby...you deserve it. I know from your journal you will have much love to go around. I had to write to your mom, Dawn, to get this address since I could no longer bring it up under favorites. I had to tell her our devastating news that Savannah has relapsed with a tumor in her right lung....We are hoping & praying. Mary Wiley Carter....former resident of Waverly, Iowa

PS Savannah's website is www.caringbridge.org/il/savannah
Mary Carter
Downers Grove, IL - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 04:07 PM (CDT)

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Hey little buddy, miss you bunches and think of you always. Miss your beautiful smile and that laugh. Sometimes it seems I can still here it!!! You keep watching over your wonderful family!!!
Colleen Dietz
Winthrop, MN - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 08:03 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn,
It's been a while since a signed the guestbook but I still check your site every day. I still have the pics of the kids on my computer so I say a prayer for them every day too. Gatlin, Ashley and Chayton. Be sure and post pictures of your newest blessing as soon as he comes out!!
Take Care and may God always be with you.
Your Friend from Texas!
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, September 13, 2002 at 12:08 PM (CDT)

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Thinking of you all today! Glad Ashley and Gatlin are liking school. Are they excited for the baby?
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 07:21 PM (CDT)

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just wanted to sign in and let you know that you're still thought of and prayed for. i'll be checking back for your updates. hugs.
Khalita <khalita.jones@duke.edu>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 10:16 PM (CDT)

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Hello Anderson's,
It's the 1 year anniversary of the attack on America and I remember coming into the library to check on Chayton soon after that and reading your input of the events of 9-11-01 when not only was America crying for what had happened to our country but those who were involved in Chayton's life were also crying for the attack on his body. We will miss you Chayton. You are the hero we will remember. You fought a fight like no other. Today reminds me of you. You are the HERO!!!
God Bless You All
Ann Jutz
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 03:09 PM (CDT)

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Anderson's,

Just wanted to stop in and say hello. I have been checking for posts and have not signed in a while. So here I am. I wish you luck on the Transmission and I will say a prayer about it. We were down to our truck a couple weeks ago. My timing belt shattered and we were 300 miles away from home. And we have 2 kids and it was a Chevy s-10. That was lovely! But I just wanted to let all of you know that you are thought of daily. I still think about Chay and my heart hurts for you. I know the pain never goes away. As time goes by the pain will never lessen. The only difference between now and 5 years from now is the pain will not surface as often. Let me know if you need anything.....



Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
crawfordville, fl USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 08:58 AM (CDT)

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Hi all,
Sorry it has been so long. We have been busy, I found a part time job working in the local greenhouse, back in wholesale. Interesting work.

Sure do think of you often. You are never far from my thoughts, or my prayers, let alone my heart. Love you all!!! Will call sometime soon!! Take good care of yourselves, and that wonderful new addition to your family.

All of my love,
Carla
Carla Johnson
- Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 11:09 PM (CDT)

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Dawn, just wanted to let you know your family is still thought of today. I prayed so hard in church this morning for the rhabdoid families. Thought of Chayton and how I would feel if it were my son that went to heaven. I can't imagine it. I wished I had memories of Chayton and thought how great it is for you to have those but how hard it is that you do have them and don't want to forget anything. I have no answers for you but only hope that you will meet your beautiful son again in paradise and he can wrap his arms around you forever then. God Bless you everyday that you are not physically with him. Take Care and know that there are so many people praying for your family to continue to live the life that you were meant to live. Hugs Forever!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 07:49 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, I just thought I would sign in to say HI!!! HOpe things are going well. Talk to you later,


Love forever and Always, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
winthrop, mn. USA - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 06:43 PM (CDT)

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Dearest Andersons,
I hope that you are all doing great. I stopped at HCP last night and Fred gave me the package he picked up. Thanks. I have such a cold right now and i didn´t want to bring it over to your family. But those guys at HCP they need a virus to keep them going. I bet your getting ready for school Gatlin and Ashley! I hope you like it there. The kids just love it there and I wouldn´t have it any other way. I hope you enjoy it as much as our family enjoys it. It will be great being a part of the same school family. I heard that there´s a little one in Franklin that has bone cancer and is only 2 years old. I don´t know his name at this time but I´ve been praying. Maybe we can find out and get him on caringbridge. Chayton and all of the other little angels are watching over him carefully I´m sure. Take care and we´ll have to have a Chayton Fix (movie and pictures) some time soon. There´s nothing like a little more Chayton in your life!!!You are my sunshine---Chayton.
Ann Jutz
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, August 28, 2002 at 04:04 PM (CDT)

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Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you today. Take Care and have a great day.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Monday, August 26, 2002 at 08:04 AM (CDT)

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hi i was goin to call sometime and tell u that i am a checker now at HY-VEE and I wanted to say hi to ya'll and a Happy B-day to dad

nicole
lafayette, MN - Saturday, August 24, 2002 at 01:17 PM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn I miss you guys hope all is going well. You just stay out of work and relax you deserve it take care of yourself and that wonderfull family love ya lots. hugs and kisses from our house to yours.
Stacy Hagman <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
winsted, mn - Saturday, August 24, 2002 at 12:24 PM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn! I wanted to drop by quick to let you know how much I appreciate you! You are in my heart, Lady!! (along with Darrel and the kids!!!) I pray for you often!

Love & Prayers,
Suzi & Mearan <kspohl@brainerd.net>
Brainerd, MN USA - Friday, August 23, 2002 at 08:23 PM (CDT)

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Hello Anderson's! Glad to see everything is going good for you. I miss you all so bad, wishing I can hear from you soon. Dawn, don't worry about what people say anymore. It's horrible that they judge you and your family after what you have gone through. I think whatever you decide to do with your time is your buisness. You are pregant and have two wonderful 6 year olds, and Angel Chayton, and of coarse Darrel. You do what is best for your family. You are in my thoughts always. If you are bored on the 29th, Cassandra will be at Children's if you want to give a call or something.
Miss you very much. Give hugs for your family from mine.
sarah and kids
monticello, - Friday, August 23, 2002 at 11:08 AM (CDT)

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Anderson's

Hey havent signed the guestbook for a long time so I thought I should.I cant wate tell the baby is born.Well see you on Monday.Oh I have money for the tee-shirt so does Alyssa.Love ya lots!!!
Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 09:38 PM (CDT)

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Anderson's,

I haven't taken the time here lately to sign the guestbook like I once did. But know I still come by daily to check for posts. It sounds as if eveyone is doing well and I am happy for you all. I still think of Chayton looking down on you. Next time you wonder what he is doing at any moment in time, SMILE cause he is watching you.
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, FL USA - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 11:46 AM (CDT)

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Hi guys, I´m sorry it´s been so long since I´ve written. It´s amazing how busy summers can get. I think of Chayton and your whole family every day. I hope that we can get together sometime soon. All my love and prayers!!!
Ann Jutz
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 03:36 PM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn! I have not signed your guestbook lately, but you are always in my thoughts and prayers! My heart hurts for you. I can't even imagine how difficult it must be for to rejoice that Chayton is in Heaven with no pain, yet desire with all of your heart to have him here with you. And also to be thrilled you are having a baby, but yet sad over the child you no longer have. I don't know what to say that would even come close to being helpful. I'm sorry! And I know it won't help much at all, but please know that I feel great love for your family and pray for the peace and comfort only our heavenly Father can give you! God bless you and your family!

Love and many prayers
Suzi Pohl <kspohl@brainerd.net>
Brainerd, MN USA - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 05:10 PM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn,
You speak my mind exactly! Watching your child suffer through cancer is one trial...watching them die is another whole new and far more devastating trial. I feel as if some look at the deaths and illness of our children as one event. That is so wrong. The "illness" trial is indeed very difficult and trying. The "death" trial, far surpasses the "illness" trial.

I see that some are worried about you not having anything to occupy your mind, in spite of the two children you are raising. Doesn't the death of a very much loved child warrant plenty of our thoughts? Do people expect us to "forget" and not think about our children who have left this life too early?

I am so sorry, I should not use your guest book as my place to vent (you can delete it if you want!!). But I see that you are getting some of the same comments I am getting and society's push for me to be happy in spite of Gabbie's death is just too much.

Thinking of you guys all the time!

Love,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & St. Gabbie
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CDT)

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Hope you had a wonderful birthday, sorry I missed it. My computer is down and I am on summer break. I do always think of you guys and miss you with all of my heart. Take care and hope to see you soon.
Andrew and Cassandra are doing great. Cassandra goes to Children's on the 29th, so I will update her webpage then.
Miss and love you all.
Sarah and kids
monticello, - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 09:08 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton, I can't believe it's been 6 months already. This has been a very tough 6 months for your family and friends!! You mom dad brother and sister's have done a wonderful job staying strong. I am so proud of them!! Keep watching over everyone and Don't wear Jesus down too much:) I love you Buddy!!!
Love forever and Always, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 01:32 PM (CDT)

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I just remembered that it is Chayton's 6 month anniversary today, of his birth into heaven. A place where there is never any pain but only happiness and playtime for the little ones. Please look down on your family today Chayton, I know they miss you very much. God Bless you all and remember we are still here thinking of what you must be going thru everyday. My prayers are with you. Take Care!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 08:20 PM (CDT)

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DAWN! Thinking and praying for you and your family always!

Chayton, you have not been forgotten. How did you like the meteor shower last night! Cool, Huh?
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 03:43 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn-Happy Belated Birthday!!!!!I bet Chayton was laughing in Heaven as you tried to blow out the candles!!!
Jenny O.
Winthrop, MN AMERICA - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 12:33 AM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday Dawn, I hope you had a great day!!! Miss you~ Love, Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 10:39 PM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday Dawn, I know it is late but just got home from camping this weekend and finally had time to get on the internet. Hope you had an enjoyable time on your birthday was thinking of you on Saturday and thaught about calling you but was not sure if you were home or in Iowa and only had your home number with. Call me sometime talk to you later.
Chayton hope you gave mommy lots of hugges and kisses from heaven on Saturday for her birthday, didn't see you in the sky so I was thinking hope you were with her then. Miss you and Take Care Buddy. Hope to hear from you soon.
Sally and Jim <sallyf@lakes.com>
Gibbon, Mn - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 09:15 PM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday Dawn!!!

I read your mothers entry and wanted to tell you I hope you had as good of a day as possible!!!! :) :) :)

God Bless You.
a friend
- Monday, August 12, 2002 at 04:39 PM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday Dawn!! I hope your day was filled with much joy! You and your family are in our prayers!-- Bernita Myers
Bernita Myers <jbmy@netins.net>
Shell Rock, Ia U.S.A. - Sunday, August 11, 2002 at 10:16 PM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday to you Dawn. I hope despite all else that it has been as wonderful as you are. Just letting you know that I am thinking of you, and I wish you a very happy birthday.

I just got my cell back from the place I got it from, it malfunctioned and it wouldn't work. I just got your message. I will try to call you later. Happy birthday.

I am home just for supper and then I have to go back to work,so I will talk to you later.
Love,
Carla
Carla Johnson
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday, August 10, 2002 at 07:21 PM (CDT)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DAWN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! I hope your birthday brings you much pleasure and joy . . . you definitely deserve it. I'll talk to you later. Love you bunches!!!
Colleen D
Winthrop, MN - Saturday, August 10, 2002 at 03:15 PM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday Dawn!
Gosh,you are young! And you have been through so much. I just know that you miss Chayton so much. I'm a born-again Christian but still really, really struggle with the death of a child. I would never try to tell you it will get better because we are all different. Some people are able to be happy again after the loss of a child, but not everyone. I have decided that out of my love for Gabbie, I will simply "tolerate" my life here until I can go to her in Heaven. Dawn, you need to let yourself grieve however you want for the rest of your life. Chayton was your baby.
So, I wish you a happy birthday. But I don't expect you to be happy. Just be whatever you want.
Love,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & St. Gabbie

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 10:38 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, I miss your updates... Well Just stoped to say hi!! Have a good day, Love, Tricia
Tricia uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, August 06, 2002 at 10:35 PM (CDT)

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Just wanted to say hello from River Ranch Camping in Iowa. We are thinking about you and have you in our prayers. We love your web site! God Bless You.
Sandra S. Steinlage
Nashua, IA USA - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 07:33 PM (CDT)

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I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of your family as always. I still pray for you..
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, FL USA - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 02:50 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, I just got back from Vacation. I'm thinking about you always. oh and I wanted to tell you that I am Running for miss Gaylord and I put a Angel on my Prop to remind me that Chayton and My Grandpa are watch over me!! HOpe to see you soon. Say hi to Gatlin and AShley for me! Love, Tricia Uecke
Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 10:09 AM (CDT)

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Just wanted to say hi and let you know I haven't forgot about you. Schools out, and my internet isn't working. Hope all is going well for you guys. Miss and Love you,
sarah
- Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 11:34 AM (CDT)

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Still thinking about you all. Glad the pregnancy is going well. Have fun w/ the kids.
Tutee, Chase's mom
http://www.caringbridge.com/ga/chasesmiracle/
Georgia USA - Wednesday, July 31, 2002 at 07:24 PM (CDT)

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Glad to hear things are going well. Take Care and know that we are always thinking of you.
Jeanne
- Tuesday, July 30, 2002 at 01:59 PM (CDT)

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I know I haven't signed this lately but I'm hardly ever on my computer anymore. I'm not real good at putting my thoughts into words. I have a picture of Chayton on the wall right next to my desk at work so I can look over and see him whenever I want. I think of Chayton every day and the memories always make me smile, no matter how lonely I may feel all I have to do is think of his smile and especially his giggle and it will make me feel as though he is with me. I love him and miss him dearly. Tell Gatlyn and Ashley hi from Chelsea, Lee, and Aunt Mickey and we hope to see them soon.
Aunt Mickey
Shellsburg, Ia Benton - Sunday, July 28, 2002 at 10:08 PM (CDT)

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Still thinking of your family! Are the kids getting excited about school yet? You'll soon have to do some school shopping and I'm sure that will help get them excited. Take care of yourself and your family and just remember we think of you often. Chayton will always be somewhere in my mind.
Jeanne Brown
Wapakoneta, OH - Thursday, July 25, 2002 at 07:36 PM (CDT)

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I still drop in to check on you guys, and your family is in my prayers! Sounds like you've been keeping busy and having tons of fun! Dawn, I hope you are feeling well!
Christi Hamilton
Dove Canyon, CA USA - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 08:36 PM (CDT)

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Dearest Dawn, Daryl & Family,
The time seems to have gone by so quickly. It seems like only yesterday that you were leading a normal life...a life before the monster struck your little Chay. And now already the one year anniversary of finding out that the lives you were about to lead would be lives of misery and pain, heartache, sorrow, and tears. But live the life you did!! You made the best choices for little Chayton. Because of you he lead a supportive and loving life with many friends and relatives. He will not be forgotten. You and those who cared will live the life of remembering Chayton and all he was.

Chayton..You are the most awesome man of all. Look down on your family especially your Mom and that new little baby she's carrying. We miss you. Love Ya!!!
Ann Jutz
Gibbon, MN USA - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 05:38 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, So Glad you have a good weekend. It sounds like you had a Blast!:) Tell Ashley and Gatlin I say Hi and Will be stopping over sometime soon to see them!
Chay~ I hope everything is going good in Heaven... It must be cause I don't think anything goes wrong in Heaven. Miss you Hun!! Send your family Hugs and Kisses from me and yourself! Don't work Jesus to much;) Love you Buddy!!,

Love Forever and Always, Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, Mn USA - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 05:10 PM (CDT)

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Hello All!!

Sorry I haven't signed in lately. It's been quite busy around here. I am very glad to hear you all had a wonderful weekend. I am sure that Chayton was there with you every second of each day.

We were all thinking of you on the 18th. We continue to pray for your family. I hope that each day finds you with as much happiness and peace you deserve.

Thinking of you always,
Love,
Carla
Carla Johnson
Cresco, - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 11:51 AM (CDT)

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HI DAWN AND FAMILY, I WAS GONE FOR THE WEEKEND IN ILLINOIS AND SOUNDS LIKE YOU HAD A NICE WEEKEND AWAY. ENJOY THE REST OF YOUR SUMMER (WHAT IS LEFT OF IT). TAKE CARE OF THAT LITTLE BABY AND REMEMBER WE ARE STILL THINKING AND PRAYING FOR YOU. MAY GOD HELP YOU THRU EACH AND EVERYDAY!
Jeanne Brown
Wapakoneta, OH - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 09:50 AM (CDT)

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Dawn and Family,

I am so glad that you all had a great weekend. It sounds so relaxing. I was worried how things would go for you. I continue to pray for you all and hope things go well. I hope "baby" is doing good also.
Delana Moore
Crawfordville, Florida USA - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 08:26 AM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn,
Thinking and still very much praying for you and your family. I check Chayton's page everyday, his precious little life has been such an inspiration to me. His cute little face shown in the pictures is a joy to see, thank you for sharing him. He is such a blessing. He is an adorable little boy.

Chayton is so very lucky to have such a wonderful family who took such good care of him and love him so much. I pray you always feel his sweet little spirit. Think of him often as you feel a gentle breeze in the afternoon, as the sun shines on a new day, when you see a beautiful new flower has bloomed, or rain drops on summer day. Praying that you always have wonderful memories of Chayton, may these wonderful memories replace the sorrow with joy in your heart. I pray you find the strength always to carry on when you think that you can't any longer. There are so many of us here that think of your family often and pray that you are finding comfort, peace and strength.

God Bless and may you feel His loving presence always,
Deanne
Deanne Gafford gafford@bbv.net
Big Bear Lake, CA USA - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 12:46 AM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn. I was just checking in on you to see how you are doing. I'm so sorry that July 18 was such a bad day for you, as well. July 18 would have been our little Charlie's first birthday. We spent some time up at the cabin, with him, reflecting on the most positive memories that we could. We smiled and cried, and cried some more. We miss our little guy, too, but it comforts me to know he has a little friend up there. He and Chayton are playing catch, eating ice cream cones, and chasing butterflies. Hang in there!
Kathy and my little birthday angel Charlie Cowan
www.caringbridge.com/mn/charlie
Kathy Cowan
Maple Grove, MN - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 09:31 PM (CDT)

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Hello Andersons-

I haven't signed in lately even though I regularly check on you and wanted to say hi.

I hope all is well at your house and that the kids are enjoying their summer break.

Dawn, I hope the heat and humidity isn't making your pregnancy uncomfortable. Are you going to let the kids do a little fingerpainting on your future addition?

Your family and Chayton are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Val Roach
Plainfield, IA - Saturday, July 20, 2002 at 07:04 PM (CDT)

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Chay and Family,

I think about you guys all the time. I hope you get through these next few days okay. I know it has to be hard. If you need anything let me know
Delana Moore
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 03:43 PM (CDT)

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Hey Guys
I am thinking about you and Chay all the time and I hope that you guys make it through the day.
Dad I hope to see you,Dawn,Gatlin and Ashley at Grandpa Anderson's surprise B-Day party on Saturday 20th.
After 2
~Always~
Nicole

Nicole A (your Daughter)
Lafayette, MN - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 01:42 PM (CDT)

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Hello Andersons, I am thinking about you on this very hard day, YOu have been so strong through this, I know you will make it through today. Angel Chayton is watching over you!! TAke Care, Love forever and always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, mn USA - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 12:09 AM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, Darell and the kids how is everything going? You are in my thoughts and prayers specially today and everyday. Sorry that I haven't been over or writing but been working more since I want to go on vacation in August for a week. The thank you party that yuor parents put on was very enjoyable sorry that I couldn't stay longer but I really wanted too. Thank you again for every thing. Chayton hope you go down and do something special for mom and dad along with the kids since today is a very difficult time for them and the rest of us. Take Care and Miss You very much Chay man Rest easily.
Sally and Jim
gibbon, - Thursday, July 18, 2002 at 08:42 PM (CDT)

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I am thinking of you especially today. Love as always, Jeanne
Jeanne Brown
- Thursday, July 18, 2002 at 06:48 AM (CDT)

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Chay & Family,
I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts constantly. Even thought I have never met your family, you have had an impact on my life. Thanks for opening my eyes.

In my thoughts and prayers as always,

Delana Moore
Crawfordville, Florida USA - Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 02:25 PM (CDT)

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Just thinking that it has been almost a year since the terrible day of hearing of Chayton's illness and I still am reading this guestbook all the time.
I am always here to talk!
Jill
Clarksville, - Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 10:43 AM (CDT)

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Just wanted to let you know I am always thinking of you. Sorry it's been so long. Internet isn't working at home. I will check in again soon. Miss you all!
Hugs and Love
Sarah and kids <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 10:20 AM (CDT)

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Hi Guys,
Wow!!! What a party!!! It was great. It was just awesome to see everyone again. It just proved to me how special Chayton is. So many people having so much fun celebrating Chayton's Life. I thank you all for all of the memories, love, trust and fun that you have given me. Chayton was definitey very special to many of us who got the chance or took the time to know him. I have no regret of having met Chayton or your whole family. Through sadness friendship has transpired. Take care of yourselves. We hope to see you soon.
CHAYTON... Being at your party was just great. The balloon release was just awesome. I could just imagine your down to your toes laugh seeing all of the balloons and the fireworks, and all of the fun everyone was having. In Heaven I'm sure there is no such thing as night and having to sleep which is why you were there with us all through it all. Awesome Party for an Awesome Man.
Miss You Dearly!!!!
Ann Jutz <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, Mn USA - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 02:54 PM (CDT)

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Just wanted to say hi...we check your site all the time, but we don't always write in it. Glad to hear everything with the baby is going well. We will keep checking in. If you need anything, let us know.
Kurt & Carla Karstens <tackk@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 02:22 PM (CDT)

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AS THE 5TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY AND ALMOST YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF DIAGNOSIS IS PASSING, I THINK OF CHAYTON CONSTANTLY. MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY FOR THE GRIEF YOU HAVE BEEN THRU AND CONTINUE TO GO THRU. WE ARE HERE FOR YOU IF YOU NEED US. MAY GOD GIVE YOU THE STRENGTH TO GET THRU THIS.
A TEARY EYED PERSON <brownjj@bright.net>
- Monday, July 15, 2002 at 09:38 AM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, I saw that the kids were in the kiddie Parade. That must have been fun!!!!:) Just thought I would tell you they looked cute!!! Well have a good weekend. It should be busy!!! Love, Tricia Uecker

Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, July 13, 2002 at 02:04 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayman, grandpa and I went out to your garden last night to see how your roses were doing. We sprayed them to keep the plants growing healthy as ever. You are in our thoughts everyday. Your rose garden is in my front yard, so I can't go anywhere without a reminder of your little smiling face. Plus, it gives me a chance to still introduce everyone to our little blessing. I don't want you to ever be forgotten. This way I know in my heart you won't be. The yellow, which is my favorite color flower is for love, friendship, and peace, and that is exactly what you were to all who had the wonderful opportunity to meet you. Miss you bunches and Love you always little man.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk (Grandpa & Grandma V.) <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA USA - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 06:46 PM (CDT)

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Dawn Lost my Internet for a while so was not able to read your jounarl's for a while but tha's one of the first thing's i did when I got back on line glad to hear yall are making it hang in there god still with you. you have a wonderful family ! just really wanted to say hi and i think about you often! god bless you !
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, TX U.S.A. - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 01:17 PM (CDT)

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Hello! I visit your site often...I can't even remember how I came upon it but I have read everyone of your journals. Your family is amazing! Glad to hear you had tons of fun splashing in the puddles! How fun! Love the new pics..they are awesome!
Heather Grell <heather@uslink.net>
Brainerd, - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 11:26 AM (CDT)

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hi guys very cute pictures of the kids hope you are all doing well call me dawn 320-485-2674 love ya
Stacy Hagman <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
winsted, mn - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 08:44 AM (CDT)

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Thank you for the updates and pics of three loving kids!!
JJ <jandjm@netins.net>
- Friday, July 12, 2002 at 07:24 AM (CDT)

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I can't recall exactly how I happened upon Chayton's website but it certainly had a profound affect on me. I just finished spending the last few days reading each and every word of his journal. I experinced so many emotions...I cried, I smiled, and I laughed. As the mother of a 21/2 year old who is just finishing up potty training, I laughed out loud at your potty training stories of Chayton! Seems God really did have a plan from the start....He placed and amazing little fighter with an equally amazing family. After reading (and crying) for quite some time last night, I found myself wishing I had been given the opportunity to know Chayton. Even though I didn't know him, he will forever be in my thoughts and my heart. Congrats on the pregnancy....he/she is the pot of gold under Chayton's rainbow!
Tami <tflorio@nmu.edu>
Marquette, MI - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 11:40 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, Just thought I would say hi cause I am thinking about you!!! Love, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USa - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 09:54 PM (CDT)

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Dawn~
glad to hear that you are doing good!!
i lover the pictures of your kids they are sooooo cute!
they are lucky to have a mom like you
hope you have a great weekend and Chay and your family is in my thoughts and prayers
Kiley Kruggel <k_kruggel06@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN U*S*A - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 06:36 PM (CDT)

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Hi you guys ! You dont know me but I actually come visit quite often. Thanks for posting the new pics, they are absolutely adorable ! What beautiful children you have, wow. Im glad you had a good day yesterday, hopefully today will be just as good ! Bye for now =)
Shannon <Shannon_r@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 05:43 PM (CDT)

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HELLO! I LOVE THE NEW PICTURES. IT'S NICE TO SEE WHAT HE LOOKED LIKE BEFORE HIS ILLNESS AND ALSO DURING. MY HEART JUST ACHES FOR YOUR FAMILY. NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DO NOT THINK OF CHAYTON AND ALL OF YOU. KEEP THAT IN MIND ALWAYS. CONTINUE TO HAVE NEW FUN MEMORIES WITH YOUR KIDS, THEY NEED YOU VERY MUCH. TAKE CARE AND HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND. LOTS OF HUGS SENT YOUR WAY.
JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OHIO - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 05:19 PM (CDT)

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Hello Everyone!!!

The pictures are absolutely beautiful!!! You have a beautiful family. Thanks for sharing them with all of us!!

Sounds like a lot of fun to play in the rain, and jump in puddles. What a special moment it must have been.

Love ya lots,
you are still in our thoughts, and prayers,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 04:41 PM (CDT)

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Dawn and Family,

Just thought I would let you all know that you are in my prayers....Thinking of you guys and little Angel Chay daily,
I am glad all is going well with "baby". I love the new pictures. I hope you all have a great day..
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 03:44 PM (CDT)

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Hi Everyone!

I absolutely love the new pictures you put up:) All of your children are just beautiful!

Take care,
Danna
Danna Williamson <danna@ncsa.uiuc.edu>
Champaign, Il USA - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 02:43 PM (CDT)

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Hello everyone!!
I was just checking in to see how everyone it, and thought I would drop you a line. I hope you are surviving the heat okay. Sure does take a lot out of a person.

Send my love to everyone, and give those two beautiful children of yours a hug and a kiss for me.

We love and miss you Chayton. I stopped to see you the other day did you see me there. Take care little man, and continue to watch over mom, dad, Gatlin, and Ashley, Nicole too.

Lots of Love,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 07:37 PM (CDT)

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Hey Andersons!!! Still thinking about you everyday! Sorry I missed the shin-dig. We had to celebrate the mother in law's birthday over the weekend and would never have heard the end of it had I not showed! : ) Hope all is going well and will hopefully have a chance to talk soon!
Nancy <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 11:34 AM (CDT)

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I'm so happy to hear you all had a pretty good weekend. That justs lifts me up right there. A party - what could be better. You are so blessed to have the family you have and to have known Chayton. We only wish we could have met him in person. And they are so lucky to have parents like you. I have never seen so much understanding and explaining and caring for children. You've done a great job and will continue to do so. Good Luck this week and hope that good - non crying- memories of Chayton will surface and bring a big smile to your face. Chayton, your star in the sky is brighter than ever. My son who is 5 even mentioned it the other night camping. It's amazing how many people, old and young, you have touched. God Bless You all.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Monday, July 08, 2002 at 11:17 PM (CDT)

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Hey Everyone. Just checking the Site.. Chay~ I think about you everything single day! I beat there's not one day when I don't talk about you at work.. Everyone loves to hear about you!! Dawn Darrell and Kids. Your party was a Blast!! I enjoyed visiting w/ everyone. Love forever and always, Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Monday, July 08, 2002 at 10:55 PM (CDT)

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Hello Everyone!!

I just wanted to sign in and tell everyone hello. I am so happy to hear that everything went well this weekend, I am truely sorry I couldn't be there to share in it with you.

Chayton, we miss you and think of you often. I am sure you are looking after your mommy and daddy and Gatlin, and Ashley, Nicole too. Keep looking after that beautiful baby that is on it's way to bless your family. We love you Chayton, and you will never be forgotten.

Take good care of yourselves.

We will keep you in our thoughts, prayers, and hearts,
Love Always Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
- Monday, July 08, 2002 at 01:00 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayman, your party Saturday was a hoot. What a success, we were so happy how things finally turned out. A great time was had by everyone. The kids were soo good.

Thank you to Kathy next door for letting all the kids play in her sprinkler, because it was so hot out.

You were there too. We got this big gust of wind that came from no where, and blew everything over, then it was gone. What a crazy thing. I told mommy you were there and wanted us to know it. Thank you, Chayton. It really made our day.

You sure had a lot of great cooks for friends too. They all brought some fabulous food for the potluck. We had some of your favorites too. Little smokies, pretzels, and lets not forget the M&M's.

You know what was really great about all the friends and neighbors who loved you? They respected everyone so much that they made sure that nothing was left laying around and put all their paper plates, forks, pop cans, glasses, etc. in the garbage. What a great group of people to have around. Thanks to all of you who came Saturday to celebrate Chayton's life with us and helped our children get through these difficult times.

Love you Chayton, always remembered and in our hearts.
Grandpa and Grandma V. (Dawn's parents Glen and Sharon K. Vander Kolk) <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA USA - Monday, July 08, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CDT)

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I just thought that I would write and say HI, because it has been a while. Hope everyone is doing well. I still read this everyday, even though I don't sign it all the time.
Jill <emorriso@netins.net>
Clarksville, IA - Monday, July 08, 2002 at 08:04 AM (CDT)

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Hello Dawn and family. You signed on my son's web page several weeks ago and I ofcourse went to Chayton's immediately to find out about this little angel. I cried and cried as I read through the past journal entries as my husband said I really shouldn't do this becaouse it was upsetting me too much. I couldn't help it though. I know these pages are a way of therapy for us all. Good or bad, I am not sure. Gage was diagnosed last year right before July. He started Chemo right after the 4th. This time of the year is definitly hard for me so I can't imaginge what it is like for you. The pain is unbearable for me in memories and I still wondering how we made it through it. Now we deal with survivorship and it's battles, but I will take it. I check your page all the time to see updates but I don't sign. Know that we care and pray for all these children and also their families. There are so many, it is unbelievable. Some are only in our lives for a little while, but in our hearts and memories forever. God Bless
Heather Edwards www.caringbridge.com/ne/gageedwards <hinteriors@yahoo.com>
Alliance, NE - Monday, July 08, 2002 at 12:50 AM (CDT)

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Hello Andersons! Just checking in to see how everyone is doing. I hope you are enjoying your summer, and that you, Dawn, are feeling well. Take good care of each other.

Christi Hamilton <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA USA - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 06:32 PM (CDT)

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Hello Everyone,
Thought I would take a minute and wish everyone a belated Happy 4th Of July. I hope the kids enjoyed the fireworks!!! I hope you are all doing fine.

Hope you are all enjoying Summer, I personally think it is going by way too fast!!! I am glad to hear that you are all doing well. I totally agree with A Friend from NC. I wish I had the eloquent words she does. Anyway, Have a Great Weekend, sure wish I could be their to celebrate Chayton's life with you. He is truely special and will never be FORGOTTEN!! He shall remain forever in our hearts, and our thoughts.

Take Care!!
Love,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 05, 2002 at 04:56 PM (CDT)

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Hey Guys,
Wow has life been busy!! It has been so long since I have been able to get to the library when the internet has been up and working. Life has been crazy with all of the different things going on with summer time.
But I haven't forgotten about you. I think of you guys every day when I see your pictures. When I look at the one you gave me of Chayton and I---I wish we could all have more times to hold that little guy in our arms. He is still my Hero and I listen to his song HERO when I can and I dream of what the angels must be feeling holding him in their arms. Selfish to wish for something that would take him back to pain and suffering and away from the comforts of Heaven but we all wish for something we can't have. We were in Iowa this last weekend with the Jr. Choir and I could have kicked myself for not finding out where Chay is buried so we could have stopped to visit his resting place. We talked about it and made guesses but we'll make sure to find out for sure next time. I stopped about 2 weeks ago to see you when the kids had a softball game in Withrop, but we must have missed you. We'll keep trying. I still have your gift and it's dated back in May so I know it's been way too long since I've seen you guys.
Call me sometime and I'll try to get over to see you soon.
All My Love
Ann Jutz

P.S. Hi Gatlin and Ashley..I haven't forgotten I still owe you a pack of gum.

Hey there Chay Man We all miss you so much.
Ann Jutz <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, MN USA - Friday, July 05, 2002 at 02:47 PM (CDT)

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A Friend in North Carolina knows exactly how I feel! I'll just say Ditto! HAVE A GREAT 4TH OF JULY ANDERSONS!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
- Thursday, July 04, 2002 at 12:07 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn,
This sounds stupid, but I can feel your pain right through the computer screen. Please know that I will continue to pray for the peace and comfort only the Lord can give you at this time. He loves you, Dawn! He is always there waiting to hold you! I pray some day you will be able to rejoice and truly know that Chayton is with Jesus in Heaven and he is happy, whole and healed!

Love & Prayers,
Suzi <kspohl@brainerd.net>
Brainerd, MN USA - Thursday, July 04, 2002 at 10:51 AM (CDT)

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Hi Gatlin! Hi Ashley!

Happy 4th of July! Enjoy the fireworks tonight!

Love & Prayers,
Kyle, Suzi, Gavin, Kegan, Bracken & Mearan Pohl <kspohl@brainerd.net>
Brainerd, MN USA - Thursday, July 04, 2002 at 10:44 AM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin & Ashley,

Surely nothing can take away the pain of an anniversary you don't celebrate, that of Chayton's diagnosis. That day will ever be etched in your mind and heart as the beginning of the end. It is one day which will impact the rest of your lives. Time will pass, but you will always know the significance of that day, and it will always hurt, sometimes more, sometimes less; but it will no doubt hurt.

I was thinking about Chayton and the painful significance of July, particularly the 18th and I realized something. For those like myself, who have never met you or your family, the upcoming anniversary of Chayton's diagnosis has a different significance. This was the beginning of the journey of a little hero. This was when Chayton, and your family, embarked on the journey in which his story began to unfold and touch the hearts of thousands of people. This is little consolation to your heavy hearts, and I am sure you would choose to have him with you if given the choice. We all would. But in the shadow of the darkness you feel, there is a glimmer of light. In a month when we honor our nation and its heroes, we can also honor the journey of a little hero who bravely did the work God had for him to do on this earth. Who fought a courageous battle, and along the way instead of casualties, he left lives positively changed forever by his courage. Through his weakness, many became strong. Had it not been for Chayton's walk through this terrible disease and your willingness to share his story with the world, those like me who have been forever changed by Chayton would not even know about your precious, brave hero.

This in no way takes away your pain, nor should it. That's part of your journey that the rest of us cannot claim to feel. But we can stand by you in your pain, and let you know that you are not alone, and most of all, we thank you for the gift you have given us in sharing your story and the story of your brave little hero with us.

Know that Chayton is not sad in Heaven, and knows only happiness and light. He will be smiling and giggling and clapping as he sees from above the fireworks we all will be gazing upward to see! Surely he has the best seat in the house!

God bless you as He has blessed us through you.




A Friend <luvs2stamp23@aol.com>
North Carolina, - Thursday, July 04, 2002 at 09:49 AM (CDT)

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A THOUGHT:
Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay a while and leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never , ever, the same.


Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Wednesday, July 03, 2002 at 07:45 AM (CDT)

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HI Dawn....
Soooo happy to hear from you, your cyber-family missed you!!! Hope you have a great 4th and enjoy your time together. Thinking of you all and Chayton too.
Love to all, kiss those kids for us!!!!
CHAYTON...NEVER FORGOTTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS-do you think Chay will like the fireworks on the 4th???
tracy <rice2707@earthlink.net>
Ia - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 11:06 PM (CDT)

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Chaybaby~
Today I haven't stopped thinking about you....are you there, little man? I miss you Madly!!!
Aunt Missy
Missalynn <mischief@free-spy.com>
- Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 10:29 PM (CDT)

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Gee Dawn we must be thinking alike becuz I just thaught today it has been almost a month since the last time I read any thing on chayton and guess what low and behold we went on the same day, how weird. Thanks for appreciating that I am walking with you, didn't know really how you felt about it, glad to hear that you are happy that i am walking with you. have to work tomorrow but will be there friday night and for sure I will see you on Saturday if you need anything give me a call and I will help out until I have to leave for work. Chayton miss you and love you dearly, but you can stop the heat down here so mommy and I can go walking more. Take Care and God Bless you!!
Sally and Jim <sallyf@lakes.com>
Gibbon, - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 09:53 PM (CDT)

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I'm glad we heard an update- to make sure you were all ok. Remember there are many loving people here for you. We think and pray for you often. Continue with your journey.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 06:20 PM (CDT)

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Hello everyone,
I am so very happy to hear that things are going well. It's good to hear that all is well with the newest edition to your wonderful family. I still check in day to day to see if there are any new updates on things. Glad to hear the kids are doing great. We continue to pray for wonderful days, and many blessings to be bestowed upon you all.

Talk to you soon!!
Love, Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 06:09 PM (CDT)

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Dawn, IT's so good to read this page again!!! I am so excitied to come and see you again.. I hope you don't mind that I take ashley on walks!!!!!! I really enjoy the time w/ her!!! Well take care and I think of Chay all the time!!!!!! Talk to you later, Love forever and always! Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 04:14 PM (CDT)

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Dawn,
It was really nice to hear from you today. I am so very thankfull that your family is doing well. I hope your days will be filled with hapiness and I think the idea with the photo's would be awesome. Just know that I am thinking of you and your family and I say a prayer for you everyday.
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 03:40 PM (CDT)

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Hello Dawn - I have never signed your guestbook before but have been coming here for months - I don't even recall how I got to your website initially - but it was right around the time that Chayton went to Heaven. His little spirit amazed me - he really fought with all that he had - and he had such wonderful support and love from so many people, including his immediate family. It is easy to see that from your journal entries. It is so hard to understand why God takes sweet babies like Chayton from this physical life - I'm sure we'll all know when we get to Heaven someday. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers each day - I don't think you will or can ever truly get over the death of a child - I don't imagine that is possible. You can only keep them alive via your memories and sharing them- and live your life the best way you know how and be there for your husband and other children. Your book that you have posted thus far is such a nice way of honoring Chayton's all-too-short life. Am sending much love your way today...
Mari Beth Ross <maribeth.ross@nrgenergy.com>
Minneapolis, - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 02:50 PM (CDT)

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Hello Dawn~

I just read you current update, and was compelled to reply, something I have long been needing to do. I apologize for the long time interval since I have been in touch. I have been fighting a major problem with my back for over 2 months now, have had an MRI and have been in physical therapy for 6 or 7 weeks, and this afternoon am going to my orthopaedist. The pain has just not let go. Plus, my husband has been out of work since Nov 30 (his position at our church where he was a staff minister was eliminated) and we are still looking for where we will be next. I worked as a permenent substitute teacher in a class for 8 autistic children (boys, age K-2nd grade) for the last 9 weeks of the school year, all amidst the excruciating pain in my back. Finances, pain, and general stress have made me less able to do everything I would like to or need to.

I tell you this not gain your sympathy or make excuses, but in the midst of this, I seem to have had trouble putting some very deep thoughts I have had for you into words. Chronic and intense pain has a way of taking over your thought process and preoccupying everything else you do. As badly as I have desired to be in touch with you, I have struggled to put things into words.

Another factor has been my own emotions. You know that 5 year mark you spoke about? Well, we just passed it last month. June 19 was 5 years since our precious Melissa died. I could hardly believe she has been gone 5 years. I asked a friend how 5 years without her could feel so much longer than 13 years with her. As I told you before, there are times when time is just not my friend, because each day, each week, each month, and each year puts more distance between today and the time she was with me. I know each day also brings us closer to the time we will meet again in heaven, but somehow that seems like forever.

I wanted so badly to write to you on June 19 and tell you what was going on, beause in a lot of ways, the emotions were just as fresh as if we had just lost Melissa, and I know you are still in that period of fresh and painful emotions. On June 19, I didn't just remember that day 5 years ago, I relived it. I was aware at each minute and hour of the day what was going on in 1997 on that day, and it felt like it was happening again. And at the hourthat I was told that Melissa died, I felt the same feeling that I did then, like I had been punched in the stomach. The same disbelief and shock and overwhelming sadness like I had never felt before, nor since.

The thing about this wave of emotion is that I now know it is not only normal, but OK, and in some ways a necessary part of living with the grief of losing a child. I don't try to make each year better or easier than the last, I just live it as it comes. To do otherwise would make it even more difficult and not let me move forward. Notice I don't say "get over it". I never have and never will try to get over it. I may learn to live with the loss, but I will never get over it.

I just want you to know that the pain will ebb and flow in different ways with time, but don't ever think there is something wrong if it doesn't go away. 5 years down my own road, I know that it doesn't. But you learn to let it surface when it needs to, and not feel guilty if it lessens from time to time. I thought for a long time that if I didn't hurt so much, I was somehow doing a disservice to Melissa, somehow leaving her behind. I know now that the pain is not always as intense, and the fact that sometimes it isn't in no way means I have forgotten her or "gotten over it". It's just a way to function and keep going. If not for myself, for my other 2 children. It doesn't mean that they have taken her place or I have left her behind; it just makes me able to keep going, for their sake if not for my own. If it weren't for my other 2 kids and needing to keep going for them, I think the journey would have been very different and so much harder. Thankfully, children don't forget how to laugh and have fun. When I felt guilty about doing so, they were a reminder that just because Melissa was gone, I could still experience happiness and not take anything away from the loss I felt at losing her. It was a hard lesson and one that I fought at times, but they kept me going.

I hope you find the same thing with Gatlin and Ashley, and your new addition when he or she arrives. I am so glad they are home with you now and you have them there every day to share the journey. I hope you will find as I have that the burden of grief is never easy or light to bear, but when you do it together, it is not as difficult. The first year is the hardest, with passing all those milestones for the first time--first birthday without him, first Christmas, first anniversary of his passing, first even the littlest things. After that, some years will be less painful, and some will seem just as hard. The most important thing is that you give yourself permission to be just where you are, and give each other the room and support and permission to be where each one needs to be.

I hope this hasn't been too long, but I have missed talking to you and have so much I want to say. I sometimes feel like I just want to sit with you and share a hug or even a cry, because your heart has touched mine, and you have become part of my own journey in a way. Even though the "circumstances" of my own life have made it harder in recent months to put my thoughts and feelings into words, be assured that I hold you and Darrell, Gatlin, and Ashley (and the new "peanut") in my heart, thoughts, and prayers.
God bless you as you continue on your path.

PS~ Whether you decide or not to find out if "peanut" is a he or a she...our feeling with our 2nd & 3rd was that we had had our share of unhappy surprises over the years with all of Melissas disabilities and health problems, so we decided to keep their gender a happy surprise!!! There was nothing like that moment of delivery when the Dr. announced "It's a girl!" with one and 2 years later "It's a boy!" with the other. I'd do it the same way all over again!
A Friend <luvs2stamp23@aol.com>
North Carolina - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 12:21 PM (CDT)

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It was so wonderful to read an update from you! We have missed you and your wonderful updates! Keep your heads high and remember you have people all over the world praying for you! God bless each and everyone of you!
Erik and Jennifer Olson <jolson@neoucom.edu>
OH - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 11:57 AM (CDT)

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Dawn and Family,

I still check your site every day waiting for an update! I hope all is going well with the pregnancy. We are anxious to hear from you again.

I just have to remind myself daily that Chayton, Gabbie, Kylie, and all the others would not even want to come back to this life. They are truly in the land of the living; we are not.

Gabbie's momma,
Monica Paquette
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, Mn - Monday, July 01, 2002 at 10:41 PM (CDT)

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I'm thinking of you all now and hoping there is some peace in this family. Chayton is pain-free looking down on you all. He is with you all the time. Include him in everything and no one will forget him. The baby can learn about him from all of you. God Bless you all. Dawn, I hope you are feeling good at this time. What an amazing family you are.
Jeanne <brownjj@bright.net>
- Monday, July 01, 2002 at 07:40 PM (CDT)

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Hey, one more thing....How are the PISH???
Hope you are having better luck than we did, although we are managing to actually keep fish alive now!!!!!!!!!
Would love to see pictures once you get a chance!!
Talk Soon...
tracy <rice2707@earthlink.net>
ia - Monday, July 01, 2002 at 02:07 PM (CDT)

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DAWN.DARRELL.GATLIN.ASHLEY.BABY ANDERSON.......
Of Course, Angel Chayton...
Still thinking of you all often. Dawn, how are you surviving this heat during your pregnancy??? Wowza!! Have a great 4th of July!!
Love Always...
tracy <rice2707@EARTHLINK.NET>
IA - Monday, July 01, 2002 at 02:02 PM (CDT)

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Can imagine you are busy with your family and adjusting to all life has thrown at you-both good and bad. Just want you to know I think of you many times a day yet and pray for you often that you will be able to recover to some normality (although I doubt if you even know what normal is anymore) and enjoy the new life God has given you. We pray it will be healthy and bring joy to your family. God be with you always.



Marge <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Sunday, June 30, 2002 at 11:53 AM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn and Family! I hope things are going as well as can be expected. Is that belly getting a little bigger yet? Has Gatlin recovered all the way? I hope so. Give Gatlin and Ashley lots of hugs from people in Ohio who think of them often. Still praying for your family and remembering Chayton everyday. God Bless.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Saturday, June 29, 2002 at 07:11 PM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn.....
Just realized your e-mail is down! Bummer!!
Thinking of you all often and hoping your summer is off to a great start. Looking forward to your next update.
WE MISS YOU!!!
Love to all!
tracy <rice27072@earthlink.net>
ia - Saturday, June 29, 2002 at 09:49 AM (CDT)

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Dawn and Family,
I hope everything is going well with everyone. And I hope everyone is in good help. Sorry I have not posted. I have been out of commish because my daughter had to have emergency surgery. Everything is going fine now. She had stuck a piece of cotton up in her nose! I couldn't believe it. It was causing her breath to smell awfull and her nose to bleed. I laughed and cried when I find out it was something simple. But I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you. You are still in my prayers. I am extremely anxious for your next post.....
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Thursday, June 27, 2002 at 04:27 PM (CDT)

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hey Guys, I hope your summer is going good. I know the kids are enjoying it.. I see them out side all the time;)!!!! well I hope everything is going well.. Chay is in my Thoughts EVERY day!! Love forever and Always,
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 27, 2002 at 04:15 PM (CDT)

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Hello Andersons! We just wanted you to know that your family is still in our prayers! Hopefully you are all enjoying your summer. We're anxiously awaiting an update, especially on how your pregnancy is progressing! We're sure angel Chayton is watching over this new baby! Take good care of each other!
Matt, Christi, Shea, Tate and Jacey Hamilton <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA USA - Thursday, June 27, 2002 at 10:16 AM (CDT)

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Just wanted to stop and say "HI". Our thoughts and prayers are with you!

Suzi Pohl <kspohl@brainerd.net>
Brainerd, MN 56401 - Wednesday, June 26, 2002 at 05:18 PM (CDT)

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Hi guys hope everyone is doing good love and miss you
Stacy Hagman <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
LP, mn - Wednesday, June 26, 2002 at 11:18 AM (CDT)

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Mearan and I are singing today and praising the Lord for His great love and faithfulness. We are thinking of you and our prayers are with your family. Have a fabulous day!
Suzi Pohl <kspohl@brainerd.net>
Brainerd, MN USA - Tuesday, June 25, 2002 at 03:42 PM (CDT)

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Always checking in and remembering you in my prayers.
a friend in SC <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Tuesday, June 25, 2002 at 07:29 AM (CDT)

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Hello everyone,
Thought I would sign in since it's been a really long time. Just checkin to see how everything is going. Hope you are all doing fine. I got a couple of calls the other day asking about the candles that were ordered way back when, just let me know what I should tell them. Thanks.

I hope that newest little addition is coming along fine. Please send my love to Gatlin and Ashley.

All my love, thoughts and prayers to you all,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 24, 2002 at 10:53 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, You are in my Thoughts and Prayers everyday. Thanks for letting me spend that time w/ Ashley. It really makes me feel good and I hope she enjoys it also.. I hope we can still go out for ice cream. But only if you don't mind!!:) You are doing wonderful.. Love forever and Always, Tricia uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Monday, June 24, 2002 at 09:45 PM (CDT)

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You are in my thoughts and prayers today and every day! God's blessings!
Suzi Pohl <kspohl@brainerd.net>
Brainerd, MN 56401 - Monday, June 24, 2002 at 07:45 PM (CDT)

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I just wanted to take a minute to let you all know that I was thinging of you and to know that you are in my prayers. I am looking foward to your next post. Let all of us know if you need anything or if we can help.
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Monday, June 24, 2002 at 03:52 PM (CDT)

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I hope everyone in the Anderson Family is enjoying summer. Dawn, I hope you are taking care of yourself and the pregnancy is going well. I am still thinking and praying for your family everyday. Angel "Chayton" has never been forgotten. I know each day must be a struggle and I can't do much about that but to let you all know, We are here for you and praying for you. God Bless You All!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Monday, June 24, 2002 at 09:31 AM (CDT)

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Hi everyone out there. Dawn's e-mail is down right now, but don't give up, she will be back running soon. Dawn's Mom!! Please keep writing in the guest book, it helps keep our spirits up.
Sharon K. Vander Kolk <Cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA USA - Monday, June 24, 2002 at 09:14 AM (CDT)

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We miss your updates!! Hope all is well with the Anderson's! Thinking of you all the time..
Jennifer Olson <jolson@neoucom.edu>
OH - Sunday, June 23, 2002 at 10:16 AM (CDT)

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Dawn, I hope you don't mind that I take Ashley on walks!! I really enjoy the time w/ her! Thinking about you Daily! Love, Tricia

Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Friday, June 21, 2002 at 04:15 PM (CDT)

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Thinking of all of you today!!! Hope all is well. Look forward to reading the next update

Linda Jorgenson <mommylindaroo@yahoo.com ///// www.caringbridge.com/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI - Friday, June 21, 2002 at 01:54 PM (CDT)

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Hey guys~
I fell off my bike today and almost broke my rist.i just have to were a splint for a week.think of you guys every day. love ya!!!!!!!!!!
Kelsi <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 05:20 PM (CDT)

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I wanted to let you know I was thinking of ya'll today. I hope everything is going well. Chayton continues to be in my thoughts everyday. As well as your family. Looking foward to your next post....
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 11:31 AM (CDT)

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Hello Anderson's!!!
It's just me again.. It's so great to see you outside and walking... (Dawn you and ashley looked so cute walking down the street holding hands...:) It really made me smile)!!!! I can't wait to come and play w/ the kids.. I have been so busy but I look forward to seeing you outside every single day!! Chayton is in my Thoughts every day and I don't know what I would do if he wasn't.. he is a part of my Daliy life!! Thanks for letting me Share his life!!! Love forever & Always, Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, June 17, 2002 at 08:08 PM (CDT)

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Hello Andersons! Hope you all had a good weekend! Today is beautiful, I hope the same in MN. I just wanted to let you know my family is still praying for you each and everyday. Chayton, we think of you often and know that you are free and happy playing in God's little playground with all the other wonderful angels. Please keep an eye on your family and give them a big sign that you are still with them. Thanks!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Monday, June 17, 2002 at 10:53 AM (CDT)

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Anderson Family,
I just wanted to take a minute to let you know I was thinking of all of you. I hope everything is going well for the family. I hope Gatlin is feeling lots better today. I am anxious for your next post.
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Monday, June 17, 2002 at 10:48 AM (CDT)

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Darrell, HAPPY FATHERS DAY.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
- Sunday, June 16, 2002 at 09:32 PM (CDT)

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Hello all!!

Thought I would sign in since it's been awhile. Gatlin I hope you feeling better. Ashley your the best sister Gatlin could ever have trying to make him feel better that's really great of you. Dawn I hope that each day finds you with as much happiness as it can hold. It must be a struggle. I pray that the Lord will bring you peace and understanding that you so richly deserve. May the good Lord bless each and everyone of you, and bestow upon you his beacon of light.

I hope all is going well with the newest little addition that is on it's way.

Take care of yourselves.

With love, thoughts, and prayers,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
- Friday, June 14, 2002 at 10:19 AM (CDT)

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I know seeing the entries in the guestbook give you lots of support but you have no idea how many people read them and send a special prayer to God to help you through each day. If we have not walked in your shoes, we do not know how you are feeling and how we would do things if we did know. I think of you so often and feel like you must be so confused and mixed up emotionally these days, happy that God has sent you a special gift to care for and fill your hearts and so lonely with Chayton not physically present in your home. He brought so much joy to so many but his leaving his earthly home and family has also taught many about God's love and our heavenly home that awaits us--which is most important??


Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Friday, June 14, 2002 at 09:21 AM (CDT)

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I just wanted you to know that your family is still in our prayers. I'm anxious to hear an update on Gatlin. I hope you are all enjoying your summer together! Thanks again for sharing your journey!
Christi Hamilton <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA USA - Thursday, June 13, 2002 at 08:12 PM (CDT)

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Dawn, Tell Ashley I was gonna stop over but you guys were gone when I was home.. I'll stop over tomorrow!! Love ya Lots! Thinking about you Daily! Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Thursday, June 13, 2002 at 06:42 PM (CDT)

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Hope everything is ok....this is the longest with out an up-date.. Im starting to worry..

Thinking of you!
Wendi <wwaltz@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
fla - Thursday, June 13, 2002 at 03:14 PM (CDT)

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I found your web site on another's and came to check it out... I live in SE Minnesota and have a 5 year old boy w/ leukemia. He's doing well & is on Maintenance chemotherapy now.
I have spent the last hour reading through your past journal entries and my heart hurts SO much for you and your family. I hope time and faith will bring you & your family peace. {sigh} Please don't blame yourself for anything that has happened! It's so hard not to wonder WHAT IF, but it is one of the most harmful things a parent could think. Things- I guess- unfortunately, ultimately, just "happen" in life that we are NOT in control of.
Sending peaceful thoughts and additional comfort, through prayers.

Austin's Page
Sara Freking <sarafreking@earthlink.net>
Red Wing, Mn Usa - Thursday, June 13, 2002 at 01:41 PM (CDT)

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hey Dawn.. I hope everything is going well.. Just to let you know. I had A WONDERFUL time w/ Ashley, she is a great girl (Beautiful) smart and very outgoing and loving.. I hope i get to spend more time with her. HOpe to see you soon. Love, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, June 12, 2002 at 04:12 PM (CDT)

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Hope you and the kids are having some summertime fun! Still thinking and praying for your family.
Jeanne <brownjj@bright.net>
- Wednesday, June 12, 2002 at 09:41 AM (CDT)

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I hope everything is going well with the Anderson family today. You are in my prayers.
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Wednesday, June 12, 2002 at 08:50 AM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrel, and family,

I have been reading about your lives through this website since September and this is the first time posting; though I have wanted to several times. Each time someone has said, more eloquently than I ever could, what I wanted to express.

Thank you for sharing all that you have been through and continue to experience with Chayton's precious life. I will continue to keep all of you in my prayers and checking in here for updates as long as you feel the need to continue expressing yourself in this way.

God bless you,
Diane <minsoster@hotmail.com>
New Munich, MN USA - Wednesday, June 12, 2002 at 07:19 AM (CDT)

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Concerned that you've not updated, praying that all is going well for you and yours. God Bless
JJ
JJ <jandjm@netins.net>
Dumont, IA - Wednesday, June 12, 2002 at 07:07 AM (CDT)

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Hey Guys. I'm going to come over and Visit sometime. If you don't mind. I would LOVE to play w/ the kids.. Looking forward to seeing you.... Still praying for you !
Love Forever and Always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, June 11, 2002 at 04:24 PM (CDT)

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I think of you often and hold you in the light of hope, goodness, and healing.

Your loss and your sadness must be so painful; yet it is part of the journey; and in your purest grief you continue to express your tremendous love and respect for beloved Chayton.

Keep on 'keeping on'. best wishes,
~e. <ruoster@hotmail.com>
CA - Tuesday, June 11, 2002 at 11:31 AM (CDT)

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Hello! We check every day (sometimes even more than once!) and we always remember you in our prayers. Take good care of yourselves and enjoy the sunshine! God bless you all.
Erik and Jennifer Olson <jolson@neoucom.edu>
OH - Monday, June 10, 2002 at 08:16 PM (CDT)

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Hey~ Gatlin & Ashley let me know when you want to go out for Ice-cream but it has to be before 4:00.OK but any other time will work. Hope to here from you soon.(just give me a call)Love ya
Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN U*S*A* - Monday, June 10, 2002 at 09:59 AM (CDT)

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Dawn and family, my prayers and thoughts are with you daily and I keep checking, and reading your entries daily. Keep taking day by day
dawn <schmidtmason@maxminn.com>
montevideo, mn - Sunday, June 09, 2002 at 09:39 PM (CDT)

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Hey Everyone! Gatlin are you ready for ice cream.. I'll be home most of the day today.. give me a call or e-mail me if you are readu to go! Love you lots! Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, June 09, 2002 at 09:03 AM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn and family, just wanted to let you know I am still thinking about you and Darrell and the kids. Don't feel the need to update for everyone else's benefit. Update when you want to vent things out or when you want to recall a memory of Chaytons. I'm sure it is very theraputic for you in the process. I Love to read the stories of Chayton's Journey since conception and on though. I hope Gatlin is feeling better now. My sons tubes were put in just fine after Gatlin's little scare. Thank God! How are the preparations for the baby going. Maybe you should keep a journal of this babies pregnancy so you don't forget since it is happening at a rough time in your life. Constantly thinking of your family and hoping you can cope and live each day to the fullest for Gatlin and Ashleys sake. CHAYTON WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN AND WILL FOREVER LIVE WITHIN YOUR FAMILY. God Bless You All! (Even though he already has)
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Saturday, June 08, 2002 at 12:51 PM (CDT)

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Just wanted to let you know I checked for a post today. Remerber to smile at all times - an Angel is watching!
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Friday, June 07, 2002 at 03:39 PM (CDT)

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Hello Dawn and family,

I am sorry you had a rough day today. I know Chayton is watching over each and everyone of you. I think of you all day to day. I hope that Gatlin is feeling better. I am glad the kids are doing well and all.

I hope tomorrow greats you with beautiful sunshine, and brings you some happiness which you so rightly deserve.

Have a wonderful day tomorrow and a great weekend.

With my thoughts, love, and prayers,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 09:40 PM (CDT)

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Anderson Family,
Just wanted to let you know you were on my mind today. I hope you know you are thought of often. I check this site not once but 4 to 5 times a day waiting on your next post. I hope all is going well. I would also like to know what email I can send a letter to. I sent one to yahoo but I don't think it went through.
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 04:58 PM (CDT)

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Gatlin when you are feeling better come over sometime after 5:00 and we will go and have ice cream. make sure you bring Ash w/ you! Love forever and always
Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 04:47 PM (CDT)

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My deepest sympathy in the loss of your beautiful son -- I know your family misses him terribly. It's the worst battle to lose & feel so powerless. I pray love & faith will pull your family through.
Hugs & Prayers,
Liz
(Forever ~Caroline's~ Mommy)
http://www.angelfire.com/home/lovecaroline
Liz <elizabethvillani@hotmail.com>
Cary, NC USA - Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 03:34 PM (CDT)

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Dawn,
I will always be here for you! As long as I can type on this computer, anyway. Your family and Chayton are a big part of my life. In fact, I was thinking of you today on the way to work and I asked God to please be with you and to watch over Chayton.
The friend that I had that passed away - her mother came over to see me last night and she brought me something very special. I have always been a big "Winnie the Pooh" fan. Colleen, her daughter, was also a big fan and she brought me her HUGE stuffed animals of Winnie, Eyore and Tiger.
I put them in my "special" place along with Chayton's candles. Colleen LOVED children and children LOVED her so I'm SURE that she is paying extra special attention to Chayton.
Anyway, take care and keep up with your book. I would LOVE to know about your life with Chayton.
Take Care!
Your friend from Texas
Cindy
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX - Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 03:21 PM (CDT)

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Dawn your book is wonderful. I will be looking forward to your next chapter.
Stacy <stacyandbrad2002@yahoo.com>
Charles City, Ia USA - Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 03:13 PM (CDT)

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What a beautiful little man. He will be the angel watching over you all. Peace and love to you all!
Stacy Lensing <stacyandbrad@yahoo.com>
Charles City, Ia USA - Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 03:07 PM (CDT)

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We are here... Everyday day waiting for you to post, so we can read your words from your heart to know how your day went and how the kids are doing.
We are here for you


Wendi <Wendibkelley74@hotmail.com>
tally, fla - Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 02:23 PM (CDT)

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Hi Gatlin, we're soooo glad your surgery went well. Thanks mom for calling Grandpa Glen. We talked about you all night wondering how you were doing. We'll be up to see you and Ashley next weekend, so hang in there and love you lots. I've got many papers to write this week for my finals, so will try to get them all done before we come. Then I won't have anything to distract me from just being with you guys. Well better go I'm at school again and need to study, so hang in there big guy and we'll see you soon. Love Grandpa and Grandma V.
Glen and Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA USA - Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 08:01 AM (CDT)

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Hello,

I am glad to hear that all went well with Gatlin. I hope that you are feeling better soon. Enjoy all the goodies you get to eat.

The entry from your book is wonderful. Keep it up, I can't wait to read what's next.

Love,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 05, 2002 at 06:19 PM (CDT)

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Hello! Gatlin i hope everything went good. I was thinking about you. I hope you get better soon and when you do we (Jenny, Ashley , you and me) will go for ice cream..Or whatever you want. Hang in there and remember Chay is watching you! Love forever and always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 08:18 PM (CDT)

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What an awesome tale!!!! Hope all finds the Anderson's well today! I definately think that Nancy Coleman Anderson would be a good name for the little surprise....but that's just my opinion. Could work for either boy or girl Will talk soon : )
guess who?? <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 04:49 PM (CDT)

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Hello All,
Thought I would sign in and wish Gatlin good luck today. I hope all goes well today. I'll be thinking of you. I bet you can't wait to eat all those goodies! I hope all goes well!!

Good luck!
Love,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 11:58 AM (CDT)

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I Promise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kelsi <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN U*S*A* - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 09:53 AM (CDT)

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Hi Gatlin~

Dont be scard Gatlin,Chayton is always with you. Gatlin some time this week when it isnt raining I will take you and Ashley to the Drive In to get an ice cream cone.If your mom dad want they can come to.Love ya!!!Good luck buddy.
Kelsi <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN U*S*A* - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 09:52 AM (CDT)

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Hey, Gatlin today is the day. Hope you feel better real soon. Your had such a bout with these sore throats, that you probably won't know how to act without one. But I'm sure you'll learn fast. Love you bunches and hope you don't have to stay in the hospital very long. Just think of all the ice cream and popsicles you get to have. Yippee!!! Well better go grandma's in school right now and should be studying. But had to say, "Hi," and wish you luck. Grandpa sends his love too. Grandpa and Grandma V.
Glen and Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA USA - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 07:32 AM (CDT)

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Dawn,
What a wonderful story. I can't wait for the next chapter. Please update soon. You and your family are in my prayers!

Carol <sammy@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Monday, June 03, 2002 at 11:16 PM (CDT)

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Great story...Anxious to here the next chapter. I will be checking in frequently to see if it has been updated. Chayton will remain in my prayers. What a GREAT name and a darling little boy.
Fan of Angel Georgiana <xx@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 03, 2002 at 07:35 PM (CDT)

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I wanted to stop out and thank you for adding a star in loving memory of Chayton on Heavenly Lights. I know that his life and story will touch the hearts of many people..as he did mine. I am so sorry for your loss. I wish so much that I had some magical words to help ease your pain, but I dont. NObody does. But..I will be keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers. Praying that God's love will be a source of comfort and strength to you - now and in the days ahead…
God bless

As sorrow fills your heart,
my heart goes out to you,
And though my words cannot begin
to ease the loss you bear,
I only hope it helps somehow,
to know how much I care.

May your memories comfort you

God bless
Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com
Laura <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
mn USA - Monday, June 03, 2002 at 05:53 PM (CDT)

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Hi.
I'm a chemo-angel for a little girl in Minnesota. I've been following your story for quite a while. Lately, I've seen your postings in other guestbooks. I just wanted you to know how touched I have been by your story. I can't wait to read the next "chapter". I wish I could have known Chayton (a very cool name, by the way), but even though I didn't he touched my life along with many others.
Thank you for sharing his story and for being a touchstone to so many other families suffering with the same disease.
Your the best!
Chemo Angel Lori Gray <ljtgray@earthlink.net>
Shoreview, MN - Monday, June 03, 2002 at 05:06 PM (CDT)

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Dawn, that was beautiful. Now I can't wait until the next chapter! Gatlin, be brave tomorrow and remember, after your throat feels better, I'll bring you some snickers! And yes, you have to share them with Ashley!
Love and hugs to all of you.
Terri <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, June 03, 2002 at 02:48 PM (CDT)

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Dawn, I love what you have written. He brought tears to my eyes. ( I was listening to "Hero") You are an amazing writer. Keep up the good Work.
Gatlin, Maybe this weekend sometime we will go to the drive-in. Ashley is more than welcome to join in too! stay Positive and Chayton will be watching over you the entire time. Good Luck!
Love forever and always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, June 03, 2002 at 01:50 PM (CDT)

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Hi. I just want to say that what you have written is beautiful. I love it!!! Please pass my love onto the kids, and tell Gatlin I wish him luck tomorrow with his surgery. I hope everything goes well tomorrow. I will thinking of you, and praying for you.

All my love, thoughts, and prayers,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 03, 2002 at 11:58 AM (CDT)

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I hope to read more in your next journal entries! I loved it! Tell Gatlin good luck with his surgery and I hope that everything goes well. But Chayton will be making sure that Gatlin is fine!
Gatlin-
Baby this as much as you can, to get all those treats. Don't over do it though, your parents are smart and will catch on! Your five and I am sure you have figured out how much you can get away with!

Jill <emorriso@netins.net>
- Monday, June 03, 2002 at 10:58 AM (CDT)

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Dawn hopem that you are all feeling better than when you did when I talked to you on thursday, sorry didn't get back to you. Sorry to hear about you Wednesday episode hope they just get better for you instead of how they have been. Hope eveything goes okay for Gatlin on Tuesday, if you need anything give me a call. I will help out as much as I can hope to hear from you soon. Chayton remember M.A.D.L.Y and also watch over Gatling at Childrens on Tuesady, keep Ashley company while Gat is in the hospital. Miss you and Love you Rest Little Man
Sally and Jim <sallyf@lakes.com>
Gibbon, - Sunday, June 02, 2002 at 02:17 PM (CDT)

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Doris <cdmaa@insightbb.com>
- Saturday, June 01, 2002 at 09:04 PM (CDT)

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Hi guys I am real sorry I wasn't there for you guys I don't know how to deal with this remember that we love you guys and you are always on my mind he was a beautiful little boy and I will never forget him I think about you all everyday even though I wasn't there stay strong and god bless you can call if you want to hug s and kisses from our house to yours
Stacy <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
Lester Paririe, mn - Saturday, June 01, 2002 at 07:33 PM (CDT)

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Your journal entries are so beautiful, so REAL. I think they speak for all of us. Thank you
so much for them and for sharing Chayton. My heart and prayers go out to you. Our Anna went to be with the Lord in May of 1997 and, although I know she is in Heaven, time stopped that day and my heart is certainly just as torn. I am sure it will always be until we are reunited in our Lord's presence. My life has forever changed. Not a thing nor person will ever, ever make it the same. I will grieve the rest of my life. I will grieve, however, in hope, precious hope, blessed hope, for I will hold my Anna again. What a precious promise from God who cannot lie! I am so grateful to a Saviour that brings His comfort and His peace in even this, our most cutting and enduring pain. Death casts a long shadow that reaches into every crevice of life and the days of grief are long. When you need to weep, weep. When you must sit in darkness, sit for awhile. My heart is heavy with your grief because it is heavy with mine and I shed tears for your sorrow for I also shed them for my own. Most of all, though, I pray. I pray that we will continue to turn our faces towards the healing Light of Jesus and allow His compassionate embrace to comfort us in this anguish that only He can bear for us and that we might continually be blessed with His peace that passes all understanding. Anna has star, like Chayton, on Heavenly Lights and has
a website, http://www.galatians5.com

Yolanda Rogers <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, June 01, 2002 at 01:06 PM (CDT)

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I read your journal entry for Chayton on May 31 and it breaks my heart that there are mummies out there hurting like me. Just want you to know that you are not alone. Do spend a minute to read my 'letter' to my son at the below URL. Just click on the yellow pacifier. http://www.geocities.com/my_little_vincent
Lilian <ejloh@tm.net.my>
Malaysia - Saturday, June 01, 2002 at 08:02 AM (CDT)

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Glatin, Scaring Mommy and Daddy (and everyone else).... Dawn, let me know this time when he goes in. I will try to make it to the Hospital. Miss you all and wish you the best!
Love always, Sarah, Andrew, and Cassandra
sarah <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 31, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CDT)

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Dawn tell Gatlin to get well soon and hope you are doing well! Hope you have a good weekend!!
Kiley Kruggel <k_kruggel06@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN U*S*A - Friday, May 31, 2002 at 02:58 PM (CDT)

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Dawn.. Maybe sometime next week Gatlin Ashley My mom and myself could go to thet drive in for ice cream. Let me know some how when he is ready to do that. I can't wait. I prayed to Chay and Jesus at my Section Golf meet to give me a good and they did. I even got a golf clap:)!! Thinking about you daily.
Love forever and always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, May 30, 2002 at 12:12 PM (CDT)

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Gatlin
hope you get better soon
and don's eat to many popsicles
Chayton was watching over you when you were in surgery I know it
well get well soon
and Dawn hope you are doing well
you are in my thoughts and prayers
tell nicole hi from me

Kiley Kruggel <k_kruggel06@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN U*S*A - Wednesday, May 29, 2002 at 08:21 PM (CDT)

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Hello everyone,

Gatlin, I am sorry to hear about how things went today. I sure was thinking about you though. I hope the next try goes better. I sure hope you are feeling a little better. We will say an extra prayer so the next time around goes better.

Lots of love,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA - Wednesday, May 29, 2002 at 06:47 PM (CDT)

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Hi Gatlin. I'm glad you got your tubes in at least. But what a scare for your mom & dad. I was thinking your surgery was tomorrow. Sorry I didn't wish you luck sooner. What your mom wrote does not help me feel good about tomorrow. My youngest son is a little over two and he gets his tubes in tomorrow morning. I hope there are no scares with the anesthia. Please keep him in your thoughts tomorrow. GATLIN, ARE YOU STILL ABLE TO GET YOUR MOM & DAD TO GIVE YOU ALL THE ICE CREAM AND POPSICLES YOU CAN EAT???
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Wednesday, May 29, 2002 at 05:11 PM (CDT)

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Hi Gatlin, Grandma & Grandpa are thinking of you today. Be brave or not we would be alittle scared too. It's ok to be scared. But the Drs. are real heros and they know what to do to make you feel better again. Just think of all the ice cream you get to eat, or all the pop sicles you get to have. Your surgery will be over before you know it. Then you'll feel sooooo much better. But remember, even though we aren't with you physically we are right there holding your hand through this spiritually. We're in your heart, "ok." Can you feel us there? Ask mom, she'll explain it to you if you can't remember what I'm saying. It's just like when we were there for Chayton. When we came home for the week, we were still there with him through the week spiritually. Lots of prayers. We love you a bunch so get better real soon. I'll call mom later today to see how you are. Love Grandma & Grandpa V. Tell Ashley "Hi" too.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA USA - Wednesday, May 29, 2002 at 05:38 AM (CDT)

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Darrell & Dawn & Family, Yes, I would indeed include Chayton's name on a family sign. He IS part of the family. My dog is listed on mine with my husband and I and of course my children. I have a very nice one that a guy in Michigan makes. If I find his name and number I'll send it to you. It says The Browns" and then Jeff and Jeanne underneath then you add underneath the main sign a heart or whatever shape you are looking for with one name on each shape. The kids have hearts and the dog a bone shape. Maybe he could do an angel shape for Chayton's name. I am sorry that you have had such a rough time lately. It is to be expected. We, as your web family, don't expect you to be able to write on here everyday. We realize you will have rough days and maybe we should be writing more to you words of encouragement and prayer and an ear (eye) to listen. We just want to let you know we are here and continue to pray for your family. We love Chayton and your family more than you could know. You have shared your family and precious moments with us. Even thru the roughest of times. Your new pictures are showing me at least how much pain and heartache is in your eyes. I just wish I could have been there to babysit the other two kids or bring a meal or hold a young child that left the physical world. Trust God and know that our heart aches everyday for you, Darrell and Nicole, Ashley and Gatlin. You can get thru this. You have to! Your family and new baby needs you. Thank you for posting Mearan's web address. She is so special and needs all of our prayers too right now. You know what her parents and siblings are going thru. God Bless you all.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH USA - Tuesday, May 28, 2002 at 07:17 PM (CDT)

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To the Andersons, Wishing you a reflective Memorial Day with loving memories of Chayon! Gatlin, we'll be thinking of you on surgery day! Don't worry sweetie, everything will go fine (and you'll get a lot of popsicles to boot!)
Chay~ Happy Memorial Day...you'll always be in our hearts and NEVER forgotten!
Liz <jlandersen@rtsmn.com>
Winthrop, MN - Monday, May 27, 2002 at 10:33 AM (CDT)

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DAWN-Tell Gatlin I'm going to the Drive-In too when him and Tricia go!!!Tell Ashley she can come with too!!
Jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 26, 2002 at 10:41 PM (CDT)

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Gatlin- i'll make a deal with you...... If you don't cry the day of your surgery I'll take you and Ashley to the Drive to get some ice Cream!! How does that sound. Surgery may sound scary but it's not really bad. I am 16 and I had surgery and I was even scared. IT's alright Jesus will be with you the entire time holding your hand and Making sure the doctors do there best!! Hang in there Gatlin and I am praying for you buddy. Love Tricia UEcker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, May 26, 2002 at 07:04 PM (CDT)

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Hi
You don't know me but I got your web site off another's. I sat reading your past journals for a long time (start to present). I read them as my son sleeps on the couch. He has leukemia and is in the final intense stages of chemo, he is 12 years old and is doing very well.

Until I read your site, I didn't even know what Rhabdoid cancer was. Of course nothing is as bad as the cancer your child is going through. The truth is there is a lot of awful types of cancer, it just plain sucks to be going through the treatment with your child.

A few things struck me about your site. First of all, we don't know what the future is - who would have guessed that we would be doing this a year ago? Second, your son was diagnosed the day after my son. July holds no good memories for me. Third, it truly amazes me how much the human spirit can take and survive. You are a survivor and an amazing one at that. I always hated it when people told me I am amazing. I'm not amazing - I'm surviving!

I'm so sorry about your loss. My very good friend just lost her 2 year old to neuroblastoma and that is where I got your web site. I know that if God should chose to take my son, he would be in a good place, it is just so sad that we have to miss them so much before we get to be with them in heaven.

God Bless....I send you what strength thru prayers I can.
Sincerely,Mary Lee (a parent of a child with cancer)
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
Burnsville, MN - Sunday, May 26, 2002 at 04:04 PM (CDT)

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Dawn I hope you guys are getting better is Gaitlin getting his tonsils out?? i think i remember you mentioning that if thats what it is tell him not to worry i got mine out and got to eat lots of ice cream and popsicles so tell him to look forward to that haha hope you guys get better soon
Kiley Kruggel <k_kruggel06@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, May 26, 2002 at 12:02 AM (CDT)

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I pray today your family is finding some peace. Chayton's little life was so precious, his sweet little spirit lives on forever in the hearts and minds of many. God bless you. You took such great care of your little babe through out his illness. God chose the best to be Chayton's family, for his short time on this earth and always.
Peace and love to you always--Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, CA USA - Saturday, May 25, 2002 at 09:56 PM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn,
If you want Chayton's name on it, then definitely put it on there. It would be precious.
Take care,
Tutee & family
http://www.caringbridge.com/ga/chasesmiracle/ <chasesmiracle@yahoo.com>
Ga USA - Friday, May 24, 2002 at 10:59 PM (CDT)

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Definitely put Chayton's name on your family plaque. Friends lost their 10 year old daughter after a 7 year battle with Leukemia...when she "graduated" to heaven, they painted angel wings and a halo on her name on their family plaque. It's very sweet and inspires lots of reminiscing whenever someone asks about it. It's a great tribute and a daily reminder of their beautiful daughter.
Christi <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
- Friday, May 24, 2002 at 05:31 PM (CDT)

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Just a thought about the family "plaque". Before or after Chay's name, you could put a star.
Cheryl A. Rannow <carannow@uslink.net>
Brainerd, MN United States - Friday, May 24, 2002 at 05:21 PM (CDT)

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Thank you for letting me be a part of your family and also for putting up those beautiful pictures of your son. Like I have said in previous entries, I do not know you or your family, but I have felt a bond to all of you from reading the journal and also the guestbook. Wanting to see the pictures of Angel Chayton is a part of healing for me, and I am sure for all of the web site readers as well. Thank you for sharing him with total strangers.

My mom is a survivor, Or so I've heard it said.
But I can hear her crying, When all the others are in bed.

I watch her lay awake at night, And go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her, To help her understand.

But like the sand upon the beach, that never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mom, Who thinks of me each day.

She wears a smile for others... A smile of disquise.
But through heaven's open door, I see the tears flowing from her eyes.

My mom tries to cope with my death, To keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her, Know's it's her way to survive.

As I watch over my surviving mom, Through heaven's open door...
I try to tell her, Angels protect me forevermore.

I know that doesn't help her...Or ease the burden's she bears.
So if you get a chance, call to her... And show her that you care.

For no matter what she says..no matter what she feels.
My surviving mom has a broken heart, that time won't ever heal.


Thanks for taking the time to write in Dylan's journal...he appreciates, and so do I, messages from other people. I read them all to him, and I also told him about you and your family and I want you to know that Dylan, my 5 year old son, said that "My daddy is now taking care of him, and so when he is sad, he can go to him until he gets to be with his mommy and daddy again"

Just remember, we are always thinking about Chayton, you and your family.. GOD'S BLESSINGS
Linda and Dylan Jorgenson <mommylindaroo@yahoo.com // www.caringbridge.com/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI U*S*A* - Friday, May 24, 2002 at 12:52 PM (CDT)

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Okay-I feel like I'm out of the loop, which newspaper are many people commenting about, can I see it on the Internet?
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca usa - Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 07:46 PM (CDT)

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Dawn,
What very special pictures you have.
Chayton and his family will be forever in my heart, on my mind and in my prayers.
What a sweet little angel.
The looks in all of your eyes tell how much you love that little boy and each other.
Thank you so much for sharing that with us.
And my vote is YES, Chayton was and is a part of your family. Include him in!
And, maybe leave a place to add "little stuff"'s name.
Love to you all.

Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX - Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 06:10 PM (CDT)

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Deanne Gifford (previous guestbook entry) has said it all. Thanks Dawn for continueing to update.
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Tallahassee, Fl USA - Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 02:35 PM (CDT)

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Hello Dawn, Thanks for the pictures. Tears came to my eyes when I saw the pictures of chay and the family. I hope this is a way to help you with healing process. Thinking about you guys always. Hang in there. Love forever and always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 02:35 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn,
Thank you for sharing the precious photos of your family's most difficult time. These special photos show the love you have for each other. Gatlin, your little brother loves you so much, you hold a special place in Chayton's heart. My heart breaks for all of you. I was not lucky enough to ever meet our "hero", Chayton, or your wonderful family, but having read your updates and seeing your family in the photos has forever engraved a very special place in my heart and mind. Your journey has enlightened many people around the world. Your strength, courage, and ability to continue updating and sharing your family with the world is amazing. Your complete openess and unselfishness is something all of us can learn a lesson from. You have given all of us so much. I pray God blesses you and showers you with His love and peace. YOU, too, truly are a blessing to all of us and are a very special person and Chayton knew this, how could he not? He knows his mommy is the best and the care you gave him was with great love, the special kind of love that only of mother could give to her child. You truly are a gift. Your light is one of strength, courage, love, and hope.

Praying for your family's healing and may God fill you with the His joy in this very difficult time.
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 01:34 PM (CDT)

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The Anderson Family,
In my opinion, it would not be a family sign without Chayton's name on it. He is and will always be a part of your family. What if he lived in another town, would you not include him? I think it is a great idea.
I would also like to know what email address should I send an email to?
Chayton,
You look adorable in your Clifford shoes! I bet you were always an angel in disguise. I bet your mommy would love a feather kiss. Just brush one lightly on her forehead like I know she had to do to you a million times. My dad is also there. Just let him know that his two grandchildren miss him dearly and tell him we love him. And we love you too.

Delana, James, Kelsey & Brian <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Tallahassee, Fl USA - Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CDT)

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I think it is a great idea to include Chayton's name. He is and always will be part of the Anderson/Kraft family, whether in body or spirit!
Jill Meyer <emorriso@netins.net>
Clarksville, IA - Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 09:49 AM (CDT)

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Dawn I think that would be so cool to have family sign including Chayton's name I agree I wouldn't want one either if my whole family's name wasn't on there hope you feel relieved after therapy and good luck you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers
Kiley Kruggel <k_kruggel06@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 09:37 AM (CDT)

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I think making a sign with your whole family's name on it would be wonderful. And by all means you should have Chayton's name put on it too. He will always be a part of your family, whether he's here or with the angels. If you had had it made before Chayton passed on, would you know take his name off because he's no longer here for you to see and touch everyday? No, of course not. So why not put him on it. He is and always will be a very special part of your family. Instead of putting "The ANDERSON'S" and listing everybody's names, why not put "CHAYTON HUNTER ANDERSON'S FAMILY" and then list all of your names under that and then the first name people would see would be Chay's and everybody would realize what a special little person he is to your family. Just a thought...
CONGRATULATIONS about the new baby coming. I am very happy for all of you.
Stacey and family <jsweis@springfield-sanborn.net>
Springfield, MN - Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 09:11 AM (CDT)

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That's ok honey, I know I should have been the one to bite my lip, but for many months Your family has had to sit by and watch all the heart ache you and Darrell have had to go through with all the gosssip. I should have again been the better person and not voiced my opinion. You and I know what's what and we will never lose that as a loving daughter to a loving mommy. Just too bad some don't have that kind of love in their hearts as we do. Really I feel sorry for the criticizers. For they know not what they do. Love you bunches baby and have a better day. Remember your family is right here beside you whenever you need us. That's your brothers too.... Love you guys always and shame on me for the YOU KNOW WHAT!!!! Hah!! LOVE Ya Chayman!!!
Sharon K. & Glen Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly , IA usa - Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 07:36 AM (CDT)

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Dawn
You go girl!! Loved the letter to the editor! Lots of people in the community agree with what you wrote! Hang in there and take care of yourself with a gfit of God growing within you.
K. S. <boblangan@netzero.net>
- Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 08:23 PM (CDT)

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What a wonderful idea someone had about using some of Chayton's clothes and making a quilt for each in your family. My grandmother made quilts for all of her grand and great-grand kids. The fabrics she used for each quilt, came from material only from that family. When I wrap myself in the quilt she made me, wonderful memories appear as if by magic! One piece in the quilt that is my favorite, is a swatch that is from one of the dresses my mother wore. What I remember, is her wearing that dress and putting my hair in pigtails. She put my hair in pigtails EVERY day. BUT, the reason this particular dress sticks out in my mind, is that I found out she was pregnant when she was wearing it that day while she was putting my hair in pigtails. To make it more significant I had been praying for a sibling every night for 5 years! (I was 5 when I started praying for that particular request.) Never mind that I had just gotten a baby sister that year I was 5. ;-) My quilt takes me for a "walk" in the past, with only happy memories and lots of smiles.

P.S. The sibling turned out to be a boy. I stop praying for siblings after that. ;-)


Cheryl A. Rannow <carannow@uslink.net>
Brainerd, MN United States - Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 04:59 PM (CDT)

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Dearest Darrel and Dawn,
My heart pours with sadness to hear of what you have been going through. I know that I wouldn't want to be in your shoes. As if the pain and loss isn't enough of losing your son but of more pains from others that weigh on your hearts and souls. I have a gift for you guys. I just haven't gotten it over there yet. The other night I saw on the tv a story about a young child about Chayton's age that had cancer. The child had been through similar things like Chay but a remission of the cancer had given the family peace. I just laid there and cried because the child reminded me so much of Chayton and again I questioned...WHY CHAY!!!! But I'll love him forever. Keep in touch. Love and Prayers.
Ann Jutz <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 04:23 PM (CDT)

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Dawn,
I am so sorry that you are so very sad. I don't know you, but as a Mommie, I cannot even begin to imagine the pain and suffering you are going through.
What a confusing time for you. Chayton is gone, but you have the beautiful new life inside of you, that is a joy!!!!!
Please take care and God is with you, don't EVER forget that!!!!
a mommie too <taylorsandhaydens@prodigy.net>
champaign, il usa - Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 12:24 PM (CDT)

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hey Dawn, I thought of a girls name. Chenelle.. i don't knwo if you like it but It just popped in my head so I thought I would let you know. Hang in there and can't wait to play w/ the kids this summer
Love forever and always, Tricia Uecker

I ask Chayton and Jesus a lot these days, It sure helps!
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 11:49 AM (CDT)

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Dawn hope today is going better than yesterday for you! But like I was telling you yesterday that you are going to have some days worse than others but eventually they might get a little easier. If you need to chat give me a call again. Will have to get together when the kids are home haven't seen them for awhile. I bet they are excited to come home again? Glad what you wrote to people that you are sick of the rumors and hope that they will stop, at least you got your feelings out in the open, you need that also. Take Care and Talk to you soon. Chayton miss you and love you, still look for you everynight in the sky.
Sally and Jim <sallyf@lakes.com>
Gibbon, - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 09:10 PM (CDT)

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Dawn-GREAT,GREAT,"Letter to the Editor.""You said it well!!
Jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 09:09 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, Darrell, and family,
Hang in there. Every day can't always be an "up" day. Just take one day at a time and you'll get through it. Remember that all of us are thinking about you and praying for you.
By the way, Dawn, great letter in the paper today!!!!
Love and hugs
Terri <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 08:08 PM (CDT)

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Dawn,
Give yourself sometime to heal, the emptiness will always be there though, because a major person is missing from your life, eventually the pain will subside. Remember though that once the pain subsides its not because you have forgotten him (for you will never forget him) it just that the thought of him not being there isn't quite so bad. I have an idea for the clothes though, the thought just popped into my head after reading your website. I was thinking maybe you could take some of the really special clothes and put them aside for a little while and make quilts out of them for you, Gatlin, Ashley, even Nicole (forgive me if i spelt her name wrong). That way they will always have a piece of him to remember. I know they have the bracelets but the quilts with pieces of his clothes are more personal because when you are lonely and really miss him you can wrap yourself up in him (actually his clothes but you get the idea). I lost my grandma last year and i know the pain i feel isn't at all what you feel but she made me and the other grandkids and even some of the great grandkids some quilts and i know that a piece of her is always with me,its been several months that i have lost her and i still cry often and remember that its going to take a while, also remember grief is such a personal thing don't let anyone tell you how to grieve. I admire you and Darrel alot. One more thought I was also thinking that maybe making or having a shadow box made of a piece or two of your favorite outfit with a couple of his favorite toys with a pic of him in that outfit or playing with the toy. Don't leave out that outfit (if you have one, i know i do) that he may have had his first bite of real spaghetti and made a huge mess and there are stains on the outfit from that mess and maybe a picture of his face full of spaghetti sauce, for good memmories aren't always clean ;), that way you are keeping the ones that mean soo much to you and still haveing some clothes for the new baby, If you make those quilts remember to make one for the new baby too, he or she will also want something to know the wonderful hero Chayton became and the quilt will be just as special to him or her because he didn't have the honor to get to know Chayton themselves. I just thought i would give you some suggestions and i hope they help.
Robin (neighbor across the street) <lottrj@hotmail.com>
winthrop, - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 03:49 PM (CDT)

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Wow. I admire you for how you can put your true feelings up. One strong woman, even if you don't always feel like that. Hope to hear from you soon. Cassandra's b-day bolloons just got here! talk to you later.
Sarah, Andrew and Cassandra <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 02:09 PM (CDT)

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Dawn... 1st thank you so much for putting your true feeling out here for all of us to read,see and cry with you..You are so strong!
You said "What is wrong with me, Chayton, that I can't let you go?" It has only been 3mo.. and beside that you will never let him go.. he is your baby.... I do hope that one day that the pain will subside.. I have never lost a child.. and losing my father is nothing to compare.. but 13 years later.. only in the last 3 years.. Did I not cry at the sound of his name..the mention of him.. So one day the pain will lessen and your heart will heal.. but you will never be able to let Chay go because YOU LOVE him with all your heart..
Hugs & Love

Wendi <Wwaltz@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Tallahassee, Fla - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 12:51 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, I Pray for your family all the time. I think about you all the time. When I saw you I have a glow on my face just to see you again.
So the kids like to fish? I just got my fishing licencse. I am so excited to start. Well Thinking about you Daily, Hang in there:) Love forever and ALways, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, mN usa - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 11:51 AM (CDT)

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Oh, Dawn, I am so sorry. We all miss Chayton so very much, and are very sad that he is not in your arms, so you may be with each other always. None of us can begin to feel the sorrow and heartbreak you endure everyday, every minute. I wish there was something I could do for you, but, although I am here without any answers as to "why" just know I am here to listen, cry, mourn, and share your sorrow. You may feel very alone at times, but there are many here to walk with you and pick you up when you fall.

Always praying for your family for healing, comfort, strength.

Deanne Gafford

Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 11:37 AM (CDT)

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I have left one entry in your guestbook, and ever since I have finished reading the entire journal, I have continued to log on and get my daily fix of the Anderson website!!! I am so in awe of your family and I wish that I had the courage and strength to do the same. Although our stories are much different, your words have encouraged me and I thank you!!

We, as a family have, have never had anyone with cancer. My daughter, who is 13, brought home a Relay for Life handout, and she decided that she was going to donate her babysitting money...75.00 in the memory of Chayton. I too will match that in honor of your son. We are going to be walking around the track, and holding a banner with his name on it. Although I am unable to walk yet, I will be doing this in my wheelchair. His name will be in the minds and hearts of all of Ironwood, MI.

You have touched us in a way that we will never forget!
Linda Jorgenson <mommylindaroo@yahoo.com /// www.caringbridge.com/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI U*S*A* - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 09:05 PM (CDT)

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The baby is due on Thanksgiving Day!! Just some ideas for names hmmmm... how about Preston Wyatt Anderson or Hunter Chandler Anderson, or Wyatt Cole Anderson. Although the names you already have picked out are just great!!

Just wondering, how is Chayton's stone coming along for his resting place?
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 01:27 PM (CDT)

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Congradulations!! What a miricle that this baby was concieved about the time Chayton left all of his admiriers. He wanted his family to know that he left them, and gave you a new baby.

I have tried to find these entries that have upset you. I think if people are going to talk junk, they need to get off of this page. The Anderson family has had enough to deal with. This family is wonderful, I seen them every step, until the end, how they were. They are the best family I have ever met! They love their children more than life itself, and who wouldn't? I can't say much more, because I haven't seen the junk, but reading what is there, I have made my judgement, sorry.
I just wanted to congradulate your whole family!:) We love you all.
sarah and kids <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com caringbridge.com/mn/cassandrandy>
Monticello, - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 10:43 AM (CDT)

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley and Angel Chayton,
CONGRATULATIONS on welcoming a new baby into the family. We never know what God has in store for us. You are once more handed a gift to take care of. Which everyone has seen how wonderful of parents and siblings you all are. God Bless you and still praying for your healing in this time.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 07:04 AM (CDT)

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Dawn & Darrel,
Well I'll try to keep my tongue bit here, but it troubles me when I hear of how some people can be so cruel. I'm not going to tell you to brush it off and ignore it . . . but I will tell you . . . and I know that you know this . . . when times are tough is when you find out who your true friends are and who to avoid.

Unfortunately, there are many people in this world that like to make other as miserable as they are. The saying of "Misery loves company" is very true as I know you have already seen. Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things to go through, but to lose that loved one as an innocent little child has got to be the ultimate. What you two have been through has to be horrendous and all I can do is sympathize with you. And now that you have something POSITIVE AND EXCITING to look forward to . . . it is beyond my comprehension how anyone could be critizing you. SHAME ON THEM!!!! HOW DARE THEM!!!! HAVE THEY LOST ANYONE???? OBVIOUSLY NOT!!!!

Here's a little tidbit that Dawn didn't share with you but they weren't trying to have another child this quick . . . as a matter of fact they took many precautions!!! This child said "HHHMMM . . . I'll show you." And somehow proved all the percentages and statistics wrong. Now if that isn't a miracle, well then, I don't know what is. So instead of critizing, gee, maybe we should be thrilled. We should not be looking down upon anyone, but looking for ways that we can help and ease the pain and fear. How would you feel if you had just watch your beautiful, innocent child die from an unbelievably excrutiating illness. Day and night you watch him slowing deteriate and there is NOTHING you can do but let him know you love him. Could you tell your baby "TO LET GO AND GO WITH JESUS?" I saw how Dawn and Darrell said "Goodbye" and I can say I've never seen anyone do that with more love than they did. Oh don't get me wrong, that tore their hearts out but their love for Chayton was stronger than their own pain. The ones that are judging and being so cruel, you had best get down on your knees and THANK GOD that you have no clue what they are going through!!! You ignorant fools.

Ok, so I didn't bite my tongue too hard, but just wanted to say my piece. Dawn and Darrell, I love you guys and I can't wait to spoil this wonderful addition to your family. "Auntie" Colleen can never have enough nieces and nephews!!! You have my support 100000000000000000...%
Keep that beatiful smile on your faces and here's a big hug from me . . . OOOOOHHHHHH!!!!

Colleen <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 01:52 AM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, IT was so Nice to see you the other day.. I really miss you guys. Hang in there!! Love forever and Always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, May 19, 2002 at 12:50 AM (CDT)

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I am so sorry to hear about all of this. I know it is so hard, but try to stay as strong as you can.
Angie Joy <ajkmvaughn@yahoo.com>
Waterloo, IA - Saturday, May 18, 2002 at 07:31 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn, Darrell and family,
I just read the latest journal entry and wanted to write you and tell you Congratulations. I check your web page often and enjoy your updates. Like everyone else that took time to sign the guestbook, I am sad about the effect that the negative gossip has had on you. They all gave some great advice about ignoring it and move on. You are strong and unfortunately this is one more hurdle for you to overcome in this whole process....and you will. Don't let this get you down, get to you and weigh so heavy on your minds. These people are not "friends" and must live shallow lives. They are certainly an obstacle in your healing process. Thanks again for the continued updates. Chayton will remain forever in many people's hearts. I wish you a healthy, happy pregnancy. Congrats to your whole family.
Sylvia <SJKC1961@AOL.COM>
Mendota Heights, MN - Saturday, May 18, 2002 at 10:09 AM (CDT)

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Why do there have to be ppl out there who ruin things for others? Let this family be...... I love them so much and I hate to see them in so much PAIN....:) Thanks!!
neighbor <neighbor@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 05:54 PM (CDT)

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Congratulations on your latest news! We will continue to keep your family in our thoughts and prayers. Also, thanks for continuing to update the site!! Take Care.
Michele & Mark Kohn <mmkohn@newulmtel.net>
Courtland, MN - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 05:31 PM (CDT)

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Dawn,
We ALL Love you and your family.
If it were up to us (and by us I'm sure I do speak for everyone on the list!) we would wrap you up in a protective shield so no one could hurt you anymore.
Let go and let God. He will take care of those people for you. It will be in his time though, not ours.
Congratulations on your newest blessing.
Chayton will ALWAYS be remembered.

Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 04:22 PM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
I would first like to say CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR SOON TO BE NEWEST ARRIVAL!! I am sure that Chayton is watching over you and protecting all of you. I am very happy for you!! I think having another baby is wonderful!

As far as rumors go, my personal feelings are if they don't have anything better to do then maybe they just ought to shut up!! That is putting it mildly. I would say go somewhere a whole lot warmer, but maybe that isn't appropriate. At any rate, I wish for you to have all the happiness in the world, I personally think you deserve it, every ounce of it. It is also obvious to me that God wants you to have this child. Otherwise it wouldn't have happened.

I send to you my love, and prayers.
Love, Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 04:19 PM (CDT)

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Congratulations on the new baby!!! I am so glad that you decided to keep writing. I check the web site daily, sometimes more than once a day. I know it may be hard, but try to ignore the negative comments. You and your family know what is true and what is not. Again, Congratulations!!!!
Jean Bening <jeanb@young-america.com>
Arlington, MN USA - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 12:56 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn,
How beautiful that God has blessed you and has entrusted you with another little soul in which soon you will be caring for. He does pick the best to care for His little ones. This tiny, wonderful creation is truly a gift in which only God our Father can give. Cherish every moment, again, just as you did and do with your other children. Though at times, it may be very difficult with the grief you must endure with loss of your dear, sweet Chayton. You must still work through your grieving, this needs to be done in your time, one day at a time. This season in your life is definitely the most difficult you've ever seen. Your are experiencing life and death at the same time. At times, you shared with us that you feel like you are dying. God is very Gracious and He will carry you through your very difficult time, just as Jesus, you will rise to a new life. Often, you may not realize it, but God is very present in your life, blessing you and caring for you. You are one of HIS children and part of you is already with Him, playing infront of His throne, our little "hero", Chayton. Now, with the newest little love in your life, brings God's newest blessing, there are many more blessings waiting for you, just ask Him. You can and will one day feel the peace He has to offer, God's Love and Grace is for everyone and He promises to heal the brokenhearted.

Just as God heals us and blesses us, He will protect us. The recent negativity from some individuals, which has found it's way into your life, is another trial which will be overcome. Let God handle those affairs, you haven't any time for these disturbances. You are working through more important issues in your life. I pray all of these hurtful things in your life will go away and not return. God's Victorious Peace will prevail, lean on Him.

I am so happy for you, I pray you have an easy pregnancy and remember to take care of yourself and try to get the rest you need. Your new little one now holds a special little piece of your heart, and it will always be there, just as Chayton, Gatlin, and Ashley share in the love of your heart. This little bundle of joy is undoubtedly a reason for all of us to rejoice!

In His Peace and constant Love,
Deanne Gafford
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 12:51 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, Congratulations!! I was just Shocked to hear that. I hope everything goes good. and none of us want you to move from Winthrop.... Remember I am here for you when need me. Babysitting this summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dawn I miss you and can't wait to see you.
Love forever and always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 11:50 AM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn,
I know it's hard NOT to listen to negativity. It's out there & some people love it. I am praying for your family. You are going thru so much.
Take care,
Tutee & family
http://www.caringbridge.com/ga/chasesmiracle/ <chasesmiracle@yahoo.com>
Ga USA - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 11:44 AM (CDT)

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Darrell and Dawn, God's blessing be upon you and your family and the precious new life soon to keep you hopping. Chayton will definitely be a guardian angel for this little one and make sure it is safe. It definitely is a special gift from God--no matter the precautions, He meant for it to happen and now He will watch over you.

We all continue to pray for your family but now I ask everyone to also pray for those people who are causing the Anderson's such pain. We need to ask God to help them with their tongues and to use them to praise Him and not slander His precious sheep. It appears right now their lives must be pretty empty that they have to put such effort into hurting others. Let us all hope that soon something good will happen to stop them from any further misery.

In the meantime, let us all sign this guestbook so Dawn and Darrell can see the support they continue to need. God be with you all.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 11:24 AM (CDT)

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Congratulatoions! I was shocked when I read the news that you are going to have a new baby. I hope this baby will be happy and healthy little child. Little children are always special to be around with. I still check the updates about 3 or 4 times everyday
Carrie Nelson <Smiling2002@yahoo.com>
Lafayette, mn - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 11:07 AM (CDT)

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DARRELL & DAWN:
I THINK I MAY HAVE SPOILED THE SURPRISE FOR YOUR MOM AND DAD , DARRELL. I CALLED YOUR MOM TO CONGRATULATE HER FOR GRANDMA-TO-BE, AND SHE DID NOT KNOW THERE WAS A BABY ON THE WAY. I GUESS I ASSUMED BECAUSE IT WAS ON THE WEBSITE, EVERYONE KNEW. PLEASE ACCEPT MY APOLOGY.
MARGE <KEMARICH@MEANS.NET>
- Friday, May 17, 2002 at 10:46 AM (CDT)

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I just checked your page again as I do every morning at work. I love to see how your family is doing and how everyone is coping with your loss. Ignore the gossipers, I know it is hard but their ignorant ways are not worth wasting your time with. What a wonderful gift Chayton left you with. I will continue to pray for your family and that this new baby will be happy and healthy. Thank you for sharing your world with all of us. You are an inspiration to many people out here. God bless
Sarah <healy1069@aol.com>
wethersfield, ct 06109 - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 10:21 AM (CDT)

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CONGRATULATIONS! I think the news of a new baby is the best ever! What a precious gift! I will pray for a very healthy, happy pregnancy and a VERY healthy, VERY happy baby! You've all been through so much--I'm amazed that you even dignify the gossip by acknowledging it. I find it so sad that people find it necessary to talk about others, especially when you've been through such a tough time. It only speaks to their dissatisfaction with their own lives. Hang on to your dignity, your precious family and your love for each other. It's the greatest of gifts. It's been said before, but it bears repeating...thank you for sharing your journey with us. I'm sure you have helped others and touched countless lives along the way. You will be in my prayers. Christi Hamilton
Christi Hamilton <hamilton.fam@cox.net>
Dove Canyon, CA - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 09:50 AM (CDT)

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Hi! You don't know me, I live in Philadelphia and came across Chayton's page through a friend of my husbands..His son is fighting a tumor and I check his sight, so that's how I came across Chayton's. I have a son that is Chayton's age (he'll be 2 in June). My heart goes to to you and your family for your loss.

How can people be so cruel as to gossip about a family loosing their child. I look forward to reading your updates on how you and your family are coping, especially since my son is Chayton's age.....my son has had some problems in his little life, but nothing compared to what Chayton and your family went/are going through. Hang in there. Hold you head up high and continue to remember him however you want to...Congratulations on your new addition. I know it has to be a happy time, but I can understand how it would be hard too..

You and your family are in my thoughts are prayers.
Tpacan@sovereignbank.com <tpacan@sovereignbank.com>
philadelphia, pa usa - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 08:49 AM (CDT)

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Dawn... you are so right... what a GIFT... CONGRATS... this is such a blessing from God and never think other wise.. we can all right word of understanding... but we will never truly understand what you and your family have to live with on a day to day basis..But I can tell you this.. WE ARE HERE FOR YOU! I am so glad you came back...and shared your AWESOME news with us...
Hugs

Wendi <Wwaltz@mail.dos,state.fl.us>
Tall, FLA - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 08:10 AM (CDT)

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I'M 100% IN AGREEMENT WITH LINDA JORGENSON!!! DON'T LET THESE PEOPLE RUIN THE RELATIONSHIPS YOU HAVE ESTABLISHED ON THIS WEBSITE.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 09:09 PM (CDT)

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You do not know me, but I came across the website from another little child, and from their's was a link to yours. It took me 4 days of reading, and I am just in awe how all of you have shared your lives with total strangers. You are an amazing family. I am so very sorry for your loss. Your son is a very special child who is loved by many. I will continue to keep you, your son and your family in my prayers.

As far as the "friend" is concerned, Well...I too had to face a community after we returned home from the hospital. My son and I were in a car accident and as a result, it left my son with a complete spinal cord injury at T-12. He is paralyzed from the waist down. I live in a small town in the UP of Michigan, and there are ladies, (and men too!)that felf it necesary to make up rediculous events of our families tradgedy and spread rumors. We had a benefit for my son last month and few of those ladies (and I use that term loosely) thought it would be great to boycot and also tell area businesses to do the same....we had a great turnout and as for them...they are not my family, they are not my friends, and they are just bitter, ignorant, small and very insecure. They are not important in your life, so forget them.

Anyway, I wish you and your family all the best, and I do hope that I will continue to read your words, for they are inspiring to me. Although we are not going through the same thing, I get the courage and the strength from you.... Thank you so very much!!!
Linda Jorgenson <mommylindaroo@yahoo.com //// www.caringbridge.com/mi/dylanjorgenson>
Ironwood, MI U*S*A* - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 06:49 PM (CDT)

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Just want you to know that so many people care about your family. You have been an inspiration to so many people. I think most people would agree that you have a very special family. It seems some people like to start rumors whenever something happens to somebody-all that matters is that you know what is true! Stay Strong!!!
Michele Kohn <mmkohn@newulmtel.net>
Courtland, MN - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 05:20 PM (CDT)

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I just wanted you to know that everything you write has been such an inspiration to me. I've learned from you not to take life for granted and cherish everything I have. Please do not let these people's comments get to you so bad. I know it's hard, but you and Darrell know what the truth is, and that's all that matters. It's just too bad that these people have to make your loss even harder. Please know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.
Nickie Rettmann <nrettmann@dfamilk.com>
Winthrop , MN - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 04:08 PM (CDT)

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SORRY TO HEAR YOU FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT THE COMMUNITY, AND WANTING TO MOVE AWAY. JUST AS THE PREVIOUS ENTRY HAD ASKED, I GUESS I ALSO QUESTION WHAT KIND OF FRIEND WOULD BRING YOU THIS GOSSIP, TELL YOU THINGS THAT THEY KNOW WOULD HURT. I WOULD LIKE YOU TO REMEMBER THE KIND PEOPLE OF THE COMMUNITY, WHO SHOWERED YOUR FAMILY SO GENEROUSLY BY SEVERAL BENEFITS. I GUESS I WOULD QUESTION THE "FRIEND" AND OF HER SOURCES. YOU HAVE MANY FRIENDS AND FAMILY HERE, WHO DO CARE ABOUT YOU ALL. DON'T DWELL ON ALL THE NEGATIVES, AS THERE ARE POSITIVES OUT THERE. IF YOUR "FRIEND" IS CAUSING YOU SO MUCH PAIN, WHY IS THIS PERSON STILL A FRIEND? TURN TO THE PEOPLE WHO TRULY CARE ABOUT YOU, AND MOST OF ALL, TURN TO GOD.
MARGE <KEMARICH@MEANS.NET>
- Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 04:05 PM (CDT)

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Just a note to let you know that I still check your web site every time I log on to the internet. I feel sorry for those people who have nothing better to do than to drum up stories to pass around. Know that thankfully, they are in the minority. There are so many wonderful people out there who care about you and would miss the daily "fix" you provide for us with your updates. By the "looks" of the guestbook, others feel the same as I do. I continue to keep you and your family in my prayers. Know that many people are praying for you all and REALLY, TRULY, do care! I wish you well.
Cheryl A. Rannow <carannow@uslink.net>
Brainerd, MN USA - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 01:34 PM (CDT)

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I agree with Wendi (earlier post) We all are interested in your well being and want to know how things are. Whether you decide to update or not PLEASE just know that we all care. Try not to let the naysayers ruin things for you. IT is so obvious that you and your family are dealing with and handling things in the best way for YOU all! That is the way it should be...and if others have nothing better to do then gossip..well, I feel sorry for them..

Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.
heather <hiyah@boxfrog.com>
- Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 01:04 PM (CDT)

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Dawn & Family
I have no right or reason to ask you to not stop updating.. but just so you know.. as I'm sure you already do... There are lots of us out here.. that truly care about the well being of your family. We check Chay site not once but 3-4 time a day waiting for you to post again.. We want to know how your day went, how your babies are doing.. what popped into your mind and heart that made you smile of Chay..What make you cry..what pull at every muscle in your heart.. We long to grow closer to your family...We want to know the good, the bad, the hard, the happy. all of it.. Please know that all the hurt words and gossip is so few to all the other people out there that TRULY CARE...
I just need you to know.. how I feel
I do and will understand if this is what you have to do.. I will still check daily and hope with the pass of time you cant one day come back..
I think of you all the time and you are in your prayers...
Hugs and Love
Wendi

Wendi <Wwaltz@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Tallahassee, Fla - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 12:47 PM (CDT)

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Dawn I don't know who is running back to you with gossip they've heard but they certainly aren't your friend. Please don't let people who live such drab lives that they feel the need to cause trouble bother you and please don't be so sensitive to them. You and your family are handling the loss of your beautiful son as best you can and the people who matter understand that. You could live in any part of the world and find the same kind of people, they are pathetic and live pathetic lives. God Bless you all.
A friend you've never met from central Minnesota. Lois
Lois Herker <loherk@brainerd.com>
Nisswa, MN - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 12:26 PM (CDT)

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I hope you don't let people take control of your lives, I'm sure everyone that reads about Chayton does not feel like that. I check your page several times a day and am glad you are able to share to everyone your story about your son. I believe it is a way of dealing with your grief. I want to Thank you for sharing your son with the world it's been an honor. I hope you will continue to share him and your thoughts with us. I have enjoyed all his photos.
jake <jake@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 11:17 AM (CDT)

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Dawn that poem you wrote for Chayton was really special, it brought tears to my eyes, but lately what don't when we talk about Chayton. Thank you again for the gift on Sunday for my birhtday but you really didn't have to do that. Glad to see that you got your computer fixed. Hope to hear from you soon and you will be in our prayers. God Bless and Take Care!
Chayton how was your birthday? Hope everything went well in heaven did you see all the balloons that everybody let go or did you catch them all. Miss and Love You!
Gatlin and Ashley hope to see you soon, miss and love you also. Remember M.A.D.L.Y
Sally and Jim <sallyf@lakes.com>
Gibbon, - Thursday, May 16, 2002 at 01:03 AM (CDT)

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Hey Guys. I had a dream about Chayton again. I can't remember what was about but I know I did. I will be sending up a balloon next month since i missed his real birthday. Well I pray for you guys every night. Remember If you need a babysitter at all I will be there in a sec. Love forever and always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 11:52 AM (CDT)

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I just stopped in to check on you. The poem you wrote is beutiful! Just want you to know you guys are always on my mind. Hope to talk to you soon.
sarah & kids <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 10:17 AM (CDT)

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WOW..I just finished reading all your journal entries. I sat here for almost 2 hours reading..at times laughing and at times crying. The two of you are amazing...you had to make choices that noone should ever have to make..I admire your courage and the faith that you held through out this journey. I think it is wonderful how you were able to post what you were truely thinking and feeling..and anyone who criticized the choices you made...well, I think that is unfair of them to do so. It is SO obvious that you two made the right choices for you and Chayton and your family. I am so sorry that you lost your little boy. Although he isn't physically here, he will always be in your hearts..he will never be forgotten! I'd like to think that he is a guardian angel for you all now... I will pray that your family continues to heal and that things are easier for you. I look forward to following your journey until you no longer post. Gatlin and Ashely are very lucky to have parents such as you....take care of yourselves and one another
Heather <hiyah@boxfrog.com>
Brainerd, MN - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 09:51 PM (CDT)

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We just wanted you to know that we continue to watch your updates and your strength is very admirable! We will continue to keep you in our daily prayers! Our boys were smiling down on their mommy's last Sunday, I know it! Happy Birthday Chayman!
Kathy and my little angel in heaven Charlie Cowan <Jeffcowan@attbi.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 09:10 PM (CDT)

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Just wanted to take a minute to say Happy Belated Birthday Chayton!
Happy Belated Mother's Day Dawn. I know it must have been a hard day for your family, but I think about you daily. Take Care!!!
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Tallahassee, Fl USA - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 10:57 AM (CDT)

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This is only the 3rd or 4th time I've posted, but I read your updates every day and have done so since around last September. Just wanted to let you know that I ran in a 5K race this last weekend called the "Soleburner" here in Appleton, WI. It is sponsered by the American Cancer Society. On my entry form I noted that I was running in memory of Chayton Anderson (in addition to my grandmother and grandfather). A star was then added in his name to the banner that went accross the finish line. There were over 6,000 runners and walkers. It is a HUGE fundraiser for the American Cancer Society. This was the first time I had participated in the race. Just wanted you to know that more people that you can possible imagine are familiar with your family's story and are thinking of you.

God Bless you and your family and grant continued strength and love.

Happy Birthday little Chayton!

Dawn & Family
Dawn Fritzell <jfritzell@aol.com>
Appleton, WI - Tuesday, May 14, 2002 at 09:24 AM (CDT)

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Hi this is brittney and im kylees cousin i ws just wondering how you guys were doing and how easter went and stuff well best of luck for you and your family
Brittney Doland <popcanredem@mchsi.com>
Waterloo, ia usa - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 09:07 PM (CDT)

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Dear Chayton,
I was away from the computer all day yesterday with Mother's Day activities, but I thought of you many times, of how you were probably having a big celebration as you turned two. A funny thing happened as I was in my car at waiting for my son to come out of the store yesterday. A family came out with a huge bunch of colorful balloons, and as they were getting to their car, somehow they let go of them and I watched them all float until they were out of sight. I told my son when he came out that they must have been meant for Chayton! :) I hope you got them, little guy. Happy Birthday, baby.

Birthdays In Heaven

Birthday candles burn and glow,
In the evening light,
Look like stars to those below
Dancing in the night.

Birthday cakes with icing white,
Made by God’s great hand,
Look like clouds to those below
Floating o’er the land.

Bright balloons in every hue,
Heaven’s jubilation,
Look like rainbows from below,
Nature’s decoration.

Birthday boy with eyes aglow
Pain free now are you,
How you’re missed, our angel boy
As you’re turning two.

Those of us whose hearts you stole,
Think of you each day,
Knowing you’re in Heaven’s care,
Where the angels play.


Claudia Allen May 12, 2002






Claudia Allen <pollyesther123@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 13, 2002 at 03:24 PM (CDT)

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Dawn,
I still think of you often. I hope everyone is getting along fine, I know yesterday must of been very difficult.
My 2 children released a balloon for Chayton's birthday yesterday. I hope he caught it! Take care.
Cyndi <jamesx4@net66.com>
Homer, IL - Monday, May 13, 2002 at 02:01 PM (CDT)

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Happy belated birthday Chayton. We miss you very much.
sarah & kids <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 13, 2002 at 10:27 AM (CDT)

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We can't thank you enough for sharing your lives with our family. Your son is beautiful! We will be lifting Gatlin, Ashley and the rest of your family up in prayer. Thank you so much!
Kyle and Suzi Pohl <kspohl@brainerd.net>
Brainerd, MN USA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 11:45 PM (CDT)

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We can't thank you enough for sharing your lives with our family. Your son is beautiful! We will be lifting Gatlin, Ashley and the rest of your family up in prayer. Thank you so much!
Kyle and Suzi Pohl <kspohl@brainerd.net>
Brainerd, MN USA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 11:44 PM (CDT)

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Chayton sorry mommy could sign in today something went wrong with her computer but I know that she would of if she could of, but just remember that they both love you and miss you very much. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOWGLI AND REMEMBER MOMMY AND DADDY LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH GAT AND ASH WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALSO. DON'T BE TO HARD ON JESUS TODAY SINCE YOU ARE GOING TO START YOUR TERRIBLE TWOS. REMEMBER M.A.D.L.Y" Chayton I wrote that all for your mom and dad. Here is our song. Love and miss you birthday buddy hope you ate enough cake for the both of us since I did not have any today. Mommy has a plant for you from me on our birhtday and will plant it by your resting place to remember our birthdays.
Sally and Jim <sallyf@lakes.com>
Gibbon, - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 09:54 PM (CDT)

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Happy, Happy Birthday little buddy. Hope you're having a great celebration with Jesus. Miss you whole bunches. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I'm trying to help keep your mommy and daddy in good spirits. I know today is a real tough one for them but they'll be OK!! They know you're still with them just in a different form. Love you whole bunches!!!
Colleen <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
- Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 08:40 PM (CDT)

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Dear Chayton,
Happy birthday to you!
Jesus loves you this is true,
How is Heaven, so Perfect and New?
Are there hundreds of Angels with wings of gold?
Beautiful puffy clouds and you never grow old?
Is God's mansion oh so big and spacious?
Are there really many aweswome things my goodness gracious!
Playing, laughing, chasing balls and more,
puppies, bunnies and kitties galore?
Jesus loves you and me,
how wonderful and delightful this will be!
Heaven is so fun and the best,
now you're waiting for family and the rest.
Shortly, we will all be there for sure,
God is so Wonderful and so Pure.
Peace be with you my friend the "fighter,"
until we join you in a place much brighter!

God Bless you, Dawn, on this Mother's Day and it also being your precious son's birthday. I pray you are finding some peace through out this difficult day, don't forget, laugh when you want to, cry when you want, remember all you can. The memories of Chayton also live on in many peoples hearts and minds, he will not be forgotten.
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 07:24 PM (CDT)

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Dawn and Darrel-HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHAYTON!!!!!!Enjoy the Balloons.THANKS for teaching me so much!!!!Dawn,HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!To you also, Thanks for allowing me to be a part of your kids lives!!!!!Your a GREAT family!!!

Jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 06:17 PM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you , Happy Birthday Little Chayton, Happy Birthday to YOU!!!!!
What a big boy, you are two Chayton. Did you get all the balloons Mommy and Daddy and Gat and Ash sent you?? Hope you are having a great day, I bet Heaven has awesome birthday parties for little people!!
Love, Tracy,Taylor,and Jordan
tracy <rice2707@earthlink.net>
Lime Springs, ia - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 05:16 PM (CDT)

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Happy Birthday Chayton!!! We all miss you very much!!

Dawn, I know today won't be any easy day for you, but I wish you all the happiness on Mother's Day that this day can hold for you!!

Love,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 11:24 AM (CDT)

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Hi Andersons-
You are always in my thoughts and I wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you today. Happy Birthday Chayton! I love the picture of you on your daddy's chest. You sure had some pretty hair (and dark, too).

Dawn, this is probably the hardest Mother's Day you will ever have and I am sorry. I wish Chayton could have been here to celebrate his birthday with you. He was very lucky to have such a devoted mom. You did a great job taking care of him! Happy Mother's Day.
Val Roach <svroach@netins.net>
Plainfield, IA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 09:42 AM (CDT)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAYTON!!!!!! WE ALL MISS YOU VERY MUCH!!!!
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY DAWN!!!!!! HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!
Neighbor to the North <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 07:39 AM (CDT)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAYTON!!!! WE LOVE YOU. TAKE CARE DAWN AND DARRELL. I KNOW THIS WILL BE A HARD DAY FOR YOU BUT YOU WILL GET THRU IT. GATLIN AND ASHLEY, I KNOW IT WILL BE HARD FOR YOU TWO ALSO. WE WILL KEEP YOU ALL IN OUR PRAYERS. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY DAWN!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 07:07 AM (CDT)

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Happy birthday Chayton! I am playing your song now while I am righting to you. I saw that you are shinning really bright now, it is 1:15 in the morning Sunday. Dawn Happy mothers day to you. Gald to hear that the balloon release went well for you wonderful day for that. All I thought about today was Chaytons birthday and Mothers Day for you guys tomorrow. Dawn give me a call and I would like to come over and see you. GAtlin and Ashley give mommy a really big hug from chayton for mothers day. Well i have to go can't handle no more. Chayton rest easy and hope you enjoy your birthday up in heaven, don't eat to much cake. Love and Miss you Happy 2nd birthday.
Sally and Jim <sallyf@lakes.com>
Gibbon, - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 01:11 AM (CDT)

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HEy Dawn, I just got done writing to the Oprah Show. I hope you hear back from them!! Miss you..

Happy Birthday Chayman!!!!!!
and Dawn Happy Mother's Day!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 11:16 AM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, I love the pictures!! Keep them coming. I sure miss you guys and hope to see you this summer!! Love forever and always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 09:43 PM (CDT)

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The pictures are wonderful. They are so adorable and then some!! I just wanted to wish Chayton a Happy Birthday, and to wish you A Happy Mother's Day, Dawn

Love Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 04:49 PM (CDT)

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It's been a long time since I wrote in here, but I still check it all the time, and I think that your new pictures are great! I hope you guys have a wonderful weekend. Happy Birthday Chayton, and Happy Mother's Day Dawn!
Jill Meyer <emorriso@netins.net>
Clarksville, IA - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 08:22 AM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, I hope Chay's Birthday thing goes GREAT!! I will be thinking of you guys all day Sunday!!!! I'm thinking about sending something up on Sat.
Last night on ER, Dr. Green Died of a brain tumor. It got me thinking about Chay, and then I couldn't stop crying! At the end of the show, Dr. Green's daughter releases a balloon in memory of her Dad!!!!! I just started balling and thinking about you and Darrell and the kids, how awful it had to be.. seeing Chay die like that. but when his daughter released that balloon she had a smile on her face, She knew he was in a better place w/ no suffering, She also knew that Balloon was going to make it to heaven. Dawn Thanks for the updates and PIcture I think of you guys everyday!! Miss you all!!!!!! Love forever and Always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 07:54 AM (CDT)

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Dawn-GREAT pictures!Think of you guys everyday!!!!!
Jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 10, 2002 at 05:46 AM (CDT)

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I must comment that I think we need to see you in one of these pictures too. I have seen Darrell and the kids but don't know you and feel I need a picture so when I write and think of you guys I can picture you also. Even though your typed messages have shown me the core of who you really are. I also know that it is always "mommy" that takes the pictures. At least in my house it is. Hope to see one soon!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 06:30 PM (CDT)

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Thanks for the new pics. They are great! I see the kids like their hair long and "punky". How Cute!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 06:27 PM (CDT)

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Your little man was so beautiful, so happy....so wonderful! What great pics to remember him by! Talk to ya sometime soon!
Nancy Coleman <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, Mn USA - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 03:43 PM (CDT)

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The new pictures are great! Even though I never met your family; I think of you all often. You are a wonderful family that has definitely taught us what love is all about.
Michele Kohn <mmkohn@newulmtel.net>
Courtland, MN - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 10:27 AM (CDT)

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Dearest Dawn and Darrel,
It was great seeing you guys last night. I had a wonderful time. The memories of Chayton were awesome. I can't stop looking at the picture you gave me. I took it into work today and showed everyone the most awesome man I know. I will treasure the picture and the times I got to be with him. It was so good to finally come through that door and visit with you. That first time coming back over knowing little Chay Man isn't there is hard but I'm glad I did. You guys are great. The laughter was wonderful for everyone. I couldn't believe I was there for 4 hours. I had a wonderful time even though there were pictures (Thanks to Darrel)!!!!! Can't wait to get together again sometime. Take it easy. Need any help for this weekend please let me know. I'd be proud to help.

Chay we miss you and love you. Happy Birthday big guy. We will be thinking of you. Look down on your Mom on Mother's Day. She'll be thinking of you as she celebrates Mother's Day on your birthday without you. Love You Always!!

Ann Jutz <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 06:21 PM (CDT)

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Hi Guys! Dawn, tell Gatlin and Ashley getting their tonsils out isn't too bad. Tell them the "Snickers Lady" kids both had theirs out and got to eat lots of popsicles. See you all soon
Terri <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, May 08, 2002 at 07:08 AM (CDT)

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I sure enjoy the adorable pictures....keep them coming!

Hope everything goes well with the kids and their doctor appointments. I can imagine, they must be scared, but everything will be just fine.

Glad to see you are able to continue writing and talking about Chayton. I'm sure it is therapeutic and we all enjoy reading the entries. Take Care!
The Karstens <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 01:22 PM (CDT)

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Dawn glad tohear that the kids enjoyed making May baskets, it is interesting to figure out who gave you a basket if you didn't see them. Let me know when you are leaving to go to Iowa this weeekend, i have something for Chayton for our birthdays. May be I will stop over tomorrow night after 5:00 to visit and see if you need any help with getting things ready for this weeekend.
Chayton 6 more days until our birthdays and you really have to watch what your family has planned for you in Iowa, hope you will enjoy and cherish it. Wish I could be there with them but i have to work. Miss you and Love you Rest easily. I will play our song on Sunday for us, if you hear you know what to do, just like you told me how you heard the song the first time I played it on the way to work early in the morning.
Sally and Jim <sallyf@lakes.com>
Gibbon, - Monday, May 06, 2002 at 09:34 PM (CDT)

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Just a little note to let you know that Chayton has not slipped from my mind at all. I hate to even come to his page and try to write something because it just makes me cry. I loved this little guy. I little man you did not have to meet in person to know what kind of kid he was, how precious and cuddly he was. Thanks for sharing your story of him and letting us get to know the fighter he was. Thanks also for updating pictures which I love to look at. Although I do miss my favorite of him with his pacifier in a dinosaur (i think) sweatshirt. I will be writting to Oprah as soon as I come up with all the right words please do so again and I hope every other parent can join in. This "monster" needs talked about and families need HELP. I still continue to pray for your family. Especially for Gatlin and Ashley. Your writting helps us people who have no idea what you are going thru learn even after a death what everyone deals with. The pain is not gone just because your loved one is only here in spirit. I'm not sure what is worse seeing a child go thru the everyday of this disease or after they have passed. I hope no one else has to go thru what your family has. God Bless You All!!!!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Monday, May 06, 2002 at 09:14 AM (CDT)

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Dear Gatlin,
I read your mommy's update about your visit to the doctor. I remember when my little nephew, Andrew, had surgery and had his tonsils removed, he was only about two then. His tonsils were sooooooo BIG, too. He did pretty good for a little guy. After his surgery he got to eat alot of ice cream, jello, pudding, and all of that fun stuff. I know you'll do great if you must have surgery, you're a tough guy just like your little bro, Chayton. Your whole family is very brave and very strong. I'll be waiting to see how well you do with your surgery, and I'll say a prayer for you, too! Your friend in California....Deanne Gafford
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Sunday, May 05, 2002 at 10:20 PM (CDT)

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Hi, the kids really enjoyed the May baskets. Did you find the flowers they left for you? The kids are waiting to pick rhubarb again.
neighbor <benbunny@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 05, 2002 at 08:30 PM (CDT)

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Hey Anderson's!! HOw are things going??? Just to let you know that I changed my email to tuecke@yahoo.com, My other box gets really full and then I can't read them! I think of you guys everyday. Yesterday on the Golf Course(Last hole) I say the rays of light!!!!! I knew CHay and My G-pa were watching me. I even talked to them out loud.. Thanks for the updates!! Miss you! Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 11:43 AM (CDT)

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to gatlin-thank you for the May baskets!!
jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 11:46 PM (CDT)

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Dawn and Darrell sorry to hear that the kids both had bad days yesterday, glad that grandma was there for Gator to talk to they need somebody to talk to just like you and Darrell need people also. Well Dawn this is going to be a rough month so if you need anything or just need an ear to listen or a shoulder to cry on PLEASE give me a call. Is is only 11 days before Chay and my birthdays it is getting harder on me the closer it gets here so please call if you need anything it will do us both good. Take Care and you are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Sall y and Jim <sallyf@lakes.com>
Gibbon, - Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 08:38 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn & Darrell and family,
I turned the calendar page and noticed the great big letters CHAYTON'S BIRTHDAY written on the month of May. I have been thinking of you often. There are so many songs or things I see that remind me of Chayton and your family. I can't believe how fast time has gone. My love and prayers are with you always. Keep in touch.
Ann Jutz <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 05:52 PM (CDT)

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Just letting you know that you are all thought of often. We will continue to keep you in our prayers.
Michele Kohn <mmkohn@newulmtel.net>
Courtland, MN - Tuesday, April 30, 2002 at 08:25 AM (CDT)

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Dawn have not sined in in a long time just wanted to let you know i still care about ya,ll and love to get emals from you tell the kids i said hi and i will check with you later take care
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Texas U.S.A. - Monday, April 29, 2002 at 09:57 PM (CDT)

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Glad to hear that Ashley was surprised to see you at her play for school. Happyto hear that you had a good weekend with the kids sorry Darrell couldn't be there with you. To bad you weren't home on Thursday when we stopped over hope that you will be home next time or bettter yet give me a call sometime and I will coem over and help with candles.

CHayton man we have less than 2 weeks for our big day of you turning 2 and me a year older. Miss and Love you lots. Also remember that M.A.D.L.Y a whole bunch. Rest easily and keep watch over all of us.
Sally andJim <sallyf@lakes.com>
gibbon, - Monday, April 29, 2002 at 04:43 PM (CDT)

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Hi Guys, Hope you had a good weekend. Dawn, I'll probably stop over today after I get home from work. Talk to you later.

Terri <djmuchow@means.net>
- Monday, April 29, 2002 at 06:49 AM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn,
Just signing in to let you know I still check in on you every day.
Dawn, I think you are a remarkable person - they way you care about the other children that have illness - the way you love your family - after everything you all have been through. It is just truly amazing, and so are you!
Thinking of you often and remembering Chayton often.
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, April 26, 2002 at 04:09 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, Just thought I would check in.. This weekend I have my Jr. Prom. I am very excited. While I am out and about. I am going to be thinking of Chayton and to remind to be safe. He has impacted my life so much, (You wouldn't believe) I know Jesus is playing w/ him. OH and one more thing. We were at a volleyball tournament and we were pretending to be animals, One of my friends said she could be a dinosour. She started running like a dinosour, it was so funny and looked just like a dinosour and while i sat there watching her I thought of Chayosour!!!! I thought that maybe that's what they looked like in Heaven playing dinosour!! Dawn I miss you!!!!! and hope we can get together sometime. Love forever and always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, April 26, 2002 at 07:59 AM (CDT)

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WOW you guys...
I just logged on, and hadn't checked the count of visitors to your site lately. I am #100,000! Phenomenal! The impact of Chayton's life, and your story through and since it all have touched so many people! I am so glad and honored to be one of them!

In some ways, your hardest days still lie ahead as the reality of Chayton's physical absence hits deeper. But I hope you are comforted by the number of people who have, who still do, and who will continue to care about you and love you.

No matter what, take each step and stage as it is right for you, even if you are not where others "expect" you to be. Just about the time folks think you should be starting to get "back to normal", the hardest work is beginning. I tell you this not to discourage you, but rather for you to know that it is completely normal and OK, and there is nothing wrong with you if you aren't "getting over it" when anyone else thinks you should be. You will never get over it. You will just learn to live with it. Do it on your own time as it is right for you. And above all, as a couple talk about your feelings to eachother, and to Ashley and Gatlin as well. Let them know that it's OK to say what they feel, even if they are afraid it will make you sad. When Melissa died, I told my other 2 kids "You aren't going to make me more sad. I am already sad, and you are already sad. So let's talk about the sad together, and we can hug and be sad together." And then, when it feels right, be sure to talk about the happy; the joy Chayton brought to your lives. Let them think of something he did that made them laugh, or something they did that made him laugh. Shared laughter, just as shared tears, will help you heal.

Wishing you release of your tears and laughter to fill your well!


A Friend <luvs2stamp23@aol.com>
North Carolina - Thursday, April 25, 2002 at 10:29 PM (CDT)

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Hi Darrel and Dawn-Sorry I have not written lately but I have been thinking of you guys.Dawn,Let's do lunch someday!!!
Jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 25, 2002 at 08:05 PM (CDT)

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Just a note to let you know I check your website everyday and can't wait to read the next entry. Thank You for taking the time to keep up the entries. You are still in our thoughts and prayers everyday. May God continue to give you the strength to keep going.


Brenda <dhawkins@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Thursday, April 25, 2002 at 07:49 PM (CDT)

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We are thinking of you always, and check the website at least once a day! Take care of each other and hug tightly!
Erik and Jennifer Olson <jolson@neoucom.edu>
OH - Thursday, April 25, 2002 at 04:43 PM (CDT)

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Dear Darrell and Dawn,
I'm at the Lafayette Charter School today helping with the testing. I had the Kindergarteners and they have finished their testing and so we are now in the computer lab. They're all so quiet and busy on their own computer. So as long as they're happy and content I thought I'd check up on you guys. Our life has been so hectic lately with an upcoming wedding shower and many school functions happening within the next week or two. I feel like I've been away from home more than at home. I'm still planning on comming over for a visit sometime soon. I can't wait to get to know Chayton more through your memories and love of this little boy. Hope to see you soon. Take care.

love and prayers always
Ann
Ann Jutz <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, MN USA - Thursday, April 25, 2002 at 10:43 AM (CDT)

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Dawn,
I have really enjoyed reading your posts and seeing the new pictures. I really like the last one of all three.
Take care!
Tutee <http://www.caringbridge.com/ga/chasesmiracle/ chasesmiracle@yahoo.com>
in Ga USA - Thursday, April 25, 2002 at 12:15 AM (CDT)

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dawn let me know when youneed help with the candles told you that I would be happy to help you. Glad to hear that things are starting to work out for you, hope you find a job that you enjoy. Dawn we need to get together again soon sometime. Hope to hear from you soon.
Sally and Jim <sallyf@lakes.com>
Gibbon, - Tuesday, April 23, 2002 at 07:19 PM (CDT)

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I read that Darrell is back to work. Is he doing the same thing he did before Chayton got sick? Probably a good thing for him to do. It will help keep is mind off of his pain a little more. Hopefully you guys are finding each day brings a little less pain. And don't feel guilty about it either. You could not live any other way! How about you Dawn. Are you looking to go back to work any time soon? I have been off work for a few weeks and have a few more to go. The time at home has been nice, but it's strange..I do look forward to going back. You have to make all your decisions based on your own personal feelings and when the time is right...you will know. Thanks for the updates...Take Care.
Carla Karstens <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Tuesday, April 23, 2002 at 09:48 AM (CDT)

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dawn. just signing in to let you know that I watch for your updates daily. You are in our prayers daily. Remember if you ever need anything, just call
dawn s. <schmidtmason@maxminn.com>
montevideo, - Monday, April 22, 2002 at 10:42 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, I am home for a while just thougth I would write. Talk to you later. Love forever and always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, April 20, 2002 at 11:35 AM (CDT)

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Haven't had any luck reaching you guys on the phone lately. Hope things are going well. I hope to see you guys sometime soon. Steve will be gone for 2 weeks in Hawaii; and I hoped that maybe we can get together for a little while. I am having some of my girlfriends over on Sat. 4/27. Let me know if you want to come.
Missy R. <reldir@hickorytech.net>
- Saturday, April 20, 2002 at 10:23 AM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, Just checking up to see how everyone is doing!!! I hope Good!! Well Have a GREAT weekend! love forever and Always
Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, April 19, 2002 at 07:25 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, Just checking up to see how everyone is doing!!! I hope Good!! Well Have a GREAT weekend! love forever and Always
Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, April 19, 2002 at 07:25 PM (CDT)

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to chayton's family:
I still visit you here, (as an acquaintence of the rhabdoid community) and am cheered to read your updates and anecdotes. I have no doubt that you discovered amazing courage and passion and even fragility within yourselves and having learned so much at the feet of a child-master, you have been charged with sharing these lessons with the rest of us. I thank you for you continuing to involve the community that has developed here in your journey as the Chayton's family. I wish you great luck and peace in your journey.
Blessings,
~emily. <ruoster@hotmail.com>
alameda, ca - Thursday, April 18, 2002 at 03:20 PM (CDT)

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Dawn and Darrell just catching up on the updates of the web page, sorry haven't got a hole of you guys lately been just caught up of doing other things, glad to hear everything is getting better. Dawn if you need to talk give me a call and I will be glad to listen. Chayton and the rest of family you still are in my thoughts and prayers eveyday.
Chayman we have less than a month and you will turn two and I will be a year older also. Hope you do something special that day for your family especially for mommy since it will be mothers day when it is your birthday and I will be watching for you in the sky that night so I can play our song for our birthdays, Love you and miss you so much buddy hope you are resting easily. Remember M.A.D.L.Y always.
Sally and Jim <sallyf@lakes.com>
Gibbon, mn - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 06:54 PM (CDT)

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Hi Guys!!
Isn't this beautiful weather? It feels so good to get outside without a coat and enjoy it all. You seem to be doing such a wonderful job holding yourselves together. The memories of Chayton are wonderful to see and hear. I thank you for putting them here so that those of us that didn't know Chayton as well as others can get to know him more by your inspirational words.
Ann Jutz <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 06:33 PM (CDT)

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I come to see if you have posted and read everyday.. most of the days I leave in tears and some time with a smile...but always with a warm heart..I know visit and read most of the other childens borads as much as I can... I just wish there was something I could do...all I have to offer is my prayers and thoughts of you and your family...
I dont know how you do it... you are a very special lady and your family is so bless to have you..
Bless all of you

Wendi <Wwaltz@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Tallahassee, Fla - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 03:54 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, Just thought I would say HI!! I talk to Chayton a lot and In fact I had a dream about your family last night. I think he was in your Dreams because I don't remember seeing him in mine. Have a Good Day, Love, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 11:54 AM (CDT)

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Hello Dawn,
I was just checking in and seeing how you are doing? Well Just thought I would say HI and I think of Chayton everyday!!! Love Forever and Always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 07:59 AM (CDT)

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I'm sorry I keep bugging you, but here is one more website which may be helpful. It has a link for grief support and grieving children, among many other things. http://www.beyondindigo.com/
God Bless
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 02:15 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn~
Here is a website that is so beautiful, virtual quilts and memorials with a very special poem http://quilts.childrensmemorials.com/
http://www.smilequilts.com/
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 01:54 PM (CDT)

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I would like to extend my sympathies and prayers to Chayton's family. I put my son's name into Ask Jeeves and this came up, it startled me, because my son's name is Chayton Hunter as well, he also is a dog lover.
DH <dhawks9@hotmail.com>
Rock Hill, SC USA - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 12:08 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn,
I'm still checking in everyday for a new update. Thank you for your lastest one. I was searching around and found a website called Candlelighters. Within it's organization it has a bereavement e-mail support group. The address is http://www.candlelighters.org/bereavement.stm. I found it on another child's website who had cancer. Maybe it can be helpful.

I'm still praying for you and your family. Even though I was never lucky enough to meet Chayton personally, I feel like I somehow knew him, I sure do miss him. Are your still working on his book? It would be nice to read about him someday.

Does anyone know what happened to "Friend" from NC. I miss her words of wisdom.

Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 02:31 AM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn,
Just remember that I am still her for you when you need any help. and This summer..... I can babysit if ya need one. I miss you guys and I miss Chayton too!! I think everyone does, I don't think there is a day that goes by when I don't think of HIm. He was a special Man!!!! I am truely Grateful for your family!! Love forever and Always.
Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, April 15, 2002 at 11:51 AM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn, Darrel & kids.

Although you haven't heard from my family or me before, I feel akin to your family. My granddaughter, Savannah, is 4 yo and having a battle with "the MONSTER", aka Wilm's tumor. Her histology was unfavorable so the onc's are watching her closely. The other reason I feel akin to your family is because I spent an important part of my youth as a resident of Waverly, Iowa....moving just before my senior year in hs.

I can not imagine the pain you all have gone thru. My heart aches and I would like to have the magic words to help you to understand what has happened, because then I too could understand what has happened to Savannah.

I will check back often, think of you daily and have of course added your family to my prayers.


Mary Carter <cart4831@sprynet.com>
Downers Grove, IL USA - Sunday, April 14, 2002 at 09:43 PM (CDT)

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Hello Darrel, Dawn and the kids
I am still in your thoughts.
Carrie Nelson <Smiling2002@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 14, 2002 at 07:50 PM (CDT)

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Hi All,
Just to let you know you are still in our thoughts and prayers.
Tim <timcar@rconnect.com>
- Sunday, April 14, 2002 at 12:32 AM (CDT)

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You guys are still in my thoughts & prayers DAILY! Thank you for the updates with this journal, we all appreciate reading them! Chayton...you will NEVER be forgotten.
Lots of love to you guys!
Liz <jlandersen@rtsmn.com>
Winthrop, MN - Friday, April 12, 2002 at 04:09 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, How are you? I hope everything is going ok. Well I was just checking the page. Love Forever and Always and Chayton is always on my MIND. Bye!
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, April 12, 2002 at 02:34 PM (CDT)

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Dawn if you ever need to sit down and chat like we did the other night give me a call and don't be afraid to call and I will be glad to listen and try to give you the best advise that I can, Please feel free to give me a jingle.

Chayton rest easily little man and we all miss you and love you very much. Watch over and give mom and dad a kiss on the check some night while they are sleeping and you are in thear dreams they would really appreciate that, thanks Chay man. Our birthdays are in a month from tomorrow which will be in 15 minutes, so happy 23 month Birthday buddy. Take care and I see that you are nice and bright again tonight for everybody to see you in the sky. Hears our song for our birthdays in a month. Now we only ahve 5 minutes left to wait until tomorrow.


Sally and Jim <sallysample2@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, - Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 11:46 PM (CDT)

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Hi,
I have a question for you, and I don't mean ANY disrespect in any way, but I am confused why the older children are not living with you. I am assuming that they went to stay with family while Chayton was sick, but I don't quite undertand all the logistics of it. I am sorry if this is offensive, it is DEFINETLY not meant to be. I am trying to figure it out, and with all the "gossip" that is surrounding your family, I felt it best to just "ask". I have always believed if you want a question answered, you need to go to the source, so I hope you see this as much respect for your family!!!!!!
Please don't think I am a gossip, I just would like to know the answer, and who better to ask??
You and your family are ALWAYS in my prayers.......Chayton too!!!!!
God Bless you all!!!!!!!!!
a friend <gogirl@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 08:13 PM (CDT)

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Hey Everyone!
Sorry it has been quite a while since I signed in here and I am doing this now very slowly!! I had surgery on one hand and will have the other hand done next week.
Glad to see you are seeking professional help! Sometimes it takes a complete outsider to really help you. Hope you find alot of comfort in that. Let us know when you have some free time to get together. We would love to see you!
Take care...and I will keep checking back.
Kurt & Carla <karstens@newulmtel.net>
- Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 06:37 PM (CDT)

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Hi! My name is Shannon and I've got your Chayton page bookmarked and I come back often to check up. What a wonderful little boy!! I have a question. What does M.A.D.L.Y. stand for?
Shannon <Shannon_r@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 01:47 PM (CDT)

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Hi Darrel and Dawn,
It's that weekly trip to the library. Thanks for the E-Mails. I hope that you're all doing good. I will try to be over soon to see you. I was just reminising about Chayton last night with Fred. Tears all over again. Take care and God Bless.

Miss You Chay....Love and Kisses
Ann Jutz <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, Mn USA - Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 06:13 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, HOw are you? I hope you are doing ok!! Today is a little rainy and that might not help but just think of all the HAPPY tears Chay has brought to your life. I bet there are MANY! Well May God Keep you in His care!!! Love Forever and Always, Tricia J. Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 11:48 AM (CDT)

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Dawn,Darrell, and kids,
Thought I would sign in quick and let you know that I am still thinking of you. I will try to call again later this evening. I am hoping all is going well.

Take care,
Love Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday, April 09, 2002 at 05:46 PM (CDT)

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Dawn I can't get in my e-mail at home but I just wanted to let you know that I wouldn't mind being put in Chay's book and either would my mom. Take Care!! Love Forever and Always!, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, April 09, 2002 at 08:00 AM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn!
I just wanted to drop a little line and tell you Hello! and to let you know that I VERY MUCH enjoyed reading your memories of Chayton.
My work has had me too busy and my computer at home is not working properly, and even though I cannot sign in everyday, I still pray for you EVERY night! You and your family are VERY SPECIAL people.
Chayton's star still shines so bright and I think of him and pray for him too.
Take Care!
I'm still holding your hand in my heart!
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX - Monday, April 08, 2002 at 12:51 PM (CDT)

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HEY~
Good to here the kids are home.Gatlin let me tell you a joke I heard.Ok here it gose.Anyone can pee on the floor but it takes a man to pee on the sealing!!!!HAHA!!!!Ashley you keep laughing!!!!!How is everyone????Me and Chay like to talk a lot.(he said he was going to come see everyone very soon).Love ya lots!!!hope you email me soon.
With lots of love,Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
winthrop, mn usa - Sunday, April 07, 2002 at 12:37 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, HOw are the Kids? I bet you are having a blast w/ them:) They are you beautiful!!!!!! And Ashleys Eyes... WOW.... I wish I had those eyes. And Gatlin what a smart young man. He is so SMART! Well anyways.. i just thought I would sign in and say HI. I hope yo enjoy the time with the kids! Love forever and Always
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, April 06, 2002 at 03:01 PM (CST)

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Dawn,

I just want to say that I wish I would have had more time to get to know Chayton even better. The memories I have of him, are something that I will cherish forever.

I have to tell you that the first time I met him, it was so special. The way he played with the kids, and ran and laughed. It was great to see. Then the first trip I made up to see you, when he walked and talked for the first time in days. I feel so priveldged to be apart of that miracle. He touched my heart.

Chayton,
I know you looking down upon us from heaven above, and let me tell you, it's really great to know we have another angel watching over us. Thank you sweet child for letting me be apart of your life. Thank you for showing us all what strength really is, and thank you for having the courage to fight like you did. You are true little hero. Your laughter brings joy to all who hear, it makes us yearn to here it again. When you laughed whom ever was in the room, couldn't help but chuckle, and smile, or down right burst out into laughter all their own. Your smile was beautiful, and when you gave one out, it touched everyone. You are truely an amazing person. I thank my lucky stars to have gotten to know you, even if it was just for a short time. Let me tell you little man, I couldn't and won't ever forget you. As your mom and dad say, you truely are a veteran. You fought like a man to the bitter end, and still you didn't give up. Thank you Chayton for letting me be apart of your life, and thank you for being a part of mine. Rest easy little man!! Reach down from the heavens above and give your mom and dad, Gat, and Ash, along with Nicole a hug and a kiss from me, and throw an extra one in there from you. When you run into my mom again, tell her I love here, and give her a hug and a kiss from me too. I love you little man!!! Rest easy buddy!!
Love,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday, April 06, 2002 at 12:33 AM (CST)

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Hey Dawn, Even though I have only met Chayton twice or maybe 3 times, he has touched my life to this day forward. I knew at the moment i first saw his beautiful little eyes he was a special boy!!! Ok The First time I saw him he was laughing and smiling as my mom (jenny O.) played with him.. The day after that they (My mom chay Gat~n~Ash) were gonna have a grape eating contest. They had one later on. But I just wanted to be a part of this boys life. and then the second time I saw him, he was lying on the couch just sleeping. I could tell how much You and Darrell loved this little boy. He stoped breathing for about 10 sec. That scared the CRAP out of me. You guys were RIGHT THERE and you sat there talking to him. I don't know if you reliezed that i had a river of tears. I didn't want this poor boy to die in front of my face. When I heard he had passed I was deeply saddened, But I KNEW he was in a better play and he would be alright, You know why???? BECAUSE HE WAS CHAYTON ANDERSON and he was a fighter on heaven and on Earth!!! Dawn I truly Miss you and I want to do anything to help out in anyway!!!! and if you are gonna do Chay's Ballon thing in Winthrop (Maybe you were going to Iowa) I would like to come. And if you are in Iowa I will let go ballons for Chayton. Love you forever and Always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, April 05, 2002 at 08:07 AM (CST)

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Hi Dawn,
Ya know, you all are going through so much why would anyone want to "hurt" you even more by nasty rumors? People can be so cruel & just plain stupid! I admire you for looking the other way when it comes to rumors. That is a hard thing to do sometimes.
The picture of Chayton & Jesus is great!!
Prayers as always.
Tutee <chasesmiracle@yahoo.com http://www.caringbridge.com/ga/chasesmiracle/>
Ga USA - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 08:43 PM (CST)

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HEY HEY ANDERSONS!! Just a quick note to let you know that I think of you all everyday!! I just loved the potty story!Sammy did the exact same thing his first time up on the big pot! What a wonderful memory for you to cherish...and I know exactly that "hey look I did it" look! They are wonderful little creatures! I am glad you are finding time to relish the great times you had with your little man. Don't let the opinions of others get to you. There is little in life more significant than what you are facing now. Love and respect your family with all your heart...thats the most anyone can do. God will carry you through this tough time-let him carry the weight of the heavy feelings you hold in your heart. Know that there are many many of us out here routing for you and for yours...me being up there at the front of the line.

Thinking of you everyday!!!
Nancy <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 07:28 PM (CST)

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Dawn, and Darrell,
I know that words are not what you are looking for. Take your time, see each memory, if you like relive it. If you can't right now, then don't torment yourself. There are no time limits on how long the grieving process should take. It is up to you. Take each day as it comes.

I am always here if you would like to talk. I love you all!

Take care of yourselves.
Love Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 05:52 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn, I love the story. Are you still going to the the balloon thing on Chayton's birthday. J/W Well I never stop talking to CHay and I am always praying hard for you and your family. We miss you!! Love you forever and Always,
Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 11:56 AM (CST)

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Dawn Hello, I just read your update. I just want you to know that I remember that day too. It is like it just happend yesterday. You called me, and you where so happy and proud that he went poppy on the big potty. It just makes me smile just thinking about it. All the good memeries even the bad. will always be with me and I will always remember them. Chayton may not be here in body but he is in are soul and are hearts. I remember him chasing Moglie in the park, when we had are many picnic's in the park. That was so fun and the kids loved it. they would play and we would sit and watch them run around. and wishing we had that much energy...... to be young again.....
Juat want you to know that we are thinking of you... and your family.
terri schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
- Thursday, April 04, 2002 at 11:41 AM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
I have to tell ya, I loved the trip down memory lane, I could almost imagine little Chayton doing that.

I hope all is well with you. I will try to give you a call sometime soon. I can't promise when, but I will.

Gat, and Ash, I send to you my love, and can't wait to see you two again. Gatlin, don't worry the next chance I get, you have a birthday present coming to you. Ashley, I have something for you too.

Dawn, and Darrell, take care of yourselves. Missing all of you a bunch. Talk to you soon.
Love,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 11:53 PM (CST)

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Hey my dear friends, I miss you whole bunches!!! I know that times are real tough right now but, you know me . . . I worry about you when I don't hear from you. I know . . . I know I get a "tad" protective over you guys, but . . . well what can I say??? I love you and I don't want anything bad to ever happen to you again!!! You have already had more than your fill!!! I also understand the need for an escape!!! . . . and boy do you guys deserve it!!!

Hey, by the way, would you set the record straight?!! I've had a few people telling me all kinds of rumors about you guys . . . such as that you are separated, to divored, to living in Iowa, to yadda, yadda, yadda!!! They are NOT seperated . . . they are NOT divorced . . . and they still have their residence in MINNESOTA!!! Sorry, but I had to put that on here so people would know and stop this crap!!! Haven't they been through enough without SOME people starting these rumors???? Anyway, LOVE you guys bunches and you guys keep HANGING ON!!! Here's a big hug for you . . . OOOOOUUUUGGGGHHHH!!!!!
me <mememmeme@prairie.lakes.com>
- Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 11:16 PM (CST)

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That is a really neat picture of Chayton and Jesus, is that the one that will be on his headstone? That was really a quite story that you wrote about potty training Chayton, glad to hear the memories that you had with him. You are all in our prayers everyday. Take care and hope to hear from you soon.

Chayton we love you and pray for you everyday. Rest easily little man and keep watching over us everyday Love and Miss you lots little Birthday Buddy talk to you soon, I am listening to our song now as I am writing this to you. Chayman think M.A.D.L.Y. along with you Gatlin and Ashley and Nicole.
Sally and Jim <sallysample2@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 08:04 PM (CST)

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Dear Darrel and Dawn & Family,
Hi guys, it was great seeing you in New Ulm about a week ago. I was so touched to hear that you put my letter on your web site. When I read your comments today it brought tears to my eyes. I just loved your little Chayman. I think of him every day. I have one of his pictures up on my dresser by one of my angel collections and the other on my refrigerator and of course the one in my purse. He's there wherever I go. Easter was at our house this year so it was a busy week and weekend. When we go to Iowa sometime I want to stop out at the cemetery where Chay is buried to see his stone. It sounds like it's going to be great. Just what he and you deserve a grand tribute. You all looked great. I hope to see you soon. Keep in touch. Love to you all!!!
Ann Jutz <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 05:05 PM (CST)

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We're still dropping by to read your updates, and we still remember you all in our prayers every night. God bless. Love from
Seren Wildwood (Hannah's mum) <seren@wildwood.org.uk>
Glos. UK - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 03:43 PM (CST)

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Thinking of you guys always. Your entry was a tear jerker, I am so glad you have happy memories. Little Chayton was sure a special boy. Miss and Love you all.
sarah and kids <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
Monticello, mn - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 11:38 AM (CST)

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I just wanted to let you know that I'm still checking in on you every once and a while. Easter was hard for our family, and I thought a lot about little Charlie and all his new little friends, including Chayman. I know they were having a hayday running around looking for Easter eggs.

Charlie has been gone for about 10 weeks and we still shed tears every single day, and will for a very long time. He was not here nearly as long as Chay, but the pain is just as strong. Please, please, allow yourselves the time you need to be ok with this. There is no set time, we just need to trudge through grief and conquer it. Our pastor told us that if we try to tippietoe around it, we just end up trudging through it someday, so try not to delay the process, yet try to forge forward.

I think of you and your family often! You're doing a great job, keep it up!!!
Kathy and my little angel in heaven Charlie <jeffcowan@attbi.com (www.caringbridge.com/mn/charlie)>
Maple Grove, MN - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 08:46 PM (CST)

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Dawn and Darrell Glad to hear that your Easter went well. Had you on my mind all day hoping everything was okay. Chayton don't eat to much candy ortherwise you won't be able play dinasour as easily. Well Take care all and hope to talk to you soon.
Sally and Jim <sallysample2@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 06:23 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley, and Nicole,

I thought I would sign in and wish you a belated Happy Easter. I hope that things are going well.

Mike stopped in today, and I showed him the pic of Chay and Jesus you sent me, he thought that was really cool. He also wants me to tell you all hello.

Take your time with things, there aren't any rules to say how long it should take one to grieve. Take your time, make it your own decision. Don't let anyone decide for you.

I love you all lots, and I will talk to you soon.
Love,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 06:17 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn~
Many people are continuing to keep you and your family in their thoughts and prayers, and waiting to read your updates, I still check daily. Thank you for sharing with us through your web page. I know, for me personally, your updates help me to better know what to pray for you, to our Father in heaven. I believe He will always be there to listen and comfort. God is Good.

I'm sorry you are hearing some rather negative comments. I can't even imagine what you are going through, as I have never been through such tremendous pain as you have, with the loss of your sweet baby. I am so sorry that you or anyone else has to suffer such an unbearable loss. I think it is rather too soon to "move on" as others have suggested. Don't rush, this is YOUR TIME and you must work through it YOUR WAY, without pressure, just hopefully with understanding and much love from family and friends, old and new. No one really knows how each of you are feeling, only you. Just know that there are many here to listen and pray for you. I pray daily that God will help you and lessen your pain and carry you through. I know He will, I have faith in Him. God feels your pain.....

A teardrop on earth summons the King of heaven.
--Charles R. Swindoll

When the time is right and you feel up to it, can you please share more wonderful memories of Chayton, for the people that weren't lucky enough to meet him personally?

God bless you my friend, and I will continue to pray for you and your family.

In His peace,
Deanne
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, CA USA - Monday, April 01, 2002 at 08:17 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn, I am gonna be in Winthrop this week-end so IF YOU NEED any help. Please call me and my mom. We miss you a lot and I really want to help with anything.:) Anyways. I miss Chayton so much. It must be awful..... But I know you guys are being as strong as you can be. I see where Chay got his fighting from.;) It's so hard to believe that he's gone, it just hit me now and it is super weird. My family thinks i am strange for talking to the night sky, but they just don't understand!!! I bet you know what i mean.. even if i wasn't that close to Chayton i still feel I knew him like he was family!! Thanks for the updates. :) Love you guys forever and always, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, April 01, 2002 at 04:25 PM (CST)

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Darrel and Dawn-Sorry I have not written for awhile.I miss seeing you guys.How are the kids.Tell Gatlin HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!Think of you everyday!!Please call when you have a free minute.Maybe we can get together!!!
Jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 01, 2002 at 07:14 AM (CST)

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Dear family of Chayton, I was tonight checking on Tyler Wilson's guestbook/web page. Tyler is my little cousin. Actually his daddy Paul and I are cousins. Tyler and my son are 4 months apart and although we live a few hours apart they are good buddies.I noticed you had sent them a few messages. I decided to look at Chayton's page just out of interest and the concern that comes natural when you hear of someone with similar rare issues. I was so surprised and sad to hear that Chayton has recently passed. I hope your family is coping as well as possible and comforted to know that Chayton is more comfortable nowtoo. Pleasetry to be strong for each other and for your other children. Our family will pray for yours and thank you for caring about our cousin Tyler.
Erica Southard <south21@attbi.com>
joliet, ill USA - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 08:23 PM (CST)

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Happy Easter Everyone. I just want to tell you something. I looked up in the sky and I say 4 rays of sunlight through the clouds. this is really weird 3 were together and 1 was farther away. I believe that the 3 that were together were, Chay, Peirce and Kylee and I one that was farther away was my Grandpa.. I still believe that story my Cousin told. (Family Legend) That the Rays of Light were Jesus Watching over us and since my Grandpa died I believe that was him and The other 3 beautiful angels!!! God Bless you all. I never stop thinking about you!
With Love, Tricia Uecker <Tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 05:46 PM (CST)

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Happy Easter! Still thinking of all of you. Hoping you are having some good days. You will always remain in our thoughts and prayers. Take care!
Michele & Mark Kohn <mmkohn@newulmtel.net>
Courtland, MN - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 05:07 PM (CST)

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Happy Easter to you all. I keep thinking of your family always and always looking for any new journal entries. I still check every day. I haven't signed in for awhile because I don't know what to say except that we will continue to pray for your family during this healing process and may God and Chayton watch over you!!!!
Brenda <dahwkins@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 01:29 PM (CST)

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HAPPY EASTER! Chayton hope you found your Easter basket that the Easter Bunny brought you up in heaven, Ashley and Gatlin hope that Easter Bunny brought you Easter baskets also, hope you got your card from us. Hope you all have a Happy Easter and God Bless you all. You are on my mind all the time and will be for a long time. Ashley and Gatlin we miss you and love you, hope you are doing well in school hope to see you soon. Darrell and Dawn have a safe trip back home. Talk to you soon.
Sally and Jim <sallysample2@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 08:06 AM (CST)

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Hello to all of you,
I thought I would sign in and see if there were any new updates. I tried to call earlier, and I will continue to try untill I reach you. I have Gatlin's birthday present. He is such a little gentleman when he answers the phone. I got quite a kick out of him Friday morning when I called.

I suppose I will talk to you all later. Oh, Mike and Roger both say hi!! They send their best. I am suppose to give you a hard time Dawn, (from Mike). I'll explain when I talk to you.

All of my love,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday, March 30, 2002 at 07:20 PM (CST)

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Hey guys
Gatlin I hope you had a good birthday and Ashley you be good until I get down there. Gatlin I do have a present for you. Dad and Dawn I have to tell you something and I want you guys to call me please.!!! I hope to talk to you guys soon and tell chayman that I love him very much and I miss him!! I am still holdin' out yet Dawn.
I love you guys so very much and hope to see you very soon!!

Love Always~
Nicole A (your daugther)

nicole anderson <beautygirl_72@hotmail.com or halfcracked_416@yahoo.com>
lafayette, MN us - Saturday, March 30, 2002 at 12:08 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn. I haven't heard from ya in a while. I hope everything is going good. Just tonight I talked to Chayton after I looked over at your house!!!!!:) That Boy still amazes me! WOW!!! I am also Praying for Dion and I tell Chay to watch over him. So anyways if you need help with anything just yell!!! Miss ya guys, Love, Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 09:53 PM (CST)

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Happy belated birthday Gaitlin hope you get well soon
Dawn I dont know what your family would do without you but keep up the good work
tell nicole hi from me (Kiley) she was in my 4th grade class with me about......4 years ago tell her hi from me
Kiley Kruggel <k_kruggel06@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN 55396 - Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 03:01 PM (CST)

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Good Morning Anderson's THought I would check Chaytons page to see if anything new is on. Dawn thanks for the letter about Tommy feel really sad about his family will pray and keep in touch with them. Saw Chayton when we were on our way home from your house the other night, bright as can be like normal. Let me know when home from Iowa so we can do candles. Tell the kids I say HI and to think M.A.D.L.Y. and hope you all have a good Easter.
Sally and Jim <sallysample2@hotmail.com>
gibbon, - Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 08:04 AM (CST)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAITLIN!!! Sorry it is late but I haven't had access to my computer for a week or so..I'm sorry you didn't feel so good on your birthday but I hope you still had a good time.
Ashley, Keep drawing those beautiful flowers for Chayton and your mommy! I know Chayton can see them and that they brighten both his day and your mommies too!
Dawn and Darrell, I wanted to let you know that as I was driving home from school the other night a song came on that I had never heard before and I immmediately sensed Chayton..the song is called "What If She's An Angel?"..but it's not just about a little girl, it is about how we never know if those put in our paths in life our really angels here on earth. We all know Chayton is an angel now, but I think we all need to remember he was an angel from the moment he entered this life and we have each been blessed to know him to whatever degree we have been able to.
I will continue to think of and pray for you all..Tricia
Tricia <tricia3mom@yahoo.com>
conroe, TX USA - Wednesday, March 27, 2002 at 11:59 PM (CST)

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Hello Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, and Ashley,
Thought I would sign in and say hi. I will try and give you a call sometime tomorrow. The last couple of days have busy ones. I hope all is going well with you. You are never far from my thoughts or prayers. I hope that Gatlin's birthday was as special as he is. I will talk to you soon.

Love, prayers, and our thoughts are with you always,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Wednesday, March 27, 2002 at 08:59 PM (CST)

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Just checking to see how everything is going. Glatin, sorry you were sick on your birthday....
Hope you find Chaytons stone to be as perfect as you want it. Talk later
sarah and kids <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 27, 2002 at 12:42 PM (CST)

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Oh, and I forgot something verrrrrry important! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, GATLIN!
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake , Ca USA - Monday, March 25, 2002 at 06:55 PM (CST)

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Just checking in for an update..... and still praying for your family.
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Monday, March 25, 2002 at 06:52 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys! When you see Gatlin next. There will be a little surprise in the mail. Miss you guys Lots!!
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, March 25, 2002 at 11:50 AM (CST)

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Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dear Gatlin, Happy Birthday to you!!! I hope you Birthday was awesome. I wish I could have been there with you to celebrate but we will make up for it!!! I miss you and your Sis. I can't wait to see you both again. I am so glad that Mommy and Daddy were able to be there with you . . . how exciting and I can't wait to here about all the details of your party!!! I love you whole, whole bunches and I have a really, really big hug waiting for you!!!
Colleen D <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, - Monday, March 25, 2002 at 12:01 AM (CST)

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Hello Anderson's. Hope you are having a wonderful birthday Gatlin. I'm thinking of you all always. Andrew and Cassandra say hello.
sarah and kids <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 09:52 PM (CST)

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Hello Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, and Ashley,
Just signed in quick to let you know that I am thinking of you today. I most importantly wanted to say,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GATLIN!!!! I have his b-day present here, and hopefully sometime soon I will have the chance to give it to him. Gatlin-I hope your birthday is as special as you are.

I love you all, and I will talk to you soon!

Love Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 08:54 PM (CST)

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Happy Birthday Gatlin hope you have a great day. Chayton evens says "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BROTHER" from up in heaven he is eating birthday cake with Jesus just like you are with mom and dad also nicole and ashley and the rest of your family. Hope you have a great day. Hugs and Kisses Gatlin you big 6 year old. Miss you and love you.
Sally and Jim <sallysample2@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, - Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 07:00 PM (CST)

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Happy Birthday Gatlin hope you have a great day. Chayton evens says "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BROTHER" from up in heaven he is eating birthday cake with Jesus just like you are with mom and dad also nicole and ashley and the rest of your family. Hope you have a great day. Hugs and Kisses Gatlin you big 6 year old. Miss you and love you.
Sally and Jim <sallysample2@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, - Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 07:00 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys~
Happy Birthday Gatlin!! Hope you have a great BIRTHDAY!!! Chayton I miss you lots!!!
LOVE YA LOTS AND LOTS!!And miss seeing you guys!
Take Care!
With Lots Of Love, Alyssa Neid <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 08:43 AM (CST)

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Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday dear Gatlin, Chayton is watching over you! Happy Birthday Gatlin. Many Many more wonderful Birthdays. I'm sure Chayman is sharing birthday cake up in heaven for you! I know it's tomorrow but I am always thinking about you family!! God Bless you all! Love, Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, March 23, 2002 at 08:28 AM (CST)

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Hi Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, and Ashley,
Thought I would sign in and write a little. Happy Birthday Gatlin!!! I know that it's tomorrow, but happy birthday anyway!!

I was just sitting here thinking of all of you. I hope you have a great weekend in Iowa.

Gatlin, I hope your birthday is as wonderful as you are. I hope you have a great day!!

I love you all!
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday, March 23, 2002 at 08:16 AM (CST)

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That letter was a real tear jerker. I also agree she spoke for everyone. Thinking of you always, and give BIG HUGS!
Love you guys
Sarah and Kids <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
Monticello, - Friday, March 22, 2002 at 10:51 PM (CST)

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Hello,
I wanted to thank you for sharing that letter that ann wrote. It brought tears to my eye, then I really started to cry. She really knows how to take the words right out of your mouth.
Chayton has taught me so much from the first day of daycare. It is suppose to be the other way around. but I am sure that Chayton has taught me more then I taught him. I has touched so may lifes that you don't evey know about.
I just want you to know that Chayton will never be forgotten.

I will talk to ya soon. you take care.
T <schmidty@means.net>
- Friday, March 22, 2002 at 01:06 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn. I pray for you everyday!! and can't stop thinking about you. I haven't checked my e-mail lately (Can't check it in school) but I really want to help out other Rhabdiod babies. anything would be great!! Love ya, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, March 22, 2002 at 07:56 AM (CST)

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Hi Dawn,
Thank you for sharing the beautiful letter w/ us.
Still praying for you.
Tutee <chasesmiracle@yahoo.com>
Ga USA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 10:06 PM (CST)

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What a wonderful letter, thank you for sharing it. There are so many of us who wish we could have met Chayton, felt his hugs, heard his wonderful giggle. He will live on in our hearts, as is evidenced by the number of people who still check in here daily.

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."
---Unknown
Claudia Allen <pollyesther123@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 04:51 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn. I talk to CHay a lot and sometimes he even gives me a wink. I miss talking to you guys and i hope sometime this weekend I will be able to see you.... I miss Chay also and i think about him Often. Love you all!
love, Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 11:58 AM (CST)

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thank you Dawn for sharing the letter that Ann wrote she could not say it any better how Chayton touched all our lives. Words cannot desribe how much Chayton made a mark in our hearts and souls and he will stay that mark until we meet him all again.Dawn that letter even brought tears to my eyes when I read it and think about all the happy things that little chay man did take care and god bless.
Sally and Jim <sallyf@lakes .com>
Gibbon, - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 08:01 AM (CST)

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Thank you for sharing Ann's beautiful letter. She truly has been blessed to have met this special "little man" and I have once again been blessed by reading another awesome memory about a baby boy called "hero."
Jeremiah 17:7
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 02:03 AM (CST)

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Hey Darrell, Dawn Gat and Ash!
Dawn....I would start with you local county agencies. I know our town offers many services through our community ed programs such as couple group counseling. I would also check to see if a town nearby might have a type of support program for the two of you. As for Gat and Ash I would ask their teacher if she might have a suggestion. Some school districts have a psychologist who visits the school. This isn't much but may be a start. In Marshall we have an agency called Community Action - they also sponser day care programs etc. If your county has anything like this it may be worth trying.
Nancy <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
- Wednesday, March 20, 2002 at 08:40 PM (CST)

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Dawn and Darrell--
How is everything going, hope you are doing better Dawn if you need to talk like we did the last time don't be afraid to call I am home from work at 4:00 and have every weekend off so feel free to call. Dawn when you want to do candles call also I will be glad to help.
Chayton buddy we miss you and love you. I don't get to see you that early in the morning anymore to jam to Hero on my way to work but when I am at home at night I look out to see you and if I am in the blazer and I see you I play Hero for us. Watch over the rest of the family for me and rest easily and always remember M.A.D.L.Y. Also remember we have about a month and a half until our birthdays and we will have to do something special since it is on Mothers Day. Rest now buddy and have fun in Heaven Love You.
Sally and Jim <sallysample2@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, - Wednesday, March 20, 2002 at 08:18 PM (CST)

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Hi all!!
Just thought I would sign in quick and let you know that I am thinking about ya. You are never far from my thoughts.

All of my love,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Wednesday, March 20, 2002 at 06:26 PM (CST)

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Glad you could have a special week-end of sharing and hope it helped-at least for a little while. We had fun too!

Yes, you might want to check at church but I know churches in small towns don't always offer counseling. Maybe there is a support group through the hospital in your area. Then in addition seek couseling whereever it is available.

God be with you today and always.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Wednesday, March 20, 2002 at 03:01 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn~
While I have never traveled down the path which has such unbearble grief, as you are traveling, with the loss of your precious son, I can only offer my suggestions. Many churches offer bereavement/grief counseling. This would be Scripture based, and in my opinion, would be more help while working through the issues involving the loss of Chayton, rather than secular based counseling. This is where I would seek help, but everyone is different.

Maybe our " A Friend" from NC can offer some advice which can help?!?

Praying and hoping only the best for you and your family~
Deanne

Deanne Gafford <gaffod@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Wednesday, March 20, 2002 at 02:31 PM (CST)

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I just wanted you to know that I am still praying for you. May you have strength, the peace & everything you need.
Tutee <http://www.caringbridge.com/ga/chasesmiracle/ chasesmiracle@yahoo.com>
Georgia USA - Tuesday, March 19, 2002 at 10:43 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys~
I haven't signed for a while so I thought I should!! Day and Night I wonder what Chayton is doing!? It is weird that he taught me alot!! I wish he was here!!!! Dawn if you need any help with anything give me a call! I loved making candles with you that one day! I will make candles if you need help! Hope to see ya soon!! Chayton I miss you lots and also love you lots!!! Love always!
Alyssa Neid <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, March 19, 2002 at 04:27 PM (CST)

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Hey Little Man~
I miss you very very much!!!I wish you were here.Please stop in and see mommy and daddy.Mommy needs you.Please help mommy out.ok?????She would like that.I hope you are haveing fun.I will see you soon.Rest easy little man.Love you and miss you alot.
With lots of love,Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
winthrop, mn usa - Monday, March 18, 2002 at 08:42 PM (CST)

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Hey~
Havent signed in for a long time so I thought I would.Dawn if you need help with the candles or anything please let me know.I dont know what to say right know.Oh did you get my e~mail????If you can please e~mail me back please.I love you guys and miss helping make candles~!!!And seeing you~!!!!!!Love ya guys sooooooooooo much!!!!
With lots of love,Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
winthrop, mn usa - Monday, March 18, 2002 at 08:37 PM (CST)

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Hello, Dawn & Darrell,
I know it is about time I get on here and write something. I want you to know just because I don't write on here doesn't mean that I am not thinking of you.
Dawn~ You know that poem that I read to you on the phone I am going to write it on the page. so every one else can read it.


*CARRY ON*

At times when you feel troubled,
when happiness is gone,
look to the heart within you for the strength to carry on.

In the heart you will find virtues
such as faith and hopeand love.
Gifts that have been sent to you from a power up above.
It is faith that keeps on searching
for the joy the soul hopes for.

It is love that heals the spirit
making it stronger then before.
And should your heart be broken,
if your strenght should fade away,
the power of these virtues
will still win out the day.

So remember when you're troubled,
when happiness is gone,
look to the heart within you
for the strength to carry on.



* YOU ARE SRONGER THEN YOU THINK*

If the strongest tree can bow and bend
from winds that hurried by,
we cannot fell that we are weak,
If we break down and cry.

Some how the tree gets stronger
as the sun shines once again,
and so are we from the tears we've cried.

REMEMBER THAT MY FRIEND~

one cannot know happieness
without also knowing sadness................


You are truly a dear friend, If you need anything I am here for you......Love " T "
"T" <schmidty@means.net>
- Monday, March 18, 2002 at 08:48 AM (CST)

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Hey!! I had a dream about your family last night. Dawn Was shoveling snow and Gatlin and Ashley were playing in it. That's all I remember but that shows i don't stop thinking about you guys day and Night. I hope someday you will get your pish wish or Chay's wish. How is Pish Posh by the way?? Still hanging in there?? That's great to know you love that fish:) Well write if you need anyhelp!!!
Love, Tricia
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, March 18, 2002 at 08:04 AM (CST)

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Dawn,

If there was a way that I could help you with anything, I would. Please know that I hurt with you and your famiy. I hope and pray for your healing and check your page every day, several times a day. Please know that Chayton is in a much better place. A place with no pain and only fun things to do. He is watching over you and your family. My heart is with you and every parent that has a child who is suffering from the "monster". You are a wonderful person. God Bless You!!
Carol <sammy@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Monday, March 18, 2002 at 07:42 AM (CST)

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Dear Dawn~
I was just finishing up for the evening (or should I say morning!) and thought I would check one more time for a new update, and there it was! Thank you!

Although many of us do not sign in everyday, (I'm pretty sure I can speak for many), we still check on you everyday. We are concerned and want you to know there are many still praying for healing for you and your family. I think of Chayton often and of the special things I have come to realize after discovering your family. Know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers as is the other children and their families that are battling this "monster." I pray that you find comfort, strength, and rest in the arms of our Lord and He carries you through this season of grief. I pray you hear the gentle whispers of God our Father telling you He loves you and He is caring and loving your precious, sweet baby Chayton. You will be together again one day. You and your family have many special blessing waiting for you, just ask, God is Faithful. I pray this in Jesus' name.

God bless you always~
Deanne
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Monday, March 18, 2002 at 02:43 AM (CST)

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Hey Dawn. I am looking forward to hearing back from you! I miss you guys and CHayton. I saw a Shooting star last night and it came from where I always see Chay's star. Who know's??? But I really miss you guys!! Love, Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, March 16, 2002 at 11:16 AM (CST)

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Hello all!!

I am here in Winthrop at the home of Dawn and Darrell, but of course they all ready know that. I thought they were gone when I got here, but thank God they were just at the lawyer. What a releif, I drove three hours to get here, and nobody was around. I sat outside and waited and within a half an hour there they were. With GOOD results I might add.

We sat up late reminiscing. It was a good time had by all!!! Darrell was crashed by midnight, in the mean time I kept Dawn up untill 2:00 or so. Even if she was a little cranky!

Sometimes reliving the past is theraputic, along with a lot of fun for everyone. Especially if you can go back to childhood and remember the "The good old days".

So anyway, that is the story. I should probably go now, Dawn would like her computer back, and I seem to be hogging it right now.

All my love, thoughts, and prayers, to you all!!
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday, March 16, 2002 at 10:26 AM (CST)

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Dawn,
I think writing a book is a great idea. It's a wonderful
way to remember Chayton and to keep his legend going on, plus I think it will prove to be very therapeutic to write down your memories and feelings about his life. You go girl :)
Claudia Allen <pollyesther123@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 16, 2002 at 06:43 AM (CST)

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Chayton's song for mom & dad...
Celine Dion's "I'll be your angel"

You guys are always in my thoughts!

No Mountains too high, for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No rivers too wide, for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray

And then you will see, the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
All of your fears cast them on me
I just want you to see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day


Liz A. <jlandersen@rtsmn.com>
Winthrop, MN - Friday, March 15, 2002 at 04:02 PM (CST)

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Dawn,
I don't think it is possible to have any control over how quickly you will heal. These past months are going to be with you for a lifetime. I think it is important that you continue to talk about how you feel so you can come to terms with what your family has been through. If you don't reflect on your past it is not fair to Chayton. It would be like saying he never existed or mattered. He was a very important part of your life and always will be. You need time to grieve and to do it on your own terms. Hang in there and take care of yourself.
Val <svroach@netins.net>
Plainfield, IA - Friday, March 15, 2002 at 10:16 AM (CST)

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As usual, the words of support written by your (and Our) new friend in NCC are spoken with the love of only another mother who has walked in your shoes could offer you. Take heed - she definitely has been sent to you by God to help your walk by your side.

We had friends who lost two children in a car accident and a year after they died, she told me people were expecting her to get on with her life and quit grieving because it had been a year now but she still didn't feel like it and wondered when she would. Don't push it--that major surgery comparison was so true. I would agree staying away from groups of people would be so smart. You and Darrell need to each find help together to heal those areas of your life together that have suffered and apart to heal those areas each is suffering differently. Your new and old friends are all praying for you to find your way through Christ. He will always be there when friends don't know you what you need. Much love.

Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Friday, March 15, 2002 at 03:48 AM (CST)

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Dawn, I agree with Darrel. I'm praying for you, turn to God and the future not the past. Don't try to find meaning in days or dates if you search enough everything is connected that way. I don't think Chayton can come back to make things happen nor do I think he is a star winking at you. I know it's hard I've lost children too but you have to keep on keeping on for yourself and the rest of the family. Chayton will always live in your heart and memories. Be strong, yoour strength is in the Lord. Trust in Him.
A concerned friiend <prayerforyou@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 10:56 PM (CST)

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Hi Dawn~

As a mother whose heart has also been broken by the loss of her child, I can so clearly understand the feelings you are going through right now. Don't be too hard on yourself or expect too much of yourself right now. You have suffered a huge loss, and it takes time to find your way. You have only been without Chayton for one month. That's NO time at all in terms of your emotional pain and healing. You are still in the shock and deep pain stages of this journey. It is so early to be talking about "moving on" or "moving forward" or even feeling like your "old self" again. This wound is still fresh and deep, and believe me, making yourself get out and be with people or doing things to try to "have fun" are not going to speed the healing process. This doesn't mean that you should try to isolate yourself from everone around you. But let people come to you, and deal with them where you are. Don't force yourself to be in groups of people or situations that dictate how you should act or feel. It's too soon to expect you to feel anything but just what you are feeling!

If you had had major surgery a month ago, no one would be saying you should hurry up and get back to your normal activities and "have fun". What you have been through is no less, and in many ways much more, than major surgery. Your pain is emotional, and the scars left behind are not visible, so no one can see on the outside how they are, or are not, healing. Your heart has been broken in a way no one else can understand. In a way, part of your heart has been taken away from you. You have had MAJOR emotional surgery, and you need time to heal. For you, this pain didn't just begin a month ago; it began when your world was shattered when Chayton was diagnosed. You have been living with this pain for a long time, and it will take time for you to find your way through it and begin to heal. As I have said before, though--it is even too soon to talk about healing, because your pain is still too fresh. One month is just the beginning, and there is nothing wrong with being JUST where you are.

One thing my husband and I learned when Melissa died is that men and women, moms and dads, process grief VERY differently. Men have a need to "fix" things, to make them right, to DO something. There's nothing wrong with that, it's just the way they are wired. Maybe that's why we can turn to them and depend on them to help hold us together when we aren't sure how we are going to keep going. But with that desire to "fix things", they often feel helpless in the face of a mother's grief. Ours comes out differently and we handle it differently. We need to hold on to our grief and walk right through it, to feel every step, even when the pain is unbearable. Men still feel the pain and grief, but I think they need to "do something" while passing through it to make progress in moving through it. They want to deal with it and then keep going...fix it and be done. We need to hold it and feel it and let it go a little at a time, because it's one way to protect ourselves from feeling the whole loss at one time.

This in no way means that men don't feel the pain and grief as deeply as women do. They DO! It is just a major difference in how we get through it. I had to be very careful not to assume that my husband was going through less pain than I was, and he had to try not to hurry me along the path to keep up with where he was. We had to make the journey together, while not expecting the other to always be just where we ourselves were. This is often harder for the person who "appears" to be moving forward quicker than the other, because they don't want to "go back" to the more painful place. It was when we finally decided it was OK if we weren't always at the same place, as long as we understood where the other one was, that we were able to move forward together and yet at out own pace.

Some sort of counseling or therapy is definitely a good idea. Several weeks after Melissa died, my husband realized that my pain was much deeper than he could help me deal with. He feared that I would "hit bottom" and not be able to get back up. This was a scary thing to him, because I have always been an "up" kind of person, and I was in new territory that neither one of us was prepared for. Through his conversation with a friend who is a physician, I was able to begin a counseling relationship with a female doctor who treats women only. This was the BEST thing anyone could have done for me at this time, and to date, to help me through this. This doctor also felt that I needed medication to help "bridge" the gap left by my loss. I learned that taking this step was not a weakness, but rather a strength in beginning to face all the pain I had inside. I faced not only the emotions on the surface from having lost Melissa, but also pain I had buried deep inside related to her handicaps. I had squashed so much down in order to keep going to take care of her. I missed the very important step of taking care of me. I finally had no choice when the emotions of her death swept over me like a tidal wave. In the middle of that tidal wave, I was thrown a life ring, and even today, I continue to talk with my doctor on a regularr basis about what is going on with me on this journey. She has been a godsend.

No one can possibly know what each of you is going through right now. But you can, no matter what, go through it together. Don't rush things. There will be time for parties and laughter and all the things that will slowly return to your life. It is hard to give yourself permission to feel good when everything inside you feels so bad. Let people come to you when you are ready...and to your friends out there, even if you don't know what to say, just be present. If there are no words, that's OK. Just be there. Don't say "If you need anything, call." Because guess what...when you are hurting like Dawn and Darrell are right now, it's really hard to make that call no matter how much they may need or want to. Just find those little things you can do and do them. Don't offer to fix that meal or do whatever they need...just do it. And above all, let them know that they are not alone. Because when you lose your baby, you do feel VERY alone.

My new friends, I will be fervent in my prayer for you. You are just where you should be. When Chayton was ill, you probably thought it couldn't get any worse than that. And now, you know differently. Let the strength that got you through his illness get you through his loss. Chayton was your little fighter. Now all of us whom you have inspired are fighting for you and pulling for you.

And God is with you, even when you are not sure of that!
He will not let you go.

May your hearts be comforted as they heal.
A Friend <luvs2stamp23@aol.com>
North Carolina - Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 01:31 PM (CST)

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Dawn, I look at the stars often and I tell Chay to come visit you. I really think He Winked at me last night but I think it was for you. HE misses you greatly. I can't stop reading Psalms 23. I read it about 3 times a day.
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 10:24 AM (CST)

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Dawn, for what it is worth I think it is healthy for you to be questioning what you are and are not ready for right now..If you read your most recent post it is all about reflections, something I'm sure you are doing alot these days..Have you considered that for the longest time now while Chayton was sick that you had to live in the moment..you had to focus on him and on each moment, each day because you did not know what the future held or how much time you would have left..Now you have alot of catching up to do..alot of things to process, feelings to sort through that you couldn't at the time you were feeling them...Your life was on hold and your whole purpose was Chayton and your other children so it is only natural for you to not just be able to "step" right back into "life"..Give yourself time..Don't rush yourself to feel a certain way..From where your life was you traveled a long journey with Chayton and it may take some time to find your path to where you want you life to go from here but with time you will find it..And always now Chayton is with you and wants you to be happy cause he LOVED YOU! Bless You, Tricia
Tricia Neal <tricia3mom@yahoo.com>
conroe, TX U.S.A - Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 01:47 AM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
I am sorry I hadn't the chance to call you tonight. I had to run to Rochester, and I didn't get home real earlier. I apologize. I will however promise to call tomorrow after I get home from work.

I did not forget what today is. Chayton you are very special to me, and I will never forget you, or your dates. I am really not sure what to say. I guess what I can say is, I haven't forgotten, and I will never forget. You shall live on in my heart, and in my memories.

Dawn, I love you, and I am always here for you. I am truely sorry I didn't have the chance to call. Providing the wheather stays decent, and we don't get this snow storm they are talking about, I will be up on Friday.

I will call tomorrow, I know I said that already, but I sometimes like to repeat myself!! Ha Ha, I know that you are laughing at me right now, and that is perfectly okay.

I will talk to you soon!! I love you all!!

Chay if you get a minute, visit mom and dad tonight. Bless their dreams with your presence. While you are there, give them big hugs and kisses for me would ya please.

I love you all
You are always in my thoughts and prayers,
Love,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 12:41 AM (CST)

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Chayton, one month ago today, we lost your physical presence here with us and you are missed every second. That smile that would melt me right down to my soul . . . the giggle that would warm my heart and make me giggle with you . . . your awesome personality, I could go on and on. You are truly a beautiful person through and through!!! Today is also your one month heavenly birthday and I know you're having a great time there. Happy Birthday little Buddy!!!
Colleen <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Wednesday, March 13, 2002 at 07:11 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, and family, My heart breaks for all of you in the loss of your precious baby Chayton. I pray daily for strength and healing for all of you. Chayton knows fully your tremendous love for him. Our love and prayers to all of you, Marcia Reinhold (Tommy's mom)
Marcia Reinhold <www.woodbutch@simflex.comwoodbu>
Edenton, NC USA - Wednesday, March 13, 2002 at 04:19 PM (CST)

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Hello Andersons,

Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you every second of the day...especially today. EXTRA prayers, thoughts and happy dreams are with you today. Take good care of yourselves and make sure to hug and kiss each other a bunch!
Jennifer and Erik Olson <jolson@neoucom.edu>
Ravenna, OH - Wednesday, March 13, 2002 at 01:05 PM (CST)

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Dawn,
I just wanted to tell you that I am thinking of you and your family today on Chayton's one month anniversary. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers since I know today must be a difficult day for you. Peace be with you.

Cyndi <jamesx4@net66.com>
IL - Wednesday, March 13, 2002 at 08:54 AM (CST)

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Hi Dawn, Darrell, and family,

I wanted you to know that I will be thinking of you tomorrow as you face the one month mark since losing Chayton. This is likely to be an emotional day as you remember and relive the events of one month ago. I know from my own experience that this brings new and old emotions to the surface. Let yourself be emotional or reflective, alone or with friends, weak or strong--whatever is right for you.

When Melissa died, it was important for me to recognize the 19th of every month for a long time (she died on June 19). One way we did that was to let helium balloons go on the 19th of each month. We let a single pink balloon go on that day, and "sent" our love with it as we released it. Her first birthday in Heaven came on August 6th and would have been her 14th birthday. We let 13 pink balloons and one white one go (13 pink for her 13 birthdays on earth, and one white one for her first birthday in Heaven). We had talked about doing this to a few friends, and on Melissa's birthday, I was out for a little while. When I got home, a dear friend had delivered the 14 balloons, 13 pink and one white, just like we wanted! My sister and her 4 children were here visiting, so we went into the back yard and sang Happy Birthday to Melissa and released the balloons. It was very special. The next year we did 13 pink and 2 white.

We continued to do the single balloon on the 19th of each month for a long time, until it felt OK to me to stop. I don't remember how long that was, but my family gave me that "gift" of letting me have that way to acknowledge that day, even if some of them weren't feeling the need to do it as much as I was.

Now we let balloons go each year on June 19th, white ones for each year she is in Heaven. We also do balloons on her birthday, but not one for each year (that was getting expensive-last August would have been her 18th!) but we let 3 pink ones go to say "I Love You"-- One for "I" one for "LOVE" and one for "YOU". It hurts a little less each year. We haven't stopped missing her, but our hearts have begun to heal. I used to cry watching the balloons till I couldn't see them any more. Now I still get misty eyed, but don't cry with as much depth or pain. I have more peace as the years pass and I know she is well. I hope she feels my smiles and knows I am doing OK too.

However you choose to spend the day, and however you remember Chayton, I pray that it will be with your hands joined together, your hearts beating together in love, and God's strong arms wrapped around you to give you strength. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
A Friend <luvs2stamp23@aol.com>
North Carolina - Tuesday, March 12, 2002 at 09:05 PM (CST)

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Dearest Dawn,
I am still here checking on you every day. I have Chayton, Gatlin & Ashley's picture on my desk and I look at them all day long. And, everytime I look at them it reminds me to pray for you and your family. So, from me dear friend, you are getting little prayers all day long. And, at night I see Chayton's star and it reminds me to pray again.
My thoughts are with you always!
Please Take Care!
Cindy Crider
Houston, TX - Tuesday, March 12, 2002 at 03:24 PM (CST)

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Chayton, Oh WOW, you are amazing!!! I just signed on to tell you how much I missed you. And I know who ever reads this will not believe this but . . . as I was stalling to figure out what to write . . . all of sudden the radio turned on in the kitchen!!!! Oh I know, you're saying that the station that I had it on went out for brief time . . . but I'm here to tell you that that is not the case. I physically turned it off!!! . . . but left it plugged in . . . as soon as I was pondering what to write in here . . . all of a sudden the radio turned on!!!!
This radio is in a completely separate room. Guess what song is playing???? "Times Goes By" (I think that's the name of it) anyway it's the main song from the movie "GHOST"!!! OK my Lil' buddy . . . you have me freaked out about now . . . OK!!!! I also have to tell you that I had just finished writing a poem for Chay's mommy and daddy that I was planning on just e-mailing to them, but after this experience I have the feeling that I should put it on here. (p.s. I am NOT a pyschic!!!!)

MY FRIEND

My friend, do you know that I care for you
you come into my thoughts constantly
What can I do for you, what can I do to make your life easier?

My friend, do you know that I worry about you
I wake up at night concerned for you
Are you sleeping or are you tossing and turning?

My friend, do you know that I Love you
you are one of those special people
How do I put that beautiful smile back on your face?

My friend, do you know that you are my hero
I can only hope to learn from you
Do you even know how wonderful you are?

My friend, the pain you have been though
I don't pretend to imagine
GOD, why don't you give me the words to comfort you?

My friend, do you know that I am here for you
whatever I have is yours . . . just ask
but for now . . . here's a hug from the heart . . .

OOOOOOUUUUUUGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND

Colleen





- Tuesday, March 12, 2002 at 01:41 AM (CST)

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I have written here once before but it was quite awhile ago. Ever since Jodi told me about you I've been checking in everyday along with Kylee's page. I hope I will get a chance to meet you tomorrow but if not or if words are hard to say I just want you to know that reading your journal entries have really helped my family go through this with Kylee. We know that Kylee is not alone. Even though we never met Chayton he has still become a part of our hearts. I think you guys are wonderful people for wanting to be a part of Kylee's life. I've said before that only angels can touch as many people as Kylee and Chayton have. Thank you for your support and your words.
RaeJean (Kylee's great-aunt)
Waterloo, IA. usa - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 11:02 PM (CST)

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Wonderful journal, it shows how much everything means to your family.......
Bill Cavanaugh, Nashua Monument, Nashua Iowa <nashuam@fiai.net>
Nashau, IA USA - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 12:06 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn. I can't wait to hear from you. I am praying for Kylee and her family. I know Chay and her are having a good time in heaven. Don't forget to let me know what you want done:) Thinking about you Daily!
Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, Mn USA - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 11:52 AM (CST)

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I felt the need to write once more. Even though I never knew your son I think of him everyday. How he touched so many lives thru you writing about him and letting us know what kind of little boy he was and what you had to deal with. It is something no one should have to go thru. My heart aches for you. I read the poems and they touch my heart so much. I hope they help you. Thank You for the help you gave to Kylee's family. Thru Chayton's illness and passing you are able to help others going thru the same thing. I hope your life can adapt to Chayton in heaven and you can someday smile and laugh about him alot. I hope time does help not to make everyday a sad day and instead let you live the life you once did.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 10:25 AM (CST)

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Hi...
I think you should be TOTALLY convinced that Chay was with you this weekend. Come on, we all know how hard the
"crane game" is!! It is impossible to get one thing out of there, much less all the stuff Nikki got!!
I am completely convinced CHAYTON had his
"grabby little nabbers" in there hooking her up with all his favorites!!!
You have always said he did have his own little way.
There you go...maybe it just took him a little while to figure out how to get a clear "sign" to you!!
I think you have been kissed by an Angel.


- Sunday, March 10, 2002 at 10:40 PM (CST)

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Hi..Welcome Home,
I am so glad to hear that Chay was "around" you all. I do believe that he was there.
What a precious memory to hold on to. Doesnt that give you a spark of hope? Let it ease your pain in knowing that he is not lost. Neither is hope, there is no wrong hope.
It makes me smile to hear you talk of spending time with the kids. Maybe Gatlin's comment to the passerby was more than you imagine. I have heard that little people are more open to "seeing" Angels. I like to believe anything is possible.
You are still in our prayers.
CHAYTON...YOU ARE STILL IN OUR HEARTS!!!
ALWAYS LITTLE FIGHTER!!
A FRIEND
- Sunday, March 10, 2002 at 10:30 PM (CST)

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Hello Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
First off, I have to say the journal entry before mine, it is just BEAUTIFUL!!! Thanks to whomever put it on there. It says everything!!

I am thinking about you always, I will try to call you later today to see if you made it home or not.
I am thinking about coming up on Friday after work to see you. That is another reason for my call. Anyway, love you all lots. I hope your trip to Iowa is a good one. I hope your trip home will be a safe one. I will talk to you later then.

All of my love, support, and prayers are yours always.
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Sunday, March 10, 2002 at 04:50 PM (CST)

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Dawn...
Though sometimes we dont hear from you...
Or you may not have the strength to sign...
We still hold you dear to us...
We know you still need time...
You have lost a baby...
The sweetest and the best...
Take your time, pick up the pieces, deal with the rest.
Your heart may ache and hurt so bad...
Remembering what you had...
Just know, we understand...
No one knows just how you feel, or how it how it hurts inside.
Though you may not always feel us, we are always by your side.
So...take your time and do your thing, that's all that you can do.
Just know that when you're ready, whenever that may be, we are here for you.
You have made so many friends that never will forget...
Each time you sat down and wrote..all that it meant.
You hold a precious treasure, you shared him with us all.
We thank you so for that and we'll catch you when you fall.
CHAYTON 'THE FIGHTER' ANDERSON....WE WILL NEVER FORGET!!!!!

- Sunday, March 10, 2002 at 03:50 PM (CST)

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Dawn,Darrell
Thank You for your support for Kylee. I'm so sorry for the pain you have to endure in your loss to somehow help ease someone else's loss. Words aren't very good right now, but Thank You, Thank You and God Bless You.
Kylee's Aunt Beckie
- Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CST)

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Dawn you have to check out http://www.geocities.com/ladysnowden/InMyPrayers4.html
I don't know if it is up yet but I deicated a horse for Chayton. Love ya Lots.
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN usa - Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 07:55 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn. I can't stop thinking about you guys. Chay is on my mind. What do you think of this weather. It is awful.. May god bless you.
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn usa - Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 04:23 PM (CST)

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Dawn...
You did it!!! With your encouragement we got Kylee's page to 10,000 just before her passing! She went to be and angel baby with Chayton and all the other Rhabdoid Heroes. Just like them she will never be forgotten!!

- Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 10:30 AM (CST)

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Hello Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
Thought I would sign in quick to let you know we are thinking of you always. I praying that today even in the midst of a March blizard that you find some peace, and a little joy today. I know it must be hard to go through this day by day, not sure of what to think, or say, or even feel. Take it one day at a time, let your emotions go, when you need to cry, cry, when you want to scream, scream. Let out your frustrations, and anger. Hug your wonderful children, love them like always have. Kiss your husband to let him know he's still important to you. Make each day the best you can, I guess that is my point.

I am always here if you need to talk, or cry or whatever. I love you all. Take care of yourselves. Pass out a bunch of hugs and kisses from me to you, Gat, Ash and Darrell. I love you all!!
With love, prayers, and you forever in my heart and prayers,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 10:12 AM (CST)

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Dawn i just went to kylee's website and saw that she died this morning so sad thanks for the address you are right she is so cute
you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers
Kiley Kruggel <k_kruggel06@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 10:05 AM (CST)

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You're an inspiration to all. Thanks for all you've shared to make us better understanding of life and each other!

- Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 09:23 AM (CST)

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Hello Andersons...
I think that it is so wonderful of you to hold Kylee up at this, her time of need!! When you have so much to deal with and so many feelings, to take the time......HOW WONDERFUL!!!
My heart sinks when I think of another baby angel. Somehow when I think of her getting to be with Chayton, it isnt as bad. don't get me wrong, the best place for these little babes would be in your loving arms. These little heroes were such fighters here, on Earth, I just know they hang tight together in Heaven!!
Your family and CHAYTON are with us ALWAYS!!!
All our love.
a friend
- Friday, March 08, 2002 at 10:25 PM (CST)

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hey Dawn. I am thinking about you always. How are Gat-n-ASh??? IT was really great getting to know you and I can't explain the feelings I am feeling about your family. I can't stop thinking about you guys!
Love ya, Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, - Friday, March 08, 2002 at 09:33 PM (CST)

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hey Dawn. I am thinking about you always. How are Gat-n-ASh??? IT was really great getting to know you and I can't explain the feelings I am feeling about your family. I can't stop thinking about you guys!
Love ya, Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, - Friday, March 08, 2002 at 09:33 PM (CST)

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Hi-
I was just looking at some of the angel websites and I came across a little boy named Christopher Heron. His family has put up some really neat picture albums of him throughout his battle with "the monster". I remember you mentioned in one of your journal entries that you could only put three pictures up at a time, and I thought this might be a way you could get more pictures of Chay and the rest of your family up with this photo album. I don't have any idea how it works but I thought if you looked at it you might be able to figure out what to do. I don't think you could ever put up too many pictures!! Just a thought. Hope all is well and we're praying for Kylee and her family!

- Friday, March 08, 2002 at 06:01 PM (CST)

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Hello Andersons! I hope your day is going as well as it can. Chayton, please be at the heavenly gates when Kylee comes in, I know your the best lil' angel up there and can show her the BEST time. We think of you all the time and remember in our prayers every night. The stars here in OH have been amazing, so we get a glimpse of you every night. Have a wonderful evening, we are thinking of you all.
Erik and Jennifer Olson <jolson@neoucom.edu>
Ravenna, OH - Friday, March 08, 2002 at 05:48 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn~ I am in Winthrop this weekend. if you feel up to it you can call me. Well I think about chay 24/7 and i miss him. He has gave me so much Inspiration. I love it. I look for his star every night!!! Hang in there.
Tricia Uecker
Chay-throp, HV BLUESKY - Friday, March 08, 2002 at 11:54 AM (CST)

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Whoops!! I signed in on the wrong page! Sorry!

- Friday, March 08, 2002 at 11:12 AM (CST)

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Hi Kylee!

Hang in there sweetie! We all think about you everyday!



- Friday, March 08, 2002 at 09:31 AM (CST)

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Dawn, you are amazing! I just came from Kylee's site and see that you took the time to post to her and her family..and I also see that you visited her..I don't think I have ever known a more unselfish person. I know your pain is great..unmeasurable..but yet you just continue to reach out to other families, other children, and to all of us by updating Chaytons page when we should be here comforting you..Also, I wanted to second ever bit of what Friend In NC said..Chayton is free and he can't feel pain anymore..not even yours. Your saddness can't hurt him..he only knows the joy you gave him, the love your covered him in everyday that he was here..So cry when you need to, update when it helps you and don't when it is too difficult...We are just grateful that we were blessed to know Chayton in whatever way we did and that we also got to know you and share in your love with him. Tricia
Tricia Neal <nealfgroup@main.com>
Conroe, TX U.S.A - Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 11:47 PM (CST)

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Still thinking of your family every day and always in our prayers. I too look for the star in the sky and say a little prayer to Chayton so he can tell Jesus to help my brother so he will continued to be healed. I know Chayton is close to Jesus and loving every minute of heaven.

God bless you and your family always.
Brenda <dhawkins@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, Mn - Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 08:07 PM (CST)

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Thank you "friend from NC" you always seem to have the best things to share at the perfect time. I believe, too, Chayton is healed and in Perfect Peace with our Lord, and nothing can make him feel anything different. It's breaks my heart to read your updates, because I don't want you to be sad, but Dawn, you and your family NEED to empty your sorrow, as much as you need to, when you need to, without the fear of what it may do to Chayton, he won't feel it, he is the happiest little baby now--forever!! He only knows and remembers happy things!


So thank you "FRIEND", for sharing this with us. It warms my heart when I think about Heaven and how wonderful it will be!

Continually praying healing--
In God's Peace and Love,
Deanne
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 05:20 PM (CST)

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Hello Dawn~

My thought for you today is to tell you to let those tears flow. And flow. And flow. Of course, no one wants to tell you to be sad. But guess what-you are already sad, and your pain is so deep that nothing anyone says is going to make you more sad. You are already experiencing the deepest pain of your life. So let the tears out because they are part of the healing process. Think of it like a wound. If you had a very deep cut, you wouldn't just cover it up and leave it alone. You would uncover it from time to time and clean it to allow it to heal. Think of your tears as cleaning the wound in your heart. When the tears flow, you clean the wound and it can heal just a little bit more. It will take a very long time, and in some ways it is even too soon to talk about healing, because your wound is still very fresh. But the tears are still important and need to be allowed to flow. If they don't, the wound will stay covered and if not cleaned, it will get infected the pain will be much worse. This image was given to me after Melissa died by a very wise and helpful person, and has helped me many times since. Even 4 1/2 years later, my wound is not completely healed, and I know that I still need to let it be uncovered and cleaned from time to time. If someone talks about Melissa or if I start talking about her and it makes me cry, they sometimes feel like they have to apologize. I tell them about the wound, and that they are helping me heal, and for that I thank them. It's an image that also helps other people be OK with your tears.

Gatlin and Ashley need to know it is OK for them to cry, too. After Melissa died, I think there were times when my other 2 children were afraid if they cried they would make me sad. But I told them I was already sad, and I was going to be sad no matter what. I told them that they weren't making me sad, the sad was already there. I also told them if I was sad and they were sad, it was better if we were sad together because then we could hold on to each other. They agreed that it was better to have someone to hold when you are sad, rather than be sad alone or try to hold the sad in.

And as far as you not letting Chayton be free if you cry, let me offer another way for you to look at this. Chayton's cancer and the pain and misery it brought with it were of this world. They did not go with him to Heaven. When he exhaled his last breath here and inhaled his first breath in Heaven, he was immediately free of all the pain and sadness of this world. In Heaven there is no sadness and no pain. Chayton is already free! It happened at 12:10 on February 13. He knows of your love for him and he got to keep all the good stuff and take it to Heaven. But the sad stayed here. If there was sadness in Heaven it would be less than perfect, and I believe your Chayton and my Melissa are in a perfect place, no tears allowed. God's power to free our children from their disease and pain is more powerful than our hold on them here, so if I cry, it helps me heal, but doesn't keep Melissa from being free. She's already free, and always will be. And so is Chayton. Claim the promise that God freed Chayton from all that held him down here and made him free when he healed him of his cancer and lifted him to Heaven.

It's God's job to help us carry our sadness and pain. Take your tears to Him and lay in His arms and have that good cry when you need to. It won't keep Chayton from being happy or free, which is his job now!

Praying for peace in your heart and soul.
A Friend
North Carolina - Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 03:25 PM (CST)

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Dawn...
Please dont apologize for not updating. we are more than understanding about that. You should do whatever feels right with your time. There has got to be so much going through your heart and mind these days. Spending time with your kids is worth missing a few days of updates...dont get me wrong---WE DO MISS YOU!!!
Take care and all our love to you and yours and to little Chayton!! NEVER FORGOTTEN!!!

- Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 01:04 PM (CST)

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Just more proof that our little Chayton will not be forgotten by any one of us who had the pleasure to have met him....or even by those who didn't and fell in love with him through your words! Yesterday my niece had a baby girl and she named her Payton. When I told Kelli we were going to see Payton....she ran around the room in excitement shouting "I'm going to see Chayton! I'm going to see Chayton". Oh....if that were only the case! She is only 2 years old and still continues to talk about him. When she sees his picture she asks if she can go see him. I guess we should all be glad we can have those beautiful memories.

I'm glad you were able to come back and write to us. It seems to be a helping hand to everyone who had any kind of connection with Chayton. Your courage and strength are showing through again! You guys are amazing. Thanks for letting us be part of your lives! Take Care!
Kurt & Carla
- Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 12:22 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys! I can't wait to help you!! Chayton I see you even on Cloudy nights:) It's amazing! I love you!
Tricia Uecker
- Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 11:56 AM (CST)

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Hope your trip in Iowa has been good, spending time with the kids and hearing about their day when they come from school. Precious moments for them and you. And precious to spend time with Chayton also as you are making important decisions.

We have the tapes done so you can get in touch with Carla. I am glad I could help with this video tribute to Chayton.
He continues to be in our thoughts. He no longer needs our prayers but I know you will always need to know Jesus is with you also. Funny how we know it but we need to be reminded when we are down. God be with you all.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 06:59 AM (CST)

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Hi Andersons...
A little "hi" to let you know you ARE NOT FORGOTTEN!!!!
Your sweet little MOWGLI is in our thoughts. I still picture his precious little face everyday. I sure wish I could have met him!!!
Always in our prayers.
a friend
ia - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 10:06 PM (CST)

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Okay I forgot to write one more thing. The counter says 83,309. We are getting closer to hitting 100,000 people signing in. We only have 16,691 to go!! I know we can do this, and then some. Keep on signing in, let's show Dawn, Darrell and the kids that little Chayman will never be forgotten.

Love ya lots
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 08:23 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
Hello to you all. I am hoping this finds you all doing well. I am going to keep trying to call untill you get sick of listening to me on your answering machine and then I will just continue to call untill I can hear your wonderful voices come across the wire.

I love you all bunches and bunches more!!!! I miss you bunches too. I hope you are all doing well. Oh by the way I love you lots too.

I should go now, Logan is throwing a fit, and needs my attention!! WE all know how that goes.

Love you lots,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 08:18 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys,
We continue to think about all of you everyday. Time seems like it has stood still since little Chay passed. He was so wonderful and his spirit soars with all of the little angels in Heaven. Keep up the strength and hold on to each other. I hope that we can get together soon.
All my love and support.
Ann Jutz <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, Mn USA - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 05:15 PM (CST)

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There once was a procession of angels in heaven. They were all singing and laughing and holding lighted candles-all except for one sad angel whose candle was not lit. When one of the angels asked "Why are you so sad?" he replied. "Because my family keeps putting my candle out with their tears."

Cresco, IA - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 03:46 PM (CST)

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Hello Anderson Family, just stopped to stay hello. Hope you are doing great. Dawn, do you still check your old email?
sarah
- Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 03:26 PM (CST)

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Dawn and Darrell Glad to hear that everything went well at Michaels benefit, happy to hear that you got to play and see other kids with what Chayton had hope it helped out a lot. Glad to hear that you called back was wondering if you got the message or not, talk to you soon or when you get back. Take Care and still in our prayers and chayton also. Ashley and Gatlin think M.A.D.L.Y hope to see you all soon miss you all.
Sally and Jim <sallysample2@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 03:12 PM (CST)

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Hi Dawn,
I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you and your family and of course Chayton, as I do everyday. I am also another one that is changed because of Chayton and all he has taught.
I hold on to a promise that God made, and that is he will put the babies back in the mother's arms to raise. I'm going to be very busy when I get to heaven as I will have three to raise. I cannot wait to meet Chayton there to. I know without a doubt that I will see him there.
Thinking of and praying for you ALWAYS!
Cindy Crider
Houston, TX - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 01:19 PM (CST)

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You have been in my thoughts, and prayers . . . I just wanted to send you my response to one of my English Lit Assignments. Thank you for your postings and for increasing the gratitude that I have today, especially concerning the beautiful children that I am fortunate to have. Thank you.

"The Things They Carried" by Tim O'Brien

A little boy died today. It is a little unnerving how our
reading coincides with real time events. The past couple of weeks, I have been following Chayton's journey
and fight against Rhabdoid Cancer. I found Chayton through my friend's website whose baby is fighting the
same type of cancer. Chayton's family posts journal entries that are poignant, honest and heart-wrenching. I
have never met this family, yet I have been enmeshed emotionally in their journey.

O'Brien captures the reader in much the same way with his story "The Things They Carried." I became
enmeshed with the soldiers "hump" through Vietnam. I wanted to try to figure out how much weight they
actually carried. This is definately intended to be indeterminate.

The soldier's carried for "necessity," (281) as "a function of rank, partly of field specialty," (282) as "a
means of killing or staying alive,"(284) "by mission," (285) or "superstition" (287). However, it is clear that
they carried far more physically and emotionally than what can be conceived as humanly possible.

These men "endured" (291). "They did not submit to the obvious alternative, which was simply to close the
eyes and fall" (292). They continued their journey, into unknown territory, fear filled, yet with "poise. . . and
dignity" (290).

"They kept humping" (291). Their only emotional release other than dope was at night when "they dreamed
of the freedom birds" (292). "They were flying. The weights fell off, there was nothing to bear. They laughed .
. . they were naked, they were light and free. . . "(292).

Tonight, as I rocked my youngest for an extra long time, she is 22 months like Chayton. I was filled with
gratitude that we are alive and well, but like the soldiers things can change at any moment. Soldier's fighting
for unknown reasons and babies fighting cancer.

Lavender's death left a ripple that would change their "hump" forever. This is confirmed when Lt. Cross
decides that "he would issue the new SOPs" (294).

As the soldiers carry on "their days would seem longer and their loads heavier" (294). Chayton's family is like
the soldiers (Chay too!). They have endured and Chayton will always be one of "The Things They Carried". What a blessing!


Nancy <nsnhollywood67@aol.com>
CT - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 12:15 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn~~ Just thought I would tell you i'm still thinking about you and think out Chay often! ! Call me when you need help I will be in Winthrop This weekend!
Tricia uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 11:50 AM (CST)

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Hello Andersons....
I hope your trip to Iowa was a safe one. Please know that you are still in our thoughts and that we will never forget about you and Chayton's Journey!!!!
Chayton has lead many people on a new kind of journey...showing them a part of themselves that they hadnt seen before. I know that he served a beautiful purpose here on Earth. He brought people closer together in a world that was falling apart after the tragic events of
September 11. His time here was short but his bravery and courage was will be long remembered.
Your little Chayton is a HERO of a new kind. He is a hero from afar, not asking for recognition or a medal of honor.
We should hold him up high and cherish him, his sweet time on Earth was worth a million words!!

- Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 10:07 AM (CST)

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We thought of you with love today,
But that is nothing new.
We thought about you yesterday,
And days before that too.
We think of you in silence,
We often speak your name.
Now all we have are memories,
And your picture in a frame.
Your memory is our keepsake,
With which we'll never part;
God has you in his keeping,
But we have you in our hearts.

-Author Unknown



- Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 06:16 PM (CST)

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I am deeply sorry about the loss of your beloved Chayton. May he rest in peace for all eternity............
Laura <laura@ewickit.com>
Passaic, NJ USA - Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 03:46 PM (CST)

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Read through all your journal entries, I am moved. I hope and pray for your healing. I also looked at the picture page, could you please let us know what the picture that is titled "Last Crib" is? It is not clear.

MN - Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 01:14 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn, I'm sorry I can't get to my e-mail, But i wanted to tell you I WOULD love to help with the flags! I showed my mom Chay's Star last night...:) Well I hope to hear from you soon,(About the flags) I will be at my mom this weekend!! Love ya,

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Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, - Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 11:49 AM (CST)

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Hi Andersons...
Just a little hello to let you know that you are still in our prayers and in our hearts. It sounds like you had a nice time with Kylee. That's great!! It sounds as if visiting with them was beneficial for both you and Darrell and Kylee's family. It's so nice of you to take the time to appreciate the other Rhabdoid Heroes. Keep up your wonderful ventures...I believe you are making Chayton proud.
I think the monument you have chosen for Chay will be AWESOME!!!
ALWAYS...ALWAYS!!
A FRIEND
IA - Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 10:53 AM (CST)

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HI. I have nver visited Chayton's page but feel the need to now. I am a friend of Claudia Allen's. I want you to know that even though she had never met your child, he touched her from afar as only a child can do. She speaks of Chayton and thinks about him often. She is truly saddened by your loss, as am I. You had one very special child and that you should be, as I am sure you are, very very proud of him. It is amazing what children can do, whom they can effect, even though it is only through a web page. Please take care of yourselves. I am thinking about you. -Holli
Holli Norton. <hollibygolly@yahoo.com>
Ann Arbor, mi USA - Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 01:52 AM (CST)

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hey just want to say that I'M very sorry for what happened to CHAYTON!!! he was such a sweet pea!! I'm KYLEES second cousin christina haas! well best wishes to your family!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
hugs and kissies xoxoxoxxo 8-)
p.s. i hope is all right!
i hope that kylee can live throw this cuz she as stornge as chayton !!!!
Christina Leanne Haas
Evansdale, Iowa USA - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 07:06 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
The way it sounds the monument for Chayton will be just beautiful. I know it will. I am always here if you need me. I am glad you liked the poem In the Valleys. I read it and thought of you. I have another one here waiting to be sent but I am not sure if the time is right. I hope your trip to Iowa is a safe one. I am glad to here that others are pulling together for you. I know how much comfort you get from all of us who have or have not met little Chayman!! He is one in a million. I miss him. I miss his laughter. That laugh was one of a kind. I am working on the video tapes with the help of Marge. I sent it home with her today to do some more. I plan on going over maybe later today to help her. Logan sends his love.

Please give Gat and Ash a big hug for me, Nicole too. Know that if there is ever anything that I can do, all you have to do, just please let me know. I am here if you ever need anything, and I mean ANYTHING!!

I love you all lots.
Love always, with you always in my thoughts, and in my prayers, along with always being in my heart.
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 04:57 PM (CST)

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I know I have gave this to you while we were at Children's but here it is again.

Tomorrow
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say
I know how much you love me
As much as I Love You
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too

But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand
And said my place was ready
In heaven far above
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love

But when I walked
though the heaven's gates
I felt so mu h at home
When God looked down and smiled at me
From His great golden throne
He said "This is eternity
And all I've promised you"
Today for life on earth is past
But here it starts anew
I promise no tomorrow
For today will always last
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past

So when tomorrow starts without me
Don't think we're far apart
For every time you think of me
I'm right here in your heart

Unknown author
sarah <Sarah Starkey>
Monticello, - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 04:33 PM (CST)

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- Monday, March 04, 2002 at 04:01 PM (CST)

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_/\_
\ /
//\\

Last night I saw His Star
Shining Bright Abover the earth
I looked up and There i saw
The bright star Flashing away
I knew i was Chayman
He had such a beautiful smile
You could hear his giggle
amoung the blue evening Sky.
Chay I saw you last night. You are the Brightest star out there,. I love you,



Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 12:01 PM (CST)

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Dawn,
Check the yahoo email address for a message from me.
Marge
Cresco, IA - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 11:06 AM (CST)

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Dawn and family, I just wanted to let you know I have been thinking about you and stopped by to see how things were going. I just read your post about Chaytons monument and it sounds absolutely wonderful..one fit for the little prince and fighter that he was! I'm so glad you are aware that Chayton is visiting you in your dreams.. If someone could tell me what date the poem on Chaytons stone was posted on I would love to go back and read it..Thanks in advance. God bless you Dawn and Darrell, Ashley and Gaitlin..we are all still here and thinking of you and praying for you..Chayton will never be forgotten! Tricia
Tricia Neal <tricia3mom@yahoo.com>
Conroe, TX USA - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 02:49 AM (CST)

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I have been checking in on your family every day since November when I first came across this site. I am still not sure how I found it but it has changed my life. I pray for your family every day and I have learned to appreciate the little things more often every day. I love that you keep on updating the journal as it is very nice to know how the family is doing since his passing to heaven. I am glad to hear that you are sticking together as a family that grew solid from this monster. I have come to check on many kids also with this terrible disease also daily as I do with your site. I prayed for little Pierce too and Kylee -- it seems that too many little ones are stricken with this. I hope there comes a time when there is no need for a Rhabdoid kids community and the disease is a thing of the past. You are always in my prayers. I hope that you can get your fishtank for the family sometime too--I think it is a shame that they would not grant Chay's wish for him. But with prayer all things are possible. Also where can you purchase the candles for Chayton's Fire?

- Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 10:28 PM (CST)

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Dawn and family-
Thinking of you guys as always. Just read your last entry and the monument you have picked out for Chayton sounds beautiful!!! Chayton remains in my mind and will forever. He has touched my life in so many ways even though I never had the opportunity to meet him. He is so blessed to have such a great family!
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 09:44 PM (CST)

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Dear Lord,
I come to You now, as I have many times before, to pray for healing for this beautiful family. Their sorrow is more unbearable than any words can describe, I cannot even imagine. Father, I pray they feel Your presence and Your loving embrace. You said You will never leave us and I keep this close to my heart when I often think of this family and their suffering. They need You now, as much as they did before, and will, as they continue on this journey which they must travel. Please protect them from any negative influence which may come near them. I pray they always have support from family and friends, and to be able to call on them, anytime, to empty their sorrow from deep inside. Strengthen them each passing day and may they hold each other close and tenderly as they endure what may be lay ahead on this path. I pray they receive many days filled with beautiful, precious memories of their sweet baby Chayton which bring smiles to their lips and joy to their hearts. Whisper softly to them with the reminder that Chayton is their with You, without pain, and knowing the sweet love You give to Your very special little babes. Thank You Lord, for all the blessings which we receive and the ones You have waiting for us. In all of this I pray in Jesus' Holy Name. Peace and love to your family.
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 08:21 PM (CST)

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THIS GOES OUT TO ALL THE WONDERFUL PEOPLE WHO VISIT CHAYTONS SITE....
LETS JOIN TOGETHER AND SEE HOW FAST WE CAN HIT 100,000 VISITORS TO HIS PAGE!!
LETS SHOW THE LITTLE FIGHTER AND HIS FAMILY WE ARE STILL HERE FOR THEM...LETS BE AS STRONG AS CHAY WAS AND DO THIS FOR HIM!!!
CHAYTON HAS LEAD US THIS FAR,NOW IT IS UP TO US TO SHOW HIM OUR STRENGTH!!
PLEASE, WE CAN DO THIS TOGETHER. LETS SHOW WHAT LITTLE MOWGLI TAUGHT US AND "HANG TOUGH"
ONE OF MOWGLI'S FOLLOWERS
- Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 04:46 PM (CST)

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Hi Andersons....
A little hello to let you know that you and Chayton are still in our thought, on our minds, in our hearts.....ALWAYS!!!
I hope you got to spend some time with the kids over the weekend, like you said....they are good medicine!!
Take care of yourselves and eachother.
Always in our prayers.



- Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 04:36 PM (CST)

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I have been following your journal since February 10th and i have not been able to put my feelings down on paper until now. Dawn you are one amazing person. I could feel your love for Chayton through your journal entries. My husband graduated from Nashua High School and I graduated from Fredericksburg High School. Anyway, keep typing those feelings down in Chayton's journal because I race home from work everyday to check his website. Chayton was very lucky to have parents like you both.
Lisa <djherold@rconnect.com>
- Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 02:43 PM (CST)

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I'm still praying for you all.

God Bless You Dawn!

- Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 01:37 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn, This poem is for Darrell, I know it isn't Father's day yet, but maybe this will help!!



"Dear Daddy"

Dear Daddy,
I know today is Father's Day
And you miss me really bad,
But if you could see what I see,
You wouldn't be so dad.

I have all kinds of playmates
And playgrounds everywhere!
With swings and slides and
Balloon rides that whiz right
Through the air!

We have ice cream, cake and candy,
Milk, cookies and punch;
We never have to go to bed,
And we choose what we want for lunch.

There's even a river where you and I could fish,
The water's as clear as a day in spring,
And beautiful rainbows and fluffy white clouds
From which I can see everything!

So you see, daddy,
Even though I'm not with you,
I'm under my Father's care,
And when it's time for you to come,
You'll find me waiting right here!

And I'll give you the biggest hug -
Gee, I can hardly wait.
And when no one's looking,
We'll even swing on Heaven's Gate!

I love you daddy. Happy Father's Day!






Tricia Uecker
- Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 06:07 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn, This poem is for Darrell, I know it isn't Father's day yet, but maybe this will help!!



"Dear Daddy"

Dear Daddy,
I know today is Father's Day
And you miss me really bad,
But if you could see what I see,
You wouldn't be so dad.

I have all kinds of playmates
And playgrounds everywhere!
With swings and slides and
Balloon rides that whiz right
Through the air!

We have ice cream, cake and candy,
Milk, cookies and punch;
We never have to go to bed,
And we choose what we want for lunch.

There's even a river where you and I could fish,
The water's as clear as a day in spring,
And beautiful rainbows and fluffy white clouds
From which I can see everything!

So you see, daddy,
Even though I'm not with you,
I'm under my Father's care,
And when it's time for you to come,
You'll find me waiting right here!

And I'll give you the biggest hug -
Gee, I can hardly wait.
And when no one's looking,
We'll even swing on Heaven's Gate!

I love you daddy. Happy Father's Day!






Tricia Uecker
- Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 06:07 PM (CST)

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To Mommy

I'm just a little baby boy
who didn't quite make it there.
I had to go be with Jesus,
but I'm waiting for you there.

Don't fret about me Mommy
I'm of God's lambs most blest.
I'd had loved to stay there with you,
but the Shepard knows what's best.

Many dwell here where I live
Waited years to enter in.
Stuggled through a world of sorrow,
and their lives were marred with sin.

So sweet Mommy don't you cry
wipe those tears and chase the gloom,
I got 21 month to stay there with you,
instead of coming here straight from your womb.

Thank you for the life you gave me
I'd have loved to brought it fame.
But if I'd linger in Earths shadows,
might instead have brought it shame.

Daddy gave me something for you,
It's our secret Mommy dear.
He pressed it tight against my forehead,
and whispered in my tiny ear.

I'll be waitiing for you Mommy,
Daddy, Gat-n- Ash too,
I'll be waiting for you to hold me,
then Daddy's kiss I'll give to you.

Love Chayton

I love you guys~
Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 05:57 PM (CST)

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81080. WOW I bet we could get 100,000 Visitors!!! I think about you EVERYDAY!! PLease call!!
Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 05:43 PM (CST)

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The Brightest Star

Tonight I saw the brightest star,
It filled my heart with joy,
I knew that twinkle in the sky...
A little angel boy.
I raised my head and took it in,
The light upon my face,
And whispered to the angel boy
“Is it a better place?”
There didn’t come an answer
And my heart began to sink,
But suddenly that shiny star,
It gave a little wink.
I knew I had my answer,
That the angel boy was free,
And felt a sense of pure relief
Come flooding over me.
And though the star seemed far away,
The angel felt so near,
I reached up to the distant sky,
And shed a silent tear.


- Claudia Allen
March 2,2001
(always thinking of Chayton)
Claudia Allen <pollyesther123@yahoo.com>
Ann Arbor, Mi USA - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 05:18 PM (CST)

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Dawn,
I wish I had something, anything to say that would bring you some peace. I can only say that I love you, and that I am always here if you ever need anything.

Chayton is always with you. I know he is. He feels your love, and he knows you need him to be near you. I can't say that I know how you feel, I have never lost a child. I can only imagine, that words can't express the loss, pain, or the heartbreak you feel. I know that words are not what you need. Time and God are the only things that can ease the pain you feel. I wish I were there with you to hold you hand, wipe your tears. I would gladly take your pain and carry it for you if I could. I love you all!! Chayton and each of you weigh heavy on my mind these days. I will call later tonight, and try to catch you at home.

With all of my love, prayers, and with you in my thoughts constantly,
I love you!!
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 05:04 PM (CST)

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Dear Mom, I know you’re going to miss me, but don’t think that I will ever forget you or stop loving you because
I’m not around to say I LOVE YOU. I’ll think of you every day mom and I’ll love you even more each day. Some
day we will see each other again. If you want to adopt a little boy so you won’t be so lonely, he can have my room
and my old stuff to play with. If you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn’t like the same things as us
boys do, so you will have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like.

Don’t be sad when you think about me, this is really a great place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got
here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything here. The angels are so friendly,
and I love to watch them fly. Jesus doesn’t look like any of the pictures I saw of Him, but I knew it was Him as
soon as I saw Him. Jesus took me to see GOD! And guess what mom? I got to sit on GOD’S knee and talk to Him
like I was somebody important. I told GOD that I wanted to write you a letter and tell you good-bye and
everything, but I knew that wasn’t allowed. God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this
letter with. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel that is going to drop this letter off to you.

God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him about ...Where was He when I
needed him? God said, “The same place He was when Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is
with all His children.

Oh, by the way Mom, nobody else can see what is written on this paper but you. To everyone else, it looks like a
blank piece of paper. I have to give God His pen back now, He has some more names to write in the Book Of Life.
Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I’m sure the food will be great.

I almost forgot to let you know - Now I don’t hurt anymore, the cancer is all gone. I’m glad because I couldn’t
stand that pain anymore and God couldn’t stand to see me suffer the pain either, so He sent The Angel of Mercy
to get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery!
Signed with love from: God & Jesus & Me
> ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
May the Lord bless you today. May the Lord open up the windows of heaven and pour you out a blessing that you
will not have room enough to receive it all. May the Lord bless you exceeding abundantly above all you could ever
hope for. Amen!

- Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 01:16 PM (CST)

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Hi All,
Well it finally snowed some in our neck of the woods. Talking about dreaming Brandon has had dreams about Jaco (our dog) and Bear (your Dad, John or Miss know who I am talking about.) Bear left us unexpectedly years ago but he is still hanging around, I usually hear from him when I need his wit the most. Relax and Chay will talk to you also. Guys we can't express our sympathy correctly but you know me and probably understand. Heads up HIGH and Hearts open WIDE.
The Mauters
- Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 06:38 AM (CST)

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Glad to hear that you are still keeping up with his journey, it is good theropy for all of us that miss and love Chayton he will never be forgotten. Give me a call if you need anything. Chayton you keep watch over us and we will never forget you buddy, love you. Dawn, Darrell and family you are still in our prayers and we love you for what you have all gone through and was so strong through it all. M.A.D.L.Y to all of you.
Sally and Jim <sallysample2@hotmail.com>
gibbon, - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 09:30 PM (CST)

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Hi Andersons....
Just to let you know that you and CHAYTON are still in our thoughts and prayers, of course! You will be a part of our life forever, there is no way anyone could forget such a wonderful family and Chayton's Journey. You are all a living memorial to your precious Mowgli!!
May he NEVER be forgotten!!!!
a friend
ia. - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 07:18 PM (CST)

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Hello Andersons. I think that poem was perfect. Hope it helped you. Whoever wrote it did a wonderful job. Dawn, if you need to talk call me. If you are in Windstead, let me know so I can come and see you. Miss you and give big hugs.
sarah <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 01, 2002 at 06:42 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys! Last night after our basketball game, I looked out our bus window looking for Chay's Star. I think I found it. It was the Brightest star out there. Then I thought about what he is doing up there. I bet he is having the time of his heavenly life up there. It's so amazing how he has Changed my life. I think about him 24/7 and I KNOW I will never forget him and what he has thought me. I think you, Dawn, are doing wonderful. The way you write is just amazing. My mom thinks you should be a writer!!! I love coming to this page and my friends are starting to read also. I talked about Chay often and I think they know that he has tought me a lot. Well Call me if you need anything done I will be there in a second to help you!! Lots of Love,
Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 02:01 PM (CST)

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Thank you Dawn for still updateing we have felt so close we didn't want to lose touch with you we will always pray for you and your family and one day we will get to see Chayton again !
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx 75488 - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 01:40 PM (CST)

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You have had 4,158 visitors in about 9 days...that is close to 500 a day...WOW!!!!!!!
Carol
MN - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 10:54 AM (CST)

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Hello Dawn, Darrell, and kiddos~

I started my day with you all on my mind, and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Sent you and email to the Mowgliswar address...let me know what you think.

Have a day that is good for you.
A Friend
North Carolina - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 09:46 AM (CST)

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Hi Andersons
I hope that all is treating you well
I just wanted to let you know you have touched many people's lives
You are still in my prayers

Amber
Hutch, MN - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 09:21 AM (CST)

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Hi to all...
I just checked in on Chayton's other page and read your latest update there. The picture of "Angel Chayton" is so absolutely GORGEOUS!!!!!!! I know you dont write on there often but I still go there to see that beautiful face. That sweet little angel face will forever be burned into my mind...Chayton had a look of his own and from what you say, a personality to match!!!
What a sweet precious baby Heaven holds!
Always in our prayers.

- Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 10:30 PM (CST)

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Dawn....
80,000???!!!!!(visitors to Chay's site)
You must never fear Chayton will ever be forgotten.
There is no way that eighty thousand people will ever forget!! Your little man has a big reach and he has used it to touch hearts all over the world. What an amazing little person you have in heart and spirit!! You should feel so proud that he was yours, you created a wonderful being in Chayton. Now...you continue to create a wonderful memory of him!! We all have a part of Chayton in our hearts...or should I say Chayton took a part of us in his heart!!
Mowgli must have been wonderful. I wish I could have met him!! Always in our prayers.
A friend
ia - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 10:10 PM (CST)

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We are here for you, Dawn. We grieve with you and are glad you share your feelings with us. Chayton's life has had a huge impact on many people and he and your family will be remembered by many. Just because there are not as many entries from guests does not mean we are forgetting. Some do not know what to say or are afraid to say what they feel and some just want to learn from your experience. I close my eyes and can visualize God's arms wrapped gently around your family. I believe this just like you believe about the star. Sometimes you just know.

- Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 09:19 PM (CST)

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Dawn,
To read the entries below, I haven't a fear that Chayton will be forgotten, He has touched so many people and so many hearts and that is something. He will live on in all of our hearts forever. His legacy is one to be shared, and shared over and over again. He has left us with a wonderful legacy for us to follow. Even if we have to wait to reach heaven to hear him tell his story. Boy what a story it will be. I am sure that he is telling the Heavens above about the wonderful parents he has, and the wonderful brother, and siters he has. I am betting my bottom dollar, his laughter is touching everyone there. I am guessing that no one can stop laughing when he laughs, because boy was it hard to stop smiling, and giggling with him when he would let one of his laughs out. You know the one, it came from the tips of his toes, and just rumbled right through him.

Don't think that he will ever be forgotten. I know he won't be, not now, not ever.

I love you all! May peace find you and keep you. May you find the comfort you search for. May God wrap his loving arms around you, and guide you through the rest of your journey.

All of my love,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 06:04 PM (CST)

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When I stopped recently for gas, the man who worked at the station told me how much of a blessing my children were. I agreed, of course, and we talked for a while. I said I could tell he had kids of his own and he said with a smile "Yup, I've got five kids, two of 'em are in heaven".
What impressed me the most and what I'll remember for the rest of my life, I think, is that even though two of his children had died, they were still there for him, in heaven. He didn't pause to explain; it was the most natural thing for him to say he had five children, not three. He spoke of them in the present. His voice was fond and friendly and his smile was a happy one. He had figured it out.
Chayton will always be there for you. He will always be present for you. In this sad time please try to remember that that's a gift from God.
Bless you all,
Martha, a cousin of baby Pierce

- Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 02:01 PM (CST)

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It seems to me God has put two very special women in this world to be there for each other and in turn, all of us are benefitting by your lives and experiences. Thank you!! and thank you, God, for giving them the talent to know how to teach the rest of us. They have had to endure such pain in order to be able to share it with us, to teach us, and help us to learn. I have not lost a child as you have but what you are teaching us makes us better able to understand someone else's grief, pain and make us better people because of what we are hearing. A friend in NC truly is allowing God to guide her. As our pastor says when we tell him a certain sermon was really good, it is God talking through him, and I believe this is what has happened in NC's life. She is God talking through her. What a blessing she is! Thank you for sharing your thoughts with Dawn so that they may become part of our lives also.

And, Dawn and Darrell, take heed in her wisdom. You can pay her back for all her support by sharing what she has learned with someone else someday. God be with you.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 01:49 PM (CST)

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Dawn and Clan....Taken me a bit to send a message, not sure what to say. Unfortunately, I didn't have the chance to meet Sweet Chayton, however, from what I have seen and read I am thoroughly convinced I missed out. Some of your stories crack me up....Loving Shrek. Boy, I can only imagine him sitting there glued to the TV watching this ugly green ogre and his dumb "ass." Or him banging his head to the latest Metallica song. Very funny to think of such a little guy enjoying the sounds of Metallica. :-)What a treat to have all these memories. Keep holding on and god bless Little Baby Chayton.
Colette Atkins <nymets@flashmail.com>
Ramstein, Germany - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 01:27 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys. I am thinking about Chayton about 99% of my day. I think of him when I am suppose to be listening in Class and I think about him when I am at basketball practice!! He has touched my life. And Now i am not afraid that he is alone in heaven because he has baby Peirce to play with. I bet they are Playing and Running around in the Clouds.

......(\0/)
......./_\
....../___\ Angel Chay

..........(\0/)
.........../_\
........../___\ Angel Peirce!


Love, Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 10:40 AM (CST)

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Hey Guys. I am thinking about Chayton about 99% of my day. I think of him when I am suppose to be listening in Class and I think about him when I am at basketball practice!! He has touched my life. And Now i am not afraid that he is alone in heaven because he has baby Peirce to play with. I bet they are Playing and Running around in the Clouds.

......(\0/)
......./_\
....../___\ Angel Chay

..........(\0/)
.........../_\
........../___\ Angel Peirce!


Love, Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 10:39 AM (CST)

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I am thinking about you!!!!
Tricia UEcker
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 10:34 AM (CST)

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I have a sister who lost her son who was two. I think she would say that the biggest fear for the parents is that people will forget him. To the people reading this, when you see the parents who have lost a child, talk about him. Don't be afraid you will create bad feelings...they want to know you remember him. Remember them on his birthdays and on the anniversary of the day he left them.
Carol
MN - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 07:50 AM (CST)

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This Guestbook is a blessing to all who enter; peace and blessings from God to you and your family.
JJ
IA - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 06:11 AM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
I haven't the words to take away your pain or to heal your broken hearts. I wish I did. Oh how I wish I could carry this for you. I know that I don't have the words that will fix things to where they should be. I sit here and struggle for the right things to say. All I can tell you is, I love you and I am here for you when you need me.

I am sorry I haven't signed in much lately, but honestly I am struggling with letting go. I am not sure what to say, I feel just awefull inside, and my heart aches. I can't express my feelings in words. I sit down and I want to cry. My heart aches for you, and I grieve with you. I feel so badly that I can't help take away the pain. With each day it isn't getting any better. I love you all so much, and I hate the fact that you have to suffer.

I don't know what it is like to lose a child, and I don't know what I can do to help. When you need someone to listen to you, you have my ear, when you need a shoulder to lean on, you can have mine. I just wish I could carry this burdend for you. I wish I could bring you peace. Dawn, you really don't know how much I am hurting for you.

You are in my thoughts constantly through out the day, and so is Chayton. I truely wish I had the answers to each and everyone of your questions. I never wanted this for you, NEVER!! I asked a friend of mine just today, Why does life have to be so hard, and why can't things just go the right way for once? Why does it seem like nothing goes the way it should? Some would say your faith is waivering, or it's not strong enough, or you need to find God in your life. Maybe they are right. Sometimes the answers to our questions just aren't as easy as the answers we receive, and sometimes we don't need answers, sometimes we just need to pose the question. I don't have the answers, all I have is love.

I love you all!!! If ever there is anything that I can do, just let me know, and I will do it in a heartbeat or less. If you need me to be there just let me know, and I am on my way. NO JOKE!! Don't HESITATE!!

I pray that peace and understanding find you, and I pray that God will send you your miracle if I may call it that. (By miracle I mean, I hope he will send a vision of Chayton down to you). I will pray for all I can for you.

I love you guys, all of you!!

May peace and understanding be yours!!

All of my love,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday, February 28, 2002 at 12:16 AM (CST)

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Dear Dawn~
I have had to be out for much of today and this evening, and this is the first time I have gotten to respond to your most recent entries. When I read the words you have written, it seems that you are also writing words that I myself could have said over the last 4 1/2 years. The feeling of heaviness and suffocation you describe is not "just you". It is part of the realization of the immensity of your loss. God shields us from the complete force of that in the beginning, and we function in sort of an "auto-pilot" mode at first. It's part of the shock and numbness that gets us through those first days and hours. I am sure that the full force of our grief would be too much if it hit us all at once. Don't worry that you are "not doing well" if you feel that heaviness. You are just where you should be right now. It doesn't mean you are slipping backward, but that you are moving forward. You are walking a path you have never been on before, and those that have walked the path before you may not have taken the exact steps as you, or at the same pace as you, but we have walked our own path. You can't see it now, but God has much to teach you as you walk these steps if you let Him. You never asked for this "learning experience" and likely would have declined if you had been asked. But now you are here, and the tough lessons follow. I wanted to trade those lessons for what I had before Melissa died, even when it was hard. But God wanted to teach me, and I think He has succeeded despite my sometimes reluctance to be a "good student." Thank goodness He is like that dedicated teacher who sees potential in a student and just doesn't give up!

In the final weeks and days of Chayton's illness and then his death, you were surrounded by an army of people, both physically and figuratively, in person and across the miles, who literally carried you through those incredibly difficult times. All of us far away are in awe of the huge support community that grew from one little boy's life. As his pain and struggle got worse, you faced the worst dilemma in a parent's world: desparately wanting him to stay here with you, while not wanting his suffering to continue. There is NO good way to resolve this, because letting him go rips your heart out, and the thought of letting him continue to struggle does, too. But during those days, your support community was there to bear the load with you.

And then through those days following his death, people continued to be with you and carry you. Others were involved with planning the Celebrations of his life and making the video, and making his memorials so memorable for you. It's during these days that people speak the most wonderful words of encouragement and support and love, and share their memories of Chayton, and shower you with everything you need to survive the unthinkable task of saying a final goodbye. If you are like me, you know you could not have gotten through those days without every word and deed offered to you. They are priceless gifts that, although you would prefer were never necessary, you would never,ever trade them for anything.

The hardest thing to explain in the midst of all this is the odd sense of "grief and relief". While you face the deepset grief a person could ever face, the loss of a child, you have an odd sense of relief for Chayton that his pain is over. We are, in no way, relieved for ourselves that our children are gone, but in a deeply painful way, we must admit that even though it is tearing our hearts out, we are rrelieved for them that their suffering is over. There is an element of guilt in feeling this, because it seems to imply an acceptance of the reality that we still don't want to be true, that it is somehow "okay" that they are gone, when clearly it isn't. And all this is supposed to be "normal", even though it feels anything but normal. And we want the old normal back!

Now comes another tough part. The hundreds of times people, very sincerely, remind you that Chayton is in a better place, that he is not suffering, and that he would be sad to know that you are sad. I won't claim to know what you feel when you hear these things, because I don't. But I know what I felt...

When people told me Melissa had gone to a better place, my head knew that was true. But my heart screamed out, "Maybe she's in a better place, but this place is so terrible without her! How can any place be better than in her mother's arms? My pain isn't for the place where she IS, it's for where she ISN'T--here with me!" It's not that I didn't appreciate the encouragement of others; but after a while, I started to feel like no one could understand the pain I felt being here without my precious daughter. I started to think that is was just too easy for other people to let her go just because she was in a better place.

And when people told me that she was not suffering any more, or handicapped, or would not ever be sick, again my head knew that was true, and I truly would not have wanted her to be sick or handicapped any more. But for every "she isn't suffering" I received, I had a growing sense of how great my own suffering was becoming. When well-meaning friends said "At least she isn't suffering", I had to fight back from saying the words "But don't you know how much I AM suffering??" As Moms, we would gladly take our children's suffering for them, but once they are gone and we are left with the pain, it's a hard load to carry. When one of Melissa's home care nurses said "You wouldn't want her back the way she was, would you?" the mother in me, and maybe a bit of the selfish part in me wanted to say "OF COURSE I do. I'm her mother!" Of course I didn't want her to have a life of suffering, but want her back? You bet I did!

And in the attempts to help us not feel sad, there are the reminders from others that it makes our children sad to see us sad, and that we have to be happy so that they can be happy. What an extra load of guilt we heap on ourselves for that! Now we have to deal with not only did we make them happy while they were here, but are we keeping them from being happy in eternity! That's a BIG one! My best answer for this is that the Bible says there is no sadness, no suffering, no tears in Heaven. That gives me permission to unload the guilt that anything I am doing is making Melissa sad in Heaven. If our children in Heaven were sad when we are, that would mean that Heaven was something less than perfect, and we are promised that it is perfect, that all our suffering will be left behind. Does this mean that our loved ones don't feel our love for them? I don't think so! I believe that God, in His wisdom and grace, allows them to feel all the love we gave them when they were here, and then some. He multiplies it so fully that they are never aware of anything but the love--not the pain, not the sadness, not the things we fear we didn't do for them. Just pure, radiant love. Do you know what that means? It means that not only did you give Chayton all the love you could have while he was here, but God will make it so much fuller in Heaven, that there will not be any room for him to have even a shadow of doubt for all eternity that he was and is and will continue to be loved. It's like a light so bright that a cloud could never pass overhead to make Chayton wonder if you loved him or still do. He will be bathed in the brightness of that love, and nothing will dim it.

This frees you up to be sad when you need to be sad, and yes, as impossible as it seems, to be happy when you again feel like being happy. I carried an incredible amount of guilt for letting joy back into my life after Melissa died. I thought "What if she thinks I have forgotten her or don't miss her or that I'm not sad that she isn't here?" I didn't want to dishonor her by feeling happy. It wasn't until I realized that one of the best ways to honor her memory was to be happy. She knows no sadness in Heaven, so my being happy will not make her sad. It will only multiply the happiness.

Is this easy? NO WAY! I remember the first time I had a really hard laugh after Melissa died. It was a long time after she died, almost a year I think. We were back at the beach house we had been at when we were told that she died. There was a lot of emotion in returning there, but we felt it was necessary so we wouldn't keep our pain locked up there forever. While we were there, I was on the bed with my other 2 children. Something REALLY funny happened, and we laughed and laughed until our sides and stomachs hurt and there were tears coming from our eyes. I thought I was going to be sick from laughing so hard. The next thing I knew, I was crying, not happy laughter tears, but sad, painful, deep down weeping tears, because I didn't think I should be that happy when I still had so much pain inside. How could I let myself be so happy when part of me was missing? How could I let go of the sadness enough to be that happy? What kind of mother does that? I laid on the bed and cried until the sobs finally wore down, and realized I had released a lot of that pain and guilt. It hurt and it was hard work, but it did come out. It was one of the beginning, baby steps I had to take to learn to walk a new road without Melissa. I'm still learning, but I'm a lot steadier now because I have learned that the world doesn't fall apart if I let myself be happy. It just might if I stay sad, but it won't if I allow the happiness to return. And little by little, it does if you give yourself permission to do it in baby steps. Don't try to leap...just take those baby steps. God will hold your hand, and He won't let you go, even if you tell Him "I'm not ready yet!" He says, "Then I will wait with you, my child."

I also realized that the kind of mother that does that is the one who teaches the 2 children who are still with her that it is OK to be happy. I realized that they had a long life ahead of them and a lot to learn from me about how to handle loss. They still needed a LOT of happiness in their lives to let it grow and pass it on to their children. If I modeled nothing but sadness for them over this loss, their "happiness wells" would not be getting filled up. I had to let the happiness that was growin in and flowing from them remind me that they had a need for happiness and a lot of it was going to come from me. While trying to do what was best for them, I think they actually did more for me just by being themselves and being kids.

I know this is long, and I don't know if any of it helps you. I have trusted God to use me in any way that will point others to Him and the difference He has made in my life. That's risky, especially when He decides to do it! But something about your story took hold of me and compelled me to be open to God using me to walk beside you if it would serve Him. For the first time in the 4 1/2 years since Melissa died, I feel that God is finally opening something in me that has allowed me to put into words what this journey is like, and what it has taught me. I have not studied grief in any school or course. I have merely lived it. And so far, I have survived it. If anyone had told me in 1997 that I would have learned so much and come so far, I probably would have resisted the idea that I could get to this point. Because there is still a part of me that feels if I let myself heal completely, I will be letting Melissa go completely. I'm still struggling with that one, but I am letting the healing process continue. I hope someday I will not fear that if I stop feeling the pain of losing Melissa, that it means I have really let her go. I don't know if and when that will happen. But for now, I am keeping myself open to the idea that some healing is OK, and those baby steps are OK too.

Months after Melissa died, a friend at my Women's Bible Study asked me how I was doing. I gave the standard "I'm doing OK" response, what I usually said when people asked. It was an easy answer, and often no one asked much more beyond that. But not this friend. She looked me right in the eye and said, "No, how are you REALLY doing?" With that, I just started crying and said, "I'm not so OK. This is SO hard!" She told me how amazing I was and how strong I was being. I said "I don't feel so amazing. My heart is broken, and no one knows what it is like on the inside. I don't feel as strong as everybody thinks I am!" Then she gave me one of the most valuable and treasured word gifts anyone ever gave me, before or after Melissa died. She said, "You know, God doesn't always want you to be strong. Sometimes He just wants you to lay in His arms and have a good cry." Wow! I didn't have to be strong!

I am sharing this gift with you, because I think it was meant to be passed on. It has helped me be OK with having that good cry, and letting God hold me when I do. I don't have to hold up for God's sake, because He is there for my sake to hold me up when I need him to.

Dawn, I hope you will lay in His arms and have that good cry when you need to. And at some point, you may be surprised to find that you feel like smiling, or laughing. Let it happen in its time. Don't force it or fight it, just let it come. And whether you lay in His arms for a cry, or turn to Him and say "I think I'm ready to try that baby step now...can we start with a smile?", just know that He will be with you either way.

Peace and reassurance to you all.
A Friend
North Carolina - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 11:26 PM (CST)

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Hello , Our prayers are with you in your loss for Chayton.

Bruce & Barbara Kuehn <scoobydoo@means.net>
Winthrop, MN Sibley - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 11:19 PM (CST)

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Dawn...
Notice the hits to Chay's site are still climbing, people still check on you everyday. I think we are just at a loss for words as it's not everyday we loose a HERO!!!
Chayton "the fighter" Anderson.......never forgotten.

- Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 10:22 PM (CST)

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Dawn and Darrell....
I think your entry today was from the heart, as always. I am glad you are finding some comfort in the words of others. I still check "Mowgli's site" several times a day, please don't think we are forgetting about you!! NEVER!! I speak for myself when I say...words fail me. I can't find anything that seems worth saying at this time. I so wish I had something beautiful and wonderful to say, but I don't. Just know that I, along with thousands are thinking of you and will be for along time!! Please don't feel that your precious Chayton will soon be forgotten, he has a band of followers that is stronger than that!! He taught us to hang tough, and that is what we should do. I try to imagine what you are going through with each word you say and it pains me to think anyone should feel such agony.
I don't know what is normal or right to feel at this point. I just know that you seem to be dealing with what you ARE FEELING very well!!!
Once again...you are still in our prayers, even if you don't see our names on the page. Our lack of being there, may not be that at all, consider it a "moment of silence" in Chayton's honor. Know that he is never far from our hearts.
Chayton"The Fighter"Anderson will be a HERO to all who have know him. Heros are never forgotten!

- Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 10:18 PM (CST)

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Darrell & Dawn,

Not a day goes by when we don't think about you or mention that we are wondering how you are doing. We pray that as each day passes, your pain lessens. We would love to be able to get together sometime...but want it to be when you are ready.
It is nice to hear that you are able to lean on each other. It is SO important that you hold on to that loving relationship.....as much for you as for you children. You guys are great together and deserve to have your happiness back. Times are tough enough in this world, and you guys are going through what must be the ultimate challange. I don't believe there is a couple in this world that would have made it through your ordeal without a strain on their relationship. You guys are tough. Turn to God once again and ask for his guidence. You were meant to be together...hang on to each other. We will keep in touch.
Kurt & Carla
- Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 09:29 PM (CST)

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We don't "sign in" everyday but we check your website AT LEAST once a day! I often find myself at work dreaming and thinking about Chayton and his wonderful family. You are an AMAZING, STRONG and BEAUTIFUL person, I admire you and your family so much. Hold on to one another and remember that God and your family, friends and even those that don't know you LOVE YOU and are rooting for you. God bless you and keep you safe always.
Erik and Jennifer Olson <jolson@neoucom.edu>
Ravenna, OH - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CST)

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Hello Dawn and family,
I'm sorry that you lost your son. I know that no words can make you feel any better, and that you probably hate people saying that they know how you feel. The truth of the matter is, nobody knows how you feel. I have lost my son as well, but to a drowning (you have been in contact with my sister). I used to hate when people would tell me that they knew how I felt, or that Jordon was in a better place. I wanted to scream..."How do you know how I feel, have you lost your son the way I lost mine, and there is no better place for him to be than in my arms right now".
It will be six years on Mother's Day that I lost my little boy. It does get easier as time goes on, but I will be honest, it will be the hardest battle that you and Darrell will encounter. Just remember to keep talking, the death of Chayton can tear you apart if you don't communicate. The feelings that you are having are very similar to the ones that I had. Now I pray that Jordon will come to me in my dreams at night.
You have a wonderful group of people who are supporting you. I wish I had that when Jordon left me. It seemed that everyone was there for me for the first couple of months, but after about three, and the horror set in, the phone calls stopped, friends stopped coming over. The only people who seemed to remember him was my immediate family. I don't think that will happen to you, you have done a wonderful job at keeping the memory of your son alive!!
Jo Liebhard
Belle Plaine, MN USA - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 08:13 PM (CST)

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Dear Anderson's
There is no safer place to be than in God's loving hands.
Chayton knew he was loved and now his suffering is over. You need to find comfort in that. Never worry about what he might be thinking. He is in no pain and in a place that is the best place to be. Don't worry about grieving. When you loose a loved one, especially a child, it is normal to grieve. And everyone does it at their own pace. It may take days, months, or even years. But allow yourself to grieve. That is the whole healing process. Lean on your family and friends because they have so much to offer. You have two other blessings that will probably teach you just as much as Chayton did. Chayton will never be forgotten. You will always have memories of him and those memories need to be cherished every moment of every day. Love each other, hold each other and remember Chayton together. Remember the good and the bad because that is what helps you get through these rough days. May God be with you and your family and remember there is people here that are praying for your family. All our prayers!!!!
A FRIEND WHO CARES
WINTHROP, - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 07:52 PM (CST)

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Dawn,
I feel very badly that I haven't been signing the guestbook. I started reading Chaytons page a few months ago, and not a day goes by that I don't check in on you. Please know that even if the signing has slowed down, everyone is still praying for you and thinking of you.
We lost my father-in-law last year, and my mother-in-law said that she was so lonely afterwards because while he was ill, everyone visited, phoned, and sent cards of inspiration. After he went to heaven, people did the same, for a while, then it all stopped. People got back to their lives, and its not that you are forgotten, but people get busy in their lives.
Maybe, too, people are finding it hard to find the words to say to you. Trying to be uplifting and supportive, and at the same time, trying not to say the wrong things.
Please DON"T EVER forget that we all still really care about you and your family. I check here everyday, just to make sure that you are doing the best you can. I am so proud of you as a woman. You are everything I think we all, as women, hope that we could be at a tragic time like this.
Prayers for you,
Respect for you,
Tears for you,
and caring for you.

il - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 07:25 PM (CST)

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Dawn thank you for the e-mail i cant believe what a caring and kind person you are with everything you have going on you still take time for other people girl you are the best i check on you and your family everyday on here and would really feel bad if it ended i think we both came from the same area in Iowa i was born in New Hampton and my moms family is all there i love that little town reading your entry tonight was really heartwarming your family is in my prayers everyday i know your little angel is smiling down on you and telling everyone up there hey look that awesome lady down there is my mom and she is the greatest keep your chin up and know you have touched the lives of many people GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS
SANDY <rgalle2@yahoo.com>
Waterloo, - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 07:08 PM (CST)

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I just recently heard about your web site from someone in Winthrop. I spent about 10 hours Sat. reading the "history" of Chayton from beginning to end. You have my deepest sympathy!
Cheryl A. Rannow <carannow@uslink.net>
Brainerd, MN United States - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 05:28 PM (CST)

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I want you to know you are not forgotten even though not so many are signing in these days. We know Chayton is now at rest and enjoying the blissfulness of heaven and we know you guys are going to be okay .....one day it will surprise you that it is a little bit better and then a little more. Our support was with you as that monster was gaining and our prayer for the miracle of Chayton's surviving it grew more grim..but our support is also with you today as you each in your own way find a path through the grief that is facing you. Just remember to look at that number of hits on the site and you will be reminded of the support group out here. God be with you.

Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 05:20 PM (CST)

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Hello Dawn,
Thank you for your message. It really meant a lot to me.
After I read your last entry, I could understand a little better how you feel.
I want to share with you something my mother taught me.
I always wondered, "How will I know when God is talking to me?" I asked my mom. She told me that everytime you hear that little voice in your head, that is God talking. I told her "No, that's my conscience talking. I control what I think and I make those words come to mind." Then she told me this. Those words that are your "gut feeling, or the little good voice, that is God putting those words into your mind to think. So, I finally stopped trying to blame it on something else and just tried to relax and listen. And WOW! Things I have discovered. I can also hear my Grandmother talking to me. I used to just think it was my memory and I knew what she would say in that situation, but then I just relaxed and listened.
So, when you think of Chayton, and you hear his little voice, just try and relax and listen. You will hear him talk to you. You may think it is your mind controlling what you would want him to say, but I believe it's not. It's what he wants to say.
And, just to let you know, every night before I go to bed, I sit out on my front porch and say my prayers and I see your precious "Star in the Sky". There is no mistaking it. I know it's there for Chayton.
Still praying for you always!
Cindy Crider
Houston, TX - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 02:49 PM (CST)

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Dawn-

I've been thinking about you all day. I don't have children of my own so I have no idea what you are feeling but I think I understand how you feel. I can imagine how it may be hard to be happy and try to live a normal life because of the guilt you feel, like you said Chayton may wonder if you care. That's something that will probably take a long time to get used to. I have no doubt in my mind that Chayton understands and knows how much you love him. I found this poem on an internet site called "Dealing with the Loss of a Child." I went on there hoping to find something that might help you through this step in your greiving process. Maybe this poem is right-and Chayton really can't enjoy heaven until he knows his family is happy!

PITCHER OF TEARS

MANY DAYS, A STRICKEN MOTHER,
TO HER LOSS WAS RECONCILED;
SHE WEPT, COMPLAINING,
"THE MONSTER STOLE MY CHILD."

BUT ONE NIGHT AS SHE WAS SLEEPING,
TO HER SOUL CAME A VISION,
SHE SAW HER "LITTLE FIGHTER"
IN THE BLESSED FIELDS ELYSIAN.

ALL ALONE CHAYTON WAS STANDING;
A HEAVY PITCHER HOLDING.
THE MOTHER HASTENED TO HIM
AROUND HER ARMS UNFOLDING.

"WHY SO SAD AND LONELY?" ASKED SHE,
STROKING SOFT HIS HAIR.
"SEE THE MANY MERRY CHILDREN
PLAYING IN THE GARDEN THERE?"

"THEY'RE BECKONING, CALLING,
GO HELP THEM PICK THE FLOWERS.
PUT ASIDE THE HEAVY PITCHER,
DANCE AWAY THE SUNNY HOURS!"

FROM TENDER LIPS, A QUIVER;
THEN FELL THE ANSWER ON HER EARS:
"ON THE EARTH MY MOMMY'S WEEPING;
THIS PITCHER HOLDS HER TEARS."

"TEARS THAT TOUCH GOD'S BLOSSOMS,
SPOIL FLOWERS WHERE THEY FALL.
SO AS LONG AS SHE IS WEEPING,
I MUST STAND AND CATCH THEM ALL."

CRIED THE HEARSICK MOTHER,
"RUN AND PLAY, SWEET BOY OF MINE.
NEVER MORE SHALL TEARS OF SORROW
SPOIL YOUR HAPPINESS SUBLIME."

LIKE A BIRD RELEASED FROM BONDAGE,
SPED "THE LITTLE FIGHTER" AWAY.
THE MOTHER WOKE,
HER COURAGE STRENGTHENED,
EVERY SINGLE DAY.

CRESCO, IA - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 02:47 PM (CST)

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Dawn and family:
Thinking of you and wishing you comfort at this difficult time. As I read your last entry - my heart is heavy - Chayton definitely knows how much he is loved by everyone. He will always be a special little boy to many people. He taught us all so much. Take Care.
Michele Kohn
Courtland, MN - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 01:38 PM (CST)

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You are feeling the pain that nobody could feel it's yours.Darrell will feel his and nobody could feel it because it's his.Your little man is happy pain free and praying for your pain to ease,he understands everything now including how fortunate he was to have his wonderful family.Remember the bible says"and it came to pass"not it came to stay.Our family is praying for your pain to lessen. may you have the peace you deserve.allan and sandra benson(Sean McCauley's grandparents)
allan <adbenson10@aol.com>
denver, co. usa - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 01:04 PM (CST)

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I am still thinking about you all the time. Just remember if you need anything just call. Run earns make candles anything. Love ya lots. Thanks Chayton for being the best teacher I know!!!
Tricia uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 11:54 AM (CST)

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Dawn and Family,
Tear jerker. I don't think you should feel guilty, once you guys can smile again. Life will never be the same as it once was w/ Chayton. I believe Chayton is there next to all of you every day, night. Well, he may go and play some of the time. I think he would really love to see you happy. He knows how much everyone loves him and how his family fought every way they could to save him.
Chayton is probley saying "Mommy, Daddy, my family, I know you are hurt now, but soon, I need to let you make peace with my death, I am in Heaven, I have no more pain. You need to live your life and when it comes time for my family and friends to walk through the gates of Heaven, I will be here, waiting to take your hand. So, please, know I am with you and I want to you be as happy as you can." Thats just my belief.
Dawn, if you need to talk, you know I will be here no matter what. I love you all and hope I haven't upset you. Give big hugs.
Sarah Starkey <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 10:10 AM (CST)

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Darrel and Dawn-Thanks for allowing me to attend "Chayton's University."For a little boy he taught me lots!!Call anytime!!
Jenny O.
- Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 09:27 AM (CST)

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I think Chayton would like to see that you are happy for he is in no pain anymore. May god be with you during this time to help you through your grief.
Jeffrey Mutchie (Savannah's Daddy)
- Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 08:44 AM (CST)

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Oh my dear, dear friend, how do I comfort you? How do I tell you that my heart breaks for you? How do I put that REAL smile back on your face? How do I get you to laugh that REAL laugh? I wish I had these answers!!! Instead, all I have to offer is myself and anything that is within my power to help you even though I'm not sure what that is. I know you don't even know the answers to these questions . . . but maybe together we can travel through this fog and into the clearing where maybe . . . just maybe . . . we'll hear Chayton's whisper . . . or catch just a climpse of a shadow of him . . . or maybe even a whiff of his scent!!! Embrace these moments, because they are real and comforting. Don't fret that you may not dream of him or feel him immediately because he will come when you least expect it.

My friend, I am here . . . just call on me when you need me. In the meantime here's a BIG HUG to hopefully give you comfort. OOOOOUUUUUWWWWWHHHHH!!!!!!! (I know that gave you at least a half a chuckle)
Colleen
Winthrop, - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 01:58 AM (CST)

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Dawn,
I have left msgs here and there but I feel like this one is truly important. Friday I lost my grandma to a three year battle with cancer. I sat there and brushed her hair in her final hours. As death came near she open her eye for the first time in days, looked up and took a deep breath and all of a sudden a cardinal(spelling???)sang until she let her last breath out. How peaceful she looked after suffering the away she did. I thought I was going to be fine but wrong. When the corner came to take her from her home I sat and watched them wrap her in her fav. yellow sheets (yellow was her fav color) and I lost it. I was at the funeral today and thought of Chayton and all others who have passed away from cancer. As soon as I came home I checked the web site and read your last post about feeling empty and not being able to express your feelings. I can totaly relate with you but its hard to put that emptiness feeling into words. I have to remind myslef that there is no suffering in heaven, which I am sure you have reminded yourself every minute of everyday. There is a verse in the bible that says that those who suffer will go to heaven. Jesus suffered too and was a fighter just like angel Chayton and my angel Grandma. Life is short and you have to remember that Chayton would not want to see you sad. He would question why mommy is sad. I know its hard. Tomorrow life starts all over again back to college and back to work but I know that no matter what it going on I can talk to my grandma and I know that she will listen. Chayton is in heaven and Jesus is watching over him closely and Jesus can see that you hurt. I just hope that you can find peace. I will pray for you and your family. God Bless you.
Candace <c_biffar@hotmail.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 12:16 AM (CST)

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Dearest Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley & Nicole~


When God Calls Little Children

When God calls little children to dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to His fold,
So He picks a little rosebud before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them, so He takes but a few
To make the land of heaven more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult, still, somehow we must try,
The saddest word mankind knows will always be "goodbye."
So when a little child departs, we who are left behind,
Must realize God loves children...Angels are hard to find.
Aunt Missy
CC, IA - Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 05:47 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
I am still here if you need me. I haven't signed in as much only because I don't know what to say. I did however find it very helpfull to write to Chayton. I had all of those thoughts, that needed to be shared and I felt that the time was right for me to share them. You don't know how much Chayton touched my life. My memories of him, I will cherish forever. That letter states it all. I still hurt for you, and I still have this great sense of loss. By letting out those feelings and thoughts, it gave me some release. I can't say that I understand how you feel, and I won't do that. All I can say is that I am here for you if ever you need a shoulder to lean on, or an ear to listen.

I love you all!!!

I pray that the Lord will heal your broken heart, and give you a sense of peace.

All of my love, support, prayers, and thoughts are of you, for you, and most of all with you at all times.

Love always,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 04:58 PM (CST)

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Hey~
I haven't signed in a while so I thought I should!
Dawn if you ever need anything done I will do it!Chayton won't be forgotten! Well got to go! Love ya lots!
With lots of love, Alyssa Neid <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 04:33 PM (CST)

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Hi Dawn~

Once again you have expressed an emotion that I can so closely relate to, and wouldn't have understood in the same way if I hadn't experienced it myself. The feeling of being torn away from Chayton is very real and very painful. When Melissa died, I remember thinking that every day that went by was a day that I was farther away from having been with her. So in that sense you do feel like you are losing your child a little more each day. This is one of the ways that grieving gets harder before it gets easier. Even though in some ways time helps you heal, I remember journaling after Melissa died that time was not my friend, because each day removed her farther from my arms. In reality, she is no farther from me today than she was on June 19, 1997 after she died. She is right here with me EVERY minute of EVERY day. And yet it still feels like the 4 1/2 years since her death makes the distance bigger.

I will say that the pain of that does get less intense, and I don't constantly think about the fact that each day puts more distance between having her and not having her. I don't know how this happened, it just did with time. Time takes on a new dimension as you integrate the reality of your child's absence into how you function each day. Sometimes I feel like it was just yesterday that Melissa died, and other times it feels like it was decades ago. Sometimes time plays games with my head as I try to figure out if it feels like a long time or a short time since Melissa died!

I don't think there is anything I can tell you that will help you get through this feeling. You just have to live it, because it is part of your brain adjusting to what your heart doesn't want to. Common sense tells you Chayton is gone, and your heart doesn't want to accept that because it is just too painful. So when the reality of passing time, which we cannot change, sets in, it hurts and feels like letting go more and more each day. And as a mother without her baby, goodness knows you don't want to let go. I sure didn't...still don't!

When it hurts to let the time pass and release just a little more of Chayton, turn to your happy memories and be glad that you can also still feel the freshness of Chayton's joy. In His wisdom, God lessens the pain over time, but intensifies the joy we feel at having had our little ones for the time we did. When I talk to someone Melissa brought joy to, it does make me miss her a little more. But more than that, I now can feel happy that even with all the things she couldn't do because of her handicaps, Melissa did bring joy and happiness to people, and they haven't forgotten. She still makes people happy in the memories of the joy she brought.

I am still learning how to let time be my friend, and it's not as hard as it once was. Not easy...but just not as hard.

I pray that, for you, time will gradually stop hurting and start healing. It's too soon right now, but it will come.

A Friend
North Carolina - Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 10:44 AM (CST)

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Hi Dawn~

Once again you have expressed an emotion that I can so closely relate to, and wouldn't have understood in the same way if I hadn't experienced it myself. The feeling of being torn away from Chayton is very real and very painful. When Melissa died, I remember thinking that every day that went by was a day that I was farther away from having been with her. So in that sense you do feel like you are losing your child a little more each day. This is one of the ways that grieveing gets harder before it gets easier. Even though in some ways time helps you heal, I remember journaling after Melissa died that time was not my friend, because each day removed her farther from my arms. In reality, she is no farther from me today than she was on June 19, 1997 after she died. She is right here with me EVERY minute of EVERY day. And yet it still feels like the 4 1/2 years since her death makes the distance bigger.

I will say that the pain of that does get less intense, and I don't constantly think about the fact that each day puts more distance between having her and not having her. I don't know how this happened, it just did with time Time takes on a new dimension as you integrate the reality of your child's absence into how you function each day. Sometimes I feel like it was just yesterday that Melissa died, and other times it feels like it was decades ago. Sometimes time plays games with my head as I try to figure out if it feels like a long time or a short time since Melissa died!

I don't think there is anything I can tell you that will help you get through this feeling. You just have to live it, because it is part of your brain adjusting to what your heart doesn't want to. Common sense tells you Chayton is gone, and your heart doesn't want to accept that because it it just too painful. So when the reality of passing time, which we cannot change, sets in, it hurts and feels like letting go more and more each day. And as a mother without her baby, goodness knows you don't want to let go. I sure didn't...still don't!

When it hurts to let the time pass and release just a little more of Chayton, turn to your happy memories and be glad that you can also still feel the freshness of Chayton's joy. In His wisdom, God lessesns the pain over time, but intensifies the joy we feel at having had our little ones for the time we did. When I talk to someone Melissa brought joy to, it does make me miss her a little more. But more than that, I now can feel happy that even with all the things she couldn't do because of her handicaps, Melissa did bring joy and happiness to people, and they haven't forgotten. She still makes people happy in the memories of the joy she brought.

I am still learning how to let time be my friend, and it's not as hard as it once was. Not easy...but just not as hard.

I pray that, for you, time will gradually stop hurting and start healing. It's too soon right now, but it will come.
A Friend
North Carolina - Tuesday, February 26, 2002 at 10:38 AM (CST)

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Dawn,Darrell, and kids...
I am so saddened when I read your latest entry. To feel that you are being torn away from your little Mowgli. I cant imagine how hard it is and how helpless it feels. All we can do now is pray for God to start to heal this empty space in your heart. I am so sorry that you have to go through this and that Chay is gone. He is missed by SO MANY!!
I didnt even know him and not an hour goes by when I dont think of him. I cant imagine how hard it is to have known him and loved him and to loose him. He is a precious Angel and loved by so many. I think alot of people are finding comfort knowing that Chay-man is there to greet their loved ones...Korbin and Pierce.
Always in our prayers.
Afriend
- Monday, February 25, 2002 at 10:12 PM (CST)

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Hello Dawn and Family~

I have been checking Pierce's page, which you posted the link to a while back. Earlier this afternoon the update said that he was having a lot of trouble breathing and they weren't sure how much longer he would be with them. Sadly, the newest update says that Pierce received his Angel wings at 1:10 this afternoon in the arms of his parents. I immediately thought about the time, and taking into consideration the time difference between where you are (on Central time) and where they are (on Eastern time), this is precisely the time Chayton passed away! And if I'm remembering correctly, Pierce was born in July, Chayton diagnosed in July. The parallels are uncanny, and it seems in a way that these 2 littlest ones were meant to join eachother with Jesus in Heaven at the same time. I hope they are doing all the fun things little boys love to do, and smiling their beautiful smiles everywhere. They might even get into a little mischief together up there!

Oh, how heartbreaking that another precious little one has had to leave his family too soon. My prayers will be for you and for Pierce's family as you all face the emptiness where your babies belong. I will also pray that somehow, somewhere, there is a cure on the horizon for this terrible disease. It cares not who it takes, and I pray that someone finds the key to wiping it out.

My prayers continue to be with you as you face each new day.
A Friend
North Carolina - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 09:57 PM (CST)

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Dawn glad tohear everything is going okay in iowa for you all, hope you come back HOME (Winthrop)soon. Miss being able to stop over to see you. Please let us know when your home would like to see you. I see Chayton every morning the bright star in the sky. Say Hi to Darrell and the kids from us. That letter that Carla wrote was beautiful I could not help but cry through the whole thing and the poems after that was also wonderful. Glad to hear that you are still updating and keeping in touch with all the people that have supported you through this tough time with the loss of my little buddy Chayton and his monster that was taking him from us. You are in our prayers along with Chayton until the very end.
Sally and Jim <sallysample2@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 06:53 PM (CST)

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Hey~
Dawn are you guys still going to make candles????If you are please let me know so I can come over and help you make them!!!!I really like doing them with you!!!!!!Let me know if you need grocers(sp) or anything!!!!In school today all I could think of was ChayMan and you guys!!!!!!!And in math I all most put Chayton down for a anwser!!!!!I love you very much and I all ways will.Never forget that!!!!!Love ya!!!!!!!!
With lots of love,Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
winthrop, mn usa - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 04:29 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys. If you need anything please call I will come over and help anything... Call me. Love
Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 02:43 PM (CST)

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We are thinking of you. Let me know when you are going to Winthrop. I will try to come and see you if its ok. Love you all, give big hugs. Dawn, I did update just for you!:)
Sarah Starkey
- Monday, February 25, 2002 at 10:20 AM (CST)

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Beth Joyce
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 05:06 AM (CST)

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My Dearest Little Chayton,

As I sit here in my little room, my hands tremble, my heart is heavy, and the tears stream down my face. My thoughts turn to you. I pray my words are fitting, and eloquent.

I just finished watching your video, and let me tell you, the tears streamed like a rushing river. You touched my heart, like no one ever has before. I do not understand why God had to call you home. I may never understand why. My heart is filled with saddness that words cannot express. My only regret is that I wasn't there through all of this. You have taught me more in a short period of time, and I don't have the words to tell you.

My fondest memory of you was the first time you let me hold you. You walked over to me, held your arms up, and did your little jump. I was so proud you wanted me to hold you. My heart was just pounding with pride, and love. You touched my heart like never before that day. Just like when I was there with you on that Saturday morning and you walked and spoke for the first time in days. You don't know how much that meant to me. To just hear your laugh, and see you smile, and to walk. You are a blessing. A blessing that no one can ever match.

When we went to eat in Ionia that day, and you walked around and played with Logan, Gatlin, and Ashley, and you laughed and laughed and laughed. That touched my heart, and it made me realize just how wonderful life can be.

Even in New Hampton at the hotel, when you let me help mom and dad clean you up, and all I could do was just run my fingers through your hair, and when you smiled at me with that gorgeous smile of yours. I felt so honored you would let me be apart of your life. Little boy, let me tell you, I will never forget you, and I will always love you. You are a very special little boy.

Even when you would cry when you looked at me first thing in the morning, I always new I was scary looking. You my little man have blessed my life with your presence. Even though God has called you home, you are always with us. I look for your star every chance I get, and I will always carry you in my heart, in my thoughts, and in my memories.

My heart is broken, my body aches to depth of my soul, because even though I have only known you for such a short time, you have profoundly touched my life. Let me tell you, you are a hero, and a fighter to the ends of time. I know as humans we are selfish, we want you here with us. Yes time will heal the pain, and the longing to see your smile, and your beautiful face, and to hear that laughter that just makes you want to burst out and laugh with you. It doesn't change the feelings I am feeling right now.

So Chayton, I asked you on Tuesday to give my mom big hugs and kisses for me, and to tell her I loved her, and to watch over her for me. I know that you are the man for the job. I will ask her to do the same for me, Mom--hold Chayton in your arms, and be with him throughout eternity. Love him as you loved all of us. I will see you both in Heaven someday!

I ask both of you, Chayton, and Mom, watch over us, be our Angels, guide us, lead us down the paths we were meant to take. Help us to understand, and to find peace. Comfort us when our days seem to long to stand. Help us to heal, and to mend our hearts. Be there for Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley and Nicole, and all the rest of them, I know they will need you to be there. When things seem like they can't get any worse, help us to see the beauty in the days.

Chayton, thank you from the bottom of my heart for letting me be apart of your life. Thank you for the things you have taught me. Thank you for touching my son's life. Thank you for showing me what is really important in life, and not to take things, or people for granted.

Chayton, know that you will be forever in my heart, my thoughts and my memories. I am proud to say that I know who you are, and that I was priviledged enough to be apart of your life.

My little buddy, I will end with saying, I love you. Thank you!!!! Rest easy little man!! May eternity be yours. When I die, I hope to see you at those gates, welcoming me home, you too mom.

All of my love,
Carla

PS. You are a hero, and the strongest little man I have ever known. You are "The Fighter"!!!
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 12:22 AM (CST)

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Dawn. I found these songs on the internet. They are the ones they played at Chay's Funeral!!!! I can't stop listening to them!! I am ALWAYS thinking of Chayton. I look for his star every night. Please Call if you need anything!
I Can Relate To You

God you sure work
In mysterious ways
Help me with the answers
To the questions of today
They ask where is your God
When you're up late at night
And you can't seem to stop
Your child when he cries


Then I hear a gentle whisper
As You softly say ok
My child, I can relate

Cause I was there in the garden
The night my Son cried
And I was there in the morning
When the blood on His face dried
So I understand what you've gone
Through, I have a child too
And I'll be there for you
Child I can relate to you

Tonight I am praying for Your Mercy and Your Grace
And if this cup could pass by us any other way
Oh Why, Lord, why and where are You now?
As I watch my son dying slowly in my arms

Then again I hear You whisper
As it gets too much to take
You said, child I can relate

Cause I was there in the courtyard when my Son's blood ran red
And I was there by the cross when he was fighing for a breath
So I understand what you've gone through
See I have a child too, and I'll be there for you
Child, I can relate to you

I was there when my Jesus rose into the sky
And I was there by the couch when Dawson opened his eyes
He saw a world brand new
And I was there with him too
Like I'm still there for you
Child I can relate to you.



A Letter From Heaven
Dear Mom,
How are you? I decided to write you a letter
And seal it with a kiss and send it with love to you.
There's so much going on here,
There's so much it's hard to mention
But I'm meeting people that I already knew,
And all the stories in the Bible, well, mama they're true.

Hey mom can you believe I'm walking in heaven
It's everything I thought it would ever be
Last night well I walked with the Lord
We sat down he looked in my eyes and He said
Son, my well will not run dry
Oh Mom, I found the strength that allows you to say good bye

I've made some new friends
And we all walk down the streets together
I love to see the gold pavement on the ground
I sat and talked with some angels and one told me not to worry
Because someday soon we will all be together again

I'm sitting in a meadow with the wind blowing through my hair
I had lunch with some angels and, yes, the Lord was there
Mom I think you'd be real proud
If you could only see me now

Hey mom can you believe I'm walking in heaven
And It's everything I thought it would ever be
Last night well I walked with the Lord
We sat down he looked in my eyes and He said
Son, my well will not run dry
Oh Mom, I found the strength that allows you to say good bye
Mom, I found the strength that allows you to say good bye

P.S. The Lord says Hi....


Love, Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, February 24, 2002 at 05:50 PM (CST)

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Dawn. I found these songs on the internet. They are the ones they played at Chay's Funeral!!!! I can't stop listening to them!! I am ALWAYS thinking of Chayton. I look for his star every night. Please Call if you need anything!
I Can Relate To You

God you sure work
In mysterious ways
Help me with the answers
To the questions of today
They ask where is your God
When you're up late at night
And you can't seem to stop
Your child when he cries


Then I hear a gentle whisper
As You softly say ok
My child, I can relate

Cause I was there in the garden
The night my Son cried
And I was there in the morning
When the blood on His face dried
So I understand what you've gone
Through, I have a child too
And I'll be there for you
Child I can relate to you

Tonight I am praying for Your Mercy and Your Grace
And if this cup could pass by us any other way
Oh Why, Lord, why and where are You now?
As I watch my son dying slowly in my arms

Then again I hear You whisper
As it gets too much to take
You said, child I can relate

Cause I was there in the courtyard when my Son's blood ran red
And I was there by the cross when he was fighing for a breath
So I understand what you've gone through
See I have a child too, and I'll be there for you
Child, I can relate to you

I was there when my Jesus rose into the sky
And I was there by the couch when Dawson opened his eyes
He saw a world brand new
And I was there with him too
Like I'm still there for you
Child I can relate to you.



A Letter From Heaven
Dear Mom,
How are you? I decided to write you a letter
And seal it with a kiss and send it with love to you.
There's so much going on here,
There's so much it's hard to mention
But I'm meeting people that I already knew,
And all the stories in the Bible, well, mama they're true.

Hey mom can you believe I'm walking in heaven
It's everything I thought it would ever be
Last night well I walked with the Lord
We sat down he looked in my eyes and He said
Son, my well will not run dry
Oh Mom, I found the strength that allows you to say good bye

I've made some new friends
And we all walk down the streets together
I love to see the gold pavement on the ground
I sat and talked with some angels and one told me not to worry
Because someday soon we will all be together again

I'm sitting in a meadow with the wind blowing through my hair
I had lunch with some angels and, yes, the Lord was there
Mom I think you'd be real proud
If you could only see me now

Hey mom can you believe I'm walking in heaven
And It's everything I thought it would ever be
Last night well I walked with the Lord
We sat down he looked in my eyes and He said
Son, my well will not run dry
Oh Mom, I found the strength that allows you to say good bye
Mom, I found the strength that allows you to say good bye

P.S. The Lord says Hi....


Love, Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, February 24, 2002 at 05:50 PM (CST)

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I am so sorry to read of your loss
there are way too many kids with cancer out there
the caringbridge family just keeps growing & growing
I will join all the others praying for you and your family during this terrible time


Chris
www.caringbridge.com/page/gooch
<Chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
Bethel, CT - Sunday, February 24, 2002 at 03:26 PM (CST)

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Thinking of you all, during this difficult time. It's been a tough month for the rhabdoid kids, first Chayton and now Korbin. I pray for a cure soon.

- Sunday, February 24, 2002 at 03:20 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn, I wrote you an E-mail on your yahoo address. I didn't know which one to send it too. I have been thinking about Chayton and your Family Day in and Day out. I can't wait for you to get back to Minnesota. WE MISS YOU HERE!!!!:) I know how important your Family is though and I think we all understand that you need time with them too:) I am looking always looking in the night sky to find Chay's star... It's so amazing, IT's the most Brightest star out there. Well Looking forward to see you again, God bless you all.
Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday February 23, 2002 4:59 PM CST

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To Chayton's Family
I found your page while on my cousin Tyler Wilson's website. I am so sorry to hear for your loss. My cousin has just had a relapse, and they have found rhabdoid cancer in his lungs now. I will keep you in my thoughts and hope that you might do the same for us. Stay strong and remember how one little boy can make such a big change in people's lives.
Sarah Hand <Handychick314@aol.com>
Tolono, IL USA - Saturday February 23, 2002 3:31 PM CST

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That was AWESOME... that is what this is all about... sharing and telling about that beautiful baby boy and you family... thank you so much for sharing.... I come everyday hoping for an update....
Bless all of you
Wendi
Wendi <Wendibkelley74@hotmail.com>
fla - Saturday February 23, 2002 1:10 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell and kids,
I am hoping your trip back to Iowa was a nice one. I am glad to hear you got to go out and see Chayton. I have some things that I would like to put into words, but the words escape me, that is why it has taken me so long to sign in and write something.

Chayton--I know you can hear us, and I just want to say, I haven't forgotten about you. I never will. I look for your star each and every night. As you watch over your mom and dad, Gatlin and Ashley I know they are feeling your love. Guide them and help them to find the peace they so deserve. Send down some of those heavenly kisses, and remember to laugh as hard as you can. WE all know that your laugh was the greatest, and you always made us smile when you would giggle. May you rest easy little man. We love you!!

Love
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday February 23, 2002 10:10 AM CST

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Dawn,

Your words are amazing--I really think that when the time is right for you, you should write a book. I am being very serious. In Chayton's memory--the story of his life. Not just from the time he was sick but from the moment you found out that he was going to be born. You have a truly amazing gift of writing, Dawn, and you should do this. I know that I, for one, would buy several copies to give to friends of mine. Your book could continue to touch lives just as Chayton's life has changed lives.
Amy Wolf <wolftrucking@gallatinriver.net>
Biggsville, IL USA - Saturday February 23, 2002 7:46 AM CST

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Dawn, I just wanted to let you know I came by to check on you.. the last time I stopped by was when you had posted that you were posting for the last time..so I don't know what called me back here tonight..perhaps it was Chayton telling me his story was not done being told! I was sooo pleased to see that you had decided to continue posting but I wanted to let you know that we will all understand when you do decide to stop and we understand that it is a personal decision that only you can make and I know that you will make the decision at the best time for you and your family. It is so wonderful of you to share your memories of Chayton's time here with you and your family.. So many of us only knew Chayton while he had this disease ...so perhaps it is now that Chayton is in Heaven and knows that and wants us to know him.. the real him..after all isn't that the most INCREDIBLE part of him! Thank You for honoring your son!
Tricia Neal <tricia3mom@yahoo.com>
Conroe, TX USA - Saturday February 23, 2002 0:35 AM CST

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Dawn. I miss you guys. Like my mom said. Chayton was the greatest, and I miss him and coming to see him. and if ANYTIME you want help with something or with the Kids this summer or anytime PLEASE PLEASE Call. I would love to Come over. Miss you all very much.
Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday February 22, 2002 11:16 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and All.....
Your memories are BEAUTIFUL!!! There is NOTHING to compare to the birth of a child, somehow that is always burned into your head. I am looking so forward to hearing more stories of Chayton, he must have been one heck of a kid!!! I know he will live on for always. I pray fo happiness and peace to surround your life.

- Friday February 22, 2002 10:39 PM CST

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Hey Dawn and gang! Hope this Friday evening finds you well. You're words, Dawn, are absolutely beautiful, and so loving. I am sorry, again, I couldn't attend the celebration of life. I can tell that I missed a beautiful event and am sorry I missed the movie of Chayman. You were in my thoughts and always will be. Thanks for the update...and I think a book would be a grand idea...when you're ready of course. You and Darrell are such elequent writers.
Nancy Coleman <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Friday February 22, 2002 8:49 PM CST

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Darrel and Dawn-Thank you for updating this page.I miss seeing you guys.I believe the greatest experience I had the past year was getting to know Chayton!He taught me lots!!I meant what I said at his celebration of life.He WAS the Greatest kid!!!Say Hi to your family and please call when you come home.I miss talking to you all!!
Jenny O.
- Friday February 22, 2002 5:30 PM CST

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This is the first time I have been on, but have read in the paper about your story. Your story is very touching as we lost a brother to suidice last May. Life is very tough, but you need to keep your chin up and move on just as you are. Take care.
Dawn Holm <dholm@wl-p.net>
Waverly, IA USA - Friday February 22, 2002 2:33 PM CST

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Anderson's, We miss you all here in Winthrop, Thanks for staying in touch through the journel, always in our prayers. Take Care & God Bless
friends
- Friday February 22, 2002 1:24 PM CST

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Dawn,
You are truly the most amazing person I know of. God has definately given you a talent. I think a lot of people wonder about their destiny and what they are supposed to do with their life, and you know. I can tell by your entries and by the way people are so drawn to you. I am for sure one of them. If I never read another thing you wrote, I still would never forget Chayton, or you and Darrell, Gatlin and Ashley.. You guys have a "forever" place in my heart.
Thank you for going on with this. Your journals are now part of my morning and daily routine. I'm always checking to see if you have something new. And, to be totally honest, you have helped ME deal with some issues in my life. And again, I thank you for that.
YOU ARE NEEDED BY MANY!!!!
As I have said many times before, I am holding your hand in my heart.

Cindy Crider
Houston, TX USA - Friday February 22, 2002 12:13 AM CST

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Dear Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley and Nicole,
My deepest sympathy to all of you on your loss of Chayton. He was a beautiful boy. I hope you all find peace in the days ahead. I will keep you all in my prayers. Thank you for sharing Chayton's journey with all of us. May Chayton rest in peace.
Sincerely,
Sylvia (One of Chayton's Nurses) <SJKC1961@AOL.COM>
Mendota Heights, MN - Friday February 22, 2002 10:49 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and family.....
I hope your day finds some happiness and you can spend some quality time together with your family this weekend. Just being around the kids is probably good medicine. The sun is shining today, you can tell Chayton made it to Heaven!!!
Always in our prayers.
A Friend
- Friday February 22, 2002 10:30 AM CST

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Welcome Back Dawn!!!!!!!!

Boy we missed you! Funny how everyone comes to rely on you for support!! You have such a wonderful way of painting this picture in our minds with your descriptive wording.

I was glad to hear things went well in Iowa. We really wished we could have been at that "Celebration of Life", but we are also glad we were able to make it to the one in Winthrop....which by the way WAS Beautiful!!!!

Thanks again for taking the time to keep us all informed on how you guys are doing. I think it will be a nice way to help us all heal! You are always in our thoughts.
Carla Karstens <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Friday February 22, 2002 8:57 AM CST

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Thoughts and prayers are with your family. May you find peace in God's love. He is with you and will help you through this rough time. Just lean on him and each other in your time of need. Our prayers are with you always.
A FRIEND
Winthrop, MN - Friday February 22, 2002 7:49 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell and family,
I have been following Chayton's story for a little while and even though I don't know you and your family I feel like I do in a way through your updates. That is why I am so glad that you have decided to continue with your updates for now. By keeping this website Chayton's life has touched and will continue to touch so many people and that is very special. Please know that your family is in my prayers every day. I also saw this poem and it reminded me of Chayton and your family.

I'm There Inside Your Heart

Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
I'm there inside your heart

I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets too
I'm with you every night

I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two
And if a tear should start to fall
I'll still be there for you

And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart
I'll smile and hold you close to me
Forever in my heart


A mom from CA <Moravek1@aol.com>
Chino Hills, CA USA - Thursday February 21, 2002 4:33 PM CST

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I first came and read part of your journal after seeing the article on your beautiful boy in the Waterloo Courier. I did not sign the guestbook at that time, because I was unsure of what to say. I came back today and finished reading all the entries. As a mother myself, I admire your strength and courage through your families ordeal. Reading your entries as made me appreciate life and my girls even more. Stay strong and positive. You are an inspiration as is Chayton!
Nicolle Lavenz <nlavenz@nccmail.com>
New Hartford, IA - Thursday February 21, 2002 4:21 PM CST

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Dawn~

GOOD FOR YOU! Your spirit has inspired so many in the days and weeks that we have walked his journey with you. Now you have once again amazed us all with your strength by giving us the most beautiful and heartfelt account of this most treasured time in your life. Thank you for painting such a beautiful word picture of just a snapshot of "The Road Goodbye" you traveled this week. If it was this powerful to read about, I can only imagine what it was like to be there!

I say, good for you for continuing that "don't give up" spirit that Chayton showed you so many times. I am glad you have reclaimed your space and feel that you can, at least for the time being, continue to share a piece of Chayton's life and gift with the rest of us. Certainly no one would blame you if you decided that this was too much after all you have been through, and closed this chapter. But I, for one, will be keping you in my prayers, whether you update or not. And on the days you are able to make an entry, know that Chayton's story and life continues to make a difference, for you never know who you are helping. Today, it was me.

Peace and Healing to You.
A Friend
North Carolina - Thursday February 21, 2002 3:03 PM CST

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Hey Dawn. I have been checking the site and hoping you will write more. I have prayed for you guys and I am ALWAYS thinking about you. I am glad that Chayton's Celebration of Life went well. I was glad to be a part of it. Thanks. Love ya and Miss ya.
Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, mN USA - Thursday February 21, 2002 2:32 PM CST

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dawn..
Welcome back...I am so glad you decided to hang tough and give this another shot!!! We have all missed you. You can tell by how many people have already signed in! Chayton deserves to have this and I knew you would come through for him!!! You guys are awesome, hang in there and stick together as "one"
Always in our prayers. Chayton...never forgotten!!!
a friend
- Thursday February 21, 2002 1:53 PM CST

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I was so glad to see you've decided to give the journal entries another try.I've checked everyday hoping you have wrote something.You are in my prayers daily.I feel like I know your family.I wishI would have had the chance to meet your little fighter.He is such a handsome little boy I think about him everyday.
A Friend
IA - Thursday February 21, 2002 1:26 PM CST

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76,158 visitors and climbing rapidly...this is at 1:24 on Thursday, February 21, 2001...see, you are making a difference in ALOT of lives - bet it won't be long and you will have well over 100,000! With this many visitors, I know Chayton will NEVER be forgotten!
Carol
MN - Thursday February 21, 2002 1:24 PM CST

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WOW! What a tribute to Chayton. Dawn, PLEASE keep us updated. Even for those of us who have not met you, you are an inspiration. I don't know what draws me to this website, but I know I think about it all the time and can't wait to read your latest thoughts. Please, you are some kind of therapist to ALOT of people. I have seen other Caringbridge sites, and I don't think any of them have had near the visitors Chayton's site has. Keep on being there for us as we will be there for you.
Carol
MN - Thursday February 21, 2002 1:15 PM CST

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I was sorry to hear about your little boy he was so cute but you have to remmember he is in a better place now. I will pray for you always. Have a good day!
Ashley Ackerson <qtpie22@hotmail.com>
Fairbank, IA - Thursday February 21, 2002 1:09 PM CST

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Like the post below... you just keep amazeing me with your strength..Thank you so much for sharing.. so many of us are so far way and thinking of you all the time.. Please dont stop... What you did and are doing is awsome... Keep rejoying in your baby boys life....that is grea that you shared so much info... we cant be there.. but I feel so close...
Wendi
Wendi <WendiBkelley74@hotmail.com>
Tallahassee, Fla - Thursday February 21, 2002 12:29 AM CST

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Dawn- Once again I'm amazed at your strength and fortitude. Please know that your family is in our thoughts and prayers daily and that's not going to change any time soon!

Thank you for sharing Chayton's Celebration of Life with us the way that you have.

I'm sorry that you've dealt with everything you have and then garbage on top of it all. It's not right and you and your family deserve so much more.

Please, continue to take care of each other.

Peace, prayers, love, and light.

~Brook
- Thursday February 21, 2002 12:07 AM CST

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Thank you for sharing your latest journal entry with us. We have been thinking of you constantly wondering how you all are. Our thoughts and prayers will continue. Chayton has so much to be proud of with a family like yours! Take Care.
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Thursday February 21, 2002 11:50 AM CST

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You are an amazing person! Please don't let evilness take over your life. You are truely amazing and have been wonderful in sharing the life of Chayton with us. It was nice you could share Chayton's celebration with everyone, especially us whom were unable to be there, but were there in spirit. I know your road ahead will be especially hard but remember Chayton is with you every step of the way. God Bless You!!!!!!!!!

- Thursday February 21, 2002 10:57 AM CST

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Dawn, I will be in Winthrop This weekend. IF you need any help making candles I will be there to help. Thanks for letting me get to know Chayton. He was amazing!
Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday February 21, 2002 8:56 AM CST

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Dawn you should put chaytons new web page address on this web page so we can go to the web page, didn't catch the adress when you had it on earlier. Take Care and thinking of you all.

- Wednesday February 20, 2002 11:16 PM CST

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Dawn you should put chaytons new web page address on this web page so we can go to the web page, didn't catch the adress when you had it on earlier. Take Care and thinking of you all.

- Wednesday February 20, 2002 11:16 PM CST

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Hope today you are able to rest a bit and try to start this long road of healing. It took a lot of memories to get to this day and it will take many more days to absorb what this terrible monster did to your family. Just don't let it entirely beat you.

Will do what I can to help copy the video and hope it will be a lasting memory to many who loved Chayton. God be with you all.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Wednesday February 20, 2002 5:17 PM CST

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Death is nothing at all.

I have only slipped away into the next room.

Whatever we were to each other, that we still are.

Call me by my old familiar name.

Speak to me in the same easy way you always have.

Laugh, as we always laughed, at the little jokes we enjoyed together.

Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.

Life means all that it ever meant.

It is the same as it always was.

There is absolute unbroken continuity.

Why should I be out of your mind because I am out of your sight?

I am but waiting for you for an interval,

Some where very near, just around the corner.

All is well.



I got this from another board and don't know who wrote it, or who to give the credit to, but it is a beautiful poem and it reminded me of Chayton!
amanda <bugirlie@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday February 20, 2002 4:26 PM CST

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Dawn thanks for putting that picture on the photo page for me I look at him everyday. The video of Chayton after the service on Monday was a real heart warmer and he will be in our minds and hearts for a long time. Hope everything went well in Iowa and well as it did here, I was thinking of you guys the hole time and had tears in the eyes just thinking of you going through the celebration of chaytons life for the last time. If you need help with making more candles or need to get away the other kids feel free to give me a call. Also Chayton I will miss you, you little birthday buddy of mine, I will have to do something special for our birthdays every year. Dawn and Darrell take Care and call if you need anything. Gatlin, Ashley and Nicole keep your chins up and think M.A.D.L.Y. and that Chayton loves you also.
Sally and Jim
Gibbon, - Wednesday February 20, 2002 2:21 PM CST

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Hi Dawn & Darrell, I'm sure you are exhausted about this point. Just wanted to know I'm thinking about you all, and you're in my prayers everynite. Take care as you grieve.
gwen <gwenerdal@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday February 20, 2002 12:12 AM CST

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Hey Dawn, There isn't one Moment that goes by when I don't think of you guys! I sang " You are my sunshine" to all my friends. PLesae e-mail be back!! Love ya guys
Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday February 20, 2002 9:04 AM CST

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Just wanted to send my condolences. My family was praying so much for your son and for all of you. He was so brave for someone so little and as all these kids are, a true inspiration. My family sends our best to you at this most aweful time. I wish I had magic words to make it all better..

My best to you all,
Donna Cameron (Justin Cameron's mom)
Donna Cameron (Justin's mom) <djcameron87@yahoo.com>
Renton, WA usa - Tuesday February 19, 2002 9:56 PM CST

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Dawn-

I am so sorry that you feel that you cannot update this website anymore and I have noticed that the "angel link for Chayton" is gone. That makes me sad especially when you have done such an amazing job informing loves ones and people who don't even know you how you are doing. It seemed like it was therapy for you. I pray that it was not "forced" on you NOT to update anymore. I pray that you all find PEACE in Chayton's going with GOD! We will continue to pray!
A FRIEND
- Tuesday February 19, 2002 7:43 PM CST

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As in the past our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Auntie Mariposa
- Tuesday February 19, 2002 6:29 PM CST

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Dawn and Darrell,
You are both in my thoughts and prayers today as you face the toughest thing you will ever have to do as a parent. I am sorry I was not able to attend Chayton's celebration of life but you were never far from my mind. May someday there be peace in your life if not a feeling of being "whole" again. Rest easy little Chayton...Heavens newest angel!
Nancy Coleman <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Tuesday February 19, 2002 5:48 PM CST

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Dawn,
Can you please post an address where cards may be sent for those of us that were unable to attend Cayton's funeral.

- Tuesday February 19, 2002 5:00 PM CST

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To Chayton's family, I have been so touched by your family's story. I heard about your touching story in my Child Development class. We were all very sorry to hear of your loss. I really hoped you enjoyed the valentines our calss sent you. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are always with you and all of us will always remember your family in our prayers. With our deepest sympothy, Lynn Svoboda ( and the Hutchinson high school Child Development class.)
Lynn Svoboda <old_navy_28@hotmail.com>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Tuesday February 19, 2002 12:27 AM CST

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hey Dawn and Family sorry to hear about chayton. I wanted to come to the funeral but i had school and i would not be able to get out. This is really sad so hope you guys can get through it. I have been thought a lot over the years lots of my family died too it is really hard to get over so hope you can be happy. I hope you can stay in touch with me and my family.
Laura <laura_kizer2003@yahoo.com>
hutchinson, MN - Tuesday February 19, 2002 12:16 AM CST

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Dawn~
Please call me and Let me know if you need help making more candles. I need to pick up 3 more for some of my friends. I thought they would make good presents. Anyways.. I am very proud of you Guys. Love ya,
Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday February 19, 2002 8:50 AM CST

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Dawn,

You don't know me but I have signed here a few times before. I just want you to know that I think that you are a remarkable mommy to your children and a wonderful person. I felt so badly for you when you asked people to please understand why you would no longer be posting updates on this site. I know that everyone will understand and you do not need to apologize! You need to try to rest and also spend time with your children and your husband. I only hope that you will know that there are so many across the globe who have been touched by your strength and also by Chayton's life. Everyone is now praying for you and I hope that you can feel that in your heart. All of this is just heartbreaking even to those who never knew Chayton and I can't even imagine the devastation you are feeling but may you find peace in knowing that Chayton is in heaven and no longer suffering. May God bless all of you.
Amy Wolf <wolftrucking@gallatinriver.net>
Biggsville, IL USA - Tuesday February 19, 2002 6:32 AM CST

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It is sad to hear about your son. But it is good to know his suffering has ended and he can continue his life in a place where there is no pain and suffering. I am sorry for your loss it must be very hard for you. I know that you are much stronger than me.... I would not have been able to make it as far as you. Take care of the other 2 blessings you still have and know that your son is always looking down on you.
Athena Burleson <lesserevil2769@hotmail.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Monday February 18, 2002 10:04 PM CST

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I am sorry to hear about Chayton! I am a friend of Tricia Uecker and she gave me this page. She has told me how remarkable Chayton was, how hard he was fighting! The day Chayton went to sit in God's hands Tricia told the whole basketball team. Well, again I am sorry to hear about this but now he doesn't have to suffer anymore! Miranda Kube
Miranda Kube <mirandakube@hotmail.com>
Arlington, Mn USA - Monday February 18, 2002 6:36 PM CST

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Got this page from Tricia and I am sorry to Hear about Chayton
Brady Webster
Lafayette , MN Nicollet - Monday February 18, 2002 6:16 PM CST

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Chayton's "Celebration of Life" was beautiful. It was so hard though. You guys are so strong and it was really hard to see you hurting when there is nothing we can do to help you. We are really looking forward to getting together and we would love to help you make more candles. We will get in touch with you real soon. We will be thinking of you tomorrow while you are in Iowa for Chayton's last celebration. Please know that since we cannot be with you in person, you are in our thoughts and in our hearts. Oh....the video of Chayton's precious time here with us was beautiful as well! You should be proud! Take care....
Kurt & Carla & Family <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Monday February 18, 2002 4:33 PM CST

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I know how the loss of a loved one feels. He is in heaven now, and my prayers are with you.
Aaron Goodrich <aaronjohn_31@hotmail.com>
Cedar Falls, IA 50613 - Monday February 18, 2002 12:29 AM CST

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Words are so inadequate. I have been checking Chayton's page for quite some time and am so sorry for what he and your family endured and will continue to endure. You are right- cancer sucks. My deepest sympathy to you all.
Love, Cathy from NC
- Monday February 18, 2002 12:25 AM CST

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Dear Dawn & Family, Thank you for sharing your journey with me. Since finding this site in October, I have visited almost daily. You may never realize how many peoples' lives you have impacted with your story. With your gift to write and express your feelings you have done so much for not only Chayton, but also for all of the other families dealing with Rambdoid or any other type of cancer. Your family's story linked me to the other Rhambdoid children where I can try to help as much as I am able. Your journal will also become a resource for many other families for years to come as they begin their own journey. You have been most generous in many ways.

Yes, Chayton had quite a purpose on earth. Though I'm sure you would have preffered another. Chayton impacted so many miracles and taught us all so much.

A coworker and I just sat and talked and cried on Wednesday after learning of Chayton's passing. As parents of children the same ages as Gaitlen, Ashley and Chayton, we are trying to learn from your experiences. We are trying to ensure that our families are our priorities and that we keep the right perspective on life. We looked at each other on Wednesday and both agreed that we wanted to just get in the car and drive there for the funeral to be there for support. While that was not possible, realize that there are many accross the country thinking and praying for your family.

A while back you explained how the proceeds from the Chayton's Fire candles would be used for your family and other Rhambdoid families. We would like to contribute to that fund. Please post where money can be sent for that fund. I hope that you continue with this effort.

God Bless you and your family always
Dawn <JFritzell@aol.com>
Appleton, WI - Monday February 18, 2002 8:53 AM CST

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My deepest sympathies to you and your family. I am truly sorry for your loss
Angela Torkelson Throndson <throndsons@hotmail.com>
Ionia, Ia USA - Sunday February 17, 2002 10:22 PM CST

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Im sorry to hear about Chayton,its just good to know hes not suffering anymore

- Sunday February 17, 2002 9:23 PM CST

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Anderson's~ you are in my thoughts and Prayers and I can't wait to see you and Chayton on Monday. I am here for ya.
Love,
Tricia uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Sunday February 17, 2002 9:14 PM CST

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Andersons.....
Just a quick visit to let you know you have been on my mind constantly today as I know what you had to face. As your struggle continues I pray for it to become just a tiny bit easier each day. Someday, maybe a day far in the future, but someday......I hope that thoughts of Chayton will bring a smile to replace the tears. May you hold your memories of your Sweet Little Fighter close to your hearts.
a friend
- Sunday February 17, 2002 8:57 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, Ashley, Gaitlin and Chayton..just wanted to let you know I was by to check in on you..I include Chayton here with you as I always have because he is still with you today as he will be always. I can not imagine how difficult today has been or the last few days and I won't even presume to say that I know the "right" thing to say to you right now..I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you all and praying that you feel God's presence with you when you need strength, comfort when you feel alone and his love always. Tricia
Tricia <tricia3mom@yahoo.com>
Conroe, TX Montgomery - Sunday February 17, 2002 8:32 PM CST

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I know you must be feeling rather overwhelmed with all the various emotions you have been feeling these past days and especially today. Even though you have had lots of support and many people have shown you how very much they also loved Chayton, no one can perform the miracle of making you feel better right about now. The only way you are going to feel better is to let God walk with you and carry you if need be (and I am sure it will be much needed). We have had you on our minds so much and as visitation is ending, I hope those dear to you will help you get through the next days. God shower his love on you and know He is taking great care of Chayton.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Sunday February 17, 2002 8:05 PM CST

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Hello Dawn and Family~

This, for you, is such a difficult day. Being surrounded by perhaps hundreds of friends and family members who will express their love and support for you and their beautiful sentiments about Chayton will flood you with emotion and fill you with so many feelings. And yet, while surrounded by all these people, you may feel so terribly alone. Because as many people as there are who want to try to understand and comfort you through your pain, the truth is no one knows exactly how you feel. Your loss is so individual that no one knows just what you feel like, and no one can talk or comfort you through it. Not I, who have also lost a child, nor someone who has lost a child the same age as Chayton, or even one who has lost a child to the same disease as Chayton's knows exactly where you are. No one has walked the same path as you, and no one has lost the same child with the same personality as your child. So in that sense, while surrounded by many many caring friends, don't be surprised if you find yourself feeling so alone in the middle of it all. Or even wishing you could be alone at times, because as wonderful as it is to have so many people helping you through this, it is exhausting to face and respond to all the expressions you are receiving right now. And yet these people and words are precious to you and you wouldn't give any amount of money for all the kind and loving words you are the recipient of right now. I remember wishing that I could be alone, and being afraid to be alone at the same time. It doesn't make sense, but the struggle may indeed be there. You don't want people to just leave you alone, but in a strange way, you just want to be alone!

Don't be surprised, too, if the words of comfort, offered by sincere and caring friends, bring you pain. While you want to be comforted by the knowledge that Chayton is in a "better place", as so many like to say, and "free of pain", another comforting phrase, inside you are probably screaming "How can any place be better for my baby if I can't be with him?" or "Maybe he is in a better place, but this place is terrible without him!" And to the well-meaning words that his pain is over, surely your heart has cried out "But my pain is just beginning!" Even we, who put our trust in God and who trust God with the care of our children who leave us too soon, struggle with the pain of being here without them. I often said, to myself and to others, "It's not about where she is. It's about me being here without her!" I knew Melissa was healed and well and in God's care. The pain I faced was me, here, without her. It wasn't about her lack of pain, but the depth of mine. In some ways, Heaven felt so much closer knowing that she was there, and in other ways it felt so far away.

I don't know if I am expressing this clearly, but I have been thinking about you all day with Chayton's visitation, and remembering those days immediately after my daughter's death. The words and deeds and hugs of others truly carried me through those days. But only you can know the pain you feel, even in the midst of the most loving acts of kindness you have ever known. It can make you feel guilty to feel pain or anger in response to words offered in love, but know that it is "normal" in the midst of walking a road that is far from normal, and give yourself permission to run the whole range of emotions. The positive will win out, but let the negative have their outlet as well. If you don't they will eat you alive. Lean on others when you need to, and be alone when you need to. Other people can run interference for you when you feel the need to pull back a little from all the attention. Let someone else answer the phone or the door for you, and make sure you take care of you. And be alone with Gatlin and Ashley. They probably don't have words for what they are feeling, but they may very well be scared that Chayton went away. Although they may not be able to say what they are feeling, they will always remember the enfolding love of their mom and dad in the midst of their pain and fear.

I hope this does not sound without hope. Just the opposite. I offer these words as things I have learned in looking back on a difficult road I have walked for 4 1/2 years. There is no easy way to survive the loss of a child, but maybe the words of someone who has traveled her own road through grief will at least give you something to hold on to as you walk this path. As a fellow traveler, know that I am holding your hand across the miles, and I am praying that the hands of many there with you will hold you up through your difficult journey.

May God light your path when darkness surrounds you.
A Friend
North Carolina - Sunday February 17, 2002 6:12 PM CST

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Thank you for sharing Chayton's life with everyone. I see people from all over this world signing your guestbook. They all have such caring words to say. I know and believe you will share Chayton's celebration with all the people who are unable to be there and meet this wonderful child. He was a fighter until the very end. God Bless you and your family in the days and months and years ahead.

- Sunday February 17, 2002 2:18 PM CST

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Dear Dawn and the special Anderson family. My Heart is filled with emotion and my eyes are full of tears. I have had all of you on my mind knowing this an important day n your life. Iwent to Tyler's site and was so overcome with emotions at the thought that in all your grief you would take the time to share your concern for him. What a unselfish and thoughtful thing to do. God has certainly let his light shine through you and your family ,friends, and all the people who witnessed through your guestbook. May god hold you all in his loving arms today, tomorrow and in the coming days to follow. You and CHAYTON THE FIGHTER will not be forgotten. Our prayers to with you.


Tyler,s Grandma Wilson <jwilson@prairieinet.net>
Sidney , il - Sunday February 17, 2002 1:57 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell and family,
I pray that God will give you strength and wrap you in his loving and comforting arms during this very trying time that you are going through. You are loved!!!
Colleen
Winthrop, MN - Sunday February 17, 2002 10:06 AM CST

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I came to your page via the one for Pierce. My thoughts and prayers are with you through this most difficult time. God Bless you all.
Kathy Oryell <Kluv2teachmath@aol.com>
Rocky Hill, CT - Sunday February 17, 2002 9:53 AM CST

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Dear Anderson Family,
Thank you for sharing Chaytons life with many family, friends, and strangers.Although I never met Chayton, I am very proud of him for what he has taught many people. Love, strength and hope. Thank you Chayton!!
Melissa
- Saturday February 16, 2002 11:21 PM CST

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Dawn, I found your page through another - you are a hero... you are just a hero.
Linda
Saline, MI - Saturday February 16, 2002 9:50 PM CST

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My deepest sympathy to you and your family.
Kris Tate <krissyte@mchsi.com>
Waterloo, Iowa Black Hawk - Saturday February 16, 2002 7:49 PM CST

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Dawn,Darrell, and Family....
May God be with you tomorrow as you face a challenge with grief and pain. I hope that you hear and share many of Chayton's stories. I know Chayton will shine bright tomorrow as he has done for almost two years...as he will continue to do. I am so happy for your little man and so sorry for you. May God hold you up an walk with you in this, the hardest days of your life. You continue to honor your sweet baby,be proud this Little Fighter was yours!!!
Tracy
- Saturday February 16, 2002 7:26 PM CST

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Know that Chayton is at this very moment wrapped in God's huge loving arms!!!!!
Debra Bloomquist
- Saturday February 16, 2002 6:05 PM CST

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Know that Chayton is at this very moment wrapped in God's huge loving arms!!!!!
Debra Bloomquist
- Saturday February 16, 2002 6:05 PM CST

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- Saturday February 16, 2002 5:56 PM CST

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Lacey Busta <lbusta23@hotmail.com>
Lawler, IA USA - Saturday February 16, 2002 5:52 PM CST

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IT'S SO SAD WHEN A PARENT LOSES A LOVED ONE. I too lost a daughter to cancer.
Krissi <krissig@hotmail.com>
Indianapolis,, In 46236 - Saturday February 16, 2002 4:47 PM CST

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Dear Dawn & Darrell,

I am so sorry to have heard of Chayton's passing. I had been keeping my eye on him and he really did sound like a true hero. It breaks my heart to think that beautiful children have to go through so much sometimes. My thoughts and prayers will be with you and your family and of course Chayton. Fondly,
Carolyn Priem
Carolyn Priem <jpriem@mediaone.net>
wilmingotn, ma - Saturday February 16, 2002 3:35 PM CST

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Darrel,Dawn,and kids
Love you and am so sorry you lost the little guy.God picks the fairest flowers he will really beautify Gods garden.I will be praying for you all.Love Grandma Munson


Grandma Munson
Lawler, Ia. - Saturday February 16, 2002 2:46 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell & family; I am so sorry for your loss and I know the pain and void you feel. He left you with alot of beautiful memories, which you will carry in your hearts forever. When I read that Chayton had passed away I asked my Dad, who just recently passed away, to watch for Chayton and give him a big hug from my whole family. I said you will know him Dad, he looks just like your great grandson Justin when he was little. My heart goes out to all your family....Take care of YOU!
Gloria Kammeyer
Waterloo, Ia Black Hawk - Saturday February 16, 2002 2:02 PM CST

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To Chayton's Family: I and my wife are feeling your pain in the loss of Chayton. We will pray for your family each day. We lost our Grandson Charlie Cowan to SMA on January 24, 2002.
Chuck & Marlene Cowan <cecow@hutchtel.net>
Litchfield, MN USA - Saturday February 16, 2002 10:05 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell & Family:
Just letting you know that you are still in our thoughts and prayers. Chayton and the rest of you will never be forgotten. Take care of yourselves during these difficult days ahead.
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Saturday February 16, 2002 8:31 AM CST

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Dear Dawn,Darrell,Ashely&Gatlin, i am so sorry to here of Chayton"s passing on.My heart broke when i heard the news.i cant imagine the sadness and sense of loss you must feel.i"ll remember the time we got to see Chayton and the other kids playing together at the church.that was nice. our prayers go out to you and i hope that you can somehow find the peace that you deserve so much. Love,Irv&Carol
Irv&Carol Reese
CharlesCity, Iowa - Saturday February 16, 2002 7:32 AM CST

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My heart broke reading about your beautiful little boy.May you find comfort in God , now, and in the future.Losing a child is the most devestating thing to ever happen to anyone.Your love for your little boy shines through.
Lisa Wier <mourningli@aol.com>
Garland, Tx -http://nitewriter.net - Saturday February 16, 2002 6:18 AM CST

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Dawn & family, you are in our prayers. There's no pain like losing a child. Hold on.
Tutee & Chase <http://www.caringbridge.com/ga/chasesmiracle/ chasesmiracle@yahoo.com>
Georgia USA - Saturday February 16, 2002 2:55 AM CST

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Hi, Went by your place tonight. The candles looked beautiful. Chayton's Fire. May God give you peace and comfort.
a friend from Winthrop
- Friday February 15, 2002 11:57 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Luann richter <lusclues41@aol.com>
waterloo, , ia USA - Friday February 15, 2002 9:59 PM CST

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May God bless your little one in heaven.
Beverly Perry <bkeithperry@aol.com>
Cedar Falls, Ia. USA - Friday February 15, 2002 9:24 PM CST

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I'm really sorry!!My prayers are with all you and your family!!He was a cutie and he will be missed by so many people!!
Stacie
Waterloo , IA Black Hawk - Friday February 15, 2002 9:19 PM CST

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Sorry to about Chayton deepest symphathy in my prayers always.
Tawnya Albertson <riverrat69@home.com>
Waterloo, IA USA - Friday February 15, 2002 9:13 PM CST

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Darrell and Dawn and family-Thank you for allowing me to get to know your precious son "Chayton".He was one special young man!!!I'm amazed at how many lives he touched.Your family should be very proud.I believe your all special.He was one lucky kid to be a part of your family.Thank you again for letting me get to know him!!!
Jenny O.
- Friday February 15, 2002 8:53 PM CST

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Dear Anderson Family sorry to hear about Chayton i have a son of my own and he's my only i could not imagine how it feels to lose someone so special my thoughts and prayers are with you and family stay strong hes no longer suffering and in in great hands.
Tawnya Albertson <Riverrat69@home.com>
Waterloo, IA US - Friday February 15, 2002 8:41 PM CST

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Just wanted to let you know we're still constantly thinking about you and praying for extra strength, peace, comfort and courage to get through. Take care and God bless you all.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Friday February 15, 2002 7:55 PM CST

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Dawn and Darell....
I am sorry to hear you say that you are not finding much peace in Chaytons passing. I can understand what you mean, not how feel, but what you are saying. I know it is a nice thought that Chayton is in a great place and he is well protected and safe from pain and suffering. I can understand that you would rather have him HERE!!! It's hard to be happy when you have lost your baby. As a parent it is instinct to want to keep your children near you and always be with them. It is hard to give him over to ANYONE even though it is GOD!! Though I have no doubt he is a wonderful place....I wouldnt blame you at all if you feel this way.A child's place is with his parents and family. Sweet Chayton didnt get to be in "his place" very long and that hurts and will hurt for a long time. For this, I am forever sorry.I cannot imagine your grief, but my sympathy poors out for you and your family at this time in your life.

- Friday February 15, 2002 7:55 PM CST

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Thank you for allowing me to be a big part of Chayton's "Celebration of Life" services. It is an honor for me to help out and to take care of your precious boy! You are a wonderful family and my love and sympathy is extended to all of you! Blessings to all during the upcoming days! With love and respect...
Liz Andersen
Winthrop, MN - Friday February 15, 2002 6:06 PM CST

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I am sorry to hear that your little boy past away. I hope that you find the strength to make it through he was a very cute boy I have been following the story in the paper. May god be with you adn your family.
Donna Zell <zelld@iowatelecom.net>
Sumner, IA United States - Friday February 15, 2002 5:37 PM CST

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I am sorry for your loss,and know that God is holding Chayton now....Also wantd to invite u to visit a chat room for parents of specialneed children,and their are others who know the pain you are feeling,for that too have lost a child...The web site is Parenting-specialneeds,at talkcity
Karen <KareBear_75@webtv.net>
Waterloo, IA - Friday February 15, 2002 5:16 PM CST

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Dawn and family,
I'm so sorry for your loss of Chayton. My family got a poem from a friend of my uncle's when my mom's parents passed, and I would like to share it with you.
Their Journey's Just Begun
Don't think of them as gone away..
their journey's just begun
life holds so many facets--
this earth is only one..
Just think of them as resting
from the sorrows and then tears
in a place of warmth and comfort
Where there are no days and years.
Think how they must be wishing
that we could know today
how nothing but our saddness
can really pass away.
And think of them as living in the hearts of those they touched
for nothing loved is ever lost--
and they were loved so much.

God bless you all,
Becky Caffrey
Becky Caffrey <beckycaffrey@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA 52136 - Friday February 15, 2002 5:02 PM CST

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The girls at the John Deere Credit Union Waverly Office are thinking of you. Glen and Sharon are members that we help often.
Beth Fanter
Waverly, IA united states - Friday February 15, 2002 3:34 PM CST

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I have read your journal entries as often as I have checked on Pierce and I join your sorrow at Cheyton's passing. You are such a strong family to endure this illness. You are blessed in so many ways. My prayers are for you and your children that peace will fill your hearts.
Reenie (Lena, Pete and Pierce's cousin) <Mdrum1346@aol.com>
Youngstown, Ohio - Friday February 15, 2002 2:51 PM CST

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To the Anderson Family,
We are so sorry for your loss. Reading the guestbook today for the first time I was struck by how many lives your little boy's struggle touched. God Bless you all.
The Stroud Family (cousins of Pete, Lena and Pierce)
Martha Stroud <mstroud@thestate.com>
Columbia, SC USA - Friday February 15, 2002 2:44 PM CST

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Darrell and Dawn and Family, Chayton was our Hero and he always will be our little Hero even if he is not with us but we will never forget who our Hero or Fighter was he will be in our minds and prayers. Chayton is our Hero now up in Heaven will he is watching over us and taking care of us until we meet with him again. Take Care and Hang in there, see you on Sunday and Monday. God be with you all and Chayton we love you.
Sally and Jim
Gibbon, - Friday February 15, 2002 2:38 PM CST

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- Friday February 15, 2002 2:33 PM CST

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To: Darrell, Dawn and family,
There are no words to take away the pain your family is going through. I'm sorry for your loss of Chayton he touched so many peoples HEARTS and LIVES!!!!! Thank You for sharing your little hero with us. I'm going to miss hearing the sharing of him. When I burn a candle It'll remind me of "Chayton's flame of Fire burning FOREVER!!!!!!!!" Chayton amazed me from the things that I read on the web site how much energy he had. He was a true FIGHTER and his strength came from the love of your family. You guys are awesome parents all the laughter and love Chayton had received from you. Chayton is a True Angel of God and he'll live Forever in all of our Hearts. We'll be thinking of you in our thoughts and prayers.
Sherry Fluegge & family <rsrrrf@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN USA - Friday February 15, 2002 1:51 PM CST

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My prayers are with you and your family. I'm Pete's aunt (Pierce's great aunt) and wanted to thank you for your support for Pete and Lena--you truly know what they are going through, much more so than the rest of us. Kathleen

- Friday February 15, 2002 1:39 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell & Family -

I was so sorry to hear about Chayton. Jill K. let me know and sent me your website. I can not imagine how difficult this time is for you. Know that we are keeping you in our prayers. Chayton is now with God and peaceful and God will be with you also. Much Sympathy to you all!!
Toni and Shelbi LaValla <lavallaa@usa.redcross.org>
St. Paul, MN USA - Friday February 15, 2002 1:23 PM CST

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We were saddened to hear of Chayton's death. All of Ashley and Gatlin's friends at school are thinking about them.
Mrs. Kriener
New Hampton, IA - Friday February 15, 2002 1:04 PM CST

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Oh yeah.... Chayton will have a Flag, for being the HERO that he is!!! God bless you
Tricia Uecker
- Friday February 15, 2002 9:00 AM CST

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I'm sorry to hear that you lost your little boy. When I frist heared about your son it broke my hart knowing that a young child is hurting. In my Child Development class when we heared that your son had past on it broke are hearts knowing that this child had canser. I thought to myself how could such a young child get canser he had so much to do in life. But god must wanted a special little boy and thats what he got.
20025 County Rd 7 Love, Jenna Dehn
Jenna Dehn
Hutchinson, Mn 55350 - Friday February 15, 2002 8:58 AM CST

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Here is a poem I read and thought of you guys! I am praying for you and Thinking about you. Keep strong!

Terrified Tears
The face of an Angel is all that is here,
One beautiful freckle equals one terrified tear.
Not ready to leave but has to go,
Wants to go back but God says no.
Leaving your life is a scary thought,
I guess it's something that can't be fought.
A mother, a father, a sister, and friends,
A meaningful life that suddenly ends.
An angel is what he was meant to be,
Now jsut think of all he can see.
Looking over his family night and day,
Saying I love you in his own special way.
In the night we sleep, in the day we cry.
He watches us all from his star in the Sky!!

I can't wait to see you and Your family ON Sunday and Monday, and To celebrate Chayton's Wonderful life on earth

Love, Tricia
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday February 15, 2002 8:54 AM CST

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A LETTER FROM HEAVEN
To Those I Love,
Since I parted, you have been sharing so much of me with those around you. The memories are so fresh and real. You hold on to me so tightly in your hearts - where I shall always be. Your concern has always been for me, but I wonder how you are doing.
You will never know all of the prayers that have been prayed for you, the tears that have been shed over your grief and the concern that has been shown for you in the multitude of ways, but I find it so comforting to know you haven't been left alone.
Please know that I am not alone either. The death that has hurt you the most has given me the gift of eternal life. God's promises have been fulfilled in me. When I left you, God was there, waiting, just as He promised. I am surrounded by perfect love. Never let anyone tell you God doesn't exist. If you need to be mad at Him for awhile, that's okay, He can take it. But never let hate, anger or bitterness fuel your emotions. Talk to him and let Him talk to you. Listen for Him in the voices of people who love and care about you, and let His Word reassure you that I am doing just fine.
It is comforting to know that you hold me so close while struggling with the prospect of letting go. You need to know that we will always be together. Eternity is not "out there", eternity is now! I have simply moved a little farther ahead of you.
Remember that God never wastes anything - especially love. The love that we shared on earth will be even greater in Heaven. For now, you must be rest assured that I am safe in God's perfect love. I would like you to take some of the love you have for me and share it with those around you. You can never run out of love - you are worth loving.
Life is forever. Mine has changed in the twinkling of an eye while yours is changing day-by-day and minute-by-minute. Though your life will never be the same, that does not mean that it cannot be filled with peace, joy and love. Always look to the future.
Don't be afraid of tomorrow - God is already there. Be patient with yourselves. You will make some mistakes, and you will even find yourself not thinking about "me" from time to time. That's all right too. All of my needs are being met; you need to take care of you.
Hold onto one another, help each other, give hope and love to all you meet. Above all, be prepared to welcome others into your world of grief and mourning. You are being taught valuable lessons that will need to be passed along. Some will not have your strength, many will not have your faith, and most will feel they are all alone; but all will need the love and understanding only you will be able to give. Now, your pain is the only credential you need to minister to others.
When you think of me, never think of me as being alone. Think of me smiling, laughing and enjoying all that God has prepared for me.
Finally, never believe you are alone. Do not focus on what you have lost, but look always at what you have left. You are surrounded by people who love you and care about you. Live with them, love with them, share with them and laugh with them. Make every day a celebration of life - a life that will never end.
We will meet again and until we do, know that I am very proud of you for never giving up! I love you!
Your Loved One Chayton


Thinking of you -
Lynnette Biermann <lynnnetteb@unverferth.com>
Shell Rock, IA USA - Friday February 15, 2002 8:17 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell and family,
I haven't had a chance to sign in and check out Chayton's web site lately, but I was honored to have a good excuse. I just wanted to tell you how awesome you guys are. I watched you as you were getting your hearts torn out, stomped on, torn to shreds and shoved back in. You guys handled it with such grace and dignity. Your beautiful son learned from the best. What you had to endure, there are no appropriate words for. I know your struggles of putting your lives and hearts back together are just beginning and no matter how hard you try to connect them all, there will always be pieces missing. But know, they are not missing . . . they're still there . . . they're just in a different form. Chayton's love and fire will always burn on. I love you guys.

To anyone that reads this I would like to tell a small portion of what it was like at the Anderson household the last few days. Our little Mowgli was a true fighter through and through. He did not give up, he just did it his way. He had a t-shirt on that fit him to the "T." It said:

I'M THE BOSS
NO QUESTIONS
NO ARGUMENTS
WE'LL DO THINGS MY WAY!!

AND HE DID!!! I cannot even begin to tell you what Dawn and Darrell were going through, I can't even imagine even though I was there, because for someone who is just a friend there are no words to discribe what I felt. Chayton was one of the most beautiful souls I have ever met and even in death he was gorgeous. His complexion was absolutely perfect, and he had the most awesome expression on his face. He looked so peaceful and had this hint of a smile. Everyone was able to hold him and say their goodbyes. I know for some people this is hard for them to understand, but it was a very touching and beautiful time for everyone, especially for the family. What a wonderful thing to be able to do. To have time to say goodbye and memorize every detail of his beautiful face and hands and toes . . . instead of rushing him off immediately. I think everyone who loses a loved one should be allowed that time. Time to grieve, time to tell them everything you need to tell them, to hold them until you have drained every ounce of tears. That evening, Ash Wed., about 25-30 members from a local church spontanously came over and gathered on the front lawn and held a candlelight prayer service for them. It was one of the most touching experiences I have had the honor of witnessing. Tonight, some other wonderful people came over and put illuminaries on the front lawn. These are but a few of the moments that took place in the last couple of days . . . and with each one Chayton has proved over and over how it takes a CHILD to raise a community!!!

Chayton, our little angel!!! Oh how you are missed. I know you're at peace now and have no more pain but I want to still see that beautiful smile that makes your whole face smile, that contagious laugh, and those eyes that can melt you right down to your toes and straight through your soul. I hope you give Jesus a break once in a while. I'm sure you're keeping him running and chasing all the balls that you are tossing. You know that God picked the BEST to be his new Angel!!! I love you whole bunches.
Colleen
Winthrop, MN - Friday February 15, 2002 1:31 AM CST

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Dearest Dawn, Darrell, and family,
I am hoping that today has been as good as it can be, I am also hoping that it was filled with lots and lots of love.

I tried to call earlier, but once again my timing is off. That is okay, I will call tomorrow. You are in my thoughts, and in my prayers. The person who put in the guestbook the poem Little Angels, I would like to thank them, I have been searching all over my house for my copy of that, because I wanted to send it to you. So thank you who ever you are. The first time I read that I was at a wake for a twelve year old little girl who died from kidney failure. (Her uncle works for my husband.) I thought it was absolutely beautiful and I am so happy they shared it with you.

I would like to tell you to stay strong, and keep your head up, but you know those aren't the words I feel you need to hear right now. The words I would like to share with you are, cry when you need too, scream if you would like. Don't hold it in. Express your grief, and saddness. Know that we here in the Johnson household love you, and you are in our thoughts, and our hearts. I can't imagine what you are going through, and I won't be someone who is going to say I know how you feel, because I couldn't imagine it. I know the feeling of loss, but not feeling of losing my baby. All I can say is I pray the good Lord sends to you and your family, some comfort, and understanding along with some peace. I pray that the Lord will wrap his arms around all of you and hold you there until your pain is gone. Dear Lord please take the Anderson's into your arms, and guide them with your love, and bestow upon them your blessings. Shower upon them the understanding and patience they will need to meet the next few days, weeks, and months. The journey for Chayton is over, and you have taken him with you, but the journey for Dawn and Darrell and their wonderful family is just beginning, please Lord watch over them and shed upon them your light to guide them through their travels. Hold them in your loving arms, and carry them through the turmoil of the next few days. In Christ's name we pray. Amen

You are in our prayers, hearts, and our thoughts. Chayton is a special little boy, that has touched the lives of so many, including mine. May he rest in Heaven's beautiful lands for eternity. He is a true hero, and the strongest of men I know. We love you all, and if you need anything, just let me know!!

All of our love, prayers, and support,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 11:34 PM CST

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I know there is nothing I can say that will help you thru this trial. Only Jesus can give you His peace as He carries you thru the days ahead. I want you to know that you are not alone. I have lost two of my baby sons and know they are with Jesus also. It's been 37 and 33 years now but they are still in my heart and in my thoughts.Every moment we have with our children is a gift from the Lord. No matter how difficult, we wouldn't give up a single moment of having them with us.
Your journal will bless all who take the time to read it. It has truly touched my heart. He is such a beautiful little boy.
May the Lord wrap His arms around you and assure you of His love and care.
Sandie Hausaman <sandie@lovespromise.net>
ID USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 9:55 PM CST

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Dear Anderson family,
I've been reading Chayton's journal everyday. His loss has impacted us even though we have never met. Watching his legacy unfold before our eyes has been extremely heartfelt and we've prayed for your family every passing day. The days ahead won't be easy as you travel your way through each waking moment. So take it one day at a time. Don't worry about tomorrow and fully feel what you need to today, holding it inside will only prolong your grief. Embrace the fact you were given a life that was special, and different from other peoples lives. From the outside it was turmoil and tragic but within your family you have memories no one else will ever have, and recieved the gift of a legacy from a delicate angel who's gifts were so great they touched the lives of many people across the globe. You have been taught many lessons through this journey that make you so much stronger as a family than before. The days may be confusing and tension can run high. Don't focus as to why rather deal with what is. You all are going through the same thing, comfort each other, try to understand each other even when you don't, for we all grieve differently, and we all need differently. But with the same goal in focus you will perservere.
For may of us it takes loss for us to see the real meaning of life. It isn't whats in store for tomorrow, our careers, how much we own, or how others view us. It's having gratitude for the greatness of the many gifts we have been given already. You didn't lose Chayton he's just in another form. You will always be able to talk to him and you will see him in all the little miracles that happen in everyday life you didn't notice before, only now they will be tenfold, because of what he has taught you, and because he is really there with you. You have two other precious children that love you and adore you, you are their world. Hold them and comfort them with great patience and joy. Your children carry on your family legacy. Embrace every moment with them like never before because you now know just how much a minute is worth.
You are this much greater and stronger as parents. Stand by each other, and hold each other up. You have so many gifts to share with the rest of the world yet, God has more gifts in store for you. Your job is to bring them to light just as you did with Chayton so beautifully. How lucky we are to have shared this journey, it's greatness cannot be measured in words. With all of our hearts thank you and God bless!

Friends in New Ulm
- Thursday February 14, 2002 9:51 PM CST

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Dear Darrell, Dawn, and Family,
From across the miles, my deepest, heartfelt sympathy to your family on the loss of your beautiful and couragous son, Chanyton. He will truly be missed by many, many people including myself even though I was never lucky enough to meet him personally. Chayton and your family will always be an inspiration to me. I have been following your updates several times a day since November and praying for you it seems at every moment. My heart has been full of sorrow and it felt as though it broke in two yesterday when I read your update. I will continue to keep your family close to heart and in my prayers. I pray that you will feel the comforting presence of our Lord. I pray His loving embrace will be felt by you as you continue on. Lean on Him, He will always be there for you, He promises this.

When I think of sweet Chayton in heaven with our Savior, my heart rejoices. No more pain, sadness, tears, nothing less than glorious enternity with Jesus Christ in paradise, what a wonderful picture in my mind. I can imagine Chayton, laughing, running, playing, and sitting on Jesus' lap listening to all of the wonderful poems written about him by so many wonderful people that he loves. You will all be together again one day, and what a beautiful and sweet reunion that will be.

May God greatly bless you and keep you in His tender care.

In His Love,
Deanne Gafford
<gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 9:42 PM CST

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My heart aches for you. Im sorry for your loss of such a strong Little boy.. I too had a fighter who is now in Heaven. Its beena year now. I have walked step by step and have made it but not without missing him every minute and remembering his smile and the way he would light up every room that he entered.
I know nothing I or anyone else can do for you and your family... I just want to let you know your not alone...
Ill keep your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Huggs, Doris

http://www.kiva.net/~cdma

Doris (Angel Andrew's mommy) <cdma@kiva.net>
Columbus, IN USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 9:22 PM CST

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Dawn and family....
I know you listen to the HERO cd, you have mentioned Hero and I will survive. Did you notice the third song..."Cant escape my Love"?? I thought that was ironic!!

- Thursday February 14, 2002 9:18 PM CST

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I READ WITH HEAVY HEART AND WEEPING EYES THAT YOUR LITTLE CHAYTON HAD BECOME A SWEET LITTLE ANGEL. I SURELY HOPE THAT MY GREAT-GRANDDAUGHTER, SARAH MARIE COLBY, WAS WAITING IN HEAVEN TO WELCOME HIM WITH OPEN ARMS. ALL OF YOU WILL BE IN MY PRAYERS TONIGHT.
MARY MARTIN <Immartin7@aol.com>
Lakewood, CA USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 9:04 PM CST

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In my last entry i worte a word wrong sorry about that i mean to say hes such* a little fighter!

- Thursday February 14, 2002 8:58 PM CST

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I'm sorry to hear about Chayton. He was suck a little fighter! I wifh your family peace and love through this time. I will continue to pray for your family.
Brittney (kylees couins) <crazygirlkrf@home.com >
waterloo, ia usa - Thursday February 14, 2002 8:57 PM CST

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LITTLE ANGELS

When God calls little children
to dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometime question
the wisdom of His love.

For no heartache compares with
the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world
seem wonderful and mild.

Perhaps God tires of calling
The aged to His fold.
So He picks a rosebud
before it can grow old.

God knows how much we need them,
and so He takes but few
To make the land of Heaven
more beautiful to view.

Believing this is difficult
still somehow we must try.
The saddest word mankind knows
will always be "Goodbye."

So when a little child departs,
we who are left behind
Must realize God loves children.
Angels are hard to find !!!!!!!


Dawn, Darrell, Gaitlin, & Ashley
Although it's sad to lose those who are dear to us, there is comfort in remembering all the times they have made such a difference in our lives. May God give you and your families the strength to get through this very difficult time. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. God Bless!!
" A Friend " who has been touched by your precious little Chayton !!
MN USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 8:50 PM CST

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Our deepest sympathies go out to you and your family. We will continue to keep you all in our prayers along with all the other Rhabdoid families. Chayton undoubtedly touched a great many peoples' lives in a positve manner and hopefully will continue to do so.
Steven, Hope & Floyd Palser <sppalser@worldnet.att.net>
Council Bluffs, IA USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 7:27 PM CST

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"Fly" by Celine Dion

Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again

Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forever more
But hold this mem'ry bittersweet
Until we meet

Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget

Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light


My best friend and her husband lost a child, their son, in July of 1995. She held this song close to her heart and listened to it over and over again. It is a beautiful song. I am praying for you and your family and I will continue to keep you in my prayers.
Amy Wolf <wolftrucking@gallatinriver.net>
Biggsville, IL USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 7:21 PM CST

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Hey Dawn,Darrell,Gatlin,Ashley~

Hey guys.Did you like the bars I made?I hope so.I am listening to the song "Hero".I love that song.And I will always rememeber Chayton.In school we were in 6th hour and we had to read and the hole time the only one I could think of is Chayton.If you need some coumfert(sp) please call me I am good at that.I just cant get over it.I told Lisa about it today and we just had a real bad day today.Lisa is very proud of you Chayton and she is so glad she got to see you and you fighted very very hard.If I was you I would not be strong like you.I wish I was up there with you I need you.I love you and I always will.And you tell me when your mommy or daddy or bro or sis need any help.I wish you were here with me.I love you very very very very veryvery very much!!!!!!!!!!!!
With lots of love,Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn usa - Thursday February 14, 2002 6:33 PM CST

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Hey Dawn,Darrell,Gatlin,Ashley~

Hey guys.Did you like the bars I made?I hope so.I am listening to the song "Hero".I love that song.And I will always rememeber Chayton.In school we were in 6th hour and we had to read and the hole time the only one I could think of is Chayton.If you need some coumfert(sp) please call me I am good at that.I just cant get over it.I told Lisa about it today and we just had a real bad day today.Lisa is very proud of you Chayton and she is so glad she got to see you and you fighted very very hard.If I was you I would not be strong like you.I wish I was up there with you I need you.I love you and I always will.And you tell me when your mommy or daddy or bro or sis need any help.I wish you were here with me.I love you very very very very veryvery very much!!!!!!!!!!!!
With lots of love,Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn usa - Thursday February 14, 2002 6:33 PM CST

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DEAR ANDERSON FAMILY:
THIS IS ONLY THE SECOND ENTRY THAT WE HAVE WRITTEN SINCE WE HAVE READ CHAYTON'S ARTICLE IN THE WATERLOO COURIER. WE LOGGED ON YESTERDAY, AS WE HAVE DONE EVERYDAY FOR THE PAST MONTH, AND READ THAT LITTLE CHAYTON HAD PASSED ON. AT THIS DIFFICULT TIME, TRY AND KEEP YOUR FAITH AND SUPPORT EACH OTHER. REMEMBER THAT CHAYTON IS IN A BETTER PLACE WHERE HE IS FREE FROM HIS PAIN AND SUFFERING. SOMEDAY YOU WILL BE REUNITED AGAIN. REMEMBER THE WONDERFUL TIMES THAT YOU HAD WITH CHAYTON WHILE HE WAS HERE ON EARTH. WE WILL CONTINUE TO LOG ON AND ARE THANKFUL THAT YOU HAVE LET US BE PART OF CHAYTON'S LIFE. HE HAS TAUGHT US SO MUCH!! YOU ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.
THE FAUST
CLARKSVILLE, IA USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 5:54 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley and the rest of your family,

Happy Valentine's Day, I know this isn't probable what you wanted to hear right now.

I was looking for a saying that I found once, but I couldn't find it, so I will send this one to you instead.

God looked around his garden
and He found an empty place.

He then looked down upon this earth
and saw your tired face.

He put His arms around you
and lifted you to rest.

God's garden must be beautiful
He always takes the best.

It broke our hearts to lose you
but you didn't go alone.

For part of us went with you
the day God called you home.

author unknown.

May God be with each and everyone of you. May he lift your spirits and comfort you. May he give you strength to carry on, and give you understanding and peace.

I love you and I am so terribly sorry. I will call you soon. Take care of yourselves!!

With all of our love, support, and prayers,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 5:29 PM CST

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Darrell, Dawn and Family
you are in my thoughts and prayers you are right Chayton is a HERO just remember he is with Jesus and they are both watching over you now
Kiley Kruggel <k_kruggel06@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 5:21 PM CST

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Dear Darrell, Dawn, and family,

I am Jesus Little Lamb (Third Verse)

Who So Happy As I Am
Even Now The Shepherd's Lamb
And When My Short Life Is Ended
By His Angel Hosts Attended
He Shall Fold Me To His Breast
There Within His Arms To Rest.

My heart breaks with yours - Chayton will be missed, my heart rejoices with yours - at the victory that Chayton has won - eternal life with Jesus. I will continue to pray for your family as you go through this sad time.

Mary Olson <maryeolson@hotmail.com>
New Ulm, MN USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 3:48 PM CST

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To the family of Chayton:
I did not know you personally. I recently learned of Chayton and his illness from a friend of yours. I caught a glimpse of him at the benefit supper in New Hampton - such a beautiful child. My heart aches for all of you and your loss. I admire you for what you have done with this site and your courage and strength in your journey. My thoughts and prayers are with you!!
Vicky Duncan <kvduncan@earthlink.net>
Charles City, IA USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 2:59 PM CST

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I am praying for you. Chayton is in Good Hands. Hope to come see you soon. He won't be forgotten!! Love ya Guys!
Tricia
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 2:54 PM CST

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Just a thought about what Chayton would maybe be saying as he looks down on his family.

My Dearest Family,

WOW!! This place called Heaven is great. I just wanted to let you know that I'm ok. All of my pain is gone. I no longer cry because I no longer hurt. It's really great, this no crying in heaven. Jesus came to me and he took my hand and he asked if I was ready to go with him. I took his hand and walked with him. We floated up to Heaven together with other angels by our side. We had a good talk just Jesus and I. He really is a great guy that Jesus. He knew just what I needed. He knew that things were getting just too hard for me. He knew and felt all my pain. He knew that I was getting tired and weak and was ready for him. I can't wait till someday when we will all see each other again. We're going to play together just like we did at home. Just wait till Heaven sees us all playing together. What a wild time that will be. We're going to make Heaven rock aren't we mommy and daddy? It's so beautiful here in Heaven. There are a lot of us angel babies here. We all have different stories to tell about our short life on earth; but we're all here together with Jesus. Now that you know that I'm ok I have some things that I have to ask you.

Love each other. I know that my illness was rough on all of you. I'm here to tell you that no one is to blame for what I had or went through. Remember all of that kindness, love and care you showed me by taking care of everything I needed? Turn that love toward each other now. You all need to lean on each otoher because not one of you is feeling any sadder than the other. Remember , you all feel the pain of my passing. Let others help you through this.

Rest your weary bodies. I know how much you've been through. The pain of watching me suffer and die was not an easy road to travel. I know that many of you would have taken my spot if you could have, but that was not to be. But you did it for me and I can't tell you how much it means to me. Whenever I needed medicines you made sure it was there for me. When I needed cuddling you were there to hold me and comfort me. When I was really feeling sick you found ways to make me feel better. When I wanted to play you made sure we made the best of the time we had. When I needed to be protected you made sure that you did what you thought was bust for me and for that I am so thankful. You took me outside to feel the soft warm breezes blow and feel the warm sunshine on my face. Even when I was bucky you found the strength to endure it all and did what was best for me. I know that it was hard on all of you. I could see it in your eyes and feel it in your hearts. Mommies and Daddies are really great people.

Gatlin and Ashley--Take care of our mommy and daddy. They will need your strength now more than ever. I sure do miss you but I know that some day we will all play together again. Remember me when you play together, work together and yes even when you fight togetther. I know that part of your future would have been my future but that is no longer to be. Don't get me wrong, I will be there beside you every day when you're playing, learning and working. I'll wonder what it would be like if I were there with you playing together, working together and even fighting together (All brothers and sisters do that ... right?) We are an AWESOME team aren't we? And we are still a team. But even though it will be a long time in earth years before we all see each other in Heaven some day, I will be waiting for you. I will come with Jesus and the angels to meet you. But right now you need to be good kids and live your long lives by loving and caring for others as you did for me. Don't worry about me; I am safe, happy and at peace in Heaven's land.

Last but definitely not least I Love You All. I am still here with you in your hearts and in your souls. Live your lives to the fullest. Remember me as I will remember you. Live and Love each other as you would if I were there...Because really I am right here beside you. I'll never leave you. I love you so much.XOXOXOXO All my Love.

Your Awesome
Chayton Hunter Anderson (The fighter)
A Friend in Gibbon
- Thursday February 14, 2002 2:29 PM CST

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To the Anderson's my deepest sympathy to your family but you will always be in my prayers and thoughts and chayton is now in the arms of Jesus and one day we will all get to met him the little angel who has touched so many hearts and live's with all our love and prayer to help you through!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday February 14, 2002 2:03 PM CST

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I can't see through my tears, but I am trying to type out something coherent. I want you to know that I think of you all very often, even more so now. I am so sorry that I can't find anything better to say.
Cat
New Ulm, MN - Thursday February 14, 2002 1:57 PM CST

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Our Sympathy to all of your family.

C is for Chayton a boy of all heart
H is for the Hero who has from us part
A is for Awesome, a name you lived well
Y is for - You - your memories we'll tell
T is for Twinkle we saw in your eyes
O is for Original, one of the guys
N is for Nestled in our arms so sweet
H is for sweet Heart yours did beat
U is for Unique no one like you will be
N is for Nuk comfort for you we could see
T is for Treasure you were of purest gold
E is for Eternity in Heaven You Jesus will hold
R is for Rest peaceful in Heaven's land
A is for the Adventures in Heaven we'll share hand in hand
N is for Near in our hearts you will be
D is for Chayton's Determination "I'll show you said he"
E is for Empty the feeling in our hearts
R is for Risen to Heaven you did part
S is for Sunshine you brought to our days
O is for One: One great fighter we all say
N is for Nourishing you did all your days

Chayton Hunter Anderson we will miss you.

Love,
The Jutz'


Fred and Ann Jutz and Family
Gibbon, Mn USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 1:40 PM CST

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DARRELL AND DAWN AND FAMILY - YOU HAVE OUR DEEPEST SYMPATHY ON THE LOSS OF CHAYTON. BUT REMEMBER HE IS WITH JESUS AND HAS NO MORE PAIN AND CAN RUN AND PLAY AND TALK JUST LIKE ANY OTHER ANGEL...HE TRULEY IS A ANGEL WHO WAS SENT HERE TO TEACH US ALL TO NOT TAKE ANYTHING FOR GRANTED AND LOVE EVERYONE. HE REALLY TAUGHT MY WHOLE FAMILY A LOT. AND I NEVER GOT TO MEET HIM IN PERSON, BUT I FEEL LIKE HE WAS JUST ONE OF OUR FAMILY MEMBERS. WHEN WE WOULD GET TOGETHER HE WAS ALWAYS BROUGHT UP IN CONVERSATION. MY MOM (MARGE) REALLY THOUGHT THE WORLD OF HIM, HAVING 7 GRANDCHILDREN AND 2 ON THE WAY, SHE REALLY KNOWS WHAT CHILDREN CAN BRING TO SOMEONES LIFE. ONE MORE THOUGHT IS TO GIVE GATLIN, ASHLEY AND NICOLE A BIG HUG AND LOVE THEM FOREVER..GOD BLESS
SUE, DAN, HEATHER, NICK AND KATELYN <PAGELS@HUTCHTEL.NET>
- Thursday February 14, 2002 1:20 PM CST

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I wanted to let you know how sorry I am to hear about Chayton's passing. He was a great little guy and he put up a real fight. My thoughts and prayers have been with you throughout and are at this very difficult time.
Dr. Maxwell Axler
Houston, Tx - Thursday February 14, 2002 1:05 PM CST

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My deepest sympathy to you. You are in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless You All....
Maggie St. John <margret73@attbi.com>
Somerset, Ma USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 12:57 AM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley and Nicole
You are all in my thoughts and prayers. I checked Chayton's page everyday and said many prayers. Wow, what a fighter!! I have wanted to sign the guestbook, but couldn't put my thoughts and prayers into words that would make sense. I did e-mail you with a title of a book that I thought sounded interesting "Mothering an Angel". I wanted to share with you a poem that I received when one of my loved ones passed away. I think that if you really listen to the poem and think about it, it sounds like your Angel is speaking directly to you.
Letter From Heaven
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from Heaven, here I dwell with God above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness, here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight,
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you, when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said "I Welcome You. It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on. There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."
God gave me a list of things that He wished for me to do. And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight, God and I are closest to you...in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth and those loving years, because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry, it does relieve the pain. Remember there could be no flowers, unless there was some rain. I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned. If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over. I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before. There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb; but together we can do it by taking one day at a time. It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too; that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you. If you can help sombody who's in sorrow and pain; then you can say to God at night "My day was not in vain." And now I am contented...that my life was worthwhile. Know as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile. So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low; just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go. When you're waliking down the street and you've got me on your mind; I am walking in your footsteps only half a step behind. And when it's time for you to go...from that body to be free, Remember you're not going...you're coming here to me.
Author Unknown
Take Care and God Bless Your Family.
Jean Bening
Arlington, MN USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 12:43 AM CST

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Dawn and Family I am praying for you!! Chayton will be misses! God bless you ALL!!!
Love, Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 11:49 AM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrel, Gatlin, and Ashley,
I am very sorry to hear about Chayton's death. I cried this morning when I heard about this event. I think to myself though that he is now in a place where the cancer and pain can't hurt him anymore. I wish I could have been there at the candlight vigil last night. but I was unaware of what happened. I am sorry about your loss. I will still keep you all in my prayers. GOD BLESS!!
Your friend always
Jackie Buboltz
Jackie Buboltz <j_buboltz@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, MN 55332 - Thursday February 14, 2002 11:10 AM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin & Ashley,

Your sharing has blessed my life, your sorrow has reached into my heart and I hope my words and prayers help bring you healing at this very challenging time for you, your family and friends.

A Child of God

Across the miles you entered my days
and life would never be quite the same.
Your journey shared through the internet
has touched my heart and I’ll never forget
Chayton Anderson, a child of God
blessing a family so filled with love
when a rhabdoid tumor showed in your brain
your life and theirs forever changed.
For us there is no reason why
a precious child like you would die,
yet when we ask - "Why did you live?"
We realize you are a gift,
a gift for family and for friends
to bless their lives without end,
a gift for folks from near and far
when your story touched our hearts.
You and your family taught us so much
about the blessings of a loving touch,
about sharing too as we journey on
our joys and sorrows with each new dawn.
For through your journal we came to know
the love that filled your young soul
when family gave all they could give
so that you dear Chayton would always live
beyond this world in hearts far and wide
showering love forever at our Saviour’s side.
I want to give thanks to your family
and to you dear Chayton for blessing me.
May love help heal your family’s pain
believing their loss is your heavenly gain.
- - - - - - - - -
Written with love & prayers across the miles,
by Viola Doncaster, Cape Breton, NS, Canada
Feb 14, 2002.

http://doncaster.on.ca/viola


Viola Doncaster <viola@istop.com>
Cape Breton, Nova Scotia, , Canada - Thursday February 14, 2002 10:09 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell & family, I heard this song on the radio 2 days ago and I thought that if there were a song that Chayton would sing to you, it might be this one. I am so sorry for your loss and can't find the words I want to say so I will just post the lyrics to the song that makes me think that this is how Chayton feels about you:

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

This is "Because You Loved Me" by Celine Dion. You are all in my prayers.
Janelle Steinert <janelles@birch.net>
Spring, TX USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 9:51 AM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you today. I have been watching Chayton's page for several months now and even though I did not know him personally, please know I will miss him dearly. What a true fighter he really was. Please take extra care of yourself and your family. You all will need each other more than ever now. My deepest sympathies.
a friend
IL - Thursday February 14, 2002 9:45 AM CST

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My thoughts and prayers go out to your family members at this time. We ,too are going through the same thoughts and the anxiety as you have done..May God Bless and Keep your Baby in His Loving Care....I'm a friend of Pierce Austin.
Edward Lynch <Elynch1@cox.net>
Rocky Hill, CT USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 9:37 AM CST

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Just here to share some love and sympathy to your entire family. There are many out there who can offer support because they understand what you are going through but unless one has lost a child, we do not comprehend the depth of your pain. So......from us, please know our thoughts and prayers are with you continually. Also, will you leave this webpage available for awhile. There are so many good things that we need to save from it (and I haven't done that yet-)

Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Thursday February 14, 2002 9:11 AM CST

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Dawn, Are you having anything in Winthrop for Chayton?? Please let my mom know:) Love ya Guys
!!
Tricia Uecker
winthrop, Mn uSa - Thursday February 14, 2002 8:55 AM CST

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Dear Anderson's- I am so sorry to hear about Chayton. I had a tough night as I thought of Chay up in Heaven, I know how much he was loved, and I know that he is Playing Happy up in heaven now. I hope I can still come by and See you guys, Cause your Family means a lot to me. On Tuesday Night I read that poem that I gave you and as I read it (For the 100th time) I knew Chayton was gonna be taken care of and that SOMEDAY he will come back and this time take you guys with him. It's ok to cry, IT just makes me cry to think how much he has touched my life, It's just hard to believe that he is gone, (We we all know he is in a better place with no more suffering) May God Bless you!! I hope to see you soon!!
.....(\0/)
....../_\
...../___\ THIS IS CHAYTON!!:)

Love, Tricia Uecker
winthrop, MN USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 8:51 AM CST

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May CHAYTON'S FIRE continue to burn in our hearts........

- Thursday February 14, 2002 8:46 AM CST

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Chayman, our little "Hero", you gave this ugly monster the best fight of your life it ever had. We are so proud of having you for a precious gift in all our lives for the so, very short time in your's. It's taken me awhile to be strong enough to get on your guest book since we lost you, to tell you just how much you are loved. Thru the tears & broken hearts we have I'm trying my best. But unfortunately I can't seem to see this darn keyboard very well right now thru my many tears, you see Chayton I'm not & never will be as strong as you've been these past months. Thank you for your many hugs & kisses you've given grandpa & I & the many, many times you came to me & climbed up in my lap to rock you & sing to you. Daddy always teased us that we couldn't ever go home after the weekend, cause he & mommy always had to go thru Grandpa & Grandma Detoix. But my little man, everything we did, I don't regret one iota. If Bumpa [that was your name for grandpa] & I had it to do all over again, I wouldn't change one thing. Up until your benefit in New Hampton, Ia. when pastor FREY & SHERMAN ANDRUS prayed with you & I alone in the church, I was deluted enough to think that with the fight you, mommy & daddy put up to save their child you were going to actually walk away from this. For no one, I mean no one I have known ever in my life has fought so hard to live than you. And no one, not anyone has ever loved a little man as much as Mommy, Daddy, Gatlin & Ashley has loved you. We will never let anyone take away the things that mommy & daddy did to try to save their little boy. They can feel proud of themselves for all that they tried. For it kept you with us at least a few more months. They were the most precious months we've all ever shared. So now I leave you & mommy, daddy, Gatlin & Ashley with this poem. Love will always flow thru our hearts with the wonderful love & memories you have left with us, that knew you so very well.

MY FIRST VALENTINE'S DAY IN HEAVEN

I see the countless Valentines sent around the world below
With tiny hearts like heaven's stars reflecting in gold.

The sight is so spectacular please wipe away the tears.
For I am spending Valentine's Day with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many love songs that people hold so dear
But the sounds of music can't compare with the Angel choir up here.

I have no words to tell you the joy their voices bring.
For it is beyond description to hear the Angels sing.

I know how much you miss me already. I see the pain inside your heart.
But I am not so far away, we really aren't apart.

So be happy for me, my loving family, dear ones you know I hold you dear.
And be glad I'm spending Valentine's Day with Jesus Christ this year.

I send you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above.
I send you each many memories of my undying love.

After all love is a gift more precious than pure gold. It was always most important
In all the stories Jesus told.

Please love and keep each other as our Father said to do.
For I can't count the many blessings or love he has for each & everyone of you.

So have a Happy Valentine's Day to my very special families. The Anderson's, Vander Kolk's & Kraft's
And wipe away your tears. For REMEMBER, I'm spending Valentine's Day with Jesus Christ this year.



Good-bye my little Chayman & fly high with the angels. I know how much you loved music, not any certain kind, just music was so important to you, so enjoy your little angels & rejoice. The hurt & tears are so tremendous right now, but I know you are safe from pain. Love you forever & ever Chayman our "HERO" our grandson.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY CHAYMAN !!!! Grandma & Grandpa V.

P.S. Thank you to all our many friends who have called to give us a prayer in our time of grief.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Thursday February 14, 2002 8:08 AM CST

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Dear Anderson family,
I am so sorry to read about Chayton. I pray every day for God to give you the strength and courage to fight this fight and to hold on to your faith. Our mom died last year on Feb. 15 as a result of a massive stroke on Valentine's day morning. She was only 57. I do know that without my faith in God and the belief that he does wonderful things I couldn't have made it through this last year. Now we are watching all this happening to Kylee and again our faith is tested. I will keep praying for your family to have peace and comfort knowing that Chayton is alive again in Heaven with our God. Take care and May God's light shine on you every day.
Kylee's Great Aunt Beckie
- Thursday February 14, 2002 7:40 AM CST

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Dearest Dawn, Darrell, and Gatlin, and Ashley,
I am hoping today is as good as it can be. I just wanted to sing in and tell you that I love you, and I here for you if you need anything. I can't imagine how you must feel, and I am not going to say that I know how you are feeling, all I can say is I love you, and I am here when you need someone to talk to. You all are in my heart, and I will continue to pray for your family in this very difficult time. May God bless you with peace and understanding, and most of all hold you all in his loving arms.

With all of our love, support, and prayers always,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 7:29 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, Gaitlin, Ashley and Chayton.. God's newest little angel.. I read you post with saddness today hearing of Chayton's passing, but with that saddness came the comfort in the knowledge that he was at peace and any pain was eternally over.. And the image of you and Darrell quietly holding him in those final moments I am certain is the way Chayton chose to go surrounded by your love as he always was.Gaitlin and Ashley..always remember that Chayton loved and treasured you just as you loved and treasured him and that you will always have your own special angel watching over you, keeping you company in those times growing up when you may feel alone..he will always be with you. Love one another, hold onto one another, give each other the time and room to grieve and keep Chayton with you always with your stories and sweet memories of the time he was here with you and remember he will always remain with you and you will see him again. All my prayers, Tricia
Tricia <tricia4mom>
Conroe, TX Montgomery - Thursday February 14, 2002 1:06 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell and family,
My prayers are with you, SUPPORT each other.
dawn
montevideo, - Thursday February 14, 2002 0:35 AM CST

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Heaven has one more Little Angel today,
Chayton has left,
He's gone away.
Left us with the memories,
Of one beautiful little boy,
A precious child of wonder and love,
Now lives in peace with those above.
The pain and suffering has gone away,
Glory and peace have come his way.

He will join us on our final day,
To tell us he never really went away.
For he was always in our heart,
Bringing smiles from memories,
With comfort and a lasting peace.
For he is there,
And knowing he is and always will be TRULY LOVED
So know this, when our time has come
He'll be there with us in everlasting love.

May you have true comfort and peace of mind.
For the suffering and pain is gone.
God Bless his newest little angel.

With Love and fond memories of Chayton Hunter Anderson
Who left us to take his place in Heaven on February 13,2002
From Randolph Sandeen and Family

Randolph Sandeen <randys@prairie.lakes.com>
North Mankato, MN USA - Thursday February 14, 2002 0:05 AM CST

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I am so sorry to you and your family. Know I am thinking of you. I will call you later. Give big hugs.
sarah and kids <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:54 PM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you right now at this very difficult time. Thank you for sharing Chayton's and your life, feelings and emotions with us through your web page. It really gives us a deeper appreciation for our own families and not to take so much for granted, as you never know how much time we're going to have together. Your family will forever be etched in my family's hearts, especially little Chayton because of his and our little LaCole having birthdays only hours apart. Last night after I read your entry about Chay's month's birthdays, & how you were thankful for every month after month after month you had with him, I had this aching feeling in my stomach and it came to me-I just knew today would be the start of Chay's new "Birth Day" to heaven. I read your entry this morning, but hadn't checked this afternoon. Tonight in church I prayed for your family, still having that aching feeling. On the way home I looked in the sky and saw one very bright star on such a dark night and I knew it was Chayton's. When I got home, I immediately checked your web site and read that Chayton had passed on. I was sad, but at the same time, relieved that he is no longer suffering, and is now with God. I think Chayton was just waiting for "the right time" to go- with mommy and daddy holding each other, finally letting out their emotions that have been bottled up for so long, without any words really being said. Chay, knowing how much mommy and daddy love him, had daddy's hand, reached for God's & finally let go. He knows how very much you both loved him.
This is for Gatlin and Ashley... You guys have been such a GREAT brother and sister to Chayton. You have watched over him all of his life, especially since he got sick , and now it's his turn to watch over you- Gatlin, I think you will see Chay's "special sign" that you have thought about to know he has reached heaven and is very happy and Ashley, you will feel it in your heart that Chayton is always going to be with you- You two are very special to those who read Chayton's page & extra especially special to your mommy and daddy and the rest of your family. You two are very loved by everyone, especially Chayton.
Chayton will always be a "HERO" & never forgotten. And Dawn & Darrell, to you and the rest of your family, "you will survive". You'll be stronger than you ever thought possible. Chayton's calm passing and his gorgeous little face will always be a Nice last memory for the two of you to share.
Again, my thoughts and prayers are with you and may God help and guide you through this.
Your friends always,
Stacey and family
Stacey Weisensel
Springfield, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:52 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, and family,

Perhaps it appears that Chayton lost his battle, but he has WON his Victory! What a beautiful image of the three of you together as he recieved the gift of a peaceful transition from this world to God's presence. That was a final gift to you as well. Perhaps, despite all the people coming and going recently, Chayton was truly at peace there with just you and Darrell holding each other and him, and he knew he could finally let go. Keep holding each other, and Gatlin and Ashley too, because you will need each other more than ever. I know your pain must be very deep.

You don't need a lot of words now, but you will need a lot of prayer and the assurance that many, many are with you tonight. I am one of them.

God's peace and comfort to you.
A Friend
North Carolina - Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:32 PM CST

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DEAR CHAYTON, I'M SORRY YOU ARE GONE. WHEN YOU GET UP THERE, WILL YOU PLEASE PLAY WITH OSCAR, ABBY'S BROTHER. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, AND I WILL MISS YOU ALWAYS. I DO LOVE YOU. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, AND I HOPE I CAN COME UP THERE AND SEE YOU, SOON. (i'm only typing what he says).
YOUR BROTHER, GATLIN
WINTHROP, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:30 PM CST

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Anderson Family,
You are all in our thoughts and prayers. Chayton is now at peace and his suffering is over. Remember all of the good times and take care of yourselves, as Chayton is now taken care of. We continue to pray for all of you.
Kari Reinhart <kari_r@prairie.lakes.com>
Lafayette, - Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:26 PM CST

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Dear Mr. and Mrs. Anderson,
My name is Rachel and my Child Development class has been following this story for the past few weeks. I'm very sorry to hear that Chayton passed this morning but at least now he's in no pain. Our entire class has been in amazement of both your and Chayton's strength and courage and our hearts go out to you all now.

P.S. I hope Gaitlin and Ashley liked the Valentines
Rachel Johnson
Hutchinson, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:22 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell and family,

What a wonderful day of rejoicing! Chayton is in God's presence in his Kingdom in all his Glory! Recovering and trying to put your lives back to some normal routine will be very difficult. This is when you need to remember to continue to pray for God's strength, love, compassion and courage. Continue to hold on to your faith. God will be with you.

My family will continue to pray for you.



- Wednesday February 13, 2002 10:53 PM CST

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Hi Guys,
Just wanted to send our hearts out to you. Chayton's already laughing and running and smiling down on you! Now it's time to devote your hearts to each other and to Gatlin and Ashley. You will always have a huge part of your heart that is just for Chayton, but your heart is so much bigger than it appears to be. You have plenty of room to give a large part to each other and each of your other children. Chayton wants you all to not only go on but be happy and together. You must lean on each other now and not push each other away. You've all given an amazing gift of love over the past months! The best thing you can do for Lil' Chay now is not give up on each other! This will actually be the hardest part you'll have to deal with, because now is when the emotions will flow freely. I also think that Chayton would want you to give as much time to Gatlin and Ashley as possible so they know that they are loved as much as they are.
I pray that God blesses you and speeds peace to you all-In Jesus' Name I ask this, Amen.
Michelle & Mike & Family
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 10:52 PM CST

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I am so sorry. Please know that you have people all over who are praying for you and your family. I posted a few days ago--I heard about your family on Prematurely Yours--the web site for families with premature babies. I want to post a couple songs which mean a lot to me personally. May God bless you and keep you. May His light shine upon you and give you PEACE.

Jesus loves me, this I know.
For the Bible tells me so.
Little ones to him belong.
They are weak but he is strong.
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.

And here is another one that also means a lot to me.

Children of the heavenly Father
Safely in his bosom gather;
Nestling bird nor star in heaven
Such a refuge e'er was given.

God his own doth tend and nourish,
In his holy courts they flourish.
From all evil things he spares them,
In his mighty arms he bears them

Neither life nor death shall ever
From the Lord his children sever;
Unto them his grace he showeth,
And their sorrows all he knoweth.

Though he giveth or he taketh,
God his children ne'er forsaketh,
His the loving purpose solely
To preserve them pure and holy.

I am very sorry from the bottom of my heart. May Jesus hold you all safely in his arms just as he is now holding your precious Chayton. What a fighter.


Amy, John, Kristin & Sammy Wolf <wolftrucking@gallatinriver.net>
Biggsville, IL USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 10:48 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, and family,

I am so sorry to hear that Chayton passed away today. Somehow though, there is a sense of peace...I feel your family's pain across the country and am crying as I have just read the news.

In this most difficult time, you have all exhibited such grace in handling this devastating blow to your family. If you can try and lean a bit on those around you, I hope you will.

In love,
Danielle McCauley, Mom of Sean Ian McCauley (born 1/11/00 - dx Rhabdoid 11/29/00) <DanielleRB@aol.com>
Tustin Ranch, CA USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 10:47 PM CST

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I read about Chayton everyday and prayed for him along with my niece, Kylee. My heart broke when I had to read those words on your page but I thought he passed in a very beautiful way. Chayton has become a hero to so many people. All our hearts lifted him up to God. Even though I don't know you and your family I will never forget you.
Kylee's Great Aunt RaeJean
Waterloo, Ia - Wednesday February 13, 2002 10:43 PM CST

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hello- i'm very sorry to hear about this. a friend of mine at school told me. i dont know who chayton anderson is or what he had. but i do know that he was a very special person who ment very much to everyone.
rachel <princess_rach_132@hotmail.com>
nicollet, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 10:13 PM CST

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Dear ones, I know you don't know me and it is presumptious to reach out like this. I was distressed to hear of Chayton's passing. Please know that you have my full hearted prayers for the path ahead of you. You have great faith and amazing strength. God will never leave you nor forsake you. Be gentle with yourselves. Softly, softly...one day at a time.
Debbie <deb@designdenver.com>
Denver, CO USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 9:30 PM CST

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To The Anderson Family;
My deepest sympathy to the entire family. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Lori
Arlington, Mn - Wednesday February 13, 2002 9:29 PM CST

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I fought a long hard fight right up until the end.
Then the Angels took my hand and said to come with them.
I can't believe I did it, I finally made it home.
I know I'm your sweet baby,but see how I have grown?
In my short time I've felt more love than most will ever know.

The life on Earth you gave me was AWESOME at the least.
I feel I belong here too, I have found such peace.
It's strange...I've just arrived here, but I feel so at home.
Don't worry 'bout me Mom and Dad,I don't feel alone.
Everyone surrounds me with love and open arms.
It's so bright and beautiful, I feel so much warmth.

I am here and you are there,to you, so far apart.
I'm yours and you are mine,death does not change our heart.
I am strong and free here, no need to fight no more.
I'll be waiting..watching..'til you walk through that door.

I hope your time on Earth is long and full of joy.
Please don't mourn forever,I'm still your little boy.
I'll be watching all the time and checking in time and time again.
You will not see me outside,but feel my love within.

Mom and Dad please hear me,I'll be strong for you.
I will help you through this.I'll do the best I can.
I will help you fight this 'cause I'm your "Little Man"
Though I'm just a little Angel, I'll be the best I can.

Embrace eachother more now. Hold eachother tight.
It is time for you to start an new kind of fight.
A fight to stay together, when you feel so alone.
I am not the only one, you have also grown.

It's time for me to go now, but I'll always be around.
Though is seems I'm lost to you,
your "Little Fighter" has been found.
Do not feel I've lost my fight...I've won my final round!!
a friend
ia - Wednesday February 13, 2002 9:28 PM CST

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I am so very sorry to here about your loss. I have follwed your web page which seems like forever. It's easy for people to say that he is in a better place, which he is but the saddness you all must feel can not be expressed with words. Know that he had a wonderful family, all of you are strong. When I first read the web page I thought you Dawn were the strongest person I have ever known. I am amazed by your courage. Know that you are in my prayers as is Chayton.
Candace <c_biffar@hotmail.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 9:28 PM CST

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Sweet Chayton, you brought your family so much love and showed the world what it really means to be strong. I've learned more from wee ones like you than I have from anyone else. Peace, little Chayton. Wishing your family strength.

Sylvie Hiraki
Toronto, Canada - Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:43 PM CST

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Anderson, Kraft, Vanderkolk families- You all have my deepest sympathy, and are in my thoughts and prayers.
Michele
IA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:40 PM CST

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley & Nicole:
This is something we had received when we lost our Michael. If you need anything or someone to talk to, please let us know. We are thinking of you!!
God saw he was getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So he put His arms around him,
And whispered "Come with Me".
With tearful eyes we watched him suffer,
And saw him fade away;
Although we loved him dearly,
We could not make him stay.
A golden heart stopped beating
Hard working hands to rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only takes the best.

Dave & Noreen <dnnelson@newulmtel.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:27 PM CST

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I was very sorry to get the news today. No matter how prepared one is, it doesn't make it any easier. My heart goes out to all of you. He was and will always be a very special little boy who taught us all a lot. We have many wonderful memories of Chayton that can never be taken away. He'll be in our hearts always. Chelsea and Lee send their love and prayers to you also.
Chayton's Aunt Mickey and cousins Chelsea and Lee <mickkraft@hotmail.com>
Charles City, Iowa - Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:25 PM CST

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Today was such a mix of emotions. Even though we knew this time was apporaching, it did not make hearing the news any easier. Unfortunately I had to break the news to Kurt on the phone since I would not see him until later at night. It was really touching...when we got home...I came into the house that was lit only with Chayton's candles burning. Kurt never burns candles, and I thought it was neat that he would think to do that.

I did what I said we would do....when the kids and I got home, we all looked up in the sky and there it was...a big beautiful star....Chayton's Star. I was certain it was him and we could feel somewhat of a connection. I just told him to rest and be happy since he fought such a long hard fight and he came out the winner!!! When I was 17, my Grandpa passed away. I remember sitting out on the deck crying with my head down. Someone came out by me and said "Look up in the Sky" There is Grandpa. And sure enough, when I looked up, there was this star that seemed bright enough to light up the whole world all on it's own. I felt that connection then too, and whenever I would feel sad and missed him, I would go look up in the sky and there he would be again to comfort me. Let Chayton's star be your comfort. He is finally at peace, which is all anyone really wanted for him was to be without pain and to be happy and free. We here are the ones who now suffer, and Chayton is now happy...and his happiness will last for eternity!!
Kurt & Carla & Family
New Ulm, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:10 PM CST

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My heart aches for you. I am so pleased that he was with his parents during his last moments. It sounds like it was peaceful and painless, what we have prayed for. You have done a wonderful job preparing him for heaven and I am sure he is happy. Let me know if there is anything I can do.
Lena, mother of Pierce <lenapete@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:10 PM CST

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Chayton and his family are in my thoughts and prayers. Be assured that Chayton will live on forever in our hearts. He will not be forgotten.

I hope you continue to update this web page. We will continue to care about you and pray for you today and in the future. We are here for you!
Brenda
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:06 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell,& Family Just a quick note to let you all now we are thinking of you all. We Love you all.
Irv & Carol Reese <icreese@webtv.net>
charles city, ia floyd - Wednesday February 13, 2002 7:59 PM CST

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I am and will be praying.
Khalita <khalita.jones@duke.edu>
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 7:56 PM CST

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I will pray for your family. My heart aches for you.
Tutee <http://www.caringbridge.com/ga/chasesmiracle/ chasesmiracle@yahoo.com>
USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 7:48 PM CST

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Dawn,
I have no idea when you will read this, but I had to write. Take time now to rest. You have went through what most of us can only imagine, and you deserve some peaceful time. Knowing that your little one is now an Angel with God, you should try to take comfort in that and just REST!!!! You and Darrell did EVERYTHING you could for your little man, and now it is time to take care of YOU!!!!
God Bless You, God Bless Chaytons Daddy, and God Bless your entire family.

You are in my prayers.

Illinois - Wednesday February 13, 2002 7:34 PM CST

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Dawn,Darrell and Family,
Our deepest sympathy to all of you. Chayton was a real fighter to the very end. I'm glad that it was peaceful for him. I have no doubt that he is with the Lord, for he has a special place for children. Please let us know if you need anything. Our thoughts are with you all.
Marc & Laura <kazda@netins.net>
Plainfield, IA USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 7:29 PM CST

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My deepest sympathy to your family. Chayton is in heaven with God & he has no more pain. He put up a strong fight and was a inspiration to us all.
You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers through this difficult time.
God Bless to all
Cindy
Cindy Petersen
N. Mankato, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 7:13 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell and family. There are no words to express my sadness for what you are going through. I pray that God will wrap His loving arms around you and give you comfort and peace in knowing that Chayton's suffering is over and he is resting peacefully at last. "To live in the hearts we leave behind is not to die." Chayton lives in the hearts of so many, many people all over the world, thanks to your generousity in sharing your journey with us. I will continue to pray for your family, that each day will bring you closer to healing. God be with you all.
Cheryl <c_lehl@yahoo.com>
Hudson, Co USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 7:10 PM CST

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Dawn and Darrell sorry to hear about Chayton. Our hearts go out to you. If you need to talk feel free to call anytime we will always be here.
Jodi (Kylee's Grandma)
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 7:07 PM CST

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To dawn, daryll, and family,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you! Just wanted to let you know we are here if u need to talk, we were deeply saddened to hear the news today, we lit a candle for chayton. god bless you! jon, angie and family
jon and angie day <zabrik@earthlink.com>
charles city, ia united states of america - Wednesday February 13, 2002 6:48 PM CST

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My heart is aching for all of you but so very happy for Chayton that he is now with Jesus. Just remember in the days ahead to let our Savior carry you through this horrible time of loss.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 6:45 PM CST

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My teenage sons died many years ago. They both loved children and one grand memory I have of both of them is how they carried thier little sister, who now has a daughter of her own, on their shoulders. And now they are carrying Chey around. And you can bet they're having a good time. The grieving falls to the ones who are left.
Auntie Mariposa.
Dove Canyon, CA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 6:35 PM CST

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Dawn and Darrell sorry to hear about Chayton, but he is in God's hands watching over you all. At least he is not suffering anymore and he is resting peacefully and now you guys can also rest and take care of your other children as much as yourselves. You are still in our prayers and will be always. Take Care and God bless you all. If you need anything please let me know you have my number. Don't feel bad if you need to call I will help out as much as I can just give me a call. Take Care.
Sally and Jim
Gibbon, - Wednesday February 13, 2002 6:30 PM CST

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Sorry guys you gave it your best shoot! Well, my mom and dad say it was better to have Chayton leave other wise he would be in pain all his life! Well, right now I am soooooooooooo very sad! Well, Chayton tryed to hang on! I love you buddy and I always will!Love ya guys lot and lots and lots!!!!
With Lots And Lots Of Love, Alyssa Neid <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 6:29 PM CST

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Dawn and family, my heart goes out to you all.You have so strong through all of this I don't think I could do it and I'm 51.You two brave poeple,your chayton's Hero's.God needed a special valentine gift and it was Chayton, he was a sweetie that will be sadly missed.Gramdma Kraft and Eilene will take good care of him.Look how good Brad turned out.God bless you all and remember the good memories.
Aunt Nancy
charles city, iowa - Wednesday February 13, 2002 6:20 PM CST

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Your family has our deepest sympathy. We will continue to say prayers for your family through the difficult days ahead and will rejoice with Chayton that he is free from pain and in a better place. Thank you for all of the precious time that you have spent updating those of us who have followed Chayton's journey. May God be with your family.
John, Trish and D.J. Gieseke
New Ulm, - Wednesday February 13, 2002 6:02 PM CST

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You don't know me, but an Angel sent me to your website today to pray for you. You see, we also have a website for our little angel Charlie (6 months old) who we lost 2 weeks ago to Spinal Muscular Atrophy. I'm so very sorry for your loss. Please know that Charlie is just one of the many, many angels waiting to greet Chayton today.
Kathy Cowan <www.caringbride.com/mn/charlie>
Maple Grove, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 5:46 PM CST

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My heart aches for your family but is also at peace to know that Chayton is at peace and that he is with Jesus now. He is smiling down at all of you right now. I'll bet that he gave this monster the biggest fight it ever had. Chayton is definitely my HERO! My prayers are with you all and I hope that all of you can now find peace.
A friend in Waterloo
Waterloo, IA 50701 - Wednesday February 13, 2002 5:30 PM CST

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The Andersons,
Our sincere sympathy for the loss of your son, brother, nephew and cousin. We wish Chayton well and happiness which we feel certain is his. Kenny, this must be the hardest sorrow that you have ever felt. My sympathy to you.
The Mauters
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 5:17 PM CST

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Dawn and family I am so sorry. I'm going to run up and get a calling card. I will call you.
Sarah

- Wednesday February 13, 2002 4:55 PM CST

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DAWN,IM SO VERY SORRY FOR U ALL!!!THAT LITTLE GUY SURE WAS A FIGHTER,NOW HE IS IN GODS HANDS HE HAS A NEW BODY,AND HE IS IN NO PAIN ANYMORE!!!ITS HARD FOR US TO UNDERSTAND WHY THIS HAD TO HAPPEN TO YOU, BUT FOR SOME REASON IT HAD TO BE DONE!!!!!I PRAY FOR YOU ALL !!!!LOVE, JO AND STEVE
JO FOSTER <snoozer50616@yahoo.com>
charles city, ia us - Wednesday February 13, 2002 4:51 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you all. May God hold you in the palm of his hand during this terribly difficult time for you. Chayton is your little angle watching over you now.

Angel Hugs

On days when you're tired
Not sure you can go on
- Your Angel Knows -
And will wrap you in an Angel hug
To let you rest till your weariness is gone.

On days when you're down
Just feeling so blue
- Your Angel Knows -
And will tenderly take you in his arms
To cherish and help cheer you.

On days when you're hurting
Really feeling that pain
- Your Angel Knows -
And will wrap you in a blanket of love
To give you courage and help keep you sane.

On those nights when you're lonely
And there's no one to be found
- Your Angel Knows -
He'll gently enfold you in his wings
To give comfort and let you know
he'll always be around.

And on the days when you're happy
Things are going just right
- Your Angel Knows -
He'll smile and say a prayer of thanks
And give you an Angel hug so tight.

Day and night no matter what
Your Angel is always close by
To help guard you and protect you
Till someday you have your own wings to fly.



Sara, Amanda and Jake
Dodge Center, MN 55927 - Wednesday February 13, 2002 4:43 PM CST

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A friend who recently lost her 3 yr old niece to cancer told me about your son. Iam heartbroken for you and I will be praying that you have the strength to get through this.
"Hero" will forever be the song to remind you of how strong and courageous he was during his battle with cancer and "I will survive" will forever be the song you need to hear when you need that push to go on.
You have our deepest sympathies,
Stephanie, Steve, Robert, and Steven
Stephanie Rogers <Barney-elmo@webtv.net>
South Lyon, MI USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 4:43 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and Family
I have gotten to know you through Chayton's page, and I am so very sorry to read about Chayton. I know he fought long and hard and I don't know any words to comfort you in this time, just know that my family has and will continue to keep you in our prayers. We love yall and just continue to lean on each other and all your friends and family.
All our love and Prayers
The Conway Family

Cheryl Conway <Conway4life101@aol.com>
Lubbock, TX - Wednesday February 13, 2002 4:40 PM CST

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Hello Andersons,
I am so sorry to hear aboout your son and brother. When I read your last entry I was so sad to read it. Least he has friends to make in heaven and also God will be there to.
Carrie <carrie_nelson02@hotmail.com>
MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 4:38 PM CST

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Darrel, Dawn, Gaitlin, Ashley and Nicole...My prayers are with you.
One of the MANY friends you don't know
MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 4:35 PM CST

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To a great family
My heart hurts with the knowledge of what you are going thru now. My soul knows that peace has finally taken the place of suffering. My brain tells my heart that there is nothing to fear. You are very strong. I am honestly very proud to know you. how much you all have grown closer and more loving. You have all loved this wonderfull little person with all you had to give. You have shown the same level of caring and love for each other as well. Not all of the people around ever get to relize such a wonderfull felling (not given or recieved). My deepest sympathy for your lost battle. Peace is winning the fight, right?!?

My prayers and thoughts are with you and your families and all the people who were praying for your son. GOD SPEED.
A friend in IA
IA USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 4:28 PM CST

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Hey~~

I am so sorry Chayton had to go.If you guys need arons done just call me.Chayton you are in my heart.I dont know what to say.I am sooooooooooooooooooo sad.I wish I could be there with you guys right now.Be strong.Gatlin&Ashely if you guys need someone to talk to let me know!!!O.K.I love you Chayton and will always love you!!!!!!!Dear lord let Chayton make friends up there and keep him safe just like his mom and dad did.We love him so much.Amen.Chayton you are in my heart and I will never very very forget you buddy.Love you lots and more and more lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
With lots of love,Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn usa - Wednesday February 13, 2002 4:27 PM CST

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To The Anderson Family,
I am so saddened to read the last update,and you certainly have our sympathy.God needed a strong and brave little angel in heaven and he chose your son to be that one special someone.He is resting in peace and no more shots or meds,I know this is a very hard day for the whole family.God will give you the added strength needed for all of you,and whatever you do cling to each other and lean on each other. God be with you
John and Barbara Samuelson <jbsamuelson@peoplepc.com>
Cologne, - Wednesday February 13, 2002 4:23 PM CST

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your wee man has gone to a place that is filled with love and kisses and big soft pillows. may your family be blessed with the love you deserve.sandra and i wish you all peace and healing.love sean mccauley's grampa and grandma allan and sandra benson
allan <adbenson10@aol.com>
denver, co. usa - Wednesday February 13, 2002 4:21 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
I thought I would sign on and let you know that I am thinking of you. I love you all! The song Will you remember me, I will remember you, you know that song? It came on the radio, and all I could do was think of Chayton, and the rest of you. My heart is with you.

Thinking of you always, and I will continue to say prayers for you all. I am always here for you!

All of my love,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 4:08 PM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers are still with all of you. Chayton no longer has to suffer. He is now with God and nothing will be able to hurt him again. A little guy like Chayton should not have to fight so hard, now he doesn't have to fight. He can rest in peace in God's hands. One day your family will be together again, but for now I am sure you can't imagine another minute without your precious Chayton. All of you have been so strong throughout this whole thing. Gather strength from each other. We will continue to keep all of you in our thoughts and prayers.
Mike, Patti and Mackenzie Dettman <Patti_Dettman@Entegris.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:59 PM CST

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To the Anderson Family,
We are friend's of Grandpa and Grandma Anderson and they had just brought us up to date on Chayton a couple of weeks ago. We both want to wish you all our deepest sympathy and know that you are in the thoughts and prayers of many friends, family, and even strangers. Your courage and love has been admired by all. God be with you!
Dee Kessler and Lynn Stoffregen
Nicollet, Mn USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:56 PM CST

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I was praying so hard that this day wouldn't have to come and we would be granted a miracle. But I guess God has another plan with Chayton and wanted him to be at his home. Chayton was sure a fighter - and your family is truly amazing, now you each have your own angel to watch over you. I pray that over these next months God will take special care of Chayton's family.

Remember Me
Fill not your heats with pain and sorrow,
but remember me in every tomorrow.
Remember the joy, the laughter, the smiles,
I've only gone to rest a little while.

Although my leaving causes pain and grief,
my going has eased my hurt and given me relief.
So dry your eyes and remember me,
not as I am now, but as I used to be.

Because, I will remember you all and look on
with a smile. Understand, in your hearts,
I've only gone to rest a little while.
As long as I have the love of each of you,
I can live my life in the hearts of all of you.

I won't be far away, for life goes on,
So if you need me, call, and I will come.
Though you can't see, or touch, I'll be near
And if you listen with your heart, you'll hear
all of my love around you, soft and clear.

And then when you must come this way alone,
I'll greet you with a smile and a
"Welcome Home."

Chayton is a special Angel!!! God Bless Dawn, Darrel, Gatlin, Ashley and Nicole always. You will always be in our prayers forever.
Brenda H <dhawkins@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:56 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell and Family:
Chayton is a hero AND so are you. Your struggle has continued and I know it will continue as you seek to come to terms with today and the past year. I want you to know that what you have written has been a gift to myself and so many. Its amazing how many people even those who will probably never get to meet you or those who ever knew Chayton in this life signed on and thought and prayed for you. I spoke with your grandma Betty as she is here at the church today. I gave her the latest journal update. Whatever you need now, please ask for it. I will do my best to do what I can during this time to offer you support and comfort. God Bless you all,
Pastor Kevin <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:54 PM CST

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Hello,
I'm a friend of Nicole's and I check Chayton's website every day and he was always in my prayers. He's in a good place now and he will be watching over you always nobody will ever forget him. My little cousin died in July when she was 7 1/2 months old she was a little fighter just like Chayton. I know she'll take care of your little angel! Thinking and praying for you always!
Molly Braulick
<mollyb@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:33 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, Ashley and Gaitlin,
My deepest sympathy to all of you. Chayton fought like a true fighter and is definitely a hero. He definitely knew how much he was loved by all of you! You all have touched so many lives and hearts through Chaytons journey. Thank you for sharing your precious angel with us. My thoughts and prayers will continue for your family to get through this difficult time.
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:33 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell & Family:
Chayton truly is a gift from God. Although he was only given to you for a short time, I know he has blessed your lives with many precious memories. I can't even imagine how difficult this is for all of you. It may not seem like it right now, but as you look back upon this day, being able to hold Chayton's hand as he completed his journey, is a gift. A gift to Chayton. Mommy and daddy were waiting for him as he entered into this world, and mommy and daddy were there to hold his hand and comfort him, like no one else could, as he returns to God. I am so sorry for your loss, but at the same time I am relieved, for Chayton will feel no more pain. You said how peaceful and gorgeous Chayton looked at the time of his death; That may give you some peace knowing that he is with the Lord, as it showed in Chayton's little face.
Theresa <tkujala@shawstewartlumberco.com>
Oakdale, MN USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:24 PM CST

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My thoughts are of your family. May you all find peace.
A Friend of Pierce, Lena and Pete's family
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:22 PM CST

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Wow!!! My heart is broken. Thanks for sharing your life with me for the last months... I will never forget.
Carol <sammy@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:15 PM CST

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God was merciful and took your baby while just you (mom and dad)were both there and together holding his sweet little hand. I know you must be heartbroken and will have alot to deal with in the next week. I envision Chayton holding Jesus' hand and walking toward heaven, smiling so big and looking up to Him in awe. He's free!
I pray for God's comfort and peace for you all during this most difficult time while you grieve your loss.
DJ
St. Paul, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:14 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family right now.
Shelby <moran1997@hotmail.com>
Janesville, WI USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:14 PM CST

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My heart is breaking in two right now, I can't image what you two are going thru! But always remember he is in God's hands now. God Bless and talk to you later.
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:12 PM CST

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Chayton was so amazing. Thank you for sharing his strength, courage and love with us. We heard this song today, and immediately thought of Chay. Your family is in our prayers. Remember that God is love and love fills a room, so you are never alone.

HERE AND NOW
*N Sync

Here and now
Is the way I live
Unafraid of what life gives

And there've been times in my life
I couldn't see the difference
In pain, or in joy
Or in sun, or in rain
It just seemed the same

But I'm only human
Rendered by ambition
But I'm going to make it count

Here and now
Is the way I live
With an open heart and mind
Here and now

So many intentions
In life I could have followed
But one of those paths must lead to eternal love

Here and now
Is the way I live
Unafraid of what life gives
Respect things I don't understand
Here and now

So many intentions
In life I could have followed
But one of those paths must lead to eternal love

Here and now

Here and now




Tonia and Tara Christle <PricelessOne4Him@yahoo.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:06 PM CST

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**God saw you were getting tired, and a care was not to be, so he put his arms around you, and whispered "come to me", with tearful eyes we watched you, and saw you pass away, although we loved you dearley, we could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest, god broke our heart to prove to us, he only takes the best**

- Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:06 PM CST

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley & Nicole – Thinking about you and still praying hard for continued strength and courage for each one of you. I thank the Good Lord that Chayton went to heaven peacefully. Little Chayton, we will never forget you, you will forever be etched in our minds...we'll try to make you proud of us...hopefully as proud as you have made us. And we promise you that we won't forget your wonderful family. We will continue to pray for you all. Take care and God bless.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:04 PM CST

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My prayers are with your family . I know the pain you feel now is unbelieveable but soon you will know your angel isso much happier now .There is no more pain for him only happiness .I thank you for sharing his life with so many people .God be with all of you
Sandy Galle <rgalle2@yahoo.com>
Waterloo, Iowa U S A - Wednesday February 13, 2002 2:59 PM CST

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I don't know what to say that hasn't already been said but I'm here, let me know if there is anything I can do for you. Still praying for your family.
Teri
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 2:49 PM CST

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It is so hard to loose anyone to death, but to loose a child it is so very hard. My prayers are with him and his family. May God blees you and keep you now and all ways.
Waner & mary Ellen <Marywllr@cs.com>
Laurel, DE. United States - Wednesday February 13, 2002 2:43 PM CST

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Come to Rest

God saw you getting weary,
He did what He thought best;
He put His arms around you
And said "Come and Rest."
He opened up His golden gates
On that heartbreaking day;
And with His arms around you,
You gently slipped away.
It broke our hearts to loss you,
You did not go alone;
A part of us went with you
the day God called you home


These words were passed to us when Emily Ann passed away, we pass them along to you and your family at this sorrowful time.
We pray that you can find peace. Chayton may no longer be held in your arms but will forever be in your hearts as he starts a new and wonderful journey.
Chayton is now in the hands of the Lord and all the other children He has called to heaven. All of these other children were waiting with open wings to help Chayton in his new life as the guardian angel of your family.

One day at time.....Just one day at a time.....
The Dobrowski's Judy, David, Katie, Dana and Angel Emily Ann <davidd@comporium.net>
RockHill, SC - Wednesday February 13, 2002 2:25 PM CST

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You probably don't remember me, I am Stacy's sister. I was checking out your web page for the second time. I am so sorry to hear about you loss, but remember, He has no more pain. He will always be loved by everyone who knew him. I was never lucky enough to meet the charming young man I always heard about, but my sister has always kept me filled in. I felt like I knew him. I just found the web address again today and started crying when I read the journal. I am so sorry and you will always be in my prayers and thought.

Tammy Hagman <tammy232000@yahoo.com>
Lester Prairie, MN USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 2:12 PM CST

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I am having a hardtime writing in here as my hands are shaking and my tear filled eyes make it hard to see. I know that Chayton is in a much better place and tonight my whole family will go out and look up at the special star in the sky and know that he is there and away from the pain and suffering that is found way to often in this world. I am so glad we were able to meet him and will never forget the precious little boy that changed our lives and so many others. I am just so sorry for what is left behind for you and your family. As we have said thousands of times before...please let us know if you need anything. Your family has inspired so many....and I believe you will continue to do so forever. God Bless all of you!
Kurt & Carla & family
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 2:11 PM CST

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I know that it must be different
now that I am no longer here
I realize how much I was loved
and how all of you did care.

I know it will be hard at first
when you look around for me
Expecting to find me in my bed
or beside my favorite toy

Someday you will begin to see
although it'll take some time
the happy times you shared with me
the memories are yours and mine

I'll remember you, my family
and how much you meant to me
So please don't grieve and don't be sad
it was just my time to leave.

- Wednesday February 13, 2002 2:10 PM CST

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Dear Anderson Family,
We send all of our love and prayers to you through this very emotional time. Chayton was a true hero in all of this and touched so many lives and most of all gave all of us an idea how very precious life is. He become everyone's little fighter and we as your friends will stand behind all of you to help you through the days and months ahead. We will miss Chayton terribly even though we never had the pleasure to meet him. Tonight when we look in the sky, we will be seeing an extra bright star that is winking down from heaven and it will have Chayton's name written all over it. Fly with the angels little one and know that you will be greatly missed. My heart is breaking for you all and please lean on friends and family to help you at this time. All our love!
Monique & Chris Kehr <Monique_Kehr@Gelco.com>
Lutz, FL 33558 - Wednesday February 13, 2002 2:09 PM CST

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MY HEART IS HEAVY FOR YOU ALL RIGHT NOW. I CAN ONLY PRAY THAT GOD WILL GIVE YOU MUCH NEEDED PEACE FROM THIS WHOLE ORDEAL. YOU HAVE TAUGHT SO MANY PEOPLE TO BE HONEST AND LOOK AT LIFE DIFFERENTLY, THROUGH A BETTER PIECE OF GLASS. ONE THAT IS REFINED BY TIME, LOVE, AND THE NOTION THAT EVERYDAY IS A GIFT AND EVERY CHILD IS A TEACHER. WITH MUCH CARE AND GOD'S LOVE
MARTHA BRANGENBERG <MARTHAB@MNIC.NET>
GAYLORD, MN 55334 - Wednesday February 13, 2002 2:06 PM CST

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For Chayton -
A Rose once grew where all could see,
Sheltered Beside A Garden Wall,
And As The Days Passed Swiftly By,
It spread Its Branches, Straight And Tall
One Day A Beam of Light Shone Through
A Crevice That Had Opened Wide
The Rose Bent Gently Towards Its Warmth
Then Passed Beyond The Other Side.
New You Who Deeply Feel its Loss,
Be Comforted, The Rose Blooms There,
Its Beauty Even Greater Now, Nurtured
By God's Own Loving Care.
Cindy
Houston, TX - Wednesday February 13, 2002 2:04 PM CST

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My deepest sympathy goes out to you & your family at this very sad time. I only recently began to follow Chayton's life story and felt an instant emotional draw to him & your family. I read with tears yesterday's (Tuesday's) entry and today I said a prayer that your baby will rest in peace in the loving arms of our father. May you find strength always in KNOWING that he IS at peace in heaven, and he will be your angel, always watching over you all and being a spiritual presence in your everyday lives. Watch for "Signs" of his presence...I see my (deceased) father's "Signs" quite often..and it makes me smile to know he is still so near. God bless you and comfort you. Turn to him now in your time of sorrow. Take care....
In caring & concern.......Terry Jo Wech
Terry Jo Wech <wech@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 2:03 PM CST

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I'm so sorry to hear about Chayton's passing. I know that he is talking to Jesus now and telling Him all about his family...Mommy, Daddy, Brother and Sister. I will be praying for the Lord to comfort you all. Gina Colby

Gina Colby
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 2:02 PM CST

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You always wish you had just the right words to say to comfort someone in a time like this. I have been following Chayton's illness almost since he got sick. I had dreaded this moment and prayed it would not come. But God always knows best and somehow he gives us the strength to get thru times such as this. Please be comforted to know that people you don't even know are grieving with you. God had a special purpose for Chayton and he handled that purpose with such strength . His little life touched people all over the US and abroad. You can take refuge in that fact. What a wonderful thing to be used by God to spread his word through out the world and such a honor. You can know that we are still praying for strength for you and your entire family. May God Bless each of you.
Helen Caldwell, North Carolina <JCaldwell02@Sprynet.com>
Graham, Nc USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:58 PM CST

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Words can not express my sympathy for your family. Chayton is an inspiration to us all, He has touch and will forever have impacted so many lives. He is forever in the hearts of all who have heard his story. He is and forever will be your "Little Angel" watching over his family.

Little Angels
(author unknown)
When God calls little children
To dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometimes question
The wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with
The death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world
Seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling
The aged to His fold,
So He picks a rosebud
Before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them,
And so he takes but few
To make the land of heaven
More beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult
Still somehow we must try
The saddest word mankind knows
Will always be "Goodbye."
So when a little child departs,
We who are left behind
Must realize God loves children,
Angels are hard to find.

God bless Chayton and his family forever.

Karen Koch <kkoch@ameriquest.com>
North Wales, pa usa - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:58 PM CST

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Dawn,
I am deeply saddened by your news, yet relieved that Chayton is finally in God's care. What an exceptional little boy he is. Heaven will have a lot to learn from him.
In my heart I am holding your hand and still praying for you always.

Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:56 PM CST

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To the Andersons,
I have been checking in almost everyday to see how Chayton has been doing. I am so sorry to hear that he has passed away, but you must believe that he is at "home" now he is done suffering and has been loved more than any child I know. He has touched the lives of many and will be remembered as the "fighter". I am proud of you and your husband for all that you have done for him. It has to be the hardest thing in life to loose a child. You have now 23months of him to remember and cherish.
SBormann
Ionia, IA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:56 PM CST

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May God bless you all, today and always. I am very sad to hear the latest news about Chayton, he will be missed by everyone, even those that did not have the pleasure to meet him. I am glad there was no suffering in the end, and that the three of you had a special moment that will last forever. You will remain in our prayers, especially in the next coming months as you find your way back to "living" instead of being a "robot."

God Bless you baby Chay, we will miss you! Tonight, we will look for the new sparkling star in the sky.

OH - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:55 PM CST

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Even though we have all been expecting that news it was still shocking to actually see it. I am so so sorry. There is a small feeling of relief that Chayton is now happy and playing in the most wonderful playground with all his angel buddies. There couldn't have been a better time for him to go then with his two "best buddies" right there holding his hand. Try to be strong for Gatlin and Ashley but also remember to let your emotions go and take time to be sad too. Chayton will always be everyone's favorite Valentine!

IA USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:52 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell and family,
No words can express the deep sadness I feel for you at this time. I pray you will somehow find peace with all that has happened. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Ellen Huott, Alexis Ann's Mom <Mehuott@aol.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:51 PM CST

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I just want to say that I am so sorry for the loss of your precious baby. I, too, have been checking back here all morning, praying for him to go peacefully, yet wanting you to have him a little bit longer. He has touched the lives of so many people and even though a lot of us have never met him, we have fallen in love with him and his fight and determination. You must be so proud of the life he lived. And I can't help but think that Heaven will be a much better place because of him, and he truly walks with angels now.

The stars are a little bit brighter,
The moon has a mystical glow,
The North Star, it seems
To have magical beams,
The Dippers are dipping just so.

The planets are dancing in orbit,
While Libra is tipping her scales,
The Gemini twins,
Are each sporting wide grins,
Orion the Hunter regales.

In Heaven the gates are wide open,
And Gabriel’s blowing his horn,
Each creature is blessed,
And each angel is dressed,
The finest of halos are worn.

Saint Peter has rolled out the carpet,
And polished each pillar and dome,
In joy and elation
Of God’s celebration
For Chayton the Fighter’s come home.


I love you, little man
Claudia Allen <pollyesther123@yahoo.com>
Ann Arbor, Mi 48108 - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:50 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, Gaitlin, Ashley & Angel Chayton,
I have checked your site everyday and happened to check it now at 1:30pm. Chayton, I'm so happy that you aren't hurting anymore. Dawn, Darrell, Gaitlin and Ashley: Know God will help you through this time and that Chayton is probably being welcomed by everyone in Heaven and is sitting on His lap. I am happy that it was peaceful for him. Chayton has touched so many lives and like someone else has written, so many lives of people that he never even met! He was such a little fighter right up to the end. Be comforted in knowing he is in his heavenly place and is watching you from above. Tonight may you find that special star in the sky. . .

Mn mom

- Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:46 PM CST

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Hi Dawn and Darrell,

Each time I pass your home, I think of you and say a prayer for all of you. May Christ give you peace and strength.
June Oman <june@co.sibley.mn.us>
Winthrop, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:46 PM CST

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What a beautiful day to go to heaven. The sky is clear and the sun is shinning, how perfect, just like a page out of The Next Place. I don't think Chayton could have planned a more perfect moment. Thinking of you now and always.
Colleen <cflanders66@netscape.net>
Edina, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:45 PM CST

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Our dear sweet frinds. We are so very sorry. We all wish we could say something comforting. But we have no words.
Auntie M., Mary, Susan and Michelle
Auntie Mariposa
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:43 PM CST

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I'm so sorry to hear about Chayton. I've been following his story since my friend, Gina, lost her Sarah to this terrible disease. I just want you to know we are thinking about you and praying for you all during this difficult time.
Karen Gillett
TX - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:43 PM CST

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Chayton's Family....
God be with you in this, the hardest time of your life.
May He watch you and guide over you. You are to be commended for being by Chaytons side until the end. He knew you were there watching as he said good-bye. Now...he will be there watching as you say good-bye.
My heart breaks for you all......there really are no words.

- Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:40 PM CST

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THINKING OF YOU & PRAYING FOR YOU ALWAYS CHAYTON.
JENNY GIESEKE <kaiya@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:29 PM CST

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THINKING OF YOU & PRAYING FOR YOU ALWAYS CHAYTON.
JENNY GIESEKE <kaiya@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:29 PM CST

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God bless and keep you all in His care. Our prayers are with you today and the days ahead. Because of God's love and grace, Chayton will be your little angel in Heaven. I know you have cherished every moment with him and every memory of him. He has been such a blessing to your life. Thank you for sharing his journey with us. He has touched so many of our hearts. Your arms will feel empty without him and we pray that memories will sustain you through the hurtful days ahead. God bless you all.
Janette Abraham
Lake Crystal, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:28 PM CST

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Dawn,
I have a strong belief that the Virgin Mary watches over all Mommies, and guides us through our journey of motherhood. I have been saying this prayer for you throughout the morning.

Hail Mary, full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed Art thou among women,
and Blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God,
Pray for us sinners,
now,
and at the hour of our death.

Be with Dawn and her family, hold them close to you.

Amen
veronica
ill - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:03 PM CST

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Sounds like words spoken from Chayton's precious heart:

II Timothy 4:7

I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith: Henceforth there is laid up for me, a crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, shall give me at THIS day: and not to me only, but unto ALL them also that love his appearing.

- Wednesday February 13, 2002 12:55 AM CST

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God Bless All of You. I have been checking the site every half hour this morning. I am praying for Chayton, and for your family. I have three children of my own, and I cannot even begin to imagine the pain all of you are going through. Please know that there are prayers for you, and Jesus is sitting next to you, holding Chaytons hand. How lucky you are to have an "Angel on Earth". But you already know that.

illinois, - Wednesday February 13, 2002 12:55 AM CST

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Praying for you Bud, Also For you Dawn!
Tricia
Winthrop, - Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:49 AM CST

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Chayton and family,

Our thoughts and prayers are with you always. I wish I had the right words to say. Just remember we love you all deeply and you are not alone. Please give Chayton a great big hug for us. Thinking about you always.
Heidi (Sandeen) Lynch <heidi.lynch@aexp.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:47 AM CST

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A Rosebud

When God calls little children
to dwell with Him above
We mortals always question
the wisdom of His love
For no heartache can compare
with the death of one small child,
Who does so much to make the world
wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires, always calling the aged
to his fold;
And so He picks a rosebud
before it can grow.
God knows how much we need them,
and so He picks but few;
To make the land of heaven
more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult,
yet somehow we must try,
For the saddest word that mankind knows
will always be good-bye.
And so when little ones depart;
we who are left behind,
Must realize how much God
loves children...
For Angels are hard to find.

Author Unknown
Karen Pettit <kpettit@pillsbury.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:35 AM CST

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There are no works that I or anyone else can speak that would even begin to ease the pain that your family is enduring. Know that you are in the prayers of many nameless strangers accross the country and will remain there for as long as necessary and take some comfort in the idea that now your uncle will be waiting for Chayton at heaven's gate, ready to enter eternal life together.
Much Love and Hope,
Colleen
Colleen Moulton <cmoulton@dist214.k12.il.us>
Buffalo Grove, IL USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:19 AM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley and Chayton,
You are in my prayers and top of my thought list. I am sad that the final day is here. Continue to comfort and love Chayton at this final end of his journey here on earth. You have all walked through this illness with him and it is a tribute to Chayton that he has all of you surrounding him with love while he takes his final breaths. I know you are all exhausted and my prayer today is for rest and peace for all of you. God Bless you all. May Jesus greet you with his angels Chayton. Love and peace,
Sylvia <SJKC1961@AOL.COM>
Mendota Heights, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:14 AM CST

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Whisper of an Angel by Joanne Cacciatore
The whisper of an angel Can open Heaven's gate.
A glimpse of faith and courage A love strong enough to wait,
Whisper you are safe Whisper softly, angel love,
My heart is aching so Needing comfort from above,
Tell me you are with me Whisper gently in my ear,
"You will always be my mommy" In the quiet I will hear,
My heart still aches to hold you I close my eyes and see,
Your beautiful face now And who you were to be,
Through dreams I once held close In the distance now, so far
Still you're more than just my child You're the twinkle in the stars,
So I'll hear your angel whispers "You never need let go,
Hold me, mommy, close within" Though the pain and sorrow flow,
One day we shall reunite Angels whisper words of grace,
to Angels whisper words of grace,
And I promise I will hold you In another time and place.

- Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:06 AM CST

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Darrell,Dawn,Gatlin,Ashley,and CHAYTON.......
May God carry some of your pain as you walk with this heavy load upon your back. I Pray that He will call his precious Angel home.Chayton holds on to something with a ferocious embrace, I think it is your love. A love so strong it has carried a "small nation" on a journey.A love to never be forgotten. Your bond with this little person is what keeps him alive each moment of each day.When Chayton lets go and soars to Heaven to be with the Father, your bond will not be broken. Your bond will be stronger by a thousand times. Chatyon is an Angel here on Earth and I am so amazed to have gotten to know him. The heart that beats in Chaytons chest is the heart of an Angel.Always in our prayers.

- Wednesday February 13, 2002 10:35 AM CST

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I am really at a loss for words. I hurt for you, but my hurt cannot even come close to what all of you must be feeling. We are all here for you and praying!!!!!! God Bless you all!
Kurt & Carla & Family
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 10:32 AM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with your family. May today bring peace to each one of you, and may the spirit of your little fighter inhabit every one of you for the rest of your lives. God bless you and most especially, God bless Chayton!
Christi Hamilton <hamilton.fam@home.com>
Dove Canyon, CA USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 10:18 AM CST

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I have been kept informed about Chayton by his Grampa Anderson who is a client of ours at the World of Sound hearing aid center. This web page has touched our hearts. We all pray for Chayton and your family, to give you the strength and the trust in God. Remember He is always with you, and Im sure he is cradling Chayton in his arms everyday.
Deb, Johanna, Jerry and Dave <WORLDOFSOUND@mn.rr. com>
New Ulm, MM USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 10:15 AM CST

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DARRELL & DAWN;
DARRELL, SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT BOB. JUST TALKED TO YOUR MOM AND SHE FILLED ME IN.
ALL I CAN SAY IS I AM SO SORRY AND I PRAY THAT GOD GIVES YOU STRENGTH. WHEN TH LOAD GETS HEAVY, JUST ASK HIM TO CARRY IT FOR AWHILE, HE WILL NOT FORSAKE YOU.
KEITH & MARGE
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 10:14 AM CST

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Chayton and Family;
Our thoughts and prayers are with you as you start your yourney towards with God. Take comfort that every family member that has gone before you will be waiting with open arms. Dawn, I know that my dad will look out for Chayton in Heaven, until you can meet him there. I can't imagine what you are going through. Chayton's a tough little guy. May God be with all of you.

Marc &Laura <kazda@netins.net>
Plainfield, IA USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 10:08 AM CST

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Andersons, I heard about how trying the last days have been...watching Chayton hold on...yet praying he will go with Jesus. We pray for a peaceful passing from this world to Heaven. Love and prayers to you all!

- Wednesday February 13, 2002 10:00 AM CST

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Anderson Family,
May the grace of God be with you during this time. Hold little Chayton tight as he lets go of this life and enters his new life in heaven. He is truely amazing and such a little fighter. There is a reason he is holding on for so long. You may not see it right now, but you will understand later. Every breath he takes is a miracle and a gift from God. May God bless each and every one of you.
A FRIEND
Winthrop, - Wednesday February 13, 2002 9:34 AM CST

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Chayton:
May God hold you close to His heart. We'll miss you.

Jared Knapp
Waterloo, ia - Wednesday February 13, 2002 9:31 AM CST

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Chayton you continue to amaze us! We will keep praying for you and your family. God Bless....
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 9:30 AM CST

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To Chayton and his family.
A co-worker here at Kraft in New Ulm has been telling us of your family. This has touched my heart so much that I had to read your story myself. It is a very sad and touching journey you are going through. Even though I don't know you, please be assured you are in my thoughts. May God bless all of you!
Sandy G.
- Wednesday February 13, 2002 9:14 AM CST

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Chayton and Family:
Praying and thinking of you always. God Bless you and give you the strength to get through these difficult days.
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Wednesday February 13, 2002 9:01 AM CST

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WOW!! Chayton you are amazing!! Keep up the fight! Love ya.

Tricia Uecker
Winthrop , MN USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:58 AM CST

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Chayton-
It's amazing how so many people can love a little boy they have never met so much. I think about you every minute of the day. Soon you will be heaven's most precious angel and every time I see a star twinkle in the sky I will know it's the twinkle of your eye and I'll know you're smiling down on your wonderful family. They'll miss you like crazy but I believe they will get through this because of all the love they have for you and each other. Have a safe and peaceful journey to the most wonderful place where you will never be sick or feel pain again. We all love you, Chayton-the most adorable and loveable little man I'll ever know. Sweet dreams.

IA USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:46 AM CST

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These are precious moments for you as difficult as they may be. The angels of God surround you and Chayton. They will minister to you as you release him to God for eternity. Know that we stand with you in spirit this day. God be with you.

Pastor Kevin
New Hampton, IA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:43 AM CST

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Gods speed, Chayton. Fly with the Angels. You have fought a hard battle, rest now little one. Mommie and Daddy will be fine, God will help them too. Don't worry precious baby, God will help all.

ill usa - Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:34 AM CST

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Happy Birthday Chayton!!!
You have reached so many goals and you may just be coming to your biggest,greatest one. Fly with Angels Sweet Chayton,your work on Earth is done. Our miracle was YOU,sweet boy.Your new life has begun.
Always in our prayers.

- Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:15 AM CST

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We love you Chayton! God bless you.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:13 AM CST

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Anderson~ I am so sorry to hear about little Chayton. I know and You know that Jesus is going to take the best care of him. I just wish I knew what to say. Your family had Touched my Life SOOOO MUCH.Thank you for letting me share Chay's life!!! Also God is watching over everyone of you! May God Blese you
Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 8:00 AM CST

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66,744 visitors to your site tell you of their prayers, love, concerns and are a tribute to all of you.
JJ
Dumont, IA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 7:44 AM CST

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Dear Chayton and Family,
My thoughts and prayers have been with since I first learned of your journey... You and your family have touched my heart... You have reminded me to live for today and enjoy my kids every moment I can... I truely wish your family didnt have to go thru this but since you have had to I pray for strength and healing for your whole family ...

When I think of Chayton I think of the new song out for the movie about Muhumad Ali.. It is called "The Worlds Greatest". You are truely a hero with a fighting spirit little man and have taught many a wonderful things...

Thoughts and prayers are with constantly... And Happy Birthday Chayton !!!!!!!
frogylady <fourfrogs_1999@yahoo.com>
Fl USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 7:07 AM CST

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This morning we shall envy Chayton as his earthly pilgrimage on earth is ending and the glory of the Almighty in heaven awaits him. His loving Savior is with him and protecting him always. God be with each of you as you face each day ahead--just remember to hold on to each other and let this loss pull you even closer together. My prayers go to you this morning but remember the love of God is always there, our prayers only show Him how much we care for you.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 7:05 AM CST

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Dawn and Darrell and Family,
I wish I knew what to say except that I am so sorry. I just got a note from John asking me to get on here and asking if you would get a hold of him and to tell you how sorry he is that he is not there. He wanted you to know he would get a motel room for you and Darrel's parent's on him if you would like him to. I wasn't sure the fastest way for you to get this from him. You are in all our thoughts today.
Lynnette Biermann <lynnetteb@unverferth.com>
Shell Rock, IA USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 7:03 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and Beautiful Children, Just want you to know how very much we love each of you. You are always in our prayers. Love you, Wink and Bev
Wink and Bev
Belle Plaine, Ia USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 6:12 AM CST

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Dear Father God,
I pray tonight that You will continue to be at Chayton's side and please have mercy on him. Comfort him and hold him so that he may feel Your presence and Your unfailing love, Father. If it be Your Will, Lord, that You take him, tonight,or at anytime, with You to our enternal home, please gently take him without suffering. He has suffered much during his illness, please greatly bless him. This sweet boy has done Your work, as a "good soldier of Jesus Christ." He has taught many people about what is most important in life, and most importantly, he has drawn many closer to You and brought Glory to Your Precious Name. I also pray for his loving family, Lord, my heart aches for them because of the pain and suffering that they must endure. I know God, You will stay with them always and please let them know that You are holding them in the palm of Your hand. I claim the promise when You said You will be with us always, even until the end of the world. I pray that this precious family feel your comfort, peace, courage, love, and strength. Please greatly bless them, Lord. They gave the best care possible to your little lamb, and love him more than words can express. I pray that they continue to have loving and supportive family and friends that will be there always to help carry them through their pain and most difficult times. Thank you Father, I love you. All of this I pray in Jesus' Holy Sweet Name, Amen.
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 3:27 AM CST

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Our Dearest Percious Little Chayton--May Jesus and his Angels guide you on to your next journey to heaven. You have such wonderful parents, brother, sister, family and friends who love you very much and will always remember you in their prayers and hearts. You are a true Hero to all!!
Lori
Alington, Mn - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:29 AM CST

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Tonight I pray,

Dear God,

Please hold his hand. Make sure you whisper into the ears of the family and tell them that you will love Chayton and care for his soul as he is precious.

Show him the playground and the grassy spot up in heaven that he can play with the ease of a pain free existence.

Please give strength to those family and friends that are near and help them to support the Anderson's as they need to be held up now.

I send you my love and prayers and most of all...hope. There is no false hope...now I hope for peace.
Danielle McCauley <DanielleRB@aol.com>
Tustin Ranch, CA USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:10 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, Ashley, Gaitlin and Chayton.. First..Happy Birthday Chayton!!! I am so glad you got to spend another month together and only wish you weren't going through all of this. Dawn, I read your post tonight and cried..Words fail me now but I will pray that Chayton's journey no matter if he stays here awhile longer or goes on to God will be a peaceful comfortable journey... That you will be comforted knowing that you did everything you could do to give him all love you had and the strength to not let him suffer and let him go even though I know your pain must be so very great..Chayton is an incredible spirit, he has a strength that we are all amazed by and a love of life and for his family that he has fought to hold onto.. and I see where he gets those wonderful qualities from..You will see Chayton again, all of you..God bless, Tricia
Tricia Neal <nealfgroup@main.com>
Conroe, TX Montgomery - Wednesday February 13, 2002 1:00 AM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrel, and your special family, Words are so very hard to find at this time. May you know that our prayers are with you all. May God grant Chayton a peaceful journy to his heavenly home. I pray you will feel God's loving arms surrounding all of you in the days to follow.You have been a true example for all of us during this most difficult time. Tyler's Grandma Wilson

Sidney, Il - Wednesday February 13, 2002 0:44 AM CST

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Happy Birthday Chayton. Dawn as I read your last entry I just sat here and cried. Oh how we all wish this wasn't happening to you and your family. My prayers are with you, your family,and especially the HERO. I would like to say more but I'm just at a lost for words.
dawn schmidt
montevideo, mn usa - Wednesday February 13, 2002 0:43 AM CST

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I forgot to say one very important thing:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAYTON!!!!!

ALL OF MY LOVE,
CARLA
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 0:17 AM CST

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My dear sweet family,
I am at a loss for words. I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest for the world to see. My little sweet Chayton, you are a true fighter and as long as I live I will never forget you, NEVER! Be at peace now. I am so thankful for the angel who called me tonight. She was a God send. To tell me the news and be so strong, she is a beautiful person. Know that I am with in thought, and prayer, and in spirit.

I feel absolutely awefull that I didn't get home in time to call or check up on Chayton tonight. We had an appointment to get those wonderful taxes done. We didn't get back home until after 11:00.

My prayer for you tonight is: Chayton may your journey tonight come peacefully, and lovingly. May God wrap his loving arms around you and lead you to the beautiful heavens above. May he also bring Mom, Dad, Gatlin, Ashley, and all of the rest of your family peace, and understanding. May he also light your path with his love, and guideance. May he give you all the strength for the days to come. Peace be to God, and all of his heavenly creatures. Amen.


My dearest Dawn, How I wish I could be there tonight to hold your hand and give you the strength you need to go on. Don't be afraid to let your emtions go, and know that when you need me the most I am always here for you. Please give your sweet angels a hug and a kiss from me.

Know that I am here when you need me, and Thank you for calling me with the news of what is going on. I am sorry that I wasn't here earlier. I would tell you to be strong, but I am not sure if those are the words that you need right now. I haven't the answers that I sure wish I had. All I can tell you right now is, I LOVE YOU All!! My prayers, and my heart is yours. You have touched my life, and Chayton will always be there in my heart, ALWAYS.

With all of my love, support, prayers, and with all of my heart I love you!!

Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 0:16 AM CST

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Chay- God Bless you sweet peanut. Love and prayers unceasing!
Brook
- Tuesday February 12, 2002 11:53 PM CST

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Dear Anderson Family,

It is 12:28 in the morning here, and I just checked the site one more time before turning off the computer. I am so glad I did, and that I know the latest. As I go to bed, I will pray that Chayton will let go easily when it is time, and that you will know that it is time to let him go. Oh, what an infinitely difficult task you face. I don't know anything else to say, so I will say it in prayers.

Earlier this evening I told my 13-year-old daughter I was afraid it wouldn't be very long for little Chayton. She said, "But Mommy, wouldn't that mean that he wouldn't suffer any more? In a way, that is good." I have to admit that she is right. But even for those of us who have never met him, it will be hard to let Chayton go. I do trust, however, without a doubt, that when he does exhale his last breath here, his next breath will be in the presence of God. How can we deny him that glory? I pray you will know when it is time, and will let him know his battle was a job well done. He has served God well, and now will gain his reward, to spend eternity with Him.

Love and prayers to you all.
May peace surround and uphold you tonight.
A Friend
North Carolina - Tuesday February 12, 2002 11:33 PM CST

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I pray for the best for Chayton and the rest of the family. I hope he is comfortable and am still praying for that miracle. I have never met your family but am drawn to your site many times a day. This little boy has touched many people from all over the world. It is so sad that this "monster" has to be here for all of us to appreciate the little things in life. I have a child who I hug many more times a day and thank God that is healthy and here with me, when I see your family's struggle. I do not know how you can all be so strong but it is your love that holds you all together. It just breaks my heart to think of any child that is sick and has to endure pain --they are here to enjoy the simple things and grow to be old - not to be taken away at such a young age. I hope whatever Chayton's outcome he will be happy and he will know he is loved. I will say another prayer for you tonight before I go to bed. My thoughts and prayers are with your family. Take care and hold onto each other tight.

mn - Tuesday February 12, 2002 10:37 PM CST

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Dear Dawn and family,
My grandmother told me after I posted my earlier message that Chayton was still holding on. One can only hope and pray for the best. I wish you well.
Jared knapp
waterloo, ia - Tuesday February 12, 2002 10:04 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell and family,

I pray that God will surround you with his presence and peace tonight. I pray for Chayton to be able to rest peacefully through this part of his journey. I pray that you and Darrell will hold onto each other. I pray for Gatlin and Ashley to know the love God has for Chayton.

Dawn and Darrell you are wonderful, loving parents and you have been a wonderful testimony for many who have traveled with you. The patience, compassion, and love for one another is not found in ourselves. The strength and courage to face each moment is not found in ourselves. Only through our Jesus can we find these traits. God is always with you - be still and listen and God will carry you through these troubled times.



- Tuesday February 12, 2002 9:52 PM CST

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I was very sad to hear of Chayton's passing. He was a precious little guy and none of us will ever forget him.

"Good night, sweet prince,
And flights of angels sing thee to thy rest."
-Hamlet, V,ii.
Jared Knapp <jaredkesq@aol.com>
Waterloo, IA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 9:51 PM CST

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was just checking to see how things were going we read the web page often to see how things are we will say our prayers for all
mark
Mark, Lisa, Meagan, Breanna, & Brody VanderKolk <kolkml@acegroup.cc>
Waterville, IA USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 9:49 PM CST

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Hey~ Chayton, Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin,& Ashley!
I am thinking about you! I wish that this was not happening to your family! But, it is! Well hope things are better tomorrow! Love ya lots and lots and lots!
With Lots Of Love, Alyssa Neid <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 8:10 PM CST

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When you are tired and discouraged
from fruitless effort,
God knows how hard you have tried.

When you've cried so long your
heart is in anguish,

GOD has counted your tears.

If you feel that your life is on hold
and time has passed you by,

GOD is waiting for you.

When nothing makes sense and you
are confused or frustrated,

GOD has the answer.

If suddenly your outlook is brighter
and you find traces of hope,

GOD has whispered to you.

When things are going well and you
have much to be thankful for,

GOD has blessed you.

When something joyful happens
and you are filled with awe,

GOD has smiled upon you.


Remember that wherever you are or
whatever you are feeling,

GOD knows!


Keith & Marge
- Tuesday February 12, 2002 7:43 PM CST

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Our prayers and love are with you.
Auntie M, Michelle and Mary at AACN
Auntie Mariposa <kandy.pouget@aacn.org>
Dove Canyon, CA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 5:54 PM CST

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Thinking & praying for all of you.

God bless,
Cindy
Cindy Petersen
N. Mankato, MN - Tuesday February 12, 2002 5:09 PM CST

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Dearest Dawn, Darrell and Family, Love each of you. You are in our constant prayers. Love, Wink and Bev
Wink and Bev
Belle Plaine, Ia USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 5:09 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you! You and Darrel are doing a great job, don't let anyone tell you different.

- Tuesday February 12, 2002 4:05 PM CST

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Dearest Andersons...
Praying for Chay to be at peace at comfortable in his last days.You guys are doing great...know that no one expects you to be this strong all the time. You are only human and we all have our moments. I think you are entitled to few moments. Even moms and dads need a shoulder to cry on.
Always in our prayers.

- Tuesday February 12, 2002 3:51 PM CST

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IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES

If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep.
I would tuck you in tighter
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say love you,
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surly there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
There will always be another day
to say our, "I love you's,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our, "Anything I can do's?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not tody?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surly regret today,
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So always hold them dear.
Take time to say I'm sorry, Please forgive
me, Thank you, or it's okay.
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

- Tuesday February 12, 2002 3:49 PM CST

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Dear Dawn and Darrell and Family,

I keep praying for you - I don't know what else to do. May God give you strength.
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 3:29 PM CST

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MEMO FROM GOD
To: YOU
Date: TODAY
From: THE BOSS
Subjuct: YOURSELF
Reference: LIFE

I am God today I will be handling all of your problems. Please remember that I do not need your help. If life happens to deliver a situation to you that connot handle, do not attempt to resolve it. Kindly put it in the SFGTD(something for God to do) box. It will be addressed in MY time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it.

If you find yourself stuck in traffic; don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilage.

Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return.

Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children.

Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance; Think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.

Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror; Think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine.

Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about, asking what is my purpose? Be thankful. There are those who don't live long enough to get the opportunity.

Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness, ignorance, smallness or insecurities; Remember, things could be worse. You could be them!!!!

Should you decide to send this to a friend; You might brighten someone's day!
You have been Tagged!!!
Which means you are a great friend!!

- Tuesday February 12, 2002 3:18 PM CST

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I am a friend of another little boy who is a hero just like Chayton. My heart and prayers are with you all.
Sheri Keppler <keppler3@earthlink.net>
Woodland Hills, CA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 3:12 PM CST

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On this very blustery day, I feel that God's angels are busy sweeping and cleaning, preparing a place in heaven for one super sweet, strong, wonderful, handsome little miracle angel who will definitely find his way into the arms of His Heavenly Father where there is no pain, no struggles, no medicine or shots, only an infinity of love. May God in His infinite wisdom wrap you in His warm arms. Amen, Amen



Marcia` <pitzen@yahoo.com>
NH, IA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 2:57 PM CST

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My thoughts & prayers are with you.
Megan, Pierce's aunt
South Brunswick, NJ - Tuesday February 12, 2002 2:07 PM CST

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Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking and praying for all of you, in this time of need. I also wanted to let you know how much Chayton has touched our lives, I have 3 children of my own and we are a very busy family. Now that I have gotten to know your family I realize that you need to slow down and enjoy every minute we have here on earth with each other. And take one day at a time! We all know we are put here on earth for a reason, we don't know what that is until the right time. But Chayton has touched so many lives, just reading you entries and seeing what others have written for all of you. You are all loved and have really touched so many lives. I am trying to write this and not be sad for what you guys are going thru, but then again, it's not what you are going thru it is what God knows you can handle. You guys have all my respect, I really don't know if I could handle something like this. Well God Bless and give the kids a little extra hug from us.
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 1:45 PM CST

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I do not know this family but the loss of a baby I do know. I didn't have the loving, comforting arms of Jesus around me at the time and it truely makes all the difference in the world when coping with such grief. So Father God, please wrap your arms around this family. Hold them closely and make sure that they know that this time on earth is a twinkling and the best is yet to come where they'll be reunited for eternity. Give them strength and courage and compassion and a direction to go from where the've come. I thank You, we all thank You and we praise Your Holy Name.
Deb Long <deb.long@firstdatacorp.com>
Parker, CO USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 1:25 PM CST

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My nephew, Sean McCauley, is also a Rhabdoid Kid. I just want you to know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and your beautiful son.
Gary Benson <gbenson@dnvrlaw.com>
Denver, CO USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 12:30 AM CST

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I am a friend of another beautiful little boy who is also fighting Rhabdoid cancer. Chayton, your story has touched my heart. You have touched so many in your short time here on earth! Your courage and love will continue to touch hearts, from heaven, through the wonderful words of your mother, family and friends. Mom, you are loved and needed. Please do not forget that you have to take care of yourself. Chayton would want you to. The rest of your family needs you too. Lean on all of your family, friends, and on Him. Your pain and anger are too much for you to bear alone. God gave you a wonderful support system. You do not have to be perfect. You do not have to be superwoman, though it sounds like you've been doing a good job. Dear Lord, please be with this family in a unique way. Let them feel Your love wrapped around them like a cozy warm blanket. Your love, and time, will heal the wounds and allow them to see Your plan in all of this pain. Be kind to this family, and let Chayton live the remainder of his days feeling all love and no pain. In Your name we pray. Amen.
Dawn Pettersen <dpettersen@mednet.ucla.edu>
Los Angeles, CA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 11:59 AM CST

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Hey Chay! Thinking about you Buddy! Hang in there!

Love, Tricia
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 11:54 AM CST

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What an adorable baby! He's so precious. Please add my prayers to yours -- miracles do happen! Thank you for sharing your story. God Bless!
Vikie Stordahl <vstordahl@pillsbury.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 11:04 AM CST

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Dear Dawn and Darrell,

Besides being a belief held by Christians that God doesn't give more than we can handle, I very recently read in a book about the Ojibwe Indian tribe in Northern Minnesota, that it is an old belief of theirs that nothing happens until something good can come of it. Perhaps this is a universal truth that speaks to the specialness, creativity and resourcefulness of the human spirit.

We, as humans, have choice about many of the things that occur in our lives and we are accountable for our choices. We also find times when we don't have choice about particular things, like Chayton getting cancer. And even, and perhaps particularly, in the midst of things over which we have no power, we can choose to take control over one thing, the thing of which we have ultimate control: how we will choose to respond to a situation, to ourselves and to other people.

I have seen the power of the human spirit in its finest form, regardless of personal choice of religious faith: I see that over and over when one has chosen to walk through the darkness of the unknown, self-doubt, loss, grief and pain, doing the necessary internal work to move down the path of healing and then, one day, looks back and sees others who are just taking the first steps of their healing journey. Because of the first person's willingness to do the hard work necessary to move through the grief, they are then in a position to look back, extend a hand, and say, "Hey, I can show you what worked for me...I offer my hand as you walk your own path to the other side of the grief to peace and wholeness."

That is my hope for you. That you look to those who are a little farther down the path than yourself/ves and reach out to the extended hands; that you find the strength to commit to doing the griefwork without a self-imposed time limit because healing does not follow a timetable and is not linear, it's cyclical; and that you one day look back and see those looking to you for a hand along the way and you know in your heart that you are in a healthy enough space to extend a hand to help them without compromising your own progress.

My thoughts are with you every day.
Love and Light,

Julia Johnson <jujolodi@psaccess.net>
Oelwein, IA US - Tuesday February 12, 2002 10:57 AM CST

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Hello Again, Andersons~

It seems that God also reveals afterthoughts to us sometimes if we ponder the things He has to teach us! So here's one now: Another image came to me after thinking more about the mountain in the sunshine and the mountain in the clouds. I realized that the mountain could also represent God and His presence with us. There are times when God is very clear to us, revealed very clearly in the light of something He shows us. We have no doubt that He is right there beside us, around us, before us, and behind us. He is as clear as bright, sunny day.

There are also times when we have a harder time seeing God. He may not reveal Himself to us as vividly or brightly, but He is there. Maybe the clouds in our life seem to hide Him from view, but He hasn't gone away. Like the mountain behind the clouds, He is still there and hasn't changed. Under the clouds, we will find the same mighty, powerful God who was there in the sunshine.

Fortunately, the clouds don't last forever, and they do clear to reveal God to us once again. But the clouds are there for a reason. Because it is in the clouds, when we can't see as clearly what is underneath, that we must depend on our faith, and it is then that our faith grows. If we could always see the mountain, we would never have to trust that it was there. If we could always see God so clearly, when would we turn to our faith to put it into action? Saying we have faith and depending on our faith are two different things. You clearly have had to depend on your faith, and in doing so you have strengthened your own faith and helped to strengthen the faith of others.

Believe it or not, there will be times when God does not seem as clear to you as He does right now. I never would have thought this possible because God was so clear to me as I faced the first hours, days, and weeks after Melissa died. But sometime after her death, I had times when I wondered how I could have seen Him so clearly in one moment, and then wondered why I couldn't hear His voice in another. But even when I felt that way, I knew He was there. It was during those times that my faith grew even stronger. And yours will too, if you don't lose faith. God does speak and become clearer again. One of the miracles that is happening because of Chayton is that God is making Himself clearer to me all the time through what He is laying on my heart to say to you. In a sense, He is still using Melissa and her life and death to do His work. So in that sense, Melissa's work didn't end when her life on earth did. (Like I said in a past message to Gatlin and Ashley.) And He is using Chayton's life to allow others to hear what He has to say. Our little Angels are working together for God! Through their weakness, others are becoming strong.

The mountain is there, even when it is covered in the clouds. And God is there even when you can't see Him as clearly.

I pray that your faith will be strengthened each day.
A Friend
North Carolina - Tuesday February 12, 2002 10:28 AM CST

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DARYL AND DAWN, IT SAYS IN THE BIBLE THAT GOD WILL NOT PUT MORE ON US THAN WHAT WE CAN BEAR. THERE ARE TIMES WE DON'T THINK OUR SHOULDERS ARE THAT BIG, BUT WE SURVIVE AND KEEP GOING BECAUSE WE ARE NEEDED BY OTHERS. YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS EVEN THOUGH YOU MAY NOT SEE OR HEAR US, WE ARE THERE AND ALWAYS WILL BE WHENEVER YOU NEED US. THERE ARE TIMES YOU MAY THINK NO ONE CARES BUT YOU JUST HAVE TO LOOK BACK AND THERE WE ARE. GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE IN YOUR DEAR FAMILY.
FRIEND
WINTHROP, MN - Tuesday February 12, 2002 10:10 AM CST

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Don't be afraid, for I have called you by name...you are mine. When you go through deep waters and great trouble, I will be with you.
a friend
Winthrop, - Tuesday February 12, 2002 9:31 AM CST

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Happy Tuesday Chay!!! Glad to see that you are still with us!! Looking forward to Saturday!
Nancy Coleman <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall , MN USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 9:30 AM CST

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Dear Anderson Family
I just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers.
Your story has touched me in a way and your families courage is an example for us all to live by.
Keep on fighting God is walking with you!!!!

Amber Wagner <I_love_cheerleading_16@hotmail.com>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 9:22 AM CST

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I can't stop thinking about you BUDDY!!
Love, Tricia
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 9:04 AM CST

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Chayton and Family...
I hope this day brings some glimmer of happiness for you and no suffering for Chay. I know the Lord is watching over you and holding you tight as you wait for Chaytons time to come.I'm so sorry for the pain you feel. Always in our prayers.

- Tuesday February 12, 2002 8:56 AM CST

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Hey Andersons~ I am hoping to stop by your house and see Chayton! It's so weird what i have learned from him. I now take one day at a time. He had also thought me that you need Jesus in your life everyday, Not just on Sundays! God is a BIG part of my day now and i am thankful that Chayton help me see that! This little man is so amazing, :) I am so Glad that I got to know him (and Learn from him) Chayton you are my #1 Teacher! Thank you so much! I am always pr aying for you and I hope you will live this Journey to it's Fullest! Thinking about you!
Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 8:54 AM CST

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This was just sent to me and I must share the secret with you.

THE SECRET

A woman named Vicki once knew a young person at church named Susan. Susan always seemed effervescent and happy, although Vicki knew she had faced struggles in her life. Her long-awaited marriage had quickly ended in divorce. She had struggled to get a grip on her single life. She hadn't chosen it, but she decided she would live it with utmost enjoyment and satisfaction. Susan was active in Sunday school, in the choir, as a leader of the junior high girls' group, and in the church renewal movement. Vicki enjoyed knowing Susan. Susan's whole face seemed to smile.

One day Vicki asked Susan, "How is it that you are always so happy, you have so much energy, and you never seem to get down?"

With her eyes smiling, Susan said,"I know the Secret!"

"What secret is that?" "What are you talking about?" Vicki asked.

Susan replied, "I'll tell you all about it, but you have to promise to share the Secret with others."

Vicki agreed, "Okay, now what is it?"

The Secret is this: "I have learned there is little I can do in my life that will make me truly happy. I must depend on God to make me happy and meet my needs. When a need arises in my life, I have to trust God to supply according to HIS riches. I have learned most of the time I don't need half of what I think I do. HE has never let me down." Since I learned that Secret I am happy.

Vicki's first thought was, That's too simple! But upon reflecting over her own life she recalled how she thought a bigger house would make her happy -but it didn't! She thought a better-paying job would make her happy -but it hadn't. When did she realize her greatest happiness? Sitting on the floor with her grandchildren, playing games, eating pizza or reading a story, a simple gift from God. Susan knew the secret, Vicki learned the secret, and now you know it too!

We can't depend on people to make us happy. Only GOD in His wisdom can do that. Trust HIM!

And now I pass the Secret on to you!

So once you get it, whatcha gonna do? YOU have to tell someone the Secret, too!

That GOD in His wisdom will take care of YOU!


IA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 8:23 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids-
I heard a song this morning as I was getting ready for work and started to cry as I thought about Chayton. It's a country song and it talked about angels being disguised and put on earth to test us to see if we would help these people. The first verse talked about a man with a sign "will work for food" and then it asked if we would pass the test and help him. Later on it talked about a girl sitting on her father's lap with a hat to hide the disease and she was an angel to sent to her parents as they would help her through this. When I heard that I thought of Chayton and how you have comforted him in your arms and on your lap, like this father. I thought of all of the memories and laughs he has given you in the short time he is here and how he has brought everyone so much joy. After the song was over, I thought of the mom in North Carolina and how I believe she was sent by God to help you through this difficult time.

I am praying for you each and every day and you are always in my heart. God will guide your family and Chayton through this difficult time. I don't really know what else to say as my eyes are tearing up writing this. My love and prayers are with you always. Remember God will always give you the strength to look towards tomorrow. Chayton knows he loved so much by his siblings, parents, friends and family. Be comforted in the thought that he knows how much he is truly loved by everyone and the effect he has had on everyone and he will always be in our hearts.

MN mom

- Tuesday February 12, 2002 8:18 AM CST

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Something just came to my mind as I read from "our friend in NC" and as I look at the number of hits your journal has had. The more people are sharing with others the life of Chayton, the more people are hearing about Christ and His promise of eternal life to those who believe. Because of Chayton's life and illness, so many more people are going to have the blessing of eternal life. I pray it will bring you peace, knowing the tremendous impact your son's life has had on such a huge number of people, lost but now shall live! This little boy, our little fighter, has performed, with Christ, the greatest miracle of all. And now we must pray that you will know the mission that is ahead for your family--that you must carry on Chayton's mission through your lives (as we must all continue to do). God give you the strength to do so. Dawn, He has already given you the talent in being able to share to so many in your journal, and Darrell, He is working with you also as you become more able to open up your heart and soul. My heart aches for you that you have to give up your little Chayton so that more will live. May today be the best day of Chayton's life with you.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 8:17 AM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell and family,

I thought all day yesterday about words to offer you. Words seem so small to we who give them at a time like this, and yet I know from my own experience that sometimes a word offered by another may be just what keeps you going over that next rough place in the road.

I took your family with me to the mountains this weekend as I went on my retreat. You were with me in heart and in spirit, and many, many prayers were offered on your behalf. There were 175 women on the retreat, and it was definitely a powerful weekend. God’s presence was undeniable. I was able to share your story with a number of women, and you now have several new prayer partners lifting Chayton and your family in their prayers.

Each day we had 30 minutes of quiet time, which was a period of total silence. All 175 women left the meeting room in complete silence and then found a place to spend time in thought, reflection, and prayer. It is a very powerful 30 minutes! I went to a place I have gone several other years on this retreat, to a window that faces a mountain, overlooking a lake. Saturday morning was glorious, sun streaming in the window and illuminating the mountain top. It was a picture perfect morning. I sat there for the entire 30 minutes praying, both talking to and listening to God. I had so much on my mind and heart, both from things the speaker had said and things I brought to the retreat with me. I was amazed at how much of what the speaker said seemed to relate directly to the things I had brought with me in my heart, your situation especially. In the clear, bright sunshine, I felt an overwhelming sense of peace as I lifted those things to Him. I prayed about Chayton and his journey, and those of you who are on that journey with him. I prayed for strength and peace and comfort through these long and exhausting days for you. And I prayed that you would always have the peace of knowing that God is with you.

Sunday morning, in my 2nd quiet time, I went to the same place as the day before. Only this time, instead of bright sun, the mountain was covered with heavy morning clouds and a rainy mist. The top of the mountain was not even visible through the hovering clouds. I sat and thought about the difference between one day and the next. And then it hit me. I realized that God made both the bright sun that bathed the mountain one day, and the clouds that settled on it the next. Each is an important and necessary part of the growth that takes place on the mountain. The life growing on the mountain needs both the sun and the rain. He did not create one to be better than the other. They are both simply part of the cycle of life that He created. Although we generally prefer the sunshine to the rain and storms, in God’s eyes, they are both of equal value in His creation.

And so it is in the circumstances of our life. We value our lives, as we should, and all the “sunny” times of our lives. There’s nothing wrong with holding these as important. But as human nature would have it, we see the “rainy” times of our life as less important, and even of less value than those sunny times. And yet growth happens through the rain as well as the sun. And while we see death as a worse alternative than life, it is actually in death that we, who put their faith in Christ, are given eternal life.

I also realized that under the cloud cover, the mountain was still there. That didn’t change. The mountain itself was just as beautiful under all those clouds as it had been the day before. I just couldn’t see it. Though some days the sun will shine on us, and other days the rain will fall, underneath it all, we are still there, God’s beautiful creation, and He is using the sun that warms us and the rain that clouds us to grow us all the time. Our growth is a constant, through the rain and the clouds. Even when we feel covered with those clouds, God knows we are still there, and He hasn’t lost sight of us, just as the mountain was still there and He still had it in His sight.

I prayed, too, about the role God would have me to fill and how He can use me in this situation. I feel He has led me to your family, and I have this sense that He is allowing me to use some of what He has taught me through my own experience of losing a child to offer whatever I can to you as you travel a similar road. I surely don’t want to intrude on this most sacred time in your lives, as you spend these precious days with Chayton. But there have been times when I can’t ignore this feeling that God is leading me and nudging me to put words to what has been growing in my heart in the 4 ½ years that I have been on the journey through grief. Out of a heartfelt love and empathy for your family, and obedience to what God is leading me to do, I offer you what I can, and will continue to do so as long as God enables me. I have a hard time grasping that the words of an ordinary North Carolina mom can have an impact on a situation as extraordinary as yours. But when I recognize God’s hand in this whole situation, it does not seem so unbelievable after all.

May strength be yours today, as God enfolds you in His love.


A Friend
North Carolina - Tuesday February 12, 2002 7:55 AM CST

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Dear Loved Ones, You are always in our prayers. Just know how very much you all are loved, by your families and by your Lord Jesus Christ. Love you, Wink and Bev
Wink and Bev
Belle Plaine, Ia USA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 7:40 AM CST

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Here are a few words that I hope you find encouraging in your time of need:
HOPE IS FAITH HOLDING OUT ITS HANDS IN THE DARK.
GOD TAKES LIFE'S PIECES AND GIVES US UNBROKEN PEACE.
CHERISH YOUR VISIONS, CHERISH YOUR IDEALS, CHERISH THE MUSIC THAT STIRS IN YOUR HEART, THE BEAUTY THAT FORMS IN YOUR MIND, THE LOVELINESS THAT DRAPES YOUR PUREST THOUGHTS, FOR OUT OF THEM WILL GROW ALL DELIGHTFUL CONDITIONS, ALL HEAVENLY ENVIRONMENT.
a friend
Winthrop, - Tuesday February 12, 2002 7:13 AM CST

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The only words that come to my mind this morning as I start the day thinking of you--God's will be done. We have prayed for Chayton's survival, for your strength, for Nicole, Gatlin and Ashley to understand that Jesus needs Chayton there with Him. The earthly work God intended for Chayton is nearing completion but it isn't quite finished. We have no idea what this work involves but we must trust in God that when he has Chayton's place prepared, He will come and take him unto Himself. Until then, do whatever you feel is right for your family to live each day to the fullest. Our prayers are with all of you.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Tuesday February 12, 2002 6:53 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley and Chayton-
I have been very touched by your families strength. You are all an inspiration. I have been able to teach more about being a great parent to my Child Development class through visiting your site, than I could ever do through a text book. For this I thank you. You have made an impact on myself and also my students as to what really matters in life. Two weeks ago my class started to follow your story with me and now it is part of our daily discussion. As I promised last week my class will be making valentines for the kids. I am glad that you were able to make a few meals out of the lasagne from Saturday. I hope all of you enjoyed the surprise of subs tonite. I know bringing food over will not make Chayton any better, but if it helps you have more time to spend with him than that is what counts.
I wish for your family to have a quiet and peaceful night. Let me know if there is anything else I can do to help.
Deb Kammerlander <tonydebk@means.net>
Winthrop, MN - Monday February 11, 2002 11:26 PM CST

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Gatlin and Ashley..
How are you tonite?? You guys are the greatest kids and it sounds like Chayton is really lucky to have such a special Big brother and sister. Do you know that even after Chay goes to Heaven you will have something very special?? You guys will have your own little Angel in Heaven. Someone to tell your secrets to and someone to hear all your prayers. I know Chayton will always be watching over you and keeping you safe. Not everyone has a special Angel like this.When you feel sad or when you are missing Chay all you have to do is look up to the sky and talk to him and he can hear you.I know it is sad to watch him be so sick but you guys have helped him the whole time. Being by his side and talking to him helps him to be strong. Gatlin and Ashley are great kids and should be so proud of yourselves!!!

- Monday February 11, 2002 9:44 PM CST

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Chayton and Family...
Sleep tight and sweet dreams little fighter. I think your mommy and daddy will understand if you are too tired to fight anymore. I think that you have a special place waiting for you in Heaven. I also think you will make a beautiful Angel with awesome wings. Go find peace little one, you have fought a long fight...everyone will understand.Good nite sweet Chayton,rest your little body in the arms of the Lord.
Always in our prayers.

- Monday February 11, 2002 9:36 PM CST

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Hi Chayton and Family:
Thinking and praying for you every minute of the day. I know nothing I say can take away the pain and suffering you are going through.......it just breaks my heart thinking about it. You have all touched so many lives in a positive way. Chayton is definitely a "hero" in many ways - You have taught us all about love, strength and courage through Chaytons journey.
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Monday February 11, 2002 9:02 PM CST

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Chayton and family,
Just checking in to see how you were doing. My thoughts and prayers with you and your family. God bless all of you.
Laura <kazda@netins.net>
Plainfield, IA USA - Monday February 11, 2002 8:59 PM CST

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Hey Chayton, I am still thinking aboout you and your family. I hope you feel better soon.
Carrie
Lafayette, MN - Monday February 11, 2002 8:48 PM CST

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Dear Little Chayton – You are such a strong little boy! We continue to think about you and your mommy and daddy, your sisters and brother, and we continue to pray for each one of you, harder than we ever thought possible. Take care and God bless you all.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Monday February 11, 2002 8:06 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
I am praying that today went better than it was this morning. I set the sheet out at work about the candles, and the ladies there were wondering if you could possible send down some sample candles to smell. I have an order for one, but the gal said that if I could get the samples so she could smell them, she would buy some more. I will send that check up to you for the others. I know that the other ladies would love some too. Just let me know.

I pray today isn't the last one we have with little Chayton, and I pray that there will be peace for you all if it is. My heart breaks for you, and my emotions are running high. I print off the updates and take them with me to work, and everyone there sends their prayers your way. I am thankful for that.

Take care, and know we love you all.

With all of our hearts, prayers, support and love,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday February 11, 2002 6:12 PM CST

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Hi, just stopped in to see how things are going. Still praying for you all. Remember to call when Gatlin or Ashley need playmates or if they just need to get out for awhile. Teri

- Monday February 11, 2002 5:16 PM CST

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Hello Andersons, I've talked to your family down here. Our Love and Prayers are yours. Wish there was something we could say or do to make your hurt go away but as we all know that doesn't happen. We are here to help share the pain. Love Tim, Carrie, & Youngins
The Mauters
- Monday February 11, 2002 5:07 PM CST

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Hey Guys,
I have been thinking about you and I pray that you can find the strength to hold on to each other and give each other the peace that you all need. Chayton is definately a fighter. He has been through it all, hasn't he? Jesus has a reason for Chayton to be here with us all. Maybe we don't know what that is at this time and maybe we'll never understand. I loved the prayer in the journal. I have the book The Next Place by Warren Hanson. I agree that it is a wonderful book. I have met Warren Hanson at the Christmas Haus where I work. He is awesome. He usually comes each year to sign books. I will try and let you know when he's here next. Keep your heads high...you have a wonderful family and a strong little angel. Call if you need anything. Love and Prayers always.
Ann and Fred Jutz
Gibbon, Mn USA - Monday February 11, 2002 3:28 PM CST

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Hi Dawn,
I've been reading the wonderful advice and caring thoughts from everyone in the guestbook. I just thought I would share with you the way I think I would feel.
Even though you have been incredibly strong and will continue to do so, when Chayton does finally let go it will probably feel like somebody just punched you right in the stomach and made you loose your breath. It will seem so unreal even though it is. Death is such a bitter-sweet experience. Bitter to those of us who are left behind and sweet for those that don't have to suffer anymore and get to go home.
I guess the reason why I'm telling you this is so you won't feel bad when you do experience this and other ranges of emotions that you may go through.
We just all want to take your pain away and take Chayton's pain away, and for us to feel better we want and need to know that you feel better and are O.K. with what is about to happen.
Anway, please know that I'm still praying as hard as I can pray for you and your family.
Give Gatlin and Ashley a big hug from me.
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday February 11, 2002 3:13 PM CST

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Glad to hear that chayton is still with us and today is his due date, we can only pray that he stays with us for a couple more days so you can have a great Valentines Day. Well Dawn I will call you later. You are all in our prayers and hang in there.
Sally and Jim
Gibbon, - Monday February 11, 2002 2:53 PM CST

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Chayton I pray everyday for you and your family, and all the other families and children who have to deal with this terrible disease.You are such a strong little boy.I'll keep praying for you.

IA - Monday February 11, 2002 1:58 PM CST

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Just an idea that might help Gatlin and Ashley. I had a relative that lost a baby a couple of years ago and they also had a 4 year old daughter who had been very excited about having a new baby brother or sister so when she didn't get to have him they got her an angel pin with the baby's birthstone in it. That made her feel like her little brother was still with her. Maybe Gatlin and Ashley wouldn't be interested in that but they can wear them everyday if they want to and sometimes those little things are a big deal to little people. They seem like very grown up kids and this must be very hard for them and even harder on you to know what they are going through. You're a very strong family and I hope you can all stay strong when Chayton's gone to heaven. I believe the poem you put in one of your last journal entries explains heaven perfectly and even though you would rather have Chayton here with you, you have to remember that he's going to a wonderful place with no medicine or tubes or oxygen or any of those other horrible things. Keep your chin up! You're wonderful parents! I don't have children of my own yet but when I do I hope I do half as good a job as you. Thinking of you everyday.

USA - Monday February 11, 2002 1:56 PM CST

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Hi everyone-just checking in to see how Chayton is doing?He is one tough kid.I'm amazed!!!I will check in with you soon.Give Chayton, Gatlin and Ashley a hug.I miss them when I don't see them for a couple of days.
Jenny O.
- Monday February 11, 2002 1:53 PM CST

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I want you to know that you guys have all been in my thoughts and prayers ever since i moved to town, its only recently that i found your web site, (after buying a candle). I cant even imagine your pain and suffering. I look at my son and think of the one on the way and sort of feel guilty and yet blessed that i have had nothing like this. I know that nothing i say could make you feel any better but i want you to know that I pray for you, and your family for your contiuned strength. I also pray that Chayton may be pain free.
robin <lottrj@hotmail.com>
winthrop, mn - Monday February 11, 2002 1:44 PM CST

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Dawn, I have been reading your entries for a few weeks now, and I have to tell you what a strong woman you are. I have been touched by two entries personally. The fact that you don't want to leave Chayton. You need to be with him, not only for him, but for yourself. Thank you for taking such good care of him. Also, when you decided not to decrease his meds. I had to cry when you said you couldn't do it. Please know that all of us who read your entries are trying to imagine what you are going through, but we can only pray for you and for the right decisions to be made. You and your family are doing everything for your little boy, don't EVER forget that!!!! God Bless you and your family, and God Bless little Chayton.

champaign, il usa - Monday February 11, 2002 12:36 AM CST

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Happy Monday Chay! What a celebration it is for us that you are still here with us...and not in too much pain! I hope this chilly day goes well for you and for your mommy...I hear that she is getting a little ill! I look forward to Saturday and our visit.
Nancy Coleman <nancy.coleman@bclcapital.com>
Marshall, mn USA - Monday February 11, 2002 11:38 AM CST

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I just read your latest entry and it sounds like you are in a difficult situation. I sympathize with you and can understand that the choices facing you are tremendous!!! I think you will do the right thing, as you always have done where your babies are concerned. It is strange that just weeks or months ago, death didnt seem like something anyone wanted to think about. Now, Heaven is beginning to seem like a better place for Chay. Not better maybe than with you..but it is becoming more certain that there is no more that anyone here can do to help him. Chayton "needs" Heaven...this is the only way for him to be free again. The Lord certainly does move in mysterious ways..waiting until you finally ask Him to take Chay home. Waiting, knowing that you are ready to let go.I trust that he will soar down and take Chayton when it is his time. I think his place in Heaven has been awaiting him, but his work on Earth was not done. You said today that Gatlin and Ashley were both talking with him...maybe showing him that they are accepting it. You mentioned days ago that you are more at peace with this as days pass. You are all giving Chayton and God your own little signs that his time is nearing. Once you have all made peace, and Chayton knows his work is over and he can leave knowing that you will go on......I think that is exactly what he will do.
Then, I believe he will start a bigger job...watching over you from above and helping you to all go on. Giving you strength to make it through each day, one at a time, as you have been doing for so long.
Chayton will be your "drive" as he has been for so long now...he will just be doing it from a higher place.


- Monday February 11, 2002 11:21 AM CST

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Hi just wanted to let you know, Dawn that I agree with letting Chayton go when God is ready for him. I also agree with not letting him suffer, but you and Darrell are the ones who will know what is right for Chayton. Don't let anyone try to tell you anything different. Take care and we will continue to pray for all of you. Hang in there!!!
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
- Monday February 11, 2002 11:01 AM CST

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My thoughts are with you.
A Friend in Atlanta
- Monday February 11, 2002 10:06 AM CST

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Hey Andersons, Just checking to see how Chay is doing? I hope he gets to spend more days with you!! I am Pra ying and thinking about you guys all the time. HOpe to see you this week!!
Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday February 11, 2002 8:48 AM CST

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Good Morning,
I hope this day brings peace and comfort to you. I hope God is holding you all day and watching over Chayton. May His strength and love blanket you as you venture through yet another day in your long journey.
Always in our prayers.

IA - Monday February 11, 2002 7:50 AM CST

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God bless you all. What strength you possess and love! Anyone who visits this site can feel that. I wish your family the best during the really tough moments. With love from Ohio....
Shelly (Mauter), Jim, Joanna and baby Stefancin <ShellyStefancin@Eaton.com>
North Ridgeville, OH USA - Monday February 11, 2002 6:32 AM CST

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Hi,Chayton hope things went well yesterday for you & your temp dropped. Will see you next weekend, not sure if just for the day on Sat. or will get a motel & stay till Sun. But rest assured grandpa & I will be there to see ya. Love always & forever You too Gat. Keep giving that Chayman your love & prayers, cause he hears ya!!!!
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Monday February 11, 2002 5:33 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
Hi, it's me again. I just wanted to take a minute and check to see how things are going. I tried to call earlier, but there wasn't an answer, so I will try again tomorrow. Mike says to hang tough little man.

I pray that tomorrow finds you well, and that God blesses you with another day all together. So until the sunrises with a new day, take care and God bless.

We love you, and we send to you our prayers, thoughts, and support.

May God grant you every blessing.

With all of our love, support, prayers, and heart,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Sunday February 10, 2002 11:37 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, Gaitlin, Ashley and Chayton..I just wanted to check on you all tonight and let you know Dawn that I recieved you email..and sent you a reply..I will pray for you all to have a miracle and I will also pray that if God takes Chayton home that he will comfort each of you and that you and Chayton will be at peace knowing that while he was here you gave him all the love you had to give as he did for you..Goodnight for now, and I pray that tomorrow will find you all here together and well.
Tricia <tricia3mom@yahoo.com>
Conroe, TX Montgomery - Sunday February 10, 2002 11:12 PM CST

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Hey there. Just thought I would check to see whats happening. I agree with the entry below mine. Why does Chayton and the family haft to suffer this pain for so long. I know every second is precious, but. I don't know. I wish there was something I could do to take it all away and let him be a kid again. With no pain. Hope you all are doing good. Hugs
Love Sarah and kids

- Sunday February 10, 2002 9:52 PM CST

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Just a quick note to let you know we are out here and still with you. I can't believe how hard Chayton continues to fight. I wonder where he got his drive and determination! Life is just so hard to understand. If it really is Chayton's time to go, then why does he have to suffer? Why should you have to sit back and watch? I wish I could take away everyone's pain, but I know that is not possible to change. It's just hard to see and to understand why this has to happen. We pray that you find some peace soon, you have all been through so much. If there is anything you need, we are just a phone call or email away! Take Care.
Kurt & Carla & Family
- Sunday February 10, 2002 9:20 PM CST

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Dearest Andersons....
My prayer for you is...a quiet night.
I hope that Chayton is not suffering and he will find peace.I trust that Jesus is with you and is surrounding you with His powerful love. Your family is an inspiration and I feel blessed to have "gotten to know you." You will be forever in the hearts of many.
Always in our prayers.

- Sunday February 10, 2002 8:54 PM CST

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Chayton want you to know that we think about you all the time and everyone that comes over always asks how you are doing.
Kylee's Family <rjazbill@home.com>
- Sunday February 10, 2002 8:19 PM CST

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Dear Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley and Chayton,
I continue to pray for all of you. I hope that Chayton will be comfortable. You are all loving him and doing so many wonderful things for him. You are in my thoughts. God Bless you all.
Sylvia <SJKC1961@AOL.COM>
Mendota Heights, MN - Sunday February 10, 2002 7:23 PM CST

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hey Chay. still thinking about you buddy! Hang in there!! Love ya Lots,
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday February 10, 2002 6:00 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
Now that I have a quiet minute, without the pitter patter of Logan's little footsteps behind me, or the sound of saws and hammering down stairs, I thought I would take this peaceful quiet moment to sit down and write to you.

As the days come and go, and day turns to night, I think of you and your family. I ask God to watch over you, and hold you in his loving arms. I pray he gives us more glorious days to be here with Chayton. I believe that Gatlin talked to God, but maybe God reconsidered on his date, and decided to give us one more day or two. I woke up this morning thinking of you. As I chuckled to myself about all the found memories we share. Growing up together was wonderful, and there are times that I sure wish we could relive just one. Any of them at that. You my dearest Dawn has been a God send to me through out the years. My prayer for you today will be that you have your precious Chayton with you for more than just today. I believe that the Lord only gives us what we can handle. Though I do not understand why sometimes, but I trust that God's plan is a magnificient one.

If it were up to me, I would take the pain, and suffering and carry it for you. My heart is heavy, and my feelings I sometimes don't understand. All I know is that I love you and your precious family. If I could I would fix all of this for you. I am a mere person, and all I can do is pray. I will how ever give you my should to cry on when you need it, and I will be your strength if I can. When you need someone to vent to my ears will listen, and when you need someone to hold your hand, my hand will be here. If ever you are lost, I will help you find your way. I have found the faith has lead me through some rough times, and there are better days. If I have learned anything in my journey, and if Chayton has taught me anything through his, that would be that faith will lead you home. Through all things faith is constant. When I sit down to pray today, I will pray for you all, and little Chayton.

May God grant you peace at the end of your journey. May he wrap his arms around you and take away your sadness. May he make the end of your journey peaceful, and merciful. May he shed his light upon your path, lead you safely home. May he grant each of you peace, and understanding. Most of all, may he give us more than just one more day with precious little Chayton. Dear Lord in heaven please give us the understanding we need, and please Lord wrap your loving arms around Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley, Nicole, and the grandmas, grandpas, uncles, aunts, and cousins. Guide us as we follow you, and never let us faulter. Give us the strength to continue on this journey you have sent us. Bless this beautiful family with your love, and your strength. Amen.

May God be by your side today and everyday. You are always in my thoughts, and in my prayers. If you ever need anything please, just let me know. I am here for you all.

Mathew
Jesus and the children
13-15

People brought little children to him, for him to lay his hands on them and say a prayer. The disciples turned them away, but Jesus said, "Let the little children alone, and do not stop them coming to me; for it is to such as these that the kingdom of heaven belongs." Then he laid his hands on them and went on his way.

I love you all. As with everyday you are in my prayers, heart, and thoughts.

May God be with you at your sides today and everyday.

With lots of love
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Sunday February 10, 2002 5:15 PM CST

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It doesn't matter who believes Gatlin that he saw Jesus and talked to Him. Gatlin knows he saw Jesus and that Jesus is always with him and that is what is important. Jesus wants Gatlin to know Chayton will be loved and cared for in heaven and that Gatlin has yet a purpose here on earth-but one day he will be with Chayton again. God bless those precious children. Ashley will be given the same strength to understand and know how much Jesus loves her. God be with all of you. I am so sorry you are being made to hang on so long but every day is a precious memory and you will be given only what you can handle-God will take care of the rest. May Chayton rest comfortably and suffer very little pain as he awaits the peace that is ahead for him.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Sunday February 10, 2002 4:56 PM CST

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I'm so glad Chayton is still with you, our priest came yesterday to see Pierce and reminded us that "Every day is a gift, for each of us." So we strive to remind ourselves of that moment by moment. We pray that God continues to give you all the strength that you need. You are such a wonderful family!
Lena, m/o Pierce <lenapete@yahoo.com>
Hartford, CT - Sunday February 10, 2002 2:23 PM CST

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Dearest Dawn, Darrell and Family, Our love and blessings to each of you. You are such an awesome family, so filled with love for each other and for your Savior. You are always in our prayers. Love you all very much. Uncle Wink and Aunt Bev Hugs to all of you.
Wink and Bev
Belle Plaine , Ia USA - Sunday February 10, 2002 2:10 PM CST

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I still visit your website daily and you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I hope Chayton is resting peacefully and he's at peace because he doesn't deserve to suffer.

Gatlin - I believe that Jesus came to you. It's hard for everyone to believe that unless you yourself have seen signs. Just remember Jesus is with you always - and he loves you.

Dawn, Darrel, Ashley and Nicole we are praying for you everyday. Keep up what you are doing and always remember - FAMILY is very important during these difficult days. Don't ever walk away from each other.

God bless you all, and we will continue to pray for you.
Brenda <dhawkins@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Sunday February 10, 2002 1:52 PM CST

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Happy Sunday Chay...and what a beautiful day to be here. There is new fallen snow all over the ground where I live. I hope you got some new snow too! It is so beautiful when the ice crystals cling to the tree branches and make everything sparkle just like diamonds the way they did this morning. Sammy got out his shovel and absolutely had to help his daddy clear off the driveway so I could drive his sister Emma to Sunday school. I bet Gatlin likes to help daddy shovel too! Its fun to walk through the new fallen show when yours are the only tracks out there...and to fall down and make snow angels. I hope you get a chance to get outside and check it out. We are all so happy that you are here to enjoy another Sunday with us. I will be back again tomorrow to wish you a happy Monday!
Nancy Coleman <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Sunday February 10, 2002 1:51 PM CST

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Hey~ I am so glad Chay is still here with you guys! I love him so much! I dream that he is going to be ok! But, still isn't! I hope he will stay! But, everyone needs a angel up in heaven! Love ya lots and lots!
With lots of love, Alyssa Neid <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday February 10, 2002 1:22 PM CST

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Dawn,Darrell,Gatlin,Ashley,and Chayton you are all in my thoughts and prayers and chayton keep fighting!
Kiley Kruggel <k_kruggel06@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday February 10, 2002 12:05 AM CST

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Always thinking your family & especially Chayton. Hoping he is as comfortable as he can be. Hang in there.
Jenny & Steve Gieseke <kaiya@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, - Sunday February 10, 2002 10:31 AM CST

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Hey Guys, It's good to hear that Chay is still with you today. I have been praying my heart out, and I can't stop thinking about him. May Jesus find comfort in your home today:) Good bless you all!!
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I made this Angel for you!!! With all the love, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmai.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday February 10, 2002 10:18 AM CST

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Over the past year we have been following Sean McCauley's journey as he battled with Rhabdoid cancer. We found your website throught Sean's and learned of Chay's courageous fight. What a beautiful little boy. Our hearts go out to Chay and your family and our prayers are with you every day as we know that each minute is precious.

Deborah, Jim and Emily <odlogrady@aol.com>
Scotts Valley, CA - Sunday February 10, 2002 10:14 AM CST

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Dawn and family,
Just to let you know that Gatlin's class will be sending pictures for Gatlin on Monday. I had it in my plans for Thursday, but have had 5 or 6 students out daily with the flu and wanted them to be in on the pictures. We had conferences on Friday, so it is in the plans for Monday. They ask about Gatlin often and miss having him here. Tell him HI from all of us and give him a big hug. He's one special little boy. I think about you often and have some idea of what you are going through. My daughter's dad is also battling cancer and just last Thursday suffered a stroke and is in the hospital. As always, my thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family. Gatlin's teacher

Jan Junko <jjunko@iowatelecom.net>
New Hampton, IA Chickasaw - Sunday February 10, 2002 10:04 AM CST

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Thank you for sharing your hopes, wishes, and fears with us. I believe you are exactly right regarding the close presence of Jesus in your lives now. I also believe Chayton is feeling that presence more than we can know. The comfort and serenity of being held in God's hands truly outweighs the pain and discomfort our physical body is experiencing. I know this from experience and am fortunate to be able to be here to tell you this. I know that Chayton is sensing an overwhelming amount of love and peace from God right now. The heavenly playground you dream of for Chayton will be a wonderful reward for such a Hero and Fighter!

- Sunday February 10, 2002 9:48 AM CST

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Good Morning...
We are so happy that Chayton is still with you today.
I hope his day and yours is a good one....Pain free. .and full of love.
Always in our prayers.

- Sunday February 10, 2002 9:23 AM CST

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I came across this site because someone posted to site that I go to often called "Prematurely Yours," a site for parents and others close to babies who have been born prematurely (our son, Sam, was born a little more than 3 months prematurely). A mother told us of your precious family and all that you've gone through and asked us all to please life you and Chayton in our prayers. She also posted a link to your site. I am just so sorry. I do believe that Gatlin saw Jesus. I believe that with all my heart just as I KNOW that Jesus is there with your family now every step of the way. Our family had a couple of situations where I KNOW that Jesus was there with us and holding our Sam when we couldn't hold him because he was too tiny and too unstable and they didn't think he would make it through the night. One evening I actually saw an image of Jesus. I know that you will believe me when I tell you this. At that moment, I knew that either way, if Sam went to Heaven or if he was able to stay with us, I KNEW he would be happy and a strange peace fell over me. Before our experience I believed in God but my faith had never been tested and we weren't regular "church-goers" but that experience taught us so much. My God, what you have had to go through and what your precious family and sweet little Chayton have had to deal with. I am just so sorry. I've told your story to everyone I've talked to since I heard on Friday the 8th. I know they're all praying for you,too. May God bless you and keep you. May His light shine upon you and give you peace. Amen.

Amy, John, Kristin & Sam Wolf
Biggsville, Illinois
Amy Wolf <wolftruckinggallatinriver.net>
Biggsville, IL USA - Sunday February 10, 2002 7:36 AM CST

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Dearest Andersons...
Sleep in the arms of the Lord...
Wake in the arms of the Lord...
Trust in the arms of the Lord.
Always in our prayers.

- Saturday February 9, 2002 11:46 PM CST

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We found your site from the Sean McCauley website. I just want to let you know that our prayers are with you and your family. May God bless you all with comfort and peace. He is a gorgeous boy. My heart is breaking; I can barely imagine what agony you are experiencing. But I keep thinking about the shortest verse in the Bible: "Jesus wept." He knows and understands.
Debbie, David, Michael & Diane <deb@designdenver.com>
Denver, CO USA - Saturday February 9, 2002 10:47 PM CST

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I saw this poem and thought of you.

Little Angels

When God calls little children to dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometime question the wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world, seem wonderful and mild
Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold,
So He picks a rosebud, before it can grow old.

God knows how much we need them, and so He takes but few
To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult still somehow we must try,
The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye."
So when a little child departs, we who are left behind
Must realize God loves children, Angels are hard to find.

I love you guys! I'm still praying for the WHOLE family. Stay strong for each other and Gatlin and Ashley too.

Missy (Steve, & Devin) Ridler <only_family_friends@email2me.net>
Nicollet, MN USA - Saturday February 9, 2002 10:44 PM CST

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Dawn, You told me that you like the song hero and I'm sure you have the lyrics already but I found them so everyone can read them. Hang in there!

Would you dance if I asked you to
dance
Would you run and never look
back
Would you cry if you saw me
crying
would you save my soul
tonight

Would you tremble if I touched
your lips
Would you laugh oh please tell me
this
Now would you die for the one you
love
Hold me in your arms tonight

I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll
always be mine
Would you lie would you
remember
My angel be have I lost my mind
I don't care you're here tonight

I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Ohhh I just wanna hold you, I just
wanna hold you, oh yeah

My angel be have I lost my mind
I don't care your here tonight

I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
(Oh yeah)
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
I can be your hero
I can kiss away the pain
And I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
You can take my breath away
I can be your hero

Thinking and Praying about you all the time. Chay- Hang in there Buddy
With all the love, Tricia Uecker
- Saturday February 9, 2002 10:19 PM CST

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I haven't signed the guest book in a while~~I couldn't find the words I wanted to say~~~I was looking through a book I made for my Dad when he was sick(he passed away on 2/12/92) and I found a peom that I thought fit Chayton just like it fit my Dad, because he was a fighter too~ so here it is.
LESSON
They said "you'll never make it".
And they thought that they were right,
But I kept on plodding onward,
Because I hoped I might.
And they shook their heads in wonder,
That I lacked the sense it quit,
But I held my chin up higher,
And I didn't mind a bit.
They said "you'll never make it",
As the problems multiplied,
But I had to make an effort,
And to know at least I tried.
So I dug my heals in deeper,
Though sometimes my spirits lagged,
And I shouldered what was lightest,
And the rest I sort of dragged.
And I found to my amazement,
At the ending of the day,
That what they said I couldn't,
I had managed anyway.
It only took three little words,
"Lord help me"' and I rid
Myself of doubt, and all they said
I'd never do...I did.
Grace E. Easley
Jill Walsh <pjwalsh@bevcomm.net>
Minnesota Lake, MN - Saturday February 9, 2002 7:24 PM CST

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it was nice to meet your wonderful Family. They seem like wonderful people. Chay you are truely amazing. I am so glad I got to know you! Take care and I hope to see you tomorrow morning! Love, Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@HOtmail.com>
Winthrop, mN USA - Saturday February 9, 2002 6:16 PM CST

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it was nice to meet your wonderful Family. They seem like wonderful people. Chay you are truely amazing. I am so glad I got to know you! Take care and I hope to see you tomorrow morning! Love, Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@HOtmail.com>
Winthrop, mN USA - Saturday February 9, 2002 6:15 PM CST

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Dearest Dawn, Darrell, and Family. Sending each of you our love and prayers. Just read your note for today. You are truly an awesome family of faith. We only wish we could be there to hug you. Love you much. Uncle Wink and Aunt Bev
Winkie
Belle Plaine, , Ia USA - Saturday February 9, 2002 5:11 PM CST

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Hello, my name is Natalie Watts Taylor, and I live in Atlanta, GA. I use to work with Dani McCauley, and so I have ben following Sean's journey with Rhabdoid cancer. I checked in on Sean today, and I saw the link to your son's website.

I am so saddened by your tragedy and yet I have such peace in your faith. I am a mother too, I have two daughters - Lauren 8, Megan 2 1/2. I have shed tears for Sean and now for Chayton. Yet, it is because I too believe in God and his plan for eternal life through our faith in Jesus Christ, that Chayton will be okay.

I lost a friend this week to cancer. She was in her late 40's, had a wonderful husband, and beautifu 9 year old daughter who is in my oldest daughter's brownie troop. She lost the battle with cancer this week, but she won the peace that only eternal life can offer. At her funeral on Wednesday, the Minister said words that meant so much to make me feel better...

We do not understand when soemthing like this happens, why would God take someone who was so young, had so much life to live, why? But, then he told us, why do we rejoice at the birth of chlld and mourn the uncertainty of death? Because of God, we have it backwards. See, a child is born into the uncertaintly of this world, with so many dangers to face them in life on earth, but there is absolute peace in death. We join our Creator and begin to live the life eternal. It is those behind who suffer for the loss of the loved one. You will see Chayton again. His spirit will comfort you all the days of your life here on earth, and I will have the pleasure of meeting you all for the first time, one day, in heaven.

God Bless you and your family. Chayton...May the road rise to meet you, may the wind blow at your back, may the sun shine warmly on your face, may the rain fall softly on your field, and unitl we meet again, until we meet again, may God hold you in the palm of His hands. AMEN.
Natalie Taylor <npwtaylor@aol.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Saturday February 9, 2002 5:02 PM CST

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We have just discovered your website, through Sean McCauley. Your journey brings us to tears as we read about your struggles, triumphs and your strong relationship with our Lord. My God continue to bless Chay, and keep Dawn, Darrel, Gatlin, Ashley and Nicole close to His heart as they live each day. Our thoughts, prayers and admiration are with you all. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. Chay, you are a true miracle from God!
Erik and Jennifer Olson <lluvbugg@aol.com>
Ravenna, OH USA - Saturday February 9, 2002 4:21 PM CST

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Stepping Stones
The lord came to me one day and asked Why do you sorrow?
I answered Lord my Life is so full of Pain I can't face one more Tomorrow!
The lord sat down beside me and gently took my hand.
He said let me explain to you then you will understand.
Each sorrow is a stepping stone you must summont each day.
And every stepping stone you climb is sorrow I passed away.

The road of life is a mountainside with crevices to be caught. But as you struggle on your way I the rock will lend support

Every stepping stone you climb makes spirit and heart grow strong. Exercising character and faith. This road seems painful and long
The way is paved with stepping stones to uplift your heart and soul. Through diffcult they aid your way to a city paved with gold.

I know you are tired for I have walked this way. My sorrows did they multiply but I cleared many stone's away.
I left my rock to lift you up. I left behind my story to give you strength to make you climb to that speical place in glory. And never fear the rock is here.
You'll never climb this mountain alone Surmount life's sorrows continue on. For they are but stepping stones.

author unknow


To the Andersons i found this poem and I liked it thought it might help in some way.But for me and my family we are still beliving in that miracle for Chayton When you are praying for a miracle other people may tell you that you're wasting your time but your not Keep on praying keep the faith and seek Gods will not your's Miracles do happen for those who belive when there in Gods will. so don't deny God the chance to heal! which i know you belive that a miracle can happen!You are such a loving family so stay strong hang on to God!We still praying here and always will!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx U.S.A. - Saturday February 9, 2002 4:16 PM CST

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It has to be so hard to let go and Let God in this situation, but from the sounds of the journal you are well on your way.We know that miracles are only a prayer away though sometimes we are so impatient. May the Light of the Lord shine on you and yours thru this most difficult time in your earthly walk. Our questions will all be answered on that Glorious Day when Jesus walks with us again. You are in my prayers, to have the wisdom to know when it's time to Let go of Your precious treasure, IF that's God's will, to let him be carried to heaven by the loving arms of our Father.. Love and Hugs from afar. Wendy aka Hpy2BGranny (met your gramma in a chat on the computer)
God Bless and Keep You Chayton
Wendy McCallister <wendy@nemonet.com>
Bowling Green, Mo USA - Saturday February 9, 2002 3:42 PM CST

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Bless you my wise rabbi as you teach us about living.
Sean's Auntie Mariposa <kandy.pouget@aacn.org>
Dove Canyon, CA Oange - Saturday February 9, 2002 3:22 PM CST

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As I sit here and read your latest entry I am holding my new daughter and thank god everyday for having all my kids here with me! And after what your family has been going thru I feel so blessed every minute of the day to have them here with us, even if we don't know for how long! God Bless you guys and we will keep praying for all of you!
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, - Saturday February 9, 2002 3:09 PM CST

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wow! Talk about bringing tears for you and the family. I think you did a wonderful job writing it. You are so strong, even if some days you feel you can not be. We miss you guys,and wish we could come and see you. Give you lots of hugs and kisses. I just wanted to check up on you. Miss you all and God Bless.
sarahstarkey@yahoo.com <Jsac9@aol.com>
- Saturday February 9, 2002 2:53 PM CST

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Dawn & Darrell;
Your update is written so beautiful, can't stop crying and wondering...... It reminds me of the painting on the wall in the Precious Moments Chapel, each child with a name, painted by Samuel Butcher, who has gone to heaven. Jesus is there with them all. It is a wonderful painting, and although I have seen it several times, it still brings tears to my eyes, yet brings a kind of peace. It shows a little girl, throwing her crutches, because now she can walk. And the older ones, helping the littler ones. Much as it hurts us so to let them go, we know how happy they will be.....forever.
Thanks for sharing your story, I can't imagine how difficult it must be to put those thoughts in words.

A CHILD LOANED

"I'll lend for you a little time,a child of Mine,"
God said;
"For you to love the while he lives,
and mourn for when he's dead.

Perhaps an hour, a day or a year
or twenty two or three;
But will you, till I call him back,
take care of him for Me?

He'll bring his charms to gladden you;
and should his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memories
as solace for your grief.

Now, will you give him all your love,
not thinking the labor in vain;
Nor hate Me when I come to call
and take him back again?

I fancied that I heard them say:
"Dear Lord, Thy will be done.
For all the joy Thy child shall bring,
The risk of grief we'll run.

"We'll shelter him with tenderness,
We'll love him while we may:
And for all the happiness we have known,
forever grateful stay.

But should the angels call for him
much sooner than we planned:
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes,
and try to understand.
Keith & Marge
- Saturday February 9, 2002 2:20 PM CST

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I am in awe of the strength and determination this little boy has.
For Chayton...

Just like a shiny apple
Or a brilliant, perfect rose,
God hand-picks every creature
For a purpose I suppose.

And while those left do wonder
Why he’d pick a child so small,
We now become aware
He picks the strongest of them all.

And sends them on a mission,
Through the miracle of birth,
To strengthen faith in those they touch,
And do His work on earth.

So though our hearts are broken,
And although we’re left to grieve,
There is not a soul among us
Who you’ve not taught to believe.

A tiny child has led the way,
As once was done before,
Renewing hope and spreading love
For mankind, ever more.

And though we’re left with sadness,
We’re empowered from above,
And know you’re heading home now,
On a road you’ve paved with love.

Claudia Allen <pollyesther123@yahoo.com>
- Saturday February 9, 2002 1:33 PM CST

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Happy Saturday!!!
Dawn,your entire entry this morning was beautiful, For some reason I especially liked when you say, "you wonder what he has his grabby little nabbers dug into?" I think that Chayton remains here because of your tight embrace on Jesus.I think that a part of Chayton may have already gone on to be with his Father in Heaven. I think that is why Chayton can be at peace here. I think that he goes little by little to give you all a chance to say good-bye. As each day passes and you say that you are becoming a little more accepting, I think Chayton is becoming "a little more" a part of Heaven. The last to go will be the physical part of Chayton...I just feel in my heart that a part of him has been there for awhile now. How else could someone so small be such a wonderful leader and take so many on this Journey of Faith? I believe Chayton is a leader as he holdsthe hand of God. I think a part of Chayton knows when his time will be and he is just waiting to be called Home. There will be pain when Chayton goes but the pain will not be for him...it will be for those he left behind. He is our miracle in the flesh..he's been right in front of us all along. What else would you call it when such a little man makes people big and small across the world have such powerful feelings? People have come from near and far to witness this miracle you call your "Little Fighter" He is on the minds of thousand every minute, every day!
If not a miracle..than what else?
he has united people in prayer, people in fear, in hope and joy, just from HEARING of him.
You hold a miracle and have for some time now...You have tagged him Mowgli,The Little Fighter. Many have named him a miracle.
Alsays in our prayers

- Saturday February 9, 2002 12:39 AM CST

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Our emotions are entwined with yours, you've allowed us to share in spiritual growth through Chayton. Thank you and peace everlasting.
JJ
Dumont, IA - Saturday February 9, 2002 12:21 AM CST

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Good morning Andersons...and happy Saturday Chay! Each new day that you are still with us calls for celebration! I hope you are feeling well this morning and that this Saturday does not find you in pain. I am planning to come and see you next Saturday so hold on! I will bring you something special to celebrate another Saturday you have graced us with your presence : )! Know that I think about you and your brother Gatlin and your sister Ashley...and Nicole too... all the time. I tell my little boy Sammy all about you...Chayton the fighter....he is two and gets into sooooo many things! We call him Sammy the bull because he causes so much distruction around our house. He is just like a living tornado. I think that you and Sammy could be very good friends and he really wants to meet you. I will bring him with when I come to see you. He is downstairs right now coloring a picture for you. He will bring it with him when he comes. You have a wonderful week and give a big kiss to Gatlin and Ashley for me OK? Love ya lots!
Nancy Coleman <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Saturday February 9, 2002 11:42 AM CST

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I hope Chay can hold on through this day and That Gatlin was wrong. But Chayton also needs his peace, I hope that he will be strong and know when he can take his Journey peacefully and at the right time when everyone is ready for him to leave on is new road HOME!! God Bless you Chayton!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday February 9, 2002 11:40 AM CST

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Dear Andersons...
I hope morning has found your family with peace an love.
I so hope that Chayton will find comfort and peace in this day. If Gatlin is right, and today is the day for Chayton to become an Angel...I hope that he goes peacfully. I hope that the warmth and love of God surround him and you like a blanket to shelter you from this storm. May the Lord have mercy on your family and give you the strength it will take to make it through this. Embrace eachother and Love eachother like you have never done before.
Always in our Prayers.
A friend
- Saturday February 9, 2002 10:49 AM CST

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Chayton, I would just like to say, keep up the good work you are such a little fighter! I know you can do it!! You didn't do anything wrong to deserve this! You are in my prayers!!
Katie Uecker <katieuecker@hotmail.com>
Wintrhop, MN - Saturday February 9, 2002 9:35 AM CST

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Dear Lord,
If today is to be the day that our little angel is to be with you, please intervene and make his passing painless and peaceful. Wrap your hugh loving arms around his mommy, daddy, brother and sisters, and their families. Give them comfort in this time of extreme pain. Help to heal their torn up hearts. And one more thing, please do all the things with Chayton that he will never be able to do here and more. Thank you for giving us Chayton for the time that we've had him. He's been a great disciple for you. You must be proud. Love you, you are Great. May your will be done. Amen.

- Saturday February 9, 2002 7:44 AM CST

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Chayton, I am unable to sleep without sending you a prayer...somehow, my previously "unreligious" soul is finding the magnificent loving words written in your guestbook to be a reminder that God is with us all...how could so many people be compelled to join together, across the world, and metaphorically lift your family's spirit to the heavens, offering love and strength to help you stand tall in this most painful time.

I read a book titled "When Bad Things Happen To Good People", written by Rabbi Harold Kushner, and he offers the notion that perhaps a community of support is a manifestation of God...this guestbook, while a virtual community, feels holy to me, and I feel like I witness his presence.

And so,

Dear God,

Please reach down, and take your hand,
Cup it lovingly around this young child's heart.
Give him comfort, give him peace,
Give his family strength to stand when the sky feels heavy.

Please whisper in their ears, tell them that you are there,
and if they are unable to hear you, wrap your arms around them and cradle their tears.

I pray without reason that you give them one last laugh,
that his smile as you walk him home, reminds them that he is safe with you, and that you will nurture and protect his soul.

I am humbled by your presence, as is evident to me now...I feel your hand on my shoulder, telling me that you are watching over us and that surely you will walk softly with Chayton, telling him of the love he is surrounded with.

In love and peace,
Danielle McCauley, Mom of Sean (born 1/11/00 - dx 11/29/00 with Rhabdoid) <DanielleRB@aol.com>
Tustin Ranch, CA USA - Saturday February 9, 2002 3:40 AM CST

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I hope you have a restful, peaceful night.
sweet dreams.

~e.
- Saturday February 9, 2002 2:12 AM CST

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Chayton, our dear sweet little friend. Michelle and
Mary and I want you and your family to know how much we're thinking about you..and how much we love you.
Auntie M, Michelle and Mary at AACN
- Saturday February 9, 2002 0:42 AM CST

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Hey Chay, i am thinking about you Always! Hang in there! You are amazing me more everyday:) I'm praying for you!! Maybe see ya this weekend!!!!!!! God Bless you all!
With all the love in the world-
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday February 8, 2002 11:49 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, Gaitlin, Ashley and Chayton..I was so glad to see that you all had another day together after the difficult and scary time you had last night..Chayton is such a determined little man..determined to go when he is ready and after he has done what he was put on this earth to do.. And Dawn, as far as what you said that Gaitlin told Chayton..well I believe that children do see God and angels much more than we do..or at least they recognize them for what they are..Take comfort in knowing that no matter what happens God is with you and your children through this..Like so many, many, many people I will continue to pray for Chayton and each of you and pray that tomorrow finds you all here together and well.. W
Patricia Neal <tricia3mom@yahoo.com>
Conroe, TX Montgomery - Friday February 8, 2002 11:23 PM CST

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Dear Andersons,
I wish you peace. Revelation 22:1-5 creates a feeling of peace for me. Those are the last words my dad heard before he passed on and left his weary, worn body. I felt my dad's peace and my own peace as I shared those verses with him.
Then the angel showed me the river of the water of life, as clear as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb down the middle of the great street of the city. On each side of the river stood the tree of life, bearing twevle crops of fruit, yielding its fruit every month. And the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations. No longer will there be any curse. The throne of God and of the Lamb will be in the city, and his servants will serve him. They will see his face, and his name will be on their foreheads. There will be no more night. They will not need the light of a lamp or the light of the sun, for the Lord God will give them light. And they will reign for ever and ever!!! Revelation 22:1-5
Rosanne
- Friday February 8, 2002 11:21 PM CST

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Dearest Andersons...
May you find peace in the sunrise, may Chayton find a peaceful day ahead of him.
I know Chayton will dance with the Angels and soar on wings.May God cradle you in his loving arms as you sleep.
Always in our prayers
a friend
- Friday February 8, 2002 10:18 PM CST

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Darrel and Dawn-I tried calling you a few minutes ago.I'm assuming you might be on the phone.Please call tonight if you need anything!!!It's 10:07 now.I will be over to help if you need!!Hopefully you guys can get a little rest.
Jenny O.
- Friday February 8, 2002 10:05 PM CST

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Darrel and Dawn-I tried calling you a few minutes ago.I'm assuming you might be on the phone.Please call tonight if you need anything!!!It's 10:07 now.I will be over to help if you need!!Hopefully you guys can get a little rest.
Jenny O.
- Friday February 8, 2002 10:05 PM CST

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Chayton, I just wanted to say good night and I will see you tomorrow. You have a good night and don't give mommy and daddy any scares. okay? you be a good boy.
I will be thinking and praying for you Buddy.
Love Ya!!!!!!!!!! Sweet dreams!!!

Terri S
- Friday February 8, 2002 9:59 PM CST

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I am praying for Chayton and your family! I will keep you in my prayers along with my cousin Kylee. God Bless You!
Trenton Lampe (Cousin of Kylee Fowler) <TRENTONLAMPE@HOTMAIL.COM>
Evansdale, IA U.S.A - Friday February 8, 2002 9:15 PM CST

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MAY HE CONTINUE
PIERCE'S GREAT UNCLE GARY & GREAT AUNT BARBARA
COLCHESTER, CT - Friday February 8, 2002 7:48 PM CST

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Chayton and Family:
Just letting you know that we are constantly thinking and praying for you all the time. Chayton - you are such a tough little guy - what a fighter you have been through all of this! God Bless you all!
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Friday February 8, 2002 7:40 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
I believe that the God has touched Gatlin. Tomorrow being the ninth and all, I must share this with you, because it is kinda a special for everyone in my family. Tomorrow February 9, is my mother's birthday. If she were to be here she would be 56 years old. May she always rest in God's arms. I have asked her to be by your side each and everyday, and to hold Chayton in her loving arms. As God only knows, she was great at comforting us when we needed it. I know that she is with you all.

The words escape me once again. All I can say is that we love you, and are always here if you need us, or rather when you need us. If I hadn't been battling the flu all week, I would come up and see you this weekend, but I don't think you need that floating around your home at this difficult time.

May God continue to bless you each day with Chayton. May he hold you in his loving arms, and guide you each and everyday. We love you all and we will continue to pray for you.

You are in our every thought, and prayer. I will call you later tonight to see how things are going.

All of our love, support, and prayers,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Friday February 8, 2002 6:41 PM CST

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley, Nicole & Sweet Little Chayton – Still constantly thinking about you and praying very, very hard. Take care and God bless each one of you.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Friday February 8, 2002 6:33 PM CST

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Dear God,
Please take Chayton home to be with you. He is tired and his work is done here. Amen.

- Friday February 8, 2002 6:33 PM CST

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Hello Andersons...
The Lord works in mysterious ways...I do think that in some way Gatlin may have been touched by Jesus. Who better to do his work through than his smallest sheep.I think sometimes it is easier for children to see God, they are open to anything and will accept it with a smile. We have all been praying for God to hold your family and watch over them...I think that God is all around you...Gatlin was just the first one to see Him. May the Lord touch each of you with His loving hands.
Always in our Prayers.
A Friend
Ia - Friday February 8, 2002 5:40 PM CST

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hey~
Sorry we didnt come over we were busy and we didnt want to upset Chayton when he was trying to rest.We mite come over on Sunday if that is ok.???We love you Chayton you sacard me so much lastnight!!!!!Keep hanging on buddy you can do it.Love you lots and more lots!!!!!Chay let your mommy know when you want me to come over or need me???!!???Love ya lots and more lots!!!!???!!!!
With lots of love,Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn usa - Friday February 8, 2002 5:38 PM CST

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Thank you so much for your generosity with the time you take to give us these updates. They are certainly appreciated, as you are in our hearts and on our minds ALL the time, and to know that you are all still hangin' tough is a blessing. thanks!

- Friday February 8, 2002 5:13 PM CST

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hi. sounds like a long, difficult night. sorry to hear it. truly.

I hope that you are continuously resupplied with the courage, and strength, and powerful love that you have been exhibiting for the duration of this battle.

Sometimes when you are being the caregiver you are constantly using your supply and even your reserves of love and patience and faith - they need to be replenished (fill up the tanks) by being on the receiving side of unconditional loving gestures. We all need to try to accept the love and comfort that is offered as fuel to feed the fire in your own spirit.

Dawn, I suspect your dear caring family is trying to give some of this love & strength back to you in their concern. However, it is Totally understandable that you would want to take a hiatus from the rest of the world at this time. And focus on your most critical role at this juncture as the Mommy. That's surely OK.

Likewise, while a friend of mine was dying last fall and the whole country including her visitors was obsessed with terrorism & the incomprehensible and heroic stories that were coming out of NYC -- she didn't want to hear a word of it. THAT was not part of her world in those days & I respect that.

Dawn and Darrell and Gatlin and Ashley and Chayton are ALL Fighters, you guys will be there for each other and will each & all make it through these days and nights and your own journeys of self and selflessness; and will have learned SO much from such difficult lessons & your gentle teacher.

wishing you ...peace...

~emily. <ruoster@hotmail.com>
CA - Friday February 8, 2002 5:04 PM CST

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Dawn I know exactly how you feel about feeling guilty if you should leave Chayton. I was in that same spot as you when my son was lying in a coma and I didn't want to leave his side one moment, afraid if I did he would go and I wouldn't be there. So girl my advice to you is "if you don't want to leave then don't". Don't let any one make you leave. Mother's are just that way. I know this is a tough, horrible time on all of you and you are in my prayers daily. That's all we can do for you and I am sorry for that. God bless to all of you.
Janette Abraham
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Friday February 8, 2002 4:25 PM CST

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Hi Everyone,
I so wish I could do something to take away some of your pain. But, unfortunately, the only thing I can do is pray and will continue to do so. Dawn, I do have to say I agree with you and feel that if I were ever in the situation you are in, God forbid, that I could not leave my child's side either. I guess if he were not doing so poorly, I would maybe feel differently, but it seems his time is so limited here and so precious. I know I would be afraid something would happen while I am gone and then I would have a hard time forgiving myself. I keep thinking of the friend from NC who was away when her daughter died. As a mother, I know I would feel like you and want to be there. You have to do what you feel in your heart is right. Your mother's intuition will let you know what to do!!!! I'm praying for all of you! Take Care
Kurt & Carla <karstens@newulmtel.net>
- Friday February 8, 2002 4:03 PM CST

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Chayton-
I came to your page from Pierce's. He is fighting quite a battle too. It sounds like you have an awful lot of people who love you very much. You're strength amazes me. I just wanted to let you and your family know that I will keep you in my prayers.
sarah <sarah.healy@po.state.ct.us>
Wethersfield, cT 06109 - Friday February 8, 2002 3:39 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Just read your latest update and want to let you know that I totally agree with you about not wanting to leave Chayton at this time. I'm sure everyone means well and is thinking of your well-being, but being the mother that I sense you are, you are right where you NEED and WANT to be, with your precious baby for every precious moment that is granted to you at this most uncertain time. Though I only became aware of your journey yesterday (I am sorry to say) I am praying with all my heart for peace and comfort for you and your family. I will be checking your website often and holding you in my heart and prayers. God be with you. Cheryl
Cheryl <c_lehl@yahoo.com>
Henderson, CO USA - Friday February 8, 2002 3:31 PM CST

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Dear Dawn,
I think you are making the right decision about not going too far off. Maybe do like "Friend" said. Just walk outside a bit, or even like you said, get on the computer a bit. If it were my child I wouldn't want to leave for a second either.
As everyone else will agree, you are an amazing person. You may not feel like it now, but hang on to that thought and you will soon believe it.
I heard something yesterday that I wanted to share with you. Unfortunately, I had to attend a funeral for my cousin. He died of cancer after a 6 year battle at the age of 42. Anyhow, the preacher spoke a really uplifting message and within that message he said, (which is a quote from the bible - I'm not sure which verse) " that to be absent from your body is to be present with God". Just a little more re-assurance that Chayton will be in God's loving care.
I also want to let you know I'm right here with you as close as I can be, being so far away. I feel like you are a part of my extended family. I have adopted you!!
I have also begged and cried to God to please be with you and your family. Also know that after Chayton goes home, I will still be here for you and your family.
May God shower you with Peace and Comfort.
Praying for you always,
Cindy


Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday February 8, 2002 3:02 PM CST

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Dawn,
Whatever happened to the saying..."Mommy knows best!"??
Love your baby like you want to.
You are an awesome mom and you have done right by Chay and your whole family up until now..stick with your heart, it always seems to lead you in the right direction.
Always in our Prayers.
A Friend
- Friday February 8, 2002 1:25 PM CST

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Dawn,
I wanted to let all of you know that Marc and I are thinking about you. Hoping things are going better today. It was good to talk to you this morning. Let us know if you need anything. We're keeping you in our prayers.
Marc & Laura <kazda@netins.net>
Plainfield, IA USA - Friday February 8, 2002 1:02 PM CST

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Dawn~

I am leaving to go to the North Carolina mountains for a weekend retreat with my Women's Bible Study group. I have been pulled like never before about not leaving, mainly because of the attachment that has grown within me to your family. It is hard to be away from the computer and not know what is going on. But I have to trust that if you all, and us supporting you, have taken the tremendous step of faith to put Chayton in God's hands, then I need to leave my anxiety about leaving behind. One thing I am glad about is that going to the mountains has been a blessing that has come my way throughout my own journey through loss and grief. It has been a place to literally go to the mountain top and get "closer" to God in a way and open my heart and soul to Him. Be assured that as I go, I will take your family and precious Chayton with me, and earnestly lay before God heartfelt prayers for you all.

I fully understand your dilemma about leaving Chayton, even for a little while. I would feel EXACTLY the same way, and it would take an awful lot to change my mind! That's tough for those around you who are concerned about you and your well-being. Maybe a compromise would be to take LONG walks around your yard or neighborhood. Take a friend, or go alone. Put headphones on, sing, listen, pray...talk to God...shout at Him if you need to...He's big and He can take it! You will be at least out of the four walls, but close enough to be at Chayton's side if you need to.

Just a thought, take it or leave it.
God continue to hold you in His hand. I will hold you in my heart.

A Friend
North Carolina - Friday February 8, 2002 12:26 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell and kids,
Everyday my thoughts are with you. When I wake in the morning I wonder how your night went and throughout the day I check your site for anything new. When I see my own children, I hug them a little tighter and keep giving them "just one more kiss". You have been incredibly strong throughout this ordeal and continue to be strong. Keep giving Chayton all of the love and kisses that you can. All of my thoughts are with you and your family. Stay strong and know that God is with you no matter how tough things seem to be. He will guide you and Chayton through this difficult journey.

-MN

- Friday February 8, 2002 12:24 AM CST

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Chayton~ You are Amazing, Keep hanging in there and Give your mom a little Break.. Don't leave without her. Give her 5 mins. I bet she would love that:) Hang in there Bud!
Tricia Uecker
- Friday February 8, 2002 11:54 AM CST

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Dawn,
Follow your heart, you know yourself. You have been there for all of Chayton's firsts, and you want to be there for all of his lasts. Would you be able to forgive yourself or Darrell if Chayton took his last breath when you weren't there?
I agree that you need a break, but I think you can find something fun and creative to do in the house unless you are certain that Chayton will be there when you return.

- Friday February 8, 2002 11:45 AM CST

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Dawn, my thoughts and prayers are with you always. The rest of the family also. Be stromg and believe God is close by. He will watch over you all during this difficult time. Hold Chay close in your loving arms surrounding him with good thoughts. God's blessings to you all. Tyler's Grandma Wilson
Joyce Wilson <jwilson@prairieinet.net>
Sidney, Il - Friday February 8, 2002 10:43 AM CST

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Dawn I totally understand where you are coming from, but remember that they are only trying to look out for you! Because they all love you! You know what you have to do, when the time comes! Let your heart tell you if you should go or not. We will continue to keep praying even harded for Chayton! You keep fighting Chayton, but remember that everyone loves you and wants you to be happy and pain free! God will take your hand when he is ready! God Bless....
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, - Friday February 8, 2002 9:47 AM CST

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Since reading your last entry, Dawn, I have been trying to think of how I can assure you Darrell and you will get through this storm and reconnect one day, even stronger than before---and then I read the messages of support you received--and I can say no more. I have seen it happen when so much love and strength is devoted to the person who is ill and those around who need your attention that you forget each other need to receive a little extra attention and communication now and then also. It has been so long that you have been struggling it is not surprising that the closeness has had to take a back seat. Just take a deep breath, give each other a big hug and promise to seek help to get back on the road once again. You have something too special that has been blessed by God and He will help you prevail and fight these earthly difficulties. God be with you today through each minute of each hour and every day ahead.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Friday February 8, 2002 9:43 AM CST

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Hey Guys, I am thinking about you always. I sent a poem with my mom, (the one I put on here) I hope it helps you just was much as it helped me. No matter what, Chayton's gonna know How much you love him. He won't be forgotten!!! I am hoping to stop by this weekend and see the little fighter! Go D bless you all!
Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday February 8, 2002 8:47 AM CST

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Hello, I wanted to check in to see how Chayton was doing this morning and to see if he had a good night.
I was woundering if it would be all right if I would stop by tonight? I will call you later to make sure.
Dawn, Did you get a chance to go on my webpage? remember it isn't all done yet I still need more links, pitcures,poems and musice on it yet but it is a start.
www.angelfire.com/mn/pearl7/home.html
I hope you like it.
Chayton Buddy I am thinking of you, and I will come and see you tonight if it is alright!!!! Take Care! Love ya!!
Terri S <schmidty@means.net>
- Friday February 8, 2002 8:13 AM CST

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Hey Anderson, you son is still there. I hope he can be there forever. I guys seem like a very very happy family by the way.
Carrie
MN - Friday February 8, 2002 6:56 AM CST

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I pray for miracles for you. I don't know anything about this condition and don't know the possibilities, I know though for sure that my prayers can't hurt-so I will certainly pray, loud and often. I pray for each of you, especially your beautiful boy, to be comforted at all times. I pray for rainbows to search you out, especially after stormy days. I heard about you and got your website address from prematurelyyours.com
I am sorry you have to go through this. I can't imagine the pain you are feeling. Do know there are many people thinking of you with warm thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry you have to go through this, so so sorry. How proud you must be of your son, I know he is the brightest star in your nights sky, the most beautiful sunset ever seen, the crisp ocean and sand of white and all of the wonderful magical things in life.

Nina's mommy
Nina's mommy <dreamingpoet@webtv.net>
Milford, CT - Friday February 8, 2002 0:36 AM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, and family. I come to your website for the very first time, referred by the Sean McCauley website. Sean is the nephew of my son-in-law and is also dx with Rhabdoid. My heart aches for you and your precious Chayton. Please know that you are now in my thoughts and prayers and I pray that God will hold you all closely in his loving arms and give you courage and strength to get through each day of your journey with renewed hope. Thank you for sharing your journey. God be with you.
Cheryl <c_lehl@yahoo.com>
Hudson, CO USA - Friday February 8, 2002 0:27 AM CST

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I read about Chayton everyday. I think about Chayton constantly. I wasnt going to sign here because I dont have the words to comfort you.
I thought maybe it might be a small help to know that here I am in Australia on a Friday night, just finishing work and going to pick up my little girl and I am thinking about your son.
I have tears streaming down my face nearly everyday when I think about your beautiful little boy. Im with you Dawn, this SUCKS.


Anne
Australia - Thursday February 7, 2002 11:56 PM CST

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You don't know me... but I read your page several times a day. As I read tonights entry (2-7-02). I cried again. My heart is breaking. Your entire family is in my prayers and thoughts. Peace.
Carol
- Thursday February 7, 2002 11:55 PM CST

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Dearest Andersons...
May you rest in the arms of the Lord..
May you find peace in His name..
May He comfort you in your time of need..
May He hold Chayton in his loving arms and take away his pain..
May he take your family by the hand and lead you through this storm..
May He see your pain and give you strength..
May He see your tears and wipe them dry..
May He watch and guard you through the nite..
In His name we pray...Amen
Always in our prayers.
a friend
ia - Thursday February 7, 2002 11:54 PM CST

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Hello guys. Sorry to hear about this death rattle. Remember I'm hear for you. If you need to talk, or need anything call me and I'll do my best to help. Give big hugs!
Love Always,
Sarah, Andrew, & Cassandra
sarahstarkey@yahoo.com
- Thursday February 7, 2002 11:36 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, Gaitlin, Ashley and Chayton..Words cannot say what I want to say right now, cannot accomplish what I wish they would for you and your family tonight and Chayton continues his fight..all I can offer is prayer and so I wanted to let you know I am lighting a candle for Chayton and will be praying tonight for him and for each of you and your extended family and friends..As I've said before with all my heart, I pray morning finds you all here and well..God Bless, Tricia
Patricia Neal <nealfgroup@main.com>
Conroe, TX Montgomery - Thursday February 7, 2002 11:02 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin and Ashley~

My prayers are with you. God is with you...He will never leave you or forsake you... He loves all of you so much! Take care.
Tonia <PricelessOne4Him@yahoo.com>
MN USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 10:57 PM CST

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Anderson Family,
I connected to your website from Sean McCauley's website. My heart goes out to all of you, and although I don't have the right words, I will pray for all of you and trust that God knows exactly what you need and will provide for each of you in a very special way. I wish you much love and peace during this difficult time. Love, Christi
Christi Hamilton <hamilton.fam@home.com>
Dove Canyon, CA - Thursday February 7, 2002 9:40 PM CST

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Sweet Little Chayton – What a strong little boy you are. We're still thinking about you and praying for you. We'll keep praying for you and your mommy and daddy, your sweet brother and sisters and we'll keep asking God to grant that extra strength and courage to each one of you. Take care and God bless all of you.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Thursday February 7, 2002 9:06 PM CST

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Hey~
Chayton you sacard me so much today.I hope mommy read you the dream.Chayton you tell god when you want to go.I will always remember you.Chayton tell me when you need me and I will be over in a fly.Gatlin&Ashley please call when you need a play mate??!!??Chayton sorry I had to go but I had basketball.I didnt want to go.Chayton Lisa loves you very much.When you were with mommy Lisa said he is so cute I just want to hug him but she didnt want to hurt you.Chayton if you want me to come over on Sunday your mom can call me or something!??!We love you Chayton and I will never very very very forget you buddy.There is a place in my heart just for you buddy and it will never lose you hun.Dawn I didnt get your e~mail I dont know what happen????So I am going to e~mail you soon!!!!!Love ya guys lots and more lots!!!!!!
With lots of love,Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn usa - Thursday February 7, 2002 8:41 PM CST

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sorry about your boy my child development class have been keep the update on you and your family so hope you can have fun times god bless!!
laura kizer <laura_kizer2003@yahoo.com>
hutchinson, mn MCloud - Thursday February 7, 2002 8:22 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, Ashley, and Gatlin, and the loved ones who surround you,

I am humbled by the number of people who have called my words eloquent. I see them merely as a gift from my heart, offered in the hopes that they may speak to someone.

But now, no words, eloquent or otherwise, will be adequate. I can honestly say that every minute of the day in recent weeks, you all have been on my mind. No matter what I am doing, Chayton is there.

Now as you face the uncertainty of this moment, these minutes, these hours, I will lift you up in prayer and hold you in my heart. No words will do. Instead, I humbly offer you my presence, across the miles, in thought and prayer. I will be with you through this night, and I pray you will have an undeniable sense of God's presence.

With love to you all,
A Friend
North Carolina - Thursday February 7, 2002 8:21 PM CST

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Praying from my heart......
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 7:59 PM CST

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I learned about Chayton through a co-worker of mine. Please know that he and his family are in my prayers. I pray the Lord will heal him and keep him in his loving care.
Susan Flynn <susan.flynn@aacn.org>
Aliso Viejo, CA USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 7:32 PM CST

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Dear Friends,
I find myself feeling so lost and desperately trying to say anything to let you know just how sad I feel about your beautiful son Chay. I am a mother of two sons who have been the center of my heart for 21 years now. Your story has touched me and reminded me to let both my boys know everyday of the blessings they have brought to my life. I truly share your pain along with many many others. Thank you for sharing your story. It's given us all the privilege and opportunity to share our love with you. They say that a sorrow shared is a sorrow divided. I hope you find that to be true.
God love you,
Michelle

Michelle <Michelle.DuBois@aacn.org>
Mission Viejo, CA Orange - Thursday February 7, 2002 7:13 PM CST

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Dear Friends,

We can be confident that He will listen to us whenever we ask him for anything in line with his will.(1 John 5:14)

I'm praying that this family of believers will join together in prayer this evening. Let us take a moment to pray for God's Will, that it be for the miracle of healing for Chayton Anderson, for comfort, peace, and love. May our prayer also include, Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley, and Grandmas and Grandpas. May they feel God's comfort, love, strength, peace, and unity. May we pray all of this and more in Jesus' name.

Please join me in prayer at 8:00 p.m. CST, 6:00 p.m. PST, and 9:00 p.m. EST. Let us all hold this family up in prayer.

Thank you.

In God's Love,
Deanne
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 6:37 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
The gal from NC is sure a wise person. I sit here and feel helpless because there is nothing that I can do help you and Darrell. I believe you two will see this through. I believe in the love you two share. The emotional strain the two of you must be going through has to be anything but easy. Take comfort in each other. Hold each other, cry together. Most importantly love each other.

I know my words are not as eloquent as I would like them to be, or not as wonderful as the gal from NC's words are, but they come from my heart, and are sent to you with love. I have faith in the love you share. You will pull through this.

My love is sent to each of you. Please give hugs and kisses to each of your angels from me. Darrell do me a favor would ya? Give Dawn a great big hug from me, and Dawn do me the same favor, give Darrell a great big hug from me. If I can't be there in person, at least I can send my love.

Take care all of you. I will call you soon.

All my love, prayers, support, and thoughts are yours today and everyday.
Love
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 6:33 PM CST

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My dear friends, I am so very very sorry. My thought and my prayers are with you at this horrific time.
With great love.
Auntie M.
Sean McCauley's Auntie Mariposa <kandy.pouget@aacn.org>
Dove Canyon , CA USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 6:15 PM CST

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Hello hows Chayton doing? I hope he is doing good! I keep him in my prayers every nite! i hope you and your family are doing well
Kylees Cousin <crazygirlkrf@home.com>
waterloo, IA USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 4:20 PM CST

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A friend sent me this link and you guys are in my prayers. Stay stong!! God Bless
Misty <fungrrrl19@hotmail.com>
LaGrange, GA USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 4:08 PM CST

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Hey Andersons~
Hey guys! I hope everything is going ok! I love you guys lots!Dawn I hope you get my e-mail! Chayton keep on fighting! Dawn, call me if you ever need anything!Gatlin & Ashley, call me if you need a friend to play with! I would love to come and play with you guys! Love ya lots and lots!
Alyssa Neid <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 4:00 PM CST

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hey guys it is great that you are talking through all this becuz Chayton really needs both of you and he doesn't want the two of you fighting since he has to fight for himself. If you need anything call me I have off on Wednesday and Thursday. Glad to hear that the fighter is still with us and hope he keeps fighting. Kids think MADLY you need the help from other people also. Take Care and God Bless all of you.
Sally and Jim
Gibbon, - Thursday February 7, 2002 3:30 PM CST

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Dear Darrell and Dawn,

I read what you wrote about the strain on your marriage and wondering about if love you and Darrell share is enough to get through the challenges of relationship.

The emotional upheavals and conflicts you describe are human responses to grief and, although Chayton is still with you, there is a HIGH degree of what is called anticipatory grief in the works here. It's the big looming shadow of fear, anger, sadness, feelings of powerlessness and perhaps unearned guilt as well as the unknown of what the next day or minute may hold.

That creates an incredible amount of stress. Most of us don't have the emotional/intellectual tools to deal with that tremendous stress in a healthy way on our own. That is how the tool of Hospice can be called in and that is why the tool of marriage counseling can make the difference before it becomes too late. It does not mean one is weak to reach outside for help, as you likely have already learned, to admit vulnerability and the need/desire for help takes great courage. It means there is an investment of love great enough, even if temporarily or periodically clouded by anger, pain, guilt, sadness, fear or blame, to commit to doing whatever it takes to work through conflict and emotional upheavals to find a true acceptance of each others' 'space'.

Each human grieves in their own way in their own time and that is hard for most of us to accept and/or understand. Sometimes the grief is overwhelming and the behaviors become inappropriate and that is not okay. Sometimes there is anger that masks the fear, the sadness, or the feelings of powerlessness that come out sideways. The emotions are okay, whatever they are, but sometimes the actions are not, particularly if they hurt/harm self or another. Sometimes we need help with learning how to find the words to express how we really feel. Sometimes we need a trained professional to give us homework to dig in and ferret out emotions and thoughts that are harming us and/or our relationships with those we love. I've heard it said, if we don't work it out (emotional pain), we act it out and in my years on this planet I have seen it and done it many times.

The thing I most strongly would like to convey is that you both have a choice in working through the issues with a skilled counselor. You don't have a choice that your baby got sick, you won't have a choice about if the cancer will take him, or not. You do have a choice whether you will allow the sickness and the unresolved grief to tear apart the fabric of your family. I have read how you have been willing to try many kinds of treatment to save Chayton. In time, the question may shift, or has already begun to shift to whether you will be willing to do the same for your selves and your marriage.

I do know through experience that making ANY major life decisions, other than ones that cannot be avoided, like Chayton's health care, while in the midst of this kind of stress and grief is neither recommended nor wise. There is another side to the grief IF one is willing and courageous enough to walk through it and not around it. And, there are many good people available to support you as you move through it.

I hope you choose to utilize all resources available. We are truly fortunate to live in a time in history where there are so many good sources for help available. Choose wisely.

My thoughts are with your family daily.
Love and light,

Julia Johnson <jujolodi@psaccess.net>
Oelwein, IA US - Thursday February 7, 2002 3:28 PM CST

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Hey, you guys are soooooo normal! Who wouldn't be fighting with their spouse when every last nerve you have is frayed and you feel like you are constantly on edge? We can't put up a pretty front for everyone and unfortunately our spouse gets to see us when we are the most nasty.
Keep remembering your love for each other. Start a daily list of things your spouse has done which you are thankful for. Leave it on their pillow or taped to a mirror where they can see it. It will help you focus on the wonderful things you are doing for each other even when you feel like you are falling apart. Start simple - try to write three things a day. It will help you both feel appreciated.
a friend
- Thursday February 7, 2002 3:13 PM CST

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Hey Guys! Keep Hanging in there! I am thinking about you all the time and Checking the page all the time. I hope to see Chay again, He just brings so many things out in me.
Tricia Uecker <tuecke@yahool.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 2:46 PM CST

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To the Anderson Family, My heart goes out to all of you. I can't imagine what you are going through. In looking through the guestbook, it is amazing to see all the wonderful people who are praying and thinking of your family. Blessings to all of you and Hugs to Chayton.
Brenda Sharp
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 1:23 PM CST

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Is "A Friend" from NC Real???? Just as you start to think that all the possible comforting words out there have already been spoken....she comes through with more. I am so greatful that she found your site because I truly believe that she has helped ease the pain for you and SO many of your visitors to this site.

I am sure all of us agree with her words of comfort to you and all I can say is ditto....I could never come up with the right words and she just seems to do it every time. Thank you "Friend". Your kind words are very much appreciated!
Kurt &C arla
- Thursday February 7, 2002 1:00 PM CST

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We here at Unverferth Mfg. wanted you to know we're thinking of you and your family and still praying! I print your entries off as they are updated and yesterday there were alot of us girls in here with tear-streaked faces. So we just wanted to check in and let you know you are in our thoughts and also to let John know we are thinking of him also - I know I wouldn't even want to begin to know how I'd feel if I was losing one of my niece or nephews. John is definitely where he should be.
Lynnette Biermann <lynnetteb@unverferth.com>
Shell Rock, IA USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 12:12 AM CST

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I'm pra ying for you guys~~(EVERYONE) Maybe see you this weekend~
Tricia uecker
- Thursday February 7, 2002 11:53 AM CST

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Dawn & Darrell, I won't pretend to imagine what you are going through or the feelings you are feeling. I've seen you two together and know what a great team you make. I just want to say that love can get you through anything. It would be a shame to give up on each other after going through all you've been through. All of your children need you both to be together, fighting for each other. This world is a better place with couples like you in it. I know it must be extrememly difficult at times (more so than in a normal marriage), but try to remember how Chayton got here in the first place. He is a product of your love for each other and you must never let go of that love. It will be powerful enough to see you through the loss of your son. I am certain of that. Seek help if you feel you need it and make your marriage a priority--you need a lot of support. I'll be thinking of you.
Janelle Steinert <janelles@birch.net>
Spring, TX USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 11:48 AM CST

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Dear Dawn and Darrell,

Your words today ring a familiar bell, for many couples have walked similar steps in very different situations. Several days ago I remember a thought I put into words about letting each person grieve in their own way, and not expecting each other to be at the same place emotionally. This is one of the hardest things about a situation like yours. I remember thinking my husband didn't feel the pain as much as I did or was not understanding where I was because at times his reactions were so different than mine, or he didn't have the same need to talk about something or do something just the way I did. I had to learn not to take it personally. There were things of our daughter's that I didn't want to change or move, and even though he might not have felt the same connection or tie to those things, I had to try to get him to understand how important they were for me.

One of the healthiest things we did was to give each other permission to be in our own place and not expect the other to be there. Even if he couldn't express all the same visible emotion as I could, he gave me room and support to do it. And I learned that if he didn't espress the same things I did, it didn't mean that his feelings weren't as deep or that he loved Melissa any less. We just had to accept that each person's grief journey is their own, and even faced with the exact same circumstances, we react and cope differently.

As far as the love goes, it is clear to even those of us who don't know you that there is a concrete, solid love that holds you together. For many reasons, it may just be hard to focus on that right now. One, so much love is being directed to Chayton. You are pouring every ounce you can out to him, as you face the uncertainty of how much longer you will have him here to do that. It is taking an incredible amount of physical and emotional energy to give him what you are giving him. It's not surprising that directing love in other directions may seem secondary, even though you know it is there.

Also, sometimes we feel gulity for letting our selves feel good about other things when someone we love so dearly is going through the pain and suffering that Chayton is. I remember feeling guilty if I found myself laughing, even a long time after Melissa died, because how could I laugh with such a loss. I didn't feel like I should be able to enjoy things with her gone. It is understandable that with Chayton fighting so hard and going through this battle, that it might feel selfish to enjoy anything that you need.

I can't know the strain of your round the clock care and attention to Chayton as you know not what the next minute holds. But I do know that the strain you are under will surely take its toll. All I can offer you is prayer for your marriage, for your love and committment, and for a unifying strength that will prevail over all the pain. Don't be afraid to give eachother room or take some room when you need it, but remember several times a day to come back together and be there for each other. I am by no means no expert, but as I said before, don't let this monster of a disease take anything else from you. It has taken enough.

Be assured of my prayers for YOU TWO. You have shown and given so much in the face of your pain, and my prayer is that it will be returned to you tenfold in a sense of love and committment that no one or nothing can break.

May love, peace and unity be yours.
A Friend
North Carolina - Thursday February 7, 2002 11:44 AM CST

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Dear Dawn and Darrell,
I continue to pray for you. I read your latest entry and need to tell you both that it is very normal in this situation to question everything including your marriage and your feelings toward each other. I have had the opportunity to walk through this journey with hundreds of families. When I am working with the families and caring for their children they often confide in me and tell me how alone and torn they feel as they face the final days of their childs' life. Mothers and fathers tell me how they feel that their marriage is in trouble and that their spouse "doesn't understand". You both are hurting horribly over the fact that your son has cancer and he is dying. Everyone grieves in a different way and we need to respect how others grieve. Emotions take over and we say things to each other that we don't mean or in other circumstances would never have said. Love each other for who you are and acknowledge to each other that you might not know what to say or how to respond, but that you are hurting over what is happening to Chayton, your family and your marriage. Doubts, anger and frustrations are all emotions that I am sure you are experiencing. Try to work through those emotions so you can put them aside, say a prayer, and walk through this journey together. You are two amazing people and as others have said I sure wish there was something I could say to help you through this. I think of you all often. God Bless.

Sylvia <SJKC1961@AOL.COM>
Mendota Heights, MN - Thursday February 7, 2002 11:16 AM CST

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I, too, have been checking in everyday (several times a day), on your precious family, but have been at a loss for words. My heart aches for you. Please know that Chayton and your family are in my thoughts and prayers often. May God bless you and comfort you.
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 10:43 AM CST

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WOW! It still amazes me that so many people from all around the country are following your story! Know Dawn and Darrell that you have so many people rallying around you and that are here to support you and your family. Chayton has touched so many lives and as your husband put it so elequently...has made people realize that there are more important things in life than those worldly things we all cling to. I get home every night from work and hold my children just a little closer and spend just a little more time with them lately. Your Chayton has touched so many lives. Thanks Dawn for taking the time to help so many of us see how important it is not to take the small things in life for granted. Know that you are always in my thoughts!
Nancy Coleman <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Thursday February 7, 2002 9:35 AM CST

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I've been following yours and Chayton's story. I am truly touched by the grace with which you have faced this situation. I pray for Chayton and his siblings and family every day. God bless.
cynthia <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC 29406 - Thursday February 7, 2002 9:33 AM CST

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What a beautiful poem...I think that is all very true. I hope this day brings some happiness for you...even if just in a small way. I hope that Chay will make it through this day without pain or suffering. wrap your arms around eachother, for you are stronger as one.
Always in our prayers.

- Thursday February 7, 2002 9:31 AM CST

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Hey Guys,
Hope everything is going good. I just stopped to write quick. I am praying for you guys. Remember to keep eating! Say healthy. Love you guys lots!
Steph
- Thursday February 7, 2002 9:10 AM CST

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I found this quote and I read it many times a day (Everytime I think of Chay!)

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me
Author believed to be
David Romano


When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me,


I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.


I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too.


But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.


But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.


I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.


I thought of all the yesterdays
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had


If I could re-live yesterday
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.


But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.


And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.


But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne.


He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew


I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.


You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times
You did some things
You knew you shouldn't do.


But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me?


So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.






Tricia Uecker
- Thursday February 7, 2002 8:37 AM CST

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Dear Anderson~
I am very glad that I got to know Chayton. He has Touched my life in many ways!! I have also learned many thing from him and for that I am grateful!! May the Good Lord Keep Bless you!!
Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke@yahoo.com>
- Thursday February 7, 2002 8:34 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell and Family
There is a verse in the Bible that I remembered today. Its from Romans 8. It says that when we don't know how or what to pray, God's Spirit prays for us in sighs too deep for words. I thought about you all and wondered if maybe Chayton is praying a lot of prayers in his own way. Maybe for each of you and maybe for himself. And in those times when it all seems so overwhelming maybe your sighs are also prayers to God. You might not be able to put words together but God knows and understands what you all need. Be at peace today.
Pastor Kevin <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
N.H., IA - Thursday February 7, 2002 8:26 AM CST

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Darrel, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley, and Chayton;
I have been reading your journal for many months and have never known what to say to you. I was honored to have you come to our Halloween party, and to be able to meet sweet little Chayton. I have pictures of you from the hayride that we went on, and I will get them to you. You are a very special family and wonderful parents!! You have been so strong for Chayton, Gatlin and Ashley. Chayton will always be there, looking over you and I believe he will be there for Gatin and Ashley also, when they need him. I will keep you in my prayers and you are always in my thoughts. Take care, and enjoy every second you have with your 3 beautiful children.

Kari Reinhart <kari_r@prairie.lakes.com>
Lafayette, - Thursday February 7, 2002 1:17 AM CST

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I read your entries faithfully but have only signed here once as I do not have your 'gift' and have great difficulty finding words. However, I just finished reading your last entry and can't not say anything to you as your hearts are breaking. Please remember that your family is in the thoughts and prayers of not only your family and friends, but of people whom you have never met. You say you don't know if you have the strength you feel you will need. The Lord will be sure that you do. I cannot begin to imagine how you are feeling. I do remember the agony and feeling of helplessness sitting in the hospital with my mom while the monster inside her was taking her life from her, then the pain of losing my dad unexpectedly just 17 days later and then a few months later sitting with my cousin while her 15 year old son was preparing to leave us for his Heavenly home (he, too, had a cancer in his head). The Lord will give you strength as you need it. Our friend in NC must be an Angel. I know her words are meant for your family, but I know others have found comfort in them. I agree that God does not give us pain, but is there to help us through it. Dawn and Darrel, you have been such good parents, and Gatlin & Ashley such good brother & sister to Chayton. You have done everything humanly possible to keep him with us here on earth, and have given him more love and support than anyone could be expected to. Little Chayton is so strong. He has touched more lives than I think anyone will ever know, and has brought many closer to God. He is a good disciple. I like your comparison of Chayton in his Daddy's loving arms to that of being held in our Heavenly Father's arms. I'm not one to quote scripture, but I just opened my Bible and these words jumped out at me: "and Jesus said, Let the children come unto me".
May God Bless you all.
Cherri <cadetmom76@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA - Thursday February 7, 2002 1:15 AM CST

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- Thursday February 7, 2002 0:43 AM CST

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Chayton, I know its been awhile since I last saw you or signed your guestbook. The last time I saw you, you were having a very difficult time keeping your medicine down and it upset me a great deal. You and your family have been in my thoughts and prayers always. I play a CD by Celine Dion at work EVERYDAY M-F and when this song comes on it makes me think you. I play it over and over, just as I am playing it now - here it is:
FLY, FLY LITTLE WING
FLY BEYOND IMAGING
THE SOFTEST CLOUD, THE WHITEST DOVE
UPON THE WIND OF HEAVEN'S LOVE
PAST THE PLANETS AND THE STARS
LEAVE THIS LONELY WORLD OF OURS
ESCAPE THE SORROW AND THE PAIN
AND FLY AGAIN

FLY, FLY PRECIOUS ONE
YOUR ENDLESS JOURNEY HAS BEGUN
TAKE YOUR GENTLE HAPPINESS
FAR TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR THIS
CROSS OVER TO THE OTHER SHORE
THERE IS PEACE FOREVERMORE
BUT HOLD THIS MEM'RY BITTERSWEET
UNTIL WE MEET

FLY, FLY DO NOT FEAR
DON'T WASTE A BREATH, DON'T SHED A TEAR
YOUR HEART IS PURE, YOUR SOUL IS FREE
BE ON YOUR WAY, DON'T WAIT FOR ME
ABOVE THE UNIVERSE YOU'LL CLIMB
ON BEYOND THE HANDS OF TIME
THE MOON WILL RISE, THE SUN WILL SET
BUT I WON'T FORGET

FLY, FLY LITTLE WING
FLY WHERE ONLY ANGELS SING
FLY AWAY, THE TIME IS RIGHT
GO NOW, FIND THE LIGHT

It has been a privilege and honor to have met you!
Peace be with you and your family.
Love always, little one.
Kelly

Lafayette, MN - Wednesday February 6, 2002 11:21 PM CST

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Dear Andersons,
I check this site daily to check up on Chayton, Gatlin, and Ashley. I think about and pray for you often. The children at school miss Gatlin and want me to be sure to tell him HI!! I read Gatlin's and Ashley's entries. What wonderful tributes to a very special little brother. I know Chayton must sense how deep everyone's love is for him. Your love and devotion to him should make us all realize what really is important in life. Tell Gatlin I miss him and think about him real often! Jan Junko
Jan Junko <jjunko@iowatelecom.net>
New Hampton, IA Chickasaw - Wednesday February 6, 2002 11:16 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, Gaitlin, Ashley and Chayton..just wanted to let you know I checked in on you and am still praying for you..And Dawn, in your most recent post you mentioned not knowing if you had the strength, not knowing where to look or what to do...but you do have the strength to get through this and no one expects you to be strong all the time. In those moments turn toward each other, turn to Chayton,and his incredible strength, turn here to all of us that are praying and thinking of you.. and turn to God for comfort from your pain. "But now, Lord, what do I look for? My hope is in you." (Psalm 39:7) I pray this night will be without any "scares" and that tomorrow will find you all still here and well..God Bless
Patricia Neal <nealfgroup@main.com>
Conroe, TX Montgomery - Wednesday February 6, 2002 11:12 PM CST

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Sleep peacefully and in the arms of the Lord. Rest easy tomorrow is another new day. Check on you tomorrow. Love the Mauters
<timcar@rconnect.com>
- Wednesday February 6, 2002 10:22 PM CST

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Dear Andersons,
Sleep peacefully in the arms of the Lord.
May God be with you and watch over Chayton as he sleeps.
Always in our Prayers.

- Wednesday February 6, 2002 9:38 PM CST

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May the peace of the Lord remain with you.
Keith & Marge
- Wednesday February 6, 2002 8:45 PM CST

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The grace of God will never lead you, where the grace of God cannot keep you......All of you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Barb
IOWA - Wednesday February 6, 2002 7:37 PM CST

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The Anderson Family
I was thinking of you all today, wondering how you're day was going. I read your journal to see how Chayton is doing and how your family is doing. He's a very strong little fellow. I know that God is with all of you, especially Chayton. May God bless you all.
Laura <kazda@netins.net>
Plainfield, Ia USA - Wednesday February 6, 2002 7:20 PM CST

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Dawn, I visit this site and you, Chayton and your family frequently and you are never far from my thoughts. I'm so sorry for all that you are going through. And I'm so frustrated with how useless and empty my sympathy, my sincere & fervent wishes for your health & happiness, my burning tears as I hope for a full recovery for Chayton & Pierce - seem. To borrow your phrasing, "It sucks." It really does.

Your journal entries, your beautiful spirit, your ferocious love for your baby, and your perfect hope for your family's future - are an inspiration. You are all truly blessed, and i deeply hope that you will continue to be so, forever.

sending big ((((cyber-hugs)))) --based on my belief that a person can never get enough hugs-- and wishing you peace.
~e.
CA - Wednesday February 6, 2002 7:03 PM CST

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Hi Andersons~

Hi hope every thing is good I dont know becasue you havent changed it yet???Me and my friend Lisa are going to come over tomorrow if that is alright we would come at like 3:50 or something Lisa would really like to see him?!!? If that does not work please let me know you can call any time.But if I dont here from you we will just come over then ok!!!!!I hope you got my e~mail???!!???I am praying real hard buddy!!!!Are you ready to meet Lisa????She is very nice she loves little kids like you and I love little kids to like you!!!!!!I dont know what to say right now so I well just talk to you tomorrow!!!??!!!I am going to tell you something if your mom didnt tell you Chayton ok!!!!!!!Its about you!!!Love ya lots and more lots!!!!So does Lisa!!!!!!
Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Wednesday February 6, 2002 6:59 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
I am glad to hear that Chayton is comfortable. The words escape me once again. I read your entries, and I try so hard to find the right comforting words, that I want to share, and I guess my feelings run so deeply that words just do not express what I would like them to say. All I can do is pray. I pray that things will turn around, and with a new day, may a new light shine upon you. It is truely touching to see a father hold his child, and craddle him his strong arms. Darrell, you are truely a strong man, with a heart of gold. Dawn, your strength amazes me. You are a wonderful mother, and wife. When things are at there worst I thank God he gave you to each other. You are a great couple. May God give you the strength to meet each day, and somehow find peace at the end of each day. May he light your way with his love, and guideance. When all else fails look to God to pull you back together. Love each other and hold each other when things get rough. I pray that things will eventually get better.

We love you, and we continue to pray for one of God's greatest miracles. We send to you our love, support, and prayers.

Love always,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Wednesday February 6, 2002 6:25 PM CST

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Darrell Dawn Gatlin and Ashley, Chayton just to let you know that I think of you all every day. My heart goes out to each and everyone of you. Iam hurting so bad I just can't imagine the pain and sadness that you all are having.I sure hope that God will keep giving you the will and power to keep on. Darrell I know that you Dawn and the rest of the kids love Chayton so much. He is one child that will be able to say I know that my family loved me. You guys are doing great for what you have to be going through. I know that your hearts are hurting but you know that you are doing all that you can do. We are praying that Chayton will go peacefully when his time is up,and God will ease the pain for the rest. Love you all.
Betty Sandeen
Nicollet, Mn - Wednesday February 6, 2002 6:18 PM CST

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley and Chayton,
I do not know you Chayton, Dawn, Gatlin and Ashley, but I know your husband and father, Darrell. We went to school together. I know him to be strong and honest and caring. I am so sad to hear that all of you are in such pain right now. May God's grace fill your hearts and give you strength. I will pray for all of you. Lora
Lora Johnson <lora.johnson@nbc.com>
Chicago, IL - Wednesday February 6, 2002 5:43 PM CST

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Dear Andersons,
Our love to all of you. We think about you all every day. Fred calls from work and says that they are keeping track over the internet and calls me to update me. There are so many people that care and it's a beautiful thing. Praise you for all of your love, passion and understanding that you all give Chayton. He feels your love everyday. Our continued prayers and support are with you always.
Ann and Fred Jutz and Family <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, Mn USA - Wednesday February 6, 2002 5:34 PM CST

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Dearest Dawn, Darrell and Family, Our love to each of you. We want you to know you are always in our prayers. We have an awesome God and He has given each of you awesome strength. What an inspiration you are to each of us. We love you so much. We only wish we were closer so we could reach out and hug you. Our whole family sends love to each of you. Love you, Uncle Wink and Aunt Bev
Wink and Bev
Belle Plaine, Ia USA - Wednesday February 6, 2002 4:27 PM CST

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I haft to say I agree with the people in the last entry's. You all have been a inspiration to us all. You guys have more strength than anyone I know. I also do haft to say that I am proud of having the honor of knowing your wonderful family. I meet you when you first found out about this, and I am just lost for words. I admire you all. Your children are so lucky to have parents like you. Give hugs. Love always, Sarah, Andrew, and Cassandra
<sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday February 6, 2002 4:21 PM CST

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Dawn, everyday I read your entries and cry for you each time. I'm taking my granddaughter out for a walk right now, and how I wish that you could do the same with your little angel. Dawn my thoughts never leave your family. We are going to be away from the computer for four days and it's going to drive me crazy not knowing how you are doing, but I want you to know that my prayers are with you daily. I have no idea where the strength to keep going comes from, but your family has something special together, you should be so PROUD! Love you and want you to know I really care and wish I could have you wake up from this terrible nightmare, but............
Dawn Schmidt
Montevideo, mn - Wednesday February 6, 2002 4:06 PM CST

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I had just seen your guys jounral about your Chayton is not doing good at all. That is sad to hear and I know how it feels to lose someone that you love. You are lucky to have him this long and you should try to be strong. It sounds like he is a little fighter and he is trying to be strong.

- Wednesday February 6, 2002 3:41 PM CST

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Darrel, Dawn, and Family,

Just an afterthought on my earlier message: Maybe instead of "Don't let go" God is saying "If you let go, I will catch you." I know you are holding tight to Him, but if your grip starts to slip, He will be right there to catch you! Rest in His strong hold.

You are always on my mind and in my prayers.
A Friend
North Carolina - Wednesday February 6, 2002 3:25 PM CST

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You guys are on our minds constantly. Just wanted you to know we are here and still following everything that is going on. Please know that even though I don't sign the guestbook daily....we are on your site several times daily. Take Care
Kurt & Carla & Family
- Wednesday February 6, 2002 3:20 PM CST

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First of all I agree with the person that singed in below with no name. You both have been so strong, through all of this. I give you credit. And Chayton, He is putting up one heck of a fight!!!!! You have so many people out there thinking and praying for you. I know I will be here for you and your family if you need me. I hope you know that.
You have always been there for me,and I thank you for always being there when I needed you.

I wanted to check in to see how Chayton was doing. I;m sorry to hear that he gave you a couple of scares lastnight. I will call you and see if it is all right to come over to night.
You guys take care. I will be praying for you and your family. Love Ya!!
Terri Schmidt
- Wednesday February 6, 2002 3:15 PM CST

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As I sit and try to think of what to write that could give you some comfort I look at the photo of our child who passed away and ask him to help his mom. As the years have gone by and we look back at what we learned from our childs short life we often wonder why the important lessons in life that we have to learn need to be so hard on our hearts. We have made our lives much simpler and try to not get caught up in the material things in life. We are sure that he is with us often just by little things that happen around the house. He gives us reminders that he is still with us in spirit if not in body. I do not know you but I came to learn of Chayton from a friend and I only hope to offer some comfort. Chayton like our son is an angel sent by God to help us on earth learn to grow to be better people. The memories of son help our hearts feel better and at times the memories make our hearts cry but they can never understand why. The one thing I truly believe is that God sent an angel down from heaven to teach us for a short time and when his work was done he called him home to heaven to be our "guardian angel" until our work is done here on earth and then we can all be together again in the beautiful gardens of heaven.
I am sorry that I am not blessed with the gift of words like your friend from NC. Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. We ask God to bless Chayton and to welcome him home. We know that he will be safe in his arms. We ask that God bless your hearts with the strength that you need at this time and for the many trying times to come. We also ask him to comfort Chaytons brothers and sister for this is hard for them to understand. They are wonderful to Chayton and have shared their love together
both in words and actions. May the tears flow freely and the memories of Chaytons love give smiles to all forever.
Tylers mom
- Wednesday February 6, 2002 3:04 PM CST

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Hi Darrell, Dawn, Chayton, Ashley and Gatlin - we have not signed on in a while, but we have been gone on vacation! But we called everyday and checked with my mom to see what was happening! You guys are all so strong! And WOW Darrell what you wrote I can tell came from your big heart! I hope all is going well and we will continue to pray for your whole family! Hang in there!!! We are all here for you!!!
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
glencoe, mn - Wednesday February 6, 2002 2:53 PM CST

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To the Anderson Family,
I have been following Chayton's web site everyday to see how the little guy is doing he is such a strong little man! I pray for him everyday; praying for a special miracle for Chayton. Your entries of Chayton are awesome.... thanks for keeping us updated. My heart goes out to Chayton and your family I can't even imagine what your going through unless a person goes through this themselves. There are no words to say or to take this pain away that you're going through. I wish I could be an Angel and touch the little guy and he would be free of cancer and do the kid things he used to do. We'll I'm still praying for that special 'MIRACLE' to happen. You guys seem like such a wonderful family I can tell that you love your children more than anything else in this world. That is why Chayton is such a fighter from your love it is strong!! keep talking to Chayton it gives him strength and hope.. he can hear every wonderful thing that you say to him. I hope you find this entry touching I'm speaking from my heart I don't know Chayton but, I sure fell in love with the little guy from the entries you have written. And the cute pictures of him. I'm a mother of 3 children, and what I have learned from Chayton and your family that is; Family is #1 and always should be and no one can buy that kind of love or happiness thank you for reminding me of that. My thoughts and prayers are with you everyday. (there's not one minute of the day that I don't think of the little guy). Chayton God is always with you. You're a special Living Angel of God.
S Fluegge <rsrrrf@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN - Wednesday February 6, 2002 2:36 PM CST

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Dawn,
You ask the question,"do we have the strength?" I do think that God will grant you that strength when the time comes. I bet you never imagined you had the strength to go through this past 6 months and you have done it! You have also managed to be a great mom the whole way!!(not to mention,a great person)I hope that one day you will think of Chayton and smile instead of cry. I just know that with such a wonderful Little Angel watching over you that he will lead you to happiness once again.Chayton has managed to lead the whole world on his Journey. He has managed to bring out the best in people across the world, he has done all of that from here, on Earth. Just imagine the miracles he will be able to perform once he gets his wings!I know the miracle we all pray for will come. We may just have to wait til Chay gets his wings so he can do it for us!! He has never stopped giving you sweet little signs that he loves you....I know if you watch real hard...those little signs will be there, even when he is gone. His spirit is strong and I think he will carry you through and give you strength. Always in our Prayers.

- Wednesday February 6, 2002 2:33 PM CST

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Thinking of you all. I heard something interesting once about when a child dies how they are not afraid of what is to come, heaven is still in their memory, and like us whove been here on earth longer, they have not yet forgotten its glory. When my Samuel was born I had a nun come and pray with me a prayer of protection and praise for his birth. She said " Look at him smile in his sleep! He must be dreaming of heaven still." I believe we are born knowing all of this, but it gets foggy and we lose it as our life, or our sinning life more so. lengthens. So Chayton is so youg and pure Im sure he dreams of going back to his home in heaven, where his life was planned by a loving creator, who knows all of Chaytons needs, desires, and his heart completely and God will delight in caring for him. We have to have faith in a plan, a master plan made before the world began-so that we can have strength in our faith that God is with us and has a purpose for each and everyone of us. Do not lose hope Darrelll and Dawn in the power of prayer because this one may seem a cruel answer of no, strengthen your faith and relationship with God and He may show you why it was no, maybe not, but if He does show you the reason for His answer I just know in my heart you will agree that His plan for Chayton was so very painful for you, but something magnificent has been done for Chayton-more than this world could of ever given him- this world is temporal- heaven is eternity. I feel so bad for your pain, I cant even begin to imagine, I just dont want you to turn away from God, but to lean on Him. As always, we will continue to pray for Jesus to be near you, and to give peace to your broken hearts.
Dana Mohr
Paynesville, - Wednesday February 6, 2002 2:07 PM CST

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Chayton and Family:
Thinking of you always. My heart aches for all of you everytime I read your journal entries. You are all so strong and love each other so much - as I've said before you are an inspiration to all of us.
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Wednesday February 6, 2002 1:01 PM CST

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Words just don't seem to be adequate to offer you comfort-nothing earthly can do it for you-only knowing the love of Jesus wrapping His arms around you will give you the comfort you so need right now. My heart aches for you-I hope it will help just a bit to know how many people's lives Chayton has made a difference in and how many people have looked to God in prayer, begging Him to spare this little life. It is so hard right now to think God's will be done but we know it has to be that way. I try to think of the pain you are going through and the memories you are so diligently making, knowing you don't have much longer, and I just cannot comprehend it. Please know you are in my thoughts so much.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Wednesday February 6, 2002 12:45 AM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell and family,
You continue to be in my prayers. This is such an emotional and physically exhausting time for all of you. Keep doing what you are doing and take time to eat and rest. You are surrounding Chayton with love and when the time is right he will rest his eyes and a feeling of peace will come over him. Stay strong, continue to pray as many are praying for all of you. God Bless you all.

Sylvia <SJKC1961@AOL.COM>
Mendota Heights, MN - Wednesday February 6, 2002 12:41 AM CST

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Dear Darrell and Dawn,

I keep praying for you - I wish I could do more.
Mary Olson <maryeolson@hotmail.com>
New Ulm, MN USA - Wednesday February 6, 2002 12:28 AM CST

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Dear Dawn and family,

What a wonderful story you wrote! I wish I had the wonderful words of comfort and wisdom as the friend in NC has. Just know that I am thinking and praying for you and your family. May God grant you the strength at this difficult time.
Always in my prayers,

a friend
IL - Wednesday February 6, 2002 12:27 AM CST

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I have been checking your website everyday since I have heard about the "little fighter". I can't imagine what you and your family are going through. This is a tough fight for all of you. I have prayed for Chayton and your family that God gives you the strength to pull through all of this. I don't know what else I can write, as others seem to have all of the right words. I just wanted to let you know that I think of your family everyday and pray that God will take care of you. Chayton knows how much he is loved by the family and friends! You are always in my thoughts and prayers.

- Wednesday February 6, 2002 12:19 AM CST

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hi guys we are at the hospital with ben for his clinics just thought we would check out the web page I am so sworry to hear that chay is feeling bad remember that if you need me i am hear for you guys give him hugs and kises from his stacy we love you guys.
stacy hagman <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
lester prairie, mn - Wednesday February 6, 2002 12:00 AM CST

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Hello! This is Katie Schreiner and Stephanie Koep. We were just looking at your webpage. I (Katie) know that I've been going through some hard times right now and just looking at Chayton in the pics makes me see that someone out there is worse off then me. He is so adorable and from what I can tell in your journal entries, so fully of life. I (Katie) know that it's hard to lose a loved-one, I've gone through it. Our thoughts and prayers will always be with you and your family. We pray that you will always find happiness in everything you see. We love you guys!
Katie Schreiner & Stephanie Koep <k_t_dance@yahoo.com, cape12@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday February 6, 2002 11:46 AM CST

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Oh, Dawn~

What a beautiful story. How marvelous that you had such a vision, and how painful for you to know that Chayton won't be here in body when, as you say, this really happens one day. He will be with you, though. What a gift, for you to give him that image to paint on his heart and have with him as he soars above the clouds. He will go ahead of Darrell and Gatlin and make sure there are clear skies for all their adventures, whether they are on the ground or in the air. Keep dreaming those dreams and weaving those wonderful stories, because through the pain and tears, they will give you wonderful images to see when you long for a glimpse of Chayton. They may carry you through times when Gatlin and Ashley want to imagine what Chayton is doing. Write them down, because they are gifts, little golden moments revealed to you to give you a bright spot to focus on in these often dark hours.Through these stories and adventures, Chayton will be with you in spirit, although there will probably be times when you would MUCH rather have his little body to hold than his spirit! But know that his spirit will never leave you, and he will forever remain your beautiful baby boy.

I hurt for your precious Gatlin and Ashley. They are so young for us to expect them to be comforted by memories of their baby brother and visions of Chayton in Heaven. Kids are so here and now, and all of that is so abstract. They don't want memories or visions, they want Chayton. We are all impressed with the depth and maturity of the love they have for Chayton, a love which has had barely 2 years to grow. But face it, they are in many ways babes themselves, and if we as adults struggle to make sense and accept all of this, what makes us think that they can? My prayers will continue for you and Darrell and your support community as you comfort and nurture these 2 in the days, weeks, and months ahead. It's a big task, but remember that as God has one hand leading Chayton to Heaven, His other hand is reaching down to all of you, saying "Don't let go. I won't."

Darrell, the image of you cradling your precious son is a picture I can see, even though I have never met any of you. Just as Jesus is letting you be His arms on earth, He is doing His work through you. He is letting the love of our Heavenly Father be passed from Him to you and then wrap around Chayton. He surely is smiling on you and saying "Well done."

I pray for physical and emotional strength to sustain you all. God has an unlimited supply, even when ours gives out. He also knows when we are tired, and comforts us in our fatigue. Chayton is not the only fighter in your family. You have all fought with and for him, and he knows it. To all of you, I am sure God would say "Well done."

Lifting you up always in prayer,
A Friend
North Carolina - Wednesday February 6, 2002 11:23 AM CST

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My heart breaks as I read your latest entry...no one should have to feel this pain. I am so sorry for your family. It almost seems as though the pain has been lifting for Chayton and you are drowning in agony. To read your stories and your words is one of the hardest things I've ever done. Yet...I continue to check your site everyday.Then I imagine how hard it is for you to say the words and share it all with us.The pain of watching your child suffer is more than you can take and you are not only watching one of your children suffer but, all of them. If there was something I could do to take away a fraction of this for you... I would do that.I think this is all up to The Good Lord and I pray to Him each day that He will ease your pain, suffering, and grief.So many people are there for you... yet none uf us can seem to make this go away. I am so sorry and will continue to pray for all of you...prayers for now and forever.
Always in our prayers.

- Wednesday February 6, 2002 11:20 AM CST

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Thinking about you always Chayton!! You sure are a tough little guy.
Jenny & Steve Gieseke <kaiya@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, - Wednesday February 6, 2002 10:21 AM CST

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Dear Dawn and Family,
Just a note to let you know I'm here and feeling some of the emotion with you. I cannot possibly imagine how you all are feeling but I have an idea.
Anyway, I'm hanging with you.
With Lots of Love and Prayers,
Cindy
Cindy Crider <ccrider>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday February 6, 2002 9:15 AM CST

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Dear Anderson Family,
While you must be both emotionally and physically exhausted, know that there are many people who think about you all the time...your guestbook is proof of that. I hope Nicole can be included in these precious days you have left with Chayton. I know Nicole and she is a great girl - I am sure she will need lots of emotional support as will the rest of you in these final days. My prayers are with you and your family.
Carol
MN - Wednesday February 6, 2002 7:52 AM CST

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Dear Anderson Family,
I am Kylee's great aunt, so I have also been reading about Chayton. I am praying for Chayton too. I want to thank you for the wonderful support you are giving my niece and her family also. God Bless You

Beckie
- Wednesday February 6, 2002 7:14 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, Chayton, Gatlin & Ashley, we call everyday & read the guest book entries several times a day. It's interesting the many people thru the country who care so deeply for you all, not to mention heart warming. I can truly say our family has been blessed with such a terrific little man as Chayton, even if it was just for a short while. He taught us all some pretty big lessons & I believe we learned them well, from him. For those of us who have had the pleasure in growing with Chayton including you guys Gatlin & Ashley we had some pretty awesome laughs. I really can't remember a time when Grandpa & I would come to visit ever seeing him whiney or just plain naughty. Chayton's an exceptional child of God. He had a job to do & he did it well. Now he still has that very special job in making sure your family is going to be O.K. when he leaves for another journey. Knowing that he won't hurt anymore & won't have to be poked & prodded with needles or such. It was soooo hard to watch everything he had to go thru & all he knew was that the Drs. & nurses were hurting him. Not that they were trying to help. Trying to explain that to a little man was one of the most heart breaking things mommy & daddy had to do. Chayton many times would look at them with his little puppy dog eyes, like why are you letting this happen to me. But Mom & Dad can rest assure that Chayton understood pretty fast. When they would tell him for instance that if he wanted to leave the room he had to wear his mask or he couldn't. The Drs. & nurses were amazed how smart he was. He never fought it when told. He automatically knew what mom & dad told him & did just that without a whimpper. All the caring from everyone in Winthrop, is unbelievable. This community has been super to our children. They have all been so suportive in every step of the way. But we must remember that when Chayton has decided it's time to go on his other journey, we must all not forget about Gatlin & Ashley, Dawn & Darrell. They are going to need our support then too in the days going by. It will be a void that cannot ever be filled, but with all of our love & prayers we can help them start to heal. So please keep in touch with them & pray for them. For too many times after everything is all said & done, we don't think about the family left behind. They are still going to need us. Darrell told me something yesterday, about Gatlin I know came from his heart. He said that he couldn't believe how loving & caring he is during this time with Chayton & how much he really understands. That he thought Gatlin was such an exceptional child that way. But I told him that Dawn & her brothers were all that way growing up whether it was a pet or Grandpa etc. They were all caring like that. Darrell was so proud & amazed by this little 5 year old. When some adults can't even express there feelings like this. So Gatlin you go give daddy a great big hug & kiss, cause he is very proud to be your daddy. But let's not forget about Ashley either. Just because she doesn't understand the concept of things right now, doesn't mean that it will be this way forever. So we have to make sure she gets all the love & hugs too, because she may not understand today, but that doesn't mean maybe tomorrow she won't. She needs all the understanding she can get too. So let's keep both GAtlin & Ashley in our prayers & give as much love & patience as we can to help these little children get thru these next days, weeks, months, however long it may take. Love you all Grandpa & Grandma V.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Wednesday February 6, 2002 6:00 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, Ashley and Gaitlin and Clayton..I just finished reading your journal and getting to know you family and I wanted to say how much I admire the LOVE that is so obvious within these pages..You are incredible people and Clayton is lucky to have you, as you are to have him. I have no clue what you are going through from a personal experience and I can't even conceive of what it is like..my only perspective is of being a parent also to four children who are the greatest gifts God has ever given to me and knowing how deeply I love them and cannot imagine being faced with making the choices you are to let them stay and leave surrounded by such love. I will be praying for you and your extended family and friends..and Gaitlin and Ashley you are the most wonderful brother and sister to be so good, loving and helpful with you brother Clayton!
Patricia Neal <nealfgroup@main.com>
Conroe, TX Montgomery - Wednesday February 6, 2002 0:54 AM CST

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I read about Clayton's heart breaking illness. Please know that your whole family is in my prayers. Please give clayton a hug for me, even though I don't know him personaly I think that he needs alot of hugs.

Kathy Hagle <JinglesFerret@aol.com>
Auburn, WA AMerica - Wednesday February 6, 2002 0:32 AM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, and the kids,
Sorry I haven't signed in earlier, but I came down with the flu, not fun. Anyway I have read the updates, and I am happy to hear that Chayton is still here with us. I think that it is a great idea for you to share your visions (if you want to call them that.) with Chayton on how you think his future would be. It is always wonderful to share things like this with someone, wheather it be the past or the present. It takes a lot of strength to share dreams, and thoughts. I will call you soon. Take care everyone, please give your wonderful angels a hug and a kiss for me.

Our prayers and love go to you always.

With all of our hearts, love, support, and thoughts,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 11:12 PM CST

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Greetings to you all...Have been thinking about you and got your email address from your Mom. Wanted to see how everything was going & let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers......
With every word that we read this evening, the love that you all feel for your son flows freely. Thank you for introducing us to your very special child. You have an amazing family Dawn.
Love, Mark, Lisa, Meagan, Breanna, & Brody VanderKolk
Mark, Lisa, Meagan, Breanna, & Brody VanderKolk <kolkml@acegroup.cc>
Waterville, IA USA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 10:44 PM CST

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Thinking of you...again....and always.
Dana Mohr
Paynesville, - Tuesday February 5, 2002 10:20 PM CST

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Dear Darrel, Dawn, and your Sunshines!

I just want to let you all know how very proud my family is of your family. We are awestruck by how well you've all held it together and continue to do so. You are truly amazing. Always looking for the sunshine thru the dark clouds. Chayton is truly blessed with the most caring and thoughtful parents and with such 'troopers' for a big brother and sister!
Every time I look out at the sky and see rays of light coming down from the sky, I believe these are from God sending down His angels to protect all of us and also placing new baby souls here on earth for all of the new parents to love and raise for a short time. The rays of light that are going up into Heaven are all of Jesus' lambs going to be with Him.
All of our thoughts, prayers, and hearts are with you all always.

P.S. You've also made Mike and I remember how truly blessed we really are! Thank you!

Love, Michelle, Mike, TJ, Jenna, Isabelle <mmkids@prodigy.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 10:15 PM CST

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Just to let you know that we have been reading your journal every day and you are never far from our thoughts. God bless.
Jim and Jeannie Cruse
Ia - Tuesday February 5, 2002 8:40 PM CST

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Dawn, I know I just e-mailed you but I had to come and read Chayton's page, I am very honored to be able to read all that you have felt as I am just starting the jurney, I want to thank you. Words somehow fail me. There are so many things I want to say and none of them will do anything, just know that you and all the very special kids and their parents are in my prayers and thoughts. When we first started this trip I thought we were alone and I am so sorry that we are not because that means that their are other kids going through what our Amanda is going through and they should not have to do that at any age.
My Love and Prayers
Cheryl
Cheryl Conway <conway4life@aol.com>
Lubbock, TX - Tuesday February 5, 2002 8:39 PM CST

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Still checking in and praying for your family. Praying for continued strength for each one of you and admiring the courage each one of you have shown. Also praying for comfort and peace for Chayton in his journey.

Emma's Auntie Lynn
Madelia, MN - Tuesday February 5, 2002 8:24 PM CST

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Dear Dawn,

I can't even say I wish I had the words to make this easier for you, because to think it could be any degree of “easy” is so far from what is thinkable. The bottom line is that the only way to get through this journey is one step at a time, and yes, some of the steps are so painful they seem unbearable. Your memories will often be both your best friend and your worst enemy. While you will never forget those joyful, happy times, the emptiness you will forever feel will also carry unspeakable sadness for you. Truly, this is one of the reasons memories are called "bittersweet". It can be a real balancing act to hold on to the memories without reliving the pain. There have been times I have simply given into the pain and let it have its way. I don't know if the "experts" always recommend this, but I find that sometimes it’s what you really need and all you can do. As long as you don't stay there, and you let yourself recover a bit in between those times.

I can actually feel that pain of loss in the pit of my stomach as I sit here hundreds of miles away and read your words. If your journey is anything like mine, you will wonder how you can live with the memories, at the same time knowing that you couldn't live without them. Your saving grace will often be the knowledge that Chayton has brought you joy, and he has joy because you gave it to him. He learned it and experienced it from you and Darrell and Gatlin and Ashley. Don't ever forget that you have that capacity for joy deep down inside, even when waves of sadness swell over it. It will come to the surface little by little. But give it time. And don’t feel you are doing Chayton a disservice by letting yourself feel and go through the pain.

Maybe this seems odd coming from someone who has had so many words of hope and comfort. Don't get me wrong...this is not a loss of hope. Far from it! I just know from my own walk through grief that it is not a nice clean path where you pass through one stage and move on to the next. It is more like a cycle where you might circle back around to a place you thought you had already been through. In some ways, you are already beginning that cycle, as your loss has been ongoing throughout the stages of Chayton's illness. It was similar for us, for in some ways, we began our "grief" cycle when Melissa was born. Facing and dealing with the reality of her severe handicaps meant letting go of the "perfect" child we dreamed of. In some ways, the death of our dream was like the death of that child. And all of this while celebrating the joy that our first baby was here. It was quite an emotional roller coaster. We passed through many of the stages of grief over and over in the 13 (almost 14) years of her life, and then were slammed by the full force of grief when she died.

Melissa was truly the most joyful person I have ever known, but we still had to face the fact that we had experienced a loss. There was some guilt attached to that, as we loved Melissa fiercely and had so much joy through her life. How could I admit to feeling grief and loss while being so thankful for the beauty and joy she brought to our lives? It took a lot to realize that grieving the loss of who she wasn't didn't mean we didn't love her for who she was. It was simply part of the process of accepting what was and letting go of what wasn't. But it’s an awfully difficult process...pretty near impossible some days.

Your situation is different, and yet similar. You face a similar balancing act as you are having to let go of Chayton a little more each day. Your grief began before the loss. You are feeling your loss while grateful for every moment he is here with you. You are releasing him and holding him at the same time. You are in the past, the present and the future, and it’s a tough place to be.

Give yourself permission to be just where you are, because it is normal (but how can anything be “normal” about this??) to be feeling all these things at once. I don’t have the answer to how you actually survive it, but sometimes you just have to feel your way through and hold on to the people around you. Let them hold you up when you need it, and when no one is strong enough to hold anyone else up, then all lean together.

What a contrast you face as you are flooded with memories of the beginning and face the end. Cherish those memories, even though they will be excruciatingly painful at times. I have often thought that if I let go of that pain, I was letting go of Melissa. I was afraid that if it didn’t hurt to think about my loss, it meant I had really “moved on” and then she was “really” gone. I still struggle with this, but am learning not to spend as much time in the pain. I have to admit, it’s still there 4 ½ years later, and to some degree always will be. I have often said that it’s the depth of the love that enabled me to care for her through her life that also gives me the capacity for such deep pain. The same may be true for you: The depth of the pain you are and will continue to feel is a reflection of the depth of love that has allowed you to be willing give up anything and do everything for Chayton.

Please know that my heart is right there with you as you face both the moments of light and the darker times. You are walking the most difficult road of your life, and doing it with such devotion to your family. And at the same time, you are bearing your soul for others to share. You are changing lives for the better, and that is part of your gift to Chayton, and his gift to the world. You may never know how many of those gifts there are!

May God comfort you and light your way.



A Friend
North Carolina - Tuesday February 5, 2002 8:22 PM CST

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Thank you for sharing with us all your thoughts and emotions so we could know you better and shower our prayers on your family. All the guestbook entries may have been for you but we have all benefitted from them. Thank you to all who have shared such inspriration to all of us. Dawn, Darrell and family, you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I check this many times a day and also check with Carla when she talks to you. I love you all.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 6:03 PM CST

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I just found this site yesterday while looking up rhabdoid from seeing it on the Make a Child Smile page. I am so sorry to find it at the end of this long journey, yet I am happy I could know of this family and this strong little boy. I have read every word of every page and am amazed at the love and strength of everyone. And all the other families with this disease.

To Ashley and Gatlin...what a lucky little boy Chayton is to have a sister and brother like you guys! You two have been through so much and have been so strong for your mom and dad.

To Chayton...

C-hild of God and gift of joy,
H-eaven waits above,
A-ngels dance triumphantly,
Y-ou will know their love.
T-ime has come to call you home,
O-’er the clouds you’ll soar,
N-ever will you feel the pain...Baby...nevermore.

H-unter, such a noble name,
U-sed for someone brave and strong,
N-ever was there any doubt,
T-hey had known it all along.
E-nter proud and take His hand,
R-evel in the Higher Land.

All my love and prayers, sweet child.

Claudia Allen <pollyesther123@yahoo.com>
Ann Arbor, MI USA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 5:50 PM CST

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Hi Anderson's

I am glad Chayton is feeling beter.Dawn when do you think I can come over and drop off the money??I am think about Friday is because my friend Lisa Gitter mite come over so maybe we can come over then because she wants to see him so bad!!!I am praying real hard buddy.Chayton if you need me please give me a call ok.Gatlin and Ashley if you need someone to play with please call I would love to come over and play!!!!!!!Well I sould go.Love ya lots and more lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Please call or something and let me know when I can drop it off???!!!????Love ya!!!!!!!!!!!
*Kelsi Pagel* <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 5:42 PM CST

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Andersons,
I'm so glad Chayton can spend time with his brother and sister and find some peace. He is such an Angel...God certainly blessed you with a wonderful family.

ia. - Tuesday February 5, 2002 4:07 PM CST

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Hey Andersons~!
Chayton hang in there buddy!We love you very much and don't want to loose you! Dear God please give Chayton the power to get through this thing and get to have a long healthy life! Amen. Chayton keep fighting! Even if you do leave we know that you tryed your hardest and so did your mommy and daddy to help keep you! Chayton your mommy and daddy love you lots and so does everyone else!I will keep you in my thoughts at all times and I will continue praying for you ! Love ya lots and lots!!!!!!
~*Alyssa Neid*~ <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 3:55 PM CST

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Dawn and family,
I saw this and thought of your family right away. You are in my thoughts and prayers.Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, "I'll open up your heart..."
"You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted. The surgeon looked up, annoyed. "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, "to see how much damage has been done..."
"But when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there."
The surgeon looked to the parents, who sat quietly. "When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up and I'll plan what to do next."
"But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart."
The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well." "You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there."
The surgeon left. The surgeon sat in his office later, recording his notes from the surgery, "...damaged aorta, damaged pulmonary vein, widespread muscle degeneration. No hope for transplant, no hope for cure. Therapy: painkillers and bedrest. Prognosis: here he paused, "death within one year." He stopped the recorder, but there was more to be said. "Why?" he asked aloud. "Why did You do this? You've put him here; You've put him in this pain and You've cursed him to an early death. Why?"
The Lord answered and said, "The boy, My lamb, was not meant for your flock for long, for he is a part of My flock, and will forever be. Here, in My flock, he will feel no pain, and will be comforted, as you cannot imagine. His parents will one day join him here, and they will know peace, and My flock will continue to grow."
The surgeon's tears were hot, but his anger was hotter. "You created that boy, and You created that heart. He'll be dead in months. Why?"
The Lord answered, "The boy, My lamb, shall return to My flock, for he has done his duty. I did not put My lamb with your flock to lose him, but to retrieve another lost lamb."
The surgeon wept. The surgeon sat beside the boy's bed; the boy's parents sat across from him. The boy awoke and whispered, "Did you cut open my heart?"
"Yes," said the surgeon.
"What did you find?" asked the boy.
"I found Jesus there," said the surgeon.
Author Unknown



Kathy (Crandall) Girkin
Charles City, IA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 2:07 PM CST

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Thinking about you Bud!!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN usa - Tuesday February 5, 2002 1:24 PM CST

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley, Nicole & Sweet Little Chayton – Just wanted to let you know we're still thinking about you and praying very, very hard. We'll keep asking God to send each of one of you extra strength and courage. Gatlin & Ashley...those were beautiful words you wrote to Chayton...you are very special little people. Chayton, we're so very proud of you Buddy! We're proud of each and everyone of you. Take care and God bless you all. P.S.: Thank you to Friend from North Carolina. You truly are a God send.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Tuesday February 5, 2002 1:14 PM CST

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My heart aches for those sweet angels, Pierce & Chayton, & their loving families.

I am genuinely in awe of the beautiful, loving community that has grown & blossomed here, tended by gentle souls and generous hearts.

You are all brave, compassionate people, and blessings to those whose lives you've touched.

Wishing you comfort, peace, and the enduring warmth and security of your love for eachother.


~e.
CA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 12:57 AM CST

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Chayton and Family:
Checking in on you and letting you know that we're thinking of you constantly. You have all touched so many hearts!
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Tuesday February 5, 2002 12:19 AM CST

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Hi Everyone,
After reading so many wonderful things said to you over the past mounths its hard for me to add something of worth.
Just know that you are all held dear to me, and I send my love, support and prayers
Vi Eichenberger <eichome@iowatelecom.net>
Ionia , IA US - Tuesday February 5, 2002 10:50 AM CST

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Great entryGatlin & Ashley, you kids are the bravest kids I know. Chayton, glad you are still with us.
sarah
- Tuesday February 5, 2002 10:05 AM CST

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So glad there seems to be a peaceful time in your struggle. Rest in God's love today.
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 9:13 AM CST

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I was wondering if I could come and see Chayton tonight! PLease let my mom know if that is alright! I am thinking about you!
Tricia Uecker
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 8:34 AM CST

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Dear Gatlin and Ashley,
Everyone has been praying for Chayton and a special miracle to keep him with us, and then when that wasn't in God's plan, then to take him peacefully to heaven. But you know what, we have also been praying for you both that you would be able to accept God's will, keep Chayton in your hearts forever and then be able to go on with your lives knowing Chayton is safe and loved and happy and healthy in Heaven. We also pray that you will have gained so much more faith, knowing how Jesus has worked in all of your lives, and be able to share that faith with your friends.

Gatlin, those magical powers that you wish for Chayton to have so you know he is with you always--guess what? You already have them and so does Chayton, Ashley, Nicole, your Mom and Dad and Grandpa's and Grandma's. It is called faith. Faith helps you to know Chayton will be safe, will always be there watching over you as your play, study hard in school, do things with your Mom and Dad, faith will help you want to learn more about Jesus in Sunday School and at home, The faith you have was given to you at your baptism, to prepare for all that you have to deal with in life, and to assure you a place in Heaven, too, one day. So--God's does know what we need even before we ask. He knew you needed signs sometimes like we all do and you will have them. Isn't that neat?

Ashley, won't it be great for Chayton when he will have no more medicine, no more shots, no more pain and suffering? Someday that will all be yours, too. You may have to wait a little longer for it but it will be yours. For a reason only God knows, Chayton was given the ability to do his work here on earth in just under two years (but who knows, that miracle of his life may still come if we just have faith in God's will). Some of us aren't so lucky. We have to work longer here on earth to accomplish what is God's plan. Yes, we have physical joys here--and we have sorrows--but none of it is as great as what Chayton is going to have when he is with Jesus and the angels in Heaven. You continue in your faith, learn all about Jesus, and one day all these blessings will be yours also. God be with you and your family always.

Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 7:10 AM CST

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Hi Anderson family,
I saw last night that Gatlin and Ashley had signed the guestbook, but I didn't sign to tell them so, because I didn't want to "bump" their entries from the top of the list. I knew that would happen, but I didn't want to do it! I wanted their words to stay there for all the people that read them after me. Silly, isn't it?!

But WOW!!! (That's for you guys, Gatlin and Ashley!) We all know that Chayton is changing lives, and mostly without using words. But you two have written the most beautiful words and poems for your brother! Your words will change a lot of lives, too. That is more work you are doing for God (like I wrote to you another time). You probably don't even know how special you are, or maybe you do, because people surely are telling you that. You gave Chayton the most beautiful gift by writing those messages for him. Lots of grownups don't even know what words to say! The best part is that besides your words, Chayton has your love and memories to tell him that you love him. He will always have a Gatlin-shaped and an Ashley-shaped place in his heart that you put there! Thank you for showing a lot of people what love is all about. A lot of people have said how much the words I have written mean to them, but I want you to know that your words are more beautiful than anything I can say!

If it's OK for someone who has never met you to tell you I love you, I will, because I do. I have come to love you and Chayton and your mom and dad because of the beautiful people you are. I know your family is having lots of sad right now, but I hope you have lots and lots of happy in your hearts from all the happy times you have had together. That will get you through!

Big words for little people, but I hope you understand! Stay close together, and remember to hug!

Lots of love to you, and many prayers,

A Friend
North Carolina - Tuesday February 5, 2002 6:12 AM CST

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Dear Gatlin and Ashly,

I am sitting here thinking of how brave and beautiful your souls are. You two are so loving to your brother and I hope that he does send you magical powers and beautiful messages in the middle of the floor. I am so sad for your family tonight and cannot stop crying. But they are tears of admiration for your spirits. Chayton is very lucky to have such a wonderful and loving family and I hope that he goes peacefully to be with Jesus and will whisper to you at night that he is doing well and playing with all the other angels.

Please hold your mommy and daddys hands and know that every time you smile at them, it will remind them of the love of Chayton, for children are the miracle of life and your souls will reflect the love of Chayton.

I don't want to stop writing tonight for I feel I must tell you again and again how beautiful your entrys were tonight and how they touched the very deepest part of my soul. I wish I was nearer and I could do more to comfort your family, but please know that my thoughts are with you each moment of the day.

In love and prayers,
Danielle McCauley <DanielleRB@aol.com>
Tustin Ranch, CA 92782 - Tuesday February 5, 2002 0:04 AM CST

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I saw this poem and thought of you, Chayton:

To A Beautiful Person
If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.
If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.
He sends you flowers every spring.
He sends you a sunrise every morning.
Whenever you want to talk, He listens.
He can live anywhere in the universe, but He chose...your heart.
Face it, Chayton -- He is crazy about you!

God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.

Heaven will bring you great comfort. We know you will be an angel watching over your family.

All my love, Missy

Melissa (Steve & Devin) Ridler <only_friends_family@email2me.net>
Nicollet, MN USA - Monday February 4, 2002 10:18 PM CST

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Gatlin and Ashley,
WOW!! You guys are sooo brave and I can tell you love your brother very much.Chayton is so lucky to have you in his life.It's tough to be kids and with Chayton being sick I bet it's been a little tougher on you,huh? You guys have so many people that love you. I think you both already have special powers, do you know what they are? You can make your mom and dad smile, no matter what. You have the power to be special kids...a special brother for Chayton and a special sister for Chayton. You are also very special to eachother,you can share things together, be buddies, only brothers and sisters have this special power!!
Gatlin and Ashley- you are COOL KIDS!!!
Gatlin, I do think Chayton will leave you a special sign that he is in Heaven, you watch close and you will see it.Maybe mom and dad will help you to see it.Or...maybe you can help them to see it.
Ashley, you are right, it is too bad that Chayton has to take all that medicine. But, you know what, he is lucky that he has you and Gatlin here for him,his Big brother and sister.
You guys are very lucky. You are the two cool kids that God chose to be with Chayton here in this big world.He knew that you would be buddies forever and always love eachother. He was right!!
I hope that you will smile and laugh and have fun like kids should do. Thats your big job here on Earth!!Be Kids, make your mom and dad laugh. THOSE are your special powers!!!
a mom
Ia - Monday February 4, 2002 10:09 PM CST

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The first part of this message is for our friend in North Carolina. Chayton and his family only know me as a hit to their web page. They know me as one of those many people who have been following Chayton's story for months, praying every day for Chayton and his loved ones. I haven't signed the guest book before because I couldn't find the right words. Instead, I anxiously look for your entries. I know that you will find a way to comfort Chayton and his loved ones, when people like me struggle to find words of comfort. Thank you for so eloquently finding and sharing the words that make all of us feel better. Please know that you and your daughter are in my thoughts and prayers. Because of your kindness, your daughter will live on in the lives of even more people. You truly are an angel.

To Chayton and his loved ones, my thoughts and prayers are with you daily. I truly believe that heaven is a party. And when it is God's will to invite Chayton to His party, I believe that Chayton will continue to work miracles in our lives. God bless you always.
Brenda
- Monday February 4, 2002 9:28 PM CST

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Chayton I am so happy to hear that you are doing better today. I hope everyday gets better for you and your family. You are such a fighter. You are not going down with out a fight, I'm happy to hear and see that. you have to get better so you can come over here to see the daycare kids. tahey would love that. We talk about you every day. I let them know how you are doing.
Well I am going to go to bed and I will check ing the morning to see how you are doing. You take care, and I will pray for you!! LOVE YA!!!!!!!!

Terri S
- Monday February 4, 2002 9:28 PM CST

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Dear Chayton,

I'm sorry that you're going through a lot of pain. I wish that you could go up to Jesus and all the other people. I want you to fly. And please have magical powers. Please don't have bad habits. Please don't drink Mountain Dew. Be a good brother. When you die can you tell Jesus if he can make me have powers too while I'm down here. I wish you a merry Christmas. I love you very much. Please can you turn into a fairy and come back and visit me. Leave a sign in the middle of the floor.

I'm not so tough
I'm so small
I love you Chayton
one of all

Love, Your Brother
Gatlin
Gatlin Anderson
Winthrop, mn usa - Monday February 4, 2002 9:11 PM CST

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Chayton, I don't like you going through all the pain and medicine. I feel sad and I love you very much. I want you to stay here with us and not go up to heaven with God. Have a great Valentines Day with us.

Love, Ashley

Please stay with us
I don't want you to go up to heaven
I want you to stay with us
Ashley Anderson
Winthrop, mn USA - Monday February 4, 2002 8:53 PM CST

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We've had fun spending time with you today.
Here's a poem for you.
roses are red
violets are blue
I hope you have a good valentine's Day with all your family and friends too!!!

Your cousin,
Lee

P.S. I LOVE YOU !!!






Lee Rethamel <mickkraft@hotmail.com>
Charles City, ia USA - Monday February 4, 2002 8:46 PM CST

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We've had fun spending time with you today.
Here's a poem for you.
roses are red
violets are blue
I hope you have a good valentine's Day with all your family and friends too!!!

Your cousin,
Lee

P.S. I LOVE YOU !!!






Lee Rethamel <mickkraft@hotmail.com>
Charles City, ia USA - Monday February 4, 2002 8:46 PM CST

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ROSES ARE RED
VIOLETS ARE BLUE
MAY GOD BE WITH YOU
AND MAY CHAYTON BE BLESSED
WITH A MIRACLE

LOVE,
CHELSEA

CHELSEA RETHAMEL <mickkraft@hotmail.com>
charles city , ia usa - Monday February 4, 2002 8:41 PM CST

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Thinking of you....

Dana Mohr
Paynesville, - Monday February 4, 2002 8:17 PM CST

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I Have no words to say expect you are a wonderful family and i know by the way you write how much you love your family just hold on to god he will led you through this i just wanted to let you know i still check on him ever day

Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx usa - Monday February 4, 2002 8:01 PM CST

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Hey Guys~ If it's alright I would come and see Chayton Tomorrow night!! Only if it's alright with you guys!! He has touched me in so many ways and I am so grateful for that! It is so wonderful and I hope he is happy! With love,

Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday February 4, 2002 6:22 PM CST

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It sounds like you have a strong faith, so don't despair. God has told us if we ask and truly believe, we can move mountains. My love goes out to you and your family in these trying times. I can tell that God's is already there. Trust in Him.
A Friend
MN - Monday February 4, 2002 5:00 PM CST

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I remember your beautiful little guy with that long, dark, gorgeous kitty fur like hair he had when he was born. He was such a beautiful, content little guy. You sacrificed so much just to bring him into the world Dawn, and he knows that! The love in your house in immense...it pours out in your words and in the thoughts you share with all of us. My heart aches for you and your family but I am happy that Chay is finding some peace here in his final days. I want so bad to just drive up there and just give you a hug...but I know you need your private time as well. I wish I could say that I empathasize but I can't know the pain you feel but also know that you are always in my thoughts and in my prayers every minute of every day. Hugs from my house to yours!!!
Nancy Coleman <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Monday February 4, 2002 4:26 PM CST

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Dear Andersons,
Your family is in our daily thoughts and prayers, Chayton is an inspiration to us all. May God bless you at this time! Stay strong!
Karen Koch <kkoch@ameriquest.com>
North Wales, PA USA - Monday February 4, 2002 3:53 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrel & Family

This time with Chayton is so precious for all of you. Everyone that has followed your journey has been touched and moved by the words written by the two of you. The enteries written by loved ones and the many strangers is just one testimony how you have touched everyones' life. Many doors will be opened because of your sharing your journey.

Chayton, dear sweet little baby. You are so precious. You have served our Savior far better than many of us have and we are much older than you. You and your family have been such a great witness for our Jesus. Always know that you are so loved.

Our Heavenly Father,

Please be with this family as they hold their son and give Chayton to you totally with all their soul, heart, and mind. Give them the peace, strength and courage they are needing so much at this time. Let them feel your almighty presence and love.

Our Father, we pray that while Chayton is here with us that you will ease his pain and comfort him with your love.

These things I ask in your name.

Amen



Sharon <parrottsharon@hotmail.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday February 4, 2002 1:58 PM CST

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- Monday February 4, 2002 1:55 PM CST

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May God Bless Chayton and hold his hand in the last steps of his long Journey.May God give you strength as you watch God take Chayton's hand.

ia usa - Monday February 4, 2002 1:03 PM CST

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May God Bless Chayton!
Tricia Uecker
- Monday February 4, 2002 11:51 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell and family,
My heart aches for you all. Please know we are keeping you all close in our thoughts and always in our prayers. Your children are fortunate to having such loving, compassionate parents. Wishing you peace.


Ellen Huott, mom to Alexis Ann <Mehuott@aol.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Monday February 4, 2002 11:31 AM CST

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Hi~

I'm still here and still praying.
God be with you.

A Friend
North Carolina - Monday February 4, 2002 11:12 AM CST

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Hey guys, just thought I would check up on you. I'm glad Chayton's still with us, unless he's in pain. I wish I could be there with you, and help, I am so sorry. Please give hugs.
sarah and kids <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday February 4, 2002 9:53 AM CST

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Dear Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley and Chayton,
I continue to keep you all in my prayers. I pray that Chayton will be comfortable and know he feels secure in the love and warmth of his family. You are all doing a wonderful job at comforting Chayton through this journey. May all the memories that you as a family are creating bring you much peace in the days ahead. God Bless you and give you strength for the next part of the journey.
Sylvia <SJKC1961@AOL.COM>
Mendota Heights, MN - Monday February 4, 2002 9:08 AM CST

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Hey Chayton~ I have been having dreams that you are making making it through this awful thing! I hope they come true! Hang in there Buddy!! Thinking about you!
With Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USa - Monday February 4, 2002 8:34 AM CST

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Chayton my little buddy, it was so great to see you and when I got to hold you it meant the world to me. You are such a beautiful angel. You've touched so many lives . . . too many to count and lots we don't even know about. You've taught us all many wonderful things and warmed all of our hearts. Then it occurred to me . . . you know the saying "it takes a community to raise a child" well Chayton in your case . . . it took a child to raise a community. It is so wonderful to read all of the guestbook entries and how you have touched their lives. You have accomplished more on this earth than most do in a lifetime. I'll bet even the angels watching over you are inspired by you!!! Love you whole bunches and am happy to hear that you are comfortable, you deserve that after all you've been through.
Colleen D
Winthrop, - Monday February 4, 2002 7:25 AM CST

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I recieved an email message this morning from a cousin in North Carolina which I would like to share with your friend from NC. It was about a man who was told by God to go walking and for fourteen years he walked around the country, his inspiration led people to get to know Christ and he gave Bibles to people that he thought needed them. He would work whereever he could, buy Bibles and share them. My words don't do justice to it but it made me think right away of our friend in NC and how God is working through her to give us all strength, to know he is the Way, the Truth and the Life and everything is possible through Him. Chayton has been a miracle in so many ways and even though the miracle of his life we have all been praying for doesn't seem to be going to happen, the miracle that he has performed through his life has been much greater. God indeed knows what we need and He has given this precious child to us to show us the way to get it. Thanks be to God!
The pain you have been feeling, dear ones, can never be expressed in words, nor can our support for you but you have been given the strength we have prayed for to accept God's will and to know that Chayton will be among the angels of heaven. He was given to you to love and care for--the time seems so short--but the quality has been tremendous--and now Jesus needs him to come home.

Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Monday February 4, 2002 7:01 AM CST

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Dear Anderson Family,

I am relieved to read in your entries that you have received signs from Chayton that allow you to know that he IS able to hear you even when he isn't responsive.

My mother died of cancer 5 years ago. I stayed with her round the clock the last 2 days or so when she was in a coma. I, or dear friends who came to help, ran the morphine pump that allowed her to have as much relief from pain as possible.

I didn't know if she could hear things being said, but chose to trust the hospice people and hospital nurses that said she could. When friends/family would call the room, I would tell them to say to her whatever they wanted/needed to and would hold the phone to her ear. I played cds for her: from classical to Iron Butterfly. She hung on longer than anyone suspected she would, even though I had given her 'permission' to go and assured her I would be okay. Eventually, it occurred to me that she may be afraid, so I started reassuring her that there would be people and pets she loved to welcome her on the other side of death. I told her to look for her grandfather (they were very close) and asked her to look at his face, in his eyes, and see the love
he had for her.

I had no sign that she could hear me during those 2+ days till I talked about her grandfather, her mother and father waiting for her, not needing to being afraid to go and the love that she could take with her and the love that was waiting for her. At that point, she opened her eyes and looked somewhere over my shoulder toward the window and tears rolled down her cheeks. She was finally able to let go and be free of the horrible pain.

Only in the last minutes did I know, for certain, that she heard me. I am so grateful I trusted the nurses and that I chose to talk to her during that time, acting on faith that she would hear.

I don't know if Chayton has any grandmother-type people that have passed, but if he should need someone to rock and hold him on the other side, if he should need to go, Lee would love to be able to do that for him, I am certain. Mom was happiest when she could hold and rock babies. She may even have a few kitties and a bunny that she's looking after for me for him and the angel kids to play with.

My very best regards to all of you.
Julia Johnson <jujolodi@psaccess.net>
Oelwein, IA US - Sunday February 3, 2002 11:57 PM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers will continue to go to you. I know it is a rough time. I wish I could take away some of Chayton and your pain also. I will be there if you want a visit. I don't want to take up precious time from your immediate family with Chayton.

Darrell, I have always thought the world of you. I know you are a great guy. It is so sad that you and your loved ones are going through this. I know you have a heart of gold. Hold tight to your loved ones. You have the right idea of family first. My mom wanted to say that she knew you were an amazing guy and proved it by being man enough to show your feelings and all your love to your family. I feel the same way.

Dawn, I think you are wonderful and a rock for your family. Thanks for keeping us all informed on our little angel. I am going to send you a poem that I think you'd love.

Gatlin, Ashley, and Nicole: You can know that you are an important part of Chayton's life. You will be able to keep him alive always with your memories.

I pray for an easy transition for Chayton and the strength to get you through it all. I still hope for a miracle but understand that God may want him in heaven to do greater things. He has taught us so much. He is and always will be a blessing.

All my love to your family.

Missy (Steve & Devin) Ridler & Betty (& Wayne) Sandeen <only_family_friends@email2me.net>
Nicollet, MN USA - Sunday February 3, 2002 10:50 PM CST

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Dear Dawn and Darrell,

Your journal entries are heartwarming and inspiring. I am so glad Darrell was able to write. What you said was beautiful. What your family has gone through I would wish on no one. Thank God he has heaven instore for Chayton - no pain, no tumor. Thank God we will all get to spend eternity with this special child in heaven when God decides it is time for us to join him in heaven. I also thank God for getting to know you and for allowing me time to get to know Chayton and your family. What a truly treasured gift. I pray for you always.
Mary Olson <maryeolson@hotmail.com>
New Ulm, MN USA - Sunday February 3, 2002 10:15 PM CST

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Dawn & Darrell & Kids, I was blessed to get to meet you last week and pray with you, thanks to Teri A. for bringing us together. Your family has been in my prayers alot lately. I was so impressed by the maturity of the older kids. They were so glad we had come. I pray that this will be a time that will remain sweet in their memories. You have done such a good job involving them in this chapter of your life!!!May the Giver of Peace, God our Father, give you the comfort that you need now and forever. Your courage and strength are so amazing. I can see from your guest book that you are surrounded by many that truly support you and will keep Chayton's fire burning. God bless Martha Brangenberg Gaylord, MN
Martha Brangenberg <MARTHAB@MNIC.NET>
gaylord, mn usa - Sunday February 3, 2002 9:30 PM CST

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I heard about this site through Nicole (I work with her) When she told me about Chayton it brought tears to my eyes. I pray for you all often! Keep fighting Chayton!
Jennifer S.
Hanska, MN - Sunday February 3, 2002 8:38 PM CST

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hey Chayton I don't really now u. I just heard my parents talking about my cousin Kylee.She has the same thing u got.I heard you name because my aunt Jodi Azbill went to your party.well I better stop talking because maybe u will go to bed. Well came to this web site to tell u to hang in there and what ever happends everyone will still love u.Angels are waching over u CHAYTON ANDERSON WITH LOVE XXOO BUH BYE CUTIE PIE
CHRISTINA HAAS <bebbyk@hotmail.com>
EVANSDALE, Iowa USA - Sunday February 3, 2002 8:15 PM CST

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Still thinking about you constantly and praying so very hard. We continue to ask God to bestow upon each of you an extra abundance of strength and courage. Chayton, you are such a very special little boy! Take care and God bless you and your mommy and daddy, brother and sisters. God's peace.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Sunday February 3, 2002 8:07 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, and family,
I am glad to hear that Chayton is still with us. You are on my mind constantly through out the day. Mike is still here with us, ya know it is really nice having him around these days. I have found that he is really great with Logan, and Logan loves his uncle Mikey a lot. He also wants me to tell you that he says "Hang in there and be tough." You know how he is, a man of few words.

I am hoping that things continue to go well for all of you, or atleast as well as can be. I am happy to hear that the fundraiser up there at DQ, went well.

You are constantly in our thoughts and prayers, along with in our hearts. There isn't much of the day that passes by that we don't think of you. We love you all. I will say it again, Dawn and Darrell you two are very special, awesome parents. Your strength has been a god send. To have someone in your lives such as each of you to lean when the times are hard and trying like have been is wonderful. You are the perfect pair. May God bless your marriage, and your family, and fullfill the rest of your lives together with much love, and happiness. I know that praying for happiness at a time like this seems wrong, and it sounds weird to myself to say it, but Chayton has been such a miracle to all of us, and taught us all so much in such a short period of time, I think that in time happiness is exactly what he would want to.

When mom, and my brother died, I didn't think I would ever survive, and to this very day I still don't know how I would have ever made it through if it hadn't been for my dearest and closest friends and family. Dawn you have been with me through out it all. I will say THANK YOU!! You are so special to me, the words fail me. I love you. I love your family. Chayton, my little buddy, we love you too. We think of you often and pray for you always. Gatlin and Ashley we love you too. You also are always in our prayers, and you are definently thought of with love as well. Nicole even though we have never met, I continue to pray for you as well, this must be difficult for you also.

We love you all, and think of you often. If there is ever anything that we can do for you, just please let me know.

All of our love, support and prayers go to you today and everyday.

With all of our hearts we love you,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Sunday February 3, 2002 7:49 PM CST

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Hello To The Andersons,
You are in our thoughts and prayers. Just talked to John & Missy, they got home fine, and the youngins are home also. So we begin another week. Stay confident and keep it together. Our Love and Prayers to you All!
The Mauters <timcar@rconnect.com>
CC, - Sunday February 3, 2002 7:49 PM CST

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To all the Anderson Families, our thoughts and prayers go to each and everyone of you. Stay together as a family always. You are one tough family and it shows everyday in your words that you send to us.
Dexter Brahn Family
Ionia, IA - Sunday February 3, 2002 7:38 PM CST

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Ethel Ann Cruse <secruse@netins.net>
Plainfield, Ia US - Sunday February 3, 2002 7:18 PM CST

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To the Anderson Family
I just wanted to let you know you are still always in my thoughts and prayers. I wish there was more we could do for your family...The lady from North Carolina is a angel sent to us all. She is so wonderful in words that everytime I read her entries I print them off to give to my Mom & Dad to read because our family has a special needs brother, son and it always gives them a special passage to read for the day and makes the day go by a little easier. I wish we all knew who you are or could keep in touch because it is always a comfort to read your encouraging words.

Darrel, Dawn and family may God give you the strength to continue on during this difficult time and for a long time after when Chayton is called home. You will be in our prayers forever and we will never forget Chayton. God bless you and everyone Chayton has touched. He is an amazing boy that had a family and friends full of strength, courage, determination and HOPE!!!
Brenda Hawkins <dhawkins@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Sunday February 3, 2002 6:05 PM CST

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Dear Anderson Family,
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you often throughout the day. I needed to attend mass 4 times this weekend, and offered prayers for your family each time. I also asked a group of people I was with Saturday night to pray for you. You both have shared so many beautiful thoughts and feelings. They help all us to refocus on what is important in life. Give Ashley a hug for me. Sincerely, Lynn Ries
Lynn Ries - Ashley's teacher
- Sunday February 3, 2002 5:26 PM CST

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Hey Guys~ i am praying about you guys all the time keep fighting Chayton! God bless you all!!
Love, Tricia <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
winthrop`, Mn USa - Sunday February 3, 2002 3:58 PM CST

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Hi Chayton, I'm still praying for you and your loving family. If it time for you to leave this earth and go to a better place will you say hello to my two babies and tell them they are missed very much and the family will be with them someday forever. God be with you.

- Sunday February 3, 2002 3:19 PM CST

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Dear Chayton,

I hope it is OK with you that I sign your guestbook. I have written to the other people in your family, but not to you yet. In some ways it will be the hardest of all to write to you. It kinda reminds me of the end of The Wizard of Oz when Dorothy tells the Scarecrow that it's going to be hardest to say goodbye to him. You have a heart like the Scarecrow, big enough to let lots of love in and lots of love out.

You have never met me before, but I feel like I know you because of all the wonderful things your Mommy has written about you, and all the messages people have written to you. I am a mom too, so I know a little bit about what your mom writes about, but not exactly! (Cuz nobody is just like your mom or your dad, or Ashley or Gatlin, or even you!) Even though I am a stranger, I am not a bad stranger, because I think if I ever did meet you I would love you, and I wouldn't ever want anything bad to happen to you. I hope it is OK if I call you "my little friend Chayton" because you have grown a place in my heart that makes me feel like you are my friend.

You have been such a brave and strong little boy. You know, it's OK if you don't feel strong all the time, or even to be scared sometimes; even grown ups are. But you have taught us all more about being strong and brave than we could ever have taught you.

I hope you know that you have done some very important things while you have been here on this earth. Many people have learned a lot because of you. They have learned that God can use all of us, no matter how old or young, or how weak or strong we are, to make the world better. They have learned that some things they thought were important aren't that important after all, and some of the things they took for granted are really the most important. They have learned that the love of a family can carry you through anything, even if it is something bad, and that bad things never really win if they make you stronger. They have learned that it is very hard to let go of someone you love, but sometimes letting go is the best way to show that you love them. And that letting go doesn't mean the love is gone, because you can feel it forever and it stays alive in your heart. And Chayton, if people already knew these things, then you have reminded them to think about them again and share them with others.

I have a daughter named Melissa who is already in Heaven. She was sick sometimes, (but not just like you are), and couldn't do a lot of the things that most kids can do. I think you would like her, because she was a very happy person and made a lot of other people happy, just like you. When your mom writes about your beautiful smile that can light up a room, it reminds me of Melissa because her smile did the same thing. Yep...I think you two would like each other!

Even though I miss her a lot, I can still be happy when I think of her because I know she is in Heaven and that is the best place to be. I like to think of her running without her wheelchair, and that makes me smile. Your family will have pictures in their hearts of what you are doing in Heaven, and you will make them smile! That is a great gift from you to them!

I hope when you get to Heaven, Melissa is at the front of the line (or close to it...something tells me there will be a lot of Angel children waiting to greet you!) and that you will run and play with her and be her friend. She was older than you, but I have a feeling she would be like me and love babies and little children like I do!

Little One, you are in a very special place right now. You are here in the middle of the love of your family, and at the same time I think God is letting you have little peeks at what Heaven is like. That is why you can be so peaceful and content. You get to be held and loved by your family, and hold God's hand at the same time as He is ready to lead you to be with Him. And when you breathe your last breath here, your very first one in Heaven will be in the presence of God who loves you more than you can ever imagine. You won't be sad or lonely or scared, only happy and well and strong. You can run and laugh and giggle for ever and ever, and Sweet One, that will make your family happy. Yes, they will miss you so much, but they want you to have the best, and that's what Jesus has waiting for you.

I would never take Heaven away from Melissa now that she has gotten to go there. In Heaven, she is not sick any more, and you won't be either. She could not walk here, but in Heaven she can walk and run, and even do cartwheels. Maybe she will show you how! In Heaven there is no more medicine or needles or any of the bad stuff that isn't any fun for children. You won't even remember that you had to have that stuff!

When you get there, I hope you will tell Melissa that her mom and dad and sister and brother miss her a lot. But also tell her we are happy that she can do all the things in Heaven that she couldn't do here. And most of all, I hope you will sit with her in a circle of all the other children and the feet of Jesus, and live forever in the warmth of His love.

I will keep praying for you and your wonderful family. You are so blessed to have eachother. And all of us have shared that blessing as you have shared your life with us.

I hope when you go to be with Jesus, you have a smile on your face, because I know there will be one in your heart!

A Friend
North Carolina - Sunday February 3, 2002 2:38 PM CST

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I prayed for you last night Chayton, I prayed that heaven is everything you expect and more. Your so young yet you have been through more then some grown men have gone through. I just want to let you know that the people in Omaha, NE are praying for you and your family.

God bless you and your courage!
Candace <c_biffar@hotmail.com>
Omaha, NE U*S*A - Sunday February 3, 2002 12:13 AM CST

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Chayton,
You have handled this monster with dignity from the beginning and now you are showing the world that you can go out with dignity also. God has blessed you with many wonderful gifts and the biggest and best of all is the faith that you were given at your holy baptism. It has carried you and sustained you every day of your life and now better than ever, it will continue to sustain you and carry you through to eternal salvation. You and your mom, dad and grandparents have had a lot to endure but can you even think of what it would have been like if Jesus wouldn't have been by your side? May He always be with you and them.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Sunday February 3, 2002 11:55 AM CST

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Hello there Anderson Family,
I am so happy to hear that Chayton is still with us. he is diffently a fighter. He has proving everyone wrong again.
Chayton you are wonderful little boy! And during your journy you have touched so many lifes, I know I will never forget you!!
I also agree with the friend from NC...................
I have to go now, but if you need any thing call me on my cell today. I will be thinking of you and Praying.!!!!!!
TAKE CARE!!!
Terri S
- Sunday February 3, 2002 10:50 AM CST

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Thank you God for another beautiful day, and God bless the Andersons, for they have shown us so much about life.
Keith & Marge
- Sunday February 3, 2002 10:34 AM CST

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Darrell & Dawn,
AMAZING is the only word I can think of righ now. I wish there was something I could say to make things better for you all.
Darrell, thank you for writing in Chaytons journal. Dawn, you were right, I did need a box of kleenex to wipe away all the tears.
Dawn, you are so right. Darrell is a great person, I knew that in high school. The love you share with each other is an inspiration to us all. I would say that you are both so lucky to have the wonderful family that you do. You are both amazing people.
Chayton has put up a good fight, he is such a little trooper. He is sure to know how much love everyone has for him. When it is time for Chayton to leave this earth & walk in Heaven with God I have this picture in my mind.
I can see this wonderful little boy going up to God & giving his a Big Hug and telling him "Thank you for giving me my Mommy & Daddy on earth, they are the best!" I am sure Chayton knows how much you have done and how strong you are.
My prayers and thoughts are always with you. I think about you often through out the day.
Chayton you are a wonderful child.
God Bless,
Cindy



Cindy Petersen <petersen_cindy@hotmail.com>
N. Mankato, MN - Sunday February 3, 2002 10:24 AM CST

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You are right about your friend in NC. Every time I read here entries I am amazed. Everyone could use a friend like her. I am glad she found you and can comfort you during this difficult time.

- Sunday February 3, 2002 9:51 AM CST

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I agree with the friend from NC! I have been following chaytons story too, and have learned something from him. I have learned to value my family and my life with them. Wow! is he a very important messenger from God for all of us or what?! You are lucky that you got to know him!!
Take care!!
another friend
mn - Sunday February 3, 2002 9:34 AM CST

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We are constantly praying for you and your family Chayton-keep giving your mommy & daddy signs of how much you love them. They love you very much!! We'll keep checking for updates.
Jenny & Steve Gieseke <kaiya@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Sunday February 3, 2002 9:23 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell and kids,
I am so happy that Chayton proved the hospice lady wrong again. I just told Mike, that he is the only kid I know that can continue to prove people wrong. His strength amazes me. I am so happy he is there this morning to give you an awesome day. May the Lord bless you with more mornings like this one. We continue to pray everyday that today won't be the last. We love you and we are all here for you. Take care, and we will try to call later today.

Have a wonderful day with Chayton, Gatlin, and Ashley!!!
Make it the best one ever.

All of our love, support, and prayers,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Sunday February 3, 2002 9:09 AM CST

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so many lessons we've learned through Chayton.....
I wish I could give you all a big bundle of love and energy to meet the needs of the day. I can't imagine what you face each day. thank you for writing on this journal. And now you, too, Darrell. It takes a big man to say what you did. And I do mean MAN. Thanks. We keep you all in our prayers today at Trinity.
Love,
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Sunday February 3, 2002 7:26 AM CST

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Hello There Anderson Family,
I just got home a little bit ago. and I soudn't get my computer to boot up. so I called the company and here the reason for it not booting up was because I still had a disk in my drive. (Pitcures of Chayton that I saved)
Anyways I just wanted to check in before I went to bed. I will call you in a couple of hours to see how you guys are doing!!I hope you have a good morning.
Remember we love you and are thinking and praying for you and your family!!!!!!
Terri S
- Sunday February 3, 2002 3:30 AM CST

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Sharon and family, Been thinking of you and praying for all of you. I feel I'm there with you. I do know what your going though and hurt with you. Little Chayton along with the rest of you are all fighters. I just keep thinking Chayton will be with my mom who will take very good care of him. God be with you all and remember we all love you.
Sandra
Clarksville, IA - Sunday February 3, 2002 0:00 AM CST

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Hey guys....it gets harder and harder to write to you all. I don't know all the comforting things to say but....I know prayers. I say them everytime I drive by.....everytime I see a baby come through the lines at Target...everytime I have a moment to sit. You have definatly taught me alot. I cried for only the second time tonight...I haden't read some of the entries from late Friday to this morning. So obviously I just got done reading Darrells.....I just have one thing to say to you.....THANK YOU! Money isn't everything...Money wasn't going to heal Chayton, God was.
Money doesn't by happines or love.
Money doesn't give you good friends.
I could hand you a white peice of paper and that isn't going to make you like me more. I know that being only 17 I have already been caugh up with thinking money is everything. I just got a raise @ Target...boy was I HAPPY....but what happens whem I want more? I get another one and am "happy" again....UNTIL I want MORE! What was I really happy about? I haven't figured it out yet. Latly the only thing I wanted....money couldn't have come close to buying-Chayton to be healed. I tured the wrong way.....away from God that is. And I didn't like it. Take care and see you soon. Tomorrow in fact! Have a good night. Don't forget to eat and all that good stuff.
Stephanie
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday February 2, 2002 11:28 PM CST

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Hello. I was given the link to this site last night. As I looked around, I was very touched. Touched by your story, the fact that you are kind enough to share your story and the wonderful guestbook entries.
I am not quite sure as what to say to you, but I really want you guys to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
My very best wishes to you, Emily in Florida
Emily C. <emilywhatnot@hotmail.com>
Ft. Lauderdale, FL USA - Saturday February 2, 2002 11:16 PM CST

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Dear Darrell,

I have read and re-read your entry several times today, and every time it moves me so deeply. If you are lacking in any ability to express yourself, as you said, I can't see it. Your words are clearly from your heart and soul, and couldn't be more eloquent. That you can say anything to any of us at this point would be enough, but you did it so beautifully. You are a gift to Chayton, to your other children, and to Dawn.

I have signed your guest book a number of times, and have experienced the loss of a child myself. I won't say "I know how you feel" because I don't. I know what it is like to lose a child, but I don't know what you feel like, because each person's situation and loss is their own.

What I do know, however, is the unspeakable value of a husband who walks with his wife, side by side, hand in hand, through the journey no parent ever dreams they will make. I know the value of a husband who lets his wife cry in his arms when she needs to, and who is strong enough cry with her when he needs to. I know the value of a husband who doesn't expect his wife to always be at the same place emotionally as he is through the grief process, and who is able to be at his own place, and yet remain beside his wife. I know the value of a husband who isn't afraid to admit that he is feeling weak or scared when he is, and who is able to offer strong arms for his wife when she needs them. I know the value of a husband who is willing to lean together with his wife when neither one is feeling strong enough alone. And I know the value of a husband who has arms big enough to wrap his children in them any time they need it, for even when there are no words to comfort them, they know that Daddy's arms are safe and strong.

I know this because I have a husband like this, and without him I don't know how I would have survived the most difficult experience of our lives. I have been on the receiving end of all these gifts, as is Dawn. She is so blessed to have all of these things and more in you. Even though I have never met you, it is clear in what Dawn writes and in the messages you receive from others that you are such a dedicated and loving father and husband. I agree when Dawn says (as she has many times) that you are the best father your children could have.

I'm not sure that I would say that you didn't get your miracle, however, because it appears that because of Chayton, there have been several. One of them came through in your words about how important your family is and that they will always come first. That time is more important than money, which is true, for that is what makes a family truly rich. That is the greatest gift a man can give his family, and that gift came in part because of Chayton. This little guy has changed lives in a big way, and if that's not a miracle, I don't know what is! Perhaps Chayton wasn't meant to get the miracle himself, but to help others get them. I know as a parent you would have wanted him to have it, but maybe this is exactly what he was sent here to do. To teach us all a little bit about living and what is important in life. He has done it well. And I dare say you are a better person, and your family is a better family, for what Chayton has brought you. Even in the pain, there were lessons and gifts. His life, or the end of it, will not have been in vain.

It is typical to tell a family going through what you are to be strong, especially the Dad. Along with being strong, cling together in your weakness. It's impossible to always be strong, so get ready for the weak times and hold together when they come. We were told the loss of a child can tear a family apart or pull them together. Ours pulled us together, and praise God that yours is too! You are an inspiration to many.

God bless and cradle all of you in His love.
A Friend
North Carolina - Saturday February 2, 2002 10:39 PM CST

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Hey~
Chayton keep hanging on.I am praying real hard buddy.Jeniffer came over with me on friday night but wernt doing hot so I didnt want her to wake you up.We love you lots and you know that.Please dont go but if you really really really need to go that is ok to not that i want you to go but I dont want you to struggle.Oh Dawn you know when I stoped in on Friday and got the candles 2 people did not pay yet so when they get the candles they will pay and then I will drop the $ off or I will give the $ to MaryAnn and she can give it to you????O.K.???Love ya guys lots and more lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Saturday February 2, 2002 9:25 PM CST

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Dawn, and Darrell, and kids,

Let me say first to Darrell, you are great!! You are so compassionate, loving, and caring. Let me tell you, not many men in general are able to express half of what you did. You love your children and I can deffinently see it, you love your wife and that is obvious. I can honestly say I am glad to have had the chance to meet you and get to know you. If has been a pleasure. You and Dawn are so perfect for each other. When she needs a rock, you are there. When you need someone just to vent to she is there for you in return. The kind of love the two of you share is priceless. The kind of love and strength you have for your children is more than magnificant. May God bless you with his loving arms, and keep you there. May he also guide you in peace and mercy. We are all right here for you. Please if you ever need anything know that we are here and all you have to do is call.

Dawn, you are truely blessed. Your husband is wonderful. I continue to pray for any kind of miracle the good Lord will send your way. I love you all.

I called Roger today, he has your phone number, he said he will give you a call. Mike and I had a long talk today about you all. He said he would like to call, but he just doesn't have the words. He doesn't know quite what to say. He always has been on the quiet side, and now more than ever he is at a loss. He sends his love. I know he wishes there were he could do. You know Mike. He said he thinks of you often, and he told me that Chayton has definently put up a good fight, and he doesn't want him to go either. So coming from Mike--That's a lot!!! A man of a few words.

I am praying that tonight will be better, and that tomorrow brings better news. I am struggling for words, and I am not sure what I can say. All I know is that we love you, and are here for you. I wish there were more that I could do. I have faith that the good Lord will see you through whatever may lie ahead. I know he will guide you down the path you are taking. Mom is there I know she is. I know that she will take Chayton into her loving arms, and hold him tight. I know that she watch over him, and confort him. I know because when she was alive she did it for all of us. I know that she would be so proud of her other daughter, and yes Dawn that is you. I have faith that she is watching over you, and your family.

I can not find the prayer I wanted to find to send to you, but I will and when I do I will send it to you.

Chayton- The only thing that I can think to say to you, is I love you. You have fought a good fight. Your strength is unspeakable, the words just escape me when I think of your courage, and your strength. There is a song, that I love, and in it's vs. it says a lot. "Do not be afraid, for I go before you always, come follow me, and I shall lead you home." If only I could remember the rest of it, I would write it all down for you. Chayton, my little buddy when it comes time to go sit on God's lap, Do not be afraid, for he is with you always. He shall lead you into everlasting peace and harmony. He shall carry you all the way. Take him by the hand and let him lead you. I am personally not ready to say good-by to you. So I won't I will just say I will see you later. You, Chayton have taught me so many things, you have touched my heart in a way I don't have the words to explain. All I can say is I love you.

Gatlin, Ashley, and Nicole--This isn't easy. It won't be easy for you. Take care of each other, and love each other. I love you too. I will pray that the Lord will watch over you, and help you through all of this. Your mommy and daddy love you all so very much. My heart goes out to each and everyone of you. I lost my brother too, but he was much older than Chayton, but it still wasn't easy. It is so hard to understand why things have to be the way they are. There is not an easy explanation for any of this. I hope that someday everything will be better for you. You are three very special children. You have a very special family too, they love you all very much. I love you all too. Take care. May God be there for you always, to hold your hand, and guide you through this.

I wish I had the words to express what I want to say. My heart is breaking, and the words do not come as they should. Maybe someday, the words I want to say will come. All I know is that I am here for you when you need me, and I would be there in a heartbeat if you wanted. Don't be afraid to call if ever you find yourself awake in the middle of night, and need a friend. I will always be here, to answer that phone, it doesn't matter the hour.

I love each and everyone of you with my entire heart and soul. My prayers are yours, my support is with you along with my thoughts.

With all of our love, support, and prayers,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday February 2, 2002 9:23 PM CST

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Sorry to hear that things arn't going to good. You guys are handling all this well. Grandma and Grandpa stopped by this morning to tell us how you were doing. Hope to see you soon.

Amy Anderson & Stacy Rasmussen <stacy_rasmussen@hotmail.com>
Nicollet, MN USA - Saturday February 2, 2002 7:40 PM CST

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Dawn and Darrell,
What an AWESOME dad, AWESOME husband, AWESOME MAN!!!
You two are made for eachother, and were put together on this earth for a purpose, and you are serving it right now!!You guys fuel eachothers fire and that is wonderful.You are each wonderful people but together it seems you are the strongest team. Darrell, it takes a very strong man to put your feeling out for everyone to see. I am touched by your love and devotion to your family. So many men can't or won't show emotion, you did and I am impressed. I am sorry you are loosing your little Chayton, he has been so strong. Chayton is only small in size, his love and spirit are larger than life!!I know where he gets it, your love for your family and your passion for them is larger than life. You are an inspiration to many, those who know you and those of us that don't.
Always in our prayers.

Ia - Saturday February 2, 2002 7:35 PM CST

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Darrell;
That was quite an essay from you, but don't sell yourself short. You are a strong person, a good person, and don't let yourself think otherwise. I have known you for sometime, (since 1976 after our house fire) and your parents were so good to us. We met your parents as a result of our tragedy and , they were strangers then and have been friends since. Darrell, we saw you grow up, and you were not a hellion, just an active little boy. I think the closest you came to being a hellion is when you and Steve climbed the windmill. Almost gave me a heart attack. Boy, that was a long time ago. But remember, whatever you have to face, someone will always be there for you. Even when you think you are traveling the journey alone, you are not.
Darrell, we are proud of the way you have handled this situation. You are a strong person. I know you have many "hurts" inside, that is just the way you are. But never think of yourself as weak. We are here if you need us for anything. Just call.
Remember, God doesn't close a door without opening another one. Sometimes we just have a hard time finding the knob.
God bless you all.
Keith & Marge
- Saturday February 2, 2002 6:43 PM CST

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WOW Darrell, your words are very inspiring!!! Thank you so much for sharing your feelings with us. It's very difficult to imagine what you're going through right now but you do have a way with words. I have known a lot of what you have been feeing but it's a bigger impact to see them written. I am so glad that this horrible situation has not torn you and Dawn apart, but instead has brought you so close together. You are PERFECT for each other, and your children are blessed to have you both for parents. I love you guys bunches and continue to think and pray for you always. Keep leaning on each other and together you will stand!!!
Colleen
Winthrop, - Saturday February 2, 2002 6:38 PM CST

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Darrell,Dawn and Family, we want you to know how very much we all love you. You have been and are constantly in our prayers. We thank God that you are a part of our family.
Each of us sends to each of you all our love and prayers.
Wink, Bev and Family <winkie@netins.net>
Belle Plain , Ia USA - Saturday February 2, 2002 6:31 PM CST

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Darrell and Dawn...you are both the BEST and Chayton...we love you! Your family inspires us all! With love and comfort!
a friend who keeps praying
MN - Saturday February 2, 2002 6:07 PM CST

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Dearest Everyone,
I haven't written in here for a long time. For once in my life, words fail me. I have read so many of the entries, and everyone seems so wise, and all-knowing. I am not either of these.
I thank you for letting me be part of that special day when I took your family pictures. I loved meeting all of you. And even though it was awfully hot, we had fun and they turned out great. Colleen said you loved the poster, I am glad. I hope you like the book of Bible stories also.
Stories number 71 and 115 I love. Especially the pictures on 71. I always loved the idea of riding an elephant, having him as a pet! And I loved the little girl trying to touch the fish, I always pretended that was me. You might be familiar with Revelation 21:3 and 4. I love that verse. " With that I heard a loud voice from the throne say: 'Look! The tent of God is with mankind, and he will reside with them, and they will be his peoples. And God himself will be with them. And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.'" Soon, so very soon, he will dry our tears, and take away our pain. My heart aches for you. But be comforted in the fact that you will see Chayton again. And everyone will be healthy, happy and perfect! Sorry if it seems that I am stumbling through this, I am. My love, Cat
Cat Cloyd <cscloyd@hotmail.com>
New Ulm, MN USA - Saturday February 2, 2002 6:06 PM CST

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From the Tibetan Book of Living and Dying

May I be a protector to those without protection
A leader for those who journey
And a boat, a bridge, a passage
For those desiring the further shore.
May the pain of every living creature
Be completely cleared away
May I be the doctor, the medicine
And may I be the nurse
For all the sick beings in the world
Until everyone is healed.

Just like space
And the great elements such as earth,
May I always support the life
Of all boundless creatures.

And until they pass away from pain
May I also be a source of life
For all the realms of varied beings
That reach unto the ends of space.

God bless you all - I will pray for you Little Chayton.
Candace
Omaha, NE USA - Saturday February 2, 2002 3:50 PM CST

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Dawn and Darrell,
I think Chayton has been holding on so long not to prove the doctors wrong but rather waiting for Mom & Dad to come together and accept the outcome of this terrible disease. I'm glad that you gave Chayton "permission" to go. You'll be so happy later that you did this. Chayton is now waiting for the right time to leave. I do believe that they are capable of controlling this to some degree. I'm thinking of you.
Colleen Flanders <cflanders66@netsape.net>
Edina, MN - Saturday February 2, 2002 3:44 PM CST

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Oh how I agree with those that are commenting on how cancer sucks!! That isn't the word for it! But without having Chayton in your lives and having to deal with this terrible monster, would your faith have been so strong --would each of us have had our faith grow to the degree it has--God has used Chayton in more ways than you will ever know. The mission He has given Chayton has been a big one for such a little guy--but he has proven beyond all means that he could handle it--and now it seems his mission here on earth is about finished--but not just yet. I don't know how you have been able to write the journal, Dawn, or to express yourself so elequently, Darrell, but God has a mission for you, too, and I believe it is through your words that you have been able to deal with this demon. Just know you are in my thoughts and prayers continually. I read this many times a day and hear from Carla what you have reported also.
Marge Johnson
Cresco, IA - Saturday February 2, 2002 2:23 PM CST

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Hey guys. I'm glad Chayton is doing good and you decided to do the drip too. I'm extremely happy that he is still with us on Earth, as we know, if the time ever comes, he'll be everyone's little Angel. Darrel, you did a great job with what you said. Give big hugs!
Sarah and Kids <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Saturday February 2, 2002 1:17 PM CST

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Wow.. you sure have lots of friends praying for your family. That is wonderful. May God bless you, and surround you with His love. Am adding my prayers to all of theirs and yours... Whatever happens, He will care for Chayton, and all of you, too.
Carol
Hampton, IA - Saturday February 2, 2002 12:51 AM CST

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What a beautiful entry. Darrell, you expressed yourself so eloquently in this most awful time. I know the decision to go to a morphine drip was difficult, Pete and I struggled with it as well. But I must say, two days into it, we are glad we switched. We can see a new comfort in Pierce that we haven't seen in a few weeks. That is worth so much to us. I hope Chayton gets the same relief from his drip. You are so amazing to be able to stay at home and keep the whole family together! Just remember what terrific parents you are to all your kids. They are blessed.


Lena, m/o Pierce <lenapete@yahoo.com>
Hartford, CT - Saturday February 2, 2002 12:45 AM CST

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To Everyone:Remember that encouraging words can make a big difference in how one views their daily journey. Be ever mindful of each other and the little ones. It will get tougher before the serenity comes. Darrell, "Daddys must cry or else their children won't get a chance to really know YOU". You both have stood well, don't know how I would have handled all that you been through. God Bless each and everyone who has been touched by this "Little Giant". Our Best and our prayers.
The Mauters <timcar@rconnect.com>
CC, IA - Saturday February 2, 2002 12:24 AM CST

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Darrel-Dawn was right on about the Kleenex box!!You did a great job on your entry into the journal!!Thanks for reminding me about what's important!!!You have a great family and I believe their very lucky to have you!!!Say Hi to everyone and I will stop by later today!!!
Jenny O,
- Saturday February 2, 2002 11:29 AM CST

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Darrell~
This is just for you...

Men Do Cry

I heard quite often "Men Don't Cry"
Though no one ever told me why.
So when I fell and skinned a knee
No one came by to comfort me.
And when some bully boy at school
Would pull a prank so mean and cruel
I'd quickly learn to turn and quip,
"It doesn't hurt" and bite my lip.
So as I grew to reasoned years
I learned to stifle any tears.
Though "Be A Big Boy" it began
Quite soon I learned to "Be A Man".
And I could play that stoic role
While storm and tempest wracked my soul.
No pain or setback could there be
Could wrest one single tear from me.
Then one long night I stood nearby
And helplessly watched my son die.
And quickly learned to my surprise
That all that tearless talk was lies.
And still I cry and have no shame
I cannot play that "Big Boy Game".
And openly without remorse
I let my sorrow take it's course.
So those of you who can't abide
A man you've seen whose often cried,
Reach out to him with all your heart
As one who's life's been torn apart.
For men do cry when they can see
Their loss of immortality.
And tears will come in endless streams,
When mindless fate destroys their dreams.
-Ken Faulk

We're here for you...for anything.
Love you~
Miss & John
- Saturday February 2, 2002 11:10 AM CST

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Bruce & Tonya Freerks <brunton@netins.net>
Clarksville, Ia USA - Saturday February 2, 2002 10:15 AM CST

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Bruce & Tonya Freerks <brunton@netins.net>
Clarksville, Ia USA - Saturday February 2, 2002 10:14 AM CST

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Wow!!!
I, too, check your journal several times a day. My heart breaks everytime I read an entry. If there was ever anything I could do, I would do it for you and your family. Chayton is indeed a special child. May you have God's blessing upon your family. Thanks for sharing your life with me.
<Sammy@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Saturday February 2, 2002 9:51 AM CST

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Hi Everyone!

WOW!! Was that ever an emotional journal entry!!! It's so gut wrenching to hear a man pour out his feelings and cry for his family!! Why is that harder to deal with then when it is coming from a woman?? Not that it doesn't hurt then too...it's just different! Even the big man "Kurt" has tear filled eyes....you know the one that is tough enough to handle everything...It's tearing him up too! It's hard to see someone you care about go through such pain and suffering. Your site has become somewhat of an addiction to us!! We get up in the morning and check it before anything else, and we check is SEVERAL times throughout the day...then we can't go to bed without checking again. We are so glad you were able to share this journey with the world..and look at the response you have gotten!!

You are so right about the issues with money. When Kurt and I got together, we decided that no matter what, we were going to do our best to spend as much time together as possible. Unfortunately, in this mixed up world, both people need to work to make ends meet. However, we chose to maintain our jobs that are Monday through Friday during the day...with no weekends. Yeah we are given grief occasionally that we could make more money if we worked shifts and week-ends, but you know what...we can do without the money. We "survive" financially, and yes we do struggle, but we have each other. We can't take money or material things with us when we die, and those material things will not make us a better person. We have just learned we don't have to have a big fancy house and that shinny new sports car (In Kurt's case that would be an extended Cab Chevy Pickup!)...You just learn to do without....and learn to appreciate each other and what you DO have. Don't get me wrong, we do have nice things...we are just practical about it. Anyway...your point was so, so right....Family does need to come first. And that is the way it should be.

Thanks to both of you for sharing so much of your lives with us. You both have a way with words, and mostly because it is obvious those words are coming straight from your hearts. The love you have for each other and your family is also obvious....stay strong and keep your faith in GOD and in each other. We hope we can continue to keep in contact no matter what the outcome of all of this is. Our thought and prayers continue to be with you always.

Oh.....Dad was here last night....He wanted me to tell you he is thinking about you. He was going to sign the guestbook again, but he just never knows what to say. And talk about a family man...I think you know for yourself what a wonderful person he is...we try so hard to raise our children with the same kind of love my parents gave me. If they can have even half of the love and respect for us, that I have for both of my parents, I would be happy. I don't know if you know this or not, but they lost a child in infancy, and it breaks his heart to see you go through this....he knows your pain. His daughter died from SIDS, so fortunatley they did not have to watch her suffer. Although, I can imagine it must be just as hard that way..no chance to say your final goodbye's, or take those last photos, no preparation whatsoever....regardless it all sucks...He just wants you to know that even though he does not appear on your guestbook often, your on his mind constantly.

Kurt & Carla & Family <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN USA - Saturday February 2, 2002 9:46 AM CST

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I read your journals daily hoping to read that the miracle has come and your darling child is well again. As I read your entries the tears fall and my heart aches as I wish there were something we all could do to save your child from this horrible illness.

Although I have never met Chayton he has given us all many gifts...he has taught many of us valuable lessons.

Chayton, Thank You for reminding us how precious life is!

Darrell, Dawn & family, Thank You for sharing Chayton with all of us!!

Praying for you daily!

New Ulm, Mn - Saturday February 2, 2002 9:43 AM CST

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Dad, that was really good! and I could never do that cause It takes me a long time to say stuff to people cuz it is hard for me! But you did a very great job of showing how you feel! I am proud of you! Iam at work right now so it is about 9:15 and I will see you guys tonight or torrommow
I LOVE YOU GUYS MUCHS!!!!!!

~Love Always~
Nicole
Nicole A <beautygirl_72@hotmail.com>
Lafayette, MN - Saturday February 2, 2002 9:16 AM CST

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Hello Darrell, Dawn and kids,
I check this website daily. Your guys sound like a good family to Chayton and to everybody else. I wish could be there also to help. I love your stories that you are writing. I always keep you in mind. I still keep thinking about you and your family.
Carrie Nelson <carrie_nelson02@hotmail.com>
Lafayette, MN - Saturday February 2, 2002 8:56 AM CST

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Dear Anderson family.

I have been following Chaytons journey since early last fall and I have checked your website several times a day. You are truely my heroes! For you to deal with the stress and worry and at the same time keep everone updated is amazing. You are both wonderful with words so I hope the writing will help you deal with the time to come. I can not imagine the pain and hopelessness you all must feel watching Chayton struggle with this "monster". I do not know why children gets cancer, it is so unfair, but I do know that cancer sucks! There is nothing pretty about it! As hard as everything is right how, take the time to be proud of yourself, your children and the fact that you have touched so many peoples lives. Look at your visitors list!
You have made people aware of the cruelty of childhood cancer, but shown the beauty of love and compassion for each other. I wish for the best and hope for a miracle!
Dorthe Hartmann, mom to Sara, 2, battling infant leukemia <Hartmann>
Mankato, MN - Saturday February 2, 2002 8:24 AM CST

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Chayton and Family-
Just letting you know that we're thinking of you and praying really hard for you every minute of the day. Your last entry brought many tears again to my eyes; your family is such an inspiration to all of us - through Chayton and you guys we all have learned alot even the ones like myself who have never met you. You all have been so strong for each other. Thanks for keeping us updated during this difficult time.
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Saturday February 2, 2002 8:21 AM CST

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Dawn and Darrell,
You weren't kidding about needing a kleenex box! Your family is going to make it through this together even if Chayton is not physically with you.

I check this site often and dread the day you say Chayton has left for Heaven. There is no doubt in my mind that he will someday be reunited with his parents, brother and sisters.

Darrell, you and Dawn are young and have had to deal with the unthinkable. You have learned a lesson about "the evil of money" that some people will never realize. You will never regret the commitment you have made to your family by putting them first. Memories are pricless and can't be replaced. You also can't put a dollar amount on the TIME you have invested in your children. It is the time you spend with your children that determines how they will turn out. The more you put into it, the more you will get back. Gatlin and Ashley are learning how to be parents by watching both you and Dawn. They have received a crash course in putting family first and sticking together when things get tough. They will become great parents--they are the product of two wonderful people. Chayton's lesson for you will help your other three kids. It has given you a chance to change the path you were going down and turn a different direction. There are always going to be things that you wish you could have done differently, but you won't ever regret spending more time with your family.

I am thinking of all of you and pray Chayton has a peacful and painless journey.

Thank you for sharing your story. It is very sad and yet inspirational. Through all of your struggles you are helping people have an appreciation for things they take for granted. You will probably never know the depth of the influence your family has made for other people. I'm sure many people have changed their priorities after following Chayton's journey.

As you continue on your journey stay strong!
Val Roach
Plainfield, IA - Saturday February 2, 2002 8:06 AM CST

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Anderson family,
Just wanted to let you all know that you are constantly in my thoughts, and we're hoping for the best. Also wanted to let you know Dawn that I think you have a wonderful husband who cares deeply for you and the kids. He did a great job writing in the journal.. Take care and we will continue to pray for a miracle and for Chayton to be painfree. Jodi and family

Jodi Rinnels <rinker@netins.net>
Clarksville, IA - Saturday February 2, 2002 7:27 AM CST

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Hello There buddy, You know you gave everyone a scar tonight. I'm in a way happy that you made it through it, But I don't like to see you suffer. You know that your whole family love you very much,and it is okay to go with Jesus if you want, But everyone would like you to stay and share their lifes with you.
You know what Buddy, You have touched so many lifes out there, and everyone is praying for you. We all just want you to be happy and pain free!!
No matter what happends, I want you to remember that you touched my heart so deeply, that I will never forget you!!!!
I will always remember when you where a tinny little baby, and I was changing your stinky diaper and you farted and you pooped all over me!!
I will always love you Chayton. Love always!
I will see you tomorrow.
Dawn and Darrel hang in there. Everyone is praying. If you need anything you let me know. any time of the day.
Terri S
- Saturday February 2, 2002 0:14 AM CST

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Dear Little Chayton – Still thinking about you constantly and praying hard! Take care Buddy and God bless you and your mommy and daddy, and brother and sisters.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Friday February 1, 2002 11:02 PM CST

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Dawn and Darrell~

I found this site a couple weeks ago, sort of by chance. (There was a link to it on www.teenagechickensoup.com) I'm a fellow Minnesotan, and I just wanted to take this time to write and offer my support and prayers. I had many medical problems in my infancy as well (I was born 6 weeks early.) I was not expected to survive. God works in amazing ways, I know that for sure! However, at the same time, I don't know God's will for Chayton's life... But this does not change how much I believe that God CAN heal your son. I won't pretend to know the mind of God, because I don't. All I know is that God loves Chayton and all of you indescribably much! Trust Him.

2 Corinthans 1:3-5
Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God. For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our comfort overflows.
Tonia <PricelessOne4Him@yahoo.com>
MN USA - Friday February 1, 2002 10:19 PM CST

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My prayers are with you.
Bernita Myers <jbmy@netins.net>
Shell Rock, IA U.S.A. - Friday February 1, 2002 10:16 PM CST

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Hey my little buddy!!! I love you sooooo much!!! I wish there was something I could do to ease your pain. You are the strongest person I have ever met . . . and you know what . . . it wouldn't change if you gave up the fight!!! What you have been through is way, way more than what most of us go through in a lifetime!!! It's OK if you say it's enough . . . we all know that you are NOT a quiter!! And if time comes when you do say it's enough . . . will you say HI! to God and Jesus from me?

Chay, I promise you that I will do what I can to take care of your Mom and Dad, and brother and sisters. I know that you will be there for them also. It's so hard for me to accept that I may not get to watch you grow up . . . maybe I'll get to see you pitch on the "ANGEL" team in heaven someday!!! I love you Chayton forever and you will always be our "LITTLE ANGEL". I'm still trying patiently to wait for that miracle!!!
Colleen
Winthrop, - Friday February 1, 2002 9:45 PM CST

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To the Anderson family ~ We just wanted to let you know we've been following your daily updates and we are thinking of you and praying. Continue to draw strength from God and each other and give Chayton a Kiss from us!
Jen & Shannon ~ 2 nurses from New Ulm Medical Center
- Friday February 1, 2002 8:25 PM CST

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My dearest Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
I am so sorry to hear that things are not as they should be. I am praying that if Chayton has to go be with God, that it is a peaceful journey. I know that mom is there watching over him, and holding him in her arms. I know that she is there for all of you two. I have asked her to stand by your side at all times and to never leave any of you. I know that some people may wonder what I am talking about but as long as you know that is all that matters. My heart aches for you all. I wish there were something more that I could do. We all love you, and we think of you always. I will never forget what Chayton has taught me, nor will I ever forget him. My love, and prayers are still there and will remain with you always. Out of all the journeys we take in life, this is one that I had never dreamed you would be taking. I had always prayed that in life things would be great and wonderful for both of us. No hurt, or heartaches. I guess this goes beyond hurt and heartaches. This must be like loosing apart of you, which Chayton is. All I know is that if I ever had to go through something like this I don't know that I would have the strength you have. I don't know how it would feel to be with out my little angel Logan. He has been a God send to me, as Chayton has been to you. I am sorry that this is happening. I don't have the words to explain what I am trying to say. I hope you can understand.

I love you all. You and I, Dawn have been friends for what seems like forever, through God's good grace we found each other again. I am sorry that I don't have the words to comfort you or the power to fix things. Because if I could I definently would. All I have is the love I have for you, and the prayers that I send to heaven each and every day, and night. I have prayed that Chayton will survive this monster, and be able to tell us his story. I know that God works in mysterious ways, but boy do I ever wish somedays they would be cut and dry. I wish I knew why he had to take Chayton as one of his special angels. I know he only takes the best, and the young at heart, but it doesn't make it any easier. I wish I could be there to hold your hand, and to tell you how much you all mean to me. Know that we are here for you when you need us. I love you all. Please give all of your little angels a hug and kiss for me. Tell everyone that I love them. I will try to call later, and if I can't get through I will call you in the morning to see how things are going. We are praying for all of you.

All of our love, support, prayers, and our hearts go out to you today and everyday,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Friday February 1, 2002 6:53 PM CST

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Andersons,
You are always in our prayers, we check on Chayton and his family everyday, words can not express our sorrow. For a disease so rare, it just seems like more and more children are being diagnosed with this monster and you are right.
It sucks!!!

I know God is watching over all of you and may your faith carry you through what lies ahead. But always remember Chayton will always be with you, no one can take that away from you!!



- Friday February 1, 2002 4:04 PM CST

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Hey guys, How is everything going. Glad to hear that he has mad it through the night, sorry to hear that he has gone down hill so soon, but keep your heads high and he will fight threw this faze again since he is a fighter. You are in our prayers. Take Care and God bless you all.
Sally and Jim
Gibbon, - Friday February 1, 2002 2:55 PM CST

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"A Friend" in North Carolina did a wonderful job talking to Gatlin and Ashley. I think one "purpose" God had for giving her Melissa and then taking her away was to give her the wisdom and insight so that she could share it with everyone today. Her words are so profound and today she has touched many lives by them, not just the people to whom they were intended. Perhaps one day, one of you will share your experiences and insight with someone who desperately needs it and by doing so, it will give everyone another little piece of Chayton to hold on to.
JSJA
- Friday February 1, 2002 2:44 PM CST

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As I go about my day, I check your site as often as possible to see what the latest is at your household. I have Chayton, Ashley, Gatlin and all of you on my mind almost continually and wonder what I could say to help you. As I read the couple of messages from A friend in NC, I only have to say this person has said it all. There is nothing more anyone can say any better. God bless her for her wisdom and for sharing it with us. You all and especially Chayton have done so much for so many people and his memory will be with thousands for the rest of their lives. We will be looking for him when it is our time to enter into everlasting life. God be with you all.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Friday February 1, 2002 1:53 PM CST

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To the Anderson family,
Your faith has been so strong. When Chayton's time comes, you must never think it is because you didn't have enough faith. Let your faith rest in the fact that you know God is in control, and that Chayton will be with Him, and yes, he will be healed! God didn't let you down, He is just healing Chayton with Him.


a friend
- Friday February 1, 2002 1:08 PM CST

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Matthew 8:5-13

When Jesus had entered Capernaum, a centurion came to him, asking for help. "Lord," he said, "my servant lies at home paralyzed and in terrible suffering." Jesus said to him, "I will go and heal him." The centurion replied, "Lord, I do not deserve to have you come under my roof. But just say the word, and my servant will be healed. For I myself am a man under authority, with soldiers under me. I tell this one, 'Go,' and he goes; and that one, 'Come,' and he comes. I say to my servant.'Do this,' and he does it." When Jesus heard this he was astonished and said to those following him, " I tell you the truth, I have not found anyone in Israel with such great faith. I say to you that many will come from the east and the west, and will take their places at the feast with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob in the kingdom of heaven. But the subjects of the kingdom will be thrown outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth." Then Jesus said to the centurion, "Go! It will be done just as you believed it would." And his servant was healed at that very hour.

Matthew 17:14-20

When they came to the crowd, a man approached Jesus and knelt before him. "Lord, have mercy on my son," he said. "He is an epileptic and is suffering greatly. He often falls into the fire or into the water. I brought him to your disciples, but they could not heal him." "O unbelieving and perverse generation," Jesus replied, "how long shall I stay with you? How long shall I put up with you? Bring the boy here to me." Jesus rebuked the demon, and it came out of the boy, and he was healed from that moment. Then the disciples came to Jesus in private and asked, "Why couldn't we drive it out?" He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."

For what is about to be done, give glory to God and God alone.

Feb 1, 2002. 12:30 pm
Troy O.
MN USA - Friday February 1, 2002 12:33 AM CST

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Hey guys....I just wanted to stop in and say Hi. Chayton you are a very lucky boy, you have the greatest family. I have met alot of them and it has been more then a pleasure. They are so much like you and your parents. The kindest people that you and me will ever meet. I never know what to write you in here...but I try. You have a very unfortanate situation but I feel that you all have made the best of it. I have never gotten the chance to see such a strong and loving family. We are all praying for a miracle but I just realized that YOU are a miracle. When I wrote in here one other time I wrote that I wanted to see a miracle....well I just realized that I saw one.....YOU. We have been blessed to have you here this long. I love you all very much. Don't forget to eat today. Keep healthy.
Stephanie
- Friday February 1, 2002 12:08 AM CST

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Dear Gatlin and Ashley,

This is kinda long. But I have been wanting to write something to you for a long time, and now I know what it is.

I have never written to just you before, but I have written to your family a lot of times. I have never met your family, but I have been reading about Chayton for a very long time. The first picture I saw of him had you guys in it next to his bed, and right away, I thought "Gee, what a beautiful family." I also thought how lucky Chayton is to have a wonderful big brother and sister likle you two. I knew you must be a very happy bunch!

I want to tell you something that may be hard for you to understand, but I hope you will understand it someday and that it will help you somehow. I had a handicapped daughter named Melissa. She was in a wheelchair and she could not walk or talk. The doctors said she was blind, but we could swear at times she could see, so we did everything as if she could see us, because if she could, we didn't want her to miss anything. She couldn't eat very well, and ever since she was 2, she had to be fed through a special tube in her stomach. In her life, she was in the hospital about 15 or 20 times, and had at least 5 surgeries. Life was not easy for her, but she was always a very happy child and EVERYBODY was her friend. If you, Gatlin or Ashley, had walked up to her and said "Hi Melissa" she would have given you a great big smile and that's all it would take for you to be her friend! At her school they called her "Miss Sunshine." They would even say "If you are having a bad day, just go see Melissa, and she will make you feel better." And she would!

There were times we wished Melissa didn't have to be handicapped. Not just for ourselves, but for her. We didn't want her to miss all the things she couldn't do because she was handicapped. I felt sad that she would never know what it was like to run or play, or ride a bike or taste ice cream in her mouth. But my mom told me once that we were missing those things for her, but she had never known them so she wasn't sad because she couldn't do them. I figured out that I should be happy just that she was who she was, and that she was with us, because she was happy being who she was. There were things we learned because of Melissa that we never would have learned if she wasn't handicapped. Because she was with us, our family was a better family. And people that met her were better for having known her and how happy and loving she was. Sadly, Melissa died when she was 13, about 4 and half years ago. That was very sad for me, sadder than anything that had ever happened to me before. And I still get sad sometimes because I miss her so very much.

You know, Ashley and Gatlin, when we are born into this world, God has work for all of us to do. We don't always know what that is, and sometimes we are doing it without even knowing it. Like a special way you can make someone happy or by showing someone, or telling someone, something that helps them. Sometimes when we grow up, whatever we do, it can be part of how God uses us to do His work. For some people it takes a long time for them to do the work God has for them to do. For others, it takes a shorter time. But when our work for God on this earth is done, then it is time for us to go be with Him in Heaven. That doesn't mean that the work you or I or anyone else did is finished, because lots of times it continues long after we are gone. People can remember us and the things we did and the kind of people we were and good things can still happen because of that. People still remember Melissa, and I am positive some of them are different because of something she taught them. And because of some of the things I learned being Melissa's mom and then losing her, there are ways God uses me to help other people.

I am sure you want to know why God is letting Chayton die. I won't pretend that I know what God is thinking or doing, because none of us knows for sure. The truth is, we all have to die sometime. But while we are here, God can use us to do good and wonderful things. That is what He has done with Chayton. Chayton has changed so many people in his short life. He has done more work for God in 20 months, especially since he got sick, than a lot of grown-ups do in their whole lives. And you have been a part of that. People have seen how much you love Chayton and how you would do anything for him, and that makes people feel good, and maybe even helps them be nicer to other people. That is work you and Chayton are doing together for God. And that work will not be over when Chayton is gone, because he has changed a lot of people's lives forever. And others may hear about him years from now and be different because of him. Who knows, some people may have even learned about God and his love because of Chayton. That is the best gift anyone can give: Showing them about God's love. That is very important work!

Even though it is so very sad, maybe Chayton's work for God here on earth is almost done. Maybe that is why it is time for him to go to Heaven. Heaven is a wonderful place where there is no sadness or tears or pain...or needles or chemo or cancer! So Chayton won't be sad to go there. He will only know what it is like to be happy forever and ever. He can sit in Jesus' lap and feel more love than you can imagine, and I even think he will be able to feel your love.

But it will be hard for you let him go and to be here without him. That is one of the hardest parts. It's hard sometimes to be the person that stays here without the person we love.

Here's what I want you to know: It is very important that you know how special and important you are. It is important for you to know that you are just as important as Chayton. He is not more important if he goes to Heaven soon, and you are not less important if you stay here. To God, we are all important, and He loves us more than we even know! And you are not loved less than Chayton just beacuse everyone will be so sad when he is gone. It's just that it is important for people to cry and let the sadness out when we lose someone, and to talk about how special they were.

Right now, God still has work for you to do here. That is why you are not going to Heaven with Chayton yet. Someday you will be there with him, but not now, because God still has work for you to do. Part of that work may be helping people to know about Chayton and your family and letting his memory help people. Part of that work will be helping each other when you are sad without Chayton. You will need each other to cry together and hug each other, and to stick together just like you have for Chayton. And part of that work will be things you don't even know about yet. All of us, grown-ups or children, if we believe in God and trust our lives to Him, will go be with Him when our work is done. For now, we get to stay here and do what we can to make the world a nicer place. You are already doing that, and I have a feeling you will for a long time.

Thank you for listening to what I wanted to say. I hope it helps you, even a little bit, because I know there is a lot you don't understand. And know what? We grown-ups don't understand it all, either! But we can all help each other, and maybe do some of God's work while we figure it out!

I will keep praying for your family, and I wish you more love than you know what to do with!




A Friend
North Carolina - Friday February 1, 2002 12:02 AM CST

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Dawn,

thank you for sharing the beautiful story of Holland. It is wonderful and mysterious that you were given this story exactly at this time and shared it with the rest of us. As the parent of a handicapped daughter, I was given that story a number of years ago. All morning, before you had even written today's entry, that story has been going through my mind. Especially the last line that talks about "the very special, the very lovely things about Holland." I wanted to send you a copy of it, but could not remember if I had it stored anywhere on the computer. I know I have a copy of it, but since my daughter died 4 years ago, I wasn't sure if I could lay my hands on it. I even thought about doing a search on the internet to try to find it. My heart jumped when I saw that someone had shared it with you. I could not possibly have known that someone had given it to you last night, and yet "the lovely things about Holland" phrase kept going through my mind all morning long!

I feel that you have embraced "going to Holland" with sincere gratitude for the lovely things you have found there. You may have wished for Chayton and yourselves that things were different, but you remained in Holland and did not give up and try to get to Italy. Your love for Chayton and your devotion has enabled you to remain in Holland and to appreciate the beauty of being there.

You have seen the beauty in all of Chayton's life. Even in the midst of the ugliness of this disease, you have let the beauty of Chayton to shine through and defeat that ugliness. He has been and remains, and will ever remain, a beautiful, shining star in your lives, one that will always glow bright in your hearts. Something tells me that now that you have been to Holland, you wouldn't trade it for Italy! I sure wouldn't have!

God's peace and grace to you.


A Friend
North Carolina - Friday February 1, 2002 10:36 AM CST

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My heart goes out to you and your family. I can't begin to imagine what you are going through - but our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you. I'm adding a proverb that I first heard 28 years ago in high school and have cherished it ever since. It certainly fits Chayton's life. May God continue to bless your days.
"Look to this day,
For it is life,
The very life of life.
For yesterday is but a dream
And tomorrow in only a vision.
But today, well-lived,
Makes every yesterday a dream of happiness
And every tomorrow a vision of hope.
Look well, therefore to this day"
Sanskrit Proverb

Sue Bentz <bentz002@umn.edu>
Gibbon, MN Sibley - Friday February 1, 2002 9:41 AM CST

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Dear Dawn,
I have sat around and tried real hard to come up with some comforting words for you, but nothing will come to mind except tremendous grief, admiration of your strength and comfort that Chayton is in God's hands, just to name a few. I was thinking on the way to work this morning what a treat God will be in if he decides to call Chayton home.
All I can really say right now is I see your strength and love is limitless. And Chayton knows that. That is why he is such a lovable child. He has had very good teachers. You, Darryl, Ashley, Gatlin and those wonderful Grandparents.
Still thinking of you VERY often and praying off and on all day.
Take care guys!
Cindy Crider
Houston, TX - Friday February 1, 2002 9:23 AM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you especially little Chayton. What a blessing he has been to your lives. Just think how your life has been touched by this little precious child and how all of ya'll have touched our lives. Thank you so much for sharing. Also, thank you for sharing pictures of Chayton and your family. He is an awesome little boy and will be a wonderful little angel in the Kingdom of Heaven. God bless and keep you in His care in the days ahead.
Janette Abraham <janette.abraham@cotswoldgenetics.com>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Friday February 1, 2002 8:59 AM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers go to all of you at this stage in Chayton's journey. May you know he will be in a wonderful place when he leaves your arms. Prayers always.
a friend
Ionia, IA - Friday February 1, 2002 8:53 AM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, and family,
I get a Bible verse in my inbox each day. I want to share today's with you:

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Bible Verse of the Day
Friday February 1, 2002

John 6:40, KJV
And this is the will of him that sent me, that every one which seeth the Son, and believeth on him, may have everlasting life: and I will raise him up at the last day.
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I hope the vision of everlasting life for Chayton brings you comfort in the midst of your pain. May he be raised up to an eternity of no pain or suffering.
God Bless you all.

A Friend
North Carolina - Friday February 1, 2002 8:25 AM CST

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Dawn and family,
Our thoughts and prayers have been with you the last few days. I've been checking Chayton's web site sometimes several times a day. My heart goes out to you. May God comfort you in this time of need. Darla
Darla Dralle <wddairy@Iowa-Telecom.net>
Greene, Ia USA - Friday February 1, 2002 8:22 AM CST

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Dear Dawn Darrell and Family,

May God be with you at this difficult time. What a long hard fought battle. May you all have peace in knowing that God has a special place, free of pain for Chayton in Heaven. My Prayers are with you.
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Friday February 1, 2002 8:09 AM CST

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I began my day with prayers for Chayton and your family. God is beside you no matter what the day brings. May His peace surround you as you surround Chayton with your love.
A Friend
North Carolina - Friday February 1, 2002 7:48 AM CST

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The only thing I can say at this point is God Bless each of you and yes Chayton is going to a far better place than we are in. Chayton I feel like I know you I have followed your progress for so long. Each day I check on you two or three times to see if there have been any updates. You have been a very courageous young man one that your Mom and Dad can be very proud and Ashley and Gatlin you have stood by your brother and thats what brothers and sisters are for. You are strong little people. My prayers have been with you everyday and I will continue to pray that God will give you the courage you need to face whatever you have to face in the coming days. Just know that we are praying for you in North Carolina. May God Bless and keep all of you .
Helen Caldwell <JCaldwell02@Sprynet.com>
Graham, NC USA - Friday February 1, 2002 7:38 AM CST

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Just checking on my little cuddly buddy. Grandpa left for work about 3:30 this morning so we could get out of here by noon. We wanted to leave last night, but the weather wasn't co-operating very well. I'm not sure how much snow & ice we got, but it was enough. REally pretty when you look outside at all that white fluffy stuff. Until you have to shovel. Grandpa will have to get the snowblower out for this one Chayman. But never fear we will be there before you know it. Buy if you can't hold on that long, it's O.K. Like I told you yesterday, when mommy held the phone up to your ear. We love you emensely & will never forget you. You have fought a terrific fight these past months & your little body is tired. Jesus loves you more than we can ever imagine. I thought our love here would be powerful enough to get you thru, but obviously Jesus loved you more. He knows what a wonderful special little man you are & he wants to teach others the precious lessons, you've taught us. If half the people in this world had just half the personallity & attitude going thru life you had, this would be some place to live. Oh, yes we have a wonderful U.S.A. We found out what & how people come together this last year during traggity. For that we're all thankful you were a part of that Chayton. Our memories of you are so strong & loving. If you had a bad day from day 1 of birth, it was very far & few. I wish everyone could have known you. Even thru all you've been thru these past months & I faltered & cried, you would come to my arms & give me hugs & kisses, nuzzle right in my lap & pat your little hand on my arm or face, to just tell me it was going to be O.K. no matter what the outcome. I always felt you knew, even when the Drs. were wrong. They would say you will probably not see Holloween, then it was Thanksgiving, then Christmas or New Years. But you sure showed everyone, didn't you? Well, we know now that you had to stay around to make sure Mommy, Daddy, Gatlin & Ashley & the Grandpas & Grandmas, Aunts & Uncles, were going to be O.K. first. You thru this all never gave up on your little jobs, did you? You didn't go to many people this last month, only certain ones of us could hold you, but we don't want them to feel bad. You still knew they loved you very much & that love they can keep with them for ever & a lifetime. Give mommy & daddy big loves & Gatlin & Ashley too. My little sweetness is in the light of Jesus now & will be kept warm in Jesus sweet embrace. Chayton, Jesus loves you, this I know, for the bible tells us so. Little one to him belong, we are weak, but he is strong. P.S. Chayton remember the hrs. & hrs. of exercise I have to do for my injury? No one knows but mommy, daddy, Gatlin, Ashley, & the rest of Dawn's family how you & grandpa would push me to get going & you would come along everyday in the stroller with grandpa to make sure I was doing what I was suppose to do. Even when you were at the hospital, when grandpa & I would walk into your room, you would want us to take you for a walk to keep me going. It was like you knew & made sure I never failed a morning or night to go. I know when I go for my walks now you will still be with me to make sure it's done. We wore out a pair of shoes this last year. Ha!!! If I had you to push me like that again I would do it all over. So when I walk now you come & visit me anytime. Thank you for that Chayton!!! Love forever!!! Grandpa & Grandma V.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Friday February 1, 2002 5:09 AM CST

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My thoughts and prayers have constantly been with you guys all day and night since I last read your updates. I have been gone for a week and just caught up on them last night. I wake up in the middle of the night and wonder if Chayton is OK, praying that he makes it through for another day. But I do understand you not wanting him to suffer anymore than he has to. My heart really goes out to you guys for what you all have to go through for the love of a child, brother, grandchild, and just a friend of such a sweet little boy. God Bless You All.

Stacey and family
Springfield, mn - Thursday January 31, 2002 11:53 PM CST

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I read your article in the Waterloo Courier on January 18 and have been checking up on Chay everyday. It has taken me until now to send a message because I just could not think of the right words to say. I just want to let you all know that my prayers are with you and my heart goes out to you all. As a mother myself, I could not imagine having to go through what you are going through right now. You all seem like very strong and God-loving people and I have no doubt in my mind that you all will get through this TOGETHER. Chayton is undoubtedly the strongest and bravest little man that I have ever known. He has fought this monster every way that he knows how. He is in the Lord's hands and always has been. It seems so cruel that He would give him to you and then decide to take him back, but he has his reasons. We don't know what they are, but He has a plan. I am still praying for a miracle also, but whatever happens, love each other and always remember the good times! God bless you Dawn, Darrell, Ashley, Gatlin, and Chayton. I am thinking about you all and praying for you!
Stephanie Chapman <Chapman99@home.com>
Waterloo, IA USA - Thursday January 31, 2002 11:53 PM CST

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Just signing in to say ..... I don't know what to say. My prayers are with all of you, hold strong.
dawn schmidt <schmidtmason@maxminn.com>
montevideo,, mn use - Thursday January 31, 2002 10:51 PM CST

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Darrell, Dawn, Nicole, Gatlin, Ashley & Little Chayton – We're thinking about you, pretty much every minute of every day...praying for strength, courage and peace for each one of you, and that's exactly what we'll continue to do...we'll keep on praying. Take care and God bless.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Thursday January 31, 2002 10:29 PM CST

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From the Tibetan Book of Living and Dying

May I be a protector to those without protection
A leader for those who journey
And a boat, a bridge, a passage
For those desiring the further shore.
May the pain of every living creature
Be completely cleared away
May I be the doctor, the medicine
And may I be the nurse
For all the sick beings in the world
Until everyone is healed.

Just like space
And the great elements such as earth,
May I always support the life
Of all boundless creatures.

And until they pass away from pain
May I also be a source of life
For all the realms of varied beings
That reach unto the ends of space.

I have been checking Chay's web site daily for months. I pray the rosery often for him as I pray for my grandma who is dying of cancer too. It's amazing how this illness not only takes over a persons body, but also the families. May God bless you all. I will pray for you all.
Candace
- Thursday January 31, 2002 10:20 PM CST

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Chayton, You have changed the lives of all who have known you in your short little life. If you have to go, please help us to remember the important things in life that you taught us about: love, compassion, family, courage, laughter & friendship. You tried so hard to make it so your Mommy & Daddy wouldn't have to hurt. But it's OK sweetie if you are tired. Nobody will ever be upset with you--you are loved beyond compare and nothing will change that. We just don't want you to suffer anymore. Do what you have to do Chayton to be free--Mommy & Daddy will never leave you & you will always be a part of us. I pray for you every day that you can have peace. Thank you for teaching us what love is.
Janelle Steinert <janelles@birch.net>
Spring, TX USA - Thursday January 31, 2002 10:01 PM CST

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I just pray right now for this hurting family. God put your arms of comfort and peace so tightly around them. Let them feel your presence in a real and powerful way. God grant Chayton peace and no pain. God grant his mom and dad and brother and sister comfort that can only come from you.
Please oh Please God...Go to this home, to this family, to this child and do what only you can do.
Because we love you Christ, and because we trust you, in your mighty name we pray.
Amen
Tammy <Tsch1962@aol.com>
Elk River, MN - Thursday January 31, 2002 9:23 PM CST

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Sweet baby Chayton, I'm so very sorry that you are going through this. I will ask my Sarah to meet you when you are ready to go and show you all the best places to play and all the best people to meet. Your parents love you very much, sweetie, they have fought very hard for you. I think there will be rivers of tears here on Earth for you when you have to go, but the Angels will probably have a huge party for you and hug you, kiss you and love you sooo much! And before you know it, Mommy, Daddy, Gaitlin and Ashley will be there too and you will all be together again! May God Bless you, sweetheart.
Gina Colby <ccolby7543@aol.com>
Victorville, CA 92392 - Thursday January 31, 2002 8:57 PM CST

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God be with you and grant you peace. No words can express my sentiments and feelings. My heartfelt love to you!
JJ
Dumont, IA - Thursday January 31, 2002 8:55 PM CST

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Hey~
I am going to stop in tomorrow to get the candles.I could not come today because I was very busy.I will be comeing at probably 7:30 or something.I will be at MaryAnn's house so if you need anything give me a call there.I will pray very very very hard tonight.Chayton please get better soon!!??!!If Chayton would like to see Lucas,Jacob,or Jeniffer I will bring them over to??????We love you lots Chayton and if you do die you are true HERO to me and I mean hero!!!???!!!Dear Lord,Please keep Chayton here with us he belongs here please let us keep him please to meaning people love him dont let him go please.Amen.We love you Chayotn and you know it please dont go please.Love ya lots and lots and lots and even more lots!!!!!!!!!!
With lots of love,Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Thursday January 31, 2002 7:47 PM CST

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I am so very sorry to read about the pain that Chayton is going through. I am praying that God will be with him and not to make him suffer for very much longer. I recently read this in a card I wanted to share this with your family. If it is God's will to take Chayton to be one of his special little angels, I would like you to keep this in mind.

He is not really lost to you for he's only gone away,
He will be there at the dawning of a brighter, future day.
He is just away but he will always be a part,
Of all the wonderful memories that will live forever in your hearts.

Praying that God will be with your family through this diffcult time. God's blessings to all.
Lori
Arlington, Mn - Thursday January 31, 2002 7:27 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
I am not sure what to say. If Chayton has to go, I pray that it is peaceful. I by no means am ready to say good-by. My heart breaks for you all. Please, know that our love, and our hearts are with you. Tell the kids that we love them, and give them big hugs and kisses for us. I love you all. I pray that tonight will not be the night, and that the good Lord will give him more days, and that those days will be wonderful ones. I know the bible says that there is time and place for everything under heaven, and I believe it, but I hope that this is not the time for mourning or grief.

From Psalm 102
Prayer in misfortune
(Prayer of the downtrodden telling Yahweh their troubles at a moment of distress.)

Yahweh, heare my prayer,
let my cry for help reach you,
do not hide your face from me
when I am in trouble;
bend down to listen to me,
when I call, be quick to answer me!

For my days are vanishing like smoke,
my bones smoldering like logs,
my heart shriveling like scorched grass
and my appetite has gone;
whenever I heave a sigh,
my bones stick through my skin.

I live in a desert like the pelican,
in a ruin like the screech owl,
I stay awake, lamenting
like a lone bird on the roof;
my enemies insult me all day long,
those who used to praise me now use me as a curse.

Ashes are the bread I eat,
what I drink I lace with tears,
under your furious anger,
since you only picked me up to throw me down;
my days dwindle away like a shadow,
I am as dry as hay.

Whereas, Yahweh, you remain for ever;
each generation in turn remembers you!

Rise, take pity on Zion!
the time has come to have mercy on her,
the hour has come;
for your servants prize her stones
and are moved to pity her by her dust.

Then will the nations fear the name of Yahweh,
and all kings on earth respect your glory;
when Yahweh builds Zion anew,
he will be seen in his glory;
he will answer the prayer of the abandoned,
he will not scorn their petitions.

Put this on record for the next generation,
so that a race still to be born can praise God;
Yahweh has leaned down from the heights of his sanctuary,
to hear the sighing of the captive,
and to set free those doomed to die.

Your servants' sons will have a permanent home,
and their descendants be in your presence always,
to proclaim the name of Yahweh in Zion,
his praise in Jerusalem;
nations and kingdoms will be united
and offer worship to Yahweh together.

My strength has already run out;
tell me how much longer I have left.
Do not take me prematurely,
when your own life lasts for ever.

Aeons ago, you laid earth's foundations,
the heavens are the work of your hands;
all will vanish, though you remain,
all wear out like a garmet,
like clothes that need changing you will change them;
but yourself, you never change,
and your years are unending.

I hope this brings some peace. I found a great meaning here. We love you, and are always here for you. If you need anything please do not hesitate to call. I pray that God gives you the strength to carry on, and that he wraps his loving arms around you to comfort each and everyone of you. May he shed his light upon you to light the darkness. May he bring peace to your family, and his grace to your children. May he reach out and touch Gatlin, Ashley and Nicole and help them through the days that lie ahead.

All of my love, support, prayers to out to you all,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday January 31, 2002 6:54 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
I am not sure what to say. If Chayton has to go, I pray that it is peaceful. I by no means am ready to say good-by. My heart breaks for you all. Please, know that our love, and our hearts are with you. Tell the kids that we love them, and give them big hugs and kisses for us. I love you all. I pray that tonight will not be the night, and that the good Lord will give him more days, and that those days will be wonderful ones. I know the bible says that there is time and place for everything under heaven, and I believe it, but I hope that this is not the time for mourning or grief.

From Psalm 102
Prayer in misfortune
(Prayer of the downtrodden telling Yahweh their troubles at a moment of distress.)

Yahweh, heare my prayer,
let my cry for help reach you,
do not hide your face from me
when I am in trouble;
bend down to listen to me,
when I call, be quick to answer me!

For my days are vanishing like smoke,
my bones smoldering like logs,
my heart shriveling like scorched grass
and my appetite has gone;
whenever I heave a sigh,
my bones stick through my skin.

I live in a desert like the pelican,
in a ruin like the screech owl,
I stay awake, lamenting
like a lone bird on the roof;
my enemies insult me all day long,
those who used to praise me now use me as a curse.

Ashes are the bread I eat,
what I drink I lace with tears,
under your furious anger,
since you only picked me up to throw me down;
my days dwindle away like a shadow,
I am as dry as hay.

Whereas, Yahweh, you remain for ever;
each generation in turn remembers you!

Rise, take pity on Zion!
the time has come to have mercy on her,
the hour has come;
for your servants prize her stones
and are moved to pity her by her dust.

Then will the nations fear the name of Yahweh,
and all kings on earth respect your glory;
when Yahweh builds Zion anew,
he will be seen in his glory;
he will answer the prayer of the abandoned,
he will not scorn their petitions.

Put this on record for the next generation,
so that a race still to be born can praise God;
Yahweh has leaned down from the heights of his sanctuary,
to hear the sighing of the captive,
and to set free those doomed to die.

Your servants' sons will have a permanent home,
and their descendants be in your presence always,
to proclaim the name of Yahweh in Zion,
his praise in Jerusalem;
nations and kingdoms will be united
and offer worship to Yahweh together.

My strength has already run out;
tell me how much longer I have left.
Do not take me prematurely,
when your own life lasts for ever.

Aeons ago, you laid earth's foundations,
the heavens are the work of your hands;
all will vanish, though you remain,
all wear out like a garmet,
like clothes that need changing you will change them;
but yourself, you never change,
and your years are unending.

I hope this brings some peace. I found a great meaning here. We love you, and are always here for you. If you need anything please do not hesitate to call. I pray that God gives you the strength to carry on, and that he wraps his loving arms around you to comfort each and everyone of you. May he shed his light upon you to light the darkness. May he bring peace to your family, and his grace to your children. May he reach out and touch Gatlin, Ashley and Nicole and help them through the days that lie ahead.

All of my love, support, prayers to out to you all,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday January 31, 2002 6:52 PM CST

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It is difficult to find any words to give you comfort as you are saying good-bye to your little fighter. I know that our prayers and our tears and our messages to you have helped give you strength to get through this and expressing yourself in your journal has not only helped you deal with everything but also reach out to each of us to witness and share your love of Christ, to help us realize how important it is for us to treasure each and every moment we have with our loved ones. When I hold Logan, I hold him a little closer each time and I think of your little Chayton and how he must feel in your arms, knowing those times might come to an end at any moment. The extra time God has given you with Chayton has been given to you to help you prepare yourselves for what is ahead and to know the peace Chayton will feel in heaven. God only picks the very best for his special Angels and I know you realize your little fighter is the BEST! We continue to pray for all of you and we pray you will be able to control the pain that Chayton is enduring. Through Chayton, so many people now know how much they need Christ that didn't before and what a gift he has given to each of them. God be with you today and always.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Thursday January 31, 2002 6:26 PM CST

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Dawn and Darrell,
The greatest gift God has given me was the birth of my children. The greatest gift Katie had given me was to hold her as she died. May this be your gift too. Letting go and saying good-bye is never easy. But remember we grief because we love, and Chayton is loved so much. Please know that I have been thinking of you.
Colleen Flanders <cflanders66@netscape.net>
Edina, MN - Thursday January 31, 2002 5:22 PM CST

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Chayton and family:
Everytime I read your entries my heart aches for all of you. We all wish there was something we could do or say to take away all the pain and suffering your family is going through. Chayton is so lucky to have such a strong loving family. He knows he is loved so much. He has been such a trooper through everything and is a very special boy to many people. God Bless you all!!!!
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Thursday January 31, 2002 5:12 PM CST

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Not to disagree with the entry below...but I hope you feel free to go through every emotion you experience, both now and in the days and months ahead. The Bible says there is NO sadness in Heaven, so I take that to mean that you will not make Chayton sad if you cry for him when he is gone. I believe that in Heaven God takes away all our sadness, and Chayton will only know joy. What a great image!

It is important to let your emotions flow and flow as they need to. You have been through a lot and it will take time to begin to heal. Celebrate the joy of Chayton, and grieve the pain. As I said, I am not contradicting what the person before me said, because they offer great comfort, but I would encourage you not to hold back those tears. With time they won't be so bitter, but expect to cry them from one degree to another, whenever you need to, and for a long time. This does not dishonor Chayton in any way. It is a reflection of the incredible love that has enabled you to care for him like you have.

God Bless You All.
A Friend
NC - Thursday January 31, 2002 5:09 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and Family,
You have been so brave through all of this and your words today show incredible courage!!YOU ARE THE ULTIMATE PARENTS!!!You have known when to help Chayton fight and when to help him hold on, and now, telling him it's alright to let go.That takes a huge amount of love and courage.
My little girl is afraid of thurnderstorms and rain, I have tried to comfort her by saying, "the booming is the little angels jumping on the clouds and the rain is when they bounce so hard and have so much fun they break a cloud!!"
In Iowa we got alot of snow today,(rather than rain)I think those Little Angels are bouncing for joy today as they await the arrival of their new little playmate! Many await Chayton's arrival in Heaven and I know they have a special place for him.As for the special place you had here for him, I know it will feel horribly empty. I cannot imagine the pain in your hearts, someday it will not hurt so much. Know that Chayton will be watching over all of you and would be sad to see you all crying. You will all be together again someday. Until that moment , live this life to the fullest, enjoy your children and hold your memories tight. Chayton will be alive in hearts around the world FOREVER!!!"We pray for your family Sweet Chayton.

ia - Thursday January 31, 2002 4:29 PM CST

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Signing in to say that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers every day. I check the site daily, usually many times. I'll never forget the first day I stumbled upon this site. There was a picture of Chayton wearing a sweater with a football on it. I have a son a few months younger than Chayton and he has the same sweater. Maybe that is why I felt an instant connection to you and your family. While I can not even imagine what you are going through, I have related to many of the items you have written about being a mom. I mentioned before that I have a daughter with a disease and though not life threatening, it is often a challenge.

"A Friend" wrote many insightful things below. She said not to let this monster take away the spirit of your family. I have learned from your writings that your family is very special and has many gifts. As you wrote on your home page, your family's journey may only be beginning. I will pray for strength and love for your family as you go through these dificult times.

Just know that you have touched many and made a difference to many of us. I have learned to relax and appreciate the little things every day more.

God Bless
Dawn <JFritzell@aol.com>
Appleton, WI USA - Thursday January 31, 2002 4:21 PM CST

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May I Go Now?
Do you think the time is right? May I say goodbye to pain filled days and endless lonely nights? I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. I've lived my life and, in faith, done my best, an example tried to be, so can I take that step beyond and set my spirit free? I didn't want to go at first I fought with all my might but something seems to draw me now to a warm and loving light. I want to go, I really do. It's difficult to stay but I will try as best I can to live just one more day. To give you time too care for me and share your love and fears I know you're sad and afraid because I see your tears. I'll not be far, I promise that, and hope you'll always know, that my spirit will be close to you wherever you may go. Thank you so for loving me. You know I love you too. That's why it's hard to say goodbye and end this life with you. So hold me now, just one more time, and let me hear you say because you care so much for me, you'll let me go today.


- Thursday January 31, 2002 4:18 PM CST

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Chayton, Dawn, Darrell,and family,

Just wanted to let you know that you guys are in our thoughts and prayers everyday. We check the page several times a day. I just can't imagine the pain you all are going through. Prayer is a powerful thing, and with all of us praying for little Chayton, a miracle could very well happen. Take Care of Yourselves. Denise

Clarksville, Iowa - Thursday January 31, 2002 4:03 PM CST

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Well little man, I don't quite know what to say. Our hearts are so overwhelmed right now with the progress of things these last days. Yes I will admit I'm very angry, hurt, & have many questions, why? Certainly we don't want you to suffer any longer. You've been so strong all these past months, stronger than anyone of us adults could ever be. The anger comes with how hard we all saw you fight this monster, you would have thought for someone who wanted to live so much & give it your all, would have been given that one last miracle. Chayton, I'm so sorry for asking you last Sun. when we left & you wimpered in Mommie's arms & held out your arm to me, that I picked you back up & hugged you & asked you to be strong, that Grandpa & Grandma would be back to see you this weekend. You have been nothing, but strong thru this all, I'm the one who needs to be strong. I know you're tired, & it's O.K... I feel so bad & so guilty now, for telling you that. It's been bothering me all week. I've cried a river these last few months, & I'll probably cry another one this next eternity without you. Yes, I've been told life goes on, but for me it will never be the same. You are the wind beneath my wings. Like my angel music box I got at your benefit says. You Chayton, Light UP MY LIFE. You've been such a joy to have as a grandson. Grandpa & I will be up to see you tomorrow. Until then, I will say prayers for us all that we will be strong as we can be at this time & wish for you much peace.

- Thursday January 31, 2002 2:39 PM CST

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Darrel and Dawn & kids-Just a quick note to let you know I checked the page and I'm praying for you today!!If you need anything please call.Give the kids a BIG HUG!!!!!!!!
Jenny O.
Winthrop, U.S.A. - Thursday January 31, 2002 2:10 PM CST

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Dear Anderson Family~

The tears flow so easily as I read of this most difficult part of Chayton's journey. I wish I had more to offer you than tears, but perhaps having other people not only pray for you, but cry for you, will in some way hold you up in your darkest hours.

I suffered the pain of losing my handicapped daughter when I was not with her. She died suddenly, and from what I have been told, peacefully. So I can't possibly claim to know the pain of watching a child struggle to let go as you are with Chayton. I do remember, however, before one of her most difficult surgeries, when I knew things were especially hard for her, I somehow found the strength to tell her that it was OK to let go, that she didn't have to hang on for me. It was the hardest thing I had ever done. I don't think I really meant it at the time, and she was severely handicapped, so I don't know if she understood me. But nevertheless, I felt the need to say it; not only to give her "permission" to let go if she had to, but also to give God complete control of her care. Thankfully, she pulled through a difficult surgery and recovery, and was with us for almost another year before she died.

I am not by any means saying this is what you should do, or assuming that you have not already given Chayton permission to let go. I would never presume to do such a thing. But I did feel a tremendous sense of her being held completely in God's hands at that time. Part of me was terrified that by telling her that she could let go and not fight any more, that that was when God was going to "take her". But another part of me realized that God already knew when she would go, and my words or feelings were not going to make that happen or not make it happen. What it did was let her know that it was OK for her not to fight for my sake. She fought anyway...but that's another chapter.

I hope wherever these roads lead you, that you will continue to go down them holding hands together, unified in the strength of your family and your love for Chayton. Cling to each other. You are giving Chayton the most wonderful gift by being together and surrounding him with love that will carry him on his way.

And remember, if this "monster" takes Chayton from you, don't let it take anything else from your family. Don't let it take your spirit, which has inspired so many, or your family unity. Ultimately it will NOT win if even it takes Chayton, for he will be healed in fullness with God. It CAN'T win if Chayton lives on with God. So don't let it win and take anything else from you. You have given enough already.

May God's hand hold you all.
A Friend
North Carolina - Thursday January 31, 2002 12:54 AM CST

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Hi Darrell, Dawn & Family,

You guys are such wonderful parents, so don't ever doubt that. I'm sure it seems hard to beieve that at times, especially now. It's hard to maintain our "cool" when under stress. You are going through more stress and grief than most of us have ever even imagined, yet you make sure you take care of every little issue with your children and you do it with so much love. Through all this you still find time to keep all of us out here informed on what is going on so we can all be involved in some way. You should be proud of yourselves!! We are all proud of you.

We continue to pray...and we pray that God takes Chayton's pain away. I think of how hard it is to see a little child cry from a small scrape or a pinched finger, etc. You have to sit and watch your child cry out in pain from something that will never go away. That has to be devistating. Please know, that even though we are not there with you physically, we are here mentally in every aspect. You are all on our minds constantly and we pray that God eases your pain also, and as always..if you need anything please ask.
Kurt & Carla & Family
- Thursday January 31, 2002 12:50 AM CST

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Hello again,
I just read the update on Chayton. It brought tears to my eyes to think of all the pain and suffering everyone is going through. I want to help, but don't know how. If there is anything that anyone needs, feel free to email me. I am always willing to lend a hand. I will write more later. GOD BLESS
Jackie Buboltz <j_buboltz@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, MN USA - Thursday January 31, 2002 11:32 AM CST

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Hey guys:
I just wanted to tell you all that I care for you alot and will always be here for you anytime. Even in the middle of the night cause I haven't been able to sleep very much latly either. Well I love you all alot and take care of your selves. Remember to keep eating 2 times a day and not 2 times a week. Keep yourselves healthy. Love you lots!
Stephanie Koep
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday January 31, 2002 11:16 AM CST

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Dear Anderson Family,
I was reminded today of something I received long ago from a very dear friend who fought the cancer monster for twenty years. When her journey was nearing an end, she stopped by my office to visit and share with me her funeral arrangements. She gave me the following writing. I hope it might be helpful to you too.
WHAT CANCER CANNOT DO
Cancer is so limited - - -
It Cannot cripple love
It Cannot shatter hope
It Cannot corrode faith
It Cannot eat away peace
It Cannot destroy confidence
It Cannot destroy friendship
It Cannot shut out memories
It Cannot silence courage
It Cannot invade the soul
It Cannot reduce eternal life
It Cannot quench the spirit
It Cannot lessen the power of CHRIST'S RESURRECTIONIt can never separate me from the LOVE OF GOD WHICH
IS IN CHRIST JESUS OUR LORD.
Romans 8:38-39 Psalm 62:2

Chayton's fight has taught us all that such things as love, hope, faith, peace, confidence, friendship, memories, courage, the soul, eternal life and the spirit are forever and cannot be destroyed. Those are the gifts we can hold onto from Chayton, God's littlest angel.

God give strength for this day to Chayton and Kylee and their families. Your will be done in all things as difficult as that may be for us at times. If this mean healing in this life, may it be so. If this mean the full healing you offer in eternity, may that be so also. And may you have mercy on each of us as we struggle with the answer to our prayer. In Jesus' Name. Amen.

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Thursday January 31, 2002 11:09 AM CST

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Hello, I'm sorry to hear that your night didn't go good.
I tryed calling you this morning but no one answered so I knew you where on the internet updating Chayton's page.
I just wanted to checking before we take off. Wish me luck. If we get back early enough I will give you a call before I have to go bowling.

I will be thinking of you and your family. By the way I'm still laughing about the other night. Dan still doesn't think it was funny.HHHEEEE!!LOL
take care.
Terri Schmidt
- Thursday January 31, 2002 11:02 AM CST

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Anderson Family,
I am so sorry to hear about Chayton's night. Maybe this is the time we all pray a different prayer for Chayton to ask God not to let him suffer.A prayer to not make you watch when there's nothing you can do.There is something worse than having to let Chayton go, that is watching him in pain and crying out to you.Maybe this is God's way of getting you ready to give Chay to him. He know's you would never want to hold on to him here if it meant him having to suffer just to stay alive.Maybe hopes for Chay will change, I hope that he finds peace. My hope for you is for God to give you strenght. The strenght to ask him for a different kind of help than you ever thought you would. It may be time to ask God to take Chay to a higher place, where there is only eternal beauty and peace for your sweet little baby. God and everyone knows he deserves to fianlly be well again. He has fought the fight of a champion and won in a BIG way. He has made a hugh impact on the world and will NEVER be forgotten!!May God be with you at this most difficult time.

ia - Thursday January 31, 2002 10:31 AM CST

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Ive been checking up on you as much as I can. We are praying for you here. I bought one of your candles. I am actually sending the candle to Sarah (Cassandra's mom) since she really wants one. You have a beautiful little angel!
Jen Skutnick <momma_2_kat_n_chey@yahoo.com>
Nicollet, MN - Thursday January 31, 2002 9:22 AM CST

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Hi Chayton,
This is just a little note to let you know that someone down here in Texas is praying awfully hard for you. I can see by your guestbook entries that there are also a few other people here praying for you too.
Take care little guy and I will write to you again very soon.
Tell your mom and dad to give you lots of Hugs and Kisses from Texas!
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday January 31, 2002 8:56 AM CST

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May God Bless you!
Tricia Uecker
- Thursday January 31, 2002 8:48 AM CST

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Chayton,

Hey there little buddy. Even though I only met you once, you have made such an impact on my life. You truly are a sweet little angel and the strongest little guy I know. Your parents must be soooo proud of you Chayton. I know we are! We are all thinking about you every second of the day and wish the very best. I love the pictures! What a cutie. Take care Chayton and God bless.

Lots of love,
Heidi
Heidi & Chris Lynch <Heidi.Lynch@aexp.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday January 31, 2002 8:38 AM CST

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Hey~

Dawn I will stop in and get the candles on Friday at like 7:00 or a little after??!!??If that is all right???I am praying real hard buddy!!??!!If you need anything please call me!!??!!Love ya lots and lots!!!!!!
Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Thursday January 31, 2002 7:00 AM CST

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I am so sorry that Chayton and your family are going through such pain. It is hard to think of anything to say. My heart literally aches and only tears come easily now. I hope that you know I am thinking about you a lot. It is hard for me to deal with any child being so ill. Let me know if you need anything. I will do what I can to be there for you.

Chayton:
Here's lots of hugs and kisses. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXO
You are such an angel! O{:c) I love the pictures!

Missy (Steve & Devin) Ridler <only_family_friends@email2me.net>
Nicollet, MN USA - Wednesday January 30, 2002 11:57 PM CST

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Was glad to see your new outlook. I hope and pray for your family that you can keep your faith and be thankful for every minute that you have had with Chay and your other kids. Hold on strong and you will make it through this struggle. I can not even imagine what you are going through and I am very proud of you and your husband for the strength that you show. What ever you do don't let this "monster" come between you.
a friend
Ionia, IA - Wednesday January 30, 2002 11:51 PM CST

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God's love be with all of you!

- Wednesday January 30, 2002 10:51 PM CST

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Darrell, Dawn and family,
Each day I check this page I am amazed at the strength you have. Again, thank you so much for sharing your feelings so honestly, and sharing Chayton's journey. You are an inspiration to many. My 8th grade religious ed class was talking about miracles and prayer, and I shared Chayton's story with them. We then all prayed for Chayton and the rest of your family, and will continue to do so each Wednesday evening. May God bless each of you and give you peace.
Terri
- Wednesday January 30, 2002 9:51 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with all of you at this trying time. Gatlin - we all miss you at school. Everyone in the class says HI!! I read about your robot to help Chayton. What a wonderful caring thing to do!! You are a super big brother!! Mrs. Junko - Gatlin's teacher
Jan Junko <jjunko@iowatelecom.net>
New Hampton, IA Chickasaw - Wednesday January 30, 2002 9:44 PM CST

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Hi Chayton and Family-
Your new pictures are great. Just letting you know that you remain in our thoughts and prayers. Stay Strong.

Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Wednesday January 30, 2002 8:24 PM CST

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley, Nicole & Little Chayton – What a very special family you are...you are truly blessed to have each other. We will continue to pray for you all. We will keep asking God for that miracle, we'll ask God to bestow on each of you extra strength and extra courage to make it through each day. Chayton, you hang in there Buddy. We're proud of you...we're proud of you and your wonderful family. Take care and God bless you all.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Wednesday January 30, 2002 7:52 PM CST

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I've heard a lot about Chayton from my sister-in-law (Kylee's grandma). I just wanted to say you are in my prayers and after reading about your struggles you are very strong and determined.
RaeJean Meighan
waterloo, Ia Black Hawk - Wednesday January 30, 2002 7:29 PM CST

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Dear Daryl, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley, and Chayton,
I enjoyed stopping last night to see all of you. I just had this feeling all day that I should stop and see you so I hope you didn't mind. My time with Chayton was a gift of undesribable measure. Holding him in my arms is something I cannot describe. I'm sure you know what I mean as you hold him close to you every day. The love of your family must bring so much peace and comfort to Chayton. To look into his eyes I could only wonder what he must feel and think about what is happening. No baby should have to suffer so much pain.
Hey Ashley how is your makeover. You looked so beautiful.
Gatlin and Daryl--Fred said he would check if he could find some piping for your project he will talk to you soon to find out what you need.
Dawn--Keep up the strength. You hold the biggest hero I have ever met. We'll see you soon. Love and Prayers


Ann & Fred Jutz and Family <ajutz@hotmail.com>
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday January 30, 2002 5:46 PM CST

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Darrell & family
I wish there was something I could say to make everything better for Chayton. You have a beautiful family & they are lucky to have parents like you. When we read through the journal we can feel ALL the LOVE.
I think about little Chayton & your family everyday. I pray that God will make it all better for all of you. Remember, with God all things are possible.
Dawn, please dont apologize for your feelings. You have every right to feel the way you do. I can tell you are a very strong person. Darrell & the kids are lucky to have a wonderful person like you in there lives.
Praying & thinking about you all
God Bless & take care

Cindy Petersen
Cindy Petersen
- Wednesday January 30, 2002 5:39 PM CST

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Darrel and Dawn and family-Just wanted to write and say Hi.I'm praying for comfort for Chayton and for your family.Say Hi to Gatlin and Ashley.
Jenny O.
- Wednesday January 30, 2002 5:10 PM CST

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Dear Dawn and family,
I am so sorry that woman was so rude, I just don't understand why people have to be so heartless. I thought it was their job to help people. As far as finances go, it shouldn't matter how much money you have, it should only matter that they are taking care of people. Whatever happen to compassion? I don't blame you for being upset. You have every right to be. Never apologize for how you feel. We are all here to listen to you vent. This is what this page is for. I love you all. Know that!!! If there is anything we can do, please just let us know. Life has never been easy, and boy do I sure wish is would be, just once. I have asked God to save Chayton, and I continue to believe, and pray for that miracle. I will never give up hope. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Chayton, our little hero, Hang in there big guy!! We here in the Johnson household are pulling for you. We love you!! You are a very special little boy!! So are your parents, and brother and sisters. May God wrap his loving arms around you and comfort you always. That goes for all of you. I will continue to try and call until I reach you. Continue to have faith, and may God give you all the strength you need to keep on fighting. Dawn and Darrell - You are wonderful!! Never forget that.

We are always here if you need us. We love you.

By the way, a good friend of mine said that if you could send me a real clear picture of Chayton, she would be more than happy to draw it. She is a beautiful artist. She drew a picture of Logan for me when he was a baby, and when I saw it, it took my breath away. Let me know. My new address is: Carla Johnson 18414 115th Street Cresco, Iowa 52136. The phone is the same.

I love you all. We think of you often. You are always in our prayers and thoughts. May God bless each and everyone of you.

With all of our love, support, and prayers,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Wednesday January 30, 2002 4:25 PM CST

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Dawn,Darrell,and Family,
To read what you wrote about Chayton being in the "final stages of his journey" was a hard thing to do.Why does it seem so hard to actually see it in writing? I can't imagine how hard it is for you to come to terms with it.Chayton may be approaching the end of his "journey" here on Earth but his most amazing journey is yet to come. He will be in a wonderful place and will trust that one day, all of you will join him there.You will have the hard job, being left here to heal your family's broken hearts.I pray for you to find peace in this time. May be someday, somehow this will make more sense to you. Right now, it makes no sense to any of us who have grown to love Chayton.It seems that his place is here, with you, his family who loves him. Maybe God has a greater job for Chayton, we know he can handle anything thrown his way!!I'm sorry Chayton is not healthy but I trust he will be in a place so glorious that he would not wish to come home.Always in our prayers.
a friend
ia usa - Wednesday January 30, 2002 3:21 PM CST

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Dawn,
Don't ever think that you have to apologize for what you write in the journal. It is your journal and you have a right to feel whatever you are feeling at the moment. None of us can even begin to image the anguishing ups and downs in your everyday life. Reading the journal gives us a very small glimpse into the enormous feelings you are having. If you are angry, be angry - rant, rave, cry... it is okay to let your guard down. Just because everyone thinks you are so strong does not mean you have to be a rock at all times. Do not apologize for what you write - you write what is in your heart. Your family and friends know that and wish they could help you to feel better.
At times when you are discouraged ask yourself this, "If God had made you an offer and had said to you - "I am going to give you a precious angle. You can keep the angle for only a short time. The angle will bring you great joy and happiness. The angle will also bring you trials and may break your heart." What would you have told God? Chayton, this beautiful gift from God, has been welcomed into your family. All of the feelings that come along with this treasured gift are of value!
A friend
- Wednesday January 30, 2002 1:18 PM CST

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Dawn,
Don't ever think that you have to apologize for what you write in the journal. It is your journal and you have a right to feel whatever you are feeling at the moment. None of us can even begin to image the anguishing ups and downs in your everyday life. Reading the journal gives us a very small glimpse into the enormous feelings you are having. If you are angry, be angry - rant, rave, cry... it is okay to let your guard down. Just because everyone thinks you are so strong does not mean you have to be a rock at all times. Do not apologize for what you write - you write what is in your heart. Your family and friends know that and wish they could help you to feel better.
At times when you are discouraged ask yourself this, "If God had made you an offer and had said to you - "I am going to give you a precious angle. You can keep the angle for only a short time. The angle will bring you great joy and happiness. The angle will also bring you trials and may break your heart." What would you have told God? Chayton, this beautiful gift from God, has been welcomed into your family. All of the feelings that come along with this treasured gift are of value!
a friend
New Hampton, IA - Wednesday January 30, 2002 1:10 PM CST

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Hello to everyone. I have never personally met Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley, or Chayton. But from what I know they are in a tough situation. I do think about Chayton and I will ask Steph how he is. He is always in my prayers and I ask that everyone pray for him and the family. I was sent here by Steph Koep, a great friend of mine and of Dawn and Darrell. Steph talks about Chayton alot and she really loves him. She is a great person. I just want Dawn and Darrell to know that even though I have never met them personally, I have Chayton and the family in my prayers. I will write more as information is added to the page.
GOD BLESS!!!
Jackie Buboltz <j_buboltz@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, MN USA - Wednesday January 30, 2002 12:59 AM CST

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Hey......Hope that the appointment today goes good. I was a litte shocked to read what that lady was telling you guys. That was harsh. Anyways, I just want you to know that I am praying and hoping for the best. And maybe I will stop over today. Love you guys!
Stephanie Koep
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday January 30, 2002 12:58 AM CST

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Well, Its good to know Chayton wasn't in pain this morning. I LOVE the Angel picture. I will haft to get a copy with a color printer. Well, I'll check in later. Give big hugs to all, and love you all.
Sarah and kids
- Wednesday January 30, 2002 10:49 AM CST

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I'm still checking in daily for news on your beautiful little boy. Love the new pictures!
Keeping you in my prayers.
Meta Hemenway, Waterloo Courier <mhemenway-forbes@wcfcourier.com>
Waterloo, IA USA - Wednesday January 30, 2002 10:46 AM CST

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Hello Dawn and family,

I had to almost smile on your behalf when I read your update about the "couch monster/nuk" incident. The reason I had to smile is because the other day one of your entries asked about things being "normal". True, they will never be "normal" again, but in the midst of all you are going through, here was one little "normal" event: a baby crying out at night for his pacifier, and Mom getting up, finding it, and soothing him back to sleep. Although almost nothing about your life or situation is normal right now, I had to say a little prayer of thanks for this little, tiny piece of normal, and for the fact that Chayton was not in pain or needing morphine. A lost pacifier in the middle of the night may not seem like a very big thing to most people, but I have a sense that at 4 am (or whatever time it was) to you it was so huge, compared to what it could have been.

"Thank you, Lord, for every little blessing, no matter how small, in the midst of turbulent waters."

May God sustain all of you.

A Friend
North Carolina - Wednesday January 30, 2002 10:34 AM CST

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Peace, hope and love........the gifts that I pray for you to have this day.
Pastor Kevin
N.H., IA - Wednesday January 30, 2002 9:54 AM CST

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I don't know Chayton very well..In fact at all. I learned of Chayton's tumor from a family member and this website. I give you all my prayers and best hopes that things will be alright. Chayton is a very beautiful child...you should be so proud.
Sarah Judy <ClayQT02@hotmail.com>
Oregon, OH USA - Wednesday January 30, 2002 8:19 AM CST

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Chayton your just such an amazing little boy! I am praying for you daily and for your mommy and daddy too. Dawn, God Bless you for all your strength. The love you have for your son is so beautiful. I pray God Blesses you with more than you can stand!
Love a friend you've never met...
Tammy
Tammy Schmidt <Tsch1962@aol.com>
Elk River, MN USA - Wednesday January 30, 2002 7:46 AM CST

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There are no words to say at this time, just know all of our prayers go to all of the Anderson families. God be with each and everyone of you.
A long time friend
Ionia, IA - Wednesday January 30, 2002 7:31 AM CST

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I found this web site a couple weeks ago and since then I have kept Chayton and your family in my thoughts and prayers. My heart aches for all of you and I pray to God to lay his healing hands on Chayton. He is such a beautiful boy and has the best smile! I'll continue to pray and pray and pray.....
A friend in Woodbury
Woodbury, MN US - Tuesday January 29, 2002 10:38 PM CST

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Hello Anderson Family-

We have a framed print in our living room that was given to us at the time of our daughter's death. It pictures a lone seagull flying, and underneath there is a quote that may be of some comfort to you:
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Sometimes the Lord calms the storm

Sometimes He lets the storm rage
and calms His child.
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In the midst of your storms, may He continue to calm you.

Grace and peace to you.
A Friend
North Carolina - Tuesday January 29, 2002 9:53 PM CST

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Darrell, Dawn & family,
It is hard to find the words to say over the lump in my throat and the ache in my heart for what you are all going through. Darrell, I worked with you at the ethanol plant for a couple years and when I heard this I held you all in my prayers daily. Thank God Chayton has you for parents, to fight for him and love him. I won't go on, you have heard it all I am sure. Just know, that people far and wide hold you in their thoughts and prayers. Through all this, don't lose sight of your love for each other when all seems so hopeless.
Lori Turbett <lori_a_turbett@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MN USA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 9:45 PM CST

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Just read your journal! We are thinking of you a lot these days. May God Bless You and be with all of you!





Odie Mielke Roxane Brinatte and girls
Nicollet, MN USA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 9:07 PM CST

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Hi Andersons,
I will pray, pray, and pray harder for something good to come from your dr. visit. Even if it be to keep Chayton comfortable for his next days,that would be a blessing.I'm so sorry that you or anyone has to go through this.
May peace find Chayton and may strength continue to be with you.
Always in our prayers.
a friend
ia usa - Tuesday January 29, 2002 8:58 PM CST

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To you all
Good luck, GOD Speed And may your boundless stregnth sustain you thru what ever the fates and chance have in store for you and your little fighter. You are/have been in my thoughts and prayers for quite some time as I check your updates often. Thankyou for keeping all of us on the sidelines of your battle well informed.
Carrie-a friend in Iowa
Charles City, IA USA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 8:22 PM CST

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I can't imagine what it would be like to see my children go through what Chayton is. I would just hope for the love and support that you are getting. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Greg & Lisa Knaak <glknaak@hickorytech.net>
Nicollet, MN - Tuesday January 29, 2002 7:49 PM CST

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Chayton, I'm so sorry to hear that you had a rough night. I hope your day is much, much better. I keep praying for you all the time and you keep coming into my thoughts all day long. You continue to be a little angel with hugh grace and dignity. I am in awe of you!!! You teach us all what's important in life!!! I love you whole bunches and miss you even though it's only been a couple of days. You stole my heart the first time I saw you and you still have it forever. You keep hanging tough buddy and give your mom, dad, brother and sisters a hugh hug and one of those awesome smiles . . . they really need it.

Gatlin and Ashley, you two are amazing!!! The Love you have for your brother is inspiring. Gatlin, I pray that your robot will be God's tool to help Chayton. I know you are doing everything you can to help your little bro. You have so much love and faith don't ever lose that!!! Ashley, you are such a sweetie and are so positive that no matter what . . . Chayton will be happy!!! Don't ever lose that either.

Dawn and Darrell, I know you don't want to believe it, but you two are the strongest parents I know. You two are absolutely the best parents that Chayton could have. The Love and endurance that you have is truly unbelievable. I have told you before and I'll say it again . . . if I had half the strength that you guys have I could do ANYTHING!!! You have given Chayton the most awesome life that there is . . . a very loving family . . . give ANYTHING for you children . . . you've proven that beyond any shadow of a doubt!!! You guys should teach classes on how a parent should be and should do for their children. I love you all and am only a phone call away!!!

GOD'S BEST BLESSING I hope are reserved for you all!!!


Colleen D
- Tuesday January 29, 2002 7:03 PM CST

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My heart aches for you all as I read your daily entries. You are in my prayers. This is a message for Daryl because I want him to know that although this is the hardest time in his life, I want to COMMEND him because he is staying with the family. So many times you hear stories about family tragedies and hardships, deaths, etc. The father can't take it and just leaves. Daryl, may God continue to be with you as the head of your home and give you double and triple doses of His Grace. You may not think so, but you ARE a strong man to be able to continually wake up each day and face what you are dealing with. I realize as a mother (I have 3 children) that it's so very difficult to go through this too, Dawn. But I think men are expected to hold it together more and not show their emotions much. You know what I mean...society expects that in a man. Daryl, you know your other children need you and Dawn needs you too. You guys ALWAYS and FOREVER stay strong, and most importantly, STAY TOGETHER. Two are stronger than one. Chayton has two great parents who love him so much, God could not have picked two more perfect people to care for him on this earth. May He strengthen your whole family and knit you together so tightly that nothing could ever pull it apart.
God Bless you all!
DJ
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday January 29, 2002 5:06 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
Hello to all. I just wanted to sign on quick before we leave for Waverly, Brent is playing there tonight. I am sorry your day wasn't better. I had so hoped it would be. We will continue to pray, and send our support. We love you all. If there is anything that we can do please let me know. I think of you always. The gal that ordered those four candles was up today at the school, we said a prayer for Chayton. We love you, and we will talk to you soon.

All of our love, support, and prayers always,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 4:59 PM CST

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Hey~

Hi guys!!!!Dawn there is someone which is my teacher and I think my friend that would like to buy a candle?????Do you need the money now or when they get the candles?????If you have time please call or e~mail me!!??!!Or if I dont here from you tonight I will just say that you can give me the money now or when they get the candle??!!!????Well I am still praying very hard guys.I was thinking of you guys all day I just kept talking about you guys!!!!!I came on the page to day at school to show my teacher Chayton and you guys and she said they are so cute!!!!!Well we love you lots and lots!!!!!!!!!
Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 4:46 PM CST

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I check in to this site every day to see how you all are doing. I'm sorry that today has started as a hard day. Dawn - you have amazed me with your strength. I have worked as a pediatric oncology nurse for a number of years and I just wanted to say that I think about Chayton daily and pray for him to be happy and comfortable.
Many thoughts and prayers,
Joelle Graham <joelle@thegrahamfamily.com>
London, England - Tuesday January 29, 2002 2:51 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and Anderson Family,
There is not a day that goes by without thinking of you folks. We wouldn't know anything without your taking the time to do the journal, Dawn. You are doing the best you can with what you have available to you. I am sure that there are times when your mind must have all kinds of thoughts about the ordeal you face. As you have shared them with us, you have given us a gift so that we might care for you. Take care and God bless you all.
Pastor Kevin <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 1:54 PM CST

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CHAYTON and family,
You are right, you will never be "normal" again, you will be EXCEPTIONAL"!!! After what you are going through you are more special, than normal!! I hope that Chayton's day will improve and that he will somehow find some peace. You have been picked for such an enormous job and somehow you have found the courage to pull through with such dignity.When I read your entries I can relate with so much of what you say as a "mom." Each day in your entries you also shine as an Angel.I know you feel as though you are falling apart but you are really pulling it all together. You have put your family out there for everyone to see. People have fallen in love with all of you. Your strength and courage each day is amazing to me.You can always look back and know that you and your family did the very best that anyone could, I only hope that I could handle myself so well if put in your situation.Always in our prayers.
a friend
ia usa - Tuesday January 29, 2002 11:57 AM CST

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Dear Lord,
I ask you today, to heal Chayton Hunter Anderson. I know that you aren't ready for him and he isn't ready for you either. He hasn't gotten the chance to show people how much you love him and his family. I know that you do these things as eye openers. You proved that with my accident. You tested my faith and now your testing theirs. All I ask is that you be with the family and everyone conected to Chayton. Protect them. And keep them close to you. Share your love and compasion with Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley, and Chayton. In Jesus name we pray Amen.
That is my prayer to them. Anyone that reads my entry please take the time to silently bow your head and pray my prayer. Thank you all for your time. If you would like to tell me anything or would like me to share Gods love with you, you can email me at cape12@hotamil.com.

Stephanie Koep <cape12@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 11:31 AM CST

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Hi Gatlin and Ashley,
I miss seeing you in school! I miss your cheery hello's and your smiling faces. I also miss the times we talk about Chayton when we are not so smiley. I'll see you when you get back to school. Give Chayton a gentle hug for me.
Mrs. Kriener
New Hampton, IA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 10:36 AM CST

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Good morning!! Just checking in to see how you are doing.
I hope you had a good night. I will check back with you again later to see how you are doing. See you later buddy!!!
Terri Schmidt
- Tuesday January 29, 2002 10:09 AM CST

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May God Bless you all.


My daugther, Samantha, has been a regular at Mpls Children's for almost a year now. While I can't claim to understand the issues your family is dealing with specifically, I can completely understand the heartache of having a sick child. Please know that you and your family will be in our thoughts and prayers.

Our Home Page
Samantha's Updates Page (we call her "Cheeks")
Brook <Brook@brookjay.net>
Mpls, MN USA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 8:59 AM CST

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Dear Gatlin,

I just read what your mom wrote about you and your dad building a robot to zap Chayton's cancer. You must love your brother very much because it takes a very smart brother with a big heart to think of doing that. It sounds like you're pretty angry at the cancer and that's okay. Zapping it with robot-rays is a really good way to get some of that anger out and it's important that you do that. For a lot of us the anger covers up other big feelings, like sad and afraid. It's important to let those feelings out, too.

I wonder if you sometimes think that telling Mom or Dad or someone else about those feelings is more than they can handle with Chayton being so sick and you don't want to worry them. I'm kind of old, 46, and I've noticed something about parents and that is that they feel better when kids tell them about their thoughts and feelings, even if those thoughts and feelings are sad or scared or angry or all mixed-up feelings.

I've read what your mom writes in the journal that you sometimes think the disease Chayton has is your fault. It isn't your fault that Chayton is so sick. It isn't Mom or Dad's fault, or Grandma or Grandpa's...it just is.

I wonder if we sometimes blame ourselves for some things that are so sad and scary, like Chayton having cancer, because we think if it is our fault, we can change it if only we try hard enough because we love him so very much and it hurts to see him so sick.

Gatlin, Chayton is lucky to have a big brother who loves him so much. You are as important to him as he is to you, even if he isn't old enough to be able to say that with words, I bet you can see it when you look into his eyes, can't you?

You are a strong and brave young man with a good mind and a big heart. It's important to remember to talk about your feelings...draw/color/paint them if there aren't words you can think of for what you're feeling. Maybe you can even write stories for other kids who have a brother or sister with Rhabdoid tumors to let them know what it was like and teach them how to talk about it. There may be kids out there that don't have anyone to talk to that you could help by telling them a story about your experience.

Who knows, maybe when you grow up you will choose to be a nurse or doctor, a hospice counselor or someone who builds machines to zap cancer or something else wonderful. You'll have to work hard in school to be able to do that. That's why it's extra-important to talk and work through feelings because not talking about them and holding them in takes a lot of energy and you'll need lots of energy to do well in school.

Thank you for letting me write in your guestbook. I check on your family here each day. My thoughts are with every one of you. You are very special people.

Love and Light,



Julia Johnson <jujolodi@psaccess.net>
Oelwein, IA US - Tuesday January 29, 2002 8:30 AM CST

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Dear Dawn,and Darrell, and kids,
I hope to goes well for you all. I thought I would sign in quick because we have an hour late start. I just wanted you to know, when I blow my candles out, I will be making a birthday wish for Chayton. That wish is for a miracle, so he may stay with us forever. Keep fighting little man! We are all here for ya. We love you, and we think of you often. Our hearts and our prayers go out to you always. We are pulling for you. Stay strong all of you. You have all of our support, and love, along with all of our prayers.

May God watch over you and keep you all safely tucked in his arms.

All of our love, support, prayers, and thoughts,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 8:21 AM CST

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You are in my thoughts and prayers
Lynn Ries - Ashley's Teacher
- Tuesday January 29, 2002 6:59 AM CST

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My prayers are with you and your family during your son's illness. I didn't even know anything about it until recently when I was home to my dad's (rural Ionia) and they told me. I hope everything works out for you ALL. Ionia is a small town and things like this touch all who live there or used to (in my case!) God bless you ALL.
Tammy Thorne <tamlthorne@hotmail.com>
Centerville, IA USA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 0:13 AM CST

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I am about to go to bed, and as I do a prayer will be on my heart, mind, and lips for your family for whatever the night and new day may bring. I pray that you are being held in the palm of God's hand, and that He is gently cradling Chayton and your whole family each and every minute. My 13 year old daughter asked for prayer for Chayton in Youth Sunday School yesterday, and my 11 year old son filled out a prayer request card for him in another church we visited for a Children's Choir Festival. They, like me, have been drawn to your journey and have prayed sincerley and lovingly for your family. They are also praying for Gatlin and Ashley. They were 8 and 6 years old when their sister died, and are particularly sensitive to some of what Gatlin and Ashley may be feeling. May these 2 precious gifts of yours be especially wrapped in God's love as they face what no children should have to at such an early age.

Whether you are not feeling strong right now or not, be assured that your strength is shining through, and you are an inspiration for hundreds, if not thousands, of people who have been touched by your story. Chayton is so blessed to have you for a family, and many of us out here have recieved a blessing through your sharing. How brave of you to do this even in the midst of your indescribable pain.

May God's love continue to sustain you.


A Friend
North Carolina - Monday January 28, 2002 11:08 PM CST

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Thank you, dear Lord, for giving Dawn and Darrell another day with their little fighter.

Please tell Gaitlin that we hope his robot will be like one of God's special angels and heal Chayton. What a wonderful little child to have the faith he does and for you guys to be so concerned about lasting effects of Chayton's monster. Just wish we could vacuum it up like the monsters that Logan thought were in his old room. We all continue to pray for each of you.

Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Monday January 28, 2002 9:06 PM CST

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Hi Chayton and Family:
Thinking of you always and praying for that miracle to happen soon. Chayton is such a special little boy to so many of us that haven't even met him! You all have touched so many hearts. Take Care.
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Monday January 28, 2002 8:53 PM CST

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It's so nice to hear Chayton is comfortable and happy again. He is so sweet. We are still hoping to get over and see him again when he starts feeling better. Hopefully Gatlin and Ashley will be home too! We have a bunch of candle orders for you again.

I see Dad signed your guest book. Pretty good for that old man to figure it out! He comes to the site often, but never signed it before....he also said he wanted to come and see you but never knows if its a good time or not and does not want to intrude. He misses having Darrell around.

We will keep checking in to see how everyone is doing. Keep your strength and your faith....you are all handling everything so well. Thanks for taking the time to let everyone know what is going on. By the looks of the hits on your site.....MANY are following your story and your support just continues to grow!!! Hopefully we will see you soon.

Kurt, Carla & Family <karstens@newulmtel.net>
- Monday January 28, 2002 8:52 PM CST

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LET GO AND LET GOD

AS CHILDREN BRING THEIR BROKEN TOYS
WITH TEARS FOR US TO MEND,
I BROUGHT MY BROKEN DREAMS TO GOD
BECAUSE HE IS MY FRIEND.

BUT THEN INSTEAD OF LEAVING HIM
IN PEACE TO WORK ALONE,
I HUNG AROUND AND TRIED TO HELP
WITH WAYS THAT WERE MY OWN.

AT LAST,
I SNATCHED THEM BACK AGAIN AND CRIED,
HOW CAN YOU BE SO SLOW?

MY CHILD, HE SAID
WHAT COULD I DO,
YOU NEVER DID LET GO.

GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU!
KEITH & MARGE
- Monday January 28, 2002 8:49 PM CST

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Hello Andersons, I hope Chayton is feeling well now. I always pray for you, Chayton. I don't have Kylee in my class so I always check up on here all the time now. Take care now.
Carrie Nelson <carrie_nelson02@hotmail.com>
Lafayette, MN - Monday January 28, 2002 8:19 PM CST

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Dawn, I understand how frustrating and painful it is to read the medical records. I can also understand why that is concerning to you that they knew for a week without telling you! I have read Sean's records and there was plenty to upset me in them, though not as egregious as what you describe.

I am praying for all of you Anderson's tonight.

In peace and love,

Danielle Mc Cauley <Daniellerb@aol.com>
Tustin Ranch, CA USA - Monday January 28, 2002 8:14 PM CST

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Dawn,Darrell,Chayton,Gatlin,and Ashley,
Gatlin, did you get your robot done?! Cool idea little guy!!
As I read your entry i realized yet one more small miracle.
You said daddy and the kids were wrestling while Chayton was on the couch. You are so lucky that he is content, which he seems to be most of the time, according to your entries.I think it is so nice that he can be at home and be peaceful. To be around family and in a fimiliar surrounding may be part of the reason he is hanging in there and seems to be at peace.Thank God For that.Always in our prayers.

a friend
ia usa - Monday January 28, 2002 8:10 PM CST

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Chayton, Dawn, Darrell, and family,
I just wanted to let you know that we are thinking about you all and praying for a miracle. Hopefully things will work out for all of you. Sorry I didn't get to talk to you much at the benefit and what a bummer I didn't get the Green Bay Packers Football.... I sure did want that, but Dawn, you know my dad, hurry up or I'll leave you....
Well take care, Jodi and family

Jodi Rinnels <rinker@netins.net>
Clarksville, IA - Monday January 28, 2002 7:58 PM CST

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There are many of us remembering you in our thoughts and prayers who remain anonymous.
God Bless!
JJ
Dumont, IA - Monday January 28, 2002 7:52 PM CST

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Dear Little Chayton – Know that we're thinking about you Buddy and praying real hard yet for that miracle! Hope you're feeling better. Take care and God bless you.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Monday January 28, 2002 7:27 PM CST

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Darrell and Dawn and Family:
I just signed on to see how things were today. We are changing internet at the church so I have to use a different computer. I don't know what to say except that I am praying that you would know two things during this time. 1) That God is with you. I know you know this, but I'm praying that it would be for you an embrace of grace that would wrap each of you in His arms. AND 2)That we are holding you close too. Know that we all love you deeply and wish there were more that we could do to help in this time.
Peace,
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Monday January 28, 2002 5:19 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, and Darrell, and the kids,
I just wanted to let you know that, I am at home, and my phone is hooked up. So if you need me, just call my home phone number, and I should be here. If you can't reach me there, try my cellphone. I just finished reading all the other journal entries, and I had to cry. They are so loving, and so full of support. I am so glad that everyone has signed in. I love you guys!! I pray that Chayton will turn around again, and kick this nasty monster. I wish there were more that I could do. I feel so helpless, and I am at a loss for words. I will call later tonight. Thanks for keeping me updated. May God bless you each and everyday. May he guide you down the path of righteousness. May he light your way with love, and happiness. May he ease your pain, and carry you through this. Amen.

I love you all, and give everyone big hugs and kisses from me. Thinking of you always.

All of our love, support, and prayers are yours,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday January 28, 2002 5:13 PM CST

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Darrel,Dawn & family-Thinking of you today so just thought I'd write and tell.Say Hi to the kids!I'll keep praying!!
Jenny O.
- Monday January 28, 2002 5:03 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrel & family ~

You are all in our thoughts and prayers! Take care & stay strong!
Sara (Crandall) Quigley <quigley40@hotmail.com>
Fredericksburg, IA USA - Monday January 28, 2002 4:07 PM CST

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Hey~
How are you guys doing today.Hope every thing is good.I am still praying for you guys.If you need any thing and I mean any thing please call me!!!!Well we love you lots!!!!
Love the Pagel's (Kelsi's Family) <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Monday January 28, 2002 3:56 PM CST

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Hang in there Chayton! We think about you & pray for you many times a day. You sure are a tough little guy.
Steve & Jenny Gieseke <kaiya@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Monday January 28, 2002 3:46 PM CST

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Man Chayton, last time I seen you, you didn't have any hair! Now I look at your picture and see a ton!!! Don't give up guys, you've beaten every odd they gave you. Sorry to hear that the Doctor didn't tell you right away about the R-Monster. Glatin, maybe your robot will work ALSOME!!:)
Well, I'll check in later. Love you all, Sarah, Andrew, & Cassandra

- Monday January 28, 2002 3:11 PM CST

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Hello all! I am so happy to hear that we still have our precious little Chayton. I am hoping and praying that things are looking up.

I am not sure yet if I have a phone at the new house yet, but if I do, I will be sure to email you, and or call. Otherwise I will stop over at the old house and give you a call. I am signing on from work so I can't take up to much time. It was so nice to just visit lastnight.

I love you guys. Take good care of each other, I will talk to you soon.

All my love, prayers, and support are yours now and always,
Carla

Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday January 28, 2002 2:51 PM CST

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Hi Darrall DAWN AND family We are thinking and Praying for you and your family every day.
Gary and LaVonne Squier <gsquier@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, mn - Monday January 28, 2002 1:29 PM CST

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Hi Darrall DAWN AND family We are thinking and Praying for you and your family every day.
Gary and LaVonne Squier <gsquier@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, mn - Monday January 28, 2002 1:29 PM CST

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A Child on Loan

I'll send you for a little time
A child of Mine," he said
"For you to love the while he lives,
And mourn for when he's dead."
It may be one or seven years
or twenty-two and three,
But will you, till I call him back,
Take care of him for me?
He'll bring his charms to gladden you,
And should his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memories,
As solace for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay
Since all from earth returns.
But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.
I've looked the wide world over
In search for teachers true
And from the throngs that crowd life's loves
I have selected you.
Now will you give him all your love,
Not think the labor vain,
Nor hate me when I come to call
And take him back again?"
I fancied that I heard them say,
"Dear Lord, thy will be done
For all the joy Thy child shall bring
The risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter him with tenderness
We'll love him while we may
And for the happiness we've known
Forever grateful stay.
But should the angels call for him
Much sooner than we'd planned
We'll brave the bitter grief that
comes and try to understand."
-unknown-

Keeping Chayton in our prayers
a friend
MN - Monday January 28, 2002 10:19 AM CST

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Hello to the bravest, strongest family I know. I wish there as much more I could do for you. I hate feeling helpless when I've always tried being there for you. I wish we lived closer, because I would be there. Take care, and I will come on here as much as I can between classes to check up. Or call. Miss you all, Give big huges for me. Love, Sarah
<sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday January 28, 2002 10:08 AM CST

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Hey guys!
Whats up? Well just thought that I would drop you a little note and see how everything is going. Oh yeah, the pictures are so cute. I put them as the wallpaper on our laptops in ACE. Everyone loves them. Well I have to go to class but will right more when you update.
Stephanie <cape12@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN usa - Monday January 28, 2002 9:06 AM CST

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Hey Guys~ I hope things are still going ok. I am thinking and P raying for you guys always! Keep up the fight!!
With Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday January 28, 2002 8:47 AM CST

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I'm sorry that I haven't written in here for a long time or that I haven't been over to visit lately. But I do want you to know that I think about all of you all the time. Also, that you are in my prayers. I love you all!!
Your Guardian Angels' Daughter <schmear17@hotmail.com>
New Ulm, MN - Sunday January 27, 2002 10:59 PM CST

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I read your page several times a day ~ it is good to hear that he is doing better!!!! Chayton is in our thoughts and prayers. He is quite the little fighter!!!!
Tammy
Winthrop, MN - Sunday January 27, 2002 9:03 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell and Family,

I want you to know how brave you are to have put Chayton in God's hands to care for and comfort. It is not an easy thing to do as a parent but, how comforting to know that you are hand in hand with Chayton and holding Chayton up for God to comfort and care for him. Chayton is a gift that God has given to you to care for and love and show Chayton God's love while he is on this earth with you.
Your obedience to God, your faith in God, your love, your family bond and love have been a blessing and a witness for God to everyone who has had an opportunity to hear or read of your family's journies. Your family has found a stronger faith and stronger family love and bond and many many memories that will always be in your hearts and minds . If it is God's Will to take Chayton to Heaven to be by his side please know that Chayton will be free of this monster and at peace. I pray that God will give you and your family peace and strength during this time. Know that God is always with you.

FOOTPRINTS

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scences from his life. For
each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the
sand; one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He
noticed that many times along the path of his
life there was only one set of footprints. He also
noticed that it happened at the very lowest and
saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned
the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I
decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the
way. But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life, there is only one
set of footprints. I don't understand why
when I needed you most you would leave me."

The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you. During
your times of trial and suffering, when you
see only one set of footprints, it was then that
I carried you."
Friend in Houston, Texas <parrottsharon@hotmail.com>
Houston, tx us - Sunday January 27, 2002 8:54 PM CST

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Darrell and Dawn-It was great seeing you all last night!!I wish I could bag up and store some of the energy Gatlin and Ashley have.They are 2 great kids.You guys try to hang in there.I'm only a phone call away.Please call if you need anything!!!I'll be thinking and praying for you tonight!!Give Chayton a big HUG!!!
Jenny O.
- Sunday January 27, 2002 8:24 PM CST

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I believe in Miracles
Faith, Family and Friends
My thoughts and Prayers are with you during this difficult
time.


Sandy Mauter
Oregon, Ohio - Sunday January 27, 2002 8:14 PM CST

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Dear God, Please be with this family. I read their Journal entries and I'm moved by their hurt. I'll never meet them. I'll never know what they suffered. Though they are strangers to me, they are not strangers to you. Get them through this hard time. Keep them safe and well close to you. Amen
Don't ever give up hope!!! You are always in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless you and your wonderful family always.
Brenda Hawkins <dhawkins@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Sunday January 27, 2002 7:15 PM CST

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Hey Guys. I have been praying and Praising God today, chayton was in my thought through the whole process!

Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday January 27, 2002 6:37 PM CST

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Hi! I am Kylee Rae Fowlers cousin. I am 11 years old. I was looking at her webpage and saw that your page was there also so i looked at it. I am praying for both of them everynite. I hope your son gets better and feels his best!! thank you for signing my little couisns book. the support is extremely helpful thru this time.
Brittney Doland <popcanredm@home.com>
waterloo, IA USA - Sunday January 27, 2002 5:48 PM CST

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Glad to here you are feeling a little better today Chayton hang in there baby don't give up god still on the thron and heres all our prayers to many prayers going up for you for god to give up or us either we love you and some days my heart breaks to read your up dates but other days i expectet to open up the up date and it will say you are healed! then we will be praising god ! so hang on i still belive its going to happen!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx U.S.A. - Sunday January 27, 2002 4:35 PM CST

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Dear Darrell, Dawn, and family,

My heart aches as I read through the journal entries. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I'll see you soon:-)
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Sunday January 27, 2002 3:14 PM CST

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Dawn and family, we are keeping eveyone in our thoughts and prayers. I come to the site everyday, and we also hear news from John. Take care, and just keep loving those little kids of yours.
Janice Brahn <lyle@connect.com>
Ionia, IA - Sunday January 27, 2002 12:57 AM CST

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Make me a channel of your peace;
where there is hatred let me bring your love,
where there is injury, your pardon Lord,
and where there is doubt, true faith in you:
O Master grant that I may never seek,
so much to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand,
to be loved, as to love with all my soul!
Make me a channel of your peace:
where there's despair in life let me bring hope,
where there is darkness, only light,
and where there's sadness, every joy:
Make me a channel of your peace:
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
in giving ourselves that we receive,
and in dying that we're born to eternal life.

Blessings to you.
The Prayer of St. Francis

- Sunday January 27, 2002 12:46 AM CST

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You are SO wonderful Dawn...here you are, going through this most frustrating and difficult time...and you are always thinking of all of US...by updating your website daily. You are a wonderful mother and a super person. Thank you for keeping us informed. We continue to pray and offer you support. With love...
a friend
MN - Sunday January 27, 2002 12:40 AM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley and Chayton, I continue to pray for all of you. Treasure this time that you have together as a family, as chaotic as it may be. You are creating memories that will forever be engraved in your mind and on your hearts. Dawn my heart goes out to all of you. You are strong and you will get through this. I can't tell you how sharing this journey with others via your web page has impacted many. Your willingness to share your feelings, frustrations, hopes, and thoughts have made it possible for many to travel through this with you, try to comfort you in our messages and words, cry, laugh, smile and most of all pray that the Lord will watch over Chayton and not make him suffer. My hope for you as parents is that you will feel good about the decisions you made and know that you have done everything humanly possible to bring about a cure for Chayton. May the days ahead be peaceful ones for all of you.
Sylvia <SJKC1961@AOL.COM>
Mendota Heights, MN - Sunday January 27, 2002 11:22 AM CST

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Hi Darrell, Dawn and Family,

Had to come check to see if there was any news since last night. We are just getting ready to leave for Church and wanted to check one more time before we go. Hope things went OK through the night. We will say an extra prayer in Church today for all of you.
Kurt & Carla & Family
- Sunday January 27, 2002 9:55 AM CST

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I am glad Chayton ate and drank something!!!! That's good!
Love ya guys lots and lots!!!!
Alyssa Neid <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday January 27, 2002 9:43 AM CST

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Hi Annderson gang! I have just read the last few updates and sorry to hear that Chayton is not doing well! But remember if God wants Chayton to become one of his little angels, we hope he takes him peacefully. And helps your family through it as easy as can be expected. We will continue to pray for Chayton and the rest of the family. And will be checking back often throughout the day to see how everyone is doing.
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, - Sunday January 27, 2002 8:44 AM CST

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Hey guys!! Praying for you all the time!!!

~"You are a child of the Universe, no less than the moon and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the Universe is unfolding as it should."--

I really hope this helps you!!!
With Love, Tricia and Kathryn <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com, klinds02@hotmail.com>
MN USA - Sunday January 27, 2002 2:36 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell and family, I have checked little Chayton's page several times today and would like to thank you for keeping us all updated on your little boy. My family has a "Chayton's Fire" candle that we keep lit and each time I look at it, I say another prayer for all of you. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. The love and strength you have is amazing. Bless you all.


Terri
- Saturday January 26, 2002 11:18 PM CST

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A friend of us asked us to visit . we will include your family in our prayer requests.
Randy & Denise <rjeffrey@netins.net>
Rockford, Ia USA - Saturday January 26, 2002 10:37 PM CST

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May God be with your family through these difficult times.
We are lighting our "Chayton's Fire" candle and saying many prayers for you. May God give you strength in the days to come.
The Gieseke's <gieseke@prairie.lakes.com>
New Ulm, - Saturday January 26, 2002 10:32 PM CST

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Dear Anderson family-
My name is Kristen. I am 13 years old and in the eighth grade. My mom has been reading your website everyday, and I've been following your journey as well. I lost my sister 4 years ago, so I sort of know what your going through. I just read your last entry, and I hope Chayton will find peace, even if it means going home to Jesus. I will be praying for your family.
Kristen K.
Winston-Salem, NC U.S.A. - Saturday January 26, 2002 9:43 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell and family~
I have come here many times and not been able to write anything. My heart is breaking for you. I wish I had some wise words to make everything better. All I am able to say to you is please keep your trust and faith in the Lord. He will give you strength to bring you through whatever lies ahead. God's loving arms are around little Chayton..and all of us...whether on earth or in heaven.
Although we have never met, I feel I know you through your entries on this webpage and our mutual friend, Carla. May God Bless You.
Cherri Caffrey <cadetmom76@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday January 26, 2002 8:32 PM CST

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As I read your updates for today the tears just keep coming. I can't imagine what you and your family are going through. I have kept your family in my thoughts and prayers. If it is God's intent to take Chayton to be with him in heaven, hopefully someday when you are reunited you will find some answers as to why this is happening. Just hold on to Chayton and love him like you have been for as long as you can. Your pictures on the photo page are very precious. May God be with your family at this time of need. I will be saying a very special prayer for all of you tonight. May God be with your family.
Lori Weckwerth
Arlington, Mn USA - Saturday January 26, 2002 7:45 PM CST

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dear,dawn,missy was just here and told me to red the updates on your web page,i feel so bad for all of you.i pray for the baby every night hoping that god will give him a miracle you guys are very strong people i couldnt even emagine the pain you are all going threw!may god be with you all!!!luv,jo&steve
jo & steve head <snoozer50616@yahoo.com>
charles city, iowa us - Saturday January 26, 2002 7:40 PM CST

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Our hearts and prayers are with your entire family. Keep updating everyone as I'm sure everyone will continue to pray for Chayton.
Steve Johnson and Debbie Mears <steve_johnson50@hotmail.com>
N. Mankato, Mn U.S.A. - Saturday January 26, 2002 6:30 PM CST

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I cant help but keep checking on your site. I come over from Cassandra's page often. At work last night I noticed a candle that had the name Chayton on it, And I had to read it. I thought.. I "know" that little boy. I think of him everytime I see those candles. We are praying for you and occasionaly shed a tear as I look at my little ones. God Bless you all.
Sarah's friend, Jen Skutnick <momma_2_kat_n_chey@yahoo.com>
Nicollet, MN - Saturday January 26, 2002 6:22 PM CST

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Dear Darrell, Dawn & family,
I just finished reading your latest entry and my heart is heavy with sorrow for your family. Watching someone struggle with a terrible disease is awful. My eyes just well up with tears everytime I think about what little Chayton is going through, not to mention what your family is dealing with. I pray that if it is God's intent to bring Chayton home to him that he takes Chayton peacefully and that he is surronded by heavenly angels. Take care and God bless.

Warren, Mandy, Nick, Ally, Lucas & Cole Blumhoefer <wamandy@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday January 26, 2002 6:12 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and Sweet Little Chayton,
As we go into evening I pray for Chayton, that your nite will be blessed by an Angel. One way or another I hope Chayton will be at peace. It seems he must be very secure being in the arms of all his loved ones. You should feel proud that you had the strenght and courage to keep Chayton at home.You've done all you can and now holding him close to you at home is such a warm feeling for him.The warmth and comfort he feels in your arms tonite is what I pray he will feel for eternity. I believe that he will. Your family is exceptional and so many are holding your family near their hearts in your hardest hour. Always in our Prayers.
a friend
ia usa - Saturday January 26, 2002 5:32 PM CST

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I just listened to "Dawson's Songs" again...as I sit here with tears in my eyes I'm wondering how I ever would handle what you all are going through. Unfortunately, I've only ever met your mother and brother, Dawn, (though I feel fortunate to have met them). We're leaving for vacation for a week and I am still hoping there's still a chance that when I get back, there will be good news on here. We're still praying for your whole family and are in my thoughts many, many times during the day.
Lynnette <biermann@netins.net>
Tripoli, IA USA - Saturday January 26, 2002 3:48 PM CST

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Dawn and Darell and family-I am praying for you every chance I get.Please know that i am thinking of you often!!!!
Hold Chayton tight!!!
Jenny
- Saturday January 26, 2002 3:09 PM CST

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Anderson's-I have cried many tears for your family. Don't apologize for emotions. Love is one of the most painful emotions, and it is obvious by your pain how much you love each of your children. Keep your faith strong and know that if I, a stranger, can see how much you love Chayton then Chayton knows it even if he can't tell you he does. I pray that you will feel God's presence even though it feels as if He is far away.

MN - Saturday January 26, 2002 3:07 PM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, and family, You continue to be in our prayers every night. I know that there are people all round the world praying for you, and that means that you are held in the Light right round the clock. Whatever happens now, at whatever time of the night or day, you are being upheld. Rest in the love that is there for you. Forget everything but holding each other and loving each other. God bless you.
Seren (Hannah's mum) <seren@wildwood.org.uk>
Gloucestershire, UK - Saturday January 26, 2002 2:59 PM CST

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Dawn and family-I don't know if you remember me, but I went to NH school with Dawn for many years and attended confirmation classes with her. I pray for your family and child daily. God bless you all and I know He is with you at all times!
Wendy (Geerts), Bruce, and Karson Crooks <crooksbw@iowatelecom.net>
Ionia, IA USA - Saturday January 26, 2002 2:40 PM CST

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I read your postings regularly but have never wrote in your guestbbok. I cry so often for your family and what you must be going through. My husband had cancer and that was so hard to watch, but I could never imagine one of my children going through anything that he went through or that Chayton has gone through. There is many many people that are like me and just quietly read your postings and cry, smile and pray afterwards. Just wanted you to know that there is the quiet ones out here too. Praying ever so hard for Chayton and your family. May God watch over you in this time of need.

Winthrop, MN - Saturday January 26, 2002 2:35 PM CST

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Dawn,Darrell,and Chayton,
As Chayton may be preparing for his journey I know the Angels are awaiting his sweet little soul.I know it seems like you may never make it through this, but remember, you may have your own special Guardian Angel.Chayton will be watching over you, it will be his turn to show you the way. Just as you have shown him a wonderful life and the way to a peaceful end.Always in our prayers.
a friend
ia usa - Saturday January 26, 2002 2:19 PM CST

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TO THE WHOLE ANDERSON FAMILY
I know these are some very hard days and nights for the whole family,but believe in God and know he he will make the right decision when the time comes.But whatever you do hang on to each other very strong and the good Lord will give you the strength needed when it is necessary.Chayton you are the bravest little man.This fight will bring the whole family closer together,believe me I know from an ordeal in our own family a few years ago.Dawn you mentioned you wanted the poem Foot Prints,did you get it if not I do have it and will print it if you want. Take Care and God Bless
John and Barbara <jbsamuelson@peoplepc.com >
Cologne, mn carver - Saturday January 26, 2002 1:11 PM CST

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I understand your struggle about doing nothing for Chayton, or giving him fluids. We faced the same situation when my father died of pancreatic cancer. He wanted nothing to eat or drink, and my mother feared she was letting him starve. She said she didn't want starvation to take him before the cancer did. She considered putting him in the hospital so they could give him fluids, but didn't end up making the decision to do so. After he died, I was given some helpful information from my local Hospice about the dying process. I wish I had had it before. It took away a lot of the guilt that we were feeling for not intervening. It said that the body knows that food is to sustain life, and that was not what his body needed. It said he was not suffering from the lack of food or liquid, because the mechanism that made him feel discomfort from hunger or thirst was no longer reacting this way. It also said that it is harder on the people around the patient, who feel the need to get them to eat or drink, but often this is not what they want or need. I know this must be excruciatingly difficult for you as a parent, but trust your heart and what the professionals tell you. They have done this many times. And let the Hospice staff support and guide you through it. Take the guilt off yourselves. And know that whatever you feel, it's ok to feel it.

God be with you.
A Friend
North Carolina - Saturday January 26, 2002 12:50 AM CST

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I think Chayton is a real trooper. He is very cute and cuddly. your in my prayers.
DeeDee <deonne10769@msn.com>
Bowling Green, ky USA - Saturday January 26, 2002 11:50 AM CST

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CHAYTON~
HEY THERE LITTLE ONE...HEARD YOU WERE FIGHTING THE GOOD FIGHT~JUST TRY YOUR HARDEST BABY! I LOVE YOU SWEETNESS!
DAWN, DARRELL, GAT AND ASH~
YOU GUYS HANG TOUGH AND STICK TOGETHER, KAY. WE WISH WE COULD BE THERE, HOPEFULLY SOON WE WILL BE ON OUR WAY.
MUCH LOVE TO ALL~MISS, JOHN, COLTON AND DOMINIC
Missalynn
Charles City, IA - Saturday January 26, 2002 11:28 AM CST

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I am on my way to see if you are here. Unsure, if not, I'll call. NO NO NO!! Talk later
sarah
- Saturday January 26, 2002 11:24 AM CST

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Thinking of you today and all night. Give Chayton a huge hug from me. Dawn, Darrell, I have so much pain for you right now. Please know that I am always here for you if you need me.


Lisa
- Saturday January 26, 2002 11:18 AM CST

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Dear Anderson Family~ Iam praying day and night for Little Chayton. It brings tears to my eyes to think of him as an angel, He is so special to me in many ways. What a fighter? I now know to never get up on anything because Chayton NEVER GAVE up. I will PRAY for your Family and pray that Chayton is comfortable! In Gods name we pray! Amen
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday January 26, 2002 11:15 AM CST

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heh guys. wish we could be up there now. keep hanging in there chayton--we all love you very much.
shawn, mickey, chelsea and lee <mickkraft@hotmail.com>
charles city, ia - Saturday January 26, 2002 10:49 AM CST

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We continue to pray for strength for your family during this difficult time. No child should have to suffer. No family should have to watch.

I visit the website often and keep up to date with Chayton's story. I respect your family's decision to keep Chayton at home. I do want to let you know that should you change your mind and decide to eventually admit him to the hospital, it isn't a failure and you have nothing to fear.

We lost our niece, Emma, last week to complications relating to her treatment for the rhabdoid monster. She was at Children's-St Paul when she passed away. The staff of the hospital provided her with loving care, maintained her dignity and kept her very comfortable. The staff of the hospital (chaplins, social workers and the Child Life staff)also provided support to the entire family and will provide on-going support to Emma's immediate family. I was impressed with Children's Hospital of St Paul and am confident that Children's Hospital in Minneapolis is equally as impressive. One important thing to note is that the hospital's Child Life staff helped talk to Emma's siblings about what was happening and about death. They are professionals and were an important part of helping the other children understand and start the grieving process.

Please know that I am NOT trying to change your mind or influence your decision. I am hoping only to offer you some information so that if you face that decision in the future, you might be able to do so without fearing what it may be like for Chayton.

We will continue to pray for Chayton and your entire family. May God be with you.
Lynn
Madelia, MN - Saturday January 26, 2002 10:48 AM CST

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Hey~
Last night I couldn't get to sleep! I kept on thinking about you Chayton! Don't let us down Chayton!!!!!!!
Well, there's nothing else to say right now!
Love ya lots and lots
~* Alyssa Neid *~ <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday January 26, 2002 9:51 AM CST

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I had a hard time sleeping as I kept thinking of you guys and wondering how things were going. I just wish we could do something to help. I am sure your rest was very limited!!

Wow....the one who signs your guestbook "A Friend" from NC....you ought to try and get to know this person. He/She is really a comfort and has a beautiful way of expressing their thoughts....just like you. I always look forward to reading those entries....so I hope you (A Friend) see this and realize you are making a difference! Darrell and Dawn and their family need all the love and comfort they can get right now.

Thank God the Internet exists now, for without it there could never be this overwhelming support from all across the world. So many people are sharing your pain.
As always, we are here if you need ANYTHING! I will keep checking back to see how everyone is doing. Our prayers are with you!

Kurt & Carla & Family <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Saturday January 26, 2002 8:58 AM CST

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Hello Anderson Family,

I was standing in my kitchen doing dishes a moment ago, and all I can think about is Chayton and your family. I can't explain it, because I have never met you, but your situation has taken hold of my heart and gripped it, and I feel in some small way like I am walking this journey beside you.

I was again thinking about your question, about why God would give you Chayton just to take him away. A very important thought occurred to me: God isn't the one taking Chayton away from you. If he is taken away (and we still pray for all we are worth that he won't be), he is being "taken" by a terrible disease that is here because this is an imperfect world. Not because of anything he or you did, but because our world is not perfect, and sadly, illness and, yes, terrible cancers, are a part of that imperfection. I believe that God hurts when you hurt and when Chayton hurts, and when Gatilin and Ashley hurt. He hurts because this is not what He wanted for His world, for His children. But He promises to be there with us when we face the imperfections of this world. And I think He understands when we question the trials and tragedies we go through. Even Jesus on the cross asked God why He had forsaken Him. But even when we ask the questions and get angry at the answers, God never, ever leaves us. I pray that even in your darkest hours, you will know that you are not alone. Let the love that surrounds you now sustain you through the minutes, hours and days ahead, whatever they may bring. And know, as I wrote to you once before, that some healing can't take place in this imperfect world, that if this terrible disease does "take" Chayton, that God will instantly "take him" back, hold him in His arms, and he will be healed and free from all that held him down on this earth.

May you have peace.
A Friend
North Carolina - Saturday January 26, 2002 8:18 AM CST

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Good Morning to all, hope all is well there. Dawn if you would need to get ahold of John call here and I'll run over there. My last 4 #'s 3828, actually your Dad might have the number. Sending our prayers your way.
Tim
- Saturday January 26, 2002 7:55 AM CST

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Dear Lord, we thank you for allowing Chayton one more day with his family and we ask that your will be accepted by everyone, even though we as humans think we know what is best for us. Give Chayton's family the strength they need these trying days to allow you to carry them through all that they face. Our prayers are continually with all of you, Grandpa's and Grandma's too.

Hugs and kisses from Logan, Steve, Carla, Grandpa and Grandma, too.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA` - Saturday January 26, 2002 7:45 AM CST

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Hoping all is well there. Took John over to Shawn's about an hour ago. Shawn was either sleeping or not at home. Keep a stiff upper lip, and God in your heart and your son in your arms. Good Luck
The Mauters <timcar@rconnect.com>
- Saturday January 26, 2002 0:37 AM CST

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Dawn, you wrote the question "what kind of mother am I?" I believe in all my soul that you are the best kind of mother...one who can hold your child in the darkest of hours and who appreciates the simplest of joys in being his mother. You are a mother who is willing to be present to the emotional pain of this journey, which would be unbearable for many, you have the presence of mind to take the time in the midst of such pain to write updates for those of us who are deeply concerned about your family (many of us, including me, have never even met you, just related to your journey) and most of all...well you are a mother that is doing everything you know how to do to love Chayton. That is a blessed mother and I only hope that if we must face relapse with Sean, that I will be able to do it with as much dignity and love as you are.

I am praying for you tonight and hope that the Rhabdoid Angels above are loving Chayton.

In love and prayers,
Danielle McCauley <DanielleRB@aol.com>
Tustin Ranch, CA 92782 - Saturday January 26, 2002 0:23 AM CST

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reading Chaytons page, i was inspired to read the other Rhabdoid Kids pages. This goes out to all the CHILDREN.
Every night as we all lay down we should say a special prayer for Chayton and for ALL the little children.I hope you were not upset but this, but know that Chayton was my inspiration.My inspiration to pray for all of "our" children.
a friend
ia usa - Friday January 25, 2002 11:26 PM CST

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Tonite I pray for the children, I pray for the children in need.
Every nite as I lay down, my heart, for them,does bleed.
Tonite I pray for the children,The children who lost mom and dad.Oh pray for the little children who will never remember the parents they had.
Tonite I pray for the children who lie in a hospital bed.I pray for their little soul with such big thoughts in their head.
Tonite I pray for the little boy who will never take his first step,for all the things he'll never have, the chances he'll never get.
Tonite I pray for the little child who will never speak her first words,so little time is this world, her tiny voice was never heard.
Tonite I pray for the children who don't know a day without pain. The poor little children who get up just to get knocked down again.
Tonite I pray for the child that knows nothing better than this, but still beams from ear to ear just from mommy's kiss.
Tonite I pray for the children who know not where their journey may lead.I pray for their mom and dad, who PRAY and BEG and PLEAD!!
Tonite I pray for the child who has no place to call home. For all the little people who may feel so alone.
Tonite I pray for the children who don't know where to turn. For all those little ears that never hear a loving word.
"Tonite I pray for that child who knows their life must end, Who knows all he wanted to be but never made it past
this bed.
Tonite I pray for the children that the doctor cannot mend, I pray for his mom and dad, who know it soon will end.
*I pray for the "Little Fighter" who just would not give up. I pray for his little soul, he just ran out of luck.
Tonite I pray for the children who have been laid to rest, pictures and memories are all that we have left.
Tonite I pray for our children, though they ALL belong to god.
He was watching over them......He has been all along.
We are praying for you all,May God watch over you.
a friend
ia usa - Friday January 25, 2002 11:20 PM CST

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As always, we are thinking of you!! Thanks for posting the cute pictures! It was fun taking them! I kept copies of them in my system too and will treasure them forever!!! Kelli keeps looking at them and asking if that puppy she gave him made him feel better!!! We can only hope and pray that it did!! Take Care!
Kurt & Carla & Family
- Friday January 25, 2002 11:08 PM CST

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Praying that your son will be resting in the arms of the Lord if that is His will, quicly so he is free of pain.
CB & BB
ONT CANADA - Friday January 25, 2002 11:05 PM CST

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HEY~
YOU PROBABLY DON'T KNOW ME I AM KELSI AND ALISSA'S FRIEND.SORRY TO HEAR THAT CHAYTON ISN'T DOING sO GOOD.DEAR GOD THANK YOU FOR CHAYTON FOR BEING HERE RIGHT NOW!!! I FEEL REALLY SORRY FOR YOU GUYS AND YOUR SON!! GOD BLESS YOUR SON AND YOUR FAMILY. AMEN.

Lisa Gitter
Fairfax, MN U.S.A. - Friday January 25, 2002 10:02 PM CST

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Hey~
Chayton I am very sad after I was done reading the page (CRYING). I LOVE YOU CHAYTON DON'T LET US ALL DOWN!!DEAR GOD LET CHAYTON LIVE FOR A LONG LIFE.HE IS ONLY SO LITTLE, WHY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????????????? AMEN.CHAYTON KEEP ON FIGHTING! CHAYTON WE LOVE YOU (ESPECIALY ME!!!!!!!) I LOVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS!!!!!!!!!!
Alyssa Neid <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday January 25, 2002 9:51 PM CST

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Hi.I am crying right now when I read the page.I am praying very very very hard Chayton!!???!!!Keep fighting very very hard your parents are very proud off you dont let them down.Everyone loves you lots.Dear lord please give Chayton the strength to get through this thing and give him a miracle PLEASE OH PLEASE.Amen.We love you lots Chayton please dont let me down please.
*Kelsi Pagel* <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Friday January 25, 2002 9:35 PM CST

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I pray that God will comfort all of you during this time of such uncertainty. Chayton is a beatiful little boy and I so wish the best for him.
Kimberly Toney <rebelkuti@aol.com>
Casa, AR USA - Friday January 25, 2002 9:33 PM CST

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Hi. You don't know me but I have been following your website and want you to know that I am thinking of you and praying for your family. I'm treated at Duke and have been through this with many of my friends over the years. I know it is not an easy time and I don't know exactly how you feel because I'm not a parent. I do know that God is with you. I sincerely pray that you would be able to embrace His love and peace during this most difficult time in your life.
Khalita C Jones <khalita.jones@duke.edu>
Durham, NC - Friday January 25, 2002 9:18 PM CST

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We enjoyed our visit with Chayton and you the other night. We are thinking and praying for you and your family. Please let us know if we can help with anything.
Dave & Noreen <dnnelson@newulmtel.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday January 25, 2002 8:42 PM CST

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MAY GOD GIVE YOUR FAMILY THE STRENGTH TO MAKE IT THROUGH THIS ORDEAL; OPEN YOUR ARMS AND HEART TO HIM.

- Friday January 25, 2002 8:39 PM CST

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I do not have the words to tell you how I feel. God be with you all and may he wrap his loving arms about you. Our prayers are with you. Tyler's Grandma Wilson
Joyce Wilson <jwilson@prairieinet.net>
Sidney, Il.. - Friday January 25, 2002 8:34 PM CST

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Hello, Anderson Family,

You have prayers coming your way from North Carolina tonight. I can feel the love and pain your are going through right now. I lost a daughter, and it is the hardest thing in the world to release your precious baby to God. I have a very strong faith, but I have to admit as a loving mother, there are still times I would give anything to have her back with me. God knows your heart, and He knows you want Chayton here with you. He also knows you don't want him to suffer. The hard reality is when his suffering ends, yours will get worse. Oh how I wish I could offer you some words that would help you, but words aren't what you need. So I assure you that, even though we have never met, I will continue to uplift all of you in my prayers. You said you wonder why God let you have Chayton if He was just going to take him away. I don't know the answer to that, but I can tell that because there is a Chayton, many, many people's lives have changed. His life has a purpose, and your family and your little soldier have touched and reached so many people through this incredible journey you have been on. You have learned lessons through his life that you would not have learned otherwise. I said many times throughout my handicapped daughter's difficult 13 years and after her death, "Lord, I would have been just as happy to NOT have learned all these things! Can't things just be normal??" Many times I would have traded the painful lessons for her to be healthy and well. But, fortunately, I don't know what is best for my life, and God does. As hard as it is to accept, He knows what is best for Chayton and for you as well. Cry when you need to, get angry when you need to, but most of all, cling to eachother. Hold your children close, and be sure to let Ashley and Gatlin know that they are just as important to you here as Chayton is. Let every experience and emotion pull you together. And give each other room to feel his or her own feelings and let that be ok.

I offer all this to you, but mostly I want you to know of my prayers. Sometimes that's the only thing that gets you through.

God Bless You All.
A Friend
North Carolina - Friday January 25, 2002 8:25 PM CST

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Chayton and Family -
Just letting you know that we are praying really hard for you and thinking of you constantly at this difficult time. God Bless You.
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Friday January 25, 2002 8:00 PM CST

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All our prayers are with you little Chayton, and your family too. May God give you all strength and peace. Hang in there little man.
God Bless
Terri
- Friday January 25, 2002 8:00 PM CST

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Darrell, Dawn & Little Chayton – Just know that we're thinking about you and praying very, very hard! Hang on to your faith with all your might...that's the one and only thing that will get you through this...we'll keep praying for extra strength and courage for each and everyone of you. Take care and God bless you Chayton and your wonderful mommy and daddy and sisters and brother. Keep in touch.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet , MN - Friday January 25, 2002 7:28 PM CST

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May God hold you in the palm of His hand and give you the strength you need at this time . Prayers are coming your way for all of you.
Keith & Marge
- Friday January 25, 2002 7:10 PM CST

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To the Anderson Family - I am so touched by your story. You are a very strong, loving family. The faith you have in God is awesome - and you are truly right - God works in mysterious ways and everything is in God's hands. I hope your miracle is granted to you. Our family is waiting for a miracle to be granted to my brother. I got this poem from someone after my brother had a bad snowmobile accident and suffered traumatic brain injury and I say it over and over again: HOPE IS NOT PRETENDING THAT TROUBLES DON'T EXIST.... IT IS THE TRUST THAT THEY WILL NOT LAST FOREVER, THAT HURTS WILL BE HEALED AND DIFFICUTIES OVERCOME....IT IS FAITH THAT A SOURCE OF STRENGTH AND RENEWAL LIES WITHIN TO LEAD US THROUGH THE DARK TO THE SUNSHINE. Don't ever give up HOPE!!!!! We will add Chayton to our prayers everynight. Keep up the faith - because there is always a reason to everything, we may not see it right now, but someday we will. God bless you and your family.
Brenda Hawkins <dhawkins@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm , MN - Friday January 25, 2002 6:43 PM CST

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Hello Chayton and all. Keep your faith and love your son with your all. Will keep in touch. My heart goes out to all of you. Sure wish we could just make it go away.
The Mauters <timcar@rconnect.com>
- Friday January 25, 2002 6:29 PM CST

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Hey Chayton~
Me and Alyssa and our friend Lisa were going to come over but mommy said you wrent doing so hot so when you get better you call me and we will come over!!???!!!O.K.Well you get better soon!!!!Even if you arent ready today I will have Lisa over someother time!!!!Does that sound good or what???!!!!???Well I sould go I really miss you a lot and I miss every one too!!!???!!!Well love you lots and lots!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Kelsi Pagel* <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Friday January 25, 2002 4:49 PM CST

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Hi - just wanted to let you know that I think about and check everyday to see how things are going. Have a great weekend and I check in with you on Monday.
Sue Anderson
Winthrop, MN - Friday January 25, 2002 4:05 PM CST

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Hi just wanted to let you know that we are still thinking of you guys all the time! And we are praying extra hard for Chayton to be able to stay here with you, but like you said maybe you need to let God take it in his hands and maybe he will see how much you need him here! Well we will keep checking back to see how you are all doing..Take care!!!
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn
Glencoe, - Friday January 25, 2002 1:46 PM CST

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Dawn,Darell, and CHAYTON,
Awesome pictures!!You can see how strong the love is between you guys and i dont think anything could break a bond like that. I understand what you said about letting God have Chayton what a scarey thing but maybe the best thing you could have done. Now God knows you trust Him completely.I pray for Chayton and all of you everyday,that got me thinking. We all pray that Chayton feels no pain and that he will not suffer,on the other hand, we pray for God to let"us" keep Chayton. Maybe He is trying to do both, maybe He is going to let you keep Chayton as long as he is not suffering and when He sees that Chayton (and you) are ready, then it will be his time. It seems that you are starting to come to terms with the fact that this may happen and maybe God will take on some of your pain now.Maybe since you gave Chayton over to Him, he will let you keep him longer. Who really knows? God moves in mysterious ways.I hope the rest of Chaytons life is happy and full of love. I think you will make sure of that. I think that just as Chayton is your miracle, you are in return his. God gave Chayton to parents that give him everything they possibly can!! Even if Chayton's life is short, he will have recieved more love from more people than anyone could have imagined.
Always in our prayers.
a friend
ia usa - Friday January 25, 2002 12:36 AM CST

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Hello:
See I told you that I would be on today! Good to hear that things are better today. Yesterday when I was there and you were talking with that lady, I prayed with Chayton. I really think that God is going to heal him. I just have this feeling. I believe in mircales because I wouldn't be alive if it weren't for God. I just want to be CONCIOUS enough to see one happen!
Stephanie Koep <cape12@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday January 25, 2002 12:06 AM CST

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I'm checking your Web site every day, sometimes twice a day! I have become so attached to your family via your Web site. I saw the new pictures of Chayton. He is so beautiful! You and your family simply amaze me with your resilience and perserverance. Especially your chubby-cheeked little boy.
Meta Hemenway-Forbes, Waterloo Courier Staff Writer <mhemenway-forbes@wcfcourier.com>
Waterloo, IA - Friday January 25, 2002 11:52 AM CST

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Yea!!! Looking good...and all that hair! I will be coming through Winthrop this weekend and hope to pop in to say hi! Give the Chay man lots of hugs from me and Emma and Sam!
Nancy Coleman <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Friday January 25, 2002 10:40 AM CST

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Helly Guys,
Thank you for putting your pics on the photo page. Chayton has to absolutely be the cutest little boy in the whole wide world! You just want to kiss those little cheeks.
Maybe when Ashley and Gatlin are home this weekend you could get another picture to post of the three of them. What a good looking bunch of kids!
Dawn, you look good in your picture and so does Darryl. For everything you are going through I think you look exceptional.
We will be doing another group prayer tomorrow for Chayton. A lot of people know about him and we have a little "before services" group of people that pray and I have seen the miracles happen.
Believe me, if desires could make things happen, Chayton would be well.
Have a wonderful weekend!
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday January 25, 2002 10:38 AM CST

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Hey cutie!!!Just wondering how you are doing.I am going to stop in tomorrow or Sunday or I hope to see you in church!!!!!!You keep SMILEING!!!!!!!!!!I will see you soon and we will have the best time every!!!!O.K.????You can proof those Docters wrong you can last longer than that !!???!!!Well I will see you very soon buddy!!!You mean a lot to me and I mean a lot and you know that!!???!!Love you lots buddy!!!!!!!!
*Kelsi Pagel* <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Thursday January 24, 2002 9:00 PM CST

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Hi Chayton...Little Man.....you just keep hanging in there and prove them all wrong. We are all so proud of you!! We will all keep asking for that special miracle to be placed on you!!! We will come and see you again soon.
Darrell and Dawn....keep your strength and lean on each other. You need each other more now than ever! Talk to you soon.
Kurt , Carla & Family
- Thursday January 24, 2002 8:52 PM CST

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Thinking of you guys!! In I am checking the website has often has I can.
Carrie
- Thursday January 24, 2002 7:35 PM CST

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Thinking of you guys and checking the site often . Thoughts and prayers your way.
Keith & Marge
- Thursday January 24, 2002 7:21 PM CST

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Thinking of you guys everday!!!!!Hang in there and I'll keep praying!!!!
Jenny O.
America - Thursday January 24, 2002 6:31 PM CST

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Hey Guys~
I'm glad to hear everything is going ok! That's good news!
I think of you guys every day wondering how you are! If you are sad, glad, mad what ever it is but then I just come on this webpage when I get home and I can see what's going on! That's great because you guys mean alot to me! Well, there's really nothing else to tell you right now! God bless you all!!!!!!!
Alyssa Neid <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday January 24, 2002 6:26 PM CST

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Hey Dawn, Darrell and Family! Glad to hear that things are going a little easier at home! I know how horrible it can be in any normal situation...much less in your situation! Some times it takes a little stress kickin' and sometimes a little spouse kickin! (just kidding of course!) Glad to hear the benefit went well and the trip to Iowa was pleasant...or that you could make it at all was a real blessing! Family is very important and I know how proud your kids must have been to show off their little brother to all their friends. I remember being that age and having my mom or dad visit school...it was so cool! Know that all of you are never far from my thoughts and are always in my prayers!

Love you all!

oh....isn't it about time to switch up the pics??? I wanna be updated man! - when you have time that is!
Nancy Coleman <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Thursday January 24, 2002 4:14 PM CST

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Hello
It certainly sounds like spirits are lifting at your house! I think its great to hear your sense of humor. you are sooo right, if you didnt see any humor in the funny you would not make it through. It's okay to laugh. Sometimes just facing reality and taking the bull by the horns is the best way to go.It seems as though everyone is just making the best of a tough situation. The best you can do is YOUR BEST and i think you are already doing it!!
Keep Smiling!!
a friend
ia usa - Thursday January 24, 2002 3:35 PM CST

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Dawn & Darrell~
Hey guys! Dawn, I'm sitting here with Doug Ritter and he says hello, hoping for the best for all and to maybe look into oxygen therapy...he's seen some amazing results in his research in that field. H2O2 is the chemical signature for hydrogen peroxide. I'll e-mail you his phone number...he says to remember that healthy cell are properly oxidizing cells. He says good luck and by all means to give him a call.
Well, sweetie, I'll let ya go for now...
Miss
charles city, - Thursday January 24, 2002 1:36 PM CST

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Hi I am glad to hear that Chayton and the other kids are doing better. Keep shooting for the goal Chayton, we will continue to pray for you and your whole family. Keep those Chin's up high and don't be afraid to ask for help...maybe just to talk to someone or even vent to someone!!!! Take care.
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick, and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Thursday January 24, 2002 11:04 AM CST

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Hi all!
I am checking up on Chayton from School. Can't be on here long. I just wanted to let you know we continue to pray for you, and we are thinking of you all. I will sign in as much as I can. I will have to do it on break, but atleast I can check in from time to time. Love ya lots!

Take care, and May God bless you all. We will continue to pray for you, and keep you in our prayers.

All my love, support, and prayers,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday January 24, 2002 10:45 AM CST

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Hey guys!!!!!!

Nice to here very thing is going good.I am home today because I have a bad headache so I will be on the web page like very hour!!!???!!!!I think my band teacher wants to buy a candle so I am going to talk to her tomorrow!!???!!!Well if you need ANYTHING please call me!!!!!!Love you lots and lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Kelsi Pagel* <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Thursday January 24, 2002 10:40 AM CST

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I read about you in the newspaper and my heart immediately went out to you. I, too, am a mother. Please keep your chin up and know...I repeat, KNOW, that time and space can never seperate you from the ones you love.
Konstanz Kuraz <mii@cfu.net>
Cedar Falls, IA Black Hawk - Thursday January 24, 2002 9:35 AM CST

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Hey Guys! it's good to hear that everyone is doing better!! It brings a smile to my face. Also i am thinking about you all the time. (The whole Family) May God Bless you!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday January 24, 2002 8:43 AM CST

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Hope you all had a good night and a great day ahead waits for you. I cannot imagine all the stresses that you are faced with continually but remember you are not going through this alone-God is by your side at all times to help you deal with whatever He puts in front of you. You have had some tough decisions but I pray making them together as a family will strengthen your marriage, your relationship with your other children, even your extended families, but more importantly, look what it has done to bring you so close to God. Without Chayton, that might never have happened, so....a miracle in itself! Have a great day and even though things are rather hectic around here, you are in my thoughts so much and many prayers go up throughout the day for all of you. I second Pastor Frey's motion to continue to send donations for the Anderson's. It is really satisfying to share what we can with those who need it so desperately.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Thursday January 24, 2002 7:02 AM CST

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God has been giving Chayton "minnie" miracles. We hope and pray that He will also give you the "big" one.
I am thankful that the benefit went well. I wish I could have been there but we had my parents' 40th anniversary celebration which also ended up being a huge success.
I hope that the kids are able to work through this stress successfully. I know it is a lot for them...and of course for you too. Hang in there. I'm there for you!
Missy (Steve & Devin) Ridler <only_family_friends@email2me.net>
Nicollet, MN USA - Wednesday January 23, 2002 11:20 PM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
Hello to you all. I just wanted to write to let ya know that we are in the moving process, and tonight will be the lastnight I will be able to sign on for the next couple of days. Unless I can talk my husband into setting my puter up again before we have to move it over to the other house. If I can't then I will unfortunately be without it. Due to the fact we don't have a phone hooked up at the other house as of yet. I will try to call when I can. Hopefully by next week I will be back online.

I hope all is going well today. That was some pretty great news you had last night. I hope he can continue to prove the doctors wrong.

I will sign in on the other webpages you mentioned later. I was in Rhabdoid kids once and seen Chay's pic, and the other children. They are all so sweet.

Take care and we wish you all the best. You have our love, support and prayers now and always.

May God's blessings be bestowed upon you all.
All of our love
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Wednesday January 23, 2002 8:08 PM CST

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Hey,
How are you guys? I hope you guys are doing better. I checked Chayton's website today and I went to the Rhabdoid website. I seen the angels and Chayton, it's just so sad. Chayton's pics were really cute. Nicole keeps me updated on Chayton. Hang in there Chayton, your a really strong fighter!
Natalie Gohr <yellow_bug_23@hotmail.com>
New Ulm, MN U.S - Wednesday January 23, 2002 6:57 PM CST

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I couldn't drop by to read today's update without letting you know that you are right there in our hearts and prayers each and every night. Glad to see the little guy's still hanging in there. Much love.
Seren <seren@wildwood.org.uk>
Gloucestershire, UK - Wednesday January 23, 2002 5:35 PM CST

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Hi Chayton and family!
We are good friends of the "Famous Michael"
And we have sure been praying for you. And to your parents...your strength amazes more people than you know.
May God Bless you, Comfort you, and have great Mercy on you!
We will continue to pray for you and your son's healing.
Love,
Tammy Schmidt
Tammy Schmidt <Tsch1962@aol.com>
Elk River, MN USA - Wednesday January 23, 2002 4:16 PM CST

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Hey TWICE in one day! You should feel honored -- just kidding. I just wanted to sign in and let you know that the wonderful article in the Waterloo Courier continues to touch people's hearts. We had another pile of cards and gifts to go through today. And over $150 in donations. We still can get things matched I think so if anyone wants to donate send it to: Chayton Anderson Benefit
% Trinity Lutheran Church
223 S. Water Ave.
New Hampton, IA 50659
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Wednesday January 23, 2002 3:02 PM CST

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Hey! A new extenction on life expecency? Keep up the great work, it's working as we can see. I still have the feeling that Chayton will be one of the surviors, he's here for a reason. I was at a book store this wknd, and after what you told me, I seen this book and decided to buy it. Hopefully I see you soon and I can give it to you. I also see you were at Children's. Sad to say, but it's too bad you weren't there Sunday/Monday. I seen a couple people we knew. Glad you all are starting to do better. Thinking of you always. Got to go study now:( haha:)
www.caringbridge.com/mn/cassandrandy <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday January 23, 2002 1:07 PM CST

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Our thoughts and prayers go out to you and your children. I hope that Chayton is feeling better after his long trip back to Iowa over the weekend. He is truely a fighter and has 2 marvelous parents! Keep up your fight and he will make it. Hope everything is okay.
Sharon Bormann <sbormann@rconnect.com>
Ionia, IA USA - Wednesday January 23, 2002 12:54 AM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell and family,
I just signed in to check on how Chayton was doing. I am happy to hear that your family made it to the fundraiser. It sounds like it was a success. I continue to pray for you and hope that things are going well for all of you. I will keep both Ashley and Gatlin in my prayers. I know this all is hard on both of them too. May you all have many good days ahead. God Bless you.
Sylvia <SJKC1961@AOL.COM>
Mendota Heights, MN - Wednesday January 23, 2002 12:37 AM CST

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Glad to see things are better hang in there Chayton your going to prove the Doctors wrong because God is on your side! we love you and you are always in our prayers!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday January 23, 2002 12:30 AM CST

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I am thinking about the whole family!! Keep fighting Chayton!
Love, Tricia Uecker
- Wednesday January 23, 2002 11:49 AM CST

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Hey Guys,
Glad to hear all went well at the benefit. Also glad to hear Chayton is feeling a bit better. We are all pulling for him.
I have mentioned your site to so many people, in fact, my childcare provider is spreading the word for you too! This morning she was sending one of Chayton's Fire candles and the letter about them, with her daughter to school. She attends a Christian School (MVL), and they have all been praying together for Chayton. She thought it would be nice for the advisor and the class to see the candles and read about the story behind them. I was really touched by that. Thank you to those participating.....that is really neat!

We will try to stop by again and can bring the camera so we can get some more photos to post. I will get in touch with you soon. Take Care!

PS...I love the new picture you posted......Chayton you look really handsome!!
Kurt & Carla Karstens & Family
- Wednesday January 23, 2002 11:44 AM CST

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Hello Anderson Family,
Our little hero just continues to impress us more and more each day. He has helped many people to see that miracles do happen. Each time you hug and kiss that beautiful little boy, I'm sure you are feeling so blessed to have such a miracle in your midst. As we have said before, you all inspire us and make us look at life in such a different light. We now take nothing for granted and feel blessed with the fact that we are here to help support such a wonderful and heroic family. Each one of you is a hero in a different way!!
Love and Prayers from the bottom of our hearts!
Monique & Chris Kehr <Monique_Kehr@Gelco.com>
Lutz, FL USA - Wednesday January 23, 2002 10:21 AM CST

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Hi Chayton and family:
I thought alot about you this past weekend and I'm so glad that the benefit was a success and you were able to attend it. Still praying for that special miracle! Keep fighting - you continue to touch many hearts!
Michele Kohn
Courtland, MN - Wednesday January 23, 2002 8:58 AM CST

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New challenges/struggles each day, huh? It reminds me of something Sherman told me as I was taking him to the motel the other day. He said Darrell and Dawn are two of the strongest parents he's ever met. I know that there are times you might not feel very strong but to me and the rest of us on the outside looking in, you are very strong people. That's a gift that God has worked in you through all of this. God give you peace today (and find some time for yourselves too, if possible). Love to you all,

Pastor Kevin
New Hampton, IA - Wednesday January 23, 2002 8:40 AM CST

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Darrell, Dawn, Nicole, Gatlin, Ashley & Little Chayton – I'm so happy things went well yesterday! You keep fighting Chayton...we'll keep praying hard for that special miracle!!! Take care and God bless you and your wonderful family.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Wednesday January 23, 2002 8:20 AM CST

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Looks like the roller coaster ride is at a high point right now-enjoy!! Pray today is a good one for you!! Great going, Chayton!
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
- Wednesday January 23, 2002 7:21 AM CST

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,

That is some awesome news!!!! That is the best thing I have heard in so long. I am so happy for you. May God's light continue to shine upon you today and forever!!! I am more than happy, words can't express how happy I am for you. Now Chayton can really show them what he is made of. What a little fighter!! It is a miracle. After Valentines we can shoot for Mother's Day and so forth and so on. I am thankful to the Lord for answering our prayers this far. I will continue to pray that a cure be found. That God can take his cancer away, and leave Chayton with us.

May God bless you and take good care of you all. We will continue to pray for a miracle of life free from this monster. And we will say a special prayer that things keep looking up.

I will call you tomorrow when I get home from work. I love you guys!!!

All of our support, love, and prayers,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday January 22, 2002 11:07 PM CST

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WOW, GOOD NEWS. CHAYTON IS A MIRACLE AND YOU WILL BE FOREVER PROVING THEM WRONG. PARYERS ARE COMING YOUR WAY, AND MAY GOD GIVE YOU STRENGTH AND CHAYTON HIS HEALTH. OH, THE POWER OF PRAYER. GOD BLESS YOU, DARRELL AND DAWN, FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE.
KEITH & MARGE
- Tuesday January 22, 2002 9:51 PM CST

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Dawn,Darrel and All,
Valentines Day sounds great!Then St.Patricks Day and Easter and Mother's Day and Fourth of July and on and on!!!I think its great that you make goals and take it just a few days at a time.Each day you get to keep chayton is just one tiny miracle. I am sooo sorry to hear about Gatlin and soooo glad to hear that he is doing better!!How scary, thats something I bet you never thought you would have to encounter? Hope everyone has a great nite.
P.S.after reading your page for sometime now and trying to catch up on all the history, I realized we have something in common besides having a child the same age as Chayton.You and I are the same age, Darrell and my husband are the same age, and my husband is also a contractor/carpenter.
a friend
ia. usa - Tuesday January 22, 2002 9:00 PM CST

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Much much love to you all. We keep you in our prayers every night (even if we don't get on the Internet too often!)
Seren Wildwood (Hannah's mum) <seren@wildwood.org.uk>
Gloucestershire, England - Tuesday January 22, 2002 4:43 PM CST

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Hey Andersons~
I'm glad to hear the benefit went well! I am praying real hard for you CHAYTON , I love you lots!!!!!!!!!!
Dawn remember you can call any time Kelsi and I would be glad to help with the candles!! I love ya guys lots!!
~*Alyssa Neid*~ <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday January 22, 2002 4:14 PM CST

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Glad to hear that you got to take chayton along to go to Iowa for the benefit. Hope everything is going on the track to Chayton of recovering and becoming himself again. Ashley, Gaitlin, and Nicole we all have you in our prayers along the rest of the family. Take Care and Stay strong. We keep praying and hoping for the best.
Sally and Jim
- Tuesday January 22, 2002 3:47 PM CST

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Andersons:
I thought I had better sign in this time since Dawn gave me such a hard time about not signing in the other night. :)
More good news! I got a total of $250 more in the mail today for you folks. They were all from people in Waterloo, Denver, and Independence who had read the Waterloo Courier article. Chayton's story is really touching hearts.
Take care and God Bless,
Pastor Kevin
Chickatown, IA - Tuesday January 22, 2002 3:34 PM CST

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We are constantly praying for you little Chayton.I'm sure Gatlin and Ashley were very excited to have you visit them in their classes. It's always special to have visitors, especially special people like you and mom and dad. Hope you're feeling well today.
Stacey and family
Springfield, - Tuesday January 22, 2002 9:38 AM CST

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Little Chayton – You DO have one wonderful family! You are all blessed to have eachother. Still thinking about you and praying very hard for that miracle!!! Take care and God bless you all.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Tuesday January 22, 2002 8:35 AM CST

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Hello to you all! I am so happy you all made it home tonight safely. I have been checking to see if anything new was posted. I am glad to hear that you made it to see Gatlin and Ashley's class. I think that is great. I bet they sure were excited to show off their brother, mom and dad too. (Proud as peacocks too.) I thought about you all the way home lastnight. Ya know I miss all those nights we spent together as children. Staying up all night talking, listening to the radio, or watching latenight movies. Being harrassed by Shawn and John. Listening to your mom and dad scold us for not going to bed at an early hour. Remember all those nights? I know I sure do like they were just yesterday. I have to tell ya lastnight was a blast just sitting around and shooting the bull. We will definently have to do that again sometime. I meant what I said as soon as we get everything moved and settled, I will be back up to see you again. I talked to a friend of mine that helped at the fundraiser lastnight, and she wanted me to tell you, that your family is the most wonderful family she has had the privelgde of meeting. She had nothing but wonderful things to say about Chayton, Gatlin and Ashley. I will quote her "Dawn and Darrell are two of the most attentive and loving parents I have ever seen." You truely are. May God Bless you all the days to come. May he give you strength to carry on even when you don't think you can go any further.

Most importantly may God bless little Chayton. May he give Chayton the strength to go on fighting the good fight. May he guide him to his destiny. May that destiny be full of love, life, happiness, and health. May the good Lord see fit to bless us with the cure for Chayton so we all may his story from his own voice. May this precious little boy touch our lives forever. May you all remain in our hearts for all the days to come. You will certainly be in my heart, and in my prayers, and in my thoughts.

Dawn and Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley, Chayton and Nicole, as I sit here at this hour, I pray for you all. I pray for God's light to shine down upon you, may you have the Lord's blessings be bestowed upon you.

My family keeps you in our hearts, prayers, and never very far from our thoughts.
You have our support, love, friendship, and prayers for now and always,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday January 22, 2002 0:39 AM CST

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- Monday January 21, 2002 11:56 PM CST

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I missed you guys!!!
I check the page several times each day and it seems like forever since "we've chatted".
So glad your home and the trip went off without a hitch.(well, for the most part.) I hope you find out good things for Chayton tomorrow, we'll be praying! I'm so glad you got to go to his benefit,just one more little miracle answered.I bet it's good to be home, hope tonite is "uneventful" for you and everyone sleeps tight!
a friend
ia - Monday January 21, 2002 10:40 PM CST

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Dawn, we will be at Children's tomorrow as well.(Tues) Michael has his MRI at 10:30. Look us up if we are still there when you are. Glad to hear the benefit went well. We continue to pray for little Chayton.


Lisa Woodroffe <apwoodroff@aol.com>
- Monday January 21, 2002 9:52 PM CST

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Hello, so happy to hear that everything went well this weekend. I check the page yesterday but didn't sign in. I haven't been feeling go this past weekend. I spent most of the time in bed. I will call you later. take care.
your thoughts and prayers are with you.
Terri S
- Monday January 21, 2002 2:31 PM CST

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Dawn and Darrell and Family:
I just stopped by to report that after the matching funds are sent we will have raised over $10,000 last night at the benefit! Thanks so much to so many of you who came or helped out in any way. It was so good to see you all and especially Chayton. Sherman Andrus, the singer who did the concert for the Andersons remarked on the way back to the motel that this was a very good day and it was important to him that he was a part of this. I am so glad he could be too. Take care and God Bless,
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Monday January 21, 2002 1:12 PM CST

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Hello. Hope you are feeling better in these past couple days. We miss you all and hope to see you soon? Call anytime! Talk later.
We are back at Childrens, leaving in 1 hour. I tried to e-mail you, and didn't get thru. Our new webpage is www.caringbridge.com/mn/cassandrandy (thank you Dawn). Hope you like it. Talk later, lots going on.
sarah and kids <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday January 21, 2002 12:12 AM CST

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Hey Guys! I am praying you that Miracle!!! I'm so glad to hear that his benefet went well. I'm thinking about ya!!

Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday January 21, 2002 10:52 AM CST

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Hey Andersons~

Hey how you guys doing today???I just want you to know I am praying real hard for that miracle.Well I will call you guys some time today.Love you guys lots!!!!!
Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday January 21, 2002 8:50 AM CST

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You guys have to be the greatest gift God has put in our midst--he is working in ways we cannot understand but after seeing you yesterday, I know one of the many reasons He has placed you here and why He is giving Chayton and you so much fight. The strength you have been blessed with is astronomical! He is there with you every minute of every day and the days he is giving Chayton is buying you time until you find that one treatment that will be the miracle.

The benefit was a tremendous success and I am so thankful to have been a part of it. Everyone, just because the benefit is over, you can still send donations to Pastor Frey in New Hampton and he will make sure it goes through the right channels to get to the Anderson's. The Christmas season is past but the season for giving to the Anderson's and the need is definitely not over. Remember them with whatever you can afford and help them with their expenses while searching for a treatment to cure Chayton! God be with each and every one of you.

Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
- Monday January 21, 2002 7:26 AM CST

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I hope the benefit went well and that Chayton starts his uphill ride of good luck. It sounds like you have been having some very rough days. Know that we are praying with all our heart that Chayton will do well. Stay strong!
Missy (Steve & Devin) Ridler <only_family_friends@email2me.net>
Nicollet, MN USA - Sunday January 20, 2002 11:40 PM CST

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Darrell and Dawn and family-Just checking to see how things are going.I spent the weekend in Gaylord doing my E.M.T. refresher course.Our test is Tuesday night!!I'm thinking of you guys everday!!Please call if you need anything!!I'll see you soon!!!!Your neighbor to the north!!!
Jenny O.
Winthrop, U.S.A. - Sunday January 20, 2002 8:26 PM CST

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Hey you wonderful Andersons!!!! Just want to write a quick note to let you know that I'm thinking of you and praying for you all. I hope the benefit went GREAT today and that Chayton is doing AWESOME!!! It's great that the kids got to spend some more time together . . . they are a comfort to each other. I hope you all have a safe trip home. Can't wait to see you again. God's still showing those small miracles everyday that Chayton keeps hanging tough. God Bless you guys REAL GOOD!!! Love you bunches!!!
Colleen D
Winthrop, - Sunday January 20, 2002 7:29 PM CST

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Hi Andersons!
I am a friend you do not know,but your sweet little Chayton is never far from my thoughts. I so hope that your benefit will go well tonite and Chayton will be well enough to make it through it.I think your miracle is already upon you, he comes in a small package but makes a big impression!!We'll be thinking of you all tonite. I hope a good time is had by all! Love you little buddy.
a friend
u.s.a. - Sunday January 20, 2002 2:40 PM CST

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Hey Andersons~

How are you guys doing today!? Chayton my family is praying for you hard!!!!
We all love you guys!
~*Alyssa Neid*~ <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday January 20, 2002 12:01 AM CST

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Hey there Chayton, this is grandpa & grandma V. Saw your story in the Waterloo Courier Fri. Was pretty good too, & boy were you ever the handsome little man. Picture on the upper front page just jumped right out & slapped grandpa in the face when he was delivering. So you got it he had to get several copies for everyone who may want one. Sure am excited to see you today at the benefit. Several people have called us from Fri. night [some as late as 10:30 P.M. to Sat. afternoon, after seeing your story in the paper.] Dawn we sent some info a lady called & gave us from something she works with & it was quite interesting. Thought you & Darrell might want to try with Chay. I sent it on to you, but your mail box is full, so will try again tomorrow. Well better go Will see you Chayton & Gatlin & Ashley at the benefit today, so wash behind those ears guys, cause I'll be checkin, Ha!!! Just kidding, you guys are great, Gatlin & Ashley, keep hanging in there & put those great big smiles on your faces, cause it makes us warm & fuzzy inside to see you happy. KKKKK!!! Love always Grandpa & Grandma V.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@hotmail.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Sunday January 20, 2002 9:16 AM CST

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Stay srong people are praying!!! and are behing you!
Mandy <Mandys715@yahoo.com>
- Saturday January 19, 2002 5:40 PM CST

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Dear Anderson Family,
No words can describe the pain you are going threw. But, you certainly can tell the depth of love that your family has for one another. Don't ever forget that people are blessed with miracles every day. I continue to pray for Chayton. Hold on to one another and never forget the love that God has for you.
Kari Lampman <saturnsedge@starband.net>
Nashua, IA USA - Saturday January 19, 2002 5:30 PM CST

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Just checking in. Wanted to let you know many people hear in Seattle Washington are thinking about your family and praying for your son.
Donna Cameron (Justin's mom) <djcameron87@yahoo.com>
Seattle, WA usa - Saturday January 19, 2002 5:15 PM CST

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Dear Mr. and Mrs. Anderson,
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family each and every day. It was GREAT having Gatlin back in school. His classmates were so happy to see him again and so was I. I read the entry that said he is having an especially hard time. I'm so sorry to hear that. He did really well this week in school and seemed happy to see his friends. If there is anything I can do to help him or your family, let me know. I will be unable to attend the benefit due to previous plans, but will be there in thought.
Jan Junko <jjunko@iowatelecom.net>
New Hampton, IA Chickasaw - Saturday January 19, 2002 3:06 PM CST

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Hey there Chayton and Family I hope yall are doin really good. Chayton looks like a strong little boy and he looks like he is going to make it through all of this one day. He is a beautiful child. I will always keep Chayton in my prayers and my thoughts. My love goes out to all of the family and hope not to many tears are shead. Chayton will be a healthy little boy and be fine. Thanx for setting this page up for everyone and good luck. =)
Brittany Smelser <Goobergurl31@cs.com>
Bethpage, TN USA - Saturday January 19, 2002 12:35 AM CST

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Hey Andersons~

I hope you have fun in Iowa.I am praying very hard Chayton.My friends ask about you every day in school.Dawn on Tuesday I am bring the cotton candy one to school to see if any of my friends would like to buy one!!!Well hope to talk to you soon!!!!!!Love ya guys lots!!!!!!!!
*Kelsi Pagel* <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday January 19, 2002 12:34 AM CST

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Hello Dawn, Darrell and Chayton, Dawn and Darrell, I believe that your son has two very special guardian angels. Why you might say? (I am not saying this to make you sad.) We lost my mother-in-law in August 2001, then in late September we lost my husband. His daughters and I miss them. They both cared very much about kids and when we found out anyone was sick, we always said prayers for them. Little kids liked my husband, they always smiled, gigled and laughed with him. Even though he was a big man, he had a gentle way with them. His granddaughters sure loved him. My mother-in-law also had the same effect on kids and could get them to stop crying by talking with them in a low soothing voice. God works in mysterious ways and I believe he called them home, so they could help your son get through what is going on with him right now. I hope I have not upset you in any way, you don't need that. I pray that things go well with Chayton and that you can take him home to be with his the rest of your family. I will keep you in my prayers. I found some websites that might be some comfort to you as they have been to us.
The websites are:
http://www.eakles.com/home2.html
http://www.eakles.com/The_Quilt.htm
http://www.ishaah.com/

The poem below came from this website http://www.eakles.com/trials.html, which in turn came from the home of the Eakles website which is listed above:
"Our Many Trials"
Sometimes our trials are many
and we may not know just why
Seems no one else has any
So we just break down and cry

Troubles are part of living
With them we learn to deal
It's good God is forgiving
When such bitterness we feel

There are people who don't care
At least that's how it seems
But remember God is there
To hear our prayers and dreams

He'll send new friends our way
To prove someone does care
They'll help us through each day
and stop feelings of despair

Remember, sometimes it's trials
That God uses to teach us
Life will not always be smiles
But His love can always reach us
By Rufus Curtis

God Bless all of you.
a caring friend
Waterloo, Ia USA - Saturday January 19, 2002 0:57 AM CST

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Read the article in the Waterloo Courier and all your journal entries. Not sure if you remember me or not. My husband Denny is Kenny Kraft's cousin. Dawn just want you to know that the Bouillon family is sending thoughts and prayers to Chayton and also to his brother and sister and to you and your husband too. I can't imagine how hard things have been for you and your family but you have our support and thoughts too. Take care.
Connie Bouillon <cbouillon@earthlink.net>
Ionia, IA USA - Saturday January 19, 2002 0:29 AM CST

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Dawn, and Darrell, and kids,
I hope your trip to Iowa is a safe one, and uneventful at that. I hope all goes well this weekend. I will see you on Sunday. We continue our prayers, and all our support goes out to you today and always. We love you, and we will talk soon!

With all of our love, support, and prayers,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Friday January 18, 2002 11:52 PM CST

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DEAR ANDERSON FAMILY:
MY HUSBAND AND I JUST READ THE WATERLOO COURIER WITH THE ARTICLE ABOUT LITTLE CHAYTON. IT TOUCHED OUR HEARTS THAT WE FELT WE HAD TO GO TO YOUR WEB PAGE. WE CANNOT EXPRESS ENOUGH THE SORROW WE FEEL FOR YOUR FAMILY. WE HAVE TWO CHILDREN WE ADOPTED FROM KOREA. IN A WAY, WE KNOW THE PAIN AND DISCOURAGEMENT YOU MUST BE EXPERIENCING. WE FELT THAT PAIN WHEN WE WERE WITHOUT OUR CHILDREN. THANKS TO GOD WHO ANSWERED OUR PRAYERS. WE WERE FINALLY BLESSED WITH TWO CHILDREN. THIS IN A WAY, SHOWS THAT GOD DOES ANSWER PRAYERS. PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP AND KEEP UP YOUR FAITH!! THERE IS MIRACLES THAT HAPPENS EVERYDAY. WE ALSO HAVE A NIECE THAT HAS CEREBAL PALSEY. MY SISTER HAS ASKED THE SAME QUESTION MANY TIMES AS TO WHY HAS THIS HAPPENED TO THEIR FAMILY. I TRULY BELIEVE THAT GOD DOES NOT PUT UPON US ANYTHING THAT HE DOESN'T BELIEVE WE CAN HANDLE. IT WILL MAKE YOUR FAMILY GROW STRONGER. GIVE CHAYTON A HUG FROM THE FAUST AND TELL HIM THAT HE HAS MANY PEOPLE PRAYING FOR HIM. YOU ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.
BILL AND CARLA FAUST
CLARKSVILLE, IA USA - Friday January 18, 2002 7:56 PM CST

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It was so awesome seeing everybody last night, especially Chayton!! He is such a sweetheart. Kelli is still talking about him and how they played together with the phones. Hearing him giggle was music to our ears!! Put tears in our eyes! His pictures turned out great too...I will send you more as soon as I get them all ready. We will try to get over again real soon and take some more photos. Maybe another one of Darrell in the hat...we won't post that one...promise...ha ha. Hope your benefit turns out great. Take care...talk to you real soon.
Kurt, Carla & Family
- Friday January 18, 2002 6:15 PM CST

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your family is in our prayers and and just by reading everything about all of you it is easy to see how much love you all have for each other and i can tell you can make it through this as a family god bless you all
sandy galle <rgalle2@yahoo.com>
waterloo, iowa u s a - Friday January 18, 2002 5:32 PM CST

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Hey~
Hope you guys will have fun in Iowa. Say hi to Gatlin and Ashley for me!

Love ya guys lots!!!!!
Alyssa Neid <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday January 18, 2002 3:50 PM CST

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Hope to see everyone at Chayton's Fund Raiser this Sunday. Details are given in a message left by Pastor Frey on Thursday. So find it and let's all be there to support this wonderful little family!!!!!!!!!!








Larry and Marcia
New Hampton, - Friday January 18, 2002 3:04 PM CST

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I just wanted to say that I think many people underestimate the knowledge of children. Your children have a lot of courage and strength for going through what they have to experience so young. I think all your children understand. I am sure you guys have heard it a lot, but I will say it one more time that you guys(Darrell, Dawn, Nicole, Gatlin, Ashley, and little Chayton) have a very strong and determined family.

IA USA - Friday January 18, 2002 1:03 PM CST

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Dawn! Guess what again? It's 12:12 P.M.~not A.M.
Missalynn
- Friday January 18, 2002 12:12 AM CST

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Dawn! Guess what? YOU ARE WONDERFUL!!!!!!
Missalynn
- Friday January 18, 2002 12:11 AM CST

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You have such a beautiful family. I am Tyler Wilson's grandma. My heart goes out to all of you. I check Chayton's updates everyday. I just wanted you to know there are a lot of people you don't know who care and pray for you. May God help you get through these days.
Linda Rasmussen
Ogden, IL - Friday January 18, 2002 11:55 AM CST

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Just Checking the page today. I really hope he feels better. My friends were asking about him and when we went to the DQ they put money in his donation bucket. They were so proud of that. I am always thinking about the entire family. Keep fighting Chayton!!! I KNOW you can do it!
With all the love in the World, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday January 18, 2002 8:55 AM CST

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Hi Chayton and Family:
Hoping Chayton is feeling better today....thinking of you always. One of my friends picked up 3 candles from the Cruise Inn for me yesterday - they are wonderful candles!!
Stay Strong!
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Friday January 18, 2002 8:40 AM CST

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley, Nicole & Little Chayton – Just wanted to let you know we're still thinking about you and praying very, very hard for that special miracle!!! Kids are smarter than we give them credit for most of the time...but they'll get through this...we'll say an extra prayer for them too. Also praying for extra strength and courage for you all. Chayton, I hope you are feeling better! Take care and God bless you all.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Friday January 18, 2002 8:16 AM CST

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Just checking in and to let you know you are always in our thoughts and prayers.
call us if you need something.
Keith & Marge
- Friday January 18, 2002 7:05 AM CST

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Darrell and Dawn-Just want you to know I'm thinking of you everyday!!!Hug Chayton tight!!!!Call if you need anything!!!!
Jenny O.
Winthrop, U.S.A. - Thursday January 17, 2002 5:58 PM CST

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PSALM 6

Yahweh, do not punish mein your rage,
or reprove me in the heat of anger.
Pity me, Yahweh, I have no strength left,
heal me, my bones are in tourment.
Yahweh, how long will you be?

Come back, Yahweh, rescue my soul,
save me, if you love me;
for in death there is no rememberance of you:
who can sing your praises in Sheol?

I am worn out with groaning,
every night I drench my pillow
and soak my bed with tears;
my eye is wasted with grief,
I have grown old with enemies around me.

Away from me, all you evil men!
For Yahweh has heard my petition,
Yahweh will accept my prayer.
Let all my enemies, discredited, in utter torment,
fall back in sudden confusion.

This is just one more thing I found in mom's bible. It brought a little confort, and I hope you can find the moral, as I did.

We are all here praying for you. May God bless and keep you all the days to follow. May his strength carry through this trying time.

We love you and are here for you.

May God bless you and your family.

With all of our support, Prayers, and love
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday January 17, 2002 5:04 PM CST

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Just stopped by to check for any updates....looking forward to seeing you tonight!! Take Care!
Kurt & Carla Karstens & Family
- Thursday January 17, 2002 3:58 PM CST

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HI Anderson Gang! Just wanted to let you know that we are still praying and thinking of you guys every minute of the day! I hope that God will give you the answers you have been looking for soon.
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, - Thursday January 17, 2002 3:19 PM CST

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L. Kiecker <annie_60_99@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, MN USA - Thursday January 17, 2002 3:15 PM CST

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I am praying and Thinking about you all the time. You are loved by everyone. And remember those Angels that are with you!

Tricia <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
- Thursday January 17, 2002 2:59 PM CST

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Dawn and Darrell,
If there is ONE thing you do not need to worry about, it is that your children know that they are loved!!In all of this the sure thing your children have had is your love. It is apparent to me and to every one who reads this, your love and devotion to your children never fades.You are great parents, your children are blessed to have you and you to have them.
a friend
u.s. - Thursday January 17, 2002 2:35 PM CST

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I am so sorry to hear about the news!!! I am praying that he is ok!
Tricia Uecker
- Thursday January 17, 2002 2:12 PM CST

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Hey, this is Kathryn, Tricia's friends, I really really am praying hard for a miracle to happen in your family. I read this page every day!!!
Kathryn Lindstrand <klinds02@hotmail.com>
Arlington, MN 55307 - Thursday January 17, 2002 11:56 AM CST

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God bless you all. You have been and continue to be in our thoughts and prayers.
Sara, Amanda and Jacob Huntley (Richer) <abcsara@email.com>
Dodge Center, MN - Thursday January 17, 2002 11:41 AM CST

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May the Lord watch over you on your trip to Iowa for Chayton's benefit! We pray for a safe drive for your family and we also hope Chayton feels better, so the trip will be easier on him. Enjoy the blessing of having the family reunited again! Know that you are CONSTANTLY in our prayers! With Love~~~
a friend
Winthrop, MN - Thursday January 17, 2002 10:48 AM CST

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You have been and will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers!
Jennifer Roepke
- Thursday January 17, 2002 10:25 AM CST

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Very happy to hear Chayton was feeling better last night, I hope that it has continued on today. Thinking of you always.
Tracy Wilson <tracywilson@prairieinet.net>
Broadlands, IL US - Thursday January 17, 2002 10:07 AM CST

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We can't tell you what a relief it was to find out Chayton was doing better from yesterday's scare. I checked the web right before bed and again first thing this morning......we are all praying he will pull through this. You have so many people praying for you....you are really blessed! Take care..we will keep checking back.
Kurt & Carla Karstens & Family
- Thursday January 17, 2002 10:05 AM CST

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It's so good to hear that chayton is doing much better. I am always thinking about you!!
Love, Tricia <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday January 17, 2002 9:37 AM CST

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Dawn,
Praise God Chayton is a fighter. I can't tell you how many times I prayed last night for him. Thank You so much for keeping us so informed. And as for the suffering, I have to agree with your unknown friend. Chayton is not suffering because you and Darryl are right there beside him. What is the MOST comforting feeling in the whole world? Being in your mothers arms. I cannot think of anywhere I would rather be when things are not going right. Hang tough sweety, you are doing a FANTASTIC job. Even though job is maybe not the appropriate word.
Take care and lets see Chayton go to the benefit.
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday January 17, 2002 9:27 AM CST

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Dawn, you asked if Chayton was suffering. I agree with you when you said, "I think not.", but for a different reason. I think he is NOT suffering because he has the most valued thing on earth - the love of a family. He is not suffering because you are by his side during all of his trials. You are there to clean up (and probably even catch) his throw up. That's not a pretty sight, but he's not suffering because through it all YOU are there. Your love is surrounding him at all times - it will NEVER leave - ever. That's not suffering. He is truly blessed. I guess it all depends on how you look at the word suffering.
I think Chayton is like David fighting Goliath. He's so brave and fearless. He was chosen for the fight by God. We don't know why he was chosen, but he was. God will take care of him. He will not suffer!
an unknown friend
New Hampton, IA - Thursday January 17, 2002 9:00 AM CST

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Hey Everyone,
Glad to hear that you at least have a rollercoaster that goes up sometimes. I just wish for you that it didn't go up and down so quickly. Your emotions must be frazzled.
ALSO -- I know that many from down in this area are logging on and reading your webpage so I wanted to give another free commercial about this weekend.
WHAT: Chayton's Benefit Fundraiser
WHERE: Trinity Lutheran Church, 223 S. Water Ave. New Hampton, IA From Hwy 63, Turn east at Hardees, go 4 blocks, turn left and go north about 3 blocks to church.
WHEN: This Sunday, Jan. 20th
Soup & Sandwich Supper 4-6:30 pm
Silent Auction w/wonderful items
Concert by Sherman Andrus, former member of the
Imperials and Andrae Crouch and the Disciples 7 pm All donations will be matched by five different
groups. Your gifts will go so much farther.
WHY: To show our support for the Andersons and have fun. SPREAD THE WORD AND ATTEND!

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Thursday January 17, 2002 8:48 AM CST

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Way to hang in there Buddy! Thank you God! Still praying hard for that special miracle! God bless you and your wonderful family!!! Take care.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Thursday January 17, 2002 8:16 AM CST

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Hi Anderson's,
Dawn, maybe Chayton just had a flu bug (on top of everything else). The flu has been going around. Let's hope that's what it was and that he's over the flu now.
I got these words in an email today and wanted to share them with you: If God brings you to it-He will bring you through it.
So very true. Thinking of you guys and praying always.


Terri Muchow <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday January 17, 2002 6:56 AM CST

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It's good Chayton is feeling better. I hope today is better for all of you.
Val Roach
- Thursday January 17, 2002 6:39 AM CST

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Good to hear things are getting better again. God bless you all.
Keith & Marge
- Thursday January 17, 2002 6:36 AM CST

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Chayton is really showing those doctors what the word fight means--and he doesn't even know he is doing it. I think you would call that God's intervention. He is using Chayton for some real mission here on earth and it certainly is good that we don't understand it but just have faith to learn from Chayton.

We look forward to seeing you on Sunday but you know Chayton comes first and please let his health guide you in the decision about coming. God be with you today and always.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Thursday January 17, 2002 6:05 AM CST

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THANK GOD!!! I am so glad to hear that chayton is up and at 'em again! That little guy has a spirit not to be broken.It seems like just when things are starting to look down he pulls another punch. I cannot imagine the emotional roller coaster you must be feeling. Not knowing when this will happen again or when it does, will that be the last time?! Not being able to help your child is the most helpless empty feeling, I have so much sympathy for you. You all do so well with Chayton, what a great family he was blessed with. You are so lucky to have eachother, hold on to your time. I always have to check on Chayton before I go to bed, now I can rest a little easier knowing he is better tonite. ALWAYS in our prayers.
a friend
usa - Wednesday January 16, 2002 9:59 PM CST

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It is hard to write this today, our hearts are heavy. Telling you we are praying just doesn't seem like enough. But Chayton is such a fighter, and has proven the Dr's wrong so many times. You asked he be allowed to enjoy Christmas, then Grandpa's birthday, and these wishes have been granted. Let's hope God finds more wishes to grant you. Whatever happens, Chayton and the entire family has made a terrific impact on a lot of people. You have been able to help people set priorities, to love the little ones, not taking them for granted. God has chosen a special family to do His work here on earth. But I wish I had some magic powers to make the hurt go away for you.
May God bless and keep you in the palm of His hand, to give you all the strength you need to get through this.
Keith & Marge
- Wednesday January 16, 2002 7:06 PM CST

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it has taken me a long time to write an entry.i have visited the site every day since november. i am seans grandfather and danniel has spoken of your family with such love that i felt it was time to say a few words.your son will be taken care of because your belief is in the right place and g-d will take care of the rest of your family.may your hearts be filled by only the joy you need.our lovr to your family.allan
allan benson <adbenson10>
denver, co u.s.a. - Wednesday January 16, 2002 6:25 PM CST

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Darrell,Dawn & family
Im sorry to hear things are not going as well as expected. Chayton & you all are in my thoughts and prayers everyday.
God Bless,
Cindy
Cindy Bode Petersen
N. Mankato, MN - Wednesday January 16, 2002 6:13 PM CST

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I am very sorry to hear that things aren't going so well. Keep on fighting Chayton! We all love you guys very much! I hope to see Chayton and you guys soon!!!!


Love ya lots!
Alyssa Neid
<neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday January 16, 2002 5:52 PM CST

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My heart is breaking reading your words. We are praying for that little boy. May you all find peace.
Janelle Steinert <jsteinert@pdq.net>
Spring, TX USA - Wednesday January 16, 2002 5:37 PM CST

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Bless you all and that wonderful, dear little boy!

- Wednesday January 16, 2002 5:22 PM CST

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Dawn & Family,
You are in my thoughts. So sorry to hear about this. Be strong!
Kathy (Crandall) Girkin
Charles City, - Wednesday January 16, 2002 3:36 PM CST

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Sorry to hear things are not going too well. But keep a positive attitude. Remember Chayton has proven the doctors wrong many times. He obviously is fighting with everything he has. I just hope he doesn't have to deal with too much pain. We will continue to keep all of you in our prayers.
Mike, Patti & Mackenzie Dettman <Patti_Dettman@ Entegris.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday January 16, 2002 3:22 PM CST

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Today I pray for Chayton and for your whole family. I pray that he will not suffer and if he must go he will go in peace.This little man has fought a fight bigger than many people will ever know. No matter what the outcome he is a little champ, he has managed to stay strong for such a long time. He is a hero to all that know him! No matter what, Chayton is a miracle!!Hang in there Little Fighter!
a friend
- Wednesday January 16, 2002 2:20 PM CST

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Chayton & family, just want to let you know I am praying for all of you to have the strength to face the future whatever it brings. Dear little Chayton I know that the love of so many surrounds you and your family. You are such a brave little man. You have touched so many in your life and continue to do so. May God's love surround your family and give you comfort and peace.
Monica Jefferies
Mapleton, MN USA - Wednesday January 16, 2002 2:15 PM CST

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I am so sorry to hear about the bad news. Just remember that so many people love you and care about your family. I hope he proves the doctors wrong again. Thinking about you
With Love, Tricia <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
- Wednesday January 16, 2002 2:06 PM CST

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Sorry to hear that things are not going very well. Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Warren & Mandy Blumhoefer & family
Winthrop, MN - Wednesday January 16, 2002 1:49 PM CST

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Thinking about you constantly...and praying very, very HARD! Take care and God bless you all.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Wednesday January 16, 2002 1:34 PM CST

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I think you should do whatever you feel is right in your heart. Remember when they said if Chayton made it past Christmas it would be a miricle? Well, you have beat the odds before, and I'm sure you can again. Chayton and the family have so many people praying and thinking of you all so much. I just feel I should tell you like I have told you 8 months ago. Follow your heart! Wish you luck and hope to see you after you get back from Iowa. Take care and love you all.
sarahstarkey@yahoo.com
- Wednesday January 16, 2002 11:41 AM CST

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Sorry to hear the the scan was not what you were hoping for, but remember God is always with you and your family. We are really praying for Chayton and that he doesn't have to suffer in pain. God Bless and remember we are always here for any of you.
Dan, Sue, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, - Wednesday January 16, 2002 10:40 AM CST

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May God's angels protect Chayton in his time of need...Our thoughts and prayers are with you...

With love from your friends at WICK IT...
Joe, Danny, Laura, & John <wicks@ewickit.com>
Passaic, NJ USA - Wednesday January 16, 2002 9:49 AM CST

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Hope today is better than yesterday!
We are all praying for Chayton and his family! Stay Strong!!
Miracles do happen!

Karen Koch
North Wales, PA USA - Wednesday January 16, 2002 8:09 AM CST

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
Hi to all! I sincerely hope tomorrow goes better than today went. May God carry you through another day. Give you the strength you need to face it. My prayer tonight is that Chayton proves them wrong again. I pray that he continues to prove them wrong time and time again. God gave us the miracle of life, when he gave Chayton to you. May Chayton through God's grace, and mercy survive to tell of his journey. The most precious things in life are our children. As any parent knows they would go to any lengths to save their children from anything imaginable. May God's grace and love show you the way. May he lead you into good fortune, and happiness. May he also send Chayton the miracle I ask for tonight. May God bestow his blessings onto you all. May he light your path with good news everyday, and at the end of the journey, may there be a cure for our precious little Chayton.

I am a firm believer that Chayton was sent here to show all how to love, how to be strong, show perserverence, integretity, and most of courage! He has a message to send out to all. I am not quite sure what that message is exactly, but part of it has something to do with the strength he has shown through all of this. The love you have for your family, the way you pull together when the news is rough. The words you use to write with. God has touched your family, and brought forth special gifts to share with each of us. I sit here and remember when (Dawn) you and I were growing up. I remember saying we are going to have big families, and we will name our children such and such (I can't remember the names now, but they were deffinently different), and our lives would be full of wonderfull things, and lots of romance. Did I ever think anything like this would have ever happened to either one of us? No way. You were always my bestfriend through it all. I am glad I can be here for you now. I may not always have the right words to make you feel better, but I always love you and your family, and I will always pray for the miracle of life for Chayton. Through God's mercy and love may it be granted upon him.

You and Darrell are truely wonderful parents, and may I say GREAT PARENTS!! I shall stand not behind you, nor in front of you, but I will stand beside you, and give you all support, love and prayers I can. Even though the good Lord shall be our beacon of light (if you remember that email), I thank him for leading me to you after all these years. Now let me return the kind deed, let me hold your hand, wipe your tears, and be your shoulder to cry on, and my shoulders be your strength. Let me be your Beacon of Light.

With all of that said, and probably a lot of that misspelled, and I apologize for my spelling in advance, but at 11:30pm, my fingers don't always hit the right keys.

I will say a prayer for Chayton, I will ask the Lord for the miracle we await, I will pray that he gives you strength to face each day, and that he sends love, guidance, and an angel to watch over all of you. May the good Lord bestow his blessing unto you and your family. May his love shine down upon you and give you strength. May he lead you through it all with his grace. Amen.

I love you all! Give everyone hugs and kisses for me. I will call tomorrow night and see how things are going.

All of my love, support, and prayers.
You are never far from my heart, never!
Love, support and prayers,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
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Chayton and family,
I just wanted to visit your site to see how Chayton's day went. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you. Marc and I are planning to go to your benefit Sunday. I'll talk to you then. Hope tomorrow goes better for all of you.
Laura <kazda@netins.net>
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Chayton and family-
We are praying very hard for that miracle. Thinking of you always.
Michele Kohn
Courtland, MN -

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GOD Bless You! Chayton is still in my prayers! We love you!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
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Chayton and family...We love you, and pray for peace and comfort during this time.




Lisa <apwoodroff>
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GOD BLESS CHAYTON!
A Friend
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Darrell and Dawn-Try to hang in there and please call if you need ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!If possible I will be there ASAP.
Give Chayton a big HUG!!!!!!!
Jenny O.
America -

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Andersons:
Dawn, your great grandma Betty and aunt Diane Stolfus are here to bring 3 leather gun cases and 2 leather pillows that Diane made for the benefit. Please remember what I said, If you can make it on Sunday, fine, if not, people will understand and we'll still have the benefit. You need to take care of you folks and especially Chayton. Peace,
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
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Thanks for the update. I wish there was something one of us could do to make things all better...just want you to know that we'll continue to pray hard for that special miracle!!! Hope you're feeling better soon Chayton...you're an awesome little boy! Take care and God bless you all.
Becky Wagner
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Hi I'm tricia Uecker's Friend. I read the page everyday with Tricia. You will be in My Thoughts and Prayers! I hope Chayton makes it through this!
Kathryn Lindstrand <klinds02@hotmail.com>
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I am so Sorry about the News I check This page like 10 times a day. and I am ALWAYS thinking about you!! All I can say is that if he doesn't make. He is with many wonderful Angels and (I am gonna cry) I wish they could do something! I really hope he feels better. May the Good Lord Bless you and Keep Chayton with you!
Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
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Hey guys!
Chayton please , please get better really soon!!!! We all love you very much!!!!!! Dawn if you need any more help with candles just let Kelsi and I know !! We would be glad to help very soon!!!!!!!!! We will stop by sometime soon hopefully!!!!!! Chayton you are such a CUTIE!!!!!!!!Dawn what is your e-mail address??? Mine is neid_09@hotmail.com . Well see ya guys soon!!!!!!!!!!

Love ya guys!!!!
Alyssa <neid_09@hotmail.com>
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SO SORRY TO HEAR THE SCAN RESULTS WEREN'T WHAT YOU WERE HOPING FOR. THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE COMING YOUR WAY.
KEITH & MARGE
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Hey, sorry to hear Chayton's getting sick. Hope he's doing better this afternoon. Thank you for also leaving that message. You shouldn't waste your time on me, but for him. Thank you though for taking the time to show you care. Give big hugs to all.
sarah <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
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Hey Guys!! Make Chayton comfortable. He needs that. I LOVE the Candle, it's awesome. Your in my Thoughts and prayers!
Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
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Hey guys. Hows it going? Praying for you everyday. Stay stong together. Love ya guys
Kylee <k_messner@hotmail.com>
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Darrell, Dawn, Nicole, Gaitlin, Ashley & Chayton,
We continue to follow beautiful Chayton's story and send extra prayers for you each day. Your family is such an inspiration and if I have one thing to say, you are all heros in so many ways.
We will continue to send thoughts and prayers your way!
Monique & Chris Kehr <Monique_Kehr@Gelco.com>
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Just a visit from a stranger-friend in New York who heard about the site. Stay strong.
Melissa Walker <mwalker@rosie.com>
New York, NY -

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Dawn,
We spoke on the phone for just an hour, but your story and strength will remain forever etched in my mind. To write of Chayton's strength and courage is a privilege. My thoughts are with you and your family.

Meta Hemenway-Forbes, Staff Writer, Waterloo Courier <mhemenway-forbes@wcfcourier.com>
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Hi. I just came over from Cassandra's page. This is my first visit but will be back to see how things are going. My prayers are with your entire family.
Jen Skutnick <momma_2_kat_n_chey>
Nicollet, MN -

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Hey Guys!!! Keep up the Fight! I know you can do it!!
Can't wait to see you
love, Tricia <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA -

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our thoughts and prayers are w/ you .... love jessie and james
jessica fails <freak_n_quack@hotmail.com>
Charles City, ia usa -

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Dawn, Darrell and Family,
You are in my prayers and thoughts daily.
Sharon Parrott <parrottsharon@hotmail.com>
Houston, TX USA -

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Dear Mr. and Mrs. Anderson,
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I am looking forward to Ashley returning to school tomorrow. If there is anything we can do at school, you just need to let us know.
Take care of yourselves, too! Sincerely, Lynn Ries
Lynn Ries - Ashley's Teacher <L_Ries@new-hampton.k12.ia.us>
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Dear Dawn and Darrell,

I read last night that Ashley and Gatlin have gone back to school - I plan on dropping off supper, so sorry to miss them, getting back to school is needed though so they don't regress. I am sure they will treasure always that special extra time you gave them with their brother.

Our prayers are unceasing for your family. See you later!
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
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Dawn Lynn~~
Hey there chickybabe!!!!! Sounds like Chayton is taking a little R&R for himself...he is so unbelievably strong-willed and steadfast! He never ceases to amaze John and me. I hope you all have a peaceful day and a restful night.
Love you~
Miss&John
Miss
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Dawn you really got me going when I read that it was chaytons birthday on Saturday the 12th. But I wa going no our birthdays are in May not in January, but then I continued reading the rest of the sentence. Hope everything is going okay. Hope to hear from you soon.
Sally and Jim
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Darrell, Dawn, Nicole, Gatlin, Ashley & Little Chayton – Still thinking about you and praying real hard for that miracle! Hope you're feeling better Chayton. Take care and God bless you all.
Becky Wagner
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Even though I have never met your family; I have been following your updates ever since I read the article in the Winthrop paper. Just wanted to let you know that our thoughts and prayers are with all of you, especially Chayton.
Lori Weckwerth <clwerth@frontiernet.net>
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Hello Guys! Everytime I smell that wonderful candle I Always think of you!!!! I thinking about ya!
Love, Tricia <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
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Darrell, Dawn, Nicole, Gatlin, Ashley, and Chayton!
I'm just checking in to see how the weekend went. We have so many wonderful items for the silent auction. Some beautiful quilts, a hat signed by Cris Carter of the Vikes, a Packer signed football (I'm not bidding on that one), toys, a rocker glider chair, and many other items. People have been so good at responding. I hope you all can make it. We pray for you every chance we can get. Take care and God be with you today.
Pastor Kevin <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
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Hey guys just seeing how you guys are doing.I am sick today so I will be on here a lot today and signing the guestbook all the time.I hope Chayton has a better day today.I wish you had MSN so then we could talk.Chayton we love you!!Dawn if you need any help next Monday with the candles me&Alyssa would love to come over and help!!!Well I should go rest now.Chayton you are the cuties little baby ever!!!!!!!I love you lots!!!!!!!!Hope you are better today!!!!!!!!!!!
*Kelsi Pagel* <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA -

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Checking in this morning to see how everything is going with you guys. Chayton is indeed continually in my prayers as I go about the day (and you have an idea what those days are all about these days). Please, dear Lord, don't let Chayton have bad headaches and suffer with the pain. May God be with you today and always.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@Iowatelecom.net>
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Chayton, you are a little angel that inspires us all. Through FAITH & HOPE, God has shown that no matter how bad the situation has seemed, YOU can pull through and beat the odds. I am hoping you had a fantastic birthday! You are getting to be such a big boy! :) I hope your benefit next week goes well and you are able to make it so that so many others can see how precious you are. Show them your contagious smile and giggle.

Darrell, Dawn, and the kids: You are the greatest! Your love and big hearts warm tons of people around you. Chayton and all of us are lucky to know that there are good people like you around. You are so strong. Your faith, strength, and warm hearts have gotten you farther even when others said there was no hope. I especially love to see you guys prove those in the medical field wrong on this. He is a little miracle. Chayton is truly loved and so lucky to have all your support and unwillingness to give up.

I will continue to pray and spread the word to get more people to pray and support your family. I hope this rollercoaster ride will end with an exciting thrill of making it through amazing twists and turns and ups and downs with big smiles on ALL of your faces.

God, please bless Chayton with the miracle that we are all hoping for!

With lots of love,
Missy (Steve & Devin) Ridler
Melissa (w/new email address) <only_family_friends@email2me.net>
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Dear Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
I am so sorry to hear about the day you all had. I hope tonight was much better. I am so glad Mike got here so he could talk to all of you. I know he sure liked it. He laughed when he got off the phone. I am hoping all is going well. I better get to bed now. I have to take Logan over to the doctor first thing in the morning. He is continuously coughing and the medicine I have here for him isn't doing anything. It seems to be getting worse, so we are to see the doc in the morning.

Besides all that, I am truely hoping your day goes well tomorrow, (Monday that is). I will try to give you a call sometime. We will continue to pray for you. You have all of our support. I hope to see you all next weekend. I have volunteered to work at the fundraiser. I will be sure to bring that green machine with me for Chayton. Maybe just maybe I can find a surprise for Gatlin and Ashley too. You never know about me.

All my love, support and prayers go out to you all today, and always.

Love you all,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
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Hi Dawn, I don't know if you remember me, I'm Melissa's sister Laura. I just wanted to let your family know that Marc and I are praying for Chayton and your family. All of you are in our thoughts every day. I hope that Chayton has a better day tomorrow. Bye for now.
Laura Kazda <kazda@netins.net>
Plainfield, IA United States - Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 09:09 PM (CST)

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Hey just wondering how you guys are doing.Hey Dawn we dont have school on the 22nd and I could come over and help you with the candles.I really like doing them with you.Well I am praying really hard Chayton and I mean as hard as I can I think!!!!!!!Well Chayton I hope you have a better day tomarrow.Love ya guys lot and lots

*Kelsi Pagel* <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 08:06 PM (CST)

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Hey just wondering how you guys are doing.Hey Dawn we dont have school on the 22nd and I could come over and help you with the candles.I really like doing them with you.Well I am praying really hard Chayton and I mean as hard as I can I think!!!!!!!Well Chayton I hope you have a better day tomarrow.Love ya guys lot and lost

*Kelsi Pagel* <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 08:06 PM (CST)

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Hi Chayton and Family, just wanted to let you know that we're thinking of you and checking on you often. I'm sure our angel Sarah is keeping an eye on Chayton also. God Bless you, Love Gina Colby and Family
Gina Colby <ccolby7543@aol.com>
CA - Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 06:41 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn, Darrell and family,
I check in on your site often for "Chayton" updates. I will continue to keep you all in my prayers. Best of luck to you on the fundraiser and the candle project. I pray that Chayton will not have pain. I hope that with the help of the hospice program and the medications that he will have many more fun and pain free days ahead. Thanks for sharing your journey will all of us.
Sylvia <SJC1961@Yahoo.Com>
MEndota Heights, MN - Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 06:27 PM (CST)

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Just checking in to let you know we are thinking of you.
Thoughts and prayers your way.
Keith & Marge
- Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 06:04 PM (CST)

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Hey guys~
Just wondering how everything is going?! Well, I hope Chayton feels better soon!! I will keep praying for you guys!! Love ya lots!!!
Alyssa Neid <shorty_n@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 05:56 PM (CST)

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Hey guys!!!
I had a very very fun time yesterday!! If you need help with the candles call!! It was fun doing them!!!!! Love ya guys lots!!!!!!!!!!
Alyssa Neid <shorty_n@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 09:38 AM (CST)

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Hey guys! If you need someone to play with the Kids today. PLease call me at my mom's~ I would love to come over and play!
Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 08:35 AM (CST)

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Hey guys! If you need someone to play with the Kids today. PLease call me at my mom's~ I would love to come over and play!
Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 08:35 AM (CST)

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Hey guys
I just want you to know I had a fun fun time with you guys yesterday!!!!!So if you need any more help with the candles I can come over???Love ya lots and lots!!!!
Kelsi <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 08:30 AM (CST)

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Hello everyone!
I am so happy to hear of the wonderful day you are all having. We continue to pray for the miracle of healing and life for Chayton. I pray that he may prove them wrong and live to tell his story. That is one story I am waiting to hear from his little voice. I will pray for that everyday, and every night. May God bestow his blessings on you and your wonderful family. God will guide you through everyday, and every moment. As the bible says "Do not be afraid for I am with you." He will lead us.
If I can find it, I will send the Footprints prayer to you. I love that particular one, and to me I find a lot of confort in it. I have it here, I just have to locate it, and send onto you. May God bless you and love you.

You are always in our thoughts, and prayers. Never very far from our hearts.

We love you!
With all of our hearts and prayers, and support,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Sunday, January 13, 2002 at 12:30 AM (CST)

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Dear Darrell and Dawn,

I have more soup:-) Will stop by next week. Did you receive my email? I will touch base next week. Praying for your family!


Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 10:16 PM (CST)

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Happy happy happy Birthday Chayton Here is some angel dust to make you well and happy and big hugs and kisses *+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+(*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+ We love you and will always pray for you! God BLess you
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 08:49 PM (CST)

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How exciting to hear some good news! It's hard to believe he can be as bad off as they say he is, yet be so happy and playful...I think you are right...he will prove them all wrong! Let's all hope so!

I have a lot of people asking me how they can purchase candles and I was not really sure. If anyone can get me that information, it would be greatly appreciated. I would love to help out wherever I can.
Kurt & Carla Karstens & Family <karstens@newulmtel.net>
- Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 06:15 PM (CST)

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I just wanted to let you know you all are in my THOUGHTS and PRAYERS!
Diane Brown <browntd@rconnect.com>
Ionia, IA USA - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 03:02 PM (CST)

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As we all pray for a miracle for little Chayton, let us not forget that Chayton is our real MIRACLE!! Look how he has brought family, friends from everywhere closer together. His special way with everyone, his smile, his heroic efforts to make mom and dad laugh, his willingness to share with his brother and sister and yes, at times to put his foot down and say enough. Let us not forget to thank the Lord for this special Miracle.


Marcia <pitzen@yahoo.com>
New Hampton, IA - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 02:12 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys! I am thinking about you! Keep fighting Little guy!! and overcome this HUGE obstacle!!! I pray for you EVERY DAY!!
May God Shine his Light upon you, Chayton!!
With all your Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 12:13 PM (CST)

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Hello all!
I am so happy to hear the great news! We continue to pray everyday. That miracle we are praying for sure sounds like it is on its way. I am so happy!! I will probably call later today. Love you all very much!

With all of our love, support and prayers always,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 09:41 AM (CST)

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Dawn and Family-
Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
God Bless,
Linda Voves
Linda Voves
Ionia , IA US - Saturday, January 12, 2002 at 09:14 AM (CST)

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I do not know when or how I found this site but i find myself drawn back to this remarkable little boy every chance I get. I keep hoping and praying that little Chayton gets the miracle he so deserves. I hug my child tighter every night and thank God that he is alive and well. Your son seems to have what it takes to beat this horrible monster and proves it with every new day. Thank you for letting us share this experience with your family. He is a very special little boy with many, many people praying for him.

redwood falls, mn - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 11:53 PM (CST)

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Hi Chayton and Family:
Still praying everyday for that special miracle. Keep Fighting Chayton. You are one tough little guy that has touched so many hearts!!!!
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 09:06 PM (CST)

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To the Anderson's~ Just to let you know, I am always Praying for you guys!! I would like to see Chayton again. If there is a good time on Sat. that I could come over and see him. That would be wonderful. He brings a smile to my face and everytime I look at the picture here on the page, I just GLOW!! I prat for you guys in school, at home and Chruch. I am just glad that I know a REAL fighter.. It's amazing what a little guy can do.. JUST KEEP FIGHTING!!!
May the lord bless you!!
Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 08:37 PM (CST)

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Hey~

Dawn I am going to come over tomorrow after basketball it ends at like 10:30 so I will probably be over at 10:40.If that does'nt work call me.Love ya guys lot and lots.
kelsi pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
winthrop, mn usa - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 08:17 PM (CST)

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Watching to see how the results turned out. Thoughts and prayers are sent your way.
Call us if you need something.
Keith & Marge
- Friday, January 11, 2002 at 06:44 PM (CST)

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I told you God touched Chayton the other night. I know he did!!!! I just cannot explain it. I would not Know how! But he's going to make it! Stay strong there to many prayers going up for god to take him away form all of us! You can never know how much the Anderson family has touched our lives Thank you for sharing Chayton with us! We love ya'll and will keep praying for always . God Bless each of you in his on speical way!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx U.S.A. - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 05:01 PM (CST)

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Hello ya'll!
My name is Cindy and I live in Houston, Texas. I was surfing the net and found the Rhabdoid Kids page and found your journal about Chayton. I have spent the last two days (probably much to my employers chagrin) intently reading about your strong little guys. I honestly feel that I found you for a reason. I too had a brain tumor that turned out to be non-malignant. It did, however, prevent me from ever having children which I sooooooooo much wanted. Anyway, I am going to have my church pray for Chayton. There is a time in every service where you can call out someone's name, and you can rest assured Chayton will have MANY prayers going up for him this weekend. I feel very connected to children - and now I have someone in particular to pray for and I am excited to be able to do so.
I don't want to overwhelm you with all my thoughts, but I do want you to know that even though I have never met you, your family or Chayton, there will forever in my heart be a place.
Cindy Crider <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 04:22 PM (CST)

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Hello Anderson's, It sounds like Chayton is doing wondrful. Are class in Human Relation that Kylee is in all went to Mall of America today. Jenny O'Conner drove the bus up there. It was nice. We had to do a project up there. Kylee still keeps talking about Chay to me. Well Write to you later.
Carrie
Lafayette, MN - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 03:39 PM (CST)

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Hello Anderson's, It sounds like Chayton is doing wondrful. Are class in Human Relation that Kylee is in all went to Mall of America today. Jenny O'Conner drove the bus up there. It was nice. We had to do a project up there. Kylee still keeps talking about Chay to me. Well Write to you later.
Carrie
Lafayette, MN - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 03:39 PM (CST)

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Hello All,
We are glad to hear that Chayton is still fighting this thing. Our prayers are with all of you. Keep up the good fight!!!
The Mauters <timcar@rconnect.com>
Charles City, IA USA - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 03:06 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn, Hey Darrell~
It sounds like Chay is holding his own, I knew he could!!! Do you see the date?! Against all odds, crying tough the whole way, your son, my nephew is so remarkable! I feel so special just to be related to this angel, ya know. Keep fighting the good fight, and give that baby a big sloppy kiss for me and Uncle John(hugs from the boys, they say).
Love you all~

Aunt Miss
Charles City, IA - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 02:28 PM (CST)

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Hey! I've been sitting at the computer waiting for the results. Let them be good. I'll call later if you don't call first. Little Chayton, and family, with all these people praying for you, you know that if we were in war with the R-Monster, we would win. So if we keep fighting, hopefully we will win. Remember, it's not over until the fat lady sings. And if she tries to sing, we'll say shut up, we won't give up!
Call if you need anything.
sarah and kids <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
monticello, - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 01:57 PM (CST)

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You are always on my mind.
Love
Dana and family
Dana Mohr
- Friday, January 11, 2002 at 01:33 PM (CST)

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We wish you good luck always, but especially today!!!! Hope to check back later and see some good news!! We really admire your family for your strength and determination!! You are definately an inspiration for all of us! Hoping for some good news......
Kurt & Carla Karstens & Family
- Friday, January 11, 2002 at 01:18 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys!! hope to see you this weekend! I am Thinking about you!
Tricia <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
winthrop, MN usa - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 11:57 AM (CST)

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Anderson Family,
I have been following this page ever since this happened to your little guy,we are very good friends with Keith and MArge.You are avery brave family,and you are the greatest and the most brave little guy.When I read some of these messages it just brings tears to my eyes,keep up the good fight,which I am sure is really hard at times but NEVER give up.My prayers and thoughts are with you all the time
John and Barb
John and Barbara Samuelson <jbsamuelson@peoplepc.com>
Cologne, Mn - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 11:11 AM (CST)

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I have been checking your daily logs, and we pray everyday and night for Chayton and his whole family. Words can not express our sorrow. Since my nephew was diagnose with Rhabdoid and with all the help of Dave Schultz to get us connected to the Rhabdoid Children Site, we feel all these children and their families are part of our extended family.
God bless Chayton and his whole family!! Miracles do happen!!
karen koch <kkoch@ameriquest.com>
North Wales, pa usa - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 10:36 AM (CST)

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Hi Anderson family,
I have been reading your entries to keep updated on Chayton's health. Everyone at New Hampton Elementary School is praying for you. We miss Gatlin and Ashley these past few days, but we also recognize how important it is for them to be with their family during this time. I'm glad that Gatlin and Ashley will be visiting with a social worker, as the school counselor, I know how important it will be for them. If and when they come back to school you can call me for any support they may need.
Dawn, think about how peaceful and comforting it was to see Chayton sleeping in Darrell's arms. There is something so precious about fathers and their children. Let that peace surround you and know that if Chayton should be called by God he will be sleeping in his Heavenly Father's arms for eternity.
Nancy Kriener <N_Kriener@new-hampton.k12.ia.us>
New Hampton, IA USA - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 08:52 AM (CST)

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Hey Chayton I am praying for a Miracle for you. I am ALWAYS ALWAYS thinking about you!!!!!!!! This weekend if your feeling ok Give me a call. i will come over and play!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 07:55 AM (CST)

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hi~

I will be thinking of you guys today.I am praying very hard Chayton.Chayton we love you lots&lots buddy!!!!
Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn usa - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 07:06 AM (CST)

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Sorry I gave the wrong e-mail address on my first entry. If you want to contact us, the hotmail address is the correct one. Sorry.
Marilyn Brandel <mebtjb@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, MN - Friday, January 11, 2002 at 12:05 AM (CST)

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Dear Andersons,
We have never met, but in some ways I feel very connected to you. Just found out about what you were going through this past weekend when a neighber of yours told us about it. It will be 7 yrs. in Feb. that we lost our 10 yr. old daughter to a brain tumor. She to was treated at Childrens in Mpls. by Dr. Susan Sencer, however we also worked a little with Dr. Bendel. We were so thankful to have such a wonderful facility in this area of MN. As I read your journal entries I saw myself....many of the same feelings I experienced. So if anything, know what you are feeling is normal - whatever that is in a situation like this. My advice for you is continue to pray, keep your faith, and hope for a miracle. We never gave up hoping and praying until our daughter took her last breath. We now go on with the wonderful memories we have and the blessing of our other 2 children. We feel blessed that we were able to have our daughter for the 10 yrs. & 4 mos. that she was on this earth with us, and now know that we have our own special Angel watching over us. I will continue to visit your web-page to follow this journey with you in spirit. You have our prayers for a miracle. If you need someone to talk to who has been through this, feel free to contact me. May God be with you and your family.
Marilyn & family
Marilyn Brandel <mebtjb@hotmail.com>
Fairfax, MN - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 11:57 PM (CST)

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Dear Andersons,
We have never met, but in some ways I feel very connected to you. Just found out about what you were going through this past weekend when a neighber of yours told us about it. It will be 7 yrs. in Feb. that we lost our 10 yr. old daughter to a brain tumor. She to was treated at Childrens in Mpls. by Dr. Susan Sencer, however we also worked a little with Dr. Bendel. We were so thankful to have such a wonderful facility in this area of MN. As I read your journal entries I saw myself....many of the same feelings I experienced. So if anything, know what you are feeling is normal - whatever that is in a situation like this. My advice for you is continue to pray, keep your faith, and hope for a miracle. We never gave up hoping and praying until our daughter took her last breath. We now go on with the wonderful memories we have and the blessing of our other 2 children. We feel blessed that we were able to have our daughter for the 10 yrs. & 4 mos. that she was on this earth with us, and now know that we have our own special Angel watching over us. I will continue to visit your web-page to follow this journey with you in spirit. You have our prayers for a miracle. If you need someone to talk to who has been through this, feel free to contact me. May God be with you and your family.
Marilyn & family
Marilyn Brandel <mebtjb@prairie.lakes.com>
Fairfax, MN - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 11:56 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell and kids,
All I can say right now is that I love you guys. You are in my thoughts and in my prayers. God continues to give you strength, and guideance. I have to tell you, I am so touched that the people I have reached out to, has signed in and wrote a message of love, hope, and support. Part of my prayer has been answered. Maybe the other part isn't so far off. We continue to pray for the miracle of life, and a long life for little Chay man. We are always here for you.

I have to go now, Logan is asking for my help. May God bless you and carry you through this.

All my love, support and prayers,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 08:32 PM (CST)

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Hey!!! Just wanted you to know that I think about you all and pray everyday . . . many times . . . for that "BIG" miracle. I'm so sorry to hear about the CT scan, but then I think, well that's only the prelim!!! The final COULD be different!!! Oh please OH PLEASE!!! I love you guys bunches and can't wait to get over to see you all very soon!!! God Bless you REALLY . . . REALLY GOOD!!!

Colleen D
- Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 07:57 PM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley, Nicole and Little Chayton – You are one awesome family!!! Still thinking about you and praying big time! Thanks for the update. Take care and God bless you all.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 01:48 PM (CST)

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Hey Chayton! We continue to pray for you and your family. Thank you for keeping us posted on your progress. We are truly sorry for what you are going through.
The Steinerts <jsteinert@pdq.net>
Spring, TX USA - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 01:10 PM (CST)

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I have nothing to say other then I am praying for the entire family!
We do not understand manythings, but God does.
sometimes we just have to be there, and not question.
What would this little boy do with out caring family??
<Pinkrsoeal@aol.com>
Waterloo, , Ia. black hawk - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 12:40 PM (CST)

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I have nothing to say other then I am praying for the entire family!
We do not understand manythings, but God does.
sometimes we just have to be there, and not question.
What would this little boy do with out caring family??
<Pinkrsoeal@aol.com>
Waterloo, , Ia. black hawk - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 12:40 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys! I am always thinking about you!!! PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING CHAYTON!!
Tricia <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 11:54 AM (CST)

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Chayton is so lucky to have such a loving and caring family. I know he knows that and will never doubt it once! Continue to stay strong, Chayton needs that, and remember that you are never alone. Chayton has an army of fighters behind him!

The prayers will never end!

Holly (Sandeen) and Rob Evans
Holly Evans <hevans@startribune.com>
Excelsior, MN USA - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 10:35 AM (CST)

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Good Morning Andersons
I just checked back to see if anything was newly posted. Know that our prayers are with you today. Our 8th graders prayed for you last night in confirmation. They want to help at the fundraiser next Sunday.
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 09:04 AM (CST)

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I mistakenly got in the wrong site yesterday while trying to go to Rhabdoid Kids and ended up in Cancer Kids, but there was a note in there from a parent who lost a child due to cancer that said "Don't ever give up, no matter what happens and no matter what the battle becomes". I know you won't give up, because you do believe in miracles, as I do and you continue to pray as I do. I know it's easy for me to say stay strong, hang in there,.... when I've never been in your shoes before. Chayton (and his siblings) is so lucky to have such wonderful parents, and other family members who love them the way you do. I finally get to meet your mom today, Dawn. She's coming to pick up the box of candles. I'm anxious to meet her. Please remember you are in my prayers.
Lynnette Biermann <lynnetteb@unverferth.com>
Shell Rock, IA USA - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 08:44 AM (CST)

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Our thoughts and prayers--may God give you His strength for each day. "He cares for you. I Peter 5: 7
Howard & Ramona Hanson <HansonHrhanson@aol.com>
Stout, IA - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 08:24 AM (CST)

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Hey Guys! I will be in Winthrop This weekend if you need someone to play with the Kids please call!!!!!!!!!
Hang in There!!!!

Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@Hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 07:57 AM (CST)

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Chayton and family,

We believe in miracles.

With love ALWAYS,
Heidi and Chris
Heidi (Sandeen) and Chris Lynch <heidi.lynch@aexp.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 07:46 AM (CST)

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Hey. I'm sorry to hear about Chayton's tumor growth. I believe in miracles. You already have one in Chayton and no one but God knows how much longer you'll have that miracle in your life. Thomas Jefferson said "God helps those who help themselves". The Bible says "God helps those who cannot help themselves" (paraphrase). If we could do it ourselves, we wouldn't need Jesus and this is totally in His hands. The best that you can do is ask God for what you want, wait for His answer, listen to what He says and then do what God tells you to do. As Chayton's chosen parents, God has given you all the grace you need to do all of those things even though i'm sure it doesn't feel like it sometimes. In the Bible (Isaiah 38) King Hezekiah asked God for more time and He granted it to Him. God can do the same thing for you. None of us know whether He will. But I will keep praying for you and checking on you. Don't let anyone or anything convince you that hope is gone. Hope is never, ever gone. God makes sure of that because He loves us so much. Take care as best you can and enjoy the life God has blessed you with just as it sounds like you've been doing.
Khalita <khalita.jones@duke.edu>
Durham, NC - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 07:17 AM (CST)

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I wish that the news was different. Every moment is precious...hang in there.
Missy <only_friends_family@email2me.net>
Nicollet, MN USA - Thursday, January 10, 2002 at 12:44 AM (CST)

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I wish I could reach out and put my arms around you all and give you just a little support to stand tall in the most difficult hours of your life. My heart is beating so fast as I envision the beautiful spirit that Chayton beholds. I will be praying for your family each day and hoping for a miracle...be it that Chayton's spirit continues to prove bigger than the terrible disease, or that Chayton's spirit takes him to heaven without any pain or suffering.

In love and peace,
Danielle McCauley <DanielleRB@aol.com>
Tustin, CA USA - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 11:08 PM (CST)

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Our thoughts and prayers are with your entire family. There is no way we could even begin to know what you are going through but from reading all that you have written you have a lot of faith and hope. That faith and hope will be what helps you to make it through this difficult time. I hope and pray every day to go on to the web page and see an entry from you saying that the tumor has disappeared and everything is wonderful. I believe that miracle will come. Out of any family in this world your family deserves this miracle. Continue to pray as my husband and I will.
Melissa Eckenrod
Sauk Rapids, MN - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 10:30 PM (CST)

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Sorry about the news. Love and hold Chayton, and pray for no pain or suffering. It's a miracle he is still with you. Be thankful for everything you do have. I know it sounds strange, but you know exactly what I mean. Just remember Dawson's songs. I hope they can bring you some sort of peace right now.


Lisa
- Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 09:39 PM (CST)

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Please stay strong for chayton, he is an extremely tough little boy. God works in mysterious ways. I know this has been extremely tough on the entire family. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you all. Kiss chayton as much as you can. You are blessed to have him.
<Kymberleigh321@aol.com>
Hendersonville , Tn - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 08:22 PM (CST)

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Hello Anderson
You dont know me but I feel as if I know you. I was so sorry to hear your news today,it is heart wrenching. My heart aches when I imagine the pain you are going through. You say you are not ready to let go of Chayton yet, neither are thousands of the rest of us that are in this with you.Even if Chayton must go, his spirit and love will live on in hearts around the country.In Chaytons little life he has touched more people than most people do in an entire life time!! Dont ever let go of Chayton, hold on tight to him, always.We pray, we BEG for a BIG miracle for your 'little man." May God give you strength, forever in our prayers.

a friend
lime springs, ia usa - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 08:22 PM (CST)

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The Anderson Family,
You don't know me but I just want you to know how sorry I am for what all you are going through, and that Chayton and everyone in your family is in my prayers and thoughts each and every day. I will keep praying for that miracle for Chayton. May God bless each and every one of you.
Cyndi James <jamesx4@net66.com>
Homer, IL USA - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 07:42 PM (CST)

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Chayton, little fighter, let's just show everyone what miracles are all about. You have already proven what you have in you to fight and now show them all you are not giving up yet. You have shined so much love on those around you and strengthened the faith of so many that we know God is carrying you through this and using you to bring many to know of His mercy. Your life will not be over until you have done what God planned for you here on earth--and then he has even better plans for you in heaven one day-whether it be tomorrow or sixty years from now. God be with all of you. Our hearts are so heavy with sorrow but we don't know for sure what it all means. Since I can't be there to hug you, I will give Logan an extra one from me to you through him.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 07:16 PM (CST)

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Sorry to hear about the CT report. Know that we all continue to pray! Hold Chayton close and wrap him in all your love!
Bless you and your family during this difficult time!
Love and prayers go out to you!
A friend
- Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 04:54 PM (CST)

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Hey~

Chayton I will pray extra hard for you!!!!I hope you like that gift I gave you??!!!!Did Gatlin and Ashley like it I hope so!!!!!!???????Like I said I will pray very very very hard buddy!!!!!!
Love ya guys lots and lots,
Kelsi Pagel
<pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn usa - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 04:44 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
I just finished reading your update, and my heart aches for you. I thought for sure things would be turning around. I am so sorry for your news. We continue to pray for the miracle, that Chayton will be healed. You are never far from our thoughts, prayers, or our hearts. We love you all very much. If you need anything just let me know.

I will try to call later tonight, when I get home.

Hang in there, and may God's blessings be bestowed upon you today and always.

All of our love, prayers, and support go out to you today and everyday as always,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 04:19 PM (CST)

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Andersons:
Chayton, child of God, continue to be a little light to your family. Know that the angels of God walk with you and will continue to do so. The healing light of God surrounds you and your family. Be at peace. "And Jesus took the children in his arms and said to the disciples, suffer the little children to come unto me and do not forbid them, for to such belongs the kingdom of heaven."
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 04:10 PM (CST)

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Sorry...forgot to sign the last entry!
Kurt & Carla Karstens & Family <karstens@newulmtel.net>
- Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 03:48 PM (CST)

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We are all so saddened by this horrible news. We too believe in miracles and still pray one can happen for you!! Nobody should have to go through so much pain and suffering...that goes to both Chayton's and your type of pain and sufferng. As parents we can only imagine your heartache....We will continue to pray.....God Bless your whole family.

- Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 03:46 PM (CST)

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Darrell and Dawn, so sorry to hear that the CT did not turn out the way you hoped! But remember God is still with you and your family and we will continue to pray for that mircle for Chayton. Please know that we are all here for all of you.
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 03:44 PM (CST)

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Chayton and family. So very sorry to hear the news. How heartbroken you all must be, I can,t imagine. I believe in miracles and most of all in prayers. God bless you all. Tyler,s Grandma P.S. I will have our choir pray for you all tonight at practice.
Joyce Wilson <jwilson@prairieinet>
Sidney, Il - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 02:50 PM (CST)

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Darrell and Dawn-Thinking of you very often!I'll stop in soon!Please know that I am thinking of you!!!!Say Hi to all the kids!!!!
Jenny O.
The Great U.S.A. - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 02:39 PM (CST)

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Hi little Chayman, this is Grandma & Grandpa V. We haven't signed onto your guest book for awhile, cause as you know we have been spending all our free time with you & your family. Wow, what a big boy you are, to go thru yet another CT scan. Yes Grandma & Grandpa are extremely disappointed & hurting, but what are we to do now? YOU'VE GOT IT!!!! Keep right on praying, hoping & loving you. That's the true things in life we should never forget. For without hope, love & prayer, what else is there? Mom & Dad keep hanging in there. We can do this together. Our hopes & dreams seem shattered right now, but I know that the Lord is going to get us thru whatever lays ahead. We don't want to think of a day without all of our grandchildren with us. Grandparents are suppose to go to heaven before their babies, but it doesn't seem to be the case this time. No matter how hard we have prayed for a miracle, it doesn't appear to be happening. If this is the way it has to be, then please God, don't make our baby suffer in pain. He's had to endure enough in his little life, please make this transition easier for him than when he was here in our loving care, & watch over him till someday we can meet again. Love & care for him with gentle hands. For he is a gentle, loving child of Jesus. I must go now Chayton, for our hearts are breaking right now & can't bare to think of our lives without you in it. Will see you Fri. night!!! Love Forever Grandpa & Grandma V.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 02:01 PM (CST)

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SO SORRY THE NEWS WAS NOT GOOD, BUT WE WILL NOT GIVE UP. THE PRAYERS ARE STILL OUT THERE FOR YOU AND THE FAMILY.
MAY GOD GIVE YOU STRENGTH TO HANDLE WHAT IS BEFORE YOU.
KEITH & MARGE
- Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 12:46 PM (CST)

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Hello Anderson's: Just wanted to let you know that we're thinking about you and we're praying real, real, hard for that miracle! Way to hang in there Chayton! We'll keep reminding ourselves that God knows what He's doing... Take care and God bless you all.

Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 12:24 PM (CST)

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Tricia
- Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 11:55 AM (CST)

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Hi Chayton and family:
Just letting you know that we are praying really hard for that special miracle. You are never far from our thoughts!
Keep being strong!
Michele and Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 07:10 AM (CST)

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Thinking of you now as Chayton is about to have his CT scan and praying just as hard as I know how that you will see some miracle happening.
For those reading this, just remember if this was your situation, how on earth could you begin to pay for all the tests, medications, etc. that Chayton is having and how much it would help to at least make a little dent in it. Four AAL and one Lutheran Brotherhood branch are matching your donations and our fundraiser benefit is Jan. 20 at Trinity Lutheran, New Hampton at 4 p.m. Feel free to send your donations ahead to Pastor Kevin Frey there. Thanks so much.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 07:02 AM (CST)

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Guys, Sorry I haven't sent you anything in a while, Chayton and your family are always in our thoughts and prayers, I know what your going through, I've been there, Cherish the time you have and make sure you get
plenty of pictures and maybe movies if you have a movie camera, I know sometimes people are so overcome
that this doesn't happen, but it means so much to do this I had to mention it. Stay strong, We're here for you
guys, God bless you all.
P.S. My mom, Betty Sandeen's computer is broken, so just letting you know that why she hasn't sent you any
thing lately. Sorry.
Randolph (Randy) Sandeen <randys@prairie.lakes.com>
North Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, January 09, 2002 at 12:01 AM (CST)

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Hi:
My name is Georgia,we met you and Chayton in November at the Burzynski Clinic. He has touched our hearts and is in our prayers daily. It is good to read about his progress. I did hear about x-rays and ct scans causing cancer, but it is a necessity now for Chayton. They give the same amount of rays for you, me, and Chatyon, no matter how big or small you are. That is my real concern. Will read your journals daily now that I have finally found your site. God Bless you and your family.
Georgia <CUDA106@aol.com>
Davidsville, PA USA - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 11:02 PM (CST)

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Hi:
My name is Georgia,we met you and Chayton in November at the Burzynski Clinic in November. He has touched our hearts and is in our prayers daily. It is good to read about his progress. I did hear about x-rays and ct scans causing cancer, but it is a necessity now for Chayton. They give the same amount of rays for you, me, and Chatyon, no matter how big or small you are. That is my real concern. Will read your journals daily now that I have finally found your site. God Bless you and your family.
Georgia <CUDA106@aol.com>
Davidsville, PA USA - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 11:00 PM (CST)

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Hey guys. Sorry I havn't stopped over in a while. i hope you are having fun making candles. I pray for you guys every day. I will have to stop over sometime. See ya later Chay. Keep on smiling.
love ya guys
Kylee <k_messner@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 08:38 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, and kids,
Hi, I just signed in to let you know that we are thinking of you. I just finished reading the latest in the guestbook, and I hope that what the one gal wrote is true in this case too. We will keep praying for you. You are never far from our hearts, or our thoughts.

I will call soon!

All of our love, prayers and support,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 07:14 PM (CST)

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Hey Andersons~

Gatlin,Ashely,and Chayton I got you something I hope you guys like it!!!I am praying really hard.I hope to come over on Friday so I will bring them to you guys then.

Love ya guys lot and lots,
Kelsi Pagel
<pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn usa - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 07:10 PM (CST)

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Hi, Ashley---Allie Geerts would like to let you know she misses you at school. We are learning the letter Jj this week. We are working on the numbers 6-10. Hope to see you soon. We will be thinking of you. Tell Dawn that my mom is Donna Swenumson who was her neighbor in Ionia. Our family has your family in our prayers.

Allie Geerts <1301039>
Ionia, IA US - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 05:39 PM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley, Nicole & Little Chayton – Still praying real hard for that miracle. Praying that this treatment is working. Also praying for extra strength and courage for you all! Take care and God bless.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 04:28 PM (CST)

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Dear Darrell and Dawn,

We keep praying for that miracle. We will wait impatiently for the results of the CT Scan:-)
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 03:30 PM (CST)

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Hi Anderson gang! Just wanted to let you know we are still praying and thinking of you guys all the time. Glad to hear that Chayton is feeling ok.
Dan, Sue, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 02:53 PM (CST)

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Hi,
Me again,just signed below.Wanted to mention that my daughter's Alk Phos was way up at one point a long time ago.Nobody could explain it to us either.It also subsided on its own and has not been a problem since.One explaination was that she was growing and her bones were secreting the Alk Phos.The docs said it very well may happen to all children during growth spurts,but most kids don't have their blood tested on such a regular basis like our kids,so this just never shows up,and it resolves on its own,never being detected.Just wanted to share that with you.
Love & Prayers,
Jenny
Jenny Gettino <jbreen75@aol.com>
Syracuse, NY USA - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 12:44 PM (CST)

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Hi Dawn & Darrell,& of course Chayton,
I just finished reading your web-page,I got the link from the ped-brain tumor e group.My almost 6 year old daughter is a patient of Dr.Burzynski.She has a brain tumor called pineoblastoma,and was diagnosed at 10 1/2 months old.Boy-do I know what you mean about the roller-coaster ride....we never bought tickets either!
I'm not clear on if you are still using antineoplastons,with the central lines clogged,it seems you must have stopped treatment?It sounds as if Chayton is having some very good days playing in the loving arms of his family & supportive friends!! I would love to order some of the candles if you have them available still.Let me know how to order.
By the way,my brother is a V.P.at a company in Houston,and they are involved in housing children & families who see Dr.B.I wonder if it was the same place you were staying? It sounds similar with the nice apartment & pools & all.All I know is that his company is called Walden,but I don't know the name of the complex or if it's the same location,just curious.
Anyway,our prayers are with you and Chayton,please know you have friends out there you never knew about!
Love & Prayers,
Jenny Gettino mom to Sophia(6 on Jan 29),Vinny (4),& Anthony (2 on Jan 28).
Jenny Gettino <jbreen75@aol.com>
Syracuse, NY USA - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 12:36 PM (CST)

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Hi Andersons!

Last night I was at the Waverly WalMart and saw a flier with your family on it. It is for Chayton's benefit in New Hampton.

I wanted to let you know that you must have a pretty good support system because people are definitely trying to get the word out about your situation.

I hope Chayton feels better today.

Stay strong and don't give up! I am still hoping Chayton gets the miracle you all need.
Val Roach <svroach@netins.net>
Plainfield, IA Bremer - Tuesday, January 08, 2002 at 08:27 AM (CST)

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Hi Dawn, Darrell, and Family - I wanted to let you know that you are in our prayers everyday. I pray that God will give you the courage, strength and the faith to meet the challanges of each new day. I pray for the miracle for Chayton to be healed. God be with you.
Sharon Parrott <sharonparrott@hotmail.com>
Houston, tx - Monday, January 07, 2002 at 11:41 PM (CST)

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Hi I just want you to know that we know how it feels to have your world turned upside down. My 10 year old daughter was diagnosed with stage 3 of large cell lymphoma 3 days before Christmas. She has always been an extremely healthy child. It is totaly devastating and shocking to learn your child has cancer. You think to yourself, this only happens to other people, but we are all the "other people"
I will keep Chayton and the entire family in my prayers. God bless you
Kim <Kymberleigh321@aol.com>
Goodlettsville , Tn USA - Monday, January 07, 2002 at 11:14 PM (CST)

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Hello to everyone-
I just thought that I would write quick to let you know that we are thinking of you. Sorry I didn't get the chance to call lastnight. I tried earlier, but you were on the puter. Maybe I will try later.

I hope all is going well tonight. I pray your wish comes true. I pray the miracle is on its way. May God bless you all. I love you all. Give those beautiful children a hug and a kiss for me.

Love, support, and prayers,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday, January 07, 2002 at 08:06 PM (CST)

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I am Jake Hendrix's grandmother and have read your messages. Wanted you to know that we think of you all and particularly Chayton. Thank you for taking the time to send a message to Jake. He is having a difficult time at the moment - been in hospital since 26th December. Take care and enjoy every moment of every day.
Dianne Hendrix <di@onexerro.com.au>
Brisbane, Qld Australia - Monday, January 07, 2002 at 06:53 PM (CST)

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We are all praying for Chayton to get better and better. What a beautiful little boy! The best of luck to all of you this year and hope that a miracle will happen for your little one.
Mary Martin <Immartin7@aol.com>
Lakewood, CA USA - Monday, January 07, 2002 at 04:53 PM (CST)

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hey, best wishes to chayton......

petey <petey421@hotmail.com>
memphis, tn - Monday, January 07, 2002 at 03:37 PM (CST)

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Hey
Tricia
- Monday, January 07, 2002 at 09:20 AM (CST)

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hi. i'm stefanie bloom from Ohio.i'm sorry to hear that that little boy has cancer. i'm pretty used to hearing that word too. my closest cousin has cancer in her neck and she never got surgery. you can email me at bloom12us@yahoo.com if you wanna talk. hope there's a miracle and god bless
Stefanie Bloom <bloom12us@yahoo.com>
Navarre, Ohio United States - Monday, January 07, 2002 at 07:03 AM (CST)

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Dawn, and Darrell, and kids,
I just wanted to write to tell you how happy I am to hear you were having a good day. Know I am always here for you all. If you ever need anything just call.

We continue to pray for you all. Our thoughts are with you always. May God bless you with all the happiness and love he has to give.

All of love, prayers and support always,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 11:35 PM (CST)

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Just wanted you to know that we're still praying for that miracle for Chayton. I'm so glad that he's feeling in such good spirits. It makes things alot easier for you guys when he's feeling good,too. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
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- Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 10:52 PM (CST)

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To the Anderson' I just had to tell you I just came in from church and my paster James is his Name started preaching on a man who was healed of cancer while he was preaching Chayton picture fell out of my Bible and I picked it up and began to run my hand up and down his little face and the annointing of God feel up on us and I know without a doubt god touched Chayton tonight I belive in my heart that God is going to give us a mircale you will never belive how strong i belive that before i prayed and had faith but something about to night just made me know that it was going to happen! I don't know if ya'll belive in the Holy ghost But I am filled with the holy ghost and i know god is real and he is awasome will close for now but just wanted you to know what happened tonight so see people are still praying love ya'll and God Bless you!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx 75488 - Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 10:10 PM (CST)

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Darrell and Dawn-Don't want you to think I forgot about you guys.I've been driving bus all weekend!Friday night and all day Sat. for GFW and today at the casino.I'll stop by soon.Say Hi to the kids!!Tell them we'll eat grapes soon!!!

Jenny O.
America - Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 09:21 PM (CST)

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We just wanted you to know as parents of another Rhabdoid Fighter we are praying for you! Keep your chin up!
Karrie And Stephen Bomar < bomarfamily@hotmail.com>
Keizer, or usa - Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 09:02 PM (CST)

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Hi there Chayton and family, They call you a fighter? I think we are going to change that to survivor--right now it looks like you are proving that prayers do help. Whatever is God's plan, he is definitely giving you and your family some very special times and has blessed you with feeling better. You keep up fighting and we will do the praying. And to think you don't even know how many people in the world know who Chayton Anderson is--there's so many rootin' for you -- I hold and hug Logan and he becomes more precious by the hug and we pray your Grandpa and Grandma's are going to have you to hug for many birthday's to come.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 08:29 PM (CST)

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Hey,
I just wanted you to know you have my prayers and support through the rough time you are going through. Nicole is my friend from school and she keeps me updated on Chayton. I hope everything turns out good!!! Chayton you are such a good fighter. Keep it up and keep on smiling!!
Lizzie
Lizzie Bruns <yellow_duck_45@hotmail.com>
New Ulm, MN USA - Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 07:22 PM (CST)

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I have signed your book once before and check on you guys everyday. I am so sorry that you are having to go through all of this pain and all of the emotions. I lost my father 3 years ago at a young age and it was very difficult, I can't imagine it being my child. What we have gone through with our son Benjamin is not easy but doesn't even hold a candle to what you are going through and I wonder how I can sometimes make it through it all. I envy all of your strength and courage. I pray everyday that Chayton would be healed. I do have something that was given to me at the time of my father's death and it is very true.

What Cancer Cannot Do

Cancer is so limited-

It cannot cripple love
It cannot shatter hope
It cannot corrode faith
It cannot destroy peace
It cannot kill friendship
It cannot suppress memories
It cannot silence courage
It cannot invade the soul
It cannot steal eternal life
It cannot conquer the spirit

Author Unknown

I continue to pray and think of you daily that all of your prayers will be answered. Chayton...continue to give those big smiles to your mommy and daddy as they cherish every one of them! Shannon Bode
Shannon Bode <dsbode@mctcnet.net>
St. Peter, - Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 05:30 PM (CST)

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Hello to everyone at the Anderson home. I am just writing to let you know that we are thinking of you. I will try to give you a call later.
I hope all is going well today. You are in our thoughts and in our prayers. We love you bunches.

All of our love, support, and prayers are with you today as with everyday.
Love
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Sunday, January 06, 2002 at 05:04 PM (CST)

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Hey Chay
How r u? I am coming torrommow to see you at about dinner time!!
so i hope to see u soon?
Love you bunches
your big sis Nicole
Nicole Anderson <beautygirl_72@hotmail.com>
Lafayette, MN Nicollet - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 09:41 PM (CST)

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Little Chayton – I bet you look like "one cool dude" in those snazzy shoes! We're still thinking about you and praying for that special miracle! Take care and God bless you and your special family.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 07:19 PM (CST)

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Hi there everyone. It is nice to hear that Chayton is eating. and that he is doing good. I need to get over there and see you guys again.
we have been busy working in are basement this weekend.(finally)
Dawn I think you got that re-arranging from me!!!!
I remember everytime Dawn came over my rooms where diffrent. Well not all the time, atleast once a week. RIGHT??!!
Just to let you know I still do it!!!! At least once a week. My daycare parents think I am nuts!!! What do you think?? (aahh) Dan thinks so!!!
I will get a hold of you soon. to make sure it is okay to come over. You guys take care and I will be thinking of you and your family.
your thoughts and prayers are with you and always.
love always,

Terri Schmidt
- Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 05:04 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys, It was so good to see you the other day. It just made my day to see Chayton laugh and smile. I also had a good time playing with Gatlin and Ashley. If they ever need a playmate. You know who to call. May God bless you all!!

Gatlin and Ashley: I have one word for you "BARBO" Haha!!!

Your in my thoughts and Prayer!!
With Love, Tricia <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USa - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 04:49 PM (CST)

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Hi Chayton and family,
Glad to hear you are having some fun family time together. Just wanted to let you know you are still in our prayers and thoughts everyday. The strength you all have is amazing! You all have touched so many hearts! Take Care.
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 09:33 AM (CST)

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Hi
I just happened to find your web page and wanted to tell you that you have very beautiful children, all of them!
God bless you all.
Nina
Helsinki, Finland - Saturday, January 05, 2002 at 08:44 AM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell and family,
I haven't signed in, in a few days, but you are always in my thoughts, and never out of my heart. I will call tomorrow sometime to see how things are going. I hope my poem didn't make you sad or uncomfortable. I just sat down and started to write. Thank you Chayton, you have inspired me to write again for the first time in years. You are so special. All of you are. Know that no matter what I am here for you always. I may not be there in person, but my heart and my thoughts are always there with you. God will be with you always, and he will lead you. He continues to give you strength. I believe the miracle that we are waiting for will come. Maybe it has already started.

Chayton, my little buddy, you stay strong, hang in there little man. Your courage is like nothing I have ever seen or experienced before. Tell mom and dad to never give up, tell them to keep their heads up, and always look for the best. They have been doing great, great isn't even the word for it. There just isn't a word to describe how great they have been. You, my little buddy, are AWESOME!!!!
Be sure you keep your parents going. Make em get their excersize chasing you. Save one of those beautiful smiles for me. I will hopefully get to see you soon.

Keep your heads up, and don't loose sight of the goal. I will continue to pray for the miracle we await. I love you all so much. May God bestow his blessings onto you all.

My heart goes out to you today and always. You are never far from my thoughts and prayers.

With all my love, support, and prayers,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 11:54 PM (CST)

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You don't know me, but I check your website every day, usually several times a day, to follow Chayton's progress.

God bless your family as you bask in each day you have with Chayton. I lost a handicapped daughter 4 years ago, and my heart aches for the pain you must be feeling, and yet rejoices at each day and minute your family has together. My daughter died suddenly while we were away on a trip and not with her. This was especially difficult since I had been with her through countless illnesses, hospitalizations, and surgeries in her almost 14 years of life. My one comfort in not being with her when she died was knowing that God was with her the whole time, and she was immediately in His presence when she breathed her last breath on this earth. I will pray with others for Chayton's healing here with you. I will also pray that if he is not to be healed here, that you will come to know what I have come to accept and lean on: That not all healing takes place on earth. I would give anything to have my daughter here with me, but I now know that her healing was not to be here; it was waiting for her as she was brought into the presence of God in Heaven. Of course your prayers and those of the many who love and support you will be for that miracle of healing on earth that only God can provide. But be assued that through Chayton and his presence on this earth, there have been and will continue to be miracles because of his story. Look for them, becuase they are there. God is using this little warrior and all of you to point others to His wondrous love.

Cherish these daily events, even when they are difficult. You will long for them one day. I wish I had known we were going to lose our angel and had been able to say goodbye. But we didn't. You are blessed to have every minute! I wish you many smiles in the days ahead and joy to carry you through the hard times. May Chayton's joy be your fuel, and your love be his cradle.

You have my prayers, even though we have never met. God bless you all. May you be wrapped in His love.




A Friend You Don't Know
- Friday, January 04, 2002 at 09:46 PM (CST)

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how great it is to see you are hanging out together and enjoying your time together.its nice that you could celebrate a family birthday. i hope you have many more days with happiness and laughter, a smile on Chaytons face must be worth a million words!! always in our prayers.
t. rice
lime springs, ia usa - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 08:51 PM (CST)

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Just sending you all our hopes and prayers.
Jim & Beverley Fails
Shell Rock, Ia - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 07:43 PM (CST)

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Hi Guys,
Just doing my daily routine and checking to see how Chayton and the rest of you are doing. Glad to hear things are a bit better, yet always a struggle I'm sure. Darrell, my Dad (Gary) says hi. He has a hard time coming to this site...just too much for him. I think he really misses you! We constantly keep him informed and you are all in his prayers as well as ours! Take care...keep the faith!
Kurt & Carla Karstens <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 06:54 PM (CST)

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Hey all!
Glad you found some time for yourselves and that Pastor Bob was able to stop by and visit. You remain in our thoughts and prayers. Glad the day is going fairly well too.
Take care,
Pastor Kevin <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 05:44 PM (CST)

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I just wanted to write that it really looks like you guys have tons of support, I was just looking at some other childrens pages and you guys have had a lot more visitors. That shows the support you guys have!! That is fantastic!! But as for me I will continue to read your page, but I will probably keep up on the other pages too, anything that you guys and everyone else with children with these tumors must be sooo hard to deal with. I admire all of you for being so strong.

- Friday, January 04, 2002 at 05:40 PM (CST)

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Just checking to see how Chayton and you all are doing today. Every good one will be added to your memories,,but hey, who needs memories when you have Chayton alive and going to grow up to be big and strong and can tell everyone what a fighter he was before he was even 2! Hang in there. God is in control of these miracles.

Marge Johnson <mjohn1@iowatelecom.net>
Cresco, IA - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 05:10 PM (CST)

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Good Afternoon!
Just my daily check in to see how things are going and to let you know that I am thinking of you always.
You are always on my mind. Prayers and thoughts.
Sue Anderson
Winthrop, mn - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 04:16 PM (CST)

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Hey guy's how's it going? Sorry to hear about the lastest news. If you ned to talk give us a call and we can come over, Dawn and Darrell we are serous call us if you need to talk. Well I wish the best to the whole family and you are still in our prayers. Hope to hear from you soon or maybe when we have a chance we will stop by. Take Care.
sally and Jim
Gibbon, MN - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 01:19 PM (CST)

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I am so glad that Chayton is home with his family and is laughing and having fun! We should all take a lesson from you and ENJOY EACH DAY that God gives us. Nothing is more important than family and friends and often we don't realize it until something goes wrong. May God's love and comfort be with you today.
Cathy
Charlotte, NC USA - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 11:58 AM (CST)

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Hi Anderson gang! Glad to hear Chayton is having fun with all his sister's and his brother. It sounds like he is having a great day! There is a song we listen to on the radio that reminds me of Chayton every time is is played! It is called "Angels in waiting" if you have not heard it yet, it will move you because it is so true we are all angels in waiting for those wings! God Bless and we will continue to pray for your whole family.
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 10:07 AM (CST)

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, Chayton and family,

I am glad to read today was a good day...I am praying for this, along with so many others.

I was speaking with a Rabbi a few weeks back, at my Great Aunt's funeral, and he gave me the gift of a simple prayer, that I have repeated, like a mantra, since he granted me the privilege...may it give you a little comfort.

"Dear God, heal our son Chayton"

I have said it many times for our son Sean and have been saying it for Chayton as well.

God bless and I will check in on you tomorrow.
Danielle McCauley (mom of Sean McCauley - born 1/11/00 - diagnosed with Rhabdoid 11/29/00) <DanielleRB@aol.com>
Tustin Ranch, CA USA - Friday, January 04, 2002 at 12:37 AM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley, Nicole & Little Chayton – Was thankful that you updated this site yet one more time today. I'm glad I checked it again tonite. Wanted to let you know we're thinking about you and still asking God to give Chayton that miracle he needs. We continue to ask God to give you extra strength and courage too. Take care and God bless you all.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 08:20 PM (CST)

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Glad to hear you took some time for yourselves today. You deserve that. Just to let you know we are still out here, thinking of you all the time, and praying that God will give you the strength you need to carry on.
Call if you need us.
Keith & Marge
- Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 07:48 PM (CST)

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I LOVE YOU!!! Glad to hear you got to have a "FUN" day . . . do that EVERY day. GOD knows you all deserve it!!! OOOUUUHHHS and SMUCHES for you!!! Miss you bunches it's been a whole two days!!!
Colleen D
Winthrop, MN - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 07:23 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell and kids,
I have been thinking of you all, more and more these days. I love you all. My heart goes out to each of you. As modest as Darrell can be, he is a great father, and a wonderful person. I am always here for you. If there is anything you need you just have to let me know, I am here if you need me!

This is another passage I found in Mom's bible: It comes from the book of Matthew 8:1 vs:16-17: A number of Cures: That evening they brought him (Jesus) many who were pocessed by devils. He cast out the spirits with a word and cured all who were sick. This was to fulfill the prophecy of Isaiah: He took our sicknesses away and carried our diseases for us.

I thought this particular passage said alot even in so few words. May God carry Chayton's tumor, and may he carry Chayton, and bring us the miracle we are all waiting for.

I love you all, and my heart goes out to now and always.

With all of our love, prayers, and support,
Carla, Steve and Logan
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 06:24 PM (CST)

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A blessed New Year to all of your family and we pray Christ will always be the center of your lives. He is there pulling you through each day and always will be-even though we don't always "read Him" so well. Have been having the flu and it isn't even so bad when I think of what Chayton has to go through. I just know that Cat scan is going to show some great things--am glad you are having it so you can see for yourselves!
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@powerbank.net>
Cresco, IA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 06:14 PM (CST)

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Hello and Happy New Year to the whole Anderson family.
It was great that you found some time for yourselves today. If you need anything just call, I'll help if I can. Dawn, don't worry about your physical..."mom things" always get put on hold when you have kids! You'll find time for it some time down the road. Just enjoy the time with Chayton and the other kids while they are small.
Love, hugs, and lots of prayers for your family
Terri Muchow <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 06:11 PM (CST)

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Dearst Chayton and family my name is Lisa and I am a sister to Melissa. I just wanted to let you know we are all praying for you and to let you know that Gods greatest gifts are before you faith, hope and love, all of which I see in the many entries you have made. Remember God is with you and will watch over you. God Bless you!!
Lisa Franzen <franzenathome@earthlink.net>
Nashua, IA USA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 06:05 PM (CST)

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Happy New Year to the Anderson clan! Chayton made it farther then was expected and he continues to fight. This is truly a miricle in itself. I continue to keep all of you in my prayers asking God to give you the strenth to face whatever may come. Just want you to know what an inspiration your family is. Please stop to give yourselves a pat on the back and rest assured that you have done everything in your power for Chayton and that ultimately it is in the hands of the Lord. As we were out in Jackson Hole, Wy. to spent the holidays with our son & daughter-in-law I was once again reminded how blessed we are to have each other & the love that is shared. This is so evident with your family. Hold on to that! May God bless you and guide you during this time and always. Take care.
Monica Jefferies <oakhaven@gotocrystal.net>
Mapleton, MN USA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 12:34 PM (CST)

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Hey Andersons,
Today just find a little time to do something good for yourself. Take a long bath, go for a walk, or whatever helps. I know its hard to find time for when your time and energy is focused on the kids and especially Chayton, but I hope you can do it. And peace be with you,
Pastor Kevin <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 08:35 AM (CST)

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Hi Andersons-

I hope you had an uneventful night and that today is better for all of you.

I'm still following your story and hoping for the best possible outcome.
Val Roach <svroach@netins.net>
Plainfield, IA Bremer - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 06:52 AM (CST)

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dear,dawn&darell, Hello if only i could find the words. But we want you to know are hearts are with you and also in are prayers and some how we have to deal with things we never expected.so unfair i wish i could take all the hurt and pain from each of you i would in a heart beat. if theres any thing in this world we can do for you please tell us.or just to vent we are here for you steve and jo jo
steve&jo <snoozer50616@yahoo.com>
charles city, iowa 50616 - Thursday, January 03, 2002 at 02:15 AM (CST)

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Hats off to Darrell and to the whole family. You all can be proud of the sacrifices you have been making. We cannot begin to imagine what it is like. I have known Darrell since he was little, and yes he is a great kid. You will always have a special place in my heart Darrell, even more so now for all you have given. May God bless you all. Again thought and prayers for all. Call if you need something. We are here for you.
Keith & Marge
- Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 05:58 PM (CST)

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It's nice to be able to read your website and actually put a slight smile on my face instead of the normal flow of tears. Hearing anything positive regarding Chayton's condition is wonderful. Just reading how he played and ate so well somehow made my day. I check your this site EVERY day, and usually MANY times throughout the day. I'm always afraid I might miss something! It is especially warming to hear how your family continues to hold on to each other and lean on each other. So many times you hear how the stress and frustration tears people apart. You are a wonderful family and all of you can be very proud of what you have!! You write and express your feelings so well, it is as if we can feel everything you are trying to get across. You have a wonderful talent for writing and many people that I have brought to this site have made the same comment. Thank you for taking the time to keep everyone up to date on everything that is happening. We wish you the best, and will contiune to pray for you all. God Bless you and your family.
Kurt & Carla Karstens <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 05:42 PM (CST)

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i can tell what a strong family you must have and i think its great how you are sticking together.family is the best thing at this time,they can help you get through everything.enjoy your time together. our prayers are with you!
t. rice <rice2702@earthlink.net>
lime springs, ia usa - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 04:50 PM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley, Nicole and Little Chayton – Just wanted you to know we're still thinking about you and praying hard for you Chayton. We'll keep praying for extra strength and courage for you all. I haven't seen Darrell for a long time (actually longer than I'd even like to remember) but you describe him Dawn, exactly how I remember him...a shy guy with a big smile and a big heart. You are a wonderful family...Chayton's lucky to have you!!! Take care and God bless you all.

- Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 03:32 PM (CST)

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Hey babe!! I hope everything is going good. Everyone is praying for you!! We all love you Chay, you are an inspiration to us all. Even people is school are wondering how you are. See you make an inpact on so many people's lives. We are always wondering about you to see how you are doing. Love you guys. Be strong
Kylee Messner <k_messner@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 12:27 PM (CST)

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Thank God you do have a wonderfull man like Darrell to be there for you and your family. And we or sorry Darrell if we have been leaving you out be cause we don't mean too.We know you are a strong family and a loving family we feel your love for each other and the kids through the words of your updates and our hearts go out to you we all wish we could do more for you take away your hurts. give you your miracle, give you all the money you need to pay everthing off but all we can do is pray and give you a little support and that seems so little at times like these , but there is one thing I do know God still there and he has gave ya'll a wonderfull and strong family that you can stand behind each other.and there is a lot of prayers going upfor ya'll we love each and everone of you! take care of each other and God Bless you!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx U.S.A. - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 10:59 AM (CST)

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Glad to hear Chayton is doing good. We will continue to pray for that mircle! And Dawn you are so right, Darrell is a awesome person and is very caring. I have known him since little and he is very sweet. Not to many Dad's would stop working and stay by the side of his wife and kids through something like this. Hats off to you, Darrell!!!!
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 10:43 AM (CST)

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Just here checking the site to let you know you are in our thoughts and prayers always.. Hope all is going uphill.
Call if you need us.
Keith & Marge
- Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 07:38 AM (CST)

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Dear Dawn, Darrell and family, Happy New Year! May you treasure all of the time that you are all spending together. I continue to pray for you. I am sure that Hospice will make contact with you. I pray that they will help Chayton and your family through this. Thank you for the updates. God Bless you all.
Sylvia <SJC1961@YAHOO.COM>
Mendota Heights, MN - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 05:49 AM (CST)

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Hi Chayton and family,
I've heard alot about you. I work at the winthrop nursing home. I work with your "buddy" Jason Marozik he's told me that you have so much energy escpecially when you wrestle with him. That's great! I'm very sorry to hear about your cancer. And I don't understand why things have to happen to children!! It's not fair! I get so mad when kids are going through pain. I have 3 children and they are ages 6,4 and I have a 15 month old boy. You remind me so much of my son I couldn't imagine going through anything like this with my kids. You are a beautiful child that deserves to live a long life I think of you everyday and pray to God for that special miracle that I believe exists for you. Your a Fighter!!!! keep it up Chayton your family needs you and this world needs you too!! (you are a living Angel of God). I have Faith that you can win over this terrible disease.
Sherry Fluegge & Family <rsrrrf@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN - Wednesday, January 02, 2002 at 02:19 AM (CST)

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Dawn and family,
Hi all! I am sending you all my love. I just signed in quick to let ya know that I will try and give ya call tomorrow afternoon, when I get home from work. I tried earlier, but there was no answer. I hope all is well with you today, as it was this morning when I talked to ya. You are in my thoughts always, and in my heart. We love you, and we will keep praying for that miracle we await. It may be on its way. May God's blessing be bestowed upon you today and forever.

All our love, support and prayers now and forever.
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 10:41 PM (CST)

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HELLO AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOUR FAMILY. TODAY WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE READ YOUR PAGE AND I AM OVERWHELMED BY YOUR STRENGHT.YOU SHOULD BE SO PROUD OF WHAT YOU ARE DOING,SHARING CHAYTON WITH THE WORLD IS A WONDERFUL HONOR TO HIM!!I HAVE ONLY JUST HEARD OF YOUR FAMILY AND I AM SO TOUCHED BY ALL I READ TODAY THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET YOUR STORY.I HAVE A DAUGHTER THE SAME AGE AS CHAYTON, I THINK THAT MAKES IT ESPECIALLY TOUCHING.I DO NOT KNOW WHEN CHAYTONS TIME WILL COME, BUT WHETHER IT BE TOMORROW(GOD FORBID)OR A MONTH FROM NOW, I BELIEVE THAT CHAYTON WILL ALWAYS KNOW HOW STRONG HIS MOMMY WAS AND HOW MUCH HIS MOMMY LOVED HIM.TO SHARE ALL YOUR EMOTIONS AND LOVE FOR YOUR FAMILY AND FOR CHAYTON WITH SO MANY PEOPLE IS A WONDERFUL THING.MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU.
TRACY RICE <rice2707@earthlink.net>
lime springs, ia usa - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 09:33 PM (CST)

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HELLO AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOUR FAMILY. TODAY WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE READ YOUR PAGE AND I AM OVERWHELMED BY YOUR STRENGHT.YOU SHOULD BE SO PROUD OF WHAT YOU ARE DOING,SHARING CHAYTON WITH THE WORLD IS A WONDERFUL HONOR TO HIM!!I HAVE ONLY JUST HEARD OF YOUR FAMILY AND I AM SO TOUCHED BY ALL I READ TODAY THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET YOUR STORY.I HAVE A DAUGHTER THE SAME AGE AS CHAYTON, I THINK THAT MAKES IT ESPECIALLY TOUCHING.I DO NOT KNOW WHEN CHAYTONS TIME WILL COME, BUT WHETHER IT BE TOMORROW(GOD FORBID)OR A MONTH FROM NOW, I BELIEVE THAT CHAYTON WILL ALWAYS KNOW HOW STRONG HIS MOMMY WAS AND HOW MUCH HIS MOMMY LOVED HIM.TO SHARE ALL YOUR EMOTIONS AND LOVE FOR YOUR FAMILY AND FOR CHAYTON WITH SO MANY PEOPLE IS A WONDERFUL THING.MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU.
TRACY RICE <rice2707@earthlink.net>
lime springs, ia usa - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 09:33 PM (CST)

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Just checked the website and hope all is still going well today. Our prayers are still flowing for all of you, and we know God is there to help you. Just wanted to let you know how much we do care and how often we check the site. Love to all. Call if you need something.
Keith & Marge
- Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 07:05 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn and Darrell
Sorry it's been so long and that I didn't call you back after you called when I was in Idaho. Things have been hectic around here and we spent Christmas in Arizona. We will try and give you a call tomorrow night. Just letting you know that we are thinking about you guys.
Denise & Ryan Steinert <daisypost777@cs.com>
Houston, TX US - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 06:23 PM (CST)

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Hello, this is the first time I had a chance to check out your website, your family is beautiful! I pray that Chayton continues to feel well and that a miracle is unfolding right before ours eyes! God bless you all. Linda, DJ's mom, North Wales, PA
Linda
- Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 04:08 PM (CST)

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Happy New Year to you all. Just spent time with your aunt Sara ( I work there). She is a special lady, she prays for you all. we all do. Dawn from one mother to another give that guy a big hug from me. Your in my thoughts alway God Bless your family














Elaine Regner
Winthrop, Mn - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 02:10 PM (CST)

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Happy New Year Praise GOD Cayton is Having a good day see just had to check on him before I could go on with my day we love you Chayton and pray for you to feel better each and every day and we still belive the Micrale is on the way to you ! God Bless You all!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx 75488 - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 01:50 PM (CST)

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Darrel and Dawn-Ditto to Keith and Marge's message!I'll keep praying also!!!
Jenny O.
- Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 12:36 PM (CST)

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Good morning to all and Happy New Year. Sounds like things are going much better. It is not too late for a miracle. And we pray it will happen.
Keith & Marge
- Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 11:29 AM (CST)

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Good morning to everyone at the Anderson home. Happy New Year to each and everyone of you. I hope your night went well with everything. We love you, and are still thinking of you. I hope this New Year brings you everything that we are all waiting for. May God Bless you and your family. I will call later today to see how you all are doing. We love, and you are never far from our thoughts or our hearts.

With all of our love, thoughts and prayers,
Carla, Steve, and Logan
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 10:30 AM (CST)

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HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY CHAYTON!!!!!!
Tim, Carrie, Amanda & Brandon <timcar@rconnect.com>
Charles City, IA USA - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 01:09 AM (CST)

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Dawn and Darrell, and all of your wonderful family. I wanted to e-mail you but I couldn't get through. So I guess I will write to you here . . . How do I express how I'm feeling? You and yours are like my family, even though we're not blood . . . but in many ways you feel stronger than blood!!! I hurt when you hurt . . . I laugh when you laugh . . . I rejoice when you rejoice!!! Right now . . . I hurt sooooo bad for you. I know that you know that if there was anything I could do I would . . . but that seems so trivial... I will ask you the same thing that I have asked GOD everyday . . . WHAT CAN I DO???? WHAT AM I NOT DOING??? Please know that if there is anything that you want or need . . . if is in within my or GOD'S power I will do it for you!!! I just wish everyone knew how special you guys are!!!! I love you all bunches and I am here for you whenever you need me!!! What you and your family is going through is one of the toughest trials anyone can go through and being around you both through this I understand completely where Chayton gets his strength and his wonderful stuborness from. I still haven't given up hope on watching him pitch for the Twins!!!

Gatlin & Ashley, I love you both as if you were my own!!! What you have done to try and save your brother is so special and GOD knows and has been listening . . . he has a VERY SPECIAL PLACE IN HIS HEART FOR YOU!!!

Dawn, Darrell, Sharon, Glenn, Ken, Lori, and all the other family members (sorry to not name you by person . . . too many) I love you all and wish I could take away your pain.

Now enough of that mushy stuff!!! Here it is the Eve of the New Year, and I realized that GOD did answer many of our prayers and has performed many small MIRACLES . . . (1)
Chayton DID fall so he could get diagnosed and treated right away or he would have probably died in July. . . (2) He HAD surgery by one of the best surgents in the USA to remove most of the tumor which gave him a chance to live . . . (3) and he had his treatments to try to give him life!!! BUT I'm selfish and want "THE ULTIMATE MIRACLE."
I remember hearing how Chayton would be "LUCKY" to live to Thanksgiving . . . and then Christmas . . . and yet he continues to prove them all wrong. And here we are at the New Year and Chayton still continues to prove everyone wrong. He has shown and proven that miracles happen EVERY DAY!!! CHAYTON IS A MIRACLE!!! I know you don't believe this but you strength is inspiring!!! Love you all bunches and here's a HUGH hug for you all . . . OOOUUUGGGGHHH!!! I'm here for you. GOD BLESS YOU!!!


Colleen D
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 12:05 AM (CST)

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Just got back from vacation, and got on the site right away so I could get an update. So sorry to hear things are not going as we would like to see them. Remember HE has a plan, and sometimes we have a hard time understanding why, but trust in HIM. You are all in our prayers and if you need something, please call. And remember, you are a fantastic family. You have been doing everything you possibly can, so don't put so much pressure on yourselves. God bless all of you and may HE give you strength at this most difficult time.
KEITH & MARGE
- Monday, December 31, 2001 at 11:09 PM (CST)

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Dawn,
After reading your latest entry, I feel the need to let you know how my heart goes out to you and your family. Our prayers are for a miracle for little Chayton. I cannot begin to know the anguish you must feel. Lean on the Lord & he will continue to give you strength. Prayer is very powerful. Know that if it is in this place or the next, God loves Chayton and will take loving care of him. May the love and peace of our Lord be with you.

Cherri Caffrey <cadetmom76@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 09:52 PM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley, Nicole and Dear Little Chayton – I was happy to see that you had put on another update today. I am so praying that this new treatment works. You are an incredible family. I'm proud of you. Hang onto that faith. It will get you through anything. Take care and God bless you.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 04:54 PM (CST)

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Dawn and Darrel and all -
Sorry to hear how things are going. I know that wishing for a miracle is what we want, it doesn't always happen that way. I pray that if the miracle doen't happen, then Chayton shouldn't have to have so much pain. I will pray for a miracle and pray for all of you.
Love and prayer.
Sue Anderson
Winthrop, MN - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 03:37 PM (CST)

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I haven't written for awhile but that doesn't mean I haven't been thinking about your family. Chayton is always in my prayers and so is the family. I truly know how hard this on you. I too lost a son 5 years ago to leukemia. It's so hard to see your child go through so much and you feel so helpless. And Dawn I had the same feelings as you do. As a mother you always think "what have I done to make my child have such a horrible thing". There are no answers but the guilty feelings are there. There's alot of prayers out there for little Chayton and all of you. It's tough and I'm so sorry you are going through this. I know life isn't fair but thank God you have faith and lean on your faith and each other for strength. At the same time, be thankful you had Chayton as long as you did. He is truly a gift, a miracle from God. God's blessings to all of you.
Janette Abraham <janette.abraham@cotswoldgenetics.com>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 03:28 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you know that I have you in my prayers and are thinking of you. Nita Hackman
Nita Hackman <nhackman@hotmail.com>
Cresco, Iowa USA - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 03:21 PM (CST)

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I wanted to check to see how Chayton was doing. It is nice to hear that he is in a good mood. just keep on fighting. and I will keep on praying for you and your family.
i was thinking about comeing over tomorrow to see you guys again. ( I have the day off.) I will call to make sure it is okay. I hope you and your family have a good new years.

your thoughts and prayers are with you. take care and I will talk to ya soon.
Terri & Dan Schmidt
- Monday, December 31, 2001 at 03:13 PM (CST)

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Father in Heaven, I pray that you bring down your healing hand and rest it on Chayton. We praise you for the time with him, but beg for more. We ask that he be allowed to live a long and fruitfull life as a living testimony to your love and tenderness. We know your way is best because you loved him long before we knew him. Father, we beg you to heal him and be with his family. In Jesus's precious name we pray. Amen
a friend
MN USA - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 03:04 PM (CST)

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Hi everyone,
My thoughts are with you 24 hours a day. Everytime I go to the refrigerator I see Chaytons picture there and I pray to God for a miracle. I know that this may seem strange to you but following Chaytons journey through this ordeal has seemed to bring us all closer to your family even though we have met so few times. I wonder if I could ever follow another child through this on caringbridg. I just can't believe how attached you become to the child and the family. In August Fred started bringing home journal entries about Chayton and I just seemed to feel a special contact with you. My heart is just empty knowing what you must be going through. Fred and I sat quietly last night, talking and wondering what we would do if we were in your situation. My tears were flowing because I just feel this closeness that I'm unsure why other than from following you through this. We believe that you have done and are doing all that you could do with what you have to endure.



Chayton--You are so lucky to have such a special family to love and support you and I'm sure you can feel it each and every day. We all know how strong you are. You have been the best through this all. You have been the inspiration for your parents, family and friends. You are and always will be an angel to us all. You are a beautiful child.

Take care of each other. Hold each other tightly. Hold Chayton and hug him for all of us here that think of him and pray for him. Your greatest gift to Chayton is your love for him and how you show him that love.

Love and Prayers


Ann Jutz
Gibbon, MN USA - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 02:05 PM (CST)

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We continue to pray for that special miracle for Chayton and your family. As long as there is some hope - there still is a miracle out there for you. You have our prayers and our many thoughts are with you.
Lynnette Biermann <biermann@netins.net>
Tripoli, IA USA - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 01:21 PM (CST)

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You just keep doing all you can to help Chayton and we will do what we can to help you pay for it. Remember everyone, send your donations to Pastor Kevin Frey, Trinity Lutheran, New Hampton, IA 50659 and they will be matched by AAL and Lutheran Brotherhood. A special account has been set up for Chayton and proceeds will be given him after our fundraiser on January 20 at Trinity, New Hampton. Our prayers continue all the time for your family.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@powerbank.net>
Cresco, IA - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 12:53 PM (CST)

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Dawn and Darrell,
The love and support you are receiving from your immediate and extended family and friends is overwhelming. I hope you are gaining strength from that right now - and from the love of each other. We think of you and pray for you.
David, Michelle, and Patrick Caldwell
Michelle Caldwell <mhcbball@soncom.com>
Minneapolis, MN US - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 12:41 PM (CST)

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Dawn,
I found this underlined in mom's bible, and thought I should share this with you,
The following passage comes from the book of Mark:12:2 verses 23-25: "Have faith in God. I tell you solemnly, if anyone says to the mountain, 'Get up and throw yourself into the sea,' with no hesitation in his heart but believing that what he says will happen, it will be done for him. I tell you therefore: everything you ask and pray for, believe that you already have it, and it will be yours. And when you stand in prayer, forgive whatever you have against anybody, so that your Father in heaven may forgive your failings too."

Our miracle we keep praying for may not be so far away after all. Keep your faith in God, and may his blessings be bestowed upon you all.

All my love and prayers, and support are yours always!

Love Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 12:31 PM (CST)

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our prayers and thoughts are w/ you. jessie and jimmy
jessica maklenburg <freak_n_quack@hotmail.com>
charles city, ia usa - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 11:06 AM (CST)

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Dear Chayton,
We haven't been able to read your website for a long time and just can't believe all that you have been going through. We think about you and pray for you every day. We pray that you and your family have the strength to get through this but remember that God is always with you. You are never alone. You are a very special little guy.
Jerome & Shaun
- Monday, December 31, 2001 at 11:05 AM (CST)

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Dawn and family,
I am glad to hear this morning was a great one for you all. We will keep praying for the miracle we are all waiting for. As we talked lastnight, God never gives us more than we can handle, and that is so very true. My heart is breaking for all of you. I just wish there were something that I could do to help. You are in my prayers, my thoughts, and in my heart. Little Chayton has touched my heart in a way I have no words to explain. Your strength to carry on Dawn has taught me that if miracles are going to happen, you have to help them, no matter what the costs. I have faith that Chayton has a very special angel at his side now and always. God will give you the strength to carry on, and he will lead you with every decision you have to make, and just know the decision will be right one. May God bless you and your precious family. Give your little angels a hug and a kiss from me. You are in our thoughts and prayers. You are never far from my mind, or my heart for that matter.

If there is anything you need or may want just ask and I will do my best to be there when you need me. As I once said and I will continue to say, when you need an extra hand to hold yours, or need a shoulder to lean on, let my shoulder be your strength. Let me hold your hand and wipe away your tears. I love you all. I pray that things will turn around for the better, and that the good Lord will not take your precious little Chayton away.

You are in our thoughts, and prayers today and always.
With all of our love, prayers, and support today and always,
Love Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 10:55 AM (CST)

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Darrell & Dawn and family - you guys hang in there! Your family is so strong, I know you have made a impact on my family and we now don't just take anything for granted! My Son, Nick is always asking about little Chayton he has become very interested and is asking a lot of questions and it is hard to try and explain what is going on, but I have started to let him read your updates and ask questions from there. Dawn you really do a great job on keep us all informed and explain everything that is going on with Chayton and how that other kids are handling everything. I think that is why Nick understands. He is only 8, but has a big heart for Chayton and your whole family. Well keep that faith and we will continue to keep praying for that mircle for Chay!!! Please call us if you need a place or playmates for the kids we can always bring Nick over to my mom's (up the block) he loves to play with other kids anytime. Take care and God bless....
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 10:23 AM (CST)

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Hello Anjderson family, I like reading your thing everyday it keeps me in mind what is happening to your son. He seemms like he is having fun. Kylee always keeps me in mind still. Bye Bye
Carrie Nelson
Lafayette, MN - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 10:17 AM (CST)

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You guys are constantly in my prayers. Words of Wisdom: If you need more strength , you will have it, be sure of that.... Your business is with the present; leave the future in his hands who will be sure to do the best, the very best for you.
Sheritta Vance <sherittav@birch.net>
Spring, TX - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 10:15 AM (CST)

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Hi Chayton and Family -
My thoughts are still with you and always will be. Your family is such an inspiration to all of us. Chayton can be so proud of all of you - you have done everything possible and taught him the meaning of true love!! You all have touched so many lives! Take Care and we are still praying for that special miracle.
Michele and Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 10:09 AM (CST)

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For what you are going through you are a very brave little boy. To have delt with something so terrible that is beyond most peoples comprehension I call each of these kids a hero. I wish you peace in your journey, you deserve to have that you have been through so much. My prayers are with you Chayton.


Jeffrey Mutchie father to Savannah (another Rhabdoid Kid) <jeffreymutchie@yahoo.com>
Lemoore, CA - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 12:15 AM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you know our thoughts and prayers have been with you all weekend. You are so fortunate to be able to have your whole family there with you - your entries bring tears to my eyes every time I read a new one. I know you have questions about Hospice, and I just wanted to tell you that my 20 year old daughter is a Hospice volunteer and she's told me many heart-warming stories about her experiences that she's had so far. I know you have many, many beautiful memories with little Chayton and far too little time, but I do know from experience, that God only does take the best.
Lynnette Biermann <biermann@netins.net>
Tripoli, IA USA - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 09:43 PM (CST)

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Dear Chayton,
I wish you didn't have cancer. I hope your family loves you. I go to school with your brother and sister. I will love you. I will pray for you. Have a good night.
Emma Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 09:41 PM (CST)

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My thoughts and prayers are still with you all!
Lots Of Love,
Kelly
(Jimmy's Godmother)
Kelly Wagner <rinkrat616@aol.com>
Arlington Hts, IL - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 06:16 PM (CST)

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my thoughts are With you always!! Chayton no matter what those wonderful Angels are going to take the best Care of you!! My God Bless you, Chayton and Also your family!!


With Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 06:12 PM (CST)

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Anderson Family,
It was so good to see you yesterday. It was nice to see Chayton playing and laughing and most of all beating up on his big brother and sister. He sure is a fighter!

I want you to know that if there is anything that I can do for you or your family you let me know and I will do my best to help you.

I am always here for you and your family. Don't ever forget that. You and your family are always in my heart and thoughts. I will keep on praying.

take care and remember there is alot of people out there that are thinking of Chayton and praying for your family in this time of need.

Terri and Dan Schmidt
- Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 05:13 PM (CST)

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You are in our prayers. Keep the LORD by your side, He will give you strength. We will keep visiting your page for updates.
gerane <spurmlc@newulmtel.net>
new ulm, mn - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 04:06 PM (CST)

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Hello All. A word from the dinosaur: don't feel bad or guilty about taking him to the tractor pulls. It was another thing he got to do, another wonderful memory. I am sure that no one else even thought about it that way. You have enough to contend with without adding unnecessary guilt to the list of things on your plate right now. Love from the Mauters
Tim <timcar@rconnect.com>
Charles City, IA USA - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 03:38 PM (CST)

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You don't know me but I have been following Chayton's progress and are keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers. I am a pediatric oncology nurse and hope that hospice works out. It can be a wonderful support not only for Chayton but for all of you, and they should be able to help you keep him as comfortable as possible.
God bless.
Josie <joelle@thegrahamfamily.com>
London, England - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 02:48 PM (CST)

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Lean on the everlasting LORD. I pray that you feel God's presence and Love.

- Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 02:34 PM (CST)

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Darrell & Dawn,
I have been following your journal and am filled with many emotions. You have been blessed with a wonderful little guy. Please know that your family is in our thoughts every day and we are praying for you. Keep up the strength and give little Chayton an extra hug for us!!!
Pam & Ron & Family
Pam Grommersch <gropork@rtsmn.com>
Nicollet, MN Nicollet - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 01:10 PM (CST)

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Hi.I hope Chayton gets over his canser soon.And gets better than he was and is.And hopefully he dose not have to go back to the hospitile.get well soon Katee dralle
Katee Dralle <wddairy@iowatelecom.net>
Greene, Iowa Greene - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 11:21 AM (CST)

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When God calls little children to dwell with Him above, we mortals sometime question the wisdom of His love.


Perhaps God tires of calling only the aged to His fold, so He picks a small, beautiful rosebud before it can grow old.


God knows how much WE need them, and so He takes but a perfect few...to make the land of Heaven even MORE beautiful to view!


Believing this is difficult, still somehow we MUST try, the saddest word we can hear on Earth, will always be "Good Bye".


So when a little child departs, we who are left behind must realize that God LOVES children....TRUE ANGELS are hard to find.

Winthrop, - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 11:16 AM (CST)

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We all prayed for you again at Peace Church today. My God bless all of you! Please know that his arms are wrapped around you to give you comfort during this trying time. What a WONDERFUL family you are! Bless you!

Winthrop, MN - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 11:08 AM (CST)

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Hey Chayton! I hope today, (Sometime) I can come and see you!!! I am always thinking about you and praying that a mircle will happen! And if it doesn't, we all know that God is gonna take such good care of you!!!

"The journey is the reward"
** Just remember the Journey Little Chayton is taking!!!!

God shall wipe all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death,
nor crying, nether shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
-Revelation 21:4

With Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 10:52 AM (CST)

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I have just spent hours ready your journal. My heart is full of emotions. I've never met Chayton but I feel as if I know him personally. Your family is constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Believe in God and he will help you always! Peace!
<sammy@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 10:18 AM (CST)

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Dawn and family,
Hello to all of you. I hope today is as wonderful as yesterday was. My thoughts and prayers are with you today as with everyday. I will try and give you a call later today.

With all our love, prayers, and support today and always,
Love Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 10:00 AM (CST)

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To A BRAVE LITTLE BOY & His Family, I am not very good at this sort of thing but am letting you know that our thoughts and prayers are with YOU. Keep the Faith.
Mauter Family <timcar@rconnect.com>
Charles City, IA USA - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 03:01 AM (CST)

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Dear Chayton and Family, I found this poem a long time ago and as I went back and read it I knew it was for you. Just remember that Chayton will always be a part of you and you won't forget him. I am so deeply saddened (sp) with this news. But we got to remember that Chayton is going to be in a better place, with no pain and no suffering. I'll keep praying and your Family is always in my prayers!!!!!

When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things we didn't get to say.


I know how much you love me, as much as I love you,
And each time you think of me I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready in heaven far above
and that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love.


But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I'd always thought I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for and so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you .
I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had.


If I could relive yesterday I thought just for awhile
I'd say good bye and kiss you and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things that I'd miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow.


But when I walked through heaven's gate, I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiles at me, from His great golden throne,
He said, " This is eternity and all I've promised you".
Today for life on what is past but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last,
and since each day's the same day, there's no longing for the past.


But you have been so faithful, so trusting, so true.
Though there were times you did some things you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven and now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me. don't think we're far apart.
for everytime you think of me, I'm right here in your heart


Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 12:42 AM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley & Little Chayton – Just wanted to let you know we're thinking about you and praying very, very hard! We know that God will keep taking care of you Chayton, whether it be here on earth or up in Heaven. Still praying for extra strength and courage for you all. Take care and God bless each and every one of you!
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 12:27 AM (CST)

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Hello to everyone at the Anderson home,
I hope after I left that the day was as special with Chayton as it was before I left. I really wasn't ready to leave yet when I had to go. I made the trip home safely as you know. I tried to call a little after ten, but no answer, so I will just try again in the morning. You really don't know how much Chayton has touched my life. He is such a fighter, and a CHAMPION. I count my blessing everyday that I had the privledge of knowing this couragous little man. His laughter today was beautiful, and the way he said Mommy, and Daddy, was just unbeleivable. I am so thankful I was there to see it. Do me a favor give those beautiful children of yours hugs and kisses for me. I am always here for you if you need anything just let me know. We will continue to pray for you all, and that very special miracle that Chayton needs. MAY THE GOOD LORD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU IN HIS ARMS NOW AND FOREVER.
I love you all.
You are in our prayers, thoughts, and hearts every minute of everyday.
Love always,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 11:29 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley and Chayton:
You are so special to so many. I am amazed at how even those who don't know you are thinking of you during this time. Please know that we hold you all in our hearts and are just praying that you all would know the comfort and grace of God during this time. If you need anything, let me know. Peace to you all.
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 09:27 PM (CST)

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Even though we have not met, my heart is so very heavy at the recent developments with Crayton's monster! Jesus is going to have one very special little angel in his fold and will care for him so well. I am so thankful I was able to care for Logan so Carla could spend some quality time with your family. You have one very strong faith and I really don't know how you have been able to keep up the journal. We do hope your determination will be support for other parents whose little ones become afflicted with the monster. May God give you the strength to deal with every stage ahead of you.

Marge Johnson <mjohn1@powerbank.net>
Cresco, IA - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 08:46 PM (CST)

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Dear Andersons,
Just wanted to let you know that I have seen Hospice at work and they are wonderful. They are professional but so caring. They are trained so well to be a help not only to their patients but also to the patients families. They will understand and respect your need to be the primary care taker. Our hearts are saddened by all that has happened to your family in the last week and we pray for that miracle to happen.

Jane Anderson
Nicollet, - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 07:08 PM (CST)

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Darrell & Dawn, I am so sad to hear of Chayton's news, but we will continue to pray for all of you. Just remember we are all here for you if you need something or someone to talk to. God Bless....
Dan, Sue, Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 05:06 PM (CST)

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Anderson Family
Just got on line and like everone else am at a loss for words.Your such a strong and loving family, and Dawn I give you praise for keeping us updated because I don't see how you can do it at a time like this. My prayers and thoughts continue for you and your family exspecial for comfort and peace! I am not giving up my prayers are still going up to Jesus and maybe Chayton will get his miracle, but if God does take him he must need a very speical little Angel. May God give you the strength to endure what ever is to come! God bless you and your family We love you!!!!!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 05:04 PM (CST)

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My heartis overflowing with all kinds of emotions for Chayton and all of your family. My grandson Tyler is one of theRhabdoid Kids and I can only imagine what you all are going through. About 2 years ago my uncle spent his last few months at my mother's home with help of hospice and our family. It was a most special experience. Each hospice nurse or volunter we came in contact with was an angel. I urge you to seriously consider their service. May God give you the strength to endure what is to come and to hold you all in the palm of his hand. God,s blessings to your beautiful family.
Joyce Wilson <jwilson@prairieinet.net>
Sidney, Il.. - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 02:51 PM (CST)

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Hey guys~
You guys are the only ones I think about. I think of you guys in school here at home even right now!!!!Chay thats good you are eating!!!Keep it up!!!!!How is Gatlin&Ashley doing???????You guys keep an eye on Chayton!!!!Chayton you are just a cutie!!!!!!!!!

Love ya guys






Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 11:33 AM (CST)

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Dear Dawn and Darrell,

I am Jesus'little lamb,
Ever glad at heart I am.
For my shepherd gently guides me,
Knows my need and well supplies me.
Loves me everyday the same,
Even calls me by my name!

Day by day at home away,
Jesus is my staff and stay.
When I hunger, Jesus feeds me,
Into pleasant pastures leads me.
When I thirst he bids me go,
Where the quiet waters flow.

Who so happy as I am,
Even now the Shepherd's lamb.
And when my short life is ended,
By his Angel hosts attended,
He shall fold me to His breast,
There within His arms to rest.

Another childhood hymn that I committed to memory and have shared with my children that I think is especially appropriate for Chayton, Gatlin, and Ashley. When our son died, as well as my father and sister-in-law, it helped to remember that death is just a short separation for those who believe in Christ as their Savior. Some day when God decides it is also our time to join Him in heaven, we will again be reunited with all those we love and miss who have gone to heaven before us. And the happy part about that is that when we see them in heaven it will be for eternity - with no sickness or pain. This is a promise from God for all believers, a promise that is sure. I continue to pray for your family, for a miracle, but if that is not part of God's plan for Chayton, then for a peaceful and painless end - and that in Chayton's last days, that he is surrounded by the love that has been God's gift to him, all his life - the love of your family.
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 11:27 AM (CST)

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Dear Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley & most of all, Chayton,
I am so sorry to hear the awful news. I pray that Chayton has a peaceful journey "home" and your family takes comfort from the support around them.

Like I said before, cancer is horrible. When my uncle passed, they had been having Hospice come in and help and I just have to tell you that those Hospice nurses are truly angels.

Chayton is a very lucky little boy to have such a wonderful family surrounding him. The love he has encircling him is is infinite.


Warren & Mandy Blumhoefer, Nick, Ally, Lucas & Cole <wamandy@means.net>
Winthrop, MN 55396 - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 10:24 AM (CST)

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Chayton, our little angel on earth, I am having a hard time believing that you might not make it through this horrible battle. You have been so very strong and have fought with such dignity, you are truly inspiring. Even though it seems impossible to give you up, I know that if it is to be . . . you will be smiling while you're sitting on Jesus' lap. I hope and pray that you have an easy and painless journey. It's comforting to know that you will go from the LOVING and COMFORTING laps of your loved ones here, to an even more LOVING and COMFORTING lap. I still pray and pray for that MIRACLE to come . . . SOON . . . NOW!!! I can't give up hope yet Chayton. I love you!!!
Colleen
Winthrop, MN - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 10:02 AM (CST)

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Dear Darrell, Dawn and family, I am saddened by the news of Chayton's last few weeks. I am praying for all of you. I hope you get strength from all of the prayers and e-mails from those who care. I know you are afraid of the unknown that is ahead. You will be able to face it, with your faith and the support of your family and friends. You are two amazing people. Remember our talks....you have done everything humanly possible for your son and you WILL find comfort in that in the weeks and years to come. Chayton is lucky to have you both as his parents, he knows he is loved. God Bless you all.
Sylvia <SJC1961@YAHOO.COM>
Mendota Heights, MN - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 09:12 AM (CST)

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Hi. You don't know me but that doesn't matter. All humans experience emotions and I know you must be going through lots of them right now. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers as you go through this difficult time.
Khalita <khalita.jones@duke.edu>
Durham, NC - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 06:58 AM (CST)

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Continue to show your love to Chayton. Never doubt that you did whatever you could to win this battle. God wants this little angel. "A time to be born, And a time to die; A time to plant, And a time to pluck what is planted:"--Ecclesiastes 3:2 I will pray for Chayton and your family.


- Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 01:33 AM (CST)

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I cannot begin to tell you how sad I am for Chayton and your whole family. I will be there for you in any way I can.
Missy Ridler (note new email address with underscores) <only_family_friends@email2me.net>
Nicollet (at this time), MN USA - Saturday, December 29, 2001 at 01:02 AM (CST)

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I wish only the best for Chayton!
"God's finger touched him, and he slept" Just remember that angels with always be with Chayton!
May god Bless you!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 11:22 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn and Darrell,

I am so sorry to hear your sad news - This familiar children'shymn that I memorized as a child and sang to all my children before and after they were born may be a nice addition to the songs to share with Chayton:

Jesus Loves Me!

Jesus loves me this I know,
For the Bible tells me so.
Little ones to him belong,
They are weak, but He is strong!
Yes, Jesus Loves Me! Yes, Jesus Loves Me!
Yes, Jesus Loves Me! The Bible Tells Me So.

Jesus loves me He who died,
Heaven's gates to open wide.
He will wash away my sin,
Let his little child come in!
Yes, Jesus Loves Me! Yes, Jesus Loves Me!
Yes, Jesus Loves Me! The Bible Tells Me So.

Jesus loves me He will stay,
Close beside me all the way.
If I love Him when I die,
He will take me home on high!
Yes, Jesus Loves Me! Yes, Jesus Loves Me!
Yes, Jesus Loves Me! The Bible Tells Me So.

Treasure each available momment you have. Although short, don't ever lose sight of the gift from God that Chayton's life has been. His love and struggle has touched you and many others. His life has taught all of us volumes. My love and prayers go out to you and your family as you face this sad time.




Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 11:10 PM (CST)

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I JUST READ YOUR UPDATE OF 12/18/01 ON YOUR PRECIOUS CHAYTON AND THE TEARS ARE STILL FLOWING FOR HIM AND YOU. YOU WILL ALL BE IN MY PRAYERS TONIGHT AND THE FOLLOWING NIGHTS. MY LITTLE 3-YR OLD GREAT-GRANDDAUGHTER SARAH MARIE COLBY BECAME A LITTLE ANGEL ON 11/09 SO WE KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. IT IS SO HARD TO "LET GO". GOD MUST HAVE A GOOD REASON FOR TAKING OUR LITTLE ONES AT SUCH AN EARLY AGE.
MARY MARTIN <IMMARTIN7@AOL.COM>
LAKEWOOD, CA USA - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 10:14 PM (CST)

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Chaytons family;
I pray for the strength to get you thur this time- but God needs his angel to come home; let him go with dignity.
God bless you all.

- Friday, December 28, 2001 at 09:34 PM (CST)

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We check your site SO many times throughout the day...just hoping for some good news. It's so sad to see how hard you try to do whatever is possible to save your precious son, yet this monster keeps getting in the way. It is SO unfair. You can at least know you did everything in your power because you love your son that much. Some children are not that fortunate! You can all be proud of the love and devotion you have shown to him and will continue to do so. We are praying for all of you and hope that one way or the other, you can find peace. We continue to hope and pray for the miracle to happen...they exist...so let's hope it happens soon. You are constantly in our thoughts and prayers.
Kurt & Carla Karstens <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN 56073 - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 07:37 PM (CST)

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This is for the most Caring Loving Family. Darrell Dawn Gatlin Ashley and Chayton, We are hoping that everything will be peaceful for all. We are hoping for that miracle but it looks pretty grim, but remember we can't give up hope. I got on the site at 1 o'clock this morning and read it then I got Missy up and we read it together again,we felt so bad about Chayton and wishing it would get better for him. This morning I went with Missy for the closing on their home. Her and Steve went back to work and I did a few things then came home. Got on the computer and check out the site I could or did not want to believe what I was reading. My heart goes out to you guys. One thing I know is that God has given you guys more of the strength caring loving. It maybe hard to understand but you guys have been trying everything you could, and if there is anyone that says you haven't let them talk to us. You have done your best and Chayton knows that he is so loved. That is why he is still with you. That monster wants him. If Chaytons times comes God will take him and cuddle him love him and care for him like you all have. Let us know if there is something you want us to help you with.We will try and be there. My heart aches so bad for you all and My tears don't stop falling. GOD PLEASE HELP THIS BEAUTIFUL FAMILY. WE WILL PRAY AND PRAY THAT EVERYTHING LIKE A MIRACLE MIRACLE MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN. Love All and God bless

Love
Betty and Wayne

Betty and Wayne Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Minnesota - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 06:26 PM (CST)

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A great sadness has enveloped our hearts after reading today's message. Tears cloud our eyes and we are paralyzed to know what to say. Our faith and hope are still strong, but reality has a double-edge and many times cuts our hopes and dreams into pieces before we can bind them together. May the Lord be with you all this day.

Larry & Marcia Pitzenberger <pitzen@yahoo.com>
New Hampton, IA - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 04:11 PM (CST)

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Little Chayton – Know that I am thinking constantly about you and your wonderful family and praying for extra strength and courage for you all. I'll keep asking God for that miracle, and I'll remember that whatever happens, will be what's best for you. Take care and God bless you all.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 03:01 PM (CST)

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For the Anderson family,

My thoughts continue to be with all of you. As I read the entry for today, I was moved by the wisdom and strength of the writer and the love that is so very much a part of this family. A child who has an illness as critical as Chayton's is fortunate to have a family who loves him so very much as not all children have that precious gift although all deserve it.

My hope for you is that you strongly consider Hospice. That organization offers what every family with a critically ill loved one needs and deserves to have. While my experience in using their services was different, as I helped my mom through the dying experience, and we ended up using their services for only a few days, I cannot say enough good about them. If Chayton does not recover, your family will need support and guidance through the grief in order to come out the other side of it, however long that takes for each individual and as a unit, as whole as possible.

The experience you are going through is intense and tremendously painful and each person will have their own needs in healing...and I say this whether there is some miracle for Chayton that keeps him here in physical form, or whether he will be present in the spirit form...the grief process is a part of the human experience and we haven't been given much of a manual to follow in how we move through it. What we have been offered, however, is the love and experience of people who have been trained and/or have worked through grief of their own and understand that each person has their own timing and that working through the grief is, indeed, a process that cycles and that there are no shortcuts. That you can have through the wise and gentle people of Hospice. Hospice followed up with me for a year after Mom's death and offered input and support that was invaluable. What they offer is a gift and a guide on the path of healing.

You also have the gift of a pastor, who is my friend, who understands the grief process deeply and who knows how to listen with his ears and his heart.

And, you have love of others surrounding you...a small sampling of which you see in the guestbook. Allow that love to fill you and sustain you. Peace to you and to Chayton, precious child.

Julia Johnson <jujolodi@psaccess.net>
Oelwein, IA USA - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 02:23 PM (CST)

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I am speechless...I don't know what to say...We love all you and wish we had an answer...
Miss&John
Charles City, IA USA - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 02:04 PM (CST)

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Dawn and Darrell,
I cry as I sit here. You are both so brave and must be so proud of not only your fighter but your whole family. Know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Will write more later!
Nancy Coleman <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 10:53 AM (CST)

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Dawn and family,
I wish I knew what to say - I am so sorry that it's come to this for Chayton. You've got to be so proud of him for the fighter that he's been. I have never met you personally but you have got to be the most amazing family. You have always made your feelings known to Chayton and he knows how very, very much he is loved - that is one precious gift you've given him and you are so lucky to have been able to do that. I know you won't give up yet - my thoughts have been with you many, many times this morning. I'm still praying hard for him and your family - if it it his time, may he go peacefully and painfree.
Lynnette Biermann <lynnetteb@unverferth.com>
Shell Rock, IA USA - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 10:15 AM (CST)

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My thoughts and prayers have always been with you, but today I am praying twice as hard for a miracle for Chayton.
Melanie Meinert
New Ulm, MN USA - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 10:04 AM (CST)

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I can't even begin to imagine the heartache that you guys must be feeling. You guys sure are strong, because if it were my little girl I don't even think I could handle writing down what is happening or could happen. I admire your family for being so strong. Miracles happen every day and I hope you receive one. But you will always have memories and I am sure with someone as special as Chayton you will have some great memories!! But don't get me wrong I still hope you recieve a miracle!!! Chayton sure is a tough little guy.

- Friday, December 28, 2001 at 10:00 AM (CST)

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Dawn,
I am here for you if you need me, just let me know what I can do. My heart is breaking for you. I will pray an extra prayer tonight along with the other prayers we say nightly for you guys. Just know the God is there for you, and your family. Don't give up hope. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. I will call in the morning to see how you are doing. I love you guys, and I wish I was there with you to hold your hand and to hug you. Lean on me if you need to. Let my shoulder be there to hold you up.
You have all my love, support and prayers!
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 12:15 AM (CST)

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Darrell & Dawn and family - we are lost for words after reading the lastest update. We will continue to pray for little Chayton and the rest of the family as well. Hang in there, God is with your whole family always!!!
Dan, Sue, Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 10:13 PM (CST)

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Chayton:
I'm thinking of you and praying really hard for you and your family.
Michele Kohn
Courtland, MN - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 09:28 PM (CST)

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Darrell & Dawn,
I am sorry to hear about little Chaytons condition. My prayers and thoughts continue for you and your family.
God Bless
Cindy

cindy petersen
North Mankato, MN - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 09:10 PM (CST)

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What can I say? Praying for comfort and peace for little Chayton, and peace for Dawn, Darrell and the kids.
Lisa Woodroffe
Robbinsdale, MN - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 08:21 PM (CST)

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Dear Little Chayton – We continue to pray hard for you! We will keep reminding ourselves to trust in the Lord with all our heart, and with all our mind, and with all our soul. We will remember that He never leaves us...we will remember that whatever happens is what's best for you...hang in there buddy...we're pulling for you!!! God bless you Chayton. Take care everyone.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 08:18 PM (CST)

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I just want to let you know that I'm here for you. I stop in and see your dad and Lou to catch up on the news and to put smile on their faces. You are a very stong woman Dawn and I want to commend you for the strength you have for your son. I wish I could see you so I could give you a big hug. I told Lou if they need a driver anytime that I would be glad to bring them up to MN to be with Chayton. I had the pleasure of spending time with your other two children and they sure have a lot of energy and love for their family. Chayton and all of you are in our prayers and we pray the new treatment will be successful. Hang in there I will always be there for you just let your dad and Lou know if you need anything that I could possibly do for you and your wonderful family. Love Mischa
Mischa Auchstetter Eveland <mischat1@excite.com>
Nashua, Ia USA - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 07:58 PM (CST)

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You guys just treasure every moment you have with your little Chayton and know that so many prayers are going to our Saviour for all of you. Remember, it isn't over until it is over and there truly are miracles--whether it be to save Chayton or to give him back to the Lord and bring some understanding to you. God's plan will one day be revealed to you. Our hearts just cannot know what you are feeling. Just know you are in our minds and prayers constantly.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@powerbank.net>
Cresco, IA - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 05:47 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn and Family,
I am at a loss for words. I just don't what to say, but May the Blessings of God be bestowed upon you. God will see you through this. I just don't know what else to say. I am so sorry. I will pray and pray hard for you. I love you guys, and my heart is breaking. I am truely dumbfounded. I will call you soon.
All my love
PRAYERS AND SUPPORT are yours today and always
Carla and family

Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 05:15 PM (CST)

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I am so heartbroken at reading your latest entry. Cancer is such a cruel demon. I watched an uncle of mine pass from it about a year ago and that was horrible so I can't imagine what you are all going through. Just remember that you have many people thinking of you constantly and angels watching guard. Take care.

Mandy Blumhoefer
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 04:30 PM (CST)

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We're praying for you. God is with you.

- Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 03:55 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn and Darrell,

So heartwarming to hear that you had a happy and memorable Christmas. We were gone for a few days so I just got caught up on Journal entries. We will keep praying - praying for a miracle for Chayton and your family in 2002!
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 01:46 PM (CST)

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Hey Chayton. I hope things are going good. I hope you don't have to stay at that darn hopital too long. Get better Buddy!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 09:46 AM (CST)

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Just wanted to check in and tell you thank you for the samples of candles and to wish you a Happy New Year - may 2002 bring you a wonderful miracle. I've spent "many" hours in the Rhabdoid Kids site - thank you for suggesting to go there. The two Dawson's Songs brings tears to my eyes every time I play it.
Lynnette Biermann <lynnetteb@unverferth.com>
Shell Rock, IA USA - Thursday, December 27, 2001 at 08:45 AM (CST)

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We are so thankful for you to have had such a special Christmas with your family all together and Chayton able to enjoy his sister and brother too. Hang in there and we pray 2002 will be the miracle year for you.


Marge Johnson <mjohn1@powerbank.net>
Cresco, IA - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 05:34 PM (CST)

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Hello Anderson's: Just thought we'd let you know we're still thinking about you and praying real hard! Take care and God bless you all!
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 04:14 PM (CST)

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Hey guys Merry Christmas and a happy New Year hope everything is going good give those kids a kiss and hug from me tell Chayton I miss him and hope to see him real soon. Hey Dawn it was nice seeing you again in Hutchinson got to go for now hugs and kisses from our home to yours. Love ya guys.
Stacy Hagman <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
Lester Prairie, MN - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 02:46 PM (CST)

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Catching up on all of your news. Sounds like Christmas was hectic but very good. Having your family around you is the best!! Our thoughts and prayers are with you always. Tony and Scott keep asking how you are doing, Dawn, they want only good things for their little cousin and her family too. May the blessings of this Christmas season be with you all and know that God is there to lean on through your family and friends. Pastor Frey is working very hard to make this January fund raiser a success here for Chayton!!!
Larry & Marcia Pitzenberger <pitzen@yahoo.com>
New Hampton, Ia - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 02:36 PM (CST)

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Chayton and family,

Thinking about you and wishing you the very best this time of year. We love you! Merry Christmas!
Heidi Lynch <heidi.lynch@aexp.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, December 26, 2001 at 08:38 AM (CST)

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Merry Christmas to all of you at the Anderson home. I am glad to hear that your Christmas was a good one for the most and I am also glad to hear the kids are feeling better. I am glad that Santa was there to cheer you up and that the kids enjoyed him being there. Santa must have been a busy man this season, giving us a lot to be thankful for. I know that Santa was good to this household. I just signed in quick to wish you all the best for the year to come, and let you know that we are thinking of you and praying for the miracle we all want. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
All of our love, support and prayers go out to you all on this joyous holiday season!
Love Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 11:23 PM (CST)

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We are so happy you had a good Christmas. With the new year approaching, may it bring only good things for you. You all deserve it.
Keith & Marge
- Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 08:27 PM (CST)

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Chayton and Family:
Just wanted to wish you all a "Merry Christmas".
Michele Kohn
Courtland, MN - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 09:29 AM (CST)

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Hey Guys Merry Christmas And A Happy New Year's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love Ya Guys
Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 08:42 AM (CST)

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley and Chayton,
Merry Christmas. Happy, Healthy New Year to you all. You are in my prayers. Thanks for the updates Dawn.
Sylvia
Mendota Heights, MN - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 08:23 AM (CST)

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Anderson family just wanted to wish you a Merry Chritmas--- God Bless you I'm still praying and I Love ya'll May never met you in person but when we all get to heaven I am going to look you up ! And will be able to say don't we have a good God! Be happy because its Jesus Birthday!


Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 10:11 PM (CST)

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Merry Christmas to you all. Enjoy the season, our prayers are with you every day.

Keith & Marge
- Monday, December 24, 2001 at 10:06 PM (CST)

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Merry Christmas!!! God bless you all!!You are constantly in our prayers and thoughts.
Karen Koch <kkoch@ameriquest.com>
North Wales, Pa - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 06:26 PM (CST)

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Dear Andersons,
Just stopped by to wish you a merry Christmas and a happier new year! Our prayers remain with you all. Also I need you to stop by the church office to get your social security numbers and Darrell's signature on a sheet for the bank where we set up the account for Chayton. They need it by the 30th. Thanks

Pastor Kevin <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 11:39 AM (CST)

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The Greatest gift is LOVE. MERRY CHRISTMAS. Jesus is the Reason for the Season.

- Monday, December 24, 2001 at 11:30 AM (CST)

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Merry Christmas Anderson Family. You are in my Prayers over the Holiday Season. May God Bless you!!

With Love, Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN` USA - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 11:28 AM (CST)

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Hey~
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!!!!!
Alyssa Neid <neid_09@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 09:58 AM (CST)

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Dawn and family,
Hi, I just signed in quick. Thank you for all of your good news lastnight on the phone. It certainly made my Christmas a little Merrier, if that is a word and if I spelled it correctly. I just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas. I love you guys. Say hello to the gang, and wish all well for me. I hope this will be a very happy Christmas for all of you. God has blessed your life with a wonderful family, and wonderful children. Everytime I talk to you it takes me back to the good old days ya know. I love it. It does my heart so much to remember. I have missed you, and now that I have found that connection that we had years ago, Let me tell ya I am not going to let it go again. You are my sister in every sense of the word blood or not blood. I love you bunches. Have a great day.
All my love
prayers and support to you today and always,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 09:52 AM (CST)

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Hi Andersons, Merry Christmas and a Healthy Happy New Year. I don't always sign the guestbook when I come on but I do check the journal almost daily. Thank you for keeping us all updated, it has to be hard to do while you are so busy with everything else. Keeping your family in my prayers.
P.S. Where can I get candles around Winthrop?
Terri Muchow <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 09:17 AM (CST)

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Hi Anderson gang! Dawn thanks for keeping us all updated on Chayton and the rest of your family. You are such a sweet person. You guys hang in there and keep the faith. God Bless and have a great Merry Christmas.
Dan, Sue, Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, mn - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 09:07 AM (CST)

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The man in Green Mile really could not heal with his hand but we all know someone who really can and that hand has been guiding you each day with each decision you have had to make. You just keep letting that HAND guide you and Chayton is going to be fine and so are Gaitlin and Ashley.
You definitely have it figured out in trying to help someone else since there is no way to repay those who have helped you. Let us know what we can do with your friend who needs the kidney transplant. I know you will have a very Merry Christmas with all of your family because you will be celebrating the birth of our Lord and Saviour.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@powerbank.net>
Cresco, IA - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 07:16 AM (CST)

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Hey everyone,
My nephew let me use the internet at his place so I can finally get back on with you. I've just finished reading your latest journal entries and my heart just breaks hearing about all of the pain and agony that Chayton and you as a family are going through. I just believe you are doing all that you can do for your precious little angel. You know I've been following you guys since I learned about this page and I feel like I've become close to Chayton and your family even though we've only met so few of times. Fred told me that Jimmy was over to your place. When he was telling me about how Chayton was doing during their visit I couldn't help but shed tears. You have been doing such a wonderful job in what you have been doing to save your little angels life. Try not to let others get you down with their negative attitudes about what your doing for your son. He was put into your hands by God to take care of the best way you know how and that is truly what you are trying to do. You know the best for Chayton and your family. Give Chayton a great big hug from me. I wish that I could do something for you this Holiday Season. I wish I had the financial capabilities to help you out. My thoughts and prayers are with you still and will remain with you for as long as you need them. May God Bless you with the most wonderful Christmas gift in the world...The gift of healing for your precious angel.
Ann and Fred Jutz and Family
Gibbon, MN USA - Sunday, December 23, 2001 at 07:46 PM (CST)

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Dawn~
I am so proud of you, girl, for keeping us all up to date on Chayton, I hope it helps you as much to write it as it does to read it.
John, I and Colton will be up tomorrow with G'ma and G'pa Kraft. Can't wait to see you all. I need to get some candles from ya.
Well, I guess I have to go...
I'll e-mail ya on your personal,kay.
Love YOU MADLY!
Miss
Plainfield, IA - Sunday, December 23, 2001 at 03:15 PM (CST)

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I was reading your entry and decided to follow what you said and take a look at other children with Chayton's condition, wow was I surprised. I could not believe all the site with children and cancer. It makes me wonder why God does this??? Why the children??? But then I am always reminded that God only gives us what we can handle. A lot of those web pages that I read were very conforting. This week I found out that a co-work of mine has cancer and he is only 26, plus is wife is five months preganat with their first child. Even worse this is second time having this monster. WHY WHY WHY. I just wanted to let you know that I checked out those sites, I must have been on line for at least 4 hours. I pray for you all, may God be with all of you this Christmas season.
Candace
Omaha, Ne USA - Sunday, December 23, 2001 at 12:38 PM (CST)

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Dear Anderson Family

My thoughts and prayers are with you all. Wishing you all a Merry Christmas.

mary heron (christopher's mom) <christopher94@hotmail.com>
Canada - Sunday, December 23, 2001 at 10:19 AM (CST)

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Dawn,
I was glad to read your update. I'm sorry Chayton wasn't up to par today, hopefully he will come through and tomorrow will be better. I tried calling tonight, and talked with your mom, she said you were out Christmas Shopping. Great! I can't wait to hear how that went. I can't wait to hear what Santa brings the kids.

Mike and Roger say hello, and wish you all a very Merry Christmas. They send there best to you and to Chayton. Roger is considering seriously cutting his off and donating it to Locks of Love-I think it is. He told me today, I told him I thought that was a great idea. If he's going to cut it off, at least it's going to a good cause. It is so long and beautiful. It's looks like mom's hair used to look. Ya know I miss her terribly sometimes. Anyway I just wanted to sign and let you know we are thinking of you today, and everyday for that matter.

I love you bunches. Take care of those sweet and wonderful children, and yourselves. Make sure you say hi to the entire family for me and tell them all We love them and wish em a Merry Christmas.

All of my love, support and prayers go to you today and always!!
Love
Carla and Family
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 10:16 PM (CST)

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Dear Anderson Family:
I have been trying to call you and see how things where going, But no one was home. I know you are probalbe in Iowa spending time with your kids and family. This is the time to spend it with your family and freinds. I just wanted to wish you a Merry christmas. And I hope you have a good one. I will be thinking of you and your family.
Hope you have a happy and safe one. talk to ya soon. take care.
Terri Schmidt
- Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 01:22 PM (CST)

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I am thinking of your family so much these days and am so very thankful to have be to part of the planning committee for your fundraiser in New Hampton on January 20. At least maybe I can help relieve some of your suffering from this monster!!! Hope today is a good day for Chayton and all of you.


Marge Johnson <mjohn1@powerbank.net>
- Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 01:11 PM (CST)

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I check your website daily to see how Chayton is doing. I will be thinking of you over the holidays and hope that Chayton feels well and you all get to enjoy the magic of Christmas together. I hope the phone cards made it to Gatlin and Ashley and that they enjoyed using them.
Tracy Wilson <tracywilson@prairieinet.net>
Broadlands, IL - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 12:06 PM (CST)

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A special message to Gatlin and Ashley:
I have a little girl in Mrs. Nosbisch's Kindergarten room at your school. Her name is Emma Frey. She prays for your brother too. I hope Santa is good to you. You are two neat kids and deserve a wonderful Christmas.
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 10:51 AM (CST)

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Hi Anderson family, I hope you have a great Christmas. It is nice that Chayton is home for Christmas.
Carrie Nelson
- Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 10:06 AM (CST)

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Hi,
Just wanted to let you know we're still praying for that Christmas miracle for you! I sent a check with John yesterday for our raffle...hope it helps! Also hope your mom made it up there o.k. Not sure why, but nothing will show up when I go to rhabdoid kids - i'll try again though. Keep hanging in there and hopefully you can have a great Christmas.
Lynnette Biermann <biermann@netins.net>
Tripoli, IA USA - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 07:09 AM (CST)

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Was great to see you all tonight. Chayton is such a sweetie, and he still smiles and giggles and throws kisses.
He definetely is an inspiration to all. Thanks for the rhabtoid info,will look it up and see what is out there.
Keep your chins up, you are doing remarkable.
God bless you all.
Keith & Marge
- Friday, December 21, 2001 at 10:49 PM (CST)

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Chayton,
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! We're glad to hear that you're doing good. I keep informing my class all that is happing to you. We'll keep hopeing and praying for you Chayton!!!


Amy Anderson
Nicollet, MN USA - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 02:44 PM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley & Little Chayton – Thanks for the update...I'm glad you're feeling a little better Chayton. We'll keep praying for that special miracle! Also praying for extra courage and strength for you all. Goodluck with the new treatment...hope you're able to do it. Take care and God bless you!!!
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 08:27 AM (CST)

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Dawn and family,
I am sorry I didn't get the chance to call you tonight, I did try to call lastnight around 9:30, but didn't get an answer, so I thought I would try tomorrow night. I am so glad to hear today went better. I was worried about you lastnight. I love you all and I am praying for you. Lastnight, and tonight both Logan and I sat down and said a prayer for Chayton. I hope all goes well tomorrow. I will talk to you soon. If you are interested Brent and the rest of the Cadet Basketball team won their game tonight, by a landslide, they beat them 64-32! It was a great game. I will continue to ask for prayers, and I will continue to pray for the miracle we all want, and the one Chayton deserves. You have all my love, support, and prayers today and always.

All my love,
Carla and familyc
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 01:07 AM (CST)

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Dear Dawn, Darrell and family,

My prayers are with you all. So sorry to hear the news of the past few days. I hope Chayton is feeling better. Remember, if you need anything or have any questions just call. Everyone at Children's is there to support all of you. I hope you two remember our talks and I know you will have the strength to get through this. Praying for a miracle for Chayton.
Love, Sylvia




Sylvia <SJKC1961@AOL.COM>
Mendota Heights, MN - Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 04:47 PM (CST)

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Was saddened by the last update, but continue to pray, for both Chayton and the family. What a difficult time this must be for you. I can't begin to imagine what it must be like. But remember, God is with you through this journey. He will not forsake you. Ask him for the strength you need to get through this.
Keith & Marge
- Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 04:46 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn, Darrell, and Kids,

I Love the new pictures:-) I am so sorry to hear of Chayton's discomfort and the most recent need for urgency. What a rough road this has been. I continue to pray for your family. I wish some how I could make Chayton's illness all go away, or wake you up and tell you it's all been a bad dream. I thank God you understand and have shared with Chayton the saving message of Christ's birth, death, and ressurection. At this Holiday Time, it is so important for Chayton to know how much God loves him, that He sent his one and only son to live a perfect life and die for all of us so that when we die, whenever that may be, we can live forever with Him in Heaven. That assurance is a gift, one that can calm a troubled heart. That assurance also reminds us that death whenever it may come is only a separation from our loved one's for a short time, because when we die, we will be with them in heaven for eternity! Have a treasured Christmas:-)
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 03:47 PM (CST)

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Beloved Ones,
Our hearts continue to hold you close in this time. Wrap each other up and know that we are praying for the best gift in the world -- Chayton's healing.
We love you all,





Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 02:44 PM (CST)

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Little Chayton – Just wanted to let you know we're thinking about you and still praying hard for that miracle. Take care and God bless you and your family.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 02:11 PM (CST)

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Our thoughts and prayers are with your whole family. I can't imagine what you guys are having to endure. Not to mention what Chayton is going through. You guys keep fighting and remember that God works in mysterious ways. I hope you can have a Merry Christmas and make some happy memories to cherish forever.
Patti, Mike and Mackenzie Dettman <Patti_Dettman@Entegris.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 10:48 AM (CST)

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Hi All, my heart aches for all of you having to go thru this. Chayton, you keep fighting and we will keep praying for you and your family. I am so sadden by reading this update today, I can't image what mom and dad have to feel right now. But remember NEVER give up. We all love and care for you!
Dan, Sue, Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@huthtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 10:05 AM (CST)

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Chayton and family,
I want to let you know we are thinking about you and your family every second of the day. I can't imagine what you are going through. I wish I had all the answers. There are so many people who care about you and love you. We will never leave your side. I promise... Our prayers are with you Chayton.
Heidi Lynch <Heidi.Lynch@aexp.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 09:13 AM (CST)

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Amen.

- Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 08:07 AM (CST)

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Oh Lord My God, I have prayed and prayed for a miracle for Chayton. I try to be patient and let it happen in your time, but Lord . . . I don't understand the suffering!!! Why this innocent child? Why not some evil person that is bent on killing other people and total destruction? Am I not praying enough or hard enough or asking in the right way? Show me what to do or how to do it!!! Why this little angel???? Why not me???? Please forgive me for my weakness and questioning your "PLAN", but I just don't understand . . . I've seen your miracles . . . why not Chayton??? Why can't we keep him here with us??? After all the stress we have all been through as a country, we need a miracle like Chayton. Show me what to do . . . I feel so helpless!!! I do LOVE you and nothing will change my faith. Please take Chayton's pain and suffering away and give it to ME!!! AMEN

Dawn, Darrell, Chayton, Gatlin and Ashley here's a big hug for you . . . ready??? OOOUUUUHHHHHH!!!!

- Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 01:49 AM (CST)

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I have a grandson Jake Hendrix who has Rhabdoid cancer. He is a beautiful little man like your son and our hearts break when we see him suffer so we know what the family is going through. I hope that you have support and that together you are able to fight this horrible cancer. It is the unknown that is the hardest and quality vs quantity.. so many unanswered questions and so damned unfair - our beautiful children should not have to suffer like this. I hope and pray that you have a peaceful pain free Christmas.
Dianne Hendrix <di@onexerro.com.au>
Brisbane, Qld Australia - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 11:52 PM (CST)

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ANDERSON FAMILY HATE TO HEAR THE BAD NEWS EXSPEICAL WITH CHAYTON IN PAIN. BUT I'AM STILL BELIVEING CHAYTON GOING TO GET HIS MIRACLE WON'T THAT BE THE GREASET CHRISTMAS PRESENT EVER ASKING GOD THAT YOU GET IT SOON! YOU ARE A STRONG FAMILY SO HANG TIGHT TO EACH OTHER WITH ALL YOUR LOVE AND LETS BELIVE FOR OUR MIRACLE! GOD BLESS YOU AND HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR WITH GODS HELP YOU CAN!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Texas U.S.A. - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 11:34 PM (CST)

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Chayton, May you be pain free and at peace. We all pray for this to end. God loves you, and he is crying with your mommy and daddy. He also feels the pain of your cancer. May he take it away, and make you comfortable during this time.

- Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 10:53 PM (CST)

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The Andersons:
I have no idea what to say after reading your news, but I just wanted you to know that I and alot of our employees at Unverferth are still pulling and praying for Chayton. Miracles can and do happen. We're selling quite a few of the raffle tickets and will plan on sending the money with John to bring back to you for the holidays. I've talked (emailed) to your mom a couple times, Dawn and think we have it planned when to get some of the candles. I've never met any of you (but John), but I admire your whole families' closeness and strength.
Lynnette Biermann <biermann@netins.net>
Tripoli, IA USA - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 09:47 PM (CST)

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Chayton & Family,
We have not forgotten you and check your story every day. Your journey is now more difficult but hang in there. Trust in Him to help all of you through this and to do what is right for Chayton.

Jane
Nicollet, - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 09:13 PM (CST)

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Dawn,
I am so so sorry to hear of this horrible news. I am at a loss for words, I just don't know what to say. My heart aches for you all. Maybe with Christmas right around the corner, the miracle we are all looking for is there. I continue to pray for you guys. Chayton you are a hero, and a superhero at that. May God grant his love unto you, and may he heal you with his love. Hang in there, we are rooting for you little man!! Always! You are never far from my thoughts, my heart or my prayers. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help.
I will call you soon!

All my love, support, and prayers are yours now and forever!
Love always,
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 06:29 PM (CST)

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Hi Chayton and Family-
I just read your update and my heart aches for you. We will continue to believe in that special miracle to happen. Stay Strong.
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 05:34 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell & Sweet Little Chayton – Just want to let you know we will continue to pray and pray and pray and pray as hard as possible...we'll keep looking for updates, hope things turn around soon. We'll ask God to keep granting you that extra strength and courage. Hang in there. We know all things are possible through God!!!!!!!
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 04:49 PM (CST)

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Darrell & Dawn:
Just finished reading your update, my heart goes out to you! Like many others, I read your update first thing when I get to work each day, and hope for good news each time that Chayton has "WON" the match with the horrible monster. Have a wonderful holiday season

The Meyer's - Mary, Dustin & Carlene <mlmeyer@hutchtel.net>
Litchfield, mn - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 03:34 PM (CST)

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I'm sorry I haven't written in so long. It's very busy. You know with the life I live. Anyways, Cassandra goes to Children's tomorrow; Lifelink will be at the house at 8:00 am. Andrew is doing great too. We hope to see you all soon so we can all give hugs and shed our tears.

I wish there was something I could do for you all that could work, oh wait, One of Cassandra's nurses told me a story about her friend who had cancer. She got on the internet and looked up info. Anyways, shark cartilage, yes I know that it sounds funny, but this lady had it put in a liquid form and gave it as a shot, or else ate it, I'll ask her tonight. The cancer is gone. I told her I HAFT TO TELL THEM! Maybe it can help.

I wish I could see you. I don't have Andy until sunday, so maybe?? Like I've told you before, Call me and I will come and walk through this with your family, always.

Love,
Sarah and kids
sarahstarkey@yahoo.com
Monticello, - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 02:14 PM (CST)

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Dear Andersons,
I heard about Chayton at Thanksgiving time after reading an article in the Waverly newspaper. We don't know you but are thinking about you. It is hard being a parent when things are going well; I can't imagine what it would be like in your situation. I am sorry that your family has to experience this.

Thank you for sharing your story and taking the time to do your daily updates--I don't know how you can find the time or strength to let people know what is happening. It is heartbreaking what your family is going through. I check your website daily hoping that Chayton gets the miracle you are waiting for.

If you know of a store in Waverly that has Chayton's candles I would like to buy some.

You are in my families thoughts and prayers and we wish you the best!
Valerie & Shawn Roach <svroach@netins.net>
Plainfield, IA Bremer - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 12:48 PM (CST)

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It just makes our hearts ache for you when we read about all the pain and suffering all of you have to deal with. We continue to pray for your family and especially for Chayton, and wish you all the best of luck. God Bless you all....
Kurt & Carla Karstens & Family <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN 56073 - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 08:29 AM (CST)

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Dearest Darrell Dawn Chayton Gatlin and Ashley,
You all are such a wonderful family, you are dear to my heart, I just wish that I could make miracles happen, if I could I would make the best one that ever happen. I am sorry for not putting in and entry when I would check out the site. There is times that I hurt for you so bad that I was lost for words. I wanted to comfort you guys but I just couldn't find the words to help you. We can not give up hope. If you don't give up hope, hope there will be. When I read your jounal today my heart just sunk, but we have to hang in there. I am sure by the responds that you know that we did not give up on you guys. Don't feel alone because we are all here for you. We will keep praying for all to have the strength that you all need. Take care and God bless you all. Love Ya. Wishing a very Merry Christmas and New Year to all. Gatlin and Ashley I sure hope that Santa bring you guys alot of thing because you two sure have been good.

Love All
Betty and Wayne


- Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 01:11 AM (CST)

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Dearest Darrell Dawn Chayton Gatlin and Ashley,
You all are such a wonderful family, you are dear to my heart, I just wish that I could make miracles happen, if I could I would make the best one that ever happen. I am sorry for not putting in and entry when I would check out the site. There is times that I hurt for you so bad that I was lost for words. I wanted to comfort you guys but I just couldn't find the words to help you. We can not give up hope. If you don't give up hope, hope there will be. When I read your jounal today my heart just sunk, but we have to hang in there. I am sure by the responds that you know that we did not give up on you guys. Don't feel alone because we are all here for you. We will keep praying for all to have the strength that you all need. Take care and God bless you all. Love Ya. Wishing a very Merry Christmas and New Year to all. Gatlin and Ashley I hope that Santa bring you guys alot of thing because you two sure have been good.

Love All
Betty and Wayne


- Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 01:09 AM (CST)

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Hey my beautiful friends,
Never forget we love you, and we are always there for you today and always. Chayton is very special. We will keep praying for you!! I love you guys.

Call you before friday. Take care and keep those chins up.
God will answer our prayers!! I beleive in miracles, and Chayton is one miracle, that words do not discribe!

Love you all!
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 10:58 PM (CST)

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Hello, I wish things would be going better for you and your family. I want you to know that I check up on chayton all the time I just don't have time all the time to write something. but i am praying for him and your family all the time and I never stop thinking about you.
I know that you and your family have been throw alot and I just hope your family have a good and happy Christmas.
well, ontil next time, I will be thinking and praying for you and your family.

Dawn and Darrell, please remember if you you need anything let me know and I will try to help!!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!!
TERRI & DAN SCHMIDT
WINTHROP, - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 09:30 PM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of Chayton and your family everyday. I check your journal every night Dawn and hope to see some good news. Sounds like you have lots of wonderful people out there praying for Chayton. There is alot of Postive support and that is what that Cute little guy needs. Hang in there!!
Michele Jordan
Ia - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 09:08 PM (CST)

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The news doesn't sound good, but remember, it is always darkest before the dawn. We are still praying, as hard as ever, for all of you. May God watch over all of you during this difficult time.
Keith & Marge
- Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 08:52 PM (CST)

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Dawn,
Hi, I am sorry about the news you received today. I have to be in Cresco at 7:30, so I didn't get a chance to call you back, but when I get home I will. I promise. Keep up the good work!! You are a great mother, and Darrell you are a great father! Keep your chins up and beleive things will get better. I pray for you all the time, and I know others are as well! I will talk to you around 9:30.

All my love, support and prayers go to you today and always
Love
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 06:58 PM (CST)

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Dear Anderson Family,
My heart aches for you and what you are going through at this difficult time. Know that you are in the thoughts and prayers of many and that the heavenly angels are keeping watch over Chayton and your family.

Mandy Blumhoefer
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 05:15 PM (CST)

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You don't know me and we'll probably never meet, but I check this page daily (often more than once). I think of little Chayton all of the time. I found this page through your cousin who posts on the Moms of Jan 2001 babies page. I've only signed the guestbook once before, because I've worried that you would think "who is this stranger signing in". But wanted to let you know that I have told others about Chayton's battle. They ask me often "how is that little boy that you are watching on the internet". So there are many many people thinking of your family and Chayton. You are a beautiful writer and your family's story has moved me tremendously. My daughter has a illness that though not life threatening is a challenge. I share many of the same thoughts you wrote about last night. It is hard being a mother and feeling so helpless when your child is hurting. You have so much strength, though I bet that you do not think so at times. It appears as you have many loving friends and family to help you through everything.

God Bless
Dawn & Family in WI <jfritzell@aol.com>
Appleton, WI - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 04:36 PM (CST)

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Dawn & Darrell, I just wanted to let you know that we are praying hard for you. You are in our thoughts daily. Keep fighting!!! God Bless!
Nickie, Andy, & Cole Rettmann <nrettmann@dfamilk.com>
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 03:44 PM (CST)

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Chayton and Family,
I just read your journal. My heart hurts. And yet I know that yours hurts so much worse, Dawn and Darrell. Please know that so many are holding you in their thoughts and prayers this day. Heavenly angels guard Chayton and the Anderson family this day and night, dear God.
We love you,
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 03:41 PM (CST)

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Dear Chayton, we think about you all the time and keep praying for you. You have alot of people all across the country keeping an eye out for you. Keep on fighting. We hope to see you soon.
Amy Anderson
Nicollet, - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 02:43 PM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley & Little Chayton – Just wanted to let you know we're thinking about you and praying ever so hard for that miracle! Take care and God bless you all!!!
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 02:35 PM (CST)

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Hi Anderson Family-- Glad to hear that things went well yesterday! Keep up the postive thinking! And we will continue to Pray for not just Chayton but all of you, hope you have a great christmas and happy new year.
Dan, Sue, Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 11:37 AM (CST)

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Just checking in to see how you are doing today. God sure knew what he was doing when he gave Chayton to you guys. So many would have given up so long ago -- you hang in there - there is some plan here that we can't see but surely do feel when I read your journal. You have been blessed with a gift to be able to share every experience and there has to be a reason there. You are continually in our thoughts and prayers.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@powerbank.net>
- Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 10:03 AM (CST)

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Hi, just to let you know I too check almost every day and my womens group is always asking how things are going as we all are praying for you.
Dana Mohr, Paynesville
- Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 09:39 AM (CST)

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I was happy to hear everything went so well yesterday. Keep up the positive thinking.
Amy <Amyu@cusb.com>
Cresco, IA United States - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 09:35 AM (CST)

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Anderson Family: Although we do not know each other (and I can't even remember how I found your website-thru a link from another child with cancer I think), your family is in my prayers daily. I always check for the latest entry each morning as soon as I get to work. I hope knowing that even strangers are praying for Chayton will bring you comfort and hope today. Christmas Blessings to you all!
Cathy from North Carolina
- Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 07:45 AM (CST)

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I just wanted to let you know that I do follow Chay's story, and that he is in my prayers. I lost my niece to this awful desease in November. Cherish every moment you are together. God bless you and your family.
Chris
Phoenix, AZ USA - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 04:17 AM (CST)

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Hey little buddy, there you go again showing us how much of a fighter you really are and proving those smart doctors wrong. You keep doing that!!! Your strength is unbelievable. You know you are an inspiration to us all . . . what we may think is difficult is nothing compared to what you have been through in your young life!!! Keep on amazing us . . . God is working through you.

Dawn, Mrs. Munson is correct when she said that you are a good writer. Thank you so much for sharing your most difficult times with us all. And through it all, you give us hope and convey the LOVE you and your family have. You and Darrell are also an inspiration. Keep it up even when it's tough . . . keep on hanging tough!!! I was so happy to hear that the tumor hadn't spread and the way TX makes it sound it's a good thing that it has grown some so that it can be broken down. Here is the start of God's miracle!!!

Gat and Ash, you two are the coolest big bro and sis anyone could have. I miss you guys bunches and can't wait to play with you again soon.

Love you all bunches and GOD BLESS YOU DEARLY!!!

Colleen Dietz <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 12:57 AM (CST)

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Dawn we always don,t know what to say I check everyday to see what is going on I have never left you and just like god never will i have met a lot of people across the internet but your family has touched my life more than anybody ever has! but God is still on the thron and he still answer,s prayers our time is not his time I draw closer to god everday! and I am still praying for Chayton! let me tell you i know god still answer prayers because my cousin 14 year old girl was missing for 4 or 5 days we all began to pray and I put prayer request up to go around the world praise god she was found alive and well so he still there for us and i belive in my heart he going to bring Chayton through this! so belive in your heart and hold tight to the love your family has! i carry ya,ll picture in my bible and pray everday for yall so hang in there!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx U.S.A. - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 12:21 AM (CST)

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Dawn,
Just know that no one has left. I am sure they just didn't know what to say. I check in often, and sometimes I read the same one over and over again. And then there are just times that I am speechless, and I don't know what to say. All I can tell you, If you ask you shall receive. Know it, and Beleive it. We are all here for you. I personally will be here for you till the end of time and then beyond. Don't give up hope. When there is a will, there shall always be a way. As mom would say "Why you got that puss on your face?" God is there for you, never forget. He shall lead us. I was once told, "God never gives you more than you can handle, even if you feel like you can't bear it." He tests us until we think we will break, and yet he gives us the strength to carry on. You and Darrell need to be strong even when it hurts. Your beautiful children need you to beleive, even if their beleif fails them, or faulters. You need to show them the way, just as you have been. Chayton is one very special little boy to have you in his life, he couldn't have asked for better parents. You love him, and you'd give everything for him, and that is what we as parents do. I don't have the answers for you, and I wish I could perform the miracle we are all waiting for. If I could heal what is wrong, know that I would. If I could make the hurt and pain that you feel go away, I would. If I could do anything, and I mean anything to make things better, know that I would. I have asked God for so many things in life, and some he has given and some he has taken away. But he gave me you, and for that I am grateful. I can not say that I understand exactly what you are going through, but please know that I am here to help. Don't feel alone, and know that I am only a phone call away. I will call you tomorrow as soon as I can after work. I love you guys. We will pray as hard as we can today and always.

God Bless!
Love Carla and Family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 11:49 PM (CST)

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I was doing my last entry as you had just made a new entry. I hoped to still see the new photos you were going to put up. It is now 11:35 p.m. and I have to break down and go to sleep.

Missy <Ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 11:27 PM (CST)

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Sorry I hadn't written lately. I have definitely been thinking about you guys. Don't ever doubt that. I wasn't feeling well so I didn't get a chance to see you which I really wish that I could have this weekend. I do not want Chayton to catch anything from me.

HANG IN THERE!!! Remember to check the counter of all those who read about Chayton. I know you had lots of guestbook entries, but did you know that you have had 22,970 check out the site? I just checked the counter. I hope this cheers you up. Some people just don't know what to say.

Chayton: Keep smiling!!! :) :) :) :) :) We're praying for you.

Gatlin & Ashley: Thanks for being so wonderful and caring to your little brother.

Dawn & Darrel: Remember I am there for you if you need to talk or help out in anyway that I can. You are so amazing. I admire your love, faith, and strength to do such a great job in a very difficult situation. It's late but I really hope to get in touch with you tomorrow or on Thursday.

Good luck on the MRI. He has already proven he can beat this. Don't give up the hope. May God bless you with the best Christmas ever!!!

Missy <Ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 10:47 PM (CST)

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Dawn, I don't know if you remember me as your English teacher at Nashua, but just wanted you to know that I keep you, Chayton and the rest of your family in my daily prayers. I know the fight is exhausting, but you have a lot of love and support surrounding you. This is my first visit to your web site and will be returning often. By the way, you turned into a nice writer and more importantly, a wonderful mother!
Mrs. Munson <kmunson@iowatelecom.net>
New Hampton, IA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 10:41 PM (CST)

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Hi-
I just came from a meeting in Cresco. This was a meeting with my other Mary Kay Consultants, and I sent the picture I had printed off of the web page with a gal from Sumner and she is going to try and take up donations where she works. I also passed out the webpage address to those interested and picked up a few more donations. I also asked for all the prayers I can get. Chayton is a very special little boy. He has blessed my life, just by meeting him, he has done that for me. You have a special little boy in your presence. His laughter warmed my heart, and his smile melted me. May God Bless Him with his so he may heal and become whatever in life he is destined for. Thank You Dawn for being my friend through all the years I have needed your shoulder to cry. Now I am returning the favor you bestowed upon me in my time of need. When ever you need my shoulders to be strong to carry you through I am here. When you need a shoulder to cry just let me know I will be there in a heartbeat. When you get lonely think of the memories we share, like for instance all the things we talked about Saturday. YOU ARE NOT ALONE! I am here for you and your family. Prayers go out tonight for you and yours from all over. MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY TODAY AND ALWAYS, FOREVER AND EVER!!

All of my love
and all of my prayers,
God Bless,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 09:51 PM (CST)

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Dawn,
Hey it's me. I just want to let you know that we are praying for guys as much and as hard as we can. The Good Lord will come through for us! I know he will. I am sending out another email, asking for prayers, and I have to go to a meeting tonight, and while I am there, I will be talking about Chayton. So keep your head up, and know I am here for you. I will call when I get home.

I love you guys, God Bless you now and always!!

Love Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 06:16 PM (CST)

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Chayton & Family,

Like the many others that have left entries in the guestbook over the last couple days, we continue to check your website and include your family in our prayers. We hope you find comfort in the many words of encouragement from those near and far. We pray for good news today from the doctors. May God Bless You.
Lynn Schultz <thefarm@madtelco.net>
Madelia, MN - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 05:22 PM (CST)

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We spent the best part of two years at Duke Medical Center with our 2yo grandson. He was so precious to us, and also was such a fighter. (for 2 years) May the Holy Spirit uphold you all during these times. The Peace of the Lord be with you all.
Kathy Adams <kathysadams@yahoo.com>
Andrews, NC USA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 04:32 PM (CST)

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Carla Johnson told us about Chayton. I wish you the best of luck and hope things go well for you today. Thinking of you.
Amy Ullom <amyu@cusb.com>
Cresco, IA Howard - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 04:22 PM (CST)

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My family and I pray for Chayton's recovery every day as well as all the Rhabdoid children including my nephew.
I check your updates daily! Rest assured my whole family has the state of PA and NJ covered with numerous prayer chains going on. God bless and keep you strong.
Karen Koch <kkoch@ameriquest.com>
North Wales, PA USA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 03:29 PM (CST)

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Hi Chayton.
Though I have never met your family-I am just letting you know how you are in my thoughts and prayers always and especially today; its all I've been thinking about since I woke up this morning. Stay stong!
Michele Kohn
Courtland, MN - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 01:34 PM (CST)

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You don't know me, and I don't really know anyone who knows you. I found your website while looking for infomation about a type of cancer a little girl in California has. I have checked your website daily for quite some time now since I first read your story, and in a way I feel like I have come to know you. I have prayed for Chayton and his healing, for you as his parents for strength and the supporting arms of our Loving God to hold you up when you re weak, and for the rest of your family from whom you have had to be separated. I know you are facing a lot of unknowns right now, and I just wanted you to know that you are not alone. Not only do you have the support of many friends and family members, but also of people like me you may never meet. Just trust that God has Chayton in His care, and even when the waters are turbulent and the road is rough, He is right there beside you.
I care,

Leslie K
Winston-Salem, NC - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 01:28 PM (CST)

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Just wanted you to know that even though I don't sign the guest book everytime I'm on, you are never out of my thoughts and prayers, especially on a day like today. In fact I can't stop thinking about you all and praying hard for Chayton's miracle to happen. I'm waiting . . . not too patiently either . . . for news about the MRI results. This is a long day but I keep hoping and praying that it will ONLY be GREAT news!!! Don't ever think you're alone . . . there are many, many people that you don't even know that are praying for you all!!! But just in case you're still feeling alone, here's a hug for you OUHHHHHHH!!! Love you guys bunches and can't wait to hear from you!!! It has to be a GREAT DAY!!!
Colleen D <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 01:09 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn and Darrell,

I am sorry for not signing in each time. Don't ever think I have stopped praying for you and for Chayton. I can't get your struggle out of my head today. Your families struggle leaves me so sad inside - truly, all I want for Christmas is to hear the news that Chayton will be alright. Patiently waiting.....
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 12:50 PM (CST)

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I know it is a day later. But I hope everything is going to be alright and everything will come out good in the end, it has too. You know that. We love you family so much we are always thinking of you and we pray all the time that this little boy (bundle of joy) is going to be all right. I just ask God all the time that he places a mircle on him. I have so many friends that ask about him all the time. They don't know his web page. But they still ask. And they always wonder about him and how he is doing. Me and Steph are going to give blood today. Steph is getting nerves I just told her that "think it just might go to somebody like chayton and it will help them out" Then steph feels alot better. She said that she is not going to be nerves. Talk to you later
Kylee Messner <k_messner@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 12:28 PM (CST)

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To the Andersons-We're still praying for Chayton and your family.My apologies for not signing the guestbook but we have not forgotten about you.please ask for help if you need anything!!!!!
Jenny O.
Winthrop, mn. America - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 12:20 PM (CST)

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Just wanted you to know that I visit Chayton's website every day. When I get to work and sign on thats the second thing I do is pull up his website to see if there is a update. I don't sign register everytime but you can rest assured that I pray for him everyday. So Chayton is being prayed for everyday in North Carolina.
I wish for you and your family a very blessed Holiday and I know the best present God could give you is for Chayton to get a good report from his MRI today. May God bless you.

Helen Caldwell <JCaldwell02@Sprynet.com>
Graham, NC USA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 12:02 PM (CST)

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For Chayton and his family,
While we have never met, I am a friend of Pastor Frey and he emailed me asking that I join in the prayers for Chayton and his family. When I looked at the photos on the website, the first things I noticed were the eyes of the children and what I saw were eyes of children who know love. To the parents: thank you for giving that gift to your children.
For the family: May you feel the love of the Universe embrace, warm, and support you. Breathe in that Love and ever-present Light and know you are not alone.

Julie Johnson <jujolodi@psaccess.net>
Oelwein, IA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 11:44 AM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, and Chayton,
I know we haven't signed your guestbook for awhile, but please be assured that we have checked Chayton's page daily and he and your family are part of our family's prayers. Positive thoughts will be with you today!
love, Michelle, David, and Patrick Caldwell
Michelle Caldwell <mhcbball@soncom.com>
Minneapolis, MN US - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 10:48 AM (CST)

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Hey Andersons:
Don't know if you will check this before you get word on the MRI but know that you are NOT ALONE today. Many people are lifting you up in prayer and "God is our strength and shield a very present help in times of trouble." We put you into God's hands this day as you are always there. Do not be afraid. Easy for me to say, I know it, but grab ahold of some of the faith of those who love you and are praying for you all. Take care,
p.s. The donations continue to come it for Jan. 20th.

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 09:46 AM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn and Little Chayton – We continue to check in on you each and everyday. We are praying extra hard for Little Chayton and his family!!! Hope all goes well with the MRI. We'll be patiently waiting to hear how it went! Hang in there...God is with you! Take care and God bless you all.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 08:53 AM (CST)

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Good Morning!
We are hoping that all the prayers that are being said for your family will have a positive result today with your MRI. Please remember that each member of your family is an inspiration to all of us. God Bless you all!
Chris & Monique Kehr
Chris & Monique Kehr <Monique_Kehr@Gelco.com>
Lutz, FL USA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 08:49 AM (CST)

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Carla Johnson keeps me posted, we are neighbors and friends. Be assured your family is in the prayers of many.
Keep your faith. God's love will bring you through this.
Cherri Caffrey <cadetmom76@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 08:46 AM (CST)

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Good luck with the MRI today. I hope that you get the news that we are all praying for. Take care and God Bless.
Mandy Blumhoefer
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 08:45 AM (CST)

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I have been following your story Chayton, and my prayers are with you and your family today as they have been for the past few months. You are such an incredible family, so strong and supportive of each other. I'm praying for good results from your MRI and continued strength for you and your family. May God Bless you all and may you, your sister, brother, mom and dad have a blessed holiday season.

- Monday, December 17, 2001 at 08:45 AM (CST)

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Good Morning!! Good luck to day with the MRI. We are praying for you all.
Love you!
Sue Anderson
Winthrop, MN - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 07:53 AM (CST)

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OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU TODAY, AS THEY HAVE BEEN ALL ALONG.
MAY GOD GIVE YOU THE STRENGTH TO GET THROUGH THIS TOUGH DAY. JUST ASK HIM FOR HELP WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE THE BOTTOM IS FALLING OUT, HE IS THERE TO HELP US ALL IN TIME OF NEED. WE JUST NEED TO ASK. GIVE THE LOAD TO HIM, HE WILL HELP YOU CARRY IT.
KEITH & MARGE
- Monday, December 17, 2001 at 07:36 AM (CST)

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For those of you reading the guestbook before going to work or about your day, I suggest your forward the opening page of Dawn's journal to everyone in your address book as I did this morning. You need to feel the strength of our love and prayers today and everyday ahead, Dawn and Darrell, and little Chayton's life (as is all of ours)lies in God's caring hands. Please let the light of His radiant love shine on you today and always.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@powerbank.net>
Cresco, IA USA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 07:02 AM (CST)

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Hey there family!!! Sounds like we gotta put our dukes up again, huh, little man? We're all out here praying our hearts out to help you fight the good fight,kay? I sure wish we could be up there, Dawn&Darrell. G'ma&G'pa stopped by & dropped Abby off on the way up today. I should've found a way so I could go with them. Colt said to John and me last night,"I wonder what Dawn&Darrell are doing, huh, mom?dad?", coming from a little man that has had a fever of at least 103 since Friday. Dominic went to church today and asked if everyone could please say a prayer for his little cousin, Chayton. Hopefully, Dominic will be able to come up to MN for X-mas with us! Well, sweets, WE LOVE YOU ALL-we hope this filled some of that "alone" feeling...
Aunt Miss
Charles City, IA - Monday, December 17, 2001 at 02:32 AM (CST)

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To Chayton and his family,
I've been checking your updates regularly, but have never actually signed in and when I read your letter today, I just wanted to let you know that my families' prayers are with you and are wishing for the very very best tomorrow. I work in the personnel dept where your brother (John) works, Dawn. His supervisor gave me your website address and I've been checking it ever since. The first time I printed the whole thing off and sat and read with alot of tears shed. We are having a chain saw carved Santa made and donated by one of our employees at Unverferth Mfg. raffled off this next Friday with the proceeds to Chayton and his family.
Once again, I just wanted you to know you ARE in our prayers and hope the next update will have good news.
Lynnette <biermann@netins.net>
Tripoli, IA 50676 - Sunday, December 16, 2001 at 10:44 PM (CST)

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So many people are with you by thoughts and prayers. You are not alone! You hear on the streets by strangers and friends on how there is a little boy fighting a big monster and his life is on the line. People deal with things differently. Please keep expressing all of your fear and frustrations. Everyone is here to support you, but sometimes we just don't take the extra few minutes to let you know. We pray for Chayton! Take care and try to keep the strength for Chayton. Good luck tomorrow with your MRI Chayton. We all LOVE you!

- Sunday, December 16, 2001 at 09:56 PM (CST)

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hi,guys nice to see you in church!!!!!!
Kelsi Pagel <pagel_09@hotmail.com>
winthrop, mn - Sunday, December 16, 2001 at 12:52 PM (CST)

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With so many prayers for Chayton's healing, one of these days we pray you can look back on all of this with wonder at the miracle that can happen. God does work in those who love him--it's just so hard to wait for that miracle to happen. We pray so diligently for some answers to all your questions on Monday. God will indeed be there with all of you then.

Remember everyone, prayers do help but your monetary support is also needed to help pay Chayton's bills and I do hope you will respond with your generosity by sending your donations to Pastor Kevin Frey at Trinity Lutheran in New Hampton. (Address previously posted).
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@powerbank.net>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday, December 15, 2001 at 06:16 PM (CST)

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Dawn and family,

Hey just thought I would write to tell you that things are looking good here. I do not have the totals yet from lastnight because my orders are still coming in.

If anyone is reading this you still have time to donate and or send an order, the best way to contact me is via email. csljohn@hotmail.com Please I am shooting for the biggest amount possible!! Lynnette if you are reading this May God Bless You and thanks for your order, and your help for helping to make this a success!! I urge you all to atleast think about placing an order!! Or a donation that is fine too!! I appreciate all of your help!!

We need to know how to get ahold of some candles. I know everyone is itching to sell them for ya. Give us the highlights on them if you can, please!! I would love to give it a try atleast. Maybe you can post how to get them!!

Keep up the good work Chayton!! Stay strong, keep your heads up, and pray like you have never prayed before. I have faith our prayers will be answered!!

Happy Holidays to everyone out there!! May God Bless each and everyone of you.

Dawn and family we love you and we pray for you today and always!!

Love Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Friday, December 14, 2001 at 07:18 PM (CST)

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Hi guys, it was such a wonderful surprise when you called on your cell phone to ask us to come to Kansas City to pick you up. You were broke down alright, calling from the car in our front yard. But your joke sure worked. We were estatic to see you all. Chayton our little BIG man, you looked so good to grandma & grandpa's eyes. Grandpa was up all night waiting & worrying for you to get home safely. He worried it was Friday night & knew you weren't going to stop to sleep & would be so tired. I don't know who missed who more, Mommy & Daddy or Grandpa & Grandma. But it was certainly a wonderful weekend to see everyone back safely. We will have a wonderful christmas this year. Alot we can be thankful for. A friend of mine here in Waverly is a mutual friend of Pastor Frey in New Hampton. Her name is Kay Becker. Pastor Frey use to be her minister in Denver. So when I see him I promised to be sure to say Hi for her. Well better go have to pick Grandpa up from work. See everyone tomorrow, to get my candles for sale. Have done great in the Waverly area, & hope to continue on.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Friday, December 14, 2001 at 03:01 PM (CST)

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Hey chay babe!! I hope you are having a great day!! I hope everything goes good for you on Monday. Chay, you show those doctors that you can overcome this thing, and you will. We all love ya. You mean so much to so many people. Me and Steph are going over to Gaylord on Monday to give blood. We will be thinking of you. It is going to be the 4 time giving blood!! Isn't that great. And it was worth it everytime. :) Well mabe I will see ya this weekend. Talk to you guys later. Love ya lots
Kylee Messner <k_messner@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN` USA - Friday, December 14, 2001 at 12:21 PM (CST)

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Chayton we are beliving that MRI is is going to be ok and it shows to be gone we still belive in God and know he can do anything! You keep fighting and Hang in there! You are In my prayers always!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, December 13, 2001 at 11:49 PM (CST)

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Dear Darrell and Dawn,

Our family continues to pray for you. We will wait impatiently for the news of Monday's MRI. It is a blessing that Chayton is able to celebrate Christmas with your family. Our family prays it will be one of many to come.
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN 55335 - Thursday, December 13, 2001 at 03:42 PM (CST)

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Hi Chayton! You are such a trooper! You hang in there, God has a plan for you and your family and none of us know's what that is, but we can keep that prayer going and hopefully he will answer us soon.

Mom and Dad you two are such strong people, I don't know if I could do the things you do for your kids! Keep the faith and hope going, God will answer our prayers for Chayton soon.
Dan, Sue, Heather, Nick & Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
GLencoe, MN - Thursday, December 13, 2001 at 09:21 AM (CST)

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Chayton you little angel . . . ohhh how great it is to see you again. I can't even begin to tell you how much I missed you're precious smile and addicting giggle!!! I still see you in the "the public eye" when you are in your twenties and thirties and still being an inspiration to us all!!! I have absolutely NO DOUBT that GOD has something very special for you in mind. (as he has already) I know you have a direct line to him and I'll continue to hold on to your bootstraps. Thanks for warming my heart!!!

Dawn and Darrel, I don't think anyone knows how much you guys go through every day . . . including you!!! You guys truly amaze me!!! What you do on an daily basis; giving Chatyon his med's, comforting him when those same med's get to him . . . no matter what time of day or night . . . remaining optimistic against all odds . . . etc!!! I could go on and on about all the things that have become a daily routine for you both but would be an overwhelming for anyone else. I just want you both to know I much I admire you and how impressed I am with you both. I just wish everyone could see a video of what you guys go through in a 24 hour period and how you handle it!!! I know you keep saying you're not strong . . . but you are sooooo wrong!!! If we all had half of your strength and perseverence, we common humans wouldn't have any problems!!!! Thank you for teaching me how to never give up HOPE!!! You both are the best example of how a parent should be!!! I hope you know by now that if there is anything I can do for you guys . . . just ASK!!!

Gat and Ash, you guys are the best!!! I had the greatest time playing with you!!! You know that you are the best medicine for your little brother. He giggles everytime he sees you!!! I just know that santa has to be especially good to you both!!!

Love you all bunches!!!

Colleen D
- Thursday, December 13, 2001 at 02:11 AM (CST)

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I hope Chayton continues to surprise us all. What a gift he is! I hope the rest of the family is doing well also.

Will we be able to get some candles directly from you? I would like to pick some up and use them as samples to bring to work and hopefully get many sold. Maybe we can get together on Sunday (12/16). I hope to call you before the end of the week. Can you get a picture of the candles on the photo site?!? That way I could also refer others to check them out and then they can check the rest of the site out as well.

I wish you all the best. Take care.

Missy <Ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal (moving soon), MN USA - Wednesday, December 12, 2001 at 07:08 PM (CST)

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Hey Anderson Clan,
It was great to talk to you, Dawn, yesterday. We got in some money this morning from the coin cans we have out in New Hampton. People are excited about the benefit. I know I am. Make sure that anyone up in Minnesota that wants to join us for the fundraiser knows he or she is welcomed. I know its a quite a trip but we love to have them.
Take care today. Our prayers remain with you,
Pastor Kevin
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Wednesday, December 12, 2001 at 09:28 AM (CST)

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Hey there Andersons!
I just wanted to write ya and say hey! Been thinking of you a lot and just wanted to let you know we are still here for ya. I hope Chayton is feeling better soon! And over this bug he has. Keep up the good work, we are all rootin for ya. I am still having the Holiday Open House on Thursday the 13th, and all the proceeds from the Mary Kay Cosmetics sold are going through the AAL branch #3667, to be matched dollar for dollar, so if anyone wants to place an order or anything like that you are free to give me a call. This one is for you Chayton, Gatlin, and Ashley(you too mom and dad)!!! I hope this helps you have a very Merry Christmas. If you need my phone number it is 563-547-3904.

God Bless you all!
Our hearts and our prayers go to now and always,
Love Carla and Family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday, December 11, 2001 at 10:58 PM (CST)

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Hi Anderson Family,
Good to see your car in the driveway and lights on in the house. I haven't had a chance to stop over to see you guys yet. I have a cold and don't want to infect Chayton. Let me know about the candles, I probably can sell a bunch at work. Tell me what I need to do, and I'll help as much as possible.
Terri <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday, December 11, 2001 at 03:51 PM (CST)

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Hey Anderson Family--
Just stopped by to read the update. I am working on getting the AAL and LB branch numbers listed on the posters to be put up about the benefit here. It should be a fun day. I hope you are all able to be with us then. Whatever happens, whether you are here or not, be assured that we WILL have the benefit. I think that there may be some interest here in selling "Chayton's Fire". Let me know if someone can stop by with some candles. Take care today.
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Monday, December 10, 2001 at 09:11 AM (CST)

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Dawn and family,
I am sorry to hear about your rough night, but I am glad to hear that things are better. I sincerley hope that Darrell is feeling better. I am sure the kids are just as happy to have you home with them again.

We will keep you in our prayers!! All of our love and prayers go to you today and always!!

God Bless You!
Love Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Sunday, December 09, 2001 at 05:20 PM (CST)

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YOUR IN OUR PRAYS
Lonnie Munson <sportte@swbell.net>
Oklahoma City, OK USA - Saturday, December 08, 2001 at 12:43 PM (CST)

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Nice to see you back in town. Hope everything is going well. We are still praying everyday so God gives you the strength to handle anything that is sent your way.
May God keep you safe.
Keith & Marge
- Friday, December 07, 2001 at 10:18 PM (CST)

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Dawn and Family,
Hey I am glad to hear things are going pretty well. I can't wait to hear from you again. How are the kids doing? I am betting that they are so happy to have mom and dad and Chayton back home with them again. We are praying for the miracle we all want so badly. I am hoping you can feel our love and prayers coming your way!! Talk to you soon!!

All of our love and prayers!
God Bless,
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Friday, December 07, 2001 at 05:29 PM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn & Chayton – Hope things are going well for you...we continue to pray hard for that special miracle!!! Welcome home, God bless you, and take care everyone.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Thursday, December 06, 2001 at 04:38 PM (CST)

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HOME SWEET HOME! I'm glad you're back. I hope to call you soon. Take care!

Missy, Steve, & Devin <Ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal--until end of Dec., MN USA - Wednesday, December 05, 2001 at 10:18 PM (CST)

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Hey Anderson Family,
It's a typical Wednesday here driving all the kids inbetween religion classes and choir practice and christmas program planning.
I'm trying to catch up on all the latest. I'm so glad that you made it home safely. I'm sure you were so happy to see your own home again. The love in your home with all the children together again must be unimaginable. Keep up the great work. We will continue to pray for all of your family and keep checking out the website to get all the info we can on the fundraisers for Chayton. People are so kind and giving at this time of year. I hope that you all have the chance to enjoy Christmas together now that you are all together once again. I can't wait to see new pictures of Chayton. He has to be growing and changing more all the time. But we understand how busy you must be. Our support and prayers are with you always.
Ann and Fred Jutz and Family
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, December 05, 2001 at 06:32 PM (CST)

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Hey! You must have brought is some good weather from Texas!! Thank you. Talk later, just thought I would see how you are doing. I am talking about going to see Stacy and the kids this weekend, maybe I can see your special family too!!:)

sarahstarkey@yahoo.com
- Wednesday, December 05, 2001 at 03:32 PM (CST)

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Glad to hear that things are going well for little Chayton. Keep your chins up and know that you have many people praying for a full recovery for your baby.

"You better live your best and act your best and think your best today; for today is the sure preparation for tomorrow and all the other tomorrows that follow."
-Harriet Martineau
Mandy Blumhoefer
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, December 04, 2001 at 06:08 PM (CST)

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Hi all!
I am so excited to hear that you have made it home!!! I am sorry I haven't written in a while but I have been busy planning a little Christmas Cheer for your family. Just for the record, if anyone is interested--I am having a Mary Kay holiday open house on December 13, 2001 at my home from 5:00pm till 8:00pm. A come and go type thing. Anything that is sold I am donating the money to Dawn and Darrell, to give the kids a little Christmas. As Marge Johnson (my mother-in-law) was saying, AAL is going to match any amount I submit dollar for dollar. Even if you can't make it and would like to place an order you can call me and leave your phone number, and address where I can send anything, and I will be happy to do so. When I say I am donating everything, I mean the entire amount raised is going to be donated. It will be sent to AAL and they will match it and send the check onto Dawn and Darrell. So to my wonderful friends Merry Christmas from the Johnson household.

If anyone is interested in placing an order my phone number is 563-547-3904. You can anytime and leave me a message, and please leave your name and phone number where I can reach you and I will get back to you as soon as I get your call!! Thanks for helping me out!!

Dawn and Darrell and family- May God bless you and keep now and always!! I will talk to you soon! All of my love and prayers to you today and always!!!

Love Carla Johnson
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday, December 04, 2001 at 05:40 PM (CST)

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Welcome back to tropical Iowa! No snowballs here. I have great news. Chayton's benefit is on for Sunday, Jan. 20th here at Trinity Lutheran Church. We'll have soup and sandwiches and even a Christian concert by former member of the Imperials, Sherman Andrus. Sherman will be singing at our worship services that weekend and he'll donate his time to giving a concert to benefit Chayton. The food will be served from 4 - 6:30 pm and the concert will begin at 7 pm. Please everyone pass the word and pray for the event. Thanks....Andersons--we continue to lift you and especially Chayton up in our prayers. Take care,

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Tuesday, December 04, 2001 at 04:51 PM (CST)

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Welcome Home!!!! Even if you will be in Iowa today, it is still closer than Texas. Hopefully the treatments will continue the way they were going in Texas. I'll keep praying that the tumor will keep breaking down and melting away. Keeping the faith.

Sue Anderson
Winthrop, Mn Sibley - Tuesday, December 04, 2001 at 08:01 AM (CST)

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Thank You God for bring this Family home safe again. I was so happy to hear that you guys are back in Minnesota again. Being in Texas was so far away but you were there for a good reason. We are so happy that Chayton is doing better. It is just great for how praying can bring miracles. Hope to talk to you guys soon." Gatlin and Ashley" Mom and Dad and Chayton are back, We know this makes your day and are happy :-) for you Two. Love All.

Love,
Betty and Wayne
Betty and Wayne Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Minnesota - Monday, December 03, 2001 at 09:16 PM (CST)

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Glad you are back! Don't forget to take a deep breath and take time to enjoy every minute of this holiday season. As always, my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN 55335 - Monday, December 03, 2001 at 04:06 PM (CST)

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I am very happy that I can help with the fundraiser here in Iowa for your family. Through Carla and some of the Munson family, I feel much closer to the cause now than when we started talking about it. We hope we can raise lots to help you provide care for your precious little Crayton. If anyone would like to send donations for Crayton's medical expenses, please send to Pastor Kevin Frey, 223 South Water, New Hampton, Iowa 50659 and make the check out to AAL Branch 3667. It has to go through that treasury and will be given to the Anderson family. AAL matches dollar for dollar and several branches will be participating. At the present time, donations buckets have been placed in businesses in the area. The money will be collected before the holidays so the Anderson's can give their family a little Christmas and help with present expenses. A soup, sandwich, ice cream fundraiser is planned for January. Our prayers continue to be with your famiy but more importantly Jesus is with you every minute of every day.
Marge Johnson <mjohn1@powerbank.net>
Cresco, IA USA - Sunday, December 02, 2001 at 08:24 PM (CST)

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Hey guys! We're exicted to hear you are comming home!! Hopefully we can get together, we miss you so much. I read that Chayton will havt to have a MRI for the next 25 years!! I'm guesing that Texas did something great for you all!!:) Thank you Chayton for sending the smiles and love to us!! We fill it and pray for you and your awsome family every day. I feel very blessed to have got the honor to have you all in our lives. Talk later, remember we all love you all! Call when you get home, so we can get together. Take care everyone!:) Love ya. Sarah and kids
sarahstarkey@yahoo.com
- Sunday, December 02, 2001 at 01:20 PM (CST)

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Sorry I haven't written recently. We sold our home and are packing, packing, and packing.

I'm glad things are going well with a just a few "bumps" in the journey. I can't wait to get in touch with you when you get back. I hope you have a very safe trip.

What is the website for the candle? I think I can get a bunch sold. I know some are very eager to find out when and where to get them. I think it is totally awesome that you think of other people in need too. You guys totally amaze me!

Are funds being matched anywhere if we send something to you? If so, where should we send a donation? I thought I read that there will be a fundraiser in Iowa with funds matched? Is that true?

I'm so happy that you get to see the other kids again. Take care and God bless you all. You've got the best Christmas gift of all!

Missy <Ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN 56055 - Sunday, December 02, 2001 at 01:47 AM (CST)

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Hey I am very sorry to hear what is happening to your son. I am letting you know how I got this address. I got it from Amy Anderson Chayton's cousin. I think that everyone she be thinking of everyone that they have lost and the people that are still living and treasure the moments you can have with them before it is to late cause you never know when something is going to happen to some one you treasure the most. I myself have lost some one and it has made me look at life alot different since it happened. I lost my mom. Bye
Kari Swenstad <partygirl_220@hotmail.com>
North Mankato, MN USA - Friday, November 30, 2001 at 08:08 PM (CST)

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Hey you guys Wayne and I love to see all the things that are going on with you all. We are hoping for a safe trip back home. Hoping that everything will go good for Chayton. We are praying for him and everyone else that everything will turn out "OK"!!!!!!!! Hope to see you back here in Minnesota. Ashley and Gatlin we hope to see you two :- ) God bless this wonderful family and take good care of them in everything they do.We are wishing the best for you all. Love ya !!!!!!!! :- )

Love
Betty and Wayne

Betty and Wayne Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Minnesota - Friday, November 30, 2001 at 12:16 PM (CST)

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Dawn,
I tried writing earlier, but at any rate my puter kicked me off while sending it, so I don't know if you'll get that one or not. I am so happy to hear you get your wish to come home. May God bring you home safely and quickly to your precious children. May he also grant you the prayer you have been asking for. With God's speed may you be home before you know it!'

I am working on a little Christmas Cheer!! Give me a little time and maybe Santa will be good this year!!
Don't forget to give Chayton a great big squeeze and a big kiss from me too!! Enjoy your trip home!! Chayton keep up the excellent work you've been doing!! Keep that mom and dad of yours going! I am prayin all goes well for ya!
Let me know when you get home!

Take Care--All my love and prayers to you and your family
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday, November 29, 2001 at 11:08 PM (CST)

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Hey you wonderful family!!! Sorry I haven't written for a while but had problems with de ole computer. I finally got back on and have been playing a little catch up. So glad you guys are going to be able to come home tomorrow. Can't wait to see you all. It's lonely on this street without you!!! Everyone keeps asking me how everything is going and I couldn't tell them much as I couldn't get online. Now I'm so knowledgeable again (ha!ha!) Anyway, can't wait to give you all a big hug and welcome home!!! ESPECIALLY YOU MY LITTLE BUDDY!!! I bet you have grown since I've seen you last . . . and I can't wait to see all that hair that you have now!!! You keep hanging tough and keep that smile on your precious face cuz I've been missing that tremendously!!!! Gat and Ash, I can't wait to see you guys again also. I miss you whole bunches and I need one of those awesome hugs that you give me!!! Love you all bunches and can't wait to see all of you guys real soon!!!

Colleen D <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Thursday, November 29, 2001 at 09:08 PM (CST)

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Hi Chayton and family:
Just to let you know our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you. You are such a little trooper, Chayton. Keep up the great work. You and your family are such an inspiration to all of us.
Michele Kohn
Courtland, MN - Thursday, November 29, 2001 at 03:39 PM (CST)

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Hey guys I am glad that u are doing quite well in Texas. Im also glad to hear that Chayton is getting along well down there too. Ya TX is quite a bit bigger than MN, but remember ur true friends will always be here in the small town of Winthrop.
Lisa Trebesch <hot_rebel18@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, November 28, 2001 at 10:37 PM (CST)

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Hi, This is Rob(dad) and Chayton Hunter Wideman. We just wanteed to sign and show our support.
Rob & Chayton Wideman <nucmed1@gte.net>
Columbia, Mo USA is #1 - Wednesday, November 28, 2001 at 08:24 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys,
It's been awhile since we've gotten on the computer. It's so good to hear that you're hoping to be coming home soon. I'm sure you can hardly wait to see the rest of your family and friends. How do we get information on "Chayton's Fire". I think it's a great idea. I'm so excited that things are working out. You all are just great. Keep up the great fight.
Ann and Fred Jutz and family
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, November 28, 2001 at 05:10 PM (CST)

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Hi guys, we're so excited that you may be coming home on Fri. Can't wait to give you all a great big hug. Missed you tooo much. Gatlin & Ashley won't be able to sleep the night before, they'll be so excited. How's our little bundle of joy doing? I could hear him singing in the back ground today when you called. Chayton, Grandpa & Grandma have one HUGE hug waiting for you. Seems we been stocking up till you got back home. So get those little cheeks ready for a whole lot of huggin & a kissin. We will pray our wish will come true & you'll make it back safely. Love Mom & Glen [Grandpa & Grandma V.]
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@hotmail.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Wednesday, November 28, 2001 at 02:27 PM (CST)

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To the Anderson Family-I'm happy things are going good for you and look forward to seeing you back in Minnesota!!!See you Soon!!!
Jenny O.
Winthrop, Mn. AMERICA - Wednesday, November 28, 2001 at 11:20 AM (CST)

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Hey glad to hear that you guys are coming home real soon! I bet you can't wait to see those other little angels. I agree with you too, about Dr Matthias he is the best. He delivered Our Nick and him and Carol are such nice people. You will have no worries if he is your Dr. Well have a safe trip home and hope you guys have fun in the snow!
Sue, Dan , Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Wednesday, November 28, 2001 at 08:53 AM (CST)

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Hi guys! I'm happy to hear that you had some time to do some sight seeing (fairy ride)! I guess they have turkey and not steak in Texas for Thanksgiving! And most of all - I'm happy that your coming home! I know with the medical expenses Christmas is coming too fast to prepare for, but you will all be together this Christmas (and many more to come) and that is a gift that you can not put a price tag on! I can't wait to talk to you when you get back. I spoke with Jim at the bank about the Tupperware fundraiser that I want to do - nice man - and I ordered the product flyers. The next step is recruiting a team of helpers to show the flyers and collect the orders! I think I'm going to add alittle incentive for the top three helpers with the highest sales - like some CASH for Christmas ($45, $30, & $15)! And hopefully a pizza party afterwards! We'll talk soon! Take care, have a safe drive home - the roads have been slick - Brian did a 180 with the semi today after slamming on the brakes because someone pulled out in front of him. Thank God no one was hurt - no fender benders either. Brian said it was like slow motion. The driver a 1/2 mile behind him, asked Brian how he did that! Brian said, "I don't know". It was amazing that he didn't roll or jack-knife - he was pulling 80 ton! Needless to say, Brian called his boss and said he was coming home!

LOTS OF LOVE, PRAYERS, HUGS, AND KISSES
Kelly, Brian, Skylar, and Carson
Kelly <reedk@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN - Wednesday, November 28, 2001 at 12:50 AM (CST)

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I'm sorry, I haven't been able to look at the journal lately, but I just looked at it tonight and I am glad to see that things are going good. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Jill & Pete Walsh <pjwalsh@bevcomm.net>
Minnesota Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 08:12 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn and family,
I am so happy to hear you might be getting home soon!! I hope the wheather cooperates for you. No snow in Iowa yet. A lot of rain though.

I have been talking with my mother-in-law, about the fundraiser meeting they had this morning. There are a lot of good people working on things to help you out in your time of need. Thank God for these people. I gave her the idea of having a Holiday Bake Sale. She said she is going to email your pastor in New Hampton, to see if he can get some of the ladies from the Church to donate baked goods, and maybe some of their time into helping set this up. I told her I would be happy to volunteer, and to make some goodies. I thought as the holidays are coming and all that it would be a good idea. Then she told me that another gal had suggested a Teen Dance, I thought that would be a good idea also. I also suggested a Skating fundraiser. After all you and I spent alot of time there together. It was always a good time. Anyway, beings New Hampton has a nice skating rink, I thought that might be an idea. Marge was wondering though, how are the candles coming along. She thought maybe we could get some and sell some up here. Those were only a few of the ideas we were coming up with. I couldn't make it to the meeting myself, but as I told Marge just let me know what I can do, and I'll do my best to help out where ever possible. In case you are wondering, my mother-in-law is an AAL represenative through the Jerico Lutheran Church. I know she is very excited to be helping out, and trying to raise as much $ as possible. That's the nice thing about this group, as long as they are taking part in the planning stages of these fund raisers, they can match all the funds raised!! To me that sounds just wonderful.

I bet you are so happy to be getting set to come home. I am sure that Gatlin and Ashley are equally excited. I hope that all goes well.

You'll have to let me know where I can send the few things I picked up for Chayton. I am so excited for you.

I hope that all goes well with you so you can get back to your children safely, and with God's speed.

All of our LOVE and PRAYERS!!!
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 08:11 PM (CST)

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Hey guys glad things are going so good. I can't wait till you get to come home again and maybe I will get to see ya'll soon then keep smiling and don't forget we love you
Stacy <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
Lester Prairie, MN - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 05:23 PM (CST)

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Hi all! Glad to hear that you will be coming home soon! Well you guys will have fun with having Chayton throw that 1st snowball of the season, we are really getting hit here today! YEAH ( we can't wait to ride those snowmobiles!!) Well god bless, and look forward to reading those updates, we look everyday. It is one of the 1st things I do when I get to work.
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Monday, November 26, 2001 at 02:57 PM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn & Chayton – Just wanted to let you know we're still praying hard for that miracle up here. It sounds like things are going well down there...keep up the great work Chayton (and Chayton's mommy and daddy too)! Hope you get rid of that "bug" soon Chayton. Have fun throwing that snowball...it's loads of fun!!! Take care and God bless you all.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Monday, November 26, 2001 at 02:44 PM (CST)

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Dawn Darryl Chayton Ashley and Gatlin,
We are so happy to hear about you guys again,and how everything is going for you. We are praying very hard for all of you,hoping that the Lord will pull each and everyone of you through these trying times you all are having. No one knows what you all are going through,unless you have gone through it yourself,and I hope that I never have to experience it either. We love you all so please hang in there. We getting our first blast of winter and I don't like it. It has been snowing since midnight and I had to drive in this junk. It made me test my driving skills, I had to drive very slow because of the ice and snow. The only good thing about it is that I might not have to go to work tonight, they are closing schools all over the southwestern part of Minnesota, saying no driving west of highway 15, so I guess it looks pretty good for my part. We want you all to take care of yourselves, and God Bless You All. Chayton you go guy you show them you can do it, it might be tough but you will make it. Love you to pieces and that goes for you Gatlin and Ashley too. Love All

Love,
Betty and Wayne
Betty and Wayne Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Minnesota - Monday, November 26, 2001 at 01:52 PM (CST)

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Hello, How is it going today? I hope it is going good. how is chayton's counts, today? It was really nice to hear from you. I'm glad you had a fun time at the ocean.
I am going to send you a card so keep an eye out for it.
I hope you will be able to come home and see your family!!!!!
we will keep on praying for you and your family. we will never give up.
Our thoughts and prayers are with you !!!!!!!
take care and talk to ya soon..
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
- Monday, November 26, 2001 at 11:40 AM (CST)

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Dawn and Family-
I am sorry to hear about your day yesterday, maybe tomorrow will come good news. Atleast we can always turn to God. Maybe there will be some good coming out of this. Hopefully Chayton can get over this cold quickly. I have faith that he is a true little fighter. A hero he is. I am happy to hear he made it over his expectancy, that is one thing we can all CELEBRATE!!! I am sure there will be more to celebrate as time goes by. I am sorry that I haven't had a chance to call and talk to you. I would truely love the chance to visit. I know you have more things on your mind to worry about than worry about hearing from me. If I get the chance I will call. We hope tomorrow will bring good news for you, and that things will improve. Chayton-Stay strong and fight like you have been. Take good care of your parents, and make sure they keep their chins up.

May God Bless each and everyone of you!!

All of our love!
Carla and Family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Sunday, November 25, 2001 at 10:18 PM (CST)

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Hi there Chay this is your silly friend or adopted aunt Stacy I miss you wish I was with you to give you a big hug so since I am not there put your arms around yourself and squeeze real hard I love you and am so happy that you are fighting tough remember that you can do it. Dawn and Darrell that you are the two strongest people I know and that everything will work it self out I really miss you guys I send my love and can't wait for all of us to be reunited again keep your chins up and give the other two munchkins a hug and kiss from us I will hear from you sometime soon remember if you need to talk you can call me anytime day or night all my love.
Stacy Hagman <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
Lester Prairie, MN - Sunday, November 25, 2001 at 09:26 PM (CST)

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Well HELLO Master Chayton!!! How the heck are you today? From the sounds of it, you're holding your own! Commendable! So... you're driving mom&dad crazy with your "attitude". You just tell them that Aunt Missy says you have to-it's all linked to the whole MADLY thing. Oh sweetness, I just admire you so.
Dawn Lynne(teehee)&Darrell~
How the HECK are you doing? Sorry we didn't call ya on Th'giving, we didn't get home from my mom's until after 10.
It sounds like you had a good time.
Tomorrow I am going to hold this computer and internet service hostage so I can do some research of my own...hopefully I can lift your spirits a bit.
Well, its the boys' bedtime so I better get that done. John, Dominic & Chayton send love, hugs&kisses to you all.
I love you Dawn, I love you Darrell, I love you Chayton!
Aunt M issy
Chucktown, USA - Sunday, November 25, 2001 at 08:49 PM (CST)

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Keep up the Fight Buddy!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, November 25, 2001 at 04:22 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, & Chayton, boy was that call early. Ha! Are you guys trying to get back at us for so many early morning calls to you? Ha! Well we were up anyway sitting at the table. So sad when you called again later from the clinic that Chayton has something going on. Hope everything turns around quickly. Scares us that his liver counts are so high, buy pray it is for a goooood reason & not the later. We are going to check his site later Dawn, we have to run into Cedar Falls for awhile this afternoon. But if something important comes up you always know you can call us & leave it on the answering machine. Chayton, you keep mom & dad in check & give them hugs & kisses for us. KKKKK!!! Love you all bunches & especially you Chayman, Gatlin & Ashley. Mom & Glen [Grandma & Grandpa V.]
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Sunday, November 25, 2001 at 12:26 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn,
Sorry I did not get a chance to give you a call today, but maybe tomorrow I will get the chance. We have been thinking a lot about you today, and lately. You are in our prayers!!! I picked Chayton up a few things I would like to send out to you, but I didn't know how long you were going to be in Texas. I got your address and your phone number off of the web page. Let me know if you think I should send it down there to ya, or just hold onto it, and wait till you get home. Either way. Hope your day went well. I do check this daily and sometimes more than once in a day. Or you can send me an email and let me know. I would sincerely appreciate it.

All my love!!
Carla
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 07:36 PM (CST)

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I know we've talked several times on the phone today guys, but had to let you know how proud we are of you & we are praying for good news on Chayton's blood results. Hope you were finally able to take Chayton to see the Gulf today & take a picnic lunch. We are so very hopeful for Chayton & his family. God has been good to us & we must not forget that. Chayton, you are such a little trooper, sure you get alittle cranky, but you're entitled. As adults I don't think many of us would be able to endur everything you've gone thru so far & still keep your big as the world smile on your face most of the time. You have certainly taught alot of us some lessons. I'm sure there are more we can learn. But in the mean time you keep mom & dad in check & give them a hug and a kiss for us,KKKKK!! Dawn, Marcia Pitzenberger, e-mailed us today. What an angel, she has gotten the fund raiser in New Hampton going with Pastor Frey & said she has some pretty super people working on it & is very hopeful it will be a success. I knew we could count on them. With the death of our aunt, your great aunt & she & Larry taking care of much of that I hated to ask her, but didn't know who else to go to. She said it would take her some time, but she would see what she could do. Talk about an angel in disguise. Somehow I hope we will be able to thank all of these people who have helped our grandchild & children. Right now all I can think to do is say a prayer & thank the Lord for people like that. We've been blessed in so many different ways in the last 5 months & don't even know the half of it. We are believers in the power of prayer & just sitting back & watching how it is working on Chayton is such a joy. The tools God gives us & all we have to do is use them. How hard is that? God will continue to walk beside us, with his hand on our shoulders & guide us thru this whole thing. Aren't we lucky to have the Lord in our lives? You kids have a great afternoon & chat later. Love Mom & Glen [Grandpa & Grandma V.]
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 04:06 PM (CST)

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It looks as though Thanksgiving was great down there. I think everyone needed this holiday to gather together with loved ones and share time. We all need to look forward and believe in God to help us through. Stay strong, you have a lot of support and prayers coming your way from everyone. Tony and Scott send their love and prayers too! Love from you Iowa cousins.
Larry & Marcia Pitzenberger <pitzen@yahoo.com>
New Hampton, IA USA - Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 02:39 PM (CST)

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Chayton,
Happy Thanksgiving!! We think about you all the time. My classmates always ask me how you're doing. They like hearing about you. We'll keep hoping and praying for you. Hope to see you soon!!
Amy Anderson
- Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 12:49 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn and Darrell,
I am glad to hear that you had a wonderful Thanksgiving. And some good news on Friday. We are all praying for you here. Just know that we love and care for you and your family. I pray that things keep looking up for you. Take care of yourselves, and I'll try giving you a call later! It would be good to talk to you. Roger sends his best, I talked to him on Thursday. I told him I would pass it on.

All of our love and prayers!
Carla and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 09:36 AM (CST)

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May God Bless your family during this difficult time. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Mark and Robyn Mortensen <Mark_Mortensen@ADC.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 09:16 AM (CST)

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Greetings--ran across this address through the AAL group who will be sponsoring a fund raiser in January. Also, we have some relatives in common through the Duff Munson family.
Our thoughts and prayers go out to you--keep up the faith. Miracles DO happen, and I truly believe you have one among you.
Jay and Eileen
Jay and Eileen Roberson <erobers@iowatelecom.net>
New Hampton, IA USA - Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 07:52 AM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, Chayton, Gat and Ash,
Glad to hear that you had a great holiday! Know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I let everyone at work know about Chayton's Fire...People in Marshall are excited about the idea and can't wait! I have a friend with a basket business who stated that she would get a bunch when they come out so keep us posted. Hope all continues to go well with Chayton and I got my fingers crossed and my prayers continue to come.
Nancy Coleman <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Friday, November 23, 2001 at 08:23 PM (CST)

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Hi Anderson gang! Hope you had a great holiday! Glad to hear that Chayton is doing well. We are still praying every nite and hope to hear that you will be coming home soon. God Bless and take care of your little angels!
Sue, Dan, Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Friday, November 23, 2001 at 10:11 AM (CST)

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Hey guys. Hey Dawn, Darrell, and Chayton. I hope you had a great thanksgiving. We miss you all up here, but i hope you're having fun and having a great time. If you guys need anything, or need anything done. Don't be afraid to email me or something. Chayton can't wait to see you. Talk to you guys later.
Kylee Messner <k_messner@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 11:20 PM (CST)

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Sounds like you had a good Thanksgiving. At least the best you could without the other two munchkins. But God will soon have you all back together again. Thank heavens for the people in Texas who can give you some comforts, it always helps. Remember you have friends and family who are still praying and hoping the best for all of you. God bless all of you.
Keith & Marge
Winthrop, - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 10:26 PM (CST)

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Happy Thanksgiving!!! It's so good to hear that everything is going Good. Keep up the good Work Chayton!!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 07:50 PM (CST)

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Happy Thanksgiving, Chayton, Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, & Ashley!

We are thankful that Chayton has made it this far. We hope that things continue to work out.

We look forward to hearing more things on your journal.
"Sandeen" clan at Wayne & Betty's place <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 02:06 PM (CST)

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Dear Dawn, Darrell and family,

I just wanted to write to wish you a very Blessed and Happy Thanksgiving. I hope all is well with each of you today. May God Bless today and always. We are all praying for you. Dawn- If you ever want to get ahold of me, just email me. Please let me know if there is anything I can do to help. All of my love and Prayers.

Carla (Webb) Johnson and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, IA USA - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 11:31 AM (CST)

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Happy Thanksgiving to you guys. So sorry we missed your call last night Dawn. By the time we got home it was sooo late. We had to go in to Eileens for hair cuts. We looked like shaggy dogs. Ha! Hope you have a great day at Janelle's today. We miss you alot, but will be together soon. We'll make up for our dinner today when you all get home. The dinner is on already & we are looking forward to going & getting Gatlin & Ashley to have dinner with. That's really nice of the other grandparents they stay with to let us have them for the holiday dinner. We appreciate it alot. We just didn't want the kids to feel left out. Plus we miss them tremendously. Are prayers are with you all today & Do we ever have something to be thankful for this year. The lord has worked in mysterious ways, we must not question. We love you Chayton very much & you keep fighting, cause when mom & dad get home we're going to celebrate too. We also want to take this time to give special thanks to Janelle & Rob for inviting our children, Dawn, Darrell, & Chayman to dinner on this glorious day so they don't have to spend it alone, & for taking them out to dinner last Sat. night. It is comforting to know they have someone to help & listen when they want to talk. Plus all that you have done for them when they first arrived in Texas, by providing them with a place to stay & when their car broke down, providing them with your new truck Rob. We as parents can't thank you enough, God Bless you & yours. Also we need to give a very special thanks to Denise & Ryan who have befriended our children in Texas with keeping them company on the long lonely nights away from their family & home. Going over playing cards or just to talk. Dawn & Darrell needed that. Plus lending them their cell phone to keep in touch with family the whole time they have been in Texas & lending them their computer. I mean literally taking their computer over to Dawn & Darrell's appartment & hooking it up, so they can keep in touch with everyone back home. God Bless all of you down there in Texas who have done for our children whether it be a prayer or kind word, whatever it may have been. We just can't thank everyone enough. It warms our hearts to know people care so much and are willing to do the things they have. We truly do have a great nation, full of kind people. So From Dawn's parents & family & Darrell's parents & family we thank you all. Have a super Thanksgiving. Love Mom & Glen [Grandpa & Grandma V.]
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 05:50 AM (CST)

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God bless you all this Thanksgiving! God has and WILL continue to grant you love, hope and peace.

Hope you can make it back home soon. Please know that we all continue you pray for you...and we hold you in our hearts.

Thanksgiving love from Winthrop! Gobble, Gobble

Winthrop, - Wednesday, November 21, 2001 at 04:46 PM (CST)

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Dawn,
I haven't talked to you, well it seems like forever. I wish I had known about all of this. I have sent out a prayer chain, to all of my friends here, and just so you know you are not far from my mind or my heart. You were there for me when mom died, and I have never forgotten that. You were always there for me when I was growing up, and I love you for that. My heart and my prayers go to you today and forever. I can honestly say you have been my best friend through every up and down in my life. I wish I could be there with you today to hold your hand, and tell you it's going to be okay. Mom is looking out for you and your family, I know she is. I am so sorry I didn't know about this sooner. I know you are busy, and that's not even the right word for it. I have faith in God that he will take care of you and your family. Please let me know if there is anything I can do. With all my love and prayers!!
Take care! Love Carla (Webb) Johnson and family
Carla Johnson <csljohn@hotmail.com>
Cresco, Ia USA - Wednesday, November 21, 2001 at 03:17 PM (CST)

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Wishing you all a very Happy Thanksgiving, Darryl Dawn Chayton Ashley and Gatlin. I hope the Lord will let you enjoy this day. "Chayton" We hope that everything that they are doing for you is working out and making you all better. We want you to able to play and be with your brother and sister soon without being sick. So that means that you will be ok and be able to enjoy life again free of that monster R. "OK" We have alot to be thankful for, we are still praying that all will be fine for all. Take care of all of you,God bless you all, and keep you in his care. Love ya all and hope to hear how things are going. Bye Now. Remember wishing You All A VERY THANKFUL THANKSGIVING!!!!!!

LOVE,
BETTY AND WAYNE
Betty and Wayne Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet , Minn. - Wednesday, November 21, 2001 at 12:53 PM (CST)

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Hey guys, Happy Thanksgiving!
Let me know about "Chayton's Fire". I know a lot of the girls at work love candles so I'm sure I could sell a bunch!
Hope all is going well. Give us an update soon if you can.
Love and kisses to all of you.
Terri Muchow <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN - Wednesday, November 21, 2001 at 10:07 AM (CST)

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Chayton just wanted to say happy Thanksgiving Hope you injoy it and hope to get a update on you soon tell mom and dad I said hi we are still praying for you and are wishing you the best!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Texas U.S.A. - Wednesday, November 21, 2001 at 08:49 AM (CST)

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Dawn and Darrel:
How are things? I hope the reason for not updating your journal is not bad news. Hope you are able to take some time tomorrow and have a Thanksgiving together with those you have in Texas. God be with you in a special sort of way.
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Wednesday, November 21, 2001 at 08:30 AM (CST)

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Happy Thanksgiving so far away!! I have been thinking of you and praying that everything is going better than before. Hopefully the new medication will do thier trick. Glad to hear about the housing availability. Hope to see an update. Hang in there.
Sue Anderson
Winthrop, MN - Wednesday, November 21, 2001 at 08:00 AM (CST)

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Chayton, how are you doing? I hope you are doing good. and being good for the Dr. and for Mommy and Daddy!!! I can't wait to see you again.I hope you have a good thanksgiving day. You take care of yourself and mommy and Daddy.
your thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!!!!
Dawn and Darrel: I am so proud of you! keep up the good work and keep the faith!!!
I would like to write to you, either by mail or over the comp. but I don't want to on chayton's page. do you have a email down there that you can check and write me back. let me know!!!!!
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
- Tuesday, November 20, 2001 at 02:43 PM (CST)

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Hi Darrell and Dawn, We are all thinking of you everyday and hoping that Chayton is comfortable during his treatments. Hang in there and keep looking up to heaven for strength. " I can do all things through He who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13. Love Dana
Dana Mohr <mohrfuntime@webtv.net>
Paynesville, mn - Tuesday, November 20, 2001 at 01:28 PM (CST)

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Well, I wanted to check and see how the Texas sisutation is going. I hope it's showing the Mn Doctors wronge. I think of you guys all the time and I am very sorry I'm not there for you. Remember, I'll always be here for you...

We love and miss you all.
Sarah, Andrew, &cassandra <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 20, 2001 at 01:20 PM (CST)

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My brother, Chris S., wanted me to mention to you about whether or not you heard anything about copperhead snake venom destroying cancer? He saw it on the Discovery channel recently. Hopefully, things go well and there will be no need for looking for other alternatives but thought that it is good to know of other possibilities.

I called and left a message on your machine tonight. I am not sure if you are checking your messages in MN. If you get a chance, please email me from TX and let me know how to reach you. I want to get something to you.

Chayton, hope you enjoy having Tex to cheer you up. I heard someone mention the zoo too. I bet that was fun.

Gatlin & Ashley, I hope school is going well for you. Keep up the good work!

As for Thanksgiving, I wish you could spend it with all your children. We are all praying for your family.

Missy <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN US - Tuesday, November 20, 2001 at 12:26 AM (CST)

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Hi Andersons! I hope all is moving along as well as can be expected with Chay's treatment. I'll be looking forward to an update soon on your journal. We will be meeting with a group tommorrow morning to begin brainstorming on a fundraiser for you all. I would like it to happen in January if we can. Please let me know how things are looking if you could maybe make it back then. I know that probably is asking too much to plan for Jan. right now, given the circumstances. I just wanted to let you know anyway. Take care.

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Monday, November 19, 2001 at 04:10 PM (CST)

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Hi guys. Thanks Darrell for calling me the other night. I keep the folks at church posted on Chayton's progress. We miss you at home, but pray for successful results with your "Texas treatment." I wish you all could be together for Thanksgiving. We are thankful that Chayton's body can still fight the R-monster. We cheer you on so as not to give up hope. We pray that we may be worthy support for all the hard work and sacrifice you make for the sake of preserving Chay's life.
Dear Lord, grant to Chayton your precious child, healing from his disease. Continue to sustain his parents and family with unity and courage. Thank you Dear Jesus for Chayton, Ashley, Gatlin and their parents. Keep them in faith and goodness. Help all who love the Andersons through these days of waiting for Chayton to be well enough to come home. In Jesus' name, amen.
Well guys take care of each other. I'll call you at Janelle's. I wish you God's best during this Thanksgiving holiday season. Take care friends, we send our love from Peace Lutheran Church. Sincerely, P. Bob.
Pastor Bob Miner <plc@means.net>
- Sunday, November 18, 2001 at 07:21 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell & Chayman, just wanted to let you guys know that Dawn's aunt Beverly from Belleplaine, called us this afternoon to see how everyone was doing & to wish you all their love & prayers from their family. They have been praying for you & thinking about everyone alot. They didn't know you were in Houston, & said she was very proud of you kids for what you are trying to do. That as parents you are so brave & are doing what every parent would want to do, save their child. They have heard alot about this clinic, but this is the first time she knows someone so close to her that has gone & prays the treatments work. Wink is doing really good she said & so is she. That is sooo wonderful for the serious accident they were in this summer & the surgury & rehab they have had to endur. But with all the love & prayers they are doing well. But you know them they never were ones to complain, they are such neat people. Dawn, they are really excited about the good news with Chayton so far & will keep praying. If everything goes well, when you guys get home they would like to meet in Waterloo to have tea & see everyone. They send their appologies again for not being able to come to New Hampton, but I told her we never would have expected them there with what they were going thru. We knew it was too soon. She said Wink is able to travel maybe 30 miles or so in a car now, but that is about it. That is wonderful, for I know how uncomfortable it can be. But promised her we would try to get together if the Lord blessed us to do so. But would have to see how things were first. She completely understood. Dusty & Wendy have been thinking & praying also for you. I told Bev. to thank everyone & we were praying for them too, that everyone healed & were healthy soon. She sounded sooo up, it was great to chat. Well better go, you guys have a great day tomorrow & so happy Chayton had fun at the zoo. He loves animals so much & they are great therapy. Smiling & laughter is the best medicine, I dooo believe in that. Love Forever Grandpa & Grandma V.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Sunday, November 18, 2001 at 06:11 PM (CST)

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Hi there, you little blessings, we logged on several times yesterday to get Chay's update. Not that you & I haven't already talked guys, but I still like to read what is wrote. Keeps me generated, you might say. Gosh, I can't believe I forgot to tell Glen about Chayton's hair growing back, he'll love it. Darrell & Dawn, you might not believe this, but remember the plant you guys gave us of Chayton's from when he had his brain surgury? Well, yesterday I went out to the lab to have lunch with Glen & saw a plant on his shelf just like it, but in a different pot. So I asked Glen if that was the same. He said, sure was, he didn't want to say anything before, because when we were getting all the bad news about Chayton from the Drs. over & over it would wilt alittle more. Till finally 1 day he was about ready to just throw it out. Then he said, he decided to trans plant it, cut it way back & see what happens. In otherwords he said he just didn't want to give up, it was Chay's. So when he did, it was the same time you were checking into Texas. It still wasn't doing anything, until the Drs. saw him in Texas, then Glen said it was just like over night, it looks soooo healthy. The guys at the plant go into his lab & they can't believe it either. When I saw it yesterday, Glen said he just knew it was a sign, because every since you've been gone with Chayton & got such encouraging news from the Drs. it has been thriving. Glen was glowing from ear to ear, when he was telling me about it. He says that's God's sign that everything is going to be alright for our little man & our family. Was he ever proud that he didn't give up on it, just like Chayton hasn't given up. So what right do we have, in doing so. He was just afraid to say anything to anyone, that it wasn't doing very well & just about withered up. So there you have it guys. God is blessing us with so much these days, it's hard not to be thankful everyday we face. The weather is so beautiful & warm here, so I want to believe that God is giving us the time we need to get Chayton the help he needs & to get back home safely, before the snow flies. We love you guys alot & keep up the strength you're doing fantastic. Our family has alot to be thankful for this Thanksgiving. I have to go now guys & check in on your other 2 little blessings & write them a little note. Love always Mom & Glen [Grandpa & Grandma V.] P.S. Give our little blessing a huuuggee HUG & Great BIG Smooch for us.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Saturday, November 17, 2001 at 05:10 AM (CST)

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Dawn Darryl and Chayton Just a little note to let you know that we had been checking on you Chayton just to see how you are doing. We are on vacation out west like Calif. We are visiting Betty's I mean my cousins. We are having a great time here. You all take care of each other ok. Chayton we are wishing you well.
Love All
Betty and Wayne


Betty and Wayne <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Mn - Friday, November 16, 2001 at 11:22 PM (CST)

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To our MN cousins, we have been reading and trying to keep up-dated and decided to sign in this time. Your strength through all of this gives strength to the rest of us. God has chosen you to channel his word down. Be strong in your faith and let your family and friends help to carry your problems.
Larry & Marcia Pitzenberger <pitzen@yahoo.com>
New Hampton, IA USA - Friday, November 16, 2001 at 05:07 PM (CST)

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Well, I have been thinking of you guys alot. I came down to mom's to see how Chayton's doing. I never got to call or e-mail you before we left. I been trying to call and now I Know why I didn't get an answer. Call if you need anything. Good luck with you being down there, I pray it works~!:) Some good news, WE'RE HOME!!:)
Sarah, Andrew, and Cassandra <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Friday, November 16, 2001 at 11:58 AM (CST)

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Hello there Anderson Family,
I hope today is going good. I have been reading the updates everyday and somtimes 2 time a day. But I haven't gotten in the guestbook everytime. But I never stop thinking of you!!!
I wanted to check up on you, before I leave town for the weekend.
I need to talk to you about so many things. If by any chance can you call me collect. I will be home tonight til 7-8 Friday. or call me monday.
I miss you guys so much. I just hope everything is going the way you want them too. Chayton buddy you hang in there. you too Mommy and Daddy.
Ashley and Gatlin: I hope you are being good for your grandparents. I miss you guys too. you take care.
your thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
talk to ya soon.

Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
- Friday, November 16, 2001 at 11:56 AM (CST)

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Hi to the most beautiful kids of ours, it's so great to hear your voices when you call. I said we weren't going to do this & tell each other how much each other were missed, but Darrell it's your fault, you started it. Ha!! Anyway we are so glad Chayton is getting along so good. I really got worried though yesterday when we were talking & he vomited so bad. Poor little man, he's going thru so much, but he's strong & a real big fighter. Really cute that the Drs. are taking him those teddy bears. Chayton likes the silky tags to hold on to when he's trying to relax. So glad he has them with him at the clinic. I know that it bothers you guys alot of what the feed back is from some of the people, for taking Chayton to Texas. But you know what they say, those who know not what they are saying we needn't give the energy to explain yourselves to. So you both just concentrate on the plate in front of you & be at peace with yourselves for doing what I'm sure most parents would do, if they knew about these options. It's just too bad that it has been too late for some of these children & there parents didn't have the chance or knowledge of these special clinics to go to. We were just lucky, with the angels watching over Chayton & Gods hand on you guys sholders guiding you with the tools to point in the right directions has been our savior. Darrell, we too are so lonesome Glen says, cause we don't have you to pick on either, so hang on buddy, we have alot of catching up to do when ya get home. Oh, Buddy, are you ever in trouble. Ha! Ha! Just had to throw that in there. Glen got a chuckle out of that. But all kidding aside you guys are doing great & we will keep praying for our little Master Chayton to get better soon, so Santa Claus came come & see him this year with Gatlin & Ashley. Dawn I was soooo nervous when the Waverly newspaper called me to put Chayton's story in. I hope it turns out with all the right info. You know how it goes, you make notes on what you want to say & then when the opportunity comes you can't find anything in your notes that you are looking for & you just know you had it wrote down. Ha! I guess we'll rely on the reporter to try & make sense out of the tools he was given & PRAY a whole lot. He was very excited & interested in the candles. Chayton's Fire he thought was an excellent idea. So do we, thanks guys, to whom are responsible. From the bottoms of our hearts. Love always & forever Mom & Glen [Grandpa & Grandma V.]
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Friday, November 16, 2001 at 08:25 AM (CST)

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Hey Guys, it's been a long time since i've signed the guestbook but I just read Colleen's entry about you guys doing what "you" feel is right. I agree with her. Don't let anyone else tell you guys that what you're doing is wrong or right. You guys have to do what you feel and know is right for all of you. None of us can make that decision for you. Lots of love and prayers going to Texas and Iowa for your family. Miss you.
Terri Muchow <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, November 16, 2001 at 06:58 AM (CST)

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Hey guys this is Bryan. I just wanted to say HI since nobody calls, anymore. Just hope that Chayton is doing good. Me and HALF-PINT are buying Mom & Dads house. Shes happy about that. Were looking forword to you guys coming home. With Chayton,gat, & Ashley of coarse. Give me a call on Saturday morning or something Were always thinking of you all. SEE YA BYE..............
BRYAN AND HALF-PINT <DON'T HAVE ONE>
WINTHROP, MN USA - Thursday, November 15, 2001 at 10:03 PM (CST)

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Hello Little Chayton!!! Just wanted to drop you a note to let you know we're still praying for that miracle BIG TIME!!! Keep up the great work little guy! Glad to hear you're feeling better! Take care and God bless you!
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Thursday, November 15, 2001 at 03:20 PM (CST)

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Chay, Mom, Dad, Gat, and Ash:
Keep Fighting! And when the strength to keep fighting isn't there, use our strength. God bless you today.
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA USA - Thursday, November 15, 2001 at 11:35 AM (CST)

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Hi guys, we're praying for you always and hoping you remember to take time for mom and dad to regroup too. My heart is with you always. Love Dana
Dana Mohr <mohrfuntime@webtv.net>
- Thursday, November 15, 2001 at 09:24 AM (CST)

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Hi Chayton: We really miss you guys.. I hope things go fast and speedy recovery so you can come home soon. Thinking of you every day... Hi to Dawn and Darrell.
Dennis & Mary Ann <mdnelson@means.net>
Winthrop, Mn. USA - Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 06:21 PM (CST)

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Hey Guys,
I'm so glad you guys made the decision to do what you're doing. I don't know a parent who wouldn't give anything to save their child. I hope that you will get to see Gatlin and Ashley this Thanksgiving. You all have so much to be Thankful for. I can only imagine the heartache you must feel trying so hard to save your little fighter and yet have to be away from the other 2 children. But you know they are being well taken care of. Your lucky to have such loving family. Keep up the faith. God is watching over you all.
Ann and Fred Jutz and family
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 05:14 PM (CST)

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I am one of Chayton's doctors here at the Burzynski Clinic in Houston. Just saw Chayton a few minutes ago and he and Mom and Dad are doing great today; He is now sporting the newest member of the Anderson family, "Tex" his new Texan Teddy Bear who is keeping him company right now while he is having today's treatment.
Dr. Maxwell Axler
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 03:44 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin and Ashley,
Ok, so I just was going to do a quick message, but I can't get to sleep until I write to you also. You guys are awesome. I didn't write earlier because I was trying to keep my mouth shout. (sometimes it gets me in trouble . . . Ha!Ha!) I have told you this from the very beginning and I will repeat it. What ever your decision it is the correct thing and you have my backing 100%. I will no longer keep my mouth shut. Who ever thinks that they are doing the wrong thing . . . You have not honestly looked at what you would do if this was YOUR child. And Dawn and Darrell, forgive me for being possessive. . . but I do feel that Chayton is "Our" child. We have been following his progress so closely and praying for him constantly. He has touched us in so many ways. He has made us look at all of our vulnerabilities . . . this innocent child; but yet so much stronger than most us. Don't EVER, EVER look back and question your decisions. They were and are the RIGHT ones. I miss you guys tremendously. Gat and Ash, you two are amazing. You teach us all how to keep our faith!!! Please don't lose that. I love you all whole bunches and I send you guys big hugs . . . ready? OOOOOOWWWWWWW!!!!! Hope it got some comfort from it until I can give you one for real!!! God has a special plan for Chayton.
Colleen
Winthrop, MN - Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 01:17 AM (CST)

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Hey little angel, you hang in there. Sorry to hear that you had a rough night, but it has to get better. I know I haven't written you in a bit but you have never left my thought and prayers. I think about you and pray for you constantly. "Chayton's fire" is absolutely perfect. . . one look at you and anyone would know that it fits!!! I love you bunches buddy and I hope and PRAY that "TX" will help you tremendously. Don't give up you little fighter . . . you can beat this!!!! Here's a hugh hug for you OOOOOWWWWWWW!!!!! Did you get it? There's plenty more when I get to see you again.

Colleen
Winthrop, MN - Wednesday, November 14, 2001 at 12:24 AM (CST)

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Hi Chayton! Just incase you haven't noticed, your mommy and daddy are two sharp cookies! "Chayton's Fire" is a fab idea! You guys work fast! It was only three weeks ago when you first mentioned the idea to me! I thought I was busy with all the logs that I have on the fire, but you guys take the cake! I know it WILL be successful! I wish Chayton wasn't feeling so sick. Just think how great hes going to feel when hes all better! Hes not going to know how to act! Course, hes coming to the terrible two's! Carson can sure throw a buck! Something that Chayton and Carson have in common is their INDEPENDENCE! They want to do it themselves. Thats okay, their the stronger for it! So if your going to have Thanksgiving in Texas, does that mean you get to eat steak! Take care, Anderson clan. The home fire will keep a burnen - "Chayton's Fire".

LOTS OF LOVE, HUGS, AND PRAYERS - ALWAYS YOUR FRIEND
Kelly, Brian, Skylar, and Carson

- Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 11:18 PM (CST)

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Hi Darrel & Dawn,
I think about you often. I'm glad to hear Chayton is doing better in Texas. Keep up the good work Chayton, you are doing a great job!
Stay strong Mommy & Daddy you are the best!
Praying for you all.
God Bless,
Cindy Petersen


Cindy Petersen <petersen_cindy@hotmail.com>
North Mankato, mn - Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 09:01 PM (CST)

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Hello Darrel,Dawn and Chayton, It is good that you are getting well. Kylee Messner and I keep a touch up on you all the time when she doesn't look @ your website. I thought about you when I watched the movie called: The Miracle of the Cards. I taped that movie in I told Kylee about it, so I am going to bring it to school sometime so she could watch it. It was such a great movie.
Carrie Nelson <Smiling2002@yahoo.com>
Lafayette, MN USA - Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 06:39 PM (CST)

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"Chayton's Fire" - I think that is a unique and innovative idea. Just in time for Christmas! I'm waiting for the details:-)

It sounds like the Lord is looking out for your needs - it is so amazing how everything seems to fall into place. We'll keep praying - each night at the appointed time!
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 04:20 PM (CST)

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Dawn this is Janet glad to hear things are better for Chayton I just watched a movie on T.V. called The micarle of the cards the whole time I thought about Chayton and I know hes gone to be like that movie and get a micarle from god if you have not seen the movie when you get the chanch try and find it and watch it. It gives us all hope the mother on it was just like you she would not give up and thank god there mothers out there like ya'll who knows there is a god that is real and can do all things! you still in my prayers! hang in there!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Texas usa - Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 02:49 PM (CST)

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Hello, It is good to hear that you got a good nights sleep.
You need it. The candle thing sounds really good. You know me, I love candles. and The scents you got sound really good, I can smell them already. I would like to help you try to sell some too.
anyways, How is everything going? how is Chayton doing on the treatments? He is a fighter so I am sure he is doing good.
Daddy and Mommy You hang in there too. Everyone is thinking of you and your family.
Your thoughts and prayers are with you.
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
- Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 11:02 AM (CST)

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You are in our thoughts in prayers from Waseca, MN.
Willard and Rosemary are very special people to our
family.
Jerry and Sue Knutson <susan.knutson@avon.com>
waseca, mn usa - Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 10:34 AM (CST)

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I contacted Cancer Centers of America and someone will be contacting me soon. They normally don't deal with children but might be able to help or give me contacts for other organizations. I gave the lady on the phone your website and as much information that I know of. She sounded heartbroken for Chayton and said she would pray for him as well. Maybe we can find some other things that can help out with the cancer or other organizations to help out with the financial burden.

I think it was a great idea about the candles. How much? Suggestion: Maybe take a picture of some of the samples and put on the site and include maybe a special post office box just for that. I would like to try to sell a bunch for you guys. Christmas is coming and it's a a great gift idea to help out you and others. I could try to help out making some too. Just let me know how I can help!

I really like how you take time to try to help others in need as well. I hold a lot of respect for you for that. You really have a heart of gold.

Give Chayton a big hug and kiss from us. We'll keep praying...just keep SMILING!

Missy, Steve, & Devin <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Monday, November 12, 2001 at 08:13 PM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn, Chayton: Hope all is going well in Texas, been praying really hard these days, and I have been telling everyone I meet to do the same. God is holding you in the palm of his hand,when the going gets tough, just let him carry you. HE will be there for you. And so are all your friends and family.
KEITH & MARGE
- Monday, November 12, 2001 at 02:45 PM (CST)

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Hi guys! So happy to hear that the Doc says Chayton has an excellent chance and that he will be with us longer than expected. Don't feel unsure - your only doing what your heart is telling you to do. I would do the same if it were one of my kids in Chayton's shoes. I'm sorry to hear about the enormous cost! Most people are in debt for material things; expensive cars, fun toys, trips, closet full of clothes that one person couldn't wear more than twice in their lifetime, etc. But your debt is because of a necessity! Chayton's life is much more great in comparison to its worth. I'm sorry that my Mary Kay Fundraiser didn't do as well as I had hoped. But, I recently became an Independent Tupperware Consultant and the company gives 40% of the proceeds for Fundraisers - that's awesome! So I'm planning to try another Fundraiser for Chayton. After all, Tupperware is for a lifetime and Chayton's battle is to have a lifetime. I hope to get it started next week - I have to find out some more details first. Take care and keep on fighting!

LOTS OF LOVE AND PRAYS - XXOO
Kelly Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
LaFayette, MN - Sunday, November 11, 2001 at 10:48 PM (CST)

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Hey Dawn, Darrel and Chayton. I am glad to hear that you made it down to Texas alright. Chayton, you keep fighting, babe. Everyone will be strong for you and hold you up, we love you so much. Hope to see you soon.
Kylee Messner <k_messner@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, November 11, 2001 at 06:36 PM (CST)

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Good Sunday morning to you all, we are thinking of you every minute of the day. Dawn it was such a surprise for me that you called to wish me happy birthday Fri night. I didn't mention anything to you that week when you left, because you certainly had more important things to think about, but as usual you never forget mom. What a caring child we have with everything else going on & you never forget others. Just wanted to let you guys know that Glen & I have been really busy here on the home front. Have made many phone calls. Called Gwen Paulson about Chayton & for the Waterloo newspaper, she said she would get back with me when she found out something on Mon. Tried to call Amy in New Hampton, but couldn't find her number. So instead called Rose Qualley & she said she would try to do what she could to get ahold of her & try to get something going. Chayton's article was in the New Hampton paper Fri. Rose said it was very nice. Then she said for you guys to get ahold of one of your congressmen in Minn. to see about some help thru them. Tried to call Waverly paper & got some names, but still not able to catch anyone at home. But never worry I'll sure keep on trying, got alot accomplished Sat. morning with things. So we will keep plugging away. Gwen mentioned for you if you have time to go on the Oprah Winfrey web site. She just did a full weeks segment on children with terminal cancers & help etc. So please do that, Gwen thought she could help us somehow with info. Furthermore I have some other people I need to try to contact, need to let you go. Lots of Love & Prayers for our Chayton, Ashley & Gatlin, Mom & Dad. Take care & be safe & march forward guys, keep your chins up. There's a miracle out there somewhere I just know it. We just have to keep praying & we will find our answers. Mom & Glen /grandpa & grandma V.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Sunday, November 11, 2001 at 10:54 AM (CST)

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Chayton, Mom and Dad and Sis and Bro:
I just read the latest updates and said a prayer again for you folks after last night and his latest sickness. Heavenly angels surround Chayton and all of you with comfort, healing and strength.

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Saturday, November 10, 2001 at 09:55 AM (CST)

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It sounds like things are going pretty good. I was so HAPPY to hear that you guy were gonna keep FIGHTING. That is wonderful. I'll keep praying for you Chayton. Keep Fighting Buddy:)!!!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, November 10, 2001 at 08:47 AM (CST)

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It sounds like things are going pretty good. I was so HAPPY to hear that you guy were gonna keep FIGHTING. That is wonderful. I'll keep praying for you Chayton. Keep Fighing Buddy:)!!!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, November 10, 2001 at 08:47 AM (CST)

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Chayton, you're an angel. Stay strong. God will come through for you. Your mommy, daddy, brother, sister, and tons of family and friends are supporting and praying for you to win this battle.

Dawn & Darrell: A life (especially a child's) is worth saving! Remember that some people are just negative. Don't let their insensitiveness cause you more pain. It's sad to know that you have dealt with jerks along with all your other struggles. You are strong fighters. Stick with those who love and support you.

Don't give up your hope and faith!

Missy, Steve, & Devin <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Saturday, November 10, 2001 at 01:58 AM (CST)

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Darryl Dawn Chayton Ashley and Gatlin I'm trying to pray as hard as I can for all of you. Hope everything will start to go right for you guys. Sorry to hear about your car, that was all you guys needed on top of everything else. Maybe God is doing this to help you to got your mind off of what is going on so he can sneak that miracle in on you. I sure hope so because you don't need any more problems. You all take care of each other and hang in there and your blessing day should happen. Chayton you show them you can out do them and their not going to get you down anymore. OK !!! Love you all and God Bless You !!!
Love
Betty
Betty Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Minn. - Saturday, November 10, 2001 at 12:40 AM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell and Chayton, Keep the faith. I am keeping you in my prayers.
Sincerely,
Sylvia
Sylvia Cook <SJKC1961@AOL.COM>
Mendota Heights, MN - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 09:51 PM (CST)

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DAWN AND DARRELL;
FOLLOW YOUR HEARTS!!! DO NOT LET HEARTLESS PEOPLE SWAY YOU!! PAY NO HEED TO THEM-IT"S YOUR CHILD!!!! I ADMIRE YOU GUYS. GOD BE WITH YOU ON THIS JOURNEY!

- Friday, November 09, 2001 at 09:19 PM (CST)

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Its wonderful to hear such great news - and its about time!!!! My family will keep up the prayers and know that you and your family are always in our thoughts and in our hearts!
Nancy, Emma and Sam Coleman <ncoleman@chartermi.net>
Marshall, MN 56258 - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 08:55 PM (CST)

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BEEN THINKING OF YOU LOTS THESE DAYS. I HOPE YOU GET ALL THE ANSWERS YOU ARE SO HOPING FOR AND SO DESERVING OF. STILL PRAYING FOR ALL OF YOU AND THE WHOLE FAMILY, THAT GOD GIVES YOU THE STRENGTH TO COPE WITH ALL THAT IS GIVEN. EVERY TIME I SEE MY GRANDCHILDREN, I CAN'T HELP THINKING OF CHAY'S GRANDPARENTS. CAN'T BEGIN TO FATHOM WHAT IT MUST BE LIKE TO SEE THOSE PRECIOUS GRANDBABY'S GOING THROUGH WHAT HE IS GOING THROUGH. YOU ALL NEED TO BE COMMENDED AND YOU ARE DOING SUCH A GOOD JOB. YOU TRULY ARE AN INSPIRATION TO ALL OF US. SO MANY TIMES I HEAR PEOPLE SAY IT TAKES SPECIAL PEOPLE TO GO THROUGH WHAT YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH.
KEITH & MARGE
- Friday, November 09, 2001 at 06:44 PM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn and Chayton.. I am glad you made it safely to my home state of Texas. My prayers continue for little Chayton and for you two also. We hope for a miracle, Chayton already is one. God bless all of your family and we will keep you close to our hearts and in our prayers, Gatlin and Ashley too.
Janette Abraham <janettea@hubbardfeeds.com>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 03:43 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell & Chayton, so glad to hear we have more time than expected with Chayton. Everyday is a miracle with this type of disease. Forget about all the negatives other people are voicing. It's natural for those types of people, because obviously they aren't & have never worn the shoes you kids are wearing right now. We need to pray for those who are such skeptics, for they know not what they are talking about. How could they when something so tragic hasn't & we all pray never does happen to their family. It's a sad thing to have such young beautiful children such as yourselves to have to make the life & death decisions that you are faced with, with your child. But remember what I told you & Darrell, Dawn at the hospital when we kissed each other good-bye & I wished you good luck? Put the negatives people are voicing aside & stay away from that type of talk, you have far greater things to spend your energy on. Your gorgeous Chayton, Gatlin & Ashley. So keep your chins up high & walk proud. When you love your children as much as you 2 do, as I'm sure most parents do, you will do whatever you can to try to save them. So we will continue no matter what praying for Chayton, Gatlin, Ashley, Dawn & yes you too Darrell, Ha! In fact we will pray for all the sick children in the world. That's what God would want from all of us. The power of prayer is so strong I know in my heart it will help our family & others also in the meantime. There is never too much prayer to go around. Now that I'm done rambling on you kids give our baby a great big hug & a great big juicy kiss like he always has to give us & tell him how much we love all of you. Gatlin & Ashley will be so thrilled to know that Drs. think there is plenty of hope to go around. Love you all. P.S. Please thank my niece Janelle & her husband for helping our kids out with a place to stay & being there for you. It means alot to know you are with some family so far from home & someone you know to talk to when your days are long & trying. Love Mom & Glen [Grandpa & Grandma V.]
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 03:04 PM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn & Little Chayton – We continue to check on you daily...we're praying real hard for that miracle! Keep a positive attitude, we'll pray for extra strength and encouragement for all of you! Keep up the great work Chayton (and Chayton's mommy and daddy too)! Take care and God bless you!!!
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 01:10 PM (CST)

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I'll keep praying:-) Keep us posted!
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 12:15 PM (CST)

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Darrell and Dawn and Chayton-I'll keep praying.Sounds like you received some pretty good news.Good Luck and I'm thinking of you!!!Jenny O.
Jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. America - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 12:05 PM (CST)

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Chayton~ I hope you are behving for mommy and Daddy and the doctor's and of course I am sure you are flirting with the nurses. You hang in there buddy. You can do it. You show everyone how much of a fighter you are. nothing is going to keep you down.

Now for mommy and Daddy~~ You have to do what you have to. Now matter what it cost or what people say or think!!!!!
I don't see any one jumping in to your shoes!!!! All I know is that I wouldn't want to be in your shoes!!! It's "WHAT IF"- "WHAT IF" You can not put a price on a child's life.
Dawn and Darrel, I don't think you have done nothing wrong.
If fighting for your child's life is so wrong, those who are saying that is wrong, I don't think you should be on this earth. If it was your child you would be doing anything that you can.

Hang in there you guys are going great. If you need any thing please let me know.
I am going to try getting a hold of my mom's friend that I told you about, and she if she can do any thing for you.
talk to ya soon.
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
- Friday, November 09, 2001 at 10:41 AM (CST)

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This is Denise's daughter, and I just wanted to say that I think you did the right thing going to Texas, you have to do anything to save your son. Good luck and I am glad to read that everything is going good in Texas. I also like the way you always include Gatlin and Ashley all the time I am sure they will appreciate everything that you are doing for their brother.Miracles do happen and I hope one comes your way.
Oh by the way Chayton, Gatlin, and Ashley are cute
Jill Meyer <emorriso@netins.net>
Clarksville, Ia - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 09:36 AM (CST)

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Darrell and Dawn and Chayton - Glad to hear that you all made it down to Texas ok. And glad to hear what the Dr has to say. Just remember that God has a plan for Chayton, might not be what you want for him! Keep that postive attitude and we will keep praying for ALL of you! Take care and God Bless.
Dan, Sue, Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Friday, November 09, 2001 at 08:41 AM (CST)

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Dawn & Darrell~
Hey you guys, I am so proud of you guys, I don't blame you one bit. If there is ANYONE who would dare utter one negative syllable~you just send them my way...then I'll take them to Chay's room.
I must say, I am smiling as I'm typing, Chay can beat this...he's a fighter!
I love you guys and pray for you, really pray for you all.
Chayton~
Keep fighting the good fight, little man, you can do this!
I LOVE YOU!
Aunt Missy























Melissa
- Friday, November 09, 2001 at 12:39 AM (CST)

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Dear Anderson Family,
I pray that you will find the miracle we all are hoping for. Chayton is such a trooper with all he has gone through already; he needs this relief so much. Yesterday when I was at the Library in Gibbon I didn't have a chance to sign the guest book and made copies of the journal entries since last week and took them home to read. We happened to be sitting down to eat our supper at about 8:40 last night when one of our kids spoke up saying "You know what we forgot? Aren't we suppose to be praying for Chayton right now?" The hearts of little ones keep us on our toes. We 're thinking of you everyday and continue to pray for all of you. Give each other a hug from us all. We'll keep in touch.
Ann and Fred Jutz and family
Gibbon, Mn USA - Thursday, November 08, 2001 at 02:09 PM (CST)

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Glad to hear you made it safely to Texas. I pray that you find the miracle you are looking for. Our thoughts and prayers are with Chayton and your entire family.
Patti, Mike and Mackenzie <Patti_Dettman@Entegris.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, November 08, 2001 at 07:04 AM (CST)

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So glad that you made it safely to Texas. We'll pray for good news. How's the weather down there? You got out of Dodge just in time - it cooled off a little here! Take care and keep us posted.

LOTS OF LOVE, HUGS, KISSES, AND PRAYERS
Kelly, Brian, Skylar, and Carson

Kelly <reedk@newulmtel.net>
- Thursday, November 08, 2001 at 12:17 AM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrel, & Chayton~~ I'm happy to hear that you made it down there ok. I hope everything turned out like you wanted it to at your appt. today. Chayton buddy you hang in there. keep on fighting! I will checkup on you later on tonight. to see if there is any news. We are thinking about you. You guys take care. Talk to ya soon.

Terri & Dan Schmidt
- Wednesday, November 07, 2001 at 06:56 PM (CST)

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Dear Darrell, Dawn, Chayton, Ashley, & Gatlin,

I pray that the news you received from the clinic in Texas gives you hope. It is my privilege to go to God in prayer each evening for your family. Your gallant fight to save your child is inspiring. I think your journal entry says it best, that in his short life so far, Chayton has taught us all so much. His has been a life of quality, joy and love. If we all could say that the world would be a wonderful place. I look forward to your next journal entry.
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, November 07, 2001 at 06:50 PM (CST)

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Hi Chayman, Mom & Dad, so glad to hear you made your trip to Texas OK. Was worried about all of you all night, but knew you would call if anything was wrong. So you slept on the way Chayton? Well good for you, Lord knows you need the rest. You have a pretty busy day ahead of you today. We are praying for good news. I'm sure you can cry tough to let those Drs. know your still Hanging in there with Mom & Dad & brother & sister. We will never give up our hope Chayton, because without that we have nothing left. So give everyone your out of this world melting little smile & Have a great day. Love Forever Grandma & Grandpa V.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Wednesday, November 07, 2001 at 02:34 PM (CST)

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Hi Chayton-
We hope your trip to Texas is going good. You have a very brave mommy & daddy who love you very much. I have been checking on you daily since the first time I saw your poster on the bulletin board at my work. We will continue to keep you in our thoughts & prayers. Good Luck with everything that you will be encountering in Texas.
Jenny & Steve Gieseke
Jenny Giesek <giessj@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Wednesday, November 07, 2001 at 01:19 PM (CST)

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Chayton and family,

Remember we love all of you very much!!! I hope you have a successful trip in Texas.
Heidi (Sandeen) Lynch <Heidi.Lynch@aexp.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, November 07, 2001 at 12:39 PM (CST)

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Darrell And Dawn-Good Luck and I hope things go GREAT in Texas.8:30-9:00 is Chaytons time.I'll keep praying!!!!
Please drive careful!!
Jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. AMERICA - Tuesday, November 06, 2001 at 05:14 PM (CST)

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All my prayers and thoughts are with your family and I came across this poem that I felt was appropriate, I have a nephew,Jake Houck, with this cancer as well,

To my child.....

Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh
when I feel like crying.

Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and
smile and say how perfect it is.

Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up
and take you to the park to play.

Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you
teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together.

Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer
off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.

Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when
you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if it
comes by.

Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when
you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are
concerned.

Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't
stand over you trying to fix them.

Just for this afternoon, I will take us to Mc Donald's and buy us both a
Happy Meal so you can have both toys.

Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about
how you were born and how much I love you.

Just for this evening, I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry.

Just for this evening, I will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch
and count all the stars.

Just for this evening, I will snuggle beside you for hours, and miss my
favorite TV shows.

Just for this evening when I run my finger through your hair as you pray,I
will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given.

And when I kiss you goodnight, I will hold you a little tighter, a little
longer. It is then, that I will thank God for you, and ask him for
nothing,except one more day.............

As a parent myself, with the stories of Chayton and all the Rhabdoid children, puts everything into perspective.
God bless you and your family forever

Karen Koch <kkoch@ameriquest.com>
North Wales, PA USA - Tuesday, November 06, 2001 at 01:33 PM (CST)

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The outpouring of love and prayers for Chayton and your family is just amazing! The power and love of God is at work for you! Good luck in Texas and we'll all keep the prayers going - especially at 8:30 each night.
Sue Bentz <bentz002@umn.edu>
Gibbon, MN USA - Tuesday, November 06, 2001 at 11:21 AM (CST)

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Good Luck to all of you!! We hope this journey brings the miracles everyone has been asking for and praying for!! Drive Safely :)
Kurt & Carla Karstens & Family <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN United States - Tuesday, November 06, 2001 at 11:03 AM (CST)

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Good luck to all of you!! We hope that this journey brings you all the miracles everyone has been asking and praying for!! Drive safely :)
Kurt & Carla Karstens & Family <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN United States - Tuesday, November 06, 2001 at 11:00 AM (CST)

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Hi guys I hope everything goes very very well you are in my thoughts and prayers always please give that little fighter love from his auntie Stacy and lots of kisses too we miss you and love you guys very much hugs and kisses from our house to yours.
Stacy <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
Lester Prairie, MN - Tuesday, November 06, 2001 at 09:35 AM (CST)

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Hi Chayton and Family -
Just to let you know we are still praying for you and keeping you in our thoughts. You have been so strong through all of this-definitely an inspiration to all of us.
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Monday, November 05, 2001 at 09:16 PM (CST)

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Chayton, we hope that you will have a wonderful trip and find your miracle on the way. We'll be praying for you.

Darrell & Dawn: My internet server was not working. Sorry for not at least calling. Hang in there. My heart literally aches from hearing all the news you have been dealing with. I'll be there for you.

We'll be praying especially from 8:30-9:00. I will be doing it in a few minutes. Blessed be your family as well.

Missy, Steve, & Devin <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Monday, November 05, 2001 at 08:19 PM (CST)

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HEY!Chayton how are you? I like your pictures!Keep fighting!
Alyssa
Alyssa Neid <shorty_n@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, November 05, 2001 at 04:02 PM (CST)

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WAY TO GO!!! Writer later. Kepp fighting and we love you!:)
Sarah, Andrew, and Cassandra
- Monday, November 05, 2001 at 02:32 PM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, and family,
We are thinking of you and praying for you everyday. I sure hope a miracle comes true in Texas. Please give Chayton a hug from me.
Denise Meyer <stjmeyer@netins.com>
Clarksville, Ia Butler - Monday, November 05, 2001 at 02:03 PM (CST)

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OH That's weird, 8:30-9:00 is my Free time. Looks like I am going to have a little prayer session at that time. Whatever helps out little Chayton. Stay Strong:)
Love, Tricia (Your Neighbor)
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Monday, November 05, 2001 at 08:43 AM (CST)

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Dawn-
I got your email, thank you so much for taking the time to do that, with the things that are going on, I glad to know you still hold on to your friends strength. I think of you all everyday and Kenzie and I pray for Chayton every night. I hope one day they can meet and play together, even if it is for just a few minutes. God bless and keep your family safe. Don't hesitate to call or email me if you need ANYTHING! Lots of Love- Cryshall, Jeff & Mackenzie Larson
cryshall L.-Larson <cryshall@newulmtel.net>
NEW ULM, mn USA - Sunday, November 04, 2001 at 08:05 PM (CST)

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TO ALL THE ANDERSON'S:
8:30- 9:00 PRAYER, IT IS DONE. THE POWER OF PRAYER IS A WONDERFUL THING.
KEITH & MARGE
- Sunday, November 04, 2001 at 07:01 PM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn and Chayton-
8:30-9:00--Consider it done from me too!!!!!Your neighbor(jenny)
Jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. U.S.A. - Sunday, November 04, 2001 at 06:31 PM (CST)

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Chayton, Dawn & Darrell - I am keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Josie <josiegrammer@ivillage.com>
London, England - Sunday, November 04, 2001 at 01:52 PM (CST)

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I'm glad you were able to go trick or treating! Hope you got a lot of your favorite candy! Prayer for Chayton between 8:30 to 9:00 - consider it done! Stay strong and brave little one.

Kelly
- Saturday, November 03, 2001 at 11:09 PM (CST)

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Dawn and family,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Just keep praying, miracles do happen. Darla and family
Darla Dralle <wddairy@Iowa-Telecom.net>
Greene, Ia USA - Saturday, November 03, 2001 at 04:51 PM (CST)

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Dawn,our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.We will continue to pray for you all.Just keep your faith and know that God will meet your needs. Miracles are small deeds in his hands.God bless and keep you all.
Rudy and Tina Kraft <rtmdkraft@yahoo.com>
Iberia, MO US - Friday, November 02, 2001 at 11:16 PM (CST)

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DAWN, DARRELL AND CHAYTON;
THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR PAIN WITH ALL OF US ON THE INTERNET.IT HAS TO BE HEARTWRENCHING TO VERBALIZE YOUR TERRORS TO STRANGERS. YOUR FIGHT HAS GIVEN ALL OF US STRENGTH AND TAUGHT HUMILITY. CONTINUE YOUR BATTLE FOR CHAYTON.WE WILL KEEP PRAYING FOR YOU. GOD GIVE YOU PEACE.

- Friday, November 02, 2001 at 08:04 PM (CST)

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We continue to say prayers for Chayton and the rest of your family. I have no words to ease your pain other than I know God and his angels are right there with you. May your strength continue no matter where this journey leads you.
Jane & Bruce
- Friday, November 02, 2001 at 07:51 PM (CST)

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Chayton you hang in there no matter what the doctors say thay are not god only God knows what is going on! we love you take care of mom and dad you give them strenth through yourself! You are always in my prayers.
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx U.S.A. - Friday, November 02, 2001 at 05:58 PM (CST)

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Anderson Family~ I am sorry that the MRI wasn't go news. But Chayton is a fighter. He has been through alot.He will fight his hardest to get through this.He hasn't giving up so we can't give up on him. our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. You take care.
Terri & Dan Schmidt
- Friday, November 02, 2001 at 08:20 AM (CST)

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God you sure work
In mysterious ways
Help me with the answers
To the questions of today
They ask where is your God
When you're up late at night
And you can't seem to stop
Your child when he cries


Then I hear a gentle whisper
As You softly say ok
My child, I can relate

Cause I was there in the garden
The night my Son cried
And I was there in the morning
When the blood on His face dried
So I understand what you've gone
Through, I have a child too
And I'll be there for you
Child I can relate to you

Tonight I am praying for Your Mercy and Your Grace
And if this cup could pass by us any other way
Oh Why, Lord, why and where are You now?
As I watch my son dying slowly in my arms

Then again I hear You whisper
As it gets too much to take
You said, child I can relate

Cause I was there in the courtyard when my Son's blood ran red
And I was there by the cross when he was fighing for a breath
So I understand what you've gone through
See I have a child too, and I'll be there for you
Child, I can relate to you

I was there when my Jesus rose into the sky
And I was there by the couch when Dawson opened his eyes
He saw a world brand new
And I was there with him too
Like I'm still there for you
Child I can relate to you.



- Thursday, November 01, 2001 at 02:55 PM (CST)

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Hello, Heard about you from your cousin(I think) Denise (Kraft) Meyer. You will surely be in our prayers. What a great looking family you have. May the good Lord bless and keep you and take a liking to you,
sincerely,
Larry and Pam Voigts
Larry Voigts <teachret5@hotmail.com>
Clarksville, Ia - Thursday, November 01, 2001 at 11:08 AM (CST)

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Dawn, Darrell, Chayton, Gatlin and Ashley:
I just read the update on the journal. I wish that I could do something more (like most people). I am praying for all of you and I know that God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in times of trouble. Take care of yourself as best as is possible during this time.
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Thursday, November 01, 2001 at 10:31 AM (CST)

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Chayton, brave little one, I spoke with your mommy and daddy today and they told me the results of your recent MRI. If I could be granted "one" wish, it would be this: to have the power to heal all walks of life. Touching your head that holds your smile for life and being able to heal your cancer away would be the very first thing that I would do with my healing power. Your mommy, daddy, brother, and sister are doing everything that they can to make sure that you experience as much "good" as possible. I hope that you enjoyed the hayride. I'm sorry that it got a little cold, but at least the fresh air helped you get some sleep that you needed. Whatever happens, I pray that you don't have pain, but only comfort. Your in my thoughts and my prayers, always.

Lots of love, hugs, kisses, and prayers
Kelly
Kelly
- Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 11:43 PM (CST)

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Just read the news and am saddened. Thoughts and prayers are still coming your way. Treasure every minute, as life is a gift. I have learned so much from your struggles. God has a plan, and I think HE has made us all take a step back and take a second look. If you need something, call us.
Keith & Marge <kemarich@means.net>
winthrop, mn usa - Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 04:24 PM (CST)

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You all must be stressed to the limit. It's amazing how you can keep going when something like your child's life is at stake. Be strong. I know you're hurting. We all can see how much you love Chayton and have such a great will for him to live. We all want that for Chayton. Our prayers and love are with you always. I wish there was more that we could do. Keep up the fight. Chayton...Your doing great with all you have to deal with. Your the greatest fighter we know. God Bless. Love and Prayers to all.
Ann and Fred Jutz and Family
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 03:28 PM (CST)

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I wish there was something I could do to make this pain go away. Nobody especially a child should ever haft to face this kind of illness. I am so glad my kids and I got the chance to get to know your family. You all are an inspiration. You keep staying strong. If theres anything I can do for you, even lend my sholder to you all, I will be there. I will e-mail my home # to you, because in 8 days we go home!:) So the next time we see you, hopefully it won't be in the hospital!! Thanks Chayton for sending us a smile. Your smile is so precious. We love you all. Stay strong and remember call anytime. Happy Halloween!
Sarah, Andrew, & Cassandra <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
Monticello, Mn AMERICA!:) - Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 02:23 PM (CST)

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Darrell and Dawn and Family -- Wow,I am so sorry to read what the MRI showed! Keep the faith and know that God has a plan for Chayton and he must really need him in heaven. We will all keep praying for Chayton and all of you. Please let us know if you need anything.
Sue, Dan Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN USA - Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 02:20 PM (CST)

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Darrell and Dawn--My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!!!If there is anything I can do to help, please ask I will be there in a minute!!!!Jenny O.
Jenny <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. AMERICA - Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 01:31 PM (CST)

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My heart is so sad. Pray about it. Hold onto Chayton. My prayers are with you.
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 12:40 PM (CST)

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Dear Darrell and Dawn,
I believe you have been given the worst news a hundred times that no parent wants to hear. I hope that you are considering hospice type care at home for Chaytons care. I have done this care, and it is so peaceful and dignified.The people who help with the care in your home are the best medicine for the two of you, and Chayton. They are so caring and respectful of life. I thought about you guys all last night and it just makes my heart so heavy. Just please slow down and take the family time you all need with your little boy. I hope you get peace with giving Chayton to God, and have comfort in the fact that he will have eternal life in heaven, waiting for when you can all be together with no pain, only joy. I will be still praying intensly that this journey is so peaceful for all of you. I am so sad for you all. When I was praying last night these passages stood out to me...this is Jesus talking.."I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world!" John 16:33 and " This is what the Lord says--the Holy one of Israel, and its Maker; concerning things to come, do you question me about my children, or give me orders about the work of my hands? It is I who made the earth and created mankind upon it. My own hands stretched the heavens; I marshaled their starry hosts." Isaiah 45:11 and " Shout for joy , O heavens; rejoice , O earth; burst into song, O mountains! For the Lord comforts his people and will have compassion on his afflicted ones." Isaiah 49:13 I will be continually thinking of you all and please know that you can call if you need anything. Love Dana and family
Dana Mohr <mohrfuntime@webtv.net>
Paynesville, MN - Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 10:10 AM (CST)

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Sweet Chayton, you are such a tough little man! I just want you to know how proud I am of you! Of course, I'm proud of mom,dad, Gat and Ash, too, but you, precious, you are the coolest child I have ever met in my entire life(with the exception of my two cool dudes)! I love you so much and I swear that if Uncle John doesn't get my a-- up to see you...well, I just can't say.
Dawn & Darrell~
I can hardly see what I am typing so bear with me. I just can't stop crying...I love you all so much!
Aunt Miss <melissafails @yahoo.com>
Charles City, IA USA - Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 09:48 AM (CST)

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Hey there Anderson's!!
We just want you to know that our thoughts and prayers are with you at this trying time. Take care and God Bless.


Warren, Mandy, Nick, Ally, Lucas & Cole Blumhoefer <wamandy@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, October 30, 2001 at 09:41 PM (CST)

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Chayton and family;
Sorry about the new setback; but it's only a setback. We're praying really hard for you!!! Keep up your strength!
God is with you.
Ron and Marlene Marti

- Tuesday, October 30, 2001 at 08:21 PM (CST)

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Hey Chayton little buddy. Wow, another bump in the road. I'm so sorry to hear about your CT scan. You have been such a great fighter so far . . . you haven't given up yet so don't give up now. We continue to pray and pray for you. I know God is listening and I pray His plan is to keep you here with us for a very long, long time. You have so much to show us and to offer us. You keep fighting tough buddy.

Anderson family . . . you guys keep fighting tough also. You're an inspiration to us all. You may not feel very strong . . . but YOU REALLY ARE!!! May God bless you dearly. You know all you have to do is ask and I'll be there for you.

Love you all bunches and you continue to be in my prayers.
Colleen Dietz <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday, October 30, 2001 at 06:46 PM (CST)

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Darrell, Dawn & Little Chayton – Know we are praying so hard for you all...we'll continue to ask God to send you strength and courage to get through this!!! Take care and God bless you.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Tuesday, October 30, 2001 at 02:05 PM (CST)

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Hi guys. I drove by your house to stop in for a visit and leave you some church mail. Since you weren't home I checked your website. I am saddened to read that so much more is required from Chayton to fight the R-monster today. Wow, last week when I was at your house visiting, Chayton was so energetic. I sure had fun playing with Chay. O Lord, we ask a miracle for Chayton's healing. We want this precious child to live and, to grow up and know your love as an adult. Dear Lord Jesus, continue to give strength to Dawn and Darrel and their family as they do battle with this disease. Help all who love Chayton to feel and know your love. Give us courage, hope, faith, and compassion to love you and others in Christ's name. Amen.
Hi to Ashley and Gatlin from all of us. We hope you like the Halloween stuff we sent. We miss you. Hope school is going well. We sure want your little brother to be well. Thank you Lord for all our children. Help us to do our best for all kids. Help us to love every child as our very own. Chayton, Ashley, and Gatlin, we love you all.
See you soon. Bye for now.
Sincerely, Pastor Bob & Judy Miner, Hannah, Maren
Pastor Bob Miner <plc@means.net>
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday, October 30, 2001 at 12:53 PM (CST)

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Sorry to hear the news this morning...we are all praying and hoping to read better news once you get all your results. Not a day goes by that we don't think of you and all that you are being handed. Take care...we'll keep praying! :)
Kurt & Carla Karstens & Family <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN Brown - Tuesday, October 30, 2001 at 12:51 PM (CST)

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Anderson - Kraft clan:
Hi. I just read the update off the journal. I want to cry with you folks. I continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers and will pass the word along to folks down here.

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Tuesday, October 30, 2001 at 09:23 AM (CST)

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Good morning! I check in every morning to see how things are going. I'm not sure as to what to say with
the new CT, Good Luck with the MRI and prayfully everything will work out. You are with me in prayer and
I think of you all of the time.

Sue Anderson
Winthrop, - Tuesday, October 30, 2001 at 08:02 AM (CST)

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Hey Guys! I hope you get the results like yesterday. Glad to hear you all had fun on the hayride. Talk later, and take care.
Sarah, Andrew, and Cassandra <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday, October 29, 2001 at 12:15 PM (CST)

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CHAYTON!!!!!~~~
HELLO THERE BIG GUY! GUESS WHAT? UNCLE JOHN & G'PA ARE FINALLY ON THEIR WAY TO COME & SEE YOU ! THEY DILLY-DALLY AROUND SOMETIMES,YA KNOW. ANYWAYS-NO, I DIDN'T GET TO COME ALONG...NOT ENOUGH ROOM OR SOMETHING...I AM SAD.
COLTON & DOMINIC SURE CAN'T WAIT TO PLAY WITH YOU AGAIN! YOU SURE ARE A HANDSOME GODSON!
KEEP CRYING TOUGH, SWEET THING.
AUNT MISSY <MELISSAFAILS@YAHOO.COM>
CHARLES CITY, IA USA - Sunday, October 28, 2001 at 12:57 PM (CST)

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Chayton, you are such a big boy. Keep smiling and be strong. So many are praying for you.

Wishing all the family great times, great memories, and one big MIRACLE.

Dawn, thanks so much for the "awesome" Christian sand sculpture photos you emailed me.

I did not mail that information to you as you said that Chayton is already on IP6. Let me know if you still would like it. Hope that they get on the ball and put him on high priority and get the treatments that he needs promptly. Keep pushing!

Regarding the computer thing, no luck on this end. Sorry. I'm still not going to give up. It is great that you were able to set up a site for Gatlin & Ashley as well.

Missy <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Sunday, October 28, 2001 at 12:47 AM (CDT)

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Darrell & Dawn,
I just wanted to drop in to let you know that you are all in my thoughts & prayers.
What a little trooper you have there. Keep up the good job Chayton you are doing great!
God bless,
Cindy





Cindy Petersen (Bode)
North Mankato, mn - Friday, October 26, 2001 at 10:38 PM (CDT)

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Hi there little Chayman, Grandpa & Grandma V. are going to go pick up Gatlin & Ashley tomorrow morning from their other Grandpa & Grandma Kraft's & bring them up to see you this weekend. Burrr have the blankets ready it's really cold outside now. Hope the weather warms up so we can go on that hayride with you. You know Grandma if it gets too cold she can't move around too well, but you'll keep her in check won't you? Love ya lots & can't wait to see you little man. Keep mom & dad busy till we get there KKKKK!!!! Love always Grandpa & Grandma V.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Friday, October 26, 2001 at 06:09 PM (CDT)

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Chayton, you have made ot far and keep fighting you are in my thoughts and prayers

Kiley Kruggel <v_ball_lover1@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, October 25, 2001 at 06:25 PM (CDT)

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Chayton, you have made ot far and keep fighting you are in my thoughts and prayers

Kiley Kruggel <v_ball_lover1@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, October 25, 2001 at 06:23 PM (CDT)

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Just tolet you know your are all in our thoughts and prayers. keep fighting, sounds like you are exploring all avenues. We have learned so much from your determination, I don't think you really realize how many lives you have made an impact on.
Keith & Marge <kemarich@means.net>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Thursday, October 25, 2001 at 03:20 PM (CDT)

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Hi! I tried to sign the guestbook last night but had a little trouble and lost everything that I typed, so I gave up. Chayton, thank you for the hug and kiss the other day. You never cease to amaze me. Everything that your going through and you still smile at life. Please continue to fight this battle, but know this; if you get too tired and you just can't anymore, its okay, no one would think any less of you. You are such a brave little one, much braver than many grown men!

LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE AND KISSES
Kelly
Kelly <reedk@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN - Thursday, October 25, 2001 at 10:12 AM (CDT)

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Hope everything goes ok. I got kinda excided to see you were comming to Children's on Friday not the 9th. Then I read alittle more and seen your going to St.Paul.:( But it will be good to know how he's progressing. Miss you all very much. Call if you need ANYTHING!
Sarah, Andrew, & Cassandra <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
Monticello, - Thursday, October 25, 2001 at 12:12 AM (CDT)

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If you come to Houston for anything, please call me. You are welcome to stay with us. My number at work is 281-528-0717.
Janelle Steinert (Cruse) <janelles@birch.net>
Spring, TX USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 11:21 PM (CDT)

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Hi there guys I tried to call you yesterday but I didn't even get the machine hope things are going as good as they possible can I think about you guys everday and I am praying for Chay tell him his auntie Stacy loves him very much and I miss all of you give the other two little munchkins a big hug and kiss from me too I will try to call again soon Hugs and Kisses from our house to yours.
Stacy Hagman <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
Lester Prairie, MN - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 06:25 PM (CDT)

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You are so brave for your little Chayton. Keep up the wonderful job your doing. We'll continue to pray.
Fred and Ann Jutz and Family
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 05:16 PM (CDT)

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Keep on fighting guys and we will keep an praying!:) Miss you very much.
sarah <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 12:05 PM (CDT)

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Hey Andersons:
Just checking in to run off your journal before I go out to see Great Grandma Betty Munson. Thought she might like to be updated if she hasn't yet. Keep fighting! We are standing in the gap praying for you all.



Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 11:20 AM (CDT)

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Hello Anderson family! Just wanted to let you know you are all still my thoughts and prayers. God bless you all!
Sara, Amanda, and Jakey <abcsara@excite.com>
Dodge Center, MN USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 10:44 AM (CDT)

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Hello everyone! Chayton, just wanted to let you know that we're still praying real hard for that miracle!!! We're also praying for lots strength and courage for your mommy and daddy...you're all doing great! You've got an awesome family Chayton! Gatlin, congratulations on being chosen Fire Fighter for your class! That's pretty cool! Ashley, hope you had tons of fun wearing your clothes backwards! Everyone take care and God bless you all! We know all things are possible through God!!!
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Wednesday, October 24, 2001 at 08:38 AM (CDT)

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I received the information on an alternative treatment which I was told to have put many cancer patients in remission (no known toxic effects either). It is called IP6, inositol hexaphosphate (nature's revolutionary cancer fighter/killer). It has been shown to inhibit various cancers in humans and animals. Foods that contain significate amounts of IP6 include: soybeans, rice, sesame, beans, legumes, corn and cereals. Scientists have observed that cancer cells can revert back to normal cells in the presence of IP6.

The ones I was given this information from said it was successful with one of their family members as well as some others they knew personally. I will get the details in the mail to you. Maybe check online for more information and/or ask your doctors.

Talk to you soon! Take care! Hang in there, Chayton!

Ridlers--Missy, Steve, & Devin <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 09:42 PM (CDT)

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Hi Darrel and Dawn,
Although we did not know your family before this, we feel like you have become life long friends. We check the web site each day knowing that a miracle is about to happen but are just waiting for that particular day! Please let us know where we can send a donation to help your family to. My E-Mail address is attached below.
Love,
Monique & Chris Kehr
Monique Kehr <Monique_Kehr@Gelco.com>
Lutz, FL 33549 - Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 07:52 PM (CDT)

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Thank you Dawn! keep looking up god going to bring him through! When I have more time i am sending you a poem that has really lifted me up !hope it does the same for the Anderson family
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx U.S.A. - Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 07:51 PM (CDT)

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Hi Darrel and Dawn and Family - Just read your update and wanted to share with you a place where you might want to check into for Chayton. It is St. Judes in Memphis, TN it is just for kids with cancer! Go to www.stjudes.org, and check out this website. I know people have given you lots of fundraisers to help with the cost, but here at St Judes they will take anyone no matter the ability to pay or if you have no insurance. And they will also pay for your tavel expenses for 1 parent and patient and assistance with local living expenses. I guess from what I have heard of it, it is amazing. I am a Partner in Hope for St Judes for a year now and that money I know is going to good use to help family's in need and to do research to find cures for cancer. Let me know if you need any more information on this place, I would be happy to help you out.

pagels@hutchtel.net <Dan, Sue, Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel>
Glencoe, MN USA - Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 04:58 PM (CDT)

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Dear Darrel and Dawn,

Just to let you know I continue to pray for your whole family daily. I am glad to here Gatlin and Ashley are doing well in Iowa. Just reading your Journal entries helps us all understand how precious life is to you, especially your childrens:-) Cherish every moment.
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 11:53 AM (CDT)

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Hi guys, I so glad to hear that everything is going pretty well. I just read that the Dr.'s want to putt in a g-tube but you are not to excited on this. Have they mentioned a ng tube? (A tube that is inserted in the nose and down the throat to the stomach, then held in place by a little piece of tape on the cheek) Not the most pleasant to have inserted but if Chayton does not vomit alot they can stay in for several weeks at a time. The ng tube works like a g-tube, you can put meds down it or nourishment, but it requires no surgery. It may be something to think about. Katie had ten of these before we went with a g-tube. They work wonderful for giving oral meds. Katie vomited constantly so they never stayed in for very long. I'm glad that you are able to spend some time as a family together. You can never have too much of that! Take Care.
Colleen Flanders <cflanders66@netscape.net>
Edina, MN - Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 11:09 AM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton! What are you going to dress up as for Halloween? I hope you and your family can come along on the hayride on the 27th. Hopefully its not too cold. There's going to be a bomfire, treats, and spooooky stories too. I bought M&M's just for you! I'll give your mom a call today to see what your plans are. We wanted to stop by this past weekend so Skylar and Carson could meet you, Gatlin, and Ashley but we had to get the fasica and gutters on before the snow flies!

Lots of Love and Kisses
Kelly, Brian, Skylar, and Carson Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN - Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 09:15 AM (CDT)

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Just my daily check to see how everthing is going. Dawn sure hope you got my email and can find out about the Essica Tea I turned another person on to the web suit about it. Her mother has cancer. she said it was helping her i have read many reports about it and some say they have been healed by it. I feel that God has lead me to tell people about it. maybe this is what god has called me to do! I only want to do what he would have me to do. and i know it is only through him that we will all make it. I pray for you as you you go through this struggle with Chayton but I know my God is able to do all things and I truly belive in my heart god will heal Chayton where he will be a witness that god does heal.I love ya,ll and you will always be in my prayers!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Texas U.S.A. - Monday, October 22, 2001 at 01:05 PM (CDT)

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Hi Anderson family -- We think about you guys daily and hope and pray that things are going well. God Bless and keep praying. Remember God is always with us, even if we think he has left us.
Dan, Sue, Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Monday, October 22, 2001 at 11:45 AM (CDT)

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Still thinking and praying for all of you every day. Thanks for the updates, you are all real heros.
Keith & Marge <kemarich@means.net>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Sunday, October 21, 2001 at 09:50 PM (CDT)

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http://www.caringbridge.com/nc/mirandarae/ This little girl is 16 months old and has cancer too. What a nice family she has - just like your wonderful family.

We are all praying here in Omaha, NE
Take Care
Candace <PSCGIRL@HOTMAIL.com>
Omaha, NE - Sunday, October 21, 2001 at 12:52 PM (CDT)

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http://www.caringBridge.com/page/sarah please check out this page - this little girl has cancer too. She's such a sweet child. God Bless

- Sunday, October 21, 2001 at 11:39 AM (CDT)

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Hi, me again. Here is some encouragemnt for you. I know of a lady age 36, terminal with breast cancer, who is alive by improving her immune system with genuine nutrition. Her book is called Healthy habits-20 simple ways to improve your health by David and Ann Frahm. I use homeopathy for our family and have had good results. I looked at our health food store and there are many books written on cancer being completely cured by diet and prayer. Good luck in your research. Also, Ive heard of people contacting LaLeche to get donor breastmilk for cancer. Since Ive begun homeschooling Ive been introduced to alot of people who are etremely nutrition conscious and are showing me all of the areas in our diets that are lackng. Too much info most days. I appreciated your comment on cleaners, Dawn, Ive heard this many times and its tie for me to not be so lazy and do somthing in my own home. Just know that I wrote this with deepest love and hoping that you find the answer to cure your babe. Love Your cousin, Dana
Dana Mohr <mohrfuntime@webtv.net>
Paynesville, mn usa - Sunday, October 21, 2001 at 10:46 AM (CDT)

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Hi Darrell and Dawn, I think about you daily and hope that it is going well. I talked to Jerome and found out you are fighting it hard. You are always on my mind and in my prayers.

Dana Mohr <mohrfuntime@webtv.net>
Paynesville, mn usa - Sunday, October 21, 2001 at 10:18 AM (CDT)

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You have become a part of my daily routine. I check your site each day. You are in my prayers. God bless your family
<josborne@mn.rr.com>
New Ulm, Mn USA - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 09:24 PM (CDT)

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Dear Chayton and Family,

I have to say...reading your journal is like reading our own...your family has been through so much, just like our son, Sean. I agree that you can never give up hope for there is no such thing as false hope...if things go well, then the hope got you through, and if it is not so well...hope will help you get up each day and fight...

This has been our own family's motto since Sean was diagnosed last November 29, 2000. Please know that we are praying for Chayton, and your whole family. That any child should be faced with such a battle is wicked. Yet, somehow, when I look at Sean and see that he knows nothing about odds or statistics, rather he just knows how to have a good time as a 21 month old shoud, and then I realize that anything that someone can tell me about the odds means nothing to the reality of our son's survival...he will be a 100% survivor we hope!

In love and prayers
Danielle McCauley, Mother of Sean Ian McCauley (born 1/11/00 - dx 11/29/00) <DanielleRB@AOL.com>
Tustin Ranch, CA USA - Saturday, October 20, 2001 at 09:00 PM (CDT)

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Sorry for not getting in touch in a while. My Internet has not been working properly lately. My Internet provider is upgrading and we're working through the bugs.

Hang in there, Chayton! You're #1. You're #1. You're #1. Keep thinking that you guys and it'll happen. If anyone can beat the odds, you guys can.

Hope things are going well for you too, Gatlin & Ashley. I'm sure Kindergarten keeps you real busy. Keep cheering on your brother.

I wish the benefit would have had a bigger turnout. It was a case of bad timing...MSU homecoming, Statler Brothers concert, some other events, and bad weather. I'm sure glad that you, Darrel & Dawn, made it. I hope Chayton is getting though the change in chemo better. I wish I could have seen him and the kids too. I've been contacting the winners of the silent auction and the raffle who were not present at the time of the drawing and hope to get everything done real soon. Hopefully, you will hear from more people from the many newspaper articles and other media.

Wishing you all the best. Praying for you everyday. Lots of love!!!
Missy <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Friday, October 19, 2001 at 11:09 PM (CDT)

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Keep on fighting guys, I'll always be here for you even when you don't need me. Your family has really touched my heart. It will be different when you guys come, and Andrew, Cassandra and I won't be here. Maybe you can come one day early instead of us staying one day later,hey?:) :) Anyways, I hope we all keep in contact when we don't see each other at Children's Hospotal... It will be nice to see all the kids in a home, but VERY different!!! Well, talk later, think I'm in Jack's way.
Sarah, Andrew, and Cassandra <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
Monticello, Mn - Friday, October 19, 2001 at 02:41 AM (CDT)

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Dawn, I've been thinking about you and your family everyday since you and I talked that one day. My prayers are with each and everyone of you.
Dawn Schmidt <Schmidtmason@maxminn.com>
Montevideo, Mn usa - Thursday, October 18, 2001 at 02:01 PM (CDT)

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Keep up the good work Chayton and family! We remember you in our prayers and thoughts. Know that God loves you and is holding you in his arms on that roller coaster ride that you are on.
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Thursday, October 18, 2001 at 09:38 AM (CDT)

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It's library day again. Time to get back on the computer. I just about screamed when I read your journal entry about Chaytons MRI and Spinal Tap. I told Stacy "Come over here and read this; you won't believe it." She read it and we both said "Isn't that great news. I love when prayers, love and support bring about such wonderful news. We have to believe it's all helping. I believe that what you're doing is right. Chayton...Keep On Fighting. We will continue to pray for you as long as you need our prayers. Keep up the Great Fight. An Angel with love and support all around you......Chayton that is you.
Ann and Fred Jutz and Family
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, October 17, 2001 at 05:09 PM (CDT)

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Hey Guys,
i was jsut on the web page today and when I read teh news i was so excited i jsut had to tel you about. My tought and prayers have always been with chayton fromthe day I met him. He is an angel in every way. I absolutely adore him. Chayton I want you to know how brave a little boy you are and I want you to hang in there. You are an angel on earth. Your Mom and Dad have done a great job with you so far. I haven't seen them in awhile, but from what is sounds like they are hanging in there. I will keep praying for chayton as always.
Chaytons #1 Fan,
Tracy KOnerza
Tracy Konerza <tracyk2001@yahoo.com>
Silver Lake , Mn USA - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 10:27 PM (CDT)

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Dawn,
You amaze me. I have a little girl, Lauren, she'll be two soon. I can't bear to imagine for long what it's like to go through such a tough and trying time. Thank you for keeping the journal. It gives us all an opportunity to take this walk with you-- somewhat. Every parent imagines it. Clearly there is a God. He's mirrored in the love you and your family and your friends have for Chayton. What a beautiful little boy! What a beautiful family you have! My thoughts and prayers are with you, your family, and most especially, Chayton. May God bless you and keep you safe.
Rayan McMackin <rmcmackin@mn.rr.com>
new ulm, mn usa - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 10:14 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton! Its GREAT news about your MRI! It was time for some encouraging news. I just know your going to beat this. It was great seeing you and your mommy and daddy this past weekend, even through you weren't feeling so great. But, on Monday, you looked great! Its amazing how kids can just bounce back so quickly. I think of you everyday and pray that you continue with great strength - don't give up!

XXOO and our love!
Kelly, Brian, Skylar, and Carson
Kelly Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 08:17 PM (CDT)

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Great News on the MRI!! We will keeping praying for him and the family.
Carrie Nelson <Smiling2002@yahoo.com>
Lafayette, MN America - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 07:48 PM (CDT)

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GREAT NEWS ON THE MRI!!!!!! MORE IS ON THE WAY! WE'LL KEEP PRAYING FOR YOU!!
MARLENE MARTI

- Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 05:22 PM (CDT)

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Darrell And Dawn-Congrat's on the good news.I'll keep praying!!!Tell Chayton to keep fighting!!!Jenny O.
Jenny O'Connor <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. America - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 01:43 PM (CDT)

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I am SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS. You have come so far in the short time that seems like a lifetime that we have known each other. I remember the time you got the horrible news. Remember we all said we would get together with all of the kids and remember the past that lead us into a great friendship. A true one, we all have shown how much we can all be there for each other even with our own medical problems. That to me, is a true friendship where we put our own problems aside and be there for a friend. I just get tears in my eyes everytime I think of Friday when you heard the wonderful news. Dawn and Darrel, you to are a real inspiration to be so strong to keep on this. To the kids, you are so strong to be handling this as good as you have, and to understand whats going on. You and your family are great inspirations to let people know that nothing can tear a family, or their beliefs in God down. Just keep going and know that My Family and I are always here for you and praying for you. See you Wed. Miss you guys and Chayton, I better get a high five!!
Sarah Starkey <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
Monticello, - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 11:44 AM (CDT)

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Great news from the MRI and spinal tap! We'll all keep praying for more good news.
Terri Muchow <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN Sibley - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 09:50 AM (CDT)

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Keep up the good works Chayton. My son called me from Winthrop to tell me about your good results before your mom had a chance to put it on line. He was so thrilled and so was I. The only thing I could say was Praise God. We know he is in the MIRACLE business. There may not be a medical explanation for it but we know who is in charge don't we.
Prayers are still being said in North Carolina so keep up the good work.
Helen Caldwell <JCaldwell02@Sprynet.com>
Graham, NC USA - Tuesday, October 16, 2001 at 07:00 AM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrell, Gatlin, Ashley and Little Chayton – Great news about the Spinal Tap & MRI! We'll continue to pray real, real hard for that miracle. Keep up the great work Chayton...you're one special little guy! Take care and God bless you all!
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Monday, October 15, 2001 at 09:45 PM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrell, Gaitlin, Ashley & Chayton
I just read the articles on your family (and what a BEAUTIFUL family!) and noticed how close to home you were. I am a student at Gustavus in St. Peter, and origionally from Madelia. I cannot begin to imagine the pain and stress, but WOW your family is truly an inspiration. My heart goes out to you and my prayers are constant. Thank you for helping me remember how precious my family and friends are - instead of my possessions.

Hang in there & stay strong, you have so many people cheering for you!

God Bless
Jessica <jcunning@gac.edu>
St. Peter, MN - Monday, October 15, 2001 at 01:06 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, Darrell, Chayton, Gatlin and Ashley;
Just stopped by to read the update. I keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
love ya all,

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Monday, October 15, 2001 at 10:12 AM (CDT)

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You don't know me, but I came across another person's web page and noticed that Chayton's babysitter left his web-page address, so I stopped by. I just finished reading every entry you entered and was in awe. You have such a wonderful family and I hope you know that I to am praying for you and your family, through this difficult time. My Grandma has cancer, she has had it for the last 3 years. I somewhat know what your going through. It's truly amazing how strong family can be during times like these. I just want you to know that my family and friends are also praying for you guys. I wanted to let you also know that there's another caring bridge web page. If you have time to look at it, I know that your busy, it's caringbridge.com/mn/sammy.com I don't know if you heard about her or not, but her parents have had there ups and downs too and they know what your going through. I believe she was at the same hospital as Chayton. Take care all of you.

"Mercy, peace and love be yours in abundance." Jude 1:2 (Jude the Saint for Children with Cancer.)

Stay strong Chayton - your truly a fighter

God Bless you all

Candace <PSCGIRL@HOTMAIL>COM>
Omaha, Ne United States of American - Sunday, October 14, 2001 at 10:59 AM (CDT)

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Darrell, Dawn And Family--Thinking of you everyday!!Hope to see you at home soon!!!Dawn and Darrell, Call anytime you need!!!!Love-Jenny O.Tell the little ones whenever they want a ride on the schoolbus to yell when I go by!!!
Jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. AMERICA - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 09:23 PM (CDT)

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Wow!!! I just spent an hour ready the journal entries. Can't imagine what shape I would be in after all of that. My HEART and PRAYERS are with Chay and his family.

Mankato, MN USA - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 02:31 PM (CDT)

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Chayton and Family,
Just wanted to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. Your family is an inspiration to all of us. Keep Fighting Chayton.
Michele & Mark Kohn
Courtland, MN - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 12:36 PM (CDT)

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WAY TO GO!!! I have a good feeling that you will be one who will prove the Doctors that your family and friends can pass this! I am so happy for you! This new med should work, being that things went your way in the last 2 weeks. I will see you when you come next week. Well gotta go and way to go!!
Sarah, Andrew, and Cassandra <Sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
Monticello, Mn Wright - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 10:39 AM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton. Hang in there Buddy!!:) I know you can make it through all of this.. I'm praying for you..:)

Love, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 09:24 AM (CDT)

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Dear friends, I read the newspaper article yesterday. My heart is heavy for you. It's ok to tell God how you feel. Moses became angry too and God said that's ok. I have never had a sick child so I don't know your pain, but I do feel with you. I love kids. I wish you strength and support from your friends at the times you need it the most.
Gary Classen <garycla@hotmail.com>
Mt. Lake, MN Cottonwood - Saturday, October 13, 2001 at 09:08 AM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrell, Chayton, Gatlin and Ashley,
I have just made my first visit to your web site and have spent the last 2 hours reading your journal. Your story really makes me appreciate my health and the health of my children- something we take for granted too often. You are in my prayers and I hope they give you strength to go on! You are all doing an awesome job with everything you have been given to deal with! Chayton, you are adorable and what a personality as described by your Mom! Keep on fighting, you have alot of people on your side! Gatlin and Ashley, have fun in kindergarten!! Sounds like you're being a big help to your Mom and Dad. Darell, I worked at the Nicollet Veterinary Clinic several years ago and used to see you once in a while there. I wish you and your family the health and happiness you deserve!
Take Care!
Julie (Schwecke) Dummer
Julie Dummer <pjbtdumm@rtsmn.com>
Lafayette, MN - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 10:38 PM (CDT)

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Some days you feel lost...
Lost in hope....
You feel the need to cry....
So go on....
Let the tears roll down,
Days can seem to be at it's worst,
But don't give up on hope,
Because I know you can find a way,
Some kind of happiness will come your way,
Don't ask why? Or why us?
Be thankful for what you have...
Some people are not as lucky,
But try your hardest to think of positive things at the worst times,
Even if we don't understand why God had to let this happen,
Just remember....
Things are meant to happen,
For their own reasons,
Be blessed....
And please have some hope,
And I hope that everything goes smoothly for him,
Good luck to you and your family.

*PEACE* and ~LOVE~ Jenna

Jenna <Billie540@yahoo.com>
Mankato, MN USA - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 07:54 PM (CDT)

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Our prayers are with you and remember God is always with you , don't let go of his hand.
Gene and Carol Kiecker <gene@prairie.lakes.com>
Hector, MN God bless the USA - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 07:50 PM (CDT)

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My son Justin has been in remission for almost two years now. He was diagnosed 6/1999 when he was 4. He is doing well, happy and enjoying the first grade. Please keep the faith. The treatment can be so aweful and watching them go through it all is worse. But when it is all done, and they are better, it all seems worth it.
My best to you and your family.
Donna Cameron <djcameron87@yahoo.com>
Seattle, WA usa - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 06:47 PM (CDT)

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My nephew, Jacob Houck is battling this monster too. Your family is in our prayers as are all our Rhabdoid Babies!!
I fully believe the angels are taken care of all these children. Keep the faith, my family and I will continue to pray daily for your family, and Chayton.

KAREN KOCH <kkoch@ameriquest.com>
north wales, pa 19454 - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 04:09 PM (CDT)

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Darrell -- I did not know you were going through this until the FreePress this morning. Just wanted to let you to know that you are all in our prayers. Hang in there.
Marcy Kelley Yarger and Family <marcyy@condux.com>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 11:03 AM (CDT)

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My family and I are praying for you all. Best of wishes and we hope every thing goes ok.
julie sistrunk <swtnsingl3@aol.com>
north mankato , mn nicollet - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 10:33 AM (CDT)

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Hi my name is Randi,and I will pray for your family,I just finished taking classes for hospice this month, and after seeing your family I am sure glad that I decided to do this. God bless you for being so strong, I know how hard it can be,I have experenced some of the same,thats why I want to help. Love Randi lyn
Randi Lyn Lines <wlines@prodigy.net>
Mankato, MN blue earth - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 08:25 AM (CDT)

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Hi! our little angel, I heard you were having kind of tough day, I was a little scared to see you when I got there but, you once again made all my fears go away when I saw you. You're huge smiles and giggles comforted me once again. Oh Chayton, you are such a cutie . . . you know you have my heart forever!!! I get such a kick out of watching you and talking to you. YOU ARE ONE SMART COOKIE!!! You know exactly what I'm saying to you. Oh, honey, you just have to keep on fighting . . . we all need you to keep giving us hope. We need to hang on to all of our "Angels on earth" that we can. I pray that when you get your MRI results tomorrow that they will show how much of a fighter you truly are. You continue to be in all of our hearts and prayers and I continue to hope that it is in God's plan to keep you here a very long time. Love you forever my buddy.

Dawn and Darrell, you guys have such amazing strength. I know you feel like you don't but, trust me . . . you both are an inspiration to us all. I found a little saying that I thought you would like, so here goes;

LIFE IS FOR LIVING

Life is a gift we're given each and every day.
Dream about tomorrow, but live for today.
To live a little, you've got to love a whole lot.
Love turns the ordinary into the extraordinary.

Life's a journey always worth taking.
Take time to smell the roses . . . and tulips . . . and daffodils . . . and lilacs . . . and sunflowers.
Count blessings like children count stars.

The secret of a happy life isn't buried in a treasure chest . . . it lies within your heart.
It's the little moments that makes life big.
Don't wait. Make memories today.

CELEBRATE YOUR LIFE!!!

author unknown

If anyone knows how to appreciate life, it is you and yours. It pretty much sums up why I say that you all are an inspiration to us all. You know how to enjoy each and every moment and how important it is to "stop and smell the roses." I hope you know how much you guys are thought of, prayed for, and loved.

Gatlin and Ashley, miss you guys whole bunches . . . and I know your mommy, daddy and Chayton miss you even more. You two are soooo brave and tough, we are all so proud of you both. You hang tough and know that God is listening to all of your ideas and prayers for helping your brother. God is listening especially to you guys and he is there for you. Love you bunches and can't wait to see you again. You guys keep your grandpas and grandmas busy, you know they all love you very much. They need you too!!!
Colleen <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 01:45 AM (CDT)

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Dear Chayton and Family,
I read about you in the New Ulm Journal this morning. I worked with Dawn at the New Ulm Medical Center briefly last year. I cannot imagine what you all have been through. You are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless your beautiful family!
Jean Osborne <josborne@mn.rr.com>
New Ulm, MN USA - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 12:04 AM (CDT)

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Hi to the Andersons.
You don't know me but I know what you are going though and it is tough. I hope you have better luck then I did I lost my little boy to Sids and it takes alot to get over it. I wish you the best of luck and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your faimly all the time. Don't give up on God because he is there all the time. Like someone told me Kids are littles angles from God and some of them are only here to visit. Take care and keep up the fight.
Jody Flowers <coolwomenus_992001@yahoo.com>
Stewart, MN Mcloed - Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 06:49 PM (CDT)

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Chayton and family,
I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you every single day. Unfortunately I will not be able to attend the benefit this weekend, but I know it will be VERY successful. Melissa is wonderful at organizing these events and will do her best, trust me. By the way, I ran the Twin Cities Marathon last Sunday and thought about your strength and courage the entire race. There were times when I felt I had no energy or strength left and just wanted to give up, but then I thought Chayton's not giving up, why should I. Even though it was a challenge, I fought harder and finished strong. I know you will to Chayton!!! Hang in there little buddy and I hope to see your beautiful smile again soon. Give your mom and dad a great big hug for me.
Heidi (Sandeen) Lynch <heidi.lynch@aexp.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 05:18 PM (CDT)

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Hello to all, I tryed calling you yesterday Chayton but you were sleeping. So I talked to mommy for a little bit cause she was trying to sleep too.
I just want you to know that we are so proud of you. You are doing a great job. Hang in there Buddy. Show every one those smiles. We are still praying for you and your family. You take care of your self and Mommy and Daddy!!!!
Hope to see you soon.




Terri & Dan Schmidt
- Thursday, October 11, 2001 at 11:09 AM (CDT)

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It looks like the computer world has got me stumped once again. From what I can see my whole message didn't make it. It ended with seeing him at the fundraiser in Winthrop and he was such a happy guy. Sorry for my error.
Ann Jutz
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 05:57 PM (CDT)

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Hi guys, it's Wednesday again and the only time I get close to the internet at the Gibbon Library. I know you all must be hurting. My niece went to a funeral today for one of the boys that died in the house fire up at Hutchinson. The grief and the bearing of such a heavy load is not easy. No one can understand except someone who has gone through it can possibly know how it must feel to be so full of anger, frustration, and desperate hope for a "normal" life. Normal right now doesn't even seem to describe any of the world today. Don't give up on God and on your faith.. No matter what the outcome for Chayton is, God did not decide for him to have this disease and to have him go through the pain he has to endure. He is there and watching and is giving you the strength to continue and to spend each precious day that you have with Chayton. Don't give up.....He is worth every bit of effort and love you have to give each day. I wish there was more we could do as a community and friends. I look at his picture every day at home and remember him at the benefit in Winthrop..such a happy and wonderful little guy. I just recently saw a flyer at the Christmas Haus for a different benefit for Chayton. I told everyone there "You should see this little guy he is a sweetheart and a miracle". The miracle that he's made it this far is proof that he is a fighter. He has kept you all going. We'll keep praying. Take care and God Bless.
Ann and Fred Jutz and family
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 05:44 PM (CDT)

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Hello! Darrell might not remember me, but I wanted to write anyway and tell you guys that you are all in our thoughts and prayers! I am so sorry to hear about your little boy! I know it's easier said than done...but don't give up hope!!!
Dan and Trish Mertesdorf
Nicollet, MN USA - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 04:45 PM (CDT)

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Anderson Clan:
Hi again. I just updated myself on your story. Thanks for writing again, Dawn. I have had experience with Healing Touch and would encourage you to try it and see if it helps. A lot of medical professionals are now using it and the New Hampton Hospital has even someone on the staff here who pratices it. I hope and pray it helps. God Bless you all!
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA God Bless the USA - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 09:29 AM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton, Dawn, and Darrell,
We think of you so much. Patrick will be back in the hospital this Friday - wait until you see his new hair color! Maybe we will see you there. I remember when Patrick had to take GCSF - it did cause him some pain - but helped greatly with that white count! Take care and know that many positive thoughts and prayers are coming your way.
love,
Michelle, David, and Patrick Caldwell
Michelle Caldwell <mhcbball@soncom.com>
Minneapolis, MN US - Wednesday, October 10, 2001 at 07:43 AM (CDT)

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Hello, Dawn, Darrel & CHAYTON,~~ I'm so happy that mommy finally got your room done for you. I know what it is like when you want to do something but don't have the time to do it. (Just ask Dan "kitchen & Basement") haha.
I will have to come over and see how it lookes.
I told you that I would came back and check. So, now I better get to bed. I will try calling you tomorrow. have a good night.


schmidt's

- Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 08:53 PM (CDT)

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Hi little angel. Trying new things like carmel apples is great. Its what gives all of us the passion to experience more. Your mommy decorated your room exactly the why it should be "Precious Moments". The touch of a positive force is what you need and deserve. God bless you. Hold tight to your side-kick puppy to help with the pain - he's there just for you. He loves you uncoditionally and expects nothing in return.
Kelly Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
- Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 08:27 PM (CDT)

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Wow, You guys sure have some cute kids. Anyway, I am Stacy Hagmans Little Sis. Well I am not so little I guess. I am 19. But anyway I just wanted you to know that I am praying for little Chayton. He sure is a cute boy. I check out the website everyday to see how things are going. Hopefully I can meet Chay sometime real soon. Maybe I will have to come on down there when Stacy goes. You know what I think I will do that. Take care. And hang in there Chayton.
Carrie Hagman <carebear182000@yahoo.com>
winsted, MN - Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 04:15 PM (CDT)

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Hello, how are you guys doing? I haven't talked to you for a long time. At least it seems like it. I have been really busy around here with the new foster kids. We did drive by your place on Sat. But it looked like you had alot of people there so we didn't stop. But we where thinking about you. I just wanted to check to see how Chayton and your family are doing?! I didn't want to call cause I know Tuesdays are a busy day for you, cause of lab work and running. I will check again tonight to see if there is anything new. until then you take care.
Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Terri & Dan Schmidt
- Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 11:08 AM (CDT)

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Chayton, Dawn & Darrell – Hoping things are going well for you. We continue to pray hard for that miracle! Keep smiling Chayton! Take care and God bless!
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 10:11 AM (CDT)

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The hog roast event is almost here (this Sat., 10/13/01, at the Morson Ario VFW in Mankato)! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE as well so that people can meet you!

There will be a live band, Kartoon, playing a variety of music.

We have a fantastic raffle and silent auction planned with loads of donations (ANYONE WANT TO BUY A RAFFLE TICKET OR BID ON SOME ITEMS--I CAN GET THE LIST TO YOU--use email address below).

Kelly Reed will be showing & selling her Mary Kay (a variety of products) and donating the proceeds from ALL sales through October 22.

Hope you don't miss out on it. Hang in there, Chayton. Keep smiling. Let Jesus know that you want to stay a while.

Chayton, you remind us that even when things are not working out as positively as we hoped in our own lives that others have gone through harder times and not to take any of our happy moments for granted.

God, please send Chayton's MIRACLE soon. We all want Chayton to be with us for a long time. You can have him later for the rest of eternity. Amen.

Missy/Melissa <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 02:20 AM (CDT)

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Chayton, and the Whole Anderson Family:
Stay strong and keep fighting. Know that many of us are praying for you and giving thanks for the happy time you are able to share in spite of the misfortune. I wish there was something I could give. If Chayton needed blood, skin, any organ I could spare I would give it to him but it seems I must resolve to only give my prayers. I wish I could do more. My prayers are with you all -Ross
Ross Johnson <Ross_jb_johnson@yahoo.com>
Lexington , MN - Tuesday, October 09, 2001 at 12:34 AM (CDT)

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Hi you courageous little guy! I am thinking of you everyday and praying for that day of remission. Hang in there, and believe the best possible outcome! You still need to have your first kiss from that special girl, get your first paycheck, and like all teens, your first speeding! Huge and kiss your mommy and daddy everyday!
Kelly Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
- Monday, October 08, 2001 at 11:29 PM (CDT)

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Keep on fighting Chayton and family... You guys are great! It shows how stronge of a family you are to be able to handle this like you are doing. I wish I had your courage. Talk later and let me know when the next visit is.
Sarah <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
Monticello, Mn Wright - Monday, October 08, 2001 at 04:06 PM (CDT)

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Cute Pictures! You have a really nice looking family. Just wanted to say Hang in there and keep the faith. We are all still praying for you Chay and the rest of your family. Keep Fighting.
Dan, Sue, Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN USA - Monday, October 08, 2001 at 01:47 PM (CDT)

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I wanted you to know that you remain in our prayers. We know that this is a difficult time for the Anderson family as to the discissions you must make regarding your sweet angel, Chayton. Thank you so much for the updated pictures. Gatlin and Ashley are two cute kids. Thanks for sharing and you remain in our prayers daily.
Janette Abraham
- Monday, October 08, 2001 at 01:23 PM (CDT)

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I was taken by this story not only because it involved the young son of a high school classmate, it really hit home because my son Brendon is the same age as Chayton. It is so hard to see people go through such tough times, even harder to see the "little" people such as Chayton. Stay positive, keep the family together and draw your strength from Chayton, sounds like hes a real "fighter". Stay strong during these tough times, remember you have a lot of friends out there, and our thoughts and prayers are with little Chayton and your family.
Mike Honken <mikehonken@r-pschools.com>
Rushford, MN USA - Monday, October 08, 2001 at 10:48 AM (CDT)

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I was taken by this story not only because it involved the young son of a high school classmate, it really hit home because my son Brendon is the same age as Chayton. It is so hard to see people go through such tough times, even harder to see the "little" people such as Chayton. Stay positive, keep the family together and draw your strength from Chayton, sounds like hes a real "fighter". Stay strong during these tough times, remember you have a lot of friends out there, and our thoughts and prayers are with little Chayton and your family.
Mike Honken <mikehonken@r-pschools.com>
Rushford, MN USA - Monday, October 08, 2001 at 10:38 AM (CDT)

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My name is Ross Johnson. I was very sad to hear what is going on with Chayton. I am one of the classmates of Darrell that has not seen him in quite some time. I care so much for kids and that is why I have chosen the line of work I am in (teaching). Please know that Chayton and your family are in my prayers. I can only imagine how discoraged you must feel at times (or most of the time).
Please do not take this the wrong way but I feel there is a story that I must share with you, that has worked for me. Obviously not at the same level of discouragemnet that you sound like you feel. Here it is: I do not know where I heard it first but it seems to keep me positive in times that are troubling. When I pray and speak to GOD, I try to focus on the positive and thank him for the small positive things that ARE going right. I would thank him for the good times the beautiful times Darrell and the kids have had rolling around the living room floor and tickling. I know this probobly won't change the outcome but it may keep you focus on the good things rater that the bad. I know the bad are soooo bad and so hard to understand, but take nothing for granted that is good in your life, that also is a gift from GOD. I shall pray for you and follow as much as I can on Chayton's progress. God bless you all you are truely fighters and winners. With my prayers, Ross

Ross Johnson <ross_jb_johnson@yahoo.com>
Lexington / Nicollet, MN Anoka / Nicollet - Sunday, October 07, 2001 at 10:45 PM (CDT)

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Hey our little angel on earth!!! As always it was so great to see you . . . OH your smile and giggles still give me such a wonderful feeling. You are an inspiration to us all. Everytime I think of you, you put a HUGH smile on my face. I love to see you and even just hearing over the phone works. You just hang in there buddy, you know that you are a miracle to your mommy and daddy. Look what you have been through . . . and yet you smile and giggle through it. Through all the intense chemo . . . you have never had the horrible mouth sores that goes with it, mommy, daddy and others have . . . but not you. So already, God has been working his miracles on you. I know that God can do more than that and I hope and pray, and pray, and pray that he will do more with you . . . because I REALLY selfish and want you to be here with us for a really . . . really LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time!!! You have way too much to teach us yet!!! I love you my little buddy, giver your mom and dad a big hug and kiss from me. You know they need that!!! Love you bunches. Keep talking with Jesus and tell him you should stay here longer because you're needed here!!!
Colleen <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Sunday, October 07, 2001 at 12:19 AM (CDT)

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Darrell,Dawn,Gatlin,Ashley,Chayton
Really sorry for the pain your family is enduring. Read your journal entries and couldn't help but get teary eyed at even the thought of having to go through what your family has. Our thoughts and prayers are with you every day. God bless...........Rick










Rick & Nancy Grommersch <grommersch@rtsmn.com>
Nicollet, Mn USA - Saturday, October 06, 2001 at 11:07 PM (CDT)

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Just a little note to let you know I am praying for all of you. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Tammy Hagman <tammy232000@yahoo.com>
Lester Prairie, MN USA - Saturday, October 06, 2001 at 03:41 PM (CDT)

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CHAYTON STAY STRONG little guy. We're all behind you, PRAYING FOR YOU.You're always in our thoughts.
We know YOUR MIRACLE IS COMING. Be PATIENT AND STRONG . Never give up.
ALL OUR LOVE AND PRAYERS. WE BELIEVE IN MIRACLES. GOD BLESS YOU CHAYTON!!!!!!!
P.S. Hope you can make it to the Morson-Ario VFW in Mankato for your Benefit on Saturday 13 Oct.
DAWN and DARRELL KEEP THE FAITH WE'RE ALL BEHIND YOU.
Randy, Cora, Christina, and Cassandra Sandeen <randys@prairie.lakes.com>
North Mankato, MN USA - Saturday, October 06, 2001 at 02:23 AM (CDT)

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To the Chayton Anderson Family - I am reading your journal about all that has happened and just crying. I work for the Home Magazine and was reading the benefit ad and got the web address from that. We at Home Magazine want you all to know that our thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. Sometimes it is difficult to stay positive when everyone else is negative, but it sounds like you are all doing an incredible job. It is very nice you can put pictures on this - so many times we do ads for this kind of thing and can never put a face with the name. Chayton is a beautiful boy. You have a beautiful family. We wish you all the best.
Jennifer Fritz <thesixfritzs@yahoo.com>
Mankato, MN Blue Earth - Friday, October 05, 2001 at 08:46 PM (CDT)

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Darrell, Dawn and family,
We were so saddened to find out that you are dealing with such a tragedy in your lives. We haven't been in touch since about 1988. We read about Chayton in the Ledger, and logged onto the web. We were so touched by the photos of your family, and the journal entries of so many who care. We now live in Prior Lake, not far from Children's. We want so much to do something meaningful for you. Of course we will pray and think of you often. During your visits to the cities please know you could call on us anytime you needed anything, anything at all! Our day to day troubles seem so small when a little innocent boy is fighting hard for his life. He is a inspiration to us all!
God Bless you and strenghthen you,
Matt and Jeanne Hanish, Brenton, Matison, and Macie
Matt & Jeanne Hanish Brenton, Matison, and Macie <hanish@integraonline.com>
Prior Lake, MN - Friday, October 05, 2001 at 05:29 PM (CDT)

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Still praying hard for you Chayton! Your family is so cute....what a handsome brother and beautiful sister you have...I can see a little bit of both of them in you!!! Tell your mommy and daddy to take care and let them know they're in our prayers too. God bless you all!
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Friday, October 05, 2001 at 01:06 PM (CDT)

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Dawn & Darrell I belive in micacles and God has told me to tell everyone who has cancer about a web suite to alternative method Iv'e tried to tell ya'll about before from the first time i recived something about Chayton so please please cheack it out this time It might be god answer for Chayton Istill pray for ya'll and today i printed out you family picture where i can carry in my bible and every time i open it i will pray for ya'll not that I don't already and i can show it to my church where they can pray but please Dawn Don't give up Keep your faith and please please please check this web suit out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! www.remedies.net God Bless You
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx U.S.A. - Friday, October 05, 2001 at 11:07 AM (CDT)

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Your family pictures look great! Keep smiling, Chayton.

I loved talking to you on the phone, Dawn. Hang in there. You can count on us to be there for you guys.

My mom was in Abbott NW today; and dad, mom, Holly, and I had hoped to stop by and see you guys when mom's testing was done, but they said you had already left. Sorry we missed you!

I have some news for you guys. I ran into someone who is a cancer survivor from an alternative method. The family is mailing me the information. We have to talk within a day or two so that I can get you the details. Maybe this may be your MIRACLE?!?

I spent Wednesday in New Ulm and had a wonderful response to your story and received some donations for the raffle/silent auction for the hog roast benefit on October 13 in Mankato. I hope you can make it!

ANYONE WANTING DETAILS OR WILLING TO HELP OUT, PLEASE EMAIL ME ASAP!!!
Missy <Ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Friday, October 05, 2001 at 12:12 AM (CDT)

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Family pictures are the best! And your family is looking good! Hang in there! I pray the labs come back with promising news.

Our Prayers
Kelly, Brian, Skylar, and Carson
Kelly Carson Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 11:44 PM (CDT)

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What A Great looking family!!! You all look strong. Hang in there!
Michele
Ia - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 07:53 PM (CDT)

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Great pictures! Prayers are still coming your way.
Just remember, GOD has not left you, HE still hears you. We pray and HE always hears and answers our prayers, but not in the way we always think it should be. HE has the big picture in life, we only see one piece of the puzzle. Keep strong and remember, you are not alone.
KEITH & MARGE RICHER <kemarich@means.net>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 07:02 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn and Darrell,
Hope and Faith go hand in hand. God hears your prayers and knows your desperation. Because of the gift of God through Jesus we have hope here in this life and when life is done in heaven. Keep hopeful, Keep Faithful, all of our lives are in God's Hands. Because of Faith in Jesus Christ as our Savior we know that we will have all of eternity with those we love in heaven. My prayers are with you.

Mary Olson
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 03:45 PM (CDT)

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the pictures of the kids are great hang in there! You are all in our prayers
Elaine Regner <regnr212@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 03:35 PM (CDT)

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good luck i hope everything goes well.
jessica maklenburg <freak_n_quack@hotmail.com>
charles city, ia usa - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 02:51 PM (CDT)

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Darrell and Dawn-I just looked at the pictures, so I had to write again and tell you they are AWESOME!!!!!!!
Jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. AMERICA - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 02:34 PM (CDT)

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Darrell,Dawn and family-We will continue to pray for your family!!!Take it one day at a time!!!!Jenny O.
Jenny O'Connor <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. America - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 02:31 PM (CDT)

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Dear chayton buddy`` I hope things are going good today.
I hope you come home soon so i can see you again. I was hopeing to see new pitcures today. I will check later on today.
Mommy and Daddy`` How are you doing? Just want you to know that our thoughts and prayers are with you. We never stop thinking of you and your family. You and your family take care till we see you again.
If you need any thing you let me know..

te
- Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 11:57 AM (CDT)

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Dawn and Darrell, Chayton, Ashley and Gatlin:
In the darkest place, God is there. I remember to pray for you all and am so thankful for this website so we can keep up to date on how things are going. I told Pastor Mary Hatch at the New Hampton and Ionia Congregational UCC churches of your story and they might have some money that they can donate to your cause. It was especially to help a kid in Kindergarten so I told them about Gatlin and maybe it can help if it works out. I gave the pastor your Great-grandma Betty's name and phone number so they can make contact. Let me know if something happens there, ok? Take care today and get some rest as you are able.

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Thursday, October 04, 2001 at 10:07 AM (CDT)

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Just a note to let you know you are still in our thoughts and prayers. We pray that wherever this road this leads you, that God continues to give you strength. And to know you are not alone.
Keith & Marge <kemarich@means.net>
winthrop, mn usa - Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 04:52 PM (CDT)

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Hey there all, just read the latest. We've still got nothing but prayers for a miracle for you, Chayton!!! You are such a special little man, but how could you be anything but with such special family? It was soo good to see you guys down here! Hey Dawn, guess what? Found my swimsuit bottoms as soon as I got back in the house after you guys left!! We'll be coming up to see you this weekend and then maybe I'll finally get the chance to wear it.
Dominic and Colton couldn't stop talking about you guys yesterday, they had so much fun.
Well, it sounds like you are a little more clear headed, whatever that is supposed to be at a time like this. John & I & the boys are p'bly going to leave another message tonight.
I'd say for you to cry tough, all of you, but it just breaks my heart when I see Chay actually doing it.
We love you all dearly~
John, Miss &boys <melissafails@yahoo.com>
Charles City, IA USA - Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 04:24 PM (CDT)

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It's our weekly visit to the library and I just couldn't help but to look up Chayton's page in hopes of some good news. We continue to pray for you, Chayton and for all of your family and friends. Each night at the supper table we give thanks for the food we have and we pray that God watches over you and guides the doctors that take care of you. Chayton is the fighter of fighters. He will fight to win whatever it is that God has destined for him. We'll keep on praying and think of you every day. God Bless All of You and keep strong.
Ann Jutz
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 03:53 PM (CDT)

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Hello Chayton! You are such a brave boy! Keep up your strong fight!

Dawn, I tried to send you an e-mail,but it was rejected... if you have a direct address please let me know. I have a note to send to you. My godson/cousin Jimmy is fighting the same monster. I found you thru Taylor site. My thoughts and prayers are with your WHOLE family. Keep up the faith.
Lots of Love,
Kelly
Jimmy's Godmother
Kelly Wagner <rinkrat616@aol.com>
Arlington Hts, IL - Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 12:05 PM (CDT)

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Hello Chayton! You are such a brave boy! Keep up your strong fight!

Dawn, I tried to send you an e-mail,but it was rejected... if you have a direct address please let me know. I have a note to send to you. My thoughts and prayers are with your WHOLE family. Keep up the faith.
Lots of Love,
Kelly
Jimmy's Godmother
Kelly Wagner <rinkrat616@aol.com>
Arlington Hts, IL - Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 12:03 PM (CDT)

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Chayton – We're still praying hard for you! Your mommy's right...God can do wonderful, powerful things...we'll keep praying for that miracle! Take care and keep that faith!!! God bless you.
Becky Wagner
Nicollet, - Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 08:33 AM (CDT)

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Keeping Chayton and your family in my prayers.
Here is a quote I found helpful in this journey, passed on by another mother of a "Rhabdoid Kid".
There is no such thing as false hope. If things turn out well, then the hope helped. If things don't turn out so well, then the hope is what got us through the journey...either way, all we have is our hope.
Tracy, Mom to Tyler (Rhabdoid Tumor of the Kidney) <tracywilson@prairieinet.net>
Broadlands, IL USA - Wednesday, October 03, 2001 at 07:47 AM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton! I hope your puppy side-kick is giving you strength and comfort when you need it. I'm praying for you everyday. Its amazing how children sense things and just seem to know. I still believe that God will show us a miracle and make your journey a success. Take care little guy.

I hope Ashley and Gatlin are enjoying their colorful bubble bath!

Our Prayers
Kelly, Brain, Skylar, and Carson
Kelly Carson Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN - Tuesday, October 02, 2001 at 11:47 PM (CDT)

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It is so nice to hear positive thinking again. At this time that has to be hard to do but Chay needs all that he can hear. He will beat this and be strong in the end. I have great faith in that. Miracles do happen and this will be one. Keep focusing on the positives and we will all continue to pray for Chay. I have learned that prayer is quite powerful
Cheryl
- Tuesday, October 02, 2001 at 09:29 PM (CDT)

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DAWN AND DARRELL,
I JUST CAN'T BEGIN TO IMAGINE WHAT YOU TWO ARE GOING THROUGH. NO ONE SHOULD EVER HAVE TO MAKE THIS KIND OF A DECISION! MAY YOU FIND THE STRENGTH TO STAY STRONG. YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY PRAYERS, LOVE TO ALL OF YOU.
KRISTI <kawold@means.net>
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday, October 02, 2001 at 06:10 PM (CDT)

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CHAYTON AND FAMILY; OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU. ,MAY GOD GIVE YOU STRENGTH. KEEPING SMILING, CHAYTON
marlene m. marti <rmmarti@newulmtel.net>
new ulm, MN United States - Tuesday, October 02, 2001 at 01:05 PM (CDT)

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Darrell I am a friend of Missy's I remember you from highschool. I am also married to Corey Streich who wrestled you in highschool. It was always an amazing match to watch. I am so sorry to hear about your little guy. Our prayers are with you and your family. We will see you at the benefit on Oct 13th as Corey's band is playing. Give Chay a hug from Corey and I.
Theresa (Anderson) Streich <tmstreich@westrawci.com>
Arlington, MN USA - Tuesday, October 02, 2001 at 08:32 AM (CDT)

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What a rough road to travel and what decisions to make!!!! May the Lord help you in your struggles. God bless all of you and my prayers are with you.

Jan <gjjacobs@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN United States - Tuesday, October 02, 2001 at 01:28 AM (CDT)

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I finally guess the right way to get to his website. I printed it up so I can't forget. Stay stronge, and remember I told you to call ANYTIME you need to talk. Talk later, they are closing now. Look at your e-mail, theres alittle card for you guys!
Sarah <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
- Monday, October 01, 2001 at 04:56 PM (CDT)

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My friends, I hope this weekend was just what you needed to give you comfort. I know you're struggling for the right answers but just know that God is there with you to guide you. No matter what your decision it will be the right one and don't ever . . . EVER doubt that because it was made out of LOVE. God gave you a precious gift, Chayton. Sometimes we only get to enjoy them briefly in the flesh . . . but we will always injoy them in spirit.

It's times like this that puts everything in perspective. What used to seem like a big thing . . . now just doesn't matter in the "big picture". It's amazing how much we take for granted in our daily lives, but you were shown how to enjoy every moment. I know you'd rather give that up but you have more precious, clear memorable moments then a lot of us will have in a lifetime. Hold on to those, they will comfort you through whatever lies ahead.

Chayton, you little angel. You just continue to warm my heart. I loved hearing about you in church a walking up and pointing at Jesus. You do continue to teach us. Thank you. I miss you whole bunches, can't wait to see that beautiful smile of yours soon.

Ashley and Gatlin, hope you had a great weekend with your mommy and daddy, and Chayton. You guys needed that also. You guys hang tough like you have been.

Love you all bunches and we continue to pray everyday-all day for you all. GOD BLESS YOU ALL REALLY GOOD!!!

Dawn and Darrell, remember "Lean On Me" anytime of day or night!!!
Colleen <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 04:38 PM (CDT)

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Hi Anderson Family..
How has everthing going.Well,little Chayton how are you doing? I hope okay. Darrel and Dawn how are you two? You guys been through alot for a few months.And I want to say I am here for all of you guys. Ashley and Gelin howare you two doing? Well, Ashley I hope you will feel better and Know that I am here for you to. Well, maybe we can get together soon. And to the brother I hope your doing great. Well, remmber my family and I are here for you. I hope everything is going O-kay. We all have together soon. All my friends that herad about this from me or looking on the internet told me to tell you all that God is wacthing over Chayton right now and all of us. Well I have to let you go The bellis going to ring pretty soon.I like your guys picture.
Chayton I want you to get better soon.
I love you all and I'll talk to you soon. My Mom and Dad says Hi.Love,Jaci
Jaci Ellefson
Wilson, WI U.S.A - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 03:19 PM (CDT)

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Dear Chayton and family. The first thing I do when I get to work is check on you every day. I have you listed as one of my favorites on my E-Mail. I always say a prayer for you when I open the E-Mail. I know your Moms heart is breaking because I can think of nothing any worse that having to make this decision. Just be assured that whatever decision you make you are not giving up. God will give you strength whatever you do.Just know there are people you will never know praying for you and God doesn't make mistakes. As I told you in my previous E-Mail I have a son in Winthrop so I feel that I know you because we have visited him several times. He told me he attended the fund raiser for little Chayton. When our children are born we have such dreams for them , but God only gives them to us for a very short time under the best of circumstances. Whatever your decision is know there are people praying for your family and Chayton.
Helen Caldwell <JCaldwell02@Sprynet.com>
Graham, NC USA - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 02:11 PM (CDT)

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Dawn & Family-I found this site through a note your cousin posted on the mother of Jan 2001 babies board. Now I check daily for updates. Just a week ago we attended a fund raiser for a little boy Chayton's age with a similar ailment, then I found this board, weird coincidence. My name is also Dawn.. The picture of Chayton sleeping on one of your shoulders is forever imbedded in my mind. He looks a lot like my little guy. I can not imagine what you are going through. Please remember that it takes courage and faith to choose either option you are faced with and neither option should be viewed as giving up. You will need God's help to guide you through either. I pray that God will give you and your family the strength to help little Chayton through these difficult times. As parents, we are here to care and comfort God's little angels. God Bless
Dawn & Family in WI <jfritzell@aol.com>
Appleton, WI - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 01:38 PM (CDT)

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DAWN, DARREL,CHAYTON,GATLIN,ASHELY
EVEN THOUGH I DON,T WRITE IN YOUR JOURNAL EVERDAY. I AM CHECKING IN IT TO SEE HOW YOU GUYS ARE AND I KNOW THIS IS HEART BREAKING NEWS. BUT KEEP YOUR FAITH AND DON,T LET THE DEVIL HAVE IT.THE FAITH CHAPTER IN THE BIBLE IS HEBREWS 11 KEEP YOUR BIBLE CLOSE AND READ IT OFTEN! WHAT IS FAITH? IT IS THE CONFIDENT ASSURANCE THAT SOMETHING WE WANT IS GOING TO HAPPEN. IT IS THE CERTAINTY THAT WHAT WE HOPE FOR IS WAITING FOR US, EVEN THOUGH WE CAN NOT SEE IT UP AHEAD.AND HERE IS ANOTHER TO STAND ON EPHESIANS 3:20 NOW GLORY BE TO GOD WHO BY HIS MIGHTY POWER AT WORK WITHIN US IS ABLE TO DO FAR MORE THAN WE WOULD EVER DARE TO ASK OR EVEN DREAM OF---
-INFINITELY BEYOND OUR HIGHEST PRAYERS DESIRES THOUGHTS OR HOPES. AND PEOPLE ARE PRAYING FOR EACH AND EVERONE OF YOU MIRACLES HAPPEN EVERDAY AND CHAYTON WILL HAVE HIS MIRACLE SO DON'T GIVE UP HOLD UP YOUR FAITH I WATCH ITS A MIRACEL ON T.V. EVERNIGHT AND ONEDAY I WILL SEE YA'LL ON THAT SHOW! I LOVE YA,LL AND YOU ARE AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE IN MY PRAYERS GOD BLESS YOU!
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx u.s.a, - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 09:54 AM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrell, Chayton, Ashley, and Gatlin:
I don't know what to say. I am crying still after visiting with you yesterday. It was good for you to come to Iowa this weekend. I can't imagine how hard this must be on you all. I just read your journal entry and want to let you know how I admire and respect you for being able to write that down so that it may be shared with all of us. I will always remember yesterday here at Trinity Lutheran Church when you put Chayton down and he moved as fast as his little feet would carry him to the front of the sanctuary and pointed at the statue of Jesus and made sure we all knew what he was pointing at. It was as if he was pointing us to the only hope he and all of us have -- our faith in God's love for us. Hold on to that and when it gets too hard, let it hold on to you. Love to you all,

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 09:37 AM (CDT)

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Chayton keep smiling. Everyone loves to see your beautiful grin. Hang in there! I'll always be there for you.

Garden of Daily Living--I come to the garden alone, while the dew is still on the roses...
@ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @
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FOR THE GARDEN OF YOUR DAILY LIVING, PLANT THREE ROWS OF PEAS:
1. Peace of mind
2. Peace of heart
3. Peace of soul
PLANT FOUR ROWS OF LETTUCE:
1. Lettuce be faithful
2. Lettuce be kind
3. Lettuce be patient
4. Lettuce really love one another
PLANT FOUR ROWS OF SQUASH:
1. Squash gossip
2. Squash indifference
3. Squash grumbling
4. Squash selfishness
NO GARDEN WITHOUT TURNIPS:
1. Turnip for meetings
2. Turnip for service
3. Turnip to help one another
TO CONCLUDE OUR GARDEN WE MUST HAVE THYME:
1. Thyme for each other
2. Thyme for family
3. Thyme for friends
WATER FREELY WITH PATIENCE AND CULTIVATE WITH LOVE.
THERE IS MUCH FRUIT IN YOUR GARDEN BECAUSE YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW.
@ @ @ @ @ @ @ @ @
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Melissa, Steve, & Devin Ridler <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Monday, October 01, 2001 at 02:21 AM (CDT)

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JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW YOU ARE ALL IN OUR THOUGHTS & PRAYERS.
TODD & DYNELLE KRUGGEL & FAMILY <tdkrugg@means.net>
Gibbon, MN - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 09:43 PM (CDT)

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Dawn and Darrel and family, I talked to Kimmer last night. Just know that whatever decision you make, the end result is in God's hands. I pray that He can help all the medical personnel and I know that He will be there for all of you. Keep strong and keep praying.
Terri <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 09:40 PM (CDT)

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Hi guys I'm sorry to hear that things aren't going good keep having faith you never know I am rreally sorry I didn't make it to the benifit I was having some problems but I thiught about you and prayed that everything went good everytime I try to get a hold of you your not there i miss and love you all very much I will try to call you tonight you are always in my thoughts and prayers please give that little boy all my hugs and kisses remember that things will happen the way god has planed for them and no matter what that is you will make it through all our love from our house to yours.
Stacy <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
lester prairie, mn - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 09:01 PM (CDT)

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If one day you feel like crying...
Call me.
I don't promise you that...
I will make you laugh
But I can cry with you.

If one day you want to run away-
Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stop,
But I can run with you.

If one day you don't want to listen to anybody;
Call me and...
I promise to be very quiet.

But...
If one day you call and there is no answer...

Come fast to see me...
Perhaps I need you...
Jill Walsh <pjwalsh@bevcomm.net>
Minnesota Lake, MN USA - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 08:44 PM (CDT)

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Hello, Chayton,Dawn,Darrel,Ashley,and Gatlin~~I am so sorry to hear about the bad news. It was nice to see you on Friday. Like I told you on Friday, Chayton is a fighter, and no matter what you and your family decide. I think Chayton is going to prove the doctor's wrong. He is a fighter and he will make it!!! I hope you had a good weekend with your family.
Just remember if you need any thing you let me know. We couldn't get in Monday to give blood.they where already over 25 people. So, if you know ahead of time when he will need blood or platlites. Just let us know.
Remember our thoughts and prayers are with you. I give you strength and courage!! LET GOD BE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!
Terri & Dan Schmidt
- Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 07:22 PM (CDT)

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Dawn and Darrell,
I just wanted you to know that Patrick, David, and I are praying for you and your family. It sounds like your faith in God is strong - I pray that you can continue to be strong as you face the decisions ahead of you. I also pray for your doctors, that they will exhaust all their resources and every possible option to save your darling Chayton.
Michelle, David, and Patrick Caldwell
Michelle Caldwell <mhcbball@soncom.com>
Minneapolis, MN US - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 03:08 PM (CDT)

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Matthew 19:13-14 Then the little children were being brought to him in order that he might lay hands on them and pray. The disciples spoke stearnly to them; but Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me and do not stop them; for it is such as these that the kingdom of heaven belongs." - I pray your son be healed. I know Jesus holds him firmly in his arms, even now.
Sharon Taylor <sjtaylor@gotocrystal.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 02:59 PM (CDT)

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- Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 02:46 PM (CDT)

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Its heartbreaking to hear the most recent news and the decisions you are needing to make as parents. I can't feel your pain and will not presume to know what you are going through. I am thankful that your strength in God will help you through this trying time, and I pray that you will be given the awesome strength that will be needed to make the decsion which is best for Chayton and your family. We will continue to pray each day for Chayton and you, so that you will feel comfort when you need comfort, strength when you need strength and support when you need support. I know that no words are good enough, but know that many, many people are praying for you.
Rachel Slocum <rfslocum-mankato@prodigy.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 02:26 PM (CDT)

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I just finished reading all that was on here...my heart goes out to your family. Dawn...you should remember me, I worked on the Census with you. Keep the faith and remember..when God closes a door, he also opens a window. May Chayton's guardian angel watch over him and keep him safe!!
Carrie Galatz <elsie@prairie.lakes.com>
Hector, MN God Bless America - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 12:45 PM (CDT)

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Hey guys. I know that things look pretty grim but God is with you. He will guide you. Trust in Him. Everything works together for the good. It may not always be our answer but it will be God's answer. Our heart is breaking for all of you. God Bless you and keep you strong in His faith.
Kevin and Gail Karstens & Family <gailk@prairie.lakes.com>
Lafayette, MN USA - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 12:02 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton and family. After reading the 9-28 entry I cried. I cried for Chayton, his family and for all children who are dealing with uncertainty. But, know this--our family will not give up on Chayton!! It is time to put our trust in God. Please be assured that our thoughts and prayers are with you.
John and Heidi Bendix and family
Courtland, MN USA - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 11:30 AM (CDT)

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PLease Keep fighting.. I want to see Chayton make it. Your story just touches me and I want Chayton to make it through this.. I PRAY FOR YOU ALL THE TIME... ALL THE TIME... PLease keep fighting Chayton, I know you can do it.:)

Love, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, September 30, 2001 at 10:36 AM (CDT)

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Little Chayton, just wanted to let you know that we're still praying...real hard! We pray God gives you the strength and endurance you need to make it through this. We'll continue to trust that He knows what He's doing. We'll pray for that miracle. God bless you and your mommy and daddy and sister and brother. You'll all be in our prayers. You're a little fighter Chayton...we won't give up on you! Take care.
Becky Wagner < >
Nicollet, - Saturday, September 29, 2001 at 09:35 PM (CDT)

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Dawn Darrell Chayton Gatlin and Ashley, My heart goes out to you all, it is hurting so bad that I can't imagine the hurt you guys are having. God is doing what he has to, he will not over load you. There is alot of good coming out of this. You ask " WHY US" and Gods Answer is Because You Are Great Caring People And You Will Help Others As You Help Yourself, Then Why Chayton, He Answers Again Chayton Is A Perfect Example To Show How Strong Little Children Are. Chayton is going to make it, he is going to have a tougher time then we thought he would have to. Bless his darling little soul. Melissa Devin and I were going to the breakfast fund raiser at Swan Lake church
this morning after I got home from work. I made a mistake I though it went on till 10:30 but it was till 10:00 so we missed it. But we went in and talked to some of the people that were there. They had a good turnout. People are so kind in helping out when in need. It's just " unbelievable". Chayton many people are praying for you so " PLEASE" get better and hang in there. It's tough, but you are tough. "GOD BLESS ALL THESE GREAT PEOPLE AND KEEP THEM TOGETHER PLEASE AMEN".Hope to see you all soon. Love you all. Love, Betty
Betty and Wayne Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Minnesota - Saturday, September 29, 2001 at 04:23 PM (CDT)

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CHAYTON AND FAMILY,
OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU. MAY GOD GIVE YOU THE STRENGTH TO GET THRU THIS HEART RENDERING TIME.WE'RE PRAYING FOR YOU.
MARLENE AND RON MARTI
marlene m. marti <rmmarti@newulmtel.net>
new ulm, MN United States - Saturday, September 29, 2001 at 07:23 AM (CDT)

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We just talked dad and Lorie and they said you guys were heading down this way, and just wanted to let you know that we are waiting to see ya...We've got Dominic's cousin Jimmy over tonight or we would meet you in Ionia. We have been thinking of you all throughout this week. I cannot even begin to fathom what your family is enduring, but what I do know is that your strength is amazing. What wonderful people you all are. We're praying for the best.
We love you Dawn Darrell Gatlin Ashley & Chayton!!!!

John & Miss & boys <melissafails@yahoo.com>
Charles City, IA USA - Saturday, September 29, 2001 at 12:04 AM (CDT)

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steve&jo head <snoozer50616@earthlink.net>
charles city, ia us - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 11:53 PM (CDT)

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Although we don't write in your journal daily, we do check it daily. We can't tell you how much it hurts as we read about all the heartache you deal with from day to day. We do wish there was more we could do to help...we do one of the most important things however,....we pray for all of you. We have forwarded this site onto so many people so they can pray for you too. You are facing the most difficult decisions you will probably ever have to make in your lives. We pray that you can stay strong and continue to lean on each other through all of this....this is when you are going to need each other more than ever. God will guide you and help you make those decisions.....Take Care and God Bless you and your entire family.
Kurt & Carla Karstens <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN 56073 - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 08:52 PM (CDT)

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You guys are in my preayers and thoughts almost everyday.I wish you all courage and strength.I want you to remember that all kids are a gift from god and he is with you always.Lean on him for comfort and strength he is big enough to supply you with all you need.
Melissa Habeck <jhabeck@prairie.lakes.com>
Gibbon, Mn usa - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 08:39 PM (CDT)

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I AM SO SORRY TO HEAR THE NEWS! WE'LL KEEP PRAYING FOR ALL OF YOU.
KEITH& MARGE RICHER <KEMARICH@MEANS.NET>
WINTHROP, MN USA - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 05:49 PM (CDT)

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Hi, it's Patrick, your neighbor from the hospital who had funky hair. I have been keeping you in my thoughts everyday and checking the page as much as possible (hard to check too much since I'm in school) and I just read the page about what the doctors think. I send all my thoughts and prayers out to you guys. You are all very tough people, especially Chayton. I have had to put up with some very hard stuff and I like to think I did a good job at it, but you guys are the strongest people I know. People always tell me I am a very strong and tough person but you guys are the true heroes. You guys are at the forefront of my thoughts right now. I wish you all the best and I know you will get through this.
Best wishes and love,
Patrick
Patrick Caldwell <pwcbball@soncom.com>
MInnetonka, MN US - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 04:47 PM (CDT)

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My heart truly aches for you. You have something not all people have,faith in God. My He hold all of you in his arms and comfort you at this special time of decision.My grandson Tyler is also one of the rhaboid kids so I am espically concerned for all of you. God's blessings.
Joyce Wilson <jwilson@sidneyil.net>
Sidney , Il.. U.S.A. - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 03:27 PM (CDT)

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Dear Andersons,

I am so sorry that the news from the MRI was not encouraging. Your family is in my prayers. All children are a blessing from God - God knows your sorrow and He also knows your love for your son. Please at such a desperate time don't ever forget God's love for you, That he sent His son Jesus, so that we might have life, not only on earth, but in Heaven when God decides our time has come. Be strong, pray, and do what you feel is best for Chayton. My prayers are with you.
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 03:14 PM (CDT)

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Hey, Michel,Darrel,Ashley and Chayton. Hey how is it going it's very good here. I don't know if you remmber me I am Cheryl and Dave Ellefson little girl Jaci. I heard about this from my mom. I am really sorry.Well Chayton I haven't been able to meet you yet but maybe we'll have to come see you all. I hope you get better soon. I hope to see you guys soon. Well Chayton I love you and I hope you get better soon. Just remmber all of you I am here and so is god.Talk to you all soon. S.635 County Rd NN
Wilson, Wi 54027
Love Always, Jaci Ellefson


Jaci Ellefson
Wilson, Wi U.S.A - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 03:11 PM (CDT)

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Hang in there! God will give you the answer you are looking for. Don't ever give up HOPE that is the one important thing! We are all praying for you Chay!!! You are a fighter!
God Bless and take care....
Dan, Sue, Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, mn - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 03:09 PM (CDT)

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Hey, Michel,Darrel,Ashley and Chayton. Hey how is it going it's very good here. I don't know if you remmber me I am Cheryl and Dave Ellefson little girl Jaci. I heard about this from my mom. I am really sorry.Well Chayton I haven't been able to meet you yet but maybe we'll have to come see you all. I hope you get better soon. I hope to see you guys soon. Well Chayton I love you and I hope you get better soon. Just remmber all of you I am here and so is god.Talk to you all soon. S.635 County Rd NN
Wilson, Wi 54027
Love Always, Jaci Ellefson


Jaci Ellefson
Wilson, Wi U.S.A - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 03:09 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton! I bet your glad to be home. Have fun, but get plenty of rest too. I pray that the next MRI is better news.

Our Prayers
Kelly, Brain, Skylar, and Carson
Kelly Reed
- Friday, September 28, 2001 at 12:22 AM (CDT)

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Hey chayton, Dawn, Darrel, Gatlin and Ashley,
I am praying for chay and your family. Chayton, little buddy you hang in there, you can beat this Thing. You are the most amazing little boy that I have ever met and you will always be that special little boy that I got hooked on. I am here for you and your family in you time of need. Chayton you can brighten anyone's day with that smile of yours that you so often wear. It can be addicting ya know. I wish I could visit you every day. Well little angel get well soon buddy. I am here for ya.
Sincerely,
Tracy Konerza
Tracy Konerza <TracyK2001@yahoo.com>
Silver Lake, MN USA - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 11:49 PM (CDT)

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I did not write in the guestbook yesterday because I am at such a loss of words. My heart goes out to you. God works in mysterious ways. DON'T GIVE UP! KEEP PRAYING!!!!!

"My flesh and my heart may fail, But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever" Psalm 76:26

"Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning." Psalm 30:5

To believe is to know that every day is a new beginning. It is to trust that miracles happen, and dreams really do come true. To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds, to know the wonder of a stardust sky and the wisdom of the man in the moon.

To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart, the innocence of a child's eyes and the beauty of an aging hand, for it is through their teachings we learn to love. To believe is to find the strength and courage that lies within us when it is time to pick up the pieces and begin again.

To believe is to know we are not alone, that life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it. To believe is to know that wonderful surprises are just waiting to happen, and all our hopes and dreams are within reach.

If only we believe.

Melissa <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 11:28 PM (CDT)

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Chayton baby just hang in there god will let your mom and dad know which way to go I just came back from church and had to check on you before I went to bed. but my pastor said to night when we done all we can and don.t know where to go just stand stand on the word of god and listen and he will led us through and thats what we got to do! i am praying for you and your family i don.t sine the guestbook eeverday but i cheack on you and pray for you i love you stay tough
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx usa - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 11:09 PM (CDT)

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To the Andersons-Keep fighting and we will all keep praying!!!See You Soon!!!!Jenny O.
Jenny O'Connor <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. AMERICA - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 07:57 PM (CDT)

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I just don't know what to say to you guys, except you are not alone. We are praying for all of you. Sit back, and listen. HE will be giving you signs, to help you make a decision. Keep in mind the Footprints in the Sand, how there were only one set of footprints? Let God carry you for a while, when your load gets heavy. I just can't imagine what you are going through, but never give up hope.
We pray for all of you, but I feel like that is not enough; but we will step it up. God bless you, we are thinking of you.
KEITH & MARGE RICHER <kemarich@means.net>
winthrop, mn usa - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 05:51 PM (CDT)

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I just don't know what to say to you guys, except you are not alone. We are praying for all of you. Sit back, and listen. HE will be giving you signs, to help you make a decision. Keep in mind the Footprints in the Sand, how there were only one set of footprints? Let God carry you for a while, when your load gets heavy. I just can't imagine what you are going through, but never give up hope.
We pray for all of you, but I feel like that is not enough; but we will step it up. God bless you, we are thinking of you.
KEITH & MARGE RICHER <kemarich@means.net>
winthrop, mn usa - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 05:51 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton I was glad to see you at the Benefit for you. Hang in there buddy I know you will make it. There are so many angels watching over you. I say a prayer for you in the morning and a night. I know you can make it little guy. I will be praying for your family too, they are going through a hard time right now. But everyone of them are in my prayers along with you.
Lisa Trebesch <hot_rebel18@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 05:17 PM (CDT)

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Hey my little buddy, you never cease to amaze me. It was so good to see you today. It was fun watching you play and showing us what a big boy you are when you sat on your chair and put your feet up on another one like your daddy. Thanks for making me giggle along with you, you are such a little charmer . . . you know just what to do to warm and comfort a heart. Just watching you today, I know you're going to do just fine. You hang real tough, we need you around to teach us some more.

Dawn and Darrell, you hang real tough also. I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through and the decisions you have had to make, but I know you and I know you are doing what is right. I know God is there with you and guiding you along. I wish I had the right words to say to comfort you, but I'm at a loss here. Just know that you are loved and have many, many people supporting you.

Gatlin and Ashley, you two are the most special brother and sister anyone could have. You two have to be two of Chayton's angels, the way you watch out for him and come up with ways to help him is inspiring. Keep it up you guys are awesome. I love your idea of taking turns and asking people something very special to do. (I won't spoil it here cuz I know you're mommy is going to be here in a little while to update the web page, so I'll let her tell it). Love you guys bunches and can't wait to see you later.
Colleen <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 02:38 PM (CDT)

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Just wanted to let you know that our thoughts and prayers are with you all! May your guardian angels be with every member of your family. HUGS to all. Take care and God bless.
Sara (Richer) Huntley, Amanda, and Jakey
<abcsara@excite.com>
Dodge Center, MN USA - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 02:02 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton - Glad to see the new pictures of you and Mommy and Daddy You look like such a fighter! Hang in there! And for Mom and Dad hang in there, I know everything sounds really tough, but you made the right decision and that was to keep fighting this, Chayton will show all these people that he will be the first to over come this! Our prayers and thoughts are with your whole family. God Bless...
Dan, Sue, Heather, Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 11:22 AM (CDT)

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Darrel & Dawn,
I have been following your updates for a few weeks now, hoping and praying for the both of you and Chayton. I can share your pain because I have been though this too. (My beautiful Katie died almost three years ago from Rhabdoid.) I know that it feels as if your heart has beeen ripped out and stomped on, then shoved back in. The thoughts of losing your baby are so so painful. The fight isn't over yet, it has just begun. I've been told by many other families that Dr. Nagib has angels sitting on his fingers, and now her also has my Katie looking over his shoulder. Stay strong, keep believing and keep fighting. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Childrens Hospital is a wonderful place to be right now. They will take good care of Chayton and your family.
Colleen Flanders <cflanders66@netscape.net>
Edina, MN - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 10:10 AM (CDT)

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Darrel, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley & Chayton: I've been checking up on Little Chayton everyday, for about a week now. Today's entry broke my heart and brought tears to my eyes. Dawn and Darrel, you sound like very strong people (I'm not sure if you remember me from high school Darrel...I'm pretty sure you graduated with my sister, Cindy.) It sounds to me like Chayton has inherited your determination...we won't give up on him either. I just wanted to let you know that we're praying real, real hard for Chayton...asking God to work His miracles and give Chayton the extra strength he needs to pull through this. We know that with God, all things are possible...we'll hang onto that thought and continue to pray, even harder than before! God be with all of you. Take care.
Dave & Becky (Bode) Wagner
Nicollet, - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 09:55 AM (CDT)

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I am so sorry to hear that you are having to go through fighting this terrible monster. My daughter, Taylor Brooke, was diagnosed with AT/RT as well in June 2000. She was 20 months old when she was diagnosed and it has been a very long and tough road. My prayers will be with you and your family each and every day. It has been 15 months since Taylor was diagnosed, and she is doing very well. You guys have a very positive outlook, and that is what you need. And HOPE as well. I know time is short right now, but please visit Taylor's webpage on the Rahbdoid Kids Page, so that you can see that you are not alone.

You will be in our prayers, in our hearts, and on our minds.

P.S. Look at the pictures of Taylor, she and Chayton look a lot alike. Two little angels.
The Hodge Family <scathodge@earthlink.net>
New Orleans, LA USA - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 09:43 AM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrel, & Chayton~~~
I am so sorry to hear the bad new's. It is only 9:00am and I I have gotten was bad news. My mom called me this morning around 6 and told me that we had a death in the family. Then Sue called me, and told me to check out the page.
I need some good news!!!
But you know what!? Chayton is a fighter and he will make it throw this. I give you courage and strenth to get throw this. I would have done any thing diffrent. Like you said you can't give up on him, cause he hasn't given up!!!!
Keep it up there big guy!! you can do it.
Like what your mom siad on Sunday~ GOD DOESN'T GIVE YOU MORE THEN YOU CAN HANDEL!

STAY STRONG THINGS WILL GET BETTER.
YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!


ASHLEY & GATLIN~ IT WAS NICE TO SEE YOU ON SUNDAY. YOU GUYS HAVE GROWN SO MUCH. I HOPE SCHOOL IS GOING GOOD. HOPEFULLY SEE YOU SOON. TAKE CARE.WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOUR LITTLE BROTHER.


Terri & Dan Schmidt
- Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 09:22 AM (CDT)

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Hey Guys, I just read the journal. Keep on fighting. Don't give up now. I'll be praying for you guys.

Terri <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN Sibley - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 08:41 AM (CDT)

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All of you, especially Chayton, have been in my prayers every day but we will pray especially hard for Chayton this week for what he's going to go through and especially for you parents for the decisions that you must make at this point. I can honestly, and shamefully say, I'm glad I don't have to make the decisions you are having to make because it's so hard to do but we believe you have to fight for Chayton, give him every chance of a miracle. God wouldn't ask any less of you. God bless, take care and remember we are all pulling for that little guy!
Janette Abraham <janettea@hubbardfeeds.com>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 08:32 AM (CDT)

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I am at a lose for words. I wish I had an inspiring poem like Colleen D. and Marge R., but I don't. All I have is a story.

After Skylar was born, often I would wake in the middle of the night sobbing because I had a dream, a nightmare, that my baby was gone. I would get out of bed and go to the side of his crib to make sure he was okay. I would watch and listen for a breath. Sometimes I would scoop him up into my arms, not caring if I woke him, just to have peace of mind.

When I became a parent, I had many fears. Would I be a good mom, would I be a good teacher of honesty, respect, and integrity? But my greatest fear has always remained - will I have to see my child leave me to be with God before me - I want to go first.

Dear God, watch over little Chayton. Give him strength and endurance during his surgery. Touch him with your healing hands and give him a long happy and healthy life. Amen.

Our prayers,
Kelly, Brian, Skylar, and Carson

Kelly Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN - Thursday, September 27, 2001 at 12:33 AM (CDT)

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Keep the faith! I know he can beat the odds. He is a fighter and a surviver. He can win this battle. We are also watching another young man who has a very rare form of cancer and watching what the doctors at Childrens have done for him. His odds weren't much different than Chay's. I have faith that he will win and teach the medical profession some things at the same time. You can see the power of prayer. And by reading this guestbook, he has a LOT of people praying.


Cheryl
- Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 09:32 PM (CDT)

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Hey Guys,
Just read your page and we're really bummed! But maybe God put this rock in the road of the FIGHTER just to watch him hurdle over it.We're Hoping and praying it's so. God Bless you guys. Marlene and Ron Marti
marlene m. marti <rmmarti@newulmtel.net>
new ulm, MN United States - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 08:53 PM (CDT)

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Chayton and family, I know these times are difficult. Enjoy everyday with Chayton, and know that you have many people praying for you. I know when Michael was fighting the Rhabdoid monster, I used to talk to the chaplain Brian quite often. He seemed to always have a calming effect over me and Michael. Good luck, and I will continue to check in on you.
Lisa Woodroffe <apwoodroff@aol.com>
Robbinsdale, MN USA - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 08:51 PM (CDT)

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JUST READ THE WEBSITE AND WAS SADDENED. MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU , DARRELL AND DAWN, I JUST CAN'T IMAGINE WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. BUT PLEASE REMEMBER, THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE PRAYING, AND WE KNOW CHAYTON IS A FIGHTER, SO HE WILL BE THE FIRST ONE TO SURVIVE. BE ASSURED, PRAYERS WILL BE PLENTIFUL FOR YOU GUYS. IF ALL ELSE FAILS, JUST GIVE IT TO GOD AND ASK HIM TO CARRY YOU FOR A WHILE. YOU ARE NEVER ALONE. TOMORROW THE SUN WILL COME UP, AND A NEW DAY DAWNS. WITH THAT WILL BE ANOTHER CHANCE FOR CHAYTON TO SHOW US ALL WHAT A "FIGHTER" HE REALLY IS.
KEITH & MARGE RICHER <KEMARICH@MEANS.NET>
WINTHROP, MN USA - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 08:16 PM (CDT)

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Hey my little buddy! I just read the update, what a bummer of a day. I just know you're going to show us though that this will not stop you. We all continue to pray real hard for you and we know all of God's special angels are with you and watching over you. You hang in there tough little sweetheart, I know you can make it through this set back. You give you're mommy and daddy a big hug and kiss from us and tell them to hang tough also. You keep showing them how strong you are!!! We love you whole bunches our little angel on earth!!!
I wrote a little poem for you, I don't know if your mommy read it to you or not but here goes:
CHAYTON HUNTER ANDERSON

Some people are put on this earth
to guide us . . . to show us
the direction we should follow.

Some people are put on this earth
to comfort us . . . to show us
how to handle adversity.

Some people are put on this earth
to soften us . . . to show us
how to feel.

Some people are put on this earth
to inspire use . . . to show us
how to live.

Some people are put on this earth
to strengthen us . . . to show us
how to perservere.

Some people are put on this earth
to warm us . . . to show us
how to love.

Some people are put on this earth
to teach us . . . to show us
how to help others.

Some people are put on this earth
to suffer . . . to show us
how to just be human.

Chayton, you are one of those special
people that was put on this earth
to show us all of these.

Chayton, you are an
Angel on Earth!!!

Colleen
Winthrop, MN - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 08:03 PM (CDT)

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Darrel and Dawn-Just spoke with my daughters and they wanted me to write a note to you and tell you they too are praying as hard as they can!!!!!Jenny O.
Jenny O'Connor <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. America - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 07:08 PM (CDT)

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Hi Guys, We went to the library today so I quick looked up your website and I'm so sad at what I read. Chayton is a wonderful little boy. We were so happy to see him on Sunday. My heart went out to you all. Chayton seemed so happy especially when Daddy and Mommy were holding him. He's a lucky boy to have you all. My Heart is crying for him, bu twe will continue to pray for you all. We never know what God has in store for us all but I'm glad your going to fight the fight. Our children are all so precious to us and saying stop would be very hard. Keep up the super strength and keep praying. If you ever need something please feel free to call. Our love and prayers.
Fred and Ann Jutz and family
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 06:28 PM (CDT)

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Dawn Darrell Chayton Ashley and Gatlin, My heart goes out to you all. Heidi just called me and told me to go to the website and read the journal.My heart just sunk. I was telling Heidi what a wonderful turnout you guys had on Sunday. What a beautiful day. I know that all those people are going to pull for Chayton. With all the prays that is being said for him God is going to come through. They might not have saved anyone with this, but that is not saying that Chayton can't be the first right. I had gone to the website earlier and saw the darling pictures he is so great. Chayton is going to make it,the miracle is going to happen, and we will have THE GREAT CHAYTON HUNTER ANDERSON around for a long time believe me. We will keep praying for all. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.. Love All of you. Love Betty
Betty and Wayne Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Minnesota - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 06:15 PM (CDT)

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Reading your update today makes my heart pour out to you! It is all in GOD's hands and sometimes we just don't understand what he is trying to do, but I hope that it is all for healing and happiness. As I feel so frustrated with Benjamin's hurdles in his life and future makes me feel like a selfish person. Your situation puts life into perspect really fast. Enjoy every moment with your precious little boy! He is so adorable. I will pray that Dr. Nagib (the excellent doctor that he is) can work some miracles for Chayton. MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALL! Shannon Bode
Shannon Bode
St. Peter, MN - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 05:38 PM (CDT)

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Darrel and Dawn and Kids-We'll all keep praying for you!!Yell if you need anything!I'll be there in a minute if possible!!!Tell Chayton to keep fighting!!!And give him a big hug!!
Jenny O'Connor <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. AMERICA - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 05:33 PM (CDT)

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Darrell and Dawn,
Found this poem and I thought of you guys. Hope you can find something in it for you right now.
Sometimes we come to life's crossroads
and view what we think is the end,
but God has a much wider vision
and He knows it is only a bend.

The road will go on and get smoother
and after we've stopped for a rest,
the path that lies beyond us
is often the part that is best.

So rest and relax and grow stronger.
Let go and let God share your load
and have faith in a brighter tomorrow.
You've just come to a bend in the road.

WE ARE ALL PRAYING FOR YOU!

KEITH & MARGE RICHER <KEMARICH@MEANS.NET>
WINTHROP, MN USA - Wednesday, September 26, 2001 at 12:58 PM (CDT)

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Hello there buddy~~ How are you doing? It sounds like you, mommy & Daddy had fun lastnight. If you come home on wed. I will stop by when I go on my walk to see you. Otherwise I will try Thursnight depending on how much time I have before bowling. I love the pitcures that mommy put up. Sorry Dawn But I really like the pitcure of Daddy and Chayton sleeping.
I'm so happy that you had a good turn out on Sunday.
Chayton ~ You keep on fighting. There is alot of people out there that are praying for you. You look GREAT.
Well, Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Take Care and See you soon!!!!

Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
- Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 09:45 PM (CDT)

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Hi to all-Been watching to see if you've come home but I will keep watching and waiting!!Keep the positive attitude!!!Your neighbor to the north!!Jenny O.
Jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. U.S.A. - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 09:06 PM (CDT)

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Nice for your Mommy to give us an update. Hope all is going really good for you this week. Been praying for you, and Mom and Dad, and Ashley and Gatlin, so you can all be together forever again realy soon. Keep fighting , Chayton, I know you can beat this. Love from all of us.
Keith & Marge Richer <kemarich@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 08:50 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton! So glad you like your new side-kick that my son Skylar helped me pick out for you. I'm flattered to be called "girl" instead of "lady", its been awhile! I think it has something to do with my profession of being one of those "Mary Kay Independent Beauty Consultants", even through I'm only "29" like "The Nanny"! Huh! Close! You know what Mary Kay her self always said? "If you tell people your age, they will know everything about you! My age isn't for you to know, but your skin care is for me to know"!

My daughter is finally over the flu, so hopefully we can visit. Have to get her set up in the right direction, you know! Take care. Lots of love and prayer.
Kelly Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 08:38 PM (CDT)

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Hi buddy// How are you doing today/ I hope you are feeling better and ready to come home again... Our prayers are always with you and we think of you almost every day.. May all the angels up high watch over you everyday..
Dennis & Mary Ann <mdnelson@means.net>
Winthrop, Mn. Sibley - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 04:43 PM (CDT)

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Chayton, Darrell, Dawn and everyone:
Just read the latest on you, Chay. Sounds like things are always so busy for you all. I'm glad to hear that the benefit went well. And as far as people "in the hicks" getting a bad rap, we all know differently, don't we? I grew up in a small town in Minnesota (Kiester, MN) and I live in a not too big town now (New Hampton, IA) and I know what BIG hearts people have. Take care and we continue to pray for you all.

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 03:02 PM (CDT)

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Hi CHayton - It was really good to see you on Sunday, and your mommy and daddy. Keep fighting and we are all pulling and praying for you to beat this. God Bless and take care.
Dan, Sue, Heather and Nick and Katelyn Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, mn usa - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 11:28 AM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton. Its just past midnight so some time has gone by since your chemo. I hope your feeling better! Your setting a great example for others to follow. Being so young you haven't experience what it is to be a quitter because you have always been a fighter. When you get through this battle everything else in life will be a peice of cake! Keep fighting and we'll keep praying.

Kelly, Brain, Skylar, and Carson Reed
Kelly Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN - Tuesday, September 25, 2001 at 12:26 AM (CDT)

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Hey, little angel!! I hear today was not very fun for you and you have every right to be cranky. You've earned it!!! You hang in there, this round will be over soon and then you'll be back home again in no time. It was fun watching you play ball yesterday in the gym. You never ceased to amaze me. We can all learned lessons from you. I love you bunches and so does Erica and Ryan, and lots and lots of other people. We all keep praying for you. We know God is answering them . . . we just have to look at you to see that.

The fundraiser was a hugh success yesterday, and I'd like to thank everyone who helped in anyway, including everyone that came or sent cards. It just warms the heart to see how caring and supportive people can be. A lot of times us folks "out in the hicks" get a bad rap, but we have hugh hearts!!!! That was proven yesterday. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you. Dawn and Darrell needed to see all that support, to help carry them along.

Gatlin and Ashley, thanks for the hugs, it was great to see you guys again. I missed you bunches. Chayton just giggles and giggles with you guys there. You guys are awesome for him. Love you bunches and have fun on your fieldtrips.
Colleen <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 08:03 PM (CDT)

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Hi, This entry is coming from Nicollet, Mn. My name is Lisa (Bode) Fischer. I went to highschool with Darrell. I'm not sure if he will remember me or not. Steve Johnson forwarded the information about Chayton to us. I want you to know that my prayers are with you and your family. I have 2 children of my own and know just how precious they are. It sounds like Chayton is a real fighter and he has wonderful and loving parents. He has many things going for him. I wish him and your family all the best. God's Blessings.
Lisa (Bode) Fischer <lfischer@isd507.k12.mn.us>
Nicollet, Mn USA - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 03:44 PM (CDT)

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Hey chayton,
You are an angel on earth and ever since I have met you just a few months ago, you have grown on me. I admire the way you, as a child, can handle so well what you are going through. I cannot believe that you are doing so well. Chayton, it is you and my love for children that has inspired me to become a volunteer over at children's Hospital. I would love to come and visit you whenever I am there. On Tues I will have my volunteer orienation and right after that is over, I will be there to come visit you. You remind all of us that nothing is impossible and that miracles like you exist in this world today. Chayton you have brought out the good in all of us. Chayton, I want you to hang in there little buddy because we are all here for ya!!! Get well soon!!!
Sincerely,
Tracy Konerza
Tracy Konerza <TracyK2001@ yahoo.com>
Silver Lake, MN USA - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 02:55 PM (CDT)

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HELLO CHAYTON HUNTER ANDERSON,
THIS IS HOW EVERYBODY FELT YESTERDAY WHEN THEY SAW YOU.
;- ) :- ) : -) :-) :-o some were surprised to see such a great little boy :-) :-) !!!!!!!! :-) :-) :-) : -) :-) :-)
:-) :- ) :-) :-) and many very happy to see you.
Hi Chayton And All The Rest Of The Anderson Family, What a GREAT day you had yesterday. It sure was a beautiful turn out. I think it was because of such a Great Little Person Named Chayton Hunter Anderson.Chayton you are such a cute little boy, we know that God is going to help you though thick and thin you might have some tough times, but after the ordeal is over it will be worth it. It is sad that this has to be done but we know it is going to make you so much better. You will be able to play with your brother and sister and have a great life ahead of you. isn't that GREAT !!!!!!!!! : -) I hope chemo wasn't real hard on you,I wish I could take it and it would help you ,but that can't be done. Going back to yesterday wasn't there alot of beautiful people, they will go out of their way to help others. That is why the U.S.A. is so Great. I was just thinking that when you grow up to be a young man mom and dad are going to have their hands full, because they are going to have to chase all the girls that are after you away. But as we know that you will just sit back and smile right " SMILEY" Love you all take care the miracle is on it's way.




Betty and Wayne Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Minnesota - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 11:25 AM (CDT)

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HI DARREL AND CHAYTON,
Hope everything is on the upswing by now. We will be praying for Chayton for him to make a 100% recovery.
Geri Pehrson <gpehrson@isd507.k12.mn.us>
Nicollet, mn nicollet - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 11:23 AM (CDT)

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Hello, Anderson family, Good luck Chayton and most important of all god bless you all!! from the staff at wasie.
Dominic Vandenbroeke
minneapolis, mn Usa - Monday, September 24, 2001 at 03:50 AM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton, You are such a cutie. I am Tracy Konerza's roomate at college and she has some pictures of you hanging up in our dorm. They are so sweet. Hopefully I'll get to meet you soon. Lots of love, Lauren
Lauren Woodbury <wood0500@umn.edu>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 11:35 PM (CDT)

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chayton,I saw you at the dinner thing.Get Well Soon!!

I LoveYou!!
Alyssa <shorty_n@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 09:06 PM (CDT)

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Was good to see all of you guys today. Chayton, you are such a sweetheart. You truly are a gift from God, as you are such an inspiration to all. Hope this week goes well, and that your Mom and Daddy get good news. We all have been praying really hard so that you get better fast. You will be the little guy who beats this. Take good care of puppy, and we will see you when you get back from the hospital. Tell Mommy and Daddy if they need something to call us.
Keith & Marge <kemarich@means.net>
winthrop, mn usa - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 08:28 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton!
It was a pleasure to finally meet you and your family. Your even more handsome in person! So...many people love and care about you. My son, Skylar, was very bummed that he couldn't meet you today. His sister was sick with the flu and I didn't want to expose you. I'm sure the rest of my family will get to meet you soon. It was also wonderful to meet Collen Dietz. She's a Great friend!

Your mommy said there was approx. 700 people at your benefit in Winthrop, awesome! I told your mommy that I have a goal to sell $20,000 (retail) of my Mary Kay products in the next month. Proceeds for you and your family would be approx. $7,000. I'm off to a slow start, gauging from my Holiday Open House today, but I'm not a quitter. Wish me luck! Hope your dose of chamo isn't too painful. I hate to even think about you in any kind of pain. Take care.

XXOO
Kelly, Brian, Skylar, and Carson.
Kelly Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 05:58 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton.. I brought the Sibley East Volleyball team to your Benefit, and we all enjoyed being there to support you.. It was good for them to see who you were because I am always talking about you:)!!!!! It was so good to see everyone there.. Take care. My Prayers are with you:)!!

Love, Tricia Uecker
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 02:24 PM (CDT)

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Hey yo8ur benefit stars in three minutes and i cant wait to come!! i want to come and see chayton so bad!!! He is so cute!!! But yeah i have to go now so i will you see you there!
katie uecker <katieuecker_se@hotmail.com>
Winthrop/Gaylord, MN - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 10:57 AM (CDT)

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Looking forward to seeing all of you at the Winthrop benefit on Sunday (9/23)!

I am working on a benefit at the Morson Ario in Mankato on Saturday, October 13. I am still looking for anyone willing to volunteer their time to help organize, get donations of food items or supplies, advertise (various media) or just word or mouth . At this point, I only have a few people actively involved. I don't want to give up but I need HELP!

I have a band, Kartoon, playing (lead singer, Corey Streich, wrestled w/Darrell in HS). Also, Kelly Reed from New Ulm is donating all her proceeds from her Mary Kay sales from Sept. 23-Oct. 22 (507-228-8181) & her mother, owner of Olde World Deli and Catering in New Ulm, is willing to help out in many areas. Jill from the Morson Ario has been great with getting possibly a couple of hogs and various other things done. I will know more on Monday about help through some Mankato radio stations too.

We are also hoping for donations for items for the benefit and for a raffle.

Anyone...please call 507-726-2017 or email and let me know if you can help in any way!
Melissa <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Saturday, September 22, 2001 at 10:13 PM (CDT)

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Dear Andersons,

Our internet use has been down all week. Thankfully I was able to check th update today. I will see you on Sunday. I have not received a request for Ashley' records yet. I will bring along a copy and if you want the Kraft's can take them to the school. I will also bring my camera to take pictures of your family. Once I have the pictures I will set up a special place to display our pictures and call them our pen pals. As always, my prayers are with all of you.

See ya Sunday,

Mary Olson
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Friday, September 21, 2001 at 08:47 AM (CDT)

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Hi little guy! Are you getting excited about your Benefit (Sunday at the GFW High School in Winthrop, MN 11:00 to 1:30 - for those that just tuned in!) I can't wait to meet you, Chayton "Smiley" Anderson. I just spoke with Melissa about the benefit she's organizing for you in Mankato at the Morson Ario. We spoke for over an hour and we don't even know each other! I guess your a hard subject to stop talking about! See you and your family soon!

XXOO Kelly, Brian, Skylar, and Carson
<reedk@newulmtel.net>
LaFayette, MN - Thursday, September 20, 2001 at 11:41 PM (CDT)

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Hey Anderson Clan:
Just wanted to let you all know that we are keeping you in our prayers here at Trinity Lutheran Church in New Hampton. I've been reading the updates and posting them in our narthex. Have a good benefit this weekend. Take care and God Bless Chayton and family!

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Wednesday, September 19, 2001 at 04:36 PM (CDT)

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hey bud I am hopeing to come to your thing at the high school hey has Chay been to a football game becase if he has'ent there is one this Friday hope to see you there!!!!
we love you


love ya

kelsi pagel
kelsi <p_kelsi@hotmail>
winthrop, mn us - Wednesday, September 19, 2001 at 03:59 PM (CDT)

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Hi you brave little guy! Can't wait to meet you and your family at your benefit in Winthrop. I'm nervous - hope I can hold it together. I plan on stopping by before my fund raiser for you. The Wintrop Legion, Post 314, donated the use of a room so I can show my Mary Kay stuff. Hopefully I sell lots and schedule lots of "Traveling Fund Raiser Show"'s (between Sept. 23 and Oct. 22). This will give those that have other commitments on Sept. 23 the opportunity to still help if they choose to. I bought a guest book for people to sign at my fund raisers so you can see how many people care about you and want to help. Melissa Ridler emailed me and ask if I would like to join in on her benefit for you in Mankato. I emailed her back and said, "be happy to". I think I can come up with some food and serving utensils, volunteers, and even an intermission singing duet when the band takes a broke. You wanta dance?!? You and my daughter Carson, would make a cute couple!! See you soon. Lots of love, kisses, hugs, and prayers.

Kelly, Brian, Skylar, and Carson (she's "2", what a match!)
Kelly Carson Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
LaFayette, MN - Wednesday, September 19, 2001 at 09:33 AM (CDT)

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Sorry for not writing lately. I have been checking out the journals though. Hang in there. Our hearts go out to you.

I also wanted to double-check on the date of the fundraiser in Winthrop. It is on September 23, right?

Melissa, Steve, & Devin <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 10:32 PM (CDT)

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Hey buddy, I missed you today when I stopped over. I hear you had gone out with your mom. Good for you, I hope you had fun!!! I also hear you were laughing at me when you were listening to me on the radio. I wish I could have seen you but I was thinking of you. Did you hear me talking about you and what a cutie you are? I'm getting a copy of the interview so you can have it so you can giggle some more!!! You know I love that giggle!!! You keep on doing what you're doing buddy, you'll make it through all this.

D,D,G & A, hope you all are doing well. Gatlin and Ashley, it was great to see you this past weekend. I miss you guys bunches. You two make Chayton so happy. I love to watch how you make him smile and laugh. He loves you two so much. He couldn't have a better big brother or sister. You guys are the best!!! Hope school is still going great. Say HI to grandpa's and grandma's. See you Sunday.
Colleen <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 07:12 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton and family I glad to hear that things are going good for everyone Dawn please give me a call and let me know the details for the benifet so I can make plans to be there I wouldn't miss it for anything in the world give everyone my love and I miss you guys very much I will try to call real soon take care Hugs and Kisses from us to you.
Stacy <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
lester prairie, mn - Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 04:44 PM (CDT)

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Anderson Family,

A friend saw one of the poster's for Chayton's benefit posted in Mankato and passed the information along to us. We hope the benefit for Chayton and your family is a HUGE success! But more so, we pray for Chayton's health and for strength for your family.

Our niece, Emma (6 mos. old), was diagnosed with a Rhabdoid brain tumor in early August. She lives in Woodbury, MN and doctors at Children's Hospital in St Paul. She has undergone surgery and one round of chemotherapy. Ironically, Emma is also the youngest of 3 children.

I will share the link to Chayton's webpage with Emma's family. We will also add Chayton and your family to our prayers and will check back often.

May God Bless Your Family!
Lynn, Bruce, Jordan, Kyle & Rachel Schultz <thefarm@madtelco.net>
Madelia, MN USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 04:09 PM (CDT)

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Hello, How is everyone doing? It was nice to see you guys on Friday. I know I haven't written to you lately. But I have been checking out the web page and thinking of you.
You can not help yourself, to think about chayton and our family. It is really nice to see that where ever you go there is a pitcure of chayton. For his benifit.I hope you have a really good turn out.
I will hopfully see you soon. Chayton you keep on smileing.and keep fighting. see you this weekend.
Terri & Dan Schmidt
- Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 02:06 PM (CDT)

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Anderson Family,

Heard about Chayton through advertisements about the benefit on a New Ulm radio station. We live in Lake Crystal, MN and our 3 year old son had a Medulublastoma brain tumor that we are currently treating. He had brain surgery a year ago, 31 radiation treatments, and a year of chemo that we are half done with. We get treatments at Mayo.

So sorry to hear about Chayton and glad to hear he is fighting. We can certainly relate to the chaos and pain you are feeling as parents. It is like a roller coaster.

We won't be able to attend the benefit because that is our son's birthday but would like to. Hope it is successful. We had one in Lake Crystal and I was nervous ahead of time but it ended up being surprisingly comforting and enjoyable. Hope the same for you.

Best wishes and feel free to email.

You will be in our prayers.

Jody Maurer
Jody Maurer <jodylm@mctcnet.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2001 at 12:26 PM (CDT)

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I'm glad you guys are doing good.. Thought you were comming back Sunday>? Hope everything is ok! Well just thought I would come in and say Hi. Miss you. And thank you for being great friends. Tell the kids Hello from me and tell them they'll haft to come and play with Andy.
Love,
Sarah, Andrew, and Cassandra
sarah <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
monti, wright - Monday, September 17, 2001 at 11:28 PM (CDT)

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I'm glad you guys are doing good.. Thought you were comming back Sunday>? Hope everything is ok! Well just thought I would come in and say Hi. Miss you. And thank you for being great friends. Tell the kids Hello from me and tell them they'll haft to come and play with Andy.
Love,
Sarah, Andrew, and Cassandra
sarah <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
monti, wright - Monday, September 17, 2001 at 11:28 PM (CDT)

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Hang int here Chayton. You are so cute! Good Luck and may God bless you and your family. Remember God and the angels are watching over you!
Kiley Kruggel <v_ball_lover1@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, September 17, 2001 at 03:53 PM (CDT)

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Chayton and Dawn,

It was so great to finally meet both of you last Thursday. Chayton was as adorable as I expected and you are such a wonderful mother Dawn! Sorry I missed Darrel and Denise. Please say HI to them for me. I think about all of you every day and wish you the VERY best. Tell Chayton I still have his kiss saved in my pocket!!! Take Care and I hope to see all of you again soon. =)
Heidi Lynch <heidi.lynch@aexp.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, September 17, 2001 at 03:18 PM (CDT)

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Dawn,
I spoke with Coleen today. You have a wonderful, caring friend. We're working on getting my "Mary Kay" fund raiser for Chayton on the same day and place. Looks Good! Can't wait to meet Chayton and his family.

I also just wanted to say that everything happens for a reason. The hardest thing is trying to understand why! And because of that, there are people who need to lay blame on someone to create a reason that is understandable to them. I believe that God tests our faith in some shape or form everyday. I think that through Chayton he brought people together and is showing us that our prayers can create miracles - AND WILL! NEVER blame yourself and NEVER give up HOPE! KEEP THE FAITH!

XXOO Chayton. STAY STRONG, THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS WHEN YOUR DOWN, AND KEEP ON!
Kelly Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN - Sunday, September 16, 2001 at 11:42 PM (CDT)

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Hey Kiddo!!! I can't wait to see you at the benefit!! I am so happy that you get to come home !!!Well don't forget that angels are always with you !! You can make it through all of this!!
katie uecker <katieuecker_se@hotmail.com>
Gaylord, MN USA - Sunday, September 16, 2001 at 01:30 PM (CDT)

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What an adorable little boy! You don't know me, but I stumbled across Chayton's site through a couple of other caringbridge sites. Children's is such a wonderful place and they can do great things for the little people who certainly deserve the great care.

It is a small world, my son Benjamin had his shunt put in by Dr. Nagib also. Benjamin was born with spina bifida in December. The crazy thing is, that a co-worker was telling me about Chayton this week and then last night I found his site. I work with Melissa Ridler's cousin. Then come to find out after telling my husband about Chayton, that Darren knows Glen. It is just amazing. I will certainly add Chayton to our prayers. I definitely do know how you feel with leaving your other 2 children behind. It is so hard and you feel so torn. We have 2 other children also. I will pray that the MIRACLES really happen for Chayton. As I read through your journals he already has put up a wonderful fight! I will hope and pray for the best for all of you! Shannon Bode
Shannon Bode <dsbode@mctcnet.net>
St. Peter, MN - Saturday, September 15, 2001 at 04:11 PM (CDT)

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Just got back from the cities, was there on training this week, and immediately checked the website. Chayton, buddy, keep fighting. We are doing the praying. Dawn and Darrell, I have to commend you, I know I couldn't be that strong. You are truly an inspiration for a lot of people. When the going gets tough, look to God and let him carry you for a while, he will not abandon you, even in the darkest hour. I just wish I had some "magic" to make all the hurt go away. Remember, you are never alone, we are all here to help in any way we can. See you soon.
keith & marge richer <kemarich@means.net>
winthrop, mn USA - Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 09:17 PM (CDT)

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Hey little guy! An abundance of prayers are all around you. Stay brave and think HAPPY HAPPY THOUGHTS! Oh, I almost forgot. In my earlier signing of your guestbook, I typed my website wrong -and my previous message only took me an hour to type! Here is my correct website address: www.marykay.com/kellycarsonreed I'm putting plans together for your "Mary Kay Open House Benefit". Its going to be GREAT! I also emailed you a hard copy for your mommy and daddy to read to you. Much love and faith sent your way.
Kelly Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN 56054 - Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 08:04 PM (CDT)

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Hey buddy!!! I'm so proud of our little hero. Keep on fighting you're doing great. So glad to hear that you'll be able to come to the benefit!!! We continue to pray for you always . . . say hi to the angels from us.
Dawn and Darrel, Gatlin and Ashley, we continue to pray for all of you also. I know it can't be easy and I wish I could take it away for you but hang in there . . . You're doing great!!! Remember there's only one set of footprints in the sand!!! God Bless you and I'll talk to you soon.

Colleen <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, - Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 07:38 PM (CDT)

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Good afternoon little man. Talked to mommy just a few minutes ago & she told me how brave you are being getting your transfusion. Good for you, grandpa & grandma V. are so very proud of our courageous little boy. Get better today so you can come home this weekend. Gatlin & Ashley are anxious to come & play with you. We are going to pick them up right after school remember, tomorrow. Love always to you, mommy & daddy, our prayers are with you. Grandpa & Grandpa V.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 03:07 PM (CDT)

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Hey hang in there Dawn keep a postive attitude through this! I know it seems hard sometimes but your little guy is such a fighter! And glad to hear that he should be able to attend the benefit. God Bless and keep the faith!
Dan & Sue (Richer), Heather and Nick Pagel <pagels@hutchtel.net>
Glencoe, MN 55336 - Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 02:26 PM (CDT)

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Hi Little Buddy -- my prayers are with you and your family. Keep your smile shining.
Kathy

- Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 12:21 PM (CDT)

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HI " YOU GREAT LITTLE GUY". I sure hope you are feeling better. We are hurting for you. We hope your days will be getting better for you. You are such a tough little guy, God will be helping you so you get all better OK !!!!!!!! There is so many people praying for you and want to help you out. PLEASE GET BETTER PLEASE I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE YOU ARE SOOOOO STRONG. :-) We will keep praying for you and all the rest. You get better now so we can all have happy faces ok !!!!!!!!!! :-) = :-) = :-) = :-( " NO" happy faces ok !!!!!! :-) = :-) =:-) =:-) Love you all. Ashley here is a happy face for you :-) !!!!!! Gatlin here is a happy face for you to :-) !!!!!!
Betty Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes .com>
Nicollet, Mn - Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 10:42 AM (CDT)

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Hello - Tuesday Sept. 11th I was straighting up a litte before bedtime after watching CNN about the senseless tragedy at the World Trade Center and the Pentagon. I was about to throw the paper in the burnables bag when I came upon the article in the South Central Living about your courageous Chayton. Now I'm not much of a reader but the article captured my full attention. What a Fighter your little guy Chayton is. Wednesday morning I started thinking about the past day events and about how I could help. I made two decisions. "One" to give blood and pray for those victims in New York and Washington and "Two" to sponsor a benefit for your brave Chayton and "his" strong family.
Every holiday season, I have an "Open House" for my Mary Kay business. Yes, I am an Independent Beauty Consultant for Mary Kay. Now I know there are many people out there that think Mary Kay consultants are "that" because they can't find a job! Now that's funny! Anyway, these thoughts of helping Chayton and his family came flooding in. I'm my own boss, with my own business, and even though these people have never met me, I'm going to help. So...I have decided to donate proceeds from all my sales between Sept. 23 through Oct. 22. I have decided to have an "Open House" in several locations; Winthrop and New Ulm for sure, and if I can find a room, Hutchinson, Redwood Falls, and possibly Gaylord and Sleepy Eye. I will also offer my website address: kellycarsonreed@marykay.com for customers to view what products Mary Kay has to offer so they can place an order if they choose to. Also, I'm going to enlist the help of some of my family and friends to distribute flyers. My class reunion is also in October. I figure if I'm going to do this, I'm going to cover as much nearby ground as possible!
It is very difficult to even conceive what the people of New York and Washington are going through, but your battle is much closer to home. I have a 2 year-old daughter and a 7 year-old son. I have read your journal, Dawn, and it is heart wrenching. I had to get the "puffs" out. If this were happening to my family, even knowing the enormous expense, I would not want to ask for help, but I would hope and pray that someone would!
I am hoping to get the company that I work for, (yes I do have another job besides my Mary Kay), to MATCH my proceeds. I don't want to mention the companys name unless they agree to match.
I've been praying for Chayton and I know that an abundance of prayer will bring a miracle, for I think God wants Chayton to be a Success story for those that have faith and believe. I hope that you will except my help because that's all I want to do. Dawn, please keep writing in your journal. It is truly inspiring. And keep the sense of humor - all walks of life need humor.
God bless - Chayton, Ashley, Gatlin, Dawn, Darrell, and the entire Kraft-Anderson Clan.
Kelly Reed <reedk@newulmtel.net>
Lafayette, MN 56054 - Thursday, September 13, 2001 at 09:41 AM (CDT)

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Hey~~ Well I am really looking forward to coming to the benefit, I can't wait to see Chayton. I pray for you chayton, Every DAY and NIGHT! You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I feel that after getting to know you and how you are such a fighter that our prayers are being answered and you are gonna make it through this. KEEP FIGHTING!!!!!!

Love, Tricia
Tricia <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 06:48 PM (CDT)

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Hi Guys,
We just wanted to sign on again and let you know we're still praying for all of you. We all enjoy looking forward to the newest page of the journal. Maybe I shouldn't say enjoy but we look for positive news and thoughts from you and others. We hope to see you all at the benefit. The pictures you put on here are priceless; they bring tears to our eyes. Please give Chayton a great big hug from all of us. He is becoming many peoples angel.
Hugs and Prayers,
Fred, Ann, Stacy, Joshua and Johanna Jutz

Ann Jutz
Gibbon, MN Sibley - Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 06:39 PM (CDT)

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My thoughts and prayers are with you. I pray that everything will work out for your family. When things get tought and you wonder why,I have a plaque in my home that says "God does not close a door without opening a window". Sometimes it takes times to find that window, but you will find it.

God bless you all.

Mary, Dustin & Carlene
MaryLou Meyer <marylou.meyer@hti.htch.com>
Litchfield, mn USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 01:42 PM (CDT)

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Sorry I haven't written for a few days. I called your dad and step mom to have them ask if the school in Iowa is going to request Ashley's records. I truly appreciate the updates on Chayton and Ashley and Gatlin.. Next week we will make a card for them in school. Praying for all of you:-)

Mary Olson
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 12:40 PM (CDT)

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Hello to the Anderson family. I first heard about Chayton and your family from a customer I waited on--she was posting flyers. Chayton--what a beautiful child! It is hard to understand how such a terrible illness can happen to such an innocent, beautiful child. I am the mother of 2 children (and one on the way). Over the past couple of days, with the world in a state of sadness, I am even more frightened to bring another child into this world. Please know that your family is in our thoughts and prayers. God's presence is seen everywhere. He's been seen in the strength of Chayton and will be seen in his healing. God Bless.
John and Heidi Bendix and family <jbendix@newulmtel.net>
Courtland, mn USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 12:10 PM (CDT)

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Hello Anderson Family,

I received word of your story from someone who had listed your web site in the Glencoe newspaper. I'm originally from Glencoe and had another frined who had twins that were in Children's Hospital and had been following their story also through Caring Bridge. Your family is such an inspiration, and in a strangers eyes, you are all heros!! Whether it be through Chayton's never ending heroic battle or Gatlin and Ashley's wonderful ability to go through such a difficult time. Most of all, you Dawn & Darrell, for your never ending positive attitude when your sweetheart is going through one of the toughest battles a child will ever have to go through. You are all truly an inspiration. Chayton will make it through all of this with the love and prayers that are behind him. He is truly an Angel and is cute as a button. My husband wanted me to share a powerful story with you. He has a co-worker here in Tampa that was diagnosed with cancer of the esophogas (sp) and was given less than a 2% chance of survival. He had many family and friends sending out prayers on a daily basis for his recovery and the miracle of the story is that now, 2 years later, he is in complete remission and is the most charming and wonderful person who loves life to the fullest extent possible. So, the moral of the story truly is, prayers go a long way and we are sending prayers to all of you from Florida! Best wishes and many years from now, you'll be able to look back at this as a time for giving your family a strength that you never thought you would have and Chayton will be enjoying every day with you!
Chris & Monique Kehr <Monique_Kehr@Gelco.com>
Lutz, FL USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 10:04 AM (CDT)

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Hi! How are you guys doing? I'll keep praying you!

I love you!
Alyssa Neid <shorty_n@hotmail.com>
winthrop, MN US - Tuesday, September 11, 2001 at 05:13 PM (CDT)

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how are you doing .I am coming to your dinner thing!!!~!

* we love you *
Kelsi Pagel <p_kelsi@hotmail.com>
winthrop, mn us - Tuesday, September 11, 2001 at 05:08 PM (CDT)

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Hi there sweetie, how's your day going? Tell mom & dad to get ready it's the middle of the week again & grandma & grandpa V. are coming up to spend time with them. We're going to bring our other babies along [Gatlin & Ashley]. So you can play with them too. Grandpa is going to take off of work early Fri. so we can pick them up when they get off the bus. Yippee!!! They miss you alot Chayton so better rest up. Pray for you guys everyday & then some. So lets keep the faith & beat this thing. Yes we maybe didn't get the news we wanted, but that doesn't mean we've been beat yet. You're strong Chayton & so is mommy & daddy. So together we can all get thru this. Love always & forever.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@hotmail.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Tuesday, September 11, 2001 at 04:49 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton. Just to let u guys know. I pray for Chayton EVERY SINGLE DAY AND NIGHT!! I am always thinking about you and asking my mom how you are doing!!!!!!! There is a poster for you benefit in my School(Sibley East) and I have been telling everyone about you.. They are all praying for you and might even come and support you all the way!!!!!!!!
Don't Forget about the angels!!!!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, September 10, 2001 at 07:01 PM (CDT)

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Dear Chayton, Hi, I live near Niagara Falls where a big river falls a long way down on to the rocks below. I saw your beautiful picture, I want you, your Mommy & Daddy & your brother & sister to know that you are all in my prayers. God bless you.
Annabelle Ryan <aryan1@iopener.net>
N. Tonawanda , NY USA - Monday, September 10, 2001 at 04:54 PM (CDT)

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- Monday, September 10, 2001 at 04:47 PM (CDT)

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Chayton,
You are so special and we are thinking about you every second of the day. Keep that beautiful smile and remember, you are in VERY good hands. Never stop believing... wonderful and amazing things will happen:) We love you soooooooo much Chayton!!!
Heidi (Sandeen) Lynch and Chris Lynch <heidi.lynch@aexp.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, September 10, 2001 at 04:39 PM (CDT)

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Hi Guys, it was good to see you this weekend. Chayton, it was great to get a smile or two out of you. I wish Gatlin and Ashley would have been there, too. All of our prayers are with you guys. Everyone here at work asks about Chayton all the time. Keep on fighting, buddy, cuz we're ready for you to get well and get home!
Terri <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN Sibley - Monday, September 10, 2001 at 04:24 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton,
I just saw your BEAUTIFUL picture on a Benefit Flyer that was hanging on a window in town. What a courageous little fighter you are! It sounds like you have a Wonderful Family that loves you very much, so you have to win this battle. I too have kids and when my kids hurt so do I. I can only imagine the emotional roller coaster your Mommy and Daddy are on. Chayton, even though I have children of my own, I will always have room in heart and a prayer for you to be cancer free once again. Someday I hope to meet you, because, you seem to be a precious little child. You take care of yourself and I know you will beat the odds!
Kayla Berg <kaylab@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Monday, September 10, 2001 at 03:12 PM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrel and Chayton,
Just a quick note to let you know that you are in my thoughts and that I will be praying for a full recovery for Chayton. Tell Gatlin and Ashley that I love them too and that I will see all of you as soon as I can.
Beaetta Grimm <beaetta@oneota.net>
Spillville, IA United States - Monday, September 10, 2001 at 11:49 AM (CDT)

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A moment's kindness,
a cheering word...
these are gifts
that all can give.
Jill & Pete Walsh <pjwalsh@bevcomm.net>
Minnesota Lake, MN USA - Monday, September 10, 2001 at 07:33 AM (CDT)

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just a quick note to say hi and hang in there we are all going to beat this !!
god bless ya'll love JANET
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx u.s.a, - Sunday, September 09, 2001 at 08:43 PM (CDT)

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Focus on the 10%. Someone has to be successful for that chance. Why not Chayton! ! I marvel at how children seem to beat the odds so many times. As your page says, Chayton is a fighter. He can beat those odds. I just know it. For your other 2 children, I pray that they will know that the separation is only temporary. It is hard but necessary. Grandparents are a blessing and can give lots of love. We will keep you all in our thoughts and prayers. Look at the positive side of this. 10 of every 100 children beat the odds.Why not Chayton? ?
cheryl
- Sunday, September 09, 2001 at 05:06 PM (CDT)

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Chayton keep fighting andremember the God and the angels in Heaven are watching over you Dawn and Darrel you guys are in my prayers also Chayton is very lucky to have parents like you guys good luck and may God Bless your whole family
Kiley Kruggel <v_ball_lover1@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 08:30 PM (CDT)

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Dear Anderson's,

God Bless your kids and Keep on praying everyone is here for you.

LISA FRAUENDIENST
St.Cloud, MN - Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 06:29 PM (CDT)

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I am so sorry to hear the chances. He's a strong boy. Hopefully he'll be one of the 10%. I miss you guys. Tell him I'll have some more chips when he comes back, so mommy and daddy need to let me know. Talk later
sarah <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
Monticello, - Saturday, September 08, 2001 at 01:15 PM (CDT)

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Hello, there Chayton Buddy~~~~ How are you doing? It was nice to see you on Tuesday. Even though you didn't have any kisses for me. But I did get a couple of smiles out of ya. It was fun playing ball with you. You keep on smiling for me. Sue and I will pick out a day that works for both of us and come up and give some blood and platelits.
see you soon. love the Schmidt's

- Friday, September 07, 2001 at 04:46 PM (CDT)

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Well you guys it has been a few days since I checked out the site. Those are some beautiful pictures of Chayton and daddy and Chayton, he is such a sweet heart. It is heart breaking to hear the odds he has, but we and everyone else PLEASE KEEP PRAYING FOR CHAYTON. We got to keep our hopes up for him. As I know Miracles do happen, and they are the greatest thing on earth. On those pictures Chayton looks like there is nothing wrong with him. Like I said he is beautiful. Ashley and Gatlin I sure hope school is going good for you,and you two are have fun there.We know you miss Chayton but God is trying to help him. Love you two, You guys are GREAT. God Bless You ALL. We will keep praying for all of you to help you through this terrible ordeal.
Love You All, Betty
Betty Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, MN - Friday, September 07, 2001 at 03:06 PM (CDT)

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We just read your latest update. Our hearts go out to each of you for all that you are going through. Chayton is such a strong little boy and we're sure he'll beat all odds and win this battle. Please let us know when you're up for company. We check the website at work several times a day. We'll all keep praying!
Jerome & Shaun
Nicollet, MN USA - Friday, September 07, 2001 at 02:23 PM (CDT)

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Our prayers are with your family as you struggle to overcome this illness. Prayer requests will go out to
members of Augustana Lutheran Church this weekend via their
monthly newsletter.
Peterson family <lazyd@prairie.lakes.com>
Gibbon, MN USA - Friday, September 07, 2001 at 10:53 AM (CDT)

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Good morning to all. Hope today is going to go very well for all of you. Can't help but think of your struggles, but I know Chayton will be a survivor. We cannot give up hope, and we need to keep the prayers going, not only for all of you, but for the Doctors, that they get the help and guidance from above to help them .
It was so nice to visit with all of you last night, you are very special people. Chayton, keep fighting, show them all how you can do it.
Talk to you this week end.
Marge & Keith Richer <kemarich@means.net>
winthrop, Mn USA - Friday, September 07, 2001 at 08:25 AM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn, Darrel, and Chayton,
Remember one of your neighbors in the hospital, Patrick? We just wanted to say hi - and that we think of you guys often - you are always in our prays.
Michelle, David, and Patrick (whose hair is now a very normal brown)
Michelle Caldwell <mhcbball@soncom.com>
Minneapolis, MN US - Friday, September 07, 2001 at 07:22 AM (CDT)

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Hope you got the email postcard I sent you.

Also, I was trying to figure out which fund matches the donations. Could you clarify that for me? The following is what you listed in previous journal entries:

9/4/01: ...there is also a benefit fund at the Winthrop State Bank in Chayton's name, as well as another one in Chayton's name in care of Les Webber, and the second one gets matched by Lutheran Brotherhood.

8/23/01: There are two places to send donations.
One is Chayton Anderson Benefit Fund; P.O.Box 495; Winthrop, MN 55396.
The other is Chayton Anderson Benefit Fund; c/o Winthrop State Bank; P.O.Box R; Winthrop, MN 55396.

Which is in care of Les Webber for the match?

We hope everything is looking brighter for you. Keep smiling Chayton, the SURVIVOR.

Ridlers--Missy, Steve, & Devin <Ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Thursday, September 06, 2001 at 11:31 PM (CDT)

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Hi there dolly, this is Grandma & Grandpa V. just checking your web site to see how the week is going for ya. We pray for all of you daily. Gatlin & Ashley were supper on the way home this weekend. We played the numbers game to see who could add the fingers the fastest & come up with the answers. They did great. We had some visitors from Tenn. last night & gave me a big hug to send to our baby Chayton. Glad you got to come home for a few days. It's always nice when the family can be in there own familar surroundings. Called the Trinity Lutheran Church yesterday & Talked to Brenda. Called someone in New Hampton to see about setting up a fund raiser in that area for your family. Then sat down & wrote a letter to people who were willing to take this on & get things roling. So if anyone would like to help please contact us, Dawn will know our number. Love to all of you up there in Minn. Will see ya this weekend Chayman. God Bless you all. Lots of Loves & Hugs To Gatlin & Ashley too at there other grandma & grandpa's. See ya soon, Love Grandma & Grandpa V.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA. U.S.A. - Thursday, September 06, 2001 at 01:54 PM (CDT)

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Just a quick note to let you know you are still in my prayers daily. All of you. I don't know how you do it but you have too right?! There's no choice here. God bless all of you, take care, and just try to remember there are alot of us out here praying for that miracle! Give Chayton hugs and smuchess for us all.
Janette Abraham <janettea@hubbardfeeds.com>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Thursday, September 06, 2001 at 12:58 PM (CDT)

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Chayton I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW I CHECK ON YOU ALL THE TIME AND YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE IT THROUGH THIS AND YOUR FAMILY WILL BE STRONGER WHEN ITS OVER BECAUSE OF YOUR FAITH IN GOD. GOD BLESS YA'LL
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Texas united states - Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 11:28 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton I am glad that you will be coming home. Just think after you fought this you wil be staying at home with your mom, dad, brother, and sister. Then we will be able to see your smiling face outside in Winthrop when we either walk by or drive by. Keep fighting little man we know you will be getting better real soon.
Lisa Trebesch <hot_rebel18@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 05:35 PM (CDT)

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You are such a cutie, I just love your facial expressions. Things will get better soon, Your in my prayers. I'm gonna miss you guys while you go home. But I'll be here when you come back. Your pictures are so cute, but not as cute as you! Take care little man.
Sarah <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
Monticello, - Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 03:36 PM (CDT)

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You are such a cutie, I just love your facial expressions. Things will get better soon, Your in my prayers. I'm gonna miss you guys while you go home. But I'll be here when you come back. Your pictures are so cute, but not as cute as you! Take care little man.
Sarah
- Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 03:32 PM (CDT)

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Hello, Chayton Buddy~~~ I happy to hear that you will be coming home for a little bit. I hope to see you while you are at home. You keep on hanging in there. You are a fighter. and keep it up. Lots of hugges and Kisses.
Our thoughts and Prayers are with you and your family.

Hello, Ashley and Gatlin! How are you doing? I hope school is fun for you and I hope you like it. talk to ya soon. Bye~~
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
Winthrop, - Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 03:21 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn and Darrel

I Printed off today's page of the Journal to put in the staff lounge at GFW Elementary. I have talked to the Kindergarten teachers and we are working setting up a pen pal type of arrangement with Gatlin and Ashley. I will call Ken and Lorie Kraft and have them ask the school in Iowa if they are going to request Ashley's records if that is OK with you. As always, your family is in my thoughts and prayers.

Mary Olson
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 12:58 PM (CDT)

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Chayton-Way to go!!I'm happy to read you'll be home!!I'll stop by to see you!!!
Jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. U.S.A. - Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 12:22 PM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrel and Chayton,
I check the web site everyday to keep up with what's happening. The pictures are great. Keep the faith guys. You will see this through and when all is said and done, you can enjoy your little angel with everything God has to give.
Karen Pettit <kpettit@pillsbury.com>
Richfield, MN US - Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 10:02 AM (CDT)

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- Tuesday, September 04, 2001 at 08:30 AM (CDT)

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THANKS FOR THE UPDATE. CHAYTON, YOU HAVE TO KEEP DRINKING SO YOU CAN COME HOME AGAIN. PRAY FOR YOU GUYS EVERY DAY, EVERY TIME I THINK OF YOU, I ASK GOD TO HELP YOU THROUGH THIS. I CANNOT IMAGINE THE EMOTIONS, FEAR, ETC, YOU MUST BE FEELING. BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU ARE NOT ON THIS ROAD ALONE. CHAYTON, IF YOU ONLY KNEW HOW YOU HAVE AFFECTED PEOPLE. TO SEE SUCH A STRONG LITTLE BOY, WITH SUCH DETERMINATION. MAKES US ALL APPRECIATE WHAT WE HAVE A LITTLE MORE DEARLY, AND HELP THOSE THAT WE CAN. MAY GOD WATCH OVER YOU, CHAYTON, AND MAKE YOU REALLY STRONG AGAIN REAL SOON. DARRELL AND DAWN, YOU ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PLEASE ASK IF THERE IS ANYTHING WE CAN DO FOR YOU.
MARGE & KEITH RICHER <KEMARICH@MEANS.NET>
WINTHROP, MN USA - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 09:49 PM (CDT)

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Hey Buddy, it was so good to see you on Sat. Erica and Ryan were glad to see you also. You always make me laugh with your giggle and showing us your "nice Mommy". I wish I could have had a picture of you when you looked at your Mom. You looked at her with such awe and love. You are such a little angel. You have to start drinking so you can come home again. I know you can do it buddy, just hang in there and stay tough. I want to be able to see you tomorrow so you have to come home. Love you bunches and you remain in my prayers always.
Colleen Dietz <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 07:31 PM (CDT)

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Hey there! I hope you get better soon!!! Everytime I have seen you, you were smiling and I love seeing that!! It just makes my day!! So just hang in there a little bit longer and you'll be done!
katie uecker <katieuecker_se@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 05:34 PM (CDT)

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Hello and prayers for your family in this difficult time. I know all too well how you face each day, as our son is a 20 month old who has been battling the same Rhabdoid (ATRT) brain tumor since November of 2000. I only have to look at the photos of your precious child and then look at our own son and know that there is always hope...there is no false hope.

Danielle McCauley <www.seanmccauley.com>
Tustin Ranch, CA USA - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 03:31 PM (CDT)

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DARYL AND DAWN,CHAYTON, GATLIN, ASHLEY, WE MISS YOU GUYS DEEPLY. THERE IS NOBODY OUTSIDE WAVING AT US WHEN WE GO BY AND WE REALLY MISS THAT NICE WELCOME HOME. KYLEE AND CODY ARE COMING HOME FROM THE STATE FAIR TONIGHT AND KYLEE WILL BE ASKING ABOUT CHAYTON. HANG IN THERE ALL OF YOU GUYS. WE ARE ALL PRAYING FOR EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU BECAUSE WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT WAYS AND NEEDS OF PRAYERS. I KEEP EACH ONE OF YOU IN MY PRAYERS AND A SPECIAL PRAYER FOR GATLIN AND ASHLEY, THEY ARE VERY STRONG AND SPECIAL PEOPLE, BUT WHAT CAN YOU EXPECT---WHO ARE THEIR PARENTS.
KIMMER <TREZRUS.MEANS.NET>
WINTHROP, MN USA - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 03:04 PM (CDT)

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Thinking about you deeply. Give Chayton and all the family a big hug and kiss from us.

I will email you about any progress on a fundraiser I hope to get going in Mankato in October. STILL LOOKING FOR HELPFUL HANDS/HEARTS TO MAKE IT ALL HAPPEN...please send any my way. Call 507-726-2017 or email at address listed below.

Regarding the Mall of America event (I believe this is true):
A coincidence is a small miracle where God chose to remain anonymous.

The Christian Alphabet

A lthough things are not perfect
B ecause of trial or pain
C ontinue in thanksgiving
D o not begin to blame.

E ven when the times are hard
F ierce winds are bound to blow
G od is forever able
H old on to what you know.

I magine life without His love
J oy would cease to be
K eep thanking
H im for all the things
L ove imparts to thee.

M ove out of "Camp Complaining"
N o weapon that is known
O n earth can yield the power
P raise can do alone.

Q uit looking at the future
R edeem the time at hand
S tart every day with worship
T o "thank" is a command.

U ntil we see Him coming
V ictorious in the sky
W e'll run the race with gratitude
eX alting God most high.

Y es, there will be good times and yes some will be bad, but
Z ion waits in glory, where none are ever sad!

~Author Unknown

The Ridlers--Missy, Steve, & Devin <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 02:13 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton.. KEEP FIGHTING little Buddy. I know you can do it.. The Angels are watching you and protecting you... Be strong... Yon make it through this.. Dawn and Darrell. the Angels are also with you.. all of you will make it through this..My thoughts and prayers are with you all the time.
Tricia <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 09:49 AM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn and Darrel,

It is early Labor Day morning and I am at school trying to get ready for school starting tomorrow. Before I got started I thought I'd check the web site. My thoughts and prayers are with your family. I hope Chayton is more comfortable than he was the other day. Hold on and hold Chayton (and each other).

Mary Olson
Mary Olson <molson @gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Monday, September 03, 2001 at 07:30 AM (CDT)

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hello, how are you guys doing? I was hoping to hear some more news before I go to bed. But nothing new. I will check it again in the morning.I hope your day went well. We are thinking of you. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Keep it up Chayton, You are doing a good job.

Lots of love and Hugges and kisses, The Schmidt's

- Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 10:39 PM (CDT)

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I was so surprised to hear about this little baby, my heart is with you and you are in my prayers god bless
Rachel Schwartz <itsybitsy_04@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 10:19 PM (CDT)

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Nice pix, God bless. From Dominic and Cheryl@ wasie
Dominic Vandenbroeke
Minneapolis, mn usa - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 07:44 PM (CDT)

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Nice pix, God bless. From Dominic and Cheryl@ wasie
Dominic Vandenbroeke
Minneapolis, mn usa - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 07:38 PM (CDT)

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Dear Anderson's,

Hey I have been trying to get on the web page and finally successed. Chayton you are a strong kid and you need to keep it up. I am praying for you every day. Keep on going!




LISA FRAUENDIENST <LFRAUENDIENST2002@YAHOO.COM>
ST.CLOUD, MN STEARNS - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 06:41 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton I am glad to hear you are in bright sprits now. I know you are going to make it through this cause look you have already been fighting. Dawn and Darrel please remember you are in all of my prayers. I will be praying for your little guy and I know he will make it. Take Care.

Lisa Trebesch <hot_rebel18@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 01:52 PM (CDT)

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hi dawn sorry to here about chayton,i wish i could come to see him , but i will keep him in my prays all the time.love arlene kolthoff
Arlene Kolthoff
charles city, ia floyd - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 01:21 PM (CDT)

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Hi to the Anderson family from Pastor Bob, Judy, Hannah and Maren. We hope Chayton is having a good day. Hannah and Maren will write to Gatlin and Ashley again soon. We keep all of you in our prayers.
Bob & Judy Miner, Hannah, Maren <plc@means.net>
Winthrop, - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 11:36 AM (CDT)

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Chayton, I hope you keep fighting because you are such a little fighter!! I know you can do it!! And to the parents you are doing a great job with him! Plus this web page i don't know what i would do with out it!!
Katie Uecker <katieuecker_se@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, September 02, 2001 at 09:44 AM (CDT)

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Chayton Buddy~~~ I hope you are felling a little better now. You keep on fighting. We are leaving tomorrow but I will check it before we leave & tomorrow night. Hang in there. Everyone is thinking and Praying for you and your family.

Dawn and Darrel I am sending you a e-mail please check it out. Hopefully this will put a smile on your face. when youu are ever down please go to it again and again. that is what I do when I have a bad day!!! Sence you are not here to talk to. But that is okay. Your son and your family need you. lots of love and hugges and kisses. The schmidt's
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
- Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 11:34 PM (CDT)

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GOD BLESS YOU CHAYTON AND REMEMBER GOD IS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU HE WON'T LET YOU GO AND THE ANGELS ARE ALSO WITH YOU UP IN HEAVEN. HOPE YOU GET WELL VERY SOON!
LOVE YOU CHAYTON
BETHANY KRUGGEL <bj_kruggel@hotmail.com>
WINTHROP, MN MINNESOTA - Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 07:53 PM (CDT)

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Ashley Gatlin Chayton Dawn and Darrell, I'am so happy to hear that you all will be together this weekend. This is just what you all need,this is just great. I know togetherness is going to help you all, it will bring you out of the downs you feel. I'am sure there will be alot of happy faces !!!!!!!!!!!! CHAYTON :-) GATLIN :-) ASHLEY :-) = = = DAWN :-) AND DARRELL :-) !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chayton it is good to hear that you are feeling better today. I was feeling so sad for you yesterday, but God is going to make you feel all better so hang in there BIG BOY. Gatlin and Ashley I hope you two have a great time with your little brother this weekend. Chayton mommy and daddy are going to be so happy to have you with them. ENJOY DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY OK !!!!!!!!!!!! You are all in our prays and thoughts. GOD BLESS YOU ALL, HE IS BE YOUR SIDE AT ALL TIMES , AND THE ANGELS WATCHING OVER YOU TO HELP HIM OUT, LOOK UP AND SMILE AT THEM. LOVE YOU ALL !!!!!!!!! LOVE BETTY
BETTY AND WAYNE SANDEEN <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
NICOLLET , MINN. - Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 05:30 PM (CDT)

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your looking pretty good there buddy,hang in there. we"re all praying for your recovery.
irv and carol
- Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 04:14 PM (CDT)

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Glad to hear is somewhat out of the woods. I wish you guys goodluck. Keep hanging in there.
Liz Eden <edenrosonke@aol.com>
Vinton, IA US - Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 04:11 PM (CDT)

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Greetings to all of you from your many friends here at Peace Lutheran Church. Thanks be to our Lord for the progress seen during this time of chemo. When I read of a "good day" or "better day" for Chayton my whole attitude leaps to the joy stage. "Yes! Thank you Jesus! Dear Lord Bless our little Chayton with healing, and goodness, and give all the gifts his family needs to endure this difficult time." Hurray for Chayton! I hope you guys have a great family time together. "Hi" to Gatlin and Ashley from (Mr.) Pastor Bob. How was school this week? I look forward to seeing you guys when you get home again. Keep up the good work you guys. We keep you in our prayers. In Jesus' name, Pastor Bob and the rest of the gang.
Bob Miner <plc@means.net>
- Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 04:07 PM (CDT)

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Chayton keep fighting and you can get through this Dawn and Darrel, Chayton is lucky to have parents like you guys good luck and keep fighting
Kiley Kruggel <v_ball_lover1@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 03:56 PM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn I know it has been a long time since we have talked and seen each other. I check this sight everyday and I can't imagine what you and your family are going through. I think about it often. Chayton is a sweet little guy and I wish that someone so small wouldn't have to go through what he is.

I also can't believe that Gatlin and my son Trae are going to Kindergarten--seems like we just had them. So I guess it has been over 5 years since I had seen ya.

Will I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and your family. Take care
Michele (Freerks) Jordan <michele@netins.net>
Sumner, IA - Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 02:26 PM (CDT)

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Hey guys, life is tough huh? I think it's very unfair that god makes children go throug all of this when they have never even done anything wrong. You guys know what you need to do, to go beyond this and I know that you will do it. If you ever need to talk, I'm always here and just hope what we discuss will help you in some way. Well, talk to you later. Hang in there!
Sarah, Andrew, & Cassandra <sarahstarkey@yahoo.com>
monticello, mn wright - Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 12:38 PM (CDT)

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Hi Anderson Family

This is my first time ever writing a E-mail, but I wanted you all to know we are all praying for you. Anna, Amanda,and Michael ask everyday about Chayton. Miguel brought home a flier about the fundraiser the other day and Amanda became very upset.She says she loves you all very much.Hope to talk to you soon. God bless you all and keep your faith.
Ibarra Family
Winthrop, MN - Saturday, September 01, 2001 at 10:20 AM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton, I pray for you all the time. I'm so sorry to hear it was a rough day for you. Hang in there buddy, they have to get better. We are all praying for you and can't wait to see you again. We'll stop by tomorrow, hope you'll be up for visitors.
Dawn and Darrell, We send our hugs to you. You are also in our prayers. I wish I could be there for you but know that I'm there in spirit. I wish you could hear the words that you want to hear that would comfort and encourage you. I do believe they will come in time. You both are wonderful parents and Chayton, Gatlin and Ashley are blessed.
Gatlin and Ashley, miss you guys bunches. I can't wait to see you again. Hope school is going great for you. I bet you have lots of friends already there. Hope to see you soon and love you bunches.
Colleen <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 10:53 PM (CDT)

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CHAYTON AND HIS FAMILY: I PRAY FOR GOD TO GIVE YOU LOTS OF STRENTH AND COURAGE. KEEP YOUR FAITH AND HOPE STRONG. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU.
Lola Volker <lovee831@aol.com>
Waverly, IA USA - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 07:29 PM (CDT)

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Dawn Darrell and Chayton Plus Gatlin and Ashley, We are thinking of you guys all the time. You all are a very important part of our lives. Dawn it is so hard to read of the rough time Chayton is having, but I guess it has to get tough before it can get better. We ask God why does it have to be this way, but there is a reason for all his doings. We are praying for all of you. God knows the load is getting heavy, he soon will be lighting it. Chayton is proving he is a tough guy when you said about the harvest of the stem cells that there is such a few done. This is great that it is working for them. God Bless You All " You are in our prays and thought take care. Love Betty
Betty and Wayne Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Minn. - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 05:36 PM (CDT)

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THANKS FOR THE UPDATE. I HOPE IT ALL GOES BETTER FROM HERE ON . OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU. DON'T GIVE UP THE FIGHT, YOU HAVE A LOT OF PEOPLE PRAYING FOR ALL OF YOU. I HAVE ASKED ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO REMEMBER YOU IN IN THEIR PRAYERS. PLEASE ASK FOR HELP IF THERE IS ANYTHING THAT WE CAN DO. JUST REMEMBER, YOU ARE NOT ALONE, OUR HEARTS JOIN YOURS IN THIS DIFFICULT TIME.
KEITH & MARGE <KEMARICH@MEANS.NET>
WINTHROP, MN USA - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 05:00 PM (CDT)

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Hey buddy:I pray for you every day.Some time I will stop by and see you ok.Hang in there guys. I LOVE YOU GUYS

Love you guys
Love you Chayton
Kelsi Pagel <p_kelsi@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN US - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 04:11 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn and Darrel,

I forgot to tell you yesterday that the flier for Chayton's fundraiser is in the staff lounge at school. If I don't see you before I will see you then. We have not received a formal request for records for Ashley from Iowa yet. I'll let you know if we do. Don't worry about the pictures. When you get to it you get to it. I will continue to check the sight daily.

Praying for you all,

Mary Olson
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 03:00 PM (CDT)

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Hi Darrel, Dawn & Chayton,

You are in our thoughts and prayers. We have a grandson Carter, age 2, and he is such a delight. We know Chayton is such a special child, too. We pray for God's healing and wisdom for your doctors and nurses.
Warm Thoughts, Ted and June Oman
June Oman <june@co.sibley.mn.us>
Winthrop, MN U.S. - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 02:47 PM (CDT)

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Dawn Darrell and Chayton, How is everything going I hear that Chayton you are still fighting your way to recovery which is good keep up the good work fighting. Dawn you were right about the kleenex when you went to the Mall of America, that was very thoughtful of those 3 people to bad you didn't get their names to send them personal thank you's. Stopped by the house the other day to see if you were home and Jim called for Darrell last night to see how he is handling everything. Thought if you were home we would stop over and see you guys since haven't been over for a while. Take care and hope to see you soon. Call when you come home then we will stop over to chat again.
Sally Fischer and Jim Holstad
Gibbon, MN - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 01:45 PM (CDT)

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I've become familiar with your situation through Terri Muchow. Please know that our heart, thoughts and prayer are with you. If there is anything I can do or help out with...please do not hesitate to ask. God bless YOU and may he keep Chayton in his heart as well...

Dorah A. Sanchez <dorahsanchez@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN - Friday, August 31, 2001 at 01:44 PM (CDT)

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Hello there Chayton Buddy~~~~ It sounds like you had fun. I bet you where flirting with the girls. I'm so happy to hear that everything is work out the way you want it. everyones prayers are being answered. Hang in there. You are doing a great job. Hopefully I will see you this weekend. I am leaving again for a few days but I will be able to check up on you there. So you behave for everyone. Hugges & Kisses.

Dawn I like that pitcher of you guys. By the way I like your hair. Hope to see you this weekend if you come home.
I wrote Gatlin and Ashley, to see how they are doing.
Well, talk to ya later.


Ashley & Gatlin~~~ You will be getting a letter from us. so look for it in the mail. Hopefully we will see you this weekend. Take care. we are thinking of you too..
Love, Terri and Dan
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
- Friday, August 31, 2001 at 09:31 AM (CDT)

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The photos of Ashley and gatlin were not there. Did I miss them? Let me know. Take Care!
Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 03:38 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dawn and Darrel,
I haven't forgotten my promise to write. I am working with the Kindergarten teachers to start a pen pal program with Gatlin and Ashley. You are in my prayers:) I am going to photos to see if the one is there I need.

Mary Olson <molson@gfw.k12.mn.us>
Gibbon, MN USA - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 03:36 PM (CDT)

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Chayton you are in my thoughts and prayers good luck that picture is really neat of you and your mom and dad you are so cute well remember that the angels are watching over you and god bless you
Kiley Kruggel <v_ball_lover1@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 01:42 PM (CDT)

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I am so glad to hear that everything went well yesterday,and that there really are angels out in this world! Take care and God Bless!
Dan, Sue (Richer), Heather and Nick Pagel <suep@firstmnbank.com>
Glencoe, mn usa - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 11:13 AM (CDT)

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Hey Big Guy! Glad to hear you're doing outstanding! We think about you all the time. We'll keep hoping and praying that you keep doing so well. Hope to see you soon!!
Amy Anderson
Nicollet, MN USA - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 11:00 AM (CDT)

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Dawn Darrell and Chayton, How are you doing today? I just got home from work and just had to get to my computer and check out your website. Dawn you were so right by saying get the kleenex, boy did I need them. What you have told us it really hits home, it brings back memories of our granddaughter. It is unreal how thing come in place. You guys feel great about what you have experienced it is Gods way of tell you good things are happening. It worked for us and I know it going to work for you all to. God knows how much of a load you can handle, he will not overload you. Please believe in me. Prays are being answered. Thank the Lord. I have not checked the new pictures yet but everyone is saying that they are great. I'am going to keep praying for all as we can see that there is progress in the making right!!!!! Gatlin and Ashley I hope you are having fun in school. You two take care of each other, we all love you very much to OK : ). Love All, Betty
Betty and Wayne Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Minn - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 10:38 AM (CDT)

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oh that is So good to hear. Well I hope you had fun yesterday!! :)
Tricia
- Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 09:31 AM (CDT)

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Hi guys. Just read the latest entry in the journal. Sounds good! I e-mailed colleen to let her know that I should be able to help with the benefit.
You guys are always in my thoughts and prayers. Chayton, keep on fighting!
Terri
Terri <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN Sibley - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 07:10 AM (CDT)

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Dawn & Darrell: I just wanted to wish you the best for you and your family. You seem to have a solid bond. Tough to maintain when pressures get great. Stay strong for yourselves, your family, and, the rest of us too. Jack from the Wasie.
Jack Graeber <jackgraeber@hotmail.com>
minneapolis, mn usa - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 01:34 AM (CDT)

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Hey buddy, how are you??? I know you . . . you're doing great and still smiling!!! OHHH, if we all had your strength buddy . . . what a wonderful world it would be!!! Keep hanging tough, we're all there to help pick you back up again if you can't. Keep that smile coming buddy . . . I know you have a special place in god's heart!!!

To anyone else that is reading this, I need some people to hang posters (for the fundraiser) in Hutchinson, New Ulm, Mankato and anywhere else that doesn't have one hung yet!!! There are people that are putting ones up but if you find someplace that doesn't have one yet please let me know!!! You can contact me at 507-647-3127 (home), 507-354-3808 (work) or grouches@prairie.lakes.com. Or if there's any other ideas you have to help out please let me know, any help is very much appreciated!!! I know no one really wants to talk about the costs but trust me, the are already unbelievable. I don't know if anyone knows this or not (and Darrell and Dawn please forgive me but . . .) They have no insurance. Darrell had changed jobs ONE month before they found out about Chayton's tumor!!!! Talk about crappy luck. Darrell was trying to do what we all want to do and better their income. Unfortunately as luck goes, it's not always good, so I hope we can all rally around them and change that. Thanks for all your help, prayers, and concern. Darrell and Dawn and their family are one of those rare people that you come across that love everyone and would never, NEVER turn their back on anyone. Anyway, I know Darrell and Dawn are going to tell me to shut up now but oh well.

Darrell, Dawn, Gatlin, Ashley, and Chayton . . . Love you guys bunches!!! Hope you don't mind me running off at the mouth!!! Just remember there's one set of footprints in the sand!!!


Colleen <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 12:30 AM (CDT)

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Hello...I've been checking your webpage as much as I can and watching Chayton's progress. I saw the photos and especially the one of Chayton with his parents and almost cried, you are such a beautiful family. I know God will use this as a testimony for his glory when Chayton is healed. There are so many people praying for you all and as I think of you I offer up praises for total healing! Keep leaning on the Lord for your strength He will never leave you or forsake you!
Deb Johnson <DebAJohnson@msn.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 05:26 PM (CDT)

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Chayton what a handsome little guy you are!!! I miss you and can't wait to see you again. I need one of your smiles!!! You are the toughest person I know!!! Keep it up, you are doing awesome.

Tell Mom and Dad Hi and keep them in line ok!! We keep praying for you everyday. Love you bunches and see ya soon buddy!!!
Colleen <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 04:37 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton: How are you doing today.. I hope everything is going fine for you. You are always in our prayers.. remember we have a little angel up in heaven and I pray to him everydy to watch over you and your family... see ya soon
Dennis & Mary Ann < mdnelson@means.net>
Winthrop, Mn,. Sibley - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 04:12 PM (CDT)

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Hey guys I went up to see you guys and they said that you were dicharged today good for you well maybe I will hear from you soon my # to my room is 612-863-7883 I think call me later and let me know how things are going HUGS and KISSES from all of us to all of you.
stacy Hagman <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
winsted, mn - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 03:51 PM (CDT)

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The pictures are so adorable, Chayton is such a trooper. You are in our thoughts and prayers, and many many times during the day, I think of you and pray. If there is anything I can do, please ask. Take care, stay strong. God is watching over you.
Keith & Marge <kemarich@means.net>
winthrop, mn us - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 03:25 PM (CDT)

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The new pictures really turned out nice. It was so nice seeing you guys the other night and watching Chayton "dance" to the music. We think about you all the time.
Jerome, Shaun, Jason & Amy <shauna@hubbardfeeds.com>
Nicollet, MN USA - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 01:37 PM (CDT)

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Darrell and Family - I just got the website address from mom and you guys are in our thoughts and prayers. Chayton is such a little cutie! Please let us know if there is anything, ANYTHING we can do for you guys! God bless and keep praying. Things will work out in the end!!! Keep fighting Chayton!!!!
Dan & Sue (Richer), Heather and Nick Pagel <suep@firstmnbank.com>
Glencoe, MN USA - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 01:33 PM (CDT)

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Thanks for the updated pictures of Chayton. When you look at those pictures it's hard to believe he's so sick. He is such a beautiful little boy!! You are in my prayers every day, all of you, Gat and Ashley too. I work with Shaun and Jerome and they keep me tuned in to what's going on also. I told Shaun that Chay has to be our little miracle, I just feel it! Take care, God bless and thanks again for the updates AND those beautiful pictures! P.S. Dawn.... you're pretty as a brunette too!
Janette Abraham <janettea@hubbardfeeds.com>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 01:22 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton. I love the pictures, You look so GOOD! Take care. And we are praying for you!
Tricia Uecker
- Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 12:51 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chay buddy you are so cut I will come up and see you later keep on smiling Stacy is thinking of you everyday love ya big boy
Stacy Hagman <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
winsted, mn - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 12:34 PM (CDT)

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Chayton looks like he doing well with all he is going through. Don't lose hope and take one day at a time. If you need anything, just give us a call. You are in our thoughts and prayers!
Patti (Richer) Dettman <Patti_Dettman@Entegris.com>
Winthrop, MN 55396 - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 12:25 PM (CDT)

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Looking Great!! Hang in there. Love Ya Little Man!!
Sue Anderson <susan.anderson@mn.usda.gov>
Winthrop, MN Sibley - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 11:57 AM (CDT)

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Hang in there Bud!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn U.S.A. - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 11:00 AM (CDT)

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Just checking in on you all. Hope that no news in the journal means that things have been a bit more calmer for you all. Not sure that is the case but I can hope and pray it is. God watch over Chay, Gatlin and Ashley and Darrell and Dawn too!
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 09:47 AM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn, Darrell, Chayton, Gatlin, & Ashley from all of us in Waterville, IA. We had no idea what you were going thru until your mom wrote last week Dawn. Our thoughts and prayers are with you...Chayton, Gatlin, & Ashley...Your cousins....Meagan, Breanna, & Brody are sending a care package for you. Grandma & Papa VanderKolk said that they will make sure that you get it!
Hang in there Dawn & Darrell....Sounds like you are in good hands. Love you.
Mark, Lisa, Meagan, Breanna, & Brody VanderKolk <kolkml@acegroup.cc>
Waterville, IA usa - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 09:06 AM (CDT)

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Chayton Darrell and Dawn. I was checking out your web page. Today is Aug. 28 there wasn't any news. Like they say no news is good news. I have my fingers crossed hoping this is true. I don't get to see Chayton, but I love him as if he is my own grandchild. I sure hope everything is going good as can be expected. We are praying for all of you. I'am hoping for some GREAT NEWS CHAYTON bless you and your brother Gatlin sister Ashley and your wonderful mom and dad. You all take care of each other. There is alot of us that are willing to help you, so let us know. God Bless Each And Everyone Of Them. Hugs and Kiss for all. Love All, Betty
Betty and Wayne Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes .com>
Nicollet, Minn. - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 12:21 AM (CDT)

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I've been thinking a lot about your family. I'm so happy you have been able to get home and Chayton seems to be hanging in there with just minor obstacles.

I've got some things looked into for you guys in Mankato. So far, I have Oct. 13 and up to 3 dates in Nov. I can't do it alone. One person (who doesn't even know you but after telling her about you) said she will help work on this with me...PLEASE have anyone (stranger/family/friends) interested in helping, contact me at 507-726-2017 or the info. below. It would probably be much easier for those closer to the Mankato area...all help would be appreciated.

Also wondering...do you need any school supplies for the other kids or anything else in particular for Chayton? I'll do what I can to get it for you in anyway I can.

Missy <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal/Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 12:10 AM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrell, and Chayton,
Here's hoping that you are all hanging in there. Thinking about you and praying for you. Let me know if I can help with anything. Take care.
Kristi Wold <kawold@means.net>
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 11:19 PM (CDT)

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HiThere Chayton Buddy~~~ How are you doing? I'm sorry I haven't written sooner. But when you come back fron vac. I think is is more work then packing to go on vac. Mommy and Daddy know what I mean. You have to get better so you can take lots of vac.
I'm so happy to see that you where at home on Sat. when we stopped. Cause you and your family are really hard to get a hold of. you don't know how many time I tryed when I was gone. We are thinking about stopping by tonight if you are home, after we get done at the shack.
You keep on fighting and be strong. You can do it. By the way Chayton, you are still cute, even tho you are losing your hair.

Ashley & Gatlin~~~ How was your first day of school? I hope you are behaving for grandma & Pa. Hope to see you this weekend if you come home.Take care.

Dawn & Darrelle~ Keep up the good work. You are doing great. Take one day at a time. be strong. If you need any thing just ask. You know I would do anything for you.

Your thoughts and Prayers are with you and your family.
Love Terri and Dan
Lisa says hi and she is thinking of you.She has been trying to get on to your web page but she is haveing problems.

Talk to ya soon!!!!!
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
Winthrop, mn - Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 04:22 PM (CDT)

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Prayers & smiles for the whole Anderson family, from Mom & Glen. Get those big smiles ready Chayton Hunter, cause your going to have plenty of times to use them this weekend. If you get to spend the weekend at home we are going to bring big brother & sister up too. If not we will be at the hospital to keep ya company as always. So rest up big guy & Tell mom & dad too, cause we're commin to see you!!!!! A big weekend, kkkkk!!!! Lots of rides & plenty of fun & laughs. When you're laughing mommy & daddy are laughing & that's one of the best medicines around. Hang in there mom & dad Keep up the good work with Chay our baby, You guys are doing great. Love always Grandma & Grandpa V. P.S. Sure do hope we can bring Gatlin & Ashley to see ya!!! So try real hard to get strong & we'll say an extra little prayer for you!!!
Grandma & Grandpa Vander Kolk { Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk} <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA United States - Tuesday, August 28, 2001 at 03:28 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton this is Just old Janet Overton from Texas Just checking on you sweetpie Just hang in there and give that old devil a surpize that hes not going to win the battle But you and God are. I love you check on you later be good for mom and dad . and eat where you can big and strong.
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx u.s.a, - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 10:36 PM (CDT)

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Darrell, Dawn, Chayton and fam,
We're praying for you! I thank God for the skill of the doctors to treat Chayton. Hang on all of you- there's a rainbow coming!
Ron and Marlene Marti

- Monday, August 27, 2001 at 09:35 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton keep fighting! You are in my prayers. The best of luck to you and your family! Remember God and all the angels in Heaven are watching over you!
Kiley Kruggel <v_ball_lover1@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 02:02 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton, Keep Fighting Hard. YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 01:26 PM (CDT)

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Hey, I hope that Chayton gets better real soon!! I feel so sorry for him!!:( Hopefully he can fight through it!! I know how tough he is!
Katie Uecker <katie_uecker05@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN United States - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 01:18 PM (CDT)

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Hi everyone, Fred has been trying to keep us all up to date on how Chayton is doing. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. We will keep praying for good news and answered prayers. I think this website is the greatest thing. Our love and strength are with you. Keep on fighting. God Bless you all for what your all going through at this most difficult time.



Ann and Fred Jutz, Stacy, Joshua, and Johanna
Gibbon, MN USA - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 10:56 AM (CDT)

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Dear Andersons,
Happy Monday Morning! Hope things are looking up in Mpls. Our Emma started her first day of Kindergarten today and I thought about Chayton and am saying a little prayer that you folks will be able to celebrate that day with him. Take care and God bless.

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 09:41 AM (CDT)

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Keep fighting Chayton!
Kiley Kuggel <v_ball_lover1@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 09:23 AM (CDT)

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DARRELL & DAWN
BEEN THINKING AND PRAYING FOR ALL OF YOU SINCE I HEARD ABOUT CHAYTON. I PRAY THAT YOU CAN CONTINUE TO BE STRONG, AND THAT CHAYTON WILL SOON BE ON THE "RECOVERING" END OF THIS . WE HAVE BEEN GETTING UPDATES FROM YOUR MOM AND DAD AND I HAVE BEEN PASSING THE INFO ON TO OUR KIDS. I JUST GOT YOUR WEBSITE ADDRESS LAST NIGHT.

KEITH & MARGE <KEMARICH@MEANS.NET>
WINTHROP, MN US - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 08:33 AM (CDT)

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From somebody who's been there. Hi, I'm the sister of the boy from New Hampton that passed away. Ben was 10 when he was diagnosed and 12 when he passed away. Don't ever lose the faith and don't ever lose hope. It makes your family stronger - you realize what's important in life. What Dawn said was true - you never expect death in the life of a child, but reality is it can happen. I pray that that nobody in the world has to go through what we have. I never realized how much I loved and admired my mom until I had a daughter of my own, until you have your own children can you begin to understand the bond between mother and child. God works in mysterious ways! From our family to yours - don't ever lose hope, no matter how tough the road my get.
Christa Jordan <cdjordan@netins.net>
Fredericksburg, IA USA - Monday, August 27, 2001 at 07:11 AM (CDT)

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Darrell and Dawn, I was having problems getting on the internet. I found out that my 6 months was up that I had paid for, so after work I slept for awhile and then ran off to Mankato to Prairie Lakes Internet Store at Riverhill Mall. and got it for a year, now I will be able to keep in touch with you guys. I keep hoping that everything is going good for you. Praying does help. Please give Chayton a big hug from me. You two keep your spirits up we know it's hard at times but in a long run it will turn out great for all. Love you all.

Betty Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Minnesota USA - Sunday, August 26, 2001 at 07:19 PM (CDT)

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dawn hay its just me and i was just cheking on chay and seeing how it is going i hope it is going good give chay a hug and kiss for me
love always heidi
heidi wertz <hottie_hw@hotmail.com>
hutchonson, mn - Sunday, August 26, 2001 at 10:04 AM (CDT)

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

AN INVISIBLE HUG
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea
But all these things
I'm finding are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be what I know best
A friend that's always there!
Jill & Pete Walsh <pjwalsh@bevcomm.net>
Minnesota Lake, MN usa - Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 10:00 PM (CDT)

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To the Andersons-It was GREAT visiting with you tonight!!!Chayton-Your doing Great!!Keep smiling, because your smile makes my day!!!Remember to ask for help if you need it!!!

Jenny O. <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. U.S.A. - Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 08:26 PM (CDT)

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Hi Anderson Family,
It is your old neighbors from the hospital. It was good to see you in the hall yesterday - and even better that you were on your way out! We finally came home today - and Patrick walked the entire way from the 8th floor to the parking garage using only his cane! We never thought we'd see that happen. He sure was tired when he got to the car! I hope the kindergartners have a great first day! Our prayers and positive thoughts are always with you.
Michelle, David, and Patrick
Michelle Caldwell <mhcbball@soncom.com>
Minneapolis, MN US - Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 05:47 PM (CDT)

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Hi guys it's Stacy I just saw you yesterday you guys are doing wonderful and Chayton is looking cute as ever anyway just thought I would write you and tell you that we miss you already but I am glad you got to go home for a few days and get a break see you soon give the kids a kiss and hug for me and I will give ben one for you Dawn. Keep on smiling and keep staying positive. Talk soon
Stacy Hagman <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
Lester Prairie, mn mcloed - Saturday, August 25, 2001 at 03:44 PM (CDT)

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Chayton I'am so happy that you got to go home for awhile. It is good to see other things then what is in your hospital room. I'am glad that you got to see Gatlin and Ashley and I know that they were happy to see you, I can feel the love they have for their brother. Thank You God for giving Darrell and Dawn the strenght they need and giving Chayton the strenght to laugh and Ashley and Gatlin the time to be with their brother. Dear God you are doing a great job in caring for this PRECIOUS FAMILY " KEEP IT UP." Dawn you are doing a great job at keeping us informed of what is taking place and going on with Chayton. I can feel how hard it is some days for you to do this but God is giving you the strenght. He is so Great. Some days I bet you feel that he is not around,but he is by your guys side at all times. I'am sending a Big Hug and Kiss for all of you. Ashley and Gatlin here is a Big Hug and Kiss for you to, and enjoy school I know you will. Love you all and I'am going to keep on praying !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! " Putting on a happy : ) = Happiness.
Betty and Wayne Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Minnesota USA - Friday, August 24, 2001 at 09:32 PM (CDT)

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I was happy to see that Chayton made the trip from Hutch to Children's OK on 8/17, and that everything went well at Children's. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Steven Mulder, MD, Hutchinson Hospital <smulder@hahc-hmc.com>
Hutchinson, MN Mcleod - Friday, August 24, 2001 at 10:31 AM (CDT)

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Just wanted you to know the first thing I do in the morning is check your website to see how Chayton is doing and at that time I have a prayer for Chayton and all of your family. Prayers are being said in North Carolina that God gives you the courage and strength you need each day and that he wraps his arm of protection around your family.
Love and prayers from North Carolina

Helen Caldwell <JCaldwell02@Sprynet.com>
Graham, NC USA - Friday, August 24, 2001 at 07:32 AM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton I was glad that I saw you today, even though you are losing your hair you were still full of smiles and I was glad I could see that. I hope you had a great time going for a cruise on the bike. You have been quite a fighter and I know you will be fighting even more as you go on. Take care and don't forget that the angels have been waching over you. I will be praying for you and your parents to hang in there.
Lisa Trebesch <hot_rebel18@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, August 23, 2001 at 07:11 PM (CDT)

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Hi there little man, Grandpa & Grandma miss you all bunches. We are praying for you everyday & look at your pictures when we need a lifting up. Heard you were shedding your little locks, don't worry they'll grow back. Just think you won't have to get your ears wet now. Mommy will only have to wipe your beannie with a wash rag. YippEE!!! Not everyone looks so beautiful as you do without their hair. Mommy told me you have a surprise for daddy when he gets back home with your Brother & Sister. But I don't want to mention it yet till you show daddy, for fear he might get on a friends computer before he gets back & finds out. So it will be just our little secret til he gets home. Then surprise the dickens out of him. I can see his smiles already. Better go Grandpa Says hang tough little man & will see you Next weekend unless you need us sooner. Love bunches & blow Gatlin & Ashley a kiss for us, please. Our little Angel Grandma & Grandpa V.
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA U.S.A. - Thursday, August 23, 2001 at 04:14 PM (CDT)

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Hi to the Anderson clan! Just wanted you all to know that my heart goes out to you. My brother, Mike Doering, has told me so much about your precious angel Chayton. Keep on smiling Chay to chase those blues away! I have been checking your web page often and praying for your family. It is always said that God doesn't give us more than we can handle & at times we wonder why things happen to good people but I guess this is where our faith in God really does kick into overdrive!! Keep the faith and Chayton, you just keep on fighting this thing with those GREAT BIG SMILES!!! I will keep your family in my prayers...here is a Super Cyber Hug for your family!
Monica Jefferies <oakhaven@gotocrystal.net>
Mapleton, MN USA - Thursday, August 23, 2001 at 12:33 PM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrell, and Chayton,
My prayers are with all of you. I think of you guys all the time. Who's doing the benefit brunch? I should be able to help with it. Let me know.
Love, hugs, and kisses to you all,
Terri
Terri <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN Sibley - Thursday, August 23, 2001 at 08:10 AM (CDT)

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This is just to let you know that even in Norway there are people praying for your family and particularly for Chayton. I've heard about your family's struggle from Melissa Ridler and I wanted to let you know how much I feel for you. I keep you in my prayers always. I'm to far away to participate in other fashions than my thoughts and prayers, but in that fashion I'll be there for you. I hope you have good news soon.
Hanne-Lise Höiden <hlh@lex.no>
Oslo, Norway - Thursday, August 23, 2001 at 01:11 AM (CDT)

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Just wanted to let you know we check your website every day. What an emotional rollercoaster!!! We go back and look at Chayton's pictures often...boy what a cutie!!! We will continue to check the website until he is home and has gotten through this nightmare! Take Care, we will keep on praying for all of you!
Kurt & Carla Karstens, Lexi, Taylor & Kelli <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 07:26 PM (CDT)

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Kiley Kruggel <v_ball_lover1@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 08:42 AM (CDT)

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hay dawn this is heidi u dont know how sad i am i am going to try and come and see u i miss u all u dont now how much i cryed love always heidi
heidi wertz <hottie_hw @hotmail.com>
hutchinson, mn usa - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 09:57 PM (CDT)

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TO THE ANDERSONS!!!!!!!!!
Although the times may be rough at this point, Chayton will later be able to say, let's blow this joint.
Neither one of guys are to blame, so don't give up, just stay the same.
Don't let just anyone else tell you that it'll be okay, cuz' we who really care, know Chayton is here to stay.
Even though all who love can't be there, we feel Chayton in our hearts, and that's what we share.
Remembering the good times, forgetting the bad, not EVERYONE has to be sad.
Supporting Chayton is the best we can do, so putting our hands together, we know will pull him through.
Our Father, Who Art in Heaven, please pull Chayton through until he's at least ten x eleven.
Never give up, for we all care, Chayton has so many years yet to share.
Showing us Chayton how much you can fight, looks as easy to us, as flying a kite.
KEEP IT UP CHAYTON, YOU'RE DOING GREAT!!!!!!!!!
TO WHOEVER READS THIS, THE BEGINING OF EACH PARAGRAPH SPELLS OUT THEIR LAST NAME. (ANDERSONS)
LOVE YOU GUYS!!!


Written By Tia Kizer <cgessprairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 03:03 PM (CDT)

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Hey chayton, you hang in there you are a fighter I noticed that the other day when I came to see you
at home. I was glad that you were up and crawling when I was there. Dawn and Darrell hope you are hanging in also after all this. Gatlin and Ashley you know that we are thinking about you also in Iowa. Remeber keep your chin up and MADLY:) Take care and hope to have him home again soon.
Sally Fischer and Jim Holstad
Gibbon, MN - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 02:52 PM (CDT)

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Hey guys it's Stacy Glad to hear everything is going good but I already knew that. Hi chay here's a big hug and kiss from Stacy and Ben hang in there cutie were still praying for you everyday I will come up and see you later lots of love little one.
Stacy Hagman <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
Lester Prairie, mn mcleod - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 02:32 PM (CDT)

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Hey Everybody! I finally figured out how to use this computer. I asked Jada today if she wanted to write to Chayton and send him some of her hugs and kisses and she gave a big smile and let out a loud scream, so I knew then I better figure out this computer.
I hope everyone is doing fine, and we all send our love, (my house and my mom's). When we're at children's hospital Wed. and Thurs. for Austin we WILL look to see if you all are there. I'm glad to here Chayton is doing better. He will have his ups and downs, BUT we pray for more of the ups. Tell Chayton that Tia has a FREEZY waiting just for him for when he comes home again and that Jada has a BIG, SLOBBERY BABY KISS for him too!!!! We love you guys and take care. Give GATLIN AND ASHLEY a hug and kiss too!!!!!
TIA AND BABY JADA
Tia and Baby Jada <cgessprairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN Sibley - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 01:41 PM (CDT)

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I hope today is going well for all of you. I enjoyed visiting with you guys last evening, (Darrell & Chayton). Thanks for letting me play catch with you Chay. Keep up the good work all of you! I'm proud of you all. Chayton, we all love you, and pray for you, and want all this harsh medicine to do it's job. See you again soon. In Jesus' name we give thanks and praise for Chayton and his family! Sincerely, Pastor Bob
Pastor Bob Miner <plc@means.net>
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 01:21 PM (CDT)

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Darrell Dawn and Chayton, We are so happy to be able to read your update on your condition. Chayton you have touched so many caring peoples hearts. You are one GREAT LITTLE GUY. We know or have the feeling that everything is going to turn out ok for you. God is keeping you in his care, he knows how to take care of good little boys like you. He will help mommy and daddy to so they don't feel so bad. We are all praying for all of you. Gatlin and Ashley your brother will be just fine. God is having him rest so he can play with you two. God will make Chayton much better. Gatlin and Ashley you two be good for all who takes care of you, I know you will because you are two GREAT KIDS and your brother is very proud of you. Darrell and Dawn I think your MADLY is just great I wish more parents would have this with their children. God is going to pull this through and you all will be together again. It's going to be like this one gal wrote to you, " MIRACLES DO HAPPEN" We know because we have had them happen to us. When you think that it can't get any worse it doesn't that is when God gives all he got and this is called a "MIRACLE". It is going to happen. We are all praying for all and we know that prays do help alot. SO EVERYONE KEEP PRAYING FOR THIS GREAT LITTLE GUY. THANK YOU. I'AM THANKING ALL OF YOU FOR THE FAMILY. " KEEP PRAYING"




Betty Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Minnesota Nicollet - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 12:30 AM (CDT)

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Hi Guys, Sorry it has taken so long to get in touch with you. We are thinking of all of you.
We hope everything is going well.
Talk to you soon.
Love, Glenn, Susan, Zachary and Olivia Anderson <rasial@qwest.net>
BRAINERD, MN USA - Monday, August 20, 2001 at 11:33 PM (CDT)

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"I call do all things through
Christ who strengthens me." Phillipans 4:13.

Chayton Remember this Bible Passage. it is my Favorite!
Tricia uecker
- Monday, August 20, 2001 at 08:16 PM (CDT)

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Hey there guys. I know you are gonna Make it through this. He is a tough little guy. Just remember that Every star in the sky is an angel and they are Watching over your Family and Chayton. My Cousin once told me this story that my Grandpa told her. Well you know when you can See the Rays from the Sun Behind a Cloud. Well he told her that was Jesus watching down on her. Well my Grandpa passed away 3 months before I was born, and Now everytime I see those Rays from Heaven I know that is My Grandpa Protecting me and watching over me. Just keep in Mind that every time you see those Rays from Heaven it is Jesus watching over the Little Chayton. :) May God Bless You!!

Love, Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, August 20, 2001 at 05:51 PM (CDT)

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Good Luck and I will think of you
Kiley Kruggel <v_ball_lover1@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, August 20, 2001 at 01:14 PM (CDT)

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Hey Anderson family,
It was so good to see all of you yesterday, even if it was for just a little while. Chayton is such a fighter! Let me know how we can be of help to publicize any benefit or whatever. Also we would be glad to welcome Gatlin and Ashley to Sunday School if they would like to come beginning the Sunday after Labor Day. Take care and get as much rest as you are able to get.


Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Monday, August 20, 2001 at 10:09 AM (CDT)

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Hey, Chay- How you doing buddy? This is your big sister
Nicole. I know that you are going to be okay and get better too. Cause I was sick to and almost died and I didn't because I fighted and fighted just like you are going to do
Love ya always- Nicole
Nicole Anderson <beautifulgirl_@hotmail.com>
Lafayette, MN Nicollet - Monday, August 20, 2001 at 10:06 AM (CDT)

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Hello again. We heard that Chayton was back in the hospital. Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you.
Kevin & Gail Karstens <gailk@prairie.lakes.com>
Lafayette, MN - Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 03:42 PM (CDT)

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Chayton and his family.
My prayers are with you and your family. Thank you so much for all your prayers for my grandson Benjaman. I hope I can see you all again when I come to see Benjaman.

Charlene Hagman <char@hutchtel.net>
Winsted, MN USA - Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 12:16 PM (CDT)

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Hey Dawn, Darryl and Chayton, nice meeting you guys on Friday. I hope Chayton is feeling better he is such a little cutie. My prayers are with him and his family.
Tammy Hagman
Tammy Hagman <Tammy232000@yahoo.com>
Lester Prairie , MN USA - Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 12:11 PM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn and family,I sure have been thinking alot about you guys and Chayton. I feel so sorry for you that you have to be going thorugh this and how strong you all must be. Stay strong, and I will keep you in my prayers. Your mom has been keeping me updated at work which is great. I was reading the page about a benefit breakfast, you'll have to make sure to let me know when and where that will be. If you need anything, give me a call. Take care, and God bless you.
Jodi Rinnels and family <rinker@netins.net>
Clarksville, IA US - Sunday, August 19, 2001 at 08:45 AM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton & Family~ I'm Marissa Miller & I belong to the Peace Lutheran Church~ here in Winthrop~ When you recently visited~ I sat behind you in church & had Chayton's smiling face watching me all service long~ I kept thinking in my head How precious he was & how adorable his smile was! :)~ I babysit for quite a few families around the area & one family in particular has a child the same age as Chayton (only its a girl :) )~ She had a small infection in her eye (kinda like pink eye) earlier this summer & both parents were soo worried & started to cry over havin' to put eye drops in her eyes~ I find it amazing how strong your family is to be able to go through all the struggles that you have had to go through & still be a Strong, Great, Love Filled family~ Whenever i go through struggles i will think of your family & remember that you got through it & are going to get through it~ So, so can i :)~ Thanx so much for sharing your story & giving us this oppurtunity to help you through this obstacle in your life~ I feel for your family with all my heart!!~
Chayton~ :)~ you're a strong little guy & I know you're going to make it through it~ you have touched so many lives & Many angels are watching over you!!~ God Bless Your Family~
Marissa Miller :)
Marissa Miller <luckyhorse04@hotmail.com>
Winthrop , MN USA - Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 03:31 PM (CDT)

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"When you help someone else up the hill, you reach the top yourself."

"Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, "This is the way, walk in it." -Isaiah 30:21

Hope Chayton starts feeling better=)
Mandy Blumhoefer <wamandy@means.net>
Winthrop, MN - Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 12:32 PM (CDT)

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DARREL AND DAWN AND CHAYTON, IT WAS SO GOOD TO SEE YOU GUYS THE OTHER NIGHT. CHAYTON IS QUITE THE TROOPER, HIS SMILE AND HIS HAPPY DISPOSITION IS REALLY SOMETHING. I HAVE TO THINK AND TELL MYSELF THAT IF THIS LITTLE GUY CAN HAVE A SMILE AND A HUG FOR ANYONE THAT HE IS AROUND AND ALL THAT HE HAS GONE THRU AND WHAT HE IS STILL GOING THRU, I JUST HAVE TO TAKE STRENGTH IN THAT AND REMEMBER MY PROBLEM AND STRUGGLES ARE MINOR. YOU GUYS TAKE CARE AND LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU GUYS SOON. GIVE CHAYTON A BIG HUG AND KISS FOR ALL OF US.
KIMMER <TREZRUS.MEANS.NET>
WINTHROP, MN USA - Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 11:11 AM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton, hope all is going well with you. Can't sleep because you're on my mind so I started to pray, got done and still couldn't sleep so decided to write to you. How did everything go yesterday? Did you continue to charm the doctors and nurses!!! You are such a strong little guy, you continue to amaze me. Hang in there buddy and keep on keeping on. You know we all love you bunches. Hope you get home soon so we can come see you, we miss those smiles and kisses. Give Mom & Dad, and Sis' & Bro' a big hug and kiss from us. See ya soon.
Colleen Dietz <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, Mn - Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 06:56 AM (CDT)

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Hello, Chayton Buddy~ I stopped by to see you 2 times tonight but you where not home so, I can't get my kisses. will, you be good for Mommy & Daddy while I am gone. I will see you in a week. Dawn & Darrell, I will keep in touch. I and My family will be thinking of you & Praying.

take care~ The Schmidt's lots of love..
Terri & Dan Schmidt
- Friday, August 17, 2001 at 09:17 PM (CDT)

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Hello to all, I just heard about little Chayton from a friend and am so happy to be able to pray for him and his family. My fav scripture is Phil 4:13 "I can do all things through Christ Who strengthens me." When you feel like you can't take it anymore, remember, it's His strength that will keep you going! Praise God for the progress so far, and I will continue to pray for Chayton and all of you. Glory to God!
Deb Johnson <DebAJohnson@msn.com>
St. Paul, MN Ramsey - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 05:50 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton, Dawn, and Darrell,
It's your neighbors from the hospital. We are still here, but glad that you can be at home. Some exciting news -
Patrick was able to walk with a cane the other day!! That was the first time he walked since New Years Day! He's not feeling too good today, but hopefully he will be back up on his feet soon. We also hope your counts come up soon and you can avoid coming back to the hospital for awhile. Chayton, keep giving mom and dad those great smiles and lots of hugs!
Patrick, Michelle, and David
Michelle Caldwell <mhcbball@soncom.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 09:32 AM (CDT)

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Dear Friends:

We received email from our neice, Rachel Worley Slocum, about Chayton and we will add you all to our prayer list at Good Shepherd, Quincy, MA. I too was diagnosed with rare cancer which after six months of chemo and then off chemo for one month had spread to my brain, eyes and spine. Very scary times, especially for my family. We are not in control, though knowing that God is there is so comforting and powerful. I believe that the prayer chains all over the country helped me a great deal. People praying for me that usually didn't have a prayer life was so amazing ! Also, we asked our pastor for a healing service and being Lutherans, we don't witness this too often, but during the regular Sunday service our pastor asked me up to the altar and annointed me with oil. Powerful statement of our belief in God's word, shared by our faith community. We pray and wish you God's blessings. I didn't hesitate to ask people to pray specifically for the doctors, that they may have knowledge, insight and skill more than they know they had, and for complete remission of the tumor. I thinnk that it is helpful to request something specific.

I was admitted to the hospital for aggressive, high dose chemotherapy for one week of every month for one year. After two doses of the high dose chemotherapy my brain tumor was gone. The doctors had never witnessed such a quick response. I am a miracle in remission and the doctors at Mass. General Hospital in Boston are writing a paper on me because of the positive outcome I have had. Don't be afraid to get second and third opinions and ask questions. You are your son's advocate.
In Christ's name,
The Hult family
Tim, Jane and Brian
Tim and Jane Hult <hultfam@beld.net>
Braintree, MA USA - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 08:51 AM (CDT)

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Hello, Chayton Buddy~ How are you doing today? You keep on fighting!! If you are not busy to day we would like to come over to see you. The kids would like that! I will call mommy and Daddy and see. Plus I need to stack up on kisses.
I will be thinking of you when I am gone on vac.
All our thoughts and prayers are with you.
You take care. Love, The Schmidts
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
winthrop, Mn - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 07:49 AM (CDT)

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To the whole Anderson family:
Love, hugs, and kisses to all of you. If you need anything, let me know. Dawn, I still owe you one!!

Terri Muchow <djmuchow@means.net>
Winthrop, MN Sibley - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 06:45 AM (CDT)

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I refuse to be discouraged, To be sad, or to cry; I refuse to be downhearted, and here's the reason why...
I have a God who's mighty, Who's sovereign and supreme; I have a God who loves me, and I am on His team.
He is all wise and powerful, Jesus is His name; Though everything is changeable, My God remains the same.
My God knows all that's happening; Beginning to the end, His presence is my comfort, He is my dearest friend.
When sickness comes to weaken me, To bring my head down low, I call upon my mighty God; Into His arms I go.
When circumstances threaten to rob me from my peace; He draws me close unto His breast, Where all my strivings cease. And when my heart melts within me, and weakness takes control; He gathers me into His arms, He soothes my heart and soul. The great "I AM" is with me, My life is in His hand, the "Son of the Lord" is my hope, It's in His strength I stand. I refuse to be defeated, My eyes are on my God; He has promised to be with me, as through this life I trod. I'm looking past all my circumstances, To Heaven's throne above; My prayers have reached the heart of God, I'm resting in His love. I give God thanks in everything, My eyes are on His face; The battle's His, the victory is mine; He'll help me win the race.

Go C-H-A-Y-T-O-N!!! Victory will be yours! :)

Missy <Ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 11:54 PM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrell, and Chayton,
Still praying for you all everyday.Hang in there. Darrell, it was good to see you the other night. You looked tired, be sure to take care of yourself too. Dawn, you too. Have some gifts to bring you. Maybe this weekend. Will call first. Love to all of you. Let me know if there's anything I can do to help, with anything!
Kristi Wold <kawold@means.net>
Winthrop, MN - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 10:25 PM (CDT)

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Dawn,Darrel & Chayton,
Pray for you every day-keep fighting-God's with you!
Do you need any help with the benefit? or anything else. Let us know.
Ron & Marlene Marti
marlene m. marti <rmmarti@newulmtel.net>
new ulm, MN United States - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 10:10 PM (CDT)

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What a cute little guy!! Sounds like he is alot like his mom--VERY STRONG!! Thinking and praying for Chayton and your family. Take care!!
Michele (Freerks) Jordan <michele@netins.net>
IA - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 09:38 PM (CDT)

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I've just heard about little Chayton. I have a 14th month old as well. I will pray for Chayton as he goes through treatment. I have faith that God will carry all of you through this.
Rachel <rfslocum-mankato@prodigy.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 09:03 PM (CDT)

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Hey little birthday bud glad to hear that you were home for a couple of days. Hope everything keeps going that right direction for you to be home soon and stay with your sister and brother and of course with mom and dad also. Well not much else to say so take care and hope to have you home soon. You all are in our prayer.

Sally Fischer and Jim Holstad
Gibbon, MN - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 03:12 PM (CDT)

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Karen Pettit is a friend and she told me about Clayton and the web site. I check it often to see how everyone is doing and pray for all of you often.
Best wished and Gods grace

Marian Green <coalowl@yahoo.com>
Richfoeld, , MN Henniepin - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 02:21 PM (CDT)

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"They might not need me-yet they might-
I'll let my heart be just in sight-
A smile so small as mine might be
Precisely their neccessity."
-Emily Dickinson


"Faith expects from God what is beyond expectation."


"Faith is just believing what God says he will do.
He will never fail us: His promises are true.
If we believe Him, His children we become.
Faith is just believing this wondrous thing is done."

Mandy Blumhoefer <wamandy@means.net>
Winthrop, MN - Thursday, August 16, 2001 at 09:34 AM (CDT)

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This is the confidence we have in approaching God:
that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us.
1 John 5:14 NIV

For with God nothing shall be impossible.
Luke 1:37

Yeah, it's me again. Okay, so it's about midnight and I'm still have to guys on my mind. Just wanted to send a little more hope your way.

Missy <Ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 11:45 PM (CDT)

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Hoping Chayton was doing great today. Always thinking and praying for your family. I can't sleep without checking up on the little guy. Looking forward to reading your updates.
The Ridlers--Missy, Steve, and Devin <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 11:30 PM (CDT)

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Hi there Chayton Buddy~ I haven't seen you yet to day so I thought I would write to you and say that I am thinking of you. It was lots of fun playing with you yesterday. Mostly throwing the marker at Dan. I miss you smiles and kisses.
But I got enough of them yesterday to last me til the next time I see you. (like tommorow)& I better stock up befor I leave. I don't know what I am going to while I am gone. I won't be able to check up on you to see if you are behaveing. I will have to call you. You be good and be strong while I am gone. I will keep on praying for you and your family. our thoughts are with you.

Lots of love,Hugs & Kisses,Terri & Dan Schmidt
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
winthrop, Mn - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 10:00 PM (CDT)

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Love and prayers for EVERYONE
Teresa Myers (Cruse) <tlcrus@aol.com>
Cordova, IL - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 08:42 PM (CDT)

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"When an emotional injury takes place,
the body begins a process
as natural as the healing
of a physical wound.

Let the process happen.
Trust that nature
will do the healing.

Know that the pain will pass,
and, when it passes,
you will be stronger,
happier, more sensitive and aware."


Tricia
- Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 05:47 PM (CDT)

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Our prayers are with you. Let God be your strength.
Kevin and Gail Karstens <gailk@prairie.lakes.com>
Lafayette, MN - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 05:21 PM (CDT)

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Hi there gorgeous, so nice to hear your doing so good. Hope your treatment is going good for you today. Hear you, mom & dad got new hair cuts. So I guess that means Grandpa & Grandma V. better go get 1 too, tomorrow. Then we can compair this weekend who got the better, Hah!!! Gatlin & Ashley miss you lots, they try to be really big about it & not be so sad. It's really hard but you would be so proud of your big brother & sister. Madly Gatlin & Ashley, you guys know what that means, don't ya? Grandma & Grandpa V. miss you guys too. But it won't be long & you'll both be home with little bro soon, playing in the yard riding your bikes & playing ball with Chayman. Love you all lots YES that's you [DAWN & DARRELL] too. Give my little man a great big hug & a great big kiss from us to him. We will keep the faith & prayers going.
Grandma & Grandpa Vander Kolk { Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk} <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA U.S.A. - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 02:52 PM (CDT)

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Hope things are going better. I keep in contact with Terry.
Sue Anderson (Jacob and Derek's mom) <susan.anderson@mn.usda.gov>
Winthrop, mn Sibley - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 12:10 PM (CDT)

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Hello Anderson Family,
(we used to be at Terri's with Ashley and Gatlin) We've been praying for all of you since Terri told us about Chayton. Glad to see that he's doing so well and that you have this wonderful website to stay in touch with your family and friends! We will continue to pray for all of you! Hugs, Cari, Aaron, Baryn and Olivia Gronholz
<cari@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 11:45 AM (CDT)

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Hello to all...
Glad to hear that Chayton has been feeling better. Hope all goes well today with his check-up. I found a book with inspirational quotes in it so I will try and give you a couple each day to give you strength.
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"Faith is being able to see with your heart what you cannot see with your eyes."

"Doubt sees the obstacles: Faith sees the way."

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Mandy Blumhoefer <wamandy@means.net>
Winthrop, MN - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 09:38 AM (CDT)

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Dear Chayton,
I hope you are feeling better today! Our thoughts and prayers are with you daily.
Ed & Diane Paulsen
Waverly, IA USA - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 07:17 AM (CDT)

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Hello to all of you guys. I hope that you get better really soon Chayton. And the angels are sure watching over you. And it is great to have you back in town for awhile. You are a little cutie and you always will be. And you will make it though this cause you have everyone on your side. Cause I know that I pray for you all the time. Cuase I want to see you smiling face around town more offen. Where ever you are it is always bright because of your smile. And I wish you all the best of luck for the furtuer. And the pictures of Chayton are so cute looking forward to see more. I will pray for you everyday. May gods love be with you all.
Jenna Horak <sweetiebabe03@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, August 15, 2001 at 12:41 AM (CDT)

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Hang in their guys. You are doing awesome. Chayton will be great. We're thinking about you every day.
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Anyone willing to help out the family? No matter how big or small, every effort counts. I may only be Darrell's 2nd cousin, but I will do whatever I can because this family has a great big heart and deserves a lot of happiness. Get in touch with me and let's see what we can do together.

Melissa "Missy" Ridler <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 10:21 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton. sorry to hear about the Bike thing. BUt I am sure it still will work. At least you got to go out even if the tire is a little bent. Good Luck Tomorrow!

Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 09:24 PM (CDT)

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Dearest Dawn & family;
I work with your mom and she's informed me of your situation. My heart goes out to you all. Remember, God only gives us as much as we can handle. Just trust and believe. My prayers are with you Chayton. (I love the name) May you feel the power of love from your parents and God's holy angels. God Bless.
Kathy Lund <LUNKA424@aol.com>
Waverly, IA - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 07:56 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton I am glad that you are back home in Winthrop for a little bit which will be forever in the long run. I was glad to see you out and about being outside. Take care and I hope you feel better real soon!
Lisa Trebesch <hot_rebel18@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 07:01 PM (CDT)

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You are lifted up to the Father daily in my prayers. Chayton is so precious - thank you for sharing your story and allowing us to pray for you. I am believing for complete healing for this little guy!
Jennifer <JReitsma@cfaith.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 04:10 PM (CDT)

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Hi there CHAYMAN, you good looking little grandson, it's only been a couple of days & Grandma & Grandpa V. already miss you. Your a strong fighter & we know you'll be thru this soon & back home with your family where you belong. Grandpa got this thing back up & running for us again so we will be able to send you a message all the time now just to say HEY CHAYTON!!! These are great contraptions when they work. Hurry up & get better we have an important party to attend, You, Grandpa V. & me. {M&M party remember?} Gatlin & Ashley were so happy to see you & mom & dad this last weekend. They were upset about your new ouie, but mommy explained things really good to them & I think it made a big difference for them to know that it didn't hurt as bad as it looked. Mom & Dad are hanging in there too pretty good. Alot of my co-workers are praying for you & your family so stick that bottom lip out there like you do when you get frustrated & show us all how a BIG BOY gets tough & gets going. Love you lots & all our prayers are with you & all your little friends up on the eigth floor. Mom, Dad hang in there & keep doing what you are, the best any parent can do under these circumstances. We are proud of you all. Gatlin, Ashley it won't be long & you'll be able to play ball with Chayman again. Love to all from Mom & Glen {Grandma & Grandpa V.}
Grandma & Grandpa Vander Kolk { Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk} <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA United States - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 04:03 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton and family, I'm the weird kid who had orange hair and was your neighbor when you were in the hospital. It was always fun to see you in your wagon and to try to make you laugh. Hope to see you sometime and to hear good news. Best of luck!!
Patrick Caldwell <pwcbball@soncom.com>
Minnetonka, MN USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 01:28 PM (CDT)

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Dr. Willson and I checked in today to see how things are going. We look forward to seeing you after you get home sometime. Let us know if there is something we can do for you. Good luck - our thoughts and prayers continue with all of you.
Dr. Matthias
Hutchinson, MN - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 01:23 PM (CDT)

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Chayton, Dawn & Darrell, This is your cousin, Janelle (used to be Cruse). This website is beautiful. We have been praying for you since we heard the news & I am joyful that you are doing as well as you are. Please keep us informed on your progress. I can't imagine the emotions you are going through--but you must remain strong for that gorgeous child. We would love to meet him someday--maybe he'd like to come to Texas! I have 2 little ones who would love a playmate. Please hang in there and give everyone (especially Chayton) a kiss for us. We love you all.
Janelle Steinert <jsteinert@pdq.net>
Spring, TX USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2001 at 09:12 AM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton, You don't know me but I know your Dad... we call him DA.......Plus I know Sr.(Uncle Neil) Hang in there buddy...... I may not know you but we are praying for you & we hear you are a tough dude...
Neil & Angie Herzog <neil@mctcnet.net>
New Ulm, Mn USA - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 09:41 PM (CDT)

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To Dawn and Family,
Really don't know what to say, but our thoughts and prayers are with you. Thanks to Grandma V for keeping us informed.
Love, Jim and Jeannie Cruse
Jeannie Cruse <jcruse@netins.net>
Plainfield, Ia USA - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 07:49 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton, I hope you like your Bike thing. I'm sure that will keep you, and your mom and Dad busy. My Prayers and thoughts are with me ALL THE TIME.
Get Well Soon!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 05:58 PM (CDT)

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My prayers are with you Chayton, and also with your family.Get well soon and God bless you.
Lola Volker--A co-worker of Grandma V. <lovee831@aol.com>
Waverly, IA USA - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 04:04 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton,
We were your neighbors at the hospital - remember Patrick's orange hair? He really liked making you laugh! We will be thinking about you and will see you in the clinic or up on the 8th floor. Your dad still owes Patrick a game of Foos Ball! Make sure you give mom and dad lots of smiles and hugs!
love, Patrick, Michelle, and David
Michelle Caldwell <mhcbball@soncom.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 01:39 PM (CDT)

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Hey CHAYTON, DAWN AND DARRELL:
Glad you are getting to head home again. Try to get some time in it for yourselves too. You are great parents doing what you can in what I imagine is a very trying situation. Keep up the good work and know that we and others are wanting to help and pray for you all.
Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 12:25 PM (CDT)

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Chayton ~ Buddy, I'm happy to hear you are coming home even if it is only for a few days. maybe we will stop by if you are not to busy. but it sounds like you will be. We will see. The kids say hi and get well soon. lots of hugs and kisses. from the daycare kids. our thoughts and prayres are with you and always. love Terri & Dan
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
winthrop, m - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 12:13 PM (CDT)

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Dawn and Darrel, It is easy to see where Chayton gets his courage and fight from. You guys are the best! Don't ever lose your strength in God. God Bless all of you.

Karen Pettit
Karen Pettit <kpettit@pillsbury.com>
Richfield, MN US - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 10:14 AM (CDT)

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We're thinking and praying for you everyday. Keep focused on Chayton!!! God is carrying you through this. You have the love and support of many. Stay strong! We'll try to get rid of any worries.

Shaun and I are hoping to get some type of benefit going for you guys. I got an email from Marlene M. as well who said she knows that lots want to help and don't know where to start. Please send them my way! It is so much easier with a lot doing even a little.

I'm checking the site pretty much daily. Thanks for the updates!
Missy, Steve, & Devin Ridler <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 11:18 PM (CDT)

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Just wanted you to know that we all prayed for you in church today (Peace Lutheran). Sorry to hear Chayton isn't feeling too well. Know that your situation has touched all of our hearts. We hope you can feel our love and our prayers surrounding you!

Winthrop, MN - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 10:22 PM (CDT)

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Darrel and Dawn-I got the Bike Cart for Chayton from my brother.Hopefully Chayton will feel good enough to have a ride in it!!I will watch for you guys to come home and bring it over!!We're all thinking of you!!!!!And Praying for you guys. Jenny O'Connor
Jenny O'Connor <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. U.S.A. - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 09:56 PM (CDT)

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Hang in there Darrel and Dawn. You are are thought about a lot if need anything give us a call. Take Care!
Sally Fischer and Jim Holstad
Gibbon, MN USA - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 05:55 PM (CDT)

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hi this is greatgrandma wishing you all well,
great grandma munson
lawler, ia chickasaw - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 02:02 PM (CDT)

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Hi guys. It is encouraging to read the guestbook entries. There are tons of people praying, and all wanting to do all they can to help your family through this tough time. Thanks be to God for such caring people! D&D, I compliment you guys for holding yourselves and family together. Not only is Chay strong, you all are. Keep up the hard work. Everyone is pulling for you guys. We want the gift of healing and a fullness of life for your whole family. Chayton, you are teaching us all about human spirit! Indeed, we want God's best blessings for you! We love you as our precious child in Christ. I wish our Lord were there in the flesh to touch you, bringing instantaneous healing. O how we wish the chemo would be easier on you. We wish we could bear your burden so that you could go back to growing up without all this intrusion upon your childhood. Dear Lord, Chayton, his family, all of us, need you more then ever! In Jesus name hear our prayer. Thanks D&D and family for your demonstration of giving all it takes. I'll see you when you get home. All of us at Peace Lutheran Church send our prayers and Christian love. Sincerely, Pastor Bob.
Pastor Bob Miner <plc@means.net>
- Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 01:25 PM (CDT)

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Chayton~~ I'm sorry you are not feeling. But it is nice to hear that you are coming home on Monday. If it is all right with mom & dad. I'm sure the kids would like to see you! ( as long the kids are all well.) Mom & Dan will have to letme know! You keep on fighting. and we will keep on praying and thinking of you always. take care! Terri & Dan
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
winthrop, Mn - Sunday, August 12, 2001 at 09:55 AM (CDT)

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Darrell our prayers go out to Chayton and your entire family. We pray everything goes well for you keep your spirits up everything will work out with Gods help
Paul, Lisa, Amanda &Brandon Uecker <pluecker@prairie.lakes.com>
Gaylord, MN USA - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 09:33 PM (CDT)

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Chayton Hang in there baby you are a fighter and god is sending his angels down to surround you and watch over you!love u


A praying internet friend Janet
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx usa - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 09:19 PM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn & Darrell. Our prayers are with you everyday and always on our minds.. Chayton keep up the fight the angels up on high will watch over you.
Dennis & Mary Ann <mdnelson@means.net>
Winthrop, Mn. Sibley - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 08:55 PM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrell, Chayton, Ashley, and Gatlin,
Praying for you all. Thinking about you always. Take care of yourselves, Dawn and Darrell. Let us know if we can help in any way. Love to all of you.
Kristi Wold <kawold@means.net>
Winthrop, mn - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 07:26 PM (CDT)

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Hey all...
Just wanted you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Sounds like Chayton is a tough little guy. Stay strong and hold your baby close. Remember that God never gives you more than you can handle and He is right there holding your hand. Take care and God Bless.


Warren, Mandy, Nick, Ally, Lucas & Cole Blumhoefer <wamandy@means.net>
Winthrop, MN United States - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 01:35 PM (CDT)

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Hey Darrell, Dawn and especially you, CHAYTON!
Its hard to imagine what kind of struggle your days are like. I still believe that God does answer prayer and is in the business of healing us all. And so we pray for you tonight and tomorrow morning at our worship services. Take care, we send our love your way.

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 11:32 AM (CDT)

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Dawn and Darrel and Chayton,
We're praying for you guys. Never give up hope.Chayton made it this far- he'll go home a winner!
Hang in there!
Ron and Marlene Marti
marlene m. marti <rmmarti@newulmtel.net>
new ulm, MN United States - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 09:25 AM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton buddy, sorry to hear you're not feeling well. Hang in there buddy you're doing great. Keep on being that little fighter like you are. It was great playing with you on thurs. Can't wait to come watch you pitch in the World Series!! Chay you are a little angel. Love you bunches and can't wait to see you again. Give your mom and dad, bro and sis a hug and kiss from me.
Colleen <grouches@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Saturday, August 11, 2001 at 07:46 AM (CDT)

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Darrell and Dawn,
Gary called to tell us about Chayton....we sure are sorry to hear what you are going through, but our thoughts and prayers are with you!! He sure is a cute little guy and looks like a fighter like his Dad!! If there is anything we can do for you please ask. Take care and the best of luck to you guys.
Kurt & Carla Karstens, Lexi, Taylor & Kelli <karstens@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN USA - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 10:56 PM (CDT)

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Hi there buddy! How are you doing? I am so sorry I haven't written to you lately I have been very busy but I never stoped thinking about you and Your family. Just so you know chayton there is alot of people out there thinking and praying for you. I have been getting calls left and right. cause they want to know what is going on and how you are doing. I tell them to visit you and your web page and see your cute smiles. keep on smiling. You can make it through this. hug and Kisses to you and your family. anod lots of prayers. love Terri and Dan Schmidt
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
winthrop, Mn - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 04:26 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton BABY!!My goodness how handsome and big your new haircut makes you look! I see from your pictures that you came through hell week with flying colors.... cry tough and it works every time! You better eat some b-day cake, little man and make your mom&dad, too, kay? Sometimes they forget,ya know. Dawn&Darrell~hey guys, how ya holdin'out...you seem to be maintaining, keep it up...Dawn Lynn you stick that chest out, square your shoulders and grab a gear, girl!You got it in ya, I've been mentally sending all of you lots of love, strength & courage. Don't let it go to waste, kay. Dominic comes home tomorrow, so we've been trying to finish his room(painting)up, but our household "spokesman" has other things in mind for us...you know how he is.Well, John sends you love and says that you, Dawn, better stop sniveling or he'll kick your...We love you~Uncle John, Aunt Missy Colton&Dominic
John,Miss&boys <melissafails@yahoo.com>
Charles City, IA USA - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 01:57 PM (CDT)

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Dear Chayton Darrell and Dawn, We are hoping for the best for all of you. Chayton I have some pictures for you ,when we all got together to see you before you went to the hospital. I will send them to you. You are such a sweet adorable big boy we love you very much. We are praying for you all the time and we know that praying does help, because it helped Alyssa and we know it is going to help you to. Have mommy and daddy give you a BIG HUG from us. Love All Take Care We Are All Praying For All Of You. God will help you, he is by your side at all times. We will keep praying for you, and we know everything is going to turn out great for all of you.
Betty and Wayne Sandeen <bettylou@prairie.lakes.com>
Nicollet, Minnesota USA - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 01:40 PM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrell & Chayton - Keep fighting guys! We are hurting with you, but the Lord is truly the God of healing. Please keep us updated and let us know if there's anything we can do. Our prayers are with you. Grace & Peace.
Pete Barth (Karen Pettit's co-worker) <mitsukai98@hotmail.com>
Brooklyn Park, MN - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 12:30 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton. I really hope your feeling better. I'm and thinking and praying for you every day.!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, Mn USA - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 11:00 AM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton hope your doing better Ben the girls and I are praying for you we know you will be just fine all our love Stacy, Kayla, Bethany and Ben.
Stacy Hagman <stacy272000@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 10, 2001 at 10:23 AM (CDT)

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Hey Everyone!
I miss you all very much and am always praying and hoping for the best. Dawn the angels are in the dolphins. I can feel it that is what keeps them moving. See I figured it out. They put the batteries in there to hide the truth cause some choose not to believe it. Well we know the truth. God is with you and this will make you stronger. "May the Lord watch between you and me when we are absent one from the other." Gensis 31:49 That is my favorite bible verse!
Stephanie Koep <Cape12@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, August 10, 2001 at 12:31 AM (CDT)

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Hi guys. All of us here are hoping that your experience is, "So far, so good." We ask the Lord to bless all the medical efforts to bring healing to your precious little guy. D&D, we also pray for you two to have the strength and all that it takes to get through this stretch one day at a time. Also, we hope A&G are doing ok. Take care of each other. We wish you the best news and results! Dear Lord, bring healing to Chayton. Into your hands we place our lives, help us we pray. Amen. Sincerely, Pastor Bob Miner
Pastor Bob Miner <plc@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 06:15 PM (CDT)

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DARREL AND DAWN AND CHAYTON, THANKS ALOT FOR THE PICTURES. HE IS SUCH A TROOPER, JUST LIKE HIS PARENTS. I THINK YOU ARE DOING A FANTASTIC JOB BY KEEPING US ALL UPDATED AND INFORMED. KEEP THE FAITH AND KEEP ON BELIEVING. I STILL DO.LOVE ALL YOU GUYS AND GIVE CHAYTON A HUGH HUG AND KISS. MISS YOU GUYS.
RABBIT AND KIMMER AND THE CREW <TREZRUS.MEANS.NET>
WINTHROP, MN USA - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 04:28 PM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn just talking to your dad the kids are at the pool with chase. Carla and the boys and i send our love and prayers to you guys. Your dad says hi to everyone.
Kent peterson <blinken@rconnect.com>
charles city,, IA usa - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 03:52 PM (CDT)

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8/9/01 Keep your faith, God is still in the miracle business and he will come thru. We are still praying for your family in North Carolina. I check my E-Mail several times a day to find out if there are any new entries, and each time I say a prayer for you
Helen Caldwell <JCaldwell02@Sprynet.com>
Graham, NC 27253 - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 01:46 PM (CDT)

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It was so nice seeing you guys last night. Chayton really looked good. It was so nice to see his smile and to watch him play with the balloons. We're thinking about you all the time. Keep on fighting.
Jerome, Shaun, Jason & Amy Anderson <shauna@hubbardfeeds.com>
Nicollet, MN USA - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 12:22 PM (CDT)

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DARREL AND DAWN AND CHAYTON, HEY GUYS WE ARE KEEPING ALL OF YOU IN OUR PRAYERS. WE LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR HOMECOMING. I MISS NOT SEEING YOU GUYS OUTSIDE WHEN I GO BY. IF THERE IS ANYTHING WE CAN DO PLEASE LET US KNOW. LOVE YOU GUYS.
KIMMER <TREZRUS. MEANS.NET>
WINTHROP, MN USA - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 01:10 PM (CDT)

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Andersons:

I hope the emergency on your journal entry this morning came out ok. The women of our church checked out the website in my office this morning and are praying for you all. We also have been posting your journal in our church entry. Take care,

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 11:17 AM (CDT)

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We continue to keep you in our prayers. Keep hanging in there. We're all here for you.
The Ridlers---Missy, Steve, and Devin <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 10:04 PM (CDT)

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We got this web-site and an update from Terri Schmidt today. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you during this time. Thanks for sharing Chayton's smile with us...give him a big hug. Love and blessings to your family!
Liz & Jeff Andersen <raukar@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 07:01 PM (CDT)

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Hey, I hope you're all still staying strong. Give Chayton a big hug for me. I'll keep praying for you guys. Take care and I'll talk to you soon... Love ya!!
Nathan Laydon <nathan@iowatelecom.net>
Ionia, IA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 06:04 PM (CDT)

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get better chayton! hang in there buddy you'll be in my prayers all the time. You'll make it through this buddy you're too strong to lose this battle you'll make it through this I know you will. Just hang in there buddy!
see you later. GET BETTER LITTLE DUDE!

Dustin Johnson <www.dustin099@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 04:13 PM (CDT)

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Dawn and Darrell...Chayton remains in our prayers. We pray that he is the 3rd little miracle. He already is a miracle but we pray he gets through this and like others say, has a long and loving life. It's going to be a long haul and I'm truly sorry that you, and especially Chayton, have to go through all this. But he is in alot of prayers now, he's got great doctors and nurses and he's in Gods hands...that's all we can do for this little guy. God bless, try to stay optimistic and the spirits up. He's a fighter!! Our prayers are with your other two children too because I know this is hard on them too. They need the prayers also. God Bless, Amen!!
Janette Abraham <janettea@hubbardfeeds.com>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 02:55 PM (CDT)

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Thanks for coming in to see us last Friday.
Chayton, you are very special. Your smiles and giggles made us very happy!
Our prayers are with you.
Steve Johnson for the Winthrop State Bank gang <srjohns@means.net>
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday, August 07, 2001 at 01:21 PM (CDT)

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Chayton you are a little miracle to me and God must have sent some Gardian Angels to get you through all that you have been through. I have only known you for a short while, but I have a great love of children and you just caught my eye and you have me hooked. Ask Ryan he'll tell you how much I love kids!! My thoughts and prayers go out to you, chayton and your family in your time of illness. The lord works in mysterious ways and he will have you home in no time. You are such a brave and strong little boy, I have faith that you will pull through this thing. You are a fighter and angel, you will always be in my prayers.
Get Well Soon,
Tracy Konerza
Tracy Konerza(Ryan's girlfriend) <TracyK2001@yahoo.com>
Silver Lake, MN U.S.A. - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 10:41 PM (CDT)

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I hope you guys had a fantastic weekend! :) I made a lot of contacts through email last night to hopefully let people know of everything and bring you support in any way they can. Where can people send cards for Chayton? Do you have a place to send directly to the hospital besides just e-mail? This is what I saw on one of your journal entries:
---E-mail directly: Get.Well@childrenshc.org
Subject line: Chayton Anderson Minneapolis Room 8140 OR
---Home address: Chayton Anderson, P.O. Box 322, Winthrop, MN 55396 OR
---Gatlin and Ashley, c/o Ken and Lorie Kraft
P.O. Box 52, Ionia, IA 50645
Remember...I'd do whatever I can to help but wish I could do so much more. Hopefully, you will get more support through my contacts. Please let me know if you guys or Colleen hear anything from my contacts.

Missy, Steve, and Devin Ridler <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 06:31 PM (CDT)

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You are all in my prayers.
Theresa Kujala <tkujala@shawstewartlumberco.com>
Oakdale, MN Washington - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 02:53 PM (CDT)

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My thoughts are with you all. I sure hope everything turns out for you and Chayton. God Bless You!
Lisa Trebesch <hot_rebel18@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 01:38 PM (CDT)

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Hi there Chayton "Buddy" Well, I am so glad to see you Sat and Mon. You and your smile. You are looking really good. You keep on fighting. You can do it I know you can and everyone else that are out there praying for you.
The daycare kids injoyed coming over there to play with you. All they talk about now, is your awe.
Dawn and Darrell you guys are doing great. I give you credit. You have to remember there is alot of people out there that want to help. so, if you need anything all you have to do is just ask.And please don't be scared to. we all love and care for your family very much!!!!
take care see you soon. Schmidt's

Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
winthrop, Mn - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 11:40 AM (CDT)

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It was so good to see you outside on Sat. Hope things are going good. MY thoughts and prayers are with you. Hang in there!!!
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 11:25 AM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darrell and Chayton - We send our wishes for wellness. Certainly do hope all continues to progress in the right direction. We are convinced everything will go terrific, especially if Chayton is anything like you Dawn. Quite sure he is a fighter!!!!! Hang in there clan.
Colette (Eden) & Rich Atkins <nymets@interquest.de>
Ramstein, Germany - Monday, August 06, 2001 at 12:58 AM (CDT)

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our thoughts and prayers are with you and we all know that you are going to beat this.
shawn kraft and family <mickkraft@hotmail.com>
charles city, ia usa - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 07:29 PM (CDT)

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OK,OK, MAYBE IT IS THE BLONDE HAIR, BUT FOR SOME REASON I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO ACCESS ANYBODY'S INTERNET (HOW I'VE TRIED) UNTIL I HAVE A COUPLE OF DRINKS UNDER MY BELT. SO, CHAYTON HUNTER, THIS IS AUNT MISSY, AND I'M HERE TO TELL YOU THAT THERE ARE SO FEW GEMINIS IN THIS WORLD! YOU WILL BE ALLRIGHT, BUT YOU NEED TO CRY TOUGH, OK SWEETHEART. YOU ALREADY KNOW THE ROPES NOW(QUICK-WITTED GEMINI), SO JUST LOOK AT MOMMY AND DADDY, G'PA AND G'MA, ALL OF US AND KNOW WE ARE RIGHT HERE, WE'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE AND WE LOVE YOU
Melissa Fails Kraft <melissafails@yahoo.com>
Charles City, IA US - Sunday, August 05, 2001 at 02:45 AM (CDT)

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Chayton,Darrell,Dawn,Gatlin,Ashley. It's great to see you all home again. I miss sitting around out front and visiting. Chayton, you continue to amaze me with your strength. You made my day when you'd flash that beautiful smile of yours. Your face and eyes just light up!!! You truly are an angel. Hang in there buddy, just a little more to go through and then it's on to living and loving life. I'm looking forward to watching you grow up and see what kind of things you'll do to keep your mom and dad on their toes!!! Gatlin and Ashley, it was fun cruising with you, will have to do that again. Thanks for the hugs you know they're my fav. Dawn and Darrell, what can I saw . . . you guys are just AWESOME!!! I wish I had half your strength. You know all you have to do is ask. Love you whole bunches and the prayers are nonstop. God's got his BEST angels watching over the Anderson household!!!
Colleen Dietz <grouches@prairie.lakes.net>
Winthrop, MN - Saturday, August 04, 2001 at 06:08 PM (CDT)

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Hey Andersons:
Hope you have a great weekend at home. I'm glad you get to go home for at least a little bit. We still are praying for you lots and lots (and lots).


Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Saturday, August 04, 2001 at 01:16 PM (CDT)

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Hello Dawn Lynn,Darrell, and my gorgeous godson Chayton,
Uncle John & I don't have internet @ home, but we have some very gracious friends that allow us to check on our loved ones. Not an hour goes by that we don't pray for you, Chayton baby! You just keep being the tough, independent thinker you have always been, and you'll come through with flying colors!!! Hopefully, Dawn&Darrell, we'll be up to see you next weekend(maybe w/ Dominic), but we'll talk to you,kay? We love you all-I LOVE YOU CHAYTON!!!-God is near.
Aunt Miss, Uncle John, Dominic & Colton
Melissa Fails Kraft <melissafails@yahoo.com>
Charles City, IA Floyd - Saturday, August 04, 2001 at 05:15 AM (CDT)

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Dear Darrell & Dawn,
I hope you are all doing better. Chayton you are a angel and we'll see you soon .Terri called to tell me about you and I pray evey night. You are all troopers and stay strong. Hi from Oregon Love Teri & Cody Kokesch

Teri Kokesch <tgckok@means.net>
winthrop, mn usa - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 11:26 PM (CDT)

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"Lucky 3" and family:

Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Keep your spirits high. Alyssa made it through dire straits with the heart transplant, so remember to think positive. Great things can come out of bad things.

If you know, please let us know details of when and where people are setting up any fundraisers for your family. Remember...if you need any help, we will try to do whatever we can to make this less stressful for you. I would also like to spread the word for any help, thoughts, and prayers.

Thanks for doing updates and having pictures as well. Lots of love from the Ridlers--Missy , Steve, and Devin
Melissa Ridler <ridler@gotocrystal.net>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 04:31 PM (CDT)

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Darrell,
I just heard about your son Chayton,and wanted you all to know that you're in my thoughts and prayers. Chayton sound like a tough little guy and with everyone's prays, he will get through it. Hang in there and never give up hope!
Nancy

Nancy Wiborg <njwiborg@hotmail.com>
New Ulm, MN - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 03:56 PM (CDT)

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I am so glad to see that you are coming home for a few days. May God Bless you and please never give up hope!

Love, Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 03:48 PM (CDT)

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HI : TO THE KRAFT-ANDERSON CLAN
We are praying for all of you. May the Lord's peace be yours.!
Ken, Kathy, Tim & Charlie
KATHY ECKSTRAND <tachinst@newulmtel.net>
Gibbon, MN - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 03:24 PM (CDT)

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Hi,Chayton this is Lucas.Hope you get beter.Chayton we love you.

Love Ya,
Lynn,DeAnn,Lucas,Jacob,Jenifer,Kelsi
Lucas <mdnelson@means.net>
Winthrop, MN sibley - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 03:12 PM (CDT)

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Just want you to know we have Chayton on our prayer list in North Carolina. I have a son that lives in Winthrop and found out about your son. We are praying for him every day and are putting him on our prayer list at church. God will see you thru this I am certain. Much Love and Prayers
Helen Caldwell <JCaldwell02@Sprynet.com>
Graham, NC US - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 01:02 PM (CDT)

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hi guys this is Carol M just wanted to let you know that i will forever pray for you and the family i have the info that someone gave to me so i will contact you up there or at home. i have my family praying for you and chayton. we all love you and are praying. god bless you and he will keep you in his hands.
Carol McMullen <sundari@redwing.net>
Red Wing, MN USA - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 12:10 PM (CDT)

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Your family is in our thoughts and prayers. Please give your darling Chayton a big hug and kiss from us!

Hang in there! Everything is going to be okay.
Rob and Holly Evans (Sandeen) <hsandeen@startribune.com>
Excelsior, MN USA - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 11:19 AM (CDT)

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Hey there Buddy~ Have you been behaveing for Mommy & Daddy? You better not be flirting with all the nurses! I'm sorry I didn't make to there last night. Are car broke down. But I will be up there Sat. To see your smiling face. Until then you be good.
Dawn & Darrell~ How are you holding up. I plan on coming tomorrow. I am going to see if Heather wants to come with.
I got a hold of Teri, she is praying too. So, Don't give up hope. He is a strong and brave fighter!!!!! If you need anything you let me know...
Ashley & Gatlin~How are you 2 doing? Are you behaveing for Grandpa and Grandma Kraft? You better be, otherwise Dan is going to come and tickle you. Hope to see you soon. Until then you be good and take care.
IF YOU NEED ANYTHING LET US KNOW.
LOVE~TERRI & DAN
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
winthrop, Mn Sibley - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 10:29 AM (CDT)

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Dawn,Darrel,Chatlin,fam,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you at this time. The little fighter has made it thru the worst! God has been good and will continue to make him better. Take care of yourselves! Marlene and Ron Marti
marlene m. marti <rmmarti@newulmtel.net>
new ulm, MN United States - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 08:28 AM (CDT)

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Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you. Never give up hope!!! We will always be there for you.
Heidi and Chris Lynch <heidi.lynch@aexp.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 08:22 AM (CDT)

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My Prayers are with you Chayton. Hope I get to see you outside playing again. (my mom is Jenny O'Connor)
Take care and God bless you.

Love, Tricia
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, mn USA - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 10:29 PM (CDT)

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To the Andersons-We're thinking of you and our prayers are with you!!Please phone us if you need any help of any kind!Pastor Bob Miner gave us this web site address!!Good Luck to all of you!
Steve and Jenny O'Connor <jsdq@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, Mn. 55396 - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 09:46 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton: I hear you are being a brave little guy? You are on our minds everyday and in our prayers.. I pray to my little angel in heaven to watch over you and keep you safe.. I have all the information your mommy put on the internet and I am printing it all out to read your story as things happen.. Your mommy is a smart cookie.. and your dad is great too.. We hope to come and see you sometime.. Please keep on fighting and we will keep on praying.. Love and kisses from your neighbor Grandma and Grandpa Nelson
Dennis and Mary Ann <mdnelson@means.net>
Winthrop, Mn. Sibley - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 04:56 PM (CDT)

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Dawn & Darrel,
Look to God for strength. Chayton is his angel. One of my favorite songs is "Jesus Loves Me". Maybe you can sing it to Chayton.

Love,
David and Karen Pettit (Neil's sister)
Karen Pettit <kpettit@pillsbury.com>
Richfield, MN US - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 04:21 PM (CDT)

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Dawn & Darrel,
Look to God for strength. Chayton is his angel. One of my favorite songs is "Jesus Loves Me". Maybe you can sing it to Chayton.

Love,
David and Karen Pettit (Neil's sister)
Karen Pettit <kpettit@pillsbury.com>
Richfield, MN US - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 04:09 PM (CDT)

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Chayton, Dawn and Darrell:
I'm so sorry to hear your news from yesterday. I just checked the website and Pastor Brian from the chapel office at the hospital called me too when I was out of my office. God gives strength to those who are weary so they can mount up with wings as the eagles. I am praying for this strength for you and for healing for Chayton. Our congregation will continue to include Chayton in our prayers. We are hanging up the journal in the narthex entry of our church so others who see it can be reminded too. Take care and God's peace to you all.

Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 02:51 PM (CDT)

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Dawn, Darryll, and Chayton please check out the web suit
www.remedies.net Its about a nurse who is supposed to have found a cure for cancer Maybe its gods answer to our prayers
I do not know But your baby has captured my heart and everyday I now have to check to see how he is doing! I am praying for him and I am going to get everyone I know to pray for him we just have to all bind together and hold him up in prayer untill the devil is defited.Verily I say un to you,Whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching anything that thy shall ask, it shall be done for them of my father which is in heaven.For where two or three are gathered together in my name there I am in the midst of them (matt:18verse 18-20) So Satan I bind you and all your forces to take your hand off of Chayton and I ask that the guardian and healing angels come and incamp around Chayton and his family according to your word in Jesus name A-men
Janet Overton and Family <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx USA - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 02:25 PM (CDT)

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Chayton, Darrell and Dawn, We couldn't believe the news; we really didn't think it would be cancerous. I've printed off information from the internet so we can learn as much as we can about the tumor. We are thinking about you and if you need anything, LET US KNOW. Keep the faith and Chayton keep on fighting!
Jerome, Shaun, Jason & Amy Anderson <shauna@hubbardfeeds.com>
Nicollet, MN USA - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 11:21 AM (CDT)

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Dawn,Darrell,& Chayton,
I am so sorry to hear that it was cancer. Chayton is a fighter. He will get throw this. I prayed for your family lastnight and every time I think of you I pray. I have been telling people around town, what is happening. I told them to pray for you and your family.
Dawn~ I want you to take a pitcure of Chayton and send it to me so I can put it on my desk top with my angels I have, You can never have enough angels. I'm trying to get a hold of Teri, So she knows too. The more prayers the better.
Chayton~ Can you show Mommy a BIG smile when she takes your pitcure for me. You keep on fighting, YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!
Take Care~ Our Prayers are with you!! Love, Dan, Terri & Lisa
P.S It was nice to see Dr. Matthias, visted Chayton's web page. Now that is a Dr. Took time out of his Day to check it out.
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
Winthrop, Mn - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 09:24 AM (CDT)

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get well soon
irv&carol
charles city, ia floyd - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 07:40 PM (CDT)

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We are all wishing the best for Chayton and want you to know that your family is in our prayers.
Mike Doering & Monica Jefferies <oakhaven@gotocrystal.net>
Mapleton, MN USA - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 06:29 PM (CDT)

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What a great web-page. It was great to see pictures of all of you. Thanks for calling and letting me know about the web site. Carol and I have been anxious for some news. I will keep checking for updates. Glad things are going so well. Hope to see you soon. We will keep up with the prayers.
Dr. Matthias
Hutchinson, MN - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 05:44 PM (CDT)

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Hey Chayton, Darrell and Dawn ---
What a week since last Wednesday! Every day is one more day of healing and closer to the trip home. There are so many people praying for you folks. Folks here remember you in prayer and want to let you know that you are loved. Keep up your spirits and we hope that you hear good news today.

"Jesus Loves the Little Children,
All the Little Children of the World.
Red and Yellow, Black and White,
They are Precious in His Sight,
Jesus Loves the Little Children of the World."
God Bless You All!


Pastor Kevin Frey <kfrey91@rconnect.com>
New Hampton, IA U.S.A. - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 01:18 PM (CDT)

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Hi guys!! Chayton seems to be in good spirits (smiles are wonderful). Mom and dad look good too, considering what has I'm sure been a difficult time. Our thoughts and prayers are with all (Chayton, Gatlin, Ashley, Dawn and Darrel) of you. Please let us know if there is anything we can do.
Mark, Heather, Janessa and Megan Scharpe <scharpe2@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Wednesday, August 01, 2001 at 11:24 AM (CDT)

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Hi Guys glad every thing is starting to look up for you. Grandma has been informing all of us about you guys.The scare doesn't look so bad.All three of you look good for what you all have been through. Our prayers are with you ALL
Dick Diane & Boys <paws@rconnect.com>
Lawler, IA Chickasaw - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 06:20 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton,Dawn and Darrell,
Looks like things are going better. What a brave little boy and what a smile you have. I copy your photo album and tak them to work so the girls at work can see what a cutie you are. Still praying everyday for all of you. Hope to see you soon. Love you all and take care.
Irma, Larry, Colleen, Tom, Stacy and Rachel <rand@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, Mn Sibley - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 04:45 PM (CDT)

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I am still praying and will continue to!!!!!
God bless you
Janet Overton <colecody2@yahoo.com>
Telephone, Tx u.s.a, - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 03:10 PM (CDT)

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Thanks for the updated pictures! Chayton looks wonderful!! such a cute little guy. Such an improvement from the weekend! I think your prayers are being answered but we will continue praying for this little guy. I think God has a plan for him!
Janette Abraham <janettea@hubbardfeeds.com>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 02:16 PM (CDT)

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Glad to hear everyone is staing strong! Love and Hugs,
Connie Rasmussen
- Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 01:44 PM (CDT)

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Hello, Chayton Hunter. I so glad to hear you are feeling better. I'm sorry I haven't called you sooner. But no one let me know what was going on. I will make it up to you. I called you today but you were sleeping. I will try my hardes to come and see you on Thursday night. Until then you be good for your Mommy and Daddy & your nurses. but no flirtting. I know how you are around girls. You and that smile and your eyes, You know how to get thier attention.
I will keep on praying for you and your mommy, daddy, ashley, gatlin. that you will be able to come home soon.
Hugges & Kisses,Terri & Dan Schmidt
Terri & Dan Schmidt <schmidty@means.net>
Winthrop, Mn Sibley - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 11:49 AM (CDT)

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I read of the prayer requests for Mommy, Daddy , and Chayton. Sending you prayers for God's grace all the way from California. You are loved.
Julia Jackson <dale@kemperrefrigeration.com>
Lodi, Ca USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 10:07 AM (CDT)

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Chayton~I'm so glad to hear that you are doing so well, keep on laughing. Love you lots!!!
Erica Grochow <ericablndy@yahoo.com>
New Ulm, - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 11:51 PM (CDT)

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I so happy he's doing well, We put in many prayer requests for him before his surgery.
Randolph Sandeen <randys@prairie.lakes.com>
North Mankato, MN USA - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 07:42 PM (CDT)

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Hi Guys so glad to hear Chayton is doing well. Our prays are with you. Love Kent Carla Kory and Chase.
Kent S. Peterson <blinken@rconnect.com>
Charles City, IA USA - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 06:50 PM (CDT)

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Hi guys, glad to see that everything is going well. You are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Stacy and Renee Rasmussen <stacy_rasmussen@hotmail.com>
Bernadotte, MN USA - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 05:42 PM (CDT)

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I am so sorry to hear what you guys have been going through. I will pray for you and your family. If you need anything just call.
Love, Amy

Amy Nargang <amyjean68@hotmail.com>
New Hampton, IA USA - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 11:52 AM (CDT)

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We tried calling you several times yesterday but didn't get an answer. We are betting this means you were moved to another room because you are doing so well. We thought about you all weekend. It was so good to see you and your mom and dad on Friday night. We are so amazed at how well you are doing.
Jerome & Shaun Anderson <shauna@hubbardfeeds.com>
Nicollet, MN USA - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 09:31 AM (CDT)

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Hi Dawn Darrell & Chayton, this is Grandma & Grandpa V. We are so happy with the way you are progressing & believe our prayers are being answered. You were a wonderful sight for our eyes this morning Chayton. We will continue to pray for you & your family & are just already counting the days that we will have those early morning breakfasts & walks before mom & dad get up when we come up for the weekends again. Lots of hugs, kisses & smiles for our beautiful grandson. Love Grandma & Grandpa V. Hey get well soon we have some of your favorites waiting for you, {M & M's} We'll have our own little midnight snack party Hah!!
Glen & Sharon K. Vander Kolk <cjjeep77@msn.com>
Waverly, IA U.S.A. - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 04:33 PM (CDT)

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I work with Shaun and Jerome at Hubbard. Our prayers are with you and your precious son, Chayton. What a beautiful name! We are thrilled to hear the surgery was successful and will be prayerful for a speedy recovery. Take care and God bless.
Janette Abraham <janettea@hubbardfeeds.com>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 02:07 PM (CDT)

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Wishing all of you the best. I will see you on Saturday..
Love you lots!!!
Erica Grochow <ericablndy@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 27, 2001 at 10:00 AM (CDT)

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We're all constantly praying for you Good Lookin!!
Get Better Soon! WE LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH!!!!!

Love, Jill & Kyle (Friends & Family)
Jill Katzenmaier & Kyle <beanerjak@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN United States - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 09:49 AM (CDT)

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We are thinking about all of you and will see you tonight. Take care.
Jerome & Shaun Anderson <shauna@hubbardfeeds.com>
Nicollet, MN 56074 - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 09:20 AM (CDT)

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Shaun and Jerome told us about Chayton -- hope to hear he is soon back home and all is well. (Shaun's sister)
Bettye and Bob Richardson <mojo@worldaccessnet.com>
Battle Ground, WA USA - Thursday, July 26, 2001 at 09:07 PM (CDT)

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Hi Chayton, Darrell and Dawn,
It's great to see you awake and moving Chayton. I can't wait to see that beautiful smile of yours and that awesome giggle!!! I'm amazed at your strength. I can't even begin to imagine what you have been through and how you feel right now, but we knew you were a fighter and now you're showing us just how much you are.
We are all praying for you and can't wait until you get back home!!! Erica, Ryan and I are coming to see you on Satuarday . . . can't wait. Love you whole bunches!!!
P.S. I love your pictures - you're beautiful.
Colleen Dietz <grouches@prairie.lakes.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Thursday, July 26, 2001 at 08:57 PM (CDT)

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Good luck, I know everthing will work out fine, they have to, Chayton is YOUR son Dawn! I will continue to pray for him and Darryll and you, just remember, pretty soon you'll hear him running through the house again. All our love and wishes- Jeff, Cryshall & Mackenzie
Cryshall L-Larson <cryshall@newulmtel.net>
New Ulm, MN US - Thursday, July 26, 2001 at 07:07 PM (CDT)

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