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Just a short message to say I am thinking of you this Christmas.


Love

Vikki
www.postpals.co.uk

With Much Love

With Much Love

HAPPY ST. PADDY'S DAY!!!



With Much Love

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

With Much Love

Wishing your family a VERY happy and healthy New Year!

With Much Love

I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below
with tiny lights like heaven's stars reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so spectacular please wipe away that tear
for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear
but the sound of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you of the joy their voices bring
for it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart
for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I can't tell you of the splendor or the peace here in this place
Can you just imagine Christmas with our Savior face to face?

I'll ask him to lift your spirit as I tell him of your love
so then pray for one another as you lift your eyes above.

Please let your hearts be joyful and let your spirit sing
for I am spending Christmas in heaven and I'm walking with the King.



With Much Love

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.


I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.

All my love,

Viks

I was posting this picture of Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello" although i dont know if you still come to this page.

Lots of love

Viks

Happy Heavenly Birthday, sweetheart. We think of you always.



With Much Love,

With Much Love,

With Much Love,

With Much Love

And

With Much Love

With Much Love

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

God Made You For A Reason

When I look upon my screen
I find a happy reason
the joy that comes to me from you
is gratitude so very pleasing...

What a wonderful creator
that made a friend like you,
He placed a sweet kind person
and gave me lots of comfort too.

A world without your kindness
would be a sad sad world.

But I don't have to worry,
there's no need to be,
because of you I am very happy,
and that's good enough for me.

I've found great people everywhere,
they come into my life.
Just like you, all those others too,
have given me delight.

So I thank God I met you,
I thank him for all seasons.
Now I know for sure with all my heart,
GOD Created YOU for a reason.

Just letting you know that I'm thinking of you.

Stopping by to wish all of you a VERY



and to let you know that *Amanda* (and everyone in your family) is ALWAYS in our thoughts.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

Thinking of you with love and prayers at Easter and always.
Just stopping by to wish you all a Happy and Blessed Easter.

Love and hugs
Judy

HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK

Just thought I would stop

in and say that I'm thinking of you always.

See you on Monday.

Thinking of you this Christmas,

Love

Viks

Wishing you all a holiday filled with warm and loving memories,joy and peace but most of all hope in the reunion that awaits us all in Heaven.

I see the countless Christmas trees
around the world below
With tiny light, like Heaven's stars
reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so spectacular,
please wipe away that tear,
For I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs
that people hold so dear
But the sounds of music can't compare
with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you
of the joy their voices bring
For it is beyond description
to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart
for I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I can't tell you of the splendor
or the peace here in this place
Can you just imagine Christmas
with our Savior face to face?

I'll ask Him to lift your spirit
as I tell Him of your love
so then pray for one another
as you lift your eyes above.

Please let your hearts be joyful
and let your spirit sing
for I am spending Christmas in Heaven
and I'm walking with the King.

By Wanda Bencke~
May God bless you.
Love and hugs
Judy

Just to let you know you are in my heart and prayers. We have not forgotten your beautiful Amanda!!
Love and hugs
Judy

Stopping by to let all of you know that not a second goes by when all of you aren't on my mind and in my prayers. Hoping all continues to go well in your neck of the woods.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

Thinking of you lots, love from Poppy and everybody at postpals. xxxxxx

Im sending all my love to you all,

Love

Viks

Hello, just dropping by to send a hug to you









Love Viks on behalf of everyone at Post Pals

Happy Mother's Day to a very special mom. Today may well be one of the most difficult days for you as the world celebrates Mother's Day surrounded by their children and we celebrate knowing one of ours cannot be here - they reside in Heaven.

You are still a very special mom and your angel is showering you with love and kisses. You above all other mothers, have earned the right to be called Mom. You have faced fear, terror, pain and so much suffering for the love of a child. Though our children are not with us in person they are with us in our hearts. You made the ultimate sacrifice and are still left reeling from the pain.

May your heart be filled with love, peace, joy and hope and may the memories of your special, beautiful angel wipe away your tears and comfort you until the day we hold them in our arms again.

With much love and hugs,
Judy

 
Click on the angel to visit my web site:  Catch An Angel

Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 9, 2004 1:40 PM CDT

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Mothers Day Prayer

I Pray for you that on this special Mothers day,
God fills your heart in a truley beautiful way.
And may, He in His reach from heaven above,
Flow the wonderful family spirit, of His love.
I pray He grant, truley sweet and Angelic care,
That you may know, He is, always there.
I pray within God's great vast Love for you
In life, daily onward, In all that you may do,
You feel His love, His strength, His peace,
This Mothers Day blesses a spiritual release.

Have a Blessed Mothers Day

Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
- Thursday, May 6, 2004 11:55 AM CDT

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its been so long since i saw my beautiful angel but i look at a picture of you everynight and while the TAKS was going on everyone saw you and said how cute you were everyone misses you around here and we all wish you were right here beside me saying CHILL and CHIPPIE and M&M i miss you i luv you it has been really quiet without you with a pictue i have a im going to blow it up and hang it up luv ya
Aunt Ashley <babyg4eva030710@aol.com>
- Monday, May 3, 2004 1:17 PM CDT

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I am so sorry for the loss of your precious little girl Amamda. She was a cutie pie. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I have been down this road for a long time and I can tell you that-- As time goes by, the wound in your heart will heal -- not because you have lost your love for Amanda who was so dear to you -- but because you have gained a new strength, and a greater faith. We will see Amanda and Chad again. Thank God for that!!!
Hugs, Carole Chad's mother
I invite you to come and visit Chad and sign his guestbook. My son Chad passed away from cancer at the age of 13. http://chadpendergrass.tripod.com


Carole Pendergrass <philp@inet4u.com>
Henderson, N.C. - Monday, May 3, 2004 10:32 AM CDT

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I am so sorry for the loss of your precious little girl Amanda. She was a cutie pie. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I have been down this road for a long time and I can tell you that-- As time goes by, the wound in your heart will heal -- not because you have lost your love for Amanda who was so dear to you -- but because you have gained a new strength, and a greater faith. We will see Amanda and Chad again. Thank God for that!!!
Hugs, Carole Chad's mother
I invite you to come and visit Chad and sign his guestbook. My son Chad passed away from cancer at the age of 13. http://chadpendergrass.tripod.com


Carole Pendergrass <philp@inet4u.com>
Henderson, N.C. - Monday, May 3, 2004 10:32 AM CDT

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I just thought you could use a hug today. From one grieving mom to another, from my heart to yours (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))).
Love and prayers
Judy
 
Click on the angel to visit my web site:  Catch An Angel

Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
Cookeville, TN - Thursday, April 29, 2004 2:29 AM CDT

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Little Amanda -- I worked on a book that hopefully will put an end one day to the kind of illness that took you away from your mom and dad. We never met but I think of you often. Sleep tight.
Jennifer Cromheecke <jcromheecke@aol.com>
Western Springs, IL - Monday, April 26, 2004 9:21 AM CDT

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You know Amanda i was about to cry during class today but i guess you stopped me from it and help me gainmy muscles back i have been thinking about you a whole lot and the last time i saw you you were a miracle come true i guess God the Lord just needed someone else always say chill and ask for chipies all the time you were a true love
She who dies with the most toys still dies
Luke 12:20-21
Aunt Ashley <babyg4eva030710@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 23, 2004 9:47 PM CDT

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I was just thinking of you all again today, like I do often and was wondering how you are doing... I pray for stregenth and encouragement for your family.

The Northern Family <Jjnorthern68@aol.com>
Deputy, IN Jefferson - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 11:52 AM CDT

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God bless you sweet baby girl. Keep watching over your Mommy and Daddy and PaPa. I know they miss you like crazy. Rest in peace little one
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, April 16, 2004 2:57 PM CDT

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Just to let you know I am thinking of you and praying God fills your heart with strength and peace. None of us should ever have to walk this path. Just take it a moment at a time and please know if I can help I am just a click away.
Love and hugs
Judy
 
Click on the angel to visit my web site:  Catch An Angel

Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 14, 2004 4:42 AM CDT

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I think of you all the time and I continue to pray for you all! This is such a very difficult road to walk, and the hollidays are the worst. I have only been at this for 3and a half months, and it hasn't got any easier. The only thing I can tell you is to lean on the Lord! He is the only one who can get you through! I was angry with him for a very long time, and he still stood by me. Love in Christ, angel Adam's mom
Holly Kindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Monday, April 12, 2004 4:34 PM CDT

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Thinking of you this Easter, Love everyone at Post Pals






viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, April 10, 2004 6:04 PM CDT

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Amanda, I think of you often. I feel so bad for your grandma and papa. I know you are having a great time in heaven being babysat by your great grandparents.
Michael R <MICHAELMTRX@AOL.COM>
Massapequa Park, NY - Thursday, April 8, 2004 5:07 PM CDT

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Praying for you all... You are in my heart and prayers....
Carolyn <Jjnorthern68@aol.com>
Deputy, IN - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 10:21 PM CDT

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Thinking of you and remembering Amanda. She will never be forgotten.
Cathy Rusyniak <Garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, NJ - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 3:15 PM CDT

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WE ALL MISS YOU AMANDA - EVEN THOUGH WE NEVER MET. YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN!!

I CONTINUE TO THINK OF YOU ALL OFTEN AND PRAY YOU GET THRU THE NEXT YEAR OK.
JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH USA - Monday, April 5, 2004 6:14 PM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear of your little angel's passing. I lost my own daughter last July from cancer. She was almost 2. Please accept my prayers for you and your family. I know our little girls are in Heaven right now playing with each other.
Rhonda Wallman <rhondalyoung2003@yahoo.com>
Roselle, IL USA - Monday, April 5, 2004 3:30 PM CDT

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Hi, Its Tammy from Deputy, Indiana and a friend of your sister in law....Leslie!
I just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you today and wishing I knew what to do for you. I cant even imagine how you must feel....but I know how I feel....having two children with disabilities and one with severe epilepsy. I fear for his life alot. Nobody can really say anything to make things better....but maybe just to know that there are people all over the world thinking of you...and feeling your pain.... will maybe help a little. I have never met you or talked to you....but feel as if I have known you forever.... I pray each day that God comforts you and gives you strength.
Tammy Taylor <twoboys4@hotmail.com>
Deputy, IN USA - Monday, April 5, 2004 9:41 AM CDT

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Too many sweet children have died. Too many parents cry! Why do those that love so much, suffer such horrid losses? Why do those that do not care, those that cause pain to their children survive? Life is so unfair...such a sorrow our children must suffer. Our children are so loved...

Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, April 1, 2004 8:40 PM CST

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I am feeling very sad as I read of Amanda's death. I know the sorrow this brings to a family. I will be praying for you.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Thursday, March 25, 2004 5:10 PM CST

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I cant imagine the emptiness and loss you feel, but I am thinking of you all...
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Thursday, March 25, 2004 12:48 AM CST

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I still think of you and pray for you alot! This is an extremely hard road to walk. I pray for strength to go through each and every day. It has been 3 months since I lost my son, and I still have a hard time putting one foot in front of the other, but with God's help we go on. Love, in Christ, Angel Adam's mom.
Holly Kindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 11:14 AM CST

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Your family is in my heart and prayers.... I pray for your stregenth and comfort....
Bless you all
Carolyn <Jjnorthern68@aol.com>
Deputy, IN - Thursday, March 25, 2004 10:50 AM CST

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Sending all of my thoughts, prayers, love and hugs your way!!!

~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~

Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Thursday, March 25, 2004 8:30 AM CST

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Thoughts and prayers are with you...
Kasey Gunde <kasey.gunde@delta.com>
Mount Holly, NC US - Thursday, March 25, 2004 6:59 AM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you. God Bless all of you.
Dee A Mullins www.caringbridge.org/wv/taylor <deemullins@adelphia.net>
Mt Sterling, KY - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:22 PM CST

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Hey! Just wanted to say Amanda was a buetiful little angel and i know she's in a wonderful place now!! God bless!
Kayla Metcalf <kkrose_88_06@hotmail.com>
Brady, Tx united states - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 2:20 PM CST

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You and your entire family are in my thoughts and prayers. The days are long and hard after losing a child, lean on God to get you through. Love in Christ, Angel Adam's mom.
Holly Kindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 11:39 AM CST

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Cheryl and family, our prayers and thoughts from Angel Flight are with you... I hope Jim being there was able to help you if even in a small way... you have touched us in a way I can't describe... may she be at peace... and may those of us left here... find someway to understand and accept what has happened. From all of us at Angel Flight... our love, our hope and our tears... Ciao...Cheri and the staff of Angel Flight West
Cheri Cimmarrusti <cheric@angelflight.org>
Santa Monica, CA USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 9:17 PM CST

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This web page was so cute, to remmber a little angle for who she was. For those parents of this one remmber life goes on and now she is looking over yall, from her home above. So never give up and live life to the fullest.
Donna Burt <byammdonna21@yahoo.com>
Brady, TX US - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 8:00 PM CST

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Words can not express the amount of pain and sorrow I feel for your family. I am horribly saddened to learn of Amandays passing.

No parent should ever have to burry their child..it is simply unfair.

Just keep in mind she is in God's arms now, no more pain..no more suffering...just peace.

God bless little angel Amanda..and you her family..for dealing with her battle..and eventual loss :(

I wish your family the best of luck..it will not be easy..but you will make it. Keep your chins up...smiling at the sky..because your little angel is above..smiling down on you
Kayla <kmarie@downeast.net>
Maine - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 7:12 PM CST

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Dear Conway Family,

I am so sorry for Amanda's death. This is the hardest trial parents/grandparents can ever endure. It is so heartbreaking.

Although suffering is very difficult to understand, our God has plans that are beyond our comprehension now...but that will be beautiful for all eternity.

Amanda's soul is overflowing with joy and she has peace and perfect rest.

I will pray that God make his presence known to your family.

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabrielle, and Noah Gabriel


Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 7:08 PM CST

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I am so sorry to hear about Amanda. I am keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Monday, March 22, 2004 8:54 PM CST

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I will continue to pray for your family. I am so sorry.





kristie <kristie3@adelphia.net>
fairmont, wv usa - Monday, March 22, 2004 8:24 PM CST

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I am so sorry to hear Amanda lost her battle. My prayers and thoughts are with you. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 10:24 AM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss....I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
Mary Ulrich
Big Rapids, MI - Monday, March 22, 2004 9:27 AM CST

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I am so sorry I am taking so long to sign in after your loss. Please know that you have been and will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings to you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, March 22, 2004 7:19 AM CST

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May beautiful memories of Amanda give you comfort. And when you are weak, hold onto God's hand and He will give you strength. If you fall, not to worry, He will carry you.
I am praying that his love will comfort you in your time of sorrow.
Kay Bigler
Spring Branch, Tx USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 1:54 AM CST

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Conway family,
I am at a loss for words. I am deeply saddened. It's so unfair! May you find peace in knowing that someday you will be reunited with your precious little angel,Amanda. My prayers and thoughts are with you.
Georgina Griego..(aunt of Alexia g. Bravo earned wings 1/17/03) <gygriego@aol.com>
Lakewood, Ca U.S.A - Sunday, March 21, 2004 10:54 PM CST

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Little ones to Him belong; Everything is done for the Glory of God. God bless us all!
Kurt L. Hickson <khickson@cox.net>
Lubbock, TX - Sunday, March 21, 2004 10:10 PM CST

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God saw the road was getting rough,
The hills were hard to climb,
He gently closed those loving eyes
And whispered, "Peace be Thine."

The weary hours, the days of pain,
The sleepless nights are passed.
The ever patient, worn-out frame
Has found peace at last.

"She is serananded by Angels"

My heart is so sad-

Jo Beth Soniga
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, March 21, 2004 12:52 AM CST

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God saw the road was getting rough,
The hills were hard to climb,
He gently closed those loving eyes
And whispered, "Please be Thine."

The weary hours, the days of pain,
The sleepless nights are passed.
The ever patient, worn-out frame
Has found peace at last.

"She is serananded by Angels"

My heart is so sad-

Jo Beth Soniga
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, March 21, 2004 12:49 AM CST

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I am so, so sorry you had to say goodbye to your amazing little girl here on this earth...someday her sweet little
arms will greet you in Heaven and hold you close again.
Until that day, may God truly hold you close in his arms
and take you through each given day. Amanda was such a
lucky princess to know such love and devotion from her
family while being here for a few years, and now she will
be smiling down upon her mommy and daddy, always! All of
you will be in our hearts and prayers for many, many days
to come. In His love, Holly Fisher in California
Holly L. Fisher <HolynnF@aol.com>
Alta Loma, CA USA - Sunday, March 21, 2004 3:57 AM CST

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I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Kellie Langemeier <kelliel@verizon.net>
Portsmouth, VA - Saturday, March 20, 2004 9:12 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with your whole family. I am so, so sorry for the loss of your beautiful little girl. At least she is now at peace... and she will live on in the hearts of those who loved her forever.
Harriett <hwoina@adelphia.net>
CT USA - Saturday, March 20, 2004 8:48 PM CST

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I am so sorry to hear of your precious angel's passing.
you are in my prayers.
Phyllis and Maddie <prc7186@aol.com>
Hamilton, NJ USA - Saturday, March 20, 2004 2:46 PM CST

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I'm so sorry to learn of Amanda's passing. I wish you and your family peace and the comfort of love and memories.

Heaven has a very special angel. Amanda was blessed to have just the right family during her short life on earth.

Warm regards,
Janet




Janet Hatfield <janet-hatfield@comcast.net>
WA - Saturday, March 20, 2004 12:56 AM CST

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Stopping in to offer my most sincere condolences once again. That picture of *Amanda* on the front of her CB page is absolutely beautiful! Please know all of you will forever be in my thoughts and prayers.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~

Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Saturday, March 20, 2004 10:53 AM CST

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im really sorry bout your lose but dont worrie amber, my sister, n god will watch over her. i send my blessingz to the family.
marissa la fon <babygigglez152001@yahoo.com>
spring lake, nc - Friday, March 19, 2004 9:29 PM CST

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sorry for ur loss and i bet she was the best gurl and the cutiest
mark <mexicanguy_2890@yahoo.com>
houston , tx - Friday, March 19, 2004 8:27 PM CST

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Thinking of you at this time of loss.
Tracy M <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Friday, March 19, 2004 8:04 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at his most sad time.
Kasey Gunde <topgund@aol.com>
Mount Holly, NC US - Friday, March 19, 2004 7:51 PM CST

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I read your news yesterday evening about an hour after Amanda passed...I had to find the right thing to say before I posted a message. But, there is no right thing to say. I am so sorry for your loss, but so relieved for you all that the agonizing waiting and watching is over. Nobody should ever have to watch their child pass away. Just remember that God did show mercy to dear Amanda in her final days. He made her transition peaceful, and that is truly a blessing. I will keep your family in my prayers to find peace and live your lives with Amanda in your hearts forever. She will always be your beautiful Angel and she will never leave you. With love, hugs and prayers
www.caringbridge.org/ca/jordan
Angela Atherton <angatherton@comcast.net>
Murrieta, CA USA - Friday, March 19, 2004 7:48 PM CST

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We are sorry to hear of Amanda's going Home. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. God Bless.
Dee A Mullins www.caringbridge.org/wv/taylor <deemullins@adelphia.net>
Mount Sterling, KY - Friday, March 19, 2004 6:17 PM CST

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I am so truly sorry to hear the news. I guess she is in a better place, but I know as her parents you wanted her here. I will never understand why these kids have to go through so much.... and I pray good memories of her are of some comfort to you
Chris - Gooch's mom
Share the Love (formerly Adopt a Kid's Site)
- Friday, March 19, 2004 5:26 PM CST

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JUST BECAUSE;

Just because I no longer
stand in front of your eyes
doesn't mean you can't see me.
Close them,
I am there.

Just because I no longer
answer when you call my name
doesn't mean you can't hear me.
Speak softly, listen carefully,
there is my voice.

Just because I can no longer
touch your hands
doesn't mean you can't feel me.
Hold on to another,
my arms are there.

Just because I am no longer there
to show you I love you
doesn't mean my love is gone.
Place your hand on your heart,
feel its beat.
I am there.

Know that I am with God.

Know that God is with you.

And in that we are still with each other.

Just because...


I AM SO VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. WHAT A WONDERFUL ANGEL HEAVEN HAS GAINED. I WILL BE THINKING AND PRAYING FOR YOU ALL FOR THE DAYS AHEAD.



JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH USA - Friday, March 19, 2004 4:33 PM CST

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We are going to miss her smiling face and her delightful charm. We can learn much from her short life. She kept smiling thru her much adversity and so should we. May the Lord Jesus comfort your hearts thru this great loss. This one thing I know, that she is now is the presence of the Lord God Almighty. May this knowledge also comfort your hearts.
DeWayne Hilburn <dewayneh3712@msn.com>
Lubbock, Tx Lubbock - Friday, March 19, 2004 3:47 PM CST

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We are so sorry for the loss of your precious little girl. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers. God bless.
Robin Boger
Lewisville, NC - Friday, March 19, 2004 2:48 PM CST

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Another angel takes flight.

My deepest, most sincere sympathy and condolences to each and every one of you!! Amanda was a fighter, there is no doubt about that! She is now pain free, free to fly in the Heavens and watch over all of you!
We lost our precious Pam on Oct. 7, 2003, so I know what you are going through. There are no words that can ease the pain.
I would just like to share a saying that was on the card my wife Diane picked out, and we bought for Pam:

If you were a star
That wasn’t expected back
In the universe
For a thousand years,
I’d wait.

If you were the sky
And everyone went inside
When you got sad
And started to rain,
I’d stay.

And if you were a peach
And the world decided to get rid of all peaches,
I’d pick you up,
Put you in my pocket…

AND KEEP YOU……..FOREVER.

I would also like to share, with you and your family, a poem that was put on Pams website:
God's Garden


God looked around His garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon the earth
And saw your tired face

He put His arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God's garden must be beautiful,
He always takes the best

He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain,
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again.

He saw the road was getting rough
And the hills were hard to climb
So He closed your weary eyelids,
And whispered "Peace Be Thine."

It breaks our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.

You are all in our prayers. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

Frank father of ANGEL Pam (www.caringbridge.org/ny/pamostrowski) <frmurato@nyct.com>
SYOSSET, NY USA - Friday, March 19, 2004 2:23 PM CST

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Prayers and thoughts to you from Georgia. I am saddened but know that Amanda is with Jesus and no longer suffering in this world as we know it. Keep the faith for heaven is victory!
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga USA - Friday, March 19, 2004 12:05 AM CST

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Amanda, we are so happy you are out of pain, running and playing in Heaven. We will pray for your family, who are left here with all the pain and hurt. WAtch over them.
Rhonda <rocon99@aol.com>
Monee, Il - Friday, March 19, 2004 11:39 AM CST

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I am deeply saddened by your loss! Please know that you are in my prayers! Amanda was received into heaven by all the beautiful little angels already there, I am sure. She is playing and laughing and having a good time.Unfortunately her pain is now yours, and it cuts like a knife, I know. Praying for peace for all of you, angel Adam's mom.
Holly Kindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Friday, March 19, 2004 11:12 AM CST

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I'm so sorry that your beautiful girl is gone. It is just not right that these innocent children are losing thier battle's with this disease. At least we know that Amanda will never suffer again and that she is happy and free in Heaven. I know that isn't a lot of consolaltion now, I lost my daughter to this disease also. You will always miss your girl...God can give you peace and bless you to be able to go on. My prayers are with you
Gina Colby
- Friday, March 19, 2004 10:42 AM CST

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Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jennifer Weston <jennifer.weston@bms.com>
Seneca Falls, NY U.S.A. - Friday, March 19, 2004 10:05 AM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Teri
Nashville, TN - Friday, March 19, 2004 9:39 AM CST

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thinking of you
«♥Angel Mitchell♥»

abbie <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca>
- Friday, March 19, 2004 9:35 AM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss, but from your recent entries - I'm sure it brings some peace to you that her suffering is finally over. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Cathy Rusyniak <Garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, NJ - Friday, March 19, 2004 9:18 AM CST

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God bless you Amanda and family. Heaven has received the most beautiful angel. Take comfort in knowing that she is at peace. Congratulations on your sunset Amanda. Hugs and Kisses to you sweet baby girl. My deepest sympathy to Amanda's family. Now Amanda can enjoy ALL the M&M's and chippies she wants. Wishing the best. Love you Amanda!!! Congratulations on your wings !!!!!
Andrea Elza <www.shancrma@aol.com>
Fairmont, WV United States - Friday, March 19, 2004 7:48 AM CST

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Praying for your family now. I'm sorry for your loss, Amanda is with our heavenly father now, no more pain. Thinking of you~
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Friday, March 19, 2004 7:46 AM CST

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i'm sorry for your loss. I hope you will be able to feel Amanda's presence and love in your heart after the first shock has passed.
Peace and love to you and your family
mia
Mia <miafriedrich@lincsat.com>
Staffa, ON Canada - Friday, March 19, 2004 4:34 AM CST

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Words can not express how profoundly sad I am to hear of Amanda's passing. What comforts me is knowing that she is no longer in pain and that she has God's arms wrapped around her now. I only met her that one time, but her little spirit touched my heart. I will miss her terribly and my thoughts and prayers go out to her family. Charity be strong sweetie and know that I will always be here for you, I love you and I miss you. Be strong and have faith.
Tammy Soniga
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, March 19, 2004 3:31 AM CST

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My prayers continue for your family. Even though I am so sad for your family, I am thankful that Amanda has received God's complete healing in heaven. You have all been so faithful in taking care of her. I will never forget how cute she was the day that you were shopping with her at the store. Take care, and God bless you. Ellna Henry
Ellna Henry <ehenry@lcisd.net>
Lubbock, TX United States - Friday, March 19, 2004 0:51 AM CST

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I am so sorry. God bless you.
Robert <riverboy1@msn.com>
Van Nuys, CA - Friday, March 19, 2004 0:37 AM CST

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Michael and family,
Your beautiful Amanda is now one of God's beautiful angels.
She is finally at peace where that terrible disease cannot make her sick anymore. Remember her laughter.And hold on to the thought that someday you will see her again in that heavenly mansion in the sky. My deepest condolences. My thoughts and prayers are with each and every one of you.
Take care & God bless. We will chat soon.........LOVE,Maryann
Maryann Cooper <maryann16101@yahoo.com>
New Castle, PA USA - Friday, March 19, 2004 0:23 AM CST

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Dear beautiful Amanda has now returned to everlasting blissful Love - from which she came. She no longer has to endure the terrible earthly pain.
My deepest condolences to each of you who have suffered this devastating loss of your Angel.
Chuck
- Thursday, March 18, 2004 11:58 PM CST

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Please know all of you are in my thoughts and prayers as you go through this extremely difficult time. Though it makes me feel good knowing *Amanda* is finally pain free and comfortable, it breaks my heart knowing how lost all of you must be feeling at this time.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~

Shannon, Jeff & Samantha Therese <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Thursday, March 18, 2004 11:43 PM CST

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Congratulations to Amanda! Im sure you grieve and hurt, but you know that she is at peace and pain free. Always in my thoughts and prayers,
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Thursday, March 18, 2004 10:43 PM CST

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Our loss is heavens gain. Beautiful Amanda- you are finally able to be healthy ad happy. Watch over your family- they need strength right now.
My love to you all

Angela Downing <downingwolf@msn.com>
Logan, ut - Thursday, March 18, 2004 10:32 PM CST

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Though I have not ever signed the guestbook, I have checked in on you all often. There hasn't been a day that has gone by that I haven't prayed for your strength and for peace and comfort for Amanda. I will continue to pray for your strength and I will give my thanks for the peace and comfort God granted Amanda.
A friend <tmytty@cox.net>
- Thursday, March 18, 2004 10:07 PM CST

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I am so sorry for your loss.. but glad she is pain free, you are right she earned her wings. Bless you all, you are in my heart and prayers. Keep looking up to God to find comfort.
Carolyn Northern <Jjnorthern68@aol.com>
Deputy, IN - Thursday, March 18, 2004 9:23 PM CST

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We are so sorry,
Stephen and Karrie
Karrie <bomarfamily@yahoo.com>
Keizer, or - Thursday, March 18, 2004 9:16 PM CST

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I am so sorry for you and your family. Amanda is with my grandson Jimmie. The lord will give them all the love they need. He will give you the strength to get threw this. I lost my Jimmie one year ago March 22.2003 I will continue to pray for you and your family. Take care of your self.
Jennie Liamero <Jennierai1@aol.com>
Dayton , NJ - Thursday, March 18, 2004 8:46 PM CST

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I know she is in a better place and at peace....but my heart breaks to hear Amanda has passed away. Your family is in my prayers!!! Again...I am just so sorry for your loss.

Tammy Taylor <twoboys4@hotmail.com>
Deputy, In USA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 8:21 PM CST

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Thinking of you tonight during this time. The Lord has another beautiful angel in his presence.
Sandra K. <cymomtx@yahoo.com>
Cypress, TX - Thursday, March 18, 2004 8:08 PM CST

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We felt the same way when our two year old granddaughter passed away. You feel so helpless. We knew Cheanelle was going when she suddenly got a fascination with Angels. Praying that her transition is peaceful. Actually praying that she has no transition at all, but I guess that is up to God. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Love, Karen
AngelGrammaL@netscape.net <AngelGrammaL@netscape.net>
Selkirk, NY USA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 1:30 PM CST

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My heart is breaking for you. Just hold her and love her while she is still with you.
Mary
Mi - Thursday, March 18, 2004 8:20 AM CST

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I am praying for Amanda. I know the sorrow of watching a child slowly slip away to be with Jesus. May those who know you best draw close to you and may Jesus Himself be your strength and comfort.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Wednesday, March 17, 2004 11:11 PM CST

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Amanda & your family our in my prayers.
Julie <juliebrn@yahoo.com>
Republic, MO USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 11:09 PM CST

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I am so sorry you are going thru this. I continue to pray that soon Amanda will be fully with Jesus. Please seek help from someone who has gone thru this. They may help you in some way.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 7:26 PM CST

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Saying a prayer for peace for Amanda.
Sandra K <cymomtx@yahoo.com>
Cypress, TX - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 5:56 PM CST

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Dear Sweet Amanda,
I am praying for peace for you sweetheart. Fly on the wings of an angel to your heavenly father above, and he will give you peace. To Amanda's family, this is the hardest thing in the world to do, I know because I have done it, but sometimes they need to be told that it is okay for them to go to Jesus, that you and the rest of the family will miss her terribly, but you want her to be happy and healthy again. Like I said it is the hardest thing in the world to do, but once we told our little boy that he could go and we would be okay, he went peacefuly withing a few minutes. I am praying very hard for your whole family! Love in Christ, Angel Adam's mom.
Holly Kindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 1:31 PM CST

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May god comfort you in knowing that Amanda's soul is already an angel, and is playing in god's playground with all the other angel children. I wish you comfort and stregnth to see Amanda's body through the rest of her jouney. God bless you. No words can express what it will be like when her journey is over, but I think of every child as a gift from god. God made your gift so special sweet, beautiful and a fighter. God knew that Amanda's soul was so special that it could not stay in her sick body. So he took her home where she is not sick anymore. She is now be as sweet, special and beautiful as she wants.
Andrea Elza <www.shancrma@aol.com>
Fairmont, Wv United States - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 1:09 PM CST

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I am so very sorry for the pain you all are going through.
You have our thoughts and prayers

Love from the Heron Family and Christopher our Angel in Heaven

Mary Heron <christopher94@hotmail.com>
Shelburne, Ontario, Canada - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 1:07 PM CST

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I am so sorry to read you are still in this situation - what a fighter Amanda is!! Try to stay strong. I am praying for her to move on and be healed in the arms of Jesus.
Cathy Rusyniak <Garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, NJ - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 11:16 AM CST

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Hi sweet one! I am continuing to pray for you. I pray that you are not in pain and that you will be all better soon. Peace and comfort for your sweet family. I truly dont know how they cope. It has to be with the grace of God. I know that us mommy's want to fix everything and take all of our children's burdens upon ourselves.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 10:25 AM CST

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~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

Hi there, sweetie. It's early in the morning and you were on my mind (as usual) so I thought I'd pop in to say "Hi!" I hope you're as comfortable as you possibly can be and aren't experiencing any pain at this time. I've mentioned this before and I'll say it again, you are one VERY tough girl.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~

Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 3:33 AM CST

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My heart has been captured by Amanda's fight. She is one tough little lady. My prayers are with you during this very hard time.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Wednesday, March 17, 2004 0:52 AM CST

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I check Amanda's update all the time. My heart goes out to Amanda and her family. You all are constantly in our prayers.
Jennette, Jeff & Jackie Otken <Jennette123@aol.com>
Dayton, NJ USA - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 12:26 AM CST

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I just found Amanda's site from the ShareTheLove organization. I am keeping your precious daughter in my prayers. May God protect all of you through this difficult time.
Hugs from Karen
Karen LaMountain <AngelGrammaL@netscape.net>
Selkirk, NY USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 8:20 PM CST

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Hello, Some jokes for you today,

What's a teddy bears favourite pasta ?
Tagliateddy !
Why shouldn't you take a bear to the zoo ?
Because they'd rather go to the cinema !
What is a bear's favourite drink ?
Koka-Koala !



Love Viks



viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, March 15, 2004 7:08 PM CST

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I am at such a loss for words.... Please know that I am thinking of you and your family.... Amanda...what a brave little girl she is. I only wish I could do more to help.
Thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers....
Tammy Taylor
Tammy Taylor <twoboys4@hotmail.com>
Deputy, IN USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 11:32 AM CST

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Just wanted to let you all know that I prayed for you this morning. I check on you often but have never left a message.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 9:37 AM CST

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I cannot even imagine how hard it is watching your baby suffer. I just want to let you know that I have put Amanda and your family on our Lenten Prayer and Fasting List . For the remainder of Lent we have adopted some families to focus on and yours is one of them. Please know that you are cared for and loved. I will continue to check in for updates so that we can pray specifically. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:46 AM CST

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There are times when I am at a loss for words. Times when I cannot express the sorrow I feel when I read of the sadness you are enduring.I want to reach through this computer and HELP. I want to make things better...easier...lighten your load. You carry such a heavy burden- such a deep sorrow. I pray that you find the gentle relief of peace upon you. I pray that strength remain with all of you who love Amanda so much. I pray that you can understand...that you can find a calm moment and feel the love & prayers of those who are thinking of you.
Angie Downing <downingwolf@msn.com>
Logan, Ut - Sunday, March 14, 2004 11:26 PM CST

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Dearest family,
I found Amanda's page today for the first time and read through your past entries. I don't know how I can say this with such sureness, but somewhere in me knows that your sweet Amanda is not suffering.

It may seem that she is "wasting away" and lingering but I think the real fact is that her spirit has gone. Her young body keeps pumping and working because it is so young -- I am so sorry. It is just her body now that is working to shut down.

I hope you can find peace and rejoice in the love that Amanda has brought you in her short life. There are angels amongst us and she is surely one.
Eliza <ebell_bt@hotmail.com>
San Francisco, CA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 12:27 AM CST

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.....and that is just what we will do, PRAY WITHOUT CEASING! I found your link off Samantha's page, her Mom, Shannon, does such a great job keeping everyone informed of special prayer needs. We are praying for you ALL!

Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mom

**Connor's page**
<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America! - Sunday, March 14, 2004 10:44 AM CST

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i wish you the best of luck and she will be in our prayers...best of luck to you :)
Jose <mom1963@aol.com>
Salem, OR USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 1:26 AM CST

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~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

You're such a survivor, sweetheart. My thoughts and prayers are always with you and your family.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~

Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Saturday, March 13, 2004 3:51 AM CST

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I am sure that it may seem like God has left you alone, but know that He is there with you, Amanda and your family, I don't know why things happen the way they do, I wish I could help and take away your hurt or at least ease it. Please remember that God is with you always. He will take care of your Amanda. Praying for you to have stregenth and comfort. Hugs to you all.
Carolyn <Jjnorthern68@aol.com>
Deputy, IN Jefferson - Friday, March 12, 2004 9:05 PM CST

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Still thinking of you often.
Dawn Anderson aka Chayton's mommy www.caringbridge.com/page/chaytonanderson <dandi77us@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN - Friday, March 12, 2004 7:36 PM CST

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Know that God will always be with you, whatever your family and Amanda need. He is with you! And he will never give you more than you can bear. I know that these times are so rough...it's hard to imagine any goodness. But, just hold on a little longer...Amanda will soon be with Jesus in paradise and her pain will be gone. God bless you and your family.
Erin <dblander@aol.com>
Los Angeles, CA - Friday, March 12, 2004 5:42 PM CST

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God WILL get you through this, even if it doesnt seem possible. Her body is dying, but her spirit is soaring, and the spirit is really who you are, not the physical body. The physical body just carries the spirit and the soul until it dies, then she is free to go to Jesus and Heaven. Yes, the pain is excruciating, but He will get you through it.
Peggy C <cornelp@ccf.org>
Cleveland, Ohio USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 3:17 PM CST

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Dear Amanda and family,
I am praying for you.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Friday, March 12, 2004 3:11 PM CST

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I am so sorry that you and your precious little girl are going through this!! I will continue to keep all of you in my prayers.

~Holding you close in my heart~
Amy Heidt <suzyhsmows@aol.com>
Billings, MT USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 3:11 PM CST

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Dear Amanda's family,

I am so sorry that this heartwrenching experience is being drawn out for so long. I will continue to pray for Amanda and for a peaceful, painless journey. We have to trust that God has a reason for keeping her here a little longer. With much love

Angela Atherton <angatherton@comcast.net>
Murrieta, CA USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 12:53 AM CST

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Dear Amanda's mom,
During the time that I was watching my "angel" struggle for life, I held onto the serenity prayer. "God grant me the serenity to accept the things, I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference." I am praying without ceasing! Feel free to e-mail me anytime that you need to talk or vent. I'm a good listener! Love in Christ, angel Adam's mom.
Holly Kindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 9:09 AM CST

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sending love and healing energy to Amanda and the whole family.
mia
http://www.the-healing-tree.com
mia <miafriedrich@lincsat.com>
staffa, on canada - Friday, March 12, 2004 5:06 AM CST

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It hurts me to hear the pain in your heart. I am praying for peace and strength for you and your beautiful daughter. I am a mommy also, and I will pray for you everyday. We can't understand things like this, but trust that God is in control and He loves you and your baby more than you can imagine. Love from West Virginia.
Kristie <kristie3@adelphia.net>
Fairmont, WV USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 4:31 AM CST

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(((((hug))))))
Courtney <taylormom316@webtv.net>
CA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 9:25 PM CST

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After talking to you at the store last night, I read the journal this morning. You have done such a great job. You are always smiling and working hard when I'm in the store. After taking care of both of my parents during cancer treatment, I do know some of your daily trials. I continue to pray for you and your family. Take care, and God bless you. Ellna Henry
Ellna Henry <ehenry@lcisd.net>
Lubbock, TX United Stated - Thursday, March 11, 2004 2:57 PM CST

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I found Amanda's website a few weeks ago. Your precious little girl made such an impact on me that I marked her site as a favorite place. I check in every day to see if you have had a chance to post on her condition. I can't even imagine going through what your family is going through and still be able to go on. You have one lucky little girl. I truely wish I had the answer to the "why" but obviously I don't. My prayers are with you and Amanda.
Sam Ouellette <toughmom6@aol.com>
ME - Thursday, March 11, 2004 11:25 AM CST

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I'm so sorry you are going through this. Know that God is with you and with Amanda..he has a very special plan for her. I am so sorry,I don't know why either..just know there is a reason. Know that I'm praying for you. I wish I had something to say to help you all. I'll check up on you again soon.
Love and prayers
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 7:17 AM CST

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Reading your journal today, brings back memories that are so old but still so vivid. I lost my grandmother in 1982 and my Father in 1989, both were in hospice care.

I'm praying for you during these difficult moments.
Sandra K <cymomtx@yahoo.com>
Cypress, TX US - Thursday, March 11, 2004 6:18 AM CST

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I am so, so sorry that this is happening to you. I know that this pain is unbearable. Please hold on and pray. God is merciful, he will be with you and He is with Amanda now.
~Sarah, please help Amanda...she will be seeing you soon, help her find her way to Jesus quickly and easily.

Gina colby
- Thursday, March 11, 2004 0:54 AM CST

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Reading your journal, I just hear the pain in your words...I don't understand either...I know that is no help at all...just know we are praying for you all.
Janet Sims, mom to Angel Janie, Janie's Page <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 11:12 PM CST

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Cheryl,

I am so sorry to hear that you are hurting so bad. I check daily for updates on Amanda hoping to hear what you are saying, that she will be healed or peacefully taken to Heaven. Hearing what you are saying brings tears to my eyes and such an aching pain in my heart. I know that it hurts! I am so sorry that you and Michael have to watch your precious baby go through this. I know how you feel. Damnit!! It is not fair! I do hold onto faith that one day when we are meant to know WHY? we will. That is what keeps me going. You too will make it to that day. Amanda knows that you are there. She knows that you are doing all that you can. She loves you with every single ounce she has. Don't you forget that. She won't! I send lots of love and hugs to your household. Please call me if you need to talk or just need someone to let it all out on. I am here for you.

Peace and strength be with you.


Love,
Christy
Christy <christyspence@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 10:17 PM CST

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i have no words that can make you feel better. I do want you to know we are praying each day for you guys!
Alysha <taylin12@aol.com>
Clinton, MS USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 9:58 PM CST

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I am so very sorry. Not that losing a child is something anyone should ever have to endure, but to have to slowly see them ebb away from you, its got to be unbearable. I will never understand why children have to deal with any of this anyway, when any of us as parents would gladly switch places, but all I ever pray is that at least if it has to happen is is as peaceful and painless as possible. We are all thinking of you...
Chris - Gooch's mom
Share the Love (formerly Adopt a Kid's Site)
- Wednesday, March 10, 2004 5:44 PM CST

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It is the most asked question of cancer moms "WHY". and no it just isnt fair it just sucks, i could tell you to take it a day at a time but ya know what when someone told me that just before my son passed away i lashed out, its so hard to keep your sanity. just know that we are thinking of you and amanda and you have got alot of people that are praying for amanda.
prayers
abbie
«♥Angel Mitchell♥» <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca>
- Wednesday, March 10, 2004 5:12 PM CST

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I agree with Angel Adam's mom and Greg. Believe in both of what they say and just ask God for strength to get thru the next days. My heart just aches for you all so much. I hope she will completely arrive in heaven soon! Many prayers sent your way.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 5:01 PM CST

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Just a note to say how very sorry I am that Amanda must endure such adversity. I am praying for you and your family. May God grant your little angel peace either here on earth or in his beautiful heaven.
Melony <mellygirl70@comcast.net>
Valparaiso, IN - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 2:56 PM CST

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Keeping You in my prayers from now on..

Susanne Håkansson <lehte56@hotmail.com>
Simrishamn, Skane Sweden - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 1:51 PM CST

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I just found Amanda's site and am sorry to read about Amanda's condition. I will keep her and your family in my prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 8:53 AM CST

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Amanda's mom and family,
You are right. It most certainly is not fair! I watched my son lose the ability to do everything as well, and it stinks! Someone told me though, that when they are like this, they are not really here, they have one foot here and one foot in heaven. I really don't think they feel everything. God is merciful, even though it does not seem like it right now. And I know that right now you are praying for him to take her and give her peace, but there will come a time after when you wish that you could just hold her again. So cherish each time that you hold her and hold her as much as you can. I am praying for you and Amanda and the entire family. Love, Angel Adam's mom.
www.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
kenton, Oh USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 8:44 AM CST

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Dear Michael and Family,
Just checking in to see how precious,beautiful Amanda is doing.Hugs and kisses to you baby girl.Michael,you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.Take care of each other and keep in touch when you can. LOVE,MARYANN
Maryann Cooper <maryann16101@yahoo.com>
New Castle, PA. USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 2:29 AM CST

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~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

Hi hon. I wanted to stop by to let you know I'm thinking of you tonight. I hope you're doing as well as you possibly can be. Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you always.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~

Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 10:54 PM CST

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In all my days as a nurse, I can never know all that loved ones experience along the long and arduous road you are travelling. But I do know that the human spirit is a fierce and tenacious entity, almost as palpable as the softness of a cheek. As audible as the breaths that follow one after the other. As incredible as the unknown factor that guides the heart to keep its rhythmic beating in the face of such adversity. Please, celebrate Amanda’s will. Revel in her spirit… fighting, clutching, and clinging to this earthly time. For it is her spirit… everything wonderful about her, the bright light which has shined on you for far too shortly…which is showing itself to you in each beat of that tiny heart, every breath taken into that little chest. That same spirit, her light, her love… will ultimately reside in your heart, your mind, and your soul for the rest of your days.
Greg <gmartintx@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 9, 2004 5:09 PM CST

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Praying for you Amanda and your family.
Love
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 7:31 AM CST

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Sending you hugs and kisses to you Amanda, sweet baby girl.
Andrea Elza <www.shancrma@aol.com>
Fairmont, WV United States - Monday, March 8, 2004 3:15 PM CST

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Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you and your family and praying for comfort for your beautiful baby girl. Just hold her and love her and know that God picked you special to be her parents. He knew you would be the best.
Lynda <bobodum@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, ga - Monday, March 8, 2004 7:45 AM CST

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Amanda!

I pray for you and your family.take care little friend.I pray.

laura

www.caringbridge.org/europe/laura
laura <laurasarkadi@hotmail.com>
budapest, Hungary - Monday, March 8, 2004 1:17 AM CST

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~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

Thinking of you and praying for you every minute of every day.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~

Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Monday, March 8, 2004 0:42 AM CST

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You are never far from my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry that you all have to go through this horrifying ordeal! I know what it is like to watch your baby suffer! They become different little people, who do not want to be touched or hugged, it is awful. I pray for God to wrap his mighty arms around you all at this awful time, and I pray that somehow Amanda will be healed, be it heavenly or earthly. Much love is being sent to you today. Keep fighting.God bless, Angel Adam's mom forever.

HollyKindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 2:05 PM CST

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Sending you prayers and love. I hope that you all may find some peace in knowing that many people care. God cares. You are never alone! You remain in my thoughts a thousand times each day.
Angie Downing <downinwolf@msn.com>
Logan, UT - Sunday, March 7, 2004 0:33 AM CST

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I FEEL THE SAME WAY YOU DO! WHY? WHY? WHY? THIS IS DEFINETLY NOT FAIR. I THANK GOD THAT MY COUSIN TYLER WILSON, DID NOT HANG ON LIKE AMANDA. HE WENT QUICKLY WITHOUT MUCH NOTICE BUT PEACEFULLY. I PRAYED THAT GOD WOULD NOT PUT YOU THRU THIS. TO WATCH HER JUST FADE AWAY IS NOT FAIR TO YOU ALL. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE REASON IS BUT HE WILL LET YOU KNOW WHEN YOU MEET YOUR DAUGHTER IN HEAVEN ONE DAY. I CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR AMANDA TO PEACEFULLY GO TO HEAVEN AND FOR YOU TO HAVE PEACE WITH THAT.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Friday, March 5, 2004 7:58 PM CST

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I just want you to know that I think of you often. I too have been down the same road when my son died of an ATRT brain tumor. I can relate to everything you describe. I intend to write you a hand written letter as soon as I can. I don't know if it helps at all to know that there are others out there who know what you're going through, but please know that you are thought of and cared for.
Jackie <writer0823@juno.com>
Arlington, TX USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 6:01 PM CST

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I do not know what to say except that I am so sorry for this road you must travel. I pray for you to have your bubbly girl back too....and would love for our wonderful God to bring that miracle to you. I still believe it can happen. Be strong.....Amanda is so lucky to have you all. God Bless.
Amanda sweetie.......you are so precious and such a fighter! Love to you sweetheart!
lori <nevlor_2000@yahoo.com>
baldwin park, ca usa - Friday, March 5, 2004 12:33 AM CST

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My prayers are with your entire family.
Judy Grumish www.ryangrumish.com <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, IL USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 11:24 AM CST

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Thinking of you today. Try and hang in there - hopefully she will soon be at peace.
Cathy Rusyniak <Garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, nj - Friday, March 5, 2004 10:38 AM CST

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You are in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless You All.
Dee A Mullins www.caringbridge.org/wv/taylor <deemullins@adelphia.net>
Mount Sterling, KY - Friday, March 5, 2004 6:55 AM CST

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DEAREST AMANDA AND HER FAMILY, I AM ONE OF MICHAELS INTERNET FRIENDS AND THOUGH WE HAVE NEVER MET IN PERSON I WISH I WAS THERE RIGHT NOW TO GIVE ALL OF YOU A SPECIAL HUG. AMANDA YOUR A BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL.YOUR FIGHT HAS BEEN AMAZING AND I HOPE YOU KEEP FIGHTING BABY.GOD IS WITH YOU SWEETIE AND MAY YOUR FAMILY FIND STRENGTH AND COMFORT IN HIM. IM CREATING A PRAYER CHAIN FOR YOU SWEETIE.I RECENTLY LOST BOTH MY PARENTS - ONE TO CANCER SO I FEEL I UNDERSTAND SOME OF WHAT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE GOING THROUGH.I KNOW THIS IS HARD ON DADDY AND ALL THE FAMILY BUT THE ANGELS WILL TAKE CARE YOU SWEETHEART. MICHAEL PLEASE GIVE HER HUGS AND KISSES FOR ME.I PRAY SHE STAYS COMFORTABLE AND PAIN FREE. SENDING LOTS OF HUGS BABY GIRL. YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. MICHAEL HANG IN THERE AND IM ALWAYS HERE IF YOU WANT TO TALK. ENJOY YOUR BEAUTIFUL ANGEL WHILE YOU CAN. TAKE CARE OF EACH OTHER. ALL MY LOVE,MARYANN
maryann cooper <maryann16101@yahoo.com>
new castle , PA united states - Thursday, March 4, 2004 3:06 PM CST

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Hi Amanda,
Juat checking up on you. Glad to hear that you put up a fight!!! My daughter hates to have her face washed too!!! I wish you peace and comfort. I just want to hold and kiss ya, so please tell everyone to give you extra kisses and hugs from me.
Andrea Elza <www.shancrma@aol.com>
Fairmont, WV United States - Thursday, March 4, 2004 8:36 AM CST

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Hello Amanda and family,
This is my first time visiting your site,I saw it on Share the love. As I read your story I was at a loss of words. My heart breaks for you and your family. You are such a strong, beautiful, and brave little girl. I pray that God brings your family peace and comfort during this difficult time.

Love,
The Gilliam Family
Misti <gilliamfam@msn.com & www.caringbridge.org/tn/zoeymoriah>
Limestone, Tn USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 5:56 PM CST

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Hope you get well soon. My prayers are with you. Put all faith in God's hands and with enough prayer everything will turn around. Keep the faith. Lots of love too.
Teri B. S.
Lubbock, Tx Lubbock - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 9:00 PM CST

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~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

Hi hon. I'm in the middle of getting Sammi ready for school {I guess that includes checking on CaringBridge kiddies} and I wanted to take a minute to tell you that all of my prayers are still headed your way. It's obvious you still have a lot of fight left in you and I LOVED hearing about you putting up a fight during your bath. Good for you, hon! I'm sure your parents were just as happy to see that! You know, Samantha isn't crazy about getting her hair washed. She loves playing in the tub and doesn't mind being washed up, but she flips out when I pour water over her head to get all of the soap out. Your story reminded me of her.

Keep fighting, sweetheart!

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~

Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 6:53 AM CST

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Just wanted you to know that we are praying in California
for comfort for your beautiful little girl, Amanda, and
strength and peace for all of you. It's so hard to know
what to say; I can't understand exactly what you are all
going through because my children haven't gone through this.
My heart does feel broken for your pain and glad that Amanda
has known such love from you in her life here. May God simply hold all of you close in his arms during this time.
In HIS Love,
Holly Fisher, Alta Loma, CA
Holly L. Fisher <HolynnF@aol.com>
Alta Loma, CA U.S. - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 2:35 AM CST

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Just wanted you to know that we are praying in California
for comfort for your beautiful little girl, Amanda, and
strength and peace for all of you. It's so hard to know
what to say; I can't understand exactly what you are all
going through because my children haven't gone through this.
My heart does feel broken for your pain and glad that Amanda
has known such love from you in her life here. May God simply hold all of you close in his arms during this time.
In HIS Love,
Holly Fisher, Alta Loma, CA
Holly L. Fisher <HolynnF@aol.com>
Alta Loma, CA U.S. - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 2:33 AM CST

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I'm still praying for your whole family and of course Amanda. I am glad to hear that her breathing is back to normal. Love in Christ, Angel Adam's mom.

HollyKindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 12:31 AM CST

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You are in my heart and Prayers.. Continue to look up to God for comfort.
Carolyn Northern <Jjnorthern68@aol.com>
Deputy, IN Jefferson - Monday, March 1, 2004 10:06 AM CST

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Amanda & family,
Our prayers are with you and your family. We love you guys . If there is anything we can do please let us know. We will be thinking about you and praying for you guys all the time.
Ronnie & Sundee Millman <ronnie.millman@sbcglobal.net>
Lubbock, Tx USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:58 AM CST

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Praying for you everyday...Not a day goes by that we aren't thinking of you all and hoping that you are as comfortable as possible at this time of your lives. Hugs from us to you, The Anderson's
Chayton's family www.caringbridge.org/page/chaytonanderson <mowgliswar@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 3:39 PM CST

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I'll pray for you Amanda.Don'T give up hope.
take care.

laura

www.caringbridge.org/europe/laura
laura <laurasarkadi@hotmail.com>
budapest, Hungary - Sunday, February 29, 2004 9:16 AM CST

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Amanda my sweet, I send you my love
And prayers circle 'round you from heaven above
Warm wishes of comfort like a blanket so warm
wrap around you and hold you and keep you from harm

Angie <downingwolf@msn.com>
Logan, UT - Saturday, February 28, 2004 1:22 PM CST

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Just stopping in to let you know that I keep Amanda in my prayers. Hope you find some small comfort in knowing that another family is praying for her and wishing you all peace, love, and strength.


Janet <janet-hatfield@comcast.net>
Vancouver, WA U.S.A. - Friday, February 27, 2004 11:54 AM CST

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I too have no words to say to ease your pain except to say I am also sorry that your precious Amanda has to go through all that she has. I know it is hard to see it now but God does have a purpose for her and FORTUNATELY she already knows it is just too bad we don't. Thinking of you and your sweet Amanda ...
Rebekah Clark <rclark@jrhinc.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, February 27, 2004 11:36 AM CST

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Thinking about You tonight. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
All My Love
Granny Carol
Carol Jones <cjj0442@aol.com>
Lubbock , TX USA - Friday, February 27, 2004 1:27 AM CST

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~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

Hi sweetie. I hope this message finds you doing as well as you possibly can be. I'm also hoping all of your pain is being controlled somehow so that you're not in any. I bought some of those Easter M&M's this afternoon {I LOVE those candies} and my mind immediately shot to you. You've definitely given me a way to think of you all the time, not that I don't already. Even though it was a small comment, your Mom made my day by mentioning how much you liked M&M's. I know that probably sounds silly, but it's very true.

Thinking of and praying for you and your family every second of every day.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~

Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Thursday, February 26, 2004 11:24 PM CST

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I am so sorry you are faced with this unspeakable sadness and that Amanda is having to go through this illness. My grandson, Michael, was killed 11/22/99 and his mom, my daughter Kellye, died 4/15/02. There is nothing more heartwrenching than the illness and/or death of your most blessed children. My prayer is that both you and Amanda will have the strength of heart and soul to get through this and that you have a family support system to rely on. God bless!
Virginia Sells <GrannyVFS@aol.com>
Moody, TX Coryell - Thursday, February 26, 2004 9:46 PM CST

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There are no words to say except.........I am praying for you!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Wednesday, February 25, 2004 7:59 PM CST

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Cheryl and family, reading your entries is heartbreaking as I am sure it is for many people. We just wish we could do something to ease yours and Amanda's suffering. I can't be sure yet, but we are going to do our best to help Jim get to Lubbock when the time comes. Please know our thoughts and prayers are with you all. Love to you... Cheri and the Staff at Angel Flight
Cheri at Angel Flight <cheric@angelflight.org>
- Wednesday, February 25, 2004 3:34 PM CST

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I just found out about Amanda and I think about her often. I can't imagine all you've been going through. Just remember that God will invite her with open arms once her battle is done.
Linda Robuck <Rstampkid@aol.com>
Silverdale, WA - Wednesday, February 25, 2004 12:48 AM CST

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Praying for you today. I'm so sorry for all you've been through. Lean on God..he is there.
Love and prayers
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Wednesday, February 25, 2004 12:06 AM CST

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HI, I have had Amanda on my mind alot today....so I thought I would just let her know I was thinking of her and her family... Give her an extra hug today from the Taylors in Deputy, Indiana..... Tammy,Dell,Jake and Trey
Keeping you close to our hearts...
Tammy Taylor <twoboys4@hotmail.com>
Deputy, In USA - Wednesday, February 25, 2004 11:08 AM CST

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Hello my name is Jenna and I came across Amanda's website. Amanda is a real fighter, and i know she must brings lots of and joy to your whole family. She is a tre inspiration in life, and her smile proves that. Amanda and your family are in my prayers. I will come back another day, to see how she is doing.
http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/amanda2001
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
kamloops, BC Canada - Wednesday, February 25, 2004 3:24 AM CST

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We are praying for your family. I check Amanda's site as often as I can and Iam praying for peace in this painful and confusing time. Even though we have never met this monster "rhabdoid" binds each of us together. Much love from Oregon,
Stephen and Karrie

Stephen and Karrie <bomarfamily@yahoo.com>
Keizer, OR - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 11:42 PM CST

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Sending our thoughts and prayers for Amanda and her family.
In such a short time.....she has become a special part of our family. Again...I pray that God gives you the strength to get throught this....
Tammy Taylor <twoboys4@hotmail.com>
Deputy, IN USA - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 4:35 PM CST

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Michael and family - As I follow Amanda's illness, my heart goes out to all of y'all. This is so hard - unexplainable, in fact. A friend suggested that Amanda was watching the angels gathering around her - that is a pleasant image in these tough times. Take care.
Sally Spill <sspill@aol.com>
Austin, TX US - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 3:50 PM CST

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((hugs and prayers)) going out your way from Nebraska
Vicky
- Tuesday, February 24, 2004 11:28 AM CST

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My heart and payers go out to your family. I lost my Grandson Jimmie Wayne Rainey lll last year to the same thing. It will be one year March 22 this year. God will help you get through this awful pain your in. Amanda will be in a better place. She will be waiting for you when your time comes. My Jimmie will be waiting for her. They will have each other and a lot more kids to play with. They will be with the lord. I know you will be mad at the world and at God from time to time. I did and still do get mad. When I look at the pictures of Jimmie and the pain he was in, I feel so happy he is not in that pain any more. You just have to keep the faith she is in better hands. The lord loves Amanda and he loves you too.
I hope I helped you. Please take care of yourself......With all my love and payers Jimmie Wayne Rainey's lll Grandmother Jennie
PS. If I can help please e-mail me
Jennie Liamero <Jennierai1@aol.com>
Dayton, NJ USA - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 8:44 AM CST

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Dear friends,

I had surgery on my shoulder on Friday to repair a ton rotator cuff and tendon. While it is strenous and frustrating to have to type with one finger I am also thankful I can still check on all of you. I was nervous about the surgery but could feel the prayers of many of you and felt at peace as I went into surgery. Thank you for your prayers. I also went into surgery with your precious family and Amanda in my prayers.

The real point to my email is not my surgery. I swore during Jen's illness I would never take anything for granted but as life goes on it is easy to revert to old habits. I am facing several weeks of limited use of my left arm, but am thankful this will soon pass. There are many who face a lifetime of disability due to the ravages of these horrible diseases.

My anxiety was nothing in comparison to the fear many of you face on a day to day basis. My heart goes out to you. HUG YOUR CHILD AND TELL THEM HOW SPECIAL THEY ARE. Remind them they touch our hearts and souls and set us on a straighter path.

Lastly, our children are true heroes. They face pain, suffering and uncertainty with far more courage and strength than many of us possess. And certainly with more grace than I have.

In many ways my surgery was a blessing. As I struggled with pain this weekend I thought of the pain my Jen and all of your children endure without complaining and I was in tears and ashamed. I am reminded we still take too much for granted. Nothing is guaranteed to us in life so we must take advantage of every moment and every blessing. I am also humbled.

I was touched by the cards and emails from so many of you who took time from your own struggles to pray for me and touch my heart with your love and support.

You ARE in my heart and prayers and I remember lessons I learned in the past. Today you and your children reminded me to count my blessings. I am praying for bountiful blessings and miracles for each of you.

With much love,

Judy

 
Click on the angel to visit my web site:  Catch An Angel


Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 24, 2004 6:03 AM CST

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May God be with you and Amanda at this time and always.
by the way...i think she is looking at her gaurdian angel

hugs.
maggie
maggie <maggie2043@aol.com>
- Tuesday, February 24, 2004 1:18 AM CST

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Dear Amanda+ Family, You are a very beautiful little girl.I will pray for you and your family to stay strong during this difficult time.
http://caringbridge.org/il/kristen/index.htm
Silvia+ Kristen Mead <fishgolfpoolgsk@aol.com>
Skokie, ILL. U.S.A. - Monday, February 23, 2004 11:32 PM CST

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Dear Michael & Family,
I've just found out about this site and have been reading your journals and the supportive messages in Amanda's guestbook. I've been so moved by what I've read. The last time I saw Amanda she was just a little baby, only about a year younger than my oldest daugther, Emily. She has always been such a beautiful little girl! I am so sorry all of this has happened. As a mother, I can understand your deep love and devotion to this precious child. But also as a mother, I can't imagine what you all have gone through. I do know God is big enough to hear your questions why and feel your hurt and anger. He made us, so He already knows how we feel. But He's also big enough to calm us in the middle of a storm. I am praying that is what God will do for each one of you. I'm praying that God will give you peace and strength to face each day. Thank you for your updates. I also thank God for little Amanda.
Barbie Chambers <bchambers2@tpcgi.com>
Lubbock, TX - Monday, February 23, 2004 11:31 PM CST

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I happened upon your website via another child we know's website on caringbridge. While I don't know your family, I'm another Amanda (a grown up one) and I wanted only to send my all of my hope and wishes to your family. The name Amanda means "worthy of love" -- it's always been the story of my life and I know from reading your beautiful words about your daughter that you live that with her every single second.
With love from
Amanda Uhry
New York, NY - Monday, February 23, 2004 6:52 PM CST

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I am praying for you and your family, and especially your precious Amanda. I hate what cancer does to these children. You would not be human if you were not angry for what is happening to her. I have been there. It is a very hard road to hoe. Just keep giving her lots of hugs and we will keep praying for you all! Love, Angel Adam's mom.
Holly Kindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 5:59 PM CST

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Hello,
Just wanted to thank you for the update. I am so happy that Amanda is letting you hold her. Amanda you are such a beautiful litte girl, I think about you everyday. Wishing you peace, and may god make her sunset as sweet and peaceful as possible. I wish you all who are close to Amanda stregnth as she ends her journey. All my love.
Andrea Elza <www.shancrma@aol.com>
Fairmont, WV United States - Monday, February 23, 2004 1:47 PM CST

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Cheryl,
It just breaks my heart to hear the pain in your post. I know how you feel, children should never have to go through this. Please let me know if you need anything. I have a ton of family in Lubbock, and a family friend who lives on 36th St. Amanda and your whole family are in my prayers. I am praying that her process continues to be painless for her, and hopefully that will offer you some peace. Thinking of you every day...
Jordan's mommy (www.caringbridge.org/ca/jordan)


Angela Atherton <angatherton@comcast.net>
Murrieta, CA USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 1:01 PM CST

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Sometimes we don't see the miracles that are before us because they are not the "miracles" we want. When my brother and sisten enlaw got the news that there was nothing else that could be done, I thought that praying for a miracle was over. Not that I stopped though! The miracle came when he went home and really purked up for a few days. He was smiling, rolling around on the floor and playing again when the doctors said it would be only about 3 weeks longer (it was almost 2 months longer). He gave his family that little "miracle". Seeing him happy & smiling. It's was not the "miracle" they wanted but I'm sure they were very happy to see after weeks at the hospital of him not being happy at all. Your miracle is Amanda letting you hold her and snuggle with her. It's the little things you have to see to get though this aweful time. By the way, when she is looking at someone you guys don't see, take comfort it is angels and loved ones that have already passed. She knows your there and she hears all your words. They always do when they are getting ready to transition from one world to the next. Asking why? ...you will do that forever. I sometimes catch myself asking that very same question when I'm having a particulary hard day. You have to believe that her job has here is almost completed. It's our job to honor her life by living ours to the fullest. Beacuase when all is said and done...that is what Amanda would want. That has to be your last gift to her. That is what will hep you go on.
Jennette Otken <Jennette123@aol.com>
Dayton, NJ 08810 - Monday, February 23, 2004 11:55 AM CST

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~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

Hi sweetheart. I hope you're doing as well as you possibly can be. I'm sorry I haven't been by to leave you a message lately, but please don't ever think that means you or anyone else in your family is very far from my thoughts. Did I tell you that everytime I eat some M&Ms I think of you? My favorite colors are green and orange. Do you have any favorites?

Wishing you the most comfortable week possible!

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Back to School*~*~*~

Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Monday, February 23, 2004 6:27 AM CST

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Thanx for checking up on us I love to look at all that has happened in here and i pray for my baby niece everyday when i am here or gone

and all of you who said give her a kiss taht is what i will do for you

Ashley Conway <l3eautiful2010@sbcglobal.net>
- Sunday, February 22, 2004 10:06 PM CST

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Please give Amanda a huge hug from us! We think and pray for her daily. She is truly a incredible little girl.
Thank for udating us and we will continue to keep you all in our hearts.....
Tammy , Dell, Jake and Trey Taylor <twoboys4@hotmail.com>
Deputy, Indiana USA - Sunday, February 22, 2004 6:15 PM CST

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That is all I have been praying for is for Amanda to want to be held and cuddled. I am hoping this will help you and your family. So happy to hear she is not in pain and will continue to just go peacefully. May you cherish the rest of her days.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Sunday, February 22, 2004 1:42 PM CST

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Dear Cheryl,
Just to let you know, for months I have been keeping up to date with your entries. There is nothing to say to make this easy, I know, I was in you shoes 7 almost 8 months ago, with the same tumor. The circumstances are a little different but the pain in your heart and the sickness are not. I'm thinking of you.
Shelagh Bacchi <Sam809@optonline.net>
Valley Cottage, NY USA - Sunday, February 22, 2004 11:44 AM CST

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Praying for peace for you all.
Carolyn Northern <Jjnorthern68@aol.com>
Deputy, IN Jefferson - Saturday, February 21, 2004 10:24 PM CST

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Cheryl,

Thank you for taking the time to update us. I think of you every day! I am glad that Amanda is awake and now allowing you to hold her. I know that makes you feel better to have her in your arms.

I pray for a miracle and for strength to your family. I hope that Amanda remains pain free through this journey. She is truly a miracle and a hero to all!

I left a message for you the other day that I called. Call me if you can. I will call again real soon.

Lots of love to you and family.


Please kiss her for me,
Christy
Christy <christyspence@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Saturday, February 21, 2004 4:48 PM CST

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We will pray for your little girl that she stays comfortable and has no pain. We will also pray for your family to remain strong for her and for yourselves.
The delrosarios <netty365@aol.com>
Staten Island, ny usa - Friday, February 20, 2004 8:55 PM CST

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Praying for all of you... God bless you! Natalie
Natalie
Calgary, AB Canada - Friday, February 20, 2004 4:13 PM CST

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My prayers are with you.
Kate <fokos@comcast.net>
N. Chelmsford, MA - Friday, February 20, 2004 5:42 AM CST

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We are sending love and prayers your way,
Stephen and Karrie Bomar
Stephen Bomar <bomarfamily@yahoo.com>
Keizer, Or - Thursday, February 19, 2004 4:32 PM CST

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Still Thinking of you, Amanda! God Bless You!!!
Jeanne Brown / cousin to Tyler Wilson <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 2:38 PM CST

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praying for you all....
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~ <Chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 19, 2004 12:22 AM CST

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I am keeping your family in my prayers. It is so sad to read your story. I pray that God will comfort your family in this time of need.
Delana Moore <jdkbmoore@aol.com>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 11:46 AM CST

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Hi,
I check your site at least three or four times a day. I wish
I could do more for you all. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. ((((((((((( Hugs for Amanda)))))))
May God continue to give you strength!
Tammy Taylor <twoboys4@hotmail.com>
Deputy, IN USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 6:27 AM CST

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HI found your site on S.Journey's SMA website. My prayers are with your family, I understand your pain
S.Clark GMA to Saria Clark SMA I 6/25/01 to 12/02/02
Sandy Clark <clalands@pldi.net>
Shattuck, OK USA - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 11:55 PM CST

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May God bless you!
Edie Mullins <ediemullins@hotmail.com>
Beckley, WV usa - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 8:14 PM CST

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To the Conways...My prayers are with your family and especially Amanda.I was sent this site by my friend who went through this with her grandson Jimmy...May God Bless you all....and thank you for allowing me to view this site...Amanda is very special and precious..God will watch over her...
Denise Bodnar <pokerdee@aol.com>
South River, NJ USA - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 8:11 PM CST

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I LOVE YOU ALL GOD BE WITH YOU
priscilla kellebrew <priscillakellebrew@yahoo.com>
little rock, ar usa - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 4:10 PM CST

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i love you my thought are with you everyday give dad and mom a hug and kiss for your uncle leslie
charles <budfan082004@yahoo.com>
Little Rock, Ar. - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 3:57 PM CST

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Hello Conways. I wanted to let you know there are a lot of prayers coming your way from Utah. I am so sorry for the turmoil you must be feeling right now. Remember that God is always near you. There are friends all around the world thinking of you all and praying for your well being. I love youa ton, Cheryl. My heart aches for all you are going through. I pray Amanda may find comfort and peace- surrounded by those who love her most.
Angie <downingwolf@msn.com>
Logan, UT 84321 - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 11:05 AM CST

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Give Amanda a big kiss and hug from me, please! Hopefully she will let you do that at least. You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I pray she feels no pain.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 8:33 AM CST

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Amanda, you and your family are in our prayers. May God hold you and your family in his arms during these troubled times.
Kay Bigler <mkay@gvtc.com>
Spring Branch, Tx USA - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 10:14 PM CST

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Hey little baby niece I love you and I just dont want you to pass away but you are in my prayers everyday and in your crib you look like and angel " Little girl on daddy lap hiiding her diease with a baseball cap" Well I hope you remeber me as a sister when you go please do and watch over us in everthing you do

Love ya babygirl

Ashley Christine Conway <l3eautiful2010@sbcglobal.net>
Lubbock, TX USA - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 9:42 PM CST

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Hi Sissy,
I just wanted to let you know what a great time I had seeing you guys and especially Amanda. I wish I could have stayed longer but am so thankful for the time I had. You are still always in my thoughts. I love you!
Jim
San Diego, CA - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 8:01 PM CST

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You are in my thoughts and prayers. May God Bless You.
Dee A. Mullins <deemullins@adelphia.net>
Mount Sterling, KY - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 6:40 PM CST

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Hi Amanda and Family,
I just stopped by to see how Amanda was doing, I guess no news is good news. I truely wish her the best, she is so beautiful, and looks a lot like my 18 mo. old, I think that is why she has pulled on my hearts strings. I wish her no pain and a sweet peaceful sunset. May you get to hold and love her as her sunsets, please give her a huge for my daughter and I, Love ya Amanda
Andrea Ela <shancrma@aol.com>
Fairmont, WV United States - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 3:00 PM CST

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Stopping by to let you know you are in my heart and prayers. You have every right to be angry and confused. No parent should ever have to endure this nightmare. Sadly, some of us must. I have been where you are and just want you to know I am only a click away. May God draw near to comfort and strengthen you.
Love and prayers,
Judy

http://www.catchanangel.com/
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 17, 2004 1:58 PM CST

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We at Angel Flight feel blessed to have been able to send Jim to Lubbock to see Amanda. We check her website daily and our thoughts and prayers are with you. Luck or divine intervention played a big part in that we received the e-mail offering the ticket the same day we received Jim's e-mail asking for assistance! Our No. CA pilot, William, was proud to help. Sincerely, The Angel Flight West Staff
Cheri Cimmarrusti <cheric@angelflight.org>
Santa Monica, CA United States - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 1:48 PM CST

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Praying for your family. May you find comfort in the hands of the Lord.
Carolyn Northern <Jjnorthern68@aol.com>
Deputy, IN 47230 - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 11:48 AM CST

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I came to your website from my little cousins to another to another.....it's heartbreaking actually to see you all connected through caringbridge. My cousin Bret was diagnosed 8/1/2002 with JMML, he had a stem cell transplant 11/20/2002 and passed from this world 9/6/2003. He was 6 years old. His mom and I grew up together in a small town in Iowa. Bret was their only son! This whole thing has been a nightmare that you can't wake up from. It's been devastating to them. My cousin's last entry noted how long and dark the last 5 months had been. Your daughter is a beautiful child as Bret was. I pray that she can be comforted from her pain. I've checked on Amanda in the past but never signed your guestbook. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and that I pray that you are given the strength to endure what you must. All you can do is love her and love her and love her. God Bless you All.

Caroline
St Marys, IA - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 11:42 AM CST

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I came across your website on chubbychica..My heart broke when I read your entry..Just remeber we are praying for all of you..God is your present help in time of trouble..He is your strenght and source of hope..God Bless all of you...

Mary Mabe <mmabe@naxs.com>
Coeburn, VA USA - Monday, February 16, 2004 7:58 PM CST

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Keep enjoying your beautiful little girl. thinking of you and your family. Jo (Connors mum)
Jo Titmarsh <titmarsh@tpg.com.au>
Bowen, QLD Australia - Monday, February 16, 2004 7:01 PM CST

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I came upon your site through ChubbyChica.com awhile back and I just wanted to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I pray for a peaceful and painfree time for your beautiful little daughter. God Bless you.


Rachel K. <Storm844@aol.com>
Lexington, Ky USA - Monday, February 16, 2004 3:44 PM CST

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We are praying for you all. This is the hardest time of year for us, too. Amanda has fought a good fight and she has cried tough through it all. She is a little hero just like the others. I understand how you feel about having such a tough time at the funeral home, we did too. We went back for a couple days to hold our son after his sun set. We weren't ready to let go. It's okay. Hold her, love her, talk to her...I promise that you will remember every last day of her life later on. If you want to spend time with her after she has had the eternal healing, that's okay too. I encourage that. The smallest things will remind you of her, even if a miracle touches her and she is healed here on earth. Everyday with Amanda is a blessing, as I am sure you don't need me to tell you. Chayton passed away two years ago on Feb. 13. It was one of the hardest days of our lives. (All of which had to do with Chayton) If anyone offers to do ANYTHING for you, let them. If anyone asks if they can do anything and you can't think of a single thing you want done, just tell them YES, I JUST CAN'T THINK OF WHAT. In the mean time, we pray that Amanda is comfortable and we hope that she will be touched with the miracle of healing and you will spend many more years with her!
Chayton's mom www.caringbridge.com/page/chaytonanderson <mowgliswar@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Monday, February 16, 2004 1:31 PM CST

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Hi..I saw your name on Adam K's site. I'm so sorry for all your going through at this time. Know I'm thinking of and praying for you and your family.
Love
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Monday, February 16, 2004 12:03 AM CST

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Wanted you to know that I am still praying for all of you. Glad that you were finally able to hold Amanda, and also glad to know that you know longer have to worry about making the arrangements. Take care and God bless.
Jennifer G <charay913@yahoo.com>
Texas United States - Monday, February 16, 2004 8:57 AM CST

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~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

Hi sweetheart!

So I'm sitting here eating those new black and white M&M's {I miss the colors} and guess who popped into my mind? YOU! So I thought I'd stop by and let you know that I'm thinking of you tonight as I always am. I hope you're doing as well as you possibly can be and aren't in any pain at all. Please know you and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~

Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
- Sunday, February 15, 2004 9:33 PM CST

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Praying for you all.
Angel Tyler's mom
www.caringbridge.org/il/tylerwilson
Tracy Wilson <tracywilson@prairieinet.net>
Broadlands, IL - Sunday, February 15, 2004 9:31 PM CST

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Dear Cheryl and Family,
Even though we've never met, as James' family we feel like you and your precious Amanda are part of our extended family.
We are so sorry for your pain, and our hearts and prayers are with you. We know her strength and yours will help you through this terrible ordeal. God be with you.
Gail & Fred Greene....(James' In-laws) <Hyperlink@sbcglobal.net>
- Sunday, February 15, 2004 4:36 PM CST

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i have been chacking on and praying for Amanda over the past couple of years...i am so saddened at what she is having to go through...she is such a beautiful little girl...i have watched her grow these past couple years and she has a piece of my heart also....i feel like i know her...my prayers are with you and your family through this difficult time as i continue to check her site every day...i am always pleased to see no updates as no news is good to see right now.....please send your precious Amanda hugs and kisses for Valentines Day today....i think of her often.....
missy
charlotte, nc usa - Saturday, February 14, 2004 8:56 PM CST

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I continue to hold you in our prayers. May you enjoy some more special time with Amanda in your arms. God Bless Angel Flight! Thank You to these wonderful people.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Saturday, February 14, 2004 8:06 PM CST

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I'm so sorry about all that your little Amanda has had to go through... She's a beautiful little girl. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Harriett <hwoina@adelphia.net>
CT USA - Saturday, February 14, 2004 6:37 PM CST

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We continue to hold your family and Amanda in our hearts and prayers.
Ellen Huott, Alexis Ann's mom <Mehuott@aol.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Saturday, February 14, 2004 6:04 PM CST

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Happy Valentines Day, From Everyone at Post Pals
Elle <Gorgeousel@aol.com>
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 2:05 PM CST

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~*~*~*Happy Valentine's Day*~*~*~


Shannon, Jeff & Samantha Therese <humphity319@aol.com>
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 0:08 AM CST

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Hi Cheryl, you and amanda are in my prayers, I am so thankful to god that he has made it possible for james to come out to you sooner.
I will continue to pray for you and amanda, god bless Leslie
Leslie (sis-in-law) <Leslie1967@sbcglobal.net>
san diego, ca - Friday, February 13, 2004 9:49 PM CST

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Amanda you are a beautiful little angel. May God be with your family and carry them when they think they cannot hold up anymore.
LEXY’S WEBSITE
Pat Newton <pnewt4@aol.com>
Nederland, Tx - Friday, February 13, 2004 8:57 PM CST

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shes so beautiful.
I am so sorry for what you are goign thru....
My prayers are with you.
Love and hugz
another caring bridge mom
Maria
Katelynns quest <regattacrew68@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, February 13, 2004 10:43 AM CST

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I am so sorry for what you are all going through, especially sweet Amanda, and will be thinking of and praying for, you all..
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~ <Chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Friday, February 13, 2004 10:31 AM CST

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I continue to go to this site and get Amanda's update. Again, I am so sorry for what Amanda and you all are going through. I went through the same situation with the same horrible tumor the begining of last year with my nephew Jimmie. He left us enroute for heaven on March 22, 2003. Although he is greatly missed, he is not in pain and can play and laugh again. As much as Jimmie and Amanda will be missed, they will always be with us in spirit. I know because I see signs all the time that he is still around and my daughter Jackie (2 years old) talks to him and points to him all the time. I will continue to pray for a mircle. I am so sorry.
Jennette <Jennette123@aol.com>
Dayton, NJ USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 8:39 AM CST

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I came across your site and your daughter is beautiful. The Lord is with you and your family. God Bless
Kim Collie
Fort Gay, WV - Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:45 PM CST

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Dear Conway Family,
I came to interview you all for a class assignment for the Make-A-Wish Foundation last November. I want to thank you all so much for giving me the opportunity to spend some time with you. And I did make an A on the assignment. Ever since then, I have been checking Amanda's Web site periodically. I can only imagine how hard these last few weeks have been. And I am so very sorry. Sometimes, things happen that we don't understand. I lost a best friend this time last year. And the only thing we can truly find comfort in is knowing that the Lord has a plan for all of us. "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11 He knows so much more that we do, or ever will. And He will give her the best - she is His Daughter.
You all are in my thoughts and prayers frequently. While I was working on my assignment, I would listen to Amanda giggle in the background, over and over. What a precious child.
Stay strong. God bless. Sincerely, Meagan Lewis
Meagan Lewis <meggers1083@hotmail.com>
Lubbock, TX - Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:01 PM CST

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Hello dear friends
I am sorry that I have only now found your site. I want you to know that I will be praying for you and your family during this terrible time. My son Marcus became an angel 4 weeks ago and it is the most diificult time in my life. God is very strong in my life and helping me(as is Marcus). Stay strong and united as a family. If you need a friend I am here. Take care
Lots of love and prayers
Teresa mommy to Angel Marcus(8) forever and ever
Teresa <trrn@sympatico.ca (www.caringbridge.org/mn/markie)>
Scarborough, On Canada - Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:58 PM CST

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My family is praying for your family! I am so sorry for what you are going through there isn't words to make you feel better but please know so many are thinking about you Amanda and your family!
Love Cody 10yrs epilepsy and neuromuscular issues Melodie mother of Cody
melodie hughes <melodiehughes@hormail.com>
newmarket, ont canada - Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:16 PM CST

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No words will comfort you right now, but enjoy your time with Amanda while you have it. Live in the moment and make all her little dreams come true. In the mean time, never stop praying for a miracle, they can happen!
Phyllis <prc7186@aol.com>
Hamilton, NJ USA - Thursday, February 12, 2004 9:51 PM CST

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I have been checking in on Amanda for quite awhile. I wish I knew words that could ease the ache in your heart but I know there are no words possible.

You are definitely in my thoughts. I pray God will give you strength and keep the pain away from Amanda and surround her with His love.

Cole's Web Page


Tiffany <tmytty@cox.net>
Wichita, KS - Thursday, February 12, 2004 9:43 PM CST

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I can't even imagine how difficult it must have been for you to make Amanda's final arrangements. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~

Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
- Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:38 PM CST

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I just found your site through ShareTheLove. I will be praying for you.
Mary B. <boyerm25@care2.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, February 12, 2004 2:43 PM CST

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i just had to come back to let you know that here in the uk,i am desperately hoping for a miracle for that lovely daughter of yours,wishing there was something i could do to help but sadly there isnt.
Thinking and praying for you all,
Alison Wilson <samali15@hotmail.com>
northallerton, uk - Thursday, February 12, 2004 2:23 PM CST

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Oh, my heart is so broken for you and your family! This is every parent / grandparents worse nightmare. Please know that you are in my prayers. I can't help but cry and feel your pain when I read your journal. God must really trust you a lot to allow one of his little angels to spend her short life with! God bless you and your sweet baby girl...
Alysha Jackson
Mississippi
Alysha <taylin12@aol.com>
Clinton, MS usa - Thursday, February 12, 2004 2:02 PM CST

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You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Still praying for a miracle, but if that is not to be, I'll pray for peace and comfort for all of you.
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Thursday, February 12, 2004 1:32 PM CST

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Just wanted you to know that you are in our hearts and in our prayers.. Amanda you are a beautiful little girl. You have touched so many many hearts.. God will take care of you and your family...

Carolyn Northern <Jjnortehrn68@aol.com>
Deputy, IN Jefferson - Thursday, February 12, 2004 1:15 PM CST

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Thinking of you and praying for strength. Amanda - you are so beautiful - I will remember you forever.
Cathy Rusyniak <Garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, nj - Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:00 AM CST

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Amanda
you are one beautiful child. So many people are praying for you and you will be forever in their hearts.
Haley <haleymo@aol.com>
- Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:54 AM CST

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If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

You're such a brave girl, sweetheart. I hope you know just how proud of you a lot of people are and how loved you are by so many. Still sending all of my thoughts and prayers your way!

Sending lots and lots of BIG 'Happy Valentine's Day' hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~

Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
- Thursday, February 12, 2004 5:28 AM CST

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Hi, This is Tammy from Indiana again...(Leslie's friend)
Today I sent a card for Amanda and a little surprise inside for her... You and your family have been on my mind all day.
I wish I could come and just give her a huge hug.....my twin boys went to the computer and said... Awwwww wish we were her big brother...and then kissed the screen..right on Amanda's cheek! ha!
Both said they hoped she felt better soon... We love ya and continue to keep you close to our hearts.....Tammy
Tammy Taylor <twoboys4@hotmail.com>
Deputy, IN USA - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 6:51 PM CST

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Hi Cheryl & family.... I'm so sorry to hear about the turn Amanda has taken. I had such a nice time meeting you all at Sea World and seeing her laughing at the shows. She is the cutest little girl and I hope any pain she has is being well controlled. I'm thinking about you all....
Bill Greene (Jame's brother-in-law) <dad.fordogs@verizon.net>
Camarillo, CA USA - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 5:20 PM CST

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Hello,

Amanda is beautiful! I know that Amanda is in God's loving hands. I am praying and will continue to pray that God's will be done for Amanda and your family. Jesus is a miracle worker! God Bless you all!
Grace
Lakeland, FL USA - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 1:20 PM CST

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Hello,
I just lost my son in Dec. I am praying that Amanda will be healed.God is still in the miracle business! I know though that it is very hard to let go and let God. I never quite mastered it myself. I think he understands that it is hard for us mommy's and daddy's and grandma's and grandpa's. It is hard for us to believe that anyone could love them or take care of them more than us, even God. But it is true! I went through the same thing with my Adam not wanting to be touched and held, and it is so hard.Please know that your entire family is in my prayers. And if you ever need to talk E-mail me and I will give you my phone #. Love in Christ, Adam's mom.
Holly Kindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
- Wednesday, February 11, 2004 12:16 AM CST

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I just wanted you to know that your precious Amanda is going to be the most beautiful angel when she gets her wings. May god watch over her and keep her out of pain, and to somehow give you as her mom the courage to stay strong. I wish you and Amanda the best, I will never forget her beautiful smile.
Andrea Elza <www.shancrma@aol.com>
Fairmont, WV United States - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 9:32 AM CST

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Dearest Amanda and family,

My heart and prayers go out to you and you are in my fervent prayers. Please know if I can help I am just a click away. No one should have to walk this path but I want you to know you are not alone. May God draw near every moment of every day.

Love and hugs
Judy

 
Click on the angel to visit my web site:  Catch An Angel

Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 10, 2004 3:12 PM CST

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God Bless You, All. I keep you in my prayers.
Carol J. Jones <cjj0442@aol.com>
Lubbock, TX United States - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 3:01 PM CST

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To Amanda and her family:

I just found your website today by total accident. My heart and prayers go to you. I will pray for you from now on in my daily prayers. G-d is with you and your family now more than ever. If there is anything at all that me or my family can do to help, please email me at LaurenFeingold@hotmail.com
Lauren Feingold <LaurenFeingold@hotmail.com>
Palm Beach Gardens, FL USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 1:12 PM CST

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May the Lord continue to provide each of you with strength and courage. I'm praying for Amanda and will continue to do so throughout the day. I wish there was a way that we could reach out and hug you.
Stephanie and <sstrom@quik.com>
- Tuesday, February 10, 2004 11:01 AM CST

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Thinking of your beautiful Amanda. I hope she is resting and not in pain. May God give you strength.
Cathy Rusyniak <Garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, nj - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 10:43 AM CST

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Praying for you all during this most difficult time... May you find strength and comfort in the Lord. He will take care of her.
Carolyn <Jjnorthern68@aol.com>
Deputy , IN Jeffersonq - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 8:15 AM CST

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Hi,I am a friend of Leslie (from the childhoodepilepsy group). I just wanted to tell you what a beautiful little girl you have....that smile melts your heart. I was glad to hear she isnt in alot of pain and I wanted to let you know that you have a new family that is praying daily for her and her family.... May God give you strength through this difficult time.
Tammy Taylor <twoboys4@hotmail.com>
Deputy, IN USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 5:36 AM CST

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I just can't stop thinking about Amanda. I hate to say this but I hope she goes quickly and peacefully. I just know it has to be so hard to see her this way. But at least she is not in any pain! Take Care and know that you and Amanda will be in my prayers and hoping she can tell you tomorrow that she loves you with a smile on her face.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Monday, February 9, 2004 11:06 PM CST

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I am so very sorry that Amanda is not doing well, although I am thankful that she isn't in a lot of pain. I will say a prayer for all of you tonight, as I know the extreme sadness you are feeling. I pray that Amanda be healed of this terrible monster, and if that is not God's plan, that she remain pain free.

Jen Buckentine (www.caringbridge.org/mn/zacharyb) <jenbucke@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Monday, February 9, 2004 10:19 PM CST

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Hey Sissy, I just wanted to send my love and tell you I am thinking about you right now. I hope things are as OK as they can be right now. You and Amanda are always in my thoughts.. I love you both so very much.
Jim
- Monday, February 9, 2004 8:25 PM CST

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I think about Amanda every day. I will continue to pray for her and your whole family.

Jordan's proud Mommy
www.caringbridge.org/ca/jordan
Angela Atherton <angatherton@comcast.net>
Murrieta, CA USA - Monday, February 9, 2004 5:13 PM CST

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Amanda is beautiful. I pray that she is in no pain and resting peacefully. My thoughts and prayers are with you.




Haley <Haleymo@aol.com>
- Monday, February 9, 2004 4:09 PM CST

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what a beautiful little girl.thank you for allowing me to see her ,iwish for her and you peace in the coming days.and the strength to handle whatever will be ,
God Bless and keep you .
love Alison and family {uk}
alison wilson <alisonw@maxns.fsnet.co.uk>
uk - Monday, February 9, 2004 3:27 PM CST

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Please know that my thoughts and sincere prayers are with you all. The first time I saw Amanda she was a baby and
her Daddy was so proud of her and taking such good care of her. I have been fortunate to see her twice since then and I
know how very much she is loved by her family. May God be
with you all and give you the strength to face what must be
faced. Great grandmother Spill

Genevieve Spill <wgspill@juno.com>
Winters, TX - Monday, February 9, 2004 9:20 AM CST

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I am thinking of you and your family every minute. Much love to each of you. We continue to pray for you and wish for peace and comfort.
Stephen and Karrie
The Bomar Family <bomarfamily@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 8, 2004 10:18 PM CST

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Thinking of you all right now. Even though Amanda doesn't like being touched right now she loves you more than you'll ever know. Praying she will let you cuddle with her tonight. Love and Prayers to all of Amanda's family. Please blow her a kiss from me!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Sunday, February 8, 2004 7:03 PM CST

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Amanda,

Thinking of you precious little girl. Much love and peace to you and your family.


Love,
Christy
Christy <christyspence@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Sunday, February 8, 2004 1:27 PM CST

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~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

Guess what I was eating tonight while watching TV?

M&M's!!!

And guess who popped into my head while I was eating them?

You!!!

I hope you're doing as well as you possibly can be, sweetie. Remember, I'm always thinking of you and praying for the best.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~


Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
- Saturday, February 7, 2004 9:20 PM CST

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Hello Amanda, I rush to the computer every morning to see if there are any new updates, and I pray for you and all the children on this site everynight. I lost a sweet nephew many years ago to cancer, and I can not help but feel your pain and the pain of your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family always. Please continue the updates as much as possible.
Lisa Herold <thefabulousfive@earthlink.net>
Austin , Mn USA - Saturday, February 7, 2004 1:06 PM CST

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Hi Amanda,
Just stopping by to say hi and let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you all right now. God bless and *warm hugs*
http://lightingchildrenslives.org


*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children's Lives <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Saturday, February 7, 2004 12:36 AM CST

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~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

My thoughts and prayers are with you sweetheart, now and forever. I hope you're as comfortable as you possibly can be.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~

Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
- Friday, February 6, 2004 9:50 PM CST

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Sending prayers your way.
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Friday, February 6, 2004 0:11 AM CST

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Dearest Amanda and Family
Please know you are in out Hearts and Prayers.

Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma >
- Thursday, February 5, 2004 4:17 PM CST

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~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

Hi sweet girl. I hope this Tuesday has been a good one for you, hon. Here's to hoping you had a pleasant, pain free and comfortable day.

Remember: You and your family are ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*How 'bout them Patriots!!!*~*~*~


Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
- Tuesday, February 3, 2004 7:16 PM CST

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Hello Conway family. Praying for strength for all of you during this extremely difficult time in your lives.
Jennifer G <charay913@yahoo.com>
Texas United States - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 6:45 PM CST

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Hi... I came here from Samantha's site. I am so so sorry for what you are going through. When my son Justin was in Hospice, the only way to get him comfortable was to medicate him to sleep. I know it hurts, but I totally agreed that it was better for him. I am devastated for you. Please know I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Susan Armenio, mom to Angel Justin, 8/2/01 - 10/17/03 <barmenio@optonline.net>
New City, NY - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 6:33 PM CST

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We are praying every minute for each of you.
Stephen and Karrie Bomar

Karrie & Stephen <bomarfamily@yahoo.com>
Keizer, Or - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 1:01 PM CST

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Hello again. My name is Jackie, and I am praying for you constantly and wishing there was something more I could do to help your dear family. Having lost my own dear son to the same tumor a year and a half ago, I find myself wishing so much that I could reach out to you. If there is anything I can do, I am nearby and am willing to talk with you at any time. May God be close to you as you go through this very sad and difficult time. There are no words to describe the pain that I know you are feeling, and I wish there was something that could ease that pain.
Jackie <Writer0823@juno.com>
Arlington, TX USA - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 8:53 AM CST

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Hello My name is Jenna and I came accross Amanda's page.
I was born with a rare severe painful and debilitating bone disease. I suffer in chronic pain 24/7 and I am on heavy pain meds for the pain. I have been taken off and on different ones. None of them seem to work much, and all the side effects seem to be the same. I get Nausea, head-aches, problems with my bladder occur, shuts down my system, awful mood swings, and teary eyed, dizznese, and blurry eyse sight and so on. I have been on Moriphine and Tyenol three. I am now on Gabepentin a heavy dose of it, Fentinale pain patches, and Oxycodene as well. So I feel for Amanada, and I can relate to her pain, and her recations she gets from the meds. She is a real fighter and such a trooper in life. i will come back and check on her.
She is in my prayers, and she is such a cutie as well.
My site: http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Monday, February 2, 2004 10:55 PM CST

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My heart goes out to you. There are just no words for this. We will be thinking of you every day and we will keep you in our prayers.

Tracy, Mom to angel Tyler Sherk (forever 2yrs old)

















Tracy Sherk <thesherks@rogers.com>
Brantford, Ontario Canada - Monday, February 2, 2004 4:54 PM CST

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Thinking of Amanda.................................................Hoping you are spending some enjoyable time with her. I pray that she stays comfortable and pain free. May she have a peaceful birth into heaven. Take Care and may you feel the presence of God with you.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Monday, February 2, 2004 8:36 AM CST

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~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

Hi sweetheart. I'm not extremely busy at this very moment, so I thought I'd stop by to say "Hi." I wanted to stop by yesterday, but this whole weekend has been filled with things to be done. I hope you're doing well though. Please know you and your family are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Hoping you're as comfortable as you possibly can be.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Come and Meet Me!!!*~*~*~




Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
***Go Patriots***{from Jeff} - Sunday, February 1, 2004 7:55 AM CST

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Dear Amanda and family,

I had not checked your site in a while and I am so sorry to read of Amanda's relapse. I will keep you all in my prayers for you to find peace and the strength to keep going. You are all loved!

Jordan's Mommy
www.caringbridge.org/ca/jordan


Angela Atherton <angatherton@comcast.net>
Murrieta, CA USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 8:25 PM CST

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~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

Hi sweetie. I wanted to stop by so I could wish you a happy weekend filled with all of the M&M's, chips and Dr. Pepper possible.

Thinking of and praying for you often!

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*It's My Birthday!!!*~*~*~


Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
***Go Patriots***{from Jeff} - Friday, January 30, 2004 11:22 AM CST

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Amanda and family, just wanted to let you know we are out here, thinking of you and praying for you. Mom, you are doing and have done all you could. If you find a way to trade places with her please let us all in on the secret, we know you would in a minute if you could. It IS senseless and incredibly unfair, I will never understand why these innocent kids have to go through this, never... and I hope you are coping as well as you can too, I cant even begin to imagine the shambles of pieces your heart is in right now
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~ <Chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 2:29 PM CST

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Dear Amanda and family,

I am so very sorry to hear of Amanda's latest unfair setback. I wish you strength, peace and love to help you face whatever lies ahead for you. I will hold you in my prayers.

Take care,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, January 29, 2004 12:26 AM CST

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Praying for strength and peace for all of you during this difficult time.
Jennifer <charay913@yahoo.com>
Texas U.S. - Thursday, January 29, 2004 10:11 AM CST

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~*~*~*Amanda*~*~*~

Wow! M&M's and Dr. Pepper sound like a great combination. Your parents sure knew what they were doing when they introduced those two foods to you. I prefer funny bones and Diet Pepsi, but to each his own, right?

Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you, hon.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*I'll be 3 tomorrow*~*~*~


Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
***Go Patriots***{from Jeff} - Thursday, January 29, 2004 8:19 AM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you at this time. I hope all goes well for you and your family. I will keep checking in on you.
Tammy Mageehan <dzegieris@rogers.com>
Scarborough, ON Canada - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 11:55 AM CST

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My heart breaks for you and I too have asked the same questions many times. Please know you are in my heart and prayers and I have added your beautiful Amanda to the prayer lists of my friends.
Love and hugs
Judy

My Web Site: Catch An Angel

Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 10:30 AM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you all.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*The Insomniac*~*~*~


Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 8:40 AM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you. There is nothing that can stop time and no words to make it easier. God will lead you and take care of you when you need Him most.
Debbie Hendricks <debbie.hendricks@alltel.com>
Alpharetta, GA 30004 - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 3:08 PM CST

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Hello my name is Jenna. I can't remember where I found Amanda's website. She is a real sweetheart, with a smile that shines! She is also a real little fighter, and trooper in life. She will be in my prayers, and so will you and your family. I was born with a rare bone disease and my sites are:
http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Or: http://www.matmice.com/home/fighterandchampion
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 9:55 AM CST

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Sending many prayers, happy thoughts and big hugs your way!!!

~*~*~*The Insomniac*~*~*~


Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
- Monday, January 26, 2004 5:10 PM CST

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Michael,
I am thinking of you and your family. My prayers are with you at this most difficult time. I pray you will have the strength you need to face the coming weeks. You are a very responsible father, and Amanada is blessed to have you.
Diane Hall (friend of Sally Spill) <baha56@earthlink.net>
Pflugerville, Tx USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 11:21 AM CST

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My prayers are with you all. Michael - you're a great dad. I hope you can enjoy the moments now.
Sally Spill <sspill@aol.com>
Austin, TX USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 8:08 AM CST

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My heart goes out to you and yours during this trying time. I'll be praying for Amanda and your whole family. Stay strong.
Phyllis <prc7186@aol.com>
Hamilton, NJ USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 7:26 AM CST

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Hello, I am so sorry to read on share the love/chubby chicca about your latest news. Your very much in my thoughts, Love Viks on behalf of everyone at Post Pals
vikki <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, January 25, 2004 7:16 AM CST

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May God grant you and your family peace at this time. I will keep you in my prayers.

Cindy
Monticello, AR - Saturday, January 24, 2004 10:37 PM CST

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I am so sorry to hear your news. What a beautiful little girl you have. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
ginny <gj3brooksboys@wmconnect.com>
north vernon, in usa - Saturday, January 24, 2004 8:30 AM CST

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My heart aches for you, I'm so sorry, I will pray that your precious little girl gets her miracle and gets to stay her with you. God bless you
sally torres <sally_torres@lusknet.com>
anaheim, - Friday, January 23, 2004 5:55 PM CST

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I am praying for you at this time...
Kasey Gunde <topgund@aol.com>
Mount Holly, NC US - Friday, January 23, 2004 4:14 PM CST

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Still thinking of Amanda.............The only advice I have is to video tape her alot. You'll have those precious memories forever. Enjoy every moment and do some fun things now. God WILL give you the strength to get thru this. May he guide you in the days ahead. My prayers are with you all.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
- Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:01 PM CST

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This is my first time to your site. Your daughter is beautiful, I'm so sorry for what is ahead. I will pray for her.
Cathy Rusyniak <Garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, nj - Thursday, January 22, 2004 9:07 AM CST

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This is my first visit to your site. And I'm sorry that we have to be here. Your daughter Amanda is such a beautiful little girls. Wrap your arms around her and give her a BIG hug from California. My thoughts are with you and your family during this difficult time.

Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter's Website, - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 7:34 PM CST

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I just found your site and am so sorry to hear this news.
I will be praying fo rthat MIRACLE for your BEAUTIFUL girl.
Much love
Katelynn Ts
mom
Maria <regattacrew68@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 5:19 PM CST

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I am so sorry to see this update. I know you must have been completely shocked by the MRI results, as we are all sickened by the news. I am so sorry I hope she isnt in pain. Of course we all want to see her cured once and for all. We will all be praying for her.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~ <Chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 11:09 AM CST

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I was hoping no news was good news. I'm sorry that isn't the case here! I will pray for Amanda. I have been following her since the beginning of all of this. May Amanda have many happy, playful days. May you enjoy every moment of it. In the meantime, I will pray for that miracle. God Bless you! Please give her a hug and kiss for me and tell her it came all the way from OHIO!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:16 AM CST

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I am so sorry. We will be praying for each of you to have strength for Amanda and for each other.
Karrie (rhabdoid mom) <bomarfamily@yahoo.com>
Or - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 6:14 PM CST

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Cheryl,

I am so sorry to hear the news. Please keep your faith strong and cherish every minute that you have with your special little girl. If you ever need to talk, you know how to contact me. Even if it is just someone to listen, I will be here.

Praying for your family.


Love and hugs to your family,
Christy
Christy Masoner Spence <christyspence@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX 75234 - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 6:03 PM CST

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I am glad to have a way to keep up with how Amanda is doing and to send my prayers and thoughts to Michael and his family.
My love, Beth Bradley, Winters
Beth Bradley
Winters, TX USA - Friday, January 9, 2004 9:22 PM CST

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Wishing You A Happy and Healthy New Year



Sandra - http://sendingourlove.org <sandra@sendingourlove.org>
temple city, ca usa - Friday, January 2, 2004 8:42 PM CST

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I just wanted to stop by and send you an angel. May your New Year be filled with love, joy, laughter, hope and bountiful blessings and miracles.

May God bless you. You are in my heart and prayers.

With love and hugs,
Judy


My Web Site: Catch An Angel
Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
Tennessee - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 2:19 PM CST

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Wanted you to know that you're on my heart this holiday season. Blessings and love to you in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 7:30 AM CST

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Just wanted to drop by real quick and wish you all a great holiday and a Healthy and Happy 2004!
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Wednesday, December 24, 2003 12:50 AM CST

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Love everyone at Post Pals
vikki <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, December 22, 2003 3:14 PM CST

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Dearest Amanda

I gently wrap warm thoughts of you
in my christmas prayers
For Heaven to smile on you
For Angels to watch over you
and the love of Jesus to fill your heart
Have A Merry Christmas
God Bless You And Your Family This Holiday

Have a Marry Christmas and a Blessed New Year

Chris Ullrich - Grand-daughter dx with AML M5 <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma >
Hemingford, Ne USA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 6:52 PM CST

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Hello Miss Amanda. I am so glad you are doing well. My daughter Jordan is 4 years old and is fighting recurrent Medulloblastoma (another brain tumor). She has had three stem cell transplants and proton beam radiation. She is doing really well, her tumors are stable, she just had an MRI on Tuesday. My mother's entire family lives in and around Lubbock, TX. In fact, we were there for a visit in March. I wish we had known about you then. Maybe next time we are there we can look you guys up. Take care of yourself, sweetie. I look forward to reading more positive updates. Jordan's page is www.caringbridge.org/ca/jordan


Angela Atherton <angatherton@comcast.net>
Murrieta, CA USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 5:25 PM CST

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Hi Amanda! Did you have a fabulous halloween? What were you dressed up as? Take Care of yourself and keep fighting! Someone in Ohio loves you!!!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Saturday, November 1, 2003 12:27 AM CST

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Hi,
got your website through chayton's. you guys are awesome moms for keeping up with this!
Kiley
MN - Monday, October 20, 2003 7:40 AM CDT

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Wishing you all the best and a Happy & HEALTHY Halloween from everyone at Smile Quilts.
Please feel free to click on the image below if you’d like to sign up for your own Smile Quilt.


Angel Chris and all your friends at ~ Smile Quilts ~
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Monday, October 13, 2003 8:58 AM CDT

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Amanda you are one of the sweetest babies that I have ever known and I hope that you do not die you will always be in my heart and you will stay with me and haunt me if you die like you love me well this is checking in from
Aunt Ashley AKA Sashley <l3eauiful2010@sbcglobal.net>
Lubbock, Texas USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 6:56 PM CDT

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Hello :)
My name is Carolyn, and I found your site through Chubby Chica. My son is undergoing chemotherapy.
I just wanted to stop by and give you some hugs {{{{{{}}}}}'s and some smiles :) :) :) :) :)

I hope you have a wonderful week. Take care!
Carolyn www.caringbridge.org/va/fisherc
Chesapeake , Va usa - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 9:06 PM CDT

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just popped by to send some hugs,

keep smiling

Elle
xxx <Gorgeousel@aol.com>
London, UK - Saturday, September 27, 2003 3:13 PM CDT

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Hi Amanda! I am Angel Toto from Quilts of Love. We are a group of ppl who love to make children just
like you smile! Please stop by for a visit and see if we can create a
virtual quilt just for you?



Love Angel Toto
- Tuesday, September 23, 2003 9:48 AM CDT

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Hi, My name is Michael and my Grandson Payton has been diagnosed with Hydrocephalis complicated with an ATRT Tumor. He will be 4 weeks old on Wednesday 09/24/03. After 5 surgeries the MRI shows no tumor left and chemo hasn't started yet but should this week. The tumor was large, don't know the size of the mass removed on the first surgery but the second mass removed wa 4cm by 3 cm by 2 cm. We are on pins and needles. Your journal is a great source for information on how to cope and things to be prepared for. thank you for sharing it.
Michael Deen <mikedeen@sbcglobal.net>
Grand Prairie, Tx US - Monday, September 22, 2003 10:41 PM CDT

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i am so happy 4 ur little girl... i am now going through what u went through!!! my baby was diagnosed w/ atypical teratoid rhabdoid on aug 22, 03!!! he is giving a 10% chance of living and maybe a year 2 live!!! so my prayers r w/ u!!! my head is held up high right w/ my faith so i know we will b ok
melissa cork <aries1822@yahoo.com>
new port richey, fl - Sunday, August 24, 2003 10:33 PM CDT

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I'm glad to hear you had a nice vacation Amanda, but sorry to hear you were in the hospital again :( Well, better days are ahead I'm sure. You take care of yourself and your family, you are always in our prayers. P.S. We can't wait to see new pictures!
The Caouette Family <RoushRacn6@msn.com>
Ellington, CT 06029 - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 2:14 PM CDT

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I am so glad to here you all had a wonderful time on your vacation! If and when you get a chance...I'm sure we all would LOVE to see vacation pictures under Amanda's web album. You guys have an amazing little girl! She is always in my prayers!
Jennette Otken <Jennette123@aol.com>
Dayton, NJ USA - Saturday, August 9, 2003 9:57 PM CDT

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Hey Amanda,
Glad to hear you had a wonderful time at Sea World!
God Bless,

Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 4:11 PM CDT

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Very best wishes to Amanda, may God continue to bless her
Carmel Evans
North Tustin, Ca Orange - Friday, July 4, 2003 4:24 PM CDT

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Healing Bible Scriptures Prayer

Matthew 4:23 And Jesus went about all Galilee, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the gospel of the kingdom, and healing all kinds of sickness and all kinds of disease among the people. Matthew 4:24 Then His fame went throughout all Syria; and they brought to Him all sick people who were afflicted with various diseases and torments, and those who were demon-possessed, epileptics, and paralytics; and He healed them. Matthew 6:9-10 "Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name. Your kingdom come. Your will be done on Earth as it is in heaven."

Matthew 7:7-8 "Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened." Matthew 8:5 Now when Jesus had entered Capernaum, a centurion came to Him, pleading with Him, Matthew 8:7 And Jesus said to him, "I will come and heal him." Matthew 8:8 The centurion answered and said, "Lord, I am not worthy that You should come under my roof. But only speak a word, and my servant will be healed. Matthew 8:13 Then Jesus said to the centurion, "Go your way; and as you have believed, so let it be done for you." And his servant was healed that same hour. Matthew 8:14 Now when Jesus had come into Peter's house, He saw his wife's mother lying sick with a fever.

Matthew 8:16 When evening had come, they brought to Him many who were demon-possessed. And He cast out the spirits with a word, and healed all who were sick. Matthew 9:18 While He spoke these things to them, behold, a ruler came and worshiped Him, saying, "My daughter has just died, but come and lay Your hand on her and she will live." Mt 9:21-22 She said to herself, "If I only touch his cloak, I will be healed." Jesus turned and saw her. "Take heart, daughter," he said, "your faith has healed you." And the woman was healed from that moment.

Matthew 9:27 When Jesus departed from there, two blind men followed Him, crying out and saying, "Son of David, have mercy on us!" Matthew 9:35 Then Jesus went about all the cities and villages, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the gospel of the kingdom, and healing every sickness and every disease among the people. Matthew 10:1 And when He had called His twelve disciples to Him, He gave them power over unclean spirits, to cast them out, and to heal all kinds of sickness and all kinds of disease.

Matthew 10:7-9) Matthew 11:20 Then Jesus began to denounce the cities in which most of his miracles had been performed, because they did not repent. Matthew 12:15 But when Jesus knew it, He withdrew from there. And great multitudes followed Him, and He healed them all. Matthew 13:58 And he did not do many miracles there because of their lack of faith. Matthew 14:14 And when Jesus went out He saw a great multitude; and He was moved with compassion for them, and healed their sick.

Matthew 14 : 36 And they begged Him that they might only touch the 1afringe of His garment. And as many as btouched were completely 2healed. Matthew 15:28 Then Jesus answered and said to her, "O woman, great is your faith! Let it be to you as you desire." And her daughter was healed from that very hour. Matthew 15:30 Then great multitudes came to Him, having with them the lame, blind, mute, maimed, and many others; and they laid them down at Jesus' feet, and He healed them. Matthew 18:18 "Verily I say unto you, Whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven." Matthew 18:19 "Again I say to you that if two of you agree on Earth concerning anything that they ask, it will be done for them by My Father in heaven."

Matthew 19:2 And great multitudes followed Him, and He healed them there. Matthew 21:14 Then the blind and the lame came to Him in the temple, and He healed them. Mark 1:34 Then He healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He did not allow the demons to speak, because they knew Him. Mark 3:10 For He healed many, so that as many as had afflictions pressed about Him to touch Him. Mark 3:15 and to have power to heal sicknesses and to heal sicknesses and to cast out demons:

Mark 5:23 and begged Him earnestly, saying, "My little daughter lies at the point of death. Come and lay Your hands on her, that she may be healed, and she will live." Mark 5:29 Immediately the fountain of her blood was dried up, and she felt in her body that she was healed of the affliction. Mark 5:34 And He said to her, "Daughter, your faith has made you well. Go in peace, and be healed of your affliction." Mark 6:5 He could not do any miracles there, except lay his hands on a few sick people and heal them. Mark 6:13 And they cast out many demons, and anointed with oil many who were sick, and healed them. Mark 10:46 Now they came to Jericho. As He went out of Jericho with His disciples and a great multitude, blind Bartimaeus, the son of Timaeus, sat by the road begging. Mark 11:24 "Therefore I say to you whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them." Mark 16:17-18 "And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name . . . they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover."

Luke 4:18 "The Spirit of the LORD is upon Me, Because He has anointed Me To preach the gospel to the poor; He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted. Luke 4:38 Now He arose from the synagogue and entered Simon's house. But Simon's wife's mother was sick with a high fever, and they made request of Him concerning her. Luke 4:40 When the sun was setting, all those who had any that were sick with various diseases brought them to Him; and He laid His hands on every one of them and healed them. Lu 5:15 Yet the news about him spread all the more, so that crowds of people came to hear him and to be healed of their sicknesses. Lu 5:17 One day as he was teaching, Pharisees and teachers of the law, who had come from every village of Galilee and from Judea and Jerusalem, were sitting there. And the power of the Lord was present for him to heal the sick.

Luke 6:18 as well as those who were tormented with unclean spirits. And they were healed. Luke 6:19 And the whole multitude sought to touch Him, for power went out from Him and healed them all. Luke 7:7 Therefore I did not even think myself worthy to come to You. But say the word, and my servant will be healed. Luke 8:47 Now when the woman saw that she was not hidden, she came trembling; and falling down before Him, she declared to Him in the presence of all the people the reason she had touched Him and how she was healed immediately. Luke 9:2 He sent them to preach the kingdom of God and to heal the sick. Luke 9:6 So they departed and went through the towns, preaching the gospel and healing everywhere.

Luke 9:11 But when the multitudes knew it, they followed Him; and He received them and spoke to them about the kingdom of God, and healed those who had need of healing. Luke 9:42 And as he was still coming, the demon threw him down and convulsed him. Then Jesus rebuked the unclean spirit, healed the child, and gave him back to his father. Luke 10:9 And heal the sick there, and say to them, "The kingdom of God has come near to you.' Luke 10:19 "Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you."

Luke 14:4 But they kept silent. And He took him and healed him, and let him go. Luke 18:42 Jesus said to him, "Receive your sight; your faith has healed you." Luke 17:15 And one of them, when he saw that he was healed, returned, and with a loud voice glorified God, Luke 22:51 But Jesus answered and said, "Permit even this." And He touched his ear and healed him.

John 4:47 When he heard that Jesus had come out of Judea into Galilee, he went to Him and implored Him to come down and heal his son, for he was at the point of death. John 10:10 "The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly." John 10:25 Jesus answered, "I did tell you, but you do not believe. The miracles I do in my Father's name speak for me, John 10:38 But if I do it, even though you do not believe me, believe the miracles, that you may know and understand that the Father is in me, and I in the Father." John 14:11 Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the miracles themselves.

Acts 5:16 Also a multitude gathered from the surrounding cities to Jerusalem, bringing sick people and those who were tormented by unclean spirits, and they were all healed. Acts 8:7 For unclean spirits, crying with a loud voice, came out of many who were possessed; and many who were paralyzed and lame were healed. Acts 9:34 And Peter said to him, "Aeneas, Jesus the Christ heals you. Arise and make your bed." Then he arose immediately.

Acts 10:38 how God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Spirit and with power, who went about doing good and healing all who were oppressed by the devil, for God was with Him. Acts 14:9 This man heard Paul speaking. Paul, observing him intently and seeing that he had faith to be healed. Acts 28:8 And it happened that the father of Publius lay sick of a fever and dysentery. Paul went in to him and prayed, and he laid his hands on him and healed him. Acts 28:9 So when this was done, the rest of those on the island who had diseases also came and were healed. Acts 28:27 For the hearts of this people have grown dull. Their ears are hard of hearing, And their eyes they have closed, Lest they should see with their eyes and hear with their ears, Lest they should understand with their hearts and turn, So that I should heal them." Romans 8:11 "But if the Spirit of Him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, He who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through His Spirit who dwells in you."

Romans 8:31 "What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us" Romans 8:32 "He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?" 1 Corinthians 12:28 And in the church God has appointed first of all apostles, second prophets, third teachers, then workers of miracles, also those having gifts of healing, those able to help others, those with gifts of administration, and those speaking in different kinds of tongues. 1 Corinthians 12:29 Are all apostles? Are all prophets? Are all teachers? Do all work miracles? 2 Corinthians 1:20 "For all the promises of God in Him are Yes, and in Him Amen, to the glory of God through us."

2 Corinthians 4:10-11 "Always bearing about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus (which was for our victory), that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our body. For we which live are always delivered unto death for Jesus' sake, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our mortal flesh." Hebrews 2:4 God also testified to it by signs, wonders and various miracles, and gifts of the Holy Spirit distributed according to his will.

Hebrews 12:13 and make straight paths for your feet, so that what is lame may not be dislocated, but rather be healed. By the power of the Holy Spirit, God can meet the needs, whatever they may be, bringing healing, deliverance, provision, and blessings. "He is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think." (Ephesians 3:20) Be careful for nothing; but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. (Philippians 4:6) 1Thessalonians 5:23 "And the very God of peace sanctify you wholly; and I pray God your whole spirit and soul and body be preserved blameless unto the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ."

The Lord is good, a stronghold in the day of trouble; and He knoweth them that trust in Him. (Nahum 1:7) James 5:14-15 "Is any sick among you? let him call for the elders of the church; and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord: And the prayer of faith shall save the sick, and the Lord shall raise him up; and if he have committed sins, they shall be forgiven him."

James 5:16 Therefore confess your sins to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much. 1 Peter 2:24 "Who Himself bore our sins in His own body on the tree, that we, having died to sins, might live for righteousness-- by whose stripes you were healed." - 2 Peter 1:3-4 "as His divine power has given to us all things that pertain to life and godliness, through the knowledge of Him who called us by glory and virtue, by which have been given to us exceedingly great and precious promises, that through these you may be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust." I John 4:4 ". . . . greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world." I John 5:4 "For whatsoever is born of God overcometh the world: and this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith."

I John 5:14-15 "Now this is the confidence that we have in Him, that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us. And if we know that He hears us, whatever we ask, we know that we have the petitions that we have asked of Him." Genesis 20:17 So Abraham prayed to God; and God healed Abimelech, his wife, and his female servants. Then they bore children; Exodus 15:26 and said, "If you diligently heed the voice of the LORD your God and do what is right in His sight, give ear to His commandments and keep all His statutes, I will put none of the diseases on you which I have brought on the Egyptians. For I am the LORD who heals you." Exodus 23:25 "So you shall serve the Lord your God and He will bless your bread and your water. And I will take sickness away from the midst of you." Numbers 12:13 So Moses cried out to the LORD, saying, "Please heal her, O God, I pray!"

Deuteronomy 7:15 "And the LORD will take away from you all sickness, and will afflict you with none of the terrible diseases of Egypt which you have known, but will lay them on all those who hate you." 2 Kings 2:21 Then he went out to the source of the water, and cast in the salt there, and said, "Thus says the LORD: "I have healed this water; from it there shall be no more death or barrenness."' 2 Kings 2:22 So the water remains healed to this day, according to the word of Elisha which he spoke. 2 Kings 5:1 Now Naaman, commander of the army of the king of Syria, was a great and honorable man in the eyes of his master, because by him the LORD had given victory to Syria. He was also a mighty man of valor, but a leper. 2 Kings 20:5 "Return and tell Hezekiah the leader of My people, "Thus says the LORD, the God of David your father: "I have heard your prayer, I have seen your tears; surely I will heal you. On the third day you shall go up to the house of the LORD.

2 Chronicles 7:14 if My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land. Job 5:9 He performs wonders that cannot be fathomed, miracles that cannot be counted. Job 9:10 He performs wonders that cannot be fathomed, miracles that cannot be counted. Ps 6:2 Be merciful to me, LORD, for I am faint; O LORD, heal me, for my bones are in agony. Psalm 34:19 "Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the LORD delivers him out of them all." Ps 41:4 I said, "O LORD, have mercy on me; heal me, for I have sinned against you." Psalm 30:2 O LORD my God, I cried out to You, And You healed me.

Psalm 42:11 "Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted within me? Hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God." Psalm 60:2 You have made the earth tremble; You have broken it; Heal its breaches, for it is shaking. Psalm 103:3 Who forgives all your iniquities, Who heals all your diseases. Psalm 77:11 I will remember the deeds of the Lord ; yes, I will remember your miracles of long ago. Psalm 77:14 You are the God who performs miracles; you display your power among the peoples. Psalm 91:9-10 "Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the Most High, thy habitation; There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling." Psalm 107:20 He sent His word and healed them, And delivered them from their destructions. Psalm 107:19-20 "Then they cry unto the LORD in their trouble, and he saveth them out of their distresses. He sent his word, and healed them, and delivered them from their destructions." Psalm 147:3 He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their wounds. Proverbs 3:7-8 "Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the LORD and depart from evil. It will be health to your flesh, and strength to your bones."

Isaiah 40:31 "But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary, and they shall walk and not faint." Isaiah 41:10 "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 53:4-5 "Surely He hath borne our griefs (Lit. sicknesses) and carried our sorrows yet we did esteem Him stricken, smitten of God and afflicted. But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; the chastisement of our peace was upon Him; and by His stripes we are healed." Isaiah 54:17 "No weapon formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue which rises against you in judgment YOU shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is from Me," says the LORD."

Isaiah 57:18 I have seen his ways, and will heal him; I will also lead him, And restore comforts to him And to his mourners. Isaiah 57:19 "I create the fruit of the lips: Peace, peace to him who is far off and to him who is near," Says the LORD, "And I will heal him." Isaiah 58:8 Then your light shall break forth like the morning, Your healing shall spring forth speedily, And your righteousness shall go before you; The glory of the LORD shall be your rear guard. Isaiah 61:1 "The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon Me, Because the LORD has anointed Me To preach good tidings to the poor; He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, To proclaim liberty to the captives, And the opening of the prison to those who are bound; Jeremiah 8:11 For they have healed the hurt of the daughter of My people slightly, Saying, "Peace, peace!' When there is no peace. Jeremiah 17:14 "Heal me, O LORD, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved: for thou art my praise." Jer 30:17 But I will restore you to health and heal your wounds,'declares the LORD, 'because you are called an outcast, Zion for whom no one cares.' Jeremiah 33:6 Behold, I will bring it health and healing; I will heal them and reveal to them the abundance of peace and truth. Jeremiah 33:5-7) Malachi 4:2-3 "But unto you that fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings; and you shall go forth, and grow up as calves of the stall. You shall trample the wicked for they shall be ashes under the soles of your feet on the day that I do this says the Lord of hosts"


"BEAR YE ONE ANOTHER'S BURDENS, AND SO FULFILL THE LAW OF CHRIST." ( GALATIANS 6:2 KJV )

TOGETHER IS BETTER!"BEAR YE ONE ANOTHER'S BURDENS, AND SO FULFILL THE LAW OF CHRIST." ( GALATIANS 6:2 KJV )

TOGETHER IS BETTER!

Mrs Terry <jmyoung1@btconline.net>
- Thursday, July 3, 2003 1:53 PM CDT

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Hi Amanda, I am glad to see things are going well for you sweetie.
Just wanted to drop in and see if you were interested in visiting Smile Quilts for an online quilt made just for you.
Just click on the graphic below!



Angel Chris and all your friends at Smile Quilts
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Thursday, July 3, 2003 8:12 AM CDT

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Hello Amanda! We hope you are doing well and enjoying the summer! We are finally swimming in our pool, yeah!

Well, we just wanted you to know you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers today! Take care of you!
The Caouette Family <RoushRacn6@msn.com>
Ellington, CT U.S.A. - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 3:06 PM CDT

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I am so happy ot here Amanda is doing great. I pray for her every single night! I pray that she will over come this cancer and go on to live a happy, productive, loving cancer free life. May God Bless her and your whole family. I will continue to keep you all in my prayers. Have fun on your big vacation!
Jennette Otken <Jennette123@aol.com>
Dayton, NJ USA - Saturday, June 28, 2003 11:19 PM CDT

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I am glad to see things are going well there and hope you know we are all pulling for you and praying for you! Am so glad the MRI was fine!!!
Chris
~ Gooch's Site ~ * * ~ Adopt A Kid's site ~
- Tuesday, June 10, 2003 9:07 PM CDT

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Hi everyone. So excited to hear about the clean MRI! I have been praying so much for you. This is the best news I could hear. God bless. Love, Jackie Meador
Jackie Meador <mrszir@juno.com>
Arlington, TX Tarrant - Saturday, June 7, 2003 10:45 AM CDT

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Im thrilled to read the good news about the MRI! YAY!!!!!! ahem...I hope I can see some new pictures of Amandas pretty face soon *hint, hint* :) I bet you will have a blast in California! Keep smiling and remember my prayers are with you all!
Angie Downing <downingwolf@attbi.com>
Logan, UT USA - Monday, June 2, 2003 1:41 AM CDT

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Hey Amanda, tell Mimi to get off her butt and update this site... tell her to put in here what a GREAT time you had when your Uncle Jim came to visit... love ya sweetie!!
Jim
- Wednesday, May 21, 2003 8:27 PM CDT

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Hello Amanda! Just wanted to drop and say, "hello" to you and your family. We hope you doing well!
The Caouette <RoushRacn6@msn.com>
Ellington, CT 06029 - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 11:47 AM CDT

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BooBoo you are such a brave and sometimes quiet girl I just hope that when you grow up you will still be alive and up and running and I am very happy that you FINALLY decided to walk it is really fun running around trying to catch you but it is kinda hard mostly when you CRY CRY CRY alot and never stop just keep up the good work and keep the MRI clear
Aunt Ashley <l3eautiful2010@sbcglobal.net>
Lubbock, TX USA - Friday, May 2, 2003 11:38 PM CDT

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Congratulations on the clear MRI, it gives us some hope for our little girl as her MRI is coming up as well.(Rhabdoid Tumor) Good on you!!!!!!
Vicki <lenny.vicki@bigpond.com.au>
Australia - Saturday, April 26, 2003 8:02 AM CDT

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Hey babygirl you are a powerful little girl and you will always be in my prayers as long as I live because you are such a brave child going through all that radiation and a tumor and a re-growth. Amanda I hope you can stay in my life as long as I live and you will not die when you are still just a child.

Aunt Ashley
Aunt Ashley <l3eautiful2010@sbcglobal.net>
Lubbock, TX USA - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 10:03 PM CDT

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That certainly IS great news!!!!
Chris ~ Gooch's Site


- Wednesday, April 23, 2003 8:08 PM CDT

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WHAT GREAT NEWS! No sign of tumors! That is a reason to celebrate! We will keep you and your family in our prayers, continue to be strong and get better soon!
Jennifer Caouette <RoushRacn6@msn.com>
Ellington, CT 06029 - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 3:42 PM CDT

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Great news. Nice to hear this. I am thinking about all of you.
Shirley
- Monday, April 21, 2003 12:35 AM CDT

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hello and happy easter.. i came across your page today.. and im so happy that your tumor is getting smaller/dissapearing!!! ive been praying to got for a miracle to happen to every child on chubbychica (thats how i came across your page) and im glad that he responded to you!
lacy
mn usa - Sunday, April 20, 2003 8:26 PM CDT

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HAPPY EATSER AMANDA AND WE HOPE YOU GET TO FEELING BETTER :)
Jodie Summers..... http://www.caringbridge.org/ca/lindsayjohnson <jsummers1@bak.rr.com>
Arvin, California United States of America..."Pray for Our Troops" - Sunday, April 20, 2003 0:10 AM CDT

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AWESOME NEWS!!! THANKS FOR THE UPDATE! LET'S SEE YOU HOPPING TO GET ALL THOSE EGGS TOMORROW, AMANDA!
JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH USA - Saturday, April 19, 2003 9:42 AM CDT

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Amanda, You are a doll baby!!!! Hang in there!!! you will be in our prayers. Mom and Dad you will also be in our prayers. Sure hope the Easter Bunny is good to you.
Ann <AKidd@triad.rr.com>
Burlington, NC - Friday, April 18, 2003 5:38 PM CDT

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Praying for you and your family! You are such a little cutie!
Kathy Mayo <kmayo42@aol.com>
Whitehall, OH - Friday, April 18, 2003 2:24 PM CDT

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Amanda,
I hope you start to feel better. I want to wish you a Happy Easter. God Bless you and your family.
Michelle <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Friday, April 18, 2003 8:04 AM CDT

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My prayers will be with you all tomorrow. I hope there has been no tumor growth and you can get yourselves to San diego soon! I will be thinking of you Amanda. Please let us know the good news as soon as you have it.

HAVE A BLESSED EASTER! HOPE YOU SEE THE EASTER BUNNY THIS WEEKEND!!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Thursday, April 17, 2003 5:22 PM CDT

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I have not been to your web site for a long while and I am so sorry to hear that you are having a hard time. I will be praying for you and your family tomorrow.
Brenda French
Ore - Thursday, April 17, 2003 4:19 PM CDT

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Geez Amanda, I wrote to you this a.m. and hadn't heard of the bad news. I'll be saying extra prayers for you sweetheart, get better soon. Hugs to your family too!
Jennifer Caouette <RoushRacn6@msn.com>
Ellington, CT 06029 - Thursday, April 17, 2003 3:59 PM CDT

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Hey there, I am so very sorry to hear you arent feeling well. Please know I will be praying for you. I hope that what Amie & I set out to do with the Adopt A Kids Site is working, and you have more people praying for you and visiting your site. I just wanted to take this opportunity to wish you a Happy & Healthy & Blessed Easter/Passover/spring time, whichever you prefer!!!


Chris
~ Gooch's Site ~ * * ~ Adopt A Kid's site ~
- Thursday, April 17, 2003 12:18 AM CDT

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Hello Amanda! Just dropping in to say "hello" to you and your family! We hope you are doing well. You are always in our prayers.
The Caouette Family <RoushRacn6@msn.com>
Ellington, CT 06029 - Thursday, April 17, 2003 8:22 AM CDT

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very cute great neice chucky. hope you get well soon sweetie.
piglette_4 heidi st.pierre
hamilton, ont. canada - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 12:48 AM CDT

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Hello,
My naem is Jenna. I was born with a rare bone disease, my webpage is: http://www.matmice.com/home/fighterandchampion
Amanda is a real cutie
Jenna

Jenna <hockeys_life@hotmail.com>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Monday, April 14, 2003 1:22 AM CDT

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It's about dang time you bring your booties out to see your ole (great) Uncle Jim. I am so happy things are going good for you. When you get out here, we will have a great time at the zoo and Sea World. I'll see ya soon, kiddo.
Jim Martin
San Diego, CA - Sunday, April 13, 2003 8:20 PM CDT

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You will be in my prayers. Hope you all have a wonderful time on your trip.
Virginia Strait <mainestarr@yahoo.com>
Lake Wales, FL USA - Friday, April 11, 2003 12:38 AM CDT

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way to go amanda getting accepted in make a wish keep up the fight we love you and we are praying far you keep daddy and grandma and grandpa in line and give them all a big hug far me love you uncel leslie
charles martin <charles_martin582002@yahoo.com>
quinlan, tx usa - Thursday, April 10, 2003 11:49 AM CDT

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All right Amanda all done Radiation. Way to go. Also accepted by the Make a Wish Foundation is pretty cool. Mom and Dad must be very proud of you and how strong you were through it all. My son was in Surgury 3 times for his skull so I know how nervous your mom and dad are.Give Mommy and Daddy a big hug for me and tell them to think positive and things will get better. God is looking over you and you have all of your Uncle Chuck's friends praying for you at KMA trucker's chat. Your one brave girl and you've come a long way and won, so you're a fighter and will survive. Big hug to you and Mom and Dad!!!
Teresa Smith <trukrwif@yahoo.com>
Grimsby, Ontario Canada - Thursday, April 10, 2003 11:37 AM CDT

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I created this name in yahoo for an entirely different reason but as I read the entries it has now taken on a duel purpose. My prayers will stay with you and I will check daily for updates. I will be "walkingthepathwithyou"
in my prayers. Keep the Faith~and tell Steve that his Faith can work wonders. I survived when odds were totally against it.
Donna <walkingthepathwithyou@yahoo.com>
Iowa USA - Thursday, April 10, 2003 9:30 AM CDT

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HI AMANDA: I LOOK FORWARD TO MEETING YOU REAL SOON. I MARRIED YOUR UNCLE CHARLES. HOPEFULLY, WE CAN COME SEE YOU REAL SOON. SEE YOU SOON, CATHY MARTIN
CATHY MARTIN <CATHYCLARK41@HOTMAIL.COM>
QUINLAN, TX USA - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 7:21 PM CDT

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what a beautiful little girl....i was interdouced to u by your Uncle Charles....i will keep u and your family among my prayers and thoughts.
Sue Bowman
Pavilion , NY - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 6:38 PM CDT

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Hey Baby Girl, I have you in my prayers from now till the end of time, we all love you and we believe that grandma Alexander gave you her powers, lets thank god that you are still with us and will always be. Love ya lots

Uncle Dingy aka Steven
Uncle Steven <JLo crazy 2007@aol.com>
Lbk, TX USA - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 1:18 PM CDT

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hey kiddo keep up the fight and keep grandpa and grandma in check see you soon uncle leslie
charles martin <charles_martin582002@yahoo.com>
qlinan , tx hunt - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 12:17 AM CDT

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YIPEE Amanda! You're done with your radiation! Way to go! We are so happy for you! Hang in there, get better, and know that you and your family are always in our prayers!
The Caouette Family <RoushRacn6@msn.com>
Ellington, CT U.S.A. - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 8:08 AM CDT

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YAHOO! CONGRATULATIONS ON FINISHING RADIATION! WHAT A BIG STEP! YOU HAVE COME SO FAR AMANDA! I AM SO PROUD OF YOU. TAKE CARE AND ENJOY THE TIME OFF. I WILL PRAY FOR CLEAR MRI RESULTS!!! :-)

GOD BLESS OUR TROOPS!!
JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH U*S*A* - Monday, April 7, 2003 6:16 PM CDT

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Hey kiddo... haven't wrote in a while... can't wait to see you this summer... you take care of Grandma and Grandpa...they need it... I'll see ya soon... Uncle Jim
Jim Martin
- Wednesday, April 2, 2003 10:57 PM CST

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I am a survivor of a rhabdoid tumor in the nasal passage. I hope that God blesses you and your family never loses faith. I was diagnosed at the age of eight and am now eighteen years. I have been cancer free for ten years
Amber Vaughn
- Tuesday, April 1, 2003 12:03 AM CST

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I hope your doing good Amanda! I would be more than happy to send a donation to make-a-wish. They do help so many people. I hope you have a great time at the zoo and meeting your great uncle and his family. Continue to fight! I know you can beat this! Always in my prayers.


Jeanne brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH U*S*A* - Monday, March 31, 2003 9:06 AM CST

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Hi Amanda,
I have seen sevreal people sign and I too have a daughter named Amanda. Believe it or not, her middle name was Nicole, but we changed it last year to Tait (long story).
Anyway, I have read some of your history and you are an amazing strong girl. You will be in my prayers.

Andrea <Amanda">Amanda>
- Saturday, March 15, 2003 9:30 PM CST

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Hello Amanda! We are happy to hear that you remain a tough little two year old! I bet you are still as beautiful as ever! We pray for you every day. Stay strong little girl and please wish the same to your family.
The Caouette Family <RoushRacn6@msn.com>
Ellington, CT 06029 - Thursday, March 13, 2003 10:57 AM CST

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Hi Amanda! I am so happy you are feeling good and doing chemo and radiation and no sickness, YEAH!!! I've been checking on you everyday but have not signed in ~ I know, shame on me. Sorry! Just please know that even though I don't sign in everyday, I am here praying for you everyday. I check on all the Rhabdoid kids everyday and will continue to. Have a great week. And oh, the pictures are too cute! I'm sure you'll have your hair back again soon :-)
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 3:02 PM CST

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I want you to know I visited your web pages and offered a prayer for healing for you. You are a real cutie Amanda and I believe you are in the hands of our Lord. He will take care of you and your family.
Love is the best medicine!
Ivy.......www.caringbridge.org/wa/cameronboyd
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 1:28 AM CST

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hi ur really cute u justwanted to say hi and that u will be in my hopes and prayers u and ur family hope u make it through keep fighting.
casey patterson <cowgirl_15_2007@yahoo.com>
brady, tx - Monday, March 3, 2003 8:34 PM CST

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Hello. My name is Jackie Meador. Our beloved son was there at cook's a year ago in the spring at the same time you were. We would hear about you from the doctors. We were on the other side of the floor from you. Our son had the same tumor, only they were not able to remove all of it. We were never able to treat him because of repeated infections, and he was too young for radiation. We lost the fight in only four months. You are fortunate that they were able to get all of it and that you have been able to try so many things. If I can be of any help to you, let me know. We did a lot of research during the process and are aware of some other excellent doctors and facilities that might be able to help you more than Cook's. There is a doctor in Dallas who uses a procedure known as accuray that can safely "Zap" any remaining tumor as long as it is small enough and she is strong enough. His name is Dr. Bauers, and he is at the Children's Medical Center of Dallas. If they can't help you, you may also want to consider Texas Children't Hospital in Houston, which is one of the ten top hospitals in the country. Also, if you are interested I am familiar with some alternative treatment facilities that some have found useful. The point is, don't give up, and please write me if you want to know anything else. sincerely, Jackie.
Jackie Meador <mrszir@juno.com>
Arlington, Tx USA - Monday, March 3, 2003 9:07 AM CST

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Hey cutie, thinking of you and right now, we just all want to see you feeling great and doing fantastic.
Hugs and prayers,

Chris
~ Gooch's Site ~ ** ** ~ Adopt A Kid's site~ - just click on Caringbridge on the left
- Sunday, March 2, 2003 11:14 AM CST

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Hi, I am a very close friend of Emma Butcher family. Emma is one of the angels on this site.We lost Emma sept. of 99.I check this sight ever so often. For some reason your personalty just clicked with me and i wanted to let you know that i understand exactly what your going through. The love, hope ,pain, and the ever present "are we doing the right things" Boy if we could just get a answer to that question! Well i can tell you reviewing it all after almost 4 years later. Any decisions you make are the right ones because you do it with love. And you know that smile you get, its because she knows you all love her. My prayers for her recovery, and strength to all of you.
judy jenson <jejenson@hotmail.com>
spicer, mi usa - Saturday, February 22, 2003 3:16 PM CST

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Hi I wanted to stop by and let you know our prayers are with Amanda. She is a beautiful little girl, and obviously a fighter. I have an Amanda too! she is 10, and has Leukemia. I will keep checking in on you, hope you have a good week. Take care.
Tonya Lloyd <www.caringbridge.org/ut/amanda>
SLC, UT - Thursday, February 20, 2003 11:58 AM CST

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Hello Amanda! Just dropping by to wish you a good week. It sounds like you are being very brave and strong! Keep it up little girl! We are all praying for you and your family. What beautiful new pictures! You most definately are one beautiful little girl.
The Caouette Family <RoushRacn6@msn.com>
Ellington, CT 06029 - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 3:26 PM CST

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Dear Amanda and your family,
Hello from Waterloo,Ontario, Canada. My name is Laura and am a student at the university of waterloo here. I just came across your page today and want you to know that I am thinking of you. I pray God will lead you to the right decisions and be with the doctors as they attend to you. May God be with you and bless you always.

Laura <daisey_face@hotmail.com>
Waterloo, Canada - Monday, February 17, 2003 6:41 PM CST

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AMANDA,
WISHING YOU AND YOUR FAMILY A HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 6:36 PM CST

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Just wanted to drop by and leave you some Valentine’s thoughts & wishes.
Hoping things are going good for you today.
I hope you’re aware of your listing on our Adopt A Kid site, and getting new guestbook messages because of it!
Amie & I are trying to get as many people thinking and praying as possible!






Chris - Gooch's mom
Gooch's Site
Adopt A Kid's site - just click on Caringbridge on the left
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 2:15 AM CST

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Hi everyone, I hope you are all doing ok. When Grandpa Steve showed me about this site I just cried. I hope you know that even though I have only known Steve for I short while I will always be here for you. He always keeps me up to date with Amanda. By the way my daughter is also named Amanda, she is 24. My prayer is that you will be able to enjoy your Amanda for many more years.
Sherry Gipson <sgipson@lubbock.k12.tx.us>
Lubbock, TX USA - Wednesday, February 5, 2003 1:45 PM CST

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hope all is proceeding well.


michaelmtrx
- Tueday, February 4, 2003 9:32 PM CST

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Hello Amanda! We just wanted to drop by and tell you we are all thinking of and praying for you! We hope you are feeling better!
The Caouette Family <RoushRacn6@msn.com>
Ellington, CT 06029 - Tueday, February 4, 2003 8:31 AM CST

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Guess What Amanda, I am the 3rd person signing in that has a daughter named Amanda (Renee). She is 13 and plays hockey. I love the name and you are so cute! I continue to pray for you. Keep fighting! I hope you are feeling good today and have an even better day tomorrow. Take Care!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, Oh - Monday, February 3, 2003 6:31 PM CST

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Hi Amanda. Guess what I am the 2nd person signing your book that has a daughter named Amanda, her middle name is Whitney though. My Amanda is 10 and has Leukemia, she is a fighter just like you! hang in there and we will pray that all will turn out for you! Take care, you are a beautiful little girl.
Tonya Lloyd <www.caringbridge.org/ut/amanda>
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 06:04 PM (CST)

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Hello Amanda! I also have a daughter whose name is Amanda Nicole! A beautiful name for 2 beautiful girls! I hope you are feeling better! My family sends our love and prayers to you and your family!
The Caouette Family <RoushRacn6@msn.com>
Ellington, CT U.S.A. - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 12:16 PM (CST)

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STILL THINKING OF YOU AMANDA! YOUR PICTURES ARE SO CUTE!! I HOPE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER SOON! DON'T GIVE UP! I KNOW YOU ARE SUCH A FIGHTER!
JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 09:47 AM (CST)

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Dear Amanda and Family,This is my first time to visit your site. I want to let you know that in my thoughts and prayers is where I will keep you.Wishing you only good things.
Karen MacLeod <karenmacleod213@hotmail.com>
Glace Bay,Nova Scotia, Canada - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 04:02 PM (CST)

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Amanda and family,

Thinking of you! Let me know if I can do anything for you Cheryl.

Love,
Christy
Christy Masoner Spence <christyspence@attbi.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Monday, January 20, 2003 at 01:55 PM (CST)

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I am so sorry to hear that Amanda has new growth. I'll be praying for her and your family during this difficult time.
Gina Colby
- Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:24 PM (CST)

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Sorry to hear about the new growth...glad to hear there is something they can do about it. I will be keeping you guys in my prayers over the next days and weeks. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 06:22 PM (CST)

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We are praying for Amanda!!!! You make all correctly.
The God love you.
Alena and Michael Atlasov
Russia - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 08:46 AM (CST)

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I am praying for you all! Take Care, Amanda :) I know you can beat this thing again!!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 06:17 PM (CST)

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Hi Amanda! Did Santa come to visit you? I hope you had a wonderful Christmas:) Take care and know that I am still praying you will be healthy in 2003.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 06:26 PM (CST)

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Amanda,

So glad to read that you are doing so well! Have a Happy Christmas and very Healthy 2003!!
Denise Zangari <dmzangari@aol.com>
Brick, NJ USA - Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 02:52 PM (CST)

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Still thinking and praying for Amanda's continued good health. I bet she is excited for Christmas! I hope you all had a great Thanksgiving and please have a blessed Christmas this year! You are so lucky she has come thru this! Take Care!
JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH - Sunday, December 15, 2002 at 09:45 PM (CST)

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May God Bless Amanda & keep her safe.She is in my prayers.
Cissy Amato
- Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 06:57 PM (CST)

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I was so glad that my sister-in-law told me about Amanda's website just hearing your story gives me the hope I need for my son who has just been diagnosed with the same tumor
Lori Rainey <LILGRL272@AOL.Com>
Mooresville, NJ USA - Saturday, December 07, 2002 at 04:29 PM (CST)

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It's been way too long since I looked at your web site. Amanda looks GREAT!! I can't wait to see her in a couple of weeks! Lots and lots of love
Uncle Jim
- Sunday, October 06, 2002 at 10:52 PM (CDT)

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WONDERFUL NEWS AGAIN! I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU ALL. YOU ARE SO LUCKY TO HAVE THAT SWEET LITTLE PRINCESS STILL HERE! I'M SORRY ABOUT THE MOVE BUT IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU HAVE SOME GREAT IDEAS. GIVE AMANDA A GREAT BIG HUG FROM A FRIEND IN OHIO! TAKE CARE!
JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 06:49 PM (CDT)

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Hi my name is Francis.Ihope all is well with youre beautifull baby. My son lorenzo passed away on april-third this year of Rhabdoid tumors.Im so glad she is doing well.youre story reminds me of everything that happend to me and my angel.I know Lorenzo JRis watching over you and youre precious daughter.
Francis Gordillo <franchunkym@aol.com>
Sacramento, CA AMERICA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 07:23 AM (CDT)

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Hey, I am Amandas Aunt and I love her with all my heart and I will never forget about her because I live with her. Well I am going to do this about a few times a year. I will talk to yall later bye
(Amandas Aunt) Ashley Conway
- Friday, September 13, 2002 at 04:39 PM (CDT)

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Amanda, its been awhile since I have signed in but I have not forgotten you at all. I check on you all the time. All of the Rhabdoid kids are on my favorites for the update page so I can stay right on top of things. You are doing great! You are so precious! I love the pictures! You are such a little fighter. Your dad taught you well. Keep it up and I'll check in later.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 02:46 PM (CDT)

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Hello...I just wanted to say a big hello from Smile Quilts. We are a group of ladies who stitch virtual quilts for children. When you have a moment to spare please stop by Smile Quilts and have a look around. We would love to make your child a Smile Quilt of their very own.
Sincerely,
The Quilting Angel's


Quilting Angel Island Princess <mooks@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, August 12, 2002 at 01:44 AM (CDT)

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I AM AMANDAS AUNT AM I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART I SHARE A ROOM WITH HER AND I HOPE SHE IS IN EVERYONES DREAMS
ASHLEY CONWAY ( HER AUNT) <BABY4BOYS4EVER2AOL.COM>
- Saturday, August 10, 2002 at 05:53 PM (CDT)

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GO AMANDA!!! You are one amazing little sweetheart!I think about you all the time, and as always, you are in my prayers! Immunizations..yuck... :P I think youve seen enough needles to last a lifetime!! Love you lots!
Angie & family
Angie
Logan, Utah USA - Thursday, July 18, 2002 at 02:28 AM (CDT)

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Amanda, you are so admirable! Do you know that you have all these people pulling for you?!? And probably more that aren't signing in?!? We are praying you beat this thing. You are doing awesome! So you're a little behind on the shots, huh?!? That's okay, you can always catch up later.

Take Care hun, Tell Grandma and Daddy they are doing great!
Dawn A. <naughty3@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 08:47 AM (CDT)

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Wonderfull news on the MRI!! I think I finally found out what PMS stands for....Pre MRI Syndrome!! I think every parent gets the jitters before the scan!I know I do! My daughter Katie was dx with a pnet/medulloblastoma when she was one and a half and is now in REMISION! What a wonderful word.Good Luck and enjoy the summer.
Cheri www.caringbridge.com/canada/katelynn <cherilee@telus.net>
Nelson, BC Canada - Saturday, July 06, 2002 at 03:02 PM (CDT)

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CONGRADULATIONS! It is a relief to hear the good news. May God continue to heal and truely bless your family as only He can do!!!!!!
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Saturday, June 29, 2002 at 11:50 AM (CDT)

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Glad to hear the good news! We will still continue to pray for you and your family in hopes that someday soon you will hear those words " YOU ARE CURED"!!!!
Sue <suep@firstmnbank.com>
Glencoe, mn - Wednesday, June 26, 2002 at 05:51 PM (CDT)

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Now that is wonderful to hear little girl. I hope that you`ll stay that way for the next five years(Nope - I hope you will stay helöathy this way the next 100 years) - so the doctors can you declare as truly cured. A child so small like you deserves to have a carefree life. Glad to hear you are doing so well.
Heidi <heidi.schnitzer@uibk.ac.at>
Innsbruck, AUSTRIA - Tuesday, June 25, 2002 at 01:10 AM (CDT)

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What a relief! Our prayers are being answered. I just wish every rhabdoid parent could have this 2nd chance. Just keep that in mind for the rest of your lives, you are so lucky! Amanda, you are such a cutie! Before long your feet just might fit into those shoes. God Bless Every Inch of You! Hugs and Prayers sent your way from OHIO! Take care and enjoy your summer.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Monday, June 24, 2002 at 06:03 PM (CDT)

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What wonderful news!! You are right, enjoy the moment and as the next time for the MRI you go through it all again. Paigey's next MRI is July 30th....we truly know she is healed, but the fear remains. Otherwise Paige is as any 5 y/o is - full of energy and goes, goes and goes! She is truly making up for lost time. Her hair is about an inch long and is so cute! Still needs to put some weight on. Has Amanda begun to grow her hair back? These are such amazing little angels....truly an inspiration. Anytime I have a bad day or something, I just think of our little miracle and my day has improved 200%! I continue to send emails to Oprah w/no response. I am also trying Good Morning America and 60 minutes. We have to get our stories out and give hope to families that may have lost all hope...Hope you are enjoying your summer and Amanda gets to do all the things any (almost) 2 y/o is suppose to do!!!!! Now all Gramma has to do is keep up!!!!!!!!!! My prayers continue for her continued road to a cure!!!!!!
Kim Hoppe <kimho@waushosp.org>
Wausau, WI - Monday, June 24, 2002 at 04:26 PM (CDT)

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Popcorn Player
Albert Pina <jeanetterincon@hotmail.com>
Tucson, AZ - Monday, June 24, 2002 at 11:15 AM (CDT)

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Hey there, you doll-baby! Just a reminder that someone in Utah LOVES YOU! We are all cheering for you! LOVE those new pictures- you keep getting cuter! :)
Give your G-ma a big wet kiss and keep on smiling, sweety!
Angie <downingwolf@attbi.com>
Logan, UT USA - Saturday, June 22, 2002 at 01:31 PM (CDT)

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Hi Amanda! I have thought of you all day today. I hope the MRI went well. Can't wait to hear the "good news" update! Keep Strong you cutie!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Friday, June 21, 2002 at 05:23 PM (CDT)

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Since there is no recent update, I am taking that as GOOD NEWS! YEAH! Amanda, you are kicking booty! You go, girl!
Dawn A. <naughty3@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Saturday, June 15, 2002 at 08:19 AM (CDT)

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You may just be a supermodel when you grow up, cutie! Or like your photo says, a nurse! CHARISMA! You have it! I say if you like the Dr. Pepper, go for it, honey. You look fine. Besides, the steroids cause weight gain and some swelling, too. You look GOOD. Your family is admirable. They really love you and it is plain to see. You are one lucky little woman, you know that?!? We are praying for you and all the other kids who have been affected by this "monster".
Dawn Anderson (Chayton's mommy) <naughty3@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Sunday, June 02, 2002 at 12:23 PM (CDT)

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Love and prayers from Ia.
JJ <jandjm@netins.net>
Dumont, IA USA - Monday, May 27, 2002 at 07:31 PM (CDT)

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Amanda Sweety,
You are just the most precious little girl I have seen.
You hang in there honey! Good things will happen to you because me and a lot of other people are praying for and thinking of you often.
You keep mi-mi and pi-pi in line (LOL)
Cindy <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, TX - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 01:02 PM (CDT)

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I'm glad you are still doing well, little Amanda. How cute you are. We will continue to pray for you. Enjoy your summer.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 05:51 PM (CDT)

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we love you little Amanda be happy!!!!!! get well soon
linda& ronny clinton <linron@nts-online.net>
lubbock, tx lubbock - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 02:53 PM (CDT)

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It is good to hear that you are doing so well. And I think, after all you have been trough, a little sugar input won´t hurt your tummy. I keep my fingers crossed for your well being.
Heidi <heidi.schnitzer@uibk.ac.at>
Innsbruck, Austria - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 01:18 AM (CDT)

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Amanda

You are doing wonderful! Take care, sweety. We are thinking of you all the time.
Dawn and Darrell Anderson (Chayton's family) <naughty3@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Saturday, May 11, 2002 at 07:07 PM (CDT)

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It's me again from Philadelphia...let me correct the first part of my sentence....a childhood friend of my husband's "son" has a rhabdoid tumor. Just wanted to make that clear. Again, my prayers with you and your family!
Terri Pacan <tpacan@sovereignbank.com>
philadelphia, pa usa - Tuesday, May 07, 2002 at 08:22 AM (CDT)

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Hi! I live in Philadelphia. A childhood friend of my husband's has a rhabdoid tumor, so as I check his updates and I go into others. I'm glad to hear that Amanda is doing well and that she is at home. I was reading your last entry about a tube being put up her nose for feeding. I have a 23 month old son that has a feeding tube, however, it's in his belly. He had the one from his nose at 9 months and it's really not anything that is uncommon. I thought it was at the beginning, but when my son got his, I saw more and more babies with it. (my son can't take any liquids by mouth as when he does, it goes into his lungs)..he should outgrow it though. Anyway, I just wanted to pass my thought onto to you about that.

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I pray for Amanda and all the other children that are fighting this horrible disease. Take care
Terri Pacan <tpacan@sovereignbank.com>
Philadelphia, pa usa - Monday, May 06, 2002 at 02:18 PM (CDT)

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Hello...
So glad to hear that Amanda got to come home and is doing well. It is true, there is no place like home!!! Enjoy each moment together. You are in our prayers!!
tracy <rice2707@earthlink.net>
- Sunday, May 05, 2002 at 02:23 PM (CDT)

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Hello, Your website is very touching... Your in my thoughts and prayers... Doris





Doris <cdmaa@insightbb.com>
- Friday, May 03, 2002 at 09:11 PM (CDT)

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Amanda, I hope you are still doing good. I continue to keep you in my prayers. What a wonderful Daddy you have. God Bless you All.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Tuesday, April 30, 2002 at 06:23 PM (CDT)

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Just wanted to let you know that your Uncle Jim is still reading up on ya, since your Grandma never calls anymore. Keep your head high (as high as you can since you're so short...) I love you sweetheart...
Jim Martin <babydoc71@att.net>
San Diego, CA - Monday, April 29, 2002 at 10:40 PM (CDT)

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JULIA ROESSNER
MICHAEL ROESSNER <MICHAELMTRX@AOL.COM>
MASSAPEQUA, NY USA - Friday, April 26, 2002 at 02:50 PM (CDT)

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I think it would be AWESOME if a HUGE amount of people would write letters to Congressmen/Women, or something, anything, and try to get more research done for this type of cancer. Anything is worth a try, especially when it may help save these very precious children. This "monster" has already attacked too many sweet babes, it needs to STOP! With God's help all things are possible! Amanda, I will be praying for you, you are such a beautiful little girl!
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, Ca USA - Tuesday, April 16, 2002 at 01:50 AM (CDT)

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Hey Mander's u better hurry up and get better so u can come home. I Love You baby girl.
Dad <Earnhardtfan398@aol.com>
Lubbbock, TX USA - Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 10:05 AM (CDT)

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Michael, you are doing WONDERFUL and so are you, Amanda. You sure are a beauty! We are still hoping, praying and pullin' for you.
Dawn Anderson (Chayton's mommy) <naughty3@prairie.lakes.com>
Winthrop, MN - Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 10:10 AM (CDT)

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Little Amanda is in our prayers every day, may God embrace her with a miracle as he did with our little Paigey. Who is Amanda's Oncologist? On 60 minutes last nite, Dr. Freedman from Duke Univ was on and discussed his protocols and 2 cases. We had talked w/him before deciding what protocol to go with for Paigey. We did not want to do radiation as it would encompass her entire head and we were told at St. Judes that she would definitely have learning disabilities from it. Dr. Freedman highly recommended Dr. Johnathan Finley in New York as he did not have radiation in his protocol for tx of Glioblastomas. We are trying to get Paige's story on Oprah to reach all the families out there that are dealing with these horrific diseases and watching their little angels suffer. I am waiting to be contacted if they are interested in childhood brain tumors and inspiration these children are to those that love them so.

Kim Hoppe <kimho@waushosp.org>
wausau, WI - Tuesday, April 09, 2002 at 01:50 PM (CDT)

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what a beautiful little girl
she really is
will be praying for you guys

Ronnie
www.caringbridge.com/page/gooch
<chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, April 07, 2002 at 10:27 AM (CDT)

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Sending warm and encouraging thoughts your way. I'm researching ATT/RhT for a friend whose baby just got the diagnosis. Thanks for sharing Amanda's story, and may God bless all of these precious babies and the families that love them.
Sylvia Garven <garvens@earthlink.net>
Lawrence, KS USA - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 08:58 PM (CST)

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Happy Easter Amanda,
I hope you and your family can have a great day together. I am still saying a prayer for you. Hang in there pretty girl!!
T.R. <rice2707@earthlink.net>
- Saturday, March 30, 2002 at 11:10 PM (CST)

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Dear Mander's, hey sweetheart this is brandy. I am praying for you everyday.and you are on my mind everyday. Well I hope you get to feeling better I LOVE YOU
Brandy <dimples82us@yahoo.com>
Vernon, Tx USA - Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 01:33 PM (CST)

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Hi there Amanda! You are such a brave little girl, and I might add very pretty! You keep fighting this thing and I would ask one thing of you, we were friends with Chayton and his family! You bet this monster! For Him! God Bless and we will continue to pray for you and your family.
Sue <suep@firstmnbank.com>
Glencoe, MN - Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 10:34 AM (CST)

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Dear baby girl. After reading so many stories about children with cancer I decided to become a
bone marrow donor. I wish you all the luck you can get. I will click on your homepage
as often as I can to see how you are doing! Happy Easter brave girl!!!
Heidi Schnitzer <Heidi.Schnitzer@uibk.ac.at>
Innsbruck, Tyrol AUSTRIA - Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 08:17 AM (CST)

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This is a good friend of your grandpa's you are in my thoughts and in my prayers. God is with you sweetie each and every day.
Margaret Edwards <margaret19581943@aol.com>
Hampton, Va. U S A - Monday, March 25, 2002 at 08:51 PM (CST)

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Love you lots Manders cant wait for you tocome home Love you lots Grandpa
Steve Conway <Sconway98@aol.com>
Lubbock, Tx U.S. - Sunday, March 24, 2002 at 11:24 PM (CST)

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Hi I am a friend from Chayton's page. You are so cute and I hope you are feeling good. I'll continue to pray for you!
Tricia Uecker <jsdq@means.net>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, March 22, 2002 at 11:53 AM (CST)

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Paigey Becker and her family and ours continue to pray for little Amanda. Hoping you and she find strength in God to endure each day, knowing all your doing is to ensure she has a beautiful future to live! Please contact if I can provide any help. Little Paigey is getting her Hickman out today after she receive a unit of Platlets. Has to be minimum of 100,000 and hers is at 49,000. We are thinking of you all.

Kim Hoppe <kimho@waushosp.org>
Wausau, WI - Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 11:06 AM (CST)

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Hello Amanda!
I continue to check your site and pray for you and your family daily! You are a lucky to have such a great family and they have been blessed to have you in their lives! You are a special one! May God hold you close and give you the strength you need to beat this battle! Thinking of you always...
Amy <8675209@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 12, 2002 at 08:22 PM (CST)

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AMANDA...
You are such a little doll!! what a pretty little face you have and I love the picture with your uncle!!
So glad to hear you are you are doing well. Keep up the good fight!!
Always in our prayers.

- Monday, March 11, 2002 at 10:21 PM (CST)

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Hi Amanda,
God bless you for being so corageous.You are so much
more corageous than so many people in this world. i have to tell you sweety, I am 27 and am lookin up to you... you are a bueatiful little girl (love your pics) and I believe God can heal.You are in my prayers every night....
missy
P.S. am so overjoyed to hear that things are going so well. Keep it up :) !!!!!
missy <missycoop@ivillage.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 02:58 PM (CST)

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Hi Amanda! So glad to hear you are doing so well. Keep it up. I will keep praying for your continued good health. You are so cute!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Sunday, March 10, 2002 at 11:58 AM (CST)

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Carolyn Jackson <c2jackson@ev1.net>
Plano, TX USA - Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 12:20 PM (CST)

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Jill Jackson <jilldjacks@ev1.net>
Plano, TX USA - Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 12:20 PM (CST)

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- Thursday, March 07, 2002 at 12:19 PM (CST)

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So glad to hear Amanda did well w/her stem cell transplant. Paigey to had that terrible odor from the preservative. Imagine the smell and taste our little ones are experiencing from it. Paige was good for about 2 days after transplant, then the side effects from the chemo started. Her last round she received high doses of Carboplatim and Theotepa x 6 days. What did Amanda receive? That first week after transplant she was extremely ill and in severe pain. She to was on TPN, cont drip narcotics, 6 different antibiotics, sedatives, heparin...they had difficulty administereing all her meds due to incompatibilities and limited access via lines "she had no free hang time" the nurses would say, as she had 3-4 things running at a time. She received transfusions every other day. They started her on ICG (immunoglobins) to help boost her immune system and she had an anaphlactic reaction and ended up in ICU and we nearly lost her twice. Cheryl, be sure and ask what everything is that they are giving her and keep a record. Often they can build up a reaction slowly and after receiving something 1 or 2 times the 3rd time they may violently react as Paigey did as ICG is a blood product. Please contact me if I can help in any way or explain something. Did Paigey's doctor respond to your email? My prayers are with Amanda and your family.
Kim Hoppe <kimho@waushosp.org>
Wausau, WI` - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 01:17 PM (CST)

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Amanda...
I am glad to hear that yesterday went well for you and you are feeling good. Keep up the good fight!!!
a friend from Chaytons page
- Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 01:01 PM (CST)

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Hi Amanda - I know you don't know us, but we are friends of Chayton's family! We are all praying for you and your family! God Bless and we will keep checking on you to see how you are doing.
Sue <suep@firstmnbank.com>
Glencoe, MN - Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 02:40 PM (CST)

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Hi Amanda...
Just to let you know we are thinking of you, as today is a big day for you!! You are in our prayers always!!
YOU ARE SOOO CUTE!!!
a friend from Chayton Andersons page
- Tuesday, March 05, 2002 at 01:20 PM (CST)

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There is truly power in prayers, as that is what has carried us and our little Paigey this far. I have been communicating w/Cheryl, Amanada's gramma just by chance. My paigey is my 4 y/o twin grand-daughter who is truly a miracle. She has completed her treatment cycles as of 2/02 which started w/brain surgery on 5/31/01 for a Glioblastoma GradeIV. Told very rare and only 5 % of children survive more than 6 months. She has her end MRI on 3/5 to show us her cancer is all gone. She has surpassed all the doctors expectations and God has certainly carried us down a difficult path that was led by children who are so innocently selected to guide us. I pray for you today as your family continues your journey. Amanda's pictures are adorable. Kim Hoppe, Wausau WI
caringbridge.com/wi/misspaigeybecker
Wausau, WI - Wednesday, February 27, 2002 at 09:41 AM (CST)

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Hi Amanda! I have a 12 year old daughter named Amanda! We are all hoping and praying you will be cured of this disease. Please know that everyone is praying for you and your family. My cousin Tyler has the same cancer and please keep him in your thoughts.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Botkins, OH USA - Monday, February 25, 2002 at 09:49 AM (CST)

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My heart aches for your family. May god give you strength to guide you through each day. I check your site often. May you find comfort in knowing you have many people out here praying for you and hoping your sweet child will be cured! You have a beautiful little princess!
A Friend From Minnesota
- Sunday, February 24, 2002 at 02:10 PM (CST)

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I am so sorry to come across yet another kid on the caringbridge site.
My son has leukemia, so I know how emotionally hard this is.
Not to mention financially and spiritually...
I will join all the other praying for you all.

Chris
www.caringbridge.com/page/gooch
<chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
Bethel, CT - Sunday, February 24, 2002 at 01:15 PM (CST)

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Im just a visitor who ended up here after clicking links for the "cancer kids" website. I know how hard this must be for you, but please keep the faith and know for every one that signs here, there are a LOT more out there praying for you! Amanda is very lucky to be so loved by her Grandma , Dad, Grandpa, and so many others. I pray she may be happy and for you to be guided to do whats best. She is an absolute doll! Thank you for sharing her story! If theres anything I can do, email me.
Angela Downing <silverwolf@pcu.net>
Logan, Utah USA - Monday February 18, 2002 1:19 AM CST

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I FOUND YOU WEBSITE THRU CHAYTON ANDERSON'S WEBSITE, HE HAS NOW BECOME A BEAUTIFUL ANGEL UP IN HEAVEN, AND WE WILL PRAY FOR YOUR LITTLE ANGEL HERE ON EARTH. JUST TO LET YOU KNOW YOU ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS..GOD BLESS
SUE <PAGELS@HUTCHTEL.NET>
GLENCOE, - Thursday February 14, 2002 3:07 PM CST

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MY PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS ARE WITH ALL OF YOU. HANG IN THERE AND LET ME KNOW IF I CAN HELP IN ANY WAY. AMANDA IS A VERY SPECIAL BABY AND SHE IS A FIGHTER, STAY STRONG FOR HER!!!
LOVE AND PRAYERS, KATHY, NICKY, MATTHEW, AND TIFFANY
KATHY PARRISH <KATHYITSMEAGAIN@AOL.COM>
LUBBOCK, TX USA - Wednesday February 13, 2002 9:34 PM CST

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Hi Amanda...
I am a friend who came to visit from Chayton Andersons page.Chayton went to be with the Angels today so, his family could use an extra prayer if you have one. Your little Amanda is so sweet. I hope she can fight this thing off and continue to grow and be happy. We will add Amanda to our prayers. God Bless.
a friend
ia - Wednesday February 13, 2002 2:14 PM CST

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Amanda is an amazing little girl. I think all of us as parents think we are weak, but we are strong for our children. They are the one's who give us the strength to go on. Chayton is on his way to Heaven, but still holding on to life, here. He knows he is loved, and that is the main thing, and I am sure your Amanda knows she is also loved. There are miracles, and we are living one, and I think you are too. God Bless and Keep you. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Dawn and Darrell Anderson (aka. Chayton's parents) <dandi77us@yahoo.com>
Winthrop, MN - Tuesday February 12, 2002 5:21 PM CST

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They say that this is very rare but it seems like there are so many of these kids its just hard to believe. Our thoughts and prayers are with Amanda and entire family.
Kylee's Grandma <rjazbill@home.com>
Waterloo, Ia 50707 - Friday February 8, 2002 3:08 PM CST

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What a beautiful girl Amanada is. My daughter, Katie, was diagonsed at the same age with a Rhabdoid brain tumor. Amanda seems to be tolerating chemo much better than we did. We basically spent the first five months in the hospital. My Katie is now an Angel and I believe she is looking down on you little girl.
Colleen
Edina, MN - Thursday February 7, 2002 8:37 AM CST

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Good luck treasure your time with your precious little daughter they are so strong. My son Connor also has a site on this page bye for now Jo
Joanne Titmarsh <titmarsh@tpgi.com.au>
australia - Wednesday February 6, 2002 11:32 PM CST

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today i going to let amanda type she just came home yesterday an i am so glad i anm her aunt here she is: kjjkjfjdnfnrejkhuyyn788756414uf-=[p0sashley5ashleyashlryuiuyjhgjfdhdfgdfsgfygf hdgfdfshytui8795678563556735676587769 5823 98637657857585 8+ there she was an i had to help her a little bit buhbye
Ashley Conway her aunt <Ashbaby98@aol.com>
lubbock, tx u.s.a. - Thursday January 31, 2002 4:48 PM CST

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A prayer chain has been started and I belive in the power of prayer and we are praying for you all.

Leigh-Ann, James, and Jason Johnson <hlak19@yahoo.com>
Lubbock, tx usa - Wednesday January 30, 2002 9:48 PM CST

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We are praying for you.......
Suzan
Lubbock, Tx USA - Tuesday January 29, 2002 10:44 AM CST

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I wanted to let you know that Amanda has been in the prayers of myself and my fellow students at LCU. I have a little boy about Amandas age and so i feel your frustration. My son has medical problems of his own that have meant many surgeries and hospital stays so my family and i are especially with you. God Bless you and Amanda.
Audrey Day <cmh_mom_2000@yahoo.com>
Lubbock, TX. usa - Monday January 28, 2002 11:15 PM CST

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Amanda is my god-daughter and my 3 kids and I Love her very much. She is very dear to us. she will be in our thoughts and in our prayers always.
Nadine Smart
Lubbock, Tx USA - Sunday January 27, 2002 2:16 PM CST

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My heart and prayers are always with yall. You know if there is anything I can do, please let me know.Amanda is one of the sweetest baby I have got to be around,and she is Gods child. I know this is hard because of who I am, but all of yall even if not blood family, are family to God and to me.Amanda is a fighter and with God and family beside her she will be fine. My prayers and love Pat
Patsy Pugh <patscowcntry@aol.com>
Lubbock, Tex Lubbock - Saturday January 26, 2002 4:47 PM CST

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My dear Na-Na's, I want you to know that I love you so much and you are my world. Babygirl, I just want you to keep on smiling and be as happy as you have always been. You are number one on my prayer list. I love you.
Stephenie Conway <srich101@hotmail.com>
Lubbock, Tx United States - Saturday January 26, 2002 9:48 AM CST

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Dear Aunty Cheryl and Amanda you are in our thoughts and prayers. Just know we are sending positive thoughts your way.
Hugs to all Love Leslie , Kayla, Austin and of course your Uncle Jim
Leslie <Leslie1967@att.net>
San Diego, CA - Wednesday January 23, 2002 10:15 AM CST

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To my neice, my prayers and thoughts are with you always,
Hugs and kisses, love Uncle Jim
Jim Martin
San Diego, CA - Tuesday January 22, 2002 10:50 PM CST

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