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Was just thinking of your sweet Abigail. I followed her from around the time she was featured on MACS..I was a teenager at the time. Sending you love from an internet stranger who has never forgotten your beautiful girl.
Phyllis <Prcammiso@gmail.com>
Philadelphia , PA - Thursday, March 21, 2024 6:44 PM CDT
Dear Abby,
Happy Birthday! 🎂🥳 Sorry this wish comes a day late. I thought of you all day yesterday, but was unable to post earlier. It has been a long time since you celebrated your birthday here on earth. You have not been forgotten, nor will you ever be. I will always remember the sweet young girl who, although I never met in person, was a great inspiration to me as well as so many others! You will live in our hearts forever! With hugs to your parents. Linda in Pittsburgh

Linda in Pittsburgh
Pittsburgh , PA USA - Sunday, June 14, 2020 11:10 PM CDT
Happy birthday to Abigail!
Chrissy
- Thursday, June 14, 2018 8:24 PM CDT
I still check in to Abby's page every now and then. She's still in my thoughts, roughly 16 years after I met her at Camp Special Love. Hope you know how much of an impact her life made in just 8 short years.
Deonna Dearing
- Tuesday, May 15, 2018 8:23 AM CDT
I read your page 12 years ago and every Flag day I check in with prayers. Happy birthday to Abbie! <3 Thinking of you & Bert
Shay
Barrue, ONTARIO Canada - Tuesday, June 14, 2016 10:47 PM CDT
I am thinking in your beautiful angel. From the far Peru.
Karla
LIMA , LIMA PERU - Wednesday, April 27, 2016 8:19 PM CDT
Thinking of you all today with a wide variety of emotions. Hugs to all and much love always.
Sue West <Gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Fenton, MI USA - Saturday, March 12, 2016 12:42 AM CST
Happy birthday, sweet Abby! I can only imagine the wonderful young lady you would have been! You are not forgotten and never will be. Although your stay on this earth was short, the world is a better place because you were here.

Linda in Pittsburgh
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Sunday, June 14, 2015 10:10 PM CDT
Happy Birthday, Sweet Abby, you are missed!
Claudia <pollyesther123@yahoo.com>
Ann Arbor, Michigan United States - Sunday, June 14, 2015 4:40 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Special thoughts, prayers and hugs go out to you today. Know that Abby touched not only my heart, but the hearts of many others who, like me, never had the privilege to meet her in person and not only know of her, but actually know her. She was certainly a special gift who will never be forgotten.
Linda in Pittsburgh

Linda
- Thursday, March 12, 2015 7:39 PM CDT
Just thinking of Abby and you all.
The Gwaltney's
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, March 12, 2015 7:00 AM CDT
Hi Bert and Suzanne- I met you guys at Camp Special Love where I was volunteering during the "Under 7" camp while in college. I was so drawn to Abby- she was so bright and full of life. I have visited your site many times since then, and was heartbroken when I had learned that she had passed. I have continued to visit the site, just to hear stories and keep up with her memory. I want you to know that nothing will ever replace your grief, but that your little girl touched my life so much that I became a nurse. I keep her photo in my locker, to remind me- on trying and difficult days- the reason that I chose this profession. I am now a nurse practitioner, with children of my own, and can't possibly imagine living my life without them. I admire your bravery and determination in keeping her memory live, and just know that she is thought of often.
Deonna Dearing
Harrisonburg, VA - Monday, March 2, 2015 2:52 PM CST
Missing you more than you will ever know.

Love you to Heaven and back
Angel Hugs & Butterfly kisses Sweet Princess

Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <smgunzenhauser@bevcomm.net>
Winnebago, Mn USA - Monday, February 23, 2015 12:58 AM CST
I have been extremely ill the passed 5 months. It 's been hard, but I feel Abby with me. Sometimes I dream of her. I know you miss your sweet girl. She reassures all those who are scared that it will be ok
God bless
Nanny

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, December 27, 2014 10:39 PM CST
Just thinking of you.
The Gwaltney's
Chesaapeake, VA - Tuesday, November 25, 2014 9:07 AM CST
I'm sure I signed the guest book over the years..but I followed your beautiful girls story for years...and I still stop by from time to time to see how you are doing. I've always grieved for your loss, and I have never forgotten your sweet girl.
Prayers for you and yours.

Lissy <Prcammiso@gmail.com>
Collingswood , Nj USA - Thursday, November 6, 2014 9:29 PM CST
I thought of Abby today, randomly while brushing my teeth. Just wanted to stop by to let you know I will never forget her!
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Friday, October 31, 2014 8:58 AM CDT
The moment that your heart stopped beating,
My heart split in two,
One side filled with memories,
The other died with you.

I often lay awake at night,
When the world is fast asleep,
I take another walk with you,
With tears upon my cheeks.

Remembering you is easy, I do it everyday
But missing you is heartache,
That never goes away.

I hold you tightly within my heart,
And there you will remain,
Life goes on without you,
But it will never be the same


God bless
Nancy

Nancy
- Tuesday, October 21, 2014 0:06 AM CDT
Happy Birthday, Abby!
Susan <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Saturday, June 14, 2014 8:59 AM CDT
Always thinking of Abby and you all.
The Gwaltney's
Chesapeake, VA - Friday, June 13, 2014 1:47 PM CDT
Sweet Abigail Anne Rose, So many years have passed! You are still with me every day. Life travels on so fast, but our treasures are held so deep within our hearts you sweet girl are right there in mine! Just thinking of you today. I can't believe its been 10 years! Your mommy said hi today by wishing me Happy First Day of Spring, that is soooo you! Spring is you honey and it sums up your precious life and how you loved! Beautiful, new and pure! Oh how you are missed! I love you Suzanne and Bert! I know your Abby is enjoying this spring day in heaven! Love, Tiger
Tiger Gilbert <camtiger@charter.net>
Montgomery, AL USA - Thursday, March 20, 2014 4:20 PM CDT
Abby, you are missed so much by so many people! Bert and Suzanne, I think of you so often and pray for God to comfort you. Consider all three of you hugged! Much love....always.
Sue West <Gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Fenton, MI - Wednesday, March 12, 2014 5:03 PM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with you today and remembering your sweet Abby. She was such an inspiration and made a great impact on many, even those of us who never had the good fortune to know her in person.

Linda in Pittsburgh

Linda
- Wednesday, March 12, 2014 1:23 PM CDT
Hi Abby-
I think and do the same things every year on this day- visit your site, listen to the same song- but it feels a little different every year. I've tried to write about you so many times and that changes too: hopeful, bleak, angry, detailed, rambling. I don't really know where I'm going with this, so I guess this is a rambling one. I wrote a paper this year about you and I think it's as close to true as I've ever gotten. I hope it does you justice.
I've been applying to colleges, and waiting for answers. I've lived here a long time now... six years, double the length of time I've ever lived anywhere else. So I'll be moving again, on my own this time. I'm a little scared. I hope I remember your strength and bravery and I hope I can remember no one is ever alone even when they're lonely.
I love you.
I miss you.
Your friend, Amanda

Amanda West <ajwest11@yahoo.com>
Fenton, MI - Tuesday, March 11, 2014 11:49 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Was just thinking of Abigail and decided it was time I dropped in and said Hi and let u know I'm thinking of you!! Suzanne I will be praying for your sister!

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, ca - Saturday, March 1, 2014 11:53 PM CST
I just wanted to wish your Mommy and Daddy a happy Valentines day. I hope it was special for them.
Love and hugs always Abby
Nancy

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 15, 2014 8:57 PM CST
Thinking of you as always. I always check on you via Abby's page. I am so sorry for your losses and will keep everyone in my prayers.
God bless
Nanny

http://nancybratt1972.wordpress.com/

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, December 28, 2013 7:28 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
Thinking of you this Veteran's Day and keeping you and Abby forever in our prayers. God bless!

Biz & Kay
- Monday, November 11, 2013 8:25 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert...
Just stopped by to let you know that I am thinking of you today and remembering a little girl I never had the privilege to meet...
Hugs to both of you!

Linda in Pittsburgh
- Friday, August 16, 2013 9:50 AM CDT
Stop by to show love. Blessings.
Kasey Gunde <topgund@aol.com>
Mount Holly, NC USA - Tuesday, August 13, 2013 10:04 AM CDT
Hello and belated happy 18th birthday to Abby! I've been here since back in the day when Abby was featured on Make a Child Smile and whle I still stop by to check on you I rarely leave a message but wanted to today.
Thinking of you all!


Bethany
- Tuesday, July 9, 2013 8:28 AM CDT
Thinkin gof your precious girl on her 18th Birthday. I know how much you love and miss her. PLease know you are ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers.
I love you Suzanne
Nanny

http://nancybratt1972.wordpress.com/

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Friday, June 14, 2013 6:14 PM CDT
Thinking of Abby and you today and always.
The Gwaltney's
Chesapeake, VA - Friday, June 14, 2013 10:53 AM CDT
Happy 18th Birthday, Abby!! I'll bet there is quite a celebration going on in heaven today!!! I can only imagine the beautiful young woman you would have become!

TO SUZANNE AND BERT: Nothing can compare to the loss of you child, and others can only imagine the pain of missing your beautiful daughter on her 18th birthday. May Jesus wrap you in his loving arms and offer you comfort and peace. Alhough we've never met, I fell in love with Abby when I first saw her picture on Make A Child Smile. While I don't often sign the guest book, I do check it frequently and keep you in my daily thoughts and prayers. Hugs, Linda in Pitsburgh

Linda
Pittsburgh, - Friday, June 14, 2013 9:21 AM CDT
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ABBY, I know there is big celebration going on up in Heaven just for you with lots of balloons and ice cream and heavenly birthday cake and many flags too ! We miss you so much here on earth but we know if given the choice you would not come back for you are now with your Heavenly Father. We will see you soon and spend eternity together with you. I think of you often and wonder what you would look like as a young 18 year old. You will always be a Princess to me. Till we meet in Heaven, Love you Abby. Barb
Barb Bogner <babogner@earthlink.net>
Manfield, Ohio USA - Friday, June 14, 2013 8:02 AM CDT
Hi,

we never met but I adopted Abby's page when I was 11 about a year before she passed. I think about her often, and I haven't forgotten your guys' story after all these years. She was an amazing little girl(I'm only two years older then her.) I am starting up a foundation for children with cancer, called " hello for heroes" where we send gifts and cards to kids fighting cancer and also help their families out with financial assistance. I have known quite a few kids(and one adult)who lost their battle to cancer, and I am wanting to make the foundation in honor of their memory. Abby is one of the kids I am wanting to do the foundation in memory of, but was wanting to ask your permission first. My email is ktreakle10@yahoo.com


Thank you and god bless.

Kati <Ktreakle10@yahoo.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, June 12, 2013 4:17 AM CDT
I come to visit Abby's page often....to remember her for her courage. I still cannot believe how many years it has been since I followed her story. She will never be forgotten. Happy Birthday, Abby <3 Love to you and Bert. Suzanne, you are one of the strongest people I know. If you use FB, feel free to stop and say hi.
Susan Cramer Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Tuesday, June 11, 2013 11:24 AM CDT
Always thinking of my sweet niece. We talk about her often and are constantly reminded of her by different things: Butterflies, feathers, kaleidoscopes, krispy kremes, boxers, dolls, Olivia books, Nightmare before Christmas, Harry Potter, beauty mark on the bottom of my foot, Carisa, doing the wash. I can go on and on. She has such a strong presence - Love and miss her.
Auntie Iris <jikerwin@yahoo.com>
El Paso, - Friday, June 7, 2013 9:16 PM CDT
I walked by my refrigerator the other day...like I don't walk past it 100 times a day..but it hit me that it was almost Abbys birthday. so I stopped and studied to pictures hanging there (still) I wondered out loud to my self what a beautiful 18 year old she would be. and how wonderful it would be to have her and Donovan graduating next year. I can't believe how long it is has been since I first got in contact with your wonderful family and how close a friend I consider you guys...I miss her and wonder what could or might have been, but God has his plan, that we dont understand, and sometimes dont like, but he is in control and I am very happy God put Abby and her wonderful parents in my life. Love you guys ...Ruthie
Ruthie Richardson <grdrichardson@yahoo.com>
Brookeland, TX USA - Friday, June 7, 2013 11:31 AM CDT
Hi Sweet Princess: Just felt the need to send you a message to ask you to please watch over Mike. He has cancer .. Kind of ironic huh? I always felt so strong with you and the rest of the kids but suddenly I am not so strong. He has the best of Angels watching over him and we are praying that he beats this thing!

I miss you more than you will ever know!!
Love you to Heaven & Back
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <smgunzenhauser@bevcomm.net>
Winnebago, Mn USA - Monday, May 20, 2013 8:40 PM CDT
Hello Abby,
I have never met you however you have recently come into my life. I've spent some time reading about your journey and all of the people you have touched. My heart is breaking for you and your family. I know I am nine years and four days late but I am so sorry you had to go through this. I can't even begin to fathom what a remarkable young girl you were. I know these past nine years have been so hard for your mom and dad and I can not imagine what they have gone through and how strong they must be. I am inspired by all of your strength. I just want to thank you and let you know I am thinking about you and praying for you and your family.

Sincerely, a friend of a friend
- Saturday, March 16, 2013 12:58 AM CDT
SWEET SWEET ABIGAIL ANNE ROSE... I can't believe it's been 9 years! Here we are today 9 years plus 1 day since you went to be with our Lord. It seems like it was yesterday! Today the Church elected a new Pope, Pope Francis I. Saint Francis said to preach the gospel and when necessary use words. Our new Pope will follow the teaching of that great saint. He will preach the gospel with his actions living it like Jesus said for us all to do. Baby girl in your short, beautiful precious life you did just that...you lived the gospel. You were the strongest light for God. Jesus shone through you! He used you as a vessel to love others. We could see Him in you through your beautiful eyes and your gentle loving ways. Thank you for showing a grown woman how to live. You still are with me to this day and forever...always in my heart Abby..always! Jesus is the lucky one who gets to have you there with Him. You accomplished so much in your life! Please continue to pray for all of us who are still here doing God's work. Those of us who knew you will all go through our lives with a piece of you in us for having been blessed with experiencing your love. Bert and Suzanne, I am so sorry your hearts break everyday. I know you miss your Abby with every fiber and breath of your being. I wish I could make it all better. You are in and will remain in my prayers. Thank you for your Abby and for letting so many of us love her too! God bless you both, Tiger
Tiger Gilbert <camtiger@charter.net>
Montgomery, AL USA - Wednesday, March 13, 2013 5:09 PM CDT
Thinking of you and remembering Abigail. Wishing it were in my power to make it "all better". Love to you all.
Susan <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Wednesday, March 13, 2013 1:47 AM CDT
Abby, you touched our lives in ways you never realized. I know we are all better for having had you in our lives. Bert and Suzanne, may God bless you each and every day, but especially today. Much love,
Sue West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Fenton, MI USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 9:03 PM CDT
Hello Abby,
I miss you. I've been thinking about you. I love you.
Amanda

Amanda West <ajwest11@yahoo.com>
Fenton, MI United States - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 7:26 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,

Wow, I cannot believe it's been 9 years already. I know today will be especially hard for both of you. But I hope you feel surrounded by love, from all your friends and family, and all those who care about you, wherever they may be.

Please take care!

Love always,

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Holyoke, MA USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 2:29 PM CDT
My Dear Sweet Abigail -
I miss your smile, your giggle, the sparkle in your eyes, your phone calls, I just plain miss you - So hard to believe that it has been 9 years. You taught me to look at this world in a different light, that some things just aren't worth stressing about and to cherish each and everyday. Today, tears slid down my face, thinking of you. You're in my thoughts today...and my heart forever!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses Sweet Princess
I love you to Heaven & Back
Forever and Always
Your Angel Sheryl
xoxoxoxo

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <smgunzenhauser@bevcomm.net>
Winnebago, MN USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 7:11 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne, just was thinking of Abby and had to visit to let you know I still think of her and of you and Bert!
Take care my friend!

Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Monday, February 18, 2013 8:35 PM CST
Can you share an Abby story with all of us. LIke what time would she get you up after Santa arrived. How excited was she when she found presents under the tree??
I love you
Nanny

Nanny <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 21, 2012 0:37 AM CST
I love you Suzanne. I am always here. Abigail is watchign over you
I love you
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nanny <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 21, 2012 0:35 AM CST
It has been a long time since I have written, but please know that Abby has not been forgotten. I think about her so often. Have a blessed Thanksgiving Day.
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, November 21, 2012 11:10 AM CST
I never got the pleasure of meeting Abby, Iknow if I had i would of adored her and her amazing strength. I know she is in heaven smiling down on you. There's nothing like losing someone that is so dear to you heart. I think of you guys all the time sending all my love. xoxo
tara pfistner jones <tara_anne09@yahoo.com>
mashpee, m.a. usa - Thursday, September 20, 2012 0:43 AM CDT
Mom, please don't mourn for me
I'm still here, though you don't see.
I'm right by your side each night and day
and within your heart I long to stay.

My body is gone but I'm always near.
I'm everything you feel, see or hear.
My spirit is free, but I'll never depart
as long as you keep me alive in your heart.

I'll never wander out of your sight-
I'm the brightest star on a summer night.
I'll never be beyond your reach-
I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach.

I'm the colorful leaves when fall comes around
and the pure white snow that blankets the ground.
I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond,
The clear cool water in a quiet pond.

I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in the spring,
The first warm raindrop that April will bring.
I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine,
and you'll see that the face in the moon is mine.

When you start thinking there's no one to love you,
you can talk to me through the Lord above you.
I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees,
and you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze.

I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep
and the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep.
I'm the smile you see on a baby's face.
Just look for me, Mommy, I'm everyplace!

Author Unknown

This made me think of you and Abby and Grandpa Suzanne
Love you
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 28, 2012 1:30 AM CDT
So sorry to hear about the passing of Grandpa Barker. But I know without a shadow of a doubt that he is reuntied with Abby and the 2 of them are together: whole. I keep you in my heart and prayers and I'm sorry during this difficult loss. I know it must be hard on you.
God bless you Suzanne and Bert
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <Nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Friday, August 24, 2012 7:44 PM CDT
Hi Abby,

I was out of town on your birthday so I did not get to write to you. I was talking about you today and how you always let Jesus' light shine through you. I am so happy I got to experience Jesus in you!!! You definately are your Momma's girl!!! I know you are dancing in Heaven with Him!!! Know I am sending up my prayer intentions for your Daddy & Momma, Suzanne. God bless you Suzanne and Bert today and always. Love, Tiger

Tiger Gilbert <camtiger@charter.net>
Montgomery, AL 36106 - Friday, July 20, 2012 2:02 PM CDT
Suzanne, this reminded me of you and Abigail. It just fits so much to a tee



I Thought of You Today

I woke early this morning, lifted the shade

to a sky overcast and gray.

No ray of sun to brighten my heart,

and I thought of you today.

The breezes of summer are no more

and have moved along on their way.

The crisp air of autumn has settled in,

and I thought of you today.

The crunch of the leaves under my feet,

I remembered how you loved to play,

chasing the leaves across the yard,

and I thought of you today.

As the daylight faded into dusk

and the shadows came to play,

I lit a candle and watched the flame dance,

and I thought of you today.

I crawled into bed, turned out the lamp

and glanced where you used to lay.

The tears came again, as they always do,

as I thought of you today.


God bless you
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nanny <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 28, 2012 10:35 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne ~ I have been a lurker on Abby's site for years, so of course on ths Flag Day I think of your Abby. I just looked at all your pictures again and you can see the pride in your face in every picture that you are in with Abby. Please know that I am thinking about you & Burt on this special day and will remember you both in my prayers.
Diana <Diana.Wolz@qwest.com>
Highlands Ranch, CO USA - Thursday, June 14, 2012 10:54 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Abby!! You are missed very much...
Deloyce Barrington <dbarrington@comcast.net>
Humble, TX USA - Thursday, June 14, 2012 10:12 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Abby
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 14, 2012 5:31 PM CDT
Happy Birthday, Abby!
Susan Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, Ut - Wednesday, June 13, 2012 1:42 AM CDT
Suzanne,
I have been thinking of you a lot lately, especially as Abigails birthday approaches another year without her here with you. I wanted you to know that Abby *is* with you, and always has been. May her special day bring you comfort and solace in knowing she is forever inyour heart and soul. I know you miss her physical presence. I pray for you especially in that way.
God bless
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, June 10, 2012 11:41 PM CDT
Precious Abby, I can't believe it has been 8 long years since you have been gone! My heart aches from the loss for Mommy and Daddy...I know you are with them everyday and that you shower them with your precious love all of the time through the wonderful signs and gifts that God helps you to give them. You are such a part of my life and I thank God for that gift of seeing you in all of my children. We all were so blessed to share in your short, but oh so precious time here and all are better for it! Bert and Suzanne know I love you both~ I know your days are still beyond hard may God bless you with joy, happiness and comfort~ Love, Tiger
Tiger Gilbert <camtiger@charter.net>
Montgomery, AL USA - Wednesday, March 21, 2012 11:53 AM CDT
Hi Abby,
I miss you. I asked God today to tell you I say hi and that I've been thinking of you. And then I thanked him, Abby, for giving me the chance to meet someone who would make such an impact on my life. I thanked him for letting me know you, know someone who was an angel long before entering heaven. I miss you so much.
Love, your friend,
Amanda

Amanda West <Ajwest11@yahoo.com>
Fenton, MI - Monday, March 12, 2012 10:42 PM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne,

I know today will be particularly hard on you both - but please remember that you're not alone. Your family, friends and loved ones, will be keeping you in their thoughts, prayers and hearts.

I will be thinking about both of you, and Abby, all during the day today.

Please remember, that you are loved.

All my best,

-Dave


Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Agawam, MA USA - Monday, March 12, 2012 0:58 AM CDT
Thats one thing about Abby Suzanne. She has been sending you signs from the start. But your grief has been so agonizing that you have been unable to see her signs. I pray that some of that has lessened now and you can see her beautiful reminders and signs that she leaves you every single second of the day.
I love you
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, March 11, 2012 0:35 AM CST
Hi Abby. I've been thinking about you. I just read The Fault in Our Stars by John Green, and it reminded me of you. I miss you so much.
Love always,
Amanda

Amanda West <Ajwest11@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 6, 2012 10:08 PM CST
I know that its been quite some time since I signed the guestbook. That doesnt ever mean you are far from my mind Suzanne. You and Bert have a part of my heart as you have held it, since I first followed Abby.
I pray for you every night and think of you throughout the day. I just wanted to say I love you, and since I am haaving a pain night I am asking if you dont mind, if I ask Abby for some healing.
God bless you sweetie
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy
- Thursday, February 2, 2012 2:39 AM CST
Merry Christmas, thinking of Abigail always.
Susan <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Sunday, December 25, 2011 11:46 AM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Just had to let you know I've been thinking of Abigail often. She has touched my heart years ago, and I still feel that touch.
I know that holidays will be tough but I still pray that you feel God's love surrounding you and guiding you during this special time of year.
Merry Christmas and a very Happy 2012 New Year!

Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Saturday, December 3, 2011 9:33 PM CST
Hello, I'm from Peru and I have followed the story of her daughter through the years. God bless you.
KARLA
LIMA, PERÚ - Tuesday, November 29, 2011 3:50 PM CST
Abby,
It's been almost eight years, and I still can't get over it. At the time, I was only seven: old enough to be upset, but too young to understand. I still don't understand. I feel very far away from you now- I've been through two moves since. I miss you, and I always ask God to tell you that I say hi and I'm thinking of you. A girl in my town passed away from cancer this past summer. I didn't know her personally, but have many friends who did. It's hard for me to talk to them, but I try to. It's one of the few cases where "I know how you feel" completely and truthfully applies. I miss you. You changed my life and still affect it, even today, eight years later.
Love and Hugs, Amanda

Amanda West <ajwest11@yahoo.com>
Fenton, MI United States - Wednesday, October 5, 2011 10:28 PM CDT
I love you Suzanne. You are always on my mind.
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancybratt <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, September 3, 2011 6:15 PM CDT
just thinking of you and abby<3 she will always be looking over us and keeping us safe , loove you and our amazing angel abby<3
macy martin <macybeautiful@gmail.com>
chespeake, va - Sunday, June 26, 2011 4:20 PM CDT
Happy 16th Birthday Abby. I've loved you forever
Nanny :0(
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2011 8:32 PM CDT
Princess:

HAPPY Sweet 16th Birthday and Happy Flag Day ..You loved this day so much. I love how you loved everything, how excited you got about everything and every Holiday!
I wonder what you would look like now ..What you would choose to wear .. Would you would have a boyfriend ... And would the car that Dad picked out for you be cool enough ... All these things we will never know, but I know one thing, you are missed as much today as you were years ago. The time is flying by but there is never a day that I don't think of you Princess. I love you so very much and I miss you more than words can say. Thank you for beautiful blooms on your plant this year, it hasn't bloomed in 5 years but I was not able to remove it from the ground as it was planted in your memory.. I knew it would bloom someday, I just knew it.
I love you to Heaven and Back
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses

Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN U.S. - Tuesday, June 14, 2011 11:33 PM CDT
Thinking of Abby and you all as always.
The Gwaltney's
Chesapeake, VA - Tuesday, June 14, 2011 8:01 PM CDT
Feathers everywhere today! Never a day goes by that Abby doesn't come into my thoughts. We were so lucky to have been a part of her life! much love, Carmen and Alfred xoxo
Carmen Torres <carmenstorres@gmail.com>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2011 6:21 PM CDT
Thinking of you today and everyday. We love you bunches. You're the woman.


Love Auntie Iris, Uncle Jesse, Ryan, and Carisa
El Paso, TX - Tuesday, June 14, 2011 6:14 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Sweet Abby,
Celebrating your sweet 16 in Heaven with Jesus and Mary and all of the angels around you...what a party! I know your Mommy and Daddy miss you with their everything! I sure do miss you too. You are never far from my thoughts, they make me smile and sometimes teary eyed, but sweet girl my heart always thanks God for letting me be a part of your precious life and knowing your mommy and daddy. HAPPY SWEET 16~

Tiger Gilbert <camtiger@bellsouth.net>
Montgomery, AL USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2011 6:13 PM CDT
Remembering your sweet girl today!
Cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Tuesday, June 14, 2011 1:31 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET 16, SWEET ANGEL ABIGAIL!

Dear Bert & Suzanne, Just wanted to let you know that your sweet angel daughter will never be forgotten, not even my those who didn't know her personally but were personally touched by her story . . . her beauty, strength and goodness. Thank you for sharing your wonderful daughter with us!! I know that Abigail is always with you in spirit.

Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, June 14, 2011 8:35 AM CDT
Sir and Mrs. Ortiz,
I am the JO1 who wrote the Jet Observer articles and took the picture of Abby picking the daffodils in the Martins' yard. I remember she was so thrilled to be able to actually pick a couple of the flowers that you had to stop her before she took too many. Of course, she took them all to her mommy. She was a wonderful soul, and from the stories you have posted on here, it is obvious that she is with you two forever.

Is it irony that I find her Caring Bridge site again after all these years, and it happens to be her birthday? I don't think so. I believe this was supposed to happen for whatever reason He has. I just hope that my small story will somehow brighten your day. God bless all of you.

Tracey Goff <proudsailor@hotmail.com>
Andrews, NC US - Monday, June 13, 2011 11:42 PM CDT
Every second and single day i think about Abby.. she is so missed but will never ever be forgootten. she was such a amaazing girl and made a differnce in everyones lifes we cant cry because she died we need to smile because she has lived , & i looked into the sky today it was more beautiful then ever its because the amazing angel ever is up there , she still flys with the angels but part of her will always be with us <3
Macy Martin <macybeautiful@gmail.com>
chesapeake, va - Monday, May 30, 2011 9:15 PM CDT
Spring always makes me think of Abby. It has been slow to come to us in Wisconsin this year. You are in my thoughts and prayers always.
Justine <justinekessler@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Thursday, May 26, 2011 12:43 AM CDT
I had you on my mind today Abby, I am sorry i did not get to write to you on your anniversary of going to be with Jesus; we were out of town camping in the mountains. You were so on my mind though, sweet girl. Thank you for the special moments you show your mommy and daddy that you are okay and taking care of them. I don't ever see a feather or a fairy without thinking of you. I have a very special friend at church whose wife went to be with Jesus. She sends him hellos through butterflies. He used to call her his madame butterfly. He says that those special moments are called "Godwinks". Isn't that wonderful! I am so happy God does those wonderful things for us when someone we love goes to be with Jesus. I often get Godwinks from my Daddy. Thanks for all of the Godwinks you send precious girl; I know they make your mommy and daddy too happy for words! I love you and them very much~
Tiger Gilbert <camtiger@bellsouth.net>
Montgomery, AL USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2011 12:54 AM CDT
Sweet Princess ..
I miss you so very much!!

Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses

Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN U.S. - Wednesday, April 20, 2011 7:22 AM CDT
Oh Susie -- What a beautiful job you did with the photos -- just like during those times filled with hope and love for our Little Abby Rose. I can feel the lump in my throat -- and it brings back the times of great saddness.
Karen Ellyn Barker-Duncan <kebd13@aol.com>
Winter Park, FL USA - Sunday, April 17, 2011 4:48 PM CDT
Dear Sue and Bert and Abby - I think of you all the time and love you all. And I am going through things as we furnish our other house and I found the little rubber chicken that Abby used to hide in my house. What a great sense of humor she has.
Lots of love, (Aunt) Karen

Karen Duncan
Winter Park, FL 32792 - Friday, March 25, 2011 9:54 AM CDT
Suzanne
It sounded like such a bittersweet experience. I am so glad that you and she met. That way you 2 can become friends and maybe be able to share your experiences with one another. You both know how one another feels and I think Abby put you guys together for that reason. What are the chances for you guys to meet at such a time. I beleive Abby brought you that feather too. She is always with you. Only in the next realm. And she remains in your heart and soul forever.
Love
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy(bratt) <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 19, 2011 9:49 PM CDT
Suzanne,
What a nice post. Abby is always there for you and Bert. I'm so glad you were uplifted by that other grieving mother on a day you needed it most. Another instance of Angel Abby working behind the scenes...
Much Love,
Deloyce

Deloyce Barrington <dbarrington@comcast.net>
Humble, TX USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2011 10:29 PM CDT
Thinking of you today.
Susan and Scott <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Saturday, March 12, 2011 11:26 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert, What a difficult day this must be for you. Know that Abby is always with you and made such a big difference on others, even those, like me, who never met her personally. Your beautiful daughter will never be forgotten! Hugs,
Linda in Pittsburgh
- Saturday, March 12, 2011 1:31 PM CST
Dear Sweet Princess:
It is so hard to believe that you have been gone 7 years. I miss you as much today as I did in the beginning. I often think about the last conversation we had, If I would of known God was going to take another angel, there's so many things I would have said to you. I hope you know how much you have changed my life, you made me a better person. I miss you so much Princess! I will always remember you and you will aways hold a special place in my heart. I love you to Heaven and back .. Angel Hugs & Butterfy kisses .. Aways & Forever

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Saturday, March 12, 2011 12:48 AM CST
Hey Suzanne
Woke up in the middle of the night last night and found myself staring out my bedroom window at your house I cant believe its been 7 years - We think and pray for you everyday but especially today! Please know we think of Abby often and are always reminded of her. She was such a precious gift to us all!

Lori, Steve, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Saturday, March 12, 2011 6:47 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,

I'm thinking of both of you today, as well as little Abby. I can't believe it has been 7 years.

While I know you will carry great sadness today, I hope that you will have moments of happiness from some of the good memories you have of Abby.

Please know that you are loved, and are in the hearts and prayers, of all of us.

Love Always,

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Agawam, MA USA - Saturday, March 12, 2011 1:01 AM CST
Abby will always be in our hearts. We think of Abby and you all daily. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
The Gwaltney's
Chesapeake, VA USA - Friday, March 11, 2011 8:12 AM CST
Thinking of y'all. Hope all is well as you get through another milestone. Missing Abigail's sparkle. Take care. Much love and hugs going your way.
Deloyce Barrington <dbarrington@comcast.net>
Humble, Tx United States - Monday, March 7, 2011 8:18 PM CST
i hope you & bert are doing good(: i have been thinking of yall lately , and i miss you guys and i miss Abby as well . she was a really great kid and having one of my bestfriends pass away wasn't the best thing . But she's in heaven , and is having a great time we all miss her so much! i love you guys, have a good week(:
Macy Martin <macybeautiful@gmail.com>
chesapeake, virginia usa - Sunday, March 6, 2011 9:02 PM CST
Being There
Do you know of someone
Whose precious child has died?
Perhaps she is s a neighbor or friend
With whom you can confide.
You assume that she is suffering
A tragedy so deep,
That there is nothing you can do
Since all she does is weep.
You feel that if you see her
There is nothing you can say
That would make her precious child come back
Or make the pain go away.
And if by chance you meet her
And have to face her grief,
You'll do your very best
To make this meeting brief.
You'll talk about the weather
Or the lady down the lane,
But you'll never mention her child~
That would cause her too much pain!
And when the funeral's over,
And all is said and done,
You'll go home to your family,
And she'll be all alone.
She'll go on, She'll be alright, time heals~
Or so it seems,
While she's left alone to pick up the pieces
Of her shattered life and dreams.
~OR~
You can open up your heart
And find that special place
Where compassion and true giving
Are awaiting your embrace.
"Today I'm thinking of you in a very special way"
Or how about "I love you!"
Are some loving things to say.
Sometimes a very simple task
Like picking up the phone,
Can help her feel not-so-quite
Desperately alone.
Whatever comes from a genuine heart
Cannot be said in vain
For the truth is, it's these very things
That lessen her great pain.
And when you let her talk about
Her child who is dead,
You'll know this is far greater
Than anything you've said.
So will you reach out with all your soul
And let her know you care?
For in the end there's no substitute
For simply BEING THERE!

Love Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, February 23, 2011 5:54 PM CST
I have been meaning to drop by here for months. I wanted to let you know how special Abby was and that her memory lives on in our family. As we went on the hay ride at Hunt Club Farm around Halloween, Mike and I both thought of the year we went on the hay ride with Abby and your family. Every year at the Pediatric Oncology Christmas party, I remember the year that Abby and Haley sat and played together. I always think of her as they place the big gold ribbon on top of the tree. She truly was a beautiful child, outside of course, but even moreso inside. I just wanted you to know she will never be forgotten and that we are thankful to have had her in our lives.

Lots of Love,
Mike, Holly and Haley Curtis

Holly Curtis <haley25wks@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2011 7:35 AM CST
Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful poem. It made me cry as I am missing my Picky so badly. You are right, time doesnt get easier does it? I miss him so much. This poem even fits Picky. His Momma misses him greatly
I love you
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 30, 2011 8:47 PM CST
Hi Suzanne,
I'm glad that you had such an awesome dream about Abby!! I've had similar dreams with Amanda, and boy doesn't it just make you feel so thankful that you had another moment with her? Wish they were around for real though. Missing Abby and Amanda will never go away....
Much Love,

Deloyce Barrington <dbarrington@comcast.net>
Humble, Tx - Friday, January 21, 2011 6:13 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,

I was very touched by what you wrote about your last Christmas with Abby, bittersweet though it may be. Thank you for sharing that with us. And I hope that that little ray of hope becomes larger over time.

Sara and I think of you often. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Please take care.

Love always,

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Agawam, MA USA - Saturday, December 25, 2010 9:23 AM CST
Im so glad that you have the inside of the house decorated, I know Abby is looking down on you both and beaming with joy, she loved Christmas so much! I know how hard this is for you! I love you both so much and Abby will never ever be forgotten!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Friday, December 17, 2010 6:02 PM CST
Ohhh I love you guys! Can't wait to see you next week. I love that picture of Abbey with the leaves. We'll talk about her while we drink angel wine.
Denise Mackey
Windsor, CT USA - Friday, December 17, 2010 2:04 PM CST
Abby is with us at Edmarc every day. We have pictures of her everywhere, and I still hang my "Hokey Pokey" sign with great pride, and tell all the parade float story and Abby's "Princess" wave. What a stuningly beautiful and wonderful child. She owns a piece of my heart. Cannot wait to see the quilt. Much love from me to you.
Anne Chisman Abraham, MSW <chismana@edmarc.org>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2010 9:18 AM CST
Thinking of you and Bert and of your precious Abby as the holidays approach.

Much Love,

Deloyce <dbarrington@comcast.net>
Madison, AL United States - Monday, November 8, 2010 8:08 PM CST
Remember Me with Love...
Author Unknown

As years pass by, and others rarely mention my name,
remember me with love.

take a moment to say my name out loud.
If tears fall, let them.
Wherever you are, know that I am.
I live in your heart, mind and soul.
Don't worry, you will never forget me
and we will be together again.
I have taught you many things
in a way nothing else possibly could.
Don't waste this lesson,
use the love you still have to give to others.
Comfort others who have had a loss, do it in my memory.
A little bit of me, lives on in each person you touch.
You have the power to make my legacy,
one that I would be proud of.
Light a candle, buy a rose, perform an act of kindness.
Our love is so great,
no remembrance could ever be large enough
to show how much you love me,
for true love has no boundaries.
And don't forget, I love you too.
Look at a puffy cloud, flower or bird and have no doubt;
my angel spirit is.
Contemplate the many gifts I've left,
how I've affected your life in a good way.
I've shown you how precious life is
and given you a greater appreciation of it.
I've let you discover how strong you really are.
I hope my short time here has made you discover what is really important
Has it made you a better person? I hope so!
Your faith has been tested, and hopefully it has strengthened.
I hope your heart is filled with peace.
Most of all, know that our love is eternal.
If you think of me today, I will be rejoicing from above.
To know you have remembered me
Remember me with love!

Love, Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nanny <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, November 4, 2010 5:30 PM CDT
Suzanne
I know that this time of year is tough for quite a few people. Especially for those who lost thier precious children. I know you are struggling, but please be assured that Abby is with you every step of the way. I know you wish you had her with you in person. Just know we a ll love you and are here if you need us.
God bless you and Bert and Abby
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, October 30, 2010 5:33 PM CDT
Oh Suzanne, I think of you always. I can't believe Abigail would be 15. Sean will be 15 on Dec. 14th. Just know that you are never alone. Love you and Bert always, Denise
Denise Mackey <dmackey@ahfinfo.com>
Windsor, CT USA - Thursday, October 21, 2010 12:19 AM CDT
I'm glad that people were around to help you through the yard sale day. You are so right about Abby and her generous spirit, she would have wanted to share!
Love to you and Bert,
Kim

kim cupo <cuposmail@mac.com>
saint simons island, ga usa - Monday, October 11, 2010 3:07 PM CDT
Remembering your precious girl today. Her smile brightens my day!
Cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Friday, October 1, 2010 9:55 AM CDT
Suzanne,
I know exactly how you feel about Abby's clothes. We still have all of Amanda's clothes. Thinking of you always.
Much Love,

Deloyce Barrington <dbarrington@comcast.net>
Madison, AL United States - Sunday, September 26, 2010 10:04 AM CDT
Suzanne, I really love the idea of the quilt---what a wonderful way to remember the special young lady she was and be able to literally wrap yourself in her love. I think of you, Abby, and Bert so much and will never forget how much richer you all made my life. Beverly
Beverly Pitts <bpp9s@virginia.edu>
Charlottesville, Va USA - Sunday, September 26, 2010 7:57 AM CDT
I can't wait to see the quilt, what a perfect thing to so with her clothes ... I Love that idea! I miss her so very much.
Thinking about you & Bert and Always remembering our Sweet Princess
I love you both!

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Thursday, September 23, 2010 4:33 PM CDT
This is wonderful news Suzanne. I cant wait to see the quilt.
Love
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nanny <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, September 23, 2010 2:46 PM CDT
Abby,

My heart breaks when I see your page.

I know that its been awhile since I've posted..
we lost you when I was only eleven.
I'm almost eighteen now.
I just wanted to say, I cant wait to meet you in Heaven.
And know your greatly missed,

Katelynn.

Katelynn <ktreakle110@yahoo.com>
Knoxville, tn usa - Thursday, September 23, 2010 3:14 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Just dropping in to let you know I was thinking of Abby and
both of you. Love the pic of Abby in her party hat!

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Wednesday, September 15, 2010 4:55 PM CDT
MY CHILD DID EXIST

I've lost a child, I hear myself say,
And the person I'm talking to just turns away.
Now why did I tell them, I don't understand.
It wasn't for sympathy or to get a helping hand.
I just want them to know I've lost something dear.
I want them to know that my child was here.

My child left something behind which no one can see.
My child made just one person into a family.
So, if I've upset you, I'm sorry as can be.
You'll have to forgive me, I could not resist.
I just want you to know that my child did exist.


For Suzanne, Love Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nanny <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Friday, August 6, 2010 7:14 PM CDT
We have never talked but I wanted you to know that I think of you & Abby often and keep you in my prayers. I like how you honor and remember Abby here and on the FB site.
DeAnna~Chase's Moma FOREVER!!! <Chasesmiracle@yahoo.com>
GA USA - Wednesday, July 14, 2010 2:26 PM CDT
Happy Birthday! We planted a tree for Abigail when she went to see Jesus! We call it Abby's tree. It is blooming beautifull white flowers right now! The only one blooming out of 10!
Amanda & Little Alyssa <williamsnfl@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 21, 2010 10:14 PM CDT
Happy 15th Birthday Abby, and (((((hugs))))) to Suzanne and Burt. Some people leave footprints on your heart.
Harri T
Auckland, New Zealand - Wednesday, June 16, 2010 2:21 AM CDT
Happy birthday angel. YOu are forever in my heart.
I love you
Nanny

http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy(bratt) <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 14, 2010 6:57 PM CDT
Happy Birthday to our beautiful niece and cousin. We miss you terribly but are reminded of you daily.

We continue to keep you in our prayers. Love, hugs and Kisses. Auntie Iris, Uncle Jesse, cousins Ryan and Carisa :)

Your the woman <jikerwin@yahoo.com>
El Paso, TX - Monday, June 14, 2010 2:05 PM CDT
Remembering our Abby always!! Happy Birthday Abby!
The Martin Family <martinlorid@cox.net>
chesapeake, va - Monday, June 14, 2010 1:27 PM CDT
Remebering Abby today on her 15th Birthday. Thinking of you today and always.
The Gwaltney's
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, June 14, 2010 10:06 AM CDT
Happy Birthday sweet girl. Thinking about you today and always.

The Berry Family
Trinity, FL USA - Monday, June 14, 2010 9:49 AM CDT
Happy Birthday, Sweet Abigail! And to Suzanne and Bert, I can only imagine the feelings of not having your precious child with you to celebrate her 15th birthday. Even though I never met her personally, I know that she was an amazing child and a precious gift! Your daughter will never be forgotten.
Linda
Pittsburgh, - Monday, June 14, 2010 9:21 AM CDT
PS~ HAPPY FLAG DAY ~
Love you!!

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Monday, June 14, 2010 8:23 AM CDT
Princess:
Happy 15th Birthday! So hard to believe that you would of been 15 today. I still think of you as a sweet little girl but I know that you would be a beautiful young lady enjoying life just as you did when you 8 1/2. I wonder if you would of liked boys at this point or would they still be out of the question. I think of all the things that you would of been doing at 15 and it makes me smile but makes so very sad cuz I know they will never happen.
I love & Miss you so very much!!
You will never ever be forgotten Princess~

Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
I love you to Heaven & Back~
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Monday, June 14, 2010 8:22 AM CDT
A celebration today as we look back on this day 15 years ago when you blessed your Mommy and Daddy arriving to flood their life with such love!!! Boy did you do that girl!!! Shining so with your spunky, funny, tender, grown up ways. Always taking care of and loving others!!! Continue to give Mommy and Daddy signs letting them know you are still looking out for them in your own special way. I know they feel you and your forever love!!! Happy Birthday Baby girl...Happy Birthday!!!
Tiger Gilbert <camtiger@bellsouth.net>
Montgomery, AL USA - Monday, June 14, 2010 0:51 AM CDT
Flag Day is here...and as always now, I think of Abby and her birthday!!! Happy 15th Abby. :-)

Sending wonderful memories your way today...the day you were blessed with the love of a sweet child.

May your day be blessed.

Michelle
Tampa, FL - Sunday, June 13, 2010 9:56 PM CDT
Thinking of you today and remebering Abby on her 15th birthday. What a blessing and a joy she was. I pray for God's peace and closeness to you, especially today. Love to you and Bert. Kim
Kim cupo <cuposmail@mac.com>
Harpers Ferry, WV USA - Sunday, June 13, 2010 9:19 PM CDT
Suzanne,
Thinking of you and Bert as your precious Abigail's birthday approaches. I can't imagine her as a 15 year old teenager. She would definitely be popular with lots of friends and probably have a boyfriend or two. I wish she were here to have enjoyed life as a teenager. May God bless and keep you through these difficult times.

Deloyce Barrington <dbarrington@comcast.net>
Madison, AL United States - Sunday, June 13, 2010 10:04 AM CDT
Thoughts, prayers, and hugs coming your way from Pittsburgh. I think of Abby so often (even though I never personally knew her). She was definitely a gift from God! She was a very special girl and very lucky to have the two of you as parents. She will never be forgotten.
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, May 28, 2010 8:23 AM CDT
Hi Princess:
I came to your site today cuz I needed to see your precious face and when I clicked on the guestbook, I read the post from Grandma Milli which made me cry! I can't even imagine loosing one of my grandkids, my heart breaks for your whole family. They all loved you so much Princess .. I loved you so much, I keep thinking God I miss that little girl, but you would not be little anymore, you would be a teenager now, I look at Madison's picture and it makes me sad, I wanted to know you as a teenager, I wanted to attend your graduation, your wedding, share the happiness when you became a mommy for the first time but that will never happen, instead I will treasure each memory I have of you, each conversation we had on the phone, the I love you's, the trinkets that you made for me, the thought of your sweeet precious face and most of all I will treasure God for bringing us together, I am so thankful that you were apart of my life. I will never ever forget you Princess!

I love you to Heaven & back ~
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses

Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Friday, May 21, 2010 3:01 PM CDT
Oh, BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL Abigail -- your picture just begins to show your soul and the depth of your being.
You were so very special. Words will never suffice for our dear, dear granddaughter. Your picture brings tears to our eyes. We miss you every day. It never gets easier. You truly were a gift from God to be treasured forever.

Mildred Barker <Gbark86@ATT.Net>
- Thursday, May 20, 2010 5:00 PM CDT
God bless your beautiful girl, and all of your family.
She is with you always, and never ever away from your heart.
Love, Claire.

Claire
England UK - Wednesday, May 19, 2010 1:32 PM CDT
I love you Suzanne
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nanny <bratt1972@live.com>
- Thursday, May 13, 2010 4:51 PM CDT
Suzanne, I wanted you to know that you, Bert and Abby have been on my heart and in my mind over the last six + years. I was praying for you on Mother's Day and felt prompted to visit Abby's site again. I really have no words. Your family was such a precious part of our lives. We will always remember Abby. Please forgive me for not saying so sooner. I just didn't want to say something trite sounding because honestly if tears and groans were a language I would have something to say. With great love, Kim Cupo
Kim cupo <Cuposmail@mac.com>
WV, - Tuesday, May 11, 2010 10:17 PM CDT
God bless you all, what a beautiful girl.
1000's of miles away, i am thinking of you. I wish you all the best xxxx

Anna Johns <annajohns12@yahoo.co.uk>
London, United Kingdom - Sunday, May 9, 2010 4:02 PM CDT
Suzanne,
Thanks for your post on Amanda's website. She is dearly missed as I know your Abigail is too. Thinking of you this Mother's Day weekend knowing how difficult that day will be to face without our precious children. Their memory lives on...

Deloyce Barrington <dbarrington@comcast.net>
Madison, AL United States - Friday, May 7, 2010 6:26 AM CDT
Love you guys...
Ruthie Richardson <grdrichardson@yahoo.com>
Brookeland, TX USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2010 4:07 PM CDT
Suzanne & Bert,
Good morning! I was thinking about Abby this morning and had to stop by and see how you guys were doing. I hope all is well.

Love,
Michelle-

Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@gmail.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2010 8:34 AM CDT
As always thinking of you and Abby.
The Gwaltney's
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, May 3, 2010 9:18 AM CDT
I think that she hasn't left you (or us) and the only one i would like to see posted toward the end is the darling one of her and Donovan...that can end it for me. Love you guys...really enjoyed the relay for life...I had never done one before but will again.
Ruthie Richardson <grdrichardson@yahoo.com>
Brookeland, TX USA - Tuesday, April 27, 2010 11:18 AM CDT
Dearest Abigail: We all miss you beyond words. There were still so many Christmas and birthday celebrations that we wanted to share with you. So much that I wanted to learn from you. You always made me look at things "your way", and what a wonderful and positive experiece that was! We love you forever, our beautiful, smart, creative and funny Irish princess.
Anne Chisman Abraham <chismana@edmarc.org>
Virginia Beach, VA - Wednesday, April 7, 2010 10:31 AM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I was sitiing In Abu Dhabi and scrolling through my favorites when Abby's caring bridge just popped up. I smiled when I seen her appear on my screen in a foreign land and I went through all the wonderful pictures. She will always be in our hearts and our mind and is missed not only by me, but everybody that was in contact with her!

Uncle Alfredo <aorti150@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 30, 2010 9:13 AM CDT
Suzanne,
I read your recent entry...and especially when reading the one about being lost and searching...my heart breaks for you all over again. Please know you were blessed to have Abigail in your life, even if only for an instant, and to be able to continue to share her with the world is really a blessing in disguise for it inspires others to continue to fight this war on cancer. Abigail will never be forgotten...look at how many lives she continues to touch...and I know she would love to look down and see you smiling today!!! You and Burt are always in my thoughts. :-)

Michelle
Tampa, - Monday, March 29, 2010 12:10 AM CDT
Just stopping by to let you know I was thinking about your Irish Princess!!
Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com>
St.Pete, FL - Saturday, March 20, 2010 11:43 AM CDT
Dear Bert & Suzanne,
We just want you to know that Abigail is not forgotten. I still think of her and you often. She brought joy to little Alyssa while playing in the hospital playroom. I will never forget those times. God Bless you both.
Amanda & Alyssa Williams

Amanda & Little Alyssa <williamsnfl@yahoo.com>
Devers, Texas - Sunday, March 14, 2010 10:57 PM CDT
Suzanne
Abby will never be forgotten. In fact, on Monday, I go over to the bank to switch funds that are still in my fund and put them into Abigails. I wanted to leave the fund name up to you.
It will basically be meant for granting "wishes"(small) to severly or terminally ill children. It will also be for Kaladescopes and beanie babies. I hope you love it.
I have most of the pages done, but I'll be adding here and there. I hope you like her pages. Please send more pictures and ideas. For what little time I have left, I want to finish this for you and for Abby
Love
Nanny

http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Abigail.html

Nancy(bratt)
- Sunday, March 14, 2010 0:42 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne, I can't believe it has been six years, it feels like yesterday. I can still feel the shock of calling you to check on Abby and Bert answering the phone and him telling me she had just passed. I have always felt so blessed to have shared in that moment with you both and Abby. I just want you to know that your little one is still such a part of our family. She is our Angel Abby. I can't begin to tell you how when I think of her my heart gets so warm and full of love and peace. I think it is her saying she is okay. It is so hard to put into words sometimes just how incredible, wonderful, sweet, funny, shy, tender, beautiful inside and out, innocent, wise, strong, smart, giving, loving, fashion queen, soft spoken, fiesty, such a good friend to my Abaigeal, cute, precious, a shining smiley girl, just plain fabulous she was!!!! I JUST LOVED YOUR LITTLE GIRL...YOUR ABIGAIL ANNE ROSE ORTIZ!! I MISS HER...just everything about her! I just want you to know that she is and will ALWAYS be remembered and is a part of our life! Thank you so much for your dear girl and for the gifts she showered on us all with her most wonderful ways! I can still picture God shining through her precious loving eyes. Thank you Bert and Suzanne...THANK YOU for loving her so as she just showered that love on to all who knew and loved her! We all are still so blessed to feel that even now! You are awesome parents! May God continue to shower His love down upon you and for you to feel your precious girl and her glory and happiness today and ALWAYS!!! I love you guys~ Tiger
Tiger Gilbert <camtiger@bellsouth.net>
Montgomery, AL USA - Friday, March 12, 2010 6:24 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne:

Thinking of you today and sending my love ~
I am thankful for the friendship we share

Love you both!

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Friday, March 12, 2010 11:40 AM CST
Princess:
So hard to believe that its been 6 years, I remember the day so clearly. I still have a hard time coming to this site, there are days when I want to be here, but it hurts so bad. I love looking at all the pictures of you. I love seeing your beautiful smile, I am so happy that we were brought together in our lives, I truly believe we needed each other at the time. You taught me so much! You made me look at life differently. I love you sweet Princess! You will never ever be forgotton ...
I love you to heaven and back ~
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses

Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winneabago, MN - Friday, March 12, 2010 11:38 AM CST
Dear Suzanne & Bert, Just wanted you to know that, as always, I am thinking of Abigail and sending love and prayers your way. I hope that God wraps you in a warm enbrace and comforts especially tonight and tomorrow. Abigail was a very special, very loved young lady who accomplished much in her short time on this earth! She lives on in the memories of those who were lucky enough to know her personally as well as those of us who only knew her through the internet. Sending many hugs your way.
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, March 11, 2010 4:20 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert
thinking of you all the time but especially this week and tonight = I will never ever forget the phone call I received on March 12 from your mom telling me of Abby's passing - we miss her beautiful spirit everyday and feel blessed to have had her in our lives!

Lori Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
chesapeake, va - Thursday, March 11, 2010 4:04 PM CST
Hey sweet girl,
As I work on your page for Mommy, all of these floods of emotions come back to me. Perhaps because its near your Angelversary. I guess we all miss you. But please be with Mommy especially.
You weer angel on earth Abigail. Your mission was only 8 1/2 years. And you lived them fully.
God bless you sweetie
Nanny
Ps Thanks for the dreams

Nancy(bratt)
- Tuesday, March 9, 2010 10:22 PM CST
Abigail,
You were such a bright star here on earth! Intelligent, caring, independent, lovable. I could go on and on. I remember you talking fast... trying to get everything out of your mind and into someone else's mind. The day you were talking to Amanda to prepare her for her trip to Houston, I could hear your excited voice through the phone. You wanted her to know everything. Amanda was grinning from ear to ear as she listened to your sound advice. To me, the experience was extraordinary and precious at the same time... a 7 year old giving expert advice to an 18 year old.

What you did was reach out to someone who would walk in your footsteps. Your kindness calmed Amanda's fears of the unknown factors she was about to face. I will never forget that moment, that phone call, your voice. I will never forget the joy you brought to Amanda as she followed your imprint in Houston. (and everyone at TCH remembered Abigail Ortiz!!) You will be with me always and forever.

Suzanne and Bert -- thank you for sharing your daughter with us. She was amazing and her spirit lives on in my memory. Abigail has etched a small corner in my heart right along side of Amanda... never to be forgotten. May your heartache be eased as her Angelversary nears by knowing how much Abby meant to so many people.

God Bless and be with you!
Love always,

Deloyce Barrington <dbarrington@comcast.net>
Madison, AL United States - Tuesday, March 9, 2010 6:55 AM CST
Absolutley Stunning. Keep sending plealse! Can you email me Suzanne? I am working on the front of Abbys' page and I would like to put up the photo you want up in her introduction. So far I have the second page, with links here and emails. No peeking, but I"ll be done soon. The more pictures of htis beautiful princess, the better
Love you so much
Nanny

Nancy(bratt() <kellycountry2002@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 5, 2010 5:45 PM CST
Abigail
Well I bought you a gold shamrock today. I've been buying them since 2004. I have always put your name and life span just below your name. Forever 8. This time, as I bought you your gold shamrock I wrote "Angel Abigail, thanks for helping me get ready for Home"
I love you
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy(bratt)
- Friday, February 26, 2010 4:13 PM CST
I found Abby's page about 7 years ago. There were many things that touched me about your sweet girl, but one that stands out was the story of her last Eartly Valentine's Day. In years past, I really didn't care for the day, more money smashed between the expense of Christmas and Easter and I shamefully thought helping my children write out all their Valentines as a chore. I never, ever looked at it that way again, after reading of sweet Abby struggling to make hers out, how she labored. I think of your little girl often, but especially at Valentines day. I know she will forever be tied to that day for me. I want to thank Abby for making Valentines day meaningful to me.

Because of your words, your stories, your memories, but most of all because of your love, a part of your little girl lives on, forever.

Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 26, 2010 0:41 AM CST
I love the new photo of Miss Abby! Thank you for updating again.
Mary F.
Orlando, FL - Thursday, February 25, 2010 8:49 AM CST
Dearest Bert and Suzane: Thank you for alerting me back to Abby'sCaringBridge site. I continue to keep her picture directly across from my desk so that I see her beautiful smiling face, with Santa, in her red coat, every single day. The hokey pokey sign hangs proudly on my desk, and I tell everyone the parade and wave story and
direct them to her picutre. You and she remind me every day what unconditional love is, and inspire me to do my best, because that is ALWAYS what she did. I love her lists, her wisdom, her humor, and the way she always kept me on my toes. I have never been so intimidatd by such a wise "old" child. I grieve her death every day, and miss all that was Abigail. Much love to you both. Hope I'll see you in the not too distant future. Thank you for all of the great visits and for sharing her with me.

Anne Chisman <chismana@edmarc.org>
Portsmouth, VA USA - Friday, February 19, 2010 9:52 AM CST
The picture of Abby is so cute!! Thinking of you often. Take care! Kim
Kim Childs <tonycky@aol,.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Monday, February 15, 2010 3:01 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I am so touched by seeing the story book in photos of your wee angel. Many blessing to her and to the two of you. I miss you guys and I miss Abigail too. I always remember her when we played with her dog and we watched cartoons. She is the sweetest girl in the world. Suzanne, no matter where you may be your ship is always visible from shore - you are loved by many, many people and specially very loved by Abigail, ALWAYS!

Warm regards,
Ali & Ozi

Ali Garcia <topgus@rocketmail.com>
Old San Juan, PR Puerto Rico - Monday, February 15, 2010 8:10 AM CST
Suzanne...the pictures tell quite a story. Thank you for including me in this update and for sharing your thoughts. Abby was your girl for sure ...a wonderful, strong, courageous, beautiful child who loved you, her daddy, and those doggies.
Caroline
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, February 15, 2010 1:09 AM CST
Suzanne,
I cannot tell you how much strength I feel whenver I see pictures of Abigail that I never saw before. They were doing thier annual cancer fund raiser, and just as I have for the past 5 years, I purchesed on in Abigails name. I will continue to do so in all the years I am able to remain alive. Seeing her precious face, gives me courage to face my battle, so valiantly as she did her.
Love you
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <bratt1972@live.com>
- Sunday, February 14, 2010 8:20 PM CST
Hi Sue and Bert -- You are absolutely right that Abby touched and changed so many lives and as she used to say, "smmmooooooch -- Did you get that kiss? Love you forever and for always." I have a member of congregation who has AML and my journey with her has been more helpful because of my life with Abby.

Love you forever and for always,
Karen

Karen Duncan
Winter Park, FL 32792 - Sunday, February 14, 2010 2:12 PM CST
Princess~
Wanted to stop by to wish you a Happy Valentines Day! I miss you more than you know, I miss shopping for you, I miss seeing you, I just plain miss you!
I will never ever forget you!!
I love you to Heaven & back ~
Angel Hugs & Butterfy kisses

Always & Forever
YOur Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, February 14, 2010 12:59 AM CST
There isn't a day I don't think of all of you. Abigail is the first caringbridge child I prayed for and passed away. She has touched my life forever. Please know I am always praying for you.
Hugs from Iowa,

Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, - Saturday, February 13, 2010 12:45 AM CST
Not a day goes by, that I dont think of you. Suzanne, please continue sharing your pictures of Abigail with us. Her lovley face helps me get through my agonizing days.
God bless you
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy
- Thursday, February 11, 2010 7:08 PM CST
I still check in on Abigail's website, as she often comes to my mind. Please know that many of us who never knew her personally were affected by her story and still care!
Cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC USA - Thursday, February 11, 2010 1:56 PM CST
Just wanted you to know that I am thinking about and praying for you Mom. I hope your having a great week. I have just started a on-line business and thought you might want to check it out. I also have a blog to if your bored.
http://customcraftshop.com/
http://austinlukesavannahsmommy.blogspot.com/
Love & prayers!!

Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com>
St.Pete, FL - Tuesday, February 2, 2010 8:00 AM CST
Abby taught me that life is worth the fight. Mom you have taught me that life is possible after you lose someone so dear to you. I lost my mom & grandma within 4 months of each other. One year and one day later my uncle died. Thanks for sharing Abby and your struggle!!
Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com>
St.Pete, FL - Wednesday, January 27, 2010 7:45 AM CST
Suzanne
Thank you so much for putting up a new picture of Abigail I've never seen before. Abigail, in her angel ways, is helping me be at peace with my own leaving.
I know she is watching over you as she always will. I love to see new pictures of her.
God bless
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy
- Sunday, January 24, 2010 7:19 PM CST
Well Suzanne
its been awhile since I have come to Abby's page (although shes in my thoughts daily) and what do you know - you updated today - something or someone was telling me to visit:) You are so right Abby was such a sweet and wonderful child! We miss her very much - She and your whole family have taught me over the years - to enjoy life, slow down and live each day to the fullest - I always remember you taking such time with her and my own children as they try to show you something they had done or tell you something - you always hung on every word and actually stopped and took the time to listen which is all kids really want and need and so many parents today do not do that- I thank you for opening up my eyes to that - and for bringing Abby into our lives:)

Lori Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Sunday, January 24, 2010 3:41 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
Your angel is very beautiful. I've been sitting here reading your journal entries for a couple of hours this morning. I am so sorry for all the pain your family(especially Abigail)endured. May god bless you always and you know you have more than just god watching over you, you have Abby. Also a Veteran and has a daughter with leukemia. Take Care and God Bless.

Amelda <pertyj@live.com>
Ganado, AZ USA - Tuesday, January 12, 2010 8:28 AM CST
Thinking of you. Merry Christmas.
The Gwaltney's
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, December 23, 2009 8:53 AM CST
Thinking of you and hoping you are enjoying this special season.
Michelle
Tampa, FL - Monday, December 21, 2009 9:29 AM CST
Just a short message to say I am thinking of you this Christmas.


Love

Vikki
www.postpals.co.uk

Vikki George <viks@postpals.co.uk>
United Kingdom - Wednesday, December 16, 2009 5:36 AM CST
Dear Suzanne & Bert . . . as the holidays approach, I find myself thinking about Abby . . . such an amazing, happy, loving, beautiful girl. I want you to know that although I never personally met you, Abby certainly left a lasting impression on me. What an inspirational young lady! She will never be forgotten, even by thouse who did not know her personally! Many hugs to you both!
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, December 7, 2009 7:51 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,

I was thinking about both of you and Abby this evening. So I just wanted to stop by and say hello.

Please take care.

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
MA USA - Friday, November 13, 2009 7:36 PM CST
Dear Suzanne & Bert, Hope you are doing well. I was thinking about Abby this morning . . . . I think often of your beautiful, inspirational daughter and thought you should know. I never knew Abby (or any of you) personally, but the love you have for each other shines through.
Linda <pghthreads1@aol.com>
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, November 5, 2009 7:59 AM CST
Im thinking of sweet beautiful precious abby O! I love all the photos you have on her site. I adore the picture of her in the blue dress with her dog lulu. that is a beautiful picture of her. her face has always been so angelic.. Just a beautiful child, I wont ever forget that face, her smile, her gleam. I dont get here often, but I think of you all and thank you for sharing your abby with us all.I remember those early days and the first couple years after .. and how you struggled so.. how i worried about you and how you have turned and helped so many now with your story! God bless you! She has touched so many lives. And I know she is looking down so proud of you! Oh the helmet if just breathtaking! amazing!
Kim <dakk2222@comcast.net>
- Thursday, October 29, 2009 8:51 PM CDT
hi. I'm not sure how to put a great letter into words,and this is quite a random one..and I'm quite sure you won't be able to read it..but I thought i would take my time any way. my name is Hannah and I'm 16; almost 17. I suffer from hydrocepholous..not even quite sure i spelt that right..but any who,I can't imagine what you two went through and I know I can't say entirely that I understand what she had..but I too,have what I myself consider a terminal illness and its hard and very scary. If you don't mind, I would like to know more about her?..people don't seem to understand how traggic and serious my illness is and how much it does have in common with cancer patients,and I've always wanted to speak to some one who understood. If it's too much I understand though. Well, thank you. & your angel is beautiful, I'm sure she's gleaming down upon you every day:)
again thankyou,
sincerely,
Hannah G.

Hannah, 16 <goddess03492@yahoo.com>
visalia, CA USA - Monday, September 28, 2009 2:51 AM CDT
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and remembering Abby today. I hope all is well.
Michelle
Tampa, - Tuesday, September 15, 2009 3:25 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert, Just wanted to let you know that your beautiful daughter has not been forgotten. She has certainly touched many people including those like me who never had the opportunity to meet her in person. What an amazing person! Hugs to you both . . .

Linda in Pittsburgh
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, September 9, 2009 8:53 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Was thinking of Abby and thought to check to see how
you both are doing. Hope you had a good summer.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Saturday, September 5, 2009 11:19 PM CDT
Dear Mommy Suzanne: I am a development consultant attempting to write a case for donor contributions to cure childhood cancer. I pulled up this webpage to put some feeling into my work. How can I explain to others why we must keep funding research for the prevention of cancer in children? I am still working on the answer to this question. But your Abigail helps me to see the reason. I am a Mom to a 6-year-old daughter. My heart goes out to you. I sit here weeping for your loss. As you say, you have no idea how far the ripples go that touch others from the life of your daughter. I am so sorry for your loss. God bless you, Shari
Shari Hunter <narniaconsulting@live.com>
Edina, MN 55439 - Thursday, September 3, 2009 6:44 PM CDT
Hello, Suzanne!
The picture on your home page reminds me of the days Abby came to Kindermusik at Old Donation Episcopal Church. She was such a doll! Then I loved coming to your house to give Abby piano lessons. She wasn't able to continue for very long, but I loved being her piano teacher. I won't ever forget her for as long as I live. I think of you often.
Love, Carol Manuel
PS We moved to Rochester, NY, in 2007.

Carol Manuel <misscarol_47@yahoo.com>
Rochester, NY USA - Thursday, August 6, 2009 10:38 AM CDT
Happy 14th Birthday, Abby.
Susan and Scott <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Sunday, June 14, 2009 5:18 PM CDT
So, as I was sitting here today sorting and cleaning my office, I just realized that it is your Golden Birthday today. Not just any old Birthday But your Golden one. I am sure that this one would of been so special to you... I can see you planning the biggest and best party ever...After all your Golden Birthday is supposed to be something special. Well Princess, I hope you are having the biggest Birthday party ever. I can see all the decorations.... the streamers, balloons,cake, ice cream, and the flags, because you were so proud to have your Birthay on Flag Day!
I love you sweet Princess
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, June 14, 2009 3:54 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Fourteen years ago today this world was blessed by Abby's birth! We all know what a gift she was to you on this day! What a gift to those of us who were blessed to have shared in your life together! I know it is a hard day for you today, but I know it is a joyful day in Heaven! You raised and loved a wonderful child who is ALWAYS in my heart and on my mind. She was quite a gift to us all! Thank you for teaching her and for loving her the way you did because of that I can say my family and I are better for knowing, loving, learning from and being loved by your beautful Abigail Anne Rose! God Bless you both on this day and always. I love you~

Tiger Gilbert <camtiger@bellsouth.net>
Montgomery, AL USA - Sunday, June 14, 2009 3:11 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Angel Abby! What a beautiful young lady angel you must be! Wow! You certainly were a special girl to all who knew you as well as many who never met you! Continue to watch over your parents and let them know you are with them and always will be!

Suzanne and Bert, your angel is with you always. She will never be forgotten.

Hugs,

Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, June 14, 2009 10:30 AM CDT
Abby you are in our hearts and thoughts today and everyday. We miss you bunches. Bert and Suzanne we continue to pray for both of you.
Love Auntie Iris, Uncle Jesse, Ryan and Carisa <jikerwin@yahoo.com>
El Paso, TX - Sunday, June 14, 2009 10:11 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Princess..
14 years old ... WOW!!
So hard to believe that you would of been 14. The years are flying by, yet you are still missed today as much as you were 5 years ago. I so would of loved to see you as a teenager.
I was cleaning up stairs the last few days and I found a purple bear holding a pink heart that said Princess on it. I got it for you and was going to bring it to you when we came to visit you in Houston. You passed away before we were able to get there. I just held the bear and cried. I miss you more than you will ever know!!
We had the pleasure of going to your daddy's Retirement, it was so good to see mommy and daddy. Mommy showed me all the feathers, that is so sweet that you send her them. When I am feeing down and really missing you, I see butterflies and they hang around until I realize that it's a sign from you.. You will never be forgotten!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~
HAPPY FLAG DAY!

I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN & BACK!!
ANGEL HUGS & BUTTERFLY KISSES
ALWAYS & FOREVER
YOUR ANGEL SHERYL

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, June 14, 2009 8:48 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert . . . keeping you in my thoughts and prayers as Abby's birthday approaches. She is not and never will be forgotten. Although I never met her (I've often wished I knew you all personally) she touched my life in a very special way. Suzanne and Bert, you are wonderful parents and Abby a wonderful daughter! The shared love is so evident in the photographs! What a wonderful family!
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, June 8, 2009 7:59 AM CDT
Happy Mother's Day to one of the most special moms that I know ... Know that your Princess is looking down on you today and watching over you!
We love you & can't wait to see you next week!
Lots of love & hugs to you both
We Love you!
Miek & Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, May 10, 2009 11:11 AM CDT
Image and video hosting by TinyPic Dear ^i^ Abigail's family
I found your link today and wanted to say how sorry Iam for your Loss
May your ^i^ Abigail fly high in heaven Happy,healthy and pain free sending love to surround you always
with Love ^i^ Jacob's mum
An AML angel too

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a grief support group for parents that have lost children to Leukaemia

Jacob McLeod-Steinmetz Leukaemia Sux
Alexandra hills, Queensland Australia - Friday, May 1, 2009 0:04 AM CDT
Praying for you all for i know how hard this day is.. May the Lord be with you

www.caringbridge.org/visit/harrisblessing09

Our "Angel Mikayla Page
www.geocities.com/angelmomfriends5/kayla1.html

April, & Shane Harris, & "Angel" Mikayla, Mimmie Hunter Noah and Zachary <babymsmom04@yahoo.com>
Charlotte , TN USA - Thursday, April 30, 2009 12:52 AM CDT
Im thinking of you suzanne and bert. I think it is so wonderful you are reaching out, and touching so many families with abbys story! No one will ever forget sweet abigails smile! I can just picture her at this moment from what ive seen in pictures.. and my favorite one where she was in a pink sweater and you could see the gold in her hair and the twinkle in her eyes.. Love those pictures.. I think her unlce too them! thanks for all you do for others!
kim <dakk2222@comcast.net>
indiana - Thursday, April 16, 2009 10:30 PM CDT
Hey Suzanne,

I had your Abby in my thougths today and I wanted to share that with you. I hope this finds you and Bert well.

Take care,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad

Terry <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Wednesday, April 8, 2009 1:19 PM CDT
Was thinking of Abby today. Also, thank you to Bert for serving our country for 31 years.
God bless you both.

Leeann
Ellicott City, md USA - Sunday, March 29, 2009 9:18 PM CDT
I absolutely love the new pic you put of Abby. It makes me smile!! Love you both!
Erin Genty <erniegimpY@gmail.com>
Cleveland, TN - Sunday, March 22, 2009 11:02 PM CDT
Just a note to say you are in my heart, especially when March rolls around each year. Know that Abby will forever be a part of those who knew her. Sending you love with this message. Love, Mrs Porter
Sheli Porter
Chesapeake, VA - Wednesday, March 18, 2009 10:48 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
I just had to pop in and let you know I'm thinking of you both and your Angel Abby.
That is such a cute pic of her!

Kathy H.
T.O., ca - Wednesday, March 18, 2009 0:27 AM CDT
I think of Abby so often and just wanted to stop by again to let you know. You were so blessed to have this child in your life - even if only for a brief moment - and she was lucky to have you.

I hope you find peace for your loss.

Abby is one of the reasons I continue my advocacy work in the cancer community.


Michelle
Tampa , FL - Monday, March 16, 2009 10:47 AM CDT
Princess:
I am sorry that I did not get a chance to sign your guestbook on the 12th, but you know how much I love you & miss you...You will always be remembered by all, how could you not be... you touched more lives & hearts than anybody that I know....You changed my life that is for sure and I will always be grateful to you.. I am so proud to have known you.
I love you to Heaven & back
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Saturday, March 14, 2009 9:03 PM CDT
Hey Suzanne and Bert
Just to let you know we have been thinking of you this week - Abby is always close in our hearts and thoughts!!
Much Love
Lori, Steve, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max

Lori Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
- Saturday, March 14, 2009 4:36 PM CDT
I just thought of Abby the other day, when I saw a little girl standing in line at Walmart, holding a Josie and the Pussycats movie. I remember a post a few years ago when you wrote of Abby liking that movie and playing Josie and the Pussycats with her friends. It is amazing how many times I think of a little girl I only know through her mothers words of love and grief. Abby definately touched my life, forever. So did you.

I have no doubt your sweet girl will be back in your arms one day, this time forever and all eternity.

Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 13, 2009 11:36 PM CDT
I miss you Abby. I remember playing house with you, and school, and having fashion shows. I remember how I used to collect stickers and you gave me yours from Chuckie Cheese(: I was so happy. I can't believe its been 5 years. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I always keep a butterfly picture in my school binders, they remind me of you because of how much you loved them. I remember going to the butterfly museum. You were in love. Well I miss you and I'm think about you. I love you Abby <33
Carisa Kerwin
- Thursday, March 12, 2009 11:09 PM CDT
Suzanne
I hope you know how much she touches my life. I still have her green Kalidescope. Please keep the pictures of Abby coming. I've never seen some of them before.
Whenever I think I cant endure another procedure or day, I look at what you gave me and realize how much she and you went through.
all mylove
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 12, 2009 4:11 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne
I thought of you last night and prayed so hard. my prayers and thoughts are with you today. I know this day must be difficult for you both. Your Abby is forever with you. I pray she sends you love and signs today.
Love
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 12, 2009 12:54 AM CDT
I was thinking of you today. I still check on you and have fond memories of meeting Abby in the hospital. She was a great help to Trevor when he was starting his cancer journey. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Jill Coe <rcoe1@bellsouth.net>
Asheville, NC - Thursday, March 12, 2009 12:27 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
You are always in my prayers. Abby continues to be an inspiration.
God bless!

Sara <shadownchance02@aol.com>
Portland, ME USA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 11:55 AM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers are with you all today - and everyday. Please know that you're surrounded by people who will never forget your beautiful daughter as she touched so many of us. Much love and hugs.
The Wests (Sue, Rob, Amanda, Zach, and Amelia) <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
MI - Thursday, March 12, 2009 11:48 AM CDT
Thinking of all of you, everyday!!! We miss our little Krispy Kreme. Our prayers are with you both. We know she is celebrating in heaven. Love and Kisses

Auntie Krispy Kreme, Uncle Jesse, Cousins Ryan & Carisa

Iris Kerwin <jikerwin@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 12, 2009 10:05 AM CDT
Many thoughts and prayers are with you today. Know that your Abigail touched the hearts of many who never met her and that she will never be forgotten! Love and Hugs to you!
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 8:34 AM CDT
Thinking of you today. I have been reading and following Abby's story for a very long time. Hard to imagine that 5 years have gone by. Take care of each other and know that you are loved by many.
Susan <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
- Thursday, March 12, 2009 7:55 AM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne,

Thinking of you today.

You will be in my heart and prayers.

Love,

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Agawam, MA - Thursday, March 12, 2009 6:52 AM CDT
Suzanne,
Thinking of you and Bert and all your family today. All I can say is to remember and treasure the good times with your courageous Abigail. She was the joy of your life and I know you have many many great memories of your life together. I believe that Abigail is with you at all times, especially on these very difficult days. Peace be with your family.

Love,
Deloyce

Deloyce Barrington <dbarrington@comcast.net>
Madison, AL United States - Thursday, March 12, 2009 6:51 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
We just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you always. Tears flow when I read your postings. I can not even imagine what you have and are going through. My heart breaks for you. My only hope is that you are finding comfort in our Heavenly Father's promises.
God Bless you both and God Bless Abigail!
Love you!

Amanda & Little Alyssa <williamsnfl@yahoo.com>
Devers, Texas - Sunday, March 8, 2009 7:59 AM CDT
Suzanne, that is just the cutest picture of Abigail!

I would say the ONLY good thing of cancer is that it
makes us realize there really may be no tomorrow, so in our home we hug, kiss and constantly say "I love you."


Kathy H.
T.O., ca - Wednesday, February 25, 2009 0:11 AM CST
Suzanne
I am thinking of you and Bert especially right now with the month ahead.
You are always in my heart
Love
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, February 23, 2009 10:13 PM CST
It is almost Valentine's day and like I always, I am flooded with memories of Abby's last Valentine's Day on Earth. I have never forgot that post. I just know her beautiful soul is celebrating in Heaven with style (and a twirly dress!)

I want to say thank you and show my appreciation to Commander Ortiz for his 31 yrs of service to our country and for keeping our country safe.
God bless you both.

Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 7, 2009 1:54 AM CST
I too remember t hat picture of Abby int he restaraunt with her beloved bear. How I do love seeing pictures of her. I know you miss her. She will always always be a part of your heart and soul. Never to leave.
You are thought of so much this time of year.
Love
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 3, 2009 7:41 PM CST
I thought of your Abby today when I saw a little girl at a resteraunt with a Build A bear doll. I remember one of the first pictures I saw of Abby was one where she was sitting in a Silver Diner holding a Build A Bear (if memory serves right it was a poodle). I always think of her when I see a Silver Diner or a Build A Bear, among other things. I hope maybe one day you will share that picture again.

Prayers for you,
Rita

Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 29, 2009 11:03 PM CST
If every tear we shed for you became a star above, You'd stroll in Angel's garden lit by everlasting love ...

I miss you sweet Princess!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Monday, January 26, 2009 7:56 PM CST
Suzanne, I just sent you an email to the ltbert@aol.com address.
Justine Kessler <justinekessler@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Sunday, January 25, 2009 10:42 PM CST
Suzanne, you don't ever have to worry about anyone forgetting Abby. She touched me and so many others and
her memory I carry around in my heart!
Bert - Congratulations on your upcoming retirement. And thank you for all the years you served our country.

Kathy H.
T.O., ca - Wednesday, January 21, 2009 2:45 PM CST
I will never forget about her Suzanne. She is etched in our hearts forever. In fact I popped in today just to see her beautiful smiling face because I needed a lift. I love the new pic. It shows off those great curls of hers.
Debra Berry <smac3k@aol.com>
Trinity, FL - Saturday, January 17, 2009 5:53 PM CST
I think of you and your Abigail very often as I drive around town. I now have a daughter of my own and pray that I am able to give her everything possible as you did with your little girl. Wishing you a peaceful new year with joyful memories of Abigail always.
Shannon Slattery
Virginia Beach, VA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 7:08 PM CST
Mama Suzanne,

Love the picture of Abigail in the collage where she and her doll are wearing matching red coats -- how sweet. You were and are a wonderful mother to your special girl. Thank you for keeping the page up. Abigail's story is an important one. Much love to you and your husband in 2009.
Abigail is always in my prayers. I have been reading this page since 2003.

M Elton
Richmond, VA - Friday, January 9, 2009 8:45 PM CST
I have to agree that this picture of Abigail is so cute! Hoping this year will be better for you and Bert.
Love,

Deloyce <dbarrington@comcast.net>
Madison, AL USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 6:46 PM CST
I LOVE this picture of Abby. Can't wait to see you. Ruthie
Ruthie Richardson <grdrichardson@yahoo.com>
Brookeland, TX USA - Thursday, January 1, 2009 3:26 PM CST
Suzanne,
Thinking of you and Abby today and always! Happy New Year! You both deserve a great one! Love, Kim Childs

Kim Childs <tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Tuesday, December 30, 2008 5:44 PM CST
I always stop by to browse Abigail's pictures. She has the sweetest smile. I'm glad to see your update Suzanne. I think of you often!
Cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC 29485 - Monday, December 29, 2008 12:45 AM CST
I always love to see pictures of Abby I have never seen before. The one you have up is just beautiful. I wanted to wish you a very merry Christmas. I know it must be hard.
You are in my heart and prayers.
Love Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 26, 2008 4:02 PM CST
Abigail,
Merry Christmas in heaven! Please continue to watch over your mom and dad as they dearly miss you here on earth. Sending good thoughts and prayers your way and lighting a Christmas candle in your memory today.
Love,

Deloyce <dbarrington@comcast.net>
Madison, AL USA - Thursday, December 25, 2008 4:07 PM CST
Wishing you both a Very Merry Christmas
We love you both!

"I hope you day is filled with beautiful memories"
Love,
Mike & Sheryl


Abigail:
Hey there Princess .... I kinda chuckle as I write the word Princess, cuz I am not so sure that you would want to be called that anymore. You will always be my Princess..
I miss you so very much, you will always hold a special place in my heart!
Merry Christmas Sweetie
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl


Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Thursday, December 25, 2008 10:12 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,

Keeping you in my heart and wishing you a Merry Christmas.

Hoping that you stay healthy and that you have a better 2009.

PLEASE take care.

Love always,

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Agawan, MA USA - Thursday, December 25, 2008 2:53 AM CST
Just a message to say we will be thinking of you this Christmas.
Love Everyone at Post Pals
www.postpals.co.uk

Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, December 22, 2008 10:24 PM CST
Dear suzanne, You are so special! you have been able to reach out and help others during your own unimaginable loss. Ive watched you just fall apart physically, emotionally through the site.. and you are like a flower in bloom again.. it is Gods grace. and I am in awe of it and your ability to love and help past your pain... you will help many people, that may not want to go on until they are lead to you.. abby will lead them... God bless you!
Kim <dakk2222@comcast.net>
IN - Monday, December 22, 2008 10:11 PM CST
Dear Suzanne,

In the depths of your own grief, you still reach out to others. You are a beautiful person. We have never met but I just wanted to say that I'm thinking of you right now. Please be good to yourself and here's a {{{hug}}} from Michigan.

What can I say? We need to give a lot of hugs here just to keep from freezing... there is a foot of snow outside my window and it's about 18 degrees out right now. Even the dog needs a coat. I do draw the line at buying her those little shoes you can get for pets.

Anyhow, please take care of yourself.

Karen <KarenSueO@comcast.net>
- Saturday, December 20, 2008 2:03 AM CST
Hello Suzanne,
I have never met your family or Abby in person, but I learned of Abby and her sickness when my company sponsored your family through Caringbridge, the Christmas before her death. I will never forget her. She was so beautiful. I followed her story daily during that time and remember how sad we all were when she passed. I think of her often. I hope that your family will contine to heal and look to the future. Your daughter is an angel and has touched the hearts of people that she never met in person. I will always have you and your family in my prayers. I thank God that you are doing better and starting to see the way out of the dark. Abby would want you to dance in the sunshine. May God Bless You during this holiday season and continue to heal your heart.

Trish Pouyadou <trish.pouyadou@volvo.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, December 4, 2008 12:57 AM CST
Precious Suzanne
I am thinking of you both today as you celebrate another day without Abigail. I know she is with you. In heart and in spirit
God bless you sweetie
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, November 27, 2008 8:46 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne:
Stopping by to wish you a HAPPY THANKSGIVING
I hope things are going well for you...
We love you both!
Suzanne...Please give your parents my love
Have a Blessed Day!!
Hugs~
Sheryl

Princess:
Hey there sweetie..Boy do I ever miss you!! It gets really hard around this time off year when I start all my shopping. I loved shopping for you.. you loved everything and everybody. I so much admire you for that. You will never know how much you changed my life...You were 4 years old, who would think that a 4 year old could change the life of one person? But you did, and because of you I am proud of who I have become!
I love you to Heaven and back
"Always & Forever"
Your Angel Sheryl


Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Thursday, November 27, 2008 8:19 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Wishing you both a healthy and happy Thanksgiving!

Kathy H.
T.O., ca - Sunday, November 23, 2008 0:50 AM CST
Suzanne -

I think of your family and Abby frequently ... reading everything you have written here has impacted me more than you will ever know. In 2009 I will be taking part in a 100-mile bike ride through the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society's Team in Training. I will have Abby in my heart every mile.

Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Saturday, November 15, 2008 8:01 PM CST
We think of Abby often and talk about stories all the time. Carisa has strong thoughts about Abby and a real closeness to her. She speaks of you all often. She just told me "I love hearing all the stories from Auntie Suzanne about Abby". She wants to come down and spend some of the summer with you all by herself. I told her we would talk about it
Auntie Krispy Kreme <jikerwin@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, November 13, 2008 9:19 AM CST
Suzanne & Bert,

I was just thinking of Abby & yall and wanted to drop by yalls site and send my love. It has been 4 years, but Abigail still lives on! Her memory is ever present. I have spent some very special memories with her that I will always cherish. I remember her some of her words to me. She always had wisdom that was far past her years. She definitely had purpose in my life. You never think you can learn so much for a little girl. I keep her picture in my bedroom. Suzanne & Bert, I will be praying. That God gives you strength to just breathe, to just keep on. That God will give you the strength that He gave Abby. I love yall and miss you very much!!!

I work on the Oncology unit at the local hospital here. I finish nursing school in May (Lord willing)! It is so hard, but I can do it. I need to pray for that same strength! I can count on Abigail to help me through it.

Love you and think of yall often!! ~~Erin xoxo

Erin Genty <erniegimpy@gmail.com>
Cleveland, TN - Saturday, November 8, 2008 4:06 PM CST
Suzanne,
I have never met you but have wrote Abigail and even received a thank you from her before she passed away.

When she passed on to heaven, I was so worried about you and Bert and have kept praying for the both of you.
I knew from the journals that you were in a deep dark hole and was having a hard time getting out. I am so happy to hear you are slowly climbing out of that dark hole and reaching out to others. May God continue to bless you as you help those in need.
I will always remember your Angel.

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Saturday, November 1, 2008 0:40 AM CDT
Abigail
Thank you for being by my side here in the hospital. I felt your presence when they did my procedure. I dont have a lot of time left and look forward to meeting you. Please tell Mommy I love her with all my heart
Nanny

Nancy
- Friday, October 31, 2008 7:08 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,

I read your October 10 journal entry and almost couldn't finish. While I was able to eat and didn't suffer health issues, I clearly, clearly remember how much I just wanted to die. I will never forget that feeling and how deep the grief was.

I still miss my daughter every single day so very, very much. I tell people that the grief changes, but I never say it gets better (at least for me).

I'm so very sorry for all your pain. Thank you for sharing so intimately this terrible grief journey.

May God bless you and cover you with even deeper faith. These children truly go straight to Jesus and are before Him right now.

God bless,
The Paquettes: Monica, John, Aubrey, Noah, and Saint Gabrielle

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, October 29, 2008 8:25 PM CDT
Abigail,
Please teach me to be brave. Can you hold my hand for awhile?
i love you, mommy and Daddy
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 29, 2008 7:42 PM CDT
Suzanne
You are ALWAYS and FOREVER in my heart
I love you
Nanny

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 27, 2008 9:24 PM CDT
Thinking of you... Love, Laura

www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer

Laura
ca - Sunday, October 26, 2008 6:37 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Suzanne!!! We are always thinking of you
Love
Lori, Steve, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max

Lori Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Saturday, October 25, 2008 8:39 AM CDT
Hey Suzanne:
Thanks for sharing, I am sure it was a difficult decision but I think God needed you to do so for so many others. Abigal was my FIRST caringbridge child I prayed for that died. I still remember sitting in my den on the phone to my best friend crying because Abigal passed away. But I talk to her every day and know she is above healthy and happy with our Lord. She is my special angel always looking out for me. Because you were so selfless by sharing her and your journey.
Hang in there I am glad you are doing better.
Hugs from Iowa,

Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
- Friday, October 24, 2008 8:28 PM CDT
Suzanne,
You are a brave soul! My family has been torn apart by the loss of my Dad to cancer. I will show this to them and let them know that it is even harder in other families. Thanks for sharing and helping others when your grief is so huge! Love always, Kim Childs

Kim Childs <tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Friday, October 24, 2008 7:06 AM CDT
Since my 4-year-old daughter was diagnosed of ALL I began searching for help and hope and everything that I can find in the internet I came across this site and though my Nizey and I are still in the battle I hope and pray that we will overcome this, thank you for such an inspiring message, from a mother to a mother, may god richly bless you
Radz Lazier <lazier_radz@yahoo.com>
Manila, Philippines - Tuesday, October 21, 2008 8:36 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I too have followed your journey, my heart ached for both you and Bert. Please know that you have NEVER been alone in your pain nor will you ever be. Hopefully you will be able to ease someone else's pain with your much earned wisdom and strength. When we truly realize that this life is just a vapor compared to the next, is when we can pass our strength to others. Here are some wonderful verses. http://nitewriter.net/BibleScripturestoComfort.htm.
Much Love and Many Prayers,
Your Sister in Jesus Christ,
Machele

Machele <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
- Monday, October 20, 2008 2:52 PM CDT
Suzanne, I cant tell you how many times I prayed you would find the light again.. Your entries always worried me.. and Im in tears reading your entry... You absolutely wanted to die.. and were working your way towards that... I pray all your health issues will resolve. and that you and bert can find happiness again... I came here today... because I dreamed of beautiful abby last night.. she was absolutely georgeous. a breathtaking angel.. I dont remember the dream other than that.. she was wearing purple and gold.. I know she is celebrating your will to live again.. in heaven.. I cant even tell you how happy I am.. and your story will help others.. your so special to reach out to those suffering deep greif.. little elizabeth doxey passed away yesterday morning.. she was 8 maybe just 9.. anyway she had a 3 year battle and the mom lynn.. I worry about her too! I think her site is www.caringbridge/view/elizabethdoxey.com if you could drop by there.. maybe it would help! welcome back suzanne!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Sunday, October 19, 2008 10:54 PM CDT
Oh Suzanne.... I got all choked up after reading this last journal entry.

I have visited this website a few times after Abby passed, but solely because of YOU! I am sure Bert was suffering too, but I was so worried about you... I could feel the pain through your words and could see that you did not want to live anymore.

Every time I came here, I knew that I would read a sad journal entry but always hoped that someday I would read something good... and was terrified of maybe reading a post from Bert saying something really bad.

I am so glad that I read good news today. This journal entry made my day today and I am happy for you.

I cannot imagine what you have been through... People grieve in so many different ways and everyone has its own "time" to grieve. Some take months, some take years. So please continue taking those very small baby steps to feeling better, even though the pain will never go away, but as you said... Abby would not have wanted this for you. Lots of people love you and need you HERE!!

Take care my dear!!
Much love,

Alexandra Bakker (Make A Child Smile)
Sunrise, FL USA - Sunday, October 19, 2008 4:43 AM CDT
Suzanne,
I just wanted to stop by on the website and let you know that I think of and pray for the three of you often. Rob's geo-bacheloring it on a ship in Norfolk. He'll be home for Thanksgiving and we're looking forward to it. Much love always.

Sue, Rob, Amanda, Zach and Amelia West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, October 18, 2008 4:54 PM CDT
I have followed your daughter's website for years, and was in tears when I read in this journal entry that FINALLY God had given you some form of peace. May God guide you and walk with you in this life, so that you can continue to help others through the worst times in their lives. May He give you the strenth to help SAVE others! I pray for you to have peace and direction as you continue through this life. In a blink of an eye, Abby will be in your arms again.
erin <erindickson@sbcglobal.net>
windsor Locks, ct - Thursday, October 16, 2008 8:23 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert.
We love you both and I feel like my prayers are finally being answered. I was so concerned and felt helpless. This sure makes me feel better. And I can't wait to see you guys in May. Ruthie

Ruthie Richardson <grdrichardson@yahoo.com>
Brookeland , TX - Monday, October 13, 2008 9:54 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
I have truly missed you. I have prayed for you since Abigail's death. I sense that even though it is still not easy, you have decided to live. Prayers are being answered. God is so good! I can not even imagine what you have gone through over the last several years, but I do know that even in your darkest moments, you were never alone. Our Lord and Savior was right there with you. I will continue to pray for you and Bert.
God Bless You!

Amanda -- Alyssa's mom <williamsnfl@yahoo.com>
Devers, Tx - Monday, October 13, 2008 8:53 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I think about you every day sweetie. I've been so worried about you. I'm sorry for all that you went through. Believe me, I know. I hope and pray you are getting better every day. Know you remain in my heart and prayers.
I love you guys
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, October 11, 2008 4:11 PM CDT
Hello my friends, just stopping by to say "hi".

I enjoyed reading the letter from Abigail Ann that you shared with us on Abby's site, and thank you for doing that. Abby has been, and continues to be, an inspiration to so many of us.

My daughter Sara and I think of you often. You're always in our hearts, and always will be. Please take care.

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Agawam, MA USA - Friday, September 12, 2008 11:54 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert -
That is such a beautiful letter - thank you for sharing it with us. Abby was such an inspiration to me and and so many others. My prayers are with you always.
many gentle hugs

Sara <sassiesara@aol.com>
Portland, ME USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2008 11:36 PM CDT
Your lovely Abby has been on my mind. Just stopping by today to let you know that and to see her sweet smile.
Cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Wednesday, September 10, 2008 12:14 AM CDT
suzanne, Bert.. what a beautiful letter from the other abby! How true it is.. Your truly are an inspiration.. and the best parents... I think obout your beautiful abby all the time.. and remember to pray for you as you try to find a new place in the world..
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Friday, September 5, 2008 9:59 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
What a lovely letter and to think that came from a fifteen year old. What love she has in her heart! And I'm glad she shared it with you through that letter.

Hope you both had an enjoyable summer.

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
CA - Thursday, September 4, 2008 10:17 PM CDT
Hi Bert and Suzanne,
Just wanted to let you know that we are doing the Light the Night walk in Milwaukee WI on Sept 11th and Hunter is walking in memory of Abby. He always remembers her when he does something like this and his Red Robin balloons always go straight to her. He always picks a pink one;) She was a darling girl and we will never forget her.

Amy Cleghon <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Kansasville, , WI USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2008 4:52 PM CDT
"messages from Heaven" I'm so thankful that you recognize them! :)
Love and Prayers Always,
Machele

Machele <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
- Thursday, August 21, 2008 12:27 AM CDT
Suzanne,
The letter is beautiful! Abby touched so many lives. You must be so proud! I love looking at the pictures you have posted. They always make me smile to see her smile. The helmet is unbelieveable! It is so perfect. Sending lots of love! Kim Childs

Kim Childs <tonycvky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Thursday, August 14, 2008 6:55 PM CDT
Bert & Suzanne:
WOW is all I can say about the letter you recieved...
So touching!!

We think of you everyday...
I miss my Princess more than words can say!

We love you!


Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, m - Wednesday, August 13, 2008 10:27 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert
My prayers are always with you. Always. Abigail, thank you for the dream. I needed that.
Love always
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 5, 2008 11:27 PM CDT
Suzanne,
Just wanted you to know that I still think about you and Abby. You are very special and I will always have you in my thoughts and prayers. Kim Childs

Kim Childs <tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Tuesday, July 29, 2008 1:03 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
We are always thinking of you all and Abby. You know where we are should you ever need anything.

Gene and Debbie
Chesapeake, VA USA - Tuesday, July 29, 2008 9:31 AM CDT
Princess:
Thinking about you & missing you more than you'll ever know!!!
I love you to Heaven & Back...
Angel Hugs & Butterflies Kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

mik181@mchsi.com <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Wednesday, July 9, 2008 10:03 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,

Thinking of Abby today.

I really enjoyed looking at all the photos on the photo page.

Such an incredibly lovely daughter.

Leeann

Leeann <niccofive@gmail.com>
USA - Wednesday, July 9, 2008 8:34 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you and wishing you a safe and fun Fourth of July!

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Friday, July 4, 2008 2:17 PM CDT
Oh suzanne, it was nice to see the journal update.. and I was thinking for some reason her birthday was around the 4th of july.. the flag day thing always gets me.. it has the 4th in my head... Anyway i think of abby so so much! If i jumped on here everytime.. it would be several times a week.. So she turned a teenager in Heaven with jesus!!! Happy Belated Birthday sweet Teen girl!! WOW!! Jesus is returning sooner than I think we all even know.. so you will be back with abbigail! and I will get to meet that beautiful child! and you will spend eternity with her... Fear not.... No one could ever forget abigail! If I live to be 90 i would still remember that face. the sparkle in here eyes.. the sparkles in her hair strands.. she truly was an angel on earth.. a georgeous angel! praying for you and bert.. this is just so hard... I wish i could fix it for you... your a special couple!!! and abby was so blessed to have you!! Happy 4th!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
in - Thursday, July 3, 2008 11:47 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you...and remembering Abby.
Michelle
Tampa, FL - Friday, June 27, 2008 2:31 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET ANGEL.
HEAVEN IS A BETTER PLACE WITH YOU UP THERE.


Stephanie Swanson <stephanie.swanson@vmmc.org>
Bremerton, Wa usa - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 3:30 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Abby
We Love You!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lori, Steve, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Saturday, June 14, 2008 9:07 PM CDT
Happy 13th sweet girl. I cant believe it. Be with Mommy and Daddy today especially. And be with Grandma and Grandpa
Love
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, June 14, 2008 2:27 PM CDT
Happy Birthday in Heaven!
Jenifer <jentietz248@yahoo.com>
Nebraska City, NE United States - Saturday, June 14, 2008 9:18 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Sweet Princess...
Can't even believe that you are 13 years old, an official teenager. I so looked forward to the day that you became a teenager...I always wondered if someday you would out grow me and not think it was so cool to have an Angel Sheryl anymore...I wondered if that was going to happen when you became a teenager...But on the other hand I hoped to always be " Your Angel Sheryl" which I will be..Its hard to think of you as 13...I smiled when I thought of it, yet tears filled my eyes as I miss you so very much. How can one child mean so much to a person? I Miss You.... How can one little girl have stolen my heart like you did? I love you more than you will ever know.....How can a little girl change the life of one person like you did?? My life is forever changed because of you...
You will NEVER be forgotten, I can promise you that!!
I am sure that you are celebrating like crazy up there..I can see all the flags a flying, a birthday cake, candles, presents.. you knew how to throw a party that is for sure and there wasn't one thing that you left out!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~
HAPPY FLAG DAY!

I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN & BACK!!
ANGEL HUGS & BUTTERFLY KISSES
ALWAYS & FOREVER
YOUR ANGEL SHERYL

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Saturday, June 14, 2008 8:43 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and bert and Angel Abby
I wanted to wish Abby a happy birthday in Heaven. Wow 13. I cant imagine. I also wanted you to know that Abby will NEVER be forgotten. Not ever.
All my love and prayers. I will light a candle tomorrow
Love
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Friday, June 13, 2008 3:20 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne & Bert, Your beautiful daughter will never be forgotten, not even by those of us who did not personally know her. She is indeed an inspiration to many. May you be wrapped in loving memories as her 13th birthday approaches. Know that although I do not sign often, I visit often and she as well as both of you are in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, June 13, 2008 12:50 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert
You are never far from my heart or mind. I think of Abigail every day. And I pray for you every night.
I love you always(I changed my email)
Nancy

Nancy <nancybratt1972@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 11, 2008 6:03 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
You have been on my mind so much, and Abigail (I still think of her as Abby), too. It has been so long since I have visited the website or talked with you, but you have never been far from my heart. I feel very close to you all after reading the journal. Meghann still talks about Abby, and actually wrote about her and the The Warrior poem in school this year. I don't think we will ever know how many or how profoundly people were touched by your angel. I know I have not been, nor will ever be the same, for knowing her and the two of you. I hope one day we will see each other again. Love, Beverly (and Meghann, too)

Beverly Pitts <bpp9s@virginia.edu>
Charlottesville, VA USA - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 11:59 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
I hope that the dream brought you some peace on a subject that was some concern to you.
Always thinking of you and Bert and your sweet angel.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Sunday, June 8, 2008 10:59 PM CDT
Although I never met Abigail, I stop by to see her and read your updates often. I love browsing her pictures page, and especially love the picture of her with the light brite cake. That is the sweetest smile ever! I pray for your comfort often Suzanne. Thanks for sharing your beloved daughter with us!
Cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Monday, June 2, 2008 1:39 PM CDT
I am a friend of Iris in El Paso and I am running a marathon to benefit the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society on June 1, 2008. I am privileged to run with my honored teammate Abigail. I will have her name and picture on my race day jersey. She is beautiful.
Carolyn D. Mack <cdmapps@yahoo.com>
El Paso, TX - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 9:36 AM CDT
Good Morning Princess:
How are you sweetie? Your Birthday will soon be here... 13 years old... Wow... A teenager...So hard to believe!!
I was talking to mommy on the phone the other day and we were talking about what you would be like... we joked that you would probably be a snotty teenager with an attitude.
I would give anything to see you like that, I would just love to see you again.. to hear your voice!
Did you see the cool bronze sitting girl statues that Mommy, Daddy & I got? How cool are they? Man, when I walked into Sams club and saw them, I instantly thought of you and knew we needed to have one...It looks just like you..I think it was meant to be.. I have been feeling so sad thinking about you turning 13 and missing you so very much and that statue was just waiting for me I know it...
I better run Princess... Please keep watching over Ireland, she is having some tiny setbacks and needs you more than ever....
I love you to Heaven & Back...
Angel Hugs & Butterflies Kisses
Always & Forever ~
Your Angel Sheryl
PS~ Please give Chase a hug from me ok

Love you!

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Tuesday, May 27, 2008 8:51 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
That Abigail is a smart girl indeed!! Thinking of you and Bert.
Love,
Deloyce

Angel Amanda
’s mom

Deloyce Barrington <dbarrington3@yahoo.com>
Huntsville, AL - Friday, May 16, 2008 11:55 AM CDT
My precious Suzanne
It is a hard day for you I am sure. Happy Mommy's day. Please know I am with you and in prayer an in spirit. God bless you sweetie. Know that Abby is with you forever.
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 11, 2008 9:48 PM CDT
Hey guys!!!!
the martins <martinlorid@cox.net>
- Saturday, May 10, 2008 4:35 PM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne,

We haven't signed your guestbook in such a long time; however, we still keep you all in our thoughts and prayers. We still remember your beautiful Abigail. We will never forget seeing her featured on Make-A-Child-Smile and receiving her thank-you for the gift, with her precious picture on the card. Since we live in Hampton, we see so many of her favorite things. When we went to see the Coleman display, at the museum, over the holidays, we thought of Abigail and how much she loved visiting the Coleman's Nursery. We cannot imagine your pain, but pray for you both all the time. Take care and God bless you both!

Love,
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell

The Farrell Family <mommy2emilyandryan@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Monday, May 5, 2008 6:09 PM CDT
How did you survive the tornado....we are concerned.
cindy <cindya@aol.com>
norfolk, va USA - Thursday, May 1, 2008 8:15 PM CDT
Stopping by today to see Abigail and remembering you all in my prayers.
Cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 12:41 AM CDT
We Give Them Back To You

We give them back to you,
for you gave them to us.
Yet as you did not lose them in giving
so we have not lost them by their return.
Not as the world gives do you give,
O lover of souls.
What you give, you do not take away,
for what is yours is ours always
if we are yours.
And life is eternal and love is immortal,
and death is only an horizon,
and an horizon nothing save the limit of our sight.
Lift us up, that we may see further.


Your Sister In Christ

Machele <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
WV USA - Saturday, April 5, 2008 5:43 PM CDT
Thinking of you!!!
Justine
Madison, WI - Friday, April 4, 2008 7:41 PM CDT
Hello family~* my heart is with you today. My daughter passed away march 30th.1981. Her anniversary date is coming. It always feels the same. The tugging at your whole body. The "why's". Please know you are being thought of today. Lin from florida. ~*
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl USofA - Wednesday, March 26, 2008 7:43 AM CDT
Just a note to let you know Suzanne that I was thinking of you and the heartache that you wake up to everyday. Please know that there are many folks out here that are holding you and Bert close to their hearts and in their prayers.
Your Sister in Christ

Machele <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
- Tuesday, March 25, 2008 11:25 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne,

I am so very, very sorry. I know that even years later the grief remains as painful as ever. Abby was and is a very special girl and her absence from this life cannot be explained.

Praying for you,
Monica Paquette, Mama to Saint Gabrielle

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, March 21, 2008 10:01 AM CDT
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Please know that your little girl is not forgotten and she never will be.

Much love to you all,
Olivia

Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 8:47 PM CDT
Suzanne, even though we do not know each other I have prayed for your family for sometime and continue to do so. Please know you are loved.

Lori Pierce <hayden01@tds.net>
Mt Juliet, TN - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 10:53 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert -- You are always in my thoughts and prayers! {{{HUGS}}}
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, March 13, 2008 8:47 AM CDT
We are thinking of yall today and everyday!! Hope you received the little gift on your doorstep today!! The girls wanted to get Abby's favorite color - purple
take care

Love - The Martin Family <martinlorid@cox.net>
chesapeake, va - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 9:10 PM CDT
We are thinking of you all today. May God grant you comfort on this difficult day of remembering, but may you also find sunshine in the wonderful memories you all shared. Much love,
The Wests <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Grayslake, IL - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 4:25 PM CDT
My heart and prayers are with you today Suzanne and Bert.
I love you
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 12, 2008 2:55 PM CDT
Today I celebrate a wonderful little girl named Abby! She is smiling down on all of us. May our Lords Love and Peace fill your hearts today. Remember the good times . . .
Love and many many Prayers,
Your Sister in Christ,
Machele

Machele <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 12, 2008 1:24 PM CDT
My Sweet Princess:
4 years, it is so hard to believe that you have been gone that long...
I miss talking to you on the phone, I miss not being able to visit you, I miss not being able to go shopping for you, I miss hearing the sound of your sweet voice, I miss that sweet little giggle that you had when you would end a conversation with me, I miss how you lit up my light... I just plain Miss you!!
You will never be forgotten
I love you to Heaven and back
Angel Hugs & Butterfly kisses
Always & Forever~
Your Angel Sheryl


Bert & Suzanne:
Thinking about you both and sending my love!!
Always only a phone call away...
Hugs~
Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 9:38 AM CDT
Thinking and praying for you today. Remembering Abigail always.
Susan and Scott <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 7:58 AM CDT
Bert, Suzanne and all your family,
We are thinking and praying for you on this most difficult day to remember. Peace be with you.
Love,

James and Deloyce <dbarrington3@yahoo.com>
Huntsville, AL USA - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 7:53 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne,
You guys and Abby are frequently in my thoughts, especially today. I know that this date is a hard one for you, but just know that even four years later, she's still touching SO many lives. Your remarkable little angel continues to live on!

Deonna (Comer) Chandler <comerdl@hotmail.com>
Harrisonburg, VA - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 4:37 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,

Oh my friends, I know today will be so very hard on you, and I'm so sorry.

I will be thinking and praying for both of you. You have many friends who care deeply about you. Please do not hesitate to lean on them, that's what they're there for, and they're there because they love you.

Please take care.

love,

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Agawam, MA USA - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 0:57 AM CDT
You are in my thoughts and prayers!
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Tuesday, March 11, 2008 11:57 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert, Thinking of you on the eve of the anniversary of losing Abigail. I know your heart breaks as if it were just happening. I hope you are having a wonderful trip and can't wait to see you soon. We honor her memory and love you all.
Denise Mackey <denise_c_mackey@sbcglobal.net>
Windsor, CT USA - Tuesday, March 11, 2008 9:58 PM CDT
Thinking of you as the date comes near....I hope it is one day closer to the peace and comfort that you so deserve.
lori
- Tuesday, March 11, 2008 3:40 PM CDT
I just wanted to write and say how sorry I am for the loss of your daughter Abby. I found your page through sharethelove.org so I never met her or heard her story until recently, but she seems like such an amazing child! I lost one of my best friends to leukemia a little over 3 years ago (I'm 16) and I still haven't "gotten over it". I don't think you ever really do, but I like to think that now I have a special angel watching over me. It makes me so angry to hear about the deaths of children from cancer! It is so unfair that they had to suffer so much only to lose the life they fought so hard to hold onto. I wish I could do something to ease the pain you and all the other parents who lose children to this horrible disease feel.

Here is the website for the fundraiser I am doing in memory of my friend who died: http://readfornora.pledgepage.org
If you're interested, you can read about her and her story there...as good as it feels to do something in her memory to help other children with cancer, I only wish there were something I could do to save those, like Abby, whose lives have already been cut short.

Although I've never met you, I have been touched by Abby's story and I am thinking of you especially as her anniversary draws near. <3

<mbeneville@gmail.com>
CT - Sunday, March 9, 2008 5:42 PM CDT
Hello. My name is Lin. I come to your beautiful Daughter Abby's site often and just gaze at her beautiful face too. By the looks of the entries a lot of people still come..... I see from some of the past pics of you all that you are a very loving family. Your entries are so honest. I lost a dughter to cancer. Her name is Lori and she went to Heaven in 1981. I agree with you that it doesnt get easier. I wish I could say it did, but as you know when you lose a child it just doesnt. I had to tell you that, if you ever need to email anyone I am here. Althoguh you do not know me, I am here. I am real and Im in cyberspace. I have a web site on our youngest son Jimmy. I did have 3 more kids after Lori passed away........They are Mike Amy and Jimmy. He (Jimmy is handicapped, but I wont go into all that). If you want here's our web site. http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jimmyjoe/ I would love to stay in touch. I pray for peace all the time because My heart hasnt rested a day since my daughter passed away. Its been since 1981! Can you believe that? I will tell you it did get "different" for me. Just well, different... Well, I will keep this short. You have people who care about you in Florida..Much love to you today. Lin, Jim, Angel Lori, Mike, Amy n Jimmy-Joe.~*
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl USofA - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 10:10 AM CST
Letter from Heaven:
To my dearest friends and family, some things I would like to say. Though first of all to let you know that I have arrived okay. I'm writing this from heaven, here I dwell with the spirit of love. Here there is no more tears of sadness, here is just eternal love. Please do not me unhappy because I am out of sight, but remember I am with you each morning, noon, and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through, heaven's warmth covered me and said I welcome you. It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, they will be here later on. We need you here so badly, you're part of our great plan. There is so much we have to do to help our mortal man. God gave me a list of things that were wished for me to do, and foremost on that list was to watch and care for you. And when you lie in your bed at night, the day's chores put to flight... God and I are closest to you in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth and all those loving years, because you are only human they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry for a while it helps relieve the pain, but remember there would be no flowers unless there was some rain. I wish I could explain to you all that God has planned. If I were to tell you, you just wouldn't understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over, I am closer to you now than I ever was before. There are many rocky roads ahead of you, and many hills to climb, but together we can do this by taking one day a time. It was always my philosophy and I would like it for you to...that as you give unto the world the world will give unto you. If you can help somebody who is sorrow and in pain, then you can say to me at night, my day was not in vain. So now I am contented that my life was worthwhile, knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile. So if you meet someone who is sad and feeling low, just lend a hand to pick them up as on your way to go. And when you're walking down the street and you have me in mind, I am walking in your footsteps only half a step behind. And when it is time for you to go from that body to be free....remember you're not going...you're coming here to me. God Bless you!




MacheleAkers <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
- Monday, March 3, 2008 6:29 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you today as usual and checking in to see Abigail's beautiful face. I revisited your photo page too. Wonderful pictures... always smiling even through sickness. Take care.
Love,
Angel Amanda
’s mom

Deloyce Barrington <dbarrington3@yahoo.com>
Huntsville, AL USA - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 3:06 PM CST
I'm remembering you in my prayers Miss Suzanne. I stopped by today to see Abigail's beautiful face.
Cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Monday, February 25, 2008 1:36 PM CST


Please don't tell me

that it is time to move on

that I have grieved long enough

to let go of what is gone...



Time to wipe my face

and dry my tears

time to let go

and face my fears.



Don't tell me that everything

happens for a reason,

don't tell me things will get better,

time will bring a new season.









Don't tell me to get back to normal

for I see nothing normal when I look around,

for my life as I knew it it is gone

and it can never again be found.



Don't tell me to find a hobby

something to fill the space,

don't tell me that I will find

something or someone to take your place.



My heart will grieve

until the the grieving is through,

When I can begin to face

a life and begin anew





Don't tell me how to grieve

my heart will do it the only way it knows

and how long that will take

only God knows

dear suzanne,
i am losing my daughter nanny. she has followed you for years. i hope to hear from you some time. i know you are suffering. i can only imagine. i cant imagine nanny not being here. it terrifies me
god bless you
kathryne, nannys mom

Kathryne <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 24, 2008 11:19 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
I think of you often along with Angel Abby. And I'm praying for you as her anniversary date rolls around once again. May you feel the hugs I'm sending you.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Saturday, February 23, 2008 3:46 PM CST
Oh Suzanne,
You are our minds always. I can not even imagine your pain. I pray God will give you peace and comfort. Please know that Abigail is NOT forgotten, she is just not hurting anymore. We miss her terribly, but rest in knowing that we will see her again in a twinkling of an eye.

We love you and will pray for you dear friend.

Amanda & little Alyssa (from Texas ) <williamsnfl@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 21, 2008 7:43 PM CST
My heart aches reading your words....I keep hoping that one day I will read that you are finally finding some peace in your heart, knowing that your sweet girl is not suffering. But I find that you still seem to be suffering so....it really does break my heart. I hope that you have sought friends, family, grieving groups, counseling that can help you find some happiness here in this world, until the day that you are with her again. God Bless you both.
lori
- Thursday, February 21, 2008 3:18 PM CST
Your Abby will always hold a special place in my heart. Your girl meant so much to so many people, many that you have never met. I can't begin to understand the pain you feel. Just know that a little part of Abby lives in my heart.
Amy Nasworthy <mnasworthy@tampabay.rr.com>
St.Pete, FL - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 7:54 AM CST
Suzanne: Abigal was my first Caringbridge kid that passed away those 4 years ago. My neighbors grandson was just diagnoised with medullablastoma and they started a page. Somehow I got to you and prayed so hard but do rembering the pain I felt as a prayer warrior when she died. I called my best friend crying over this little girl I never met. My how many I have prayed for over these 4 years who have earned their angel wings and now looking over all of us. May you continue to feel our love and support and I pray you can start finding a way to live without Abigal so you are not in so much pain.
In my prayers,

Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, IA - Monday, February 18, 2008 4:43 PM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert, I know your hearts are heavy and hurting but try to think of the many, many wonderful days you both had with Abby and try not to remember that one horrible day. She lives in many peoples hearts today and is a little girl just to special to ever be forgotten. I, too, remember that horrible day when Abby left us, I know that someday we will all be reunited and be together forever and forever. God is still God today! Abby is very special to Jesus and Abby is very special to me. Much love and many, many hugs, Barb
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OH USA - Monday, February 18, 2008 3:31 PM CST
As I read your words, I remember as though it was yesterday following Abby. I can't imagine your pain has or ever will lessen. I wouldn't know. I think of Abby quite often and I picture the sweet smile you have posted on her page and remember other pictures you have shared of her. I think of all the extras you knew about her that I don't know, so many of us don't know and so many mountains of moments and memories you must be missing and those times since you would have had. When you and your family and Abby come into my mind, I always say a prayer for you, because as a Mom, I can't imagine what you must be going through and just each person in your family. Although I don't leave messages, please know you are not far from my heart and your sweet little Abby is loved and remembered. Her picture is in Katia's little book. She hasn't added pictures in there for quite some time but Abby's picture is one of those in there and that little book is still right by my desk.
Love, Tracy and
Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")

Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug




Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Monday, February 18, 2008 2:40 PM CST
I know without a doubt that Jesus will reunite you and your little girl someday. Much love and many prayers sent your way!!!!!
Machele <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
- Monday, February 18, 2008 2:24 PM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you both and your sweet Angel Abby!

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Friday, February 15, 2008 8:10 PM CST
Remembering Abby and her last Earthly Valentine's day today. That story will stick in my heart forever, the way Abby was determined to sign all her Valentines herself, despite feeling so crappy and so tired and struggling with fine motor issues from meds, and how she chose 1 kind for the girls and 1 for the boys. And how you wondered if anyone kept theirs.

And how she wanted a family Valentine's day party with a chocolate cake and lemonade in champagne glasses.

And heartbreakingly, how her hair started falling out that night. :(

I think of your sweet angel so very often, but on Valentine's day especially, there will always be a part of my heart set aside for the little brown haired, brown eyed Angel girl who struggled to make her own Valentines.

I never met your Abby, but she touched my heart just the same.

(((hugs)))
Rita

Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Va - Thursday, February 14, 2008 8:01 PM CST
Hi Bert and Suzanne, Just wanted to let you know that we sent a pink balloon to Abby this past weekend. We think of her often and you two as well. We are in WI now but Abby's memory has traveled with us.
Amy Cleghon <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Kansasville, WI - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 8:04 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert -
Sending you loving hugs. Peace to you and your sweet angel.

Sara <sassiesara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Monday, February 11, 2008 8:02 PM CST
suzanne, bert, I couldnt stop thinking of you both last night and abby. I could see her sweet face so vividly with my eyes closed.. I left you alone a bit.. i didnt know if you even read anymore.. you hadnt updated since august or something. But I kept praying for you both always. You Honor abby by keeping her alive through her site.. Its so nice to come see her sweet face.. ive never seen a child with hair like spun gold... like abby has in her picture.. she was so beautiful. I know she is just georgeous in heaven as an angel! THe only peace you can find .. must be in the fact that is she had to get cancer that she isnt suffering anymore.. I cant imagine holidays with out children... so my heart just truly breaks for you all.Please keep updating.. i know people want to know how you are.. it could help you . You would make great foster parents... and maybe can adopt a child if you fall in love with them??? In time maybe you will be ready... No one will replace abby.. ever.... But you still need to live your life and fufill your purpose. Just know I care deeply! Princess abby... there is no angel as beautiful im sure! Mom and dad will be with you in heaven someday soon.. But then you know that dont ya???
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Monday, February 11, 2008 1:50 PM CST
Abby
I'll see you soon. Come meet me ok?

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 7, 2008 4:11 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert... thinking of you... and Abby always, as her gorgeous picture is laminated 11x17 on my wall at home.

Love,

Alexandra Bakker (Make A Child Smile)
Sunrise, FL USA - Friday, February 1, 2008 10:00 AM CST
Thinking of you!
Justine
Madison, WI - Sunday, January 27, 2008 4:35 PM CST
Not sure if you remember me but we are always remembering your sweet Abby:)
Love, Tracy and
Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")

Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug



Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Sunday, January 20, 2008 8:40 AM CST
Oh my goodness Abby.
I remember when you were in my Kindergarten class and how much fun we had together.
I cried myself to sleep when I recieved the bad news so many years ago.
I want you to know that you will never ever be forgotten.
You were one of my best friends.
I can't wait to see you in Heaven!
Love you!
-Katy Pugh

Katy Pugh <swimchick9495@aim.com>
- Saturday, January 19, 2008 5:36 PM CST
I love you Abigail. Please get me through this.
love
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 16, 2008 7:24 PM CST
Just stopping by to say hello and Happy New Year. I hope 2008 will be a better one for you!
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga USA - Saturday, January 5, 2008 4:14 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,

You are in my thoughts and prayers. I can't imagine how much pain you are in. I visit your site regularly. While I never met Abby, she was a true inspiration for me.

I hope that 2008 is a gentle year for you.

With much love,
Olivia

Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Thursday, January 3, 2008 12:54 AM CST
My precious Suzanne,
You are on my mind today. Just as you are every day.
Love always
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 2, 2008 8:51 PM CST
hey i miss you guys
macy <mmartin@cox.net>
va, - Monday, December 31, 2007 4:17 PM CST
Suzanne and bert.. Im praying the new year brings you some positive things. I know abbys spirit was with you at christmas and always! Im sorry life wont ever be the same for you... I pray for you. abby... you are not forgotten princess!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Monday, December 31, 2007 11:59 AM CST
Abby I made it to Christmas! I beleive you helped me a long even on the tough and hurtfull days. I feel you close.
I pray for Mommmy and Daddy tonigt. Please be with them.
Love always
Nanny
http://www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 25, 2007 11:35 PM CST
Merry Christmas to a family who will forever be in my heart.
Mrs. Sheli Porter
Chesapeake, VA USA - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 11:30 AM CST
Merry Christmas!
We Love You

Steve, Lori, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
chesapeake, va - Monday, December 24, 2007 8:26 PM CST
Merry Christmas Abby. We miss you.
Both Maxes, Miss Debbie, Samantha & Caroline <smac3k@aol.com>
- Monday, December 24, 2007 4:41 PM CST
Sending some love to Mommy Suzanne and Bert -- was just thinking of your daughter and wanted to check in and wish you Merry Christmas. Your Abby is still VERY much remembered as are you two.
Love

M Elton
Richmond, VA - Monday, December 24, 2007 12:11 AM CST
Wishing you a Very Merry Christmas Princess...
I Love you & I miss you!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
I love you to Heaven & Back!!
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, December 23, 2007 9:44 PM CST
Im thinking and praying for you during this difficult holiday season... Abby............... Thinking of you with Jesus on his birthday! how wonderful for you... sad for your mom and dad! Someday they will be with you at the Birthday table of our Lord! please help them cope until then. I know they are not doing well at all without you... You were there life! and what a beautiful life you were! we miss you.. and will never fgorget you!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Sunday, December 23, 2007 5:44 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you and your sweet Angel Abby during this holiday season.
May you feel the Lord's love at this special time of year.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Saturday, December 22, 2007 11:05 PM CST
Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers during these difficult holiday times. My love to you.

Olivia

Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Saturday, December 22, 2007 9:52 PM CST
Suzanne & Burt
Wanted to drop you all to know that I have been thinking of you all and praying that your hearts take comfort in the beautiful memories of love and courage that Abby left you. Thinking of you all always - never forgotten

Elizabeth
Washington, DC USA - Thursday, December 20, 2007 9:14 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,

I was going through some old emails this evening, and I came across a number of them that were from both of you. It breaks my heart to think about all that you have been through. I had more than a few tears as I read through them, thinking about you and thinking about Abby.

So all I can say, or tell you, is that I love you. I know that's not enough, nothing ever can be. But I love you.

I just wanted you to know.

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Agawam, MA USA - Monday, December 17, 2007 0:32 AM CST
Thinking of you and praying for you! I wanted to stop by today and see Abigail's sweet face. I never met her, but I will definitely never forget her.
cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Friday, December 14, 2007 12:51 AM CST
suzane, still praying you and bert find your way.. and that you can celerate the lords Birth.. without him.. there would not be forever in heaven with abby.. You will hold her and see her again.. that is what keeps you going! merry Christmas! forever remembering abby!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Thursday, December 13, 2007 9:58 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Wishing you the spirit of Christmas to fill your days this holiday season.
Merry Christmas!

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 11:53 PM CST
Wishing you a Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year.Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.

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Brenda MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Monday, December 10, 2007 11:20 AM CST
Been thinking about the three of you a lot! I hope you're finding some sunny patches along the way. We're all doing okay. Amelia is home with a fever today, but I think it's just the crud kids have been picking up at school. I hope Santa has been more productive preparing for the holidays than I have been :) Anyway, just wanted to let you know you're in our thoughts and prayers. Huge hugs to you all!
Sue West (& Rob, Amanda, Zach and Amelia) <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Grayslake, IL USA - Monday, December 10, 2007 8:08 AM CST
suzane, thinking of you and bert alot lately! and Of course angel abby! i hope and pray your finding your way!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Thursday, December 6, 2007 6:01 PM CST
As I will always be Alex's mom, you will always be Abigail's. People don't know, they can't, and no one should have to, fathom the pain, the loss.

We are coming up on 3 years or yesterday...

Sheila Dierking <sheila.dierking@utsa.edu>
Austin , Texas USA - Wednesday, November 28, 2007 2:55 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert
Just stoping by to say that I was thinking of you. I will forever think of Abigail as an inspiration. Peace and love to you.

Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, Maine USA - Friday, November 23, 2007 2:53 PM CST
Suzanne, we don't know each other and I'm not sure how it was that I came upon your care page - but, perhaps I was meant to.

I have read so, so many excerpts of near death experiences - children and adults alike who have flat-lined, saw the afterlife, and returned through medical intervention to talk about it. There are literally thousands of experiences described in books and on the web today because of modern medical advances - and all so, so incredibly similar that I truly do believe they have seen the beyond.

That said, these blessed folks would be the first to tell you that your lovely daughter worked out her "walk" in life with God before birth - as do we all. It's all based on how much we want to grow spiritually in our human journey, and these folks would say your daughter is blessed, as are you and your husband - specially chosen just for her and for this faith journey, as difficult as it is.

I think you may find so much about where your beautiful angel is now by reading of these experiences. A great place to start is www.near-death.com At least I really hope that all these lucky folks say is true because it explains the meaning of life, and the point of our suffering.

My prayers are with you that you see glimpses of joy through this storm.

Lenka

Lenka Perron <lenka@provide.net>
Saint Clair Shores, MI USA - Thursday, November 8, 2007 9:26 PM CST
Suzanne, thinking of you ! and bert and abby! praying for you...
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Sunday, November 4, 2007 9:17 PM CST
Happy Halloween Princess....
I love you & I miss you!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, mn, MN - Wednesday, October 31, 2007 9:35 PM CDT
suzanne, i wish you would update and let us know you are doing o.k... I think about you alot. and Abby! sweet abby O. We pray for you and wont ever forget you all !
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 9:04 PM CDT
Thinking of you!
Elizabeth
San Diego, CA - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 0:03 AM CDT
Hey Suzanne
Just stopping by to say hello and to wish you a Happy Birthday - hope you and Bert had a nice evening out!!!
You deserve it!
take care

Lori Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
chesapeake, va - Wednesday, October 24, 2007 6:21 PM CDT
Suzanne,
Just stopping by to say hello and let you know we still think of Abby. We have moved to WI after John got orders to Great Lakes. Even though we are no longer in VA we still think of you, Bert and sweet Abby. The boys still send her balloons every so often and they watch them until they can't see them anymore. Take care of yourself Suzanne.

Much Love


Amy Cleghon <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Kansasville, WI - Wednesday, October 17, 2007 3:05 PM CDT
My precious Suzanne
I got your beautiful card today adn when I saw Abby's picture in it I just cried!!!! I feel her with me and you in my heart.
Love always, and tryign to fight
Nancy
www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 12, 2007 10:39 PM CDT
We check weekly to see Abby's pictures and see any new journal postings. Please know we are thinking of you and want to know that you are okay!
Trey
Peabody, MA USA - Sunday, October 7, 2007 7:28 PM CDT
Always in my thoughts and prayers . . . . . .
Machele <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
- Tuesday, October 2, 2007 11:40 AM CDT
I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers. We were in Gymboree class with you and Abigail. I remember Abigail as a beautiful, happy child. My son was one of the few boys in a class full of sweet little girls. I remember you, Suzanne, as being very kind. It seems like yesterday. I will always keep you and Abigail in my prayers.
Donna <d-mooney@cox.net>
Chesapeake, - Monday, October 1, 2007 8:49 PM CDT
hey abby!!!!! weve been thinking of ya!!!!!!


love the
MARTINS

Macy Martin(Madisons sister) <MMartin79@cox.net>
chesapeake, va usa - Monday, September 24, 2007 3:11 PM CDT
thinking of you and abigail! she wont ever be forgotten! she is a beautiful angel! doing something wonderful for Jesus!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Sunday, September 23, 2007 9:54 PM CDT
With my best and warm wishes to you.
Abigail is in Haven with all children,Bless you all.

Rachel Thomas <Ragida@AOL.com>
UK - Sunday, September 23, 2007 12:54 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert -
I have not been here for a while, but you are never far from my thoughts. Hugs, prayers, and peace to you.
Love, Sara

Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, Maine USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 1:02 AM CDT
Hey Suzanne
We have been thinking of you and the girls have missed you while you have been gone - Hope you and Bert had a wonderful time!
Miss ya

The Martin Family <martinlorid@cox.net>
cheasapeake, va - Sunday, September 16, 2007 11:40 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
I've been thinking of you both often and am wondering how you are doing. You are in my prayers.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Sunday, September 16, 2007 0:20 AM CDT
Suzanne, You have been on my heart alot lately/ always .. Im praying for some sign of life... Update us please! Keep fighting! Never give up! you and bert need each other!
KIM <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Thursday, September 13, 2007 10:11 AM CDT
Good Morning Princess:

I needed to come here today to write to you...to see your beautiful smile...I need to continue to come here, its a place where I feel peace and comfort, yet sadness and tears... does that make sense?
I miss you so very much..I picture you as a young lady and it makes me so sad as I know that you would of so enjoyed every minute of this life as you did while you were here with us...
There are days when I have prayed and asked for you to watch over Frank (my Step-dad) He has been just like a Father to me and it hurts me to see him battle cancer.. how can he survive with 3 different kinds of cancer.. is that even possible? It scares me so much.. he had surgery to remove the cancer from the lung recently, but there is still the bone and prostrate cancer to worry about..
I wish there was no such thing as cancer...it causes to much heartbreak.

I love you to Heaven & back
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses

Always & Forever ~
Your Angel Sheryl


Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Friday, September 7, 2007 8:56 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne
i was thinking of you and Abby today. I'm scared about a lot of things that are coming my way. Iwish I could face them with courage like Abigail did. I'm thinking of you and praying for you always. I'm being granted one of my wishes and that is to see Mercy Me in concert on the 13th. Remember that song Homesick that you heard and posted? I will think of you and sing it with them for abby and you when they play it.
I love you
Nanny
www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, September 5, 2007 2:10 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Every week I check your little girl's website, look at Abby's pictures, and read the journal and guest book. Having lost my son 4 years ago I have taken solace in reading about your girl. It has given me a stregnth of sorts to see Abby's beautiful smile and the photos of your beautiful family. I continue to exist in the meantime as well, constantly redefining myself and my life. Life takes us where we never plan and where most can never imagine.
Please know that I think of you all often, visit regularly, and pray for your comfort.
Ruth

Ruth Hynes <cocoabolo@aol.com>
Londonderry, NH USA - Tuesday, September 4, 2007 7:01 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne & Bert,
I just wanted to say hi and to check on you guys. Abby has been on my mind. I can't begin to tell you how much she is with me. When something happens to my Abaigeal there too is your Abby. I know it will always be that way. I feel so connected with your beautiful girl. It makes me smile! Thank you for that gift! I know she is smiling and is so happy! I love you guys~ I love you Abby!

Tiger Gilbert <camtiger@bellsouth.net>
Montgomery, AL - Monday, August 27, 2007 2:18 AM CDT
I haven't been on for awhile, but your family is always in my prayers. I have been visiting you since 2003, and I have learned so much. Thank you for sharing such an amazing little girl with us!
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
Portland, ME USA - Friday, August 24, 2007 7:35 PM CDT
I never met you or your adorable Abigail, but I followed her story and still think of her often. Just stopping by today to see her beautiful smile and to tell you that I'm thinking of you today.
Cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Thursday, August 23, 2007 12:27 AM CDT
suzanne this is nanny's mom kathryne. i wanted to thank you for being such a wonderfull friend to nanny and such a wonderfull person in her life. she may be leaving us soon, but i had to come here myself and thank you for all you have done. on nanny's site is a song that i think fits your abigail perfectly like it does nanny. its called borrowed angels. nanny sends her love and thank you for being such a touching soul in my childs life.
kathryne

Kathryne <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 22, 2007 9:22 PM CDT
You and Abigail are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Shannon Slattery
VIRGINIA BEACH, VA - Monday, August 20, 2007 3:52 PM CDT
Just stopping by to say "Hello" Suzanne.

Renee

www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angels <rcurk@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 19, 2007 9:31 PM CDT
hey abby,
just checking on you!!!

Macy

Macy Martin(Madisons sister) <MMartin79@cox.net>
chesapeake, va - Sunday, August 19, 2007 4:08 PM CDT
hey abby it is courtney macy's bff
well god bless you


courtney

courtney <pallen0032@cox.net>
chespeake, VA - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 1:07 PM CDT
Suzanne, I lost all my links and info on our old computer that was hit by lightening, I apologize for not being able to sign... I think of you all the time. and Like I worry about you... I see that you are close to loosing your whole life and berts. I know abigail was your life... But you had a life before her... and she would want you to have a life again.... I know that its the worst thing to ever happen, loosing your precious child... But Loosing yourself... or your marriage or friends until you have nothing? You have to dig deep inside with all you have and get back up again... We love and care about you... so many do. Abigail is in heaven wanting you to fight for life... Adopt another child... do whatever you have to do .. to LIVE again! If you ever need to talk I will listen.... If You dont like what I have to say tell me, Just Fight!!!!! No one will ever forget your abigail! who could???? and you were lucky to be her mommy! you still are abigails Mommy forever!!! she is with Jesus now and it is so unfair she died... But you have to choose to LIVE!!!! Get greif counseling and or medication... but I fear you wont be here long if you dont! Im so so worried about you! PLEASE CHOOSE TO LIVE!
KIM <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 1:03 PM CDT
GOD BLESS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!


love ya
Macy

Macy Martin(Madisons sister) <MMartin79@cox.net>
cheasapeake, va - Sunday, August 12, 2007 1:46 PM CDT
hey abby i miss you so much but your right here with your mom and your dad every second of the day, god bless you!!!!

love
macy (madison's sister)

Macy Martin(Madisons sister) <MMartin79@cox.net>
CHESEAPEAKE, VA - Friday, August 10, 2007 1:17 PM CDT
inspiration, stirring
arousing to a particular emotion or action

Yes, Suzanne, that is you. You arouse emotion, yes, sometimes that emotion may make some people keenly aware of your loss. But, I would rather think that you stir up emotions and make people think. You make people realize that life has many unpleasant turns and you have been down one of the worse. . . and yet here you stand (or sit, or lie down) keeping the spirit of Abby alive and well for the world to see. For me, that makes you a powerful inspiration. To be able to go on, live life after all you've been through. Maybe that's what people are thinking when they see you. Wow, she is one strong, amazing woman. I know Abby does. And I know I do.
In my thoughts and prayers,
Renee

www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angels <rcurk@aol.com>
Liverpool, ny - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 4:53 PM CDT
Suzanne,

When i am with parents who have lost a child I find that they are exactly the opposite of a placeholder. They are my reminder to cherish my time with my children. They are my inspiration to be a better parent and a better person, because none of us can predict the future. They, like yourself, never thought this would be the road life would take. I am honored my friends don't find it to uncomfortable to be with me as my identity is all about my children. That must be very hard. Thank you for sharing some inner thoughts that I hadn't realized my friends must also be enduring.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Renee

www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angels <rcurk@aol.com>
Liverpool, ny - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 7:01 AM CDT
I think of you often and your darling Abigail. She is one of the reasons I keep fighting the fight for the cure.

I hope that one day the sun will shine brighter for you again.




www.LivestrongArmy.blogspot.com

Michelle
Tampa, FL USA - Monday, August 6, 2007 9:29 AM CDT
Suzanne,
I can imagine that some people are very uncomfortable with anything out of the ordinary. Like a mother who lost a child. As for me, I'd like to think, if I saw you pushing a cart in the grocery store, that I would stop, give you a big hug, and let you know your sweet Abigail has been on my mind lately. I care about you and Bert!!

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, August 5, 2007 0:11 AM CDT
A butterfly came up to Caroline and I the other day and I thought of your girl. Whenever I see one I always think its Abby or that Abby put it there to send us a message. There ususally isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of her. She always had a very powerful sense within her and that will always remain.
Debbie Berry <smac3k@aol.com>
Trinity, FL - Thursday, August 2, 2007 11:17 AM CDT
HEY!!! ABBYYY
Macy Martin(Madisons sister) <MMartin79@cox.net>
CHESAPEAKE, VA - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 4:08 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Just dropping a line to say Hello and thinking of you! So how is the new Harry Potter? Did you finish the Lemony Snicket books? Love,Kim

Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 6:25 AM CDT
Abigail
Thank you for being with me while I was in the hospital this week. Thank you for not allowing the blood infection get to my lungs and my heart. I saw little signs from you when I asked you. Thank you for your signs
Love always
Nanny xoxoxoxo
www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 2:28 PM CDT
Suzanne & Bert and Angel Abigail,
What a wonderful tradition! I heard that the new book is great. Enjoy!

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 1:09 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert --

I haven't posted for some time now but that certainly does not mean that I'm not thinking of you all. Abby continues to be in my thoughts and prayers - she so impacted my life without ever meeting our ever having met in person.

I'm glad you're reading HP7 to yourselves and Abby - I know she's listening and enjoying the story tremendously!

Take care and update again to let us all know how you're doing.

Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, GA United States - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 0:33 AM CDT
Mommy Suzanne, I come here weekly to draw strength from Abby as since she became an Angel I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. Some days are better than others. I am so glad Abby's site is here. She was my first Caringbridge child to be healed in Heaven and I checked on her several times a day. I think of you and your husband often and pray for the strength for you to get through the next moment. No one was loved more than Abby and she has the greatest family. Keep on keepin' on
Vanessa <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Sunday, July 22, 2007 7:27 PM CDT
hey abby
Macy Martin(Madisons sister) <MMartin79@cox.net>
cheasapeake, va usa - Sunday, July 22, 2007 11:50 AM CDT
Thinking of you
Linda Sidorski <lsidorski@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, July 21, 2007 5:37 PM CDT
YOUR DAUGHTER IS BEAUTIFUL
KARLA <kdg_mail@yahoo.com>
LIMA, PERU - Friday, July 20, 2007 4:36 PM CDT
My thoughts...
Laura <lladd@iupui.edu>
- Thursday, July 19, 2007 8:46 PM CDT
hey, abby
Today me and your mom painted a angel and a fariy, I miss you sooo much love ya
hugs& kisses
Macy( Madison's sister)

Macy Martin(Madisons sister) <MMartin79@cox.net>
chesapeake, VA - Monday, July 16, 2007 7:49 PM CDT
Thinking of you, Bert and Suzanne, and remembering Abby!!
Justine
Madison, WI - Monday, July 16, 2007 6:36 PM CDT
Hello, Suzanne!
It's Carol, Abby's piano teacher. I will NEVER EVER forget those lessons at your house. There weren't too many, but they were memorable. Abby was a good student. I can't remember if she was recovering or in remission at the time. I felt so lucky to be with her. I also remember Abby at Kindermusik class complete with a hat every week. She was adorable.

We are moving in a few weeks to Greece, NY. Bruce is retiring July 31st. We've been here 40 years. We decided to downsize and go back north where we grew up- actually we grew up in New England, but we have family in NY. So we are packing (too many things!) and getting rid of "Stuff."

When we get the computer hooked up in our new location, I will post here again so we don't lose touch. I think of you often, Suzanne. Take care.

Love, Carol

Carol Manuel <msmanuel@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Sunday, July 15, 2007 12:03 AM CDT
God bless you Suzanne and Bert,
You are NEVER far from my heart, thoughts and prayers. I thought of you during Abby's birthday, 4th of July and all in between.
I love you and worry about you. Abby will NEVER be forgotten.
Love always
Nanny
www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
Yelm, Wa - Saturday, July 14, 2007 3:50 PM CDT
hey abby i was over your house today and me mckenna and your mom found a necalace that you made for your american doll we finished the necalace for you
huges & kisses
Macy ( Madison's sister)

Macy Martin(Madisons sister) <MMartin79@cox.net>
cheasapeake, va usa - Friday, July 13, 2007 8:49 PM CDT
-Cancer Kills. If you know someone who is fighting, has survied, or died of cancer may god be with them
rip. abby,, you will always be loved

Madison Martin <madisonmartin@cox.net>
- Wednesday, July 11, 2007 10:11 AM CDT
hey Abby, Ihope u had a good 4th of july and a awesome 12th birthday. I miss you so much , i love you i hope u are having a good time

Hugs& kisses,
Macy Martin

Macy Martin(Madisons sister) <MMartin79@cox.net>
cheasapeake, va - Thursday, July 5, 2007 10:31 AM CDT
HAPPY 4th OF JULY Princess...
I love you to the Heaven & Back...
I miss you more than you'll ever know!!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
Always & Forever~
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 11:01 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Wishing you a happy and safe Fourth of July!

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Monday, July 2, 2007 0:58 AM CDT
what a lucky little girl to have some many people who love her!!!
Donna
- Tuesday, June 26, 2007 9:26 PM CDT
hi!!!!
just wanted to drop in and check on yall

madison martin <madisonmartin@cox.net>
- Monday, June 25, 2007 9:04 PM CDT
I just wanted to stop by and see how you were doing. As always, you are in my thoughts and prayers. Abby lives on in you, in your words here, in all you do. She is a true inspiration.

Much love,
Olivia

Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Monday, June 25, 2007 5:14 PM CDT
Bert & Suzanne - Deloyce's words ring so true, and I wish you could be going through all that. I keep you in my thoughts and prayers always, and I will never forget Miss
Abigail. Sending you our love -

Jenn & Cassidy Borjeson <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Saturday, June 23, 2007 1:28 PM CDT
What Beautiful Words they wrote for her. Always in our Prayers..
Gods Love and Peace
www.caringbridge.org/tn/kayla
www.caringbridge.org/tn/mimmie

April & Angel Mikayla and Family <babymsmom04@yahoo.com>
TN USA - Thursday, June 21, 2007 8:48 PM CDT
Bert:
Wanted to stop by and wish you a HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!
Your beautiful Princess is watching over you...
I hope you had a good day...
We love you!!
Love,
Mike & Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, June 17, 2007 4:45 PM CDT
Bert, I just wanted to let you know that you're in our thoughts and prayers today. I know Father's Day is bittersweet. Much love from the West family.
Sue West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Grayslake, IL USA - Sunday, June 17, 2007 1:22 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert, I was thinking of you all day yesterday and about beautiful Abby. (our monitor blew so I was without a computer for a few days until this morning!) Abby, I hope you had a party in Heaven filled with balloons and butterflies! You are missed and loved so very much!
Sue West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Grayslake, IL USA - Friday, June 15, 2007 8:23 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,

I am a long time lurker of your site and just wanted to say that I'm thinking of you both on this very special day.

Abby touched many lives, and I'm sure I'm one of many sending you both a virtual {{hug}} today.

Take care of yourselves, and I hope that you both are able to find the beauty in today.

hugs,
Karen from Michigan

Karen
Howell, MI USA - Thursday, June 14, 2007 10:38 PM CDT
My Sweet Beautiful Princess...
HAPPY 12th Birthday!!
It's so hard to believe that you would of turned 12 today. I can only imagine what kind of a special party that you would of wanted... I always thought it was so cute how you put all your thought into planning the perfect party, but not just for your Birthday, there was New Years, Valentines Day, Easter, 4th Of July, Christmas, your parents and Grandparents Birthdays. You loved all the parties..such a caring & sweet young lady you are.
I have a large poster size picture of you and my grandson Jeffrey has been trying to talk me out of it to put in his room. He thinks you need to be around other kids so he wants it in his room in case you need to talk to another kid you can do that. He is such a sweet little guy to, and he thinks about you all time. He promised if I let him take your picture that he would take REALLY could care of you and never hurt you. I told him that the picture of you is very special to me and that for now I really needed it to stay at my house.
Oh Princess...I miss you more than you'll ever know.
It is so wierd how when its gets close to your Birthday or a Holiday, I find myself feeling extemely down, then I realize that there is a definite connection as it is always during a special time for you.
I hope that Chase found you...I bet you both are having so much fun. Give him a hug from me ok...
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HAPPY FLAG DAY!!!!
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl



Bert & Suzanne:
Thinking of you both today and sending my love....
Ditto on what Deloyce wrote... so very sweet!!

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Thursday, June 14, 2007 12:18 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne & Bert --
Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers on Abigail's 12th birthday (and always). What a party they must be having in heaven...maybe that was the cause of the rain/hail storm we had here last night...you know how rambunctious those pre-teens and teens can be when they are celebrating someone as special as Abigail!

Abigail -- Happy Birthday, sweetheart! Stay close to your mom and dad today. You will always live on in the hearts of all those your story touched, whether they knew you in peson or not!

Hugs,

Linda
Pittsburgh, - Thursday, June 14, 2007 8:54 AM CDT
Happpy 12th Birthday sweetie. Forever 8 in earth years. Be with Mommy and Daddy today.
Love forever
Nanny
www.xanga.com/Nancy

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 14, 2007 8:47 AM CDT
Happy 12th Birthday Abby! I am thinking of you and your Mommy and Daddy. I hope you are partying it up in heaven! I love you lots.
Laura O <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va USA - Thursday, June 14, 2007 3:04 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Abby!

Thinking of both you and your Mom and Dad today!

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Agawam, MA - Thursday, June 14, 2007 0:23 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Just dropping by to say that we are thinking of sweet Abigail.

Abigail,
We love you dearly! You have never been far from our thoughts. Happy Birthday Angel!

Love,
Amanda and Alyssa Williams (from Texas)

Amanda Williams <williams@tech-stars.net>
- Wednesday, June 13, 2007 9:19 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Abigail!!
I have been thinking of you all day = since my birthday was today and your birthday was always the next day - flag day as I remember you telling me!
Suzanne the list was beautiful that Deloyce wrote and I can envision everyone of those things!!! She was and always will be something very special to our family! We love you

Lori, Steve, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 9:12 PM CDT
Dear Bert & Suzanne,

I just wanted to say hi and to say I love you guys and miss Abby. Your sweet precious girl! Those glorious eyes...her heart shining through them. Her smile...how it speaks to me every time I look at her picture. How she lives in my Abaigeal. I see her all the time in her. I am so blessed to have shared in her life. Thank you for blessing our family with her. I love you guys so much and miss you. You are NEVER far from my heart! So much pain for you to have to endure...thank you for having such a wonderful gift for us all to have been graced with. I see so many fairies and when I do I smile and feel Abby. Thank you for your girl! I just wanted to share with you my heart~

Happy early Birthday Abby!

Tiger Gilbert <camtiger@bellsouth.net>
Montgomery, AL - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 2:37 AM CDT
Happy 12th Birthday Angel Abigail!

You touched my heart!

Kathy
T.O., CA - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 0:05 AM CDT
Holding you close in prayer as Abigail's 12th birthday approaches. We know our grief never really goes away. It simply resurfaces unexpectedly with renewed strength tearing us apart with memories. Ahhh, but it is these same memories that hold us together. Our Lord works in such mysterious ways. How well He blends the bitter cup of sadness with the sweetness of expectant joy! Receive warm, knowing hugs from one who knows both your pain and your comfort.

Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Tuesday, June 12, 2007 5:14 PM CDT
Suzanne an dbert
That list just made me cry. I am so sorry you are missing out on all of those beautiful things. My heart is ALWAYS with you.
Love always
Nanny

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, June 12, 2007 1:09 PM CDT
Thinking of you and Abby as always.
Gene, Debbie, Kathryn and Sarah
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, June 11, 2007 2:36 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
The poem is really lovely. Because of her spirit and courage, Abigail has touched my heart and I will always remember her.



Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Friday, June 8, 2007 6:32 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,

I'm just stopping by to say hello.

But I also wanted to tell you that there will always be a spot for Abby, and for both of you, in my heart.

Always.

With loving wishes,

-Dave


Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Agawam, MA USA - Friday, June 8, 2007 2:11 PM CDT
Thank you God, thank you Abby and thank you caringbridge.
You did it Suzanne :-). Now I PROMISE your precious baby girl will never be forgotten. I'm glad those ads are gone!
Love you to peices
Nanny
www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, June 8, 2007 1:13 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
I'm not trying to chit-chat on Abigail's web but yesterday I traced those ads down to the following site:
support@umaxlogin.com.If you trace the adipex ad,then go to the bottom of the screen and look for the words abuse report-follow that.I left a e-mail with them, with the request for their webmasters to leave this site alone.Abbys site should remain clean of trash.
Abby should be an inspiration to the children who have leukemia,in regards to mentally and physically keeping herself together.This is what I've read of course and seen in pictures.Pictures tell a lot. Sincerely,
Richard j O'loughlin

richard james o'loughlin <richardlghln@yahoo.com>
oak creek, wi u.s.a. - Friday, June 8, 2007 1:06 PM CDT
I love you Suzanne and Bert.
Love always
Nanny
www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 7, 2007 8:45 PM CDT
Just want to let you know you can end the adds by having that number code you have to put in when posting a comment that controls spamming. I'm sorry this is happening, but I would hate for you to miss out on sharing your daughters beautiful life and a wonderful means of support. Your precious Abby did touch my life and I never met her.
Rita <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 7, 2007 7:59 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne. I too am extremely appalled that there are ads being spammed here. I just wanted to let you know that I never forget about Abigail. I unfortunately only came to learn of Abbie after her passing. At the time I stumbled upon it I was so heart-broken by her story. I have a niece who was born just a few days apart from Abbie. I couldn't imagine losing her, much less having to see what Abbie braved. Since then I have come to meet a lot of caringbridge families and I pray for them all. Abigail's memory will forever be etched in my mind, even when I never met her in life personally. All my best,
Shaylen & Jonathan - who learned of Abbie in June of 2004. <shaylen303@yahoo.com>
Toronto, Canada - Thursday, June 7, 2007 5:26 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne,

I am so sorry you are having to deal with someone who clearly has way too much time on their hands!

Please know that your dear little girl has not been forgotten! I have followed your story for sooooooo many years and I still check in atleast once a week. My heart grieves with you, my face smiles when you share a beautiful memory of Abby, and my prayers continue to be that you will heal from the death of that little angel of yours. Hang in there and if you up the security level of your site, please let me know!!!!

Amy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/gerryheidt

Amy <suzyhousemouse@aol.com>
Billings, MT USA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 11:21 PM CDT
To the people who think its fun and funny to add thier ridiculous adds to a dead childs guestbook. SHAME ON YOU!!!! You ahve grieving parents here!! Why dont you go bothers someone else and leave this guestbook alone. Thanks to you Suzanne lost a lot of loving entries. GO AWAY!!!!!!
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 6, 2007 9:08 PM CDT
Hi sweetie,
I am having such a hard time. Please tell Mommy and Daddy that I love them.
Love always
Nanny

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 24, 2007 2:56 PM CDT
Always praying for your family. Gob Bless you all.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathydubois
Please visit Kathy and leave owrds of encouragement

Jackie
WPB, FL - Wednesday, March 21, 2007 5:35 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
I want to wish you both a Happy Spring and let you know I am thinking of your sweet Angel Abby.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Monday, March 19, 2007 11:18 PM CDT
Happy St. Patrick's Day. We are thinking about you. Have a nice weekend.

caringbridge.org/visit/quiltsofhope

Jaime <aquiltofhope@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 17, 2007 11:28 AM CDT
hi,
i miss abb's alot but at least she's not in pain anymore.5th grade is really hard and theres somre ruff times without her but i now she's always looking down on us
love,madison bff with abby

Madison Martin <loridMartin@cox.net>
va - Friday, March 16, 2007 1:21 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne, Bert, and Sweet Angel Abby -
I said a prayer for each of you this morning. You are in my heart today and always.
Love, Mrs. Porter

Sheli Porter
Chesapeake, VA - Monday, March 12, 2007 10:04 PM CDT
Precious Suzanne and Bert
How can it be three years?? I thought of you all day yesterday and kept you in my heart and thoughts today. I know you must be missing your girl something awfull. Please know I am always praying for you.
I love you both
nancy
www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 12, 2007 10:00 PM CDT
Princess:
It's hard to believe that it has been 3 years...
I miss you so very much...Not a day goes by that I don't think about you..
As I getting ready to start buying Easter stuff for all of the other kids that I Angel, my heart breaks that I can't send anything to you...I still have the BIG Easter Bunny that I bought for you 3 years ago...I will always keep it!!
My Grandson Jeffrey often asks about you and is so sad that you aren't with your Mommy & Daddy...He still wants you to have a house and is sad because you don't live in one now...so much for a 6 year old to understand!
But he does know that you are very loved and even though you are not here with us, you are a very special and we Love & Miss you more than words can say!!

Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses to the most Special Princess in the world...
I love you to Heaven & back !!
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Always & Forever ~
Your Angel Sheryl

Bert & Suzanne:
Thinking of you both today and sending my love!!

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Monday, March 12, 2007 1:51 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne-
Wanted to drop you a note and let you know that we are out here thinking of you all and remembering the beautiful life of your sweet Abbey..
Hugs to you on this day... Hold strong...

Elizabeth <e_spehr_99@yahoo.com>
Washington, DC USA - Monday, March 12, 2007 11:54 AM CDT
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viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, March 12, 2007 11:17 AM CDT
I wish you peace today, tommorow and always. I can't imagine how hard today is for you, but know that you are in my prayers.
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Monday, March 12, 2007 10:16 AM CDT
Thinking of you and Abby today. Wishing you peace, love and comfort. Please know that you are in our prayers and thoughts today and always.
Susan and Scott Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Monday, March 12, 2007 9:42 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you and sweet Abigail today.
Much Love,

Deloyce Barrington <dbarrington3@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, Virginia USA - Monday, March 12, 2007 4:04 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,

I know today will not be an easy day for either one of you, you both miss Abby so much. While we cannot bring her back, as much as we wish we could, we can keep you in our hearts and in our prayers. I'm sure a great many people will be thinking of you today.

Please, please take care. You have many friends around the world who love you - and I hope that love, will bring you some comfort today, and always.

With Loving Wishes,

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Agawam, MA USA - Monday, March 12, 2007 1:35 AM CDT
Praying for you as tomorrow draws closer...
Emily Gremillion
Houston, TX - Sunday, March 11, 2007 9:32 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
I would write a thousand words if it took away your pain, even for a minute. But I know that won't happen, but I want you to know I am thinking of you and I'm praying that God is with you, comforting you during this difficult time. I think of Abby often and know she is in a wonderful place with Jesus.

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 8:46 PM CDT
Thinking of you. I started praying for CB kids and Abby was my first angel. I will always remember her. Know we are thinking of you and praying for you.
Hugs from Iowa

Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, IA USA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 8:45 PM CDT
~And can it be that in a world so full and busy, the loss of one weak creature makes a void in any heart, so wide and deep that nothing but the width and depth of eternity can fill it up! -Charles Dickens - Holding you close in prayer on the eve of Abigail's Homegoing anniversary. We know our grief never really goes away. It simply resurfaces unexpectedly with renewed strength tearing us apart with those same memories that hold us together. Receive warm, knowing hugs from one who knows you pain.

Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 7:00 PM CDT
Thinking of you as tomorrow approaches.
Blessings...

Laura <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Sunday, March 11, 2007 6:52 PM CDT
Hi there Suzanne and Bert,
I LOVE the new picture collage and the beautiful HELMET!!! Abby would be thrilled to be riding with you on the motorcycle!! Take care of yourself Suzanne and know that we think of you, Bert and sweet Abby all the time.

Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 7:44 PM CST
Sending you happy thoughts...Your family is always in my prayers!
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME - Sunday, March 4, 2007 10:11 PM CST
Angel Abby
I got the kalidescope and angel in the mail from your Mommy. Now whenever I am down or hurting, I will look through the kalidescope and think of you, mommy and Daddy. Please tell Mommy thank you for me. And its green!!!!
I love you guys
Nanny xoxoxooxxo
www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, February 21, 2007 4:51 PM CST
Thank you for creating and sharing that beautiful photo collage of Abigail - it was breathtaking. I think of you often and remember Abigail always. Sending you angel hugs -
Angel Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Monday, February 19, 2007 5:45 AM CST
I am a day late, struggling with dental pain, but I wanted to let you know again that I thought of Abby again on Valentines Day, and the story of her last Valentines day on Earth. I am searching somehow for a way to honor Abby on Valentines day, I think of her often but especially on Feb. 14. She was (and still is) a beautiful girl and she must have known how much she was loved. It looks like you gave her a wonderful, love filled life. One day you will be together again with her, this time forever.

God Bless you and comfort you.


Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 15, 2007 10:30 PM CST
Happy Valentines day Precious Suzanne, Bert and Angel Abigail
Nancy xoxoxoxo
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:53 PM CST
Princess:
I love you & I miss you !!
I know that you are having one heck of a Valentines Celebration going on up there...You enjoy every minute of it..
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:14 PM CST
Happy Valentines Day from our hearts to yours!!

Always in our thougths prayers and hearts...
~*~Samantha's Story~*~
...because growing up is hard enough without cancer!!


sammi n karen <mpbowler1@aol.com>
- Tuesday, February 13, 2007 1:57 PM CST
I will most definately be praying for you as March approaches. I am so sorry that Abby is no longer with you. I have met through caringbridge two different families who have lost "their Abbies". It is so unfair. God be with you.

-Malissia Loucks
mom to another Abby
www.caringbridge.org/nc/abigail

Malissia <Malissia@Carolina.rr.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Monday, February 12, 2007 1:48 PM CST
Precious Suzanne and Bert
You are heavily on my heart and mind lately. I hope you are doing okay. PLease know I am al ways here if you ever need someone to talk to. I know its hard with Abby's angel date coming soon.
Please hang in there.
Much love and Gods blessings
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 11, 2007 9:17 PM CST
I feel bad that I haven't been by your page in awhile.Lots going on here.But that does not mean that I don't think of you for I always do.I do stop by your page to see and read the updates just haven't had time to sign your guestbook.

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Valentines...... To Heaven

This Valentine is not of the ordinary kind,
Its still filled with love...and blessings inside;
But mine has to be sent on the wings of love...
You see its destination is the Heavens above.

Its not being sent to my parents so dear,
For they are still with me each day of the year;
Its being sent to my child...who left earth so soon,
Who's now in the Heavens with the stars and the moon.

The message is the same as your valentine,
"I love you...my sweet precious child of mine;
My love is still deeper than the ocean is blue,
And its sent with hugs and kisses...from me to you."

"I know you are with me each and every day,
You listen as I talk to you...and hear what I say;
For that is one thing that disease cannot do...
...you'll always be apart of me...and me a part of you."

"I know God did not give you the awful disease,
Thank Him for His comfort He gives me...would you please?
I dont know what I would do without His undying love...
Sent to bereaved parents from the Heavens above."

"I know you are in the best of care,
But it's so hard for us left on earth to bear;
Could you put in a request from us left behind...
For God to send the knowledge..so a cure we can find."

"So that no other family has to go through this pain,
Our lives without you will never be the same;
When I get lonely I will look to the sky at night...
And see you shining down your big bright light."


**~Image Hosted by ImageShack.us BRENDA~**MY LOVING DAD'S SITE WITH A NEW YEAR ANOTHER ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
****Edmonton~Alberta~Canada****, - Saturday, February 10, 2007 8:51 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne:
Just stopping by to let you know that I am thinking about you...
I just read the story that Madison wrote about the $100 ... WOW is all I can say!! How sweet is that?
Made me cry that is for sure!!
Have a good weekend...
Lots of Love
Mike & Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Friday, February 9, 2007 10:16 PM CST
thank you for signing Marcus' guestbook. I remember Abby and praying for you when you were going through those last days. I was still in a fog myself but i knew your pain. Know that you are in my prayers. Thinking about you
Teresa(mommy to the greatest love of my life-Marcus-forever in my aching heart)
www.caringbridge.org/mn/markie

Teresa <trrn@sympatico.ca>
Toronto, On Canada - Thursday, February 8, 2007 9:26 PM CST
I seem to always be searching for the "right" thing to say when I sign your guestbook, and I'm always at a loss. Abby is not forgotten; and you are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope it helps to know that!
Justine
Madison, WI - Thursday, February 8, 2007 7:22 PM CST
i stumbled upon this site through nancy's xanga.
and as i sit here reading the journal entries (in tears), i am saddened by the loss and hurt you go through. i admire you for being so strong through all of this even. i know i could never do it. your daughter was simply beautiful and i am sorry she had to go through what she went through. but she is no doubt, in a better place. i hope you find some way to make it through the days with a little peace and joy.

ginger <you0kgingin@tmail.com>
channelview, texas usa - Thursday, February 8, 2007 0:40 AM CST
Hey Suzanne
I know as the days draw closer to March 12 - it gets harder and harder = please know you are in our thoughts and Abby is never forgotten. I know its hard seeing the kids get bigger especially Madison. I was looking thru her school binder this week and came across a paper they must be working on in class - the subject was "If I found $100.00" I read it and wept - I took it out and copied it without Madison knowing and thought I would post it on here for you to read so you know to that Abby is not forgotten.

"If I found $100 I would give it to cancer victims because they might find a cure for cancer. I know what it is like to lose someone to cancer and more people will be happy because they dont have cancer.
First if I gave a $100 to cancer victims they can buy things for everyone involved. The doctors can buy medicine and they can also buy equipment to find a cure, and families can buy blankets and food because they have no money because it was probably spent on surgery.
Second, I know what it is like to lose someone from cancer. It is very sad when you lose someone. The funeral is depressing. The person that I lost was Abby Ortiz. She died in second grade on March 12, 2004. I dont want that to happen to other people.
A lot of people will be happy because they dont have cancer which makes them happy so they will not die. Cancer victims can also swim and play with friends because they are not stuck in the hospital. Also, cancer victims will not be sad because they do not feel the pain.
In Conclusion if I found $100 I would give it to cancer victims. So that they can buy things for everyone involved with cancer. Also I know what it is like to lose someone from cancer and more people will be happy because they dont have cancer" by Madison Martin

Lori Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
chesapeake, va - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 7:46 AM CST
Cuddled in Heaven

We had so little time to share,
Too soon, I had to leave.
I know how much you love me,
I know how much you grieve.

I know how sharp your pain is,
I feel the aching in your hearts.
My life so quickly ended
Before it barely had a start.

I remember how you held me,
And kissed my face and hands,
You cuddled me so gently;
But, God had other plans.

I was your perfect angel,
From God you knew I came,
Suddenly he called me home again,
And now God holds my hand.

I know you’ll always miss me,
I understand your pain is hard to bear.
Just remember that I’m in heaven
And we’ll see each other there.

So smile when you think of me
and wipe away all of your tears
I’m cuddled now in heaven
By our family members here.

I’m waiting here in heaven,
And on the day we meet again.
I’ll be the first to smile and greet you,
When God calls you home to him.


Suzanne & Bert :

Thinking of you ~
Missing my Prioncess!

Love ya both


Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 7:35 AM CST
Hi Sweet Princess:
How are you sweetie?? I miss you so very much...As March gets near I feel the sadness so much more.. there is not a day that goes by that I do not think of you , but for some stinking reason the sadness is so intense as March approaches us...It's so unfair...You should be here on this earth with your parents and all who love you so very much...
Will you please watch over a very special young man... Chase, he has had such a tough go of this horrible cancer and he is on his second battle with it and needs a TON of prayers, the Doctors aren't very hopeful this time.

I also need you to watch over Mike's Cousins son who passed away last night at the age of 17, Oscar needs some guidance and I know you will show him the way...

I love you to Heaven and back...
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses to the sweetest Princess in the world!!!!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Always & Foerever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 11:14 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert
You are in my prayers. Peace and comfort to dry your tears, and memories of all the sweet years. Thank you for sharing Abby with us, she continues to be such an inspiration to me

Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 7:21 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
This is Amy, Delaney's Mom. The thing we have in common are the beautiful angels we have known here on earth. Both Abby and Delaney blessed our family life for some glorius years. Yes, we agree that they were both here on earth not long enough, but the gifts they gave us are priceless. The love we gave them and the love they returned is forever in our hearts. We are forever blessed. We know how difficult it is to live Day to Day, but we do it with their strength in our lives.
Sending you prayers and positive thoughts,
Delaney's site: www.caringbridge.com/ca/delaney

Amy Wright, mom of Angel Delaney, Kevin and Shelley <wright_amy@hotmail.com>
San Diego, CA - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 12:38 AM CST
Suzanne, this message was left on my xanga for you. I dont know her email address tho :-(
Love you sweetie
Nanny

Suzanne, I love you as much as ever, I wish with all my heart I could change things, and make you happy again. My prayer every day is that you know beyond a shadow of a doubt that Jesus loves you with all he has, and that I do to. I would try to do anything for you if I could. Please know I care VERY deeply for you. All my love and prayers. Ruthie

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 3, 2007 10:13 PM CST
Hi Suzanne,
You will get through another anniversary because I KNOW God will be with you, providing you with the strength that you need! I am praying for you and Bert and please know that I care.

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Saturday, February 3, 2007 8:41 PM CST
Our Hearts and prayers are with you and family. I am friend of Nancy from Florida. I know how you feel . Each yr from my brothers anniversary of his passing. He was 16 months old. Your daughter is so precious. She is with you always. Hugs Sharon
Sharon Rose <woodturner1@verizon.net>
Dunedin, fl USA - Saturday, February 3, 2007 5:34 PM CST
My precious Suzanne
Please hang on. Please call me if you need to. Please feel Abby with you. Remember her signs??? FEel her signs that she sends you and Daddy Bert.
Please hang on
Nanny xooxoxoxo

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 3, 2007 5:08 PM CST
Suzanne, I am a friend of Nancybratt's... Just wanted to know I pray for you. Your Abby is so precious. I am sure you miss her very, very much. Praying for you.
Marcia
- Saturday, February 3, 2007 10:47 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert. I found this BEAUTIFUL song by Mark Harris that I thought you would like. If you want, we can upload it onto my server and put it on Abby's page:

Wish You Were Here - Mark Harris Added by Site Admin on 2004-01-21 19:40:24
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Verse 1
I wanted to tell you how closely Ive kept
The memories of you in my heart
And all of the lifetimes that we've had to share
Live even though we're apart

But dont cry for me
'Cause I'm finally free

Chorus:
To run with the angles
On streets made of gold
To listen to stories of saints new and old
To worship our Maker
That's where I'll be
When you finally find me

Verse 2
No dont you be weary cause waiting for you
Are wonders that you've never known
Just hold on to Jesus, reach out for His hands
And one day they'll welcome you home

And that's when you'll be
Finally Free
Finally Free

(Chorus)

I wish you we're here 2x

Bridge
And all of the dreams that you treasure
Will soon come together
And that's when your sorrow will tomorrow
And you will rise again

(Chorus)

I wish you were here
I wish you were here

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, February 2, 2007 5:43 PM CST
Thinking of Mommy, Daddy and you today sweetie.
Nancy
xoxoxox

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 1, 2007 6:18 PM CST
For some reason, I was drawn back to your CB site early this morning. The helmet is breathtaking! Thank you for sharing. Please know there is another grieving mom who understands the depth of your ongoing sadness and sorrow.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN United States - Friday, January 26, 2007 5:41 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
The motorcycle helmet is absolutely beautiful!

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Thursday, January 25, 2007 0:36 AM CST
Hi Suzanne,
Nancy is right. We have been very worried and I have prayed for you and Bert often so I would love to hear how you both are doing. And I hope that being on the back of a Harley brings many moments of peace to your soul. I have also enjoyed all the new pics you put up. The one of Abby with that adorable hat and her holding her doll has always been one of my favorites!

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Thursday, January 25, 2007 0:34 AM CST
Abigail,
Be with Mommy sweetie. I know she has a hard time sometimes. Thank you for the dream.
Love always
Nancy xoxoxoxo
www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 24, 2007 3:17 PM CST
Suzanne,

It is absoleutly wonderful to hear from you. There are so many of us out in this world that care for you and your family. Thanks for providing us with an update and all the beautiful photos.

Melissa <mehartley7@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 22, 2007 5:17 PM CST
As someone who only knew Abigail through this website, I was so happy to see an update. I have prayed for strength and peace and comfort for you and have often thought of your beautiful little girl.
Cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC USA - Monday, January 22, 2007 10:48 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Nancy was absolutely right, we do worry about you. We miss Abby each and every day. She lives in our hearts and will never be forgotten.
We love you guys,
Amanda and Alyssa
www.caringbridge.org/tx/alyssaw/

Amanda Williams <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Sunday, January 21, 2007 7:55 PM CST
Suzanne,
I'm so glad that you are writing again. I come here everyday hoping for
an update. You did an outstanding job capturing Abigail's spirit with the
picture page. I love it!!! Abigail was blessed to have you and Bert as parents.
The love from her family is evident in each picture. And I know you were
blessed to have Abigail. Y'all were all committed to one another 100 percent
at all times. I've never seen a more loving and caring family as yours.

I guess Miss Abigail will be rooting for the Patriot's from heaven today!

Much Love,
Deloyce

Deloyce Barrington <dbarrington3@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, Virginia USA - Sunday, January 21, 2007 11:46 AM CST
Hi abby just stoping in to say Hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Macy martin <loridMartin@cox.net>
cheasapeake, Virginia - Saturday, January 20, 2007 2:15 PM CST
Abby you are my friend
Mckenna <loridMartin@cox.net>
chesapeake, Virginia - Friday, January 19, 2007 2:57 PM CST
Abby you were the best friend a friend could ever had.
Macy martin <loridMartin@cox.net>
chesapaeake, Virginia - Friday, January 19, 2007 2:55 PM CST
So glad you are writing to us again - Abby is beautiful and so is your friend - your letter says it all - thank you for sharing and teaching all of us what life is really about and letting us know of the Angel we call Abigail - do you see her signs? I believe so much in that.
Mary <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
MO - Thursday, January 18, 2007 11:09 AM CST
Suzanne, Bert, what a wonderful picture page! And what a beautiful Angel your Abby is. For an e-stranger like me who feels like he knows Abby, but never had the privilege of meeting her, it sure helps me fill in some of the visual gaps. Thank you.

Wishing you fonder memories with every day,

Terry, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Wednesday, January 17, 2007 11:37 PM CST
I was so glad to see your latest entry. So many of us still check in with you. Abby DOES continue to touch us...she will be in the hearts of those who were fortunate enough to know her. Please know you are both loved by many.
Sheli Porter
Chesapeake, VA - Wednesday, January 17, 2007 4:44 PM CST
Hey my precious girl
Does mommy understand how much she helped me tonight? Did she hear the tears in my voice? I hope not. I was and am extremely touched to have been BLESSED to have your Mommy and Daddy now in my life. Please let Mommy know she gave me back something tonight I lost: courage. And thank you for allowing Mommy to be there if I "need her". Watch over Mommy and keep sending her those feathers.
I will keep lookin gfor 25 cents ;-)(Mommy knows :-))
Love always
Nanny
www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, January 16, 2007 10:30 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne - Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you - as I always do. I know I've been out of touch, but you haven't been out of thought! Rob got to come home from Iraq for Christmas which is something we weren't expecting. Still no word on a return date. Abby is missed so very much by all of us! God Bless you all!
Sue West <RobertWest9@comcast.net>
Grayslake, IL USA - Friday, January 12, 2007 11:32 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Just stopped by to visit Abby. We think of her often. Every time Willie and Hunter see and American Girl book or doll they think of her too.

Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Friday, January 12, 2007 1:30 PM CST
~ To my mother ~

I see you each time you shed a tear,

I catch it and kiss you, I hope that you know that I'm near.

This place is so beautiful, There's so much to see!

I know that someday you'll be here with me.

The angels were singing when I arrived!

Jesus was there with His arms open wide!

The snow and the rain are just my confetti.

I know you'll be coming and I want to be ready.

When you feel the wind, it's me walking by.

I can run and skip now, I can even fly!

When the blossoms and leaves fall into your hair,

It's me planting kisses, yes, I put them there!

The birds are singing to keep you company,

They're especially for you with love from me.

I know that you miss me and feel so alone,

Until the great day when you finally come home

Please remember as the seasons change from one to another,

I'll always love you. You're my friend and my mother.


Love Nancy
www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 7, 2007 4:20 PM CST
You were one of my friends you are so nice Abby
Macy martin <Martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, Virginia, Virginia - Saturday, January 6, 2007 7:10 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Wishing you peace in the coming year.
Happy 2007 New Year!

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Friday, January 5, 2007 4:26 PM CST
Praying for you and a year of health and memories as solace for your grief. God Bless you and your Angel.
Sara <nursechick2004@hotmail.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 4:24 PM CST
thinking of you
Robyn mom to Nicole and angel PJ
www.caringbridge.org/visit/nicole

rw
ottawa, on - Saturday, December 30, 2006 7:50 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I still keep Abby's picture near my desk, and think of her often. Such a bright, precious, amazing little girl. I pray God brings you peace and surrounds you with Abby's love. God bless. Judy Baker

Judy Baker <judebak@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Thursday, December 28, 2006 6:42 AM CST
Thinking of you and wisihing you peace during this holiday season. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Olivia
New York, NY - Wednesday, December 27, 2006 7:58 AM CST
I hope that your Christmas was a time of peace, and I certainly wish that for you both in the New Year. Your pictures of Abby are so beautiful; she's such a happy little girl, and alway surrounded by friends and family that love her. I hope it's some comfort for you both to know that she touched so many people including me, who've never had the privilege to meet her in person.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.>
Winnipeg, c - Tuesday, December 26, 2006 1:37 PM CST
God Bless you and your family during this Holiday Season! I will always remember Abby and her radiant smile!
From one of her nurses from Portsmouth Naval Hospital.

Karen Graham <kgraham@med.navy.mil>
- Tuesday, December 26, 2006 10:32 AM CST
Merry Christmas to all of you, keeping Abby in our hearts.
Susan and Scott Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Sunday, December 24, 2006 10:19 PM CST
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The Stockings Were Hung:

The stockings were hung by the chimney with care
But one special stocking was no longer there
All that was left were the memories bittersweet
Of a life that had ended so incomplete

The family had pictures all gathered around
That sometimes made all of them tear up and frown
For the sorrow and sadness without their sweet child
Made it difficult for the whole family to smile

Although there were times when they felt him(her) so close
As if they were feeling some kind of a ghost
The signs that were sent were so special and clear
That they felt that he(she) truly was so very near

They often would talk to him(her) as if he(she) was there
Sometimes they would smile but also shed tears
For each Christmas that came brought with it such pain
That they felt in their hearts would always remain

Then one special moment on one special day
He(She) came to them and simply took them away
To fly through the heavens and up to the stars
A beautiful place that was not very far

He(She) showed them where they would all join once again
A place full of beauty no sorrow or pain
A place where he(she) is happy with heavenly friends
A place where we too will also ascend

After their amazing visit was through
This family was no longer terribly blue
For they finally realized one day not to far
They would all be together on a heavenly star

LOVE BRENDAMY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Sunday, December 24, 2006 3:54 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert - those pictures are beatiful, they made me tear up. I have been following your journey for a few years now, and I am so blessed to have gotten to know you and your family. Have a blessed Christmas. I know its hard but you have impacted more people than you know and you are always in my prayers.
Sara <nursechick2004@hotmail.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Saturday, December 23, 2006 10:50 AM CST
The photos of Abby and her friends and all the parties she attended are wonderful. Her smile is radiant!! I know that Abby and Delaney are in heaven smiling down on us.

Have a wonderful holiday season.

Amy Wright, mom of Angel Delaney, Kevin and Shelley <wright_amy@hotmail.com>
San Diego, CA - Thursday, December 21, 2006 5:32 PM CST
I always wanted to see more pictures of Abigail. I have been following your story for many years now. Thanks for th enew photos of your sweet sweet child.
God bless
Nancy
www.xanga.com/Nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, December 20, 2006 5:16 PM CST
Dear Suzanne & Burt-
I wanted to stop by and drop a note to let you both know that I have been thinking of you all & Abby. I come by frequently just so I can see her beautiful face. May your holidays be filled with warmth and sweet memories of your beautiful daughter.

Elizabeth <e_spehr_99@yahoo.com>
Washington, DC USA - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 11:45 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,

Keeping you in my prayers. Please take care.

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Agawam, MA USA - Monday, December 18, 2006 11:42 PM CST
I'm not sure when you added the current photos to the page, but I just saw them, and they are so wonderful. Thank you so much for sharing your sweet angel with us.
Michele
New York, NY USA - Monday, December 18, 2006 4:33 PM CST
Thinking of you during this holiday season!
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Saturday, December 16, 2006 1:12 AM CST
Thinking of you!
Elizabeth
San Diego, CA - Friday, December 15, 2006 8:14 PM CST
Thinking of you as the holidays approach!
Justine
Madison, WI - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 5:45 PM CST
Abby, Thinking about you today as I do on most days. I think of you when I see a fariy. I think of you when I see a butterfly. I think of you when I see a certain doll. I think of you when I need strength. I think of you when I see a little girl who is funny, who has an endearing laugh and is inquisitive. I think of you when I see three little girls together playing. I think of you when I walk in Caroline's room because you're pictures and letters are placed in several meaningful places. You are a strong bright star and you will forever shine in my heart.
Caroline's Mom <smac3k@aol.com>
Trinity, FL - Thursday, December 7, 2006 11:20 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
I am thinking of you during this busy time of year. May the precious memories you have of Abby lend you strength when you most need it. You are in my prayers!

Kathy H.
T.O., - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 5:08 PM CST
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Blessings and Bear Hugs,



Donna Boggs, Papa Bear’s Site <dboggs4newlife@yahoo.com>
Coeburn, Va - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 11:28 AM CST
Suzanne,
Thinking of you! Hope you received the CD I sent. Please email if you get time! Love, Kim Childs

Kim Childs <tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 3:42 PM CST
Dear Mommy & Daddy,

Do you know how thankful I am that I am your daughter?

Do you know I always felt loved and cared for?

Do you know I know you did everything possible for me?

Do you know how wonderful you made my life?

Do you know how much I love to see smiles?

Do you know how sad it makes me to see you missing me so much all the time?

I am still with you. I have not really left you.

I miss being there with you too but I was chosen to help the world from up here. I am sorry I had to leave your world for another. Now I get the honor of being your guardian angel and one day when the time is right, we will be together again. Until that day, please make the most of every day and send smiles my way!

Thank you for being my mommy and daddy, I love you forever!

"Angel Abby"
- Sunday, November 26, 2006 8:04 AM CST
Praying for you today and always
**hugs**

Sara <sassiesara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Thursday, November 23, 2006 4:40 PM CST

The Gap

The gap between those who have lost children and those who have not is profoundly difficult to bridge. No one, whose children are well and intact can be expected to understand what parents who have lost children have absorbed and what they bear. Our children come to us through every blade of grass, every crack in the sidewalk, every bowl of breakfast cereal. We seek contact with their atoms, their hairbrush, their toothbrush, their clothing. We reach for what was integrally woven into the fabric of our lives, now torn and shredded.
A black hole has been blown through our souls and, indeed, it often does not allow the light to escape. It is a difficult place. For us to enter there is to be cut deeply, and torn anew, each time we go there, by the jagged edges of our loss. Yet we return, again and again, for that is where our children now reside. This will be so for years to come and it will change us profoundly. At some point in the distant future, the edges of that hole will have tempered and softened but the empty space will remain - a life sentence.
Our friends will change through this. There is no avoiding it. We grieve for our children, in part, through talking about them and our feelings for having lost them. Some go there with us, others cannot and through their denial and a further measure, however unwittingly, to an already heavy burden. Assuming that we may be feeling "better" six months later is simply "to not get it." The excruciating and isolating reality that bereaved parents feel is hermetically sealed from the nature of any other human experience. Thus it is a trap - those whose compassion and insight we most need are those for whom we abhor the experience that would allow them that sensitivity and capacity. And yet, somehow there are those, each in their own fashion, who have found a way to reach us and stay, to our comfort. They have understood, again each in their own way, that our children remain our children through our memory of them. Their memory is sustained through speaking about them and our feelings about their death. Deny this and you deny their life. Deny their life and you no longer have a place in ours.
We recognize that we have moved to an emotional place where it is often very difficult to reach us. Our attempts to be normal are painful and the day to day carries a silent, screaming anguish that accompanies us, sometimes from moment to moment. Were we to give it its own voice we fear we would become truly unreachable, and so we remain "strong" for a host of reasons even as the strength saps our energy and drains our will. Were we to act out our true feelings we would be impossible to be with. We resent having to act normal, yet we dare not do otherwise. People who understand this dynamic are our gold standard. Working our way through this over the years will change us as does every experience - and extreme experience changes one extremely. We know we will have recovered when, as we have read, it is no longer so painful to be normal. We do not know who we will be at that point or who will still be with us.
We have read that the gap is so difficult that, often, bereaved parents must attempt to reach out to friends and relatives or risk losing them. This is our attempt. For those untarnished by such events, who wish to know in some way what they, thankfully, do not know, read this. It may provide a window that is helpful for both sides of the gap.

By
Michael Crenlinsten

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 3:17 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
We just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you and Abby! We miss her dearly. Take care and lots of love.

Sincerely,
Amanda and Alyssa Williams
www.caringbridge.org/tx/alyssaw

Amanda <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx US - Friday, November 17, 2006 3:24 PM CST
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA Canadian Flag, - Thursday, November 16, 2006 8:32 PM CST
Those we love remain with us, for love itself lives on.
Cherished memories never fade, because one loved is gone.
Those we love can never be more than a thought apart;
For as long as there is memory, They live on in our hearts.

To my Sweet Princess...
I miss you so very much!!
You will be forever in my heart..
Always & Forever ~
Your Angel Sheryl


Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Monday, November 13, 2006 10:42 PM CST
hi suzanne. i am currently training to become a pediatric oncology nurse at great ormond st hospital, london, england. i just wanted to say how touching your message to abigail was, it brought tears to my eyes and that even though imay not know you personaly... my thoughts are with u and your family.
Rebecca <purvalacroix@hotmail.com>
london, england - Sunday, November 12, 2006 12:29 AM CST
Thinking and Praying for you,God Bless and hold you..
Jen Padget
jackson, oh usa - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 8:05 AM CST
Suzanne, Im thinking of you all the time, praying for you and bert, and thanking God for allowing signs of abbey to be near you! You were a great mom to a great little girl! we will never forget your beautiful abbey. You have survived the worse thing that could happen to a parent. You help others go on, by you going on. I know its not fair and really stinks. If i could bring back abbey to you. I would in a heartbeat! Your pain makes me sad! I pray God gives you some peace in the fact abbey isnt suffering anymore. ( But why did she even have to get cancer?? ) I know thats what your thinking... I would too. I dont know. Life is just so unfair. Your friends and Gods grace will carry you through each day until your with abbey again! DOnt give up!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Monday, November 6, 2006 9:26 PM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
I was thinking of Abby and thought I would drop in and wish you a fall season filled with peace and hope.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Sunday, November 5, 2006 3:28 PM CST
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA Canadian Flag, - Monday, October 30, 2006 11:33 PM CST
I Remember




I remember the day I gave birth to you
I remember the sweetness of a child so new

I remember our love and “special” talk
I remember your smile, your scent, your walk

I remember the days of watching you grow
I remember when I taught you to tie a bow

I remember all of the things that you held dear
Yes I remember those things so very clear

I try to remember why I had to set you free
But this one thing is so hard for me

Because deep within a Mother’s heart
Is a piece of her child with which she can’t part

I love you, I miss you, and I promise you this
Some day my sweet child we’ll again share a kiss.

Author Unknown

Thinking of you always
Nancy
http://www.xanga.com/nancybratt

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 30, 2006 4:50 PM CST
absent from the body, present with the lord. know how happy she is not suffering anylonger,and that she would want you to be happy and live on for her. many things we do not understand but will oneday until then let the loving lord administer his healing balm on your broken hearts. trust in him always to take your hurt and turn it into joymay god rain down his blessings upon your whole family.
joyce Ayer <dayer1@msn.com>
newport, vt usa - Saturday, October 28, 2006 4:13 PM CDT
Thinking of you!
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Saturday, October 28, 2006 8:48 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne:
Sorry I missed you yesterday, I meant to call you back but I got busy and didn't get back home until late...
I hope you had a good Birthday...I know that you are struggling and I am so sorry... I wish I could take away your hurt and make you smile again...
The flu bug has been going aroud here , I had it for about 3 days last week, then felt kinda cruddy before that to.. now my daughter-in-law has it...hopefully little Carter won't get it...
I am in the process of trying to get my gift shop set up...I rented a store in town until the building that we bought is done ( we are remodeling it)
After I get up & running, I am going to have a
"CARINGBRIDGE CORNER" That will feature all my little kids that I Angel.. I will have a each of the kids featured in the month of their Birthdays and I will be giving a portion of my sales for the day of their Birthday to Caringbridge or a charity of the parents choice in Memory or in Honor of their child.
I hate to cut this so short but it's getting WAY past my bed time :-)
Give Bert our love ~
Talk to you soon
Love,
Sheryl

"ALWAYS REMEMBERING OUR PRINCESS"

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 10:29 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert, Its been a while since I have written in the guestbook but I come by every few days to see how you are doing. You and your little angel are in my thoughts and prayers.
Sara <nursechick2004@hotmail.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Monday, October 23, 2006 7:20 PM CDT
I have a better understanding of what you are going thru, and how lonely it is. My nephew, an only child, died last month in a horrific car accident. His 19th bday is this month and my sister is devastated and still in denial and guilt. The house is now deafeningly quiet all the time & she has no idea what to do with herself anymore. I dont know how you've been coping as long as you have.
Chris & Gooch
Share the Love.org <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, October 22, 2006 2:06 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
I was thinking of Abby today and thought I would drop in to say "hi." I said a prayer that the Lord will bring "hope, strength, peace and wisdom" into your lives.
I care about you and what you are going through.

Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, October 12, 2006 5:54 PM CDT
HOPE

If you can look at the sunset and smile,
then you still have hope.

If you can find beauty in the color of a small flower,
then you still have hope.

If you can find pleasure in the movement of a butterfly,
then you still have hope.

If the sight of a rainbow still makes you stop and stare,
then you still have hope.

If you give people the benefit of a doubt,
then you still have hope.

If you still offer your hand in friendship to others that have touched your life,
then you still have hope.

If you can look to the past and smile,
then you still have hope.

Hope puts a smile on your face when the heart cannot manage. Hope puts our feet on the path when our eyes cannot see. Hope moves us to act when our souls are confused of the direction. Hope is a wonderful thing, something to be cherished and nurtured, and something that will refresh us in return. And it can be found ineach of us, and it can bring light into the darkest of places. Hope is a powerful thing. Never lose hope.

Thinking of you both~
Love,
Sheryl

"ALWAYS REMEMBERING OUR PRINCESS"

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Monday, October 9, 2006 11:23 AM CDT
Dear Susanne & Bert.. I cannot pretend to believe that your loss of Abbey , she is such a beautiful person, can ever heal...I had a loss, no loss is different. What I want you to know is it is O.K. to feel bad , It is O. k to have some thoughts of not wanting folks to conceal your pain for you ,for you will always have this pain, but i do know that you can in someway help others who will have to cross this path, they will need your strength, they will need your faith, let our loved ones memory help move us forward in life, as we would have wanted our children to have done the same.Although they are not here, they are extentions of us. With heartfelt Love. Victoria Hamilton Stange
Victoria Hamilton Stange <trianna@hotmail.com>
Van Nuys, ca usa - Sunday, October 8, 2006 2:09 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert.

Stopped by to say hello. I think and pray for you often. Please take care.

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Agawam (formerly in CT), MA USA - Saturday, October 7, 2006 12:46 AM CDT
Suzanne,that is a beautiful journal entry. I am so glad that your beautiful daughter sends you signs from above. Sending you my thoughts and love.
Angel Olivia Wilson (chemoangels) <coeurobx@yahoo.com>
Huntsville, AL USA - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 11:48 AM CDT
Thinking of you and remembering Abby!
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Friday, September 29, 2006 6:23 PM CDT
Hi Bert and Suzanne -
It has been a few weeks since I posted to your site but I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Your daughter continues to be an inspiration!
God Bless you

Sara <nursechick2004@hotmail.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 9:21 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne --

It's been a long time since I've posted to this site but I wanted you to know that your dear, sweet Abby does live on in the hearts of so many of us. She was a beautiful child that impacted so many of us in such positive ways. I miss her so much and I never had the privilege of meeting her in person - somehow we met through other ways.

It has been a difficult journey for you, I know. I wish there were words that I could offer to alleviate the pain - to make the journey easier. But that's not really necessary, you know? I'm sure there are times when you can feel the love and support from all of Abby's allies - sending our loving energy to you. As you move forward into your future, you will always have that beautiful little girl with you - loving you even more every day. Isn't it nice that she has the strength to send you signs of that love?

I wish for you the very best and know that you will find a way to celebrate the life and love of Abby.

Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, GA United States - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 0:00 AM CDT
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA Canadian Flag, - Monday, September 25, 2006 8:33 PM CDT
Hi Abby, you're way up there in heaven, with God at your side. I'm saying prayers for your mom and dad right now. God Bless you Abby, and all who love and care for you.
Sara Edwards <singinggirlse@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, September 23, 2006 9:13 PM CDT
Suzanne, Thanks for the update, I see time hasnt changed anything but made the pain and loss seem endless. abby is with you , I hope you always feel her. If you passed away would you want abby to stop living and mourn like this for you??? abby needs you to find some happiness until its your time to be with her again. Not having other children to tend to and get involved with daily doesnt help at all. Can you volunteer ?? I think counseling would help . I hate to see you wither away.. I think of you everyday. SOmething told me to come here tonight. You have to go on for bert! and for abbys memory. You must! were here to help anyway we can! You deserve to be happy again! Its o,.k to be happy again!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
- Friday, September 22, 2006 10:29 PM CDT
Abby will always be in your heart. As a mom though, I can say, I don't think I could really accept that. I could live with it, I guess I would have to but I don't think I could ever accept it. I think of you very often and I pray for you to have lots of memories and signs. Abby is always with you.
Love, Tracy and
Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")

Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug



Tracy and Katia <tracysolomon@tmail.com>
- Wednesday, September 20, 2006 7:42 PM CDT
I can still feel the pain in your words. I hope that you have some good friends and perhaps someone from your church or a counselor that is helping you through all of this...I cannot begin to imagine your grief and I hope that eventually it will subside somewhat for you. God Bless you and your husband.
ld
- Wednesday, September 20, 2006 5:24 PM CDT
Praying for comfort for you Suzanne.
Jennifer A from the prayer bears and ones who care <sassy_girl913@yahoo.com>
Carrolton, Texas - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 12:12 AM CDT
Hi Bert & Suzanne,

I think about you both and Abby always. Hope you are doing well.

Elizabeth
San Diego, CA - Friday, September 15, 2006 1:09 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne -

We were just thinking about your sweet daughter. We will never forget her or the battle she fought, so heroically. We cannot even fathom what you are going through, without her. Please know that we continue to keep you both in our thoughts and prayers.

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell

The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 5:56 PM CDT
Just dropping in to say hi and that you are in my prayers
*hugs*
Sara

Sara <nursechick2004@hotmail.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Thursday, September 7, 2006 5:15 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert, you both have been in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 11:49 PM CDT
Just stopping by to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I will be walking in Abby's memory again this year at Light the Night later this month. Take care. God bless and *warm hugs*
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Eugene, OR USA - Saturday, September 2, 2006 5:09 PM CDT
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Keeping you in my thougths and in my prayer's always.


Love Brenda MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta SmileyCentral.com, - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 8:25 PM CDT
Hi, my name is Cheryl & I just happened across your web site.I can only imagine the pain you must be feeling.I don't think anything can truly comfort us when we lose a precious child, except mabey knowing that we will see her again and she is not gone from us for very long.My heart tells me that she is still with you, watching over you and praying for you.She is in the arms of Jesus, the safest place there is.I have lived with the fear of losing my own precious daughter, and I will pray that the Lord gives you some peace and a healing in your hearts.God bless you.
www.caringbridge.org/ga/jennifer

cheryl <weaver_cheryl@yahoo.com>
macon, Ga USA - Sunday, August 27, 2006 10:23 PM CDT
Hi Bert and Suzanne! I know I haven't written here in quite awhile, but I think about you all the time!!!! Things are going okay. The kids have started school and I'm hoping that adds some stability. It's been a rough go at times for the kids to deal with Rob being pulled off shore duty only to be in Iraq. This definitely wasn't what we expected he'd be doing after 28 years in the Navy, but we'll keep plugging along. Anyway, I hope things are going okay. Miss you all! Love & hugs.
Sue West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Grayslake, IL USA - Thursday, August 24, 2006 10:30 PM CDT
Stopping by to tell you that I think of you often.
Barb (mom to Heidi)

oh/heidi "be a hero . . . become an organ donor"

Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 6:25 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Just dropping in to let you know I am thinking of you.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 1:00 PM CDT
Thinking of you!
Elizabeth
san diego, CA - Sunday, August 20, 2006 11:24 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you!
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Sunday, August 20, 2006 5:35 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert~
I havent signed the guestbook in a while but you are always in my prayers
God bless!

Sara <nursechick2004@hotmail.com>
Portland, ME USA - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 9:03 PM CDT
Hi Bert & Suzanne:
Wanted to stop by & say hi....
Hope things are going ok for you both...
I hope you had a good Birthday Bert..
I have been thinking about Abby so much lately.. I hate it when I am actually alone in this house and have time to think..I know she is watching over all of us, but it is still so hard to believe that she is gone...It really hit me again at our Relay for Life walk....It is always so hard to do the Relay, especially when I start thinking about Abby...But it's for such a good cause that I keep doing it every year...
I will e-mail you with pictures of the Luminary bags that Jerry & Millie bought for Abby and the the one that I did, actually I bought quite a few in Memory of her, but took a picture of one of them..
Gonna press on so I can get started with bookwork for Mike..
I love you both~
Have a good evening
Hugs~
Sheryl

Some Little Girls come into our lives and quickly go.
Some Little Girls stay for awhile,
and give us a deeper understanding
of what is truly important in this life.
They touch our souls.
We gain strength from the footprints
they have left on our hearts,
and we will never ever be the same.

ONE SPECIAL LITTLE GIRL - Abigail Anne Rose Ortiz

Always LOVED
Forever MISSED
NEVER EVER FORGOTTEN

I LOVE YOU PRINCESSS!!
Always & Forever~
Your Angel Sheryl


Sheryl Guzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 7:22 PM CDT
Dear Ortiz Family,
As always, Abby is never far from my mind. She was such a special child. I'm not sure if you are already aware of this but I was so amazed, I wanted to write you. I was watching the news the other day and what I heard made my heart pound. Sesame Street is introducing a new character. From the NY Daily, "Enter Abby Cadabby, a spirited 3-year-old "fairy-in-training" who has just moved with her family to the Street. She has a magic wand and speaks in rhymes. Her catch phrase is "That's so magic," and since she's just learning to fly, she occasionally will accidentally levitate when she gets excited."
Not only is she a fairy, but an Abby! Incredible!



Shannon Slattery <SJanelleS@yahoo.com>
VIRGINIA BEACH, VA - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 10:39 PM CDT


I was posting this picture of Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello" and to see the photo of Abby smiling. I hadn't seen the one of her as a baby until now, she was cute then too :)

Lots of love

Viks



viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, August 14, 2006 4:56 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne, Just came across you site through fellow caringbridge families...so sorry for the loss of your daughter, so unfair...praying for you and continued strength to endure. Blessings to you and your family.
Chris
www.caringbridge.org/ca/carlymckay

chris <christinemckay@gmail.com>
temecula, ca usa - Friday, August 11, 2006 9:57 PM CDT
Lullaby
"Goodnight, my angel, time to close your eyes
And save these questions for another day.
I think I know what you've been asking me;
I think you know what I've been trying to say.
I promised I would never leave you,
And you should always know, wherever you may go,
No matter where you are, I will never be far away.
Goodnight, my angel, now it's time to sleep,
And still so many things I want to say.
Remember all the songs you sang for me
When we went sailing on an emerald bay?
And like a boat out on the ocean, I'm rocking you to sleep.
The water's dark, and deep inside this ancient heart,
You'll always be a part of me.
Goodnight, my angel, now it's time to dream,
And dream how wonderful your life will be.
Someday your child may cry, and if you sing this lullaby,
Then in your heart there will always be a part of me.
Someday we'll all be gone, but lullabies go on and on . . .
They never die.
That's how you and I will be."

- Billy Joel

Love
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, August 10, 2006 9:13 PM CDT
You don't know me, and I only "knew" Abby from your site. I just wanted to tell you that I think about you, and hope for you.
Missy Dietsch <Miss9090@aol.com>
Wesley Chapel, FL - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 2:51 PM CDT
I will never forget your Abby. On Katia's site... There is a beautiful song/slideshow tribute to some of heaven's most precious angels..and there is a beautiful picture of your Abby on there.
Kim <W8k@aol.com>
Kingston, TN - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 9:56 PM CDT
Just stopping by to say hello and to let you know I am thinking of you!
Elizabeth
San Diego, CA - Monday, July 31, 2006 7:18 PM CDT
Suzanne & Bert,
Just passing by to say hello and leave some hugs & kisses!

Alexandra Bakker (Make A Child Smile)
Sunrise, FL - Monday, July 31, 2006 1:52 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,

Just stopping by to say that both of you are, and will continue to be, in my prayers - and that I wish there was something more that I could do.

Please take care.

love,

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Andover, CT USA - Sunday, July 30, 2006 7:43 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,

I have been thinking about Abby and her wonderful parents who took the time to email and help us in Houston while Delaney was in treatment.

Abby and Delaney have enriched our lives, fortunately we have that to remember and to hope to continue to live with their courage and zest.

Delaney's site: www.caringbridge.com/ca/delaney

Amy Wright, mom of Delaney, Abby's friend in heaven <wright_amy@hotmail.com>
San Diego, CA - Friday, July 28, 2006 2:10 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
I am thinking of you today and I care!

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 2:45 PM CDT
Thinking of you!!
Elizabeth
San Diego, CA - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 0:20 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne,
Just thinking of you today and your sweet Abigail.

Amy

Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 24, 2006 2:26 PM CDT
Thinking of you! I was so glad to get your email! Sending lots of love! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Thursday, July 20, 2006 8:50 PM CDT
Who You'd Be Today
by Kenny Chesney
album: The Road and the Radio [BNA] (2005)
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
I see your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughin' in the rain
Still can't believe you're gone.

It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I been through
Just knowin' no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder
Who you'd be today.

Would you see the world, would you chase your dreams
Settle down with a family
I wonder what would you name your babies
Somedays the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy.

It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I been through
Just knowin' no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder
Who you'd be today.

Today, today, today
Today, today, today.

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know I'll see you again some day
Someday, someday...

Please let Mommy know I would gladly host a song for your page if she finds one that she waants to use.
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
yelm, wa - Wednesday, July 19, 2006 5:34 PM CDT
I still pray for both you and Bert as well as Abby. I think of her often. She made an impression on me and I will never forget her.
Hugs to you,

Anne S. <legendkees@iwon.com>
Keshena, WI - Sunday, July 16, 2006 12:12 AM CDT
Just stopping by to let you know that I'm thinking of you. God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><
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*Jennifer C* from Angels on Earth <coopsie78@gmail.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Saturday, July 15, 2006 6:59 PM CDT
Hello,

Just stopping by again to let you know I am thinking about you, Bert, and sweet Abby.

Elizabeth
San Diego, CA - Saturday, July 15, 2006 5:32 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne - Just stopping in to say hello. You are in my prayers.
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Friday, July 14, 2006 11:01 PM CDT
Hello Suzanne-

I just was stopping by to tell you that I was thinking about you and your sweet Abby. I know how hard her birthday must have been and every moment since she flew to Heaven. I will continue to keep you and Bert in my prayers.

In Him-
Alison
Mom to Angel Alexandria
www.caringbridge.org/page/alexandriasangels
www.alexandriasangels.com

alison haddock <alisonhaddock@charter.net>
O'Fallon, MO - Monday, July 10, 2006 5:35 PM CDT
For Daddy:

"Don't cry for Me Daddy"

Don't cry for me Daddy,
I'm right here.
Although you can't see me
I see your tears.
I visit you often,
I go to work with you each day,
And when it's time for you
to close your eyes ,
On your pillow is where I lay.
I hold your hand &
stroke your hair,
And whisper in your ear.
If you're sad today Daddy,
Remember, I am here.
God took me home.
This we know is true.
But you'll always be My Daddy
Even though I'm not with you.
We will never be apart,
For everytime you think of me,
Please know I'm in your Heart..........
~Author Unknown


Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, July 3, 2006 7:00 PM CDT
I hope you and Bert are doing well. Just wanted to stop by to say hi, and to let you know I am thinking about Abby.
Elizabeth
San Diego, CA - Monday, July 3, 2006 5:01 PM CDT
Just stopping by to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. I think of you both, and your sweet Abby often. God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><
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*Jennifer C* from Angels on Earth <coopsie78@gmail.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Friday, June 30, 2006 7:55 PM CDT
Suzanne, Burt, All i think of lately is you all, and of course abigail! I see her sweet face in that pink sweater in my mind all the time. Your entry was a welcomed site but it made me cry. I know there is nothing anyone can say to console you. Im so so sorry.It seems like you died with abigail, I hope your in counseling abby would want you to go on. and not give up. Your still here for a reason. I pray you and Burt can someday adopt or foster anoter child , It will never replace abigail. No one could. but it would help you to love and care for another child. It would give you a reason to go on. Im here if you ever want to talk. We all think the world of you and your beautiful abigail you share with all of us. she was a beautiful baby... Im sorry she isnt here with you. Im so sorry! Hugs!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 11:08 PM CDT
Stopping by to let you know I am thinking about you.
Elizabeth
San Diego, CA - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 7:01 PM CDT
I wasnt able to come here on Abbys birthday, I hope you got my card. Praying for you and your angel always.
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Monday, June 26, 2006 12:56 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne:
Just wanted to stop by to let you know that I am thinking about you both!!
Also would you consider posting a picture of the beautiful helmet with Abigail's picture on it???
I hope you are both having a good day!!
If you were here in MN it would be a beautiful day for a bike ride :o)
Lots of love to you both~
HUGS
Sheryl

"ALWAYS & FOREVER REMEMBERING MY PRINCESS"

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, June 25, 2006 3:36 PM CDT
I know its late but:


I heard you crying yesterday
And felt your heart-sent love
So I'm sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.

Your wondering if I'll celebrate
My birthday (way up Here)
I know your missing me today
I feel your essence near.

God planned a special day for me
He told me wth a wink
He'd ordered me a special cake
(It's Angel food, I think.)

I'm getting lots of hugs from God
He's really good at that
And every time that I walk by
He gives my head a pat.

Balloons will fill the streets for me
They float up through the clouds
And we have lots of clowns up here
They make us laugh out loud.

There is a birthday carousel
Jeweled horses ride the wind
With music playing oh so sweet...
The magic never ends.

I've made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angels' wings.

We'll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts.. surprise!
But we don't blow out our candles here
Instead they light the skies.

Author Unknown
Love
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, June 23, 2006 4:19 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
I know this is a very difficult month for the both of you, with Abby's birthday and Father's Day.
You are in my prayers! I care!

Kathy H.
T.O., - Thursday, June 22, 2006 0:19 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
I wanted you to know that I continue to think of you. I miss you terribly and continue to pray for you and Bert.
Love, Catherine

Catherine Yerena <Yerenaeg@verizon.net>
DAHLGREN, VA - Wednesday, June 21, 2006 9:34 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne,
I have been thinking of you both alot lately with Abby's birthday. The boys let another balloon go up to Abby the other day from Red Robin. They still think of her often and send her little presents. I have no idea what you are going through losing sweet Abby and I just hope that it gets better for you.

Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, Va - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 9:11 AM CDT
Happy Fathers day to Daddy Bert :(. I know today must be bittersweet
Love and blessings
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, June 18, 2006 6:13 PM CDT
Happy Father's Day, Bert. We wish Abigail could be here celebrating it with you.
Susan and Scott Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Sunday, June 18, 2006 0:26 AM CDT
For Mommy and Daddy
Find Your Wings by Mark Harris

It’s only for a moment you were mine to hold
The plans that Heaven has for you will all too soon unfold
So many different prayers I pray for all that you might do
But most of all I want to know you’re walking in the truth
And if I never told you I want you to know
That as I watch you grow

I pray that God would fill your heart with dreams
And that faith gives you the courage to dare to do great things
I’m here for you whatever this life brings
So let my love give you roots
And help you find your wings

May passion be the wind that leads you through your days
And may conviction keep you strong, guide you on your way
May there be many moments that make your life so sweet and
Oh, but more than memories

I pray that God would fill your heart with dreams
And that faith gives you the courage to dare to do great things
I’m here for you whatever this life brings
So let my love give you roots
And help you find your wings

It’s not living
If you don’t reach for the sky
I’ll have tears as you take off
But I’ll cheer as you fly

I pray that God would fill your heart with dreams
And that faith gives you the courage to dare to do great things
I’m here for you whatever this life brings
So let my love give you roots
And help you find your wings

Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, June 17, 2006 1:30 PM CDT
^^HUGS^^
The Dobrowski's, Dave, Judy, Katie, Dana and ^Angel^ Emily Ann
<davidd@comporium.net........www.caringbridge.org/page/emiann.....www.rainbowchildren.homestead.com>
- Saturday, June 17, 2006 5:41 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert, I know you must both be hurting so much, I know what my grandmother went thru when my mom died. She was never the same. Went through the motions and tried, because she had us kids to raise, but it wasnt the same. But I do wish you peace and good memories
Chris Gooch's mom Share the Love <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Friday, June 16, 2006 6:44 PM CDT
I only knew your precious daughter thru her website but she touched my heart and I have never forgotten her. I think of Abby at every Valentines day especially.

My heart breaks for you and your anguish. I wish I could give you back your Abby, if only for a day. Since I can't I will remember her with you.

I hope the memories of her sweet life comfort you, as well as knowing she captured the hearts of many, including those who never met her.

Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Woodbridge, Va USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 1:32 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,

I wanted you to know that I was thinking of your Abigail today on her birthday. Suzanne, I am so very sorry that time isn't taking away some of what must be unbearable hurt. It's one of life's terrible ironies that those who extend their hearts the most, are the ones who get hurt the deepest. I wish you a few more laughs and a few less tears with each new day, the way I'm sure your Abby would have wanted you to feel.

Bless you and bless your Angel,

Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 11:37 PM CDT
Happy Birthday in heaven Abigail!! I hope Amanda took you somewhere to celebrate. Sure wish you could be here celebrating with your mom and dad. Peace be with you.

Bert and Suzanne, I think of you and Abigail daily. Her snowman picture remains on my refridgerator. So, everytime I go into the kitchen, I remember Abigail and envision her sweet smile and happy go lucky attitude. She was so precious and I know how much your hearts ache for her. How could you not given she was such an incredible girl and a delight to be around... I'm always thinking of you two hoping and praying for less painful days, but knowing that unimaginable sadness continues to reign. Suzanne, give me a call sometime and we can go to lunch or something. It's been too long since we did that. Take care.

Deloyce <dbarrington3@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 9:44 PM CDT
Bert, Suzanne, Bill and I continue to keep you in our thoughts. I cannot imagine the Sadness that has been going through your hearts at this time. I Do Continue to pray for you to have peace in your hearts. Just remember Abby will always be with you and she would want you to be happy with the rest of your wonderful lives. You have so much to offer others through the loss of your Angel. Please use your lives and hearts and hurts to help others. GOD needs you to be his servants.
Bill, Lynne Green and Gang <teecee105@hotmail.com>
Jackson, MS - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 9:07 PM CDT
Bert & Suzanne:
Just stopped by to let you know that I'm thinking of you today. The birthdays are so hard.
Wishing you peace, sending you love, praying for your continued courage.....
Romelle
Mom to Scott, forever 7 and Stan Michael, almost 8
www.caringbridge.org/nj/scottlysenko

Romelle Lysenko <rlysenko@patmedia.net>
Somerset, NJ USA - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 6:04 PM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne
Just wanted to drop by and let you know we are thinking of you today - I hope you guys are having a nice time on your trip together - the kids miss you terribly and swear to me you are home because both of your cars are there - (thanks for the nice b-day card Suzanne - I am really glad Abby and I have that birthday link) - I did go by today and put a b-day balloon and flowers on her gravesite from us and from you guys. She is def being remembered today! Hurry home!
Much Love

The Martin Gang from across the street <martinlorid@cox.net>
chesapeake, va - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 4:25 PM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne,

I'm thinking of you today as I remember your special Abby. Chris

Chris Brogan <cdbrogan@mar.med.navy.mil>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 2:46 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne - I am one of the ones you do not know but came to know Your Abby through the Caringbridge site - I just want you to know that you are thought of and prayed for by many - there are no words for your pain - Happy Birthday, Abby!
Mary
St. Loui, MO - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 12:47 AM CDT
Think of you and your sweet Angel today and always!
anonymous
Dallas, Texas - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 10:41 AM CDT
Happy birthday our sweet Abby. "Your the girl" We miss you lots. Your cousin Carisa and Ryan misses you terribly. We keep you in our prayers everynight and know you are clebrating in heaven. Lots of love and kisses our little Krispy Kreme.


Your Auntie Iris, Uncle Jesse, Ryan, and Carisa <jikerwin@yahoo.com>
El Paso, TX - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 10:21 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne,

My stepson, Danny, died of ALL in 2002 at the age of 14. As the days of the calendar go by each year, the most difficult day for me is his birthday. So, today my thoughts and prayers are with the two of you and all those who knew your lovely daughter and continue to love her to this day. I am so sorry for your loss.

I'm posting this so that you know that people around the country and probably around the world, people you've never seen or spoken to, are sharing your loss with you in a deeply personal way. We are united in a community that no one wanted to join and that no one can live without.

Jonathan Reid <jreid@bak.rr.com>
Bakersfield, CA US - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 8:40 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Abby! I hope you're having a huge party in Heaven, but I wish so much you were having a party here with your mom and dad.
Bert and Suzanne - I know today is extremely hard for you. There's no words to say that can change it, but please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you. Consider yourselves hugged. Much love, Sue, Rob & kids

Sue West <RobertWest9@comcast.net>
Grayslake, IL USA - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 8:34 AM CDT
Princess ~
Almost forgot aomething very important to you...
HAPPY FLAG DAY!!!
I love & miss you !
Love,
Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 6:40 AM CDT
In Loving Memory of You ©
by Debbie Heydrick

Quietly I'm remembering you
in the silence of my heart.
Each thought of you, a treasure
while we are now apart.

At times I'm filled with longing;
Your face I'd love to see,
To feel your warmth, to hear your voice,
to have you here with me.

But God has a plan; He created you
and numbered all your days.
May he hold you in His loving arms
and surround me with His grace.

With the hope of reunion in Heaven one day,
I entrust you in His care.
Cherished memories of you live on in my heart.
Your life is a gift we share.


To my Sweet Princess ~
Yesterday I picked up my niece Joanna who is 10, she stays with me for a week every summer, we went shopping last night and as we were looking at clothes, I was amazed at how much her taste has changed in the last year and how much she has changed also. I started thinking about you and wondered what would you be like today? Would you look at your mom with a shocked look while shopping for clothes and say "Ummm..I am not really into that anymore" As my niece did to me last me? Would you still let me call you my Princess or would you have outgrown that? Would you like boys and get all giddy when you talked about them? So many questions yet we will never know the answers to them.
I didn't get much sleep last night, I layed awake & thought of you and when I finally got to sleep I dreamt of you. I woke this morning at 4:00 with such an uneasy feeling and as I layed in bed the tears would not stop coming... I miss you so very much and I can not even beging to imagine how your Daddy & Mommy feel..You are loved so very much and you always will be!!
HAPPY 11th Birthday!! I so wish you were here to celebrate with all who love you!
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN & BACK!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
XOXOXOXOXOXO
ALWAYS & FOREVER your Angel Sheryl

BERT & SUZANNE ~
I know how hard this day is going to be for you and I am so sorry...
As promised to you both, Abigail will NEVER be forgotten..
She is beautiful and we all miss her so very much!
I love you both!!

Sheryl Guzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 6:38 AM CDT
I hope your memories and thoughts of Abigail are of some comfort to you on her 11th birthday. I join with many others who are thinking of her today -- and of her parents -- as we try to figure out an answer for why this little girl is not here with her family to celebrate this day. My husband died two months ago and this is the prevailing question that my son asks -- Why?
I tell him -- Well, I have the medical explanation for Why...but he wants some other answer that makes sense. And I don't think I have that answer.
But I do have, as always, special thoughts in my heart for Abigail, and I wish I could have known her.
Best wishes.

M Elton
Richmond, VA - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 10:44 PM CDT
As a woman could never describe the birth of her child with words, so she cannot ever describe their death. Only someone who has been there could understand and even then it still remains wordless. Of all the sorrows known to us, this is the only one I am aware of that grows deeper and more intense with time and is ever ready to spring up keener, sharper at every corner. Praise God who has touched our sorrow with hope!! May His comforting presence, His unexplicable peace, His blessed, blessed hope and His strengthening joy be with you and in you in a special way as you celebrate the remembrance of Abby's birth and precious life with you this side of Heaven.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 7:29 PM CDT
I left a message for you on Sunday morning, but it is no longer here. I ran the following poem past Nancy and I hope it gives you a little comfort.

God’s Lent Child


"I'll lend you for a little while a child of mine" God said,
"For you to love the while she lives and mourn for when she's dead
"It may be six or seven years, or forty two or three,
"But will you, till I call her home, take care of her for me?


"She'll bring her charms to gladden you and, should her stay be brief,
"You'll always have her memories as a solace in your grief
"I cannot promise she will stay, since all from Earth return,
"But there are lessons taught below I want this child to learn


"I've looked this whole world over in my search for teachers true
"And from the folk that crowd Life's lane, I have chosen you
"Now will you give her all your love and not think the labour vain
"Nor hate me when I take this lent child home again?"


God fancied that He heard them say - "Dear God, Thy Will be done
For all the joys this child will bring, the risk of grief we'll run
We'll shelter her with tenderness, we'll love her while we may
And for the happiness we've ever known, we'll ever grateful stay

But should the Angels call her much sooner than we'd planned
We will brave the bitter grief that comes - and try to understand"



Author unknown to me




Melanie <melanie@zadkiel.plus.com>
UK - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 4:37 PM CDT
My prayers are with you always. God Bless.
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Sunday, June 11, 2006 11:29 AM CDT
Thinking of you and of your Abby,

Terry, Mary, Nicholas and Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Saturday, June 10, 2006 2:23 AM CDT
I wish to add to all the prayers for your lost one. I have a grand daughter who's name is Abigail. May God's Love and Blessings surround you always.


Jasmine <jasgauthier@gmai.com>
Montreal, Canada - Friday, June 9, 2006 10:44 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know that I am praying for you. I know Abigail's birthday is coming up and it must be a very tough time for you. I came to know another Abigail who is in heaven too now. She was only 12 days younger than my Abigail with the same cancer. It makes it so hard. Your daughter was beautiful and will forever be missed, but her memories will always be with you. God bless you. -Malissia (mom to Abigail, www.caringbridge.org/nc/abigail)
Malissia Loucks <Malissia@Carolina.rr.com>
- Friday, June 9, 2006 7:40 PM CDT
I am a friend of Nancybratt (Nancy's).... Just sending you good wishes and prayers.
Marcia
- Friday, June 9, 2006 7:05 PM CDT
Just wanted to stop by to say hi. I'm thinking of you!
Justine
Madison, WI - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 7:20 PM CDT
I am thinking of you and your precious Angel Abigail. She will never be forgotten. I am praying for you.
Lori Pierce

Lori Pierce <hayden01@tds.net>
Mt Juliet, TN USA - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 11:12 AM CDT


Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 28, 2006 4:48 PM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne,

I still come by your site and even though we never met I want you to know that I am still so very, very sorry. There is no greater pain and no greater trial. Praying for God's mercies to be poured upon you.

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabrielle, and Noah

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, May 27, 2006 5:46 PM CDT
Suzanne, what you and Bert are enduring is every parents nightmare. I am so sorry, unfortunately I dont have anything else that could possibly be of comfort...
Chris Gooch's mom <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, May 20, 2006 8:44 AM CDT
Suzanne, Bert, thinking of you and forever remembering abigail. Im so sorry your hearts are forever broken. I pray for you all the time. I wish something would help, but I know there is nothing more painful they say than loosing your baby. I just wish I could bring her back to you! hang in there abigail would want you to!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 10:06 PM CDT
Princess:
Thinking of you...
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses ...
I love you to Heaven & Back!!

Always & Forever~
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 4:49 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert - I know that yesterday must have been hard for you without your little girl. I just wanted to stop by to let you know you were in my thoughts!
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Monday, May 15, 2006 11:36 AM CDT
Suzanne - I wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you today (as always). I know Abby is sending you tons of hugs and kisses. I don't know if Bert got the email I sent or not, but Rob is being sent to Iraq. He'll be gone - at least - 14 months. Nothing we expected, for sure. I'll be in touch. Love & hugs!
Sue West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Grayslake, IL USA - Sunday, May 14, 2006 9:22 AM CDT
Suzanne-
Big Hugs and prayers for you today and always!

Laura <lladd@iupui.edu/ww.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
Avon, IN - Sunday, May 14, 2006 8:54 AM CDT
Thinking of you both and the lovely Abigail today and always.
Shannon Slattery <SJanelleS@yahoo.com>
Virginia Beach, VA - Sunday, May 14, 2006 6:50 AM CDT
Thinking of you and Abigail today and everyday...I pray that you find peace on this day... Happy Mother's Day.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, May 14, 2006 6:27 AM CDT
Happy Mother's Day, Sue....what a beautiful little girl you gave birth to and shared with the world. It is a better place because of Abby's determined spirit, love for life and inspirational courage that she shared with all of us. We will never forget her. I am sure she will be smiling down on you on your special day, thanking you for all you did as her Mommy. God bless you, Sue....we are still praying for you everyday. Much Love, Bev
Bev Ryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
Enfield, Ct - Saturday, May 13, 2006 7:35 PM CDT
Thinking of you and sending you a big giant hug....
Love, Angel Jenn Borjeson & Family <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA - Friday, May 12, 2006 4:17 PM CDT
Suzanne,
Mothers day i sjust around the corner and I wanted to let you know that I am thinking of youand praying for you. I know these dates are so hard on you. I imagine every day with out Abby is. Please know I amthinking of you and keeping you close to my heart
God bless you always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, May 12, 2006 11:23 AM CDT
Suzanne,
I care about you and will be thinking of you on Mother's Day. May the precious memories you have of Abigail give you strength and bring you peace during the most difficult of times in the coming year.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Thursday, May 11, 2006 11:50 PM CDT
Coming over from another CB site - you are in my prayers especially for this weekend - may you feel your Angel very close and know she is loving you and watching over you.
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 11:19 AM CDT
I just wanted to stop by and tell you that you and your little angel are in my prayers. I think of you often.
Love and Peace, Sara

Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Saturday, May 6, 2006 9:04 PM CDT
I know I don't sign often but I do come to see Abby's beautiful picture. I think of her so often as Katia continues to heal. I will be keeping you all in our prayers.
Love, Tracy and
Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")

Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug



Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Saturday, May 6, 2006 2:57 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
Thinking of you and Bert. I think of Abby everytime I see a rose. Sending lots of love! Kim

Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 6:42 PM CDT
I'm a stranger who read your journal of your journey with Abby. I have wept for you for days. I feel your grief and your pain from only your words. I truly hope and pray that you can find enough peace to live so that Abby can enjoy watching you from heaven.
Susan
Winter Springs, FL USA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 11:19 AM CDT
Thinking of you and Bert today,
MIss seeing updates on your beautiful girl. I hope you are doing okay.
Love and Gods blessings
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 1, 2006 8:15 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
Thinking of you and Abby today. Just wanted to say Hello.
Lots of love!! Kim

Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Saturday, April 22, 2006 9:27 PM CDT
Just stopping by to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. I think of you often. God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><
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*Jennifer C* from Angels on Earth <coopsie78@gmail.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Saturday, April 22, 2006 3:27 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I wanted you to know I think of you and Bert often and especially your sweet Abigail. She truly touched so many hearts. As her parents, you had a hand in that and you should be so proud of that. I came across this and I thought it fit you.


Butterflies
Sometimes the one strong wind that catches us
off guard is all we need to discover the power
of our wings!

Suzanne, stay strong and I will keep praying for you and Bert.

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Saturday, April 22, 2006 0:45 AM CDT
Hello Suzanne and Bert,

Even though we moved from Chesapeake last June, we still think of you and Abby often. Everytime Maggie sees a butterfly she comments that it's Abby. Abby made a profound impact on Maggie and I know she will never forget her. Maggie donated 12 inches of her hair this past fall in memory of Abby and I've only got about an inch to go! We're praying for you!!!

Amy and Maggie Garrison <amyg5@comcast.net>
Richmond, VA USA - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 9:25 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I am so glad to hear from you. I know it is difficult for you and it feels as if it will never be anything but. And I'm sure it won't be easy, ever. I hope you find some comfort in knowing that your daughter is remembered, even by those who never had the great pleasure of knowing her personally.
Thanks for leaving a note on Abigail's site.

leeann <niccofive@aol.com>
md - Monday, April 17, 2006 11:19 PM CDT
I am thinking of you and, as always, of Abby.
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Monday, April 17, 2006 8:03 PM CDT
Happy Easter, Abby. Suzanne and Bert, we think of you both every single day. We always say a special prayer for you.
Susan and Scott Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Sunday, April 16, 2006 8:58 PM CDT
Hi Princess..
I wanted to wish you a Happy Easter... I still have you huge Easter Bunny that I bought for you..I picked it up a couple of times and just held it this weekend.
I miss you more than you'll ever know...
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
Always & Forever ~
Your Angel Sheryl

Bert & Suzanne~
I hope you had a very peaceful bike ride today...
It was good to talk to you on the phone the other day Suzanne...
I am glad that you both loved the drawing of our Princess!!
It is just as beautiful as she is :o)
Lots of Love to you both~
Happy Easter
Love,
Sheryl


Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, April 16, 2006 8:54 PM CDT
Happy Easter sweetheart
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, April 16, 2006 3:36 PM CDT
Dear Mommy Suzanne and Daddy Bert,
I think about you ever single day. I think of Abigail every single day. I check the website often, wondering how you are doing and getting along in life without your precious angel.
KNow I think of you often, and you are in my daily prayers.
God bless
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, April 15, 2006 1:47 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,

Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you this Easter and will pray for you. I'm so very, very sorry you lost your precious daughter. Jesus loves her so very much, beyond words, but the pain for those left behind is also beyond words.

God bless,
Monica

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, April 14, 2006 9:56 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert, Just wanted you to know that you remain in my thoughts and prayers just as Abigail remains in my heart. She will never be forgotten, she touched so many lives. Wishing you a blessed and peaceful Easter.
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 12:15 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
I was given Abigail's name to wear on my race day bracelet by a co-worker, Carol Kotowski, as I'm training to walk in the Vancouver marathon in four weeks as part of the Leukemia & Lymphoma's Society Team in Training. I'm so sorry to hear of your loss and hope one day there will be a cure. It is through the generosity of special donors such as Carol and the many others who have helped raise funds that will further the Society's mission to finding a cure. Keep the faith!

Eileen Dohrmann <edohrmann@comcast.net>
Havertown, PA USA - Monday, April 10, 2006 8:40 AM CDT
Wishing you peace, love and strength. Praying for you and your beautiful angel.
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
Portland, ME USA - Sunday, April 9, 2006 6:37 PM CDT
I am thinking of you and praying for you.

Much love, Olivia

Olivia
- Saturday, April 8, 2006 3:39 PM CDT
Wishing you strength and peace this weekend and always.
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Saturday, April 1, 2006 0:23 AM CST
Praying for you always.
All my love,
Sara

Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Thursday, March 30, 2006 11:15 PM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are still with you, Bert & Sue. It is hard to believe two years have passed....but Abby is still very much alive in all of our thoughts. We can still hear that little voice and see that big beautiful smile. How sweet she was and her love touched us all. We would love to see you both if you come to Connecticut...just call us. Our love always, Bev & Jack
Bev & jack Ryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
Enfield, CT - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 1:40 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
Please know that we always thinking of you and Angel Abby. We miss her too.
With great love,
Amanda and Alyssa

Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Saturday, March 25, 2006 10:00 PM CST
Hey there Princess..
Oh boy, it is still so incredibly hard for me to come to this page and sign this guestbook.
I miss you more than words can say!!
I can't believe that you have been gone 2 years..
I miss talking to you on the phone and I miss that sweet little voice that would say " I LOVE YOU" then you would be off to run and play.
I asked my Grandma to give you a big hug when she got to Heaven,I hope you got that!!! I wish I could give you one myself.. Someday I will beable to.
Please watch over Daddy & Mommy and make them safe when they are on the Harley ok...

You are missed very much and will never be forgotten!!

I Love you to Heaven & Back
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 5:21 PM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Been thinking of you and Angel Abigail. I came across this and I wanted to share it with you.

We can't know why
the lily has so brief a time to bloom
in the warmth of Sunlight's kiss upon it's face.

Before it folds its fragrance in
and bids the world good-night
to rest its beauty on a gentler place.

But we can know that nothing
that is loved is ever lost,
and no one who has ever touched a heart
can really pass away,
because some beauty lingers on
in each memory of which they've been a part.
by Ellen Brenneman

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Friday, March 17, 2006 6:13 PM CST
Wow! Abby is not forgotten! Hope to hear from you soon.
A friend sent me this and I'm passing it around:
This is God. Today I will be handling All of your problems for you. I do
Not need your help. So, have a nice day.

I love you.

with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Wednesday, March 15, 2006 7:13 AM CST
Neither you nor Abby were forgotten on her Homegoing anniversary this past Sunday. I hold you in my prayers. Sometimes words are not enough and even one word is too much at the same time. Receive a tearful, knowing hug from one who knows your pain.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 7:58 PM CST
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Just stopping by to let you know that you are in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
Sorry it's been awhile since I have been here.Doing alot of running around with the kids and it's been snowing here all week but finally it's starting to melt.I just want to see the sun again.Have a good day and I will be back again really soon.

HAPPY ST.PATRICKS DAY

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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 12:23 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,

Just wanted to send you my love and prayers.

M Elton
Richmond, VA - Monday, March 13, 2006 9:12 PM CST
I'm thinking of both you & Bert so I popped by. There isn't a day that goes by where I don't think of Abby and her battle. She was an amazing little girl. *Hugs* & Love
Paula
Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, March 13, 2006 8:30 PM CST
The past two years must feel like forever to you. You are always in my prayers. God Bless you and your sweet angel.
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 4:09 PM CST
I cant even believe its been 2 years. It must feel like two hundred to you though. I am so sorry you are having such a rough time, although I dont have any pearls of wisdon because outliving a child has to be the hardest thing in the world to endure
Chris Gooch's mom <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, March 12, 2006 7:39 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne - There really aren't any right words to write down. Just want to let you know you're in our thoughts and prayers today. God Bless.
Sue West & family <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Grayslake, IL USA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 6:06 PM CST
I keep checking the site, hopeing for updates :-(. My heart and prayers are with you today on Abigails Angel date. I hope you are okay.
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, March 12, 2006 4:48 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne- I want you to know that I am thinking about you both today. I saw Abby's picture in the paper. What you wrote was very touching. I visit CaringBridge frequently. I will never forget Abby's piano lessons.
Carol Manuel <msmanuel@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 3:29 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
Thinking of you today and always, and hoping today is filled with the memories of your precious angel Abby as she watches you from up above.
I came across this quote the other day, and it made me think of sweet Abby almost instantly.
"It's not the length of the life, it's the depth of the life."
Abby may have been here for only a few short years, but the amount of living she did and the number of people she inspired still continues to live on and grow.
Peace be with you.

Alayna <blu3yedb3auty@netscap.net>
PA USA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 12:01 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I wasn't sure what to say today but I wanted it to be special. Then I realized that you already know how special Abigail and the both of you are to everyone because your site has been visited over 399479 times!! (That's amazing!) It also means that you are always in our hearts and our thoughts. For the short time she was here on earth, your sweet Abigail touched our souls! Because she touched us, we in turn, try to touch yours so that you know you're not alone and try to make your burden easier to carry. You are very special to me and a whole lot of people in this country, never doubt that. With love, prayers and hugs,

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 11:52 AM CST
Hoping today is filled with more smiles and memories then tears and sadness.
Amy
Toronto, Canada - Sunday, March 12, 2006 11:20 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I think of you both and Angel Abigail each day, but especially today on her 2nd Angel anniversary. Abigail was pure sunshine. I remember her bright dancing eyes, beautiful brown hair, and huggable, lovable nature. She was so cute with her stuffed dogs...naming each one and talking about them. It brings a smile to my face remembering Abigail and all that she was.

Abigail must have arranged for this beautiful spring like day here in southeast Virginia. God Bless you both today and always.

Deloyce <dbarrington3@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 10:17 AM CST
Thinking of you on this day...God Bless.
Michele <Michele212@gmail.com>
New York, NY USA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 9:23 AM CST
2 Years... It must seem like an eternity to you. Praying that you have some peace in the time that has passed. Thinking about you and your angel today. God bless.

with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Sunday, March 12, 2006 8:30 AM CST
thinking of you
Robyn mom to Nicole and angel PJ
www.caringbridge.org/visit/nicole

RW
Petawawa, Ontario (Canada), - Sunday, March 12, 2006 7:35 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert, I am thinking about you so much today, on Abigails angel date. I am hoping and praying that you are surrounded by love and comfort today, and know that my thoughts and prayers are with you both always.

Laura O <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va USA - Sunday, March 12, 2006 5:52 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,

Thinking of you both very much today.

Love always,

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Andover, CT USA - Saturday, March 11, 2006 11:14 PM CST
Thinking of your family and praying for you this weekend. May God Bless you.

The Dragonfly


Once, in a little pond, in the muddy water under the lily pads,
there lived a little water beetle in a community of water
beetles. They lived a simple and comfortable life in the pond
with few disturbances and interruptions.

Once in a while, sadness would come to the community when one of
their fellow beetles would climb the stem of a lily pad and
would never be seen again. They knew when this happened; their
friend was dead, gone forever.

Then, one day, one little water beetle felt an irresistible urge
to climb up that stem. However, he was determined that he would
not leave forever. He would come back and tell his friends what
he had found at the top.

When he reached the top and climbed out of the water onto the
surface of the lily pad, he was so tired, and the sun felt so
warm, that he decided he must take a nap. As he slept, his body
changed and when he woke up, he had turned into a beautiful
blue-tailed dragonfly with broad wings and a slender body
designed for flying.

So, fly he did! And, as he soared he saw the beauty of a whole
new world and a far superior way of life to what he had never
known existed.

Then he remembered his beetle friends and how they were thinking
by now he was dead. He wanted to go back to tell them, and
explain to them that he was now more alive than he had ever been
before. His life had been fulfilled rather than ended.

But, his new body would not go down into the water. He could
not get back to tell his friends the good news. Then he
understood that their time would come, when they, too, would
know what he now knew. So, he raised his wings and flew off
into his joyous new life!


~Author Unknown~





Rhonda <aug95mom@yahoo.com>
va - Saturday, March 11, 2006 6:28 PM CST
I wanted to come by at this special time to let you know I am thinking of you and praying for you both. I will light a candle tomorrow for Miss Abigail, your beautiful angel in heavn.
Judy Clark <judith127@webtv.net>
Jacksonville, Fl - Saturday, March 11, 2006 4:55 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you today and always. I know that this will be a difficult weekend to get through. We are lighting a candle for Abigail. Please know she will never be forgotten and her light will live on in the hearts of all of us that love her still.

Susan Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Friday, March 10, 2006 2:43 PM CST
Your dear sweet Abby stays with us all even yet - I think of her virtually every day. I know in my heart that she is a brilliant star shining in the heavens looking down on us all.
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, GA USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 9:47 AM CST
Praying for you during this difficult time. I"m sure she's the most perfect angel in heaven.

Julene
- Friday, March 10, 2006 7:51 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
thinking of you today.. your sweet Abigail will never be forgotten.

Amy Cleghon <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 9, 2006 8:57 PM CST
Thinking of you today, as always!! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 7:24 PM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
I've been thinking of you and your precious Abby. Wishing you a small piece of sunshine to fill your day.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 5:19 PM CST
Dear Suzanne & Bert --
Just wanted to let you know that Abby is in my thoughts daily. Her precious face is still bringing smiles to people throughout the world. She will always be remembered as a precious and wonderful child. I can only imagine how difficult this time of year is for you. Know you are in my daily thoughts and prayers. Love,

Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 9:25 AM CST
Hello Bert and Suzanne - just wanted to stop in and say hello and let you know I was thinking about you.... remembering Abby always and sending you both a big hug.
Peace & Love, Angel Jenn Borjeson and family <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Saturday, March 4, 2006 8:04 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Just wanted to say I still think of you and Abby every day. She still brings joy with her smile. I told a coworker about her and Amanda and he is going to start checking the MACS site and participate. Abby still spreads her joy! Sending love and prayers! Kim

Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, Ky USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 7:43 AM CST
I know this time of year is probably very hard for you all... Wanted to drop you a note to let you all know that I am thinking of your family and remembering the special angel that Abbey is.....
elizabeth <e_spehr_99@yahoo.com>
washington , DC USA - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 3:19 PM CST
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THE PRAYER BEARSHUGS

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITEHUGS <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Saturday, February 25, 2006 2:03 AM CST
Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, February 18, 2006 8:51 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
I wanted to let you know I'm thinking of Abby today and I'm wishing her a very Happy Valentine's Day. Being with Jesus, we know she is certainly surrounded by so much love! And I hope the both of you are surrounded and comforted by the Lord's love.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 0:03 AM CST
I have to agree with the other recent guestbook visitors who noted that Abby is certainly not forgotten. I think of her often, and of you as well. My thoughts and prayers are with you, as always.
Justine
Madison, WI - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 6:39 PM CST
I hope that today finds you both well. I come by the site everyday. I too, remember the story you told of Abby and her Valentines. I hope that the children kept them and that at sometime in their lives, they know how much love went into making them. Remember that you are loved. We pray for you daily. Happy Valentine's Day, Abby. xoxo
Susan and Scott Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, Ut - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 6:35 PM CST
I thought of Abby today and how you wrote last eyar about how she made all those Valentines for the kids in her class. How she picked out one kind for the girls and another for the boys. And how hard it was for her. And how you wondered if anyone kept theirs.

I don't know if they did or not, but I remember the story. I think I will always connect Valentines day to your Abby now.

She isn't forgotten.

Happy Valentines Day Abby.

Rita B <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Woodbridge, Va USA - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 6:29 PM CST
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Saturday, February 11, 2006 2:40 PM CST
I know how it feels to feel like you are alone. To feel cheated, even though we know our children are in a better place, but as human beings we cannot fathom that being anywhere but here. God Bless You and Remember, you will be together again when it is YOUR time.
Dawn Cepero - Caylee's Mommy - www.cayleeshope.com <dcepero@wfts.com>
Tampa, fl US - Thursday, February 9, 2006 11:25 PM CST
Valentines..To Heaven

This Valentine is not of the ordinary kind;
It's still filled with love and blessings inside;
But mine has to be sent on the wings of love..
You see, its destination is the Heavens above.

It's not being sent to my parents so dear
For they are still with me each day of the year.
It's being sent to my child who left earth too soon
Who's now in the Heavens with the stars and the moon.

The message is the same as your valentine
"I love you my sweet precious child of mine."
My love is still deeper than the ocean is blue
And it's sent with hugs and kisses from me to you.

I know you are with me each and every day
You listen as I talk to you and hear what I say
For that is one thing that disease cannot do
You'll always be apart of me and me apart of you.

I know God did not give you the awful disease
Thank Him for His comfort He gives me, would you please
I don't know what I would do without His undying love
Sent to bereaved parents from the Heavens above.

I know you are in the best of care
But it's so hard for us left on earth to bear
Could you put in a request from us left behind
For God to send the knowledge, so a cure we can find.

So that no other family has to go through this pain
Our lives without you will never be the same
When I get lonely I will look to the sky at night
And see you shining down your big bright light.

Happy Valentines Day Sunshine..I miss you so much
I know you know how many lives you have touched
You'll always be mine..I love you will all my heart
I know we'll be together again and then we'll never part.

So you see the meaning is still the same
The method of delivery is the only change
Mine must be sent by a little white dove
On the wings of Love.


Bert & Suzanne:
I found this on another site and I thought of you both and Abigail...
Lots of Love to you both!!
Always & Forever~
Abigail's Angel Sheryl

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 11:15 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert, Won't you please tell us something? I pray that you are able to have some peace and wonder about you often. I come by almost daily.

with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Sunday, February 5, 2006 2:35 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert
I think of the two of you often and ask god to give you comfort. Each time I go to Greenbrier Mall I see Abigail's beautiful smile and know she was and is truely blessed by gods hand.

Diana Kirkpatrick of Xi Epsilon Psi & Volvo Penta
- Sunday, February 5, 2006 8:53 AM CST
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Saturday, February 4, 2006 0:04 AM CST
Suzanne,
Haven't heard from you in a while. Think of you every day. Please know that you haven't been forgotten! Love, Kim

Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Friday, February 3, 2006 5:09 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Thinking of you today and wishing you well! Hope you had a nice, relaxing weekend.........

Laura <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
Avon, IN - Sunday, January 22, 2006 2:51 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Just wanted to let you know that I think of you daily and keep you in my prayers. My husband and I had dinner with our mutual friends, Jack and Bev Ryan, last night and Bev let me know how you were doing. I stop by this site weekly just to see Abby's beautiful smile. Love and strength to you both.

Shirley Grandahl <sgrandahl@charter.net>
Sturbridge, MA - Sunday, January 22, 2006 12:21 AM CST
I just wanted to let you know I still pray for you and Abigail. I stop by often just to see her beautiful smile. Bless you this new year.
Judy Clark <judith127@webtv.net>
Jacksonville, Fl - Friday, January 20, 2006 8:43 PM CST
Just finished listening to Abby's Song and I have to say "WOW." It made me smile thinking of the little girl who once wrote me a sweet note. And I have to say that Dave is very good at what he does!
Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Thursday, January 19, 2006 8:24 PM CST
Hi Bert and Suzanne,
Just wanted you to know we are thinking of you.

Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 10:21 AM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Just wanted to drop by and let you know I'm thinking of you.

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 0:13 AM CST
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 8:07 PM CST
Miss Abigail: My goodness where does the time go. I think of you constantly, and you are never far from my mind. I know you are shinning down on everyone who loved you. Always thinking of you and forever loving you.

Bert & Suzanne- I hope for good things for you in 2006, and I think of you all the time, You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Laura Ownby <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va USa - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 8:33 AM CST
Bert and suzanne, I think of you all so much and abigail everyday! Im praying for you to find some peace and good things in 2006!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 10:23 PM CST
I wish you some peace in 2006.

with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, January 3, 2006 6:56 AM CST

He leadeth me ...
In green pastures? No, not always,
Sometimes He who knoweth best
In kindness leadeth me in weary ways
Where heavy shadows be;
Out of the sunshine warm and soft and bright,
Out of the sunshine into the darkest night.
I oft would yield to sorrow and to fright
Only for this: I know He hold my hand.
So whether led in green or desert land,
I trust, although I cannot understand.
He leadeth me...
Beside still waters? No, not always.
Oft times heavy tempests round me blow,
And o're my soul the waters and billows go,
But when the storm beats wildest , and I cry
Aloud for help..the Master standest by
And whispers to my soul, "Lo, it is I."
Above the tempest wild I hear Him say,
"Beyond the darkness lies the perfect day...
In every path of thine, I lead the way."
So whether on the hilltops high and fair
I dwell, or in the sunless valley where
The shadows lie..What matters? He is there,
And more than this, wher're the pathway leads,
He gives to me no helpless broken reed
But His own hand, sufficient for my need.
So where He leads me I shall safely go...
And in the blest hereafter I shall know,
Why,in His wisdom, He had lead me so.
By Lillie Allen Mathews

Dear friends, I love this beautiful poem and wanted to share it with you. It has brought me comfort and peace during hard times. God bless you both! Diane

D. Goodman <jjjrlwv@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, January 3, 2006 1:25 AM CST
Hey Princess:
Happy New Year!!
I can't believe another year has passed.
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you...
I miss you so very much. Everyone misses you so much!!
You are a special little girl and have touched the hearts of so many people...

I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN & BACK!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses

Always & Forever~
Your Angel Sheryl

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, January 1, 2006 4:49 PM CST
Hey Princess:
Happy New Year!!
I can't believe another year has passed.
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you...
I miss you so very much. Everyone misses you so much!!
You are a special little girl and have touched the hearts of so many people...

I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN & BACK!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses

Always & Forever~
Your Angel Sheryl

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, January 1, 2006 4:48 PM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you both; I wish you both peace and comfort in the New Year. I'm sure the road ahead still seems very difficult at times; I hope it is some comfort to know that a lot of people still think of your Abby and remember you both in prayer.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Saturday, December 31, 2005 10:58 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne - Wanted to let you know that you remain in my thoughts and prayers. May God bless you in 2006!
Justine
Madison, WI - Saturday, December 31, 2005 9:56 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
I hope this new year brings you some joy! You are still thought of and loved! Kim

Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Friday, December 30, 2005 7:17 PM CST
Im 18 lost my first child to leukemia. She herd gods calling on the 5TH of december 2005,She was only 6 months and even do she was here a short time she lighted and change my life for the better.
YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND EVERY DAY WE WILL MISS ARE ANGELS

Karen <tiffanyareangel@yahoo.com>
San Francisco, Ca - Thursday, December 29, 2005 8:35 PM CST
Thinking of you today and holding you up in prayers.
The Hall Family
www.caringbridge.com/page/emmahall

The Hall Family <hallrontammy@Mns.com>
Medina, OH USA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 8:46 PM CST
Wishing you peace and God's blessings during this difficult season. I think of all of you often and pray for your hearts to heal.
Love,
Bev

Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 2:48 PM CST
Suzanne, Bert and Abby - Merry Christmas to you all. We're thinking of you and praying for you. Love and hugs always
The Wests <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Grayslake, IL USA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 2:46 PM CST
Merry Christmas...You are in our thoughts and prayers...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, December 25, 2005 7:31 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,

I've been thinking about both of you so much the past few days. And I keep you in my prayers constantly.

Please take care. Please hang in there. And please know, that there are so many people around the world, who hold you closely, in there hearts.

love always,

-Dave

Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Andover, CT USA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 1:13 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
I just wanted you to know that when I realized it was Christmas, I thought of Abigail and you. Although I did not know your daughter and have not had the pleasure of meeting you, I consider all three of you to be very special people. I wish the best for you in 2006.

M Elton
Richmond, VA - Saturday, December 24, 2005 11:04 PM CST
Wishing you a Blessed Christmas and a glorious New Year.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, December 24, 2005 3:49 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Just wanted you to know that we are always thinking of you and a very special angel. Merry Christmas.

Susan and Scott Stein <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT USA - Friday, December 23, 2005 6:34 PM CST
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Christmas Without You

The lights are blinking merrily
The tinsel’s on the tree
It sits there in the window
For all the world to see.

The house is filled with holly
And pinecone scents the air
The Christmas cards keep coming
Each one is hung with care.

The gifts are tied with ribbons red
And topped with pretty bows
I’m done with all the details
As far as Christmas goes.

The fire is softly glowing
I think about your touch
But Christmas isn’t Christmas
I miss you oh, so much.

If I could have just anything
My Christmas wish would be
To wake up in the morning
And find you here with me.

Staring at your picture
I long to be set free
Tonight the tears are streaming
As I hold it next to me.

Flakes of snow swirl through the air
I’m braced for stormy weather
I wait for brighter days ahead
When we can be together.

So hold a place in heaven
Someday when life is through
I’ll be the Christmas angel
Who shares this day with you.

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Thursday, December 22, 2005 9:53 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Wishing you both a Merry Christmas and a Blessed 2006! May special memories of your angel fill your heart with joy.

Laura Ladd <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
Avon, IN - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 6:42 PM CST
I found Abby's story on line almost 2 years ago, right before she went to Heaven. Her life and your grief as a mother stuck with me. I don't understand why she had to die and as a mom myself, my heart breaks for your loss.

I just want you to know I still remember her.

RM Bolli <thegr8bolli@yahoo.com>
Woodbridge, Va USA - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 9:28 AM CST
I know the holidays will be hard for you - Remember that we love and care for you and your wonderful angel. God Bless and have a good Christmas
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Monday, December 19, 2005 3:29 PM CST
Hi!
Just thinking of you! I know this will be a rough week. Our family still has a hard time with Christmas and it's been quite a while. We all will be thinking of you. Sending lots of love and prayers! Kim

Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, December 18, 2005 7:11 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
I just wanted to stop by to let you know we still think of you often and your beautiful Abigail. In fact, we let some balloons go this past weekend. Willie and Hunter always remember her. Willie wanted to try to tie an American Doll to the ballon but I tried to explain that it wouldn't fly. We all miss seeing your beautiful Abby's smile. I hope the holidays are not to difficult for you. We love you!

Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Friday, December 16, 2005 8:56 AM CST
We're just dropping by to let you know that you both are in our thoughts, as we remember your amazing daughter, who touched our lives so long ago! We cannot imagine what you are are going through, especially during the holidays. Please know that you all stay in our thoughts and prayers. God bless you both!

Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell

The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 10:43 AM CST
Hello Suzanne and Bert,

Thinking of you today.

M ELton <meltonva@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 10:48 AM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you and Abigail during this special time of year.
May love fill your days and help you through the rough days.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 0:52 AM CST
Hi Suzanne,
Watch for a small box in your mail.THinking of you and praying for you and Bert especially through the holiday season. Kim

Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Monday, December 12, 2005 5:45 PM CST
hello my name is shaley abagail i hope you feel better..also hope you and your family have a happy holiday
shaley
- Sunday, December 11, 2005 8:31 PM CST
Abigail,
Just thinking of your MOmmy and Daddy today. I get worried when I dont see an update. I love to look at the pictures of you, an dread how MOmmy is doing. Please be with her. I hope to read an update when she is ready.
Love and hugs
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 11, 2005 1:32 PM CST
dear abigail, i hope you are feeling better, my name is sami and im 14 but i want to wish you all the happiness for this holiday season. Theres nothing i would rather do but give you a huge hug to try and comfort you. you are a very beautiful young lady and dont ever forget it. you will steal someones heart someday. i will pray for you hunny and i hope you and your family have a VERY happy holiday. Love always, Sami Hershkowitz
Sami Hershkowitz
coral springs, FL US - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 6:39 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you and your angel Abigail today, and holding you in my prayers as the Holiday season continues.

Laura <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Tuesday, December 6, 2005 5:13 PM CST
Dear Suzanne & Burt --
Although I check on you often, I seldom sign the guest book. Just wanted you to know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers. Dear Abby will never be forgotten, she touched my heart in a very special way. Big hugs to you.

Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 3:33 PM CST

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