I would love for you to come and visit my son Chad and sign his guestbook. http://chadppendergrass.com
Carole Pendergrass <philp@inet4u.com>
Henderson, N.C. - Monday, July 18, 2005 12:16 AM CDT
BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Friday, July 15, 2005 11:29 AM CDT
Dear Bert,
Dear Suzanne:
Thank you for sharing this web address with us. Your little angel was indeed a beautiful young lady and I'm sure she's smiling at both of you from the heaven above.
Donna and I met you, Bert, the other night at the Holiday Inn in Alexandria, but it seems as if we've known each other for years, thanks to your sincerety and kind nature. And while we both are very sorry for your loss, we thank God for affording us with your friendship. Please do keep in touch and let's get together whenever you are in town.
Best regards,
Donna McManus
Stefan Mosley
stefan & Donna <ssmosley@innovest.cc>
Alexandria, VA USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 9:50 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
I've been thinking of you and your sweet Angel Abigail often this summer. You are as always, in my prayers.
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 0:00 AM CDT
Praying for you and your family today. I wonder how big the birthday celebration is in Heaven for your precious Abby???
~Laurie, The Prayer Bears~
- Tuesday, July 12, 2005 1:30 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
I found another orange bracelet! It's in the mail! Thinking of you! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 5:40 PM CDT
Lots of love to both of you from your northern neighbor.
M Elton <MELTONVA@YAHOO.COM>
Richmond, va - Sunday, July 10, 2005 5:11 PM CDT
Thinking of you today, and just wanted to say hello.
In my prayers...
Laura <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Sunday, July 10, 2005 3:24 PM CDT
bert and suzanne, I just wanted to let you know I havent forgotten you or abigail! . I know the pain is still there . How could it ever go away?? No one who ever knew or heard of sweet abby could forget her! I will be 80 someday Lord willing and still remember her! I know I will meet her in heaven! what a blessing she is there! your always in my thoughts and prayers!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:25 PM CDT
Bert & Suzanne:
THANK YOU, THANK YOU so very much for the precious pillow you sent me, it means more to me than you will ever know!!
I will treasure it forever!! Also thanks for the other picture of Abigail you sent and the sweet note!
Abigail will never be forgotton, that I can promise you both!!
And I will always be here for you both if you need anything...You know that I am only a phone call away!
I Love you both very much!!
Always & Forever remembering my Princess!!
Love & Hugs
Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:13 PM CDT
I'm not sure if I've ever signed your guestbook, but I've been following Abby's story for a long time. I so prayed she would get well when she was so very sick, and I'm so very sorry that her healing wasn't here on Earth. I'm glad that you shared your daughter through your writing; even though it's not ever the same, I hope the memories of all the love you shared sustained you through her birthday and this last holiday weekend.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 1:10 AM CDT
I just wanted to let you know that I have not forgotten you. I know the days are still (and will continue to be) very painful for you without Abby. Please just know that I care and continue to check on you and pray for you. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Monday, July 4, 2005 11:30 AM CDT
Dear Mr.and Mrs. Ortiz,
I am Sara Edwards the daughter of Dave who wrote a song for your Abby. I have cut my hair and donated it to the Locks of Love Foundation. I am going to keep on doing it in memory of Abby.I've been touched by an angel and I think it was Abby. I now think she will be helping others with their Lukemia and will always be in your hearts. Love Sara
Sara Edwards <singinggirlse@yahoo.com>
Coventry, Ct USA - Sunday, July 3, 2005 8:24 PM CDT
g'day Abigail's family
I found your page through the banner site
My son also had AML and transplant he joined the angels this june 16th. hope your family is doing ok
love jacob's mum Angel Jake
Deanne McLeod steinmetz
Alex Hills Brisbane, Queensland Australia - Saturday, July 2, 2005 11:51 PM CDT
Hi Bert and Suzanne,
I know this holiday weekend will be very hard without Abby and that your hearts will never stop missing her so very, very much. I'm so sorry for all your pain. We will never understand in this life but we can only trust God's plan will one day be revealed.
Praying for you.
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, July 2, 2005 11:01 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
Just checking in. I hope you are out and enjoying some of the Summer weather. It's awful hot here. Thinking of you! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 1:39 PM CDT
hello dear friends. so so sorry we have not been able to sign in lately..computer problems. hope your doing well today. may your memories be sweet and your tomorrows bright.
Always in our thoughts hearts and prayers!!
~*~Samantha’s Story~*~
Because growing up is hard enough without cancer!!
karen n sammi <mpbowler1@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 28, 2005 8:41 AM CDT
My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 0:13 AM CDT
I can only imagine what a birthday celebration in heaven must be like! Thinking of you both, and sending my prayers-
Laura <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
Avon, IN - Saturday, June 25, 2005 5:52 PM CDT
prayers to your family and your sweet girl. Praying for you always
Sara
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
Portland, ME USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 10:27 PM CDT
Thinking of your Abby and you all,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 3:43 PM CDT
Bert,
I am sorry that I did not sign in yesterday, I was away from my computer all day...
I know yesterday was a difficult day for you...
I know that Abigail loves her daddy so very much...
I hope that you had a peaceful Father's Day filled with beautiful memories of your Princess!
She is missed very very much!
We love you!!
With Love,
Mike & Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Monday, June 20, 2005 2:27 PM CDT
Happy Fathers Day Bert! Angel Abby is sending tons of hugs and kisses from heaven, i just know it.
Laura <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 9:18 PM CDT
Dear Bert,
Happy Father's Day. I hope you can think of the good times with Abby all day long. My Dad is in Heaven also. I hope he'll give Abby a hug for both of us. Love, Kim
Kim Childs <tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, Ky USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 9:24 AM CDT
"LAST ACT"
He kneels and brings out brush and cloth,
a weekly ritual from the start.
The tears well up now, sorrow shows
A father's suffering, a broken heart.
Carefully and tenderly,
Brushing off the grains of sand,
He cleans the marker at the grave
With a gentle, loving hand.
Brushing, brushing brush her name.
Clean the dates of birth and death.
Clean away the stains of rain.
With trembling hand and ragged breath.
Does he feel a closeness there.
Memory seeing form and face?
Hoping she can feel h is love
Here at her resting place.
Now he rises, lingering still.
Tho' the job's done for today.
Hunches shoulders, breathes a sigh,
Turns and sadly walks away.
by Ginger Elwood
with love
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, June 17, 2005 5:12 PM CDT
Abigail,
Do they have swings in Heaven?? I found myself yesterday, going through the old entries that Mommy and Daddy used to do while you were still with us on earth. The one that stuck out to me was the one that Mommy said of your swinging. She said that you had gotten your leg strength back and were captured on film, numberous times, kicking those legs so high on the swing!! She then tookt he pictures and set them side by side and had to smile as she watched your legs in the pictures.
Then I remember Mommy talking about the grass starting to grow again underneath your swing. You were not there to wear away the grass anymore.
That made me so sad. Oh Abby, you fought so hard. :( Your Mommy and Daddy fought so hard, and still you went to Heaven. My heart breaks for them every day. I always worry about Mommy, because I know the two of you were so close. I remmeber Mommy talking about the unfinished birdhouse that was still there when they came back home without you.
YOu should be here to make that with Mommy :-(
But I guess God needed you soooooooooooo much and I think He knew you were getting sooooo tired.
Give extra hugs to Mommy and Daddy. You were thier one and only and I know they miss you more than the entire world.
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, June 17, 2005 3:27 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I'm praying extra for you this week. I will be thinking of you. Words are hard to come by, just know that you are loved! Kim
Kim Childs <tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 4:29 PM CDT
Dear Bert & Sue - I cannot help but remember that day with Karen & Roger at the beach learning of little Abby's birth....what a happy day that was 10 years ago yesterday. Aunt Karen could hardly contain herself.....she was so happy for both of you and so excited to meet Abby. And then we got to meet her, too...and she was so joyful and sweet and bright .......what a blessing she was to you both...such joy for the short time she was with you. I hope you can remember all the smiles she gave you and all the wonderful hugs ....how she embraced life and all its simple joys. She could be easily pleased and never expected anything but love from those around her. Thank you again for sharing her with all of us...she will never be forgotten. Happy Birthday, Abby, in heaven ...we are sure that you organized a most wonderful party for yourself! We were all there with you in spirit. Much Love, Bev & Jack
BevRyan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 4:07 PM CDT
Mama Suzanne and Daddy Bert --
My heart is with yours as Abigail turns 10 in Heaven and I know you are here on Earth missing her and thinking of the wonderful party she would have had to celebrate her birthday. I hope she had that party in Heaven and I hope you know that all 3 of you are in my heart, friends I have never met, but friends I hold dear even so. There are no words I could offer that could begin to comfort you; but know that your little girl is thought of often.
M Elton <meltonva@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 3:48 PM CDT
Warm hugs to all of you and special kisses to angel Abby, from Brasil.
Rose <roselane.gomes@ibama.gov.br>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 12:42 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABBY!!! I am so sorry that I did not have the opportunity to leave my message yesterday..just know you were on our minds...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ABBY...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 12:01 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Abby!!!!!
Amy
Toronto, - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 11:28 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Miss Abigail! Hope you had a wonderful party up there in Heaven!!
Your friend,
-Dave
Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Andover, CT USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 9:13 AM CDT
Sorry I didn't get by yesterday, I had clinic and didn't get back until late. But, here I am today to let you know I continue to think about you and lift you up in prayer. I know the days continue to be painful for you. Hopefully you are able to find at least little moments of piece and happiness as you remember Abby's wonderful spirit. Praise God that you won't have to be separated from her for eternity. While now seems like an eternity I'm sure, I thank God that you know Him so that you can be with her again.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 9:12 AM CDT
Thinking of you, Happy Birthday Abby. We miss you.
The Coe's <jillco8@cox.net caringbridge.org/va/trevorco>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 7:38 AM CDT
Happy Birthday to a sweet little angel who touched so many hearts! Love,
Linda
Pittsburgh, - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 11:12 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Abby! You have touched many hearts
Chris & Gooch
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005 10:49 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you and remembering Abby on her birthday. I know how rough this day can be. Here's hoping that many wonderful memories of Abby brought a small amount of joy to you on this difficult day. God bless...
Suzy Thatcher, Justin's mom (www.caringbridge.com/page/justinspage) <suzy509@aol.com>
Virginia Beach, VA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 9:07 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Abby!!
You will never be forgotten
^^HUGS^^
The Dobrowski's - Dave, Judy, Katie, Dana and another AML ^^Angel^^ Emily Ann <davidd@comporium.net.......www.caringbridge.org/page/emiann>
Rock Hill, SC
5200 and CMC Family, Rainbow of Hope and Cancer Sucks Club members - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:48 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Happy Birthday to your sweet Abby. I know today will be so very painful for you. She should be here like you said to Deloyce. I am once again so sorry for your pain. We will never forget Abby.
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:35 PM CDT
Dear Abby,
We think of you everyday! Happy Birthday to you in Heaven!
Suzanne and Bert,
I think of you always and pray for you constantly. We love you!
Love,
Amanda and Alyssa
Amanda and Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005 5:44 PM CDT
Thinking of you on your sweet Angel's birthday.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 5:11 PM CDT
Happy Birthday to heaven's most precious angel.
Tina Riga <vriga@verizon.net>
Somerset, NJ - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 4:39 PM CDT
I had no idea that Abby's bday was today but this morning something made me think to say a prayer for you both to have continued strength. It was ironic that I just checked Abby's site and realized it's her bday. Happy Birthday to a sweet Angel in Heaven. You will never be forgotten.
Lori Pierce <Lori.Pierce@HCAHealthcare.com>
mt juliet, tn - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 3:44 PM CDT
Happy Birthday sweet Abby!!
with love, <deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005 3:01 PM CDT
I dont know why I got the dates mixed up Abigail. I thought it was the 14th. Guess I am two days ahead of myself.
Anyways sweetie. Happy 10th birthday again. Be with Mommy and Daddy today ok sweetie? i know they miss you more than anything.
love
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005 2:14 PM CDT
Happy birthday to your beautiful daughter, she shares a birthday with mine. My prayers and tears are with you on this bittersweet day.
from a mama who will never be normal again.
http://www3.caringbridge.org/wa/arielmarinkovich/
holly
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005 1:04 PM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
Thinking of you today as Abby celebrates her 10th birthday in heaven.
Phyllis Lines <cpashort@aol.com>
Tampa, FL - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 12:41 AM CDT
Hey Princess...
Happy 10th Birthday!! I know you are celebrating like crazy up there..and I am sure that you had everything planned long before your Birthday..
I planted a very pretty pink rose bush in memory of you this last weekend, the roses are so pretty!
I miss you tons & tons...
We are planning our Relay for Life Cancer walk and our T-shirts this year are purple, how cool is that? So of course our colors will be pink & purple in memory of a very beautiful Princess.
I hope you have a very Happy Birthday Princess,I know you would of been so excited to be 10...
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
PS~ HAPPY FLAG DAY!!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 10:28 AM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers are with you today and everyday. We will always hold a special place in our hearts for Abby.
Happy Birthday Angel Abby.
The Gwaltney's <gene.gwaltney@prosoft.tv>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 10:22 AM CDT
You will be in my thoughts and prayers today. May you remember all of the wonderful times you shared with your precious daughter.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:51 AM CDT
Donovan and I were just planning what we would do today to remember Miss Abigail. I know this is a very hard day and we all want you to know that we are praying for you and remembering your very special angel. Ruthie, Gary and Donovan
Ruthie Richardson <grdrichardson@yahoo.com>
Manvel, Tx - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 7:37 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert
We just wanted you to know we were thinking of you on Abby's Birthday. I know today will be painful and please know you are always in our thoughts. The kids picked out some flowers and a balloon to take over to her graveside today to remember her.I looked at Madisons agenda today for school and she had written Abby's B-day with a sad face. Talk to you later
Much Love Always
Lori, Steve, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 5:54 AM CDT
HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN, ABIGAIL !!
With Much Love,
Amanda's Mom
Virginia Beach, VA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 5:54 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I know how painful today will be for you as you long for Abigail's presence to celebrate her birthday. My heart aches for you today and I'll be thinking of you. As Suzanne said in an email, Abigail should be here. Cling to the wonderful memories of birthday pasts and cherish each one. It's not ideal and certainly not what we want, but it's all we have for now...until we meet her again in the heavenly skies above. That will be a glorious day!
Much love,
Angel Amanda’s mom
Deloyce <dbarrington3@cox.net>
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005 5:50 AM CDT
i knew abby's birthday was coming up soon and realized it was tomorrow when i saw her picture with the dates...i'll be thinking of you all day...and know your day will be filled with thoughts of abby.
love, melodie
melodie martin-mccauley <rmccau5502@aol.com>
chesapeake, va usa - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:31 PM CDT
We lift you up in prayer as you celebrate the remembrance of Abigail's birth and life. May our Lord abundantly bless you. May His compassionate embrace comfort you, His precious promises encourage you and even in your profound sorrow may you have the peace and the joy that only our Lord can provide.
In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 8:27 PM CDT
Hugs from Heaven
When you feel a gentle breeze
Caress you when you sigh
It's a Hug sent from Heaven
From your Abigail way up high
If a soft & tender raindrop
Lands upon your nose
She's added a small kiss
As Fragile as a rose
If a song you hear fills you
With a feeling of sweet love
Its a hug sent from Heaven
From your Abigail up above
If you awaken in the morning
To a Blue Birds churping song
Its music sent from Heaven
To cheer you all day long
If tiny little snowflakes
land upon your face
Its a hug sent from Heaven
Trimmed with Angel lace
So keep the joy in your heart
If your lonely my dear friend
Hugs that are sent from Heaven
A broken heart will mend.
May Abigail be watching over you both as you try to get through tomorrow...
Please stay strong for each other....
I love you both very much!!
HUGS~
Sheryl
PS~ Bert, it was good to talk to you on the phone the other day...
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Monday, June 13, 2005 7:52 PM CDT
Happy belated 10th birhtday sweetie.
Hope your Mommy and Daddy are ok.
Love
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 4:04 PM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
You will be in our thoughts and prayers tomorrow as we wish Abby a Happy Birthday.
Cheryl Delecki and family <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Monday, June 13, 2005 7:53 AM CDT
Just thought I would call in, to say hello!
Love
Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, June 12, 2005 8:34 PM CDT
Abby,
In a couple of days, it would will be what would have been your 10th birthday. Out of the "double digits" and a whole 10 years old. I know its gonna be so hard for Mommy and Daddy on this day. And Grandpa and Grandma. WEll, can you be with them on this day? Bless them with signs, so that they know youare with them?
I know up in Heaven, the celebration is huge. But down here, its the void that is huge.
Happy early birthday sweetie
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, June 11, 2005 5:33 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Wanted to drop in and let you know I think of you and Angel Abigail often. I'm praying that the Lord comforts you always.
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 0:15 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Every time I open this page, I have to smile because Abigail has the cutest smile. I am thinking of you as always! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 4:53 PM CDT
My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 6:23 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert- Just wanted to check in and let you two know that I'm thinking about you.
Hohni <hohniw@hotmail.com>
Elmore, MN - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 10:28 AM CDT
For Mommy:
Dearest Mommy,
When you wonder the meaning of life and love
Know that I am with you
Close your eyes and feel me kissing you
In the gentle breeze across you cheek
When you begin to doubt that you shall ever see me again
Quiet your mind and hear me
I am in the whisper of the heavens
Speaking of your love
When you lose your identity
When you question who you are and where you are going
Open your heart and see me
I am the twinkle in the stars smiling down upon you
Lighting the path for your journey
When you awaken each morning not remembering your dreams
But feeling content and serene
Know that I was with you
Filling your nights with thoughts of me
When you linger in the remnant pain
Wholeness seeming so unfamiliar
Think of me
Know that I am with you
Touching you through shared tears of a gentle friend
Easing the pain
As the sunrise illuminates the desert sky
In that breathtaking brilliance, awaken your spirit
Think of our time together, all too brief, but ever brilliant
When you were certain of us together
When you were certain of your destiny
Know that God created that moment in time
Just for us
-Anon
God bless
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 31, 2005 1:16 PM CDT
For Sweet Abby
Our first hospital friend we made, Remy, won her battle with stage IV neuroblastoma, too, this January. We miss her, but know she's an angel now.
Princess Elizabeth and I send our love.
Angel Emilie, Princess Elizabeth's Mommy <eahill88-caringbridge@yahoo.com>
Sun Valley, CA US - Saturday, May 28, 2005 6:13 PM CDT
I've been hearing that people can't get into my guestbook I think I fixed it now I hope.Thinking of you always.
My Number 1 Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Friday, May 27, 2005 9:09 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of y'all today. You are in my prayers, often.
Love,
-Malissia Loucks
www.caringbridge.org/nc/abigail
Malissia <Malissia@Carolina.rr.com>
Charlotte, NC - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 12:00 AM CDT
Suzanne & Bert
I have not visited Abby's site in a long time...I'm sorry. I know how special it is for Angel Mom's to have visitors because I am one of them. I sometimes just do not have the energy nor the words I need to comfort an angel mom. I do think about you and how your little Abby is in heaven with my "little precious" Adam. I love your explanation of normal...did you find that somewhere or is is just from your heart? It is so true. Please know I do still pray for your family.
Angel Adam's Mom
ADAM CHRISTIAN CULLIVER
Donna R. Culliver <misstex@worldnet.att.net>
Brenham, TX USA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 11:24 PM CDT
Suzanne,Bert, the poem is a sad reality for so many of you wonderful families. Im so sorry! Im sorry i havent been here in awhile, I think of abigail and you both. But the caringbridge link removal had me searching different sites to find you. Now i know where to find you again. I cant get sweet abigails precious little face out of my mind. I picture her often. and wonder how your doing? but I know it cant be well. So i just pray like many others that you will find happiness again. someway , somehow! You were wonderful parents and did the very best for abigail. I hope you know that. You can see she was very much loved. No one else has her twinkle in the eyes like abigail did. I wont ever forget her! She is a special angel! God bless you.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:54 PM CDT
Hi!
The page is incredible! I love the song! Who sings that? What a wonderful thing for her to do to honor Abby.Thinking of you! Kim
Kim Childs <tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 5:39 PM CDT
Abby,
I'm sorry it has taken me so long to sign your guestbook again. Please know you are never far from my thoughts or my heart. I have been thinking of you so much lately. And still curious about the dream you sent me about a month ago. Why this lays so heavily on my heart I dont know. I am so glad that everyone likes the page I made you. It was the least I could do for your precious Mommy and Daddy. I know they miss you so very much.
Anyways sweet pea, help all of us to be strong. But help Mommy and Daddy especially.
I know you are free from pain where you are,but down here you are missed far beyond words could EVER express
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 22, 2005 5:23 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne & Bert,
we have read and looked at the pictures on web page that Nancy did for Abby so many times. Of course I cry so much Hunter tells me to stop. It is so good and the pictures are beautiful. She was so precious to you and to all of us who knew her. What a bright and shining star . We still pray for you and share your grief. Thanks for sharing this with us.
Love your neighbor,
Sherma and Hunter
Dwain Mason <Dwain Mason@cox.net>
Chesapeake, Va. U.S.A. - Sunday, May 22, 2005 3:19 PM CDT
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Jaime caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <Jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Sunday, May 22, 2005 6:22 AM CDT
My Number 1 Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, May 21, 2005 4:03 PM CDT
Hello my friends,
Just stopping by to say hello. Hope you're both OK, and as always, you continue to be in my prayers.
Take care.
-Dave
Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Andover, CT USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 5:19 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you. What a beautiful poem. What a beautiful girl.
with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Tuesday, May 17, 2005 1:08 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing Abigail and her story. She is a beautiful girl and I am deeply sorry for your loss. I was led to your page on Caringbridge from a heart friend to another cancer friend and so on. I am a mom of a child born with a heart defect. She is now 6, been thru 3 open hearts and with an unknown future. But I know the love I feel for her and how she's changed my life. I can only imagine your pain but my tears flow. My thoughts are with you and your family.
Karen Wallace <woawallace@aol.com>
Phoenixville, PA USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 8:03 AM CDT
We only knew Abby for such a short time but of course we fell in love with her too. This tribute to Abby is also a tribute to her wonderful parents. She couldn't have been loved more as anyone can see by the guestbook. Our sorority was blessed by knowing you all. God bless you.
Judy Beale, Xi Epsilon Psi Sorority, Beta Sigma Phi <jujube@cox.net>
Chesapeake, Va. - Monday, May 16, 2005 6:45 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert
Thank you so much for the link to the web page Nancy did for Abby - it is unbelievable - I sobbed and sobbed as I read the poem, listened to the beautiful song and looked at the photo's and remembered pretty much when each picture was taken. I am so glad that you were able to honor Abby on Friday and they had the wall honoring those who had passed at the Relay for Life - I know she was with you as you were running around the track and all the luminaries you passed with her name on it was because she touched peoples lives so much. I miss seeing your little sidekick with you out in the yard. Madison put it in simple words a few days ago - "Mom I really miss Abby - I wish she was here" Me to honey!!
With all of our love
Lori, Steve, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, Virginia - Monday, May 16, 2005 6:32 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne, What a beautiful tribute to Abby. It's hard to write with the tears in my eyes after having seen the pictures, words, and song created for her. I've been missing my brother and Dad a lot today, so this has brought out many of my own thoughts and feelings. It's just hard, so hard, and nothing anyone can say makes it better as this grief comes in gigantic waves. I know Abby saw you two carrying the torch for her. Just know that so many people love you and Abby and think of her often.
Love,
Mary
Mary Lex <marylex9@aol.com>
Chesapeake, va - Monday, May 16, 2005 5:35 PM CDT
Bert, Suzanne, Bill and I visited this wonderful web site that was made for Abby. We think of you and Angel Abby often. May GOD Keep you in his comforting arms until we all are together with your Angel.
Billy,(The WO), Lynne, Lindsey, Kim, T. J. and all the outlaws. <teecee105@hotmail.com>
Brandon, MS - Monday, May 16, 2005 4:12 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne,
I think of you so often. The boys sent Abby another ballon to play with from Red Robin the other night and made me write her and Amanda's name on it to make sure that they got it ;) We also remembered sweet Abby at the Relay for Life on Friday night. The boys picked out some stickers and decorated a luminary special for her. They picked out red rose stickers for her bag and they were so proud of it. We think of you so often and wish there was something we could do to ease your pain.
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Monday, May 16, 2005 2:07 PM CDT
All of your words ring so true.
^^HUGS^^
The Dobrowski's - Dave, Judy, Katie, Dana and another AML Angel ^Emily Ann^
<davidd@comporium.net www.caringbridge.org/page/emiann>
Rock Hill, SC
5200 & CMC family, Rainbow of Hope & Cancer Sucks Club members
- Monday, May 16, 2005 10:53 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Thanks for letting me know about the other website. Nancy did an amazing job! Wow! I remember those pics from a while back. Abigail really did touch so many lives, people that she and you never met and this website proves just that! Your sweet angel touched our hearts!
Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Sunday, May 15, 2005 11:54 PM CDT
Thinking of you.
Your neighbor to the north--
M Elton <meltonva@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA - Saturday, May 14, 2005 9:47 PM CDT
Sue and Bert,
Thank you for sending the wonderful photos and poem by Nancy. Abby is always in my thoughts and prayers and so are you both. I love you forever and for always, Karen
Karen Duncan <kebd13@aOL.COM>
Winter Park, FL USA - Saturday, May 14, 2005 7:53 PM CDT
I was thinking heavily of Abigail yesterday and today as we did the Relay for Life. I watched my now strong and healthy little girl walk around that track, playing on the playground and just being a kid, wearing her red survivor ribbon. I watched her and I thought of you, Suzanne and Bert. I cannot imagine how hard your lives are without your beautiful little girl around - I don't know why she is here and Abby isn't? I cannot imagine how hard it is to face the world each and every day without the love of your life, which would be my daughter hands down! So, I came to her website today and read your latest entries and my heart breaks so much for you. I wish with all my heart that there were something I could do or say to make your suffering easier, but I know there is not. I do want you to know that we think of you often, and will never forget your beautiful, sweet Abby or her wonderful spirit! You are continuously in our prayers.
Lots of Love
Mike, Holly and Haley Curtis <haley25wks@cox.net>
Portsmouth, VA USA - Saturday, May 14, 2005 3:33 PM CDT
You are continuously in my thoughts and prayers.
Laura <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va USA - Friday, May 13, 2005 11:57 AM CDT
What Makes a Mother?
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard Him say.
"A Mother has a baby"
This we know is true
"But God can you be a Mother,
When your baby’s not with you?"
"Yes, you can," He replied
With confidence in His voice
"I give many woman babies,
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day.
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there’s no need to stay."
"I just don't understand this God
I want my baby to be here."
He took a deep breath and cleared His throat,
And then I saw the tear.
"I wish I could show you,
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child's smile,
With all the other children and say...
'We go to Earth to learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear.
My Mommy loved me oh so much,
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mom,
Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much,
But I visit her every day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow's where I lay
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear.
Mommy don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I'm here.'
"So you see my dear sweet ones,
your children are okay.
You're babies are here in My home,
And this is where they'll stay.
They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lesson's through.
And on the day that you come home
they'll be at the gates for you.
So now you see what makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart
it's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start
Though some on earth may not realize,
you are a Mother.
Until their time is done.
They’ll be up here with Me one day
and know that you are the best one.
By: Jennifer Wasik
Remembering your sweet angel Abby....today, and always
a friend <rememberingabby@unknown.com>
- Tuesday, May 10, 2005 9:31 PM CDT
Dearest Suzanne. We thought of you yesterday and prayed that the day brought you sweet memories of Abby and her important time here on earth. She continues to touch so many and that must make you proud. Her love still surrounds all of us.......especially you and Bert. You have kept her memory alive as a reminder to all of us just how precious life is. Abby's journey was short but so special....she taught us to never take anything for granted. God bless you, Sue, and know that we are sending loving prayful thoughts.
Bev & Jack
Bev & Jack Ryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
- Monday, May 9, 2005 8:41 AM CDT
Suzanne, you are in my thoughts and prayers today on mother's day.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Sunday, May 8, 2005 5:48 PM CDT
Thinking of you, especially today! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, Ky USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 5:48 PM CDT
Happy Mother's Day Mommy Suzanne! I know this is a hard day for you, Ill be praying. Sending love your way!
Laura <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 4:47 PM CDT
I know today is a hard day, but I wanted to let you know I was thinking of you, I know Abby is looking for ways to surround you with love, she gave you some beautiful weather and I know even more beautiful memories. I think of her and your family often and soon I will be running the Rock N Roll half marathon for Team in Training on behalf of all our children. My thoughts and prayers.
Jill Coe <jillco8@cox.net caringbridge.org/va/trevorco>
- Sunday, May 8, 2005 12:27 AM CDT
Thinking about you today.... Enjoy the light breeze and know it's Abby fluttering her wings for you.
Carla <carlaj@zoominternet.net>
Butler, PA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 9:18 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne:
I wanted to stop by to let you know that I am thinking about you today...I know its not going to be a Happy Day for you, but I do hope somehow through all this heartache you can remember some Happy Memories of past Mothers Days with Abby..I know she is with you today as you struggle to get through this day!! She loves you very much!!
Please give your mom my love also!
I love you!!
Love,
Sheryl & family
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Sunday, May 8, 2005 7:56 AM CDT
<brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, May 8, 2005 1:16 AM CDT
Suzanne,
Thinking of you and "Angel" Abby on this Mother's Day. You are in my prayers.
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Saturday, May 7, 2005 11:26 PM CDT
Happy Mother's Day, Mommy Suzanne.
The other Abby Rose's Mommy
St. Louis, MO - Saturday, May 7, 2005 5:32 PM CDT
Having never lost a child, I can not imagine the pain of this loss. It breaks my heart to read that you are searching everywhere for your little girl. I know that I would be doing the same if it was my child. I am not sure how I would survive the pain you are living with. I am not sure how you do it other than day by day because you have to. I would like to wish you a Happy Mother's Day, and yet I know that there will be nothing "Happy" about it so I feel stupid for that. Abigail was a Master Spirit sent into your lives to teach you true love because there is nothing more powerful in life than love. Just know that someone, me, is sharing your pain with you, even if it is just a small part of it.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Norwalk, Ia - Saturday, May 7, 2005 4:01 PM CDT
Sigh. Hoping you have a Happy Mothers Day somehow, and spend the day remembering the good times with your little cutie.
Chris & Gooch
- Friday, May 6, 2005 7:31 PM CDT
Suzanne,
Thinking of you always and wishing there was more time in a day. My job consumes my day and maybe that's a good thing. But, then I have no time for dear friends. The "normal" poem is perfect...glad I'm not alone in those thoughts.
Have you been to Hunter's page? Amy is collecting stories from survivors and angels to put in a book and take to the Gold Ribbon Day celebration in DC next month. I'm certain you'd want to send Abigail's story. I plan to for Amanda.
I just wanted to check in to let you know even though I don't sign in often or email much anymore, you, Bert, and Abigail are on my mind everyday. I visit Abigail every morning before I go to work. Her picture is wonderful and I'm so thankful you have them. She is a beautiful little girl.
Take care,
Deloyce <dbarrington3@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 8:21 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert: My heart breaks everyday because of what cancer has done to your family and so many others. Somehow we need to feel blessed because we had Abbigal for a while instead of never having her at all. At least that is the way I feel about losing my Dad...
Feel the love and support of all of us out here...
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, ia United States - Thursday, May 5, 2005 8:28 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
My heart breaks for you everyday. I think of Abby every day, I mean EVERYDAY!! Please take care.
Love,
Amanda & Alyssa
The poem you posted is so right.
Amanda <williams@tech-stars.net>
- Wednesday, May 4, 2005 9:27 PM CDT
<brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 10:13 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Hope you are starting to get some warm weather and are able to enjoy the outdoors. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 11:54 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you and Abby. Have you seen Lemony Snicket yet? I think Abby would like it! Hope she can see it from Heaven. Lots of love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 5:20 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Just wanted to let you know that you remain in our familes hearts and prayers! Take care of one another . . . .
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Saturday, April 30, 2005 10:08 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
I haven't signed the guestbook in a while, so I thought I would drop by to say hello and that you both remain in my thoughts. I pray that Spring is bringing you light and blessings. Enjoy the weekend!
Laura <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
Avon, IN - Friday, April 29, 2005 3:48 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Just want you to know I'm thinking of you. Abby is a very precious girl.
God bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 9:23 PM CDT
Princess~
I love you!!
I miss you more than you'll ever know!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses to Heaven & back!
I will love you forever~
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Bert & Suzanne...
Thinking of you!!
I Love you both!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:26 PM CDT
<brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 3:00 PM CDT
The Nightmare Before Xmas AND The Country Bears both on TV tonight! Caroline will always hold Abby in her heart and soul as we all will.
Love, The Berries <smac3k@aol.com>
Trinity, FL USA - Monday, April 25, 2005 8:49 PM CDT
The dust has settled on the things,
That I have stored away,
A favorite toy, for a little girl,
A Jar of dried out clay.
A photograph when you were young,
Sits quietly on the shelf,
Thoughts of you keep coming back,
I just cant help myself.
A Drawing that you made for me,
When you were very small,
It's framed within this heart of mine,
And hangs upont the wall.
A scrapbook lies within the room,
Where you once lay your head,
Your favorite book, a model car,
The pillow on your bed.
I miss you coming home from school,
"Hey Mom, its me, I'm home."
I miss the little words and hugs,
The special time we've known.
A part of me just disappeared,
The day you went away,
An empty space now fills my heart,
There are no words to say.
A closet filled with memories,
Of special days gone by,
A teddy bear, and souvenier,
Oh why did you have to die?
The trophies that you won from school,
Stand proudly on display,
Your many friends cant understand,
Why God called you away.
I hear your voice within the halls,
That echo through the night,
I see you in the evening mist,
And in the morning light.
So many things you left behind,
Are now a memory,
But little arms that held me tight,
Will always stay with me.
An empty space now fills my heart,
My girl, my child, my daughter,
You've gone into another world,
Where golden dreams are spun.
I do not know the answers,
It's not for me to know,
But I will know the truth one day,
Why did you have to go?
My turn will come to leave this world,
I'll gaze into your eyes,
God's perfect plan will be revealed,
Up there in Paradise.
by Marilyn Ferguson 2005
left by Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, April 24, 2005 5:17 PM CDT
^^HUGS^^
The Dobrowski's - Dave, Judy, Katie, Dana and another AML ^^Angel^^ Emily Ann <davidd@comporium.net.......www.caringbridge.org/page/emiann>
Rock Hill, SC
5200 and CMC Family, Rainbow of Hope and Cancer Sucks Club members - Saturday, April 23, 2005 7:45 PM CDT
LOVE BRENDA 
My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 4:54 PM CDT
Mommy Suzanne,
I understand how you could replay those hours of hallucinations and wonder. I feel badly about this. I think you are a wonderful mother, always,to your little girl.
Someday I would like to meet you and talk to you.
M Elton
Richmond, VA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 1:03 AM CDT
Hi Bert and Suzanne
Just wanted to stop by to tell you that I'm thinking of you. I came home from work today to find that the beautiful magnolia tree in our yard, which has been in bloom these past few days, is starting to drop its petals. It's a sad reminder that some of the most wonderful things in this world shine in all their beauty for too brief a time - like your beautiful Abigail. My thoughts are with you.
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 7:44 PM CDT
I check in often but do not sign the guestbook every time. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry for your loss. You can see through your writings how much Abigail is loved. God Bless You!
Lori Pierce
Mt Juliet, TN - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 2:56 PM CDT
Never forgewt she will always be with you in your heart and soul. Hold to the precious memories .
These are the children he thinks are so special he sends them only for awhile. this is what help get me through. She will always be remembered and be the sunshine in your day. Keeeping you in our heats and prayers
With Gods Love and Peace
April And "Angel" Mae Mae, Baby Mimmie and my boys
www.caringbridge.org/tn/kayla <babymsmom04@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 18, 2005 7:50 PM CDT
God Made You For A Reason
When I look upon my screen
I find a happy reason
the joy that comes to me from you
is gratitude so very pleasing...
What a wonderful creator
that made a friend like you,
He placed a sweet kind person
and gave me lots of comfort too.
A world without your kindness
would be a sad sad world.
But I don't have to worry,
there's no need to be,
because of you I am very happy,
and that's good enough for me.
I've found great people everywhere,
they come into my life.
Just like you, all those others too,
have given me delight.
So I thank God I met you,
I thank him for all seasons.
Now I know for sure with all my heart,
GOD Created YOU for a reason.
LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Friday, April 15, 2005 11:46 PM CDT
The Cord
We are connected my child and I,
by an invisible cord not seen by the eye.
It is not like the cord
that connects us til birth
this cord can't be seen
by any on earth
This cord does it's work
right from the start
it binds us together
attached to my heart.
I know that it's there
though no one can see
the invisible cord
from my child to me.
The strength of this cord
is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed,
it can't be denied
It's stronger than any cord
man could create.
It withstands the test
can hold any weight
and though you are gone
though your not here with me
the cord is still there
but no one can see
It pulls at my heart,
I am bruised....... I am sore
But this cord is my lifeline
as never before..
I am thankful that God
connects us this way
a mother and child
death can't take it away!!!!!!!
LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Thursday, April 14, 2005 1:19 PM CDT
What a beautiful poem, and how very fitting.... it just seems perfect. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and remembering Abby every day.
Jenn and Cassidy Borjeson <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 2:51 PM CDT
Dear Sue and Bert - What a beautiful and moving poem.......Abby continues to be in our thoughts and prayers. Her smile still lights up the world!!
Love, Bev & Jack
Bev Ryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
Enfield , CT - Monday, April 11, 2005 3:17 PM CDT
Thinking and praying for you always.
LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Monday, April 11, 2005 2:17 AM CDT
I saw a cloud up in the sky
The background a beautiful blue
I thought of Heaven and where you are
Today I thought of you
No matter where I'm at
I'll never stop thinking of you
I LOVE YOU PRINCESS!!
ANGEL HUGS & BUTTERFLY KISSES TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, April 10, 2005 10:36 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
That is such a beautiful poem!! Abigail sure touched our hearts!
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Friday, April 8, 2005 0:32 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
What a wonderful poem for Abby! To me, although I never met her, it is definitely is her. Abby is always in my thoughts and prayers as you both are. She touched my heart and that is where she remains. Now and forever!
Hugs,
Anne S. <legendkees@iwon.com>
Keshena, WI - Thursday, April 7, 2005 12:08 AM CDT
What a beautiful poem, so lovey, just like precious Abby !!
Please know I keep you in my prayers..
Jennifer Caged Kids <tag@cagedkids.com>
Fancy Gap, VA U S A - Thursday, April 7, 2005 11:08 AM CDT
What a nice poem! :), Laura
.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Tuesday, April 5, 2005 4:30 PM CDT
What a loving and most precious precious picture and poem of Abigail. My heart breaks for you. And the tears flow down my face. I had a dream of Abigail not too long ago. and it is still so fresh in my mind.
God bless
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, April 5, 2005 4:10 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne- The new poem is PERFECT!!! So very fitting.....Keep your heads up!!!
Hohni <hohniw@hotmail.com>
Elmore, MN - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 2:49 PM CDT
LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 10:41 AM CDT
Glad to see that you all have lots of great people in your life that are still celebrating Abigail through poems and songs. I think of her daily....
Laura M. Ritenour <ritenourlaura@hotmail.com>
Richmond, VA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 8:49 AM CDT
Suzanne,
The poem is perfect and beautiful. I love that picture! What a fitting tribute to a very special angel! Thinking of you! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, Ky USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 6:37 AM CDT
Dear Bert & Suzanne
Amanda West wrote a wonderful song for Abigail. What a gift to you. What a wonderful way to honor Abigail.
Love Jill
Jillian
Chesapeake, VA - Monday, April 4, 2005 11:07 PM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I am still praying for you as I know this journey is so very difficult--no words, really, can describe this pain.
God bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, April 3, 2005 2:15 PM CDT
LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, April 1, 2005 3:38 AM CST
Amanda West did a wonderful job writing that song! It is beautiful.
Kathy Haws
T.O., CA - Friday, April 1, 2005 0:51 AM CST
Thank you for sharing Amanda's beautiful song to Abby. She is very talented. Sending prayers your way.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 9:11 AM CST
Just letting you know that I'm thinking of you.
LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, March 28, 2005 12:47 AM CST
I pray that the truth and promise of the Resurrection will comfort your hearts today. Our prayers are for you.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Sunday, March 27, 2005 4:45 PM CST
Thinking of you on this Easter day and always! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:27 AM CST
I know Easter will never be the same for you guys again.
Wishing you peace,
Chris - Gooch's mom
- Sunday, March 27, 2005 9:49 AM CST
Thinking of you both...
I love you!!
Happy Easter...
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, March 27, 2005 9:18 AM CST
thinking of you
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/a/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Saturday, March 26, 2005 8:50 PM CST
hey everyone.
you all are in my prayers.
the poem is so sad :(. im sorry about abigal.
-katie .t.
katie .t. <mistic_babe004@yahoo.com>
gastonia , NC usa - Saturday, March 26, 2005 10:01 AM CST
Mommy Suzanne,
Well, first off, I love your green coat.
The little girl with the kite statue at Abigail's school is such a lovely remembrance. I was very touched by your description of the ceremony at Abigail's urn and by your ability to share this in your journal. Of course, Abigail's presence was the 7th candle --
God bless you and Bert and Abigail. Always.
M. Elton <meltonva@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA - Saturday, March 26, 2005 1:10 AM CST
Thinking of you
Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 4:32 PM CST
Thinkng of y'all...
Happy Easter
Love,
-Abigail and Family
www.caringbridge.org/nc/abigail
Malissia <Malissia@Carolina.rr.com>
- Wednesday, March 23, 2005 9:06 AM CST
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Jaime www.caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 2:06 PM CST
LOVE
My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 2:04 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne ...
Although I think it is wrong wrong wrong that you have to go to a cemetary to visit Abigail, I think it is WONDERFUL that you received a sign from her. The single candle that stayed lit throughout the graveside service was definitely Abby sending her love! I want you to know that I am thinking of you, and of Abby, often!
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Monday, March 21, 2005 1:08 PM CST
Praying for you always! Your family will always have a special place in my heart! God Bless!
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Sunday, March 20, 2005 5:12 PM CST
HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK
Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, March 20, 2005 5:33 AM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
As rough as Abby's anniversary date was, I'm glad to hear it was also a very special day. The candle incident sure sounds like it was Abby telling you she was with you. I'm glad your friend and parents were able to be part of that day. I think the tree, statue and balloons at the school was a nice way to remember Abigail. And I want you to know I'm sorry to hear your cat died.
You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy Haws <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Sunday, March 20, 2005 0:59 AM CST
hello....wanted to let u know that even though caringbridge had us remove all our friends links, your still always with us. We will continue to visit and keep u in our prayers...
Always in our thougths prayers and hearts...
~*~Samantha's Story~*~
...because growing up is hard enough without cancer!!
karen n sammi <mpbowler1@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 19, 2005 8:35 PM CST
Suzanne,
I'm sorry that you lost your cat. Only a true pet lover can know how that feels. Cats seem to know when you are feeling down. I had one named Bo, and when my Dad passed he stayed by my side for a month. He even licked the tears from my cheeks.He passed a year later from cancer.
I know Abby is taking care of him along with her dogs. I'm sure it was a joyous reunion for them. Some day we will get our joyous reunion with our lost loved ones. Thinking of you always! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 6:54 PM CST
Some Little Girls come into our lives and quickly go.
Some Little Girls stay for awhile,
and give us a deeper understanding
of what is truly important in this life.
They touch our souls.
We gain strength from the footprints
they have left on our hearts,
and we will never ever be the same.
ONE SPECIAL LITTLE GIRL - Abigail Anne Rose Ortiz
Always LOVED
Forever MISSED
NEVER EVER FORGOTTEN
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Saturday, March 19, 2005 8:04 AM CST
Just thought I would stop
in and say that I'm thinking of you always.
Wow that is touching she will always be with you.
See you on Monday.
LOVEMy Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, March 19, 2005 0:55 AM CST
What a beautiful service. We believe Abby is with your family all the time as a free soul. In two more weeks, we will mark one year for Esther, too. One thing for sure is that they both are playing well together in Heavenly Father's beautiful garden :)
Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com>
Fairborn, OH US - Friday, March 18, 2005 1:45 PM CST
Thank you for sharing the memorial service. I am glad that you have good friends and family to support you. You are always in my prayers.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Friday, March 18, 2005 11:48 AM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert: I will never forget Abigail... Thank you for sharing that wonderful memorial service with us. I am glad she gave you a sign.... May you continue to feel our prayers and support from out here...
((((((Hugs))))))
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, ia USA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 9:46 AM CST
The memorial service sounds like it was just perfect for Abby. The story about the candles leaves no doubt in my mind that Abby was there with you. I'm sorry to hear about your cat (I had one live to be 17). My prayers continue to be with you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, March 17, 2005 8:35 AM CST
dear suzanne,
I wanted you to know i have been thinking about you and abby over the last week...mckenzie and madeleine wanted to tell you they will "always remember abby going trick or treating and at the birthday parties at lori's and they really liked her"...mckenzie especially gets sad about abby...she drew her a purple flower on saturday...take care...melodie
melodie martin-mccauley <rmccau5502@aol.com>
chesapeake, va usa - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 8:07 PM CST
LOVE
My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 5:06 PM CST
I wasn't able to get here on Abby's Angel Day but I am here now. Wanting you to know that I am praying for you.
Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 1:05 PM CST
To Abby's Family --
I'm sorry I wasn't able to post on the anniversary of Abby's angel day - I remember that day last year only too well. Your daughter touched my heart just as she has countless others and will remain a part of me forever. She will never be forgotten.
My wish for the two of you is that you have found peace, acceptance, and happiness once again in your lives. You know that Abby would have wanted that for you both.
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 10:37 AM CST
I am so sorry for your loss, I will be praying for your family. From one angel mum to another I send you ((((((((((HUGS)))))))))) My daughter became an angel on 1-8-05 she was 4 yrs old.
www.myangelteagyn.bravehost.com
Nicola <teagynsmum@aol.com>
Virginia Beach , va 23453 - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 0:38 AM CST
Hi. Hopping over from julianna's site. I just wanted to look at your beautiful daughter's picture again and tell you that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Sending hugs from Texas. Cherish your memories.
Karen <karen0801@aol.com>
McKinney,Tx, - Monday, March 14, 2005 11:50 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Remembering your precious Abigail today and praying for your peace and comfort.
Cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Monday, March 14, 2005 6:47 AM CST
LOVE
My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, March 14, 2005 2:20 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert -- This is the first chance I've had to log onto the computer, but wanted you to know that your precious angel, Abby, and you have been in my thoughts and prayers all weekend. I only pray that God will wrap you in his loving embrace and send you peace at this difficult time. Remembering Abby always. Hugs to you.
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 11:28 PM CST
Dearest Family,
I have been thinking of you and your Angel today. My thoughts and prayers are with you. May you find peace and comfort in the beautiful memories of your precious child in heaven.
God Bless you all,
Island Princess
Butterfly Island
Island Princess <mooks@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, March 13, 2005 9:46 PM CST
Just want you to know that your daughter was born on my Mother's birthday, and passed on my birthday. I guess I feel a special connection to her and I'll be keeping your family in my prayers. I found this page through several other caring bridge pages (we have families at church who have children with Neuroblastoma and leukemia who have a caring bridge page). God bless you and your family.
Kim Donovan <thedonovanfamily@comcast.net>
Southfield, MI - Sunday, March 13, 2005 9:05 PM CST
I lit a candle for you Abigail. I hope you saw it from Heaven. Be with your MOmmy and Daddy and Madison. They miss you so very very much.
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, March 13, 2005 6:25 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
I was out of town yesterday with no access to the Internet but we all thought of you guys and Abigail. I remember seeing Abby at the Christmas party at the hospital shortly before you left for Houston. She was dancing around and having so much fun. She came up to me, Hunter and Willie. She said, "I have to go to Houston to have another Bone Marrow Transplant." and in the same breath without missing a beat she said, "but it is okay because I am getting a puppy that I am going to name Penelope, AND I can spell it P-E-N-E-L-O-P-E!" She was so very proud of her self and when I think of Abby I think of her at that moment so happy and full of life. She was so brave and she was truly an inspiration to me at that moment. Hunter and Willie talk about Abby alot too and whenever they get a helium balloon they let it go so that Abby and Amanda have something to play with in heaven. Abby was such a wonderful little girl. I just wanted you to know that we are thinking of her and the both of you this weekend.
Much Love, Amy Cleghon <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 4:52 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I am thinking of you on this anniversary weekend. Even though I have lost a child I still struggle as there are no words that take the pain away.
I continue to pray for you. Abby is a very special and very beautiful girl. And now her beautiful soul is praising the LORD as I type this.
I'm so very sorry.
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, March 13, 2005 2:10 PM CST
I wasn't able to sign on yesterday, but Abby and your family was in my thoughts and prayers. I hope the memorial went well. May God continue to be with you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Sunday, March 13, 2005 12:58 AM CST
The Cage
Angela Motley & The Cage Crew <angela@cagedkids.com>
Chesterfield, VA USA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 10:25 AM CST
Hi,
I read the entry on Julianna's page and hopped over. Just wanted to say hello. Praying for you guys!
~Joanne’s Corner~
With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~
Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Sunday, March 13, 2005 10:04 AM CST
Your family and your beautiful angel is in our thoughts and prayers.
Katie, Hayley, Hunter, and Taylor <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 9:27 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert - I don't know you but came across your daughter's page. I am very sorry for your loss, I can't imagine. I want to let you know that your daughter has touched my life and I will say a prayer for you, her parents, so that you may live the rest of your life with some peace and smile when you think of her.
Wendy <wberg66@hotmail.com>
Minot, ND - Sunday, March 13, 2005 4:30 AM CST
I've been thinking of you today! I'm keeping you in my prayers and pray that the Lord continues to comfort and guide you.
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 1:54 AM CST
I am behind on DaybyDay mail, and so I'm a few hours late but I've just lit a candle for your sweet little girl. In 3 days it will be 3 years since my family has suffered the same loss. Thinking of you tonight with love and wishing you peace.
Barbara Reid, Mom to Danny (1987--2002)
http://www.dannyklancher.com/
Barbara Reid <BarbArt@bak.rr.com>
Bakersfield, CA USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 10:53 PM CST
^^HUGS^^
The Dobrowski's - Dave, Judy, Katie, Dana and another AML ^^Angel^^ Emily Ann <davidd@comporium.net.......www.caringbridge.org/page/emiann>
Rock Hill, SC
5200 and CMC Family, Rainbow of Hope and Cancer Sucks Club members - Saturday, March 12, 2005 9:38 PM CST
I know that you know we are thinking of you , but for once, I AM signing the guest book. We love you both and are constantaly praying for you. And at 2:00 (our time) Donovan and I sent baloons to our wonderful friend. We love you. Gary, Ruthie, and Donovan
Ruthie Richardson <grdrichardson@yahoo.com>
Manvel, TX USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 8:39 PM CST
Well, it is a little late but I have just lit a candle in memory of Abby. You are in my thoughts and prayers on this first anniversary of her death.
Phyllis Lines <cpashort@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 7:51 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
My thoughts and prayers have been with you today as they are with you everyday. In some ways it hardly seems like a year has passed but other times it seems like many years since Abby became an angel. Take comfort that I hold Abby in my heart. I never met your very special girl but she did touch my life and I will never forget her or her spirit.
Hugs to both of you,
Anne Sulskis <legendkees@iwon.com>
Keshena, WI - Saturday, March 12, 2005 7:29 PM CST
I was thinking of you today after having read Julianna's update yesterday. This afternoon I lit a candle in my kitchen around 3p.m. which I never do. No special reason. Now I have come to check your site and see that you have requested people do exactly that. Sometimes I am amazed at how linked we all are without having ever actually met. May you have peaceful days ahead!
Heidi Dempsey <dempseyh@ecsd.net>
Spruce Grove, AB Canada - Saturday, March 12, 2005 5:51 PM CST
Your sweet Abigail will live in our hearts forever. When I think of her I see her beautiful smile and hear that adorable laugh. Our lives are better because we knew Abby. She touched us so deeply that words cannot even describe. Thinking of you today and always and sending you PEACE & LOVE.
Max, Debbie, Samantha, Max & Caroline Berry <smac3k@aol.com>
Trinity, FL - Saturday, March 12, 2005 5:33 PM CST
I have a beautiful handcarved angel candle that is now lit in memory of Abigail.
You are all in my prayers today.
Candy <zacheric02@msn.com >
Livonia , Michigan www.hugsandhope.com - Saturday, March 12, 2005 5:27 PM CST
Thinking of you today and wishing you continued peace through this month and on throughout the year. Praying for your comfort now as we did last year also.
Sara Hughes <dshughes@netins.net>
Truro, IA USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 4:57 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
Our candles are burning in Michigan for Abby. We have not forgotten Abby. I check the website often but haven't written in awhile. I want you to know that although I haven't been writing, I have continued to pray for your family.
Cheryl Delecki <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Saturday, March 12, 2005 3:38 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
I pray for strength for you as you go through this day.
Just before 3pm, I decided to light a candle here on my
computer desk.Didnt know where the thought came from, but it stuck, so I lit it. Then just a short while later, I find myself here, on Abby's pages, and I see the note for lighting a candle at 3PM today. My heart skipped a beat, for surely someONE put the idea in my head. My heart is with you both today, as you remember your precious Abby. God Bless.
Caged Kids
Raise Awareness/Friends of Allie
Jennifer ( CK & RA/FOA ) <tag@cagedkids.com>
Fancy Gap, VA U S A - Saturday, March 12, 2005 3:26 PM CST
Thinking of you today...
Tina & ~Lance~ <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Saturday, March 12, 2005 2:49 PM CST
Its 3 PM here and I am lighting my candle for you and Abby. Thinking of you and praying for you for peace and strength today and always. I must live near you because I see in your post your local paper is the Va Pilot and so is mine. I am in NN. Not sure what part of Hampton Roads you are in, but if you need anything let me know! God Bless always,
Emily J (RA/FOA) <momma2abbyandgabe@yahoo.com>
NN, VA USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 2:03 PM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
It's 3:00 and I lit a candle for Abby in front of the picture of her in the sweater and pink background. I love that picture. Thinking of you especialy at this moment! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 1:58 PM CST
Please Know I Am thinking of you's
Abbey i just know you are haveing fun playing on the Bigggg Fluffy clouds with oh so many friends
May God Bless you all today
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelsKiss73069@aol.com>
louisville, ky usa - Saturday, March 12, 2005 1:08 PM CST
Always LOVE
Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, March 12, 2005 11:58 AM CST
Thinking of you on this most difficult day and always remembering Abby with love!!!
Michelle
- Saturday, March 12, 2005 11:57 AM CST
Knowing how hard today will be for you, I wanted to come by and let you know I will be praying for you today on this special anniversary. Abigails spirt lives on in the hearts of all who knew her and even all of us who only knew her from CB. I will be lighting a special candle today in her memory. Thanks for sharing her with the world. May God Bless you today and always.
Judy Clark <judith127@webtv.net>
Jacksonville, Fl USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 11:33 AM CST
I know today is going to be especially hard. But I wanted you to know Abby is in my thoughts all day. Especially at 3 p.m. You and Bert too, just had to stop by and tell you we are thinking of you. All our love and prayers to you.
The Coe's <jillco8@cox.net caringbridge.org/va/trevorco>
- Saturday, March 12, 2005 10:52 AM CST
Bert & Suzanne
Our thoughts are with you & your family today!
We love you very much~
We will light a candle in memory of our Princess today~
May only beautiful memories of your precious Abigail be with you today!
Love,
Mike & Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Saturday, March 12, 2005 10:41 AM CST
We can't see you here,
We can't talk to you here,
But we can see and talk to you
In our hearts forever.
We can't touch you here,
We can't kiss you here,
But we can touch and kiss you in our hearts forever.
We will have aching hearts forever and forever
We will have pain and grief for all tomorrows
But we will always love you in our hearts forever!
To my beautiful Princess..
It so hard to belive that 1 year has passed...
You are missed so very much ~
I know you would approve of Julianna getting the Princess necklace.. she looks so beautiful wearing it just as you would have. It was a hard decision to make to give the necklace to someone else, but I knew in my heart that if I did give it to another little princess that Julianna would be the one. Please watch over her and her family!
And please watch over mommy and daddy as they continue this journey here on earth without you!
They love & miss you so very much!!!
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Saturday, March 12, 2005 10:39 AM CST
Sending prayers your way from Prince Edward Island, Canada.
Your story has touched me deeply. your daughter has not and will not be forgotten.
God Bless you on this difficult day.
Jo-Anne
Cornwall, pe canada - Saturday, March 12, 2005 10:30 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you especially today. Just know that your precious Abigail will never be forgotten as we've all been truly blessed having her in our lives.
With Love,
The Gwaltneys
Debbie Gwaltney <GwaltneyDB@AOL.com>
Chesapeake, Va. USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 10:10 AM CST
Always smiling
Bringing joy to us all
Inspirational and caring
Giving big and small
Angelic through and through
Irrisistable loving and and true
Loved and missed each and every day
ABIGAIL you'll always be remembered
in a very special way! The Gwaltneys
Debbie Gwaltney <GwaltneyDB@AOL.com>
Chesapeake, Va. USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 10:05 AM CST
Remembering Abby with smiles and grief with you today.
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Cedar Park, TX - Saturday, March 12, 2005 10:01 AM CST
Abby will never be forgotten. I think of her daily and I always will. I don't know if I shared this with you but Abby was on our show we did with Despierta America. She along with a few others. Abby will always be remembered as a very loving little girl who fought so bravely and backed up by the endearing love of her family. I learned so much from how you guys handled so much. You have been such an important part of our journey with Katia. I think the biggest thing that makes me think of your sweet Abby is when I see something very cheerful, like a spring day or the flowers or something pretty in a store. Abby just gave a sense that she was so full of life and brought life to everything and everyone around her. We are remembering you especially today:) Love,
Tracy and Katia
Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 12, 2005 9:57 AM CST
My Friends,
You are both very much in my thoughts and prayers today. I know that today of all days, will be especially hard for you.
I will light a candle for Abigail and I will especially be thinking of you both at 3:00 pm.
Please know that many, many people care about you, very, very much. And for Abigail too.
-Dave
Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Andover, CT USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 9:21 AM CST
Remembering Abby with love, today and everyday.
Praying for your peace.
When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things
we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
and each time you think of me
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name
and took me by the hand,
She said my place was ready
in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all my life, I'd always thought
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for
and so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad.
I thought of all the love we shared
and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
I thought, Just for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories
would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things
that I'd miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through Heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me
from His golden throne.
He said, "This is eternity
and all I've promised you.
Today for life on earth is past
but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day's the same day,
there's no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful,
so trusting, and so true.
Though there were times you did some things
you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
and now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
and share my life with me?"
So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
for everytime you think of me,
I'm right here in your heart.
a friend
Any City, Any State Here on Earth - Saturday, March 12, 2005 9:19 AM CST
You are in our thoughts and prayers today.
The Garrison Family (Maggie troop 554) <amyg5@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 8:57 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I will be thinking of you today as always and say extra prayers for Abigail's presence to fill your hearts with her extraordinary love and joy. May God be with you in the next few weeks too. I will light a candle for all of you. Much love and many hugs coming your way.
Angel Amanda’s mom
Deloyce
Virginia Beach, Va - Saturday, March 12, 2005 8:33 AM CST
I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers, especially today.
Janice (FOA/RA)
Boston, MA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 8:29 AM CST
It's so very hard to believe it's been a year since Abby went to heaven.
My thoughts and prayers are with you on this difficult anniversary.
God bless!
Hugs,
Susan
FOA/RA
Susan Bernhardt <dshszb5@yahoo.com>
Zimmerman, MN - Saturday, March 12, 2005 8:27 AM CST
Thinking of you always.
The other Abby Rose's Mom
St. Louis, MO - Saturday, March 12, 2005 8:19 AM CST
You are on my heart constantly. Especially today, I wanted to let you know that you and your precious Abigail are NEVER forgotten in my heart. I continue to think of you and pray for you as she has made her journey into the eternal. I can't imagine how hard it is to wait patiently until you get to see her again. Please just know that you are loved, cared for and prayed for and that your precious Abigail is very missed even by those who only "knew" her through this website. Blessings to you in Christ.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT - Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, March 12, 2005 7:55 AM CST
Thinking of you today. Keeping you in our prayers. From one Abby Gail to another....Heaven must be a beautiful place wtih you there. You all take care. know that you are close to our hearts for now and always.
Abby Kinch <abbykinch@hotmail.com>
Lee's Summit, MO - Saturday, March 12, 2005 7:05 AM CST
Today, thanks to Julianna, I look again into Abigail's eyes. I remember her from the organization "Make a child smile" but never was on her Caringbridge page before.
Once again I am just captivated, in awe. Such a strong spirit, such a beautiful soul, such an eternal fire and will. And I feel for her dear and loving parents. Such a void without her physical presence.
Yet, Abigail is soooo alive... because what she was, what she is, can never truly die, because so many people remember her and also because she has returned home, her other home where she also longed to be back. And there her path continues, she is more than ever her radiant self and she continues her work, her mission on other levels and she continues to shine her love towards her dear ones on Earth.
May you, Suzanne and Bert, on this difficult day where you celebrate Abigail's life, may you feel, sense her immense love for you.
In gratitude to you both for being Abby's parents, in gratitude to Abigail for all she has given and all she is, Eva
Eva Van den Broeck <eva.michaele@skynet.be>
Brussels, Belgium - Saturday, March 12, 2005 5:06 AM CST
Thinking of you today as you surround yourselves with beautiful memories of your Princess. xx
Yvonne "FOA/RA" <yvonne.nicholson@xtra.co.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Saturday, March 12, 2005 1:50 AM CST
Mommy Suzanne and Daddy Bert~
I can't believe it's been a year. You are both in my thoughts and prayers, today, and always. Your sweet Abigail has touched my life - and I know she's touched so many others as well. God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><
Lighting Children’s Lives
Caged Kids
Raise Awareness
*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children’s Lives, Caged Kids & Friends of Allie/Raise Awareness <jenniferc@ilovetcolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 1:04 AM CST
Our family will light a candle tomorrow at 3:00pm in memory of sweet Abby.
Much Love and Many Prayers,
The Akers Family
Machele <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 0:12 AM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
We wish you a day today surrounded by the memories of your sweet Angel and by the love of her spirit, may they bring you a smile or a laugh for every tear. When I put the princess necklace on Julianna today, I'm going to sit her down and teach her a little more about the Angels behind it.
Bless,
Terry, Mary, Nicholas and Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Saturday, March 12, 2005 0:07 AM CST
To a wonderful girl who is home now, we have said a prayer for your family and will light a candle for you on Saturday. I live in Norfolk, VA so I am hoping to see the poem in the paper tomorrow. I never knew you, but have read so many wonderful things about you. As your family gathers tomorrow I know you will be watching over them!
Kelly <kellys0404@aol.com>
Norfolk, VA - Friday, March 11, 2005 9:49 PM CST
I will be thinking of your princess tomorrow. Although I never met her, I know we walked the same halls in our distress, grief, and loss at TCH in Houston. God Bless your family.
Valerie Price mom to Angel Andrew and Terrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
- Friday, March 11, 2005 9:02 PM CST
Happy first year in heaven tomorrow Abby. PLease be with your Mommy and Daddy and friends. Hold them in your heart. Know that we will be lighting a candle for you tomorrow sweet pea.
God bless
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, March 11, 2005 9:00 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert...I followed your daughter's struggle and have checked in on you all over the past year. I am so sorry..it just isn't fair. I wanted you to know that you and your family are in my thoughts.
Kelly <skjs1@cox.net>
Warner Robins, GA - Friday, March 11, 2005 8:59 PM CST
I just read about you in Juliana's webpage. Your Daughter is beautiful! and will always be!
God bless you in this difficult time.
((Hugs))
Laurie **Friends Of Allie**
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, March 11, 2005 8:51 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I can't believe it has been a year. You are both in my thoughts andprayers. I have Abby's photo right in front of my desk. That smile and those bright eyes make me smile each and every day. Such a special girl! God be with you tomorrow. Love, Judy Baker
J. Baker <judebak@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Friday, March 11, 2005 7:00 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I am one of the many strangers who has read about your angel through caringbridge. Julianna Banana's site referred me today. I read for 2 solid hours in awe of your strength and courage. You are both remarkable people and wonderful parents for precious Abby. I know she felt loved through her journey.
I am so glad to hear you have found some peace in the stories of others who have witnessed liver failure and the hallucinations that accompany it. As a pediatric oncology RN for 15 years I promise you she wasn't really aware, that she had no memory, and the durgs they did have her on, mercifully had an amnesic effect. I hope this will add to your peace.
As you approach the 1 year angelversary of your precious Abby, I wish you comfort and peace. She was very, very beautiful. Her eyes tell the full story of her spirit and energy. You are in my prayers.
Mindi
Tacoma, WA USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 6:31 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
We are thinking of you two and of Abby, today and everyday. My heart constantly breaks for you.
Love Amanda & Alyssa
Amand a& Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
- Friday, March 11, 2005 6:31 PM CST
Always LOVEDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, March 11, 2005 5:27 PM CST
Praying for you in the days to come:
Grief is not a sign of weakness, nor a lack of faith....it's the price of Love. ~anonymous~
Amy Bixby <amy.b.kubik-bixby@mail.sprint.com>
Blairstown, Mo USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 2:57 PM CST
Hi Suzanne & Bert,
I just wanted to let you know we were thinking of you guys and reminiscing about Abby today. She was a real sweety and we miss her and you.
Chris Brogan
Portsmouth, VA USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 2:12 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Sending lots of love and prayers! Will be thinking of you! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
georgetown, KY USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 2:05 PM CST
I just came across your page and wanted to say hi,my heart goes out to you and your family.Jodi(Mom to McKayla liver tx)McKayla's Site
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Friday, March 11, 2005 1:40 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you like always but esp today and tomorrow. I was remembering to last year when I got the call from your mom to tell us the news of Abby's passing and then I had to look at my kids esp Madison and try to explain the unthinkable. The kids all have a planner in school to put there assignments in for the week and I was looking at Madisons the other night and noticed that for Sat. she had written - Abby Died with a sad face on that space - my heart broke for her and for you. We will be going over to the gravesite in the morning to let some balloons go (they have to be pink and purple) and leave some flowers - My heart breaks for you- Abigail will never be forgotten - she touched us all so much
Much love to you
Lori, Steve, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, Virginia - Friday, March 11, 2005 1:19 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
My heart breaks for you both as I read your Journal. I would say that Abby was probably not really aware of those hallucinations and would not remember the same things you heard her say she saw. Kevin had them in ICU, both from septic shock and from sedatives while on a ventilator. His recollection of them is different from what we heard. It was a terrifying experience for you I'm sure. I hope you can find some peace soon. Your beautiful daughter has touched so many people - just look at the counter on her page!
Love,
Lisa Tignor, Mom to Brian, ALL survivor & Kevin, relapsed ALL <ltignor@comcast.net>
Montclair, VA - Friday, March 11, 2005 11:43 AM CST
When I visited Julianna's site this morning and read what her dad wrote, your Abby's face came to mind immediately. Every time I hear the name Abby, I think of your little girl. I know that this weekend is going to be so difficult for you but I hope it helps to know that you are in the thoughts and prayers of many people who care about you and still think of your beautiful daughter often.
Hugs and blessings, Candy <zacheric02@msn.com >
Livonia , MI www.hugsandhope.com - Friday, March 11, 2005 10:17 AM CST
Julianna Banana sent me your way. Abby is so BEAUTIFUL! I am so sorry for your loss. It is just so unfair, and there is no understanding it. I pray for your peace. God Bless!
Amy Benson <amybenson00@hotmail.com>
Overland Park, KS - Friday, March 11, 2005 9:24 AM CST
I think someone new is meeting your sweet girl everyday - her legacy will live on forever. I found your site through Julianna Banana's and was deeply touch by Julianna's dad's words about your angel. What a beautiful girl!
All my very best.
Lisa <loumicsmom@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 9:11 AM CST
First time here and you would think I would have been here before. Being an Abby Gail myself and all. Sometimes these things hit even a stranger harder than you would expect. It seems the little ones with the name Abby strike a deep chord with me. Please know that you are now added to our list of prayers and we will be stopping and checking in on you. I will be even prouder of my name now, since learning of your beautiful angel.
Abby Kinch <abbykinch@hotmail.com>
Lee's Summit, MO - Friday, March 11, 2005 9:07 AM CST
No never simply gone! Always will we in Texas remember all of the friends that Cheyenne made throughout her battle. We pray for all parents who have Angels in Heaven. May our prayers comfort you. Your courage and example inspire us here in San Angelo! May God hold you close and comfort you.
Sherry Wheeler <frogbear@worldnet.att.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 9:04 AM CST
I had to stop and leave a message in your guestbook, because your pain strikes such a chord of familiarity in my own heart. I lost my three year old daughter, Cameryn, to a brain tumour one year and four months ago. That first year is so hard. Their absence is so bewildering. How can it be that they are here one moment and then just simply gone? When I would ask myself that question, I knew it did not really ring true. My precious Cameryn would never be "gone", and nor will your sweet Abby. Their presence in what they gave and what they left behind is as real and as tangible as anything. In some ways, the legacy they left is more powerful. I believe that children that will have to leave us one day give us more in the days that they are here than normal children. It is as if they know that their love and lessons will have to be very potent - enough to last our lifetimes. I try and honour my daughter's life by living and loving well. It is the only thing I can think of to do that that does her justice.
I wish peace and comfort for you both in the days ahead, especially as Saturday comes and goes. Abby will never be forgotten. She lives on in the love and memories she planted before she went home. God bless,
Shayleen, Mason, Brooke (6) and Angel Cameryn <shayleen_harris@hotmail.com>
Campbell River, BC Canada - Friday, March 11, 2005 8:59 AM CST
Remembering your beautiful little Abby. She will never be forgotten. ~Prayers are being sent your way~
Clara
Charlotte, NC - Friday, March 11, 2005 7:56 AM CST
Sending you love, prayers and assurance that your Angel will not be forgotten. You have all touched us so deeply...
Carla <carlaj@zoominternet.net>
Butler, PA - Friday, March 11, 2005 7:46 AM CST
Your sweet Abby will not be forgotten by me. My thoughts and prayers are with you and Bert. God bless!
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Friday, March 11, 2005 0:51 AM CST
Abby will never be forgotten! That is not something you ever have to worry about. Who could forget that smile that was in all the pictures that you posted. My thoughts and prayers are with you,
Cassandra http://www.active.com/donate/tntnmep/cmpiatt <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Thursday, March 10, 2005 11:49 PM CST
Reading your entries, and how much you miss your beautiful Abby made me remember a song I heard recently, and I thought I would share the lyrics with you. I hope they give you some comfort. I know this will be a very difficult weekend :(
MercyMe - Homesick
From the album Undone
You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
In Christ, there are no goodbye
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again
And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
The Prayer Bears
Heidi <praying_without_ceasing@yahoo.com>
NM USA - Thursday, March 10, 2005 11:18 PM CST
I came over from Julianna's site.
I'm bookmarking your sweet angel's page, and I'll pray for you and your family.
Love,
Natalia
- Thursday, March 10, 2005 11:07 PM CST
Thinking of you tonight as you're thinking about and missing your sweet Abby. You're in my prayers.
Becky <mashedpeas@msn.com>
El Mirage, AZ - Thursday, March 10, 2005 10:52 PM CST
Dear Family,
Abby certainly was a 'different kind of hero' and I am so touched by her friend's tribute to her. I am so deeply sorry for your loss of your beautiful daughter, and the continuing pain you must go through. She has obviously touched so many lives! I wish I could give you a hug...I am sure you have many friends and family to do just that...thinking of you,
hugs,
Tracey and family xoxox Hug A Bug <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Ab, Canada, - Thursday, March 10, 2005 9:35 PM CST
Suzanne & bert-
I may not write often but please know that you are never far from my mind and always in my prayers! I know Saturday will be a difficult day and i pray for you both. I pray that God wrap his wings of love around you to give you peace and smiles of all the great fun memories that you have of your sweet Abigail. I am praying for your healing always now and forever,
Lifting you up to the Lord
Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, March 10, 2005 9:35 PM CST
I think of Abigail and you both often and send love and prayers your way.
Shannon Slattery <Sjanelles@yahoo.com>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Thursday, March 10, 2005 9:10 PM CST
Came to your site throught Julianna Banana's. My heart aches for you and for all who have travelled your path. My prayer is that you feel Jesus holding you in His arms. I pray for peace for you and your family.
Becky
TX - Thursday, March 10, 2005 9:03 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert-
You are in my thoughts always, and I am not sure what to say to comfort you except that I care. I sometimes can not fathom the thought that our angels passed an entire year ago, and then other times it seems like just yesterday.
Ryan and Abigail passed within one month and one day of each other, with some similiar complications. I do wish that I had been given the opportunity to meet you both in person out in Houston, you were always so supportive and sweet with your written words! So, thank you.
I hope that as the 12th approaches, and the days surrounding it, you are able to find some peace with your cherished memories together! Abigail is an angel in every sense of the word, and her spirit and love of life are still evident to so many!
Sending you my thoughts, concern, strength, and love......
Laura Marie and Angel Ryan <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
Avon, IN - Thursday, March 10, 2005 7:02 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne:
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I cannot imagine outliving my child. I hope that you find peace and comfort in knowing that Abby will never be forgotten. Her beautiful eyes and spunkiness will always be remembered.
Hugs,
Linda Miko
www.caringbridge.org/mi/miko
Linda Miko <lmiko@wideopenwest.com>
Clinton Township, MI - Thursday, March 10, 2005 6:37 PM CST
Dear Bert & Suzanne - You are in my heart and on my mind this week. I still carry the beautiful portrait of Abby in my car with me each day. I have the Valentine she gave me last year hanging in my office. I am a better mom, friend, and person for having known you and your precious Abby. I certainly learned to live EVERY day to its fullest. Missing you, sending love and big hugs your way.
Love, Mrs. Porter
Sheli Porter <sheliporter@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Thursday, March 10, 2005 6:36 PM CST
It is so unfair that a child leaves this earth before her parents!!!!!!!!! Your Abigail is adorable! I am so sorry for your loss. I have a son and cannot imagine the pain of losing him. I never know what to write in the guestbooks, but I wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Abigail is the prettiest little angel in heaven!
Sandy <jjouppi@comcast.net>
Canton, MI - Thursday, March 10, 2005 6:28 PM CST
I continue to pray for you and your family and I always remember Abigail. I started reading about Abigail about 16 months ago. I hope you can find some peace. She will never be forgotten.
Lori Pierce
Mt Juliet, TN - Thursday, March 10, 2005 3:05 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne, I am thinking of you today, please know that Abby's memory will not fade!
Betsy Clayton *KC Metro FOA/RA* <betsy.clayton@selectivesite.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Thursday, March 10, 2005 9:50 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne: As you approach the one year anniversary of Abby's rise to heaven I wanted you to know I continue to think of you. Abby was the first Caringbridge kid (as I call them) that I prayed for you passed away. I was shocked devasted and have never forgoten. May you feel the continued support from us out here still praying for you..
((((Hugs)))))
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, ia United States - Thursday, March 10, 2005 9:01 AM CST
Greetings,
I am so sorry for your loss, your pain, the unanswered questions that haunt you. It is horrible to feel helpless and not be able to take away a childs fears ... cannot even begin to imagine what you went through for those 3 days, nor what you are going through now.
The questions may never be answered but sending thoughts and prayers for peace of mind. She is not scared anymore...
Blessings,
Shari and Nicole
www.caringbridge.org/nm/nicole
Shari McElroy <ShariMcElroy@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Thursday, March 10, 2005 8:56 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert- Abby knew you loved her and you along with many others gave her the chance to enjoy the short time she was here on this earth. Hoping you can find some peace this coming weekend and smile at the memories that she left you with. Thinking of you guys ( along with Sheryl).....
Hohni <hohniw@hotmail.com>
Elmore, Mn - Thursday, March 10, 2005 8:20 AM CST
Suzanne
Terry wrote such a beautiful tribute to your precious Abby.
Praying for you today.
mrs pam <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
St Louis, mo - Thursday, March 10, 2005 6:19 AM CST
Hi Suzanne,
I read your journal entry and I can't even begin to imagine how terrible that was to watch a child go through. In fact, I know I would want the same answers that you are after. I hope you find your answers so that you at least find peace about this one incident.
Kathy Haws <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 11:47 PM CST
As much as I can help I will. My grandfather fought cancer last year. At one point his liver failed and we were all called to the hospital to say goodbye. It was horrible to see him...he looked terrible, smelled bad and sounded even worse. The screams of terror were terrifying to me...you could hear them all over the floor...they relented and gave him some pain medicine but that didn't stop his terrors. His were mostly related to rats and spiders...his two most hated things. Against all odds he recovered and is with us still. He has absolutely no recolection of that time at all, not of pain or of fear. His memories of the hospital are rater fond actually. He remembers all of us visiting and all the love and prayers that he was showered with, He remembers Granny (his wife) holding his hand and kissing his cheek alot. He remembers the first time he met my baby (the day his liver started to fail, the day before his terrors started). I hope that this has helped you in some way. If you would like to contact me at all by email address is listed. As well my grandpa will answer email questions with the help of my aunt.
Sara Towriss <jeffsara@telus.net>
Port Moody, BC Canada - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 11:13 PM CST
I ran across your site from visiting anothe caringbrige site. I read all your journals (hope you don't mind) about your daughter and I sat her crying reading your words. I cannot imagine the pain and suffering you and your husband are feeling. I will pray for you both. Your daughter sounded like an amazing little girl and touched many peoples lives. I wanted to write and let you know how much I am amazed at your strength and courage. I don't know if you check on any other sites, but here is a site of one of many fighting little girl: www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire . She used to live in Va Beach and now lives in NC.. She is 5 years old.
Amy Martinez <gamemartinez@hotmail.com>
Virginia Beach, VA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 10:29 PM CST
thinking of you Suzanne
Amy Cleghon <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 9:03 PM CST
Dearest Suzanne!
I know that you are haunted by the unanswered questions, treatments and torture, I have been there and I have the nightmares now too.
My prayer for you is that God will comfort you in your grief and flashbacks.
I know, I went through many of the same things you did!
From one mother to another, I am here if you need to talk.
Sincerely,
Elaine, Angel Trinitys mother ( AML-M7 )
www.trinitysdiary.com
Bye for now.................
Elaine <threebrazilnuts@hotmail.com >
Surrey, BC Canada - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 4:58 PM CST
Abigail,
I cannot fathom that in a couple of days it will have been an entire year. My God, where did the time go? Yet,w hy does it seem like forever at the same time??
My heart and prayers are with your Mommy and your Daddy. Let them know you are watching over them, ok sweetie?
Love forever
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 9, 2005 2:27 PM CST
Always LOVE
Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 2:05 PM CST
I am so sorry for all you are going through.
Nothing could be more painful as the loss of
your child and as the anv.of her death aproaches
i'm sure you will have more and more questions
but please know in your heart that you did every
thing you could for Abby she was so blessed to have
you as parents..My thoughts and prayers will be
with you in the days ahead..
Trish/PrayerBears/Legacyofhope <Rrntbyr@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 10:16 AM CST
We all miss Abby even those who never met her.
I check on you all through this web page.
I dont have the answers you seek, God maybe the only one
but you are in our prayers.
Stay strong.
Megan Bocanegra <megan.bocanegra@navy.mil>
Corpus Christi, Tx - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 11:21 AM CST
Suzanne,
I wish I had the answers you are seeking. I wish I could take away the pain of the upcomming anniversary of Abby's passing. I wish she never had to leave this earth. I'm gonna give it to the Lord though, because being just a human, and unable to do anything without Him, that's what I feel is best. I don't just say that, I lost my Dad to Cancer, and his anniversary is on the 9th. Trusting in the Lord to get me through each day is the only way I've survived. I know losing a child must be much more difficult than losing a parent though... I'm so sorry for your loss. I am praying for you during this difficult week. Please come to the Prayer Bears (our link is below) if you have any prayer needs we can help you with.
The Prayer Bears
Heidi <praying_without_ceasing@yahoo.com>
NM USA - Monday, March 7, 2005 9:00 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert -
I have been thinking of you a lot this week - please know we are always here for you. Madison was talking a lot to me tonight about the 12th coming up. She wants to send Abby some balloons and take some flowers to her. She misses her so much as we all do.
Love to you both and your parents - I am so glad they are here for you.
Love
Lori
Love- The Martin Family <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, Virginia - Monday, March 7, 2005 8:22 PM CST
Thinking of you. Our prayers are with you. Please remember at any time we are here for you.
Gene and Debbie
The Gwaltney's <gwaltneye@aol.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, March 7, 2005 7:17 PM CST
Stopping in to let you know that I'mThinking about you today and always.
Always LOVE
Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, March 7, 2005 12:56 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert... you don't know me, I found your site through Caringbridge page. I have often thought the death of a child would be the worst imaginable pain, and from reading your entries my heart absolutely aches for you and your family. Please know that there are people you may never meet praying for you to find some kind of peace in your grief. God Bless...
Kelly Mallinger <kmallinger@aol.com>
Katy, TX - Sunday, March 6, 2005 10:09 AM CST
Dear Suzanne,
I wish there were some words to make you feel better. I know you did everything possible to help Abby. You tried everything under the sun to help her. You are amazing people! No one could ask for better parents. I wish the Dr.'s could give you an answer so you could have some sort of peace. I guess people always wonder if they could have done more when we lose someone from cancer. I am sure you and Bert did everything you could have. Thinking of you! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, March 6, 2005 7:44 AM CST
I came to your page as I think many do. . .through links from other pages. I am so sorry that you have lost your beautiful Abigail. As a mother myself I can only begin to imagine your pain. May the peace of God that surpasses all understanding guard your heart and mind through Christ Jesus.
Barb R. <cobalt_blue67@hotmail.com>
Buffalo, MN - Saturday, March 5, 2005 11:48 AM CST
Always LOVEDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Saturday, March 5, 2005 11:22 AM CST
Suzanne,
I remember too well how difficult it is as the first anniversary approaches...it's hard to believe it's been almost a year. One thing I do remember is that for me, the anticipation of this first anniversary was worse than the day. I hope that many wonderful memories of Abby help you through the day. Be gentle on yourself, and do something special to remember a special girl.
About the liver/hallucinations...as a nurse I have seen many patients with very high ammonia levels who have hallucinated quite a bit. None of them have ever remembered. Justin also hallucinated and I do not think he remembered any of it. I hope that brings you some peace. You were in my thoughts today. I'm glad I checked Abby's web page.
Suzy Thatcher www.caringbridge.com/page/justinspage <suzy509@aol.com >
Virginia Beach, VA - Friday, March 4, 2005 10:10 PM CST
Suzanne,
I check on you often on the site and I wish there was something that I could say or do to take away your pain. You are in our prayers. We miss Abigail to,so much. Hunter and Willie talk about her and send her helium ballons to heaven so she has something to play with. She was a beautiful young girl and we miss her. Please know if there is anything that we can do for you please call or send me an email
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Friday, March 4, 2005 8:55 PM CST
Suzanne:
I am so sorry that you are still going through so much pain...Not that I think the pain will ever really go away I just don't have any otehr words to say...
I wanted to tell that when Cody has beent hrough the halucinations and the horrors...while it is still so vivid and violent in my mind he has no recollection of the events...on the occassion where I may ask him hey do you remember when...he looks at me like I have two heads...I am grateful for this fact as many of the memories are horrible...even now...
Abigail new without a doubt that you and Bert loved her more than anything else in the world...it was as apparent as the smile on her face...she was radiant in the room and that comes from the love and support that can only come from her mommy and daddy...I know she is looking down from heaven now missing you...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, March 4, 2005 7:44 PM CST
I'm so sorry you are feeling tortured. I pray the other recent Guestbook entries have brought you some peace. Maybe you can even let it go?
with love, <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Friday, March 4, 2005 8:24 AM CST
Dear Suzanne,
I hope you can take a small bit of comfort from a first-hand story. When I was almost 10, I had been given hours to live. I had peritonitis from an unknown cause, but back then they didn't know what the problem was until they did an exploratory a week into it. By then I was given just hours to live. My family says that I was totally "out of it" and hallucinating constantly - the strangest things! I have NEVER had any memories whatsoever of any part of it, not even the ambulance ride to the hospital. I hear all the stories of what I said and did, and I can laugh at them, because I don't remember it. I'm sure that is God's way of letting us "handle things", and I can say with some conviction that Abby never knew what was happening. I'm sorry you were in such agony. What greater pain can there be than watching a child suffer and not being able to help? (other than losing that child) After all, we parents were "programmed" to do anything to help our children. I hope you can be at peace on this point, at least.
Missing Abby; love to you both,
Bev
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Friday, March 4, 2005 5:28 AM CST
Suzanne~ I have never signed the guestbook,however, I check on you often. I've been following Abigail's site for some time. I watched her closely this time last year, she and Katia (whom I follow) had their transplants a few weeks apart. I was so happy when Abby got out of the hospital so soon after transplant. I felt the need to write tonight after reading the update you left. My mother passed away two years ago...she was in the hospital eight months. After about the six month she got so very sick...we thought we were going to loose her then.Anyway, my point is she got a vert bad staph infection. She seemed very aware and did the very same as Abby...hallucinating badly..same thing lots of bugs above her for days, she would look above her and say don't you see them ..they are so very ugly. ( I would guess like a monster?) and the bugs were awful..she hardly could sleep because of them. She would get so mad at me for not doing anything about them. (she hurt my feelings badly...saying I didn't care and wouldn't make them go away) You feel helpless when they need you and you can't do anything. For her they could give her meds to help her sleep and for the anxiety. After about 3 or 4 days..she was herself. i asked her about it all and she looked at me like I was crazy. She did not remember anything...not one thing about those days. But again, other then the hallucinations she seemed fine at the time. I'm betting you Abby really didn't know either. I can't imagine your pain...my heart hurt so very much to loose my mom at the age of 63. That was my mother..Abby was you'r heart and soul...the pain you have must be 1000X mine. I pray that the Lord will hold you tightly in His hands and give you peace. Another thing I want to share with you is this..... Someone shared this with me and it was very much a comfort...The bible tells us that 1000 years on earth is like 1 day in Heaven. If you do the math, if you live another 50 years here...its only about 10 minutes in heaven. WOW...I loved knowing that, yes, I miss my mom so much..but lets say I pass away in 50 years..I see my mom again...she really didn't have time to miss me. So as you miss Abby with all you'r heart and WHEN you see her again in Heaven...the 10 minutes thats she's been talking with Jesus...she'll turn around see you and with out missing a beat ..say "and this is my mom Jesus". Just like you where always right ther with her. So yes, we truly are the ones suffering...we miss them so much, however, they haven't had time to miss us. Look for it...it says it in the old and new testament. I'm sorry to take so much room, I just really wanted to share that with you. God bless you and Bert!!
Tonya Cotton <Avery091@aol.com>
Clearwater, FL - Thursday, March 3, 2005 11:26 PM CST
I am so very sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine how painful it must be. Your daughter was very beautiful and I wish I could have met her. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Sandy <jjouppi@comcast.net>
Canton, MI - Thursday, March 3, 2005 7:26 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
As you draw near to March 12, know Abby was a fighter! I do not know you- but have followed your story over the past 2 years.
I hope you can be comforted by this news a bit! Recently, Penn State University students just finished their annual 48 Hour Dance Marathon.... and raised 4.1 million dollars for the Four Diamonds FUnd in Hershey, PA. A lot of this money goes to the researchers to find a cure! This years theme was Embracing Dreams - Sharing Tomorrow. And a line from the dancers line dance this year was "Dancer's your hired, Cancer you're Fired!! We think of pedatric cancer patients everyday! We love you!
The Kaslusky's <ckaslusky@raiderweb.org>
Mechanicsburg, PA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 12:40 AM CST
Sending prayers your way. I imagine this is a very difficult time for you and I'm sorry that the bad memories are what you are remembering. No one should have to go through what Abby went through.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, March 3, 2005 9:32 AM CST
Dear Suzanne,
I am sorry that there are so many painful memories. I am so sorry that Abigail is no longer here with you.
Thinking of you and praying for you.
God bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, March 3, 2005 8:35 AM CST
Hi Suzanne! Im Lin. My son Jimmy K. is a featured child on the Macs web site. (Oct. 98). I had a daughter pass away of a brain tumor in 1981 and then Jimmy has all his disabilities. I also have a hubby who is a nurse. He doesnt claim to be a specialist but I asked him a general question, but I gave your question to him. "Would a child/person be aware of pain or hallucinations on these meds". Then I gave him the list of the 3 meds Abby was on. He said the Versed gives you like an amnesia state of mind. They give it to kids and adults before surgery or procedures so they dont remember what it was like before they were put under. You dont recall anything. So, I hope this helps you and your mind can be at rest a little knowing that Abby probably didnt see or remember the pain and Hallucinations. If you want to visit our web site about Jimmy, we're at http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jimmyjoe Much love and peace to you.
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl USofA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 8:21 AM CST
Thinking of you always.Sending hugs your way.
Brenda Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, March 3, 2005 2:11 AM CST
Oh Suzanne Sweetie,
I am so sorry that you are so haunted by all the things that our Abigail went through in the end...it just breaks my heart that this is happening to you & Bert!
I know this past year has been hell on you guys and I wish I could make all the hurt go away...Its just not fair at all!!
You & Bert are awesome parents & Abigail knew she was & is loved more than anything in this world...She is a lucky little girl to have been givin you both as parents.
I have found myself thinking non stop about Abigail lately.. how just about this time last year we were supposed to be coming to Houston to see you all & how instead we were planning to come to VA for her funeral.
About the last time I talked to her on the phone and only a short time after that she passed away...my head has been spinning with thoughts of her...I miss her so very much!!
I wish we lived closer so I could give ya both a huge hug!!
You know I am always here for you both!
I Love you !!!
Love,
Sheryl
ALWAYS & FOREVER REMEMBERING MY PRINCESS!!!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 8:22 PM CST
In my simple way, I just wanted to say how very sorry we are for your terrible loss. I'm Alexia Flory's uncle and we know how devastating the ups and downs can be. Your Angel brought lots of happines to many of us that you will never know. We all lost a part of us when she earned her wings.
KEN & SARAH FLORY <KFLORY37@COMCAST.NET>
STOCKTON, Ca SAN JOAQUIN - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:45 PM CST
Brenda Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:48 PM CST
I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you and your Angel today!
Carla <carlaj@zoominternet.net>
Butler, Pa - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 9:44 AM CST
Dear Suzanne & Bert, I think of you both often. I want to be able to see you before we move to California in August. I keep you in my daily prayers. You both are in my heart. Call me or email so I can see talk to you. With all our Love Adriana & Flo Bombela
Florence Bombela <bombela2@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA 23455 - Monday, February 28, 2005 6:41 PM CST
Dear Suzanne & Bert,
You are never far from my thoughts, but I think of you both even more as March draws near. Abby has enjoyed the purest joy for almost a year, and you have suffered the greatest grief. As the Mercy Me song says, "I can only imagine..." Most of us CAN only imagine both of those feelings. All three of you are in my heart, and I pray that you can accept any amount of comfort that God gives you. We have started our GB Relay for Life activities, and Abby has as many moons this year as she had suns, then moons last year. She will always be remembered here for her impact on students and teachers alike. We miss seeing her walking hand in hand with Madison, and enjoying every minute of the day. I miss seeing her try to "put one over on me" when she didn't want to write, then giggling when she saw it wasn't going to work. And I miss the unabashed joy and pride she felt with every new thing she learned. I feel privileged to have been able to share a part of her short life on earth. May God bless & comfort you every day, but especially on March 12.
Love to you both,
Bev
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 11:59 AM CST
The picture of Abby in the photo section is the first picture of Abby I ever saw on Make A Child Smile website. I remember seeing that cute picture and reading your story and I was so happy to send her "Fred The Maltese" cards. I'll never forget that.
Thinking of you often.
Nancy
Nancy Ambrose & "Angel Fred The Maltese" <CHUMSorg@msn.com>
framingham, ma USA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 7:57 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne:
Thinking of you this morning and sending my love!
I found this on another website, how fitting this is for how you are feeling!
Love ya both!
Forever missing my Princess!!
Love,
Sheryl
What we wish others to understand about the loss of our child?
Here is a partial list of such wishes:
We wish you would not be afraid to speak our child’s name. Our Abigail lived and was very important and we need to hear her name.
We wish you wouldn’t feel awkward if we mention Abigails name. If we cry or get emotional when we talk about Abigail, we wish you knew that it isn’t because you hurt us: the fact that Abigail died has caused our tears. You have allowed us to cry and we thank you. Crying and emotional outbursts are healing. We will have emotional highs and lows, ups and downs.
We wish you wouldn’t think that if we have a good day our grief is all over, or if we have a bad day we need psychiatric counseling.
We wish you knew that the death of a child is different from other losses and must be viewed separately. It is the ultimate tragedy and we wish you wouldn’t compare it to the loss of a parent, spouse or pet. Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so we wish you wouldn’t shy away from us.
We wish you knew that all the “crazy” grief reactions that we are having are in fact very normal. Depression, anger, frustration, hopelessness, the questioning of values and beliefs are to be expected following the death of a child.
We wish you wouldn’t expect our grief to be over in six months. The first few years are going to be exceedingly traumatic for us. As with alcoholics, we will never be “cured” or “former bereaved parents,” but will forever be “recovering bereaved parents.”
We wish you understood the physical reaction to grief. We may gain or lose weight, sleep all the time or not at all, lose our short-term memory, develop a host of illness and be accident prone, all of which may be related to our grief.
Abigails birthday, the anniversary of her death, and the holidays are terrible times for us. We wish you would tell us that you are thinking about Abigail on those days and if we get quiet and withdrawn, just know that we are thinking about Abigail and missing her terribly.
Please understand that we are not the same people we were before Abigail died, and do not expect us to "get back to our old selves". We are forever changed, but if you give us a chance, you may find that you like the "new us".
Missing Abigail more today then yesterday
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Saturday, February 26, 2005 9:45 AM CST
Hey Suzanne and Bert
I had a memory of Abby last night and I wanted to share it with you as well as others.
Macy came home from school this week just comparing herself a lot to others in her class, and wishing she was reading the same books Madison is - Well Madison stepped right in to tell her she should never compare herself and that sometimes some people are good at some things and some people are good at others - maybe she could help someone with something she is good in and then the other person could do the same - I was like WOW but I cant take credit for that thinking - then I remembered back to 1st Grade when Madison would come home from your house saying I really wish I could read the same books Abby does - I would love to read Harry Potter - then one day she came home all happy and she told me of a conversation her and Abby had - where Abby told her so nicely not to worry that people cant be good at everything that She was good at reading but not in writing due to all the chemo/radiation and other things so maybe they could help each other out and she would help Madison in the reading area and Madison could help her. I remember thinking how wise of little Abigail to comfort her friend in that way!!! Madison has held that thought and passed it on - So Abigail def lives on in us and all around us.
We love you
Lori, Steve, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Friday, February 25, 2005 5:28 PM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
I was thinking back to last year at this time, too. And I can't think of that time without recalling all the emotions that I read into your posts. Your sweet Abby will never be far from my thoughts.
Bless,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, February 24, 2005 4:21 PM CST
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, February 24, 2005 2:22 PM CST
I still stop by, still think of you, and of course, of Abby. Still love how she twirled when she talked to us. To console Trevor, not to be scared. My heart and prayers reach out to you.
Love, The Coe's <jillco8@cox.net caringbridge.org/va/trevorco>
- Thursday, February 24, 2005 11:45 AM CST
I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. YOUR FAMILY IS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.
CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/WV/FREDAFOX
RUTH <BLUEEYED_FEMALE@MSN.COM>
HINTON, WV - Thursday, February 24, 2005 10:56 AM CST
Thinking of you today.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
Nj - Thursday, February 24, 2005 8:52 AM CST
I found this on another site: How very fitting for how you are feeling...
I LOVE YOU BOTH!!
Love,
Sheryl
MEMORIES OF MY DAUGHTER
Pictures of yesterday, happened upon.
Sweet, precious pictures of you, my daughter.
They're from a time that can't be erased.
And my heart fairly breaks as I gaze on your face.
Stirrings arouse in me...words can't explain.
I want to go back, but I can never again.
Such a sweet pleasant child, how I wish you were here.
To reassure me with hugs and your own special cheer.
To see your beautiful smile just one more time.
And hear that you love me, would make everything fine.
Though I yearn for all this. I know it can't be.
Oh God, why on earth did this happen to me?
The pain of losing you is so hard to bear,
I hurt so badly, does anyone care?
This is not what was supposed to be,
I want and need my daughter; can't you see?
I want to love her and care for her and have lots of fun.
And I'm sad, because those days will never come.
Instead, a precious life was cut chort,
Eight years of memories are my moral support.
I'm trying to live--day by day.
How can I do this? I wish it weren't this way.
This love for you is mine to keep;
Pain is the price for the love so deep.
You're with me every day, you live in my heart
And none of this will ever depart.
I'll look at your pictures, and remember with love,
Because you're at peace now...with God above.
~Unknown
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 9:50 PM CST
I love your smile Angel Abby. I was reading your mommy's last update and thinking how horrible that must have been to lose your hair like that. I bet you have the most beautiful curls now. I lost my Daddy two and a half years ago to the same horrible disease that took you to heaven. I can't imagine how your Mom must feel. I know her heart must hurt terribly. It's very hard to not feel pain even though we know our loved ones are smiling down on us and wouldn't want to come back even if they could.
Deb <rdburr@mchsi.com>
Pensacola, FL USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 8:29 PM CST
Precious Abigail,
I havent signed your guestbook in a long long while. Altho I check on your Mommy and Daddy several times a day. They are never far from my thoughts or prayers. And niether are you sweetie. I think of you all the time, and I know that you are just loving Heaven.
Anywyas, I was watching television today, and this commercial came on for "Build a Bear". I remember, not so long ago, your Mommy talking about how that reminded her of you and it made me sad. Even the Sonic commercials make me think of them.
I sure hope and pray that they know that there are so many of us out there thinking of them. And praying for them too.
I know you have a few new little angels to welcome up in Heaven, so I will close this up now. Stay close to your Mommy will you? Help her to smile again.
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, February 23, 2005 7:20 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne, You remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Angel Abby: Missing you and loving you here on earth!
Laura <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond , va USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 8:20 AM CST
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 2:15 PM CST
Good Morning Suzanne and Bert,
I am thinking of you and saying a prayer for you!
Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 10:57 AM CST
Thank you for sharing your sweet Abby with us Suzanne!
I know your heart is broken, but please rest assured that you will be reunited some very glorious day!
Although I can't see each breath I take, I know it's there, just as God is!
The Second Beatitude
"Blessed are they that mourn, for they shall be comforted"
Matthew 5:4
My heartfelt prayers for you and your family,
Machele
Machele <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 3:25 AM CST
Suzanne,
Thank you for sharing Abby's stories. I am so sorry that she had to go through so much! Please know you are always in my thoughts and prayers, and always will be! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, February 20, 2005 11:01 AM CST
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, February 20, 2005 1:47 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
I found this poem from another site and thought of you. It really applies to all surviving parents.
MY MOMS A SURVIVOR
My mom's a survivor
Or so I've heard it said
But I can hear her crying
at night when all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night
and go to hold her hand
She doesn't know I'm with her
To help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach
that never wash away
I watch over my surviving mom
who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others
A smile of disguise
But through heavens doors
I see tears flowing from her eyes.
My mom tries to cope with death
to keep my memory alive
But any one who knows her
knows it is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mom
through the heavens open door
I try to tell her that angels
protect me forever more.
I know that doesn't help her
or ease the burden she bares
so if you get a chance to visit her
show her that you care.
For no matter what she says
no matter what she feels
my surviving mom has a broken heart
that time will never heal.
-unknown author-
God be with you.
Deloyce <dbarrington3@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, Virginia - Saturday, February 19, 2005 4:57 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne:
I love the photo of Abigail and Princess!! Thank you for sharing it with us. Thinking of you ...
Justine Kessler <justinekessler@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Saturday, February 19, 2005 11:45 AM CST
Hello My Friends,
Keeping you both in my prayers, now and always.
-Dave
Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Andover, CT USA - Saturday, February 19, 2005 0:39 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
How horrible that must of been for you and I know how horrible it was for Abigail. I am so sorry that any of you had to go through that. I wish that someone would find a cure for cancer so that children in particular didn't have to face it anymore. You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. I check your sight daily still. I want you to know that I still have pictures that Abigail drew for me while at Edmarc. I miss her too! Love, Amanda
Amanda Blankenship <firefly25@comcast.net>
Richmond, VA - Friday, February 18, 2005 6:38 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
My son Tyler was in Gymboree class with Abigail when they were very young. I remember Abigail as a beautiful little girl called Abby. I remember her as always smiling. What a sweet smile!
I know that Abigail was a gift to you, but I also believe that you are a gift from God to Abigail. You are a testament to the love a parent has for a child. What amazing parents you are.
You will always be in my prayers. May God give you strength and love.
Donna Mooney <d-mooney@cox.net>
Chesapeake, - Friday, February 18, 2005 5:21 PM CST
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, February 18, 2005 5:20 PM CST
I can't believe it has been a year that I have been following the journey of precious Abigail and the two of you. Your journal entries are just heart breaking, and I wish that there was something I could do to bring Abigail back. I know you must have the same wish! Thank you for sharing your story. Abigail has touched my life even though I never had an opportunity to meet her or you. I am thankful that you share her with us. God bless you and I will continue to pray for you both.
Patricia <pattywhak1@aol.com>
Lubbock, TX USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 3:08 PM CST
Dear Suzanne & Bert. I visit your web site often and just read the updates. I could cry. I too lost a child. Her name was Lori and she died of cancer at 2&1/2 yrs. young. She had a brain tumor. I am mom to Jimmy K. from Macs. I think we have emailed a few times. I think of you all often. Grieving is so different for everyone. There is no 12 step program. I wish I could say more...Its been a long time (1981) since my daughter passed away, but I still miss her everyday. I pray for you that peace comes to you at night and you are able to sleep. Your daughter is a beautiful angel and you keep her alive by updating and sharing with all of us, your thoughts, memories and poems. You help us too. May you rest your eyes and sleep let your mind and body replenish and may God's loving hand be on you and be your guide, Love, Lin~*
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl. USofA - Friday, February 18, 2005 1:21 PM CST
I see Abigail on my refrigerator everyday and think of all her joy and care. She's still making a difference! She will never be forgotten -- the little things do matter.
Love, Tiffany
(His Grace Foundation volunteer and Rice U. student)
Tiffany <tflin@rice.edu>
Houston, TX - Friday, February 18, 2005 10:01 AM CST
My heart is heavy with sadness after reading your last update. Valentine's must have been very difficult for you. You are in my prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, February 18, 2005 9:21 AM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
As I look at the sweet pictures of Abigail that you have on this page, my hearts aches so badly for you both!
The top picture is the very first one that I saw of Abigail on Make A Child Smile...
I fell in love with this child!!
I will never know why she affected me the way she has but I do know that you have a BEAUTIFUL daughter she has touched not only my life but the lives of SO many people in this world, everyone LOVES your precious daughter and if there is one thing that I know for sure is that Abigail will NEVER be forgotten!!
I know this next month is going to be so very hard for you both, I wish I was there to give you both a hug!
Please know that you are not forgotten either and I am only a phone call or an e-mail away!
I think I can say this for all who love & adore your daughter: THANK YOU FOR SHARING HER WITH US AND FOR CONTINUING TO UPDATE HER PAGE! WE LOVE YOU !
Caringbridge is a wonderful organization, without it all of us who come to the sites to be supportive would not beable to share all this love to give to all these families who are living their worst nightmares when they hear that their children have cancer..
I LOVE YOU BOTH VERY MUCH!!
Love,
Sheryl
Suzanne, Please give your parents our love also!
ALWAYS REMEMBERING MY PRINCESS!!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Friday, February 18, 2005 9:21 AM CST
I know if your last entry on the website was so heartbreaking to me--I know for you it is magnified to unmeasurable grief. I still pray for you even though you don't know me. I followed Abigail's journey for a long time. I wish I had gotten to meet her. Please stay strong and rely on God. I know He is taking care of your sweet angel in Heaven. God Bless You!
Lori Pierce <Lori.Pierce@HCAHealthcare.com>
Mt Juliet, TN - Friday, February 18, 2005 8:29 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
My heart continuously breaks for you. Alyssa and Reid always include Abby and her parents their prayers. We love you guys.
Love,
Amanda
Amanda Williams <williams@tech-stars.net>
- Friday, February 18, 2005 7:32 AM CST
Hello there - I was just thinking about you today and wanted to let you know. We're sending you lots of love and remembering Abby every day.
Jenn Borjeson and family <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 6:08 AM CST
Suzanne, Bert, I couldnt get you all of my mind today, or abby. I came here saw her picture with princess and read the journal today and it made me cry for you. I dont know why. Its seems so unfair. How could such a loving beautiful spirited child not live? I know that must go through your mind all the time. I know your happy abigail isnt suffering anymore. BUt why did she have to anyway? Only God knows, I do know your meant to be here for another purpose. Until that is completed and you see and hold your abigail again. You will remain in my heart and thoughts. I will forever rember abbigails precious face.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitcco.net>
In - Thursday, February 17, 2005 6:24 PM CST
Dear Suzanne,
Thank you for sharing parts of your life with us. I can't even begin to imagine how painful it was to have Abigail cry like that. But I'm so glad to hear that Abigail had one last wonderful Valentine's Day to share with you and Bert. Who would have thought a simple chocolate cake would be so difficult to find? But I'm glad you did!
You and Bert are always in my thoughts and prayers!
Kathy Haws <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 4:36 PM CST
Abby~
Missing your beautiful smiles...We think of you often and say frequent prayers for your family's comfort.
Hugs~
The Shaffer Family caringbridge.org/oh/shafferfamily <nannaoftwo@aol.com>
Youngstown, OH - Thursday, February 17, 2005 0:35 AM CST
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 1:22 AM CST
Dear Suzanne & Bert,
I was watching the Super Bowl last week, and remembered how Abby was rooting for the Patriots last year. I was never able to send her that t-shirt or the Patriots bumper sticker, but I'll just bet she was at the angels' tailgate party rooting us on and smiling at another win. God Bless,
Bev
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 9:19 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne
I started to sign the guestbook several times yesterday, but for some reason I could not finish it.. I miss Abigail so very much and it is so painful to come to this site..
Although I still do everyday, it is so painful to know that you & Bert are hurting so badly, it just breaks my heart!
I was looking through a bunch of Abigails pictures the other night and I came across the one from last years Valentines party in the hospital, it is so hard to believe that she passed away less than a month after that picture was taken.. so sad, so very sad!! I cried as I went through all of the pictures.. she was so happy and enjoyed life so very much, I will never understand why she was taken from you... as I will never understand why any precious little kids are taken from their parents, its just not fair!
I love you both very much...
Love Always
Sheryl
To My Princess...
If tears could build a stairway
And Memories build a lane
I'd walk right up to Heaven
And bring you home again
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 11:11 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
You are in my nightly prayers and I just want you to know that I am sure so many others are praying for you. The toys, clothes, and other reminders of the child that once was in this life can be deeply painful.
I so wish there was more I could do for you on this hard journey. Abby touched so very many lives and her impact on lives here will make a difference for the kingdom of heaven.
God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabbie, and Noah
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 8:37 AM CST
Sending you some Valentine Hugs
Love
Viks / Post Pals
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, February 14, 2005 1:59 PM CST
Happy valentines-
We love you - Thanks so much for dropping off Valentine gifts for the kids and esp the special card for Madison she loved it!They were so excited to see someone special left them something on the porch - you are so wonderful and thoughtful!!!
The Martin Family <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, Virginia - Monday, February 14, 2005 8:03 AM CST
yOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S ALWAYS
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, February 14, 2005 2:22 AM CST
You are in my thoughts and prayers!
Kathy Haws
T.O., CA - Sunday, February 13, 2005 11:38 PM CST
oh, hun. I am praying for you always!
God Bless!
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Sunday, February 13, 2005 8:41 PM CST
Hi Suzanne!
Thinking of you today as always! Just wanted to say hi!Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, February 13, 2005 3:49 PM CST
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, February 13, 2005 2:06 AM CST
Bert & Suzanne:
I wanted to stop by just to say hi. I think of Abby often ...
Justine Kessler
Madiso, WI - Saturday, February 12, 2005 8:53 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
A year ago today, my Ryan became an angel. I was thinking back to February last year, and I thought of you and Abby. How she was fighting so hard as well. How you so sweetly put a link to Ryan's webpage.
As a friend of mine said, the memories from last winter are brutal. But, I pray that in your sadness of unanswered questions you can smile at the good and precious memories of your angel. I pray that you can take a moment to celebrate her life and the lives she continues to touch.
Much love and hugs,
Laura Marie <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Friday, February 11, 2005 2:31 PM CST
I have been keeping up with Abby for a long time now. I continue you to check your site and see how you, the parents, are doing. I also continue to keep you in my prayers. I cannot imagine the pain you are in. I do know that Abby's sweet spirit is with you always. God Bless You!
Lori Pierce
Mt Juliet, TN - Friday, February 11, 2005 11:10 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert
Just dropping by to say Hello - We think of you and Abby everyday. I was remembering how last year the girls had so much fun putting together a big Valentine Box to send to her in Texas and how Abby wrote all her Valetines and you guys sent them back here for her and madisons class to have. She is always in my thoughts - I wish I could take your pain away and bring Madison's best friend back.
Much Love
Lori Martin and Madison (Angel Abigails Dearest Friend) <martinlorid@cox.net>
chesapeake, Virginia - Thursday, February 10, 2005 8:01 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
Thinking of you daily and sending all my love!
I found this on another childs site and thought it would be exactly what you would want to say to all that stop by Abigails site!
The mention of my child's name
May bring tears to my eyes,
But it never fails to bring
Music to my ears.
If you are really my friend,
Let me hear the beautiful music of her name.
It soothes my broken heart
And sings to my soul."
Author Unknown
I love you both very much!
Always remembering my Princess!!
Love,
Sheryl
Abigail,
Hey there sweet princess, how are you?
Do you know that I think about you everyday?
Do you know how much you are missed?
Do you know that your mommy and daddy are living a very sad life without you?
Do you know how much you are loved?
You will never be forgotten Princess...
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Thursday, February 10, 2005 7:05 PM CST
Dearest Suzanne and Bert,
This is so very hard and my heart breaks for you. Just know we are holding you close to our hearts and in our prayers.
With love and hugs,
Judy
http://www.catchanangel.com
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 10, 2005 4:33 PM CST
This is the first time I've seen your page. We've had our own fight with our son and Leukemia. He's still recovering.
My heart went out to you today. I want you to know I care and I prayed that you'd have the peace that surpasses our understanding.
Les Nienow <lrnj7@aol.com - caringbridge.org/tn/joshua>
Spring Hill , TN USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 2:21 PM CST
Sending warm thoughts to you…
Linda’s Page
Linda Miko .•:*¨♥¨*:•.FOA/RA/MiFOA.•:*¨♥¨*:•.
Linda Miko <lmiko@wideopenwest.com>
Clinton Township, MI - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 8:16 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
We've been thinking of you a lot!!! Especially when the weather is warm like it was today. We remember how Abby used to love Spring when all the pretty flowers bloomed. She and Madison liked picking them (out of MY yard of course) then asking if I would like to buy them. Silly girls, always up to something. Please know that we think of Abby daily and want to remind you that we are here for you any time, day or night!!! With Love,
The Gwaltney's
Debbie Gwaltney <GwaltneyDB@Aol.com>
Chesapeake, Va. USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 8:09 PM CST
I pray your pain eases and that you can once again find meaning in your life. I followed Abby for a long time and her strength and courage was so wonderful. I'm sure she had to get alot of that from you and I just hope that what you once shared with her, she can now share with you. I'm sure it must make her sad to see you so heartbroken and i just will keep praying that you will find the comfort and healing that God can give you. He has a wonderful little helper up there now that is looking down, I'm sure, giving Him ideas on what to do to help her Mommy and Daddy not be so sad.
Lori <ljwilbur@yahoo.com>
Albany, OR - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 1:09 PM CST
Just want you to know that your always in our prayers.
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.
Here is a poem that I would like to share with all the moms that have a love one in that is in Heaven:
My Mom Is A Survivor
My Mom is a survivor, or so I've heard it said.
But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach that never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mom, who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise.
But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes.
My mom tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows it is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mom...through Heaven's open door.
I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more.
But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...And show her that you care.
For no matter what she says...no matter what she feels.
My surviving mom has a broken heart that time won't ever heal~!
Author unknown.
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 12:08 AM CST
What a beautiful poem. May the Lord lift your heart and your spirit. May you be filled with the gift of the Holy Spirit. You are all in our prayers. May the Peace that passes all understanding surround you.
Sherry Wheeler <frogbear@worldnet.att.net>
San Angelo, TX USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 11:07 AM CST
Just letting you know that you are in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
BrendaDave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 1:48 AM CST
Hi Suzanne,
Thinking of you and wanted to say Hello! The poem is very pretty. My heart aches for you. Thinking of you every day still! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 6:52 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert:
As always I keep you in my daily prayers to find strength to continue to go on.... May you feel these prayers from out here....
Hugs
Jim. Marjie & Jenni Rinehart <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, ia United States - Monday, February 7, 2005 10:39 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert- Just wanted to stop in and say Hi!! Thinking of you two....
Hohni <hohniw@hotmail.com>
Elmore, Mn - Monday, February 7, 2005 9:19 AM CST
Sending many prayers your way.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, February 7, 2005 8:47 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
You continue to be in my prayers and thoughts.
Hugs,
Anne S. <legendkees@iwon.com>
Keshena, WI - Sunday, February 6, 2005 10:34 PM CST
Dropping in to see how you are doing and I read your current entry and my heart crumbles. I want you to know I am still thinking of Abby and so sorry for the physical loss of her. I am so sorry to see you still in so much heartahce. I wish there was something I could do yet know there is not. I know it is a pain that can never full ybe eased....but please know I at least care. I can only tell you I will remember Abby forever and I will hold her dear parents in my heart as well. If I could take away your pain and suffering I would. Thus....I promise you I will continue my mission to help find a cure for cancer so no other child has to succumb nor parent has to feel the pain you feel....may you find comfort in knowing that Abby's death will NEVER be in vain and that she will live on forever and is one of the reasons there will be a cure! You are such beautiful people and you love your daughter so much...may you find some comfort in knowing that....regardless of anything.... having you as parents made her life wonderful. I will be keeping a good thought for you!!!!
Michelle <skylarsstars@verizon.net>
- Sunday, February 6, 2005 9:52 PM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
I'm thinking about last year's Super Bowl game and Abigail rooting for the Patriots from Houston. They barely won that game in overtime. I'm wondering if Abigail is rooting for them again from heaven! She's their good luck charm!! My thoughts and prayers are with you both always and especially in the next few weeks as the one year anniversary of Abigail's passing approaches. I know you miss her terribly. May God's Peace be with you.
Angel Amanda’s mom
Deloyce <dbarrington3@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, Virginia - Sunday, February 6, 2005 7:37 PM CST
Hey Suzanne...Thank you so much for stopping by to check on us...I think of your angel and all of your pain often...we pray and pray for your peace and comfort in the arms of the Father...I know that right now it is a small comfort to know that she is in a better place especially when you KNOW how much love you have for her and how much your heart misses her...I will say an extra prayer for an amazing mom tonight...a prayer that cries out for a broken heart to find a little "peace" of heaven...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Saturday, February 5, 2005 8:38 PM CST
Hi Suzanne. I visit Abigails page often, but I don't think I've ever signed her guestbook. I've never known what to say but I know that saying nothing is the worse of all! I love the sweet picture of your daughter on the home page. I'm so sorry she's not here with you and for all that you've had to endure. As I've been told and tell others, I hope you continue to use the power of Abigails love to keep you going, to keep you smiling and to keep you hoping.
Love and courage
Carol and Dale Miller
Carol Miller (Reid's page) <dmill3@insightbb.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Saturday, February 5, 2005 9:45 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
Just want you to know I'm still praying for you. I'm so very, very sorry.
God bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, February 5, 2005 9:38 AM CST
So Sorry on the loss of your daughter..We can only hope and pray that someday there is a cure for the many types of cancer out there. My girlfriend has Hodgkins Lymphoma IIA and is in the hospital now fighting again since 1999. Our prayers always
Dream And Loose <DreamCatcher1670@hotmail.com>
Az USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 4:50 PM CST
BrendaDave's Site <rurka70@hotmail.com>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, February 3, 2005 5:04 PM CST
Your always in our thoughts and prayers.
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.
~*~LaKota~*~
IF ROSES GREW IN HEAVEN.
If Roses grow in Heaven,
Lord please pick a bunch for me,
Place them in my friend's arms
and tell her they're from me.
Tell her I love her and miss her,
and when she turns to smile,
place a kiss upon her cheek
and hold her for awhile.
Because remembering her is easy,
I do it every day,
but there's an ache within my heart
that will never go away.
~~Author Unknown.~~
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 9:31 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne- I just wanted to let you both know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I wish I could do something to take away your sorrow and pain, but instead I can walk with you through it, and pray for you during this rough time. Sending tons of love your way!
Abby- Hey sweet girl, I was thinking of you today and before I head off to school, I thought I would send my sweetest angel a good morning. I think about you everyday, and love you tons!!
Laura <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va 23238 - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 6:18 AM CST
BrendaDave's Site <smokinbee@hotmail.com.>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, January 31, 2005 1:19 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
Just want you to know I am praying for you nightly. Abby did her job so well and now she only knows joy. But I will always be so very sorry for your pain.
God bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, January 31, 2005 8:34 AM CST
Brenda Dave's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, January 30, 2005 2:53 PM CST
Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Thursday, January 27, 2005 1:11 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Abigail's gravesite is beautiful! You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 10:53 PM CST
Suzanne & Bert,
My heart aches for you. I weep for your loss.
I check Abby's page often. I miss her even though I never met her. I felt as though I did with writing so often to her. I still have all the letters and cards she sent to me. They mean so much to me. I miss my Fred and know they are playing together up in Heaven. It both makes me happy and makes me sad. I laugh and I cry.
Madison's project is wonderful. What an amazing girl she is.
Take care,
Nancy
Nancy Ambrose & "Angel Fred the Maltese" <CHUMSorg@msn.com>
framingham, ma USA - Monday, January 24, 2005 3:50 PM CST
Hi!
Just a note to say hello and thinking of you. Abby has been on my mind so much lately. Every time I see a rose, I think of her. She was the most beautiful rose ever! Sending lots of love! Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 7:43 PM CST
Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/ <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Friday, January 21, 2005 7:11 PM CST
Suzanne, Burt, weeping after reading that entry. WOW how powerful . So so heart wrenching . Im so sorry for your loss and pain. I think of your beautiful abby so much. SO i came to tell you . and saw this entry. Im glad your expressing your loss, I hope it helps you to express how raw the pain is. The part about the grass growing under the swing had tears just pouring.Suzanne I dont know why Abby left this earth. I like to think that bad horrible things happen and God spares the child or person from suffering and takes them to heaven. But I dont understand why when we Know God has the power to heal that he doesnt in alot of cases. But maybe he does??? Some of Gods greatest gifts are unanswered prayers. Abby was bravely suffering so much, In heaven she can swing all day and knows no more sickness ever. All I do know is that we must just trust God he sees what we cant. Cancer cant steal your Love, eternity, or your memories, or the fact you are the parents of such a precious little girl named abigail who now lives with Jesus.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Thursday, January 20, 2005 6:21 PM CST
Suzanne,
Thank you so much for calling the other night, it was so good to talk to you...
I promise you that Abigail will never be forgotten!!!
She has touched the hearts of more people in her short life here on Earth than any other person that I know...
She truly was an Earth Angel.
I do believe that she is leading you in your future journey and I am glad that you & Bert are following your hearts!!
You will have some sunshine and laughter in your lives soon, I know you will!
Please give Bert my love.
Love ya!
Sheryl
ALWAYS REMEMBERING OUR PRINCESS!!!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Thursday, January 20, 2005 6:12 PM CST
Mommy Suzanne,
Sweet, sad poem; I read every word -- twice. You speak the feelings of many in a quiet, articulate way. I wish this did not have to be. Madison's project was well-titled.
You and Bert remain in my thoughts.
M Elton <meltonva@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 9:26 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Just coming by to let you know you are in my prayers. I was thinking of Abby last night even though I have never met her. Heaven is truly graced by the presence of Abby's soul.
God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabrielle, and Noah
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, January 20, 2005 8:44 AM CST
I am so, so, sorry for your pain and your loss. Your description of your pain is heartbreaking. Your Abby was beautiful!!
Lynn
St. Peters, MO - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 10:06 AM CST
Why indeed. You continue to be in our prayers, and your Abby always will be.
Terry, Mary, Nicholas and Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 10:12 AM CST
Letting you know that your in our prayers and thoughts.
Sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++++
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.
~*~LaKota~*~
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
Saint Cloud, MN - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 9:43 AM CST
A little saying that reminds me o fAbigail and Angel Georgiana:
"Promise you wont forget me, because if I thought you would, I'd never leave"-Winnie the pooh.
God bless
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/front.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 17, 2005 7:07 PM CST
I know it is so hard to let go of someone so special, I lost my mother to this horrible disease. But we have to focus on the gift that we were given for the time we had. Abbigal must have been such an inspiration and a true joy to have known her love. She will always remain an important and special gift in your heart I am sure.
Jane Schierup <jforwed@aol.com>
Fenton, MI US - Sunday, January 16, 2005 6:17 PM CST
Thanks for sharing your thoughts so beautifully. I've been missing my only child too for almost 2 years now. I wish I could say it gets easier. People want it to (friends,family, co-workers), but it doesn't. The void can't be filled. Of course there are memories, but it's so difficult when you know there will be no more memories...
I'll keep you in my thoughts.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, January 15, 2005 6:47 PM CST
Sending warm thoughts to you…
Linda’s Page
Linda Miko .•:*¨♥¨*:•.Friends Of Allie.•:*¨♥¨*:•.
Linda Miko <lmiko@wideopenwest.com>
Clinton Township, MI - Saturday, January 15, 2005 1:18 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
My heart is broke for you two. I cry for you too and pray that Abigail is being held in Jesus' arms right now. I have no comfort words but We love you guys and are constantly praying for you.
Love,
Amanda & Alyssa
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
- Saturday, January 15, 2005 9:31 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
You are always in my thoughts and prayers as is Angel Abigail. Although I never met her in person, she certainly touched my heart the first time I saw her picture and read her story on the Make A Child Smile site. You could just tell there was something very special about this young lady and that she was certainly a very loved and wanted child. I only wish I had the words to comfort you, or the power to "turn back time" and change things. Hopefully, God will wrap you in his arms and send a little peace to your hearts.
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, January 14, 2005 9:53 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I come to your Web site for Abby and can almost feel the terrible pain and grief. Your deep questions of why and deep expressions of pain remind me of some of the psalms. The psalmists never hesitated to express deep human emotion, including pain.
One of the mysteries of the death of a child is that we know God does not give these children cancer; yet we also know that He has the Sovereignty and power to provide an earthly healing and yet did not. I just hope you know it's perfectly natural to ask why. Even Jesus asked God the Father why he was forsaken on the cross.
I am so sorry. I know Abby was your only child and I will admit that I simply have NO IDEA how you feel. I will just keep praying that God give you strength to live on in such deep pain.
Thinking of you and praying for you.
God bless,
Monica
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, January 14, 2005 8:43 AM CST
Suzanne and Burt,
Your words just break my heart. I am so sorry for all of the pain and turmoil you are going through. Your entry brought tears to my eyes, and tugged at my soul. I am so sorry that your Abigail isnt there to swing on her swings. I am sorry for the grass growing underneath. I am sorry for you losing her. I wish to God I could take your pain away. Why does time have to go by so quickly? My heart and my prayers remain with you, as they always are. And I will think of Abigail as I stare at the sky above tonight.
God bless you both
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 13, 2005 7:16 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I sit here with tears streaming down my face, praying, wishing that somehow I could bring back your dear Abby or take away the terrible pain. Her short life touched many, including me. Know that you both are always in my thoughts and prayers and I think of Abby all the time, too. Hugs to you both.
Anne S. <legendkees@iwon.com>
Keshena, WI - Thursday, January 13, 2005 6:32 PM CST
Suzanne,
You wrote the same thing that i´d like to write..I am so sorry for the pain you are still feeling... I am too.. I miss my little daughter Sarah with the same disease that Abigail. Sarah had the same age that your beautifull daughter..I wish that they are friends in the heaven. I pray we'll find some sort of comfort for ours lifes..
health, peace and love
Régia
www.caringbridge.org/southamerica/sarah
Régia <regialopes@hotmail.com>
Natal, RN Brazil - Thursday, January 13, 2005 5:50 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
When God decided which family to pick for Abigail, a place where she would be cherished, loved and respected, he picked you.
He could not have done a better job. Abigail touched every area of your life. In your daily routine and in your hearts. Our Heavenly Father knew what he was doing. Yes, it was for a short time, but he thought you would be the best parents for the job of a special child that wouldn't be on this earth for long. A child that touched the hearts of everyone around her.
Now I pray that the Lord comforts during this very painful time in your life.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 4:37 PM CST
Suzanne & Bert, I am so sorry for the pain you are
still feeling....I pray that you will find peace soon,
that you will somehow make it through this. I know all
to well the pain of losing a child, and my heart is breaking for you and with you. I pray you'll find some
sort of comfort knowing that Abby is looking down at you
with love in her eyes...God Bless...
Jennifer & The Cage Crew <tag@cagedkids.com>
Fancy Gap, VA U S A - Thursday, January 13, 2005 2:54 PM CST
Oh sweet family. I am so sorry for your loss. The pain is great, but the love is greater. Praying for wisdom and strength. God bless you, stay stong. You will be with your little one again.
Mindi & CamiJo (Friends of Allie) <mopoelwijk@cs.com>
Sun Valley, NV USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 2:12 PM CST
Dear Suzanne & Bert,
What a beautiful tribute to your beautiful daughter. I can't begin to imagine the pain you both feel, but your love for Abigail is so evident. Take care, God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><
Lighting Children’s Lives
Caged Kids
Friends of Allie
*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children’s Lives, Caged Kids & Friends of Allie <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 1:40 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Thank you for reminding us of how truly special Abigail was. She was so outgoing and like you said, had many plans. Abigail and Amanda had plans of riding all around Virginia Beach and Chesapeake and going to Build-A-Bear to create the perfect bear. We were all so heartbroken when she didn't come home from Texas. How could it be possible?
Thank you Suzanne for telling me about html linking and editing. I'm giving it a try but I think there are still too many spaces between my messages and the link. I'm certain Abigail and Amanda find it hilarious and are joking about my novice attempts!
I continue to pray for both of you each day. I so wish things could have turned out differently. May God give you peace today.
Angel Amanda
Deloyce <dbarrington3@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 11:51 AM CST
One can tell from reading today how much Abby was loved by all who knew her, but especially by you, her parents. You are in my prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, January 13, 2005 9:00 AM CST
Hi Bert and Suzanne
Just to let you know I have been thinking of you all day-
I cant believe Abby has been gone for 10 months - we all miss her very much
Love
Lori and family
Lori Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
chesapeake, Virginia - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 4:25 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne, Just a note to let you know that you remain in my daily thoughts and prayers. You are very loved.
Lynda Odum <bobodum@bellsouth.net>
duluth, ga - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 1:30 PM CST
Dear Mommy and Daddy of Abby Rose,
Stopping by to say hi and let you know I've changed my e-mail address. Take care.
love <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Wednesday, January 12, 2005 9:16 AM CST
Madison is one sweet girl .It is no wonder that Abby and her were best friends. This was also the theme at our school. I think it is called PTA reflections. I cried when I saw that picture. What an honor. Abigail truly was and still is a hero to so many.
Hugs, Haley <haleymo@aol.com>
- Monday, January 10, 2005 8:56 PM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
That's an interesting idea on grieving, makes me want to see the movie. I like what MACS is doing, updating the "Angels." I first heard of Abby when she was featured in January, 2001. Then I heard of her through Chemo Angels. In fact, I remember receiving one or two thank yous from her. And some how Abby just attached herself to my heart! She really is a special girl! Tell Madison I said "Congratulations!" What a great idea and a great job she did featuring Abby as a hero. And Abigail really was a hero!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Saturday, January 8, 2005 11:50 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Just wanted to let you know that I still visit here often. I will always remember your Abby, sometimes I'm just lost for words, if only you could read my heart.
Much Love through Christ and Many Prayers
Machele <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 11:18 PM CST
What a story you wrote for that site! Amazing what people go through when they HAVE to. God bless you guys. I know the holidays must have been unbearable and I'm here praying for you.
love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, January 7, 2005 7:56 AM CST
Suzanne,
It was so good to talk to you on the phone last week.
I know that each day is so hard for you & Bert, I am so sorry, it's so unfair.
I do believe that Abigail is watching over you and she is leading you towards your future decisions which I know will once again make you smile...Abigail will always be with you! And she will NEVER be forgotten, she is such a precious young lady and has touched the hearts of many many people in the world. She is missed so very much!
Please tell your parents hi from us when you talk to them.
I love you both !!
HUGS
Love,
Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Thursday, January 6, 2005 12:30 AM CST
Thanks for sharing from the book. I may have to read the series. I think that is so wonderful that Madison did her project about Abby. Madison is a true friend. Praying for all of you, Madison included.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:56 AM CST
Suzanne,
The quote is a familiar one as I am on Book 9 right now. Are you reading the series? I've seen the movie twice. I liked it! Thinking of you! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 7:35 PM CST
Madison, what a wonderfull and beautiful friend you are to Abigail. What a wonderfull tribute to this precious angel. I sure with I could see the whole project picture. It looks amazing.
Thank you for being a wonderfull friend to Abby.
My love and prayers to Mommy and Daddy abigail.
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 5, 2005 2:25 PM CST
I am so sorry about the loss of your beautiful angel. She truly is an angel. I hope the months get better and the happy memories take over for the sadness. I will keep your family in my prayers!
Cindy <deb8able@aol.com>
Chesterfield, VA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 8:20 AM CST
Dear Suzanne,
It was so good seeing you the other day...we will definitely have to do that more often. I think of Abigail every day and know that she and Amanda watch over us together. It is still hard to believe they are gone, but they will never be forgotten. Never.
Abigail was such a sweet girl and so bright -- wise beyond her years. She was so funny in telling Amanda what to bring to Texas for her BMT. Talking to Abigail really helped ease Amanda's worries. Abby being the experienced BMTer knew not to scare Amanda with all the terrible details...like I said, wise beyond her years. The care packages you and Abigail sent always brightened Amanda's day. I believe Amanda perservered through Houston for Abby. Abigail was so very special to her. The two of them were brainstorming ideas on how to "get" Dr. Porea somehow. Who knows what they could have come up with!! Maybe they continue to conspire in Heaven.
I just wanted to write to tell you that I'm thinking of all three of you always. I wish things were so different too. Lots of Love and Hugs going your way.
Deloyce <dbarrington3@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:07 PM CST
Angel watching over
Those in life we lost
Standing there and guarding
Through wind and rain and frost
Sunshine clouds or rainbows
Her wings are always there
Gift of love she's wearing
As gentle as a prayer
Lovingly she's guarding
Wings He touched with light
Even in the darkness
Her glow of peace ignites
God in all His wisdom
Sent her down to care
Her wings are softly flowing
Her heart is always there
For all those who have left us
Their memorial is found
Within the place of granite
Their names with honor bound
Peace she gives with beauty
To all of those who rest
Greeting those with sorrow
This at God's request.
~ Francine Pucillo
love Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, January 4, 2005 2:43 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne: Just wanted to drop by and tell you I continue to pray for you. I am sure the holidays we anything but happy. May you continue to feel the support from our prayers. Hang in there...
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, United States - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 10:26 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne, I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you as you begin 2005 without Abigail.
Justine Kessler <justinekessler@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:40 AM CST
Praying for you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, January 3, 2005 8:35 AM CST
THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS.
Brenda http://www2.caringbridge.org/ca/daverurka/
Edmonton, AB Canada - Monday, January 3, 2005 2:14 AM CST
Oh Suzanne,
Sadly I understand...too bad we can't form a community of parents who grieve; then we'd always have someone to talk to who would understand. I don't know about you, but I am always on a quest to find an understanding person...I am still swiping at windmills, just like the Man of La Mancha...I know, I'm not making much sense...just wanted to let you know that I understand your sadness and sorrow...
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
Winona, MN - Sunday, January 2, 2005 9:49 PM CST
Hi suzanne Burt, I think of you all so much, And I see sweet abigails angelic face when I close my eyes to pray for you all. SHe was such a beautiful child, and Now an angel. I remember the days that lead up to her death and how we all took turns and stayed up to have a 24 hr prayer vigil for her. But felt Like you did that she was going home to heaven. Abigail must of known her time here was almost finished. and was trying to prepare you. I believe kids are sooo smart.
Abigail was chosen for a special plan. Because she was so special. Have you noticed that only the most special and beautiful children seem chosen? Angels are beautiful people. and abigail is with you everyday. And I know she wants you to go on. your work here isnt done yet. Hang in there, God has a plan for you. I wont ever forget abilgail and I know anyone who ever met her or knew of her wont either! she was a special little girl just looking at her makes me smile!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Sunday, January 2, 2005 9:41 PM CST
Hi Suzanne & Bert,
I think of Abby so often and I think of her playing with Fred. (Fred The Maltese). They are both angels now and I know they are together playing and running around.
I have no words for your loss. I can't imagine. I have known other families that have also lost children to this horrible disease and it's just not fair, I don't know that I will ever understand it. You need to talk about Abby, and if people you know don't want to listen, find others that will. Maybe others that have been through it.
Your card made me smile and cry at the same time. Thank you so much for that. I will treasure it.
Take care and know you are in my thoughts.
Nancy Ambrose & "Angel Fred The Maltese" <CHUMSorg@msn.com>
Framingahm, ma USA - Saturday, January 1, 2005 9:34 PM CST
I always stop by to see Abby's beautiful picture. She is such a beautiful Angel. I wish there was something I could say or do, but I know there isn't. Just letting you know, thinking of you and Bert. And will be using Abby as one of my great inspirations when I start training for my first half marathon. My heartfelt thoughts and prayers.
Jill Coe <jillcoe8@cox.net caringbridge.org/va/trevorco>
- Saturday, January 1, 2005 7:28 PM CST
Abigail, I am thinking of your Mommy and Daddy so much lately. :-( I know they miss you more than the world.
:-(
With Hope by Steven Curtis Chapman:
This is not at all how
We thought it was supposed to be
We had so many plans for you
We had so many dreams
And now you've gone away
And left us with the memories of your smile
And nothing we can say
And nothing we can do
Can take away the pain
The pain of losing you, but ...
We can cry with hope
We can say goodbye with hope
'Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no
And we can grieve with hope
'Cause we believe with hope
(There's a place by God's grace)
There's a place where we'll see your face again
We'll see your face again
And never have I known
Anything so hard to understand
And never have I questioned more
The wisdom of God's plan
But through the cloud of tears
I see the Father's smile and say well done
And I imagine you
Where you wanted most to be
Seeing all your dreams come true
'Cause now you're home
And now you're free, and ...
We have this hope as an anchor
'Cause we believe that everything
God promised us is true, so ...
We wait with hope
And we ache with hope
We hold on with hope
We let go with hope
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, January 1, 2005 3:48 PM CST
Suzanne:
I am so very sorry that your pain rages on...I pray daily for your strength and healing...
On my mantle, I have a necklace made from beads that Abby taught Cody how to make one day while we all spent our time in the big room at Naval...
I pray that the New Year will renew your heart with the love and joy that was Abigail. Someday soon you will reunite with your angel...then you will know what is already apparent...you were the BEST mom she could have ever had!
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Saturday, January 1, 2005 5:21 AM CST
Suzanne,
I know your pain and can relate so well to how you are feeling now. Your loss will never go away and the pain will always be there....possibly for that 100 years of winter! But, I can tell you that the coping gets a tiny bit easier. I can now go for a few days without feeling that my heart will explode from the pain of missing my beautiful Amy! Life will be very tough as you search for a "new" normal in your life.....and I don't think our "joy" in things will ever be the same. My heart aches for you and all the many who have lost a child, for I know their pain!! Please know that I am thinking of you and your beautiful daughter today.
Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Friday, December 31, 2004 1:48 PM CST
I am so sorry that you are suffering. I'm sorry that Abigail had to become an angel so early in her life. You are in my thoughts and prayers during this most difficult time and it is my hope that a little sun shines upon you through those clouds.
Leslie (Friends of Allie)
Whittier, Ca USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 11:59 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I'm so sorry and I know that Christmas was most likely unbelievably painful. Just want you to know I'm thinking of you. Abby is heaven's gain but always your deep, deep loss.
God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabrielle, and Noah
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, December 31, 2004 10:19 AM CST
Just wanted to stop by and let you know that I am thinking of you. (((Hugs)) for this difficult season.
Lois (Friends of Allie)
NJ - Friday, December 31, 2004 7:29 AM CST
Thinking of you this holiday season. Much love, respect, hugs and warm wishes for 2005 and always.
Hillari <mizshuckiduck@yahoo.co.uk>
Glasgow, Scotland - Friday, December 31, 2004 4:50 AM CST
I wish I lived near you or you lived near me. I would take you to coffee and sit for hours just letting you talk about Abigail. I would have you tell me about her whole life, why you named her what you did (beautiful name by the way), what you miss most, what your favourite memories of her are, and try to do the impossible and put your pain into words...or just sit with you as you cried. I'm so sorry for your loss and truly wish there was something I could do beyond just letting you know I care.
Sara
Sherwood, OR USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 1:54 AM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
It has been awhile since I signed your guestbook, but I've been stopping by and visiting your beautiful Abigail's site. She touched my life, and I have been thinking of you both often this holiday season. Take care, and I pray that 2005 will bring you some joy. God bless and *warm hugs*
Lighting Children’s Lives
Caged Kids
Friends of Allie
*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children’s Lives, Caged Kids & Friends of Allie <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 10:32 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
My thoughts and prayers have been with you the entire holiday season. I can't imagine your pain and just wish I was closer to help you. Please, I would love to hear you talk about Abby! She was such a special little girl and had the cutest smile. Anytime you want to talk, I am here.
Hugs to both of you,
Anne Sulskis <legendkees@iwon.com>
Keshena, WI - Thursday, December 30, 2004 0:07 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I want you to know I was thinking of you on Christmas Day and I'm keeping you in my prayers. I wish I had words to heal your broken heart, but I don't. But I care about both of you and I would love to read all the little things about Abigail. So anytime you feel you want to "talk" about Abigail and don't mind sharing with us, write it in the journal.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 11:12 PM CST
Dear Suzanne, I wanted you to know that I am thinking about you. I continue to pray that one day you will find peace. I feel blessed that you shared Abby with us. Thank you for all the wonderful memories. I miss Abby and I miss you. I love you and I am here for you.
Catherine Yerena <boogit4us@netzero.net>
Dahlgren, VA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 7:53 PM CST
Sue & Bert - Words seem so useless when it comes to expressing our thoughts of you ...and the agony you must be feeling every day. But please know that we are all out here thinking of you both and praying hard that you one day find peace. Abby will never be forgotten because all of us will never let that happen. Your Christmas card was beautiful ...especially that typical Abby smile that always lit up the room. Thank you for thinking of us during this difficult time...we are thinking of you also. Sending love and prayers, Bev & Jack
bev ryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
Enfield , CT - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 10:47 AM CST
I visit Abby's site every day, but don't always sign because I do not know what to say. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I wish there was more I could do, but know that there is not. So I will continue to pray for you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 8:59 AM CST
Dear Suzanne,
We have never met, nor have we ever spoken but, I have read your journal form time to time over the past year. I found your daughters webpage shortly after my daughter Maya Marie past away November 19th, 2003. She was 4 years old and the absolute joy of my life. I am missing her more and more each day, just as you are missing Abby. In your lastest journal entry you say people want to talk less and less about your beautiful little girl and yet I imagine that like me, you need to talk about your angel more amd more. I just wanted to let you know I would love to hear all about your Abby and share my Maya with you. I hope I hear from you soon.
Love and blessings to you,
Cara- Maya's Mommy
Cara Pettit <rcsmall1@msn.com>
Vero Beach, Fl usa - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 11:55 PM CST
Suzanne, I am so sorry things are so hard for you guys, I wish I could say it will get better, or say something useful....but we are thinking of you.
Chris - Gooch's mom Share the Love
south windsor, CT - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 11:18 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Words just don't work. I keep writing and erasing things because there are not any words that will do. When Morgan was really sick, I imagined what her death might be like, but I know that there is no way I could ever come close to understanding. I hear the despair in your entries and the only hope that I have to offer - being on this side of AML - is that you are not alone. Abby's gift to the world lives in you and you are very good at showing others what a sweet and beautiful child she is. I just wanted you to know that we have been thinking of you throughout this holiday and you are in our hearts and prayers. I am sorry Abby was stolen from us all. I am sorry you bear the brunt of the pain.
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Cedar Park, TX - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 9:09 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
All of the new entries of poems are beautiful! I hope you can find some sort of peace in them. Lots of people still think about you every day. I received the beautiful Picture and thank you for thinking of me. I cherish every picture of Abby! I hope the new year brings something fabulous for you. You deserve it! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Monday, December 27, 2004 9:06 PM CST
Twas the night Jesus came
and all through the house,
not a person was praying, not one in the house..
The Bible was left on the shelf without care,
for noone thought
Jesus would come there..
The children were dressing
to crawl into bed,
not once ever kneeling
or bowing their head..
And Mom in the rocking chair
with babe on her lap,
was watching the Late Show
as I took a nap.
When out of the east
there rose such a clatter,
I sprang to my feet
to see what was the matter..
Away to the window
I flew like a flash,
tore open the shutters
and lifted the sash..
When what to my wondering
eyes should appear,
but Angels proclaiming
that Jesus was here..
The light of His face
made me cover my head..
was Jesus returning
just like He'd said..
And though I possessed
worldly wisdom and wealth,
I cried when I saw Him
Inspite of myself..
In the Book of Life
which he held in his hand,
was written the name
of every saved man..
He spoke not a word
as he searched for my name,
when He said "it's not here"
My head hung in shame..
The people whose names
had been written with love,
He gathered to take
to his Father above..
With those who were ready
He rose without sound,
while all of the others
were left standing around..
I fell to my knees
but it was too late,
I'd waited too long
and thus sealed my fate.
I stood and I cried
as they rose out of sight,
Oh, if only I'd known
that this was the night..
In the words of this poem
the meaning is clear
the coming of Jesus
is now drawing near...
There's only one life
and when comes the last call,
We'll find out that the Bible
was true after all....
cassie <jcrflemister@aol.com>
- Monday, December 27, 2004 11:22 AM CST
Dear Bert & Suzanne,
I am sorry that I haven't visited for a while. That doesn't mean that you haven't been in my thoughts almost daily! It was a mishmash of broken computers, lost addresses, etc. I think of you and Abigail every day when I drive past her tree and statue at school. I remember the birds and their 3 eggs, and all the marvelous stories that you have told about Abigail that showed her special reason for being on this earth. She was one of God's angels from her first breath. And that's what I like to remember and celebrate -her life! It was too short by far, but every minute contained a message to the rest of us - love, pain, unabandoned joy, suffering, patience, faith, persistence, friendship, and a special knowledge of Heaven that we can't begin to understand.
I know that you have that in your hearts also, and I pray that sweet memories of her life will one day tip the balance from the anguish of her death, and give you some peace. Love you & miss you,
Bev
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, - Monday, December 27, 2004 8:41 AM CST
For Mommy and Daddy
Letter From Heaven
To my dearest family and friends, some things I'd like to say ... but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay. I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight. Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you. It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on. I need you here badly; you're part of my plan. There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."
God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do. And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you. And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight. God and I are closest to you ... in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years, because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned. But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over. I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb; but together we can do it by taking one day at a time. It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too ... that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain, then you can say to God at night ... "My day was not in vain." And now I am contented ... that my life has been worthwhile, knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low, just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go. When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind; I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go ... from that body to be free, remember you're not going ... you're coming here to me
God bless you this holiday season
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 26, 2004 9:14 PM CST
I am thinking of you during this holiday season!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, December 26, 2004 7:15 PM CST
My First Christmas in Heaven
I see the countless Christmas trees,
Around the world below,
With tiny lights like Heaven’s stars
Reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular,
Please wipe away that tear,
For I’m spending Christmas,
With Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs,
That people hold so dear,
But the sounds of music don’t compare,
With the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you,
The joy their voices bring,
For it is beyond description,
To hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart,
But I am not so far away,
We really aren’t apart.
So be happy for me, dear ones,
You know I hold you dear
And be glad I’m spending Christmas,
With Jesus Christ this year.
I send you each a special gift,
From the heavenly home above,
I send you each a memory,
Of my undying love.
After all “Love” is a gift,
More precious than pure gold,
It was always most important,
In the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other,
As my heavenly father said to do,
For I can’t count the blessings of love,
He has for each of you.
So have a Merry Christmas,
And wipe away that tear,
Remember, I’m spending Christmas,
With Jesus Christ this year.
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Sunday, December 26, 2004 7:08 PM CST
Dear Bert & Suzanne,
I am so sorry I did not get a chance to call you on Christmas, my step-dad had a heart attack on Christmas Eve so we have been up North at the Hospital..I am just now getting to a computer.
I thought about you so much!! I know these Holidays have been so hard for you, I have been saying TONS of prayers to get you through these very difficult days!
I am so sorry that you have to spend the Holidays or any day for that matter without your precious Abigail!!
She is missed very much and she will NEVER be forgotten!!!
I Love you both very much!!
Love,
Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, December 26, 2004 6:32 PM CST
WE SEND MORE LOVE TOWARDS YOUR FAMILY.ROSIE/DADDY
www.caringbridge.org/mn/rosie <JESUSISLORD@JUNO.COM>
- Sunday, December 26, 2004 6:36 AM CST
I pray you are totally surrounded by God's peace that surpasses all understanding.
Enjoy the fantastic birthday party in heaven Abigail. I guess Jesus just couldn't stand the idea of one more year without your beautiful face at his table of honor.
Shannon
Fullerton, CA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 9:58 PM CST
Burt, Suzanne, You have been on my mind all day along with many other families that are hurting like you. I wish I could take your pain away. I see sweet abigails face when I close my eyes and I pray for you all always. I know this was so hard on you today and everyday. No one will ever forget sweet abigail. How could we???? she was special and I fell in love with her at first site. what a precious child! SHe spent her day with Jesus and it doesnt get any better than that! Im happy for her that she is well, but heartbroken for you. May God Bless you.Im praying you can consider foster parenting, or something to lessen the pain a bit. Like when My 13 yr old dog passed away i was miserable until I got another one. Not that it took the place of my other dog. But having another pet to make me smile and loved was HUge in healing for me.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Saturday, December 25, 2004 9:28 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I wish I could take away your pain but I know I cant - please know we love you very much and are always here for you!!!
Lori, Steve, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
chesapeake, Virginia - Saturday, December 25, 2004 2:13 PM CST
My Friends,
Thinking of you both very much today. Please take care.
-Dave
Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Andover, CT USA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 1:00 PM CST
Thinking of you this holiday season.
Jaime <Jaime13042@aol.com>
NJ USA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 5:25 AM CST
My First Christmas in Heaven
I see the countless
Christmas trees
around the world below
With tiny lights, like Heaven's stars,
reflecting on the snow
The sight is so spectacular,
please wipe away the tear
For I am spending Christmas with
Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs
that people hold so dear
But the sounds of music can't compare
with the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you,
the joy their voices bring,
For it is beyond description,
to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart.
But I am not so far away,
We really aren't apart.
So be happy for me, dear ones,
You know I hold you dear.
And be glad I'm spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.
I sent you each a special gift,
from my heavenly home above.
I sent you each a memory
of my undying love.
After all, love is a gift more precious
than pure gold.
was always most important
the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other,
my Father said to do.
I can't count the blessing or love
has for each of you.
So have a Merry Christmas and
Wipe away that tear
Remember, I am spending Christmas with
Jesus Christ this year
Wanda Bencke
My thoughts and prayers are with you this Christmas.
Mike <desertmusician@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI 48348 - Friday, December 24, 2004 9:53 PM CST
A PRAYER FOR CHRISTMAS
God Give Us eyes this Christmas
To see the Christmas Star.
And give us ears to hear the song
of angels from afar
And, with our eyes and ears attuned
for a message from above,
Let "Christmas Angels" speak to us
of hope and faith and love
Hope to light our pathway
When the way ahead is dark,
Hope to sing through stormy days,
with the sweetness of the lark
Faith to trust in things unseen
and know beyond all seeing
That it is in our Fathers love
We live and have our being
And love to break down barriers
of color, race and creed,
Love to see and understand
and help all those in need.
Lord, bless those we love this Christmas Day,be they near or far away Bless those good friends who mean so much and those with whom we're out of touch. We bring them all to You in prayer, and ask You to keep them in Your care.
Please know that you are thought of, in a very special way, not just this beautiful season but every day.
Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 8:08 PM CST
Dear Abigails Family,
I am not going to tell you to rejoice, or get on with your life, unless you want to. I know that there is a time to mourn your loss, and that time can last as long or as short as YOU want. Do not let any tell you how to mourn...your heart will not lead you wrong.
My Rachael died 3/1/03, and my sorrow is still so very strong. My sorrow echos the incredible love I felt for her...just wanted you to have a message from someone who can understand how horrible this time of year can be for some people...
Your sweet Abigail was so very beautiful!
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 7:23 PM CST
Dearest Angel Abigail's Family!
Romans 12:15 ~ Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn.
I walk the same journey you do, let us not travel it alone!
Remember we have the Blessed Hope too! I Thessalonians 4:13-18!
My daughter received her wings on February 9-04 from AML-M7.
www.trinitysdiary.com
From one mother to another,
*You are not alone, *you have a *friend in *me!!!
You are always welcome to contact me, please do, I see you are in alot of pain.........
God bless you today, tomorrow and forever!
Sincerely,
Elaine, Trinitys mother!
www.trinitysdiary.com
threebrazilnuts@hotmail.com
Elaine J. <threebrazilnuts@hotmail.com>
Surrey, BC Canada - Friday, December 24, 2004 6:30 PM CST
dear family,
i know how you must have felt during those tough times.but life must go on and new doors shall open in your future.I have seen her pictures and it breaks my heart knowing that god has taken her away.but do not cry because your lives need to go on and you need to know how much i love your families website.have a merry christmas and a happy new year to all of the family
lynnette olivo <lynnetteolivo@msn.com>
queens, ny new york - Friday, December 24, 2004 1:51 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Wanted to wish you peace during the holiday. I will be thinking of you and Abby. Lots of love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 4:36 PM CST
God bless you, Bert & Sue, during this difficult holiday season. May your memories of last Christmas with Abby be of comfort to you. Your message reassures us that there is life after death and that Abby is watching over her beloved mommy and daddy. She floats out there and her beautiful spirit comforts us all. We will never forget her and the powerful impact she had on so many of us during her short journey on this earth. Keep watching over us, Abby, and bless you as you continue to run free among the angels.
Our love and prayers, Bev & Jack
bev ryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
Enfield, CT - Thursday, December 23, 2004 2:06 PM CST
Thinking of you this Christmas,
Love
Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Thursday, December 23, 2004 11:15 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert, I wish there were more comforting things in this world than words to help to begin to heal your pain. Many prayers this Christmas for you and for your beautiful little angel Abigail
Love, Gloria McShane <gmcshane@btinternet.com>
Darlington, England - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 6:11 PM CST
^^HUGS^^
The Dobrowski's - Dave, Judy, Katie, Dana and ^Angel^ Emily Ann <davidd@comporium.net.......www.caringbridge.org/page/emiann>
5202 and CMC Family, Rainbow of Hope and Cancer Sucks Club members, Rockhill, SC - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 4:50 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
I can't even begin to imagine how painful this holiday will be for both of you, but I know it will be extremely difficult. So my wish and prayers are for you to know that others care about you and that you are surrounded by the Lord's peace and comforted by His love.
Kathy Haws <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 3:56 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert- Your family and Abby is on my mind as this Christmas approaches. Merry Christmas Abby!!! Keep smiling down on Mommy, Daddy and Angel Sheryl!!!
Hohni <hohniw@hotmail.com>
Elmore, MN - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 12:37 AM CST
Praying for you during the holiday season.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, Tx - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 9:34 PM CST
Bert, Suzanne, Just want you to know that you are still in our thoughts and prayers. WE hope your Holiday seasons is filled with comfort, peace and love.
CWO Bill Green, Lynne Green and family <cwoblg45@bellsouth.net>
Brandon, MS - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:11 PM CST
Hi sweetie pie,
I heard this song on my computer today and it brought me to thoughts of your Mommy an dDaddy. It's called "Keep Me In Your Heart For Awhile"
From the album "The Wind"
Shadows are fallin'
and I'm runnin' out of breath
keep me in your heart for awhile
If I leave you
it doesn't mean I love you any less
keep me in your heart for a while
When you get up in the mornin'
and you see that crazy sun
keep me in your heart for awhile
There's a train leavin' nightly
called when all is said and done
keep me in your heart for awhile
Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lo
Keep me in your heart for awhile
Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lo
Keep me in your heart for awhile
Sometimes when you're doin'
simple things around the house
maybe you'll think of me and smile
you know I'm tied to you
like the buttons on your blouse
keep me in your heart for awhile
Hold me in your thoughts
take me to your dreams
touch me as I fall into view
and when the winter comes
keep the fires lit
and I'll be right next to you
Engine driver's headed north
to Pleasant Street
keep me in your heart for awhile
these wheels keep turnin
but they're runnin out of steam
keep me in your heart for awhile
Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lo
Keep me in your heart for awhile
Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lo
Keep me in your heart for awhile
Keep me in your heart for awhile...
To me that is a beautiful song.
I know you are missed sweetie. :-( Especially with Christmas.
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 20, 2004 5:10 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Remembering your precious Angel Abby and sending you warm wishes from Smile Quilts. Keeping you in our prayers, always.
Smile Quilts Angels and all your friends at Smile Quilts <smilequilts@smilequilts.com>
- Monday, December 20, 2004 3:30 AM CST
TOGETHERNESS
Death is nothing at all. I have only slipped away into the next room. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still.
Call me by my old familiar name; speak to me in the easy way you always used to. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be the household word it always was. Let it be spoken without effort.
Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as is ever was; there is absolutely unbroken continuity.
Why should I be out of your mind because I am out of your sight?
I am waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near just around the corner. All is well. Nothing is past; nothing is lost.
One brief moment and all will be as it was before – only better, infinitely happier and forever – we will all be together with Christ.
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Saturday, December 18, 2004 3:21 PM CST
Suzanne,
After reading your journal entry, I know that God is listening to all the prayers we are saying for you and Bert. I believe God was helping you through a very rough moment with the shovel and blanket. And I am going to continue keeping you and Bert in my prayers.
I absolutely love those new pics! Abigail at three months old - what an adorable pic. And the other pics with that precious smile of hers are wonderful.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 3:19 AM CST
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
I know things are extra tough right now. You know lots of people are still praying for you. The holidays are the hardest time of the year for my family since Dad passed on Dec. 23rd from cancer. It will be 10 years this year. I know it's not the same as losing a child, but just know that my entire family will keep you in their thoughts and prayers. They've all seen Abby's pictures and think she is beautiful! Love, Kim Childs
Kim Childs <tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 4:04 PM CST
Hi sweetie,
Why are you on my mind so much these passed couple of days? I think its because I go to the stores and I see Mommys and Daddys shopping for thier children. I see children visiting Santa and writing letters of what they would want for Christmas.
But then it breaks my heart because I think of your Mommy and your Daddy without you this Christmas. How my heart breaks for them.
Every where I look I think "would abigail want that?"
Stay close to your Mommy an dDaddy sweetie. They miss you more than words could ever express.
All my love sweetie pie
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 17, 2004 2:06 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert, the photos are so beautiful! I cried when i saw just last Christmas abigail with santa. How could she look the picture of health and then be gone.... My heart breaks for you. I know your so broken , I feel it , I worry about you. You dont journal much. But I dont know how you carry on. But admire your strength and courage so much. I dont know why God chose this for you, I dont know if he chooses it actually or if he just stops a childs suffering and takes them home. You know instead of thinking he took her think of him rescuing her from a horrible disease. It doesnt make sence. But you will hold her and be with her again. support groups they say are so helpful. I just wanted to stop by and say Your on my mind and abbigail is in my heart i wanted to let you now she will never be forgotten! what a precious beautiful child.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Thursday, December 16, 2004 8:54 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
Thinking of you!!
I love you both very much!!
HUGS~
Love
Sheryl
Always remembering my Princess!!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 8:10 PM CST
Thinking of you as always.
Gene, Debbie and Sarah <gene.gwaltney@prosoft.tv>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 2:06 PM CST
Thinking of you...
LINDA’S PAGE
Linda Miko <lmiko@wideopenwest.com>
- Tuesday, December 14, 2004 12:54 AM CST
Dear Bert & Suzanne - I still think of your family often. You remain in my heart and in my prayers. Wishing you peace and love during this season.
Love, Mrs. Porter
Sheli Porter <sheliporter@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Monday, December 13, 2004 8:30 PM CST
Mommy Suzanne,
It is Sunday the 12th and I have just lit a beautiful blue candle in honor of your dear Abigail. Please know that I am thinking of you, Bert and Abigail during this holiday season and I am so sorry you are not together with your little girl. I like your story about the sand shovel; I imagine that Abigail's presence is everywhere.
M. Elton <meltonva@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA - Sunday, December 12, 2004 7:19 PM CST
Just want to let you know I still check in and pray for you all often.
JoBeth Hunnicutt
Moultrie, Ga - Sunday, December 12, 2004 3:45 PM CST
Princess..
If tears could build a walk way
Ad memories build a lane
I'd walk right up to Heaven
And bring you home again!!
I can't belive it's been 9 months you've been gone.
You are missed so very much.
Christmas will not be the same for me this year...
And I know Mommy & Daddy and your Grandparents will be so sad without you also, please watch over them all Princess.
I love you to Heaven and Back!!
Angel Hugs & Buttefly Kisses!!
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, December 12, 2004 2:54 PM CST
even though I never met Abigail she was a big part in my life. so I memory of her I am going to donate my hair once it gets long enough. Abby you are missed and loved.Suzanne and Bert be
strong Abby is with you and she would want you to not cry.
Sara Lynn Edwards <singinggirlse@yahoo.com>
Coventry, CT u - Sunday, December 12, 2004 2:12 PM CST
Abigail
Not long ago I downloaded the song Homesick by Mercy Me because your Mommy left the lyrics here on your page one day. And I must tell you, I have listened to it a million times. And it reminds me so much of you and your Mommy. I listen to it constantly, and I can see your face in my mind. I"ve never met you and *I* miss you sweetie. I cant imagine what your Mommy is going through.
I leave this song with her again:
PRECIOUS CHILD"
Words and Music by Karen Taylor-Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God bless you Abby. And God bless your Mommy and your Daddy. I think of them every day. Just as I do you. They miss you sweet girl
Always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 10, 2004 9:38 PM CST
I don't know if this is something that you are aware of or not. It comes from a friend of ours who lost their sweet daughter, Sarah, 6 years ago. I know that you have suffered a loss also and want you to know that others still stand with you in support. I urge all those reading this entry to please remember Abby, Sarah and the other children that have gone to Heaven much to early. Please also remember the families and friends of these children who will not be forgotten.
Thank you.
Sara Hughes
Worldwide Candle Lighting
December 12th, 2004
The Compassionate Friends invites families grieving the loss of a child at any age and any cause, to join us on Sunday, December 12th, as candles are lit at 7 p.m. in all time zones around the world for a 24-hour wave of light.
To our friends:
In memory of Sarah, We invite each of you to light a candle to represent the love that Sarah brought and continues to bring to each of our hearts. We love you.
Barb and Bruce Flickinger
Sara Hughes <dshughes@netins.net>
Truro, IA USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:27 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert-
What a beautiful story of Abby coming to visit you, she is still with you and always will be. Just in a different way than we expected. Thank you for the new pictures also. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you-Laura
Laura and Angel Ryan <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Thursday, December 9, 2004 11:21 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Just stopping by to say "hello" and to tell you I've been thinking about you both. And that you're always in my prayers.
-Dave
Dave Edwards <quietcovemusic@hotmail.com>
Andover, CT USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 9:42 PM CST
Suzanne,
I know Abby has to be with you always. All of the things happening is meant for a purpose. We love you and your family and my heart still breaks for you.
Love,
Amanda & Alyssa
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
- Tuesday, December 7, 2004 7:50 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
We are so sorry hear of your loss of Abby. We had not checked your site for awhile and when we did, found that you had lost so much. It's hard to ever find words. Thank you for continuing to write and share the burdens of your grief. We pray for you both this holiday season which we know won't be easy. Please know that you are not forgotten, even by long ago acquaintances.
Much love to you both!
Jennifer & Mike "Itchy" Acheson <mike.jenn@juno.com>
Norfolk, VA United States - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 7:00 PM CST
Dear Burt and Suzanne,
I'm so very, very sorry for this deep pain. We simply cannot understand why God allows this much pain but we must trust His plan. I know He loves Abigail so very, very much.
Thinking of you.
God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabbie, and Noah
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 6:24 PM CST
The new pictures of Abigail are simply precious. I know that this holiday season is going to be so difficult for you. Please know you are in my thoughts and in my prayers eveyr single day. I think of Abby all of the time. And I pray for both of yo uall of the time.
God bless and I hope you find some peace
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 7, 2004 12:39 AM CST
soUNDS LIKE lil aBBY WAS SENDING YOU A SIGN SAYING SHES OK IN HEAVEN WITH GOD...I THINK SHE DID IT AT THE PERFECT TIME TO COMFORT YOU WHILE YOU WERE CRYING...GOD BLESS YOU AND MAY ABBY KEEP THE SIGNS COMING...
CASSIE <JCRFLEMISTER@AOL.COM>
- Tuesday, December 7, 2004 9:02 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Saying prayers for your peace and comfort today.
Cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Monday, December 6, 2004 7:54 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
I feel your sadness so much, and I know Christmas will not be the same for you... I am so sorry!!
It has been so hard shopping for gifts for all my little kids, everywhere I go I see Abigail and things she would love! One day after shopping I just went up to my Angel room and just cried as I held her picture!!
I miss her so very much!!
I hope you both can find some comfort in the all the lovely memories that you have of your sweet precious Abigail...
I know that she is looking down on both of you and she is with you each and every day!!
I love you both very much and I wish I was there to give you both a big hug....
Please hold each other tightly as you go try to get through this Holiday season...
Lots of Love & Hugs ~
Love,
Sheryl
Always & Forever remembering my Princess!!!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Monday, December 6, 2004 7:15 PM CST
Hi!
I love the new pictures! What a doll baby! You look awesome too! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 3:37 PM CST
What a beautiful picture of Abby and Santa. I can't imagine how difficult the holiday will be for you. I hope Abby will send you signs to let you know that she is celebrating in the most miraculous place. God bless you, Suzanne and Bert!!
Patricia
TX USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 2:27 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne, I continue to keep you in my constant prayers. If you feel an unusual tug at your heart everyday, it's me, sending my love. God bless and keep you always.
Lynda Odum <bobodum@bellsouth.net>
Duluth, ga - Monday, December 6, 2004 10:39 AM CST
I think of you all the time. YOu were my first caring bridge family to loose your child. I pray for you to find comfort and strength from those around us. Knowing this holiday season will be difficult....
I continue to pray for you both...
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, United States - Monday, December 6, 2004 10:25 AM CST
Praying for you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:49 AM CST
we wish you peace of heart this holiday season. I wish we had the magic words to say to make this season happier for you. but remember your christmas angel is watching you and wants you to think good thoughts.
Always in our thoughts hearts and prayers!!
~*~Samantha's Story~*~
karen n sammi <mpbowler1@aol.com>
- Sunday, December 5, 2004 2:54 PM CST
Hi Suzanne,
I sent you a box by UPS. Should come soon. I hope you are putting a tree up and stil celebrating Christmas. I know it will be hard, but Abby will know you're celebrating in her memory. I think of you so often! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 1:13 PM CST
Even though you don't know me I have been keeping up with you and your family for the past yr. I know the holidays are a really rough time for you but just remember that God will bring you through it and comfort you. I still am praying for you. You sure were blessed with your precious Abigail.
Lori
Nashville, TN USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:46 AM CST
Hi Suzanne,
Thinking of you and wanted to check in.Love, Kim Childs
Kim Childs <tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:23 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne:
Wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you and Abby this holiday season.
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:18 AM CST
Bert, suzanne, Im thinking of you and angel abby all the time!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:42 PM CST
Hope you had a peaceful Thanksgiving. Keeping you in my prayers.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, November 28, 2004 1:55 PM CST
Thinking about you and praying for you today. Happy Thanksgiving.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, November 25, 2004 10:49 AM CST
Thinking of you and your angel Abby this holiday season.
with love <Deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:23 AM CST
Happy Thanksgiving...Our thoughts and prayers are with you today.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody & Family <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Thursday, November 25, 2004 7:33 AM CST
Bert and Mommy Suzanne,
Beautiful poem on your main page! I wanted to let you know I am thinking of both of you and Abby during this holiday.
M.Elton <meltonva@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:54 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
There is no greater grief than losing a child. I know you miss Abby so much more than any words can express. Praying for you.
God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabbie, and Noah
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@attn.net>
Minneapolis, - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 5:11 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne - Just wanted to let you know we were thinking of you and how hard this Thanksgiving will be since it is your first without Abby. We miss you both especially Abby. We will give thanks for having known your family, especially Abby, tomorrow. Katie, Mike, Cassandra & Grant
Katie Anderson <katieanderson.21@cox.net>
Fairfax, VA USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:08 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne... Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you today and everday. I continue to pray for you and realize these upcoming holidays will be difficult. May you feel the warmth of family and friends and gather strength from all of us. Have a blessed Thanksgiving.
Jim. Marjie & Jenni Rinehart <jmr@mahaska. org>
oskaloosa, ia United States - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:22 AM CST
Thinking of you over this holiday weekend. Keep remembering all of the good times with Abby. Sending lots of love! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:03 AM CST
Dearest Bert & Suzanne.......we think of you often and pray that all is well...We still hear Abby's laugh and see her special smile...hope each passing day is bringing you peace. We understand you will be traveling to Connecticut for Thanksgiving......we would LOVE to see you. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Bev & Jack
bevryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
Enfield , CT - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 1:33 PM CST
Hi Bert & Suzanne~ Just stopping by to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you always, but especially now as we head into the holiday season. May God bless you both. *warm hugs* ><>†<><
Lighting Children’s Lives
Caged Kids
*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children’s Lives & Caged Kids <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 10:50 PM CST
Bert, suzanne, Your on my heart and mind so very much right now, I love the new photo. ANd I know you long to be with your child again! you will someday! everyday is a day closer to your time in heaven with her. ALl In Gods time! You will smile again! Abby will see to it!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Monday, November 22, 2004 9:47 PM CST
Just wanted to say Hello! Thinking of you today! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 6:53 PM CST
Just checking in. The picture of Abigail at age 2 is adorable. The picture was downloading from the top down and as soon as soon as her eyes were on the screen you could tell it was her. Beautiful.
Shannon <SjanelleS@yahoo.com>
Virginia Beach, VA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 4:32 PM CST
Suzanne, I saw the lovely pictures of your daughter at the Bereavment Breakfast for TCH today. I kept up with Abby and her death through this site and my ears perked up when they called her name today. What a precious girl she was. The breakfast was such a nice tribute to our babies. Hope you all are doing OK.
Valerie Price mom to Angel Andrew <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
- Saturday, November 20, 2004 5:54 PM CST
Suzanne
Madison wanted to put the poem she wrote for her Reflections Contest at school on Abby's site-
Theme- "A Different Kind of Hero"
My Best Friend Abby, although she died, that is why every now and them I mostly cry.
She died on March 12 so I hate that day now,
All her hopes and dreams floated into a Cloud.
And now she is Well in Heaven, no more suffering or Cancer,
But I sure do miss her more than I can tell.
By Madison Martin
Age 8
Lori Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
chesapeake, va - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:38 PM CST
I was thinking of Abby and I often come by to see her picture. I love that picture. Her face is forever imprinted in my mind. When we met her, she was twirling, smiling, telling Trevor not to be scared of the mask, it was ok. The Ole salt telling the newbie. Then at the holiday party last year, I kept seeing her with her family. So excited, so full of joy. It just melted my heart, tears kept stinging my eyes because I knew she was heading down the path of transplant again. Just wanted you to know your in my prayers and thoughts and during the Holiday party this year, I know Abby will be there in spirit, I know she be on my mind, as well as your family.
Our love and prayers, The Coe's <jillcoe8@cox.net caringbridge.org/va/trevorco>
- Thursday, November 18, 2004 5:12 PM CST
Hey Bert and Suzanne....
Cute pictures. I pray for you continually, I hope you feel us trying to help you through this time....
Marjie <jmr@mahaska. org>
oskaloosa, ia USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 9:07 AM CST
Suzanne,
I LOVE the picture. It is so neat to see Abby as a baby! Wow, she is adorable! Thanks for sharing it. Hope today is a good day. Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 6:00 PM CST
I was thinking of Abby and did a search to find this website. Although you don't know me, I am familiar with Abby's story from my family. (My nieces are Rachel and Rebecca). I have been reading other Caring Bridge sites and wondered if you had one as well. I'm glad that I found it... I will continue to check it in the future. I'm thinking of you.
Patti <prethi@excite.com>
Topsham, ME - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 10:03 PM CST
Had to sign in tonight to say hello. I've been seeing the previews of the new American Girl movie that is going to be on television next week. The little girl in the previews reminds me so much of your beautiful Abby. You're in my thoughts.
Stefanie
St. Louis, MO USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 8:06 PM CST
I haven't signed in a while, but you are in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:47 AM CST
Dearest Suzanne,
Just to let you know you are in my heart and prayers.
Love and hugs
Judy
Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
Cookeville, TN - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:25 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne just wanted you to know I still pray for you. I know these upcoming holidays will be very rough. I hope it eases your pain a bit to know that there of lots of us thinking and praying for you.....
Marjie <jmr@mahaska. org>
oskaloosa, ia United States - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:22 AM CST
Princess,
Its so hard to believe its been 8 months that you have been gone...You are so missed by everyone!
You have so many new friends in Heaven, I am so glad that you are all cancer free, but oh how your Mommies & Daddies and all your families miss you!! It just seems so unfair that there is so many little ones passing from cancer, so very unfair to all who love you and who have to try to move on with their lives without their precious children.
I started shopping Christmas presents and every corner I turn in a store reminds me of you...I bought a special porcelin doll that I knew you would love.
You keep shining down on us Princess....
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses ~
I love you Princess~
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Bert & Suzanne,
Thinking about you both...
Love ya!!!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Friday, November 12, 2004 8:03 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you. Can't imagine how hard Halloween was and the upcoming holidays will be. I'm praying so hard.
love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, November 12, 2004 2:30 PM CST
Suzanne,
I still check in very often but sometimes I just don't know what to say! I can't imagine what you and Bert are going through. I wish I could help somehow. I pray for you every day. I'm here if I can help! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 4:57 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I think of you often and keep you in my prayers. Abby touched my life and continues to, thank you for sharing her with me.
Hugs,
Anne S. <legendkees@iwon.com>
Keshena, WI - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 11:40 PM CST
Angel Abby, a new angel came to join you yeterday. Please take little Zachary under your wing. I am thinking of you all the time sweet girl. Sending tons of love to heaven and back.
Laura <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va 23233 - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 2:37 PM CST
I think of you both often. And I wish there was something more I could say or do to ease your pain. Hang in there, one day at a time! My love and hugs........
Laura and Angel Ryan <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Tuesday, November 9, 2004 9:59 AM CST
Even though you don't know me I still check in on Abby's website all the time. I still pray for you. I hope you are doing well. God sure did bless you with precious Abigail.
Lori Pierce
Mt Juliet, TN USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 8:11 AM CST
Suzanne, Bert, I had this very strong inner voice telling me I needed to come and check in on you all. I think of you so much, Pray for your strength to endure life without abby. Until you can be with her again in heaven. Abby is playing with cheyenne, maddie, celeste, julia, savannah, and all the rest of the precious children in heaven. Abby will never be forgotten.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Monday, November 8, 2004 10:41 PM CST
Hi! I've followed Abby's site for a long time now and never posted. I'm here to reach across the miles and give you a virtual hug. Please know that you are in my thoughts tonight; from someone you have never met from Mighigan. Abby touched a lot of lives with her brave spirit. She will not be forgotten. {{hugs}}
Karen <KarenSueO@comcast.net>
Brighton, MI USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 10:14 PM CST
Hi Suzanne, Thinking of you and wanted to check in. Please know you are still in my prayers and thoughts every day!Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 4:33 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Abigail was a very precious little girl. Our hearts go to you both and her in the heavens. As Jodi and I say, God does things for a reason and when he slams a door he always leaves a window open. Our prayers are with you.
Larry and Jodi Newbern <newbern4@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 7:26 PM CST
I found your site just today by a link from another caring bridge site. Your daughter was beautiful and I grieve with you. Your family is in my prayers.
Paige
Chesapeake, VA - Monday, November 1, 2004 5:53 PM CST
Hi Sweet Princess...
HAPPY HALLOWEEN !!
I miss you so much...
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Suzanne,
Thanks for calling today, it was good to talk to you!
Give my love to Bert ~
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, October 31, 2004 5:34 PM CST
Thinking of you, this halloween
With love, Everyone at Post Pals
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:08 AM CDT
Mommy Suzanne & Daddy Bert-
I found myself thinking of that adorable Woodland Fairy today, so I thought I should come by the site. Abby was the very first child I ever starting following through CaringBridge, and I still cannot believe that she's an angel now. I wish I knew what to say here, but it's always difficult, so I will let you know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers, and that Abby's beautiful smile has captured my heart.
Michele <Michele212@gmail.com>
New York, NY USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 9:07 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you this Halloween weekend. We know Abby has real wings now and doesn't need an angel costume! Suzanne, Happy late birthday! Didn't know it was your day. Mine was Monday so I guess we're both October babies! Love to both of you! Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 8:07 AM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers are with you.The Padgett family
Jennifer Padgett <kenandjen@ohiohills.com>
jackson, oh usa - Friday, October 29, 2004 11:17 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
I cannot even begin to imagine how difficult Halloween and the coming holidays are going to be for you. But please remember you are always in my thoughts and prayers. May the Lord continue to stay by your side, comforting you when you most need it.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 11:19 PM CDT
Thinking of you... Laura
.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 4:40 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert. I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of your little angel this week. I was restocking the prizebox for the kids and someone had donated a small American Girls book set. Anytime I see something from "American Girls" it always reminds me of Abby. Personally, I always thought she would have made a great model for them. :-) Chris
Chris Brogan <cdbrogan@mar.med.navy.mil>
Portsmouth, VA USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 8:14 AM CDT
Bert, suzanne, I think of you all so so much and pray for your broken hearts. Im so sorry for your pain. I wish i could fix it for you.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 6:42 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne:
I was just thinking of Abby and wanted to drop by to let you know I'm thinking of you also! God bless.
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 8:25 AM CDT
Praying for you all. I think of you all often.
The Prayer Bears
Bear Hugz.
Donna Boggs, Papa Bear’s Site <dboggs4newlife@yahoo.com>
Coeburn, Va - Monday, October 25, 2004 11:56 AM CDT
Suzanne,
I hope you had a wonderful Birthday yesterday and a nice relaxing time on your little get away with Bert, Carmen & her hubby...
I also hope your day was filled with Beautiful memories of your precious Abigail...
Bert,
It was good to talk to you last week!!
Lots of love to you both~
Sheryl
Princess...
Hey there sweetie...You have so many new friends in heaven lately, its so hard to see all these mommies & daddies so sad here on Earth..
Please watch over Mommy & Daddy, they really need your guidance on some things and I know the changes will make them both beable to have some sunshine in their life again...
I wonder if you know how much you are missed? You know, I was talking to daddy last week about how special of a little girl you are...you are so hard to describe, its almost like you came here to Earth to help other people then after your job was done you went back home...
You are a Princess for sure... I am very honored to have you in my life and I will always have very special memories embedded in the deepest part of my soul...
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
ANGEL HUGS & BUTTEFLY KISSES
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Monday, October 25, 2004 10:00 AM CDT
A gift for you...
from a friend....
a friend <afriend@rememberingabby.com>
Any City , Any State Here on Earth - Sunday, October 24, 2004 7:04 PM CDT
My friends - I wanted to let you know that someone has been signing guestbooks with mean, cruel, terrible messages and signing them with my name, e-mail address, and other information. Please be aware that this is happening and know that these hateful messages are not coming from me. If this happens, please let me know so that I can notify CaringBridge. Thank you so much.
Love always -
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@yahoo.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 6:26 PM CDT
Suzanne, I know you and Bert ache for Abby. She knows you guys loved her more than anything. Dont know what else to say but I wish you peace
Chris Goochs mom
- Sunday, October 24, 2004 0:51 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
Hope all is well there? Please tell Abby's Grandparents that I keep them in my prayers as well as you. I think of you so often! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Saturday, October 23, 2004 6:46 PM CDT
I know that you took Shelbys hand when she made her journey to heaven Abigail. I feel as if my heart was brokent into a million peices.
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 22, 2004 9:04 PM CDT
Hi sweetie pie,
I come to you today, to ask a favor of you. Abby, there is this little girl, who is fighting cancer, and may very well pass onto Heaven. Her Mommy, Daddy and brother, are scared and devastated. CAn you go to Shelby and hug her, and tell her that she is ok and you are with her??
Please abigail?
She's just a baby. Just like you were. And I dont understand why you had to suffer so much.
Please go to her. LEt her konw you are with her, please???
Shelby:
http://www2.caringbridge.org/ga/shelbyprescott/
Love
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 20, 2004 8:05 PM CDT
God sure does work in mysterious ways.
Susan Moynihan <toofer0@hotmail.com>
Simsbury, CT Hartford - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 2:43 PM CDT
I cannot even begin to imagine the pain that you will always carry with you because of what you've been through. Please know that you remain in my thoughts and prayers. You are loved. May God heal your heart to the extent that it is possible until you are able to be with Him and Abby for eternity. I'll see you there :)
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 6:25 PM CDT
Hello Suzanne,
I ended up on this site from Connor Hunleys page (co-workers son). I wanted to reach out and let you know that Abigail and my mother accompanied each other on 3/12/04. I am sure Mom has another wonderful granddaughter now to love.
Tim Seaton
Kingsport, TN USA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 10:59 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
You're in the prayers of someone who cares!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 0:41 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
We went down to Cumberland Falls for a few days. I always have my Abby/Amanda pin with me. I hope they could see the beautiful Falls as I saw them. I mever quit thinking of them or you. Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, October 17, 2004 7:02 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
You are always in my prayers!
Kathy H .
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, October 14, 2004 11:04 PM CDT
Thinking of you (from the "other" Abby Rose's Mama).
Stefanie - St. Louis
- Thursday, October 14, 2004 6:18 PM CDT
On behalf of the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society, we just wanted to let you know that you and your family are still in our thoughts.
The Leukemia and Lymphoma Society <brownk@lls.org>
Hampton, VA USA - Thursday, October 14, 2004 2:54 PM CDT
Abby, I thought of you today. It was rainy and cold this morning and the sky was incredibly black. When I was driving I saw the most beautiful ray of light peaking through the sky of blackness. It was gorgeous and I immediatly thought of you. Thanks for comming to visit me today. Watch over Mommy, Daddy, and Madison, they miss you terribly. I think of you often. Sending hugs to heaven and back.
Laura <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, va USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 8:38 PM CDT
I can barely find the words to express my sorrow for your most precious loss.
I hope you find peace in knowing that God has a bigger plan for all of us. Someday you will be reunited with your little angel girl.
Until then, I pray that your faith will pull you through.
Trust in the Lord.
Dorothy Padilla
Shelton, CT USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 5:23 PM CDT
suzanne bert, I read your journals and can feel a piece of your pain. Your very good at writing, I think and pray for you all so much. I know its unbearaable without your adorable little girl. I wish I could take your pain away. I dont Know why this path was chosen for abby or for any of these special kids. The joiner family lost both of there boys this year to cancer. I think how do you bury 1 child let alone both. Maybe you can find support in other families that have been through it. I just know there are days you seem to not want to go on without her and I think that is normal, But you must go on for her. You will be with her and hold her again when its your time. I will never forget abigails beautiful smile and spirit. And I come by just to see her sparkling eyes and check in on you. Praying for you always.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Monday, October 11, 2004 8:28 PM CDT
Hi sweetie pie,
I check on you every day. I check on your Mommy and your Daddy. Ohhhhhhhhh sweetness how they miss you. You are so loved Abigail. I wish I could take away thier pain.
May God be with you both.
*hugs* to Abigail.
God bless
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 11, 2004 7:42 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
Thinking of you today as always. I hope Abby and Amanda are spending Amanda's birthday together. If you see Deloyce, please give each other a hug from me. I know you are great support for each other. No one can fully understand like the two of you do. Still praying for you and Bert. Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, October 10, 2004 7:46 PM CDT
DAR ABBY,
I LOVE YOU. FROM MCKENZIE AND MADELEINE MCCAULEY. WE
MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I NO YORE MADSONS BEST FRENND. WE NO IT. YORE SO GOOD AND YOU LOVE PINK FLORERS. AND ANGL BOOKSS.
LOVE FROM MCKENZIE AND MADELEINE MCCAULEY ---WE R MADSONS COSNS ##@#$%^^**((((
(TRANSLATION)
DEAR ABBY,
I LOVE YOU. FROM MCKENZIE AND MADELEINE MCCAULEY. WE MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I KNOW YOU'RE MADISON'S BEST FRIEND. WE KNOW IT. YOU'RE SO GOOD AND YOU LOVE PINK FLOWERS AND ANGEL BOOKS.
FROM MCKENZIE AND MADELEINE MCCAULEY-WE ARE MADISON'S COUSINS
MCKENZIE AND MADELEINE MCCAULEY <RMCCAU5502@AOL.COM>
CHESAPEAKE, VA USA - Friday, October 8, 2004 6:59 PM CDT
Thinking of you ...
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Friday, October 8, 2004 11:24 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I think of you often. My thoughts and prayers are always with you. Jennifer told me you might be coming to Connecticut around Thanksgiving. I would love to see you.
Love, Kelley
Kelley Russell Scott <kelleyrscott@cox.net>
East Granby, CT - Thursday, October 7, 2004 1:19 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
It's truely a heartbroken sharing. In our hearts, we know our beloved ones never left and stay forever with us. However it's also so difficult to live without them. We learn from reading your posts that Abigail is such a wonderful child. We continue praying for you. May God's comfort and strength be to you day by day.
Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com>
Fairborn, OH US - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 10:03 PM CDT
Hi Sweet Princess..
I miss you TONS!! I miss hearing that sweet little voice of yours...
The other day on the way home from picking Jeffrey up from day care, he looked at your picture that I have hanging in my car and he said "Grandma, Do you remember Abgiail?" I said " of course I do sweetheart" and he said " Well, is Abigail still in Heaven with Jesus?" I said "She sure is" , then he said " I wish she was home with her Mommy & Daddy" And I said "I wish she was to Buddy"
Oh how I wish you were with Mommy & Daddy, they are so heart broken with out you Princess!
They miss you so very much, Please watch over them and keep sending down some signs that you are still with them...
Give Amanda a HUGE hug from me ok!
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Bert & Suzanne,
Thining of you both!!
I LOVE YOU ~
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 8:07 PM CDT
That is a beautiful and heartfelt entry. I am so sorry that Abby is not with you. I so wanted her to be with you for many many many years! You are each in our prayers. Love,
Tracy and Katia
Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Tuesday, October 5, 2004 6:12 AM CDT
Just a note to remind you you are not alone. Our hearts and prayers are with you always.
Love and hugs
Judy
Click on the angel to visit Catch An Angel
Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, October 5, 2004 1:59 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert- Thinking of you two as the months go by. Smile and think about how many lives Abby touched and the new friends that she brought into your lives.
Hohni <hohniw@hotmail.com>
Elmore, MN - Monday, October 4, 2004 9:07 AM CDT
Thinking of you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, October 4, 2004 9:05 AM CDT
Suzanne,
Please know that you, Bert and Abby are in my thoughts often....
Please don't hesitate to call me if you ever feel like talking.
God bless you.
Suzy, Justin's mom <suzy509@aol.com>
Virginia Beach, VA - Sunday, October 3, 2004 9:19 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne & Bert,
I wanted to write to say it would have been Fred The Maltese's 11th birthday today. I'll bet he and Abby and other angels are celebrating it up in heaven.
Please take care,
Nancy
Nancy Ambrose <Chumsorg@msn.com>
Framingham, MA USA - Saturday, October 2, 2004 1:32 PM CDT
dear abby i miss you a lot love an kiss from maddy
Madison Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va USA - Saturday, October 2, 2004 7:42 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
The pics of your Woodland Fairy Princess are adorable! I think of you and Bert and Angel Abigail often. You are in my prayers.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Friday, October 1, 2004 10:56 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
I thought I'd check in and see how you are. Think of you every day! Staying busy here now that school is in full swing. The kids keep us hoppin'. Take care! Love, Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Friday, October 1, 2004 2:34 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert, I just visited your page while doing research for a book. What a beautiful little girl. Your site was extremely moving. I would like to talk to you further about this devastating walk you have been on. Please contact me at nikkiarana@msn.com.
Nikki Arana <nikkiarana@msn.com>
Coeur d'Alene, ID USA - Thursday, September 30, 2004 7:23 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Praying for your comfort and peace today. Abigail's pictures are so beautiful.
Lots of Love,
cindy <macyn72@yahoo.com>
charleston, sc - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 12:59 AM CDT
Sweet Angel Abby!!
The new pictures of you are absolutely beautiful. Such a beautiful young lady. You are deeply missed. Sending lots of love up to heaven and back.
Laura <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va USA - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 11:44 AM CDT
suzanne bert, the new picture is so so beautiful ! its so hard to believe she was so vibrant looking in oct 2003 and gone by march 2004. Cancer is truly the worst thing.Abigail was so blessed to have you as parents, She was a beautiful child and now a breathtaking Angel. Your always in our thoughts and prayers.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Monday, September 27, 2004 11:29 PM CDT
just sending our love and support across the miles...
always in our hearts thoughts and prayers!!
~*~Samantha's Story~*~
karen n sammi <mpbowler1@aol.com>
- Monday, September 27, 2004 7:45 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
I just got my Dave Edwards CD and have listened to Abby's song over and over. I love it! Nothing can be as beautiful as Abby, but the song is wonderful! Thinking of you and Bert as always! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Monday, September 27, 2004 8:08 AM CDT
dear abigail roses are red violets are blue candy is sweet and so are you love madison
Maddy Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Saturday, September 25, 2004 7:27 AM CDT
Just stopping by to let you know that I am thinking about you...
Love ya lots!!
Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Thursday, September 23, 2004 7:43 AM CDT
Hi. I just read your daughter's story and was very touched to hear how she battled this to the very end. I just want you to know we are thinking of you here in Delaware.
God Bless.
Matt Brady http://www.caringbridge.org/de/haley <arizona422@comcast.net>
Newark, DE - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 10:10 PM CDT
daer abby since you hands ever fell in to the hands of lord i have hated march 12 love maddy
Maddy Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 2:38 PM CDT
dear abby miss you love you wish you were hear love maddy
Madison Martin
Chesapeake, va USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 2:14 PM CDT
AWWWE!
Susanne, the latest pictures of Angel Abby are precious, thanks so much for sharing.
((((HUGS))))
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 10:24 PM CDT
I know I was just here like 2 days ago, I drop by a lot but I don't always sign. The last few days I have just been thinking so much about so many angels going ahead of their parents, since I started Katia's page in November 2002. The numbers are just alarming. So, I wrote a poem and put it on Katia's site. My heart is with you and I pray for you often. You are such awesome parents and you always stayed so strong for little Abby. I know she knew of your strong love for her! That is what kept her fighting and fighting. Love,
Tracy and Katia
Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Tuesday, September 21, 2004 9:36 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
I read your letter on MACS. It was so nice. We all should be thanking you for sharing Abby with us! I pray for you every day! The newest pictures of Abby are beautiful! She must have been a beautiful baby! Please take care and know that lots of people love you, even if it's long distance! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 6:32 PM CDT
Today, tomorrow, and always...
May God keep you in His loving care.
Suzanne,
I love the new pics of Abigail!
Kathy Haws
Thousand, - Monday, September 20, 2004 11:54 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I love the new pictures you posted. The one of Abigail in her dance outfit reminds me of Alyssa and her dance picture this past spring. I think of you guys always.
Love Amanda & Alyssa
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Monday, September 20, 2004 7:57 PM CDT
Thanks for signing Ryan's guestbook, your kind words mean so much to me. Sometimes I can't believe it's been 6/7 months either, sometimes the whole thing feels like a dream. How I long to feel Ryan's touch. But every day I see a little bit of Ryan in me and think of many happy memories, and I know that Abigail lives on in you two also. The new pictures you shared are precious, how cute she was! Sending my strength and prayers to you as always...
Laura <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Sunday, September 19, 2004 9:57 PM CDT
I am thinking of you all and remember sweet Abby. Thank you for sharing the words of your journal and the new pictures. Love,
Tracy and Katia
Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Sunday, September 19, 2004 5:45 AM CDT
The new photos are just beautiful. Thank you for sharing them with us.
I come by often to check up on you but don't sign-in. Words seem so inadequate in such a heartbreaking situation. Every time I come to this web page and see Abigails pretty face, so full of life and joy it makes me so angry. "why, why, why?"
I've been following Abigails story from way before she relapsed and I was so shocked when things suddenly took a turn for the worst. And, as I look at the photos I see she always had a smile on that sweet little face of hers, just as, no doubt, she has now as she watches you from above.
love
www.caringbridge.org/sd/gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
SICILY,ITALY - Saturday, September 18, 2004 4:27 PM CDT
Thank you, Suzanne,for the VERY beautiful picture of your little "woodland fairy" from last Fall; I also like the handmade cross nailed to the house. One thing that gives me a bit of comfort is that, in her pictures, Abigail does not look sick. I know from reading your journal that she went through quite extensive treatment, but she certainly looks very happy in her pictures. I think you and her dad can take credit for that smile.
Although I do not know you and never had the pleasure of meeting your little girl, I want you to know that something about your family touches my heart and I keep all of you in my prayers during these difficult times. Thank you again for posting the sweet picture of Abigail in her costume. God bless.
M. Elton <meltonva@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA - Friday, September 17, 2004 9:47 PM CDT
A PRINCESS FOREVER!!!
Abigail is missed so very much and will NEVER be forgotten!
Thank you so much for the pictures... I LOVE them!!
I love you both!
Always & Forever
Abigails Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Friday, September 17, 2004 7:30 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
The new pictures are terrific! I love the one in the red ballet outfit the most. What a beautiful little lady! I thank you for sharing these special pictures. She had to be a gorgeous baby! Thinking of you always! Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 4:03 PM CDT
Bert, suzanne, The new photos are just beautiful, I think you said once her uncle takes photos, you must really cherish these photos. they are just so so precious. I cant believe its been 6 months. So many precious children have earned there angel wings in that amount of time. The stars light up the sky, To many stars in my opinion. How is one expected to endure the loss of there child I will never know, But I pray for you all the time. I hope that time allows you to go on. It must be so overwhelming to face the days. Maybe if you can talk to other moms going through the same loss, Just know you precious abigails face will be etched in my mind forever. That smile, the sparkle in her eyes , Iam blessed to have known of her sweet spirit! thank you
kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
in - Thursday, September 16, 2004 9:52 PM CDT
I haven't signed in for a long time but I am still praying for you both. I can't imagine all you have endured but I hoe knowing that people still care and pray for you will make the load a little lighter....
Hugs
Jim, Marjie and Jenni <jmr@mahaska.org>
oskaloosa, ia United States - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 9:13 AM CDT
Lots of love to you, Suzanne. I know these days are difficult ones for you and your husband.
I was reading your journal here and you mentioned that Abby was a woodland fairy for Halloween in 2003; is there a picture of her wearing the costume? Her smile is so sweet in the pictures you post.
I don't know you, of course, but I continue to stop by and read Abby's site. God bless.
M. Elton <meltonva@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 11:36 PM CDT
even though i never knew abby my dad Dave Edwards told me about her i feel as if she was apart of my life.
Sara Lynn Edwards <singinggirlse@yahoo.com>
Coventry, Ct U.S.A - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 3:21 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
I came across this site and thought of you. I pray that you find some comfort through it. I think of Abby everyday, and pray for her Mommy and Daddy. I pray that your hearts will lighten with each new day. God Bless you both.
http://www.dreamwater.org/miracles/
Machele <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 11:29 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert - I thought of your family on the 12th. Abby will be forever in my heart. Please know that she continues to make a difference in the lives of many. Love and hugs.......
Sheli Porter <sheliporter@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Monday, September 13, 2004 10:57 PM CDT
Thinking of you both on this 6 month mark, an eternity and a few moments all at the same time. I know that each anniversary brings a whirlwind of emotions. I pray that you will slowly find some peace and comfort knowing that your Angel Abigail is always in your heart. Hugs...
Laura <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Monday, September 13, 2004 1:21 PM CDT
We were in Charlottesville for the weekend but our thoughts and prayers were with you yesteday.
Gene, Debbie and Sarah <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 12:15 AM CDT
I just wanted to stop by and send my love and prayers...I love that song...I am glad that it brings you comfort...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, September 13, 2004 11:03 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you today - I enjoyed our long talk today - We all miss Abigail so much. Its so hard to comprehend.
We love you guys
Lori and Family
Lori, Steve, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Sunday, September 12, 2004 7:38 PM CDT
Dear Ortiz family, I think of you all often. The pictures are lovely. Thank you, as always, for sharing.
Shannon Slattery <SjanelleS@yahoo.com>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 6:59 PM CDT
Suzanne,
The picture of Abby with the Dalmations is beautiful! Thank you for sharing it. I remember sending dalmation stuff to her. I am so glad she made the 101 mark! Thinking of you and Bert as always! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 6:24 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know that you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I don't have as much time as I would like to get around to everyone lately, but you never leave my heart. Blessings as you continue to grieve and know that you're not forgotten. Blessings and I'll be back as soon as I can.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, September 12, 2004 5:37 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne,
I took a walk yesterday, alone, and actually had some quiet time to think. It was a beautiful sunny, but breezy day. As I looked up at the sky, I thought of Abby. She was on my mind during the rest of my walk. Just wanted you to know we are still thinking of you and praying for you here in Michigan.
Cheryl Delecki <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Friday, September 10, 2004 12:35 AM CDT
Princess...
Hi Sweetie, I miss you TONS!!
I wonder if you have any idea of how many lives you have touched and how many hearts are broken with you gone?
It just amazes me that one little girl can touch the hearts of so many people from all over the world!
You are so loved Princess!!
I was out shopping last week and I found this precious bear that was holding a BIG HEART that said PRINCESS on it...Do you think I bought it? Of course I did, the bear is purple with a pink heart..I set it right by your poster size picture I have in my Angel room...you would love it!
I sent in the my Manuscipt for our book
"ANGEL HUGS & BUTTERFLY KISSES" .... I sure hope that it gets published, I want your mommy & daddy to have something special and this book will be something very special dedicated to a wonderful Princess..
I am not sure how long it takes now, but Mommy & Daddy will be the first to know when I hear soemthing...
I look at your picture everyday and it just breaks my heart to know that your mommy & daddy are hurting so badly!
I told them they are welcome to come to Minnesota to visit.
I hope someday they will, I would love to see them again.
I better run sweetie....
Give Amanda a BIG HUG from her family !!
They miss her so much to...
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
ANGEL HUGS & BUTTERFLY KISSES~
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Bert & Suzanne...
Thinking of you always and sending my love to you!!
Abigail will NEVER be forgotten..
I LOVE YOU~
Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Friday, September 10, 2004 10:08 AM CDT
Hello there - just wanted to say hi and let you know you're in my thoughts and prayers every day. Sending you hugs and love...
Jenn Borjeson & Family <JennBorj@aol.com>
Worcester, MA - Friday, September 10, 2004 8:47 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
I am constantly thinking of you guys and Abby. This morning, while waiting for the school bus, Alyssa Reid and I looked up into the sky and saw a bright star. I told the kids to make a wish and Reid and Alyssa made theirs. Reid would not tell his, but Alyssa whispered in my ear, "I wish Abby watch over me" I gave her a huge hug and thought of you guys. It is amazing that a 5 yr old can have such emotion. I pray for you too with all my heart.
Take care,
Love Amanda and Alyssa
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Thursday, September 9, 2004 5:22 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
Just thinking of you and wanted to say hi! I think of you so often! I say Hello to Abby's picture every day and Really treasure the one of her and Amanda! I have it framed also. I will never forget them or you. Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 5:07 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert- Thinking of you guys!!! Maddy, just imagine Abby sitting on your shoulder as an Angel when you walk the hallways of school. She will guide you and always be watching over you!!!
Hohni <hohniw@hotmail.com>
Elmore, MN - Thursday, September 9, 2004 4:39 PM CDT
Bert, Suzanne and Abby - You continue to be in our thoughts/prayers.
Sue West & family <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 11:22 AM CDT
Suzanne,Bert and Abigail,
You three are constantly in my thoughts and prayers!
Deonna Comer <comerdl@hotmail.com>
Harrisonburg, VA USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 11:53 PM CDT
Hello! My name is Emily and I am currently a pre-nursing student at Texas Tech University. I have been following your story for quite some time and have been enspired by your open-heartedness and love of your daughter. Unfortunatly, I did not stumble upon your site until after your loss of Abby and I see through your entries and pictures that I am most certain that she was the brightest star that anyone could come across. I am sorry I never was able to meet her. I came upon this on another child's site who also lost their battle with cancer and I thought that you might like to read it. I hope it means something to you.
Grieving Parent's Wish List (author unknown)
1. I wish you would not be afraid to speak my child's name. She lived and was important and I need to hear her name.
2. If I cry or get emotional if we talk about my child, I wish you knew that it isn't because you have hurt me; the fact she has died has caused my tears. You have allowed me to cry and I thank you. Crying and emotional outbursts are healing.
3. I wish you wouldn't let my loved one die again by removing from your home her pictures, artwork, or other remembrances.
4. I will have emotional highs and lows, ups and downs. I wish you wouldn't think that if I have a good day my grief is over, or that if I have a bad day I need psychiatric counceling.
5. I wish you knew that the death of a child is different from other losses and must be viewed separately. It is the ultimate tragedy and I with you wouldn't compare it to your loss of a parent, spouse, or a pet.
6. Being a bereaved person is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't stay away from me.
7. I wish you knew all the crazy grief reactions that I am having are in fact very normal. Depression, anger, frustration and hopelessness and the questioning of values and beliefs are to be expected following a death.
8. I wish you wouldn't expect my grief to be over in six months. The first few years are going to be exceedingly traumatic for us. As with alcoholics, I will never be 'cured' or a 'formerly bereaved' but forever be a 'recovering' from my bereavement.
9. I wish you understood the physical reaction to grief. I may gain weight or lose weight, sleep all the time or not at all, develop a lot of illness and be accident prone, all of which are related to my grief.
10. Our child's birthday, the anniversary of her death, and the holidays are terrible times for us. I wish you would tell us that you are thinking about them on these days and if we get quiet and withdrawn, just know that we are thinking about them and don't try to coerce us into being cheerful.
11. I wish you would't offer to take me out for a drink, or to a party; this is just a temporary crutch and the only way I can get through this grief is to experience it. I have hurt before and I can heal.
12. I wish you understood that grief changes people. I am not the same person I was before my child died and I will never be that person again. If you keep waiting for me to get back to 'my old self' you will stay frustrated. I am a new creature with new thoughts, dreams, aspirations, and values. Please try to get to know the new me: maybe you will still like me.
Emily Gremillion <emily.m.gremillion@ttu.edu>
Lubbock, TX - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 10:51 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert.
Abigail really does live on, don't ever forget that. Nobody can take away your love or your memories. If only we could hold, see and touch... You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Suzy Thatcher <suzy509@aol.com>
- Wednesday, September 8, 2004 8:06 PM CDT
Thinking of you guys....
Gene, Debbie and Sarah <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 11:56 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert:
I just wanted to let you know that Abigail's memory continues to live on in me! I think of her often, and I love to see her sparkling eyes and bright smile in the photo on the web page. God bless you both
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 10:37 AM CDT
Continuing to pray for you, as well as for Madison.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 9:03 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Ditto what Alice said. I can't imagine what you go through. All I can do is pray for peace.
love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, September 8, 2004 8:37 AM CDT
Thinking of you and keeping you in prayers. I visit often but don't always leave a message.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 7:32 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert. I just wanted to say that although I don't sign the guestbook often, I check in on Abigail's page all the time. I continually pray for your comfort and peace.
Cyndie <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 3:50 PM CDT
Dear Abigal,
Today was the first day of school. I wish you were in my class. Cause the only girl i know there is a girl named Paige. Well, i would like to chat with you more but i got to go.
Love Always,
Maddy
Madison Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 3:08 PM CDT
Just dropping by to let you know that our love and prayers are with you...today...tomorrow...forever.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, September 6, 2004 1:36 AM CDT
There are far too many parents in the shoes of you and the Barringtons, something is insanely wrong here. I wish I could offer you some insight as to why you lost your beautiful Abby, but I have none... it makes no sense to me
Chris - Gooch's mom
Share the Love
- Sunday, September 5, 2004 12:22 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert - I'd like to link to your site if that's okay... if not, just let me know. It helps me keep up with things, our computer crashes and I lose my favorites... You're in our thoughts and we'll be here to check in soon,
Tami, Celeste's mom http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/celeste <blessingsbyceleste@hotmail.com>
pgh, pa - Sunday, September 5, 2004 10:41 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
I came to your website tonight via Cheyenne's. I am so sorry for the pain and emptiness that I know you are feeling. I love the letter that you wrote to your beautiful daughter, Suzanne. It conveys a similar message that I send to my daughter, Maddie, as I sit talking to her throughout the day.
Take care, I will continue to check on you from time to time.
Warmly,
Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie
Julie Dornisch <juliedornisch@yahoo.com>
Mpls., MN - Saturday, September 4, 2004 8:31 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
I've been thinking of you and the Barrington's a lot. I pray for all of you every day. I finally got around to ordering the CD with Abby's song. I can't wait to get it.
Love to everyone!Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Saturday, September 4, 2004 6:54 PM CDT
Good Morning Princess...
I have been thinking about you so much lately...
As you know our Cancer walk was awesome...I am sure that you were there with me! Walking in memory of you was an HONOR for me & my team!
Are you & Amanda having fun hanging out together... she did not want to leave here, she had so many plans & loved life as you did... I have so many questions for God, many I am sure that I will never know until I get to Heaven also.
It is so very hard to come to your page and see your Beautiful smile... but I do everyday,and it is hard to sign this guestbook...I cry everytime I come here, beacuse I miss you so much and because I know how much pain mommy, daddy,grandpa & grandma are in. They miss you so much!
Speaking of Grandpa, I got the most BEAUTIFUL gift from him Princess...Grandpa made me a cross from the wood of your tree and the center is made from the dirt from your graveside... PRECIOUS, PRECIOUS!! I love it... I have made a request to my family, that when I pass away I want to be buried with that necklace..its so beautiful, I have it hanging on your poster size picture that I had made for our Cancer walk...
I have a busy day so I better run...
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
LOTS OF ANGEL HUGS & BUTTERFLY KISSES~
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 7:53 AM CDT
Hello!
I just stopped by to let you know that I was thinking of Abby and her Mommy and Daddy. Many heartfelt prayers sent your way. I'm so sorry about Amanda. :(
Machele <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 9:27 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert - I just got back online with our new computer after not having access for almost 2 months. I was absolutely crushed when I read the news about Amanda. I am so sorry you've had to suffer yet another huge loss. As always, you continue to be in my prayers. God Bless!
Sue West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 7:51 PM CDT
I am one of the strangers who followed Abby's stories on MACS and then here on her own personal website. I followed her story a little more closely than others because of her living in the same area as I do. Abby was a special little girl and she truly touched my heart and inspired me. It was through your site that I "met" Amanda Barrington, another special young lady who suffered from this terrible disease. I also never met Amanda personally, but I grew to love her and she was such an inspiration to me. I felt my heart literally break when I logged onto her site on Tuesday AM to discover she was gone. It is amazing to me to see how you are holding up since Abby has left you, even though you are broken inside. I pray for God's protection over you and your family, and for Angel Abigail to be able to look down from heaven and see the mommy and daddy that she loved so much.
Karen Mercer <kmteach@earthlink.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Friday, August 27, 2004 7:25 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
From one mother to another. I do know how you feel. While I did not have to fight to keep my child alive as you did so bravely, my Michael was taken in just a moment. A 15 year old boy died because of a careless driver. I am a friend of Jennifer Bensons. She has kept me up to date from the beginning. My heart feels the pounding of yours. My chest feels the tightness as you awake each day to begin another day of grieving. A day at a time, even a moment at a time is all you can do. It has been 10 years next month and I can still remember that night as if it were yesterday. Keep writing...it is so healthy, and Abigail enjoys to see your writing. Your beautiful Abigail will be by your side all the time. Those hugs are real. Those scents of your daughter are real. What a beautiful letter you wrote to Abigail. My thoughts are with you all.
Helen Lapierre <HLapierre59@aol.com>
Jacksonville, FL - Thursday, August 26, 2004 7:49 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
I am so very sorry to hear that Amanda passed away. I will drop by her site.
The new pics you are posting of Abigail are so precious! Thank you for sharing them with us.
You are always in my prayers, as I think of Angel Abigail often.
Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 2:11 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert, thank you for keeping us updated on Amanda. I am sorry that she passed away. Her family will be in my prayers and you will be, too, for this must be hard for you as well. The pictures of Amanda and Abby are beautiful.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:19 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert -- even though I haven't signed recently, I have been checking on you. Know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers and I pray that God wraps you in his arms and comforts you. I still can't believe that Abigail is gone -- although I never met her personally, she certainly made a great impact on my life. Love to you,
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:08 AM CDT
Angel Abby, You now have the presence of a wonderful person with you in heaven. God has the most beautiful angels by his side. Your parents are in my thoughts and prayers. I think of you often sweet girl.
Laura <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 8:25 AM CDT
Praying for you both now that you have suffered the loss of Amanda as well as Abigail. Heaven has some beautiful angels but earth has two sets of broken hearted parents and I grieve for you all. I lost my daughter almost 7 years ago and one piece of advice helped me more than anything else - God can heal a broken heart if you give him all the pieces. All the pieces included every piece of anger, grief, frustration, bewilderment and betrayal I had. I still miss my angel but my heart is in one piece. I pray for this type of peace for you both.
Suzanne
West Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:07 PM CDT
Suzanne,
What a beautiful tribute to Amanda and Abby. Heaven has the most beautiful angels. I wish I could be there to help in some way. Please know that I will always be grateful for being even a small part of their lives. I will pray for Amanda's family and yours always! Love, Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 5:07 PM CDT
Angel Abby - I still check your site daily. I send my prayers to you and your parents. I see that we have another angel with you now Amanda and I am sure you both are looking down on your parents with such loving hearts. God bless
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 3:08 PM CDT
Thinking of you all.
Stefanie
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 1:37 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
there are not many days that go by that I don't think of you both and Abby. I ask God to continue to give you strength.
Helmi
Helmi <helmi@cox.net>
- Tuesday, August 24, 2004 4:45 AM CDT
This, yet another sleepless night after losing my daughter on July 27, 2004 brought me to your precious daughter's website. Much love to you and your family.
www.caringbridge.org/va/delaney
Michelle Yeatman
Fredericksburg, VA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 1:19 AM CDT
Suzanne, Bert, I came by to say Hello, I think of you all so often and Pray for Strenght as I know the days must be awful to endure without abby. I know nothing will ever take away the pain of not having abby here with you. But people say that if you adopt a child or volunteer for something it gives you a reason to go on. WE live for our children and through them. When that is taken our lives would feel worthless. I pray that you can find a reason to be here because you and bert are special people , God has allowed you to be here because your purpose isnt done yet. I know abigail is so proud of you and can see you. ANd when its time you will hold your abby again. Until then we are all praying for you to find peace.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Monday, August 23, 2004 9:48 PM CDT
Suzanne,
Thinking of you today and always! Love, Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 7:53 PM CDT
For you and your precious mommy:
We are connected,
My daughter and I, by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't be seen
By any on earth.
This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.
I know it's there,
Tho no one can see
This invisible cord
From my daughter to me.
The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe
It can't be destroyed,
It can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord
One could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.
And though you're gone
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
Though no one can see.
It pulls at my heart,
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.
I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away!
- Unknown
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, August 23, 2004 5:10 PM CDT
Thinking of you ....
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Monday, August 23, 2004 12:49 AM CDT
Hi sweet angel Abigail,
Well little one, you know that I come here every single day, say a prayer for your Mommy and Daddy, and shed a tear. I cannot believe its been five months. And I am sure it is really hard on your mommy and your daddy. Keep guard over them little one. I love to see new pictures of you Abigail. What a bautiful angel you are and always will be.
*hugs* and blessings to heaven.
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, August 22, 2004 6:08 PM CDT
I have been following Abby's site for quite some time but never signed the guestbook. I came to her site from Katia's. Today I traveled to Orlando to assist in the cleanup of Give Kids the World Village. Hurricane Charley caused quite a bit of damage to the village. After lunch, I was standing outside the Gingerbread House scanning the bricks when my focus stopped on one I recognized. It was Abby's brick. I thought it was amazing of all the bricks there, that I would find hers.
Phyllis Lines <cpashort@aol.com>
Tampa, FL - Saturday, August 21, 2004 3:50 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you as I do every day - Madison really missed you guys when we were gone this week to the beach. she was so excited to find that card in her room that Abby had made wishing her a Happy Birthday - it brought me to tears - quite remarkable - I am glad she was able to show it to you before we left. She is really excited about the doll show tomorrow and talked about it constantly making sure we would be home in time. You are so wonderful wanting to take her - I stand in awe of you everyday!! You are such a special person and so giving to others when you are in so much pain!! I feel blessed to have you as my neighbor!! I am sure Madison will be running over any second now -
Just wanted to write and let you know how much you mean to us.
Lori Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, Virginia - Friday, August 20, 2004 3:06 PM CDT
The pictures are beautiful and very special. I am sure Abigail is watching over both of you. You are always in my prayers.
Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 11:13 PM CDT
I can't believe how long has gone by, i still think of you all. Love Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Wednesday, August 18, 2004 9:10 AM CDT
Just wanted to say hello and that we are always thinking of you and Abby. Please remember we are here for you.
Gene & Debbie <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 8:57 AM CDT
Just writing to let you know that I'm thinking of you both!
Deonna Comer (from Special Love) <comerdl@hotmail.com>
Harrisonburg, VA USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 8:05 PM CDT
Thank you for the new pictures, how precious! I continue to keep you both in my thoughts and prayers....grieve as you need to and remember so many love and care for you. Hugs,
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Tuesday, August 17, 2004 5:13 PM CDT
Suzanne- Sheryl e-mailed me pictures of the Cancer Walk with the poster of Abby. It was awesome. Thinking of you and Bert!!
Hohni <hohniw@hotmail.com>
Elmore, MN - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 1:14 PM CDT
Lovely picture. Mommy Suzanne, you look nice in the picture with your visitors. I do hope it helped you to see such sweet friends.
Thinking of you.
M. Elton <meltonva@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 9:19 AM CDT
Dearest Suzanne,
I visit Abby's site daily, you and Bert are in my constant prayers. What can I say? What can anyone say? It's so tragic and sad. This evening while viewing your newly posted pictures, I had the most awesome feeling. Abby is with you sweetie. Don't doubt it. Madison is such a sweet child, Abby did a wonderful job of picking a "best friend." Now she is there for you and Bert. So very sweet. Hang in there Suzanne, Bert needs you as you need him.
Please remember that many folks are holding the two of you up to the Lord in prayer.
God be close to you both.
Machele <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Monday, August 16, 2004 10:55 PM CDT
i'm so sorry that you're having such a rough time with living life without your prescious Abby. I followed her for months and was so saddened by her death but it almost breaks my heart more now to see how hard this is on you. i can understand it as a parent but it still saddens me. i will be praying hard for you guys, praying that God will give you strength to make it through this horrible time, that He'll comfort you each and every minute of each day and that He'll guide you to recovery. i just think of how Abby might feel looking down and how sad she must feel that her mom and dad are only surviving since her going to be with God. i'm sure she misses you terribly too but would never want you to give up on living. so i'll keep praying that God will give you a reason to keep living, carrying on some purpose Abby showed you and keeping her alive through this purpose. not that just because she's gone from this earth that those around her have let her light go out. i don't want to be mean or cruel but it just makes me think that her legacy can't live on if her parents are only dying themselves alittle each day and once they're gone, there will be nothing left to show what a wonderful little girl they had and what she stood for and how she touched the world. i will continue to pray for you as i prayed for Abby all those months. she's out of her pain now and hopefully your pain will be behind you soon.
Lori
- Monday, August 16, 2004 12:04 AM CDT
Suzanne & Bert,
"Fred The Maltese" has now joined Abby in Heaven. He died Friday morning at 1am. They have finally been able to meet each other, and I'm sure they are running together.
Take care.
Nancy Ambrose <CHUMSorg@msn.com>
Framingham, MA USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 7:02 PM CDT
Dear Ortiz Family,
Just wanted to stop by and say hello. I think of you all often. I know that new 'firsts' are always popping up and ache for you and your loss. In fact, with school coming up I realized another first approaching, the school year. Still, I was overtaken by the memory of how exciting it was last year when Abigail was given the ok to attend school last Fall and that she was going to be in the same classroom as Madison! What a good feeling that was! And what a wonderful difference Abigail made in so many lives thanks to the time she was sharing with her classmates. Thank you for continuing to share your soul with all of us who continue to love Abigail very very much.
Shannon <SJanelleS@yahoo.com>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 5:41 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I spoke with Erin Genty yesterday. She was so glad she had the opportunity to visit with you all this past week. Just wanted to let you know that I check the website regularly and that I am thinking of you, Bert, and Madison.
Laura M. Ritenour <ritenourlaura@hotmail.com>
Richmond, VA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 8:40 AM CDT
i wish abby was still here shewas beutiful
kellie leighton <angelface128@comcast.net>
FAIRLESS HILLS, PA United States - Saturday, August 14, 2004 7:52 AM CDT
I listened to Abby's song again today. I love listening to it even though it makes me sob. I cried for you, Bert and Suzanne, for Abby's grandparents, and all who loved Abby and miss her terribly. I pray for God to comfort and heal all your broken hearts.
Cheryl Delecki <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Friday, August 13, 2004 10:45 PM CDT
You are always in my prayers. I check many sites a day, but for some reason feel something special when I visit Abby's site. Maybe it is because I have an 8 year old daughter (whose name by the way is Madison). Maybe it's because my Madison has a best friend much like Madison is/was to Abby. Maybe it is because the way you write is so honest. Please know that you and Bert, all of Abby's grandparents, and Madison and Caroline are in my prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, August 12, 2004 10:18 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Looking at the picture of Abigail and grandparents, we found lots of love from it. Yes, you are right about the double grief they receive. We have the same thought, especially Esther's grandparents are in Taiwan and we live in US.
Please pass our sympathy and condolence to Abigail's grandparents for us. Prayer for and thinking of you all from our hearts.
Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com>
Dayton, OH US - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 3:28 PM CDT
Thinking of you!
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Cedar Park, TX - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:32 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne...
First of all I want to say that I agree with you 100% about grandparents... being a grandparent myself, I CANNOT imagine my life without our Jeffrey...although I am not in touch with your parents as much as I am you, I do say a little prayer for them each night along with one for you both...I am so sorry that any of you are even having to be without your precious Abigail...
Abigail is missed so very much and she will NEVER be forgotten, she will be forever embedded in the deepest part of soul!
BERT....
I wanted to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I know this year will suck big time, but please try to have a good day filled with some precious memories of Abigail...she will be watching over you today....
We love you both very much!!
Always & Forever
Abigails Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 8:09 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Abby's grandparents are beautiful people! She was lucky to have such a wonderful family! Grandparents are so important! I will pray for all of you. Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:32 PM CDT
Abigail,
I think of you daily as well. And I think about your Mommy andyour daddy, and your grandparents. I especially think of your MOmmy when I hear that song "In my Daughters Eyes". My heart hurts for all that loved you and lost you angel. I know they will never let you go, but your physical presence is missed beyond words. Please keep an eye on your Mommy and your Daddy. They are broken without you Abby. I cant imagine thier pain. It hurts me, and I Never even met you. It must hurt 1000000 times more for those that got the wonderfull opportunity to know you.
We love you Angel Abby
Nanny :-(
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, August 9, 2004 5:04 PM CDT
Dear Abby
thank you for sending oreo to me. i love her. you always told me i would get a pet someday.she is black and white - she likes to play with penny and i think they are friends to. i miss you very much. i dreamed about you.
love
madison
Madison Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:32 PM CDT
Hi Princess...
I miss you so much!
Our Relay for life walk is Friday night and I am walking this year in memory of you...I had your picture blown up to poster size and will be carrying it with me as I walk...and I will be wearing a shirt that will have a butterfly on my shoulder and says:
Abigail Ortiz
6-14-95 to 3-12-04
Forver 8 1/2
I LOVE YOU
TO HEAVEN AND BACK!
Our colors will be pink and purple and we will release balloons up to Heaven for you at some point in the evening....I really need you there with me ok... I know this will be by far the hardest year for me as I walk through the night...
I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU !!
ANGEL HUGS & BUTTERFLY KISSES~
Always and Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Bert & Suzanne...
THINKING OF YOU ~
I love you both!!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Sunday, August 8, 2004 11:25 AM CDT
Suzanne,
I think of you and Abby so often. I cannot imagine the pain you endure every day. I just wanted to let you know you are always in my thoughts and I care so very much about you and your family. Hang in there - lots of prayers coming your way!
Love,
Holly Curtis and Family
The Haley Bug
Holly <haley25wks@cox.net>
Portsmouth, VA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 12:40 AM CDT
Praying for you today as you miss your precious Abbey. I know the hole in your heart will never go away, but may God give you the strength you need. May God bless you always.
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Saturday, August 7, 2004 0:27 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Family,
What a beautiful girl and beautiful family! We can't stop tears when reading your journal. The hole in our hearts will never be filled up until the day we meet our beloved ones again. Please know a family here in Ohio are praying for your family. May God's comfort and peace be with you.
Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com>
Dayton, OH US - Friday, August 6, 2004 3:25 PM CDT
My daughter was diagnosed with ALL almost 1 year ago. I can only begin to feel your pain-but please know, this stranger's thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this difficult time. God bless
caringbridge.org/wi/jaderobinson
Jen and jade <robnjen@pressenter.com>
somerset, wi - Friday, August 6, 2004 0:46 AM CDT
I think of Abby often. "Fred The Maltese" is in failing health and will soon meet up with Abby. I know he'll love running around with her.
You are in my prayers....
Nancy Ambrose & Fred the Maltese <Chumsorg@msn.com>
Framingham, MA USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 3:02 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne- You guys are in my thoughts. Hope the summer is treating you guys as well as can be expected. Thinking of you!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Thursday, August 5, 2004 12:28 AM CDT
I have learned about your precious daughter from a posting you did on Ryan's site. Her smile just melted me, and I felt as if I could see into her precious soul through those big brown eyes. You are so compassionate to think of other's sufferings amidst your own. I commend you for the example you are setting to others, like me, by uplifting broken hearts even with the smallest gesture. I do not know if you have seen this sentiment, but it seems to apply to your family and I hope it will give you even the smallest comfort:
-------------------------------
Family Chain
-------------------------------
We little knew that morning,
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
You did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
You left us beautiful memories,
Your love is still our guide,
And though we cannot see you,
You are always at our side.
Our family chain is broken,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
----------------------------
I will pray for God to lift you up with his loving arms and comfort you during this difficult time. Remember, earth holds no sorrow that heaven cannot heal.
In His Love,
Marla Guidry <mguidry@alliance-engineering.com>
Katy, Tx USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 11:54 AM CDT
What beautiful pictures. Happy Belated Birthday to Madison. I know Angel Abby is looking down on everyone. Thinking of you and sending tons of love.
Laura <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 9:17 AM CDT
What a beautiful poem and beautiful pictures.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:26 AM CDT
Thank you for the beautiful picture of Abigail, and for the poem. All we wanted was "you" is so true. Sometimes, I think that I have more questions than answers as the months pass...but I feel that Ryan is and will always be a part of me. I hope that you feel the same about little Abigail, she will always be in your heart, an indescribable part of your hearts and lives. May God bless you and bring you comfort....keeping you in my thoughts.
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Wednesday, August 4, 2004 11:19 PM CDT
Just wishing you peace in your time of grief. May you never give up. God Bless.
Crystal Pyatt <crymufin@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 11:14 PM CDT
Just thinking of you.
Gene and Debbie <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chespeake, VA USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 6:31 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne,
I'm just stopping by to say hi and let you know I'm thinking of you. Thank you Suzanne for your sweet e-mails, I do appreciate them very much. Praying that you have a good week, God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><
http://lightingchildrenslives.org
My website!
*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children's Lives <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Monday, August 2, 2004 10:01 PM CDT
Wishing Madison a Happy Belated 8th Birthday!
Suzanne,
It's sad enough that adults have to deal with a child death, but it's even sadder that eight years old have to deal with their best friend leaving them for her journey to heaven. And yet, I keep reminding myself that our Lord does have a plan. I know he is watching over you and Bert and Abigail's friends because that's what I pray for.
Kathy Haws <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Monday, August 2, 2004 1:28 PM CDT
I continue to pray for your healing every single day. KNow you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, August 2, 2004 7:51 AM CDT
I COME TO THE PAGE OFTEN AND I READ UPDATES AND LOOK AT THE BEAUTIFUL PICTURE ON THE FRONT PAGE. I CHECKED ON ABBY FOR SO LONG BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT SHE IS ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY PRAYERS. ONE THING I ALWAYS THINK OF ABOUT ABBY IS JUST HOW MUCH LOVE SHE WAS ALWAYS SURROUNDED WITH. GOD BLESS. LOVE,
Tracy and Katia
TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM>
- Sunday, August 1, 2004 8:37 PM CDT
Suzanne...
I am positive that Abigail is with both the girls today, holding their hands... How sweet of Caroline to come to Madison's Birthday!
I love you both !!
You are both in my prayers everyday!
LOTS OF HUGS TO YOU~
ALways & Forever
Abigails Angel
Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Friday, July 30, 2004 3:36 PM CDT
Please pass on a great big Happy Birthday to Madison. I know that Angel Abby is looking down on both of them with a big smile. She will always be with them. My prayers continue to be with you
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Friday, July 30, 2004 12:03 AM CDT
Suzanne,
You break my heart, Abby is there in spirit, I know. I also know, it's not the same. Dear sweet sad Mommy. I pray for you.
love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, July 30, 2004 11:55 AM CDT
Please pass on a "happy birthday" to sweet Madison. I'm glad that Caroline could be with her and wish that Abby could too. She will be there in spirit. Keeping you all in my prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, July 30, 2004 9:14 AM CDT
Suzanne,
I'm sorry Abby can't be there with her friends.I'm sure she still watches over them. I know it must be hard for you.Just know that you have a lot of people who love you! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Friday, July 30, 2004 9:09 AM CDT
This weekend I will be walking in our local Relay for Life. I will be walking in memory of Abigail. A luminary will be lit for her, here in Eugene, Oregon. May God bless you. *warm hugs* ><>†<><
http://lightingchildrenslives.org
My website
*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children's Lives <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Thursday, July 29, 2004 9:43 PM CDT
think about all of you often, we are in deltaville getting self sterring put on the boat. lots of love and warm hugs to yoy all and of cource lots of prayers!
Dr. Gwyn and Ron
Dr. G. A. Nethaway <clsailor@sprynet.com>
- Thursday, July 29, 2004 9:48 AM CDT
Thinking of you both today. I love the quote on your home page by Thomas Attig, how very true. The pastor at Ryan's funeral service expressed the message that "love never ends" and this quote also expresses that message. Sending hugs and comfort for today...
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Tuesday, July 27, 2004 12:31 AM CDT
Praying for you and your family!
Lindsey F <contactlinds@faithmail.com>
Yorba Linda, CA - Sunday, July 25, 2004 11:07 PM CDT
sending some ))HUGS((((and good thoughts your way today and every day....your never far from our hearts and prayers!!
~*~Samantha's Story~*~>
karen n sammi <mpbowler1@aqol.com>
- Sunday, July 25, 2004 7:52 AM CDT
Just stopping by to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><
http://lightingchildrenslives.org
My website!
*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children's Lives <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Saturday, July 24, 2004 6:06 PM CDT
I continue to say my prayer for you and Angel Abigail. Her story really touched my heart and the depth of your love for her is incredible. I also think it has been so wonderful that even tho you are still grieving over her loss that you have been updating Amanda's site. I continue to check on her daily and send her and family my prayers also
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Saturday, July 24, 2004 5:23 PM CDT
What a beautiful, beautiful child!! Thank you so much for sharing your story. I live in Louisiana(just 2 hours away from Houston) and my husband is working in Chesapeake, Va. right now. What a coincidence...or maybe not. Our oldest child just turned 7. Just the other day I was complaining that she is growing up too fast but now I know I am blessed to be able to watch her grow. Your story really touched my heart and made me realize that I should take joy in every moment that God allows me to have with her. You and your family are in my prayers. I pray that He lays his hands on your shoulders and walks with you through what is surely the most difficult time in your life. May God Bless You. And remember.....whenever you feel the slightest little tickling breeze across your cheek...that's your Angel kissing you.
Lyne' <babyblue_70664@yahoo.com>
Vinton, La. - Saturday, July 24, 2004 3:21 AM CDT
Suzanne,
It is so wonderful of you to keep Amanda's page updated!
I'm so glad she's better! I'll keep praying for her and you and Bert also. Think of you a lot! Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Friday, July 23, 2004 5:54 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne & Bert,
I continue to think of you both all the time and hope that SO MANY old and new friends, and all their love and prayers, will numb your pain for a minute more every day. Sweet Abby was, and STILL IS, an inspiration for more people than you can even imagine.
God Bless,
Bev
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Friday, July 23, 2004 5:03 PM CDT
WOW suzanne and bert that is a powerful peom. So true too. Where did you find it? I pray for you both, But Know inside your just getting through the days.I would feel the same way. Abby would want you to smile again . ANd In time you will. ANd you will hold her again in heaven. You were blessed to have such a beautiful special child, Im so sad she had to go.
Kim
IN - Thursday, July 22, 2004 10:37 PM CDT
Love and prayers, Suzanne and Bert.
M. ELton <meltonva@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA - Thursday, July 22, 2004 8:00 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathy Haws
T.O., CA - Thursday, July 22, 2004 2:54 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing your beautiful amazing daughter with me. Through your passionate words in the journal, I will remember Abby and the overpowering love and strength she has shown. I am humbled and brought to tears for your grief. For what small comfort it might bring, I am offering to run and raise money and awareness about Leukemia. Madison's mom shared with a friend that it would be OK. I am honored that you will let me run for Abby through the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society Team-in-Training. Thank you. I have placed her adorable picture on my desk for everyone to see and remember...
Dee-Anna Staylor <jstaylor2@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, July 22, 2004 10:25 AM CDT
Your grief can be felt through your journals. I pray that you will find peace. I also pray for beautiful little Madison. It is so evident from the pictures how good of friends they were. Best friends like that are hard to find.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, July 22, 2004 8:39 AM CDT
As always thinking of you guys. Thanks for the updates on Amanda. Keep the faith.
Gene, Debbie, Sarah and Kathryn <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, July 22, 2004 6:43 AM CDT
Suzanne: I continue on with prayers for you to find your Peace that is only granted from Him, in His time. I am so sorry for your loss and broken heart. It is truly unimaginable and I can sense your unbearable pain. Please know how much your sweet daughter touched so many hearts out here on Caringbridge and through family, friends, etc....what a beatiful blessing she is. God bless you and keep you and may you feel His love surround you always, especially in your darkest of times.
Blessings,
Eileen
www.caringbridge.org/il/ej
EJ's Caring Place
- Thursday, July 22, 2004 0:45 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
Thank you for updating on Amanda's page. Ever since you told me about her months ago, I would check her site when I visited Abby's. I am so happy to hear about Amanda's improvement, I will keep praying.
I just want you to know that I think of you guys all the time. A song on the radio, the sunset and everytime I look at my Alyssa, I think of you and Abby and I pray for you and Bert so much. My heart goes out to you!
Love Amanda
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 8:37 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne- You guys are in my thoughts!!
Hohni <hohniw@hotmail.com>
Elmore, MN - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 12:32 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne,
I stopped in today, as I do on a frequent basis to see how the two of you are doing. I can not think of anything eloquent enough that seem to equal words of comfort. I was thinking today of how strange (or God-sent more like it) it is that I only met Abigail once at Camp Special Love but yet, I think about her daily. She was actually a powerful force in my determination to become the kind of nurse that I am. What a miracle she was to have touched so many people at her age! I pray for your healing every day and just know that the three of you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers.
Deonna Comer <dcomer@augusta med.com -OR- comerdl@hotmail.com>
Harrisonburg, VA USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 8:45 PM CDT
Your daughter is so beautiful! I am so sorry for your loss. God Bless your family.
Melissa www.caringbridge.org/mn/carmen <MELMARTINEZ7@COMCAST.NET>
Coon Rapids, mn 55448 - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 4:10 PM CDT
Thinking of you, lots of love from Poppy and everybody at postpals. xxxxxx
Poppy <info@postpals.co.uk>
Milton Keynes, England - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 1:24 PM CDT
Dearest Mommy Suzanne,
Thank you for sharing Abby with us all. Just like you know so well, her story continues on in you and in the wonderful home she is preparing for you in Heaven with her. One of the other caringbridge families who's daughter just joined Abby last week said that her dying was a transition, not an ending. Abby is more alive in heaven than she was sick and in pain on earth. My baby boy is roaming the heavens right along side Abby. I'll just bet that she even let him pet and play with beloved dogs.
There is a sweet story book about children who go to heaven and become angles. The story was about how it's their responsiblity to care for all the pets that have past on befor their owners. If this is true, I'll just bet Abby has her hands full caring for a whole bunch of dogs and assorted other animals.
I don't how how and I would never believe it when people told me that I would, but after four years without my son I am okay again and living a generally happy life. I don't always cry when I think about him now and I do smile again. Oh we are still less quick to laugh or feel joyful than what we used to be. I have often thought I feel like a white sock that got mixed in w/ the dark laundry - that tinge of grey is all over me and I'll never feel or be the same. I'm not the same and I don't really even want to be.
My husband and I talked about we wished we bore some sort of outward sign that could show the world how much we loved him and that we will never be same for having experienced that love. It feels like a secret we hold deep inside of us as we go about our day.
My wish for you is that you will reach your place of peace when it is right for you to be there. Until that time, take good care of the two of you and think about how Abby would not be happy to see you in such deep grief. Look upwards and give your girl that smile she would love to see.
May God send
Beth <beth@fac-usa.com>
Sioux Falls , SD - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 11:32 AM CDT
Bert,
Thank you for sharing with me Abby's story during our short time together.
Kelly Bggs <kb135642@bcm.tmc.edu>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 7:05 PM CDT
Dearest Bert and Suzanne,
Just to let you know I am thinking of you and your beautiful Abby and praying you find peace, joy, and hope. I also want you to know Abby has not been forgotten!
Love and hugs
Judy
Catch An Angel
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 19, 2004 10:12 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne,
I think of you often. I have no doubt that you will be reunited with sweet Abby someday. Then and only then will all this make sense.
Until then, keep the faith.
Much Love and Many Prayers
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Saturday, July 17, 2004 10:28 PM CDT
Suzanne,
Everthing you write is beautiful and shows your love for Abby. She was lucky to have you as parents. I will pray for you and Amanda too. Hopefully she'll be home soon to get ready for college! Love, Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Saturday, July 17, 2004 2:57 PM CDT
Im sending all my love to you all,
Love
Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, July 17, 2004 11:28 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne-thinking of you today, as always and praying for some comfort. Abigail was so precious and she always will be, to you and to so many others! Hugs...
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Friday, July 16, 2004 9:25 AM CDT
Suzanne,
The new picture is adorable! Her smile is so sweet it makes you smile back at her. Thinking of you as always! Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Friday, July 16, 2004 6:05 AM CDT
Bert, suzanne,I Love the sweet picture of Abigail. I think of you all so often and pray your doing o.k But as a mom myself I know you arent. But I still Prayer Your memories will carry you through. I am so sorry For your loss but you will be with abigail again.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Thursday, July 15, 2004 11:09 PM CDT
I love the precious new picture of Abigail. I check on her every day. I dont think I will ever get tired of seeing new pictures of that precious face. I know she is shinning down from Heaven on you.
I knwo you miss her sooooo much.
My heart and my prayers always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, July 15, 2004 3:28 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne,
The new pics are great. Abby with her big smile! The pic of Madison with her sisters is so sweet. You and Bert are always in my prayers.
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, July 15, 2004 1:57 PM CDT
The poem posted below, I believe is very true! I can only imagine the heartache and grief. Suzanne and Bert, I think of you guys and Abigail all the time. Please feel this huge hug (.....................). That is me hugging you both!
Love Amanda and Alyssa
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
- Wednesday, July 14, 2004 8:49 PM CDT
I saw this in Angel Taylor Johnsons Webpage
Ask my Mom how she is
My Mom, she tells alot of lies
she never did before.
From now until she dies,
she'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mom how she is
and because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mom how is she,
She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mom how is she,
she seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see
nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mom how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For Gods sake Mom, just tell the truth
just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how is she
she'll lie and say she's fine.
I am here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
we'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mom
with all the lies you told!"
Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 2:07 PM CDT
Stopping by to let you know that your in our thoughts and prayers.
Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie
God be with you!!!!!!!!!!
~*~ LaKota~*~
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 12:07 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne~
Sending you a HUGE hug today...
I love you both very much!!!
It was good to talk to you yesterday Suzanne!!
Princess~
4 months have gone by since you left us.. Oh how we miss you sweetie!!
I have the big picture that Auntie Carmen gave me on my wall at home and I have a picture of you, mommy & daddy on my computer at work...I look at your picture everyday & still can't believe that you are gone!
I will always have very special memories of you embedded in the deepest part of my soul....
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Monday, July 12, 2004 9:07 PM CDT
What a beautiful little girl on the front!!! May God comfort you each day... lots of love, Laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Monday, July 12, 2004 11:05 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne... I continue to think of you daily. and hope that just you realizing I am here helps a little bit.
Marjie Rinehart <jmr@mahaska.org>
oskaloosa, ia United States - Monday, July 12, 2004 10:08 AM CDT
Praying for you daily. Madison must be a truly special friend. I pray for her as well.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, July 12, 2004 8:46 AM CDT
Stopping by to let you know that your in our thoughts and prayers.
Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie
God be with you!!!!!!!!!!
~*~ LaKota~*~
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Sunday, July 11, 2004 10:33 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
The new picture is wonderful! The girls are all adorable!
It was great of them to come over on Father's Day. Penny is really growing. Just wanted to say Hello! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, July 11, 2004 9:47 PM CDT
Thinking of you! The music is beautiful! Sending thoughts of strength and endurance for you in your valley.
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Cedar Park, TX - Sunday, July 11, 2004 5:16 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne, I know how you feel. The feelings, and emotions are pretty unpredictable. I just wanted you to know I am thinking of you.
www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustins Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 11, 2004 1:06 AM CDT
I am sure it does feel like the grief is suffocating you
I can only equate it to the fear of losing a child, of which I am sure is no match.
Please know we are all thinking of you. And Abby will never be forgotten.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Saturday, July 10, 2004 11:33 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Just stopping by to say Hi and let you know you are still in my heart and prayers. I would also still like to set up a Memorial Page for Abby when you are up to it. She is so beautiful, and has truly touched my heart.
Mary Tumbleweed Foundation <MaryKitchen@Tumbleweedfoundation.com>
- Friday, July 9, 2004 9:52 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
My heart is breaking for you. I too believed the grief would kill me. Fortunately or unfortunately, depending on my state of mind it did not. You are always in my heart and prayers. Abby was so beautiful and left a special mark on this sometimes crummy world. She will not be forgotten!!!
With love and hugs
Judy
Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 9, 2004 0:23 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne,
What BEAUTIFUL music to fit a BEAUTIFUL young lady... Our Princess! I miss her so much!
We went up to the cabin in Northern Mn for the 4th, I thought of Abigail so much...It seems like I can get by when I am keeping myself busy but the minute I have to time to just sit, I think about her and how much I miss her..her precious smile, her sweet little voice...everything ... I just plain miss her thats all!!
I will give you a call this weekend ok~
I love you both very much!
Lots of Love
Sheryl
Princess...
Hey there sweetie? Did you hear the beautiul music, I have played it over and over... it always makes me cry, but I love to listen to it...I can vision you singing it, you have such a sweet little voice...
I haven't heard back from the book company yet, maybe we need to give them a little nudge huh?
I miss you so much Princess!
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Thursday, July 8, 2004 6:44 PM CDT
Thinking of you both and, as always, Abby.
Justine Kessler <justinekessler@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Thursday, July 8, 2004 11:53 AM CDT
Thinking of you both and Angel Abby. Please remember that we care and love you. Our door is open.
Gene and Debbie <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 7:36 AM CDT
Thank you for sharing Abby's song with us. It really is beautiful. I stop by often and read the guestbook and I keep you both in my thoughts and prayers each day.
Anne
Abbotsford, BC Canada - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 1:30 PM CDT
Hi Bert and Suzanne,
Abby's song is so beautiful! I think about you often and I'm keeping you in my prayers.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 1:26 AM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
Thanks for sharing Abby's song. I can't stop crying. Abby has touched my heart so deeply and I have never met her. I can only imagine the pain that is in the hearts of her parents who loved her so deeply. I am so sorry for your loss and your pain.
I've been thinking about Abby a lot the last couple weeks. We recently had a 'Relay for Life' here in Fenton that raised over $135,000 for the American Cancer Society. I was inspired to be a part of it because of Abby. I had a luminary lit for her and her name was announced. It was a very moving experience. I plan to be more involved in the relay next year. I continue to think of you both and pray for you always.
Cheryl Delecki <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 10:01 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I listened to Abby's ballad and it is beautiful. While I was listening to it, Alyssa walked in and said "There's Abby!! I love you Abby!" and then told me she missed her and asked me if I missed her and of course with tears in my eyes, I said yes. We miss her so much. You are in our hearts always.
Love Amanda and Alyssa
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 8:56 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
I dont know if your husband will remember me but I worked with him at AIMD in the manpower office. For some reason over the last few years I have always checked on Abby. Today for what reason I dont know I was at work and thought of Abby. But when I went to the website I saw that she had passed. I cant do anything but cry....even though I never met Abby I feel like I knew her. I am from Ct. and remember telling your husband and this is what is playing over in my mind. I gave birth to my first son on August 4th 2000. As I was leaving the hospital after a check up I ran into the CDR. He looked at me and began to cry and huged me and told me about Abby and her sickness. Here I am in Texas nearly 4 years later and I still think about that day. There is nothing that I can say to easy the pain so I will say this.
Your little angel was able to speak to people she had never even met. She had left her mark on all of our souls.
From one mother to another, my heart bleeds with yours and I pray for the day that you will see your little angel again and no longer have that ache in you heart. God bless you both and when you go to see Abby again please tell her that I was thinking of her.
AZ2 Megan Cordeira-Bocanegra <megan.bocanegra@navy.mil>
Corpus Christi, Tx - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 6:18 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I found your site through other caringbridge kids... and today logged on to read your updates. I am an American Girl fan just like your Abby, and still today at the age of 25, collect, dress, and enjoy my dolls. I visit NYC on a regular basis and visit the American Girl Store each time. I will be returning again in two weeks to share the experience and magic of American Girl with my Mother, and we will have a special tea party in honor of your Abby, who has inspired me since I began reading her story in January.
I am a Penn State Alumnus who was and still is a advocate to find a cure for pediatric cancer. At penn state, I danced in the Four Diamonds 48 Hour Dance marathon for two years... and the feeling and connection I have to the kids at hershey and children like Abby around the world is unreal. I would do anything for these kids, and I pray for your family and Abby every day. Know we are all fighting for the cure, and wish you were not affected with P.Cancer!
With American Girl Love,
Catherine
Catherine Kaslusky <ckaslusky@middletownschools.com>
Lemoyne, PA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 4:19 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Good Afternoon! How are you doing? I listened to the song that Dave made for Abby. It is beautiful. I hope you and your family have a wonderful day. Always in my prayers. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 2:30 PM CDT
Suzanne,
Thinking of you after another holiday goes by. I am hoping and praying that God will give you a little peace today. It starts in small amounts but builds. Find something to do that lets the happy thoughts of Abby come through and focus on them. andrew loved to swing and swinging reminds me of all the good times and helps me stay centered when all is painful (however swinging makes me sick at my stomach so I mentally swing in thoughts of Andrew). I guess he got his love of swinging from Roby.
valerie Price mom to the most fantastic kids angel andrew and terrific trey both brave and strong <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
- Monday, July 5, 2004 10:37 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Abby's song is so beautiful. Thank you for sharing it with us here.
When you feel the time is right, we would be honored
to create a very special memorial quilt page for Abby.
We continue to hold you very close in our thoughts
and prayers and we will never forget Abby.
She touched our hearts in a very special way.
*hugs*
FairyGodmother (Becky) Smile Quilts/Loving Memories Angel
Greenville, SC USA - Monday, July 5, 2004 9:46 AM CDT
Angel Abby
I heard the midi to your song angel. And it made me cry. The tune is so beautiful. And I could jsut close my eyes and see you a nd your Mommy singing it. I know her and your daddy miss you soooooooo much. Especially on days like today, when you would be celebrating the fourth of july.
Stay close to your Mommy and Daddy Abigail. You were all they had. And they miss you with thier entire hearts and souls.
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, July 4, 2004 9:49 PM CDT
Abby's song is just beautiful. I hope everyone goes and listens to it. My thoughts and prayers are with you on this day and always.
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv USA - Sunday, July 4, 2004 8:33 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
The song for Abby is beautiful! Thanks for sharing it! I will have to order a copy to save with all of my pretty Abby pictures! I wish I could send you words to make things better. Always thinking of you! Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, July 4, 2004 7:51 PM CDT
Mommy Suzanne,
I am thinking of you on this rainy 4th of July and liked the sweet picture of Abby's 9th birthday party replete with the dolls. I have visited Abby's site before and wanted to know that you and she are in my heart today as well as Daddy Bert.
Some people are special -- all of you are.
M. Elton <meltonva@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA - Sunday, July 4, 2004 10:50 AM CDT
dear abby there is 25 more days till my bithday im happy. i want you to come. ok oh and if your tring to righ something to me i can see it becuase this moring under my bed i `saw a note and it had a heart it said mis you lo ab will abby talk to you later. love madison
Maddy Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Sunday, July 4, 2004 8:36 AM CDT
Hi bert suzanne and angel abby, I miss you so i come and gaze at that magical face and smile. You are so missed sweet girl. Words cant express how sad I feel for mommy and daddy. the pain must be so hard. Like fighting for air and cant catching you breath. I know of pain that stops you from being happy, I wish i time will heal it but it wont. But friends and families love will help you endure the days until your with your abby again. and you will be. I think of you all so much! and come here often.
kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Saturday, July 3, 2004 10:55 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
A friend compared the 4th of July (celebration of freedom) to a true celebration by our loved ones who have truly earned their freedom from the pain and suffering of this world. I want you to know you are in my heart and prayers always. I hope Abby and my Jen are celebrating their freedom together.
With love, hugs and prayers
Judy
Jen <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 2, 2004 7:47 PM CDT
hi family and angel abby.
im again very sorry about abby.
she was a very true loving angel.
and we will all miss her forever.
in my prayers.
katie .t.
katie .t. <mistic_fire004@yahoo.com>
denver, nc usa - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 9:41 PM CDT
The tears are rolling as I read about Abby and look at the pictures. I can't imagine the emptiness and pain you feel. My heart truly breaks for you. I hope and pray that you will have peace and comfort from God through this terrible journey!
Amy Friend <amyjoy78@hotmail.com>
Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 1:01 PM CDT
Bert & Suzanne,
Just wanted to stop by to let you know that I am thinking of you both...
Follow your hearts with your life ahead of you, don't second guess yourself ok...I really believe that Abigail has & will lead you in the right direction..
Suzanne...Thanks for calling last night, I am glad the gift arrived safely!
I love you both very much!!
Talk to you soon...
Love,
Sheryl
Hey sweet Princess...
I miss you so very much!!
Guess what?? All the info has been sent in for our book, now we just have to wait and see if its accepted...lets keep our fingers crossed ok! Mommy & Daddy will be the first to know once I hear back...
Please keep sending mommy & daddy down the signs so they can try to figure out what the rest of the their lives will be like without you...I know you had a hand in the last few days and I know you will lead them in the right direction...
We all miss you so much princess!
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses ~
Always & Forever,
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 7:05 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne,
Just stopping by to let you know that we are thinking of you. Hunter was just talking about Abby the other day, he was coloring a picture and said he wanted her to see it. I told him that she could because she has a very special job as an angel now, looking after him and all of the special children like him. We are here for you if you guys need anything. We continue to keep you in our prayers.
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Monday, June 28, 2004 8:19 PM CDT
Continuing to keep you very close in thoughts and prayers.
*hugs*
FairyGodmother (Becky) Smile Quilts Angel
Greenville, SC USA - Friday, June 25, 2004 9:17 PM CDT
Abby- I'm going to go and register at a Bone Marrow Drive tomorrow. I know that you will be watching and will hopefully find that special young child that needs me!!! It's also my birthday tomorrow and I think the most special gift that I could get would be to make a match, Don't ya think??? I hope Mommy and Daddy are making the most of their days that they can without you in their lives. Keep them smiling, Princess!!!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Friday, June 25, 2004 2:29 PM CDT
Thinking of you guys.
Gene,Debbie, Sarah and Kathryn <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Friday, June 25, 2004 10:16 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert...Thinking of both of you and sending prayers of peace and comfort.
Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw forever and ever") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, June 24, 2004 6:50 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
I was thinking of you and wanted to check in. The new picture is very pretty. Abby would be so proud, I'm sure!
Hoping for better days for you soon! Love, Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Thursday, June 24, 2004 3:16 PM CDT
For what it's worth, Abby looked like she enjoyed life tremendously. I'm positive that she is watching over your family just as you watched over her while she was growing up. God rest your Soul Abby.
Cristina
- Thursday, June 24, 2004 5:58 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
How very lucky Abby is to have you as her parents.
love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, June 23, 2004 8:21 AM CDT
My heart goes out to you and your family. As a mother, I cannot imagine what your feeling but your Abby touched many, many lives in her all-too short life.
caringbridge.org/nc/ivymeredith
Misty <Schiffner4NC@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 11:47 AM CDT
Suzanne, I am praying for you and was so sorry to read about Abigail.My husband is fighting aml and we are in Texas at MD anderson and he had a MUD transplant June 16th. Please keep us in your parayers as I will you in mine. May God give you peace in your heart by knowing that she is now your gueardian angel and ours. Hugs to you Cin Our caring bridge website is territiry la and name johnny.
Cindy Bulger <kingbee3rd@earthlink.net>
St. Rose, La - Monday, June 21, 2004 3:44 PM CDT
I just wanted you to know that I am still checking in on you and praying for you. I can't even imagine how much pain you must be in. Blessings and love to you in Christ. I will continue to stop in when I can.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Monday, June 21, 2004 12:50 AM CDT
I stumbled upon Abby's website back in Feb while looking for a friend's website. Every since, I have found that Abby was a special child. I looked forward to checking her website everyday. I have still been checking in periodically to see how you, the parents, are doing. I have and still pray for you. I can not immagine the pain you are going through. I have a 2 yr old myself. I pray that God gives you comfort and strength to go on.
Lori Pierce <Lori.Pierce@HCAHealthcare.com>
TN - Monday, June 21, 2004 9:10 AM CDT
I just want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I also pray for Abby's friend Madison - it is so obvious that they had a special friendship.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, June 21, 2004 8:41 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert ...
Both of you, and Abby, are always in my thoughts and prayers. Your daughter touched me deeply, and I'll never forget her.
Justine Kessler <justinekessler@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Monday, June 21, 2004 7:54 AM CDT
Angel Abby, Suzanne and Bert
I was thinking of you both on Abbys birthday and now Father's day. I have no doubt that Abby was so thrilled to have you as her father. She was so blessed to have parents like you. I keep all of you in my thoughts and prayers
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Sunday, June 20, 2004 8:34 PM CDT
Hi Bert,
Happy Father's Day!
I couldn't let this special day go by without wishing a special father, who knows the joys and sorrows of fatherhood go by. You and Suzanne are in my prayers today and always.
Kathy Haws
T.O., CA - Sunday, June 20, 2004 8:24 PM CDT
Dearest Bert - Happy Father's Day to the most WONDERFUL father; Abby was so lucky to have you as her Daddy. All little girls should be so lucky. May the day bring you peace ....knowing how much Abby adored you. For sure she is smiling down on you today, your day. God bless you. Sending much love and prayful thoughts,
Bev & Jack
bev&jackryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
Enfield, CT - Sunday, June 20, 2004 12:15 AM CDT
Please know that your feelings of emptiness, loss, and sadness are understood...sadly understood by too many.
Your sweet Abigail has entered into the ranks of much loved angels. She is one of too many that have left the earthly bonds and have traveled to play among the stars...so sad that we cannot play too...
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, June 19, 2004 9:41 PM CDT
Suzanne & Bert, Praying for you both and sending love your way, this week especially. I saw a little dark-haired girl with sparkling almond eyes at West Farms Mall yesterday and my heart stopped and I was filled with pain for you.
Jennifer <bradbenson860@aol.com>
Granby, - Saturday, June 19, 2004 7:22 AM CDT
I'm praying for you.
Natalie Butler <jandnat@aol.com>
Tampa, FL - Friday, June 18, 2004 11:31 PM CDT
I found your site from another caringbridge site. I read your history for hours. What a battle that you all fought with such grace and courage. We live miles apart but I want you to know that we understand stand your pain. We lost our six year old son in Febuary after a BMT and a three year ALL fight. I'm so sorry for your loss and your pain. In our prayers,
The Stokes Family (www.caringbridge.org/mn/connorstokes) <JCMommy2@aol.com>
MN - Friday, June 18, 2004 8:29 PM CDT
Hi!
I'm sorry you had to go through Abby's birthday without her! It sounds like you did something very special. I will keep praying for you. I hope Bert can think of all of the good things about Abby on Father's Day. I'm sure those memories make you smile! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Friday, June 18, 2004 8:26 PM CDT
Bert,
We are going out of town for the weekend, But wanted to wish you a Happy Fathers Day, I know its going to be really sucky but I am hoping that you have a day filled with wonderful memories of your precious daughter...she will be watching over you !!
Love ya lots!!!
Love,
Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Friday, June 18, 2004 3:31 PM CDT
DEAR ABIGAIL I JUST WONTD TO TILL YOU THAT YOUR BITHDAY PARTY WAS NICE. I WISH I COULD HAVE SEEN YOU THERE.I BET IF I COULD SEE YOU IT WOULD HAVE BEEN EVEN FUNNIER AT THE PARTY. I HOPE YOU GOT ALL THE BALLOONS - MINE WAS THE LAST ONE UP!! KIT AND MOLLY MISS YOU AND SO DOES PRINCESS AND NIKKI - AND MY ABIGAIL PUPPY THAT I MADE. I AM BLOWING UP A BOLLOON FOR YOU AND PUTING IT ON YOUR GRAVE.BY MADISON
Maddy Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Thursday, June 17, 2004 2:02 PM CDT
Thinking of you!
Stefanie
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, June 17, 2004 8:57 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne,
Thinking of you both ~
Sending my love!
Princess...
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Forever missing you~
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Thursday, June 17, 2004 8:37 AM CDT
I realized this morning what an incredibly hard week this must be for you. Abby's birthday and now Father's Day coming up. I am praying you get through this and that you can think of the good birthdays and Father's Days. Take care and know my prayers are with you.
love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, June 17, 2004 7:29 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you today as always. Sending lots of love! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 7:33 PM CDT
I am a caringbridge patient too, I just read your entire history etc at 5-6am and I just lift you allup. I have cancer too and as a mom, raising five kids, it is a hard thing. The life we lead w/ a disease or watching it is like none other. I send you a hug. and share your sorrow. taj brown, austin, tx
taj brown <txdagwoods@austin.rr.com>
cedar Park, tx usa - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 6:06 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Abbey. I tried to sign-on several times yesterday but my computer wouldn't let me. We think about you often and pray for your Mommy and Daddy daily.
The Delecki's <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 9:58 PM CDT
Words cannot express the sorrow I feel for you. I can understand just a little of what you've gone through as my brother was diagnosed with AML December 2002. He was in remission, then relapsed, now had a bone marrow transplant and is in remission again. I am so sorry that you lost your little one. I pray that God's grace continues to fill you and give you perfect peace that surpasses all understanding. Your family has been lifted up in prayer. God bless you.
Rebecca Nienow <rebecca.nienow@teenmania.org>
- Tuesday, June 15, 2004 8:17 PM CDT
Remembering you Angel Abigail on
your birthday. I hope it truly
is a Magical, Heavenly celebration
for you. Love you and miss you.
Smile Quilts
Smile Quilts Angels and all your friends at Smile Quilts <smilequilts@smilequilts.com>
- Monday, June 14, 2004 9:58 PM CDT
Abigail
Happy birthday sweet sweet angel. Stay close to your mommy and daddy tonight will you.
I just cant find the words to say.
Miss you sweetie
Nancy :-(
Nancy(bratt) <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 14, 2004 9:35 PM CDT
I am praying for the strength you need to face each difficult day...and for you to feel all the love that surrounds you and holds you up each day....it is always there....
Laura Hudlow <lnhudlow@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA - Monday, June 14, 2004 8:58 PM CDT
hello..A little birdie told me you needed a friendly hello. so sorry i have not signed in more lately.. Hope all is getting better and the good weather keeps up your spirits.
Always in our thoughts, prayers and hearts!!
~*~Samantha's Story~*~
karen n sammi <mpbowler1@aol.com>
- Monday, June 14, 2004 8:57 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Our wish for you is a day filled with many memories of your sweet Abigail to fill your heart with love and pride. Please accept our prayers for the strength to face today and the days to come.
Bless,
Terry, Mary, Nicholas and Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Monday, June 14, 2004 4:19 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Abby,
the linden tree i planted in your memory is blooming soon. She's right at the dog's playground and several times a day when i pass by, i smile and think of you.
I bet you are around also and check on your tree and play with the dogs since you love dogs so much. Don't you worry, ours are huge, but they never harm anybody and love children, but i bet you know that already.
Have a great birthday and let your beautiful soul shine so that it's getting a little brighter here on Earth.
love
mia
mia <miafriedrich@lincsat.com>
staffa, on canada - Monday, June 14, 2004 1:52 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Abby! We hope you are running free and sliding down beautiful rainbows today. Amanda was the first of the kids to run over to your marker today and she was so excited to see your picture on it now. She said the smile on your face in the picture is the smile you have up in Heaven. Dance little one! Love & hugs,
Sue, Rob, Amanda, Zach and Amelia West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, June 14, 2004 1:35 PM CDT
Thinking of you on Abby's birthday.
Ellen
Ellen <ellen133@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA - Monday, June 14, 2004 1:04 PM CDT
Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to Angel Abby. Happy Birthday to you!!!
We are celebrating with you....eats lots of cake and ice cream and run free on your special day. We will never forget you.....Love, Bev & Jack
bev&jackryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
enfield, ct - Monday, June 14, 2004 12:19 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Abby. We think of you always.
Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you today. God Bless.
Gene, Debbie, Sarah and Kathryn <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, June 14, 2004 11:47 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS!!!
I bet you are having a big heavenly celebration today... you were so excited to be 9 this year...We are having a big celebration here on Earth for our beautiful Princess!
Our office people are all wearing pink and purple in memory of you!
I am going to be releasing balloons up to Heaven for you... Be watching for them ok !
I miss you so much...you are always in my heart!
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Angel Hugs and Butterfly kisses ~
Always & forever
Your Angel Sheryl
WHERE DO BALLOONS GO WHEN YOU SET THEM FREE???
Where do balloons go when you set them free??
Do they float into the clouds or get stuck in a tree?
Do they fly high in the sky or get popped by a bee?
Do they soar with the birds and the bugs in the air...
or stay close to the ground and get chased by a bear?
Does the wind blow them out over the big blue ocean..
or do they climb up and over small hills and big mountains??
Do they go out into space and circle the stars and then
fall back to earth after traveling so far??
or does GOD collect them all in a big bouquet and give them to the children in heaven each day??
Where do balloons go when you set them free?
I hope they go to heaven as a gift for you from me!!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Monday, June 14, 2004 11:16 AM CDT
thinking of you on abigail's birthday!! many thoughts and prayers, angelique parker
www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Monday, June 14, 2004 10:43 AM CDT
Letter From Heaven
Dear Mommy and Daddy;
You loved me and cared for me well.
You were the best mommy and daddy in the world.
I touched the earth for a little while
Especially to be your little girl.
I've gone on a beautiful journey
To a land free from tears and pain.
I know that your hearts are crushed with sorrow
But Heaven is where I am.
I play in God's garden all the day long
And how my happy heart sings!
Angels keep watch over me and they say
" Abigail has the prettiest wings."
I know you miss me,but please don't be sad
Keep always my memory.
Kiss Grandpa and Grandma and give them my love
We'll be together again someday.
With my arms outstretching, I'll be here to greet you
Once again,We'll be a family.
Love
Your Angel,
Abigail
Angel Abigail
- Monday, June 14, 2004 9:48 AM CDT
Praying for you today on Abby's first birthday in Heaven.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, June 14, 2004 9:24 AM CDT
*Abigail*
Wishing you the most wonderful Heavenly birthday, sweetie! You're thought of often in this house. That gorgeous smile of yours will NEVER be forgotten.
Sending lots and lots of BIG 'Happy Birthday' hugs and MUCH love your way!!!
Happy Birthday, Angel *Abigail*
Shannon, Jeff & Samantha Therese <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Monday, June 14, 2004 9:04 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Princess!!! Do you see we have your favorite colors on today? Thinking about Mommy and Daddy today....
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, Mn - Monday, June 14, 2004 8:22 AM CDT
Dear Abigail - Happy Birthday - I hope you get everything you wish for. I hope you get everyone of your balloons - I miss you and will always remember you - you were a great friend. I am coming to your party like you did for me. I will always remember you met me and came over my house made your first shot in my basketball hoop. I loved playing American Girl Dolls and Barbies - I am going to bring Molly and Kit with me today at your birthday party because I think Molly is you and Kit is me. I love and miss you.
(written word for word by Madison)
Maddy Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Monday, June 14, 2004 7:58 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Abby! We love and miss you dearly!! Suzanne and Bert, my heart is with you always.
Love,
Amanda and Alyssa
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Monday, June 14, 2004 7:39 AM CDT
Tomorrow should be a day of celebration for your beautiful daughter, not her first birthday in Heaven. Bert & Suzanne - none of us can imagine how it is to be in your shoes. But we grieve with you
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Sunday, June 13, 2004 10:31 PM CDT
Stopping by to let you to know that we are thinking you, and sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Love LaKota , Debbie & Steve
God be with you!!!!!!!!
~*~ LaKota~*~
DOG (DEPEND ON GOD)
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Sunday, June 13, 2004 6:12 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I'm glad you got to spend time with Amanda and her Mom! She said they had a nice time and you shared Abby stories. I'm so glad they are there for you. She said the puppy is adorable too. I'm always thinking of you and Bert. Wishing Abby a Happy Birthday in Heaven! Love, Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, June 13, 2004 6:10 PM CDT
It was so good to see you Friday night. The Brownies did a wonderful job. I know Abby was pleased with their thoughtfulness. My prayers are with you for Monday. I can't begin to imagine how difficult that special day will be. Please know you have many friends that will be thinking of you. PS "Penny the Puppy" is precious!
Judy Baker <judebal@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Sunday, June 13, 2004 1:43 PM CDT
I just wanted to wish a very special "Angel Abigail" a Happy Birthday!
Suzanne and Bert,
You are in my prayers, especially on Monday when your sweet angel celebrates her birthday in heaven. I know she will be looking down on you on this special day.
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Saturday, June 12, 2004 11:55 PM CDT
Hi Princess,
I can't believe its been 3 months since you went to Heaven...I miss you so much!
Monday is going to be so hard, your 9th Birthday and your first Birthday in Heaven ~
Everyone has a huge Birthday celebration planned for you...
I am going to release Balloons up to Heaven for you...
I put little notes in there for you.
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!!
I MISS YOU!
Always & forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Saturday, June 12, 2004 11:08 AM CDT
I am so hesitant to leave a message because I know I can't say anything that will ease your pain. I just want you to know that I can feel your pain. I do know what it is like to lose someone you loved with every fiber of your being. I understand the heavy breathing, the feelings of breatlessness when the hurt hits you like a ton of lead. There is no pain on earth that compares. I agree it is so cruel that you are left to live the rest of your days with this pain and I plan on having a very long talk with God when my day comes to meet my maker. Someone has got to let Him know that this is cruel.
Because you cannot hear God say he is sorry, I will say it for Him. I suppose that is why so many people say those words. I'm sorry Suzanne and Bert. I am sorry that this has happened to you. I am so sorry that your daughter, the love of your life, has been snatched away from you so heartlessly and cruelly. My God if there was any way I could get her back for you I would do it.
I can tell you that reading your entries makes me feel less alone as I work through my own grief. I know my grief cannoy possibly compare, but it's there. Unending and so painful. How is it that the world around us just keeps going on when everything in our lives has stopped with the death of our loved one? I know what you mean when you say you died also on March 12th. The biggest part of you did die that day and I so understand that feeling.
Time. Something Abby did not have as much of as we had all hoped. And yet it is only time that will make the task of carrying on easier somewhat. That heavy pain in your heart though will never completely go away. I'd like to think of it as Abby tugging on your heartstrings so you'll remember her. You know, like when our children are babies and pull our hair just because they can.....they don't mean to hurt us, they just do it. So when you feel that crushing feeling in your heart, it's Abby.
Tracee <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Norwalk, Ia - Friday, June 11, 2004 3:35 PM CDT
Praying for you both, especially this weekend. Planning to go to the spaghetti night tonight, too. :)
Irene Chambers
Virginia Beach, VA - Friday, June 11, 2004 12:16 AM CDT
Just want to let you know that I'm thinking about you and praying for you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, June 11, 2004 8:10 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert.
Sorry to read about your loss.
It can't be easy but stay strong.
take care
love
http://www.caringbridge.org/europe/matty/
Jackie Woodley <jackie@woodley5212.freeserve.co.uk>
Truro,Cornwall, England - Friday, June 11, 2004 7:18 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne & Bert --
Saw this on another Caringbridge Site & thought of you.
Homesick by MercyMe
You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times, I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you?
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home is where my heart is
Then I am out of place
Lord, won't You give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more Homesick than now
Help me, Lord because I don't understand Your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But even if You showed me, the hurt would be the same
Because I am still here so far away from Home
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home is where my heart is
Then I am out of place
Lord, won't You give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more Homesick than now
In Christ, there are no goodbyes
In Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again, to see you again
I close my eyes and I see Abigail's face
If home is where my heart is
Then I am out of place
Lord, won't You give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more Homesick than now
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 2:09 PM CDT
Bert , suzanne, Im thinking and praying for you all the time. I hope you can smile again in time.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
In - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 9:15 PM CDT
I am thinking about you more than ever today, you are in my prayers.
Sending lots of love your way
Laura <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 6:51 AM CDT
Suzanne, Thinking of you today. Hope you are having a decent week. I am sure it is too soon for much more. Would love to use Abby's picture on our lemonade stand for pediatric cancer research www.alexslemonade.com Would it be ok if I printed the picture on Abby's site? I will not do it without permission, so if you agree let me know.
Valerie Price mom to Angel Andrew and Terrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
- Tuesday, June 8, 2004 5:22 PM CDT
Hello Bert, I was thinking about you today. I was in the Med on a survey trip when Abigail passed on, and was greatly saddened by the news of your loss. There's not much that can be said to help fill the void, but I'm sure you and Suzanne both know that God loves you and is taking care of Abigail in a way that those of us left behind won't be able to understand until it's our time to join her. Take care and God bless you both.
Dave Kennon <leonard.kennon@navy.mil>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 12:24 AM CDT
Just thinking of you. God Bless.
Gene, Debbie, Sarah and Kathryn <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 10:22 AM CDT
I have not signed in awhile, but please know that we think of you often and pray for you all everyday. God bless!
Allison Family
Chattanooga, Tn USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 9:40 PM CDT
Praying for you always! Love, Sara
Sara <SassieSara@aol.com>
New Gloucester, ME USA - Monday, June 7, 2004 8:13 PM CDT
The new photo is beautiful! Actually, all of them are. Madison must be a very special friend and I'm sure she will cherish those pictures for the rest of her life.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, June 7, 2004 8:42 AM CDT
Hi!
Penny is adorable! I love the new picture! Thanks for sharing it with everybody! Thinking of you! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 10:51 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne, We found out recently from Jennifer about yout terrible loss. I cannot even imagine how horrendous that must be and I want to let you know that we are all thinking of you. Rick and I have you in our prayers and know that you are a strong person and will survive. Your faith is evident from what I have read on the web site and that will help you survive. Give our love and condolences to your husband as well. Our thoughts and prayers are with you both, Anne and Rick Hartman
Anne Hartman <fchagh@aol.com>
W. Simsbury, CT - Sunday, June 6, 2004 10:28 AM CDT
Hey Suzanne,
It was so nice to talk to you today. Like I have said before, I love talking to you about anything. I hope soon you, my mom and I can get together. Maybe we can plan something for early next week. I hope to see you soon. Tell Bert and Penny I said hello!!
Amanda Barrington www.caringbridge.org/va/amandabarrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com>
Virginia Beach, Virginia - Saturday, June 5, 2004 6:46 PM CDT
If I was not so sad and house bound right now I would come to the dinner. WHat a great treat the Brownies are doing. I know the bills can be overwhleming. I definently know, since I have tried to return to work but find I am not ready. I can't wait to hear Maxie again saying momma come here. Or hey momma, he said it so cute like here's Johnny. The memories I hold on to aren't as good as holding and smelling him. Take care and your on my mind. www.caringbridge.org/va/maxie/
Christy <maxiewithlove@aol.com>
Amelia, VA - Saturday, June 5, 2004 11:37 AM CDT
Hoping the dinner is not only a success and great help to you but a chance to share memories with those closest to your sweet Abigail.
Thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers.
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Saturday, June 5, 2004 0:30 AM CDT
What a wonderful evenging planned by the Brownies! Abby was indeed very special and very loved!
Laura <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Friday, June 4, 2004 8:38 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
Please, don't ask me
Author: Rita Moran
Please, don't ask me if I'm over it yet
I'll never be over it
Please, don't tell me she's in a better place
She isn't with me
Please, don't say at least she isn't suffering
I haven't come to terms with why she had to suffer at all
Please, don't tell me you know how I feel
Unless you have lost a child
Please, don't ask me if I feel better
Bereavement isn't a condition that clears up
Please, don't tell me at least you had her for so many years
What year would you choose for your child to die?
Please, don't tell me God never gives us more than we can bear
Please, just tell me you are sorry
Please, just say you remember my child, if you do
Please, just let me talk about my child
Please, mention my child's name
Please, just let me cry.
I saw this on a Caring Bridge site and thought you might enjoy this. Maybe we should print this out and pass it out to people who just don't understand.
Love and hugs
Judy
http://www.catchanangel.com/
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 4, 2004 9:31 AM CDT
HI
miss suzanne and mr bert.
im sorry about abby when i found out i was crushed she has
sighned my guest book before. im sorry about abby she was a woderful person she has inspierd me when i have been down and has gave me courage to go on.
i have a answer for your question.
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking with the Lord. Across the
sky flashed scenes of his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the
sand; one belonged to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the
sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of
footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it, "Lord, you said that once I
decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the
most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand
why, when I needed you most, you would leave me."
The Lord replied, "My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was
then that I carried you." and another one if this does not answer your question if this does not answer it.
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right?
When can I see him?"
The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care anymore?
Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"
The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the
nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the University."
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said goodbye to her son.
She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.
"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a
plastic bag and handed it to Sally.
The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University
for Study. He said it might help somebody else. I said no at first, but
Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some
other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.'" She went on, "My Jimmy
had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help
others if he could."
Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after
spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's
belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was
difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house.
She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his
hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other
personal things, back in his room exactly where he had always kept
them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to
sleep.
It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her on the bed was a
folded letter. The letter said:
Dear Mom,
I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you,
or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I will
always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each
other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be
so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room, and old stuff to play
with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like
the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls
like, y'know.
Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and
Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will
take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch
them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures.
Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him.
Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's
knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him
that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you goodbye and everything. But
I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, y'know what Mom? God handed me
some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter.
I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter
off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions
you asked Him - 'Where was He when I needed him?'
God said, He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the
cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.
Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To
everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have
to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the
Book of Life.
Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food
will be great. Oh, I almost forgot to tell you, I don't hurt anymore.
The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain
anymore...and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either.
That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I
was Special Delivery! How about that?
Signed with Love from:
God, Jesus & Me.
remember god will be with you forever and will never leave you thanks and god bless.
katie .T. href=http://www.caringbridge.org/nc/katelynnsbluediary>KATIE
katie .T. <mistic_fire004@yahoo.com>
denver, nc usa - Thursday, June 3, 2004 6:55 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I am so very sorry that the emptiness left behind when Abby left this earth just cannot seem to be filled for you. I hope that time brings you a few more smiles when you think of your sweet Abigail.
Bless,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, June 3, 2004 1:35 PM CDT
PRINCESS....
IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY
AND MEMORIES BUILD A LANE
I'D WALK RIGHT UP TO HEAVEN
AND BRING YOU HOME AGAIN
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK~
I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH!!!
Angel hugs & Butterfly kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Thursday, June 3, 2004 10:28 AM CDT
I am SO sorry for all of your pain. I know that God is the only one who can bring you any remote sense of peace and comfort after all that you've been through and even that will be a lifelong process even after the "initials" wear off. Please know that I'm standing in the gap for you and praying for your strength in the Lord. I'm sure many things seem impossible and unreasonably cruel for you at the moment. Who wouldn't feel those things in the same situation? But this I know...God WILL bring you out. I don't know how, when or where. But I know that you love Him and He loves you and that always produces a holy outcome. You'll make Abby proud and be amazed at the strength the Lord gives you to go on as you wait for your time to be with her for eternity. Blessings to you in Christ. I'll check back soon.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 8:35 PM CDT
Suzanne nad Bert,
I hope that knowing how many people care for you is helping in some way. Reading some of the wonderful things people write makes me wish I could think of something wonderful to say to help. Just know you are loved and thought of every day, as is Abby.Although I'm sad, I smile every time I look at her beautiful picture! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 7:30 PM CDT
Thinking of you today and always...I hope that you find writing somewhat theraputic...sending hugs and the hope that we will see all of our Angels soon. For heaven is just a blink of an eye away...Love,
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Wednesday, June 2, 2004 6:20 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I am so so sorry. I wish that I could say something of comfort, but I can't. I don't even want to imagine what you must be going through. There is nothing fair, normal, or right about losing your daughter. I know it must be hard just to find a purpose to get up in the mornings.
I know that you were a good mom. I know that Abby was loved. She just glows in her picture. She was a beautiful girl.
I am going to be praying for your strength and peace of mind. I don't know that there is any thing else that I can do. But know that I care, and I am so sorry.
Malissia Loucks <MalissiaL1976@msn.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 3:31 PM CDT
May the comfort angels surround you.
melissa <xnavygrrl@yahoo.com>
st. louis, mo usa - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 12:16 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne & Bert,
Please know that you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I know that unfortunately there is nothing I can say or do to ease your pain. I saw this on another Caringbridge site and thought of you immediately.
If roses grow in Heaven,
Lord please pick a bunch for me,
Place them in my daughter's arms
And tell her they are from me.
Tell her I love her and I miss her,
And when she turns to smile,
Place a kiss upon her cheek.
And hold her for awhile.
Because remembering her is easy,
I do it every day.
But there's an ache in my heart
That will never go away.
Author Unknown
Love,
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 10:11 AM CDT
Wow you take the feelings right from my soul. We feel the exact same way. I go on for Robert, and for my parents. But I hate it, and I miss Maxie so much there is no place I can look that is not about him I am sad that your heart is breaking like mine. How do people get through this pain? I am here if you want to feel like someone is listening that understands your pain. Have a great week! www.caringbridge.org/va/maxie/
Christy ( mom to the superstar maxie) <maxiewithlove@aol.com>
Amelia, VA - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 1:50 AM CDT
My heart breaks for you as I read your journal entry. I know there are no words and nothing any of us can do to take away the pain. But, please know we are all thinking of you and hoping you'll find peace in the days to come. Abby was a beautiful little girl who has touched many lives. I'm so sorry God needed her back. There have been far too many children taken to Heaven since I learned of Caring Bridge just under a year ago. All we can do is know that they are in a far better place and are pain and disease free. We will meet up with them someday. And now, my older sister fights for her life as well, needing a heart/lung transplant and uncertain if she will even make it to be put on the list, let alone receive a transplant. It just doesn't seem fair. Love, Beth
www.caringbridge.org/oh/heidi
Beth Leppo <beanieb@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield , OH USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 11:36 PM CDT
Suzanne,
Your words break my heart, such hopelessness in them. You need to ask yourself if Abby would want you to feel this way. It's going to be SUCH a hard month with her birthday and 3 month mark since she passed. You need to get help and do whatever you can to get through this. I pray hard for you, that's all I can do, though I wish there was SO much more I could do. I also hope it helps some to type us those words, I am here, reading and praying anytime you need it. God bless you and Bert.
love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Tuesday, June 1, 2004 11:04 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert: I wished I could have some magic words to help youfeel better. Unfortunately all I have to offer is my prayers for you. Please remember all of us out here praying for you and hoping that your pain will ease. All the memories you have to uplift you though it won't be the same as having Abigal with you.... I pray for brighter days ahead.
Marjie Rinehart <jmrwil17@kdsi.net>
oskaloosa, IA USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 8:50 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne & Bert --
I have no words to ease your pain. I just want you to know that Abigail touched the hearts and souls of so many people, that she was a very special little girl with very special parents and will never be forgotten. I hope all the special memories you have of your 8 1/2 years with Abby will bring you peace. Love
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 8:12 AM CDT
Hoping the sweet memories of your precious Abigail bring you comfort when you need it the most.
Gail Burns <Grannygail@aol.com>
Jonesboro, GA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 0:17 AM CDT
~~* I'm sure Angel Abby is watching over her mommy and daddy!!! may you find peace and comfort during these tough times, ~**
Rebecca <rparmenter@ut.edu>
Worcester, MA USA - Monday, May 31, 2004 4:28 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
We don't need a special day to remember Abby because we remember her every day! I cherish every picture that you ever sent and the ones posted on the site. Amanda says you got a puppy. I am so glad.I'm sure Abby would love that.
It's a lucky puppy to have you all! Lots of love!! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Monday, May 31, 2004 10:32 AM CDT
Hello. By chance, (or was it?)- I somehow clicked on Abby Rose's website today - the 31st of May. (I was originally on Connor Hunley's website.) I am so touched by your words. I cried as I read them. I am so sorry for your loss. I understand some of what you were saying, as I have lost my wonderful father to cancer 14 years ago. I know NOT what it is like to lose a child, and my prayers will be with you. I am so sorry for your terrible loss. God be with you every moment.
(GALATIANS 2:20)
Laurie <kerhoulasbrown@hotmail.com, the2boogs@aol.com>
Nashville, TN USA - Monday, May 31, 2004 10:16 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne,
Thinking about you both!
Sending all my love to you~
I love you!
Love,
Sheryl
Princess...
How's my sweet girl? I miss you so much.... I was thinking this morning about the last time that I talked to you on the phone and how you were so sad because you didn't want to take your medicine because it tasted yukky and you promised me that you would take it so you could get better...about how your little voice sounded so excited when I told you that we only had a few more weeks until we could see other again...and about the "I love you" that you said to me before we hung up...
You fought so hard princess...but God had bigger and better plans for you, after all you were a Princess!!
Yesterday I planted 2 Butterfly bushes in my Angel garden ... one is pink and the other is purple..
Our Relay for Life walk is on August 13th and this year I am walking in memory of you...Our campsite will be decorated with pink and purple and there will be 9 balloons which I will release and send up to you at the end of our walk...I know that you will be there with me..
Please keep watching over mommy and daddy...
I love you to Heaven and back~
ANGEL HUGS AND BUTTERFLY KISSES!!!!
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Monday, May 31, 2004 7:57 AM CDT
Suzanne, I too have a smell that reminds me so of Andrew. For some reason during chemo he smelled of fresh cooked bacon. The smell of bacon fills my senses and they rush back to that soft head of my wonderful boy. For now that is all I have of him but I cherish it and every tidbit I can find. A roll of undeveloped film found in the drawer gave hope of new pictures but only provided more without him. All your feelings are so on target but never natural. Hold on to the past and soon you will be able to see some future. Not the one of storybooks but one in which you can once again smile without guilt and sorrow. God bless you and write if ever you need a friend who has been there.
Valerie Price mom to Angel Andrew and Terrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 7:50 PM CDT
Hello, just dropping by to send a hug to you
Love Viks on behalf of everyone at Post Pals
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 5:33 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Another holiday to get through...I know the weeks that have gone by have seemed like years to you. I was so glad to see you at the dedication, and I was in awe of the little ways that Abby is keeping in touch -the puppy, the bird eggs... I love that you make the connection! I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers like so many others, and I'm keeping Abby warm in my memories.
Love, Bev
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 11:58 AM CDT
Suzanne, as much as I sit here crying, I know there are way too many monms who can relate even more directly to your grief and pain. I wish I had some answers for you
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 11:05 AM CDT
Thinking of you and your precious Angel Abigail during this Memorial Day weekend. You are in my prayers.
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, May 30, 2004 0:06 AM CDT
My name is Dedra Abts. My daughter Hannah was diagnosed with ALL May 19, 2004. My heart goes out to you and your family. Hannah is 4 years old, and she is my whole life. Your journal entries touched me deeply. My prayers are with you and your family through this difficult time.
Dedra Abts <dabts@insightbb.com>
Columbus, In USA - Sunday, May 30, 2004 0:04 AM CDT
Suzanne...I sit here in tears as I read your journal update. Nothing can match this pain...that's for sure. It's all so unfair!
Sending continued prayers...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, May 29, 2004 8:55 PM CDT
Angel Abigal, Suzanne and Bert You all continue to be in my prayers. I check this site daily and I hurt for your loss. Even tho we have never met, Abby meant a lot to me. My prayers continue to be with you.
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Saturday, May 29, 2004 8:35 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I found this on another Caringbridge page and after talking to you the other day I think it fits so well with what you would want everyone to know!!
I LOVE YOU BOTH!!
Always remembering my Princess ~ I miss her so very much!
Love ya,
Sheryl
When You Wish Upon A Star
A wish I hear often is “I wish my friends (or church, or neighbors, or relatives) understood what I am going through and were more supportive.” This is a wish that has some possibility of coming true, if we are able to be honest and assertive with the people around us. What do we wish others understood about the loss of our child? Here is a partial list of such wishes:
* I wish you would not be afraid to speak my child’s name. My child lived and was very important and I need to hear his/her name. I wish you wouldn’t feel awkward if I mention his/her name.
* If I cry or get emotional if we talk about my child, I wish you knew that it isn’t because you hurt me: the fact that my child died has caused my tears. You have allowed me to cry and I thank you. Crying and emotional outbursts are healing.
* I wish you wouldn’t “kill” my child again by removing from your home his/her picture, artwork, or other remembrances.
* I will have emotional highs and lows, ups and downs. I wish you wouldn’t think that if I have a good day my grief is all over, or if I have a bad day I need psychiatric counseling.
* I wish you knew that the death of a child is different from other losses and must be viewed separately. It is the ultimate tragedy and I wish you wouldn’t compare it to the loss of a parent, spouse or pet.
* Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn’t shy away from me.
* I wish you knew that all the “crazy” grief reactions that I am having are in fact very normal. Depression, anger, frustration, hopelessness, the questioning of values and beliefs are to be expected following the death of a child.
* I wish you wouldn’t expect my grief to be over in six months. The first few years are going to be exceedingly traumatic for us. As with alcoholics, I will never be “cured” or a “former bereaved parent,” but will forever be a “recovering bereaved parent.”
* I wish you understood the physical reaction to grief. I may gain or lose weight, sleep all the time or not at all, lose my short-term memory, develop a host of illness and be accident-prone, all of which may be related to my grief.
* Our child’s birthday, the anniversary of his/her death, and the holidays are terrible times for us. I wish you could tell us that you are thinking about our children these days and if we get quiet and withdrawn, just know that we are thinking about our child and don’t try to coerce us into being cheerful.
* It is normal and good that most of us re-examine our faith, values and beliefs after losing a child. We will question things we have been taught all our lives and hopefully come to some new understanding with God. I wish you would let me tangle with my religion without making me feel guilty.
* I wish you wouldn’t offer me drinks or drugs. These are just temporary crutches and the only way I can get through this grief is to experience it. I have to hurt before I can heal.
* I wish you understood that grief changes people. I am not the same person I was before my child died, and I will never be that person again. If you keep waiting for me to get “back to my old self” you will stay frustrated. I am a new creature, with new thought, dreams, aspirations, values and beliefs. Please try to get to know the “new me” — maybe you will like me still.
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Saturday, May 29, 2004 8:32 AM CDT
Suzanne-
Your recent journal entry left me in tears!!! My heart goes out to you and I wish so desperately there was something we could do to ease the pain. Please know that I am here if you need someone to talk to. Know, eventhough I don't sign in all the time, I check on you daily. You are in thoughts and prayers.
Proverbs 3:5 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart..."
God Bless,
Dawn Dains
Alexandria's Angels Foundation
caringbridge.org/page/alexandriasangels <daisydains@msn.com>
ofallon, mo usa - Saturday, May 29, 2004 1:58 AM CDT
My heart aches for you, there are no words to ease your agony. My prayers are with you.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Friday, May 28, 2004 9:36 PM CDT
I wish I had words to help you. Keeping you in my heart.
Mary Tumbleweed Foundation <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.com>
- Friday, May 28, 2004 8:33 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
My heart is breaking for you. I have been where you are and I know how lonely and heart breaking it is. There are no words to describe the depth of your pain and loss. I have no magic (but oh how I wish I did) but I truly understand. If I can help please know I am just a click away.
With much love, prayers and hugs
Judy
Click on the angel to visit my web site: Catch An Angel
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
Cookeville, TN - Friday, May 28, 2004 1:14 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert....I watch/read you two suffering, but I also see Sheryl and how she hurts not only not having Abby in her life, but seeing you two hurting also. You grieve how ever long and however you seem necessary to continue on with your life. Abby isn't here with us, but she is still in your heart, mind and memories. Life isn't fair. You always here people say that they are in a better place now, but how do they know that? I had read on another caring bridge page a mother saying that her child didn't want to go to heaven, she wanted to stay here where she belongs with her Mommy and family. I Agree with that. No child "wants" to leave. It sucks that there is nothing that we can do to make sure these children get to be kids and that Mommies and Daddies get to watch their children grow up. It sucks that you won't get the chance to be a Grandma, sucks you can't have a graduation, sucks that you won't get to see that special, beautiful young lady walk down the aisle with her PROUD Daddy!!!! IT SUCKS!!!!!It isn't fair and you know that from the very bottom of your heart. BUT eventually, only time will tell, things will look up, you will smile again, you will laugh again. Things will never be "normal" but you WILl learn to live again. You may just be buying time until you can join Abby, but you do have people here who love you and who want you to be here with them. Abby has touched so many lives, she will never be forgotten. As parents watch their children grow, live and play they will always remember Abby. Look how many peoples lives she touched....When the sun shines, a rainbow grows a butterfly flies or the wind blows, Abby will be in our hearts!!!! God took these Angels from us, now they are showing us how to stop and "Smell the Roses"....I've rambled enough.
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Friday, May 28, 2004 10:30 AM CDT
hello suzanne you do not know me but you signed my little brother dustins web page and im so sorry for your Abigail's passing i hope you cope the best you can i love my mother and i wish she was not so upset all the time and she is always sad im 5 hours away from her at school but i try to see her as much as i can i call her every night to make sure she is alright because dustins passing was so hard on after she stayed with him in the hopstpital with him for 7 months dustin is missed and loved alot
Warren Stevenson <dustins_bro@yahoo.com>
Minot, ND USA - Friday, May 28, 2004 10:11 AM CDT
I wish I knew something to say to help ease your pain. there isn't. Everyone has to get through this grief in their own time and their own way, but I will keep you in my prayers.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 28, 2004 7:52 AM CDT
Mommy Suzanne:
My heart is full of sorrow for your loss. I can't imagine living on without my kids. I hope that the pain of Abby's "passing away" will pass away and you will be showered with wonderful memories of your daughter's time here with you.
Hugs,
Linda Miko <lmiko@wideopenwest.com www.caringbridge.org/mi/miko>
Clinton Township, MI USA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 10:08 PM CDT
Mommy Suzanne,
Please try and remember that this life is but a vapor compared to eternal life. What is bound on Earth is also bound in Heaven. Sweet little Abby did graduate. She went ahead of us and we will be sure to go there also when our time comes.
I'm so sorry for your pain. I pray that you can find some peace very soon.
(((((((A GREAT BIG OLE HUG)))))))
Much Love, and Many, Many, Prayers sent your way.
Machele
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 9:32 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert
I've sat at this place many times today. Trying to find the righ twords. Only, I cant find them. I wish to God, I could take some of your pain away. I am just at a loss for words. A complete loss.
My heart and my prayers are with you.
I now you will never ever forget Abigail
God bles syou always, and please bring you peace
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 27, 2004 5:45 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I wish I could take away some of your pain. I Wish there were some words to help. Please know that people love you and Bert and are praying for you. Someday we will all know the answers to "Why". I ask that a lot myself. Thinking of you! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 5:18 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
I want you to know I think of you everyday and I am praying for you.
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 4:25 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I still pray for you and bert every single day. I wish I could take some of your hurt away. God needed Abby and needed you on earth. It is all so unfair and harsh. We always wonder why. But we will never know until we enter the house of the Lord. I will continue to ask God to be with you give you strength. Please know that we all have a special place in our heart for you. You are so important here on earth. I am praying for your healing. Vent anytime, we are here to give you strength and courage.
Jennifer Hines <creativejenny@comcast.net>
Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, May 27, 2004 12:56 AM CDT
As I read your entry I could feel absolutely everything you are feeling. I followed Abby's story for a long time. Never once did I think God would take her but he must of needed her so. She became a special little girl in our household. I also lost a child a long time ago. Never thought I would survive it. But I did. I also wanted God to take me and everyone that I loved here on earth. I searched for answering everywhere...wanted someone to tell me how long it would hurt. I wanted to dig her up...people thought I was crazy...didn't care. I know your pain so well. There is just something about Abby and you and your husband...so special...the things you said and still say. I admire you and your family. You give hope, love and so many things through this website about your life. I'm not sure if I can even explain it. No matter what we feel...Abby is truly the happy one she is where we all want to be. One thing I can say is I never lost my faith or my trust in God. I did have to learn to smile again...laugh again and be happy again. But I did. Will always love and miss her and yes I still cry at times. But will always thank God for the time he let me have her. BUT we did move. It just hurt to much...some people that I have known can stay in the same place and keep everything of there childs out. I could not. I still have her special things but they are put away. You do what you have to do...just know she has made us better people...know you will smile again. Grief is a long lonely road. I pray for peace in your heart...just please do not give up. I was one of those people that let grief consume me for a long long time. It felt so good to smile again. My daughter taught me so much in her short life and even in her death. I know I am rambling...not sure this will even make sense to you. Not sure if this can even help. You are special people and had a very special girl that taught us what is important in life. God Bless
Kathy <kltex381@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 27, 2004 12:15 AM CDT
Suzanne,
Your entry broke my heart - I hurt for you. I am so so SO sorry and it seems so unfair. I wish I could make it all go away and bring Abby back to you. She will never be forgotten by any of us, and neither will you. Sending love and prayers,
Marlene <marsybarsy@comcast.net>
Portland, OR US - Thursday, May 27, 2004 10:21 AM CDT
Praying for you during this difficult time. I never knew Abby, but she touched my heart. It is evident that she was an extremely special little girl.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Thursday, May 27, 2004 8:35 AM CDT
Suzanne,
It was so good to talk to you yesterday...
I wish I lived closer so I could give you a big hug!!
The puppy sounds adorable...I just love new puppies, they are so sweet!
We have had so much rain, but today we finally have some sunshine.. I bought one pink and one purple Butterfly bush that I want to plant in my Angel garden so I am hoping to get that done today!
I love you both!!
Always remembering my Princess!
I miss her so much~
Love,
Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Thursday, May 27, 2004 7:36 AM CDT
Suzanne: Just stopping by to say hello and let you know I was thinking about you and your beautiful Angel. Sending strength your way.
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 7:00 PM CDT
I continue to pray for you every day.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Monday, May 24, 2004 6:47 PM CDT
Stopping by let you know that you are in our prayer's and thought's.
God be with you my friend's.
Love LaKota and her mom, Debbie
~*~LaKota~*~
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Monday, May 24, 2004 3:25 PM CDT
Bert & Suzanne, My prayers are with you. I know how much Abigail meant to me, and I can't even begin to understand what yall are feeling. God promises to never leave us, so I know that God is right there with yall through every step of the way...even in those rough times, sometimes I think during those times He draws even closer, keep on leaning on Him...missing abigail
Erin <erniegimpy@aol.com>
Chesterfield, VA - Monday, May 24, 2004 11:45 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
I'm thinking of you and wanted to let you know! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 5:41 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Wanted to stop by and say hello. I know this has been so hard for you.
Please hang in there. And you continue to be in my prayers.
love,
-Dave
Dave Edwards <QuietCoveMusic@hotmail.com>
Andover, CT USA - Sunday, May 23, 2004 9:11 PM CDT
Just stopping by to say "hi." I hope you and Bert are having a good day. I wish I could have come by to see you guys this past week, but I have not been feeling too good. Maybe next week. I love sitting down and talking to you. Let me know a good time. :)
Amanda Barrington www.caringbridge.org/va/amandabarrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com>
Virginia Beach, VA - Saturday, May 22, 2004 5:17 PM CDT
Thinking about you tonight and praying for some happy days in the future. I know that is a ways off but hoping that a happiness will creep in a little at a time.
Valerie Price <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
- Friday, May 21, 2004 9:00 PM CDT
Just letting you know that I am thinking about you and praying for you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, May 21, 2004 8:52 AM CDT
Thinking of you this morning & sending my love...
I love you both!
Love,
Sheryl
Princess...
I miss you so much!!
I love you to Heaven & Back
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Friday, May 21, 2004 7:13 AM CDT
A friend of mine lost her 3 yr old daughter to AML on May 6, 2002. I was checking her site and followed some links and found yours. I am so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful little girl. As a parent my heart breaks to know other parents have to go experience the loss of a child. I am so moved at the outpouring of love for your family from all over the country. It makes me wonder how many better moms and dads there are today because of your Abby. How many children will grow up with more love because their parents "woke up" when they read your daughter's story....
Rachel
Austintown, OH - Friday, May 21, 2004 1:34 AM CDT
I understand your pain, I want my Dustin back. I got some flowers for his grave made special for him. THey have son on one and brother on the other. It is so wrong to have to get flowers for your childs grave for any occasion. We bought easter things for him. They are suppose to out live us not the other way around.
www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustins Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 20, 2004 9:42 PM CDT
i wish you strength, Laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Thursday, May 20, 2004 3:21 PM CDT
Dearest Sue & Bert - Our hearts continue to break for you. Our thoughts continue to be with you, everyday. Our prayers continue, asking God to ease your suffering. God bless you both as you face each day...we cannot begin to imagine your pain. We wish you could come to Connecticut so that we could give you a hug in person. Sending loving thoughts, Bev & Jack
bevryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
enfield , ct - Thursday, May 20, 2004 8:40 AM CDT
Hi Suzanne and Bert,
You are in my thoughts right now and wanted to drop in and let you know! My prayers are with you.
Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 10:39 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I can feel the pain in your words. I don't know what to say, but I want you to know that I am thinking of you and Bert every single day. My heart hurts with you.
I love you guys,
Amanda Williams
Amanda Williams <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 10:32 PM CDT
Suzanne: Just stopping by (as usual) to let you know I'm thinking about you and your Angel. I know "Mothers Day" will never be the same for you or any of us who have lost our most precious babies. Please know you're in my thoughts and prayers.
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 10:09 AM CDT
Just thinking of you.
The Gwaltney's <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA 23322 - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 9:51 AM CDT
Thinking about you this morning. Praying for you night and day! Many people are praying on your behalf. Stay strong.
Lots and Lots of Love!
Laura <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va 23233 - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 6:06 AM CDT
Thinking about you Suzanne and Bert, and praying that God heals your broken hearts. As a parent who has never experienced what you are going through, just putting myself in your place brings me to tears. I can't imagine how difficult these weeks have been. I wish that all of us who have cried with you and for you could take away some of your pain. I will continue to pray for you both.
Cheryl Delecki <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 1:26 PM CDT
May today there be peace within you.
May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
"I believe that friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 11:53 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne...
I had a dream about Abigail last night and my heart was feeling so heavy when I woke up...
I miss her so much!!!
Man, I can't even imagine how your days must be...
I am so sorry that you are having to even go through this...
I love you both so very much!!
I am always here for you both!
You are in my thoughts everday...
Forever missing my Princess!!
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Princess..
I miss you so much....
I Love you to Heaven & back
ANGEL HUGS & BUTTERFLY KISSES!!!
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 7:10 AM CDT
i am so so sorry i have not checked in lately..or sign in i should say....my computer was down for a long time.....i could read up on everyone but could not sign the books....
know your always in our thoughts!!
~*~Samantha's Story~*~
karen n sammi <mpbowler1@aol.com>
- Monday, May 17, 2004 8:33 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne-
I wish that no one ever had to endure the loss of child. It is all-consuming, all-encompassing, and absolutely unbearable at times. I am so sorry for your loss of Abigail. However, as a slight touch of encouragement, I know that you must look at the number of hits to the website and know how many people your precious daughter touched and is still impacting and will continue to impact.
I will hold you up in prayer as another grieving mom who has been there. Please know that we all care so much for you guys.
Hugs and Hope-
Alison Haddock
Mom to Angel Alexandria
www.caringbridge.com/page/alexandriasangels
Alison Haddock <alisonhaddock@charter.net>
O Fallon, MO - Monday, May 17, 2004 8:24 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
It is so wrong and we should never have to put flowers on the graves of our children. I wish I could do more for you but please know I will say a special prayer for you tonight.
Abby is with Jesus and while her soul is so overflowing with joy those of us who remain on this earth without our children know an unimagineable pain.
God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabbie, and Noah
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, May 17, 2004 5:31 PM CDT
Suzanne-
Mothers Day feels so wrong when one of our babies is gone. I understand your grief and your pain. Hold onto God as best you can. That's all we can do.
Hugs and prayers.
Kelly, Samuel J's mama
http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/samuelj
Kelly Johnson
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Monday, May 17, 2004 12:24 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I still have you in my thoughts daily. May the love of Jesus, your family, and your SO MANY friends help to see you through each day.
Love, Bev
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, - Monday, May 17, 2004 4:48 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you and your sweet Angel Abigail this weekend and sending up prayers for you!
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, May 16, 2004 0:30 AM CDT
I cannot even imagine what you must be going through. Please just know that you are loved, cared for and prayed for--continually. Blessings in Christ as you grieve.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, May 15, 2004 7:10 PM CDT
I just came across your page as I was looking for information on my own son. Daniel is almost 4 months old, he also has AML. My heart is with you and your family.
http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/danielbradley/
Brad McLellan <brad.mclellan@ns.sympatico.ca>
Halifax, Canada - Friday, May 14, 2004 9:32 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. Abigail was a cute little girl who fought a courageous battle. I know your pain. I also loss a son Chad to cancer. We will see Abigail and Chad again. Thank God they don't have to suffer anymore. They are having a blast up in Heaven. One day we will be with them and be able to do all the things we didn't get to do down her. I have been walking this road for a long time and I can tell you that as time goes by, the wound in your heart will heal --- not because you have lost your love for precious Abigail who was so dear to you -- but because you have gained a new strength, and a greater faith. Keeping you in my prayers.
Hugs, Carole Chad's mother
I invite you to come and visit Chad and sign his guestbook. http://chadpendergrass.tripod.com
Carole Pendergrass
Henderson, N.C. - Friday, May 14, 2004 8:28 PM CDT
Suzanne I m thinking of you so much. It so wrong! I agree abigail should be running and playing. I dont understand why God allows these children to be born and for there parents to love them , then watch the die and burry them. If they werent meant to live why let it be? I dont know but I know life w/o abigail for the passt 7 yrs would be unimaginable too. I just dont understand Gods ways. But I do trust his will. sending hugs
kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
in - Friday, May 14, 2004 8:17 PM CDT
Suzanne,
It IS wrong and it IS SO unfair and I can never in a million years imagine how you feel but I pray and pray that day by day things will get easier and that God will grant you some peace.
love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Friday, May 14, 2004 5:06 PM CDT
Thinking of you now more than ever!
When a person you love passes away,
look to the night sky on a clear day.
The star that to you, appears to be bright,
will be your loved one,
looking upon you during the night.
The lights of heaven are what shows through,
as your loved one watches all that you do.
When you feel lonely for the one that you love,
look to the heavens in the night sky above!
~Author Unknown~
Lots of Love:
Laura <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va USA - Thursday, May 13, 2004 6:08 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
It was so nice of you to think of Sarah on her birthday. The picture is wonderful, something she will always cherish. Sarah placed it on her nightstand. We all had tears running down our faces. We miss Abby but she will always be in our hearts. Please remember that we are here for you at any time.
Gene, Debbie, Kathryn and Sarah <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.con>
Chesapake, VA USA - Thursday, May 13, 2004 11:59 AM CDT
My heart breaks reading your latest entries. I wish I had the words to comfort you. As I said in an earlier guestbook entry, my daughter is an Abby Rose too. I feel a special bond with you, just because of that. Wishing you grace and peace.
Stefanie
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, May 13, 2004 10:47 AM CDT
Oh Suzanne, I wish I had some answers for you, some magical healing words. But you make perfect sense. A big part of you did die that day....
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Thursday, May 13, 2004 0:19 AM CDT
I know that losing someone so young is un-natural, and it isn't fair by any means. I have come to realize that some things we just won't understand until we get to heaven...what a glorious day that will be! Sending prayers of comfort your way...
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Wednesday, May 12, 2004 11:35 PM CDT
Still checking in regularly and praying for you both. I never knew Abigail, but was deeply touched by this site. My heart aches for you.
Cynthia Mahlie <macyn72@yahoo.com>
Charleston, SC - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 11:31 AM CDT
Thinking of you both !!
Sending all my love to you...
I LOVE YOU!
Love Always,
Angel Sheryl
Princess~
Its been 2 months since you left us, its still so hard to believe that you are gone forever.
Alot of things have happened since you went to Heaven, some very exciting things... the first is we have a name for the book... " Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses " I will be sending off my manuscript tomorrow, so send down some prayers princess... I told daddy that he & mommy would be the first to read it...
Secondly is that I have been selected as one of the top ten exceptional Angels for our Chemo Angels group, People magazine is doing an article on Chemo Angels and our leader had to submit some info to them and I was chosen as one of the top ten and from there People Magazine will chose 5 of us to write about...how cool is that princess??
As I was talking about it with some other people, hardly anybody knew that I met you through Make A Child Smile, they all thought I was assigned to you through Chemo Angels.. there are so many awesome groups out there though!
Chemo Angels, Hugs & Hope, Make A Child Smile, and so many more and they all have such wonderful and caring people!!
I Love you so much princess and I miss you more than you'll ever know!
You will always have a special place in my heart!
Please watch over mommy & daddy, they miss you so much!
I Love you to Heaven and back!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 8:17 AM CDT
Dearest Suzanne,
Time does make the pain bearable. I'm so sorry that you have to go through this. I'm sorry that anyone has to go through this. Please find some comfort in the knowledge that you will be reunited with your Abby someday. I can't imagine how anyone going through this hell on earth could go on without that knowledge. One day at a time sweetie.
Many prayers coming your way.
Machele
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 11:33 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert - I think of you both so often. I pray for strength to come your way. Know you are in my heart.
Love, Sheli Porter
Sheli Porter <sheliporter@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 9:47 PM CDT
Suzanne,
Hang in there. I am so sorry you are having to go through this. Thinking of you.
Valerie Price mom to Angel Andrew and Terrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
- Tuesday, May 11, 2004 8:00 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I will keep you in my prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/ca/jackson
Jennifer Smith <yestoloans2002@yahoo.com>
Middletown, CA USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 6:56 PM CDT
Suzanne,
What you are going through is so normal, I just wish it wasn't you...We all loved Abigail so very much and I still don't understand why innocent children are taking away from their parents, it just makes me so sad!
Everytime I look at her web page, my eyes fill with tears...I miss her so much! Its so very hard to even come here anymore, I just get such a heartache knowing she is gone forever.
I love you both very much!!
I am always here for you ~
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchis.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 4:59 PM CDT
Dearest Suzanne - My thoughts were with you on Mother's Day as they are each day. I hope that you could feel Abby smiling down on you on Mother's Day and saying Thank You for being the BEST mom ever. She loved you so....Jack and I spent some time with Karen and Roger yesterday...it was good to see them and visit. We are all so concerned for you and our hearts are filled with love for you and Bert....your struggle is being shared by many people throughout the world and that is a beautiful thing! Helping you take one day, one hour, one minute at a time......Bev
Bev Ryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
Enfield, CT - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 3:33 PM CDT
Suzanne
I read your entry of May 6th and can relate to how you feel. My precious Adam died Jan 03 and I have not been able to pick out a permanent marker as of yet. There is something about the name in stone in a cemetery. Also, our cemetery recommends waiting a year for the ground to settle because rather large stones are used in this cemetery. So, that has also been a relief, I don't feel as pressured. One thing I tell myself everytime I go to the grave is that HE IS NOT HERE. Your Abby is not either. They are in heaven with their "Sweet Jesus", skipping, playing, and having fun. Pain-free, no tears, no boo-boos.
I pray for you as I know the loss you feel, I feel it every minute of every day. Adam would be graduating from kindergarten next Monday. He couldn't wait for that day. Oh well, he always was a smart kid and had to be ahead so he just graduated "big time", the ultimate graduation. Hope you have peace and hope in the days ahead.
Donna
Angel Adam's Mom (www.caringbridge.org/tx/adamculliver)
Donna R. Culliver <misstex@worldnet.att.net OR adamsangelsministry@worldnet.att.net>
Brenham, Texas USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 9:43 AM CDT
Suzanne - Please know that you, Bert and your family remain in my prayers. It honestly will get a little easier to get through the day, but there's no time frame you can put on it. I thought of you all day on Mother's Day. It's always a difficult day for me since losing my mom to breast cancer (years before marriage and having my children) and I know that for all I was feeling on Sunday, your pain was so much more. I pray that you find a little more comfort as each day passes. Consider yourself hugged. Much love, Sue
Sue West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 7:13 AM CDT
Suzanne, bert, Your entry was just heartbreaking. I could almost feel the loss, your very good at expressing yourself. I would feel the same way, I dont know when the bottom will come , And i dont know when you will get out of this suffocation feeling. i just know abigail wouldnt want you to loose yourself . You need to cry and give yourself time its still to raw. it hasnt been very long and I hear the first year is so so hard. I think being in her room probably gives you comfort even through the pain. Abigail was such a beautiful little girl. her sparkle will live in your heart. And were here to help you get through it. With Prayer , with Love and Friendship. Your such an amazing couple. I think anyone that had the privelage to see or know abby is feeling such a loss. God will carry you when you cant go on.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Monday, May 10, 2004 8:15 PM CDT
God's loving arms are always there -- even at the bottom of the long spiral downward -- always there to comfort you -- along with the love of people you know and those you will never know. There IS a light at the end of the tunnel -- Abigail has already found it.
"Now we see through a mirror dimly -- then we shall see face-to-face."
I pray that you will begin to feel glimmers of peace.
Laura Hudlow <lnhudlow@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA - Monday, May 10, 2004 5:21 PM CDT
I am so very sorry for your pain, your loss and the emptiness you feel right now.
I too lost my only surviving daughter, and am still trying to figure out how to live each day without her. If I discover the secret, I'll let you know...peace
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 10, 2004 2:56 PM CDT
Suzanne: Please know I continue to pray for you and Bert... There are no words I hope you and Bert find comfort in each other and in knowing we are all here praying for you..God Bless you
Marjie Rinehart <jmrwil17@kdsi.net>
oskaloosa, IA USA - Monday, May 10, 2004 9:17 AM CDT
Thinking and praying for you today. God Bless and hold you...
Kasey Gunde <topgund@aol.com>
Mount Holly, NC US - Monday, May 10, 2004 6:45 AM CDT
Just stopping by to check on you as this must be an exceptionally painful day for you. Praying for you each and every day. May God Bless and keep you always.
A friend in PA, Barb <willbarb@ptd.net>
- Sunday, May 9, 2004 9:19 PM CDT
I was entering the Gingerbread house at the GKTW village yesterday when I noticed a stone about 4 or 5 rows in. It reads Abigail Ortiz, Cheasapeake VA March 8 2001. I took a few minutes to stop and say a prayer. We also went to the chapel to say a prayer today. I hope that you can remember the good and I also hope that the bad will fade.
We have thought about you guys a lot and you are in our prayers.
Pat and Cindy Jennings
Granville, MA - Sunday, May 9, 2004 7:45 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
As usual words escape me, but I wanted to let you know you've been on my mind constantly today. I'm praying for some kind of comfort to come to you.
God Bless you--Amy
Amy Garrison <amyg5@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Sunday, May 9, 2004 6:43 PM CDT
Oh, how I wish there was something I could say or do to comfort you! While I don't know exactly how you feel, I do know that losing someone you love so very much is an awful feeling and produces so many unanswered questions. I am glad that you are writing and expressing your feelings, and I am also glad to see the truly felt outpouring of love and prayers in this guestbook...Abigail, just like Ryan is in mine, is in your heart. She is always with you. Praying for comfort...
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Sunday, May 9, 2004 5:51 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne, I too have been thinking of you and praying for you all day long. I can't bear how hard this day must be for you. You will never be any less of a mother just because you must be without your Abby. So I wish you a Happy Mother's Day. You are a wonderful mother and always will be. God bless you today and bring you some comfort. Love Alice xxxx
Alice <neilandalice@aol.com>
London, England - Sunday, May 9, 2004 5:51 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
I came by to wish you a Happy Mother's Day. I have had you in my thoughts and prayers all day. Hugs to you!
Anne <legendkees@iwon.com>
Keshena, WI - Sunday, May 9, 2004 5:45 PM CDT
Happy Mother's Day to a very special mom. Today may well be one of the most difficult days for you as the world celebrates Mother's Day surrounded by their children and we celebrate knowing one of ours cannot be here - they reside in Heaven.
You are still a very special mom and your angel is showering you with love and kisses. You above all other mothers, have earned the right to be called Mom. You have faced fear, terror, pain and so much suffering for the love of a child. Though our children are not with us in person they are with us in our hearts. You made the ultimate sacrifice and are still left reeling from the pain.
May your heart be filled with love, peace, joy and hope and may the memories of your special, beautiful angel wipe away your tears and comfort you until the day we hold them in our arms again.
With much love and hugs,
Judy
Click on the angel to visit my web site: Catch An Angel
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 9, 2004 1:32 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne
Just wanted you to know we are thinking of you - You were and always will be such an awesome Mom to Abigail - I hope you enjoyed the things from the kids - They were so excited to give it to you - They know you are such a wonderful mom and as we said have "the heart of a mother" -
Lori and family <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Sunday, May 9, 2004 12:06 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne, I wish for you a Mother's Day filled with comforting memories of your sweet Abby.
Bless,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Sunday, May 9, 2004 11:22 AM CDT
Mommy Suzanne,
Just when you thought things couldn't get any worse, along comes Mother's Day that you have to watch so many other people celebrate. Abby is lucky to have you as her mom and you'll always be her mom. God bless.
love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Sunday, May 9, 2004 11:15 AM CDT
Suzanne,
Thinking of you today and knowing Abby is sending you love from Heaven. She was lucky to have the best Mom in the world! Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, May 9, 2004 10:21 AM CDT
Suzanne, we're thinking of you this Mother's Day and every day. Continuing to hold you very close in our prayers and thanking God for giving us the opportunity to get to know Abby. She will remain in our hearts forever.
*hugs*
FairyGodmother (Becky) Smile Quilts Angel
Greenville, SC USA - Sunday, May 9, 2004 9:02 AM CDT
Thinking of you and praying for you today.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Sunday, May 9, 2004 7:34 AM CDT
Suzanne, I won't tell you that you'll get over this - but with God's help it will become bearable. I know - I lost a child too.
Diane (Angel Fzpaws@Smile Quilts) <SmileQuilts@smilequilts.com>
- Saturday, May 8, 2004 6:14 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
Thinking of you, and praying that God will give you comfort and strength. Love, Judy Baker
Judy Baker <judebak@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Saturday, May 8, 2004 5:44 PM CDT
Suzanne, I am so very sorry that you have to face this at all. It is so unfair and doesn't make any sense whatsoever. All I can say is not a day goes by that Abby doesn't cross my mind. I have told so many people about Abby's story. She really touched my heart in a way that not too many kids do. She made a difference. I just wish she could make more differences. Love, Tracy (Katia's Mommy)
Trac y and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Saturday, May 8, 2004 4:42 PM CDT
Suzanne -
Abby, such a beautiful little girl...
the downward sprial never stops....but it does stay steady sometimes....
the english language has no words to express how much an angel child is missed...i dont think the heart has any words to express it either...
tears never seem like enough.
thinking of you always,
Taylor <xxjadedheart@hotmail.com>
York, PA USA - Saturday, May 8, 2004 1:24 PM CDT
Oh Suzanne ... but you couldn't feel any other way, losing such a beautiful child. My heart aches for you.
Thinking of you, Bert and angel Abigail,
Gloria McShane <gmcshane@btinternet.com>
Darlington, England - Saturday, May 8, 2004 9:27 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne-
My heart does cry for you both. Your pain can only be imagined by me. Angel Abbey will always hold a place in my heart. A place of warmth, love and inspiration. I know that she is watching over you both from Heaven above memories of her laughter and touch will see you through some of your roughest days. I do pray for you both. Please take gentle care of one another.
Warm Hugs,
Angel Gloria from Smile Quilts <SimplicityMD@comcast.net>
Owings Mills, MD USA - Saturday, May 8, 2004 6:04 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Tears are in my eyes as I read your post. It's still hard to believe that your little angel is gone. And what a warrior! She fought for so long and so hard! I never had the pleasure of meeting Abigail, but I feel that I know her and will miss her deeply! You are in my prayers.
Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Thousand Oaks, CA - Saturday, May 8, 2004 2:15 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
My heart aches for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers every day. I pray for God to give you what you need to get through your days. You will always be in my prayers.
Donna Mooney <b-mooney@cox.net>
- Friday, May 7, 2004 8:15 PM CDT
Suzanne: I completely understand what you are saying. The worst part always seems to be something "new". Having her marker placed is just something else telling us this is permanent. These things are very tough to handle and I can honestly say that even after 15 months to the date of Meghan's passing I am "better" on the outside but the inside aches with an emptiness that will never be whole again. There are alot of us Angel Moms out here and we are here for you. No one can truly understand what this is like but those who have gone before us. Please reach out to us whenever you feel the need. For those of us who have all been where you are now, we somehow have managed to wake up each morning and continue to breathe. It doesn't get easier, just as I said before, "tolerable". Peace be with you my caringbridge friend. We are here for you.
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Friday, May 7, 2004 6:27 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
My heart breaks for you as I read your journal. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Friday, May 7, 2004 2:23 PM CDT
Suzanne,
We have never met but I followed Abigail through Katia's site. I just wanted you to know that I am a mommy too and my heart just breaks for you...I am so so sorry you have to go through this, I am sorry your baby is not here to share more of this life with you...I just hate this for you and all parents who have lost thier precious children. I don't understand why this happens but I know God is holding you right now...I am praying for you and holding you close in my heart.
Stephanie Moore <patrick.moore@insightbb.com>
- Friday, May 7, 2004 1:44 PM CDT
Praying for you and always remembering your little girl.
Kim Waggoner <W8k@aol.com>
Kingston, TN - Friday, May 7, 2004 11:01 AM CDT
Suzanne:
I wish there was something I could say or do to lessen your pain. I hope it helps even a tiny bit to know that even though I never met Abby, she touched my life deeply and made me want to be a better person. I'm thinking of you and Bert and praying for you often!
Justine Kessler <justinekessler@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Friday, May 7, 2004 10:07 AM CDT
Praying for you daily.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, May 7, 2004 8:59 AM CDT
Suzanne,
I cannot begin to know your pain, and gut wrenching sadness. Please try to find strength in your memories of Abby. Please call me if I can help you in anyway.
Amy
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Friday, May 7, 2004 8:06 AM CDT
My heart breaks and my eyes weep for you. I am just so sad that you have to deal with such pain. Prayers for comfort,
Debbie Eubanks <aupetptc@aol.com>
Peachtree City, GA - Thursday, May 6, 2004 7:49 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
I can hear the impossibly gut-wrenching pain in every word you wrote. YOU are the one that gave Abby the strength and will to fight for as long as she did. YOU are the one who had every minute of every day filled with things to do...for Abby. Those minutes are empty now and challenging you to fill them -one at a time. Count every moment a triumph, as Abby would want you to do. You gave Abby that ability to FIGHT and hang on - now you need to find it in yourself again. My most fervent prayer and wish is that this first year could be like "the twinkling of an eye". Abby understood that, didn't she? SO MANY people love you, in so many ways. Cling to that. And don't lose your incredible faith. Cling to that, too.
Love to you and Bert,
Bev
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 6, 2004 6:56 PM CDT
No words will do. Thinking of you.
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Cedar Park, TX - Thursday, May 6, 2004 5:19 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
I sent a box to you. I hope you've received it by now. I think of you constantly and pray for you! Sending lots of love!! Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Thursday, May 6, 2004 3:13 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
It was so great to see you guys yesterday. I love to look at pictures of Abby and talk about her. When I was in your kitchen, I noticed all the things Abby had made taped to the walls. I thought all of them were so great. I hope you all enjoyed the Cinco De Mayo dinner my mom and I made.
Love,
Amanda
Amanda Barrington www.caringbridge.org/va/amandabarrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com>
Virginia Beach, Virginia - Thursday, May 6, 2004 12:49 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
I am so sorry and heartbroken to read of the horrible pain you are going through. You must feel like you are barely surviving, but YOU ARE surviving. Abby is helping you and she is proud of you. I pray that each day is a little more tolerable than the one before. I pray for your continued strength. I pray that God restores meaning to your life. And finally, I pray for the day that you can laugh and smile again.
Cheryl Delecki <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Thursday, May 6, 2004 7:34 AM CDT
Oh Suzanne, Bert - I'm sending you all of my love and hugs... not a day goes by that you aren't in my thoughts. Not a day goes by that your precious Angel Abigail isn't in my thoughts, either - I talk to her picture.... I'm so sorry, I wish there was something I could say that would help you not to feel that aching pain for even a second... I hope you can feel all the love that so many people are sending you.
Peace & Love always - Angel Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA - Thursday, May 6, 2004 6:33 AM CDT
Suzanne & Bert, Im so sorry for all your pain, I can honestly say I would feel the same way. "just breathing, eating sleeping surviving until God calls you home. I mean abigail was your life for so long. Even though you had a life before her miraculous entry into the world you probably can barely remember those days, Life was Abigail, and Abigail was life. I wish I could bring your precious child back I would. Im so sorry for all your pain. I know abigail would want you to be happy and go on. I am praying for you both.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
In - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 10:20 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Remember that Abigail wants you to survive. I am so sorry for your pain. I know how much you miss her and want her. I pray God will give you a few minutes of bareable pain each day. That will be a start. Hold on to each other. You are really the only ones who know what you have been through or will ever understand or can share the pain. You are crucial to each other's survival. God bless you.
valerie price mom to angel andrew and terrific trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 5, 2004 9:20 PM CDT
Hi there. I just want you to know that I am so sorry. It is not fair. I wish there was some way that you could both be comforted. I cried when I read your journal entry, for my husband and I have one daughter, named Abigail. We call her Abby. She was diagnosed with cancer almost two years ago. I don't know the pain you must be feeling, but I am so sorry. I can't even offer you any comfort. I will pray for you though. I am truly sorry.
Malissia Loucks <MalissiaL1976@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/nc/abigail>
Charlotte, NC USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 8:40 PM CDT
Daddy Bert and Mommy Suzanne
My heart and prayers are with you every single day. Your latest journal entry brought tears to my eyes. I wish I could take away the pain. I am so sorry. Just please know so many of us out here are praying fo ryou, thinking of you, and hugging you.
God bless :-(
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 5, 2004 2:01 PM CDT
Thinking of you both ~
Sending all my love & prayers to you...
Always remembering Abigail...
I love you both ...
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 12:09 AM CDT
Bert, Suzanne and Angel Abby
I do not pretend to know the pain you are going thru but just wish I could take it away from you. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 11:53 AM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
You do not know me I am a really good friend of Debbie Plafcan from the caring bridge for LaKota and I read your last entry and I am moved to tears. So much pain in this world that so many of us are unaware of. I am so sad for your pain. What a beautiful little precious girl. No words I am sure could help but a little prayer is sent to heaven from me to help ease your pain.
Sandie Kalla from Minnesota
Sandie <skalla@stelizabethannseton.net>
- Wednesday, May 5, 2004 10:19 AM CDT
my heart aches for you...i pray every day for you and for your peace...if i can do anything to help ease your pain...PLEASE...let me know.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <ehilliard@verizon.net>
www.forcody.org, - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 9:18 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne:
Was just thinking of you .. and of Abby. Wanted to drop by to let you know you're always in my prayers!
Justine Kessler <justinekessler@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 8:43 AM CDT
Your daughter is so beautiful and your story is very moving. Please know I only know of you through reading your website. But your daughter and your love for her has made me a better person. Her smile is a gift for all of us to cherish. May the strength of the Holy Spirit be with you during this difficult time. Abigail's love will always be in your heart.
Tricia Nieman
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 9:13 PM CDT
Suzanne: Please know that what you are feeling is completely understandable. As a mom who has two Angels I can say (and I know this doesn't help) but it will get a little more tolerable. It will never get better (at least in my eyes), but more tolerable. If you feel the need to scream, please feel free to contact me. Sending you hugs and lots of prayers.
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 6:46 PM CDT
Suzanne,
My heart just aches for you. I so hope that time will somewhat heal your wound. I will be praying for you and Bert.
Much Love,
Amy Cleghon
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 3:02 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne-
Oh how my heart aches for you and your pain. One year into our loss of Alexandria and deep grief, I can finally see progress. I have the ability to smile, to laugh. That first year is unbearable at best. Keep your faith and know that our Lord and Savior will see you through this valley. I know right now it is hard to believe that, but it is true. I will pray for you, for strength and mercy. Please contact me anytime, I am always here for you.
God Bless-
ALison Haddock
mom to Angel Alexandria
www.caringbridge.com/page/alexandriasangels
alison haddock <alisonhaddock@charter.net>
O Fallon, MO - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 0:24 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne
I just wanted to write you even though I see you - but wanted you to know that there is not a second in the day that I do not look across the street and think and pray for you. We are so heartbroken over Abby's passing - she is so missed. There are many days that I just stop in the middle of what I am doing and cant believe it. I do feel her around especially at your house - I appreciate it so much that you have kept your heart open to Madison and have her over - she loves spending time with you and doing the scrapbook - she says she feels closer to Abby - I know a lot of people could not do it and I am amazed by you and Bert. When I am at your house I do feel her everywhere and it just hits me that she will not be coming down the stairs. When I see you outside its so hard because I was always used to seeing little Abigail always by your side but I know she is still there watching over you and following your every move - You two had such a remarkable and special relationship - everyone could see it. You are such a wonderful mother!!! No words will ever be the right ones to explain why this has happened but please know I am always here for you to talk, vent and share thoughts on the stupid things people say - I have a few more to add to our list. Madison said Abby was with her this weekend at the carnival at school - I told you she waved over to her resting place beside the school. She loves her so much -
Madison says she loves talking with you and you understand how she feels about losing Abby - She is sad for you also that you have lost her and she worries about you as we all do - Abby's spirit lives on thru you!!
We love you and I think you are awesome!!!
Lori Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, - Monday, May 3, 2004 8:50 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I want so much to say something helpful. Please know that I think of you and Bert every day and pray for you.I still have her pictures out and smile at her every day!I wish so hard for peace for you!Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Monday, May 3, 2004 6:06 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne,
I pray for peace for you.
love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Monday, May 3, 2004 5:56 PM CDT
Suzanne,
My heart is aching for you...I know you miss Abby so much, I wish I could bring her back to you! Everyone loves you so very much and there are alot of people who need you....
You & Bert have got to keep figthing this thing together...you need each other... I know this is so hard for you, I do... but please keep fighting as your precious Abby did... she would want you to do that, I know she would! I think all parents who loose their precious child feels or felt at some point the same way that you are now, its horrible that you are even having to feel this awful pain.. but please as someone else said take it one day at a time or even minute by minute if that helps you get by better... Abby is watching over us all I know she is, there has been a few signs that make me believe that!
I will be forever heart broken by Abby's passing..... she is & was a very special little girl to millions of people!!
I Love you both so very much !!
Please call if you need to ok...
I will always be here for you both!
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Monday, May 3, 2004 5:45 PM CDT
Please keep hanging on, Suzanne, we all love you so much. No one knows your pain but PLEASE know we are all out here still....praying for you and Bert to find the strength to go on. There is so much love and support out here for you...because of Abby. She taught us all that...how to love unconditionally and deeply....it was her gift and continues to be her gift. She will be smiling down on you this Mother's Day...and feeling so grateful that she had such a loving, caring mommy to see her through her ordeal. She could not have had better parents to help her deal with all that came her way. God bless both of you and may He grant you peace. Our tears continue to flow with yours....
Love, Bev
bevryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
Enfield, CT - Monday, May 3, 2004 5:12 PM CDT
I remember feeling that way also, Suzanne. Just take one day at a time, or even one minute at a time. If you can get out of bed in the morning, that's success. Everything you are feeling is normal. My heart and prayers are with you.
Suzy, Justin's mom <suzy509@aol.com>
- Monday, May 3, 2004 4:01 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne,
I have never posted before, but followed your sweet Abigail from afar. Her beautiful face and eyes revealed a very gentle soul and I can only imagine the pain and sadness you are feeling. As you said, you only want her back! Unfortunately, nothing can bring her back but hopefully your memories and each day will bring you closer to being reunited. I ache for your loss, for the world's loss of such a sweet and special little girl.
Janice
Delray Beach , FL - Monday, May 3, 2004 1:39 PM CDT
Hi Suzanne, I've been following your story and that of your strong, beautiful little girl, Abigail. I am so sorry for your pain. After reading your post today, all I want to say is please keep fighting like Abigail did. I know it's hard to open your heart when you have been hurt so very, very badly. Before Abigail entered this world, there was Bert and he needs you. May you find a new purpose and continued love in your life that you are still meant to live until God calls you home. Time does not heal all wounds, love does. May God bless you and Bert. I'll keep you in my prayers.
Barb <willbarb@ptd.net>
- Monday, May 3, 2004 12:37 AM CDT
My heart breaks as I read your journal entry today. I can't say I know how you feel, because I don't. I also know that no words will heal your pain. I pray for you daily as you go through this difficult time.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, May 3, 2004 9:06 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne,
I know that words alone can not ease your pain and personal greiving, but please know that I am thinking of you both and keeping you in my prayers. Abigail will always be in your hearts...Hugs,
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
IN - Monday, May 3, 2004 0:10 AM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne, Still keeping you in my prayers that you will find the strength and courage you need to get through each day without Abby your precious angel.
Koalabear *hugs*
Queensland, Australia - Sunday, May 2, 2004 11:33 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne,
Sending love and prayers your way, hope you feel it and it brings you some peace.
love, <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Saturday, May 1, 2004 8:09 PM CDT
Princess...
I miss you so very much...
This morning has been a tearful one for me... I was out in my Angel Garden working and I only have one lonely pink tulip that bloomed this year and its right by your name...Last year I had a garden full of tulips...I know its a sign that you are watching over me....
I am so close to getting my book done, about all I need now is to figure out a name...I need your help princess, since this book is mainly about you I want it to be named something very special, I just don't know what yet..
The other night I had a dream about you, you were giggling so much and you said " Look Angel Sheryl, I kinda look like a flutterby.... then you giggled and said I mean a butterfly"....all my dreams are so real!!
MY grandson Jeffrey knows that you went to heaven and the other day he asked to see your picture ( I have a picture of you hanging in my car ) and he said Grandma, does Abby have a house in Heaven? and I said No baby, you don't need houses in Heaven.... he was so sad and started crying and I asked him what was wrong and he said Abby needs a house in Heaven otherwise she is gonna fall along long ways down here and she is gonna get hurt, then she will have to go to the Doctor...then he said grandma , will you buy Abby a house for Heaven...
Jeffrey always asks to see your picture...he is such a sweetheart!
Please keep watching over all of us, especially mommy & daddy ok... We all love you so much and you are so missed!!
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK PRINCESS!!
ANGEL HUGS & BUTTERFLY KISSES
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzehauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Saturday, May 1, 2004 10:29 AM CDT
The tears just roll when I read your daughter's story. I'm speechless. Such a terrible loss! I will pray for you.
www.caringbridge.org/md/micahfriend
Amy Friend <amyjoy78@hotmail.com>
Mountain Lake Park, MD USA - Saturday, May 1, 2004 8:39 AM CDT
Still Praying for you both, i know you have a beautiful angel watching over you now! When i get off work tonight i am going over to the school where the 5th grade students have orginized a cancer walk. Abby has a bag in memory of her. I will try to find it among the hundreds of others and take pictures. The light still glows for her, she touched too many lives for anyone to ever forget. How lucky we all were to have had a little piece of her with all of us. I know that my sister (angel Sheryl) was touched very deeply. love and strength to you both.
Bobbi <cbrich@tds.net>
Pine River, MN - Friday, April 30, 2004 8:41 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. I found this page through others that are a part of caringbridge and your child's story took my heart. You do not have to explain to anyone why you chose to do the cremation. i find it hard to believe that anyone would even ask. I truely admire and respect your decision. I think your angel is very proud of your decision. May she be at peace now and live on in your hearts and lives forever. Take care...your family is in my prayers. Cathi Coon
Cathi Coon <rccoon@frontiernet.net>
Atmore, AL - Friday, April 30, 2004 12:51 AM CDT
Just wanted to say hello and thinking of you as always! Love! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Thursday, April 29, 2004 7:49 PM CDT
hi,
i cant say i know you know how you feel but ,im 13 and i have a.l.l. i was dignosed when i was 6 on december 25 1996and went through 2 and a half years of kemo and i was redignosed on febuary.17 2000 i was 10 years old i had another 2 and a half years of kemo and i didnt have a protocall i got my own and it was named after me. i witnessed what most people wont in a full life time and just when u think ur daughter lived a shrt life she didnt she knows more love than a person will know in a full life time and their are hard times and everyday i pray to god why he gave me life but now i know to live for every one who lost their life to cancer and to show people that there are good thing about this and you might think my daughter didnt get anything from this but she witnessed more love than any one ever has.
from:just another angel
a girl who cares <eminemnellyangel@aol.com>
baltimore, md united staes - Thursday, April 29, 2004 4:12 PM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne, we are so sorry for your loss. Angel Abigail was a beautiful little girl and now a beautiful Angel. She was a real fighter!!!!! I know a little about ALL, but more about Neuroblastma, our grandson Angel Luke was dx. with ST. 4 When he was 3, we lost him Feb.8 the day before his 6th. birthday 2004. Like Abigail he was a fighter but he had relasped and it was to much for his little body. His family was in Texas he wanted to go and be a real cowboy with spurs, he got his wish. As grandparents we can understand you loss. We spent a lot of time with Luke, our lives became revolving around him. God Bless and prayers to both of you. I'm sorry i have no words of wisdom for you, we care about you. I'm sure Angel Abigail and Angel Luke have met, even at his young age Luke was quite a flirt!!!
http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukesweet
Sweet Hugs from The Sweets
Grandpa Gene and Grandma Gail Sweet <gailsweet@zoominternet.net>
Ashland, Oh U.S.A. - Thursday, April 29, 2004 1:44 PM CDT
Dearest Sue & Bert....my thoughts are always with you as well as my prayers that each day will bring you closer to some peace...hang on to each other...God will do the rest. And with Angel Abby looking down on you both, each day will hopefully get a little easier...the pain may never go away but with all the good that Abby spread throughout the world it just must bring a smile to your faces...how could such a young child do so much good in such a short time...more than most of us do in a lifetime...what a gift she was and continues to be....you were very blessed to have her..if only for a while. Love, Bev
BevRyan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
Enfield, CT - Thursday, April 29, 2004 1:24 PM CDT
Dearest Bert and Suzanne,
I know this journey gets much worse before it gets easier. Please know if I can help in any way I am just a click away.
I too saw the effects this horrible monster AML took on my daughter Jennifer. I chose to close her casket early and took much criticism for that. The choices we make are hard enough so take comfort in knowing as long as you follow your heart it is the right decision.
Love and prayers
Judy
Click on the angel to visit my web site: Catch An Angel
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 29, 2004 2:19 AM CDT
Just wanted to check in and let you know that I was thinking of you and pray that you will find the peace you need in your life to carry on. I know the pain you suffer and pray that if there is any way I can help you will give me the opportunity. I feel we can be of much help to one another since we share so much in common. Our little angels are now in Heaven and we have to carry on without them. I surely don't have all of the answers but I know that for them we must do the best we can. Please call anytime if you would like to talk.
Neena ( Mom's Group @ Edmarc) <Neena04@aol.com>
Portsmouth, VA - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 10:49 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne -
We just wanted to come by and let you know that you both continue to be in our prayers. We cannot imagine how you two are feeling. We will never forget your precious Abigail -- she truly was "an angel on earth." God bless you both!
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 5:17 PM CDT
I share so much in your heartbreak in losing your sweet Abby. My Hannah passed just 2 weeks after on March 28, 2004. She was 7 years old. She had been battling Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia for 16 months. I pray that we will all find some sort of peace someday. Right now, I guess just waking every morning is some kind of step forward. Im thinking of you and praying for you all.
Tobey North <onecuterascal@aol.com>
Freeland, mi usa - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 1:33 PM CDT
Dear Mommy Suzanne and Daddy Bert,
I think about both of you every day, and Abby's beautiful smile, You are and will forever be in my prayers.
Laura <ELCgrey1216@aol.com>
Richmond, Va - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 9:12 AM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne: May God continue to comfort you through each day. Each first that you go through in this time is difficult. I hope you feel the prayers that all of us are sending up for you.
I keep you in my daily prayers.
Love
Marjie
Jim. Marjie & Jenni Rinehart <jmrwil17@kdsi.net>
oskaloosa, IA United States - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 8:39 AM CDT
Dear Suzanne & Bert --
My heart feels your pain, Seeing you two the other day (in Office Max) I can see that your still just going through the motions. The clouds will clear a little more each day. I understand and I know that nothing I can say will ease your pain, but wanted you to know that you are in my prayers & thoughts daily. I drive by Abigails resting place each day on my way to work and think of her beautiful smile. May God be with each of you & your family and continue to guide you.
Diana Kirkpatrick
South Mills, nc - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 10:56 PM CDT
Dear Suzanne & Bert --
I know that nothing I can say will ease your pain, but I just wanted you to know that you (all three of you) remain in my thoughts and prayers. If there is ever anything I can do for you -- please let me know.
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 12:58 AM CDT
God's CAKE
Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this", or "Why did God have to do this to me" Here is a wonderful explanation!
A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong... she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with her and her best friend is moving away.
Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks her daughter if she would like a snack, and the daughter says, "Absolutely Mom, I love your cake.""Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers. "Yuck" says her daughter. "How about a couple raw eggs?" "Gross, Mom!" "Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?" "Mom, those are all yucky! "To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by
themselves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a wonderfully delicious cake!
God works the same way. Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they always work for good! We just have to trust Him and,
eventually, they will all make something wonderful!
God is crazy about you. He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning. Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen. He can live anywhere in the universe, and He chose your heart.
Suhaila Al Haddad (Iris' friend)
El Paso, TX - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 10:22 AM CDT
Thoughts and prayers are with you.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Monday, April 26, 2004 5:09 PM CDT
Hello to All!!!! Hope that your weekend went as well as can be expected. Thinking of you and Abby daily. Look how many people she touched...........
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Monday, April 26, 2004 1:15 PM CDT
Safely Home
I am home in Heaven, dear ones;
Oh, so happy and so bright!
There is perfect joy and beauty
In this everlasting light.
All the pain and grief is over,
Every restless tossing passed;
I am now at peace forever,
Safely home in Heaven at last.
Did you wonder I so calmly
Trod the valley of the shade?
Oh! but Jesus's love illumined
Every dark and fearful glade.
And He came Himself to meet me
In that way so hard to tread;
And with Jesus' arm to lean on,
Could I have one doubt or dread?
Then you must not grieve so sorely,
For I love you dearly still:
Try to look beyond earth's shadows,
Pray to trust our Father's Will.
There is work still waiting for you,
So you must not idly stand;
Do it now, while like remaineth-
You shall rest in Jesus' land.
When that work is all completed,
He will gently call you Home;
Oh, the rapture of that meeting,
Oh, the joy to see you come!
Diane Munoz <diane.munoz@ttuhsc.edu>
El Paso, TX - Monday, April 26, 2004 12:38 AM CDT
Deat Suzanne and Bert,
I was so sad when I learned that Abigail had passed away. I just found this CaringBridge web site and as glad to be able to send you a message. I have been reading some of your entries and have cried a river this morning. Tears for Abigail and all that she went through, tears for the pain you have endured...I have also smiled and enjoyed the stories about Abigail and some of her happy times. What a great little kid. Thank you for sharing her journey with us.
We met you at the Make-A-Wish Trip to the North Pole, Nov 2000. My son Connor was diagnosed with AML, March 2000.
What a difficult fight Abigail went through over the past 3+ years. She really was a tough little girl! I know she is watching over all the children still fighting the battle with cancer. My thoughts and prayers are with you both. God Bless you.
Lydia Ackermann <glen_ackermann@msn.com>
Va Beach, Va - Monday, April 26, 2004 11:54 AM CDT
Our deepest sympathy goes out to your family and friends, Abby's Aunt Brandi is my son Timothy's teacher, he too is battling cancer (brain stem glioma). My heart and prayers are with all of you.
Abby Cobb <Abbyclaire1@aol.com>
Fairburn, GA USA - Monday, April 26, 2004 2:37 AM CDT
Thinking of you all and praying heavily as you endure your "firsts" without your sweet Abby.
God Bless-
Alison, mom to Angel Alexandria
www.caringbridge.com/page/alexandriasangels
Alison Haddock <alisonhaddock@charter.net>
O Fallon, Mo - Sunday, April 25, 2004 8:49 PM CDT
Thinking of you both ~
Sending all my love to you...
Keep holding each other tightly ~
I know this is so very hard
Take one day at a time!!
Lean on God and he will get you through this, I promise!!
I LOVE YOU BOTH VERY MUCH!!
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Princess...
Missing you so very much!!
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenahauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, April 25, 2004 12:22 AM CDT
Dear Ortiz family,
You are thought of often. I have certainly been blessed in many ways by having the chance to know you three. Thank you.
Shannon <SJanelleS@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Sunday, April 25, 2004 9:31 AM CDT
What a wonderful story you have shared with so many. Your daughter is a Beautiful sweet girl, who will remain with your forever. Thank you for sharing your story with so many people. You have been so very strong.
Patti-Haley's mom dx with Wilm's 8-19-03
www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl
Patti <www.haleym10@alltel.net>
Panama, Ne - Saturday, April 24, 2004 9:45 PM CDT
I think of you both often and look forward to seeing you again. I enjoyed my visit with you last week. Like I said before, I love to hear stories about Abby. I really loved her room. I wish I would have known you all sooner and gotten to be closer with Abby. She was so special to me even though I only knew her a short while. Even though she is gone, I believe she lives on through the both of you.
Love, Amanda
Amanda Barrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 23, 2004 9:41 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Amanda told me about the new poodle and I am so glad that you are getting her. Abby would be so pleased! I hope you post pictures when you get her. I hope she brings smiles to you both. Still praying for you every day and thinking of you constantly. Sending much love your way. Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Friday, April 23, 2004 6:56 PM CDT
When you've hit the bottom, remember there is no where to go but up........
A loving friend.... <acaringfriend@hotmail.com>
Anywhere, USA - Friday, April 23, 2004 12:41 AM CDT
Suzanne- I have signed on Abby's site several times this morning and although I know saying something isn't going to change the feelings you have, I know that saying nothing won't either. I think the quote you wrote is so truthful of the feelings one has when grieving for someone they love so dearly. My brother once told me the pain is a measure of how much you love that person and your love for Abby is enormous! So again, I don't know what to say, but I just want you and Bert to know that I think of and pray for you daily. Much love always!
Sue West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Friday, April 23, 2004 8:06 AM CDT
Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you both! God bless you!
Justine Kessler <justinekessler@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Thursday, April 22, 2004 2:48 PM CDT
Suzanne & Bert, I just wanted to let you both know that I think of you daily. I hope today brings a brighter day. Losing my Mother has taken it's toll on me so I can only imagine what you must feel losing Beautiful Abby. I pray for peace for all of us and hopefully some day everyone may live Cancer free. It's an ugly beast that took both our loved ones. I want to see you both very soon. I will be contacting you to see if I can come for a visit. Please let me know if there is anything you need or just someone to talk to. I love you both and hope to see you soon!
Love Flo Bombela
Flo Bombela <bombela2@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 10:05 AM CDT
Hello to All!!! Just checking in to see how things are. I know it's bad now, but hopefully in time you guys can smile and laugh again. Sheryl explained to me about the reasoning behind having glass over Abby's Angel Dust. That is wonderful!! I shared that with some of my friends and they also thought it was neat. Keep your heads up!!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Thursday, April 22, 2004 7:59 AM CDT
Dear Burt and Suzanne, I'm just stopping by to let you know that my prayers continue as you work through your grief and sorrow.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Wednesday, April 21, 2004 4:34 PM CDT
Bert & Suzanne - Our prayful thoughts continue for you both...we cannot comprehend your pain but are grateful to read your update (so beautifully written!) and so appreciate your generosity in continuing to share Abby with all of us....her incredible spirit still touches us all and makes the world a better place. It was good to hear your voice, Bert, and to know that you and Sue continue to take one day at a time...we hope that you take comfort in knowing that we all share in your pain and hope that our messages give you some sense of ease...we hope that you can travel to Connecticut some day when you are both stronger. We wish we could do more to help ....life is so precious and Abby reminds us of that each and every day. God bless her fighting spirit. She is looking down on all of us. Run free, Abby, you deserve it! Love to you both, Bev & Jack
bev ryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
Enfield, CT - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 3:44 PM CDT
That's Normal
If you think you are going insane.......That's normal
If all you do is cry....................That's normal
If you have trouble with the most minor decisions...That's normal
If you can't taste your food or have any semblance of an appetite...........That's normal
If you have feelings of rage, denial and depression...That's normal
If you find yourself enjoying a funny moment and immediately feeling guilty.........That's normal
If your friends dwindle away and you feel like you have the plague........That's normal
If your blood boils and the hair in your nose curls when someone tells you, "It was God's will"...That's normal
If you can't talk about it, but you smash dishes, shred up old phone books, or kick garbage cans down the lane..That's normal
If you can share your story, your feelings with an understanding listener, another bereaved person....That's a Beginning.
If you can get a glimmer of your loved one's life rather than her death..............That's wonderful.
If you can remember your loved one with a smile....That's Healing.
If you find your mirrors have become windows and you are able to reach out to others who are grieving........That's Growing.
by Edith Fraser
Sending all my love ...
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Forever missing my princess!!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 12:50 AM CDT
Angel Abby, Bert and Suzanne
I still continue to check this site on a daily basis. Abby was an inspiration to us all and as her parents you are an amazing inspiration as well. I continue to pray for you.
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv u - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 11:27 AM CDT
Wow! I must tell you that the web sites that caring bridges offers is simply amazing. Personally, I only know one person fighting this horrible disease yet feel through this bridge I have became acquaintances with many. It's hard to believe that complete strangers could touch your life like this but you must know....your courage as a family to find peace in all that your beautiful daughter must have encountered in this journey is so unreal to me. You are all so brave! I pulled her web up and tears just run down my cheeks. I am imagining her with wings and how truly beautiful she is now! What an adorable smile and we know in heaven it's ALL to smile about. We thank you all in this caring bridges family that you take the time to update these even in your time of horrible distress. I pray that all the coming days her memory will somehow make the time away from her tollerable. May God grant you and your family all the comfort you need and love to enjoy the rest of your time here on earth until you meet your little angel.
P.S. There is a cd I often listen to when times aren't going like we think they should. The song is "Hold On" by The Greenes or a song "His Mercies Are New Every Morning" by Taranda Greene. You should look for them if you are out and maybe you too will find some sort of peace with the words in these songs.
Ok-really I will quit chabbering! Take Care and May God Bless and Keep You!
Wendy
Wendy, Chase and Braden Roberts
- Wednesday, April 21, 2004 10:56 AM CDT
Annette (ROAK member) <ctkelly58@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 21, 2004 7:58 AM CDT
Dear Bert, Suzanne and Angel Abby,
I just wanted to let you know that you all continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I hope that you are finding ways to smile through your grief a little more each day. Bert, you have a beautiful way of expressing your thoughts and your love for Abby, I hope you will still find reward in continuing to write about your beautiful daughter here from time to time.
Take care,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 2:23 AM CDT
We think of you often and still say a prayer for you daily. I check her site often. I can't stay away, I pray that God will heal your heart and Bless you all. With God's love.
The Allison's
Chattanooga, Tn USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 10:27 PM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I just wanted you to know you are still in our thoughts and prayers. We just returned from a trip to Florida and on the long ride home to Michigan my thoughts went to you over and over again. I will continue to pray for your healing.
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa Delecki <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 8:19 PM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
YOu do not know me, I did sign in one other time while Abby was in ICU and still fighting. My daughter Maya died,at the age of 4, this past November, after battling cancer for 20 months. She too had a transplant and relapsed 47 days out. I came across Abby's website through another and wanted so badly for her to be given the miracle she needed...the one Maya did not get. I cried when I read of Abby's passing. I have lived for 5 months without my angel girl...I wonder so often, "how can this be" and although I know she is at peace and cancer free, it is so unbearable to live on without her here. I read of your cremating Abby, we also cremated Maya. It is very much a personal decision. When our son Jacob asked questions about where Maya was etc., we chose to explain to him that his little sister's spirit is now in heaven and her body is now "Angel Dust". She is at rest in a memorial garden not far from our home...it is a peaceful place to visit her spirit, although like you, we know that she is always around us, loving us and helping us through our days. God Bless you both and may he send you his healing peace.
Blessings, Maya's Mommy (Cara)
Cara Pettit <rcsmall1@msn.com>
port st. Lucie, fl usa - Monday, April 19, 2004 2:56 PM CDT
Bert & Suzanne
Thinking of you & sending all my love!
Angel Sheryl
Princess...
Missing you so much!
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!
Angel Hugs & Butterfly Kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Monday, April 19, 2004 12:19 AM CDT
Amazed by your strength and thankful for your openness! Praying for you . . .
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Austin, TX - Monday, April 19, 2004 11:44 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne -
I applaud you for making such a difficult decision and don't think you need to justify your decision to anyone!
You both did what you needed to do--- and nobody should pass judgement on you!
Best wishes!
Jan
Los Angeles, CA USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 9:09 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne, Your words of creamation are so true to how I feel. We too had our son creamated. Although few people actually new of our decision, we had a public memorial but a private burial those who have have trusted we made the decision we needed to make. Our then 6 year old son, Trey, has had many questions. It was hard to explain it to him and early on he seemed satisfied with the fact that we turned Andrew back to dust. Now the questions really flow at 8. I think it is a difficult concept but I couldn't deal with burying his body. I appreciated your words. Abby sound like she was a wonderful girl and this should not happen to children or their families. God Bless you in your healing.
Valerie Price mom to Angel Andrew and Terrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
- Sunday, April 18, 2004 2:33 PM CDT
Dear Burt and Suzanne, I love the idea of Angel Dust and I now look at cremation very different. You two just amaze me by thinking of all of us out here and explaining things so well to us. I feel so close to you guys and love reading your journal. Abby is always in my thoughts and she makes me smile just to think of her. Please keep up your journal as we all want to hear from you. Jesus cares and I care. Many Hugs ! ! !
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Saturday, April 17, 2004 2:41 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne - you two continue to amaze me with your strength and caring. Even in your days of grief, you manage to comfort others. Reading your latest entry made me feel so much better - I come and check for updates at least a few times each week, and every time that gorgeous picture of Abigail pops up, my heart just aches. Angel Sheryl mailed me the picture of Abigail from you both, and I wanted to tell you how much that meant to me. I've put it in a frame so that she can watch over Cassidy and myself, too. We will never forget your special little girl, and the two of you will remain in our thoughts, in our prayers, and in our hearts forever.
Sending you angel hugs -
Jenn and Cassidy Borjeson and family <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA www.geocities.com/jennborj/index - Saturday, April 17, 2004 8:12 AM CDT
Hi! I was so glad to read the update. I have thought of you all many times and pray for you. Please continue to keep uupdated. I know it must be hard but I feel like I know you all even though we have never met. I still love to look at Abigail's sweet picture. What an angel she is!!
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Saturday, April 17, 2004 7:44 AM CDT
I don't think your decision was selfish at all, I think it is wonderful you can take her wherever you go. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Denise Kneer <dkneer@insightbb.com>
Peoria, IL United States - Saturday, April 17, 2004 7:13 AM CDT
Bert,
I thought your 4-14-04 journal entry was very moving. I love the idea of Angel Dust. My deepest sympathies to you and your wife.
M. Elton <meltonva@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA - Friday, April 16, 2004 10:05 PM CDT
Please know that you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers through this difficult time. I don't want you to think I have forgotten you. That's certainly not the case. Blessings and love to you in Christ. I will continue to check in on you here.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Friday, April 16, 2004 7:25 PM CDT
I just wanted to let you know that you are often in my family's prayers, especially my nine year old son's. His name is Michael. We have a good friend who is battling Ewings Sarcoma and through doing some research, I happened upon your sight months ago. I am so very sorry for your loss. Please know that you have blessed others by sharing her story and demonstrating such amazing love to your daughter and to each other. We will continue to pray for you. Sincerely, Lisa Abraham
Lisa Abraham <abraham.l@comcast.net>
Sammamish, WA 98075 - Friday, April 16, 2004 9:00 AM CDT
PRINCESS....
IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY
AND MEMORIES BUILD A LANE
I'D WALK RIGHT UP TO HEAVEN
AND BRING YOU HOME AGAIN
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!
Angel hugs & Butterfly kisses
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Friday, April 16, 2004 7:25 AM CDT
I so understand how much you miss Abby. I chose to bury my son, and went and visited him on Easter Sunday. I do not live close to where he is buried but he is in my home town next to relatives. I totally understand that we all have our reasons why we choose to do what we do when we lose our beloved children so young. It is so wrong that we have to bury/cremate our children anyway. My son did not have cancer but his body also changed so much. He did not look like the same child.
www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 15, 2004 8:44 PM CDT
dear abby's parents,
we lov u and abby. she is an angl. we wil brig u dinr son-losonyu!
(we love you and abby. she is an angel. we will bring you dinner soon-lasagna!)
lov,
mckenzie hunter-martin mccauley
abby's friend and madison's cousin
mckenzie mccauley <rmccau5502@aol.com>
chesapeake, va usa - Thursday, April 15, 2004 4:59 PM CDT
Dear Bert, I am awed by your ability to communicate in writing. First, your entry in Caring Bridge telling of Abigail's passing, and now, your explanation of your decision on cremation. You are very eloquent. Thanks for sharing with us all, and for sharing so well. You and Suzanne are constantly in my thoughts. Some days I burst into tears spontaneously; when this happens, I know it is but a mite of what you two are experiencing. Still, I am glad for the tears, because I know in this way, I am sharing in your grief. From reading the guestbook, I know that there are MANY,many who share your grief and hope to support you as you walk this valley.
Not sure where in scripture Jesus says, "Lo I am with you to the end of the age" (rough paraphrase!), but this comes to mind now, so I offer it to you both, with love.
Look in the mail for a notebook containing all the Caring Bridge guestbook entries from March 12 through April 11. I'm writing this in case someone else has the idea to do this for you..to avoid duplication. I hope it helps.
In Jesus, Jennifer
Jennifer <bradbenson860@aol.com>
Granby, CT - Thursday, April 15, 2004 12:16 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne:
I keep you both in my daily prayers for strength as you face each day. I continue to check this site daily for updates on how you are doing. Please know I will never forget you or Abby and feel blessed in a way to be a part of her prayer life. Thank you for updating and leting us know how you are doing. May God Bless you both!
Marjie Rinehart <jmriwl17@kdsi.net>
oskaloosa, IA United States - Thursday, April 15, 2004 8:57 AM CDT
Dear Angel Abby,
While your Dad worked in the yard yesterday, I could see you there helping. I can remember you planting rose bushes last year and that seems just like yesterday. I know we will enjoy seeing many beautiful flowers soon. You are greatly missed and will always be a special part of our lives. We love you and your Mom and Dad.
Gene Gwaltney <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 6:53 AM CDT
Hello,
It has been a while since I have signed, but i just wanted to let you know that I understand your reasons and in fact you do not have to justify your decisions to anyone..they were just that..your decisions :) Always in my thoughts and prayers,
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 11:41 PM CDT
Bert,
Your words . . . so full of love and wisdom are breathtaking. I continue to pray for you and Suzanne daily. I too look forward to meeting Abigail Anne Rose Ortiz in a twinkling of an eye.
Take good care of one another.
Machele
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 9:49 PM CDT
Bert, Suzanne, Angel Abby
Altho we have never met, I think of you daily and say my prayers. Your update was very touching and Abby-your explanation of Angel Dust is wonderful. I know that you are now cancer and pain free and rejoice in that but grieve for your parents. They were surely heaven sent to you as you were sent to them. May God continue to hold all of you in the palm of his hands.
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 9:07 PM CDT
http://lightingchildrenslives.org
May Gods Blessings be with your Family!
Margitta <lotusflower58@hotmail.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 8:40 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing these last updates. They are so personal and touching. You are two of the most wonderful people in the world. The best parents any little girl could ever hope for!Abby was as lucky to have you as I know you feel you were to have had her. Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 5:23 PM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne
I really enjoyed visiting with you this afternoon - thanks for letting me know that you had updated the site - As I told you today and everyday - words can never express the heartbreak we feel for you. Abby touched us so deeply and I promise you that she will never be forgotton - we will always visit her, think of her and live by her example. She has forever changed us - We miss her terribly and Madison wishes she was here to play with - I know that she is with Madison and will help guide her - just as she prepared her for her cremation without any us having to (that still blows me away- that Abby was the one who explained everything and Madison was so comforted knowing that Abby would be Angel Dust). Please know we love you and we are here across the street for whatever you need -to talk, to share memories of Dear Abigail or if you just want to stand in the front yard and scream -
Much love to you
Lori, Steve, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 5:15 PM CDT
Oh Bert & Suzanne,
We love you guys and we think of sweet Abby so much, everyday!!! I read your update, how hard it must be to have to explain. We are here for you 100% Please let me know if there is anything at all that I can do.
Love,
Amanda & Alyssa
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx 77538 - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 3:06 PM CDT
A little over a month has passed and look at how many people are still checking in daily. Abby you have touched so many people. I know that you are watching over the ones you love and the ones that loved you so very dearly. I love what Mommy and Daddy did at the Cemetary. It's truly beautiful.
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 2:09 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing your thoughts. This journey is indeed a very personal one, and I am thankful you were able to make decisions that suited you best. I feel the same way you do...as Christians, we rejoice that our loved ones are in a beautiful heaven, but as earthly beings we are at a loss, we miss our loved ones terribly. Sometimes, I think about how lucky Ryan is that he doesn't have to worry about things in our lives...like what to wear or finances...he is enjoying himself and rejoicing with the Lord! The awful images that you have will fade in time, I am just a bit ahead of you and slowly, very slowly remembering the good times more than the bad. Ryan and his memories are so precious, as are Abigail's, and we will always have those close to our hearts! My prayers are with you and your family. Lots of Hugs...
Laura Ladd <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
Coatesville, IN - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 2:01 PM CDT
Bert & Suzanne,
As I sit here tearfully reading your update, I just wanted you to know that I am so glad that you updated... I know it has got to be so hard for you to do that because it is so very hard for me to come here but I will always be here to support you both and will never judge any decisions you make in your life without Abigail. You are both such wonderful and caring people and I am very blessed to be apart of your life...
I love you both!!
Stay strong and hold each other tightly ~
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Princess~
I miss you so much!! Somedays its so hard to believe that you are even gone, it just doesn't seem real.
I wish I could talk to you on the phone and hear that sweet little voice of yours again... I loved how when I called you and we were done talking you never ever said goodbye... when you were done talking you always said " I LOVE YOU " then you were off to play again...but never a goodbye...
I keep thinking back to last time I talked back to before you went into PICU, the last time I heard your voice...you were so excited that we were coming to see you in Texas..and I just wanted to get there to give you a GIANT hug ~ But God had bigger and better plans for you!
I know you are ok, I've seen you in my dreams and you are free and happy... but it still doesn't make it any easier!
Please watch over mommy & Daddy.. they need you so much princess!
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Angel Hugs and Butterfly Kisses to you!
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 1:20 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne - I can only imagine how difficult all this is for you. I've never lost a child, but I lost my mom to breast cancer almost 14 years ago. I TOTALLY understand what you're saying about what cancer does to the body and although those images still pop up in my mind at times, they have become less over the years. I also understand your reasoning of cremation as my mom was also cremated. It's a very personal choice and that's really all that matters. If I had to give any advice - and I'm definitely no expert! - I would just say to allow yourself to grieve in whatever way you need to. That also is a very personal thing. Sometimes, it hits you when you least expect it and sometimes, you might anticipate it, and it doesn't happen that particular day. Please know through it all that myself, along with so very many others, will continue to think of and pray for you, Suzanne, Abby and your extended families/friends. Much love.
Sue West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 12:53 AM CDT
Dear Bert & Suzanne,
Thank you for sharing your hearts & your daughter with me. We mortals...I love that! It is difficult for us to understand isn't it? But praise God that Abigail is cancer free! I pray you find comfort in knowing that one day you WILL see her again. We can only imagine!
LOVE IN CHRIST, your friend,
KAY <KCROUCH@VANGUARDHEALTH.COM>
NASHVILLE, TN - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 12:29 AM CDT
Thank you for sharing your memories, the precious stories and beautiful pictures of Abby. Her memorial is very pretty and I am glad that you can experience her free spirit as it is. One can feel the deep love that you continue to have for her. An unconditional love that will never fade. It is my hope that everyone experience that kind of love within their lives and then give that love back in return. I am Catholic and have pondered the cremation option for myself. It is a tough decision, but I think when my time comes that I want to become "Angel Dust". Will continue to pray for your healing and the gift of the Holy Spirit to fill your lives with hope.
A Friend in Jesus Christ,
Michelle Olman <michelle@village.howard.wi.us>
Green Bay, WI USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 10:04 AM CDT
After reading your journal entry today, I came to the guestbook to write you a note, but my mind cannot think of words to say. Just know that I am praying for you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 9:07 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne, I think of you daily, praying that God is somehow comforting you as you continue to find your way--day by day. Thank you for sharing Abby's Angle Dust picture. What a beautiful memorial to a beautiful child! Sending love your way, Lynda
Lynda Odum <bobodum@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, Ga - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 8:51 AM CDT
Thinking of you and your Angel- you're never really out of my mind. Peggy, Beth, Jan and I will visit you next week if it's convenient. We'll be in touch. God Bless.
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 8:22 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne
You beautiful, precious people. I pray the Father is comforting you in your pain. We had a brunch here with 6 other AML patients and the Dierkings and Macks (Sean) who were on the floor with you were in Houston. We talked about how beautiful Abby was and how she is free from pain and struggle now. Our hearts as parents break for ya'll. May Jesus hold you close until you can hold her again.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 8:13 AM CDT
I continue to think of you both each day. The service for Abby was very beautiful in every way. I wonder if you have the priest's homily written down. I would like a copy if possible. It was a beautiful message and very uplifting.
Carol Manuel <msmanuel@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 11:42 PM CDT
Thinking of you. Words won't do. Whispered prayers in the wind . . .
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Austin, TX - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 10:44 PM CDT
Bert and Suzanne,
Wanted to say Hello and thinking of you and of course always thinking of Abby. Thanks for sharing the beautiful story! I wish you both love and peace! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 6:59 PM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
Thank you so much for updating and sharing Abby's Angel Dust. We think of you both daily. Willie and Hunter plan to send some balloons up to Abby, pink and purple ones. Much Love,
Amy Cleghon www.caringbridge.org/va/hunter <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 11:34 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne: I continue to keep you in my daily prayers for all that you need... Thank you for continuing to share your life with us. I love the angel dust may her precious memories live in all of us forever.
God's Blessings
Marjie Rinehart <rinehartm@central.edu>
oskaloosa, IA United States - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 9:58 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne:
Thank you so much for sharing the beautiful story and photograph of the "Angel Dust." Thinking of you and praying for you as always!
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 8:08 AM CDT
Thinking of you!
Sending all my love ~
On Sunday when I signed I wrote down the number of hits on Abby page 215618 ~ don't ask me why,I just did.... anyways this morning as I opened her page to look at her precious smile I noticed that the amount of hits were 217515...it just amazed me...thats 1,897 hits since Sunday!!!
Abby is so loved and we all miss her so very much and I really think it hard for everyone to know what to say to you both...
Maybe I can say what I am sure everyone may be thinking!
Abby was and is a BEAUTIFUL young lady who touched the hearts of more lives than any person or child I know...she left HUGE footprints on so many hearts and those hearts are all broken with her gone...We all miss her!!!
Please continue to update us on you both, it may or may not be something that you can do now... but we all love you to!!
We will all be here to listen to your hearts...
You can scream, cry, laugh or whatever it is you need to do~ we are here for you!
Please stay strong for each other!
Thinking of you each and every day!!
Remembering my Princess!
I love you both~
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnbebago, MN - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 7:29 AM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne and family,
It is good
to see this site being updated again. I am just stopping by
again to say that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna
ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net
http://tacheiru.us/unfettered
Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna <ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net >
Columbus, GA USA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 0:56 AM CDT
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I just wanted to let you know that you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers - as does Abby. Amanda told me she thinks Abby had four Easter egg hunts in Heaven yesterday :) Much love!
Sue, Rob, Amanda, Zach and Amelia West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, April 12, 2004 11:37 AM CDT
THINKING OF YOU!!
Sending all my love~
I love you both!
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Monday, April 12, 2004 7:56 AM CDT
Good Morning,
Just wanted to let you know that we were thinking of you.
Sending lot's of prayer's your way. ++++++++++
Love,LaKota and her mom,Debbie
~*~ LaKota ~*~
God be with you.
I John 4:11-12 - Beloved, if God so loved us, we ought also to love one another. (12) No man hath seen God at any time. If we love one another, God dwelleth in us, and his love is perfected in us.
http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St.Cloud, MN - Monday, April 12, 2004 5:37 AM CDT
This is the day the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad...
God bless you both
Janice LeDoux (AndrewsGrandma) www.caringbridge.org/ca/andrew <jannield@comcast.net>
Costa Mesa, CA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 10:38 PM CDT
Hello dear Bert, Suzanne & family, my love & prayers for you all during this most painful time, Abby is now a shining light in Heaven, but I know in your great sorrow and grief right now that may be little comfort right now. Please give yourselve's the time to grieve, shed the tears that will come, and be gentle with yourselve's, lean heavily on God, and He WILL see you through this, and remember, love is Eternal, it never die's, your bond of love with Abby and her bond of love with you is always there. I too lost a child, our son Shane in March/99 at the age of 24, my heart, love and prayers are with you all,
Angel Hugs,
Sandy
Sandy Whalen
Kingston, ONT. CANADA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 11:54 AM CDT
Thinking of you today....
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Sunday, April 11, 2004 11:47 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne,
Thinking of you today and sending all my love !!
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Princess...
I miss you so much, its so hard to sign this guestbook without my heart just breaking even more for your mommy & daddy ~they miss you so much.
Please watch over them today and tomorrow~ This first Easter without you is going to be hard and tomorrow will be 1 month since you left us...it still feels so unreal to me. You are so loved princess and you have left HUGE footprints on so many hearts...there is just something very special about you!!
I was looking at the Big stuffed bunny that I got you and I just gave her a huge hug, somehow thinking that would keep me from missing you.. but it didn't work, it just made me cry more.
Happy 1st Easter in Heaven Princess!
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Sunday, April 11, 2004 10:03 AM CDT
Bert and Suzanne -
We know that tomorrow will be one of many difficult "firsts" that you are going to have to go through. We pray that you will have an easy time tomorrow, filled with love and feelings of your precious daughter. It's still so hard for us to believe that Abigail is in Heaven. We continue to keep you both in our thoughts and prayers. God bless you both!
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Saturday, April 10, 2004 6:18 PM CDT
Thinking of you this Easter, Love everyone at Post Pals
Kat <kat@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, April 10, 2004 5:28 PM CDT
I think of you often and we keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Go bless you all.
The Allison Family
Chattanooga, Tn USA - Saturday, April 10, 2004 8:17 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert --
Like so many others, I continue to check Abby's site for, even though I've never met any of you, I can't help but hope that you are both okay. I know you must miss Abby - who wouldn't miss such a beautiful child? But I also know that you have to be pleased for her that she suffers no more.
I hope this time of rebirth offers some comfort to you both and that the continued prayers of so many do the same.
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga - Saturday, April 10, 2004 7:39 AM CDT
Bert,Suzanne and Angel Abby: I, too, check the site daily. We also know of your pain. Our 5-year old daughter, Delaney, is in heaven due to complications from AML. We miss her so much and will never stop loving her. That is the greatest gift they have given us and it is our honor to cherish it daily. Please visit Delaney's site and email me if you would like. I am also a member of DaybyDay (email group) and it has helped me a great deal through my grief journey.
Delaney's site: www.caringbridge.com/ca/delaney
Amy and Bob, parents of Angel Delaney, Kevin, and Shelley <Wright_Amy@hotmail.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, April 9, 2004 11:57 PM CDT
Bert, Suzanne and Angel Abby
I continue to check this amazing site on a daily basis. Abby was such an amazing young lady and such a fighter. My heart still breaks over her passing and such sorrow for you as her incredibly wonderful parents. I know she continues to look down on you with such joy and love in her heart. God Bless you always
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Friday, April 9, 2004 2:24 PM CDT
Just a note to say that I too check Abby's site daily and have been thinking of you both continually. I pray for great comfort and peace for you, as I just can't imagine how painful this time must be for you. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Much love from England, Alice xxx
Alice <neilandalice@aol.com>
London, Uk - Friday, April 9, 2004 6:46 AM CDT
I think of Abby often and send her and you a prayer.
Anne
Abbotsford, BC Canada - Thursday, April 8, 2004 8:54 PM CDT
Suzanne,
I have been thinking of you and wishing you peace. Please know that I am here for you. Thank you for your sweet note.
Love,
Suzy, Justin's mom
Suzy Thatcher www.caringbridge.org/page/justinspage <suzy509@aol.com>
Virginia Beach, VA - Thursday, April 8, 2004 8:11 PM CDT
I have thought about you all and your precious Abby so much in the past few weeks. I have checked in daily to check for updates and cannot help but notice the ENORMOUS amounts of hits to the website. I know that was such a comfort to me when Alexandria passed. Just think of all the lives impacted, all the lives changed for the better, all the souls won for our Lord, because of your sweet little angel. At this most difficult time, I hope it gives just a little bit of comfort and peace, when nothing else makes much sense.
We'll keep praying-
God Bless
www.caringbridge.com/page/alexandriasangels
Alison Haddock <alisonhaddock@charter.net>
Saint Louis , MO - Thursday, April 8, 2004 9:24 AM CDT
I have been checking and reading your site since January and am devasted for you as parents to lose your child at such a young age and have had to watch her suffer. Abby was truly a fighter! She is looking down at you this weekend and smiling as she is dancing in heaven. May god help ease your pain and give you strength over this Easter weekend! Keep updating on this website so we can see and know how you two are doing. Be Strong and know that Abby is watching over you!
Friend from Minnesota
- Thursday, April 8, 2004 9:12 AM CDT
Thinking of you every day and especially this weekend coming up. I'm sure Heaven will be full of bunnies for Abby.
Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 6:52 PM CDT
Stopping in to say Hello !!!!!!!!!
Thinking of you during Easter holiday.
Sending lot's of prayer's your way. +++++++++++++++++
Love, LaKota and her mom, Debbie
God be with you.
Whatever you ask for in Prayer with faith you will receive.
Matthew 21:22
http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 12:23 AM CDT
Bert & Suzanne,
It has been so hard to sign this guestbook, but I am still coming here everday....You are both in my thoughts and in my prayers...I miss Abby so very much...it just isn't fair!
I have to admit that I have been a little angry which I know I shouldn't be, but you both are such wonderful parents and I hurt so bad for you as you will never experience all the things that you should with Abby...her proms, graduations, wedding, births....It hurts so bad!
Abby left huge footprints on so many lives, for that you should be so very proud.. you have a beautiful daughter and she had beautiful parents!
She will always & forever be my little Princess!
I love you both !
Please call if you need to~
Lots of Love
Angel Sheryl
Princess~
I miss you so much sweetie! As I was getting all my Easter packages ready to go for my other little ones, I just sat on the floor and cried... I had a already boughten your Easter gifts before we left for Texas and they are still sitting on the shelf upstairs in my Angel room...I wanted to bring them with us, you would of loved the big bunny I got you, its huge and she is wearing a big floppy hat and it reminded me so much of your hat that you were wearing in the picture on Make A Child Smile site...
I bet you have made lots of friends in Heaven and you are running, playing, jumping and doing all the things that you loved to do!
Fly Free my sweet princess!
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 10:36 AM CDT
Thinking of you as you experience a "first" without your angel. It will be a tough weekend for you and I pray for peace and healing through this Easter weekend. I come to the site every day and still can't believe it. I miss SO much reading how she would rally. She is such an inspiration.
love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, April 7, 2004 7:20 AM CDT
Suzanne and Bert,
There is not a day that goes by that I do not think of both of you and Abby. Reid and Alyssa (so am I) are both praying for Jesus to watch over Abby's parents.
Please let me know if there is anything that I can do!
Love Amanda Williams
Amanda Williams <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 10:44 PM CDT
Abby left her footprints on my heart! I am thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers!
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 4:14 PM CDT
Just stopping by to let you know you're in my thoughts.
Stefanie
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 11:58 AM CDT
just making the rounds and wanted to say hello to one of our favorite families...hope your having a good day and hope that whichever holiday.....Passover or easter..you celebrate( if any) is a good one for your family!!
~*~Samantha's Story~*~
karen and sammi <mpbowler1@aol.com>
- Monday, April 5, 2004 8:30 PM CDT
I sure miss reading about Abby. I know you are missing her also. I look at the pictures and I am so upset that things turned out this way. I know many will say she is doing fine dancing in heaven cancer free, and while I know that is true, I wish she was still here with you both. Sorry to be so honest. But I have not checked on her site in a while, but came by today to see if you are okay.
Time sure is a funny thing. The more it passes, the easier to deal with the pain. The less time you have, the harder it is to deal with the pain. I think of you both often and I so hope you are okay. I know you wrote that you would be, but I do know how painful this has got to be. Most moms say they can't imagine, but the truth is we can. Because it is on our minds more often than we'd like to admit. How can you read the pages of these Caring Bridge journals and not put yourself right in the shoes of the moms and dads who are living through this? The fact is we are fortunate that we can snap out of it and thank God we aren't living through it. But I choose to come and visit and hopefully share in your pain and loss. In the crazy hopes that it makes it easier on you somehow.
Godspeed my friends.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia - Sunday, April 4, 2004 8:01 PM CDT
Bert, Suzanne,
Bill, T. J. Kim, Lindsey and I are so saddened by your loss. We only met Abby once when she was just a baby, but she has always been a part of our lives and heart. Kim was at Texas Chidren's last week with her son, and she just sat there and looked at the door, thinking of you all and Angel Abby. WE will NEVER forget The Oritz family as GOD brought this friendship together. Please know that our family thinks of you all and prays for you often. Please do not lose touch, we love you and pray for PEACE!!
"THE GREEN", Bill, (the WO), Lynne, Lindsey, Kim, T. J. <cwoblg45@aol.com>
Jackson, MS USA - Sunday, April 4, 2004 6:48 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. I found you through Katja Sufka's page. She is my 2nd cousin. She just underwent her 2nd BMT and is doing well. She has AML. I can't imagine the sorrow in your heart. I have 2 children and when I think of one of them getting sick or passing it makes me panic. They say that everything happens for a reason-so hard to understand sometimes. I lost my dad at the age of 53 two years ago to lymphoma. All I try to remember is that we do not know how long we are here-so embrace life and the loved ones here and when we pass we will never be seperated again. Sometimes it helps. But i know that the pain of losing a child is greater than any other loss and I am so deeply sorry for your pain and what you have all gone through. She is a beautiful healthy angel now and will be embraced by the lord for he loves his children. May God bless you and keep you always. Shari Gohman
Shari Gohman <www.gohman4@juno.com>
Clearwater, MN - Saturday, April 3, 2004 10:40 PM CST
Suzanne, bert and Abby You are still in my thoughts and prayers everyday! I just wanted you to know we care. Are you going to keep up her website and let us all know how your doing? or is it to much? anyway Abby will never be forgotten. I think of her alot.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Saturday, April 3, 2004 9:12 PM CST
Bert Suzanne and Angel Abby
You are all still in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Saturday, April 3, 2004 8:24 PM CST
I thank you both for letting me into Abigail's life...I hope that the puppy you will get out of Graphic Dejavu Audrey Hepburn will keep you closer to your precious girl!!
Betty
Betty Nathanson <b_nathanson@yahoo.com>
Warrenton, VA USA - Saturday, April 3, 2004 3:27 PM CST
My Heart Aches For You. The tears flow as I read your daughter's journal.
I found your daughter's website on LaKota's page.
May you find peace.
I feel your pain. I too lost my daughter to AML M-7
http://www.geocities.com/hlcmstars3/CharleneRoss.html
Please know that I will be thinking about you and your family.
I hope someday that Charlene will meet up with your daughter and they will be friends.
My thoughts and prayers will be with you.
Berneice Ross <charsmom79_98@yahoo.com>
Masontown, Pa USA - Saturday, April 3, 2004 6:17 AM CST
Thinking of you and your beautiful angel. May God bring you both comfort and peace during this difficult period.
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Friday, April 2, 2004 11:51 PM CST
Stopping by to let you know that your in our thought's and prayer's.
Sending lot's of prayer's your way.++++++++++++++++++++++
God be with you my friend.
Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie
~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~
PRECIOUS CHILD
What is more precious
than any gem or stone?
More lovelier than a flower
full of bloom
Your smile, my dear, your smile.
What can soften the heart
and make you want to shout?
What can give your soul joy
turning your frown upside down?
Your smile, my dear, your smile
God sent you from above
To give me loads of love
He gave me you just a little while
Yet, you gave me so much more.
With your smile my dear, your smile.
Though I miss your presence
feeling of loneliness without you here
I want to be selfish and have you stay
To enjoy your sweetness more each day
I know you had to go.
I'll see your smile again someday.
In the trees, blowing softlly in the breeze
As the sun shines down from the skies.
A soft whisper, a mellow sound
I'll enjoy, your simle- my dear, your smile.
http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St.Cloud, MN - Friday, April 2, 2004 5:07 PM CST
Dear Suzanne, Bert, and family,
It does not feel right not to stop in every once in a while. I hope you are doing as well as can be expected. I am still here for you if only to read and listen and of course just an email away. May He who comforts all mourners console you in your time of need.
Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna
ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net
http://tacheiru.us/unfettered
Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna <ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net>
Columbus, GA USA - Friday, April 2, 2004 11:57 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
Thinking of you and wanted to say hi! My whole family is doing a Relay for Life tonight in honor of my Dad who we lost to cancer 10 years ago. Amanda sent me a picture of her and Abby and I made it into a button to wear tonight also in honor of them. My whole family knows about Abby and has been praying for you too.We will say a prayer for you tonight! Lots of Love! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Friday, April 2, 2004 7:33 AM CST
Your family remains close in thought and prayer.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Friday, April 2, 2004 6:34 AM CST
Sorry to hear of your loss. She was a beautiful little girl. Her story is one that I will never forget. I have a cousin who is fighting cancer and you have my deepest sympathy. It is never easy to let go of someone who was (and still is) so special. You will always have wonderful memories of a beautiful little girl.
With much sorrow
Jennifer Baney
Jennifer Baney <jmbrestel@yahoo.com>
McCook , Ne - Thursday, April 1, 2004 3:04 PM CST
Ask my Mom how she is
My Mom, she tells alot of lies
she never did before.
From now until she dies,
she'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mom how she is
and because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mom how is she,
She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mom how is she,
she seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see
nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mom how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For Gods sake Mom, just tell the truth
just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how is she
she'll lie and say she's fine.
I am here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
we'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mom
with all the lies you told!"
-unknown
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON, AB CANADA - Thursday, April 1, 2004 3:02 PM CST
I am thinking of you guys today. I hope that you are all as good as can be expected. Know that you are all still in my thoughts and prayers. *big hugs*
Christy
http://www.angeldreamz.net
Christy Porter <angel@angeldreamz.net>
Palm Springs, CA USA - Thursday, April 1, 2004 2:13 PM CST
Thinking of you still...
Emma <star_heartuk@REMOVETHISyahoo.co.uk>
UK - Thursday, April 1, 2004 12:09 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
We think of you always. We may not see you everyday but please remember, should you need anything, we are just across the street or a phone call away.
Gene, Debbie and Sarah <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, April 1, 2004 9:58 AM CST
Just stopping by to check on you. I am praying for peace & healing for your family. I know that Abby is continuing to watch over you and always will.
Take Care & Stay Strong,
Laura Hinkle <lhinkle@carolina.rr.com>
Weddington, NC USA - Thursday, April 1, 2004 9:55 AM CST
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Austin, TX - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 2:11 PM CST
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Austin, TX - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 2:11 PM CST
Still praying for you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 8:42 AM CST
WHERE DO BALLOONS GO WHEN YOU SET THEM FREE???
Where do balloons go when you set them free??
do they float into the clouds or get stuck in a tree?
do they fly high in the sky or get popped by a bee?
do they soar witht he birds and the bugs in the air...
or stay close to the ground and get chased by a bear?
does the wind blow them out over the big blue ocean..
or do they climb up and over samll hills and big mountains??
Do they go out into space and circle the stars and then
fall back to earth after traveling so far??
or does GOD collect them all in a big bouquet and give them to the children in heaven each day??
where do balloons go when you set them free?
I hope they go to heaven as a gift for you from me!!
We went to a special event recently and were allowed to hear this poem. then we sent out one balloon for all all our angel friends...one name on each one. wanted you to know your little angel now has it.
always in our thoughts prayers and hearts..now and forever
~*~Samantha's Story~*~
karen and sammi <mpbowler1@aol.com>
- Tuesday, March 30, 2004 5:34 PM CST
Just wanted to know I'm thinking about you.
Take care.
Nancy & Fred The Maltese & Gracie The Maltese <CHUMSorg@msn.com>
Framingham, MA USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 5:26 PM CST
You are in my thoughts and in my prayers always.Thinking of you.
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON, AB CANADA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 3:54 PM CST
I'm another who has been reading Abby's site for a long time. When I read of your loss, it hurt me too.
My daughter is also an Abby Rose. I showed her your Abby's picture and she said "she looks like an Abby Rose should look - she's pretty!"
Please know my thoughts are with you. I wish you grace and peace in the days ahead.
Stefanie
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 2:20 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I am one of the many strangers who followed Abby during her transplant and said daily prayers for her. I learned about Abby from my best friend, Sue West. I checked in daily and wrote in her guestbook regularly. Although I haven't signed the guestbook in weeks, I want you to know you have been in my thoughts and prayers every day. I've read the tremendous outpouring of prayers, poems and memories people have shared about Abby. Your precious Abby must feel like the most loved little girl in the world. Thank you for sharing Abby's journey with us. She has touched my heart and the heart's of my five children forever. We have kept her picture hanging in our kitchen as a reminder to keep her dear parents in our prayers.
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa Delecki <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 12:50 AM CST
I just wanted you to know that I continue to pray for your family. Im praying for the Lord to comfort you in this very hard time and to surround you with his love.
Sending love and prayers your way,
Missy Teeter
Tylers Aunt www.caringbridge.com/ar/trex
Missy Teeter <missteet@hotmail.com>
Fayetteville, ar - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 11:08 AM CST
We are very sorry to hear of your loss. Our hearts go out to you all.
Kalsbecks,Joel,Beth,Chrystal,and our two Heros, Jake and Cole <bionicjakester@yahoo.com,www.caringbridge.org/wi/bionicjakester>
Menomonie, Wi US - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 10:16 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne:
Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you!
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 9:40 AM CST
Thinking of you and the family.........
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 9:09 AM CST
Thinking of you this morning and just wanted to let you know! Kim
Kim Childs <TOnycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 9:06 AM CST
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT EVEN THOUGH I HAVE NEVER SIGNED YOUR GUESTBOOK I WAS ONE OF THOSE THAT VISITED ABBYS SITE SEVERAL TIMES A DAY AND SENT UP MANY PRAYERS FOR YOU ALL. I KNOW THAT SHE HAD A SPECIAL SET OF PARENTS AND I WILL CONTINUE TO REMEMBER YOU IN MY PRAYERS.
CHRISTY MICHAEL <CMIC181149@AOL.COM>
BALDWYN, MS GOD BLESS THE USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 9:15 PM CST
hi i just dropped by to say that i have posted Abby's banner to http://tyler-tucker.com (click on links) i hope this is ok. i also have alot of webspace if there is any extra thing (like picture) you would like me to post i'll be happy too or anything i could help you with. best wishes to Abby's family.
jermey moore <shakoiscool@aol.com>
greenville, SC USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 8:43 PM CST
We are so sorry for your loss. Always cling to those presious memories that make life so special. We are thinking of you every day. Take care!
Crystal Turgeon & Family <john.turgeon@ellsworth.af.mil>
Rapid City, SD US - Monday, March 29, 2004 3:48 PM CST
Dear Suzanne&Bert was so sorry to hear of your daughters passing. My name is kenneth Osterbur i lost my daughter to aml jan 2003 I no the heart ache you will endure the rest of your lives it truley hurts the pain will always be with you, but eventually I think it will ease, It is not fair having to watch are children deal with these terrible bouts of any cancer. Our prayers will be with you And may the Angels in heaven wrap there arms around your family and hold them tight.God Bless each of you The Osterburs
Kenneth Osterbur <ktjcak@gwtc.net www.caringbridge.org/sd/alisha>
wood, sd - Monday, March 29, 2004 3:17 PM CST
Suzanne & Bert -
Thinking of you everyday and praying that you are finding each other during these difficult times. THe guest book is such a source of inspiration and I still visit every single day.
Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com>
Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, March 29, 2004 2:35 PM CST
We just learned of Abigail's passing and are so sorry to hear of your loss. She was such a sweet and precious little girl.
www.caringbridge.org/va/matthew
Natalie & Dan Wilbert <teachguns@aol.com>
Yorktown, VA USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 10:54 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Every time we visit Abby's website, we can feel how much she is loved! She truly touched the lives of many -- from people near and far. We miss coming here and reading updates about her progress. We pray that you both are doing as well as can be expected. We will never forget your precious Abigail! Take care and God bless you both!
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Monday, March 29, 2004 8:27 AM CST
I am so sorry to read of the passing of your precious child. I know the pain and emptiness all too well. It is awful for us parents to endure this, but you will make it. GOD BLESS. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
(forever missing our precious little angels)
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA USA - Saturday, March 27, 2004 8:08 PM CST
This guestbook is so amazing and full of inspiration, you are very loved. Thinking of you every day...Hugs!
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
Coatesville, IN - Saturday, March 27, 2004 5:38 PM CST
Dear Bert & Suzanne,
The service Wednesday was sweet and sad. You did a wonderful job of displaying the real Abby and your stories touched every heart. I sincerely hope that these same stories live in your memories forever and help to make each day more bearable.
Love in Christ,
Bev
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Saturday, March 27, 2004 3:48 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne - We just want you to know that you and your families continue to be in our thoughts and our prayers through this very difficult time. Much love from all of us.
Sue, Rob, Amanda, Zach and Amelia West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Saturday, March 27, 2004 1:13 PM CST
Thinking of you and hope that your pain will ease in time. May God continue to bless and keep your family.
The Allison Family
Chattanooga, TN USA - Friday, March 26, 2004 10:06 PM CST
"The Strength of an Egg"
Parents of children with cancer are often referred to or viewed as having "strength like a rock". Albeit flattering it is not quite true. It is more like the strength of an egg. An egg you ask? Yes!
If you'll think about it, you'll see my point.
An egg has a polished, smooth outer appearance, with no cracks or weak spots visible. It seems almost inconceivable that the inside might not be
as smooth or solid.
Most children, at some point, are shown the famous egg trick. An egg set at just the right angle can withstand enormous amounts of pressure and cannot be cracked or broken. Yet the same egg, tapped gently at an even
slightly different angle, will break. The contents, once so neatly concealed, will come spilling out. The no-longer perfect shell will be crushed. It looks so fragile that it seems inconceivable that it ever held any strength.
A rock, on the other hand is solid all the way through. To break it is almost impossible. If you succeed, you will find that there is nothing inside but more rock. It takes a lot more than pure hardness to hold the "HAND OF HOPE".
Parents of children with cancer are not solid all the way through. We hurt, we fear, we cry, we hope. It takes a very careful balancing act to keep the shell from being shattered. "Balancing an egg" while running a household,
going for doctors' visits and hospital stays, keeping the family together, and holding on to the constantly unraveling ties of your sanity can be very tricky indeed!
Occasionally, the angle will be off and the shell will break, shattering hope and the neatly secured appearances of a truly fragile existence. Unlike Humpty Dumpty, though, parents of children with cancer will pick
themselves up and put themselves back together again.
always in out thoughts, hearts and prayers..today and forever!!!
~*~Samantha's Story~*~
karen and sammi <mpbowelr1@aol.com>
- Friday, March 26, 2004 8:56 PM CST
Ortiz Family- Thinking about you guys daily. I've heard from Sheryl a couple of times since she left you. I'm glad she came your way before she left on her trip. I think that made her feel better and hopefully she can enjoy the trip knowing that Abby wanted her to go on it. I hope your days have some smiles in them.
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Friday, March 26, 2004 3:33 PM CST
Good luck to you in the difficult days ahead. Laura, Bronson, and Colton
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer <foryoucolton@aol.com >
- Friday, March 26, 2004 2:53 PM CST
Bert, Suzanne and Angel Abby
You remain in my thoughts and prayers. I know that Abby is looking down upon you and feels so blessed to have had you as her parents. God Bless
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Friday, March 26, 2004 12:52 AM CST
Bert & Suzanne: You remain in my thoughts and prayers through the difficult days ahead.
Carol Kotowski <carolkoto@aol.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, March 26, 2004 12:23 AM CST
Dear Bert & Suzanne,
I continue to pray for you both.
LOVE, KAY
KAY <KCROUCH@VANGUARDHEALTH.COM>
NASHVILLE, TN - Friday, March 26, 2004 8:06 AM CST
Wanted you all to know I continue to pray for all of you.
Amy <jessibubba@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, March 26, 2004 6:49 AM CST
Bless you...
Kasey Gunde <kasey.gunde@delta.com>
Mount Holly, NC US - Friday, March 26, 2004 4:36 AM CST
Just want you to know that I'm thinking of you always.Abby will forever be remembered in my heart.She touched alot of lives.She was a very stronger and brave little girl.Sending lots of love and prayers your way.Thinking of you always.
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON, AB CANADA - Friday, March 26, 2004 0:22 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Amanda fiiled me in on the service. She said it was beautiful. She really said Aunt Karen had wonderful stories to share. I loved the "zoo story".I am so glad that you have such wonderful family and friends. I'm so glad Amanda shared the story with me. Abby will always make me smile! Still thinking of you . Lots of love! Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 5:02 PM CST
We are so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. May time and your precious memories make each day a little easier.
God bless you,
The Frisby-Griffin Family
Connie, Danny and LaRae F-G <cdlfg@sprynet.com>
Wichita Falls, TX - Thursday, March 25, 2004 4:29 PM CST
We are so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. RIP
Praying for your strength to endure & your hearts to heal in time.
May God hold you in the palm of His hand,
www.caringbridge.org/page/shannon
Barb
- Thursday, March 25, 2004 1:10 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
We are so saddened by your loss. The memorial service was beautiful and a tribute to the wonderful life she had. She was wise beyond her years. She will live on in our hearts. We know that Abby is in heaven, surrounded by angels and in God's loving embrace. You are in our hearts and prayers. Love, Shaun, Howard, and Marisa
Shaun, Howard, and Marisa Choffel <hchoffel@cox.net>
Chesapeake, Va USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 12:35 AM CST
May Abby's memories always bring you a smile.God Bless you both.
Edna M. Dominguez <EDominguez02@aol.com>
Stockton, Ca USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 10:57 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
There has not a day gone by that I have not thought of your family and your sweet Angel Abby. She shall remain in my heart forever. I pray that you find comfort in knowing that she is with our Lord and all the other little Angels jumping up and down with joy! May God bless you both and give you peace.
Much Love and Many prayers,
Machele
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 9:50 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert --
I just wanted you to know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers. Abigail had such an impact on my life -- I fell in love with her the first time I saw her picture on Make A Child Smile. She is a beautiful child and I'm sure you know how blessed you were to be chosen to be this special Angel's parents. And, Abigail was certainly blessed to have been chosen to have such wonderful parents. I was praying so hard that the three of you would walk out of that hospital together happy and healthy, but that was not to be. My heart breaks for you as you now face your life without Abby. I can only imagine the pain you are feeling. I wish I could have been there to celebrate Abigail's life with you. She is certainly an inspiration to many (as are both of you). Abigail will always be remembered for her beauty (inside & out) and her spirt! Love,
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 8:53 AM CST
Thinking of you often. Please know all of my thoughts and prayers continue to be with your family.
Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!
~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~
Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Thursday, March 25, 2004 8:36 AM CST
Thinking of you and sweet Abby today. I talked to Jennifer's mom, Mary, on Monday and she spoke so highly of you both. I will continue to pray for strength and endurance for you as you walk through this dark time. Know that we are grieving with you.
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Austin, TX - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 11:48 PM CST
Just stopping by to let you know that your in our thought's and prayer's.
God Bless you.
Love, LaKota and her mom,Debbie
~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~
http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 10:16 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
Thank you so much for everything! I was so glad that we were able to change some plans to come and spend some time with you....It was so hard to leave your house last night...You have a wonderful caring family who treated us like we were part of the family, God Bless them all... they are all very sweet!
I miss Abby so much...tonite after we ate supper at Cracker Barrel I was in the gift shop and there was a precious porcelin doll and right away I thought Abby would love that doll...it just hit me that I will never beable to buy her anything again....I broke down and I had to leave...this is so hard!
I love you both very much~ its so hard to watch someone that we love hurt so bad...I will always be here for you both day or night, please call if you need to !
We made it to Mobile, Alabama tonite...we just kept driving, I think we both needed that!
Love Always
Angel Sheryl
Princess~
I miss you so much!!! Going to Virginia was so hard for me, but something I needed to do...I had a hard time walking into your room, you have such a sweet room...
Tuesday night was really hard for me, your silly mommy was trying to comfort me... she is so special...All of your family is so special princess...and alot of people knew that I was your Angel Sheryl....You are so loved... all the beautiful roses that the Brownie troop brought was very special...mommy & daddy did a wonderful job of displaying all your special things.. it was really hard to see all of it...its going to take a long time before my heart stops aching..you are so special to me!
I LOVE YOU TO HEAVEN AND BACK!!
Angel hugs & Butterfly kisses to my princess!!!!!!
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Relaxing in Mobile , Alabama, - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:47 PM CST
Uncle Bert and Aunt Suzanne,
My deepest condolences. Abby was one of the most joyful and amazing people ever to grace the planet. I always thought she spoke with much more experience than her years would imply. I am thankful that she was at peace when she departed. I hope that you can all perservere in her name and continue for her.
Love,
Lewis
Lewis Grunberg <lmgrun@unm.edu>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 4:10 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Dawn and I are truly saddened by your loss. May God comfort you during this difficult time, and your family will always be in our prayers. We believe you will forever feel Abby's presence through the lives she has touched in her very special way. If we can help with anything please let us know. Our prayers are with you and may God bless you and your family.
The Munson Family: Craig, Dawn, Kayla and Kayne
Craig Munson <cmunson667@aol.com>
Cape Elizabeth, ME - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 1:26 PM CST
Thinking of you today and every day.
Sending prayers and support,
Kelly
Kelly Christoferson <kelly9672@yahoo.com>
Otsego, MN USA!!! - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 11:39 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne-
Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers more than ever today during this very difficult time for you.
God Bless,
Dawn Dains Alexandria's Angels <daisydains@msn.com>
Ofallon, mo usa - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 11:28 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne, and family,
I am stopping by again to let you know I am just an email away if you need me. You are in my thoughts and prayers. May He who comforts all mourners console you in your time of grief.
Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna
ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net
http://tacheiru.us/unfettered
Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna <ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net >
Columbus, GA USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 9:41 AM CST
Still praying for you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 9:04 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Abby will always be in our hearts. She touched our lives in a very special way. God Bless you Angel Abigail!!
With Sympathy,
Gene,Debbie,Sarah,Kathryn,Meredith and Dwayne <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:38 AM CST
Thinking of you especially today. Prayers are with you.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:14 AM CST
Bert,
We are so sorry to hear about the loss of your daughter. Please know that your family is in our thoughts and prayers, and if we can help with anything please let me know. God bless.
Rich & Lori Simpson <richard.e.simpson@navy.mil>
Virginia Beach, Va - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 7:30 AM CST
I check your site often- Abby was such a special kid, and we will never forget her happy little face every time she had to come to the PICU for procedures, just like all the other special kids from the Hem/Onc Dept. May God keep you in His tender care in this difficult time.
Cinda Ross, R.N. <lvcinda1@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 6:02 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you in this trying time.
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 0:02 AM CST
We are very sorry to hear about your loss. Please know that we are praying for you. God bless.
The Metz Family <bmetz@elp.rr.com>
El Paso , TX USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 10:02 PM CST
Goodnight sweet princess.
And may wings of angels
sing thee to thy rest.
Bert and Suzanne
Thinking of you with aching heart.
Bob Tirone
East Hartford, Ct USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 9:20 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne, I am thinking of you during this difficult time. I will never forget little abbys face she had a beautiful smile and sparkle to her. She was magical. I know you must be lost without your princess. I pray You feel Gods Love.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 8:22 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne: Thinking of you in this very difficult time. Thank you for taking the time to update Abby's site! I check back often tosee how you are doing! Praying for your strength and peace.
Caryn Hursey <cidarling@yahoo.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 4:26 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne we're thinking of you. You will always be in our thoughts and prayers especially this week. Sending you our love, comfort & support.
The Berry Family,
Max, Debbie, Samantha, Max & Caroline
The Berry Family <smac3k@aol.com>
Trinity, FL - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 2:16 PM CST
thinking of you and praying for you as you have visitation tonight and service tomorrow.
Ruthie Richardson <grdrichardson@yahoo.com>
Manvel, Tx - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 1:27 PM CST
We continue to think of you all and especially precious Angel Abby. She touched so many lives...
Sheri, Shannon & Ashton (t-cell ALL; age 7) Schaffer <snschaffer@cox.net>
Vienna, VA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 10:55 AM CST
You are both in our thoughts and prayers. It is still so hard to believe that precious Abigail is in Heaven. We will never forget her. God bless you both!
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 10:49 AM CST
Just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you both. May you feel the arms of our Heavenly Father now and always. In His love,
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 10:19 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
I remember Abby at the Norfolk Tides baseball game, throwing peanut shells ten rows forward, laughing and yelling at the other team. She had a good arm! ...I'll never meet a tougher kid.
God bless both of you.
Jesse Benton <ensbentonjw@yahoo.com>
Saint Louis, MO USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 9:07 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne:
Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of both of you and remembering Abigail.
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 8:14 AM CST
Just letting you know we're thinking of you and that our hearts are aching. We were looking at our playgroup photo album and it just doesn't seem possible that she's gone.
We love you,
Reed, Robin and Michael <robinsauter@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Monday, March 22, 2004 8:12 PM CST
The picture you have of Abby at the beginning of the site is just beautiful.
I am so sorry for your loss.
Barb Condecon
Surfed over here from Katia Solomon's site.
Barb Condecon <cowmum2003iowa@aol.com>
Council Bluffs, IA USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 7:43 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
I wish I could be there tomorrow to show my support and love for you and Abby. Please know that you are in my thoughts and in my heart and always will be. Abby has touched my heart in a way that I can't describe. Thank you for sharing your jewel. I will always be grateful to you! With you in thoughts and prayers. Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 6:58 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
I have meant to sign the guestbook, but have never had the words to write. Abigail was so special to me and I was so saddenned to hear that she had passed. I will be attending the service tomorrow with my dad.
Always in my thoughts,
Amanda
Amanda Barrington www.caringbridge.org/va/amandabarrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 22, 2004 4:53 PM CST
So sorry to hear of your loss.
Susan, Jay, Becca, Sammi & Trouble <jaglighting@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, mb Canada - Monday, March 22, 2004 2:16 PM CST
Just letting you know I'm thinking of you
Take care
sara
Visit Sams Page
Sara joy <m.joy@tesco.net >
uk - Monday, March 22, 2004 1:17 PM CST
To the Ortize Family
I have had Abby on mine and many other prayer lists for a long time now. I'm very saddend to hear of her passing but rejoice in her new surroundings. Bert, I will keep you and your family on my list for the hard weeks to come. God Bless you all
George Bain <gbain@sermc.spear.navy.mil>
Atalntic Beach , Fl - Monday, March 22, 2004 12:14 AM CST
Still praying for you during this difficult time.
Briana Roehling <brianaroehling@hotmail.com>
Pflugerville, TX - Sunday, March 21, 2004 8:36 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert, we love you. Abby will be looking out for you both, just as you have done for her. She left knowing that she was loved. You have done a wonderful job with her.
Catherine, Eric, Alex, and Miguel Yerena <boogit4us@netzero.net>
Long Beach, MS - Sunday, March 21, 2004 6:52 PM CST
How lucky you are to have such special neighbors. While in Mass today I prayed and prayed for you. My heart was just aching with the thought of you going home without your baby. I can't imagine how it must have felt walking through the door of your home and your angel's room. May time grant you some peace as only God can give it.
love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Sunday, March 21, 2004 6:30 PM CST
I was so sorry to hear that Abby passed away. I am glad I was able to take care of her for a small amount of time, and to know such a wonderful family. I wish I had gotten to meet the little girl in the picture...My thoughts are with you, Take care, Amy
Amy Howells
Deer Park, TX USA - Sunday, March 21, 2004 4:10 PM CST
Still holding you you in my prayers. Glad you had a safe trip home. What wonderful neighbors you must have.
Amy <jessibubba@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh , PA - Sunday, March 21, 2004 4:01 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne - We just want you to know that we continue to think of and pray for you and your families. We're thankful you had a safe trip back home. Much love.
Sue, Rob, Amanda, Zach and Amelia West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Sunday, March 21, 2004 12:02 AM CST
Angel Abby, Suzanne and Bert
I continue to hold you in my prayers. I still come to this page daily with tears in my eyes but knowing that Abby is now at home with God helps. She is such a beatiful young one. God Bless
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Sunday, March 21, 2004 7:57 AM CST
Thinking of and praying for all of you still. Hoping things are going as well as they possibly can be for all of you. Also thinking of *Abby* everyday. I'll pop onto her CB page sometimes, even when I know an update hasn't been made, just to see that sweet face of hers.
Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!
~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~
Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Saturday, March 20, 2004 9:59 PM CST
Hello Suzanne and Bert,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss of Abigail.
My thoughts and prayers are with you. Phil Rose
Phil Rose <PROTOCALL55@AOL.COM>
Farmingdale, ME USA - Saturday, March 20, 2004 8:26 PM CST
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers as I tearfully write this. My 12 year old daughter Chassidy lost her battle with AML July 27, 3003. She passed very much like Abby did-organ failure. May God give you peace and strength.
Tonya www.caringbridge.org/il/chassidy <tmax1970@hotmail.com>
Metropolis, IL - Saturday, March 20, 2004 7:11 PM CST
Thinking of you each and every day...you are in my prayers!
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Saturday, March 20, 2004 5:44 PM CST
Dear Angel Abigals family,
First Daddy Bert, I think what u wrote was beautiful, where so many men would hold back their feelings, simply because they were a man.
I don't know what it is like to lose a child, but if I had one as sick as Abby, I would want them to go to Heaven as Abby did.
Please know that I will continue to have your entire family in my thoughts and prayers.
I loved her too,
(((((((((((hugs))))))))))
Love Eileen A Bear Who Cares
Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
Levittown, NY USA - Saturday, March 20, 2004 4:50 PM CST
I am sad to hear of your loss, but am happy to know she is in GOOD hands with GOD! I came across your webpage from another website at Caring bridge. I am a caring bridge member also, my 2 year old son just received a Kidney transplant and is having several medical difficulties besides his kidneys, but children are the greatest gift from GOD no matter what! My prayers to you and your family.
Kiinani & Tanner Faulkner <kaunapua1@sbcglobal.net>
Vacaville, CA - Saturday, March 20, 2004 1:58 PM CST
To Angel Abby's Dear Family,
May God hold you near and give you strength until you meet sweet Abigail again in Heaven. God bless you.
Machele
The Akers family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Saturday, March 20, 2004 1:32 PM CST
Thinking of you all at this time. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers every day.
Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!
~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~
Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Saturday, March 20, 2004 10:57 AM CST
I am thinking of you and your family. I also am thinking of beautiful Angel Abby. What a remarkable girl. She had a short life but made and impact on so many. It is amazing how in there short lives they can touch more hearts then most of us who have lived so many years. All the children who are fighting or who won there battles are truely and inspiration and I admire them so much.
I agree with you when you say it is hard to overcome when you have multiple organs shutting down. That same thing happened to my Dustin. It is the toughest thing in the world to stand by and watch the amazing children fight and keep fighting right up to there last breath. In the end they are exactly how we want them disease and pain free. Now our pain is worst, the pain of losing a child is so intense. I will take any pain for my son, so he does not have to suffer anymore. I hope you had a safe trip back home. I am sure you were guided by a very special guardian angel. It is heartbreaking to see how many children became angels so young just in the last few months.
www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 20, 2004 10:34 AM CST
To Abby's Family and Friends --
I just wanted to let you know that you all remain in my thoughts and prayers. Abby truly did impact an untold number of people and has left such an impression on me that it's virtually impossible not to continue to check the website frequently. I hope your trip back to Virginia was a good one and that God has blessed you with love, peace and understanding.
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga - Friday, March 19, 2004 11:25 PM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are with your family.
God Bless all of you.
Love,
Ethan & Ronnie (Ethan's Mom)
www.caringbridge.org/mo/ethan
Ronnie Herman <ronnieher@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Friday, March 19, 2004 10:06 PM CST
God has received a angel to watch over us all. Abigail will laugh and run and have a new beginning. Ruth and I are truly saddened for the families loss. know that God has taken her into his loving arms and she will feel only love and contentment. we will all miss her grace and strong will. we hope to attend the services in Chesapeake. If there is anything we can do Please call D. Gibson 757-546-9337. our prayers are with you dwight and ruth Gibson
Dwight / Ruth gibson <ltgib47@aol.com>
Chesapeake, Va 23322 - Friday, March 19, 2004 9:52 PM CST
I guess I should know what to see since I am in the process of facing the same thing with Maxie. But there are no words enough to say to someone at this time. I hope that you are in relief that she is pain free. May God bless your family with continues strength. www.caringbridge.org/va/maxie/
Christy <maxiewithlove@aol.com>
Amelia, VA - Friday, March 19, 2004 9:14 PM CST
To Abby's Family: I am so sorry for your loss. May your faith & the knowledge that Abby is free from pain & cancer guide you thru these difficult times.
Charlene
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Ont. Canada - Friday, March 19, 2004 7:42 PM CST
Dear Abigails family
I have just come upon your site I am so sorry to hear your little girl has lost her fight with A.m.L I know she would of put up a huge fight my son jacob (12) has aml also he is a fighter too I know the pain and struggle these kids have to face stay strong thankyou for your site.I will pray she is in heaven with her pups my jacob loves animals too
love jacob's mum www.caringbridge.org/me/jacob
deanne mcleod-steinmetz <deanne_jon@iprimus.com>
brisbane, Q.L.D Australia - Friday, March 19, 2004 3:07 PM CST
Hello All!!! I hope everyone has a safe trip back home to Virginia. We all know it's not how the trip home was supposed to turn out, but there are so many people waiting for you you guys to get back home. Keep your heads up. I hope you guys have a nice time with Sheryl and her husband, I know she's anxious to see you and the family in Virgina.
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Friday, March 19, 2004 12:49 AM CST
Bert & Suzanne ~
Thinking of you as are traveling home....It was good to talk to you last night Bert.
We are leaving for Virginia early tomorrow morning and plan to be in by Monday... I will give you a call when we get settled ok~
I love you both very much.. see you soon!
BIG HUGS!!!
ALWAYS & FOREVER
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Friday, March 19, 2004 10:45 AM CST
The family picture is just beautiful! More love and prayers and hugs to all of you! Dr. Gwyn and Ron
Dr. G. A. Nethaway <clsailor@sprynet.com>
- Friday, March 19, 2004 10:41 AM CST
Still praying for you during this difficult time. The family picture on the site is beautiful! May God give you peace, comfort and strength in the days ahead.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, March 19, 2004 10:22 AM CST
I have kept up with Abby for quite a while now. I know how hard she has fought. She was quite a special young lady who was blessed with loving parents and a very large support group. Have lost my husband to cancer I know it is hard on all. The Lord has carried you this far and will continue to give you support and strength to deal with this terrible loss. Abby had lots of people who have taken her to their hearts and she, along with you all will stay there. May God bless you and keep you and give you strength.
Martha G. Price <mprice@coastalnet.com>
Windsor, NC USA - Friday, March 19, 2004 9:57 AM CST
What a wonderful picture!! God Bless you both. Please know that I am thinking of you at this time, and will be for sometime. Peace be with you both..
Kasey Gunde <kasey.gunde@delta.com>
Mount Holly, NC US - Friday, March 19, 2004 5:27 AM CST
I am a friend of Cheyenne's. Be aware of my thoughts and prayers during this time and the days to come. May God bless you and your family. May you focus on the beautiful memories rather than dwelling on the loss.
Melanie Phillips <rphillips148@comcast.net>
Savannah, GA - Friday, March 19, 2004 5:03 AM CST
Words cannot begin to express how terribly sorry I am for your loss. You are in my thoughts.
Amy Petz www.caringbridge.org/az/bennylove <wildpetz@cox.net>
Tucson, AZ - Friday, March 19, 2004 2:31 AM CST
I am truly sorry to hear of your loss. I too know what is like to loose a child to a rare condition. If you need to talk I am here to listen. I will continue to pray for you and your family. God bless.
Heather Norris <Laners284@sbcglobal.net>
Norwich, CT - Thursday, March 18, 2004 8:05 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Our heartfelt prayers go out to you during these difficult times. May God be with you both as we certainly know he's now with Abby.
Len Friddle and Family <lmfriddle@aol.com>
Virginia Beach, VA US - Thursday, March 18, 2004 6:41 PM CST
MAY GOD BE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. I WILL ALWAYS KEEP ABBY IN MY HEART. MY PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU.
SHANDRA POPE ,RN (NMCP)
VA BEACH, VA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 3:03 PM CST
I wish you comfort and peace in knowing that Abby's work here on Earth was complete. I think it is safe to say that we all understand that God gives us a purpose here on Earth and Abby had the ability to get her job done quickly. What a wonderful little fighter and look how many lives she touched. God saw she had something very special to give and you (Mom and Dad) handled it so bravely as well. I will continue to pray for your whole family and please keep in touch with us through this website so we can make sure you are healing. Some say time heals all wounds - not true, LOVE heals all wounds. May God bless you and keep you strong!
Barbara <willbarb@ptd.net>
Stroudsburg, PA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 2:43 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne, We will not be able to make Abby's service, but please know that you're in our thoughts and prayers.
Deb and Caleb Mitchell <debmi@aol.com>
Fleming Island, FL USA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 1:59 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne, our deepest sympathies and prayers go out to you. You have been and will be in our prayers..
Jeff and Sandy
Jeff Tidd <droopy4@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 1:46 PM CST
I just wanted to extend my thoughts and prayers to you at this time. May God be with you.
Cathy Peters <www.caringbridge.org/canada/isobel jacon@shaw.ca>
St.Albert, AB Canada - Thursday, March 18, 2004 12:21 AM CST
Bert,
We are back again in Arkansas and just heard about Abby, we're so sorry! Our prayers continue to be with your family during this very rough time.
Paul and JoAnn
Paul and JoAnn Remick <paul.remick@navy.mil>
Chesapeake, Va - Thursday, March 18, 2004 11:41 AM CST
I just started reading about Abby about two weeks ago. What a very very special little girl - and what very special parents she has.
My heart goes out to you. I have prayed and will continue to pray for peace and understanding.
Cindy C. <ccrider@atctx.com>
Houston, Tx USA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 10:12 AM CST
I wanted to thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. Abby was indeed a special little girl. Although I never had the opportunity to personally meet her, I have heard so much about her from Angel Sheryl. You all have made a HUGE impact in Sheryl's life. She is so proud of her little princess. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you today and always. Hold each other and help one another through this trying time. It's what Abby would have wanted. I, in turn, will do my best to comfort Angel Sheryl and be here for her. Abby will be missed here on earth, but heaven sure gained a wonderful little princess!
(((HUGS)))
Angel Tammy
Rush City, MN - Thursday, March 18, 2004 8:39 AM CST
My mind is filled with beautiful thoughts and memories of sweet Abigail. She will always be in my heart. Bert & Suzanne we send you peace & comfort.
With Much Love and Sympathy, Max, Debbie, Samantha, Max & Caroline Berry <smac3k@aol.com>
Trinity, FL - Thursday, March 18, 2004 8:34 AM CST
We are praying for your safe return to Virginia. Please know that our hearts and prayers are with you. God bless you both!
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 8:11 AM CST
I wish so badly I could come. I will be there in my thoughts though. I can't stop thinking about you and your Angel. Next week will be so hard, I will be there in spirit and prayer. God bless.
love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Thursday, March 18, 2004 7:49 AM CST
Sweet Angle Abby, I can see you flying free. I had a dream about you last night. Even though I have never met you if felt so real. Keep playing inthose gates of heaven! Please look over your mommy and daddy! I know you will!
Suzanne & Bert,
My thoughts and prayers will always be with you. Thank you for sharing Abby's journey with all of us. She has touched our lives just as much as you have.
In Gods Loving Hands,
Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com>
Coon Rpaids, MN USA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 7:28 AM CST
My prayers are with you and your family. Abby was so blessed to have you while she was here on earth. May God bless all of you and lift you up as you struggle with this tremendous loss. A Caring Bridge Grandma
Kathy <kgentry2@yahoo.com>
Argenta, IL USA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 7:06 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne:
We know your struggle has been long and your courage has been an inspiration to us all. We love you and hold you close in our prayers. May god grant you peace in abundance and may you feel both his love and ours as the days pass. Taco and I are here for you upon your return anything you need any time you need it just call. We love you both.
Taco and Natalie <tomcattdylady@aol.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, March 18, 2004 6:58 AM CST
Dearest Bert and Suzanne
My heart aches with you on the loss of your sweet little Abby.
Helmi
Helmi <helmi@cox.net>
Chesapeake, - Thursday, March 18, 2004 5:58 AM CST
I am so sorry that Abby died. Her story has really touched my heart. I will pray for you over these coming days, and her memory will live on even with me, who only heard her story a month ago.
Meg <theredshoegirl@REMOVETHIShotmail.com>
England - Thursday, March 18, 2004 5:52 AM CST
Just letting you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers tonight.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 9:12 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
It was with great sorrow that I received the sad news of Abby's passing.Although we didn't know her well,the members of the association all felt she was one of our family.
I remember her 51/2year birthday party in the Portsmouth hospital.She was a Wisconsin sailor that day and we immediately all fell in love with her.
The good Lord blessed us all by giving her to us to love and learn how to act under adverse conditions and times.She was a true angel. May God give you both the strength to continue in life as Abby would want you to.
Carl Capestrain, President USS Wisconsin Association <carlbb64@neo.rr.com>
North Canton, Ohio USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 9:03 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne, We are saddened to hear the news that Abby passed away. Our thoughts are with you. We are here for you when you return home and will help in any way we can. We love you and grieve with you. Rodger and Kristina
Rodger and Kristina Elkins <maristar230@cox.net >
Virginia Beach, Va USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 8:22 PM CST
Stopping by to send lot's of prayer's your way. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Please know that you are always's in our thought's & prayer's.
Love,LaKota and her mom, Debbie
Thank you for your beautiful friendship.
God Be With You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~
We little knew that morning,
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
You did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
You left us with beautiful memories,
Your love is still our guide.
And though we cannot see you,
You are always by our side.
Our family chain is broken,
And nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 7:02 PM CST
Thinking of you today as you have Abby's service in Texas. Thanks for sharing her with others and bringing bright spots to our lives. Love and prayers! Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 5:56 PM CST
Praying for you today as you have the service to celebrate Abby's life. It will be a bittersweet day. I am praying for all of Abby's family and friends.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 4:01 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne
It has taken me awhile to be able to post again. :(
Well I have been such a mess today too!!! Everytime I close my eyes, or look outside I see Abby. Everything I do, I see her precious face. I have been a crybaby all day today for some reason.
We love you both so much. And the entries on this guestbook reaffirm that. PLease know we are keeping you close to our hearts adn souls. God bless you both and our precious angel abby.
Nancy
http://www.geocities.com/kellycountry2002/index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 17, 2004 3:45 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne- I have kept you both in my thoughts ever since Abby's death. And at this moment you are having her service at the hospital. I will plan to attend her service in Chesapeake next Wed. I keep her picture and the one of the three of you nearby. She was such a precious child. Much love...
Carol Manuel <msmanuel@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 3:26 PM CST
Suzanne & Bert, I am so very sorry. Abby was such a joy to be around. I ache w/you all right now. If there is anything you need please let me know. You all became a part of our lives, our FAMILY exactly 2 years ago when Adriana was diagnosed. You will forever me part of our EDMARC Family. Your strength and encouraging words got us through many days. Abby will forever be in our hearts. I will pray for you as you make your journey back here to VA. I will see you next week. We love you both and will be here if you need anything. Love, the Bombela's
David, Flo, Michael, Serina and Adriana Bombela
Flo Bombela <bombela2@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 3:18 PM CST
Angel Abby & Family
Thinking of you today and everyday
Karen Viteritti <kviteritti@yahoo.com>
Florham Park, NJ USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 3:18 PM CST
Your guestbook is an incredible outpouring of love and caring, it is simply amazing to scan through!! Being in a similiar situation a month ago, I know that no words will take away your pain, but hope that you take comfort in knowing that Abigail touched many lives. Here is a quote that I love..."Nothing is ever wholly lost, that which is excellent remains forever a part of this universe." RW Emerson. Ryan and Abigail will forever be with us. All of my tears and hugs.....
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Wednesday, March 17, 2004 2:29 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
I have been thinking about you all day, I can't seem to get you off my mind, I wish I were there to give you both a giant hug!
I was supposed to work all day, but I knew I just couldn't today, I knew that I would break down as I thought about you all at the memorial service this afternoon...My heart is aching so much...I just can't even imagine what you are going through ~ Its so hard to concentrate and act like your ok when deep down you are hurting so bad, but you know that you have to go on... It really sucks!
Ya know, as I sat and looked back at all the guestbook entries, there are so many people who have said that Abigail touched their lives so very much, and to me that is HUGE, this little girl was put on this earth for a reason, there was something special about her, something very special! I know that she touched my heart like no one else has ever and I am very honored to have been apart of her life ~ She will always be my princess!!
THANK YOU for sharing her with me.
She is loved by millions of people from all this world!
I LOVE YOU BOTH!!
Hold each other tightly
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 2:10 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
I have been on the verge of tears ever since I found out about Abby. Though I never met her, she has touched my life in a way I'll never fully understand. What an angel. I am so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you constantly.
Marlene
Marlene Fletcher <mfletcher@warnerpacific.edu>
Portland, or us - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 1:28 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne and family
Sorry to read about your loss.
We to have a son with AML M7, and our thoughts are with you at this hard time.
http://www.caringbridge.org/europe/matty
Thinking of you all from across the waters.
jackie woodley <jackie@woodley5212.freeserve.co.uk>
Truro, Cornwall, England - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 12:24 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Our sincerest sympathy goes out to both of you in your loss. I know no words can express what you are going through right now. We have a group of people on our mailing list that is praying for ya'll. Ed, from our list, wanted me to share this poem with you.
Angel Friends
A beautiful little angel showed up to Heaven's gates,
Confused and unknowing the plan that for her awaits.
Then another little angel walked up and took her hand,
And said, "Please don't be sad, you're in the Promised Land."
"I'm glad to be here but I do not think I was to go,
Perhaps there was a mistake, for my mommy wanted me so!"
The little greeting angel gave a sweet smile and said,
"My mommy wanted me too, but to Heaven I was led.
You see, we do not get to choose when on Earth it's time to go.
He gave us life, love and joy and a mother's womb to grow.
The Lord still needs new angels to guide them down on earth.
To watch over, comfort them, and help them see their worth."
"Is there still a way that I can sleep in my mommy's bed?"
The greeting angel grinned and said, "That luxury you will keep.
I visit my mommy nightly and softly sing her to sleep."
The little angel replied, "Then I think I'll like it here.
I'll visit my mommy nightly and weaken her pain and fears.
I love her and will keep her safe at night and in between,
And let her know with a sweet memory that she is still with me."
The greeting angel gave the new friend a big hug and said,
"Until our mommy's meet us here, let's be best angel friends."
"Okay," said the new angel, "that sounds good to me."
Then the angels sat and played keeping their mommy's
in sight, Humming the tune to the song they would sing
to their mommies tonight.
God Bless you both. Love Debi and John Grady
Debi <jgrady@wansol.com>
El Paso, Texas USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 12:09 AM CST
I am so saddened to hear about your angel's death. But I am lightened to know that she has now passed on to God's Garden of peace and beauty. Abigail's last few days sound very much like my son Caedan's. The organs have such a time fighting such failure. Caedan was 9-1/2 when he died and I'm sure there is a special gate for our children to welcome other's who have bravely fought the fight of cancer. I'm sure Caedan and many other children were right there to greet Abigail and show her God's light.
With Sadness, Maryla Gallagher <goldribbon8@hotmail.com ~ www.caringbridge.org/canada/caedan>
London, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 11:56 AM CST
Your writing is very beautiful. I am very sorry to hear of your beautiful daughter leaving earth so soon. I will be praying for you.
Dianne Goings <dianneg@integraonline.com>
Prior Lake, MN - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 11:41 AM CST
Wishing you love and strength to help carry you through this difficult day, please accept my prayers for you both. While the ceremonies this afternoon will be difficult, I hope that they also bring you pride and family togetherness as you celebrate Abby's life.
Love and sorrow,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 10:41 AM CST
Dear Bert & Suzanne: May God give you His "peace that passes understanding" and may you be comforted with the knowledge that when Abby drew her last breath here, her next breath was drawn in the presence of her Savior! You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Marge Argetsinger <marge_argetsinger@sehamerica.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 10:04 AM CST
Just letting you two know that I have lifted you in prayer this morning. May you sense God's presence during this storm. Peace and love to you!
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 9:23 AM CST
I am so saddened to learn of Abigail's passing, I pray for comfort for your family during this time. I believe whole-heartedly that Abigail had a purpose on this Earth and that she touched and changed so many lives, including my own. I only met her once, but that was all it took to realize how special she was. You are right, she is now playing in heaven and free of any pain and suffering. My prayers are with your family during this time of loss.
Deonna
Harrisonburg, VA US - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 8:09 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
I learned of Abby on the MACS website. My 5 1/2 year old daughter, Ashley, is featured there for July 2001. My heart goes out to you! Your strength and faith in our Lord is a true testament of his LOVE and DEVOTION to you and your sweet angel Abby. With my daughter's disease I have watched many young children pass away into the gates of Heaven. However, it's never easy to deal with. These children I have never met, but their dealth like Abby's has affected me greatly! These children will never be forgotten because they did leave a permanent mark on this earth and in our hearts!
Laurie <Laurie@cfl.rr.com>
FL - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 7:41 AM CST
Ever since my associates at Resource Bank adopted your family, you have been in my thoughts and prayers. That will not change and I hope that you can feel the sense of God during these difficult times.
Mike Kos <mkos@resourcebnk.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 6:51 AM CST
Just wanted to let you know that we're thinking of and praying for you today (as we are every day!).
Sue, Rob, Amanda, Zach and Amelia West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 5:25 AM CST
Dear family...
My thoughts and prayers are with You in this sad time..
Hugs, Susanne
Susanne Håkansson <lehte56@hotmail.com>
Simrishamn, Skane Sweden - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 3:59 AM CST
Dearest Bert and Suzanne,
Words cannot express what I feel in my heart. Abby will be dearly missed by all who knew her. I just cannot imagine how it must be for you, her parents. You all are in my prayers. I had a dream on Thursday night about Abby. In my dream she was all better and up playing with Haley and I. I know she is all better up in heaven now and is looking down on you and all her friends and family. I know Haley has one more guardian angel up there. I want you to know that Abby will always have a very special place in my heart. You all were the first people we met in this cancer journey, and Abby made a huge impression on me then. She was so wise beyond her years. She was 6 when we met, and Haley was 3. Haley was having a bone marrow biopsy that day and was crying because she was hungry and couldn't eat. Abby was so sweet trying to comfort her, telling her how she knew how bad it was when you couldn't eat because they were going to take your bone marrow. Mike and I were so blown away by how much she really knew about what was going on. She was so courageous. She really made a lasting impression on us that first day we met her. It was an honor to know her. I do hope that if there is ever anything we can do to help you guys out - anything - that you will let us know. We are sending lots of love and prayers your way.
Love,
Mike, Holly and Haley Curtis
Holly Curtis <haley25wks@cox.net>
Portsmouth, VA 23707 - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 10:36 PM CST
I just got back from being on Det and I'm sorry to hear about Abby. I pray that The Lord will give you comfort and peace.
Barbara Wright <barb03@ureach.com>
Virginia Beach, VA - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 7:54 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne and family,
I am so saddened to learn that Abby's fight had ended. I have followed her caringbridge site for a while now, and I somehow really felt she was going to make it. It sounds like she gave it all she could. She was very lucky to have you as parents by her side through it all.
I'm sure you will miss her always. I pray that you can find some peace.
carol
cleveland, oh - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 7:01 PM CST
I'm so sorry to hear about ABBY.. I had been praying for her nightly along with my other children thru lighting childrens lives. I am hoping she finds peace now and is happy with god... It sounds as if her suffering was hard to endure and at least she's at peace now.. GOD bE with your family during this time and I LOVE YOU all.. ABBY's story inspired me tremendously..
michael shorts <mikeshorts@sbcglobal.net>
san ramon, ca usa - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 6:32 PM CST
She has found her life again--free from pain, full of smiles and laughter. I can't imagine the pain of her absence in your life. May you rest in the comfort of God's gentle embrace during the days ahead. You have been and will remain in our prayers.
Vicki
Hurst, TX - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 5:00 PM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you during this time of loss.
Anita <armoore@charter.net>
Sikeston, MO - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 3:39 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
My deepest Sympthanies to you and your entire family. I have Followed Abby's site for some time and was amazed by how strong she was. What a fighter she was. She is is Gods Loving hands and I am sure she was greeted at the gates of heavan by all of my dear caring brigde kids who have gone beofre her. She is flying free, She is happy and running with all the angels. She will be your gauardian angle.
May you find strength in God over these next few days, weeks , months, years. Know that I will never forget you and always check in to offer you continued support and prayers.
Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com>
Coon Rapids, MN usa - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 3:32 PM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are w/you during this very difficult time. We're so sorry for your loss.
Jim & Mary Lou Harney <jamesharney@sbcglobal.net>
Ellington, CT - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 3:22 PM CST
A Little Angel Love!
If we have faith and love
That we are in God's care,
Then we can believe His angels
Are with us everywhere.
Guardian angels have been sent
To protect us from any harm,
And to teach us about love and peace,
And keep our spirits calm.
You're so very special to me
Each and every day,
That I asked the angels to bring
A little more love your way.
I love you !!
Keep holding each other tightly!
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 3:10 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
You and Abigail will always be in our thoughts and prayers.
We pray for God to give you comfort and strength. We pray for Abigail.
"A sunset on earth is a sunrise in Heaven." Matt Anderson
Brian and Donna Mooney <b-mooney@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 1:11 PM CST
I have been following Abby's progress for about 8 weeks and you have all been in my prayers. I work at the Virginia Chapter of The Luekemia & Lymphoma Society and was introduced to your page by another co worker. We were devastated Monday morning when we saw the new entry. It is so frustrating not to have a cure that could have saved Abby and so many like her. You are heros in my eyes to have endured so much and had such faith in the Lord. It did make it easier knowing Abby is no longer in pain and in the presence of our Savior. I have a 9 year old daughter myself so your loss really hit home. We have been praying for you and will continue to pray for you as you stuggle through the years without your princess.
God Bless you
Donna Blake <blaked@lls.org>
Newport News, Va 23606 - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 1:04 PM CST
May GOD be with you.
With Love,
Jenny <kappes@lakedalelink.net>
South Haven, mn - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 12:53 AM CST
I have been out of town since last Thursday and was not able to check Abby's website until this morning. I have no idea what you are going through. I lost my mother to leukemia but not my child. But what I do know is that they both are walking with Jesus as I type this. Halleluiah! Bert & Suzanne, I will continue to pray for your strength each and every day. May you feel, especially now, the ever present love and comfort that comes from our Heavenly Father.
KAY <KCROUCH@VANGUARDHEALTH.COM>
NASHVILLE, TN - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 12:32 AM CST
We are so sorry for the loss of your precious little girl, Abby. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers. God bless.
Randy, Robin, Jake & Gracie Boger <Robin.Boger@rbc.com>
Lewisville, NC - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 11:26 AM CST
Thinking of you all today. Hoping and praying that you guys are doing ok. Know that you are loved and supported.
Christy
Christy Porter <angel@angeldreamz.net>
Palm Springs, CA USA - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 10:46 AM CST
Bert, Suzanne & Angel Abby--your family endured much pain and suffering to teach us the value of life. Thank you for sharing your life with us these past years. I know I cherish and hug my three beautiful teenage daughters with more urgency then before. You have taught us you cannot take the one important thing that God has given us for granted--LIFE. Please know that your in my prayers, here in Cincinnati. Be strong!!!!
Connie <cheviot@fuse.net>
Cincinnati, OH - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 10:44 AM CST
Bert, Suzanne, and extended family-
We are so sorry for the loss of Abby. I can't imagine what you must be going through.
We will continue to pray for you both and for everyone that loved Abby. She will be missed forever.
Continued love and support,
Angel Kelly
Kelly Christoferson <kelly9672@hotmail.com>
Otsego, MN USA!!! - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 9:46 AM CST
Bert & Suzanne:
Thank you for continuing to update. I know this is a difficult time but I hope you continue to let us know how you are doing as we continue to pray for you..
IDEA... when my father passed away someone gave me a crystal to hang in the window that sun shines in. That way whenever you see the rainbow colors on the floor, ceiling or wall you know Abby is there.... I love it cuz then I know my Dad is there with me.... Also when you dream of Abby even if it is when she is sick I have been told that means they are thinking of you.... so even when I have the recurring dream of my dad being sick... I wake up with a smile knowing My Dad is still thinking of me... May God continue to bless you as you have your service tomorrow and then head for home.
Keep the faith!!!!!
Jim. Marjie & Jenni Rinehart <jmrwil17@kdsi.net>
oskaloosa, ia United States - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 8:50 AM CST
Still here, still praying for your family.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 8:31 AM CST
You don't know me, I found your site through visiting another. My daughter has cancer. My thoughts and prayers are with you during your time of loss. You are right about her dancing in heaven. Never lose that precious thought. What a brave little girl to go through so much and what a beauty at that! You are both such strong parents. May God keep giving us strength to endure.
www.caringbridge.org/ia/zoey <bethanyiniowa@yahoo.com>
Iowa City, ia usa - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 7:42 AM CST
I still can't believe it - there isn't a second that goes by that Abby isn't on my mind. I wish so much I could be there to say goodbye. I'm sending you all my love.
Sadly, Angels Jenn & Cassidy Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 6:41 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Thinking of you and praying for strength for both of you. I'm so glad that you have the support of wonderful family members to help you and all of the friends who are praying for you. Love, Kim Childs
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 5:28 AM CST
Hi
Im so sorry for the loss of your daughter - she faught for a long time, she is such a hero!!!
I have been following your page for a couple of weeks now, but this is the first time I have signed the guestbook - me too has a daugther who did a BMT in May -03 because of JMML and she is currently doing well.
I will be thinking of you daughter among all the other angels up there - where nothing bad can happen...
Anna <wildis@swipnet.se>
Stockholm, Sweden - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 3:44 AM CST
You are in my thoughts and prayers. x
Cori <corinnemaria@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 16, 2004 3:16 AM CST
That is such a Beautiful picture of the 3 of you.My heart goes out to you.Abby was such a beautiful little girl with a smile that would warm everyone's heart.She will forever be remembered in my heart.Take Care!
Brenda
Mannville, AB CANADA - Monday, March 15, 2004 11:38 PM CST
When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life I always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relieve yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of the worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said "This is Eternity,
And All I've promised you.
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day is the same way
There's not longing for the past.
You have been so faithful,
So trusting and true.
Though there were times
You did some things
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share your life with me?"
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.
-author unknown
Mike <desertmusician@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 9:20 PM CST
I have been following Abby for awhile but have not signed in. I am truly sorry for your loss and hope you find solace in your love for each other and Abby in this very difficult time. Abby is flying free and is looking out at you with that beautiful smile. I am so sorry for your loss.
Caryn <cidarling@yahoo.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 9:04 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne, I am thinking and Praying for Gods comfort during this time. You have been such an inspiration to me. I will never forget abigails beautiful face ans twinkle in her eyes. those pictures will be treasures for you!! As Abby always will. You will be with her again in time. God Promises that. Until then... Know the world mourns with you.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Monday, March 15, 2004 8:03 PM CST
dear suzanne and bert..
i remember watching abby at lori's house at the various get together's there and commenting to you, suzanne and lori and numerous other people how full of life abby was and fun-loving for having gone through so much...i was amazed that she could be so happy...and how optimistic suzanne always was...i always thought you both were so amazing...i cannot imagine the pain you are feeling right now...
over the years i told many people about you two...you just left such an impression on me...i am forever changed for having known abby and definitely have a different perspective on life now..and i see from reading the many entries in the guestbook that your whole family has touched many others as well...i kept up with abby's progress through lori and then i started reading the web page a few weeks ago...the many responses on here are mind-boggling!
you are in my thoughts and prayers...take care of yourselves...
melodie martin-mccauley <rmccau5502@aol.com>
chesapeake, va usa - Monday, March 15, 2004 8:00 PM CST
I had never had the pleasure of meeting Abby, but I do know she was very special to many of the members of the Wisconsin Assoc. Having read the diary of her life I could see that she was a very beautiful young lady. May I offer my condolences, and my prayers for not only Abby but also for the two of you. God Bless.
Deacon Robert C. Simpson Chaplain, USS WISCONSIN ASSOC. <rsimps1@tampabay.rr.com>
Hudson, Fl USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:20 PM CST
I have been following Abby through Katia's site and have been praying for her and you all during this difficult time. My daughter had ALL and had BMT in Nov. 2003. May you all continue to know the comfort of God and sense His presence very close to you.
Isaiah 43:1-7
Praise God that He walks with us through the flood and the fire and we don't drown or get burned.
www.caringbridge.org/va/leah
Carrie Holdcraft <choldcraft@yahoo.com>
Sterling, Va - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:13 PM CST
We have kept you both in our thoughts and prayers all day long! It is still so hard for us to believe that Abigail is no longer on this earth, in body. Oh, how we prayed (along with every one else), that she would be able to stay here with you both. But, we do know that you will meet again in Heaven. We will never forget your precious daughter, or the battle she fought. Take care and God bless you both.
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:13 PM CST
My deepest and most sincere sympathies for the loss of your beautiful little girl. God bless you.
Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com>
- Monday, March 15, 2004 7:08 PM CST
Abby's family,
I am so sorry for your loss. Precious baby girl, now with Jesus. Our hearts go out to you and our prayers that the Savior will be your comfort remain. Your faith is beautiful-may He hold you close.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Monday, March 15, 2004 6:47 PM CST
I am so sorry to hear about Abby, I went through this almost 6 months ago. I wish no other parents would have to go through this pain. Abby was such a beautiful little girl now she is a beautiful Angel. I wish my Angel Dustin was there to meet Abby. I am thinking of you and your family at this very difficult time.
www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 15, 2004 6:41 PM CST
I never met Abby personally, but through Dom(USS Wisconsin Association) I had come to love her. He talked about her all the time. My deepest symapathy to Suzanne & Bert. My prayers are with you all.
God Bless you Abby.
Lillian & Dom Menta <lmenta36@ptd.net>
Tannersville, PA - Monday, March 15, 2004 6:26 PM CST
I'm deeply saddened by the news of the passing of Abby. I can't even put into words yet what we feel. We prayed for her daily and you all as well. We look forward to seeing,comforting, and loving you when you return. We are blessed to have known and shared her life with us.
Peace,
George & Rose Anne Conner
George Conner <homemaidscleaningservice@juno.com>
Chesapeake, VA United States - Monday, March 15, 2004 6:22 PM CST
Dear mr.and mrs.Ortiz
I am so sorry about Abby.I helped her alot in class.She was a really nice girl.Her favorite color was red and so is mine.
love,
Jake
Jake rivard <dsrivard@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 5:45 PM CST
this is Christielee i am not sure f you remeber me or not i live in Va and i am best friends with Samantha Berry who used to live across the street from you and i was always over at her house well i was also over at your house quite a few times and ever since the first time i met Abby i have been a different person she has made a huge impact on my life. We have always prayed for Abby and the whole family in Christain Fomation class and in church and we will continue with our prayers . I am extremly sorry for your lose.
Christielee Fischetti <Razzy1claf@aol.com>
Chesapeake, Va Great Bridge - Monday, March 15, 2004 5:28 PM CST
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. May God give you strength that you need.
Karla Hester <tkhester@cswnet.com>
Centerville, AR US - Monday, March 15, 2004 4:21 PM CST
I´m so sorry for your loss. I´ve been following Abbys struggel for a whole, and I was really praying that she would recover. At least she won´t suffer anymore and she will be able to play without any worries in heaven...
Lena <lena@writerscraft.com>
Sstockholm, Sweden - Monday, March 15, 2004 4:00 PM CST
I am very sorry about Abby's passing. The strenght of Abby and her loved ones has been inspiring. My thoughts are with you all now.
Nora Duncan <noralduncan@hotmail.com>
Manchester, CT 06040 - Monday, March 15, 2004 3:58 PM CST
Thinking of you hurting makes my heart hurt too. I sure wish there was something more I could do. I prayed.....every night this past week, for Abby. When I went to check on Abby's website Saturday night, I looked up and told God that I did not want to read bad news. The strangest thing is that I could not open the page. I kept getting an error message. I tried about 5 times and then decided to call it a night. Then on Sunday I was able to open it up and I read the news. I am devastated for you both. I am only greatful that she is no longer in pain, or afraid. I really thought she would pull through. I was so hoping for that. I am so sorry. I may be a stranger to you, but I am a friend. And I will keep checking on you as you begin this new chapter of your lives. Feel free to email me about Abby if you just want to write to someone about her. I would love to hear all about her. Please keep posting pictures. Let's celebrate her life by looking at her pictures and hearing your stories and memories of this wonderful little girl.
Please hang in there. This boat is about to rock like never before. But it won't sink if you hang on.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia - Monday, March 15, 2004 3:33 PM CST
"Jesus wept." John 11:3
Abby's mom and dad,
God bless you and your family as you learn to live without your precious Abigail. What a beautiful little girl! I especially love your family photo, she looks not only joyful but incredibly peaceful. The love you 3 shared is evident in your faces! Thank you for sharing your story, I found your site via Gabrielle Paquette's page. You will be in our prayers.
Cathy & st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.com>
st. paul, mn - Monday, March 15, 2004 3:05 PM CST
ANGELS ARE ALWAYS THERE
Surrounding you are angels,
They are there to guide your path,
If weakness overcomes you,
They'll give you strength if you will ask.
They are your protection
When life seems to hard to bear,
And though you feel alone at times,
The angels...they are there.
Their faces may be hidden
And their voices you might not hear,
But they are ALWAYS with you,
Through your laughter or your tears.
Take comfort in their guidance,
Draw strength from up above,
And know that their sweet presence,
Is God precious gift of love.
Bert & Suzanne..
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you!
Keep hugging each other tightly!
I LOVE YOU BOTH!!
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Monday, March 15, 2004 2:22 PM CST
Dear Bert & Suzanne,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I was so blessed when I was able to shop for your little girl at Christmas. It just brought tears to my eyes when I read the email about Abigail. We all know she is in a much better place now. My prayers are with you and your family. God Bless.
Sheryl Turner <sheryl.turner@volvo.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 2:14 PM CST
Bert,
Sorry for my earlier typo in your name. God bless you.
Robin
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 1:42 PM CST
Bery and Suzanne,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I'm glad she is in the arms of Jesus and with no more pain or sorrow. I pray you both have peace soon.
Robin
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 1:41 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
I am so sorry to hear about Abby. My heart grieves for you so. Yet I know she is in God's presence, comforted by His love. We all have been made a little richer having shared in her life. Thank you God for lending her to us.
Chris Brogan <cdbrogan@mar.med.navy.mil>
Portsmouth, VA - Monday, March 15, 2004 1:38 PM CST
May the happy memories sustain you in these sad times. Knowing Abby had her dogs waiting at the rainbow bridge is comforting. My prayers are with all of you.
Debbie Eubanks <aupetptc @aol.com>
Peachtree City, GA - Monday, March 15, 2004 1:20 PM CST
I heard this song at www.cancerkids.org and it brought tears to my heart and soul. Its listed at thier wall of memory. I leave it, for Abby:
"PRECIOUS CHILD"
Words and Music by Karen Taylor-Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Sincerly missing Abby
Nancy
http://www.geocities.com/kellycountry2002/index.html
Nancybratt <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 15, 2004 1:03 PM CST
I saw your daughter's site on another Caring Bridge website. I am so sorry to learn of your daughter's passing. I can't even begin to imagine the pain or your incredible strength. You are all very special people. Your faith is truly amazing.
Rhonda Meyer <rschultz@scl.doc.state.mn.us>
- Monday, March 15, 2004 1:03 PM CST
Bert, Suzanne and extended family: Gene Gwaltney shared with me this morning, via e-mail, about Abby's passing. My heart goes out to you all and I am deeply sorry that you've been through so much these past months. God has a plan and I know that's easy for me to say but He does. We definitely don't understand it but hold on to each other. I'm glad you and others were there with her and that she peacefully entered into eternity. We know she is with God and that you will see her again one day. I hope to be able to attend the memorial service here in VA. Meanwhile, know that you have the love and support of many, many people who have never even met you but we're bonded through Abby. God be with you and comfort you.
tina cullins <tina.cullins@bankofamerica.com>
South Mills, NC USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 12:36 AM CST
I have been following Abby's progress. I am so sorry to hear about her leaving us. I am praying for your family as well as ALL the caring bridge families. May god be with you and keep you strong.
debbie <prettydebbie1@yahoo.com.>
torrance, ca usa - Monday, March 15, 2004 12:35 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert- Look at how many people's lives Abby affected. It's amazing what these kids can do in the short time they are with us. I'm so very sorry for your loss. Sheryl called me and told me the news on Saturday. It was so strange because my husband had just told me the night before that I better meet him at the "crossroads" when it's time. Abby's memory will live on in so many people. Keep your heads up....
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Monday, March 15, 2004 12:22 AM CST
My heart broke when I read of Abby's passing. I'm sure there isn't anything I could possibly say to ease your pain. I'm sure she is as beautiful in Heaven as she was here on earth. Praying for God's comfort to surround you.
Donna Boggs <dboggs4newlife@yahoo.com, www.caringbridge.org/va/nicholas.e.boggs>
Coeburn, Va - Monday, March 15, 2004 12:20 AM CST
Thoughts & prayers are with you & your family. What a beautifulimage being pain free in heaven playing with her dogs. Take care.
Candice Behm <candice333@netzero.net>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 11:30 AM CST
Another angel takes flight.
My deepest, most sincere sympathy and condolences to each and every one of you!! Abby was a fighter, there is no doubt about that! She is now pain free, free to fly in the Heavens and watch over all of you!
We lost our precious Pam on Oct. 7, 2003, so I know what you are going through. There are no words that can ease the pain.
I would just like to share a saying that was on the card my wife Diane picked out, and we bought for Pam:
If you were a star
That wasn’t expected back
In the universe
For a thousand years,
I’d wait.
If you were the sky
And everyone went inside
When you got sad
And started to rain,
I’d stay.
And if you were a peach
And the world decided to get rid of all peaches,
I’d pick you up,
Put you in my pocket…
AND KEEP YOU……..FOREVER.
I would also like to share, with you and your family, a poem that was put on Pams website:
God's Garden
God looked around His garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon the earth
And saw your tired face
He put His arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God's garden must be beautiful,
He always takes the best
He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain,
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again.
He saw the road was getting rough
And the hills were hard to climb
So He closed your weary eyelids,
And whispered "Peace Be Thine."
It breaks our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
You are all in our prayers. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
Frank father of ANGEL Pam (www.caringbridge.org/ny/pamostrowski) <frmurato@nyct.com>
SYOSSET, NY USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 11:21 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne:
Thinking of you both, and sending you prayers for strength and peace.
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Monday, March 15, 2004 11:20 AM CST
My heart goes out to you.
I am very sorry about your loss.
I Cry not for you, but I Cry for me.
I Cry not because you are gone from me, But because you left me behind.
I Cry because, I don't know the beauty and love that you feel and see.
I Cry not because I think your sad, but because I am sad.
I Cry not because the love is gone, but I Cry because my love for you is so strong.
I Cry for me because I wasn't quite ready to give you up.
I Cry not because your not here with me, but because I'm not there with you.
I Cry not that your soul was lifted up to heaven.
I Cry because you left us here on this earth so full of emptiness without you.
I Cry for me every time I think of you.
I Cry for your Dad and your Brother.
I Cry for all of those who loved you so dearly.
I Cry not for you, for where you are.
I Cry for us, for where we are, and that we are not with you. Every tear drop that falls from my eyes, are tears of joy and of gladness that you were such a wonderful part of my life.
I Cry not to be with you, to experience the beauty, the splendor, and the abundance of things wonderful. To know what it's like for everything to be simply perfect.....................
by: Nancie L.White Walkinbeauty
Hugs and Payers, Love and Hope to you from QOL
Cheryl <carpathienblue@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 15, 2004 11:02 AM CST
My heart is broken for you all - I'm sure Abby is a beautiful strong healthy angel - with 2 angel dogs - You will see her sweet face again!
Holly Moreland <hollymoreland@hotmail.com>
Sugar Hill, GA - Monday, March 15, 2004 10:46 AM CST
There are no words to express the sorrow and lost.
God Bless. We love you.
Cheryl <cgmyers@swbell.net>
tulsa, ok usa - Monday, March 15, 2004 10:42 AM CST
I really don't know what to say that hasn't already been said. When I would come to this site I loved seeing her beautiful picture. Just seeing the picture made me fall in love with her. Her smile is contagious. Thinking and praying for you,your family and Abby's friends.
ABBY- Fly cancer free with your beautiful angel wings.
Michele Workman <jmjc4@frontiernet.net>
morrison, il usa - Monday, March 15, 2004 10:02 AM CST
Dear, sweet, brave, amazing Ortiz family.
Constantly in my thoughts and prayers. So happy Abby is free but so sad for the sacrifice you've had to make. I can't imagine.
love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Monday, March 15, 2004 9:51 AM CST
Bert & Suzanne! My prayers are with you and your family. For this reason, Christ came to die for us, that we may have everlasting life in His presence, FOREVER! Abby has won the race. May the Lord continue to comfort you in the days to come.
Stephen Walz <huskerfan@verizon.net>
Virginia Beach, VA United States - Monday, March 15, 2004 9:13 AM CST
My prayers are with you.
Melissa
New Ulm, Mn - Monday, March 15, 2004 9:06 AM CST
Dear Ortiz Family,
I am touched by the Love, Faith and COURAGE that you have demonstrated, as evidenced by all the notes and journalling on this website. Although the time with Abby was incredibly short, I am sure it was precious. Lean on each other, remember this wonderful time on Earth with Abby, and continue your trust in God. May He provide you comfort during this time when things don't make sense. You will someday enjoy a great reunion that will last an Eternity. God Bless You.
CAPT Randall G. Kelley MC USN <kelleyr@phibgru2.spear.navy.mil>
Chesapeake, VA - Monday, March 15, 2004 9:01 AM CST
I am sorry to hear of Abby's passing. Prayers to you and your family. I know first hand no words are ever going to ease your pain. Take one day at a time and the Lord will do the rest.
Love and Hugs
Deneen
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
Mom to Tiffanie who is Dancing in Heaven with Abby....
Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@state.pa.us>
Enola, PA USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 9:00 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
There aren't any words that can soothe the pain you feel. I can only say that I'm sorry. It does occur to me that Abigail was so lucky to have such wonderful parents and that you were so lucky to have such a beautiful, sweet child. I'm sorry that her life here was cut short. It seems so unfair to me. Cancer stinks.
Many prayers to you from St. Louis.
Melissa DeBoer <xnavygrrl@yahoo.com>
Saint Louis, mo USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:54 AM CST
Bert & Suzanne & Angel Abby,
I have waited to sign the guestbook as I was trying to put into words how I felt and what I could possibly say. I'm sorry just doesn't seem like nearly enough at the loss of a child. I have followed Abby journey and long road. As so many people have along with me. I hope you know that so many of us are here for you if you need anything and Abby will be there is spirit for all of you. Abby will be missed by everyone. Your in my thoughts and prayers always Love Karen
Karen Viteritti <kviteritti@yahoo.com>
Florham Park , NJ USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:43 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
I am so sorry to hear that Abby passed away. My prayers and thoughts are with you. God Bless. Please have a safe trip back to Virginia. Always in my prayers.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:36 AM CST
No words are good enough for a moment like that. My heart is crying but at the same time I am glad she is not suffering anymore... She had a great life on earth and has the best parents she could ever have asked for. She always knew how much loved she was and will be until you all meet again. The bond that unites your family is FOREVER, no matter where each of you are. This LOVE will keep you going, will give you the necessary strenght.
GOD BLESS YOU.
Warm hugs from Brazil.
rose <rosecb@ipav.com.br>
- Monday, March 15, 2004 7:33 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne
We have been heartbroken since receiving the call on Friday evening. We just love you guys so much and I have been overwhelmed with sadness at her loss. Your strength and faith is incredible. You are going thru so much but yet Bert found it in himself to call us Friday and then you called on Sat morning to check on us and see how Madison was doing. Please know as I told you on Sat that we are waiting here with open arms for your return. I have felt so blessed to have you as neighbors and friends and I thank you for sharing Abby with us esp with Madison. We often said to each other even those these girls were young they shared an amazing bond that went well beyond their years. I know they always will. Madison is heartbroken and wanted me to take her to Texas immediately to see if Abby was really gone. She really misses you and Bert as well. I hope you know from Abby that Madison has learned to be a more compassionate, caring, kind and loving person and as she grows she will always carry a piece of Abby in her heart and I know part of her heart left with Abby. I can still see the girls in the front yard with their fairy costumes running around and trying to fly, laughing and playing and I know down deep in my heart that is what Abby is doing now. She is def the strongest person I will ever meet in my life to go thru so much in her young life and touch so many people. Yesterday Madison was outside and held her hand out and was running and called to me and told me that Abby was with her. I truly believe she was. They just loved each other so much. I am also so grateful that Madison was able to be such a good friend to Abby and she was able to have the experience of having a best friend that all little girls need.
You and Bert have been the most amazing parents I have ever known - you never let one thing come before Abby - You have also taught me over the years by watching you not to worry about the small things and take the time to just listen and play with your children - I admire you so much for that - You both have been awesome parents and I know Abby felt the love tremendously - you could always see it on her face when you were with her Suzanne - she lit up like the angel she is!!! Thank you for sharing her with us - She will forever be marked in my heart and soul. I know coming back here will be very difficult esp leaving Texas - but we will be here for you.
Much Love to you both!!
Lori, Steve, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:31 AM CST
I am so sad this morning. I check on Abagail every morning when I come into work. I am so sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you.
Mary Ulrich
Big Rapids, MI - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:24 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
We are so sorry to hear of Abagail's passing. Please accept our sincerest condolences and the knowledge that Abagail is in a much better place. Stay strong and God bless.
Matt / Kathy Ellia
Chesapeake, Va - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:17 AM CST
Our prayers are now for you, Suzanne and Bert, that you feel God's love and everlasting peace.
The Poynter Family
Doug, Ellen, Mariellen & Graham
Ellen Poynter <edmgpoynter@att.net>
Chesapeake, VA US - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:04 AM CST
I am so sorry that you have had to go through this very rough road! I can't say that I have been there through my daughters diagnosis with ALL but we have become very close to families who have lost their children to cancer and it SUCKS! No family should have to lose a child! I have followed your website daily and I am saddened to read of her passing--You do have alot of people that have been prayer for you and will continue to do so. I hope you are able to find some comfort it that. It will be a long road ahead of you both (and your family) these coming months and years. Please remember that you have each other for hugs and days of tears! Be strong as a family! I am sorry for you loss--God bless you and your family!
Pam <PRusell@adavlite.com>
Clearwater, FL USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 6:41 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you now more than ever. We pray for strength for the entire family. Love, The Yaeckels
Robin Yaeckel <cyaeckel2004@aol.com>
Poquoson, VA USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 5:15 AM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
I feel like I've gotten to know you a bit over these past several weeks, though we've never met. I learned of sweet Abigail's courageous battle through a choir member's prayer request, and became addicted to your website here. You've all been in my prayers, through the ups and downs, and I'll continue to pray that you feel God's loving peaceful touch in the days ahead. Perhaps we'll meet in Virginia, but if not, we'll all meet up in heaven -- no more pain, tears or sorrow! God bless you.
Deejah Fordham <fordeejah@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, March 15, 2004 4:51 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you Bert and Suzanne at this sad time.
Abby was a beautiful,beautiful child and has touched many people on this long road.I am so sad to read of her passing away after such a brave struggle and I can't imagine how devestated you must be feeling.
The pictures Ruthie shared with us such a short time ago were beautiful and I will remember her like that always.
Take Care,
Ellen
Ellen Stehr <estehr@xtra.co.nz>
Auckland, New zealand - Monday, March 15, 2004 3:29 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne
It was with great sadness that I read of Abby's passing. I am heartbroken by the news but am happy that she is no longer in any pain or suffering. She was such a fighter. I know that she is with God and looking down upon you and will guide you. God Bless you
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Sunday, March 14, 2004 11:55 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne
Abigail is now happy and at peace and I pray that someday the two of you will be as well. The day my daughter died a nun from the hospital staff came by and told me her prayer to God, "Dear Lord, I do not understand but I trust." That is the only way I could deal with things for the longest time. Now I am filled with warm memories and think I finally understand, but the trust in God got me through it. I will continue to pray for you and your family.
Suzanne <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, March 14, 2004 11:30 PM CST
Your family is in my thoughts and prayers!I loss my daughter to complications of 3 transplant....she was diagnosed with AML M7 April 2002.I know it has been a long rough road for you....I truly pray for peace for your family.The love from friends and family will truly help you through these hard days ahead of you!She sure was a beautiful little girl!!!!
christinaschoenleb www.caringbridge.org/nc/mckenziefay <christinarick@msn.com>
troutman, nc - Sunday, March 14, 2004 11:12 PM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you at this time. Please know that your beautiful Angel Abigail is looking down on her family with a smile. May God be your strength. God Bless You, Love, Becky
Becky Yates <Becky_y@charter.net>
Thibodaux, Louisiana - Sunday, March 14, 2004 11:07 PM CST
Princess...
I have been thinking about you all day, just can't seem to get you off my mind. I miss you so much sweetie, its going to be so hard to go to Texas and not beable to see you as we had planned.. its going to be kind of a bittersweet vacation. I will be meeting little Henry and his family and I will get to see my little Jaxon man again, but you are the reason that we planned the vacation to Texas.. I know I will have a hard time traveling to Texas, I have been crushed this weekend.... I love you so much princess...
I wish I would of got busy and got my book done so that you could of read that...there are so many things that I have thought about since Friday.. my head is spinning.
I talked to mommy for a long time today..please watch over her & daddy , they really need you right now... You are one lucky little girl to have had parents who love you as much as they did. They are going to need you to guide them as they try to figure all this out, they are going to be lost without you...
You are and will always be my princess...And I will forever & Always be your Angel...
I LOVE YOU !!
Good Night Princess...
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
LOVE,
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Sunday, March 14, 2004 10:39 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. I have been checking in on you and Abby since the TLC went up on the Share The Love site. You told of Abby's battle, and the ultimate end to that fight with such great diginity. Abby's picture always made me hold my breath - she just had that glow about her. Thank you for sharing her with me.
Tracy M. <tmangin@sympatico.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:52 PM CST
I was heartbroken to read about Abby. I have been following her for quite a while. She is a beautiful girl and I know her smile must have brought you so much happiness. Her sweet smile touched my heart and I prayed and prayed that she would be healed here on earth. She fought a hard fight and you did all you could for her. I know she is watching over you now like you did for her. I continue to pray for peace & healing for your family.
Take Care & Stay Strong,
Laura Hinkle <lhinkle@carolina.rr.com>
Weddington, NC USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:39 PM CST
FairyGodmother (Becky) Smile Quilts Angel
Greenville, SC USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:39 PM CST
I'm so sorry for your loss. I have been keeping an eye on Abby's page since she was added to the TLC page on the Share the Love site.
Meghan <Smilneyz@aol.com>
renton, WA 98059 - Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:25 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne, your Abby touched our lives, and will continue to do so. My church, pastors, Bible study groups, and friends will never forget Abby. We cry with you and pray for you. Love, The Henrys
Sheri Henry/Austin, Taylor and Jessica <henrysx4@aol.com>
League City, TX USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:21 PM CST
wanted to stop in and wish your family a happy St.Pats day no matter what your background is. may the luck of the irish bring you peace of heart!!!I was so sorry to hear about your daughter. i did not always sign in but we were checking daily.
always in our hearts, thoughts and prayers...today tomorrow and always!!
~*~Samantha's Story~*~
karen and sammi <mpbowler1@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:14 PM CST
Hello! I was out of town this weekend and the first thing I did upon returning was check on my special prayer requests. I am so saddened and just cant believe it turned out this way. I have been praying for Little Abby for a while now. My heart is heavy for you but know that God will carry you through this awful time. I will keep checking on you all and praying for you. In His Love,
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:05 PM CST
Please know that our family in North Carolina sends you our most sincere sympathy. May your family find peace and comfort in the knowledge that your precious child is safe and well.
The Weaver family
- Sunday, March 14, 2004 8:48 PM CST
Please accept my heartfelt sympathy in the tremdous loss of your beautiful child. Your family has constantly been in my prayers, and will remain so as you travel this most difficult part of Abby's journey. God Bless,
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, March 14, 2004 8:25 PM CST
My heart is breaking and there are tears aplenty. But I am very happy to hear that Abigail is no longer in pain and having to fight every day, instead she is in heaven, very happy with Jesus. Suzanne and Bert - you are always in my thoughts and prayers!
Kathy H.
1000 Oaks, CA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 8:06 PM CST
I have followed Abby's Caringbridge site for about 2 years now - she fought so hard and for so long. I am so sorry that she is no longer here with you. You will all be in my thoughts and prayers.
Harri T, Mum to angel-girl Lowri 8Oct98 - 23Sept02 <timvdw@kcbbs.gen.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Sunday, March 14, 2004 8:04 PM CST
I am heartbroken for you. Know that your precious child is in Heaven with her Lord and Savior. May God help you along this tough road.
Sandy Smith
St. Pete, FL - Sunday, March 14, 2004 7:56 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
I read about Abby getting her angel wings yesterday but I just didn't know what to say. There are still no words that can do justice to the life Abby had here and how many people she touched. She is forever the little woodland fairy to me, I just loved those pictures, it makes me smile thinking of them. Our whole family will be praying for you during this difficult time.
Amy, John, Willie and Hunter Cleghon <jacleghon@yahoo.com>
Suffolk, VA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 7:18 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
My thoughts and prayers continue to go out to your family during your loss of precious Abby. I have been following beautiful Abby's story for quite some time now and although I have never signed the guestbook, I was always one of your prayer warriors... and I will continue to pray for you both. Thank you so much for all of your candor and honesty and sharing your incredible daughter with us. I know that Abby will be with you during this transition wrapping her loving angel wings around you, in the same way that you never left her alone when she needed you the most.... Abby may have already said this... but thanks for being such incredible parents!! you are an inspiration to us all!!
God Bless,
Carla <carlaj@zoominternet.net>
Butler, PA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 7:08 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
THANK YOU so much for sharing Abby with our daughter Michaeline. We feel blessed that Michaeline had the wonderful opportunity to get to know such a beautiful child. THANK YOU! We know that Abby is pain free and singing with the angels. Our thoughts and prayers are with both of you. Thanks again for letting Abby be a part of Miachaeine's life.
Glee Salladay <mgsalladay@juno.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 6:56 PM CST
THANK YOU, Suzanne and Bert for sharing your Abigail with the world. You have earned the love, admiration, and respect of complete strangers who were fortunate enough to
'know' your gifted daughter through your journals and her
captivating picture. Abigail won her fight. You will always be in my prayers.
Mary
Dallas, TX USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 5:52 PM CST
I just want you to know your in our heart and prayers. I am so glad I got to meet Abby. She is so beautiful inside and out. A beautiful angel. My heart just breaks for your family. My husband and I both cried when we heard she became an angel, we are just so sorry.
The coe's <jillco8@cox.net caringbridge.org/va/trevorco>
- Sunday, March 14, 2004 5:45 PM CST
Bert,Suzanne and family, Bill, Kim, Lindsey and I have been praying for you all for a long time. It is with such a great sadness in our hearts to hear of Abby's passing. Praise GOD she is an angel in Heaven now. Please know that we love you all, and will continue to pray for Peace and understanding for you and the family. We also pray that GOD will bless you and may you continue to be strength to others who have had children that have suffered from this disease. Again, Please know we love you, and ask GOD's Blessings and comfort to you all.
The Green's, Bill, Lynne, Lindsey, Kim, T. J. <teecee105@hotmail.com>
Jackson , MS - Sunday, March 14, 2004 5:44 PM CST
Dear Suzanne, Bert, Iris, and the rest of Abby's family,
I am sorry for your loss. There is not much more I can say other than that I am here if you need me. I will keep visiting your site, reading any updates you care to leave, and signing the guestbook. That is not much, but that is all I can do.
May He who consoles all mourners, comfort you in your time of need.
Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna
ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net
http://tacheiru.us/unfettered
Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna <ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net >
Columbus, GA USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 5:16 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss and I know the pain you are feeling and you will always miss Abby. But rejoice in knowing that you will see her again one day. I know she must be looking down on you and smiling, and I'm sure she is having fun with her two doggies. May the Lord send you comfort and wrap you in his loving arms. God Bless you all. Diva LadyGator
LadyGator <ladygator@inetgenesis.com>
Greenwood, SC USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 5:00 PM CST
i'm so, so sorry for your loss. i really grew to love abby thru your posts on here and feel like the world in which we live really has lost a very special soul. i asked for prayer for you in church today as i know this is a horrible time for you. i'm just glad lil abby isn't in any pain any more. she really had a ruff fight there in the end and i admire her so much for fighting so hard. what an inspiration! i'm sure you're VERY proud of her. take care and hold tight to God's hand and feel His love surround you and give you strength. May God bless you both.
Lori <ljwilbur@yahoo.com>
Albany, OR - Sunday, March 14, 2004 4:50 PM CST
words can not express how we feel when our children pass befor us. It hurts, but we can find hope in the Lord and know that they are safe with Him and for they rest of our days we will long to be with them and we will be one day.We just have to be stong My prayers are with you and your famaliy as they have been for many months and may God comfert you as only He can
Tonya www.caringbridge.org/la/matthewdison <JusMeNMatt@aol.com>
Robeline, La USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 3:06 PM CST
Dear Suzanne Bert
I was out of town and received a phone call about Abigail; my heart is aching for the two of you, As God now holds your Angel. My deepest sympathies on your loss of sweet Abigail. She is dancing in heaven now like she did here on earth the first time I seen her in November 2003, but now she is cancer free, and looking down upon you with love and smiles. I hope that you can find some peace after your grief and live with the wonderful memories of your smiling and happy Abigail. What a great family picture you posted. You can feel the love and see the happiness you shared. A picture to treasure forever, I am sure. Thank you for sharing her life with so many. We are better people now because of her and the two of you. Sending you some tears followed by Hugs, and Much Love. I Pray that God will continue to guide you and give you strength in your time of sorrow.
Diana Kirkpatrick
South Mills , NC - Sunday, March 14, 2004 3:04 PM CST
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Bert and Suzanne and the rest of your family, I have taken a while to sign the guestbook only because I couldn't find the words but then I realized, there are no words to be found. I have complete faith in God that Abby is now in so much happiness and bliss that she is just smiling and free. I can't imagine the empty spt you must feel in your hearts. I know you say you are doing okay and I truly believe YOU are. You have a very strong faith also and you can look back over Abby's life here on earth and know you gave her love and happiness and stood beside her through the good times and bad times. Abby touched so so so many lives!! She got the spirit that we all loved from you. She knew she was so loved and I am sure she knows that now and the day you arrive in heaven, she will come running at you with that big smile and say, "Oh, I have so much to show you here! This place is just great and the people are so nice. God is more that I ever imagined and He has kept me at a level of happiness I never ever knew existed!" She will always be your little girl. To us, she will always be that Smiling Abby that I loved to check on and read how she was doing. I loved to see her new pictures. Thank you so much for sharing Abby with each of you and, even in the hardest of times, keeping us updated so we knew what we could pray for and continue to feel that loving attachment we had. God bless each of you.
Angel Abby,
"Run free little one,
Soak up all you can.
Do flips in the grass
And cartwheels in the sand."
~~Katia's Story~~
(AML Relapsed August 2003-BMT February 2004)
Tracy and Katia (Always loving you) <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 14, 2004 2:16 PM CST
My heart is full & I am praying for your family in this time of sorrow. I didn't know her personally but I am in the sorority that learned to love her during this past Christmas and I am so glad she enjoyed her holiday. She is a beautiful child & I hope you will receive God's comfort at this time.
Linda Butler <grandma2Noah@aol.com>
Chesapeake, Va - Sunday, March 14, 2004 1:13 PM CST
Dear Bert, Suzanne and Angel Abby,
WE LOVE YOU.
Gene,Debbie,Sarah,Kathryn, Meredith and Dwayne <gwaltneye@aol.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 10:59 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I was first directed to Abby's site from a friend, Donna Culliver, her sons site is www.caringbridge.org/tx/adamculliver. I have been praying for you and your beautiful daughter since then and will continue. My heart aches for you and your family. Tears flow for those left behind but knowing that Abby is in heaven with her beloved dogs brings a very happy image to my mind. I see her and all of the other caringbridge angels running together and playing, pain free and healed. God bless you and all of those who have cared for and/or prayed for Abby. Love is all around you.
The Underhill Family, Kelli, Lee, Halli, and Kody <kehako@aol.com>
Houston, TX - Sunday, March 14, 2004 10:52 AM CST
I am so very sorry for your loss. Your baby girl has touched my heart as well as countless others. You are in my thoughts and prayers and THANK YOU for showing us the 'greatest' of God's gifts; LOVE.
God Bless,
Tricia Lester <PPLester169@aol.com>
Seminole, FL - Sunday, March 14, 2004 10:48 AM CST
I have been praying for Abby and your family since I came upon your webpage through Katia. Her smile reminded me of the happy days of childhood, she was a beautiful little girl, you could see her wonderful spirit in her eyes. I am sure Abby is stopping in the middle of running and playing happily, to look down and watch over her Dad & Mom as you have did so courageously for her. May God hold you through this painful time and help comfort you..
Kim Burgess <kimburgess@charter.net>
Williamston, SC USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 10:41 AM CST
I'm so sorry about Abby. I just see her in heaven with her canine friend. May God give you peace, strength and emotional support during this chapter of your life. I'm so sorry about your pain. Your all in my prayers.
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia) <mleep@msn.com>
- Sunday, March 14, 2004 10:09 AM CST
Our heart goes out to the both of you. I am blessed to have gotten the chance to meet your precious angel. My heart cried when I found out she had passed, but at the same time, it was rejoicful knowing she won her battle and is now cancer free and dancing in the clouds without pain.
My husband sends his prayers to you as well. You both will always be in our hearts and prayers.
Jason and Jayme Calvert
Jason and Jayme Calvert <jjbnc@hotmail.com>
Norfolk, Va USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 10:08 AM CST
What a most beautiful angel God has taken into his hands. May your faith strengthen you now and in the coming days.
Diva Joanne, Dive of the 'Net <jgerber1@comcast.net>
Maryland USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:52 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne - I was hoping against hope that I would never read this entry. You and the soul of your precious little daughter are in my heartfelt prayers.
Gloria McShane <gmcshane@btinternet.com>
Darlington, England - Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:45 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear of Abigail's passing. I know she is bouncing on the clouds today free of pain and tubes. our pain is now beginning and it will be hard. Hold on to each other, embrace your memories and mourn to the fullest.
valerie price mom to Angel Andrew 11/24/01 <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
- Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:32 AM CST
I am so sorry that Abigail didn't win her battle here on earth. I've followed her struggle for some time now, and prayed daily that God would either heal her or take her suffering away. I wish he would have healed her. :*( I will continue to keep all of you in my prayers.
~Holding you close in my heart~
Amy Heidt <suzyhsmows@aol.com>
Billings, MT USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:23 AM CST
DEAREST SUZANNE AND BERT, Today my heart cries for you, I too feel your pain as every day I checked in on little ABBY and I have become quite attached to her. She has WON her battle, she was a brave fighter and now she is safely in the arms of Jesus with her beloved Butchie and Lulu. We will always remember sweet Abigail Anne Rose, she taught me how to live life to the fullest each and every day and not to complain. Free at last, we love you Princess Abby.
Barb Bogner <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, Ohio USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 8:57 AM CST
Iam sorry for your loss. I found your web site through Alison Haddock on the morning of my daughters death. Our Sarah became a beautiful angel on Feb. 28th. That morning as I was waiting for Sarah to get ready for drivers ed class I signed on to Alexandria's Angels as I do several times a week. Alison had an entry about your daughter and asking for prayers, I prayed for Abby that morning. As I took my daughter to her class that morning I was thinking what a horrible thing for a parent to go through, little did I know that within 1 1/2 hours later my life would never be the same. I will continue to pray for you and your family that God's grace will comfort you. Sarah and Abby are together with Alexandria playing and dancing and looking at us smiling. It is so funny how God does things like me finding out about your daughter on the very day mine leaves this world. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Evelyn Johnson <gecsa@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Sunday, March 14, 2004 8:25 AM CST
We are so sorry for the loss of Abby. We have followed her story for quite some time now. She was a true fighter. I type this with tears in my eyes. I am happy to know that Abby is no longer suffering, it just pains me that such young children (or anyone for that matter) have to suffer so...
What a great family picture you posted. You can feel the love and see the happiness you all shared. A picture that will be treasure forever, I am sure.
Our prayers are with you,
The Peddie Family
Cheryl, Shawn, Andrew, Matthew and Max <cpscraps@optonline.net>
Fair Lawn, NJ - Sunday, March 14, 2004 8:02 AM CST
You have my heart felt sympathies on the loss of sweet Abby. She is dancing in heaven right now with her beloved pets, pain free, cancer free, and looking down upon you all with love and smiles.
I hope that you can find some peace from the grief and live with the wonderful memories of a smiling and happy Abby.
Thank you for sharing her life with all of us out here. We are better people now because of you.
Sending you some smiles, hugs, tears, and sunshine from Oklahoma.
Rae <rfbocritter@yahoo.com>
Bristow, OK - Sunday, March 14, 2004 7:48 AM CST
I am so terribly sorry to hear about Abigail. I have been following Abby's site for quite some time now (after getting it from Katia's); even checking it daily! Abby had a spirit unlike any other & it will live on forever. I only wish I could've met this wonderful little girl. My thoughts & prayers are with Abby's family, friends, & healthcare providers at such a difficult time. Thank you to Abby's family for keeping updates posted on this page & for letting others who didn't know Abigail get to know her through you. God Bless you all. And Abby, enjoy playing with your doggies. I will forever & always remember your beautiful smile...
Andrea RN <nurseandrea02@hotmail.com>
Eau Claire, WI USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 7:39 AM CST
I just found out that Abby had passed away. I found out thru Katia's site. I am so sorry she was not able to win her fight against that monster as we know as CANCER. I am positive she must be so happy and pain free where she is now. She must be surrounded by love. And eventhough, she may be sad at not being there on earth with all of you, she knows she will see you all again soon. I am so happy that cancer is finally rid from your body, Abby. May God keep you happy and in the warmth of his arms til your mommy and daddy come to heaven to be with you. My sincerest and heartfelt sympathy to your family.
Mila <shalen@shaw.ca>
Vancouver, Canada - Sunday, March 14, 2004 2:25 AM CST
I was so saddened to read of the news of your precious daughter. I know my daughter, Alexandria, and so many others were there to greet her and show her around heaven. I am sure they are playing happily, not a care in the world......the pain, of course, resides in parents that must continue on without them here. If you all ever need to talk, please know we are always here. I am so sorry for your loss. It is so hard, after such an incredible fight, how we lose these children, but God knows our pain, and He has a plan. It is so very hard for us to understand that when we lose our child. We have been praying for Abby for some time now. We will now turn our prayers to her parents.....
God Bless You-
Alison Haddock
mom to Angel Alexandria
www.caringbridge.com/page/alexandriasangels
Alison Haddock <alisonhaddock@charter.net>
Saint Louis, MO - Sunday, March 14, 2004 0:36 AM CST
I am truly sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. The picture of the three of you, with your smiling faces, shows a love that no words could ever describe. I am thankful to God that Abby is no longer suffering and can run and play with her doggies in Heaven! I will continue to pray for God to bring you peace and comfort in this difficult time.
Kellie <kelliel@verizon.net>
Portsmouth, VA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 0:26 AM CST
I'm so sorry to hear of Abby's passing. What a beautiful Angel she must be. I bet she's running and playing with her dogs as I type. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Love, Beth
Beth Leppo <beanieb@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, OH USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 11:50 PM CST
I was so sorry to hear of Abby's passing. I will always cherish the two weekends I was able to be with you all at the Family Weekends. Abby will always have a special place in my heart. Her smile and her ability to draw others to her was amazing. I will pray for you all and I will see you when you all return to VA. ~Laura
I'm Free - Unknown Author
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free,
I'm following the path God laid for me;
I took His hand when I heard Him call
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day
To laugh, to love, to work, or play;
Tasks left undone must stay that way.
I found that place at the close of day.
If my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembering joy,
A Friendship shared (MADISON), a laugh, a kiss;
Ah, yes, these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow;
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life's been full, I've savored much,
Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief,
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief
Lift up your heart and share with me.
God wanted me now - He set me free.
Laura M. Ritenour <ritenourlaura@hotmail.com>
Richmond, VA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 11:33 PM CST
I am so sorry for the loss of your precious daughter Abby.
Robin Washburn <rwshbrn@aol.com>
New Britain, CT USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:55 PM CST
My heart has cracked in two...I am so sorry for the loss of that sweet child. I canot even begin to understand what you must be feeling. I will pray for you to find peace and a purpose in your lives. May we meet again...
Kim Simons & Libby <ktsimons@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:53 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert
I will be continuing to pray for you two. I haved checked on Abby over the last month or so. May God bless and keep you in the palm of his hands during this time.
May God Bless you
Jean <Pmcdermott@tconl.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:45 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert-----
I have signed so many times in hopes and prayers that Abby would be healed from this terrible disease during her life here on Earth. God has plans for all of us, and He reveals those to us in His time, not ours.
You are both in my thoughts and prayers for support to help you make it through these difficult days that lay ahead of you. Your faith will carry you, in this I know.
Lots of love and hugs to you and your family.........Reg
Regina Ice, mom to Madie at MADIE’S PAGE ! <r.ice@comcast.net>
Snellville, GA US - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:38 PM CST
I am overcome with sadness for you at the passing of your gorgeous girl and with frustration for the suffering that she had to endure. Your description of her peaceful passing is very touching and I want to thank you for sharing something so intimate with your Caringbridge friends. I'm sure I'm not the only one going through a box of kleenex as I send you thoughts of comfort,peace, and sympathy. Abby has left her cocoon and is flying with new beauty and grace. Our prayers will continue to be with you.
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Austin, TX - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:35 PM CST
Prayers for Abby coming from CT
Emily <rnerin77@hotmail.com>
Windsor Locks, CT USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:34 PM CST
May God watch over you and keep you strong! Although I didn't know Abigail, I have been following her through your website and via Amanda. Rest assured that your beautiful precious child is at peace now.
Juli Tulino <JTulinoRPh@aol.com>
Lancaster, PA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:24 PM CST
Our hearts go out to you. We to are a "cancer family", our youngest daughter of six was diagonesed with Neuroblastoma at 4. The fight is long and hard. God has a plan, we need to have faith and follow it. God Bless your little angel, she is sitting right next to him!
The Lewis Family <micathe@adelphia.net>
Amesbury, Ma - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:03 PM CST
To Abbys Family,
Even though you don't know me. It feels like I am a part of your family. I read Abby's journal dozen and dozen of times a day to see about Abby.. she was my hero and my fighter.. I come home tonight to decide to she how she was doing... My heart goes out to all of her family. I know how hard it is to lose someone.. Abby ment alot to me just reading her journals and looking at her pictures.. She will be missed.. Please up-date about everyone else.. Id love to keep in touch..
Val 15 years old
Val <vanillav14@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:02 PM CST
Our heart's go out for you, with the pain that you are feeling, as your child left this earthly plantet to go to Heaven.
Sending lot's of prayer's your way. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Love your friend's, LaKota and her mom,Debbie
God Bless You My Friend's.
~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~
JUST BECAUSE;
Just because I no longer
stand in front of your eyes
doesn't mean you can't see me.
Close them,
I am there.
Just because I no longer
answer when you call my name
doesn't mean you can't hear me.
Speak softly, listen carefully,
there is my voice.
Just because I can no longer
touch your hands
doesn't mean you can't feel me.
Hold on to another,
my arms are there.
Just because I am no longer there
to show you I love you
doesn't mean my love is gone.
Place your hand on your heart,
feel its beat.
I am there.
Know that I am with God.
Know that God is with you.
And in that we are still with each other.
Just because...
http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net>
St. Cloud, MN - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:57 PM CST
Dear Bert & Suzanne,
Heaven has just received another beautiful angel, Abby! My deepest sympathy is extended to you now and in the days ahead. They are not easy. I lost my son Adam Jan 20, 2003 at Texas Children's Hospital, Houston, to AML also. However, he never had a chance. Abby is in her eternal home with her heavenly Father. She is skipping down those golden roads, singing, dancing, and marveling at the beautiful sites. She feels only joy and peace, no pain. Rest assured in knowing that Abby no longer has to suffer from the devil "CANCER". God prevailed!
May God be with you always. I will continue to check Abby's site, as I have daily. Please know I am praying for you and am here if you need to talk.
Adam's site: www.caringbridge.org/tx/adamculliver
Donna R. Culliver <misstex@worldnet.att.net>
Brenham, Texas USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:55 PM CST
I am very saddened by your loss. I am glad that she won't be suffering anymore. I will keep your family in my prayers at this difficult time.
Lisa Matheis
MD USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:48 PM CST
I am sorry to hear of your loss, my prayers are with you.
Patty, mom to Joey www.caringbridge.org/ny/josephedward/ <lucky43560@aol.com>
Long Island, NY USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:39 PM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time.
Debbie <debamitchell@yahoo.com>
Cumberland, RI USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:26 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss but am thankful that her suffering is over. I pray that you will find peace in knowing that.
Christy Porter
Christy Porter <angel@angeldreamz.net>
Palm Springs, CA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:22 PM CST
I'm so sorry for the passing of Abby. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong for each other as you will need each other. May God Bless you all.
Marcella
The picture of the 3 of you is beautiful.
Marcella <mrivers@gowebco.com>
Hernando, Fl. - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:15 PM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are with you, and we are thinking of you all. May the Lord bless you and comfort you in your time of need. We are heart broken over the loss of precious Abigail. God Bless and our hearts are with you.
Dana and Kayse Allison
Chattanooga, Tn USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:13 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne, Words cannot express our sadness for your family. Abigail is, indeed, gracing heaven with her beautiful smile. Delaney has welcomed her into heaven.
I, Amy, check on Abby's site 3-4 times a week. Her passing reminds me of how our lives crossed in Houston in Dec 2001. Since that time, I was sure that Abigail was going to make it through this journey. She made it, but in a different way than I expected.
She knew she was loved and cherished all through her life. May this bring you peace.
Angel Delaney's website: www.caringbridge.com/ca/delaney
Amy and Bob, parents of Angel Delaney, Kevin, and Shelley <Wright_Amy@hotmail.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:12 PM CST
I am so very sorry. I know there are no words to describe how much you will miss your precious daughter. I will be praying for your family to feel a peace and comfort that only our Lord can provide.
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:59 PM CST
Words seem so inadequate at a time like this, but please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Lisa
Seattle, Wa - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:58 PM CST
I am so sorry to hear about Abigail. I have no words, only hugs for you.
Lynne, Mom to Angel Michelle <Lynne.Rief@verizon.net>
San Dimas, CA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:56 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I am so very, very sorry to read of your little Abigale's passing. Like thousands of others, I've been following her progress, as well as yours, these past few months. Thank you so very much for sharing your story, as hard as it was to tell at times, as I've learned so much that I will take back with my own daughter's leukemia fight.
For as long as I live, Abby will personify perserverence for me, I've never heard of such a brave little girl who was able to fight so hard for so long. In your sorrow, I know you must be extremely proud!
I lost my mom two weeks ago today, and while I kept hoping and praying that she would make it through the pain and turmoil to the very end, I was almost relieved when she took her last breath. She was free from her pain, free from her fight. I hope you are able to take solice in knowing that Abby is finally a care free angel.
Heaven has gained one of the world's most beautiful smiles this weekend, and Abby has found her peace. I will pray for your family to rediscover some joy and purpose soon.
Love and sorrow,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosepshon@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:55 PM CST
Wish I had magic words that could take away the pain...Please know we continue to hold you all up in prayer!
Fly free Abby!
Many HUgs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:12 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
There are no words. I can feel your pain and I am so sorry. I had so much hope for Abby. Thank you for sharing your beautiful little girl with us. Remember that our time on this earth is but a minute compared to the eternity we get to spend together in heaven. That's what gets me through my days. May God grant you peace.
Much love,
Suzy, Justin's mom
GOD LOOKED AROUND HIS GARDEN AND FOUND AN EMPTY PLACE. HE THEN LOOKED DOWN UPON THE EARTH AND SAW YOUR TIRED FACE. HE PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU AND LIFTED YOU TO REST. GOD'S GARDEN MUST BE BEAUTIFUL, HE ALWAYS TAKES THE BEST. HE KNEW YOU WERE SUFFERING, HE KNEW YOU WERE IN PAIN. HE KNEW YOU WOULD NEVER GET BETTER ON EARTH AGAIN. HE SAW THE ROAD WAS GETTING ROUGH, AND THE HILLS WERE HARD TO CLIMB. SO HE CLOSED YOUR WEARY EYELIDS AND WHISPERED "PEACE BE THINE". IT BROKE OUR HEARTS TO LOSE YOU, BUT YOU DIDN'T GO ALONE, FOR PART OF US WENT WITH YOU THE DAY GOD CALLED YOU HOME.
Suzy Thatcher <suzy509@aol.com>
Virginia Beach, VA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:11 PM CST
Hi, to all of you. Our angel is all ready in heaven playing with Lulu and Butch and is having fun swiming, running and just having a great time with out pain. We may have bad moments, but Abigail is with God. Much love to all.Dr. Gwyn and Ron
Dr. G. A. Nethaway <clsailor@sprynet.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:09 PM CST
I am so sorry about the passing of Abby.She will forever be remembered.She fought with all she could.She is now watching over you Cancer free in heaven.Sending lots of prayers your way in your time to heal.
Brenda <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON, AB CANADA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:47 PM CST
My deepest sympathy. Hang on tight to each other and reach out to the friends and family for strength. You are both in my prayers.
Donna (friend to Teresa and our darling Angel Marcus)
Donna McGhee <red.mcghee@rogers.com>
Toronto, ON - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:42 PM CST
Two dogs wait, beside a gate,
Outside a pillared dome,
To welcome there, an angel fair,
As God has called her home.
And at the door, of Evermore,
Now free from fear and pain,
She'll run and play, through endless day,
A healthy child again.
Though Mom and Dad will still feel sad,
They know the future's bright,
And some fine day in His great way,
They all will reunite.
So lift your voice, thank God! Rejoice,
And face a bright new dawn,
She won the fight and took her flight,
The enemy is gone.
March 13,2004
Claudia <pollyesther123@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:40 PM CST
Hello. I am so very sorry about your loss. Abby is safe now in His hands. I truly believe that the Lord looks down and sees the suffering of His children and takes them to be with Him.
I invite you, when you feel the time is right, to have a Loving Memories quilt made for Abby. All of us at Smile Quilts are very saddened and send our warmest hugs to you and your family.
Angel Deb
Deb <tartok@arach.net.au>
Perth, WA Australia - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:19 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne..
Abby sure did take a piece of so many hearts with her...she was so very much love by so many and we will miss that beautiful smile.
My God wraps his arms around you both and give you the strength to get through this most difficult time.
~Kim Kruppenbacher~
~KODYS STORY~ <kodysmom1995@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:12 PM CST
Suzanne and Bert
My heart is with you now as you go through these days in such shock and pain. My thoughts and prayers will be for your strength and comfort in the days and weeks to come. Take comfort in your family and friends as they will help you more than you know. I lost my son Marcus 8 weeks ago and those are the ones that got me through and my faith. Much love to you and Gods strenght and love.
Love Teresa (mommy to my Angel Marcus...forever in my heart)
www.caringbridge.org/mn/markie
Teresa <trrn@sympatico.ca>
Scarborough, On Canada - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:46 PM CST
Dear Bert, Suzanne, Barkers and all of Abigail's family:
We are so sorry about your Angel Abigail, however are very relieved that she is no longer suffering and is now in Heaven. Millie, thanks for calling today. My parents are visiting here in FL and will be in touch again. Love, Sue and Dan (Drost)Hoffman
Sue and Dan Hoffman <ranhoff1953@yahoo.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:44 PM CST
Oh, how my heart breaks for you today. I am so sorry for your loss. Abby was a fighter right up until the end, she is finally cancer free and no longer in pain. May God Bless you all during this terrible time for you. As always, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. What a beautiful angel she will make.
www.caringbridge.org/ca/jackson
Jennifer (from the Parent'sPlace Childhood Cancer board) <yestoloans2002@yahoo.com>
Middletown, CA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:27 PM CST
Dear Daddy Bert & Mommy Suzanne,
I am going to miss Abby so much! And so will all her Brownie sisters - those from my troop and from her current troop. We will all be here for you when you get home. I know that Abby is resting peacefully now with no more pain and no more suffering, sitting on the lap of Jesus Christ, and watching Butchie and Lulu run around playing. She is smiling and laughing and playing and happy. She is at peace. We will all miss her dearly and will do whatever we can for you when you get home.
Love,
Debbie, Lee, Brittany & Elizabeth Acors
Debbie Acors <dacors@sybercom.net>
Chesapeake, Va USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 5:37 PM CST
Dear Ortz family,
I know the pain you are going through. I lost my son Dustin only 3 months ago at Texas Children's Hospital on the BMT unit, with Dr. Krance, several nurses on the floor and from floor 9, family and friends by his side while he fight his battle with AML. Know that Abby is with our Lord Savior and is now pain and CANCER FREE. Know that the pain you feel will be as real from now and months to come. Just remember all the good times and all the times she played, laughed and just made you feel warm inside. Here is a poem that someone gave me for Dustin.
Singing with the Angels
We may not understand the things God permits to be
To lose someone in the newness of life and energy
Our hearts are broken and the pain seems so much
It is then we feel His firm and gentle touch
God knows each time a baby is born and taken away
Abby was one He didn't allow to stay
The Angels carried her high to the King
To bring joy and help the Angels sing
"Now living in Heaven"
I will keep you in my prayers and hope that God helps you get through these next few weeks and gives you the strength you need. God Bless you both.
Angel Dustin's Site
Stacie Little <sal6171@aol.com>
Houston, Tx - Saturday, March 13, 2004 5:19 PM CST
I am so very sorry for your loss. Abby is such a beautiful, strong girl. She fought with all of her being. She won this fight! She seemed liked such a vibrant, happy, loving little girl. She lived a good life and was well loved. You are a beautiful family. Your strength and faith are insiring. I cannot imagine how much you will miss her and the pain you must be experiencing. I hope you find comfort in the wonderful memories with her and knowing that your precious daughter touched lives all over the world.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Saturday, March 13, 2004 5:18 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
It has taken me some time to find the right words to express our deepest sympathy. Although we never met Abby, she touched our hearts and became part of our daily thoughts and prayers. We are sharing your pain and your loss. We all prayed so hard for a different outcome for your precious Abby. We will try to find comfort in the fact that she will not have to endure anymore suffering. We will now pray for your family to find the comfort and strength you need to get through the days ahead.
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Saturday, March 13, 2004 5:14 PM CST
Abby i will miss you alot but i know you are safe with your dogs and family.I love you.
3/13/04
Aston Mattera <astridmattera@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, Va Usa - Saturday, March 13, 2004 5:09 PM CST
To Daddy Bert & Mommy Suzanne,
Your precious girl won the war over her cancer, she just had to leave her poor little body to do it. Like countless others, we had daily checked in on you all to see how things were going with Abby. Somedays we even checked several times. It doesn't matter that we have never met or have ever said hello, what matters is that your sweet girl touched us all in a profound way that no other child could have. From the little I got to know Abby through your words, she sounded incredible. Maybe she would have rather lead the incredible life she had for just these few years on earth,touching so many people around the world - than live a luke warm, uninspired life to old age. She knew she was loved and you loved her with fiber of your being. You will be together again. God bless all who walk your path.
Beth <beth@fac-usa.com>
Sioux Falls, SD usa - Saturday, March 13, 2004 4:46 PM CST
Dear Suzanne & Bert --
I am so sorry to hear of Abigail's passing. I know you will miss her terribly. She was truly one of God's very special angels. I am praying for you.
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 4:37 PM CST
I have been following Abby since January, after finding her site from a friend's site who also lost his battle with cancer a week ago, and I've never signed this book before,but Abby has truely been an inspiration, and I'm sorry to hear of her passing.
She will soar on her new angel wings like an eagle, she will run and not grow weary, she will walk and not be faint, for she has turned in her battle gear for angel wings.
Carissa Pertschy <carissajasmine@hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Saturday, March 13, 2004 4:24 PM CST
Sorry to hear of Abigails passing, and the pain you will experience. She left it with you and is now doing what girls her age love to do. I am very comforted knowing that she is in the hands of God an pain free finally! Thank you for taking the time to share you beautiful daughter with us. She has forever touched the hearts of many. Always in my thoughts and prayers,
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Saturday, March 13, 2004 4:02 PM CST
Word's are not enough to convey how I'm feeling now. My heart cries with you. I've been praying for Abby for several months through Katia Solomon's link. I'm so sorry for your loss. The world will be different without Abby. But I know heaven is much sweeter with her there. I'm relieved to know she is pain and cancer free. And.........sittin' on Jesus' lap! having the time of her life! May God be with you and give you peace through this difficult time.
Lolli
Lakeside, CA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 4:00 PM CST
I am so very sorry for you loss. My thoughts are with you.
Shannon
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 4:00 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I am so very sorry! I am crying as I write this. I do not know you, but I hate for any parent to have to go through this tradgedy. I will continue to pray for you and your family.Again my heart breaks for you. Please know that your daughter is in the company of Jesus, and many other beautiful angels that have finally beat this disease forever! Love in Christ, Angel Adam's mom.
HollyKindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 3:58 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne and family,
I have followed Abby through Make A Child Smile, Love Quilts and Ruthie from Cross Stitch Addicts. My heart is breaking for you today. I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. There is a very beautiful angel watching over you now. God Bless.
Dianne C. <diadsie@aol.com>
Avondale, PA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 3:34 PM CST
May God bless you and give you strength and peace.
Jane Shepherd (Michael Sauter's grandmother) <ShepnMe2@aol.com>
Summerville , SC USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 3:23 PM CST
Once again, I am so very sorry for your loss, my heart and prayers are with you, today, and in the days to come.
Jodie RN at Tx Children's <jodiebell@sbcglobal.net>
Houston, TX - Saturday, March 13, 2004 3:22 PM CST
To the Ortiz family, I am so very sorry for your loss. I can't begin to know your suffering and deep sense of loss. I can only offer you my most heartfelt sorrow. Beautiful Abigail will always be in the arms of Jesus. I will always keep you in my heart and remember you all in my prayers.
Judith Clark <judith127@webtv.net>
Jacksonville, Fl USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 3:21 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. Abby fought hard and bravely. She is home now with her dogs and her God. There is no more pain and even though her not being here is hard, she is in heaven with the Angels. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs and Kisses
Tammy Mageehan (friend to Katia) <dzegieris@rogers.com>
Scarborough, ON Canada - Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:59 PM CST
My deepest sympathy to everyone .
May God be with you in your time of need.
Hugs
Polly
Polly <devery6@comcast.net>
Mobile, Al USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:58 PM CST
Mr. and Mrs. Ortiz,
Our deepest sympathies. We're all praying for you.
Work Center 620, USS Wasp (LHD-1)
norfolk, va usa - Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:55 PM CST
Dearest Bert and Suzanne,
I am truly heartbroken for both of you. I can only offer what I find to be solace in the words of our Lord:
“He will wipe away all tears from their eyes, and there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying, nor pain. All of that has gone forever.” Revelations 21.4
God bless both of you and know Abigail is truly free.
Lovingly, Karen
Karen LaMountain <AngelGrammaL@netscape.net>
Selkirk, NY USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:44 PM CST
I am so very sorry for the loss of you precious, beautiful little girl. I hope you can find some comfort in knowing that she'll be safe until you get there. Take care. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Paula Smith
www.caringbridge.org/ca/judson
Paula Smith <jpjcsmith@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:42 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I am very, very sorry for your loss of Abigail. I also know that Chemo Angel Sheryl is heart-broken and she too loved your Abigail.
Although it doesn't really take away our pain we are assured that these little ones go from their last breath here and immediately their souls and spirits go to Jesus. She is not sleeping--her soul is very, very much alive and her soul has a joy we too will know someday.
However, I am so sorry for your pain as this is the hardest trial any parent could ever endure.
I will pray for God's strength for your family. Jesus our Savior will one day reunite us with our children.
God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabbie, and Noah Gabriel
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:37 PM CST
I am so sorry to learn of Abbys passing, I am sure she is dancing free in heaven, laughing having fun like little girls should. Saying prayers for you all.
Sara
Visit Sams Page
Sara joy <m.joy@tesco.net >
uk - Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:31 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
Oh I am so sorry. I read your note today and feel such sadness for you both. I know that Abigail is in a better place, where she is happy and feels no pain. And that she feels such tremendous love for you both - not only for being such wonderful parents, but for also being such wonderful people.
Both of you, your family and all of your friends who loved Abigail, will be in my prayers.
You are truly loved by many, many people. And we are here for you, if you need us.
Take care.
With Loving Wishes,
-Dave
Dave Edwards <QuietCoveMusic@hotmail.com>
Andover, CT USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:30 PM CST
I am so sorry to hear about Abby. She fought so hard and had such loving parents thru it all. She will be a beautiful angel! No more pain...no more struggles.
Fly free beautiful Abby!
Terry Snyder <r.snyder20@verizon.net>
Lakeland, FL - Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:27 PM CST
I cannot find the proper words to express how I'm feeling about your devastating loss. I am very sad because I was so hopeful for her recovery as all of us were. Your strength and faith is and was really remarkable. I admire you both as well as your extended family for enabling all of us to be a part of your life for a while. I truly hope your lives will continue to be enriched by Abby's presence because she is indeed an angel now! Abby earned her wings here on earth a long time ago. God Bless all of you and may he keep you comforted with every thought of that precious child.
Ellen Faingold <ellen_caringbridge@faingold.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:26 PM CST
Please accept my sincere condolences. Praying for you during this difficult time.
Kathy <kmayo42@aol.com>
Whitehall, OH - Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:22 PM CST
I'm sorry
Edie
Albany, Or USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:18 PM CST
I have followed Abby's story for a little while now and am sad to learn of her passing. She will make such a beautiful angel!! ((((HUGS))))
Jamie Carman <thecarmans@annapolis.com>
Annapolis, MD - Saturday, March 13, 2004 2:02 PM CST
I am so sorry to read your entry, and learn that Abigail is no longer here. I am sure she is in heaven, playing and happy, and I am glad you can find peace in that. I will continue to keep you both in my heart and prayers.
Mary Tumbleweed Foundation <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 1:53 PM CST
Lord, bless the parents of Abby with wisdom, peace and joy in Jesus' name.
Blessings,
Ken, Fran & Robert
Canyon Lake, TX - Saturday, March 13, 2004 1:40 PM CST
I am so sorry. Please know that I will keep you in my prayers at this difficult time.
Diane Luparello <dluparel@earthlink.net>
Apex, NC - Saturday, March 13, 2004 1:35 PM CST
Bert, Suzanne and Family-
I have come to know of your journey only recently, and I am sorry for your loss and grief. Your faith and love are inspiring, and will help you to carry on without your precious Abigail. Know that she is free and whole, hand in hand with Jesus, and you will see her again. I also have a little one who was called Home 4 months ago. Lean on the God of all comfort, and on those HE sends to help you on earth.
God's Peace.
Kelly, Samuel J.'s mama (1/19/00-11/5/03)
www.caringbridge.org/pa/samuelj
Kelly Johnson <kellyjnsn@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 1:23 PM CST
I'm so sorry. We will continue to keep you in our prayers.
Andrea Martini alexupdate.com <amartini@glencove.com>
Gig Harbor, Wa - Saturday, March 13, 2004 1:23 PM CST
Bless you people,may God give you strength.
Abby has gone home,may she rest in peace.
GMarie <karmasunn01@aol.com>
WLFD, CT USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 1:18 PM CST
God Saw you
God saw you getting tired
And a cure was not to be,
so he put his arms around you
And he whispered "Come to me"
With tearful eyes we watched you,
And saw you slip away.
And though we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Our angel was put to rest.
God broke our heart to prove to us
He only takes the best.
Fly Abby Fly Run through heaven playground cancer free !!!
Meghan And Nate ~Our Angel on Earth~ www.caringbridge.org/ny/naters_page <gaphouse@yahoo.com>
Lyndonville, NY USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 1:14 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
My thoughts and prayers have been with your family for the last few months - and I will continue to hold your family in my prayers - you are now blessed with a beautiful angel watching over you - and playing in Heaven with her doggies, and so many other little playmates, who know the struggles she went through here on earth - but can now rejoice together pain and cancer free! May God bless you always! *warm hugs*
http://lightingchildrenslives.org
*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children's Lives <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 1:06 PM CST
I was so saddened when I read today's journal entry. I have been praying for you since I found your site in Jan. I will continue to pray for you. Be at peace sweet Abby.
Love and Blessings,
Tanya
Tanya Nicole Servis <Raystlyn4283@aol.com>
Bayville, NJ USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 1:01 PM CST
No, no, no! Bert and Suzanne, I have no words to express the sorrow in my heart right now. I know that the reason Abby hung on and continued to fight was because of the love of her wonderful family. May all of you know the comfort of the Lord as you go on without her.
Abby, You are going to be missed. I learned so much from you about living life for the sheer joy of it. Rest well sweet angel.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 12:43 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne, "Thank you" for allowing me the chance to meet your precious Abby. My life has truly been blessed by your stories of Abby's sweet spirit and by your demonstration of your unending faith, hope, and love. I will grieve your loss always, but I rejoice in knowing that through God's will, Abby won. Love to you both, Lynda Odum
Lynda Odum <bobodum@bellsouth.net>
atlanta, ga - Saturday, March 13, 2004 12:24 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I can't imagine what your hearts feel like now. I am so sorry to hear that Abby died. I knew her when she was in Mrs. Larkin's class - she was such a joy.
I will keep you in my prayers - that the Lord will give the comfort that you need, and that he will surround you with people who will be his arms to you.
Love,
Michele Gilmore - a teacher at Great Bridge Primary
Michele Gilmore <offtochina@aol.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 12:22 AM CST
My heart and prayers are with you and your entire family. May God give you peace in the next coming days and weeks as you come to terms with Abby's passing. As you said, she is at peace with The Lord and I hope everyone can share with that thought.
Julie Goerlich <Julz119@aol.com>
Union, NJ USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 12:20 AM CST
May God give you strength in the coming days and people all around you to lean upon. Our prayers are with your family.
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, Nebraska - Saturday, March 13, 2004 12:01 AM CST
We are so very, very sorry. We can't imagine the unspeakable grief you must feel. All of our love and prayers to you and sweet little Abby.
Robin, Reed and Michael <robinsauter@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 12:00 AM CST
I am so sorry to have heard this sad news,but as we all know ,yes,she is pain+ cancer free now.I have followed Abby's site for quite awhile now and sometimes checked her updates 3-4 times a day, always hoping for some good news.May God give your family the strength to carry on in this sad time of your lives.My heart goes out to you.Silvia+ Kristen Mead(My little cancer survivor)
http://caringbridge.org/il/kristen/index.htm
Silvia+Kristen Mead <fishgolfpoolgsk@aol.com>
Skokie, ILL. U.S.A. - Saturday, March 13, 2004 11:47 AM CST
With tears of sorrow for your heartbreaking loss of your beautiful, precious ^^Abigail^^,
Love,
Ginny <Prayers4^^angels^^@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 11:32 AM CST
My heart is breaking for you. I do not know you, but I have followed your journals, And I feel like I know you. Abby was so beautiful, Her dark brown eyes just made you melt. My beautiful 5 year old nephew Jakob lost his battle with cancer. On Dec. 27, 2003. My thoughts and my prayers will be with you. Abby was so lucky to have such wonderful parents. She flew to Heaven knowing how much she was loved. Now she will be with our Heavenly Father, whom loves us more than anyone. She will be his special angel.
JoAnn
JoAnn Richardson <prjr@frontiernet.net>
Fort Dodge, IA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 11:28 AM CST
I did not geet the chance to meet your precious daughter.
Her beautiful face let me grieve with my own tears.
May your days ahead be lead with needed tears, memories to cherish forever, and grace from above.
Tanya McIntyre, RN <BK2by2918@aol.com>
Cheapeake, Edmarc, VA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 11:14 AM CST
My heart is breaking today for your family. I know that everything was done for your sweet little girl that could be done. I also know from reading your posts that she was a very much loved child. I know she took that with her.. Your family will be in my prayers for a long time to come.
May GOD hold you in HIS arms and give you peace.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 11:06 AM CST
I never was blessed to meet Abigail, Bert, or Suzanne in person, but I've always felt so lucky to be able to read your story. I'm in tears right now for many reasons with the news of Abby's passing. I really don't know what to say, except that while I feel so sad, I can't help but smile when thinking of Abby playing with Butchie and Lulu.
My prayers are with your entire family, and all of your friends, especially Madison.
Michele <Singing_Kitty@hotmail.com>
New York, NY USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 11:05 AM CST
I can see Abby playing in the garden of heaven with her dogs. She is so beautiful, and has been so strong.. My heart and prayers are with you... My baby grandson earned his angel wings 4 years ago.. his sister and I blow kisses to "his church" daily to float to heaven. The pain does lessen, and the love grows.. and the memories become so precious.. and so sweet.. let Abby's love for you give you strength here on earth until you join her in the garden! Thank you so very much for sharing your family portrait. It is so very beautiful.. Take care of each other, and have a safe trip home.
Pam <pterfehr@aol.com>
Christine, ND - Saturday, March 13, 2004 11:04 AM CST
What a bittersweet occasion. I am so sorry. I am glad Abby is no longer suffering and is in the eternal presence of Jesus and I am so sad that you can no longer hold her in your arms. I have added your family to our Prayer List and we will continue to pray for you at HE CARES Ministries . Blessings in Christ. I'll check back soon.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, March 13, 2004 11:02 AM CST
Thank GOD she has won her battle and I pray for those she left behind. Abby was lucky to have such a wonderful loving family and I feel privileged to have been allowed to be a tiny part of her life. Thank you and PLEASE continue to update as I will continue to check on you.
love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:48 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
My heart is broken for you. My heart rejoices for Abigail as she now resides in the presence of the Lord, totally pain and cancer free forever. I am just so very, very sorry for your pain. My prayers will all be for you now, for comfort and peace and strength. God bless. With love, Kathy (grandma to Abigail Elizabeth, also eight years old)
Kathy Welch <abbysmamaa@yahoo.com>
Lexington, Ohio - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:45 AM CST
God bless. I have been here everyday and it saddens me that someone who fought so bravely lost so unfairly. But i know that abby is in a better place.
I pray for you all
Laura
~X~
Laura <take_my_breath_away_@hotmail.com>
Hertfordshire, herts UK - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:42 AM CST
Bert, Suzanne and Family:
I am utterly heartbroken to hear of Abigail's passing. Although I never had the good fortune to meet her, she has touched me deeply through her fight with cancer. Her courage and spirit were truly an inspiration to me, and she was never far from my thoughts and prayers. I don't know what else to say ... my heart is broken.
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:38 AM CST
I, too, know the pain of losing a child. And like you, the comfort of Christ and knowledge of being reunited with my healthy, cancer-free child in heaven sustains me. But the loss is deep and real, and my heart and prayers go out to you.
with love from 'angel' Nolan's mom
Lorraine (nolans_hope.tripod.com) <loralof@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:29 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
Our hearts are saddened because of the loss of Abby. May God give you the strength that you need at this time. We will keep you in our prayers. Have a safe trip to Virginia. We will be waiting to help you in any way we can.
Love, Sherma and Hunter
Sherma Mason <dwainmason@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:23 AM CST
To Abby's family.
I have been following her for sometime. What a beautiful and brave little girl you had. She will be dearly missed by all she has touched.
May god wrap his arms around you all right now and give you strength as the days go on. I am so sorry for the lose of your sweet little girl. I will be thinking and praying for you for a long time to come.
God be with you
Melissa <melissataylor@accesswave.ca>
Halifax, NS Canada - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:21 AM CST
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Ortiz,
Sadly, I tried to email you yesterday to express our family's thoughts and best for Abigail and it didn't go through. And now today I am sending this to express our deepest condolences.
We came to your site and your beautiful daughter's story almost by accident: through another child on caringbridge. I have an eight year old daughter whose name is Arabella and she, too, is called Abby for short. Everytime I saw the beautful picture on your website, your Abby reminded me so much of my own. Arabella was born in China and adopted there as a baby, but she has the same look of intelligence, sensitivity and determination in her eyes as your wonderful Abby.
Words are completely inadequate in expressing my sorrow for you and your family. I know from just reading your website that Abby left a lasting legacy.
With love from
Amanda Uhry
Arabella Eliza Frances Uhry (also called Abby)
Amanda Uhry
New York, NY USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:20 AM CST
^i^ ^i^ ^i^ ^i^ ^i^ ^i^ ^i^ ^i^ ^i^ ^i^
To my dearest family ...
There's some things I'd like to say,
But first of all, to let you know
That I have arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven.
Here I dwell with God above,
Where there's no more tears of sadness ...
There is just eternal love.
"It's good to have you back again,
You were missed while you were gone;
As for your dearest family,
They'll be here later on."
"I need you here badly,
As you're part of my plan;
There's so much that we have to do,
To help our mortal man."
God gave me a list of things
That he wished for me to do;
And foremost on the list
Was to watch and care for you.
I wish that I could tell you
All that God has planned;
But if I were to tell you,
You really wouldn't understand.
There is one thing is for certain,
Although my life on earth is o'er,
I'm closer to you now,
Than I ever was before.
If you can ever help somebody
Who's in sorrow and pain,
Then you can say to God at night ...
"My day was not in vain."
For now I am contented,
That my life was worthwhile;
Knowing as I passed along the way,
I was able to make somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody
Who is sad and feeling low ...
Just lend a hand to pick him up,
As on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street
And you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps
Only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go
From that body to be free,
Remember that you're not going ...
You're coming here to me.
~ Ruth Ann Mahaffey ~
^i^ ^i^ ^i^ ^i^ ^i^ ^i^ ^i^ ^i^ ^i^ ^i^
Bert and Suzanne,
I was so sorry to read this news this morning. My heart is absolutely broken in two. But, we do know that Abby is now cancer-free, FOREVER CANCER-FREE. 'When we all....get to Heaven, what a day of rejoicing that will be!'
My prayers are with you all.....
Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mom
**Connor's page**
<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America! - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:16 AM CST
May the love of our God, your family, and your friends help you through this difficult time. The earth has been touched by your Angel Abby.
Love and prayers,
Linda Miko <queeniesmom44@yahoo.com>
Clinton Township, MI USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:16 AM CST
Bert & Suzanne
Our hearts go out to you. We are praying for you at this very difficult time.
Patsy & Jim Burke <ramjasp@aol.com>
Blauvelt, ny - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:12 AM CST
I am sooooo sorry to hear about Abigail--she was very strong & brave & was LOVED by all who read her page. Please consider yourself HUGGED & know that Abigail is now CANCER FREE & is one of the prettiest angels that God has ever seen!
~~Thinking of you in SD~~
Jodi Simerly <jlsimerly@yahoo.com>
Watertown, SD - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:10 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne:
Though I came to know you story only a few weeks ago, I checked daily on Abby's progress. I hope you realize all the continued prayers that will come your way. My father passed away 12 years ago, I know he will be there to Welcome Abby in his arms.. He struggled with cancer for 2 years and though not my daughter he was my father and it is difficult to watch the struggle, ride the roller coaster of the good things and bad things. He also passed peacefully and that did give us all solace... May the Lord continue to give you what you need in now this lonely time. Try and remember all of us that are here for you. God Bless you. Thank you for sharing this with all of us and I hope you continue to update now and then to let us know how you 2 are doing.... My love to the both of you.
Jim, Marjie and Jenni Rinehart <jmrwil17@kdsi.net>
Oskaloosa, ia usa - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:06 AM CST
You have my deepest sympathy.... *HUG*
Sue Kirschbaum <logan@pcii.net>
Cassville, WI - Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:04 AM CST
Dear Bert and Sue- I am so very sorry. May you find peace.
John Grunberg <backprod@juno.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 10:00 AM CST
To Angel Abby's loving and devoted family,
We are never prepared for the loss of a loved one, but God is always prepared to help us through that loss. May His presence begin the healing in your hearts and souls and may His love surround you with the comfort only He can give. You are in my prayers.
In Christian love,
Bonnie Curran <bjcurran@earthlink.net>
Concord, NC - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:59 AM CST
~Bert, Suzanne & Family~
I have been following your beautiful daughter's journey with cancer for months now, and when I signed on this morning and read your latest entry...I think my heart stopped beating for a moment. I am so sorry for your loss. While Abigail is now healthy, happy and WHOLE living with our Lord and Savior...I know that you, as her parents and extended family had hoped for that healing to take place here on earth.
It sounds to me like Abby had a huge group of wonderful little angels to welcome her into the arms of the Lord. I lost my first born son, 12 years ago to SIDS when he was just 8 weeks old. Tristan will surely be on the welcoming committee.
As I have prayed for sweet Abby each day, I will continue to pray for you Bert and Suzanne... Stay strong for one another, support one another and love one another.
Your friend in Christ,
Jenifer Hayes <jenndahouse@aol.com>
Seattle, Wa USA!! - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:57 AM CST
My heart aches for you. You will be forever in my thoughts!
Michelle
Tampa , FL - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:54 AM CST
Dearest Abby what a brave strong girl you are. I have been reading about you for weeks now and could tell how strong and brave you are from your Daddy's words. How strong you are Mom and Dad. I will continue to pray for you during this very dificult time. Abby will look over you and help give you strength. I am happy to hear she is having fun with her dogs. Let the lord look over you now and always. Lets all pray...
Brenda Mom to Brittany ALL relapsed 2/19/00
Brenda Meyer <meyers4the@aol.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:54 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
I am so very sorry. My heart hurts with yours.
We love you guys.
Amanda & Alyssa
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:53 AM CST
I have been following her page from saralee's page. I am so very sorry. When I pulled up her page and seen the little angel girl on the side I knew what I was going to read. I am so sorry. I pray that you will find comfort in the days to come. Your family is in my prayers.
Christine Warner <huntingnut2002@msn.com>
Tamarack, MN - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:48 AM CST
Dear Bert, Suzanne & Family,
I am so sorry to hear that Abby is now an Angel. I have followed her story for a while now and it is just so hard to believe that she is gone. I cannot imagine the hurt that you are feeling, although at the same time I know it hurt as well to see her in the ICU on the ventilator fighting so very hard. My prayers are with you during this difficult time and after. I think about you all so much during the day. I pray the Lord's hand be upon you.
Love,
Detra
Matt 19:26
Detra Dowling <dcdow2@aol.com>
Boiling Springs, SC USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:37 AM CST
Dear Abby's Family;
There are no words to say to take away the pain. Please know that I'm so very, very sorry for your loss. I've been following Abby's story for a long while now and I wanted you to know that the distance her story has traveled and the lessons I and so many others have learned from her beautiful heart are abundant. I will personally never forget her beautiful smile. The picture on the page right now is amazing... a true testament to a lovely, smiling, happy Abby... this is how she should always, always be remembered. Thank you for sharing her story... and for letting all of us be a part of her brave journey.
*Fly, fly little wing,
fly beyond imagining.
The softest cloud, the whitest dove,
Upon the wind of Heaven's love.
Past the planets and the stars,
leave this lonely world of ours.
Escape the sorrow and the pain...
and fly again. *
~Celine Dion~
God Bless you all!
Rachel K. <Storm844@aol.com>
Lexington, KY USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:32 AM CST
Dear Suzanne, Bert and family,
I am so very sorry for your loss. She is such a beautiful little angel now. I don't know what to say. I hope that you are able to find peace. Please, just know that you are constantly in our thoughts and prayers. May heaven's newest angel guide you through the pain.
With our deepest sympathies,
The Carter's <tlc2866@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, Ct - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:32 AM CST
I am so very sorry to hear your news. May God keep you in his tender care.
Cindy Aldrich(www.caringbridge.org/il/elliott) <elliottsmama@comcast.net>
Sandwich, IL - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:32 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert- I've been following Abby's story for a couple of months. I'm so sorry for your loss. I feel your pain. I lost my 8 yr. old son, Joe, in Sept. to ALL. There is some peace in knowing that our children are experiencing a safe, cancer free heaven. May God give you strength.
Cathy Rossini <trossini@comcast.net>
IGH, MN - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:28 AM CST
No, no no no
it just isnt fair. Abby, your are too beautiful for earth.
ive been praying for Abby to find comfort and leave pain, but death? never.
Such a little girl
Living grown up dreams
Shooting for the sky
With a smile and eyes that beam
Her living an example
Her death was a surprise
Heaven's latest angel
Finally gets to fly.
She touched so many lives
She made us see the light
Dreams are only dreams
Unless we live them day and night
Her life here may have ended
But her soul will never die
Heaven's latest angel
Finally gets to fly.
Nothing left to ground her
Spirit ... finally free
The world hers' to discover
"From sea to shining sea"
Yearning for the blue skies
As she waves one last good-bye
Heaven's latest angel
Finally gets to fly
Find your peace, Abigail.
Phyllis <prc7186@aol.com>
Hamilton, NJ USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:15 AM CST
Dearest Bert and Suzanne,
My heart is breaking as I type this post and tears fill my eyes. I have been following your beautiful Abby's story for quite awhile and feel as if I have lost a dear friend. Your precious daughter and both of you have touched my heart and soul. I believe my own angel Jen met Abby when she crossed into Heaven's gates. Jen will take good care of Abby and Abby will love her. Jen too lost her earthly battle with AML two months before her 17th birthday.
I know how painful this is for you and want you to know you are in my heart and prayers. Know this, Abby is not lost to you forever. You will hold her again one day in a world much better than this but next time it will be forever. You will see her in every rainbow and the sun that rises each morning. You will feel her touch is every soft wind that brushes your cheek. She will live on in your heart and memories. Abby is simple away - just beyond the rainbows. May God draw near to strength and comfort you. Please know if I can help in any way I am just a click away.
With much love,
Judy
Click on the angel to visit my web site: Catch An Angel
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:09 AM CST
I have been praying for Abby for weeks. So sorry to hear of her death. I feel for you. I lost my 2 years old son to CF on Thanksgiving day eight years ago. My prayers go out to you.
sarah copeland <copeland@datalinkc.com>
Hertford, nc USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:09 AM CST
I also have been following Abbie for weeks now. My heart breaks for you. I ask that God will surround you with his ever-healing love. I ask that He wrap his arms around you in this special time of need.
God bless you for being so strong.
Anita Thebo <anrthebo@knology.net>
Prattville, AL - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:07 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I'm so sorry to hear of Abby's passing ~ I know she has truly won the battle against the illness but I'm sorry it had to be in this way ~ I know she is the most beautiful Angel and she'll be with you always ~
God Bless,
Jean Ilderton
Jean ~ Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com>
Tucson, AZ - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:05 AM CST
I have been following Abigail's hard fight for weeks and praying for all of you, and I am so very sorry for your loss. I'm sure your beautiful angel daughter has touched countless hearts from all over the world. Now I hope and pray that you will heal from this and find peace and comfort in knowing that you will have a wonderful joyous reunion one day.
Petra
Finland - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:02 AM CST
I have been following Abby's fight for a while now. Please accept my sincere sympathy. I know you gather peace in knowing Abby is cancer-free in Heaven, but my heart aches for you and your family. My husband and I held our daughter just a little over a year ago as she died in our arms after a 15 month fight with Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia. In the days to come, the Lord will supply you with His grace and His strength. Thank you for allowing us to "meet" Abby, if only through this computer. Our prayers are with you.
Janet Sims, mom to Angel Janie-forever 5 years old,Janie's Page <janetsims@juno.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, March 13, 2004 9:00 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear of your daughter's death. I will continue to pray for you.
Sara S. Stubbs <ssjs@carolina.rr.com>
Monroe, NC - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:57 AM CST
Words cannot express how sorry I am for your loss. I am so happy that she went peacefully and you were all with her. What a beautiful way to pass over to the Lord. She was such a gift to so many of us that never met her. She made the world a smaller place. Thank you for sharing your story and your love of a wonderful little girl. May God give you comfort and peace!!!!
Luv,
Barbara <willbarb@ptd.net>
Stroudsburg, PA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:57 AM CST
Dear sweet Abby --
I sit here now with tears in my eyes - tears of joy for you in celebration of your being in God's lap with Jesus right beside you. I know what comfort you found in being met by your two doggies!
But I also have tears of sadness in my eyes as well for I can only begin to comprehend how much your Mom, Dad and other family members and friends will miss you. I'm hoping that all will take comfort in knowing how joyous you are right now and that God will surround them with peace, comfort and understanding.
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:54 AM CST
I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with your family.
http://lightingchildrenslives.org
Melanie <positivestories@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:50 AM CST
I am so sorry for your loss and know that your beautiful daughter is watching you from Heaven.
A visitor from Boston
Boston, MA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:50 AM CST
Our prayers go out to you and your family. I have follwed Abby's progress daily and feel like I know her. What a beautiful little girl. I know this will be a difficult time for you, so remember that Abby is wrapped in the Fathers arms and you can also be comforted by our loving Fathers arms. In Psalms 71:21-22 David says Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore me again; from the depths of the earth you will bring me up. You will increase my honor and comfort me once again.
The Lord is comforting Abby now and will continue to restore your lifes everyday. Keep your focus on the Lord and He will renew your strength. May God Bless and Keep you daily. I shall miss the updates on Abby and will continue to pray for you and your family
LeAnn Sartor <t.sartor@sbcglobal.net>
Bedford, Tx us - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:49 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne, I am so sorry. Abby fought so hard and is now pain free. I will keep you in my prayers. May God give you the comfort, peace and love that you need to make it through the days ahead.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:39 AM CST
Bert, Suzanne, and Abby's family,
I have followed Abigail from Katia's page. I am so very very sorry that Abby has gone on ahead. I am so shocked, even though she was so sick I, like you, held out hope that she would recover. I know she is whole again and is free now from all the burdens she faced her in this life...that brings joy. Abigail is in your future and I know you hold on to that. As a parent my heart breaks for you. Please know you have my continued prayers and thoughts! God entrusted you with a beautiful soul and I want you to know you did a most excellent job caring for her! You will be together again!
Stephanie Moore <patrick.moore@insightbb.com>
Lousiville, KY - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:39 AM CST
I believe that a little piece of every part of this world is grieving today for poor little Abby. I didn't even know her, but I have been praying so hard and checking this site every day and I am so sick about this. I'm so sorry for your loss. I wish there was something I could do to make it better for you. Please know that your family will continue to be in my thoughts through your hard times. Now you have a beautiful little Angel to help watch over you. May God Bless your family.
Kandy <buttercup@pcii.net>
Cassville, WI USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:38 AM CST
Dear Bert, Suzanne, and family,
My daughter and I have been praying every day for you and Abby. Within our prayers, we asked that Abby be spared pain and suffering. You did so much to make that possible for her, and now our Father has done the rest. God be with you. We will continue to pray for you.
Irene Chambers
Virginia Beach, VA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:30 AM CST
Suzanne and Bert,
There are no words to say what what I want to say. I fell in love with Abby right from the start and have loved keeping in touch with her! Thanks for sharing your jewel ! My prayers are with you! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:28 AM CST
Suzanne & Bert,
I am so saddened to hear of Abby's passing. My heart is hurting.
I remember seeing Abby on the "Make A Child Smile" web site in 2001 and was so taken by her. I started sending her "Fred The Maltese" cards and she wrote back. That was so special to me. I still keep her pictures and notes. I got to know her through the internet. I wish I could have met her and that she could have met Fred. We also shared a love for dolls.
Abby is now pain free and cancer free. I know other children that have died of this horrible disease and I'm sure they are welcoming Abby along with her dogs.
My prayers are with you.......
Nancy Ambrose. <CHUMSorg@msn.com>
Framingham, MA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:23 AM CST
Hi lil sis in Heaven, I will continue to pray for your family sis. Remember you will meet again when it is time. I am just so sorry that you had to go now. Love Chance
Chance-Big Bro to Connor, Mitchell, and anyone else who needs a bro
Chance <harleyga@bellsouth.net>
Ga USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:22 AM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. I will be prying for God to give you strength for thr days, weeks and months ahead.
Cathy Rusyniak <Garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, nj - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:21 AM CST
May God give you peace and strength. My heart goes out to all of Abby's family.
Denise Powell <apow8516@aol.com>
Marshall, nc - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:20 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I am so sorry for your loss. I will continue to pray for you both. Your beautiful little girl is now in the arms of Jesus and she is finally well! God Bless you
karen anderson <cowgirlsandcowboys@netzero.net>
abita springs, LA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:19 AM CST
dear burt and suzanne
please know im praying for you
abbie «♥Angel Mitchell♥» <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:16 AM CST
My deepest condolences to you and your whole family on the loss of your daughter, Abby. Please know you are in my continued thoughts and prayers.
Liz G <Lizg@optonline.net>
Kings Park, NY USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:15 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
Everyday I checked on Abby to see how she was doing, praying hard that a miracle would happen. My heart is broken for you. You both as well as the rest of your family will remain in my prayers. Abby is now pain free, romping with her beloved dogs, what a wonderful picture that is in my thoughts. Abby, find my dear sweet Molly and give her a big hug for me!
Lots of love,
Anne S. <legendkees@iwon.com>
Keshena, WI - Saturday, March 13, 2004 8:08 AM CST
My heart truly aches for your loss. As you've shared your daughter with all of us, it's our loss too. I'm happy to read that you both take comfort in the Lord, and I hope you can rest in the peace that only He can give.
Much love to you!
Sheri ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/la/cameron <yankee_cajun2001@yahoo.com>
Lafayette, LA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:53 AM CST
Please know that I will be praying for you both.
Kasey Gunde <kasey.gunde@delta.com>
Mount Holly, NC US - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:52 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne...My heart aches for you and your family. Please accept my deepest condolences. Thank you for sharing your beautiful daughter, Abby, with all of us. She won't be forgotten.
May God, your family and friends continue to comfort you and give you strength during this most difficult of times.
Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:34 AM CST
Rest in the peace of our Lord, dear Abby. May His perpetual light shine upon you.
Grandma Janice to (www.caringbridge.org/ca/andrew) <jannield@comcast.net>
Costa Mesa, CA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:30 AM CST
I was so sorry to read of Abby's passing. Please know I continue to pray for all of you.
Love, Amy <jessibubba@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:28 AM CST
I am so sorry for the loss of sweet Abby. Praying for comfort and peace for her family.
Bonnie Viernes <bonnieviernes@hotmail.com>
Traverse City, MI - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:26 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne, I am devastated to hear that Abby has died. I am so very sorry, I wish there were words... I am so glad she died peacefully and in your arms, and it is a great comfort to know she is truly "home", and free of pain and cancer, and knows joy like nothing that exists on this earth. But how I wish she was still here with you. I will be praying for you, and Abby will always have a special place in my heart. Love Alice xxxx
Alice <neilandalice@aol.com>
London, England - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:26 AM CST
I am so, so sorry to hear of Abby's passing. God Bless you all and keep you in the palm of his hand. Prayers are with you.
Clara
Charlotte, nc - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:15 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne -
We are completely shocked and devastated right now. Our heartfelt sympathies go out to you both and your families. We didn't check the website last night and had no idea this had happened. We were NOT prepared to read your words this morning.
We want you to know that we will never forget precious Abigail, or the battle that she fought and ultimately won ---- because she is finally in heaven, pain-free, and cancer-free (without any worries of this nasty beast EVER returning!)!! Please know that she touched our lives and we are forever grateful to you both for sharing her with the world!
May God be with you now, more than ever, as you begin this difficult journey. Your angel is definitely smiling down at you, from Heaven. You are the best parents she could have ever asked for.
We are praying for you --- always!
Love,
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:15 AM CST
Words cannot express how sorry I am to hear of Abigail's death. I'm happy though that she has found peace at last and i'm thinking of you and hoping that she will help you to find the strength to get through this. You will never know how many lives your little angel touched the world over.
Emma <star_heartuk@yahoo.co.uk>
UK - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:13 AM CST
There are no words adequate for the loss of a child. Thank you for sharing Abby with us. We know and love her through your journal entries and through Make A Child Smile.
You are right. She has been set free.
God love you all and give you peace.
Vicki Scott <cyberfogie@AOL.com>
Prosperity, SC USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:12 AM CST
Mr. and Mrs. Ortiz - I feel very sad that Abby is gone. I wish she could come back to Brownies. We have pictures hanging up on our refrigerator. I'm glad that I met her. We had so much fun together. I think she's looking for Angel Ryan in Heaven that you wrote about once. My Grandma Goss is up there too and I hope they have become friends and get to hug each other. Love, Amanda (age 7)- Mommy typed exactly what I told her to write.
Amanda West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:09 AM CST
I am very sorry to hear of the passing of Abby. May you and your family find peace and this time. God will take care of you. "He Himself has said, I will not in any way fail you nor give you up nor leave you without support." Hebrews 13:5
Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am the song that will never end.
I am the love of family and friend.
I am the child who has come to rest
In the arms of the Father who knows her best.
When you see the sunset fair,
I am the scented evening air.
I am the joy of a task well done.
I am the glow of the setting sun.
Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die!
Wilbur Skeels (1996)
Amy <amyolson@comcast.net>
Woodbridge, VA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:05 AM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Abby was truly a special gift, she touched us all in so many ways. She will be missed...
Love, The Garrison family - Amy, Kelly, Brady and Maggie <amyg5@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:04 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
I am so very sorry that this had to happen to your new angel. The idea of her two pets greeting her ...
Ronnie Wood <ronniewood@comcast.net>
Scotch Plains, NJ - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:02 AM CST
My love to you both. Abby is one who has touched the lives of so many, including mine. Please know you are in my heart and in my prayers.
My world is brighter because I have known Abby. Now the angels get to enjoy her beautiful spirit as much as we did.
Love, Mrs. Porter
Sheli Porter <sheliporter@cox.net>
Chesapeake , VA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:56 AM CST
Our hearts are broken for you. You and Abby will forever remain in our hearts.
Paulette, Sarah, and Michael Nimitz <pnimitz@juno.com>
chesapeake, Va - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:49 AM CST
Words can not convey how sorry i am that abby has passed away. Im thinking of you all, Love Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:48 AM CST
My heart aches for your family at the loss of your beautiful daughter. I didn't know Abby, but the first time I saw her picture she stole my heart. May God give your family peace and comfort. I know heaven is rejoicing with the addition of this beautiful angel.
aug95mom <aug95mom@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:47 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne - I am so sorry for your loss. I am a stranger to you and Abby, but in the past few weeks I came to care a lot about her. She was a beautiful girl. I love the family picture that you posted. I will continue to hold you family in my prayers.
Kelly <skjs1@cox.net>
Warner Robins, GA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:42 AM CST
You are in my prayers.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:39 AM CST
Quite simply, she will be missed. The family photo is beautiful and captures the love you shared and the love you gave to this very special child. I am so sorry for your loss.
As I look outside right now, the sun is shining and it is a very quiet morning here in Virginia, as nature contemplates the loss of a child who used to play and laugh here. Althogh I never met Abigail, it was a privilege to visit her page and to think about her strength and to know that in spite of her illness, she had happy times in life and she had such wonderful parents, Bert and Suzanne. My heart is with yours, as any parent's would be.
M. Elton
Richmond, VA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:39 AM CST
To Angel Abby and her family,
I am so sorry to hear of Abby's passing. I have checked in on Abby due to Saralee's link, and through my nephew Tom's e-mail's. I guess all of the caringbridge friends and relatives are one big family, all going through different diseases, but caring and praying for each other regardless. Abby obviously touched so many people, far and wide. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. Tom will take care of you, Abby, he loved children. God Bless.
Terry (Tom's aunt) <TerryP23@aol.com>
Cranston, RI - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:37 AM CST
I never know what to say at times like these. Please know my thoughts and prayers are with all of you as you go through this extremely difficult time.
"Angel" -- Sarah McLachlan
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance,
for a break that would make it okay.
There's always some reason
to feel not good enough,
and it's hard, at the end of the day.
I need some distraction,
Oh, beautiful release.
Memories seep from my veins.
Let me be empty,
Oh, and weightless,
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight.
In the arms of the angel,
fly away from here,
from this dark, cold hotel room,
and the endlessness that you feel.
You are pulled from the wreckage,
Of your silent reverie.
You're in the arms of the angel,
may you find some comfort here.
So tired of the straight line,
and everywhere you turn,
there's vultures and thieves at your back.
The storm keeps on twisting.
Keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack.
Don't make no difference,
escape one last time.
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness,
Oh, this glorious sadness,
that brings me to my knees.
In the arms of the angel,
fly away from here,
from this dark, cold hotel room,
and the endlessness that you feel.
You're in the arms of the angel,
may you find some comfort here.
Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!
~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~
Shannon, Jeff & Samantha Therese <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:30 AM CST
I am so sorry for the loss of sweet angel Abby. She is now resting safely with the angels, watching over you. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you.
Mike <desertmusician@aol.com>
Clarkston, MI USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:30 AM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
i'm so sorry that you have to live without having Abby around in her body. I know she is fine and i know she is with you in spirit and i pray that you will be able to communicate with her and be in contact with her on other levels from now on.
sending healing and love
mia
http://www.the-healing-tree.com
mia <miafriedrich@lincsat.com>
staffa, on canada - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:30 AM CST
Thank you God for eternal life. The party has begun for one as family and friends left behind wait for the day to join the celebration above. With your grace and mercy please watch over this loving family left behind to continue on the journey that will one day reunite. Let their hard to get through, overwhelming bad days feel like making it is just one day closer to entering the Kingdom. Amen
Sherri <stagmanbo@aol.com>
Lakeland, FL usa - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:30 AM CST
Bert & Suzanne,
I don't even know where to start~
I am so sorry, my heart is breaking for you both and all of your families..
I can't even imagine what you are going through...
I know that Abigail is flying free right now watching over all of us!
You have a very special daughter who has touched the lives of MILLIONS of people from all over the world, this little girl was truly a princess!!
I loved your daughter so much, she will always have a very special place in my heart.
I remember the first time I saw her on Make A Child Smile, as I looked at her picture that was posted, something about her made me melt... the smile, that sweet precious child clinging to her little doll, and that big floppy hat...She stole my heart!
I made this girl a promise that I would never leave her and that I would always be her Angel...I guess now she is my Angel!
Please know that I will always be here for the both of you always...I love you all so much!
I think of poor little Madison now.. how heartbreaking for this child! I have a porcelin doll that I had bought for Abigail and I really want Madison to have it now, I will check with Lori to make sure that is ok first.
Sending all of my love & prayers to you!!
I love you !
Always & Forever
Abigails Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:28 AM CST
Dear Ortiz family,
My heart is breaking this morning to hear that our sweet Abby is no longer with us. I hope you have peace knowing
that Abby is with Our Father in Heaven. I will truly miss her and I know that everyone at school (GBP) will miss her too!
May God be your refuge and strength during this difficult time.
Susan Jordan
Chesapeake, VA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:23 AM CST
To Dear Angel Abby's family,
My heart breaks for you at this time. She was a beautiful child and will be missed deeply. My prayers are with you.
Haley <haleymo@aol.com>
Oceanside, NY - Saturday, March 13, 2004 6:14 AM CST
I am so deeply sorry for you loss. God be with your whole family during this sad time. Please know that I am praying for you all.
Kasey Gunde <kasey.gunde@delta.com>
Mt Holly, NC US - Saturday, March 13, 2004 4:51 AM CST
I don't know what to say, except that my thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time. Abby was a very special child and touched many people. My God bring you comfort and strength in the days to come.
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 3:26 AM CST
Bert, Suzanne and family, Precious Abagail will live in my heart forever. May the Lord be by your side and give you comfort as only He can at this time. You are all in my prayers. I am so sorry this had to be the outcome of Abagail's courageous struggle.
Angel Sprite and all your Smile Quilts friends. <smilequilts@smilequilts.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 0:40 AM CST
Dear Ortiz Family,
You have my deepest sympathy for the loss of your beautiful angel Abby. I've only followed this caringbridge site for a short time, but when I first saw the picture of her on the screen, she stole my heart. The pictures of her on here remind me of a child I knew that went to Heaven a few months ago. Abby looked a lot like her, and I'm sure she was just as sweet. I know there are not any words that can console you right now, but please accept my sympathy. I'm praying very much for your family to be at peace. Remember ^Angel^ Abby is watching over you now. She will always remain in your hearts and the hearts of many others. May God comfort you.
Amanda <mrlynr1110@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 13, 2004 0:12 AM CST
Bert and Suzanne, my heart is breaking for you. God is crying with all of us. Your Abby was clearly so loving, sparkling with life, brave & courageous. My prayers are will all of you tonight.
Ellen <ellen133@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA - Friday, March 12, 2004 11:35 PM CST
We are all deeply sorry to hear the news. Please know we will keep you and your families in our prayers.
Abby had an impact on many people in her short time here
your friends at ~ Smile Quilts ~
- Friday, March 12, 2004 11:35 PM CST
ABBY WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT TWINKLE IN HER EYE.I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HER CUTE LAUGH. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HER SWEET VOICE. I WILL ALWAYS BE AFFECTED BY HER PASSING. I LOVE YOU ABBY.
Caroline's Mommy <smac3k@aol.com>
Trinity, FL - Friday, March 12, 2004 11:06 PM CST
Bert & Suzanne, I am so sorry. I was absolutely shocked and sickened. Abby is one of the first kids I remember learning of here on caringbridge, and never in a million years did any of us expect it to turn out this way. I still dont understand how or why... and I know she was the center of your lives - I wil be praying for you guys and your families.....
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
South Windsor, Ct - Friday, March 12, 2004 10:31 PM CST
Dear Bert & Suzanne: Our deepest sympathies and prayers go with you today and in the many days ahead. I have notified all of our Girl Scout friends and they are all at a loss for words. Please know that your little angel is watching over you and is finally free from pain. All our love, Dale & The Gang
Dale, Allan, Jenny, Keri and Senior Troop 850 from Great Bridge <dkmcclure@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 10:29 PM CST
Bert and suzanne, i was checking the site for an update and didnt see one, so I wanted to leave a message stating THat we are all still praying and i read in other peoples message that abby passed away tonight sometime. I cant even tell you how sorry and heartbroken I am for you. I dont understand , I will never forget abigails beautiful smile, they way her eyes lit up and her dimple. SHe was so beautiful now she is a beautiful angel! May God give you strength to endure this void. I am glad she isnt sick anymore and no more hospitals ever!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Friday, March 12, 2004 10:05 PM CST
I will always remember you Abby. I will look for you when I enter those pearly gates. Stay close to Mommy and Daddy, they will need reassurance.
Burt and Susan, your baby touched many lives and will always be loved. My heartfelt deepest sympathy to your family.
Hopefully we all can understand the whys??????someday. Right now I'm sick with heartache. I'm so sorry.
Machele
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 10:00 PM CST
Dearest Bert & Sue........words are not enough to express our most heartfelt sadness. Your precious little girl fought SO hard and now she can be at peace. She is in God's hands where she will never know pain again. God bless both of you for being such amazing parents and enduring this most difficult journey. May God grant you both peace and the strength you will need over the next weeks and months. We are with you in spirit. Our love and prayers, Bev & Jack
Bev & Jack Ryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
Enfield , CT - Friday, March 12, 2004 9:33 PM CST
I have kept up with Abby through Ruthie Richardson. We will continue to pray for you both in the days and months ahead. Our church family feels like we knew Abby personally, and we hurt with you. May you feel God's presence as he strongly holds you during this time. Abby has been eternally healed, and for this we are grateful. God bless you Bert and Suzanne.
Susan Pearce <LSPearce@aol.com>
Manvel, TX USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 9:33 PM CST
Oh God. Why????????? My heart is broken. I dont understand :(
Nancy(bratt) <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, March 12, 2004 9:32 PM CST
MY SWEET ANGEL IN HEAVEN...
I am heartbroken, I got the call from Grandma, I can't believe that you are gone.... I want to SCREAM!!!!THIS IS NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!! WHY? WHY? WHY?
I know you are in a better place right now, but oh how I am gonna miss you princess!
I feel so guilty that I did not make it to Houston to see you.. I should of been there, I promised you I would come...I just didn't make it fast enough! I am so sorry princess...
You are so loved by so many people and you have touched the hearts of a whole world!!
Please watch over Mommy & Daddy , they are going to need you Princess.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS & FOREVER BE YOUR ANGEL!
FLY PRINCESS FLY
Love Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Friday, March 12, 2004 9:31 PM CST
There is nothing I can say, but that we love you. Bert and Suzanne you are both in our prayers.
Ruthie Richardson <grdrichardson@yahoo.com>
Manvel, Tx - Friday, March 12, 2004 9:30 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne - I've been at a complete loss of words for hours now trying to figure out what to write. I just want you to know that my heart aches for you. I pray that God will comfort you on the road ahead as I know he's comforting Abby in Heaven. Your angel touched so many lives around the world. God Bless you and your family.
Sue, Rob, Amanda, Zach and Amelia West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 9:20 PM CST
Our heartfelt prayers go out to Bert and Sue in all they endured in giving there love and prayers for beautiful Abigail who is now in Gods hands.
Dan & Bev Rose Cheryl, Danielle &Chris Cummings <danbev@isgroup.net>
Lake City, Fl U.S.A. - Friday, March 12, 2004 9:15 PM CST
you have my prayers
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 12, 2004 9:03 PM CST
Dear Suzanne and Bert,
May God give you strength and comfort in the long days ahead.
Love and prayers,
Bev
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Friday, March 12, 2004 8:43 PM CST
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Paula <pollygee01@yahoo.com>
Va. Beach, Va - Friday, March 12, 2004 7:57 PM CST
Go Abby! We're routing for you!!!!
Mary and family
Brattleboro, VT USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 7:41 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
I have been kept posted of Abby's progress through Iris. We, all of us here in El Paso, Texas and from St. Stephen's Church of Hope, are praying for you and your family. May God bless you and your little angel, Abby. Love, Debi
Debi Grady <jgrady@wansol.com>
El Paso, TX USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 7:07 PM CST
Hi Princess...
Sending all of my love & prayers to you~
I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK!!
8 days & counting until we leave , I can't wait to hold your hand and tell you that I love you in person!
Keep fighting sweetie, you can beat this thing!!
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Friday, March 12, 2004 5:36 PM CST
Dear Abigail, Suzanne & Bert,
Just wanted you to know that although it's been a while since I've signed the book, I check in several times a day, and keep you all in my thoughts and prayers continuously. Hope that Abby is improving. Fight, Abby, Fight! You can do it! You WILL beat this beast!
Bert & Suzanne -- May you continue to find peace in God's loving embrace.
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, March 12, 2004 1:46 PM CST
Abby,
I admire your strength and courage. You are truely special.
You are in our thoughts and prayers! Wishing you many happy and playful well days!
Love,
Bonnie
Bonnie Candrilli <bonnie@gibsonequipment.com>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 12:35 AM CST
Hi Abby!
I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you today! I'm always praying for you, and you and your family are never far from my thoughts. Wishing you a peaceful weekend full of positive changes and healing!
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Friday, March 12, 2004 11:32 AM CST
Hi Abigail,
Hope today will be a real good day for you and things will start improving! Keeping you and your parents in my thoughts and prayers!
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Friday, March 12, 2004 10:48 AM CST
Dear Abigail,
Thank you for the beautiful birthday gifts I received yesterday which you hand picked as only you could do. You are such a thoughtful, precious and heartfelt little girl as everyone already knows. Your Mom told me you selected the gifts all by yourself and the package was ready to be mailed back in February when you became so seriously ill.
Abigail thank you for the thoughtful gifts.Just love the very large Dr. Suess type felt hat embossed with HAPPY BIRTHDAY in very large letters and with roses around the brim, 5 huge candles on top, various colors and with felt bright colored flames. I cherish the coffee mug you hand painted with "I Love Grandma" and with the date you printed on the bottom. Also love the book "Zelda Wisdom" the story about a very personable bulldog with humor healing reflection of our hearts and soul and to tell us we are never alone in life's ups and downs. The "Irish" green notepad from the Houston Butterfly Museum of Natural History embossed with the raised varied brightly colored butterflies is so cool.
Mom had told me when it arrived it would be a real tear jerker. And to think it arrived on a day when you, Abigail had an especially tough day. I looked at the lovely package with tears running down my cheeks.
Grandpa liked his mug too (his not to be forgotten gift). Bless you Abigail.
We know you had a tough 24 hours Thursday and pray today, and all the days to follow show only improvement,that you fully recover with God's help.
Abigail you are always in our hearts, thoughts and prayers.
Love, hugs and kisses,
Grandma and Grandpa Barker
Millie Barker <Gebmrb@aol.com>
Windsor, CT USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 10:33 AM CST
I know this just has to be getting beyond exausting. I am praying for your peace and strength and endurance. Abby is such a fighter and she is just so precious and dear. We love you Abby! Love, Tracy and Katia
Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Friday, March 12, 2004 10:31 AM CST
Just stopping by to let you know I am still praying for your beautiful girl! What a fighter she is!
Mary Tumbleweed Foundation <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.com>
- Friday, March 12, 2004 8:16 AM CST
HELLO SUZANNE,BERT AND ABIGAIL, JUST CHECKING IN FOR AN UPDATE AS I DO ABOUT 10 TIMES A DAY!!!!PRAYING MORE THAN 10 TIMES A DAY THO. IT SEEMS CONSTANT!!!! HOPING THINGS ARE IMPROVING NOW. MUCH LOVE,DENISE
Denise Mackey <denise_c_mackey@sbcglobal.net>
Windsor, CT - Friday, March 12, 2004 8:12 AM CST
Hi Abby. Hi Bert and Suzanne. I have been thinking about you guys since I saw Abby @ Build A Bear to make her poodle. You are all in our thoughts and prayers. Keep strong and know you are thought of all the time. Your a great girl Abby with lots of spunk and the fight and love of life.
Jayme and Jason Calvert <jjbnc@hotmail.com>
Norfolk, Va USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 7:01 AM CST
We, and everyone we come in contact with are praying for your total healing and recovery ABBY. We LOVE YOU and will continually bombard heaven with prayers for you. Spiritual battles are being won and we will all soon see His magnificent physical results in ABBY. The battle belongs to the Lord. He is victor ! Peace and rest to all the family especially Bert & Suzanne. We miss you all!
PEACE,
George & Rose Anne Conner
George & Rose Anne Conner <homemaidscleaningservice@juno.com>
Chesapeake, VA United States - Friday, March 12, 2004 3:54 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
As you go through this struggle, please know that Abigal is in my prayers. May God give you both the strength to endure your tribulations and may God restore Abigail to good health once again.
You are thought of daily, dear people.
Hugs from Karen
Karen LaMountain <AngelGrammaL@netscape.net>
Selkirk, NY USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 0:28 AM CST
To precious Abby, I check your website every day for updates, and carry you in my heart all day, every day. I'm praying for you and your family, and I'm so glad that you are still fighting.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Thursday, March 11, 2004 10:45 PM CST
Hi Abby and Family,
I can't wait to hear the good news! I'm keeping the faith for Abbies full recovery here on earth. God speed! :)
Much Love and Many Prayers always!
Standing on the word!
Machele
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 10:24 PM CST
Know that you and your precious family are loved and prayed for daily. Abby's healing will come---continue to trust Him.
Carla Harrison-Ducros <cducros@comcast.net>
Grapevine, TX USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 10:22 PM CST
Praying for Abigail....praying for comfort, guidance, and complete healing here on Earth. Abigail is so sweet! I asked Ryan to keep a special eye on her too. Please let me know if there is anything I can do. Also, my father-in-law is still living in Houston (same apt complex as you) and is willing to assist any way he can. Just e-mail me if need be. Always in my thoughts...Love,
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Thursday, March 11, 2004 10:10 PM CST
Still praying ... harder than ever before ... for healing, strength, endurance and faith. No one should have to go through what you are going through! Abby, we love you so much ... and we really, really miss you! We want you back home with us as much as you want to be back here! We are remaining hopeful and keeping the faith that God will make another miracle here and put His healing hands upon our dear, sweet Abigail Ortiz! Hang in there Suzanne & Bert!
Debbie, Lee, Brittany & Elizabeth Acors <dacors@sybercom.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 9:51 PM CST
Hi Princess...
Sending all my love & prayers to you tonight..
9 more days until we head to Texas~
I LOVE YOU SWEETIE!
Keep figthing...
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Guzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Thursday, March 11, 2004 8:58 PM CST
Sending more prayers to Abigail and her family. We pray that tomorrow will bring some positive news in her recovery. You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Thursday, March 11, 2004 8:32 PM CST
Sending bear hugs from me to you
Love viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Thursday, March 11, 2004 8:23 PM CST
We are thinking of and praying for you, as are many others at our church, Great Bridge Presbyterian.
The Poynter Family
Doug, Ellen, Mariellen and Graham
Ellen Poynter <edmgpoynter@att.net>
cheapeake, Va us - Thursday, March 11, 2004 8:05 PM CST
I cant believe this is still so ongoing. I know none of us can wait for the day we read the entry about the 3 of you leaving there to go home. Hang in there Abby
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~ <Chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 11, 2004 7:49 PM CST
Hi Abigail,
Keep fighting! You are so special to everyone! I'm keeping you and your mom & dad in my prayers.
Lots of hugs!
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 7:39 PM CST
Hi Abby
This is Madison - I just wanted to write to you and say HI and that I miss you. I really really want you to come home soon. I put all of our pictures in an album and my mom is letting me carry it in my backpack. I have been showing everyone them.
From Your Bestest Friend in the whole World
Madison V Martin
Madison Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Thursday, March 11, 2004 6:24 PM CST
What a beautiful child. I am praying for her healing.
Kristen <holtk@adelphia.net>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 5:22 PM CST
I have been reading Abby's updates everyday, and everyday hoping that things will turn around. Abby and family, you are in my thoughts and prayers- stay strong and trust in the LORD!
amy
woodbridge, va usa - Thursday, March 11, 2004 4:32 PM CST
I have been reading Abby's updates everyday, and everyday hoping that things will turn around. Abby and family, you are in my thoughts and prayers- stay strong and trust in the LORD!
amy
woodbridge, va usa - Thursday, March 11, 2004 4:32 PM CST
I check on you and Abby so often each day, we are praying that Abby receives her miracle and the gift of healing is hers. You are never out-of-thought and prayer. Pam
Pam <pmskitees@earthlink.net>
Camarillo, CA USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 4:18 PM CST
Sue, Bert and Precious Abby - It is just so heartwarming to read ALL of the messages from around the world. Abby, you are so loved and so admired for your strength and courage to continue in your fight to live. Know that we are all fighting right along with you. God bless all of you. Our prayers and love continue. COME ON ABBY. YOU CAN DO IT!!
Bev & Jack
Bev Ryan <bevryan2000@aol.com>
Enfield, CT - Thursday, March 11, 2004 3:55 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne,
I have been checking Abby's website each and every day and praying so hard for that precious little girl. Thank you so much for taking the time to keep us up to date on how she is doing. You all are never far from my thoughts. I wish there were more I could do. Just know lots of love and prayers are being sent your way.
Love,
Holly, Mike and Haley Curtis
Holly <haley25wks@cox.net>
Portsmouth, VA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 3:20 PM CST
Dearest Bert and Suzanne,
I check on you and Abby every day but don't always sign the guest book. I don't want to add additional burdens to the countless ones you already have. Abby is such a fighter and has had to endure much more than seems fair. I know you have to be exhausted and so frustrated. But I know God is with you and working in your lives. We ARE still praying for a miracle of full healing for your beautiful daughter and strength for all of you. You are always in my heart and prayers. Abby has touched my heart in a special way.
God bless you.
Love and hugs
Judy
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 11, 2004 2:57 PM CST
Thinking of your family today and praying for your miracle. Be well :)
Christy
Christy Porter <angel@angeldreamz.net>
Palm Springs, CA USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 2:23 PM CST
Hello everyone,
Hoping all of you are getting the much-needed rest that you need to continue to get through this stressful time. I pray that Abigail remains pain free through her struggle. Hey Abby! Remember when we planted sunflowers and hatched frog eggs? Remember the paper we made that you turned into a card for Mom? There's so much more for you to experience in life that God surely hears all our prayers for a complete recovery. Mrs. Jones and I check for updates several times a day. We really miss you, sweet girl, and we will never stop hoping and praying.
Lots of love and hugs,
Bev Larkin
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 1:35 PM CST
We are "praying without ceasing" for complete body healing for precious Abigail!!! You all are never far from our thoughts. Take care and God bless.
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 1:10 PM CST
GOD BLESS YOU ALL - May the angels of healing keep Abby embraced and protected and bring her back to normal happy days...
Lots of hugs from Brazil.
Rose <rosecb@ipav;com.br>
- Thursday, March 11, 2004 11:42 AM CST
Just checking in to say that you are still in my prayers...
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Thursday, March 11, 2004 11:40 AM CST
Abby and family,
Your stuggles are heartbreaking for any parent to read. My prayers and hopes are with you.
Janet Collins
Washougal, WA USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 10:07 AM CST
Abigail,
We are praying for you so much! We are so proud of you! We love you!
Amanda & Alyssa
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Thursday, March 11, 2004 9:45 AM CST
Dear sweet Abby,
Hang in there! You are being prayed for by so many people, and I know that there is one very special angel watching over you right now! To Abby's parents; please know that you are are also in our thoughts and prayers! Love, Angel Adam's mom.
Holly Kindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 9:30 AM CST
"In the night...hope sees star,
and listening love
can hear the rustle of a wing." -(Robert Ingersoll)
"The natural flights of the human mind are...from hope to hope." - (Samuel Johnson)
momemt to moment, hope to hope, sending all my love and support,
Quito's Mom
San Diego, - Thursday, March 11, 2004 9:28 AM CST
Lil sis we are all praying for you. Keep up the great fight and know that God is with you also sis. love Chance
Chance-Big Bro to Connor, Mitchell, and anyone else who needs a bro
Chance <harleyga@bellsouth.net>
Ga USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 8:52 AM CST
Sending positive energies to Abby Ortiz .. May the angels surround you Abby with love, healing, and happiness!
Oasis <oasis@simplyoasis.com>
TX USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 8:41 AM CST
Bert, Suzanne and Abby;
Many more prayers for stablizing and healing continue to come your way. I am sure you are exhausted try and take a few hrs. for yourself so you don't get sick. May God give you all you need today to get all of you through... Keep fighting Abby you are an inspiration to us all
Marjie Rinehart <rinehartm@central.edu>
oskaloosa, ia United States - Thursday, March 11, 2004 8:13 AM CST
Abby keep hanging in there girl. Keep up the hard fight. God is holding you in his hands and looking out for you. He also is taking care of your family and the doctors and nurses taking care of you. You all are in my thought and prayers.
Martha G. Price <mprice@coastalnet.com>
Windsor, NC USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 7:51 AM CST
Praying for Abby from CT.
Mary Lou Harney <jamesharney@sbcglobal.net>
Ellington, CT - Thursday, March 11, 2004 7:37 AM CST
Continuing to pray!
Laurie Randel, Morgan's mom <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Austin, TX - Thursday, March 11, 2004 7:27 AM CST
Praying for Abby. (((((((HUGS)))))))
Jamie <thecarmans@annapolis.com>
Annapolis, MD - Thursday, March 11, 2004 7:08 AM CST
Good morning, Sweet Abby --
I'm so happy to hear that you are improving! Not only are you sweet and precious, you are one strong lady! Are you Super Girl in disguise??? Keep on with your good work and I'll join your other prayer warriors in continuing to ask God to assist you and your parents.
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga - Thursday, March 11, 2004 6:29 AM CST
ABBY & FAMILY,
I CONTINUE TO HAVE YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. I AM PRAYING SO VERY HARD THAT YOU GET THE NEWS YOU WANT TO HEAR. THAT THINGS TURN AROUND FOR MISS ABBY.
ABBY YOU ARE SUCH A FIGHTER AND THANK YOU FOR FIGHTING SO HARD ALONG SIDE YOUR MOM & DAD. I ASK GOD TO LAY HIS HEALING HANDS UPON YOU AND GIVE YOU STRENGTH.
Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com>
Coon Rapids, MN usa - Thursday, March 11, 2004 6:24 AM CST
Abby and Family,
We are keeping you all very close in our prayers, in our thoughts and in our hearts!! God Bless you all!
Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn) <Roco595@aol.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, March 11, 2004 5:58 AM CST
We continue to pray for Abby's recovery. She is such a fighter and such an inspiration. We also pray for you, Bert and Suzanne, to have the strength and endurance to get through this ordeal. There's so many of us wishing we could be there to give you a helping hand! May God Bless You All!
Sue West & family <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 5:55 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
We check on Abby daily. Our hearts and prayers are with you during this time. We know the heartache and hope you are feeling. We are feeling it with you.
Delaney's website: www.caringbridge.com/ca/delaney
Amy and Bob, parents of Angel Delaney, Kevin, and Shelley <Wright_Amy@hotmail.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 11:23 PM CST
I just wanted to let you know that I am continuing to pull for Abby. I pray she shows signs of improvements. My heart goes out to you and your wife. As a mother, I know there is nothing worse than watching your child suffer. Please hold on. We are all praying hard for Abby.
Mila <shalen@shaw.ca>
Vancouver, Canada - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 11:16 PM CST
Dear Abigail, Bert & Suzanne
God Tonight I will pray that things just keep getting better, one day at a time, this is all we ask in your name, Amen"
My prayers are with the three of you and your family. Hang in there, the whole world it seems is praying too.
Sweet Dreams tonight Abigail.
Diana K
South Mills, NC - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 10:06 PM CST
MATTHEW 8:7-8,13 NKJ
7 And Jesus said to him, "I will come and heal him."
8 The centurion answered and said, "Lord, I am not worthy
that You should come under my roof. But only speak a word,
and my servant will be healed."
13 Then Jesus said to the centurion, "Go your way; and as you
have believed, so let it be done for you."
And his servant was healed that same hour.
Lord we know that you are never changing. We are standing on your word as your servants. Please heal this child. Rebuke all that may cause her frail body harm. In the Holy name of Jesus Christ I ask.
Amen
The Akers Family :) <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 10:01 PM CST
Hello Little One,
I've been thinking so much of you this week. You are constantly in my prayers. So many of us at school check on your progress daily hoping for each day to find news of your recovery. We miss you!
Love, Mrs. Porter
Sheli Porter <sheliporter@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 10:00 PM CST
Dear Abby and family, I'm rejoicing to read that things are going a little better. Fight, Abby, fight...and know that we are praying for you sweetie.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Wednesday, March 10, 2004 9:55 PM CST
I'm thinking of you always and praying for your recovery!!
Godspeed sweet girl:)
Ellen Faingold <ellen_caringbridge@faingold.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 9:45 PM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are with you all day, and you all are always in our prayers. God Bless you all.
The Allison Family
Chattanooga, Tn USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 9:43 PM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are with you tonight and the days to come.............
Linda Resinger <racing@i1.net>
Farmington, MO USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 9:29 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne...Sending continued love and prayers to both of you and to beautiful Abby.
God bless all of you...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 9:17 PM CST
We pray for your sweet girl to be healed. We send you love and strength.
Love, The Berry Family <smac3k@aol.com>
Trinity, FL - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 9:08 PM CST
WE STAND WITH YOU BERT. WE BELIEVE THE REPORT OF THE LORD ABBY IS HEALED. LORD GAVE US PSALMS 91 TO STAND ON PLUS JESUS SAID IT IS FINISHED AT CALVERY SINS FOREGIVEN AND HERE TODAY WE ARE HEALED BY HIS STRIPES. LOVE FROM THE PETERSONS
ROSIE/DADDY <JESUSISLORD@JUNO.COM>
- Wednesday, March 10, 2004 8:51 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I can only imagine what these past 3 weeks have been like for you and it brings me to tears. Abigail has touched the hearts of my family and so many others. My family and I will continue to pray for Abigail's recovery for as long as it takes.
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 8:47 PM CST
Thanks so much for all of the updates!! We love you guys. I just wanted to say Hi and let you know we are praying everyday for you. Madison is carrying all of the pictures she has of Abby in a photo album in her book bag every day. It makes her feel better having them. She misses her terribly. She said she just wants Abby to come home!!! We all do.
Love- The Martin Family <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 8:30 PM CST
I can't imagine the struggle Abby is facing. . . nor can I comprehend how mom and dad are faring.
I am praying for your entire family. What a beautiful child you have raised .. . I wll continue to pray for Abby.God bless.
Lauren <elaurenc@aol.com>
Norfolk, VA USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 8:10 PM CST
Princess...
You keep fighting sweetie, I know you can beat this... I know you can!!!
You are such a little fighter and have been through so much!
We leave for Texas in 10 more days, I was so hoping that you would be awake & better by the time we get there, but as long as you are still fighting with all your might, then thats ok with me! I should of stuck with my first thought and came down right away after transplant, but we just wanted to give you time to get better before we headed down to see you!
I just want you to know that I am keeping my promise to you and I am coming to Houston to see you!
I LOVE YOU SWEETIE!!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Bert & Suzanne ~
We will never quit praying for Abigail... she is such a huge part of my life and so many other people, this little girl is loved so very much...
Sending all my love & prayers to you both~
See you soon
Lots of love
Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchis.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 7:49 PM CST
(James 5:14-16 NKJV) Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord. {15} And the prayer of faith will save the sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven. {16} Confess your trespasses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails.
Lord I ask in the Holy Name of your Son Jesus Christ that you hear our prayers and heal this child, It has been promised.
Amen
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 7:47 PM CST
Abigail..We are praying hard for you and your family...God is right there with you and your family...We are sending you lots of hugs and prayers from Virginia...
Mary Mabe <mmabe@naxs.com>
Coeburn, va USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 7:15 PM CST
Still praying for Abigail's healing and for your family.
Diane Luparello <dluparel@earthlink.net>
Apex, NC - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 6:49 PM CST
i will continue sending healing energy and love to Abby and the whole family.
mia
http://www.the-healing-tree.com
thank you for the update!
mia <miafriedrich@lincsat.com>
staffa, on canada - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 6:33 PM CST
sending prayers and love from NJ
With love,
The Peddie Family
Cheryl, Shawn, Andrew, Matthew and Max <cpscraps@optonline.net>
Fair Lawn, NJ - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 6:27 PM CST
I have been off line for a few days and was scared to come and visit today, so am so relieved to read your update. I will keep my prayers and posative thoughts coming your way for a complete recovery for Abby, and strenghth for you both. My heart aches for you. May God Bless You All.
Friendship & Koala Bear *HUGS*
Koala Bear *HUGS*
Queensland, Australia - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 4:50 PM CST
Dear Abby: I hope you are peacefully resting and getting better each day. All the girls wish you well and hope to see you when you return to Chesapeake.
Dale & The Gang <dkmcclure@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 4:40 PM CST
Dear Abby,
You were on my heart as soon as I woke up this morning. I had a visual of you sitting up in your hospital bed and you were saying,"I'm hungry and I want something to eat." This vision gives me hope for a miracle!
My fellowship group will continue praying for you and your family.
Much love in Christ,
Mrs. Jordan (Prayer Team Ministry)
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 3:38 PM CST
It is so hard to believe that little Abigail has been in Intensive Care for 3 weeks now. I can only imagine the stress and agony borne by your family. I continue to check on Abby daily, praying only for her complete healing--and for the minute to minute needs of Bert and Suzanne to be met. Sending love and hugs for Abby.
Lynda Odum <bobodum@bellsouth.net>
atlanta, ga - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 1:40 PM CST
Hoping that you are continuing to improve every day. We continue our daily prayers for all of you....
Keep fighting...
With Love
Jim. Marjie & Jenni Rinehart <rinehartm@central.edu>
Oskaloosa, IA United States - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 12:37 AM CST
Abby- Keep up the fight Princess!!! There are so many people who are checking each and every day. Angel Sheryl is counting down the days until she gets to come to Texas and see you. I hope you are awake when she gets there and you get to spend some time with her. I know how excited she is....Keep it up!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 12:12 AM CST
What a strong beautiful child with such a large prayer chain. I am one of the links. I pray daily for Abby's "health and spirit" and the parents continued "strength, endurance, hope and faith". I do not understand all the trials we are given here on earth but I believe in prayer and all the miracles it brings us. Stay strong........
Beckie
Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 11:00 AM CST
It's hard to belive that a child is going throughout of this hard situation.
I've got tears on my eyes reading Bert's update. But...
If there is life, there is a possibility. I believe in Miracles, and I am asking God for a Miracle for Abby. She is continually in my thoughts and prayers.
Ivani
(I'm one of the brazilian stitchers of Abby's Love Quilt,and want you know - all my stitchers friends, here in Brazil are also praying for your recovery)
Ivani Vieira <ivanivieira@hotmail.com>
São Paulo, SP BRAZIL - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 8:23 AM CST
~*~*~*Abby*~*~*~
Hi sweetheart. I hope you're doing as well as you possibly can be at this time. Please know all of my prayers are with you. I'm praying you continue to be stable and continue to fight. You are one VERY courageous young lady!
Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!
~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~
Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 7:48 AM CST
We're thinking and praying for you.
Maggie & Mrs. Garrison <amyg5@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 6:19 AM CST
Keeping the prayers going for you sweet Abagail, and your wonderful family. You can climb this hill too little one.
Hugs and prayers, Angel Sprite
Smile Quilts Angel Sprite <smilequilts@smilequilts.com>
Eckert, Colorado USA - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 10:07 PM CST
Just checking in and sending more prayers from Michigan to Abigail and her family.
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 9:23 PM CST
We are praying everyday for you guys. Many prayers and lots of love to you all. God Bless.
The Allison Family
Chattanooga, Tn USA - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 8:58 PM CST
Dear Abigail, I just found your site from another caringbridge family - what a precious girl you are. You look about the same age as my son Jared. He was diagnosed with AML also. After two transplants he is in remission and doing better than ever. Abby, don't give up, we can't let this disease win. Everyone is here for you , sending light, love and strength. Love to you, The Saya's
geralyn Saya <gerandjar@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.com/ny/jaredsaya>
Syracuse, ny - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 8:13 PM CST
We pray that Abigail's day has been a better one and that she continues to improve. She is so strong and has so many people who love her and are praying for her. Keep fighting, sweet girl!!! We are "praying without ceasing." God bless you all.
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 6:27 PM CST
Bert, Suzanne and Abby~
Glad to hear things are heading in the right direction! Abby you are such a strong, brave girl! You have a long fight ahead of you~~~but YOU CAN DO IT! So many people are praying for you every moment! Keep fighting!! When God is on your side~~~ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!
Your friend in Christ,
Jenifer Hayes <jenndahouse@aol.com>
Seattle, Wa USA!! - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 4:14 PM CST
Hi baby girl. I know I check on you daily now it seems. Honey we are really praying for you and keeping you in our thoughts. You have hundreds of prayers goign out to you from Washington State. Hang on angel. Fight.
love you
Nancy(bratt)
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 9, 2004 3:22 PM CST
Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers!! I check on beautiful Abby everyday (actually several times a day!). I was so glad to hear that things have stablized since the big scare. She is a special little girl and I will pray for her healing here on earth.
Take Care and God Bless,
Renee
www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angels <rcurk@aol.com>
liverpool, ny - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 3:15 PM CST
Thank you for the update. Thinking of Abby here in Virginia -- we sure hope she has a better day today.
M. Elton
Richmond, VA - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 2:59 PM CST
Thinking about the three of you always and hoping and praying that today is a good day.
Matt, Cheryl, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 12:48 AM CST
Hi Princess..
Just stopping by to let you know that I am thinking about you..
We leave in 11 more days, I can't wait to start heading South....I have alot to get done before we leave!
You keep fighting princess and we will see you soon!!
I LOVE YOU!!
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 12:20 AM CST
Wow, Miss Abigail, how you are loved. All these well wishes from around the world are evidence to that. My nephew, Jake is your friend. We know how difficult this struggle is because his sister, Lindsay had cancer as well. At a time like this when there is an enormous reference to God, it is hard to have faith. Let the prayers embrace you. Let the love surround you and your family. That is where you will find your peace, not necessarily answers, but a little quiet in your heart. Mama and Daddy, don't let the doctors convince you they know everything. You know your child better than anyone and you know what is best. Faith is better than hope. I pray you find your strength in that and bring your daughter back to health--SOON. More love from the other side of the country, Dailyn & Bronte (age 8)
Dailyn
Granada Hills, CA USA - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 10:54 AM CST
Abby:
Sending you love, hugs and TONS of HEALING PRAYERS!!!
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 9:13 AM CST
Sending thoughts of health, strength, and endurance to you!!
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Austin, TX - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 8:48 AM CST
To Abigail, Bert & Suzanne: We are praying for all of you
every day. God bless you.
Judy Beale, Xi Epsilon Psi Sorority <jujube@cox.net>
Chesapeake, Va. - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 8:21 AM CST
Dear Abby,
Just dropped in to let you know we are adding another family to your prayer chain. Your mom and our son used to play together when they were little. We are all praying for all of you folks! Our love, the Murphy family.
Bill & Marge Murphy plus Randy & Rob and their families. <m.murphy@worldnett.att.net>
Sun City Center, FL` USA - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 8:20 AM CST
Glad to see the update, hope things continue to improve. Prayers are with you always,
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 7:58 AM CST
Good Morning Abigail,
I was just thinking of you (I do constantly!) and wanted to check-in for any updates. Sweet Abby we love you. Keep fighting little one.
Love you!
Amanda & Alyssa
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 7:53 AM CST
thank you for the update and for getting rid of the dark grey background. It shocked me when i first saw it.
I continue to send healing energy and love to Abby and all of you
mia
http://www.the-healing-tree.com
mia <miafriedrich@lincsat.com>
staffa, on canada - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 7:17 AM CST
God bless you Abby and keep you in his care~
Clara
Charlotte, NC - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 7:16 AM CST
Sending prayers and hugs for Abby. May Angels watch over you and keep you in their loving arms.
Kim Riforgiato <kimrif@peoplepc.com>
Dunkirk, NY United States - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 4:00 AM CST
Abby is totally surrounded in prayer and I know God has his Head Angels watching over her. May she recover soon - she is a trooper and all of us here in cyberspace are keeping her close in heart and prayer.
God's blessings to all of you ~ especially Abby ~
Hugs from Karen
Karen LaMountain <AngelGrammaL@netscape.net>
Selkirk, NY USAAngel - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 1:37 AM CST
Abby, it seems you have an army of Praying Warriors sending messages up on Angel Wings. You keep fighting the good fight and we'll keep sending our prayers!
Jackie <hallz42@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 8, 2004 10:28 PM CST
So glad to hear that improvement continues to be made. WOW, what a fighter Abby is, she is an inspiration to all who know of her! Our continued prayers will be with you guys, we look forward to reading more encouraging news each day!
Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mom
**Connor's page**
<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America! - Monday, March 8, 2004 10:00 PM CST
Sending positive, healing thoughts and energy your way. Can they put in another catheter for IV access? Ryan had his central line, plus another catheter in his leg for access without poking all of the time. I would not let them poke for anything, even blood sugar. They go through enough! Sorry to get off the subject...you are such strong and caring people, my heart goes out to Abigail, parents, and family/friends. Always in my prayers...Love,
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Monday, March 8, 2004 9:44 PM CST
Dear Abby, Suzanne, & Bert,
We were in N.C. this past weekend. We were anxious to get home to hear from ABBY. We had her put on prayer list at my home church there. There are many people praying that you will soon be better and can all return to Va.
Love and prayers,
Sherma & Hunter Mason
Sherma Mason <Dwain Masom @cox.net>
Chesapeake , Va. - Monday, March 8, 2004 9:13 PM CST
I was just checking in on sweet little Abby. I pray that things contiune to get better. God bless you all and many prayers coming your way.
The Allison Family
Chattanooga, Tn USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 8:42 PM CST
Dear Abby,
I am checking back to let you and your family know that I continue to remember you daily in my prayers.
May His perpetual light shine upon you.
Love, Janice
Grandma to Andrew (www.caringbridge.org/ca/andrew) <jannield@comcast.net>
Costa Mesa, CA - Monday, March 8, 2004 8:10 PM CST
Dear Abigail, Bert & Suzanne
Glad to hear she is on the move up again, I'll keep praying for her recovery, and your strength in God to get the whole family through this.
"Dear God One Day at a Time is all we ask for, and may each new day be a little better then the day before. Bring her home to her family & friends, Amen"
Diana Kikrpatrick
South Mills, NC - Monday, March 8, 2004 7:58 PM CST
Dear Abby, May you rest in Gods hands as he heals your small delicate body. Lean on him and grow strong. Hold on to his strength when yours grows weary. Draw from his love for you and know he holds you close to him. He will never leave you nor forsake you. So rest sweet one and let him work his miracle. Dream sweet dreams Abby and may God's healing and protective hand be on you and your family.
Theresa <Godslight777@aol.com>
Suffolk, VA USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 7:21 PM CST
I am encouraged by the relatively better news. I pray that Abby continues to stabilize and everything starts heading in the right direction. You all have been through so much...Hang in there!
Anonymous
Lutz, FL - Monday, March 8, 2004 5:03 PM CST
We've been thinking of and praying for you all day. Hope today brought more improvements and more comfort for Abby. We're proud of you Abby! Keep fighting!
Sue, Rob, Amanda, Zach and Amelia West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 4:05 PM CST
Just a note to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Hope today has brought progress and comfort. Love, Judy Baker
Judy Baker <judebak@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Monday, March 8, 2004 3:42 PM CST
As always, keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Sending you some hugs and kisses from Edmarc.
Paula @ Edmarc <pollygee01@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 8, 2004 2:55 PM CST
You are are all in our prayers over and over each day. We love you. Love, Tracy and Katia
Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Monday, March 8, 2004 1:32 PM CST
Dear Abby and Family,
I came here through a friend of mine Nancy Kelly and I am so glad I found you. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. You are all so courageous- but as someone once said "you don't get the choice to "not" do this"- you just go on and deal with things as they come. I think you are amazing and blessed. Thank you for sharing your journey-
Kelly
Kelly
Boise, ID US - Monday, March 8, 2004 1:20 PM CST
still praying hard for all of you. i went to see the Passion of the Christ last night and when Jesus was going thru the beatings and while carrying the cross and still being beaten i just wanted to shout out ALRIGHT ALREADY, STOP! and i immeidately flashed to Abby and Katia and all the other children fighting this enormous battle and how they are given more and more things to fight and how i just want to shout ALRIGHT ALREADY, STOP with the bad things and leave them alone! He had such enormous strength to endure what He did for us and these little sweet children have to endure so much. it really had a huge impact on my heart and my respect for them and those going thru it with them increased greatly. keep fighting little Abby, your strength and endurance inspires many and i know God has good things in mind for you to accomplish in your life. May the Lord bless you all.
Lori <ljwilbur@yahoo.com>
Albany, OR - Monday, March 8, 2004 1:10 PM CST
I am so thrilled to see that you have stabilized. As I have said before you are such a strong fighter. Keep it up. My prayers continue to be with all of you
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Monday, March 8, 2004 12:55 AM CST
Abigail is an amazing fighter. I pray that she gets back on track to recovering and no other complications get in the way. You both seem to be staying strong for Abby. What an inspiration for others facing adversity.
Jacqui and Katja Sufka <j_sufka@yahoo.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Monday, March 8, 2004 12:51 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with Abby and you, her family. I pray God's love and peace will surround you and give you strength to meet these challenging days.
(I work at First Congregational Church of Winter Park)
Donna Borko
Winter Park, FL USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 12:33 AM CST
To Abby's Family: Keep looking up - God is still on His throne and you and Abby are still in His care and keeping! As the old hymn says, if His eye is even on the sparrow - then we know He watches us! May each day strengthen you all and draw you closer to Him. Love & prayers.
Marge Argetsinger <marge_argetsinger@sehamerica.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 11:16 AM CST
Keep fighting Abby. You are a very strong young lady with a lot of people in your corner. Hang on.
Lots of prayers from Keokuk, Iowa.
Amy
Connor's site
Amy Muston <amuston@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 10:51 AM CST
Hang on baby girl. And keep fighting. I am so relieved to see you have stabilized. We are praying for you honey!!
Nancy(bratt) <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 8, 2004 10:11 AM CST
Dear Abigail and family,
Im so glad to hear that you are stabilized. Im praying hard for a better day today. You are a strong little girl and have a wonderful family.
Sending love and prayers your way,
Missy Teeter
Tylers Aunt www.caringbridge.com/ar/trex
Missy Teeter <missteet@hotmail.com>
Fayetteville, AR - Monday, March 8, 2004 9:37 AM CST
Praying for sweet Abby and her family. Stay strong Abby!
Bonnie Viernes <bonnieviernes@hotmail.com>
Traverse City, MI - Monday, March 8, 2004 9:01 AM CST
Good Morning our Dearest Abby! You are truly loved and missed by Debbie an I, and are looking forward to seeing your wonderful smiling face again soon. Our prayers and healing thoughts are with you and your Mom and Dad and all the medical staff. Keep on fighting Girl. We love you very much. Jim and Debbie Smith
Jim and Debbie Smith <venangoisland@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Monday, March 8, 2004 9:01 AM CST
Just happened to come across Abby's website while checking on another. What a sweet beautiful girl Abby is! Her smile melts me. I will add Abby to my prayers. God bless!
Sandy Jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens>
Delano, MN - Monday, March 8, 2004 8:58 AM CST
Bert, Suzanne and Abby:
HOpe this Monday Morning finds a brigther day for all of you. We send our continued prayers for strength and healing today.
Hang in there...never give up..Keep the fight Abby You can do it..
Jim. Marjie & Jenni Rinehart <jmriwl17@kdsi.net>
Oskaloosa, IA United States - Monday, March 8, 2004 8:06 AM CST
Bert & Suzanne:
I am so glad to hear that Abby has stabilized again! Sending you my continued prayers for strength and healing!!!
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Monday, March 8, 2004 8:01 AM CST
Dear Abigail, Suzanne & Bert,
I am glad to hear that Abigail is stable again. Your family is truly an inspiration to many others. I can't even imagine what it is like to have to watch your child go through all of this. And, Abigail, I can't even imagine all the strength you have to keep on fighting. You are amazing! Even though I don't sign in everyday, you are in my thoughts and prayers constantly.
Abigail -- Keep fighting, sweetheart, you will beat this ugly monster. You are an amazing child and an inspiration to many. You are my hero! Go, Abby, Go!
Love,
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, March 8, 2004 7:41 AM CST
Please know that I'm thinking and praying for all of you!!
Liz G. <Lizg@optonline.net>
Kings Park, NY USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 7:40 AM CST
Good Morning Amazing Abby,
Stopping by to let you know you are being prayed for all over the USA through The Prayer Bears. We pray God's richest blessings for you and your family today and every day. Thanks for allowing us to follow your journey and share in expressing our love to you. Hugs and Kisses from Va.
Donna Boggs <dboggs4newlife@yahoo.com, www.caringbridge.org/va/nicholas.e.boggs>
Somewhere between here and transplant!, VA - Monday, March 8, 2004 7:35 AM CST
Dear Abigail -
Good morning, sweet girl! We are checking in on you to see how you are this morning. We hope that things have continued to improve. You are constantly in our thoughts and prayers --- all throughout the day! We think that you are such an amazing little girl! You are so strong and so brave. You are in our hearts always!
Bert and Suzanne -
We pray for strength for you both. Abigail couldn't have asked for better parents. We can't imagine going through what you two are having to go through. Just know that you are wonderful and are in our thoughts and prayers constantly, too! Each time we pray for Abby, we pray for you both, as well! Thank you for taking the time to share your precious daughter with all of us, through this webpage.
Take care and God bless!
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Monday, March 8, 2004 7:29 AM CST
This girl is amazing !!!!!!!!! you are all amazing people !!!!!!! Just a little bit more and she will beat this horrible moment. GO, GO, GO precious Abby.
Lots of hugs from Brazil.
rose <rosecb@ipav.com.br>
- Monday, March 8, 2004 7:01 AM CST
My dear strong fighter Abby,
I have been praying so very hard for you, and I will continue to pray for you. I am so greatful that you are stabalized and that you are making some slow steady progress. You have amazing parents and they have been so strong for you. Keep fighting Abby, I know you have it in you. I think of you everyday and check your site consitantly.
Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com>
Coon Rapids, MN USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 6:28 AM CST
Abby,
Good Morning!! How are you feeling today? I am glad to hear that you are starting to be more stable. Sending My prayers to you. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 6:11 AM CST
Good morning, sweet Abby --
Just a quick note to let you know I'm thinking of you this morning and hoping that today finds you even better than yesterday! You have a really good day, okay? I'm keeping on with those prayers and you just keep on keeping on!
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga - Monday, March 8, 2004 5:39 AM CST
Good morning Abby,
I'm praying that today brings nothing but more good news. Hugs and kisses,
Mrs. Larkin
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Monday, March 8, 2004 4:43 AM CST
Hi Abby and Family!
I pray for you hard.take care.
hugs and prayers from Hungary
laura
www.caringbridge.org/europe/laura
laura <laurasarkadi@hotmail.com>
budapest, Hungary - Monday, March 8, 2004 1:13 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne, I don't always sign the guestbook, but I'm here everyday checking on Abby. Just wanted you to know that. KEEP GOIN' ABBY !!
Jackie (Love Quilts to MACS)
Jackie Bennett <jackielovequilts@yahoo.com>
Weirton, WV USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 0:35 AM CST
Dear Abby, Suzanne, Bert, and Iris,
It is good to see another update and fantastic to see that it is good news. Your entire family is in my prayers and thoughts. I hope the news continues to be good.
Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna
ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net
http://tacheiru.us/unfettered
Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna <ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net >
Columbus, GA USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 11:58 PM CST
Abby ~ you are an amazing young lady. Keep on fighting and get better soon!
Linda
Boston, MA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 11:01 PM CST
Good news about Abby stabilizing again. We always love to hear good news. We continue to pray for more healing for Abby and more strength for Burt & Suzanne & the rest of Abby's family members who are enduring this trauma. Can't wait to hear the best news that she becomes well enough to leave the ICU and go to a regular room!
Debbie Acors <dacors@sybercom.net>
Chesapeake, Va USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 10:44 PM CST
Our prayers have been answered! Abigail is stable! We pray for no more set backs. We hope and pray that each day will bring more improvements in Abigail's condition.
Matt, Cheryl, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Sunday, March 7, 2004 10:09 PM CST
I will keep Abigail in my prayers. I am thankful she has improved much since Friday and I know every one's prayers have helped her and you.
Julie Goerlich <Julz119@aol.com>
Union, NJ USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 10:05 PM CST
I'm praying for your sweet baby girl. I love the beautiful picture of Abigail. Glad things are looking up.
Shannon <shannphil@aol.com>
RIchardson, Tx USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 9:38 PM CST
Dear God,
I'm down on my knees again tonight
I'm hoping this prayer will turnout right
See there is a girl that needs your help
I've done all that I can do myself
Her mommy & daddy are tired
I'm sure you can understand
Each night as their daughter sleeps
They go in to hold her hand
And they try not to cry
As tears fill their eyes
Can you hear me?
Am I getting through tonight?
Can you see her?
Can you make their daughter feel all right?
If you can hear me
Please bring her some healing
See, She's not just anyone
She's our princess
Sometimes late at night as they watch her sleep
They dream of the little girl she would like to be
They try to be strong and see her through
But God, who she needs right now is You
Let her grow old
Live life without fear
How would they live without her here?
She is tired and so scared
Let her know that You're there
Can you hear me?
Can you see her?
Please don't leave her!
Sending all my love & prayers to you all~
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, March 7, 2004 9:24 PM CST
Praising God for the Improvment in Abby! Continue to pray for complete healing and strength for you all. God Loves you!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Sunday, March 7, 2004 9:00 PM CST
Glad to see Abby is somewhat stable, but will continue the prayers for the long road still ahead.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Sunday, March 7, 2004 8:46 PM CST
Still praying for Abigail's complete recovery! My thoughts and heartfelt prayers are with you all!
Stephanie Moore <Patrick.moore@insightbb.com>
- Sunday, March 7, 2004 8:18 PM CST
C'mon, Abby! Hang in there! Prayers are streaming in, sweetie.
Mary and family
Brattleboro, VT USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 7:29 PM CST
i continue to pray for abby
melodie <rmccau5502@aol.com>
chesapeake, va usa - Sunday, March 7, 2004 7:24 PM CST
I visit your page everyday, and pray for your full recovery. You are a beautiful little girl. I will keep you in my prayers, I know God is hearing our prayers.
God bless your whole family.
JoAnn Richardson <prjr@frontiernet.net>
Fort Dodge, Ia USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 7:17 PM CST
We are so happy that prayers are being answered --- the words "stable" are a comfort for us right now. We pray that her body continues to fight and that everything will heal completely!!! Please know that we are praying for you all constantly!!! God bless!
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 6:30 PM CST
You two and your daughter are amazing people. I admire and pray for you. You have taught me the power of prayer.
God bless
Lauren
Norfolk, Va USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 6:25 PM CST
Abby,
We love you and are hoping you hear all of our prayers. It's time for you to just get out of that hospital and come back to Virginia! All our love,
Robin, Reed and Michael <robinsauter@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 6:02 PM CST
This little girl is showing incredible strength throughout this ordeal. She is my hero. Thank you for the updates.
M. Elton
Richmond, VA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 5:58 PM CST
Adding my thoughts and prayers for you dear Abby! Keep going girl...I see you playing in the warm spring/summer air, laughing and chasing those butterflies!
HUGS and love,
Samantha <sletoile@msn.com>
Barrie, ON Canada - Sunday, March 7, 2004 5:12 PM CST
Good Afternoon Princess...
We had a prayer service for you at Church this morning, the same as we have had for the last 2 weeks.. you have touched so many lives....the lives of so many strangers who only came to you within the last few weeks, and all of us who know and love you so much and who have traveled before with you on a journey that no one should have to travel....I am praying to God that you are healed and that this be your final time to have to go through this....
I love you so much... I can't wait to see you all!
Only 13 more days until we leave princess... hold on and keep fighting !!!
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Bert & Suzanne~
Sending all my love & prayers to you!
See you soon!
Lots of Love !!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Sunday, March 7, 2004 4:55 PM CST
Thank you Lord!! Prayers are non stop around our house. Keep fighting Abby!!
www.caringbridge.org/wi/carlylegrande
karen <legrandeka@charter.net>
sun prairie, wi - Sunday, March 7, 2004 4:31 PM CST
How relieved I was to read that Abby is more stable today!! I feel so proud of her for all her fighting and all that she is managing to deal with. She is such an amazing little girl, and I continue to pray for her day and night, and for all the family, especially Bert and Suzanne. What wonderful parents to such a special little girl. Much love to you all, Alice in England xxx
Alice <neilandalice@aol.com>
London, England - Sunday, March 7, 2004 4:18 PM CST
Wow, what an incredible child Abigail is. Glad she's improving, and of course prayers will continue to be sent on her behalf. This must be so hard for her family, keep the faith. ((hugs))
Debbie Eubanks <aupetptc@aol.com>
Peachtree City, GA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 4:17 PM CST
I'm so glad to hear the word stable! Praying hard these
small improvements will lead to much bigger ones and
full recovery for Abagail. You are all in my prayers.
Love, Angel Sprite
Angel Sprite and all your Smile Quilts friends. <smilequilts@smilequilts.com>
- Sunday, March 7, 2004 4:12 PM CST
KEEP UP THE GOOD FIGHT!! YOU CAN DO THIS GIRL! The picture is beautiful!!!!
Laura M. Ritenour <ritenourlaura@hotmail.com>
Richmond, VA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 3:31 PM CST
i'm so glad to hear the improvement today. our sunday school class was praying for her this morning and i shared with them that her mom and dad asked for all prayer warriors to pray for her....they like to take on requests like that! so we'll keep praying for her and for your strength as well..it's so good to see God's work. heal Abby heal!
may God bless you greatly!
Lori <ljwilbur@yahoo.com>
Albany, OR - Sunday, March 7, 2004 3:21 PM CST
Still praying for Abby every day and checking in on her progress several times a day. I am so glad she is looking better today. Hang in there. Stay strong.
Anne <annedonnelly@shaw.ca>
Abbotsford, BC Canada - Sunday, March 7, 2004 2:37 PM CST
I will be praying for Abby. I was so happy to hear the news that she has stabalized today. I will pray that she continues to recover and get better. I have all the hope in the world that she will fully recover. take care~
Cathy Bowman <chope2769@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 2:16 PM CST
Thank you for the update. I check the site many times a day hoping to see good news. We are praying very hard for her and adding more prayer warriors each day. I don't know your family but from what I read it is obvious that Abigail gets her faith, courage and determination from her parents.
With many, many prayers for all of you.
Suzanne
Suzanne <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, March 7, 2004 2:11 PM CST
Gosh, I feel so much better knowing that things have stabilized for Abby! It really is a rollercoaster. I will continue to keep you all in my thoughts and prayers...Hugs,
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Sunday, March 7, 2004 1:48 PM CST
To Abby, Bert, Suzanne and family ~ Abby You don't know me but I am following your progress and you are in my thoughts. You can pull through this. You have proved to be a very strong little girl. Bert & Suzanne I heard about Abby through Brad Benson, Jennifer's husband we work together in Connecticut. Hang in there. There are so many people sending possitive energy your way.
Tina
Bristol, ct - Sunday, March 7, 2004 1:30 PM CST
We think of you each minute of the day. We continue to pray for your wellness. We pray your road to recovery will have no more bumps. We love you. Godspeed little girl.
Love The Berry Family <smac3k@aol.com>
Trinity, FL - Sunday, March 7, 2004 1:28 PM CST
WE continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Don't give up we won't quit praying. May God continue to help you through this fight. Thank you for updating us. Keep the faith and remain strong
Jim, Marjie and Jenni Rinehart <jmrwil17@kdsi.net>
Oskaloosa, ia usa - Sunday, March 7, 2004 1:10 PM CST
Thank you, Lord, for EVERY little bit of healing! This is hopefully the start of an easier uphill climb with no more sliding back. Abby's little body is enduring so much; her will to live is incredible. We love you and miss you sweet one, and you're never out of our thoughts here at GBP. May God continue to lay his healing hands on you. Thank you so much for the update, Bert. Our thoughts are also with you and Suzanne. You are an amazingly strong family.
Love and prayers,
Bev
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:45 AM CST
I am so happy to hear that Abby is stabilized again. Hopefully, the docs will figure out the liver and get it treated.
Amanda Barrington www.caringbridge.org/va/amandabarrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:42 AM CST
great news!
i'm continuing sending love and healing energy from Ontario Canada
mia
http://www.the-healing-tree.com
mia <miafriedrich@lincsat.com>
staffa, on canada - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:24 AM CST
you are all in my prayers
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:23 AM CST
Dear sweet Abby, I have been following your journey for some time now, and just want you to know that you and your family are constantly in my prayers.
You are an inspiration to so many, and your parents and extended family's strong faith has sustained you.
May His perpetual light shine down upon you.
Love, Janice
Andrew's grandma J (www.caringbridge.org/ca/andrew) <jannield@comcast.net>
Costa Mesa, CA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:22 AM CST
Good morning Abby and family,
I am so glad to hear that things are a bit better. I will continue to pray for Abby and her skin and everything else to strengthen and get better. Have a great day!
Christy
Christy Porter <angel@angeldreamz.net>
Palm Springs, CA USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:22 AM CST
WOW! The Lord is listening to our prayers! And I will continue to pray that Abigail keeps improving and is comfortable. Sending lots of hugs!
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:18 AM CST
~*~*~*Abby*~*~*~
I'm SO happy to hear you're stable! What wonderful news to read this afternoon! You're headed in the right direction now, sweetie. Keep fighting the fight.
Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!
~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~
Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:16 AM CST
Thank God for the improvements! So glad to hear any good news! Thanks for the update! Still praying hard! Got my brother in on the praying too. He is a former Navy man ,Bert! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:13 AM CST
Thank God for the improvements! So glad to hear any good news! Thanks for the update! Still praying hard! Got my brother in on the praying too. He is a former Navy man ,Bert! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:13 AM CST
~*~*~*Abby*~*~*~
I'm SO happy to hear you're stable again! What wonderful news! You're headed in the right direction now, sweetie. Keep fighting the fight.
Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!
~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~
Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:13 AM CST
Thank God for the improvements! So glad to hear any good news! Thanks for the update! Still praying hard! Got my brother in on the praying too. He is a former Navy man too, Bert! Love, Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:13 AM CST
Thank you God!! I'm sooo happy to hear she has stabilized:) She is such a good girl and she's got the strength of 10 men. You are truly blessed!!
Thank you Bert for taking the time to update us all. With everything you're going through it's so thoughtful of you to let us in like that.
God Bless you all & you're so right not to second guess your little girl Suzanne:) Your faith in her is so wonderful!!
Ellen Faingold <ellen_caringbridge@faingold.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:11 AM CST
So glad Abby has had some improvement. Will continue to pray for more of the same. Thanks for keeping this site updated so well. I, like many others, don't know Abby personally, are worring aboutr her, praying for your whole family, and checking on her daily!
Kelly <skjs1@cox.net>
Warner Robins, GA USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:05 AM CST
I'm so glad to hear the latest news. Thank you for your update. May God bless you and bring continued healing for sweet Abby.
Judy Baker <judebak@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:03 AM CST
Hello, sweet Abby --
I'm glad to hear that you've stabilized - I know that took a lot of hard work on your part. You are an amazing little girl! Keep up the improvement, sweetie, and know that I'm continuing to ask God for help for you and your family.
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga - Sunday, March 7, 2004 12:01 AM CST
AMAZING!! It's all I can think of to say, just AMAZING!
love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Sunday, March 7, 2004 11:58 AM CST
I am continuing to pray for Abby and your family as well as the medical personnel who are caring for her. She is such a fighter.
Diane Luparello <dluparel@earthlink.net>
Apex, NC - Sunday, March 7, 2004 11:56 AM CST
God Bless this courageous little girl. Keep fighting sweetie. I'm very worried about you and I have never met you before...only watching closely on your web page.
You have been in my thoughts and prayers every day since I read the last entry. I praying that no updates means good news.
Please God watch over Abby and keep up her strength when she needs a boost. Heal her and keep her well. And please watch over her wonderful parents and family. AMEN
God Bless!
Ellen Faingold <ellen_caringbridge@faingold.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 11:34 AM CST
Abby, Suzanne, Bert, family and friends,
I have checked Abby's site continuously since I spoke with Iris on Friday. I am hoping I am right that 'no news is good news'. Our family and our Church family at St. Stephen's Church of Hope continue to keep your family in our thoughts and prayers. We are praying for a speedy recovery from this setback. God Bless you Abby!
Debi Grady <jgrady@wansol.com>
El Paso, TX USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 10:27 AM CST
We are praying harder for you Abby and your parents. We think of you all through the day. God Bless you!!! Keep FIGHTING, you can do it!!!
Love, Hugs and Kisses The Bombela's
David, Flo, Michael, Serina and Adriana
Flo Bombela <bombela2@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA 23455 - Sunday, March 7, 2004 9:36 AM CST
Abby and Family,
Our prayers are with Abby for her strength to beat the newest obstacle in her healing journey, and for her loving and courageous family who are enduring her pain along side of her. Our prayers are with you all.
With love,
Ramirez Family
Heather Ramirez
Tampa, FL - Sunday, March 7, 2004 9:33 AM CST
Abby,
You are in our prayers constantly! We love you and pray for your miracle!
Love you!
Amanda, Alyssa & Reid
Amanda, Reid & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Sunday, March 7, 2004 8:42 AM CST
With God all things are possible...
Keeping you all in my prayers,
Anonymous
Lutz, FL - Sunday, March 7, 2004 8:20 AM CST
So sorry to hear about Abigail's latest set backs. We are praying even harder that Abigail gets back on the road to recovery. Our thoughts and prayers go out to Bert and Suzanne also.
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Sunday, March 7, 2004 8:08 AM CST
We have been praying more than ever for you. Each time I woke throughout the night, I said a little prayer for your healing. We hope that things have gotten better. Take care and we will check back soon. Our prayers and thoughts are with all of you constantly.
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 6:21 AM CST
Sending you so many healing prayers from Leeds uk
and remember one day you will look at all this and say I HAVE SURVIVED
Lea <yadhdpm@ntlworld.com>
Leeds , UK - Sunday, March 7, 2004 4:56 AM CST
Hang in there Abby. Stay strong and fight this, you have come so far. I will pray for you.
Laura
~X~
Laura <take_my_breath_away_@hotmail.com>
St. Albans, herts England - Sunday, March 7, 2004 4:52 AM CST
Our prayers continue for you sweet Abagail and for your
dear family. Keep up the fight Abagail, you can make it.
Angel Sprite and all your Smile Quilts friends. <smilequilts@smilequilts.com>
- Sunday, March 7, 2004 4:40 AM CST
Dear Abby, Suzanne, Bert, and Iris,
You are all in my thoughts and prayers during this terrible time of need.
Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna
ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net
http://tacheiru.us/unfettered
Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna <ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net >
Columbus, GA USA - Sunday, March 7, 2004 2:45 AM CST
~*~*~*Abby*~*~*~
I'm praying hard for you, sweetheart!
Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!
~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~
Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Sunday, March 7, 2004 0:54 AM CST
Sweet, precious Abby......I pray you're doing okay. I will not stop praying for you. I'll also pray discernment over all who are caretakers of you and that God leads their hands and minds.
www.caringbridge.org/tx/hannah
Brenda Glenn (mom to Hannah) DX W/NBIV 06/02 <wsu@wt.net>
Magnolia, TX USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 11:45 PM CST
i'm praying very hard for little Abby. it's time she got a break and gets on the road to recovery. i'm praying very hard the meds kick in and she starts getting better right now. may God bless you in giving you strength, courage and guidance in these days that it would be so easy to give up.
Lori <ljwilbur@yahoo.com>
Albany, OR - Saturday, March 6, 2004 11:17 PM CST
Abby and Family
Many Many prayers being said tonight!!!
Carine Ekberg www.caringbridge.org./il/lindsay <bnc94@msn.com>
McHenry, IL - Saturday, March 6, 2004 10:51 PM CST
Dear Little Abby,
You are the most courageous little girl anyone could ever know- keep fighting Abby- I am praying for you and your most loving parents... Lots of Love to you all ..........
Tracy Burt <burt123@rogers.com>
Barrie, ON Canada - Saturday, March 6, 2004 10:20 PM CST
Will keep Abby and her family in my prayers. May God give you all the strength to face what ever his will is to be. May his blessing be with you all.
Arnoldine M. Loren <Sdwpors@aol.com>
Hephzibah, Ga. Richmond - Saturday, March 6, 2004 10:18 PM CST
Dear Father in Heaven,
PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, help little Abby to heal. She is so dear to so many and all have put their trust in your merciful hands.
I know that you are the all mighty healer and I pray that you give us a miracle. It will be greatly appreciated and we give ALL the glory to you.
In Jesus Name I ask
Amen
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 9:42 PM CST
I hope things are looking better today and some indication of improvement has occurred. You are in my prayers.
Valerie Price mom to Angel Andrew <valerie_price@hotmail,com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
Spring, Tx - Saturday, March 6, 2004 9:25 PM CST
Althougu you don't know me I wanted to let you know you are all in my thoughts and prayers. www.caringbridge.org/mi/dylan
Sarah <gehrkesa@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 9:07 PM CST
I don't write often but I've been following Abby's site for awhile from ChubbyChica and I just wanted to let you know that I'm praying for Abby now more than ever. She's such a beautiful little girl and I'm sorry that she has had to endure so much. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you!
~Rachel
Rachel K. <Storm844@aol.com>
Lexington, KY USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:46 PM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are with you Abby, Suzanne & Bert.
I held the dogs and said a prayer for you. Praying for a miracle for a wonderful little girl that has touched so many.
Nancy Ambrose, "Fred & Gracie the Maltese" <CHUMSorg@msn.com>
Framingham, MA USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:37 PM CST
My prayers are with you Abby. May God look after you and keep you from pain. My thoughts and prayers are with your parents and family. Hang in there.
Mila <shalen@shaw.ca>
Vancouver, Canada - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:36 PM CST
My sweet little princess..
I just got back from the cities and was so hoping that when I checked on you, things would be even a little better than when I left..Keep fighting princess.. you can beat this thing I know you can!! We are all praying so hard, as I have said before I have never prayed so much in my whole life as I have in the last few weeks...
We leave in 2 weeks from today princess....please hold on and keep fighting, please!!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PRINCESS!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Sending all my love & prayers to you!!
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:19 PM CST
Keep fighting Little One! We have grown to love you (it didn't take long) as we've checked your site over the last two weeks. We continue to pray and will bring your needs before the church and before God again tomorrow. We are all with you in spirit, and our prayers continue to reach Heaven for you!
Merilyn Yates <blossom@bevcomm.net>
Winnebago, MN - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:00 PM CST
stay strong, abby...i'm praying for you every night...i'm so sorry you have had a setback...you've made it so far...keep fighting!!!
melodie martin-mccauley <rmccau5502@aol.com>
chesapeake , va usa - Saturday, March 6, 2004 7:01 PM CST
So sorry to hear about theh double pneumonia. Abby, I am praying for you. You are such a tough young lady, I know you can fight this too.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Saturday, March 6, 2004 6:54 PM CST
Oh Oh Oh! Dear Abby, I am praying for your healing here on earth. I am so sorry to here about your latest setback. I pray that you and your family feel His hand in the midst of this trial. God bless you.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobedu@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 6:24 PM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are with Abby. Sara,s Grandparents from Ct.
Dave and Sandy Bulson <dbulson2@netzero.net>
Lebanon, Ct. - Saturday, March 6, 2004 6:20 PM CST
THinking and praying for Abby and your family, This is a very difficult time for you all. Keep fighting young Abby.
www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 5:35 PM CST
Dear Abby I hope you feel betere ? (Madison) and (Michaeline) mish you. Haw are you doing? I'm doing good.I like that peacer of you.Do you have iny frends?You are steel 1 of my best frends.I relly relly miss you!When are you coming bake.I hope you feel 100$# betere! bi bi. love Michaeline
(I hope you can read Michaeline's messge. She insisted in writing her own message this time. Our prayers amd thoughts are with you. Love, Glee)
Michaeline & Glee Salladay <mgsalladay@juno.com>
Chesapeake,, VA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 5:23 PM CST
GOD BLESS ABBY
you are all is in my thoughts and prayers
abbie
«♥Angel Mitchell♥» and abbie <afraser1@tru.eastlinkca>
tru, ns can - Saturday, March 6, 2004 5:14 PM CST
I included Abby's name before the congregation said prayers for healing today. Everyone was praying for her.
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 4:58 PM CST
Father God, we ask that you supernaturally heal Abby...of all complications and symptoms...give her parents wisdom, peace and joy in You Lord.
With blessings,
Ken, Fran & Robert
Canyon Lake, TX - Saturday, March 6, 2004 4:56 PM CST
Praying, begging, pleading, hoping . . .
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Austin, TX - Saturday, March 6, 2004 4:49 PM CST
Oh sweet Jesus, hold precious Abby in your arms. Please have mercy on her little body and help it get rid of all the problems plaguing her. Speak your words of peace and closeness to her. Amen
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Saturday, March 6, 2004 4:34 PM CST
Each of you are in my thought and prayers.
Mary F Throckmorton <Arnoldfrances @knology.net>
Hephzibah , Ga. U.S.A. - Saturday, March 6, 2004 4:12 PM CST
Oh, please, please Lord, give Abigail the strength to fight. And please give strength and comfort to her parents, and all her exytended family. With many prayers, Kathy Welch
Kathy Welch <abbysmamaa@yahoo.com>
Lexington , Ohio - Saturday, March 6, 2004 3:36 PM CST
Abigail, I'm praying for you little girl hold in there.
"Dear God please place your hand on this beautiful child Abigail and bring her through this very difficult time. Hold Suzanne & Bert's faith close to you and bring the family together. They have come so far for so long, I know you can do it for them, I Believe."
Diana Kirkpatrick
South Mills, NC - Saturday, March 6, 2004 3:36 PM CST
I'm so sorry to hear the news today. Abby is such a fighter, I pray that she will pull through this. They have all been through so much, it is so sad. Please stay strong, Abby! Prayers coming your way.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Saturday, March 6, 2004 3:35 PM CST
Abigail, mom & dad,
You guys are in my prayers. Fight sweet Abby. We are so proud of you! We love you!
Amanda & Alyssa
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Saturday, March 6, 2004 3:26 PM CST
We are praying so hard for Abby's complete healing right now. We are so saddened, that yet again, this precious little girl has to fight so hard. We continue to lift sweet Abby up in prayer, as well as, her wonderful parents. God bless you all.
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 3:24 PM CST
Abby, we are praying for you honey. Please know we are loving you and sending you thoughts and prayers. Hang in there baby girl.
Nancybratt <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 3:15 PM CST
I was so sad to Hear of the change in Abby. I am praying for Gods will to be done whatever that is. Im so sorry your having to endure watching your porecious child suffer. I dont understand the meaning of these things. May God grant you peace and comfort. I am watching for updates and In constant Prayer for abigail.
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Saturday, March 6, 2004 3:14 PM CST
We continue to pray for Abby and are sending our love and prayers to her whole family. Stay Strong Abby...You can do it!! You are such an amazing girl! With a family that loves you so much! God loves you so much!! And He is right there with you~~~
Bert and Suzanne and family, We are praying so hard for you and Abby. Keep up everything you are doing for your little sweetie~~~she knows you are there and she can hear you. Please let her know how many people are rooting for her!!
Still praying,
Your friend in Christ,
Jenifer Hayes <jenndahouse@aol.com>
Seattle, Wa USA!! - Saturday, March 6, 2004 3:01 PM CST
Dear Abby,
I am a teacher at GBP, and I used to come into your kindergarten class when you had Mrs. Larkin and Mrs. Jones. I have been praying for you many times during the day, every day, and remembering your great smile on the playground with all of your girlfriends. I am praying for your complete healing and for God to give your Mom, Dad and the rest of your family peace while they are going through this with you.
Much love,
Miss Michele
Michele Gilmore <OffToChina@aol.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 2:53 PM CST
I want to let you know that I am thinking of your family and praying for Abby. Take care of yourselves. Love, Karalyn
karalyn Fabiani <karalyn729@aol.com>
Audubon, NJ USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 2:39 PM CST
We're saying extra prayers for you today Abigail.
Matt, Cheryl, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Saturday, March 6, 2004 2:32 PM CST
I will be praying for beautiful Abby and my thoughts are with you
Cathy Bowman <chope2769@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 2:27 PM CST
I believe in the miracle!
I'm praying very hard for Abby's recovery,
With love and hope,
Ginny <prayerwarrior4Abby@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 1:49 PM CST
Abby, you are our hero, and our thoughts and prayers are always with you. God bless you.
jenna and family <reader823@ameritech.net>
Chicago, IL USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 1:32 PM CST
Dear Abby Hang in there little girl. I am praying for you every minute of the day. I check on you at least 3 times a day and pray for you
Sheryl <sduval01@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta, Canada - Saturday, March 6, 2004 1:02 PM CST
Viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 12:54 AM CST
Our prayers are with all of you.
Cindi Gilbert Oellerich <choellerich@comcast.net>
Hephzibah, GA USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 12:50 AM CST
Thinking and praying for Abby during this difficult time.
Shannon
Vancouver, - Saturday, March 6, 2004 12:36 AM CST
I'm Back! Well, I never really left.
Abby has been in my heartfelt prayers all morning. I have also asked some other prayer partners to help me.
EVERYONE, If possible, give this Child some extra prayer time today. There is POWER in prayer. Thanks, Thanks, Thanks!
Jesus Love Us This I know, For The Bible Tells Me So, Little Ones To Him Belong, They Are Weak, And He Is Strong!!!! Jesus, PLEASE lay your healing hands on Abby!
In Jesus Name
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 12:16 AM CST
there are no words...we are all praying for you, abby. GOD PLEASE SEE HER THRU THIS!!!!
kim, tim & libby <ktsimons@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Saturday, March 6, 2004 12:13 AM CST
I continue to pray for strength for all of you. May God continue to give you 3 what you need to prevail. I will continue daily prayers and rosary for Abby and you today.
KEEP FIGHTING ABBY!!
Jim, Marjie and Jenni Rinehart <jmrwil17@kdsi.net>
Oskaloosa, ia usa - Saturday, March 6, 2004 12:07 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear this bad turn of events, I pray they get that pneumonia cleared up fast
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 12:02 AM CST
Bert, Suzanne, and Abby--My heart is breaking to hear that Abby is suffering so. Stay strong in your faith. It has brought you this far, and will continue to carry you on. Abby, I'm praying that God will "divinely intervene" for you today.
Lynda <bobodum@bellsouth.net>
Atlanta, ga - Saturday, March 6, 2004 11:57 AM CST
We're all continuing to send up prayers on Abby's behalf. May God bless you all in a special way today.
*hugs*
FairyGodmother (Becky) Smile Quilts Angel
Greenville, SC USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 11:43 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you as Abby fights through this difficult time.
With lovan and blessings,
Merilee
www.caringbridge.org/page/laurajahnke
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Saturday, March 6, 2004 11:24 AM CST
Dear Bert, Suzanne and precious Abby,
You are in our hearts and prayers. Sending lots of love from Oregon,
Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 10:51 AM CST
You are in our thoughts and prayers all day, every day. We hope you can feel the love, strength and prayers being sent to you from so many people.
Philippians 4:7 "And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Jesus Christ."
Philippians 4:13 "I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me."
Donna and Brian Mooney <b-mooney@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 10:43 AM CST
I'm praying for Abby.
Diane Luparello <dluparel@earthlink.net>
Apex, NC - Saturday, March 6, 2004 10:26 AM CST
We are thinking of you today and our prayers continue for Abby's recovery............
Linda Resinger <racing@i1.net>
Farmington, Mo USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 10:15 AM CST
Abby and family,
Just coming through to do my morning check on you guys. I am so sorry that she is struggling so much. I pray that you can find peace in knowing that you are in our thoughts and prayers and maybe today is Abby's miracle day. I will pray for that. Be well.
Christy
Christy Porter <angel@angeldreamz.net>
Palm Springs, CA USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 10:08 AM CST
Hi Abby
Hey sweetie, this is Uncle Mike. I am so sorry to hear that you are having more problems. You keep fighting babe, I am praying and asking God to send his healing powers to you. Please Dear Lord answer our prayers and heal our beautiful Abby. She is loved so very much by so many people. Amen God Bless you Abby and your mom and dad and get well real quick. Love ya Uncle Mike
Michael C Gilbert <k8mcg@usa.net>
Linden, MI USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 10:01 AM CST
Oh Abby, I pray that you will feel better soon.
Meg <theredshoegirl@REMOVETHIShotmail.com>
England - Saturday, March 6, 2004 9:57 AM CST
Iris,
Thanks so much for being there and for the update. We are all praying here. Love, Auntie Karen
Karen Duncan <kebd13@aol.com>
Winter Park, FL USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 9:55 AM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
I am just so heartbroken for you having to deal with this roller coaster of pain. I praise God for your strong faith and pray for His mercy on all three of you, and also for your extended family who are going through this with you. Stay strong for sweet Abby - she knows you're there fighting with your every breath, and surely that has to keep her fighting, too.
Love and prayers to all of you,
Bev
Brv Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 9:54 AM CST
Dear Heavenly Father,
I know that you see the whole picture and we only see a small portion. PLEASE LORD give Abby the strength to survive. I know that she will be a faithful servant to help spread the word of your love on this earth. Please surround Abby with your everlasting love and not allow anymore harm come to her. Your promise is to ask and it shall be given. I trust your word with all my heart.
I ask this of you in your Son Jesus Holy Name.
AMEN
Abby, I can only imagine how tired you must be. Sweetie try and draw strength from all the loving hands that surround you. Hang in there girl! :)
Much Love and Many Prayers,
Machele
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 9:45 AM CST
Saying constant prayers for all of you! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 9:43 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear the heart-breaking news. I will say many prayers for little Abby to fight and return to stable health. Thinking about you,and praying.Try to Hang in there,all of you.Silvia-Kristen's Mom
http://caringbridge.org/il/kristen/index.htm
Silvia+ Kristen Mead <fishgolfpoolgsk@aol.com>
Skokie, Ill. U.S.A. - Saturday, March 6, 2004 9:36 AM CST
Without a doubt my prayers are with you and those of my children are with you. You are such a brave strong fighter.
Donna and kids
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
reno, nv usa - Saturday, March 6, 2004 9:27 AM CST
Can't find the right words, just know that prayers are with you all.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Saturday, March 6, 2004 9:04 AM CST
Searching for the words to say right now...Sending tons of prayers your way...(((warm hugs)))
http://lightingchildrenslives.org
Melanie <positivestories@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 9:00 AM CST
Bert, Suzanne & Abby,
We are praying for you. We pray Jesus will put his healing hand on Abby and make her whole again.
God Bless
Laura <wolfson89@aol.com>
Tampa, FL - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:53 AM CST
Come on Abby you can do it, we are praying for you and your family. Dale & The Gang from Great Bridge Girl Scouts
Dale, Sue, Barb, Katy, Michelle, Keri, Jenny, Alyssa, Megan, Jenny, Jordan, Shannon, Chelsea, Regan, Jackie, Jessica, Rachael, <dkmcclure@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:51 AM CST
Come on Abby!! We are praying for you. Bert and Suzanne we are praying for the best.
Patsy Burke <Ramjasp@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:48 AM CST
I'm so sorry to hear that things have again taken a critical turn. I can't imagine how difficult it is to watch and not be able to do anything to help. Please know that even though I don't sign in every day, you are in my thoughts and prayers and I will keep you there as I come to check on you. I am praying for the Lord to give you strength that only He can provide through His precious Son. God bless you. I will check back in on you soon.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:46 AM CST
Lil sis I am praying hard for you to get through this. You are a fighter sis keep fighting.
My Father please come to be with my sis Abby and make her whole and well again. Please comfort her family in their time of need. I ask in Your name Father. Amen.
Love ya lil sis Chance
Chance-Big Bro to Connor, Mitchell, and anyone else who needs a bro
Chance <harleyga@bellsouth.net>
Ga USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:38 AM CST
Lord please be with this family they really need you merciful hand right now. We are praying for you all . God Bless you. Many prayers.
Allison Family <danakayse@bellsouth.net>
Chattanooga, Tn USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:18 AM CST
I've been following Abby for some time now. It breaks my heart to hear what she's going through. Please know that all of you are in my continued prayers.
Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:03 AM CST
God please have mercy on this beautiful child, she has so much more to do in her life, comfort her family during this time of healing. In your name, Amen.
Karen and Carly - www.caringbridge.org/carlylegrande <legrandeka@charter.net>
sun prairie, wi - Saturday, March 6, 2004 8:03 AM CST
I found you through Katias page. I check on Abby often. I am saying extra prayers that she recovers from this lastest setback.
Amy <jessibubba@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 7:50 AM CST
~*~*~*Abby*~*~*~
Praying double time for you, sweetheart!
Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!
~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~
Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Saturday, March 6, 2004 7:44 AM CST
Sending up prayers from Iowa for Abby's complete healing and strength, comfort and peace for all of you.
Donna & Collin (AML M4) <www.caringbridge.org/ia/collin ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 7:37 AM CST
She has been on my prayer list for awhile now and I will continue to pray for her. I am so sorry that you have this complication now--she was starting to improve so much--she is such a fighter...I pray that GOD gives you and your family strength and I pray that she will battle this just as hard as her other fights---In my thoughts
Pam <PRussell@advalite.com>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 7:31 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear of this terrible turn of events. Keeping you all in my prayers, for strength, peace, and healing.
Mary Tumbleweed Foundation <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.com>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 7:22 AM CST
We're praying very hard for you and can't stand to hear about the pain you're in. Hang in there, God has given you strength and most importantly, each other. We love you, Abby!
Reed, Robin and Michael <robinsauter@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 7:17 AM CST
Suzanne, Bert, Abby, & family...you do not know me as I found Abby's site from a link on Katia's page. However, my thoughts & prayers are with you all during this trying time. I am a nurse, so I know miracles are possible & that children are true fighters. I check on Abby daily and will continue to pray that good words will be showing up in her updates soon. Thank you for keeping us all posted, and get well soon Abby!
Andrea <nurseandrea02@hotmail.com>
Eau Claire, WI USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 7:06 AM CST
Sending continous good thoughts and prayers for Abby's healing.
Lori Wightman <thewightmans@aol.com>
Amherstburg, ON Canada - Saturday, March 6, 2004 7:06 AM CST
Praying for our precious Abby, and her loving mom and dad.
Judy Baker <judebak@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, Va - Saturday, March 6, 2004 7:04 AM CST
Praying extra hard for Abby's miracle,and no more suffering
Debbie <debamitchell@yahoo.com>
Cumberland, RI 02864 - Saturday, March 6, 2004 7:04 AM CST
Lord,
Your will be done, have mercy on the pain and suffering of this special family and especially this brave little girl.
Amen <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 7:03 AM CST
God give peace, comfort and strength through these times. Allow Abbie to be at complete peace and suffer no pain. Hold her close in your arms. Amen.
Sherri Stagman <stagmanbo@aol.com>
Lakeland, fl usa - Saturday, March 6, 2004 6:25 AM CST
We are praying so very hard for you Abby, and your family. Please God turn this around and help Abby to have the strength to fight through this. Fight little one! We know you've been through so much already, but you can do this. Bert and Suzanne, our prayers are with you also. Draw strength from each other and from all these prayers people around the world are sending your way. God Bless You All!
Sue, Rob, Amanda, Zach and Amelia West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 6:21 AM CST
Thinking of Abby and the whole family. Hoping for a miracle
Emma <star_heartuk@yahoo.co.uk>
UK - Saturday, March 6, 2004 5:50 AM CST
Suzanne, Bert and Abby - We said a ton of prayers for you last night and this morning - I hope and pray that your night went well - I worried about you guys all night. We love you Abby!!!
The Martin Family <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Saturday, March 6, 2004 5:50 AM CST
Dear Lord - please lay Your healing hands on Abby. She is fighting so hard! Please also bless her family, they have been through so many trials
Frannie
Grove City, OH - Saturday, March 6, 2004 5:12 AM CST
God I pray please bless this family and heal there beloved daughter Abby, I ask this in the name of your son our savior the Lord Jesus Christ.Amen.
*HUGS*
Koala Bear *HUGS*
Queensland , Australia - Saturday, March 6, 2004 5:08 AM CST
prayers and lots of healing energy and love from Ontario, Canada
mia
mia <miafriedrich@lincsat.com>
staffa, on canada - Saturday, March 6, 2004 4:24 AM CST
Please know that I am praying for "Sweet Abby" tonight. God and with you and hold your whole family during this time. Praying, praying, praying for her.
Kasey Gunde <topgund@aol.com>
Mount Holly, NC US - Saturday, March 6, 2004 4:11 AM CST
SUZANNE/BERT I STAND IN PRAYER AND PERFECT AGREEMENT WITH YOU FOR SWEET ABBY. JESUS IS THE NAME I CALL ON WE SEND OUR LOVE! ROSIE/DADDY
www.caringbridge.org/mn/rosie <JESUSISLORD@JUNO.COM>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 3:45 AM CST
Praying for a healing miracle tonight. God bless all of you.
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 2:26 AM CST
Dear Abby, Suzanne and Bert - With the time zones in England, it's the middle of the night in Texas - so round the clock prayers are going on for your beautiful girl.
Love and hope, Gloria McShane, leukaemia parent <gmcshane@btinternet.com>
Darlington, England - Saturday, March 6, 2004 2:08 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear of the recent news of pneumonia. But, Abby has rallied before and I am praying she will again. I have been praying, praying - PRAYING!!! Abby has been in my prayers for so long and will continue to be. We PRAYER WARRIORS are waging a battle out here beyond measure.
"Dear Heavenly Father, Please hear my prayer for your grace to bring Abby to a full healing here on Earth. Within your loving grace, she has battled SO hard and SO long. She is so loved by family and friends and "friends" through her beautiful page here - may it be your will to keep her here among the ones who so dearly love here. In your name, I pray. Amen."
Eileen
www.caringbridge.org/il/ej
EJ's Caring Place
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 1:48 AM CST
My children and I pray for Abby often. Please know you will continue to be in our prayers. Be strong.
Laurie <nlcjeep@aol.com>
Fort Wayne, IN usa - Saturday, March 6, 2004 1:32 AM CST
We are all so sad to hear of Abby's turn for the worst. We hope she can pull through. I know this is a hard time for all of you, but keep thinking positively.
Amanda Barrington www.caringbridge.org/va/amandabarrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 1:01 AM CST
I'm praying, praying, praying, very hard, for the miracle.
God Bless Abby, her loving parents, and all her family.
With love, tears, and great hope,
Ginny < prayerwarrior4Abby@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 6, 2004 0:44 AM CST
God Bless you and your family. You all are in our prayers!
Tim, Missi, and Jordyn England
Grundy Center, IA USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 0:40 AM CST
Abby, Suzanne, & Bert,
I pray to God right this very moment that you prevail where Abby is concerned. Dear God this little girl has been through so much, please do not allow her to suffer anymore. Lord watch over her and keep her calm. Calm her parents so that they may be well rested and be able to deal with the roller coaster ride that are on where their daughter's life is concerned. God please guide the doctors so that they will keep Abby stablized, calm, and as pain-free as possible. I ask all these things in your precious son's name. Amen!
You are in my every thought. I know what you are feeling seeing your child suffer. I'm here if you need to email me. I would love to visit in Houston, if you would like for me to.
Donna R. Culliver <misstex@worldnet.att.net>
Brenham, Texas USA - Saturday, March 6, 2004 0:27 AM CST
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Lisa
Seattle, Wa - Saturday, March 6, 2004 0:12 AM CST
Abby, Suzanne and Bert,
We are praying and thinking of you constantly. Abby you are my hero. Keep fighting little one.
Diane, Dave, Melissa & Jake Rivard <dsrivard@cox.net >
Chesapeake, VA http://lindsaysleague.tripod.com/ - Saturday, March 6, 2004 0:05 AM CST
To Abby and her family --
I'm distraught to hear that you are having to fight even harder than before but am right here with you offering up my prayers along with so many others. May God give you all strength, peace and comfort.
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga - Saturday, March 6, 2004 0:02 AM CST
I am praying real hard for you Abby! You have been through so much all ready, I want so bad for this to just go away for you! So many people are praying night and day for you, myself included! God bless you, Mom and Dad too. Praying real hard Abby!
Jennifer Pansa
Bainbridge Island, Wa - Friday, March 5, 2004 11:44 PM CST
Prayers to you and your strong strong family at this time.
Keep your faith strong
Marilynn, Ron, Courtney and Zachary <m.hewitt@bresnan.net>
Sterling, CO USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 11:36 PM CST
My prayers are with you at this very difficult time.
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Friday, March 5, 2004 11:33 PM CST
Abby is in my prayers, Suzanne and Burt. I found out through Katia's site how ill she became today. God bless all of you and may all of you out there pray for Abigal with me.
Miracles do happen.
Hugs from Karen
Karen LaMountain <AngelGrammaL@netscape.net>
Selkirk, NY USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 11:30 PM CST
Your family willl continue to be held close to my heart and in my thoughts and prayers tonight, as always. In His Strong Love,
Cassandra <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Friday, March 5, 2004 11:29 PM CST
Dear Abby,
Hang in there ! we are thinking of you in this truely horrible time and praying for you . Kindest Regards ,
ps, to bert and zusanne , wishing you alot of strengh in this trying time
Inez G <inezgessle@hotmail.com>
Holland, - Friday, March 5, 2004 11:20 PM CST
Abby your a fighter and you can fight this.Sending lots of prayers your way.Thinking of you always.
Brenda <rurka70@hotmail.com>
EDMONTON, AB CANADA - Friday, March 5, 2004 11:16 PM CST
may god continue to give you the strength abby you are a figther.. you and your family are in my prayers.. god bless you all... love chris and saralee
chris j <caringbridge.org/mn/saralee cjtwins125@hotmail.com>
wright, mn - Friday, March 5, 2004 11:14 PM CST
Dear Abby,
PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE SUNSHINE, KEEP FIGHTING. YOU CAN DO THIS. WE ARE ALL HERE PRAYING FOR YOU!
Bert and Suzanne,
My thoughts and prayers are with you in this troubled time. Keep fighting right along side your daughter. Don't lose your faith! WE ARE ALL WITH YOU!!!
Hugs and Kisses
Tammy Mageehan (friend of Katia) <dzegieris@rogers.com>
Scarborough, ON Canada - Friday, March 5, 2004 11:09 PM CST
Oh, I'm so upset to hear of this news. Dear God this can't be what you have in store for her. She needs to get better and her family needs her to get better. Please have mercy on this beautiful little girl and spare her from any more harm and pain. I pray Bert & Suzanne and all the family keep up the faith and your prayers will be answered.
God Bless all:)
A very worried friend: Ellen Faingold <ellen_caringbridge@faingold.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 11:02 PM CST
Prayers, prayers, prayers are being sent for this beautiful, special little girl and her family. God Bless,
Debbie Eubanks <aupetptc@aol.com>
Peachtree City, GA - Friday, March 5, 2004 10:24 PM CST
Abigail,
So pleased that each day seems to bring more improvements for you. We printed your new picture and put it up with your school picture in our kitchen. When we see your beautiful smile it reminds us to say another prayer for you! You have become very special to our family Abigail.
Bert and Suzanne - We are praying for you also!
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Friday, March 5, 2004 9:31 PM CST
I'm putting abby on my prayer page and I will keep her daily in my prayers.. I have alot of faith god can heal and will intercede for you in this time..
LOVE MICHAEL - Lighting CHildrens Lives
http://www.livejournal.com/users/dirkyboy
MICHAEL SHORTS <MIKESHORTS@SBCGLOBAL.NET>
San Ramon, ca US - Friday, March 5, 2004 9:07 PM CST
How wonderful to have so much support. Abby is so beautiful, and so loved. Glad to hear she still has the fight in her. Keeping you in my prayers for continued strength and improvement.
Mary Tumbleweed Foundation <MaryKitchen@TumbleweedFoundation.com>
- Friday, March 5, 2004 9:01 PM CST
Yeah for Abby!!! You keep showing them your fighting spirit. So many prayers go out to you daily God must answer them. Your angel Sheryl is so excited to come see you. She has been so worried, to be able to hold you in her arms will comfort you both I have no doubt!! Keeping the prayers going in Minnesota, you keep up the good fight!! There is a long fun filled summer to look forward too. You need to be well enough to enjoy it. You take care!
Bobbi
- Friday, March 5, 2004 8:54 PM CST
such great news!!! i spoke to lori today and she said things seem to be getting better...keep fighting, abby...
you've come so far...i'm thinking about you...
love, melodie (lori's sister-in-law)
melodie martin-mccauley <rmccau5502@aol.com>
chesapeake, va usa - Friday, March 5, 2004 8:17 PM CST
Princess..
I am feeling alot less tense than when you first went in to PICU, I was so scared for you, but each day brings a little better news..I know the prayers are helping princess and you are such a little fighter..I am so proud of you!
I can't wait to see you all, we leave Minnesota in 2 weeks from tomorrow and I am getting so anxious to get to Texas!
You have a wonderful family who loves you so much along with all the rest of us... you are one lucky little girl!
I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK PRINCESS!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Auntie Iris... thanks so much for the update!
Bert & Suzanne~
Sending all of our love & prayers to you all!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Friday, March 5, 2004 5:28 PM CST
Great update Aunt Iris...we wish we could be there to help and take a turn. Wonderful news about the bath...sometimes, just a simple thing can mean so much.
kim, libby & tim simons <ktsimons@cox.net>
chesapeake, va usa - Friday, March 5, 2004 4:59 PM CST
You keep it up, Abby! I am so praying so hard for you to get well. Thank you for the update Aunt Iris and please give my best to Bert and Suzanne. What a wonderful support system you have for them. They need it, that is for sure. The rest of us will keep praying hard for sweet Abby!
Anne S.
Keshena, WI USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 4:54 PM CST
Thanks to Aunt Iris for a good update! Every one gives more hope!! Keep it up Abby!! Glad to hear that Suzanne and Bert are getting some rest. Thinking of everyone! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 4:22 PM CST
Hi! My name is Angel Tracy, from Quilts Of Love. :) I was reading your guest book Abby and I must say, you have ALOT of people who care about you and love you very much! :) The entries go on and on! I'm so glad to hear that you are a fighter Abby. I know you bring inspiration to so many. I will keep checking to see how you are doing. :)
{{{HUGS}}},
Angel Tracy ^i^
Tracy Skinner (Angel Tracy) <tracy.skinner@comcast.net>
East Liverpool, OH USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 3:49 PM CST
Precious Abby --
I know you've been working really hard at getting well and it sounds like you're being successful. It also sounds as if you've got lots of people there that love you a lot and I'm sure that helps. We'll keep the prayers going for you to help all that we can. Thanks to your Aunt Iris for the update - there are lots of us that check in on you frequently throughout the day and it's encouraging to get such good news about you.
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga - Friday, March 5, 2004 2:32 PM CST
I have been following Abby's struggles for awhile, she is such a fighter. This is a very hard time for all of you, take comfort in knowing so many people are praying and thinking of you. Please give Abby a soft hug from me.
Thinking of you,
Karen (mom to Carly)
www.caringbridge.org/wi/carlylegrande
Karen L. <legrandeka@charter.net>
Sun Prairie, WI - Friday, March 5, 2004 2:08 PM CST
Beautiful Abby, you just keep fighting! It's so amazing how strong you are and what a fight you are putting up. You are amazing. You are such a beautiful girl! Sending my thoughts and prayers your way.
Lisa Kingsbury <dldarakingsbury@msn.com>
Sandy, UT - Friday, March 5, 2004 1:38 PM CST
HIGH FIVE to Abby! Way to go!
Words cannot express what I feel in my heart.
I think it's wonderful how Abby's family has come together to help her and her parent's get through this. GREAT FAMILY, and GREAT KID! :D
THANK YOU LORD!
Much Love and Many Prayers,
Machele
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 12:31 AM CST
Hello-Yes-I am yet another stranger who is praying everyday for dear sweet little Abby. I look into her eyes in her picture and send little mental notes to her to keep on fighting and just to stay strong. For some odd reason, this little girl has touched my heart so much. Take care little girl-I see good things in your future for you. Your whole family is in my prayers.
Kandy <buttercup@pcii.net>
Cassville, WI USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 12:04 AM CST
Praying for continued improvement for Abby and strength and comfort for the family.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Friday, March 5, 2004 11:17 AM CST
Keep fighting baby girl. You have prayers coming from all over little angel. Hang on. God bless you sweetie!!
Nancy(bratt) <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, March 5, 2004 10:21 AM CST
Keep fighting, Abby! We're so proud of you and we pray for continued healing!!
Justine & Mike Kessler
Madison, WI - Friday, March 5, 2004 9:42 AM CST
What a great support system you have as a family!! Wonderful angels to help you out so much--I know that from experience that it brings comfort. So glad she is doing better--you have wonderful updates--that's for keeping us all in the know....I pray every night that she gets better
Pam <PRussell@advalite.com>
- Friday, March 5, 2004 9:28 AM CST
Keep up the Fight Abigail! We are sending a lot of prayers and Love to all of you and your helpers! Dr. Gwyn and Ron
Dr. G. A. Nethaway <clsailor@sprynet.com>
- Friday, March 5, 2004 9:26 AM CST
Abby,
I bet you feel so nice and fresh with your newly washed hair and bath. I continue to prya for you every single day and pray that god gives you and your family strength.
Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com>
Coon Rapids, MN USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 9:26 AM CST
Thank you Aunt Iris for the update. I have been pouring out the prayers for Abby and all of you. Abby don't every quit fighting girl.... May the Lord give all of you what you need for today. Hang in there.
God's continued blessings
Jim, Marjie and Jenni Rinehart <jmrwil17@kdsi.net>
Oskaloosa, IA USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 9:25 AM CST
Thank you for the update. Abbie and the whole family and team of Drs nurses and other staff are in my prayers.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 5, 2004 9:21 AM CST
Thank you for the update. Will keep praying for Abby and all of you during this trying time. May God Bless.
RESA <RKREPPS@PA.NET>
MIFFLIN, PA USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 9:20 AM CST
Hi you do not know me, but I am praying very hard for your little girl. We have been down the ICU road and it is not pretty. I am praying that Abby will get stronger and healthier every day, and that God will provide you the family extra strength and stamina at this difficult time. God Bless you all, angel Adam's mom.
Holly Kindellwww.caringbridge.com/oh/adamkindell <dkindell@kenton.com>
Kenton, Oh 43326 - Friday, March 5, 2004 9:10 AM CST
Thank you for the update, Iris and i'm so pleased to hear that Abby is stable and improving.
Sending love and healing energy every day.
mia
http://www.the-healing-tree.com
mia <miafriedrich@lincsat.com>
staffa, on canada - Friday, March 5, 2004 9:08 AM CST
Thank you, Iris, for the update! We're happy to hear that Abigail is remaining stable and we continue to pray for her condition to improve. We're so thankful that Bert and Suzanne have family and friends that can be there to help them along this tough road - Bless all of you! Keep fighting Abby! You're doing awesome and you should be extremely proud of yourself! I know we're all proud of you! Keep up the great work!
Sue, Rob, Amanda, Zach and Amelia West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 8:56 AM CST
Praying for you daily. Stay strong Abby!
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, March 5, 2004 8:47 AM CST
Good Morning Abby....Coming by to check on you. Praying that your liver function is stable.
www.caringbridge.org/tx/hannah
Brenda Glenn (mom to Hannah) DXW/NBIV 06/02 <wsu@wt.net>
Magnolia, TX USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 8:38 AM CST
Like everybody else, I hope Abby is doing much better right now.
Warm hugs from Brazil.
Rose <rosecb@ipav.com.br>
- Friday, March 5, 2004 8:08 AM CST
We are checking in on you Abby. We continue to think of you and pray for you.
We love you!
Nancy, Fred & Graciie The Maltese Ambrose <CHUMSorg@msn.com>
Framingham, MA USA - Friday, March 5, 2004 7:39 AM CST
BERT,SUZANNE AND ABIGAIL,JUST CHECKING IN FOR AN UPDATE. HOPE NO NEWS IS GOOD NEWS. STILL PRAYING FOR IMPROVEMENT OF ABIGAIL'S LIVER.THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS. LOVE, DENISE
DENISE MACKEY <d_c_mackey@sbcglobal.net>
WINDSOR, CT - Friday, March 5, 2004 6:43 AM CST
Rose Anne And I(George) continue to lift you all in prayers. ABBY will overcome with God's GRACE.
Peace,
George & Rose Anne
George Conner <homemaidscleaningservice@juno.com>
Chesapeake, VA United States - Friday, March 5, 2004 5:48 AM CST
May God continue making Abigail stronger every moment. Hang in there Sweetie - you're doing great! We're all waiting to see you back at GBP.
Love & Prayers,
Bev
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Friday, March 5, 2004 4:36 AM CST
With the advances made in stem cell research and genetic engineering, I feel confident such maladies will be taken care of within the coming 5 years. One small word of "request". Please do not take any red meat! Please!
Kev <LaVieDamor@aol.com>
Rancho Mirage, CA - Friday, March 5, 2004 0:13 AM CST
My prayers continue for you. I check on you daily -couple of times a day actually. You are such a strong brave young one. God Bless Donna
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
r, nv usa - Thursday, March 4, 2004 11:56 PM CST
Praying that no news is good news and Abby is continuing to improve. Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Lisa
Seattle, WA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 11:40 PM CST
Sweetest Abby, You are a special and brave little girl. So many people love you and are praying for you. I just want you to know that I am one of them ... I will be keeping you in my prayers everyday.
Diane <moonlightlady45@hotmail.com>
Oneonta, NY USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 11:06 PM CST
I believe God must have something very special in mind for Abby. Any child who can go through everything that she has and continue to fight must have many, many angels watching over her. Although I've not met any of you I continue to pray for you all and check Abby's status daily. You are a very courageous and strong family and the strength of the Lord is always with you. Thanks to God for every small step Abby takes and prayers for continued improvements on her way to complete recovery. Abby - be strong and trust in God - you will do great things one day! Love and Prayers for you all.
Julie (Bev Larkin's sister) <jcormier@naisp.net>
North Attleboro, MA USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 10:06 PM CST
Sending continuous prayers for healing your way!
God is with you!
Go Abby!!!
You are an inspiration to us all!
With Love,
The Hammer's
www.caringbridge.com/mn/danielhammer <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 8:57 PM CST
I hope that each prayer that is said will bring a minute, an hour, a day, a lifetime of recovery for your little girl. It has been something of a crusade for me to see how many people I can touch with her story. It was such a blessing to see today's entry. I pray that you can all come home again, soon. Libby asks about Abby & holds her in her prayers, as we all do!
Kim, Tim & Libby Simons <ktsimons@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 8:54 PM CST
i hope no news is good news... abby keep up the fight.. we are praying for you and your family.. stay strong..god bless you all.. love chris and saralee
chris j <caringbridge.org/mn/saralee cjtwins125@hotmail.com>
wright , mn - Thursday, March 4, 2004 8:50 PM CST
Hey Sweet Abigail!
We are thinking of you and praying for you constantly! Suzanne & Bert, if there is anything I can do, let me know!
Alyssa & Reid says hi!
Amanda
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx 77538 - Thursday, March 4, 2004 8:21 PM CST
Keep up the fight Abigail, you can conquer this! My thoughts and prayers are with you.
aug95mom <aug95mom@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 4, 2004 7:02 PM CST
Thinking of all of you and hoping and praying for more improvements in Abigail's recovery.
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Thursday, March 4, 2004 5:59 PM CST
Wishing you a restful night, sweet girl! We think about you so much every day. We miss you and your pretty smile at school.
Hugs and smiles,
Mrs. Porter
Sheli Porter <sheliporter@cox.net>
Chesapeake , VA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 5:35 PM CST
Sending prayers and love your way.
Judy Baker <judebak@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, Va - Thursday, March 4, 2004 4:42 PM CST
We are just checking in to see if there is an update; and, to let you all know that we continue to pray constantly for Abigail's complete body healing!!!!! We hope that "no news is good news" and that precious Abigail continues to improve. Our hearts and prayers are with you all! God bless.
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 4:14 PM CST
Dear Abby, Sue and Bert:
Checked many times today for an update hoping no news is good news have offered up many many prayers for you all today. Go ABBY be strong... What a beautiful young lady you are....Keep up the fight.. You are in our prayers
Jim, Marjie and Jenni <jmrwil17@kdsi.net>
Oskaloosa, IA USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 4:04 PM CST
Dear Abby, Sue & Bert, I've been checking on Abby every day and I hope she's still holding her own. I'm looking forward to the next update. I pray for you all,especially Abby, every day. With much love,
Miss Judy <taejme@aol.com>
Naples, FL - Thursday, March 4, 2004 3:48 PM CST
Abigail, Suzanne & Bert --
Glad to hear that Abigail remains stable. She is a beautiful child -- and the new picture shows her inner beauty as well as her outer beauty!
I also wanted you to know that while I don't always sign the guest book -- I check in several times a day to see how Abby is doing. You all remain constantly in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 2:08 PM CST
When I count my blessings......I count YOU.
Your strong will to live is an inspriation to all.
www.caringbridge.org/tx/hannah
Brenda Glenn (mom to Hannah) DX W/NBIV 06/02 <wsu@wt.net>
Magnolia, TX USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 1:21 PM CST
Hi Abigail,
Keeping fighting! I just love that new picture of you. You sure are a beautiful little lady! Keeping you in my prayers and sending hugs.
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 11:06 AM CST
Dear Abby and family,
I am sorry to hear that you must fight for your life. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna
ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net
http://tacheiru.us/unfettered
Eileen H. Kramer/Roanna <ehkuhall7@tacheiru.every1.net >
Columbus, GA USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 9:50 AM CST
Dear Abby; I check your website several times a day and pray for you constantly. True beauty shines from the inside out and when your picture comes up on my computer screen, the room just glows with your beautiful spirit! Sending love and prayers to you and your family. Hang in there Glow Girl!
Annie <annie@homespuncards.com>
Mtka, MN - Thursday, March 4, 2004 9:40 AM CST
Just checking in on the three of you!!! We love you and keep fighting Abigail!!!!
Lori Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Thursday, March 4, 2004 9:20 AM CST
Just a note to say Hi and that we continue to pray for you. Miss you. Keep fighting. God Bless.
The Gwaltney's <gene.gwaltney@prosoft-eng.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 8:53 AM CST
Abby, you go girl! Keep fighting! You and your mommy and daddy are in our prayers all the way in Florida!
Deb and Caleb Mitchell <debmi@aol.com>
Fleming Island, FL USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 8:20 AM CST
Abby, you go girl! Keep fighting! You and your mommy and daddy are in our prayers all the way in Florida!
Deb and Caleb Mitchell <debmi@aol.com>
Fleming Island, FL USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 8:20 AM CST
Abby- Hang in there Princess!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!! Angel Sheryl is counting down the days until she's on her way to see you...Every little step towards the right direction is promising...Keep it up!!
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, MN - Thursday, March 4, 2004 7:29 AM CST
Never never NEVER give up!!! You go girl!
Robin, Reed and Michael <robinsauter@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 7:22 AM CST
Dear Abby,Suzanne & Bert,
We were so happy to see the update on Abby!s improvement.She is a real little fighter and you all are so brave and caring. Lori keeps us informed too. We are praying hard for her recovery several times daily.
Love and prayers,
Sherma & HunterMason
Sherma Mason <Dwain Mason@cox.net>
Chesapeake, Va. - Thursday, March 4, 2004 7:14 AM CST
Abby,
Sending you lots of love and prayers today! I am hoping that you are still making bits of improvements throughout the day. I am always thinking of you and your family. Sending you lots of Love and PRAYERS>
Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com>
Coon Rapids, MN - Thursday, March 4, 2004 7:11 AM CST
Sending prayers from the Commonwealth of VA to your beautiful girl. I like the way you put her picture up so her doctors and nurses can envision her as healthy. What a wonderful idea. And she is so pretty. Thank you for your updates.
M.Elton
Richmond, VA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 6:56 AM CST
Abigail and family, Just wanted to let you know we are
all still saying prayers for you and we're so glad to
see the update looking so good with positive steps
in your recovery. We thank God for the improvements
and are praying for more each day. We love you.
Smile Quilts Angels <smilequilts@smilequilts.com>
- Thursday, March 4, 2004 2:59 AM CST
Hi Abby, Suzanne and Bert - Keeping up the prayers for such a lovely - and tough - little girl. The entries are reading better, and I'm joining everyone in hoping. Lots and lots of good healing thoughts from over the pond.
Luv, Gloria McShane, leukemia parent <gmcshane@btinternet.com>
Darlington, England - Thursday, March 4, 2004 2:47 AM CST
Hi Abby
Hey sweetie, this is Uncle Mike. Glad to hear the you are improving litle bit by little bit. You keep fighting babe, you are doing great. I have your picture on the wall as I promised. I sent a couple down to Amanda along with a copy of the one of you and Madison for her to give to Madison. I am praying and asking God every day to surround you with his healing powers. I am still looking forward to seeing you in VA real soon. Keep fighting sweetie and God Bless you and your mom and dad. Love Uncle Mike
Michael C Gilbert <k8mcg@usa.net>
Linden, MI USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 11:05 PM CST
Wonderful to hear of Abigails progress! We're still praying fo complete healing.
Angel Sheryl's friend
Rodney Yates <blossom@bevcomm.net>
Winnebago, MN - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 9:52 PM CST
Abigail,
Lots of prayers were said for you again today in Michigan. My 5 year-old, Elise, said 9 prayers herself (before she lost count). Carli had her religion class pray for you yesterday. And Marissa (2) is still chanting, "Dear Jesus, please help Abby get better". You are in our thoughts and prayers everyday. We pray tomorrow is a day of many improvements. We are praying for your parents as well.
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 9:50 PM CST
Hi there. I came across a link to your site on another CB site and just wanted to let you know that we are praying for all of you. Take care and God bless you all.
Paula Smith
www.caringbridge.org/ca/judson
Paula Smith <jpjcsmith@hotmail.com>
Lion's Head, Ont Canada - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 9:42 PM CST
Dear Suzanna and Bert,
The world is saying a prayer for your family tonight. Keep your faith in God and he will see you through this. May God Bless you and little Abby.
caringbridge.org/tx/adamculliver
Tim, Donna & Andrew Culliver
Brenham, TX USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 9:26 PM CST
Bert, Abby, and Suzanne,
You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers and I am so happy to hear that Abby is comfortable, and showing signs of improvement. love to you all- Caroline
Caroline Jones <cgjmailbox@aol.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 9:19 PM CST
So glad to hear of Abby's improvements. Continuing to pray for your darling little girl...
Lots of love!!!
Sheri ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/la/cameron <yankee_cajun2001@yahoo.com>
Lafayette, LA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 8:59 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne,
We are praying for you and Abby. Abby's name is on the prayer list at church (both ours and Mike's parents). Her name is announced at every service for prayer. I'm happy that Abby is showing improvement and is more comfortable. We check the website everyday and await for her to return to Virginia. We miss you all. Keep up the good work of taking care of your daughter. Thank-you for the updates.
Love, The Lienemann Family
K. Lienemann
Chesapeake, VA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 8:27 PM CST
Abby,
You are a very strong girl, always keep your head up high. Praying for you all the time,
~Krista~ <kfedewa@hotmail.com>
Pewamo, MI USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 8:21 PM CST
i'm happy to see abby is improving-very encouraging...i'm praying for her, read the website daily and think about her often...hang in there...
love, melodie (lori's sister-in-law)
melodie martin-mccauley <rmccau5502@aol.com>
chesapeake, va usa - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 8:04 PM CST
i'm happy to see abby is improving-very encouraging...i'm praying for her, read the website daily and think about her often...hang in there...
love, melodie (lori's sister-in-law)
nelodie martin-mccauley <rmccau5502@aol.com>
chesapeake, va usa - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 8:04 PM CST
Dear God,
I'm down on my knees again tonight
I'm hoping this prayer will turnout right
See there is a girl that needs your help
I've done all that I can do myself
Her mommy & daddy are tired
I'm sure you can understand
Each night as their daughter sleeps
They go in to hold her hand
And they try not to cry
As tears fill their eyes
Can you hear me?
Am I getting through tonight?
Can you see her?
Can you make their daughter feel all right?
If you can hear me
Please bring her some healing
See, She's not just anyone
She's our princess
Sometimes late at night as they watch her sleep
They dream of the little girl she would like to be
They try to be strong and see her through
But God, who she needs right now is You
Let her grow old
Live life without fear
How would they live without her here?
She is tired and so scared
Let her know that You're there
Can you hear me?
Can you see her?
Please don't leave her!
Sending all my love & prayers to you all~
Always & Forever
Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 7:17 PM CST
Abigail, you are such a little fighter! Each day is such a triumph. I am sending you a HUGE HUG with this e-mail! You are so precious to so many! Love to Mom and Dad too!
Love, Mrs. Porter
Sheli Porter <sheliporter@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 6:35 PM CST
Thank you for your updates! You know we are all praying for continued improvement. One step at a time! Hang in there.
Judy Baker <judebak@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 4:11 PM CST
Abby we are so very proud of you and are praying for you a LOT each day! A lot of people are praying for you a LOT. You are really touching a lot of hearts. God bless you and hold you and give you your healthy body back. Love, Tracy
Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 3, 2004 3:11 PM CST
Just wanted to say I am so glad things are slowly but surely improving. I know she's got a long way to go, but your little sweetie sure is a fighter! YOU GO ABBY!!! You can do it! God is right there with you every step of the way! Hold His hand tight...
Our family will continue to hold sweet Abigail up in prayer.
Jenifer Hayes <jenndahouse@aol.com>
Seattle, Wa USA!! - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 3:08 PM CST
Hello - So glad to hear of some improvement today. Abby you are one tough cookie. Hang in there girl, there are lots of people praying for you!
Kelly <skjs1@cox.net>
Warner Robins, GA USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 2:49 PM CST
May the Lord continue to be a source of comfort for all of you. I got to you through Jace, my neigbors grandson who is fighting from a medulablastoma with surgery on 12/18/03. I just read all of your updates so I could understand your journey. What a fight you have gone through. I have added you and Abby to my daily prayers I hope her bilirubin continues to drop, the wounds around her face and neck continue to heal and that she fights through. Keep the faith...
Marjie Rinehart <jmrwil17@kdsi.net>
Oskaloosa, IA USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 2:48 PM CST
I am so happy to hear that she is making progress. Hang in there Abby! We are all fighting and praying for you and your family!
Christy Porter
Christy Porter <angel@angeldreamz.net>
Palm Springs, CA USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 2:39 PM CST
Dear God - Please keep Abigail stable and comfortable. Give her the strength to continue this fight. Please heal her liver and all that is ailing her. Continue to bless her parents with the courage, strength and faith they need to get through the days ahead. Please answer our prayers for this precious little girl and her family. Amen.
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 1:34 PM CST
Abby,
You continue to be in my every thought and prayer. Stay strong!
Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com>
Coon Rapids, MN USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 1:34 PM CST
We are so glad to hear some encouraging news. God bless you, Abby. We will continue to pray for this evil disease to be cast out of your little body and God's healing love to prevail . You are such a shining example of what true faith is and we know that you will continue to show all of us what a true fighter is. Fight, Abby. God Loves You!!!
Bev and Harv Belcher <bbel13@aol.com>
Currituck, NC USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 1:14 PM CST
We are praying for Abby!
Clear Lake United Methodist Church
Jaime Brothers, Admin. Asst. to Evangelism at CLUMC <jamie@clearlakemethodist.org>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 12:57 AM CST
You deserve all the strength and positive energy, "we" - Abby´s fans - can send to your family. This incredible girl HAS to stay here with us, making this earth a better place, a happier place illuminated by her smile. There too many angels UP "there", we need some angels down here - this is my talk to Heaven. You are doing a gret job with your princess and so are the doctors - she will recover in time !
rose <rosecb@ipav.com.br>
- Wednesday, March 3, 2004 11:28 AM CST
Abbey and family,
We are still praying for you all. Remember there are a lot of people praying and lifting your needs up to God. God Bless you all.
Donna Boggs <dboggs4newlife@yahoo.com, www.caringbridge.org/va/nicholas.e.boggs>
Coeburn, VA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 11:22 AM CST
Hi Abby!
I'll pray for you.Take care.God is with you.
laura
www.caringbridge.org/europe/laura
laura <laurasarkadi@hotmail.com>
budapest, Hungary - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 11:22 AM CST
PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!! what wonderful news that she's stabilizing. i will pray very hard that she continues to improve.
Lori <ljwilbur@yahoo.com>
Albany, OR - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 10:43 AM CST
We're praying for Abby
Tom Kearney <Tchjjal@aol.com>
Windsor, CT usa - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 10:42 AM CST
Dear Suzanne, Bert and Abby
I was sorry I missed your call last night Suzanne - but I do appreciate the message you left and the email Bert sent me - you guys are always in my thoughts every second of every day. Madison has a letter she wants to mail out today to Abby so you guys can read it to her. Dont worry we are not giving up on Abigail either!!! We love you.
Lori Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
Chesapeake, va - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 9:00 AM CST
Hello!
I'm so glad to hear that things are trending in the right direction for Abby. I pray that the positive trends will continue, and I so admire Abby's fight and spirit!! God bless!
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 8:40 AM CST
We're so happy to hear that positive things are happening with Abby's recovery. Way to go girl! We continue to pray for improvements and especially for the liver count to go down. We're all so proud of you all as the whole family has had to fight hard. Keep the Faith! God Bless!
Sue, Rob, Amanda, Zach and Amelia West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 8:40 AM CST
I'm praying every moment I get. Such a fighter you have. I know how hard it is for you right now, just know God is there with you.
www.caringbridge.org/wi/carlylegrande
Karen (mom to Carly) <legrandeka@charter.net>
sun prairie, wi - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 8:37 AM CST
As hard as this has to be for you and Suzanne, today's entry seems to be all good news, steps in the right direction, thank God!
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Wednesday, March 3, 2004 8:21 AM CST
PRAISE THE LORD!!!!! One step at a time. Hey Bert, I'm so glad they took my suggestion and put her on factor!!!(smile) I don't know if you read my e-mail to you yet. Anyways, we are keeping the home fires burning for Gramma and Grandpa here in Windsor. Praying up a storm!!Love, Denise
Denise Mackey <denise_c_mackey@sbcglobal.net>
Windsor, CT - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 8:02 AM CST
Hurray Abby, you are doing such a great job. Keep it coming girl. Mom & Dad you have raised a true fighter. We will continue to pray for you all. We can't wait to see you all back in VA. Love, Hugs and Kisses
The Bombela's
David, Flo, Michael, Serina & Adriana Bombela
Flo Bombela <bombela2@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 7:32 AM CST
MAKE MY DAY!! GO GIRL!!
love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Wednesday, March 3, 2004 7:26 AM CST
TO GOD BE THE GLORY, GREAT THINGS HE HAS DONE!!!
Keep up the great fight Abigale!!
God loves you Sweetie, and so do I!!
Another Prayer Warrior
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 7:24 AM CST
I am so glad Abby has you two by her side. You are all amazing fighters! Our prayers will continue. Make the God of all comfort bring you peace as you so lovingly care for your precious girl.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, tx - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 6:52 AM CST
Such amazing detail in your updates on Abby! really gives a clear picture of what all of you are going through and heaven only knows it is not an easy journey. If prayers and thoughts can help then certainly Abby and all of you will survive. Continue to think positively and take care of the precious little girl.
Roberta <sardar1@juno.com>
Greenacres, FL USA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 6:31 AM CST
So pleased to read of the improvement today, may God continue to help your beloved daughter get well. I ask this in the name of his son our Lord Jesus Christ.
My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
((((((*HUGS*)))))))
Koala Bear *HUGS*
Queensland , Australia - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 5:53 AM CST
We are so happy to read of the improvements that Abigail is making. We are so heartbroken, though, for her to have to endure any of this at all. It's so unfair for a child to have to go through this -- she is definitely a fighter!! We also cannot imagine how you two, as her parents, are holding up. We know that it has to be both mentally and physically draining on you both. Your strength is amazing. We also want to thank you for taking time to update the website, in the midst of all that you all are going through. Please know that we continue to pray for your precious daughter --- for her complete body healing(starting with her liver)! We also keep you all in our hearts throughout the day. Take care and God bless!
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 5:23 AM CST
"One day at a time, sweet Jesus..." Give Abigail a day of renewed energy, hope, and strength. JUST LOOK AT ALL THE LIVES SHE'S TOUCHING.
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 5:15 AM CST
thank you for the update! It's so good to hear that things are improving!
i will continue sending healing energy and love
mia
http://www.the-healing-tree.com
mia <miafriedrich@lincsat.com>
staffa, on canada - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 4:36 AM CST
Dear Bert, Suzanne and Abby, I am so glad to read your updates! I check on Abby so frequently incase there is any news. I want you to know that I am continuing to lift you all up in prayer, and I have others here in England praying for a miracle for Abby so that she will be healed and whole again here on earth. Thank you for posting the picture of your beautiful little girl, it always warms my heart to see it. I am so glad to hear she is stable at the moment, and I'll continue to pray for more improvement! Love Alice xxx
Alice <neilandalice@aol.com>
London, England - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 3:12 AM CST
Love
Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Wednesday, March 3, 2004 3:03 AM CST
Just wanted all of you to know we are praying hard for Abby's continuing recovery out here in Sunny (Actually, rainy) California! We know a little girl here fighting
leukemia, and we saw your beautiful daughter on Share-The-
Love. How wonderful for Abigail that she has parents fight-
ing so hard for her-and loving her so much in the process!!!
Please know everyday we are thinking of you and asking God
to bless you all with hope, strength, and peace during this time.
Caring in CA, Holly Fisher and Family
Holly L. Fisher <HolynnF@aol.com>
Alta Loma, CA U.S. - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 1:44 AM CST
I'm sure glad that things are starting to look better for Abby she sure is a fighter.Sending lots of prayers your way.
Brenda
EDMONTON, AB CANADA - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 0:07 AM CST
Hi Abby and family,you all are going through some extreme times,poor little girl! I am praying each day and i'm so happy some things are changing for the better!Stay strong all of you,keep fighting!
http://caringbridge.org/il/kristen/index.htm
Silvia Mead <fishgolfpoolgsk@aol.com>
Skokie, ILL. U.S.A. - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 11:45 PM CST
What a delightful blessing to read. We will continue to stand guard in prayer for Abby's liver to return to normal range. Wow, all I can think of when I read your site is the following verse: Mark 5:36. Read it when you get a chance.
Brenda Glenn (mom to Hannah DXW/NBIV 06/02 www.caringbridge.org/tx/hannah <wsu@wt.net>
Magnolia, TX USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 11:36 PM CST
\0/ (hands raised in praise to God!)
What WONDERFUL news to hear!!! Abby, you have come so far since the last update!!! I will continue to add my prayers to all the rest and can't wait to hear that you even better yet. Keep up the good work!!
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 11:34 PM CST
Oh Abby, way to go precious girl!! Keep it up Abby - we know you can do it. Bert and Suzanne, we often wonder if God still hears prayers - your beautiful Abby is proof He is listening. I check your site a couple times a day to check on Abby. She has sure touched my heart.
Know our prayers continue to all of you and we are asking for nothing less than healing for Abby and strength and peace for you and your family.
Love and many hugs,
Judy
Click on the angel to visit my web site: Catch An Angel
Phil 4:13 I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me.
Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 2, 2004 11:22 PM CST
~*~*~*Abby*~*~*~
Hoping and praying you have MANY more stable days to come! Keep up the wonderful work, hon! You're quite the fighter and I am VERY proud of you {as are so many others}.
Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!
~*~*~*My Little Angel Bear*~*~*~
Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 11:04 PM CST
Keep fighting Abigail!!! You are so amazing with the strength and determination your little body and heart has shown through all this. We all love you and are lifting prayers up to Jesus for you!!
Brenda Hulst <BHulst654@ AOL.com or Codyfoundation.com>
StCloud, MN - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 10:36 PM CST
Just wanted to let you know that someone in Texas is still praying for youall of .
Jennifer G <charay913@yahoo.com>
Texas U.S. - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 10:35 PM CST
Sending love and prayers your way...
The Garrisons <amyg5@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 10:32 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne, I'm rejoicing that Abby is doing better. Let's keep that trend going!
Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com>
- Tuesday, March 2, 2004 10:26 PM CST
Bert and Suzanne- Just signing in to send more love and prayers your way. Like all of the people who pray for Abby worldwide, I give thanks for every small step toward health. May tomorrow bring another sign of progress. God be with you.
Carol Manuel <msmanuel@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 10:20 PM CST
Glad to hear the latest update. Sounds like things are heading in a positive direction! My heart breaks when I think of all you are going through. Your family has captured the hearts of so many people. My children are always asking how Abby is doing. We have never prayed so hard for anything in our life. We will continue praying for your family throughout Abby's recovery. We pray that tomorrow will be another day of good news. Good Night.
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 10:20 PM CST
Thank goodness that things are stablizing for her. Abby you are a true fighter and you are doing a wonderful job. I send up what I call "missle prayers" all the time for you all. The reason I call them "missle prayers" is when I think of someone I'll send up a prayer for them. You all are in my prayers and may God continue to bless you and keep you.
Kayse Allison <danakayse@bellsouth.net>
Chattanooga, Tn USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 10:09 PM CST
Thank the Lord! :D
God is Good and Prayer is POWERFUL!
Much Love and Many Prayers,
Machele
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 9:52 PM CST
So amazing! Not only Abby but her family as well! What a true fighter : ) Still praying for you all and am so glad to read that things are going well.
Jennifer & Jackson - from the Parent's Place Childhood Cancer Board <yestoloans2002@yahoo.com>
Middletown, CA USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 9:45 PM CST
Abby,
First of all, I love your latest photo!! What a little Princess you are!!! You have the most heartwarming little smile!! Abby, you are one amazing girl!! You are such an inspiration to SO many people!! May God continue to bless you and heal your body!! Sending you big hugs!!
Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn) <Roco595@aol.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 9:29 PM CST
Way to go Princess...
For the first time since you went into the PICU, I can honestly say that after daddy's update tonite, I am feeling a little more hopeful...
I think I might actually beable to go to sleep tonite without tears... I have been so scared princess...Since the day you were put into PICU, my heart has been breaking.
I will continue to pray for a complete healing along with everyone else here...
I LOVE YOU PRINCESS!!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Lots of Love
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 9:15 PM CST
Dear Abigail, Bert, & Suzanne,
Another little ray of sunshine on your last update - she's done it before, and she'll do it again! Keeping up the hope, prayers, love- and praise- as long as needed. Have a restful night.
Bev
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 9:04 PM CST
COME ON ABBY!! Continuing to pray . . .
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Austin, TX - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 8:54 PM CST
Dear Abby, Bert & Suzanne: we are all praying for you and that little fighting spirit of yours. Abby keep up the good work and we will keep the prayers going around. God bless you and your family. Dale & the gang from Great Bridge Girl Scout Troop #850
Dale & the Gang <dkmcclure@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 8:53 PM CST
Dear Bert and Suzanne, Tell Abby we love her and pray for her daily. God has given you amazing strength and hope and I give thanks to him for these blessings. Abby knows you are at her side, loving her, and helping her as she fights to get through through this. May God continue to be at your side. Ally and Rach send their love and prayers for Abby's recovery and return home. love, Caroline
Caroline Jones <cgjmailbox@aol.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 7:27 PM CST
Thinking of you Bert, Suzanne and Abigail and keeping you all in our prayers. Hope things are improving for Abigail.
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 6:46 PM CST
Hi!
Just checking in! Always hoping to hear a good update! Still praying and thinking of all three of you constantly! Love! Kim
Kim Childs <Tonycky@aol.com>
Georgetown, KY USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 6:30 PM CST
I love the new picture of Abby. Such a beautiful little girl! I'm praying for you and your family. I keep you in my thoughts thoughout the day and whenever I think about you i send up a little prayer for you. (((((hugs))))
Anne <annedonnelly@shaw.ca>
Abbotsford, BC Canada - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 5:45 PM CST
Dear Abby: I don't know you personally - but I am reading your Daddy's daily reports on how you are doing and want you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers. You must be a very special girl for God to give you so many people to love you!
Marge Argetsinger <marge_argetsinger@sehamerica.com>
Vancouver, WA USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 5:05 PM CST
I have been following Abbys struggles the last week or so. I am so sorry she has to go through all this. I will keep you all in my prayers, she will do great things some day!! Trust God, he will help you through this.
Love Karen - www.caringbridge.org/wi/carlylegrande
Karen Le Grande <legrandeka@charter.net>
Sun Prairie, wi - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 2:51 PM CST
Bert, Suzanne and Abby, You are in the center of a global tidal wave of prayers and hope. We are all keeping Abby, her struggles and your unending love for her in our hearts and prayers. God Bless you all and the medical staff caring for your daughter. MM Margosian
M&M <mnmusn@aol.com>
Lakeland, TN USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 1:54 PM CST
Hugs and prayers coming to you all. Our thoughts are with you daily. Hang in there. Be back soon.
Allison Family
Chattanooga, Tn USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 1:44 PM CST
Praying for all of you! The pictures are beautiful. I'm praying for Madison also. I taught her in Preschool and she is a precious child. What a precious picture of an angel. I love the one of Madison and Abby together. I pray that one day they will be playing and running around together again. God Bless!
Joan Horton <preschoolteacher1@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 1:07 PM CST
What a beautiful daughter you have. I came upon your page from another cambridge site. I am saying prayers daily for her.
Mary
MI - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 12:23 AM CST
Hi Princess,
I am hoping and praying that today brings another tiny step of improvement...We will take any improvement that we can get!
You don't even know how hard it is not to just get on that plane & head to Texas now....It won't be long now ~
I made a promise to you that I would come and see you in Houston and that promise is being kept...but I am having a hard time waiting...
I love you princess!!
Keep fighting sweetie~
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Lots of Love
Always & Froever
Your Angel Sheryl
Bert & Suzanne ~
Sending all of our love & prayers to you both....
Suzanne, you sounded so worn out last night when I talked to you, please take care of yourself and get some rest when you are able to...I know its easier said than done, but please take care if yourself...you need the rest so you can keep up this fight also...
Bert, Thanks for taking the time to update...
Love ya both!
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 12:21 AM CST
The picture is gorgeous!! Abby you are beautiful!!!!! Hang in there woman, You can do it!!! Everyone keep your head up, there are so many people out there who are behind you!!! Angel Sheryl is waiting very IMPATIENTLY to come down and see you. She'll be there soon...
Hohni <hohniw@bevcomm.net>
Elmore, Mn - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 12:08 AM CST
Abby,
Hang in there. We are hoping and praying for you.
The Shotwell's, Dave, Ann, David, Jonathan, Nicholas, & Pooh <david.shotwell@navy.mil>
California, MD USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 11:38 AM CST
praying today brings more and more steps in the right direction
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Tuesday, March 2, 2004 11:34 AM CST
Haven't signed recently but I check for updates daily! I am still praying hard for Abby that she keeps fighting and starts healing! My thoughts and prayers are with you constantly!
Hugs,
Anne Sulskis
Keshena, WI USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 10:32 AM CST
My heart felt a little lighter hearing that Abigail is showing improvement. Her picture is so very precious. Know you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Jacqui and Katja <j_sufka@yahoo.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 10:29 AM CST
Dear Suzanne & Bert --
What a beautiful picture of Abigail. You can just see the twinkle and spirt in her eyes. What a beautiful daughter you have! I am still praying for all of you. Hope her values continue towards the "normal" range. I am so sorry she has to endure all this.
Dear Abigail --
I'm glad you have your fight back. You will beat this monster disease. Keep fighting, sweetheart! So many people love you and are praying for you.
Love,
Linda
Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 9:11 AM CST
God bless that little fighter!! It makes my day to read your updates and know that she still has the fight in her. I'm cheering her on here in NY! Praying, praying, c'mon liver!!
love <deirdre@rochester.rr.com>
- Tuesday, March 2, 2004 8:45 AM CST
I have been praying and checking on her. I am glad to hear the good news. Keep battling on.
Lisa
MD - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 8:27 AM CST
Abby, Suzanne & Bert:
As always, thinking of you and praying for you!!!!!!
Justine Kessler
Madison, WI - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 8:15 AM CST
God bless you, little precious. Praying, praying and then praying some more!
Lynda Odum <bobodum@bellsouth.net>
atlanta, ga - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 8:14 AM CST
Waiting for more GOOD news .... fight little one, fight !!!!
Warm hugs from Brazil.
rose <rosecb@ipav.com.br>
- Tuesday, March 2, 2004 8:05 AM CST
~*~*~*Abby*~*~*~
Keep on fighting, sweetheart. I'm still sending tons of prayers and happy thoughts your way.
Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!
~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~
Mrs. Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 6:25 AM CST
Storming the heavens with prayers for your beautiful Abby.
Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 4:46 AM CST
Dear Abigail, Suzanne, and Bert,
Blessings to each of you. Praying for you.
Love, Phil (Rose)
Phil Rose <PROTOCALL55@AOL.COM>
Farmingdale, ME USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 4:32 AM CST
Bert, once again thank you so much for the update.
I check the page numerous times a day.
Good to see even the slightest improvement.
We all continue to pray for sweet Abby.
She is a real beauty, lovely, the photo on the front page.
sending you all our love
Angel Sandra for Smile Quilts <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
Sicily, Italy - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 2:58 AM CST
Abby I am so glad to see that fighting spirit of yours. Hang in there sweetie. Everyone wants to see you get better. God bless.
Mila <shalen@shaw.ca>
Vancouver, Canada - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 2:35 AM CST
There are so many people praying and pulling for Abby. She just has to come through this. Hang on to your hope Bert and Suzanne. I care.
Jackie Bennett <jackielovequilts@yahoo.com>
Weirton, WV USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 0:47 AM CST
Dear sweet Abby, checking in on you daily, and praying everyday,too.Keep fighting and stay tough,everyone in your family ,too.THINKING OF YOU ALL, Silvia+ Kristen
http://caringbridge.org/il/kristen/index.htm
Silvia+ Kristen Mead <fishgolfpoolgsk@aol.com>
Skokie, ILL. U.S.A. - Monday, March 1, 2004 11:42 PM CST
Good Evening Sweet Abigail,
We are so thankful for the progress. We are constantly thinking of you. When Alyssa says the blessing, she always says "and Dear Lord, please help Abby!" The prayer of your 4 yr old friend and a ton of other prayers are being heard Sweet Abigail!
We love you!
Amanda & Alyssa
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Monday, March 1, 2004 10:20 PM CST
Come on, Abby, honey.......please give it one more shot. Hang in there sweetie.
She just has to be okay. She just has to. God has to be listening. Her work here is not done.
Tracee S. <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia - Monday, March 1, 2004 10:15 PM CST
I just stopped by to see if there was any new news.
I'm still praying very hard for you Abby. Jesus loves you sweetie. I pray that there is "WONDERFUL" news in the morning.
Machele
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 10:04 PM CST
Good night, Abby. Have sweet dreams and know God's love is surrounding you.
All our love and prayers,
Robin, Reed and Michael <robinsauter@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Monday, March 1, 2004 9:08 PM CST
Good night sweet Abigail....Joining in the prayers for a comfortable, restful night and more good news tomorrow.
Smiles, hugs, and love,
Mrs. Larkin
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:35 PM CST
c'mon Sweetie... give it a run for it's money !!!!
Frannie <FSzekely@columbus.rr.com>
Grove City, OH - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:11 PM CST
Princess..
Little steps of improvement we will gladly take!
Keep figthing princess...you can do it sweetie!
We all love you so very much and are still praying for you!
I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK!!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, Mn - Monday, March 1, 2004 7:52 PM CST
We have been checking in on you all day - We love you and think you all are such strong people!!! Abby is such a fighter!!
Lori, Steve, Madison, Macy, McKenna and Max Martin <martinlorid@cox.net>
chesapeake, va - Monday, March 1, 2004 7:40 PM CST
Abigail, you are so beautiful inside and out! You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Stay positive...
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Monday, March 1, 2004 6:35 PM CST
Hey Abby.. I'm still praying for you. Keep fighting cutie.
www.caringbridge.org/ca/lisaspage
- Monday, March 1, 2004 6:01 PM CST
Abigail is such a beautiful young lady! And the same age as my granddaughter Abigail who also informed us that she is to be called Abigail (not Abby or the dreaded Ab!) at about her eighth birthday. Abigail, we are praying for Jesus to give you the strength to keep fighting and for peace and comfort for your mom and dad. May God bless you all.
Kathy Welch <abbysmamaa@yahoo.com>
Lexington, Ohio USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 5:34 PM CST
What a fighter you are Abby!! I am so glad to read of the improvements you have made. You keep fighting sweetie, you are one tough cookie.
Love,
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Monday, March 1, 2004 5:30 PM CST
So happy to hear of the improvements. Praying for Abby and the family for the God's miracle of complete healing for this precious child. Keep fighting Abby and stay strong Mom and Dad. God Bless You!
Sharon
los Angeles, CA - Monday, March 1, 2004 4:45 PM CST
Praise for each little improvement, and continued prayers for recovery. God bless you! The staff at school are all pulling for our special girl. Her classmates miss her.
Judy Baker <judebak@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Monday, March 1, 2004 4:28 PM CST
What a BEAUTIFUL picture!! What a beautiful little girl. Prayers are coming your way. Keep on keeping on~
Clara
Charlotte, NC - Monday, March 1, 2004 4:11 PM CST
May you feel the strength of prayers we send to you today. We are on this web page from a link from Jace from Iowa who has just finished first round of chemo. May God continue to give you the strength you need. We will keep Abigail in our daily prayers.
Marjie Rinehart <jmrwil17@kdsi.net>
Oskaloosa, IA USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 3:35 PM CST
Abby,
Keep fighting girl! I am praying for you every hour, every mnute! You and your family do not leave my mind through out the Day! I am asking God lots of things for you! Keep taking those baby steps! You can do it!
Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com>
Coon Rapids, MN USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 3:34 PM CST
My deepest and most heartfelt prayers are with you all and especially for Abigail. I also have an Abby with leukemia, and happened upon your page from another friends'. God bless you all!
Joy Fasnacht, mom to Abby, almost 3, ALL (http://www.mistweavers.org) <jefasnacht@hotmail.com>
Beavercreek, OH USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 2:44 PM CST
Our God is an AWESOME God. The prayers are still coming from Poquoson, Abby, and because of Caroline's mom, we found out how to put your beautiful picture on our screen saver. Each time I see you I say another prayer for your total healing. Thanks Bert for the daily updates! Love Robin and Kayla
Robin Yaeckel <cyaeckel2004@aol.com>
Poquoson, VA USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 2:17 PM CST
Sounds like Abby is taking baby steps forward. Yay for progress. Know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers and I check on you all almost everyday. Be well and I hope that today is one that is full of unexpected pleasant surprises.
Christy Porter
Christy Porter <angel@angeldreamz.net>
Palm Springs, CA USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 1:51 PM CST
I am continuing to pray for your sweet little Abby. I pray for healing, peace & strength for your whole family. No one should have to go through what Abby & your family is enduring. Abby is a beautiful girl and a fighter and I know you are so proud of her.
Take Care & Stay Strong,
Laura Hinkle <Lhinkle@carolina.rr.com>
Weddington, NC USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 1:29 PM CST
Abby and family, We are praying for you in Washington state. Stay strong!
Janet Collins
Washougal, WA USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 1:21 PM CST
We are all praying that her liver recovers and then the skin will resolve itself as well. We are happy that things are looking better.
Amanda, Deloyce, and James Barrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 1, 2004 1:01 PM CST
Keep fighting on Abby and we will keep praying for you every day, every hour. Love to you and your family. Girl Scout Troop #850 of Great Bridge, VA.
Dale & the Gang <dkmcclure@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 12:58 AM CST
I am praying specifically for her counts to stabilize right now and will continue to do so. If there is anything your prayer army can do out here - let us know. We are keeping the prayers coming but we are happy to handle specific requests. God bless you and keep you, wonderful family!
Suzanne and the church ladies <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Monday, March 1, 2004 12:10 AM CST
Im so excited about the latest update!
You are a brave fighter Abigail.
I will pray for your strength to improve daily and also for the strength of your family.
Love and prayers,
Missy Teeter
Tylers Aunt www.caringbridge.com/ar/trex
Missy Teeter <missteet@hotmail.com>
Fayetteville, AR - Monday, March 1, 2004 11:33 AM CST
I am so proud to hear things are getting better. We have been praying so hard for you all. I look forward to the next update to see how the precious one is doing. Keep fighting sweetheart better days are upon you and your family. God Bless and many prayers coming your way.
The Allison Family
Ooltewah/ chattanooga, Tn USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 11:04 AM CST
just to let you know i'm still praying very hard and especially prayed that God would work His miracle today and you'd see wonderous changes for the better in her condition. thank you Lord for all you've done for Abby so far. please help her to continue to fight and help her family to stay strong in their faith!
Lori <ljwilbur@yahoo.com>
Albany, OR - Monday, March 1, 2004 10:39 AM CST
WOOHOO Abby, way to go girlfriend!!! *giggles* I am just THRILLED to hear your latestest updates, and see God at work!! WOOHO, I am so excited, and happy for you, and am continuing to keep you in my prayers!!! Get well!!!
Just want to tell you *smile* you are GORGEOUS!!!
love and prayers,
Lynda (Yuneek)
Lynda <behavin@fgi.net>
Peoria, IL USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 10:03 AM CST
Hooray for Abigail - more good news! Keep fighting sweetheart and we'll keep praying.
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, MI - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:50 AM CST
Keeping you all in my prayers.
Paula @ Edmarc <grimstpa@edmarc.org>
Virginia Beach, Va U - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:40 AM CST
The picture is spectacular -> it shows not only a very beautiful girl but a strong spirit. We are hoping for the best and sending lots of positive energy.
Hugs from Brazil.
rose <rose@ipav.com.br>
- Monday, March 1, 2004 8:36 AM CST
Praying for Abby's healing and for strength and endurance for all of you!
Laurie Randel Morgan's Page <laurie.randel@randelfamily.com>
Austin, TX - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:30 AM CST
Abby the picture is just beautiful as I know you are. I know you and your are going through a really had time now. Know that God is taking care of your and your family. He watches each and every one of us each day. My thought and payers are with each and every one of you. Hang in there Abby,m you are such a big girl for your age.
Martha G. Price <mpice@coastalnet.com>
Windsor, NC 27983 - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:25 AM CST
Abigail--I LOVE the pic of you--you are GORGEOUS & I LOVE those brown eyes. I will be thinking of you & saying LOTS of prayers that you are feeling better.
~~Thinking of you in SD~~
Jodi Simerly <jlsimerly@yahoo.com>
Watertown, SD - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:14 AM CST
Abby:
You were in my thoughts and prayers all weekend. I pray for your continued healing and that you will continue to FIGHT!! The new photograph of you on the web page is just beautiful, and I think it's wonderful that it is also displayed in your hospital room, as a reminder to everyone of your beautiful smile!!
Justine Kessler <justinekessler@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Monday, March 1, 2004 8:03 AM CST
Abby,
I am glad to hear that your counts have improved. I have thought about you and prayed for you everyday. Thinking of you and praying so very hard for you
Jennifer Hines <joverby45@yahoo.com>
Coon Rapids, MN USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 7:58 AM CST
To Abby and your family --
I'm so excited to hear the news that there has been some improvement in your liver counts. Yesterday I just sat here at my computer and asked God to help heal your liver and it seems as if He heard my prayer and those of so many others. I'll ask Him again for your continued improvement and for srength, peace and comfort for all of you.
Libby Gladden <libeye@bellsouth.net>
Norcross, Ga - Monday, March 1, 2004 7:25 AM CST
Our church orchestra has been praying for Abby for some time. This morning I received an update from a lady in our orchestra, and included was your website address. So...today I had my first glimpse of your precious daughter. It is wonderful to have a face to go with the name. That image of her will continue to linger in my mind, and will prompt me to remember her even more often in prayer. Please know that you are being tremendously supported in prayer, and know that our God is all-powerful, and all-loving! Praise Him for the progress yesterday, and we will continue to trust.
Donna Thomas
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 7:24 AM CST
We just read the latest update that wasn't there earlier this morning. Go Abby Go!!!! Thank you Bert for the updates as I know it's got to be quite difficult to find the time and energy. It definitely helps us in directing our prayers. Please Lord let the liver counts stabalize and Abigail's skin to start healing. Please give her the comfort and strength she needs for this journey and thank you for her small improvements so far. Amen.
Sue, Rob, Amanda, Zach and Amelia West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 7:14 AM CST
Praise the Lord! There is so much POWER in prayer. Keep them going up folks! It looks like our little Abby is doing better.
Lord please continue to heal this child. We have the faith that you hear our pleas and act upon them. In your Son Jesus name I ask.
Amen :)
Machele
The Akers Family <MacheleAkers@aol.com>
Tornado, WV 25202 - Monday, March 1, 2004 6:59 AM CST
Sending more prayers you way today for you precious daughter Abby. Her portrait is beautiful, and definitely shows her fighting spirit. God Bless,
Linda M. <queeniesmom44@yahoo.com>
Clinton Township, MI - Monday, March 1, 2004 6:46 AM CST
Prayers still going up for Abigail and your family.
Diane Luparello <dluparel@earthlink.net>
Apex, NC - Monday, March 1, 2004 6:43 AM CST
Sending thoughts and prayers for a stable day that also brings improvement. Keep up the good fight Abigail! We are all amazed and so proud of you. Bert and Suzanne, please know how much our thoughts and prayers are also with you and your families. God Bless!
Sue, Rob, Amanda, Zach and Amelia West <gilbywest@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 6:39 AM CST
We are checking in this morning to see how precious Abby is doing. We are hopeful she had a restful and stable night. She was the last thing we thought of and prayed for when we went to bed last night; and, the first thought and prayers when we woke up this morning. As we go about our busy day today, we will continue to pray for Abby's total body healing (and strength for her entire family). Take care and God bless you all.
Love -
Rob, Amy, Emily, and Ryan Farrell
The Farrell Family <amydfarrell@msn.com>
Hampton, VA - Monday, March 1, 2004 5:22 AM CST
Lil sis I am praying for you. Do not ever give up sis fight then fight some more. Love Chance
Chance-Big Bro to Connor, Mitchell, and anyone else who needs a bro
Chance <harleyga@bellsouth.net>
Ga USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 4:55 AM CST
I am thanking God for every improvement in Abby's condition and still praying for a miracle of complete healing. I know this is heart wrenching for all of you to say the least and pray for strength for your entire family.
Abby's picture is a wonderful reminder to the staff they are taking care of a very real, very beautiful and very special little girl. Abby you are so beautiful!!!
Love and hugs
Judy
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 1, 2004 0:43 AM CST
~*~*~*Abby*~*~*~
Keep fighting, sweetheart!
Keeping you, and your wonderful family, in my thoughts and prayers every day.
Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!
~*~*~*Samantha Therese*~*~*~
Shannon <humphity319@aol.com>
#24 - Sunday, February 29, 2004 10:47 PM CST
I had to be away 4 days and was so pleased to come home to see Abby still fighting this nasty disease.I hope this miracle keeps GOING AND GROWING till she is well and able to have a normal life with her lovely family.
All my love and God Bless,Ellen
Ellen Stehr <estehr@xtra.co.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Sunday, February 29, 2004 10:11 PM CST
Abby, I just want you to know I am praying for you to get better, and I miss you.
Michaeline Salladay <mgsalladay@juno.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 10:06 PM CST
Praying for your precious daughter! Love the new beautiful picture! God bless you all!
Liz Larson <ljlarson@tconl.com www.joshuasjournal.org>
Omaha, NE US - Sunday, February 29, 2004 9:36 PM CST
I am praying for Abby often every day. I learned of Abby through the prayer chain of Clear Lake United Methodist Church in Houston, and I forwarded her needs to all of my family. They too are praying. I can feel God's healing for her. In Christ's love, Sally Williams
Sally Williams <wmsf44@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX Harris - Sunday, February 29, 2004 9:32 PM CST
Abby, Im Thanking God for the positives today. I pray For complete healing. Hang in there sweetie, THe World is pulling for you!!!
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Sunday, February 29, 2004 9:06 PM CST
Abigail and family, stopping in to let you know
the prayers continue to go up for your healing
and peace for the family. Abigail with your
strength and courage, with God beside you I
know you will continue to improve each day.
I pray God will give you a restful night and a
day of improvement tomorrow. Love you Abagail.
Smile Quilts Angel Sprite <smilequilts@smilequilts.com>
- Sunday, February 29, 2004 9:05 PM CST
What a beautiful picture of Abby. My prayers are with you during this battle. Fight, Abby, fight! May God give you all the strength you need to make it through.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Sunday, February 29, 2004 8:39 PM CST
Good Night sweet Abigail,
Hope you sleep well tonight. Your fan club in Michigan has said many prayers for you today.
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@aol.com>
Fenton, Mi - Sunday, February 29, 2004 8:35 PM CST
Abigail, Suzanne & Bert, just wanted to send my love and prayers your way. Abigail looks so beautiful in the new picture you posted. I think about you all everyday, pray she is getting better and you all are getting some much needed rest. May God Bless you. Abigail, Serina's church is also praying for you. We love and miss you all.
The Bombela's
David, Flo, Michael, Serina & Adriana
Flo Bombela <bombela2@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 8:04 PM CST
dear abby, i love the picture you have a beautiful smile.. and the fight in your eyes... keep fighting you are so strong.. sending prayers your way. abbys family i hope you dont mind but i have put your web page on saras... love chris and sara
chris j <caringbridge.org/mn/saralee cjtwins125@hotmail.com>
wright, mn - Sunday, February 29, 2004 7:55 PM CST
Abby,
You fight sweetheart!!! We are all here fighting with you! You have alot of things that you need to do yet. Alot of fun things!!!
We all love you!
Cheryl <cgmyers@swbell.net>
tulsa, ok usa - Sunday, February 29, 2004 7:50 PM CST
Dear Lord! I lost Abby's page and I found it on another's page. :(
My love and prayers and anything else that could possibly help at this time!!!!
Blessings abundant.
Cheryl <cgmyers@swbell.net>
tulsa, ok usa - Sunday, February 29, 2004 7:44 PM CST
Many prayers for you in Baltimore. Abby continue resting while you body heals. Let the lord help you be strong. Keep up the wonderful job, you are truly a strong child. You have touched the hearts of many people. Hope to keep hearing positive things. I will keep checking on you. KEEP BEING A FIGHTER!! ;0)
http://www.caringbridge.org/md/brittanythefighter/index.htm
Brenda Meyer <meyer4the@aol.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 7:43 PM CST
Found Abigail today. She is beautiful Add prayers from Iowa to your list.
Amy
Connor's site
Amy Muston <amymuston@hotmail.com>
Keokuk, IA USA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 6:56 PM CST
Abby, you are a beautiful young lady!! I am praying for you to grow stronger every day. God bless you and your family!
Rhonda Castle <rdcastle@mounet.com>
Coeburn, VA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 6:07 PM CST
Still praying for you Abby. Each day is a new ray of hope. Thankyou, Lord Jesus.
Meg <theredshoegirl@REMOVETHIShotmail.com>
England - Sunday, February 29, 2004 4:26 PM CST
HUGSsssssssssssssss and prayers.
Bluebird
Bluebird <BLUEBIRD@lineup57.freeserve.co.uk>
Eastbourne, S.E. Sussex UK - Sunday, February 29, 2004 3:33 PM CST
WHAT A BEAUTIFUL PICTURE! It captures her brilliant spirit. All my prayers.
Judy Baker <judebak@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 2:58 PM CST
Hi Abby!
You keep fighting! We are so proud of you and are behind you 100%! We love you!
Amanda & Alyssa!
Amanda & Alyssa <williams@tech-stars.net>
Devers, Tx - Sunday, February 29, 2004 2:50 PM CST
GO Abigail GO! You are such a strong, wonderful, beautiful little person! Keep on hanging on sweetie! Sending love through the miles. Miss you very much.
Love, Mrs. Porter
P.S. I hear you like to be called Abigail (instead of Abby) now that you are eight years old. So, Abigail, I send you lots of hugs and smiles. :)
Sheli Porter <sheliporter@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 2:42 PM CST
Abby, through everything - I AM SO PROUD OF YOU! Love, Tracy and Katia
Tracy <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Sunday, February 29, 2004 2:02 PM CST
Checking in, in the hopes of another smidgeon of good news - little or big. We'll take either, but hope for the BIG NEWS soon! I pray that the rest you are able to get is giving you the chance to regroup and get that liver healed. After all, the body is a miraculous thing, isn't it? Keep fighting, sweet girl. XXXX0000
Much Love,
Bev Larkin
Bev Larkin <bpl6468@yahoo.com>
Chesapeake, VA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 1:47 PM CST
Hey Abby i am praying for you and i hope that you get better soon i cant wait to see you madison talks about you all the time ok well i got to go i will write agian soon!
Love Sarah
Sarah Gwaltney <GBWildcatsRock@aol.com>
- Sunday, February 29, 2004 1:27 PM CST
Your Abby is so beautiful. May God be with her and your family during this hard time. I will be praying for you.
Becky
Apple Valley, MN USA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 12:51 AM CST
Hi Abby
Hey sweetheart this is Uncle Mike again. Glad to hear you are improving little bit by little bit. That is the way you climb a mountain babe, one step at a time and you are doing great. Keep fighting and get well real quick. I printed out your gorgeous picture and will send Amanda in VA a copy and will frame it and put it on my wall so I can see your beautiful smile and beautiful eyes every day. God Bless you and your mom and dad. Love ya Uncle Mike
Michael C Gilbert <k8mcg@usa.net>
Linden, MI USA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 12:49 AM CST
Good Afternoon Princess
Our church had a prayer service for you again this Sunday, its so awesome to have everyone praying for you...not only our church but people every where. You are so loved princess and you have touched the hearts of so many people...I remember the first time I saw your picture on Make A Child Smile, I instantly felt this connection with you, your beautiful eyes and that precious smile of yours just touched my heart...Now years later I am so glad that you & I were brought together.. I know the passing of my father-in-law is what brought you into my life...I think we needed each other, you needed an Angel and I needed to return to church and I probably would have never done that if I had not started Angeling little kids... for that I thank you, My life & heart has forever been changed because of you!
I LOVE YOU PRINCESS!!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Always & Forever
Your Angel Sheryl
Sheryl Gunzenhauser <mik181@mchsi.com>
Winnebago, MN - Sunday, February 29, 2004 12:36 AM CST
I am so happy to hear of Abby's progress. We continue to pray for all of you.
Amanda Barrington www.caringbridge.org/va/amandabarrington <buffbirdstellstories@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 29, 2004 12:25 AM CST
Just checking in to see how sweet Abigail is doing. I'm praying for you.
Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 12:12 AM CST
Sending my support...little steps of progress at a time!
Laura and Angel Ryan <MousieLadd@aol.com/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Sunday, February 29, 2004 12:10 AM CST
Keep fighting..you're doing great
Patrick
- Sunday, February 29, 2004 11:15 AM CST
Okay - more prayers for her bilirubin to come down even more and the rest of the numbers to stabalize. Thanks you so much for the progress reports. We know how overwhelming everything must be right now. Keeping all of you in our prayers.
Suzanne and family <MOCabrera@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, February 29, 2004 10:19 AM CST
I check in daily and am praying hard for those counts to return to normal. I can tell Abby is a strong fighter with the will to live. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Carolyn Mack (Angel ^^Meghan^^'s Mom) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 10:17 AM CST
What a gorgeous little girl.. My gosh.. She is so beautiful. It is so great to hear that things are improving. I continue to send love and prayers every day.
Pam <pterfehr@aol.com>
Christine, nd - Sunday, February 29, 2004 10:15 AM CST
Praying that today is full of good news!!!
Cheryl, Matt, Alex, Ryan, Carli, Elise and Marissa <cadelecki@AOL.COM>
Feton, MI - Sunday, February 29, 2004 10:11 AM CST
Your Abby is beautiful, and I'm sure as she lies in that hospital bed she is just as beautiful. I don't know Abby , but I check on her daily, and I pray for her recovery. I have a daughter who is 8 today, so I guess this is why Abby touches my heart so much. Keep fighting Abby... God bless.
Denise Powell <apow8516@aol.com>
Marshall, nc - Sunday, February 29, 2004 9:37 AM CST
Go, Abby, Go!!! So glad to hear that progress is being made, just take each new day as it comes, and rejoice the the positive! We are all praying right along with you.....
Love, hugs and prayers,
Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mom
**Connor's page**
<rshunley@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN God Bless America! - Sunday, February 29, 2004 9:32 AM CST
My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Abigail, you are such a fighter. Keep up your brave struggle and know that so many people are keeping you in their hearts and prayers.
Hi how are you? I hope you are feeling well today. I was at chubby chica designs caringbridge adoptions page and thought I would drop you a warm hello. Have a look at my home on the web sometime. love and hugs, Jessica
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