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It was so random - I was thinking of Alexandria over Thanksgiving! I'm sure you're all well and happy and so is your girl. It's hard to believe that she would be out of high school and probably off to college. I'm thankful that you shared her beautiful life with me, and believe it or not she is alive in all our hearts!
Elizabeth
Washington, DC USA - Monday, November 26, 2012 3:26 PM CST
Knowing tomorrow is a difficult day. My thoughts and prayers will be with you as your sweet precious Alexandra has not been forgotten for all of the love and smiles she brought so many in her short time here on earth.

Love,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Wednesday, February 15, 2012 8:46 PM CST
Happy Birthday, Can't believe you are 18 it just doesn't sound real. Lot's of love Alison thinking and praying for you today.

Evelyn

Evelyn Johnson <gecsa@aol.com>
The Woodlands, TX USA - Saturday, August 6, 2011 10:51 AM CDT
Think and praying for you today. We sure do miss our baby girls don't we. I miss you guys and love you very much.

Evelyn & Sweet Angel Sarah

Evelyn <gecsa@aol.com>
Johnson, TX usa - Wednesday, February 16, 2011 1:08 PM CST
Wanted to wish Ms. Alexandria happy birthday today! She may no longer be physically with us but she will always be in our hearts. She continues to remain a precious little girl whose adorable smile will never be forgotten. We love you, we pray for you, we hurt for you and we would give anything for this to have never happened. We cannot begin to tell you how much your family means to us...Thank you from the depths of our hearts for your love, support and continued friendship. I'm sure Doodlebug and Loolie Bell are having one awesome birthday party today! Someday we will join them, but until then we will remain.
John & Johnelle Rhines Kailie's site <jnjrhines@gmail.com>
St. Charles,, MO USA - Friday, August 6, 2010 9:23 PM CDT
Happy birthday Alexandria!

Tell Mamie and Jesus I love them.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams

Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL - Friday, August 6, 2010 5:26 PM CDT
I luv u my sweet sissy girl! Thx for sending us all the signs that u were right there with us on vacation. Night night my doodlebug
mom <alisonhaddock@charter.net>
- Monday, July 12, 2010 0:30 AM CDT
Hi Alison, been unable to find this website for a while after losing my pc but your family and Alexandria have never left my thoughts and prayers. Hugs and prayers,
Nicky H
Friend to Angel Carter Finger ^()^

Nicky Hinnebusch
CArnegie, PA - Saturday, July 10, 2010 10:58 PM CDT
Just checking in. I hope all is well with your family. I still think about Alexandria often.
Kristy
- Tuesday, May 25, 2010 8:54 AM CDT
Thinking of your family :) Alexandria had beautiful blue eyes. God Bless and I am glad that all is well with your family
Elizabeth
washington, dc usa - Monday, May 10, 2010 12:01 AM CDT
Hi Haddocks,
We're thinking of you, again, and Alexandria's valiant fight. The closer it gets to the 16th, the more I try to forget what the date means or even is, although it is etched forever in my memory. God bless all of you.
Love,
Ms. Pam

Pam Passwater <stl_pam911@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 20, 2010 5:55 PM CST
Remebering Alexandria and rejoicing that she is in the prescence of the Lord. Remembering her family with prayer knowing that one day you will all be reunited.

Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhom@Sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, February 16, 2010 8:24 PM CST
GOOD MORNING SWEET ANGEL ALEXANDRIA, IT HAS BEEN 7 YEARS SINCE YOU LEFT OUR SIDE. I KNOW YOU ARE SEATED NEXT TO GOD AND ARE HAPPY AND FEELING WELL. I THINK OF YOU EVERYDAY AND WISH THAT I COULD HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I WILL NEVER FORGET A SECOND OF THE TIME I WAS ABLE TO SPEND WITH YOU. I LOVE YOU BABY, MEMAW
MEMAW (NOEL) <NOELKNOTTS@CHARTER.NET>
BONNE TERRE, MO US - Tuesday, February 16, 2010 9:10 AM CST
Hi Alison and family,

Just stopping by to let you know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers as next week approaches. My heart still aches for you and your loss of such a precious angel as Alexandria, and I know some days are harder than others, such as next week. I too am glad to see the lack of updates....assuming it means life is going well.

Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, MO - Friday, February 12, 2010 9:12 PM CST
Hi Alison (and Family)
I wanted to drop a note to let you know that I stopped by :) I'm glad for the lack of updates because it tells me that you are happy and moving forward. Thank you for sharing Alex's life with us, it was a heartwrenching journey of love and Alex's courage was incredible. I am happy that she is at peace.
Take Care
Elizabeth

Elizabeth Spehr
Washington, DC - Thursday, February 4, 2010 3:20 PM CST
Hi there. You don't know me as I just happened upon your daughters webpage. I wanted you to know that I was brought to tears when I read Alexandria's story. She was apparently a wonderful and courageous little girl. My daughter is nine years old and perfectly healthy as far as I know. I couldn't imagine her having to go through what your daughter did. It makes me sick to think of what life would be without her. I'm truly sorry for your devastating loss and wish you and your family all the best.
Anthony
Murfreesboro, Tn USA - Monday, February 1, 2010 0:14 AM CST
Hope all of the Haddocks had a wonderful Christmas and many of God's blessings to you in 2010.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Wednesday, January 13, 2010 9:46 PM CST
Just a quick note to say that I still think of your daughter a lot, and probably even more now that her next oldest first cousin would be a teen-ager too. It is hard to understand some things, but I am really proud of you and your family for doing so well and going on with life, and I know she would be too! I still appreciate the book you sent to me. Take care. Linda C. in Louisiana
Linda Compton
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Sunday, January 10, 2010 6:07 PM CST
Been thinking of your family. Take care!
Candice Behm <larcanril@comcast.n>
Portland, OR USA - Friday, January 8, 2010 0:02 AM CST
Thinking of you today! Hoping you had a good Christmas and New Year. You are always in our prayers. www.caringbridge.org/visit/jessicaeasley
Teresa Radke <tlradke2@hotmail.com>
Shirley, AR USA - Monday, January 4, 2010 7:42 AM CST
Just a short message to say I am thinking of you this Christmas.


Love

Vikki
www.postpals.co.uk

Vikki George <viks@postpals.co.uk>
United Kingdom - Wednesday, December 16, 2009 5:35 AM CST
Just thinking of you all today! It was so nice to see you over the summer the day Nancy and I popped by. Loved the lawnchair hovercraft! I saw a car with an Alexandria's Angels bumper sticker in my apt. parking lot. It made me smile, just thinking of Alexandria and your whole family. You're a good mama! Love, Elaine

Elaine Riazi <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
Ofallon, MO - Saturday, October 3, 2009 4:23 PM CDT
Thank you for all you do! I know sweet Alexandria is so proud of her mom....I sincerely appreciate you and hope you know that I pray for your family every day. I so wish things could be different but we will not stop until we find a cure!!!! Take care!!!
www.teamunite.net

Dianne Killian <dianne@teamunite.net>
- Friday, October 2, 2009 6:08 PM CDT
I was just thinking of you all today and hoping that you are doing well. My thoughts and prayers are with you as always.
In Love & Prayer, Eleasha <ehill@hillnetonline.com>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, September 30, 2009 1:21 PM CDT
Alison & Grant, I'm so sorry I have not kept in touch for a long time. Today, after going to mass I went to the cemetery to wish your Dad, my brother, Happy Birthday. He would be 69 today ( 9/26/40 ) and then my Dad, your grandad, passed away on Johnny's birthday 11 years ago today. When I got home I was on my Facebook and saw your Caringbridge pictures of all the kids. All the cancers, luekemias, etc. have no age barriers... I cannot believe that Alexandria is 16 years old. I can only believe that she and Johnny are celebrating today with Daddy. Time has flown by but always remember there is a special place for all God's angels and its with Him.
Nancy Kay <kaykaymoore@sbcglobal.net>
New Madrid, MO - Saturday, September 26, 2009 6:58 PM CDT
Alexandria, I know it has been a long time since I have visited your site or written anything. The truth is I just could'nt. Baby girl I miss you and I have dreams about you all the time. Happy Sweet 16th Birthday!!!! I love you and miss you so !!
Aunt Hayley <hayleyhaddock@yahoo.com>
Kirkwood, mo usa - Wednesday, August 19, 2009 12:54 AM CDT
mommy loves you to Heaven and back my sweet sissy girl!!!
the sunset was beautiful tonight...i felt you here with us...happy sweet 16th birthday!!

alison haddock <alisonhaddock@charter.net>
- Thursday, August 6, 2009 8:45 PM CDT
HAPPY SWEET 16 ALEXANDRIA. I WISH WE COULD BAKE A BEAUTIFUL PINK CAKE TOGETHER FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. TIME WILL NEVER HEAL THE WOUND. YOU WERE SO SPECIAL AND I AM SO PROUD OF YOU. THERE ARE DAYS THE TEARS JUST WON'T STOP. YOU ARE IN GOD'S ARMS NOW AND HE WILL KEEP YOU SAFE UNTIL I CAN HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AGAIN. I LOVE YOU, MEMAW
NOEL - MEMAW <noelknotts@charter.net>
BONNE TERRE, MO USA - Thursday, August 6, 2009 2:49 PM CDT
Hi Alison and family,
It's hard to believe sweet Sissy would have been 16 tomorrow. I am so, so sorry she is not here on earth to celebrate her sweet 16. I know your heart continues to have a big empty hole in it that will never, ever go away. I don't visit many sites anymore, no longer work at the mall, the kiosk closed after Christmas last yr and I now work full time at Scottrade. Anyway, something brought me to the computer today after I got home from work and I brought up about 6 sites that I still keep an eye on from time to time. Must have been meant to be when I saw tomorrow was her birthday. When I think of all of the turmoil going on in the world it makes me smile to think that those who are with the Lord already are free from all of it. Someday we will all be in His presence and what a glorious day that will be.....and just think, your sweet 16 is already there, rejoicing.

Love,

Debbie Nagy
- Wednesday, August 5, 2009 6:43 PM CDT
Happy Easter Haddock family! God bless you always.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, MO - Friday, April 10, 2009 6:07 PM CDT
You are always on my mind...praying for you all. Hope you are doing good....Spring is in the air!
katy davis
st peters, MO USA - Tuesday, March 17, 2009 5:28 AM CDT
I love you so very much and you are in my thoughts and prayers. I have been bad on guestbooks with the surgery recovery, but I have not forgotten anyone for a second. HUGS!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Severe Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, February 28, 2009 8:18 AM CST
You are always in my thoughts. Time is just passing to fast.... We need to get together and catch up...
Jeanine <jrien0512@aol.com>
OFallon, MO USA - Tuesday, February 17, 2009 9:35 PM CST
Sorry I didn't get by yesterday. I think about her every day and I know yesterday was an especially crappy day for you. If you get down here I will definitely come play with you guys. If you have any choice PLEASE don't come the weekend of April 2nd-6th.... We're headed on another cruise.....and I would be SOOO bummed if you were here and I missed you all. Anyway, sending my love to you. Hope you had a peaceful day remembering your Angel :o) Savor the Flavor my friend..... Alexandria wants you to.
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Tuesday, February 17, 2009 8:36 AM CST
Happy Angelversary, Alexandria (cha-cha-cha),
We miss you, but we know that you all healed up with no pain and those GORGEOUS pink wings. I am sure you are a real fashion plate up in heaven.

Love, Ms. Pam

Pam Passwater <stl_pam911@yahoo.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Monday, February 16, 2009 10:52 PM CST
Remembering your precious Alexandria today. Many children on CaringBridge have touched me, but few as deeply as your sweet, beautiful Alexandria. Her picture just melts my heart. I am sure today was a most difficult one, but I pray that happy memories of her can lighten your spirits.
My prayer is that you are all doing well. It was such a joy to meet you last May Alison.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, MO - Monday, February 16, 2009 9:30 PM CST
Thinking of The Haddock family today. You are always close to heart and in my prayers along with your angel Alexandria.
Ann ONeil <ann@fjaproducts.com>
San Diego, CA - Monday, February 16, 2009 12:11 AM CST
Thinking of you on Alexandria's angelversary. I followed Alexandria's battle and just "refound" her caringbridge page on her angelversary. God bless you all.
Julie
Syracuse, ny USA - Monday, February 16, 2009 9:50 AM CST
You are all in my thoughts and prayers as Alexandria's angelversary approaches.

Many, many hugs,
Olivia

Olivia
- Tuesday, February 10, 2009 7:13 PM CST
Hi guys,
just checking in on another little girl on caringbridge, and wanted to touch base. Sounds like all is well with you. We had the same new year's you did--Grif and Jane were gone, so we were thrilled Caroline still wants to hang out with us! Can you believe she'll be 5 next month? We still call her CARRY-LINE, always making us think of Addison! Take care

Susan McCurren <smccurren@embarqmail.com>
Jefferson City, MO - Monday, January 19, 2009 8:27 PM CST
Happy New Year Haddocks! We too are in that transition phase. We didn't have all kids under one roof either.
Be blessed in 2009 :)
Love,
Nicky H Friend of Angel Carter

Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
- Sunday, January 11, 2009 7:55 PM CST
Happy New Year Haddocks!!!!! We miss you and think of you often!!
All our love!
The Mazur's

Tracey Mazur <Tracey_mazur@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 5, 2009 6:57 AM CST
I read your article in our local paper. Our thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family. May God bless you.
Donnette Johnson <johnsondonnette@yahoo.com>
Wilcox, Ne US - Saturday, January 3, 2009 7:35 AM CST
merry everythign and happy always....thank you for always checkin in on us and caring the way you do for others' who are who have walked this path. your alexandria is soooooooo proud of how you care for others'.....blessing sto you and love, love, love..
www.caringbridge.org/visit/henrytucker

www.teamunite.net

www.henrytuckerfoundation.org


henry's mom <tucker@tctc.com>
henry's town, in other - Saturday, December 27, 2008 5:38 AM CST
JUST TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS TODAY AND EVERY DAY. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.
LOVE, MEMAW

NOEL <noelknotts@charter.net>
BONNE TERRE, MO USA - Thursday, December 25, 2008 12:16 AM CST
Just a message to say we will be thinking of you this Christmas.
Love Everyone at Post Pals
www.postpals.co.uk

Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, December 22, 2008 11:11 PM CST
Just letting you know that you are in my thoughts and in my prayer's this holiday season.

If you ever want a page done I will be happy to make one for you.With picture's down the side or whichever you want.

Brenda My Christmas Angel <smokinbee@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Friday, December 12, 2008 10:10 AM CST
Just thinking of the Haddock family and hope that you are all doing well. Love and prayers for all of you!
Ann O'Neil <ann@fjaproducts.com>
San Diego, CA - Sunday, December 7, 2008 10:44 AM CST
You are in my heart and in my prayers.
Thinking of your sweet Alexandria and her cute stories.
Prayers and blessings,
Katy

katy davis <katyd06@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 7, 2008 5:08 AM CST
Hey my friend...... Hope you all had a happy Thanksgiving as well :o) We hopped on a cruise the day after Thanksgiving for a little R&R.... now back to reality! Other than that.. nothing exciting here. Talk to ya soon. Love ya bunches....
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, fl USA - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 10:17 AM CST
missing you..........happy t-day!!
michelle <tucker@tctc.com>
crawfordsville, in usa - Thursday, November 27, 2008 8:12 AM CST
hey you!!!! i have missed you soooo much. Glad to reconnect and reach out. very thankful for people like you. When Henry passed you came running and have never left. Thank you for that. What a blessing yo uahve been for me during such a life lesson........xoxox
www.caringbridge.org/visit/henrytucker
www.teamunite.net


Michelle <tucker@tctc.com>
Henry's town, IN crazy - Friday, November 14, 2008 9:23 PM CST
Good morning!

I've been bad about getting around to guestbooks, but wanted to sign in this morning and let you know I'm still out here, and I still care!!!! I hope you have a beautiful weekend.

Your entire family remains in my thoughts and prayers.

THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF TEAM UNITE AND CONTINUING TO HELP SPREAD THE WORD!!!!!

~Heide
m/o ^Jessica^ (forever 17) & Jake (17)
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jessicarandall

Heide
Marshall, VA - Saturday, November 8, 2008 8:25 AM CST
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. I AM STILL GROWING YOUR BRAID. IT IS SUCH A COMFORT TO HOLD IT WHEN I AM THINKING ABOUT YOU. I REMEMBER HOW YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO SEE HOW LONG IT HAD GROWN AND YOU WOULD HOLD IT. LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU.
MEMAW (NOEL) <noelknotts@charter.net>
TERRE DU LAC, MO USA - Friday, November 7, 2008 6:02 PM CST
Alison, I love you so much and you should be getting a card from me in the next few days. All my info is the same. I am just slow and it takes me a while, especially in the midst of this trial, to get back to people. But, let's just say you overdid yourself and put an amazingly HUGE smile on my face and I love you so very much. I can't wait to actually "meet you" some day. HUGS.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <saawarrior@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Monday, November 3, 2008 5:45 PM CST
What is this guestbook all about? I would like to know.

(I knew Jerry Dejea in high school - Homestead)

Cathy Irvin <cathy.cementina@wrccinc.org>
Coventry, CT Windham - Thursday, October 30, 2008 11:10 AM CDT
Good afternoon, Team Alexandria!!

Alison, thank you so much for all you continue to do in the name of AWARENESS!!! I know that your sweet Alexandria is smiling down on you and is extremely proud.

I wish you a peaceful weekend.

THANK YOU TEAM ALEXANDRIA FOR BEING A PART OF TEAM UNITE AND CONTINUING TO HELP SPREAD THE WORD!!!!!

~Heide
m/o ^Jessica^ (forever 17) & Jake (17)
caringbridge.org/visit/jessicarandall


Heide
Marshall, VA - Saturday, September 27, 2008 1:59 PM CDT
Oh dear what drama. Never a dull moment huh? Of course you did the right thing. Let the man fend for himself and take care of the babies :) I left you a voicemail message last week. Maybe you missed it or maybe I called the wrong number. Haha. I think I remember your voice on the machine though so I think I did call you. Anyways, I just said to call me back when you get a chance. You have your hands full so I'm patiently waiting and know you'll call when you can. I have some specific things to tell you about help I need and how to get it now so hopefully we'll get things going with this huge challenge facing us. I love you and pray for you too. Blessings in Christ!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, September 18, 2008 8:20 AM CDT
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Cindy Choi
Miami, FL - Sunday, September 14, 2008 11:28 PM CDT
Just stopping in to say hello and thank you for being a part of Team Unite. Together with our angels at heart we will raise awareness and find a cure. I keep you in my thoughts and prayers everyday.
www.teamunite.net

Dianne Killian <dkillian@helmsbriscoe.com>
Columbus, OH USA - Thursday, September 11, 2008 4:15 PM CDT
Hello,
I came across your site as my daughter's name is Alexandria. She was also born in August, 1993. She has a twin sister, Jaci. When Alex, was 11 she was stricken with a medical mystery that has left her completely paralyzed. She is unable to move, breathe, eat or talk. However, she understands everything. Dr's do not know what is wrong with her and why this has happened. We are on a mission and the fight of our lives to get answers before it is too late. I felt I should write as I read about your Alexandria. I admire your strength and courage. I don't know you, but I think you are amazing! God Bless your family! www.caringbridge.org/visit/angelsforalex
Lori Hermstad

Lori Hermstad <hermstad@iw.net>
Storm Lake, IA - Wednesday, September 3, 2008 1:53 PM CDT
Do not worry your pretty little head about ANY of that. Just call me whenever you get a chance. I know that you are very busy & this is not a life/death situation. God will figure it out and let us know what to do as we keep seeking Him. You are loved and prayed for. HUGS & I look forward to talking with you.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, August 31, 2008 0:05 AM CDT
Sorry I missed Alexandria's birthday. It is so hard to believe "15"!! I know you all miss her so much....More than words can express. She taught so many...so much and will never be forgotten.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, MO - Thursday, August 28, 2008 9:52 PM CDT
call when you get a chance. sorry, this was easier than email. no hurry as I know you are busy, but when you get a free moment, ok. you are loved.
khalita <khalita@yahoo.com>
lexington, nc - Monday, August 25, 2008 6:17 AM CDT
This message is a bit past the 6th (obviously) but you guys are never forgotten; especially on the special days. I am thinking of and praying for you as always. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, August 19, 2008 9:16 PM CDT
Thought about Alexandria alot this week. My brother's birthday was last Sunday. Great people were born in August. Major parties this week in heaven, I'm sure.
Love,
The Ostbys

Pam Ostby <ostbypo@charter.net>
- Saturday, August 9, 2008 3:04 AM CDT
I am so sorry I didn't sign in yesterday! I thought about Alexandria all day yesterday and kept telling myself to drop a note wishing her a Happy Birthday Cha-Cha-Cha.... I'm sure Meghan took care of the singing for her yesterday... Love ya girl...... 15.... I can't even believe that....sigh
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Thursday, August 7, 2008 9:00 AM CDT
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y ALEXANDRIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe 15! I'm sure heaven is covered in pink.

Happy birthday Addison!!!

Alison and Grant-

WOW 15....I hope your day was spent with loving and pleasant memories of Alexandria. Surrounding you guys in love and prayers!

In Christ-

Dawn Dains <daisydains@msn.com>
Wentzville, MO USA - Thursday, August 7, 2008 0:10 AM CDT
Hello Haddock family just letting you know we are thinking about you and praying for a day full of grace. My sweet Sarah and Alexandria are having a wonderful time singing and dancing to Happy Birthday!!!! Give all those kido's a hug from us and Happy Birthday to Addison, can't believe you are so big.

Love,
Gregg, Evelyn, Adri and Angel Sarah

Evelyn Johnson <gecsa@aol.com>
The Woodlands, Tx USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2008 6:30 PM CDT
Thinking of Alexandria & your family on her birthday.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Wednesday, August 6, 2008 8:09 AM CDT
Happy Birthday, Alexandria. I'd imagine that you are in charge of music and decorations for this special birthday. Party hard! We miss you.
Love,
Ms. Pam

Pam Passwater <pampaswater@sprintpcs.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2008 7:39 PM CDT
I WILL NEVER GET OVER THE LOSS OF MY BEAUTIFUL GRANDDAUGHTER. I WILL ALWAY MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXANDRIA. I WISH THAT I COULD HOLD YOU JUST ONCE MORE AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH YOU ARE LOVED AND TELL YOU ABOUT YOUR LITTLE BROTHER. REMEMBER, HE IS THE ONE YOU PICKED OUT ESPECIALLY FOR US. YOU PICKED A GOOD ONE. HUNTER, HAYDEN AND ADDISON TAKE SUCH GOOD CARE OF HIM AND LOVE HIM SO MUCH. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU TAUGHT ME IN YOUR SHORT TIME HERE ON EARTH. I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU AGAIN. LOVE, MEMAW

NOEL <noelknotts@charter.net>
BONNE TERRE, MO USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2008 6:21 PM CDT
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Dear Alexandria's family
thinking of you all as you remember your sweet angel on her 15th Birthday
may you have a peaceful day full of love and memories of much happier times
May you feel your Alexandria's kisses sent to you from heaven
with Love Jacob's mum
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Jacob 17th June 1991-16th June 2005

Jacob's Mum ^i^Jacob playing soccer with angel wings
Australia
- Tuesday, August 5, 2008 4:19 PM CDT
the bill was signed this morning!! thinking of you and miss your cyber hugs!! xoxoxoxo
Michelle
www.caringbridge.org/visit/henrytucker

michelle <tucker@tctc.com>
- Tuesday, July 29, 2008 3:58 PM CDT
Hi,

I am the Dad of AJ, a 14 year old cancer victim. I wanted to make you aware (maybe again) and enlist your help for the Cure Childhood Cancer petition! Our goal is to have a one-hour special on network TV devoted solely to CHILDHOOD CANCER to raise awareness. And publish a parent-written book about our miraculous children, with all proceeds going to CureSearch.

The GREAT news is that CureSearch (story on the Petition), LIVESTRONG(story on the Petition) and Alex’s Lemonade Stands have ALL written about the Petition on their websites! And TX Children’s and DUKE have both allowed us to setup paper versions inside the hospitals! So this is a SERIOUS EFFORT AND WE ARE MAKING HEADWAY! Right now we are at over 11,000 signatures! But we need your help! If you can please make your readers aware, email it around, and give just a little publicity, I know we can make this happen!

Thanks again,
AJs Dad
CarePage - AJsSpace
Childhood Cancer - Petition to Raise Awareness and Funding for a CURE!

AJs Dad <ajsdad4227@gmail.com>
Wake Forest, NC - Sunday, July 27, 2008 9:34 AM CDT
410,800...wow...
me
- Saturday, July 26, 2008 7:43 PM CDT
Your daughter was a beautiful little girl. My cousin, Emily, recently passed of acute lymphoblastic leukemia at the age of 18. I know they are in heaven together, and know Emily is wtaching over her.
Victoria Previtera <soccerchic101@bellsouth.net>
Pembroke Pines, FL USA - Monday, July 21, 2008 10:55 AM CDT
Glad you're home. I didn't want to bother you on vacation, but we will talk soon. Contact me once you catch your breath and feel better from vacationing. I love you.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <saawarrior@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, July 2, 2008 10:11 PM CDT
Hi Alison and gang. Wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts and I still remember you all in prayer. Hope you are all enjoying your summer. Great news on the legislation passing! Take care!


katy davis <katyd06@yahoo.com>
st. peters, mo usa - Friday, June 27, 2008 6:15 AM CDT
Hi! I have been checking in often, but not signing so much. I want you to know that you are all in my prayers & often in my thoughts. That is neat that you & Debby got to meet. I too hope to someday meet you both. We were sad not to be able to make it to Alex & Matt's special event. Sounds like a good time was had. Take care!
Candice Behm <larcanril@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Tuesday, June 10, 2008 4:22 PM CDT
Image and video hosting by TinyPic Dear ^i^ Alexandria's family
thank you for visiting our ^i^ Jacob's page and for leaving your lovley message ..the messages mean so much to us Thank you
May you feel your sweet Alexandria's angel kisses sent from heaven
with Love Jacob's Mum
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17th June 1991-16th June 2005
Some people only dream of angels
I hold one in my heart

Jacob's Mum ^i^Jacob playing soccer with angel wings
Australia
- Monday, June 9, 2008 4:31 PM CDT
Your gesture of kindness has brought tears to my eyes. "Thank you" does not even do it justice. I am humbled. I cherish your friendship so much. I just got home and need to get to bed so it was too late to email, but after reading my guestbook, I HAD to at least leave you a note. I love you dearly. Blessings in the name of our Savior and Lord.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Severe Aplastic Anemia <saawarrior@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 9:20 PM CDT
Good morning, Alison. There was a time, a while back, when I was really good about getting to the journals of all our Team Unite families ... But I haven't been so successful at that lately!!!! I just wanted to come by here and say "HI" and "WELCOME"!!! It doesn't look like I've signed in here before, but the moment the page opened I knew I'd been here many times. I immediately recognized sweet Alexandria's face -- she's simply BEAUTIFUL. I'm so very sorry that she's not here physically with you anymore; but I know she's in your heart every second of every day.

Thank you for your support of Team Unite, and thanks for continuing to visit my Angel's site, as well.

I hope you have a peaceful weekend.

~Heide
m/o ^Jessica^; forever 17 -
caringbridge.org/visit/jessicarandall
TEAM UNITE! Help Conquer Childhood Cancer!

Heide
Marshall, VA - Saturday, May 17, 2008 7:26 AM CDT
Just stopping in to say thank you for all you do in support of other families and Team Unite. Love and light to you all and many blessings! Take care and God Bless!!!!
Dianne Killian <dkillian@helmsbriscoe.com>
Worthington, OH USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2008 9:54 AM CDT
alison- i came to see our doodlebug. I still cannot believe you called her that. i honestly thought we were the only ones - that was my fav Henry nickname! I thought of you yesterday and thank you so much for visiting his web page. It also means the world to me that you check in and make sure i am okay. You are a guiding hand in this uncertain terrain.
the grief can be so overwhelming. i find solace in little things these days. laughter- a good cry - green, plush flowers and my sweet henry and all he has taught me. these emotions are bittersweet - nothing new to you but grateful, as a mother who has been b4 me that you validate me, my loss and the undying love i have for my precious son. may God continue to bless you with his light and love. Your sister in grief - Michelle

michelle Tucker <tucker@tctc.com>
henry's hometown, in other - Monday, May 12, 2008 6:55 PM CDT
Dear Alison,
It was so wonderful to finally meet you last night at Alex and Matt's celebration. The night was so incredibly special, but even more so now that I have the memory of meeting you for the first time at that event. Thank you for seeking me out. Have a blessed week.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, - Sunday, May 11, 2008 5:55 PM CDT
I am constantly thinking of you, what a blessing you've been to me and lifting up prayers for you and your family. I will check on the sites of those you listed (besides Ethan since I am already following that one closely). I still don't know if I'm coming. It all depends on health and finances (neither of which is great right now). So, please just know I love you and keep in touch as you can. Also, don't hesitate to contact me for specific requests. HUGS!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <saawarrior@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Friday, April 25, 2008 0:41 AM CDT
Just checking on Alexandria's site - I am so sorry for all the heartache and all the losses you are experiencing. It is just so difficult to find those rays of light - just know, Alison that I am praying for you and think of you often - Alexandria's knows her mama's heart is hurting - I hope she has helped you.
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 12:17 AM CDT
Stopping in to say hi and that I'm thinking of you! Hope you are having a good day. Thank you for all you do for team unite...You are wonderful. Still so very sorry for your loss....It is wonderful what you do in honor of your beautiful angel. Take care!!!
Dianne Killian <dkillian@helmsbriscoe.com>
Columbus, Oh USA - Friday, March 28, 2008 6:55 AM CDT
Want to wish your family a very Blessed Easter!
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Saturday, March 22, 2008 10:45 PM CDT
I just wanted to stop by to tell you that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. I can't imagine how difficult February was for you. Alexandria was a remarkable girl and her impact is still felt-- she is not forgotten.

Much love to all of you,
Olivia

Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 8:50 PM CDT
Please go to http://heidster.com/team_unite/ for TEAM UNITE STRATEGY #14

Get Involved Team Alexandria. It is an easy way to remember this beautiful angel and her family and help those who may be forced to walk this path. No cost is involved to help the children through TEAM Unite just a little of your time!

Important! Your members of Congress will be in their home offices next week so if you can please call them and make an appointment to go see them and discuss the reasons that this Bill needs to be made Law, PRONTO! Thank you!

Who is TEAM UNITE?
Team Unite arose from the Henry Tucker CaringBridge site and is comprised of volunteers from families around the country who have been impacted by the devastating diagnosis of having a child with cancer. Team Unite also consists of friends of these families as well as a conglomeration of concerned citizens. The result is a genuine grassroots effort with the purpose of raising awareness and securing funding so that a cure for childhood cancer can be found as quickly as possible!

God bless you Alison and your whole family and Team Alexandria!!!!

Dianne Killian <dkillian@helmsbriscoe.com>
Worthington, Oh USA - Friday, March 14, 2008 8:36 AM CDT
Hey, Where did you find the information about Sen. John McCain not on board for the Childhood Cancer Act. I will not be able to vote this election. There just isn't anyone a Christian can vote for with very conservative views. I sure can't vote for McCain if not on board for our children. Please email me, Thanks!
Anita <armoore@charter.net>
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, March 13, 2008 4:32 PM CDT
i am sorry about your loss you are in our thoughs and prayers
kelly <justinbuchanan@centurytel.net>
shell knob, mo us - Monday, March 3, 2008 6:38 PM CST
^HUGS^
^Angel^ Emily Ann's Daddy <davidd@comporium.net>
Rock Hill, sc www.caringbridge.org/page/emiann - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 7:11 PM CST
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Dear Alexadria's family
I found your link on Brenda's father's site
My heart breaks for you in the loss of your sweet Angel
with Love always jacob's Mum

Jacob's Mum Our Aussie^i^Jacob and Jacob's memorial page
Australia
- Tuesday, February 26, 2008 1:21 AM CST
Alison,
Just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and praying for you this week. I know Saturday was a "more than usual" difficult day. Thank you for researching and sharing so much information about childhood cancer. I am praying that we will all act in some way to help promote finding a cure. God bless always.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 11:03 PM CST
alexandria-
I am visitor 404040!!!!
I love you forever and always-
Mommy

Alison Haddock <alisonhaddock@charter.net>
- Tuesday, February 19, 2008 1:57 PM CST
I want to thank you for sharing what is in your heart. As I am just about to face losing Aven, this entry gave me much comfort. I wish we didn't have to go through this, but since we do I am glad you are here still writing about your precious girl.
Love,
Heather

Heather Everett <exebria28@yahoo.com>
Catawissa, MO USA - Monday, February 18, 2008 11:29 PM CST
Thinking of you during this difficult "Angelversary." Thank you for sharing all the information and working so hard for a cure! Together we can make a difference!

May God bless you!
Love & FROG,
Heather

Duckworth Family
- Monday, February 18, 2008 10:18 PM CST
What a beautiful angel.We just found your site through another and wanted to tell you how truly sorry we are for the loss of your beautiful little girl.We too lost our son on Feb.16th but in 2001.It wasnt to cancer but to SIDS.You are such an inspiration as was your sweet girl.You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Nichole and family
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kalebrichardson

Nichole Richardson <paposmom@yahoo.com>
LaPine, Or US - Monday, February 18, 2008 6:11 PM CST
Alison, I wish Alexandria the best of Angelversaries - but that is a given that it will be the best - she is in Heaven. Prayers and good thoughts for all of you. Thanks for the nudge via the website - I have already contacted one and on my way to a few more!
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Monday, February 18, 2008 4:00 PM CST
Hey Haddock family, You were all in my thoughts and prayers this past weekend and always.... Can't believe it has been five years. I am sure there was some party going on in heaven Sat.
Jeanine <jrien0512@aol.com>
OFallon, MO USA - Monday, February 18, 2008 8:05 AM CST
Remembering Alexandria and and praying for peace and comfort for you and your family.
Alice
Birmingham, AL - Sunday, February 17, 2008 9:35 AM CST
Thinking of you and keeping you in prayer on this very day. I can not begin to immagine how you feel. It is amazing to me how wonderful of peope you all are. You have taken circumstances that some could never endure and have turned it into an ambition to make a difference so others do not have to suffer like you all have. Truly inspirational!

I truly think you are THE strongest(eventhough I know you don't feel that way) soul one could meet and you have such a giving heart.

The last thing I will say that I can not immagine is how huge your mansion is in heaven from all the good you have done. Alexandria is so proud of you and is in awe as she sees a garden here, a deck here, a few pools, a few more stories added.

God bless you and thank you for being such a supportive friend. Thank you for all you have done for US! Oh and thanks for making me feel like I am not the only germ-o-phobe. LOL!

God bless you sweet sweet Alexandria!

Lee Ann
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/ethanlee

Lee Ann-Kristan(hlh/bmt survivor)-and-Ethan(hlh fighter)mom <dlblank@showme.net>
- Saturday, February 16, 2008 11:53 PM CST
Hi guys-

Just dropping by to let you know I was thinking about you today. We walked at West County Mall for Make a Wish in memory of Cole and so many angels here and in heaven. (Ironic that it would be today.) I can't believe it has been 5 years since Alexandria earned her pink angel wings! Thank you for the last 5 year years worth of memories and stories of Alexandria. Most of all thank you for your wonderful friendship!! Looking forward to many, many more years together!! Know I'm holding you in my heart as you endure yet another year without Alexandria.

Love you,


Dawn <daisydains@msn.com>
Wentzville, MO USA - Saturday, February 16, 2008 8:13 PM CST
Hi Haddock Family,

It's hard to believe it's been five years since your precious girl went to be with Jesus. You are in our prayers today as always. We love you guys and think and pray for you as we walk along this road together until we get to be with our girls again. Because of Jesus, we get to!! I thought this was an appropriate time to share with you the poem that Kailie wrote for Alexandria after she passed away. I hope it blesses your heart. It’s such a beautiful picture of the legacy your little girl left behind!

Thinking of you and your sweet Alexandria today!
All our love,
John and Johnelle
Kailie’s Mommy and Daddy 4Ever!!


"The Fight" by Kailie Rhines (age 11) February 16, 2003

Fighting as hard as an unarmed night (I am guessing she meant Knight)
Never even thinking about giving up her fight.
Always ready to endure the pain
Knowing that you won't always feel that way.
Always smiled and enjoying life
Always knowing you wouldn't always strive.
You decided to take the extended life.
Please don't forget me
I won't forget you
Just like I never forgot to pray for you.

In loving memory of Alexandria Haddock
My dear friend and who would always see the light in dark situations. Also, one who never thought about giving up.

John & Johnelle Rhines caringbridge.com/page/kares4kailie <jnjrhines@charter.net>
Saint Charles, MO - Saturday, February 16, 2008 2:27 PM CST
Hi, Alexandria.

You've been living in the mansion Jesus went to prepare for you for five years now - since a month before we found out our little Mamie had Wilms tumor.

That seems like a long time to us. We can't imagine how brief an instant it has been for you, because we can't imagine the wonderful things you can see and do twenty-four hours a day without getting tired.

It seems to us like it may be a very long time before we see you again, but when we get there we will understand the eternal time scale, too.

We're getting ready for Relay for Life. It will take place almost exactly three years after Mamie came to play with you.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams

Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Friday, February 15, 2008 10:20 PM CST
Thinking of your Angel Alexandria on her heavenly anniversary and praying for your family.
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Friday, February 15, 2008 8:13 PM CST
Valentines...... To Heaven

This Valentine is not of the ordinary kind,
Its still filled with love...and blessings inside;
But mine has to be sent on the wings of love...
You see its destination is the Heavens above.

Its not being sent to my parents so dear,
For they are still with me each day of the year;
Its being sent to my child...who left earth so soon,
Who's now in the Heavens with the stars and the moon.

The message is the same as your valentine,
"I love you...my sweet precious child of mine;
My love is still deeper than the ocean is blue,
And its sent with hugs and kisses...from me to you."

"I know you are with me each and every day,
You listen as I talk to you...and hear what I say;
For that is one thing that disease cannot do...
...you'll always be apart of me...and me a part of you."

"I know God did not give you the awful disease,
Thank Him for His comfort He gives me...would you please?
I dont know what I would do without His undying love...
Sent to bereaved parents from the Heavens above."

"I know you are in the best of care,
But it's so hard for us left on earth to bear;
Could you put in a request from us left behind...
For God to send the knowledge..so a cure we can find."

"So that no other family has to go through this pain,
Our lives without you will never be the same;
When I get lonely I will look to the sky at night...
And see you shining down your big bright light."

Brenda MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 3:21 PM CST
Happy 1st birthday Harrison! YAY! Boy has time flown!

Enjoy!

Nicky H

Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, pa - Saturday, February 9, 2008 9:16 PM CST
Just wanted to wish a very Happy 1st Birthday to Harrison. My how time flies. Would love to see pictures of him!!!

I think of you & your family often and I'm always reminded to have faith and that God really does have us in the palm of his hand. God Bless you & your family. As Alexandria's angelversary approaches, may we all remember how truly blessed we all are and how much she must be missed by her loved ones.

Lynn
Long Island, NY USA - Friday, February 8, 2008 2:56 PM CST
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Dear ^i^Alexandria's family
thinking of you as your little ones Angel day approaches
may you have a peaceful day as you remember your Alexandria
remember her with love and happy memories
with Love ^i^Jacob's mum

Jacob's Mum Our Aussie^i^Jacob 17/06/91-16/06/05
Australia
- Friday, February 1, 2008 2:31 PM CST
Hi Alison,
Thanks for sharing the birth announcement. I can't believe Harrison is almost a year old and Alexandria has been gone almost five. I am sure that your life is busy, busy, busy, but as you said, you are very blessed. I really had a good laugh reading Carol Mack's entry below. Hope 2008 is a very good year for the Haddock family. I'll be keeping you in my prayers, more than usual, in the next few weeks.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, - Friday, January 25, 2008 5:26 PM CST
Guess I'll climb out from under my rock..... Had to laugh when I got Harrison's birth announcement.... I suppose you can use the one year rule but really.....might want to be getting his graduation announcements started now since it will probably be 18 years from now before you send THOSE out.... guess the other kids are hosed so we'll all need to just follow along here and keep up with the goings on of the Haddock family this way cause Lord knows, it will be years before graduation, wedding, grandchild birth announcements are ever sent out by you.... (I crack myself up... good thing YOU know my sense of humor, otherwise, ya just might get a little offended at this ribbing I'm giving you)..... well, I guess I would have more of a leg to stand on if "I" actually send out Christmas cards, typed a Christmas letter, or had any major announcements to send out.. but alas..... it's just another boring year here at the Mack's..... I can't even believe February 7th is coming so fast and furious...... I'm running but it seems to be catching up with me on a daily basis..... FIVE YEARS???? HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE???? Good grief, it was like yesterday wasn't it? Well, with this monstrosity of a guestbook entry it appears I'm posting my caringbridge news on your site huh??? Gotta love me...... Ok- enough of my blah-blahing.... at least the picture of Harrison on his birth announcement was actually a newbie picture of him and not his first day of kindergarten photo....lol... still cracking myself up.... Love you guys most and yes, I really do stink at responding don't I????? sheesh..... maybe that's my new years resolution... oh wait.... don't have any except to get thru it :o) Talk to ya soon!
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney and lifeinthegrieflane.blogspot.com <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Thursday, January 24, 2008 10:57 AM CST
Just a note to tell you that you are in my thoughts and prayers.. I have to come here to see how you are doing, so I want to thank you for updating the site. Looking forward to seeing the Christmas pictures!!
Mary Burns
Albany , NY - Monday, January 21, 2008 12:13 AM CST
Alison, I was visiting your website and I read your daughter's story and I could not help but think that we had almost a parallel journey. I too lost my daughter, (Alison) to ALL. She lost her battle and earned her wings on 1/11/02. She was born 6/22/92. Our girls were almost the same age. What an amazing journey that we've had to endure since they left us? These have been the hardest years without her. I once thought that the five years she fought were the hardest, but I have found the six years without her has been. Thank you for sharing your daughters pictures and her life with us, it does help to know that unfortunately we are not alone. I wish that no child ever has to go through this ever. I also think that with all the technology on this planet that for sure Leukemia should be curable.But that is not to be, maybe some miracle will happen someday soon, so other families will not have to ensure such pain. Take care, nice to meet you. Shelbi
Shelbi <Seashelbi@aol.com>
Las Vegas, NV USA - Thursday, January 10, 2008 4:57 PM CST
Dear Allison and family,

I am so glad to hear that you're all doing so well. I am looking forward to seeing the Christmas pictures of the kids. Harrison certainly has grown. Where time goes I will never know.

I hope 2008 brings much happiness and health to all of you. I visit your site often, though I don't always sign the guestbook (I promise to be better at that this year!) Alexandria and all of you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Love,
Olivia

Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Thursday, January 3, 2008 1:13 PM CST
Hey there Alison. Hope you all had a great holiday season..Merry 1st Christmas Harrison! Did the tree remain standing?!? Pierce had fun pulling off all the ornaments within reach. He even got hold of the light strand. So far the tree still stands. We need to get these little fellas together to do some real damage! Take care and Happy New Year! Love, Katy
Katy Davis
St Peters, MO USA - Tuesday, January 1, 2008 11:27 AM CST
Merry Christmas and a Happy 2008 to you all!

Blessings,
Nicky H

Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
PA - Thursday, December 27, 2007 2:51 PM CST
As a new year approaches, I wish your family happiness, good health and plenty of time to spend as a family, feeling the love the Lord blesses you with.
Happy 2008 New Year!

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Wednesday, December 26, 2007 10:33 PM CST
Merry Christmas to the Haddock Family. Praying for health and hapiness this holiday season, as always.
Ann O'Neil <ann@fjaproducts.com>
San Diego, CA - Monday, December 24, 2007 6:59 PM CST
Please know you are all in my thoughts and prayers during this holiday season. Alexandria is such a presence in all of your writing and in all that you do. She is never forgotten.

Much love to you all,
Olivia

Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Sunday, December 23, 2007 12:33 AM CST
Wishing all of you a very happy and merry Christmas!
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Saturday, December 22, 2007 11:29 PM CST
Just wanted to stop in and wish all of you a very Merry Christmas and a joyous New Year!
Susan and Scott <hilltophedgies@msn.com>
Layton, UT - Friday, December 21, 2007 9:19 PM CST
Hi Haddocks! Just wanted to stop by and wish you a very Merry Christmas. I pray the New Year will be full of happiness, good health and many blessings for all of you! Love and hugs...
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Friday, December 21, 2007 8:57 AM CST
Hey girl...I got to be 400363. At least on this visit. Hope things are going well. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and miss talking to you. The holidays are always just a little more difficult. Praise God for His peace and strength that transcends ALL understanding. AND praise God for our other children...they sure do make the darkness light! Missing our beautiful angels...today and everyday.
In Love & Prayer, Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, December 17, 2007 9:22 PM CST
Haven't signed in for a while but still check on you quite often. Hope ya'll have a wonderful Christmas with that beautiful little boy.
Love,
Jenni

Jenni Burford <jenni.burford@cox.net>
Bentonville, AR USA - Wednesday, December 12, 2007 8:56 PM CST
400,195, and it keeps on ticking.

Merry Christmas, Haddocks. I've made a gift in honor of Kenny today. When we met at the Alexandria's Angels golf tournament in 2003, your generosity was just the beginning. We didn't know then, as we took the picture of Kailie, Connor and Kenny in front of the tournament's sign, what the future would hold. I consider it a privilege to be part of the Alexandria's Angels family and now join in as one of the supporting partners.

www.caringbridge.org/mo/kennyshiels

Sue Shiels <Suzhomaker@aol.com>
Fenton, MO - Wednesday, December 12, 2007 3:48 PM CST
Wishing you a Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year.Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.

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Heaven's Rose

Your memory is like a rose,
A precious velvet bloom.
now in heaven's sweet bouquet;
you left us far too soon.

Like the precious rose's scent,
your memory lingers on.
The imprint left upon our hearts
Remains although you're gone.

God holds you now as Heaven's tears
Kiss you like the dew.
In Heaven now, our precious rose,
Forever there to bloom.

Brenda MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Monday, December 10, 2007 11:27 AM CST
Thinking of and praying for you. I'm late by 62, but I'll still sign in :) You guys have been such a help and inspiration as I have battled through some incredible storms over the past several years. Thank you so much. I think of and pray for you continually & love you very much. Merry Christmas in our King JESUS name!!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <saawarrior@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, December 8, 2007 9:56 PM CST
Hi Alison,
I missed it by 36. Sorry I just don't get by like I used to and even when I do I am not always good about leaving you a message. I also seem to have problems with my computer taking too long to get into some guest books, so sometimes I just move on. Tonight it went straight to your guest book, so I used that as a sign that I needed to leave you a message. I am so excited for you and your family to celebrate your first Christmas with Harrison. What a joy and tremendous blessing he must be for all of you. I know this time of year is still (and always will be) difficult as you miss your precious Alexandria. My prayers are with you always, but especially during this holiday season.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
Manchester, - Friday, December 7, 2007 11:17 PM CST
Hey, missed the mark by 15! Glad that you are having so much fun with Harrison. Kind of makes me jealous. I am busy preparing for my wedding on January 5th/08. Will be my first marriage and I am getting close to 50, so it is an interesting time. Have a great Christmas and may wonderful memories continue to help you over the rough spots. Sending only positive thoughts and prayers your way!
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Friday, December 7, 2007 12:38 AM CST
Hello Alison! WElcome Winter! LOL! Merry christmas to you and your beautiful family!
LOVE< Nicky H <nahenbush23@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 6, 2007 10:39 PM CST
sorry i didn't see until after you wanted to know who was the 400,000th person to sign in was. i was that very lucky person to have come and visted your sweet and loving daugther site. such a honor for me.

Angie V <angiev@machlink.com>
- Thursday, December 6, 2007 8:41 PM CST
just wanted to stop and say hello. it been awhile since i been here to read about your beautiful daughter and your wonderful family. i can't believe how big the little guy has gotten. Boy they do grow fast.
Angie V <angiev@machlink.com>
Muscatine, IA - Thursday, December 6, 2007 8:34 PM CST
I cannot believe your beautiful baby is ten months old. Wow!
I love the pic of the kids at the beach.
Happy Holidays.

Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 5:40 PM CST
What beautiful photos, I love the beach photo! It is Adorable. Have an awesome holiday season.
Gail <thegabelfamily@aol.com>
Southaven, MS - Monday, December 3, 2007 3:25 PM CST
Hi Haddocks! Was just sitting here thinking about you all, and thought I'd drop by and say hello! I can't believe Harrison is 10 months old already - boy the time sure does fly. Hope to see you all sometime soon. Much love and prayers being sent your way!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Monday, December 3, 2007 12:51 AM CST
I am always inspired by your journals-I don't always sign in but do check in often. Wishing your family a very Happy Thanksgiving.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 8:45 PM CST
Hi,
Happy Thanksgiving. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers.

caringbridge.org/visit/quiltsofhope

Jaime <aquiltofhope@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 20, 2007 6:50 PM CST
I have tears flowing reading of your love for your baby boy and how you know how fortunate you are. Some don't ever realize it. I am so glad you have him and the rest of your wonderful family. You also have an angel that is part of your family that is helping prepare your next home. It is hard to phantom that God loves these children even more than we do. We are so fortunate to have them no matter for how long. Hunter a teenager soon, WHERE does time go?! I can see his little face in my head when he was like what 7? You are such good people, so loving, so kind, and so generous in everyway. What makes you more special is you know you are blessed even though you carry that ache in your heart. You are very strong and so faithful! God will surely bless you over and over again, He has already began...



http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/ethanlee

Lee Ann-Kristan(hlh/bmt survivor)-and-Ethan(hlh fighter)mom <dlblank@showme.net>
Scott City, MO - Saturday, November 17, 2007 9:22 PM CST
Just checking in..... Thinking of all of you always. Glad to see an update even though I take Hunter to school every morning. I know we are all busy and don't get time to catch up. Give that beautiful baby a big hug and kiss for me.
Jeanine <jrien0512@aol.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Thursday, November 15, 2007 8:48 AM CST
I was 11 years and 3 months younger than my next sister. I basically grew up an only child. My Dad died of cancer a few days after my 10th birthday. I'm glad that you are enjoying Harrison. He is truly a blessing. Sending only positive thoughts and prayers your way.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 8:18 AM CST
As always, your writings are beautiful!!! I'm always thinking of you guys and so glad you got that bubble wrap out for the baby! LOL! Your family is so lovely <3

Love and hugs,
Nicky H
www.carterfinger.com my very dear friend Carter

Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 12, 2007 11:09 PM CST
So good to read a Haddock Family update! I think of all of you often and of course of sweet Alexandria. My thoughts and prayers always include the Haddocks. I hope that you are all doing well and enjoy the upcoming holidays with that sweet baby boy!
Ann O'Neil <ann@fjaproducts.com>
San Diego, CA - Monday, November 12, 2007 7:51 PM CST
It was nice to see your update. As always, a few tears were shed. It's so true, one chapter closes and another one begins...Sometimetimes it's bittersweet. Such as life. But it truly is a gift. And so are your journal entries. What ever you decide to do, just please know that your sharing the last seven years of your family's life have been an inspiration beyond words!! May God ALWAYS keep you & yours in the palm of his hand
Lynn <reiki4me@yahoo.com>
Long Island, NY USA - Monday, November 12, 2007 12:55 AM CST
just a note to say hello.
carolyn
bishop, ga usa - Wednesday, October 31, 2007 3:56 PM CDT
It's been WAY too long since I've signed in, but I want you to know that you are NEVER forgotten. I think of and pray for you all the time and want to also thank you so much for the absolutely amazing blessing you have been to me over the years. I truly have made it through my struggles because of the prayers and kindness of you and others like you. Please know how much I treasure you and your family. I will continue to lift you in prayer. Know that you're NEVER forgotten. Blessings in Christ!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Friday, October 19, 2007 0:17 AM CDT
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Just wanting to stop by and let you know that I'm thinking of you and praying for you and your family always.Sorry it's been awhile since I was here last.Just doesn't seem to be anytime lately.But your always on my mind and in my prayer's.

Brenda MY LOVING DAD <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Wednesday, October 10, 2007 11:43 AM CDT
Hi Haddocks! Haven't signed in lately, but I've been checking on you all regularly. :) Hope everyone is doing okay. Today is 2 years since Jessica passed away, so naturally, my thoughts today are of all of our precious little angels... Much love and prayers to you all!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Monday, September 24, 2007 8:33 AM CDT
That is such a great pics of the kids. I can't believe how big Harrison is!
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 2:09 PM CDT
I just checked your pictures! What a beautiful family you have! My, how big Harrison has gotten already!

Thank you for continuing to share your life with us!

Nicky H


Nicky H <nahenbush23@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 14, 2007 8:00 PM CDT
Dear Alison,
I never realized that my daughter shared birthdays with your children! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Much love and prayers,

Nicky H
PLEASE PRAY FOR CARTER IN HOSPICE
www.carterfinger.com

Nicky H <nahenbush23@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 13, 2007 10:46 PM CDT
Loved the new pictures! Thinking of you today...
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Monday, August 13, 2007 8:15 PM CDT
What cuties! I love the new pictures. I think of Alexandria, her pink bunny, and hello kitty, and it makes me smile.
Kristy <frascofit@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Thursday, August 9, 2007 6:18 PM CDT
How could I forget to mention what a handsome and beautiful group of children you have! That beach photo is breathtaking.
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 4:47 PM CDT
Happy Birthday to both your girls! I am glad you are good and Harrison is such a cutie! And AMEN! to where our government is spending money!
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 4:44 PM CDT
Happy belated 14th birthday Angel Alexandria!!!! I hope you had a great party in heaven!!!

Alison, Praying for you & your family now & always!!! Baby Harrison is so cute!!! Also, Happy 8th birthday to Addison!

Matthew's site is updated again. Please check it out and sign the guestbook. Thanks!

www.caringbridge.com/mi/matthewssmiles

Love & Prayers!

God Bless,
Marissa S.

Marissa Shilling <dancingmonkie93@hotmail.com>
Farwell, MI USA - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 3:19 PM CDT
Happy Birthday, Alexandria!

If Mamie had any pink balloons left from her birthday, I'm sure she took them to Jesus to multiply for all the children at your party.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams


Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Monday, August 6, 2007 9:33 PM CDT
Hi guys!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXANDRIA!! Happy belated birthday Addison!!

I looked in the sky tonight to see if I could see any pink balloons floating my way. Nope. But I did see a little bit of a sissy pink tinted sunset. Our prayers are with you guys. We love you guys!

In Christ~


Dawn Dains <daisydains@msn.com>
Wentzville, MO USA - Monday, August 6, 2007 9:27 PM CDT
Hello Haddocks! Just wanted to say Happy Birthday to a special little girl and let you know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. I'm thinking PINK today!
Ann O'Neil <ann@fjaproducts.com>
San Diego, CA - Monday, August 6, 2007 6:35 PM CDT
Hi Haddock Family!
Just wanted to stop by and let you know that we are thinking about you guys and your girl today. What a party going on in Heaven today! Can't wait til the day we get to celebrate with our girls together. Love you guys so much!

Love,
John & Johnelle

John & Johnelle Rhines caringbridge.com/page/kares4kailie <jnjrhines@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO - Monday, August 6, 2007 4:52 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH.
WILL BAKE PINK COOKIES FOR YOU TODAY.

MEMAW <NOELPLACE@ESAGELINK.COM>
TERRE DU LAC, MO USA - Monday, August 6, 2007 10:21 AM CDT
Happy Birthday to you (cha-cha-cha), Happy Birthday to you (cha-cha-cha), Happy Birthday Alexandria!!!! Happy Birthday to youuuuuuuu (CHA-CHA-CHA)!!!!! I'm thinking of you sweet Angel..... make sure Meghan gets a flower on her piece of your birthday cake.....she has a huge sweet tooth :o) Alison, Grant and the rest of the Haddocks.... I know we haven't talked in "forever" but there is never one day that passes that I don't think of what our girls went thru and what we, their families continue to go thru on a daily basis missing our sweet babies....So today, in honor of Alexandria I will "Savor the Flavor" and smile knowing she is having the most beautiful birthday party and is waiting patiently for us all to arrive to celebrate one day together again. Love to you all on another day that should be filled with Alexandria's laughter in your home, but instead will be filled with silent reminders..... Hugs to you my friend.
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Monday, August 6, 2007 10:11 AM CDT
Just wanted to stop by and let you know I am thinking of all of you today. I am sure they are having some party in heaven this week. My moms birthday was yesterday and she loved a party....
Jeanine <jren0512@aol.com>
Ofallon, MO - Monday, August 6, 2007 9:39 AM CDT
Just wanted to stop by and let you know that I'm thinking of you today...I am sure there is quite the celebration in Heaven today for Alexandria's birthday. :) Love and prayers to you all!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Monday, August 6, 2007 9:03 AM CDT
Dropping by to let you know that I carry you in my heart and prayers as Alexandra's birthday approaches. I am grateful that although He doesn't necessarily explain our suffering and grief to our satisfaction, God shares our suffering through our Lord Jesus. Our Lord prayed that "those which thou hast given me" be with Him where He was. Praise God that by His grace and mercy that is where our beloved children await.

Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 6:01 PM CDT
Wishing your family a safe and happy Fourth of July!
Hope the kids enjoy the fireworks.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Monday, July 2, 2007 1:01 AM CDT
I was just stopping by to say hi and see how all of you are doing. I hope you are doing well. As always, you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Much love,
Olivia

Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Monday, June 25, 2007 5:09 PM CDT
Hi Haddocks. Was just thinking about you all and thought I'd check in to see how you're doing! Hope everyone is well! Much love and prayers...
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Thursday, May 31, 2007 8:45 AM CDT
I visit your website on a regular basis and just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you all. I hope you're all doing well. I bet Harrison must be growing so much! His big sister is, no doubt, looking over him-- and all of you.

You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Much love,
Olivia

Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Wednesday, May 30, 2007 3:16 PM CDT
"GOD SAW YOU GETTING TIRED AND A CURE WAS NOT TO BE. SO HE PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU AND WHISPERED "COME WITH ME". WITH TEARFUL EYES, I WATCHED YOU SUFFER, AND SAW YOU FADING AWAY. ALTHOUGH I LOVED YOU DEARLY, I COULD NOT MAKE YOU STAY. A GOLDEN HEART STOPPED BEATING, LOVING HANDS WERE PUT TO REST, GOD BROKE MY HEART TO PROVE TO ME, HE ONLY TAKES THE BEST."
I MISS YOU ALEXANDRIA, MEMAW

NOEL KNOTTS <NOELPLACE@ESAGELINK.COM>
TERRE DU LAC, MO USA - Monday, May 28, 2007 2:45 AM CDT
Just checking in to see how the Haddock family is doing. I hope that you are all well and enjoying that new baby boy! What a blessing.
Ann O'Neil <ann@fjaproducts.com>
San Diego, CA - Monday, May 21, 2007 11:38 PM CDT
Harrison is beautiful, as are all your children. We need new babies in the family. My grandbaby, Eden, will get here on Sat. with her Mom & Dad for Mallory's graduation. I retired from teaching this year and hope I get to spend more time visiting her. Take care, Love, The Hunter Family
Aunt Joella <jojones@sheltonbbs.com>
New Madrid, MO USA - Thursday, May 17, 2007 1:13 PM CDT
Dear Alison,
I hope you have had a WONDERFUL Mother's Day today. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Sunday, May 13, 2007 9:17 PM CDT
Alison,
Happy Mother's Day!

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Sunday, May 13, 2007 7:07 PM CDT
HAPPY 15TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY MAY 16TH. WE LOVE YOU.
ANGEL ALEXANDRIA, HUNTER, HAYDEN, ADDISON, HARRISON
MEMAW AND PAWPAW

ANGEL ALEXANDRIA, HUNTER, HAYDEN, ADDISON, HARRISON <NOELPLACE@ESAGELINK.COM>
ST LOUIS, MO USA - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 3:35 PM CDT
HAPPY 15TH ANNIVERSARY MAY 16TH. WE LOVE YOU,
ANGEL ALEXANDRIA, HUNTER, HAYDEN, ADDISON, HARRISON
MEMAW AND PAWPAW

ANGEL ALEXANDRIA, HUNTER, HAYDEN, ADDISON, HARRISON <NOELPLACE@ESAGELINK.COM>
ST LOUIS, MO USA - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 3:24 PM CDT
I'm glad that your family has found peace and love :) I miss your updates though. Hope Harrison and the kids are doing good :)
Elizabeth <e_spehr_99@yahoo.com>
Bowie, MD - Saturday, May 5, 2007 6:27 PM CDT
As someone once said to me "there's nothing like having a baby in the house!"
Enjoy!! You've been blessed!

Cathy Yanez <gethsemanem1435@yahoo.com>
St. Charles, MO - Saturday, April 28, 2007 11:48 PM CDT
Alexandria has been added to the Loyal Angel Lambs video

Tanja Theriault <loyallambtanja@msn.com>
Canada - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 8:16 AM CDT
Hey Alison:

Thanks for stopping by...I hope you had a GREAT birthday...God knows you share it in some amazing company!!! We did okay...sort of sad...sort of happy...I dont know...how can you be both? Anyway, things are going okay...still not sleeping much...How's that new baby? Getting too big already, I bet!!!

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 11:39 PM CDT
Wishing everyone a very blessed Easter!
Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Saturday, April 7, 2007 1:01 AM CDT
Praying that all of the Haddock's are enjoying Harrison and loving on him daily. May you have a blessed Easter and may the promise of our risen Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, give you tremendous peace knowing that you will one day see Alexandria and Sissy again.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, - Thursday, April 5, 2007 9:21 PM CDT
Hi Haddocks - just wanted to stop by and wish you all a very Happy Easter! Love and hugs to you all!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Thursday, April 5, 2007 9:08 AM CDT
Hello everyone! Harrison is beautiful! Congratulations! I was thinking of Alexandria and just wanted to let you know.

Cathy Yanez
St. Charles, MO - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 11:31 PM CDT
Hi Haddock Family,

Just checking in to see how everyone is adjusting to having a little bundle of joy as part of your family now. I'm sure you all are just eating him up!!!

Thinking of you and sending good wishes your way!

Lynn <reiki4me@yahoo.com>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 12:46 AM CDT
Hi, just checking in on the Haddock family and to see a picture of the newest member - he is beautiful. Congratulations! Love,
Elaine Riazi
- Wednesday, March 28, 2007 0:46 AM CDT
Hi, just checking in on the Haddock family and to see a picture of the newest member - he is beautiful. Congratulations! Love,
Elaine Riazi
- Wednesday, March 28, 2007 0:46 AM CDT
Hope the baby is doing well and all of you are too.
Always thinking of your family.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathydubois
Please visit Kathy and leave words of encouragement

Jackie
WPB, FL - Wednesday, March 21, 2007 5:43 AM CDT
Hope the baby is doing well and all of you are too.
Always thinking of your family.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kathydubois
Please visit Kathy and leave owrds of encouragement

Jackie
WPB, FL - Wednesday, March 21, 2007 5:43 AM CDT
Hi Alison and Grant,
I met Grant a few days ago at the start of our current CC training for Edwards. What a great guy! At some point Grant shared your family's loss with me and as I went onto this web site tonight, I knew why I felt all along there was something special about him. Grant is a real inspiration to me and I wish you and your family all the best. May your family be Blessed beyond all expectations!

Henk Botha <henk_botha@edwards.com>
Pretoria, South Africa - Tuesday, March 20, 2007 0:17 AM CDT
Alison and family,
I wanted to wish you all a very Happy Spring! Hope the baby is doing well.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Monday, March 19, 2007 11:22 PM CDT
He's beautiful, but I know you knew that. I am so proud that he and my grandbaby Eden will share the same birth month. Eden was born 2-7-07. Congratulations and I know the kids are very excited about Harrison. I know they will help you out a lot. Love and kisses.
Aunt Joella

Joella Jones <jojones@sheltonbbs.com>
New Madrid, MO - Monday, March 19, 2007 8:08 AM CDT
Congratulations on the birth of your son!! He is absolutely adorable!!
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Sunday, March 18, 2007 6:41 AM CDT
Alison, I am just writing too check in on you. I know Grant is in California !!! If you need me you know I will be there !!!!! Sending all my love !!!!
Hayley Haddock <Hayleyhaddock@yahoo.com>
kirkwood, Mo - Thursday, March 15, 2007 1:59 PM CDT
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From Everyone at Post Pals
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viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, March 12, 2007 11:19 AM CDT
Welcome Harrison!!!! How beautiful he is. God Bless you all!!

Much love,
Nicky H

Nicky <three4me235@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, March 7, 2007 11:07 PM CST
ITS AMAZING HOW WE DON'T KNOW EACHOTHER BUT READING YOUR PAGE FEELS LIKE I HAVE WRITTEN IT. YOUR DAUGHTER SOUNDS WOUNDERFUL I HOPE HER AND SKY HAVE MET IN HEAVEN.
KELLY, ADAM, AND OUR LITTLE SAINT SKY <dudeslady@msn.com/caringbridge/ne/skylar>
OMAHA, NE - Saturday, March 3, 2007 2:13 PM CST
I just stopped by and your baby is so precious... Congratulations to you and your family.
Prayers
Deneen
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie

Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@state.pa.us>
Enola, PA USA - Friday, March 2, 2007 9:54 AM CST
was just thinking of you all and thought I'd drop by and say hello! love and hugs being sent your way!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 9:00 AM CST
checking in..hope all is well there..today was a beauty. hope you all got to go out and enjoy! thinking of you all and the new wee one! hope to see you soon! Pierce wants to meet his new buddy :-)

katy davis <katyd06@yahoo.com>
st peters, mo usa - Tuesday, February 27, 2007 10:32 PM CST
Hi Alison,
Hope all is going well with the new little one.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, February 27, 2007 6:29 PM CST
Oh Alison he is SO SWEET! Congrat.s to all you Haddock's.

Keeping you in thoughts in prayers this month and always,
God Bless!

Lee Ann <dlblank@showme.net>
Scott City, MO Scott - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 10:38 PM CST
He's gorgeous! Glad to see all is well with you and baby!
Chris & Gooch
Share the Love.org <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 20, 2007 7:51 PM CST
I have run across your daughter's CB site several times. Each time I am reminded of all the beautiful children that have become angels to such a "dreadful beast". May your family be blessed with happiness and health. I know your beautiful "Angel Alexandria" is watching over her family with that georgous smile of hers. May God Bless you
A Louisiana Friend
- Tuesday, February 20, 2007 2:48 PM CST
Hey there. Hope new mommyhood is doing you well. Looking forward to meeting baby Harrison (LOVE his name!!)Also thinking of sweet Alexandria as well. I can imagine her in Heaven now telling everyone about her new baby brother and beaming!! Congratulations to all of you...soak up those baby smells!! (I couldn't wait to smell Pierce's fuzzy lil head) Pierce is excited about his new friend!! Talk to you soon, I hope!

katy davis <kdavis06@yahoo.com>
st peters, mo usa - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 3:59 AM CST
Just thinking of all of you and sweet Alexandria. I pray for peace and happiness for your family...always.
Ann O'Neil <ann@fjaproducts.com>
San Diego, CA - Monday, February 19, 2007 9:56 PM CST
Thinking of your sweet angel & the party in heaven she must of had. Also, congratulations on the new, adorable bundle of joy. Take care.
Candice Behm <larcanril@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, February 19, 2007 10:24 AM CST
Thinking of your sweet angel & the party in heaven she must of had. Also, congratulations on the new, adorable bundle of joy. Take care.
Candice Behm <larcanril@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, February 19, 2007 10:24 AM CST
I soooooo did not forget Friday....I'm sorry I didn't write then, been in a funk (I'm sure you know what I mean).... Well, my friend, as always you are in my thoughts and prayers. Talk to you soon...Love you!
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (ELM/Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Sunday, February 18, 2007 9:27 PM CST
Alison,
I am remembering your Angel - Alexandria! May the Lord continue to bless your family in all ways. You and your family are in my prayers.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Saturday, February 17, 2007 9:12 PM CST
Hello Haddocks!
Alison, It was so good talking to you on Thursday~ Our family definitely lifted your family up all day yesterday and will continue to do so during the coming days!! I know Sissy is shining down on all of you and is so excited that you received the bundle of blessing that I can see she hand picked!! he is such a good mixture of all of you and I just know she had something to do with that:) Hope to see and talk to you soon but until know we are thinking and praying for all of you! Love and God bless each one of you!

The Ray Family <sraynstl@hotmail.com>
Dardenne Prarie, Mo USA - Saturday, February 17, 2007 4:28 PM CST
Hello Haddocks!
Alison, It was so good talking to you on Thursday~ Our family definitely lifted your family up all day yesterday and will continue to do so during the coming days!! I know Sissy is shining down on all of you and is so excited that you received the bundle of blessing that I can see she hand picked!! he is such a good mixture of all of you and I just know she had something to do with that:) Hope to see and talk to you soon but until know we are thinking and praying for all of you! Love and God bless each one of you!

The Ray Family <sraynstl@hotmail.com>
Dardenne Prarie, Mo USA - Saturday, February 17, 2007 4:28 PM CST
keeping alexandria in my thoughts and you in my prayers. hope today was okay for you.

sheila sellenriek <shsellenriek@hotmail.com>
wildwood, - Friday, February 16, 2007 10:31 PM CST
Thinking of all of you today... Just saw the pictures
of Harrison... How cute!!!!

Nancy Dalton <nancyd106@charter.net>
- Friday, February 16, 2007 7:27 PM CST
Thoughts and prayers are with you all today...knowing that Alexandria is beaming down on all of you from Heaven! Love and hugs!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Friday, February 16, 2007 1:42 PM CST
Happy Angelversary to Alexandria. I am sure she is watching over all of you and especially her new baby brother. God Bless the Haddock Family!!!
Lynn
Long Island , NY Usa - Friday, February 16, 2007 12:50 AM CST
On Alexandria's Angelversary, you are all in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for continuing to share your story. Alexandria continues to be an inspiration.

Much love,

Olivia
Queens, NY - Friday, February 16, 2007 10:56 AM CST
My prayers and thoughts are with you today.
Anita Moore <armoore@charter.net>
Sikeston, MO - Friday, February 16, 2007 9:19 AM CST
Alison and all the Haddocks - I am thinking about you, especially today - but can't you imagine how Alexandria is giggling and dancing knowing what a beautiful baby she sent you and how you can all cuddle and love and kiss that baby and see her and feel her through him - what joy she has brought you again. Prayers and thoughts for all of you.
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Friday, February 16, 2007 8:58 AM CST
What wonderful news...and what a beautiful baby! I think of you often and check in from time to time....and now to see that you have Harrison is such a blessing! I can't believe how the kiddos have grown! Grant can have a 'foursome' to golf with now! You are an amazing family and I pray for your comfort & peace during this time. Love to all of you!
Anne Merten <amerten@suddenlink.net>
Jonesboro, AR USA - Friday, February 16, 2007 6:30 AM CST
Congratulations, Harrison is so cute.

I was thinking about Alexandria and to my amazement Harrison had arrived.

Babies are so precious. What a great miracle and blessing from God.

In my prayers,

Anita Moore <armoore@charter.net>
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, February 15, 2007 1:52 PM CST
Keeping all of you in my prayers as I know tomorrow will bring very many emotions. May your new little gift from God help soothe your broken and empty hearts. Alexandria is not forgotten and is always loved.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, - Thursday, February 15, 2007 11:33 AM CST
I kow how difficult tomorrow will be for you. I know the thoughts you will have as you reminesce about what was and what could have or should have been. My heart will hurt with yours as you feel the pain of that loss as if it were just yesterday on this date that marks the Angelversary of beautiful Alexandira...I will pray for your peace...I know that the newest addition to the Haddock family will shed some much needed sunshine on this date as he establishes February as a month of celebration once again...I am so happy for you...I pray that you find comfort and joy in the days ahead as you embrace the newest member of your family as you are surrounded by the rest of your family and as you remember the one has gone on ahead of you...what an amazing journey...what an amazing feat...what an amazing testimony....Alexandria Nicole Haddock.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Thursday, February 15, 2007 10:04 AM CST
Congratulations to the entire Haddock Family!!! Baby Harrison sure is a cutie!! I bet Alexandria is looking down from Heaven so happy! Enjoy your new bundle! Happy Valentines Day! God Bless you all!
Love-Marissa

Marissa Shilling <dancingmonkie93@hotmail.com>
Farwell, MI USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 9:02 PM CST
Wow! What a handsome guy! Those big brothers and big sister(^s) are really proud! Alexandria - you sent a great one - for sure - Happy Heart Day!
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 10:30 AM CST
Congratulations and many blessings!
Susan
Philadelphia, PA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 9:30 AM CST
He is so cute! Of course, with parents like the two of you, how could he not be? ;)

Sending you all lots of Valentine love today!

Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 9:29 AM CST
He's so precious and what a cutie! Hope all of you have a wonderful Valentine's Day
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:33 AM CST
What a cutie pie! Love the new pictures.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:23 AM CST
What a beautiful baby...so happy for all of you...enjoy him!
Kristin Nilsen <kristinkares@sbcglobal.net>
Ballwin, MO - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 3:13 AM CST
CONGRATULATIONS Haddock family! What a blessing. You have a beautiful family. Sending happy thoughts and prayers your way.
Ann O'Neil <ann@fjaproducts.com>
San Diego, CA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 10:34 PM CST
Harrison really is a beautiful baby boy! Congratulations to all of the Haddocks on their new addition or is it edition? Guess he is both.
Can't wait to see all of you.
love,
Ms. Pam

Pam Passwater <a.passwater@att.net>
Wildwood, M USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 9:36 PM CST
What a wonderful blessing. He is GORGEOUS!!!! Great job Alison and Grant. I bet the kids are loving him.
Juli Cooper <jlogan1995@sbcglobal.net>
Festus, MO - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 8:47 PM CST
Harrison is beautiful!
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 8:18 PM CST
Harrison is absolutely adorable and I LOVE his name. Many, many wishes and prayers for the whole family. I cannot wait to meet him at lunch. Enjoy your bundle of sweetness. God's blessings to you all.
sheila sellenriek <shsellenriek@hotmail.com>
wildwood, - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 3:33 PM CST
Oh what a perfect name for a perfect baby boy in a perfect family!!! I love it!!!
He is so adorable. God Bless Him!! Congratulations to the Haddock family. Lots of love & many blessings to your new bundle of joy.

Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 10:47 AM CST
Congratulations on the arrival of Harrison! Glad that everyone is well and back at home enjoying the blessings. Have a great week!

Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 9:20 AM CST
Praise the Lord!!!! Congrats to you all on Harrison's arrival. So glad everyone is doing well-including Grant.
Love,
Jenni

Jenni Burford <jenni.burford@cox.net>
Bentonville, AR - Monday, February 12, 2007 1:32 PM CST
Welcome Baby Harrison! There have been a lot of people awaiting your arrival! :) Love and hugs to you all!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Monday, February 12, 2007 8:48 AM CST
OH MY GOSH!!! CONGRATS! CANNOT WAIT TO HEAR AND SEE PICS. LOVE THE NAME :)
Cori <joeandcoriplace@aol.com>
- Monday, February 12, 2007 7:58 AM CST
Oh, I just love that name. He will have more love than he will know what to do with. We are so happy for all of you and can't wait to see pictures!!

Love,
The Mazur's

Tracey <tracey_mazur@hotmail.com>
Wrentham, Ma - Monday, February 12, 2007 6:56 AM CST
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOOXOOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOXXOOXOXOXOX CONGRATULATIONS!! WE ARE ALL SO EXCITED FOR YOU!! I LOVE THE NAME YOU CHOSEFOR YOUR NEWEST BLESSING AND AHEM.. I THINK THAT IS THE NAME I VOTED FOR!! YEAH!! I CAN'T WAIT TOGET MY HANDS ON HIM BUT UNTIL THEN KNOW OUR FAMILYIS PRAYING FOR YOURS AND WE ARE PRAISING OUR AWESOME FATHER FOR YOUR NEW GIFT!!! GOD BLESS YOU ALL!XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
THE RAY FAMILY <SRAYNSTL@HOTMAIL.COM>
DARDENE PRARIE, MO USA - Sunday, February 11, 2007 9:54 PM CST
Congratulations on the birth of precious Harrison! What a beautiful and generous blessing from the Lord to fill your earthly family with such joy and promise of hope by allowing Harrison to be born at a time when He knew sorrow would be encompassing your hearts! Surely Alexandria rejoices with the rest of saints in the presence of angels!

Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Sunday, February 11, 2007 6:06 PM CST
Welcome to the world baby Harrison:) I love your name!

Congratulations to the rest of the family as they enjoy their new blessing. I'm sure Alexandria is smiling down on all of you today as you welcome Harrison home.

God Bless! My prayers are always with you.

Melanie
Dayton, OH - Sunday, February 11, 2007 11:57 AM CST
Welcome to the world, Harrison! We can't wait to meet you!!
Grace and Peace,
Kristy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/natethegreat2005

Kristy
Ballwin, MO - Sunday, February 11, 2007 8:33 AM CST
God Bless Baby Harrison. Congrats to the entire family. Maybe we'll see him soon cruisin the hallways at Crossroads with Mom. Keep kissin and lovin on him - We are all smiling for and with you. Take good care..
The Schwartz's <jimlisaschwartz@centurytel.net>
- Sunday, February 11, 2007 8:16 AM CST
Congratulations on the birth of Harrison Grant Haddock! We are so happy for all of you and your new little life! You are always in our thoughts and prayers!
Love,
The Balkenbusch's

Nancy Balkenbusch <nbalkn@aol.com>
Ellisville, MO - Saturday, February 10, 2007 10:05 PM CST
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I feel bad that I haven't been by your page in awhile.Lots going on here.But that does not mean that I don't think of you for I always do.I do stop by your page to see and read the updates just haven't had time to sign your guestbook.


Valentines...... To Heaven

This Valentine is not of the ordinary kind,
Its still filled with love...and blessings inside;
But mine has to be sent on the wings of love...
You see its destination is the Heavens above.

Its not being sent to my parents so dear,
For they are still with me each day of the year;
Its being sent to my child...who left earth so soon,
Who's now in the Heavens with the stars and the moon.

The message is the same as your valentine,
"I love you...my sweet precious child of mine;
My love is still deeper than the ocean is blue,
And its sent with hugs and kisses...from me to you."

"I know you are with me each and every day,
You listen as I talk to you...and hear what I say;
For that is one thing that disease cannot do...
...you'll always be apart of me...and me a part of you."

"I know God did not give you the awful disease,
Thank Him for His comfort He gives me...would you please?
I dont know what I would do without His undying love...
Sent to bereaved parents from the Heavens above."

"I know you are in the best of care,
But it's so hard for us left on earth to bear;
Could you put in a request from us left behind...
For God to send the knowledge..so a cure we can find."

"So that no other family has to go through this pain,
Our lives without you will never be the same;
When I get lonely I will look to the sky at night...
And see you shining down your big bright light."

**~Image Hosted by ImageShack.us BRENDA~**MY LOVING DAD'S SITE WITH A NEW YEAR ANOTHER ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
****Edmonton~Alberta~Canada****, - Saturday, February 10, 2007 9:08 PM CST
Congratulations to all of you!!! So glad to hear that you're home and all is well - can't wait to see pictures of your new little one!!
Love and best wishes! Anne Jones (Benjamin's mommy) <bjones001@insight.rr.com>
Pickerington, OH - Saturday, February 10, 2007 8:11 PM CST
I am elated for all of you and looking very forward to seeing Harrison Grant Haddock.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, - Saturday, February 10, 2007 3:54 PM CST
Congratulations to you all. Am looking forward to seeing photos of Harrison, if someone can drag themselves away from him long enough to take a few!! Well done mum.


Sandra <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
Italy - Saturday, February 10, 2007 3:29 PM CST
Congratulations to all of the Haddocks on "H's" birth. Every child should be so loved and wanted! I'll bet the kids are already disagreeing on whose turn it is to hold him, and who held him longer, etc. He'll probably spend every waking hour being held and cuddled by someone. What a great life for a little one!
Hope to see you soon.
Love,
Ms. Pam

Pam Passwater <a.passwater@att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Saturday, February 10, 2007 1:21 PM CST
baby henry?
sheila sellenriek <shsellenriek@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 10, 2007 9:31 AM CST
We can only imagine how much Alexandria is now smiling down on her family! Congratulations on the newest member of your family.
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Saturday, February 10, 2007 0:38 AM CST
CONGRATULATIONS!!! i am so happy for you guys...Hope all is well and recovery is coming along as planned. Can't wait to see the new baby!!!
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, February 9, 2007 7:24 PM CST
Congratulations Momma!!!!! We are so very excited for you. We cannot wait to see pictures and await the name! Many blessings to you and your family. I imagine your heart to be breaking without Alexandria here as well. She has already met Baby H before you. God bless you all.
sheila sellenriek <shsellenriek@hotmail.com>
wildwood, - Friday, February 9, 2007 3:29 PM CST
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOHHHHOOOOOOOOOO can't wait till you post pictures! Glad to hear everyone is doing great!!!!!
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (ELM/Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Friday, February 9, 2007 3:13 PM CST
Hooray! So happy to hear Baby H has arrived! Blessings to you all!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Friday, February 9, 2007 2:04 PM CST
Great to hear that everyone is well.
Shannon
- Friday, February 9, 2007 1:57 PM CST
Oh good grief woman.... we're all waiting, waiting, waiting on news of the arrival!!!!! Hope you're all doing ok.... thinking of you!!!! Love ya!
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (ELM/Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Friday, February 9, 2007 12:59 AM CST
Good Luck Alison - We can't wait to hear the news!
Welcome Baby "H"! Enjoy that sweet baby! If only it the smell could be bottled but then nothing could compare to the real thing :)

Nina Hudson <ninaanddoug@aol.com>
Manchester, MO - Friday, February 9, 2007 11:58 AM CST
Anxiously awaiting new of baby "H"!!!!

Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, MO - Friday, February 9, 2007 11:07 AM CST
CONGRATULATIONS ON BABY "H"!!!! EVERYONE AROUND THE COUNTRY HAS BEEN WAITING FOR HIS ARRIVAL. CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR THE DETAILS.

GOD BLESS YOU ALL

LYNN <LIMBESI@OPTONLINE.NET>
LONG ISLAND, NY USA - Friday, February 9, 2007 10:07 AM CST
Just checking to see if Baby H has arrived! Love to you all!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Friday, February 9, 2007 9:04 AM CST
Anxiously awaiting news!! I've followed your journal for a long time, and I can't wait to hear that you are holding a precious healthy baby!!
Tammy Holston <tholston3588@charter.net>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, February 9, 2007 7:29 AM CST
So excited for you all! Can't wait to hear the news of baby H's arrival ;-)!
Candice Behm <larcanril@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Thursday, February 8, 2007 6:12 PM CST
Hang in there! He'll be here in no time! Big prayers for all of you as you await his arrival!! We'll be checking in often tonight and tomorrow!!!
Kristy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/natethegreat2005

Kristy
- Thursday, February 8, 2007 6:10 PM CST
Today is the big day. I hope that it is quick and as pain free as possible. I am looking forward to "meeting" your new baby...AND...I cant wait to know what you have finally decided to name him!!!
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Thursday, February 8, 2007 3:42 PM CST
What excitement in your house!!! I am so excited for you all and may you have a happy, healthy, and medicated birth. We look forward to the good word on Thursday!! You are in our thoughts and prayers!!!

Love,
The Mazur's

Tracey <tracey_mazur@hotmail.com>
wrentham, ma - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 3:19 PM CST
YEP...you got me too...I thought...YAH! A new baby...and then I said...well at least we have a plan...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 12:48 AM CST
I checked in this morning and was all a twitter when I saw the background change! I am so glad you are being induced. That is certainly the way to go for those of us who are planners! We are excited to hear of Baby H's safe and healthy arrival this weekend!!
Grace and Peace,
Kristy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/natethegreat2005

Kristy
Ballwin, MO - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 12:22 AM CST
So glad I decided to check in again today! :) I happen to know two really great people with birthdays on February 9th - my grandmother and a good friend from St. John's. So, perhaps it will be THREE really great people with birthdays on the 9th!! Good luck my friend, I hope all goes smoothly and I'll anxiously be awaiting to hear of Baby H's arrival! Love to you all!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 8:45 AM CST
Happy 13 1/2 birthday, Alexandria! I visit your site almost every day, and while I don't write often, please know I am thinking of you all and praying for you all. I hope Addison had a great birthday!

Much love,
Olivia

Olivia
Whitestone, NY - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 7:10 PM CST
Dear Alison,
I so remember Alexandria's 9 1/2 birthday. I am so thankful that you celebrated it, both for Alexandria and her family. I remember the pastor came over and played guitar and sang songs to her and then I think you posted a picture of Alexandria playing the guitar and singing. I am sure the memory is as clear as can be and seems like yesterday to you. I am anxiously awaiting news of a new little bundle of love for you and your family.

P.S. I work open to close tomorrow (11 1/2 hrs.) if you want to go for a walk again....I'd love to meet you in person.

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 6:21 PM CST
Thinking of you all today and just stopping by to say hi! Love and hugs!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 9:28 AM CST
Looking for the new baby............

Thanks for the donation to the Relay for Life campaign...You Rock!

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, February 5, 2007 2:43 PM CST
Hello!! I have been checking your site everyday to see if that new blessing has arrived!! Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers and can't wait to hear the good news!! Take care and let me know if you need anything!!! Love ya!
shannon ray <sraynstl@hotmail.com>
Dardene Prarie, Mo USA - Monday, February 5, 2007 8:21 AM CST
I'm glad you've kept up the journal all these years. Won't Alexandria be thrilled when she meets someone who came to know Jesus because of her story! I hope Mamie can have the same experience.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams

Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Sunday, February 4, 2007 5:35 PM CST
No new baby yet huh? Well HAPPY 7 & 1/2 to Ms. Addison!!
Still plenty of time left in the day for the baby to come today Addison! Hope all is going well there and wishing for a fast and easy delivery for mom.

Chris & Gooch
Share the Love.org <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 4, 2007 9:25 AM CST
GOOD MORNING! And Happy 7 and a half Birthday to Ms. Addison. Still waiting to read about the arrival of New Baby H. Have ya'll actually came up with a name yet? I sure hope so! If not, you really should narrow it down as you are really under the wire on this one...LoL! Still praying for a safe and sometime soon arrival.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, February 4, 2007 3:52 AM CST
Wonderful news about Hayley. Praise God. I will continue to pray that all goes well and smoothly for her. I still am so disappointed that I missed you at the mall yesterday.
I don't mean to scare you, but DON'T wait until your fingernails are grabbing the couch. My mother had my sister in the car 55 years ago. My dad had to pull over and deliver the baby. They were only traveling from Manchester to Clayton. Things can move very quickly with baby #5. She was only baby #3. I was #4 and they put her in the hospital early and I came 10 min. after her first labor pain. Of course, back then they did not have all the ways of monitoring labor pains like they do now. Anyway, don't wait too long, it's cold out there and I would hate for baby H to have to take his first breaths and be able to see them at the same time. HA! Praying that he will be here very, very soon. Yes! Keep us posted.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis , - Friday, February 2, 2007 3:05 PM CST
Its hard waiting for a baby to arrive! Hoping its not too much longer, but more importantly that the delivery is easy and that your newborn son is very healthy! Keep smiling and know that others are keeping you in our prayers. Have a great day!
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Friday, February 2, 2007 6:34 AM CST
BABBBBBYYYYYY HHHHHHHH! It's time to come out.

We are all anxious for your arrival.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Thursday, February 1, 2007 7:39 PM CST
Dear Alison,
Checking in to see if baby H had arrived and was happy to see that Grant passed the stone without surgery. What a relief for him, although I am sure the pain was terrible. I've heard that it is like giving birth, so now he will relate well when baby H starts to come. I am praying for an easy, safe delivery of a very healthy baby boy. I know February is a difficult month for all of you, but the anticipation of "new life" hopefully is helping. Precious Sissy is not forgotten by those of us that grew to love her through this web site and she'll be right there with you in spirit as baby H comes into the world.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 10:26 PM CST
Baby H really is a little stinker! He's so close and yet so far away. I'm hoping by now that he is already here, and I can't wait to find out what his name is.
Congratulations, Grant! I understand that those things are as bad as natural childbirth, but with nothing to show for it, although I guess . . . . . nah! Won't go there.
Love,
Ms. Pam

Pam Passwater <a.passwater@att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 7:58 PM CST
Alison & Grant,

May God bless you with a safe, healthy and quick delivery. I'm praying for you!

Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 11:15 AM CST
Glad the stone is gone. Logan passed his last week :)

I hope Baby Boy H is out and among us soon. Keep us posted. 3 cm is awesome--easier when it really is time!

Grace and Peace,
Kristy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/natethegreat2005

Kristy
Ballwin, MO - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 10:54 AM CST
I almost jumped out of my chair when I first started to read your latest journal entry! lol I am so happy for Grant though - and I'm sure he now has a better understanding of what you're about to face by birthing an actual baby! ;) Keep us posted - I'll be anxiously awaiting news of Baby Boy Haddock's arrival! Love to you all!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 9:00 AM CST
Dear Alison,
I just wanted you to know that you are not forgotten. I was delighted to read about the baby shower your friends gave you. What a blessing for all of you. My prayers will be for you in the days ahead to have a safe delivery with a healthy baby. Also, I will pray that Grant is able to share the memorable experience right by your side, kidney stone and all. I hope he is able to have that taken care of soon too. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers as I know that this time of year can be so very difficult for you and your family. May the joy of what is to be with "new baby H" help you through the deep sadness and emptiness you still have over Alexandria not being here to share it with you.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, - Sunday, January 21, 2007 7:10 PM CST
Just want you to know I'm thinking of you all. I'm looking forward to hearing about the baby...God bless your family!
Cathy Yanez <gethsemanem1435@yahoo.com>
St. Charles , MO - Thursday, January 18, 2007 12:22 AM CST
I Love you guys so! SmileyCentral.com


Baby H is coming and everyone is so excited!!! Best wishes!


Nicky H
www.carterfinger.com We need loads of prayers!

Nicky H
- Tuesday, January 16, 2007 10:45 PM CST
Alison & family,
I've been checking in frequently but haven't written in awhile. I'll be praying for you ALL as the blessed day approaches. Can't wait to see pics of "H".
God Bless-Love,
Jenni

Jenni Burford <jenni.burford@cox.net>
Bentonville, AR - Monday, January 15, 2007 10:05 PM CST
My stair stepper is a great clothes holder too!

I have been following the story about Ben and Shawn...it is amazing that they found them both alived...I am praying for both families and especially Shawn as the deal with the aftermath of such a long and horrific ordeal.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, January 14, 2007 12:37 AM CST
Alison,
This sad story about Ben has made our Boston news, just terrible and I pray for a safe return to his family!!

Love,
Tracey

Tracey <tracey_mazur@hotmail.com>
Wrentham, MA - Friday, January 12, 2007 8:47 AM CST
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HAD TO STOP BY AND LET YOU KNOW THAT I'M THINKING OF YOU.AND FOR THE NEW YEAR ANOTHER LOVED ONE I HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE TOO.

LOVE BRENDAMY LOVING ANGELS FOREVER FOR THERE HAVE BEEN TO MANY <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Thursday, January 11, 2007 0:41 AM CST
Dear Haddocks,
How amazingly wonderful to hear you talk about the new baby H coming. I had tears in my eyes (as usual!)!! I pray that everything is going well with this 5th pregnancy and that your delivery is equally as easy!!!!

Many hugs and prayers to you all!

Love,
Nicky H
www.carterfinger.com

Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, January 9, 2007 10:53 PM CST
There are too many flu/cold bugs flying around here in SW Ontario too. Maybe if we had some good old fashioned winter the bugs would disappear! Oh well, so much for the weather. Glad that the countdown is on, and that you are OK. My birthday is Robbie Burns (the Scottish poet) day - January 25th. Maybe Baby H will come then. Wishing you all the best during the birth of baby # 5. Sending only positive thoughts and prayers your way.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 11:43 AM CST
Hi Allison and family! Happy New Year! Hope Grant is feeling better and passing his "baby" soon. (we named mine 'Stone') Yes, it is a pain much like labor! Hang in there and know we are thinking about you all!
Katy D <vinceandkaty@charter.net>
ofallon, mo usa - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 4:26 AM CST
Happy New Year Haddocks! May 2007 be filled with joy, laughter and great health for all of you, and especially for your precious new baby boy! Love and hugs to you all...
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 9:09 AM CST
Sorry you have been sick...there is nothing worse than being prego and sick...I hope you had a great Christmas anyway...I never heard back from you after my last e-mail...write back and let me know what you thought when you can...
In love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, December 27, 2006 8:01 AM CST
Hi Alison, I am Ali, Carol's friend. Thank you so much for writing to me, it was so sweet of you. I'm so sorry to hear about everything that you all have endured, words just could never express..my heart truly goes out to you and your family. I'm sad you are not feeling well, I hope you get better soon! Warmest wishes, Ali
Ali Caceres <ITZALLABOUTU247@AOL.COM>
Miramar, FL - Wednesday, December 27, 2006 1:51 AM CST
MERRY CHRISTMAS HADDOCKS!! SO SORRY TO HEAR THAT YOU ARE ILL!! IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL ANY BETTER, SO ARE WE!!!ANYWAY KNOW THAT WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU ON THIS WONDERFUL DAY AND JUST ASKING OUR HEAVENLY FATHER TO GIVE YOU LOTS OF PEACE TODAY!! LOVE YOU ALL!
SHANNON RAY <SRAYNSTLX4@HOTMAIL.COM>
DARDENNE PRARIE, MO USA - Monday, December 25, 2006 11:05 PM CST



Angel Katelyn’s Mum, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com>
Wheatley, Ontario, - Sunday, December 24, 2006 10:42 PM CST
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The Stockings Were Hung:

The stockings were hung by the chimney with care
But one special stocking was no longer there
All that was left were the memories bittersweet
Of a life that had ended so incomplete

The family had pictures all gathered around
That sometimes made all of them tear up and frown
For the sorrow and sadness without their sweet child
Made it difficult for the whole family to smile

Although there were times when they felt him(her) so close
As if they were feeling some kind of a ghost
The signs that were sent were so special and clear
That they felt that he(she) truly was so very near

They often would talk to him(her) as if he(she) was there
Sometimes they would smile but also shed tears
For each Christmas that came brought with it such pain
That they felt in their hearts would always remain

Then one special moment on one special day
He(She) came to them and simply took them away
To fly through the heavens and up to the stars
A beautiful place that was not very far

He(She) showed them where they would all join once again
A place full of beauty no sorrow or pain
A place where he(she) is happy with heavenly friends
A place where we too will also ascend

After their amazing visit was through
This family was no longer terribly blue
For they finally realized one day not to far
They would all be together on a heavenly star

LOVE BRENDAMY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Sunday, December 24, 2006 3:24 AM CST
I have been meaning/trying to get by here for over 2 weeks. The Lord kept putting you on my heart A BUNCH. So, I just prayed for you. As I am just skimming your last 2 entries (sry-check often, reply-rarely) I see that there have been some very prayerworthy incidents. I will catch up with what's going on. In the meantime, however, I just wanted you to know that you are loved and prayed for. I'll be back as soon as I can.
KhalitaDuke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Friday, December 22, 2006 11:37 PM CST
Just wanted to stop by and wish you all a very Merry Christmas! Love and hugs to you!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Friday, December 22, 2006 9:08 AM CST
Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.


I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.

All my love,

Viks


viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 8:23 AM CST
Happy Holidays and a VERY BLESSED New Year to the Haddock Family!
Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY - Friday, December 22, 2006 7:32 AM CST
Boy do I know that kidney stone feeling! My hubby had one and it was not pleasant. It took a month but by golly, it came out! He had lithotripsy (sp??) and about 3 weeks later it came out.

Glad that you all are doing well and that everyone is so excited about the baby!

Have a joyous Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Love and prayers,
Nicky H
www.carterfinger.com

Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
- Friday, December 15, 2006 1:26 PM CST
I'm glad all is progressing well with the little one, but I sure hope you and Grant start to feel better soon! Have a wonderful Christmas!
Kristy
Ballwin, MO - Thursday, December 14, 2006 4:18 PM CST
Hi Haddock Family,

Just wanted to wish you a Happy Holiday. It was so nice to read your update and the stories about the kids responding to your ever growing belly! What a joy it must be to see their reactions and waiting with anticipation of the arrival of their new baby brother. You certainly are blessed!
I said a prayer for Grant, that his kidney stone would pass already! He certainly is a real trooper, supporting his growing family and in pain. God Bless him!
Have a very Happy New Year. I am so excited to hear more stories about your family and the anticipation of this new arrival. I am sure Alexandria is smiling down from heaven, watching her family and sending lots of love and light to you all.
As always Alison, thank you for sharing your family with all of us. And just know that you are so loved, blessed, and so full of light.


Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 9:56 AM CST
I have no medical training but have had a kidney stone, gall bladder stones and 2 children (one was breach). The worse pain of the 4 was the kidney stone. They removed the gall bladder and I got a baby in the other 2 cases (both natural child birth with no medications). They removed the kidney stone for me and I can't imagine being sent home to 'wait it out'. God Bless you both!
Barbara
Tampa, FL - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 10:42 AM CST
Just wanted to check in on you all. Hope you're doing better than the last post! ;) Love to you!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 8:59 AM CST
Oh Geesh............just what you needed, stones! OUCH!
Thinking of you, get well soon!
Deb

Angel Katelyn's Mom, Debbie username: miracle / password: girl < miraclegirl101@hotmail.com >
Wheatley, Ontario, - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 11:15 PM CST
Oh, I'm so sorry for such pain that Grant is feeling. I will be thinking and praying for him. Praying for you too for that boy to stay in that oven for another couple of months.



Anita Moore mother of Holly <armoore@charter.net>
Sikeston, MO - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 1:25 PM CST
Well my goodness, there's just never a dull moment in the Haddock household! Hope Grant is doing better, and please tell our little boy that while we're all excited for him to arrive, it would be a good idea to wait a while before making his 'grand' entrance. :) Love to you all!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 8:43 AM CST
Oh good grief you guys (lol)..... I'm telling you what- there is never a dull moment with you two huh??? Well, Alison, I have to agree with ya on the whole baby vs kidney stone issue, however, I have never had a kidney stone so can't really compare the two BUT- I have birthed a couple of babies with no pain meds so I'm pretty experienced at THAT pain:o) Well, we too are experiencing a cold front- I think the high tomorrow is going to be in the 70's brrrrrrrrrr ;o) Feel free to head south for the winter anytime...love ya guys! Take care and rub that baby belly for me :o)
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 8:15 PM CST
Okay, I feel terrible for Grant and yet laughing at the words describing the event. I think of you guys all the time and Brett gets better everyday. Thank you so much for including him in your prayers and website. He got such a kick out of seeing his name. I will talk to you soon.

All my love,
Tracey

Tracey Mazur <tracey_mazur@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 5, 2006 1:20 PM CST
Hi Haddock Family!
We just wanted to say we hope that you have a Happy and blessed Thanksgiving!! You will be in our prayers and also our praises to him for blessing us with your friendship! Talk to you soon!! Love you all!!

The Ray Family <sraynstlx4@hotmail.com>
Dardenne Prarie, MO USA - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 10:26 PM CST
Hi Haddocks. Love the little "pregnancy countdown" on the website...can't believe it's less than 3 months away! Hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving. Love and hugs!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 8:51 AM CST
Hi Alison,
Wishing you and your family a very Happy Thanksgiving!

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Sunday, November 19, 2006 0:45 AM CST
Thanks for the update. What wonderful praises! Take care.
Candice Behm <larcanril@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 6:35 PM CST
Thinking of you. Yesterday was a very hard, very sad day for me for some reason. I ran across one of your cards that you had sent back in July and it made me smile. God is so good to provide friends like you and you have NO IDEA how much your little gifts, cards, gestures and OF COURSE PRAYERS have meant to me. I'm so sorry I haven't kept in touch better (or even sent a "thank you" card yet) but please know that I do appreciate you tremendously and feel very blessed that the Lord has allowed our paths to cross. I am praying for you & the ones you love. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 8:49 AM CST
Hello Haddock Family,
Just wanted you to know that you are heavy in our hearts and prayers today!!And we pray that you feel all of your friends prayers of comfort and peace today! We love you!! I promise I will catch up with you soon!! Imiss you:(

Shannon Ray <sraynstl@hotmail.com>
Dardenne Prarie, MO USA - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 9:51 PM CST
We know how hard days like today are. Please know that God has us on our knees for you today. We love you guys so much and it grieves us to see you hurt the way we hurt. One day that will all be taken away. We can't wait! Praying that you will get through the day knowing that one day, you will see Alexandria's precious face again!

Homesick right along with you,
John and Johnelle
Kailie's Mommy and Daddy 4Ever
www.caringbridge.com/page/kares4kailie

John and Johnelle Rhines <jnjrhines@charter.net>
St. Charles, MO - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 2:16 PM CST
Dear Haddock Family,
We are ALWAYS praying for comfort and peace for you and your family. I sob every time I read your updates. Your faith is so strong and I admire your strength. Can you pass some along to me...? We love you and hope you have a good day today ( I know it will be hard) CANCER SUCKS!!!!

Love, Lisa

Lisa Ballard www.caringbridge.org/mo/connorballard <lisaballard@cox.net>
Omaha, NE usa - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 8:58 AM CST
I will be praying for the requests you mentioned and for your new little fella too!
Elaine R <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, November 5, 2006 1:34 AM CST
Thank you for your wonderful words in your recent post. You are a true inspiration.

(We live in Tennessee and have been HUGE fans of the Cardinals for years. WOO HOO !!)

Brenda <bslane@comcast.net>
Nashville, TN - Saturday, November 4, 2006 10:22 PM CST
Praying for you as you mark another anniversary of diagnosis.

Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, November 4, 2006 7:12 PM CST
Alison,
As usual, you amuse me :)) How I LOVE coming here to pray for Alexandria and to pray for the "Lil stinker"!!! What a family you have!

Much love and prayers,
Nicky H

Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, October 31, 2006 10:09 PM CST
Alison, I am asking if you could to visit a new Angel's website - her mother, father and sisters are grieving so. Her mother's words must be all too familiar to you. Your messages are so comforting and you are a warrior of the path they have just stepped onto - I hope you can leave them a message - caringbridge.org/ne/lizziegirl. Thank you.
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Monday, October 30, 2006 10:49 AM CST
Hampton, Hardy, Harrison, Holdyn, Houston, Hudson.
Anne <Anne1061@aol.com>
- Friday, October 27, 2006 12:25 AM CDT
God bless you all!
Jill Platko <jillplatko@yahoo.com>
PA - Monday, October 23, 2006 9:58 PM CDT
Hi Alison,

Thanks for your update. I will be praying for everyone on your request list.

It's so exciting to hear about your pregnancy and the kids' reactions to your evolving belly. What an exciting time for all!! You are truly blessed.

Lots of love and light

Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, October 19, 2006 10:21 AM CDT
Alison, I will be praying for all you requested on your journal!
Elaine Riazi <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
- Friday, October 13, 2006 0:03 AM CDT
Don't know what I'll do if you all ever decide to change the music on the home page...I find myself coming to the website just to listen anytime I need to 'recenter' myself. And with all that has been going on lately, I really felt that need this morning. :) Hope all is well - love and hugs to all of you.
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 9:19 AM CDT
Congratulations! I loved Addison's comment! She cracks me up. I am so happy for you and your family. We can't wait to meet (ummm Harrison - Harry for short (like Harry Potter) or Henry) Grant Haddock. That's our vote from up here in Omaha. Hope all is well with you all. The boys are doing good. Email soon... Love and Hugs, Lisa
Lisa Ballard www.caringbridge.org/mo/connorballard <lisaballard@cox.net>
Omaha, Ne USA - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 5:09 PM CDT
Congratulations! What priceless memories were made at the ultrasound. The refund thing had me cracking up. Take care.
Candice Behm <larcanril@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Sunday, October 8, 2006 1:45 AM CDT
Congratulations! I love the "I demand a refund". You definitely need to write that one down.
Hmmmm....boys names with an "H"... Harrison (actor Harrison Ford starred in Star Wars, if that's the theme).
Harrison Grant is kinda catchy. I'd stay away from Huck; that boy stayed in all sorts of mischief with Tom.
Our prayers are with you and your family to enjoy this special time.

Debbie Little (mom to Caleb & Cameron) <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN U.S.A. - Saturday, October 7, 2006 0:29 AM CDT
Well Alison, I'm checking in from beautiful Port McNeil, Vancouver Island, BC. I'm thoroughly enjoying my vacation away from my responsibilities! So, its a boy. My first thought was Hugh, one of my significant others nephew's name is Hansford, BUT its your baby. I just know that you and Grant will come up with the perfect name for the perfect son that is on the way. Hoping you are feeling well. Have a great weekend!

Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Friday, October 6, 2006 9:34 PM CDT
I like "Heath Grant Haddock".

Great News!!

Anita Moore mother of Holly <armoore@charter.net>
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, October 5, 2006 4:54 PM CDT
congratulations!!!We are so happy for you!!!I vote for Henry,or Holden or Homer(just kidding on that one)
Nancy Dalton <nancyd106@charter.net>
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 9:33 PM CDT
Congratulations to all of you on your "blue" news! That's WONDERFUL!
Terry Snyder {Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw"} http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
West Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 1:38 PM CDT
Hi I thought that you might like Halston (I have a nephew with that name) or Haven.
Amy Deal <dougandamy1@verison.net>
Mount Hope, WV 25880 - Monday, October 2, 2006 5:43 PM CDT
Alison,
I also like Harrison Grant! I love reading about your children and they're cute comments! Especially Addison's recent one about wanting a refund!
Have a great week.

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Sunday, October 1, 2006 11:57 PM CDT
Ok Ok After Great thought... my vote is Harrison Grant or ok ok!Halton..love that one!!Holden maybe?? Peyton VOTES for Hudson
Shannon Ray <sraynstlx4@hotmail.com>
Dardenne Prarie, Mo USA - Sunday, October 1, 2006 9:01 PM CDT
Hello Haddocks!!! I am so excited about the baby boy news! I guess I was way off on my guess, but am so excited for you and your family. Addison's comments were adorable. I am casting my vote for Henry!!!
sheila sellenriek <shsellenriek@hotmail.com>
wildwood, - Sunday, October 1, 2006 5:34 PM CDT
How about Howie, Hunter, Henry, Harley, Harrison, Hayden, Happy, Harvey -- okay maybe not Happy & Harvey.....
Chris & Gooch
Share the Love.org <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, September 30, 2006 10:50 AM CDT
Congrats!!!!!!!!!!
I have followed your site for a while. May God continue to bestow blessings upon you and your family.

I just simply love baby names... my #1 vote is for Hudson or Hudsen...the *H* is covered as well as Addison.
I also like Harris, Hampton and Holden.

Good Luck!!!!!!!!!

Stephanie <sbowmanl@aol.com>
Washington, DC USA - Saturday, September 30, 2006 0:17 AM CDT
A boy......yipeee! How about Halibut? Harpo? Hyawatha? They all sound good to me! tee-hee Love to you all
jan livingstone (andy's mom forever)
- Friday, September 29, 2006 10:32 PM CDT
We cannot tell you how excited we are for you guys! Jake has been such an incredible addition to our family. He brings so much love and laughter everyday! He is ALL BOY though. Mackenzie is having a Pretend Sleepover party tonight for her birthday and I can bet you that Jake will be mixing it up with the girls tonight.
We love you all and are sooo thrilled! Give the kids a kiss for us!1
The Mazur's

Tracey Mazur <tracey_mazur@hotmail.com>
- Friday, September 29, 2006 4:28 PM CDT
Congratulations on a healthy baby boy! We love boys at our house!!! I'm partial to Henry and Holden...I hope the naming of Baby Boy Haddock is as exciting as the ultrasound visit!
Kristy
Ballwin, MO - Friday, September 29, 2006 3:35 PM CDT
Hi Haddocks,
Blue is good! Addison is such a hoot with wanting a refund. She's so funny.
Harrison?
Hope you are feeling better soon.
Love,
Pam

Pam Passwater <a.passwater@att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Friday, September 29, 2006 3:22 PM CDT
How about Holdyn?
Amanda
Brandon, SD US - Friday, September 29, 2006 3:05 PM CDT
Thank you Allison. I appreciate your update. I have tried to call as we go by O'Fallon on our way to Columbia. One day I left a note. Jared and his wife, Tara, are expecting a girl in Feb. I am very excited. Love and kisses to the kids. Love, Aunt Joella
Joella Jones <jojones@sheltonbbs.com>
New Madrid, - Friday, September 29, 2006 2:43 PM CDT
Jaren votes for Han Solo Grant Haddock! Definitely NOT Huck!
Jaren Rhines <jc4jc@charter.net Kailie's Little Brother 4ever!!>
St. Charles, MO - Friday, September 29, 2006 1:55 PM CDT
How about Harris, Henry, Harper, Haven or Hudson. I think all go well with the middle name Grant.
Angie
Atlanta, GA 30265 - Friday, September 29, 2006 1:00 PM CDT
Oh, BOY, oh BOY, oh BOY! Addison - you are a hoot! I think you have a lot of mom's wit! And there is nothing wrong with having brothers to watch over you and for you to watch over - Alexandria is smiling at all of you and laughing at the "refund" comment, I'm sure!
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
Kirkwood , MO - Friday, September 29, 2006 11:39 AM CDT
Haddock Family,

Congratulations on your "blue" news. What an experience that must have been for the kids, to see the baby in utero! That will be a moment in history for all of you to remember.
God Bless all of you as you await the birth of this precious angel.

Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Friday, September 29, 2006 9:30 AM CDT
A Boy!!! I am so excited for you all and can't wait to meet him. After the morning I just had with my four girls I would consider a trade? How about Rachel and Madison for Hunter and Hayden? That is only fair!! Ha! If Addison needs some girl time she can certainly come to the Crowell House for a visit. Thanks for the news! Love, Jenn
Jenn Crowell <jenncrowell6@hotmail.com>
- Friday, September 29, 2006 9:27 AM CDT
Alison,
I haven't checked in on you in awhile so I missed the whole is it pink or blue???? The journal entry was just precious, especially the part about Addison wanting a refund. I know you will always remember the day that you had the ultrasound and found out the gender of baby #5. Praying for a healthy continuance of Hans Solo Haddock "in oven". Have I ever told you my two boys are some of the biggest Stars Wars fans in St. Louis?!! No kidding, they know every minute detail about all of the episodes, so I am sure they would love your name choice!

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Friday, September 29, 2006 0:08 AM CDT
Hip!Hip! Hooray!! YOU KNOW I AM ALL ABOUT THE BLUE!! WE ARE SO EXCITED FOR YOU AND WILL BE PRAYING EVERYDAY FOR YOU AND YOUR LITTLE H MAN... I WILL CALL YOU AND GIVE YOU MY SUGGESTIONS ON NAMES~ THANKS FOR SHARING YOUR WONDERFUL NEWS~~ I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON! LOVE YOU ALL!!
THE RAY FAMILY XOXOXOX <SRAYNSTLX4@HOTMAIL.COM>
DARDENNE PRARIE, MO USA - Thursday, September 28, 2006 11:07 PM CDT
YAY!!!!!!!!! Congratulations on being "In the Blue"!!!!!!!
Carol Mack (a/k/a Surrogate Aunt) (mom2angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (ELM/Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Thursday, September 28, 2006 8:27 PM CDT
Hi Haddocks!
Checking in to see if you are on team Pink or Blue. We are hoping and praying that the ultrasound went well and the kids enjoyed the experience.

Nina Hudson <ninaanddoug@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 28, 2006 4:49 PM CDT
Hi Alison! Just checking back in to hear the word about your new little one - pink or blue - we're so excited for you all and can't wait to celebrate with you on your joyful news!! Love and best wishes!!
Love, Anne Jones (Benjamin's mommy) <bjones001@insight.rr.com>
Pickerington, OH - Thursday, September 28, 2006 11:27 AM CDT
Alison - I haven't signed in awhile but I check on you often - excitedly waiting to here what the tie breaker is!
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, September 28, 2006 9:25 AM CDT
I can hardly stand the waiting!!!!! Is it a boy? Is it a girl????? Can't wait to find out!

Love and prayers to you all!

Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Thursday, September 28, 2006 8:50 AM CDT
Haddock Family,

I'm waiting with bated breath, to know if you're celebrating pink or blue!!!! Lots of prayers to you, that the baby is healthy, of course.

Alison - THANK YOU for continuing to share your journey of life with us. You bring hope & faith to those of us who ever doubt. You are a true source of inspiration, who make us want to do good and be better people in this crazy world!

Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 10:57 AM CDT
Alison, It was very nice to meet you tonight (Sep 26th)at GQ. You touched my heart this evening and I wanted you to know what a STRONG person I think you are. We have 2 different perspectives on 'cancer'. Mine, as a 23+ year survivor and your as a parent who has lost (or give back to God) one of the greatest gifts we could ever be rewarded. And through that all, you have emerged an even better person with much knowledge to share with the rest of us. I honestly can't even image out-living one of my children and I admire your strength!

Even though Angela moved up to a different level tonight, in gymnastics, she was unable to get into a class so we'll be together the next 3 Tuesdays. Things happen for a reason and I'm a strong believer that our paths were meant to cross. Thank you for sharing your time and touching story. See you next week!

Lisa Menichino <lisamsells@charter.net>
Dardenne Prairie, Mo USA - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 9:53 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Hayden.
Thinking of you , and always in our prayers.
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Friday, September 22, 2006 10:56 AM CDT
Happy 10th birthday Hayden. Hope it was a great day. Alison, glad you are getting some of the mama mojo back. Bless you Addison for donating your hair to locks of love.
Praying for all of you.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO, - Thursday, September 21, 2006 10:56 PM CDT
Oh, my goodness! Double digits! Happy 10th Birthday, Hayden! We love you!

Love,
John & Johnelle

Kailie's Mommy and Daddy Forever!! www.caringbridge.com/page/kares4kailie <jnjrhines@charter.net>
- Wednesday, September 20, 2006 9:56 PM CDT
Hayden
I'm wishing you a fun day filled with everyone that makes you happiest.
HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY!

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 9:44 PM CDT
Happy 10th Birthday, Hayden! You are now in double digits!
Locks of Love must really love Addison, because that is one big hunk of hair that she donated! Her new hair do is really cute.
Hunter, you look older - just like a middle school student. Are you still planning to be a Hollywood movie creator? You always had the best ideas!
I hope all of the Haddocks have a great autumn.
Love,
Ms. Pam

Pam Passwater <saintlouis@dreamfactoryinc.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 9:19 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Hayden (cha-cha-cha)!!!!!! Alison, as always... beautifully written..... talk to ya soon my friend......waiting on "the news" as well....hmmmmmm blue, pink, blue, pink...... I'll take happy, healthy in blue or pink for you :o) Love ya much!
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (ELM/Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 5:57 PM CDT
woo hoo - happy birthday Hayden!!

Alison, as always, your words touch me so...I love coming to the site to read your entries and listen. :) It is a comfort and blessing each and every time. So glad you are feeling better my friend!! Hopefully we can reschedule that lunch for sometime soon!

All my love to you, Grant and the kiddos!

Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 3:29 PM CDT
Glad you are feeling better! I'm glad the new little miracle is growing and healthy. I'll look forward to finding out if you are needing blue or pink!
Grace and Peace,

Kristy
Ballwin, MO - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 11:23 AM CDT
Sounds like things are going along splendidly! Nice to read that the first day of school was a great one for everyone. Have a great 10th birthday Hayden. Where does the time go? Kids grow up so fast. Looking forward to your next update. Sending only positive thoughts and prayers your way!

Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 8:58 AM CDT
Hi Alison,

Just checking to say hi! Hope all is well with the Haddock family. As always, you're in my thoughts & prayers.


Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Monday, September 18, 2006 2:17 PM CDT
Hi, just checking in..thanks for the uplifting and honest entry. I love the Ginny Owens song too. You continue to point us toward God. Thanks. You are always in my prayers!
Elaine R <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 8, 2006 5:24 AM CDT
Hi Haddocks! Just thinking of you all this morning so thought I'd drop by to say hello! Much love and prayers...
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Thursday, September 7, 2006 7:50 AM CDT
Hi Alison,
Wishing you and your family a happy and safe Labor Day!

Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Monday, September 4, 2006 12:51 AM CDT
Hi Alison and family! Congratulations on the greatest of news! We're so thrilled for you all - how exciting, a new baby! Just wanted to say hi and that you're in my thoughts.
Love, Anne Jones (Benjamin's mommy) <bjones001@insight.rr.com>
Pickerington, OH - Sunday, September 3, 2006 1:36 PM CDT
It is amazing how one ends up at a website. My hairdresser's daughter (Jessica Inchiostro) daughter was diagnosed with Luekemia and although I've never met her, I read her journal entries daily. By also reading her guestbook which you signed, I clicked on your daughter's page which I have now been reading for over an hour, crying most of the way. My daughter's birthday is August 6th which is another amazing thing. My heart aches reading your early journal entries after Alexandria's death. I can't begin to imagine your pain! I wish your family the very, very best with your new addition. How wonderful! Tami Guyot - O'Fallon, MO
Tami Guyot <tami.guyot@pepsiamericas.com>
O'Fallon, MO - Thursday, August 31, 2006 3:03 PM CDT
Hi Haddocks - just dropping by to say hi! Much love and prayers to you all!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Thursday, August 31, 2006 8:54 AM CDT
P.S.

I am sure Alexandria has something, anythign to do with your new beautiful life being born on the 16th ;)

Wow.....


Nicky H

Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
- Thursday, August 31, 2006 0:01 AM CDT
Alison and family,

WOWSERS!!!! A baby is such happy wonderful news! WOW! LOL!!! I never in a million years thought I'd be reading that you were pregnant! I am sure Alexandria is tickled and probably turnign pink(or blue!) about this wonderful blessing sent by God!

How happy I am for you and your family!

Another thing, I only realised today that Alexandria and my Sara share a birthday on 08/06. Wow, I share a birthday with Kelsey Flannagan and my Sara shares Alexandria's b-day.

Again, Allison, I am so happy for you, your family and this new baby. WOW WOW WOW!!!

Much love and many prayers,
Nicky H

Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, August 30, 2006 11:50 PM CDT
Congratulations to the Haddocks...what wonderful news. Alison, that is so great that you finished the bike ride..
I am proud of you...

Nancy <nancyd106@charter.net>
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 8:49 PM CDT
Congratulations to the Haddocks...what wonderful news. Alison, that is so great that you finished the bike ride..
I am proud of you...

Nancy <nancyd106@charter.net>
Wildwood, MO - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 8:49 PM CDT
Hi Alison,

Just wanted to drop by and say hello. Thank you again, for your update. I will keep Hayley in my prayers.God has her in the palm in his hand!!
Lots of love & blessings to you and your family.

Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 1:50 PM CDT
Hi,
Sorry it has been so long since I have stopped by the site. I have been back to work full time since May.

I hope that you are doing well. I just wanted to stop by and let you know I haven't forgotten about you.

Deb

Angel Katelyn’s Mum, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com>
Wheatley, Ontario, - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 9:15 PM CDT


I was posting this picture of Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello", i was thinking of you on alexandria's birthday

Lots of love

Viks



viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, August 14, 2006 5:11 PM CDT
It was great to see you all on Saturday! Hope you had a wonderful time at Six Flags (did you get your nap Alison?) lol Can't wait until we can get together for lunch! Love and prayers...
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Monday, August 14, 2006 8:55 AM CDT
Hello there, My name is Patricia I got your web page through another childs page. I have a daughter, Katelynn who was diagnosed with Osteosarcoma on Dec. 1st, 2004 she is in remmission now after 19 months of chemo and a prosthetic placed on the inside of her right leg. She has had 5 major operations due to her prosthetic. She is amazingly resiliant when it comes to being a child because she has been through so much and still keeps a smile on her face and keeps her spirits up. I was reading your journal and I notices your daughters birthday is aug. 6th and she turned 7. Well happy late birthday to her. Katelynn's birthday is Aug. 6th and she turned 7 also. We will add you all to our prayer list and I will let everyone I know, know about your foundation.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/katelynndrydale is her web page if you want to check it out. God Bless you all.

Patricia Drydale <patriciadrydale@yahoo.com>
Bonner Springs, Ks USA - Monday, August 14, 2006 1:09 AM CDT
Just wanted to stop by and let you know I was thinking of you...I am sorry I was back in time to wish Addison or Angel Alexandria a great and wonderful birthday...I heard in heaven we are all 33 (the perfect age) of course, i am 33 would beg to differ...but who am I? I hope things are coming along well for you and that you are doing okay with the new life growing inside you...I know how difficult pregnancy can be while being a blessing all at the same time...go figure!
In Love & Prayer, Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, August 11, 2006 7:30 AM CDT
I've been on vacation and just got home but I wanted to wish a very happy and belated birthday to a very special girl - Addison and to a very special Angel - Alexandria.
Also, wanted to say "CONGRATULATIONS" on your wonderful news.

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 1:51 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Sissy. We miss you very much Alexandria. We will love you forever and ever.
Kailie's site

Kailie's mommy & daddy 4ever <jnjrhines@charter.net>
- Wednesday, August 9, 2006 1:47 PM CDT
Happy Belated Birthday Alexandria! What a wonderful gift your family has been given...a new baby on the way. Congratulations to all. You continue in my thoughts and prayers. With Love!
Ann ONeil <ann@fjaproducts.com>
San Diego, CA - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 11:34 AM CDT
Happy belated birthday greetings to both your precious girls!! Was out of the office yesterday so no computer access. :( (I really must get internet service at home!) Hoping you're feeling well - hope to see you at the picnic Saturday! Love and prayers...
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 10:23 AM CDT
Belated birthday wishes to both Addison and Alexandria. Hope that both days were good ones. Sending only positive thoughts and prayers your way!
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 8:31 AM CDT
UGH! I'm SUCH a dope! I had in my mind the 16TH (of course I know what the 16th is- I just had that date etched in my mind- I am SOOOO kicking myself!!!!)... Good Grief! Ok, here it is a day late... but NEVER forgotten... Happy Birthday to you (Cha-cha-cha), Happy Birthday to you (Cha-cha-cha), Happy Birthday ALEXANDRIA!!!! Happy Birthday to you (CHA-CHA-CHA)!!!!! Alison, please forgive my stupid oversight. I cannot believe I missed yesterday! I do know that my froggy little Angel was singing with the best of them yesterday and I bet she talked Alexandria into one of your birthday tea parties in honor of her mommy :o) Love you guys soooo much- looking forward to babysitting our precious little new one :o) By the way Tommy Lee says Happy Birthday Alexandria TOO!!!!
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (ELM/Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Monday, August 7, 2006 7:33 PM CDT
My girls-
Happy Birthday to my earthly angel Addison and my heavenly angel Alexandria!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am truly blessed to have all of you in my life. The news of a new baby on the way has been a prayer answered!! My first reaction (after high pitch girlie scream) was tears. I invisioned Alexandria picking just the right (and of course most beautiful) baby, cradling it in her arms, sharing insight on the wonderful family she was asking God to send it to, and before releasing giving the baby an angel kiss. We are going to have soooooooo much fun with this baby!! I can't wait....Hoping this day found an easing of pain and wonderful memories of our sweet angel. Oh and thank you sissy for the beautiful "sissy sunset" this evening.

God Bless,


Dawn Dains <daisydains@msn.com>
Wentzville, MO USA - Sunday, August 6, 2006 9:29 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRECIOUS. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.
I KNOW YOU HAVE A SPECIAL NEW BABY PICKED OUT FOR THE FAMILY. I WISH YOU COULD BE HERE TO ENJOY THE BABY WITH US. I KNOW YOU ARE LOOKING DOWN FROM HEAVEN AND SMILING ABOUT THE NEAT SURPRISE YOU HAVE CHOSEN FOR US. LOVE, MEMAW

MEMAW/NOEL <NOELPLACE@MSN.CON>
BONNE TERRE, MO USA - Sunday, August 6, 2006 3:03 PM CDT
Happy birthday to wonderful Addison and a very happy birthday to Angel Alexandria is Heaven. I'm sure she is dancing among the stars and looking down on her most wonderful family. God Bless you.
Allie
San Francisco, CA - Sunday, August 6, 2006 2:40 AM CDT
Happy, happy birthday to sweet Addison. I hope she has had a very special day. I know that tomorrow is a difficult day as you remember Alexandria and to think she would be 13, a teenager. I hope and pray that the pregnancy is going well and the joy of having a new little one will help with all of your feelings about tomorrow. Thinking of you and praying for you always.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO, - Sunday, August 6, 2006 0:55 AM CDT
I just wanted to drop by and let you know that Quilts of Love remembers beautiful Angel Alexandria on her birthday tomorrow..What a beautiful child..the picture of her on the entrance to her site is just beautiful..
and Congradulations to your whole family ..How wonderful to have an new addition to your family..God is so good..
Hugs and Love to all, Carolyn

Carolyn <carolyn@quiltsoflove.com>
Shawnee, Oklahoma - Saturday, August 5, 2006 6:11 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing your precious Alexandria. I love to look at her lovely face ...as beautiful and pure as the roses in her lap. Surely a child of God. I know your ever-present sorrow and sense of loss. While we carry within us the blessed hope of holding them again, we also carry our grief and on these days, their days, the pain will always be deeper, keener, lonelier. As Alexandria's birthday approaches, may you know the comforting presence of our Lord in a special way.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna
Alt , Spgs USA - Saturday, August 5, 2006 5:26 PM CDT
WOW! What an amazing month July has been for you. I, too, am sitting here bawling like a baby. I'm so happy for ya'll. God is so good and does amazing things for amazing people. I can't wait to call mom and Jo and tell them your news.
Love to you all,Michelle, and the rest of the family,
Jenni

Jenni Burford <jenni.burford@cox.net>
Bentonville, AR - Friday, August 4, 2006 10:29 PM CDT
Wow, what great news!! I'm so excited for the whole family.
Anita <armoore@charter.net>
Sikeston, MO - Friday, August 4, 2006 3:51 PM CDT
Was checking your site just about every day to see what you would write about your baby news...Cried tears of joy to read the Feb due date and the kid's sweet reactions... then went to Alexandria's picture and whispered a "thank you, God!"
Elaine Riazi <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 2, 2006 10:29 PM CDT
Congratulations to you and your family.... I check on you every now and again and I have tears of joy steaming down my face for you and your family right now.... Your daughter is truly watching over you. We as Mother's know when our daughter's that we lost our watching over us or sending us a sign... You know the feeling I am taking about.... Hugs, Love and Prayers to you...

Deneen Gethouas
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie

Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@state.pa.us>
Enola, PA USA - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 2:28 PM CDT
Alison,
Even though you had already shared the news with me, I read the update and cried like a baby! Congrats to you and Grant. It was so awesome reading the kids reactions and feelings. Thanks for sharing them. Praying for that new little precious bundle from God.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO, - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 10:42 PM CDT
Many, many, many congratulations to your family. What wonderful news! I know Alexandria is working with God to take good care of Baby Haddock right now.
Allie
San Francisco, CA - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 10:40 AM CDT
FINALLY!!! CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL OF YOU!! I AM SO EXCITED AND AS WE HAVE ALREADY TALKED ABOUT... YOU KNOW MY ARMS WILL BE WAITING TO HAND THAT SWEET BABY HADDOCK OVER TO ANYTIME!!! I HOPE THAT YOU ARE FEELING BETTER!! CALL ME WHEN YOU GET A MIN!! LOVE YOU! CONGRATS AGAIN!
SHANNON RAY <SRAYNSTLX4@HOTMAIL.COM>
DARDENNE PRARIE, MO USA - Monday, July 31, 2006 9:55 PM CDT
I am so happy that the know is finally out there...I have been checking in regularly waiting for the day when I could make a puiblic proclamation of CONGRATULATIONS!!! I am praying for healthy as well...of course a really good name for a boy is Cody :-)

You all are in my thoughts and prayers every single day...I am so excited for you...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, July 31, 2006 5:54 PM CDT
Congrats Alison & Grant!
What exciting news! Take care of yourself and hope your feeling better soon! Here's to a healthy baby Haddock! Love the new pictures. Thank for the updates!

Nina Hudson <ninaanddoug@aol.com>
Manchester, MO - Monday, July 31, 2006 12:27 AM CDT
Great update, and of course, great news!! I am so happy for you!! I look forward to hearing more updates as this new little one grows! The new pictures are excellent. Thanks for sharing!
Grace and Peace,
Kristy

Kristy
Ballwin, MO - Monday, July 31, 2006 9:48 AM CDT
WHOOO HOOOO!!! Congratulations and what a ride on the emotions express reading this update -from tears to smiles to laughs - thank you for continuing to share your family with all of us - what a blessing - And, oh, yes, Alexandria has had her hands on this baby for awhile now and of course God knew just the perfect second for Alexandria to hand this baby over to you - what a an Angel she is - A little more happiness in February from now on, that's what she wants for her family. Congratulations, AGAIN!
Mary Hussman <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
Kirkwood, MO - Monday, July 31, 2006 8:20 AM CDT
Hi Allison,
Boy, what an update! Lots of tears to wipe away here. Congratulations on your successful endeavor! And congratulations to the entire Haddock family on the blessed news of the expectancy of a new Haddock angel! May God continue to pour his blessings upon you. I absolutely believe Alexandria played a HUGE role in that request!!!
Thank you once again, for sharing your journey with us. It means more than you will ever know!

Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Monday, July 31, 2006 7:55 AM CDT
I'm so happy for you! Here's to an uneventful pregnancy and a healthy baby. What a wonderful family to be born into. Have a great day. Sending only positive thoughts and prayers your way.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Monday, July 31, 2006 7:52 AM CDT
Congratualations on your ride and the new baby!!!
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Monday, July 31, 2006 7:14 AM CDT
I am so proud of you for that race, and all the effort it took, and so happy for you for your more recent news. Which I see you havent updated yet about...AHEM!!!
Chris Gooch's mom <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, July 30, 2006 12:04 AM CDT
Was looking forward to your recap of the ride and you didn't disappoint! When Nancy first told me how challenging the course was, I thought, "Why would the organizers make it so difficult?" After reading your story, it made me realize that the challenge made you appreciate it more and push harder for your girls. Way to Go Allison and Johnelle!!!
Elaine
St. Charles, - Saturday, July 29, 2006 11:46 PM CDT
WOW ALISON I AM SO PROUD OF YOU...
YOU CONTINUE TO INSPIRE ME...CONGRATS ON YOUR
BIKE RIDE...

NANCY DALTON <NANCYD106@charter.net>
WILDWOOD, MO - Saturday, July 29, 2006 1:48 PM CDT
Congradulations on completing your bike "tour." Just amazing.
Ruth Trombino <ARTrombino@cox.net>
Westerly, RI - Friday, July 28, 2006 11:03 PM CDT
Wow, Alison - and no, GOD BLESS YOU! for all your efforts to help end this tragedy called childhood cancer - Your entry was wonderful and I experienced tears, smiles and great images in my mind - especially of all the Angels whose names you listed and their faces. I am sure they were all flying ahead, behind, on the right and on the left of both you and Johnelle during your amazing ride and were giving some Heavenly HIGH FIVES to each other as you two were hugging at the finish line! Congratulations - once again, you amaze me!
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
Kirkwood, MO - Friday, July 28, 2006 12:48 AM CDT
Another great journal entry! You are amazing, Alison! I am so happy that you were able to ride for Alexandria and Kailie and all of those other special kids! Congratulations on an incredible success!
Kristy
Ballwin, MO - Friday, July 28, 2006 12:41 AM CDT
My dear friend, it is a good thing that my assistant is off today is I am sitting at my computer bawling!!! (She would for sure think I was crazy, or at least crazier than she already thinks I am!) lol I am BEYOND proud of you, Johnelle and all of the thousands of other riders...of Kailie, Alexandria, Jessica, and the hundreds of angels that carried you through. I am in awe of your strength, both physical and emotional and counting my blessings to be able to call you my friend.

Much love to you, Grant and the kiddos!!

Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Friday, July 28, 2006 9:14 AM CDT
Alison - I haven't written anything in a very long time - my apologies - I was checking on Cody's website because the August date has stuck in my head - I saw your name - I jus wanted you to know that I still think about your Alexandria and you often and a lot of thoughts are swirling right now because of the September anniversary date for Jessica - she's still our angel on horseback riding free and happy, that's for sure - Hey, do you Haddocks drive a van with a rememberance ribbon on the back with Alexandria's picture in the middle? If so, I think I was behind you several Sundays ago on 40 West - I was on my way to my daughter's barn to rescue her and her broken Jeep - I looked over at the driver and it looked like you - Made me want to wave and honk but you would have had no idea who the crazy lady was even if it was you! Makes me smile to know that I have gotten to "know" you and your faith and your Love of God and your precious Angel Alexandria because of Jessica - we miss her so - AND I have also gotten to know Cody, and Sarah Smith and Lizzie and so many others that I pray for - the list is way, way too long - how can we stop this beast? Just know you are still in my prayers.
Mary H <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
St. Louis, MO - Thursday, July 27, 2006 11:52 AM CDT
Hi Haddocks!
Just checking in. Hope you are all doing well! Congrats on the bike ride Alison - what an accomplishment! Your family is always in our thoughts and prayers!

Nina Hudson <ninaanddoug@aol.com>
Manchester, MO - Thursday, July 27, 2006 0:10 AM CDT
Hi Haddocks,

Just finished lunch and thought I'd drop in on my friends! Hope you all are doing well - miss you! Love and prayers...

Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, July 19, 2006 2:22 PM CDT
Hey Alison!
Just thinking of you and praying that yall had a great time in Florida! Call me when you get back and let's for sure do the 28th.. if you are up to it!:)!Love and Hugs, Shannon Ray

Shannon Ray <sraynstlx4@hotmail.com>
Dardenne Prarie, Mo USA - Tuesday, July 18, 2006 9:57 PM CDT
Thinking of you!
Elaine Riazi <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
St. Charles, MO - Tuesday, July 18, 2006 4:41 AM CDT
Praying for you tonight...for rest and good health. Alexandria was incredibly beautiful, wasn't she?!!
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, MO - Saturday, July 15, 2006 10:31 PM CDT
Hi Haddocks - just got back from the East coast for work (I was in Center Tuftonboro, New Hampshire - pretty place!) Thought I'd drop in on you all and say hello! miss you all - hope to see you soon!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 1:37 PM CDT
Checking in...Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you this morning...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 6:22 AM CDT
I will stop by and see Matthew...I look forward to the upcoming updates...

I am glad things seem to be going well on your end...things over here are "okay"

Anyone want a dog? LoL!

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Saturday, July 8, 2006 7:23 AM CDT
Just stopped in to see Alexandria's sweet smile and then read Grant's wonderful entry. Want to wake my hubby up to read it too but it's 1 am (so I'll show him tommorrow). I will hug my kids tighter and cherish each moment more, because of your words Grant. Thanks for your courage in sharing them. You are all in my prayers, several times each week. I also think of you each time we read the books you gave Miabella. I Hope to see you soon, Allison!
Elaine(Nancy's cousin)
p.s. praying for Khalita too!! - I remember seeing her name a lot on your guestbook with kind messages.

Elaine Riazi <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 8, 2006 1:09 AM CDT
Matthew & Alexandra are my little cousins & that is so great that you put Matt's request on your site. I have followed your site for quite a long time now. I keep you & your family in my continued prayers.
Candice Behm <larcanril@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Saturday, July 8, 2006 0:26 AM CDT
Hello, Alison and Grant! Thinking of you quite a bit lately.
Lisa Fuller
- Thursday, July 6, 2006 11:46 AM CDT
Good Grief Grant! I read this the other night and couldn't bring myself to leave a note. Between you and that wonderful wife of yours..... I'm not sure which of you can make me cry harder! Well, know that I'm thinking about you guys as always. Meghan would be turning 6 on the 23rd..... I know Alexandria's birthday is right behind hers.....well, as usual, I'm rambling....... Sending you all a hug!
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (ELM/Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Monday, July 3, 2006 9:15 PM CDT
Whoo. Wasn't expecting to cry so early in the morning. Grant, your words are absolutely beautiful. Thank you for sharing the many steps you all have taken on this incredible journey. I know that my life, as well as many others, has been wonderfully enriched by the friendship we share. :)

Much love to you all and Happy 4th of July!

Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Monday, July 3, 2006 8:53 AM CDT
What a bittersweet entry.....it would be so beautiful, if not for the fact that the pain of missing Alexandria is real - a pain a parent should never have to feel. We are touched by your love for your angel and we will keep your family in our prayers!
Love,
The Spragues

Andrew's Page <kim.sprague@cox.net>
Ladera Ranch, CA USA - Sunday, July 2, 2006 11:04 AM CDT
That was really beautiful Grant...thank you so much for sharing your memories and your continued dreams for Alexandria...if things could have been different, I bet my handsome young man could have been the one to carry your beautiful little lady over the threshold...what a force to reckon with...two winners, beating the odds...they may not have won the battle here on earth but they have won the war and received ultimate the utlimate prize, a seat at the right hand of Jesus...praise God for that miracle...because of them, we as their parents become that force to be reckoned with...we fight so that no other is forced to live through what we lived through...so that no other child must suffer like ours...thank you for sharing your heart.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, June 30, 2006 10:57 PM CDT
Grant,

What a beautiful journal entry. You & Alison should write a book together. You both write so eloquently, so heartfelt and compassionate in your words. Thank you for sharing that with us!
We look forward to Alison's update with her trip to Tahoe! I'm staying tuned!
Your family are always in my prayers!

Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY - Friday, June 30, 2006 2:34 AM CDT
Wow, what an entry. Grant, you are obviously the kind, compassionate, caring husband and father that Alison boasts about. What a lucky man you were to be the daddy to Alexandria. I had tears while reading the wonderful update. May the wonderful memories help ease the pain of your loss. Sending only positive thoughts and prayers your way.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Thursday, June 29, 2006 10:31 AM CDT
Grant, your entry was most beautiful and touched me deeply. By the end, I could not hold in the emotions any longer and I just wept, not for Alexandria, but for those that have been left behind and miss her so. Praying for Alexandria's precious family.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO, - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 11:25 PM CDT
Wow, I can hardly breath. The post from Alexandria's Daddy was absolutely beautiful. The song in the background so fitting. Now, I know I haven't been here for a while but I am completely amazed that it has been 3 years since Alexandria's passing. It just doesn't feel like that. Where on Earth has the time gone?

So on that note, prayers to you all and thank you for continuing to update this website.

Love to all
Nicky H
Carter's buddy :))
http://www3.caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger/

Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, June 28, 2006 10:36 PM CDT
Inspirational, as always. We continue to check in on you regularly. What do you call us, the "lurkers"? That's us! Wishing you a fabulous, restful summer.
Chris, Lisa, Louisa and Kindermarie Williams <clklus@yahoo.com>
Ballwin, MO - Monday, June 26, 2006 9:43 AM CDT
Hi Haddocks Was just thinking about you all this morning so thought I'd drop by and say hello! Hope you are all doing well. Much love and prayers,
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, June 21, 2006 7:49 AM CDT
Congratulations, Alison! Boy, am I impressed! Sounds like things are going well. I look forward to catching up in person someday...when we are back in St. Louis and we are both not so crazy busy!! Continuing hugs and prayers to all of you!
Grace and Peace,
Kristy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/natethegreat2005

Kristy <frascofit@aol.com>
Ballwin, MO - Sunday, June 11, 2006 7:51 PM CDT
What a wonderful accomplishment!! I can't wait to read about the bike trip and all of its meaningful and fulfilling moments. Praying for you.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Thursday, June 8, 2006 9:57 PM CDT
Alison-
Had to come by and let you know how AWESOME I think you are!!! Sheer will and determination (along with the help of God and two special angels!!) I am sooooo proud of you guys!!!! I can't believe it was two years ago that they were in Tahoe with Kailie and she was SO sick. You couldn't tell by looking at the picture on her website. Seems like just yesterday. I really missed you guys last weekend. I have wondered for years what it is like to have TRUE FRIENDS. Thanks to my 2 angels, one who opened my eyes and the other who took my heart, I have been blessed with not only one but two dear friends. So it's only natural to freak when they decided to bike ride around Tahoe with 18 wheelers, RV's, unexpected obstacles in the road and 100+ ft drop off next to them!!! Along with other things making the trip nerve racking. I am so glad you guys are back and safe!! I love you and I'm sure we will talk in the next day or so!!!

God Bless,


Dawn Dains <daisydains@msn.com>
Wentzville, MO USA - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 10:48 PM CDT
Woo hoo! Way to go girlfriend! Can't wait to hear all about it!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 9:05 AM CDT
alison- way to go, girl!!! i am so proud of you... what an accomplishment. even more wonderful was you being there for john and johnelle. can't wait to hear all the details. you are awesome... enjoy your success!!!
sheila sellenriek <shsellenriek@hotmail.com>
wildwood, - Monday, June 5, 2006 9:29 AM CDT
Alison,
I hope that this weekend went well. You are such an incredible person. I am sure that John and Johnelle were blessed by your presence whether or not you were able to complete the ride. Praying for you and Kailie's family.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Sunday, June 4, 2006 5:55 PM CDT
I wanted to let you know that I came by to pray and tell you that continue to remember your family. I hope the weekend went well. Love in Christ,
Anita Moore <armoore@charter.net or www.caringbridge.org/mo/hollyemoore>
Sikeston, MO - Sunday, June 4, 2006 5:31 PM CDT
Can't wait to hear the results of your ride! I'm always so amazed by you and your spirit and determination. When I grow up I hope to be half the woman you are.... Love you my friend- looking forward to our "always talked about, never scheduled girls weekend".......
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (ELM/Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Sunday, June 4, 2006 4:36 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know that we are thinking about all of you this weekend and are so very proud for what you are doing. I can't even imagine riding down the block. I know you will do just fine. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Have Fun!!!
Jeanine Riendeau <jrien0512@aol.com>
Ofallon, mo usa - Saturday, June 3, 2006 9:22 AM CDT
Well...I decided to sign in again...WOW! Twice in one week...you should feel special...you all are in my thoughts and prayers...today and every day.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Thursday, June 1, 2006 10:29 AM CDT
Hi Haddocks! Just wanted to stop by and say hello and wish you all good luck for this weekend! I'll be thinking of you all!

Love and prayers...

Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Thursday, June 1, 2006 8:54 AM CDT
Alison:

Sorry it has been like forever since I have signed in...work has been very busy...we closed on our house and I have been in the middle of Finals at school for hte past few weeks...I am finally able to breathe as the only thing left is work and I can handle that :-)

Of course, the past couple of weeks have also been very difficult missing Cody weeks...I am not sure why...regardless of whether or not a understand, I still get to deal with it...

Anyway, I wish you could come to D.C. next month...let's plan something for next year!

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, May 29, 2006 6:53 AM CDT
Alison,
How so very long it's been since I have visited. TRust me, not because I have ever forgotten.....

Thank you so much for continuing to update us about your lives. I am so happy that you are still with us followers.

WE love you all and pray for you.

Nicky H

Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
- Saturday, May 27, 2006 11:41 PM CDT
Alison~
I am not sure if you remember me, I am Holli Colbert. I used to work for WingHaven Country Club when we had the 1st Alexandria's Angels Golf Benefit. I periodically check on you and the beautiful Haddock family to see how you are doing. Can I just tell you that you are an inspiration to me? You make me WANT TO be a better mother. You make me want to hug my children that one more time before bed, you make me want to read "just one more book" before surrendering to sleep, you make me want to be a better person in God and in my everyday life. I love all three of my children more than anything in this universe and I did not think I could possibly love them an ounce more than I already do, each time I read a journal entry, I realize how wrong I am. I love them even more each day!!! :0) I am not sure if you have ever heard the song, but it is a song I play for the boys every chance I get. (They call it the mommy song!!) It is called Godspeed, sung by the Dixie Chicks. You have to listen to that song. It is great!!

God Bless you and your beautiful family. Thank you for helping all mothers be better parents. Thank you for being you!!

Holli Colbert
Winfield, MO United States - Thursday, May 25, 2006 5:09 PM CDT
Whew. Wasn't expecting to cry so early in the morning! :) Of course, they are tears of sadness mixed with tears of joy. Grant, Congratulations!! On so many things - the degree, for being such an awesome husband, and an incredible dad! You all are the best!

Sending you my love and prayers...

Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Monday, May 22, 2006 7:56 AM CDT
Alison, are you just trying to make me cry??? That was absolutely beautiful. The two of you amaze me with your undying love for each other..... I'm guessing that "Daddy-O" ???? If I'm right (I'll take as my winning prize a girl's trip- not sure how that is fair for 'ol Daddy-O, but I know it would be fair for us.....lol- ok, Grant, you can come too- we'll need a cabana boy to bring us our cocktails by the pool :o) Rambling, rambling, rambling...... Congratulations Grant on such a HUGE success! NOW will you consider moving to Florida and working for us????? Love you guys......
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (ELM/Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Friday, May 19, 2006 10:22 PM CDT
BEAUTIFUL ALEXANDRIA
WE LITTLE KNEW THAT MORNING,
GOD WAS GOING TO
CALL YOUR NAME,
IN LIFE WE LOVED YOU DEARLY,
IN DEATH WE DO THE SAME.
IT BROKE OUR HEARTS TO LOSE YOU,
YOU DID NOT GO ALONE
FOR PART OF US WENT WITH YOU,
THE DAY GOD CALLED YOU HOME.
YOU LEFT US BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES,
YOUR LOVE IS STILL OUR GUIDE,
AND THOUGH WE CANNOT SEE YOU,
YOU ARE ALWAYS BY OUR SIDE.
OUR FAMILY CHAIN IS BROKEN,
AND NOTHING
SEEMS THE SAME,
BUT AS GOD CALLS US
ONE BY ONE,
THE CHAIN WILL LINK AGAIN.

I KNOW YOU ARE SO PROUD OF YOUR DADDY. WE MISS YOU AND WE WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU.

NOEL (MEMAW) <NOELPLACE@MSN.COM>
TERRE DU LAC, MO USA - Friday, May 19, 2006 8:06 PM CDT
I am SO happy that you and Grant got to get away for a few days!! Been to the Atlantis myself several years ago - have you ever seen water so beautiful? :)

Happy (belated) Anniversary to you both! Love you all!

Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 8:53 AM CDT
I found your site via another one and had to stop by and wish you a Happy Mother's Day. Alex's picture on the front is beautiful. Just wanted to let you know that you will be in my prayers.
Renee

www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angels <rcurk@aol.com>
- Monday, May 15, 2006 7:48 PM CDT
Thanks for continuing to check in on us...I hope that you have a really great Mother's Day...I will send you an e-mail later on with my phone number again...It's funny...my cell phone called you by itself twice the other day...I thought I must need to call her :-)
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, May 14, 2006 6:29 AM CDT
LETTING YOU KNOW THAT YOUR THOUGHT OF ON MOTHER'S DAY.KEEPING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S ALWAYS.



A Mother's Day Wish From Heaven

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.

I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTACanada, - Saturday, May 13, 2006 0:33 AM CDT
Thinking of you...

Angel Katelyn’s Mum, Debbie < miraclegirl101@hotmail.com>
Wheatley, Ontario, - Friday, May 12, 2006 9:38 PM CDT
Hi Haddocks. Just stopping by to listen in and to wish Alison a very happy mother's day! May it be filled with love, laughter and beautiful memories.

Love to you all!

Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Friday, May 12, 2006 8:47 AM CDT
Thinking of you today and praying for you as always.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 9:47 AM CDT
Hunter!!! I so hope you are feeling better by now!!! We have bad sinuses in our family too. DArn sinuses!!!!

Hang in there mum!!! Hugs and prayers! You have done good :), very good :)


Hugs and prayers!!!!

Nicky H
Please pay for Carter!!!
http://www3.caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger/

Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, May 3, 2006 11:21 PM CDT
Hi Haddocks! Just wanted to stop by and say hello. Hope you all are doing well! Much love and prayers,
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 8:41 AM CDT
Haddocks,
Greetings from Middle Tennessee. I am truly grateful to be a part of Alexandria's guestbook...thank you. Grant, I am thankful for our growing friendship and I will cherish the day that I get to meet Alison, Hunter, Hayden and Addison. God Bless all of you and your strength and courage is awe-inspiring...

Greg Coleman <greg.coleman@comcast.net>
Murfreesboro, TN US - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 9:50 PM CDT
Hi Haddock Family,

Just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts today! Hope you're enjoying the season of spring - a time for new beginnings.

God Bless!!

Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, April 27, 2006 7:42 AM CDT
Hi all! It was great to see you on Saturday - what a beautiful day for a walk! Hope you enjoyed the rest of the weekend - much love to you all.
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Monday, April 24, 2006 12:24 AM CDT
Just thinking of you all! I enjoy the music you put on here. "I Can Only Imagine"...it's really beautiful
Cathy Yanez
St. Charles, MO - Saturday, April 22, 2006 4:45 PM CDT
Hi Haddocks! Just dropping by to say hello. Hope all is well in your neck of the woods! Love you all!
Kelly <kethington@ayf.com>
St. Louis, - Friday, April 21, 2006 8:35 AM CDT
Hopping by to wish you a Happy Easter from Angel Katelyn's Family



Angel Katelyn’s Mum, Debbie < miraclegirl101@hotmail.com>
Wheatley, Ontario, - Saturday, April 15, 2006 9:55 PM CDT
Dear Alison,
I am praying that knowing you will see Alexandria again because of the resurrection of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, gives you an abundance of peace this Easter.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Thursday, April 13, 2006 10:45 AM CDT
Hey there Super Slacker...what happened...did you fall off of the face of the earth? I hope not...am looking forward to hearing from you soon...hope all is well :-)
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 9:50 AM CDT
Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.

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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON AlbertaCanada, - Monday, April 10, 2006 10:40 PM CDT
DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP.
I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT SLEEP.
I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW.
I AM THE DIAMOND GLINTS ON SHOW.
I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENED GRAIN.
I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN RAIN.
WHEN YOU WAKEN IN THE MORNINGS, HUSH.
I AM THE SWIFT UPLIFTING RUSH
OF QUIET BIRDS IN CIRCLED FLIGHT.
I AM THE SOFT STARS THAT SHINE AT NIGHT.
DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY.
I AM NOT THERE. I DID NOT DIE.

NOEL (MEMAW) <NOELPLACE@MSN.COM>
TERRE DU LAC, MO USA - Friday, April 7, 2006 6:08 PM CDT
Just stopping in to 'listen' this morning. :) Love ya all!
Kelly <kethington@bhgh.org>
St. Louis, - Thursday, April 6, 2006 8:40 AM CDT
I can't even imagine the scare you went through with Hunter. Prayers are with you all!
Candice Behm <larcanril@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Friday, March 31, 2006 6:06 PM CST
Oh MY!!! Hunter, Mom and DAd, I hope these headaches go away very soon! I have a child who suffers from migraines and it is not fun! Have a child who suffers from sinus too. Not fun either!!! Letting you know that you have the right to be a "PSYCHO CRAZY MOM" Any time at all. I'm glad it's nothing worse than the sinus.


Love and prayers,
Nicky H

PLease pray for my buddy Carter,
http://www3.caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger/
WE love him so much,
Nicky H

Nicky H <three4me235@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, March 29, 2006 10:37 PM CST
Hey Haddock Family,
Glad to hear everyone is doing well. Sorry about Hunter's awful headaches. Glad everything is OK. I think of you guys often and you are always in my thoughts & prayers!
Love,
Marissa

Marissa Shilling <dancingmonkie93@hotmail.com>
Farwell, MI 48622 - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 3:28 PM CST
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Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca ~THE PRAYER BEARS~>
EDMONTON AlbertaCanada, - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 7:23 PM CST
Hi Alison,

Just checking in to say hi. Thanks for your update and glad that things are well! I think of you often, sending blessings and good wishes your way always.

Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Monday, March 27, 2006 11:04 AM CST
Blessings to you and the Haddock family. I hope Hunter is feeling better. Just stopped by to check on you all and, of course, was blessed by your messages. Love,
Elaine Riazi <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
St. Charles, MO - Monday, March 27, 2006 2:30 AM CST
Can not thank you enough for the fantastic, inspiring music you put onto this site ("I can only imagine" by MercyMe). A beautiful song and a perfect match to your daughter's beauty. One of the best songs I have ever listened to. Thanks again!
Frankinho <frankinho45@frankinho.de>
Berlin, Germany - Saturday, March 25, 2006 6:31 PM CST
Alison,
Oh Lord, the Dr. Hanson thing had my heart pounding like crazy. I am SO thankful that it was an ENT with the same name. What an unbelievable scare that had to have been. I am praying that Hunter get quick relief from the sinus headaches. I have also had them and they can be very painful. Have a good weekend.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Friday, March 24, 2006 11:24 AM CST
Hey Allison... I UNDERSTAND all about those sinus headaches and the pain they cause. Andy got them A LOT!!! Dr. Bob always did a facial x-ray, and then prescribed the antibotics and Flonase spray. When the headaches would first come on, Andy would BEG for Tylenol and his spray(and then go to bed)...he complained more about these headaches than he did all his 8 years with leukemia! I'll keep Hunter in my prayers! I'm sure all of us that have been thru what we've been thru tend to 'panic' a bit when our other kids are sick. It took Peter a full 22 months before he had his first 'major' accident (we were amazed it took that long!) but it was a BLOOD thing and I handled it pretty well. Didn't even rush him in for stitches! Now if the bruise last much longer... I just might go into panic mode! ;) God bless
jan livingstone (andy's mom forever) <jagl@htc.net>
- Wednesday, March 22, 2006 8:56 PM CST
You could not have had me on the edge of my seat anymore than you did. PTL for sinus infections. My heart is still in my throat though. We think and pray for you all everyday. Please stay happy and HEALTHY!!!

Lots of love,
The Mazur's

Tracey Mazur <tracey_mazur@hotmail.com>
Wrentham, ma - Monday, March 20, 2006 11:38 AM CST
Good Golly! What a stressful time in the Haddock home! So glad to hear that Hunter's headaches are sinus related (and hopefully, those rounds of antibiotics are starting to kick in now)! I can't imagine how worried you must have been. Extra prayers being sent your way for some peaceful moments these next few weeks. Love you all!
Kelly <kethington@bhgh.org>
St. Louis, - Monday, March 20, 2006 11:32 AM CST
Alison - What a "ride" for all of you, especially Hunter - hope he is better and your reactions and feelings are quite understandable - Whew......that's all I can say - oh and Thank God!!!
Mary Hussman <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
Kirkwood, MO - Monday, March 20, 2006 9:36 AM CST
Oh my goodness, Alison! I am so relieved that Hunter is okay! I hope he is feeling better with all of those antibiotics. Poor guy! I will be hoping for an illness free spring for the Haddock's!
Grace and Peace,

Kristy
Ballwin, MO - Monday, March 20, 2006 9:04 AM CST


Angel Katelyn’s Mum, Debbie < miraclegirl101@hotmail.com>
Wheatley, Ontario, - Friday, March 17, 2006 9:04 PM CST
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Just stopping by to let you know that you are in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
Sorry it's been awhile since I have been here.Have a good day and I will be back again really soon.

HAPPY ST.PATRICKS DAY

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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 7:10 PM CST
thinking of you, sorry it has been so long....
great news about the book.....

Angel Katelyn’s Mum, Debbie < miraclegirl101@hotmail.com>
Wheatley, Ontario, - Monday, March 13, 2006 9:59 PM CST
YES!! I am so excited that you will be featured in Anne's newest publication! I knew when I spoke with her way back when that you were the perfect person to contribute! :) Can't wait to see the book! (And the new web page too!)

Love you all!

Kelly <kethington@bhgh.org>
St. Louis, - Monday, March 13, 2006 2:11 PM CST
Dear Alison,
Thank you so much for your support, love and concern. You are a wonderful person and I am so thankful that our paths have crossed. I am sure that Alexandria's story as a part of the new book will be a blessing to many. I have not checked out the new web site yet, but will be doing so in the near future. Blessings to you and yours always.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, - Thursday, March 9, 2006 4:12 PM CST
Alison - just checking in and saying hello - I have been also following and praying for Chelsea Hebert - what a family of fighters - I too have been noticing a lot of pink in the sky at sunset - just wanted to say hello so you know that you are thought of and included in prayers.
Mary Hussman <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
Kirkwood, MO - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 1:05 PM CST
Yes, I did notice. I showed the site to my students today. I am trying to get them involved in activities to enhance the awareness of diseases among children. Anyways, also wanted to write and let you know you absolutely made my day. Thank you sooooo much. It made me smile so big--and I'm still smiling. I too treasure your friendship tremendously. I'll be in touch. And, of course, in the meantime I'll continue to lift you and your family up in prayer. Praise God for friends like you. Holy hugs & kisses! :)
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Monday, March 6, 2006 9:46 PM CST
Evening Haddocks!

Daniel was thinking of your beautiful family these past few weeks...we have had some ups and downs ourselves with one of our little people and for some reason it made him think of Alexandria.

I then looked at the date and realized that it was very close in time (by about 5 days actually) from when Alexandria earned her pink wings.

God certainly is amazing when he does things like that!

Praying you are all well and escaped the flu/virus stuff at school. Hugs & blessings to all of you.

P.S. How did you like JA?

The Eplett Family <knadn_eh@msn.com>
O'Fallon, MO USA - Sunday, March 5, 2006 10:33 PM CST
Hi Haddocks! It was great to see you all last night! What an amazing turnout! I am sure that Kailie and Alexandria were both looking down on us with great big smiles!!

Hope you all have a great weekend - lots of love and hugs being sent your way!

Kelly <kethington@bhgh.org>
ST. LOUIS, - Friday, March 3, 2006 8:27 AM CST
Hi Haddock Family! I check in often, but don't always leave a message. Thank you for the beautiful music (I Can Only Imagine). I think of Alexandria often, especially when I see a beautiful pink sunset. (There has been lots lately, have you noticed?) Take Care.
Cathy Yanez <gethsemanem1435@yahoo.com>
St. Charles, MO - Monday, February 27, 2006 1:28 AM CST
Thinking of you

^^HUGS^^

The Dobrowski's - Dave, Judy, Katie, Dana and another AML Angel ^Emily Ann^
<davidd@comporium.net............... www.caringbridge.org/page/emiann.....www.rainbowchildren.homestead.com>
Rock Hill, SC
Duke 5200 & CMC 7T Family, Rainbow of Hope & Cancer Sucks Club members
- Saturday, February 25, 2006 12:03 AM CST
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http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITEHUGS <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Saturday, February 25, 2006 2:15 AM CST
Alison & Family,

Just thinking of you and sending loving thoughts, wishes & prayers your way.
I loved your latest entry and as your words carry me, it's so very true: It's all about GOD. We are here for GOD. You and your family are perfect examples of just that! The more I learn to let go and surrender my will for God's will, the more at peace I am. Simple but not easy! And it's people like you Alison, who live by example that gives people like me the faith & hope to carry on!

Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Friday, February 24, 2006 10:25 AM CST
Your words go right to my heart, there is no worse agony than watching your child fight that battle only to hold her as she slips away. Your daughter Alexandria is beautiful. God Bless you.

www.caringbridge.org/page/alexandriasangels

holly
wa - Monday, February 20, 2006 5:00 PM CST
I sit here with goose bumps after reading the entry. You have amazing faith. You have to have it to make it through all you've been through & still be able to get up each day. I am so thankful you have God to help you through. What lucky children you have to have such wonderful parents that works in reverse though too what lucky parents to have such wonderful children. I've always loved that song. The words are so true. Praying for you & your family. Take care.
Candice Behm <larcanril@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Monday, February 20, 2006 3:50 PM CST
Grant and Allison,
Your amazing faith continues to be so awe inspiring to me. Thank you for being such a great example of Godly people. I'm sure Alexandria is incredibly proud of you!
You are continually in our prayers,
Doug and Cherie

Doug and Cherie <dcdanforth@charter.net>
O Fallon, MO - Monday, February 20, 2006 7:13 AM CST
Bless your hearts...
Amy <davysmama@comcast.net>
Sterling Hts, MI - Sunday, February 19, 2006 6:17 PM CST
I've been thinking about all of you this week.
Grace and Peace,

Kristy
Ballwin, MO - Sunday, February 19, 2006 8:07 AM CST
I'll mis you Alexandria, i'm glad you finally got your wings.
Madison Beirne <onoudidnt100@yahoo.com>
Ellsiville, MO United States of America - Saturday, February 18, 2006 10:15 PM CST
I pray for my best friend, Alexanddria, every night and long to see her again.
Abby Newsham <lancercheering12@yahoo.com >
st louis, Missouri United States - Saturday, February 18, 2006 12:05 AM CST
Thinking of you on this difficult week and remembering Alexandria as she celebrates another Angelversary in Heaven.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, February 18, 2006 9:03 AM CST
Alison, I am Grandma Sherrill, Cody's G-Mom, Eleasha's mom. I was reading eleahsa's update and though I am grieving for our boy - gone 6 months tomorrow, it touched my heart to the very core to know how you have helped and supported my kids through their time of loss - despite your own.

Your little angel is beautiful in her pics and I wanted to let you know that today her spirit lived on through me.

G-Mom Sherrill <sherrill_kinser@hotmail.com>
Plantation, fl - Friday, February 17, 2006 5:39 PM CST
Alison- what an utterly amazing last entry. as a mom, i think, how could i ever do that? i know it's not like you ever have a choice. but that unconditional parent love is so strong and it's amazing what we can all do for love. and i know you would do it all over again for sissy, letting her go and telling her to go on, to stop her pain and end the struggle. why is it that what our mind tells us also usually contradicts what our heart tells us.... but that is exactly why you are such a great mommy. my prayers are with you these last days. i know how you carried alexandria for so long with your own prayers and love, she now prays and carries you on this earth. your mind knows that one day you WILL meet again and what a day that will be... yet your heart still aches to hold her again. what an unbelievable journey and what growth you have made due to an unbelievable young lady. She continues to touch so many, now through you. God's will be done!
Alison, know that i think of you often and always with a smile on my face. thanks for the inspiration you give so many. i know it comes from a very special place, that place within you that no one can touch and continues to be fed by alexandria. that love can never die.

let's get together soon. i want to hear about your training for tahoe. if you need anything, please call or email, i would love to help.
sheila

sheila sellenriek <shsellenriek@hotmail.com>
wildwood, - Friday, February 17, 2006 4:16 PM CST
Hadddock family,
Praying for you as always, especially yesterday. Alison, you continue to amaze me with your journal entries, as always I am inspired.
Nancy Dalton

nancy dalton <nancyd106@charter.net>
Wildwood, MO - Friday, February 17, 2006 8:17 AM CST
Alison and Grant.
I'm sorry I couldn't get to a computer yesterday, but I was thinking about you and praying for you all day. I know how hard this journey is and I am always comforted when I visit Alexandria's site and read your entires. You are never far away in my thoughts and prayers. Hope your day was quiet and full of comforting thoughts. You did everything right for her. She is lucky to have such a loving, compassionate family.

Debbie Hallemeier, Mom to Angel Matthew, Forever Sweet 16
Matthew's Website
<Debbie54RN@charter.net>
O'Fallon, MO - Friday, February 17, 2006 7:57 AM CST
Went to sleep thinking of you...woke up doing the same...praying that today is a better day...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Friday, February 17, 2006 6:47 AM CST
God Bless you and your family. You are in my thoughts and prayers....
Kasey Gunde <topgund@aol.com>
Mount Holly, NC US - Friday, February 17, 2006 3:08 AM CST
Alison and family,
All I can say this evening is "I remember and always will". Thank you for touching my life with your precious Alexandria. She was so "chosen" to make a difference.
In His love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Thursday, February 16, 2006 8:54 PM CST
You all are in our thoughts and prayers today - just wanted you to know..


Linda and Phil, Sr.
Baton Rouge, LA USA - Thursday, February 16, 2006 7:32 PM CST
Alison, Grant and kids~

I was speaking about Alexandria to someone the other day and they asked me if I'd knew her. My heart breaks everytime I have to say "NO I didn't take the time." Today while praying at the cemetary for our gracious Lord to be near my dearest friends more today than ever, it occured to me that no I didn't get the opportunities that I would like to have had with Alexandria here on earth but I will someday and what a meeting that is going to be!!!!

Alison I don't know what I would do without your friendship. I have grown so much in my faith from what you write and our conversations. I feel like am a better mother, friend, and wife since February 2003. When I feel like "why me", "I just can't do this", etc... it never fails I get a phone call or an email from you. A nudge from God to slow down and to remember what is important.
Thank you!!! Thank you for sharing your precious sissy with me. Thank you for being my friend. Katie bug thanks you for Addison her best friend (just had to add that)

Know we are here for you guys anytime. You were in our prayers and thoughts all day today.

God Bless,


Dawn Dains <daisydains@msn.com>
Wentzville, MO USA - Thursday, February 16, 2006 6:44 PM CST
Thinking of you all today.. My heart aches for your wonderful family but please know that the Crowells love and care for you all so much!! Alexandria had the most amazing Mommy and Daddy as I am sure she knew!!!! Jenn
Jenn Crowell <jenncrowell6@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 16, 2006 6:38 PM CST
Hello Haddock Family ~ We just want you all to know that we are all thinking of each one of you and saying prayers that God will just hold and comfort you thru these sad sad days!!We love you! Shannon, Chuck, Phillip and Peyton Ray xoxoxox
The Ray Family xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxo <sraynstl@hotmail.com>
Dardenne Prarie, Mo USA - Thursday, February 16, 2006 5:34 PM CST
I know I just signed in yesterday, but since I'm sitting at home, I had time to come back by here today. Please know that I have been thinking of and praying for you all day today. HUGS and know that you're dearly loved. Blessings in Christ.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, February 16, 2006 5:28 PM CST
Tuesday at PSR Abby told the class about her very special friend who could see right into her heart. She misses Alexandria so much and is so glad she was able to know her. God bless you and your family. We are praying for you as always.
Ann Newsham <newsham6@charter.net>
- Thursday, February 16, 2006 2:56 PM CST
I think of you often, but especially today. May your sweet memories and love for Alexandria help you through these times.
Olivia
- Thursday, February 16, 2006 12:49 AM CST
Keeping you all close at heart today and saying extra prayers. My heart aches for you. Alexandria will always be remembered...not just on this day.
Ann O'Neil <ann@fjaproducts.com>
San Diego, CA - Thursday, February 16, 2006 10:55 AM CST
Dear Alison and family,
My thoughts and prayers are with you today as you celebrate Alexandria's angelversary. It's amazing, every time you think you have it bad, something or someone ALWAYS comes along to show you something different!!! I am so inspired to come here to be fed the word of God from you and I ALWAYS get what I need! As I checked your journal entry this morning, I then realized that it was 3 years ago today that Alexandria went to be with Jesus. Any pain or discomfort I had for myself, went out the window!! Thank you once again for showing us what the true meaning of FAITH & HOPE really mean!

Lynn <limbesi@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY - Thursday, February 16, 2006 10:53 AM CST
Alison, I know that Alexandria had the best mommy anyone could ever have had. I know that our girls are taking care of each other and my guess is that one froggy little Angel came to wake Alexandria up this morning with a kiss she got straight from you. I wish our pain was not so palpable. Alexandria is forever your girl and the fact that she is not gracing us here on Earth, only means the Heavens are that much more beautiful. Hugs to you my friend. I wish it wasn't February......
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (ELM/Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Thursday, February 16, 2006 9:59 AM CST
Thinking of all of you today and sending some extra prayers and hugs your way. Allison, your entry is remarkable! Alexandria is so blessed to have you as her mommy. :)

Love you all so very much!!!

Kelly <kethington@bhgh.org>
St. Louis, - Thursday, February 16, 2006 9:12 AM CST
Remembering you today and wishing you peace and comfort.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Thursday, February 16, 2006 7:50 AM CST
Thinking of you today....
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Thursday, February 16, 2006 6:31 AM CST
Thinking of you today. I cannot imagine your journey but I wish you peace on this day.
Kathy Adelson Laucius <klaucius@sbcglobal.net>
Houston, TX - Thursday, February 16, 2006 6:28 AM CST
Well...I thought I would have all of these great words of wisdom for you today...but I am at a loss...only tears find me this morning as I read through the guestbook entry youleft me and then my own words of rememberance once again...one way to know that God is using you is to read your own journal entry and cry :-) Who ironic is that? God sure is amazing...his ways are mysterious...but perfect...

As today approaches and the memories flood your mind...just remember you are not and never will be, alone...

Sometimes, especially on days like today...the enemy works double time...how perfect a quote from Alexandria "It's a heavy burden being a Chosen One."

I sure wish I knew why were chosen to stay and they were chosen to go...God sure must have great plans for our little ole lives...of course I have not the words that will ease your pain...but as the memories draw closer and turn themselves into nightmares...my only advice is arrest the thoughts that would otherwise consume...SCREAM AT THE TOP OF YOUR LUNGS, if necessary...

"Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the things of God, but the things of men." Matthew 16:23

YOU did everything you could possibly do to save Alexandria here on earth...never second guess your efforts...the whole trial was a journey...and God has great plans for your life...

If He didn't then the enemy wouldn't work so hard to keep you down...just look at everything you have done for me...and I'm not the only one...so as you grieve the loss of your precious, beautiful daughter today...know that my prayers and millions of others are with you...carrying you on the back of a unicorn and the wings of an angel...

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Thursday, February 16, 2006 6:20 AM CST
your journal is very heartbreaking i can't imagine ever having to go thru what you guys went thru that day. please take care
and know people are thinking of you.
Robyn mom to Nicole and angel PJ
www.caringbrisge.org/visit/nicole

RW
Petawawa, Ontario (Canada), - Thursday, February 16, 2006 5:53 AM CST
Your journal entry is just so heartbreaking and yet so beautiful. I'm sure as you say that God was with you that day, as you told your precious daughter to run to Jesus. It's something that we never ever want to be doing, and yet it is something that only a mother can do should it have to be done. You were so blessed to have Alexandria in your life, and I'm so sorry that it was only for a short time. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, February 16, 2006 2:21 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are certainly with your family. God bless.
Jill <jillplatko@yahoo.com>
Bradford, Pa - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 8:22 PM CST
Alison, Grant, and kids,
My thoughts and prayers are with you, as always, but there are more of them during this week. Nothing I can say or do will make the pain go away, and I know that. Hopefully, the love of friends and family will sustain you as you cope with this most dreadful of anniversaries.
Love,
Ms. Pam

Pam Passwater <saintlouis@dreamfactoryinc.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 7:43 PM CST
Allison and Family-
Thinking of you not only on this day but daily. My heart goes out to you all. Alexandria has a great loving family. Thank you all for your strength and courage. I wish I had more eloquent and smarter words to say....

Elizabeth <e_spehr_99@yahoo.com>
Washington, DC USA - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 3:04 PM CST
ALEXANDRIA, I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK AGAIN, TO INFINITY AND BEYOND, FOREVER AND FOREVER. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I CAN'T STOP CRYING. IF I COULD JUST HOLD YOUR LITTLE HAND FOR A FEW MORE MINUTES. IT JUST NEVER GETS EASIER. YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN. LOVE, MEMAW
NOEL <NOELKNOTTS@AOL.COM>
TERRE DU LAC, MO USA - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 2:35 PM CST
Alison - God's Blessings and Peace to all of you - Alexandria is holding you now, as you did for her three years ago -
Mary Hussman <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
Kirkwood, MO - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 11:22 AM CST
Hi Alison & Grant & darling, chocolate-decorated children,
still thinking of you and praying for you each day. Your journal is such a beautiful expression of love and grace -- I'm glad that you continue to write for yourself and all of us. Peace - Mary

Mary Morgan <bbillymog@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 8:52 AM CST
Alison, thank you for all of your wonderful support in the midst of your own trials. This journey brought us together and for that I am eternally grateful. I consider you a dear friend and I thank God for that friendship. I remember all the work and anticipation with you guys trying to look at Duke for treatment, etc. I was so ready for you to come and to get to hug you for real--be with you--see Alexandria make it through. I'm so sorry it did not go this way. I am glad she no longer suffers, but I know that you do--TREMENDOUSLY. All of us suffer (although to varying degrees) when someone of such character leaves this world. Praise God for the grace to share your story and the strength of the Lord that has been present throughout--sustaining you through every trial. Know that I am here and I love you dearly. Of course I will be praying for you a little more, especially this week. Blessings and love to you in Christ, my friend. I'll check back in on you soon.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 8:33 AM CST
Well don't feel toooo bad about not making it through the song...I haven't been able to make it through your journal entries or thoughts of Alexandria at all this week...CB does so much to make us feel like we know eachother...of course, since Cody we passed away we do...but I remember your updates from three years ago...I remember writing and begging you to go to Cardinal Glennon...hoping that they would try the drug Dr.K. had recommended even though St. Louis Childrens would not...I remember when it became clear that Alexandria would leave and I remember what a warrior you were then and continue to be now...I remember how just 2 and a half short years later, we endured almost the same issues...I remember how like my heart bled for you as you endured...your heart bled for me...I remember how I saw a picture of me with my own child that so much resembled a picture of you with your child that even in the days before life support, I knew that God had other plans for him...though I prayed so hard for the miracle here on earth...I remember running to my own child's bedside to tell him it was okay to go home...and I remember holding him as his heart took its last 4 beats...I remember when he came into this world...and now I remember when he left...I remember the amazing child that was Alexandria just as I remember my own amazing child that was Cody James...how awful that we have to come together this way but how amazingly wonderful that God gave us eachother so we could lean on someone here on earth for support...I appreciate you...I praise God for you, my guide through the journey...my friend...stay strong...the love God abounds.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 4:14 AM CST
Alison
Thinking of you again today. I so remember the last few days with Adam. We must have had 30 people in the room holding a piece of him as he died. They had a leg or a hand or just rubbing his head. I layed in bed with him for more than 12 hours holding him. Remember he was 13 and quit tall and heavy. The next day after he passed and I woke up I thought I had been run over by a mack truck. I wouldnt have had it any other way though. I was like you I told him to go. It was very hard to do but it just wasnt fair that he continued to fight so hard for us and was suffering so much. I still can not believe that my son is dead and that cancer killed him. It is by the grace of God that I get out of bed everyday and that we continue to live.
God Bless You

Ruth Trombino <ARTrombino@cox.net>
Westerly, RI - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 10:45 PM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Jeanne Johnston <kenziescause@hotmail.com>
Pevely, Mo - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 9:58 PM CST
happy valentine's day!!! you are in my thought alot these days...as is alexandria...just clicking on the site and seeing her beautiful face makes me smile..knowing her little sweet stories make me smile more. you are so right..how amazing that one little precious soul has touched SO very many people...and your faith..what an awesome witness. I share her story with others, too. So, even people who have never met her or read your website know about a sweet little angel named Alexandria who is dancing with Jesus now. Just like the song says,'I can only imagine..'
take care and blessings to you all,
Sincerely, Katy

Katy Davis <kdavis06@yahoo.com>
st peters, MO USA - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 9:29 PM CST



Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 14, 2006 8:29 PM CST
Alison and family,
Know that I am thinking of you as the anniversary approaches. Time can stand so still and yet fly past us quicker than we want while we have no control.
{{{HUGS}}}
Debbie

Angel Katelyn's mom, Debbie < miraclegirl101@hotmail.com >
Wheatley, Ontario, - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 8:10 PM CST
In my thoughts and prayers, especially this week...
Mary Hussman <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
Kirkwood, MO - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 10:40 AM CST
Thinking of you all this week and saying some extra prayers. Much love being sent your way this Valentine's Day!
Kelly <kethington@bhgh.org>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 8:37 AM CST
Remembering each and everyone of the Haddock's this week. May wonderful memories bring some comfort. Sending only positive thoughts and prayers your way.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 7:23 AM CST
Thinking of you especially today, knowing that every holiday without Alexandria is painful. I am glad that you are able to celebrate for the sake of your other children, but your strength to do so does not take away the hurt and emptiness you must feel. Praying for you.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 6:51 AM CST
Thinking of you....
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Monday, February 13, 2006 10:40 PM CST
I will be thinking of you and your family this week
God bless

Ruth Trombino <ARTrombino@cox.net>
westerly, RI - Monday, February 13, 2006 8:30 PM CST
Happy Valentine's Day to the Haddock family. I just wanted you to know that we still think of you all the time. I over heard Brett talking to his friend in the basement about Alexandria's painting. He told his friend, "Addison's sister died" His friend replied, "HOW?" Brett said, "I don't know but it's okay, she's in heaven!" I was so happy that Brett still remembers something from what seems to him an eternity. He was only 4 when we moved yet he still remembers. That is the impact that your family has had on us. We keep you all very close to our hearts!!!
Tracey Mazur <tracey_mazur@hotmail.com>
- Monday, February 13, 2006 6:08 PM CST
Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass,
Seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Ring out the bells again.
Like we did when spring began.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rest,
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass.
Twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.[x3]


In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, February 13, 2006 2:10 PM CST
You know...joy usually does come in the morning...sometimes only for a moment...sometimes for the entire day...my heart breaks as I remember your pain...as I remember your fight...never believing that just 2 and a half years later we would be kindred spirits...connected through a most horrible bond...yet surrounded by such an amazing grace...know that my heart is bleeding for you this week...this month...I pray that someone will be kind enough to allow you to sleep through February...and "wake up when february ends..." My thoughts, my hopes, my love, my prayers...if you need anything let me know.
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Monday, February 13, 2006 2:05 PM CST
I'm thinking about all of you during this difficult time. You are always in my prayers.
Grace and Peace,

Kristy
Ballwin, MO - Monday, February 13, 2006 10:09 AM CST
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Sunday, February 12, 2006 11:47 PM CST
I remember the pain and devastation your family was enduring at this time three years ago and my heart breaks for you...I never thought that such a short time later...or actually ever...would I be going through the same thing...I need you to know that your support has been without parallel...I have appreciated you so much these past few months...as the 3 year anniversary of the passing of your beautiful Alexandria approaches along with the 6 month anniversary of the passing of my sweet Cody James...I am left to question the reality of it sometimes...always knowing that the healing is complete...and if we ever prayed for anything...we prayed for that...I am grateful that the Lord saw fit to cross our paths...as I am not certain what I would do without a fellow traveler to lean on...you are inspiring...the Lord is amazing...He will use us in the midst of our darkest hours if we are willing...my heart breaks every single day...but I find comfort in and through the Lord...in and through the angels I have known on earth...in and through friends like you...let me know if you need anything...I lov eyou guys...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, February 12, 2006 8:05 AM CST
To Alexandria and her Family,
So sorry for your loss.Your daughter was a very beautiful special little girl and she will be sadly missed.She is a beautiful angel now that will never leave your side.

Love, Meghans Aunt Terri

Terri Schage <JT1988k90@aol.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Saturday, February 11, 2006 12:23 AM CST
Alison - if you ever doubted the value of your words and what your devotion to God, your faith and your tributes to Angel Alexandria mean to all who come to visit, those doubts must have vanished - poof! - I just finished reading Cindy Johnson's and Evan Murphy's entries and my heart is broken for them, tears are flowing (Cindy and Evan, you are both now in my prayers also) - but what peace and strength you have given them - and so many of us that have never met you or were privileged to know Alexandria - Alexandria led you to this mission - and in her memory and honor you continue to do her work here while she paints the clouds pink, envelopes you and your family with love and proudly turns to all in Heaven and says..."That's my mom!" Thank you - God Bless -
Mary Hussman <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
Kirkwood, MO - Saturday, February 11, 2006 10:36 AM CST
Spent most of the afternoon reading your story- my little girl has ALL - she is in the hospital and the doctors love to tell us how they "arent concerned" and we shouldnt be- how crazy is it to tell someone who has a depressed four year old with a combover and cancer NOT to be concerned???
I think we are very similar- I have days of anger, blind fear,frustration- and some of sheer gratitude, faith and wonder. I have seen people withdraw from us - as if Echo's cancer is somehow contagious- I have also seen others drawn to us- I am emotional and exhausted right now- i just wanted to thank you for sharing your journey - it helps - but i guess you know that.
May God Lovingly Bless
you can see my babies ( yours are beautiful) on caringbridge
visit "echomurphy"

Evan Murphy (MurphyPride Mom) <emurphy@monitronics.com>
euless, tx usa - Friday, February 10, 2006 5:16 PM CST
Just sending you lots of love and prayers...
Kelly <kethington@bhgh.org>
St. Louis, - Friday, February 10, 2006 8:41 AM CST
She is such a doll. Personality you reflected reminds me so much of my little girl. She also passed from Leukemia. God Bless You and Your Family. My little girl had her Lila the Unicorn (Barbie Swan Lake) when she passed.
Dawn Cepero - Caylee's Mommy - www.cayleeshope.com <dcepero@wfts.com>
Tampa, fl US - Thursday, February 9, 2006 11:33 PM CST
Thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers as you travel through this month of memories. I saw a pink sunrise the other morning and thought of Alexandria as she must be up in heaven with a paint brush in hand.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Thursday, February 9, 2006 8:07 PM CST
Alison,
As you can see below in Cindy Johnson's entry, Alexandria's work on this earth lives on through this wonderful web site that her mother keeps in her honor and memory. So many lives changed, including mine. Cindy, if you are reading this, please know that you are in my prayers.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Thursday, February 9, 2006 5:06 PM CST
Alison, I don't know where to begin. My husband and I used to live in the subdivision just behind your home there in Winghaven, and we could clearly hear your children out playing in the backyard, we were that close. You probably don't remember it but I did sign your guestbook and "introduce" myself to you once a very long time ago. I, too, have been one who has visited your journal from very early on, before you lost your precious daughter. I have never met you but know that you are an amazing person, mother, wife, daughter, sister, and friend. But even more than that you are an amazing child of God! In the midst of all of your sorrow and pain you always continued to love Him, to seek His love and His help, and to do things to honor and praise Him. Although we moved from Missouri in June of 2003, I have continued to visit your journal often, for it is very inspirational and awe-inspiring (although I've rarely left it with dry eyes). The reason I write this to you now (well...also because you asked for people to sign...) is because on November 30th of this past year I lost my my best friend and partner in this life, my husband Gary, to after surgery complications following the removal of a non-malignant brain tumor, but he had also struggled with more and more serious complications of diabetes. This has been especially difficult for me, since I find myself a "widow" (oh, how I hate that title) at 47 years of age. Alison, I just want you to know that your strength, your commitment, your continued love for and faith in our Father has been inspirational to me through the dark days I walked through with my husband, not only when he had kidney, heart, eye complications but certainly since the diagnosis and surgery for the brain tumor, and then, ultimately, since his death. I know you have always found comfort whenever other people have been helped with some "link" to Alexandria's death, and even though I didn't lose my child, I lost what I believe and have been told is another of the most difficult losses we ever experience, my spouse. I'm afraid I'm not getting my point across well enough, but I've read your journal all this time and have always been inspired by it and you. I know that until now I could only imagine the depth of what you were experiencing, and even still the grief is different for each of us with our respective losses. Please know I believe that your spirit, your faith, your unfailing love of God and the way you let Him help carry you and guide you through the most difficult times you will ever experience helped "guide" me when Gary was so sick and then when I was informed that he had died. And since. I am fairly certain that I would not have remained as steadfast and true to Him now, leaning on Him or letting him carry me over these past few weeks, had I not learned what I learned from reading your journals. So, dear lady, you helped a complete stranger you have never even met, and so did an amazing little soul named Alexandria who had the same committed, unwavering love for her Father in Heaven. What a gift you and Grant helped create to give to Him! I can only imagine how much God has her doing these days, and she is no doubt estatic to be doing it while she laughs, sings and dances with such awesome, beautiful angel wings!! Thank You, Alison, for sharing your journal and your family's life, for it truly gives love and support to others, even people like me that you and Alexandria never met. May God continue to let His Blessings flow to your home and to your life.
Cindy Johnson
Urbandale, Iowa USA - Thursday, February 9, 2006 2:55 PM CST
Hi Alison! Just a note to let you know that I'm thinking of you today and as Alexandria's angelversary gets closer. Your family will be in our thoughts and prayers in a special way on Valentine's Day - I hope it is a peacefilled day for you.
Love, Anne Jones (Benjamin's mommy) <brianj663@aol.com>
Pickerington, OH - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 4:49 PM CST
I remember the last half birthday as well...I am here for you even though I am not to good at getting back to you in a timely manner...at least not on e-mail...If you need anything, call me...a much better method for actually speaking to me...I know this month is yucky for you...and I pray that you are surrounded with the Love and Grace of Christ...not to mention the neverending love of your beautiful daughter...my thoughts are with you...just remember, some months, it's okay to just endure...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 6:01 AM CST
Dear Alison,
I DO remember the last 1/2 birthday that Alexandria had. I believe your pastor and his daughter came over and sang to her. If I am not mistaken, then Alexandria sang with her guitar and you posted pictures of her singing on that day. I did not realize last night when I left the message that it was her 12 1/2 birthday. I know she is at such peace and celebrating being in the holy presence of Jesus. Praying for you so much during February.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 5:12 PM CST
Hi Allison and family. I have been out of sorts lately, mostly from having two little ones under 3. Instead of offering advice, both of my sisters have been encouraging me to "check Alexandria's sight" for encouragement. Did you know you are providing free "THERAPY"?!
My sisters were right - After spending some time here, reading your journals, looking at the kids photos, reading the guestbook, I am feeling much better about life, love and raising children. Just seeing Alexandria's wonderful smile and knowing all of the love behind it when I opened your site was enough. Thank you, Allison and May God continue to bless you and your family today and every day.
Love,

Elaine Riazi <the16thpsalm@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 7, 2006 1:49 AM CST
Hi,
I just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you especially as the Angelversary approaches. Thanks for continuing to update us! I hope you enjoy your Valentine's Day!

Nina Hudson <ninaanddoug@aol.com>
Manchester, MO - Monday, February 6, 2006 9:06 PM CST
Ah Alison, once again as I went to Khalita and Eleasha's site tonight it looks as though we are following each other through CaringBridge. I had to laugh at the 75 year old "spinning" expert. Keep it up you will get there too. She has probably been doing it for quite awhile. I too live in a house with 3 boys and would welcome any invention of a self-cleaning toilet or aim mechanisms to attach to appropriate body parts that would improve "the hit"....if you know what I mean!! Take care. Lots of February prayers for all of the Haddock family.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, - Monday, February 6, 2006 8:53 PM CST
HAPPY 12-1/2TH BIRTHDAY ALEXANDRIA. I AM THINKING ABOUT YOU TODAY. YOU WERE SUCH AN INSPIRATION IN YOUR SHORT 9-1/2 YEARS. I WILL NEVER FORGET THE THINGS THAT I LEARNED FROM YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.
MEMAW

NOEL KNOTTS <NOELKNOTTS@AOL.COM>
TERRE DU LAC, MO USA - Monday, February 6, 2006 8:22 PM CST
Whoa! Another update! :) Just finishing up my lunch and thought I'd drop by and say hello! I'm picturing you and Johnelle at spinning and seeing that "spring chicken" riding away! LOL But more power to you all!

Love ya bunches!

Kelly <kethington@bhgh.org>
St. Louis, - Monday, February 6, 2006 1:36 PM CST
Good afternoon Haddock's! I am so glad that you still update this website. It is one of my daily web visits as I start my day--a habit now. I will be thinking of all of you as Feb 16 approaches. Every year is hard, I know. Thanks for the head's up on the bathrooms. You'd think with 2 brothers and a dad growing up I'd have remembered! At least Nathan's still in diapers!!I hope you are all staying healthy!
Grace and Peace,

Kristy
Ballwin, MO ` - Monday, February 6, 2006 12:10 AM CST
Alison - I so look forward to your updates and messages - thank you for your heartfelt words, your humor and your strength - I bow to you and your determination to train and ride in Kailie's Krew - Remember, there will be many Angels at that race to help you pick up the pace or just "pick you up" and put some wind beneath your wings......they all know about that .... special prayers and thoughts will be coming your way near and on February 16. What a gorgeous Angel God has with him.
Mary Hussman <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
Kirkwood, MO - Monday, February 6, 2006 10:37 AM CST
Hey...I tried to go visit Chelsea after I was done signing in and the site calls for a user name and password?
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, February 5, 2006 7:49 AM CST
Great update...I wasn't confused...but then I guess I am pretty much on the same broken wave as you are :-)

I hope that the training is continuing to go well...and maybe if I ever find myself back in shape again after spending the last 3 years in the hospital, I will attempt a bike ride...maybe a mile...probably never a hundred!!! Even though it be a joyous occasion for you to be reunited with Alexandria...I doubt that you will die...what is that old saying..."IF IT DOESN'T KILL YOU, IT WILL MAKE YOU STRONGER!" Here's for getting stronger in this life...

Stay well my friend...I will talk to you soon.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, February 5, 2006 7:48 AM CST
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Saturday, February 4, 2006 0:15 AM CST
Just a not to let you know your in my thoughts

Angel Katelyn's mom, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com>
Wheatley, Ontario, - Friday, February 3, 2006 0:06 AM CST
We (Vince and I) went to the Pearl' marrow drive. It was very touching to see the response of the community who so desperately want to do something to help these children. It was so easy to get on the list and the feeling you get from thinking you might be a match for someone who needs a bone marrow transplant is priceless. I encourage everyone to get signed up! Way to go on Tahoe! We will sponsor you, just contact us! Take care and God Bless!!

katy davis <katyd06@yahoo.com>
st. peters, mo usa - Thursday, February 2, 2006 11:14 PM CST
Hi, Alex & Matt are my cousins & I totally agree with you about how great would that be to get a call saying you are a match. I pray that day comes & more matches are found. You & your family are in my thoughts & prayers. Take care.
Candice Behm <larcanril@comcast.net>
Portland, OR USA - Thursday, February 2, 2006 3:47 PM CST
You go girl! :) I am so proud of you for taking on this challenge! I'm sure you will have a huge chorus of angels cheering you on as you train and on the day of the race.

Love you all so very much!

Kelly <kethington@bhgh.org>
St. Louis, - Thursday, February 2, 2006 8:38 AM CST
I read your story and it is truly and encouragment.
Audrey L.
- Wednesday, February 1, 2006 0:15 AM CST
Hi Haddocks!
Glad to hear your doing so well! Alison, Congratulations on being a bnone marrow donor match. I bet Alexandria is SO proud of her mom, that she continues to do such great things in her honor. Good Luck! You all are in my thoughts and prayers always! God Bless!

Marissa Shilling <dancingmonkie93@hotmail.com>
Farwell, MI USA - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 6:41 PM CST
Alison & Grant; You all have been so present in my mind and on my heart. I think of you often and woke up this morning wanting to 'check-in', as I haven't in quite some time. Once again, I sit in awe of you. AFter I've read an entry from you, I always have this urge to share your wisdom and gift of communication with anyone I know in pain...you are amazing and "I" always learn and take away so much as a mother and a person. I loved the pictures of the kids! They have grown! I'm thinking of you!
Anne Merten <amerten@insight.rr.com>
Westerville, OH USA - Sunday, January 29, 2006 6:44 AM CST
Allison,
Thank you for your inspiring words. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, January 28, 2006 4:03 PM CST
Hi Allison and family. Just checking in to say hello and hope things are well. Once again, I am inspired by your words...one of your God-given gifts. Take care and know that you will always continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless.

Katy Davis <katyd06@charter.net>
St. Peters, MO usa - Saturday, January 28, 2006 1:03 PM CST
Hello Haddock family. It's been a while since I've written but I do check in often. I too am on the registry for a bone marrow donor and can only imagine how you feel being a match! What an awesome gift you give. Now this family has more hope and a chance to beat this disease because of you. Congratulations and good luck. I will keep you all in my prayers. Take good care. Love, Lisa S.

Lisa Schwartz <jimlisaschwartz@centurytel.net>
- Saturday, January 28, 2006 7:11 AM CST
Oh Alison, I'm so proud of you! Congratulations for being a match and I am hoping and praying that this 15 year old will be a success story. Sending only positive thoughts and prayers your way.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Friday, January 27, 2006 12:26 AM CST
Just stopping by to listen before I start my day. :) Hope you all have a great weekend! Love ya bunches!
Kelly <kethington@bhgh.org>
St. Louis, - Friday, January 27, 2006 8:35 AM CST
Alison,
You wrote such a wonderful journal. It echoes my thoughts that I have had many times. Sometimes I feel that if were're too comfortable, we aren't living up to God's potential. We do need to step out of our comfort zone. I know that when we make a decision that God is guiding us to, it just feels RIGHT! And because it feels right, it's not really that scary.
The pics are great. Alexandria's tree is very pretty. The kids are getting so big!

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 11:33 PM CST
Guilty, guilty, guilty.....I'm here dozens of times a day and you would think I'd know better and sign in......... As always Alexandria is on my mind. Perfect, perfect girls we have :o) Love ya.....
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (ELM/Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 7:10 PM CST
Hi Alison,
You just wrote/hit another home run! It really is all about helping others, isn't it? That's why we're here, but few go to the lengths that you do. I love the logo thingie down the side. It says it all. I'm working ont the pink castle.
Love,
Ms. Pam

Pam Passwater <saintlouis@dreamfactoryinc.com>
Wildwood, MO USA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 8:22 AM CST
Hello, just came back to say hello. You are so right and nothing makes me feel better then helping others. I think I got that from my dad (who passed away of cancer), he spent the vast majority of his time helping others. I am so proud of him.
Angel Katelyn's mom, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com>
Ontario, Canada, - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 1:39 AM CST
You do have the gift of putting your words on paper. You so moved me in what you wrote. God does use us and has to mold us to do His will. We don't usually understand the road the Lord has us travel, but He will show us the way and led the way. Thinking of your family often
Anita Moore <armoore@charter.net>
Sikeston, MO - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 4:51 PM CST
You Truly Amaze me!! God has blessed you with a gift of writing and of being a great friend!I Thank him for bringing your friendship into my life!!! See You Soon!! Love, Shannon
Shannon Ray <SRAYNSTL@HOTMAIL.COM>
Dardenne Prarie, MO USA - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 3:24 PM CST
I was feeling extrememly frustrated when I came into work this morning - a friend of mine who isn't being such a good friend at the moment would be the culprit. So, I thought to myself "I must go and check the Haddock's website"...once again, you have helped me to refocus. I don't know how you do it, all I know is I am so grateful you do! Thank you Alison - for your thoughts, your wisdom, your friendship, for sharing it all with each one of us. All my love,
Kelly <kethington@bhgh.org>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 8:45 AM CST
ALISON, I AM ALWAYS SO PROUD OF YOU. WHAT A WONDERFUL TRIBUTE TO THE MEMORY OF ALEXANDRIA. HER MEMORY WILL LIVE ON FOREVER THROUGH YOU. HER BEAUTIFUL LIFE HAS CHANGED AND HELPED SO MANY OTHERS. SHE WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED AND REMEMBERED.
NOEL KNOTTS <NOEL_718@MSN.COM>
TERRE DU LAC, MO USA - Monday, January 23, 2006 6:40 PM CST
Alison - Several years ago I joined the Marrow registry because of my friend, Janet Sims. I moved to a new home and had never updated my information until today. After reading your entry, I immediatly went to their web site to update my information. Thanks for the reminder!
Tammy Holston <tholston3588@charter.net>
Birmingham, AL - Monday, January 23, 2006 8:30 AM CST
Your site is a lovely tribute to your daughter. May god bless you always.
Jennifer
BC Canada - Saturday, January 21, 2006 6:33 PM CST
Hi Alison- Years ago I was inspired by Alexandria to grow my hair for locks of love. It took forever but I finally donated my hair!!! I know 2 other women that donated their hair after seeing my haircut. It was fun to see an updated picture of Hunter. My son, Erick, was in first grade with Hunter at Green Pines. Your website is a wonderful tribute to your daughter.
Connie Neilson <connieneilson@yahoo.com>
Wildwood, Mo - Friday, January 20, 2006 9:12 PM CST
Hello! I came to your site from Brant's, who was,(IS), very dear to me and my family. I don't know the grief you are suffering, but I will pray for you, for strength and comfort from the Lord, and for you to feel the eternal happiness and health your daughter now has. I'm so sorry for your loss and wish you a peaceful day. Love, Kerri
Kerri <kerrih@iowatelecom.net>
Washington, IA - Friday, January 20, 2006 10:49 AM CST
Hi. I visit your site regularly, as I am checking on friends' pages. I see the links and visit you guys and say a little prayer for you and your beautiful angel, but never felt it was appropriate to sign. I'm not sure if I do now, either, but I felt pulled to write in here that I think of you and the other angels I've visited and want you to know I think of you and pray for your peace.
Jenn

Jenn K. <hyonhpyvyb2@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, MO - Friday, January 20, 2006 3:03 AM CST
I come here often for inspiration. Your angel's face and your words are often enough to encourage me to do more of what God would want me to do with my life.
Truly...all is well that is well.

Heidi Dempsey <dempseyh@ecsd.net>
Spruce Grove, AB Canada - Thursday, January 19, 2006 9:44 PM CST
Hello,
I check on Alexandria's site daily for updates, pictures, and to just see her smiling face. Just letting you know I am here, thinking about you and your family and praying for you. To have the courage that you have is unimaginable to me. THANK YOU for sharing your life and making me realize that we have so much to be thankful for everyday of our lives! You are amazing people!

Laura Foster <laura55foster@yahoo.com>
Eagle Lake, MN - Thursday, January 19, 2006 7:41 PM CST
I am so sorry for your loss. I got here through Katelyn's page (I think!) and wanted to tell you how beautiful Alexandria is. We will be praying for your family.
MaryBeth <marybethlefevre@aol.com>
Williamstown, VT - Thursday, January 19, 2006 5:11 PM CST
Hi Alison,
I hope Hunter is feeling better by now. Poor guy! The new photos are wonderful. Such beautiful children. I've been out of town, so I couldn't write sooner, but I do check on you all every day, though. I'm painting the turrets of the castle pink for next year's tree.
Hope to see you soon.
Love,
Pam

Pam Passwater <saintlouis@dreamfactoryinc.com>
Wildwood, MO 63038 - Thursday, January 19, 2006 7:55 AM CST
Hi Alison,

It has been months since I've signed your guestbook. As a matter in fact, it's been months since I've been to this website but as I read your journal entry for January 14th, it triggered thoughts that I've been having myself and had to sign your guest book.
2005 has been a very challenging year for me. I've been divorced for 5 months now and my teenage boys live with their dad. Their choice and I wanted to do what I thought was best for them so I did not fight that. At this time in my life, I am mourning the role as a mother, wife, lover, friend, although I do remain very close to my boys, I am not in their lives on a constant basis like I once was. And boy am I feeling the pain from that. Things are so different for me now. I am grieving the life I once had. I know time does heal but at this very moment, I surrender my will for God's will on a constant basis because that is what helps me get through my day.
I love the part in your journal entry where you wrote how can God work through you this coming year. I've been asking the same question myself. I know he has a plan and it's my job right now to live in the answer. I just want to thank you Alison, once again for being an inspiration to all of us here, who do come to this site to be fed God's word! Now that I'm moving forward with my life, I'll be back more often to check on your site! It feels good to be back! Thank you for keeping the FAITH!

Lynn
Long Island, NY USA - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 4:11 PM CST
Hello,
I am one who visits yet feel like an intruder and have always been reluctant to sign. Your request led me here to sign your guestbook and let you know my prayers are with you and your family.
God bless.
Mary

Mary Sweaney <mes@chapman-sander.com>
Manchester, MO - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 1:53 PM CST
Hello! I have been following your site and several other caringbrige sites. Thank you for sharing. God bless!
Cindy Wright
Tennessee, - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 10:35 AM CST
Alison, my dear friend,

Thank you so much for your encouraging and uplifting (and convicting) entry. You are right, it is not about what we want, it's about what God wants. It works out much, much, much (should I go on) better when we do things HIS way and not ours. I cherish our friendship and I am very thankful for you.

Your resolutions are good ones...much better than Jaren's. He keeps telling me that his New Year's resolution is to get save money and get a new cell phone. I guess the one he got for Christmas isn't good enough. We are working on teaching him how to be content!

See you at NLF!
Love,
Johnelle

Johnelle Rhines (Kailie's Mommy Forever!!) <jnjrhines@charter.net>
St. Charles, - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 8:41 AM CST
Alison,
Just to let you know that I still check on your family and pray for them. Sissy's tree is beautiful, but not near as beautiful as the picture hanging above it.
Love,

Debbie Nagy <nagyhome@sbcglobal.net>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 8:21 PM CST
Hi Haddocks,
Just wanted to let you know I check in every couple of weeks or so. Thanks for keeping us in the loop. I resolve not to be such a "stalker". As always you are in my prayers.

Ann Newsham
- Tuesday, January 17, 2006 12:54 AM CST
Just wanted to let you know I think of your family often and always keep you in my prayers. I hope God has a wonderful year in store for you. You all are so deserving of it! It would be great to see you again!
Nancy Balkenbusch <nbalken@aol.com>
Ellisville, Mo - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 12:41 AM CST
Oh my - as always, there is much happening in the Haddock household! So glad Hunter is okay - he was very brave to get those stitches! :)

You know, I typically don't make New Year's resolutions, but after reading yours, I think perhaps I will follow your lead...

Hope you all are doing okay - love the new pictures (especially the chocolate mustaches!) LOL Love you all!

Kelly <kethington@bhgh.org>
St. Louis, - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 10:26 AM CST
Hi Alison -- I visit Alexandria's page frequently but am guilty of not leaving a message. I just wanted to tell you how your words are inspirational. I always feel better after reading your journal entries – seems odd since you should be on the receiving end rather than providing inspiration to others. And in light of losing your precious Alexandria, you continue to keep moving forward. Hope your family has a wonderful and blessed new year.

Jean Bass <jbass@cbburnet.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 9:44 AM CST
I still come by to give you my prayers and to receive the inspiration and reality check. Peace and blessings to you.
Karen Gabriel <BKGabe@sbcglobal.net>
Ballwin, MO - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 8:50 AM CST
I'm not sure I've signed your guestbook before, but I followed Alexandria's journey from the start, and still stop by for your updates. I love your New Year's Resolution--it certainly has me thinking. The new pictures are nice--the painting of Alexandria is just perfect.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Monday, January 16, 2006 8:04 PM CST
I come every week-LOVE your resolution for 2006. That should be everyone's goal.
Kathy Adelson Laucius <klaucius@sbcglobal.net>
Houston, TX - Monday, January 16, 2006 2:10 PM CST
Hello,

I found your website just today thru Brenda's memorial site for her father. Your daughter was beautiful! I understand the pain that this brings, but I thank you for sharing your thoughts and memories with us, it does help knowing that there are others out there and we are not alone. We have also started a foundation for children with Aplastic Anemia, and it is very comforting to help others. I enjoy giving and the smile on these childrens faces when they recieve a gift is a feeling that can not be described. May the Lord bless you, and " Thank You ".

http://www.freewebs.com/stephaniesangels/

Jeffrey Ott/ www.caringbridge.org/wv/stephanieott <SLOJSW@AOL.COM>
pineville, WV USA - Monday, January 16, 2006 1:39 PM CST
Just to let you know - I was here and come often to read your words and hear the stories of Alexandria and her family and to take your messages to heart - I sent you "The Train Ride" my e-mail a few months ago - I am a friend of Jessica's - our angel on horseback - Thank you.
Mary Hussman <mch@herzogcrebs.com>
Kirkwood, MO - Monday, January 16, 2006 11:37 AM CST
I am so glad that your son is ok :) I loved the pictures of the kids - I cannot believe how much your children have grown!! btw - laundry is my arch enemy! Keep the faith - hugs and love
Elizabeth <e_spehr_99@yahoo.com>
Washington, DC USA - Monday, January 16, 2006 8:57 AM CST
You're right...its much better to stay away from hospitals. Glad everything turned out just fine. Hope the new year is going well for everyone in your household. Sending positive thoughts and prayers your way.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Monday, January 16, 2006 8:43 AM CST
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Thank for leaving the message in my Dad's guestbook.Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.Sorry to hear about Hunter I'm glad he is doing well.I'm also sorry for the loss of your beautiful Daughter and of your Dad.I will be stopping by again soon to see how you are all doing.Sending all my love and prayer's your way.I noticed it has been awhile since I have been here.I find when I save links in my favorites it someone has the same name they over ride the other and I lose the link.I have it now again.Thanks.
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Sunday, January 15, 2006 8:35 PM CST
Hi Haddocks,
Love the new pictures! Alexandria's tree is beautiful. So is the painting. I'm so sorry about Hunter. Hope he is doing better. I pray for your family every day! God Bless!

Marissa Shilling <dancingmonkie93@hotmail.com>
Farwell, MI USA - Sunday, January 15, 2006 5:13 PM CST
darling pictures of the family!!! i love the boys' mustaches!!! good family fun!
sheila sellenriek <shsellenriek@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 15, 2006 1:33 PM CST
I am so sorry about poor Hunter. I hope he is feeling better. He is a brave boy to have stitches!
Kristy
Ballwin, MO - Sunday, January 15, 2006 8:07 AM CST
You have an awesome family!
Christine A.
Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, January 14, 2006 8:42 PM CST
Oh good grief Alison! So glad to hear Hunter is doing ok now. Yikes, stitches!!!! They'd probably have to stitch me up after they scraped me off the floor. I do not like stitches!!!! Your journal entry was of course, beautiful, moving and hopefully will make everyone stop and think. Looking forward to getting together sometime this year.....
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com (ELM/Everybody Loves Meghan)>
Titusville, FL USA - Saturday, January 14, 2006 8:58 AM CST
Just letting you know that I came back again to visit your page.
Keep strong.

Angel Katelyn's mom, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com>
Ontario, Canada, - Thursday, January 12, 2006 11:04 PM CST
Hi, Stopping by to thank you for signing Leah's guestbook. Sissy is beautiful and I bet her and Leah are playing together and that she is being a big sister to Leah. I think you are right about the first year as I feel like there is a big block and that it is not really happening. Hoping your family finds strength in every day and some peace in knowing you are helping other families.

Blessings,
Karen
Kylie and Angel Leah's mommy forever (www.leahsjourney.com)

Karen James <pkkl916@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 8, 2006 7:59 AM CST
Hello Haddock Family,
Wishing you all a wonderful New Year. I hope the the flu bug stays away from your house. The five of us managed to come down with it all at the same time - and in an R.V. en route to Grandma and Papa's house for Christmas...ugh! Here's hoping 2006 is a healthy and happy year for everyone. As always, you remain in my thoughts and prayers.

Ann O'Neil <ann@fjaproducts.com>
San Diego, CA - Saturday, January 7, 2006 9:05 PM CST
Thanks for a hilarious story about the skating! It got my first day back to work after maternity leave off to a great start! I look forward to the pictures of Alexandria's tree.
Grace and Peace,

Kristy
Ballwin, MO - Friday, January 6, 2006 9:07 AM CST
Hi, I wanted to stop by and thank you for visiting our webpage and signing the guestbook. As you know it can be quite healing to read the entries.
Take care,
Debbie

Angel Katelyn's mom, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com>
Ontario, Canada, - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 10:58 PM CST
Wishing you a wonderful 2006. I'm glad you had a great Christmas with lots of fun family time. Alexandria's tree sounds breath-taking. Thanks for your beautiful updates, you are a talented writer.
Mary Lou Thomson
Exeter, ON Canada - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 9:08 AM CST
Happy New Year!!
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, December 31, 2005 4:04 PM CST
Hi Haddocks - just wanted to stop by and wish you all a very Happy New Year! Hope to see you soon!
Kelly <kethington@bhgh.org>
St. Louis, - Friday, December 30, 2005 9:06 AM CST
Thinking of you all and wanted to say "Hi". Thank you for the photos. I'll watch for the pink tree. Hope everyone is feeling better!
Cathy Yanez <gethsemanem1435@yahoo.com>
St. Charles, MO - Friday, December 30, 2005 8:03 AM CST
Just letting you know I love you and am very blessed by your friendship. Alexandria is most definitely never forgotten and I continue to pray for your family. Happy New Year!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, December 29, 2005 10:54 AM CST
Hi Haddocks - hope you all are feeling MUCH better and were able enjoy Christmas! Sending you all lots of love and prayers...
Kelly <kethington@bhgh.org>
St. Louis, - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 8:30 AM CST
Merry Christmas...I was so hoping that today would be "easier" but I find as the morning rolls forward...I feel an emptiness in the pit of my stomach...my heart feels overwhelmed with sadness...so in this time before the kids are up and going crazy...I am taking the time to pray, meditate...and visit some friends...I hope that you all have a wonderful Christmas...my thoughts and prayers are with you.

P.S. I received the new book...it is AWESOME...the authograph was really cool.

In Love & Prayer...Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, December 25, 2005 7:34 AM CST
Merry Christmas to you and your family. Hope all are well now. Alexandria would be proud of her pink Christmas tree.
Alice <asd507@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, AL - Saturday, December 24, 2005 3:52 PM CST
Merry Christmas, Haddocks.
I hope everyone has recovered from the flu and will be able to celebrate this holy season . . . by lots of eating! Can you tell I'm still on steroids for arthritis? I would love to come see Alexandria's pink tree. It's so fitting, so perfect for her, and so like you to think of it. I'll bet your little earth angels were happy to help decorate it for their Sissy. She's probably bragging to everyone in Heaven about it, don't you think?
May your holidays be peaceful and full of love.
Love, Ms. Pam

Pam Passwater <a.passwater@att.net>
Wildwood, MO USA - Saturday, December 24, 2005 2:15 PM CST
I hope you're all feeling better. Thinking of all of you during this holiday season. May you feel beautiful Alexandria's love all around you.

Much love...

Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, December 24, 2005 11:08 AM CST
Merry Christmas Haddock's! I hope you are all well and feeling better. I can't wait to see pictures of the pink ornament tree.
Kristy
Ballwin, MO - Saturday, December 24, 2005 10:21 AM CST
I was thinking of Alexandria and wanted to drop by to see how her family was doing. Sorry to hear everyone is sick but hope you are all on the road to recovery and feeling well by Christmas.
Wishing you a very Merry Christmas!

Kathy H. <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
T.O., CA - Thursday, December 22, 2005 0:29 AM CST
Merry CHRISTmas and Happy New Year!!

God gave your family to my mind tonight. Hope everyone is feeling better to enjoy the CHRISTmas spirit.

Anita <armoore@charter.net or www.caringbridge.org/mo/hollyemoore>
Sikeston, MO - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 9:36 PM CST

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