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I love you Bub!
Kaily Bowman <bkailygirl26@aol.com>
- Friday, October 19, 2012 9:47 AM CDT

hi--it's me
kathy ballou <kathy.ballou@yahoo.com>
manhattan, ks usa - Thursday, August 20, 2009 8:44 AM CDT

Bub I miss you soo much! I Think about you everyday! I wish you were still here with Bryan and I!
Angels

Without you

you were the heart of the party
you were always there
you fought until you couldn’t fight any longer
and you were always fair

Without you

you were everyone’s hero
you were hard to share
we always wanted to be around you
and your personality was rare

Without you

it seems like we all have nothing
but we know you soul still lives
and now there will be no more suffering
even though we’re all...

With out you
Kaily (sis)
- Tuesday, August 4, 2009 1:12 PM CDT

Bub I love you sooo much and think about you EVERY day! I miss you and wish you were here with Bryan and I!

Angels

Without you

you were the heart of the party
you were always there
you fought until you couldn’t fight any longer
and you were always fair

Without you

you were everyone’s hero
you were hard to share
we always wanted to be around you
and your personality was rare

Without you

it seems like we all have nothing
but we know you soul still lives
and now there will be no more suffering
even though we’re all...

With out you
Kaily (sis) <bkailygirl26@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 4, 2009 1:08 PM CDT

Bub,
We are getting ready for the Light the Night walk this weekend. I still remember the year, 8 years ago that you walked 3 miles just 3 short months before we lost you. And for this , I will always walk! It seems no one stops by this page anymore but I know they do and remember you often. If you stop please say "Hi"
Love you forever, Mom
Kim Bowman <robert.bowman1@att.net>
- Thursday, October 16, 2008 7:42 AM CDT

Hello, to the Bowman family. I havent seen this page in years. I havent seen any of you in years either. I am so sorry for your losses of Jamie and Bonnie. My heart breaks for you all. I know they are both in a better place. Your family has always been special in many ways. You are all so close. We cannot always understand the reason for things, but we can have peace knowing they are with the Lord who will take better care of them than we ever could. He knows what he is doing. Trust him and live for him. It is amazing to see what he will do in your life. Even in hard times. We cant see the "Big Picture" he is working on. He is the Creator of all, who came to earth as Jesus, and paid the ultimate price for us. No Love Greater will there ever be. in everything you do......think of Him first! He deserves our every minute.

Love you all.....

Jeff
Jeff G <hondageek@hotmail.com>
Marysville, OH USA - Sunday, December 16, 2007 6:10 PM CST

We just dropped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, June 18, 2007 11:23 AM CDT

Sorry I didn't post on Robert's birthday this past Wednesday. I know how much remembering her means. May our gracious and merciful Lord continue to bless you abundantly with His comfort, His peace, His hope; may His awesome presence and Robert's be made known to you in a very special way and may the thought of being with him again in Heaven soothe and encourage your hearts.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 7:57 PM CDT

Bub
Today would be your 21st birthday, it is so hard to believe you have been gone six and a half years. You would be so proud of your brother and sister as they are growing up and maturing so. Your best friend Drew lost another friend but by his own hands and I think of you who fought so hard to live. I feel you are probably even more at rest with your Grandma by your side. I miss you both so very much. Happy Birthday Baby!!!
** if anyone reads this that knows how I can get in and update this site, please e-mail me and let me know. As many of you know Bonnie was the one that kept the site up, any help would be appreciated.
Kim Bowman <robert.bowman1@att.net>
Worthington, OH - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 9:28 AM CDT

Dear Jamie's family
I'm so sorry for your Loss
My son Jacob lost his battle with AML the day before his 14th Birthday so our boys are around the same age
I know how much you miss your Jamie and always will
Fly high in heaven Jamie happy healthy and pain free
with Love Jacob's Mum

Jacob's Mum Our Aussie^i^Jacob
Australia - Thursday, May 17, 2007 11:31 PM CDT

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viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, March 18, 2007 12:33 AM CDT

I just love visiting this site, as I do regularly, and seeing Jamie's gorgeous smiling face!
I greatly miss Bonnie too and take comfort in the fact that they are both together.
Rob, Kim, Bryan and Kailyn- I hope you are all well and I would love it if you could contact me if you get a chance, as I have have no other way to contact you. Thanks!
Take care
Love & hugs
Liz & her precious gang
XO XO XO XO XO
the Cruickshank family <muzlib@aapt.net.au>
Melbourne, Vic. Australia - Tuesday, January 30, 2007 6:38 AM CST

Dear Mr and Mrs Bowman, my name is Oliwia,
and I'm from Poland, I was surfing via the internet aimlessly and accidentaly found your son's website, I have never spent so much time in fornt of a computer screen, I was reading James's story and I was crying, It touched my heart and soul...and I felt that I have to write something (years of learning English paid off) I can only imagine how hard it's to look at your child's suffering, but I'm sure that James is a beautiful Angel (he was one here on Earth)now and he is watching over you in Heaven-an ultimate cure for cancer which may have taken his health but didn't touched his love, faith and strenght. It's just a matter of time when you meet him again. He reminded me how precious life is and I'm grateful for that,It's amazing that your little warrior still touches so many hearts, even those that are millions kilometers from your country :) I'll pray for you and your little Angel, I'm sending hugs and kisses from Poland :)

Oliwia <olive2@vp.pl>
Poland - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 2:51 PM CST

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.

All my love,

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 10:31 AM CST

You are in my prayers tonight on the eve of Jamie's Homegoing. What a comfort to know that, while they are not by our side and we definitely miss their presence, they are safe, whole and rejoicing in ways we cannot even imagine in the presence of our Lord. May your faith in our Lord's precious promises continue to bless and encourage your hearts.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna
Alt Springs, FL USA - Monday, December 18, 2006 6:31 PM CST

Truly awful. A massive waste and a huge shame. I am 14 years old and I have learned from this terrible story just how precious life is. In future, I would like to dinate some money to a charity to help sufferers.
Ben <benaucott@hotmail.com>
Coventry (Nuneaton), N/A United Kingdom - Monday, December 11, 2006 2:41 PM CST

I still have the last email Bonnie sent me before her death. I lost Bella's wesbite address but hope all is doing well with her. Your family has endured enough grief.
Chris & Gooch
Share the Love.org <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, October 22, 2006 2:24 PM CDT

I was posting this picture on Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello", I hope the collection went well.

Lots of love

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Thursday, August 24, 2006 6:06 AM CDT

Bonnie and Jamie are in our hearts and in our prayers. We miss them even though we never met them.

Lots of love,
Katie (Hayley, Hunter and Taylor's mom) <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 10:58 PM CDT

Hope you guys are having fun up there we think of you often.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, August 14, 2006 10:26 PM CDT

I think of Bonnie all the time and wonder how the family is doing. Hope you're making it okay. I never knew Bonnie personally but we had some great emails going between us. Take care
Carol James
Castalia, Oh Erie - Friday, July 28, 2006 1:14 AM CDT

I'm so sorry to hear of Bonnie's passing, and your tremendous loss. She's with Jamie and they're both having a wonderful reunion...no more suffering and no more pain.
Bonnie put up a great fight. She did everything she could do, and we're all very proud to have known her.
Debbie <Debbiefix@aol.com>
Wallingford, CT USA - Sunday, June 18, 2006 7:32 PM CDT

Hi & Please accept my condolences on your recent Loss of your Sweet Bonnie * Tears are flowing here in southern Missouri * She will be Missed * But she is Hugging & kissing her Sweet Jamie now as we speak Dancing together in Heaven,
Love,
Debra a Cyber friend from All-Kids list long Ago.
Debra <dabra4789@aol.com>
- Friday, June 16, 2006 8:20 PM CDT

Hi & Please accept my condolences on your recent Loss of your Sweet Bonnie * Tears are flowing here in southern Missouri * She will be very sadly Missed * But she is Hugging & kissing her Sweet Jamie now as we speak Dancing together in Heaven, I'm sending Prayers to all who Love her & Miss her so the road without her will be Smooth.
Love,
Debra a Cyber friend from All-Kids list long Ago.
Debra <dabra4789@aol.com>
- Friday, June 16, 2006 8:18 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Jamie. bet you and Grandma Bonnie are having one hell of a reunion
Chris Gooch's mom Share the Love <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 5, 2006 10:17 PM CDT

I am so sorry for you whole family. Please know there are many people holding you in prayer-Bonnie and Jamie will always be in your hearts. Love The Melkonians
Darlene Melkonian http://www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko <melkonid@comcast.net>
Gaithersburg, MD - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 7:22 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear that Bonnie passed away. I will always remember her big heart and the kind words she had for everyone on ALL-Kids. I know that she is thrilled to be with her beloved Jamie now, but I will miss her.

With love,
Katie, mom to Hayley, Hunter, and Taylor <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Monday, May 29, 2006 10:50 AM CDT

We are so saddened by the loss of Bonnie. It has been a while since I last talked to her (online). We will be keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers. May God comfort you knowing that she is in heaven with Jamie.
Karen Brown <synergyn@bendbroadband.com>
bend, OR USA - Sunday, May 28, 2006 11:49 AM CDT

I am so sorry to learn of Bonnie's passing. May she rest in peace and rejoice in being reunited with Jamie. May her memory be eternal.
With deepest sympathy,
Donna Guarton (ALL-KIDS) www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Sunday, May 28, 2006 9:52 AM CDT

Our prayers are lifted to another beautiful angel in heaven.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Saturday, May 27, 2006 11:18 AM CDT

Bonnie was my sister-in-law. I was able to be with her before she died and then to return to Ohio with my sister for her funeral.

The respect and love that the community showed was wonderful. So many people attended the visitation, as well as her funeral. So many beautiful flowers and cards were received. Neighbors brought food and mowed the lawn and offered to do anything else to help.

Her husband, children, grandchildren, nieces, nephews and other relatives were all a testament to the quality of her life. She was a good woman.

I am so proud to have known her and to have had her in my life and in our family, and am especially thankful for all of the years that she loved and took such good care of my brother, Rick.

Rick made sure that everything was perfect for her funeral and he made sure that she was buried near her precious grandson, James (Jamie to us).

Please keep Rick in your prayers as he adjusts to life without the love of his life.

We'll keep her memory alive too.

Linda Ward <linda.ward@utsouthwestern.edu>
Lewisville, TX USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 4:00 PM CDT

I will miss Aunt Bonnie very much! Today we will show our respects and tomorrow she'll be buried with her beloved James. Our mother passed away three months ago and as sick & weak as Aunt Bonnie was, she came to show her support and love. She even went to Portsmouth, to visit our mom's grave with Pops, Uncle Mike & Ruth.

She was a great woman, who truly will be missed. My heart & prayers go out to the entire family.
Pam Wellman <pamv018@aol.com>
Reynoldsburg, OH USA - Sunday, May 21, 2006 12:07 AM CDT

As Bonnie would have it....I am lighting a special candle this evening to honor them both. I remember Bonnie being so proud of the Jammin' James Grape Jelly candle. It truly has more special meaning than ever now. Rick, please know that we are with you in every thought. Thank you for sharing your Bonnie & family with us.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Friday, May 19, 2006 11:11 AM CDT

A world without Bonnie is like a world without sunshine. She was a very special lady and we'll miss her every day. Our prayers go out to Rick, Rob & family, Kelly & Isabella. I know she is happy to be with her Jamie again. Thanks for all the love you shared with us, Bonnie.

Barbara Auxier <bauxier@earthlink.net>
Fullerton, CA - Friday, May 19, 2006 9:37 AM CDT

Bonnie I cant believe you're not here anymore. Your grandchildren, esp Isabella, I keep in my prayers... but I know you must be overjoyed to be with Jamie again.
Chris Gooch's mom <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 18, 2006 9:23 PM CDT

Jamie, I know you're up there "With Open Arms"....my thoughts & prayers of comfort are with your entire family today. Another day of heartache for us all....

Vicki Hoffman <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Thursday, May 18, 2006 7:02 PM CDT

LETTING YOU KNOW THAT YOUR THOUGHT OF ON MOTHER'S DAY.KEEPING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S ALWAYS.

A Mother's Day Wish From Heaven

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.

I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA

, - Saturday, May 13, 2006 0:11 AM CDT

We are thinking about you today.

Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Friday, May 5, 2006 11:28 PM CDT

Dearest Bonnie
My thoughts and prayers are with you as you go in for your operation. Also with your family and the medical staff looking after you. Strength and courage to all.
Look out for something coming via 'snail mail'!!!
Loads of love & hugs
Liz & family XO XO XO XO XO

the Cruickshank family
Melbourne, VIC AUSTRALIA - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 7:41 AM CDT

Bonnie,
Thinking about you and your family often and sending lots of prayers for a smooth and successful surgery. Lots of love
Erica ( Jesse's Aunt from ALL group)
Erica <Jetocurly4@yahoo.com>
Troy, MI - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 6:47 AM CDT

We are praying that everything will go well with your surgery.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 1:42 AM CDT

As always, Bonnie, we will be praying for you. But we will ask for special attention from our two special "angel boys" on April 26 to guide your surgeon. Just remember that we all love you!

Thanks for lighting the candles for Mike.

Barbara <bauxier@earthlink.net>
Fullerton, CA - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 10:42 AM CDT

We are always praying for you.

Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Saturday, April 1, 2006 11:38 AM CST

Bonnie, Bella is getting so big and beautiful, where has the time gone, I cant believe she is 4 already now. I hope things are going well for you, am sorry to hear things are rough right now and pray the steroids help bring down the swelling. It must be so hard to not remember and be able to keep track of things, you were such a vibrant old gal!! I remember us both trying to get pictures on the main page way back when, years ago, long before caringbridge made it easy!!! I am glad you got Jamie's ribbon from the tree, I was happy to do it and will do it every year with Gooch's.
Chris Goochs mom <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 30, 2006 9:28 AM CST

Hello!
My name is Oleg and I am writing you from Latvia. Just want to express how I feel. Reading story of your beloved child really helped me to recognize what is a real value in this world. I am on a challenging time at a moment.I lost girlfriend, I loved so much. I thought it could not be harder in my life! I have no job... and future is remain unclear for me... I lost part of my self confidence. As a result someone I really loved is out of my life... It is sad and desperate. It is really heart your soul when you are rejected by someone you really love. But in fact, all problems I just faced is nothing... compare with blood cancer. My wound will be definitely healed or maybe I will restore something I lost. But I think loss of a beloved child can never be healed... Life is the only pure value. And Love is a value making your life happier. And if you are able to bring love into your own life and share it with someone beside... that's a moment when you put meaning into this life.
Oleg Virsis <oleg1979@inbox.lv>
Riga, Latvia E.U. - Thursday, March 30, 2006 5:01 AM CST

Hi Bonnie!

Just wanted to remind you that we love you and we are keeping you in our prayers. We need a positive response from your doctors this time around. Rick, give her a big hug for us - Please! You guys are the best!

What little bit of California sunshine we have, we'll send your way!

Barbara (www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike) <bauxier@earthlink.net>
- Wednesday, March 29, 2006 5:06 PM CST

Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca ~THE PRAYER BEARS~>
EDMONTON

, - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 5:19 PM CST

Hi Ya Bonnie, Its Bill.(erics dad) How about a high five as we call it,Been thinking about you,my eric would of been 21 last nov 26th, Geeze ,Did we really make it Bonnie,or was this just a bad dream and we will wake up at any time, Please e-mail me ok sweet lady, I've been concerned about you,Since we last talked, I had my prostate removed tumor and all, and im sporting a new hip too, geeze its great these golden years huh? love ya, Bill Heavens
Bill Heavens <Hope4Kids2@aol.com>
Mesa , AZ USA - Sunday, March 19, 2006 0:16 AM CST

Just popped by to check on you.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 5:02 PM CST

Hi, just wanted you to know I care, God will renew your strength.Jesus loves you,Monie
Monie Martin <monie48m@yahoo.com>
Livingston, La. USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 5:07 PM CST

THE PRAYER BEARS

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Saturday, February 25, 2006 2:25 AM CST

Hi Bonnie,
Hope you are starting to feel good now that you had your last chemo treatment and starting to get your strength back. The James Angel Pin is just beautiful!
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Thursday, February 23, 2006 0:17 AM CST

Jamie was definitely the brave warrior. Just reading your website, I could feel the love you have for Jamie. Close your eyes when you next go outside and feel that gentle breeze. That gentle breeze is Jamie's spirit, telling you that he is loved greatly. Whenever you hear the wind in the trees, it is his spirit talking to you.
Jenny McGrorey aka "wuvs Jen" <bonkers@pacbell.net>
San Francisco, CA USA - Saturday, February 18, 2006 2:41 PM CST

Hi Dear Sweet Bonnie & Family * I Love you & Jamie & think about you all the tyme * May God Bless you & Keep you safe...... & Sending you all big Warm Loving HUGS from your friend {{{{{HUGS}}}}} we moved to a farm in mo.& are enjoying the peace & Solitude it offers - but we miss some of the comforts of city life & our cyber friends....May you regain total health again since your chemo is finished & your shingles are resolved...you are Loved & always in my thoughts & Prayers.....May God Bless you all now and Forever.
Love,
Debra
>^..^<
Debra <dabra4789@aol.com>
- Wednesday, February 8, 2006 12:01 AM CST

Thinking of you all today. Bonnie, I hope that you are gaining back your strength. Remember it takes baby steps...so keep treading. Wishing you all the best in this New Year and your family is deep in our hearts.

Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Thursday, January 19, 2006 6:15 PM CST

Dearest Bonnie
I'm so sorry to read that you haven't been well. Try and stay strong. I know your precious Jamie is watching over you and supporting you through everything.
My love and thoughts are with you always.
Love & hugs to you and all your precious family
Liz & her precious gang from Down Under
XO XO XO XO XO
the Cruickshank family
Melbourne, Vic. Australia - Monday, January 16, 2006 2:34 AM CST

Thinking of you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Thursday, January 5, 2006 2:30 AM CST

Merry Christmas, Bonnie, Rick & Family! We think of you so often and pray for your recovery. You are such dear people and mean so much to us. We feel so honored to have been blessed with such great friends. It's amazing that something so good could come from our boys' disease. Five years seems like yesterday. Mike was just getting his BMT when we heard about Jamie. Mike was too weak to be told about his friend. We have cried a lot of tears together over the years, and I'm sure they are still flowing. This is an extremely difficult time of the year for all of us. But now we have to focus on getting you better. We'll send you some goodies to fatten you up. Take care and we pray for a happy, healthy 2006. Lots of love............

Barbara Auxier <bauxier@earthlink.net>
Fullerton, CA - Thursday, December 22, 2005 6:32 PM CST

Dearest Bonnie and all your precious family,
Thinking of you all on Jamie's anniversary of entering heaven. So hard to believe it's 5 years. Thank goodness no one can ever take your precious memories away. Cling to them and they will keep Jamie close in thought and spirit.
Take care and best wishes to you all for the holiday season.
Love and hugs
Liz, Murray, Adam, Joshua and Bethany
XO XO XO XO XO
The Cruickshank family
Melbourne, Vic. Australia - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 5:56 AM CST

We know how devastingly painful these days can be. Not that any other day is less painful but the relentless edge of reliving this day and those that led up to it cuts so very, very deeply. On the eve of Jamie's Homegoing we pray that our Lord abundantly bless you with His comfort, hope and peace. We pray that your mourning to be turned to joy by His precious promise of Heaven and by the knowledge of Jamie's presence in His Glory. We also pray that our Lord may bless your body with His healing touch and give you much needed strength, relief and rest.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Sunday, December 18, 2005 5:37 PM CST

Praying hard for you guys.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 11:30 AM CST

Thinking of you all. I hope you all have a Merry Christmas.

Ron,Tammy,Emma and Dylan Hall
www.caringbridge.com/page/emmahall
Tammy Hall <hallrontammy@msn.com>
Medina, OH USA - Monday, December 12, 2005 6:30 AM CST

I just popped by to see how you were.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Friday, December 2, 2005 11:36 AM CST

Hi,
I just found your site through Cancer Warriors site. I have a 4 year old daughter who has Tcell ALL. I just want to tell you that I will keep you in our prayers.
Aurea Vila www2.caringbridge.org/mexico/dani/ <aureavila@att.net.mx>
Mexico, D.F. Mexico - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 8:06 PM CST

Hello friends,
Wanted to let you all know that I'll be thinking about James and your family tomorrow on his monthly anniversary. I'll be sure to light "his" special candle in his honor & memory. We need to catch up a bit. E-mail when you have a chance. I know things have been pretty hectic.

Much love & well wishes,
Vicki Hoffman - www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Friday, November 18, 2005 3:18 PM CST

Dearest Bonnie
Thinking of you so often and hoping you are feeling okay. I LOVE visiting this site and seeing Jamie's beautiful face. His smile and courage will be etched in my heart forever!
Much love & hugs to you and all you precious family,
Liz & her precious gang XO XO XO XO XO
Cruickshank family <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, Vic. AUSTRALIA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 6:52 AM CST

That is great that you raised that money,I am thinking of you and praying for you guys.Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 11:05 AM CDT

Sorry to hear you arent feeling so great there Bonnie.
Its a bad time for fundraising with everything thats going on in the world now, so dont feel badly.
Chris Gooch's mom
- Saturday, October 15, 2005 9:43 PM CDT

I stopped by to say we are thinking about you today.
Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Thursday, September 29, 2005 11:33 AM CDT

I was thinking of James and thought I would drop in to say "HI" to his family.
Kathy H.
T.O., CA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 11:25 PM CDT

Another month goes by without our loved ones. Thinking of you today, as always. James holds a special place in all of our hearts.

Love,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Monday, September 19, 2005 5:58 PM CDT

wanted to stop by and see the new pictures, as well as read what you have written. Thanks for continuing to share Jamie's story as well as what people are doing in his honor. I am sure that he will be pleased, as he is looking down on everyone right now.
Jacob Barlett <jacobecopnrail@yahoo.com>
Toledo, OH - Sunday, September 11, 2005 3:53 PM CDT

Nineteen already, unbelievable. But as we were saying, Jamie will forever be 14. I know you guys have had your share of ups and downs, and a lot of the downs, and the loss of a huge part of your family is something you can never get over. But he is there in spirit, as a grandson, son, brother, uncle..
Chris Gooch's mom
- Monday, September 5, 2005 11:40 AM CDT

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, September 2, 2005 8:22 PM CDT

Thinking about you all today. I will be lighting James' Grape Jelly candle...it's tradition. Wishing you peace, health & happiness.

All my best,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Friday, August 19, 2005 5:13 PM CDT

Dear Bonnie and Family of James,
James was one lovely, courageous young man. I know I will always think of him because my Maiden name is Bowman, and a daughter has this in her original name. What a lovely graduation day you gave him. I know he was with you. Read Allison DuBois' "Never Kiss Them Goodbye." He may not have been with his graduating class marching, but he's there, from Heaven watching, feeling only goodness and happiness. What a love he was here, and he's holding a place for all in his family.
Love Always, Liz/Pugmom (from NHL Board)
Liz Finkelstein
- Sunday, August 14, 2005 5:56 PM CDT

I just stopped by to check how things were going.Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Friday, August 5, 2005 1:31 AM CDT

Just wanted to come by and say we are thinking about you today.Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Friday, July 22, 2005 2:24 AM CDT

Hi ya Bonnie ,long time no hear,Thought you might be interested in the last 5 yrs of my research mission.As we both know, we are much to far from finding that elusive cure,BUT. Awareness on the cause of Childhood cancers are widely known, My site here vividly expresses this,I hope you pass it along to others,As Im sure both my Eric and Your Jamie up in heaven,would want moms and dads to know this information, Love Ya, and I hope things are going smoothly for you.. Bill Childhood Cancer Causation. http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/ChildhoodCancerTheCause/
Bill Heavens <Hope4Kids2@aol.com>
Sacramento, Ca USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 3:45 PM CDT

I just read your story...so sad.
I too, lost my son just prior to his 6th birthday...this was in 1982.
I am so sorry for all of us who have lost our children.
Blessings to you.
-Lauren
http://groups.msn.com/ChristophersRainbowProject
Lauren Lucas
Plymouth, MI - Monday, July 18, 2005 7:07 AM CDT

I WAS TOUCHED WHILE READING THIS WEB PAGE. I TOO LOST A SISTER TO THIS DISEASE. YOUR FAMILY AND JAMES WILL BE IN MY PRAYERS. GOD BLESS YOU!
CHRISTINE <CKANE_885@HOTMAIL.COM>
CHICAGO, IL USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 11:32 AM CDT

Hello Bonnie, wanted to stop by Jamie's webpage, and see how things are going with you and all.
Jacob Barlett <jacobeconrail@hotmail.com>
Toledo, Ohio - Thursday, July 14, 2005 1:03 AM CDT

Wish you were here to enjoy the 4th of July with all of us. We all miss you dearly and think of you always. Love eternal.
Uncle Mike
- Sunday, July 3, 2005 2:24 PM CDT

Just came by to say hi,what a beautiful angel you have.
Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, June 13, 2005 2:27 AM CDT

Bonnie and family, it is so hard to lose a child at any age but, one so young will hurt deeply. For your pain, I wish there was something to make it go away but understand how much it hurts. My daughter was only 24 with 3 boys when she was taken. Today would be a very special day for Jamie and you, and the best part is that it still is, just not in the same way. I believe God is giving him the best birthday party anyone has ever seen, due to how much love for him that is here on earth. Happy birthday Jamie! I hope to meet you one day as I feel we are all one big family, and I pray for the ones left behind.
Diana Zambory <dzambory@ec.rr.com>
Newport, NC United States - Sunday, June 5, 2005 11:35 PM CDT

Lifting you in prayer the eve of James' 19th birthday. I pray you will know the compassionate presence of our Lord at this time as He holds you close and that you might be blessed with His peace that passes all understanding in a very special way.
In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 8:25 PM CDT

Thinking of you on this "special day"
Deborah Davidson http://www.angelfire.com/mi4/jessica1995 <drld959@charter.net>
rockmart, ga us - Monday, May 30, 2005 9:12 PM CDT

Dear family of James, We read about the loss of your son.
Reading about him made us smile and made us cry. Thank you for sharing his courage and his love for life with us. Love, Lexi and Rachael
Alexis Dominguez and Rachael Mohler
Plantation, FL USA - Saturday, May 28, 2005 8:16 PM CDT

I'am so sorry, I loved him too.
Diana Vickers <bobsharon98@juno.com>
Wheelersburg, ohio - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 6:35 PM CDT

Thinking of your family today and always. James is sadly missed, but always loved by his family and friends. Hugs to you all.

Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 6:20 PM CDT

Just coming by to see how you are doing.
Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 4:35 PM CDT

Bonnie, hoping this finds you doing better and enjoying little Bella. Happy Mothers Day to you
Chris & Gooch
- Friday, May 6, 2005 11:24 PM CDT

Sending lots of "Mousey Love" to you today,

Love

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Thursday, April 21, 2005 9:09 AM CDT

Thinking of your wonderful family! I know you miss your beautiful boy, as much as we miss ours. Love from our family to yours.

Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Monday, April 18, 2005 6:37 PM CDT

What a handsome boy!....he was so lucky to have a wonderful famiy.
Im a passer by...just reading his website...Again...what a wonderful family!
amy <amy415s@aol.com>
pembroke pines , fl - Sunday, April 17, 2005 9:11 PM CDT

I wanted to come by and say we are thinking of you today.
Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Friday, April 15, 2005 11:13 AM CDT

God Bless your Boy..
I just got done entering my daughter's journal page found your site under Caring bridge.
I am so sorry for your loss.
He truly seemed your angel on earth while he was here.
May those cherished memories of him stay vivid in your mind & heart always
A Caring Visitor
NY USA - Monday, April 4, 2005 11:58 PM CDT

THINKING OF YOU TODAY. STILL PRAYING FOR YOUR FAMILY.

CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/WV/FREDAFOX
RUTH <BLUEEYED_FEMALE@MSN.COM>
HINTON, WV - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 9:51 PM CST

HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK

Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, March 26, 2005 5:10 AM CST

What a beautiful poem.Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, Ab Canada - Thursday, March 24, 2005 12:44 AM CST

My son was diagnosed 8-15-99 with the same High risk T-Cell. We are fighting and not giving up. He is doing well now, we still have 2 more years of waiting to see if all the Chemo worked. Thank You for your story.
Stephanie Regan <jsregan@cox.net>
El Cajon, CA US - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 3:09 PM CST

Thinking of you all and sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
(forever loving our precious angels)
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN. PA USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 12:52 AM CST

oh boy, James was just thrilled to be driving, look at his face!
Chris - Gooch's mom
- Saturday, March 12, 2005 10:38 AM CST

What a journey and your right James is truly a hero I am so sad for your loss.Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Sunday, March 6, 2005 11:53 AM CST

CAME UPON YOUR WEB SITE WHILE SURFING THE WEB.MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL.I LOST MY 7 YEAR OLD NEPHEW IN 2005 TO A BRAIN TUMOR.WE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.WE HAVE TO BELIEVE THEY ARE ANGELS IN HEAVEN AND WE WILL SEE THEM AGAIN.
carla martell <carlamartell8@msn.com>
NOVA SCOTIA, CANADA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 12:29 AM CST

Thats such a nice photo of Jamie. :) Praying for all of you today.

~Joanne’s Corner~

~Bridge of Dreams ~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 10:34 AM CST

This is my first time to visit Caringbridge website and access to James' accidently, and I actually was moved with James'story. May God bless you all!
Nhung <nhung_nguyencam@yahoo.com>
Hanoi, Vietnam - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 10:50 PM CST

I was just thinking about Jamie today & it's so nice to have this website to pull up & see his beautiful face. I was happy to read the article Bryan Michael wrote about Kids for Kamp! Bryan is turning into an awesome young man! I love all of you very much! I know we don't get a chance to see each other, but always know that we love you and think of you often. You are always in our prayers.
Pam & Rick Wellman <pamv018@aol.co,>
Reynoldsburg, OH USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 9:30 PM CST

Stopped by to let you all know that there are others out here on caringbridge that share in your pain and emptiness, and that wish you well. Praying for all of us parents that have lost a precious child and those still going thru the agony of fighting the on going battles for life. GOD BLESS. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
(FOREVER MISSING OUR PRECIOUS ANGELS)
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, uniontown pa usa - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 5:04 PM CST

Happy Valentines Day to all!
Love & hugs
Liz, Murray, Adam, Joshua & Bethany
XO XO XO XO XO
the Cruickshank family
Melbourne, Vic. Australia - Sunday, February 13, 2005 4:41 AM CST

I just can't imagine!
Hugs and oodles of prayers!
Mary Slade <mar-e@rogers.com>
Guelph, Ontario, Canada - Thursday, February 10, 2005 6:42 PM CST

I cant even image the pain of losing a child,i am sorry for the lost and know he is in a better place.
Amiee <aengels222@aol.com>
- Sunday, February 6, 2005 8:15 PM CST

hey, i have never meet Robert but i read his story. i was looking for my friends page becuse she was resently diegnosed with cancer too. she sounds just like Robert fun happy very nice. every body at my school has put forth a lot of cummunity service to help cancer pationts. i am really sorry about this tragic moment. hopfully they will come up with a ure for cancer soon so no child will haev to suffer! i send along my best wishes.!
fighting friend! <ellen@thekingdomfamily.com>
wilmette, IL us - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 6:24 PM CST

I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. YOUR FAMILY IS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.

CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/WV/FREDAFOX
RUTH <BLUEEYED_FEMALE@MSN.COM>
HINTON, WV - Sunday, January 23, 2005 11:26 PM CST

God bless!
angel jen
Caremail Website
angel jen <angel.jen@mymacs.org>
Burns, TN America - USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 11:35 PM CST

Hello to all!! Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about your family today. I plan on lighting James' special candle tonight as we honor him.

Love & hugs from warm & sunny (finally!) California,
Vicki Hoffman - www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 4:28 PM CST

WOW Bryan! I loved reading about you helping with the Christmas party. You are a *STAR*! We have a similar organisation here in Australia called "Challenge" and we love helping out with them. We are lucky to have organisations like this in our lives and it's the wonderful volunteers like you, who help them to function and do such a great job for kids with cancer and their families.
Keep up the great work!
Love & hugs to all you & your precious family, especially your Grandma Bonnie!
Liz, Murray, Adam, Joshua & Bethany
XO XO XO XO XO
the Cruickshank family
Melbourne, Vic. Australia - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 5:20 AM CST

I wanted to come by and let you know that I remember Jamie often. I have his picture in a small album of Katia's that we look through often. I just don't get around to guestbooks as much as I used to. He will never be forgotten. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug

Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 11, 2005 8:31 PM CST

Hi,
I'm so glad that you got to help out at that Christmas party. I'm sure you brightened up the lives of lots of other kids. :)

~Joanne’s Corner~

Care Mail!

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 3, 2005 9:13 AM CST

Two many people have to face this horrible battle - it's the absolute worst when it's a child . I'm so sorry for your loss.
Susan Steven
Wichita, KS USA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 12:17 AM CST

hi
stave <laurencherry@sncglobal.net>
las vages, navad - Monday, December 27, 2004 12:40 AM CST

i don't know you but i am so sorry of what you went threw and my friend is going threw it right know but he made it threw his sergery and now he just has to go to cemo every other week.where did he have it . my friend had it in his leg and had a bone transplant on Septemper 28 2004. I am so sorry you sepnt a nother christmas with out your baby.
Maybe he had a good christmas in heven but i thing he would want to sepen it with his family that he had.plase e-mail me back on were he had the cancer.

alec cherry <accherrypropertiesd@sbcglobal.net>
st.louis, mo town and country - Monday, December 27, 2004 12:37 AM CST

Thanks for helping with the KnK Christmas party Bryan...Me and my family were there. I remember James and at one of the Christmas parties he wanted an OSU item from the door prizes on stage. He was full of smiles when your families name was announced and the OSU thing he wanted was still available. I can rememeber being glad that he got the item. I was surfing the Star Angel site and saw his star and clicked on it and it took me to your Caringbridge website. Wishing your family a happy holiday season and knowing James is smiling and watching over you all!
Sherrie Dunn <www.caringbridge.com/oh/abbiedunn or sherrie_d@treca.org>
Morral, OH United States - Sunday, December 26, 2004 10:57 PM CST

Just wanted to stop by and let you and your family know that we are thinking about you and sending warm wishes your way.

Love and prayers,
Apryle www.caringbridge.com/pa/victort
Apryle Flinko <mansroom36@aol.com>
Pgh, PA - Monday, December 20, 2004 8:38 PM CST

Hello everyone. This is a very sad day for me, as i'm sure it is for many others whose lives James has touched. Remembering all of the great times I had with him always gets me through, and makes me feel better about hard times I'm having in my own life.
Drew "Drewbaby" Shafer <Drewbaby0000@aol.com>
Worthington, OH USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 5:22 PM CST

May you wrap yourself in the warm memories of James love and laughter. Wishing you peace this holiday season.
Judy Pamer www.caringbridge.org/pa/karl
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Aliquippa, PA - Monday, December 20, 2004 3:30 PM CST

Thinking of your family and sending cyber-hugs. May God's peace heal your broken hearts.
Belinda Armstrong www.caringbridge.org/mi/wilson <BelindaStamps@aol.com>
Battle Creek, MI US - Monday, December 20, 2004 2:19 PM CST

Thinking of James and keeping your family in our thoughts and prayers today and always.
Love,
Katarina and
Amy Hausman <amyholli1@yahoo.com>
Naperville, IL - Sunday, December 19, 2004 11:19 PM CST

As joyful as this time of the year should be I'm sure it is very difficult for the family. Bryan --I'm sure you brought a lot of joy to some very special children at the Kamp party. That is so sweet of you! Hope you make some wonderful memories this holiday season.
Pat and Isaiah Bingham ~~~Isaiah’s Journey~~~ <patricib@umflint.edu>
Swartz Creek, MI - Sunday, December 19, 2004 9:47 PM CST

Merry Christmas Bub, We all love you and miss you very much. Not a day go's by that I don't think of you and wish you were still here with us.
Uncle Mike, Rudi, Christina, and Buddy Boy
Galloway, Ohio - Sunday, December 19, 2004 6:59 PM CST

Sending my love and ongoing condolences to your entire family on this day.
Terry Nordbrock, mom of Linus from ALL-Kids
Tucson, AZ United States - Sunday, December 19, 2004 6:22 PM CST

Bryan, What a great brother you are! I am sorry about James but it seems you have grown into a special, caring person. I hope my children will be like you.
XXOO, Marey and Cali Ali
Marey, Ali's mom <kteachermom@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 19, 2004 4:56 PM CST

James sounds like such a great kid and a wonderful family he had also. Thank you for keeping us up to date with all that you are doing. Thinking of you on this day.
Mary and Alex Ziegler <mary.ziegler@comcast.net>
steilacoom, WA USA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 4:36 PM CST

Sending thoughts and prayers to you and your family today.
Audra, Keegan's mom <audramama@yahoo.com or http://www.caringbridge.org/co/keegan>
- Sunday, December 19, 2004 3:41 PM CST

Thinking of your family especially today. Our prayers are with you.
Katie, Hayley and Hunter <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 3:18 PM CST

Thinking of you this holiday season.

Love, hugs, and forever moving FORWARD...
Eva and Rodney <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 19, 2004 3:02 PM CST

Bonnie, Rick, Rob, Kim, Kaylie, and "B" --
Just this morning on our way to church, Nick was remembering this day with sadness. But we're remembering, too, Jamie's infectious smile, his incredible courage, his valued friendship. Surely Jamie is the most compassionate angel in Heaven because he understands suffering and loss...and the enduring power of love. Jamie -- and you -- are in our thoughts and prayers today and every day.
Margie (Fusco) and Nick (Kovach) <mjfusco@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 19, 2004 11:34 AM CST

I love you Jamie and I miss you a whole lot. I sit and look at your picture sometimes and begin to remember the funny times we all had together and then I cry. I still can't believe you left us behind to miss you this much. We will all see you someday. Keep riding your bicycle in the sky.
Love,

Aunt Kelly
Worthington, ohio - Sunday, December 19, 2004 11:26 AM CST

Our thoughts and prayers are with you. I think of James as all of our's "Giant" Angel. I know he is a great Ambassador and is doing God's work, watching over all of us as our guardian Angel. I know he is in a perfect world and I am happy for that but so sadden for the loss that his family feels and their grief. GOD BLESS THE BOWMAN FAMILY.
Love, The Mallory's
Gretchen <gmall1@aol.com>
Worthington, OH USA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 8:01 AM CST

We know your sorrow, pain and ever-present sense of loss. As James' Homegoing anniversary draws near, we pray that our Lord will continue to pour upon you His comfort, peace and hope.
In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com
Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 6:36 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY To Rob!!James,Bryan and Kaily's daddy and my loving wonderful son.

Love,
Mom
Columbus, Ohio - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:26 AM CST

HI!MY NAME IS SHEENA SCOTT ,I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS AND TRULY KNOW THE PAIN ,I LOST MY 3YR 3MOS 8DAYS YR.OLD BROTHER TO LUKEMEIA (ACCUTE)HE LASTED ONLY TWO WEEKS AFTER WE FOUND HE HAD IT , IT WAS IN 1959, I WAS ALL OF 9YRS OLD THE PAIN IS STILL , THEN IN JANUARY 27,1999 I LOST A 11MO 25 DAYS OLD GRANDSON ONLY 7 DAYS TILL HIS FIRST BIRTHDAY TO SCIDS, I SEEN THE MOVIE OF THE BOY IN THE PLASTIC BUBBLE THINKING HOW AWFUL ,DLYAN CARL SCOTT WAS OUR GRANDSON ,NAMED AFTER MY BROTHER WHO DIED FROM LUEKEIMA, WE ALSO HAVE A GRANDSON WHO SURVIVED SCIDS DYLAN'S BROTHER JORDAN DALE SCOTT WHO WAS BORN BEFORE DYLAN ,NOW 9YRS WITH FULL IMMUNESYSTEM, MY BROTHERS NAME IS CARL PRENTICE ANGELL JR.HE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL ONLY 2 WEEKS BEFORE HE DIED,I'LL KEEP YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS SINCERLEY SHEENA SCOTT
SHEENA ANN (ANGELL)SCOTT <schakita12@bellsouth.net>
CYNTHIANA, KY UNITED STATES - Thursday, December 9, 2004 2:52 PM CST

Hi Kim,

This is a beautiful way to remember James. I will remember him and your whole family during my run.

Love, Cynthia
Cynthia MacKenzie
Worthington, Oh - Monday, December 6, 2004 7:32 PM CST

Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful boy's story. My heart goes out to you. Much love and prayers for you to stay strong.
Melanie <mflorence@sympatico.ca>
Toronto, ON Canada - Saturday, December 4, 2004 10:22 PM CST

Found your site through another. It sounds like James was a fighter. I am sure he is remembered and missed by many.

www.caringbridge.org/oh/paigehaney
Tina Haney <lilgirlie43920@yahoo.com>
East Liverpool, Oh USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 8:40 AM CST

Thank you for visiting Katie's site and signing her guestbook. Jamie certainly was a beautiful young man. We will be keeping your family in our thoughts and prayers during Jamie's anniversary and the holiday season which must be difficult for your family.
Love,
Katarina and
Amy Hausman <amyholli1@yahoo.com>
Naperville, IL - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 12:42 AM CST

You've got a beautiful angel looking over you :)
marlene ~~Friends of Allie~~ <mrlnsoto@sbcglobal.net>
ontario, ca usa - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 2:33 AM CST

Thinking of you guys, as the holidays approach especially...
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 9:33 PM CST

Dear precious family, although I do not know you I have so much love for you! What a beautiful child he was! On the golden roads he is walking now taking breaks by sitting on Jesus' lap! God Bless You!
Amy Jones <Nearly_Katya@Yahoo.Com>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 4:41 PM CST

Hello to everyone!

Thinking of you guys even more so on the 19th of each month. Hope you all are doing well!

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman - www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Friday, November 19, 2004 5:56 PM CST

Wow what a sad story. I am a 14 year old girl who has also had a friend age of 19 die of hodgkins. After watching her go through everyuthing and to see the suffering in her eyes, i knew that when god took her to heaven, she had earned her wings. Your story truly touched my heart and brought memories back to me. God bless you and your family, and i will keep your son in my prayers.
Carrie
- Thursday, November 18, 2004 5:17 PM CST

That Coach is one amazing person!!!! I loved what one of his "sons" wrote about him. I can totally relate because my son attempted to join a no cut football team in middle school this year. The coach was only concerned with winning the game and not to teach sportsmanship. That was a shame. You son was truly loved by all. those memories are priceless.
Haley <haleymo@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 11, 2004 6:46 AM CST

way to go on collecting so
much money in honor of Jamie.

sending you lots of love
to a wonderful family

craig, lauren and helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, November 9, 2004 9:29 AM CST

Hi,
Just wanted to pop in and see if you guys are doing ok. :) Still praying for you!
~Joanne's Page~
Care Mail!

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 27, 2004 1:59 AM CDT

I WAS READING ABBEY STUARTS PAGE WHICH LED ME TO JOANNES PAGE WHICH LED ME HERE. I JUST WANTED TO SAY IM SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT JAMES. MY COUSING RUBY WAS DIAGNOSED WITH A.L.L WHEN SHE WAS ABOUT SIX MONTHS OLD. SHE IS NOW 2 1/2 SHE HAS ALREADY HAD 2 BONE MARROW TRANSPLANTS .. THERE WERE A FEW TIMES WHEN THE DOCTORS SAID SHE WOULDNT MAKE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT. BUT SHE IS ALIVE AND DOING PRETTY WELL TODAY.. I ALSO HAVE IDENTICAL TWIN FRIENDS BACK IN 1996 WERE BOTH DIAGNOSED WITH MEDULARY THYROID CANCER ONE OF THEM LINDSIE DIED ON APRIL 2, 1998 SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND FOR 15 1/2 YEARS SINCE WE WERE 2 YEARS OLD. THE OTHER TWIN MY BEST FRIEND HAS BEEN IN REMISSION FOR OVER 6 YEARS NOW AND HER DOCTOR JUST TOLD HER THAT THERE IS ONLY A 5 PERCENT CHANCE THE CANCER WILL EVER RETURN.. SHE HAS TWO BEAUTIFULL AND HEALTHY CHILDREN.
AMBER
OGDEN, UT USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 2:58 PM CDT

Hello to all,

I'm checking in from work right now. It's pouring down buckets of rain...and it never rains in Southern California...lol!! Tonight I will take a few moments to pay tribute to James, lighting a special candle. Hope you all are doing well and ready for winter.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA USA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 5:25 PM CDT

Hi!
I'm glad you had a great light the night walk. Thinking of you and your family.
~Joanne's Page~
Care Mail!

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 11, 2004 8:06 AM CDT

Hi Everyone!

It was so exciting to read about your successful Light the Night Walk. You're doing great work!! I know our boys continue to be proud of our work with the Leukemia Society.
Looks like you had an awesome crowd!

Love you!

Barbara (www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike) <bauxier@earthlink.net>
Fullerton, CA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 12:00 AM CDT

Dear Grandma Bonnie, I just wanted to stop by and thank you for the nice message you left on Cameron's site. I can't tell you how much it meant today for me to read that. May my prayers also lift you and your family up.
Jeanie mommy to Angel Cameron www.caringbridge.org/mt/my.little.cam/

Jeanie <mylittlecam@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, September 28, 2004 7:04 PM CDT

Hi Grandma Bonnie!
Just thinking of you, Jamie and the rest of your family today. Hope that this note finds you feeling well.
Julie Ruttinger (mom to Keaton 11, dx 12/98 Tcell ALL, OT 4/02) <jjkk3@comcast.net>
Tecumseh, MI USA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 10:38 PM CDT

Hi Bowman family... just got an update from Grandma Bonnie and wanted to let you know we are thinking of you... now and always.

Katie, Hayley and Hunter <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 2:47 PM CDT

Hi,

I came across your page and I just wanted to let you know that I was deeply touched by your site. I am very sorry for your loss and I will keep all of you in my prayers.
Brynn's sister www.caringbridge.org/pa/brynnwlodyka
Bree Wlodyka <Bree.A.Wlodyka@gsk.com>
Drexel Hill, PA 19026 - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 7:40 AM CDT

Hi guys,
It's the evening of Sunday the 19th here in Southern California. I just wanted to drop you a line to let you know that I was thinking about your family this evening. I'm going to go light a special candle in James' memory.

Hugs to you all,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 11:54 PM CDT

What a touching essay by Nick. It truly brought tears to my eyes. Even though Jamie is no longer here with his father, his dad has left a wonderful legacy in loving and coaching all of those boys as if they were his own sons. God bless.
Love,

Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Saturday, September 18, 2004 7:50 PM CDT

You are never far from my thoughts.Missing you.
Worthington Ohio
Worthington, Ohio - Monday, September 13, 2004 1:28 PM CDT

Hi guys,

Thinking about James and your family today. I will light my special James' Grape Jelly candle tonight in his remembrance. Hope all is well with everyone.

With love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 6:42 PM CDT

Hi Grandma Bonnie!! I just saw your post on the ALL-Kids list and wanted to come by and say THANK YOU for all the tireless fundraising you have been doing for our kids. :) Someday every one of our kids will survive this rotten disease, thanks to people like you that make the research possible.
Katie, Hayley, and Hunter (ALL-Kids) <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Monday, August 16, 2004 5:45 PM CDT

Hi ya Grandma Bonnie,Hiya Jamie too,Cause I know somehow your reading this from up above.Long time no see Bonnie,I kinda sit outside the lists these days,Seems that I got to the point,that I had too many parents and kids with leukemia to deal with,and found much difficulty trying to stay caught up.(as Im sure you might know,lol)Seems like only yesterday,when Jamie relapsed that second time , If you remember,I had just buried my son Eric (age 16 1/2.Eric went to heaven very quickly after his relapse it was on April 25th Drs told us of the relapse,and his high blast numbers,sent us home,and told Eric and I that, Eric only had 3 months to live,But on the ride home,he asked that I not tell his mother, or she would keep him secluded in his room for the rest of his life,Of course I agreed with him,took him over to his girlfriends house,where he laid the bad news on her and her family,seems like we shed many many tears that day.the next morning eric couldn't get out of bed, i had to carry his steriod 170 body to the car and take him into emergency, dr then said he had less then 30 days,(pancreas filling fast they said.then on the following day it was down to 48 hours,,he just laid therein that hospital bed for the next few days,with the morph pump going full blast, i gathered his girlfriends,Yup you read that right, lol girlfriends,(which he himself found out that day that they knew each other...kinda hilarious moment for all of us.,it was surely erics last big laugh here on earth (lol)im sure he told Jamie about that when Jamie arrived in Heaven.just before Christmas..:( I often wonder, and Im sure you do as well Bonnie.. About what all our angels are doing now up there in heaven,I know their souls are still with us,and Im sure you feel that as well,But its their presence,Their flesh,their laughter,that we all miss,its been 4 years ,and theres not an hour that goes by in a day,that the realization of our losses,dig deep within us.. well i better stop here lol, ill have the ones reading this spoiling their makeup lol.Its been a great privledge knowing both you and Jamie for these last 5 years on here.Im almost done with my new Website here at Hope4Kids2,I want you to feel free to suggest any additional information to it that you would seem fit for it..I wanted it to cover everything from A-Z,although much of my priorities for this new site, is based on the causation,(except for stem cell research) rather then the cure,I have big hopes,that the knowledge people find from my site,would help prevent,others from having to take the Journey many of us parents have taken.. God Bless you Sweet Grandma (((((((Bonnie)))))Love you..... Bill Hope4Kids2
Bill Heavens <Hope4Kids2@aol.com/Yahoo.com>
Sacramento, Ca. Arnold country.lol - Monday, August 16, 2004 2:34 PM CDT

Hi,

I came across your page & wanted to say hi. My four year old daughter, Juliett, was diagnosed in June 2003 with neuroblastoma (cancer of the nervous system) and is now in remission. I pray for the families who have to go through such a terrible thing. James' page is wonderful! Thank you for giving me a chance to see hope even through pain.
(caringbridge.org/la/juliett)
Jacklyn Johnston <johnston826@netscape.com>
New Orleans, LA - Friday, August 13, 2004 0:18 AM CDT

I just came across James page today. What a handsome young man he is. It is so sad that many of us only have a few short years with our children. But I do believe you will see him whole in heaven one day! We have a son with MPS III A. Science says he has roughly 12 - 15 years of life on average. He is 9 years old now, and is still doing pretty well overall compared to some MPSIII children. Our friends just lost their daughter Monday to MPS, so it makes the reality of what's to come seem closer. I donate to MPS and other society's doing research, and will make a point to adding this one to my list on my next donation in Sept/Oct.

If you'd like to know more about our family, you can check Jesse's page out at http://www.caringbridge.org/md/myjesse

He doesn't have much speech left at this time, not toilet trained, and has no concept of safety or question/answer responses. He is a sweetie and happy most of the time, but totally dependent on us for all his needs. He's like a 1 1/2 year old in a 9 year old body.

Patty Taormino <wordinedge@aol.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 9:17 AM CDT

What a wonderful boy he was- any mom would be so proud to have James as their son, however short his life on earth. My daughter is in week 97 of treatment and has 33 weeks left to go! I will keep you in my prayers. XXOO, Marey
htp://caringbridge.org/ca/ali
Marey, Ali's mom <kteachermom@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, August 5, 2004 1:38 AM CDT

Hi,
I just lost my son to ALL last June 29, 2004. I miss him terribly. I was with this mailing list in year 2001.
Nati Sanchez
Sydney, NSW Australia - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 11:07 PM CDT

Thinking of your family today and always. Taking a moment to reflect on James and how incredible & special he was to so many people. Continue to stand proud!

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Monday, July 19, 2004 3:46 PM CDT

Im sending all my love to you all,

Love

Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, July 17, 2004 12:33 AM CDT

wishin you all the best... Laura

www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
Laura
- Monday, July 12, 2004 12:26 AM CDT

I know James will always be your super hero and he is greatly missed. But rest assured he is in your future. One day as long as you keep your eyes on Jesus Christ you will be reunited with James. I know he was a child of strength and determination. I don't know why some have to leave and some get to stay in this journey to healing but what I do know is God is in control. Our granddaughter Leah is in remission and has approx 413 days of treatment to go. Leah's Page She also is my super hero, a child of tenancity and strength. May our Lord and Savior comfort and strengthen you and your family as you celebrate many more of James's earthly birthday. There is Power in Prayer!
Monica Cohee <cohee25401@hotmail.com>
Martinsburg, WV - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 7:04 PM CDT

WOW 18! I bet Jamie had a blast of an 18th birthday in Heaven! He'll be driving around up there too!
Thinking of all always and we dream of getting over there to meet you all one day!
We are all well, but it is FREEZING here at the moment, being right in the middle of winter!
Adam is GREAT!
Take care
Love & cuddles,
Liz & her precious gang
XO XO XO XO XO
the Cruickshank family <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, Vic. Australia - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 8:59 AM CDT

God bless you and your family what strength you have as a family. Keep your faith alive and take care of yourselves we love you in gods family love kevin kelly karah kolton northcutt
kellye northcutt <kkkknorth@sbcglobal.net>
midland, tx usa - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 9:13 PM CDT

So sorry to hear of your loss. I will be keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Barb Fawcett
Livingston, Wi Grant - Friday, June 25, 2004 3:00 PM CDT

SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR LOSS BUT YOU ARE IN EVERYONES PRAYERS JUST PUT ALL YOUR TRUST IN JESUS AND HE WILL HELP YOU THROUGH IT ALL GOD BLESS YOU ALL*****
DOLORES and DEBBIE <emartye@hotmail.com>
ROME, GA FLOYD - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 12:37 AM CDT

I can't imagine the pain you must feel from losing such a special person in your life and I am sorry. He was clearly a wonderful boy, loving and kind...too good for this Earth. Know that your angel is disease free now, no longer suffering, having to fight, but happy to be whole again and watching over his family. May God bless you and your family and help you to mend the whole in your hearts, while cherishing and celebrating the short, but precious time you shared with Robert.
Laura
West Hartford, CT USA - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 1:45 PM CDT

I pray that Jame's 18th birthday was one of fond rememberance and you spent some time sharing your memories with those around you who loved him as well. He likely enjoyed the stories as well. Prayers for your health!
ivy <ivyjivy@yahoo.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Friday, June 11, 2004 2:44 AM CDT

You are very courageous and dedicated! I enjoyed reading your memorials to your son and feel very deeply for your loss. I just lost my wonderful, loving father to acute mylogenous leukemia two weeks ago. He was diagnosed on a Monday and died that Thursday. While I am eternally grateful to God he didn't suffer for a lengthy time, the loss is almost too much to handle at times. I saw or talked to my Daddy everyday and he was a powerful force in my life. I keep expecting the phone to ring and it to be him calling to tell me to make sure I lock the door or to ask to speak to his grandkids. When I go to my parents house I expect him to be outside piddling in the garage or his garden when I get there and to watch my little one coming up the sidewalk while he shook his head, smiled, and commented about her "cocky" little walk. There is an enormous void in life that I can't imagine could ever be filled. I know that you have experienced a loss this great and I admire you for keeping your son's memory alive. May God bless you and your family until the day you can once again hold your son in your arms.
Vicky Hiers <vgzcat@aol.com>
- Friday, June 11, 2004 2:25 AM CDT

I was touched by your truly inspirational story. I have a healthy 7 year old boy that I praise God for everyday! He is my only child and I cannot imagine the pain you have been through. I am quite sure it is a mixture of feelings. It is a joy to know where your angel is and that one day soon you will be with him and will never be separated again. God is an awesome God. God bless you. You are in our prayers. Feel free to e-mail me anytime!
Love,
Marsha
Marsha Robinson <marshar@localnet.com>
Birchleaf, Va USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 5:51 PM CDT

Bonnie and Family
Thinking of you and your Angel on his Birthday....
Carine and Lindsay www.caringbridge.org/il/lindsay (ALL KIDS) <bnc94@msn.com>
McHenry, IL - Sunday, June 6, 2004 9:51 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Angel... we are thinking of your family today. Sending lots of love.
Katie, Hayley, and Hunter (ALL-Kids)
Franklin, MA - Sunday, June 6, 2004 4:50 PM CDT

Wow Bonnie, I didnt realize he'd be 18 already. The painful memories must be so strong it feels like yesterday, but in terms of how long its been since you held him it must feel like a lifetime ago.. I know all the days are rough, but milestones like tomorrow are the hardest...
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Friday, June 4, 2004 9:26 PM CDT

Dropping by with lots of knowing hugs and tears as James' 18th birthday approaches. Our Anna was to graduate this year also. I know your pain in so many ways. . . May we continue to thrive in our Lord's strength and joy reaching out to others in His love and compassion. May our Lord bless you with the knowledge of His and James' presence in a very special way.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Friday, June 4, 2004 2:21 PM CDT

Hello, just dropping by to send a hug to you

Love Viks on behalf of everyone at Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, May 30, 2004 5:01 PM CDT

Bonnie -
We've never met but I feel as though I know you from the tremendous amount of time you have spent leaving notes of encouragement around the CB community. I just wanted to come by and return the favor in some small way. I hope you are doing well, under the circumstances. Please know that you and your beloved grandson are in our hearts and prayers.
Cindy <clburns@earthlink.net>
Pasadena, CA - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 10:21 PM CDT

I really have not first hand experience with the kind of loss your family has suffered, but I am certain without a doubt that I would feel just as you do that time does not make it easier, I likely would develop an attitude with every passing anniversary. Acceptance of things unable to change, understanding I do not have an answer.

ivy & Cameron, starting to turn things around <ivyjivy@yahoo.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Friday, May 21, 2004 10:18 PM CDT

Hi Gang!

Today is a very memorable day for all of us....and very bittersweet. I can only imagine the life that James has been living up in Heaven.....no worries, no pain, and lots of happiness. I know it doesn't make it any easier for us that are left behind. Please know that your family is in my every thought today and always.

With love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ Mike's Memorial Website <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 6:09 PM CDT

i don't remember how i found your site, but anyways i will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers. james was a very brave boy. i'm sure he inspired many. thoughts and prayers, angelique parker www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, May 16, 2004 6:59 PM CDT

Bonnie,
You and James were on my heart this morning. Just wanted to stop by and let you know how much your support has meant to me. Ross will be finishing treatment in about 2 weeks, hopefully forever.
God bless,
Lisa Agee, mom to Ross <lagee67@hotmail.com>
Camden, AL - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 8:20 AM CDT

Hi Bonnie & Rick
Just called by to warm my heart and see your gorgeous grandson!
Love & cuddles
Liz & her precious gang XO XO XO XO XO
Cruickshank family
Melbourne, Vic. AUSTRALIA - Monday, May 10, 2004 7:37 AM CDT

Hope you are surrounded by those you love.
Ivy and Cameron <ivyjivy@yahoo.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Sunday, May 9, 2004 0:57 AM CDT

So sorry to read of your loss. I can not begin to understand the feelings that you have experienced. Please know that my prayers are with your family and all of the families that have suffered such a loss.
Pat Lehotan
Lapeer, Mi USA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 6:16 PM CDT

Bonnie I really like the new third pic in the photo album. You dont have any of James NOT smiling do you - he was such a happy kid
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Friday, April 30, 2004 11:48 AM CDT

Hi Bonnie, I want to let you know I check on the web page regularly and will welcome an update whenever you are strong and able to post one. Until that time just take it easy and care for your own health. Keep your memories of James in your heart and mind to help with tougher days.

Ivy
ivy <ivyjivy@yahoo.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Sunday, April 25, 2004 0:16 AM CDT

Hello Bonnie, thank you for your blessings for our family. Our's too go out to you in the loss of your precious James. There are far too many 'Angel's that grace our Heaven... Thank you again for reaching out and thinking of others.
Mum to 'Angel' Ashley
www.caringbridge.org/page/ashleygoud

Tricia Goud <ktgoud@cogeco.ca>
Dundas, Ont Canada - Friday, April 23, 2004 0:50 AM CDT

Thinking of your entire family today -- especially James. Knowing how much fun his new life is up there in Heaven, with no pain, no worries. I know that he is in good hands. To commemorate his memory and his life here with us, I will be lighting the traditional James Grape Jelly candle. So glad that this candle was created for him.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Angel Mike H's Website, - Monday, April 19, 2004 6:31 PM CDT

Hi Bonnie, I am praying for you and I know that you will be strong as you have inspiration from your angel James to help you. As I get older and nearer to joining heavens population I appreciate more and more the gift of eternal life we receive from believing in Jesus. It is comforting to know that as undeserving as I am that I am still able to accept his gift, and what I might endure in this earthly life all leads to the painfree life hereafter. God Bless you as you continue to inspire your friends and family, with this web page.
Ivy
ivy & Cameron's site <ivyjivy@yahoo.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Monday, April 12, 2004 5:02 AM CDT

HAPPY EASTER!!

Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com >
Anaheim, CA - Sunday, April 11, 2004 10:39 AM CDT

Bonnie....Thank you for posting a message on my son codys caringbridge page. I see codys battle with t-cell leukemia started the day james entered heaven. I am so sorry for your loss and know you are not alone. I am sorry to read you are also dealing with cancer. stay strong. The more I go on i run into many families with children who have alos lost their battle with cancer...too many..seems hard to believe. Hope you are able to have a nice easter. codys sight www.caringbridge.org/mi/codyspage . If you ever need to talk I am here. Jill codys mommy forever
Jill brennan <jjzc3carfans@tc3net.com >
mi - Saturday, April 10, 2004 10:31 PM CDT

Thinking of you this Easter, Love everyone at Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, April 10, 2004 5:30 PM CDT

Bonnie...I'm so sorry for your loss...May God keep comforting you and your family.
Darryl Tills (Nathaniel's Dad) <q1stman@yahoo.com>
Cheektowaga, NY United States - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 2:42 PM CDT

Bonnie-thank you for sharing he story about the Halloween joy spreading...you touched my heart as I am sure James touched many hearts. Take care, Love Darlene
http://www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko
Darlene and Christopher Melkonian <melkonid@comcast.net>
Gaithersburg, MD - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 9:45 AM CDT

Sweet Bonnie
G'day from Down Under! Thinking of you and all your precious family, always......especially your very special grandson, Jamie! A prefect ^i^ in every way! He left a beautiful impression in my heart. Thank you for sharing this special young man with us.
Loads of love & cuddles to everyone
Liz & her precious gang
XO XO XO XO XO

the Cruickshank family <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, Vic. AUSTRALIA - Monday, April 5, 2004 5:30 AM CDT

Dear Bonnie,

I am just dropping in to let you know I am thinking of you and praying for you. I just love to see Jamie's sweet smiling face on the homepage, too. Sending hugs and positive thoughts. I thought I would share one of my favorite verses with you, "O Lord, be upon us, even as we hope in you." PS 33:22

God bless you, dear Bonnie.
Beth, mom to Bobby, dx ALL 1987 www.onevoiceusa.org <CancrRider@aol.com>
Mt Airy, MD USA - Friday, April 2, 2004 7:39 PM CST

Bonnie ,I felt I needed to visit this site .To honor Jamie
and you.I to have the same cancer you do.I too,have lost 2,
6year olds to brain cancers.I believe childern are at the finger tips of God and they can hear Him,feel Him and His angels do stay near.My best friend died 1 1/2ago,she gave me
a card..."Perhaps they are not the stars.But,rather.openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pour through and SHINES down upon us to let us know they are happy."God Bless
Laurie Dieslter
WI. USA - Saturday, March 27, 2004 11:00 PM CST

James is an inspiration to those he left behind (me!) Such a fighter. I hate Leukemia (understatment). We need to move faster for a "cure".

God bless.

Mike

http://www.caringbridge.org/in/andyswebpage/
Mike and Andy Vander Wyden <mevande@aol.com>
Carmel, IN 46033 - Thursday, March 18, 2004 0:59 AM CST

Bonnie & Rick,

You guys need to head out West to get away from all that SNOW!! Plenty of sunshine in California. Time for a vacation....LOL!! You have a place to stay should you ever consider it! Our family would love to have you.

Hugs,
Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter's Memorial, - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 6:50 PM CST

Thank you for sharing James' story. I hope it helps in some small way to know that he is missed on this earth even by someone that never got to meet him.
Katie (ALL-Kids), Hayley (3) and Hunter (20 months, pre-B ALL)
Franklin, MA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 3:05 PM CST

Bonnie I was surfing the Share the Love site and decided to visit some adult pages, the ones for those 18 and older and was surprised to see Jamie listed there, but doing the math I realized yes he would be considered an adult and it angered me and caused me grief that he did not get the chance so I am just at a loss of words of how it feels to you. I have faith but still seek understanding. Guess I need to pray more for it. I hope you are getting stronger and your health issues are improving.

Ivy
Ivy <ivyjivy@yahoo.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Friday, March 12, 2004 4:49 PM CST

HE LOOKS SO CUTE BONNIE BUT NOW HE IS IN A BETTER PLACE THEN US WITH GOD JAMES LOOKS LIKE A STRONG PERSON AND I WILL ALWAYS THINK OF HIM SORRY ABOUT HIS LOST BUT ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY BUT STAY STRONG AND GOD BLESS U PLEASE STAY IN TOUCH!!!
MARCIABETANCOURY <MARCIABETANCOURT@YAHOO.COM>
MIAMI, FL - Thursday, March 11, 2004 4:35 PM CST

im sure you must get bored of hearing it, and i wish i could find something more orginal to say, but i AM thinking of you,

Love viks from BWC and Post Pals

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Tuesday, March 9, 2004 0:50 AM CST

Hi Bonnie, Just a message to say I'm still thinking of you and your family. All the best wishes from Australia.
Take care
love to your family from mine
Steve
Steve Thomas <sthomas@cuttingedge.com.au>
Brisbane, qld australia - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 0:21 AM CST

What a brave cute young man, such a bright encouraging smile. I'm so sorry for your loss. God bless you and your whole family. Look after yourself.
Diana
London, UK - Saturday, March 6, 2004 4:53 AM CST

Hi Bonnie. Stopped by to check on James's beautiful smile. I like that picture. God Bless and Be good to yourself.
Ivy
ivy <ivyjivy@yahoo.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Sunday, February 29, 2004 10:30 PM CST

I will do the honors tonight and light James' special candle in his memory. Thinking of you all and hope this finds you to be doing well.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter's Memorial Website, - Thursday, February 19, 2004 6:26 PM CST

Jamie/James I don't know what to call him. Sorrie if that was offensive
-Meep
SV, CA USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 6:04 AM CST

I am so sorrie to hear about Jamie... I just found out that the guy I am seeing has leukemia so I am searching the web to understand more about it. I don't know what kind yet, but I wish you all the best of life... take care...
-Meep <MeepishKitty@yahoo.com>
Simi Valley, CA USA - Thursday, February 19, 2004 6:01 AM CST

Beautiful Angel James and Family

Wishing you a Happy Valentines Day

Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 12:21 AM CST

So good to read that you got help quickly with the strokes and are healing. I pray for your strength and happiness. That picture on your front page of James, such a sweet smile and loving eyes, I know they are missed, they always give me a lift when I view your pages. God Bless!
Ivy & Cameron
ivy <ivyjivy@yahoo.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Monday, February 2, 2004 7:54 PM CST

Hi Bonnie & Rick,

I wasn't on-line yesterday, but wanted to drop you a note to let you know I was thinking about James and your family yesterday. It did not go unnoticed or unobserved.

My best to you and your family,
Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter's Memorial Website, - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 5:31 PM CST

Oh gosh Bonnie I hope things are looking up for you, I know Isabella and Jamies siblings are the light of your life right now (I hope I didnt leave any other grandchildren out!) but you need to do the best you can for you too right now!
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Wednesday, January 14, 2004 1:55 PM CST
Just wanted to let you know that Jamie is NEVER forgotten. I continue to lift your family up in prayer. I am so sorry to hear about your strokes but glad that you got to the hospital quickly. I pray that 2004 will be a wonderful year full of blessings for your family. I know the holidays were hard without Jamie here and I want you to know that I continue to pray that the Lord would give you strength to make it through each day. I'll check back in on you when I can. Blessings to you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, January 9, 2004 12:07 AM CST
wishing you a happy and healthy new year. Thinking about you always!
Sandra - Sending Our Love <sandra@sendingourlove.org>
temple city, ca usa - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 11:54 PM CST
Bonnie as James looks upon your family this holiday season he is expecting smiles and good memories of when he was here. I pray that you have the strength to show him that smile.

Ivy & Cameron
ivy <ivyjivy@yahoo.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Thursday, December 25, 2003 2:07 AM CST
Bonnie, Rick & family,

May the joy of this season permeate our hearts, renew our spirits and allow us to recognize the good that is possible in each day and in each person. May we be willing to communicate with listening ears and open hearts - embracing our similiarities and celebrating our differences. May you find bright spots of joy in each.

As always, thinking about our dearest friends in Ohio over the holidays. Wishing you the best and for a happy & healthy 2004.

Holiday hugs & love,
Vicki Hoffman - Anaheim, CA <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Mike Hunter’s Memorial Website , - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 2:58 PM CST
Bonnie I hope this finds you doing well.
I know this is such a bittersweet time of the year for you guys, and I feel badly about not keeping in touch with you better. Time slips away, I know thats no excuse. Then I feel it’s like adding salt to the wound, that my child is doing well. That’s most certainly not meant to you personally, but I used to look at healthy kids when Ron was first diagnosed and wonder what was so great about them, why not one of them instead?, and I have no doubt in your shoes I would really need a break from seeing everyone else's healthy kids, or kids doing well. I know you parents and grandparents who have faced the unthinkable loss all revel in another child making it and doing well, but it still has to hurt. I don’t really know what the point of this is, but I do wish you well and a peaceful holiday season, and most of all an uneventful (unless its good events) 2004, filled with good memories of your loved ones.

Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Tuesday, December 23, 2003 8:08 AM CST
Everyone at Post Pals is thinking of you this christmas x
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, December 22, 2003 11:10 PM CST
You know that I think about your family each and every day, but today will be more special than any other. James you are deeply missed by many.

"As long as we can love each other, and remember the feeling of love we had, we can die without ever really going away. All the love you created is still there. All the memories are still there. You live on -- in the hearts of everyone you have touched and nurtured while you were here ... Death ends a life, not a relationship." from the book Tuesdays With Morrie.

With this being said, I will choose to remember the memories not this somber day 3 years ago. A candle will be lit this evening in his honor and memory. My very best to all of you.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ Mike's Memorial Website <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Friday, December 19, 2003 6:34 PM CST
Bonnie and Family,
Just a note to let you know we are thinking of you all today. I know that this is a hard time of year for you and we are sending prayers of comfort your way.
Love to you....
The Hall Family
Ron, Tammy, Emma and Dylan

The Hall Family <hallrontammy@msn.com www.caringbridge.com/page/emmahall>
Medina, OH USA - Friday, December 19, 2003 1:26 PM CST
I think of James often. Please know he's not forgotten. Bonnie, I hope you are doing well, too. Kathy, Mom to Steph, Dx 10/31/00
Kathy <lkmehl@comcast.net>
Davidsonville, Md - Friday, December 19, 2003 1:50 AM CST
You are in our thoughts and prayers as another anniversary of Jamie's Homegoing approaches. This is our 7th Christmas without Anna's physical presence. I must admit I feel no better than I did during the first. I am neither brave nor strong. We do, however, have a very brave and strong God. He has been carrying us for so long, I cannot imagine my life without Him This complete and sweet dependence has given me an undescribable, unsurpasable peace. Through the anger, through the despair, somehow at some point in time, I
got tangled up in His Arms and it is so comfortable here. May you know His tender, compassionate embrace in a very special way.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com - <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Thursday, December 18, 2003 7:11 PM CST
Dearest Family

I gently wrap warm thoughts of you
in my little christmas prayers
For Heaven to smile on you
For Angels to watch over you
and the love of Jesus to fill your heart

God Bless You And Your Family This Holiday

Chris Ullrich - Grand daughter dx with AML M5 <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 10:34 PM CST
Bonnie I pray that the holiday season enhances your precious memories of James and bring you some solice and joy. Your family was blessed to have him in it.
Ivy
ivy <ivyjivy@yahoo.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Saturday, November 29, 2003 2:15 AM CST
Happy holidays- I hope you find some peace this season. Love, Laura
.org/ca/coltonmeyer <us@aol.com>
- Friday, November 28, 2003 7:31 PM CST
Hi Stephens & Bowman families,

Thinking of you guys as Thanksgiving approaches. We are thankful for your friendship, it means so much to us. Wishing you the best over the Thanksgiving weekend, surrounded by friends & family.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ Mike Hunter’s Memorial Website <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 11:47 AM CST
Thinking of your family and the family that lost their son recently. Praying that God brings you strength and peace as you celebrate this holiday without James at the table. Love, The Sprague Family
www.caringbridge.org/ca/andrew <kim.sprague@cox.net>
Ladera Ranch, CA USA - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 0:17 AM CST
Hi Bonnie & family,

It saddens me to hear of another cancer warrior that lost his battle. I'm sure James has welcomed him into his paradise up there. Can you just see it....James as the tour guide, showing him the ropes. My daughter is at 6th grade camp this week up in the mountains. She was really excited to go up into the snow covered - and fire-infested - mountains. I'm sure it seems like yesterday when James made his trek.

I'm sitting here at work spending a few minutes thinking about James and your family. How lucky we are to have crossed paths, in a sort of unfortunate way however. But there is a reason for everything, I suppose. Just doesn't make it easier to accept. Can't believe this day marks 35 months, and next month will be 3 years.....WOW. Somehow it seems just like yesterday when Mike and James met and were sharing their battles with each other. And how our families were SO leaning on one another to get through each and every day's crisis and sharing in those few glories. Please express to your family that my heartfelt thoughts are with you guys today and over the next month as we approach the 3 year anniversary of James' passing. I know how hard the holidays can be without our loved ones.

I will be lighting James' special Grape Jelly candle tonight in his memory and honor.

Sending love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ Mike's Memorial Website <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 2:17 PM CST
hi bonnie, I was here. I pray for you and know how you miss James so.
Ivy
ivy <ivyjivy@yahoo.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Friday, November 7, 2003 5:37 AM CST
Hi Bonnie & family,

Just droppin' by for a visit and checking in. That is so true what you said about watching James' friends growing up. It seems as if all of Mike's buddies are settling down, getting married and having babies. It just doesn't seem fair, does it??

Thinking of you all and sending my love!

Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Monday, November 3, 2003 6:49 PM CST
Praying for you and your loved ones left behind. I hope you are getting stronger everyday and know that God is with you.

God Bless,

Renne' I. Cole-Dowler <rennedowler@aol.com>
Washington, PA - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 7:54 PM CST
Sweet precious Angel Jamie
Seeing your beautiful smiling face ALWAYS warms my heart. Thank you for giving me a 'fix' of happiness!
I know you are looking after you precious Grandma Bonnie here on earth. She is such a special lady......but you already know that!
Loads of love & cuddles

Liz XO XO XO
Melbourne, Vic. AUSTRALIA - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 8:21 AM CST
Bub, granny is getting ready to go to dad's big game.I know he has already been by to visit you today.
As he tells me he stops by always before a game.
I love and miss you more each day.Today marks 2 years and 10 months since you left and I will be lighting your candle.
I wish I could see you or touch you again...I miss that big smile..just everything about you.Bryan,Kaily and Isabella keep me going though.

Missing you,
Granny <www.caringbridge.com/oh/kellyandbaby rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Sunday, October 19, 2003 3:17 PM CDT
Just stopping by to say HELLO to the family. Good luck at your Light the Night Walk tomorrow. It kind of a bittersweet event. I find it to be kind of difficult....so many emotions. Always questioning why. But it's heartwarming and exciting to see the participation and the fight to find a cure!! Thinking of you all tomorrow. Walk for James proudly -- he touched ALL of our lives.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <Mike Hunter's Memorial Website ">Mike Hunter's Memorial Website >
Anaheim, CA - Saturday, October 4, 2003 1:02 AM CDT
Just stopping by to send love and prayer. May you find love and comfort from Heaven tonight.

God Bless,

Renne' I. Cole-Dowler <rennedowler@aol.com>
Washington, PA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 7:41 PM CDT
Just stopping by to say hi and that we are sharing your pain and emptiness. "It's really hard!" Forever missing our ANGELS, sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND ARMY.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 7:16 PM CDT
Bonnie...thanks for signing in to Ryan's page. Did you find Ryan's site through Kristin's mom. Actually, Ryan's family is all from the Buckeye State. Take Care!
Laura <www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Wednesday, October 1, 2003 10:57 AM CDT
The sweet smiling picture of James always brings cheer to me and I am glad I know how to find it. I hope you are doing well and your memories are helping to ease the pain of your loss.
Love
Ivy
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Saturday, September 20, 2003 2:51 AM CDT
Thinking of you all today as we embark another month without our loved ones. I will light my special "James" candle tonight in his honor and memory. Sunday is our local Light the Night Walk for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. In addition to Mike, Bonnie & James will hold a special place in my heart as we raise money and commemorate the lives of those touched by blood related cancers. It will be an emotionally driven evening......for a good cause....and GOOD people!

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Friday, September 19, 2003 6:56 PM CDT
Dear Bonnie and family,
I came across your beautiful page while peaking around the net while looking for the experiences of other families battling ALL (my 3 year old daughter Julianna was diagnosed 11 days ago). It was very difficult reading through Jamie's story and learning of his passing while I'm struggling to make sense of where life will take us with my little girl. But what a wonderful privelage to "get to know" the courageous and good spirited young man that Jamie so clearly was and always be to you! I can only aspire to touch as many hearts as he did.
Terry Josephson <tjosepshon@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 0:24 AM CDT
Hi Bonnie
Just warming my heart with Jamie's beautiful smile again!
Thinking of all of Jamie's precious family always.
Take care
Loads of love & cuddles,
Liz & her precious gang from Down Under!
XO XO XO XO XO
the Cruickshank's
AUSTRALIA - Monday, September 8, 2003 7:28 AM CDT
Bonnie,
It's hard to believe it been almost 3 years. James was the first child I "knew" to lose his battle....but unfortunately not the last. Hopefully the struggles he went through will benefit others on the road behind him. Keeping you always in my prayers ~
Lisa Agee <www.caringbridge.com/page/ross>
Camden, AL - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 2:33 PM CDT
I am so very sorry that James is not here with you. God bless all of you as you continue on surviving the loss of this beautiful boy. I read through some of your past updates, he certainly is a gift from God.
Peace to all of you.
Deanne Gafford <gafford@bbv.net>
Big Bear Lake, CA USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 11:54 AM CDT
Hello Everyone~ My name is Tricia Uecker and I'm from Minnesota. I recently just lost a very good friend in a car wreck. Like Drew Wrote, I wish I could have said so many things to her that i never got the chance to because it was so unexpected! My Heart goes out to you. Take care and God Bless
Tricia Uecker <tuecke_hun@hotmail.com>
Winthrop, MN USA - Friday, August 22, 2003 12:02 AM CDT
I would like to thank everyone for their heartfelt messages in James' guestbook. It has been close to three years since our young man left us but it only seems like yesterday.I miss him more with each passing day.

Thank you for still caring and thinking of us!

Blessings,
Grandma Bonnie <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Thursday, August 21, 2003 11:35 PM CDT
Hello Bowman/Stephens families:

My "Jammin' James Grape Jelly" candle is burning brightly this evening in honor of our special James. I also heard "Arms Wide Open" tonight and it made me think of him with a bittersweet smile. I spent some time scrolling through past entries of the Journal and Guestbook back to three years ago, and it makes me sad that our boys are no longer with us. I just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you all this evening. Hope your summer has been good and everyone is healthy.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 10:33 PM CDT
Hi there... just stopping by to say hello. I LOVE the headstone- how gorgeous!!! What a beautiful tribute to such a handsome boy! I wish you the best- a life free from pain... and the courage that your grandson showed. Until the day you meet again, peace to you... Laura
ca/coltonmeyer
- Friday, August 15, 2003 11:10 AM CDT
Touch Of An Angel

I felt an angel's touch today,
in the midst of my despair.
Twas sent by God, Himself, to say,
"be still and know I'm there."

To lead through days of darkness,
and light your way with love.
Be still and know, deep in your heart,
I'm reigning from above.

I'll lift you when you stumble,
I'm with you all the time.
I understand and share your pain;
remember child of mine,

The end is coming quickly;
the Lord shall soon appear.
To resurrect the righteous ones,
I love and hold so dear.

And bring them home, into a place,
where broken hearts are healed.
And promises I made to you,
will finally be fulfilled.

This life is but a spot in time,
a place for lessons learned.
Heaven holds the key to all,
your broken spirit yearns.

I sent an angel down today,
to show my words are true.
You're never far, beyond the arms,
of all God's love for you.

All material copyright @Judy Van Meter

You are in my heart and prayers. If you ever need someone to talk to or lean on, please email me. May God draw near and give you strength and hope and allow you to feel the touch of your angel.
Love and hugs
Judy
Website: http://www.catchanangel.com
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 15, 2003 6:50 AM CDT
Just letting you know that there are others out here who know and share your pain. Wishing you all well and sending our love and prayer from high above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 10:16 PM CDT
I was thinking about you guys today and thought I'd get my fix by coming and visiting James' site. I hope you all are doing well and enjoying the summer. It's been hot & humid (85 degrees w/60% humidity) here in SoCal, something we are just not used to here.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 1:47 PM CDT
It is said, that when we pass on we leave something of
ourselves in the hearts of the ones we love.
From what I have seen and read of Jame's life he will not be without friends who loved him.

George
Geoge Quinn <george.quinn@ntlworld.com>
Hemel Hempstead, England U.K. - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 8:02 AM CDT
Stopped by to look upon the face of smiling James. That picture is so great. Hope you are doing well and pray that things are good at your house.
Ivy
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 2:28 AM CDT
Hi Bonnie
Thinking of you all always. Especially your sweet, brave, angel Jamie.
Looking at his beautiful smile always warms my heart!
Hope you and all your precious family are keeping well.
We are all well over here, thankfully.
Talk to you soon
Loads of love & GIANT CUDDLES
Liz & her precious gang
XO XO XO XO XO
The Cruickshank family
Melbourne, Vic. AUSTRALIA - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 10:20 AM CDT
Hi Bonnie & Family ~ I Miss your Sweet James Too.....Just sending you Big Warm ((((HUGS)))) & Lots of Love from your friend in kansas....XOXOX

Debra <dabra4789@aol.com>
- Wednesday, July 2, 2003 7:45 AM CDT
Bonnie...just wanted to let you know you crossed my heart and thoughts today.
Praying for you,
Lisa Agee <www.caringbridge.com/page/ross>
Camden, AL - Saturday, June 28, 2003 0:00 AM CDT
Bonnie, I just want you to know that we will never let Jamie out of our hearts. He would have been a great 17 year old and an asset our society:) May God Bless your family.
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)

Tracy and Katia
- Wednesday, June 25, 2003 2:40 PM CDT
Really nice picture on the page Bonnie. The site looks so peaceful. Take care of yourself.
Ivy
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Monday, June 23, 2003 8:54 PM CDT
Bonnie,
Who says Non Hodgkins Lymphoma is incurable?? My son was dx on Dec 24, 1989 at the age of 4 and is now approaching his 18th birthday! According to his dr, he is considered CURED! So don't give up hope or in miracles. My family knows it happens!
Cindy Rector <CinRec@aol.com>
Boonville, IN USA - Tuesday, June 17, 2003 1:01 PM CDT
Hi Bonnie, I wanted to sign here to let you know of the visit and thank you once again for the tribute to James. I know that his birthday had to be difficult. My oldest grandchild was born in June of 1986 just as your James was. I know you miss him so much still. Prayers that you find peace and happiness.
Ivy
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Monday, June 9, 2003 4:07 PM CDT
James was taken much too young. His brother and sister must be left to wonder why.. like all the rest of us. Wishing you all some sort of peace thru all of this...
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Monday, June 9, 2003 10:56 AM CDT
Such a brave little soldier is your son. May God Bless you and your famly. And may His Precious angel wings flutter high above as he watches out for his mommy and family. Thank you for sharing his memory online with all of us. And believe me, all who read this are deeply touched...
Someone who cares
Wilmington, CA United States - Sunday, June 8, 2003 5:13 AM CDT
Baby,
Today is your birthday, which we will still celebrate but with sadness. Celebrate because it was one of the happiest days of my life, sadly because you are not here to enjoy what would be your 17th birthday. I miss you beyond words and long to be able to see and feel you. Kaily and Bryan miss you dearly, Kaily took a snack to share with her class in remembrance of your birthday. We will go to the cemetary today to honor you, and I know you will be with us all in spirit I just wish it could be physically!! I love you and miss you so, so much!
mom
- Thursday, June 5, 2003 8:33 AM CDT
You are in our prayers as you celebrate the remembrance of James birth. Of course we remember them every moment of every day, but somehow these special days are sometimes simply overwhelming and we know just how hard these days can be. As we await to be reunited with our beloved children, I am thankful that the Lord will ever comfort us with the knowledge of His awesome presence and hold us tightly in His everlasting arms.
Yolanda Rogers, Mommy to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com - <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 6:29 PM CDT
Bonnie I stopped by to say hi and let you know that I offer prayers for you. I hope you are coping well and enjoying life. I am glad your cancer is treatable perhaps a cure will come about before it causes too much more pain. Take care and God Bless.
Ivy
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 7:28 PM CDT
Just stopping by to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I haven't forgotten about you. Blessings.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, May 31, 2003 2:02 PM CDT
I haven't been by for a while but I wanted you to know you are in my thoughts:)
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)

Tracy and Katia
- Friday, May 30, 2003 4:03 PM CDT
Bonnie,
Thank you so much for signing my son Chandler's guestbook, and leaving the link to James' page. His story is sure uplifiting. Children should not have to suffer the way he and my son did. I will add you to my prayer list, as I see that you now have been diagnossed with a cancer also. I am sure James touched so many lives, I know his story has touched mine. God Bless all of you. Jenn www.channyman.homestead.com

Jenn Raney <courtneychandlersmommy@juno.com>
Indianapolis`, IN - Thursday, May 29, 2003 7:44 PM CDT
Boy, it was 29 months yesterday since James left us to begin his new painfree journey in Heaven. It was 22 months since our Mike joined James up in paradise. Some days it seems like yesterday -- but then others seem like it's been forever since we've seen them. Even though this message is a day late (family was in Palm Springs -- with no computer, can ya imagine), you guys are never out of my thoughts.

Love & Hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Tuesday, May 20, 2003 6:32 PM CDT
Hi Bonnie, hope you are doing okay and I offer a prayer for you as you spend your life with the family you have here and the memories of you sweet baby James.
Ivy
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Sunday, May 18, 2003 4:21 AM CDT
I am sorry to hear that James lost his battle with his cancer. He and your family are in my prayers. He WON the WAR, which means that when he gone to Heaven, he is no more suffering cancer. He is such a bravest boy I ever know! My second cousin just finished his chemotherapy treatments on April 4th, 2003 after a new tumor were found. He had an eye cancer called retinoblastoma. His family is still fighting for his life. He is a brave soldier to battle against cancer. James is also a very brave to battle with his illness. Well, please said a prayer for my second cousin and Vijay (he had cancerous brain tumor and had finished chemo last year, 2002. He goes to my school and is in 8th gr. he is better now). GOD BLESS YOU!
Vaishnavi <vaishub99@netscape.net>
Scarsdale, NY U.S.A - Saturday, May 10, 2003 2:50 PM CDT
Hi guys,

I just love the picture of James' resting place. Kind of weird to say....but it looks beautiful! You are doing a great job honoring James. I'm sure he stands proud!

My best to all of you,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 6:06 PM CDT
Stopped by today to see your nice update. The headstone is nice and the spring flowers always bring a lift. I wish you well, and thank you for the tribute you have for James. I hope you will continue to keep us informed as to your health as you maintain the memories of your number one boy.
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 1:02 PM CDT
I first learned of caringbridge when a friend's daughter was diagnosed with cancer. She lost her battle in August of 2002. Since then, I have found several other sites and have been inspired almost daily by the heroic children represented on these pages. No one knows why these young ones are chosen so early to become angels, but please remember that God loves you and will always be with you. One of my favorite sayings is "If God brings you to it, He wil bringh you through it." Your memorial to your grandson is beautiful. I will keep your family in my prayers and check back often to see how you are doing.
A friend
- Wednesday, May 7, 2003 11:05 AM CDT
dear bonnie,i also wanted to sent you this poem.
my thought wondered off....
looking at velvet skies
wishing my day dreams
could be sent away on
the wings of butterflies............to heaven.

with love
tonny van boxel
www.stichtingjaimy.nl
fam. van boxel <info@stichtingjaimy.nl>
arnhem, gelderland holland - Sunday, May 4, 2003 10:31 AM CDT
thank you for visiting jaimy's site.this is a beautifull site for a beautifull boy,perhaps he already met our son jaimy in heaven.(died at the age of nine off non hodgkin cancer on 06-05-01, as "oldest"son of triplets).the foundation stichting jaimy helps children with cancer when they are in hospital to be abele to follow lessons and play, to feel like any other child)
our stars will shine on.
stars
perhaps they are not stars,but rather openings in heaven,where the love of our lost ones pours down through and shines up on us to let us know they are happy (eskimo legend).
wishing you and your loved ones all the best.
www.stichtingjaimy.nl
tonny,hein,*jaimy,joey,lars van boxel
fam. van Boxel <info@stichtingjaimy.nl>
arnhem, gld holland - Sunday, May 4, 2003 10:21 AM CDT
Bonnie, Your Grandsons stone is very nice. I really like his picture and the way it turned out. What a most wonderful grandmother you are.
Jody Wiggins.....Alexis's mom <rufusandjodi@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 3, 2003 1:26 PM CDT
I'm very sorry to here about James. I got your web site for Jacksons web page. Just remember that Angels will always be with you and that God will too.
God Bless
Amanda Rule <rule@180com.net>
Billings, MT - Friday, May 2, 2003 9:31 PM CDT
Just to let you know that I am thinking of you today. :)
Jackson's mom, Michelle <http://www.caringbridge.com/wi/jacksons.journey>
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 1:49 PM CDT
WHAT A BEAUTIFUL PAGE.. YOUR GRANDSON IS A BEAUTIFUL ANGEL NOW...I AM SORRY TO HEAR YOU ARE SICK.. YOU AND YOUR FAMILY WILL BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS...
Jodie~ Lindsay's Place
Arvin , California United States of America..."Pray for Our Troops" - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 6:41 PM CDT
Patty,
I would like to thank you for always stopping by but you never leave any way for me to thank you!I would like to hear about your Angel Jonathon sometime if you care to share...below is my e-mail.

Blessings,
Grandma Bonnie <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 3:40 PM CDT
I love the new photos. Thanks for sharing. I'm keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Patty, mom to angel Jonathan
- Monday, April 21, 2003 8:57 PM CDT
I AM SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN BY FOR A WHILE. I WANTED TO COME BY AND WISH YOU A
HAPPY EASTER!!!
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook :) (Leukemia AML M4)

TRACY SOLOMON
- Saturday, April 19, 2003 3:34 PM CDT
Bonnie I dont want to pretend to even begin to imagine what you are going through. Fist Jamie and now worrying about Shane being over there.... I hope he is home soon, that all the troops are. I wanted to drop by and extend my condolences and wishes that Jamie is pain free and at peace, looking over you all, especially beautiful Isabella.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site

- Saturday, April 19, 2003 12:07 AM CDT
Thinking of your family today and remembering such a wonderful young man ~~ James holds a special place in all of our hearts. Hope you have a blessed Easter surrounded by the love of friends and family.

With love,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Saturday, April 19, 2003 12:01 AM CDT
Bonnie,

Stopping by to take a peek at James beautiful smile and to wish you a Happy Easter. I think of you so often and hope you are feeling all right. Please take care of yourself.

Elaine (Jamie's Mom)
Ottawa, Ont - Friday, April 18, 2003 11:37 PM CDT
God Bless you and your family...You are in our thoughts and prayers!!

Visit Davin's Web Page

God Bless!!
The Rucker Family
Rushell, Shauna, Davin, & Tuesdey <r.rucker@attbi.com>
Garland, TX USA - Friday, April 18, 2003 8:44 PM CDT
James seems like he was a great kid. I love all your little sayings on the page. They are all so true. Why do people stop talking about people when they pass? I always want people to know I never have forgotten their loved one. Anyways, would like to say I am sorry for your loss. But it does sound like you are all on the right track with knowing that he is always with you. Take Care and have a blessed Easter. Came from Tyler's page.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Friday, April 18, 2003 8:11 PM CDT
Hello to your family , i was reading Tyler Robbins entry from you and was drawn to your name . What a great Granny you are for keeping James alive through caring bridge , what an adorable kid !! i will continue to check in and visit !!! GOD BLESS your family this Easter !!
Paula Rogers <Paularaer@aol.com>
Albertville, Mn - Friday, April 18, 2003 4:55 PM CDT
Thank you Bonnie for the update. I offer a prayer that you take a cue from your number one boy as you continue to struggle with a similar disease that took him from you. His courage can be a real inspiration and I am sorry you have to endure similar experiences, it is not fair, as I watch little Cameron go through these horrid treatments and filling his system with poisoning to rid him of the disease without destroying his vital systems in the process; I can just pray for a cure. Take care of yourself and stay strong. You are a blessing for so many.
Love is the best medicine!
Ivy
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Thursday, April 17, 2003 9:07 PM CDT
I came by to get a "fix" of James' smiling bubbly face. I know we've been in touch via e-mail, but wanted to officially post a note to the family. You guys mean so much to our family. Thank you for your friendship.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 7:42 PM CDT
bless u and your family
rachel
- Tuesday, April 8, 2003 7:11 PM CDT
Hello
Bless you all Prayers and thoughts are with you all
jenn
nj - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 6:44 PM CST
This is James' little BUB I love and miss you James Love Your Baby BUB !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bryan Bowman His Bub
Worthington, Ohio U.S.A! - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 3:19 PM CST
Hi Bonnie, I thought of you today as I watched my grandson swing the bat for the very first time in three games and hit the ball. He is ten, nearly eleven and I can not even imagine your pain as you continue on with the loss of one so dear. When I sign on to your pages, I can see in the eyes of James' picture how very sweet and sensitive he was as a soul here on earth. I know that he surrounds you with his presense even now, he is near by a lot of the time. His love for you and his family keeps his soul content and at peace. God is good to all of us that way.
Love is the best medicine!
Ivy
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 4:01 AM CST
Bonnie ~ just wanted you to know that you remain in my thoughts and prayers.
God bless,
Lisa Agee (www.caringbridge.com/page/ross) <lagee67@hotmail.com>
Camden, AL - Sunday, March 30, 2003 8:51 PM CST
Just wanted to come by and visit Jamie's site and say hello to all of you. You are never far from my mind. Love, Tracy
Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook :) (Leukemia AML M4)

Tracy Solomon
- Thursday, March 20, 2003 2:22 PM CST
Thinking of your entire family today, and every day. I will find some time in my day today to cherish my memories of Jamie. His special grape candle will be lit this evening in his honor and remembrance.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 11:18 AM CST
Keeping your family and James in my thoughts and prayers.
Patty, mom to angel Jonathan
- Wednesday, March 12, 2003 8:13 PM CST
Stopped by today to say hello and let you know that you truly are a blessing to so many people struggling with the serious illness that their babes have. Knowing that you have been through much of what they are going through and that you still offer them support and caring makes me admire you. I pray for you and your family. I hope your memories of James keep you content and helps to offset the pain you have from his loss.
Love is the best medicine!
Ivy
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 3:28 AM CST
Thinking of your special angel today and sending hugs.
Courage,
Dana
Dana Doctor Zackie's web link
- Friday, March 7, 2003 12:16 AM CST
Hi you signed my son Eric's guest book. I'm sorry about your loss.

Your web site is beautiful--a true tribute to a wonderful person!!
Blessings-

Tracy Fischer <www.caringbridge.org/ia/ericfischer>
Dubuque, IA USA - Sunday, March 2, 2003 5:32 PM CST
Stopping by to let you know I am praying for you and your family. I know that God is watching over you.
Love is the best medicine! God's Love.
Ivy
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Saturday, March 1, 2003 2:19 AM CST
Bonnie,
Thinking of you and your family and wishing you all the best. How are you doing? I haven't heard from you in awhile (although I am very behind on ALL-KIDS mail) Brianna and I love your web page design! Absolutely beautiful!
big hugs,
Heather and Brianna Kline
hugs,
www.caringbridge.com/ny/mylittlesunshine
Syracuse, NY USA - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 7:00 PM CST
Bonnie,
I had to clear out my entire computer and reinstall everything, but I noticed your email before I did it. I had to post on here because I didn't have your email address anymore. My father fought lymphoma for eleven years....TEN more than they said he could go. Keep those spirits up and remember that this Earth needs caring people like you right here where you are!!!!!
God Bless
Billy Bruce <hollandkat@adelphia.net>
Ironton, Oh - Saturday, February 22, 2003 9:43 PM CST
I stop by your web pages and read the words but today I just looked at the background and pictures, and I have to let you know how peaceful it made me feel. It seems that the love you have for that wonderful grandson comes out in the web pages and for sure he finds peace and joy when he visits, and I believe he does, heaven has the TOP of the line computers and software. Bill Gates, *eat your heart out*. Just kidding do not know if I'd want the world to revert back to before Bill Gates.
Love is the best medicine!
Ivy
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Saturday, February 22, 2003 3:24 AM CST
heaven became a happier place after his arrival there, i am sure. He was lucky to have a family that loved and still love him so much. kisses.
ROSE
BRASILIA, DF BRAZIL - Friday, February 21, 2003 1:57 PM CST
heaven became a happier place after his arrival there, i am sure. He was lucky to have a family that loved and still love him so much. kisses.
ROSE
BRASILIA, DF BRAZIL - Friday, February 21, 2003 1:55 PM CST
Thanks for visiting my brother's site and for signing my guestbook. I viewed your beautiful website for your beautiful grandson. God bless you and your family. Your grandson was very brave and you should always be proud of him!
Eileen
Staten island, NY - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 10:42 PM CST
What beautiful entries. I am keeping you all in my thoughts...gina
gina geddings, mommy of angel Morgan <mimor2@comcast.net ~~ www.caringbridge.com/sc/morganspage>
- Tuesday, February 18, 2003 10:41 PM CST
I hope Bryan had a wonderful day. I'm sure that James was right there singing Happy Birthday. James' sight is so beautiful. I visit it often.
Patty, mom to angel Jonathan
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 6:10 PM CST
Hello to Heaven to my sweetheart James on this Valentine's Day! You know how much granny loves and misses you...with all her heart!!!!We will be celebrating Bryan's B-day Saturday and I know you will there with us in spirit.

Love to you my 1# grandson,

Granny Bonnie <www.caringbridge.com/page/jamiebowman>
Columbus, Ohio - Friday, February 14, 2003 0:43 AM CST
Bonnie - I am glad the tournament went so well. I hope things are going well by you, I know this hard to be hard with Shane being deployed, but hang in there and have faith.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site

- Thursday, February 13, 2003 12:05 AM CST
I want you to know of my visit to your web pages today. I am glad the tournament went well and that James family can continue on with the things he found pleasure in while he was able. God Bless you Bonnie for your sharing of him with all of us and for expending your compassion on to other families that are going through the battles of childhood illnesses.
Love is the best medicine!
Ivy......www.caringbridge.org/wa/cameronboyd
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Thursday, February 13, 2003 10:06 AM CST
Hi Bonnie-Saw you had visited my grandson's site (Joey) and thought I would drop by Jamie's, what a wonderful tribute to your grandson, the poem is outstanding.
How wonderful you still stay connected with the caringbridge families and offer encouragemnet, thank you!
Janna <jannaw@centurytel.net>
Whitefish, MT - Tueday, February 11, 2003 10:09 PM CST
Hi, I found your web site from Meghan's Journey - what a beautiful girl - it's a shame that these beautiful young children have to suffer. James looks like an outstanding young man, what a loss for you - my sympathies. Our daughter, Cassidy, was in the hospital with Meghan. Cassidy also has T-cell ALL. She is 2 years old - and a fighter (aren't they all - they are so much tougher than us!
If you have any info to share regarding T-cell all, we'd love your input. We are currently in treatment at Arnold Palmer Hospital in Orlando and are in remission. Please e-mail my husband at the address below. Thank you and God Bless you all!
Chris and Ray Guenther <ray@gemstonehomes.com>
Kissimmee, FL Osceola - Monday, February 10, 2003 9:44 PM CST
Hi, I found your web site from Meghan's Journey - what a beautiful girl - it's a shame that these beautiful young children have to suffer. James looks like an outstanding young man, what a loss for you - my sympathies. Our daughter, Cassidy, was in the hospital with Meghan. Cassidy also has T-cell ALL. She is 2 years old - and a fighter (aren't they all - they are so much tougher than us!
If you have any info to share regarding T-cell all, we'd love your input. We are currently in treatment at Arnold Palmer Hospital in Orlando and are in remission. Please e-mail my husband at the address below. Thank you and God Bless you all!
Chris and Ray Guenther <ray@gemstonehomes.com>
Kissimmee, FL Osceola - Monday, February 10, 2003 9:44 PM CST
My son also died of t-cell ALL. He was diagnosed in April of 98 with a non hodkins lymblastic t-cell lymphoma. He went right into remission and had two years of chemo. Finished chemo in May of 2000. We were told that if he stayed in remission for 6 months after treatment finished we were home free. Well almost two years after treatment ended he relapsed last March. He relapsed All. Just more blast in the bone marrow. The cancer cells were the same. Had a very tough spring and we went to transplant in June in MN. Did great through transplant and relapsed 80 days from transplant. He was buried on day 100 after transplant. Only lived 20 days when he relapsed once again. I cant believe the cancer can survive after all the treatment he recieved. Some days are so much worse than others. I miss him so much. Write to me if you feel like you can.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI - Sunday, February 9, 2003 10:22 PM CST
Bonnie ~ So glad to hear the tournament was a success. I know James was with you in spirit and enjoyed the day with you.
God bless,
Lisa Agee (www.caringbridge.com/page/ross) <lagee67@hotmail.com>
Camden, AL - Sunday, February 9, 2003 8:52 PM CST
Granny Bonnie,
I don't think there is a child's site in this network where I haven't seen your name posted. You are really doing a great job of keeping James' work alive. There is a reason why we call Ohio "The HEART Of It All." God bless you for caring so much!!!!
Billy Bruce <hollandkat@adelphia.net>
Ironton, OH - Sunday, February 9, 2003 10:06 AM CST
Bonnie,
I love what you have done with James website. I hope all is well with your family. You'll are all in my prayers.
Hugs and Prayers,
Dawn Gresham (Tommy's Mom ALL-Kids) <bdmtg@hotmail.com >
Warrenville, SC - Friday, February 7, 2003 1:26 PM CST
James' website looks great Bonnie (as usual). It is such a tribute to such a wonderful boy. He still holds a place in many people's hearts. Glad the tournament was such a success, that really doesn't surprise me though. James continues to shine in many ways. As Kim said, it is sorta bittersweet. I know the feeling.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim (home of the World Champion Anaheim Angels), CA - Friday, February 7, 2003 0:23 AM CST
Bonnie
I love what his friends wrote thats on the front page
And one of them, Drew, signed right below me - his was great
James touched many lives Bonnie
I know its not consoling but he wont be forgotten

Chris ~ Gooch's Site

- Wednesday, February 5, 2003 8:10 AM CST
hey james, i just thought i would post a song that my band is going to do, just for you, it's called "hear you me"

There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.

What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.

So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.

And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.

Love you man,
~Drew

Drew <Drewbaby0000@aol.com>
Worthington, OH US - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 10:17 PM (CST)
We won the candle that was donated in James's name...thank you so much for sharing this candle and James with us...I cried as I read the journal...What a special young man.
Chrissy & Ron Breaux <breaux6@juno.com>
Lake Charles, La USA - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 10:29 AM (CST)
Bub,
Grandma has done a beautiful job on your website, You would be soo impressed! This week is so exciting with all the things we are doing for you, Dad singing for Special Wish and the first youth tournament in Worthington, the James Bowman Memorial Tournament. You would think it all so cool, I just wish you could be here to enjoy it, it is all so bittersweet. I miss you so very, very much!!

Grandma you're the best!!!

Mom
- Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 12:52 AM (CST)
Bonnie...just thinking of you this morning and wanted to say hello. You and your families continued efforts for our children are remarkable. Thank you!
God bless,
Lisa Agee (www.caringbridge.com/page/ross) <lagee67@hotmail.com>
Camden, AL - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 09:17 AM (CST)
The world is a better place because of James. Heaven is now a better place too because of James. I will look forward to seeing his smiling face when my time comes. Until then, thank you for sharing your child with us.
Kate <attbi.com>
- Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:29 AM (CST)
Dear Bonnie,

Thank you so much for your well wishes on Julia's website. It really does mean alot to us to know that there are so many caring and compassionate people out there. Our best wishes to you and your family for your continued strength, and the wonderful work you are doing.

Hugs and kisses from Julia,
Bernadette
Bernadette Gray <bgray@na.ko.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Thursday, January 23, 2003 at 08:24 AM (CST)
Hi Bonnie
As usual the web site looks just wonderful and is a perfect tribute to sweet James.
Such beautiful words by Margie, Drew & Nick too.
Best wishes to Rob & his band, raising for such a great course and we hope the wrestling tournament goes well too. I'm sure there'll be a great turn up!
Love & cuddles to one & all!
Liz, Murray, Adam, Joshua & Bethany
XO XO XO XO XO
the Cruickshank family <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, Vic. Australia - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 11:19 PM (CST)
Hello, this is Johnell Newman's Mom, we got your name off of his page and want to thank you for the kind note... I can only imagine what you have felt, but GOD is with each of us doing our trials... We PRAY that you & your family will continue to live each day with Bud as your guide... May God be with you...
Margo, Johnell, Sharnetia & Gordon <mnewman1@carolina.rr.com>
Charlotte, NC - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 09:39 AM (CST)
Thinking of you all today, especially James. He still lives vividly in each and every one of our hearts. My special "James Grape Jelly" candle will be lit in honor tonight -- 25 months since he left us for Heaven. I actually enjoy "his" candle quite often and it brings sort of a somber smile every time I light it.

Hugs and love to you all,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 07:07 PM (CST)
Hello ALL,
Just stumbled upon this site and wanted to stop by and wish all of you happiness despite your enormous loss. May GOD bless your family and watch over you. Jack (Colby's daddy forever & ever)
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby
Uniontown, PA USA - Sunday, January 19, 2003 at 10:05 AM (CST)
Just wanted to say Hello and thank you for visiting my site, may the lord pour many blessings upon your family....
Angela Saldaña <angsal15@yahoo.com>
Clearlake, CA - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 10:17 AM (CST)
Bonnie, I just wanted to stop by again and say hello and let you know I came by Jamie's site. I am showing some of my friends the caringbridge sites I have saved in my favorites folder. Jamie's smile just really captured me so I saved his page. Love, Tracy
Katia's page LEUKEMIA AML
Tracy Solomon
Tampa, FL - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 04:35 AM (CST)
I see your posts in so many guestbooks, encouraging families going through the nightmare of diseases that as you put it"robs them of their childhood and then takes their life". As I read your pages devoted to your grandson James, I feel the pain that his experiences brought to you and have no words that can take that away. It is unfortunate that along with the great memories you have of James you also have the ones of how much he endured, it just does not seem fair. I fail to understand! It is great to believe he is in Heaven, that brings you joy and a smile on your face, but along with the joy is the sorrow you have when you have to stay behind without him. I read somewhere in anothers webpages that when an older person goes to heaven you have to let go of the past, but when a younger one goes on, it robs you of your future. Both are in Heaven and for that we rejoice. Offering prayers that your love and memories of James keeps you content until you see him again.
ivy www.caringbridge.org/wa/cameronboyd <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 06:38 PM (CST)
A BIG THANKS FOR SIGNING OUR ALEXIS'S WEB PAGE. I AM SAD TO HEAR ABOUT JAMES WHAT A GREAT SMILE HE HAS. I HAVE BEEN READING YOUR SITE ALSO AND MY HEART ACHES. I DO FEEL YOUR PAIN. IT MAKES ME HAPPY WHEN PEOPLE TALK OF MY ALEXIS. THATS WHAT KEEPS ME ALIVE AND FRIENDS LIKE YOUR FAMILY WHO REALLY CARE. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT. LETS KEEP IN TOUCH AND BECOME FRIENDS.
LOVE AND THANKS JODY WIGGINS

JODY WIGGINS <rufusandjodi@yahoo.com>
ELKHART, KS USA - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 05:30 PM (CST)
Bonnie I see you all over posting messages of love and support, good for you! You are a source of strength for all these kids and their families.

Chris
Gooch's Site

- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 12:57 PM (CST)
Bonnie , Thank you for visiting Amandas page. I am so sorry for your loss. My mother passed this year in the middle of Amandas battle. So I believe shes being a granny to of all the (\o/) children in Heaven now. God Bless You
www.caringbridge.org/page/ajdavis
Kathy <kathyd1@adelphia.net>
Chillicothe, Oh USA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:07 PM (CST)
Bonnie,
Thankyou for writing on Elijah's web page. I am so sorry for the loss of your grandson. He looks so much like our Elijah. God Bless You.

Jody Poolman <caringbridge.com/ia/elijahpoolman>
Charles City, IA - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 09:24 PM (CST)
Hi
Thanks for writing in Davis's journal. He also has T Cell ALL, considered high risk because he is a boy and was 11. He did not have CNS involvement tho. Thanks for his prayers. Hopefully he can beat this for all the kids fighting out there!
Mary Lee (www.caringbridge.com/mn/davis.leukemia)
Burnsville, MN - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 08:55 PM (CST)
Thank you for signing Presley's Guestbook. Although she has run into complications, she is a fighter, and is continuing her fight!
Thanks again,
Staci Nash <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY - Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 01:44 PM (CST)
Bonnie,

Thank you for signing Irene's page, and yes I do remember you. I have since moved to Youngstown.. only three hours from you. I am so sorry to hear of your own diagnosis. I know James is watching down on you. If you ever want to talk Im an email away.
Torrie <www.caringbridge.com/page/irenesroadtorecovery>
Canfield, Oh USA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 08:37 PM (CST)
I know Ive told you this before...every so often when Im thinking of James I come to your site just to see the picture of beautiful James smiling ear to ear....and I cant help but smile back.

James will always hold a very special place in my heart.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox(((((Bonnie)))))
elaine
Ottawa, Ontario - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 11:51 PM (CST)
Thinking of you Bonnie and sending you cyber hugs across the miles.
much love,
Heather, mommy to Brianna (all-kids)
www.caringbridge.com/ny/mylittlesunshine
syracuse, ny usa - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 09:19 AM (CST)
I found a link to this page from another site. I truly am so sorry for your loss. Your family will be in my prayers...

Sometimes the sun seems hidden
When our lives are filled with rain,
And yet God sees us clearly
And His promises remain.
Sometimes we pray for something
That He doesn't seem to give,
And yet He knows just what we need
To help us grow and live.
And finally when the sun shines
And the clouds are there no longer,
We see how much He Blessed us
And the storm has made us stronger
Author Unknown

Lisa
NYC, - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 08:12 PM (CST)
I just found your webpage and am so sorry to hear about the loss of your grandson. It is heart breaking to keep hearing of the young lives claimed by this cancer monster! I read about December being your bad month and it really struck me. January is ours. Our first born son, Tyler, was born on Jan 21, 1991 and died on Jan 26, 1991 to a rare heart disease. Then on Jan 21, 1999 my son Ryan (he was only 4 1/2 yrs old then) was diagnosed with ALL Leukemia. He is now 8 and is beating it so far! He does a lot of work for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society to raise awareness and money to find a cure. We will not stop until a cure is found.......I will keep you in my prayers. It will be 12 years since we lost our Tyler and it still hurts. I just want you to know that you are being thought about......

www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Michele Finck, Ryan's mom~~www.caringbridge.com/ky/ryans.hope
Hebron, ky - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 10:14 AM (CST)

Untitled Document

I am so sorry for your loss. I read Jamie's page and just wanted to leave you
a message. Our 2 (almost 3 year old) daughter was diagnosed with Leukemia AML
in April 2002. I have always known about Cancer and Leukemia but it really doesn't
hit you until someone in your family gets it. Our lives have been changed because
of this disease and we pray each day for a cure but also for those families
who have lost a loved one to this disease. Love, Tracy Solomon

Katia's webpage

Tracy Solomon
Tampa, FL - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 05:00 PM (CST)
I am sorry for your loss. You are in our prayers.
Lori Howard and family <www. caringbridge.org/il/jackryan>
Aurora, IL - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 09:45 PM (CST)
I am so sorry for your loss. I too have a Jamie. The oldest of my four children. The youngest Ashley passed March 17, 2001 at 5 from a brain tumor, thinking of you all, Tracy Allen
Tracy Allen
mesa, az usa - Monday, January 06, 2003 at 10:24 AM (CST)
I am so sorry for your loss to your grandson. I know how hard it is too loss a son. It is the worest thing to go through. Know that you have a guardian angel who is with you at all times. Know that one day when God calls you home that he will be waiting for you in the golden gates runing straight to you. Sending you lots of hugs. thanks for sharing his website with me.
kateena brooks <kbrooks46@hotmail.com>
el paso, tx 79906 - Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 08:59 PM (CST)
Your son was a very brave young man, you have great site for him ,I am sure he is very proud of you.
*HUGS*
RAOK member
- Sunday, January 05, 2003 at 07:22 AM (CST)
I am very sorry for the loss of your James
Lorraine Cotter < Lorrainecott@aol.com>
Pgh, PA USA - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 08:26 PM (CST)
James was a big "Ohio State Fan" so I just know how happy he is up in Heaven that his Buckeyes won the National Championship!

Love and miss you Bub...Love, granny Bonnie
Grandma to four wonderful beautiful children
Columbus, Ohio - Saturday, January 04, 2003 at 01:18 PM (CST)
With all the people who come here to post, whose lives you have all touched,
I wish there was something we could all do for you so your lives wouldnt feel so empty.
I wish you peace. I know this is your third new years, and its not getting any easier as people may lead you to believe.....
but I hope you somehow hold onto all the good memories and find solace in them.
chris
Gooch's Site

- Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 11:19 AM (CST)
JUST THINK ABOUT HIS FIRST CHRISTMAS WITH GOD AND HOW AWESOME THAT WAS FOR HIM..NO MORE SUFFERING PAIN FREE..REMEMBER GOD PICKED THE PRETTIEST FLOWER ON THE EARTH THAT DAY AND TOOK HIM FOR A REASON..NEVER FORGET YOU HAVE A GUARDIAN ANGEL BY YOUR SIDE FOREVER ANS ALWAYS..I WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU AND ALL THE OTHER KIDS ON THE CARING BRIDGE PAGES!!
summer l. gee <SUMMERGEE22@HOTMAIL.COM>
lincolnton, nc usa - Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 09:54 PM (CST)
Hello Bonnie,
I was just thinking about Jamie today and hoping that you all were doing okay. I did a scrapbook for Taylor and wrote a little about Jamie in there for her. I hope we can get together soon. Thank you for the card. Michael and I love you all very much and our prayers are with you. Tell Kelly I want to see that baby.
Love,
Carey Baker
Carey Baker <carey72@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 09:22 PM (CST)
Hi Bonnie Rick & Family ~ Im Wishing you all a Very Happy Warm & Wonderful New Years ~ I Miss Sweet Jamie Too ~ I am Sad you lost your Sweet Fellow ~ and I am Praying for you all to Find Peace & Comfort in the Up Coming New Years.....Love & Lots of (((((HUGS)))))
Debra Mom to Ben ALL dx 10/00 now in LTM.
I Will Never Forget your Brave Warrior !!!!
Also do you need any more Beanies ~ I have a few Left Sitting here that might make a trip to Ohio...Please let me know.
Sorry so Long....Im just Sad....
PS ~ Little Isabelle is adorable.
:o)
Debra
ks usa - Saturday, December 28, 2002 at 06:54 AM (CST)
I'm truly very sorry for the loss of your handsome son James. Just know that he is Celebrating Christmas with all the angels in Heaven. May God give you the strength & courage to be happy. Also try to be grateful you have been given such beautiful memories. I don't know how you feel but am truly sorry for you loss. God Bless you all through these difficult time.
Jo-Jo
CT - Wednesday, December 25, 2002 at 10:09 PM (CST)
Jamie looks like he lived life to the fullest. I am so sorry for your loss and pray that his spirit and love may comfort you during this very difficult month.
Amber Herman, mommy to Jeremiah (12/31/99-8/24/02) <aaherman@mindspring.com>
Douglasville, GA USA - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 07:39 AM (CST)
We've never met, I've only read about Jamie through the ALL-kids list. I just wanted your family to know that you are in our prayers. May God's peace be with you. A candle is burning at our house for your precious boy.
Belinda Armstrong <BelindaStamps@aol.com>
Battle Creek, MI USA - Friday, December 20, 2002 at 09:04 AM (CST)
You are in our thoughts and prayers. May your sorrow be overshadowed by precious memories and your pain be relieved by God's comfort.
Yolanda Rogers, Mommy to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 08:06 PM (CST)
Bonnie ~ Rick ~ Rob ~ Kim ~ Bryan ~ Kailyn ~ Kelly,

I will be lighting my special James Grape Jelly candle tonight in honor of a remarkable young man. It's really hard for me to believe that today marks two years since his passing. It's just sooo sad. I know that this month is extremely difficult on all of you and I hope the comfort of friends and family will help you get through it...each and every year. My sincere heartfelt thoughts are with you all. Today I have chosen to honor Jamie rather than mourn. God bless you all. Thinking of you, as always.

With love and hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 01:57 PM (CST)
We've never met, but I check James' site on a reqular basis. I felt compelled to visit today and as soon as I got here I knew why. May you feel James's arms around you all day. I will light a candle for James tonight as I light one for my own child lost to cancer. God Bless you.
Patty (Mom to angel Jonathan)
- Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 01:44 PM (CST)
May the Lord hold you close on this day

Kathy
- Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 01:33 PM (CST)
Bonnie,
Thinking of you and your sweet family. I know the holidays are hard for all of you...try to look for Jamie's sweet smile twinkling in the heavens at you. I'll light a candle for him tomorrow and say a prayer for all of you.
God bless,
Lisa Agee (www.caringbridge.com/page/ross) <lagee67@hotmail.com>
Camden, AL - Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 08:47 AM (CST)
Got my candle ready Bonnie. Wish it wasnt necessary though.
chris
Gooch's Site

- Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 07:17 PM (CST)
Jamie's parents,
I want you both to know you're in my thoughts and prayers as you come up on the anniversary of your son going home to heaven.
You're always in my thoughts and prayers.

God Bless
http://www.geocities.com/ourangeljordyn/Welcome
Christy Fitzpatrick <Ourangeljordyn@aol.com>
Fort Riley, KS USA - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 10:36 AM (CST)
I just wanted you to know that you and your angel are in my thoughts and prayers on their special day!
Heidi <momof3@chartermi.net>
Grand Haven , Mi USA - Saturday, December 14, 2002 at 10:01 AM (CST)
Bonnie,
Thank you for the note in Seth's guestbook. Holidays are so hard with our special little boys. Seth also knew no strangers but also had that shy side. He loved trains and we know there are now toy trains in heaven.
Peace and God Bless
Ruthie (Seth's mom) <www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains>
North Palm Beach, Fl - Friday, December 13, 2002 at 06:20 PM (CST)
How is everybody? Merry Christmas to all of you. May God bless you all.Also, tell Robbie Happy Birthday.

Love , Sam & Susan & Mom Butler
Sam Butler <Slammer320@aol.com>
Xenia, Oh usa - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 04:26 PM (CST)
Hi Bonnie & Rick,
As usual the web site looks so beautiful and is a perfect tribute to your precious grandson, Jamie.
We are thinking of you all always, especially with the anniversary of Jamie's birthday in heaven approaching.
All the photos are beautiful too!
Take care & talk to you soon.
Loads of love & GIANT cuddles,

Liz, Murray, Adam, Joshua & Bethany
XO XO XO XO XO XO XO XO XO XO
the Cruickshank family <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, Vic. Australia - Tuesday, December 10, 2002 at 06:06 PM (CST)
Love the Christmas trimming on the website! We want to wish your entire family Happy Holidays. I am sure our special angels will be helping us celebrate. Love you guys!
Barbara Auxier - Mom to Angel Mike and Special Friend to Angel Jamie <bauxier@earthlink.net>
Fullerton, CA - Friday, December 06, 2002 at 06:14 PM (CST)
Grandma Bonnie and the rest of Jamie's family:

Thank you for signing Gabbie's Web site. The loss of a child really is the most devastating loss a family could face. It sounds like Jamie fought long and hard. I have so much respect for these children!!

I hope your family shares the same eternal hope that we do. We know we will see our daughter again. We know that until we do, we face a long, hard road. But I know who will get us through. I don't expect it to be easy at all. I expect the pain to be present until eternity begins. But then, we will have unimaginable joy.

Jamie's pictures are beautiful!

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey & Saint Gabrielle
(http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/gabrielles.prayers)
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@worldnet.att.net>
Minneapolis, - Wednesday, December 04, 2002 at 05:19 PM (CST)
I also lost a son at Christmas time. It will forever make the holidays a sad time for me. I pray that you can remember the good times a little more each year I really make an effort to try to. My son died of kidney failure
Sharon <mopgal@hotmail.com>
Dardanelle, AR - Monday, December 02, 2002 at 08:19 PM (CST)
Bonnie,
Thank you for signing Lisa's guestbook. After seeing the picture of James, I can say with certainty, that both of our darlings had the same lovelight shining from their eyes.
I'm wishing warm memories, and a gentle December for you.
{{{{{{{Bonnie}}}}}}}}
Cheryl, Lisa's Mom <Normie22@aol.com>
IL USA - Sunday, December 01, 2002 at 08:27 AM (CST)
Bonnie, you're a wonderful lady & I know this time of year is especially hard on all of you.
I know that beautiful baby Isabella is a welcome distraction for all of you, but doesnt make up for the loss.

chris
Gooch's Site

- Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 08:23 AM (CST)
Hello,
I just want to say how much James must be proud of his family for the effort you have done to raise money and awareness to Leukemia. We plan to hold a concert next year for our Laura as music was so much part of her life with proceeds going to Leukemia research. It is extremely hard to lose a child or grandchild when they, like James and our Laura, have such a vibrant life ahead of them. All I know life does not end here on earth and continues on in Heaven with our loved ones always watching over us forever and ever.
Robert White <rwcanuck@shaw.ca>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 02:33 AM (CST)
Bub,
The big game is on Ohio State v Michigan Bryan Michael & Kailyn are in the kitchen making icing for the cookies they are making for Thanksgiving. Uncle Mike is on his way over with Christina & Mikie.I know you are with us watching over us and watching the game.

We miss and love you sweetheart!
Granny Bonnie <rmsrephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 11:14 AM (CST)
It's been 23 months...you are gone but never forgotten. You are still a part of us each and every day. The good memories will live on for a lifetime.

Thinking of you all today,
Vicki Hoffman
www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 11:59 AM (CST)
Hi- You don't know me. But I wanted to let you know that I'm sorry about ur loss of your grandchild. Where I live we had a very special friend and hero to us pass away 10-02-02 of this year from Leukima. His name was Shane Jones. We have to remember that they are all okay now and not fighting this horrible disease anymore. They are in a better place than the hosiptal! Shane and Ur grandson will Never* be forgotten! And will always remain in their friend's,family's hearts. It was very hard for everyone in Ironton to lose Shane. He was a fighter like Jamie too. He never gave up! And we always have to remember in our minds to never give up also! And always think of what the best times you all had together! So I'm sorry to hear about ur grandchild. I just read this today and I know its been almost 2 years maybe since he had passed away. But I know that days get harder as you go along. But always remember he's looking down on you right now!
Love-n- Miss you Shane! #45!

Ashley
Ironton (Shane's Town), OH - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 02:12 PM (CST)
My prayers are with you, for you have gone through such a hard ordeal. Loosing a child must be the most difficult challenge anybody can ever have! You are such a brave and couregeous family! I can't even begin to comprehend what you have gone through, but at least I know my son Nicolas has an angel watching over him!
Jeannie <jadbemi@hotmail.com, caringbridge.org/tx/nicben>
Eagle Pass, TX - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 11:17 AM (CST)
thinking about you and praying for you today as always. blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Thursday, November 14, 2002 at 06:36 PM (CST)
Bonnie & family,

James' website looks beautiful, as usual. I love the Autumn look. I know he frequents here so your efforts are not going unnoticed. May love and comfort be with you as we rapidly approach the holiday season. It is not an easy time for any of us. Thinking about you all.

Love and Hugs,
Vicki Hoffman
www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
World Champion Anaheim Angels, CA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 05:55 PM (CST)
Bonnie,
Just checking in on you'll. That is wonderful that some of James team did not want to stop walking. I'm sure he was watching from heaven and smiling the whole time. You and your family are always in our prayers.
Hugs and Prayers,
Dawn Gresham (Tommy's Mom ALL-Kids) <bdmtg@hotmail.com >
Warrenville, SC - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 02:08 PM (CST)
Bonnie, Thank you for visiting Sam's website. When I see James' picture, it just reminds me so much of Sammy and his bright smile. Our children are brave warriors for God. Sam's website is: www.samalimentato.homestead.com/greenribbon.html
Debbie Alimentato <dalimentato@monroecc.edu>
Rochester, NY USA - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 01:12 PM (CST)
Bonnie, I just looked at your grandson's site. What a great kid.I know you are so proud of him and miss him so much. I pray that there will be a cure soon for all cancers. I am sure that James and my son Kevin are watching over us as we try to make some sense of their deaths. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Cecelia m/o angel Kevin 4/30/84 to 8/9/01
dx aa3 (malignant brain tumor 12/14/00)
Cecelia Mullin <cmullin@columbus.rr.com>
Lancaste, OH usa - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 05:28 AM (CST)
Bonnie-
I'm so sorry to hear about James. He sounds like he was an absolute joy and blessing to have in your lives. I wish they'd find a cure for all the wretched cancer's once and for all!

Thanks for stopping by and checking in on Jake. Take care and God Bless.
Jake
Chanda & Jake Courtney
- Thursday, October 31, 2002 at 07:11 AM (CST)
Sorry to hear of your loss, we too lost a grandson to nhl on Dec 22,2000. he was also an enterprising young man who had his own lawn mowing business. Our thoughts and prayers go out to you. Visit Sam's web site at www.samalimentato.homestead.com/greenribbon.html
Nana Thornton
webster , ny usa - Tuesday, October 29, 2002 at 10:00 AM (CST)
Hello I am the grandmother of Amanda Galer in Mifflinburg,Pa. My deepest smypathy goes out to you in the lose of your grandson. He was a very nice looking boy and am sure he fought a good fight. Leukemia is a terrible thing to go through with all the ups and downs. We will keep you in our prayers, and thank you for send Amanda a message.
Doris Galer <dgaler@ptdprolog.net>
Middleburg,, Pa USA - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 08:45 PM (CST)
Hello, I am an Uncle of Amanda Galer In MIfflinburg, PA; I saw your entry in her guest book and thought I would also visit your sons site. I am so sorry to read that your son has lost the battle to leukemia. I see he was a very hansome young man and I know you must be very proud of him and his courageous battle. My most heartfelt sympathy goes to you and your family. Our family sure knows just how difficult it is dealing with this horrible disease when it strikes someone you love and care about so much. It was sure kind of you to take the time to visit Amandas site and to leave a message. It is easy to tell that your son had a very loving family just as our Amanda does. Our thoughts and prayers go out to you.
Dale Tittle <vsquare5n10@aol.com>
Middleburg, PA USA - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 02:27 PM (CST)
I haven't been here in a long while, but that doesn't mean I haven't been thinking about you and praying for you and your family. Know that you're cared for. Blessings!
Khalita www.caringbridge.com/nc/khalita Duke Peds BMT aplastic anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, October 25, 2002 at 08:09 AM (CDT)
Keeping your family in my prayers... laura and family
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 04:18 PM (CDT)
I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST AND I WISH YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS ALL THE BEST TO RELIZE YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE NOW AND SOMEDAY THEY WILL SEE YOU AGAIN AND YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR THEM IN THERE HEARTS
JEREMY ZAVELL <JMZAVELL@AOL.COM>
GEORGETOWN, SC USA - Sunday, October 20, 2002 at 07:34 PM (CDT)
Aunt Bonnie, I think it's wonderful that you keep on with the fight. Jamie was such a beautiful child, inside and out, and he is the best example of a hero that I know. I love you very much!!
Pam Wellman <pamv018@aol.com>
Reynoldsburg, OH USA - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 07:54 PM (CDT)
James...I LOVE & MISS YOU!!!Bryan, Kaily and me were watching old home movies today.The Halloween party 10/23/92..three days before Kaily was born.You were six and Bryan was 20 months.Then when grandma was the activity director at Claremont and you kids all came to the Halloween party...that was 1996 and you were 10...you were helping grandma as you always did.Grandma has a lot of memories of you but I wanted more.I hope you knew how much "JOY" you brought to me in the short 14 and a half years you were here...when you left you took part of me with you.As long as there is life in me I will keep your memory alive.
Love, granny Bonnie <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Sunday, October 13, 2002 at 12:23 AM (CDT)
Bonnie, hope you dont mind me adding a ribbon in Jamie's name on the Childhood Cancer Awareness Tree in Washington.....
chris
Gooch's Site

- Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 08:24 PM (CDT)
Hi there! My condolences to your family. I lost my mother, but never a child. I can't even begin to imagine the pain you must go through. I am sorry for your loss. Keep the faith that you will be reunited again. I know you will, and your son is watching over you every day. My son is just five and has an incurable eye disease- he is going blind. Don't things like this just seem like somebody else's nightmare? That is neat that you keep up your son's caringbridge site, and continue to fight. I think he likes that you continue the fight for other children. Take care and God bless! Love, Laura
www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
- Monday, October 07, 2002 at 12:20 PM (CDT)
James,I know you will be with us tonight as we walk in your memory and honor for the "Light the Night" walk for the cure.We all love and miss you very much!!!!

Love, granny Bonnie
You are our "Hero and Warrior" <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
COLUMBUS, OHIO - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 08:23 AM (CDT)
Dear James,
O those beautiful blue eyes. I hope someday you will meet my Charlene. She was also a shy girl. She was my best friend. When you do meet Char tell her I love her more than life. You Grandma visited Charlenes site and left you site. I am very glad to have dropped by. Your site is so precious.
Berneice Ross <ladyniner@earthlink.net>
Masontown, Pa USA - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CDT)
Dear James,
O those beautiful blue eyes. I hope someday you will meet my Charlene. She was also a shy girl. Buy, she was my best friend. When you do meet Char tell her I love her more than life. You Grandma visited Charlenes site and left you site. I am very glad to have dropped by. Your site is so precious.
Berneice Ross <ladyniner@earthlink.net>
Masontown, Pa USA - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CDT)
Dear Bonnie,
I love visiting and finding that you have updated James' page. You are so dedicated and he is such a wonderful inspiration. You will see and hold him again someday and what a wonderful reunion it will be. I hope you'll add his baby pictures back sometime.
Patty
- Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 08:26 PM (CDT)
James,I miss and love you so very much!!!!
Love, granny Bonnie
Grandma Bonnie <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 04:20 PM (CDT)
Thinking of you James and your family during this time....and always.

With love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman , sis to Mike Hunter - www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim (Home of the Anaheim Angels!), CA - Saturday, September 21, 2002 at 12:48 AM (CDT)
To the family of James I read your story and was very touched, My daughter Madeline age 41/2 was just diagnosed August 1, 2002 with Acute lymphoblastic luemkia, it is still early for us but my heart goes out to you, I know how precious your child is to you! My prayers and thoughts are with you always, pray for my little girl Mattie.
May God Bless You and Your Family.
Cindy Rakes <Rakes942@aol.com>
Fredericksburg, Va USA - Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 07:10 PM (CDT)
I AM THE GRANDMOTHER OF 7 BEAUTIFUL GRANDCHILDREN. I KNOW HOW PRECIOUS EACH ONE OF THEM ARE. MY HEART AND PRAYERS GO
OUT TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. GOD BLESS YOU.
PEGGY MORGAN R.N. <NONE>
BRAZORIA, TX USA - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 04:27 AM (CDT)
God gave us memories so that we may have roses in the December of our lives.

May your memories help you to find strength and comfort.
Holly http://www.caringbridge.com/page/amaralauranrocha
Robbinsdale, MN - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 02:15 PM (CDT)
Hi, I just visited your site and I think you did a beautiful job and a wonderful tribute to your son! I would like to invite you to join an angelic internet group called Simply Enchanting Angels. We hope to make new and lasting friendships as well as support each other in times of need. We have many fun activities and great times together. I hope to see you there! (((Angel Hugs))) Angel MaryBeth
Our website addy is http://www.seangels.org

Angel MaryBeth
Mi USA - Tuesday, August 27, 2002 at 07:38 AM (CDT)
Thinking of you Jamie and holding you close to our hearts.

Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Monday, August 19, 2002 at 07:14 PM (CDT)
Missing you James.
Worthington, Ohio
- Monday, August 19, 2002 at 09:58 AM (CDT)
Today marks 19 months since you left us sweetheart and I miss you more as each day passes.I love you so very much and my heart is empty without you.

Love, granny Bonnie
Bonnie, grandma to ^i^ Jamie forever 14.5
Columbus, Ohio - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 10:33 AM (CDT)
My thoughts have been with your family over the past couple of days. It's been a rough week for us all. Still loved and never forgotten is our Angel James. May he always watch over us, and especially over the birth of his new cousin. You know that he will be looking down with such love and admiration for that baby. God bless him -- or should I say God "blessed" him and he is now up there in paradise, while we continue our challenges down here.

With loving thoughts to you all,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike
Anaheim, CA - Thursday, July 18, 2002 at 11:36 AM (CDT)
There are no words that I can speak that would make the pain go away as I know from my own experience. God sent me here, and so did my cousin, Sandra, whom we lost a year ago, with cancer. She was so young. But, knowing my cousin, and her love for children, she is definitely with your beautiful child. I know this has to be the most horrible hurt and pain on all of you, and I just want you to know that my prayers are with you. I also know that he is now an Angel and will never leave your side. May God comfort you and hold you close to HIS heart always. Much Love, Joanne
Joanne <JTreasures@att.net>
Melrose Park, IL. USA - Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 02:33 PM (CDT)
James,I will be thinking of you all day...this was one of your favorite holidys.
We love and miss you more every day!

Love, granny Bonnie
Bonnie, grandma to ^i^ Jamie forever 14.5 <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Thursday, July 04, 2002 at 01:53 AM (CDT)
James,
Your 18 month anniversary fell on my daughter's 10th birthday. As we celebrated another year of life for her, I reminisced with my thoughts of you. I spent yesterday going through some old e-mails from you, Mike and your Grandma & Grandpa. I would have never thought back then we'd all be here 18 months later. I know that you are living an eternal life up in Heaven and I just know you and Mike have connected. I asked Mike about you the other day, hoping that you have found each other. May you look down and not only see our sadness, but also the happy times as we remember the cherished moments while you were here.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman
Sis to ^i^ Mike Hunter
www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Friday, June 21, 2002 at 02:47 PM (CDT)
It is hard to believe that 18 months ago today you left us and became one of God's Angels. You knew I was there today putting beautiful flowers on your grave. I could feel you close to me.
I will never get over losing you my wonderful and sweet grandson...just never!

Love, granny Bonnie
Bonnie, grandma to ^i^ James <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 07:25 PM (CDT)
I just wanted to stop out this week...and visit your website again...and let you know that I am thinking of your family this week...as always. I know these times are so very hard on each family...and my thoughts and prayers are with you.
God bless
Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com
Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
mn USA - Saturday, June 08, 2002 at 07:22 AM (CDT)
Happy Birthday James. We never met, but I am hoping you have met my son Jonathan in Heaven and I hope he is close to you today. I visit your website often and love seeing your beautiful pictures. May God send your family special blessings today as we all send our love.
Patty White <jpnwhite@adelphia.net>
Marshfield, MA - Wednesday, June 05, 2002 at 03:14 PM (CDT)
what a difficult day his birthday has to be. His website is a wonderful tribute to his memory.
Lynne -our angel nathan's site www.caringbridge.com/mn/nathanolien <lcolien@hotmail.com>
Fargo, ND - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 10:22 PM (CDT)
I know how hard tomorrow is going to be on all of you
you are in our prayers.
Chris & Gooch
Gooch’s Page
<chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 02:25 PM (CDT)
Happy 16th birthday, James. We miss you. You would be so proud of your brother Bryan if you had seen him in the spring musical at school. He did a great job!
Deanna K. Olson <BinkaTrmpt@aol.com>
Powell, OH USA - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 02:25 PM (CDT)
Kilbourne misses James.
Coach Repko <erepko@worthington.k12.oh.us>
Worthington, OH Franklin - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 12:51 PM (CDT)

Losing a son (or Child) Is unspeakable... I know the pain all to well.. Your in my thoughts and prayers during the date of his bday comes near.. Huggs

Doris <cdmaa@insightbb.com>
- Saturday, June 01, 2002 at 09:14 PM (CDT)
I know how hard this is ALL the time because contrary to what most of the world believes, this is NOT something you "get over". I also know how extraordinarily painful it is on "special" days...whichever they may be (I even have a special time. . .2 pm. That's when Anna would call me at the office to say "Hi, Mommy...just called to say I love you."). Thank you, Lord, for Heaven. You and all of us who share this tremendous burden are in my prayers.
http://www.galatians5.com
Yolanda Rogers <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, June 01, 2002 at 01:38 PM (CDT)
10:52 PM Pacific ~ 5/19/02
Today marks 17 months since our Jamie was taken into the Lords hands. He is now happy healthy and enjoying his new life up in Heaven, rejoicing with all his new found friends. No pain....no worries....no cancer...
Thinking of you all today.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vhofffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 12:51 AM (CDT)
Hi Bonnie and Jamie,
I was thinking of you both today. Bonnie you are a wonderful and strong Grandma and I know that Jamie is looking down at you and smiling with a huge grin. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Hugs and Prayers from S.C.

Dawn Gresham (Tommy's Mom ALL-Kids) <bdmtg@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/sc/tommygresham>
Warrenville, SC - Friday, May 17, 2002 at 08:33 AM (CDT)
Happy Mother's Day Bonnie!!

Thinking of you and your family today and always.

With love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vhofffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 11:07 PM (CDT)
I dont write in here much, actually, it makes me a little uncomfortable because I dont have any earth shattering words of wisdom to say,
but I do keep in touch with your wonderful, caring, loving, thoughtful grandma
and know you would have made a terrific cousin to Kelly's baby,
and not only that - but you would probably have been on MY side in naming her Christine !!!!

chris <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
/page/gooch - Monday, May 06, 2002 at 02:14 PM (CDT)
Hello
Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you all today (and always!) and I hope the fun run/walk has gone well. Look forward to hearing all about it!
Love & cuddles from
Liz & her precious gang, from the Great Southern Land!
the Cruickshank family <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, Vic. Australia - Sunday, April 28, 2002 at 06:58 PM (CDT)
Dear Bonnie,
My thoughts and prayers are with you. May God bless you and give you strength to fight this battle against cancer.
Cindy Coffman <www.caringbridge.com/ga/hillarycoffman; cpcoffman@juno.com>
Cumming, GA USA - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 05:17 AM (CDT)
My beautiful smelling candle is burning brightly tonight to mark our somber anniversary. It's 9:30 here on the West Coast and I can see James' smile beaming down from Heaven. I know he is really enjoying himself up there, as we pain in the sorrows of our losses. I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about all of you today and this evening.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Friday, April 19, 2002 at 11:33 PM (CDT)
Today marks 16 months since you left us...love and miss you sooo very much sweetheart!

granny Bonnie
Bonnie Stephens <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Friday, April 19, 2002 at 10:59 AM (CDT)
You have a nice Site, and I wish you God's peace through Jesus Christ.
http://www.algonet.se/~allan-sv/INDEX.HTM
Allan Svensson <allan-sv@algonet.se>
Sweden - Tuesday, April 09, 2002 at 08:44 AM (CDT)
Bonnie.......love the pictures of Jamie. Such a sweet face.
Carol James <Thewitch60@aol.com>
Castalia, OH USA - Sunday, April 07, 2002 at 06:53 PM (CDT)
Bonnie, was thinking of you today and decided to visit James's sight again. Love the new pictures that have been added since I was here last. Just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking of you and your family and I'm praying for you... Love Ya
Dinah L. Moore <sdmoore@kscable.com>
Iola, KS United States - Sunday, April 07, 2002 at 12:10 PM (CDT)
Hello everyone I have been thinking of you guys.I don't know if I told you but I am getting married in september so we have been so busy.Hope to hear from you soon.
love,
kara
p.s.Happy Be-lated Easter hope everything is going well keep me updated.

Kara <muelleka@chi.edu.osu>
hilliard, oh - Friday, April 05, 2002 at 08:03 AM (CST)
Everyone missed you today sweetheart...I know you were with us though,I could feel your presents.
I also felt you were with granny at your grave side today too.
Love you and miss you more each passing day.
Grandma Bonnie <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 11:35 PM (CST)
Happy Easter Jamie
I bet there's quite a celebration going on there!

Chris <chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
Bethel, CT - Friday, March 29, 2002 at 09:22 PM (CST)
Happy Easter to the Bowman and the Stephens families!! I wanted to be sure to put an early wish in just in case I'm not on the PC this weekend. Our family has got a busy couple of days ahead.

Hope Bryan and Kaily are visited by the Easter bunny and showered with lots of love! Don't ya just love those chocolate eggs? Yum!

Speaking of yum, I received my order of James' candles yesterday. Boy, they smell scrumptious!! I lit one last night and really enjoyed it's beauty and fragrance. It has such special meaning to me. I am sharing one with one of Mike's best friends, I'm sure she'll treasure it also.

Anyway, thinking of you all over the holiday as another comes and goes without our boys. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. Bonnie & Rick have a safe trip and enjoy the family time.

Love,
Vicki Hoffman, sis to ^i^ Mike Hunter ~ www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Friday, March 29, 2002 at 01:08 PM (CST)
Hello Grandparents of Jamie:
What wonderful loving grandparents you are! It is no wonder that your beautiful Jamie had those same character traits. Children do learn by example. May God Bless you as you continue your journey through life and be with you on that glorious day when you will see your grandson again. I pray that you are all doing well, (especially his siblings). May Peace and Love be yours,
Terri
Terri Bestul <gtranch@hutchtel.net>
Lester Prairie, MN U.S.A. - Tuesday, March 26, 2002 at 08:37 PM (CST)
Hi Bonnie,
Thanks for checking out Rich's site. I am not too good with updates. You sure have been a wonderful support for all of us at allkids. We really appreciate you staying in touch with us. I think of you and your sweet Jamie often, and envy that wonderful grandparent relationship you had with him. My folks are no longer living . Bless you Bonnie.
Rita
Rita Guthrie <rguthrie@akron.infi.net>
Wadsworth, oh - Monday, March 25, 2002 at 06:40 PM (CST)
Hello to my wonderful friends in Ohio!
I just love visiting Jamie's web site! There is something new to see everytime I visit! I love the Easter baskets! I love looking at Jamie's beautiful smiling face!
Take care & cuddles to all!
Love
Liz & gang from Down Under! XO XO XO XO XO
Cruickshank family <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, Vic. Australia - Monday, March 25, 2002 at 05:13 PM (CST)
Bowman & Stephens family,

My thoughts are with you this evening as my candle is shining brightly in James' honor. I just wish it were his famed Jammin' James Grape Jelly one *Ü* Big hugs to all of you as you surpass this monumental day.

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vhoffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Tuesday, March 19, 2002 at 11:54 PM (CST)
James' website is always so spirited! It makes me smile when I come to visit. What a great job ~ I know he's proud!!

Love & hugs,
Vicki Hoffman ~ www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vhofffman@yahoo.com>
Anaheim, CA - Tuesday, March 19, 2002 at 11:42 PM (CST)
Hi everyone!

I am DEFINITELY interested in more info on the "James' Jammin Grape Jelly" candle. How appropriate, purple is my favorite color and in honor of James....yippee!! Please e-mail me the info on ordering.

Hugs to all,
Vicki Hoffman - www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike <vicki.hoffman@nextiraone.com>
Anaheim, CA - Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 12:21 AM (CST)
So sorry for your loss. You are in my prayers.
Susan <msdavid1@bellsouth.net>
Ashland City, TN USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2002 at 11:16 PM (CST)
I am so sorry for you loss i just lost my friend to cancer it is a very hardthing to go through. My thoughts and prayers are with you. The day you lost your grandson is the same day as my little cousin birthday it was her second birthday. My prayers are with you.

Jenn
Enola, Pa U.s.A - Sunday, March 10, 2002 at 04:38 PM (CST)
JUST DO YOUR BEST !!!!
GOD BLESS YOU!

Beverly Sanchez <beba_sanchez@hotmail.com>
killeen, tx - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 09:43 PM (CST)
Bonnie,
Hi. My name is Rhonda Hunley. My son, Connor, is 7 years old and was diagnosed 10/12/01, with rhabdomyosarcoma, a cancer that attaches to muscle. He is currently undergoing chemo and radiation. The tumor has shrunk dramatically, but cannot be removed without removing his urethra. I found out about you and your precious grandson, James, after reading Deneen's journal (Tiffany's mom). I just want you to know that my prayers are with you to give you peace. Just think, one sweet, beautiful day, we will all reside in that paradise known as Heaven. Then you can hold your wonderful James again. Take care and May God Bless You!
Love,
Rhonda Hunley, Mommy to Connor~~http//www.caringBridge.com/tn/connorhunley <rshunley@comcast.net>
Goodlettsville, TN Good 'ole USA - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 08:08 AM (CST)
Hi
My name is Kayla and I am one of Hillary Coffman's friends. I know that you don't know me, but I just wanted to say that I will keep your family in my prayers!
Kayla Deak <mdeak@bellsouth.net>
Cumming, GA United States! - Saturday February 23, 2002 11:10 AM CST
Hi James,

A candle was shining brightly at my house last night. I know that you can feel the love in the Heaven's above permeating from Earth below. We think about you constantly.

Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday February 20, 2002 2:02 PM CST
You know grandma is thinking about you today,grandma thinks about you from the time she gets up in the morning til I go to sleep at night.I miss you more every day that passes...you are and always will be my special boy...now my special Angel.I love and miss you so very much!
Love, granny Bonnie

Columbus, Ohio - Thursday February 14, 2002 11:31 AM CST
Happy Valentine's Day in Heaven Jamie....

Chris {Goochie's mom}
www.geocities.com/goochsplace

- Wednesday February 13, 2002 11:36 PM CST
James,

I know you are busy this week preparing Valentine's for all the beloved Angels up there in Heaven. You always loved the holidays. I am transmitting a special Valentine to you too, I hope you get my message. We are always thinking of you and your family. Tell my brother hello when you see him.

Hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Monday February 11, 2002 7:10 PM CST
I saw your son on sending our love. I hope your family is doing ok. I will pray for you.
Jessica <jessica20317@aol.com>
- Monday February 11, 2002 1:04 PM CST
Bonnie
as soon as computer is out of shop
hopefully tomorrow
i will be back in touch
although now I am terrified to mess with the pix too!
I cant take this laptop anymore!!!

Chris
www.geocities.com/goochsplace
<chrisrusso_@hotmail.com>
Bethel, CT - Wednesday February 6, 2002 10:05 PM CST
Bonnie,
Thank you so much for reading and signing Briana's website. Your grandson's story is very touching. This is such a painful journey. As if the diagnosis of cancer wasn't hard enough.....we are now forced to live without the children we cared about and loved dearly. I often wonder what our life would be like if Briana had never been diagnosed with cancer.....I am sure you do the same. This awful disease changes us forever.
I will be sure to keep Bryan and Kaitlyn in my prayers as well as the rest of your family.

God Bless.
Shannan
Mom to Angel Briana
10/15/91~7/28/01
www.caringbridge.com/pa/briana <Shannangal@aol.com>
Phila, Pa - Wednesday February 6, 2002 5:55 PM CST
Jamie's story has touched my heart!!!
Your family is in my prayers!!!!
I can just see him and all of the other beautiful angels hugging and laughing and taking good care of each other up in Heaven!!
Love,
ANGEL BRIANA'S FRIEND

- Tuesday February 5, 2002 8:30 PM CST
Hi I got your website from Briana Glacken's page. I am sorry for your loss. Cancer is horrible. Briana fought so hard with her cancer and I am sure so did James. Briana and James are now angels in heaven free from all there pain. Watching over and protecting us. Again I am sorry.
Alison McNamara <alicat2114@aol.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 8:14 PM CST
Dear Bonnie, your story has affected me to. I as well lost a very special person to me. His name was michael he died of AML on August 26 2001. He had died 5 months after diagnosis,he was only 18. We were going to get married once he got out of the hospital,and was able to walk me down the aisle. I know somewhat how your feeling and it never goes away.It seems to get worse everyday.Take care and I"m sorry for you'r loss.
KRYSTAL <maxxximum-overdrive@hotmail.com>
MISSISSAUGA, ONT, CANADA - Tuesday February 5, 2002 1:43 PM CST
Dear Bonnie,
Thank you for signing "My Angels" guestbook. I wish I could say something that could lessen the pain of your loss but there are no words. Just know that although time cannot heal your pain, it does tend to numb it somewhat. God Bless.

My Angels...Michelle, Gerald & Daniel
http://my_angels.tripod.com/

Jackie <Pywackette@msn.com>
Bay Minette, AL USA - Monday February 4, 2002 11:58 PM CST
What a precious young man. You had signed my guestbook and so I came for a visit. I lost 2 little boys to heart disease. My heart goes out to you and your family .God Bless

Twila <pandora455@hotmail.com>
MO USA - Monday February 4, 2002 5:18 PM CST
Bonnie,
I too am a grandma of an angel, Jonny 12/27/01. My son Jake has told me about you and how you have impressed him. This disease is the pits. I couldn't breath the whole time Jonny was on treatment. It just seemed like every good newsflash was followed with disappointment.
My grandson like yours was a friendly and loving child. Whenever we went to see him I would ask him to smile and he would. He had such a smile. I really miss it. This Mon. he would've been 8 years old. Jake and Pat are strong people. Stornger than I ever thought they could be. I'm so proud of them.
Please write back. You are the first grandma I've met who has gone thru it. I know the parents go thru heck, but grandparents hurt twice. Once for our grandchild and then for our own child.

Sue Thomas grandma to Jonny and Mom to Jake <grandmasue@toast.net>
Toledo, Oh Lucas - Sunday February 3, 2002 9:49 PM CST
I just finished reading James' story on the sendingourlove.org site. I just had to write to let you know what an inspiration James' is for others, like me, suffering from Chronic illnesses. His bravery, courage and love for others is so beautiful. He is truly one of the Lord's special angels!!

God bless, Nancy
Nancy Peuraharju <nancy.peuraharju@kolumbus.fi>
MUURAME, FINLAND - Sunday February 3, 2002 3:40 PM CST
James, you are loved and missed.

Worthington, Ohio - Friday February 1, 2002 6:05 PM CST
May he walk in perpetual light.
Jack
- Tuesday January 29, 2002 7:23 AM CST
no words, so sorry.
jesus
- Sunday January 27, 2002 10:02 AM CST
Bonnie and Angel James,
This is a wonderful tribute to your beloved James. He is a handsome young man as my Mom would say. I really love all that you have on this website. I know that James is up there watching over all the other children who are fighting the awful disease. You and your family will always be in our prayers.

Dawn Gresham (ALL-Kids Tommy's Mom) <bdmtg@hotmail.com>
Warrenville, SC - Saturday January 26, 2002 7:52 PM CST
Bonnie, I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious grandson, James. I know the pain of burying someone you love with all your heart. Thank you for taking the time to visit Noah's website and sign his guestbook!
"Some times our lives are blessed by people who are so special that we are better just to have known them."
Melissa Barrett <noahsmomis@attbi.com>
South Bend, IN USA - Tuesday January 22, 2002 6:25 PM CST
James,
We love and miss you sweetheart!

Love,granny Bonnie
<rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Friday January 18, 2002 0:49 AM CST
God be with you this new year and always!
Casey Jankowski <www.caringbridge.com/ca/kayli>
Fresno, CA - Tuesday, January 01, 2002 at 03:36 PM (CST)
I just wanted everyone to know that you've been in my thoughts and prayers this holiday.

Remember that hope sustains us - a hope that beyond this world lies a life of indescribable blessing. "The greatest joy on earth is to have the sure hope of heaven."

I thought of Jamie, our Angel, when I read that.

I love all of you very much. Have a Happy and Blessed New Year.
Pam Wellman <pamv018@aol.com>
Reynoldsburg, OH USA - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 07:28 PM (CST)
My thoughts and prayers are with all of you. May God comfort you especially through these holidays and always.
Cindy Coffman <www.caringbridge.com/ga/hillarycoffman>
Cumming, GA USA - Monday, December 31, 2001 at 01:01 PM (CST)
You all are in my constant thoughts and prayers!

Kimberly Drew <KRDRSC21@aol.com>
Rains, SC - Sunday, December 30, 2001 at 11:33 PM (CST)
James,
grandma just got finished watching the last video of you made by dad.I couldn't sleep thinking of you and plus getting the news tonight about your aunt Kelly going to have a baby.
I love and miss you more every day...you are grandma's special Angel.

Columbus,Ohio, Ohio - Friday, December 28, 2001 at 02:39 AM (CST)
Hey James, Merry Christmas. Everyone was over at the house for Christmas Eve before Pa Paw went to work on Christmas night. Stopped by your resting place and it sure looks good with all the X-mas decorations. Thinking about you, our special angel on Christmas Day. Love and miss you. Pa Paw.

Rick Stephens (Pa Paw) <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio U.S.A - Tuesday, December 25, 2001 at 01:03 AM (CST)
G'day Bonnie, Rick & all the family!
I just love to visit this site and see Jamie's gorgeous, smiling face! It is Christmas Eve here and my thoughts are with you all, as another holiday approaches without your darling boy. Thank goodness no one can take away our precious memories, of those we have lost.
What a celebration they must have up in heaven tomorrow, being Jesus' birthday! I'm sure Jamie will be the life of the party!
Have a lovely Christmas Day all together and a safe, happy & healthy 2002! We'll be thinking of you all.
Lots of love & cuddles from,
Liz, Murray, Adam, Joshua & Bethany XO XO XO XO XO
the Cruickshank family <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, Vic. Australia - Monday, December 24, 2001 at 06:07 AM (CST)
Just wanted to stop out this week..and let you know that James and your family have been in my thoughts and prayers as always. I know there is nothing I can say to help ease your pain, but please know how many lives he has touched...especially mine. Praying that God's love will be a source of comfort and strength to you - now and in the days ahead… may your memories comfort you. God bless
Laura
Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com
Laura/Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
MN USA - Saturday, December 22, 2001 at 01:58 AM (CST)
I am so sorry for your loss.James was a courageous young man & you must be so proud.My son,Jack passed away in August 2001 aged 3years.He suffered from Cerebral Palsy.He has a star on page 5.Take care,Lisa.xxxxxx
Lisa <lisaeclawson@aol.com>
England - Friday, December 21, 2001 at 12:26 PM (CST)
Bonnie, Thinking of you and your family... Jamie and I will light a candle for James at Christmas Eve mass and Im going to ask Jamie to light one for Drew too...not my Jamie's Drew but your Drew :) I read his email below and was very moved.

With love, Elaine

Ottawa, Ont - Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 08:20 PM (CST)
Dear Bonnie and family
Thank you for visiting Shad's website. It means alot to us that our little boy is never forgotten. The outpouring of kind words from strangers reminds us that we are not alone. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers during this holiday season.
Hugs,
Lisa and Gerard McKell
mommy and daddy of Angel Shad
Lisa and Gerard McKell <lmckell@sympatico.ca>
Toronto, on Canada - Thursday, December 20, 2001 at 05:13 PM (CST)
James,

I know that you are visiting us today and providing the strength and support to us all as we get through this very difficult anniversary of your passing. We all think about you so very much -- your caring way and the courage that you possessed and of course the love that you shared during your short time here. I will be lighting a candle tonight in your honor, I'm sure you will see many shining brightly. You have the greatest family and I know they are all together comforting each other. Please help them through this day. My thoughts are with you all.

P.S. Give Mike a BIG hug for me, I know you two have finally met - just sorry that it had to be in Heaven.

Hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 07:25 PM (CST)
BONNIE.....THINKING OF YOU AND YOUR FAMILY TODAY.
Carol James <billcarol@sanduskyohio.com>
Castalia, OH USA - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 12:24 PM (CST)
Bonnie and Family,
We just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of your family today. Jamie was a very special young man that touched more people than we will never know. Even though I never had the pleasure to meet him in person, I think of you all very often. Holding you up in prayers today and always.....
Love,
Tammy, Ron, and Emma Hall

The Hall Family <hallrontammy@msn.com>
Medina , Ohio usa - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 08:54 AM (CST)
Jamie, I miss you so much. Its very hard for me to just sit here and wait for 6:43am to come, but I couldn't sleep to save my life. I just can't believe you are not here with us. But your family knows you are watching over all the kids this Christmas and since you have been gone. You were always a fixer and a protector. I know you are their with little Mikie and he is well with you James. I love you.
Aunt Kelly <kbowman@columbus.rr.com>
Worthington, OH USA - Wednesday, December 19, 2001 at 01:59 AM (CST)
It's been a year today, a really tough time for all of us. I know that James wouldn't want me to be all upset on his account, but i miss him a lot. I know this holiday will be very hard for me, the same with many others i'm sure. I'd like to say i'm here, if anyone needs to talk. I love you James!
Drew <Drewbaby0000@aol.com>
Worthington, OH U.S. - Tuesday, December 18, 2001 at 10:04 PM (CST)
James,

We miss your smiling face.
You are loved and missed.

Worthington, OH - Friday, December 14, 2001 at 06:27 PM (CST)

Jamie, was very special person, would help you with anything.He was a lover of sports, but football was his first love.I was a good friend of his family my husband and I. His short life should be an expmple to how we should all live our lives.He will be greatly missed by everyone who knew him."I know it seems since he left we all feel all alone but we should remember he only went on ahead Home"
Louis and Patty Cannon <pcannon13>
Jackson, MS Hinds - Wednesday, December 12, 2001 at 06:14 PM (CST)
{{{{{{{{ James' Family }}}}}}}}
You will all be in my heart and prayers during this holiday season. We will light a candle for James. I lost a son, too, who was 14, and I miss him every single day! Perhaps my Tee and your James are buddies now in heaven where they can romp and play free of pain. God bless you and comfort you.

http://www.angelfire.com/journal2/childlosscom/tee.html
Jan <jjsplayground@yahoo.com>
Wickenburg, AZ USA - Monday, December 10, 2001 at 11:35 PM (CST)
Bless you Bonnie and all that you do to keep James' memory alive, and to help all families traveling on the cancer roller coaster. May God's grace be with you and your family through the holidays and may you be able to feel James with you by your side. I can only imagine how difficult this holiday season is/will be, but he loves you and is with you always. Remember that when you are missing your sweet grandson. God Bless and many hugs to you and the family!
Heather, Mommy to Brianna (All-Kids) <caringbridge.com/ny/mylittlesunshine>
Syracuse, NY ***USA*** - Monday, December 10, 2001 at 10:46 PM (CST)
Missing you so very much sweetheart!
Grandma Bonnie
Columbus, Ohio - Thursday, December 06, 2001 at 12:57 AM (CST)
Dear Bonnie,
So nice to hear from you. I had not realized there was a website for James. Thank you for sharing it with me!
Judy <brunerjs@medt.com>
Mentone, IN US - Thursday, November 29, 2001 at 12:21 PM (CST)

I am sorry for you loss, I can tell from viewing the guestbook that he was loved so very much. When we love someone so much, there is no question that we will grieve deeply. My children were at Childrens Hosp. in columbus, Oh as well. I have lost three children. God bless your family
Jo <joeannsangels@yahoo.com>
Lima, OH US - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 07:28 PM (CST)
I think what you have done for your grandson is great. What a wonderful kid he must have been.
My (almost)5 year old son has ALL also. There is just nothing fair about kids going through this, it's awful,
and there are so many kids, many more than people realize.
I hope God and James' spirit get you all through this holiday season, especially his brother and sister.
Chris Russo <
http://www.caringbridge.com/page/gooch">chrisrusso_@hotmail.com

http://www.caringbridge.com/page/gooch>
Bethel, Ct - Tuesday, November 27, 2001 at 01:13 AM (CST)
I will definitely be lighting a candle in James' honor and remembrance. His page looks beautiful -- what a special touch you have added. Obviously, it's made from the heart. God bless you all.

Vicki <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Southern California, - Monday, November 26, 2001 at 04:57 PM (CST)
James,
We know you have been with us in spirit...missing your hugs,kisses and big smile always!
Love,
Grandma Bonnie

- Monday, November 26, 2001 at 01:08 AM (CST)
HI BONNIE......JUST STOPPED BY TO SEE THE WEBSITE AND REALLY THINK THE NEW PAGE IS NICE. BEEN THINKING OF YOU A LOT WHAT WITH THE HOLIDAYS AND ALL. HANG IN THERE, YOU CAN MAKE IT........CAROL
CAROL JAMES <BILLCAROL@SANDUSKYOHIO.COM>
CASTALIA, OH USA - Sunday, November 25, 2001 at 05:13 PM (CST)
I just love the new memorial placed on James' front page. It's truly beautiful.

Vicki <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Saturday, November 24, 2001 at 12:09 PM (CST)
We are saying a special prayer for your family today. May God continue to heal your hearts and fill you with a peace only He can give.
The Hicks family <www.caringbridge.com/al/sarahanne>
Woodstock, AL - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 09:59 AM (CST)
Happy Thanksgiving!!

We'll be thinking about all of you today. These "firsts" are even more difficult than expected. My best to you today.

Vicki <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Thursday, November 22, 2001 at 01:54 AM (CST)
Bowman Family,
I'm glad to see that this webpage is still up and going. I have been thinking about Jamie more and more lately, because its getting closer to the first anniversary of his death. I've also been missing him more and more and I thought venting on here would help.
I think that we should have another walk-about in Jamie's name around the anniversary and donate the money to other families with leukemia patients within the family, or to Children's hospital, because I know that Children's was a great help in Jamie's fight. Its just an idea, but it would be nice to take into consideration. Thank you!
Lauren Rundio <BluEyes2133@hotmail.com>
Worthington, OH USA - Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 04:00 PM (CST)
Hi Bonnie and family,

I was thinking about you all (including James) today and wanted to drop in to say HELLO. I know the pain that you all are feeling as the holidays (& milestone dates) are approaching. My thoughts are with you all.

Hugs,
Vicki Hunter-Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Tuesday, November 13, 2001 at 12:52 PM (CST)
James, I didn't know you but I know you touched so many lives, and I hope to spread your story across the internet into everyones heart so we can find a cure. Bonnie, I think of you daily, and I pray for peace and comfort in your life, and your familys life. WIth Love, Sandra
www.sendingourlove.org
Sandra <sendingourlove2@aol.com>
temple city, ca usa - Monday, November 12, 2001 at 11:16 PM (CST)
Jamie~ It getting near the time you started getting worse~~ and I know your grandma is home sick with the flu tonight~ so I want you to do me a favor~~ keep watch over your grandma and your grandpa~~ You may need to sent the butterflies to do their mission again~~ I love and miss you too and just wish we had a little more time to really become as close as grandma and grandpa and I became ! Be sweet and behave and mind the lord our savior~~
Sondra Mays <mays@marshalltx.com>
Karnack, tx USA - Monday, November 05, 2001 at 11:56 PM (CST)
I am a grandmother who recently lost my darling Hannah to an insidious brain tumor.She was beautiful and fun and intelligent and died just before her 12th birthday.I read a different memorial each night and honor the memory of each child, one by one, whose lives were cut short by cancer. In that way, I honor Hannah's memory too. My broken heart goes out to you.
Grandma Joyce Levy
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Saturday, November 03, 2001 at 11:50 PM (CST)
James,I missed you something awful last night...last year we were having so much fun passing out candy on your front porch...I know you were with me last night as I decorated your grave with Fall flowers, orange balloon...etc. Granny misses you more and more every day!
I love you!
<rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Wednesday, October 31, 2001 at 07:29 PM (CST)
Bonnie, The new picture of James is so beautiful. What an amazing young man he was, always doing something special to brighten up another's day. Something tells me he learned some very valuable life lessons from his very cool Grandma!

Elaine <elainevezina@sympatico.ca>
Ottawa, canada - Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 08:28 PM (CDT)
Hi, my thoughts are with you all. I to lost my sister Sandra 10 years ago through Leukemia. It is a terrible and tough illness but she to like Jamie was a fighter. She lost her battle after 3 years. She died the day before she was 18. I feel for Jamie's brother and sister (as i do you all) but it is very hard. Sandra too was the eldest out of 3 kids. My brother is now 18 and i myself am 24. I think this site is wonderful to have in memory of Jamie, as i do try to remind everyone that was in contact with Sandra that they met a true living angel. She was like Jamie, not selfish and always putting others before herself. She is my true hero. Good luck and god bless to you. Dianne xx
Dianne <dianneboyle@eircom.net>
Ireland - Tuesday, October 23, 2001 at 06:11 PM (CDT)
Thinking about you guys today (& every day)......Hi James!!

Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Friday, October 19, 2001 at 03:47 PM (CDT)
James, Halloween was just one of the fun holidays you enjoyed...As these holidays approach we will only have memories of your smiling face...but we know you will be with us in spirit and forever in our hearts...we love and miss you more than words can say.....
Grandma Bonnie <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Friday, October 12, 2001 at 11:51 AM (CDT)
Hi I am from www.theraokgroup.com and I wanted to say THANK YOU for stopping by and signing our guestbook.
Teresa <tatsuro@voyager dot net>
MI USA - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 08:13 PM (CDT)
Jamie, you should be so proud of your grandma. She sure is a spunky gal. She keeps all of us focused on what is important in life and to ignore the pettiness of the world.
Nicki Jones <nickim@tbcnet.net>
Cortland, IL - Friday, September 28, 2001 at 02:25 PM (CDT)
I can't wait to read your recap of your Light the Night Walk tonight. I am sure you all walked proudly for James (& Mike) -- our special Angels. And you can bet that they were looking down on you watching your every move. They would be proud of all your efforts. Hope you took some pictures too!

Thinking of you all tonight.

Love,
Vicki Hoffman, sis to ^i^ Mike Hunter <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA The strong & proud USA - Sunday, September 23, 2001 at 12:10 AM (CDT)
James, I know you will be with us tomorrow night for the Light the Night walk...in your memory.We love and miss you so very much!
"James Team" our Hero forever!
Grandma Bonnie <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Saturday, September 22, 2001 at 02:44 AM (CDT)
James!
Today is the second day of I guess you say of "WAR" that is what everyone hear call it! So many young and old died in the last two days since okla..So sad to see so many people with pain and pain of not knowing of where their loves one is or how he or she is! So many that need help! That is where you and God come in and try hard to help us and the world to understand why all this had to happen! and Now we will have to rebluid our on self respect to bring our bliuding back up to the way is was again! So my dear freind! We all ask for god glideance and strenght to make us strong! We need you to help us to be strong! Pray for our country like you never pray before and help us to be better! I got to find out why your grannie Bonnie hasn't gotten back to me! The phone was giveing her problem and she couldn't get on here! I hopw soon she will be here ! I just wanted to sent you an " I LOVE YOU " and that I miss you too! OH! By the way! You fly like you never fly before and you help your Grandma and Grandpa Run and also give your family streght to run too!
Later My Freind!
Sondra Mays <mays@marshalltx.com>
Karnack, Tx USA - Wednesday, September 12, 2001 at 11:26 PM (CDT)
i would just like to say my heart goes out to your grandson and his sister and brother and other family members. it is wonderful that you started this website so it encourages others & so we don't forget the ones we loved. my love & support goes out to you.
charlene <genuinemickey@webtv.net>
pell city, Al usa - Tuesday, September 11, 2001 at 10:48 PM (CDT)
sorry you have him no longer with you. signing your book beaused you did mine. my mom leaving you with something she found. PLEASE DON"T ASK ME IF I"M OVER IT YET: I"LL NEVER BE OVER IT. PLEASE DON"T TELL ME HE IN A BETTER PLACE: HE ISN"T WITH ME. PLEASE DON"T SAY AT LEAST HE ISN"T SUFFERING: I HAVEN"T COME TO TERMS WHICH WHY HE HAD TO SUFFER. PLEASE DON"T TELL ME YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL: UNLESS YOU LOST A CHILD. PLEASE DONt TELL ME AT LEAST YOU HAD HIM FOR MANY YEARS: WHAT YEAR WOULD YOU HAVE YOUR CHILD DIE. PLEASE DON"T TELL ME GOD NEVER GIVES US MORE THAN WE CAN BEAR: PLEASE DON"T TELL ME YOU ARE SORRY: PLEASE JUST SAY YOU REMBER HIM: IF YOU DO. PLEASE JUST LET ME TALK ABOUT HIM: PLEASE MENTION HIS NAME: PLEASE JUST LET ME CRY: HOPE THIS WILL HELP. I"M JUSY STARTED MY FIGHT . I HOPE I WILL WIN.
JONNY BARLETT <caringBridge.com/page/jonnywilldoit>
CAMDEN, MI HILSDALE - Monday, September 10, 2001 at 06:13 PM (CDT)
I did not know Jamie but I am sure he is touching the lives of all above us, as he touched the lives of all his family and friends whilst he was suffering. His tribute has opened my heart as has the love and strength I sense you all have for him. His spirit will always live on in your hearts.
Michelle <chelle@sexy8.fsnet.co.uk>
England, - Sunday, September 09, 2001 at 06:53 PM (CDT)
I saw Jamie's website on someone else's page and decided to visit. It sounds like James was an amazing young man...now he's just as healthy as he is amazing in God's arms. My little boy was diagnosed with ALL just before his 2nd birthday. He's now 3 and we have a year left on treatment. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers for continued strength. God bless.

Jennifer Myers (mom to Matthew, age 3, dx 4/26/00, ALL) <www.caringbridge/al/matthewmyers>
Moody, AL - Thursday, September 06, 2001 at 11:00 PM (CDT)
James,
I miss and love you more than words can even describe...

Love, granny Bonnie

Columbus, Ohio - Wednesday, September 05, 2001 at 01:48 AM (CDT)
Bonnie and family,
Just stopped by to say hi and say I was thinking of you. You have done a remarkable job on James web page.
Hugs, Heather, Mom to Brianna (All-Kids) <caringbridge.com/ny/mylittlesunshine>
syracuse, ny - Thursday, August 30, 2001 at 09:44 PM (CDT)
Just dropped in for a visit and to say hello -- to James and the family. Hope all is well and I'll talk to you soon. James, if you're reading this, I printed out copies of your beautiful smiling face on your front page, to wear along with Mike's for our Light the Night Walk next month. We will walk proudly to honor you.

With love,
Vicki Hoffman, sis to ^i^ Mike Hunter <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 07:05 PM (CDT)
I am so very sorry for your loss of james. You have made a beautiful tribute to him. I understand only too well this heartache, please know you are in my thoughts and prayers and may God bless.
Kathryn <kathryn@ledbury14.freeserve.co.uk>
- Wednesday, August 29, 2001 at 05:34 AM (CDT)
James, you are loved and missed.

Worthington, Ohio - Wednesday, August 22, 2001 at 11:15 AM (CDT)
Well James! I know you are sitting by me right now As I right in your journel. And you know that I try hard to raise the money for your "light the night walk " and that i raise a little money! I just wish it was more and your Granny Bonnie said I did a good job! But I'am still going to try to get more money raise some where , And where am I going to do that! Well, Buddy hang on to your wings! I'am fixing to start calling all of the restuarant here where I lived and call some of my bussiness assocated too and I will not stop till I think I raise enought to make you proud of me! And you know that your Granny and I becames pretty good freinds and we will be "freinds Forevers" so between Granny Bonnie and me You are going to go down in history baby! And that I miss you dearly! You are The Angel that sit on my shoulder and keep me going and Your granny and grandpa is the one that pushes me onward! So I just wanted to let you know That "I LOVE YOU" And I know that you and god are working together to make this world a better place and I know that you two are trying hard to change the people heart where they will seek god and make thierselves a better person , so they can help us to be better ourselves. and I pray to god everyday that all my family and you are happy and that you watches over all of us and that God always find in his heart to keep us well and always seeks his love! Goodnight my sweet Angel!
You will always be in this lady heart and I will always be there for Granny and Grandpa Stephens!
Sondra Mays <mays@marshalltx.com>
Karnack, Tx USA - Tuesday, August 21, 2001 at 02:07 PM (CDT)
Hello!

Just called by to see James' gorgeous face. Everytime I hear that song by Creed, I think of him and picture his beautiful smile! Kelly's poem touches my heart, it's beautiful.
Lots of love & cuddles to everyone,
Liz & gang from Down Under <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, Vic Australia - Saturday, August 18, 2001 at 08:54 AM (CDT)
Love and miss you sweetheart.....Love granny Bonnie
<rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Friday, August 17, 2001 at 05:09 PM (CDT)
I, personally, did not know James, but from what i have read...he seemed to be a very nice young man. I am sorry that i didn't know him. I am praying for you and your family. Jennifer
Jennifer Turner <crazymeece8@hotmail.com>
Elysain Fields, Tx. Harrison - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 06:24 PM (CDT)
God Bless you
Carol Green Moorman <carolann@txucom.net>
Cushing, Tx USA - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 05:49 PM (CDT)
May I say it has been a pleasure to visit James's Pages. To feel the over whelming power of the love that must have gone into it, would almost make one think, that James sat by your side while you worte.
I comend his strength. For so long was his battle against such a dreadful foe. He must have had the heart of a True King. Always and forever will his banner fly to remind other of his brave fight.
On a day to be chosen by greater powers, we shall get to meet him face to face and follow him into the land of peace where we know he now holds court with his peers. The countless James's who have fallen, look down and know that we shall not give up the fight in finding the cure. That one day the words Childhood Cancer will be stricken from the writen word of mankind.
Let not a day go by without a smile as this is what James would want to see.

George Quinn and Family
http://www.adam-dealey,uklinux.net
George Quinn <george.quinn@ntlworld.com>
Hemel Hempstead, England (UK) - Monday, August 13, 2001 at 01:38 PM (CDT)

Well, Bonnie and Rick! The renunion is next week! I'am getting excited by the hour! And every hour my mind is rushing like crazy to get my little project in gear to make ready for the donation I hope to get at the renunion in honor of Jamie and also for Rick because he is jame grandfather and also of you Bonnie for your ideals and for being who you are the most gracious lady I had the pleasure of knowing! Anyway! my kids are going to help me with this too!!! I have sent out some of the picture and letter out already to some of our high school buddies already! I ask for thier help and donation! I hope this make history for R.L. Turner High! Just wanted you to know that I don't give up to easy!!! OH! And Rick! Tommy wanted to know Are the Bass or crappie are catfish as big as Texas Fish in OHIO!!!! HA!HA! We may have to come and visit you before long!!!!! We Love you!!!!!! Love! Tommy and Sondra
Sondra Kelly Mays <mays@marshalltx.com>
Karnack, Tx. USA - Thursday, August 09, 2001 at 05:20 PM (CDT)
Hi Stephens and Bowmans,
Just stopping by to visit James' webpage and thought I better at least say "Hi" and let you know that I was here. Just seeing his smile makes my afternoon brighter. Hope all is well with each and every one of you. You are always in my thoughts.

Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
vicki.hoffman@nextira.com, Anaheim CA - Wednesday, August 08, 2001 at 06:18 PM (CDT)
Hello, I'm looking forward to the Gaints party. I will talk to you later.
Sincerly,
Chad
O ya and the webpage looks great!!!!
Chad Keferl <BubbaFb54@Hotmail.com>
Worthington, Oh United States - Saturday, August 04, 2001 at 03:05 PM (CDT)
Bub, grandma is missing you like crazy!!!
I love you sweetheart......you are my sweet..sweet..Angel.

Love,granny Bonnie
<rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Friday, August 03, 2001 at 09:06 PM (CDT)
Bonnie And Rick!
Well Honey! You did it! You got james song on my end! Remember what we talk about that day! THat GOd forgive all of us when we ask for forgivest! I think every day that god forgive any of us when we ask for his blessing! And everyday I ask god to forgive me if I have gone astray or done Something wrong or hurt anybody that I shouldn't hurt! Be it someone feeling or done something I think should be done a certain way, even through they try real hard to do it their way! I believe god forgive anybody to ask for it and also when they let god in their heart! YOu have your own Church right in your heart, and that where God is when you cannot go to church! Believe me I know! I can't go to church on Sunday, because I can't drive! So I have my church in my home and in my heart! Tommy and I Pray everynight that all our kids, even the one that hang around the house while they were growing up and Kids that we took into our home when they were young! Even our own kids! OUr Grandkids , All of them that call us NINI and Grandpa and pawpaw!! We even bless jame and his family and all our freinds even through we may not know them but by the puter, we still bless them and ask God to take care of them and keep them safe!!! We also ask him to take care of our own family's" So GOd forgive everybody, because when you ask god to do that in your prayer he is listening to every words you are asking of him! We are God Children and he did Dies for us! And James die for us too! He gave you and me a chance to live so we can make this world a better place to live! So we can find a cure for every disease in the world! Every day, a new disease pop up and we have to let our kids that growup and become doctors and researcher to help find a cure for these diseases! Did you ever thought that one day , you child will be the one to find a cure or even help find a cure for these disease! NO I bet you didn't! And even through some of our kids dies fo some disease.THey are the hero !!! They are our motto on the wall, that says!" we fight to help others so they may live another day and enjoy the life that GOD gave us to enjoy" THey are the hero to let other live so they can help other find a cure for us! So every night we you get down on your knee and pray, you give thanks to god for everyday that he let you stay on the earth that you give rejouice to him and you tell him that you will try even harder to help others and give that to god that you children can go on to make this world a better place! But Also inclued PRAYER in your home! In your heart and always be good to everyone, OLD< YOUNG OR SMALL AND YES EVEN the Homeless and the kids that on the street that need help and don't know where to go and if they ask you if you have a dollar and you say yes! try to find out if they come from a broken homes or parent are abuseing them! Find out what they really want to do! I have done that so many times and it a great reward when you take them in and give them the shelther that they need and when they grow up, you can says that you taught him or her that and be proud of them! I will tell you the greatest reward is when they always include you in thier lifes and they are older and they have kids thrieselves and you watch them teach thiers kids that life is not always a bowl of cherries and you got to keep god in your heart and home and pray everynight to give thanks for someone to give them the helping hand that they need! Bonnie and Rick are the same way, Bonnie everyday, she try so hard to do things for james and she also manage to find time for her Kids and grandkids and she never give up her mission to help raise money to find a cure for Cancer! She is a lady that I'am proud to call my " BEST FREIND" And Also Rick is my Big Brother I never got to have!!!! THat What he tell me! THat he think of me as a SISTER! ANd that make me feel proud to have them in ours life! Remember! Whoever read this! THAT GOD WORK IN WAYS THAT WE CANNOT UNDERSTAND< BUT IT ALL FOR A REASON! And that reason will someday be known when he is ready for us to know~ THat I believe! And he will always be in our heart and soul no matter where we are or where we go!
"I LOVE YOU BONNIE AND RICK AND FAMILY" And I know Jame is right here reading this and telling me that this is the way!
BE good and God Bless you all!!!!!!
Sondra Kelly Mays <mays@mardhalltx.com>
Karnack, Tx USA - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 12:26 PM (CDT)
I am so very sorry for your loss of your grandson Jamie. I understand the heartache of losing a child as i loss my daughter Jenn in a car crash July 30, 2000. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers and may God bless.
Kathryn
- Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 09:19 AM (CDT)
Missing you more with each passing day.....I see a white butterfly every day...grandma read once where Angel's chase butterflies.....I wonder if there is any truth in what I read?
Love you sweetheart!
grandma Bonnie
<rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Thursday, August 02, 2001 at 01:41 AM (CDT)

You have a nice site and I have enjoyed my visit.. You are welcome to stop by and see my cyber studios.. God Bless, Lisa

http://www.angelfire.com/music/LisaPeterStarOfSong
Star Of Song
TN US - Tuesday, July 31, 2001 at 04:42 PM (CDT)
What a beautiful memorial to James. Your words are straight from the heart and remarkable. James must have been a wonderful person. I shall visit again.
Please visit my james site at
http://jamiebulgeryourvote.homestead.com/jjamiebulger.html

If you would like an award please let me know which one, you deserve it.
Kathy <cagney5@hotmail.com>
London, England - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 06:29 PM (CDT)
Just thought I would write to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with your family. I admire your strength and courage to go on. God Bless
Koster Henderson <kosterhenderson@hotmail.com>
Brewton, Al USA - Monday, July 30, 2001 at 03:51 PM (CDT)
I found this site from one of my friends that has passed away niki.i no the pain you must go threw every day just thinking of him.. i am amazed how stong you must be. i dont no what i would do if i was in your spot and i admire how stonge you are stayin! just think hes in a better place. lookin down on you and my prayers are with you.. God bless you
alyssa
ludlow, ma - Sunday, July 29, 2001 at 09:59 PM (CDT)

- Saturday, July 28, 2001 at 01:10 PM (CDT)
Bonnie and family, Just a note from the Rumbergers (Rosie's family) to say that we think of you often and pray for you always. Jamie is NOT forgotten and never will be. Thank you for your continued prayers and efforts for all our chemo kids. Nothing is taken for granted. God bless
Amy & Rosie Rumberger and family <TimRumb@aol.com>
Alameda, CA USA - Friday, July 27, 2001 at 05:22 PM (CDT)
The Caringbridge network truely has strong connections. The power of Mike Hunter and Jamie Bowman have taught us the importance of family, friends, and the need to continue the fight in any way we can. I will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers. PS I like the idea of putting pictures of our heros on a t-shirt for the "light the Night" Walk. Linda (Mom of Mike Hunter's friend Chris)
Linda Augenstein <ljapple@aol.com>
Tucson, AZ - Thursday, July 26, 2001 at 11:01 PM (CDT)
I never was lucky enough to have met James, but got to this website via Mike Hunter - must be fate... Well, all I have to say is that when Jamie meets Mike, he is not only a lucky dog, but in for a lot of fun! I think things up there must not be too bad since it is filled with such great (and brave) people AND no pain.

P.S. - Jamie - your Grandma seems like a very special lady!
Amy Hartwick <teamhartwick@aol.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Thursday, July 26, 2001 at 04:07 PM (CDT)
I know that by now Mike and Jamie have caught up with each other in Heaven -- they have finally met! I can only imagine the times that they are having now -- disease and pain free. They both still have a place in my heart, and forever will.

Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Monday, July 23, 2001 at 11:26 AM (CDT)
Hello My name is Lindsey Gaudreau and I found out about this website through my friend Nicole's site who passed away last year because of Cancer.
James Family: Even though you don't know me I just want to say stay strong...Your lil' boy now is painless looking down on you each and everyday...smiling...watching over you. I just wanted to tell you I am sitting here in tears because this story has touched me in so many ways and has taught me to live my life to the fullest. I just wanted to say stay strong like I said before it is people like you who I look up to and consider my role models because you have all been through so much and have survived. Thanks to people like you...you help me get through each day. Thank you. You will be in my prayers...thoughts...mind forever.
All my Love,
Lindsey Gaudreau
Lindsey Gaudreau <angelz283@cs.com>
Ludlow, Ma USA - Saturday, July 21, 2001 at 11:10 PM (CDT)
James,It is another sad day ~ Mike Hunter has joined you in heaven ~ grandma was remembering the times you would pray for Mike and the other children with this horrible disease, just days before it took you from us.
What a brave warrior you were and you will always be my hero!I miss you so very much!!!

Love you Bub,
Granny Bonnie

Columbus, Ohio - Monday, July 16, 2001 at 01:53 PM (CDT)
Hi Bonnie
Thinking of you and all the family and of course, your special angel, Jamie.
Lots of love & cuddles,
Liz & gang X X X X X
the Cruickshank family <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, Vic. Australia - Thursday, July 12, 2001 at 06:27 PM (CDT)
Hello all,

Just wanted to drop a note in here to let you know that we are all still thinking about you, even with the difficult times we've been faced with lately. We are gaining strength from others and truly appreciate all of our dear friends and the support they've offered. Give everyone a hug from California!

Mike's Team <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Southern California, - Tuesday, July 10, 2001 at 02:16 PM (CDT)
Dear Bonnie,
Thank you for visiting our darling daughter Gazal's memorial website and for signing the Guestbook.
Life without Gazal is tough but such kind words from well-wishers like you do help. You have also passed through the same trauma as we have. You have also created a lovely site for dear James. Both our angels must be happy now, away from the sufferings of this world.
May God bless you and may the memories of the happy times spent with James continue to sustain you.
Alok Bhatnagar
Father of angel Gazal
Alok Bhatnagar <angelgazal@yahoo.co.uk>
New Delhi, India - Monday, July 09, 2001 at 03:36 AM (CDT)
May God Bless You and keep you in the loss of your child. I hurt for you. In fact I am sitting here crying. My child is in remission from ALL.
Lorrie Dunn <bobnlorrie@home.com>
Hyrum, Utah USA - Saturday, July 07, 2001 at 09:12 PM (CDT)
I am so sorry for your loss. I know your feelings about another fourth and all the routine things that were done, that you no longer can do. I always had the family gathering at our house thru the years but can't since the death of our last son. I just can't....This is a wonderful site. May God bless your family
Joeann <joeannsangels@yahoo.com>
OH US - Thursday, July 05, 2001 at 06:52 AM (CDT)
Our sweet,sweet Angel ~ Today you would be getting the fireworks out and I would be watching every move you made to see you didn't get hurt.You would be helping me get ready for our big July 4th party we have every year.
There will be no party this year ~ I just couldn't pull it off ~ not this year anyway without you!
We will be taking Bryan & Kaily to see the fireworks and having a cookout at your house ~ I know you will be around watching over us ~ We love and miss you so dearly.
Love grandma Bonnie

- Wednesday, July 04, 2001 at 03:09 AM (CDT)
H*A*P*P*Y B*I*R*T*H*D*A*Y Grandma Bonnie!
I know that it's not until Friday the 29th, but wanted to be the first to pass along our greetings. Hope you have a special day.

Vicki Hoffman, Mike Hunter and the rest of the clan <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Thursday, June 28, 2001 at 06:05 PM (CDT)
Just passing through your website. James must have been a very special young man. So many people speak of him so highly. I feel your pain as I have also lost someone very close to me. My sweet little nephew, just 2 1/2, passed away from cancer just 3 months ago. It just gets harder and we just miss him so much. Thank you for sharing your story on this site. It's nice to hear about how many people loved your son.What a great memorial to him.
Eileen K. <Seas Kski@AOL.com>
Doylestown, PA USA - Saturday, June 23, 2001 at 08:09 AM (CDT)
Hello Rob and Family---I never had the priveledge to meet James but feel as though I know him from all the correspondence from Grandma Bonnie. We prayed all through your ordeal. I know that Jamie is with Jesus Christ our savior. I wish I were closer and could have known him. He is in our prayers. Dutch, Judy. Lea Ann, Dean, David, and Amanda. God Bless all and keep you safe and give you strength to endure. In Jesus name we pray, Amen.
Dutch, Judy, Lea Ann, Dean, David & Amanda <dutch@ctcn.net>
St. Paris , oh us - Saturday, June 23, 2001 at 12:11 AM (CDT)
I was just thinking about you guys and thought I'd drop in to say hello to you all, including James! Thanks for sharing the pictures from the Tree Dedication Ceremony. How special that is. James is not only living in all of our hearts, but in the community as well.

Vicki
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, June 20, 2001 at 05:08 PM (CDT)
June 19th 2001 (today) marks six months since you became our Angel.Sadly missed but always loved by your family and friends.

Grandma Bonnie <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Tuesday, June 19, 2001 at 12:32 AM (CDT)
Giving thanks to the Worthington School System and the Community!

Bonnie Stephens, grandma to ^i^ Jamie and two other great kids Bryan and Kailyn who keep me going with their love.
<rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Saturday, June 16, 2001 at 01:01 AM (CDT)

Bonnie, Was thinking of you today and guess where I ended up. Of course when I think of you I always think of Jamie. Thank you for the concern you always had for and still do have for Brenden even when you were going through the worst of times with Jamie. Sure wish I could have known him. I almost feel like I did just because of the way you told me about him and the way you loved him so very much. Love to you and your family..... Dinah (Babyduck)
Dinah L. Moore <sdmoore@kscable.com>
Iola, KS United States - Wednesday, June 13, 2001 at 07:06 PM (CDT)
Hi James...
I was thinking about you the other day. I wish I would have gotten to know you better since fourth grade. It was weird becuase I was thinking about you and then I remembered it was your birthday. I was looking through my old journals and I flipped to a page that said:
"Ohmygosh, I have a crush on someone at school. Here's who I like: it's JAMIE BOWMAN! He is so nice and funny..."
Oh, the memories of 4th grade. :)
We Miss You, James...
Anonymous
Worthington, Ohio USA - Monday, June 11, 2001 at 12:23 PM (CDT)
I wanted to stop out and sign your guestbook and let you know that your family has been in my thoughts and prayers this past week. I know these are such hard days for the family, and your entry in the journal is so very touching. I wish so much that I had some magical words for you...but I dont. Please know how many lives he has touched...especially mine. My thoughts and prayers will continue to be with your family. God bless

Laura
Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com

A SPECIAL BIRTHDAY

Please God, make them remember that
Today is a special birthday.
Make them understand that.
The memories don't go away.
Bless them with ears to hear and hearts that care.
Enable them to listen while I share.
Shelter them that they may never know my pain.
Help them to help me know that my child's life was not in vain.

Help them to remember Lord, that I wish
That my child was here
So we could still celebrate.
To understand that I still
Feel the nearness of my child.
To see beyond my smile and the
Words. "I'm okay."
Please God, just let one remember today,
Is a special birthday!

AUTHOR UNKNOWN

http://heavenlylightspoetry.homestead.com/birthday.html

Laura <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
mn 55124 - Saturday, June 09, 2001 at 01:30 AM (CDT)
Hey "CUZ",Hope I find you at peace now. Love all of you. Happy Birthday Jamie. Love Sam
Sam Butler <Slammer320@aol.com>
Xenia, OH USA - Friday, June 08, 2001 at 03:55 PM (CDT)
Bonnie,
I came across your post on the Hereditary Hemochromatosis group. (Do you have HH?)
What a sad day for you. As Oprah says, "Now you have an angel that you know by name." Please let this night be healing, not hurting. Give his life, and your terrific, painful loss...a purpose. My spirit and energy are with you tonight. May it comfort you to know, others are thinking of you. PEACE OF THE LORD, BE WITH YOU>

Rosalie Colombo <mums@tco.net>
Red Bluff , CA USA - Wednesday, June 06, 2001 at 12:37 AM (CDT)
Happy Birthday Jamie
I miss you
Laura Ward <bwardhome@att.net>
Worthington, OH USA - Tuesday, June 05, 2001 at 08:15 PM (CDT)
My Bible tells me your beloved child is much more than an angel. He is whole and as sure in the presence of our Lord Jesus as if He were right in front of you. He could not be in better company. There he will wait with all the others who have trusted Jesus until we, who have also placed our trust on Him are gathered together with them in His Glory. Oh, yes, yes, yes. "Remember the word unto thy servant upon which thou hast caused me to hope". Cling to the Hope of His Word! May our Lord pour the comfort and peace of the knowledge of His presence upon you abundantly.
Yolanda Rogers <GALATIANS5@TRUEVINE.NET>
Altamonte Springs, FL United States of America - Tuesday, June 05, 2001 at 06:49 PM (CDT)
Rick, Bonnie, Rob, Kim, Bryan & Kailyn,

I can only imagine how difficult today must be for all of you. I hope that you can find comfort in knowing that James is pain-free, flying high celebrating his 15th birthday in style up there in Heaven.

I am thinking about you all, including James, today. May God bless you all today and always.

Love,
Vicki Hoffman
Anaheim, CA - Tuesday, June 05, 2001 at 11:43 AM (CDT)
H*A*P*P*Y* -- B*I*R*T*H*D*A*Y -- J*A*M*E*S!!

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday dearest James,
Happy Birthday to YOU!!
(Be thankful you can't hear this ~ I can't carry a tune real well - LOL!!)

The celebration must be GRAND up there in Heaven. Many people are joining in the celebration down here. We are thinking about you all the time.

Today is your day -- enjoy it!!

Love & hugs,
Vicki & Mike <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Southern California, - Tuesday, June 05, 2001 at 11:29 AM (CDT)
Happy Birthday James!

I know the celebration in HEAVEN is awesome. You are missed so very much, I know because your Grandma tells me so.
Stephanie Alvarado <all4cure@aol.com>
Holt, MI USA - Tuesday, June 05, 2001 at 08:03 AM (CDT)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE! Thinking of you and your wonderful family on this special day, and always. I bet they have the BEST parties in heaven!
Lots of Love
Liz, Murray, Adam, Joshua & Bethany X X X X X
The Cruickshank family <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, Vic. Australia - Tuesday, June 05, 2001 at 05:17 AM (CDT)
Grandma Bonnie and I (PA PAW) got your web site back in order. Miss you and love you.
Pa Paw
Worthington, Oh - Monday, June 04, 2001 at 01:47 AM (CDT)
I am so sorry for the lost of your grandson, he seemed like a great person to be around. I have came to your hompage many times, but did not sign the guestbook. I just wanted to let you know that I keep comming back to read and reread the page. Thanks for sharing his story.

God Bless you,
Elaine
Elaine Scida <e_scida@hotmail.com>
PA - Sunday, June 03, 2001 at 05:19 PM (CDT)
Bonnie,
You and your family have been on my heart and mind this weekend. I know the ceremony dedicating the tree in Jamie's honor was very special. What a wonderful way to remember him....in a real, living way that will grow and grow. I'm sure Jamie is smiling down upon you all.

Much love,
Lisa Agee (mom to Ross dx ALL 10-4-00) <lagee67@hotmail.com>
Camden, AL - Sunday, June 03, 2001 at 01:52 PM (CDT)
I second what Aunt Kelly wrote!
Love, granny Bonnie
<rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Thursday, May 31, 2001 at 03:14 PM (CDT)
I love you and miss you so much.
Aunt Kelly <kbowman@columbus.rr.com>
Columbus, OH USA - Thursday, May 31, 2001 at 10:05 AM (CDT)
Bless you! I too have lost a child...my daughter Heidi...she was only 21 and died from the results of a terrible accident. You are in my thoughts and prayers. love, Judy (Heidi's Mom forever)Please visit her site at http://www.geocities.com/missingheidi
Judy <missjudy13@aol.com>
McKean, PA USA - Tuesday, May 29, 2001 at 12:28 AM (CDT)
Thank you for signing Jamie Bulgers Guestbook.
I have looked over your site and it is a wonderful memorial. I am so sorry for your loss. You are very brave.All that you are doing now is helping you through. May God Bless You. I would love to offer you one of Jamies awards, if you would like to choose one please let me know which one. http://jamiebulgeryourvote.homestead.com/jjamiebulger.html
Kathy <cagney5@hotmail.com>
London, , England - Saturday, May 26, 2001 at 05:58 PM (CDT)

Bonnie,

You are a very special person. I appreciate the way you are there for others who are still battling this beast. Please tell Drew thanks, for sharing such a moving essay about such a heart breaking situation.

God Bless You and Your dear family,

Steven Hicks (Sarah Anne's Dad) <www.caringbridge.com/al/sarahanne>
Birmingham, AL - Friday, May 25, 2001 at 12:25 PM (CDT)
Hi Bonnie:

Pretty cool looking chicks on James's website! HA!

I was proud to do the TNT marathon in memory of your very precious grandson.

When my Jamie and his best bud Drew are together my thoughts always drift to your Jamie and Drew.

Sending love and hugs through the miles......

Elaine <elainevezina@sympatico.ca>
Ottawa, Canada - Wednesday, May 23, 2001 at 09:05 PM (CDT)
Wow! What a tremendously emotional essay. It brought me to tears! Drew should be proud to have had the opportunity to achieve such a terrific friendship in his lifetime - not many people are so fortunate! I know James will always look out for him! Love & kisses to you all!!!
Jeanne Smith <jeanne821@msn.com>
Gahanna, OH USA - Tuesday, May 22, 2001 at 10:04 PM (CDT)
Bonnie, thanks for sharing Drew's essay with all of us. Those boys have an everlasting friendship, and what a special one it is. Drew, my thanks to you for sharing your personal experience. I can only imagine how difficult it must be. I think about you all daily.

Vicki Hoffman
Anaheim, CA - Tuesday, May 22, 2001 at 03:08 PM (CDT)
Hello my sweet Angel I love and miss you! You are my "Hero" and a true "Warrior."

Love,
Your granny Bonnie
<rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Monday, May 21, 2001 at 01:59 AM (CDT)
Thank you for visiting my Cory's web page. I just spent some time getting to know your James. It's so very sad to see our young people die before even getting a chance to experience life. May God bless you and your family.
www.angelfire.com/la2/CorysMom
Baton Rouge, LA - Saturday, May 19, 2001 at 10:23 PM (CDT)
Drew's essay about his best friend Jamie moved me to tears.
What a beautiful friendship the two boys shared. Very special indeed.

I think of Jamie every day and Bonnie as you know he was front and center on my TNT shirt when I did the marathon for leukemia research on Mother's Day. I was proud to *do it* for Jamie.
Elaine
- Friday, May 18, 2001 at 10:39 PM (CDT)
What a wonderful tribute to James!! And that's an awesome essay by Drew, nice job. Thanks for posting the link on daybyday.
Lynne
Mom to Angel Michelle
Lynne Rief <Lynne.Rief@verizon.net>
San Dimas, CA USA - Friday, May 18, 2001 at 08:37 AM (CDT)
I will always remember James' cheery disposition as a student in my music classes at Evening Street School. He always tried to do the best he could. I am glad I had a chance to know him.
Deanna K. Olson <BinkaTrmpt@aol.com>
Powell, OH USA - Friday, May 18, 2001 at 07:15 AM (CDT)
I am so sorry for the loss of James. He sounds like a wonderful young man who has touched the lives of so many. I know his passing has left a void in all of your lives that no one will ever fill. James lives on in the hearts of all of you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Judi Walker <AngelShanesMom@aol.com>
Denham Springs, LA USA - Friday, May 18, 2001 at 06:18 AM (CDT)
i loved the pictures you brought to the zoo picnic...they were absolutely wonderful. we are going to hang them in our office to remind us how lucky we were to have known jamie...far too briefly...but we are grateful for the opportunity none the less.
bev of kids 'n kamp <knkamp@aol.com>
columbus, oh usa - Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 02:09 PM (CDT)
Just sat outside and admired the little tree outside our school that we planted in James's honor. We celebrated the success of the Pasta for Pennies in James's honor, over 3500.00 dollars collected to further research for a cure. I think of him and hope his family and friends are doing well.
You are missed James, but I know you are so healthy and happy.
Ms.Dentler <EDentler@worthington.k12.oh.us>
worthington, Ohio Franklin - Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 01:42 PM (CDT)
The loss of a child is the hardest burden for a parent to
bear. Speak his name often and let others know you have not
forgotten him. May God comfort you.

Geneva Calvert <gencal132@cs.com>
Bayonet Point, Fl USA - Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 11:32 AM (CDT)
Rick & Bonnie & James Family's!
Bonnie, you have done so much for James in his last few days and when you & I talked I always told you that you were the healing of james heart and that you made his passing easier than you would ever know! Deep in his heart he knew that his Grandparent and his parent and sister and brother love him so much! And what you told me just before he left to go to heaven , was what kept you together and you was able to help the rest heal too. You know deep in your heart that James would have wanted it that way as you know. You are a very strong Grandmother and now you have your other grandchildrens to take care of. James would expect you to do that same for them too. HE would also expect you to carry on all the things that you and him had done so many time when he was here! He would want you to work with all the childrens and peoples to help other to be able to cope with life and how to handle the pain and grief that you and his family's went through! HE would want you to be the person that he made you to be loving, giving, caring and most of all moving the world outside to make it a better place to be! He would want you to be a part of the history of helping to find a cure for the deadly disease. He is so proud of the way you have done since December 19,2000. You have done so much to make this world a better place by helping others and performing in the events that James hisself would do. he is so proud of his Mom and Dad and Grandpa Rick and his brother and sister for what all they have accompished since his passing! I hope I will always have you for a best Freinds , when my time come for anything! You give me the strength to carried out what I was do for my type of disease that I have! I just hope that you and I can talk all the times like we did when you needed someone, I hope when I need someone it is You Bonnie! I Love you dearly and you and i have only known each other a short time and only through 'OlE Rick", my dear ole freind from High School and through our pictures, but to me you are the best! Give everybody lots of hugs and lots of kisses from me and may God Bless you and Rick and james Family's. I will always be here when you need me and you did such a great job with all the projects you have done for James. Remember Hold your head up high and carry on like James would want you too! HE is watching and smiling above and blowing Kisses all the times and when you talk to him , he is there listening to every words you say to him and he is whispering to you " I Love you Grandma Bonnie" You was and were a godsend to him!
Sondra Kelly MAys <mays@mcc4u.com>
Karnack, Tx ` USA - Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 10:01 AM (CDT)
One of the blessings of Jamie's life was his friend, Drew. What a beautiful message Drew left for us. What strength of character his message represents to all of us!

Yes, I know he wanted to be called "James" because he was a young man, not a boy, but he will always be that beautiful boy who never had the chance to become a man. He was fortunate in his friends, his parents, his brother and sister, his aunts and uncles, his grandparents on both sides and especially to be a part of the life of my wonderful brother, Rick, and the special lady named Bonnie who loves them all.

Jamie will always live on in the memories of those who loved him. He will be the angel looking down from heaven, nodding his approval when we all try to be the best we can be.

Thank you Rick and Bonnie for maintaining this web site. It has enriched our lives.
Linda Ward <linda.ward@utsouthwestern.edu>
Lewisville, TX USA - Thursday, May 17, 2001 at 07:23 AM (CDT)
Hi Bonnie & Kim,

Happy Mother's Day to both of you! I was thinking about you this morning and wanted to drop a note before I head to the hospital to visit Mike. Say hello to the rest of your family for me (us).

Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Sunday, May 13, 2001 at 01:54 PM (CDT)
Hello Bonnie and Family,
Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of your family and holding you in our prayers.
Love,
Ron, Tammy, and Emma Hall
Tammy, Ron, and Emma Hall <hallrontammy@msn.com>
Medina , Ohio usa - Sunday, May 13, 2001 at 01:24 AM (CDT)
Angel James and Family..
What a beautiful day for the walk/run. What an overwhelming feeling to have been there and experience all the love in the air. I wish we could have been there. I was in there in spirit, though. What powerful pictures those are. Love always!!
Sheila and Chad, Ty, Nick and Zac <sheilas@bevcomm.net>
Blue Earth, MN - Thursday, May 10, 2001 at 09:31 AM (CDT)
James,
So many people love you ~ they proved that May 6th for The James Bowman Fun Run /Walk for the Cure.I miss and love you with all my heart!!!
Love,
grandma Bonnie

Columbus, Ohio - Wednesday, May 09, 2001 at 02:48 AM (CDT)
"WOW" The photos of the fun run/walk look great! The day looks like it was perfect in every way........I'm sure Jamie saw to that!
Rick, you are very quick & clever with the photos! Thanks so much for sharing this very special day with us.
Thinking of you all, take care & BIG cuddles to everyone!
Lots of love,
The Cruickshank family X X X X X <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Monday, May 07, 2001 at 09:22 AM (CDT)
Dear Bonnie & family,

I want to send you my love and condolences also. I have to say I hate Cancer in all it's forms. It took the life of my little Angel. I know the pain! I do feel grateful that we know where these angels are. They are no longer sick or in pain. They are happy and they watch over us.

((((HUGS))))

Stephanie Bradley
TN US - Saturday, May 05, 2001 at 09:58 AM (CDT)
Dear Bonnie, Rob and family,
How sad I am to enter this beautiful website after your darling Jamie has already passed to the other side. My prayers are with you and your family. Our own little boy went to heaven suddenly on the night of 10/31/99. He would have turned four the day before your angel became immortal. I wouldn't be surprised if they know each other now. Brian used to love to play with the "big boys."

Melody <rslede@dave-world.net>
Pontiac, IL USA - Saturday, May 05, 2001 at 08:26 AM (CDT)
I hope your Jamie has found my Ben in Heaven. My son Ben died 11-14-99 in a go-cart accident. I like to believe that Ben has found others boys to be friends with in heaven as he did on Earth.
Shirley,
Ben's Mom
Shirley Dixon <dixon6@crtelco.com>
Cornell, IL USA - Friday, May 04, 2001 at 02:25 PM (CDT)
Hi Jamie!! I was just thinking about you and was visiting your website, so I thought I'd drop a note to say hello to you and your family. We think about you so often. Hope all is well up in your kingdom.
XXXOOO

Vicki Hoffman
Anaheim, CA - Monday, April 30, 2001 at 03:06 PM (CDT)
Bonnie and family,

God Bless you and we pray that he will keep his loving arms around each of you. He will carry you through this and help carry the load of this loss. We sincerely feel for you in the terrible loss of your grandson. He certainly must have been a true jewel. Love you,
Betty and Larry Clark <lbcsr@aol.com>
Columbus, Ohio USA - Thursday, April 26, 2001 at 08:52 AM (CDT)
Bub,
Aunt Kelly had a lonely B-Day without you today!We love and miss you soooooo much.You stay on granny's mind always.

Love you sweetheart,
Grandma Bonnie

Columbus, Ohio - Wednesday, April 25, 2001 at 11:17 PM (CDT)

Wyatt Shimeall <laxrules21@aol.com>
Worthingon, OH United States of America - Sunday, April 22, 2001 at 04:11 PM (CDT)
Dear Kim and Rob, Bless you and glad you are keeping Jamie's web page going. I am so sorry that Jamie
didn't make it - My daughter has ALL and I've been talking to Bonnie, a great source of inspiration. I wish that
I had something to help your pain - I don't, but Jamie's page has been inspiring to us, if that's any help to you
guys....I can't even imagine what you all have gone through. Love, Kathy
Kathy <lkm5@erols.com>
MD USA - Tuesday, April 17, 2001 at 12:18 AM (CDT)
James,
Missing you and your wonderful smile.

Worthington, Ohio - Monday, April 16, 2001 at 11:15 AM (CDT)
You are my ^i^ Angel and I am so sad that you are gone! Easter or any hoilday without you is really tough on all of us.I will continue to make Bryan & Kaily as happy as I can ~ but deep down in my heart I am thinking about you.I was looking at your playhouse today.Mom and I talked about how you were just 4 and how you would invite us in and open the windows.I have such good memories of you ~Fourteen and a half years wasn't enough.I just wanted more!
Love Granny Bonnie

Columbus, Ohio - Friday, April 13, 2001 at 06:09 PM (CDT)
Bub,It has been 16 weeks today since you left. I wake up thinking this was all a bad dream and you are still with us!I love and miss you sooo very much!!!!! You will always remain with us in our hearts ~ I just wanted more.
Love, Grandma Bonnie
<rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Tuesday, April 10, 2001 at 12:27 PM (CDT)
James,
Thinking of and missing you everyday.

Worthington, Ohio - Monday, April 09, 2001 at 10:24 AM (CDT)
Dear Kim and Robby;
I have sent you and your family love and light every day since your phone call. Thank you so much for the call. I had hoped to get to your website while at Stacy's recovering from surgery but couldn't manipulate their stairs to get to their computer. But I have read every entry and am overwhelmed at the outpouring of love and caring you have received.
I have a fond visual memory of Jamie at his first birthday party diving into the cake and am only sorry I didn't follow his growing up a little closer. He sounds like a wonderful young man. I appreciate being able to see his picture and being about to read about his accomplishments and bravery through the ordeal of his illness. As many before me have stated, I think one of the most difficult things in life would be for a parent to outlive a beloved child. In the words of someone more eloquent than I: "Cherished moments live on in the hearts of those who remember...Those who share our hearts remain a part of us forever."
I continue to send you and your family love and light in your healing process. I am sending this to you from my brother's computer. I will let you know my e-mail address as soon as my computer arrives but until then you can e-mail me at wlnlechem@aol.com if you have some time. God bless! In love, Linda LeCheminant

Linda LeCheminant <wlnlechem@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 05, 2001 at 01:58 PM (CDT)
Bub, grandma misses you so much!!!!!You will remain in my heart forever.
Love you,
Granny Bonnie

Columbus, Ohio - Wednesday, April 04, 2001 at 12:47 PM (CDT)
James,
We thought about you daily while we were away.

Worthington, Ohio - Tuesday, April 03, 2001 at 11:03 AM (CDT)
James was a hero and I am so sorry for your loss. There are no words for the loss of a child or a grandchild just an empty hole where that child should be. Thank you for sharing James on your website.
Holly Marinkovich Ariel's mama <http://www.pilink.com/wa/arielmarinkovich>
University Place, WA - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 07:45 PM (CST)
Hi from Down Under!
Just stopped by to see Jamie's beautiful smiling face!
This site is such a wonderful tribute to such a wonderful young man!
Our love & cuddles to all of Jamie's precious family.
the Cruickshank family XO XO XO XO XO <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Friday, March 30, 2001 at 05:32 AM (CST)
Bub,

Granny misses you so very much!!!!!! Love you sweetheart.
Grandma Bonnie
Columbus, Ohio - Thursday, March 22, 2001 at 02:23 AM (CST)
James,
Thinking of you today as we do every single day.

Worthington, Ohio - Monday, March 19, 2001 at 01:24 PM (CST)
Hi Baby,
Just want you to know how terribly I miss you today and everyday. I think today you would probably be out cleaning my van, it's a little cold but that never stopped YOU!
I LOVE YOU and wish you were here to give me one of your great hugs!!! Love, Mom

- Monday, March 19, 2001 at 11:11 AM (CST)
I wish I could take part in the James Bowman Walk for a Cure but am a 'little'too far away to make it.What a wonderful thing to do in memory of Jamie.I am however doing a team in training 26.2 mile walk for the Leukemia Foundation of Canada and will keep Jamie close in my heart that day. Bonnie, if you send me a pic of Jamie I'll pin it on my shirt the day I do my walk! I will walk for my Jamie and yours!

Elaine <elainevezina@sympatico.ca>
- Thursday, March 15, 2001 at 08:00 PM (CST)
Hi James,
Today is Incredible Kid Day and I just wanted to pop in here to tell you what an incredible kid you are. I know that you are keeping an eye on us all and are watching this website. Hope your having a great day with the Angels up above, I know I'll see a flickering star tonight up in the sky. My best to you buddy.

Vicki Hoffman
Anaheim, CA - Thursday, March 15, 2001 at 02:46 PM (CST)
Rob, your mom shared with me the "Angel Eyes in the Skies" song that you wrote. Those lyrics are so beautiful and I wanted to tell you myself personally. I have read it over and over again, and every time it brings tears to my eyes. I can only imagine what you must be going through. Please remember that there are many people across the country providing strength and support through prayers and thoughts for you and your family.

Vicki Hoffman - vicki.hoffman@wilcom.com <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Thursday, March 15, 2001 at 02:41 PM (CST)
Bub, I meant to say "you loved me more than anyone could every love me." Not more than anyone, like Dad, Mom,Bryan or Kailyn.I love and miss you!
Grandma Bonnie
<rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Tuesday, March 13, 2001 at 04:02 AM (CST)
James,
We think of you daily and miss your smile.

Worthington, Ohio - Monday, March 12, 2001 at 12:15 PM (CST)
Bub,
Pa Pa and I miss and love you so very much!!! I hope you liked the St. Patrick's Day decorations we put on your grave.Grandma as you know is working hard to raise money for the cure in your memory.You loved grandma more than anyone in this world ~ I remember when you would tell me that so many times.
Grandma Bonnie
- Monday, March 12, 2001 at 01:47 AM (CST)
Thank You for sharing your grandson with us...what a lovely job you have done in his memory...
Elinor Lemky (fromthe day-by-day list) <lemky@escape.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Sunday, March 11, 2001 at 12:51 AM (CST)
Hello,
Just a note to let you know you are in our thoughts today. We are praying for comfort for your family. May the love of Christ Jesus be your strength.
Love,
Tammy, Ron, and Emma Hall
The Hall Family <hallrontammy@msn.com>
Medina, Ohio USA - Thursday, March 08, 2001 at 09:50 PM (CST)
James,
We miss your wonderful smile. You are sadly missed.

Worthington, Ohio - Monday, March 05, 2001 at 01:02 PM (CST)
Bonnie, I forgot you told me it was your grandson. I can see why you are proud of this young man. I know by the pictures, how many lives he touched in a shot time. My daughter Krista was born7-17-87 and diagnosed November of 1994. I can really relate to you and see how strong and un selfish Jamie must have been. God Bless You All. I will keep you in my prayers.
Suann Evard <Ladyjack24@aol.com>
Baytown, TX Harris - Thursday, March 01, 2001 at 06:46 PM (CST)
I was thinking of James today so dropped by to see his gorgeous face and dazzling smile.

Thinking of you and always in my prayers.

Elaine <elainevezina@sympatico.ca>
Ottawa, Ont Canada - Thursday, February 22, 2001 at 08:16 PM (CST)
James,
Everyone loves and misses you!

Worthington, Ohio USA - Monday, February 19, 2001 at 12:24 PM (CST)
I love and miss you more than anyone knows! I would be bringing you over something neat today for Valentine's Day like movie tickets or BlockBuster cards.
I miss buying for you and watching your eyes light up when you opened a gift. You will forever remain in my heart.
Granny Bonnie

- Tuesday, February 13, 2001 at 11:53 PM (CST)
We, "The Arms of Hope" walked In Memory of you today sweet James! I had a button with your smiling face right next to my son Nick's. The walk was beautiful...which I'm sure you saw! All together the Mall of America LLS Walk raised over $207,000...Rick and Bonnie..I will have pics on Nick's site soon. Took some pictures just for you. Big Hugs to you and your family.
Sheila...Mommy to Nick(preb ALL 5-00), Ty, and Zac..wife to Chad <sheilas@bevcomm.net>
Blue Earth, MN - Saturday, February 10, 2001 at 10:07 PM (CST)
James,
You are loved and missed!

- Thursday, February 08, 2001 at 11:23 AM (CST)
I'm so very sorry about the loss of your son, grandson, and nephew, James. I don't know the pain of losing a child, but I understand the pain of losing a sibling all too well. I lost my 12 year old younger sister, Ashleigh in Oct., 1996. There will always be an empty space in my life and heart where her memory lives on. I will always miss her, everyday for the rest of my life.
I believe that when we connect with someone here on Earth, that our loved ones in Heaven connect with each other also. (or the other way around, which could be why we meet certain people in the first place.)
So I'm sure that Ashleigh and James are smiling down on both of our families from Heaven together.
Take Care and Hugs,
Sarah
Sarah Bruner <brunerjs@medt.com>
IN USA - Saturday, February 03, 2001 at 10:22 PM (CST)
Dear Kim and Rob, Grandparents, Aunts and Uncles . . . ,
Still praying for you . . . among other things, praying you'll find 'the peace that passes all understanding".
Love,
Dawn
Dawn Bryant Mather <dbmather@columbus.rr.com>
Columbus, OH - Saturday, February 03, 2001 at 03:57 PM (CST)
Thank you for sharing so much of your family's stories. Your newest entry is so touching and really reflects what a wonderful person Jamie is. I truly believe he is an Angel watching over us all now. My best to you and your family.

Hugs,
Vicki Hoffman <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Friday, February 02, 2001 at 11:43 AM (CST)
I wanted to stop out and thank you so much for sharing James story with Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial. I know that his story will touch the lives of many as it did mine. I wish I had some magical words to say, but there just are no words for the loss of a child. My thoughts and prayers are with your family. God bless

Laura
Heavenly Lights Childrens Memorial
http://www.heavenlylights.homestead.com
Laura <heavenlylights2000@prodigy.net>
Mn USA - Sunday, January 28, 2001 at 11:13 PM (CST)
I just came to see James's freckled and smiling face today, he is such a beautiful boy.A true cancer warrior!

Bonnie, you are in my thoughts often.

Elaine <vizena@sprint.ca>
Nepean, Ont Canada - Sunday, January 28, 2001 at 12:19 PM (CST)
Dear Bonnie
I visit Jamie's site regularly to see his bright, smiling face. I have just read what you've written about Jamie. It is so beautiful and touching. Everyone who knew him, were certainly blessed and privileged to have known him.
Take care & cuddles to you & all the family.
Liz, Murray, Adam, Joshua & Bethany X X X X X <meajbc@bigpond.com>
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Saturday, January 27, 2001 at 11:09 PM (CST)
"My last conversation with my grandson James." Date: 12/18/00

If you wanted to climb the highest mountain "you know I would be there with you right by your side?"

James:"yes"

If you wanted to go Africa to hunt wild animals "you know I would be right there with you by your side?"

James:"yes"

If you wanted to sail the seas in a big ship "you know I would be there with you right by your side?"

James:"yes"

And when you go to Heaven "you know I will join you some day and be there right by your side?"

Jame:"yes" "but I don't want to talk about it anymore grandma I want to go to sleep"
Grandma Bonnie <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
Columbus, Ohio - Thursday, January 25, 2001 at 11:27 AM (CST)
I miss you very much today. I sent you a postcard about our new CD this afternoon. I love you so much and really need to feel you around me.

Aunt Kelly <kbowman@columbus.rr.com>
worthington, OH USA - Monday, January 22, 2001 at 04:21 PM (CST)
Thank you so much for sharing Jamie's website with me. Also, for the hints on chemo sensitivity testing.
Melissa A. Miller <jimiller@myexcel.com>
Hilliard, OH - Saturday, January 20, 2001 at 04:59 AM (CST)
James we all miss you very much!!!!!!!!!
Uncle Mike
Columbus, Ohio - Friday, January 19, 2001 at 01:18 PM (CST)
Rick, Bonnie & Bowman Family,

We just wanted to drop a message here in Jamie's Guestbook, eventhough we've been communicating via e-mail. I know that Jamie is reading and watching his site and just wanted to say hello to you all. You remain in our thoughts.

Vicki & Mike ---> the proud wearers of Buckeye necklaces!! <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Southern California, - Wednesday, January 17, 2001 at 04:37 PM (CST)
Rick, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers..
Mark Campbell <mscampbell@ems.att.com>
Conyers, Ga USA - Wednesday, January 17, 2001 at 01:56 AM (CST)
What a wonderful page filled with wonderful memories. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Lisa Waickman (Kilbourne Middle School) <kmsm.aa1@worthington.k12.oh.us>
Worthington, OH USA - Friday, January 12, 2001 at 03:11 PM (CST)
i'm sorry i didn't get to know jamie better but in the little time we had together, i knew he was indeed very special;warm, fun loving and a child i would love to have in my life. our heavens are filled with angels just like jamie here at kids 'n kamp. they have all touched my life and my heart deeply over the many years i have known so many children like jamie. i pray that you somehow...some day find inner peace and know that god will keep his arms around you in your heart breaking grief. kids 'n kamp will stay as close to you and your family as you wish.
beverly circone, executive director kids 'n kamp <knkamp@aol.com>
columbus, oh usa - Tuesday, January 09, 2001 at 08:57 AM (CST)
Dear Rick & Bonnie,
We just wanted you to know that we are still praying for your family. I thought about how your family must have missed your precious James this past Christmas and I was overcome with sadness. Then I realized nothing we could have given him could compare with the birthday party he was a guest at. He got to spend it with Jesus! I wonder how choirs of angels sing Christmas carols? Did he have a good voice? I'm sure he does now. I hope the other angels will tell him about the children & their families that cared for him, since he never knew us. I like to think he's a special angel watching over our little ones.
Thanks for sharing your child with us. I know sometimes it must have made it harder. I hope it helped to know so many of us prayed for him & you everyday. And we will continue to do that. God Bless You!
Steven & Kelly Hicks caringbridge.com/al/sarahanne/ <khicks6@mindspring.com>
Woodstock, AL - Friday, January 05, 2001 at 12:04 AM (CST)
Dear Bonnie and family:

I just got back to work today and read your e-mail about Jamie. I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Nothing can be said to ease your pain, but know that people are thinking about you.

Molly Rutledge

- Tuesday, January 02, 2001 at 08:16 AM (CST)
I'm so very sorry about your loss, I have known James since probably 1st grade, He was always so happy and funny, he was an all around great kid.Your family and James will always be in my thoughts and prayers. James is an angel now, and he is with god and is in no more pain.It is so hard to think that we can't won't be able to see him smile or here him laugh again....he was a well loved person and there is so much loss. When we had the assembly at school on Tuesday, there was so much love for him at our school, I will always remember James... In a way I sort of know your pain. I lost my dad to cancer when I was in 3rd grade...I will keep your family in my heart.
Martha Lester <blondychick13@columbus.rr.com>
Worthington, OH USA - Monday, January 01, 2001 at 03:08 PM (CST)
Im very sorry for your loss. It was a loss for me too because I have known James since I moved here from New Jersey. I sat next to him in 1st grade and he always was smiling. I couldnt bear to stay at the showing so I was only there for like 15 minutes. Well I am very sorry.
Kim Koechlin <Smiley3200@aol.com>
Worthington, OH U.S.A - Saturday, December 30, 2000 at 12:35 PM (CST)
Dear Bonny, Rick, Kim and Rob! We're so sorry about Jamie. Let he rest in peace. Let you find peace and hope after losing this remarkable child.
Natalie, stepmother to Fedor <nfeldman@mercury-eur.com>
Paris, France - Friday, December 29, 2000 at 04:01 AM (CST)
I have no words that can take away your pain. I feel for you and your family. May God help! Your FHHF family member.
Carol Sitton <sittonc@yahoo.com>
Gower, MO USA - Thursday, December 28, 2000 at 07:23 AM (CST)
Dear Bonnie and Family,
I am so sorry to hear about Jamie. Although I never had the privledge of meeting him, I grew to know of his kind spirit and loving heart through his grandma's loving posts to All-Kids. Thank you Bonnie for sharing him with us. You are all in my heart and my prayers. God Bless you all and give you the strenghth to endure until you are able to meet with Jamie again. Much Love,
Heather Kline, Mommy to Brianna
Syracuse, NY USA - Wednesday, December 27, 2000 at 10:42 PM (CST)
Sorry for your loss.
Debbie Martin <dbcarteaux@fwi.com>
Ft. Wayne, IN USA - Wednesday, December 27, 2000 at 08:31 PM (CST)
We cannot tell you how sorry we are that Jamie lost his valiant fight. He is truly an angel now. We will be praying for all of you, for the strength and courage you need to get through this terribly difficult time. May God be with you all.
Pat Dickinson and Debby Reynolds <pdickinson@kellerpd.com>
Keller, Tx Tarrant - Wednesday, December 27, 2000 at 08:13 PM (CST)
I think this website is great!! It lets people who never really know jamie get to know him better. Thanks a bunch for making it!! Jamie's spirit will live on forever!!
Lauren Rundio <BluEyes2133@hotmail.com>
Worthington, OH USA - Wednesday, December 27, 2000 at 02:39 PM (CST)
Bonnie, Rick, Rob, Kim and all your family,
I'm so sorry! I really can't believe it.
The pictures on this web sight are awesome.......I think Jamie has shared a little part of himself with all of us. He was a fighter. I can't believe how much the community has supported you all. Your whole family is an inspiration to many. I pray that God will give you strength , peace and comfort through this time of loss. My friends and family will continue to pray for you all!! Love, Barb Garrett and family.
Barb Garrett and family <barbie4-20@excite.com>
Columbus, Ohio franklin - Sunday, December 24, 2000 at 09:47 PM (CST)
Bonnie, Rick, Kim & Rob,
You are in our thoughts and prayers and have our deepest sympathy.
Jamie fought extremely hard, but he has no pain anymore.
The angels have in safe keeping now.
We love you all, "the old neighbors"
Chris, Beverly & Mary Kamps <ckamps@fuse.net>
Maineville, OH USA - Sunday, December 24, 2000 at 04:33 PM (CST)
Just showed my family the beautiful picture of Jaime. My hubby took one look and said "wow, he looks just like Joey" It is unbelievable.
I am so sorry about your loss, it is the worlds greatest flaw. Children who are sick, Families who live on with out there children.
If ever I can be of help please let me know.
Stephanie Alvarado <all4cure@aol.com>
Holt, MI USA - Sunday, December 24, 2000 at 08:23 AM (CST)
Bonnie and family, I am so sorry for your loss. I think the story goes that which would you rather have... the pain of losing someone you have loved for so long or never to have known that love at all. That doesn't make your loss any easier to bear does it? Jamie has taught so many of us about never giving up, always looking at the bright side and always smiling. I didn't know Jamie personally but from reading the guestbook I wish I would have. He was a very special young man and he touched so many lives. Keep sharing your memories, sharing your losses, sharing your love. My heart goes out to you. You will be in my prayers!
Kay <kmhanevik@yahoo.com>
Monument, CO - Friday, December 22, 2000 at 09:34 PM (CST)
Dear Bonnie, Rick, Robbie, Kim, and family, I am so sorry for your loss. You have strength in each other and our love is with you. Dear Jamie, I'm sorry I didn't get to meet you. I've looked through your photos and read all about you. Somehow I know you'll get this message. You're going to have your first Christmas with Jesus. Look around for Sarah and Brian, they've been there awhile so I'm sure they know the other angels. Love
Cindy Payne Nelson <nanlrjt@centurytel.net>
Lake Dallas, TX - Friday, December 22, 2000 at 07:43 PM (CST)
Dear Bonnie and Family, I'm so sorry. Thank you for all of your prayers for our kids and know that we are all praying for you and your family. May God give you strength.
Kami Hettwer, mom to Joshua <mkhett@aol.com>
Salem, OR USA - Friday, December 22, 2000 at 12:07 PM (CST)
There are no words to say to express the grief I feel. I can't comprehend the extent of the pain and sorrow Jamie and the family have experienced over the past years. The mind of God is so far beyond me I simply don't understand.
I do believe Jamie is safe and secure and resting in God's bosom and that the angels attend to his every need, and that sounds all well and good from some place where faith speaks - but I really didn't want you all to loose him. I really wanted him to recover and I am so sorry that he is gone. I will pray for your healing now as I have all along.
Thank you for allowing us to share this time with you.
Pamela Haddock, mom to Deiah <p.k.haddock@worldnet.att.net>
Sylva, NC USA - Friday, December 22, 2000 at 08:48 AM (CST)
Bonnie and Family,We are so very sorry .Words cannot express our sorrow.Please know that we are all thinking of you and praying for your peace.Love,Jessica and Kelsey
Jessica and Kelsey Burnsworth <burns@iqnetsys.net>
Osceola Mills, Pa. USA - Friday, December 22, 2000 at 12:55 AM (CST)
Dear Bonnie,
I'm so terribly sorry for the loss of your dear Jamie. You and your family will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

With Love,
Jeniene mom to Alex 6, dx 5/2/97 High Risk Pre-B ALL, off tx 11/24/99
Jeniene Cenoz <Jeniene@all-kids.org>
Grover Beach, Ca US - Friday, December 22, 2000 at 12:31 AM (CST)
Oh Bonnie and family!Words cannot express how sad i am over your loss. Know that my love and prayers are with you.

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Teresa Mom to Sam (dx ALL 4/99 age 4) <thebart@netzero.net>
Oregon City, OR usa - Thursday, December 21, 2000 at 10:44 PM (CST)
Bowman/Stephens Family,
Very saddened and sorry for your loss. Know that we walked with you every step of the way that you shared with us. Jamie was everyone's "son, brother, grandson and friend", no words will do justice to the feelings of sorrow.
I'm sending prayers full of strength and comfort to you all.
Julie Ruttinger, mom to Keaton 7(dx 12/98) and Kayla <jjkk3@home.com>
Tecumseh, MI USA - Thursday, December 21, 2000 at 09:31 PM (CST)
Dear Bonnie and family,
My heart is breaking for you. I believe that angels look down on us, so Jamie is watching over you. My thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless.
Angela <jhayward@cyberus.ca>
Greely, ON Canada - Thursday, December 21, 2000 at 08:40 PM (CST)
Bonnie and Family,
We are so sorry that such a wonderful and caring young boy was taken from us. Our family is thinking of you all and I wish we could be there for you to lean on. Our prayers are with you. Hugs to you all,
Shauna, Andrew and Matthew <slfisher31@home.com>
Des Moines, IA USA - Thursday, December 21, 2000 at 07:45 PM (CST)
Dear Bonnie and family,
I am so saddened to read that Jamie has lost his battle. I know in my heart that he will continue to battle for many-just in a different way. Jamie will surely be missed. It was wonderful that you could be with him in his last days on this earth. God bless you all. May all His angels wrap their arms around you and hold tight.
Rita
Rita Guthrie <rguthrie@akron.infi.net>
Wadsworth, OH USA - Thursday, December 21, 2000 at 07:10 PM (CST)
Dear Bonnie and family,
I am so saddened to read that Jamie has lost his battle. I know in my heart that he will continue to battle for many-just in a different way. Jamie will surely be missed. It was wonderful that you could be with him in his last days on this earth. God bless you all. May all His angels wrap their arms around you and hold tight.
Rita
Rita Guthrie <rguthrie@akron.infi.net>
Wadsworth, OH USA - Thursday, December 21, 2000 at 07:07 PM (CST)
Bonnie -
Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your wonderful family ... Jamie is back at home with his family in heaven.
Sending love from
Maureen Schultz <moschultz@mindspring.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Thursday, December 21, 2000 at 06:31 PM (CST)
Through the joys and pain of your posts, Bonnie, I really learned the struggle not only of Kim and Rob, but also of you as the Grandma. I am so saddened to hear your Jamie has earned his wings....may he slide down rainbows and throw raindrops at passersby....
cheryl jagannathan--from the ALL list <C1216@aol.com>
redwood city, ca - Thursday, December 21, 2000 at 05:14 PM (CST)
Bonnie and Rick,
I am so sorry for the loss of your wonderful grandson, Jamie. He will be missed. We are praying for your family.
God bless,
Anne O'Brien mom to Erin <OB828@aol.com>
- Thursday, December 21, 2000 at 04:34 PM (CST)
My thoughts and prayers are with your family. Please believe that he is now the one taking care of you. Looking down on his family and friends. He'll be your guidance to get through your loss. Only now, he is healthy and happy. He's at peace, and you, too, shall soon feel the peacefullness that he has found. May God grant you the strength to do so. I am blessed to have known such a wonderful, special young man. He's truly an angel. All my love and prayers, Susan
Susan Gualtieri <gualtis@nationwide.com>
columbus, oh - Thursday, December 21, 2000 at 12:23 PM (CST)
I'm so sorry for your loss, my thoughts and prayers are with you at this time and always!
"Did you ever know that you're my hero? You're everything I would like to be... I could fly higher than an eagle, you are the wind beneath my wings."
Peace & Love,
Jenn Borjeson & family
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA USA - Thursday, December 21, 2000 at 09:49 AM (CST)
Bonnie, I am from a website where I met Vicki and just found out about James. I'm so sorry about your loss. I will continue to ask God to comfort your family.
Rose <boltnut55@aol.com>
South SF, CA USA - Thursday, December 21, 2000 at 01:11 AM (CST)
Bowman/Stephens family,

Needless to say, this news is just devastating to me, my family, and my friends who have been following along and praying for James through his battle. Honestly, my heart goes out to all of you -- this has got to be the most difficult time for you all. It brings me peace to know that James is no longer suffering and is now looking down on us with that big huge smile that he has. He will now help give us the strength we so desperately need. I am so far away from you all and feel so helpless. We are still continuing to pray for your family. If there is ANYTHING we can do from California, please let me know.

Love and hugs to you all, Vicki

Vicki Hoffman <vicki.hoffman@wilcom.com ~ www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, December 20, 2000 at 01:26 PM (CST)
My prayers for the Bowman family are all that I can offer. God has made his decision, and we must accept his will, however impossible that seems. May peace come to you sooner rather than later. Jamie is no longer tired and sick. He is running full speed into God's loving arms. May God bless you all. Love, Amy & Rosie
Amy & Rosie Rumberger <TimRumb@aol.com>
Alameda, CA USA - Wednesday, December 20, 2000 at 10:34 AM (CST)
Bonnie.....Just found out a few minutes ago. I am so sorry and wish there was something more I could say or do. My heart goes out to you and your family. To lose a child or grandchild is such a load to bear. Carol
Carol James <billcarol@sanduskyohio.com>
Castalia, OH USA - Wednesday, December 20, 2000 at 12:39 AM (CST)
I am so sorry and my heart aches for your family. James, I am positive is happy, but what a loss for the rest. God bless all of you and I will continue to pray. Nicholas's grandmother.
Karen Bleess (Grandma) Sheila's mom <bleessdk@bevcomm.net>
Blue Earth, mn Faribault - Tuesday, December 19, 2000 at 11:07 PM (CST)
To Rick & Bonnie Stephens and the Bowman Family, My deepest sympathies.

I would like to dedicate Psalms 23 in loving memory of the fight and spirit of Robert James Bowman.

The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.

May the strengths of your beliefs guide you through these difficult times. James has obtained the ultimate victory of eternal life, without pain and without sorrow, through our Lord and Savior, Christ Jesus. Love and Prayers,
Lupe Gutierrez <lupegutierrez@juno.com>
Arlington, TX - Tuesday, December 19, 2000 at 10:33 PM (CST)
MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS GO OUT TO YOUR FAMILY.I LOVE YOU ALL!JAMES WILL BE DEEPLY MISSED.GIVE BRYAN AND KAILY A HUG FOR ME.PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU NEED ANYTHING AT ALL.
KARA <KxAxRxA@AOL.COM>
HILLIARD, OH - Tuesday, December 19, 2000 at 09:13 PM (CST)
I wish there was something I could say or do to make you feel better. Please take comfort in the fact that we are praying for your family. I am so sorry.
Love,
Tammy, Ron, and Emma Hall
The Hall's <halltammy@netscape.net>
Medina, Ohio USA - Tuesday, December 19, 2000 at 09:07 PM (CST)
I don't quite know what to say. Bonnie, I hope you know how much I care about you, even though we have never met face to face, Joanne and I are thinking of you and praying for you all. May God be with you and your family as I know he is.
Dinah <sdmoore@kscable.com>
Iola, Ks USA - Tuesday, December 19, 2000 at 07:53 PM (CST)
Our prayers are with you. We know that James is free of pain but it is always so hard for those left behind. Tell Bryan that his classmates were thinking of him today and give our best to Kaily. God bless, Ford, Mackenzie, Nancy and Doug Hannum

- Tuesday, December 19, 2000 at 04:29 PM (CST)
Oh....I wish that I could be there to hug you all..I am so sorry.
Sheila and Chad Schonrock...Ty, Nick, and Zac <sheilas@bevcomm.net>
Blue Earth, MN - Tuesday, December 19, 2000 at 02:57 PM (CST)
I don't know where to begin. I'm heartbroken, I'm confused and I'm painfully glad Jamie's not suffering or scared any longer. My heart, my prayers, my never ending thoughts envelop you. Time eases pain but never heals it, don't expect it to. Jamie was so positive and such a fighter. God bless him. As much as he loved angels, I'll just bet he's an incredibly beautiful angel with a magnificent, vibrant, comforting aura surrounding him. Regardless of what anyone else believes, I hope he's allowed to visit you in dreams sometime somewhere to thank you and let you know he loves you for all that you have been, for all that you are, and for all that you will continue to be. God bless you and comfort you now and always.
Kathy Lussow (Cassidy's Mommy) <kathylussow@juno.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, December 19, 2000 at 01:23 PM (CST)
My heart is breaking for you. Know that you are loved.

Aunt Linda
- Tuesday, December 19, 2000 at 12:23 PM (CST)
Our prayers are with you all. We are so sorry.
Steven & Kelly Hicks <khicks6@mindspring.com>
Woodstock, AL - Tuesday, December 19, 2000 at 12:20 PM (CST)
Hi James,

I know that I haven't written here lately, but hope you've been getting my cards in the mail. Mike and I are always thinking about you. He proudly has your calendar up on his hospital room wall and all the doctors and nurses have asked about you. I hope that God is giving you the strength you need to get you through this difficult time. Just know that there are lots of people sending their love your way. Remember you're our "WINNER"!!

Vicki & Mike <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Monday, December 18, 2000 at 06:20 PM (CST)
Hi Jamie, you probably don't know me but if you're anything like your father I certainly know you! I am Cindy Payne Nelson, Jack's sister, Mary's daughter, etc. etc. I just wanted to let you know that I said a prayer for you in church today. I also wanted to say that your strength and your courage are an inspiration to us all. I live in Texas but I've known your dad's family for a very long time and wish that I could see you. God Bless You. Love, Cindy, Nick, Andrea, Jason, and Gabbi.
Cindy Payne Nelson <nanlrjt@centurytel.net>
Lake Dallas, TX - Sunday, December 17, 2000 at 10:39 PM (CST)
Hi Jamie and Family,
Just want you to know that we are thinking of you and continuing to praying for you. Hope you are feeling better. Emma sends another ((((((HUG))))))).
Tammy, Ron, and Emma Hall
The Hall's <halltammy@netscape.net>
Medina, Ohio USA - Friday, December 15, 2000 at 09:49 PM (CST)
Hi Jamie!
We are the family of Mike Cassidy who is on your dad and brother's football team Giants---the Super Bowl Champs! Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking about you and praying for you. We just found your web site and it is great.
I also wanted you to know how nice it was when we ran into you at Evening Street at the open house the day before school started in September. You may not even remember, but we talked for a bit about Michael's teacher, Mrs. Bellish. I didn't know anything about her and you told me that she was your favorite teacher ever! That really made me feel better about this school year, and Mike also likes her alot too! Thanks.
Take care and know that we all are thinking about you. God be with you and your family at this holiday season.

Chris, Sally and Michael Cassidy <cscassidy@aol.com>
Worthington, OH USA - Friday, December 15, 2000 at 04:36 PM (CST)
Hi James,
I trust you are doing better today. Sorry it has been so long since I sent you a message. I have been very busy at school, finals are almost over now (One more left!). Yeh!!

I found this little prayer floating thru the e-mail and felt it was most appropriate for you. It is titled "You Never Know".

You never know who's praying for you, so, I decided to let you know that I am one who is! I asked the Lord to bless you as I prayed for you today. To guide you and protect you as you go along your way. His love is always with you, His promises are true, and when we give Him all our cares You know He will see us through. So when the road you're traveling on seems difficult at best. Just remember I'm here praying And God will do the rest.

And as you can see, I am not the only one who is praying for you. You have many angles keeping watch over you because of everyone's prayers.

God Bless
Lupe Gutierrez <lupegutierrez@juno.com>
Arlington, TX Tarrant - Wednesday, December 13, 2000 at 01:14 PM (CST)
Hi James!
Just checking in to say hello and to let you know I was thinking about you!! How are you doing today? I sure hope that your up and around and feeling well. I'm hoping to catch a visit with you sometime soon, when your up to it. Just let me know, okay? You can pass the word through grandma if you'd like. Sending you a big hug and kiss. I'll see you soon!
Did your dad put up the lights, yet?? :)
Love,
Susan

- Tuesday, December 12, 2000 at 03:50 PM (CST)
Hi Jamie,
I came across your Web page and decided to write you a few get well lines. I pray each and every night for all the kids with cancer, especially Leukemia. I am hoping everything goes well for you through out your long journey back to a cancer free life. My Jenni had Leukemia too, although no B.M.T. Jenni has two more years to go befor the all clear a day we are all looking forward too.
You sound like a wonderful young man, I had the pleasure of reading past journals about you and sounds like you are well loved. May God watch over you Jamie because you are a very, very special person. Have a Merry Christmas Jamie. My prayers to your family to.
Shelli Hoffmann <jhoff@mnic.net>
Madison Lake , Mn B.E - Monday, December 11, 2000 at 09:22 PM (CST)
James I Love You!! I had fun today, thanks for inviting me along.
Love,grandma Bonnie

PS.Tell dad you want those lights up or Santa won't bring him anything for Christmas,Okay? Call me when you get up.

- Monday, December 11, 2000 at 01:31 AM (CST)
Hi James...You dont know me but Ive heard so much about you.Your website is great. Ill keep you in my prayers daily.
G Martin <sweety10353@yahoo.com>
Pittsburgh, Pa - Sunday, December 10, 2000 at 10:10 PM (CST)
Hi James! Last night we had our senior practicum presentations here at the school. Everyone there asked about you and said to tell you that you are in their prayers. They have been visiting your web site and think you are a handsome fella and the lady next to you is surely your sister. I really enjoyed visiting with you and your family last weekend. Life is all about making wonderful memories and I have many new and wonderful memories from my visit. Make sure your brother and sister let you play with their robot dogs! There's always a way to beat the system - if you can't have a real dog right now, enjoy a robot dog. There is nothing more wonderful than just sleeping in your own bed. I am glad you got to come home. Take care and know that you are loved. Give your grandma and grandpa a big hug from me.
Linda Ward <linda.ward@utsouthwestern.edu>
Dallas, TX USA - Thursday, December 07, 2000 at 08:50 AM (CST)
Hi Dude! I am Nick's great aunt and I heard from Sheila that you were having a tough time right now and needed a little boost. I just wanted to check you out. I see you have a lot of notes from all over the country, Canada, and Paris, France, but I didn't see any from Colorado, so here I am. I know it must be rough some days but I also know that God will give you the strength that you and Grandma Bonnie need to carry on. We have a wonderful God, who loves you very much. I am going to add your name to our prayer group. I believe in the power of prayer and have seen God's hand at work. Keep the faith young man.
Kay <kmhanevik@yahoo.com>
Monument, CO - Monday, December 04, 2000 at 06:47 PM (CST)
Praying for you and sending you love and positive energy from Massachusetts. I would love to send James a card if you'd like to e-mail me an address that I could send it to. I got your web site from Nick Schonrock's mom, and I know them through the Make A Child Smile site. Keep fighting, James!
Jenn Borjeson <JennBorj@aol.com>
Jefferson, MA USA - Monday, December 04, 2000 at 11:57 AM (CST)
My prayers ware with you Jamie...We at times do not know why or what God has in store for us, but with faith,love, and prayers we all will have a happy reward. Keep your faith even when times are rough and always believe in God.

Love and Best Wishes, Roxie Allen Seattle, Washington
Roxie Allen <Roxie@ms.kallback.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, December 04, 2000 at 09:46 AM (CST)

Dear James,

You and my Jamie are SO much alike, he prefers to be called James too. His best friend Drew is here for a sleepover tonight and they are watching "The Simpson's" right now.

I saw the picture of you and your Grandma, what a smile you have and that Grandma of yours looks like a teenager :)

YOu are in my prayers every day James and we have lit many candles at our church for you.

Be strong, and I hope you are feeling O.K.

Elaine

Elaine <vizena@sprint.ca>
Nepean, Ontario Canada - Friday, December 01, 2000 at 09:38 PM (CST)
I AM LINDA AND BILL WARD'S NEICE.I HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOR JAMIE AND ALL AND I WILL CONTINUE TO. MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU AND GIVE YOU STRENGTH DURING THIS TIME.

JAMIE GIDDIS <GIDDIS@DELLPRO.COM>
COLLIERVILLE, TN 38017 - Friday, December 01, 2000 at 10:05 AM (CST)
Dear James, Just wanted to let you know that people all over the country are thinking of you and praying for you! I have a 10 yr. old son who has ALL, and I'm learning a lot from your grandmother and others from a group on the web. From comments your grandmother has made, I know you are a brave, smart guy....even have your own business!!! I'm impressed! Trust in the Lord...prayer is a wonderful thing. Your family sounds very loving and I know they will be right there with you, whenever you need them. Take care and know that someone in Alabama is praying for you!

Lisa Agee <lagee67@hotmail.com>
Camden, AL USA - Thursday, November 30, 2000 at 10:32 PM (CST)
Dear James and family, My family has kept up with you since we "met" your grandmother on our ALL group. Your family's love has inspired my to be a better mother. I also appreciate all that God has blessed me with more each time I meet one of the "special" children, like you. I know you're having a tough time right now, I'm so sorry for that. You are very blessed to have such a wonderful family to support you, not every child has that. I pray (I prayed for Jamie, I'm sure God knows who I'm talking about! HAHA) for your miracle, just like I pray for my little girl's miracle. I hope you always know how many lives you have touched through your courage, strength and smile. Good Luck Friend & may God continue to give you strength!! We will continue to lift each member of your family up in prayer too.
Steven & Kelly Hicks (and Sarah Anne & Emma Grace too) <khicks6@mindspring.com>
Birmingham, AL - Wednesday, November 29, 2000 at 04:53 PM (CST)
Dear James, Honey Child,
Your grandpa insists on being called Rick (but I still call him Ricky) and his twin insists on being called Barbara (but I still call her Barbie) and our brother insists that he is now Ron (but I still call him Ronny). We just slip up and call those we love our pet names. I was always just Linda... UNTIL..... When Barbie's daughter, Michelle, had her children, it made me a great aunt. I insisted on being called THE GREAT Aunt Linda. My dad thought that was a hoot, so he told the kids to just call me Great. They couldn't say great, but they could say Grape! So I became Aunt Grape. And then.......when I had my precious grandchildren, they decided to call me Granny Grape! So you see, things could be worse. People look at me really funny when I am in a crowd and a little kid is screaming "Granny Grape, Granny Grape". We love you James!! Signed: Grape
Linda Ward <linda.ward@utsouthwestern.edu>
Lewisville, TX USA - Wednesday, November 29, 2000 at 03:55 PM (CST)
Hi James!
I wanted to drop in and say hello and let you know that I was thinking about you! Keep hanging in there stronger than ever, okay? Keep your beautiful smile going strong and remember we are all here for you! Love you!
Susan
Susan Gualtieri <gualtis@nationwide.com>
columbus, oh usa - Wednesday, November 29, 2000 at 03:29 PM (CST)
My grandson has requested not to be called Jamie.He let me know last night he wants to go by James. I guess it's a teenagers thing!I told him "no problem" James it is.As if you all couldn't tell he is the light of my life!!!He is not only just a grandson to me, he is my buddy,friend,and is the reason I keep going.
We watched two movies last night and he bought pizza for us.He said "I am the President of J&B Personal Touch (calendars) I think I can afford to treat you grandma!"
Just something I wanted to share with everyone.
We need harder prayers than ever before for James!
Thank you and God bless,
Bonnie

- Wednesday, November 29, 2000 at 01:11 PM (CST)

To Everyone:I can not express the gratitude I feel for each and everyone that has taken their time to post a message to James!The posted mgs,cards,gifts,and most of all the prayers for James and family we will be forever grateful.
Thanks to all,
Bonnie

- Tuesday, November 28, 2000 at 01:26 AM (CST)
What's up Jamie,

My name is Dedra Lynch...but you can call me Dee and I was a student in the Health Services Administration program where your grandmother, Linda, works. I understand you've been feeling a little under-the-weather so I am sending you a little message. When the going gets tough...the tough gets going and looking at your photo album you look like you can hang with the best of them. Keep your head up high, hang in there, and always remember your family loves you more than words can express. You are in our prayers. I know you don't know me, but if you would like a new penpal write me anytime.
Dedra Lynch <dburnom1@aol.com>
Ft Worth, TX U.S.A - Monday, November 27, 2000 at 02:38 PM (CST)
Dear Jamie,

I am a student at UTSW, where Linda Ward works. She asked and I am very pleased to write to you. My name is Madelyn Mitchell. I attend school part-time and work full-time for a dermatologist. I will complete my program in December and graduate.

I have two daughters, no son. But my youngest daughter joined the navy in August and left me with a minature Schnauzer. I didn't know what a schnauzer was until he came to my house. In fact, I don't really like animals, I don't hate them, but I can take them or leave, as long as they do not touch me. Well, all that has changed now. My daughter received this dog last year for Xmas. She said she researched the internet to find a dog that fit her personality. Friendly, bouncy, hyper, fun-loving. Well, he is all that and more. She named him Baby boy, don't ask me why. Since she is gone now, and has left the dog to me, it's ironic that I inherited a friendly, bouncy, hyper, Hyper, fun-loving, chew-crazy dog. Never the less, I have renamed him Baby Taz! ( for tazmanian devil). Forget what I said about touching me, he bites, nibbles and chews on me, even though, he has every dog chew toy I can find. I still don't like animals, but I love Baby Taz!.

There is a song that a feel can best express what I would like to say to you. It is a gospel song on the Women of Faith Gospel CD ( Oleta Adams, Dottie Peoples and Helen Baylor) Delores Ford-Coleman signs the song. The name of it is " This Test Is Your Storm" . It says" Hold on, God is able to see you through, never the less, the storm is only a test, hold on. I am praying for you.

Madelynn Mitchell & Baby Taz!

Madelynn Mitchell <mlhcm@gte.net>
Dallas, Tx USA - Sunday, November 26, 2000 at 02:42 PM (CST)
James,
Grandma enjoyed spending the night with you and mom last night!We were all sleepy heads though,grin.
Love you sweetheart,
Grandma Bonnie

- Saturday, November 25, 2000 at 05:59 PM (CST)
Happy Thanksgiving Jamie ~~ Hope you were able to enjoy it with your family and friends! Mike and I were thinking about you today.

Vicki Hoffman
Anaheim, CA - Friday, November 24, 2000 at 01:13 AM (CST)
Hi James! I am Nick's grandma, Karen, from Blue Earth, MN. I understand things are a little rough for you right now. I am so sorry you are going through this. You are a fighter and a strong fellow...this too will pass and by the Grace of God you will be Rockin' with the best of them. I will say a prayer for you at night and everything will be okay. I cannot believe how you, Nick, and other children are so courageous, and still have a smile on your face. Take care and God Bless You James and Family.
Karen and Dale Bleess <bleessdk@bevcomm.net>
Blue Earth, MN, - Tuesday, November 21, 2000 at 05:36 PM (CST)
Hello James, I am one of your aunt Linda's dearest friends and wanted to just say a few words that I pray will bring comfort to you and your family. I read this everyday when I walk into the office and it makes me feel so much better.

"May you always have an angel by your side. Watching out for you in all the things you do. Reminding you to believe in brighter days. Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to come true. Giving you hope that is as certain as the sun. Giving you the strength of serenity as your guide. And may you always have love and comfort and courage. And may you always have an angel by your side. Someone there to catch you if you fall. Encouraging your dreams. Inspiring your happiness. Holding your hand and helping you through it all. In all of our days, our lives are always changing. Tears come along as well as smiles. Along the roads you trave, may the miles be a thousand times more lovely than lonely. May they give you gifts that never, ever end, someone wonderful to love and a dear friend in whom you can confide. May you have rainbows after every storm. May you have hopes to keep you warm. And may you always have an angel by your side.

--Douglas Pagels
Wanda Madyun <wanda.madyun@utsouthwestern>
Dallas, TX Dallas - Tuesday, November 21, 2000 at 02:36 PM (CST)
I just wanted to stop in and let you know that we are all thinking about you here on the Western Front. I'm not sure if you are a football fan, but I wanted to pass along one of my favorite quotes from Walter Payton. I read this daily and try to draw strength from it.

"If you ask me how I want to be remembered, it is as a winner. You know what a winner is? A winner is somebody who has given his best effort, who has tried the hardest they possibly can, who has utilized every ounce of energy and strength within them to accomplish something. It doesn't mean that they accomplished it or failed, it means that they've given it their best. That's a winner."

So, keep your head up and continue to fight, because you are a WINNER!!!

Take care,
Mike Hunter

Mike Hunter <michaelahunter99@hotmail.com>
Los Angeles, CA - Tuesday, November 21, 2000 at 12:29 AM (CST)
Hi Jaimie, I got my calendar today. It is sooooo cool. I just love it. I got the one with the purple truck. I just wanted you to know how much I like it. Tell your grandma Bonnie I said hello. Have been trying to call her, but I always seem to call at a bad time. Just my luck.Be sure to tell her I said hi. Take care.
Dinah (Babyduck) <sdmoore@kscable.com>
Iola, Ks - Monday, November 20, 2000 at 05:18 PM (CST)
You guessed it! I, too, am a student at UTSW! Surprise!

What you do not know is that I used to be an oncology/bone marrow transplant nurse...I have worked at Johns Hopkins, LA Children's, Miami Children's, Fred Hutchinson Cancer Research Center, and other places.

I am never ceased to be amazed by the strength young men like you possess, Jamie. You are an inspiration to me...you and others like you have taught me what life is about...And that is being thankful for each and every day!

I thank God that I have had the opportunity to meet young men like you, because without you, my life would mean less.

Thank you for enduring the fight! Thank you for bearing a burden that no one should have to carry! Thank you for being brave in the face of adversity! And thank you for continuing to love those around you even when you do not feel like it!

I pray you continue to fight the good fight! I pray that you continue to endure like a soldier of Christ! And I pray that you are filled with the Peace that surpasses our understanding!

May God bless you abundantly in these days ahead....

Jennie

Jennie Davis <howatt@usa.com>
Dallas, TX - Sunday, November 19, 2000 at 09:25 PM (CST)
Hi Jamie,
Look at all of the wonderful messages below. Now you know what I meant when I said we were taking many paths to God's ear. The depth and strength of my friends' faith is unbelievable. They are from all faiths and all walks of life, all asking our Heavenly Father to watch over you. You are loved.
Aunt Linda
- Sunday, November 19, 2000 at 07:01 PM (CST)
Dear Jamie,
My name is Lupe Gutierrez. I live in Arlington, TX and know your Aunt Linda from school. I am a student there. My family and I have been praying for you since June, when we first heard of your illness.

I want to tell you, that you have many friends all over the place that are praying for you and lifting you and your family before our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.

I had a friend send me an e-mail card from bluemountain.com late last year when my family was going through some difficult times. The card had a bible verse that I would like to share with you. I will also look for that specific card and send it to you later, but for now, the part I saved went like this:

"He Himself has said, I will not in any way fail you nor give you up nor leave you without support." Hebrews 13:5.
What a powerful message. I want to assure you, God has never left you and He has sent His Angles to watch over you.

I would like to share with you my favorite passage of the bible. It is found in the book of Isaiah, Chapter 40, Vs. 28 - 31 and they read like this:

"Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; BUT THOSE WHO HOPE IN THE LORD WILL RENEW THEIR STRENGTH. THEY WILL SOAR ON WINGS LIKE EAGLES; THEY WILL RUN AND NOT GROW WEARY, THEY WILL WALK AND NOT BE FAINT."

I guess you can tell I really like the last verse.

My prayer for you is that God will renew your strength and cause you to soar on wings like eagles; to be a living testimony of His LOVE and MERCY and of HIS HEALING POWER.

Hebrews 13:5 says, "Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever." All we have to do is have faith and believe! Talk to you again soon. Love in Christ.
Lupe Gutierrez <lupegutierrez@juno.com>
Arlington, TX USA - Sunday, November 19, 2000 at 12:42 AM (CST)
Dear Jamie,
Hi! I go to school where your Aunt Linda works! We think she is just awesome! We also hear about how awesome you are too! I hope you are doing better and hanging in there. I know these are tough times for you right now. You have a very long list of people praying for you. Take care and keep the Faith.

Suzanne Madrid <dmsfm@gte.net>
Rowlett, Tx Dallas - Saturday, November 18, 2000 at 07:35 AM (CST)
Hello Jamie!!! :')

My name is Leigh Lain. Your Aunt Linda works at the school I attend. She takes care of all of us - believe me, we could not make it without her! Linda mentioned your website in one of her emails, and I decided to take a gander.

Love the pics! Got anymore? I am a picture fanatic (but I am camera shy). I just got a new camera, and have been driving my family crazy by taking pictures all of the time! :^) Shoot me an email, and I'll send you some of my pics...

From what I know of you, you seem to be strong and have a lot of courage. There are so many people who love you. I'll tell Linda to keep sending her love to you and giving me updates. There are a lot of us out here who are thinking of and praying for you and your family. Take care of you!

As we advance in life it becomes more and more difficult, but in fighting the difficulties the inmost strength of the heart is developed. - Vincent van Gogh

Leigh Lain (AKA: Lolly) <lilermintrude@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Friday, November 17, 2000 at 05:21 PM (CST)
Jamie:
Sorry to hear about your illness. I know it is a struggle, but hang in there. We will be praying for you.

Greg Eastin

Colleyville, TX USA - Thursday, November 16, 2000 at 07:59 PM (CST)
Hi Jamie!
My name is Gary Elmore. Better known as "GaryDon" among friends. My full name is Gary Don Elmore. Yep....one of those Texas doo-dah names. I have two sisters named Carolyn Dale & Janet Sue. Mom & Dad must have liked those Texas sounding names, kinda like "Billy Bob." When we were kids, we always knew when we were in trouble with mom when she attached that middle name to the first name. Mom usually called me Gary. But when she was upset with something that I had done (not that I did that very often), she would say "GaryDon...get in here." Yep....when I heard that, it was time to run and hide.
Your Aunt Linda told me about you. I am a student at the school where Linda works. She's a wonderful lady. She keeps me on track with my school work, and most importantly, out of trouble. Linda & I swap photos & stories about our kids & grandkids. Yep, I have a grandson. I'm one of thsoe "old" students.
I work next door to Linda at Children's Medical Center. I have worked here for 30 years. I was the Director of Respiratory Care for the last 29 years. However, I was promoted to a job in Administration about a year ago. It only took me 29 years to get promoted, but I finally made it ;0)
I checked out your photos. I have a 13 year old son. You remind very much of him. It appears that you are blessed with a wonderful family and friends who love you very much. There is a verse in the Bible (1 Corinthians 13:13) that says "There are three things that last: Faith, Hope and Love; and the greatest of these is Love."
In my 30 years at Children's Medical Center, I've seen a lot of miricles. My wife fought a long tough battle with cancer several years ago, and won the battle! I know it's tough, but I can see from your photos and letters that you are a fighter. Hang in there pal! You're in my prayers and thoughts.
GaryDon ;0)
Gary Elmore <gelmore@childmed.dallas.tx.us>
Dallas, TX Texas - Thursday, November 16, 2000 at 11:51 AM (CST)
Hi Jamie,
Great News!! Glad to hear that you are back at home -- resting comfortably. We need to get your appetite back though. Are there any cravings you're having that I could import from California?? Let me know.

Take care of yourself and we are always thinking about you, our special friend.

Vicki Hoffman (vicki.hoffman@wilcom.com) <www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, November 15, 2000 at 06:34 PM (CST)
I sure could have used you for Halloween night... I was stuck in class and my candy was not distributed!! Now I'm eating candy on a daily basis and my dentist will be able to retire early. -- You look like a good kid with a lot to live for... I'm sure you will accomplish a great deal. My prayers are with you and so are my thoughts. Although we've never met... I care for you and your family. I know what it's like to have a family member deal with cancer... stay strong.

--Mary

PS: Your aunt Linda keeps us updated pretty well here in Dallas... that's how I know you. ( in case you were wondering) :-)
Mary Garcia <mary22pooh@yahoo.com>
Arlington, TX USA - Wednesday, November 15, 2000 at 02:15 PM (CST)
Hi James, Just Wanted To Say Hi And I Hope You Are Feeling
Better Soon.I Will Keep You In My Prayers. GO BROWNS!!!

Love, Michael Brad Baker
Michael Brad Baker <mike@whip.net>
columbus, oh USA - Wednesday, November 15, 2000 at 08:39 AM (CST)
Hey James. Just wanted to say hi and I'm thinking about you. I think I'm gonna have some more orders for the calenders. There a big hit, and I can't wait for the cards. I guess you better crack the whip on Granny. But you know I will also help. Hey I found a diecast model of a red 56 Ford pickup truck so I picked it up for you. I'll have to get that over to you. Just wanted to say hey and WAASSUP. Your in my thoughts and prayers.
Kindra <Queenie35oh@yahoo.com>
Columbus, Oh USA - Tuesday, November 14, 2000 at 11:15 PM (CST)
Jamie--
I wonder if you know how many hearts you have touched? As I look at this guest book, I see that many friends of mine have felt the same joy in communicating with you! Even the four big dogs who live with me are barking, sending their hello's with this message. One dog is Boy. He was nearly starved when I got him. Now he is the party-maker. He gets everyone chasing from one end of the house to another. He likes that Zoom Zoom Zoom song from the TV commercial. Next time you hear it, smile and think of Boy! Maybe you could write a story about him?
Mary M Rydesky <amazingrmt@yahoo.com>
Dallas, Texas USA - Tuesday, November 14, 2000 at 07:23 PM (CST)
Hi, Jamie --
I'm a colleague of Linda Ward and she has been keeping me informed of your progress. I hope this has been a good day for you. I'm so very hopeful for your well-being. You are a fine person and just trust that everything will be OK.
Nancy Wilson <Wilson972@aol.com>
Richardson, TX 75080 - Tuesday, November 14, 2000 at 06:20 PM (CST)
Dear Jamie,
Like Job of the Holy Bible, he trusted in the Lord for his physical and spiritual healing, so shall yours be and the strength to see you through this trial period is yours from the Lord. Just as God "the father" allows there to be rain for crops to grow, so shall He pour down showers of blessing to heal and bring you joy all the days of your life. Mercy shall be yours, Joy, Peace, Gladness, Love and most importantly, Salvation is yours through Christ the Lord. (AMEN)

GOD LOVES YOU,
Faminu, Aretha Tumi
UT Southwestern Medical Center at Dallas.
Faminu, Aretha Tumi <jitu75149@yahoo.com>
Mesquite, TX U.S.A. - Tuesday, November 14, 2000 at 04:26 PM (CST)
Hi Jamie,
We have been neighbors and friends with your Aunt Linda and Uncle Bill for over twenty
years. We live two houses down from them in a house that looks very much like theirs.
We just wanted to encourage you and let you know that we are thinking about you and
praying for you.
Don't give those nurses too rough of a time. Remember they have control of the
needles.:)
Best of luck.
Nancy

Nancy and Bob Voss <nancyavoss@hotmail.com>
Lewisville, Tx USA - Tuesday, November 14, 2000 at 03:50 PM (CST)
Jamie,
I know Linda Ward. I feel like I know you. I lived next door to Linda for 17 years in Lewisville, Texas. Know that many thoughts and prayers are heading your way from Texas. I and lots of my friends think of you often. Hope the day you read this is a good day.
God bless you,
Lynda Whitman
Lynda Whitman <pwhi2@home.net>
Lewisville, Tx US - Tuesday, November 14, 2000 at 03:32 PM (CST)
James,
What did you think of those tractors on Ebay?
Uncle Mike
- Tuesday, November 14, 2000 at 03:31 PM (CST)
James,
You don't know me, but I know your aunt Linda. Just remember one thing, "Nothing is impossible for God". You will be in our prayers, and may God bless you!
Suja Thomas <ss1437@aol.com>
Dallas, TX - Tuesday, November 14, 2000 at 03:09 PM (CST)
James,

You don't know me, but I know your Aunt Linda. I just wanted to take a minute and let you know that you and your family are in my prayers. Last summer I endured open-heart surgery at the age of 26. It was one of the scariest things I had ever faced up to this point. My only hope of staying sane through my ordeal was by putting my faith in God. There were times when I could not even find the words to describe my experience. At these times, I turned it over to God. Through Him all things are possible. You are a fighter! Trust in the Lord to carry you through this and at times when words are too dificult to come by, let God take over.
Cynthia Williamson <cynthiaw@baylordallas.edu>
Euless, TX USA - Tuesday, November 14, 2000 at 12:29 PM (CST)
Hi James:
I heard about you through your Aunt Linda. I work at a Children's hospital in Dallas, and I took a class at the University where Linda works. In my job, I have the pleasure of working with kids every day. If you're like all those with whom I'm blessed to come in contact, I'm sure your a real fighter. That is, you accept the challenges that face you and work through them with everything you've got. I looked at your pictures on your website and I can see it in your eyes; a kind young man with a lot of spirit!
Even though you don't know me, I'll remember you in my prayers. I've got three kids of my own. Two boys and a girl. The boys are a bit younger than you, ages 9 and 7; their sister is 4 years old. I'll tell them about my getting the opportunity to send you a note like this. I like telling them about the kids I get to know doing what I do. Oh, that reminds me, I didn't tell you what I do. I'm what's called an "Orthotist." I specialize in making orthopaedic braces...for the legs, arms and spine. I love my job, and I can tell a lot of good people dearly love you.
May God bless you and your family.
Sincerely,
Don Katz

Donald Katz <dekatz@airmail.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, November 14, 2000 at 10:25 AM (CST)
Jamie,you do not know me, but I am a friend of your Aunt Linda. She has helped me through a rough period in my life and I wanted to pass along the kindness she has shown me to you. You will be in my family's prayers. I saw the photos and you look like you are the pet of the floor with all the nurses around. I bet you keep them running and laughing. May God bless you richly. In God's love, Rhonda
Rhonda Faircloth <micrho@swbell.net>
Mesquite, TX USA - Tuesday, November 14, 2000 at 08:49 AM (CST)
Jamie,

I just got a note from your great Aunt Linda. I am keeping you in my prayers and wish your journey to be happy and peacfull. I found this quote just for you

You are a miracle. You have within you incredible power and beauty. Your inner power and beauty give you the freedom to find success, peace, love, self-confidence, and the joy of aliveness. The moment that you awaken to this fact is the moment that you begin to experience the miracle. It does not matter who you are or what you do. It does not matter your age, what you have done in the past, or your education. It is your birth right to experience life and its deepest satisfactions.

Your are the miracle

Sue Pickens <spicke@parknet.pmh.org>
dallas, tx u. - Tuesday, November 14, 2000 at 08:41 AM (CST)
Jamie, just wanted you to know that you are always in our thoughts and prayers. Give your Grandma Bonnie and Grandpa Rick a big hug from Texas! Sorry you are having such a rough time right now. Wish we could be up there with you. Texas is almost as cold as Ohio right now! Mike took our grandson, Bryan, to Biloxi last weekend. It was the first time he had seen sand and the ocean. He had a ball. Unfortunately, he also discovered jelly fish. Bryan the Terrible (otherwise known as Hurricane Bryan) didn't like that part! Take care. Know you are loved.

Aunt Linda and Uncle Bill

- Tuesday, November 14, 2000 at 08:05 AM (CST)
James,
Grandma enjoyed spending the night with you and mom.I stopped by and checked up on Bryan and Kailyn before I came home.I paged you a short time ago, never heard back from you so I guess you are sleeping.Call me when you feel like it!! I love you sweetheart!!Remember we have to finish our Canasta game tomorrow seeing I was a head by 1,020 points but who is counting.
Grandma Bonnie <rmstephens@worldnet.att.net>
West Worthington, Ohio USA - Sunday, November 12, 2000 at 11:22 PM (CST)
Jamie, you and Brian looked great in the picture on this website! I'll be sure to tell him you are in the hospital so he can visit you next Tuesday evening.
Brian and Suzanne Scott <buckeyesX2@aol.com>
- Friday, November 10, 2000 at 02:10 PM (CST)
Hello dear Jamie. My friend Brenda Stephens sent me information so I could write to you. I apologize for being so late in contacting you. I think about you often and pray for you. When I was in the hospital I had lots of people praying for me too. I pray for your recovery and will write you again soon. Write to me if you feel like it. I will answer. Love.
Louie Burnett <lburnett1@hotmail.com>
Ft. W, TX U - Thursday, November 09, 2000 at 07:00 PM (CST)
Hi, Jamie. What's this about a calendar? Haven't heard about it. We are praying for you as you go back into the hospital tomorrow. You are much in our thoughts and prayers even though we don't live close. We love you!
Aunt Pat and Uncle Chad, Stacey and Kyle <heyman1@ameritech.net>
Painesville, OH USA - Thursday, November 09, 2000 at 12:36 PM (CST)
Hi Jamie, I have talked to your Loving Grandma a couple of times.(She Love's you sooo much). I'm looking forward to getting my calendar. I happen to be one of your #1 fans. Go, Fight, Win..Yeah Jamie
Dinah Moore (Babyduck) <sdmoore@kscable.com>
Iola, Ks USA - Tuesday, November 07, 2000 at 07:40 PM (CST)
Hi Jamie,
Boy your calendars are GREAT -- you definitely have an artistic talent!! I just e-mailed your Grandma my order yesterday. I'm ordering one for Mike (sshhh!), I know that he would like to have it hanging up in his hospital room when he's admitted in a couple of weeks. Glad to hear you liked your Emeril Live! t-shirt I sent. I was hoping it would lift your spirits -- BAM!! (heehee) Well, take care of yourself and best of luck to you in your business adventure.

Vicki Hoffman <vicki.hoffman@wilcom.com>
www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike, CA - Friday, November 03, 2000 at 12:48 PM (CST)
James,
I need you to help me make place card setting for Thanksgiving soon.Maybe on day next week??
Love Grandma
Bonnie Stephens
West Worthington, Ohio US - Thursday, November 02, 2000 at 09:58 AM (CST)
Hi James,
Your friends at Evening Street and KMS are getting ready for
the Walkathon. Your job is to bring some nice weather!!!!
You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Bill and Pam Ward, Laura and Gretchen

- Tuesday, October 31, 2000 at 08:29 AM (CST)
Welcome Home Jamie,
Just checking in on you. We hope your hospital time went well and fast. We also hope you are feeling well.
You are in our prayers
Love, Tammy, Ron, and Emma Hall
www.caringbridge.com/page/emmahall
The Hall's <halltammy@netscape.net>
Medina , Oh usa - Saturday, October 28, 2000 at 10:18 PM (CDT)
Hey, Jamie! Well, I'm working the last night for Grandpa Rick. I bet you've had some good times together since he's been on vacation. But, we're ready here at AT&T to have him back to keep us up to date on your progress.

Did you get to fish for the trout at Antrim last week?

Our thoughts, hopes and prayers are with you,
Kay & the rest of the guys at NESAC
Kay Burke <dkburke@att.com>
Reynoldsburg, OH Franklin - Saturday, October 28, 2000 at 02:53 AM (CDT)
Hey there buddy! I'd like to place an order for four (4) of your very "artsy" calendars! They're fabulous! I'm going to give one to each of my little guys, as they are learning of day,dates, months, etc...how perfect! I'll also show them off to my friends and coworkers, you know, do alittle marketing for you! Sure hope you remember me when you make your first million! Love ya!
Susan Gualtieri <gualtis@nationwide.com>
columbus, oh usa - Friday, October 27, 2000 at 07:24 AM (CDT)
Hey James,sounds like you are staying busy and being very helpful. just wanted to say hi and to tell you that im thinking and praying for you.
Andrea France <Babyboo4life@hotmail.com>
columbus, ohio usa - Thursday, October 26, 2000 at 10:11 PM (CDT)
Hey there, Jamie! How are you doing? I got grandma's update and it sounds like you two had some fun with the halloween treats and window painting! Great way to keep up your spirits and all those around you! Your the best! Hope to see you sometime soon! I think we're about due for one of our visits, don't you? Take care and remember, keep smiling! Love you!
Susan Gualtieri <gualtis@nationwide.com>
columbus, oh usa - Thursday, October 26, 2000 at 12:51 PM (CDT)

James,
I had sooo much fun with you yesterday!Paiting all the windows and passing out the candy to all the other kids..etc.I took another order for a calendar last night over the phone.Just know your granny loves you!!!xoxo
Grandma Bonnie
West Worthington, Ohio US - Wednesday, October 25, 2000 at 10:22 AM (CDT)
James,
You and your family continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. May God bless you, keep you, and make you well. May He give you the strength and courage that you need.
Take care.
Cindy Leonard
Cindy Leonard <eveasst1@worthington.k12.oh.us>
Worthington, OH 43085 - Wednesday, October 25, 2000 at 09:44 AM (CDT)
Hello Jamie,
I hope everything goes well for you this next week while you are in the hospital. You have one special grandma but I guess you already know that. She always keeps up to date on what is going on.I know you will continue to be a blessing to every one around you.
Steven Hicks <hicks@cmc.uab.edu>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, October 24, 2000 at 11:44 AM (CDT)
Jamie,

I hear that you are headed back to the hospital for a short stay. I just wrapped up my four week stay at UCLA. I was undergoing another heavy duty chemo phase due to my relapse. I have learned that you can make incredible progress through a superior state of mind. So, keep your head up and never doubt the power of a positive attitude and positive EXPECTATIONS. I am a firm believer that this has helped me continuously in my battle. Anyway, I wish you the best and please feel free to contact me if you'd like.

Take care,
Mike Hunter

Mike <michaelahunter99@hotmail.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Tuesday, October 24, 2000 at 04:41 AM (CDT)
Hi Jamie,

Diana says to tell you that she loves you like we all do and to hang in there and keep on having fun. Which by the way, looks like exactly what you did at the Circle S Farms.
It sure does look like a nifty bake sell too. When we seen the pictures of all the goodies that was on the table it made us hungry. Kayla and Ashley said "Hi" and to tell you that the Rabbit is really neat. Maybe someday we can all get together and have some great fun.

Love Ya,
Bud,Terri,Diana,Mark,Missy,Kayla,and Ashley
Bud ,Terri, Diana,Mark ,Missy, Kayla, and Ashley <deluca13@hotmail.com>
South Webster, Oh USA - Sunday, October 22, 2000 at 08:05 PM (CDT)
Hey Jamie, I hear you're headed back to Children's Hospital for a short stay. I hope your treatments go well and it will help you rid any lingering leukemic cells!! Those darn things are a pain in the butt, huh??!! Well, keep your head up, stay strong and keep that beautiful smile on your face and things are bound to go in a positive direction. You're in our thoughts -- all the way from California!

P.S. My brother Mike just got out of the hospital Friday (after a 4 week stay) and is at home. He will be going back in towards mid/end of November for his bone marrow transplant. I'm sure your Grandma is keeping you updated, but just thought I'd provide a first-hand update.

Vicki <http://www.caringbridge.com/ca/mike>
Anaheim, CA - Sunday, October 22, 2000 at 01:20 PM (CDT)
Hey Jamie!!!
Keep trying hard and hang in there!!!!
Michael E. Stimmel <mstimmel@limited.com>
Columbus, Ohio USA - Saturday, October 21, 2000 at 11:03 PM (CDT)
Hi Jamie
I just got this page from my mom (Ruby) and wanted to drop you a note to say hi. Now that I don't live in Columbus I do not get down there much but I want ya to know that I think of you often (ok, Rob to:). Good job on the web site, C'ya later and tell your dad hi for me. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
-Steve McGraw-

Steve McGraw <smcgraw@udata.com>
Upper Sandusky, OH - Saturday, October 21, 2000 at 01:41 PM (CDT)
Jamie! I went to school with your Grandpa and your Aunt barbara, I wanted you to know that I Hope things goes well, and That I too will pray for you here in East Texas. We will be hooting and Hollering for you. You are a very brave young man ! Your Grandparent are very proud of you!!
Sondra Kelly Mays <mays@mcc4u.com>
Karnack, TX USA - Saturday, October 21, 2000 at 12:35 PM (CDT)
Jamie,
Good luck with your upcoming hospital stay, we will be praying that all goes well and the time goes by fast for you!! Take care and know that there are a lot of people praying for you and thinking of you!!!
www.caringbridge.com/page/emmahall
Tammy and Emma Hall <halltammy@netscape.net>
medina, Ohio USA - Friday, October 20, 2000 at 09:29 PM (CDT)
Bonnie:
Nice web page! Did you check our family web page? I enjoy reading your posts on the ALL-KIDS. You're so thoughtful and so incredibly caring...I hope someday I'll be able to give you a big hug in person. In the meantime, give Jamie a hug...again. Cassidy's Mom...Kathy
Kathy <kathylussow@juno.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, October 19, 2000 at 08:55 PM (CDT)
Jamie,
I am praying for you and it sounds like everyone in the whole world is. You still have a GREAT heart after everything you have been through. Always remember to smile and remember God is on your side. Wish you the BEST of LUCK.
Love YA from here in TEXAS!!

Teresa Moncrief <TMon0119@aol.com>
Fort Worth, TX USA - Thursday, October 19, 2000 at 04:59 PM (CDT)
HI Jamie, I am on a egroup list with your grandma Bonnie. Just wanted to say HI and let you know I'm praying for your health.
Rob
Rob From HH egroup <rfritchey@hotmail.com>
Jefferson City, MO USA - Thursday, October 19, 2000 at 08:30 AM (CDT)
Just wanted you to know someone in Texas is praying for you! Keep on smiling!!! Thanks for the update! Will check back later to follow up on you!
visit my hompage: www.geocities.com/Texasdazzler2000
Michelle <Texasdazzler4@hotmail.com>
Cypress, Tx USA - Wednesday, October 18, 2000 at 11:43 PM (CDT)
Master Bowman,
Just wanted you to know how much I enjoyed you spending the night last night!!! I like our alone time together. The movie was funny. By the way you left your potato skins here and I just might eat them!!! < grin> "NOT"
Hope you had a nice day hangin with your dad??
Love you sweetheart, grandma Bonnie
Grandma Bonnie
Worthington, Ohio USA - Monday, October 16, 2000 at 08:00 PM (CDT)
Jamie,

I just wanted to take the time to say hi. I have been getting several messages, notes, cards, etc. from your wonderful family. I am sure you know what that's like, and I am very grateful. I am also being updated on your situation through my sister, Vicki. It sounds like you're a real fighter and you've been doing well. I'm glad to hear it. I am wrapping up my stay out here at the hospital, UCLA. Hopefully, I will be home soon. I want you to know that you've got another supporter out here in California. I wish you the best and please feel free to contact me at any time.

Keep your head up and stay strong,
Mike

Mike Hunter <michaelahunter99@hotmail.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Monday, October 16, 2000 at 03:34 AM (CDT)
Hi Jaime...
Just checking in to see how you are doing! We have been thinking about you and your family alot. Hugs from MN!!
Sheila, Mom to Ty, Nick (dx preb ALL 5-00) Zac and wife to Chad <sheilas@bevcomm.net>
Blue Earth, MN - Friday, October 13, 2000 at 09:49 AM (CDT)
Hi Jamie!
I have pictures to send you from the Bake Sale!! The picture I took of you and your truck turned out real good. There's nothing like a guy & his truck (ha-ha). I think there's a country song about that, I'm not sure. Maybe it's a tractor, oh well. Brian Kelly is jealous you know, he wants a vehicle real bad. Well, I love you & I'll see you soon.

As always our love and prayers are with you.

Your favorite Cousin - Pam
Pam Wellman <Pamv018@aol.com>
Reynoldsburg, OH USA - Wednesday, October 11, 2000 at 09:17 PM (CDT)
Hello Jamie,
We are glad to hear you are doing well. I am on the ALL list with your grandma. My 2 year old daughter Emma also has ALL. We just wanted you to know that you and your family are in our prayers. Love, Tammy , Ron, and Emma Hall
www.caringbridge.com/page/emmahall

Tammy Hall <halltammy@netscape.net>
Medina, Ohio US - Tuesday, October 10, 2000 at 09:22 PM (CDT)
Hi Jamie..
Just checking in to see how your doing.. Have you seen any flakes of snow? In MN we had our first flakes on Saturday.
My Nick has ALL and is almost done with DI..we will hopefully start Maintenance the beginning of November if all goes well. Your Grandpa sent Nick a wonderful necklace made of buckeyes and beads...It was great! Nick has it hanging right over his bed and he has to show everyone that visits. Hugs from MN!
Sheila <sheilas@bevcomm.net>
Blue Earth, MN - Monday, October 09, 2000 at 07:26 PM (CDT)
Hi Jamie, it's Aunt Linda in Texas. All of our students and faculty have been calling for updates. Please know there are a lot of us here wishing you well. We have prayers being offered in many different religions so I know we are taking lots of different paths to God's ear. Your Grandma Bonnie keeps us informed. She and your Grandpa Rick love you beyond measure. From the pictures that your Grandma sends us, you have a very loving and caring family. I wish I could be a genie or a witch and just wiggle my nose to make you well. Instead, I'll keep praying. Give your Aunt Kelli a hug for us and tell her we will miss her visit this month. Instead, we'll all get together soon. Much love, Aunt Linda.
Linda Ward <linda.ward@utsouthwestern.edu>
Dallas, TX USA - Friday, October 06, 2000 at 09:31 AM (CDT)
Hi, Jamie! It's your Aunt Pat. Hope you are feeling well. Heard the latest about the lab in California - we're all praying that it will result in an answer for you! Did you guys have bad storms last night? We did, and a lot of schools, etc., were closed today. Lots of trees down, etc.
Well, take care! We love you!
Pat Heyman <heyman1@ameritech.net>
Painesville, OH USA - Wednesday, October 04, 2000 at 05:09 PM (CDT)
Hi Jamie,

I am a friend of your cousin Kindras. She forwarded the page and although I haven't met you, many good wishes to you from myself and my wife Tammy.
David Walsh <tadach@msn.com>
Wyoming, MI USA - Saturday, September 30, 2000 at 11:52 PM (CDT)
Hey James whats up? Hope your feeling OK. I've been busy keeping the grass and weeds cut up a the land. I got the pond stocked. You need to get your but up there and bring that power boat you've got and run it in the pond. There's a lot of room to let her rip. Let me know when you feel like going. Hang in there big boy and keep that chin up! Don't forget Gods watching out for you and he let me know that every thing going to turn out just fine.
UNCLE MIKE <mbaker2@columbus.rr.com>
Columbus, Ohio Franklin - Thursday, September 28, 2000 at 08:20 PM (CDT)
Hey Jamie, just wanted to let you know were thinking of you and praying for you . The whole family has been sick with the flu so we can't come see you until were better. Hope to see you soon and maybe we can talk about the business.I think I have a few ideas for you and granny. Love always, Your cuz,Kindra

kindra France
columbus, oh usa - Tuesday, September 26, 2000 at 10:32 PM (CDT)
Hey Jamie,
This is Sam again. (from Xenia ) Just wanted u 2 know our prayers are with U. Aunt Ruth sends her love too. Tell youre Dad & Mom we said hello. We're ok , didnt get hit by the tornado('bout 200 yards from it though). Keep the faith. May God bless you & youre family."Cuz" Sam
Sam Butler
Xenia, Oh USA - Tuesday, September 26, 2000 at 09:20 PM (CDT)
Hi Jamie this is Charlie down in portsmouth hope you are felling better I just wanted to tell you to turn to God he can heal you if its his will and to pray and give your soul and boby to him.One day If you do your body will be perfect as you walk with him on the streets of gold in heaven. Gold bless you and your family.Charlie
Charlie Craft
Portsmouth, Oh - Tuesday, September 26, 2000 at 11:25 AM (CDT)
Hi Jamie,

Everyone here in Texas is enjoying cooler weather
and rain. It has been so long since we have had
rain we were not sure what it was!! Ha! We are so
proud of you and the many people who have raised funds
for the Leukemia Society. You are always in our thoughts
and prayers. Give your Grandma & Grandpa a big hug for
us. Tell Vicki we are praying for Mike here in Texas.
How is he doing? Is Grandpa gone fishing? I wish we could
be there and go fishing with you & your friends. Did your
Grandpa show you the singing fish we gave him? Ha!

Take care.

Love,
Barbara & Fred
Fred & Barbara Comola
Carrollton, TX USA - Tuesday, September 26, 2000 at 08:30 AM (CDT)
Hi Jamie you dont know me but I was a friend of your Grandmother's brother Jim
Hang in their you are doing just fine ok
A verry good job on the web page
God Bless you
Mike and Nancy Lehn
Mike & Nancy Lehn
Portsmouth, Oh USA - Tuesday, September 26, 2000 at 04:23 AM (CDT)
Wow Jamie -- you must have a pretty good webmaster here to get your Light the Night Walk pictures up already!! I'm kind of slackin' on ours. Actually, I took lots of photos during Mike's walk, I just have to get his 'approval' on what to put up on the site. You know, I guess it is HIS site, not mine (heehee)! I'm glad to hear that you're doing well -- keep up your positive attitude and the inner strength that you have. You're a fighter -- nothing will get you down!!
Hugs and prayers to you!

Vicki Hoffman, sis to Mike ALL dx 3/00
Anaheim, CA - Tuesday, September 26, 2000 at 12:42 AM (CDT)
James,
Remember yesterday when you and mom stopped by after the clinic? You left your Mustard pretzel mix here and guess who has been munching on them?
I called you a few minutes ago and Kailyn said you were laying down.Call me when you get up.
Love you,granny Bonnie
Grandma Bonnie
Ohio - Saturday, September 23, 2000 at 05:33 PM (CDT)
hey wuz ^ cuz ? nutin much here just chillin!! maybe i will see u this weekend, so we can chill at ur crib saturday!!!! hope ur feeling good and i hope to see u sone. from ur " # 1 stunna" steve
steve france
columbus, oh u.s - Saturday, September 23, 2000 at 11:56 AM (CDT)
Jamie- What a great website! We are praying for you down here in Texas and boy is it HOT!! 81 days now without any rain! Keep your chin up!
Tanya Preston
Irving, TX USA - Thursday, September 21, 2000 at 03:25 PM (CDT)
Jamie,
CONGRATULATIONS on your Pasta for Pennies campaign for the Leukemia Society ~~ WOW $6,000!! That is sooooo exciting and we are so proud of you. The funds you raised will help so many others. You are truly a hero!

P.S. Mike also thanks you!!
Vicki Hoffman, big sis to Mike Hunter DX 3/00 ALL
Anaheim, CA - Thursday, September 21, 2000 at 12:27 PM (CDT)
Sorry I have'nt visited sooner. Too cool, I like the web page. I Love You. Hope to see you soon. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
kindra france
columbus, oh usa - Wednesday, September 20, 2000 at 10:58 PM (CDT)
Jamie, This is you're cuz Slammin Sam Butler from Xenia Ohio. Just wanted u 2 know , we're thinking & Prayin' 4 u Keep the "Faith" " CUZ "
Sam Butler
Xenia, OH USA - Tuesday, September 19, 2000 at 09:37 PM (CDT)
Jamie: Remember the Lord Jesus can!
Sam Wang
Dublin, OH USA - Tuesday, September 19, 2000 at 09:25 PM (CDT)
Jamie,
Charley meant to say ( friend of your grandmother's family)
He is from Portsmouth,Ohio.
Call me when you get back from the clinic today. I love you sweetheart!Love,grandma
Grandma Bonnie
Worthington, Ohio USA - Tuesday, September 19, 2000 at 01:16 PM (CDT)
Hi Jamie,

Super glad to hear you are doing better. Might be a nice time to get into writing webpages! I do it too...fun stuff. Free courses on the internet you can download: http://www.htmlgoodies.com
Charley Brown (friend of your Mom's family)
Cuenca, Ecuador
Charley Brown
Cuenca, Azuay Ecuador - Tuesday, September 19, 2000 at 05:23 AM (CDT)
Hey Jamie -- I hear your "TEAM" is having much success for the Light the Night Walk. You guys are walking on Thursday night, and we are walking on Friday night. We have raised lots and lots of $$$$ for the much needed research for Leukemia and support for patients and their families. We are in a rally-rally-rally mode this week to raise as much money as possible. We'll keep you posted on our final results. I hope that you will feeling well enough to walk on Thursday. We'll be thinkin' about ya in California!!! Take care of yourself.
Vicki Hoffman
Home of the Anaheim Angels, Mighty Ducks & Disneyland, CA - Monday, September 18, 2000 at 10:05 PM (CDT)
Hi Jamie,

I know your Grandma from an internet group were both on.You are so lucky to have such a wonderful Grandma. I know how difficult things have been for you and my family is keeping you in our prayers. Our son Jamie is being treated for t cell ALL as well.

Wishing you healing and good health. Hang in there kiddo!
(Hey, your every bit as cute as my Jamie!)

Elaine
Elaine
Nepean, Ont Canada - Monday, September 18, 2000 at 07:03 PM (CDT)
Hi Jamie! Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and praying for you. Stay Cool!
Love, Sharon
Sharon Fugate
Columbus, Oh USA - Monday, September 18, 2000 at 09:14 AM (CDT)
Bonjour Jamie,

I am just another cyber-friend of your grandmom who lives in France. I wanted to let you know that my daughter Aurélie 7 years old has recently gone through leukemia and BMT and is doing great !
I heard your last good news from your grandmom and I am hoping and wishing that you continue to do as good and that all this battle will be behind you really soon !

Bye and feel free to write if you like !
Hugs from a french supporter,
Carla
Carla Doumard
Paris, France - Sunday, September 17, 2000 at 04:29 PM (CDT)
Greetings! Jamie ( or do you prefer James? )

My name is Mary and I am from Mt. Holly, New Jersey. I am a "cyber friend" of your grandmom Bonnie ... we met on the internet on the List that we both participate in.

Your grandmom and I have been exchanging EMails over the past few weeks ... she is one-heck-of-a-grandmom! She has been very busy getting as much information as she can to make sure that you get the very best care so that you can get moving on the road of recovery!

I know that going through all this is NOT exactly what you had been planning on ... but you are being a real trooper and everyone is very proud of you! Just keep in mind that some days are going to be better than others, and that trying to muster up a smile every day along with remembering the better days is ALWAYS a positive approach ( and often will slightly improve the more awful ones ).

Even though I am not exactly your next door neighbor, this wonderful internet ( as well as your grandmom and your web site! ) will let me continue to follow your progress. I will be keeping you in my daily prayers, hoping that you will have more of the good days than the bad and that you get moving on the road of recovery really soon.

Keep a smile on that handsome face and take it one day at a time, James ... and know that people ALL OVER the world are praying for you and sending positive energy your way.

blessings & light ...
mary

Mary McNelis Brennan
Mt. Holly, NJ - Saturday, September 16, 2000 at 10:01 AM (CDT)
I just wanted to say hello to my good friend, Jamie, and to let him know that I am HONORED to be signing his book! I wish you all the best, and with all these great people behind you, your sure to come out beating this! Keep smiling! Love you!!
Susan M. Gualtieri
columbus, oh franklin - Friday, September 15, 2000 at 01:38 PM (CDT)
Hi James, Just found out about your website, so cool... Curtis and I are thinking of you, and hope to see you and your family at the clinic one day. So good to hear you are doing well, our prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. Keep up the great recovery, and your spirit! Take care...Cindy and Curtis Drew
Cindy Drew
Tiffin, OH USA - Friday, September 15, 2000 at 09:05 AM (CDT)
Hi Jammie!
This is your uncle Chad! I just found out about this site. It's great that your grandparents did this. There seem to be alot of people writing you. We are praying for you and so is our church. I also just read Stacey & Kyle's comments on your page (what's up with the China thing anyway???) See you soon!
Uncle Chad Heyman
Painesville, OH USA - Thursday, September 14, 2000 at 06:39 PM (CDT)
I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU , I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!
Granny Bonnie
Worthington, Ohio USA - Thursday, September 14, 2000 at 05:28 PM (CDT)
Hey Bub, I enjoyed hanging out with you today and doing lunch together!I did stop by Michael's MJD and found the glitter pens we were looking for. I also pick up a few neat things I know you will like for your business. Call me when you get home from the game. I need to talk shop with you.Aunt Kelly and Dorsey are on their way to PUT-IN-BAY for the week-end.She left me a message on my voice mail.
Love Granny Bonnie / P.S. Took my medicine!
Grandma Bonnie
Worthington, Ohio USA - Thursday, September 14, 2000 at 05:12 PM (CDT)
Jamie, we are all pulling for you.
Faculty, Staff and Students - Health Services Administration, UT Southwestern Medical Center at Dallas
Dallas, TX USA - Thursday, September 14, 2000 at 08:13 AM (CDT)
Hi...it's me again...Nick. I just want to apologize for my mommie...she has been kinda stressed lately. i noticed that she called your grandma Ilene...she knew it was Bonnie, cuz I heard her talkin' to my daddie saying she was a real nice lady. Anyway...sorry dude! I really have to start keeping a closer eye on her!
Nick S, son to Sheila
- Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 09:54 PM (CDT)
jamie: what do you call a fish with no legs? ... a fish. what do you call a cow made out of veggies? health mooo-d. um, i just made that one up. do easy on it. hehehe! knock knock! who's there? parabola! parabola who? i don't know, i can't find a dictionary! sorry, i haven't slept too well.
anyways get better and stuff =)) *hugs*
your cousin stacie
painesville, oh china? - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 05:06 PM (CDT)
hey man! my school and myself are prayin for ya. im amazed in how you have your own wedsite and how many people signed it. thats so cool! ill be at the walk, ill try to bring some hot girls. well get better so you can come see me ball on some kids in november.

p.s my mom got you this sweet disco ball to hang in your car. i heard it was SWEEEEEEET!

brian kelly
Brian Kelly
columbus, ohio usa - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 04:29 PM (CDT)
Hey Jamie, what's up man????? Hope you're feeling well. We're praying for ya in school man. Do you have AOL instant messanger or MSN messagner? If you do, send me a message. On AOL i'm Turd Furguson 92 and on MSN i'm captain_wacky. Well, e-mail me or IM me. Later.
Your Cousin Kyle
Painesville, OH, The People's Republic of China - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 02:48 PM (CDT)
Hi Jamie! Greetings from Louisiana. Cindy, Jason, Kristen, Bryan and I send our love. Hope you will soon be well enough to head our way. We'll teach you how to eat "mud bugs" and "gater tails". Take care of yourself. Give your Grandpa Rick a hug from all of us.
Mike Ottinger
Amite, LA USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 01:35 PM (CDT)
You Rock Man! We finished our CD and you get the first copy. We are also going to get your pager going within the next few days, Love you! Your rockin
Aunt Kelly
Columbus, OH USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 01:03 PM (CDT)
Hi James! This is very neat for you to have a website.
Your friends at KMS miss you. We are thinking about you
and praying for you. Take care.
Bill , Pam, Laura and Gretchen Ward
Worthington, oh - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 11:25 AM (CDT)
Hi Jamie!!
I met your Grandma Bonnie on-line through a Leukemia support group. My 27 yr. old brother Mike was diagnosed with ALL in March 2000. Your Grandma and I have been in contact keeping each other updated on yours and Mike's progress. I am SO glad that you've set up this site. It will be a great resource for you with all your friends & family posting messages to you -- it's kind of like getting cards every day!! GREAT NEWS on your recent bone marrow test -- inner strength shows positive results!!

Good luck in the walk -- our TEAM is doing quite well also -- the more WE raise the better off WE all will be!! We're thinking about you out here in California. Take care of yourself and keep smiling.

Vicki Hoffman
Anaheim, CA - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 11:25 AM (CDT)
Hey Jamie, Why does the DUCKS roof leak? Because it's got a lot of quacks in it. ha ha ha

What has one horn and gives milk? A milk truck! ha ha ha ha ha

What is a satellite? Something you put on a horse if you ride at night...... ha ha ha

Hang in there, I am so glad you are doing good.
DON BASHAM (The One Man Band)
Columbus, Ohio Franklin - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 11:00 AM (CDT)
Jamie, We are praying for you and heard you're good news!!!! We are counting on your full recovery - cause we need you for football!!!!!!! Go Cards!!
Gretchen, Phil & O'Shay Mallory
Worthington, oh usa - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 11:00 AM (CDT)
Hello Jamie...
My name is Nick, I am 2.5 yrs old. I was dx with ALL on 5-6-00. My mom, Sheila, is on a support group with your grandma, Ilene. I have 2 brothers, Ty-6, and Zac-1. I love semi's and tractors. I hope all goes well for you...Hugs from Minnesota!! I have a website too! www.caringbridge.com/mn/nickshope
Nick Schonrock and mom, Sheila
Blue Earth, MN - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 10:06 AM (CDT)
Great site. Hope everyting is going well for all of you.
Ron Stephens
Dallas, Tx - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 09:27 AM (CDT)
Hi, Jamie! Your Grandpa keeps us informed about your progress and he is soooo happy that you're doing better (and all of us here are, too)! You'll definitely have to come and see us NESACers when you're able. Good luck with the walk. We'll all be with you, in spirit.

P.S. Can you tell fish stories like your Grandpa?
Kay Burke
Reynoldsburg, OH USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 09:13 AM (CDT)
Hello Jamie,

So glad to hear you are doing well. You've become quite a celebrity. Take care and God Bless you.
Will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Barb Stevens
Barb Stevens
Wheelersburg, OH Scioto - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 09:08 AM (CDT)
Hi James!
This is a cool website! You keep hearing that lots of people are praying for you, and now you can see some of that list in black and white.

I sure enjoyed visiting with you at the hospital. You are fun to talk with. Looking forward to visiting with you again. Just let me know when and where!
Dawn Mather
Columbus, OH U.S.A. - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 08:26 AM (CDT)
Hi James,
We are thinking and praying for you! Keep on smiling!!
Dr. Heffernan
Dr. Heffernan
Worthington, Ohio Franklin - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 08:12 AM (CDT)
Going to sign in again Jamie, be patient with me, left you a message with no name will try again.
Pat Ivy
Little Elm, Tx Denton - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 07:40 AM (CDT)
Hi Jamie, I'm trying to sign your guess book, but I'm a computer dumb, dumb so will keep trying until I get it . Hope your having a good day, hugs and kisses.

- Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 07:35 AM (CDT)

- Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 07:30 AM (CDT)
Hi Jamie glad to see everything is going ok for you our prayers are with you.
Charles Craft
Portsmouth , Oh USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 06:51 AM (CDT)
Jamie, Hello, I am so glad to hear you are doing better. We don't know each other but I know who you are and what you have been through. I have prayed so much for you. Maybe we will meet someday. I have been keeping in touch with your grandma Bonnie.
Dinah Moore (Babyduck)
Iola, Ks USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2000 at 12:33 AM (CDT)
Jamie, your grandmother has been keeping us updated on your progress. I understand you are home from the hospital now, a little weak, but things are looking good. Keep your spirits up and know that all of the prayers that have been prayed ARE being answered. You are a great kid and I admire you for your attitude after all you have been through. Wish we could be there, but know, that our thoughts and prayers are always with you. We love you.
Uncle Ron and Aunt Brenda
Brenda Stephens
Bedford, TX USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2000 at 11:31 PM (CDT)
Hey Jamie,
I'm so thankful that you are doing better. God is so good!!! I remember praying for you in the hospital and how you were so open to the Holy Spirit and what God's will was for you!!! The Lord brings you to my heart often to pray for you and I have asked others to pray also, everyone was so blessed by the great news. We know there is a lot ahead but you are covered in prayer.
God Bless you!!
Love,
Barb Garrett and family
Barbara Garrett
Columbus, Ohio USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2000 at 10:20 PM (CDT)
Hi Jamie, we don't know each other but I know you have a Gram that really loves you. I wish you well. Myprayers will be with you.
Carol Welch James
Castalia , OH USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2000 at 10:17 PM (CDT)
Jamie,
You are doing GREAT ..... so keep it going.

Jud Mitchell
The Colony, TX USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2000 at 10:15 PM (CDT)
Hi Jamie! Just wanted to let you know that we love you and our prayers are with you.
Pam Wellman and Family
Reynoldsburg, OH United States - Tuesday, September 12, 2000 at 09:54 PM (CDT)
HELLO,
You better start checking this message board Mister Bowman!
I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you........etc. Grandma Bonnie
GRANDMA BONNIE
Columbus, OH USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2000 at 09:26 PM (CDT)
Hey Jamie!!! I hear your doing well and getting better. Your in our hearts and prayers, daily. Kenny Mumper, bass player in your Aunt Kelly's band, HYBRID NATION.
P.S. You get the first copy of our new CD!!!!!
Kenny Mumper
Columbus, OH USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2000 at 07:53 PM (CDT)
Jamie, please know that you are in our hearts and prayers. You are loved!
Linda Ward
Lewisville, TX USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2000 at 04:19 PM (CDT)
Jamie,

We are so happy to hear your BMA was good.
You are so brave to go through so much
and still be smiling. Your photos are being
passed on to many people at my work who are
Jamie's Team @ Alpha Data Systems, Inc.- Dallas.
We will be walking with you on your journey.

Love,

Barbara, Fred & Your Friends @ Alpha Data
Barbara & Fred Comola
Carrollton, Tx. USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2000 at 03:03 PM (CDT)
Hi Jamie!!! Hope You are doing great!
Jeff and Tammy
Marysville, Ohio USA - Monday, September 11, 2000 at 04:52 PM (CDT)

- Monday, September 11, 2000 at 12:13 AM (CDT)

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